FIVE HERTZ OF SEPARATION
CHAPTER ONE
She made me promise to visit her grave.
“Alex,” she gasped, “promise me … you’ll visit … us … every week.”
I gently held her hand, careful not to dislodge any of the needles in her arm carrying painkillers and other drugs to her shattered body. “Mom, you aren’t going to die … you’re gonna make it. Just rest and let the doctors do their jobs.”
The nurse turned away from the hospital bed as she changed one of the many IV’s. I could see her face but Mom couldn’t. The look in her eyes told me that she knew I was lying. Mom knew it too.
“No Alex … promise me … it’s important.”
“But Mom …”
“Promise!” she pleaded.
What could I say? The nurse’s frown clearly communicated her thoughts. “Promise, you prick! Give her what she wants!”
“Sure, Mom. Whatever you want.”
“I mean it … mine and Terry’s.”
“You’ll be right next to each other, Mom.”
“Really promise.”
“Absolutely. I promise. Every week.”
She gave my hand a faint squeeze and then relaxed. “Thank you, Alex. You’re a good son,” she mumbled as the morphine in the new IV kicked in.
That was two months ago. The guilt had finally built up to the point that I caught the bus to visit their graves for the first time since the funerals.
They aren’t in a very nice section of the graveyard. The markers are just simple rectangular stones flush with the ground. Freelance hackers don’t have steady incomes. It takes me awhile to get my bearings and find the graves. It’s a cold, damp, blustery day and the only other people out here are mourners leaving from a just finished funeral.
As I approach the graves, I see the flowers. Fresh flowers on both graves. Where the heck did those come from? None of the other nearby graves have any flowers. Mom had a few friends, mostly neighbors, but Terry? He wasn’t the type of person who made friends easily. Friendly to others but most people didn’t respond in kind. It’s not likely that Mom’s friends would have approved of Terry. Flowers on both graves. Odd.
I check out both bunches but there is no card of any kind. Guess it doesn’t matter. Looking at the departing people, I start to feel a little self-conscious. Why did Mom want me to come out here? She wasn’t religious, none of us were. She did believe in all that New Age magic crap: Tarot cards, fortune tellers, magic crystals, spells and charms. She spent a lot of money on that worthless stuff. That and booze. What does that have to do with me being here?
“I’m here, Mom. Sorry it took so long. I’ve been busy.”
I look around. The only ones remaining are the employees, cleaning up and filling in the new grave. They’re over two hundred feet away and not paying any attention to me.
“What’s this all about, Mom? Why am I here? What do you want from me?”
There’s no answer. Didn’t expect one. Guess I could just talk to her.
“The cops don’t have anything new about the guy who ran you and Terry down. They wouldn’t tell me anything, said it was an ongoing investigation. Like that’d stop me. I cracked their servers in minutes. The car was stolen, no fingerprints left behind. A couple of witnesses said they saw the driver jump into another car and drive off but that car turned out to be stolen too. No finger prints either. They assume it was some kind of joyride race thing that got out of hand. The one guy losing control, jumping the sidewalk, hitting you and Terry. The case doesn’t seem to be a high priority.”
My phone rings. It’s a text from Jacob. He’s got a job for me.
“Sorry, Mom. I gotta go. Work. I know I promised to come here every week. I’ll do the best that I can. I will.”
Pulling my coat collar up against the rising winds, I walk quickly away, back towards the bus stop.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I push the door open at Jacob’s computer repair shop, the door buzzing until it closes. He’s not there but calls out from the back.
“Hang on! I’ll be right out!”
“It’s Alex!”
He comes around the corner and waves me to the back of the shop.
“Hey man, where ya’ been? Texted you like forty minutes ago.”
He walks down the hall as I come around the waist high, glass topped counter and follow him down the shelf lined hallway, the shelves stacked with assorted pieces of tech equipment, repair tags dangling and twirling in the wake of our passing..
“I was out of the area.”
“Doing what?”
“You know I won’t answer that question.”
“Alex Thompson, man of mystery, paranoid political terrorist.”
“I’m an anarchist, not a terrorist.”
Jacob opens a door and steps through. “What’s the difference, man?”
I follow him. “I don’t want to replace this government with a different government. I don’t like any governments.” He sits down behind a desk. I sit down on the other side.
“Whatever. I’m a businessman,” he says.
“Businesses can be worse than governments.”
“Hey dude, I’m an equal opportunity service provider. You got the bread, I’m your man, screw politics.”
“What’s the job, Jacob?”
“Just the facts huh? That’s cool. Somebody needs to know what the SEC has on them. Right up your alley. Fucking with the government for a businessman.”
I don’t let my political views interfere with my income. Most of the time.
“Who’s the client?”
“No one big. He’s a tech guy. Played a little fast and loose with an IPO.”
“A tech guy? Why not do it himself?”
Jacob spreads his hands. “Alex, my man. You’re the best! He needs it done now and quietly. I told him that there wasn’t a better hacker in the entire city of New York, on the East Coast. Hell, in the entire …”
I raise my hand to stop him. “Yeah, yeah, I get it. I’m good. How much?”
“Ten thousand, if you can deliver.”
“IF? I thought I was the best.”
“I hear the SEC is a tough nut to crack. Particularly if they’re not to know you’ve been there.”
Ten thousand. Sure could use that money. New York City is a damn expensive place to live, even if you stay off the grid.
“I’ll get in and out but I get paid for what I find, no matter if he thinks it’s enough. The FBI and NYPD are looking for me. I need to be compensated for the risk.”
“Don’t have to sell me, Alex. If things are hot around here, why don’t you blow town for awhile?”
“I was born and raised in New York City. Never been more than seventy five miles from the Empire State Building. I know how to hide. Do I do the job here?”
“I got what you need, some wicked fast hardware and a T1 line; just make sure they don’t trace you back to me.”
I lean back in the chair, tipping it up on its back legs and prop my feet on his desk.
“Jacob. I’m the best.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It’s three weeks before the guilt becomes unbearable again and I return to Mom and Terry’s graves. There’s more fresh flowers but this time, I see a woman walking away as I approach. She wasn’t standing next to their graves; she was already walking away from the general area when I saw her. She could have been the one but just as easily not. I’d feel like an idiot if I chased her down and it wasn’t her leaving the flowers. Doesn’t really matter, I’m just curious.
“Hey, Mom. I’m back. I know, sorry. Been slammed with work.”
That’s not true but she doesn’t know that. Or does she? What am I doing here? I don’t know if I believe in an afterlife or not. There’s no logical reason for there to be a Heaven. I’m more agnostic than atheist. If I can’t see, touch, taste or hear it, I don’t believe it. I know that there are physical phenomena that are beyond the human senses but mankind has created ways to detect them. I’ve yet to see a God detector or a Heaven meter.
“I’ve got a new place, Mom. It’s an abandoned building up on 83rd street. I was able to tap the power and phone lines so it’s looking good. You’d like it. All my furniture’s been moved in. They’ve got fencing up which keeps the bums and druggies out but I fixed a section so that it swings open. Put my own lock on it. I should be able to stay there for ten to twelve months.”
Gotta keep on the move. Too many people looking for me. Actually, they don’t know it’s me they’re looking for but they are trying to find the guy whose been breaking into all their secured data bases. Mom never liked my choice of profession but she didn’t stop me from paying her rent or buying her food. It freed her up to buy booze with her disability checks.
“Still nothing from the cops on your hit and run. I was thinking I might hire someone to look into it. Someone with connections. They might be able to dig up something the cops can’t. It could be worth a shot.”
Suddenly, I get the feeling that I’m being watched. I slowly walk around the graves, acting like I’m inspecting the grounds but I’m actually looking for anyone paying attention to me. There’s nothing unusual but I’ve learned to trust my gut.
“Look, Mom. I gotta be going. I’ll be back as soon as possible. You know how it is.”
Best that I take a different bus and use a different subway station to get home. Just to be safe.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I ended up changing buses twice before I felt safe. Stopped at a Chinese Restaurant for take out before finally sneaking through my new private entrance and squeezing past the plywood covering the nearest window. I pull a flashlight from my coat pocket to illuminate the hall. Eventually I’ll have this memorized but not yet.
It’s surprising how many different kinds of tables, chairs, couches and beds fold up into bags or are inflatable. Shelves are a little tougher to deal with but there are several models that knock down. I can get practically everything I own stuffed into the back of a big SUV with the seats folded down and it takes only on hour or so to do it. Right now, it’s all set up on the second floor of a nearly completed building which is one of several involved in a complex bankruptcy case. It may be years before the whole thing is sorted out. Until then, I’ll have free housing that is completely off the grid.
I’d been on the run for the last three years and this was the best place I’d found in all that time. Nice neighborhood, good restaurants nearby, lots of hackable wi-fi networks.
I‘m aware that most everyone I know thinks that I’m paranoid but once I decided to hack for hire I knew that I’d need to disappear from the radar. So far, I’d been able to put a decent sum of money away, not enough to retire on or anything, but decent. Low six figures. The original plan was to make enough money to take care of Mom for life and Terry’s … medical needs. Now, I haven’t decided what to do. I could go back and finish college, get my degree in computer science, which seems like a waste of time and money but would let me go legit. Truth be told, ever since that car jumped the curb and hit them, I’ve kinda just been on automatic. Terry was killed outright but Mom hung on for almost a week.
She was tougher than I gave her credit for.
The bastard that hit them, that guy needs to pay for what he did. I can keep track of what the cops are doing but there’s not much I can do on my own. The longer it takes, the better the chance he’s going to get away with killing my mother and twin brother.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
This time it was only two weeks and the weather was crappy. I could have used it as an excuse but didn’t. The rain trails away just as I get off the bus. Convenient. It’s the middle of November and not a soul in sight.
So to speak.
The ground is soft and slick. I pay attention to avoid stepping into a puddle or a hole, eventually reaching the graves. No flowers this time. Guess I’m not the only one who’s been negligent.
“Hey, Mom. It’s me. Look … I know I promised I’d be here every week but I - I don’t understand what this is supposed to accomplish. You’re not actually here, neither’s Terry. If you want to make sure I think about you guys, I do that every day. Sometimes too much. I miss both of you. A lot. Who’s this supposed to help? I - I can’t keep coming …”
I hear someone slip behind me and I spin around. There’s a middle aged woman, mixed gray/black hair, dressed in a dark brown leather overcoat, holding two bouquets of flowers. She looks startled.
“I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to interrupt you.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
She offered to give me a ride home then asked if I’d like to stop for coffee. Normally, I’d have said no, but my curiosity got the better of me. Her name was Mirantha. Just Mirantha. No last name. I managed to keep my chuckle to myself. Just the kind of loopy woman my mother would’ve befriended.
She picked a little neighborhood coffee shop, not a Starbucks, which was a point in her favor. I chose a booth near the backdoor, just in case I need to make a quick exit. We settle in with large steaming mugs and muffins.
Let the interrogation begin.
“So, Mirantha, how did you know my mother?”
“I knew both of them. I met Jackie at a quaint little bookstore and Terri when I visited them at their home. You and Terri are twins?”
“Fraternal. I was born first. I was the big brother and he was the little brother. A family joke.”
“Clearly you and he weren’t identical twins. You’re much taller, over six feet?”
“Six one. Terry was only five five and about a hundred and thirty pounds.”
“He certainly had a trim figure.”
“So … you knew that he was ...”
“Transgendered? Yes, I first met him, or her I should say, the second time I visited their apartment. Terri was a very lovely person.”
“Not everyone thought so.”
“That was their loss, wouldn’t you say?”
“Yeah, I guess. Made his life hell during high school.”
“So she told me. She also told me that you were her protector all those years.”
And ever since. There were many times that I wished Terry hadn’t been so … out there. He just attracted trouble. When he was dressed as “Terri”, you’d swear he was a girl, a real pretty girl. When dressed as “Terry”, he came across as a very effeminate boy or man. It would have been easier on us all if he had stayed as “Terri”. Would have saved me a lot of fights in high school. Terry wanted to transition but couldn’t raise the money. It was hard for him to get or keep jobs. That’s one of the reasons I was trying to make money as hacker for hire.
“It was a shame that you’re mother had such a problem with alcohol.”
That was the other reason. “Yeah, it was.”
“She often told me that she was so sorry about her problem’s impact on your life, that you were more like a parent to her and Terri than she was.”
That was true. When Mom was on a binge, someone had to be responsible. Ever since I was ten years old, I kept the family together. We never knew who our father was and Mom’s family gave up on her years ago. It was just the three of us.
“She was so proud of you, of the man you have become.”
“I’m only twenty one.”
“True, but mature beyond your years.”
“Maybe. If you and she were such good friends, why do you think she never mentioned your name to me? I’m sure I’d have remembered ‘Mirantha.’”
She smiles. “I would hope so. I assume it was because of our shared interest in magic. That was a sore point between the two of you, was it not?”
Great. I knew she was loopy. “Yeah, it was. No offense.”
“None taken. Why do you have so much trouble accepting the existence of magic?”
“Look. Mirantha. We’ve had a nice time sitting here in a warm room while it’s pouring rain outside and I don’t want to spoil it by getting into a fight. Let’s just leave it at we agree to disagree on this.”
She smiles again. “Very sensible. I’ll agree for today but I’m not going to give up on you just yet. We must meet again. Would you come to my home sometime next week for dinner? I’m not a great cook, but I don’t starve.”
No, it doesn’t look like she does. She looks to be in pretty good shape for a woman in her … fifties? Hard to say. Still, why should I see her again? My curiosity has been satisfied. She senses my reluctance.
“Your mother told me a great deal about her life, her family, things she may not have told you. It would be a shame for you to not know.”
Ahhh … what the hell. “Sure, I can come.”
“Wonderful!” She removes a pad of paper and pen from her expensive purse, writes down an address and hands it to me. “I could pick you up, if you prefer.”
“No, I can find this.”
“How about Wednesday at seven then?”
“Sure, okay.”
“Do you want a ride home today?”
I look out the window. The rain is slacking off and there’s a subway station just two blocks away.
“No thanks. I got it.”
“You certain? It’s no trouble.”
“No, it’s cool. It was nice to meet you, Mirantha.”
“It was nice to meet you too, Alex.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Jacob texted me again two days later. Apparently the same client needed me to hack the New York State Security and Exchange office, plus the State Attorney General’s office. I quoted him thirty thousand this time and he agreed immediately. What I got for him last time must have scared him. Should have asked for fifty thousand. Greedy bastard.
This time, I bike over to Jacob’s place. Subways and buses are easier but riding a bike gives you more control. You can go places a car can’t and hide fairly quickly. Riding in New York traffic in November isn’t a lot of fun but you can scoot through or around most traffic jams. Dress in layers and it’s not bad.
The State networks are tougher to crack than the feds. New York’s more interested in computer security than the US government. Maybe they’re just more competent. I don’t read everything that I find but I do read enough to make sure I’ve found what the client wants and it’s everything available. I’m no securities expert but I’d say this guy’s in big trouble.
CHAPTER TWO
Mirantha’s place is more normal than I expected. Most of Mom’s “magic” friends lived in houses or apartments full of pseudo-magical crap. Lots of crystals and herbs and incense. Weird paintings and yarn mobiles. You always had to be careful where you sat or stepped. Mirantha’s apartment was a little old, a little dark but other than that, completely normal.
She was right though, not much of a cook. The pasta was sticky and the Carbanera Sauce was straight from the jar. The bread was good but clearly from a bakery. It was okay, just not what I could do.
I fixed most of the meals at home. Mom would do that if she was up to it but that became a rare occasion as we got older. Terry never had a big appetite. I always suspected he was a bit bulimic. Trying to stay thin when his body wanted to mature, put on muscle. He didn’t start taking hormones until his last year in high school. Dropped out as a Junior but did get his GED.
I made sure of that.
He was too smart to let his education slide. I hoped that he’d go back to school once he had transitioned.
One thing Mirantha could make was coffee. Black and strong. The kind to keep you up all night and well into the morning. I was known for making strong coffee but this stuff would take the enamel off your teeth.
I’m a little jealous.
We sit in her living room, her on the couch and me in a rocking chair, the coffee pot on the low table between us. We both have a decent sized mug in our right hands, sipping slowly.
“You said you could tell me things about my family that I didn’t know,” I say.
“You’re right, I did. Where to start? I know. Were you aware that you are the seventh son of a seventh son?”
“I don’t know anything about my father. How do you?”
“Your mother wasn’t completely truthful with you and Terri. She was fairly certain who your father was but he was not a good man. I’m afraid he was a career criminal.”
“What kind of crimes?”
“Theft, drugs, assault … and murder.”
That explains why she was so upset about my hacking. “Where is he now?”
“Dead, I’m afraid. Killed in prison. Over ten years ago.”
“Why did she never tell us about this?”
“His family is a lot like him. She wanted to keep you away from their bad influence. She knew that you and Terri were destined to do great things and didn’t want you sidetracked.”
Great things? I’m pretty smart and Terry was bright but nothing special. Beyond the obvious. “I don’t know about ‘great things’ …”
“Oh, but you are! The seventh son of a seventh son? Your potential is enormous. And Terri was the eighth son of a seventh son. Practically unheard of.”
“So, when you say potential, you mean …”
“Magic potential, of course.”
Oooookaaayyy. “Was Terry aware of this potential?”
“Yes. Your mother told him about it. I’m sorry that they decided to keep that information from you because of your attitude towards magic. They didn’t want to upset you.”
“You mean argue with me about it.”
She sips her coffee. “You could be right about that. Your mother certainly appreciated all that you did for her and Terri but …” she trailed off.
“But what?”
“I think they were a bit afraid of you.”
“Afraid?!”
“You do have … strong opinions.”
“Of course I do! When it comes to magic, who doesn’t? How could anyone believe in magic in this day and age? There’s no such thing!”
“You’re certainly correct about that. In this day. And age. And place.”
“Wait a minute. I thought you were like Mom, a true believer.”
“Oh, I am. Very much so.”
“Alright. Confused now.”
She sips from her mug again and smiles. “My dear boy. Your world is dominated by technology. Technology is the death of magic. No one believes and it is belief that makes magic powerful. There was a time when magic dominated the Earth, but no more.”
“When was that?”
“Ancient times to you. You are right. There is little magic in your world.”
“MY world? What other world is there?”
“Your own scientists tell you about other worlds. Are you not familiar with String Theory? The existence of multiple universes?”
“Yeah, sure, but that’s just theoretical. Nobody’s ever actual SEEN a different universe.”
“But they DO exist. Isn’t that what your science, what your technology says?”
“Okay, yes they do, in THEORY. I’m not a physicist so I don’t completely understand what they’re talking about. I can’t defend or attack their theories but I know a lot of very smart people believe the theories are right. I’m willing to consider the possibility that they are.”
“So, with multiple universes, there is also the possibility that there are ones where technology doesn’t dominate and magic does. That’s logical, isn’t it?”
I have to smile. She’s very good. Mom just insisted magic was real, never presenting any decent argument for her point. Mirantha’s different. Wrong, but different.
“Sure, if magic was real, which it isn’t.”
“That’s not an argument, that is a statement.”
“It’s pretty damn hard to prove a negative, that magic doesn’t exist. Can you prove it does?”
Another sip of coffee. “Not tonight, maybe later. Help me clean up?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
She asked me back for dinner again next week. I said I would. I know a lot of people but don’t have many friends. I didn’t want anyone to get too close because then they’d know about my family. I loved them but they were a little embarrassing. With Mom’s drinking, she could be pretty drunk any time of day. Terry was a people person. An indiscriminant people person. Most of the people I knew weren’t open minded enough to deal with him. Mirantha knows all about them. No explanations necessary. She’s easy to talk with and very sharp. She could know more stuff about my father’s family. Plus, I might be able to find out how she makes that coffee.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
A tragedy. An absolute tragedy. The boy was perfect! A Seventy Eight! He was exactly what we needed. Not only would he have accepted the change, he would have embraced it! Now I’m stuck with the brother, who is exactly what we don’t need, the only exception being he’s a Seventy Seven. But, unlike his brother, he doesn’t believe. In fact, he’s actively anti-magic. A tech expert of all things! I can try to work with him but we’re almost out of time. Everything rests on Alex Thompson.
I just hope he can stay alive long enough to give me a chance.
One point in his favor. He does like my coffee.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I’d agreed to meet Tommy and Frank for some beers at a local bar where the fan boys hung out, “Asimov’s Ales”. It’s a brew pub for the technically inclined. Naturally, it’s a real sausage fest. That’s not to say that women can’t be nerds, it’s just that you get a bunch of us together and the double X chromosomes are few and far between. Occasionally, you’d get a few lookers who’d come in searching for the newly rich entrepreneurs or one of the boys would hire some pro to be his girlfriend for the night to impress the others but the population tended strongly towards the male. No matter how many Ladies Night promotions were tried.
Here’s where I screw up the Bell Curve. I do alright with the ladies. I’m built a lot better than your average techy. I played most sports in high school and with all the fights to protect Terry, I developed a bit of a Bad Boy reputation, which didn’t hurt me at all with the girls. I’m not currently seeing anyone because living in abandoned derelict buildings isn’t the turn on you’d think it would be for most women.
Go figure.
Anyway, it’s only short term. Once I’ve built up the bank account, I’ll give up the hacker life to rejoin society and sell my services to defend against people like me. I can be quasi-respectful and a little less profitable. For now, it’s easier to be celibate in a place like “Asimov’s Ales”.
I know both Frank and Tommy from high school. They’re entry level workers at big technology companies, grunt programmers. Finished college early and jumped right into the tech wave. Their pasty faces and growing waists say they don’t get out much and, when they do, it isn’t to the gym. I don’t work out myself but riding my bike through New York is plenty of exercise and making renovations to my current crib is my upper body fitness program. We’re on our third round of beers and the second basket of wings when a familiar name on the news channel catches my eye. I stop talking mid sentence.
“What’s up?” asks Tommy.
“I just thought I saw a name I recognized on the news scroll. It’s gone now.”
“Who was it?” asks Frank.
“Ian McShane”
“That Irish guy who owned ‘FutureVision’?”
“Yeah. That’s the guy.”
Frank and Tommy glance at each other then pull out their smart phones.
“Ready?” asks Frank.
“Set?” Tommy replies.
“GO!” they shout in unison and proceed to rapidly type on their phones. It’s a game they play. First one to late breaking news wins, the loser buys the next round. A minute and a half passes before Frank slaps his hand on the table and lays the phone down so we can both see the screen.
“Perp walk,” he says smugly.
There’s a flash video playing on the phone of McShane being hustled into the Federal Court building, coat thrown over his hunched shoulders, cuffed hands displayed out front, looking very unhappy.
“Damn!” Tommy mutters. “I was this close!”
“Tough shit!” Frank crows. “How do you know Ian McShane, Alex? You didn’t invest in that fucked up IPO did you?”
“Me? Noooooo. I’m strictly a gold guy, you know that.”
“Yeah Frank, you know Alex is Mr. Doom and Gloom. The end of the world is nigh. The government will come tumbling down, right Alex?”
“Not yet, Tommy. I’m working on it. Gotta make a call.”
“So make it. This place has a great 4G signal.”
“It’s private, Frank. I’ll be right back. Leave me some wings.”
I stroll outside. Don’t want to cause any suspicion. I dial Jacob’s number. It rings several times before he picks up.
“Who is it?”
“Alex. I saw our mutual friend’s name on the news channel.”
“Dude. Who?”
“Our mutual friend. Dude.”
“What the fuck are you talking about, dude?”
“Turn on the news channel and watch.”
“Okay. Hang on.” He’s gone about two minutes, then he comes back on. “Holy shit.”
“Yeah, that.”
“You got paid in cash, right?”
“It’s always cash, Jacob. What I want to know is, is there going to be any backlash on this?”
“Shouldn’t be any, man. Why would there?”
“Because people in trouble often throw other people to the wolves if they can benefit in any way.”
“He doesn’t know your name.”
“But you do and he knows yours.”
“Dude! I’m like majorly insulted! I’ve got a reputation to maintain!”
“And I’ve got my freedom to maintain.”
“Paranoid, man. You are paranoid.”
“We’ll see. You promise to let me know if anything comes up?”
“Sure, dude but you sweat too much. Just chill, everything will be cool. Trust me.” He hangs up.
I don’t trust anybody. That’s why I’m still here.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“You don’t seem to have much of an appetite tonight, Alex. Is there something wrong?”
The food’s no worse than usual. One day I’d like to bring Mirantha to my place and fix supper. Even with my limited kitchen, I could do better than she does, though the steak was grilled to perfection.
“No, nothing’s wrong. The steak’s great. Really good.”
“Thank you. You seem preoccupied about something. Not your usual opinionated self.”
I’d been eating here once a week for over a month. The fare was average, at best, but Mirantha was an interesting person to talk to and I didn’t have a lot of that in my life right now. She kept on at me about magic but wasn’t obnoxious about it. I hadn’t kept up my side of the fight tonight.
“It’s no big deal. One of my jobs may come around and bite me in the behind.”
She looks concerned. “It’s nothing serious, I hope.”
“No, shouldn’t be a problem. There’s always at least one cut out between me and the client.”
“Cut out?”
“An intermediary. A representative. Someone between me and the client so the client doesn’t know me.”
“That must be a very good friend of yours to do that for you.”
I chuckle lightly. “They aren’t a friend. They get paid. Too damn much.”
“Well, if they get paid, shouldn’t they do what they’re paid to do?”
“I certainly hope so. They have up to now. It’s the weak link in the system.”
“I’m sure you’ll be fine, Alex”
Sure as hell hope so. “You could be right. My ‘friend’ called me this week to warn me that he thought he might be under surveillance but haven’t heard any more about it. He might just be nervous.”
“You’re likely right. Care for some ice cream and coffee before you go?”
“Sure. I can work it off when I ride home.”
“I worry about you out on that bicycle late at night. I’d be happier if you would let me drive you home. The bicycle will fit in my wagon.”
“You mean car, right?”
“Yes, my car.”
Every once and awhile, Mirantha uses a strange word. She doesn’t have an accent or anything, not even a New York accent, but she occasionally uses a word that made me think she wasn’t from around here. She’ll quickly correct it when I point it out.
“Thanks, but I’m okay. It’s safer at night, less traffic.”
“If you say so, I still worry though.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
My car was parked around the corner and I was in it within two minutes of Alex leaving my apartment. Coming to New York had been an enormous cultural shock. How could it not? I had read all the reports but they just couldn’t convey the reality of the place. A single city that had a much greater population than our largest four regions combined. It was inconceivable. Learning to drive and dealing with the traffic was one of the hardest adjustments.
Alex was difficult to follow. I could afford to keep a bit of distance between us for the first few miles because I had tracked him this far before but I drew closer as we approached 90th Street. Last time, I’d lost him around 84th street. He lives somewhere around here, I can feel it. He’s a cautious, careful prey but I will trail him to his lair and once I find him, I can finish this.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Jacob had texted me three times before I finally called using VOIP. I routed the call through New Zealand.
“Hey, it’s Alex.”
“I’ve been texting you, dude. What’s the deal?”
“Just being cautious. Anybody snooping around you?”
“Naw. Just my imagination. Got a job for you.”
“I don’t know about that. I’m better off to lay low for awhile.”
“Nobody’s looking for you, dude. Don’t go underground. It’s just gonna make you nuts and pale. Come on over and I’ll give you the details. It’s a piece of cake and big money.”
“How big?”
“$50,000.”
Damn! “What’s the job?”
“Just some industrial secrets. No biggie.”
“Why don’t you do it?”
“The client knows your rep. He wants the best and will pay for it.”
“I don’t know, Jacob. I think it’s just too hot out there for me to do anything right now.”
“You’re a baby, you know that? Just come in and check it out, you want to bail after that, no problem. I got other guys who’d snap this up in a minute.”
“Then let ’um.”
“I told you. The client knows your rep. The wallet wants what the wallet wants. Just stop by. I’ll have your favorite coffee.”
“Fine. I’ll be there.”
“When?”
“When? Since when did you care about time?”
“It’s … kinda a rush job. You know business types. That’s why he’s willing to pay $50,000.”
‘Okay. In a couple of hours. How’s that?”
“That’s cool. See ya soon, dude.”
I really shouldn’t take this job but the money’s hard to pass up. If it looks at all iffy, I’m passing on it.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I ride my bike. I want transportation, just in case. Standing across the street, looking in Jacob’s front window, I start to get a bad feeling about the whole situation. I just don’t like the way he was so insistent about getting me here as soon as possible. He had a good explanation but it feels wrong.
I pedal away about a block and see some young guys hanging around the front of a bar. One of them has my height and build. I stop next to them.
“Hey, man. Got a proposition for you.”
“What sup?”
“For fifty bucks, I want you to walk into a store down the block wearing my hat and coat, keep your head down and say ‘What’s up, Jacob.’”
He looks me up and down then sneers. “A hundred.”
I look at the guy next to him. “For fifty bucks, I want you to …”
“Okay! Okay!” said the first guy. “Fifty bucks. You got it on ya’?”
I take out my wallet, remove a fifty dollar bill and hand it to him. He holds it up to the light of a lamp post to check its authenticity. He nods his head and we swap coats. I give him my hat, then pull the hood up and tighten it a bit around his head after he puts it on.
Not bad.
We walk back down the block and I take up my position across the street, hiding behind a big planter. I can see Jacob through his front window. My doppelganger walks up the sidewalk, pauses for a minute, opens the door and steps in. He steps in front of Jacob, head down and shoulders hunched. Nothing happens for a second or two then two guys pop up from behind the counter, guns drawn, pointing right at the stooge, whose hands go straight up in the air before a third guy comes out from the hallway and takes him down.
Son of a BITCH! The bastard set me up! I’m on my bike and peddling hard long before they figure out they’ve got the wrong guy. I go two blocks north, dump the coat in a trash can then double back. It’ll be a cold ride home.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It takes several minutes for me to stop shaking once I get home. I don’t know if it’s from exposure, fear or anger. Now the cops know who they’re looking for. Up to now, I was just an alias, actually several aliases, but now they’ve got my real name. Not only that, Jacob’s got security video of me!
THAT RAT BASTARD!
I’d bet the Feds got to McShane and found the info I stole for him. He gave Jacob up, who gave me up in an instant. Guess I shouldn’t be surprised. The surprise is it didn’t happen sooner.
They still don’t have the slightest idea where I live but I won’t be free to roam the streets. Finding one guy in a city of over 8,000,000 people isn’t easy but it’s not impossible. I can’t safely contact anyone I know. Maybe getting out of town is a good idea.
Suddenly, one of my security cameras beeps. The infrared sensor was tripped. I’d installed a number of wired cameras throughout the first and second floors to keep track of things. This one is near my private entrance. I switch on the monitor and select the camera. It looks like a guy in a costume of some kind. A big woolen poncho or cape with a hood. He’s wearing boots but they’re not like regular boots, more like Robin Hood boots. When the guy reaches up and flips back his hood, I can see it’s not a guy but Mirantha. What the hell is she doing here?! How did she find me?!
I hustle out of my apartment, quietly descend the stairs and slowly approach her, wanting to be certain she’s alone. I don’t see or hear anyone else so I advance, intentionally kick a loose board, causing her to jump.
“My goodness! Alex, is that you?”
“Of course, it’s me. What the hell are you doing here, Mirantha?”
“I was curious to see your home. Your mother always talked about the interesting places you found to live and I wanted to see for myself.”
“How did you find me?”
“I’ve been following you after the last few visits. You’re a difficult man to keep track of.”
“I like it that way. Damn it! This day just is not going my way.”
“Is there something wrong, dear?”
“Besides you discovering where I’m hiding? No, not much, just the government being given my real name and my friend betraying me.”
“I’d never betray you, Alex. I was just … curious, that’s all.”
“Well, now that you’re here, you might as well see the place. I won’t be here much longer.”
I lead her back to the stairs and we climb up to the second floor. After walking several dozen feet along the dark hallway, we come to my apartment. I open the door and hold it for her. She walks in and is suitably impressed.
“Oh my! How so very nice! Why, I think it’s better than mine! So open but still cozy. And warm. That corridor was so cold!”
“I added insulation. My walls are six inches thick. It would have helped cool the place in the summer. Look, I can appreciate your curiosity but now I’m going to have to move much sooner than I anticipated. I haven’t even picked a likely candidate yet. This really couldn’t have come at a worse time!”
“You don’t have to move anywhere. I won’t tell anyone. Believe me, I can keep a secret.”
“I’m sorry, I can’t take that chance. Not now. And what are you wearing?”
She grabs the front of the oversized cloak. “These? They’re just my traveling clothes.”
“To where, a Renaissance Fair?”
“What is a Renaissance Fair …” another camera beeps. Then a second. A third. I set the monitor for multiscreens.
Jesus fucking Christ. The cops. All over the place. They must have followed her. I’m a dead man.
“What is it, Alex?”
I glance over at her, a perplexed look on her face, and realize this is all my fault. I should have kept away from her. I should have had a better plan with more cutouts. And maybe I shouldn’t have been breaking the law in the first place. It’s too late for me but not too late for Mirantha.
“Look, the police have us surrounded. If I can get them to chase me to the upper floors, it may give you the chance to sneak out and get away.” I hurry over to a set of shelves and grab a beat up black backpack off the bottom shelf, slinging it over my shoulder. “Give me five minutes. You’ll hear a lot of racket, that should attract the cop’s attention. Wait two more minutes, then sneak out the way you came … what are you doing?”
She had pulled back her cloak, revealing a large leather shoulder bag underneath it. From the bag, she removes a fat wand about eighteen inches long and three inches in diameter, with numerous lights along the shaft and three knobs on the handle. She pushes a button and the lights began to flash randomly. She immediately starts fiddling with the knobs and the lights begin to synchronize.
“I’m getting us out of here, Alex, that’s what I’m doing.” She continues to twist the dials.
Oh God, this is some lazy ass piece of magic crap. “Mirantha, I appreciate the effort but you don’t have time to screw around with this crap. Those cops out there mean business and you don’t want to be caught up in my trouble. Put that away and …”
The air around her commences rippling as more and more lights join the pattern, the ripples radiating away from her about five feet. As the last randomly blinking light links up, a dark circle about three feet in diameter appears in the middle of the ripples.
“What the HELL?!”
“That is our escape route, Alex. It won’t hold for more than a few seconds.”
“You expect me to … do what?”
“I expect both of us to jump through, at the same time. It is designed for one but will handle two in a pinch. Neither of us is overweight. That backpack will have to go though.”
“And exactly where does this ‘escape route’ lead to?”
“Does it really matter? You have two choices. Trust me or wait for the police to arrest you. They appear rather close now.”
Two more alarms had tripped. The cops are almost outside my door. I’m not going to make it to the stairs now. Mirantha is stuck with me. And I’m stuck with her.
“Do you know where it leads?”
“Yes, Alex, I do but it would take some time to explain, time we don’t have. The police are only seconds away but the gateway won’t last that long. It is now or never, Alex.”
I can see the dark space begin to slowly shrink. What the hell. I shrug off the backpack.
“Good,” she says. “Drop it and let’s go.”
“No. I’ll hold it over my head and you grab on to me. We’ll fit.”
“You won’t need that where we are going.”
“I take it or I don’t go.”
She glances at the contracting gateway, rushes towards me and wraps her arms around my waist and back. I lift the backpack over my head, take a deep breath and dive towards the black void.
CHAPTER THREE
We fall.
A few seconds of free flight and then we land. Hard.
It’s wet, cold, squishy … and smells like shit.
A hard rain is falling. I roll from Mirantha’s grasp and try to catch my breath, my wet clothes trailing behind me. Must have torn something in the fall. I struggle to my knees. Something’s hanging across my face, blocking my eyes. Weeds or grass or vines. I try to pull them away but it hurts, like they’re tangled in my hair. I pull again.
“OOOWWW!”
What the hell?! That’s not MY voice! I cough a couple of times to clear my throat.
“Uuhhg …. testing …. testing! …. TESTING!”
It’s some kind of high pitched version of my voice. I fight my way to my feet, slipping as I do. We must have landed in a mud pit. I feel as if I’m wearing clothes three times larger than before. Everything is soaking wet, filthy dirty and hanging off me. Dropping back to my knees, I feel around until I find my backpack. I unzip an outer pocket and pull out an LED flashlight. I push the switch and a beam of pale blue light appears.
“Mirantha!”
The shout feels completely inadequate, like it came from a little girl, but it seems to have worked. The woolen cloak stirs. I can make out her elbows as she places her hands on the ground and pushes up, her back leveling as she brings her legs underneath her and then stands up, her back to me. But it’s not right because she grows taller … and taller … and taller, until she’s completely upright, towering over me. I’m on my knees but she’s way too tall. Then she turns to face me.
It’s not her! It’s some enormous guy!
“WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO WITH MIRANTHA?!”
That God Damn voice again. I couldn’t frighten a puppy. The guy raises both hands, palms out, to shoulder height, and then slowly drops to his knees in front of me. He reaches up with his right hand and pulls the hood of the cloak away from his head.
“It’s alright, Alex,” his voice rumbles. “It’s me, Mirantha.”
“LIKE HELL IT IS!”
My light plays across his face, his eyes squinting when the beam strikes him directly.
“I know it’s hard to believe, Alex, but I AM Mirantha. We were just in your apartment in the abandoned building. The police were about to arrest you when I opened a portal and we escaped to here.”
His hair is the same color as hers, the same mix of gray and black. There are some facial similarities, like they’re family, but …
“Look, you can’t be Mirantha. People don’t just spontaneously change genders.” What the fuck has happened to my voice?
“Normally not, Alex. But, I assure you, I am Mirantha. In New York, I was a woman and here I am a man. Just like in New York, you were a man but here you’re a …”
OH GOD NO!
I clutch my chest.
NO NO NO!
I reach down to my crotch.
I pass out.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
That went well.
The first visitors from the other universe reacted similarly. They were completely surprised by the change. When our people traveled to their universe, we were prepared. At least we thought we were. It’s one thing to anticipate the change; it’s another thing to experience it. And the final insult is being a woman in a universe where there is no advantage.
I pick up the flashlight Alex dropped and look around. There are some trees over to the left. There is no lightning so they should be safe. It’s easy to pick Alex up, he probably weighs less than six stone. I should leave that backpack behind but he wanted it. I’ll need his cooperation in the days to come so I’d better let him keep it. For now.
The ground is just as wet under the trees as out in the field. It must have been raining for several cycles. The cows love the trees. I missed that smell when I was in the other universe. Sometimes I’d go to the stables in Central Park just for the wonderful, earthy odor.
Alex makes an attractive girl. Even with her hair stringy and matted with mud, you can tell that she could be quite beautiful. It’s not surprising, I found him fairly attractive when he was a man.
Business first.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
In God’s name, what is that smell?!
My back is up against a tree and my newly widened, plumper ass is sitting in … something I don’t want to think about. My flashlight is adjusted to act as a lantern and is sitting on a rock between me and Mirantha.
“Ahhh, Alex, you’re back.”
“Yeah, I am.” I slide a petite hand between the buttons of my shirt and cup my breasts. I’m chilled to the bone so my nipples are as big as my little finger. Well, as big as my little finger used to be.
My nipples. My breasts. My voice. My … non-dick. This is all real.
“Alright Mirantha, what is this all about?”
“You seem to have recovered your senses, Alex. Quicker than most.”
“I haven’t recovered at all. I’m just too damned cold and wet to care.”
“Fair enough. I did what I promised, to get us away from the police.”
“And where are we?”
“Well, I’m not exactly sure, but my best guess is about two leagues from New Amsterdam.”
I shake my head. “How far away is that in American?”
He smiles. “Four miles, give or take.”
“And New Amsterdam … wasn’t that the original name of New York, back in the sixteen hundreds?”
“I wouldn’t know about that. It’s the name of the city east of us and we need to get you there as quickly as possible before you take ill. Can you walk?”
I start to stand up. Mirantha tries to help me but I shrug him off. When I pick up the backpack, it feels twice as heavy as before. I manage to get it in place on my back, but just barely.
“Let’s go.”
“Can you make it?”
“Do I have a choice?”
“I guess not. I’ll lead the way.”
“Good idea. You know I’ve got a lot of questions for you.”
“They can wait until we’re safe and warm, don’t you think?”
“Lead on.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Thank God I’m in decent shape. Changing sexes didn’t affect that. Unfortunately, my feet keep sliding around in my now too big shoes. I manage to gather together the loose areas of my clothes and tie them up so that they don’t flap around me or fall off my new, more slender body. Can’t do anything about keeping my breasts from bouncing around though.
Mirantha leads us through the cow pasture to a dirt road, which is now a muddy mess. We follow the road for what seems like hours.
The exertion of lugging the backpack helps warm me up but it also eats up my energy reserves. Mirantha offers to carry it but I don’t want him to touch it. Don’t trust him, to be frank about it. He offers to share his cloak but I tell him to drop dead. He just laughs and picks up his pace while I slog on behind him.
We follow a tight turn in the road and spot a small, lit house. Mirantha stops next to a group of bushes.
“Good. I know where we are now.”
“You mean we were lost up until now?”
“No. I had a general idea where we were but now I know exactly. This is one of Thaylan Burns’ farms. We landed in his field.”
“Maybe he’d like to have some of his cow shit back. I’m carrying a lot of it with me.”
“He won’t miss it. This means we’re only about a half league from the center of town.”
“So, a mile left to go.”
“Yes.”
“So why didn’t you say that instead of ‘a half league’?”
“Because here we use leagues as the measurement of distance. Get used to it. We use cycles to measure time and stones to measure weight. We shouldn’t run into any patrols tonight. The garrison is small and no one wants to patrol in the rain.”
“Patrols?! Are you saying there are people out here trying to catch us?”
“Trying to catch me. They don’t know about you, yet. We should be fine. There’s a safe house just off the main square. We’ll be there in fifteen decicycles. Sooner if you walk faster.”
“Fuck off, Mirantha.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It was closer to twenty minutes and the rain didn’t pause for a single second the entire time. Mirantha had me wait three times while she went ahead to make sure the coast was clear. When we finally reach the house, it is much larger than I expected.
“What is this place?” I whisper.
“The local blacksmith, Johnathyn Tyber. He’s a member of our group, a loyal member. He’ll take us in. Let me do the talking.”
“Fine by me.”
We go around the back. Mirantha has me stand back behind a stack of wood while he knocks on the door. There’s no answer right away. He knocks a second time and the door opens almost immediately. A man even larger than Mirantha stands in the doorway, blocking it completely.
“State your business” he growls. “It is long past nightfall and I don’t wish to dally in this deluge.”
“It is I, Miran Pegues. I have a traveling companion and we need lodging for the night.”
The big guy holds up a shielded lamp. The light is blocked on three sides, shining out the front like a flashlight. He shines it on Mirantha first, who signals for me to step forward. When the light hits me, I raise my arm to protect my eyes.
“Pegues, you rogue! The girl is half drowned and smells of shit! Get in here immediately!”
The big guy steps away from the door. Mirantha grabs my arm and drags me in behind him, the door quickly closing. I find myself in a small, old style kitchen, dominated by a large, iron stove. The wooden sink has a hand water pump. There’s a small table and four chairs, a couple of free standing cabinets, shelves on the walls holding pots and pans and not much else. It is warm though, blissfully warm. I continue to tremble despite the heat. The big guy shakes his head.
“You wear a great cloak about you and leave this girl in soaked rags. Gentleman you are not, Pegues.”
Mirantha sits down in one of the chairs. “I offered my hospitality but she refused it. You know how pig headed women can be.”
The big guy scowls at Mirantha then steps out of the kitchen. “Lee! Come here!” he shouts. He steps back in, followed almost instantly by a young girl. She looks like she is nine, maybe ten years old. Both of them are dressed like they stepped out of a textbook about the 1800’s. He is tall and broad shouldered, big arms and hands, wearing a loose fitting grayish white button front cotton shirt, black pants and big leather boots. She is dressed in a long, light blue, long sleeve gingham dress, belted at the waist. She has on tan leather moccasins. You can tell they’re related. Both have sandy blonde hair and blue eyes, though hers are downcast as she enters the room.
“Yes, Father?”
“Draw a bath for our young guest here. She is in dire need of both hot water and strong soap … and perhaps some of those fragrant oils you are so fond of.”
“Do we have hot water prepared?”
“I had heated some for myself for use in the morning but her needs are far greater than mine. Off with you.”
The young girl grabs my hand and starts to lead me away. Just as we were almost out the door, the big guy reaches out with his large hand and drops it on top of my backpack.
“You may leave your pack here.”
“N-n-n-o-o-o th-th-an-an-ks-ks,” I say through chattering teeth. “I-t-t-t-t sta-a-a-y-y-s wi-th-th m-e-e.”
His eyes widen at my response, but the girl pulls me away before he can say anything more.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Pegues! Did you hear that? I offer her the hospitality of my home and she defies me! A complete stranger defies me! I may take that from my daughter, but not from a young girl!”
“Calm yourself, Johnathyn. She is a stranger to our lands, not familiar in our ways.”
“By Zaphod’s beard, is she … the One?!”
“Yes and no. Things did not go as planned. That is why we are here now. We can talk later. Right now, I need a large mug of Klatch. The other world has nothing like it.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Stretched out in this metal tub of almost painfully hot water, there is no denying that I am a woman.
Completely and totally.
I’m probably a C cup. My ass feels huge but it’s really not. My arms and legs are slender but the muscles have good definition. My waist is a lot smaller than it was. When I get a chance, I’ll take the tape measurer from my pack and check. I’ve got the same figure my mother had when she was my age. I’ve seen pictures. She was a knockout. My hair is black and longer than hers. Mom’s was more mousy brown; that’s why she dyed it. While I’m alone, I take the time to explore the new terrain. I cup both breasts with my smaller hands. I used to love doing that with a woman. I’d stand behind her, both of us naked, reach around and gently take her breasts in both my hands at one time, just lifting and cradling them at first but then letting my hands slide up to tweak her nipples. They most always enjoyed that, now I know why.
The feeling isn’t erotic or sexy. It’s my hands and my boobs. My hands know the familiar feeling but my breast don’t. It’s plain strange and weird. Not painful. Actually, it’s very pleasant, just not sexy. I let my hands trail down my ribcage, one on each side, until they rest on my hips. There’s more there on my new body than my old, my hips are easier to find now. I push both hands across my taught stomach until they meet in the middle and then reverse direction back across the hips, around and down until they both have a handful of ass.
This is another new sensation. I was always a bit of a flat ass before. Never had any problem getting things in and out of the back pockets of my pants, what my Mom called a slack seat. Not anymore. If she could see me now, she’d freak. I slide my hands back around to the front and push them lower. I’ve got to know.
I lead with my fingertips at first but switch to just my right index finger when I reach the … no … my pussy. Probing ever so slowly with the finger, I push through the pubic hair, past the folds of skin, and finally feel it slide inside my body, up to my second knuckle. It’s only there for a second or two before I feel the beginnings of a panic attack and remove my hand quickly. Nothing I have ever experienced before prepared me for the feeling of my finger moving up into my body. Willing myself to calm down, I return my hand to the opening but explore the area around the vaginal lips.
I’ve gone down on some of my girlfriends in the past so I’m familiar with what’s there, I just didn’t realize how sensitive everything is. Maybe it’s just the hot water. Eventually, I find the … stop being so clinical … my clit. I rub my finger back and forth across it several times. Ohhh God!
Guess I can’t argue about magic any more. I stop when I hear Leeanna returning.
When we first got back here, Leeanna … that’s the girls name. She introduced herself after recovering from the shock of me not doing what her father suggested I do. Anyway, Leeanna helped me get my pack off and then pumped the tub full of hot water from the kitchen. The stove has an attached water tank. There’s a direct pipe from the tank to the tub and a hand pump.
Pretty slick.
Leeanna said her father built it, in fact, he built the whole place, with a little barn raising help from the community, which has a population of only about seven hundred people, most of which are old and stodgy and there aren’t many kids her age and there is nothing to do for fun.
Leeanna is a bit of a talker when she gets rolling.
She thought she was talking to another girl just a few years older than herself and I just sat and mostly listened. She was surprised when I objected to her helping me undress.
The next problem is what am I going to wear? There’s no change of clothes in my pack. What I was wearing no longer fits and stinks to high heaven. Leeanna said she had an idea but needed to check with her father first. She’d been gone for only about ten minutes before just now coming back, her arms loaded with clothes.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“My goodness! Alex, you are positively beautiful! And smell much better.”
“Thanks a lot Mirantha, or should I call you Miran now?”
“Miran makes more sense. It is my real name. Mirantha was just a variation I used while in New York. It was a better fit. Speaking of which, we should come up with a new name for you. What do you think of Alexia?”
“It sounds like a car or a new type of Viagra.”
He slaps his hand on the table top. “Viagra! I knew that I had forgotten to bring back something. Oh well, maybe next time. Regardless, you need a new name that fits your current look. I think Alexia works very nicely, as do the clothes you are wearing.”
I lift up the hem of my skirt slightly. “What, this old thing? I just threw it on.”
Leeanna had brought me some of her mother’s clothes. Her dead mother’s clothes. Died shortly after Leeanna was born and her father couldn’t bring himself to get rid of them. They had been stored in a chest that he had built for her. She had been shorter than me, a bit smaller up top and a bit wider in the middle. Leeanna insisted that I try on several different outfits, all variations of a peasant dress, before she was happy. I asked for some pants but she was aghast. Women do not wear pants. Her Mother would never even own a pair of pants.
So much for Women’s Liberation. Guess I’m stuck with the dress, chemise and bloomers Leeanna chose. She even did my hair and loaned me a pair of shoes, a kind of moccasin, that didn’t fit half bad. She had brought me back to the kitchen then left
“Where’s Mr. Tyber?” I ask.
“He agreed to give us the kitchen so that we could talk in private. I see that you have your pack with you. What’s so important about it?”
“It contains the tools of my trade. A very hot laptop, a portable printer, a handheld scanner, tools, solar charger, portable power supply, burner cell phone. Everything needed by the man on the run.”
He smiles and chortles. “Except you’re no longer a man on the run. You’re a woman on the run and none of those things are of any value here. We have no internet, no computer networks to hack, no cell phone towers, and no electricity. Compared to your world, we are in a technological desert.”
“It would seem so. So much for planning.”
“I must say, Alexia, you seem much more accepting of all this than I anticipated. Your personality in your world would have led me to expect a much more …active response.”
“I know what you mean, Miran. For some reason, I just don’t have it in me, though I do have one item in this pack that may explain my calm attitude. Can I show you?”
“If you wish.”
I reach into my bag and remove it.
“This is a Glock 17, a 9 millimeter semiautomatic handgun using a staggered clip with a seventeen round capacity. With one already in the pipe, that’s eighteen rounds total. I’ve got three more loaded clips in the pack along with three hundred boxed rounds. If you don’t start giving me the straight story in … oh, about twenty seconds, I’m going to empty this entire clip into your head and upper body, saving the last three for your new dick.”
I sit down in the chair opposite of him, less than six feet away, the gun pointed right between his eyes. “The clock is ticking … now.”
The look in his wide eyes tells me he knows exactly what I’m holding in both hands and that he’s aware of what I can do to him. And he believes I will do it. Yet, he says nothing.
“Fifteen seconds, Miran.”
“Ahhhh. Very well, Alexia. Sorry, Alex. Let us not be hasty. You need me to …”
“Ten seconds.”
“Wait. You have no right to …”
“Seven seconds.”
“WHAT DO YOU WAN’T FROM ME?!”
“Where exactly are we? I don’t mean geographically. I mean space and time.”
“We are in a parallel universe, very similar to your universe. In our world, it is magic that rules.”
“Is that how I got here, magic?”
“No, it was technology, technology from your world, actually.”
“Explain. Now.”
“You understand, this is what I’ve been told. I assume it’s true but the people who really did all this are in your world.”
“Accepted. Go on.”
“Each universe has a unique frequency that permeates everything in that universe. The land, the air, the animals, plants, people, everything. The device that I used can change that frequency for a tiny space in one universe to match the frequency of another universe, creating a temporary one way portal. Your scientists invented it and used it to travel to our universe. They first sent mechanical things called robots but eventually came themselves. That’s when they discovered about the sex change.”
“Why does that happen?”
“No one knows, at least they haven’t told us if they do know. We don’t have scientists, we have witches.”
“Could it be magic?”
“Maybe, but that’s not how magic works.”
“What do you mean that’s not how magic works?”
“That question opens another can of worms, as your people say. Could we save that one for later?”
“Alright.”
“Though, I might add, we are very thankful about that effect. It likely saved us from being conquered by your world.”
“What do you mean?”
“How would your army react if they knew that crossing into our world would make them women? With all the inherent weaknesses of the sex, with the possibility of being raped if captured? I think it would give any military force pause, don’t you?”
“What about women soldiers? They’d become men.”
“You don’t have women soldiers, at least not enough to try to conquer an entire world. We can defend ourselves, trust me about that, but your officials would likely treat magic with the disdain you do. A bloody war has been avoided due to an unexplained phenomenon.”
“You might be right. You said this portal is one way. Can it be one way back to my universe?”
“Yes, obviously. That is how I got there.”
“Good. Fire up that stick and send me home.” I move the muzzle of the Glock a little closer to the bridge of his nose.
He swallows hard. “I would love to, Alex. I really would but … aahh … we have a bit of a problem here that only you can help with, you see.”
“And why should I care about your problems?”
“Your world created them.”
“Go talk to the President. Or the United Nations. Or who ever is screwing you over. Not. My. Problem. Dude.”
“More particularly, it’s the technology industry that created the problem.”
“So I’m the one computer user on the face of the planet who gets blamed?”
“Not blamed exactly. You are uniquely qualified to help us.”
“And who are us?”
“Rebels fighting a corrupt and unjust government.”
“I’ve heard that one before. You mean one group of people wanting to kick out a bunch of greedy bastards so they can become the next group of greedy bastards. No thank you.”
“Well, the current group of greedy bastards murdered your mother and brother.”
I keep the Glock pointed at him for several seconds, then lay it down on the table, still within easy reach.
“Give me details.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It’s impossible to sleep.
Where’s the traffic noise? The blaring music? The fighting couples? The sirens?
This world is too damn quiet. I can hear crickets for God’s sake. And wolves. The howling starts shortly after nightfall and goes on for a couple of hours. They weren’t out during the rain but that stopped an hour ago and now they’re out in full force. They sound close by but neither Johnathyn nor Leeanna react at all.
That’s not the only reason I can’t sleep though. Miran dropped a lot of info on me that I’ve yet to process. The biggest news was that Terri and Mom were recruited and agreed to help Miran. The second was that their involvement was discovered and someone in my world intentionally ran them down for it.
That theory matches the facts. No fingerprints. Fast escape. Escape car abandoned. No fingerprints a second time. I never believed the joy rider theory but who would have wanted to kill mom and Terry? Now I know who.
Terri would have just eaten this up. The chance to become a real woman? She’d have done anything. And the power. To go from a bullied and beaten up kid to the all powerful ruler of a country, maybe a world. He couldn’t have resisted that for a second. And Mom would have been the mother, or father, of the all powerful ruler. No wonder they didn’t tell me about Mirantha. I’d have fought them tooth and nail about it.
But now they’re dead. Someone here ordered it. I can’t let that slide. What kind of son would I be? What kind of brother? There’s no police I can report it to. No authorities who can get them justice.
It’s up to me.
CHAPTER FOUR
Miran left early this morning, headed for a town named Goshen, which is near their capitol city, Glory. Goshen is over eight hundred leagues away, more than twenty days ride on a fast horse. The Tybers and I’ll follow him but by wagon. It’ll be much slower but safer, attract less attention. Our cover is a family, with Johnathyn being an itinerate blacksmith, Leeanna his daughter and me his new, young wife, Alexia.
I’m not happy about it but it makes sense. The original plan was for Terri and Miran to cross over near the capital, get there by train, plane, bus, whatever on our side and cross over to this side. Easy. Well, that plan has gone to hell. Now, we might as well be old west pioneers. Johnathyn has a large covered wagon and two of the biggest horses I’ve ever seen to pull it but they are S-L-O-W. Miran will ride ahead, met his people, they all spread out and prepare things for our arrival. It may take three or more months, winter isn’t the best time to travel but I won’t wait for spring, another five or more months as a woman. I want to get this done and go home. My noisy, crowded, congested home.
The hardest thing to understand is the magic stuff. I’m supposed to be a natural. The seventh daughter of a seventh daughter. I’m actually the seventh son of a seventh son but now that I’m here, it’s like I’m what they call a Seventy Seven, which is the same as Opulessa, the witch Queen who’s been running this joint for over two hundred years. If you’re a Seventy Seven, magic should be just dripping from your pores. Terri would have been a Seventy Eight and, in theory, been able to kick Opulessa’s ass up and down the street.
I’m the second choice.
I don’t feel any different, other than the new sexual organs, than before I got here. No levitating cups, no sparks from my fingertips. Nothing. The slow trip is to give me time to adapt, to develop my abilities. Magic is supposed to be found in the power of belief, but I don’t believe.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We pull out of New Amsterdam on Saturday morning. Johnathyn isn’t the only blacksmith in town, so his absence won’t be such a blow. It’s cold but the sun is shining, the roads dry and reasonably smooth. Remember, I’m used to riding a bike over New York potholes. A big wagon with wrought iron springs isn’t so bad. The whole thing is a new experience for me
We make camp by the side of the road near the end of the day. Johnathyn said we made good progress. I know nothing about camping but help where I can. Leeanna does the cooking but she lets me help. Johnathyn takes care of the horses. I’ve done some wild and wooly cooking in the past while urban homesteading so some of it is familiar. She is pretty good though. Miran could certainly learn a thing or two from her. We sleep in the wagon, blankets piled high, sharing space, with Lee between her father and me.
The second day is like the first. As is the third. The thought of three months, or more, of this starts to wear on me. So far, Johnathyn has been pretty stoic, almost to the point of avoiding me, if you can do that in a big, slow moving wagon. I decide to try and draw him out. I take a seat next to him as he’s driving.
“What’s up?” I ask.
“Pardon?”
“What’s up? What’s happening? How are things going?”
“Things are going … well?”
“Good, good, glad to hear it. We haven’t talked much, not much beyond logistics anyway.”
“Logistics?”
“Who does what, who goes where and when. Technical stuff. We haven’t talked a lot about why.”
“Why?”
“Yes, why. Why are you doing this?”
He shrugs. “To get you to Glory so you can defeat Opulessa.”
“That’s what, not why. Why are you doing it, why do you care? Why is this your fight and not somebody else’s?”
“Why are you doing it, Alexia?”
“Alex, if you don’t mind. Me? Simple, revenge. Hello. My name is Alex Thompson. You killed my mother. Prepare to die.”
“I don’t understand.”
“Oh yeah. Pop references are kinda lost on you guys, aren’t they? Simply put, they killed my family, I want revenge.”
“That I understand.”
“Your turn. Why are you doing it?”
“Why does it matter to you?”
“Because I have to decide if I trust you or not. If I know why you do what you do, it helps. Revenge is sort of a petty reason to do something. Perfectly good but petty, selfish if you will. Your cause may be noble. Let’s hear it.”
He thinks while the horses plod along. “Mine are noble and selfish.”
“I’ll be the judge of that.”
“Very well. Did Miran explain to you why he went to your world?”
“Yes, he said he was looking for Seventy Sevens and found my brother, a Seventy Eight.”
“Did he say why he was searching in your world instead of ours?”
“Just that women who were Seventy Sevens were very rare in your world, a Seventy Eight was unheard of.”
“Did he explain why that was the case?”
“No. No he didn’t.”
“He didn’t because it is our shame. Only women can channel magic. No one knows why. The longer the lineage, the more powerful the woman’s abilities. Again, no one knows why. Men are jealous of this ability. Have you not wondered why women do not dominate society with this power?”
“I thought a woman did. Opulessa’s been in charge for over two hundred years, right?”
“Not right. She is a pawn, manipulated by her ‘advisors’, all men. The reason there are no other Seventy Sevens is that men fear powerful women so they make sure that their lineages are short and weak. Any woman who has more than two female children is either sterilized or any additional female children born to her are killed.”
“Killed?”
“On the spot. Men will not take the chance of a powerful woman out of their control. Because of that, women are treated very badly by our society.”
“Why does Opulessa put up with this? Why doesn’t she defend the other women?”
“And take the chance of a powerful rival rising? It is in her interest to keep other women down. She cooperates with her male advisors. They help keep her in power and she helps make them rich. Women are second class citizens. Denied an education. You will see when we reach some larger cities. Men are cowards. This must change.”
“That seems fairly noble. Where’s the selfish?”
He jerks his thumb over his shoulder to the back of the wagon. “I have a daughter. I want her to have a good life. I will not be here forever to protect her. I must do what I can before I die.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Alexia … is it true that you hail from a large town?”
“New York City? Yes, Lee, I’d say that I hail from a large town.”
“I’ve been to Glory before. The largest town in the whole world!” Leeanna says smugly.
“Really? How big is that?
She thinks a moment. “I am not sure. Father! How big is Glory?”
Lee and I are riding in the back of the wagon, Johnathyn driving with his back to us, though the horses, Pugsly and Rose, seem to know what to do without a lot of guidance. They only need input when we come to a crossroads and then Johnathyn gives the reins a little jiggle and they head off in the direction he wants.
“I am not certain, Lee. The last I heard, Glory was near one hundred thousand souls, though that includes the smaller towns that surround it.”
“You mean the greater Glory metropolitan area?” I ask.
“I am not familiar with that term. How large is your New York City?”
“Well, just the city is eight and a half.”
Johnathyn turns around to look at me. “Eight hundred fifty thousand souls?!”
“Million, not hundred thousand. If you count all the surrounding towns, villages and suburbs, you’re looking at twenty two million or so.”
“YOU LIE!” shouts Lee.
“LEE!” Johnathyn warns sternly. “You do not accuse someone of a falsehood … even if you have good cause.”
“You guys don’t believe me, huh? Let me show you something.”
I stagger slightly towards the front and uncover my backpack. I had scrubbed it clean of all the … stuff … it had picked up in my landing field but it still was pretty scruffy looking. Just the way I liked it. I kept it stashed under all the blankets and quilts. The computer was one of those hardened ones; it should take a bit of a beating but best to be safe. I carry/drag it back to the box I had been sitting on and remove the computer.
“What is THAT?” Lee gasps.
“That, my inquisitive friend, is a machine known as a computer. It is … how do I explain this … you’ve seen a book, right?”
“I can read. Father taught me how.”
I look towards Johnathyn. “He DID, did he? I thought girls were not supposed to be educated.”
“I will not have an ignorant child, male or female. The Queen be damned.” he grunts.
I don’t say anything but smile as I turn back to Lee. “A man after my own heart. Well, this machine is like a thinking book. It’s like a book in that it holds all kinds of information but it can do things with that information. It can sort it, search it, rearrange it and, if we had other computers, they could talk to one another and share that information, across the country, even across the world.”
Lee’s face clearly betrays her thoughts but her Father has already told her she couldn’t call me a liar again.
“I can sense your skepticism, my dear. Allow me to demonstrate.”
I press the power button and it quickly boots up. It has a biometric finger pad so that only I can open the operating system, which is Linux, naturally. Her eyes grow wide when the wallpaper image appears. It’s a picture of an old girlfriend, dressed in not a lot.
“Ignore that,” I say as I spin the computer around. A quick bit of swiping on the mouse pad and a couple of clicks and Jennifer is replaced by two puppies.
I unzip an interior pocket in the pack and remove a CD holder. Among others, it has the entire Encyclopedia Britannica set. I pop open the optical drive, insert the correct disc and call up the program. I turn the screen around so that Lee can see it again.
“Who was that …”
“An old friend.”
“She didn’t look that old.”
“I’m not that old, either.”
“Why was she dressed like that?”
“She … she … she was … just … being friendly. That’s all.”
“I’ll say. Mrs. Hooper was friendly like that.”
“What do you know about Mrs. Hooper, child?” Johnathyn snaps.
“Nothing! Jamie Mitchell just said that he saw her and Mr. Van Haven in her bedroom when Mrs. Van Haven was visiting her sister in …”
“It’s not proper to spread gossip, Leeanna Scion Tyber. I will have none of that.”
“Yes, Sir.”
Okay. That was kinda my fault. The opening screen for the program appears. I enter the search term and click on “video”.
“Here is New York City,” I say.
A short documentary begins. Lee’s eyes are glued to the screen. I don’t know if she’s hearing a word that’s being said. A few minutes later, Johnathyn joins us, sitting on the box next to me. It only lasts about fifteen minutes. Both of them demand to see it again. I end up playing it two more times.
“Is that all true?” whispers Lee.
“Every word of it, though they skipped over some of the uglier aspects. Rats. Pollution. Trash. Rats. Crime. Rats. Traffic. Did I mention we have rats as big as Dachshunds?”
“What’s a Dachshund?” asks Johnathyn.
“A kind of dog.”
“What’s a dog?” asks Lee.
“What’s a DOG?! You people never got around to domesticating the wolf?!”
“What is ‘domesticating’?”
“Taming. Make it behave nicely around people.
“Why would you tame a wolf? We kill wolves.”
“So did we, until we almost killed them all. Now we’re bringing them back.”
“Why would you do that?” asks Johnathyn.
“Good for the ecosystem. Even wolves have a role to play. You seem to have enough of them around. I hear them howling almost every night. ”
“If you say,” said Johnathyn, skeptically. “What I want to know is how did this machine make all those pictures and how did it get them to move around?”
“That’s going to be a little tough. “You see, this machine has a Central Processor, which is the heart and soul of … “
Suddenly, instead of just talking about the CPU, I feel like I’m standing right next to it. Inside the computer, looking right at it. I can see electricity flowing through the machine, along with all the data. It’s almost as if I could reach out and touch the various parts or even stop the flow of electricity. Just as quickly, I’m back, sitting on the box, the computer on my lap, Johnathyn and Lee staring at me.
“Where was I?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It was a very hard ride. I had to exchange horses three times a day. Twice I had to hide to avoid patrols of not only local militia but the Queen’s Guard as well. All said, I was lucky to reach Patron Miller’s house in Goshen at all, let alone by the day of the meeting.
I caught a few hours of sleep in his barn loft before the meeting at seventeen cycles. Goshen had a curfew, which they enforced with a vengeance. Not like the small outland villages like New Amsterdam. Those people didn’t realize how good they had it. The closer you got to Glory, the tighter the Witch Queens’ grip.
Patron Miller has a secret room under his barn floor, reachable by a hidden set of stairs. In all, ten men are present when I get there. I only recognize four of them. They are all here because of me. Patron Miller calls us to order.
“Let’s forego the introductions. Pegues here will inform us of his success in obtaining our own witch. Or lack of success.”
I face many accusing sets of eyes. In the vernacular of New York City … screw ‘em.
“Gentlemen. Many of you may know that I found a Seventy Eight man who not only was willing to join us but was desperate to do so. His personality was just perfect and he was a strong believer in magic. At least the concept of magic. He had no idea as to how you actually use magic but he would have been a willing learner. I am certain that in a short time he would have become strong enough to defeat Opulessa.”
“Where is this answer to our prayers, Pegues?” asks Barton Schicalli, one of the faces I recognized.
“I was within days of making the leap back home when he was killed, along with his mother. Murdered.”
“What do we care of the woman?” says one man.
“So, what you are telling us, Pegues,” says Patron Miller, “is that you were careless and failed.”
“No Patron. What I am telling you is that we were betrayed and that I managed to save something useful from the wreckage of my sabotaged mission. The man had a twin brother, born minutes before him, a Seventy Seven. Unfortunately, other than a mother, they share very little in common. Everything that made Terri Thompson a splendid candidate makes Alex Thompson a less desirable one. However, he is a Seventy Seven and I was able to persuade him to come over to our world and join us. I don’t anticipate him ever becoming proficient enough to defeat Opulessa but he could become strong enough to give her trouble.”
“What good does that do us?” asks a second unrecognized man.
“If Opulessa must concentrate her power on defeating Alexia, then it leaves First Minister Dupree and his associates unprotected.”
“But they have men, and other world guns,” Schicalli whines.
“We have men and can acquire other world guns. It becomes a fair fight and we have the advantage of picking the time and the place and possibly the element of surprise.”
“And after Opulessa disposes of your witch, she will dispose of us.”
“Not if we have killed Dupree and his people. She needs someone to run things for her. She has no interest in the mundane activities of governing. She is a spoiled child. A powerful spoiled child but, despite her two hundred and thirty one years, a child nonetheless. If we can provide her with what she wants and there is no one else left to do so, she will choose us to run the government while she goes about her daily activities, loathsome they may be. Even Opulessa cannot raise someone from the dead. At least not for very long."
There is a clash of voices as several men attempt to speak at the same time but Patron Miller waives them all quiet. We sit in silence as he considers what I have said.
“Where is this … Alexia, you say?”
“Yes, his or her real name is Alex, but I changed it to Alexia. She wasn’t happy.”
“Who would be?”
“Quite true, Patron. She is currently journeying to Glory with a highly trusted member of our organization.”
“How highly trusted?”
“Very. He does not have the imagination to betray us.”
“Ah. One of THOSE men.”
“Exactly. Even I do not know their true route, though I do know certain check points they are to reach. I thought it the best option as we have a traitor in our organization.”
This time the clash of voices is almost deafening but again, Patron Miller silences them.
“Your proof of this allegation, Pegues?”
“The death of Terri Thompson and his mother. All evidence pointed to a well disguised accident. Requested by someone with powerful connections to the other side.”
“First Minister Dupree.”
“Correct again, Patron. No one on that side had any reason to take any notice of my mission. Their interest had to be sparked by warnings from our side. There was no other way for Dupree to know about my mission unless he was told by someone on this side. I certainly didn’t tell him because I barely escaped with my life when I jumped with … Alexia. We landed in New Amsterdam, of all Zaphod forsaken places.”
Patron Miller nods his head in agreement. “Well reasoned, Pegues. We will take the necessary precautions. You will return to watch over your witch as she journeys to Glory. Take a brace of messenger pigeons with you. We can send additional pigeons to predetermined locations along the way as she progresses. I need to know what is going on. I will consider your proposed plan but it appears to be sound, though I am certain it can be improved upon. How much does Alexia know?”
“Quite a bit about the technology, it is his … eerrr … her area of expertise. She seemed more interested in avenging the death of her family members and returning home than anything else.”
“Let’s keep it that way. And for your sake, she had better not learn about the history of that name of hers.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Father! They have wagons just like ours!”
It doesn’t matter which universe you are in, young people gravitate to new technology. Lee has been on my computer non-stop since she saw it. The Britannica is a simple program to use and, once I showed her how, Lee has been reading articles and watching videos. One article leads to another. I’ve had to limit her to three hours a day so that I can use the solar charger to keep the battery at least half full.
“Let me see,” says Johnathyn.
Initially, he acted like didn’t care about what she was finding but, occasionally, a particular subject attracts his interest. She brings the computer forward and sits it between us on the bench.
He’s giving me driving lessons so that I can relieve him once and awhile. It’s also a way to fight the boredom. He was very reluctant to let me have the reins, said it wasn’t appropriate for a woman to drive a wagon when a man was available. I pointed out that if he wanted to change the world so that women would be treated equally, he’d better set a good example.
Lee enjoyed that.
He carefully takes the computer from Lee’s hands. She points to the screen.
“See, right there. That’s exactly like our wagon!”
He looks closely at the picture. ”It doesn’t have a seat like this one but it is quite similar.”
I look over at the picture and recognize it. “That’s called a Conestoga wagon. They also called them Prairie Schooners because they sorta looked like ships. I think yours has more boxed shelves on the outside.”
“So, your world uses wagons like this, too?” he asks, handing the computer back to Lee. She wobbles back to were she’d been sitting.
“No, not any more. Now we use trucks and cars. That Horseless Carriage thing you saw yesterday, only bigger and faster.”
“How fast?”
“Let’s see … for you it would be like thirty five leagues in a cycle. I think.” He whistles in astonishment. “If you fly, you can cross the entire country in about five hours.”
“You can FLY?!”
“The machine flies. It’s called an airplane. A big one can hold over three hundred people.”
“That’s half of the people in New Amsterdam!”
“They’re making them bigger.”
He shakes his head. “I wish I could see such wonders with my own eyes. It is hard to accept your stories or those pictures.”
“Are you calling me a liar, Johnathyn?”
“NO! No, not at all, Alex! It is all so strange. I just … it is difficult to accept without experiencing it.”
“I hear ya’.”
“You are sitting next to me. I would hope so.”
“No. I agree with you. I understand what you are saying. I want the same kind of proof that you do. I didn’t believe Mirantha when she told me about your world. I had to see it for myself.” I tug at my skirt. “And experience it.”
“I have a question that has been troubling me, Alex.”
“Shoot.” I can see the confusion on his face. “Ask your question, Johnathyn.”
“Why do we speak the same language?”
“Apparently, we don’t.”
“You understand me. Yes, there is the occasional word, but I have a harder time understanding a Southerner than I have speaking with you, yet you are from another world. How is this possible?”
“Honestly, I have no idea. I’ve been wondering about the same thing. People in New York speak eight hundred different languages and we’re from the same universe. The only explanation I’ve come up with is that there’s only a few Hertz separating our two universes. We’re like right next to each other. Maybe the greater the separation, the greater the differences, the less the separation, the less the differences.”
“Looking at that kom-pew-ter of yours. I see many differences.”
Suddenly, the wagon lurches strongly to the left. I shriek as I start to slide off the seat but Johnathyn grabs me around the waist at the last second, dragging me back towards him, pulling me tightly against his body.
“Are you unharmed, Alexia?”
“Yeah … I’m fine … sorry, I wasn’t paying attention.”
“It was my fault too. I should not have been distracting you with foolish talk.”
“It wasn’t foolish … I enjoyed it …we should do more of it.”
He smiles at me. “I enjoyed it as well.”
“Johnathyn?”
“Yes, Alexia.”
“You can let go of me now.”
He instantly releases my waist and slides to the far end of the seat. “I apologize! I thought that you were going …”
I reach out and touch his enormous bicep.
“No problem. We’re cool.”
“Cool? I’ll find you a blanket.”
CHAPTER FIVE
I was led into a small stone room by a guard wearing the same uniform that I was wearing. He was carrying the latest issue M4A1 used by the US Army, the same rifle I had up until I retired six months ago. The Winthrop Group had recruited me, claiming I was exactly the kind of woman they were looking for. High security clearance, as much combat experience as a woman could get under the old rules, a spotless record and outstanding performance reviews. Plus, I could ride a horse.
I don’t know how they knew all that about me, but they did. They also knew I was a lesbian.
I had never advertised that fact but I didn’t go out of my way to discourage speculation. Some of us “dated” guys occasionally to provide cover but I didn’t care. I also never hid the fact that I wanted frontline combat duty.
Now, it was possible. Technically possible. I knew that I’d never be able to meet the physical requirements. The old rules were unreasonable for the modern Army but they couldn’t change them to something more realistic without appearing to make exceptions for women … at least not right away. There was talk about eventual modernization of the requirements but I would be too old by then. I wanted a frontline assignment now. That’s what The Winthrop Group promised me … that and a big fat salary increase.
What they didn’t tell me, at least not at first, was that the frontline was in a different universe and that as soon as I crossed over, I’d become a man. Not just any man but the man I would have been if I had been born one. The height, the build, the strength … everything, including a cock. That’s the first thing most of the girls in my group checked out after we arrived through the portal. Most seemed satisfied.
I know I was.
Both of my brothers were pretty popular with the ladies and weren’t shy about saying why. I actually envied them for the beautiful girls they dated, girls that wouldn’t give me the time of day in school. I was hoping that I’d be at least as well equipped as they were. Seems my prayers were answered. In spades.
There were five girls in my recruiting class, all good soldiers. We knew how to take orders and how to get the job done. One dropped out when they told us the real deal. She said she had no interest in being a man. She liked girls and liked being a girl. She was gone that night. I don’t know where she ended up; maybe they had a different assignment for her.
Either way, I’m here, reporting for duty, in my fancy new uniform. Even though The Winthrop Group is a private company, this division follows a military command structure. Practically everyone in it is ex-military so it’s something we’re all familiar with. They gave us two days to recover and adapt to the change before we had to report to the headquarters. We didn’t get to mix with the general populace, The Winthrop Group has a small but well equipped secure base just outside of town. A bit of America in the wilderness.
We rode an honest to God horse drawn wagon to our assignment, which looked just like a castle from a history book. Turrets, a big thick stone wall, an iron gate, the whole works. It was fucking strange, to say the least. They led us through a bunch of hallways and up steps until we finally reached The Winthrop Groups offices. The four of us waited until our name was called and we were sent in one at a time to meet the officer in charge, Colonel Thomas Willis, previously Tammy Willis. I’m the last one left when they finally call for me. I march into his office, whip off my beret and stand at parade rest in front of his desk.
“Elizabeth … sorry, Ernie Beech reporting for duty, Sir!”
Willis stands up, moves a stogie off to the side of his mouth and offers me his big hand to shake.
“Glad to have you aboard, Beech.”
We shake hands, gripping each other’s hand firmly. Very firmly.
Willis continues. “Have a seat.”
“Thank you, Sir.”
I take the seat opposite his desk. He chomps on the cigar a moment, moving it around his mouth.
“What do ya’ think about the place, Beech?”
“Permission to speak freely, Sir?”
“Always. We’re all men here, right?” He smiles after that last line.
I smile right back. “Too fucking weird.”
“You haven’t seen the half of it yet, though you will. They left it to me to explain our duties here. There’s about a hundred fifty Winthrop employees on world right now. We’re mainly advisors and experts for the larger groups of local troops, though we do have specific duties in regards to protecting the top government ministers …” he takes a puff on the cigar “… and the Queen, of course.”
“I heard that the Queen is …”
“Is what, Beech?”
“Well … it may have just been scuttlebutt … but I heard she is a … witch.”
“She is that, though a very nice person. Beautiful too.”
“Really?”
“Absolutely. Witches over here are nothing like the fairy tales we have. You’ll see. Anyway, we also provide security for Consortium members when they’re on world. There aren’t any right now but that’s unusual, there’s usually at least three at any given time.”
“What’s this Consortium?”
“They’re the ones actually paying the bills. You know all those very rare and really expensive minerals used by the tech companies to build their gadgets?”
“Yeah. Isn’t Colton one of ‘em?”
“Among others. Well, they’ve got tons of the stuff over here. Plus a bunch of rare biological ingredients too. There’s also no EPA or Department of Labor or any other type of regulatory body of any kind. It’s the wild, wild, west over here, Beech and we’re here to make sure the supply lines to our world stay open. No matter what.”
“Is someone trying to close the supply lines?”
“Not directly. The Queen has enemies, though once you meet her, you can’t imagine why that would be. It’s the usual group of fanatics and malcontents causing trouble.”
“Islamists?”
“Not here, thank God. At least not yet. Those bastards seem to pop up all over the place, don’t they?”
“Yeah. So what’s the beef with the guys in power?”
“Does it matter? Our job is to provide the muscle. Diplomats can worry about the why of it all. The main thing is to keep the Consortium happy, the current people in power and the Queen alive.”
“Is there actual fighting going on?”
“Not right now. We’ve managed to capture a lot of the rebels and infiltrate one of the main cells. We should be able to round that one up before too long. The main thing is, don’t get overconfident. They’re just like us, imaginative and feisty. They’ve got guns too, though nothing like ours. They’re more like black powder or flintlocks, which can kill you just like any bullet can, but we’ve got them outgunned and out-equipped. Better tactics too.”
“It’s good we’re winning, but I was hoping to see some action.”
“Can’t wait to try out the new equipment, eh’?” Willis asks, leering around his cigar.
“That’s not exactly what I meant, Sir.”
“Don’t worry, Beech, you’ll get your chance for the full combat soldier experience. Once orientation is done, we’ll get you out into the field. We’ve got the latest radio technology and our bases are equipped with high efficiency solar power generators. It’s not satellite communication but sometimes, the old stuff works best. But first, you need to meet the Queen.” He stands up.
“Now?! I just got here.”
“Yep. That’s why we took you last. She saw you when you came in, wanted to meet you as soon as I was done with you. Meeting the Queen can be … life changing.”
“I’ve never met a Queen before. What am I supposed to say … to do? I don’t want to fuck up on my first day, Sir.”
He stands up and walks around to where I’m sitting. “Don’t worry about it, Beech. She knows we’re not from around here, that we aren’t up on all the protocols. I told you, she’s good people. Just let her lead, you’ll be fine. Come on, let’s go. Don’t want to keep her waiting.”
I get up and nervously follow the Colonel out of the room and through the stone hallways, our steps echoing all around us. As we walk, we pass other people, mostly women. They are all dressed alike so the castle workers must have a uniform too. The colors are similar to mine, green and purple, though theirs are much brighter than ours. All the women seem to be on the young side, late teens or early twenties but they could be a hundred years old for all I know. What’s normal for this world? They’re all pretty good looking. I’d certainly have hit on most of them if we were in a bar back in the USA.
After climbing a long set of stairs, we reach a landing covered by a plush, purple carpet, small table and chairs up against the wall with a large, ornate wooden door opposite the stairs. It looks thicker and stronger than any other door I’ve seen here, except for that big sucker in the front behind the iron gate.
Willis smiles, pats me on the back and knocks on the door. The big latch on the outside lifts up by itself, slides to the right and drops back down.
Neither of us even touched it! The door slowly swings open, creaking loudly as it moves. I look over at the Colonel, trying to hide my fear. He’s still smiling.
“Go on in, son. Enjoy yourself.”
He turns and walks back the way we came, leaving me alone on the landing as the door continues moving. Once it stops, I stay where I am but lean forward, peering into the large doorway. I can’t see anything. Taking a calming breath, I step forward, haltingly, until I’m inside the room a couple of feet.
That’s when the door swings back shut, much faster this time, finishing with a loud thump.
I return to looking around, seeing nothing at first. It’s an enormous room, lined with doors and drawers built into the walls. There’s the occasional chair, table or couch scattered around. The walls are at least twelve feet high, an arched ceiling, windows lining the upper quarter of the four walls, illuminating the entire room. I start to walk around, checking things out, when I notice a gentle glow coming from around one of the doors at the far end. I stop, but the glow gets brighter, then brighter still. Suddenly, the door swings open, filling the room with a bright light, so bright that I’m forced to raise my hand, blocking my eyes. I can’t see anything for a few seconds, then the light begins to fade away. My vision is still affected but it appears that the light isn’t exactly fading but becoming concentrated, like it’s all being pulled to one spot, which goes from a round spot, to an oval spot, then a human shaped silhouette, then, finally, a female shaped object, still glowing but dimmer. It begins to move towards me. I hold my ground. As each second passes, the shape becomes, dimmer and better defined, slowly striding towards me. It circles me and I turn with it as flowing robes begin to form around the now three dimension shape.
And what dimensions they are!
Large, gravity defying breasts, an impossibly thin waist, painfully cute ass and hips, all sheathed in fluid, glimmering, flame-red silk. The very last thing to form is her face, the face of an angel, filled with radiance and framed by platinum blond hair that shimmers and cascades off her shoulders and down her back. Then she smiles at me and I feel blessed by her presence.
“You are a brave man, Trooper Beech,” she purrs. “One of my people would be groveling at my feet long before now. That is what I absolutely love about you other worlders. You are sooo different from what I am used to.”
“I … I’m happy we please you. Your Majesty.”
“And sooo polite too!” she gasps. “Am I not the luckiest ruler in the world to have such interesting people to serve me? Come. Sit with me. We must speak.”
She gestures with her right hand, merely flicking her wrist and two fingers. A chair, table and couch silently glide over to us, the chair next to me, the couch next to her.
She languidly points towards the chair as she gracefully reclines on the couch. “Please, be seated Trooper Beech.”
“Thank you, your Majesty.”
I sit down. She continues to smile at me and I can’t take my eyes off her, basking in her glow.
“I understand that you were, until recently, a woman. Am I correct?”
“Yes. I was.”
“A woman who loved other women.”
How is that her business? I should tell her that. Politely.
“Yes, your majesty.” WHAT?
“How exotic. I adore exotic. And now you are a man. Yes?”
I can only nod my head.
“Even more exotic. Exciting. Have you been with many women?”
I nod my head again.
“Excellent. That would make you an expert on women, would it not?”
“I … I … don’t know … know about … that …”
“Oh, but it does. You were a woman who has been with women, who knows what a woman loves, what she needs, what she desires most and now you are a man, with a man’s attributes and can put all that knowledge to good use.” She slips off the couch, the, the robes evaporating from her body, becoming a red mist that surrounds her, moving with her as she steps behind me, the mist enveloping both of us.
I’m frozen in my seat, unable to move, to speak, to even breathe. She runs her hands across my shoulders and can feel her fingers caress my skin. What happened to my uniform? As her hands move over my shoulders and down my chest, I sense the electricity of her touch and see a purple and green mist mixing with the red mist. My uniform is disappearing, just as her clothes did. In a matter of seconds, I’m as naked as she is. She continues to massage my shoulders, chest and arms from behind, her magnificent breasts pressing against my back. I was already erect before we lost our clothes but now my new dick is jutting up from my crotch, demanding attention.
The Queen nibbles on my ear for a brief time, then pulls back slightly.
“You have a nice, big, fat cock, Trooper Beech. However, I like them bigger.”
She reaches down and gently grabs my cock. Her first touch was orgasmic, just like the old days when some girl would suck on my clit. The feelings grow stronger as she slides first on hand, then two up and down my dick. It stays hard but I can feel it continue to grow longer and fatter, as if she is molding it with her hands.
I still can’t move, not even look down with my eyes but the feelings of pleasure as my cock continues to grow are indescribable. She finally releases me and I realize that I can breathe again. I blink my eyes several times then look down. It looks like I’ve got a baseball bat between my legs. The Queen looks down over my shoulder.
“Ahhh. That is more like it. You may take me to my bed chamber.”
As I stand, my dick swings down but stays pointing up. This is impossible. It’s gigantic.
“How did you do that?” I ask.
“Why do you care? Wouldn’t you prefer to put it to good use?”
She comes around from behind me, dragging her fingertips against my skin as she moves. Her merest touch is exhilarating. Once I catch sight of her perfect body and angelic face, all thoughts of anything but sex are banished from my mind. I scoop her up in my arms and she points to the door she entered the room from. I carry her to the bed chamber, my cock bobbing ahead of me. The bed looks big enough for six people. I carefully let her slide from my grasp, placing her on the bed. She grabs my cock, pulling it between her breasts.
“Don’t disappoint me. I expect to enjoy this. If I do, we can become closer, try some other things, more exotic things, things you likely have never heard of before. However, tonight, I will not work you too hard.” She crawled up the bed and rolled onto her hands and knees. “I assume that you know what to do, Trooper Beech.”
“Are you sure? There’s no way you could take all of this.” I heft my cock.
She looks back at me over her shoulder. “Let me worry about that. Don’t keep me waiting.”
I climb up onto the bed. The sheets feel smooth, soft and cool. Scooting forward on my knees, I put the tip of my dick against the lips of her pussy, rubbing the head up and down the length. She pushes back until the bulbous head pops in.
“Yeesss,” she sighs. “Give it all to me, soldier boy. All of it.”
I inch forward on my knees, waiting for her to scream for me to stop but she doesn’t. I keep moving slowly until my balls slap her ass. There’s no way she should have been able to take all of that. I reach down with my left hand to find her clit while I work her breast with my right hand, rocking in and out with my hips, I quickly establish a rhythm, the Queen gasping and moaning as I play with her. I can’t ever remember getting any of my girlfriends this excited before. Of course, I didn’t have an eighteen inch cock back then.
“Harder!” she pants.
“Anything you want, your Majesty.”
I increase my pace and intensity. That’s when it hits me.
Before, when I was a woman, having sex with other women, sex was a slower, shared experience. The feelings were more diffuse, spread across both bodies. Enjoyment for enjoyment’s sake. Now, everything was more concentrated. It’s not that I’m not aware of the rest of my body; it’s just that my arms, legs, chest and ass feel like they always do, except for the exertion of fucking the Queen. My cock however, is the focus of all my sexual energy, like all that stuff I used to feel was concentrated to one spot, an arm or leg.
Or an eighteen inch iron hard meat pole.
My attention is different, more focused on my cock and her pussy. I’ve got to give her an orgasm. It’s my job, my goal, my duty … my life. The universe has contracted around us so that my cock and her cunt are the most important … the only things that exist in it. I can barely hear her cries and whimpers as I pound away, driving her towards the finish line.
Without warning, she collapses, dropping to her face on the bed, her screams muffled by the sheets, but I hold her hips up, thrusting even faster. I’m almost to the tape myself and nothing will stop me. The feelings of building to an orgasm are familiar but not the explosion in my cock when it arrives, the incredibly erotic feeling of something rushing up the full length and shooting out of it, blasting into her quivering pussy, over and over again, is like nothing I’ve ever felt before. The guttural groan I make at that exquisite moment is completely involuntary, the animalistic capstone to the entire event.
It takes a moment or two for me to recover my senses. When I do, I realize that the Queen has not moved from in front of me, her ass and pussy still high in the air. I carefully back away, my still hard dick sliding out, her only reaction being a quiet sigh of … regret? Once out, I fall back onto the bed, my dick rising into the air. The Queen slips silently next to me, gently stroking my slick cock with her right hand.
“You show promise, Trooper Beech.”
“Thank you, your Majesty. I don’t have a lot of experience with this but … shouldn’t that thing be getting softer about now?”
She keeps stroking me. “It will stay this way until I say otherwise. We are not done yet Beech, not today, not for weeks to come. Look into my eyes.”
I do as she asked. It is as if I had never seen her eyes before this moment, like never actually seen anyone’s eyes before. They look deeply within me, see what is at my very core.
“You will love me, with all you’re heart and soul. Tell me you will.”
I don’t know why she wants me to say that. She can see it for herself. It is burned into my very being but, if it will make her happy.
“I love you, with all my heart and soul.”
“Good. Very good, my pet. You will do as I command you. Tell me you will.”
“I will always obey you.”
“Well done. Listen closely, my pet. I have many lovers, many pets, but you are not to be jealous. This makes me happy and my happiness is all that matters to you. You may all share me and, if I command, you will each share with each other, in any and all ways I ask. You will still do your duty, your job of protecting me, my ministers and the Consortium but, if there is ever a conflict between those duties, following my commands, to the letter, is your first priority. Do you understand all that I have told you?”
“Yes, my Liege.”
“I like the sound of that. ‘My Liege’. You may call me that when we are alone. Now, pet, I am a very busy woman, it may be some time before we can meet like this again … now don’t take it that way.” She must have read the anguish in my face. “You are free to sample the favors of any willing servant girl in the castle. And I assure you that they are all quite willing, but only in yours and their off duty hours. No what your people call ‘hanky panky’ while on the job … not unless I say so, of course.”
“Yes, my Liege.”
“Wonderful!” She releases my cock and reaches down to her pussy, scooping something onto her fingers, which she brings up to my lips. “Open.” I open my mouth. She places her fingers in my mouth. “Suck and lick them clean.” I do so with all the vigor I can muster. It is both sweet and salty. “You really are a treasure! Have you ever heard of Pony Play, my pet?”
She removes her fingers from my mouth. “I believe so, my Liege. People dress up and pretend to be ponies.”
She smiles in a way that sets my heart ablaze. “Well, in my version, you really are a pony. Mostly. When I get a group of you other world guards and my servant girls together, it is quite the show. Would you enjoy that?”
“Yes, my Liege! What ever you desire of me!”
“Such a delight! What I desire of you right now is for you to stay just as you are as I impale myself on that magnificent cock of yours. I’m afraid it will return to normal once we are done but that will be more than enough for the servant girls.”
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Willis looks up at me as I enter his office and salute.
“Reporting for duty, Sir! As the Queen commands!”
“At ease, trooper. So, what do you think about the Queen now?”
“Just as you said, Sir. She’s great people. Don’t know how anybody couldn’t like her. She told me to give you something, Sir.”
“What’s that, Trooper?”
I walk around his desk as he stands up from his chair. I reach out, take him in my arms and pull us together, kissing him passionately, first on the lips and then with my tongue through our now open mouths. Colonel Willis joins me and we make out for what seems like several minutes before we separate, him sitting down and me walking back around to the front of his desk.
“That’s just like the Queen,” he says. “Always thinking about the welfare of others. Nice lady.”
“Yes, Sir. Very nice lady. She said she wanted to meet Simmons next, Sir.”
He reaches for his radio. “I’ll buzz for him.”
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Their appearance in our world was truly Zaphod’s gift. After over two hundred years, my boredom was almost unbearable. Manipulating their minds was simple. They were all well trained by their military, very goal oriented, trained to obey orders. All I had to do was move my welfare up to the top of their list of priorities and myself up to the top of their command structure. The rest just followed naturally.
For some reason, their minds were wide open to my view. Even the youngest child in my world was harder to penetrate. I can only assume that their vulnerability was because they were not born and raised in this world. I never bothered with the study of the minutia of magic. When you are a Seventy Seven, there is no need.
Five Hertz of Separation
CHAPTER SIX
“I am sorry, Alex, I just do not understand how this ‘anarchist paradise’ of yours would work in the real world.”
“It’s simple, Johnathyn. There would be no organized government of any kind. People would be free to go about their daily lives with complete autonomy. Every man would be free to do what is best for him, to live by his own rules.”
“And what about women?”
“Unlike your world, it would be the same for women. The same freedoms, across the board.”
We were driving through a surprisingly beautiful landscape, along a ridge overlooking a river valley. It had snowed lightly last night, making everything look like a classic black and white photo with the slightest hint of blue. Johnathyn had said it might snow. I’ll be damned if I knew how he did it but he was right. The sun was bright, taking the chill out of the air. The solar charger was sucking in the photons, refreshing the laptop’s battery. I had given into Lee’s begging, letting her watch a Disney DVD last night.
I like the Pixar movies. So what? Sue me.
We all huddled under the blankets and ate parched corn while watching the show. Popcorn is a way better snack. It seems like Johnathyn is letting me deal with Lee more as she gets used to my presence. At first, she treated me more as a girlfriend but, lately, I’ve become more of an authority figure. With her father’s permission, of course. I’m not going to step on Johnathyn’s toes, not as big as he is.
Though, he seems to be more of the ‘gentle giant’ type. Probably because he’s had to be both mother and father to Lee since she was born. Playing that kind of maternal role likely has an effect on how a guy goes through life and reacts toward people. I’ve found he’s also got a lot of common sense. We’ve talked quite a bit in the last three weeks, about all kinds of stuff. I’ve learned a lot about his world and he’s learned a lot about mine. Today’s discussion is about my politics, a favorite of mine.
“So, you say that women would have the same rights and duties as a man.”
“Exactly the same.”
“And there would be no government to interfere.”
“That’s right.”
“So who protects the woman’s rights?”
“Who says anybody needs to? She can protect her own.”
“Alexia, if my world is proof of anything, it is that women cannot protect their own rights.” He always calls me Alexia when he wants to make a point.
“Are you saying women are inferior, that they can’t protect themselves?”
“No. I would assume from what you have told me that even though many women in my world have power not available to women in your world, they are treated quite badly, not as well as your women are. The difference seems to be that your government supports them and mine does not.”
“But there doesn’t need to be ANY government. That’s my point!”
Lee worms her way between us as we sit on the driver’s bench. “Are you two fighting again?”
Johnathyn glances over at me. He wants me to take this one. Fine.
“We aren’t fighting, Lee. It’s just a discussion. Adults discuss things all the time.”
“It’s a very loud ‘discussion.’”
“He’s not being loud, I am. I’m just very passionate about my beliefs.” She giggles. “What’s so funny?”
“You said ‘passionate’. I know what that means. I read about it in your dictionary.”
Maybe giving her unlimited access to that program wasn’t such a good idea after all. “Passionate can apply to a lot of things, not just men and women.”
She smiles at me, like she knows something I don’t. “If you say so. Can I use the computer?”
“No, it hasn’t finished charging yet.”
“Why not?”
“Because we watched your movie last night.”
“You watched too.”
“You asked to watch. Your father and I would have been perfectly happy to do something else.”
She smiles again. “Like what?”
I ignore that comment. “I gave you a choice last night. If you watched the movie, it would have to come out of your time today.”
“But I’m BORED!”
“You should have thought about that last night. You’ve only had access to a computer for, what, three weeks? Do what you did before then.”
“I was bored back then, too.”
“Then play with dolls or something, whatever girls do.”
“I’m too old for dolls!”
“Then read a book.”
She pulls back from between us with a disgusted “Humph” and goes to sit in the back of the wagon.
I shake my head. Johnathyn nudges me with his shoulder.
“You did that quite well, Alexia.”
“I’ve had experience. My brother was always expecting me to entertain him, especially when we were younger. I’ve heard that ‘I’m BORED’ complaint a lot.”
“Well, for whatever reason, I think you handled the situation quite well.”
“Thanks. Sorry about yelling back there. I didn’t mean to upset her.”
“Do not worry about it. Leeanna understands. It is just that no child likes to hear her parents arguing.”
What?! Parents?!
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We continue along this road for several miles. We are heading for Shellcrest, a small to medium sized town for this world. We’ve stopped at a couple of really small towns along the way so that Johnathyn could do some blacksmith work. It helps with our cover and gives us a chance to resupply a little bit.
Johnathyn is very skilled. He can fix farm tools like plows, shovels, hoes and such but also household tools, more delicate items. He even did some gunsmithing, fixed three different rifles, the old, single shot, black powder kind. I haven’t shown him my Glock yet. Don’t know how he would react to it and I wouldn’t want him to think I was threatening him in any way. Big guy, remember?
Whenever we’d roll into a town, people would flock around like he was the Good Humor Man with ice cream for sale. He’d set up shop at the nearest stable and get to work. I liked watching him. The man is an artist. Unfortunately, the local men didn’t like a woman, even his “wife” hanging around so Leeanna and I had to spend our time with the women and girls. Thank Zaphod, this world’s version of God, Lee loved to talk. I just let her answer the questions and killed time.
This world does have money, mostly metal coins, but it seems to work more on the barter system. That’s how we resupplied. I also picked up some more clothes that fit me a little better than Johnathyn’s dead wife’s’ did. Her name was Leeantha. Not hard to figure out where Leeanna got her name. I think Johnathyn was happy to see me get a new wardrobe. I caught him looking at me kinda funny a few times dressed in his wife’s stuff.
Which were mostly summer clothes. The other women were aghast at how little I had with me and that they were out of season. I explained that all my own stuff had been lost in transit, a fire. The new, actually well used stuff, was heavier and warmer and I was glad to get it, particularly if I couldn’t wear pants. It’s surprising how warm a petticoat is.
Another thing we faced were several offers from the locals to keep Leeanna in their home for the night. Once the women discovered we were “newlyweds”, the offers poured in to keep Leeanna overnight so that I could have some alone time with my big, handsome, hunk of a husband. I guess he is good looking, in that rugged, outdoors kind of way, and Zaphod knows he’s in great shape. He pounds iron and carries anvils for a living, for Christ’s sake! I’ve seen the man without his shirt on. The muscles have muscles.
I managed to fend off the women’s offers. Apparently Johnathyn had to do the same with the men. Seems I’m quite the hotty too. I told him we were the Brad and Angelina of his world.
He didn’t get that one either.
Shellcrest is a different place. A mining town. Even I know that mining towns in the old days of earth were not safe places. Johnathyn says it’s the same story here. We’re following the road on the ridge of the river valley when it makes a bend to the right. As we make the bend, an ugly scar on the picturesque landscape comes into view. Down in the valley, a large portion of one side of the valley has been gouged from the earth. There’s a long fence around the area. It looks like an open pit mine of some kind. The road we’re on winds its way down to the site, crossing a bridge and then works its way around the perimeter, climbing to the other side of the valley, where a town sits on the edge.
“Shellcrest” Johnathyn says, spitting the word out with venom.
“What’s that?” I ask, pointing to the gouge.
“That is the mine that supports the town.”
I point to a structure on the opposite ridge, near the town. “And what is that?”
He squints his eyes, trying to get a better look at it. “I am not certain.”
“I am. That, my dear husband, is a solar array, likely a hundred thousand kilowatts. There is tech here.”
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I have Johnathyn drive the wagon slowly along the perimeter road of the mine. I’m searching for wi-fi signals but am having no luck. The antenna in the laptop isn’t the most sensitive. I keep getting little nibbles but no more. It could just be background radiation. More disturbing than my failure to get a good wi-fi signal is what I can see on the other side of the fence. Women and children, digging in the ground with the most basic of tools, moving dirt and rock with wheel barrows. Hundreds of them. As we drive by and watch them, they watch us. Not openly, because the MEN in charge are watching them closely but they know we’re here. From the furtive looks we’re getting, I’d bet every one of those women and children would like to be on this wagon, riding away from this ugly place. I climb back up onto the driver’s seat next to Johnathyn.
“No luck,” I whisper. “Why are all those women and kids in there?”
“Debt labor would be my guess.”
“What the hell is that?”
“Their families fell on hard times, couldn’t pay their bills and now they are there to try to work until the debt is paid. But they never will.”
“You mean if the parents can’t pay the bills, the kids have to work it off?”
“Or if the husband can’t, so must the wife …” He glances back at Lee, who is intently watching the children working behind the fence. He continues in a quieter voice, “… if she can’t find ‘other’ work.”
I also glance back at Lee to make sure she’s not paying attention to us. “You mean … selling herself?”
Johnathyn subtly nods his head, barely concealed anger on his face.
“Should she be seeing this?” I ask.
“It is a part of our world. Another part of our shame. She must know it if we are to rid ourselves of it and banish it forever.”
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We pull into town before sunset but the party has already started. If it ever stops in the first place. Lee is sitting between us on the driver’s bench, my arm around her waist. I’m not letting go until we have left this place. The Glock is in my “new” handbag, a gift from one of the ladies at our last stop, which is in my lap.
Along the main street of the town, there’s noise and crowds around what I’m assuming are bars. If Lee wasn’t here, I’d be interested in checking them out but I’m not leaving her alone for a second.
“Tell me again why you thought this was a good idea, Johnathyn.”
“It was not my idea. I was given a general route to follow to get you to Glory. It was my discretion but I was required to make certain stops. This is one of them. The first, actually.”
“Great. Check points. If the others are anything like this, it’ll be the last. What are we supposed to do?”
“Get a room at the ‘Black Horse Inn’ and wait for further instructions.”
“Don’t ya’ just love a mystery.”
When we arrive at the inn, there’s already a room ready for us. The “Black Horse Inn” appears to be one of the better ones we saw as we drove through town. It has a bar, of sorts and serves food. They have some burly guys at the door and in the bar so security is tight, for this world. I actually see one of the men with a single shot pistol in his belt. Probably the head of security. I think we are a little underdressed for the crowd but I don’t care. It is the best of a bunch of bad choices.
There’s a hot bath waiting in the room when we arrive. Lee goes first, I’m second while Johnathyn waits outside and he’s third while Lee and I hang around what passes for a lobby. Unfortunately, Lee had used some of her bath oils and Johnathyn came out smelling a bit fruity.
It doesn’t matter. The bar is so full of smoke you couldn’t have smelled a banana boat. Apparently, the custom is that men eat in the bar and the women folk eat in their rooms. Johnathyn begins to explain it to me but one look tells him that I’m not putting up with it. We catch a lot of stares but we’re served quickly, guess management doesn’t want to allow the disturbance to social order continue for too long.
The meal is actually very good. We had been eating a lot of preserved food while on the road and this was fresh. Mostly fresh. When we get back to the room, there is a note that had been slid under the door. Johnathyn picks it up and reads it.
“What’s it say?” I ask.
“My contact is at the ‘Blue Rooster’. I must go now.”
“Nice place, the ‘Blue Rooster’?”
“I have no knowledge.”
“Girls?”
“Again. No knowledge.”
“Hang on, I’ll be right with you.”
“It says that I am to come alone.”
“Like hell.”
“Alexia … please. I did not raise the point at the meal but you really must try to blend in if we are to safely travel to Glory. I am one man and can do only so much to protect you. I will be back as quickly as possible. I promise … no matter how pretty the girls are.”
“Father!” Lee shouts.
I grin and shake my head. “Bring back one for me.”
“Mother!” Lee shouts again, then claps her hands to her mouth, eyes wide. “I’m sorry,” she mumbles from behind her hands.
Quickly I sit down on the bed and pull her over to me, holding her close and stroking her hair. “It’s alright, I understand. It’s okay. I … I love you too, Leeanna.” She grabs me by the waist, laying her head on my breast, closing her eyes. I look up at Johnathyn. “We’ll be here when you get back. Hurry.”
He nods his head, grabs his cloak, opens the door, looks me in the eye and taps the lock with his index finger. I nod in response and he’s gone, closing the door behind him. I reach down and tip Lee’s head up. She opens her eyes. I smile down at her.
“How about a movie? We’ll use headphones so no one else will hear. What we don’t see before your father gets back, we’ll watch in the wagon tomorrow. How about that?”
“Thank you.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We finished one movie and were well into the second before I finally face the truth. I’m going to have to find Johnathyn. It’s been way too long. Neither of us was actually watching by now.
“Leeanna …”
She clutches at me. “Don’t go! Don’t leave me!”
I hug her. “I know. You’re frightened. So am I but I have to go find your father. He’s likely fine but I need to find him.”
She starts to cry. “He’s dead. I know he’s dead.”
“Don’t say that!”
“Then why hasn’t he come back?”
“I don’t know, but I’m going to find out.”
“If you go out there, you’ll die and then I’ll die.”
Awww Jesus H. Christ. I’ve got to go find Johnathyn but I can’t leave her alone and I can’t take her with me. This place is as safe as any in this town, she just doesn’t believe it. Maybe I can make here feel safer.
“Stay right here, Lee.”
I go over to my hand bag and remove a small key. I’ve been locking the backpack pouch that holds the Glock with a small padlock since Lee began helping herself to the laptop. Unlocking the padlock, I remove the Glock, keeping Lee to my back so she can’t see what I’m doing. I pop the magazine out and empty the chamber, putting all the ammo back in the pouch and locking it again.
“Leeanna,” I say, turning to face her, “there’s no choice here. I have to go find your father.” She’s already starting to cry again. “Please Leeanna, listen to me. This is a very safe place. They have guards all over the first floor and we are on the second floor. But, just to be extra safe, I’m giving you some protection.” I lay the Glock on the bed next to her. “This is my gun. It’s from my world. It is much more powerful than any gun from your world. It can fire eighteen times without reloading.”
“Eighteen?!”
“Yes. You just aim and pull the two triggers.” I carefully hand it to her and place my hands over hers. “You just sight down the barrel …”
“Father has shown me how to shoot.”
“Good, then you know the rules. Don’t aim at something unless you intend to shoot it and don’t have your finger on the trigger until you are ready to shoot. You won’t need this. No one is going to bother you. I’m just walking down the street, find out what is going on and come right back.” I release my grip on Lee’s hands. I can’t hug her though I desperately want to, she might think it’s goodbye or something. I lift my cape off the hook on the wall, throw it over my shoulders and tie it tightly around my neck. “Don’t worry, I’ll be back as quickly as possible. I promise.”
“Won’t you need your gun?”
I force a smile as I open the door. “I’m a Seventy Seven witch. Who’s going to mess with me? Lock this after I’m gone.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
There are a lot more people in the street now than when we drove through hours ago, practically all of them men. The town is narrow and long, running along this side of the ridge of the valley. The “Black Horse Inn” is at one end, the nice end. I can’t see the “Blue Rooster” from the porch of the inn. A big flashing neon sign would be nice. There’s a man just getting off his horse in front of the inn. Maybe he’s from around here.
“Excuse me, Sir. Do you know where the ‘Blue Rooster’ is?”
He looks down at me, disdain written on his face. “You should know when to speak to your better, lass.”
Better? BETTER?! Who the Hell is this guy? I’m just about to give him my opinion about this ‘better’ crap when he stalks past me and into the inn, ignoring me completely. So, that’s the way it’s going to be. You don’t spend your entire life in New York City and not learn how to deal with pompous jerks. I’d chase him down but Johnathyn said I should keep a low profile. He’s probably right. Unfortunately.
He’s likely not the last guy I’m going to run into tonight with that attitude so I’d better break out the New York state of mind for the rest of the day. One side’s as good as the other, so I take the right side of the street and march off, checking out each building as I pass, looking for a sign, a name plate, something telling me what its’ name is. I pass what looks like a general store, a barber shop, “The Silk Garter”, “The Wolf’s Bane” and a clothing store before running into a crowd of drunken men. I try to pass them on the road side of the walkway but one of them grabs me around the waist, pulling me towards the group.
“What have we here, me boys? A fair lass alone in such a city as this. The poor girl needs our protection. What say you, woman?”
I reach down with my right hand, grab his thumb and bend it back towards his wrist. Even as drunk as he is, he feels the pain instantly, letting go of me, dropping to one knee.
“OOOWWWWW!! Release me you WOMAN! I’ll OOOWWWWWW! STOP THAT!”
His equally drunk buddies find it all pretty funny. They’re laughing and stumbling around. I press my advantage.
“Pray, kind Sir. Do you know where I might find ‘The Blue Rooster’?”
“UNHAND ME WENCH OR I’LL GIVE YOU THE BACK OF MY HAND! OOOOWW!! OOWW! OOOWWW!”
I release some of the pressure I applied after that last outburst.
“Ill mannered you may be, but surely you can be a gentleman and answer a simple question.”
He looks up at me, anger blazing in his eyes, the pain sobering him up quickly. One of his laughing friends touches my shoulder. I jerk my head around to stare him down, not losing the grip on my first friends’ thumb. He steps back, hands up and palms forward.
“Have mercy on my poor friend. He didn’t recognize Opulessa in this disguise of yours.”
“My name is Alexia and can you answer my question?”
There’s a lot of harsh laughter and eye rolling before the second guy quiets everyone down.
“Who are we to keep ALEXIA from her duty? The ‘Blue Rooster’ is just across the street.”
I let go of the thumb, its owner immediately stands up and draws back his hand to slap me. The second guy stops him.
“You were bested, Adrick, accept it.”
“It was a trick!”
“Aye, it was. One I wish I knew. You had better move along, lass, before the constables arrive.”
I don’t want to leave it at that, but I’ve got the information I need. I back away several feet to make sure I’m not being followed then turn and hurry across the road, dodging horses, wagons and the inevitable results of a lot of horses moving through an area until I reach the other side of the road. I check to make sure no one is following me. The group is moving down the street, making fun of the guy whose thumb I could easily have broken. That was a close one. Somebody grabs both my arms from behind.
“We’re not a group of Klatch sucking fools … witch.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
What is taking Pegues so long! I’ve been waiting in this stinking bar for over two cycles! At first I had to fend off the bar wenches but there were many more interested men and they soon discovered I was not going to partake tonight. Even if I had not been here on business, their charms are nothing compared to Alexia. So beautiful but so strong also. She is perhaps too certain of herself, but that is a folly of youth. Life teaches you humility over time.
Time! I have left Leeanna alone for much too long. Alexia will do the best she can to keep her calm but I should have returned long ago. Damn Pegues! Where are you?
“Tyber! You look well.”
He came upon me from behind. “Pegues, you are late. Very late. Explain yourself!”
“Calm yourself. All is well.”
“All is not well. I have left my daughter in this unruly town for far too long.”
“But she was not alone. The intrepid Alexia Thompson has been with her.”
“Leeanna is not Alexia’s responsibility, she is mine and mine alone.”
“That is why I picked the ‘Black Horse Inn’, the safest inn for miles around.”
“Still ….”
“Let us finish our talk and you can return to your daughter. Has Alexia displayed any mastery of magic?”
“None that I have seen. She is a remarkable person but no magical abilities, at least not yet. Are you certain she is the One?”
“Yes, I am. Everything depends on it. Perhaps she has not been challenged enough.”
“What do you mean, Pegues?”
“She may need the proper motivation to display her capabilities.”
“What kind of motivation?”
“We shall see.”
“What have you done, Pegues?”
“Nothing dangerous. Some of my men are … threatening Alexia, persuading her to show what she can do.”
“Are you mad! They could hurt her!”
“Not seriously. A little pain can be good encouragement to defend yourself.”
“Where are they?!”
“Behind this building. Wait! Tyber, where are you …”
I jump up from the table, grab my cloak from the chair next to me, run out the front door and around the building. When I reach the back, I see Alexia surrounded by five men. One is on his back, unconscious. A second is writhing on the ground, clutching his nether regions. The other three are in front of her, holding knives, shifting around while she wields a long piece of lumber, holding them at bay.
“Alexia!”
She looks up to see me, as do the men in front of her.
“Where the Hell have you been!” she shouts, stepping forward and swinging the piece of lumber with all her strength, striking the man nearest her who had turned his head when I shouted her name. She catches him in the side of the head, sending him sprawling across the frozen ground and his knife flying through the air, landing near me. I pick up the knife and slowly edge over to where she stands, watching the other men as I do so.
“I was detained. Do you want a knife?”
I point towards the knife dropped by the first man she had struck. She waggles the wood in her hand.
“No thanks. I’m doing pretty good with this, keeps them away from me.”
“Striking that man when he was not looking … that wasn’t very fair.”
“I’m from New York. There’s no such thing as a fair fight.”
“What do we do with these men?”
“Now that you’re here, I can beat ‘em to death.”
The two men opposite us turn their heads to look at each other then quickly run for it. I start to give chase but Alexia calls to me.
“Let it ride, Johnathyn.”
“Ride what?”
“Let them go. We need to get back to Leeanna.”
“Are you well?”
“I’m fine. They never laid a glove on me.” She tosses the lumber aside and smiles. “It’s been awhile since I was in an honest to God fight. Nice to know I’m not rusty. You done here?”
“Yes, I saw who I needed to see. Are you certain you are well?”
“Yes, I am perfectly well. Let’s go.”
She strikes out for the “Black Horse Inn”, walking quickly away, her skirt swishing around her legs as she strides first through the partially frozen muck and then along the walk as she reaches the street. I have to hurry to catch up to her.
“What happened back there?” I ask as we walk along, me donning my cloak.
“One of them grabbed me from behind. He and a friend drug me back behind the building. At least ten guys saw them do it and not a damn one of them said shit about it! What the fuck is wrong with this world? You don’t go grabbing women off the street in front of a crowd of men.”
“Agreed. Terrible thing. What happened?!”
“The other three were waiting for us when we got back behind the building. They let me go and told me to stand there and wait. The group huddled up and started discussing what they should do with me, ignoring me completely. What the hell were they thinking?”
“That you would do as you were told.”
“Somebody should have warned them then. There was a piece of wood about the size of a baseball bat in a pile of trash. I picked it up and clocked one of them in the head from behind and got another one in the balls before they knew what hit ’em. The other three pulled knives and tried to surround me but I held them off for a couple of minutes. That’s when you showed up. Thanks. I’m not sure I could have taken the other three.”
“What did they want?”
“That’s the weird part. I think they wanted to rough me up but they hadn’t decided how to do it. They were so busy talking they didn’t see me grab the bat. Idiots.”
“Thank Zaphod they were or you might have been harmed.”
“Maybe, but I got the impression they didn’t want to hurt me, at least not badly. Someone sent them after me.”
This is not good. “Did they say who it was?”
“I didn’t catch a name. We may need to be more careful. Did you meet your contact?”
“Yes.”
“AND?!”
“And?”
“What happens next?”
“All is as planned. We continue on to our next stop.” As we near the Black Horse Inn, Alexia stops, placing her palm lightly on my chest. My flesh tingles despite my thick cloak and woolen shirt.
“We better not say anything about the fight to Leeanna. She thought you were dead and that she and I were next. No use getting her all worked up. Just tell her that your guy was late.”
“Which he was.”
“That’s right. She doesn’t need to know the whole story. She was really worried about you.”
“And you, Alexia, were you also worried about me?” I look down at her as she glances up, our eyes connecting. She blushes.
“Me? No … I … no, I wasn’t … You’re a big boy, you can take care of yourself … though I did tell Leeanna that I was worried … I didn’t want her to think she was alone … that’s all.”
I smile. “That was kind of you. Let us go in and assure her that everything is well.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Two of my men are waiting for me when I return to my room. One is well but the other has a black eye that appears to be in its early stages. If so, it will be a beauty before it is done.
“Pegues! Why didn’t you warn …”
“Be silent! Come in and we can talk.”
I unlock the door and we all hurry in, locking the door behind us. I drop my cloak on the bed and turn to face them.
“Now, Bailles, what happened?”
“What happened was that She-demon you sent us after nearly killed Dudian. Tarique may never father children and you can see for yourself what she did to Nuggent here.”
“Where is the fifth member of your party?”
“Tyco took Dudian to a Healer.”
“How did she do all this?”
“With a club of hard maple, that’s how. We might have had her if that bull of a man hadn’t interfered.”
“Any signs of magic? Any at all?”
“None that I saw,” answers Nuggent.
“How did one woman get the advantage of five men?”
“I don’t understand how. We followed her from the Inn, just as you instructed. She had a dispute with a group of drunken louts, besting one of them with some kind of grip on his hand.”
“Maybe that was magic,” says Bailles.
“Not likely. Go on, Nuggent.”
“After disposing of the louts, she crossed the street where Bailles and I caught her, bringing her to the back of the “Blue Rooster”. We released her, told her to wait right there and do nothing. We proceeded to discuss what to do next and she attacked us! From BEHIND! Dudian and Tarique went down almost immediately. We had recovered from that attack and were almost ready to take care of the problem when a big man …”
“The bull,” adds Bailles.
“… came around the corner of the ‘Blue Rooster’. I turned to see who it was and …” he gingerly touched his eye, wincing.
“Leaving Tyco and I,” finishes Bailles. “The bull picked up Nuggent’s knife. We ran for it but they didn’t chase us. We circled back and Tyco carted Dudian to the Healer. You know the rest.”
“No magic at all?”
“Other than how else can you explain one young girl besting five strong men?” says Nuggent.
“She had help.”
“Yes, Bailles. The bull. There is another explanation. Alexia was not raised as our women were. She had a different life before coming here.”
“You might have warned us, Pegues.”
“That was part of the test, Bailles. The results are disappointing but there is still time.”
CHAPTER SEVEN
We stopped at two more little towns over the next three days and Johnathyn did his blacksmith jack of all trades thing while Lee and I did the girl thing. Mostly Lee, I just stayed in the background as much as possible, though she did have me explain how I made a chicken casserole with rice and mushrooms. All the women seemed impressed. We got a fresh baked pie out of it along with other supplies so it was a successful couple of stops.
Johnathyn was driving on the fourth day out from Shellcrest while I sat next to him. It was a surprisingly warm day and we were heading into a high sun, so neither of us had our heavy cloaks or capes on. We were talking about guns. He had seen the Glock when we had gotten back to our room at the “Black Horse Inn” and insisted I show it to him, explaining how it all worked. He made me promise to let him try it the first chance we had, which turned out to be late on the first day out from Shellcrest. He felt we were far enough away from civilization, such that it was, that it was safe.
He was like a little kid with a new toy. I limited him to just three clips, didn’t want to burn the ammo on target practice. Naturally, he started wild but he quickly got better. Then he brought out his flintlock from a locked box on the side of the wagon. He said he made it himself. The man is a craftsman; there is no doubt about that. The wood polished to a bright sheen. All the metal smooth and clean, no sign of rust anywhere. Looked to be about .50 caliber. He showed me how to shoot it and I fired it several times, as did Lee. She was better than I, as was Johnathyn, but, to be fair, they had a lot more practice than I had.
Johnathyn was actually very good, and surprisingly fast. He could reload and shoot very quickly, but, obviously, nothing like a semi-auto hand gun. We were just rehashing the shooting excursion while we drove on when two men on horseback surprised us by bolting from a stand of trees by the side of the road, blocking our path. They are dressed alike, black pants and tunics with light metal yellow breast plates with some kind of insignia painted on the upper left corner. Johnathyn brought the wagon to a quick stop while I told Lee to hide the computer. She had been using the Britannica program to research about fruit trees.
“Where should I put it?” she whispers, wide eyed.
My pack is too far away. “Just hide it deep under those blankets.”
She gives me a quick nod and wraps a shawl around it, then stuffs it far under a pile of bedding. Unfortunately, the Glock is also locked in my pack. I turn back to Johnathyn.
“Who are they?” I whisper.
“The Queen’s Guard,” he quietly answers.
“What do they want?”
“Probably some of our supplies. They are worse than thieves. Just give them what they want and they will leave us alone.”
“You mean we’re supposed to let these bums just take what they want? How in the world do you …”
“Alexia. Please.”
They’re almost on top of us. “Fine,” I grouse.
“Good morning,” shouts the older guard. “Where are you headed this fine day?”
“We are traveling to Winstead.”
“And what is your business in Winstead?” asks the younger guard.
“I am a blacksmith. We travel about, making a living.”
“Who is ‘we’?”
“My wife and child.”
The younger Guard stays in front while the older one brings his horse around to the back of the wagon, where Lee is sitting.
“How old are you child?”
“Ten.” She answers, sullenly.
“The woman is too young to bear this child.”
“My child’s mother died in childbirth. The woman is my new wife.”
The young guard is giving me the once over. I’d be happier if I was wearing my cape. I’m sure the look on my face is not offering him any encouragement. It may not matter.
“Why do you stop us?” asks Johnathyn.
“We are authorized to stop all vehicles to search for contraband. There are rebels in these lands and we must root them out.” replies the older guard.
“We are not rebels,” says Johnathyn.
“Perhaps not,” says the younger guard. “We shall see what we see. Everyone out the back.”
Johnathyn steps off the bench , walking through the wagon. I follow him. When we reach the back, he jumps out. I help Lee out and then jump out myself. The older guard reaches to a scabbard attached to his saddle and pulls out a rifle … a M4A1!
How the Hell did this guy get a current issue US Army weapon?!
He indicates with the muzzle where he wants us to stand. Johnathyn and I stand together, Leeanna standing in front of us. The other guard rides around the back, dismounts, climbs into the back of the wagon and starts to tear it apart.
“What exactly are you looking for?” I ask.
The older guard glares at me for a second or two. “Contraband.”
“And what exactly is defined as contraband … Sir?”
“Whatever we think it is and you best keep a civil tongue in your head or I may cut it out.”
Johnathyn takes my hand, squeezing it gently. “Be calm,” he whispers.
The young guard continues to go through the wagon but doesn’t find anything he thinks is of value. The longer he goes without finding something, the madder he gets.
“Where’s your money?” he demands.
“We have no money” Johnathyn answers. “It is all trade. I work, they give me supplies. We have flour, beans, salt, sugar …”
“What do I care for flour and beans?! You best have something of value or we will take it out in trade ourselves with your pretty wife. And daughter.”
Johnathyn’s hand reflexively clamps down on mine as the other guard laughs. The one in the wagon returns to ripping it apart. Lee begins to cry.
The older guard points the muzzle of the rifle at me. “Woman! Keep the whelp quiet.”
I slowly squat down next to her. “These nice … men will be done soon. We’ll put everything back the way it was and be on our way. They won’t be much longer …”
“What is this?” shouts the younger guard. He comes to the back of the wagon holding my pack.
CRAP! I look up at Johnathyn. Our eyes meet and he nods his head slightly.
“They are my tools. I can carry them if the job is away from the road or the wagon.”
“Show me these tools.”
“As you can see, it is locked.”
“Then unlock it …” he pulls a knife from his belt, “or I shall open it myself.”
Now what? Either way, he’s going to find my other equipment and the Glock. He may not know what the other stuff is but he’ll be interested in that Glock. I stand up but before I can do anything else, something in the wagon starts beeping.
“What is that?” he asks. He starts digging into the bedding where Lee hid the computer. It only takes a few seconds for him to find it.
He looks the beeping machine over, moving it about in his hands. “A curiosity” he announces.
“Let’s have a look” the older guard says. The younger one jumps out of the wagon, but before he takes a step, Lee runs over to him and grabs the laptop.
“That’s ours and you can’t have it!” she shouts.
“Leeanna!” Johnathyn screams.
They both have a grip on it and each pulls but Lee manages to get it away from the guard, falling to the ground when he releases it.
“Stupid bitch! I’ll teach you some manners!” He lifts his knife and steps towards her.
“NOOO!” I bellow, making a slashing motion with my right arm. The guard pauses, his eyes grow wide and white … then his head falls off, the body staying upright for a few seconds before tumbling to the ground, spraying blood from his neck.
The other guard drops his rifle in shock. Leeanna screams as the blood hits her, then she faints. Johnathyn looks down at me.
“How …” he starts but the older guard points at me as his horse rears up.
“WITCH!” he shouts. “WITCH!!!” He spurs his horse and gallops away, rapidly speeding down the road.
Johnathyn grabs my arms. “We must stop him! He knows about us, about you! He will tell his superiors! You must stop him!”
“Me?! There’s a horse, you chase him down! You can take the Glock!”
“He has too great a head start and he is much smaller than I. I won’t be able to catch him. You must do it, Alexia.”
“I don’t know how!”
“You killed HIM!” he says, pointing to the body on the ground.
“He was going to hurt Lee! I don’t know how it happened, it just did!”
“Then it has best happen again because it is all up to you, Alexia.”
I look down the road. He’s at least half a mile away. I swing my arms but nothing happens. He’s getting farther away each second. I close my eyes and concentrate, calming my breathing, slowing my heart beat. I think of the horse and rider.
“Alexia?” asks Johnathyn.
“SSHHHH. Drop it.”
I try to put myself there in my mind. I can feel the wind, hear the panting horse, the jingle and rattle of the hardware on the saddle, the pounding of the hooves. I open my eyes.
I’m there. Right beside him. The guard is bouncing in the saddle but I’m tracking with him, smooth as silk. He’s talking to himself … or I’m hearing his thoughts.
“The witch will pay for this! She killed Thackery. I will report this to the Captain and we will get her! Her and that witch whelp of hers!”
“Not a good idea.”
He jerked his head left and right, panic clear in his eyes. He heard me.
“Where are you, Witch?!”
“Apparently right next to you. So … you want to turn me into your Captain?”
“NO … No … I would never do that. Never.”
“Then stop and let’s talk about it.”
“No. You’ll kill me!”
“I can kill you anyway. Stop and we can try to work it out.”
“No. No, it’s my duty. I must … Please! I have a wife, children.”
“Any daughters?”
“No, but …
“Pity.”
The horse rides on alone as the guard’s head goes one way and his body falls the other.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It took hours to clean everything up. We stripped and buried the bodies. The heads were buried elsewhere. We kept the one horse and both M4A1’s, along with the extra ammo and clips. I didn’t even try to get the blood from Leeanna’s clothes, we just burned them along with the uniforms the guards wore. Johnathyn said we should get moving as soon as possible. I agreed so I tried to straighten up the wagon while we were rolling down the road. Leeanna sat on the bench next to her father, wrapped in a blanket, still in a state of shock.
It was a full moon and clear skies so we continued driving past sunset, though at a slower pace. We finally pulled off the road near midnight, having pushed the horses pretty hard. We weren’t going anywhere tomorrow.
Johnathyn helped me fix a simple supper. He’d never done that before. We all ate in silence then Leeanna returned to the wagon, leaving her father and I alone around the fire. The clear skies mean a cold night. I’ve got my cape wrapped tightly around my shoulders and feel dead tired but have no desire to go to sleep. Johnathyn is pouring something from a brown jug into his metal mug.
“What’s that?” I ask.
“Klatch. It’s a local drink.”
“Why haven’t I seen you drink it before?”
“I try not to drink it very often. It sets a bad example for …” He tips his head towards the wagon.
“I see. It’s booze. Pass it over.” I hold out my hand but he hesitates. “What’s wrong?”
“Klatch is very strong.”
“And you don’t think I can handle it? Johnathyn, ol’ buddy ol’ pal, I’ve tried them all. I think I can handle Klatch.”
“Miran Pegues said your world had nothing like it.”
“I’ll be the judge of that. Hand it over.”
He carefully passes me the mug and I took a sniff. Nothing outstanding. I take a sip and my eyes cross, the burning sensation running from my mouth to my toes. I try to keep a straight face as I pass the mug back.
“What do you think?” he asks.
I don’t try to speak right away because I know that I can’t. It takes several seconds for my vision to clear.
“Miran is wrong, we have something like that. It’s called Everclear Wood Grain Alcohol, though I think Everclear has a more subtle palate and sophisticated aftertaste.”
Johnathyn takes a big swig and reaches for the jug to refill the mug. “I would like to try this Everclear. Our worlds have so many similarities.”
“Yeah. Death and taxes.”
He takes another big drink. The guy must have a metal gullet. He offers it to me again. I take it and sip. It leaves me gasping for air.
“Are you well, Alexia?”
“Yeah, just swallowed wrong.” I hand the mug back.
He takes it, rolling it between the palms of his hands while staring at the fire.
“Alexia, I must apologize for not protecting my daughter today. And you.”
“It’s not your job to protect me.”
“But it is. I am the man of the family and it is my responsibility.”
“Hey. I’m a man too, remember?”
“Somehow, I have a difficult time thinking of you as a man.”
“Well, I am and don’t you forget it, though, after seeing what the men of this world are like I’m not exactly a member of the cheering section. Present company excluded.”
“Thank you, Alexia. There are many good men in this world.”
He hands me the mug and I sip again. The effect isn’t as extreme when you’re expecting it. “Couldn’t prove it by me. I’m the one who should be apologizing. I scared Leeanna half to death when I … did that guy. I didn’t mean to do it, I mean not that much. I just wanted to stop him from hurting her, not kill him.”
“It did not matter. If you had used magic to stop him, they would have reported it and we would be running for our lives right now. They were dead men as soon as they discovered that bag of yours.”
“Johnathyn … you don’t have to answer this if you don’t want to … but, have you ever killed someone? Intentionally killed someone?”
“No. No, I have not.”
“Neither had I before today.”
“But you knew it would happen eventually, correct? You wanted vengeance on those who killed your mother and … sister? Surely, that means killing them, correct?”
“I guess so; hadn’t really thought it all through. Vengeance sounds good, like it’s what you should do, particularly if the cops aren’t doing anything, but the reality is harder than you realize. That first guard was practically an accident.”
“A happy accident, no doubt.”
“Yeah, I guess. Leeanna survived. I didn’t know what would happen. But the second one was a different story. I tracked him down from out of nowhere but I was trying to do it. When I got to him, I tried to settle everything. He refused to work with me, so I killed him. Just like that.”
“You had no other choice. They have fast horses and powerful guns. We have neither. You did it to save Leeanna. And me. And yourself. And, eventually, if we succeed, this world. A small price to pay.”
“No. An enormous price to pay. From here on out, I will take as few lives as I can get away with.”
He tips the mug back, draining it, then wipes his mouth with the back of his hand. “Then you had best learn how to control your powers.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
When we enter the town square of Winstead, it looks like the entire town is gathered there. I thought maybe word of Johnathyn’s skills had spread but as we got closer, I could see why the crowd was there.
A woman, stripped to the waist, was being whipped on the back. Her arms are tied to some kind of wooden frame, her back already covered by fine, bloody lines. I see just two more strikes, the woman not flinching at either one, before the man wielding the whip coils it around his hands and signals for her to be released. Several women rush forward and untie her. Two of them support her as she falls away from the frame, carefully setting her on the ground while a third begins to clean the wounds. I lose sight of her as the other women gather round. The men in the crowd start to drift away but the man with the whip walks towards us, along with two other men. Johnathyn places a big hand on my lap and shakes his head, warning me to say nothing. The man walks up to Johnathyn’s side of the wagon.
“Hail, friend. What business have you here in Winstead?”
“I am a blacksmith, traveling from town to town, applying my trade. Do you have a blacksmith?”
He smiles broadly. “Nay, we do not. You are most welcomed! You may set up next to my store over there.” He points towards a two story wooden building with an empty lot next to it. “You will find that we keep you quite busy. Perhaps you would care to stay awhile?”
“Sorry, but no. My family and I are headed west but I thank you for your offer. If I may ask, what was the trouble I just saw?”
The man frowns, hefting the whip. “A sorry business, that. One of the women in town has been unwilling to accept her lot in life. She has been agitating among her kind for a change in our society. We are a tolerant town but one can only take so much before needing to restore order. I hope that will be last of it.”
Johnathyn nods his head in sympathy. “A trend we have seen as we travel about. Alexia, go see if you can lend a hand.” He leans down towards the man. “My wife has certain talents. She may be able to help.” I climb down off the bench seat, the three men watching me with interest.
“Alexia. One does not hear that name very often. You have my permission to help if you can.”
I bow my head towards him slightly. “Thank you, Sir,” I say through gritted teeth. Johnathyn knows that I can’t likely help but I do want to find out what is going on. I hurry over to the group of women, the one who was whipped is now standing, still supported by two other women. The group is breaking apart just a bit as I approach.
“Can I help?” I ask.
An older woman looks at me, then gasps, her eyes wide with fear. The others don’t react right away, deferring to the older woman, She stares at me for a moment or two, then her eyes narrow.
“What is your name, child.”
“My name is Alexia. And I am not a child.”
Some of the women begin to giggle, but the older woman cuts them off with a look of disapproval. She turns her attention back to me.
“No, you are not a child. You can help Tarryn back to my home. Timara, you go fetch some more bandages. Alexia will help with Tarryn.”
One of the two women supporting the whipped woman looks at the older woman, eyes questioning her decision. The older woman nods, confirming her order so, Timara, I assume, steps away and I step in under Tarryn’s shoulder, helping support her as we slowly and carefully walk away. I have no idea where we are heading so I let the other two take the lead as the other women scatter.
It takes over ten minutes to move Tarryn less than a hundred feet, her moaning filling my ears. We pass several men along the way, some in groups, others standing by themselves. Most with smug looks of satisfaction on their faces, but some look away in shame. Johnathyn may be right, there could be some good men out there. Not good enough to put an end to this abomination though.
The older woman opens the door to a small white house and we ease Tarryn through the door and into a bedroom off the kitchen. The woman hesitates for a moment, then touches my shoulder.
“We will leave her with Bixia, for now.” The other woman smiles up at me as she begins to undress Tarryn, who is laying face down on a bed. The older woman guides me out and closes the door. She studies me for a moment, then turns to the stove, placing a teapot on it.
“Would you like some tea, Alexia?”
“I really should be getting back to my husband.”
“Please, stay a moment. You have helped us today, it is the least I can do. My name is Dierdra.”
She’s a little shorter than I am, heavier too. If I had to guess, I’d say she was early to mid forties, her hair a mix of gray and brown. Not a lot of wrinkles on her face but her hands show their age. She’s worked hard during her life. She’s got that tough Grandmother vibe, not the kind to pass out candy but chase you off her lawn. I give her a smile and a shrug.
“I didn’t really do much. We got here too late for …” I trail off.
“For you to stop it? It would have been foolish for you to attempt to do so.”
“Why didn’t one of you stop it?”
Dierdra sits down, indicating with her hand for me to join her. I do.
“Tarryn is a brave woman, not much older than you, I think. She was warned, more than once, but she persisted. She wanted, no, demanded that we allow her to face the punishment. ‘There can be no change without pain’ she said.”
“Civil disobedience. It’s the push for civil rights all over again.”
“I am not familiar with what you are talking about, Alexia.”
The teapot begins to whistle so Dierdra gets up, removes two small, light blue pottery cups from a shelf next to the stove and pours steaming tea into both, using a cloth to filter out the tea leaves. She sets one in front of me and remains standing, holding the other in her two hands. She brings the cup to her lips, blows gently for a moment then takes a sip.
“Where are you from, Alexia?”
“We’re traveling from New Amsterdam. We plan to stop at Glory before heading west.”
“Glory. An amazing place, that.”
“So I’ve heard.”
“But you are not from New Amsterdam. You do not speak like a Northeasterner.”
“No, I’m not. My husband is though.”
“Anyone who hears him can tell that is true. But where are YOU from?”
“Does it matter?”
“Perhaps not. I assume you know who else lives in Glory.”
“Do you mean the Queen?”
“Yes, the Witch Queen. Have you ever met a witch before, Alexia?”
“Not that I’m aware of. Does the Queen hold audiences for common folk such as myself?”
“For common folk like you? I would think not. I have met the Queen before. She is a powerful witch, unlike any seen before her.” Dierdra removes her hands from her cup but it just sits there, floating in the air. She lets it stay there for at least ten seconds, then she returns her hands to the sides of the cup, grasping it firmly again but keeping her eyes fixed on mine. “Until now.”
CHAPTER EIGHT
Several other women have come and gone from Dierdra’s home, all bringing in supplies to care for Tarryn, who’s asleep right now. There has been so much traffic that I haven’t had many chances to speak with Dierdra about her little demonstration. She made me promise to visit her this evening.
“You couldn’t keep me away with wild horses,” I told her.
I rushed back to where Johnathyn was firing up the forge. There was the usual gaggle of men passing around a bottle but not the group of women. Today’s display probably took the festiveness out of the women. So I stayed in the wagon with Leeanna, who kept as far away from me as possible. I couldn’t even tempt her with music from my MP3 player, a sure fire bit of bait up until today. The killings must really have her spooked.
I look out occasionally to see what Johnathyn is doing. The first time I checked, he was working on mending the blade of a shovel, heating both pieces and hammering them back into one. The next time, he was working on a plow axle. Sometimes I think he’s got more magic in him than I do. I understand the science of it all but it’s still possible to be impressed when you see him in action.
Turns out that the smug little bastard with the whip is Jaylen Burket, leading citizen, business owner and all around big fish in a little pond. He’s also the self-appointed mayor of Winstead. There’s no outpost for the civilian police or the Queen’s Guards for many leagues in any direction. They’re mostly on their own. Johnathyn had accepted an offer to share supper tonight with Burket at his home. Luckily, I wasn’t invited so I made reservations at Dierdra’s for myself and Lee. Apparently, this is a common local practice when discussing business. I’d wager the local chamber of commerce is going to put the screws to Johnathyn to stay in Winstead. Good luck with that one. I can’t even get him to help with the laundry.
Today’s Evolved Man. Baagh!
I bring my laptop with me to Dierdra’s. It’s in my big handbag. Lee hasn’t touched it since the killing of the guards. I haven’t decided yet how much I trust Dierdra. Tonight will help me decide. When Lee and I arrive, I discover that we are alone, Tarryn has been taken back to her house, which isn’t far away, though Dierdra is on call.
“Are you certain you want the child here?” she asks.
“Lee knows as much as I do about what is going on.”
“Is that wise?”
“Her father doesn’t object.”
“But you are her mother.”
“Ahhh … more like step-mother, at least for now.”
“As you wish. What are you?”
“Excuse me?”
“I am a Fifty Two. What are you?”
“I suppose I am a Seventy Seven.”
“I knew it! As soon as I saw you, I could feel the power in you! It was easier to levitate that cup with you in the room. You radiate magic.”
“Why didn’t I sense it in you?”
“I don’t know. You should have been able to do so. How old are you?”
“Twenty one.”
“And in all that time you have not met another witch?”
Until now, Lee has been silent, just sitting and listening. “Tell her,” she says.
“Leeanna, I’m not sure if we should …”
“Just tell her, ALEX!”
Dierdra is looking back and forth between us. If she is going to help me learn what I need, she must know the truth.
“My name is Alex Thompson. I’m not from this world.”
“What other world is there?”
“This is going to be hard to explain. There are many other worlds, some similar, some quite different. I come from a world that is much more advanced technologically but there is very little magic. Other than that we’re pretty similar except, on my world, men and women are equal.”
Or at least a lot closer to being equal.
“How did you get to my world?”
“There’s a …. device, an invention that lets my people come to your world. I was brought here by one of your people so that I could defeat Queen Opulessa.”
“If there is no magic on your world, how did you become so powerful?”
“This is another tough one. When someone goes from my world to yours, they change sex. On my world, I am the seventh son of a seventh son. On this world, I’m the seventh daughter of a seventh daughter. I’ve only had the power for over three weeks. I don’t know how it works or how to control it.”
“You are saying that if I would go to your world, I would become a man?”
“Yes. The man who first contacted me was a woman on my world. She didn’t bother to tell me about the change until I was already here.”
“Why did you come at all?”
“To be truthful, I was tricked.”
“So, when you discovered you were tricked, why did you not return immediately?”
“There are people in your world working with people in my world. The person who brought me here originally wanted my brother, the eighth son of a seventh son. People here found out about the plan and had people in my world kill both my brother and mother. I am here to make certain they do not get away with it.”
“If your brother had come instead of you … he would have been a Seventy Eight!”
“That’s what I’ve been told. As it is, they’re stuck with me.”
“And you plan to challenge Opulessa?”
“We are on our way to Glory now.”
“Did a man create this plan?”
“I believe so.”
“It must have been a man because it is utter madness!”
“What do you mean?”
“You have no chance, girl. None. Opulessa has been the ruling queen of this world for over two hundred years. She has exquisite command of her power and it is immense. Compared to me, my power is measured in drops and hers in buckets.”
“Don’t I also have buckets of power?”
“Yes, probably so but you yourself said you have no idea how to use it. Have you done a single magical act?”
“Unfortunately, yes.”
“Why, unfortunately?”
“It was an accident … but I killed two men.”
“You killed two men?!”
“They were of the Queen’s Guards. The first was trying to harm Leeanna. I tried to stop him but … it went too far.”
“And the second?”
“He had ridden off to report us to his people. If he had gotten away and reported us, we would have been chased down and killed. I had no choice.”
“He had ridden away? How far away was he?”
“Half a league,” Lee answers.
“Half a league?! How did you do it?”
“I … cut off his head.”
“From half a league away? Incredible!”
“I have to learn to control it, Dierdra. I don’t want to do any more harm than necessary. I don’t have much time to do it.”
“I don’t know what I can do for you. I could never kill someone as you did. I could levitate a knife but I could never make it move fast enough to do much harm. To decapitate someone with pure magic … it is beyond me.”
“But I couldn’t levitate a feather. There has to be something you can teach me.”
She sits back in her chair, peering down at her lap for several moments then she looks up.
“Perhaps there is. There are two magical effects. This is the first.” She raises her right hand and a cup floats off the shelf, stopping in front of her, tumbling end over end in midair. Suddenly, it drops to the ground, shattering.
“This is the second.”
A second cup comes off the shelf, pauses in midair, then settles softly to the top of the table. Dierdra picks it up.
“What was the difference, Alexia?”
“I … I … don’t know. One broke and the other didn’t?”
“No. Magic permits you to do unnatural things. It is a tool, just like a knife or a spoon. If you use the tool to complete the action, once the action is completed, you can remove the tool and the action stays completed. If the action is not completed, remove the tool and the job fails. A cup will not stay up in the air without the continued application of magic. Remove the magic and nature takes over, the cup falls. If you complete the action, then remove the magic, the action remains.”
“I don’t understand.”
“Oh, oh, I know!” Lee exclaims.
Dierdra smiles at her. “What do you know, child?”
“Opulessa is a beautiful woman but she’s two hundred thirty years old. How is that possible? Look at you, you look very old and you’re not two hundred years old.”
“Leeanna!” I cry.
“Leave her be. The child is correct. I am … over forty. Go on.”
“She must use magic to look beautiful, but if she stops using magic, she’ll look all old and wrinkly. She has to use magic all the time just to keep looking beautiful.”
“What about when she sleeps?” I ask.
“She can’t ever fall completely asleep. If she did, all those things she does that require magic to fight nature would fall apart,” Dierdra answers.
“So, if you know how things work and why things happen, you can use magic to affect it permanently.”
“Exactly.”
I reach into my bag and remove the laptop. “I think I’ve got our secret weapon.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It was the third time I’d crossed over and it’s still the strangest experience in all my fifty
years. I’d made a point to stay in good shape as I got older, but picking up fifty pounds of muscle and six inches in height in an instant is an amazing sensation. That and trading my pussy for a penis.
I would never have gotten this assignment if the Earth 2 people hadn’t categorically refused to deal with a woman, which is insane because I’ve been a woman for 94.36% of my life. The twenty seven months I’ve been over here doesn’t make me a man … though it has given me a new appreciation for the differences between the sexes. My predecessor couldn’t handle the strain. She said she was losing her self identity. My schedule’s been nine months on and three months off. It’s working so far.
I just got back from my latest vacation and have an appointment to meet with the First Minister at the Palace. The Queen has her quarters in the west side of the Palace, the government offices, such as they are, are located in the east side. I think the Ministers want to stay as far away from the Queen as possible but still keep an eye on her.
After catching the first Winthrop Group wagon of the day, I arrive at the Palace by 9:15 a.m., Earth time. They have a twenty hour day or a twenty cycle day by their language. Ten before Noon and ten after, though noon is midday. Midnight is still midnight. It always takes a few weeks to get used to Earth 2 time every time I return.
Two of the Winthrop Group guards stay with me the entire way. The wagon has five guards and they have outriders front, back and both sides, all armed with M4A1 Carbines. The wagon itself is like an armor plated pill box with a .50 caliber machine gun on top, pulled by a dozen horses. It’s a rough, dusty ride into Glory.
The two guards stay with me all the way to the First Minister’s office. His Secretary greets me as I enter through the large, double wooden doors. He sits at a table surrounded by boxes of papers stacked on narrower tables that line the walls.
“Good morning, Mr. White.”
“Good morning, Dilgar. Is First Minister Dupree in?”
“Always for you, Mr. White.” He stands up from behind his desk, walks over to the wooden door and opens it. I wait for him to introduce me.
“Mr. Don White, Regional Director of the Consortium to see you, First Minister Dupree. May I show him in?”
I can see Dupree over Dilgar’s shoulder. Dupree waives me in. Dilgar steps aside, clearing the path for me. As I walk past him, he steps out, closing the door quietly behind him. Dupree stands and offers me his hand. It’s not their custom to shake hands but Dupree has adapted.
“Welcome back, White. I hope you enjoyed your trip.”
I take his hand, gripping it firmly, a male bonding rite now in both worlds.
“I did, First Minister.”
“I don’t understand why you had to return to your world. We have many scenic and attractive areas you could visit.”
“You don’t have Las Vegas.”
“I have heard your people speak of that city before. It sounds enjoyable. I would be interested in visiting if not for …”
If not for losing his dick as the price to do so. We’ve offered practically the entire Ruling Counsel the opportunity to visit Earth but not a single one has ever thought twice about accepting. The thought of becoming a woman is so abhorrent to them, curiosity about my world, no matter how strong, can’t overcome it. I think they have to suppress a certain amount of revulsion to deal with me.
The Consortium makes it worth their while.
“You know that the offer remains open, First Minister. Just say the word.” I enjoy picking at that sore.
He looks down, shuffling papers on his desk, the suggestion clearly making him very uncomfortable. “Perhaps some other time … or perhaps the people who operate Las Vegas might like to visit us here. Help us duplicate their success in our world.”
I smile at his proposal. Dupree is always trying to get more from our world as long as it isn’t technology. They all fear the introduction of technology to their world almost to the same degree as they fear the sex change coming to our world. Almost.
“We can’t have a bunch of entertainment moguls seeing this world, First Minister. The existence of the portals must be kept secret at all costs.”
That’s the Consortium’s big fear. That someone on our side discovers what we’re doing and all we’ve done so far to keep the secret. A lot of people have disappeared over the years to protect that little secret.
“I appreciate your concerns, White, but I don’t see how you can keep such a thing secret. My government has to be eternally vigilant to protect our secrets and we don’t always succeed.”
“Governments can’t keep secrets, First Minister. Businesses can. We have different goals and objectives than governments, a different reward and punishment system. We can also move faster and more efficiently.”
He lifts a file off his desk. “Speaking of efficiency, here are the production figures from last month. I believe you shall be pleased.” I take it from his hand and leaf through it. “You will see new records in several categories.”
“Why is that?”
“We added a third shift to the Shellcrest mine. The lights you delivered were finally installed. We can now go twenty cycles a day.”
“Do you have the extra people?”
“Not enough yet but that problem will soon be resolved. There are a number of debt workers arriving in the next few days.”
“Women and children?”
“But of course.”
“What about men?”
“Men should not work along with women. It causes problems.”
He’s a real bastard, they all are but he gets the job done and that’s all the Consortium cares about. It’s depressing.
“Did I miss anything important while gone?”
Dupree frowns. “Just the Queen’s circus.”
“You mean a circus with acrobats, clowns and animals?”
“Not exactly. There were acrobats, of a sort and several kinds of animals, broadly speaking, at least until the Queen tired of them. It will only get worse as we near her birthday. Every year it’s the same thing. Her demands get wilder and wilder until it peaks on her birthday. It is as if she is trying to exceed Alexia herself.”
“Alexia?”
“You would not know of this. In the days before time there were Zaphod and Jillian, our great gods. But then came Alexia, a goddess of great beauty but no morals. She tempted Zaphod and, though he was a god, he was also a man and did what any man would do, he succumbed to her charms. Alexia was extraordinarily skilled and Zaphod became very enamored of her. Despite their frequent and extended couplings, Jillian waited for Zaphod to return to her, as a good wife should. Eventually, Zaphod discovered that Alexia was sharing her bed with others. He banished her and returned to Jillian, who welcomed him back with open arms. The poet Syzlack has written several lengthy and detailed poems describing the activities of Zaphod and Alexia. They are quite popular.”
“I can imagine. So Zaphod is …”
“The father of our world.”
“And Alexia is …”
“The greatest whore of all time. You should read Syzlack. Very entertaining.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Concentrate, Alexia!”
“I AM!”
“I am beginning to think you didn’t kill those men. You can’t even fold this sheet.”
“Can it, Dierdra.”
I had spoken with Johnathyn and we agreed that it was best that Dierdra join us and help train me as we drove onto Glory. She was willing to help and we couldn’t hang around Wintsead for very long. She wouldn’t leave until Tarryn had sufficiently recovered from her whipping, which took five days. She hadn’t fully recovered but she was past the danger zone so Dierdra was comfortable enough with her progress for us to leave.
I had continued to work on my skills while waiting to hit the road. I quickly got the hang of levitating things. Pieces of paper. Forks. Spoons. Knives. A chair, then two chairs, finally Johnathyn sitting in a chair.
He was a little nervous about that one. He wouldn’t let me try our wagon.
Now that we were back on the road, Dierdra was upping the challenge. She had me trying to fold a sheet while keeping it up in the air. So far, I’ve only been able to wad it into a ball. It’s been frustrating.
“Rest a moment, Alexia. You are too upset.”
“Fine.” I let the sheet fall from the air, landing on a pile of blankets.
She reaches out, patting my leg. “You have been working hard. Don’t worry, you will get it eventually.”
“How long did it take you?”
“That is not a fair comparison. I had to struggle for years to lift anything. You have come far in a few days.”
“But not far enough.”
“No, but I think it will be good for you. You will learn from the struggle. The more I consider it, the more I think that Opulessa’s power has handicapped her.”
I pull a handkerchief from the pocket of my skirt and wipe the sweat from my forehead. Concentration can be hard work. “What do you mean?”
“When you have little power, you need to be careful how you use it, you must not waste any.”
“You mean you have to be efficient.”
“I am not familiar with that word.”
“Being efficient means squeezing the most out of what you’ve got.”
“Yes, exactly. When you have so much power, you don’t need to be ‘efficient’, you can accomplish your objective easily. But what happens if you become stressed, if you are overwhelmed?”
“I know what you mean, though kind of in reverse. When computers first came out, they didn’t have much memory, much power. The programmers had to work really hard to get their programs to do all they wanted. They were always running up against limited resources. In order for them to succeed, they had to make their programs simple but elegant, no unnecessary steps, no dead ends. The problem that developed was that as machines became faster, more powerful, the limitations were lifted. Programmers could stuff more things into the code and the code could be sloppy. They didn’t care about beauty, about efficiency. All it had to do was work, at least at first. Sloppy programming led to buggy programs and crashing computers. More power led to crappy programs which led to pissed off users and you’ve got no idea what I’m talking about, do you?”
She smiles ruefully. “I am afraid not but it appears we understand each other. I suggest that you return to your training but that we stop to visit the Miryian Waters when we pass.”
“The what?”
Johnathyn spins around on the bench. “Are we near the Waters?”
“Yes. This road will take us past them in a few cycles, just about time to stop for the evening meal.”
Leeanna is sitting next to Johnathyn. She begins to clap her hands. “Father! Can we stop? Do we have the time?”
“I do not see why not. I have always wanted to see the Miryian Waters.”
“What’s the big deal?” I ask.
“The Miryian Waters is a place of healing. Of miracles,” he says.
CHAPTER NINE
Ours was not the only wagon at the entrance to the Miryian Waters. There were five wagons similar to Johnathyn’s, plus several smaller ones and one very large one, all sitting in what could best be called a gravel parking lot off the side of the road. There’s a wooden shack standing next to a gravel path that wanders away from the parking lot. Several clotheslines are arranged behind the shack, about half full of what looks like towels. There is a distinct smell of sulfur in the air and I can see smoke rising from behind a group of low hills in the direction that the path is headed.
“Are these hot springs?” I ask.
“They certainly are warm, very soothing, medicinal for some people” says Dierdra.
“So you’ve been here before.”
“Twice. You can rent a towel over there,” she points at the shack, “and walk down the path to the Waters. This is not the time of year when they are busiest.”
“I can imagine.” It feels like it’s only about the high Forties right now, and getting colder as the sun starts to set.
A man approaches as Johnathyn brings the wagon to a stop.
“Welcome to Miryian Waters, friend. How many in your wagon?”
“Four, three adults and one child,” Jonathan replies.
“We have plenty of spots but we will be closing shortly after nightfall.”
“Then we best hurry.”
Leeanna had already leapt from the wagon and was bouncing with excitement. “Hurry, Father! Hurry!”
“Calm yourself, Leeanna. We have plenty of time. Don’t run off. Wait for Dierdra and Alexia.” He helps Dierdra out of the wagon while I jump out.
We all amble towards the shack, Leeanna leading but Johnathyn isn’t far behind her. I guess that in a world that doesn’t have movies, television, DVDs or the internet, a big pond of hot water may pass as entertainment. By the time Dierdra and I reach the shack, Johnathyn has already paid for four large, white, surprisingly soft and fluffy towels.
Lee grabs his hand and pulls him down the path. Johnathyn simply shrugs his shoulders, allowing her to do so. She couldn’t move him with a bulldozer if he didn’t want to, so it’s just a game he’s playing. He’d be running down the path if he could get away with it. They round a turn in the path and disappear behind a small mound covered in tall grasses.
“Men,” says Dierdra.
“And children,” I add.
“Sometimes one and the same.” She tosses her towel over her shoulder and follows them down the path. I fall into step with her.
“When you say medicinal, do people actually drink the water?”
“No. Well, some might but the taste is not good. It would not kill you if you did drink it, but even the few who do drink the water do it without enjoyment.”
“So people just sit around in hot water? What’s the difference between that and a hot bath?”
“Some say there is no difference but others claim to have been cured.”
“Any double blind studies?”
“Some claim to have their sight restored.”
“That’s not what I meant … never mind.”
We continue to walk along the path as it winds through the mounds, tall bushes popping up here and there. Several people pass us, heading back the other way, their hair wet and skin pink. They are all smiling. Some of them walk with a limp or don’t walk at all, they are being carried. Others have arms in slings or other parts of their bodies bandaged. But they are all smiling, some through obvious pain.
“Exactly what kind of problems are these waters supposed to cure, Dierdra?”
“Everything from a hang nail to paralysis.”
“Doesn’t this world have doctors, nurses?”
“Who are they?”
“People who care for the ill and injured. People who figure out what is wrong with a person and then give them something that fixes the problem.”
“Ahh yes, Healers. We have them. I am one. It is just that sometimes, we do not have an answer.”
“Do you have antibiotics available?”
“Again, I do not understand.”
Just then, a man passes us, returning to the parking lot, his arm clearly swollen and infected. I could smell it even over the increasing strength of the sulfur odor. He smiles and nods at us as he passes. I wait until he turned the corner.
“Did you SEE that?”
“Yes. Poor man. Hopefully, the waters will give him some relief.”
“Relief?! He’ll be lucky if he only loses that arm! He needs antibiotics right NOW!”
“I am sure that he has seen whomever he could for his problem. Did you see how he was dressed? A man who dresses like that can afford the best care. We are here.”
We round the last bend and I see a large, flat, stone area, at least three square acres. There are hundreds of shallow pools, some large, some small, carved out of the stone. I bend down, rubbing my hand across the surface. It’s warm to the touch but it feels like sandstone. It wouldn’t be so hard to carve it into theses assorted pools. Each pool is interconnected, so the water flows from one to the other. They are all arranged around a larger central pool of water that is bubbling, gasses and steam rolling off the surface and floating slowly upward until it clears the surrounding hills and then they follow the prevailing wind. The whole area seems to be the lowest point in a large depression. Looking back up the path, I can now see that it gently drops down from the parking lot, like one very long winding wheelchair ramp.
Beside each pool is a thick pole in the ground, standing about six feet high, with pegs sticking out, angled upward. There are about a dozen pools currently occupied, clothes hanging from the pegs. Some hold only one person, others two or three, still others look like an entire family. It’s a little hard to see the whole place because the swirling steam and gasses block the view. The odor is almost overwhelming. If you’ve got a cold, this would certainly clear a congested nose in seconds.
“Over here, Alexia!”
That’s Johnathyn’s voice. It’s coming from my left. The steam is particularly thick over that way.
“Here’s the path,” says Dierdra. We start walking that way but I still can’t see him.
“Where are you, Johnathyn?” I shout.
“This way. We are not far,” he answers.
We keep walking along, the fog completely obscuring our view at times but only for a moment as it swirls around. The air is getting hotter and my clothes increasingly uncomfortable.
“We are here.” Johnathyn’s voice again, but much closer. I turn to my right and see his face and chest. I smile.
“Well, there you … are …” The breeze whips the last of the steam away from his naked body.
Completely naked. Full frontal.
Damn.
Dierdra starts to undress.
“Wait one cotton picking minute. No one said anything about being naked!”
“What did you think it would be, Alexia?” she asks.
“I don’t know … bathing suits?”
“What are bathing suits?” asks Lee. She was already in the water, slowly moving her arms about, creating swirls of steam around her.
“Hold it! Johnathyn, you’re getting in the same pool as your naked daughter?!”
They all look at me like I’m an idiot.
“That is what you do at the Miryian Waters. It is the custom,” says Dierdra.
“Since when?!”
“Since always,” Johnathyn replies. “You are creating a scene, Alexia. I am sorry that we did not explain this to you. That is our fault. I sometimes forget about your situation. If this makes you uncomfortable, you can always return to the wagon but you will be missing one of the better experiences in this world.”
By now, Dierdra has hung all her clothes on one of the pegs of the pole next to the pool. She steps gingerly into the pool.
“OOOowww! You picked a hot one!”
“I know,” Lee giggles.
It takes Dierdra several seconds to ease down into the water, but as she settled in, she smiles and sighs blissfully. Johnathyn steps next to me. I fight to keep my eyes focused on his.
“It is your choice Alexia. We don’t have that much time left but, if you wish, I will dress and guide you back to the wagon.”
He would too. He’d probably been looking forward to this his entire life, there were only a few hours left, at best, and he’d spend a chunk of it walking me back to the wagon. Hell, he’d likely insist on it. I reach for the tie on my cape.
“Crap. When in Rome.”
“What?”
“Go on and get in the water, big boy. I’ll be there soon.”
Johnathyn laughs, turns and ever so slowly drops down into the pool, as if he is savoring the experience. Unfortunately, now that all three of them are in the pool, I have an audience.
Leeanna had seen me naked before. The night of my arrival at their house, at the “Black Horse Inn” and semi-naked other times when we took hot sponge baths on the road. Johnathyn was never present when any of that happened. I wasn’t comfortable about being undressed with Leeanna around but I accepted the necessity. Here, in this world, I was acting like her step-mother. To freak out about a little mother/daughter skin would seem weird, and, to be honest, seeing her naked didn’t do anything for me, except surprise me. I mean, she’s just a kid. I was into grown women back on home, not little kids, girls or boys. I was more worried what she thought about me. She knew that I used to be a man. I was afraid she might think I’d be getting off, seeing her without clothes … which I didn’t!
You’d think I’d be more worried about Dierdra seeing me naked. We’re practically strangers. She’s a woman and I’m a man … at least I think like a man. I see this world with a man’s eyes, even though that’s the only thing male about me right now. But no.
It’s Johnathyn who has me most bothered. I’ve been naked with guys before. Who hasn’t had gym class at school? I played sports too. It wasn’t a big deal then. Why is it a big deal now? I can’t explain it. He’s playing it cool, just relaxing, laying back in the water, not even paying attention to me. There are lots of other people around but they’re already naked themselves, besides, with the steam and gasses, you can’t see much unless you’re right on top of someone.
I could ask Johnathyn to close his eyes or look away but that would be making a scene. Something I want to avoid. Best do it quickly, like ripping off a Band-Aid.
I kick off my shoes while I take off my cape, hanging it on a peg. I pull my petticoat down next, stepping out of it, dusting it off and hang it on a second peg. I glance over towards the pool but Johnathyn and Lee are talking about something. I take the opportunity to hastily drop my drawers then pull my dress over my head, leaving me in a cotton chemise. When I look back at Johnathyn, he’s still not paying attention so I grab the edges of the chemise with both hands and lift it off over my head.
I manage to keep from immediately covering myself with my hands, though I desperately want to, as if it is instinctual. I always hated seeing a woman do that, it seemed so … submissive, hunched over, cowering, desperately trying to cover body parts with other body parts. Screw that. I walk over to the edge of the pool and dip my right foot in.
I instantly jump back “JUDAS PRIEST! You could boil a lobster in there!” Johnathyn stares at me. I fight to keep my hands at my side, balling them up into fists.
He smiles at me. “Something wrong, Alexia?”
“No. It’s just hotter than I thought it was.”
“Come in slowly, Dear,” Dierdra suggests. “Give yourself time to adjust.”
We don’t have five years, Dierdra. I extend my right foot again, barely touching the water near a shallow edge. It’s actually a little cooler, though still insanely hot. If they can do it, I can do it. Pushing my foot in further, it touches a sloped side. I can just very slowly slide towards the middle. The stone feels cooler than the water. Clenching my teeth, I continue to gradually lower myself into the water, pausing for a moment when a new part touches the near boiling water. First it’s my left foot, then my butt, quickly followed by my vagina.
That’s a treat.
Eventually, after what seems like hours under everyone’s watchful eyes, I settle in near Dierdra, who looks surprised.
“Would you prefer to sit with your Husband?”
“Not right now. Thanks anyway. If I move I’m afraid I’d explode in flames.”
“What a girl!” Leeanna exclaims.
“Now Lee, Alexia has never done this before.”
“Neither have we, Father!”
“Well then, she may be more sensitive. We are all different.”
“Thanks a lot.” Actually, once I get settled in, the pain subsides and I start to feel more relaxed. I even shift around a bit to find a more comfortable position for my head.
“They should have some kind of waterproof pillow. It would make this whole thing more comfortable.”
“I have a very good spot right here, Alexia. You are free to try it,” Johnathyn says.
“No, I’m fine. I don’t want to be a bother.”
He slides away from his spot towards me. “Nonsense, it is no bother. Just try it.”
“Fine.”
The pool is only about four feet deep at its deepest. I can’t cross over to where Johnathyn is without making body contact with him. A lot of contact. My shoulders and back touch his thighs and, as we pass each other, I can feel his dick slide down my spine where it rests in my ass crack, briefly, as our bodies turn together and then we’re past one another.
“How do you like it?”
“Give me a chance to adjust … oh yeah, I see what you mean. It’s very nice.”
“Not what you expected?”
“Not at all.”
I try to stay submerged as much as possible but the heat is too much, forcing me to rise up. Looking around the basin at the other people, I notice something unusual.
“Dierdra, no one shaves their legs.”
“What, Dear?”
“No one shaves their legs. I hadn’t had a chance to see it until now. Leeanna didn’t but she’s too young. With all the long dresses, this is the first time I’ve had a chance to see naked legs.”
Dierdra is confused. “Why would a person remove the hair from their legs? It is still quite cold. Hair is useful in keeping warm.”
“Not the men, just the women. Why don’t they shave their legs?”
“Why would anyone shave their legs, man or woman?” asks Johnathyn.
“It looks better, all sleek and smooth,” I answer.
“It does?” he responds.
I want to argue the point then realize that it’s better if I drop it. Why fight to convince someone to act in a way that I’d rather not do in the first place.
Johnathyn is looking hard at my legs. “Perhaps you could show us what you mean, Alexia.”
“Never mind, Johnathyn. My mistake.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The manager came back to us and said that time was up, that he was closing for the day. We had only been there about an hour and a half. Johnathyn was clearly disappointed, as was Lee. I wouldn’t have minded another hour or so myself. One of the men with another group had to be carried, he couldn’t move his legs. Johnathyn jumped right in to help. Totally typical for him.
All of the large wagons left were staying parked for the night, as was one of the smaller ones. A total of five. The people in the small wagon didn’t seem equipped for an overnight stay, not with the weather as cold as it was. Dierdra went around and arranged a kind of pitch in supper for the entire group.
Turns out that they were all fairly nice people. One group was like us, just passing by and wanting the experience. The other three had people with medical problems. The guy who couldn’t walk, the man with the infected arm and a woman with lung problems. It sounded like the woman might have Tuberculosis. The guy who couldn’t walk had a bad fall, probably broke his back. The last guy cut his arm in a fight of some kind. I think Dierdra was right, he might be rich. He had a very fancy rig. Kind of a horse drawn RV. He had fresh meat, rabbit, for the pitch in. Very popular. He also had a brand of Klatch that impressed the men. Must have been top of the line. Naturally, the women didn’t get a taste. We probably didn’t miss much.
We were all gathered around one large communal fire and I was getting pretty comfortable when Johnathyn came up behind me and leaned down next to my right ear.
“I need the use of your flashlight,” he whispers.
“Why?” I whisper back.
He doesn’t answer right away, then whispers “Come with me … please.”
What can I do? He said the magic word. I get up and follow him back to our wagon. He stops just outside the back.
“What’s the big mystery?” I ask.
“I intend to go back to the Waters tonight.”
“They’re closed.”
“We will be leaving in the morning and I may never have another chance. I can likely find my way in the dark but your flashlight would help.”
“How much Klatch have you had tonight?”
He chortles. “You sound just like a true wife, Alexia. I have only had two cups. It has not affected my judgment. Dierdra is here to watch Leeanna. Why don’t you join me?”
“But they’re closed!”
“And you call yourself an Anarchist.”
Well, he’s got me there. At least he didn’t call me chicken.
“Alright. Exactly what do you have in mind?”
“I just want to sit and relax for an hour or so.”
That does sound kinda fun. It’s not like I haven’t broken and entered before.
“Okay, you’re on. We’ll need towels.”
He reaches over the end of the wagon and picks up a bag.
“I have everything we need except for that flashlight.”
“We need? You must have been pretty confident.”
He shrugs. “I think I know my Wife well.”
“Well enough … for now. I’ll tell Dierdra.”
“Make certain Leeanna doesn’t find out. She will want to join us.”
“You don’t have three towels in that bag?”
“Just two.”
“Fine. Wait for me here.”
“Don’t be long.”
I carefully return to the group around the fire. There are two children about Lee’s age, a boy and a girl. She’s been busy all evening with them. She’s a talker. She’ll be fine without us for awhile. I squat next to Dierdra.
“Johnathyn wants to go back to the Waters tonight.”
“It is closed, the manager said so.”
“I know but it’s not like there’s anything to break or steal. It’s a bunch of hot puddles for Zaphod’s sake. He said he may never get another chance.”
“Are you going with him?”
“Yes … but it’s no big deal.”
“Did he ask you to come with him?”
“Yes, but it doesn’t mean anything. It’s just a couple of guys, hanging out.”
“He doesn’t think of you as a ‘guy’. Nor are you a ‘guy.’”
“I know, female plumbing and all that, but I’m still a guy inside.”
“Alexia, you are not. I can sense how you feel about the world, about Leeanna … about Johnathyn. It is as if you were her mother … and his wife.”
“You’re crazy! We’ve never done anything like that! Not even close!”
“A shame. He is a very attractive man. And a good provider. And father. I did not say you feel as a lover towards him, but as a wife. In this world, they are not necessarily one and the same. I have known many happy couples in my time, more unhappy ones. You and Johnathyn are not unlike them.”
I’ll humor her. “Are we happy or unhappy?”
“Too early to tell. Why don’t you go find out? I will watch Leeanna, your daughter.”
“Ha. Ha. Funny witch. You should be on Letterman. We’ll be back soon.”
Standing up, I slowly work my way back to our wagon, not wanting to attract attention. Johnathyn is leaning against the wagon gate. He really is a big guy. I remember him standing next to the pool earlier today when the smoke suddenly cleared.
A really big guy.
“What did she say?” he asks.
“About what?”
“About watching Lee. What else is there?”
“She said she would. There wasn’t anything else.”
“Then what took so long?”
“I didn’t want to attract attention. We are sneaking off, remember?”
“Yes, good idea. We had better wait to use the flashlight until we are past the first set of hills.”
“Great. Let’s go.”
He grabs the bag and we move off, saying nothing as we carefully walk across the gravel, trying to tread lightly. It’s a half moon but there are few clouds so we can see pretty well, particularly with the white gravel as our guide. There’s no gate of any kind, just a closed and locked towel shack to indicate they are closed. Not even a “Closed” sign. I almost don’t feel the old thrill of an illegal act. We make several turns before running into some fog. Johnathyn switches on the light. It was never intended to be a really powerful beam, more general purpose, but it does help. We manage to get within fifty feet or so of the nearest pools before the fog gets so thick that I can’t see anything.
“Johnathyn!” I hiss. “Where are you? I can’t see a damn thing!”
“It is as expected. Hot, moist air. Colder temperatures.”
“Thank you Mister Weather Man. Where are you?” I feel his large hand gently encase mine.
“I am here. Do we go on?”
“Sure, just don’t lead us into some boiling pit of doom.”
Now I can see why there was no gate or sign. Most people would have stopped by now. Johnathyn pulls at my hand and I follow, heart pounding, waiting to step into a hole. The fog grows thicker with each step.
“Johnathyn, where the hell are we?”
“Don’t worry, Alexia, we are almost there.”
“How can you possibly know …”
Just then, we step out of the fog into crystal clear air. We’re almost in the exact spot we were earlier today but there are fog walls surrounding the pools with a fog ceiling. It’s an inversion of some kind, creating this pocket of clear but sulfurous air. What’s weirder is that the moss that grows between the pools is glowing, a soft, yellow light, illuminating the entire area.
“By Zaphod’s beard … “Johnathyn gasps.
“Ditto.”
“Have you ever seen such a sight, Alexia?”
“No, I haven’t. It’s … it’s ..” Go ahead and admit it. “It’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.”
Johnathyn looks over at me and smiles. “Ditto.”
I shake my head and laugh. We walk among the pools until he stops at one built for two.
“Shall we?”
“Why not?”
I realize that we are still holding hands. Johnathyn brings our linked hands up to my shoulder height then slowly opens his fingers, letting my hand slip free. We undress at the same time, our backs turned towards each other. As I hang my chemise upon the peg, I can feel my heart pounding. It’s more than we shouldn’t be here, more than we shouldn’t be here together, more than I shouldn’t be naked with a handsome man in an entirely different world than I was born in. It’s more than all that put together … but I don’t know what it is.
I take several breaths, attempting to calm down, pause, then turn around to face Johnathyn.
He’s standing less than two feet away from me, looking down at me and smiling, his dick at half mast.
“That didn’t happen earlier today,” I whisper.
“What didn’t happen?” I point to his rising cock. “Oh my!” He tries to cover up but it’s hopeless. I remember being caught with a growing erection at embarrassing times. The embarrassment only makes it worse. In seconds, he’s got a full on raging boner.
“Alexia! I’m sorry …”
“Don’t worry about it. I was caught after gym class looking at a Playboy someone left in a locker. Once it started, I couldn’t stop it, no matter what I thought or did. The little guy does sometime have a mind of his own.”
“Thank you for understanding.”
“Though I don’t think we can call yours a ‘little guy.’”
It’s ten inches long if it’s an inch and almost six inches around. I’ve seen bigger in some porn films but not by much. With his build and looks, he’d have been a porn stallion back home. He’s blushing but hasn’t shrunk a fraction of an inch.
“Please, Alexia, you must not tell anyone about this.”
“Why not? All the other girls will be sooo jealous when I tell them how well hung my husband is. ‘My husband is hung like a horse, girls. Muscles to die for, legs like iron, shoulders that don’t stop, an ass like no other and balls the size of oranges. And he puts it to me … every … single … night. Orgasms galore.’ Why wouldn’t you want a reputation like that? They’ll be all over you when I’m gone.”
“Stop making sport, Alexia.”
“Who’s sporting? It’s all true. Well, except for the sex and orgasm part.”
“Please, Alexia?”
“Fine. It’ll be our secret, but I think you’re really missing a great opportunity. I could be the ultimate wingman.”
“What is a wingman?”
“A buddy who helps you find women. He talks you up, makes you seem more attractive, a better catch. If a woman who looked like me told a great looking woman that she had found this great guy for her, she’d be all over you. Trust me.”
“Why would I want that?”
“You know something, Johnathyn. You’re hopeless. Get in the pool before you put someone’s eye out with that thing.”
He eases in, just as before. I let him go first because there is less room in this pool than the family sized one we used before. Once he’s down, he offers me his hand to steady myself. I take it, conscious of the slippery, glowing moss all over the place. You do not want to flop into one of these pools. It takes less time to adapt this time, the relaxing effect kicking in. My heart rate has dropped back to normal. Johnathyn’s still got that big boner, though it’s down a bit, so he’s relaxing too.
We’re very close in this pool, not on top of each other but there’s not a part of either ones body that isn’t within easy reach of the other. He reaches into his bag and pulls out his small jug.
“Klatch?” I ask.
“Yes, some of what Asgrip Tylen offered.” He lifts the jug to his lips and takes a swig. “Excellent.”
“Do you really need that stuff?”
“No, but I enjoy it, from time to time.”
“Haven’t you people ever heard of beer? Or wine?”
“What are they?”
“Fermented wheat and barley or grapes. As opposed to whatever the hell you use to make Klatch.”
“Do you want to know, Alexia?”
“Probably not. Pass that bottle.”
We sit in the water, passing the jug back and forth, me taking sips and him taking drinks. With the dome of fog and the glowing moss, it’s like our own little world. With its own rules.
“Alexia, why does the moss glow as it does? Is it magic?”
“No, it’s chemistry, actually biochemistry. I studied this in school. The moss contains certain chemicals which bind together, creating an enzyme. The enzyme oxidizes when it contacts air, breaking down but giving off light as it does. There are lots of creatures that can do that in my world, many deep sea fish. I don’t think we have this particular species of moss. I’d have to check the database on the computer to be sure.”
“But how does it actually glow?”
I scoop up some with my hand and hold it out in front of me. “Look, follow along. The moss grows, using the water and chemicals in the water, plus the gasses around here. While it grows …”
Suddenly, I’m surrounded by the moss that was in my hand. I can see the chemical process taking place. The creation of the enzyme, how it breaks down, exactly as explained in my biochemistry class years ago. I reach out with my hand and slow it down, then slower still, until the process stops completely, frozen in time. I can move around, examining it all from different angles. I then reach out again and restart everything, bringing it back up to original speed. After watching for a moment or two, I speed it up a little … then a little more … then more. The glowing increases, becoming brilliant. Then it burns out, leaving the ruins of the organism around me.
I return to the pool, Johnathyn shaking my shoulders.
“Alexia?! Are you well?”
“Yeah … yeah, I am. What happened?”
“You were speaking of the moss when you grew silent. The moss stopped glowing, then came back, then became so bright that it hurt my eyes to gaze upon it. Then it suddenly went dark. That is when I shook you.”
“I did that. I turned it on and off. Sped it up and down. I was there, in the moss. I happened once before, just briefly. I was inside my computer. I could see everything, feel everything. I didn’t make any changes, it only lasted a few seconds.”
“Try it again.”
I scoop up more moss, relax, concentrate on the mass of green glop in my hand … and I’m back in, just as before. I speed up the processes and the same thing happens, a bright, blinding light, then burn out. It’s as if I’m taking all the energy reserves and releasing them in a short burst, leaving nothing behind.
“Amazing!” said Johnathyn. “Can you change it?”
“I think so, but I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t understand the mechanism. If I do something wrong, I could create something deadly … or so prolific it could cover the world in moss. This is the second magic effect Dierdra was talking about, a tool that can accomplish a task, changing the nature of reality and then remove the magic, while the changed system moves on. This is powerful stuff. Insanely powerful.”
“Perhaps you should stop for now?”
“Good idea … though I could use the time to practice some other magic techniques. If you’re willing.”
“Is it dangerous?”
“I wouldn’t think so.”
He takes another hit off the Klatch jug. “Go ahead. Impress me.”
I take the jug from his hands and down my own shot. “Impress you, huh? Here, in our own little world with our own rules. Is that what you want?”
“Yes, it is.”
“Your wish is my command, Sahib.”
“What is a Sahib … oohh no, no, no … I didn’t mean …”
“Be quiet, Johnathyn. I need to concentrate. Wouldn’t want to break anything, would we?”
“No.”
I had reached out with my mind and grabbed his still hard cock, just as if I was holding a cup or folding the sheet. In my mind, it was my hand gently sliding up and down the wet shaft. It only took a few seconds and it was back to its full glory, rising above the water. I keep stroking it, the full length up, then down, repeating over and over. I can feel it in my hands, the slick, soft skin, sliding past my palms. Johnathyn is laying back against the rock edge of the pool, eyes closed, smiling wistfully. I lean in close to his ear.
“Do you like that?”
“Ohh yess.”
“Good. Keep your eyes closed. You’re gonna love this.”
I kept stroking with my hands but added my tongue to the tip, imagining that I was trying to swirl it all over the head. My lips feel the heat of the large head. It’s about the size of a golf ball. It pops into my mouth and I attack it with my tongue, lashing at it, then swirling it. Johnathyn groans several times as his breathing rate increases. I can feel the pressure of his cock against my lips and mouth, but I also know that there is nothing actually in my mouth. It is all transferred sensations, controlled by my mind.
I imagine sinking lower on his dick with my mouth, drawing him in. The pressure of his cock travels down my throat yet I have no trouble breathing. He, on the other hand, is beginning to gasp for air.
“My … oh … my … oh …. oh … Alexia”
“What?”
“How can you speak?”
“Magic. Keep your eyes closed. It gets better. I hope.”
“OH … oh … hope?”
I bob up and down for several minutes, first fast then slow, all the while I am actually sitting quietly next to Johnathyn in the pool. Eventually, I pull back, returning to a hand job. His breathing returns to where it was, fast but steady. Now, I swing my body over on top of his, rising up, resting my pussy against the tip of his cock, swinging my hips back and forth slightly until the tip settles firmly in the tight opening.
This is new for me. I haven’t even masturbated since the change. There really hasn’t been the opportunity. When have I been alone for more than a few minutes? I don’t know if my imagination can fill in all the blanks. I know what it should feel like from Johnathyn’s side but what does a woman truly feel during sex? What does it feel like to be penetrated, filled by a cock the size of his?
Our world. Our rules.
I start to drop down slowly, letting the wet pole ease past the lips of my vagina. I can feel it slip up my vaginal canal, pushing everything aside as it travels toward my uterus. Just using those words in my head makes me smile. Must be the Klatch.
Pulling partially back up, I begin to bounce up and down, slowly at first, gradually allowing more and more of his delicious cock access to my pussy, until, finally, I am stuffed full.
“Don’t move your hands, Johnathyn. It will destroy the illusion. Just let the feelings happen. Can you do that for me?”
“Yesss.”
“Good. Hold onto your hat.”
“My … hat … what …uuughh”
I begin to bounce on the full length of his big dick, pull almost the entire way up and driving down, adding the sensation of my breasts rubbing against his chest. His hands stay at his side but his fingers clutch at the air. I know that if I was in his position, my hands would be on my hips, holding on while driving up with my hips or squeezing my tits as hard as I could stand. My nipples are as hard as nails even now, the feelings of the skin on skin contact almost too much to bear, but I must keep concentrating or it all goes away.
I kick my bouncing into overdrive, alternating with rocking my hips. Johnathyn is almost there.
“Uhhh … Uhhh … UUUhhh …. UUUHHhhh …. HHHaaaa … AAAHHHhh … AAHHHH!”
He shoots cum straight up in the air, his hips thrusting up repeatedly. Stream after stream, arching high and falling back into the pool. The same pool I’m in.
Eeewww. Hadn’t thought of that. Oh well, it’s pretty hot. The little buggers won’t last long.
After a short while, his breathing falls back into the normal range. When you think about it, it’s been at least as long for Johnathyn as it’s been for me. If I couldn’t do anything because of not being alone, he’s been in the same boat. As much cum as he shot, it could have been longer.
He takes one final deep breath and exhales.
“I have never, in all my life, ever experienced something like that. Not with Leeantha, not with anyone before or since.”
“Pretty neat, huh? I’ve been working on my control and concentration. I’m getting better.”
“Did you … enjoy it as well?”
“Yeah, I did. If you mean did I get the big O, no but I wasn’t going for that. Frankly, I’m not sure how to do that in this body. Sure, I know the basics but not all the little details and secrets that no one wants to talk about. That just comes with experience. I’ve got a lot more experience with your side than mine. That’s why I knew what generally would feel good to you.”
“But you were not satisfied?”
“As much as I could be. I guess I could have waved the ol’ wand and said ‘be sexually fulfilled’ but what’s the use of that? It was fun, I enjoyed it, I picked up some new information, and you looked like you had fun too.”
“I can’t help but feel that I owe you something of equal value, though I have no idea what that could possibly be.”
“Like a post sex cuddle?”
“At the very least.”
“If it’ll make you feel better, just this once.”
He slides closer to me, extending his arm over my shoulder, pulling me tighter to him. I rest my head on his chest, letting my right arm reach across his body. This is nice, something this body … I … need. I didn’t realize it until just now. Though, again, it may be the Klatch talking.
Our world. Our rules. One night only.
That’s when the screaming started.
CHAPTER TEN
“AAAHHHHHH!! FATHERRRRR! AAAAAHHHHHH HELP ME FATHERRR!
It was Leeanna! She was out in the fog somewhere!
“I’M COMING!” screams Johnathyn as we bolt from the pool. He quickly pulls on his pants as I step into my shoes and throw my dress on over my head, leaving the rest on the pegs.
“PLEASE HURRY, FATHER OOOHHH PLEASE!”
“KEEP SHOUTING, LEEANNA! HELP US FIND YOU!”
We charge into the fog. I grab the flashlight but it’s too dense to do any good.
“HELP, FATHER! HELP ME!”
“THIS WAY! LEEANNA, KEEP SHOUTING!”
I stumble a couple of times but still manage to keep from falling down. Eventually, the fog thins a little and we can see where we are.
“LEEANNA!” Johnathyn shouts.
“Father! Help!” It’s her, but weaker than before. We run down the path. Around the corner, we find her.
She’s on her back, a big snake attached to her leg as she tries to shake it off. Johnathyn scoops up a large rock as he charges the snake. It manages to let go of Leeanna just in time for him to smash its head to pulp with several blows with the rock then tossing the body away. I run to Leeanna, kneeling down beside her. I inspect the bite mark
It’s bad, bloody and torn. There’s another one near it and a third on her arm. Either that was one determined snake or she ran into a nest. Johnathyn falls to his knees next to her.
“Leeanna, my baby, are you well?”
“Snakes father … I was just coming to … so many snakes … I’m sorry …”
She passes out and begins to tremble. Johnathyn is crying, holding her hand.
“Did you recognize the snake?” I ask.
“What?”
“What kind of snake was it? Was it poisonous?”
“I don’t know. I just wanted to kill it.”
“Check and see, here’s the flashlight.”
He runs over and takes a look, then groans.
“It is Woodland Adder, very poisonous.”
“Great, and she may have been bitten by three. Okay, pick her up and …”
“Yes! We’ll take her to the Waters!”
“NO! The Waters are a joke! They couldn’t cure anything beyond dandruff. Take her back to the wagon …”
“There are no Healers for miles. She will die before then! We must pray that the Waters will save her!”
I get up in his face. “Listen to me! Curing waters are a myth, they’re a scam, total crap! Dropping Leeanna into one of those pools just guarantees that it’ll take longer for rigor mortis to set in after she dies! She’s either suffering from anaphylactic shock, neurotoxin poisoning, or both, not counting good old bacterial infection. We are taking her back to the wagon NOW!”
“Who will treat her?”
“I will.”
“YOU?! What do you know?”
“Not much now, but give me ten minutes and I’ll be able to fix her. You got a better deal?”
“She is my daughter,” he sobs. “I cannot lose her.”
“I won’t let her die, Johnathyn. Not as long as I’m the baddest ass witch in this country.”
He quickly scoops up her trembling body. “Lead.”
I take off at a dead run, flashlight showing the way, Johnathyn right on my heels. As we approach the entrance, there are several people gathered there.
“OUT OF THE WAY!” I scream.
They all scatter as we rush through. Our wagon is the farthest from the entrance. Dierdra is standing next to it.
“I heard the screaming! What happened?!”
I vault into the back of the wagon and pitch several blankets out the back.
“Snake bite. Poison. Very bad. Wrap her up, keep her warm.”
My pack is still unlocked so I yank my computer out, press the power button and then start searching through the programs for the medical encyclopedia. I find it and load it into the tray. I jump back out while it loads. Almost everyone who had been here earlier was standing around.
“Does anybody here have any experience dealing with snake bites?! Anyone? Dierdra, how about you?”
She looks frightened. “Some, but I have nothing with which to make a poultice or …”
“Poultice. Wonderful. Anybody else? No. Dierdra, I’m going back to the wagon and learn what I can about snake bites and poison in ten minutes. You keep her alive until then.”
“How?”
“I don’t care how. Take whatever power you need from me but do it. Ten minutes.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Ten minutes later, I’ve got a plan. Not necessarily a successful plan but it’s the best I can do. She’s likely allergic, that’s where the anaphylactic shock comes from, for that I want an epinephrine shot. Since we don’t have epinephrine, I’ll need to eliminate all the venom from her body. I’ve got to slow her metabolism down to limit the absorption of the about eight different toxins that are attacking almost every one of her major systems. Unfortunately, I also need to stimulate her immune system to create its own anti-venom. So the steps are; first, slow metabolism. Second, strip out toxins. Third, create anti-venom. Forth, restore metabolism. Fifth, clean out bacteria. Sixth, repair damage.
Simple.
I sit down next to Leeanna’s tightly wrapped body. She’s seizing so hard I’m afraid she might break a bone. I take Johnathyn’s hand in mine.
“Don’t panic. At first, you might think she’s dead. She’s not. It’s part of the plan. Just like the moss, I’m slowing her down to buy time. There’s lots more to worry about later on. Here goes nothin’.”
I close my eyes and try to get calm, to concentrate … but I can’t. It’s Leeanna! If I can’t do this, it’ll kill Johnathyn. If we hadn’t gone back to the Waters, she wouldn’t have come in after us. It’s our fault … my fault!
I shake my head, trying to clear my mind but it won’t work. I can feel the panic starting to build. I shake my head again, still no good. I’m running out of time! Oh God! No! I’ve got to … there’s a hand on my shoulder.
“Peace,” Dierdra whispers soothingly in my ear. “Peace …. be calm … you are a powerful witch. Peace … be calm … you will succeed … be calm … peace …” She keeps whispering. It helps. A lot. I feel a growing sense of tranquility, of confidence, of clarity. I open my eyes.
I’m in, blood rushing past me, carrying red blood cells, white cells … and molecules causing destruction to whatever they touch. That’s the venom! I raise my hands and slowly draw my fingers into fists, willing the blood to slow, her breathing rate to reduce, he pulse to drop back … back … back until all is nearly still. Just the occasional shallow breath and lub-dub of her heart.
The molecules of neurotoxin are hanging in the blood around me, floating, moving slightly every time her heart beats. I reach out and grab one. It’s an assembly of chemicals, almost crystalline. Beautiful if you ignore what it’s doing to Lee.
It disappears. I grab a second, then a third, making them also disappear. There are too many and this is taking much too long. I grab another molecule and move towards a cluster of white cells. I thrust it into their midst.
“This is the enemy, girls. Seek and destroy.”
They fall upon it, destroying it. There’s a subtle change in their appearance.
“Good. Great. We need a lot more of you.”
Suddenly, I am surrounded by masses of white cells primed to attack the neurotoxins. I move towards Leeanna’s heart but call for the white cells to come after me, to clean the venom from her system. I continue move through her circulatory system as the white cells attack the venom, moving faster as each second passes. In the end, I don’t see any more venom but I have seen blackened areas of her lungs, kidneys and even her heart.
Where ever I go, white cells follow me, attacking small pockets of venom until the cells are just floating around me. We may have gotten it all, stopping the allergic reaction. We’ll have to find out. I raise my hands again and bring her heart rate up, a little at a time, but not too far. I don’t want to stress her yet, not until I can fix her heart, lungs and kidneys. I quickly move from organ to organ, removing damaged tissue and stimulating the growth of new tissue. Concentrating on the bite sites, the white cells take out all the foreign bacteria and germs.
Making one last pass through her body, I don’t spot anything that looks broken or damaged but what do I know? This whole thing has been a crap shoot. Time to put her back online and hope for the best. Leeanna, please, for your father’s sake, get well. I raise my hands and slowly return her heart beat, and blood pressure back to normal, then close my eyes again, concentrate and pull away, the sound of her rushing blood and beating heart fading away, being replaced by the pop and crackle of the fire pit.
Opening my eyes, I see Dierdra, her hand on Leeanna’s forehead. Lee is quiet, no longer shaking violently. Her eyes flutter, then open. She smiles weakly.
“She still has a fever,” says Dierdra, “but it is slight. I think she will recover.”
I slowly stand, my legs weak and cold, my dress damp with sweat and getting chilly in the frosty air. Johnathyn drops a blanket over my shoulders then hugs me fiercely.
“Bless you, Alexia,” he whispers.
Simple. Nothing more needs to be said between us. I look at the people crowding around us, focusing on the man with the horribly infected arm and the woman with lung problems.
“Who’s next?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
A servant girl wakes me out of a very sound sleep. Unfortunately, it is at the request of the First Minister. I dress hurriedly and walk quickly to his office, which is only a hundred decileagues from my apartment in this wing of the Palace. The First Minister often works late into the night, leaving a large stack of work waiting for me in the morning, but rarely calls for me.
I knock on his door and he bids me enter. I take up my customary position at the front of his desk and wait for him to finish reading the report in his hands.
“Did you read this report, Dilgar?”
“No, First Minister. It came by courier marked for your eyes only.”
He looks up at me from his chair. “That doesn’t usually stop you.”
I shrug my shoulders. “I had other business you assigned me to attend to, Sir.”
“I suppose it is just as well. It would seem that Patron Miller has found himself a witch.”
“How is that possible, First Minister? We were assured that Miran Pegues’ mission had been thwarted.”
“Apparently those assurances from the Winthrop Group were optimistic. Pegues did return with a … woman who might be able to challenge the Queen.”
“Where is she? Should we send the Guard to capture her?”
He picks up the paper he had been reading. “My source says that no one can be certain as to where she is, not even Pegues. The attempt to kill his witch while she was still on the other side has tipped our hand. Pegues suspects a traitor and has taken steps to hide her from us while she travels to Glory. If we begin an all out search, it will only confirm those suspicions and lead to a hunt for my source among the rebels. It would be best to let the plot develop while we keep a close eye on those we can identify. As we get closer to completion, more traitors will reveal themselves.”
“There is risk in that plan, First Minister. What if your source is unable to keep you informed?”
“My source is highly placed and loyal to our cause. He is being paid more than enough to remain loyal. I have told him that, should he fail, the Queen will be informed of that failure. She has a stable full of such failures and he is well aware of it.”
I have seen that stable. The creatures that used to be men and women that reside there are more than enough to guarantee loyalty to the Queen - or the strong desire to never be caught should you fail her. Sometimes, I feel the risks of this job are simply not worth the rewards.
“So, First Minister, your plan is …”
“Watch and wait, Dilgar. Watch and wait.”
“Is there something that requires my attention, right now?”
He grins at me, but it is not a friendly grin. “Why did I have you awoken at this ungodly hour? Is that your question?”
“If you say so, Sir.”
He points to a pile of papers on the table next to his desk. It is at least half a decileague tall. “You and I will be going through those reports looking for anything unusual.”
“Just us? We have many people capable of that kind of work.”
“You mean mindless sifting of reports.”
“As you say, Sir.”
“Do we have many such people you would place your life in the hands of? People you would trust to not miss anything, people you would trust to keep silent about this search? Do we have many of such people?”
I sigh. He has a point. “No, First Minister, we do not have such people.”
“I did not think so. Have a seat and begin.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We have been on the road for well over two cycles but Alexia still sleeps soundly, despite the jarring of the wagon. Leeanna has not left her side for a second, cuddled up against her. I can understand why she still sleeps past daybreak. Last night was full of miracles.
After bringing Leeanna back from the brink of death, she proceeded to cure the woman who coughed black phlegm and the man with the badly swollen and discolored arm, the one she claimed would fall victim to a gang of green, though I don’t know what green things she was speaking of.
Alexia is not always completely clear when she speaks. It is endearing.
To top it all off, she was also able to cure the man who could not walk. She said he was the easiest of the three, just reconnected what she called his spinal cord. He was awake as she did it, responding when she asked him to move this part of his leg or foot. After a few adjustments, he was able to stand and, with a little help, walk.
I have never been a part of a more joyous celebration. The families could not offer Alexia enough and she refused it all. She was so tired that she had to sit and rest before finally falling asleep. Leeanna insisted on preparing her for bed and Alexia didn’t complain. When we awoke this morning, the other wagons had departed but they had left gifts of food, money or other goods in thanks. They could do no less, despite Alexia’s request.
Dierdra is accompanying me as I drive the wagon towards Sweetwater, our next destination where I am to meet Miran Pegues and provide information concerning Alexia’s progress. I feel guilty about keeping my meetings with Pegues secret from her. Not exactly secret but I have not been completely truthful with her. It bothers me, particularly after what she did for me last night. Both before and after the attack by the snakes.
“She still sleeps,” says Dierdra.
“Are you surprised?”
“That she sleeps? No. That she was able to cure all those people? Yes, your daughter included. Once I saw her, I was certain there was no hope. My guilt was overwhelming. You had entrusted her to my care and I had failed. She had asked me where the two of you had gone and I told her but that she was to wait with the others at the fire. She did not obey.”
“It is her nature to question everything.”
“I should have suspected as much, but did not. Her screams for help …” Dierdra shudders, “I could not describe my anguish.”
“Nor could I. To be honest, I was frozen with fear when I first saw her. I would have taken her back to the Waters if Alexia had not insisted she could save her. She was very insistent. Very. I have never had a woman be so forward with me.”
“Alexia would also insist that she is not a woman.”
“I do not know about that.” I glance back where she and Leeanna are sleeping. “She cares for Leeanna as any mother would.”
“Or as any father would.”
“Perhaps you are right but I cannot think of her as anything but a strong, remarkable woman.”
“Who is a powerful witch.”
“Is she that powerful?”
“Not quite yet, but her power grows along with her ability to control it. In truth, I have never heard of Opulessa curing people as Alexia did last night.”
“Has she ever tried?”
“Perhaps not. It would not seem to be her nature, to care for others.”
“Not as Alexia does. Did you know that she cared for both her mother and brother in the other world? Her mother had a problem with their kind of Klatch and her brother was looked down upon by society, though I am not exactly certain why that was. Alexia was as a mother to them. Possibly she was fated to come to this world? To embrace her true nature?”
“That is possible, though she does not think much of fate. She believes that one should have control in their life.”
“So she has told me. Many times.”
“What did the two of you do when you returned to the Waters?”
“Just as before, though the smoke and fumes were all around us, yet we had clear air surrounded by the thick air. There was glowing moss all around us, providing enough light to see. It was quite amazing.”
“Is that all you did?”
“Alexia practiced her magic by … moving things.”
“What things?”
“Different things. I really do not wish to say more.”
“I will ask her when she wakes.”
“She may not wish to say any more than I have.”
“Then I will have my answer.”
“I do not understand women.”
“Oh you understand women better than you think you do,” says Alexia.
We both turn to look. She is sitting up, stretching and rubbing her eyes. Her hair is mess. She pushes and pulls at it, moving it away from her mouth and eyes, eventually getting it clear of her face and pushed past her ears. She looks down at Leeanna who is lying next to her, gently stroking her hair.
“Is she alright?”
“Yes, Alexia, thanks to you,” Dierdra answers.
“I was lucky. Didn’t have near enough time to completely figure out what was going on. Got what I could and winged the rest. We were all lucky last night. I couldn’t have done it without your help Dierdra. That calming, whispering thing really worked. I was about to freak out just before you started it. Mellowed me out nicely.”
“I am glad it helped. It is quite useful to calm young mothers as they go into labor. I would be honored to attend you when you give birth to your first child.”
“That may be a very long time in the future. Like never. What have you two been talking about while I’ve been asleep?”
Dierdra looks at me, a satisfied smile on her face. “I have my answer, Johnathyn.”
Women!
Five Hertz of Separation
CHAPTER ELEVEN
We pull into Sweetwater at around 12 cycles, I think. We don’t have a clock, though most towns seem to have a big town clock. Another sign of an almost complete lack of tech. They don’t have mail or newspapers either. Information seems to pass strictly by word of mouth, which, as we all know, is really reliable.
The town got its name from the decent water from its wells. Low in iron and minerals so naturally soft or “sweet”. It’s a heck of a lot nicer looking place than Shellcrest but just about as big, though it’s shaped more like a typical city instead of running along the top of a ridge. It has a center city square, a business district, an upper crust neighborhood and a not so nice neighborhood.
Johnathyn has a meeting with another contact this evening, again at a bar. I don’t even try to argue with him this time. I’d like to meet this contact of his because I’ve got questions but there are more important things to do tonight. Dierdra has a friend who lives in Sweetwater, another witch who is also a Healer, what passes as a doctor in this world. I don’t mean that sarcastically. After what I’ve seen, anyone willing to pitch in and try to help people in this world is okay by me.
Ever since the snake bite incident a couple of days ago, Lee won’t leave me but for a few minutes. When we first met, she was naturally curious about me, an outsider. The ultimate outsider in fact. She had a lot of questions. I let her use the laptop primarily to shut her up. We became friendly, more like girlfriends. Then Johnathyn began to defer to me for keeping her in line so I became more of a parental figure; enforcing bed time, eat your vegetables, clean up the wagon, that sort of thing. She didn’t resent it, she actually seemed to prefer it, like she now had a mom and a dad. Then came the incident with the soldiers. After that, it was like she wanted nothing to do with me. I assumed it was the shock of seeing someone killed right before her eyes, but I think there was more to it than that. I think she was afraid of me.
Can’t blame her for that. I was a little afraid of myself too.
Now, I’ve got a shadow, a helpful shadow, but a shadow nonetheless. If I tell her I need to talk with Johnathyn or Dierdra in private, she’ll happily oblige but then she’s right back as soon as we’re finished. At least she does what I say without any back talk. That’ll probably wear off fairly soon.
We have reservations at another decent inn, the “White Herron” this time. It’s only for three people so Johnathyn pops for a second room for Dierdra. I think he got the money from the rich guy whose arm I saved. He wanted to pay that night but I wouldn’t accept it, apparently violating some custom or another. As I had just proven I was a damn kick ass witch, they didn’t argue with me then but left stuff at our wagon that night before splitting. Johnathyn was impressed by the amount of cash in the pouch he left behind.
He should see what I’ve got sewn into the padded straps of my backpack.
With Dierdra here, I’m not going to force another family meal in the bar so we “girls” eat in our room while Johnathyn dines and drinks alone. It still pisses me off, but both Lee and Dierdra are more comfortable this way so I decide to save that fight for later. Rome wasn’t built in a day.
As soon as Johnathyn leaves, we head for Dierdra’s’ friends place. Her name is Beckwith and lives on the edge of the not so nice part of town. Johnathyn wasn’t too happy about us going without him but I reminded him which of us had recently taken care of two armed guards. He made me promise to be more cautious in the use of my powers this time.
It took about twenty decicycles, their version of minutes, to reach Beckwith’s house, which looks like a combination of a home and a clinic. She is working on a woman with a broken arm when we get there. The two women touch foreheads, then hug each other.
“Beckwith, it has been too long.”
“It has, my friend, much too long. Who do you have with you?”
“This is Leeanna Tyber and her mother, Alexia Tyber.” Leeanna smiles and hugs my arm. Dierdra continues. “Alexia is another friend.”
“I thought she might be.” The woman Beckwith had left to see us moans in pain. “If you will pardon me, I must deal with this immediately. We can talk when I am done.”
“May I?” I ask.
Beckwith looks first at me, then towards Dierdra. “Can she?”
Dierdra smiles reassuringly. “Yes, she certainly can.”
I step forward and gently cradle the broken arm in my hands. The girl winces. She is not that much older than I am. She looks worried about a stranger working on her.
“Don’t worry. This won’t hurt.”
It is easier to go into my trance than before. The broken bone is crystal clear in my mind, but it is not a straight, clean break. It is a spiral break. Someone twisted this girls arm. Violently twisted it until it broke. I can also see bruising at the break and around the wrist. Out of curiosity, I check her neck, through the scarf she is wearing. Bruises there too. Repairs first, questions later.
“I was wrong. This will hurt a bit but you will be as good as new in a few decicycles.”
“What do you … ahh ahhh aahh!”
I twist her arm ever so slightly to align the bones correctly, causing her to cry out in pain. I need to work on a pain killer. As quickly as I can, I bridge the gaps with new bone growth then clear out the clotted blood from the bruises and repair the blood vessels. I give her a quick once over to look for other damage. I don’t see anything unusual but do see that she’s pregnant. The fetus isn’t very large and I can’t tell the sex. At least not visually. Focusing in on the fetus, I concentrate on a single cell, then the nucleus of the cell and finally the chromosomes of that cell. Two XX’s. It’s a girl.
I draw back from her body and release her arm.
“There, good as new, though I’d take it easy for a week or so, just to make sure. Keep the arm in a sling and don’t lift anything heavy. Make sure you eat lots of leafy green vegetables, plenty of iron. Of course, you’ll want to do that anyway, right?”
“I - I do not understand.”
I motion for Dierdra and Beckwith to join me a few feet away.
“She’s pregnant,” I whisper. “It’s a girl. Should I tell her?”
“How did you mend her arm? How do you know this?” asks Beckwith.
“The arm I can explain later. The pregnancy, I saw it. Two X chromosomes means it’s a girl, unless your biology is way different than mine.”
“What are these krome-o-zones you speak of?”
Dierdra touches her arm. “If Alexia says it is so, it is so.”
“Also, someone has been abusing this girl and I want to know who and why.”
Beckwith eyes me suspiciously. “Why do you say this?”
“Because I took some criminology classes in college, mostly for self-defense purposes when the law came looking for me, but they also dealt with abuse cases. Spiral breaks are almost always from abuse. They can be caused by other things but you add the bruises on the wrist and neck and the odds scream abuse. And I’m tired of this shit. Someone’s gonna pay. Now.”
Dierdra moves her hand from Beckwith’s arm to mine.
“Alexia, we do not want trouble, not now. Let us talk to the girl …”
“Minerva,” says Beckwith.
“With Minerva and see where it leads. Just remain calm. Do nothing, Alexia. Please.”
I look at Dierdra, then at Lee, who is sitting quietly in the corner, straining to hear our conversation. She smiles at me when she sees me look her way.
“Alright. Nothing. For now.” We turn back towards Minerva, who is rubbing the spot of the break with her left hand.
“The pain is practically gone and I can use my arm. How is this possible?”
“Miracle of modern medicine. How did you break that arm?” I ask.
She looks away and down. “I fell.”
“And the bruises on your wrist?” I ask.
“When I fell.”
I persist. “And your neck?”
She reaches up and touches the scarf wound tightly around her neck but says nothing. Dierdra gently removes her hand from the scarf, cradling it in her hand.
“We only wish to help, child.”
“I am not a child. I am a married woman.”
“Thank Zaphod for that,” I say. “I assume your husband knows you’re pregnant.”
“I am?!” she gasps.
“You didn’t know?”
“I … I thought I might be, but I was not certain. Are you certain?”
“Yeah, I’m certain. Do you want to know if it is a boy or a girl?”
“You know that?”
“I do. The question is, do you want to know?”
She hangs her head for a moment or two, then looks around the room at each of us. “No. Let it be a surprise for us.”
“Fine by me. Did your husband break your arm, Minerva? I know someone did, it sure as hell wasn’t a fall.”
She closes her eyes and sighs. “It was my father.”
“Why would your father do such a thing?” Beckwith asks.
“Because I disobeyed him. He had sold me to a business friend of his but I did not love him. I loved my husband, Iskirk. We ran away and were married. That was a year ago. Now my father has found me.”
SOLD?! “Where is Iskirk?”
“Away. He works for a farmer and they have gone to Glory to buy seed for the spring planting. He won’t be back for another week.”
“More importantly, where is your father?” I inquire. Dierdra heard the hidden intention in my question.
“Likely where I left him, in our home.”
“Which is your home?”
She points out Beckwith’s window. ”The green one at the end of the lane.”
My eyes follow to where she is pointing. I see the house. I am in the house.
“Was your father wearing a black shirt and tan pants?”
“Yes,” she answers quietly. “How did you know …”
“Does he have a scar above his right eye?”
She just nods, speechless.
“Did your husband have a bottle of Klatch hidden in the top cabinet in your kitchen?”
Beckwith gasps. “How could you possibly know THAT?!”
“Because her father found it and is sitting in the kitchen, drinking it right now. I’m guessing he’s not a happy drunk. What do you want me to do to him, Minerva? I could bend his arm up behind his back and twist it until it broke, just like he did to you. I could poison the Klatch, killing him. Klatch is already so close to poison it wouldn’t take much to push it over the edge. How do I punish him for what he did to you?”
“Why do you do anything?” asks Beckwith.
“Because, Beckwith, if I don’t, when Minerva returns home with her repaired arm, he will be so pissed and drunk that he could try to kill her this time. Kill her or hurt her again. Maybe it would be best if he just disappeared completely. I could do that, you know.”
I can feel Dierdra near me. “I believe you, Alexia. I know you could do all that you say. And more. But we do not have the right to just kill this man. You yourself said that you did not wish to kill any more people.”
She has me there. Damn it. “I could still break his arm.”
“To what end?”
“It would lay him up for awhile; give Iskirk a chance to get home.”
“Perhaps Beckwith knows of someone who would take Minerva in for a few days, long enough for her husband to return. Come back to us, Alexia.”
I linger in Minerva’s kitchen, watching the son of a bitch make a mess of her tiny but neat kitchen. He has his boots on her table, leaning back in a chair, balanced on two legs, the bottle of Klatch tipped up as he drinks. I push the chair over and he falls, striking his head on the wall. He crumples to the floor, unconscious.
He’s alive but he’ll have one hell of a hangover when he gets up. I make sure of that. I return to Beckwith’s house.
“Do you have some place safe for her to stay?”
“I do know of a couple who help women temporarily. I can take her there, it’s not far.”
“I need some of my belongings!” Minerva cries.
“Go home and pick them up. Your father won’t bother you for awhile. He’s a little under the weather. If you have any money or valuables, I’d take them with you too. Don’t leave anything for him to destroy or steal.”
“I will go with her,” says Beckwith. “We won’t be long.”
“Good. When you get back, we have some things to talk about.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Amazing!”
“Keep quiet, Pegues! I do not wish to be the center of attention.”
“Tyber, no one is paying any attention to either of us. They are watching the dancing girls. Why did you think I picked this location?”
I look about me. He is correct; all eyes are focused on the stage where three girls dance barely clothed. They are thin and ill fed, desperation clear in their faces, though they try to hide it. He slaps me on the back.
“Enjoy yourself, man. I know that you are getting no relief from Alexia. Are you certain that she killed both men? It could not have been an accident?”
“People do not ‘accidentally’ lose their heads. The first died before my very eyes, the second half a league away but I found the body. Exactly as the first guard. Alexia was quite upset.”
“She will get over it.”
“That is not all she has done. She saved my daughter from death after she was bitten several times by Woodland Adders. She also cured both a paralyzed man and a woman afflicted with Black Lung. She also saved another man’s arm from amputation. They were all quite grateful. As was I.”
“And I am certain you showed her how grateful you were, ‘eh Tyber?”
“As much as she would permit. She is modest.”
“I am not interested in her Healer skills. I need a fighter and killing a man at half a league shows great promise. We may win yet. Continue as you are. Be at Hampsted a week from tomorrow. That will be your last stop before Glory. We will be ready by then.”
“Ready for what, Pegues? What is this plan of yours?”
“You need not worry about that, Johnathyn. Every man plays his part. Your part is to deliver our witch to Glory. You need not concern yourself with the other details.”
“I will not hand Alexia over to you or anyone else to face certain death, Pegues!”
“Surely, you have not developed feelings for this … woman? Alexia is an abomination! A woman who was a man not eight weeks ago. Not only a man but an offworlder, someone who has nothing in common with us, someone whose people have come to our world to strip it of its valuable minerals and pay but a pittance of their true worth! Our world is being raped by her people while Opulessa stands by and permits it, while First Minister Dupree fills his pockets along with the pockets of his friends.”
“And how will it be different with Patron Miller in charge?”
“He will make certain that our world is respected by the Consortium, that we receive proper compensation for our minerals. That the rewards are not concentrated in the hands of a privileged few.”
“And when will women be treated equally with men?”
“Eventually but not right away, of course. That will take time. Our society could not survive such a radical change immediately. There will be slow but certain change as society adapts.”
“But there will be change?”
“Patron Miller guarantees it, Johnathyn.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Actually, I wanted to go with Beckwith and Minerva to her home to make sure her father didn’t make any trouble but I might have lost my temper and no one would have wanted that. The bastard had already pissed me off. Instead, I waited at her home with Lee and Dierdra.
A young man came by with a badly cut hand. He’d almost taken off his thumb, cutting some ligaments. We had brought the laptop with us so I took a look at the diagrams illustrating the hand and all its systems. I had him fixed and ready to go just as Beckwith returned.
“Minerva is safe. Her father was as you described, down to the scar.”
She inspected my work on the thumb then shooed the man out, telling him to come back tomorrow so that she could make sure everything was healing well. She locked her door after he left.
“What are you?” she asks.
“I’m a Seventy Seven.”
“That is impossible! There are no Seventy Sevens left, if there ever were any to begin with.”
“Besides Opulessa, you mean.”
“Opulessa!” she spat. “She is the reason that our sisters were hunted down and killed, that we must stay hidden today.”
“Not a fan, I take it?”
“Fan?”
“It is of no consequence,” says Dierdra. “Alexia is what she says. I have seen what she can do. Could you have mended Minerva’s arm or that boy’s hand?”
Beckwith is surly. “Not as quickly.”
“Or as completely. She has mended broken backs and cured Black Lung.”
“Black Lung cannot be cured!”
“She did.” Dierdra then points to Leeanna. “That girl was on the edge of death from Woodland Adder bites a few days ago. Look at her now.”
Leeanna stands and curtseys, then spins, her skirt flaring out around her.
“It’s true. Three snakes attacked me but Alexia saved my life. She is the greatest Healer in the world.”
“Humphf.” Beckwith snorts. “Why are you here, Dierdra?”
“We are going to Glory … to depose the Queen.”
“She is not my Queen!” Beckwith declares.
Ahhhh, another potential ally. “So you would not mind it if she was gone?”
“I would not. I am from the Northern Provinces. Opulessa’s people are not as strong out there. More of us witches survived her goon squads because the people protected us, hid us. We took care of their ills.”
“Are all witches Healers?”
“No, nor are all Healers witches. Some of us have the talent, as apparently do you.”
“I have knowledge. I was not healing until a few days ago. Leeanna was attacked and I had no choice. I either tried or she died.”
She looks at me with disbelief. “You mended Minerva’s arm with no more experience than that?!”
“I told you” says Dierdra, “she is a Seventy Seven.”
“A Seventy Seven could not have survived the purge, not even in the farthest reaches of the North.”
“Hey, you want to look a gift horse in the mouth, that’s fine by me but I say use what ya’ got.”
“A gift what?”
“I believe Alexia means that, regardless as to how she is here, she is here, now, ready to help us.”
“What Dierdra said. I think that the men have been in charge for too long. It’s time for a little guurrrlll power.”
Beckwith glances back and forth between Dierdra and me, curiosity fighting with self-preservation. Curiosity won.
“What do you have in mind?”
“The men have their plan. I think it’s time we came up with a plan of our own. How many witches do you two know? I don’t want names right now, just numbers.”
Self-preservation rears its head again but this time it’s beaten back by self-interest. Dierdra and Beckwith huddle for a moment or two, counting heads.
“Twelve,” says Dierdra.
“How many within two weeks ride?”
“Eight, maybe nine.”
“Would any of them know of other witches?”
“That is likely,” Beckwith answers.
“And how many of them would be willing to join our little feminist revolution?”
“If I understand your question, most all of them.”
“Good. Either of you ever heard of a coven?”
CHAPTER TWELVE
Pegues has no intention of changing anything, other than whose palm is being crossed by the Consortium. What he says now is not what he said when we first met, when I pledged my loyalty to our cause. Then he said that he was concerned about the plight of the poor, of the children, of the women. He was appalled by Debt Labor and that, if we overthrew Opulessa and the First Minister, the new government would set things right.
Now I no longer believe him. Alexia’s skills as a Healer, her knowledge, could make an enormous difference in our world, yet he gives them no weight. He calls Alexia an abomination, yet it is he who tricked her into coming to our world. He seems to blame her as much as the Consortium and Opulessa for the ills of our world, yet the Consortium has been here for less than ten years. We have treated women as inferior for centuries before that. Debt labor has been an institution for decades before the Consortium’s arrival. Alexia is being used, as am I.
Perhaps Alexia is right; there may be merit in this anarchy of which she speaks. No government, the rights of the individual above all. I have much to consider before we arrive at Glory.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
They had never heard of a coven. And they call themselves witches?
Beckwith had one other person she wanted me to see before returning to our rooms at the inn. An older woman, at least old for this world. She’s nearly sixty and blind. I agreed. If Johnathyn gets finished before we get back, it’s his tough luck. He should have thought about that before insisting I not go with him to the bar.
I wonder if this world has strip clubs. What world with men and women in it wouldn’t have strip cubs? Age old story.
When we reach Beckwith’s patient, she answers the door when we knock and lets us in. The way she maneuvers around her home, you wouldn’t know that she was blind. She moves from spot to spot, dodging chairs and tables, opening cabinets, removing cups and saucers. She insists on making us all tea, which she does without any help.
The reason for her blindness is obvious. It’s cataracts. Her lenses are practically frosted white. She should be able to tell night from day but that’s about it. After Beckwith introduces us, we all sit down and I take a look at her eyes. Except for the lenses, everything looks fine. The problem is, the cure for cataracts are new lenses, which I don’t have and don’t know how to make. In my world, it would be routine eye surgery, but here it’s impossible.
I pull Dierdra and Beckwith aside after my examination and explain the situation.
“So, you cannot mend her eyes?” asks Beckwith.
“Not permanently. Lenses get cloudy over time, it’s nature. I don’t know how exactly it was done and don’t know how to reverse it. I can force them clear but it won’t last, I haven’t fixed anything. As soon as I stop concentrating, they’ll go right back to the way they were. It’s just like the cup in midair. Remove the magic, it falls down, breaking.”
“What are you talking …”
Dierdra breaks in. “I understand. I assume that this is uncomfortable for you. Do you wish for me to explain it to Galinda?”
“No. If I’m gonna take the credit, I gotta take the blame, too.”
I go over to where Galinda is sitting and kneel down next to her chair. “I’m sorry, Ma’am, I can’t fix your eyes. I don’t know how. Anything I did wouldn’t last for very long.”
She reaches over, touching my face. “I understand, child. Just a foolish wish from an old woman, nothing more. I have had a good life. I had hoped to see the faces of the grandchildren I have held these many years before I died.”
Oh Crap! Now what? I can’t just leave her, not after that. I close my eyes and return to her eyes. It is dark, murky, like sun shinning through heavy curtains. Concentrating, I visualize clear, bright lenses, then waive my hand. Instantly, the air around me brightens. I hear Galinda gasp. Returning to the room, I see her happy smile and brilliant blue eyes.
“I’ll hold it as long as I can but there are no guarantees. We have to leave in a day. That is all I can give you.”
She pulls my head towards her, kissing my forehead.
“It will be enough.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It was late when we returned to the inn. Johnathyn was already there, waiting for us. I think he was worried but tried not to show it. Probably still a little shook up about Leeanna and the snakes.
I know it still haunted me. A damn close call. I had suggested on the walk back that Lee stay in Dierdra’s room tonight. I knew that I wasn’t going to get any sleep tonight and didn’t want to keep her up. Dierdra offered to stay up with me but I knew that she was tired too. Lee didn’t want to leave me but agreed when I explained why, though she initially wanted to help me stay awake.
“Look, someone around here needs to get some sleep. I can’t but both of you can. I may need help staying awake tomorrow. You two get what rest you can and we’ll see what happens.”
Leeanna reluctantly agrees but insists on giving me a good night kiss on the cheek before going to Dierdra’s room, leaving Johnathyn and me alone.
“This is a fine thing you are doing for the old woman.”
“I didn’t really have a choice.”
“You had a choice. You could have walked away.”
“You wouldn’t say that if you had heard her. It’s no big deal. I just have to stay awake.”
“Can I help?”
“No, that’s okay. I’ve pulled a few all nighters in my time. You get some sleep.”
“I will stay up with you.”
“Johnathyn, you don’t have to do that, I can manage.”
“It will be easier with two.”
“It’s really not necessary. I’m perfectly capable of …”
“Please, Alexia, you do so much. Allow me to do this small thing for you. I can never pay what I owe you.”
“Johnathyn, you don’t owe me anything. I did what I did for Leeanna. It was my fault she was hurt in the first place.”
“Our fault. You may say I owe nothing but your generosity does not wipe away my debt.” He sits down next to me. “What can we do to make certain that you do not fall asleep?”
“Well, I don’t know if you’re up to it or not.”
“I can assure you, I am ‘up’ for anything.”
“Okay, I warned you. Ever heard of Gin Rummy?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Johnathyn picked the game up quickly. I had a pack of cards in my backpack. Apparently this world also has card games but the deck is nothing like ours. Still, Johnathyn got the jist of the game and we were off and running. After the twentieth hand or so, I ask him how his meeting went.
“I was … a good meeting.”
“You don’t sound happy.”
“I have concerns.”
“About what?”
He doesn’t answer right away, just keeps playing. I don’t push him, we’ve got the time.
“Alexia, do you regret coming to my world?”
“No, I guess not. It’s been an adventure, that’s for sure. I always thought of myself as a city kid but this world is so beautiful. It must look great in the spring and summer. I’ve seen things that are amazing. And, of course I’ve met you and Lee and Dierdra.”
“And Miran Pegues.”
“He’s a mixed bag.”
“Do you trust him?”
“Good question. I don’t really know. He hasn’t lied to me yet … well he did to get me to jump through that hole but I might have come anyway if he’d told me about the people killing my brother and mother up front.”
“Is vengeance still your objective?”
Now I don’t answer right away. What do I tell Johnathyn? Can HE be trusted? What’s with all the questions?
“Yeah, why not?”
“You don’t behave like a man looking for vengeance, at least not solely for vengeance.”
“What do you mean?”
“You did not need to save Leeanna.”
“Don’t say that! You know I did. She wouldn’t have been there if we hadn’t … you know.”
“Perhaps you are right, but you did not need to help those other people.”
“What kind of person would I be if I didn’t? It didn’t cost me a thing to do any of that.”
“And you have spent most of today doing the same thing. You are losing a night’s sleep to help a woman you had not met before today.”
“It’s good practice for me, sharpening my skills.”
“Skills that Pegues has no interest in.”
“How do you know that?”
“He was the man I met today. He was impressed with what you did to the two guards. Your good deeds were of no interest.”
“Is that a surprise? He’s already said why he brought me here. It’s not to open a hospital.”
“True, but promises have been made as to what happens after we win, promises that I am afraid he is no longer committed to.”
“Assuming we win.”
“I have confidence in your abilities and the righteousness of our cause. We will prevail.”
He is a true believer. Every movement needs them and uses them, usually as cannon fodder.
“So what is Pegues’ big plan?”
“He refused to tell me. He claimed that I only needed to know my part at this time, that the rest would be revealed.”
“That’s a good guerilla organization.”
“What is go-rilla organization?”
“A large group is broken into smaller groups, each with a separate assignment. If you’ve got enough people, they might have several groups with the same assignment, just in case one or more get caught. That way, if you get caught, you can only betray those in your small group but not the entire organization. Only a few people at the top know the entire plan and how all the pieces fit together and even they may not know the names of the entire group. It’s a classic insurgent organizational structure.”
“Why would you betray the members of your group? Are they not your comrades?”
“Yeah, they are but governments usually have a way to make you talk, particularly if the one at the top is a witch.”
“I would not talk if captured.”
Looking at him, the square jaw, the steely eyes, his good heart, I’d almost believe it but I know the lengths they would go to break him.
“What about Leeanna?”
“What about her?”
“Would you stand by while they abused her, beat her, raped her while you watched? Would you still refuse to betray your friends?”
“Why would they do such things?! She is an innocent girl!”
“Governments don’t care. They do what they think is necessary to get what they want, no matter who is hurt. Large groups of people can do things no single person would ever consider, things that individual members of the group might not agree with but they tolerate it because they can hide within the group. Spreading the guilt so thin that they can live with it. Or ignore it. They would use your love for your daughter against you.”
“What would you do, Alexia? Would you sacrifice Leeanna to protect your people?”
“I don’t know. If it was a mater of total success or failure … I don’t know.”
“You would not. I have watched you two together. You would not. Nor would I. Perhaps you have been right all along.”
“About what?”
“About Anarchy being the best system. No governments, only people.”
I chuckle, though it sounds more like a giggle. Damn! “And here I was just about to admit that you were right all along.”
“Me?!”
“Yeah, you. This world needs too much for any single person to provide. Something has to be done to improve everyone’s lives, not just women but everyone. Health care is a joke! The educational system is nonexistent! You can only fix them if people get organized and that means government. It’s also the only way women will ever get treated equally. Men won’t volunteer to give up the advantages, the control that they have taken from women. I don’t know what Pegues promised you would happen, but I’m way too cynical to believe that a bunch of men from this world are just going to even try to change things to help women, not men who have spent their entire lives benefiting from that system.”
“What about me, Alexia? Aren’t I in that group of men?”
“Yes, but you have empathy. I didn’t see a lot of that in Pegues. You have a daughter who you love and want to protect. You’ll do the right thing for her sake. Hopefully, there are more like you than him. It’ll make this easier.”
“It will make what easier?”
I knew it would come down to this eventually. I don’t want to do this without Johnathyn. If he won’t support it, it’s probably doomed to fail. If he does support it, we can still fail but I’ll feel like it was worth it to try.
“What would you say, Johnathyn, if I told you that I was working on my own plan?”
“To do what?”
“To do what I said. Improve heath care, education and get equality for women.”
“How would you do that?”
“Let’s just say that it’s a work in progress. The main thing is that it’s going to shake up who’s sitting at the top of the government.”
“What about Opulessa?”
“I’m not sure about that yet. I may want to give her the chance to join us. I don’t want to fight any more people than I have to.”
“You may not have a choice, Alexia.”
“I’d rather it be her choice than mine. If it comes to that, so be it.”
“And if I do not support you?”
I study his face carefully, trying to pick up some kind of hint as to which way he’s leaning or if he’s leaning at all but I get nothing from him. If he says no, what will I do? He could promise to keep his mouth shut even if he isn’t on board and I believe that he’d do it but is that enough? What does my gut say? My heart?
“Johnathyn … if you won’t support me … then I’m done. I’ll take the first chance I get to return to my world and put all of this behind me. If I can’t go home, then I’ll head north and do what I can to fix this world. Maybe I’m wrong and Pegues and his crowd have the best of intentions but they’ll have to prove it to me if they want my help. Vengeance isn’t enough anymore. I want change for the good of everyone. If their plan does that, then I’m in. If not, then I want to have one of my own ready to go. So … are you in …or out?”
He reaches out and gently takes my right hand in his, engulfing it. “We are not worthy of your generosity, Alexia.”
“Uhhh, okay. Is that in or out?”
He brings my hand to his lips and kisses it.
“In. All the way.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I make it through the night and all the next morning. Johnathyn says we need to leave in two cycles if we are to keep on schedule.
Men and their schedules.
I know he’s right but I’d like to give Galinda as much time as possible. As the deadline for our departure nears, Dierdra and Beckwith come round to the back of the wagon as we pack up. I don’t know if I’ve ever been so mentally tired in my life.
“How are you, Alexia?” Dierdra asks.
“I don’t know how Opulessa does it. I could never relax for a minute…sorry, decicycle.”
“She has had over two hundred years of practice,” says Beckwith. “This was your first attempt, at which you succeeded.”
“I wish it could have been longer.”
Dierdra looks toward the front of the wagon. “It may have been long enough. I see
Galinda and what I assume are her family.”
“Where?”
“Coming this way.”
“God, I hope everything is okay.”
“They appear to be smiling,” notes Beckwith.
We all three walk to the front to meet the approaching group of about a dozen people. Galinda is in the front, being helped by a young boy and girl, one on each side, supporting her arms. Most of them stop when they get close but Galinda and the two kids keep walking until they’re right in front of me.
“How are you feeling? Is everything alright?” I ask.
“Everything is wonderful,” Galinda answers. “I saw the sun set last night and the sun rise this morning, both were glorious. This is my grandson, Lohan …” the boy bows deeply, “… and my granddaughter, Lucinda.” The girl blushes and then curtsies, finishing with a smile and a giggle. Galinda turns and sweeps her hand across the front of the crowd. “These are the rest of my family. My sons and daughter, their wives and husband. They have all come with me today to do you honor.”
“It isn’t necessary. What I did was only temporary. I couldn’t do any real good for you.”
“You are wrong. It was a great gift, one I never will forget.”
“Look, I don’t know what kind of range I’ve got but I can try to hold on as long as possible as we leave. It might buy you another cycle or two.”
“No. Your offer is generous but it is time. I have seen all that I desired and will cherish the memories. You could grant me one last request.”
“Sure, if I can.”
“I wish that the last thing I see is your beautiful face.”
“You can’t mean that. You’ve got your family, your grandchildren. You don’t even know me.”
“I know you. In here …” she touches her chest “… I know you well. I felt your presence when we met, when you tried to mend my tired, old eyes. Please, grant me my request.”
“Fine, if that’s what you want.” I step in front of Galinda, her face looking up into mine. “Are you ready?” She smiles and nods. I take a deep breath and relax my mind for the first time in what feels like days. Her eyes slowly return to their frosty gray color, but she still smiles up at me.
“Thank you, Alexia. My Queen.”
The rest of her family bows or curtsies. “My Queen!” they all say in unison.
“Wait, wait, no. I’m not anybody’s …” Dierdra steps up from behind me, lightly resting her hand on my shoulder as she leans near my ear.
“Accept this,” she whispers. “With grace.”
What the hell do I do now? Looking from one expectant face to the other, waiting for my response.
“I … uhh … I … thank you for the honor … ahh … you … bestow on me … today … and pray that … ahh … I am worthy of your trust.” I bow slightly towards them. “Thank you, one and all.”
“Nicely done,” Dierdra whispers as she backs away.
“If we may have your leave to return to our homes, your Majesty?” asks Galinda.
“Sure. You got it. Thanks for coming. All of you. Thanks a lot.”
Smooth. Real smooth. They all turn and walk away, smiling and talking among themselves, the two kids leading Galinda.
I turn and look back at Dierdra and Beckwith.
“What the hell was that?”
“You best get used to it,” answers Dierdra. “If we prevail, you will be the new Queen.”
“Not my Queen!” Beckwith spat.
“What she said. Ladies, I’m not staying once we’re done. I have a world to return to.”
“And who awaits you in that world?” Dierdra asks.
“Well, no one actually, but it’s my world. Besides, there are people there who still need to pay for killing my family.”
Dierdra smiles and pats my shoulder. “One step at a time, my Queen.”
“Cut that out!”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Alexia fell asleep almost as soon as our wagon began to roll out of Sweetwater. We had talked throughout the night but I did sleep now and then. She had no rest and actually struggled to keep awake. Now, she is wrapped in blankets, a large pillow behind her head and a smile on her face as she lightly snores.
We all tell her that she snores but she refuses to believe it, claiming she didn’t do it in her world and there is no reason that she would in this world. I do not understand why it upsets her so. I find it … appealing. Leeanna sits next to her, sharing the blanket, while she uses Alexia’s kom-pu-ter. With her permission, of course. Dierdra shares my bench as we roll through the countryside. The day is bright and warmer than usual for this time of year.
“It is a warm day,” I say.
“That it is,” she replies. “We have had several warm days this winter.”
“True. Perhaps Spring will be early.”
“We shall see.”
We ride on in silence for a league or so.
“How is Alexia feeling?” I ask.
“Did you not ask her yourself?”
“I did and she said she was fine but I am afraid that she would try to spare me worry and not be completely truthful.”
“But she would be honest with me?”
“You are her friend.”
“And you are her husband.”
I briefly laugh. “In name only.”
“In all ways but one, you are husband and wife. I have seen how you act towards one another and how you both act towards Leeanna. You treat each other with respect and understanding. You both love Leeanna and would sacrifice for her but will not tolerate her disobedience. I know many couples who would admire your relationship.”
“We are not married. It is a simple disguise, a fraud. You know that.”
“I know what I see and hear. You and she are husband and wife.”
“Be serious. We argue often.”
“As you should. It is because you care for each other, respect each other. If you did not, why fight? It is what comes after the fight that you and she are missing. My husband and I argued often during the day ...” she looked back to see if Leeanna was listening. She was, as usual. “but we resolved our differences at night. With great enthusiasm. You and Alexia should try that sometime. Or perhaps you already have. Neither of you have spoken about what happened while you were alone at the Miryian Waters.”
I glance back at Leeanna. She has her face blocked by the kom-put-er but I know that she’s listening.
“Nothing happened at the Miryian Waters … at least not the kind of thing you are talking about … not exactly the kind of thing you were talking about … I mean nobody actually touched anything. Not really.”
“Then I would say that you two missed a golden opportunity. Let me know if you would like another opportunity.”
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
Patron Miller had asked me to meet with him at his home this evening. His messenger declined to give me any details but it had to be an update on the progress of our witch. When I arrived, there were two other horses tethered outside. One, a large gray, I recognized as belonging to Bickle Rholls. The other was a slender roan I was not familiar with.
Miller’s servant wench shows me into his office after taking my cloak. Miller is sitting behind his desk, Rholls on his left and a third man on his right, leaving a chair between them empty for me.
Miller motions with his hand. “Have a seat, Schicalli.”
“Thank you, Patron.”
“You know Bickle Rholls, of course. This other gentleman shall remain unnamed for now.”
“As you wish, Patron.”
“Yes, it is for the best. I have received another message from Pegues. It seems that our witch has made some progress. If he is to be believed, she killed a man half a league away.”
“Half a league?! Amazing! Why would she do that?”
“Two local Queen’s Guards crossed her. The first died only a few feet away from her but the other managed to escape on his horse but she reached out and cut off his head when he was more than half a league distant. Very impressive. Have you ever heard of Opulessa doing anything like that, Schicalli?”
“No Patron, I have not, though it is my understanding that she prefers to look her victims in the eye when she strikes. That does not mean she can’t.”
“Quite true, but this may change our plans. We may not need to invade the Palace if our witch can reach in and kill Dupree and his people from the outside. Everything becomes much simpler.”
“Assuming Pegues is not being overly optimistic.”
“He knows what will happen to him if I catch him lying to me. He is likely telling the truth.”
Patron Miller does not tolerate deception. We are all aware of it but that does not prevent us from shading the truth now and then.
“Granted, but that does not mean she can penetrate Opulessa’s protections.”
“Regardless,” says Rholls, “we must explore the possibilities.”
Miller nods his head. “Bickle is correct.”
“Does this change my assignment, Patron?” I ask.
“No, Schicalli. You are still responsible for obtaining other world weapons for our people should we need to invade. Do not commit any assets or resources until we are certain it will be necessary. I would prefer not to attack local Guard posts to steal their weapons to arm our people. It would attract too much attention.”
“Better the Guard posts than the Winthrop Group compound, Patron.”
“Let us wait and see what our witch can actually do before taking any action, Schicalli.”
“It may delay our action against the Queen.”
“Continue making your plans in case we need them.”
I nod my head towards him. “As you wish, Patron. Is there anything else?”
“No, Schicalli, nothing you need to deal with.”
“May I ask when Pegues and his witch are expected to arrive?”
Miller stares at me for a moment before answering. “I am not certain, though it should be in the next three or four weeks. Weather permitting.”
“It has been warmer recently, good traveling weather.”
“Or it makes the roads muddier,” says Rholls.
Why is he here? What are his responsibilities in this plan? Who is the third, silent man sitting next to me? I have much to discover yet. I stand up.
“If there is nothing else, Patron, I will return home.”
He dismisses me with a wave of his hand. I bow slightly, first to him, then Rholls and finally the unknown third man, who acknowledges me with a small nod of his head and a thin smile.
Miller’s wench is waiting for me at the door, my cloak in her hands. I quickly don it and stroll to my horse. Best to appear unconcerned and casual. After mounting and settling into the saddle, I ride off at a normal pace. There is no need to hurry. The messenger pigeon to First Minister Dupree won’t fly until morning anyway.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We had stopped at a little one horse town yesterday and Johnathyn did his thing. The man is a true artist. I sometimes wonder what he could have accomplished if he had been born in my world. Then he would have been a she. What would Johnathyn look like as a woman? That kind of boggles the mind. When I look at my reflection, I can see a familiar face, like I was looking at my sister or a combination of my male self and old pictures of my mother though not at all like Terri, which I guess is sort of odd.
Another odd thing was that a woman was waiting for Dierdra when we got to town. She wanted to talk with her without me. I wasn’t happy about it but, apparently, the woman was nervous about being around me. They spoke briefly, embraced and the other woman left. Dierdra walked back to the wagon.
“What was that about?” I asked.
“Good news. It seems that we may have more women than I first thought. Friends of friends of friends. Word has spread.”
“We don’t want the word to spread too far. We’ve still got security to worry about.”
“No one understands that better than these women. They have been hunted for most of their lives. Their suspicion is that this is some kind of plot to trap them. That so many are willing to step forward shows how desperate they are for a normal life.”
“I hope they know that I’m not promising anything, other that I won’t hang them out to dry.”
“If you mean that you won’t abandon them to their fates, I believe they understand that. They are willing to step out of the shadows in order to find out what you have to offer. They are not making any promises either.”
“That’s fair. Why didn’t she want to see me? There isn’t a problem of some kind, is there?”
“No, she just did not feel she was dressed well enough to meet a Queen.”
“Awww crap!”
Dierdra smiles and pats my arm. “I warned you that you best get used to it. All we needed was a leader. Like it or not, that is what you are. It is up to us not to disappoint them.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The two extra outriders on my trip to the Palace should have been the tip off. That and the additional guard escorting me to the First Minister’s office. When I got there, Dilgar hurried me into the office without the formal announcement of my arrival.
That I noticed.
Colonel Willis was already there and he was in deep discussion with Dupree as I entered the room. Their conversation stopped almost immediately but not quite. I caught the last part of what was likely a long string of imaginative curses by Colonel Willis. One of his trademarks.
Dupree greets me. “Good morning, Mr. White.”
“Good morning First Minister. Don’t stop on my account, Colonel Willis.”
He coughs uncomfortably. “I was done.”
I sit down across from Dupree. “Sorry I missed it. I assume the colorful invectives refer to the purpose of this meeting.”
“It does, Mr. White. I was just informing Colonel Willis of the reports from my spy in the rebel group headed by Patron Miller.”
“Patron Miller? That means he’s a Provincial Governor, right?”
“Correct, Mr. White.”
“Why would a Governor head a rebel group?”
“Because the bastard wants to move up the food chain,” says Colonel Willis. “If your system doesn’t have elections, people at the top pretty much stay where they are unless they die or get overthrown. Dupree here looks to be in pretty good health so that just leaves …”
“Rebellion. I see. And you have a spy among his people, First Minister?”
“Several, but my information comes primarily from one in particular, though others provide partial confirmation of portions of his report.”
“Is your man trustworthy?”
“The best that money can buy, Mr. White.”
That’s hardly ideal. An ideologue would be best; they tend to stay loyal on principle. People who sell their loyalty can be bought by the other side. Unfortunately, in this business, you take what you can get.
“What does this spy tell you?”
Dupree attempts to put a reassuring smile on his face. “Nothing we are not prepared to handle.”
Willis pulls a well chewed cigar from his mouth and spits. Disgusting but succinct.
“I take it you disagree, Colonel Willis?”
“They’ve got themselves a witch, one who may endanger the Queen. We can’t allow that, Don. We can’t take that risk.”
Dupree waives his hand dismissively. “Colonel Willis is being too cautious. There is no firm evidence that this witch is anything extraordinary, and even if she is, I’m certain she is no match for the Queen.”
I look over at Willis. He shifts the cigar over to the right side of his mouth.
“I love how he’s so certain when we don’t have reliable intel on damn near anything. It’s all guess work. We may guess wrong. It ain’t worth the risk.”
“What is your recommendation, Colonel?”
“I’d pick up every damn one of the people we know about and start sweating them for information.”
“When you say ‘sweating’ do you mean …”
“I mean whatever it takes.”
“Does that include …”
“Whatever it takes, Mr. White.”
I appreciate enthusiasm but Willis pushes the envelope sometimes.
“What do you propose, First Minister?”
Dupree eyes Willis for a moment, who just ignores him, continuing to chew on that cigar.
“While I’m sure there is merit in Colonel Willis’ suggestions, I have decided that the best option is to let the rebel plan progress but monitor it closely. Once all the members have been identified, then we strike, capturing them all and removing the threat. If we do what Colonel Willis wants, some may escape and the whole process begins again. Next time, we may not be so lucky in obtaining well placed spies.”
“What happens if you lose contact with your spy or he’s discovered?” I ask. “We lose our advantage, possibly at the worst possible time.”
“I’m certain that will not happen, White. We’ve taken all the necessary precautions so far and will continue to do so. We have everything under control.”
“Where’s the witch at?” asks Willis. “Right now. Where is she?”
We both fix our eyes on Dupree. He puts up a brave face.
“We don’t know exactly where she is but we know where she’s going.”
“She’s coming here, to Glory,” says Willis.
“And we’ll know when she arrives.”
“Like hell you will.”
Dupree jumps out of his chair. “I am the First Minister of this land and will not be addressed this way!”
I raise my right hand, elbow high, palm forward. “I’m sure no insult was intended First Minister. Colonel Willis was simply offering his frank opinion. We must be open and honest with one another if we are to succeed. Is that not true?” I kept a straight face throughout that entire speech. Practice makes perfect.
Dupree slowly sits back down. “I agree, Mr. White. Truthfulness is important but protocol must be respected. I am the leader of this world.”
“The Queen is the leader,” says Willis, forcefully.
What is his problem? “There is no reason to argue about local political semantics, Colonel. It isn’t our responsibility or our objective.”
It was Willis’s opportunity to get out of his chair. “It is our responsibility to protect this government and that means to protect the Queen, no matter what the cost!”
Willis is much more intimidating than the First Minister. Not intimidating enough though.
“Colonel Willis, my responsibility is very simple; to keep the flow of resources into our world moving. Nothing more, nothing less. The Consortium has hired The Winthrop Group, your employer, to assist me in this. I determine exactly how this will happen. You DO remember who pays the bills around here, don’t you?”
Willis sits just as slowly as Dupree did. “No, I haven’t forgotten. Mr. White.”
“Good. As we are guests in this world, we will follow the recommendations of First Minister Dupree.” For now. “We have no intention of getting involved in local politics.” For now. “Our only concern is that our business relationship remains unaffected.”
For now.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
If White thinks I’m going to stand by and wait while that pinhead Dupree risks my Queen’s life, he hasn’t read my file. I do what needs to be done. Anyone can see what the most important thing is here. The first step is to make sure she knows exactly what is going on and then to do what she tells me to do.
Once I get back to my office, I check the duty list, then page Captain Taylor. He’s in charge of the Queen’s protection team today.
“Yes, Sir.”
“Taylor, where’s the Queen right now?”
“She’s at the stables.”
“Public or private?”
“Public but heading toward the private.”
Damn! That is the one place in this world that totally freaks me out. It’s what a zoo would look like if you put all the customers and animals in a blender. I understand why the Queen keeps them around but the mind says one thing while the gut says something else. At least she’ll be alone. No one else wants to spend a second in that room.
“I’ll be there in a minute, Taylor.”
“Yes Sir, Colonel.”
I don’t run but walk briskly through the halls and out into the Court Yard, people quickly moving out of my way. Back on Earth, I’d have had to push and shove my way through a crowded hallway, even with my rank. Here, as a man, the people part like the Red Sea in front of me. I don’t know if I can ever go back to the old life.
The Court Yard is oval shaped, about a hundred yards by seventy five, dirt floor but surrounded by a wooden sidewalk so that you can get around when it rains, turning the dirt to mud. There are a lot of flagstones in the dirt but wagons are constantly breaking and dislodging them, plus bringing in more dirt and dropping it in the Court Yard. There’s a bunch of old ladies who spend the entire day sweeping but it doesn’t do a lot of good. The walls surrounding the yard are three to six stories tall, which cuts down on the amount of light available to grow grass.
They’d be better off paving the whole damn thing but that’s not an option. The Consortium can bring some bigger equipment through the new enlarged jump gate but not a dump truck of asphalt or even a small paver. Maybe next year.
The stables are off to my right. There’s one large main door but several smaller stall doors and windows on either side. Two of my troopers are posted at the main door, one at each side, both at attention and very alert, eyeing everyone who crosses in front of them.
Makes me proud!
They both salute briskly as I approach. “Colonel, Sir!” they snap in unison.
“At ease, men. How many of our people inside?”
“Six men, counting Captain Taylor, Sir,” says the trooper on the left.
“How many civilians?”
“The usual group of ten. All regular staff. The Queen wanted to feed some of her … pets.”
To his credit, the trooper managed not to shudder when he said “pets”. I don’t know if I could have pulled that off as well as he did.
“Anybody else in there?”
“Not that we’ve been informed about. Do you want to go in, Sir?”
“Pretty much have too, son. Wish me luck.”
“Yes, Sir.”
The two troopers each grab a door handle, pulling the main doors open. I step through and they slam shut behind me. There is a lot of activity in the stables. People running here and there, leading horses or wiping them down. It is as if they keep busy, they can avoid thinking about what is behind the iron bound door in the far wall, the door where my troops are standing. I stride towards them, taking care where I step. The stable is light and airy. A high ceiling and good air flow, thank God. Stables create the kind of smells you don’t want to build up. All my men come to attention when they see me.
“At ease. What’s the situation, Taylor?”
“The Queen wanted to go in alone. I scouted the area to make sure it was clear before she entered. I volunteered to go with her but she said no.”
“And you did what she told you to do. Good man. Unfortunately, I need to speak with her.”
“Couldn’t it wait, Sir? She prefers to be alone in there.”
“Did she forbid me to enter?”
“No, Sir.”
“I wish she had.”
“I know what you mean, Colonel.” Taylor opens the stout door; it swings noiselessly on well balanced and oiled hinges. I take a quick breath, steel myself and step through.
The area is similar to what is on the other side of the door, though smaller, more intimate. The Queen is standing next to a fenced pen, holding a glistening bucket. My eyes are drawn to her radiance. I couldn’t resist if I wanted to.
“Colonel Willis,” she calls, without looking up, keeping her attention on what is in the pen.
“I am very sorry to disturb you, my Queen, but I’ve been made aware of a situation that may threaten your safety and I had to speak with you about it, immediately.”
“This situation couldn’t wait until later?”
How I wish it could have. “I’m afraid not, my Queen. I don’t have much time. The First Minister may notice my absence before long.”
“I’m certain he likely already knows that you are here. Not much escapes the notice of Dupree. That is why he is still First Minister. That and he keeps me entertained. Come over and stand next to me, Colonel Willis.”
God damn it! I can’t see much from here but now I’ve got no choice. She gave me a direct order. I reluctantly walk over to where she stands, keeping my eyes on her magnificent face.
“What do you think of my pretty little pet, Colonel? Isn’t she precious?”
I force my head to turn towards the pen and look in. There’s a pig lying on its side in the mud, a sow, clearly pregnant. Two parallel rows of prominent nipples running up it’s almost impossibly swollen belly. It looks just like any ordinary pig that you might find on an American farm … except that its head is disturbingly clearly human. Not only human but also a man’s head. The only concession to his pig nature is a small set of curved tusks. Other than that, it’s the head of a pink, over weight, bald man with large, flapping jowls.
It’s all I can do to keep from puking right there.
The Queen reaches into the bucket, pulls out a leafy vegetable of some kind and tosses it right next to the creature’s mouth. It rolls up with great effort, pulls itself forward through the muck and gobbles the greens down, with relish, grunting loudly as it crunches and gulps away.
“That’s my precious!” she coos. “Such a pretty pet! And so fat with little piglets. Yes you are!”
My attention is drawn to the creatures’ eyes, buried deep inside drooping lids and puffy cheeks. There is a light in those eyes that says “I know exactly what I am and what is happening to me.” It causes my spine to curl.
The Queen tosses it another vegetable, which the creature attacks with the same vigor.
“We must keep you fat and well fed, my pet. You’ll need all that fresh milk to nourish those hungry babies of yours. You’re such a fine breeder. Always lots and lots of piglets. Such a good mother too. Nothing’s too good for her babies. She’ll care and nurture them until they’re weaned. Then we bring her big stud back and start all over again, don’t we? But I don’t let you get pregnant right away, do I, my pet? You so enjoy rutting with that big boar. You get months and months of it, several times a day before I finally relent and allow you to become pregnant again. I can’t resist those delicious children of yours. So tender, so moist. Such a treat!”
She throws another couple of greens into the pen, this time not so close to the creature. It looks at her for just a second or two before turning and waddling with great effort towards its meal. In those few seconds, I swear that I saw tears in those hooded eyes. The Queen turns her bright face to mine.
“You have not answered my question Colonel. What do you think of my pet?”
“She … ahh … it is … very unusual … I’ve never seen anything … like it before.”
Her smile broadens. I am grateful to see it. She must be pleased with my answer.
“She is one of my better ideas. She was First Minister Dupree’s predecessor. He thought that he could keep me locked up in the Palace and control my activities. He had an unfortunate streak of morality that Dupree does not possess, which he tried to impose on me. He was a pig of a man, so I just finished the job. Very simple and direct. We are all happier for it. You should see how she takes to the breeding. Does my heart good. You wanted to talk with me, Colonel Willis?”
It takes a second or two for me to catch the change of subject. “Uh … Yes … Yes, my Queen. I just had a meeting with First Minister Dupree and Mr. White, from The Consortium. They told me about a plan by a rebel group to bring in a powerful witch to challenge you. Apparently, this witch is from …”
“From your world. She’s a Seventy Seven and will be here in a few weeks. I know all about her, Colonel.”
“You do? How do you know this?”
“I have my spies in Dupree’s office and he has his spies among my people.”
“I hope you don’t think I’m a spy, my Queen.”
“You Colonel? No, of course not. It’s clear that you’re strictly a military man, completely trustworthy.”
“I’m happy you think that of me.” For a lot of reasons, one of which has returned to wallowing in the mud a few feet away from me. “I’ve never been comfortable with office politics.”
“Unfortunately, I am. Perhaps it is better to say that I have grown comfortable over these many years, though Dupree is one of the best that I have run across since I became Queen.”
“Then you must know what my recommendations were and that Dupree rejected them, with Mr. White’s support.”
“Yes, I do and I agree with the First Minister.”
“I don’t want to take any risks of any kind with your safety, Queen Opulessa.”
She lightly pats my check. “I should take some of the blame for that, my dear Colonel, but I would not change a thing. The reason that I agree with the First Minister is that this outsider is no threat to me. She is a mere child! I have ruled this land for over two hundred years and am still in my prime! Don’t you think I’m still in my prime, Colonel?”
“Absolutely, my Queen!”
“The girl may have raw talent but she has no experience. I will defeat her easily.”
“You’ll kill her then?”
“No, no, my heavens no. I have much bigger plans for her.”
I look around the stables, wondering what new abomination will join the herd of horror. The Queen notices my wandering eyes.
“Nothing like that, Colonel. I want her intact and unharmed.”
“Why’s that, my Liege?”
“You obviously know very little about witches. The more witches gathering in one location, the more power there is for all of them. The more powerful the witches, the more power there is. I have spent my entire life keeping the other witches on the run, hidden, separated, killing any my men can catch. This girl is different. She is all potential but no skill. I can control her, then her power will be mine.”
“You are already the most powerful, wonderful person in this world, my Queen. Why take the chance?”
She sighs, looking weary for the first time since I first met her. It was only for a second or two though. She is back to her radiant self instantly.
“Despite what you may think, Colonel, I have a hard life. It takes a lot of my power just to maintain everything. After more than two hundred years, I bore easily. There is little new to keep my interest. I have done it all more than once. Or twice. Or a hundred times. The arrival of you and your men has helped these last few years but my life is still difficult.”
“My men and I are glad to be of service. Anything you desire.”
“As you all should be. However, if I can capture the powers of this girl and put them to use, my future is assured. You would want that for me, wouldn’t you, Colonel?”
“Your wish is my command, Queen Opulessa.”
“How perfectly wonderful. And, if it doesn’t work out the way I want it to, I still dispose of a rival and make a new addition to my collection of pets. Colonel Willis, please return to your office and make sure to keep me informed about the First Minister’s plans in the future but be discreet about it. Can you do that little thing for me?”
“Anything you ask of me, I will do.”
“Excellent! As a reward for your loyalty, why don’t you visit me this evening, up in my chambers. We can have a long talk about a number of things. It has been some time since we last … talked.”
“I will be there, my Liege.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Dierdra’s riding shotgun today while Leeanna and I are in the back of the wagon. She’s listening to the MP3 player while the laptop recharges. I’m just watching the scenery slowly roll by. If we weren’t heading to a fight to the death, this wouldn’t be a bad way to live.
New York was always about the rush. Hurry here, hurry there. Do this job, do that job. Run, hide, seek. It never stopped. It rarely even slowed down. I thought that was the way the entire world lived, the only way to live. Coming to this world was a real culture shock. Not just the change in sex but the change of pace. Everything is much slower but more important. There’s time to think, sometimes too much. In New York, I was just responsible for myself and sorta responsible for Mom and Terry. Here, I’m responsible for the fate of a world, including Johnathyn and Leeanna, who feel like family. If I’d had those responsibilities back in New York, I’d be totally freaking out, but here … somehow, I think I can do it. I’m not sure how we’ll get it done but my gut tells me we will, so I’m a hell of a lot calmer than I’ve got any right to be.
Maybe it’s because this is “we” instead of “me”. Back in New York, I was mostly on my own. I didn’t look for help but no one offered, either. Now, I’ve got a team. Johnathyn is a total rock. Dierdra is a close friend and more help is coming. And Leeanna … is giving me a funny look right now. She’s slipped off the headphones and just looking at me, her face kinda scrunched up.
“What’s up, Lee?”
She glances towards the front of the wagon, then scoots closer to me, lowering her head slightly.
“I know,” she whispers.
“What do you know?” I whisper back.
“I know that you love me.”
What brought this on? “Of course I love you. You’re a great kid, Why wouldn’t I?”
“No, I know. I felt it. When those snakes bit me and you saved my life, it was like … you were in my head, like I could feel what you felt. You weren’t going to let me get hurt. You loved me, just like my mother loved me. I could feel it!” Her head dropped a little lower, not looking at me. “I … love you too, Alexia.”
“Look, you don’t have to say that. I’m not your mother. I understand if …”
“No. I must say it because it is true. I am ashamed to admit that I was afraid of you. When those soldiers stopped us and you …”
“I know.”
“I had never seen anything like that. I knew that you were a witch but I guess I did not really know what that actually meant, what you could do by just waiving your hand. I was afraid that you might do that to me.”
“Lee, I’d never do anything like that to you, or your father.”
“I know that now but I didn’t then. Would you please forgive me … Mother?”
“Of course I forgive you. There’s nothing to forgive. You had every right to be afraid. I’m cool with it all, but you don’t have to call me ‘Mother.’”
“What if I want to?”
“If you want to … then I’m cool with that too.”
She hugs me around my waist, letting her head fall onto my chest. I hold her tightly around her shoulders, a warm feeling spreading through me, tears gathering in my eyes. I don’t know how we’re going to handle this when I go back home but, for now, I’m happy.
We keep a firm grip on each other as the wagon rocks back and forth. Eventually, Lee lifts her head off my chest and looks up at me.
“Mother?”
I smile down at her. “Yes, daughter?”
The briefest smile flashes across her face but returns to a serious look.
“Has anyone told you about the great god Zaphod and his wife, Jillian?”
“No. Is it important?”
“I think maybe it is. Zaphod and Jillian were happily married when another goddess named Alexia showed up.”
“Alexia? That’s MY name.”
“I know. You see … that Alexia wasn’t very nice.”
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
I didn’t say anything about it while Dierdra and I fixed supper, with Lee’s help.
I let it ride all during supper and the clean up.
I even let it slide while we were all sitting around the campfire, the sparks climbing high into the cold, clear sky.
I kept quiet until after Leeanna had gone to bed and I was certain that she was asleep. I waited a whole ten decicycles just to make certain.
Then I asked.
“Were either of you ever planning on telling me about Zaphod, Jillian and Alexia?”
Dierdra and Johnathyn pass several guilty glances back and forth before Johnathyn spoke up.
“I told Pegues that he was making a mistake. He should have chosen a different name. Clearly you aren’t what she was.”
“And what exactly was the Goddess Alexia, Johnathyn?”
“She was … aahhhh … a ….uummm … loose woman?”
“If Leeanna’s got it straight, she was a lot more than ‘loose.’”
“What did Leeanna tell you? She is too young to know about things like that!”
“First off, this isn’t about what Leeanna knows, doesn’t know or shouldn’t know, Johnathyn. This is about why neither of you bothered to tell me why I’ve been getting all those funny looks and giggles whenever I introduce myself to someone. Secondly, Lee is a smart kid. They always know more than their parents want them to know. Sometimes what they know is wrong and dangerous but it’s usually just the stuff that they’re going to need to know sooner rather than later any way. Let’s go back to my question, why didn’t either of you say something before today?”
“I thought you knew, Alexia,” says Dierdra.
“You could have asked, just to make sure but you didn’t. Johnathyn, on the other hand, knew I didn’t know. A heads up would have been nice.”
“A ’heads up’?” he innocently asks.
“Don’t play that game with me. You know exactly what I mean!”
“Let us say that I did. It was none of my concern.”
“I’m supposed to be your wife. People have been making fun of me behind my back for months and ‘it was none of your concern’? Thank God we aren’t actually married.”
“Yes. Thank God.”
“And what is THAT supposed to mean?”
“YOU said it. I was just agreeing with you, that’s all. Is it now wrong for me to agree with you?”
He has me there. Doesn’t mean I am going to let it go. “I know what I meant when I said it. What did you mean?”
“Nothing.”
“Nothing? You didn’t have a thought in that big head of yours? Not a single relevant thought? It’s hard to believe that there was nothing there.”
“Yes, there was a thought. I was thinking that you should have red hair instead of black. At least that way people would be warned about your temper.”
“My TEMPER? I think I’ve been pretty damn reasonable after finding out I’ve been the object of derision ever since I was tricked into coming to this world!”
“That is not true, Alexia,” says Dierdra in a calming voice. “No one who knows you thinks less of you because of your name.”
“What about the people I meet in the street? ‘Hello, I’m the blacksmith’s wife. My name is Alexia, just like the great whore in legend and song.’ Oh, apparently there’s also a book. This world doesn’t even have the damn printing press but there are handwritten MANUSCRIPTS about Alexia out there. Be honest, Dierdra. What was the first thing that ran through your mind when you heard my name? Be honest.”
“Do you really want to know?”
“Yeah, I do.”
“I thought that you were beautiful enough to be the legendary Alexia.”
Johnathyn starts to speak but I turn and point at him.
“Don’t you even think about it, buster. My temper. You haven’t SEEN my temper. I might as well be named Adolph Hitler. Of course, you’ve got no idea who that is. No wonder I had so much trouble in Shellcrest. Those drunks probably thought I was out looking for business.” I stand up, pulling my cape tightly around my shoulders. “I’m going out there to cool off my TEMPER. I don’t want to wake Leeanna. Don’t either of you follow me.”
I stomp off, away from the fire, into a field, walking uncounted decileagues, until the fire is a mere matchstick, providing neither heat nor light. I sit on a large, cold rock. My cape is underneath me so it’s not that bad. For now.
I over reacted. I knew it while I was doing it. The person to blame is Pegues. It was his little joke, the bastard. Johnathyn and Dierdra were just convenient targets, though Johnathyn should really have said something. Not right away, maybe, but I thought we had a … relationship of some kind. It’s like someone you see every day was going around with a crooked tie or something in their teeth all the time. You say something out of politeness for God’s sake!
I sit and stew for about twenty decicycles before the cold starts to penetrate the cape and my butt begins to hurt from sitting on the rock. I start to get up but see a small dot of light moving erratically through the field in front of me. Someone, probably Johnathyn, has my flashlight and is looking for me. I could say something but I think I’ll let them stumble around awhile. I spend the next several decicycles watching whoever is looking for me alternate between getting warmer and colder in their search. They fall down at least twice before finally getting close enough that I decide to put an end to it.
“I’m here.”
The light swings quickly my way but I don’t close or shield my eyes, staring straight at the searcher.
“By Zaphod’s beard! You startled me.” It is Johnathyn.
”I told you not to follow me.”
“Dierdra insisted that I come. She said it wasn’t safe out here.”
“For a woman with the name of Alexia?”
“For anyone. We maybe closer to Glory but that doesn’t mean that wolves aren’t hunting for stray cattle or anyone foolish enough to walk away from a warm fire.”
I slide over on the rock, my butt completely numb from the cold. Johnathyn drops down next to me, radiating heat from the exertion of his search. I resist the urge to snuggle close to him. For the warmth.
“We haven’t seen any wolves yet this entire trip.”
“No, but we have heard them.”
That was certainly true. Many nights when we were away from what passes for civilization in this world, we’d here the chorus of howls begin in the evening just as the sun set and they would continue for hours. At first they worried me but neither Johnathyn nor Leeanna reacted at all. I figured that if a young girl wasn’t going to sweat it, I wasn’t going to. Eventually, the howls became background noise, unless they were particularly close or loud.
We sit in silence, the darkness engulfing us. What started as a clear night has gotten blacker as clouds came in, the wind slowly rising, making it feel even colder. The warmth of the fire we left behind calls to me but I’m not going to be the first one to move. Johnathyn shifts his position on the rock slightly and coughs, clearing his throat. “I … should have said something.”
If I was smart, I’d take that and declare victory. I’m not that smart, at least emotionally.
“You’re right. You should have. Why didn’t you?”
“Because we would have ended up just as this, having fought about it when it was not my fault in the first place. Pegues is the one who christened you ‘Alexia’. A perfectly beautiful name, it just has certain history tied to it. It was a natural extension of your own name but again, the history. I’m sure that many do not believe the story anyway but, when it comes to sex …”
“You can’t pass it up. Not when it’s a man and a woman.”
“And looking as you do. If an old toothless hag were named Alexia, there would be the occasional smirk or comment. When the woman is as beautiful as you, very few can resist the thought that you are the embodiment of the goddess, for good or ill. I should have at least warned you but I did not want to upset you either. I could think of no way to do one without the other, so I did nothing.”
“I’ve done worse with women I dated.”
“As have I with Leeantha. She reacted as you did, I should have remembered that.”
“I wouldn’t compare me to your first wife. Quit while you’re ahead. While we’re on a truthfulness binge here, I need to tell you or ask you something, I don’t know which.”
“What is that?”
“Leeanna wants to call me Mother.”
“She should, that is our disguise.”
“No, she really means it. She wants me to be her mother.”
He thinks about it for a while before answering. “What did you tell her?”
“I guess I was caught up in the moment. I said it was okay but I should have asked you first. You’re her father, it’s your call. Come hell or high water, this gig is temporary. We win, I’m going home. We don’t win, I guess we’ve got bigger problems than who calls who what. I just don’t want her to get her feelings all invested in me and then I leave her. It’s not fair to her. I like her, I like her a lot.”
“Do you love her as a mother loves a daughter?”
Do I? She thinks I do. I’ve never had a kid but I love her as much as I did Mom and Terry. I’d do for her what I’d have done for them.
“Yeah, I guess I do.”
“Then how could you leave … her?”
“I’ve got no choice. This isn’t my world, I don’t belong here. I’m the snake in the Garden of Eden. I know too much to stay. The things I could tell you that would completely change your world, they’re uncountable. I could make it a paradise or I could destroy it. Who knows what would happen? I’m not smart enough to guarantee a paradise so everybody, including Leeanna, is better off if I leave this world as soon as the job is done.”
“Does that include me?”
What is he asking? “Everybody includes everybody, Johnathyn. I shouldn’t interfere with the natural development of your world. The Prime Directive.”
“I do not know about this Prime Directive but, if that is so, should you not leave right this very moment?”
“The Prime Directive kicks in as soon as I get the people who killed my family, every one who had a hand in it. After that, the place is yours.”
“I don’t see how that makes any …” he stops talking mid-sentence, just freezing in place. He had left the flashlight on when he sat down but it was pointing up to light the area around the rock we were sitting on. Now he picks it up but shields the beam with his other hand.
“What are you …” I start to ask but he puts his hand gently over my mouth then quickly returns it to the flashlight.
He quietly slides off the rock and squats next to me, unblocking the light. Immediately, dozens of red eyes reflect the light. He swings the light back behind us, more red eyes. He brings it to our right, more eyes, but this time, there is a head and a body.
And teeth. Lots of big, sharp pointed teeth.
“Wolves,” he tensely whispers.
What I saw was not a wolf. I watched “Animal Planet” back home and I know what a wolf looked like. This thing was much bigger, like five and a half foot long in the body and two hundred pounds if it was an ounce. Broad chest, muscled legs, thick neck. It wasn’t long and lean like a wolf. This thing could chew its way through a concrete wall. And he has lots of friends with him.
“Stay behind me,” Johnathyn says.
“Do you have a gun?”
“No.”
“A knife?”
“No.”
“Then you stay behind me.” I jump off the rock. “Where’s the nearest tree?”
He flicked the light to my left then returned it to the gigantic wolf that was only twenty decileagues away, slowly approaching, head down, tongue out, teeth barred but silent except for the breathing.
We need more light. I concentrate on the tree that Johnathyn briefly lit up. I need it to burn … right now! It begins to glow, first light orange, then shifted to red. Its few remaining leaves were curling and popping. Sweat was dripping off my forehead from the effort of my concentration. Suddenly it burst into flames, throwing an intensely bright light around us.
A number of the wolves that had been near the tree were running away towards the shadows. I couldn’t be sure if they were leaving or just regrouping. The rest of the wolves were acting nervous, shying away from the burning tree but not running away either. The really big wolf didn’t flinch, he just kept creeping forward.
“Well done,” says Johnathyn.
“All it does is show us how much trouble we’re in.”
“If you run for the wagon, I’ll follow with a burning branch, that should hold them off until …”
“Until that big son of a bitch decides he’s done playing with us and he bites your arm off.”
“Do you have a better idea?”
“Guess we’ll find out.”
I reach out with my right hand, palm flat, facing the biggest wolf, which is crouching, as if coiling to spring towards us.
“FREEZE!” I shout just as it leaps. I knock it out of the air, dropping it to the ground. It quickly gets back up on all fours but I manage to hold him in place as it struggles against my magic, feet digging and pawing at the ground, no longer silent but growling and snarling. A second wolf sprints past the first but I knock it down too, holding it off. A third, then a fourth wolf attacks but I still hold them off.
“You’re doing it Alexia!” shouts Johnathyn.
“I … I … don’t know … how long I … can … do this.” The strain is getting to me. I’m holding each individual wolf away. As more wolves join in, it only gets worse. I’m up to more than a dozen and even those are fighting me as hard as they can. I can’t keep this up much longer. “Johnathyn … this isn’t going … to work. There’s too many of them.”
“What can I do to help?”
“Get ready to grab on and hold tight. Grab me! Hurry!”
He steps behind me, grabbing my waist with both hands. “Like this?”
“NO! HUG ME! AS TIGHTLY A YOU CAN!”
He puts me in a bear hug. I can hardly breathe.
“Like this?”
“YES! DON’T LET GO, NO MATTER WHAT! WE’RE LEAVING”
“What are you … AAAAUUUGHHH!”
I release all the wolves at once. They stumble forward, uncoordinated, because of the sudden change but they right themselves quickly, leaping at us as we shoot fift5een decileagues into the air … and stay there, hovering out of their reach as they fight each other while jumping up at us.
“IN ZAPHOD’S NAME, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?”
“I couldn’t hold back twenty five of them so I decided to hold up the two of us.”
“HOW ARE YOU DOING THIS?”
“Calm down, Johnathyn.”
‘I AM CALM! WHO SAYS I AM NOT CALM?!”
“My eardrums. You’re shouting into my right ear. Take it easy … please.”
“YES … certainly. I’m sorry. I’ve never done this before.”
“Welcome to the club. Let’s see if I can float us over to the wagon.”
“We can’t! They will follow us back!”
He’s right, they will. I’ve simply climbed a nonexistent tree. We’re still trapped. There’s no other choice now.
“I need to get my right arm free, Johnathyn.”
“So, do it.”
“You’ll need to relax your grip, just a little.”
“Why? What are you going to do now?”
“Kill some wolves.”
“You can do that while keeping us up here?”
“I sure as hell hope so.”
“And if you can’t?”
“We fall from the sky and are wolf kibble.”
Johnathyn doesn’t say anything but he does loosen his hold on my right side enough for me to pull my arm away from my body. “Sometimes Alexia, I do not know when you are making sport.”
“Sometimes I don’t know myself. You may want to close your eyes.”
I flex my fingers then think about a fireball. A dense swirling mass of flame, so hard, so hot that it would instantly immolate anything it contacts. As the image grows in my mind, I begin to feel the heat in my hand. I look over and see it, about the size of a golf ball at the start but it quickly expands to the size of a baseball, then a softball. The brightness causes my eyes to hurt. I can feel both the weight and the increasing intensity. Just as I begin to look for a target, we bobble and slide off to the right, dropping towards the ground. Johnathyn’s grip reflexively tightens, driving most of the air from my chest but he says nothing, beyond a quick gasp. The fireball disappears.
“I got it! I … got it!” I wheeze, struggling to get us back to the level we were as the wolves leap with renewed enthusiasm. It only takes me a few seconds to get us back on an even keel but the sudden drop was still pretty damn scary. A few more feet and one of them might have gotten to us.
Johnathyn takes several deep breaths. “Are you certain that you can …”
“Yeah. I can.”
“Why not simply cut off their heads as you did with the Guard?”
“Have you seen their necks? I’d be hacking forever and we’d drop like a rock. Once started, fire takes care of itself.”
“Then you had best kill that large brute, the one we first saw. He is the leader. If you kill him, the pack may break up.”
“Thanks. I appreciate the help.”
“Best be quick about it.”
Amen to that. I need to split my concentration. I’ll take it slower this time. Opening and closing my hand several times, the heat returns but I don’t look at it. Instead, I search for the Alpha wolf. He’s easy to spot, highlighted by the surging luminance flowing from my hand. While the other wolves throw themselves at us and against each other, snapping and snarling, it just stands there, watching and waiting, occasionally biting other wolves who carelessly run into it.
Clearly not an animal to fuck with.
The area around us gets brighter and brighter as the fireball feeds on my magic. The pack of wolves seems to be thinning out a bit, the ones at the center still raging at us but the ones on the fringe seem to be having second thoughts about the whole “let’s eat the people” thing. The Alpha hasn’t budged. If anything, it looks more determined.
I steal a glance at the fireball. It seems to be just about as big as last time. We’re pretty steady in the air. Now’s as good as time as any.
“You ready?” I ask.
“More than. Do not miss.”
“As if. I played ball in high school.”
I spin us just a little in the air to free up my right arm. It sees the motion, crouching, getting ready to move. This throw is going to be more elbow and wrist than arm. As I bring my arm back, the wolf in front of the Alpha leaps towards us, then the Alpha bounds into the air, pushing off of the first wolf that jumped, giving the Alpha an enormous boost. It’s flying straight towards us, claws outstretched, jaws wide open. I practically stuff the fireball down his throat then twist away as the Alpha explodes into flames, dropping bits of burning hair and flesh on the rest of the pack. They squeal and yelp as they break away, running into the dark woods, some trailing sparks and glowing embers as they slowly fade to nothing, mixing with the deepening shadows.
I take us over to the still burning tree and make a not so smooth landing about twenty decileagues away, dropping us the last few feet. I land on my feet but stumble, ending up on my ass; Johnathyn sprawled, face down, on the ground a few feet away from me.
“Are you okay? I ask him.
He pushes himself up off the ground, getting to his feet, dusting off his pants and shirt as he stands upright.
“I was going to ask you the same thing.” He reaches out, offering me his right hand. I take it and he pulls me to my feet, his left hand wrapping around my waist, pulling me close. “That was a new experience for me.”
“Me too. Before that, all my time in the air was thanks to a plane. Living with me is just one new experience after another.”
“So it would seem.” He reaches down, gently touching my hair, brushing something away. “You appear to have singed wolf hair mixed with your own.”
I look down at my blouse. “Wolf hair and other wolf bits. You do too. I think I need a change of clothes … and a bath.”
“That will wait until morning. There is a stream nearby. I am afraid that I dropped your light.”
“Guess we can find that in the morning too. Unless a wolf ate it. No wonder you don’t have dogs in this world. I wouldn’t trust anything descended from those things.”
He lets go of my waist but keeps hold of my right hand, brushing blackened pieces of wolf off both of us with his left hand. I pick a few of the larger bits off his shoulders and out of his hair.
“Let’s return to the wagon and check on our daughter and Dierdra. I want to be certain they are safe” he said. Our daughter. I think I can live with that. “Should you not do something about that tree, Alexia? We do not want the fire to spread.”
“I’ll take care of it after we get to the wagon. I don’t want to walk back in the dark.”
“Nor do I.”
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
They were late. Two days late! The weather has been fine, an early Spring thaw, so that was no excuse. Tyber may not be particularly bright or imaginative but he has always been punctual. A redeeming quality for that plodding dull type.
The only saving grace is that the bar maids here are very comely. The closer you get to Glory, the greater the surplus of good looking women to chose from. They all stream in from the surrounding farms and little villages, hoping to make their fortunes or marry someone who already has. They are no different than their less attractive sisters but the competition is more intense in the capitol city. The lass who has served me these past two evenings is a blonde beauty. If she were ten years younger, she would easily find employment at one of the better bars in Glory but I would guess that she is well past her twentieth year. She can rule this place for another few years before the inevitable decline in her appearance forces her to work in the kitchen. If she is lucky.
For now, she is the best that “The Silver Forge” has to offer. As is this mug of Klatch I have been nursing through the evening. It is my third and I want to keep my wits sharp should Tyber arrive at this late hour.
Suddenly, there is a small swell in the noise level. It seems to be coming from near the door but it quiets down quickly. A few moments later, the crowd near my table parts as a large cloaked figure makes his way towards me. Tyber. At last.
“By Zaphod’s beard, Johnathyn! I have been waiting these past two days for you to …” He stops just short of the table as a woman steps around from behind him. She too is cloaked. He wouldn’t have brought her with him! He knows that women are forbidden in such a place, unless they work here as bar maids or provide other services. She reaches up and slides the hood off her head.
Alexia!
The fool!
“Tyber!” I hiss. “I told you that you were to come alone! How did you get past the door with her in tow?”
She reaches up and gracefully unties the cord holding the cloak tight to her throat.
“Don’t worry, Miran. Johnathyn can be very persuasive when he wants to.”
“Apparently not persuasive enough to convince you not to commit this folly.”
Tyber removes his cloak, dropping it on the chair next to me. “I did not want to be so persuasive, Pegues.” He reaches down, taking Alexia’s cloak in his hands at her shoulders, sliding it off and away from her, dropping it on top of his own.
“Thank you, Johnathyn.”
“You are welcome, my Wife.”
She is dressed in a simple traveling dress, light blue. She is also wearing a gray leather corset, tightly laced from her slim waist to the open top, her large breasts not spilling from the soft cups but nor are they modestly displayed. Her raven hair tumbles loosely about her head and down past her shoulders. Her dark eyes sparkle and her red lips glisten. She wears no makeup of any kind, unlike the women who work here, yet she is the loveliest woman for a hundred leagues in any direction, including Glory. This is not the girl I brought to this world.
“What have you done to yourself?”
Tyber pulls a chair back and Alexia smoothly settles down into it as he pushes it back towards the table. I saw that happen on the other world, occasionally, but never here.
“I haven’t done anything, other than a quick wash up to get the road dirt off. I convinced Johnathyn to bring me with him tonight. We have some things to discuss.”
“We have nothing to discuss. When you arrive at Glory, you will be told what … oh no.”
The innkeeper is headed our way and he does not look happy. He’s almost as large as Tyber and has had much more experience than he in bar fights. I knew that Alexia’s presence would cause trouble. The crowd quiets down, expecting a show.
“I don’t care which of you poofters brought your whore with you, but I run a respectable place. If’n you tain’t out of here in two shakes, I’ll be tossing you out now and tossing out the whore after we’s done wit her.”
I look over at Johnathyn but he hasn’t moved at all. In fact, he acts as if he never even heard the threat. I wince as Alexia turns in her chair to look up at the towering man.
“We are but weary travelers looking for a bit of food and drink … well, mostly drink, though I wouldn’t object if you have Buffalo Chicken Wings on the menu. I think that crack about ‘whore’ requires an apology, also maybe for ‘poofter’ if I knew what that meant.”
Johnathyn leans in closer to her. “Poofter refers to a man who enjoys sexual relations with other men.”
“Oh well, then definitely, you need to apologize to my husband for that one. Though, I don’t know if it is necessary for Miran. Is it, Miran?”
I don’t get a chance to answer her as the bartender steps between her and Johnathyn.
“Be silent, slattern! If I wish to hear a whore speak, I will beat her until she - uughh!”
His breath catches in his throat as he gasps for air, mouth agape, eyes wide open, face struck with pain.
Alexia just smiles up at him. “I’d like that apology. And some appetizers. On the house.”
The bartender struggles to speak. “You can … suck … my … AAAGGHH!” His knees buckle but he grabs the edge of the table to keep from falling to the floor. By bending over, he brought his face near Alexia’s. She put her right index finger under his chin and moves his head until they are eye to eye.
“An apology. To me. To my Husband. Now. Or lose them. Do you understand?”
He clenches his teeth, fire in his eyes. It looks like he might spit in her face when another wave of agony sweeps through his body. When it passes, he weekly nods his head. She pulls her finger back, releasing his head. He slowly stands up, relief clear on his face.
“My apologies, Sir … and Lady.”
Alexia smiles brightly. “Apologies accepted, my good man. Let us speak no more about it. Please have one of your nice waitresses come over and take our order.”
He waives a hand at the bar maid who had been with me all night and gingerly walks back to the bar, his legs wide, barely lifting his feet off the floor. The older blonde beauty carefully nears the table.
“We will both have a mug of your best Klatch,” orders Johnathyn.
“And please have the bar tender chop up some fruit and add it to mine,” says Alexia.
The bar maid is clearly confused. “Fruit?”
“Yes, anything that’s sweet. About one quarter full of finely chopped fruit. You should try it. Takes the edge right off. Thank you very much.”
The bar maid quickly nods her head and scuttles off. I scan the crowd, trying to gauge their mood. It isn’t good. Alexia chuckles lightly.
“I was crushing his balls pretty good there. He’s a tough son of a bitch. I can respect that. He’s a bigot and he’s wrong but tough.”
“Tyber, what possessed you to bring her into a bar? It can only mean trouble, which means attention, something we cannot afford right now.”
“She insisted, Pegues, and I agreed with her. It is time that we set a few things straight and now is as good a time as any, as is this place.”
Alexia leans towards me. “You see, Miran, I haven’t spent a lot of time in your world but I’m already fed up with the way you men treat women. I’ve decided there are going to be some changes made about that and the sooner your people know my intentions, the better for everyone. Hold that thought, it appears we have more company.”
I look around, there are almost a dozen men, some more in their cups than the others, loosely gathered around our table. One of the less inebriated takes the initiative.
“We don’t know what you did to ol’ Peterwate to get him to back off but you shant do the same to us. When we are done with ye, you’ll know not to disobey your betters. Am I right, men?”
Several men start to shout but just as the cries begin to grow stronger, there is the distinctive sound and then smell of flatulence. The cries fade away as the sound continues on, coming from the first man to speak, who looks thoroughly embarrassed. As soon as he stops, a second standing man begins, as does a third. Then another. And another. It is soon a ghastly chorus, the air fouled almost to the point of sickness. A number of men head for the door but most do not. The first man speaks again.
“What did you do, you …”
His stomach emits a loud low rumble, stretching out for several milicycles. The rumbling spreads to the other men who had gathered around our table. There is a sudden rush towards the waste room but it is too late. One man after another clutches his stomach, bending over in a crouch, overcome by the cramps and then each man … soils himself. The sound is horrific, the grunts and groans, the cries of anguish, the muffled sound of expulsion and finally what comes dribbling down the pants legs, spilling out onto the floor, some more of a flood than a dribble. The smell is as fetid as any I have ever encountered.
Only the men who challenged Alexia were affected directly, the rest are affected by the display and run for the door. Just then, the bar maid returns with their order, setting it on the table with a large smirk on her face. Alexia picks up her mug and takes a long sip, then smacks her lips.
“Very good! My compliments to your bartender. You should really try this. It makes Klatch almost tolerable.”
“I will do so, my Lady.”
“How did you do that?” I ask.
She takes another sip from her mug while Tyber joins her. She sets the drink back on the table. “You stimulate the lower intestines, relax the sphincter a bit and let nature take its course. The fact that most of them were drunk, more or less, helped. Tell your people that we will talk when we get to Glory and then Johnathyn and I will decide if we are going to help you. We will need enforceable guarantees about specific changes or no deal. Make sure they understand that. You ready to go, Johnathyn?”
He upends his mug, draining it. “I am now.” He stands, pulling out her chair for her as she stands. He then drapes her cloak over her shoulders and dons his own. “Careful where you step, Alexia.”
She looks about the floor, wrinkling her nose at the smell. “Good point. Make sure to tip the waitress generously, Miran. I’ll know.” Tyber offers her his arm and she gracefully takes it. They start to walk away but pause, talking together quietly for the briefest moment. Alexia turns and returns to the table.
“Johnathyn reminded me of something. You should have told me the story of Zaphod and Alexia.”
My stomach growls several times. I look down at my waist as I feel the beginnings of cramps. When I look back up, there is a cruel smile on Alexia’s crimson lips.
“You REALLY should have told me, Pegues.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Alexia’s hand rests lightly on my own as we leave “The Silver Forge”, a number of men scattering when we walk out into the street. There are also several smiling women standing together in groups of two and three.
It is amazing how fast word spreads. They nod their heads slightly towards Alexia as we pass, some even briefly curtsey. She smiles and nods in return. We need to get back to our wagon as quickly as possible before any guards show up. If they have heard the entire story, they may be a little slow in responding. Despite our need for haste, I won’t deny Alexia her moment. We move through the town at a slow, dignified pace.
“Are you happy with how it all occurred?”
“Johnathyn, you were perfect. So suave. You handled that chair like a maitre d’.”
“What is that?”
“A professional host.”
“That hardly seems like a job for a man.”
“Don’t knock it. Some of them make good money. I appreciate that you didn’t get up and pound anyone in the bar. I know how those kinds of insults affect you.”
“No man should tolerate his wife being spoken of in such a way, even if she shouldn’t be there in the first place.”
“I know I crossed some lines but someone has to take the first step if there’s ever going to be change. We agreed about that.”
“I remember. We also agreed that I would take no action unless absolutely necessary. I kept my end of the bargain, though it was difficult.”
“Again, I appreciate it, thank you. No one was seriously hurt, just embarrassed.”
“What about Pegues?”
“He’ll probably have to burn those pants.”
“The shoes also.”
“Yeah, maybe that shirt too. Let’s duck behind this building.”
She tightens her grip on my arm, pulling me behind a large building just off the main street. There are no lights in any of the windows. The only illumination is the three quarter moon and stars in the clear sky overhead. She takes my hand firmly in hers.
“Do you think anyone saw us come back here?”
“No. We are alone.”
“Good. Are you ready?”
“Are you certain about this? It seems so … unnatural.”
“Of course it’s unnatural. That’s what makes it so much fun.”
She is correct about that. I think every man has that fantasy at one time or another in their lives. I know I have. “Yes, I am ready.”
“Hang on!”
We float gently up into the air, hand in hand, until the surrounding buildings are far below us then we head west, our speed quickly increasing until the air is loudly rushing past us. Alexia shouts to be heard.
“Our wagon is two days closer to Glory than Pegues knows so we’ve got at least a two day cushion to work on our own plan before we met with him and his people.”
“Will Dierdra’s friends be there on time?” I shout back.
“I don’t know. We’ll go with what we’ve got and work the others in as they arrive.”
“How long before we reach the wagon?”
“An hour, maybe less. We could go faster but it’ll get pretty cold if we do. Wind chill.”
It is already very cold. “An hour is good. We can be down in time to get well rested before an early start tomorrow morning.”
She laughs. “Whatever you say, Dear.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Flying is so exhilarating that it takes me several hours to calm down and get to sleep. For some reason, Johnathyn seems to take it all in stride. The man is a rock and then he can be so sensitive when he deals with Leeanna. I’m lucky he’s on my side. Unfortunately, he went to bed and fell right to sleep as soon as we got back. Lee was still up, Dierdra couldn’t get her to stay down and I don’t know how hard she tried. They both wanted to know what happened. I gave Leeanna the cleaned up version and promised the unedited account to Dierdra but she told me that it could wait until morning, she had stayed up mostly to make sure we returned safe and sound. They were all asleep within thirty minutes and I was still jazzed, wide awake.
Which explains why I woke up to the jostling motions of a wagon rolling down a rough road. And a cold breakfast. I sit up, pushing the blankets aside.
“Morning,” says Dierdra.
“How long have we been on the road?”
“Not long.”
“Why didn’t someone wake me?”
“Johnathyn knew you didn’t fall asleep for several hours last night. He thought you might need to sleep as long as you could.”
“That’s a little tough the way this thing bounces around. It could really use a decent set of shocks. I must look terrible.”
“You don’t.”
“How could I not? No sleep, bed head.”
“No, you don’t. I should have recognized it earlier.”
“What are you talking about, Dierdra?”
“The changes were so slight at first and occurred over a long period but yet, in total, so significant.”
“What changes?”
“You’ve changed.”
“Of course I’ve changed. I was a man and now I’m a woman.”
“Since then, since we first met.”
“I don’t understand. You mean the flying thing?”
“The increase in your powers is part of it. The changes have been so slow, a little at a time, but when you look at the whole effect, there is no question.”
“I’m the same today as the first day I got here.”
“Your hair is perfect. None of the bed head that you refer to. It has been perfect each day you have awoken these past two weeks.”
“That’s impossible. It’s just the way I wear it. If I’m working, it’s a pony tail, if not, it’s loose. No big deal.”
“Your hair is dark but lustrous, full and wavy, framing your face just so. A woman’s hair does not do that without much effort but you spend little to no time on your appearance.”
“I never cared a whole lot when I was back on my world. I exercised to keep in shape but that was mostly a health thing. I’d get dressed up and try to look good if I had a date or something, particularly if she was staying over, but that was about it. It just wasn’t that important.”
“And yet you are more beautiful today than the day we met. Much more.”
“I don’t know what to tell you, Dierdra. I think it’s just your imagination.”
“It is more than your hair. Your eyes sparkle, your skin is flawless, your eyelashes are long and thick, your lips plump and red. Life on this world is hard. Pampered women living lives of luxury look as you do but even they are not as beautiful. Your breasts last night were …”
“Whoa whoa whoa, let’s not talk about my breasts, okay? I’m not really comfortable going there.”
“Then why did you wear what you did last night?”
“I wanted every man in that bar to know that a woman was there. I didn’t want anyone to think I was trying to sneak in or go undercover.”
“I would say that you were successful.” She pauses a moment before continuing. “In our world, some people believe that every person has two minds, a light mind and a dark mind.”
“You mean good and evil?”
“No. The light mind is what you are aware of daily. What you think about, how you make decisions, all the things you see and hear and smell and feel. It is how your mind fits the world around you everyday. On the other hand, the dark mind is hidden. Where the light mind would be above the surface of a pool of water, the dark mind is below the surface. It is still there even though you are not aware of it. It is working all the time but you are only responsive to it without knowing it. It is very hard to explain.”
“No, I think I got it. We believe the same thing in my world. We call it the conscious and subconscious. The subconscious can process information in the background without the conscious mind even knowing about it.”
“It would seem that you understand.”
“So what’s the big deal? Everyone’s got it.”
“Yes, but you are a powerful witch, learning to control her powers, exploring exactly what you can do. You are discovering that if you can think it, your magic can do it. But it is not just your light mind that has access to this power. Your dark mind also has access.”
Uh oh. “What exactly are you telling me?”
“That sometimes witches can perform magic without knowing it, or controlling it.”
“Has this happened to you?”
“I can only think of two incidents, and they were very small. But you are a Seventy Seven. What would be small for me could be much more serious for you.”
“Like this thing with my hair? I still don’t buy it. Why would my dark mind mess with my looks when my light mind doesn’t give a damn? It makes no sense.”
“It does if your dark mind knows what you truly wish and desire but your light mind is not ready to face it.”
“And what would that be?”
She nods her heads towards the front of the wagon, where Johnathyn and Leeanna are sitting on the bench, side by side, oblivious to our conversation.
“Leeanna?” I ask. “What’s she got to do with how my hair looks or the size of my … breasts?”
“Not just her, but your family. More specifically, your husband.”
“Johnathyn? That’s ridiculous! You do know that Husband and Wife stuff is just us joking around, right? I mean, sometimes we do it because it’s our cover, but other than that, strictly screwing around.”
“So your light mind says, but your dark mind has other ideas. Your dark mind wants him, wants him to be attracted to you, wants him to mate with you, wants to bear his …”
“Time out! Even if I believed I’d changed … which I don’t … how do you know I did all of this for him? Maybe I’ve got the hots for you? Did you ever consider that?”
“I did, but I prefer men.”
“Well, I prefer women.”
“So you say.”
“Yes, I DO say. Listen Dierdra, I’ll keep an eye out for any unintended magic but I’ve got enough trouble just doing what I want to do without screwing up. I don’t really think my subconscious is giving me a makeover to seduce Johnathyn. That’s just too fucked up. I’d appreciate it if you didn’t mention your theories to him. Our relationship is tough enough as it is, what with me being a woman and all.”
“I will be silent but, eventually, even a man would become aware of the changes. I suspect his dark mind already knows what is happening and is encouraging him to do something about it.”
“Eewwww! That’s gross! That’s all I need! Just keep all of this stuff under your hat, okay? For my sake?”
“As you wish, Alexia.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Patron Miller reluctantly invited me to stay the night after our last group meeting. My horse somehow became lame while in his stable. Likely the nail I drove into his hoof just after I arrived tonight.
I wanted to be here when Pegues’s pigeon arrived. Even if Miller was not forthcoming, I should be able to discover the messages contents, one way or another. He put me up in a room near the back of his home on the ground floor, well away from his living quarters. I’m sure he did so as an insult but it gave me the freedom to examine the rest of the house without disturbing him. The pigeon coop was on the roof of the stables, managed by one of the stable hands, a boy who I discovered was fond of drink. A quick dip into the Patron’s stocks and I had the lads word that he would alert me when the pigeon arrived.
Several decicycles after dawn, the boy knocked on my door as he passed by on the way to deliver the message to Miller. I waited a few moments before approaching his bedroom suite on the second floor then knocked on his door.
“Patron. If I could trouble you for a moment? I believe I have a solution to the problem with my horse.” There is no reply, so I knock again. “Patron? I don’t wish to trouble you. Perhaps I could …”
“Come in, Schicalli.”
I turn the handle and push the door open slowly, sticking my head into the room but averting my eyes just a little so as not to seem too eager.
“Where are you, Patron?”
“Over by the window.”
He’s standing by the window, angling a small note against the light from the still rising sun.
“Is that from Pegues? Is all well?”
He continues to read the note. I take a few steps closer but stop, giving him an opportunity to finish it in privacy. Suddenly, he rolls it up into a small ball, pops it into his mouth, and swallows it!
“PATRON! Is that wise?!”
“The security is absolute! There are only two of us who know the contents of those notes.”
“What if, Zaphod forbid, something should happen to you? We would be at a loss!”
“Pegues would know what to do.”
“He is hardly the man you are, Patron. How far away is he now?”
“Not far. They should be here within the next three days. He seems to be having a bit of trouble with our witch.”
“Then it is best they arrive here soon so that you may apply a stronger hand. I have always doubted Pegues ability to deal with a woman like that.”
“That woman is actually a man despite her appearances. Do not forget that, Schicalli.”
“That is true, Patron, but I have not been impressed with the men I have met from that world. To knowingly allow yourself to become a woman … it is just hard for me to accept. What kind of man does that? Certainly not a real man, such as yourself.”
He nods sagely, accepting my praise. “Also true, Barton. We shall see what is the best use of her once we meet. As for now, you may use one of my horses to return home this morning and return it at our next meeting. Apparently the witch demands to meet all of us before she will agree to help us.”
“Isn’t that risky?”
“Yes, which is why we will not be doing that, though a meeting of some kind will likely be required.”
I bow slightly. “I will return home and await your command. Good day, Patron.”
“Good day, Schicalli.”
I hurry back to the room and pack my bags. The First Minister needs to know that it is time to gather the Queen’s Guard and put an end to this pitiful attempt at revolution.
Five Hertz of Separation
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
Johnathyn had pushed the horses pretty hard and we’d picked up almost another entire day by the time we rolled into the outskirts of Dupreeville, a town less than a day’s ride from Glory. The place is named after the head guy of the government. Seems like a big suck up move to me.
Dierdra said Beckwith chose this town because it was big enough that a few extra people coming and going wouldn’t attract attention and it was close enough to Glory to act as a base of operations. As we pull into the courtyard of the hotel, I’d say she made a good choice. It seems like a busy place, more business and trade than residential. Lots of places to gather together without sticking out like a sore thumb.
There was a message waiting for us when we checked in. An address and time for a meeting. Dierdra and I managed to convince Johnathyn that this first meeting should just be us girls, that having a man there might cause problems with the sisterhood vibe. He eventually agreed to stay behind with Lee. Serves him right for all those meetings with Pegues without me.
The meeting place turns out to be a dimly lit warehouse off the main road. As we walk towards it, I notice we pass the occasional woman, covered by a heavy cloak and hood, standing in the shadows of nearby buildings. They wait for us to pass, then pull further back into the darkness. I’ve seen at least three of them by the time Dierdra and I reach the side door of the building. Another hooded and cloaked figure steps out of the gloom.
“I see you weren’t followed.” It was Beckwith. “Where is that husband of yours?”
“Back at the hotel, with our daughter,” I answer. She smirks and opens the door. We all enter and she locks it behind us. She then leads us along a winding path through all the boxes and barrels until we reach the main floor. She stops and throws her hood back.
“We will meet here,” she says.
“Not exactly a silven glen, is it?”
“Where are the others?” asks Dierdra.
“Some are here, some are outside.”
“Waiting to see if it’s a trap?” I ask.
Beckwith glares at me. “Yes.”
I drop my cloak over a nearby barrel. “Good. I don’t want to deal with idiots. Once they’re sure we’re legit, we can get this party started.”
Dierdra and I sit down in a couple of chairs while Beckwith lights a lantern, setting it high on a stack of boxes. Nothing happens for several minutes then four hooded women emerge from the surrounding barrels and boxes, each from a different direction, all converging on the opening where we sit. They stop and remove their hoods, as if on cue. We stand.
“I am Alexia Thompson. Daughter of Jackie Thompson.”
“I am Dierdra Denson. You all know of me.”
The four look among themselves for a moment, then the tallest steps forward, silver blond hair in a tight bun.
“I am Steinvild Bengsston.”
The next is short and dark skinned. If she was from my world, I’d say she was Italian. “My name is Emlilly Sousa.”
The third woman was of average height and appears to be younger than the other two, like around forty. “I am Sarah Finniss of the Western provinces.”
The last woman, slim with brown hair mixed with gray, spoke. “I would prefer to remain nameless for now. They say you are a Seventy Seven.”
“So I’ve been told.”
“You do not know for certain?”
“I’m not from around here. In my land, heritage is less important. Are you asking for proof?”
“We are.”
“I can assure you all,” says Dierdra. “I have been with Alexia for several weeks. She is without a doubt a Seventy Seven.”
“That’s okay, Dierdra. Doubting Thomas’s. What do you want? A card trick? Rabbit from a top hat? Silk scarves from my sleeve?”
Dierdra touches my arm. “Alexia, nothing too … flashy. We are in a city. We cannot afford the attention.”
“Gotcha’. How about this?”
A barrel the size of a fifty five gallon drum slowly lifts off the ground and floats up in the air. It is joined by a second and then a third. They move around in a circle while tumbling end over end and spinning on their axis. I keep them going for about thirty seconds and then put each one back where it came from.
“Impressive,” says the unknown witch.
“It’s a start,” adds Beckwith. “I have seen her healing powers. They are like none I have witnessed before. She is powerful. More than Opulessa? Who can say? The question is, do we wish to join forces and take control of this land?”
I shake my head. “That’s not the question, Beckwith. The question is do you want freedom from oppression? Freedom from this government or any future government? Do you want equality for all, men and women? Do you want a future for your children and their children that includes better education, better health and a better way of life? Because if you aren’t, I’m not interested. This is about individual rights and how the government can protect them. I don’t know how much you’ve been told about me but I’m not from this world. My family was killed on the orders of the leaders of your world and they will pay for that. At first I was only interested in vengeance but now, I am concerned with what is left after my vengeance. I want to leave a better world behind when I return to my world. Let me make this point clear. I am not staying after this is done. I’m going home. You’ll run your own world but I will not help a group of female despots replace a group of male despots. There has got to be fundamental change or I’m not part of this. The short version is I’m not here to talk you into helping me. You’re here to talk me into helping you.”
I’m sure that’s not what they were planning on hearing but I want them to know I’m serious but that I’ve got terms.
Bengsston waves the other four closer to her and they huddle, talking quietly among themselves. While they talk, Dierdra sidles next to me.
“It would have been better to get them on our side first before making demands.”
“I didn’t make any demands. I’m willing to do this but only if it will create real change. If they aren’t interested in what I have in mind, I’ll need to either find someone who is or drop the whole thing. We don’t have much time left. Better to find out now than later. If Beckwith wasn’t upfront with them, not my problem.”
“But you want this to work. You want to be the creator of change. This is a difficult concept for them, for anyone in this world. I have been with you for much longer than they have. I have gotten used to the ideas. I agree with you now but was not certain about it early on.”
“What are you saying, Dierdra?”
“Tread lightly, if you can. Ultimately, we all want the same thing.”
“If they do, we can do business.”
The five of them continue to talk for several minutes then they break the huddle.
“What if we say no?” asks Beckwith.
“I’ll probably go through with whatever Pegues and his people have in mind, as long as I get my man, let the chips fall with the rest of it.”
“And if we say yes?” asks Bengsston.
“We start to plan on how we’re going to either use or remove your Queen.”
“She’s not my Queen,” Beckwith grumbles.
“You do not have a plan already?”
“I have the framework of a plan. The details depend on our resources and further information.”
“What kind of further information?” asks Sousa.
“How do witches actually fight?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Alexia still refuses to allow me to accompany her and Dierdra to their meetings with the other witches. There are ten of them now and they’ve moved to a farmhouse on the outskirts of town. Alexia says it is to avoid attention when they do training. I am not comfortable about them being alone this close to Glory. There are many more members of the Queen’s Guard in the area, sometimes led by people from Alexia’s world. They are armed with the other world guns. I have to admit that I feel more comfortable knowing that we have two of those guns well hidden in our wagon.
Both Alexia and I have fired a few shots with the guns. They are very impressive but, I still prefer my own gun if I need to kill something at a long distance.
It is almost dawn of the fifth day since we arrived at Dupreeville and I am getting more anxious with each passing minute. I told Leeanna when I put her to bed that her mother would be home soon but that was cycles ago.
I feel so powerless.
Even if I knew exactly where they were meeting, I couldn’t leave Leeanna to go search for them and I certainly couldn’t take her with me. There is nothing I can do but doing nothing is driving me mad.
The quiet of the night is interrupted by the sound of a key in the lock of the door to our room. I rush over and throw it open. There stands Alexia, eyes wide open, looking shocked, supporting Dierdra who is leaning against her.
“Where have you two been?!” I hiss, not wanting to wake Leeanna. “It is almost dawn!”
They limp into the room, quietly shutting the door behind them. “We know what time it is, Johnathyn. Dierdra’s not moving very well so it took awhile to get back.”
“What happened? Did you encounter Guardsmen?”
“No. I got a little … upset at practice tonight.”
“YOU did this?”
“It was an accident, okay?”
“I am not hurt badly” Dierdra sighs.
“How did this happen, Alexia?”
“Look, I don’t want to get into this right now.” She points at Leeanna still asleep on a pad on the floor in the corner of the room. “I don’t want to wake her up.”
“We can use my room,” says Dierdra.
“What if she wakes up and no one’s here? She’d freak out.”
“I am sure that she won’t wake for a few more hours …”
“Too late,” Leeanna mumbles, opening her eyes and turning her head towards us. “I’m up.”
Alexia helps Dierdra sit on the end of the bed and hurries over to Leeanna, reaching down, gently sweeping her hair from her eyes. “I’m sorry Lee. It’s late. I’m late. I didn’t want to wake you.”
Leeanna sits up, rubbing her eyes. “Where were you? I was worried.”
“I know, I’m sorry. If this world had phones I’d have called. We had a little accident, that’s all.”
Dierdra sits back on the bed, groaning lightly, propping her leg on a nearby chair. “Accident? You broke my leg.”
“I didn’t mean to. I fixed it, didn’t I? Beckwith shouldn’t have hit me when my back turned. I’d called time out!”
“She did not understand what ‘time out’ meant!”
“The hell she didn’t! That BIT …” Alexia glances over at Leeanna “woman has had it in for me from the start! Just because she’s all jealous about my boob …” another glance at Leeanna “the way I look is no excuse. I don’t have to put up with her … stuff!”
I raise my hands chest high, palms out. “Let us all calm down. We do not want someone to report us to the innkeeper. What happened?” They both start to speak but I extend my arms towards them. “Alexia?”
She throws just the slightest smile at Dierdra then she turns towards me.
“The other girls were in two groups of five. Britanna, Emlilly, Leila, Sarah and Silva were one group and Bellah, Olga, Pamela, Dierdra and Beckwith were the other.”
“Why two groups?”
“Because they’re stronger as a group. That’s probably where the idea of a coven came from. Get a bunch of witches together and their power is multiplied.”
“Why a group of five?”
“We started out as teams of two, then three, four and now five. We want to gradually get the groups stronger until it’s all of them versus me, so it’s more like Opulessa.”
I look over at Dierdra, who is slowly rubbing her leg. “Is that possible? Can you match Opulessa?”
“No, we cannot. We can get close, but one powerful witch will almost always beat a group of less powerful witches.”
“Almost always?” Perhaps, if we can find enough witches, Alexia will not need to risk her life for a world that is not hers.
“We would need to be … it is hard to explain. More … connected. Thinking and acting as one instead of a group of individuals. Just being together increases the amount of magic available for all of us to use but, no matter how much magic there is, a Forty Five or a Fifty Two can only tap so much. A single Seventy Seven is more effective than a group of Fifty Twos unless they concentrate so hard that they are practically one person and, even then, it would likely not be enough.”
Alexia interrupts. “Hey, who’s telling this story? Anyway, we’d been at it for almost two hours, taking breaks now and then to cool off.”
“To cool off?”
“Yeah. It gets pretty hot when a bunch of us get together and start tossing shots of magic back and forth. That’s probably how the stories about groups of naked witches started.”
I quickly peek at Leeanna, who has been listening to us talk. Her eyes are wide open in shock, as is her mouth.
“You’re all NAKED?! Outside?! In the WOODS?!” she gasps.
Alexia blushes a light rose. “We didn’t start out that way. Emlilly was the first to take off her blouse and Pamela was the first with her skirt. One thing led to another. It really works for the best. It’s easier to clean up after practice without bringing a change of clothes.”
Leeanna starts to laugh. “No wonder you won’t let Father come with you!”
She blushes an even deeper red. “There is that. Most of the other girls weren’t comfortable with a man being present even without the naked thing. That came later. Though the ones who had seen him didn’t complain about it.”
“What do you mean?” I ask.
She smiles at me. “You know. What with those arms and that chest. Your All-American good looks. Most of the girls think I’m getting the better end of the stick. So to speak. When I told them the marriage thing was just a dodge, the interest level shot way up.”
Now it is my turn to feel warm in the face. I hope it does not show. “You were telling us about the fight.”
“Uhh yeah, I was. We’d been mixing it up.” She looks over at Dierdra. “And I was sandbagging, not wanting to hurt anyone. The two groups had been throwing whatever they could at me, taking turns so each one could get some time at the higher power levels and I could practice blocking, but I’d occasionally toss one back, but I’d warn them it was coming. No surprises. Beckwith was leading one group and I’d just hit her good, no worse than they’d done me all day or I’d done them before … not much worse. Anyway, we were trying to keep about fifty feet apart and we’d gotten too close. I signaled for a time out.” She put the palm of one outstretched hand on the tips of the fingers of the other outstretched hand. “I even said ‘time out’. I was walking back to the original mark and then BAM, I get one square in the back! Knocks me into a damn mud puddle! I’ve got mud in my eyes, in my nose, my mouth … everywhere. And I do mean everywhere!”
“She did not understand,” says Dierdra. “She meant no harm.”
“She was laughing her ass off! No one else was laughing.”
“We were all afraid of what you might do. We were right.”
“What did she do?” I ask.
“She threw a tree at us.”
“It wasn’t a tree! It was just a log,” Alexia protested.
“That was still rooted in the ground and was at least twice the length of the wagon” Dierdra replied. “You tore it out of the ground and threw it right at all of us!”
“Okay, so it was a big log. I was pissed. If I hadn’t been still on guard, she might have killed me! She’s been on my ass from day one and we both know why.”
“Why is that?” I ask.
“DUH? She’s jealous! Look at me then look at her. Us running around all naked just makes it worse.” Alexia stands in front of me, hands on her hips. “Watching my firm breasts, my tight butt, lean legs and arms. Nothing jiggling that isn’t supposed to. She can’t stand it. Just think about it, Johnathyn.”
With her standing so close to me, eyes blazing, dark hair loose but full, smelling of … I do not know what but it is burned into my memory, I can think of nothing else. The image of her, naked, in the woods, in all her glory, fills my mind. Somehow, she seems to become more beautiful every day. I do not know how. I never see her doing anything more to care for her appearance than simple soap and water but her loveliness is undeniable. It makes me very … uncomfortable. I hear a snapping sound.
“Hey! Johnathyn? Wake up.”
It is Alexia, leaning down in front of me, snapping her fingers near my face. I can see deep into her bodice, smell her intoxicating scent.
“Yes … yes, jealousy. I understand.”
“Where were you?”
“I was thinking about what you said, Alexia. I agree, she might be jealous of you. Most women would be.”
She snorts. “There’s no doubt about it. I can see it in her eyes.”
“So how is it that Dierdra’s leg was broken?”
“Yeah. That. Well … when I threw the log …”
“Tree,” corrects Dierdra.
“Fine. Tree. Everyone moved out of the way. Dierdra slipped and it just barely hit her.”
“Breaking my leg in three places.”
“I fixed it, didn’t I? Besides, I’ve apologized like a hundred times. I also took care of that old damaged cartilage in your knee. You’ll be better than new.”
“So, I should thank you?”
“Look, take it up with Beckwith, okay? For the last time, and I do mean the LAST time, I’m sorry I didn't control my temper better when I was blindsided. You knew the job was dangerous when you took it.”
“I suppose I did. Apology accepted.”
I am glad to see that they are letting bygones be bygones. “You are making progress then?”
“Yeah, quite a bit. The girls are getting into it.”
“The power is intoxicating, almost addictive,” says Dierdra. “None of us have ever experienced anything like it before. Always in the past we have avoided one another. We talked, we communicated but we rarely met face to face. All to avoid attention. But now, with so many of us in one place… the magic is just hanging in the air, waiting to be embraced. Things that were so difficult before are simple now. New powers appear daily. Some of us can actually fly!”
Alexia smiles. “I taught ‘em that one. Beckwith hasn’t gotten the hang of it yet. Another reason she hates me.”
“She doesn’t hate you, Alexia,” says Dierdra. “You both have strong personalities. She was the unofficial leader, if you will, of our small group before you arrived. She was also the one who worked with the other groups. She has done quite a lot to get us where we are today. A little appreciation could go a long way to ease tensions.”
“Dierdra could have something there, Alexia. You do have a strong personality. Very strong. Extremely strong. There have been times that …”
“I get it. I’m a bitch. A prima donna bitch.”
I sigh. She can be so sensitive on occasion. Half the time I do not even know what she’s talking about. What is a ‘prima donna’?
“No one is saying you are …” a quick look confirms Leeanna is still listening. Attentively. “… one of those but a little graciousness can go a long way.”
“That goes both ways, Johnathyn.”
“Yes, but you can be the bigger …” she glares at me. “Ahhh, better woman. You are a Seventy Seven after all.”
She grabs a towel from a hanger on the wall. “I’ll think about it while I’m in the little girl’s room.” She throws the towel over her shoulder and walks out, closing the door behind her.
I shake my head. “I think we have a very large wolf by the tail, Dierdra.”
Leeanna grunts lightly. “You are just now finding that out, Father? Where have you been the last few months?”
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
We arrived in Glory just a few hours late. It really is different from all the other towns we have seen since I got here so many weeks ago. The smell, for one thing. The place is full of horses and oxen. They use ox for the extra big wagons. Oxen also leave behind extra large piles of crap. The horses make their contributions too. As do the thousands of people. There’s no sewer system that I can see so the waste gets moved by hand. When it gets moved at all.
Maybe it’s just the part of the city we’re in but I haven’t seen anything other than third world conditions so far. Disease has got to be rampant..
If you can ignore the smell and get your eyes looking up, out of the mucky streets, things change. The buildings are much larger, four and five stories. What passes for a skyscraper on this world. I’d love to show them the Empire State Building. Still, it’s impressive. Glory is clearly the biggest city I’ve seen since crossing over. We’ve been in steady traffic for over thirty minutes and aren’t that close to where we’re headed.
Leeanna is sitting between Johnathyn and I, all squeezed onto the driving bench. She has her arm wrapped around my waist and I’ve got an arm around her shoulder. She hasn’t stopped pointing and talking since we crossed the border.
There was an actual fence and a gate, first one we’ve seen the entire trip. It wasn’t a Berlin Wall or anything. No razor wire, no chain link fence but it was clearly a barrier and we had to sign in. Give our names and state our business. Thankfully, we didn’t need a pass or official papers.
Once past the gate, we joined the gradually growing throng headed for downtown Glory. I’m happy to be traveling by wagon than on foot like a lot of those poor wretches.
Leeanna smiles at me, gripping my right hand.
“What do you think?” she asks.
“It’s certainly big.”
“Not Glory, Mother. This.” She grasps the gold ring on my right index finger between her thumb and forefinger.
Johnathyn had surprised me last night. He came to me just before bed time.
“Alexia … I do not know about the customs of your world but, on our world, husbands and wives exchange rings on the first anniversary of their wedding. Our papers say we were married a year ago today. I know they are not correct but anyone checking them will expect to see a ring on both your hand and mine.” He reaches into his pocket and removes a small cloth bag, which he opens and upends over the palm of his left hand. Two gold bands fall out, one larger than the other. “I say this only because this is our custom and if we are supposed to be married …”
“Then we need to look the part. I get it. No problem. When did you get these?”
He looks a little sheepish. “Dupreeville. Leeanna had to remind me, I’d forgotten all about them.”
I reach out and carefully pick up the smaller ring from his palm. “Then I guess I have her to thank for my first piece of jewelry. How much?”
“I cannot say. It is not right to talk about such things.”
“Well you ought to get Pegues or his people to pay for them. There’s no reason you should be out the money.”
“No. It is my pleasure.”
“Surely the revolution can pop for a couple of rings.”
“I insist. I am your husband.”
“If you say so.” I start to slip the ring over my finger.
“No! I must do it!”
I stop. “What’s the big deal? It’s just a cover anyway. Who’s to know?”
“Please, Alexia, allow me?”
He looks so earnest. What’s the harm? I hand him the ring then extend my right hand, fingers spread. He gently takes my hand and slowly slides the ring onto my right index finger, easing past the knuckle until it reaches the base of the finger.
I’ve never been a fan of rings. I had a class ring when in high school but it was a pain in the ass, always banging on things. I was almost happy when an old girlfriend claimed she “lost” it and couldn’t return it when we broke up. She probably pawned the darn thing. Good riddance to both of ‘em.
This ring felt different. It was sized right for one thing, not gripping the finger tightly but also not spinning around loosely. Wonder how he managed that? It was comfortable, not pressing against any of the other fingers. It felt nice. I held out my left hand, palm up.
“My turn.”
“It is not necessary for you to …”
“Hey. When in Rome.”
“You have said that before. What does it mean?”
“It’s a saying on my world. ‘When in Rome, do as the Romans do.’”
“Where is this ‘Rome’?”
“That doesn’t matter. What it means is that if you are in a place, follow the customs of those around you. Does the wife put the husband’s ring on his finger?”
“Yes, but you do not need to …”
“Hand it over, hubby.”
He smiles, dropping the other ring in the palm of my left hand as he releases my right hand. He then holds out his right hand. It’s really big. Lots bigger than mine, bigger than mine was back home. When I look at the ring, there’s no way it’s getting past his knuckle but I try it anyway. As soon as it reaches, the ring slowly eases up and over the knuckle, almost as if the metal stretched and returned to shape. When the ring rests at the base of his finger, the fit appears to be the same as mine. Perfect.
“Johnathyn, are these things magic?”
“Not that I know. I purchased them from a reputable store.”
“Huh. Whatever. They seem to fit. Are there any other wedding anniversary traditions I need to know about?”
The question seems to embarrass him. “No. None that apply to … uhh … our situation.”
“Oh come on, tell me all about it. Who knows? I may say ‘Yes.’”
He just stands there, blushing and growing less comfortable by the second.
“No, there is nothing. We can’t … I couldn’t ask you … we aren’t actually …”
“Are you sure there’s nothing we can do to celebrate our anniversary?”
“I’m certain.”
He hurried away. I shouldn’t have teased him like that. He gave up a lot, risked a lot to get us to this point. He’s as good a man as I have ever known. I should have told him that. Lee pulls on my finger.
“What about the ring?”
I look over at Johnathyn.
“It’s great. I’m honored to wear it. No woman has ever had a better husband than your father.”
“Reeaallly?” she squeals.
“Really.”
She hugs me tighter. Johnathyn turns his head to look at me, raising his eyebrows in an unasked question. I look him square in the face.
“Yes, Johnathyn. Really.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I have waited a long time for this day.
Pegues and his witch arrive in Goshen tonight. Patron Miller has called some of the group to meet with her, to determine if she is up to the task. It is fortunate that I have earned his trust and am included.
The meeting is being held in the secret room in his barn. There are four other men besides Patron Miller present, one being Bickle Rholls. I recognize the other three but still do not know their names. No matter. As long as the timing of the future raid is good, we can capture most of the rebels regardless of who they are.
There is the faint ringing of a bell, bringing all of us to attention. The bell is the guard’s signal that someone friendly approaches. This should be them.
There is nothing but silence then footsteps can be heard, initially light but then heavy. The door to the room slides open, revealing Pegues, still dressed in a dusty riding cloak. He obviously took no time to make himself presentable. As Pegues enters the room another man steps to the door, a man so large that he has to turn sideways to squeeze past the narrow door frame. The man is dressed as a common laborer and is almost too big for the room. Once he is clear of the door, I can see the third person, a woman wearing a hooded cloak, the hood over her head hanging low, covering all but her chin from my view.
Pegues takes a moment to knock the dust off his cloak, momentarily filling the air with the dirt before some hidden device pulls clean air into the small room.
“Patron, … gentlemen … I give you Alexia Thompson, our friend from the other side.”
Patron Miller manages to keep from smiling at the mention of her name but others do not. The witch does not say anything.
“Thank you, Pegues,” says Miller. “And who is this large man by your side?”
“This is Johnathyn Tyber, the man responsible for bringing Alexia to us safe and unharmed.”
“Thank you for your help, Mr. Tyber. Such loyalty will be handsomely rewarded. Your part in this affair has come to an end. You are excused.”
The man just stands there, as if he had not heard Patron Miller politely tell him to leave. Patron Miller coughs lightly.
“Perhaps you did not hear me, Mr. Tyber. You may leave us. Now.”
“He heard you,” says the witch, throwing back her hood, revealing a mass of black, full bodied, slightly curling hair, piercing dark eyes, radiant skin, plump blood red lips and shockingly white teeth. “He stays.”
“And why is that?” huffs Patron Miller.
She gives all of us a tight smile that does not extend to her eyes. “Because he is the only person in this room that I trust and, if things go wrong, is the only one who could stop me from killing you all.”
Patron Miller is taken aback by her words. “You do not trust Miran Pegues?”
“I know Miran Pegues. Does anymore need be said?”
OH MY! The entire room looks towards Pegues but he does not even react to the insult, he just continues to inspect his cloak for dust, leaving it to Patron Miller to answer.
“Uhhh Miran Pegues is a loyal friend to me and our cause. He has brought you here at great risk to himself.”
“His mother probably loves him too but I don’t care about that or your endorsement of his character. I was tricked into coming to your world and am anxious to return to my own. At first, only one thing kept me here, vengeance for the death of my family. Now I want more than vengeance. I want change.”
“As do we.”
The witch’s smile became more of a sneer. “What kind of change?”
“What you told Pegues. Equality for men and women. Fairness for all. An end to corruption. A government that protects its people not one that exploits them.”
“You talk a good game. Exactly how do you plan to do it?”
Patron Miller shakes his head. “No one but I knows the entire plan. It is our protection against spies.”
“Buddy, if you’ve got spies in this room right now, you’re in big trouble already. Same if they can’t keep a secret. We can help each other but unless you’ve got another Seventy Seven witch in your pocket, I’m in a pretty good bargaining position. If you don’t trust these guys, then there’s no reason for me to trust your group.”
“You have no choice but to work for us. We control the device that can send you home.”
“Interesting point. How’d you come to have that little toy in the first place? I’m guessing that the Consortium wasn’t handing them out like Cracker Jack prizes. Where’d you get yours?”
“Do you agree to do as I say? If not, you may leave now.”
She grabs both her hands and holds them against her chest. “Oh dear! Oh my! What shall I do?! I’m just a poor little witch with no place left to go! Wait … I know what to do. I’ll just march over to that secure compound run by the Winthrop Group and introduce myself as the new witch they’ve been searching for, the one who’s giving them so much concern. All they have to do is send me home, problem solved. Of course, I tell them all about you and your friends.”
Patron Miller is shocked. “How do you know about …”
“We’ve been traveling all over this part of world the last three months, talking to people who’ve been farther than we have. That kind of place stands out in a world like this. Back in my world, not so much. They brought their approach to security with them. It’s the logical place for them to keep their transport device, probably bigger than the one used by Pegues.”
“They could kill you instead of sending you home.”
“They could try. They’d regret it. A lot.”
Patron Miller sits back in his chair, hands in his lap. “The men from your world first sent several people here on what they called ‘recon missions’ before contacting us. One of those men did not return to your world. After they made their presence known, we offered to search for him. He had been sent to my state. My people found what was left of the body near the Agrina Falls, he was killed by wolves. After a very long search, they decided that he had lost his device in the water and it had been swept over the falls.”
“But that’s not what happened, did it?”
“No. That was not what happened. My people found it when they found the body and delivered it to me. Pegues was able to gain the confidence of one of their technical people and learned how to operate the device.”
Alexia scowls. “Miran is good at gaining confidences.”
“One of my many useful skills,” says Pegues.
Patron Miller continues. “Thus, he became our witch finder. You know the rest.”
“I know what happened but not what your plans are.”
This is a golden opportunity for me. If the witch can persuade Patron Miller to reveal his complete plans to all of us tonight, she will accomplish what I could not. I know bits and pieces but not everything. A report on the complete plans will set me in great stead with the First Minister. I notice that I am not the only one leaning forward, anticipating Patron Miller’s reply.
“I will keep my own company about my plans.”
“It is not ‘my plans’ but ‘our plans’, Patron,” says Rholls. “We are all risking our lives, every man here and many others. I, for one, would like to know exactly how you intend to accomplish our objectives.”
“As would I,” says another man.
“We are too close to the date of execution to remain in the dark any longer,” says a third. “We all must work together and we should not be blind in doing so.”
Patron Miller turns towards me. “What say you, Schicalli?”
Do I join with the others or side with Patron Miller? He will likely be forced to reveal his plans under the pressure of the others so there is no harm in supporting Miller.
“I remain your humble servant, Patron, and trust you implicitly. What ever course you choose will certainly be the correct one. What I object to is our acceptance of Pegues word as to the capabilities of this … woman.”
I saw one man lean over and whisper to another, distinctly hearing the phrase “lap wolf”. So be it. What they forget is that a lap wolf can still bite and is already quite close to the throat. The witch turns her attention to me, that tight smile returning to her lips but again skipping her eyes.
“Go on,” she says.
“You come here, making demands of us, when we have no evidence to judge …” She casually extends an arm towards me from beneath her cloak, her hand grasping an invisible object. “… for ourselves if … if … you … uughh …” I can’t speak, can’t breathe. Something has grabbed my throat and is slowly squeezing the breath from me. I try to stand but am held in place, unable to protest in any way but cough and gag. Things start to go gray around me when the witch leans in towards me, her hand still outstretched.
“I find your lack of faith disturbing,” she growls in a deeper voice than before.
“Release him!” Patron Miller demands.
“As you wish,” she replies. Suddenly, the pressure on my throat is gone. I gasp for air as the gray haze around me lifts. The witch fixes me with a stare so I think it best to remain silent. For now. Patron Miller stands, his hands on the table, leaning forward.
“As it appears that I am outvoted, I will tell you all what you wish to know, but I must caution you that the information must not leave this room! Spies are everywhere. Many who have come before us have either died or disappeared and we are all aware of the rumors about their fates. I do not wish to join them in the grave … or the Queen’s stables.”
I feel a shudder pass through the room. There’s not a man here who hasn’t heard the rumors. When this is done, most of them will likely have a chance to personally discover the truth.
“The plan is to attack during the Queen’s birthday celebrations, probably towards the end, once security has grown a little lax, used to the larger crowds.” He extends his hand towards the unknown man on my left. “Babitch Lappan is to recruit the men we need.”
The man jumps up from his seat. “PATRON! We were to remain anonymous!”
“Not if you wish to know MY secrets, Lappan! If it is honesty you want, it is honesty you get! No more secrets among friends, eh? Not so pleasant now, is it? Lappan is to find the additional men. Rholls, the inside information. Jeremiah Merkel is tasked with finding transportation, Barton Schicalli the guns and Daneel Ahlivar is in charge of communications.”
Each man reluctantly raised his hand as he was identified. This could not be going better for me. Several new names added to my list of traitors.
“Communications?” asks the witch.
“I … I … have a large flock of homing pigeons,” Ahlivar replies.
“Homing pigeons. And I suppose that transportation means …”
“A stable,” says Merkel, “one of the largest in this state. Plus wagons and surreys.”
“Wonderful. Pigeons and horses. I can’t wait to hear about the guns. Schicalli, is it?”
Everyone is now looking at me. This has been a sore point in the plan up to now. The weapons of our world are no match for those from the other side. Our only choice is to steal what we need but that will not be easy. I have been delaying my assignment to give me a chance to identify more traitors but Patron Miller has been pressuring me of late.
“Yes, Barton Schicalli. We will need to acquire otherworld guns and bullets. This may be the most difficult part of the plan. We will need to take them from the Queen’s Guard. Raids on some local outposts should get us what we need.”
“It can also get you dead.”
“Some sacrifices may need to be made,” I solemnly state.
“I see. So you’re leading these raids then, Mr. Schicalli?”
“Me? No. We have other more qualified men for that job.”
The witch looks around the room, frowning deeply. “Men more qualified to make a sacrifice. Is that it?”
“We all have our roles to play,” says Patron Miller, thankfully drawing the witch’s attention from me.
“So what is MY role, Patron Miller?”
“We have people on the inside of the Palace which will allow us to get our men and guns inside the walls without a fight. Once inside, you will challenge and defeat Opulessa. While that is happening, our men will capture First minister Dupree and his supporters. Ours will be a small group but large enough to overcome the Winthrop Group guards.”
“What about the Queen’s Guard? Aren’t there a lot of them?”
“Yes, but they are not in the Palace, they are outside.”
“What keeps them from coming inside?”
“We will strike quickly. By the time they know what is happening, we will be done.”
“And if I don’t win?”
“We all have confidence in your abilities. Pegues has given us glowing reports.”
She turns her attention to Pegues. “Glowing reports, eh. Who am I to argue with Miran Pegues? Assuming everything breaks our way and it all happens just the way you describe, what happens next?”
“What do you mean?”
“The Queen is dead. You’ve got the old government under lock and key. What keeps the Queen’s Guard and other people from the old government from storming in, releasing your prisoners and putting us all in a dungeon somewhere?”
“You will. You can protect us all.”
“For awhile but I’m not staying very long when this is over. What happens when I leave?”
“I am certain by then that the people will see the wisdom of supporting me as the new First Minister.”
She stares intently at Patron Miller for several seconds. I think I see sweat forming on his high forehead before a small smile creeps across her face.
“You’re probably right. What does it matter to me? I’ll be home by then, right?”
He nods his head. “Yes, you will have returned home.”
“If you’re wrong, it’ll be your problem, not mine.”
He keeps nodding. “Exactly! It is not your concern.” The relief is clear in his voice.
“Sounds like a plan, though raiding for guns is a serious mistake.”
“What do you mean?” I demand.
“It’s crazy. Draws way too much attention. The cops figure out someone’s collecting powerful guns and they’ll be on edge, prepared to move on the first sign of trouble. That and some of your guys get killed, or worse, captured. Someone might talk. All around too risky.”
She is endangering my role in the group. “What do you propose? Create them with magic?”
“Hadn’t thought of that. Let Pegues take care of it.”
“What can he do that I can’t?”
“I don’t know. How do your legs look in a pair of heels? Mirantha wasn’t bad looking for an old lady.”
“You aren’t suggesting that I … no man would ever consider … it is an abomination!”
“In my world, every weekend, there are at least sixty gun shows scattered across the country. Pegues takes his little magic wand, crosses over, buys whatever you need and brings it back. No one’s the wiser and everyone lives to fight another day. You can’t get military grade but it’ll be just about half a step down and easier for your guys to handle.”
Looking around the room, I can see that several of the men are considering her suggestion. I need to put an end to this right now.
“And where do we find the riches to purchase this trove of modern guns?”
“I thought you guys were big muckety mucks around here.”
“Muckety mucks?”
“Permit me to translate,” says Pegues. “Important rich people. Yes, Alexia, some of our members are both important and rich, for this world, but they are not riches that are accepted by your world.”
“That’s a bitch.” She reaches into the pocket of her cloak. “I wasn’t planning on bankrolling this operation but anything to get it over with.” She removes her hand from the pocket and tosses something small to Pegues, who catches it then holds it up for all to see. It appears to be a coin.
Pegues takes a closer look. “Wait … is this … by Zaphod’s beard! How many of these do you have?!”
“Forty. I keep them in my backpack. That worthless backpack you told me not to bring. Nothing makes life smoother when you go on the run than a bunch of Krugerands.”
“What is a Krugerand?” asks Patron Miller.
“A gold coin, highly valued in the other world,” answers Pegues.
“You walk into a gun show and offer to pay with gold; you can get a hell of a deal from some of your more paranoid, end of the civilized world types,” says the witch.
“Is that enough to get what we need, Pegues?”
“I believe it is, Patron Miller.”
“We’ve got two military grade rifles in the wagon with us. You can have them plus the extra clips and ammo. On the house.”
We all heard the story about her confrontation with the two men of the Queen’s Guard. The guns confirm it. I am being eased out and losing control of the situation.
“Is it wise to risk another trip to the other side, Patron?”
“What risk, Schicalli?”
“Pegues claimed that the last time he was in the other world, he was betrayed, that he was fortunate to return alive. Would he not be at risk should he return?”
Pegues smiles broadly. “Schicalli, I am touched that you have such concern for my safety. Perhaps you would care to go in my place?”
“NO! No one should go! We have been working on this plan for months and now this … woman arrives and it all changes. We should follow the original plan as created by Patron Miller. It is our best chance for success and …”
Miller raises his hand. “Thank you Schicalli, but with the new resources graciously provided by Alexia, new and better options are available to us. If Pegues is willing …”
“I am, Patron.”
“Very good, Pegues. Then we shall proceed. How long do you think it will take?”
“Two or three weeks, perhaps four if I have to attend several shows to obtain all that we need.”
“Is it true that any man can obtain such guns?”
“It is true, Patron,” answers Pegues.
“You come from a strange land, Alexia.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We left as soon as the meeting was finished. Pegues stopped Alexia before we left, asking to see the coins she had told them about. He seemed to doubt her word. I assured him that the coins did exist, that I had seen them myself. She had sown them into the straps of her pack. For some reason, he felt the need to see them with his own eyes. Alexia invited him to come to our room in the morning.
We had another stop to make before returning to the inn. Alexia sat next to me as we slowly drove the wagon back toward Dupreeville, the road lit by a half moon and our pair of hooded lanterns. We were returning for a meeting with the other witches. Alexia had been silent since her talk with Pegues. I try to get her talking.
“So, what do you think?”
“I think I’m wasting my ‘A’ material on you guys. No common cultural touch points.”
“Do not be so certain … Darth Vader.”
She laughsd. “Johnathyn! Wicked! You DID see the movie.”
“How could I not? You and Leeanna must have watched ‘Star Wars’ ten times since we started out. It was hard to avoid.”
“I know. Sorry. You know how she loves it.”
“You or her?”
“Well, maybe she just likes it. ‘Star Wars’ is just geek Nirvana. If a guy doesn’t know at least twenty ‘Star Wars’ references, he’s got no geek cred whatsoever.”
“Perhaps but I was referring to what was said at the meeting. What do you think?”
“I don’t want to talk about it. Not yet.”
I’m insulted! “You do not wish to know my opinion?”
“I do. More than anything. I’ve also got questions for you but I don’t want to influence what you think. I know what I believe but I could be wrong. When we get to the coven, I want to lay it all out, just as they told us. You listen and make sure I don’t miss anything or add anything we weren’t told. I want the other girls to hear exactly what we did. I’ll give them a few additional facts and then I want to know what everyone thinks. Most importantly, I want to know what you think but not yet. Give the whole thing some thought. Do you think it could work? How bloody would it be? Can they keep control assuming they get control? Think about that and anything else you believe to be important. When we get to the meeting, you tell me exactly what you believe. I may have missed something. I hope I have.”
She says nothing the rest of the time we are on the road except to point out hazards I missed seeing. The light is not very good but her vision is extraordinary. We finally reach the barn where the rest of the witches are waiting for us. They have prepared a hot meal of stew and fresh bread.
Say what you will about witches but almost all of them know how to cook well.
While we eat, Alexia relates the plan as told by Patron Miller, exactly as it was told to us, word for word. At the end, she turns to me.
“Did I leave anything out, Johnathyn?”
“No, it was all there.”
“Did I add anything?”
“I do not believe so.”
“Good. Now my question. When was the last time there was a government on this world not backed by a powerful witch?”
“That is hard to say. Opulessa has ruled for over Two Hundred years, longer than any of us has been alive.” I answer.
“Don’t you guys have history books or manuscripts or scrolls or something? You’ve got that damn story about Zaphod, Jillian and Alexia out there. Didn’t anybody write about history?”
Dierdra speaks up. “To be fair, Alexia, that story is of much greater interest to the people than some dry subject like history.”
“I know. Porn is almost always the first to take advantage of new technology.”
“What is ‘Porn’?” I ask.
“Never mind, Johnathyn. Maybe later. Don’t any one of you know the history of your world?”
Emlilly Sousa stands. “I know some things. My family has a long lineage, mostly men. My relatives have had seats at the tables of power. Before Opulessa, there was a different witch who was Queen. She ruled for almost a hundred years herself. Opulessa defeated her. Before that was another witch Queen, and another and another and another, going back at least a thousand years. There were many powerful witches in those days and they often ruled over smaller queendoms but Opulessa overcame them all, uniting the smaller queendoms. As for the last time there was an area ruled by a government not backed by a strong witch, I could not say.”
Sousa sat back down and Alexia stood. “Safe to say, it’s been awhile. Then there are a couple of things I’d like to add. Some of you already know this but I want everyone to be on the same page. Patron Miller’s original plan was to bring my brother Terry to your world. My mother was to come with him. Terry would have been a Seventy Eight but, more importantly, he would have been willing to stay and rule. He would have loved nothing more. He was desperate to become a woman and this place would have been a dream come true for him. My mother would have loved being the parent of a Queen so she would have also stayed willingly. All that changed when they were killed. I got recruited to replace my brother and only agreed to stay until the people who killed my family pay for their crimes. After that happens in this world, I’m going home and making sure the same thing happens in my world. The people who did this will pay. Now, given all of that, and the plans of Patron Miller as laid out for me, here are the questions. Will it work, both short term and long term? What are the consequences for the people? If Miller’s plan won’t work, what does it need to work? How many First Ministers have there been in the recent past? Why does one First Minister replace another? Think about this on your own for awhile and then we’ll talk again.”
Alexia turns and walks out of the barn, leaving the others to their thoughts. Despite what she asked, some of them began to talk among themselves. I wait awhile until their attention is elsewhere and slip out of the barn by a side door. Walking around the outside of the building, I soon find Alexia sitting on a bench by a stone well. I slowly stroll up to her.
“They’re talking together, aren’t they?” she asks, not looking at me but towards the woods.
“Yes. Did you expect otherwise?”
“Not really. I wanted everyone’s opinion, not just the loudest opinion.”
“You mean Beckwith’s.”
“Hers for one. Dierdra can be pretty loud when she wants to though. I know what I think but I was hoping to see if anyone else agreed with me.”
She reaches down, picks up a handful of loose stones and drops one into the well. There is silence then a quiet “Plonk” that slowly fades away.
“Patron Miller’s plan … why did they always say ‘Patron Miller’ and not just ‘Miller’?”
“It is a title of honor. He is the Patron of his district. The country is divided into districts, each run by one man appointed by the First Minister. That man is called ‘Patron.’”
“I get it. Well his plan was created by a man. Men don’t think like women.” She drops another stone into the well.
“I’m not sure I still think like a man.”
“Why does that matter?” I ask.
“It matters because I made a career out of solving puzzles, finding the weaknesses in systems. In order to do that, I had to get inside the heads of the people who built that system, figure out how they thought.”
“Only men made these systems?”
“Mostly.”
“I thought men and women were equal were you came from.”
“They are but some professions have more men than most. Programmers tend to be men and even if there are women on the team, the male perspective dominates. I’ve never run into a system created by a strictly female group of programmers. That might have been interesting to see.”
“Why do you say you no longer think like a man?”
She drops another stone in the well.
“I think about things differently than before.” She turns her head towards me. “About certain people too.”
“Could that simply be due to new experiences? Very few people have done what you have done.”
“Yeah, that’s part of it but it’s more than that … I’m scared, Johnathyn.”
“That is only normal, Alexia.”
“Not for me it’s not! I don’t get scared. Sure, it happens on the short term, like with those mutant wolves of yours but it doesn’t last. Now, I’m scared almost all the time. Am I doing the right thing? Should I do something else? Should I do it differently? Why do I feel the way I do? … Should I do something about it?”
“Everyone fears the unknown, Alexia.”
“I didn’t … at least not before coming here. I jumped into the unknown, attacked it. Now …”
“You hide your fear well.”
She smiles at me. “Thanks. I just don’t know how much longer I can do it.”
“May I sit?” She scoots closer to the well, making space for me to sit next to her. I join her on the bench. “When I was a young man, I was a bit of a rounder.”
“A rounder? What’s that?”
“A scoundrel, a rascal, a rake. I drank too much, brawled too often over inconsequential things, chased women.”
“Did you catch them?”
“Yes. Sometimes they caught me.”
“What did you do when you caught them?”
“What men and women have done since time began.”
“Sounds interesting, tell me more.”
“That is not my point, Alexia. My point is that in all that time, I too was not afraid.”
“Well look at you! A big, muscle-bound stud out chasing tail. Who’d you have to fear?”
“There were some who wished me harm.”
“Ha! I bet you were a dashing rogue!”
My face grows warm. “Perhaps, but I did not know fear until I met Leeantha.”
She is shocked. “Your wife?!”
“Yes.”
“Why did you marry her if you were afraid of her?”
“You misunderstand. I did not fear her; I loved her with all my heart. Until I met her, I was alone, responsible for only myself but when we became husband and wife, I now was responsible for the both of us. I had something I treasured that I could lose or could be taken away from me. I was afraid of either possibility.”
“I see.”
“When Leeanna was born, it became even worse. This tiny, fragile creature was totally dependant upon me to provide for her.”
“I think your wife might have disagreed with you on that point.”
“In this world, they were both my responsibility. When Leeantha died shortly after giving birth, all my fears were realized.”
“Must have been rough.”
“It was, but I would not trade a single moment of my life with her or Leeanna for all the riches of your world.”
“So, what are you telling me?”
“That it is easy to be fearless when you have nothing to lose. Have you discovered that you now have something to lose?”
“I had something to lose, Mom and Terry, but I never thought about it happening until it did. I went straight to anger, skipping fear. After that, there wasn’t anyone.”
“And now?”
She sighs. “How did I get into this mess, Johnathyn?”
“Willingly, I hope. You did not answer my question.”
“I know. Yes, I have something to lose, more than I‘ve ever had before.”
“As do I. Shall we go see what your friends have to say?”
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
“Patron Miller is a complete ninny.”
The others are in deep discussion when Johnathyn and I return to the barn. It really was too much to expect them to not talk to each other. My fears of Beckwith’s dominance were confirmed. I’ll deal with it.
“Why is that, Beckwith?”
“Ahh you’re back. He’s a ninny because there has never been a government without the backing of a strong witch.”
“We’re planning almost the same thing. Our plan uses a council of witches. They will all be equal and majority rules. Frankly, I’d shoot for a democracy but this world isn’t ready for that.”
“What is a democracy?” she asks.
“Where people select their leaders by voting for them, who ever gets the most votes wins and every adult, man or woman, gets one vote each. The chosen leader gets a fixed number of years, two to four, before he or she must run again. Sometimes there are a limited number of times a person can keep a job. For example, the First Minister of my world is limited to two four year terms. After four years, he must be chosen again to keep his office and after eight years, he has to leave, no matter what the people want.”
“That sounds foolish.”
“Oh it gets worse. In addition to the first minister, there’s two elected councils, one with one hundred people the other with over four hundred people. Any law has to get voted on by a majority of both councils and approved by the first minister before it goes into effect.”
“BOTH councils?”
“Yep. Then someone may challenge it in the Courts and then a Judge will have to review it to make sure it’s a legal law, then that Judge’s decision could go to another Judge in a higher Court and then possibly to the top Court and get reviewed by nine Judges before the law goes into effect.”
“That sounds impossibly complex.”
“It is, and don’t get me started talking about administrative agencies and bureaucracy. It’s amazing anything ever gets done. We have a saying on my world about democracies.”
“What is that?”
“That it’s a terrible system of government except when compared to all other forms of government. What you have is a dictatorship and even if we win, it’ll still be a dictatorship, just dictator by committee. It’s a first step to a better world. I hope.”
“I do not understand,” says Dierdra. “I thought you believed in something called Anarchy.”
“I still do, sort of, but your world isn’t ready for that either. Don’t worry, we’ll get the bugs worked out as we go along. The question right now is about Patron Miller’s plan. Beckwith says it won’t work without a strong witch backing it. Who agrees with her? A show of hands.”
They all look back and forth among themselves until I raise my hand. They got the message and most of them raise their hands after Beckwith does. Dierdra was one of the few who didn’t.
“Why not, Dierdra?” I ask.
“I would like to think that my people are smart enough to care for themselves without the watchful eye of some witch forcing them to do things against their will.”
“I’d like that too, Dierdra, but is that going to happen in the next few weeks? Months? Years? Be honest.”
She looks back and forth between me and the few others who had not raised their hands.
“No” she said, reluctantly. “Not now. Too many would seek power by the use of force. It would be a disaster.”
“That is what we will do. Keep the peace,” says Beckwith, a certain amount of smugness obvious in her voice.
“You’ll need to do better than that,” I say. “Peace they can get from any well armed dictator. You’ll have to give them a reason to support you, to believe in you, trust you. Without that, it‘s only a matter of time until someone comes along and kicks you all out.”
“They would not DARE!” Beckwith cries out.
“They would and they will.”
Sarah Finniss stands up. “You are both right! Our people only know the power of a witch. Some chafe under the weight of that yoke, others do not.” She glances at Beckwith. “It could be war.”
Great. These witches can’t get along and they don’t even have the taste of political power yet.
“Which do you think Patron Miller is, a fool … or a liar?” I ask.
“Why do you ask that?” says Emlilly Sousa.
“Apparently, he’s a fool if he thinks his plan will work, the same for those who support him or he’s a liar and he has another plan which involves a strong witch.”
“Where would he find such a witch?” asks Bengsston.
“That’s the $64,000 question, Steinvild,” I reply. “I’m not staying here if I win and they all know that. Maybe they think they can bribe or blackmail me but I don’t see how. If they’ve got another powerful witch hidden somewhere, why go through the hassle of getting me here? That only leaves one option.”
“By Zaphod’s beard!” Johnathyn gasps. “They expect you to lose!”
“Give that man a cookie. Yeah, they plan on me getting killed. In fact, if I win, it screws them up completely. Opulessa must survive. I’m just a diversion to keep her occupied for awhile.”
Sousa is surprised. “But surely Opulessa would take vengeance on anyone who attacked the First Minister.”
“Do not be certain of that,” Beckwith growls. “I have a cousin who works in the Palace. A cook. She tells some amazing stories. Opulessa is loyal as long as it benefits her. The moment it doesn’t, she does what is best for her. If Patron Miller can make a good argument and show her how she is better off with him than the First Minister, he’s in and Dupree is out.”
“It may not be as simple as that,” says Dierdra “but I have heard similar stories, enough to make me think that Alexia could be correct.”
“I’m right. It’s the only explanation that makes sense. They need a strong witch to rule and Opulessa is the devil they know. She’s been around long enough that she’s more predictable than I am. They know her strengths and weaknesses. I keep her busy while they do what they need to do then they make the pitch after I go down. Miller and his people may be the only viable option available to her. Who knows for sure.”
“If you are right, what do we do?” asks Bengsston.
“Exactly what we were going to do,” replies Beckwith.
“She’s right about that,” I add. “We stick with our plan and stay close to theirs. We don’t let on that we’ve tumbled onto the truth. We act normally and keep our eyes peeled, learn everything we can. Beckwith, this cousin of yours, you guys all buddy buddy?”
“We are close, if that is what you are asking.”
“Would she be willing to help us?”
“Maybe. It depends on what you are asking her to do. She has children so I will not let you put her life at risk.”
“It’s not that risky. Just a little recon work, that’s all. When can I talk with her?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I had started on my second bowl of disappointing soup when Schicalli walked through the door of the dingy inn.
Late.
As usual.
He looks around the small room without recognizing me. A credit to my disguise as a common peasant. I’m certain he would have left had I not raised my hand and signaled for him to approach with a crook of my finger, which he did with an admirable sense of caution.
“Excuse me,” he began. “Do you want something … is that you, Rachet?”
“Yes. Sit down and order something before we draw someone’s attention. I suggest the soup of the day.”
He quickly drops down into the seat across the table from me and waves the serving wench his way. After several minutes, there was a tepid bowl in front of him. He brought a spoonful to his lips and grimaces.
“This is terrible!” he hisses.
“I know.”
“Then why did you recommend it?”
“You were late. I wasn’t gong to be the only one suffering through a poor meal tonight. What do you have for the First Minister?”
He pushes the bowl away from him but I push it back with a smile. “Keep eating. You want to blend in.”
Schicalli stares at me for a moment, picks up the spoon and slowly dips it below the grease floating on the surface.
“What do you have for the First Minister?” I repeat.
“Their witch has arrived.”
“Took her long enough. Is she powerful?”
“She nearly crushed my throat without any effort.”
I think that I would have enjoyed seeing that. “Fool. You were supposed to stay in the background. What did you do to deserve such treatment?”
“Nothing! Nothing at all! She was trying to change our plans and I simply objected.”
I shake my head. “You are a fool, Schicalli. What does it matter? We strike when we are ready.”
“It matters because I have been able to delay the attack until you are ready by not providing guns but that job has passed to another, thanks to their witch. The attack could come in the next few weeks.”
“First Minister Dupree will not be pleased. It was your job to keep these traitors under control.”
“My apologies to the almighty First Minister, Rachet. I have been risking my life these past few months to save his life. And yours.”
“Don’t be an idiot, Schicalli. The traitors had no chance of success from the very beginning. You risked your life because the First Minister promised to generously reward you with a position in the government. It is the witch that is the threat. We need to control her.”
“Control?! Are you mad?! She has already killed two men with the merest flick of her hand. She must die before she kills countless others.”
“Schicalli, First Minister Dupree has not remained First Minister this long by wasting opportunities.”
“Nor have you remained as his secretary all these past years by accident, Rachet.”
“I serve my Master well.”
“And the Queen.”
“Yes, yes, the Queen. That goes without saying.”
“So what possible reason would Dupree have for not wanting this upstart witch dead?”
“That is not your concern, Schicalli. Your job is to do as you are told and report to me so that I may report to the First Minister.”
“Of course. I understand. But one can’t help but think about all the possibilities.”
“Thinking is a dangerous thing to do, Barton.”
“Dangerous for us all, Dilgar. It never took much for the Queen to replace a First Minister because the First Minister could never replace the Queen. Until now.”
I don’t like the sly smile on Schicalli’s face. He is a smart man. If he wasn’t, he’d be dead by now. We can’t afford to have him meddling in our plans at this late date. “Keep your speculations to yourself, Barton.”
“Of course, Dilgar. Who could I possibly tell about First Minister Dupree’s reluctance to destroy the challenger to the Queen?”
This conversation is not going as well as I would like. “First Minister Dupree rewards loyalty, Schicalli. And severely punishes traitors.”
“As he should, Dilgar, as he should. I understand the Queen does the same. Very wise of her.”
“The First Minister speaks for the Queen.”
“I have no reason to doubt that, Rachet.”
Devious bastard. We both know what he is saying. Take care of him or the Queen shall know everything. Despite that, he might still tell the Queen if he can benefit from doing so. Schicalli may very well have to go at the first available moment.
But not yet. Not until we have the new witch in our hands and in our control. I take hold of my cloak from the chair next to me and stand.
“Contact me in the usual manner when you have new information. This affair is reaching a critical point. We will take the next opportunity when we can capture as many of the conspirators as possible, including the witch.”
“I thought the First Minister wanted them all at one time.”
“He did, but in light of you losing your leverage, we must make the best of a bad situation.”
“Shouldn’t that be Dupree’s decision?”
“It should be and is. Did you think he and I had not discussed this possibility? We have plans for every contingency.”
“Every contingency? How about the one where the witch crushes your skull like a grape by merely pinching her thumb and forefinger together?”
“As I will not be leading the raiding party, she can crush as many skulls as she wishes, as long as we ultimately succeed. Just inform us of the next major meeting of the traitors where the witch will be present and we will take care of the rest.”
“Then it should be soon. She let it be known that she would be part of the planning council from now on. Whether Patron Miller liked it or not.”
“Knowing Patron Miller, I would say he did not.”
“Very perceptive of you, Rachet.”
“Good evening to you, Sir. And Schicalli?”
“Yes?”
“Be prompt next time.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I’m soaking in a tub of hot water after our last practice. I hurt all over. Nothing fatal, just a general acheyness all around. The girls have been giving me trouble lately. We keep practicing and they’re getting better faster than I am. I’m worried about it. Dierdra keeps pointing out that they’ve all lived with magic for years and learned to work at lower power levels. Now that they’re all together and I’m here, they’ve all got power to burn while I’m still learning the ropes. I can throw the big shots and overwhelm them but I’ve got trouble with touch, the delicate control of the magic. Dierdra says I’ll get the hang of it but we’re running out of time. Add the fact that Opulessa has been doing this at my power level for more than two hundred years and my chances of coming out alive aren’t getting any better.
My hands are getting pruney so it’s time to get out and dry off. The long soak did some good. I don’t feel so bad physically but I’m still worried about my capabilities.
Johnathyn’s off helping with Pegues last shipment of guns. It took him less time than I thought it would and he spent my money wisely. He got some good deals. Say what you will about Pegues, the man can deal. With Johnathyn gone, it’s my job to get Leeanna to bed.
After drying off, I drop a long nightgown over my head and tie a sash tightly around my waist. When I get to Leeanna’s bed, she’s watching old Rocky and Bullwinkle videos on the laptop. She says she likes them but I can’t think she understands more than a third of the jokes.
“Lee, Honey, time to go to bed.”
“Yes, Mother,” she answers. I’m still not used to that. Both the “Mother” thing and that she actually does what I tell her without a fight.
Usually.
I grunt lightly as I tuck the blanket around her.
“Are you hurt, Mother?”
“No, not really. I’m just sore from practice, that’s all.”
“Why do you practice so much?”
“I need to learn how to use magic. All the other witches have a head start on me.”
“Aren’t you stronger than the rest of them?”
“Yes, but the strongest person doesn’t always win.”
“Why not?”
“It’s good to be strong but a smart person can beat a stronger person.”
“But you’re smart too.” She points to the laptop I sat on the nightstand next to her bed. “You can use all knowledge in the computer.”
“There’s not a lot about magic in there,” I tell her. “And most of what’s in there on magic is wrong. I am smart but I need to learn lots more about magic.”
“But the Queen is very old and you’re really young and strong. Is she practicing all the time too?”
“We don’t know for sure but it looks like she isn’t.”
“If you’re practicing and she isn’t and you’re young and she’s old, why won’t you win?”
“It’s not as simple as that, Lee. She’s been at this a long time; she knows everything there is to know about magic.”
“Who taught her?”
“What?”
“If she knows everything there is to know about magic, who taught her? Who was her teacher?”
I sit down on the edge of the bed. Who did teach her? Or did she just pick it up as she went along? Does she have a good grasp of the basics or is she just coasting along on her superior power? Has she ever been really challenged? She is old, she just doesn’t look it. Plus, she’s got a lot of balls in the air all the time, tapping her reserves every second of every minute of every hour of every day. How much extra does she have for a throw down?
“Mother!”
Leeanna interrupts my train of thought. “Uhh … what?”
“Who was the Queen’s teacher?”
“I don’t know. There may not be anyone alive who knows. She may not have had a teacher.”
“What were you just thinking of? You were all quiet and staring out into the room.”
“I was just thinking about an old fighter from my world. He fought a younger man, a very strong man, a man who was knocking out his opponents very quickly. The old fighter decided to take the punches of the younger fighter. Protect his head and take the body shots. Let the young guy punch himself out. He wasn’t used to fighting long fights even though he was in good shape. The young fighter didn’t know what to do so he just punched away, winning the rounds on points. Eventually, the young fighter got tired and the old fighter knocked him out. The old fighter called it ‘The Rope-a-Dope’. He took quite a beating but he won.”
“What happened to the old fighter?”
“That was his last big fight. He fought some others after that but he didn’t have it in him anymore. It was his last hurrah. The beatings took their toll and he eventually got real sick. That fight with Foreman may have ultimately cost him quite a bit. No one can say for sure.”
“I don’t want you to get hurt, Mother.”
“I don’t want to get hurt, Leeanna, but I’ll do what it takes to win.”
“Like the ‘Rope-a-Dope’?”
“Yeah … maybe I will.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“What is ‘Rope-a-Dope’?”
“The name isn’t important, Dierdra. It’s the strategy. What if I play defense? Just hit her hard enough and often enough to get her pissed and keep her that way. Talk a little smack to keep her from figuring out the plan. I block her shots until she gets tired and then I take her out.”
“What if she takes you out while you’re playing this defense?”
“I know. That’s the question. How much does a two hundred year old witch have in the tank and can I hold out long enough to force her to tap all her resources?”
“There is no way to know for certain.”
“Not now there isn’t. Another question is how much does she really know about magic? You yourself told me about all the hard work you did to learn to use what skills you have and it was all done to maximize the limited power that you had. The rest of the girls did the same. Opulessa never had to do that, she had power to spare from day one. How many tricks does she actually know? How many pitches does she have in her game? Maybe she’s just a fastball pitcher with really great stuff, used to blowing it by every batter. If I keep fouling her off, upping the pitch count, sooner or later, that fastball loses some of its heat. If that’s the only pitch she’s got, I can start taking her yard, knock her out of the box.”
Dierdra gives me an exasperated look. “You know that I have no idea what you are talking about.”
“Sorry, guys always condense ideas down to sports metaphors. It’s a kind of universal short hand for us but I think you get my drift. If she’s gotten soft and lazy, not fully developed her skills, relied on being the biggest and baddest witch in the room, what happens if she’s facing someone as big and bad as she is?”
“We do not know if you are as skilled as she.”
“I know, I get it but if I put as much into blocking her as she does attacking me then that’s a stalemate. The longer the stalemate, the better my chances. Has she ever actually fought another witch equal to her? A Seventy Seven?”
“There have been no fights with other witches in my lifetime.”
“So she could be coasting on her rep. Interesting.”
“And if she is not?”
“I can always run away.”
“You would not do that. I know you too well to believe it.”
“You might be surprised. Either way, I like this plan. It’s something unexpected. Always screw with your opponent’s head whenever you can.”
“Does that lead to victory?”
“Sometimes. But it’s always fun.”
CHAPTER NINETEEN
I return to our room at the inn after an evening of shooting practice. One of the leaders of the conspiracy has a large farm nearby. Twenty five of the men brought their rifles and we rode to a remote section of the farm for a ‘shooting contest’. In fact, we were practicing with the other world guns Pegues had purchased.
They are fearsome weapons, firing as quickly as you can pull the trigger until they are spent but are rapidly reloaded. With all twenty five of us lined up, shooting at the same target, it was almost instantly destroyed. The other men were extremely enthusiastic, almost drunk with the power of these modern guns. They weren’t thinking about the possibility that while pulling the trigger, they might also be the target. Looking at the shredded dummies we had been shooting at not long ago, I knew at which end of the muzzle I wished to be.
While the others cleaned the new guns, I took a few shots with my personal rifle, the one my father, Dylan Tyber, helped me make so many years ago. It is a fine weapon, fitting me like an old friend. We have killed many a deer, elk and moose together. The only shots in anger we have fired have been at wolves. I have never pointed it at another man, not even in jest. I am almost thankful that it will not accompany me into battle for I do not wish to stain it with the memories of killing men.
When I enter the room, I see Alexia posed in front of a mirror, turning first this way and then that, tossing her hair, cocking her head to the side with a winsome smile. Then she gently lifts and handles her breasts in a way that made the breath freeze in my throat. She turns to look at me over her shoulder, her eyes bright and her lips crimson.
“Hello Johnathyn,” she purrs. “Does this dress make me look fat?”
By Zaphod’s beard! Not that question!
“Uhhh … well … uhh, no, of course not! You could never look fat! Someone as thin and beautiful as yourself could never …”
Alexia begins to laugh. “Dude! You should see your face! Guess that question puts the fear in the guys over here as much as it does the guys back home. Why do chicks care that much?” She returns to looking at herself in the mirror. “Still, no use in letting the standards drop. You know what I mean? Nothing wrong with looking good and using what you’ve got. Right?”
“Oh yes, I agree completely,” I say, relieved to be free of that question.
“I need to ask you a serious question, Johnathyn. I need your honest answer. I’m not kidding. Your honest answer. I’m not fishing for compliments or anything like that. I’ve already asked Leeanna basically the same thing so now I need your opinion. It’s important. Okay?”
“Certainly, Alexia. Ask me what you wish.”
“Alright, think before you answer, it’s important. Has my appearance changed since we first met?”
“You were wet, chilled to the bone, dressed in too large clothes and coated in mud. Yes, I would say your appearance has changed since then.”
“I’m not talking about that, Johnathyn! You saw me after I got cleaned up that night. Think back. Do I appear differently now than I did then? Think hard.”
I close my eyes and attempt to conjure an image from that first night and compare it to what I see before me. It is difficult to separate the images; we have spent so much time together after that first night.
“I believe that you were … thinner. Not that you are fat now!”
“Johnathyn. Chill. Keep going. Give it to me straight.”
“I just mean that your body is more … curved. More womanly. Your hips are … rounder but your waist might be thinner. Your breasts … are … ahh, they are …”
“Larger.”
“Yes! Exactly! Larger!”
“Don’t be so happy about it. What else?”
“Well, your hair might be darker, hard to say for certain.”
“What about my eyes?”
“Your eyes? What about them?”
“Have they changed?
“How could your eyes change?”
“I’m not dealing with ‘how’ right now, just ‘if’. Any changes in the eyes?”
I close my eyes again and concentrate on the freshly bathed and dressed woman who sat at my table that rainy night. I then open my eyes and look at Alexia, staring at me with her large, bright …’
“They are bigger! Your eyes are bigger today than they were that night! And your nose is smaller! By Zaphods’s beard, your neck is longer too! Why did I not notice this before?”
“Same reason I didn’t notice it. Mentally, were both guys … well you’re a guy and I’m still mostly a guy. At least for now. Leeanna rattled off the changes, bang, bang, bang. Dierdra did the same, though she didn’t know me from the start.”
It is true. Alexia has changed. And every single change has made her more beautiful. She was an attractive girl at the start but now … how could I have missed it?
“How has this happened? Is it dangerous?”
Alexia looks uncomfortable. “Dierdra has a theory. I’m not saying I buy it, not yet at least, but it’s not dangerous … assuming she’s right or close to it.”
“What is her explanation?”
“I don’t want to get into it right now, Johnathyn. The big thing is that I have changed my appearance, maybe subconsciously. If that’s true, why can’t I consciously do it?”
“What does ‘subconscious’ mean?”
“You may know it as the dark mind and the light mind.”
“I’m afraid I still don’t understand.”
“Okay. I did it without knowing I was doing it.”
“Why would you want to?”
“Apparently, the Queen does it all the time, to stay looking young, but what if you could look like someone else entirely? You’d be one hell of a spy.”
“Agreed but how does that help us?”
“Getting into the castle would be a piece of cake.”
“What kind of cake?”
“Never mind. My mistake. It would be very easy to get into the castle if you looked like someone who works there.”
“Obviously but doesn’t Patron Miller have someone inside the castle already?”
“That’s his plan. We haven’t figured out how we get inside yet for our plan.”
“Sometimes, this is all very confusing.”
“I know. The thing right now is, can I change my appearance so that I look like someone else? If I can, it gives us a whole bunch of new options.”
“When do you plan to attempt this?”
“Right now.”
“Alexia! Is that wise? If something goes wrong, I will be of no help.”
“I want to try this where I am most comfortable and that’s when I’m with you. Dierdra’s just down the hall if it all goes south, but it shouldn’t.”
“But you do not know that for certain.”
“Let’s not amp up the nerves here.”
“What if you can’t change back?”
“Didn’t you hear what I just said?”
“I heard but these are legitimate concerns.”
“Afraid of losing your hot, young wife?”
“No. I am afraid of losing you, Alexia.”
She looks away, blushing, but quickly recovers her composure. “It’ll be just a quick change. I won’t even try to going back to a guy.”
“I should hope not! You would be powerless!”
“I don’t think so. I’m still me, just in a different package.”
Alexia can be so exasperating sometimes. “It is clear that you are going to do this despite my misgivings. Why you bother to ask my opinions I have no idea. What do you want me to do?”
“Just be cool and don’t freak out.” She takes a deep breath and rubs her hands together. “Here we go.”
She closes her eyes and gives her body a quick shake. Concentrating, she slowly inhales and exhales several times before her body starts to soften and her features begin to become indefinite. It is hard not to panic as the woman I know disappears and is replaced by someone or something I do not yet recognize. It takes a few milicycles before her image becomes distinct again but those few milicycles felt endless.
Alexia now bears a strong similarity to Dierdra, though a younger version. She opens her eyes and turns towards the mirror. I step up behind her, looking over her shoulder.
“Are you alright?”
“Yeah,” she answers, twisting her head around in front of the mirror. “I didn’t get it right, did I?”
“No, but it was a good attempt. Now please, for my sake, return to your original form.”
She smiles. “The original me or the new and improved model?”
“I do not care, just be Alexia.”
She closes her eyes again and Alexia reappears in the mirror, more quickly than she changed the first time.
“Thank Zaphod,” I whisper.
“All I did was stop concentrating on the new shape and I bounced right back to what I was. Looks like those improvements are here to stay.”
“I’m just content that you returned.”
“I need to work on this before I show it to the girls.”
She should not attempt such dangerous things by herself. “I will stay with you whenever you practice this new power.”
“You sure about that? The whole thing seems to upset you.”
“It does but I would be more concerned if you were doing it alone. Please follow my wishes this time, Alexia.”
She chortles lightly and smiles. “Who could say no to those big puppy dog eyes?”
“You do so. Frequently.”
“Don’t push your luck; I’m giving you this one. I want to try a few more times before we go to bed.”
“You’ll also need to change your clothes when you change images.”
“All of a sudden you’re a critic? One step at a time, Johnathyn.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * * ***
You can feel the excitement in the room. Patron Miller has called us all together for this final meeting before the attack. He had pulled me aside before the meeting, congratulating me on how quickly I had obtained the guns and on the training the men.
“Well done, Pegues!” he says. “My confidence in you was rewarded.”
“Your confidence was my inspiration, Patron.” That and my ten percent handling fee.
Miller nods sagely. “A talent of all good leaders, Miran.”
“I do have one concern, Patron”
“What is that?”
“That you have called so many of us to one place so close to the date of the attack. Is this meeting not a security risk?”
“You are correct, Miran, but it was suggested that everyone could benefit from a dose of my confidence and inspiration. That the benefit outweighed the risk.”
“I see. May I ask who made that suggestion?”
“I believe that it was originally made by Barton Schicalli, but several others agreed.”
Wonderful. A chorus of sycophants led by the chief sycophant leaves all our necks exposed.
“I am certain that you have made the right choice, Patron, but the shorter this meeting, the better. We do not wish to draw attention to ourselves at this late date.”
“Do not concern yourself, Miran. My speech will be succinct and powerful.”
His past speeches have been bombastic, which has actually stoked the enthusiasm of the younger, more idealistic men. The older men have seen too much during their lives to be carried away by mere words. Succinct they were not.
The last to arrive at the meeting is Alexia. I did not see her walk in. It was as if she simply appeared in the back of the room. I’m certain my attention was elsewhere when she entered, though others seem surprised when she speaks out.
“Sorry I’m late,” she says. “Let’s get this party started.”
Her bodyguard isn’t with her but after the performance at the last meeting I don’t think she’s at much risk. Most of the men here don’t have a death wish.
There are too many present to fit in the Patron’s secret room in the barn so this meeting is being held on the first floor of the main house. Too many windows and doors for my taste, though the curtains are all drawn. The longer Miller drones on the more nervous I become. This entire speech is an exercise in ego massage. If I could sneak out of here, I would.
Suddenly, there are several loud crashes and the curtains covering the windows fly inwards. Almost instantly, there is a blinding flash of light immediately followed by a tremendous loud explosion. The room is full of smoke and stumbling, dazed men.
“DOWN! DOWN! EVERYONE DOWN ON THE GROUND! DOWN ON THE GROUND AND HANDS ON YOUR HEAD!”
More men storm into the room, all dressed in black helmets and uniforms, armed with military weapons from the other world. They start knocking our people to the floor, some of them using the butts of their weapons to strike them in the head or back. The demand to drop to the floor keeps being loudly shouted over the pandemonium. A few of the younger men try to put up a fight but they are quickly swarmed and subdued.
I manage to roll across the floor, squatting low behind a short table. The curtain of the window near me is flapping in the wind. If I’m lucky, I can jump through the window and scramble to the woods. I take two steps towards the window before something strikes me between my shoulders, knocking me to the floor and the air from my lungs.
“Where the fuck you think you’re going, mother fucker?”
I try to roll to my left but can’t catch my breath. I feel a heavy boot in the middle of my back, forcing me down, face first on the floor, as first my left then my right hands are roughly and painfully pulled up and lashed at the wrist behind my back. Someone grabs me under the arms, pulling me to my knees and then to my feet, turning me to face him as I gasp for air.
He’s almost a foot taller than me, a black helmet low over his eyes and a black cloth covering his face below his nose.
“You’re not going to give trouble, are you, boy? Cause iffen you do …”
He punches me sharply in the stomach, doubling me over and driving out what little air I managed to regain. He pulls me upright and pushes me ahead of him towards the double doors leading to the outside, keeping a firm grip on my bound wrists. As I stumble forward, bumping into other men similarly bound, my captor pushes and jerks me this way and that, down the stairs and across the yard full of black clad troops and Patron Miller’s men, some crying and begging but most stoically facing their fates. There are several heavy prison wagons, barred windows and doors. Another trooper grabs me and tries to pull me into a wagon but my captor yanks me back.
“He’s a special. The Queen wants to personally question him.”
ME?! WHY ME?! Why not Miller? Why not that BASTARD SCHICALLI??!!
“Poor fucker,” says the trooper.
“Better him than me,” my captor responds.
“Amen, Brother.” He jerks his thumb towards another wagon. My captor drags me in that direction through a swarm of men and horses.
The troopers are trying to corral the horses belonging to our people. There are two of them in front of me, each holding the reins of two struggling horses. As we draw nearer, the four horses spin rapidly to the right, throwing the men to the ground and breaking free. The wild eyed mounts are panicking, overwhelmed by the noise, smoke and confusion. Each one bolts in a different direction, scattering scrambling, cursing men left in their wake, increasing the uproar around us. Unable to keep my balance among the maelstrom of bodies, I stumble, falling face first to the ground, barely turning my head in time to avoid a mouthful of dirt and horse shit. Before I can stand up, I am picked up and thrown several feet into a group of short shrubs at the edge of the woods, my captor jumping onto my back, covering me with his body.
“If you want a chance to live through the night you’ll do exactly what I say,” he whispers into my ear. “If you understand, nod once.”
If my choices are to do what he says or face the Queen, that is not a choice. I slowly dip my head down and back up one time.
“Good man, Pegues. We’re going to get to our feet but stay low, keep your head below the level of the bushes. You follow me like stink on a skunk.”
“Free my hands,” I murmur.
“Not now, maybe later, if we live that long. Get ready to move quickly.”
He rolls off me into a squatting position. I struggle up onto my knees then to my feet, squatting as he does.
“See, that ain’t so hard, now is it?” He raises his head slightly, checking out the chaos I hope we soon leave behind. “Let’s go!” he hisses, taking off in a squat walk, heading towards a group of taller trees deeper in the woods. I try to follow him but my legs are not as young and flexible as his. Dead brush full of stickers tear at my clothes as I struggle. He is soon well ahead of me. He pauses to allow me to catch up and to survey the scene to make certain we are not being followed. Every time I nearly reach him, he tells me to hurry but be careful and takes off again, leaving me to fight on, my legs and lungs burning from the pain.
Eventually, we reach that tall grove of trees and both of us can stand behind their cover, allowing the blood to flow back into my cramping muscles.
“Surely, you can release me now,” I gasp.
“Not yet. We’re far from safe,” he whispers.
“Why are you doing this?”
“Move now, talk later. Follow me, keep low but we don’t have to duck walk. If I hit the ground, you do the same. Fast. Get moving.”
He takes off at a fast pace, not running but faster than walking, keeping alert. Several times he stops and drops to one knee behind a tree or large bush, pausing to make sure we are still not being pursued, then he is off again. In time, we reach a small clearing that must be at least a league away from where we started. Assuming we haven’t been going in circles. My shoulders and arms are aching from being tied in such an unnatural position and then running on top of that.
“I’m sure it is safe to untie me now.”
“For you maybe, not for me. Those woods were real clean, not many sticks on the ground.”
“The people around here heat and cook with wood but they are forbidden to cut down trees. They belong to the Queen. Fallen timber doesn’t last long before being gathered by the women and children.”
“Interesting. That makes sense. Makes escaping a hell of a lot easier.”
“What do you want of me?” I demand.
My captor removes his helmet and uncovers his face, revealing an older man. Clearly a veteran of numerous fights wherever he came from. He’s not carrying a weapon of any kind. He gives me a sinister smile.
“What do I want of you? Good question. Maybe I helped you escape so that they’ll put a big fat bounty on your head and I can turn you in later for the money. Maybe someone wants you bad enough to pay me to risk my life to save you so they can do what they want with you and blame the Queen for it. I wouldn’t want to be in your shoes right now, Pegues.”
It would appear that my captor remains my captor and not my rescuer. I need to escape as quickly as possible, before his employer shows up to claim me. He has no gun but I don’t think I could outrun him, not with my arms trussed behind me. I clearly can’t attack him for the same reason. That leaves one option.
“I have money. You release me and you can have it all.”
That attracts his interest. “Real money or that crap you guys throw around locally?”
“Money from your world. ‘Real’ money. Gold.”
His eyes light up. “Where did you get gold?”
”I was doing a job for someone. She gave me gold to pay for some … items. I was able to get the items for less and pocketed the difference. It was a fair deal for all.”
He laughs quietly, almost angrily. “Did you tell your employer about this?”
“She had a great deal on her mind. No need to complicate her life.” Which has probably ended by now if the Queen has an ounce of intelligence. I’d feel bad about that if I wasn’t fighting for my own life.
“You’re a real prick, Miran. You know that, right? I should have just left your ass back there for the Queen to deal with you along with the rest of the idiots. Didn’t think I’d figure out the true plan, did you?”
My captor is getting shorter, shrinking before my eyes. We are now almost the same height.
“Who … what are you?”
His entire body glows dully for a moment and then returns to normal but he has changed. What was a man is now a dark haired woman … a beautiful woman wearing traveling clothes … it is …
“ALEXIA! How is this possible?! Untie me this instant!”
“Or what?”
“Uhhhh ….” I see her point. I’m not in a good bargaining position. “Please?”
“Where’s my money?”
“Safe. Very safe I assure you.”
“Right. How much was left?”
“About three thousand dollars. You can have it all back. I was planning on returning it to you once all this was over. Once we were in power and the Queen was …”
“Save it. I know you all were tossing me to the wolves to buy time. I appreciate a good ruthless plan unless I’m the one who takes it in the butt.” She snapped her fingers and my bindings were released. I bend and flex my shoulders, arms and fingers, thinking about what my next words should be. Can’t go wrong with a classic.
“Thank you for saving my life, Alexia.”
She stares at me for a moment. “First bright thing you’ve said today, Pegues. Let’s get out of here. We’re not safe yet.”
“No place is safe for us. There was a spy among the group. We must assume all our plans and secrets have been exposed.”
“Good thing I’ve got a completely different set of plans and secrets to fall back on.”
“What are you talking about?”
She grabs my right arm. “Time for you to meet my friends. Don’t scream.”
“Why would I … AAAHHHHHH!” We rapidly fly into the air, barely skimming the tree tops.
“I said don’t scream.”
CHAPTER TWENTY
Rachet was leading me through the halls of the Palace in the West wing, the portion occupied by the government. The Healers of the Winthrop Group had mended my cuts and bandaged my wounds. I knew something was going to happen last night but they refused to tell me their plans, assuming that I would not be able to hide my reactions when the attack came. I surrendered right away but was still injured by their explosions.
A small price to pay.
I am supposed to meet the First Minister today but Rachet is being tight lipped, perhaps jealous of my success. We quickly pass through all of the security check points and Rachet opens the door for me of what I assume is First Minister Dupree’s office. He steps aside so that I might enter then immediately closes it behind me, leaving me standing in a room with the First Minister and two other people, one who I recognize. The First Minister stands up and reaches out towards me with his right hand, the custom of the other worlders.
“Mr. Schicalli , we finally meet.”
First impressions are important. I grasp his offered hand firmly. “I am pleased to finally meet you, First Minister Dupree.”
“Allow me to introduce …”
I interrupt him. “Mr. Don White, representative of the Consortium. We have met before but I doubt that you would remember. It was a large event and I was one of many.”
White stands and we shake hands, as is their custom. “Pleased to meet you again, Mr. Schicalli.”
The First Minister continues. “This is Colonel Thomas Willis, commander of the Winthrop Group personnel on our world.”
I step towards Colonel Willis but he remains seated, not offering me his hand, just nodding his head towards me, an unlit cigar clenched between his teeth, a very unfriendly look upon his face. The First Minister indicates a chair with his outstretched hand.
“Have a seat, Barton.”
He called me by my first name! Surely, I am a part of the inner circle now! “Thank you, First Minister.” I sit in a surprisingly uncomfortable plain wooden chair.
The First Minister returns to his seat. “Barton, we have a bit of a situation here and we are hoping you could shed some light, perhaps explain something.”
“I will do whatever you ask of me, First Minister.”
“Excellent, Barton. As you well know, Colonel Willis’s men raided Patron Miller’s home yesterday in an attempt to put an end to this plot to take over the government.”
I make a show of rubbing the bandages over my wounds and smiling ever so slightly.
“I certainly remember, I was there, after all.”
“Yes, you certainly were. Among our objectives was to capture as many of the conspirators as possible, with the primary focus being on capturing the rogue witch. Don’t you agree?”
“Yes. She was in the back of the room when the explosions occurred.”
“Then perhaps you can explain why she wasn’t there when the men stormed the house.”
“I don’t understand, First Minister.”
“The witch, the one named Alexia, she was not in the room when Colonel Willis’s men came through every door and window. There was no place for her to go, nowhere to run, escape impossible, and yet she was not there. Can you explain that, Barton?”
I look from face to face and find no sympathy. Something must have gone wrong, someone, not me, had failed. My job was to get as many of the conspirators in one place at one time and I had succeeded. The accursed witch was there. I saw her, I heard her speak.
“I do not understand, First Minister. She was in the room when the bombs exploded! I swear upon Zaphod’s great staff that she was there!”
“Then what happened to her, Schicalli? Surely you aren’t blaming Colonel Willis or his men, are you?”
Of course that is what happened but I can not say it. “I am certain they did their jobs, just as I did mine. Everything happened so quickly after the bright flashes of light. I was blinded at first, then deafened by the blasts. I had barely started recovering my wits when someone struck me across the face and I fell to the ground. What happened after that is unclear until later that night but I can say with absolute certainty that she was there both before and during the raid.”
“I see. Another person was unaccounted for, a Miran Pegues.”
“That’s it!” I shout. “It was Pegues who found and delivered the witch in the first place! They must be together.”
“But how did they escape Colonel Willis’s trap?” asks White, politely but insistently. I had the feeling that the next time he asks, it would not be so polite.
“I do not know, Sir. I only know that if that witch was close to anyone, it would be Pegues. It cannot be a coincidence that they both escaped.”
“They could not have escaped my men,” Willis states as if it was fact. “We had all bases covered and each man was part of a well trained team. There were several redundancies.”
“Well, I never saw these ‘redundancies’, whatever they are. I just know that if you find Pegues, you’ll find the witch.”
The First Minister pauses, rubbing his hands lightly together. “You don’t suppose that they have some kind of alternative plan, do you Schicalli?”
“Of course not! If there was such a plan, I would know it. Pegues is a devious fellow but he could not hide such a thing from me. I assure you, First Minister, there is no other plan to topple your - our government. At least, not from anyone involved in this plot. Pegues is simply on the run, as is the witch. They may be on the run together.”
“In which case, they may be doubly hard to catch. Any idea where they might run to, Barton?”
“Perhaps back to the other world. Did you recover the jump device?”
Both Dupree and White look towards Willis, who shakes his head. I relax just a little. Someone else to blame if things do not work out. Dupree stands up.
“It appears we still have unfinished business, gentlemen. I will detain you no longer, Barton.” The door opens without anyone doing anything, Rachet waiting on the other side. Has he been listening to the entire conversation? “Mr. Rachet will show you out. Please keep in touch, we may have further need of your expertise as this all plays out. Once again, thank you for your invaluable assistance. You will be well rewarded for your hard work.”
I bow slightly. “Your success is my reward, First Minister.”
“How kind of you Barton. I will keep that in mind.”
As I walk past Rachet, I can’t help but let slip a look of satisfaction. My future seems assured.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Dupree sits down as soon as the turncoat leaves the room and the door shuts behind him.
“I don’t care what good may come of it, once a man turns on his comrades, I can’t ever trust him again.”
“As useful as such men are, I am forced to agree with Colonel Willis on this point,” says White. Glad that he’s backing me up.
“I do not have that luxury, gentlemen. Spies and traitors have been a part of our statecraft since long before I was born. Even before the Queen was born. If that is possible.”
Both White and Dupree chuckle at the joke at the Queen’s expense. I don’t join them.
“So what are you going to do with him?” I ask.
“I will use him, Colonel. He will help capture Pegues and his witch along with the rest of their people. Once they have been dealt with, Mr.Schicalli will receive his just reward and live a quiet life until attention is elsewhere and he can be safely disposed of.”
White nods his head in agreement. “A very practical solution to a difficult problem. People like Schicalli must be seen to be rewarded, otherwise it would be impossible to recruit others when the need arises, but they can really screw up the works later. They just know too much and can’t be trusted not to spill their guts later on.”
The lack of loyalty and honor in this room is appalling.
“At least he was telling the truth about the witch being in the room before the raid. Our cameras have a clear picture of her just before the Flash Booms go off.”
“And after?” asks White.
“The bright flash overwhelms iris control. You get a momentary whiteout. It only lasts a few seconds. When the cameras come back up, she’s gone. Seconds after my guys break through the door.”
“Any idea where she could have gone?”
“None, First Minister. We had that place locked down TIGHT! A fly couldn’t have gotten out of there.”
“What about Pegues?” asks White.
“We didn’t have him on camera. He wasn’t a prime target. We’re pretty sure he shows up later being hustled out the main door along with some other prisoners. We didn’t have cameras outside. After that, no idea. All my men are accounted for.”
“Bribery?”
“Not MY men, First Minister.”
“It would not be the first time a soldier …”
“Not MY men.”
“If you say so, Colonel Willis. Were their guns recovered?”
“Yeah, not there but at a farm about five klicks South. Nice stuff for civilians. Lots of ammo. They could have given us a bit of a bloody nose if they knew what they were doing.”
“But not enough to defeat us?”
“Not a chance, Mr. White. Not. A. Fucking. Chance. If you’ll excuse me gentlemen, I have prisoner interrogations to oversee. Whatever they know, First Minister, we’ll know soon enough.”
“Right now, the witch Alexia is the highest priority. A great deal depends on finding her.”
“I understand. We don’t have to worry about the Geneva Convention over here so our options are wide open. That plus the Queen has her own ideas.”
Dupree looks uncomfortable. “I’m sure she has but I would suggest you involve her as little as possible.”
“Why?”
“The Queen is often more interested in the process than the results. If someone can be pushed too far, the Queen is most likely going to do so. The best answer I can give is that she enjoys it too much. That is dangerous when trying to acquire useable information.”
“Can’t see any harm in letting her try. She is in charge, isn’t she?”
Dupree waives me off with a flick of his hand. “I leave it to your good, informed discretion, Colonel Willis. Let me know when you have any results.”
“Yes, Sir.” Right after I tell the Queen. And she authorizes it.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
When I reach the security area, the Queen is already there, waiting for me.
“Your Majesty! I am so sorry! If I had known you were here, I’d have left that meeting and run right over!”
“I know you would have, Colonel. I wanted you to finish the meeting with First Minister Dupree. You can tell me all about it later. I’ve been spending my time profitably. Getting reacquainted with all your fine men. Inspecting the prisoners, looking for good prospects, making certain that they know I am here. You should find many of them much more talkative than they were a few hours ago.”
“Did you do something to them?”
“Nothing requiring magic. People are just more willing to talk when the threat of harm is imminent. With me here, the threat could not be more imminent.”
I have not been looking forward to this. “My Queen, we have failed you. I have failed you. The rogue witch escaped. We had her trapped. There was no way she could have escaped us. I had a fast carriage waiting to bring her direct to you as a Birthday present from all of us, but … I failed you! I … I don’t know how she did it! Every possible exit was double covered. No one saw anything! I offer you my life for my failure, my Queen! We do not deserve your …”
“Hush! Hush, Colonel Willis! All is forgiven! You, your men, they all did their best, of that I am certain.”
“But we failed you!”
“Yes, you did. However, I can be forgiving, when necessary. It is now necessary. Learn from your mistakes, Colonel.”
She is beyond compare! There is no one like her in the entire universe! “My Queen, we do not deserve your forgiveness.”
“No, you do not but the situation is not that objectionable. If Alexia was so easily captured, she would not be worth having. Rest assured, there will be other opportunities, Colonel Willis.” She smiles at me as only she can. “Now, let us visit some of your prisoners. I have some ideas that I would like to try. No better time than the present. Spring is the mating season after all.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“She has bewitched them all.”
Beckwith’s cousin, Celedine Gamgee, agreed to talk with me. Just talk. So far.
“Why do you say all the Winthrop Group guards are bewitched? What exactly does that mean?
“I’m a cook. Cooks know almost everything that happens in the homes that employ them. We are awake when others sleep. No one notices us until they desire something. The maids are there mostly for their looks but cooks must be good. To serve the Queen and remain there for years, you must be very good. I am very very good at cooking and being invisible. As for the guards, they are all in love with her.”
“I guess I can see that, she is beautiful, at least that’s what I’ve been told.”
“No. You do not understand. She takes them into her chambers and they come out unable to do anything but obey her.”
I knew a girl like that a couple of years ago. She was amazing. After a night with her, you’d kill a person if she asked you. What could a two hundred year old witch do if she had similar skills? A woman could get pretty damn good with two hundred years of practice. Was that it or was there more to it?
“Exactly how does she do this?”
The older woman smiles wickedly. “How do you think, child? Did your mother not explain these things to you?”
“I know enough to get by just fine.”
“A girl who looks as you do only ‘just fine’? Such a waste.”
“Look, sex is just sex. Good, bad or great. You can’t ‘bewitch’ a man by just fuc … having sex with him.” At least not for very long.
“I cannot, you may not but Queen Opulessa can and does. After she has been with them, the men from the other side deny her nothing.”
“Does she do this to men from this world?”
“If she does, I’ve never seen it. She has taken them to her chambers but they are not bewitched. The women are not bewitched either.”
Why just us and not them? Wait. Women? Whoa! That’s … that’s …. uuhh … kinda … hot.
“How many women … never mind. Not important. Doesn’t every one in the Palace do what they are told?”
“Yes, but most do it because they are paid, or afraid, or both. The other worlders do it because they desire to.”
“How many guards not part of the Winthrop Group are inside the Palace walls?”
“None. The other guards are on the outside. Only the bewitched ones on the inside.”
Interesting. “And they always do what the Queen tells them to do?”
“If she told them to dance naked in the courtyard then pair off, make love to each other and not remember it, it would happen.”
“Isn’t that going a bit too far? I mean …”
“Ten days ago. She was bored.”
My. God. The possibilities. “If I got you a camera, would you take some pictures of the Queen?”
“What is a camera?”
“A mechanical device, a small device, fits in the palm of your hand. Here, let me show you.” I pull my cell phone from the pocket of my skirt and turn it on. The screen lights up, then fills with icons. “You touch this image right there and the screen shows what the camera sees.” I turn the screen so Gamgee can see it. Her eyes are wide open, as is her mouth. I turn it to face her. “You look at the screen and when you see what you want to keep, you push this button …” The cell made a clicking sound. I’ll have to disable that. “… and the picture is here.” I turn the phone around so she can see the screen. It’s a picture of her.
“What sorcery is this?”
“It’s not magic, just tech. anybody can do it. Here, let me show you. Take this …”
She backs away. “No! I could not!”
“It’s easy! Just point it at something, keep it steady and push the button right here. You’re done just like that. Easy peazy.”
I carefully place it in her shaking hands and walk her through taking a shot. In no time at all, she’s shooting like she’s Diane Arbus.
“Let’s not waste all that juice. It’s a lot harder to recharge here than at home. Can you take that back to the Palace and take some pictures of the Queen without her knowing about it?”
“Why would you need those? There are several portraits of her around town, some very large.”
“I know but I need something a little more detailed. Can you do it safely? Beckwith would never forgive me if you were hurt.”
“Yes, I think so. She often walks across the courtyard to the stables, right past the kitchen window. It could be done.”
“Great! You take that with you and get me what you can, both sides plus front and back would be perfect but I’ll take what I can get. Just don’t take any unnecessary chances.”
“When dealing with the Queen, what is an unnecessary chance?”
“Be careful then.”
“I will.” She pockets the cell phone. “Now, may I ask you some questions?”
“Yeah, fine. Go ahead.”
“Were you truly a man before coming to our world?”
“I was.”
“A real man, not one of those womanly men?”
“I guess that’s a matter of opinion but I’d have to say that I was as manly as anyone you’d meet. More or less.”
“I would not believe it.”
“Why not?”
“You walk and talk and sit as a woman. You say odd things now and then but they are said as a woman would. Your gestures are all female. You brush the hair away from your face as easily as any woman. No one seeing you would ever see the slightest hint of a man.”
“Gosh. Thanks a lot. Just what I wanted to hear. You’ve no idea how that makes me feel.”
She smiles, as if I’d thanked her for a compliment. “You are welcome. So beautiful! Beckwith told me that you were the fairest girl she had ever seen but I would not believe her. I have seen the Queen! But she speaks the truth. More beautiful than the Queen. ’Tis not to be believed unless seen with one’s own eyes.”
“Beckwith said that? Yeah. Well, what can I say? A girl’s dream come true, right?”
“Oh yes! So lucky, and a witch too. Is your world like ours?”
“Yes and no. We don’t have witches and magic, so that’s two big diffs right there but I think the land looks a lot like my world would if not for all the development and the pollution. Living here’s like living in the wildest parts of Central Park, or maybe the woods of Vermont. I wouldn’t know a lot about that, I didn’t get out of the city much back home. I can say that it would be a lot colder back home right now. I’m guessing it’s like February or maybe March back home. You’d be lucky if it was above freezing for a high but here it’s almost Spring. We’ve got global warming but I don’t know what you’ve got to explain it. You don’t seem to be any closer to your sun.”
“It is all Opulessa’s doing. She wants a pleasant birthday so she makes certain there is only sunshine and warm breezes for the entire month.”
“She can control the weather?!”
“More like keep it at bay. Once the last official day of celebration ends, the winds, rains and cold return with great thunderstorms, scaring the children and livestock. There are floods everywhere and the Court yard becomes a muddy mess, but Opulessa cares not. She had a nice birthday celebration and that is all she cares for.”
“Do you know how she does it?”
“No, but you are also a witch, a Seventy Seven. Don’t you know?”
“I’ve only been a witch for like a hundred and twenty days. There’s still a lot to learn.”
“So it would seem. Beckwith’s not certain you will succeed.”
At least she’s honest. “She’s not the only one but we’re gonna give it our best shot. Those pictures could really help.”
Gamgee removes the cell phone from her pocket, hefting it in her hand. It looks like she might be getting ready to hand it back to me. After a few seconds, she returns it to her pocket.
“I will do what I can.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
They’ve kept me locked in this room ever since we landed.
Landed. I was never so relieved in my life when my feet finally touched the ground. I had never heard about a witch flying. I know there were stories in the other world about brooms and flying witches but they were just stories. Much of what was written about magic in that world was wrong, laughingly so at times.
Alexia left me almost as soon as we reached the farm. Two other witches took charge of me, leading me to this room and seeing to my needs ever since. The food has been good and it is clean and warm but there is nothing to keep my mind occupied, other than contemplating my fate and wondering why Alexia helped me escape.
Clearly, she didn’t need my help. Once clear of Patron Miller’s home, she could have simply flown away. Why risk her life for me? We aren’t exactly friends, certainly not after what she did to me at “The Silver Forge”. She had her reasons but I am unable to divine them. After breakfast on the third day, Alexia returned, accompanied by an older woman who I assumed was a witch.
“Morning, Pegues. Sleep well?”
“Yes, Alexia, better than I would if in the hands of the Queen. Or would you prefer Alex?”
“Alexia is fine. You could say that I have embraced my role in our little conspiracy. I intend to reform the name of ‘Alexia’ for present and future generations.”
“And exactly how do you intend to do that?”
She sits down on the end of my bed but the other witch remains standing, looking at me with distrust in her eyes.
“Interesting question. I have one for you. Why should I tell you anything?”
“Because I am trapped here and clearly not escaping.”
“So I should just tell you everything?”
“Why not? I’m certainly curious and you should be proud of all that you have accomplished.”
“Why not is because I’m not an idiot, Pegues. You can’t really expect me to start monologuing like the bad guy in the third act when he has the hero trapped, do you?”
“Are you the bad guy, Alexia?”
“You probably think so, that you’ve been ill-used by me, but I’m not the bad guy here. We’ve talked a lot about what we should do with you. Some see you as a threat, some as an asset not to be wasted.”
“How do you see me, Alexia?”
“I haven’t decided yet. When you were in my world, how much did you learn of our history?”
“Quite a bit. You’re a violent lot, aren’t you?”
“Very. Did you learn about South Africa?”
“No, not that I can recall.”
“That’s a shame. South Africa was a black majority country ruled by a white minority. This went on for a very long time before the black majority took control, after years of violent struggle, both sides committing atrocities like murder and mass killings. The man who led the black majority was a very smart guy. He stopped wholesale revenge violence by creating something called the Truth and Reconciliation Commission.”
“Which did what?”
“Anybody could come to the Commission, confess their crimes and walk away. There was not going to be any punishment unless it was an extraordinary circumstance, something really, really bad. Which, for South Africa, was saying a lot. The Commission was only open for a limited time. You don’t come in and confess no amnesty. You come in and lie, no amnesty. You may not keep your government job, you may not keep your big plantation, but you kept your freedom, your life. By and large, it worked and South Africa didn’t rip itself apart.”
“Who was this genius?”
“Nelson Mandela. Won a Nobel Peace Prize. Great man for a lot of reasons.”
“What does this history lesson have to do with me?”
“I am your truth and reconciliation commission, Pegues. Here and now. You tell me the truth, the whole truth and you get amnesty. Lie to me, it won’t be pretty.”
“Why should I believe you? You threatened me with a gun.”
“I still have the gun. I just don’t need it anymore. Tell you what, I’ll go first.”
The other woman is shocked. “Alexia! NO!”
She turns her head, raising her right hand. “Don’t worry, Dierdra. Nothing big, just a little trust building.” She turns back towards me. “I was never going to be a part of your plan, not after I learned who was behind it and who was going to benefit. I kept going along just to learn about this world and the details of what was going on. I particularly rejected your plan when I figured out that I was supposed to die.”
How could she possibly know that?! No one could be so stupid as to tell her that detail. Best to keep silent.
“Nothing? I’ll take silence as confirmation of a sort. Our group is organized and we have a pretty good plan, though some details need to be worked out. We’ll get there. Soon. So here’s the deal. We know quite a bit about Patron Miller’s plans already, things he hasn’t told anyone else. We know quite a bit about your activities too but I want to know it all and am willing to pay for it by letting you keep your life. You don’t know what we already know, so playing games with us is risky, though things like that haven’t stopped you before. Your choice. We’ll keep you under wraps until we make our move regardless but what happens to you afterwards is still up for grabs.”
“Assuming you win.”
“Naturally.”
“So my fate is tied to yours.”
“Pretty much, though that ship sailed as soon as the Queen’s boys kicked down the doors two days ago and I saved your ass.”
There is a knock at the door and a third woman enters, older than Alexia but younger than the one called Dierdra.
“Alexia, Emlilly has sent a message, the child’s condition has worsened.”
“Okay, thanks. I’ll be right there. Looks like you get a bit of a reprieve, Miran. We’ll talk when I get back. Remember, you don’t know what we know and your freedom is at risk. I’d say that the truth shall set you free.”
“Or you could be lying to me.”
“That’s a possibility too.”
She stands up and quickly leaves though the one called Dierdra remains after the door is shut, her arms crossed, a stern look on her face. Perhaps I can get some information from her.
“Where did Alexia go?”
“Why do you care?”
Not a promising start. “I recruited her.”
“You kidnapped her.”
“Not true, she came willingly.”
“Under very suspicious circumstances. You only told her the truth after she arrived.”
“So where has she gone?”
“There is a child, a boy, in … a nearby town, who is very sick. Alexia believes she knows why but the treatment has some risk to his life. She did not want to attempt to cure him unless his condition worsened. Unfortunately, it has so she has gone to his bedside to do what she can.”
“His bedside? She’s not a Healer. Alex had no medical training of any kind before he came here.”
She answers with a derisive snort. “Do you know why it took so long for us to reach Glory?”
“Because I told Tyber to take an indirect route.”
“You did but she took advantage of that order. We have been crossing the country, searching for people who are sick, in need of a miracle cure. Alexia has been curing them. She has developed a reputation among the people.”
“Is she addle pated? It puts everything at risk!”
“She knows that but can’t refuse to help when she can.”
“If the Queen hears about her and finds her because she helped a few people, she will never get a chance to help the world.”
“She knows! Alexia believes that it is just as important to help a person as it is to help the people. They are one and the same. She says that if you can rationalize not helping one person because of the big picture, you’re looking at the wrong picture.”
That’s Alex, an idealist with a realistic view of life. The two sides in constant conflict. You never know which side will win at any one time. It makes Alex very hard to predict.
“How can you follow someone who acts that way?”
“Because I believe as she does.”
How nice. Even if these people defeat Opulessa, they won’t be able to run a government. They all think like women. I had hoped that Alex might hold out but he seems to be the worst of the lot.
“Sometime sacrifices must be made for the greater good,” I say.
Dierdra smiles evilly. “I am so pleased to hear you say that. Please repeat it to Alexia and make sure you volunteer.”
“For what?”
“To be sacrificed, of course.”
“Why me?!”
“She should never have saved you. You already know too much about us and cannot be trusted. Your death is our best insurance but Alexia will have none of it. She is practically alone in this position. The rest of us want you gone, Pegues.”
“Then release me before I can learn more.”
She laughs. “Alexia warned us that you had a quick wit and tongue. We will wait until she returns and hears what you have to say.” She raps sharply on the door which quickly opens and closes after she departs, the old lock loudly engaging.
Five Hertz of Separation
CHAPTER TWENTY ONE
There was a loud, frantic, knocking on my door just as I was about to open my lunch beer. I limited myself to just one beer at lunch but it’s a good one. An imported Pilsner from Germany. I was down to my last case and personal supplies wouldn’t be coming in for at least two weeks. Thank God I hadn’t opened it yet. I stashed it back in the little DC electric fridge and opened my office door. It was Trooper Beech. He saluted and I returned it.
“What’s up, Beech?”
“Colonel Willis, Queen Opulessa wants to see you, Dupree and that guy White from the Consortium. Pronto.”
“Did she say why?”
“No, but she seemed kinda pissed. That ain’t good.”
“I’ll handle it, Ernie. You supposed to get the rest of them?”
“No, she sent Taylor and Pinski.”
I take my pistol belt down from a hook on the wall and strap it on, making sure that my right hand falls just above the butt of the Colt .45. I know it’s old fashioned but it was my father’s service pistol and the Winthrop Group doesn’t give a damn what I carry just as long as I hit what I aim at. And nothing else.
“Good. Return to duty, Beech.”
Another snap salute. “Yes, Sir!” Beech hurries off. A good soldier.
As I stride through the corridors towards the Queen’s chambers, a number of the passing maids give me coy smiles. Some aren’t so coy. It’s not surprising. I’m one of Alpha dogs around this place. Maybe the Alpha dog. The Queen has given me permission to try out the local babe population but it just doesn’t seem right. An oath of fidelity should mean something. It doesn’t stop the other men from playing the field and I won’t hold it against them. That’s one of the reasons we all signed up, for the full male experience, including screwing around. The Company doesn’t care, just as long as we get our jobs done and I make sure of that. At least I did until that damn rebel witch showed up.
Dupree is waiting outside the Queen’s chambers when I arrive. By the time I greet him, White’s shown up.
“Do either of you know what the hell is going on? One of your men, Willis, practically drug me here.”
“Don’t know, Don. You got any idea, First Minister?”
“Not directly, Colonel, but it is likely about the other world witch.”
“Well, let’s find out.”
I reach up, grab the heavy metal knocker mounted on the wooden door and give it a couple of big swings. The loud thuds echo through the hallways.
“Come in, gentlemen.”
The other two fall back slightly as I pull the door open.
“Best not keep the Lady waiting … gentlemen.” I walk in with the other two falling in close behind. The door closes behind us with a gentle whisper. I can see Opulessa sitting at a large wooden table with three other smaller chairs sitting around her. She’s dressed fairly simply for her, a lilac purple gown, woven silver belt around her small waist, flat soled silver slippers, several rings but no necklace. She wears a golden tiara instead of her formal crown. She gestures toward the empty chairs.
“Be seated, gentlemen.”
We all take the seat nearest us so I end up on the Queen’s right, White on her left with Dupree sitting opposite of her.
“I’ll be brief so that you all can get back to work. Why have you not captured this upstart witch known as Alexia? Such a name! Has she no shame?”
“We have no good leads, your Majesty,” I say. “All the captured men were questioned but they claimed to know nothing. I tend to believe them, in light of what we put them through.”
“I received the same responses, though some of them provided false information. I also believe them,” Dupree says.
“Her main contact with the group was Miran Pegues, who also escaped. We’re assuming they’re traveling together. If we find him, we might find her or he can tell us where she’s hiding.”
“That is all well and good, Colonel Willis but I want results, not some hopeful plan.”
“To be fair,” says White, “Colonel Willis is operating with rather old technology and he has captured several hundred rebels. That is a lot of people to thoroughly interrogate. He has very limited resources.”
“What does the leader of my government have to say?”
“We are searching, my Queen, sparing no expense. Turning over every pebble, probing every forest, overturning every village,” Dupree answers. “We have over 2,000 men in the field as we speak, with more coming every day.”
“Interesting, then how do you think she has avoided this massive manhunt.”
“It is a very large country with many places to hide.”
“But my sources say she is nearby, gentleman.”
“What sources?” I ask.
“People I know and trust. They say a mysterious woman travels from village to village, caring for the sick and performing almost miraculous cures. The recent reports are all from this area.”
“We also have heard these reports,” says Dupree. “Upon investigation, we find nothing, sometimes not even the alleged beneficiary of the cure. No one knows anything.”
“I cannot do your jobs for you, gentlemen. I expect to have this interloper prostrate before me by the end of my birthday celebrations. If that does not happen, changes will be made. Am I clear about this?”
We all acknowledge hearing her loud and clear. Then she reaches out and covers my left hand with her right hand.
“You other two are dismissed but I wish for you to stay, Colonel Willis. I need to discuss the behavior of one of your men towards one of my favorite maids.”
The other two hurry out, leaving the Queen and I alone.
“Is there a problem, my Queen?”
“Not at all, Colonel Willis. I just wanted an excuse to speak with you alone.”
“You don’t need an excuse, your Majesty. You only need ask me.”
“I know that, Colonel. The excuse was for the ears of the First Minister and Mr. White.”
“So my men treat your favorite maid well.”
“Very well indeed! She is highly satisfied! Though she wishes you would spend some time with her.”
“My Queen, I cannot. My oath to you …”
“If I were to order you?”
“I would obey, of course but I beg you not to.”
“Do not worry, Colonel. I would never do that. I find your faithfulness quaint and do not wish to spoil our relationship. Nor were those admonishments to find the witch aimed at you.”
“They should have, my Queen. We have been derelict in our duty towards you and I swear that we will …”
“Colonel, please. I understand more than you may know. If Dupree and his men can capture her, so much the better, but I doubt that he is capable of doing so. This is simply another test of her skills. I want to keep the pressure on her. Eventually, she will come to me.”
“My Lady, that allows her to pick the place and time! We do not want to give her that advantage. It could be crucial!”
“She is a mere child, Willis. Full of potential, which I will us to further my agenda. You are excused.”
I bow low. “As you wish, my Queen.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It is either very late or very early when Alexia returns to my room. She looks very tired.
“Sorry about that, Miran. Now that you’ve had a little more time to think about it, what’s it gonna be? The whole truth and nothing but the truth?”
“Where were you?”
“Had to see a man about a horse.”
“I’m serious! Dierdra said that you were out playing doctor. Is that true?”
“I’m the one asking questions here, Pegues.”
“I’ll answer your questions after you answer mine. Is it true?”
“Yes, it’s true.”
“What gives you the right to go around my world and subject poor sick people to your experiments on their bodies? Do they even know who or what you are?”
“I tell ’em. I tell ’em there are no guarantees, that I’ll do the best I can.”
“What is your best? You have no skill or training to offer them.”
“As opposed to the charms and voodoo that passes for medical care in your world? I’ve saved a lot of lives, Pegues. If I was smarter or better, I could have saved more, like that boy tonight.”
“He died?”
“Yeah, he died. Leukemia. It was too advanced by the time I first saw him. He needed a bone marrow transplant. I could clean up his blood, a temporary cure, but it didn’t last long. He’d still be alive if he was over in my world but … I can only do so much!”
“Why do anything at all?”
“Because I can! Leeanna was bitten by deadly snakes and I saved her life! One man had an arm so bad he was dying of gangrene right in front of me. I fixed him right up. Some things I can cure just like snap but others … I don’t have the resources.”
“Why try at all? You’re risking everything.”
“How can I not? How can I sit by and do nothing when I’ve got the power to maybe cure someone?”
“Or kill them.”
“I’ve already killed two men, or have you forgotten? I sure as hell haven’t. Nobody else dies on my watch, not if I can help it.”
“What about the Queen? What about her guards” What about the First Minister and all his people?”
“Not if I can help it.”
“That’s impossible! You yourself paid for all those guns, which were captured by the way. What were you going to do with them?”
“They weren’t part of my plan.”
“It couldn’t be done! Revolutions are bloody things and they always will be.”
“Then the blood spilled will be a trickle instead of a flood.”
“This is madness! What do you have, a bunch of old women?”
“A bunch of witches. We can do this!”
“And then what? How do you rule?”
“I don’t rule, no one does. The people can decide their own fate. I’m not imposing anything. I’m giving people a chance to fix this world.”
“It will be a spectacular failure! People are conditioned to accept concepts like ‘democracy’ and ‘majority rule’ or ‘a Bill of Rights’ in your world but they are unknown in this world.”
“The concept of ‘freedom’ isn’t. I’ve seen a lot more of your world than you saw of mine. People need a government that cares about them.”
“We never have in the past. Why start now? It is every man for himself.”
“Yes. Man. You of all people should know the difference. You spent time as a woman. Didn’t that teach you anything?”
“Yes. If you want power to control your own fate, take it.”
“You knew that already when you crossed over to trick my brother into joining your fight. He wasn’t a fighter. Opulessa would have mopped the floor with him.”
“As she will with you.”
“We’ll see about that.”
“And who created this brilliant plan of yours, the plan to overthrow the most powerful witch in the history of our world.”
“It was a group effort.”
“We both know how successful those are.”
“Fine. It’s mostly my plan with a few tweaks by the others.”
“What qualifies you to be a tactician?”
“I have spent my life since the age of ten infiltrating and attacking large, complex systems.”
She may actually have something there. No one could possibly describe our government as lean and efficient. Some of us had argued that the best approach would be for our group to wait a little bit longer for it to collapse from its own bloated bulk and simply pick up the pieces. Alexia’s outsider’s view may give her a distinct advantage. At least in the attack phase. The ruling phase … .
“Even if you should succeed, this ‘truth and reconciliation’ idea is a farce! We are sitting on over two hundred years of suppressed rage and revenge. Once Opulessa’s control is lifted, it would take an army to keep the people in check.”
“Really? Give it a try. Tell me the truth.”
“What truth?”
“The part of this operation you didn’t want me to know. The part that makes you feel shame. Tell me and walk away.”
What is the additional harm? “As you wish. It was I who first suggested that we would be better off keeping Opulessa and getting rid of the First Minister and his people, using you as a diversion. I was also the one who reported you to the New York police department, giving them your location in that abandoned building.”
She seems impressed. “Not bad. Forcing me into a corner so that I’d willing take whatever escape route was offered. I’ll have to remember that one for future use. Anything else?”
“I sent those men to attack you in Shellcrest. It was a test to see if any magical abilities had yet manifested. They were instructed not to harm you, just …”
“Test me. I get it. Anything else?”
“No. Nothing I can think of.”
“See. That wasn’t so bad. I’d figured out or suspected most of it anyway, except for the part about the police which, frankly, I should have suspected. Too many coincidences for something not to be funny. Now, don’t you feel better?”
Surprisingly, I do but I will never tell her that. “Now it is your turn, Alexia.”
“Sorry, ‘truth and reconciliation’ is a one way street until we’re done with this. After that, I’ll tell you everything. Some of it will make you laugh.” She reaches for the door handle.
“Then tell me one thing,” I ask. She grabs the handle but stops, turning back towards me. I press on. “Why did you save me from the Queen’s men the other night?”
“Because you were my contact with Miller’s group. You knew more about me than anyone. If they didn’t have you, I was a lot safer.”
“Agreed. Was that the only reason?”
She smiles at my question. “No, not at all. It gave me a chance to rough you up a bit. A little payback.”
I remember the punch to my stomach. That was more than ‘a bit’. “I guess that I may have deserved that. Those were the only reasons?”
The smile disappears. “No. There was one more. Despite what has been said today, I believe that you are uniquely qualified to help this world evolve into a better place for future generations. You’ve seen my world with its pluses and minuses; you know the pluses and minuses of your world. Once I’ve gone back home, you’ll be the only one left who can help this world learn from our successes and mistakes. That’s important and I didn’t want to lose that. Give it some thought … Mirantha.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Gamgee had returned with the cell phone earlier today and I wanted to get to work right away. I downloaded all the pictures. She managed to get a little video, which helps a lot. Johnathyn and I studied them all for at least an hour; both of us looking for any telltale details that would throw us off. Neither of us could find any imperfections. She’s had over two hundred years to get her look right. I’ve got just a few days to copy it.
After reviewing everything multiple times, I start working on the actual transformation. This can’t be half-assed. I’ve got to get it absolutely dead right. We’ll be trying to fool people who likely have her image burned into their minds. I might be able to fool a few by speaking from the shadows or behind pillars but our success depends on every one of them doing what they are told and they must not suspect a single thing is out of place.
My first attempts were a little rough. I was passable but it will take a lot more than passable to fool the men in the Palace. I started with her hair and worked my way down. Johnathyn carefully reviewed every variation. He has a good eye for details and is a stickler for accuracy. It must come from his profession. You wouldn’t think of smithing as a fine detail line of work but if you’re fixing something, it’s all got to be just right to work.
The whole process is very tiring, using a lot of energy, both magical and physical. I have to take several breaks, once for lunch, but Johnathyn won’t let me goof off for very long. He can be a little slave driver when he wants to be. Must be all that experience driving the horses.
When we’re both finally satisfied with the image, I have to start practicing her movements. She’s smaller than I am but makes grand gestures, big movements but always graceful. Plus, there are small details hidden inside the big movements. She’s an actress who’s always on stage, always on display, always conveying a message with each twist and turn. I’ve got to keep my concentration up to maintain both the image and then how to move.
It is exhausting.
We practice well into the night and finally stop simply because neither of us can go on, Johnathyn having strained with me all day, though I think I’ve finally got it nailed. I couldn’t spend all day as her but I just need about fifteen minutes of perfection, which is hard enough.
Gamgee is coming back to judge the results along with Dierdra, Bengsston, and Beckwith. Gamgee sees the Queen practically every day and the other three have met her once or twice. I find some flowing dresses, something with a little body in the skirt and Leeanna helps me put together something that looks somewhat regal. I’m not worrying about the clothes yet, that’s a whole other thing but there’s several ways we can get around that. For now, I just want something that looks right and doesn’t distract from the overall effect.
When we arrive at the barn, everyone is there, which doesn’t help my nerves. Leeanna and I step behind some bales of hay while Johnathyn sets the stage, putting out some tables and chairs plus a set of steps for me to use.
I want to review everything one last time but decide I better not. I might not get a chance to do that when we go live. After a few seconds of prep, I change my image and Leeanna helps me dress.
“Good luck,” she whispers.
“Thanks,” I respond.
When I step out from behind the bales, there is an audible gasp from the girls. I begin my routine, moving around, sitting, standing, picking things up, putting them down, up the stairs, turn and back down. I hit my marks like a champion dancer. Johnathyn stands off to the side, his broad smile encouraging me. Once I finish my routine, I ad lib a bit, doing a quick two step and turn.
Beckwith walks up to me to get a better look.
“Amazing. Absolutely amazing. You won’t fool a single person who knows the Queen.”
“What are you talking about?! That was perfect!”
“Perfectly wrong.”
Dierdra is there before I can punch Beckwith in the face. “Calm down, Alexia. I am afraid that Beckwith is correct.”
I look over at Gamgee for help but she nods her head in agreement. “You took my breath away for several moments but after the shock wore off, I knew it could not be her. I’m sorry.”
Johnathyn is upset. “I challenge any one of you to point out one single way Alexia does not look exactly like Opulessa.”
“It has nothing to do with how she looks,” says Beckwith. “It is how she feels.”
“FEELS?!” Johnathyn demands.
Dierdra tries to restore peace. “It is not your fault, Alexia. You could not know because you have never met Opulessa. She has a … presence that can be felt.”
“A presence?”
“It is hard to describe. She uses it to influence your emotions. You can feel what she feels about you.”
“Or what she wants you to think she feels about you,” says Gamgee. “She can control it. Sometimes it is there, sometimes it is not. It is not always the same intensity.”
“So where does it come from? More importantly, how do I copy it?”
I look from face to face but none of the other witches says anything.
Finally, Beckwith answers. “We don’t know.”
“How can you NOT know?”
“Because she is a Seventy Seven and we aren’t. None of us have a presence, at least not one that anyone can feel.”
“What about me? I’m a Seventy Seven. Where’s my presence? My aura?”
Dierdra steps closer to me. “You don’t have one, Alexia”
“Why the hell not?”
“Again, we are not certain. Obviously, for Opulessa, this happened many years ago, before any of us were born. We think it develops for a Seventy Seven when she becomes a woman.”
“But I am a woman. I’ve been a woman ever since I got here months ago. I couldn’t be more of a woman!”
“You are a female,” says Beckwith. “But you are not a woman. Yet.”
“What are you talking about? How can I be female and not a woman?”
Dierdra pulls me slightly aside. “Leeanna is female but not a woman. Yet.”
“Is this about age? How old do I need to be before …”
“It is not age, it is maturity and … the act.”
Maturity and the act? What are they talking about? What act? The act. I think about it for a moment or two before it hits me.
“Are you talking about losing your virginity? Sex? Because I can guarantee you that I was not a virgin when I crossed over.” Far, far from it.
“Yes, but since you came across, have you had an opportunity to do … the act?”
“No. Not exactly. Doesn’t all my past experience mean anything?”
“Apparently not.”
“Well … that’s a gyp.”
“Gyp or not, that is what we suspect.”
I look over at Johnathyn. “Let me get this straight, you’re saying that I’m not going to be able to impersonate Opulessa, which is an absolutely vital part of our plan, unless I have sex.”
“With a man,” adds Beckwith. “I have a cousin who might be willing to volunteer.”
“Drop dead, Beckwith.”
CHAPTER TWENTY TWO
We had finished questioning the captured rebels last week. It was clear that most of them knew very little about the overall plans and absolutely nothing about the rebel’s witch. The few at the top that did know something about her didn’t know much. The prize of that group would have been Miran Pegues but he’s nowhere to be found.
I’ve reviewed our procedures top to bottom but I’ll be damned if I know how she got away and took that Pegues guy with her. It’s as if she had a chopper stashed nearby and just flew off, silently. With a passenger.
Most of the rebels went to prison but a choice few of the leaders were turned over to the Queen. Several of them begged us to shoot them instead. If I were in their shoes, I might have asked for the same thing. Now the Queen has called me to meet her at the stables again. I think she does that just to see my reaction to her latest “pets”.
I’ve doubled the security on the Queen, short shifting some areas in the Palace, primarily the First Minister’s offices. He complained, naturally, but I told him to take it up with the Queen. I haven’t heard back yet on that one. Dupree can add some locals to the militia stationed outside the Palace but he’s not totally sure about their loyalties so he’s not looking to make that force too big.
Honestly, I don’t know how these people have gotten by so long, what with all the back stabbing, spying and shaky loyalties. I like having my feet on solid ground. Know who you can trust, know your job, do your job, go home. Uncertainty gnaws away at discipline.
It’s good to see that my men are on alert when I pass through each level of security around the Queen. As usual, she’s alone when in her private area of the stables. I have to steel myself before opening that last door. Locking my eyes straight ahead and ignoring all the strange grunts, groans and screams coming from the pens on either side of me, I stride directly towards the Queen as quickly as my pride will allow. Her smile when she sees me almost makes me forget where we are meeting.
Almost.
“Colonel Willis! Prompt, as usual.”
I stop and bow slightly. “It is my pleasure to serve you, my Liege.”
She is standing on a step in front of a solid board gate almost six feet high. Mercifully, I can’t see into the stall from where I’m standing but there’s no doubt something is happening inside. It sounds like there are two big animals inside, one huffing and puffing, the other moaning and lowing, kinda like a cow. I was a city kid so I don’t know much about farms and farm animals, other than I like to eat them when they’re cooked medium rare. I can hear them shuffling around and banging into the sides of the stall, sometimes pretty damn hard. The Queen doesn’t flinch, just stands there, looking in, a smile on her face, occasionally turning her head to get a better view of whatever the hell is going on.
“Have you seen my most recent acquisition?”
“No Ma’am, I haven’t.”
“Would you care to?”
“If it’s all the same to you, Ma’am, I’d prefer not to.”
Her smile is directed straight at me. “Come now, Colonel. Indulge your Queen.”
My feet move forward as if commanded to do so. As I near the gate, I can begin to see over the top. It’s a big, black bull, hunched over the back of a smaller brown and white cow. The bull is plowing the cow for all he’s worth, rolling his eyes and foaming at the mouth in between bursts of breath that spray spit across the heifer’s soft, brown fur. She really looks almost too small for this kind of assault.
The bull is pushing the heifer around pretty good. Right now, she’s pinned against the far wall, their backs and hind legs about the only thing I can see, but she’s making a lot of noise, lowing, almost moaning, with each powerful thrust. Despite the surroundings, I’m starting to get into it, jerking my hips ever so slightly in time with the bulls plunging cock. I think the Queen notices it but I don’t stop.
Yeah! Take that you sexy, little cow! Take my big, fat … suddenly, the heifer’s right front leg buckles, throwing the couple sideways up against the wall. They recover quickly and return to rutting but now I can see them from the side. The heifer turns her face towards me. Oh GOD!
“Is-is-sss that-that …” I stammer.
“Why, yes it is Colonel. I call her ‘Millie’. This is her first time with Rufus and I so wanted her to enjoy it. I’ll give her some time to get accustomed to his very frequent attentions before becoming pregnant. She needs to fill out a bit before bearing calves, don’t you think?”
“I-I-I-w-wouldn’t kn-now M-ma’am.”
“Not a farm boy? Too bad. You can learn much from a well run farm.”
I can’t tear my eyes away from the heifer … Miller’s face. Definitely human eyes, mostly human head until you get to the ears, nose and mouth. It’s like he’s wearing a half cow Halloween mask from the nose on down, but it’s sickenly real. And I was just mentally fucking that … thing seconds ago! God! If I didn’t know better, I’d say it was actually smiling, enjoying itself. How is that possible? I thought she wanted him punished.
The Queen cocks her head slightly to the side, looking at my face as I stare at what once was Patron Miller.
“You are wondering why I permit her to enjoy this, aren’t you, Colonel?”
“Yes, I am.”
“Because pleasure can be torture also. Millie remembers who she once was, the life she led, the mistakes she made that brought her here. Right at this moment, none of that matters because she is overcome by her animal urges but, as soon as Rufus is done with her, all of those thoughts will come flooding back into her mind along with the memories of what she just did. The shame of it all will be unbearable, as will the shame of the next time when she willingly submits to Rufus’ demands tomorrow. And the next day. And the next day. And so on. Pleasure is a very important tool when wielded correctly. AH! I think Rufus is almost finished. This will be fun!”
With one last, loud bellow, the bull drives forward and then stays there for several seconds, Millie’s eyes glaze over in … satisfaction? He then dismounts, pulling out his astonishingly large cock. A gush of his semen flows from Millie’s vagina. I hear an unusually loud buzzing sound and then at least a dozen enormous flies zoom past me and land on Millie’s rump, where they appear to be eating the discharged semen.
“What the hell are those things?! They’re as big as the palm of my hand. They look like … flies of some kind.”
“You are correct, Colonel. Millie had people around her all the time in her prior life so I thought it unfair to leave her alone in her new life. She has all her old friends and comrades to keep her company. They can clean up after her sessions with Rufus, eat her shit and occasionally suck her blood. Just like the old days.”
“You mean that those things were once MEN?!”
“Certainly. If you could safely catch one, I’m sure you would recognize him.”
The thought is so nauseating that I can barely keep from vomiting. Just then, one of the bugs flies slowly past my face, pausing for a second or two. She’s right, I do recognize him. It’s Bickle Rholls, a man I interrogated four times. That pushed me over the edge.
“Oh My! How unfortunate, Colonel. Luckily, Millie’s little friends will eat practically anything so they should have that cleaned up in a moment.”
That image almost causes me to puke a second time. “I’m sorry your Majesty. It must have been something I ate for breakfast. I-I have to ask. Those flies. Do they …”
“Oh yes, just like my lovely Millie. They remember all of it, including Millie’s role in their ruined lives. I expect that they bite particularly hard when they need her blood.”
“How long will they all …”
“As long as I wish, Colonel. As long as I wish. I did not call you out here simply to show off my handiwork. I wanted to speak with you where I was certain we would not be overheard … at least by creatures capable of repeating what they might hear. I noticed you have increased the security around me despite my assurances that I do not need it.”
“Yes, Ma’am, you’re correct. I can’t take any chances with your safety.”
“I must assume some guilt in creating this sense of over vigilance therefore, I will not punish you. Yet. But I will explain something that will, hopefully, solve the problem. Can you keep a secret, Colonel Willis?”
“Your secret? Without question! I would die first.”
“I do believe you would. Excellent. The reason I do not fear this young witch is that it is impossible for her to kill me just as it is likely impossible for me to kill her.”
“I don’t understand.”
“Witches as advanced as we are rarely do battle with one another. When we do, the magic moves between the two witches, with one growing stronger and the other weaker but as soon as the stronger witch attacks, the weaker one grows stronger from the magic used to attack her. There is always a balance of power. No matter how weak one of us becomes, a killing strike from the other will make her stronger.”
“Then how does one of you win?”
“It is a test of wills, one of the witches can break the will of the other, forcing the other to quit. These battles can take days, even weeks, eventually, one of them quits, surrendering. The other is the winner. I have never lost, Colonel Willis, and never will. I want this contest to occur. I need to win. She is a mere inexperienced child, there is no chance she can defeat me. All your extra security may frighten her off.”
“My Queen, are you saying you are immortal, that you cannot die?”
“That would be wonderful but it is not true. Everyone, even witches, eventually dies but the inevitable can be put off for a very long time. I can say that magic will never kill me, so this upstart witch will never kill me. She is an asset to be exploited, not a threat to be feared.”
“This balance of power you talked about. You can never get so weak that you could die?”
“No, it is not possible.”
“How about too much power? Could you explode or something?”
“What a colorful thought! No witch has ever tried to absorb all the power. It is a foolish thing to attempt. You can be certain I never will.
“Are you ordering me to drop all protection for you?”
“No, Colonel. I just want your normal level of efficient security. Extra security may scare her off but no security would create suspicions.”
“Now that I understand, my Liege, I will obey with pleasure. Is there anything else you wish me to do?”
“Not at this time. Just continue as before.”
“If I am not being impertinent, how do you kill a high level witch?”
She smiles, making me feel blessed. “That is impertinent but I will forgive your curiosity. I also will not answer that question. I may trust you a great deal, Colonel, but I do not trust anyone that much.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Somebody could have said something! Presence. What the HELL is PRESENCE?! That shit Beckwith knew and she didn’t say squat! Just sat there, let me go through the whole damn charade and then shot me down. She just loved that! She’s been giving me nothing but trouble from God Damn day ONE! Jealous Bitch!”
“Please calm down, Alexia.”
“CALM DOWN?! A major part of this plan is that I get in the Palace and disable the Winthrop guards. If I don’t do that, those poor bastards will fight to the death to protect Opulessa. To the death, Johnathyn. They’ll die. Some of our people will die. YOU could die!”
“I accepted that as a possibility a long time ago, Alexia.”
“Oh no you don’t! You don’t get to die and leave me alone to take care of Leeanna. That’s not going to happen. Just forget it right now, buster!”
“Uhhh … then I will not die.”
“You bet your sweet ass you won’t die. There’s got to be another way to take them out without hurting them.”
“Then let us think about it.”
We did. The rest of the day and far into the night. Nothing else works as well as the original plan. Not even close.
I look over at Johnathyn, sitting on a wooden box next to me in the wagon. Maybe we could save the original plan. It’s not like I hadn’t thought about it. We’ve been sleeping together in the same place for months. Ever since that night at the Miryian Waters, he’s crept into my dreams. We’ve done some pretty wild stuff in my dreams. Plus, I’ve seen how he’s looked at me sometimes. We’ve gotten really good at the ‘husband and wife’ routine. I’m almost comfortable with it. And Leeanna treats us both as her parents, even trying to play one off the other, the little schemer. I put a stop to that right quick. When you think about it, we’ve done damn near everything a married couple does except the sex.
It’s not like I’m some shy, virginal bride. Technically, yes, I’m a virgin, that’s our problem, but I’m not really a virgin. I’ve been with lots of women. Lots. I’ve had more than a few hookups in my day. Strictly recreational sex. It doesn’t have to mean anything. We just do it, get it over with, I get my “presence” and we’re back on track. No big deal.
Right? Yeah, sure, except this time, I’m the one getting fucked. I know how big he is. What’s that old saying? Oh yeah. “Close your eyes and think of England.” Do your duty. People have done worse for a good cause.
Oh God … here I go.
“Johnathyn?”
“Yes?”
“This whole thing is important. Beating Opulessa, bringing a whole new, better world for Leeanna and girls like her. It’s important, right?”
“Yes, it is.”
“A lot of people have sacrificed a lot. Dierdra, Steinvild, Emlilly, Olga, Pamela, Silva, all the girls.”
“Beckwith?”
“Yes, even Beckwith. My point is a lot of people have so much invested in this revolution. People have died to get us to this point in time. We’re almost ready to take control. There is so much at stake. It’s not asking too much for us to …”
“To what?”
“To … you know.”
“I am uncertain.”
“Geez, you’re not making this easy. What Dierdra was talking about.”
“Dierdra said many things.”
He’s gonna make me say it. “Sex, Johnathyn. Losing my virginity. Obtaining my ‘presence’. Saving the original plan.”
“If I remember the conversation correctly, it was pure speculation that having sex would be the cause for you to develop a ‘presence.’”
“Yeah, there are no guarantees but it was their best guess and they have way more experience in this area than you and I do.”
“Agreed. Do you wish for Beckwith to contact her cousin?”
“NO! Of course not!”
“I am glad to hear it. It would be a breech in security. What are you proposing?”
“I’m not proposing! Wait … oh, that’s not what you meant. No, I’m suggesting that you and I take care of the problem ourselves.”
“Would you not be better off with Beckwith’s cousin? At least he has some connection to our group instead of some total stranger.”
He’s intentionally doing this. “Listen carefully, Johnathyn. What I am suggesting is that you and I quietly slip away from the group, we have superficial sex, we return to the group, having solved my virginity problem.”
“Do you view your virginity as a ‘problem’?”
“For the moment it is, but it’s a problem with a quick solution.”
“And you are suggesting that I be that quick solution.”
“Well, when you put it that way, not exactly, but you and I together can make it happen. No big deal. A little horizontal bop and we’re done.”
“You make it sound so appealing. How could I possibly say no?”
“Johnathyn, please don’t be that way. It’s necessary for the good of the cause.”
“If it is so necessary, I’ll find Beckwith.”
“NO! I don’t want her cousin! I want …”
He leaned in closer, looming over me. “What DO you want?”
“Why are you giving me so much grief over this? It’s no big deal.”
“If it is ‘no big deal’ as you say, why have we not been having sex these past months?”
“Well … it’s obvious! There’s Leeanna. And Dierdra. And the revolution. Revolutions just don’t happen by themselves, you know. You gotta work at it. We’ve just been busy.”
“There have been many opportunities. Many opportunities. We have both turned down offers to care for Leeanna to give us time alone. You made your feelings on the subject quite clear.”
“Don’t give me that! You agreed too.”
“Out of necessity. I would not pressure you into anything.”
“Well, I’ve – I’ve changed my mind.”
“Because of the revolution? That is just another form of pressure. No thank you. Not interested.” Johnathyn spun on the box, turning his back towards me.
“Johnathyn! Please don’t make me beg!”
“You would never beg and I would never give in. They are our complimentary natures. That is why we get along so well.”
“We get along so well but you won’t do this for me, for us. For Leeanna.”
“Do not bring her into this!”
“Why not? You told me at the very start that you were doing this for her.”
“What would she think about us if she knew that we had loveless sex purely to benefit from it? What kind of moral example is that?”
“Loveless?! Are you saying that you don’t …”
“Be honest with yourself, ALEX!”
That hurt. Johnathyn calling me Alex hurt me, stunned me … then stunned me again that I was so upset and hurt in the first place. He simply called me by my real name but coming from him, it means so much more than that. I can feel tears starting to gather in my eyes. I haven’t cried in decades. I haven’t cried in this world. I didn’t cry at my mother’s and brother’s funeral. I honestly can’t remember the last time I cried. Johnathyn has turned his back to me again.
“You have no idea how hard it has been for me to see you every day, to be so close to you at night, to not be able to just reach out and touch you. I have only known you as a woman. A woman of great strength, great intelligence, great morality and, yes, great beauty. A beauty that is unsurpassed by any. I know in my head that five months ago you were a man but my heart says otherwise. What is ‘no big deal’ to you is much more than that to me. You could not possibly care for me as I do you or it would be a ‘big deal’. I do not blame you, Alexia. You were tricked into coming to my world and have stayed of your own free will to help us. You are the one who has suffered the most. I know that it is impossible for you to love a man, regardless of which world you live in. If we win, you will return to your world and we shall be parted forever. Again, I do not blame you, it is the correct thing to do, my head agrees but my heart. My heart …”
My vision grows fuzzy and unfocused due to the gathering tears. I’m not this strong, perfect icon that Johnathyn describes. I think I see his head drop down but I should be the one hanging my head. I came and stayed for vengeance. Pure and simple. Changing this world didn’t come up until way later. I’m not brave, I’m not a genius. I’ve got the survival instincts of a New York rat! I’ve been getting by on guts, bravado and luck but I’m tapped out. No more. A few tears trickle down my cheeks. I brush them away, along with the next few more tears but it’s a waste of time as they start to fall in torrents.
“Johnathyn … I’m so sorry … I can’t do this … anymore,” I gasp between sobs. “I … can’t do … this … alone. I’m sorry … about … everything … let you all … down … Sorry …”
I can’t see anything through the tears but I can feel Johnathyn wrap me in his strong arms, holding me gently against his broad chest. My arms slide up and I grab him round his thick, muscular neck, hanging on for dear life itself, still crying buckets.
“Alexia , please, you are not alone,” he whispers into my ear. “You will never be alone as long as I have breath.” He softly kisses my forehead. I don’t deserve him. He thinks I’m this great, wonderful person, but I’m not. I am a fraud.
“Johnathyn. No. I’m not what … you think. I’m a … not a … good person.”
“You are what everyman desires, Alexia.” His lips brush against my damp cheek, leaving a tingling sensation trailing behind.
I pull myself up so that I am nose to nose with him, our eyes inches apart. “You’re my strength, Johnathyn. You and Leeanna. Without the two of you, I’m … less. With you, I’m a better person than I’ve ever been before. I need you. I need and …” I stop.
I can feel his big hands slide down my back, cross at my waist, then slide apart again to cup my ass. “You need and … what?” he murmurs.
I’m no longer crying but my body’s trembling. Our mouths are so close; we’re breathing each other’s air. I inhale as he exhales. “I-I-need and … love you, Johnathyn. My Husband.”
We keep breathing in sync for several seconds, I start to get light headed. Johnathyn pulls me closer. “As I do you. Alexia … my Wife.”
Placing the palm of my right hand behind Johnathyn’s head, I pull it forward the last fractions of an inch until our lips lightly touch. It’s as if I’m experiencing kissing for the first time, completely different from my experience as a man. It’s both softer, more flexible but also more stimulating. We kiss harder, the passion building. Short, quick kisses mixed with longer, lingering kisses, tasting each other’s mouth. Johnathyn is silent, though I can hear him start to breathe harder, louder. I’m doing the same but sounds rise up from my throat, out of my control. “Mmhhmhhmm uuhmhhaaa.”
Johnathyn slips away from my lips, instantly moving slowly down my chin to my throat, kissing gently but insistently the whole way.
“Oohhmhhmmyyesss ohhhmmmyyyesssss,” I moan quietly, my fingers wrapped in his hair, pulling him tightly to the base of my neck as I lightly encourage him to move lower, to my chest … my tingling breasts. The top button of my blouse stops his progress, disappointing me, but only for a moment as he moves both hands to the task, rapidly unbuttoning the top … then second … the third … and finally the last button, exposing the chemise. He starts to dive back down to pick up where he left off but I carefully pull his head back up.
“Wait, Johnathyn.”
He looks confused. “Wait? Alexia, you have not changed your …”
I touch a finger to his lips. “Don’t worry. They’re all yours. Give me a sec to catch up.” I slide my arms from the blouse, tossing it aside. His eyes are burning a hole in the damp cloth clinging to my breasts. I give him what I hope is a sultry smile and feel myself up a bit before reaching down to grab the hem of the chemise and slowly, sensuously pulling it over my head, dropping it on the floor of our wagon.
Johnathyn smiles broadly, reaching for my exposed boobs but I stop him again. “Not yet, Tiger. Were not equal yet.” I push myself up and forward, attacking his mouth with mine. French kissing with aggressive vigor. He doesn’t react right away but joins in on the fun within a couple of seconds. As we tongue wrestle for dominance, I quickly unbutton his shirt, push it up over his shoulders and pull it down, momentarily trapping his arms down around his waist. I pull back sharply, leaving him in mid pucker, then slowly run my hands across his broad shoulders, down his bulging biceps, over his muscled chest, finally stopping at his fully erect nipples, which I gently pinch and pull.
Johnathyn inhales sharply. “Alexia,” he hoarsely gasps, “what are you doing?”
I slide back up to his mouth and sweetly kiss him while still playing with both his nipples, then I repeat what he did, kissing down the chin, down the neck to the base but I continue on to the chest and eventually to his nipples, which I suck and nip in turn until I force a groan of pleasure mixed with lust from Johnathyn.
“I have never … no one had … Leeantha never …”
“Not a good thing to talk about your first wife when having sex with the second wife, Johnathyn.”
“I apologize … oooohhh, Alexia.”
I’d gone back to working on his nipples as he was apologizing, just to show we’re cool but now it’s time to get serious. I step back while reaching down to unbutton the waist of my skirt, then hook both thumbs over the waistband and push down, wriggling my hips free of my skirt, petticoat and underwear, pushing them all the way to the floor of the wagon before stepping out of the pile of clothes. Johnathyn moves towards me.
“One last thing, Johnathyn.”
“Alexia …”
“Hold on, Tiger. If we’re doing this, It’s gonna be on a soft bed not a wooden floor. Splinters in my ass are not sexy.”
I walk over to our pile of bedding and bend over, giving Johnathyn a good view of my naked bottom while gathering several quilts. I quickly lay them out in an open area and add several pillows, finally, I slowly settle down, resting on my back with pillows behind my head and the quilts bunched around me. It’s soft and warm … and I’m hot and ready.
“Now, Johnathyn,” I purr.
He reaches for his belt. “Are you certain? Nothing else?”
I wriggle deeper into the quilts and spread my legs ever so slightly. “Not a single thing … well, just you and your big friend.” He loosens his belt and unbuttons the fly, spreading the top of his pants so that they drop freely to the ground.
He’s not wearing underwear.
It’s just as big as I remember from the Miryian Waters. Just as big and beautiful. He drops to his knees as I spread my legs wider. He runs his hands up my legs to my thighs as he walks forward on his knees, settling them around my waist. His fully engorged dick is bobbing and swaying just inches from my increasingly wet pussy. He just stays there, smiling down at me.
“What are you waiting for?” I ask.
“You had your fun. I must have mine.”
“MY fun? You didn’t enjoy that? Because I swear that I heard …”
“You did. And you will again.” He falls forward, landing on his forearms on either side of me, his head level with mine. “We will when you are ready.”
“I’m ready now.”
“Convince me.”
“What do you mean?”
“I think you’ll catch on.”
He drops his mouth down to mine and we start kissing again but he soon slips back to my neck and down to my breasts.
It was worth the wait.
“Jeez, Tiger … awww God!”
His big hands and my big boobs are a perfect match. You’d think a guy who pounds iron for a living would have a pretty heavy touch but Johnathyn is tender, gentle but playful, licking, nipping, sucking and massaging with intensity. The sensations go up my spine to my brain and down to my crotch. After a few minutes of this, I can’t imagine being more ready.
“This is fun, Johnathyn but I’m ready for the main event.”
“Not yet.”
He reaches down with his right hand and starts to feel me up, sticking his index finger into and up my pussy while diddling my clit with his other fingers. He works his finger slowly in and out, gradually getting faster and adding fingers. By the time he works up to three fingers, I’m nearly delirious. I reluctantly reach down and stop his hand with mine.
“Why are you doing this, Johnathyn?”
“I do not wish to force myself upon you. Only if you want me.”
“Do you want me to beg?”
“No, you would not if I demanded it. Though it does make a man feel desired.”
I take the hand that he had been probing my pussy with, pull it to my mouth and suck on his fingers, licking my juices off it until it is clean.
“Johnathyn, I don’t know of any other way to prove it to you. I want you to take me as a Husband takes his Wife, not because it is our duty, not because we owe anyone anything but because I love you. If you love me, take me now.”
He slides up between my spread legs, guiding his hard dick with his right hand until the mushroom shaped head is nestled in the folds of my pussy.
“Always remember this, Alexia. I do love you and take you as my Wife. For now and forever.”
He pushes forward with his hips and I feel his wonderful cock slide in and up my wet vagina … and up … and up … and up until his balls make contact. He’s all in. It didn’t hurt at all. We just fit together, like a lock and key. I reach around his back with both hands, pulling him down on top of me, mashing my breasts into his chest as I bring my head next to his.
“Now and forever,” I whisper into his ear. Then we kiss as he begins to fuck me, moving in and out, driving with his hips. I always loved it when the woman I was fucking would show she was into it, not just leaving all the work to me. I wrap my legs around Johnathyn’s, pulling in rhythm with him.
I can feel the tension building, my muscles tensing, like a big spring in me getting tighter and tighter. I’m getting close to an orgasm but I’m not there yet. If only he would …
Harder … harder … just a little … aaahhh yeah, like that … oh that’s good! Just keep … yeeaaahhh! Oh Tiger … perfect. So good, so good, so nice, sooo gooood, ggooooodd , ooohhhhh GOD!
I actually see stars. My eyes are closed but lights swirl. My arms close tightly around his chest, my nails digging into his back as my body is wracked with muscle spasms. So different. So different. So good. Ooohhh, so good.
My grip on Johnathyn weakens, slowly falling back onto the quilts. Johnathyn goes up onto his knees, moving his hands to my hips, holding me in place as he keeps pounding away. Oh yeah … oh oh oh ohh yeaahh. Just like that you fucking stud!
He suddenly stops, pulling me tight to him as he pushes as deeply as he can. Then I feel his cock start to pulse, then spray his spunk into me. So different than being a guy. So erotic, so … sexy. He grunts a couple of times, the muscles in his arms bulging, trembling slightly, then he relaxes with a loud sigh, falling towards me but catches himself with one arm, rolling toward my right side, his rigid cock still lodged deep within me.
“I could hear you!” he gasps. “In my mind, I could actually hear you.”
What is he talking about? I’m still a little dazed and goofy from the experience. “Is that the presence thing they were talking about?”
Johnathyn settles in next to me, pulling some of the quilt over both of us.
“I do not know, having never met Opulessa before. It did help me know if I was satisfying you.” I turn my head towards him. He smiles shyly and taps his forehead. “You were very loud. Up here.”
Snaking my left arm up around his neck, I draw his unresisting head down to mine and we deeply kiss.
“What do you expect, you big Rogue? You really know how to treat a woman.”
“I do not. Leeantha and I often had problems. With you telling me, it was much easier.”
“What did I say about mentioning your first Wife?”
“I’m sorry but there was no other way to bring it up.”
He shifts his hips and his softening dick finally slips out of me. “Speaking of ‘up’, I think I can do a little something …” I wiggle the index finger of my right hand. “…and we can get right back in the saddle.”
Johnathyn grabs my right hand. “No. No magic. Not between us.”
“Why not? It’s no different than Viagra. You just have to know which buttons to push.”
“No Alexia. With magic, we would never know what is real. I need to feel I am on solid ground. I know who I love and why I love her. Magic can only harm that.”
“It could be fun.”
“Perhaps, but I will always try to make it fun for both of us.”
“What about this ‘presence’ thing? Isn’t that magic?”
“I don’t know. From what Dierdra and the others said, it seems now to be a part of you after we …”
“Fucked ourselves silly?”
“Not how I would have said it but I won’t argue the point with you.”
“No, you won’t, not with that big, shit eating grin you’re wearing. Supposedly I can control it, turning it on and off. We’ll see.”
“I won’t always need your guidance. Once I know your preferences, I will be mindful.”
“Same here. Let me show you something one of my old girlfriends used to do that I really liked.”
“What was it that you said about speaking of past relationships?”
“My situation is a little unique, don’t you think?”
“Yes, but … what are you …”
I push him over onto his back and quickly straddle his waist, keeping my hands on his chest.
“Be quiet. It’s my turn. Lean up.” I grab a pillow, reach around behind his head and stuff it behind his upper back. “That’s better. Now you make sure to let me know if any of this hurts.”
“I truly doubt that you could actually harm me by … OOWWW!”
I slide down his body just far enough to trap his dick between his pelvis and mine then I slide forward, dragging the lips of my pussy the length of his still sensitive dick. She often did this right after we had a knock out session of sex. My dick would get hard in minutes.
Though I was eighteen at the time and was sporting an erection or at least semi-hard most of the time.
Gina would slowly rock back and forth, masturbating me with the folds of her pussy, gradually getting faster while I worked over her boobs with my free hands. After several cycles with my hips, I finally get the hang of it. It’s tougher than I thought but Johnathyn’s groans tell me I’m on the right track. Pretty soon, I can feel him getting harder … and bigger.
“AAAhhh, there you are, Tiger! Now we’re in for some fun.”
“What is this ‘tiger’ thing you call me? At first, I thought yooouu, ohh myyyy … were calling ‘Tyber’ but now I can hear clearly.”
I keep up the pace on his cock. “Really? Was your attention elsewhere earlier?”
“Yes, I believe so.”
“Give me your hands.”
He lifts them towards me. I take each of his in one of mine and guide them to my dangling boobs. I hadn’t realized how responsive they were. His touch stops me for a few seconds, but I’m quickly back to work. His actions on my boobs tells if he’s enjoying himself.
Pretty sure he is. I sure as hell am. Time to up the ante.
His dick is nearly back to its original length and rigidity so I pause just long enough to guide its head with my hand to the opening of my vagina and slip it inside, then slide its entire delicious length in me.
Indescribable!
Johnathyn says nothing but groans and squeezes both my boobs with his large hands, adding to my pleasurable sensations. I return to rocking back and forth but mix in some left to right, some sharp thrusts and the occasional series of bounces, his hands staying glued to my tits the entire time. I lean forward, letting my breasts swing near his face. He takes the invitation and brings first one, then the other to his mouth, sucking, licking and nipping at my bullet hard nipples as I continue to ride his cock.
Exquisite!
It’s my turn to ride him hard now, adjusting my legs so that I can rise up until his cock is just inside my pussy then I drive down, impaling myself time and again, faster and faster. He finally releases my boobs and grabs my hips, driving up as I push down.
I think the entire wagon is bouncing. I didn’t notice it the first time. My attention must have been elsewhere.
The tightening sensation from last time returns but this time I fight it, trying to hold off, make it last. I want Johnathyn to join me this time. From the sound of his breathing and the look on his face, he’s close. He’s staring up at me, teeth gritted. I look down, smile and bring my hands to my boobs, holding them tightly to my chest as I pinch the nipples. His eyes fly wide open as he shoots up into me. I let go as the first spurt of semen splashes deep inside me.
It’s better than the first time. Much better.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I gave myself to him. Completely, totally, without reservation.
At the Miryian Waters, we were just fooling around and I was the one in control. Ever since I came to this universe, I’ve kept everyone, including Johnathyn, at arms length. Except Leeanna.
All my life, I’ve kept people at arms length. Family, friends, girlfriends, customers. But now, with a sleeping Johnathyn laying next to me, his right arm holding me possessively against his body I can’t deny that I let him in. He took but I gave first. I couldn’t be happier.
Before, I always took. Certainly with girlfriends or casual hook-ups, I took. It was never rape or anything like that, always consensual, but I took. Even if she was on top, I took. But not this time. This time, I surrendered to him. I may have been on top sometimes but it was all about what he needed, what he wanted. Johnathyn was generous, more than generous with his attention to my desires but that was his choice, not mine. I was his to do with what he wanted. I opened up and let him past my defenses. The joy was incredible. The sex was too but it was more than simply sex. It was intimacy.
I know what the word means and I thought I had experienced it before, many times in fact, but I was wrong. So wrong.
I run my hand lightly across his slowly rising and falling chest, letting it rest over his beating heart. He fell asleep almost immediately after his last orgasm, just as I did so many times as a man but I’m too jazzed to sleep right now. Was it this way for all the women and girls I slept with? Maybe. I did get a few complaints about a lack of post sex cuddling but that’s not what I’m feeling now. I wouldn’t reject it but I don’t need it.
It’s like my senses are opened wider, more aware of what is happening around me, what people feel. Even asleep, I know Johnathyn loves me and I also know he knows that I love him. There’s a mix of emotions coming from the house. Fear, anger, jealousy, worry, contentment … I don’t know which from whom but they are there. I can feel them, like they are physical things, things to be adjusted, changed, and manipulated.
They had been wrong, at least partially. It wasn’t the sex, it was the intimacy. In my case, the sex led to intimacy, breaking down the walls I had built but there had been other times before now, with both Leeanna and Gallinda. The time I spent inside Leeanna was short but intense, very emotional. She felt me, felt my love for her, my presence. Gallinda was different. With her, it was the length of time, over 25 cycles while I kept her eyes clear. It was at a much lower intensity than it had been with Leeanna but for a much longer period of time. At the end, she knew me. In both cases, it was a form of shared intimacy. That is what a presence is, an ability to project your feelings about someone to them, to connect with them on a nonverbal level. What makes it so powerful is the possibility of controlling those feelings and thereby manipulating that person. Right now, all I can do is project but I can do that in spades.
CHAPTER TWENTY THREE
I am usually the first one up in the morning. My mother always used to wake me before dawn to start my jobs on the farm. I have not done farm work for decades but old habits die hard.
I throw some logs into the kitchen stove and fan the embers from yesterday until the wood catches fire. By the time the others stumble in, it will be hot and ready for breakfast. Originally, we all prepared our own meals but Alexia insisted we start having communal meals, claiming it would help develop something she called “team spirit”. What ever that is. She also spoke of some activity she called “football” but the rules were too complex to comprehend and the level of violence very high. Fixing meals together was infinitely preferable.
Regardless, there did seem to be an increase in the sense of cooperation and shared objectives since we first joined forces, which is no small thing. Our existence as witches has been a solitary one up until now. Certainly we all knew about other witches, some even communicated, but there was safety in solitude. Everyone has taken a large risk simply by showing up together in one place. The concentration of magic could be noticed by someone with the right heritage. Like the Queen. Add Alexia to the group and it is no small miracle that we have not been detected yet. From here on out, the risks only get larger.
Or at least it seemed that way. After last night, I just don’t know.
Alexia insists that this be done with the minimum number of people getting hurt, let alone dying. She doesn’t ignore the possibility of physical injury but she refuses to accept any option where the possibility is high. No matter how hard I and the others try to explain that people die in revolutions, she says she knows that but not this time. “Not on her watch” she repeats. Killing those two guards affected her more than any of us can appreciate. None of us have ever killed anyone either, so we are at a loss on how to approach her.
Other than Beckwith, of course. She says we should do what we want and Alexia can either join us or step aside. Bold but impractical, particularly coming from the witch who is the farthest in the group from being a “team player”.
We had the bones of a good plan that simply needed fleshing out until Alexia’s inability to mimic Opulessa thwarted it. I knew from the beginning it would be difficult but hadn’t realized how completely inadequate Alexia would be. She made as good an attempt as any of us could but facts are facts. It was like looking at a perfect statue of a person. It could fool you only for a moment or two. After that ….
What made the entire thing worse was Beckwith’s gloating. She had opposed the plan from day one. She had opposed any plan except hers, which is basically to lay waste to the Palace with all our combined powers, including killing the Queen. What happens after that is unclear in her plan but I strongly suspect that Beckwith feels that she can become the first among equals after Alexia returns home.
Alexia seemed so defeated last night. Defeated and angry. An angry Alexia is dangerous to be around. Her head tells her to not injure people but her heart holds much emotion. Sometimes the heart wins out. I can remember that enormous tree being ripped from the ground, flying directly towards me, towards all of us. It was by sheer luck that I only broke a few bones. The others saw it too. We all respect Alexia, many admire her except for Beckwith. We all, including Beckwith, fear her. At least fear what she might do if pushed too far. I would have followed her and attempted to console her last night but thought the better of it. A little time to cool off would be best for all.
I don’t know why Johnathyn takes the risk of being so near her. Well, actually I do. Most men would risk a lot to have a chance with a woman who looks like Alexia but most would also think twice if they knew that woman could decapitate them with a simple waive of her hand. Johnathyn not only knows, he saw it happen. Yet he remains near her. It is more than simple dedication to the cause. He loves her. We all can see it but Alexia doesn’t. Or she refuses to acknowledge it because she doesn’t want to deal with it. Or knows how to deal with it.
Beckwith walks into the kitchen, head high and a light step, moving with a purpose.
“Good morning, Dierdra.”
“Good morning to you, Beckwith. You’re up early.”
“We have much to do and not much time to do it. We need to start work on determining the weaknesses of the Palace defenders and the best way to force entry.”
“We could all fly over the wall. Oh, wait, you can’t do that, can you?”
“No,” she answers sullenly.
“Then I would not be so quick to throw out what we have agreed to already.”
“It is hopeless to think that this can be done bloodlessly, Denson. The original plan was hopeless, as is any plan that does not take the direct approach. We find the weakest point and attack it. Simple. Direct.”
“And wrong. Even if Alexia cannot fool the Winthrop Group’s guards, there are other options that can …” I notice a change in the feel of the room. It feels lighter, brighter, more like a spring morning. The air is fresher, the birds louder, I think I may actually smell flowers. Beckwith notices it also.
“What is this?” she asks, looking about the kitchen.
“Good morning, Ladies!” exclaims Alexia. She pauses at the doorway, smiling as broadly as I can ever remember, her face so bright it is as if she actually lights the kitchen before her. “Isn’t this just the most beautiful morning you’ve ever seen?” She glides into the room, not waiting for either of us to answer her. Three plates fly off the plate rail on the West wall, landing softly and silently on the table before us. Three apples rise up out of a bowl near the window, smoothly cross the room and split up with each one hovering over a plate for a milicycle or two before falling onto the plate in sharp slices. Alexia daintily picks up a piece from the plate nearest her and takes several nibbles. “I’m so hungry, I could eat a horse. You don’t actually eat horses, do you? Because that’s just a saying on my world, though some cultures do eat horses. Personally, I can’t see it but to each his own, right? Guess it’s kinda don’t knock it until you try it, but still, it’s a horse.”
Beckwith and I look at each other before she says anything.
“What is going on?” she demands.
“Guess,” Alexia answers, still smiling.
“Is this some kind of …” she begins.
I interrupt her. “Where is Tyber?”
“That is a very astute and pertinent question, my dear Dierdra. He is still sleeping in the wagon. I thought it best not to wake him. We didn’t get a lot of sleep last night. He earned his rest.” Alexia leaned over and nudged Beckwith with her elbow twice. “He really did earn his rest.”
“And you?” I ask, already suspecting the answer.
“Full of energy and light as a feather. I think I could fly around the world a couple of times before breakfast, if I wasn’t so darn hungry. This world could really use an all you can eat brunch. With Mimosas. There is this place, lower East side of Manhattan. We called it the ‘Hungry Heifer’, don’t remember its real name. Doesn’t matter. Tommy, Frank and I would go in on a Sunday morning after being out all night Saturday and just shut the place down. The beauty was they had to go to work bright and early Monday morning but I could crash and recover. Whatever. There was this …”
“Has she been drinking Klatch?” asks Beckwith.
“No,” I answer. “Alexia and Tyber had relations last night. This is her Presence we are feeling.”
“Damn straight!” Alexia declares. “We screwed like a couple of rabbits until Johnathyn needed a break. Honestly, I didn’t mind taking five myself, what with daylight coming and all. Though, now I’m having second thoughts about it. The break that is. Not the screwing.”
“HER Presence?” Beckwith asks, suspicion clear in her voice.
“Yeah, MY Presence. Tell Opulessa to put that in her pipe and smoke it.”
“You still won’t fool anyone. This is … completely different compared to the Queen!”
Beckwith tries to sound certain of herself but I catch the echo of doubt in her words.
“They are not that different and the differences are in our favor,” I say. “We need only fool them for a brief time. Alexia can be a more appealing Opulessa than Opulessa herself. No one will question it.”
“Why would they not? We cannot rely on this deceit to succeed. The only reasonable course is to …”
Alexia reaches out, lightly touching Beckwith on the shoulder, the feeling of the room turning slightly darker, colder, sharper.
“My dearest Beckwith. We have done what needed to be done. Johnathyn and I should probably thank you for that final push. We’re no longer arguing the point. When everyone comes in for breakfast, there’s going to be a vote. Those who support Dierdra and I will stay and we’ll take our shot our way. Those that support you and your plan can leave and take your shot if we fail. That’s the way it’s going to be. I suspect that, since your plan requires the combined power of all of us to attack Opulessa, the fact that at least Dierdra and I refuse to go that way pretty much dooms your plan, so it’ll come down to our plan or nothing. That’s your choice. You’re either in or you’re out.” I swear that the temperature in the room becomes much colder as Alexia draws Beckwith closer. “So, what’s it gonna be my dear … friend?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Nothing?! Absolutely NOTHING?!”
“Unfortunately, Mr. White, that is true but only temporary. I am certain that my men will find the witch, sooner or later.”
Be diplomatic. Always diplomatic. “First Minister. I would be the last person to question the capabilities of your security forces but someone with this woman’s abilities could be beyond the scope of their training.”
“These are the best men in my country, Mr. White. The Queen may demand that Colonel Willis and his people provide all security within the walls of the Palace but the world outside these walls is a completely different place. They have no experience in dealing with the common men of this world. They may be able to offer their advice but only my
men know how to, as you say, get the job done.”
What I would like to tell this windbag and what I will tell him are two different things. Probably why my predecessor developed ulcers. “I understand completely, First Minister. Very valid points. Colonel Willis has his hands full with Palace security, though you must admit that his specialists were very helpful in getting information from your recent group of prisoners.”
“I heard what they did. Is that the only use for … what was it called?”
“I believe you are referring to electricity. No, there are many uses for electricity but interrogation is one of the better ones. My point is that Colonel Willis has resources not available to you or your men. In addition, the witch was recruited from my world. Colonel Willis may have a better understanding of how she thinks.”
“She is working with people from my world.”
“As will Colonel Willis. A group effort that benefits us all.”
Dupree leans back in his chair, elbows on the armrests, his fingers steepled. He looks at me over the tips of those fingers.
“There are those among us who feel that we already cede too much control to your world, Mr. White, that you ignore our time honored ways and traditions, that your mere presence, let alone authority, on our world is corrupting our society in ways both large and small.”
I can hear past the words to the high pitched sound of someone sliding stone against metal, sharpening the blade of the knife so that he might cut himself a bigger slice of the pie.
“Surely you are not of that opinion, First Minister. Both you and your entire council have benefited both directly and indirectly from the Consortium’s generosity in the past. There is no reason you all won’t continue to do so for the foreseeable future. Unless there is some change in the status quo.”
“What is a ‘status quo’?”
“My apologies, First Minister. Our languages are so similar that I often forget the few differences. Status quo means the existing state of things, the current situation, the way things are right now.”
“The unrocked boat.”
“Exactly, First Minister! The unrocked boat! If the passengers rock the boat too much, it will overturn, throwing them into the water where they all drown. A very undesirable result.”
“Not all passengers may fall into the water. Some may keep hold of the boat. Some may be able to swim and not drown. Not all the passengers may die, Mr. White.”
“Quite true, First Minister, but all would be better off if they were still safe and warm in the boat.”
“It depends on where the boat is heading, Mr. White.”
“You could be right about that, First Minister. Some might be better off waiting for another boat to come by.”
“What if there is only one boat on which to buy passage?”
“There is always another boat, First Minister, for those with enough money. Even if they have to build that boat themselves.”
Dupree blanches slightly. “That – that seems like a lot of bother, Mr. White, when there is a perfectly good boat available.”
I spread my hands and smile. “My original point exactly, First Minister Dupree! The Consortium supports the status quo and catching this witch as quickly as possible helps preserve it. My employers detest surprises and wish nothing more than to return to those simple days of prior years before all this revolution nonsense reared its ugly head. Then I can count on you being receptive to Colonel Willis and his people assisting your excellent security forces in their hunt for the rogue witch?”
Dupree looks away and sighs lightly, broken but only for the moment. Eventually he’ll be back, demanding more money, more resources, more help, more of everything but not today. Today, I win. He glances back towards me.
“Certainly, Mr. White. My men will be happy to accept any useful advice Colonel Willis has to offer.”
Good enough for now, though there is one other thing.
“Happy to hear it, First Minister. We’ve made good progress today. I’m certain that you’ll get this witch problem wrapped up in no time at all. I did have one question though. Maybe it’s more of a clarification, just to make sure we’re not having one of those pesky communication problems. When you talk about your ‘men’ doing this or that in trying to locate the rogue witch, is it just ‘men’ in these groups or are women also involved in the investigations?”
“Women? In the security forces? Are you mad, White?”
“I see. So how do you investigate women’s involvement with the rebels? Undercover agents? Spies? Informants?”
“WE do not bother ourselves with the thoughts of women in this area. Revolution and revolt do not concern them. They have houses and children and husbands to care for. There is no time for frivolities. They do not have the mental capacity to even consider such things.”
Does he remember who he’s talking to? Which sex I am? Who he’s pursuing?”
“Excuse me, First Minister, the witch is a woman.”
“Yes, but she was first a man and she disappeared with another man, Miran Pegues. We assume that it is actually Pegues who is the leader here. Find Pegues, we find the witch. Pegues is a very clever fellow.”
“Do your men actually interrogate women as part of this search for Pegues?”
“No. What would women know about such things?”
The buffoon. “I wouldn’t know, First Minister. It’s not an area of expertise for me. I know that you’re a busy man so I’ll leave you to your work.” I stand and pick up my coat. “I’ll stop by Colonel Willis’s office for a quick visit before catching the stage back to our compound.”
Dupree dismisses me with a wave of his hand. “Do as you wish, Mr. White.”
I bow slightly. “Thank you First Minister. I’ll do just that.” As I leave, Dupree’s secretary, Dilgar Rachet, enters the room with a handful of papers. It only takes me a few minutes to reach Willis’s office. He’s in because I can smell the stench of one of his cigars. I rush past his aide who does nothing to stop me from entering Willis’s office.
.
“Thomas, I need to speak with you.” I push his door shut behind me, latching it. “Privately.”
He takes a final drag on the stub of a stogie clenched between his teeth, removes it from his mouth, stubbing it out in an almost full ashtray sitting on the corner of his desk.
“What about, Don?”
“I’ve convinced Dupree to use you and your people more in the search for Alex Thompson. I think you’ll want to concentrate on questioning women. That moron Dupree acts like they don’t have a conspiratorial brain cell in their heads. Both you and I know better.”
Willis opens a desk drawer, pulls out another cigar, unwraps it, bites off the end, which he spits into a trash can next to the desk with practiced expertise. After lighting it, he takes a long pull and blows the smoke towards the ceiling.
“I don’t think we need to worry about that, Don. The Queen’s got it all covered.”
“The Queen? What the hell is she doing about it?”
“I can’t say. Sorry, but you don’t have to lean on Dupree about it.”
“Look Willis, you work for me. More exactly, you work for the Winthrop Group and the Consortium has hired them for this job. I represent the Consortium; ergo you do what I tell you. You don’t have any secrets from me, at least not business related, so what the hell is going on?”
He sends another long stream of smoke floating towards the ceiling. “My job description gives me the authority to do what I feel needs to be done to accomplish the objectives. You set the objectives but I determine what my men do to get there. If that means I don’t tell you certain things, so be it. You don’t like that, take it up with corporate.”
“Tom … you haven’t been drinking the Kool Aid, have you? Gone a little native? Because, if you have, I’ll have your ass rotated out of here so fast your new dick won’t know what hit it.”
“Big talk from a pencil pusher. It’s me and my boys who keep the peace around here, peace that keeps all those EPA exempt mines running 24/7 … or should I say 20/7? Either way, I think you’re a lot more replaceable than I am.”
“Neither of us is staying here, Willis. We all go home eventually.”
“We’ll see about that. For now, all you need to know is that the Queen’s got this handled and, if we leave her alone to do it her way, you’ll soon be back making money hand over fist with nothin’ to worry about. If you want to confirm that, I’ll take you up to see her myself.”
No thank you very much. That woman gives me the willies, big time. It’s the way she looks at me, like I’m here strictly for her amusement. I know she dotes on Willis and his people, exactly why I couldn’t say. She knows we were all women back on the other side, which makes us all pretty exotic creatures on this side. Dupree still isn’t exactly comfortable dealing with me but we manage to make it work.
Most of the time.
Unfortunately, Willis has me over a bit of a barrel. There’s only two other Consortium reps on this side and they’re both at the mines. Everyone else stationed at the compound are Winthrop people, commanded by Willis. From what I can tell, they’re all very loyal to him. There’s a damn good chance that if I tried to get a message to headquarters about him, the message would never get sent. I don’t have a way to get to the communications room and send a message on my own, assuming I could figure out how to do it. I’m pretty much at his mercy until the next regular report is due, almost a week from today. That report is encrypted so it should get through without hindrance. In addition, I’d have to have a hell of a lot more than just suspicion in order to get Willis prematurely rotated home. I may not be able to tell him how to do it but I can give him a new objective.
“Your people are still going on patrol with the local security forces, is that right, Willis?”
“Yeah, what about it?”
“Then here’s a new assignment for your men. I want them to start talking with the local women.”
He gives me a leering smile. “They already do that, White. Sometimes they do a hell of a lot more than talk.”
“That’s not what I mean, Colonel. I’ve discovered that First Minister Dupree doesn’t feel the female sex is worthy of being interrogated concerning our rebel problems. He thinks they’re too simple, too stupid to be of any value. Both you and I know otherwise. I am officially directing your troops to interrogate any suspicious women they encounter while assisting the local security forces and that they are to submit written reports to me outlining the results of these interrogations. This policy begins immediately!”
Willis gives me a sloppy salute while seated in his chair. “Sure thing, Mr. White. I’ll tell them to get right on it.”
“You do that, Colonel. I’m serious about this. I suspect we have a rebellion led by a woman against a woman that you seem to have a great deal of respect for. You can’t tell me that other women can’t be involved or know something. And no matter what the Queen has told you, we both know you’re smart enough to recognize that having more good information is better than having less. Am I right about that?”
He stares at me for a few seconds, chewing on that damn cigar, then pulls it from his mouth. “Yeah, you’re right. I’ll tell my people to be on the alert.”
“Thank you, Colonel Willis. I appreciate your cooperation as do my superiors. Let’s hope this problem is resolved as quickly as possible.”
As I leave his office, I can’t shake the feeling that we are headed for some kind of catastrophic confrontation before this is done.
* * * **** * * * *** * * *
I brought everyone together for a brainstorming session. We have most everything worked out but I want it all reviewed one last time to look for kinks or problems. Beckwith has been mostly quiet the entire meeting. Usually she’s full of objections and reasons why this or that won’t work but she’s actually trying to sell everyone on a direct attack. Since the vote last morning, she’s pretty much shut up, though I can tell it’s killing her.
Good.
I start to run through my checklist.
“We’ve got the timeline worked out. Johnathyn and I go in first and take care of the Winthrop guards. We continue into the Palace and I drop in on the Queen in the courtyard. While we fight, the rest of you take care of your jobs. Dierdra coordinates and helps with the medical. Silva, Pamela and Olga are the rest of the medical. Sarah, Bellah, Correia and Leila are on the weather team. Beckwith, Britanna, Steinvild and Emlilly are security. When the fight starts, there should be plenty of magic to go around, what with two Seventy Seven witches in the house plus the twelve of you. Don’t spare any of that juice, go at it as hard as you can. I need that cold front brought down from the North and Opulessa should be hard pressed to keep the warm front in place because I plan on drawing all her attention. We don’t know all of the things that she keeps going with her magic but they should all start to fail as she concentrates more of her power on me and less on everything else. Be prepared for some surprises but do your jobs, ladies.”
All their eyes are glued to me so I continue.
“I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. I don’t want anyone to die. This is my bottom line. That means Security has a tougher job but it will make the chance of long term success better. It also means that Medical keeps any injured people alive until I can get to them. If you guys can fix them, all the better but I’ll get there as soon as I take care of the Queen. If one area is going well and you’ve got extra help, switch to what ever area needs help. That’ll be Dierdra’s call.”
She nods her head, smiling at me. I give her a thumbs up.
“Leila is in charge of Weather and Beckwith has Security but Dierdra has Medical and also overall mission control. Whatever she says goes. There won’t be a lot of time for discussion so she’s in charge. If it all goes to hell, she decides on when you pull out. If she says ‘Bug Out’, you all take to the air and get the hell out of Dodge. We’ll try to rendezvous back here but don’t take direct routes. Scout the place out before landing. The main thing is, don’t come looking for me. If this fails, take care of yourselves. Most of you have families who need you alive and free. I don’t.”
Several of the girls look over at Johnathyn but he doesn’t react. We’ve talked about this. He understands why I’m saying this and he agrees. Beckwith slowly stands up. Oh. Crap.
“It would be good if we could do something to get as many of the outside guards in one place. They would be easier to control.”
“You mean, like a diversion?”
“What ever you wish to call it.”
“That’s not a bad idea. It could draw both guards outside the Palace and people in the Palace away from the courtyard, fewer people around when Opulessa and I throw down, fewer people in the line of fire. What could we do? A fire?”
“No,” says Johnathyn, “it would take too long. You need something that declares itself immediately. An explosion.”
“Of what?” asks Dierdra.
“Gun powder?” he suggests.
“We want a diversion, not a disaster,” I say.
“Agreed,” adds Beckwith. “Also, you know that the government strictly controls the sale of gun powder. How would we get enough?”
“Perhaps you could make it?” he says.
“How would we do that?” she asks.
He wiggles his fingers. “Magic.”
“Not magic, at least not directly,” I say. “And not gun powder either.” I pat my laptop, which is on the table in front of me. “I’ve got a PDF of ‘The Anarchist Cookbook’ on here. It’s full of recipes for all kinds of explosives made from common household items … well, common from where I come from. There’s one for diesel fuel and fertilizer. A substitute for diesel fuel can be made from the barrels of tar in the barn and we can make fertilizer from horse manure. Zaphod knows we’ve got enough of that around. The yield won’t be as good but that’s okay. We’re just trying to draw attention, not blow up a building. Problem is that we’ll need several barrels of the stuff to do any good. How do we get it there?”
“By horse and wagon,” says Johnathyn.
“Wait a minute. Do you mean our wagon?”
“Yes, Alexia, our horses and wagon.”
“Johnathyn, that’s our home! We’ve lived in that wagon almost our entire lives! Yes, I know, not your entire life and not mine either but, since I became … since I got here … since we started … it’s been our home, Johnathyn.”
“I understand, Alexia, I agree but, as you have said, if we succeed, you are returning to your world and if we do not succeed, the wagon is much too slow for us to use to flee. Either way, we are done with it. Besides, if you leave, I do not believe I could ever bring myself to use it again. It would be too painful.”
He’s right, of course. Why does he have to be so logical and right? Looking over at him, I can see this whole thing is killing him, though he’s putting up a brave face. What about Leeanna? This entire thing sucks!
“Alright, fine. We’ll do it your way but we can’t get too close to the Palace wall and people will have to be moved away before the blast.
Beckwith nods her head, a tight grin below bright eyes. “It will be done.” This is more like what she’s been after from day one. Maybe I should find out what pissed her off in the first place.
CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR
The farmhouse had a good larder so we found enough materials in the house, barn or root cellar to put together five barrels of the oil/fertilizer mix. We decided to add several barrels of flour to the load at Beckwith’s suggestion. It will make the wagon fuller, appearing less suspicious, and create a kind of smoke screen after the explosion, keeping the enemy confused. It had been several hours of magic driven chemistry and I was bushed. With the wagon a loaded bomb, Johnathyn and I were going to sleep in the main room of the house, which means we were just going to sleep tonight. Probably a good thing, because we hadn’t been doing a lot of actual sleeping lately. Dierdra had taken Leeanna overnight in her room the last couple of nights to give us some privacy, though I think most everyone was well aware of exactly what we were doing.
They are witches, after all.
From the looks we got in the mornings, it had been an education for some of them. Happy to be of service. Very happy.
We moved some of the furniture around and threw the bedding on the floor in front of the hearth. The stone was still warm from the day’s fire, the remains of which were smoldering before us, embers still glowing under a light dusting of ash which shifted gently as the wind blew outside. This would have been damn romantic under other circumstances.
It wasn’t long before Johnathyn was quietly snoring, his right arm draped over my shoulder. Unfortunately, I can’t get my mind to slow down. I keep replaying our plans, looking for weaknesses, running different scenarios. After an hour, I decide to get up and take a walk, clear my head. I slide away from Johnathyn’s arm, get dressed and silently walk through the kitchen and out the back door.
The moon is full in a cloudless sky but the temp is still unseasonably warm. How much does it cost Opulessa to keep it this way for her month long birthday party? If it was me, I’d move to Florida for the month if it was heat that I wanted. There’s someone sitting on the bench by the well, smoking a long, thin pipe. It’s Beckwith. She looks up as I amble towards her, my feet swishing through the grass.
“I didn’t know you smoked. It’s not good for your health.”
“It’s my health. I’ll do as I please.”
“I’ve done a bit of smoking in my time, something a little stronger than tobacco. You got Marijuana in this word? Cannabis? Hemp?”
She takes a draw on her pipe and slowly exhales. “Don’t know”
“If you did, you’d know it. There’s probably something else like it. If there’s one thing consistent between our two worlds, it’s man’s eternal quest to get high.”
“Just men?”
“No. I was speaking philosophically. I was referring to mankind. Everybody. Both men and women.”
“Then why do you say ‘Man’-kind?”
“It’s just how we say it on my world. You got a better way?”
She takes another deliberate pull on the pipe and an equally deliberate exhale. That’s a nice tool to slow a conversation. Too bad it’ll eventually kill ya’.
“No. I do not have any better ideas.”
I start to sit down next to here but she slides as far away as she can without leaving the bench. I sit down anyway.
“You’re just a veritable fountain of conversation tonight, Beckwith. So why aren’t you sound asleep, dreaming of slaughtering the Queen’s Guard.”
“Because I was asleep, dreaming of slaughtering the Queen’s Guard.”
“I was joking.”
“I was not.”
“What is it with you? You’ve been fighting me the whole way but you don’t leave. You’d lead the others into almost suicidal attacks to take out as many of them before you get killed. What’s your problem?”
She takes another slow drag on her pipe. “With you or what you are doing?”
“Any of it. All of it. Whatever.”
“I object to an outsider coming in to ‘save’ my people from ourselves. It is none of your concern.”
“Seems to me that ‘outsiders’ have caused a lot of these problems. Why can’t I fix problems created by my people in your world?”
“Because the injuries occurred before you all arrived.”
“Then why didn’t your people take care of it already? Why didn’t you?”
“That is our shame. My shame.”
“Then now seems like a good chance to fix the problems, what with me being here and all.”
I hear her inhale on the pipe again, its small bowl glowing brightly for a milicycle or two.
“It is a good chance, the only one in my lifetime that could succeed but your presence is a daily reminder of my shame for failing to act before now. I should have done something a long time ago, success be damned.”
“That’s stupid! No one jumps into a burning fire if there’s no chance of putting it out. It’s only logical.”
“I know some of how you came to be here. You told Dierdra and she told me. Pegues tricked you into crossing over and you had a means of forcing him to return you to your world but you decided to stay. Why was that?”
“People from my world are doing terrible things here. Someone has to stop them and I can do it.”
“You lie. I know the truth. You cared not for those things. You cared that your mother and brother had been killed and the people responsible were here. That is why you stayed. That is why you came to Glory. To avenge their deaths. There was no plan, no chance of success yet you came any way.”
“Okay, you’re right. It was a straight vengeance trip but there’s a lot of other reasons now.”
“Agreed, yet you are returning to your world to finish taking vengeance when you are done, are you not?”
“Look … yeah, I am but there’s a bunch of good reasons for me to leave. I could really screw up this world if I stay.”
“Do not misunderstand me. I wish that you leave my world as soon as possible. Leave your husband and daughter and return home to kill those who killed your family. It is most admirable! You also leave behind all this power to become an ordinary person but you still seek justice for the dead. Very admirable indeed!”
I don’t know if she’s putting me on, mocking me or what. Lately, I’ve been thinking about what a crappy thing it is to leave Johnathyn and Lee after all we’ve been through, all we’ve said to one another, all I’ve promised. I’ve always tried to be upfront about it all but facts are facts. Things are different now. Way different.
“Listen Beckwith, things have changed since I got here. I didn’t plan on a lot of this happening.”
“Exactly! You had no plan but you came anyway to make certain that those who took your family from you paid for their sins! And look at where you are now! In a few hours, retribution begins!”
“I wouldn’t exactly put it that way.”
“Do you know my history?”
I really didn’t. I knew a lot more about the other girls. We talked a lot when fixing meals and cleaning up. Everybody took turns. Naturally, I got most of the questions but, eventually, everyone told their stories. Everyone except Beckwith. I did know some stuff, mostly from what Dierdra told me.
“You’re originally from some place north, right?”
She leans back and puffs several times before answering.
“Yes. North. A large village but nothing like one of the cities near here. We lived our own lives. The Queen left us mostly alone. Our region had little that she desired. We paid our taxes and her stooges left us alone for the most part.”
“I thought that Opulessa was the one who was manipulated by the men at the top.”
“Do not believe that for a moment! She may prefer to let them have their way day in and day out but she can control them when she wishes. When it suits her needs. Ten years ago, it suited her needs.”
That didn’t sound good. “What happened ten years ago?”
She tapped out her pipe, pulled a small pouch from her pocket and opened it. I could smell the raw tobacco. One of the professors I had in school smoked a pipe. He’d take it outside the building and light up, leaving a smoky haze all around him. His tobacco smelled something like that, though a bit more refined. She reloaded the bowl, rubbed her fingers together over the bowl until it lit. Puffing hard to get it going, she exhaled a long stream of smoke which wrapped around her head several times before fading away
“Ten years ago, I was married to a good man and had two daughters. Beautiful, smart girls. Kind and gentle, better than I. They took after their father in temperament. We both knew there was a risk. I am a Forty Five. We’re not permitted to have female children, all part of the Queen’s plan to keep potential rivals from being born. However, her influence is less in the Northern Provinces and we thought we were safe.” She taps the bowl of the pipe against the bench, embers briefly flashing in the night. “We were wrong.”
“Beckwith, what happened?”
“The troops came, the vaunted Queen’s Guard. It was a crackdown, a show of force and her authority over the rest of us. We had been warned and fled to the Great Woods but were tracked down. They killed my beautiful girls while I watched. I could do nothing. I was a Healer, not a fighter but it would have made no difference. My husband fought but was wounded. He lived five painful days before finally dying.” She looked over at me. “You would have likely cured him in decicycles. I buried them all together in a forest clearing and came south to avenge their deaths.”
I feel physically sick. Mom and Terry were killed but I didn’t have to watch it happen.
“That’s horrible. Horrible. I’m sorry, I – I didn’t know.”
“No one else does, not even Dierdra knows the full story. I came south to learn how to become stronger, more powerful and be closer to my prey. Every day I dedicated a portion to prepare for the opportunity to make Opulessa and her Guards pay for what they did to my family.”
“And now you’re going to make it happen. I understand …”
“NO! You do not!”
“Huuhh?”
“I have done NOTHING! Ten years and I was no closer to vengeance than I was the day I arrived! No plan, no plot, no army. Yet you, a complete outsider, arrive in this world and in a few months have raised an army of witches and persuaded them to do your bidding!”
“What can I say? I’m a people person. It doesn’t matter how it happens, what’s important is that it’s going to finally happen.”
“It will not. These men deserve to die for what they did but you forbid it! They killed your family yet you are more interested in their welfare than your own! From what little I know of your world, it is more violent than mine! I just do not understand you!”
How do I explain this? I’m not sure I understand it myself. Part of me still wants the guilty to pay with their lives but not everyone on the other side deserves to die. Some may. People who go around killing little girls in cold blood probably do.
“Do you know the names of the men who actually killed your daughters?”
“No but their faces are burned in my memory.”
“So, you would recognize them today, even after ten years?”
“There is no doubt.”
“Are they the ones you want to kill?”
“Them and all their cohorts!”
“The entire Queen’s Guard? That’s, what … a thousand, two thousand, five thousand men?”
“However many there are and Opulessa too.”
“But they may not have done anything wrong. Obviously Opulessa is a different case but ninety percent of the Guard may have done nothing but stand around, scratching their asses.”
“They are all guilty.”
“It’s been ten years, what about the men who joined after your daughters were killed? What about the men who used to be in the Guard but quit or retired? Do they all deserve to die because of the actions of a few? Are you going to track them all down, everybody who’s ever been in the Queen’s Guard? ”
“No, of course not.”
“Then you’re drawing a line somewhere. Men on one side are guilty and those on the other side are not. You better think pretty hard before you draw that line.”
“What do you care about these men? In a few hours, they will be trying to stop us from getting to Opulessa. They will be trying to kill you, to kill me. They deserve what they get!”
“Maybe. Maybe I don’t care about them. Maybe I care about you. Have you ever killed someone, Beckwith?”
“I have not but I am prepared to do so.”
“I wasn’t prepared when I did. It still haunts me. I try to think of other ways I could have handled it.”
“Have you thought of any?”
“No, not really, but that doesn’t lessen the guilt. I don’t really know you, Beckwith. I’m sorry about that. I’m also sorry about what happened to your family. It clearly sucks big time. Maybe you’re entitled to get some of your own when you find the guys who actually did it but, right now, my orders still stand. We do this with a minimum loss of life. You get a bunch of Guards shooting at you, break their hands. Bones will heal. Just don’t start killing recklessly. When this is all over, we can start looking through records, talk to people, find out the truth, separate the innocent from the guilty and I’m not talking about guilt by association. I’m talking about men who actually did something. Men that had something to do with killing my family or killing yours. When we find them, we’ll see about it then. Do you understand me?”
She takes the pipe from her lips, turns the bowl upside down and knocks the few remaining embers out onto the dirt in front of the bench. She stands, grinding them out with her right foot
“I understand, Alexia.”
I stand up too. “It’ll be daylight soon. We both need our sleep. Everybody needs to be rested and ready, on the ball and on the go. We can’t afford any slip ups, not now.”
“We all know what we are to do. If we do not win, it will all be for naught. None of us want that. This is our only chance.” She slips the pipe into her pocket. “I will not waste it.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I have forgotten how to sleep.
How long has it been? At least two hundred years. I truly can’t remember the last time I closed my eyes and slept. Fully, completely, slept.
Every night, I put myself in a trance. Most of my mind relaxes but a small portion remains alert, aware of what is happening in the world around me, keeping all those spells of mine active and alive. If I should lose consciousness for even a moment, they would all end, releasing those I have enchanted from their bondage.
But that can all change. When I capture the other witch, Alexia, my power becomes so much greater that so little of my mind will need to remain awake that it will almost be the same as sleeping. And that moment is coming closer every day.
Today, when I force my way to awareness, I can feel the increase in the magic potential around me. Any time there is a large gathering of believers in one place, the magic potential increases but it is more than that today. There is a slow, steady increase, not the waves that radiate from a crowd. This is like a rising tide, slow and inexorable, a force of nature. This witch approaches.
I must be ready to greet her.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The others flew in pairs to spots near Glory. Dierdra gave Beckwith a ride. Johnathyn insisted on driving the wagon so I went with him. Leeanna demanded to come along. She said that she had been there for everything else so she should be there at the end.
Not a bad argument for a ten year old. Johnathyn and I said not a chance in Hell. She stays at the farmhouse with the Ahlivars, the couple who own it, until we come and get her. I think she’s mostly afraid of being left alone. I’d tell her not to worry, that it won’t happen but she’s too smart for that bullshit. In the end, we tell her that we love her more than anything else in the world and knowing that she’s safe gives us the strength to do what needs to be done so that we can all be together again. I conveniently leave out the part about me going home as soon as we’re done. She says she understands and desperately hugs us both until we have to leave. I warn Fiona Ahlivar to watch her like a hawk because she’ll find some way to come after us.
It’s a quiet ride to Glory. It’s not that far away but, when you’re riding in a wagon with explosives of uncertain stability, you feel every bump in the road. Despite that, I find myself reminiscing about all the places we’ve seen, all the people we’ve met since we began this road trip. I snuggle up against Johnathyn, snaking an arm around his waist.
“What a long, strange trip it’s been.”
“To what are you referring?”
“All the places we’ve been. New Amsterdam, Goshen, Shellcrest, Winstead, Rockland, the Miryian Waters, Hampsted, Sweetwater. All those places, all those people. The ones I cured.”
“You enjoyed that, the healing. There were times I almost had to drag you away.”
“I’d like to see you try, Tiger.”
“There, you said it again. What is this ‘Tiger’?”
I pick up his left arm and drape it around my shoulder, allowing me to snuggle closer. “A tiger is a big cat, really big, like over four hundred pounds, which is like twenty stone. The females do the hunting and child care. The males lay about, not doing much but fighting over the females and having sex.”
“Sounds like an ideal life.”
“For you maybe. Did I mention that a single male tiger can have several mates at the same time?”
“You did not. This ‘Tiger’ thing seems to be a very good idea. How does one join?”
“Funny. They’re an endangered species in my world.”
“Do the females kill the males in the night?”
“You could be on to something there. I’ll have to check on … WHOA SHIT!!”
We hit a big bump, causing the barrels to knock against each other despite the padding between them. Neither of us breathes for several milicycles, then exhale in unison.
“Whose bright idea was this?” I ask quietly.
“I believe it was yours.”
“Remind me to shut up next time.”
He pulls me closer. “I will gladly do so. As I was saying, you enjoyed the healing.”
“I did. I really did. It was doing good. Real, honest to Zaphod good. One on one, in your face good.”
“When this is all done, you could stay and continue doing good.”
“Honey. Please don’t go there. We’ve talked about this. I can’t stay. This isn’t my world. Even if I ignored what I need to do back in my world, I know way too much to stay in your world. I’m a ticking time bomb of too much information.”
“You would not need to tell what you know.”
“Johnathyn, have you EVER known me to keep my mouth shut? If I see something that pisses me off, I’m gonna do something about it. There’s a whole lot about your world that pisses me off. I know it’s not my job or even my place to fix your world because who says I won’t screw it up, but I just can’t stand around and do nothing. Trust me, you’ll all be better off when I’m gone.”
“Leeanna won’t. I won’t.”
“You don’t think I know that? It’ll kill me too! I’ll never have the kinds of relationships over there that I have here. Please believe me, if I thought I could stay and not tear your world apart, I would. Could we talk about something else … for both our sakes?”
“As you wish.”
Neither of us said anything for quite some time. We just drove on, lost in our own thoughts, gradually drawing closer to the city. We crossed into the city at a lightly used gate. There was no inspection. Both housing and population density started gradually increasing from that point. It wasn’t long before the buildings were built one right next to the other; some even shared a common wall. There were no more open areas. I actually began to feel a little claustrophobic, which is ridiculous. I’m a New Yorker for Zaphod’s sake! This wouldn’t even be a blip on a map of New York. I’ve spent too much time in the countryside. The traffic begins to build around us, a combination of other assorted wagons, carriages, single horses and people, all streaming toward the center of the city. Suddenly, the flow of traffic stops. Johnathyn hands me the reins and stands up on the bench, searching for the reason for the back up. He quickly drops back down, retaking control of our horses.
“What is it? Did you see something?” I ask.
“It’s the Guard. They’ve pulled over some of the larger wagons. They’re searching them.”
“For what?”
“How am I to know that?”
“Sorry. It’s just that we don’t need this right now.”
“Agreed. Maybe we won’t be chosen.”
“You want to bet on that?”
“No, I would not. If we are stopped, I will deal with it.”
“I can take them out, if necessary.”
“Not like the last time, I hope.”
“You don’t think I’ve learned something since then?”
“Sorry, of course you have. It is only that we will have no where to run, not with this crowd.”
“Got it. Keep moving and hope that … CRAP!”
A uniformed man on horseback signals for us to pull over behind another covered wagon like ours. Two uniformed men dart out into traffic and hold things up until we can move over to where he indicated. There are other troops swarming the wagon in front of us, pitching some items out for others to take apart. The Guard on horseback moves next to Johnathyn.
“What is your business?”
“Delivery to the Palace for the Queen’s celebration … Sir.”
“Delivery of what?”
“Supplies, Sir.”
He gave Johnathyn a suspicious look. “What kind of supplies? Never mind. Sergeant! Inspect this wagon!”
Before either of us can say anything, a Guard runs to the back of our wagon and jumps in, moving right to the barrels. Johnathyn immediately drops his arm across my hands. I don’t need my hands to get rid of this guy but the message is clear. Not yet.
He looks around one of the barrels loaded with explosives.
“HEY LIEUTENANT BIGGLES, I’VE FOUND KLATCH!”
The Guard on the horse turns towards Johnathyn. I assume he’s Biggles.
“Klatch you say. How much, Sergeant?”
“Looks like three barrels!”
He whistles. “Three barrels! That’s quite a lot. I am certain that no one will miss a barrel. Wouldn’t you agree, driver?”
Johnathyn glances over at me, shaking his head just slightly. He wants me to wait. I give him a single, short nod. It’s his … for now. He slowly stands up, giving Biggles a good look at him.
“No, Lieutenant Biggles, I do not. The Queen herself is expecting this delivery. It is a gift to her friends in the Winthrop Group. If we arrive one barrel short and she asks me what happened to that barrel, I will be forced to tell her that it was taken by Lieutenant Biggles and … what is your name, Sergeant?”
“Uuuhhh … Marley.”
“Thank you. By Lieutenant Biggles and Sergeant Marley of the Queen’s Guard. I myself would not like to appear in front of the Queen to explain why I stole a barrel of Klatch from her. Even if she is forgiving, I have heard that the men from the Winthrop Group take a dim view of such behavior. Wouldn’t you agree, Lieutenant Biggles?”
Biggles was smart enough to know he was had. If we didn’t have his name, it would have been a different story but there were too many people around. That and Johnathyn is a damn intimidating guy when he wants to be.
“Sergeant …”
“Yes, Sir.” The Guard was already vaulting out the back of the wagon. He wanted nothing to do with us, either.
Johnathyn sits back down and picks up the reins.
“Are we free to go, Lieutenant Biggles?”
“Off with you,” he growls, spinning his horse away from us. Johnathyn flicks the reins and guides us back into the flow of traffic. I wait until we are well clear of the Guards before saying anything.
“Not bad.”
“Thank you.”
“We probably shouldn’t have used old klatch barrels for our bombs.”
“I will make a note for the next time we attack the Palace.”
“Good idea.”
It took us another hour to work our way through the traffic, the back roads and alleys to finally reach the spot we had agreed on. It’s a back wall of the Palace, on the east side. The surrounding buildings are set back at least a hundred decileagues away. There’s some foot traffic but it’s far from any entrances. Everyone else was already there, waiting for us.
“You are late,” says Dierdra. “We were worried.”
“We had a little problem with the Queen’s Guards but Johnathyn took care of it.”
“Johnathyn?”
“Yeah. He was very slick. I married him for more than his good looks.”
He couldn’t help smiling when I said that. “Thank you, Alexia. Are we ready?”
I pull my cell phone from the pocket of my dress and check the clock. We’ve still got a half hour. We decided to hit at the end of the day. There is a day long ceremony scheduled for the final presentation of gifts to Opulessa by her subjects and the Patrons of the various regions. It’s also the last day of the month long celebration, so everyone should be pretty tired, not very alert, and likely either drunk or hung over. At least that’s what Beckwith’s cousin said has happened in the past. Most of the people who normally work in this part of the Palace should be attending the ceremony in the courtyard, so it’s a reasonably safe place to enter. The Queen takes frequent breaks, more towards the end of the day than the beginning and everything comes to a halt until she returns. Everyone else has to stay put. The timing could be tricky.
“Not yet but soon. Bring everyone in for a quick huddle.”
Dierdra raises her hand and waves it, beckoning for all the girls to join us. Once gathered together, I look each one in the face. Some are determined but most look afraid.
“It’s about time to go. We’ve practiced for this. Each and every one of you is a powerful witch. I can feel the magic potential in the air, so can you. You’re going to be more powerful today than you have ever been in your lives, than you’re ever going to be again. This is the peak, the top of the mountain. People will ask you about this moment for the rest of your lives … so no pressure.”
A number of the girls giggle at the lame joke.
“It’s really simple. Do what we’ve practiced, support your friends, follow Dierdra’s directions and we’ll win this thing. You’ll do something that hundreds of men have tried and failed. You’ll change your world. For the better.”
I hold my hand out towards them, palm down. They all hesitate until Dierdra puts her hand on top of mine. One by one, they all join in, Beckwith being the last. A final look around, there seems to be more confidence than there was before.
“Go team!” I shout.
We break up and slowly scatter, each woman moving towards their assigned spot. I hand the cell phone to Dierdra.
“You light the fuse on the bombs when the alarm goes off. I’ll wait a few decicycles after the explosion and then I’ll make my entrance. Get the Weather team set up and working right away, though, it may just be me but I can sorta feel a change in the air already.”
“I feel it also, Alexia.”
“Hope we’re right. Keep people away from the wagon before the explosion. Far away.”
“I know. The fewest injuries possible. If we have to hurt some of the Queen’s Guards, we will make them easy to repair.”
“Perfect.”
We stand there looking at each other for a moment or two. I have to say something.
“Dierdra … if I don’t see you again …”
“Say nothing, Alexia. We will prevail.”
“Oh yeah, sure we will … but … if we don’t, I regret nothing. I’d do it all over again. You’ve been a real rock this entire time … and my best friend.”
“Your best woman friend.”
“Okay, my best woman friend. No matter what happens, I’ll never forget that.”
“Nor will I.”
We tightly hug one another. I can feel tears in my eyes.
“Be careful out there,” I whisper.
“Take care, my Queen,” she responds.
I hang on for another couple of milicycles then we break apart. I hurry towards Johnathyn. He’s standing near the wall, a large leather bag slung over his shoulder. I rub the tears from my eyes as I approach.
“Are you well, Alexia?”
“Yeah, I’m fine. What’s in the bag?”
“My equipment.”
“What ‘equipment’? You don’t need …” He picks up his rifle, which he had hidden behind a tree. “What are you doing with that? I thought we had agreed, no killing!”
“I do not kill unless I want to. I may be able to keep someone from bothering you.”
I don’t have time to argue with him. “Fine, but keep that out of sight when I talk with the Winthrop people.” I grab his arm. “We’re just going to hop over this wall but we don’t land until we look around to make sure we’re alone.”
“I understand.”
”And no noise.”
He nods. Turning my head, I take one last look around. Have I missed something? Probably, but it’s too late now. God … don’t let any of my friends die.
CHAPTER TWENTY FIVE
No one saw us land. Gentle as a feather, silent as the grave. There’s a door just where it should be so we hurry across the open space and enter the Palace. It’s a big place. The photos from my cell phone don’t do it justice.
Still no one to be seen anywhere. We need to get some place where we can see the courtyard. I hope Gamgee’s map was accurate. Johnathyn points to a set of steps to our right.
“That way should lead us to a window in the battlement. It will be far away from the throne but we will be able to see what is happening.”
”Lead on but be quiet.”
“I am as stealthy as a mouse.”
More like a bear. A big Grizzly bear. We head up the stairs at a fast walk, skimming past closed doors and openings to other hallways, Johnathyn moving swiftly, confident of his route. Hope he’s right because we don’t have time to get lost. It takes a few decicycles but we end up in front of an open window. Peering out, I can see we are on a second floor overlooking the courtyard. At the far end there’s a stage with a raised dais, a throne in the middle. On the throne is a radiant, blonde woman wearing a brilliant white gown. Johnathyn looks out the window, his head next to mine.
“So that is the Queen,” he says. “They are right, she is very beautiful.”
I “accidentally” give him an elbow in his ribs as I step away.
*** * * * *** * * * ***
She is HERE! I can feel her! She is in the Palace, somewhere. No matter, though it has taken her long enough. I was afraid this day would never come. Looking over the hundreds of people standing below me, I can’t see anyone I do not recognize but I am certain she is present. The moment is nearly at hand. I need to prepare. I signal the Crier standing near me. He steps forward.
“ALL ATTEND!” he shouts. “THE QUEEN NOW TAKES HER LEAVE!”
I stand and gracefully descend the staircase in front of my throne then turn and do the same for the staircase behind it. It is a short walk to a large room with a settee and cold drink waiting for me, including a bottle of Scotch Whiskey, one of a dozen cases given to me by Mr. White of the Consortium. A brief respite and a libation or three and I will be ready for her.
*** * * * *** * * * ***
“Did you see what she was wearing?”
I bring the binoculars down from my eyes. They are one of the things we kept from the packs of the two Guards I killed. They are from my world. Thought they might come in handy some day. Both of us step back from the window.
“Yes, I saw, Johnathyn.”
“Can you copy it?”
“Close enough. Let’s go find a Winthrop Guard.”
I hand the binoculars back to Johnathyn and he stashes them in his bag. We need to hurry, the clock is ticking.
*** * * * *** * * * ***
No one has shown any interest in the wagon since Johnathyn parked it here. I will admit to a certain amount of nervousness sitting here on the driver’s bench with the barrels of explosive in the back. I have no idea what he and Alexia went through driving here from the farm with those things bouncing and banging around in the back. I’ve spent a lot of time in this wagon and I know what it is like on rough roads.
I have broken the tongue of the wagon, should someone in authority come buy and tell me to move it. My story will be that my son has gone to get help, so that it may be repaired well enough for us to get it to a wainwright for complete repairs. The broken tongue also allows me to quickly move the horses away from the wagon when it is time for me to light the fuse. I promised Johnathyn that the horses would be safe.
He had insisted and rightly so. They have been reliable and faithful these past few months, deserving of a fate better than death here on the street.
From my seat, I can see above the heads of the crowd and can identify where each and every member of our coven is right now, waiting for my signal to begin moving the people away from the wagon. I will not light the fuse until I am certain that all are far enough away to be safe. Beckwith has been staying close to the wagon. She now approaches again,
“How much longer?” she asks for the third time since Alexia and Johnathyn flew over the wall.
“Be patient, at least fifteen decicycles, if I read this device correctly.”
“Should we not start …”
“No, it might attract attention to us before we are ready. We best wait and follow the plan.”
“The almighty plan,” she grumbles.
“Yes. The almighty plan. Everyone knows their part and I expect each of us to do as they have been directed, including you, Beckwith.”
“You need not worry about me, I will do my part, and more.”
*** * * * *** * * * ***
We hurry along a hallway, Alexia slightly ahead of me. We must find one of the Winthrop Guards as quickly as possible. Time truly is of the essence. Alexia slows as we approach a corner. I settle against the wall next to her. She peeks around the corner, then reaches back, grabbing my arm. Pulling back and smiling, she whispers “Got one!”
I bring my rifle up, holding it against my chest. This is a crucial moment. It all depends upon Alexia, though I have great confidence in her abilities. We both step back away from the corner. She closes her eyes and slows her breathing, attempting to relax. She stands there, breathing slowly for several seconds before the change starts.
I have seen this several times before but always worry that she will be unable to return to her original shape. The glow starts around her head but soon spreads over her entire body, hiding any details of her original shape. The glowing image begins to move, taking on a new shape. Shorter, slightly wider in the waist and hips, the dress becomes more voluminous in the skirt. As the glowing begins to fade and the details return, it is no longer Alexia standing before me, it is Queen Opulessa, down to the slightest detail. I would not have thought it possible if I had not seen it with my own eyes.
“How do I look?” she asks but not in her voice.
“Perfect, as far as I can tell. Why don’t you sound as yourself?”
“Guess it comes with the package. Wish me luck.”
“What kind of luck?”
She gives me a look that, though the face is new, is very familiar.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Being among the newest men, I almost always get the shit duty. The Queen doesn’t often make public appearances, this past month being an exception. It’s been one event after another, giving all her subjects the chance to show their love for her. Me and the rest of the new guys are usually stuck here in the Palace instead of outside where we can see what’s going on. If you’re lucky, you get stationed near a window and you can see it all from a distance.
I wasn’t lucky today.
At least I can hear what’s happening. Sort of. Things have quieted down so she’s probably taking another break. These long days are wearing on her, we can tell. A lot of the guys think it’s all too much but she bravely pushes on. Anything for her people.
It was quiet but now I hear someone moving down the hall towards me. It stops and then I hear very quiet voices. There shouldn’t be anyone in this area. I’m just about ready to report in and start to investigate when the Queen appears right in front of me! She just turns the corner and BANG, there she is!
“My Liege! Is there something wrong?!”
“Yes, there is. I need all of your men to report to me in the Mess. Immediately. It is a matter of life and death.”
“Your Majesty, I’m not authorized to do that.”
“I am. Call your superior officer right now.”
“Yes, Ma’am, right away, Ma’am.”
I grab my radio and punch up Staff Sergeant Pinion.
“What is it, Beech?”
“Trooper Ernie Beech reporting, Sergeant Pinion.”
“I know that Beech, what’s up?”
“Sarge, I’ve got the Queen standing right in front of me. She says she needs all of us to report to the Mess pronto. It’s a matter of life or death.”
“Are you out of your fucking mind, Beech? She was just on the throne not two minutes ago!”
“Well, she’s five feet away from me right now, Sarge.”
The Queen holds out her hand, palm up.
“Give me the radio, Trooper Beech.”
She remembers my name! This is a day to tell my folks about … if I was allowed to do that. I give her the radio. She tosses her lustrous blonde hair to one side, exposing her right, shell like ear and daintily brings the radio up next to it.
“Sergeant Pinion, this is the Queen … Yes, I was on the throne but now I am here … I am a witch, after all. We can do that sort of thing … apology accepted. Now, I want every one of your men who are on duty to come directly to the Mess … yes, every one of them … yes, right now … Sergeant Pinion, am I not making myself clear? This is not a time for debate. You all have five decicycles, no excuses … then I suggest that you hurry and spread the word. You now have less than five decicycles.”
She hands me back the radio, which is alive with chatter. She holds out her hand.
“You may escort me to the Mess, Mr. Beech.”
I take her hand gently in mine and bow slightly, just like they taught us.
“It would be my pleasure, your Majesty!”
We don’t get twenty feet before running into this really big local. Really big! I drop the Queen’s hand and go for my carbine but she stops me.
“Hold up, Ernie. He is a friend.”
She called me ERNIE! Wonderful day! The Queen returns her hand to mine.
“The Mess, if you please, Ernie. We must hurry.”
“Yes, my Queen!”
I walk away as fast as I think she can. She keeps pace so I speed up a bit. I keep doing this until we are almost running but she moves with such grace and flair that you would never notice it.
We get to the Mess before everyone else but they start arriving just seconds behind us. The first ones are Sergeant Pinion and a couple of the other guys. They all see the Queen and bow.
“You weren’t shitting me, Beech! Please excuse my language, your Majesty. It’s just that you surprised us all, what with the Houdini act.”
“Success is what matters, Sergeant Pinion.”
He sucks in his gut and throws out his chest when she says his name as she directs him to go inside. The crowd swells as more guys come running in. The last to arrive are from the other end of the compound.
“Please shut the door, Ernie,” she says, each note of her voice a symphony of delight. “Is this all of you?”
Sergeant Pinion just finished a head count. “All present and accounted for, my Queen. All except Colonel Willis, of course. He was up on stage with you but you knew that.”
She smiles brightly, as if indulging a child. “Of course, Sergeant Pinion. I will speak with him later.” She turns to face the troops, all of which are staring at her, breathing hard from the exertion. “I must thank you for your prompt compliance with my request. I am so proud of you all!”
Now it’s all of us smiling, but the Queen turns somber.
“I have some bad news. The rogue witch is here in the Palace even as we speak.” Every man goes for his gun. “No! Stop!” We do as she orders. “I have a fool proof plan to stop her but she arrived sooner than I expected so there wasn’t time to explain it to all of you. All you need to know is that you are to remain in reserve. I plan to set a trap for her and when she steps into it, I will call for all of you, springing the trap! You are all my most loyal, valuable and trustworthy friends and am counting on you. Should you fail me, I fear for my life. You will not fail me, will you?”
With one voice, we declare our love for her, that we would rather die than disappoint her! She’s clearly moved by our demonstration.
“I do not deserve such guardians as yourselves! Remember, it is vital, VITAL, that you all stay in this room until I personally come for you. I will not send a representative, or a written document. You all stay in this room until I come and get you. You may hear an explosion or two … or three, but you are to ignore anyone that isn’t me. I assure you that this is all according to my great plan. Do not worry about a single thing. My only fear is that one of you might become injured and die needlessly. I could not live with myself if that should happen.”
Looking around the room, I can see that we all feel the truth in her words. She really is concerned for our safety! That such a woman as her would be not only worried about our safety but feel pain if any of us were injured. How lucky are we?
Sergeant Pinion steps forward. “I believe that I can speak for all the men when I say that there is no force on this world that will dislodge us from this room until you personally give the word. Am I right men?!”
The shouts in response are almost deafening. The Queen looks positively angelic, smiling blissfully, all of us bathed in her happiness. I actually feel high right now, high on positive vibes. She waives her hands and we all fall immediately silent.
“I must leave you now but will soon return. Do not become concerned with what you hear and see. The rogue witch may attempt to fool you in order to get you out of this room but I implore you to remain strong and steadfast. Take care. I will see you all shortly. To Victory!”
“Victory! Victory! Victory!” We all shout as the Queen leaves the room and runs down the hallway, the shouts continue until she turns a corner and disappears, some of the men keep shouting a short while longer. Eventually, we all fall silent. I walk over to Pinion.
“What do we do now, Sarge?”
“We do what the Lady said; we wait until she comes back.”
“What if the other witch tries to fool us?”
“Beech, are you saying you wouldn’t be able to recognize the real Queen?”
“NO! No! Of course not! I was just spit balling, you know, what if. So, what do we do while we wait?”
“We’re in the Mess, son. I say we eat.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I am leading Alexia up the spiral stairs of the main turret of the Palace, its highest point which overlooks the courtyard. I am running hard but she is right on my heels. When we emerge into the open air at the top, we are both breathing rapidly.
“What … did you … think of … my …. performance … in the … Mess?” she gasps.
“I … almost … joined … them,” I answer between gulps of air.
She walks over to the edge and looks over the waist high stone wall that surrounds the circular tower.
“The Queen’s … back and … the ceremony has … started again.”
I join her. It is quite a drop to the courtyard below, at least ten stories.
“Are you certain you want to do this that way?”
“I want to make a big entrance. Can you think of something bigger?”
“Not at the moment. What now?”
“We wait for the explosion. Until then …” She begins to unbutton her dress. I am shocked.
“You’re not suggesting that we … are you?”
She looks at me, puzzled, then down at her hands and the eight buttons that she has already opened. She then laughs.
“No, Johnathyn, not that …” she returns to unbuttoning her dress. “… though, if we had more time, it might be a different story.”
“Then what in Zaphod’s name are you …”
She drops her dress to the stone floor and steps away, wearing a dark black garment of some kind, covering her from the neck to the ankles but as tight as her own skin. It covers but reveals everything!
“What is that?!” I demand.
“SSSHHHhhhh be quiet! They’ll hear you down there. Like it? In my world, it’s called a ‘cat suit’. Normally, it would be made out of Lycra or even leather, something really tight. We did what we could with what we had.”
“This could be even tighter? Are you without shame?”
“Pretty much. I wasn’t going to fight Opulessa in a dress so I needed something else. Leeanna and I ran through several ideas but we decided this was the best.”
“Leeanna helped you with this?”
“Sure, why do you think she’s been out of our hair the past few days? It’s a shame I couldn’t wear a pair of spike heeled thigh high boots with this outfit. It would rock! But they would suck for fighting.”
“Why would you even think about wearing such a …”
“Sexy outfit? A couple of reasons. It will move with me and not get in the way. The other is it’ll drive Opulessa crazy. She’s a two hundred thirty something year old woman who tries to look like she’s in her twenties. She spends a lot of time and energy doing so and still can’t pull it off. She’s always wearing those full, floaty dresses. She may have the face, she may have the boobs, she doesn’t have the figure any more. Clearly, I do. It’ll piss her off to no end, which helps me.”
“So you have really thought this out. I am impressed.”
“Should I keep the outfit after we’re done today?”
“Yes … because our daughter spent so much time working on it.”
“Yeah. Right.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
What could she possibly be waiting for? She is close, very close. I can see no guards at all, perhaps that is it. Willis has gone too far in making me appear vulnerable, she suspects a trap of some kind. If something doesn’t happen soon, she may force my hand.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I look at the clock on the device that Alexia gave to me. It appears that we are five decicycles from the alarm going off. We had better start moving people away from the wagon. The coven have been nervously awaiting my signal so as soon as I wave my hand above my head they are all off and about, gently suggesting, prodding or actively moving people away from the wagon. We had discussed several possible stories, a wagon full of fireworks, a rabid horse, or a contagious patient waiting for treatment. Silva had suggested a terrible smell but we were unable to produce one that all agreed would work, though we did come close. We just needed more time.
However they are doing it, our coven seems to be succeeding. There is no one within a hundred decileagues of the wagon, though there are buildings closer. I have tasked six of our group to do the best that the can to divert the blast away from them. It would have been nice to practice this before today but it would have been too dangerous.
The alarm sounds in my pocket. It is the moment of final decision. If I do not light this fuse, we could all still leave and no one would be the wiser. As I stand on the driver’s bench and look about me, doubts fill my mind. Beckwith charges towards me.
“Why do you delay? It is time! Light the fuse and let the revolution begin! The time for vengeance is now! If you can not do it, allow me the glory!”
“There is no glory in this, only necessary tragedy. I will play my part as will you. Back to your post.”
Beckwith moves away from the wagon as I duck under the cover; thrusting the embers into a bowl of extremely dry tinder soaked in Klatch. The bowl immediately burst into flame. I hold it below the length of treated rope which instantly sputters and ignites, slowly burning toward the first barrel. This we had tested. It will take nearly four decicycles to burn down to what Alexia calls the ‘detonator”. At that point, it will be too late to stop it.
Wasting no time, I throw the burning bowl out the back of the wagon, return to the front, jump down and run around to the front where the horses await. I grab the dangling reins and swiftly lead them away. They did not resist, possibly sensing the danger we all were in. Once achieving what I hope is a safe distance, I turn to watch.
What I see freezes my blood.
Beckwith is less than fifty decileages behind the wagon, one of the barrels of flour floating above her head but rising fast into the air towards the Palace, the other four barrels rapidly following the first. In short order, they were all high in the air over the east end of the Palace. Before I can call to Beckwith, the barrels burst, sending an enormous cloud of flour dust dropping over this end of the Palace but also drifting over the nearby houses and the people standing near those houses. Luckily, the people began to run away from the cloud, not knowing what it is. Beckwith is also running away. I thrust the reins into the hands of Emlilly, who is standing next to me and dash to where Beckwith has come to rest. It was now impossible to see the wagon, Palace or nearby houses due to the flour dust. I roughly grab Beckwith and spin her around to face me.
“Are you insane?! What did you do?!”
“Alexia is not the only one who knows something about explosions. Have you ever seen a dust explosion? They can be extraordinarily destructive. There was one time where …”
I did not hear the rest of Beckwith’s explanation. Our bombs exploded, consuming the cloud of flour in a whirlwind of flame.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Whatever it was, it was not magic. Spectacular still. I had not seen anything like it in my over two hundred years as Queen.
The sound was like thunder but as if the lightning had struck almost on top of you. Unbelievably loud, the force of the blast knocking you off your feet, the ground itself actually moving for a brief moment, but that was nothing compared to what was in the sky. An enormous ball of fire, engulfing the east end of the Palace, the fire rapidly pulling in air from all directions, sucking the bonnets and hats worn by those in the courtyard straight into the blazing maelstrom.
And then it was gone, leaving nothing but smoke, scorched skin and hair … and silence, which lasted but for a brief moment and was immediately replaced with screams and shouts as the people below me in the courtyard began to panic and run about.
A very promising start.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The explosion had knocked me to the ground. I quickly arose to see the entire area around us was scorched from the flash fire. All the plants and trees were blackened, their leaves and branches still smoldering. There was a large hole in the Palace wall, large enough to drive Johnathyn’s wagon through it if the wagon had not been blown to pieces and the wooden remains not laying about with smoke rising from the glowing embers. Beckwith was standing not more than twenty decileagues from me, smiling while admiring the results of her folly.
“This will bring the Guard down upon us!” she declares and then begins to laugh. There was no time for me to argue with her.
“Silva! Pamela! You both search that building!” I point to the structure nearest the Palace. There is smoke rolling out of several windows that were facing us. “Search for the injured. If you find any, bring them directly to me.”
“Where will you be?” Silva shouts over her shoulder as she and Pamela race towards the building.
“I will be in the Palace. Look towards the kitchen. Beckwith!” She turns towards me with undisguised glee on her face. “You have your wish. We will talk later about the consequences. Make certain the Queen’s Guard does not interfere with our plans. Do as Alexia ordered or not even Zaphod’s grace will save you from her wrath. Nor mine.”
I do not wait for her answer but hurry towards and through the hole in the wall, followed closely by Olga. We must establish a base of some kind where we can care for the now inevitable injured people. We had all discussed several options while planning for today but the kitchen seemed the best choice, as it was near a large door to permit deliveries, had particularly thick walls and was larger than most other single spaces.
As we turn the last soot covered corner, Olga and I enter the kitchen to find Beckwith’s cousin Gamgee waiting for us.
“What was all that fire!” she demanded. “None of you said anything about fire!”
“That was your cousin’s unplanned contribution. Speak to her about it.”
“Beckwith did that?”
“Without telling any of us about her plans.”
“The vengeful cow! I could have been killed!”
“Beckwith cares not,” I say. “There will be many who will pay the price for her recklessness before the day is over. Are you ready for us?”
“Aye. All doors but one have been locked and barred. You can begin …”
Suddenly, that one unlocked door is thrown open and several men rush in, panic in their eyes. I do not give them even a moment to catch their breaths but, with a flick of my hand, throw them back out the door, slamming it shut behind them.
That was much easier than it should have been. Olga and Gamgee are astonished at what they saw me do.
“By Jillian’s grace!” Olga swears. “Alexia was right! We can do most anything today.”
“Keep control and use your power wisely,” I warn. “The day is young and we are far from success. Beckwith has likely made a hard job more difficult.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
To be honest, I didn’t pay a lot of notice to the explosion. Johnathyn and I were a little busy right then, our attention on other things. Like where our hands were. And our mouths. And tongues. I did spot the unexpected glow in the sky. I break our kiss and turn my head in time to see the wall of fire dissipate. Then I hear shouts and screams coming from where I had hoped not to hear them.
“Should that have happened?” asks Johnathyn, still holding me tightly against his body, one arm across my upper back, the other hand on my tight ass.
“No, it shouldn’t have. Something went wrong.” I push away from him but keep a firm grip on his hand.
“What can we do about it?”
“Nothing. We push on.”
Both of us move to the edge of the wall and look over into the courtyard. Lots of pandemonium and no guards. At least this part is on target. Johnathyn reaches into his bag with his free hand and removes a big, curled horn.
“What’s that for?” I ask.
“To get their attention. You said you wanted a big entrance.”
“I did say that.”
I need to go but I can’t release Johnathyn’s hand. He’s not trying to let go of mine either. Finally, he deliberately brings our joined hand to his lips and gently kisses mine. Our entwined fingers slowly separate, hands dropping to our sides.
He hefts the horn, positioning it in his hands. Just before inhaling, he looks over at me.
“Please, Alexia, come home to your family.”
“Zaphod willing, I will.”
He takes a deep breath, clamps his lips on to the mouthpiece and lets loose an ear shattering blast. He takes another breath and does it again but before he finishes, I dash several steps towards the wall and launch myself into the air, falling towards the courtyard below.
Five Hertz of Separation
CHAPTER TWENTY SIX
It had been a surprisingly short fight. At least three squads of the Queen’s Guard had ridden up but we had disarmed most of them before they even dismounted. None of them expected their weapons to be yanked from their hands. The only ones who kept their guns were those who had the straps around their arms or shoulders and they ended up on the ground at their horses’ feet. They came up firing but that only lasted as long as their fingers remained unbroken, which was not very long.
Once I found their Captain, I lifted him off his horse, held him in mid-air, stripped him of his clothes and dropped him back down on his mount, naked. They did not stay long after that. They may be planning some kind of attack right now but the longer it takes, the better for us, as long as Alexia is doing what she promised. It doesn’t really matter if she succeeds or fails. I am not leaving here until I have had my revenge.
The magic power here is breathtaking. Things that were difficult before are easy. Lifting one barrel of flour skyward would have been hard three days ago but now, lifting all four was nearly effortless. Crushing them was easier than not crushing them. I wonder if this is how Alexia feels every day. Or Opulessa.
Suddenly, someone grabs me by the back of my blouse. I turn, ready to fight but discover that it is only Dierdra.
“What do you want?” I demand.
“You are coming to help with the medical problems. Now.”
“I am still needed here. There may be another attack. We do not know …”
“If there is another attack, Olga will replace you. I saw how much you enjoyed yourself out there.”
“And what is wrong with that? You cannot tell me what to do.”
“Alexia left me in command. You will do as I say.”
“What do I care of Alexia’s orders? I am here and I will do as I please!”
“You will do no such thing!”
Dierdra stands straight up, spreading her arms wide, palms up, her fingers extended. She seems to be growing before my eyes, sparks passing between her fingers, her hair flying about as if alive. She is a Fifty Two while I am a Forty Five. I know how powerful I feel, she must be experiencing the same things I did, only more so. I step away from her and raise my hands, ready to strike at her but she slaps me down as if I were a child. She lifts me off the ground, shaking me.
“I brought you into this! I vouched for you! I knew how badly you wanted vengeance but I did not expect you to be so reckless! Come, see the results of your handiwork.”
I fight her but she easily drags me back toward the Palace wall in which there is now a large hole, the result of the explosion. Once inside the Palace grounds, Dierdra takes a zig zag route through large pieces of debris. I can also see much damage from the dust fire. It was my hope that the dust would travel through out the building, burning those inside to death. I have not seen any corpses yet. She stops, opens a door and throws me inside the room. Landing on the floor, I quickly scramble to my feet and confront her.
“How DARE you treat me in such a manner! We have known each other for YEARS!”
“I thought I knew you. Clearly, I was wrong. Greet the residents of the building next to the Palace. If your conscience permits it.”
I look around the room. There are at least twenty people, men women and children, who are burned, some worse than others, all being cared for by members of our coven. I had not intended this though I knew it was possible.
“This is war Dierdra. Innocents sometimes get hurt, even die. It is the price we pay for victory.”
“OH, WE pay that price, do WE? Let me show you another set of your victims from today.” She starts to walk away but I do not follow. She stops after a few steps, turning back to me. “Afraid to see them are you? You can either walk or be drug.”
Reluctantly, I follow her to another, smaller room attached to the larger room. When we enter, the smell is horrible. I hurriedly cover my nose and mouth with a handkerchief. Dierdra takes it away from me.
“You need the full experience, Beckwith. Step aside, Olga.”
Olga gets up, staring at me as if she would kill me if she could. My eyes follow her as she leaves the room. What have I done to her?
“Look this way, Beckwith,” growls Dierdra. I turn back to where Olga was originally sitting. There are two low makeshift beds on which there are two terribly burned bodies, charred flesh peeling off their limbs. One is much smaller than the other. Suddenly, the larger one moans in pain.
“She is alive?!” I cry.
“Yes. Olga has performed miracles today. It is now your turn. They are mother and daughter. There is a second child, a baby. The mother could only protect one of her children when their room became flooded with flour dust which burst into flames. You behaved as a Healer before today. Prove to me that you are still a human being. Keep this woman and her child alive until Alexia can come and heal them.”
“Heal them?! That is impossible! That they live at all is Zaphod’s will.”
“Then you best pray for his blessings because if either of them dies, you will join that poor, tortured soul in the after life in the same manner. And should you care to know, this is not just my decision. Every member of the coven who has seen these poor unfortunates agrees with me. That is eight of twelve. I expect it will soon be unanimous.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The horn drew all eyes, including mine, to the top of the tower, bringing a momentary halt to the panicked hurley burley in the Courtyard. Most everyone gasps or screams when the figure appears to leap from the top of the tower, arms outstretched and then starts to fall towards the ground below. It rapidly becomes obvious that it is a woman and that she will strike the ground very soon. Many people run away from where it appears she will land. The woman almost seems to fall faster than expected and strikes the ground with great force, raising a large cloud of dust. As the dust settles, a few men edged towards where one would expect to see the various body parts, but the woman is still intact! In fact, she is hunched over one knee, dressed completely in black. She raises her head, looking directly at me, smiling through blood red lips on her flawless porcelain skin surrounded by a wild mane of dark black hair. She rises and steps forward from the depression in the dirt around her.
One must give her credit for such a simple but impressive entrance. That and her manner of dress. No woman would ever appear in public dressed as she is, no matter how lovely she might be. Ahhh youth, precious youth. So bold and unconventional! So confident! I will allow that confidence to grow before taking it away. I rise from my throne.
“Welcome to my party. By what name do you answer, my dear?”
“My name is Alexia Thompson. You may call me Alexia, Opulessa.”
Such disrespect! Insolence such as that must be punished, but not quite yet.
“Alexia it shall be. Perhaps you are aware of another famous Alexia?”
“Yeah, I am. I think she got bad press. If she’d had a better agent, the name ‘Alexia’ would be more popular than sliced bread.”
Did that fall addle her mind? No matter. “You dress as she would.”
“What, this old thing? I just threw it on today. Thought it might be more comfortable than all that full skirted stuff you wear. You can tell me, just between us girls, you’re what … two, maybe three stone overweight? When you’re young and fit like I am, you can wear just about anything but when you get old and fat, like you … well, the choices are more limited, aren’t they, Opulessa?”
Now the punishment. “If you can not be bothered to dress appropriately, perhaps you should not be dressed at ALL!”
I waive my hand, ripping the clothes from her body … but they do not move! She has blocked me! She smirks at me.
“Nice try. My turn, Grandma.”
A blow strikes me in the head. Losing my balance, I fall to the stage floor. That infuriating young witch flies into the air and lands on the other end of the stage opposite me.
“You and I need to talk, Opulessa. You may yet live through this.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Where the hell are my men!
The Queen wanted me on stage with the rest of the dignitaries but first there was the explosion and fire. I hadn’t fought my way fifty feet into the crowd before there was that God awful blast on the horn and the rogue witch fell out of the sky. I thought she’d screwed up and died right then but she got up and walked out of the crater she made when she hit the ground. That’s one tough bitch.
My boys should have been pouring into the courtyard by now but there’s been zilch! I haven’t got my radio with me because the Queen didn’t want the chatter to interrupt the ceremony but I left it nearby. By the time I reach it, they’ve traded blows and Opulessa seems to be having the worst of it. I switch it on.
“This is Colonel Willis! Anyone who can hear this, REPORT!”
“This is Captain Ridgeway, reporting as ordered, Sir”
“Where the FUCK are you, Ridgeway?!”
“In the Mess with the rest of the guys, Colonel.”
The Mess? Why in God’s name are they … “Get your asses out to the courtyard this God Damn instant Ridgeway. Do you read me?!”
“Yes, Sir, we read you loud and clear but no can do. The Queen told us all to stay here until she came and got us personally.”
What the fuck?! “Exactly when did she tell you this, Ridgeway?”
“About twenty five minutes ago. Before that big ass explosion, that’s for sure.”
“Well I am countermanding that order, Ridgeway! All of you get your gear and report to the courtyard immediately!”
“Sorry, Colonel. The Queen said that there would be people trying to get us to violate her orders so we all solemnly swore to follow her orders in detail, no matter what anybody else said.”
“Ridgeway, I am not someone, I am your commanding OFFICER! Get your asses out here NOW!”
“Again, sorry Colonel, but you aren’t the Queen and you can’t countermand her orders”
I look up at the stage. They’re talking right now so I’ve got time to go and rattle some cages.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
She surprised me with that. Usually, there is a momentary surge of power before a witch strikes but her attack was instantaneous. Like mine are. I will not be taken so again. I slowly regain my feet and arise, maintaining my dignity as I do so.
“You wish to speak to me? Address me as is my due. I am your Queen.”
“Not mine, actually. My country overthrew the royal yoke about two hundred thirty seven years ago … which wasn’t long before you were born. Huh, I hadn’t thought about that before. I wonder if that means something? That’s for later. Right now, Opulessa, I want to talk about those who are your subjects. Do you have any idea what’s going on outside these walls? The poverty, the ignorance, the sickness, the abuse? Do you know how badly other women are treated? We are not respected. We’re pawed whenever we go out in the street alone. This is no way to run a world, Opulessa, but you can change that.”
“Why would I wish to do so?”
“You’re supposed to be in charge, that makes you responsible.”
“I have others who do that for me. I have passed responsibility on to them.”
“So, if they fuck it up, what do you do about it?”
“Such language! One who speaks with such a foul mouth deserves to look as they sound.”
I make no outward move but curse her nonetheless. For just a moment or two, her face begins to sprout fine, white feathers but they disappear. She shakes her head in disgust.
“Really? A chicken? That’s your answer? I treat you like a responsible adult and you try to slip me a curse. I don’t want to kill you, but I will if you force me to. There is too much riding on this to be squeamish. Are you willing to lead your people to a better, more equal world?”
“And who decides what this ‘better world’ is? A child like you? An outsider? You have barely lived one score while I have lived over eleven. Yes, these are my people and I will treat them as I wish, not how some simple minded trollop believes I should. MY people, do you hear! Mine to do with as I please!”
“I tried Opulessa. I gave you every chance. Beckwith said it was a waste of time. Turns out she was right this time.”
I feel the blows coming this time and block them, but barely. I am forced back to the edge of the stage before regaining my balance, yet, I am stronger for it. This is what I have been waiting for. She strikes again and again, in a frenzy of undisciplined youth, each strike filling my reservoir of power. I can sense that she is becoming fatigued, her attacks weaker. She has used her power too quickly, not allowing herself time to gather more power from the magic around her.
The ignorance of youth. It will be her undoing. Time to provide an education.
Stepping out of my crouch, I backhand her from the end of the stage. She flies at least thirty decileages before landing hard in a cloud of dust. I leap into the air and land close to her as she scurries to her feet, a look of puzzlement upon her face.
“What was that?!”
I backhand her again. She rolls to a stop, resting against a series of flag poles. This time, when she rises, there is a look of concern mixed with fear upon her face. She grabs one of the flag poles and rips it from the ground, turning to face me with it in her magically enhanced hands. She is learning, though likely by accident. It is better to attack a witch with things rather than raw magic. Raw magic attacks takes more power from you and passes it to your opponent. Using a magic controlled device conserves your power and forces your opponent to use her power to defend herself. To bad for her it is now too late.
“Have at you!” She shouts, charging me, swinging the long pole at my head. I am too fast for her, easily dodging the pole, then breaking it in half with a flick of my wrist. She throws the remaining stub aside.
“Is that all you’ve got!” she screams. “You’re nothing! You’re a washed out, used up, old dinosaur!”
I do not know what a dino-souer is but it is likely an insult. I reach out and pull a shower of bricks off the wall behind her. They mostly miss but a few strike their target, hitting her in her arms and legs. She moves away, limping slightly, panting.
“That’s it?! That’s ALL?! Tis but a scratch. A few measly bricks?! I’d expect more from a fat, old, relic like you. You’re supposed to be this almighty, all powerful witch of the century … hell, two centuries. Come on Oppy. Show me your good stuff!”
I oblige her.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
When I reach the Mess, most of them are eating. The rest were watching a movie and eating. I’m going to flay the lot of them.
“CAPTAIN RIDGEWAY!!!”
The men fall away as Ridgeway pushes himself forward through the crowd, still holding his hamburger. He salutes with his free hand.
“Captain Ridgeway reporting, Sir.”
“What are you imbeciles doing?!”
“Nothing, Sir. We just thought that we might as well take advantage of the down time. You know what they say. Never pass up a meal while in the field, you don’t know when the next opportunity will come. We’re ready to drop everything and go the instant the Queen needs us.”
“The Queen needs you right now! I need you to grab your gear and get out to the courtyard. She’s fighting for her life, you idiot!”
“I’m sorry, Sir, but we’re just following orders. As I told you over the radio, The Queen was very, very explicit. We’re all to stay here until she personally comes to get us. Her exact words, Colonel.”
“And how did you know it was the Queen, Ridgeway?”
He smiled that familiar wide, slightly hazy smile you always see on a guys face after seeing the Queen. “There was no doubt, Colonel Willis. We all saw her and felt the love, her concern about our lives, that she wanted to keep us all safe. It was as strong as I’ve ever felt it. We all did.”
There was a general nodding of heads and those whose mouths weren’t stuffed with food added their two cents in agreeing with Ridgeway, even some of those whose mouths were stuffed with food.
“See, Colonel, no question about it. Maybe you should ask yourself why you haven’t joined us.”
“Because I’m not a fucking moron, that’s why! When this is done, I’m shipping the lot of you home, do you understand me? Home! Back to a girls life! Pretty dresses and high heels and makeup and no respect and fighting off stinking bastards until you just can’t fight anymore. Is that what you want, because, as God is my witness, that’s what I’m gonna do.”
Ridgeway squares his shoulders and straightens up. “You do what you have to do, Colonel. The men and I have our Orders and we will follow them, to the letter, or die trying.”
Every last man jack stands up, taking the same stance. Who ever got to them got to them good. This is a fucking waste of time. I grab a M4A1 stacked against the wall and two spare clips sitting on the table.
“I’m taking these with me. Anybody got a problem with that?”
“No, Sir,” answers Ridgeway. “If we need more, we can requisition them from the Armory.”
“Great. NOW you’re being reasonable. When I find out who fucked up my command, there will be hell to pay.”
I turn and run for the door. I need to get back to the courtyard before it’s too late.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I’ve gone too far.
I knew it while I was doing it but the foolish girl would not be silent! No matter what I did, she continued to taunt and insult me. It was unbearable! Did she not understand who I am? Not being born in this world was no excuse; she had lived here long enough to learn how to properly treat a person of my stature. Instead, she had called me names, such as “Corpulessa”, “Tubbo”, and “The Wicked Witch of the West”. When I struck her with the remains of the flag pole, her arm was cut badly but she claimed it “was merely a flesh wound”. Regardless of what strike or curse I used, she would first block it and then deride my skill and power.
The result was that I over extended myself, just as she did early in our contest. The difference was that she had carefully husbanded her absorbed magic, not even bothering to repair her damaged arm, instead wrapping it with a torn piece of one of my birthday banners. She was careful not to give back any of the magic she retained from my attacks. I had deliberately given her openings but she refused to take them. The result being that I am now weaker than I was after the first attack and she is stronger. Surely, she does not know the limitations of our contest. How could she learn in such a short time what has taken me a lifetime? I can sense a growing confidence in her. Let us hope it is over confidence. We are slowly circling one another near the middle of the courtyard, raising a small cloud of dust, separated by about twenty paces. A cool wind blows across my face, stirring loose strands of hair, which land in my eyes. They are not blonde but gray! I glance at my hands. They are no longer smooth and supple but wrinkled with enlarged joints and age spots. There is thunder in the distance and I can feel the change in the weather in my joints. Alexia smiles at the sound of the echoes of thunder.
“About damn time. You’re looking a little old and haggard there, Oppy. Hope I’m not wearing you out.
I no longer have enough magic to easily maintain my façade of youth. I could take what I need from reserves but it is not worth it to waste power on such frivolities. There will be plenty of magic available to both restore my beauty and remove the memories of those who saw me in my current degrading condition once I have defeated this interloper and taken her power as my own.
“I am well, do not worry. Perhaps you should test me.”
“Perhaps I should.”
I tense my muscles, causing unsightly bulges to appear along my thin skinned arms. My movements are slow and feeble, my muscles having grown weak from lack of use due to my use of magic to support them. Consider this a lesson learned. After I defeat this ill bred whelp, I will take better care of myself in the future. She steps towards me, raising her hands. Here comes the blow … but I feel nothing but the air gently swirling around me, carrying dust skyward. Two can play the insult game.
“Is this your best effort, child? If so, it is disappointingly weak. I have created great winds, strong enough to topple the buildings in entire towns.”
“Good for you, Blondie, oh wait, that’s no longer true, is it? Your gray roots are showing. Actually, it’s more than your roots. Truthfully, Honey, you look like shit on a stick.”
It is all that I can do to keep myself from trying to wipe that smirk off her face but my resources are very low. My attack must be verbal.
“No need to concern yourself about my appearance. When I have defeated you, I will imprison you in a tower and slowly take your youth from you. You will be my prisoner for hundreds of years to come.”
The winds continue to swirl around me as a long, thin line of dust winds its way up towards the darkening clouds above the courtyard, the thunder growing louder and more frequent. I do not understand what is going on.
“Is this supposed to harm me in some way? I am getting dust in my eyes but other than that, you are wasting your time.”
“Ya’ think so? Let me educate you while we wait. There was a great man in my world, now dead. He was a scholar, a revolutionary, a patriot, a politician, an author, a humorist, an inventor, a scientist, an ambassador and a bureaucrat. Among his many accomplishments was the time when, at great personal risk, which he actually didn’t realize until too late but better dumb luck than none at all, right? Where was I, oh yeah, this great scientist managed to capture lightning in a jar by using nothing more than a kite, some string, a jar and a key. The man’s name was Benjamin Franklin. I don’t have a kite, string, key or jar but a thin stream of dust connecting the ground to the thunderhead will do the same thing as a kite string. This should work … just about …” I feel my hair rise in the air about me, my skin tingling. “ … now.”
There was a blinding flash of light, a tremendously loud explosion and a searing, burning heat. My entire body was wracked with intense pain, more severe than any I have ever felt in my long life. It pulsed several times then disappeared, leaving me stunned and on my knees, barely able to breathe. It would have killed anyone but myself or Alexia.
“What … happened … you …” the gentle breeze and swirl of dust returned. I will not survive another strike! I try to struggle to my feet but cannot make my legs follow my commands. The tingling sensation begins again as I fall to the ground.
It does no good. More light, more sound, more heat, more and more pain.
The stench of burning hair and flesh fills my nose. Somehow, I am still alive though every breath is accompanied by a bone breaking cough. I am laying face first in the dirt, weak as a day old baby, wrung of all strength and control. I am barely able to push myself up and look around.
My clothes, my beautiful clothes, are singed tatters. My hands and exposed arms look ancient, wrinkled with bags of skin. My head feels surprisingly cool, which likely means my hair has been burned away. I feel … old, old as I have never felt before. The dust begins to stir around my hands, floating up into the air.
“Nooooo…” I quietly moan as I try to crawl away but it is hopeless, Again, I feel as if I am being scorched, tossed and torn apart when the lightning strikes for the third time. When I regain my senses, I am on my back, still alive. A cold drop of rain strikes my forehead, followed immediately by several more. Very quickly, the rain is falling in sheets. It is refreshing and I find enough strength to roll over and push myself upright on my knees.
The courtyard is rapidly becoming a muddy muddle as the rain pours down. The few people who had stayed to watch our contest have taken cover elsewhere. Only she and I remain. I manage a quiet laugh but it sounds like a cackle.
“No more dust, child. That is the end of that trick! I remain alive! The magic will not let me die! You cannot kill me!”
There is a shell of magic power surrounding her. I can see the rain strike it and hear the sizzle as it turns to steam. I have never seen anyone try to hold so much magic inside themselves before now. I do not know if it is my imagination or my eyes growing old but her image seems to shimmer slightly, as if she might dissolve before me.
I have other plans for her. For now, I must recover my magic.
“Stupid Girl! Did you think you could defeat me so simply? I remain alive despite the power of the Gods! You cannot continue to hoard the power for yourself.”
“Why not? I’m doing pretty good so far.”
She attempts to make light of our predicament. I might allow her to continue as she has if not for my need of the magic that she withholds. It would be interesting to see what happens to her.
“Surely, even a fool such as yourself has discovered that you cannot kill me! It is the balance of magic for witches as advanced as we. Even if you do nothing, I will recover but you cannot afford to wait that long. Even now, I can see the strain you are under. You have tried to capture all the magic available and deny it to me. It cannot be done! Surrender the power to me and I will show you pain like none has ever experienced in this world. Do that or do nothing. I will enjoy watching the magic tear you apart.”
She just stands there as the downpour continues around us, trembling from the effort of holding the enormous quantity of magic within herself.
“I know that I can’t kill you. I know the rules,” she growls in a low, strained tone.
“Then what do you hope to achieve?”
“A loophole.”
She falls to one knee, extending both hands towards me. I can actually see the air bend around her hands as she prepares to strike at me. I await the strike with open arms, for it is my salvation and her ultimate doom. I have taken the best she has to give but she has experienced only a token of my abilities. When the strike arrives, I am enveloped with both pain and pleasure, soaking up the power as a sponge does water, filling every part of my body, down to the very marrow of my bones. She smiles at me through gritted teeth.
“It’s not always nice to be the King.”
She snaps her finger.
It all disappears. The pain. The pleasure. Everything. It is as if I am an empty, hollow shell.
“What have … you … done?” I croak, unable to breathe in more than shallow, inadequate, gasps.
She doesn’t answer me right away, appearing to be spent from the effort of whatever she did. I begin to notice other problems. While I felt weak before, I am much weaker now, fighting to keep my balance on my knees. All my joints scream with pain as I sway in place. A strong wind blows and I fall on my side, several bones breaking when I strike the ground. My heart is barely beating. It is growing much darker around me. Cold, so cold.
“Help … me … some … one.”
I can plainly hear the sound of the rain striking the ground around me. The hiss is almost deafening. Now there is the sound of someone sloshing though the mud, moving next to me.
“I did to you what your world did to me. I changed your sex. I may not be able to kill you but you don’t see a lot of two hundred thirty two year old men running around.”
Cannot see.
No breath.
No heart.
No …
CHAPTER TWENTY SEVEN
That took more out of me than I thought it would. Practicing on rats in the barn back on the farm gave me a hint but a person has a lot more cells than a rat. To instantly replace an “X” chromosome with a “Y” chromosome in every cell in Opulessa’s body at the same moment was the hardest thing I had ever done, by far. The lightning strikes brought her power levels down far enough to make her vulnerable but I still had to deliver.
Looking at the tiny, wasted, crumpled, body of the old man in the mud next to me, it’s hard to believe what it used to be. I wish that there had been some other way.
No rest for the wicked. Suck it up, Alexia, old girl. There’s more work to be done before the end of the day.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I was too late.
When I heard that first lightning strike, I thought another bomb had gone off. That’s when people started streaming down the hall at me, hundreds of frightened, panicked people. The wave hit me just as the second bolt landed. Sounded like it struck ten feet away from me. Swear to God. I finally had to fire several rounds into the ceiling to get the crowd to make way. The third strike knocked me on my ass just as I entered the courtyard. Some of the electricity must have bounced around, looking for a ground. Lucky I wasn’t it but I did get in the way and paid the price.
When I came to, it was raining buckets. I had to wipe the mud off my face before I could see anything. What I saw astonished me. What I assumed was the Queen was on her knees in front of the rebel witch. The Queen looked terrible, no hair, clothes in shambles, thin and old. Like really old. Really, really old. Great great great grandmother old. I sure as hell wouldn’t have recognized her if the rebel witch hadn’t been there. I know the Queen wanted to handle this herself but she couldn’t have expected it all to go so far, could she? I brought my rifle up, aiming for the rebel’s head, but I hesitated, unsure of what to do.
That’s when she dropped to one knee, hands out, reaching toward the Queen, who had started to glow all over, a kind of blue green color. I didn’t know what it meant. I didn’t know who was winning. Then, in an instant, it happened. The Queen’s body sucked in the blue green glow and then it blew back out. For a fraction of a second, I thought that she was turned inside out but that was crazy.
What was left kneeling on the ground was a gnome like old man, even older than the Queen looked before. I’ve never seen a frailer human being in my life. I thought the rebel witch had done some kind of transport type thing, trading people but then I saw that the old man was wearing the same scraps of the Queens’ gown. The whole thing was fucking unbelievable.
The old guy slowly fell over, landing on his side. The rebel witch crawled over to the guy, leaned down near his ear and looked like she said something, then pushed herself up and started to walk away. In my heart, I knew the Queen was dead.
Time for the other witch to die.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Like an idiot, I thought everybody had left the courtyard. I sure as hell would have when the lightning started zapping down. I didn’t have a lot of control over it. Dumb luck is better than none at all.
The first shot missed, but not by much, whizzing right by my left ear. The next five were dead on target but I managed to deflect them by adjusting the density of the air around me. If the shooter had been closer, that trick wouldn’t have worked. I run back behind the stage, looking for some kind of cover. After I reach it and turn around, I see him, charging towards me. I haven’t recovered enough to do anything to him. There’s a sharp, single crack and a fountain of mud pops in the air two feet in front of the gunman. He stops and fires an automatic burst into the air around him. There’s a second crack and another splash in the mud in front of the gunman. It’s got to be Johnathyn.
“That’s your second warning shot!” I shout. “You better leave before someone gets hurt!”
“You killed her!” he screams. “You don’t think I’m gonna let you get away with that, do you?!”
“Maybe not, but do you want to join her?”
“If you could stop me, you’d have done something by now. I know you witches have to recharge after a big spell. If I’m ever gonna get you, now’s the time!”
He peppers the stage with gunfire, trying to force me out. He stops to swap out the ammo clip when there’s the third, sharp crack. It knocks the shooter down to the ground, on his back, where he stays, not moving, gun about five decileagues away in a deep mud puddle. I carefully edge out from behind the stage and nervously approach him. As I get closer, I can see that the rain is mixing with his blood, forming red, muddy pools. Finally, I get a good look at what’s left of his face.
Even on a good day, there’s nothing I could have done about the big hole in his forehead
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Everyone felt the drop in their magic powers. One of them has died. It would be nice to know which one but it’s too late for me. I am committed and that commitment just became harder. Both the mother and child began to stir, muffled moans rising from their scared throats. I struggle to keep them quiet but it is getting more difficult.
Dierdra is in the larger room, checking with the others. The ones who had been working on the weather were now helping the injured. After the initial attack, the Queen’s Guard disappeared. Apparently, word had quickly spread that witches had taken over the Palace and none of them were interested in challenging us. I don’t know how many people had been captured or what was being done with them but I will find out, once I am done watching over these two. Dierdra enters the room.
“I assume you know.”
“Only that one is dead.”
“It was the Queen. Alexia triumphed but is greatly fatigued. I sent Silva and Pamela out to see if there are any more injured to be brought back here.”
“What does it matter? If they are in this building, they are supporters of Opulessa and their welfare is no concern of ours.”
“You mean like those two?” She is pointing at my patients, who are only here because of what I did.
“That is not what I meant.”
“But it is what you said, Beckwith. Any injured are citizens of our world. If we are to have peace, then we all must be treated alike, bury our differences here and now!”
“That will never happen, Dierdra. Too many have been killed or injured for there to be forgiveness.”
“So what will you tell that woman’s family when they come to see you? Will you ask for their forgiveness? Will you blame her for living next to the Palace? Will you tell the father of that child that he is free to kill you in vengeance for your attack on his family?”
“I did not attack this woman!”
“Not directly, but your recklessness caused them injury just the same. I do not know if Alexia will be able to save them now but you must keep them alive until she arrives.”
“I … I am not certain … there is so much pain … the child suffers so.”
“Then you must take the pain away.”
“I have tried to suppress it but now, with less power …”
“Not suppress. You must accept their pain. Take it upon yourself.”
“Are you MAD?! Look at them! The pain must be unbearable!”
“Then help them bear it, Beckwith. For, if they die, you know your fate.”
I did. The final votes had come in. Unanimous.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The rain had slacked off a bit. It was still coming down but not the deluge it was. The heavy part of the front seemed to be moving off. There was still lightning and thunder in the air but it was just occasional and further east.
The Courtyard was a muddy, sloppy mess. I wade over to where Opulessa’s body lay. What little remained seemed to be almost dissolving in the rain. It was more than a hundred years too late but nature was finally reclaiming its own. I heard a door bang open behind me. Spinning around, slipping and almost falling on my face, I saw it was Johnathyn, slogging toward me, still carrying his long hunting rifle.
“Are you well, Alexia?”
“Yeah, fine.”
He grabbed my arm, making me wince in pain. “This is not ‘fine’. We must find Dierdra, immediately.”
I carefully work my injured arm out of his grip. “I’m not perfect but I’ll be okay. Dierdra’s probably got her hands full and I need to get in there. I thought I said no killing.”
“It would appear the soldier did not receive that message.”
I look down at the body, his lifeless eyes, blood still leaking from the enormous wound caused by the .50 cal ball that hit him. It smashed his skull and took out the back of his head. He wouldn’t back off. Stupid bastard was loyal to the end. We shouldn’t have to lose people like that. Still, he wasn’t going to stop trying to kill me.
“You’re right,” I sigh. “Another useless killing. I appreciate the warning shots, Johnathyn.”
“What warning shots? It was raining like the piss of the Gods. I could barely see anything from up there. You are lucky I was able to strike him at all.”
Dumb luck. Again. I wonder if there really is someone out there, watching over me? Better not test it too often. He or she might be on a ten minute break or something when I really need the help.
“I thought you were supposed to be this great marksman, ‘Can’t Miss Tyber.’”
“Yes, from fifty decileagues in good weather, not from the top of that tower in the middle of a thunderstorm … do you hear that?”
“Hear what ? Yeah, I do.” It’s the voices of people, yelling for help. Hard to hear over the sound of the fading storm. Good catch, Johnathyn. “Where are they coming from?”
We both look around. He points towards a set of large double doors with normal sized doors built in. “The stables, I believe.”
“Let’s go,” I say. He grabs my bad arm, making me wince.
“Sorry. Is this safe?”
I flex the arm. “Don’t know. They’re calling for help. Can we ignore that?”
He sighs. “Apparently not.” He picks up the rifle dropped by the dead soldier and finishes popping the clip into place. “Please, Alexia, let me lead.”
“What ever you say, Dead Eye.”
We hurry as best we can to the large doors. Peering in through low windows, neither of us can see anything suspicious inside and the voices are louder. We pause long enough for me to grab the handle and throw open the smaller door, Johnathyn charges through and I immediately follow.
The smell leaves no doubt that it’s a stable. At least it’s dry and the footing’s better. Sort of. It’s not very bright, just a couple of lanterns. The horses are still restless from the thunderstorm but they’re all in their stalls. No sign of any workers or guards. We can hear voices and pounding on a door at the far end of the building. We look at each other. He hefts the gun and shrugs so we head for the door.
It’s locked from our side and I don’t see any key hanging from a hook nearby. Johnathyn will have to shoot it out. Or maybe …
I pound on the door with my good hand. “STEP AWAY FROM THE DOOR!” I shout. Concentrating, I punch the lock through the door. Johnathyn is impressed.
“It is good to see you are feeling better. Now step back and do not follow too closely.”
He slowly pushes the door open with the muzzle of the gun, crouching and stepping forward into the doorway. He turns left, then right, then steps into the room. I follow.
It is smaller and darker than the other room, no lanterns and a few skylights in the high ceiling. I conjure up a ball of light and float it up high into the air, illuminating the space. The place is a smaller version of where we just were, same stalls, same smell but this time it’s not just horses in the stalls, it’s people. Men and women. Mostly men. All naked and filthy. Some old, some young. There’s a few horses, cows, pigs and chickens mixed in with the people, but that’s not the strange thing.
A few of the people are outside of the stalls, just staring at us. Some of them are still in the stalls but either unconscious or like catatonic; squatted down, holding themselves and rocking back and forth. Still others are acting just like the animals they are mixed with, wallowing in mud with pigs, scratching at the straw with chickens, or their heads in the feed buckets with the cows or horses.
“What is this place?” whispers Johnathyn.
“Damned if I know,” I whisper back.
A man shakily steps forward. “Damned is correct, Alexia.”
I recognize him from the meetings at Patron Miller’s house. “Bickle Rholls? Is that you?”
“Yes, Alexia, it is. Have you beaten Opulessa?”
“Yeah, I have. She’s dead . Or he is. Depends on your point of view.”
Several of the people who had been staring at us collapse in tears, some holding others up while they cry. Rholls grabs the wall of a stall but stays on his feet.
“What goes on here, Rholls?” Johnathyn demands, unnerved by the sight of all these people acting so strangely. It freaked me out too.
“We were prisoners of the Queen,” he replies.
“What about them?” Johnathyn pointed the muzzle at two men and a woman, grunting and snorting while lying with several hogs. If I didn’t know better, I’d say one of the hogs was trying to fuck one of the men and he wasn’t fighting it. In fact, he might actually be encouraging the hog. Rholls just shook his head sadly.
“Some of us have been prisoners longer than others.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We decided we couldn’t leave the door to that room unlocked, not the way some of them were behaving. Zaphod help them if they got outside. Those that were conscious and alert left with us. Johnathyn found a heavy timber and used it to wedge the door shut. Taking one last look around before shutting the door, I have to admit I’ve got no idea whatsoever to do about them. Rholls told us more about what went on in that room. Any regret I felt about what happened to that bitch Opulessa quickly evaporated. What kind of person could even think about things like that, let alone do it to other human beings? I found some feed sacks piled in a corner and whipped up some rudimentary robes for the prisoners. They’ll do until we can get them some real clothes. As we slopped through the courtyard toward the east wing of the Palace, it suddenly struck me. Others had to know about that room. There was feed in the buckets, the crap had to be removed, water brought in. You could be damn sure Opulessa didn’t do all that, not even with magic. I told Johnathyn what I suspected as we walked along.
“You are likely correct, Alexia. Keeping a stable running is hard work.”
“I thought so. Anyone who knew about that place and did nothing is a dead man. No trial, no jury. Dead on the spot. No, no, if I knew how to do it, they’d spend a few weeks as residents and then they’re dead.”
Johnathyn reaches out, gently taking my arm and slowing me down.
“I know you are upset right now. I am also. Those were atrocities beyond description and belief but what about your Truth and Reconciliation Commission?”
“Some things are simply unforgivable, Johnathyn.”
“Are you the one to decide that?”
“What do you mean?”
“You have been quick to point out that, once you are done here, you are returning to your world. Are you not done here?”
I pull up short. He’s right. There’s some things to finish up but not much. I could be out of here in a week or two. Back home in New York. The possibility is almost frightening. I start walking again, crossing the threshold back onto dry ground and out of the rain. I turn down a large hallway and head for where the other witches are waiting.
“You’re right. It’s not my place. They’re lucky it isn’t because, if it was, I would have had every one of them hunted down and … hung … what the hell happened?”
There are at least thirty people, mostly men and women but some kids, all of them burned somewhere on their bodies. Arms, legs, backs, chests, combinations of all of the above. This shouldn’t have happened. Dierdra hurries up to me, hugging me briefly.
“Thank Zaphod you are alive! I have heard what you did. Brilliant! Absolutely brilliant! I have many questions for you but there is no time now. Can you work? Have your powers been restored?”
I used up a little magic with the lock, light ball and the robes but, now that I was back with the coven, I was feeling better. Nowhere near what I was but better.
“Thanks. Happy to see all of you alive and well. And busy. I’m good, at least for awhile. What went wrong? How did all these people …”
“Beckwith!” Dierdra spat. “She threw the floor drums into the sky and crushed them, filling the air with floor dust just before the bombs detonated.”
“Oh. My. God. All that air and fuel. That’s what we saw.”
“Exactly.”
“Did she know?”
“She did. She did not plan on the cloud of flour being blown away from the Palace and into a group of homes nearby. You have seen the results.”
“Where is she? Is she alive?”
“She survived. I have her tending to the two most seriously injured. A mother and young child. I am surprised that they have lasted this long.”
“Take me to them.”
Dierdra grabbed my hand and lead me to a small room of to the side. It looked like a storage room of some kind. There were two cots and a chair stuffed in, with two badly burned bodies on the cots and Beckwith, eyes closed and face drained of blood, her mouth tightly clenched shut, the fingers of both hands digging into the palms of her trembling hands.
“What’s wrong with her?” I ask, pointing at Beckwith.
“She is absorbing some of their pain.”
“We can do that?”
“Yes. It takes training that you have not had. It is a Healer skill to make a patient more comfortable while another Healer attempts to cure the ill. We all felt the level of magic drop when Opulessa died. It caused us some problems.”
“Sorry about that.”
“Much preferable to the other alternative. We rejoiced at the news of your victory and eventual return to us. What do you wish to do?”
Looking at the two victims of Beckwith’s stupidity, my first thought is “Get me the Hell away from this disaster” but it’s as much my mistake as hers. I should have known she would have tried something like this but I needed her power, her strength of will. I took a risk and busted. No dumb luck this time.
“Okay. Johnathyn!” I shout, turning back to the main room. He’s at my side instantly. “Figure out if any of our friends from the stable are well enough to help you. If they’re too shaky, leave them here but it would be nice if there were two or three who were steady enough to safely hold a gun and not shoot someone. You need to go to the Mess and find out if those guards are still enchanted. If so, they can stay there, if not, you need to collect their guns and ammo. Tell them we do not intend to hurt them, just send them home. If they want to know when, pretty damn fast. Also, see if you can find the prisoners some decent clothes somewhere. And don’t get shot. I need you back here, safe and sound. So does Lee.”
He touches my arm. “As you wish. Do not blame yourself, it was inevitable. You did what you could.” He hurries off. One job done.
“Who are those people?” asks Dierdra.
“Prisoners. Most of them are from Patron Miller’s group. There are others … but that’s for later. We need some triage here.”
“What is that?”
“I need to know what patients are stable and can wait, which ones are stable but need help, which ones are not stable and need help right away but can survive and …” I look over at the mother and daughter on the cot “… which ones are beyond help.”
Beckwith moans loudly and grabs my arm with her sweaty hand. “Do not abandon them!” she hisses through clenched teeth. “I have not kept them alive so long for you to pass judgment on them now!”
“It is not Alexia who passes judgment. You did so with your dangerous actions!” says Dierdra. Beckwith’s hand slide off my arm, returning to its original, trembling position.
“Yes! Yes, it was me! I did it. It … aahhhhhh … was my doing … but they should not die … for my failings. Do not abandon … us, Alexia.”
I lean down near her ear. “No one’s died on my watch when I can do something about it. I don’t plan on starting now. You keep them alive until I can get back.”
Dierdra and I walk away. “Alexia, surely, you do not intend to …”
“Triage, Dierdra, just as I told you. If Beckwith can keep them alive, they’ll get everything I got left. Send others to help if they become available. Have someone get me my computer right away.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
After speaking with all of them, I determined that four of the ex-prisoners were of sound enough mind to be of assistance to me. One of them, Jeremiah Merkel, was familiar with this area of the Palace and he was able to lead us to the storage area for the guards. There we found extra uniforms and weapons.
They exchanged their robes for new uniforms and arms. We were about to leave to meet the guards when it occurred to me that our men and theirs now looked alike. I pick up one of the discarded robes and tear several strips off the bottom, first cutting them with a knife. I hand them out to the four men with me.
“Tie these around your biceps. They will help distinguish you from the other guards should there be trouble.”
They all do as I ask and we are off to find out what was happening. As we near the door, I hold up and hand Rholls my gun.
“It is best that I not appear threatening at first. Hold this for me.”
I position them out of sight around the corner then push the door open just enough to peek into the room. It appears that most of the men remain, though I cannot see all about the room. I finish pushing the door open and step in.
All the men appear in various stages of anguish. The one called Ridgeway approaches me, then pushes me. I try to stay where I am.
“Where’s the Queen?” he demands.
What should I say? He is clearly upset. They may know that things have changed but they do not know how or why. Alexia has taught me that, when in doubt, answer a question with a question.
“Why do you wish to know?”
“You were with her earlier today.” He pulls his hand gun from its holster strapped to his thigh. “I want to know so that I can blow her head off, that’s why.”
“Do you think you can find her? She is a witch. What do you want of her?”
“I want to see her because I remember! Remember all the sick, twisted things she made me do. We ALL can remember.” Several men have picked up their guns.
“So … you wish her dead?”
“Yeah. Dead.”
“And what of your employer? And this world’s government? Do you believe that they will all stand by and do nothing while you attempt to … do what, exactly?”
Another man approaches us. “He’s right, Captain. Colonel Willis wouldn’t let us get away with it. That man’s a true believer if ever there was one.”
“This Colonel Willis you speak of, was he here when the Queen and I visited?”
“Nah, he was out in the Courtyard on the stage.”
Interesting. Perhaps it is time to provide some information.
“The woman who visited you in this room was not Queen Opulessa. She was the witch Alexia pretending to be Queen Opulessa. Our purpose was to keep you all out of harm’s way while Alexia and Opulessa fought. Alexia won. It is her desire that you leave this place, returning to your base to await further developments.”
“What about Colonel Willis? He won’t put up with shit like that,” says Ridgeway.
“Was Colonel Willis the only member of your group not in this room?”
“The only one stationed here. We’ve got other people elsewhere.”
“Then I believe your Colonel Willis is also dead. If you wish, I can send someone with one of your people to show you where he fell.”
Ridgeway signals with his hand for the man who had stepped forward to go and check. I hold up my hand to stop him.
“Without the weapon, if you please. That was why I was sent, to collect your weapons and escort you from the Palace.”
Those who have weapons clutch them tightly. Those who didn’t quickly pick one up. Many are pointing theirs at me. Ridgeway places his hand gun near my face.
“There is no fucking way we’re disarming. You think you can take ’em? Give it your best shot.”
I slowly reach up and push his hand away from my face.
“I have armed men outside, equipped as all of you are. We can have what I believe you call a ‘fire fight’ in this small room, which would leave many dead and most everyone else injured. I do not have as many men as you so, it is likely you would win. For the moment. What would happen next would be extremely unpleasant.” I hold up my hand, displaying my ring. “I am married to Alexia. She is my wife and I am her husband. We have a child. Should I die or even be injured, her rage would be epic. None of you would survive her wrath. Remember, she killed Opulessa. That is the measure of her power. In addition, there are twelve other witches on our side, all just about a hundred decileages away from where we stand. They would also show no mercy.”
I step back and raise my voice so that all can plainly hear me. “You have my promise that none of you will be injured if you cooperate with me. Fail to do so and I will not be responsible for your fates. It is your choice. Choose now.”
One of the men in the back pulls back on the lever on his gun, making a loud click-clacking sound. I believe it loads a shell into the firing chamber.
“Husband, huh?” he sneers. “Seems like we got ourselves a hostage.”
“Where would you go?” I ask. “This is not your world. There is no place for you to hide. We are sending you back to your compatriots to await transportation back to your world. Should you cause my wife trouble, she need only snap her fingers and you are all transformed into mindless beasts. I assume you all know about the smaller stables hidden in the larger stables off the courtyard.”
From the shared looks, I would say that I am correct. “Alexia is more powerful than Opulessa. She will have her way, no matter the protest.” I lean in closer to Ridgeway. “As her husband, I know only too well.”
“A real bitch, eh’?”
“Of the highest order. You have my promise of safe passage.”
He considers what I have said for a moment. “What if you’re lying to us?”
“Then the lucky ones will die. Should I need to call for her help, she can strike from where she is right now. You will never even see her. You have heard the story that she decapitated a man from half a league away? It is true; I was there when it happened. Took us hours to clean up the mess it made.” I look around the room, inspecting the walls and ceiling. “I assume the blood would wash right off these stone walls. Lucky thing.” I turn to face Ridgeway. “What is your answer, Captain?”
He stares at me for a moment, then turns to face his men, his eyes slowly passing from man to man, looking for what I cannot guess but I can feel the tension increase as time moves on. Eventually he turns back to face me, sighs and gives me his handgun, handle first.
“Just get us out of this God damn freak show alive.”
I place the gun in my belt. “You have chosen wisely, Captain. If your Colonel Willis had been equally as level headed, he would still be alive. It is best to not trifle with powerful beings beyond our understanding.”
He nods his head in agreement. “Witches.”
“I was speaking of women in general but it also applies to witches.”
CHAPTER TWENTY EIGHT
By the time I return to the little room, Beckwith was spent but mother and daughter were still alive. It now was my job to keep them that way. Mine and Dierdra’s. Leila leads Beckwith away and Correia replaces her for the moment.
“Just like before, let’s get them to the kitchen,” I say with more confidence than I possess.
“Alexia,” whispers Correia. “How will you ever …”
“We’ve done this already, just on a smaller scale. It’ll just take longer, That’s all.” I smile at her.
“If you say so,” she answers without conviction.
“I do say so. If you’re not up to the challenge …”
She looks shocked, as if I had slapped her. “No. I am. I will not fail you!”
Dierdra leans in. “It is we who must not fail them. All is as ready as it can be, Alexia.”
“Then let’s move.”
Steinvild had come off security, trading with Sarah and each of us took a corner of the cot with the woman on it. Working together, we each slowly levitated a corner, steadying it with our hands and carefully move through the room toward the kitchen. This part of the Palace had a rudimentary infirmary, enough for typical small emergencies but the big medical facility was at the Winthrop Group compound. If it was too much for them, the victim was sent back home for expert care.
All I had to offer was my trusty laptop.
We had turned the kitchen into a makeshift operating room, as clean as we could scrub it. So far, it had been adequate for the injuries we treated. Most of the other patients had already gone back home with interesting stories to tell. A few were kept in the infirmary because their burns were too deep to do a skin graft and expect it to take all at once. There were going to need to be several layers laid down over time. Of course, if things go well, I can speed the whole process up quite a bit, reducing exposure to germs but these two are a whole other level of trouble.
I first need to clean out all the burned areas, removing the burnt flesh and clothes from the good skin. The next thing is to disinfect and the third is to find some intact skin, remove a small patch, make it grow and transplant onto a damaged area that had been prepped to accept the transplant. Rinse and repeat. About a couple hundred times.
Because I can get inside the wound, it’s pretty easy for me to get right up in the injured area and tell what has to go and what skin can be saved, along with internal damage like lungs, heart, eyes, whatever.
Piece of cake.
It takes over three hours to treat both of them. The worst is over and I think we kept them both knocked out, so little or no pain. Now we need to avoid infection and keep adding layers of skin. With luck, they’ll be home in a week. After moving the cots into the infirmary, I thanked and congratulated everyone on a job well done.
Johnathyn was waiting for me when I came out. He bent down and gave me a brief but intense kiss, the kind that leaves you longing for more.
“Whhooo. Hello to you too. How’d it go with the guards?”
“Just as we had hoped. They are all on a wagon headed back to the Winthrop Group compound, along with the body of their leader. Without their weapons.”
“Wonderful! How did you pull that one off?”
“I threatened them with the baddest assed witch on the planet.”
“That’s baddest ass. Whatever, as long as it worked. I can be bad cop to your good cop any day. What did you do with the guns and ammo?”
He pulled a light chain from around his neck, on which hung a key.
“There are only two keys, I obviously have one, the other is for you.”
“Hang on to it for a bit longer. I don’t seem to have any pockets in this outfit.”
He snakes a arm around my waist, hugging me close, resting his hand on my butt. “I know that you are very tired …”
“I’m not THAT tired.”
“Yes. You are. I am leaving shortly to return to the farm to pick up Lee.”
“Johnathyn! It’s not safe yet!”
“It is safe enough and she can be of help, taking care of the injured.”
“They look bad and the next couple of days are not going to be pretty.”
“So much the better. Best to see the consequences of war with clear eyes, don’t you think? Besides, she will worry more about us if we leave her at the farm.”
I yawn widely, holding it for several milicycles. Yeah, I’m not tired. “It’s your call, Johnathyn, but take some help with you, just in case.”
He kisses me lightly on the forehead. “As you wish, my Queen.”
I punch him none too softly in the chest. “Cut that out!”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We take shifts, keeping the injured as pain free as possible. There are six people left, four that will probably go home in the morning and then the woman and her daughter. They are all asleep and I want them to stay that way.
It’s 2:00 in the morning. Silva, Bellah and Britanna are watching the perimeter along with some of the people we found in the stables. I still have no idea what to do with the ones who are in bad shape. Where’s a head doctor when you need one?
There’s been a little activity by some of the Queen’s Guard but it was disorganized and the girls took care of it. We got a report from the driver of the wagon who took the Winthrop Guards back to back to their base. There was a bunch of the Queen’s Guard hanging around outside and he thought he saw First Minister Dupree there too. It would make sense for them to gather there. I’m going to have to deal with them before they get a chance to get organized. Right now, I’ve got patients to take care of.
I took the woman and daughter myself. I’ve got more energy than the rest of the coven and these two will need it. What I wouldn’t give for a little bit of morphine right now. At least the skin grafts seem to be okay. I was able to stimulate the undamaged skin to grow quickly but it stressed their systems and I can’t do it again until they get a chance to heal and recover Even with magic, deep burns don’t heal overnight. I hear a soft knocking at the Infirmary door. I turn and look. It’s Silva with a young man, twisting a hat in his hands.
“What’s up?” I ask.
“This is Marteen Cantell. He thinks that the woman and her child are his family.”
Great. I wasn’t looking forward to this. I stand up, smoothing my skirt. I’d changed out of the cat suit. It was too distracting. For everybody. Someone found a servants dress that fit well enough.
“They look worse than they are,” I say, trying to lighten the blow. “They’re almost past the danger period. It’s just a matter of time and they both will be as good as they were before the fire.”
He nervously edges past me, keeping his eyes averted until he reaches their bedside. I heard him gasp, then begin to sob.
“I-I-I am not-not certain. They-ey look so …”
Silva scoops a plain gold ring off the table next to the woman and hands it to him.
“Here is her ring.”
“Thank-thank you.”
She steps back away from the man as he tightly holds the ring in his hand.
“What good does that do?” I whisper to her. “It’s a plain gold band, looks just like mine. How could he tell if it’s his wife’s?”
“These are not ordinary rings, they are first anniversary rings. If the love is true, the rings know it. They are drawn to each other. He will know.”
He stands next to the woman, searching for something recognizable in her burned, swollen face. Slowly, he nods his head, tears in his eyes. “Yes … it is her … both of them,” he sobs. “My darling Marta, my dearest Codii. How could this happen to such innocents?”
Now it’s my turn.
“Mr. Cantell, it was an accident. No one intended to harm either your wife or little Codii. I take full responsibility …”
“No.”
We all turn to see that Beckwith has entered the room. She strides right up to Cantell. “It is I who am responsible.”
Cantell appears confused. “I do not understand, how …”
I jump in. “Beckwith here has spent the most time caring for your family. She’s spent hours keeping them as pain free as possible. She is the one most responsible for them being alive today.”
Cantell falls to his knees in front of her, grabbing and repeatedly kissing her hands. “Thank you! Bless you, Mistress Beckwith! We cannot repay your efforts on our behalf! I am eternally in your debt.”
He returns to kissing her hands. Beckwith is shocked and tries to pull her hands free from his intense grip. I quickly step to her side.
“Now, Beckwith, be gracious. You deserve his thanks.”
“But … I …” she protests.
“Forgiveness comes only through me,” I whisper in her ear. “You’re not there yet.”
She scowls at me but doesn’t say anything, letting Cantell continue declaring his gratitude for all that she had done. The little girl makes a quiet, high pitched moan. Cantell is kneeling at her bedside in milicycles.
“Is there something wrong?” he anxiously asks.
“No,” I answer. “She’s fine, well, as fine as can be expected. I won’t lie to you, Mr. Cantell. Neither of them are ready to go home right now and won’t be for days but I’m certain that they’ll both walk out of here completely whole. I will not rest until they do.”
Cantell continues to look at his daughter for several milicycles, then sighs. “Are you the witch who defeated Opulessa?” he asks, almost too quietly to hear.
“Yes, I am.”
He pushes up, using the cot to help him get upright. He’s still looking down at his injured family.
“My family was hurt during that fight?”
“Yes, they were.”
“And you claim it was an accident?”
“I don’t claim, it was an accident.”
Now he looks me in the eye, standing as tall as he can, chest out and chin up. “Then I suggest, Mistress, that you be more careful in using your powers in the future.”
Both Silva and Beckwith gasp. I’m not from around here but I know when I’m being dissed. He’s got to be very brave or very stupid.
“I understand, Mr. Cantell. I’ll take your suggestion under serious consideration.”
He relaxes ever so slightly, happy to have gotten away with it. “That is all I can ask. May I stay with my family?”
I bring Beckwith over with a wave of my finger. “Beckwith will see to finding you some place to stay, along with your baby.”
He bows towards me. “Thank you, Mistress.”
Beckwith hustles him out of the room. Silva slides quietly next to me.
“I am certain that he was distraught when he said what he did, Alexia.”
“Yeah, he was, but he was also right. Can’t get pissed at a guy when he’s right.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
T-bone steak, medium rare, about 10 ounces. I never ate anything like that at supper when I lived in New York. Now I’m having it for lunch. Of course, when I was in New York, I was watching my figure. You have to hand it to the U.S. military. When they deploy overseas, they always bring America with them. Now the Winthrop Group has gone one better. They brought America to another world.
Once you cross the wire into their compound, you might as well be in Nebraska. ESPN on the televisions, one week delay, of course. The latest movies on BluRay. An ice cream bar at every meal. Fresh vegetables even in the winter. Texas, Carolina, Chicago and St. Louis barbecue. I put on at least ten pounds when I’m on assignment. There’s a complete gym and steam room on base. Winthrop may be responsible but the Consortium is paying for it.
I’d just sat down to enjoy my meal when Dupree comes in and stomps his way to me, his pet Rachet on his heels. I sigh. There is no peace in this job.
“First Minister. What can I do for you?”
He sits down opposite me, Dilgar standing silently behind him.
“You can order your soldiers to join mine so that we may retake the Palace and return to power, White! It has been four days! If we wait any longer, it may be too late!”
“Why do you need my men? There’s less than a hundred and, frankly, most of them aren’t really interested in helping.”
“They are soldiers! They will do as they are ordered!”
“They are mercenaries, First Minister, and they don’t jump simply because I tell them to. Most of them are still very upset about the way they were treated by the Queen.”
“Of which I was completely unaware and am equally upset, Mr. White.”
Bullshit! He knew, they all knew. Hell, even I knew something was up, I just didn’t know what and honestly didn’t care, as long as the contract terms were met. As long as deliveries were made in full and on time.
Now that’s blown to Hell.
“I’m sure that your very upset, First Minister. The question is, over what? I may be misinformed but, historically, isn’t this exactly how you get a new Queen. Someone comes along and defeats the old Queen. The Queen is dead, long live the Queen, that sort of thing?”
“Yes, but I had hoped we had outgrown assassination as a way to change Queens.”
“Really? What was the new way you all had agreed to follow?”
Dupree gives me a ‘go to Hell’ look. “These are things we do not discuss with outsiders.”
The politician’s version of ‘Fuck Off’.
“That’s unfortunate, particularly when you’re asking for help from ‘outsiders’. Your choice of course, First Minister.”
The business man’s version of “Eat shit and like it”.
“It is unlikely that you will be able to continue your mining operations with Alexia on the throne.”
Translation: “Better the devil you know.”
“Certainly the contract would need to be renegotiated but reasonable people can reach a reasonable arrangement.”
Translation: “Everyone has their price.”
“Alexia should not even be here. She is from your world. She is not even a ‘she’. Do you not feel some obligation to fix this problem?”
That’s the first straight forward thing he’s said. Must be desperate.
“To be honest, First Minister, I do. Unfortunately, I don’t see how our involvement is going to change anything. Assuming you do defeat her, there is no one to replace the old Queen. You can certainly find another witch, Alexia has at least a dozen helping her, but whoever it is will not be as dominant as Opulessa was. You’re in for years, if not decades of instability. If you don’t defeat her, then she assumes the throne and is upset with the Consortium for backing you. Neither situation benefits us. We prefer stability over all other options. Nothing you can do will give us that stability. Only backing Alexia gives us that possibility.”
“You do not think that your participation in the plan to kill her family may not have her thinking twice about joining forces with you?”
“It very well may but it was you who demanded we do so once the rebel plan was discovered. She’ll be more interested in you than us. Her interest can be fatal. The woman controls lightning for God’s sake!”
“I have seen more from Opulessa. So you refuse to help us?”
“I don’t really see what we can do to help you that doesn’t potentially hurt the Consortium.”
“Can you not see beyond your own avarice?”
“I’m a company man, Dupree. So to speak. How do you plan to kill her anyway? She seems to be a pretty tough cookie.”
“We can send enough men to overwhelm her. It takes only one to succeed.”
How imaginative. I’m sure he’ll have a lot of volunteers for this job. I can just hear him now. ‘Men, she may kill a hundred of you, that’s why we need a hundred and one. Let me know how it all works out.’ The brute force method of conflict resolution.
“You realize, Dupree, that if you fail, you’re signing your own death warrant.”
“I am likely doomed anyway. Being First Minister marks me for death. No First Minister has survived the death of his Queen. Add to that, my involvement in the death of the witch’s family. It comes down to me or her, and if she kills me, she will come for you next. It is in your personal interest to provide me with all assistance possible.”
“There’s where your wrong, Dupree. You are stuck here, I am not. Even if she surrounds this post, we’ve still got an enormous back door. You’re welcome to join us.” The look of horror that he was unable to suppress was my answer. “I see not. As you wish. We can be back to my world in less than ten minutes. The entire staff is already here; ready to move at a moments notice.”
“She could follow you.”
“Not with our equipment she won’t. Password coded. Besides, over there she returns to Alex Thompson, ordinary schlub. Not much of a threat.”
He pushes away from my table and stands up. “So, we have come to a parting of the ways.”
I stand up too. “Not necessarily. If she comes here, I can act as a negotiator, try to work out some kind of deal.”
He gives me a tight smile. “I believe that my best interests are served without your help.”
I shrug. “Suit yourself.” I hate for things to end on a bad note. “You and your men are free to stay here, for what that’s worth.”
“Thank you, but no. Once we can get organized, it is best that we depart for the interior of the country and set up our own government.
Going the guerilla route. Guess it’s worked for some over the years.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Johnathyn and Leeanna returned without incident several days ago. Lee dismounted and immediately ran to find me, hugging me fiercely when we met. Her father had told her all about our exploits, filtering out things not appropriate for young ears but she used her imagination to fill in a lot of the blanks. She wasn’t far off. It’s scary when someone knows you well enough to do that.
I put her right to work in the infirmary, mostly because it was easier to keep an eye on her there. After being initially grossed out, she jumped right in, taking a special interest in taking care of Codii Cantell and her baby brother, Emery. Codii has recovered more quickly than her mother, primarily because young children are still growing and developing naturally. I don’t have to push her that much harder. Once Codii was conscious, Lee practically took over, becoming more like a big sister to both children. Marteen Cantell appreciated her help because it gave him more time to stay with his wife. If that thing Silva said about the rings was true, then they did their job. Marteen was devoted to Marta, doing everything he could to help her. They both had other family members who were in and out a lot. The last couple of days, Marta has been our last patient and she’s well on the way to recovery.
I may have been keeping her longer than necessary because it allowed me to put off the next job, going after Redmond Dupree and the rest of his people. Almost immediately after Opulessa’s death, people started showing up, offering to help, even to join up. We picked up a few more witches, one Forty Seven from the east that Dierdra had heard of who was visiting family nearby when we attacked. Beckwith wasn’t happy but kept her peace, not wanting to upset me any more than she already had. The background level of magic was getting stronger, not like before Opulessa died but it was noticeable.
More importantly, people other than witches started to volunteer. I left most of that to Dierdra to organize but she gave me regular reports about the numbers. I told her that I wasn’t interested in people who were switching sides, not yet at least. That can come later. People, particularly women, who had been kept down, who wanted to rise up and become someone, that was fine. We didn’t need a bunch of soldiers either. That may, regrettably, come later too but not yet.
Steinvild and Emlilly were put in charge of Intelligence and they immediately began getting reports from the countryside about Dupree and the old government taking refuge at the Winthrop Group headquarters not far from Glory, which made a certain amount of sense, particularly if they were planning a counter attack of some kind. The girls actually did a couple flyovers to check things out and there was no response of any kind, which was good news. Frankly, I was expecting drone attacks by now.
Silva and Correia took on the job of getting the Palace repaired, at least the damage that we did. Some of the other areas, in particular Opulessa’s quarters, went downhill quickly after she died. I think it was because she was using her magic to maintain some stuff that went poof when her powers were depleted by her attacks on me and the lightning strikes. They are going to leave those repairs for later, if ever.
Beckwith took the job suitable to her personality. Internal Security. It galled me that we had to do it but Dierdra convinced me it was necessary. Too many unknowns, too many people offering to help, too many potential agendas. We needed someone to sort it all out. I also wanted to know who knew about Opulessa’s special stables and any other similar activities.
Turns out that the stables were kind of unspoken common knowledge among both the staff and the government. No one would admit to specific knowledge but the rumors were rampant. Unfortunately, the rumors didn’t touch the reality. Pamela and Olga accepted the impossible job of helping the survivors from that unspeakable place. Most of the people from Patron Miller’s group have recovered fairly quickly and well. Bickle Rholls has been an immense help to us all. Unfortunately, that doesn’t include Patron Miller himself. He was an egotistical buffoon but something happened in that place that utterly broke him. He hasn’t said what it was and no one is pushing him but it had to be pretty awful.
Johnathyn. I can’t say enough about Johnathyn. Any task I give him, he does. Any question I ask, he gets the answer. Any advice I ask for, he gives, whether I like the advice or not. And at night, when I drag myself to bed, he offers comfort and solace, plus, if we’re both not beat right into the ground, some unbelievably great sex, though I like to think I give as well as I get. I mean, I do know what a man likes.
The day has finally come that Marta Cantell has recovered enough to go home. Her hair has regrown but it’s short. Her skin is soft and white, not scarred and burned. She asked me to take her to the front gate where her husband and family were waiting for her. She was still a little unsteady due to all that time in bed so I agreed. As we walk through the halls, I notice that there are fewer people around than usual but it is near lunch time.
“You sure you don’t want to stay for lunch? I think it’s some kind of spring vegetable soup and fruit along with cheese and black bread but don’t hold me to that.”
“No thank you, Mistress.”
“Look, I’ve told you, call me Alexia. You’ve been through hell because of me and I’m not your superior.”
“It does not seem proper, Mistress. As for my misfortune being your fault, I know the truth. It was not your doing but it was you who restored me.”
“I wasn’t the only one. Lots of different people had a hand in it, including Marteen. I think you’ve got a winner with that one.”
“If I may be so bold, as do you with Johnathyn.”
“Yeah, you’re right about that. Guess we’re both lucky in love.”
When we reach the courtyard, the ground is dry but uneven. I offer her my arm and she takes it, slowly walking together over the rough ground towards the main entrance. It’s a beautiful, sunny, late spring day. You can smell the flowers in the air, though there are none in the courtyard. It’s still a mess from the attack. You can see the scorch marks on the ground from the lightning strikes. I stop at the impact point of the third strike, where Opulessa died.
Dierdra had what little remained of the body buried in an unmarked grave. She did it herself and only she knows the location. Just looking around, I realize it was just a little over a week ago but it feels like a month. There’s been so much done and there’s so much to do. Looking more closely at the exact spot where she died, it seems more barren, more damaged than the ground around it. I wonder if grass will ever grow here again.
“She was evil,” says Marta.
“But beautiful,” I add.
“She was not beautiful, she was attractive. Living so close to the Palace, I saw her frequently. I could tell the difference.”
“I’ve never heard someone make that distinction before. What’s the difference between beautiful and attractive?”
“Beauty reflects one’s inner nature, acceptance of who and what you are. A beautiful person does not put on airs. An attractive person is focused on the outside, the surface, the appeal to others, seeking attention, ignoring, even hiding, what is inside.”
“That’s pretty darn observant for someone as young as you.”
“We are of similar age, Mistre … Alexia.”
“I guess we are though Zaphod knows I feel older, what with all that’s happened.”
“Yet you remain the most beautiful woman in the land.”
“Wait a minute! There is no way that I’m the most beautiful woman in the entire country! Technically, I was not even born female.”
“So I have heard. I have heard and seen much in the last few days, often when others thought I was asleep. It is said among our people that you cannot fight your basic nature. Opulessa was evil but she fought not to appear so. She wanted all to think that she was not evil so she tried to attract their attention, to have a perfect face, to have perfect clothes, to have all look upon her and say ‘how could one who looks as she does be evil?’”
We were nearing the door but Marta stops and turns toward me.
“You do not call attention to yourself, you do the work that others may try to avoid, you accept blame when you are not at fault, you wear a simple servants dress, you make no effort to improve your appearance ….”
“I’m not that unkempt, you just caught me at a busy time.”
“Yet, with no effort, by your basic nature, you have achieved what Opulessa desperately sought. Your beauty comes from inside, reflecting what you are and who you are. It is not dependant upon others.”
“You’re not bad yourself, Marta. Let me get this.”
I wave my hand and the long timber locking the huge wooden doors together floats up and out of the wrought iron cradle attached to the back of both doors. It drops to the ground with a soft thud. I make a pushing motion with my right hand and the doors begin to swing open. We both step toward the widening gap in the doors.
“Remember,” I say. “If either you or Codii have any problems of any kind, you come right back and we’ll …”
A tremendous roar of cheers erupts when Marta and I clear the swinging doors. People are packed around the large stone paved square in front of the Palace, ten maybe fifteen deep. Men and women, hanging out of nearby windows, some even on the roofs of the surrounding buildings, all shouting and cheering, calling out my name.
Marteen Cantell walks up, leading Codii by the hand. Leeanna is walking right behind him, carrying baby Emery. Marteen kisses his wife and she takes Codii’s free hand as Lee hands the baby off to Marteen and steps back.
The Cantell family turns to face me. Just then, my Coven emerges from the crowd and line up behind the Cantells. Dierdra is in the center. I see some new faces and notice one old face not present. They are all smiling broadly.
Clearly, something is up.
Leeanna walks over from where she was standing, taking up a position five decileagues to my left. I start to walk towards her but she puts up a hand, palm forward, stopping me. She points behind me and I turn, finding Johnathyn standing next to me.
“What the HELL is going on here!” I shout over the cheering crowds. He leans down close to my ear.
“It is your coronation! Dierdra knew you would never agree to it.”
“Damn straight I wouldn’t agree to it! I can’t be the Queen! I’m – I’m leaving as soon as I can. You know that. SHE knows that!”
“It does not matter. The people demand it. They have always had a Queen. It is all they know. You defeated Opulessa so you are the new Queen.”
“No! Dierdra can be Queen. She’s one of you. She’d do a much better job than I would! She’s older … wiser. If it’s a matter of one person beating another, we can Indian Wrestle for the job.”
“To the death?”
“It’s got to be to the death? Couldn’t we just cut cards or something?”
I look up into his handsome, smiling face, hoping for him to tell me a way out of this mess. He shakes his head ever so slightly and leans in even closer.
“I am sorry, but there is no other way. Accept this with grace and dignity, my Wife … my Queen.”
Then he kisses me and the crowd goes even wilder. The noise echoing off the nearby buildings, quickly becoming almost painfully loud. Marta releases Codii’s hand and cover the baby’s ears with both of her hands. You can hear people laughing and the cheering drops down a couple of notches but it’s still deafening. Dierdra steps forward two paces, turns to face the crowd and raises both hands high above her head. The crowd falls silent almost instantly.
“I GIVE YOU THE ONCE AND FUTURE QUEEN! MAY SHE LIVE AND REIGN FOREVER! I PRESENT TO YOU … QUEEN … ALEXIA!!!
The Cantells bow and curtsey before me, as do Leeanna and Johnathyn. The Coven is next and, finally, all the people in the crowd. This lasts just milicycles and the cheering returns, just as loud as before as everyone rises up. Johnathyn returns to my side, taking my hand.
“Is that it?” I shout to him.
“Yes. It was all that Dierdra thought you would stand for.”
She got that right. I’ve never been much for ceremony and programs.
“What is your First Command?” he screams at me.
“My what?”
“Your First Command. It is tradition.”
What can I say? “Make love, not war.” “Let there be peace in our time.” “Spay and neuter your pets.” I look around and see the size of the crowd. A crazy idea occurs to me. The more I look round, thinking about the vibe I’m getting off the huge group of believers, the more sense it makes.
Why the hell not?
CHAPTER TWENTY NINE
Someone was knocking on the door of the tiny room that White had assigned me. It was barely ten decileagues square, including the indoor bathroom.
“First Minister! Mr. White wishes to meet with you.”
It is Dilgar. At least he has remained loyal. Many others have abandoned me. Two thirds of the Council is all that remains. I know the others were not killed for I saw them with my own eyes after Opulessa died. They just decided that their fates were better served by severing their connection to me. They will pay for that after we defeat this usurper.
As will White and his associates. They could make this so much easier. While their numbers are depleted and I can understand their reluctance to do so, the help of the Winthrop Group would be invaluable. They make up in other world equipment what they lack in field knowledge and I can provide the field knowledge.
And the way he treats me. Taking all sorts of actions without first consulting with me. It is not like I have anything else to do while waiting for my troops to gather. We practice drills outside the Winthrop fences during the day and I spend my evenings inside the fences.
The troops understand the necessity of that. It appears that I am afraid of these so called witches but that is hardly the truth. The facts are that I am the last vestige of civil authority in the land and the most vital thing to do right now is keep me safe and protected from those witches, no matter the cost. The men outside these walls would die to protect me.
As we hurry along the pristine hallway toward their Command Center, I worry about why I have been summoned. These emergency meetings are rarely good news. When we reach the doors to their secure area, our way is blocked by two burly armed guards.
“You know you people aren’t allowed back here. Why don’t you both just run away and …”
“Do you know to whom you are speaking?” barks Rachet. My ever loyal Dilgar Rachet.
“Yeah, I know ‘to whom I am speaking’. You’re the little tin pot dictator who let that bitch queen Opulessa run wild! Do you know that …” the radio attached to the band across his chest beeps several times as he reaches up and touches his right ear and listens for a milicycle, then he frowns. “You two can go right in. White’s orders.”
They both step aside, the door opens and we enter. The room is not much larger than my quarters but it is full of all kinds of complex equipment and large framed pictures but the pictures moved! A guard approaches us and directs us to follow him. We do and are quickly escorted to Don White. He is seated in front of one of those picture frames with a moving picture. It appears to be a landscape of some kind. He is tight lipped.
“Ahh Dupree. Prompt as always. I thought you might like to see this. We recorded it a few minutes ago.”
“Recorded?”
“Ohh brother, this won’t be easy. We have devices that take pictures and send them here. They are located in various places along the main road to this building. No two cameras take the same photo though there is some overlap.”
“You are telling me that these moving photos are showing us what is happening right now, outside this building? That is amazing!”
“Yeah, a miracle of modern science. More important is this.”
He reaches down and pushes a button. A new image appears but it was from such an angle and it moved in such a way that it seems to be from the point of view of a bird, looking down upon a very long line of wagons full of all kinds of people; young, old, men and women, children. As it flies over the wagons, it becomes clear that there are thousands of people traveling in the wagons, wherever they were going. Suddenly, an old woman’s face fills the picture frame and then the framed portrait turns black and stays that way until White pushes another button, revealing another portrait of someone I did not recognize.
“What does all that mean?” I ask.
White does not answer me immediately so I ask again. This time he answers.
“That was video from something we call a Drone. It flies in the air, like a bird but we can see what it sees in real time. We added them to the inventory a couple of months ago but have only been using them at night. Mostly at night anyway. Two of them have been weaponized. Just in case. Because of the change in circumstances, we decided to deploy them in daylight and monitor the areas around Glory, including this compound. Those wagons you saw number about five hundred. There are more on horseback and on foot. They’re headed this way but they sure as hell don’t look like an army.”
“I would agree. What about the old woman? What happened to the picture?”
Again, White said nothing for several milicycles but he eventually spoke up while staring at a smaller blank picture frame.
“That Drone, one of the two weaponized ones, by the way, was at least eight hundred feet in the air … sorry, about four hundred decileagues. We lost the signal so it likely malfunctioned and crashed.” He looks up at me. “Or it ran into an old lady who just happened to be flying by on the way to a quilting bee. First Minister Dupree … do you know something about witches that we don’t?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Alexia was walking along in the front of the column of wagons, striding with youthful vigor, still wearing the servant’s dress, though she had me retrieve what she called her ‘cat suit’. She planned to change when she reached the Winthrop Group compound. She could have ridden a wagon. She could have simply flown. It is only ten leagues from Glory. She decided to walk because it made, what she called ‘good copy’ and ‘PR you couldn’t buy’.
Sometimes, I think she says things like that simply to prevent me from arguing with her.
Her First Command had been that anyone who wanted to put a final end to the reign of terror and abuse that had been led by Opulessa but aided by First Minister Dupree and his henchmen was to follow her to the Winthrop Group compound. She had smartly left an opening for people to decline but tradition required that her First Order be immediately obeyed.
Though, it had been a very long time since the last First Command, which, I believe history recorded as something about eating the roasted bodies of Opulessa’s defeated enemies.
While we clearly were not a group of armed men prepared for battle, there were a few guns among the many thousands who traveled along the road this day. Alexia also had some of the other witches fly what she call “Cover Air Patrol” to keep track of what was going on around us and, more importantly, ahead of us. That was how Olga found the large, strangely shaped object in the air ahead of her. She chose to capture it and bring it down to show Alexia, who did not seem as surprised as the rest of us to see it. In fact, I would describe her reaction as smug satisfaction, odd as that may be.
She had me bring her the backpack and, while I drove a barrowed wagon and she rode in the back, she proceeded to quickly disassemble the device into several smaller pieces, all of which were stored in a wooden box. She returned to walking while I continued to drive the wagon, full of the original assortment of city folk, some of whom I believe were visiting the countryside for the first time in their lives. When I suggest this to her as she walks beside me, she replies “Johnathyn, I can relate to that.”
Most of the way, the atmosphere is almost like a party, but as we draw nearer to the Compound, you can feel the tension increase. The witches move up and down the line of wagons, telling everyone to remain calm, to take no action, that they would protect the people from harm. Some men try to argue with them but it was pointed out that women and children were present and they do not wish to make them targets by drawing fire their way. They also politely state that any man who starts anything would lose the use of his hand for months to come.
The combination of the two arguments seems to be effective.
All of the other witches come and go while Alexia leads the way. They come up and speak with Alexia for a moment or two, then fall back, their assignment having been given. Eventually, Beckwith comes forward.
“I missed you earlier today,” Alexia says.
“I… was busy … important … interview,” she pants, having run to make her way to the front.
Alexia threw her arm over her shoulder. “I’m sure you were. Appreciate the effort. Who should we find in there waiting for us?”
Beckwith seems surprised but she quickly recovers. “Certainly First Minister Dupree. I would expect several of the other ministers though not all. The current representative of the Consortium is Don White. He is … like you.”
“An outsider?”
“Yes, an outsider.”
“I’m curious, Beckwith. How long must a person live in this world to no longer be an outsider?”
“It does not matter. Outsiders will always be outsiders.”
“Sounds like Nantucket.”
“Where is that?”
“An island in my world. They’ve got an annoying superior provincial attitude and no good reason for it. I’ve got an important job for you, if you’re up for it.”
“Why me?” she asks, suspicion practical dripping from the question.
“Because it’s likely the most important thing about this little trip and it goes completely against your nature. If you can do this, it’ll make up for your failure at the wall.”
“My failure?!”
“Yes, your failure. You screwed up. You chose to freelance instead of sticking to the plan. We weren’t ready for it and people were hurt. You know you fucked up but your pride refuses to let you admit it. I know a lot about out of control pride.”
Beckwith snorts but says nothing else. They walk on, side by side for almost a quarter cycle before Beckwith speaks.
“What is this important ‘job’?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Dupree had his troops take up position outside our main gate, hiding behind a group of overturned wagons. The Winthrop Group troops were inside the compound. Dupree’s troops were concentrated in the front but they completely surrounded the Compound, just to be safe.
When the first wagon arrived, it stopped about a hundred yards away from the center of Dupree’s lines and then the other wagons pulled in next to it, one going left the other right, back and forth, until they stretched as wide as our boundary. Then the second row started, then the third. And so on, filling the field in front of the Compound completely.
Yet more came, lining the road both ways. In the end, there were thousands of people. If they all decide to rush us, we’d be overwhelmed, though the casualties would be horrendous.
“What do you want us to do, Mr. White?”
“Nothing for the moment, Captain Ridgeway. We’re safe for now. Is the gateway warmed up?”
“Yes, Sir. The techs say it’ll take at least twenty minutes to completely evacuate. They also say it’ll burn out the gateway.”
“If we have to bug out, the gateway has to be destroyed anyway. Alright, Captain, tell everyone to remain calm and cool. If there’s an attack, they have to get through the locals before they get to us.”
“Sir, if I can speak freely, they’ve got witches on their side. Anything could happen and I mean anything. That crowd includes women and children. Little children, Mr. White. My men are not firing on little kids.”
“No problem shooting women though? Let’s hope no one gets shot, Captain.”
“Yes, Sir.”
Ridgeway goes back outside as I and some other techs monitor the video feeds. I can’t sit around waiting for reports. I’m the impatient sort. Nothing happens for almost ten minutes before there is a stirring among the crowd. A lot of them are looking and pointing skyward. We have to switch cameras a couple of times before seeing what the fuss is about.
The witches are coming. There appears to be fourteen of them, flying in from the South. Did I really just think that? There are women just outside these walls actually flying through the air. No wings, no engines, no brooms, nothing but themselves and a shit load of magic. Looking at the video screen, it feels more like a movie than reality.
They all eventually land in the hundred yard wide open area between the crowd and Dupree’s troops, some more gracefully than others. They’re all dressed like regular local women; long dresses in assorted colors, long sleeved blouses, vests or short coats. They look more like mothers or grandmothers than stereotypical witches.
“Here comes another one!” shouts one of the techs. “She’s coming in hot!”
The latest witch is flying faster than the others. Much faster. No camera could catch more than a glimpse of her. She is a black blur. I assume that it’s a person simply because I don’t know of anything else on this world that big that flies. What ever it is, it was heading straight for our camp and getting pretty damn close. We don’t have any anti-aircraft weapons in stock, no one expected to need something like that.
The black blur keeps coming, flashing silently over the Compound, everyone one in the Control Room ducking reflexively. It turns sharply and loops around, coming to a stop in the air, hovering above the other witches who are already down. She does a couple of somersaults and drops down, landing on one extended leg.
This witch does not look like a grandmother or a mother. She looks more like a cosplay character at one of those comic book conventions. A skin tight, black outfit, jet black hair and a very impressive pair of breasts. The only differences between her and a comic book super heroine is she’s not showing any cleavage and she’s not wearing spike heeled boots. Thanks to one of the techs, we’re all getting a close up view of her. Or at least various parts of her.
“You weren’t kidding about hot, Jake. Daddy like,” says the spike haired tech.
“Daddy may like, Gentlemen, but keep in mind that she’s killed at least three people,” I say.
“Bet I know how they died,” replies Spikey.
Clearly, he’s been here too long. She’s looking directly into the camera and saying something.
“Can we get audio?”
“I’ll try, Mr. White.”
He fiddles with some dials, the speaker in the front of the room crackles and pops several times then we can hear it.
“…before this all gets out of hand. I repeat, we need to talk about the future of this world before this all gets out of hand. You’ve got ten minutes before I’m coming in, whether you like it or not.”
“Jake,” I sigh, “please fetch Dupree.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“I absolutely refuse! The woman is a known killer! Why do you think I have all these men protecting me? You want to let her just walk past my men and assassinate me?! You believe you can make a deal of some kind with her, don’t you White? Save your precious business. Well, your only hope of that is to kill her right now, before it is too late!”
“How do you propose to do that?”
“There are over two hundred guns out there. We all fire at once. Surely at least one of them will kill her.”
“What about all the people in the line of fire behind her?”
“They chose to come with her, they are not my concern.”
“A good leader is concerned about those he leads, First Minister.”
“Yes, but I do not lead those people, Alexia does. They are not my people. My people stand between us to protect me from her and her people. I will tell you sincerely, White. You must throw in with us or all is lost.”
Clearly, a visionary. His visions include being burned at the stake for all he has done since becoming First Minister.”
“Should you not be concerned about the welfare of all your citizens?”
“Were you concerned about the welfare of those who worked in your mines? Those who worked on your farms? Those you sent into the wilds to search for rare and exotic plants?”
“I had different objectives. I wasn’t trying to run a country.”
“Nor am I. I am attempting to save my world from the likes of her and her supporters.”
I look at my watch. Two minutes to go. “Look Dupree …”
“First Minister Dupree,” he growls.
“Whatever. We’re almost out of time. This Alexia says she’s coming in, one way or another. From the reports I’ve read, I think she can do it. If we can’t stop her, we might as well invite her.”
“Let her try!” he cries out, defiantly.
“I am inviting her to come in, First Minister. You and your men will behave or there will be hell to pay. Do you understand?”
“Let it be on your head, White.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Dierdra snuck up behind me.
“Alexia, it is almost time.”
“I know. Pass the word to be on the alert. Everyone should know what to do. Is Beckwith ready?”
“She is. There are over five score family members but there are many of the Queen’s Guard.”
“Tell Beckwith to push the fact of who the new Queen is and their oath of loyalty. That and the stuff we already talked about. If men begin to break ranks, it’ll start a flood. Remember, we take men, not weapons.”
“Are you sure about that, Alexia? We could put them to good use.”
“The best use is no use at all. Times up. I’m going in. You’re in charge.”
“Until you return. Take care.”
She returns to the Coven’s line and I step forward. Just then, someone fires up a bullhorn.
“This is Don White, Consortium representative.” There was a momentary pause and some rattling noise with a few pops and squeaks. “And this is Captain Ridgeway, acting commander for the Winthrop Group. Every one is to stand down and allow her into the Compound. Is that understood? I mean everyone! Including the Queen’s Guards!”
That’s good news but I’m not ready to relax. I turn to signal Dierdra to keep alert, and then return my attention to the line of overturned wagons between me and the fence. As I start to walk towards the first wagon, there is some activity around it, trying to push it aside when a gunshot sounds. It is followed immediately by a hail of gunfire, all aimed at me but the Coven was too quick. The bullets are being deflected down in to the ground. There is a lot of screaming initially but as soon as people realize nothing’s getting through our shield, a tremendous cheer breaks out.
We had done what I did in the Courtyard fighting Opulessa, condensing the air around us until it became a semi-solid body, still mostly transparent but strong enough and flexible enough to absorb the kinetic energy of a bullet and deflect it down into the dirt in front of us. The heavy fire lasts just a few milicycles then quickly fades away, leaving nothing behind but a smoky haze and the smell of burnt cordite.
“Do we want to try this again?” I shout.
This time, the two wagons on either side of the gate start to slowly move out of the way. I give each one a bit of a boost, leaving the men behind attempting to regain control of the wagons as they roll harmlessly out of my way. As I step forward, armed men outside the gate glare at me but they do nothing but scramble out of my way. By the time I reach the gate, it is silently sliding to the left. There are more armed men on the inside but they aren’t glaring at me. They’re the professionals, just doing they’re job. Two of them step forward.
“Would you please follow us, Ma’am?”
“No problem. Who stopped the idiots firing on us?”
“That would be Mr. White and Captain Ridgeway, Ma’am.”
“Thank them for me.”
“You can thank them yourself, Ma’am.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Why did you stop us?!”
“Because it wasn’t working!
“They might have tired! There could have been a weakness in their line! There might have been … something!”
“First Minister, you must face reality. Opulessa is gone. This witch is the new power in your world and it appears that she has organized a group of witches to join her. If I understand the history of your world, this is unprecedented.”
Dupree looks as if he had been sucker punched, slumped in the padded chair at our conference table, just staring at the video feed of the rouge witch marching through the building, headed our way.
“It is. Certainly it never happened during Opulessa’s reign, she ordered her Guard to hunt for other witches. There was a bit of tolerance because almost all Healers were also witches and a community needed its Healer. The Guard knew that their families lived in those communities. If any of them tried to work together, the Guard would act but if they kept quiet, they were left alone.” He slowly stands and walks over to the window overlooking the entrance gate. “It may have been a mistake to be so lenient.”
Or to piss them off in the first place. Too late now.
“Looking back isn’t going to help now, First Minister. We need to deal with her. For all we know, she might be a Republican.”
“What is that?”
“Someone who is aware of their self interest.”
“Ahhhhh, I see. We should be so lucky.”
I glance down at the blue file folder laying on the table in front of me, the red tab reading “Thompson, Alex”.
“Or prepared.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Alexia said that we should delay at least ten decicycles after she entered the building before crossing over to where the Queen’s Guard waited. We had used the viewing device she had given me to choose some likely targets.
The woman had been amazed after looking through them.
“What did the Queen call these, Mistress Beckwith?”
“Bye nock yu lars.”
“Are they magic?”
“No. Tech nal ogee.”
“Well, whatever they are, that’s our Daveed over there.”
“Are you certain?”
“Yes, Mistress, that’s our little Daveed.”
“Little Daveed” appeared to be at least eleven stone and almost three decileagues tall.
“Just to be certain because this is dangerous, you agree to talk to your son about leaving the group over there and joining us over here?”
“Oh yes, Mistress. Our family has always supported the Queen, no matter what she did. It has been difficult over the years. Very difficult. Now, with this new, lovely Queen … she is so nice, don’t you think?”
“She is very nice. Go on.”
“You can tell by just looking at her. Such a nice girl, though I don’t know about those clothes.”
“They serve their purpose. About your son?”
“I am no fool, Mistress. I was standing where they were shooting towards. If you and the others had not been protecting us with your magic, many would have died. If this does not end soon, many will die. I do not wish my son to be among them. I support this Queen. My son will do the same. Once I explain it to him.”
“Very well. Follow me.”
Her story was similar to those of other mothers I had spoken with. They feared for their son’s safety, even their lives. They wanted to help, some demanded to help. All I need do is to get them safely across the divide.
There were over eighty different mothers who had recognized their sons among the men across the divide, some had more than one son there. I gathered the women together and we began to walk across, myself in the lead. Guns were quickly pointed at us, though not by all the men. We continued to walk without hesitation and were almost half way across.
“Who among you is in charge?” I shout. No one responds so we continue walking. “I would like to parley with the man in charge.” This time, a uniformed man steps forward.
“What do you want, Witch?”
I keep walking towards him as the group of women begins to slowly spread out across the front line of the Guard.
“Whom am I addressing?”
“General Dyson Packer. What do you and your rabble want?”
To his credit, he does not point his weapon at me. Brave but foolish.
“Rabble? We are simply mothers concerned about the safety and welfare of our children.”
“YOU have a son serving in the Guard?”
“Me? No. I am just the shepherd for this flock of grief stricken mothers.”
“Why are they so ‘grief stricken’?”
“Their sons are about to die.”
“How so, witch? I see no evidence of that. We are the ones with the guns, are we not?”
“Guns mean nothing. The Queen rules this world and all who oppose her are doomed to die. They may die slowly or quickly but they will be dead. You should know that as well as any.”
“That abomination is not the Queen!”
“No? Then who is?”
“There is no Queen.”
“Then General Dyson Packer of the Queen’s Guard, whom do you serve?”
“I serve the people!”
“Really? The people have accepted Alexia as the rightful Queen. All that you see before you came here at her behest. Even more cheered at her coronation earlier today. You have sworn an oath, a solemn oath, to serve and obey the Queen. It is the Queen who serves the people.”
It took several moments for him to stop laughing.
“Opulessa served none but herself!” he declares.
“Agreed. Yet you followed her orders. Why would you do such a thing? Because it profited you to do so? Then you did not serve the people but yourself and are no better than Opulessa. Did you follow her out of love? Then you are an ignorant fool and undeserving of your position because you yourself have already admitted she served none but herself. Or did you follow her because of your oath? If so, your oath requires you to follow the orders of the current Queen.”
He shakes his head. “You argue well, witch.”
“I have much practice. What say you, General Dyson Packer?”
“I say that I follow my orders and they are to keep you and your mob away from First Minister Dupree.”
“Who serves at the Queen’s pleasure. What if Queen Alexia were to dismiss him? Who would you take orders from then?”
“Alexia is not the Queen!”
“So, we return to that point, do we?”
As I and General Packer continue to argue, I can see a steady trickle of men moving from the Guard’s lines to our own. Alexia’s plan seems to be working.
Say what you will about her, she is very clever.
CHAPTER THIRTY
The cameras follow her progress through the Compound until she is just outside my office door. I stand up, preparing to greet her but Dupree stays seated. There’s a knock at my door.
“Come in,” I say, a little too loudly.
The doors open, sliding apart into the door frame. She stands between them, hands on her hips, legs slightly apart, hair as black as the night contrasted with white skin and red lips. She wears no obvious makeup but your eyes are drawn to hers, there is fire in those eyes. Her hair is wild, flowing, framing her high cheeks and tapered jaw line, ending in a strong, almost pointed chin. Hers is not the baby face you see on most beautiful women. You can just barely make out its masculine origin but it just lends a feeling of strength and determination to her beauty.
Then there’s those big tits, narrow waist and sculptured ass. I’m not one of the many lesbians who are a part of this mission but, right now, I can see the appeal.
“Please, have a seat.” I indicate with my hand the unoccupied seat next to Dupree.
“Thank you, Mr. White.”
Her voice is not high pitched and bubbly. It’s lower, more like Lauren Bacall’s. She moves with a purpose, sliding into the chair.
“May I introduce First Minister Redmond Dupree.”
She looks over at him, nodding her head slightly. “First Minister.”
Neither offers their hands. Maybe Thompson has adapted to local custom. Dupree doesn’t even acknowledge her presence. I return my attention to Alexia.
“Are you comfortable? Can I get you something to drink? Beer, wine, Coke? You don’t get a lot of choice over here.”
“I’ll have some coffee if you make it strong.”
I smile. “Is there any other way?”
“I will also have one of your coffees. Have Rachet bring it,” says Dupree.
Dupree has a paranoia about personal safety, always worried about someone poisoning his food or drink. Dilgar Rachet is his last line of defense. He’s also never shown any interest in coffee before.
I push my intercom button. “Three coffees. Black?” Alexia acknowledges my question with a nod but Dupree doesn’t. Probably doesn’t understand it. “Black. The First Minister would like Mr. Rachet to deliver.”
It’s an uncomfortable couple of minutes of silence while we wait for the drinks. When Rachet arrives, it’s with three oversized steaming mugs. Alexia quickly takes hers, inhales deeply above the rising vapors and then takes a tentative sip, smacking her lips slightly.
“Not bad. I made a mean cup back in the other world. Stronger than this but I was about the only one who could tolerate it. I think coffee is the thing that I missed the most. What do you miss the most, Mr. White?”
“Well, we have almost all of the creature comforts here. American food and drink. Movies and TV, that sort of thing. I guess it’s my family more than anything else.”
She takes a long, slow drink from her mug. “Family is important. Do you have any family, First Minister?”
He’s taken aback by her direct question. “Uhhh no, I do not.”
“No wife or children?” she asks.
“No.”
“No parents still alive?” she presses, though pleasantly enough.
“None.”
“Brothers or sisters?”
“No. None.” He answers, slightly exasperated
She takes another long, slow sip, almost draining the large mug. “That puts us in similar positions, though I didn’t have your family killed . So there’s that difference.”
Whatever artificial pleasant atmosphere existed disappears, replaced by cold, nervous anticipation.
“I assure you,” Dupree sputters “I had absolutely nothing to do with the deaths in your family!”
“Well, one of you two did and I plan on discovering exactly who did what …” The locks on my door close with a loud thump. “… before either of you two leave this office today.”
Shit. “Look …Alexia? What would you prefer we call you?”
She smiles but not pleasantly. “My Queen seems a little pretentious so, since were all friends here, Alexia will do. For the moment. I’d also appreciate a refill.”
“As would I,” adds Dupree, who had barely touched his mug.
I hit the button again. “Two more black coffees, please. And do not disturb us after that.” Turning toward the witch. “What evidence do you have, supporting this theory that the First Minister or I had anything to do with the deaths of your mother and brother?”
“Nothing right now but you know who I really am, don’t you MISTER White? When it comes to hacking computers, I’m as good as there is. We’re all going to sit here while I access your system and see what I can find. I can assure you, if there’s anything to be found, I’ll find it. When I do, one or both of you are going to pay.”
There’s another knock at my door. The locks slide open as do the doors without me touching anything. She’s already taken control of part of our system. Rachet is standing in the doorway, a mug in each hand.
I wave my hand at him. “Come in, Dilgar.”
He enters the room, keeping a wary eye on Alexia, reaching towards her with the mug shaking slightly in his right hand. She holds the empty mug up with her left hand, taking the full one from him with her right, again taking a deep whiff of the aroma before bringing it to her lips … and pausing.
“Excuse me. Dilgar is it?”
He had just traded mugs with Dupree.
“Yes. Dilgar Rachet.”
She carefully sets her mug on my desk.
“I’ve got a question for you and you’ve got one chance to tell me the truth.” The doors bang shut and lock again. Dilgar’s’ eyes are wide with fear. “Remember, just one chance. You lie; I will kill you where you stand. You tell me the truth; you walk out that door. Understand me?”
He rapidly glances back and forth between Dupree and Alexia, saying nothing but beads of sweat form on his forehead. You can practically smell his panic. She eases herself out of the chair, striding towards him, fixing him in place with her eyes. Slowly reaching out with her right hand, lightly brushing his cheek with the tips of her fingers, she stares him down.
“Do. You. Understand. Me.” She asks, slowly, quietly and with more malice than I can recall four words ever being uttered.
“Y-y-y-e-e-ssssss,” he managed to stammer.
“Good. It’s a two part question. What did you put in my coffee and who told you to do it? Again, one chance and I will know if you’ve told me the truth because, hey … I’m a witch.”
The sweat is rolling off his face, dripping from his eyebrows. He’s straining to look at Dupree but can’t tear his eyes away from Alexia’s face. She brings her index finger to point at his nose.
“The truth, Dilgar. Now.”
He’s definitely has that “deer in the headlights” look. He blinks, gulps, then opens his mouth.
“Snake venom, Woodland Adder venom,” he whispers.
“Nasty stuff. Now, part two. Who ordered it? It’s useless to lie to protect someone else. I’ll know it and you might as well as tell me who it was in the first place. You’ll both die, tell me the truth and at least you’ll live. Give him up, Dilgar.”
“Now see here!” Dupree harrumphed. “How can you expect to get the truth after threatening a man like that?! Why, he has no choice but to …”
Alexia flicks her hand towards Dupree without turning her attention from Rachet. The First Minister continues to talk but makes no sound.
“Just you and I, Dilgar. If it was your idea, fine. Tell me and you are free. Lie and die. Now.”
“I … I …” he began, struggling to speak. “It was all … my … I … You had to be … so I …” He stopped, closed his eyes and dropped his chin to his chest. “First Minister Dupree gave me the poison,” he murmurs. “I was to put it in any drink you ordered the first chance available.”
“And how did you know that I’d order a drink?”
“White always offers drinks to his guests and our people always accept. They cannot resist trying something from his world.”
“Interesting.”
She gracefully returns to her chair, picks up the mug, cradling it in both hands for a moment before bringing it to her lips, taking a third, long swallow.
“It does add a certain kick you don’t usually find in coffee, however I doubt there’d be a big market. Though, with Starbucks, you never know.” The doors slowly slide open. “You’re free to go, Rachet. Your sins are absolved.”
He just stares blankly at the back of her head for several seconds then a look of mad relief comes over him. He turns and quickly heads for the door, which slams shut just as he reaches it.
“This is a one time offer, Dilgar Rachet. Never to be repeated. Conspire against me or my people ever again, in any way, and it will be you drinking the Woodland Adder venom.”
Rachet carefully spins back to face Alexia, bowing low behind her.
“I understand perfectly, my Queen.”
The doors glide open and he backs out of the room, bowing repeatedly, continuing as he moves down the hall. Eventually, he backs around the corner and the doors slip shut again, the locking mechanism activated with a dull, dreadful thud.
After another sip of the poisoned brew, Alexia sets her mug on my desk.
“Now. What am I going to do with the two of you?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“HOW MANY?!” I shriek.
“Nine out of every ten, maybe better, and they still are coming. More of the officers stayed than the regular soldiers but we did persuade a few of the officers. Including General Packer.”
“Well done, Beckwith!”
“I had him on the fence until his mother arrived and drug him off it onto our side. As unlikely as it seems, the argument about loyalty to the Queen carried more water than I thought it might.”
“People need something or someone to believe in, Beckwith.”
“People are simpletons!”
“People have a need to belong, to be inspired, to have a goal larger than themselves.”
“In other words, Dierdra …simpletons."
“Think what you will, Beckwith, but it was Alexia’s understanding of these ‘simpletons’ that has given us the victory this day. Without a single person being harmed I might add.”
“We are a long way from victory. They still have almost all of the guns.”
“And no one left to even carry them all, let alone shoot at us.”
“More men will be coming.”
“And more men will be leaving. We can use the same approach across the country. All divisions of the Queen’s Guard are local, as are their families. What is it Alexia says? ‘Blood is thicker than water.’”
“Yet both are easily spilled.”
“Not today, Beckwith.”
“Not yet, Dierdra.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Alexia restores Dupree’s voice and he does not waste any time in using it. “Rachet succumbed to some form of witchcraft! You made him say those things! No one would ever believe those lies!”
“I do. And so does Mr. White. Isn’t that right, Mr. White?”
She is trying to play us off one another. Clever girl. “I try not to get involved in internal politics.”
“Ahhh, bad for business. Well, you don’t have to worry about that anymore. Business is closed.”
“SEE?! I told you White! You should have thrown your lot in with me!”
Dupree’s an idiot! He doesn’t understand what is sitting in front of us. He hasn’t read Alex Thompson’s dossier, not that there’s a hell of a lot there. What is there tells me we’ve got a political extremist with ultimate power. Even extremists want something; I just need to find out what that something is.
“Surely, we can come to some kind of mutually beneficial arrangement. As you have pointed out, this land has so many needs. The Consortium can fill those needs.”
She takes another sip of the doped coffee. How the hell does she do that and not drop dead? “And I should believe you because you’ve done such a wonderful job up ’til now?”
“We accommodate whoever is in charge. As you appear to be the new power on the throne …”
“Do not be so hasty, White! My men and their guns will have something to say about that! You are, in fact, surrounded by my men, witch, and are my prisoner! What do you say to THAT?!”
Alexia turns and fixes him with a leisurely look of disdain. “I say that you’d better do a head count. You might be down a few men.”
I reach for the intercom button but pause, looking at Dupree. He gives me a quick nod. I push the button but pick up the handset, best to keep this conversation at least partially private. I pass the handset to Dupree.
“Get me General Packer …. Where? … How is that possible? … Why did no one stop them? … Mothers? All of them? …. Get me Colonel Saveed then … Colonel Kaye … Captain Shikama! … Well, who is left out there? …. Yes! Immediately!”
There’s a pause, apparently waiting for the highest ranking officer available to be rounded up and report. Dupree is suppressed anger personified. Alexia continues to drink her coffee.
“This really isn’t bad, Mr. White. I’ve never been a fan of flavored coffees, more of a purist. Flavors just hide the fact that the coffee itself sucks. But this Woodland Adder venom has possibilities. Do you know where Dupree got it?”
“Sorry, no. Strictly a local product I imagine.”
“You’re probably right.”
“Lieutenant Mandell!” Dupree shouts. “What in Zaphod’s name has happened out there? … Just tell me how many men remain under your command.” His shoulders sag as some of the steam goes out of him. “Where are they? … Thank you Lieutenant.”
Dupree returns the handset to me. “You are still surrounded, witch!” he declares.
Alexia drains the last of the coffee from her mug, setting it on the edge of my desk.
“Fine. Come and get me.”
Dupree eyes her suspiciously. “Will you come peaceably?”
“No,” she laughs. “Of course not. I’ll decapitate the first man who walks through that door, and then the second, the third and so on. Make sure your people know that I plan to put up a fight as will my friends outside. I imagine you’ll lose a lot more men when they hear that. For now, Mr. White and I’ll discuss the future. You were saying something about accommodating who ever is in charge?”
“I was. The prior administration had certain goals and objectives and we adjusted our activities accordingly. If you have different goals and objectives, we can adjust again.”
“I doubt you’d be willing to adjust enough.”
“You never know unless you ask.”
“Let’s see. I promised the people of this world that I’d remove every last vestige of my world from theirs. Everybody and everything goes, including you and the Consortium. You interested in that deal?”
There it is. The end of the job.
“Not really.”
“Didn’t think so.”
“Who’s going to pay for all that?”
“You would, or The Consortium would to be exact.”
“I don’t think so, or The Consortium doesn’t think so, to be exact. What would keep us from just packing up and bugging out?”
“Nothing, though it’s what I’d expect from a group as irresponsible as yours.”
“Let’s not be insulting, Mr. Thompson.”
“Alexia, at least for now. Still the baddest ass witch in this world. You might want to remember that until you skip out on your obligations.”
“What obligations? There’s no enforceable contract.”
“Big surprise. Why shouldn’t I just kill you and all of your people right now?”
“Because you have no proof of any wrong doing by either me or my workers. Without proof you can’t …”
“Proof? I don’t need no stinking proof. I’m the ultimate authority in a world without any checks and balances. The Queen does whatever the Queen wants and nobody can do squat about it. Every single person currently in this world is at my mercy. Every. Single. One. Including you and your workers, Miss White. If you and your employer won’t work with me, Miss White, why shouldn’t I just snap my fingers and take care of that portion of my promise right now?”
DAMN! She’s really embracing her new role in this world. Who could blame her? How many people are given absolute power in their lifetime? Dupree has been silent since Alexia shut him down but I can tell he’s enjoying my predicament
“Perhaps my employer would be willing to negotiate certain issues. You can’t expect us to foot the entire bill.”
“Yes, I can.”
“You understand that I’m not authorized to make that large of a commitment? I’ll need to consult with the higher ups before giving you an answer.”
“Don’t take too long, I’m the impatient sort. I’ll just take Dupree with me now and we can talk after your consultation.”
“ARE YOU MAD?!” Dupree screams.
“Yeah, I am,” she replies. “Madder than hell. You’re the one who ordered the hit on my family.”
“How could you possibly …”
“I checked the system while we were talking. I’m getting better at this magical multitasking thing. You discovered what Patron Miller’s plan was and asked White here to have his employer take care of the problem, which they were happy to do. I still need them but I don’t need you. I assume you knew about Opulessa’s little petting zoo?”
Jesus Christ! She wouldn’t …
“I-I-I can assure-you-you that there was nothing that I could do about her …” Dupree desperately babbles. “She was beyond my control!”
Alexia stands up, flexing her fingers.
“This won’t hurt a bit. At least, I don’t think so. Not that I care.”
Dupree tries to get out of his chair but falls over backwards, sprawling on the floor on his back. He raises his hands, trying to ward off his fate.
“NO! PLEASE! I …AAHHHHH!!”
Dupree begins to glow, dull yellow at first but, in seconds, he grows brighter and brighter until I can no longer look at him. I close my eyes tightly and look away. Then I hear a soft squeal.
I open my eyes and see a pile of clothes with something small squirming around under them. Oh my GOD! She actually did it! Alexia comes to the front of my desk, places her hands on the edge and leans closer toward me.
“If I could trouble you for a bag.”
“A-a-a bag?”
“Yeah. Something big enough to hold a …” She bends down, roots around among the pile of Dupree’s crumpled clothes and stands up. “pig. Appropriate. Don’t you agree, White?”
She is holding a squirming, squealing piglet by the scruff of the neck. She’s freaking nuts! I dive for my intercom.
“Yes. Very appropriate. I’ll get you that bag.”
It took a few minutes to find a strong enough sack and a couple more for her to stuff Dupree into it. Dilgar had fled the building as soon as Alexia had let him go so there was no one left to deal with Dupree’s personal effects.
“Give them to whoever is left in charge of his troops. I assume he had some loyal followers,” Alexia says, the bag and its contents slung over her shoulder. “I expect to hear from you within the next two days, White. If I don’t …”
“Don’t worry, you’ll have our answer very soon.”
“Good. See ya’ later.”
She saunters out of my office, down the hall, through the building and out the door, carefully watched by our security cameras. A quick headcount reveals less than fifty men left from Dupree’s original almost a thousand and they are all from far away regions. They have no place nearby to run to. That doesn’t matter when they get the news about Dupree. They begin looting their fellow troop’s belongings and start heading for the woods in minutes.
As soon as Alexia reaches her people, the wagons start to leave in a surprising orderly manner. I reach for my intercom one last time.
“Once the last wagon has left the property, we will begin Emergency Evacuation Protocol Alpha,” I announce to the entire base. “Do not, I repeat, do not leave anything you value behind. We will NOT be returning.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
When I reach the wagon, Johnathyn takes the bag from me.
“Be careful. He’s pretty shaken up,” I tell him.
“I will,” he replies. “It is understandable.”
He climbs up onto the driver’s bench and I follow him. Standing up on the seat, I waive my hand over my head several times. There’s a loud roar, a mixture of shouts, applause, laughter and general huzzahs, quickly followed by assorted whistles from the people assigned to traffic control. The wagons start to head back to Glory, the new Queen’s Guard formed up and leading the way. Dierdra and Beckwith run over to our wagon as we wait for our turn to join the procession.
“Were you successful?” asks Beckwith.
“Let’s find out. Johnathyn?”
He hands me the reigns and jumps into the back of the wagon. Reaching down, he lifts the corner of a large quilt. Underneath is a naked, bound and gagged Redmond Dupree. Beckwith laughs, slapping me on the back. Dierdra eyes her harshly but says nothing.
“Was it difficult?” Beckwith asks.
“I’ve got no idea how Opulessa did what she did to those poor prisoners and I don’t want to know but teleporting is a whole lot easier. Dupree can spend the rest of his life in prison for the death of my family and no one will be looking for him. His supporters have either joined us or run to the hills to save themselves.”
“You did well, my Queen,” says Dierdra.
“You guys did pretty well too. Dupree was darned upset when he found out most of his troops had defected.”
“Beckwith was very persuasive,”
I turn to face Beckwith. “Were you now?”
“It was not difficult. Most of them were just local lads who joined to make a living. They were not evil men and simply followed orders. Even the officers were decent men. Did you know that most of them refused to fire at us? If they had not, we might not have been able to protect the crowd as we did.”
“There was a risk but I’m sure we would have handled it.”
“You mean that you would have handled it,” says Dierdra.
“My power is your power and vica versa. That’s why you all will have to work together once I’m gone. There is strength in numbers and you’re gonna need that strength until you get established. It may be that doing the wrong thing together is better in the long term than doing the right thing if divided. You have to show the world that you can work together, listen to each other, compromise and, most of all, get things done.”
“What is next, my Queen?”
“Have Steinvild hang back with five empty wagons. I want every gun picked up and brought back to Glory. I’d destroy them if I could but that’s being too idealistic. Eventually, when this is done, we’ll field strip them, separate the pieces and store all the receivers in one place, all the barrels in another, all the stocks in a third and so on. In order to get a working gun, a person would have to successfully break into like five or six separate security areas. Not impossible but pretty damn hard.”
“What about White and his people?” asks Beckwith.
“We’ll return in the morning and salvage anything useful but not too dangerous then mothball the rest.”
“And you believe that White will allow you to just walk in?”
“If there’s a single man present in that building in two hours, Beckwith, I’ll eat my hat.”
“What hat?”
Five Hertz of Separation
CHAPTER THIRTY ONE
Things got a little hectic after the trip out to the Winthrop Group compound.
I had Dupree shipped out to a prison in one of the Northern provinces, this world’s version of Siberia. I had wanted to kill him but couldn’t do it without setting a bad example. How could I expect Beckwith to back off her threat to take vengeance against the entire Queen’s Guard if I didn’t do the same with the killer of my family? I did promise her if she ever found the proof of which men had killed her children, she could do what I did and put them away for life.
We took over the Palace. It was the symbolic seat of power and we needed everything we could get right now. Renovations started on the residential side to make individual apartments for each of the members of the Coven, now called the Witches Ruling Council. There was more than enough space it was a matter of how to subdivide it. There was a brief fight about who would get what set of rooms, which should have told me something. The bigger fight was who would get responsibility for what part of the Government. Beckwith demanded control of Security.
Big surprise.
Things were eventually worked out but I had to lean on some of them pretty hard, which told me something else. I was a lame duck.
I had achieved most everything I had set out to do. Opulessa dead, Dupree overthrown, the Consortium and the Winthrop Group fleeing the world, all done. There were a lot of messes that needed cleaning up but they didn’t need me to clean them up. In fact, I shouldn’t be the one to clean them up. More and more, when there was a question as to what should be done, the other witches would turn to Dierdra. She would consult with me but I knew it was becoming more of a courtesy with each passing day. They all knew I was planning on leaving and was not going to throw my weight around. Which made General Packer’s request for a meeting a little surprising.
I chose the main ceremonial meeting room but had a table and chairs brought in. I wasn’t going to sit on a throne. When he arrived, he seemed surprised at the way I was dressed, which was in my usual day clothes. Why get a new wardrobe for just a brief time? He bowed when he entered the room. I waved him over with my hand.
“General, please have a seat. I’m not much for ceremony.”
“As you wish, my Queen.”
“I know that, technically, I’m Queen but you may address me as Alexia, if you wish. You are the head of the Queen’s Guard, after all.”
He sat down, setting his ceremonial cap on top of the table. “Thank you, my Queen. How would you prefer to be addressed?”
“I’m more comfortable with Alexia.”
“Then Alexia it is. May I speak freely with you, Alexia?”
“Sure, go ahead. What’s on your mind?”
“I would like to know your intentions concerning this world and your obligations to it.”
“I think I’ve fulfilled my obligations already.”
“Then what are your plans?”
“I’m going back to my world.”
“How are you doing that? Don White made certain to disable the gateway as the last man left. There is no other gateway.”
“There is a small, portable one. It was the type the Consortium first used to send over scouts to check the place out. It was written off as lost but one of Patron Miller’s group got their hands on it. That’s how I was brought here in the first place. You could argue that I was kidnapped.”
“An unfortunate way to arrive, to be sure. When are you leaving?”
A good question. I should probably have left before now but …
“I’m not sure. It won’t be long. I need to get back to my world. I don’t belong here. I assume you know about the differences between our two worlds?”
“I was briefed by my like member of the Winthrop Group. Hard to grasp such a world.”
“I don’t want to poison your world with alien technology or information from my world.”
“Though, I am given to understand that your remarkable healing abilities are aided by that technology. A thinking box?”
“A computer. It helps diagnose problems and suggests a course of treatment. I’ll take it with me when I go.”
“Would not others be able to use it for the same purpose?”
“It contains a lot of information that would be very harmful to this world. I could try and remove that information but there’s no guarantee it would work. You’re right, it would be a valuable asset but it could also destroy this world as you know it.”
“Remarkable. Who will be the new Queen?”
“There isn’t going to be a new Queen. The Government will be run by a council of senior witches. They’ll choose one of their group to be Prime councilor. She’ll be the closest thing to a new Queen but she will not have absolute power. The Council has the power and will not be run by the unfettered whimsies of a single individual. I hope that the Council will eventually agree to be chosen by the people.”
“I see.”
The General says nothing else for almost a decicycle before leading with a question. “Alexia, you are how old?”
“I get your point; I’m only twenty two and haven’t lived in your world very long. The whole thing is idealistic and unrealistic. General, the best and most efficient form of Government is a benign dictator. Your world has just spent over two hundred years under the thumb of a not so benign dictator. Since there’s no way to guarantee the next dictator will be benign, we thought it was worth giving change a chance. What do you think?”
“Speaking plainly, Alexia, your goals and objectives are laudable but I do not believe the people will easily accept them. Please do not take my candor as personal criticism. You have a keen understanding of people. I discovered that it was you who created the plan to convince the Queen’s Guard to join your side. That was very impressive, as was your manipulation of both First Minister Dupree and the Consortium. My concern is that my world is a conservative world, one which is bound by tradition. I am afraid that many will not accept these changes and try to return to the old ways.”
“Who wouldn’t want more control over their own life? I just want to give this world some freedom. Is that so wrong?”
“No, it is not. Many times during my forty year career I would have liked to change my orders but could not do so.” He pauses and sighs. “I have sworn an oath of loyalty to the Queen, which is currently you, Alexia. In reality, that oath is to the people of this world, because the Queen is supposed to be the caretaker of the people.”
“How’d that work out for ya’?”
The look he tossed off made me immediately regret my snarky question, but he answered it.
“Not well, but it is proof as to how traditional this world is. There were always small attempts to overthrow the Government but few attempts on the Queen’s life.”
“Maybe that is proof of the power of this particular Queen, who is now dead.”
“Your point is well taken. I am an old soldier, my Queen. I do not seek personal power, I wish only for peace. I have seen more than my share of fighting and am tired of it. This new, bright vision of the future that you offer could also sow the seeds of conflict among my people. I wished only to speak with you to be certain you were aware of this possibility.”
“Do you feel better now?”
“I am afraid not. I am not as optimistic as you, seeing mostly the potential problems, not the benefits.”
“What do you intend to do, General Packer?”
“My duty, Alexia. Always my duty.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I needed to talk with Johnathyn that evening but couldn’t meet with him until dinner. The three of us had taken one of the smaller, less desired apartments because I’m not staying and Johnathyn and Lee are going back home to New Amsterdam after I leave.
Lee could sense my departure was fast approaching but wouldn’t say anything. Johnathyn and I barely talked about it but sex between us had gotten more desperate, more passionate, as if each night together would be our last. He didn’t ask me to stay but it was as if he wanted to show me what I was giving up by leaving.
He made a very convincing argument. Repeatedly.
I snuggled close to him after our last session. I had to admit that I had been less aggressive in bed the last few weeks. Whether it was from general fatigue after a long day of wrapping things up or becoming more acclimated to the traditional female role, I’d been letting Johnathyn do pretty much what ever he wanted with me and, frankly, I’d loved it. Another couple weeks of this and I wouldn’t be able to leave him. It was tough enough already. He stroked my hair as he gently kissed my neck.
“Johnathyn?”
“Yes, my love.”
“I spoke with General Packer today.”
“I know. I advised him to do so.”
“Why?”
“Because he had expressed reservations to me concerning the future of the Government. I told him that he should speak directly to you, that you would provide him with a fair hearing and a well reasoned response.”
“Thanks for the vote of confidence. He didn’t seem to buy into the plan.”
“I thought he had some valid objections, Alexia.”
I turn away, lying on my back, looking up at him. “Not you too! I thought you supported me!”
“I do! I agree with your goals and objectives and your plans to achieve them. That doesn’t mean that there won’t be problems and bumps along the road. Also, you will not be around to put the plan into effect. You are trusting others to do what you would do.”
“It has to be them! I can’t dictate any more! My world has already screwed up your world more than enough.”
“Fair enough but I have seen more friction between the other Council members than you have.”
“What friction? I’ve seen a few little fights and a couple of big ones.”
“Because they will not fight in front of you unless absolutely necessary. You are Alexia, the Queen of us all! Even now, you still intimidate each and every one of them.”
“Except Dierdra and Beckwith.”
“Not Dierdra, she respects you too much. But you do intimidate Beckwith.”
“I sure as heck don’t see it. She’s always giving me grief.”
“She does not wish to be seen that way so she fights hard to hide it. When she is not in your presence, she allows her other sides to show.”
“Wish I’d known that sooner. So you agree with the General? We’re gonna crash and burn?”
“I can see either of you being correct. I would prefer to live in the world you envision, so I support you but one cannot blindly ignore other possibilities.”
“Then what should I do about all this?”
He looks down at me, the palm of his right hand cupping my left cheek. “You well know what I wish to happen but since we cannot spend the rest of our lives together, you must trust those who remain in this world to complete the mission.”
“Great. You could have just told me everything was going to be fine.”
“Even Leeanna would not have believed that.”
“True,” I sigh. Time to face the elephant. “General Packer had a question for me. He asked when I was leaving.”
I could feel Johnathyn tense up, though he didn’t respond right away.
“What did you tell him?”
“I told him I hadn’t decided yet … but since then, I have. A week from today.”
“Seven days?”
“I should be able to wrap up everything by then, don’t ya’ think?”
He drops down, kissing me so hard that it feels like he is sucking the very life out of me.
“You know what I think, what I desire.”
He then again shows me what I am leaving behind. He came oh so close to making a sale.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It was so much harder to tell Leeanna. I could reason with Johnathyn, explain why I had to go, and he could agree with me before all the emotional stuff hit us.
With Lee, it was just emotions. She cried, then I cried, then we cried. I tried to explain things but she wouldn’t buy any of it. She had said she understood when we had talked about it earlier but she had lied. Or maybe not wanted to deal with it. Or maybe it was all in my head because I hoped against hope that she’d understand and not hate me for the rest of her life.
Which is exactly what I would do if I was in her position.
Johnathyn tried to help, even going so far as to tell her he agreed with me the whole way. Leeanna could tell how much it was tearing him up but she eventually said the right things, trying to make it easier on me.
GOD, this whole thing just SUCKED!
I’ve never had a week go by so quickly. There were meetings and plans and goodbyes and more meetings and more goodbyes. By the last day, I was a jittery, edgy, emotional wreck.
Dierdra had tried to spend as much free time as she could with me but the business of government was taking more and more of that time. If I hadn’t been so damn needy, I’d probably been consoling her, assuring her that she and the rest of the Coven were up to the challenge.
In the end, I decided to go at night. It should be night when I arrive back home, hopefully drawing less attention. Pegues had crossed over several times from this point when he was shopping for Patron Miller. It was near a smallish sized town in southern Indiana with two major highways and a rail connection. I’d need that because I was hauling back my own cargo.
We recovered all the guns that Miran Pegues had bought with my gold coins. I’m taking those suckers back, selling them and getting my money out of them. In addition, we found almost five thousand dollars in assorted bills and change from the Winthrop compound, most of it in vending machines and the commissary. Guess they were in too much of a hurry to evacuate to think of everything. That money will help me get by until I can return to New York and am back in business.
When the final hour arrives, we all gather in a forest glade, about two leagues northeast from the Winthrop compound. It’s a small group, just me, my family, the Coven, and Miran Pegues. The cargo is my trusty backpack, laptop and six large, long crates that hold the guns Pegues bought plus a few of the Winthrop Groups full auto models. They ought to fetch top dollar.
We bring two wagons, one pulled by Johnathyn’s faithful team, Rose and Pugsly. They’d been strong, reliable horses the whole way to Glory and Johnathyn thought they ought to be present at the end. He can be darn sentimental some times. The wagons come to a stop and everyone gets out. I unload the boxes myself, stacking them near where Pegues has set up. Might as well get a final workout for my magic before it’s gone forever.
The plan is that Pegues opens a portal, six of the Coven will each levitate a crate and push it across the threshold and then I follow. We won’t have much time.
As I take a last look around, Steinvild walks up and drops to one knee in front of me.
“You have saved us all and given us a new world. May we prove worthy of your example, my beloved Queen.”
She then kisses my hand, stands and steps aside as Emlilly takes her place. Each of them takes a turn, giving me their final best wishes, each ending the same way, “my beloved Queen”. Ten of my sister witches had knelt before me when Dierdra takes her turn. She looks up at me with tears in her eyes.
“I have no children and have never regretted that until we met. Since then, I have experienced a small portion of what mothers feel for their daughters. Now, I will experience their feelings of loss. I will never be the same … my beloved Queen.”
I reach down, placing a hand on each side of her shoulders, pull her up and hug her fiercely.
“I had a mother,” I say. “And I loved her until the day she died but I would have been a better person if you had been my mother.”
I kiss her cheek and we part, leaving Beckwith as the only one who had not said her peace. We stand five decileagues apart, looking at each other for a moment before I turn away.
“Wait!” she cries out.
I turn back as she slowly strides toward me, kneeling as the others did, looking up at me.
“You have been a thorn in my foot from when we first met. We have fought and argued these past months, giving no quarter. You are an outsider from an exploiting, violent world that tried to rob my world of its resources. My righteous calls for justice for my murdered family were thwarted at every turn. Your leaving this world is the second best thing that can happen. The first is for you to stay and rule as our beloved Queen … as my beloved Queen.”
She raises my hand to her lips and kisses it, just as the others had. I reached down, taking her hand, pull her upright and then kiss her hand.
“You always kept me honest, Beckwith, making me defend everything I wanted to do. That’s a thankless job. Thank you.”
She joins the others off to the side as I approach Johnathyn and Leeanna, who are holding hands. I take each of their free hands in mine. Johnathyn ducks his head down, our foreheads touching.
“There is nothing more to be said, Alexia. May you be successful and find peace and happiness. I know that you will not be able to wear your ring once you cross over, your hand will be too large, but it would bring us joy if you would still carry it upon your person.”
Leeanna releases my hand, reaches into the pocket of her dress and pulls out a fine gold chain.
“It was my mothers,” she says. “You can wear the ring like a necklace. No one would ever see it under your shirt.”
I hold out my hand, fingers extended. “You do it for me, Lee.”
She carefully works the ring off my finger, slipping it off more easily than I expected. Threading it on the chain, she sets the clasp and drapes it over my head as I squat down so she can reach, all the time keeping a firm grip on Johnathyn’s hand. When I stand up, the ring rests on my chest. It may be a trick of the light from the lanterns but it seems to glow just ever so slightly. I pick it up between my thumb and forefinger.
“I’d be happy and proud to wear this for all to see but I want it safe and close to my heart.”
I slide the ring down the collar of my shirt where it lands between my breasts. We all join hands again, looking back and forth at each other.
How can I do this? How can I just leave my family? For what? Don’t I deserve some happy ever after? Someone touches my shoulder.
“Time to go … Alex.”
It’s Pegues, the man who started this whole damn thing.
“Why should I? What’s waiting for me over there?”
“Your life, your real life, the one you would have had if our world … if I had not tricked you into coming here. In your heart, you know this is the right thing to do. We all will have a difficult time without you but there is no real choice. You must go for us to be free.”
The son of a bitch is right. I owe them the chance to have the freedom I have. I give Johnathyn one last kiss and the same to Lee. Letting their fingers slip from mine, I follow Pegues to a spot marked by a pile of stones overgrown with old brush and young weeds.
“You will land in a small patch of woods, about half a mile from the border of a town called “Loogootee” in the state of Indiana. There is an Inn nearby. You should be able to rent both a room for the night and a truck in the morning. You will likely need this.”
He reaches into a bag slung over his shoulder and removes my wallet.
“Where the hell did you get that?!”
“I removed it the first day you arrived. At first, I thought you having lost it might slow your return to your world. Then, after you volunteered me to buy the guns Patron Miller wanted, I - aahhh - found it useful.”
I hold out my right hand and he drops it in my palm.
“What was useful?”
“The Social Security card.”
“Are the police searching for me over there?”
“No more than before, though they may have a better idea where to look.”
“Great. What other surprises are there?”
“A few. You might be disoriented because of the loss of your magic power but it should be temporary.”
“The disorientation or the loss of magic power?”
“Possibly both, that is up to you. Remember, there is not much real magic in your world but that does not mean there is none. Magic is generated by belief. Where belief is strong, you will find the potential for magic. Can you take advantage and use it? Who knows, though, as the seventh son of a seventh son, you have a better chance than most.”
“Why are you telling me this now, Pegues?”
“You will need every advantage you can find if you are going to take on the Consortium and the Winthrop Group.”
“Why do you care?”
“Because I am a creature of my upbringing, as are you. Though your origins are not of this world, you are my Queen. I must honor that.”
“A little late, aren’t you?”
“As your people say, ‘better late than never.’”
“Let’s get this over with.”
“As you wish, my Queen.”
Dierdra hands him the wand and the lights begin to flash as before, at first chaotic and irregular, but a pattern soon emerges. As the lights begin to synchronize, the shimmer in the air returns which rapidly becomes the familiar radiating waves and, finally, the dark hole in the fabric of this universe which is now linked with mine.
“Hurry!” shouts Miran. “I will hold it as long as I can but that will end very soon.”
The designated witches scramble to get next to a box as, one by one, they silently lift from the ground and float towards the wavering hole, each box disappearing as it slides into the darkness. As the last box vanishes, Pegues grabs my arm.
“You are next. Good luck!”
I quickly pull the tabs on the arms and legs of my outfit, creating space for my larger male body to fit the clothes I wear. It won’t be stylish but it’s a lot better than naked. I kick off my shoes and turn for one last look.
There is Johnathyn and Lee, holding each other, smiling through their tears, waving good bye. I can’t tear my eyes away from them.
“Alex! NOW!” shouts Pegues.
I can’t move. I don’t want to move.
“ALEX! IT’S CLOSING!”
I can see the air starting to clear and lighten around me. At the very last moment, I fall backwards into the shrinking hole, feeling the crushing pressure as the darkness takes me away from all that I love.
CHAPTER THIRTY TWO
It had been a mistake.
Entering the portal backwards, I tumbled out backwards, hitting my lower back on the corner of one of the crates. It hurt like hell. At least it took my mind off the rest of my misery for a little while as I lay on the ground, fighting the pain and gasping to get my breath.
Once my head clears and I can breathe almost normally again, I struggle up and look around. Pegues had been on the mark. A clearing in a grove of trees, another little pile of stones nearby, the crates scattered around me. I heft one of the boxes, ignoring the pain, managing to get an end off the ground only about waist high before dropping it. It’ll do.
I grab the pair of larger shoes out of my backpack, put them on and start walking toward the lit spot on the horizon. After a few decicycles, I can make out distinct sources of light about a league away. The back still aches so I shift my pack to one shoulder and try to pick up the pace.
The walking actually helps a little, the muscles warming up, getting looser and hurting less. As I draw closer, I can see there is a truck stop on one side of a divided highway and a motel on the other with fast food restaurants on both sides.
Home sweet home.
There’s not much traffic anywhere this time of night so I trot across the highway and carefully approach the front door of the motel. I don’t see any cops around. There’d be no reason for them to be looking for me anyway, at least not tonight. I step into the doorway and the doors swing open automatically. The lobby’s clean but sparse. Walking towards the night reception desk, I see a young, red haired woman, late teens or early twenties. She’s got her head down, reading a magazine, one finger listlessly twirling her long strawberry red hair. As I step up to the secured window, she ignores me, her nose deep in the magazine. I let the pack slip from my shoulder and hit the ground with a thud.
Without looking up, she gives a big sigh, closes her eyes and lifts her head, turning it to face the window of her secure cubicle.
“Welcome to the Days Inn,” she begins to drone, pushing her magazine aside. “What can I …” she finally looks at me and stops talking, her mouth hanging open, eyes wide in shock. Does she recognize me? I can’t see any wanted posters or anything like that on her side of the likely bulletproof glass. She blinks twice and starts again, this time with a wide smile and bright eyes.
“What can I do for YOU, sugar?”
“I’d like a single for the night.”
“You all by your lonesome? That hardly seems right, a handsome stud like you.”
What the hell? I turn a bit to the side to check and see if someone has walked in behind me but it’s still just the two of us.
“Uhhh … Yeah, it’s just me. Just a single.”
She turns to the board behind her and grabs a key card.
“You’re in luck, handsome. I’ve got one left, just around the corner.”
“How much?”
“Forty even. With tax and local fees, of course. We do have a nice Continental breakfast with Starbucks coffee.”
“That’s fine.”
“Just slip your credit card and driver’s license under the glass …” She points to a depressed area in the middle of the counter that is open under the glass. “… and we’ll get you in bed in no time.”
The way she said “bed” made me think for a moment that she wasn’t referring to sleep. I bend down, unzip a pouch on the backpack and pull out a roll of bills. Peeling off a hundred, I stash the roll back in the pouch, zip it shut and stand up. Spreading the bill across the glass, I smile at the clerk.
“I’d really like to pay with cash and remain, you know, anonymous. You can have this, which should cover the room, fees, taxes and whatever. If there’s any left over, what happens to the change is up to you.”
She leaned closer to the glass to get a better look at the bill, I think.
“I’m really not supposed to do that. It’s against the rules. You’re not gonna cook some meth are you?”
“What? No! Of course not! I just hate to be on someone’s mailing list, all that junk mail. Just hate it. I’d be grateful if you’d bend those rules just a little bit.”
She leans in closer, pushing her chest out.
“How grateful?”
Man! Isn’t paying double gratitude enough?
“What do you mean?”
“Weeellll … I get off in another hour. I could come back to your room and we could …”
Whoa! Whoa! Whhooaa! What the hell is going on?!
“Look, uhh …”
“Julie. Julie Schmidt.”
“Hi. Alexia uuugh ALEX. I’m Alex. Look, Julie … I’m kinda beat and I’ve gotta get up early.” I reach down and grab my backpack, wincing in pain as I try to pick it up.
“You hurt?”
“No, just bruised my back, that’s all. No biggie.”
“Tell ya what. We’ve got a swimming pool over there.” She points with her finger over to a set of double doors off to the right. “It’s not much but it does have a Jacuzzi hot tub attached. That’ll fix that back up right now.”
“Sounds nice but I don’t have any trunks with me.”
Her eyes light up. “No problem! This time of night, it’ll just be you and me.” She slides the key card to me under the glass. “A few minutes in there and you’ll sleep like a baby tonight. I guarantee it.”
My back had stiffened up while I was standing here. If a couple of minutes in a hot tub gets me the room without formally registering and leaving a record of my presence, it’s not the worst thing in the world. I take the key card.
“Alright. Give me a minute or two to get settled.”
“You got it!”
I wince again as I walk around the corner and down the dim hallway, scanning the tarnished room numbers as I quietly go. When I find the one that matches the number on the card, I slide the card quickly in and out of the reader built into the door frame. The red LED light switches to green, there’s a quiet beep and a soft thunk as the deadbolt slides open. I twist the handle until it clicks and push the door open.
It’s a small room, smells a little antiseptic, like someone was covering up other odors with another smell. I switch on the light and immediately freeze. There’s someone else already in the room standing right in front of me!
It takes me a few milicycles to realize that it’s my reflection in the large mirror over the sink by the door … but that can’t be MY reflection. I drop my bag and step closer to the unfamiliar image.
It’s not completely unfamiliar as I turn my head first left then right. It’s like the same me I remember seeing each day before my trip to the other side but it’s changed a lot too. I’m much better looking. Bigger, firmer jaw, prominent cheekbones, sculpted nose, perfect eyebrows, incredibly sexy eyes and tousled black hair. It was as if I had been dropped into the chair of the best plastic surgeon in the world and I had said “make me perfect”.
I unbutton and drop my shirt, revealing a broad, muscular chest with six pack abs, wide shoulders and large, burly arms, though I‘ve got a narrow waist. Dropping my pants, I can see that my thighs are as well built as the rest of me … and my dick is twice the size it was!
It seems that the changes in my body that happened over there carried over to this world. I was an extremely beautiful woman over there and now I’m a movie star handsome man over here … or maybe that’s porn star.
This could be an advantage for me. The cops may be looking for me but I no longer look like me, the old me. If I dyed my hair, grew a moustache and beard, there’d be practically no resemblance at all. Well, maybe just a moustache. I’d hate to hide this jaw.
The room phone rings. Who the hell could that be? I gingerly pick it up, like it’s a bomb ready to explode and bring it to my ear.
“Hello?”
“What’s taking so long, sugar?”
Aw CRAP! It’s Julie. Now I know what the big deal was. She saw all this. I look down at my dick. Well, not ALL this, but more than enough to get her interested. Now what do I do? It’s probably best that I see her in a public place. If she comes to my room …
“Nothing. I was just looking for a robe or something to put on.”
“A robe? Ya’ think this is the Ritz? Just take a big ol’ towel out of the bathroom.”
“Sure … fine. I’ll be right there.”
There’s a stack of towels in the bathroom right behind me. I take the largest one I can find and start to wrap it around my upper body, covering my now boob-free chest.
Force of habit.
I move it down to my waist, making sure it is tight and won’t fall off. I grab the key card, exit the room and scoot down the hall to the reception room. There’s no one there.
“Julie!” I hoarsely shout, not wanting to cause a disturbance.
“In here, Sugar!” she answers from the pool room.
I hurry over and push the left door open. Sticking my head in, I look around. Not exactly Olympic quality. Looks to be not a lot more than ten by fifteen decileagues. There’s also a four person in ground hot tub, currently occupied by one person, neck deep in the steaming water
“Get that cute tushy over here, Sugar.”
“What if someone comes in?”
“Then they’ll get an eyeful. Don’t let all the hot air out.”
I step through the doorway, letting the door swing shut behind me. Julie hugs herself tightly.
“Oh. My. GAWD!! You’re like a male model, aren’t you? Ohhhmygawd!”
She pops up out of the water, her small, naked breasts jutting from her chest. She reaches back behind her, rifling through the pile of clothes she left there, and turns towards me, cell phone in hand.
“Janie won’t believe this!”
She holds the phone out with both hands at arms length, preparing to take a picture. I had been loosening the towel wrapped around my waist but now I raise both hands, holding them out in front of me.
“Hold it! No one said anything about pictures.”
She brings the phone down.
“Ohh pleeeassee. She won’t believe me without some kind of proof! Just one little …”
My towel chooses to slip down to the ground right then.
“Jesus fucking CHRIST!” she gasps then her hands come up and she starts taking pictures.
“Wait! Wait! Hold it!” I charge the tub, careful not to slip on the wet tile. “Stop! Stop! STOP IT!” I finally reach her, clamping my hand over the phone.
“What’s the big deal?” She giggles and laughs for several milicycles. “Okay, it’s a big deal. A very big deal. The biggest deal I’ve ever seen.”
“I’m trying to stay anonymous here. Pictures don’t help.”
“But I won’t show them to anybody else.”
“What about this Janie person?”
“She’s my best friend! She wouldn’t show anyone else. Promise!”
Looking down at her, I can hear hints of Leeanna in her voice. I hold out my hand.
“Give me the phone.”
She doesn’t do it right away but I motion with my hand for her to give it up and she eventually does. I scroll through the photos, deleting all but two, one that shows my face and one that shows my big deal. I hand back the phone.
“There are two photos left. You can show them to Janie and then delete them. You understand me?” I almost added “young lady” to that.
“Yeah, I got it. So, what you waiting for?”
That little slip and slide across the tile didn’t help my back any. I step in the hot tub and ease down into the water. It’s not nearly as hot as the Miryian Waters but it’s still pretty warm.
“Here, try this,” says Julie as she stands and leans over me to reach the controls for the tub, giving me a good view of her naked body. All of it. Slim legs, boyish hips but a nice ass. And she’s a natural redhead. The water jets fire up as she settles back into the tub.
“Ohh yeah. That’s good,” I moan. Sliding a little to my right, I position myself so the jets hit the exact spot. That’s it. Right there. I lean back just a bit to rest on the padded edge and close my eyes while the water jets work over my lower back. Julie was right, this is helping.
After a few decicycles, I feel something lightly touching my upper thigh then it slides down to my inner thigh before making contact with my dick.
“What are you doing?” I ask without moving or opening my eyes.
“Nothing.”
“It doesn’t feel like nothing.”
“Don’t cha’ want to fool around a little bit? It’s not like you’re married or anything.”
“What makes you think I’m not married?”
“You’re not wearing a ring, Sugar.”
I lift the chain, letting the ring dangle in the air. “What do you think this is?”
“I saw that but it ain’t your ring, it’s too small.”
“It’s my wife’s ring. She’s got mine.”
“And where’s your wife?”
Where indeed. “My spouse … is dead and buried, along with our daughter. I’ll never see either one ever again.”
The small hand that had been massaging my cock, starting to bring it to life, immediately withdrew. “OH GOD! I had no idea! I’m so sorry! When did it happen?”
Today, about two cycles ago. “Last week, an auto accident, hit and run, other driver was probably drunk. Hit two other cars before taking them out.”
“That’s horrible! The cops couldn’t do anything?”
“No, not enough evidence.”
“If someone did shit like that to my family, I wouldn’t let it stand.”
“I agree completely, Julie.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The room phone rings at the ungodly hour of 7:30 a.m.
At least, that’s what the cheap clock radio on the nightstand reads.
“Hello?” I answer after lunging for the handset.
“Alex, it’s Julie. Can I come in?”
“Julie? Didn’t you just get off work six hours ago?”
“Yeah, but I had to tell Janie about you.”
“And?”
“I told her the pictures didn’t do you justice.”
“Wait. Are you …”
“We’ve got breakfast.”
Jeez. I should tell her to drop dead but I do need to find some kind of transportation and quick. Looking the way I do now, my driver’s license picture doesn’t match so a rental will be tough, plus I don’t want my name out there anyway. A little local help is exactly what I need.
“Okay, give me a few minutes to get dressed.”
“Don’t bother. You’ll just have to get undressed.”
“No way!”
“No funny business, I promise. We know it’s too soon. She just wants to see, that’s all.”
Local help. It’s a small price to pay.
“Hurry up.”
“Great! We’re in the lobby. How do you like your eggs?”
“Scrambled. Moist, almost sloppy.”
“Got it.”
There’s a knock at my door in about ten decicycles. I peek through the peep hole and see Julie and a second girl. If it’s a show they want. I throw open the door.
“Hello, ladies. What can I do for you?”
I’m stark naked, hanging out for all to see. Julie starts to laugh but her friend just stares, mouth open, eyes as big as golf balls.
“Hey, Alex. This is my BFF, Janie.”
“Charmed, Janie. Would you two like to come in?”
“Sure. Here’s your breakfast.”
Julie walks in, handing me a bag with several Styrofoam clamshell containers stacked on top of each other. Janie just stands outside, still agog.
“Janie! Get in here!” Julie hisses.
“Are you sure?” she asks.
“Don’t worry. He’s cool.”
Janie looks up at my face for the first time since we were formally introduced. “I’m cool,” I assure her.
She slowly walks past the door and into the room, jumping a bit when I close it. Luckily, no one else walked by while the door was open. I take the top container out of the bag and open it. Hot scrambled eggs, just a tiny bit drier than I like but good enough.
“Now that you ladies have seen all you can, I’ll get dressed and eat. If you don’t mind.”
“Actually,” Julie says, shyly. “Could you, like, uhh, not get dressed yet.”
“I don’t want my breakfast to get cold.”
“Oh, go ahead and eat. We’ll just watch.”
“What kind of fetish are you girls into?”
“Fetish?!” Janie asks.
“It’s nothing like that,” says Julie. “I just want to see what you look like doing that so I can remember and … you know, think about it when I … you know.”
I don’t know how I feel about being someone else’s masturbatory fantasy, though I probably was the same thing in the other world, at least until I started acting more like the Queen. Maybe even after for some people. At least Julie is being explicit about it. And she’ll owe me after were done.
“Alright, I’ll do it, but if I get burned, it’s on you.”
“Great!”
The room has a round table near the window along with two chairs. I had drawn the curtains last night when I went to bed and they were still closed. I pull up a chair and sit down. The girls sit opposite me on the bed, Julie smiling and Janie close to hyperventilating. After polishing off the eggs, I check out the rest of the contents of the bag. I think they had brought me at least two of everything that was available.
“This is really way too much food for one person. I hate to waste it. If you girls would like to share it with me …”
“Thanks!” Julie exclaims. “I was hoping you’d ask. I’ll have the biscuits and gravy.”
“What about you, Janie?”
“Uhhhh, sure.”
I pull the table closer to the bed. Janie takes the other chair and Julie sits on the bed. Julie digs right in but Janie is more hesitant, half the time concentrating on her food and the other half on me.
I could be fucking either or both of these girls right this very moment, all I have to do is ask. Hell, not ask, demand. Who knows what else I could get them to do. I got a taste of being a beautiful person in the other world but being a bad ass witch complicated things. Pretty sure I created more fear than lust. At least that was what I was aiming for. To be truthful, I was probably more comfortable with fear because fear is a more manly emotion than lust. The chances of a man being lusted after are much lower than being feared. You can be feared regardless of how you look but being a sex object requires a certain basic hotness that most men can’t aspire to.
I certainly didn’t before now. Johnathyn came awfully close but he was uncomfortable about it. I’m beginning to understand that feeling.
Now, back home, I’m one of the beautiful people. With my hot looks, body and … equipment, I’m attracting attention wherever I go. Keeping a low profile may be impossible. There’s no doubt I’m gonna have to change my method of operation.
“So, have either of you ladies ever heard of the Consortium? I think they’ve got an operation around here.”
Julie shakes her head “No” while she swallows. “I don’t think so. I’d know if someone used a company credit card. We always require credit cards unless you’re a ‘special customer. ’”
Her bare foot touches my crotch. I let it stay there.
“You ever heard of the Consortium, Janie?” I ask. She’s taken aback but recovers.
“I’m not sure. Blackhills Mining has a dig about fifteen miles away. I think I read somewhere that they’re a member of this Consortium thing.”
“Where’d you see that?” asks Julie.
“In the newspaper last month. I read more than the comics, fashion and the wedding announcements, you know.”
Fifteen miles away? That doesn’t make any sense.
“What do they do out there?”
“Coal, I guess. It’s either coal or limestone in this part of Indiana.”
I guess they could hide a portal on the grounds of a coal mine but we’re a lot closer than fifteen miles to the Winthrop base on the other side. There must be some kind of spatial distortion on transporting between worlds, though it must be constant if Pegues used the same spot every time to leave and arrive. It’d be interesting to experiment but I don’t have the time now. I’m full and the girls are just picking at their food as they stare at me and sigh quietly.
“Well, I can’t say this hasn’t been one of the weirder experiences in my life but I’ve got to get going. When’s check out, Julie?”
“Don’t worry, sugar. All taken care of. As I said, you’re a ‘special customer. ’”
“Okay. If that’s the case ...” I start to stand up but before I get six inches out of my chair, Janie pops up, hitting the table with her legs and shaking everything on it.
“Can I touch it!” she blurts, immediately covering her mouth with her hands after she said it.
“You mean … it?”
She looks at Julie, who nods her head. Janie looks back at me.
“Yes,” she says quietly.
No harm in that. “Sure.”
“Could you make it …hard?”
“I suppose I could.”
“No! Let me!” cries Julie. “I’ve been thinking about this all night!”
“That’s fine, but before we start, do either of you know where I could get a truck or a cargo van cheap?”
They look at each other for a few milicycles before Janie pipes up. “Earl Sweeney’s always got something for sale like that.”
“Will it be in decent shape?”
“Earl’s a hell of a mechanic,” says Julie. “He takes pride in his work.”
“Good. Does he collect guns by any chance?”
“Sugar, this is southern Indiana. Who doesn’t?”
CHAPTER THIRTY THREE
I let the girls take a few pictures posing with my fully erect dick, pictures where you couldn’t see my face. I’d actually been curious myself about how big I was now.
Julie was very enthusiastic, licking, stroking, sucking and kissing until I was hard as stone and almost eleven inches long. She would have kept going and I’d have let her if my ring hadn’t been dangling between us. It doesn’t matter where I am and that my spouse is a man, I’m still married and better start acting that way.
You never realize how cruel God is until he gives you an eleven inch cock and then makes you feel guilty about using it. Thanks old man.
Julie understood. “Too soon,” she said.
“Like never,” I thought.
After our photo session, the girls offer to take me shopping for some clothes. They are disappointed when I insist they be used. A guy with nothing but new clothes looks a bit suspicious. Luckily, Loogootee has a St. Vincent DePaul thrift shop.
The girls treat me like their own personal Ken Doll, except for being anatomically correct. They get to watch me change clothes several times, enjoying every minute of it. I get an ego boost from the whole thing too.
We go to Earl Sweeney’s auto repair and used car sales shortly after eleven cycles uhh hours. He has an older Extended Cab Ford Ranger 4 x 4 with a topper over the bed which is just perfect. Basic black, nothing fancy, mechanically sound. He trades me even up for one of the military M4A1’s and thinks he’s getting the better of me. No one asks where I got it from and I don’t ask if he has the necessary permits and licenses.
Everyone’s happy.
I was on the road to Indianapolis by 2:00 pm. It was Thursday, May 24th. I had left on November 15th, just a little over seven months earlier. It seemed like years. I promised the girls I’d look them up if I ever came back this way. I was lucky in that there was a gun show in Indianapolis starting the next day, Friday, May 25th. I spent the night in a sleeping bag in the bed of the truck, parked in a State park.
It felt just like home. I was heart sick when I woke up, remembering where I was.
Selling at the gun show was ridiculously easy. Just walk around with the rifle on your shoulder, a “For Sale” sign in the muzzle. I could have gotten rid of my entire inventory but I wanted to keep a low profile. The trick was going to be the military weapons. You could sense if the guy you were talking to was a real wheeler dealer. If he was, you could broach the subject. The sooner I could sell them, the better but I wasn’t going to just give them away. By the end of the show on Sunday, I had sold almost one third of the guns, including a M4A1 at an insane price. Before leaving town on Monday, I had converted the cash back to gold. In the time I was gone, the price of gold had dropped but the value of the guns had increased. I was going to make money on the deal. I followed the gun show to its next two stops and was sold out by Saturday of the third week.
That’s when it happened.
The third show was at the Illinois State Fairgrounds, renting space in one of the large buildings. There were a couple of other traveling shows at the same place in different buildings. One was a computer show. I ended up buying some new equipment to replace what I had left behind when I escaped in New York. More importantly, there was a New Age fair in a smaller building.
As soon as I walked in, I could tell there were some believers in magic in the building. Ever since returning, I had strained to do something magical but always came up dry, even the smallest levitation of a feather. Nothing. And it felt like nothing inside, too.
I hadn’t realized how intertwined I was over there with magic until it was gone. Once the shock of returning wore off, I began to feel as if I were empty, devoid of any strength beyond that of my muscles. Over there, it was like I was always tapped into a hidden battery, ready to just flip the switch and let the juice flow. Here, I was cut off. But, when I entered the room, I could feel a steady drip of power, slowly filing my tank. Even the smallest act of magic would have drained the tank dry but it was there, available, in this world and I could wield it as the seventh son of a seventh son. Pegues was right, there are hot spots. I just need to learn to do more with less. Unfortunately, we’re going our separate ways by the end of tomorrow but it gave me hope. I ought to be able to find something like this in New York, a gathering of believers in magic. And when I do, the training begins.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Using the free wi-fi at various McDonalds as I worked my way across the Midwest unloading the guns, I had been searching for any information about Alex Thompson, to see if there were charges pending against me. I also searched for any mention of Jacob or Ian McShane. Jacob had plead guilty to conspiracy to steal information and gotten a reduced sentence, probably for future testimony against McShane, who was out on bail awaiting trial. Or testimony against me if I was caught. Jacob was scheduled for release in the next few weeks. Nothing filed against me but there were a number of investigations that had been started but were on hold after my disappearance.
I thought about trying to contact Tommy or Frank. I didn’t think either one would rat me out but the cops likely talked to them after I disappeared and probably put the fear of God into them. It’s not worth the risk right now. The first thing I’ll need to do is create a new identity. Gun shows are great places to establish contacts among the more paranoid segments of the American population. They are full of how-to-it books on everything from build-it-yourself nuclear bomb shelters to your own home made missile defense system. New identities are kinda middle of the road for these folk. I bought a couple of the books and studied up on the techniques. I didn’t want to hire anyone to do the work. They might talk if pressured. I’d spent my professional life breaking into computer systems and taking information. Now, I’d use those skills to insert information.
It took a couple of weeks and visits to the Social Security, Internal Revenue, United States Post Office and New York Bureau of Motor Vehicles data bases to have a driver’s license and social security card in the name of “Lance Mastiff” waiting for me in a Brooklyn Post Office Box when I got to town.
I know. That’s a name you’re likely to remember. It’s just barely above a porn actor’s name. Or maybe it IS a porn actor’s name. Either way, the name is a better match for my new looks and my new approach. No more laying low.
Once I get my new identity papers in hand, I check on the rest of my assets. The balance of my coins are still in the safety deposit box of a local bank, the box held in the name of “The Freedom Trust,” a legal entity I set up to hold my gold in a name not associated with me, just in case the feds or local police came looking for it.
The last thing I have to do is find a place to stay. Camping in the truck is all well and good for the trip here, but they aren’t going to let me stay in Central Park. I know just the place, if it’s available. When I pull up in front of the store, the faded, yellow, hand printed “Apartment for Rent” sign is still posted in the front window by the door. I push the door open and there’s a familiar tinkling of a wind chime as the top of the door brushes against it as it opens.
“Anybody here?” I shout, pushing the door fully open. There’s no answer right away but, in a few milicycles, an older woman calls out from an area behind the glass counter.
“I’ll be with you in just a sec! You can look around.”
“That’s fine. Take your time.”
There’s no need. It’s the same inventory she’s had for sale the last ten years. My mother was friends with the proprietor, Mrs. Janet LaRouche, for many years. We’d visit this store a lot. I wander slowly through aisles; taking in the familiar smells of herbs and spices, the basic ingredients of her spells because Mrs. Janet LaRouche is a witch. A Wiccan to be more accurate.
It makes me smile to think about all the ceremonies and meetings Mom drug Terry and I to, though he was always more willing than I. Different women were there but always a core group of fifteen, lead by LaRouche, casting spells and creating charms, sometimes for a specific client, other times just for general world peace but always for positive things, never for evil. They were always trying to help. They helped us several times when money was tight. It embarrassed me at the time and I’m still not comfortable with those memories but I know they meant well. That’s what I thought a witch was until my trip down the rabbit hole, an odd, slightly funny smelling, and ineffective but kind old lady.
I know better now.
Janet has a few nice, tidy apartments above the store which she rents at a very reasonable rate but only to people with the correct aura. She’ll “read” a prospective tenant and reject him or her if their aura is wrong. The apartments are empty more often than they’re occupied. I don’t know what my aura is like now but it’s worth a shot. I hear her behind me as she enters the room. I turn as she starts to try to sell me something.
“What can I do for you, young man? Some trouble with your love life? Need help with your studies? I have just the thing for any trouble you may … Oh My!”
I’m getting used to it now; the way women react when they first see me. Most manage to keep quiet but even the quiet ones check me out. I’d object but I did the same thing to women before I crossed over to the other side. I give Mrs. LaRouche a big friendly smile. She’s the same, shortish, plump, late middle age ex-hippie that I remember. Her knees buckle for just a moment but she recovers, strolling over to the display counter.
“I’m sorry you … uhhh, surprised me. What can I help you with Mr … ?”
“Mastiff. Lance Mastiff. I was told that you had an apartment for rent.”
“I do but not just for anyone.”
“I understand, you need to be certain I’m a trustworthy tenant. Do you need some references?” Of which I have none.
“No, Mr. Mastiff. If you’ll give me your hand, I’ll get my own references.”
Walking over to the counter, still smiling at her, I place my hand on the glass top. She ignores the hand, locking her eyes on my face. I wait a moment before disturbing her. “Mrs. LaRouche?”
“What? …. Oh yes, sorry,” she blushes. She takes my hand and closes her eyes, breathing slowly. After a few seconds, she lightly gasps, tightly scrunching her eyes. Another few seconds later, she gasps again, a bit more loudly this time, twisting her head to the right side, then back to the left. She takes several deep breaths and then yelps, dropping my hand and backing away. She stares at me over the top of her glasses.
“Have we met before, Mr. Mastiff?”
“It’s possible. I know a number of people who are interested in magic, that’s how I found out about your apartments. Perhaps at a séance?”
“I don’t think so, I’d remember.”
“You’re likely right. We probably haven’t met then.”
“But your aura. Something is familiar. You’ve suffered terrible losses for someone so young.”
Maybe she’s not so ineffective. “Yes. My … spouse and daughter. Recently.”
“Other family members also.”
Okay, she’s good. “You’re right. My mother and brother.”
“And now you seek … retribution?”
Fine, very good. “What of it?”
“But there is more, much more. Your aura is … I’ve never seen anything like it. Twisted or turned or reversed or inside out … I-I don’t know how to describe it. It’s frightening.”
“So I can forget about the apartment?”
She says nothing, just studying me for several seconds, then holds out her hand again. “Let me take another look.”
I do as she asks and she closes her eyes, holding my hand with both of hers, one on top and the other on the bottom. She begins to talk to herself.
“So much pain … and anger … righteous anger … better there should be peace … no fear … reckless … determined … short sighted … no future.”
She lets my hand slip from between hers.
“You are not a danger to me or my friends, at least not directly. I would really like to study your aura. There is so much I do not understand.” She takes off her glasses, polishing the lenses with the edge of her apron before putting them firmly in place over her nose. “You are interesting. Sometimes that trumps my better judgment. Today, you’re lucky. When will you move in?”
“Thank you, Mrs. LaRouche. You won’t regret it, I promise. I don’t have much with me so I’ll move in today, if that’s okay?”
“First and last months rent, in advance.”
“No problem. How about the first six months, in advance?”
“If you had said that at the start, this would have been a shorter conversation, Mr. Mastiff.”
“Please, call me Lance, Mrs. LaRouche.”
“As you wish.”
She leads me up the narrow stairs to the second floor. There’s a short hallway with a door at the end and on either side.
“You can have your choice, Lance. They’re quite similar, though the one on the left has a bit more closet space.”
“Which one faces the street?”
“The one on the right.”
“That’ll be fine.”
She opens the door and we walk in. It’s small but complete. Separate bedroom, full bath, hardwood floors, skylight, kitchen’s a touch undersized but opens on one wall to the living room so it feels more spacious. It’s as nice as any of my home made digs. Looking out the window, I can see what really makes this the perfect place. Two store fronts down the street is a voodoo supply store. Across the street from that is a bookstore that specializes in the occult and right next to that store is a magic themed restaurant. In the two blocks on either side of Janet LaRouche’s business, there are no less than twelve magic related stores, including a classic magician’s supply company.
It’s like the Little Italy for magic.
I can feel the belief in the air. It’s unfocused, diffuse but there. Reaching into my pocket, I pull out a quarter. Leaving it in the palm of my open hand, I concentrate on the coin. It quivers for several seconds before slowly rising just a fraction of an inch and hovering a moment before dropping back down. I close my hand, clutching the coin.
“Is everything satisfactory, Lance?”
“More than satisfactory, Mrs. LaRouche.”
*** * * * *** * * * ***
I’ve hit a brick wall.
I’ve never hit a brick wall before, at least not one that I couldn’t eventually break. The Consortium has me stymied. I’ve been able to get inside their network but there’s a lot of stuff not on the network. There’s reference to a second, strictly internal, network, one that’s not connected to the internet. I’ve scoured the available network for some connection to the other but no luck. Unfortunately, that’s not the only problem.
New York is getting on my nerves.
The crowds, the noise, the congestion, everything that makes New York, New York is starting to annoy the hell out of me. I’ve lived here my whole life and never gave a second thought to living any other place but now I can’t imagine staying here another second after I finish with the Consortium. I don’t know where I can go but I can’t stay here.
My growing disgust for my hometown makes working on the hack even harder, one frustration feeding on the other. Working on building my magic muscles takes away some of the stress but doesn’t make any progress on the main problem.
Eventually, it becomes clear that I’m never going to get inside from the outside. I’ve had to actually physically break into a system only twice before in my entire career and in both cases I hired some experts to do the actual breaking and entering. Those targets weren’t nearly as security conscious as the Consortium. This time, I don’t want to involve any outsiders which means I’ll have to do it all myself.
Their office is on 56th Street, across from Central Park. I know it’s hard to believe but I’ve never spent much time in Central Park. There’s nothing there that really interested me, being the ultimate city boy. The city’s lousy with basketball courts so I didn’t need Central for that. I stop by the Consortium just before lunch and set up camp in the bus stop shelter near the entrance. Dressed in baggy clothes with a baseball cap pulled low, I’m fairly inconspicuous as the employees come pouring out of the building.
The first thing I notice is the extremely strong magic vibe, much stronger than the background level back at Mrs. LaRouche’s. Then it hits me. Of course! It’s one thing to have a general, nebulous belief that magic exists; it’s a whole other thing to KNOW magic exists. There are people in this building who know for an undisputed fact that magic is alive and well in another universe. That certainty is power to me; direct, focused power. There are also likely people who work there who have heard rumors, people who aren’t true believers but who could be pushed over the edge into belief, given the right information, thereby making this an even hotter hotspot. The question is how do I do that?
I take a slow walk around the front and back of the office building. There are fixed cameras in the front but tracking cameras in the back. All doors have ID swipes to get in but just push bars to get out, probably for fire or other emergency evacuations. There is a security post just inside the front door, manned by two guards. I’m not picking up any wi-fi signals, encrypted or otherwise, from them, though there are several in the neighborhood, including Starbucks.
I need to think about this for awhile. It’s a nice day so I cross the street and head into the park. The farther I get away from the traffic and the street noise, the calmer I feel, even though there are still a lot of people around. As I walk deeper into the park, there are fewer and fewer people. I end up sitting on a bench near a sports field. There aren’t any organized teams playing but there are some kids running around, their mothers sitting on other benches scattered around the area. The sun is shining, the sky is a deep blue, the grass is green and the kids are laughing. All seems right with the world, though I know that’s crap.
For some reason, my problems don’t seem so unsolvable. Just looking around at the scenery, I can feel the tension melt away. The problems don’t disappear but more options occur to me, potential answers to be sorted through, evaluated and, if lucky, implemented. Just then, a soccer ball goes whizzing by my head, followed quickly by two kids on foot.
“Sorry, Mister!” the blonde shouts as he chases the ball down. The dark haired boy hangs back.
“That’s okay,” I shout back. “No harm, no foul. Shouldn’t you guys be in school?”
“No,” answers the blonde. “We’re home schooled. Mom brings us out for recess and to play with other home schooled kids and to see all the people playing different instruments.”
“Sounds like a sweet deal. You guys be careful with that ball.”
The blonde goes charging past me, ball in hand, closely followed by his shy friend. “We will,” he assures me. “Thanks!”
I give a quick wave with my hand. “You’re welcome.” Looking around, I notice the number of people playing a musical instrument or performing or drawing or some other act, attracting watchful crowds. I can feel the germ of an idea begin to develop in my mind. It may take a month or so before I can be ready but it may get me everything I want.
CHAPTER THIRTY FIVE
Naturally, some people wanted to blame me. The loss happened on my watch but I wasn’t the one who alienated the witch Alexia in the first place. I just passed on a request from the First Minister, which was approved by the higher up honchos of the Consortium. I was trusted with effectuating policies, not making them. No one asked me. If they had, I’d have told them to leave the Thompson family alone or make damn sure you get them all.
I got stuck with the consequences of a half-assed job. After almost two months in limbo, the big man decides he wants to talk to me directly. I’d already been debriefed by everyone and his dog, second guessed from hell and back but no one had ever said I should be fired. That’s the interesting thing about being assigned over there. You’ve got instant job security. It’s better than tenure in a University. Simply by crossing over, you become privy to a secret the Consortium can’t afford to be revealed. If they were to fire you, you become a security risk, despite the twenty or so non-disclosure forms you signed during your career. The Consortium wants you where they can keep track of you, which means in an office in the building. I’ve been given nothing but busy work since returning to this world, something I’m not used to. In the past, the name of “Donna White” was on the short list of fast rising employees. No more.
Not that anyone would consult me but the scuttlebutt is we aren’t doing that well. The company had gotten too dependant on imports through the portal, spending resources to expand production over there instead of looking for new sources over here. The economics clearly favored that strategy. One look at unit costs made that obvious but there was more than just unit costs involved. You can’t afford to become dependant on a single source no matter how profitable. If something goes wrong, you’re in trouble.
Something went wrong and we’re in trouble.
My appointment with the CEO is at 1:45 p.m. today. I had lunch at a little bistro two blocks from the office so I walked there and was heading back. There was a small crowd on the sidewalk about half a block away from the entrance to our building, fifteen to twenty people. As I got closer, I could see that some busker has set up a makeshift magic show. Whoever he is, he’s a handsome devil. Most of the tiny audience are secretaries from the Consortium who likely had no interest in magic. The man wears tight, black pants and a tailored black silk shirt that emphasizes his narrow waist and wide shoulders. The top two buttons are open, revealing some of his well developed chest. A barely tamed mane of jet black hair, sparkling eyes and a neat, short beard and moustache give him a devilish look, sexy and dangerous. He could have drawn a crowd just standing there, leaning against the building.
Unfortunately, his act doesn’t match his looks. My father was an amateur magician. I even helped him with his act for a few years as his “lovely assistant” so I know most of the secrets. Dad was pretty good and some of his friends were very good, not professionals but still very good. This guy was clearly a beginner. The tricks are basic and performed without much panache or showmanship, though his patter between tricks wasn’t bad. Or maybe it was his smile, which causes most of the young women to titter like schoolgirls. Luckily, I’m past all that.
He seems to be winding down when he reaches into a brown paper shopping bag and removes a twelve pack case of Coke.
“For my last few tricks, I’ll need the help of one of you lovely ladies.”
Five of them eagerly step forward.
“Alright,” he chuckles, “five of you lovely ladies. Just open this case of Coke, remove the cans and set them on the table.”
The girls quickly tear off the end and have all twelve cans lined up. He reaches into the same shopping bag and pulls out a stack of red plastic cups.
“Thank you, that’s perfect. Now, if each of you would take a cup, open a can and pour the Coke into the cup.”
Each girl picks up a can, pops the top with an audible hiss and empties the can into the twelve ounce cup.
“Great. Wonderful. Each of you, take a sip from the cup in your hand. Just a small sip.”
They all sip in unison. He steps next to the first girl.
“Is that a regular Coke?”
“Yeah, it is.”
“Then set it right here.” He points to the table. She sets it down and rejoins the crowd. He asks each girl the same thing, gets the same answer and they do the same thing, lining up the cups on the table.
“Thanks. You all did beautifully. We have five nearly full cups of regular Coke. I need one person …” he looks over the small crowd, fixing his eyes on me.
“Would you assist me, Ms. White?”
How the hell does he know me? All the other people look my way. I don’t remember ever seeing this man before and if I did, I certainly would.
He persists. “How about it, Ms. White?”
I’m suspicious but nothing is going to happen this close to our security. I step up to the table.
“Certainly I’ll help, Mr. …?”
“Mastiff. Lance Mastiff, Ms. White.”
What a name! “What do you want me to do, Mr. Mastiff?”
He slides right up to me, looking down into my eyes. “There are sooo many things I would like you to do, Donna, but let’s start with this.”
Several of the girls sigh loudly as he spins around, pointing at the line of cups on the table.
“Pick one … and throw it at me.”
“WHAT?”
He backs up until he’s about ten feet away from me. “Just as I said, throw one of those nearly full cups of Coke at me.”
“It will be a mess!”
“Perhaps. Afraid you can’t do it, Ms. White?”
I stare at him for a moment, then slowly approach the table. The Coke is still bubbling in each of the cups. I carefully pick up the fullest cup, adjust my grip and then whip it at his head, quickly stepping away from the Coke sloshing over the rim of the cup … but there’s no spilled Coke.
The cup zips towards him, tumbling through the air. He catches it with one hand, smiles and takes a sip. Not a drop spilled from it, even as it flew through the air upside down. The girls gasp.
“Now, it’s my turn. Get ready to catch it, Ms. White.”
“ME?! NO! I’ve got a meeting in just …”
He throws the cup at full speed, right at my face. I duck and reflexively raise my hand. Every one begins to shout and applaud. I open my eyes. The cup is resting in my upraised hand. I can feel its weight. Mastiff is standing next to me, removing the cup from my trembling hand.
“Well done, Donna!” He slowly upturns the cup, pouring the Coke onto the sidewalk. Until that moment, no Coke had escaped the cup. “How about a hand for my lovely assistant!” I look around as everyone applauds again. “Oh. One more thing, Ms. White. Could you hand me two of those unopened cans?”
I’m still a bit shaky from what just happened but manage to pick up and hand him two cans. He sets one on the table and begins to shake the other one violently with his left hand.
“I’m sure that you’re all familiar with what happens when you open a shaken can of Coke.” The women begin to back away. “Let’s see what happens when you …” his empty right hand goes behind his back and returns with an ice pick. “…do this.”
He puts the can on the table. Resting his left hand on the top, he drives the ice pick through one side and out the other. He quickly pulls it out and drives it in again, and again, and again. After punching at least a dozen holes in the can, he removes the ice pick and sticks it in the table.
The can does nothing, not a single spurt, dribble or drop escapes. There’s no doubt the can has holes in it, you can see the jagged edges of the aluminum can where the ice pick forced it outward. There’s even a little bit of Coke pooling at the point where the ice pick is stuck into the table. I felt the liquid slosh in the can when I picked it up. Some of the women edge back closer, bending down to get a better look. Mastiff grabs the other can I handed to him. He smiles broadly.
“Always like to end with a bit of a spectacle!”
He raises the can high above his head in his right hand and pops the top with his left. A stream of flame roars out of the opening, extending at least twenty feet into the air and changing colors, first blue, then red and finally a blindingly brilliant white. The flame stops as abruptly as it started, leaving everyone blinking and rubbing their eyes for a few seconds before the applause breaks out. Mastiff gives a half bow several times.
“Thank you. Thank you. Thank you very much. You’re so kind. Thank you.”
“But what about that one?” asks a young woman, pointing to the can with all the holes.
“What was I thinking?” Mastiff declares. He picks up the can and tosses it in the air, catching it as it falls. He repeats this several times as he walks to the No Parking Zone about thirty feet away in front of the building, sits it on the street, turns and walks away. When he gets back to his table, he raises his hand and snaps his fingers.
The can explodes in a shower of brown foam, spinning and bouncing until all the liquid has sprayed out. The small crowd cheers and applauds, the women gathering in a tight pack around him as he smiles and kisses hands like a European Count. I slip away and retrieve the dissipated can from the gutter, making sure not to spill what little liquid remains.
I had recognized every single trick until the case of Coke appeared. They were all magic standards. What Mastiff did with those cans I have never seen done before, nothing even close. There is something going on here and I want to know what it is.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I was counting on my audience’s need to get back to work. They couldn’t hang around long after my act was done. Naturally, they were full of questions, a few of which actually involved the tricks.
My pat answer: that it was magic.
The rest were more personal, involving my address, cell phone number, email address, what I was doing later today after work or my Facebook page. Guess I’ll need to make a Facebook page. It’d be suspicious if an entertainer didn’t have one.
It took just a few minutes to clean up, pack up and cross the street into Central Park. I noticed White recovering that last can. It’s good that I’ve got her curious. And so quickly.
I hurry along the walking path, backpack full of supplies over one shoulder and folding table in the opposite hand. It takes at least ten minutes of fast walking before I reach the playing fields and collapse onto a bench.
Those few real magic tricks took everything I had. My performance of the traditional tricks that I bought from the neighborhood magic shop was disappointing. I need to spend more time practicing those. I want people to tell the difference when the real magic starts but I don’t want to be an embarrassment to the profession. Besides, once I get reasonably good, I can mix in some variations. Right now, I just want to rest and get my strength back
I’ve been coming here every day since discovering the place. The kids running around remind me of the children from the other world. I can imagine Leeanna playing with them, chasing and being chased, laughing and giggling while the mothers stay on the sidelines, keeping careful watch.
I used to do that.
No matter what town we entered, if the weather was nice, the children would come to watch the show. Johnathyn and his forge was always a sight to see. Soon enough, most would get bored and a game of some kind would start. Lee would join right in and I’d end up standing around with the rest of the mothers. I got used to it after awhile. It was always a good way to hear the local gossip but it was also relaxing, just sitting around, talking, watching your child play with other kids. Those later months, it all felt so natural.
Now, it’s a mixed bag. A daily reminder of what I lost but stimulating fond memories at the same time. It’d be nice to go over and mix with the young mothers but they might think I was trying to hit on them. Most are probably married and I don’t need the grief. For now, I’ll just crash here for awhile, recover, then head back to my apartment and start practicing again.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I barely made it to Lawson’s office after dropping the Coke can off in the basement lab for them to analyze. I don’t know how Mastiff did what he did. It should have been impossible but I’ve seen a lot of impossible these last few months. I was told that magic was unique to the other world. If it’s somehow crossed over to this world, we could be in serious trouble. Just raising that possibility makes me sound like a crazy lady, something I don’t need now, not with my precarious position within the company. If I’m going to say something, I need to exclude all other possibilities.
The lab monkeys gave me a lot of shit because I didn’t have a project code for them to use to assign the costs for the tests I requested. I finally remembered on old project code that was still listed in their computer as valid, though they were suspicious as hell. I’ll deal with them later.
I get a look of mild contempt from Lawson’s Personal Assistant Debbie until she recognizes me as one of the people who were watching Mastiff’s act.
“You’re the one who helped him!” she gasps. “Do you know anything about Lance?”
I recognize her too. She was one of the five who poured Coke into the cups. “Uhhh, no, I don’t know anything about him. You helped too. Do you know him?”
She visibly slumps down in her chair. I think she was hoping for some inside information to give her a leg up on the competition.
“No! Shelly, Janice and I were just coming back from lunch and there he was. Can you believe that? Someone like that, just standing outside this building.”
“He wasn’t that good a magician.” Not until the end.
“Who cares?! Did you see that ass?!”
I did. His ass, his chest, his arms, legs, thighs, shoulders, neck, face, mouth and eyes. Those eyes. Plus that telltale bulge in the front of his tight pants. Talk about impossible.
“Not bad.”
“NOT BAD?! Janice said that she’d like to take both hands and …”
Just then her intercom buzzes. She quickly picks up her handset. “Yes, Mr. Lawson …. She’s here, Sir … we were just talking, Sir … No, Sir. It won’t happen again … Yes, Sir, I promise.” She carefully replaces the handset, a look of fear in her eyes. “Mr. Lawson is waiting to see you, Ms. White.”
A great way to start this off. I nod my head and open the door. Terence Lawson is standing by his desk, one hand resting casually on the back of the chair opposite his desk, the other barely in the left front pocket of his very expensive suit pants. The suit coat was on a padded hanger in the small closet to his right, the door just barely open, revealing its contents; more expensive, finely tailored clothes. He pats the back of the chair with his right hand.
“Donna. Come in. Have a seat.”
His nonchalance had to be practiced. Every move was precise and planned out to put the other person on the defensive. Regardless of their position or purpose, he wanted them on the defensive. It doesn’t take much to put me there.
I sit down in the chair he was previously touching and he sits down in his desk chair, elbows on his desk, fingers steepled, with Lawson looking at me over his finger tips.
“Donna,” he begins. “Donna, Donna. What are we going to do with you?”
“I’m afraid I don’t understand, Mr. Lawson.” Pink slip time? That would be odd.
“Where do we put you in this company?”
“My expertise is developing new resources for production.”
“Unfortunately, we seem to be suffering from a surplus of people in your field and a deficit of new supplies. That puts a bit of a crimp on our employment situation. We may be forced to do make some changes if the earnings don’t pick up.”
He means the shareholders are on his ass about the drop in our share price. A surefire way to get an immediate bump in the value of the stock is to announce layoffs, or as they are more euphemistically known, “right sizing.”
Lawson continues. “It’s truly a shame what happened over there when you were in charge. I’ve seen reports that there was over a hundred years worth of rare earth elements alone, just waiting to be exploited. All you had to do was keep a lid on it. That didn’t seem to be too much to ask.”
“Were you ever over there, Mr. Lawson?”
“Can’t say that I ever had the pleasure, though I have read all the reports, including yours.”
“Reports alone can’t convey the size of the job, the complexities.”
“Your predecessors seemed to be able to do it.”
“I did it too, for well over two years and three tours. It was a revolution driven by someone from our world. Once she got rolling, there was no way to stop it.”
“Then ‘she’ shouldn’t have been permitted to start rolling in the first place.”
“It was necessary to defer to the local authorities. Unfortunately, they were not united in purpose. There were too many agendas and not enough coordination.”
“Which is what you were supposed to provide. Coordination. So that we ultimately benefited.”
How do I make him understand? There was nothing that we had that Opulessa wanted, except to play with the Winthrop Group guards, and that was just a diversion, something to do when she became bored. We wanted Alexia dead and the Queen wanted her alive. The Queen won and then we all lost. I could not control a powerful witch. Not then and not now
“It’s all in my reports, Sir and the reports of the twenty six people who’ve debriefed me in the last two months.”
“Which I have read. We’ll talk again after I’ve had time to mull things over.”
Apparently, I was dismissed.
As I stood up, a thought occurred to me. “Mr. Lawson, do you believe in magic?”
He looked up at me for a moment. “I don’t really have a choice, do I? I’ve seen the videos from over there. I was assured they weren’t doctored in any way. Thank God we don’t have any of that sort of thing over here. Can you imagine what that power would be like in the wrong hands?”
“What about that power in the right hands?”
“What are you talking about, White?”
“I’m not sure yet. I’ll have to get back to you.”
I walk out, closing the door behind me. Let him mull that over too.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The damn videos make it look so easy.
There must be al least thirty home made videos on YouTube claiming that you too can learn to juggle. Some use weighted scarves, others bean bags but the one thing in common is they can do it and I can’t, at least not for very long.
I need to be able to actually juggle three cans for a minute or two before letting the magic kick in. So far, the best I can do is thirty seconds and it’s a shaky thirty seconds. I need to be confident, smooth, and professional. After a half hour of fruitless practice, there’s a knock at my door.
“Yes?”
“What in the name of Gia are you doing, Mr. Mastiff?”
“Ahhh, Mrs. LaRouche.” I look quickly around. There are nine cans scattered across the hardwood floors. Ooooo …. hardwood floors. Opening the door, I start apologizing right away.
“I’m sorry, I wasn’t thinking about how that would sound in your store.”
“It sounded as if you were trying to destroy my floor. You will find that I am more tolerant than most landlords but even I have my limits. What exactly are you doing up here?”
“Hmmmm … yes. Working on something new for my act.”
“Your act?”
“Yes, I have a magic act.”
She looks surprised. “You?”
“Yeah, I do.”
“Do you make money with this act?”
“Well, not yet, but I’m just starting out.”
“Do you expect to make money?”
No, I don’t. The act’s a scam. I just want to get inside the Consortium’s offices. “We’ll see, Mrs. LaRouche.”
“What do these beverage cans have to do with your act and why are they scattered across my floor?”
“I wanted to add some juggling to it.”
“And how is juggling magic?”
“It depends on how you do it. Right now, it’ll be a miracle if I can get the hang of it.”
She slowly bends down and picks up three cans, inspecting the floor for damage as she does. I’m embarrassed that I didn’t think about that and take precautions.
“Mrs. LaRouche, if I’ve damaged anything, I’ll have it fixed immediately. The last thing I want to do is …”
She straightens up, tosses one, a second and then a third can in the air, keeping them circling in front of her in perfect rhythm, a wry smile on her lips. She continues for about a minute and then stops, letting the two cans in the air fall and stack on top of the can in her hand. I have to admit I wasn’t expecting that.
“You’re just full of surprises, Mrs. LaRouche.”
“I haven’t always been a store owner, Mr. Mastiff. I was a juggler for a touring Renaissance Fair when I was younger. It’s like riding a bike.”
“I can ride a bike but I can’t do that.”
“It really isn’t that difficult, Lance. You just need to be able to repeat the throwing motion exactly the same every time and know where to focus your attention. Gravity does the rest.”
“It doesn’t look that easy.”
“That’s the trick, isn’t it? I guess, in that respect, juggling is like a magic act. If people know the secret, it’s not as impressive. Your audience thinks ‘Hey, I could do that.’”
“Not my act.”
Five Hertz of Separation
CHAPTER THIRTY SIX
Mastiff kept performing outside of our building for several weeks, the crowds slowly growing larger by the day. Eventually, the guards asked him to move because the crowd began to block access to the building. He just moved across the street to the park and continued performing. He kept adding new things to the act, one every week.
This week, at the end of the rings, he held all four rings together in both hands, turning them around once while sliding them through his tightly clenched fists. When he was done, they became a single solid ring. I managed to get my hands on one of the single rings after the act. There was no slight of hand involved. What was your classic set of four interlocking rings became a single, solid ring. They never left his hands during the transformation. It was impossible.
I took several videos of his act and sent them to some of the performers my father knew from the old days, guys who were either still performing or had kept a hand in the business. None of them had any idea how he was doing it. Two of them actually came to New York to see him in person. Still nothing, other than they each felt compelled to get his autograph after the show.
By now, I think almost everyone in the building has seen Mastiff perform. The prevailing rumor is that he’s the real deal, a true magician. I can’t accept that. I know that sometimes a performer can create a trick so unique that it may take years for someone to figure it out, though, eventually, someone always does. The problem is, Mastiff has at least six of those tricks in his act right now. What will next week bring?
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It’s getting stronger. Not just the Consortium building but others in the neighborhood are radiating some level of a belief in magic. The level of belief grows as the size of my crowds grows. Right now, the Park police have a couple of officers stationed near my daily lunchtime show, strictly for crowd control.
My problem is that all this belief is only present during the daytime. It’s concentrated here during the day, during work hours. After work, it dissipates as everyone heads home. There’s still some residual belief due to guards and some employees working late but I need more than that to successfully break in, access the internal network, download what I need and get out.
This may take longer than I hoped it would.
At least my juggling is getting better. Ms. LaRouche has been giving me lessons and I, in return, have been fixing her supper every evening she gives me a lesson. This too has taken longer than I had planned on but it has been all for the best. Not only have I been able to increase the number and intensity of believers in magic but I have also strengthened my magic muscles. I can do more with less now. Nowhere near what I could do on the other side but a lot more than I could do right after getting back to New York.
Mrs. LaRouche asked that we eat down in the shop tonight, which is fine by me. It’s an interesting place, full of jars and bottles of this thing or that, kind of like an old style pharmacy but instead of making a pill to fix a headache, she mixes a potion to cure a heartache. I thought the place was cool even when I was a little kid coming here with Mom. It was one of the few places she drug us to that wasn’t so bad. I was slowly wandering up and down the aisles just as I did as a child when Mrs. LaRouche came in.
“What have you prepared for us tonight, Lance?”
“Something simple. Pot Roast.”
“I’ll be ready in a minute or two. I’ve cleaned a spot on the counter. You can set everything there.”
She returns to the back rooms and I set out plates, cutlery, napkins and glasses along with the serving bowls. I’d separated the roast from the potatoes, carrots and other vegetables. The roast was on a carving board, the vegetables in the bowls. When she returned, Mrs. LaRouche had an open bottle of red wine with her.
“Mrs. LaRouche! Are you trying to get me drunk?”
“Hardly, Lance. This is a bottle of wine made by my father many years ago. It was his hobby. He was rather good at it.”
“Don’t waste it on me! I‘m not much of a wine enthusiast.”
“Don’t worry. There’s more where this came from.”
She pulls two high stools from behind the long wooden checkout counter and we both sit down to eat. She pours a small amount of wine in my drinking glass. It’s a clear, dark red with a fruity aroma. I take a sip. Not bad. Very drinkable. She pours more into my glass.
“I apologize, Mrs. LaRouche. If I knew wine was on the menu, I’d have gotten the right kind of glasses.”
“Not a problem. These will do just fine.” She pours a small amount in her glass and tips it my way. I raise my glass slightly and we clink rims.
“Cheers, Mrs. LaRouche.”
“Cheers, Lance.”
I slice several pieces off the pot roast and fill both plates. Just as we start to eat a customer comes in to pick up an order. I’m not sure but I think I recognize her. She may have been part of a group of white witches Mom used to hang with. Mrs. LaRouche had everything already bagged up so she was in and out quickly.
“Sorry for the delay,” she says as she climbs back onto the stool.
“No biggie. It’s all part of being self employed. I don’t mean this as an insult or anything but do these potions do anything at all?”
“You mean, am I a fraud?”
“No, it’s not that. I just don’t get the magic potion thing. I’m pretty sure I understand how magic works.”
“You’re referring to your little parlor tricks?”
“Touché. No, I mean the real thing.”
She gives me a sideways glance as she carefully slices the meat then dips it in the gravy. “When did you get that experience with ‘the real thing’?”
“Someplace else, not around here.”
“Not where, when.”
“Several months ago.”
“And now where.”
I take a bite of potatoes. “That’s hard to explain.”
“I can imagine.”
We eat in silence for a minute or two, listening to the traffic and crowds as they pass by the shop. I still miss the quietness of the other world. Before I went there, all I knew was the rush rush lifestyle of New York. But that world opened my eyes to another way to live. Slower, quieter, deeper. The little things meant so much more over there. Being back in New York, I find myself irritated a hundred different ways every day. I do my best not to think about Johnathyn and Leeanna but it’s impossible.
I realize that I’ve been concentrating on my plate. Looking up at Mrs. LaRouche, I see that she’s slowly chewing but looking intently at me. She swallows, then quickly finishes her glass of wine. She picks up the bottle, silently offering to refill my glass. I wave her off she picks up her own glass, slowly pouring the clear, dark red elixir down the inner side until the glass is two thirds full.
“Do you know why I rented to you, Lance?”
“My trust-worthy face?”
“Hardly. It was because you were a mystery to me. You still mostly remain a mystery, though I have been able to discover a few things about you.”
“Such as?”
“I’ll save that for later. To answer your question, yes, my potions do work. Not as well as they used to but that isn’t the fault of the ingredients nor my fault as a conjurer. The world has changed. There is nothing inherently magical about wheat grass or sailor’s wort. Medicinal yes, but magical? No. However, while potions do not create magic, they can carry magic, store magic, deliver magic over great distances. They are like batteries, initially inert but, once charged, they can deliver quite a punch.”
“Why so many different potions?”
“Each one is optimized to accomplish a certain job. A love potion could be used to cure warts but not as well as one specifically designed for the job. Small changes can make a big difference.”
“So, magic potions don’t create magic but they allow the more efficient use of magic. Interesting.”
“I know why I find it interesting; it’s been my life’s work. Why do you find it interesting?”
“I may have a use for a working potion.”
“What use is that … Alex?”
Damn it! “Who?”
“Alex Thompson. Son of Jackie Thompson. Brother of Terry Thompson.”
She’s sharp. I knew that before I ever came here. I’d be better off admitting it rather than insult her intelligence and talent. “How’d you know?”
“I didn’t, not until I saw you wandering up and down my aisles, checking out the merchandise. Just as you did when your mother brought you and your brother with her.”
“That’s it?”
“It was the final piece of the puzzle. Your aura was somewhat familiar but also different from any that I had experienced before.”
“Different how?”
“Twisted … turned … inverted … reversed … something but then back to the way it was. I couldn’t explain it but once I concentrated on what I could explain, then it became more apparent.”
“So, using ‘Lance Mastiff” as my name …”
“Please. I knew that had to be a stage name of some kind. ‘Lance Mastiff’. How phallic can you get?!”
“So, now what? You know who I am. What happens next?”
She takes a sip of wine. “That depends on why the ridiculous name.”
“You know what happened to my family?”
“Yes. Tragic. We held several vigils for their souls.”
“It wasn’t tragic, it was intentional. I know who did it. I just have to be able to prove it.”
“Are you in danger?”
“Not yet. Probably. If I get the proof I need and the killers know about it? Most definitely. If I was using ‘Alex Thompson,’ I’d be dead by now.”
“Why would someone want to kill your mother and brother? Or you, for that matter? They were completely harmless.”
How do I explain what happened to Mrs. LaRouche and not be branded a raving loony? Even to believers in magic, the concept of a magic driven alternate universe would seem impossible and I have no proof.
“They were recruited by someone for an out of town job. It was dangerous and the people on the other side found out about it. They hired a security firm to take them out. Their people were driving the cars that night, the one that hit Mom and Terry and the getaway car.”
“How do you know all of this, Alex?”
“I’ve seen some of the emails, plus other company things like memos but I don’t have copies, nothing I can take to the police.”
“Would the police even bother to do anything?”
“They would if I could find some hard evidence. But I’m not leaving it up to them. They were my family and I’ll take care of it myself.”
“I can’t say that I approve of that, Alex. If that is your attitude, why worry about evidence at all?”
“Because I want to know exactly who did exactly what. Months ago I wouldn’t have worried about collateral damage but now I do. I’m not going to stomp all over a small innocent group to get a few bad guys.”
“Commendable. What happens when you catch your man?”
“I haven’t decided yet. I’ll worry about that when I get the evidence.”
“And how to you plan to do that?”
“I have to get inside a building and access the intranet there. There are no open contacts between the system and the outside world. My usual hacking skills only kick in once I’ve gotten inside the building this time.”
“Why do you need some of my potions?”
“Because magic is driven by belief. The more people who believe, the stronger it is. Thanks to my ‘parlor tricks’ as you call them, I’ve managed to build a pocket of belief around my target. Unfortunately, that level drops way back at night; most of the believers go home. My magic muscles, so to speak, are much stronger than they were but there’s still not enough power for me to do much. However, if I can charge up a few potions when I’m at peak power levels, I can use them at night and get the job done.”
“I see. Do you intend to kill someone?”
“Maybe. I’m not gonna lie to you. If I find the person that ordered the hit, yeah, I may kill them … unless I can think of something worse. I don’t want to kill anyone just to break into the building though. Your potions could give me the edge I need.”
“How did you learn so much about magic? You were always a non-believer in the past.”
“I.. uuuhhh, visited a place where there was a much stronger belief in magic, learned some things from the people who lived there. I came back to New York, did some more research and started practicing.”
“Does that explain the improvements in your appearance?”
She doesn’t miss much.
“Yeah, it does.”
“Alex, I have been in the potion business most of my adult life, as was my mother before me and her mother before her. I’ve either met or dealt with every major player involved in the magic subculture in this country plus most of the skilled people in other countries. I can safely say that no one has ever succeeded in physically changing their appearance to the degree you have with just magic. And many have tried. Believe me on that.”
I lean forward, pulling my hair up and away from my forehead with the palm of my hand.
“Hey, you can check me for scars.”
“I don’t doubt your word, Alex. What I do question is where you found the power to do this. Or that someone else may have done it to you.”
It’d be easier, maybe smarter, to take the out she offered me and say someone else did it but then she’d ask me who, how, when and where could she find her. I could claim it was secret or I was sworn to silence but she doesn’t strike me as a person who would just accept that answer. Best fess up.
“Mrs. LaRouche, I am the seventh son of a seventh son.”
She pulls back away from me slightly, her eyes wide. “Oh my!”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Mastiff had promised a new finale for his act last week. Lawson’s P. A. Debbie had given me a heads up. I had to see it for myself. From the size of the crowd, it seems that most of the workers on this block felt the same way. Today, he performed most of his early stuff but was much better at it. Practice apparently does make perfect. He also performed that maddening trick with the rings.
When it came time to present that series of tricks with the twelve pack of Coke, a number of people had brought their own cartons to the show for Mastiff to choose from, making the tricks all that more impressive. After that last can was done spurting Coke everywhere, he opens another volunteer twelve pack, removing eight cans, lining them up on the table. He picks up two cans, one in each hand and turns to face the audience.
“I’ve been practicing this for weeks but this is the first time I’ve ever done it in public, so this may be a bit rough. Everyone may want to stand back just a bit.”
The audience moves back about ten feet and then Mastiff throws the two cans in his hand into the air while grabbing a third can off the table, which he also flips into the air and quickly begins to juggle the cans. He wasn’t great but he wasn’t bad. There’s a ripple of applause. He smiles.
“Thanks. Now, Debbie, if you would toss me another can.”
“ME?!” she squeals.
“Yes, just give it an easy underhanded toss. Aim for my chest.”
She nervously picks up a can, rolling it in her hand.
“Are you sure about this?”
“You’ve helped me before haven’t you?”
“Yeah, but …”
“Go ahead, don’t worry about it. Just aim for my chest.”
“Okay.”
She sighs loudly, makes a few practice swings, then gently lofts the can towards Mastiff. He deftly catches it, adding it to the three cans he is already keeping in the air. More applause as Debbie hurries back to her friends, giddy from the experience.
“Thanks Debbie. Your turn Janice.”
“WHAT?!”
Several people push another woman forward. I recognize her from the office and prior Mastiff performances. She’s a friend of Debbie’s. He has her do the same thing as Debbie, adding a fifth can to the group. The applause is louder this time.
A third woman, Shelly, also one of Debbie’s friends, is called out and can number six is quickly added to the flock circling in front of Mastiff.
I’m no expert, but I’ve never seen anyone juggle six items of any kind before but Mastiff juggles six better than he did three. It only takes a few minutes, but after calling out other regular patrons for help, he has eleven cans in the air, his hands moving incredibly fast to keep everything synchronized and airborne. He looks directly at me.
“There’s one left Ms. White. Think you can handle it?”
I step forward.
“I can if you can, Mr. Mastiff.”
He grins, a devilish gleam in his eyes.
“Terrible pun. Let’s find out. Ready when you are.”
I snatch the can off the table and fire it at his head as hard as possible. The crowd gasps as the can bores in … but then suddenly slows, gently landing in his momentarily outstretched hand which instantly adds the can to the circling frenzy. The crowd goes crazy.
That was flat impossible. I played softball in high school. Third base. I could throw runners out at first routinely. It’s been a few years but I haven’t lost that much. He gives me a lopsided grin, almost a sneer.
“Well done, Ms. White.”
I slip back into the crowd, several people reaching out to shake my hand. Mastiff keeps up his frantic pace for another thirty seconds or so.
“Here’s where things get tricky. How do I stop, you may ask. Unfortunately, I haven’t figured that one out yet. I suggest everyone keep their heads up. What’s the juggling equivalent of ‘fore’?”
He steps away from the revolving, whirling cans, dropping his hands to his side but the cans don’t stop! They continue to circle in the air, just as before. The crowd gasps loudly, then they applaud wildly and shout.
One by one, each can separates from the group, floats over to the table and lands softly, forming a line. Mastiff bows deeply. The ovation is loud and long. I’m too stunned to join in.
Someone from the other side has crossed over to my world.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It took at least fifteen minutes for the crowd to return to their offices. I was constantly asked how I did that last trick. It was outside, there couldn’t be any wires. How’d I do it?
I answered the questions the same way as before. It was magic.
The level of belief had jumped after that last trick. Just standing on the sidewalk, I could feel the power growing even as the people dispersed. I take all that new belief and transfer it to the potions Mrs. LaRouche prepared for me. I had stashed them in my prop bag before starting my act and they are practically glowing with magic energy.
She didn’t give them to me, she had a price. She wanted my word that I would not kill anyone in vengeance for the death of my family. She was certain my mother would not approve of killing in her name. I can think of some people Terry wouldn’t have objected too but he was basically a pacifist. She wanted my promise, as the seventh son of a seventh son.
I wasn’t looking to kill in their names but I didn’t want to take it off the table either. I didn’t know what I might find if I managed to get the records I was looking for. If there were other deaths, if it was some kind of big plot of some kind, death might be the right thing. After seeing the hidden room in the stables, I stopped feeling bad about taking out Opulessa. Some crimes deserve the ultimate punishment.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I hurry to Lawson’s office immediately after Mastiff finishes his performance. Or her performance. If she’s from the other side, he would have been a she over there. Mastiff is likely a witch of some kind who managed to cross over somehow. It was my understanding that we had control over the technology that allowed inter-universe travel. If that’s true, then Mastiff was brought over by someone in this company. Lawson needs to know that right away.
I beat his P. A. back from lunch, which is hardly surprising. I knock at Lawson’s office door but there’s no answer. I slowly open it, sticking my head in. There’s no one there. I approach his desk and look for a calendar or schedule of some kind, hoping to find out where he is but there’s nothing. I hear a stage cough from behind me.
“Can I help you, Ms White?”
It’s Lawson, standing in the doorway to his private bathroom.
“I was hoping to find you in, Sir.”
“What is so urgent that you feel the need to break into my office?”
“I didn’t break in. The door was unlocked.”
“Do you view any unlocked door as an invitation to walk right in?”
“No, Sir. This could be important. I just witnessed the most recent performance of Lance Mastiff, the street magician who’s been performing across the street in the park these last few weeks.”
“I’m familiar with Mr. Mastiff. My secretary won’t shut up about him.”
Lawson sounded just slightly jealous. Wonder what his relationship with Debbie is?
“Yes. Well, I witnessed what can only be described as an act of magic.”
“Hardly surprising, he is a magician after all.”
“You don’t understand, Sir. Not a magic trick but an act of pure, real magic, just like I saw on the other side. No trick, no illusion, REAL magic.”
“I’m sure that he was impressive but certainly no one here could …”
“No, Sir. I have a great deal of experience with stage magic. This was the real thing. I’ve seen both and know the difference. If I’m right, then Mastiff could be a witch from the other side, brought here by someone inside the company.”
“That is some leap of logic, Ms. White.”
“It is the only thing that makes sense. No one here could have that kind of command of magic.”
“I thought our world had no magic left, that technology had killed it.”
“Little magic left. Not zero. A true witch might be able to gather it together in one place.”
“Is that how it works?”
“No one on our side really knows how it works. What we have is mostly speculation. The main point is that we have a subversive inside the company.”
He walks over to his desk and sits down. “I wouldn’t worry about it, Ms. White. Lance Mastiff is no threat to this company.”
“You can’t be certain of that, Sir. A witch from the other side wouldn’t just set up camp outside of this office at random. There is a reason that she is here right now!”
“Ms. White. I didn’t become CEO by ignoring potential problems. I had Mr. Mastiff checked out as soon as I heard about him. He is what he appears to be. A street magician of mixed skills.”
“But how can you be certain that he isn’t …”
“From the other side? I am certain because I had a couple of the people from the lab monitor one of his shows. They checked his baseline frequency. Lance Mastiff is a home grown boy, Ms. White. His baseline frequency is the same as yours and mine. He’s from our Earth. No doubt about it. That means no escapee from the other side, no witch, no plot against the company and no problem. Good day, Ms. White.”
“What about Alex Thompson? He’s from our world. He found his own way to the other world. He could have come back and changed his name.”
“Did you ever meet Alex Thompson?”
“Of course I did. My report of that meeting …”
“Not Alexia, Ms. White. Alex.”
“No, of course not.”
“We have pictures of Alex Thompson, not very good ones I’ll admit. The man was truly paranoid, but good enough. There are some vague similarities between the two men but facial recognition programs only give a 56 to 41 percent match between the two. They are no better than distant cousins, appearance wise. In addition, Alex Thompson was a man who liked to keep to the shadows, kept a very low profile. Hardly the kind of man you would expect to become a street performer with a growing fan base. Why would a person give up ultimate power to return to this world as a regular person? Why completely change his modus operandi? It is not him. Again, good day, Ms. White.”
He doesn’t understand. He hasn’t seen what I’ve seen. No matter what you think it is, you don’t know magic until you’ve actually experienced it. His ego is too big to accept that, particularly if I’m the one saying it.
Maybe there’s someone else in this company who’s willing to listen.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Thank you, Ms. White. I appreciate you coming to me with this information.”
When Lawson gave me the bum’s rush, I went straight to Stewart Hinkle, CFO and Lawson’s chief rival inside the company. He was one of the first few people from the company to spend any time on the other side, though it was only a couple of weeks. That’s when we learned that the men on the other side wouldn’t take a woman seriously, even though they had been a man almost all their life.
“You’re welcome, Mr. Hinkle. I know that you spent a little time over there. Mr. Lawson wasn’t too receptive.”
“I can imagine, though there isn’t much I can do about it. I’m just the Chief Financial Officer. Lawson is the Chief Executive Officer.”
“I understand, Sir, but I felt I didn’t have any other options. If he’s wrong, then we could have unleashed a powerful witch on this world, something no one over here is prepared to deal with. Someone in the upper management of this company needs to be aware of this possibility. I don’t think it’s too much to ask that we at least consider it. If he’s right, then no harm done. I can’t prove anything, at least not yet. Just keep an open mind, that’s all I’m saying.”
“That’s not an unreasonable request, Ms. White. The likelihood may be small but the potential harm is enormous. I’ll check into it.”
“That’s all I can ask, Mr. Hinkle. It’s the responsible thing to do.”
Plus, if it turns out that I’m right and Lawson’s wrong, then Hinkle could be the new CEO. If Lawson is right, it’ll be me who gets the boot, or worse. Hinkle can’t lose if he plays it right. No matter the morality of the situation, Hinkle would be a fool to ignore the chance to take over the Consortium.
CHAPTER THIRTY SEVEN
Midnight is a lousy time to attempt a break in. Four a.m. is much better. It’s getting closer to the end of the night shift, every one is tired and ready to quit for the night. They’re more likely to blow off that last security sweep, or at least be less thorough. It limits the amount of time I’ve got to do my job but if I can’t get finished before the next shift arrives, I deserve what I get.
I should be okay if I can get my foot in the door.
As I approach the building, I can see a few lights on in the upper floors. They could be workers or they could be the cleaning crew. I can deal with either one but I’d like to avoid being seen at all, except for the two guards in the lobby.
There’s a lot of glass on the first floor, not so much on the rest of the floors and what’s there is mostly decorative, at least until you reach the top floor. Perks of upper management. The ground floor, however, is more glass than anything else. Thick and bullet-proof but still glass. I can see the two guards as I walk across the street straight towards the front doors and they can see me but they don’t move from behind the big, sprawling marble desk in the darkened lobby. Not even when I reach the main door and politely knock on the glass with the knuckles of my right hand. I reach over to the left and press the intercom button by the door frame, then lean in closer to the microphone built into the panel.
“Excuse me. I really need to go to the can. Would you please let me in? It won’t take long, just a minute or two. I gotta go bad!”
They look at each other but neither budges. I rap on the glass again but this time use the large ring on the middle finger of my right hand, extending the finger ever so slightly. The sound of the ring striking the glass is loud and sharp. There’s no chance of me breaking the glass but the sound is annoying. I tap several times before returning to the intercom.
“Come on Dudes! Have a heart! There’s no place open around here for blocks! I wouldn’t want to mess up these nice clean steps in front of your nice clean building.”
That gets the older of the two guards moving. Both are wearing the traditional blue and gray rent-a-cop outfit with some yellow piping on the front of the shirt, a fabric shield with the company’s name and logo sewn on the right shoulder and some kind of shiny metal badge on the left front shirt pocket. Neither guard is wearing a hat. The older guy is wearing a failing comb-over; the other has longish blonde hair.
Baldy steps up to the door and presses the intercom button on his side.
“Get the hell out of here you drunk son of a bitch! I don’t care where you go just as long as it’s away from here. And, if you piss or crap on my steps, I’m coming out there to rub your face in it, you hear?”
I lean over, press the button and respond. “I’m not drunk. I was just performing down the street and the cops broke it up. Someone in there must know me. I’ve been performing over in the park across from here for weeks.”
“Who gives a shit?! Move on before I come out there and bust you up.”
I start to answer him but his co-worker, Blondie, says something which Baldy finds amusing.
“A magician, huh? I’ve seen all your piddly ass tricks before. You can’t fool me.”
“And if I could? Is that worth the price of admission to your facilities?”
“My what?”
“Your bathroom. Your toilet, the can, Man.”
Blondie says something again, Baldy turning to listen but he takes his finger off the intercom button so I can’t hear anything. He turns back towards me, an evil grin on his face.
“Okay, Houdini. Entertain me. If I’m impressed, I’ll let you in.”
He’s got no intention of letting me in but that’s fine, just as long as he plays along. “Good, take out your wallet and remove the largest bill you have.”
“Like hell I will.”
“I’m out here and you’re in there. What can I possibly do to you?”
Blondie encourages him so he reluctantly remove his wallet from his back pocket, pulls out a bill and holds it up for me to see. It’s one of those new $100 Dollar bills, with all the security features. Great.
“Alright. Now, hand it to your friend and have him write down the serial number.”
Blondie searches for a piece of paper, finds it, takes the bill and slowly copies the serial number, eventually handing the bill back to Baldy. I push the intercom button again.
“Very good! Finally, crumple up the bill into a ball, place it in the palm of your left hand and close your hand, squeezing tightly. Like this.”
I hold my left hand up, displaying my empty palm. I then slowly close my hand making a fist and grip hard. Baldy follows my lead. I lean down closer to the microphone.
“Are you ready to be amazed, Sir?”
He nods his head.
“Open your hand.”
He does, revealing an empty palm. Both guards are astonished. Baldy immediately begins searching the floor, thinking he may have dropped it.
“Is this what you are looking for, Sir?”
Both of them stare at me as I slowly open my hand, remove and straighten out the crumpled $100 bill that was resting in my palm. I smile, bow and start to walk away from the door. Baldy can’t move fast enough, fumbling for his keys as he scrambles towards the door, one hand deep in his pants pocket. I can see him screaming at me but can’t hear him clearly through the thick glass. He finally manages to extract the key ring from his pocket and he desperately pokes a key at the lock before successfully hitting the target, shouting all the time as he struggles to unlock the door. There’s a loud thunk and the door flies open.
“… God damn mother fucking thief! You give me back my money before I …”
He’s almost on top of me when I reach out, grab his right wrist and slap the bill into his hand, shaking his hand firmly with the bill pressed between our palms.
“But of course, Sir. It is merely a simple magic trick. By all means. Now, about the use of your toilet.”
He jerks his hand away from mine, checks to make sure the $100 is in his hand, clutches it tightly and stomps back to the door.
“Fuck off,” he snarls, slamming the door shut, locking it behind him. I stroll back to the door and press the intercom button.
“The trick is not complete yet, Sir. Please have your friend confirm that it, is in fact, your original bill.”
He stops and turns, anger clear on his face. He starts to say something but doesn’t, the anger being replaced by confusion. He looks down at the hand grasping the bill then slowly walks back to the desk and hands it to Blondie. There’s a brief conversation before Blondie finally takes the bill, holding it in his right hand as he checks it against the serial number he had written down before. I return to the button.
“Is it the original $100 bill, Sir?”
He looks up at me and nods.
“Well done, both of you! Congratulations all around are in order! Shake hands, Sirs!”
They both look at their respective right hands, then at each other and ultimately shake hands, continuing to do so until I interrupt them with a knock on the glass and the intercom.
“I believe we had an agreement about you letting me in to use the bathroom, gentlemen.”
Baldy deliberately walks to the door as if in a trance, quickly unlocking and opening the door, holding it for me.
“Thank you very much. So kind of you.” I walk in but he continues to hold the door open. “I’d close and lock that if I were you.” He does exactly that then waits for my next order. “I may be awhile. Certain digestive issues, no need to go into detail. You two should go about your regular duties but don’t bother to report any alarms you might hear. I’ll be back when I’m finished. Understood?”
They both nod again, returning to the desk and resuming what they were doing before I first knocked on the door, completely ignoring my presence in the lobby. Reaching into my pocket, I remove the glass vial with the paper label attached. On the label is one word.
Obedience.
There is less than a third of Ms. LaRouche’s potion left but I wanted to be certain the guards got a full dose when they handled that $100 bill so I saturated it. My magic battery is pretty low but I shouldn’t need magic from this point on. Now, I’m back to being a hacker.
I quickly step to the elevator, push the up button, jumping in the first car to show up. I head for the top floor, ready to react should the elevator make an intermediate stop. Thankfully, it doesn’t.
The door opens but I do nothing right away. I hide off to the side and wait for the door to begin closing before I reach out and stop it, look out the door and, seeing no activity; I step out, letting the door close behind me.
The room is expansive and open. The outside lights stream in through the windows, dimly lighting the surrounding space. There’s a central waiting area with a receptionist’s desk, what appears to be a conference room to one side and two large offices on the other side, each with their own desks outside for their respective gatekeepers. I quietly approach the nearest office. The engraved plaque on the large double doors reads “Stewart T. Hinkle, Chief Financial Officer”.
Maybe some other time.
The second set of doors is the one I’m looking for. “Mr. Terence P. Lawson, Esq. C. E. O.” I pull my coat open to reveal an array of lock picks sitting in a row of pockets sewn onto the lining of the left side of the coat. Crossing the waiting room, I pass the desk of Lawson’s Personal Assistant, the name plate reading “Debbie Jennings”.
Debbie’s been one of my best fans. She’s a true believer. Makes a very good volunteer from the audience. Shy enough to keep the others from thinking she’s a shill but confident enough to do the job right. If everyone believed in magic as she does, I could take over this world.
I remove two picks from the collection stashed in my coat and drop to one knee so that I can easily reach to lock in the door knob. This part is my weakest skill. I’ve done it before a few times but it takes way too long. A pro could do in 30 seconds what takes me 15 minutes. Can’t be helped. I might be able to speed the job up by using magic but I’m better off saving something for emergencies. Either way, if it takes me too long, I can always whip out the magic.
Adjusting my position a little bit so I’m comfortable, I reach for the door knob on the right, tools in hand. Just as I touch it, the knob begins to turn. SHIT! Someone’s here! I manage to get up and return the picks to their hiding place before the door opens.
It’s Debbie Jennings, her arms loaded with files, her body silhouetted by the light from Lawson’s office.
“Lance! My GOD! What are you doing here?!”
So much for the reserve.
“I’m here to see you. Actually, I didn’t expect you to be here. I was just going to leave you a gift.”
“A gift?”
“Yes. I have it right here.”
I slide over to her desk, blocking Debbie’s view with my body, bend down and pick up a dozen roses that hadn’t been there seconds ago, sprinkling the last of Ms. LaRouche’s potion over them as I turn around.
“LANCE! They’re beautiful!”
I bow slightly and present them to her. “As are you, Debbie.”
She might be blushing, hard to tell in this dim light. She reaches out with both hands, taking the flowers, bringing them close to her face and inhaling deeply.
“I adore the smell of roses!”
She takes another deep breath with her face buried in the flowers, getting another dose of Mrs. LaRouche’s Obedience potion. I hope there’s enough left. Debbie lifts her face from the embrace of the roses.
“Lance, how did you get in here?”
I strike a stage pose, standing as tall as possible, my arms extended, lifting slightly upward.
“I am a MAGICIAN! No walls can stop me! No container hold me! No locks restrain me! No …” I drop my arms and relax my stance. “The guards let me in. What are you doing here? I expected an empty office. I wanted the flowers to be a magical surprise for you in the morning.”
She smiles at me, giggling softly. “They’re still a magical surprise and this way, I can thank you personally.”
She steps towards me, still holding the roses. I take her hands gently by the wrists and pull her closer, pressing the bouquet nearer to her face.
“Surely you aren’t still working, are you? How could your boss ask a lovely woman like you to be out at this ungodly hour?”
She beams at me but snorts derisively. “Larson doesn’t care how late I have to stay. He walked out at 4:45 today and dropped a pot load of work on my desk, telling me he needed it all ready for him in the morning. The morning!”
I sympathetically shake my head. “A cad! Truly a cad. I won’t delay you any longer.”
“OH No! I’m almost done! I just need to sign off, lock up and I’m free as a bird.”
By Zaphod’s great staff! I have to pause a moment to keep from sounding too interested. It’s all I can do to keep from laughing manically.
“Sign off? What is that?”
She chuckles lightly but with just a hint of sleepiness. “Come on, you’re joking, right?”
“No, not at all, is that one of those computer things? I really don’t know much about computers. Perhaps you could show me.”
She grins at me, her head tilting slightly to the left. “I shouldn’t.”
“Oohh let’s be naughty, just this once.”
She starts to say something but stops, her mouth agape, her eyelids half open, breathing deeply. I carefully push the roses closer to her face.
“Just a little naughty, just this once,” I whisper in her ear.
She giggles again. “Oookaayy. Just this time.”
I lightly pull her back into Lawson’s office, shutting the door once we are both inside. Leading her to a large leather couch, I smoothly set her down, leaving the flowers nestled against her breasts where she can still inhale the fading remains of the potion. Once she’s settled, I hurry over to the desk. Miraculously, it is still signed on to the intranet, the Consortium’s strictly internal network and it’s in Lawson’s name! I quickly remove a portable hard drive from my coat pocket and search for a USB port.
“Laanncce,” Debbie whines, “I thought you wanted to do something naughty.”
“Oh I do, Debbie. Very naughty. But how about this.” I quickly return to the couch, gently pull the flowers from her grasp and drop them behind the couch. They disappear before hitting the ground. I take her head between my hands, cradling her chin in the palms, my thumbs running up her jaw line. I bend down so that we are looking into each other’s eyes. “Why don’t you take a little nap …” She starts to pout. “… and while you’re napping, you have the sexiest dream you’ve ever had in your life.” The pout instantly turns into a wicked smile.
“What kind of sexy dream, Laanncce?”
“Whatever you want Debbie. Wherever, whoever, however you want. Your deepest, most forbidden desire. Let it all out.”
“Right here, in my boss’s office?”
“That’s the naughty part.”
“Ohh yeah! Okay, I’ll do it!”
I wink at her. “What a sexy vixen you are, Debbie. Here, let’s get you comfortable.”
I help her lay down on the couch. Whipping off my coat, I roll it up in a ball and carefully put it under her head like a pillow. Debbie lazily runs her hand over the seat back of the couch.
“I love leather, Lance. I really love leather. The feel, the smell. Love it. Don’t you love it?”
“Who doesn’t? It’s time for your nap now Debbie.”
“What will you do while I’m asleep?”
“I’ll just be waiting for you to wake up.”
“That sounds boring.”
“Don’t worry, I’ll find something to keep me busy.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
My last command was for Debbie to forget all about what happened this morning, that she was to wake up feeling refreshed, relaxed, rested and ready for the new day. The sun was just beginning to rise as I exited her apartment building and headed home. I skirted Central Park on my way back to Mrs. LaRouche’s. I’m not certain if that last command would take. Debbie hadn’t gotten a full dose of the potion and it my have begun to wear off by the time I got her home. With luck, she’ll mostly just remember her dream.
I sure as hell won’t forget it.
It took me some time to work out the structure of the network and find where the information I sought was being stored. It turns out that it was also encrypted so I had to wake Debbie to get the encryption key.
She was a little pissed at that.
I could have just taken the encrypted data and try to break the key later but decided to do it all while in Lawson’s office even though that would take more time than I was comfortable with. This way guaranteed success and that was more important to me than anything else.
While I waited for everything I wanted to decrypt, I had an opportunity to eavesdrop on Debbie’s dream. She started with just moans and groans, slowly writhing on the couch, her hands moving around her body, then she’d fall silent for a few minutes and then become more vocal and active again. Eventually, she worked her panties down around her ankles and both her blouse and bra open. She called out my name several times while vigorously rubbing her pussy and kneading her breasts but she also mentioned at least two other men and both her work friends, Janice and Shelly. The name “Rex” came up a few times too after she had rolled onto her stomach and pushed her ass into the air. I didn’t want to speculate about who or what Rex is.
All and all, a memorable show.
It took a little while to get her dressed and presentable before helping her out of the building past the unseeing eyes of the two guards and into a cab for the short ride to her apartment.
As I walk by Central Park, I share the sidewalk with the early morning joggers who are headed into the Park to use the walking and running paths. I stop for a moment, feeling the pull of my favorite spot near the playing fields but shake it off. It’s the longer route and I’ve got work to do, including making sure that I put on a good show today outside of the Consortium building. I need to carry on as before, no change in the routine until I’m ready to make my move.
I keep walking until I reach Mrs. LaRouche’s store. She won’t open for another couple of hours but she’s an early riser and I’d prefer to get a few hours of sleep before my lunchtime show instead of reviewing my morning’s adventures. I manage to reach my apartment without attracting her attention. As soon as I open the door to my apartment, I can smell bacon cooking.
“Good morning, Lance. How do you like your eggs?”
She’s standing in my kitchen, frying pan on the stove, a carton of eggs open on the counter next to her
“How did you get in here, Mrs. LaRouche?”
“Landlord, remember?”
“Ahh yes. Do you visit often when I’m not here?”
“This is my first time. I need to know if you kept your word.”
“You don’t trust me?”
“I’m concerned about you. The power that you’re dealing with is well beyond levels I’m familiar with.”
“Don’t worry. I can handle it, Mrs. LaRouche.”
“I’d like to believe you, Lance but we’re talking about power levels very few have ever experienced.”
Could I tell her stories. “I’ll have those eggs sunny side up if you don’t mind,” I say as I shut the door behind me.
“You didn’t answer my question.”
“Sure I did. Sunny side up.”
“Fine. You didn’t answer the important question. Did you keep your word?”
I wave my hand. The cabinet doors swing open as two plates float out and settle onto the table. The drawer slides out and two sets of forks, spoons and knives rise up and join the plates, quickly followed by napkins and glasses to complete the setting. Mrs. LaRouche is impressed.
“Yes. I kept my word. No one was even hurt.”
“Did you get what you needed?”
The coffee pot starts up but that’s only because I left it on a timer. Not everything requires magic.
“I don’t know, there wasn’t time to check everything. I copied all emails and memos for the last five years. That should be enough to figure out if anyone had a hand in Terry and Mom’s deaths. It’ll take me awhile to go through them all.”
“Can I help?”
“Thanks, but I’d rather do it myself. That way, I’m the only one breaking the law.”
She chuckles. “My past isn’t exactly squeaky clean.”
“Better not add to it then.”
She opens the fridge, takes out a bottle of orange juice and fills both glasses.
“I understand that you want to do this alone but I am willing to help. Your mother was my friend too.”
“If the cops get us both, who’s left to bail us out?”
She pauses, frying pan in her hand, poised to slide the eggs onto the plate. “Who says I’m bailing you out?”
CHAPTER THIRTY EIGHT
I should have tried to get more sleep last night.
The act isn’t as sharp as it could be, as it should be. I managed to hit the big tricks, particularly the last one. I just couldn’t resist starting on the stolen data and stayed up too late working on it. I didn’t find anything useful.
As I was packing up, Debbie approached me. I hadn’t seen her during the performance but she could have been standing towards the back. She seemed reluctant to speak so I took the initiative.
“I missed you today. You’re my best ‘volunteer lovely assistant’. People are starting to suspect something is up between us.”
She smiled but chewed on her lower lip for a moment. “About that. Last night … I had this … weird dream. At least I think it was a dream.”
“Were you and I at your office?”
“YES!” she gasps.
“Did I give you a dozen roses?”
“YES!! How do you know that?!”
“I had the same dream.”
“You did? How is that possible?”
I shrug. “Sometimes, when there’s a lot of magic in the air, two people can get psychically linked. They can share dreams, even thoughts. What am I thinking right now?”
“You’re kidding?!”
“No. Not at all. I doesn’t happen very often and not for long. The dreams seem very real.”
“It certainly felt real. I could smell the roses.”
“That sounds right. What am I thinking right now?”
“I can’t read your mind. That’s crazy … isn’t it?”
“You never know until you try. Go ahead. Concentrate.”
Debbie closes her eyes, squinting and wrinkling her forehead. She holds that pose for several seconds. “Yooouuurr … hungry! You can’t wait to get lunch!”
I clap my hands together. “Exactly right! Very good!” I’d have agreed with practically anything she said.
“Ohmygod! I did it! That is sooo cool! How long will this last?”
I frown and shake my head. “Not much longer, I’m afraid. It’ll probably fade in an hour or so. As I said, it’s kinda rare. When I do that big finale, there’s a lot of residual magic floating around. It’s gotta go somewhere.”
She’s clearly disappointed. “Isn’t there anything we can do to make it last?”
“Afraid not. It’s just one of those unpredictable side effects. I did enjoy sharing that dream with you.”
She smiles broadly. “Me too, Lance. Maybe it’ll happen again.”
I return her smile. “Perhaps. Who knows? Magic is so serendipitous. I’ll see you later.”
She waives as she turns to head back to work. “Bye, Lance.”
I waive back, continuing to do so until she looks away. That should buy me enough time to search the data base for the proof I need. If she doesn’t ask any questions, no one else will.
* * * *** * * * *** * * * ***
It took several days to get anyone from the Winthrop Group to even return my calls. If there was any proof required to show how toxic the name “Donna White” is, that was it.
“What do you want of us, Ms. White?”
“I need to speak with someone about investigating a possible incursion from …excuse me, what’s your clearance?”
“Level 5, Ms. White.”
Level 5. Impressive. That almost guarantees that the person I’m speaking with spent some time over there.
“Who am I speaking with?”
“Cynthia Ridgeway, Ms. White. You may remember me as Captain Sydney Ridgeway, Don.”
“Captain! How are you?”
“Fine, but I’m no longer a Captain, Ms. White. Those ranks pretty much disappear when you get back home.”
“Does that bother you?”
“A little. We knew the job was temporary when we all signed on but it was a wild ride while it lasted.”
“And the way it ended?”
“Don’t remind me.”
“Do you keep in touch with the rest of your squad?”
“Not Really. There are only a few of us left here at the main office in New York. The rest have been assigned to various hush hush operations around the world.”
Should I tell her that her comrades are likely dead? That the same fate could await her also? Anyone deemed a security risk was to be eliminated after they returned to this world. That was the contract between The Consortium and The Winthrop Group. That Ridgeway was still around may mean she was deemed reliable.
“What are you currently doing, Cynthia? Or is that a question you can’t answer?”
“No, not a problem. I’m waiting for a new assignment. I could be headed to Afghanistan in a couple of weeks.”
Oooohhh, not good. “I have something I’d like you to look into for me. In an unofficial capacity.”
“I don’t know about that, Ms. White. I don’t want to get into any kind of trouble here at work.”
It probably can’t get any worse for her. “Nothing serious, Cynthia. I just need your opinion about a certain street performer.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Still nothing.
I’m almost halfway through the data and haven’t found any solid proof of a specific order to kill my family. There’s been a hint now and then and a couple of emails referring to their deaths. That alone is suspicious. Why would a big corporation care about the deaths of a couple of little people? I’ll need more than that.
One thing is clear though, the loss of the resources from the other world has put a serious crimp in their cash flow. There have been a lot of discussions about accounting tricks to hide their problems from the market and shareholders. Many of the upper management’s jobs are on the line and you can practically smell the desperation in a lot of the memos and emails.
There’s a certain satisfaction in that.
Unfortunately, I’ve got to load up and go perform my act.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The crowd is as large as any I’ve seen here before, at least 400 people. Word has clearly spread about Mr. Mastiff’s skills. One of the smaller local television stations has dispatched a camera crew to catch the action. We were late to arrive and are stuck in the back.
“Why are we here, Ms. White?”
I had never met Cynthia Ridgeway before, at least not the female version. She’s younger than I expected but smart. Her dossier said that she has degrees in both Mechanical and Electrical Engineering plus extensive intelligence training while in the Army. She’s tall, almost 5’ 11”, fit and attractive, with short, auburn hair and brown eyes. It’s a shame that The Winthrop Group believes that she’s expendable.
“I suspect, Ms. Ridgeway, that the magician performing today is not what he claims to be. My superiors aren’t interested in finding out the truth. There was a cursory investigation that provided cover for them to ignore the potential problem. I wanted you to see and meet him. You had a great deal of contact with Opulessa so it’s my hope that you can recognize a witch when you see one, even if she’s currently a man.”
She jerks her right thumb in the direction of Mastiff.
“You think that guy is a chick?”
“Possibly. Would anyone have suspected you were a ‘chick’ when you were on the other world?”
“I see your point. How the hell would he-she have gotten over here? I was the last man across before you set the self-destruct on the Portal Generator on that side and caught the last ride home.”
“Someone on this side could have reopened that Portal. They’ve sent teams to other universes, searching for another source of raw materials, but no luck so far. If the Generator is active, it’s a small step to return to that universe.”
“Any proof of that?”
“None at all,” I sigh. “Besides, one thing the original investigation supposedly did establish was that Lance Mastiff is from our universe, not theirs.”
“Lance Mastiff? Is that really his name?”
“It would seem so. There are birth records, Social Security records, school records, medical records and so on. I’m assuming they hired your company to do the investigation. I haven’t seen the actual report.”
“What about Alex Thompson?”
“I thought of that but Mastiff doesn’t look like Thompson, at least not any more like him than a distant relative, which is barely more than a random man with the same height and hair color.”
“What about DNA?”
“We don’t have any sample of Thompson’s DNA to compare Mastiff’s with.”
“But you do have samples of his mother and brother, don’t you?”
Very good, Ridgeway! “We don’t but we can get them! Either from the police or an exhumation.”
“No judge is going to order an exhumation.”
“Who says we’ll ask?”
“You’ve still got the problem about how Thompson could have gotten back. No Portal.”
“He could get back the same way he got over there. One of the original small portable Generators went missing over there and was never accounted for. It was presumed destroyed. That presumption could be wrong.”
Mastiff begins his show so we watch, seeing what we can from where we are standing. Ridgeway is astonished at the appropriate moments, when Mastiff performs a true magical trick. He allows the cameraman to roam wherever he wants, to see everything from whatever angle he desires. No magician I know would ever take that risk. Limiting what the audience sees is a major part of most illusions but Mastiff doesn’t seem to care. Mastiff has the Coke cans orbit the cameraman during the juggling trick before returning to the table. He actually fell down trying to record the action. The crowd loved it. So did Ridgeway.
“So, what do you think?” I ask.
“What do I THINK? That HAD to be magic! There is no way to do half of the stuff he did without magic!”
“Actually, any competent magician could perform almost two thirds of those tricks, however, the last third … I’m forced to agree with you. Which raises some troubling issues.”
“No Shit!”
“Exactly. Shall we meet Mr. Mastiff?”
“Are you sure you want to do that? If he’s the real deal, I wouldn’t want him paying any attention to me. Trust me. I know!”
“I’m aware of your history with Opulessa.”
“You don’t know the half of it. If Thompson hadn’t taken her out, the rest of us would have.”
If Thompson had not succeeded, you and your men wouldn’t have had any recollection of what Opulessa had done to you. You’d still be part of her sick circus. No need to point that out right now.
“Unfortunately, it’s that history that makes you a valuable asset right now. Mastiff and I have a bit of an adversarial relationship already. I’m still here so that means either he can’t hurt me or doesn’t care to.”
“Or that you haven’t pissed him off enough yet.”
“Another possibility, I agree, but I saw what Opulessa could do and what Alexia was capable of. Mastiff isn’t in their leagues.”
“Yet. Opulessa’s power wasn’t at a steady state. It went up and down. Not a lot but she had good days and bad days.”
I didn’t know that. “Are you saying you don’t want to meet Mastiff?”
“I’ll do it. I just want to be certain you’ve considered the possible harm. I don’t want real magic to get a foothold in my world, it’s too damn dangerous. If we need to stop Mastiff, better now than later because we may not get a chance later.”
I smile. “We think a lot alike, Cynthia.”
“Thanks, Ms. White.”
“Call me Donna, Captain.”
She returns my smile and nods her head. We start to work our way forward through the thinning crowd. Most of the audience needs to return to work. I’ve always suspected Mastiff only performs at lunch time because he doesn’t want people hanging around after the show is done.
He has his donation bucket sitting next to his front table. It’s a five gallon bucket and almost two thirds full of bills and change with people still tossing money in. If he does that 5 times a week, 52 weeks a year, he could be making almost as much as I do! We wait for the television reporter to finish her piece before talking to Mastiff.
And wait.
And wait.
The bitch is dragging this out on purpose. She’s got her story but she wants more. It doesn’t take a genius to see what that more is. Mastiff notices us standing in the background.
“Ms. White! I didn’t see you at today’s performance.”
Ridgeway and I step forward, blocking the reporter.
“We were there, Mr. Mastiff. Impressive, as usual. This is Captain Ridgeway.”
“CAPTAIN Ridgeway? Not a member of New York’s finest I hope. I always try to keep good relations with the local constabulary.”
She offers him her hand. “I’m not a cop. It’s a military rank.”
He takes her hand, shaking it firmly. They pause after a few seconds but neither lets go. They just stare intently at each other for a few seconds before the reporter interrupts.
“I think we have all I need, Lance, though I’d like to see you later tonight, just to make sure there’s no follow up.”
Mastiff releases Ridgeway’s hand, directing his attention to the attractive reporter. “I’m afraid tonight isn’t possible Carol. I need all the rest I can get to recharge my magic batteries. I can be available this Sunday.”
“I anchor the weekend news broadcasts so Sunday won’t work.”
“A shame. You have my number. Feel free to call me, I’m certain we can work something out.” He finishes off with a devilish smile that would weaken the strongest woman’s knees. I can feel it myself and he isn’t even aiming at me. Carol just beams at him for a moment before recovering and walking away, the cameraman trailing behind. Mastiff turns back towards me.
“Lovely woman. Has quite an interest in magic.”
“I’m sure she does,” I reply dryly.
“What can I do for you and the brave Captain, Ms. White?”
“Nothing you haven’t done before. Captain Ridgeway is in town between assignments so I thought she might enjoy your show.”
“And did you, Captain?”
“Did I what?” asks Ridgeway.
“Did you enjoy my show?”
“Oh my yes! Very enjoyable! It makes a person wonder how you could possibly do all those tricks. Some seem quite impossible.”
“For some perhaps. Magic makes all things possible.”
“Oh come on! It’s just us girls here. You can’t really believe in magic,” she says.
“I do, Captain, as do many others. Like Ms. White here. And you. If you’ll excuse me, the Park Police only give me a few minutes to clean up, pack up and be on my way. I don’t want to disappoint them.”
“Can we help?” I ask.
“No no. Don’t trouble yourselves. I’m almost done as it is. Check out the local evening news. With luck, it’ll be a slow news day and they can squeeze me in. It’ll be a boost for my career.”
He quickly packs the loose equipment into a large duffle bag with shoulder straps, folds up his tables, slings the bag over his shoulder, grabs the tables by their handles and hurries off into Central Park after a brief wave goodbye, his ponytail bouncing with each step.
“What do you think, Captain.”
“That was magic. No doubt about it.”
“And Mastiff?”
“He sure as hell felt like a witch but he was also a man. I can’t explain it. Should we follow him?”
“No need. We know where he lives. I just wish we had some other leads to pursue.”
“What about the DNA tests?”
“I can get that started but it’ll be up to the techs and my requests aren’t exactly a high priority. What kind of pull do you have at the Winthrop Group?”
“Zilch. On a good day.”
“So, we’re stuck.”
Ridgeway pulls me aside. “Maybe not. A couple of weeks ago, someone from internal security came around asking questions. Seems that one of our guns turned up in a meth lab bust. ATF knew that it was originally one of ours; it was registered when the company bought them straight from the manufacturer. Internal security wanted to make sure someone wasn’t running their own black market with Winthrop Group guns. The company does that all the time, they just don’t want unauthorized competition from inside their own company.”
“What does this have to do with Mastiff?”
“Maybe nothing, maybe something. I knew what gun they were talking about. It was Colonel Willis’ personal M4A1. He took it to a gunsmith over here and had it fine tuned and modified. It was match rated. That was one cherry piece of iron. And it never made it back to this world when we evacuated.”
“How do you know that?”
“Because I went looking for it. The Colonel was dead. He had no use for it. Seemed a waste for it to fall in the wrong hands.”
“The wrong hands being anyone’s other than yours.”
Ridgeway grinned. “Something like that. I double checked every gun that came home. I can guarantee you that one did not make the trip.”
“Could someone else have taken it?”
“It’s possible. I couldn’t be open about what I was really doing so someone else could have gotten to it before I did but I don’t think that’s what happened. That gun stayed over there until someone brought it over here and sold it.”
“Are you serious, Captain?”
“How else can you explain that a gun that almost certainly did not leave the other side at evacuation ended up in a meth bust in Loogootee, Indiana.”
“Wait. Loogootee is the nearest town to the Portal Generator on this side, right?”
“It is. Wouldn’t it be interesting to talk to the man who had that gun? Show him a few pictures maybe?”
“It would indeed, Captain. I think I can rustle up a flight to the nearest airport. I’ve still got my expense account. Care to join me?”
“Sure, I’d love to go. Beats the hell out of sitting around HQ doing nothing but I don’t know if they’ll let me.”
“I’ll take care of that. You go pack a bag and we’re off to Loogootee within the hour.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Why the heck did White bring Ridgeway to today’s show? What did she hope to accomplish? That Ridgeway would somehow recognize me as Alexia? Seems to be a longshot on her part. Maybe she’s running out of gambits. I hope she’s running out of time. The sooner I finish reviewing the data from the Consortium, the sooner I can finish this.
I hustle through Central Park but as I get near the playing fields, I stop, feeling an urge to go over there to take a break. Just sit down, watch the kids play and forget all about this. I give it about twenty seconds of serious consideration before shaking the feeling and heading back to my apartment, the feeling fading the further away from the fields I get. It wasn’t a bad idea, it’s just not the time for goofing off. I’ll take a break when I find what I need in those memos and emails.
But maybe I’ve been working too hard. Since getting the data from The Consortium, I’ve done nothing but eat, sleep, perform my act and search the data. It’s been a three day grind and the two weeks before that were completely wrapped up in preparation for the break in. What’s twenty or thirty minutes gonna cost me? It’s a nice day in late August. The home schooled kids will be playing some kind of game. I need to see something that reminds me of … home.
There. I said it.
Home.
It’s not New York anymore. The last week or so, I’ve felt the pull of the other world. The wide open spaces, living close to nature. The slower, more meaningful life I lead over there. My family that I left over there. It all makes life here more intolerable every day.
Once this is done, I am getting the hell out of town but right now, I’m taking twenty minutes to enjoy myself!
I reverse course, instantly feeling better, and hurry back the way I came until reaching the intersection with the path that leads to the athletic fields. I turn to the left and it’s only a minute or so until I hear the sound of children playing, quickly followed by the sight of boys and girls charging up and down a deep green playing field in pursuit of a soccer ball.
Almost all of the parents are gathered to one side, talking among themselves. I recognize a number of them from prior visits, though there are some new people. It’s mostly mothers and a few fathers, standing or sitting in groups of three or four, however there is one woman standing apart from the rest, someone I haven’t seen before.
If you looked up “statuesque” in the dictionary, there would be a picture of her right next to the definition. She was tall, taller than me. Blonde and built, but more like an athlete. She had a great figure but it was more than that. She just exuded strength, like an Amazon. You could see why she was standing by herself, she probably intimidated everyone else, man or woman. She wasn’t doing anything threatening, just smiling and watching the kids play, but you could tell she wasn’t to be messed with.
She definitely was not my usual type. I’d always preferred women who were shorter than me and couldn’t likely beat me up but there was something about her that kept drawing my attention, even when I tried to ignore her and concentrate on the game.
It was fairly disorganized, kids just playing. Different ages, boys and girls, some knew what they were doing, some just learning and some had no idea what the game was about. There was this big blonde boy, running all over the place, clearly didn’t know shit about soccer but was full of energy and enthusiasm, smiling and laughing the entire time. Kids would drop in and out of the game, running over to their parents and then back onto the field, rejoining their friends.
The sun was bright and the temperature mild. An all around glorious day. The twenty minutes I was going to stay passed in the blink of an eye so I stayed longer, my attention always drifting back to the Amazon.
I’d never approached any of the other mothers before, didn’t want to seem like I was hitting on them. I’d gotten a number of looks from some of them whenever I showed up but none ever approached me, though, from the conversations I saw, occasionally several of them would encourage one or two to come over to meet me. Never happened though.
It appeared that the game was starting to break up. Some of the kids and parents were beginning to leave. I was suddenly struck with the fear that I may never see the Amazon again. All the time I’d watched her, she never looked my way. She just stood there, Hair in a ponytail dropping down her back, dressed in slacks, light sweater and trainers, the personification of cool elegance.
I need to meet her, to talk with her. There’s just something compelling about her. I can’t put my finger on it. I just know that if I don’t do this, I’ll regret it for the rest of my life.
Leaving all my stuff leaning against a tree, I wander in her direction. I don’t want to charge right up and start talking to her. I want to be smooth, suave, cool about it. It takes me a few agonizing minutes to get close enough to attempt to strike up a conversation.
“Excuse me,” I say a little bit too loudly.
She’s startled but not afraid. “What did you say?” she asks.
“I-I just wanted to say hello. Haven’t seen you here before.”
She looks me up and down with one arched eyebrow.
“Do you have a child out there?” She points at the field.
“No. I just like to come out here and watch the kids play.”
That doesn’t sound creepy at all.
“Really?” she sternly replies.
“I-I didn’t mean it that way! I just like to come out here because it reminds me of a different place. A place I used to live.”
Her appearance softens a bit. “Where did you use to live?”
“You wouldn’t know the place. It’s far away from here.”
“I might know. I am just a visitor to this city.”
That explains why I haven’t seen her before.
“How interesting! How long have you been in town?”
“Only two weeks. My son and I have spent a lot of time here in this park.”
“Here on business or pleasure?”
“I don’t understand.”
“Are you in New York because of work or on vacation?”
“Neither. We are looking for someone.”
“Who’s that?”
“A relative.”
“Any luck?”
“Not so far,” she sighs.
Maybe I could lend a hand, do a little computer research, help the lady? No, I’ve already got a job to do and I better get to it now. Enough play time!
“Well, good luck with your search. I need to get back to …”
“You never told me your name,” she interrupts. “My name is Johanna.” She holds out her hand.
“Johanna. Unusual name.” I shake her hand. “I’m Lance Mastiff… uuhhh, Mastiff the Magnificent.”
“The magnificent what?”
“Magician. I’m a street performer. You know, hocus pocus, pull a rabbit out of a hat, that sort of thing.”
“Why would you keep a rabbit in your hat?”
‘You know, Johanna, no one’s ever asked me that question before.”
“It would seem to be an obvious question.”
I chuckle. “You’re right, it is. Which one out there is your son?”
“The tall blonde one.” She gives a loud, shrill whistle that makes me flinch and raises her hand. Everyone left looks our way but only one child, the blonde boy I had noticed before, breaks away and runs towards us, pulling up and stopping right in front of his mother. She gently touches his shoulders and turns him to face me.
“Mr. Mastiff, this is my child, Lee. Say hello to Mr. Mastiff, Lee.”
He smiles brightly, thrusting his hand towards me. “I’m pleased to meet you, Mr. Mastiff.”
Lee? My hand reaches out on automatic to shake his but it is a dispirited handshake as my mind is elsewhere. Lee! Is that a coincidence? I stare more closely at mother and son. They have the same sandy blonde hair, the same blue eyes. It’s hard to say how old Lee is but it couldn’t be much more than eleven.
“Where did you say you were from?” I hesitantly ask Johanna.
“A long way from this remarkable town,” she answers.
“Exactly how far away?”
“Very far away,” she replies, dodging my question but staring at me with a look of hope in her eyes.
I slowly raise my right hand and reach inside my shirt, carefully lifting my first year anniversary ring up by the thin gold chain and clear of my shirt, letting it dangle and spin on three inches of chain.
Johanna smiles and does exactly the same thing, though the ring on her chain is larger than mine.
“Leeanna,” she says. “I think we’ve found your mother.”
CHAPTER THIRTY NINE
There’s no car rental company at the Loogootee airport. It’s little better than an old dirt strip though it is paved. There are just two hangars, an office, and a flight school. I give the mechanic $200 to rent one of the work trucks until Ridgeway and I are done. I’m sure they don’t see many corporate jets fly in for the day. Ridgeway is surprised with how free I’m being with the money.
“Are you sure you won’t get in trouble for all this? Renting that jet cost a ton.”
“Captain, we need answers and we need them now. If we find out something important, all sins will be forgiven. If we fail, I can only be fired once. I’ve already got one high heeled foot on a banana peel as it is.”
“If you say so. Where to now?”
“Get in the truck, you’re driving.” I pull out my cell phone and launch the GPS app. “We’ve already got the name and address for the man arrested for possession of Willis’s gun. Let’s find him ASAP and see if he’ll talk to us.”
She opens the driver side door and climbs in. “There’s no way he’s talking to us. He can’t be that stupid.”
I get in the other side and close the door as she starts the engine. I look at the display on my phone.
“Turn left when you exit onto the highway. Yes, he can be that stupid. If he got caught cooking meth, then he’s an idiot. If he was caught with as much as he was charged with, then he’s a greedy idiot. We aren’t the police; we’re just private citizens with money to burn. He’ll talk.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“What in Zaphod’s name are you two doing here?!”
Once we both were certain of each other’s identities, I hurried Johnathyn and Leeanna to a secluded bench with some privacy. After a round of hugs and kisses, it was time to find out what was going on.
“Actually, there are three of us,” answers Johnathyn. “Miran Pegues brought us over to this world. He has been our guide and has been invaluable. We owe him much, Alexia.”
That makes sense. Pegues has the most experience and would like nothing more than for me to owe him a favor.
“That says how but not why, Johnathyn.”
“Aren’t you happy to see us, Mother?”
I lean down and kiss Leeanna on the top of her head.
“I’m ecstatic to see the both of you, Lee. It’s a dream come true, but that doesn’t answer my question.” I look at Johnathyn over the top of her head and raise one eyebrow, giving him a look I hope he hasn’t forgotten.
He sighs and looks away. “We have failed you, Alexia.”
“What does that mean?”
“It means that everything has gone oddswoggle,” answers Pegues as he rounds the corner, invading our little patch of privacy amongst the willow bushes.
“Where the hell have you been, Mirantha?” I ask.
“The far side of the woods, keeping watch.”
“So, this was all your idea?”
“No, it was Dierdra Denson’s, our dear leader of the Witch’s Council. One of your creations if I recall correctly, Alexia.”
“Whatever happened to ‘my Queen’?”
“You relinquished that title. Unfortunately, it wasn’t long before others sought to claim it.”
“Will somebody tell me what is going on?!”
They look at each other for a moment before Johnathyn flicks his wrist towards Pegues.
“You tell her, Pegues. You understand better than I.”
“You understand all too well, Johanna. You just don’t want to be the one to deliver the bad news.”
“I’m waiting,” I growl.
Pegues bows slightly, contradicting his last statement about not treating me as the Queen.
“Very well, I will be the Jason Goat. I will give you the short version. We can discuss details when there is more privacy. Briefly put, the people did not accept the Witch’s Council as the ruler of the land. They were used to having a Queen to rule them and they would accept nothing less.”
“Everybody refused?”
“Not exactly. Many were willing to try this new form of government but the Council was ineffective, wracked with dissension.”
“Beckwith!”
He nods. “Yes, but not just her. There is no tradition of witches working together, of compromising. They argue, they discuss but nothing gets decided. Many people tired of this and turned back to the old ways. Any man who sought power found himself a witch who would then declare herself Queen of the land and he would form an army around her, mostly bought and paid for but just as deadly as true believers.”
“How many?” I sigh.
“Five Queens when we left two weeks ago. There could be more by now.”
“What about the Queen’s Guard?”
“As you well know, the Queen’s Guard is loyal to the Queen. That is tradition, one you took brilliant advantage of. There is no tradition of loyalty to a Witch’s Council. Besides, The Guard is organized regionally. When the different Queens declared themselves ruler, the Guard divided up along regional lines. General Packer has managed to keep the Guard based in Glory loyal to the Witch’s Council but it is mostly out of respect for his leadership, not for anything the Council has accomplished.”
“How strong are his troops?”
“They are the best of what remains of the Guard, best trained, best armed, most disciplined, but they are not large in numbers. Several of the other Queens have more men, they just aren’t as good. It is a return of the days before Opulessa.”
“Are any of the witches claiming to be Queen any good?”
“You mean, are they powerful, Alexia?”
“Yeah, can I kick their traitorous asses?”
“You can beat them all, Mother!” Leeanna declared.
I hugged her shoulders, pulling her tightly against my body but looked over at Pegues.
“True?”
“Yes. Oppulessa had been very effective in preventing a powerful challenger from ever being born. The most powerful that I am aware of is a Sixty One. That isn’t as important right now. The Witch is just a figurehead for a man seeking power. What matters is the size and strength of the army supporting the man who chose the witch to be Queen. The Queen with the largest and best army is supported by an old friend of yours.”
“NO! He’s supposed to be in prison! Locked up in some ice cold cell for the rest of his miserable life!”
“He was, until civic authority broke down in the Northern Region. Redmond Dupree is now the primary supporter of Queen Tammy.”
“Queen TAMMY! What kind of name is Queen Tammy?”
Miran shoots me a sly smile. “I wouldn’t know, Alexia. It is a name of long history and not uncommon in my world. I hear she is quite beautiful.”
“Stuff it, Pegues. What does Dierdra think I can do about all this?”
Johnathyn reaches over, taking my hand.
“Return to your rightful world, your rightful place as Queen, put an end to all these false Queens. Bring peace to our world.”
“Johnathyn, we discussed all this the last time.”
“How could it be worse?”
“It may be worse with me there.”
“We don’t know that, not for certain.”
“And we don’t know for certain that it would be better. Is this just Dierdra’s great idea or is there some kind of big groundswell of support for my return?”
Johnathyn won’t answer, looking for help from Pegues.
“It is Denson’s idea. She has not even sought support from the other witches.”
“I’m sure Beckwith is waiting for me with open arms.”
“Likely not, but the remains of the Queen’s Guard would support you and we might pick up additional support from those straddling the fence. Alexia, for what it is worth, I think you should do it.”
Say what you will about Pegues’ lack of loyalty, morality and trustworthiness, he does have a keen political mind and a sixth sense for survival.
“Why should I return, Miran?”
“As one of your great political philosophers, General Colin Powell, stated so well, ‘You break it, you bought it. ’”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It had been a hot and somewhat productive day. We tracked down the meth maker to a single lot with a shabby mobile home parked on it. I bet if a cop had been along with us, this guy would have been busted again. I’d say the guy was almost three quarters high when he answered our knocks on his door. Donna White introduced herself and me as employees of the National Rifle Association. The meth head really liked that, didn’t even bother asking for proof. White said that the NRA kept track of people arrested for exercising their Second Amendment rights and that we were there to help any way we could, including money to defray legal fees.
The meth head, name of Dilbert Daws, was already represented by the Public Defender, big surprise, but said that he could certainly use the cash to pay other bills. Such as buying more supplies to make meth, I’d wager. God! That shit is so addictive!
White quickly steered the conversation towards protecting the next link in the chain, the man who sold him that gun. She showed Daws pictures of Mastiff and Thompson but he claimed not to recognize either one of them, which frankly made me feel better about both of them. You’d hope that either one would have had enough integrity not to sell something that dangerous to a dick like Dilbert Daws.
White pushed him pretty hard on the pictures and I felt he was telling the truth. When she asked for the name of his seller, Daws was a little more uncertain. My guess is that he wanted to hang onto that little bit of information to sweeten his eventual plea deal on the meth and possession charges. That’s when White pointed out that we weren’t cops and that we didn’t plan on telling the cops anything. We wanted to get to the seller before the cops did to make sure that his civil rights were going to be protected from the assault of the Obama administration’s anti-gun goon squads.
That little speech and $5,000 got us the name of Earl Sweeney, local used car dealer and mechanic. It’s late, almost 8:30 p.m. local time, when we reach Sweeney’s business. You can tell that he’s almost ready to close but White wants to get this done today. She starts the whole NRA song and dance again but Sweeney’s a little more skeptical, probably because he isn’t stoned out of his mind. She manages to get him to look at the pictures and he actually says he may recognize Mastiff before he wises up and kicks us out of his business, pissing White off royally. He did let it slip that Mastiff showed up with a couple of local girls but refused to identify them.
Which is how we find ourselves spending the night sharing a double room in a less than four star motel in Loogootee, Indiana. She let me choose where we ate and I chose Steak and Shake. I think it’s been some time since Donna White ate fast food.
After returning from supper, she laid all her paperwork out on the table and began reviewing her notes.
“How do you expect to find those two girls?” I ask.
“Sweeney knows and I’m not done with him.”
“We already know Mastiff was in town, Sweeney admitted recognizing him. He had to be the one who sold him the gun.”
“Sweeney thought he recognized Mastiff. It still doesn’t explain how the gun got back to this universe. Mastiff is from this universe.”
“Are we sure of that?”
“Yes. I borrowed the equipment and checked it myself. We had no men over there, strictly women.”
“Are we certain the Generator on that side was destroyed?”
“Short of sending someone back with a portable Generator, there’s no way to be certain. The top brass may have already ordered that. I would have if I were them. The fact that Larson is so confident that no one can cross over from their side makes me believe they’ve confirmed destruction. It’s the only thing that makes sense.”
“Agreed. Maybe Mastiff and Thompson are working together?”
“How and why?”
“I don’t know. I’m too tired to think straight. We’ve been on the go since 11:00 a.m. this morning and I’m beat.”
White yawns, causing me to yawn, then White yawns again.
“You’re right, Captain. We’ll both feel better after some sleep.” She pushes the mattress on her bed several times. “Though I don’t know if that is possible on this hammock of a mattress.”
I’ve laid on mine and it seems fine. I’ve certainly slept on worse.
“You can have this bed if you want.”
“No thank you Captain. I’d already tried that one. This is the better of the two, though that isn’t saying much.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We exited the subway and all walked back to my apartment, Leeanna between Johnathyn and I, all three of us holding hands. Pegues brought up the rear, carrying my tables. I was gentleman enough to have the duffel bag on my back. When we reached the building, I thought for a moment about trying to sneak them all in but Mrs. LaRouche was waiting at the door.
“Friends of yours, Mr. Mastiff?”
What could I tell her? How could I explain? The truth could be deadly. Just give her a choice.
“Mrs. LaRouche, I’ve neglected to tell you some things about myself and my past. I know a secret, a very dangerous secret for any person to know. It’s the kind of secret that gets a person killed. My mother and brother knew that secret and they were killed because of it, at least partly for that reason. To answer your question about these people requires me to tell you that secret. Their presence here is not a threat to your safety or your life. You can just step aside to let us pass and life will go on for you as it has all the past years. Or, I can answer that question and change everything you thought you knew about the entire universe you live in plus endanger your life in the process. It’s your option.”
“Very impressive speech, Mr. Mastiff. Been practicing it long?” she smirks.
“A little while. Unfortunately, that fact doesn’t make it any less true. I’m afraid we’ve come to a bit of a crossroads, Mrs. LaRouche. You can take it on faith that we won’t do anything to endanger you or you can join us but joining us is a whole different Magilla than you’ve ever experienced before.”
She points towards Leeanna. “And you would involve a child in something this dangerous?”
“My daughter has been a part of this all her life.”
I can feel Lee squeeze my hand. I squeeze back. LaRouche looks at us skeptically. “This boy is your daughter? That’s impossible!”
“My mother doesn’t lie!” Leeanna snaps.
LaRouche is agog. “Mother?! Did she call you ‘Mother’?”
“As I said, change everything you thought you knew about the universe.”
Pegues slid next to me, putting his hand on my shoulder. “Alexia, is this wise? We should not involve otherworlders in our affairs.”
“I’m an ‘otherworlder’?” asks LaRouche, her offense at the word clear in her voice. She glances from face to face for several seconds then extends her hand.
“Give me your hand, child.”
Leeanna pulls back. “Mother?” she asks hesitantly.
“It’s alright, Lee,” I answer calmly. “She’s a friend. She won’t hurt you.”
LaRouche keeps her hand out. “It won’t hurt, Lee.”
Lee looks first at Johnathyn, then me, then gives LaRouche her right hand. She gently takes Lee’s hand and closes her eyes, breathing deeply.
“What is she doing, Mother?” Lee whispers.
“She’s reading your aura. It won’t hurt.”
“Is she a witch too?”
“Yes, she is.”
LaRouche gasps, her eyes flying open. She lets Leeanna’s hand fall from her grasp. She eyes Johnathyn for a moment before reaching out towards him. He gives her his hand without a word. She begins the reading just as before, with the same results. She turns her attention to Pegues, who draws back.
“I’ll just keep this hand to myself, thank you very much.”
“It could help us,” I tell him.
“I’d rather not.”
“What if your Queen requests it?”
He considers it for several moments before reluctantly giving in, thrusting his hand out so that LaRouche can grip it firmly. She hadn’t forgotten about his ‘otherworlder” crack. This time, it takes a little longer for her to react. She huffs several times before recoiling, dropping Pegues hand as if it were a hot rock. She actually massages her right hand with her left, like she’s trying to push life back into it. After rubbing her hand a minute or so, she faces me.
“I thought your aura was unique, Mr. Mastiff and yet these three have that same twist. Her’s …” she points at Pegues “… is so twisted, I can only compare it to a M.C. Esher print.”
“There is an explanation but the price for it is your loyalty.”
“How can I promise anything without some hint as to what’s involved? You ask too much of me, Lance.”
“Then we’ll be on our way. Where are you all staying?”
“NO! Wait!” LaRouche shouts. “I must know. I promise I won’t turn you in. That is the best I can do.”
“Then this is the best that I can do. Near Loogootee, Indiana, there is a machine that can open portals to different universes. These three live in one of those universes but crossing over to this universe forces a change in their sex. I have been to that universe, where I became Queen Alexia, the most powerful witch in the world. This is Johnathyn Tyber, my husband, Leeanna Tyber, our daughter and Miran Pegues, thief, cheat, liar and con man extraordinaire.”
“Really, Alexia!” Pegues protests. “What have I stolen? Recently?”
I continue, ignoring his objection. “Pegues has crossed back and forth a number of times, which could account for the twisted nature of his aura. I’ve only been back and forth once, Johnathyn and Leeanna have just done the one way trip.”
LaRouche nods her head. “That explains a lot of what I saw, as hard as it is to believe.”
“Believe it, Mistress,” says Johnathyn. “My wife speaks the truth.”
“Mistress?” LaRouche quizzes.
“That’s how a witch is traditionally addressed over there,” I answer.
“I think I like that,” she huffs. “Respectful.” She walks inside. “Come in. I’ll help you fix supper for your family. And the thief.”
* * * *** * * * ***
I woke to the shrill skreech of metal grinding on metal. The air conditioning unit in the motel room had malfunctioned and was making an unholy din.
“What the FUCK is that?!” mumbled Ridgeway.
“The AC Unit,” I groaned. “Take a look at it, will you?”
“ME?! What the hell do I know about air conditioning?”
“You’ve got a degree in Mechanical Engineering.”
“Which has nothing to do with fixing shit. What’s your degree in?”
“I’ve got an MBA from Wharton.”
“No community college degree in HVAC?”
“No. I’ll call the office. Find the off switch on that damn thing! It’s putting my teeth on edge.”
She turns on the table lamp between the beds, temporarily blinding me as I fumble for the phone. I end up shading my eyes with my left hand before I can find it. The phone rings for the third time before Ridgeway manages to turn the infernal machine off. Thank God! The office answers. It’s a young female voice.
“Night desk. How can I help you?”
“This is …” I fumble around until I can find my key card. “Room 125. Our air conditioner has broken.”
“Just put it on vent. It’s not hot outside tonight.”
“It’s the fan that broke. Setting it on vent doesn’t solve the problem.”
“Well, what do you expect me to do about it?”
Ignorant Bitch! “I expect you to get someone in here to fix the damn thing or find us another room! That’s what I expect you to do about it!” I slam the handset down.
There’s something satisfying about slamming an old style phone handset down when you hang up in anger. I know the person on the other side hears nothing more than a quiet click but you like to think that the impact set their ears ringing.
Someone should make an app for that. They’d be a millionaire.
“What’s up?” asks Ridgeway.
“They’ll send somebody.” Pretty damn fast or she’ll hear from me again.
“Well, it didn’t sound good. I don’t know if they’ll be able to fix it.”
“If they can’t, we’re changing rooms.”
“Is it even worth it? I mean it’s …” She glances at the table clock. “3:23 in the morning. How much longer are we going to be here?”
“It’s the principle of the thing, Captain. I paid good money for this armpit of a room. Is it asking too much that the AC work?”
“No. You didn’t. You put the room on your expense account. It just seems like a big to do over something that isn’t …”
There’s a quick knock on the door followed by an almost instantaneous thock of the electric deadbolt opening. The door is pushed open a few inches.
“Hellooo. Night clerk. Here to fix the AC.”
The door continues to slowly swing open. A slight, red haired girl is standing there, hand on the door handle.
“Where are your tools?” I demand.
“My what?”
“Tools. How do you plan to fix this without tools?”
“Oh, I see. It’s not that kind of problem. Tom, he’s the maintenance guy, told me to watch out for the unit in this room. I’d forgotten but when you said it was Room 125, it rung a bell. It’s a simple fix.”
“Didn’t sound like a simple fix,” says Ridgeway.
She switches on the overhead light. “Don’t worry, it is. It’s just jumped the fan belt. See, there’s just one motor that runs both the fan and compressor. An electric clutch controls when the compressor kicks in but the motor mount is broken in one place so the motor can shift, the pulley wheels get out of alignment.” She slips through the room, past our open bags and all the papers on the table. Quickly dropping to her knees, she slides the metal cover off the front of the AC unit, revealing the equipment inside. “See,” she points to something on her left, “just as I said. Here’s the belt. When it jumped, the idler wheel hit the pulley. That’s what made all the noise.” She looks up at me. “You want to see what I’m doing to fix it?”
“Why would I care? Just repair the damn thing!”
“Well, in case it happens again. You won’t have to call me, you can do it yourself. It’ll be faster.”
“Young lady, if it happens again, you will be getting us a new room.”
“I’ll watch,” Ridgeway sighs. “Anything to get this done and I can go back to sleep.”
As Ridgeway approaches the end of the room, she knocks some papers off the table and onto the floor, landing next to the girl.
“I’ll take care of that,” she says. “You just watch what I do.”
Ridgeway leans down, grabbing a chair with her right hand to steady herself, and looks over the girl’s shoulder as she does something to the insides of the machine. It takes just a few seconds.
She turns her head, looking back at Ridgeway. “See that?”
Ridgeway straightens up. “Roger that.”
“Great,” the girl replies as she collects the papers scattered on the floor next to her and stands up. As she begins to return them to the table, she stops, giving the photo of Mastiff a better look.
“Where’d you get this picture of Alex?”
“Of who?” I ask.
“Of Alex. He didn’t have a beard back then but there’s no doubt it’s him.” She looks back at the photo and sighs deeply. “I didn’t think it was possible but he looks even better with that little pointy beard, like the Devil or something. Damn!”
“You know him?”
“Oh yeah! Came through here like, four months ago, something like that.”
I grab the photo of Alex Thompson and hand it to her. “Did this man also come through here, maybe about the same time, maybe later?”
She looks it over and thinks about it. “Naw, I don’t think so. Can’t be sure though, we get a lot of people through here and most of them are for just the night. I can’t remember all of them.”
“Then why are you certain about this man?”
“Are you kidding? Look at him! Wait a second.” She reaches into her pocket and pulls out her cell phone, swipes at the screen several times and then hands it to me. “Tell me that you could ever forget that face and body.”
Her phone is displaying a photo of a bare chested Mastiff, sans beard. His body is simply sculpted. A perfect male body and an incredibly handsome face. There’s little doubt it’s the same man. She reaches out, taking the phone back.
“You want to see something else?” she asks with a conspiratorial grin. Without waiting for a reply, she swipes the screen again and then hands the phone to Ridgeway, who immediately chokes, trying to catch her breath.
“Oh my GOD!” she croaks
“Yeah,” the girl giggles. “Ain’t it?”
“How’d you …?”
“In the hot tub.”
“Did you …?”
“Nooo,” she moans. “I wanted to, I mean, just look at it! But his wife and daughter had just been killed by a drunk driver. It wasn’t the right time, damn the luck.”
“What are you two talking about? Give me that phone,” I demand.
Ridgeway tightens her grip on the phone. “I don’t know if this is something you should really see.”
I hold out my right hand, snap my fingers and then open it, palm up. “Captain, there is little in this world I haven’t already seen.”
She hands the phone to me, placing it in the palm of my extended hand. “If you say so, Donna.”
I turn the screen of the phone towards me and look at the photo displayed there. And look at it. And look at it. And look at it. With a trembling finger and thumb, I touch the screen lightly to enlarge the photo and then, starting at the bottom, scroll up, up, up, up, up, up, and finally up to the top. I become aware that someone is calling my name.
“Ms. White?”
“Uuumm yes,” I answer, not taking my eyes from the screen of the phone.
“Ms. White!”
I look away from the screen. “Yes! What is it?”
Ridgeway reaches out and grips the phone but I don’t release it.
“The girl would like her phone back. It’s her phone and her pictures. Let go.”
I look down at my hand but Ridgeway’s palm covers the screen. I reluctantly loosen my grip, the spell broken. Ridgeway takes one more long, lingering look before returning the phone to the girl with a whispered apology of “Sorry.”
The girl gives her a saucy wink. “No prob. Happens all the time. I told Alex I’d delete these but I just couldn’t. How many times in a girl’s life are you going to run into something that big?! And who’d believe you if you didn’t have proof?”
“I sure as hell wouldn’t have,” says Ridgeway.
“There ya’ go,” she says, pocketing the phone.
“You said his name is Alex?” I ask.
“Yeah, Alex.”
“Any last name?”
“No. He wanted to keep off the records.”
“And you agreed?”
She reaches for her pocket. “Do I need to show you the pictures again?”
“No, I guess not.”
“So, why do you guys have Alex’s picture?”
My mind isn’t operating at full efficiency, still contemplating what I saw displayed on the screen of that phone so Ridgeway answers.
“Alex has become a bit of a celebrity in New York City. He’s got a magic act. We’re just doing background research. You know, the old ‘up close and personal’ angle, for a personality profile.”
“You mean like in ‘Us’ magazine?”
“Something like that, Ms….” I inquire.
“Me? I’m Julie Schmidt.”
“Well, Ms. Schmidt, is there anything else you can tell us about Alex?”
“Not that you could print in your magazine. Though, I will say one thing. The way he talked about it, I would NOT want to be those dudes driving the car that killed his family. When he catches up with them? Very bad news.”
CHAPTER FORTY
They were all gathered together in my apartment. Lee and I on the couch, Johnathyn in the chair next to us and Pegues sitting across from us on a chair borrowed from Ms. LaRouche. We had told her everything over supper. She took it well and seemed to believe it. She had left us to get keys to the two empty apartments. She is going to let everyone stay here until we’re finished.
Lee and I had cleaned up, just like the old days, before returning to the living room. The television was on but the sound on mute. We were watching to see if the video of my act made it on the local news broadcast.
“So, Leeanna, what do you think of New York City.”
“It is everything you said it was, Mother! The buildings so tall! So many people! The horseless carriages! Everything. At first, I was afraid to ride on the subway, I was afraid to even go underground, but when I saw how big the cavern was, I was amazed! One time, a man tried to take Father’s purse. He had a knife.”
“What?! Why didn’t someone tell me?”
“It was of no consequence,” says Johnathyn. “I barely broke his arm, though the other riders seemed to enjoy it. Many applauded.”
I can imagine. A subway rider’s fantasy come true.
“Where were you when my family was attacked, Pegues?”
“Searching for you. They refused to stay at the hotel, insisting on acting like tourists. I warned them but it did little good.”
I felt a momentary flush of pride. “How did you eventually find me?”
“We did not,” says Johnathyn. “It was clearly impossible with so many people. Miran said that you were quite skilled at hiding in the past so we relied on the rings. We waited until you found us.”
“How could you possibly expect …”
“I knew, Alexia. There was no doubt in my mind,” he says.
“Nor mine,” adds Leeanna as she snuggles against me.
“That is why they had to come with me, Alexia. Without them, there was no chance of success. We need to talk, you and I, before …”
Lee bolts upright, pointing at the television. “Mother! That’s you!” she shouts.
“I’ll be damned.” I grab the remote off the coffee table in front of me and hit the mute button.
“…most remarkable performances you will ever see in your life. I promise that this is all original, unedited video, except for time.”
The video rolls. They end up giving me almost three minutes at the end of the broadcast, the community interest segment. It’s pretty impressive work. The cameraman did a good job. At the end of the segment, the female anchor addresses the reporter.
“Amazing footage, Carol! Simply amazing.”
“It’s all completely true, though, to be honest, the video doesn’t do him justice. Lance Mastiff must be seen to be believed.”
“Are you a believer, Carol?”
She sqirms slightly in her seat. “And how,” she sighs. The show signs off and I switch the set off.
“So, what do you think?” I ask. “I want your honest opinions but you need to keep in mind that I’m working with very little magic. This world has a tiny amount of magic when compared with home. Now, you can all tell me how wonderful I am.”
Johnathyn and Leeanna laugh along with me, both of them full of praise, but Pegues says nothing.
“What do you think of Alexia’s performance, Pegues?” asks Johnathyn. “Was it not wonderful?”
“How did you find an area with so much magic in a city such as this, Alexia?”
“I didn’t find it, Pegues, I made it. I started small and built it from there.”
“How did you even start small?”
“I worked at it. There’s some belief in magic around this building so I worked and practiced on some simple stuff, took it out to the Park and began the shows. The more people who watched, the more believers. I added bigger tricks, got more believers. I’ve made a pretty strong hot spot out there right now and it’s not just a coincidence that the main office of The Consortium is Ground Zero.”
“You intend to finish what you started here, despite the desperate need for you to return?”
“Yes, Miran. I’m this close to finding the evidence I need. It won’t take more than a few days, at most. We can talk about my possible return home tomorrow. I need to get my rest tonight if I’m going to be on top of my game for the lunchtime show.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“I knew it! I knew Mastiff was Thompson but no one would believe me! Now we have the proof.”
Julie Schmidt had just left the room. I wanted to give her a few moments to return to the night office before celebrating.
“As soon as we can get back to New York, we can assemble a hit team and take him out!”
“We don’t have proof, Ms. White.”
“What do you mean; he called himself ‘Alex’ for God’s sake. What more do you need?”
“It could have been a coincidence.”
Why is Ridgeway raining on my parade? “Please. Do you really think it’s a coincidence? You can’t possibly be that stupid.”
“Don’t insult me, White. Have the odds shifted that Lance Mastiff and Alex Thompson are one and the same? Yeah, they have, but you don’t have proof. Without proof, your company is never going to authorize another death. They may not anyway, even with proof. Why kill the man?”
“Because he’s coming after us! After ME! He wants me dead! I was the one that passed on Dupree’s request, no, his DEMAND that the Thompson family be killed to remove the threat to his government.”
“Does Thompson know this for a fact?”
“Of course he does! He sat in my office over there and did his magic enhanced hacking until he found the request.”
“Why didn’t he kill you right then? He could have. He certainly dealt with Dupree, didn’t he?”
I still have nightmares about that. Haven’t been able to eat pork either.
“Maybe I escaped before he got the chance, Captain.”
“No, Alexia wanted us to leave as quickly as possible.”
“What are you talking about?”
“We both know The Consortium wasn’t going to clean up the mess they left behind over there and Alexia had no leverage to make them.”
“What about her threat to kill everyone there?”
“We were all expendable as far as Winthrop Group was concerned. You were probably too. Once Alexia decided to shut down production, she no longer had a bargaining chip and she knew it. She wanted us out of there immediately and we obliged. Killing you wouldn’t have sped up the process but it wouldn’t have slowed it down either. You were a freebie and she didn’t take it then. Why would he take it now?”
“So, you’re saying my death would have been inconsequential. Do I understand you, Captain?”
“Yeah, pretty much.”
How could she think my death would mean nothing?! How can she ignore the current threat to MY life?! Perhaps she should know the truth about what her life is worth.
“Are you aware that The Winthrop Group has been systematically killing practically every soldier that served over there in order to protect the knowledge of the other universe and The Consortium’s possession of the technology to access that universe? Were you aware of that, Captain Ridgeway? Are their deaths inconsequential?”
“WHAT?!”
“Ever try to contact any of your old comrades since returning to this world? No, you couldn’t. They’re all on some kind of secret, hush hush, job in a far off, dangerous part of the world. Is that what you’ve been told?”
She was calmer than I expected.
“How do YOU know this, Ms. White?”
Suddenly, mentioning this didn’t seem like a smart idea. “I … uugghh … I don’t actually know it to be absolutely true. I’ve heard rumors, just rumors. Nothing substantiated.”
Ridgeway slowly leans towards me, subtly flexing the surprisingly substantial muscles in her arms, shoulders and back. Her threat is clear as is the anger in her eyes. “You didn’t think it was worthwhile to try and substantiate rumors about the wholesale murder of people you worked with for months at a stretch?”
I don’t usually make mistakes like this. Letting my emotions get the better of me only leads to trouble. Hope I can talk my way out of it.
“Captain Ridgeway, I was and still am in the same boat you are. It’s not just my corporate future at risk here. People at my level can disappear just as easily as the common soldier and for the same reasons.”
“Yet, you did nothing about it until the bell tolled for thee. I guess I should have expected as much from management.”
“I may be management but I’m just middle management. I don’t create policy.”
“No, you don’t!” she spat, “but you sure as hell could have let us know what was going on!”
“And then what happens? I simply disappear, an accident of some kind. They’re bigger than the both of us, Ridgeway.”
“Maybe they are, maybe they aren’t. We won’t know until we try. What do we have to lose?”
We? “You’ll still help me?”
She stares, clearly considering if I’m worth her support. She finally raises her right hand, pointing the index finger at me
“If you keep your job at The Consortium, I expect you to help all the grunts who spent time over there. If you don’t, I’ll come for you. Understand?”
One death threat at a time.
“I understand perfectly, Captain. Wake the pilot, we’ve got a flight to make and DNA to gather.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I’d left Lance and his friends upstairs, returning to my closed store to think about all that I’d been told. An entire universe driven by magic! It was almost inconceivable. If I hadn’t read their auras, I wouldn’t have believed it. I could not sense any subterfuge, certainly not from the boy or the tall woman. The shorter woman was a different story. It may have been her basic nature but she was much less trustworthy, though she mentioned little that didn’t support everything the others said.
I’d love to see that world, a world where my kind are respected, honored even, though apparently they are also hunted. I guess no one cares about you until you can make a difference. Then you draw attention, both good and bad.
This universe may be the better place to live. To a ripe old age. I hear someone walking down the stairs in the back hallway and then down the hallway towards the showroom. Towards me. I step back behind the counter into the shadows and wait a few seconds. The door to the hall slowly opens. A woman sticks her head into the showroom.
“Mistress LaRouche?”
I reach over and switch on the lights.
“Over here, Mirantha. Or is it Miran?”
“Which ever you prefer, Mistress.”
I step closer to her, giving her face a careful review. It is difficult to believe that she was a man two weeks ago. She notices my interest and smiles.
“You have questions, Mistress LaRouche?”
“So many, Mirantha. So many. Where do I start?”
“Where ever you prefer, Mistress.”
“Why are you down here?”
Her eyes hold mine for a moment then she breaks away, slowly strolling up a nearby aisle, viewing the merchandise on display.
“I felt like I was intruding on family time. Alex, Johnathyn and Leeanna wanted to spend time together as a family.”
“Did they tell you that?”
“No, Mistress, I could sense it though.”
“In your world, Alex Thompson is Alexia Tyber. Married to Johnathyn Tyber, step-mother to Leeanna Tyber and is a powerful witch. Correct?”
She continues to wander the aisles. “Mostly correct, Mistress. In the end, Alexia was the most powerful witch in my world. By far.”
“She had no peers?”
“None that were known, Mistress.”
“What about this Witch’s Council you mentioned?”
“It is a group of 13 witches. When both Opulessa and Alexia were there, they were all much stronger. With both of them gone, they are much less so. Due to their inability to cooperate, their power to influence events is greatly reduced.” She picks up a monkey’s skull, checks it out, returns it to the table and continues silently browsing.
“So now, with everybody over here, Alex returns to being a man but Johnathyn is now a woman and Leeanna a boy. Alex is no longer a powerful witch but is now a wizard.”
“So it would seem, Mistress. I am referring to the part about him being a wizard. That Johnathyn is now a woman and Leeanna a boy is indisputable. On my world, only women are capable of wielding magic. It seems that on your world, both men and women are able to do so but there is very little magic to wield.”
“A problem that Alex, as Lance Mastiff, seems to have solved.”
“Apparently so.”
“He said it was your idea.”
“Not exactly, Mistress. I thought that the change from a woman with great power to a man with no power might be too much for him. I know that it would have been a problem for me. I also knew he was going to try to avenge the deaths of his family and would need any advantage he might be able to get. I believed that he should seek out whatever magic he could find in this world and told him so. I never thought he would accomplish what he has.”
I could tell from the tone of her voice that this discovery was not a pleasant surprise.
“Why does this worry you?”
She stops, quickly snapping her head around to glare at me.
“What magic is this? Are you in my mind?”
“No magic. Woman’s intuition. Plus, any good shop owner can read a potential customer. You’re clearly worried about something, something you did not expect to find.”
Mirantha carefully approaches me, pulling a stool next to mine and sits down. “Mistress, I need your advice. I am concerned about Alexia. You are her friend and know her better than I.”
“I have known Alex since he was a little boy but I’ve never met Alexia.”
“They are one and the same.”
“Not necessarily so. Are you the same person while in this universe as you were in your universe?”
“Of course I am!”
She sounded a bit defensive when she said that but I wasn’t in a position to challenge her.
“If you say so. What is your concern?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Can I be honest with this witch? She is a friend of Alex. If I say too much, she may alert him, revealing what I tell her. Despite what she said, she may be able to read my thoughts, rendering my ability to hold my tongue useless. This is a dangerous talk but I need additional information.
“We told you about Queen Opulessa, how powerful she was and how she abused that power.”
“It appeared that the men running the government also abused their power.”
“No doubt, Mistress, but I do not have any say about those men now. I do with Alex.”
“Why would Alex abuse his power?”
“He is young. He is idealistic. He is a radical.”
“And you are a thief. Or so I’ve been told.”
“I am a patriot, Mistress. I fear for the future of my world. I desire to do what is best for my world. If I can do that and make a small profit at the same time, what is wrong with that?”
“On our world, we say that a man can not serve two masters.”
“I have always served many masters. Perhaps not all of them equally well. In this case, I am afraid that Alex has become too powerful for my world.”
“I don’t understand. He hasn’t done anything remotely like what he did over there.”
“You are correct but he is doing more over in this world than any witch could do if they were brought to this world, including Opulessa. Almost all of our witches could not do on my world what I saw Alex do on your television in this world. Somehow, he has gotten stronger.”
“I may have an explanation. Do you have sports on your world? Athletic competitions?”
“Some regions have competitions between the younger men. Riding, shooting, running, that sort of thing.”
“This world has the same only larger. Men who race long distances will train in high altitude cities because there is less oxygen. They stress their systems until they can perform under adverse conditions. When they come down off the mountains to race where oxygen levels are normal, they perform much better because they are more efficient than those who trained where oxygen was plentiful. They learned how to do more with less.”
“I think I understand, Mistress. Yes, I’m afraid not only of her new found power but what she will do with it. I was sent here to persuade her to return with me, to be the salvation of my world but what if she isn’t the salvation but is instead the means to its destruction?”
“Are you truly afraid of that?”
“Mistress, you have not seen what I have seen. Witches at the level of Opulessa and Alexia are only limited by their imaginations. Alexia has experienced so much more than anyone on my world, has such a better understanding of how things really work thanks to her kom-pu-ter and is now much stronger than she was when she left. I am at a loss as to what I should do.”
“And you want me to tell you what to do?”
“I seek your advice, Mistress, but I will decide what I will do.”
“Not Alex?”
“It will be his choice in the end, but I will choose to make the offer.”
“Hasn’t the offer already been made?”
“It can always be revoked.”
“How could you do that?”
I would just leave, taking the portal generator with me but I dare not tell her that.
“I would explain it to Alex. I am certain he would understand.”
She smiles with her mouth but not her eyes, laughing lightly.
“Yes, I’m sure he would. We are both on the horns of a dilemma, Mirantha. I would not want to deny Alex his chance to fulfill his destiny by saving your world. Have no doubt, he would do his best but he is human. Humans are weak, we rationalize, we’re selfish, we have egos. I can’t predict success or failure but I know he would try. My problem is that he could also help change my world. With his abilities, he could help restore magic in this universe. Look what he has accomplished in such a short time! He’s young, handsome, and articulate. He could continue to build on what he started. There may be no limit to what he could accomplish.”
“Or he could abuse that position in your world, Mistress.”
“As I said, he is human. So am I and so are you. None of us are gods.”
“Alexia could be close to a god if she returns to my world. What is your advice to me, Mistress?”
She turns her head away, looking off into the distance, lightly tapping a finger on the top of her shop counter. The finger stops and she fixes her eyes on mine.
“My advice, Mirantha Pegues, is to complete your mission. Let Alex choose his own fate.”
Five Hertz of Separation
CHAPTER FORTY ONE
It was easier to talk after Pegues left the room.
“Tell me, Lee. What’s it like being a boy?”
“It’s so strange, Mother. I’m stronger and faster and louder. People pay attention to me.”
“Tell me about it. What do you think about wearing pants?”
“It’s summer. A dress would be cooler but Mr. Pegues wouldn’t allow it.”
Thank you, Miran.
“He’s right about that, Lee. Your father, on the other hand …”
“Do not be foolish, Alexia.”
“Awwww come on, Johnathyn. I’m sure you’ve got the legs for it. Don’t you think your father is beautiful, Leeanna?”
She giggled despite the look Johnathyn gave her.
“Yes, Mother, she’s very beautiful. You’re quite handsome too.”
“Well thanks, Leeanna. I’ve always thought you had good taste. Maybe we can find the time to go dress shopping for your father while you’re here.”
“Do not bother,” he grumbled. “We will not be here that long. We need to return home as quickly as possible.”
“You are coming with us, aren’t you, Mother?”
What do I say? How can I leave them again? “I’ll need to talk about that with your father.”
“Please, Mother! You must return with us! We all need you so badly. I need you!”
Damn Pegues! He shouldn’t have involved them. He knew exactly what he was doing and he knew that I’d see right through it and that it wouldn’t matter one iota that I knew it. He’s a conniving bastard!
“Leeanna, there is a lot to consider. Yes, I want to come home with you and your father …”
“Then just do it, Mother! What else matters?”
“Leeanna, it’s late. We’ll talk about it in the morning. Mrs. LaRouche said that you could use the apartment next to this one and …”
“NO! I don’t want to leave you! Not after we just found you after all this time!”
So much for a little alone time between me and Johnathyn.
“We’ll just be across the hall, Lee. I’ll even leave the doors unlocked. You can come over if …”
“No. Please, Mother.”
He’s right. He is louder as a boy. Johnathyn steps in.
“Perhaps, for tonight, we all sleep in this room,” he suggests.
“Where? On the couch and the chair?”
“No, on the floor. We did it for months in the wagon. We bring in some bedding and it will be just like old times but not so cold.”
I think Johnathyn is worried about being alone with me, what with the roles being reversed. I bet he’s concerned about what I may insist on doing with him. To be honest, it’s been on my mind ever since we found each other in the Park. He is beautiful, in a female super hero kind of way. In the right outfit, he’d be the hit of Comic Con.
I can remember how nervous I was when I first entered that world, how long it took me to accept what I was and how much longer it took for me to embrace it. Johnathyn isn’t ready for that. I’ll give him this one.
“Alright. I’ll go see what I can find and we can make camp out here tonight but neither of you better snore now.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Thank Zaphod Alexia agreed to my suggestion. I have been both anticipating and dreading seeing her since crossing over to this world.
I knew exactly what would happen. Alexia had been quite clear about it when we first met, as had been Pegues, both back then and when he had approached me weeks ago about trying to get Alexia to return. I had been the greatest supporter of the plan. No, Leeanna had been the greatest supporter but I was right in line after her.
I reasoned that I could handle the change. If Pegues could do it, I certainly could also. Alexia had a great deal of difficulty at first but she had been surprised, unprepared. I also knew that it was for a short time, until we found Alexia and persuaded her to return with us or we failed in our quest. I thought for certain that I was both logically and emotionally prepared to become a woman.
The moment I stood up after landing on the ground in this world, I realized how wrong I was. Everything I knew was turned upside down. Leeanna was running around, celebrating the first step of our big plan and I was rooted in place, terrified. If she had not been here, I would have demanded that Pegues return me immediately to my world and proceed without me. I could not face this new, challenging world as a weak woman.
Pegues sensed my reluctance and did what she could to encourage me however; it was Leeanna’s enthusiasm that drove me forward. How could I tell her that her father was unwilling to face what she did every day of her life, that being a woman was intolerable to me? I concentrated on attempting to locate Alexia. Then it occurred to me that should we succeed and find Alexia, she may wish to greet me as a husband does his wife. The thought of doing that to her had greatly brightened my days before crossing over but the realization quickly struck me once completing the journey that I would now be the one receiving and not giving. The thought horrified me yet I still longed to see my wife again. It was all so confusing.
Leeanna was not burdened with my conflicting emotions. She was focused on only one thing, finding her mother. It was all that I and Pegues could do to keep her from spending every moment in that search. He managed to distract her occasionally by showing her the wonders of this world. I must admit that I too was able to forget my fears several times for a few hours when we visited what she called an “Airport” to watch these simply enormous machines take flight or when we traveled under the ground riding the “Subway,” though I attracted a great deal of unwanted attention while riding on that machine. Pegues seemed to enjoy my discomfort, assuring me that my current appearance was pleasing to the eye. I would have chastised him if we were not effectively at his mercy.
This continued for almost two weeks until I was approached by a particularly handsome man while watching Leeanna play with some other children. We had visited this particular spot several times since arriving in New York in an attempt to use up some of Leeanna’s newly found energy, the abundance of which was driving both myself and Pegues to distraction. While normally the attentions of a man would have been cause for me to withdraw or possibly strike out if he was sufficiently persistent, this time, a feeling of calm came over me, of peace, of contentment. It was wholly different than any feeling I had experienced since coming to this world, since Alexia and I had been forced to separate. The joy of discovering each other overwhelmed all other feelings until I found myself alone with Alexia and Leeanna as the end of the day rapidly approached, at which time all the fears of what Alexia might expect me to do came flooding back. I knew that with Leeanna present, nothing serious could happen between us so I proposed that we all sleep together as we did before in our travels. I was ever so thankful when Alexia agreed, though it was clear she was reluctant to do so.
I am momentarily confused when I wake up in the dead of night. I can hear the mechanical hum of a machine called an “Air Conditioner.” Apparently, most buildings in the city have one, though you cannot often see or hear it but you can certainly feel it when you walk into a cold building from a hot stone street outside. Some of the buildings are so cold inside that I get goose bumps in addition to a particularly confusing feeling of firmness of the nipples on my chest. Tonight, I see that Alexia is no longer lying with us but there is a light on in her bedroom. I am curious as to what she is doing up at this time of night and am drawn towards finding out. Carefully rising so as to not wake Leeanna, I quietly sneak over to the partially open door, my path lit by the subdued light reflecting off the walls around me.
As I peek around the door, I see Alexia seated at a small desk, her back towards me, looking at the screen of a kom-pu-ter larger than the one she had in my world. She appears to be reading something. I silently slip into the room, step up behind her and drop my right hand lightly upon her shoulder. She doesn’t flinch in surprise, instead gently taking my hand in hers. She pulls it forward and up to her lips, tenderly kissing the back of my hand, sending chills down my spine.
“These rings really work,” she whispers. “I could feel you enter the room behind me.”
I could see the thin gold chain at the back of her neck. I knew that I was wearing mine; having done so since the day we were separated.
“What are you doing awake at this hour?”
“Well, my love, I couldn’t sleep. Knowing that the beautiful woman who is my heart’s desire was only inches from me yet I could do nothing, I wasn’t going to get any sleep tonight so I waited until you were both asleep and then I got up to get some work done.”
Surprisingly, I was not repulsed by Alexia referring to me as a beautiful woman or her heart’s desire. Instead, I felt a small amount of pride.
“I’m sorry … my love. I did not intend to keep you awake.”
“I know,” she chortles. “The shoe’s on the other foot.”
“Neither of us is wearing shoes, Alexia.”
“I know. It’s just a saying. Each of us now understands what the other was feeling. I know how you felt when you looked at me sitting next to you in the wagon when we were traveling to Glory and you know what it’s like to be desired as a woman by a man who knows deep down that you’re a man and aren’t prepared to play the role of a woman now. Or maybe never.”
“Yet we love each other.”
“Well, that didn’t come until later for us.”
“Not for me. I think I loved you almost immediately.”
“You wanted to fuck me almost immediately. Love came later. I know the difference now. So do you.”
“Did you …” I am hesitant to ask.
“Oh yeah! Absolutely. You had that cool, calm goddess thing going for you, standing apart from all the other parents. You know, there hasn’t been anybody else since I came back to this universe”
I could feel the truth in her voice. “Nor I. It did not feel right.”
“Yeah. Me neither.”
I lean down to look over her shoulder, my left cheek brushing against the side of her head. “Have you discovered anything?”
“I don’t know if you inspired me or what but I’ve got it all, everything I need to bring down the Consortium and the Winthrop Group. It’s all here.”
“Alexia! You did it! Well done!”
“I haven’t done anything yet. We need to talk about that. Have a seat.”
She points at her bed. I sit down on the edge as she turns her chair to face me. I notice her staring intently at my naked thighs. I had borrowed a shirt to wear as night clothes but it was shorter than I liked. I tug at the hem but it does not cover much. She notices my efforts at modesty and turns her eyes towards mine.
“Sorry,” she says. “Force of habit. Are things really as bad at home as Pegues says?”
“I am afraid so. Our worst fears have come true. It was a noble effort but we all failed your vision.”
“It wasn’t your fault, it was mine. I should have known better. An individual person can be great but people, as a group, tend to be stupid, ignorant, short sighted and selfish.”
“Is not that too harsh?”
“Not really. It takes leadership to keep people moving forward. I should have been the one to do that.”
“But there were risks if you stayed. We all agreed.”
“There were also risks if I left. Look what happened. It was also easier for me to leave.”
“What do you mean?”
She reaches out, taking my hands in hers. “I’m going to admit something to you, something you may have a better understanding of now. I was afraid to stay. Afraid of taking responsibility for an entire world. I was also afraid of spending the rest of my life as a woman. I mean, I’m a man. Until I jumped over to your world, it never entered my mind to be anything but a man. And then I met you and Leeanna and, suddenly there were choices to be made, choices that affected other people. I know what I wanted but they were conflicting things. I wasn’t certain about my own capabilities. I ended up choosing the known over the unknown. Yes, I still had a job to do here. People to punish, but that was a convenient excuse. I couldn’t even admit this to myself until now. Do you understand what I’m talking about, Johnathyn?”
I did. The fear of losing what you are. I did not understand what Alexia was experiencing in my world until I came to hers. It is frightening.
“I do understand about possibly losing yourself. I feel it myself right now.”
“I thought you might. Hard to avoid under the circumstances. Lee seems immune.”
“It’s all just a big adventure to her, though she does want you back.”
“And I want her back. And you, my love.”
“You have decided?!”
“Yes, we’re going home. What we need to discuss is what kind of home that’s going to be.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“What now, White?”
The police evidence storage had just confirmed that there were no DNA samples from either Terry or Jackie Thompson. None were ever taken. Their identities weren’t in question so samples of their DNA were unnecessary. Very unfortunate. Ridgeway seems to be enjoying my frustration, however the front steps of police headquarters in New York City is a bad place for a confrontation on that point.
“If the police can’t help us, Captain, we’ll need to go directly to the source.”
“And how exactly do you propose to do that?”
“Frankly, I’m unsure. An exhumation would take time and money, plus involve lawyers.”
“Never a good thing.”
“No, I agree. They just gum up the works. We could try to bribe someone at the cemetery to do it on the QT but that too would take time to find the right person and should we ask the wrong person, we could find ourselves facing some very uncomfortable questions.”
“We don’t actually need the bodies, just samples from the bodies and not much of a sample either, right?”
“I think your correct, Captain. Do you have something in mind?”
“Maybe, it depends on the layout of the cemetery. There were a few Civil Engineering classes mixed in with my Mechanical Engineering class load. I also spent a couple of summers on a highway construction crew in Pennsylvania. We ‘girls’ weren’t supposed to do much more than traffic control but the supervisor was a little more broadminded than most so I got to see and do a lot of jobs.”
“You mean like operating a backhoe?”
“No. Taking soil samples. Drilling into the ground soil samples.”
“What are you suggesting, Captain?”
“If I can get my hands on the right equipment, we can drill straight down into the caskets from above and get what we need in a matter of minutes with no one being the wiser.”
“Where can we get that equipment?”
“If we’re lucky, I can rent it, if not, you’ll have to buy it. Either way, it’ll be a lot easier than digging up a couple of graves.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Mistress LaRouche had allowed me to use one of her empty apartments for the night. I thought that Leeanna was going to use the second apartment and Alex and Johanna were going to share his apartment but those plans changed. I assume Alex was frustrated by that change. When I knock on his door, Leeanna answers it almost immediately.
“Good morning, Mirantha,” she exclaims brightly.
“Good morning, Lee. Are your parents awake?”
“Yes. Mother is preparing breakfast. Please come in.”
I enter and cross the room towards the kitchen. There is a pile of bedding folded and neatly stacked on the chair in the living room. Alex has his back to me while cooking on the stove. Johnathyn is slumped forward in her chair, elbows resting on the table while she cradles a large cup of coffee in her hands, occasionally sipping from it. Coffee is one of the creations of this world that I introduced her to. She looks as if she did not get much sleep last night. Perhaps Alex was more successful than I thought.
“Good morning, Johnathyn. Alex. Did you all sleep well?”
“Well enough, Pegues,” Johnathyn grumbles.
“Pour yourself a cup of Joe, Mirantha, and grab a seat,” adds Alex. “How do you like your eggs?”
I do so and take a quick drink from my steaming cup. “Absent. The ‘Joe,’ as you call it, will be enough.”
“Suit yourself. We’ve got a lot to get done in the next few days. We may be looking at fast food meals until we leave.”
“Can I have ‘McRibs’?” Lee begs.
“We’ll see,” says Alex. “You’ll need some vegetables too.”
“A potato is a vegetable, mother.”
“Fries are not a vegetable, Lee. Eat your eggs and drink some orange juice.”
He casually mentioned leaving. Has he made his decision? Do I want to know it?
“Uhhhh Alex. Very good coffee, by the way.”
“Thanks. High praise from the Master.”
“Yes … You said something about leaving?”
“Yep, I did. We’re all going home. At least most of us are. You were right, Pegues. I broke it so I bought it. I’m going home to fix it as soon as I take care of a few people here first and that should only require a day or so.”
“We need to discuss what you will do when you return to my world.”
“You mean my world, Pegues. Johnathyn and I have already discussed it. We’ve got a plan. It should work.”
“As well as your last plan?”
“You’ve got every right to criticize me, Pegues, but if there’s one thing that can be said about me, it’s that I learn from my mistakes.”
“Then you must be a very learned man by now.”
“I am. Did you know that the country where we are standing right now is governed by a constitution?”
“Yes, I am vaguely aware of that.”
“Most of the people in this country revere the men who drafted that constitution. They are called the Founding Fathers and treated as if they were darn near infallible.”
“What is your point, Alex?”
“My point is that these very same men, or at least most of them, were involved in the creation of something called ‘The Articles of Confederation’ which is how the country was run before the Constitution was drafted. It was a disaster. These learned, infallible men screwed it up big time the first attempt they made to create a governing system. They learned from their mistakes and created a better system the second time around. It wasn’t perfect either. They totally punted on slavery and that came round to eventually bite the country in the ass. Maybe it was inevitable. Either way, no one’s perfect, Pegues. My world demands a dominant Queen, it’s gonna get a dominant Queen. The Queen I should have been from day one. Some tried to tell me that but I wouldn’t listen. I’ll listen this time but it will eventually be my decision and mine alone.”
“If you wish to listen and learn, then listen to me now, Alex.”
“I’ll listen, Pegues. So will you because I’ve got a job in mind that you are uniquely qualified for.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!” the guy screams.
I saw him approaching from yards away. I pointed him out to Ridgeway. She nodded her head in acknowledgement but kept drilling. We weren’t lucky about renting the equipment she needed and ended up driving halfway across New Jersey before finding the portable backpack drill and accessories needed to do the job. It was designed for boring through rocks so the ground of the cemetery was very easy to deal with. We had dressed in workmen’s coveralls and started early in the morning and had almost reached our target when the maintenance man caught up with us.
“WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TWO DOING WITH THAT THING?” he shouts over the din of the gasoline motor, getting up in Ridgeway’s face. She casually stops drilling, killing the engine and deliberately removes her foam earplugs.
“We’re taking lower strata stability samples.”
“Why in God’s name are you doing that?!” he demands.
Ridgeway jerks her thumb towards the road that borders the back edge of the cemetery. There’s a wrought iron fence between the road and the last line of graves, the line that contains the final resting places of Terry and Jackie Thompson.
“The city’s looking to build a new sewer line along the utility easement that runs with that road over there.”
“You can’t put a sewer in here, it’s a cemetery!”
“We know that! We’re not idiots! The sewer’s gonna be on the outside but they’ll have to dig close to the property line. We’re taking core samples to check the lateral stability of various strata to make sure the adjoining property doesn’t collapse into the dig. If there’s insufficient lateral stability, we may need to add bracing to the bid requirements which will make the project more expensive. We’re just following those flags the Chief City Surveyor’s office put out late yesterday.”
Ridgeway points to a series of little yellow plastic flags running along the fence line that we had planted late last night by reaching through the fence. Ridgeway said at the time that the flags would add an air of authority to our operation. We just had to make certain each grave was marked with a flag. Our inquisitor looked at the flags and scratched his head.
“I didn’t see no surveyors out there yesterday.”
“You probably missed them. They don’t use all the surveying equipment for a job like this. A couple of guys and a GPS receiver is all you need now. The big stuff shows up later if they decide to use this route.”
“But those two flags are smack dab in the middle of those graves,” he says, pointing directly at our targets.
“Yeah, I saw that. City Surveyors don’t give a damn where they put those flags. Don’t worry, man. We can work around them when we get there. No problem. We’ll be out of here before you know it.”
The man looks relieved. “That’s great. We got a funeral coming in less than an hour.”
Ridgeway makes a show of counting the remaining flags. “We’ll step on it and be done by then. That okay with you?”
“That’d be fucking great!” he says, smiling broadly. Ridgeway fires up the drill, waves at the guy and returns to work with vigor. I give him a little wave as he hurries away, covering his ears.
When we reach the graves, both of us check things out to be certain we aren’t being watched too closely. Ridgeway quickly attaches a 4 foot hollow drill shaft to the gasoline engine powered drill head. The diamond drill was already threaded onto the shaft. I help her set the drill head upright and held the shaft steady with heavily gloved hands as she pulls the starter cord and the engine caught, revving up rapidly. Ridgeway set her feet apart to get a stable base and pushes the drill bit into the soft ground. The shaft plunges down easily. She stops with about a foot remaining above the ground, disconnects the drill head and adds another 4 foot section of shaft to the end sticking out of the ground. After reattaching the drill head and restarting the engine, she continues drilling but more carefully than before. After another two feet, she stops, letting the engine fall back to idle speed.
“I think we’re there,” she says.
“Great! Let’s do this and get the hell out of here.”
“I need to be careful. If, I’m right, once I penetrate the top of the casket, there’ll be a void. The whole damn drill head will drop and probably punch the bit right through the body without getting a sample. This has to be done nice and easy.”
“Whatever,” I say, feeling more exposed than before. “Do it.”
She nods her head and throttles back up. In seconds, the drill head falls a few inches but she catches it, holding the weight of the entire drilling rig in her hands.
“We’re in,” she grunts.
“Hurry up!”
She gives me a strained, annoyed look. “Do you want to do this, White?”
“No, just finish it.”
“What else would I do?” she groans as she re-grips the drill head then slowly allows it to inch downward until she pauses again. “That should be it, I think.”
“That’s all there is to it?”
“It’s a diamond head drill and he’s been dead for almost a year. There’s not going to be a hell of a lot of resistance. Once I’ve punched through the bottom and gone down another foot or so, we can pull the bit up.”
“We’ve got what we need; why not pull it up now?”
“Because whatever is in the core may not stay there. If I put a dirt cap on it, the sample’s locked in.”
“Fine, you seem to know what you’re doing. Finish it and we can leave.”
She accelerates the engine, continuing to drill.
“We’ll have to finish the other holes after getting our samples,” she shouts over the roar.
“Why would we do that?!” I demand, exasperated at the delay.
“We used the flags so we’d have a believable story when we were challenged. No one was going to miss the sound of this drill. If we quit early, someone may start asking questions.” Ridgeway stops the drill, killing the engine. She disconnects the shaft and begins to pull it out of the ground. “Get that clear plastic sample tube ready.” After the first section of the drill shaft is out of the ground, she unscrews it from the second, setting it aside. The second section is yanked out and she takes off the drill head with a large wrench. Grabbing the clear plastic sample tube from my hand, she threads it onto the drill shaft where the drill head was and then pushes a long handled plunger into the back of the drill shaft, forcing the core of dirt out of the shaft and into the sample tube. Once full, Ridgeway removes the tube, caps it and hands it to me, pointing to a thin, dark layer sandwiched between two sections of light brown dirt. “That is Terry Thompson.”
“Are you certain?”
“I’d stake my reputation on it.”
“We’re staking our lives on it.”
“Then I better be right. Take that first shaft and put it back in the hole but don’t drop it.”
I reach for the discarded drill shaft. “Why?”
She begins to reassemble the drilling rig. “We want to eject the extra dirt back into the hole, just in case someone comes looking. That hole is only one inch in diameter. Put the dirt back, fluff up the grass a bit and wait a couple of weeks and you’d never know we were here.” She hands me the plunger.
“You want me to do it?”
She smiles at me as she positions the drill rig in the middle of Jackie Thompson’s grave.
“You’re the one who was in such a big hurry. Drop that core in the sample bag with the rest. Label it before you do. We don’t want to mix these with the others.”
Does she take me for a fool?
CHAPTER FORTY TWO
It’s in the hands of the private lab now. I didn’t want to wait for the Consortium’s lab to do the work. The way they treat me is abominable! Besides, what’s another hit on an impressively overspent expense account?
We were assured that Ridgeway’s samples did indeed contain biological matter. They, along with the DNA samples I had retrieved from Mastiff’s discarded magic props, were large enough to provide sufficient material to determine if all three were related. Unfortunately, results would not be available for 24 hours. There is a meeting of the Board of Directors scheduled for tomorrow in the early afternoon. If the results confirm what I suspect, I should be able to get the information to Stewart Hinkle in time to get added to the agenda.
As it is, we’ve now got time to kill, which is how we find ourselves standing with an impressive sized crowd waiting for Lance Mastiff to begin his lunch time show. The publicity he got from the video shot by that news crew has certainly increased attendance. There must be close to 800 people here. I recognize some of the regulars near his tables but there are many new faces.
“Why are we here, White?” Ridgeway inquires.
“I want to keep an eye on Mastiff until we’re ready. If we had your people involved, he’d be under 24 hour surveillance but you and I can’t do that. We’ll just have to take our chances until we can convince our respective employers that he’s a threat. At least we know where he’s going to be for the next hour or so.”
“He can’t do a whole hell of a lot with all these people watching him. Damn! Think of the money he’s been making doing this act five times a week. Works five hours a week, free to do what he pleases the rest of the time.”
“The question is, what does please him? Quiet, he’s starting.”
I need to give him credit, he has certainly gotten better performing the standard magic tricks over the past months. He’s added little tweaks that make them seem like his own invention. He also mixes up the sequence so that you’re never certain what happens next, always a good way to keep the act fresh.
One thing that has definitely happened is he has reduced the number of classic tricks and increased the number of unexplainable tricks. My father’s old comrades would be having heart attacks right now if they could see it. Most of the crowd is impressed but it takes a true professional to understand the absolute impossibility of what he does with those store bought Coke cans, or the interlocking ring set. Every time I see his act, it still amazes me.
Mastiff’s approaching the end of his time but is still firing off one trick after another, the crowd showering him with applause.
He waives them silent, then speaks. “I’ve been told recently by a long term fan that my beard makes me look evil.” He grins manically. “Is that true?”
There’s a chorus of boos mixed with cheers. It’s impossible to know what the crowd wants but it doesn’t matter, Mastiff has already decided.
‘I know, it’s ridiculous, but I promised the sweet young thing that I’d consider working sans facial hair so I’ve decided today is the day.”
He reaches into the pocket of his suit coat and produces a can of shaving cream and a straight razor, which he flips open to the gasps of the audience. It takes my breath away a little bit. The razor is bright, shiny chrome and at least seven inches long! He holds up a section of newspaper and quickly reduces it to ribbons with a few flicks of his wrist. He places the razor on the table next to him, picks up a small, white terry cloth towel, draping around the back of his neck and over his shoulders, and then begins to lather his face.
“What is he doing?” Ridgeway mumbles.
“I have no idea, Captain. If he cuts off his beard and moustache, it’s a one shot trick until he grows it back, which will be weeks.”
“Seems like the waste of a perfectly nice looking beard.” she sighs.
I glance over at her. “Don’t go soft on me, Captain. You know who and what he is.”
“Yeah. I know. I’m just saying.”
I return my attention back to Mastiff, who has just finished wiping his hands on the towel around his neck. He picks up the razor, bring it close to his right cheek. He pauses, razor poised to scrape the cheek.
“Last chance!” he proclaims. The response is the same mix of cheers and boos.
“Very well!” He releases the razor, his right hand falling to his side, but the razor doesn’t fall, it stays lightly pressed against his cheek. After a moment, it starts to slowly slide down, scraping away the shaving cream, leaving bare skin behind. How in God’s name is he doing this?! It isn’t just simple levitation, which is impossible in its own right because he’s in the open air with nothing above him. Somehow, the razor is actually applying pressure and is stable enough to maintain the correct angle. After several more passes, the blade lifts from his face and wipes the excess shaving cream off the blade onto his towel. The razor returns to work as if controlled by an invisible hand. All this time, Mastiff does nothing but make faces, stretching his cheeks or raising his chin to give the razor more room to operate.
In less than three minutes, he is clean shaven, the razor closing itself, landing softly on the table next to him as he wipes his face clean with the towel, dropping it on top of the razor to the resounding applause of the crowd. He bows deeply several times before raising his hands to silence his audience.
“Thank you! Thank you! Thank you very much! I have one last bit of magic to perform, something no one has ever done before! To accomplish this impossible feat, I require the assistance of twelve volunteers.”
Hundreds of hands instantly shoot skyward, their owners jumping and in place shouting to be chosen, Mastiff eventually waives them quiet.
“I am clearly blessed with so many willing helpers but, as this is my last act, I will call upon some of my loyal audience members who have followed me from my humble beginnings.” He points at Debbie Jennings. “Debbie, will you indulge me this one last time?” She rapidly steps forward, smiling. He also calls for her two friends, Shelby and Janice, who quickly join her. By the time he’s done, he’s got ten young women standing in a line behind him, nervously shifting from side to side.
“All right, ladies. If you would please form a circle around me and join hands.”
He leads them away from his table, toward the sidewalk, creating some space for them to circle him, the crowd shifting as they move. Once he has them all positioned, they each grab their neighbor’s hand, encircling him, all facing inwards. He slowly turns around, inspecting the circle, a frown upon his face, shaking his head side to side.
“No. No. This won’t do. It’s not quite right, we need two more. How about you, Ms. White and Captain Ridgeway?”
“How the fuck does he even know we’re here?” Ridgeway whispers.
“It’s magic, Captain. Neither of us can explain it.”
We both don’t move, not giving away our position while the rest of the audience looks around, expecting to see two people moving his way. Instead, he steps towards us, extending his hand while remaining within his circle of women.
“Come now, Donna. For old time’s sake.”
“What do we do?” Ridgeway asks me.
He knows we’re here so what’s the harm of getting a close up view of this new trick? I grab Ridgeway’s forearm and begin to push our way through the crowd, dragging her with me. There’s some polite applause as we get closer to the group. He parts the circle for us to enter.
“Very Good! Just what I needed! How appropriate.” He takes Ridgeway gently by her shoulders. “Let’s put you over here, Captain,” he says, guiding her to a spot on the other side of the circle, where she dutifully takes the hand of either woman besides her. Mastiff comes back to me.
“Would you be so kind as to take this spot, Ms. White?”
I slide closer to him.
“I know who you are, Alex.” I say quietly but firmly, trying to sound brave and confident. “I know what you want and I’m going to stop you.”
“All by yourself, Donna? I don’t think so.”
“There are a lot more people out there than just me, Alex. You’re not so powerful over here. We can stop you.”
He bends his head down so that he is speaking into my left ear.
“Remember what I told First Minister Dupree when he threatened to capture me?” he whispers
“Yes,” I whisper in reply.
“What was it?”
“Come and get me.”
“Exactly. I also said I’d decapitate the first man through the door.”
“And the second. And the third.”
“And so on. That offer still stands, Ms. White. Feel free to accept it whenever you like. Unless you’re planning on doing it right now, I’d like you to stand over here opposite of Captain Ridgeway. You’ve both got one of the best seats in the house.”
Thompson steps back, a jovial, lopsided grin on his face, waiting for me to move. I’d love to tell him to drop dead but I’m also curious as to what he’s going to do. He’s likely going to do it whether or not I play along so I might as well play along. If he was going to kill me, he could have done it by now. I turn and join the circle.
“Wonderful!” he declares as he walks around inside the circle. “Everyone is in place and all’s right with the world. Pay attention, folks. You’re not going to see anything like this ever again. Would someone hand me that sledge hammer?”
A hand reaches through the circle between Jennings and whoever is next to her, holding what looks like a 20 pound sledge hammer. Thompson takes it from them and tosses it in the air, the handle rapidly revolving around the head. He catches it and presents it to Ridgeway for her inspection.
“Is this a real sledgehammer, Captain Ridgeway?” he asks politely.
She releases the hands of the two women on either side of her, takes the hammer and hefts it, then drops it on the sidewalk at her feet, head first. We can all hear and feel the thud.
“Yes, it’s real, Mr. Mastiff.”
He grabs it by its handle, twirling it in the air and dipping his head towards Ridgeway.
“Thank you for your help, Captain. You can return to the circle.”
She does so, scowling at him as she goes. She doesn’t like being a part of the show any more than I do but she recognizes the advantage for at least one of us to remain close to the action. He walks around the circle for a moment, hammer in hand then he stops, swings it up high over his head and brings it down, slamming into the concrete side walk with a solid thud. He walks a few more steps and does it again, then a third and a fourth time, each resulting in the same, solid thump, though he does powder some of the concrete surface of the sidewalk. He stops, standing upright, the head of the hammer resting on the ground, handle pointing up. He wipes his brow theatrically with the back of his left hand.
“My, this is hotter work than I thought. Excuse me.”
He releases the handle but it stays upright. He whips off his black suit coat, tossing it aside, and begins to unbutton his matching black shirt, slowly and deliberately, one button at a time. The interest level of almost every woman in the circle just skyrocketed. As he leisurely works his way down the front of his shirt, his broad, muscled chest is gradually revealed, as are impressive six pack abs. Once the last button is undone, he casually shrugs off the shirt, dropping it on top of the suit coat.
Returning to the hammer, he easily picks it up, twirling it again. This time, everyone can see the progression of each act in the bulging muscles of his arms, shoulders and back. He again repeatedly slams the hammer into the concrete as he walks around the circle, gradually moving towards the middle as he follows a spiral path. No one has any idea what he’s up to but it’s easy to see that the young women in the circle and those outside are enjoying the show. He stops again with another wipe of the brow.
“This really is much more work than I anticipated. Guess I should have practiced more. Excuse me again.”
He reaches for the belt around the waist of his black trousers as he kicks off his right then left shoes, also black. He’s not wearing any socks. This time, there is little teasing. Thompson quickly unbuckles the belt, unzips the pants and pauses just long enough for everyone to catch their breaths before dropping his pants to the ground, revealing a pair of almost tight, black, silk boxer shorts. Most of the woman gasp or sigh or both as he steps out of the pants bunched around his ankles, bends down to pick both the pants and the shoes up, adding them to the pile of clothes.
Once again, the sledge hammer is grabbed, twirled and smashed against the sidewalk, Thompson picking up where he left off. You can smell the lust in the air. There isn’t a single woman who has been watching his show who wouldn’t tear those boxers off him and ravage Thompson right here and now. I wouldn’t, of course, and neither would Ridgeway, though, looking at the barely concealed hunger in her eyes, I could be wrong about that. Both of us know what’s hidden behind those black boxers but from the way they move, everyone has a pretty good idea that he’s packing king size or better.
He finally reaches the middle of the circle, having thoroughly gone over the entire area. He now stands in the middle of the circle, sledge hammer resting lightly on his right shoulder, left hand on his hip, legs spread slightly as he slowly turns, his body glistening from the sweat generated by the work with the hammer. His big hammer. Anybody can see how big a hammer it is.
“I’d say that we are standing on one solid piece of concrete, wouldn’t you?” he says with a broad smile.
None of the woman say anything, they just nod their head in agreement, unable to take their eyes off the glory that is the body of Alex Thompson.
He approaches Debbie Jennings and extends his hand. She leans towards him. If she wasn’t supported by the women on either side of her, she’d fall flat on her face at his feet.
“Bag please,” he requests.
A hand holding a standard brown paper grocery bag penetrates the circle next to Jennings. Thompson slides right up to her but doesn’t make any contact as he reaches for the bag. The man had to be a male stripper in a prior life. Once he grabs the bag, he moves away, back to the center of the circle as Jennings is pulled back to where she started. He places the bag on the ground and pulls a large amount of black fabric from it. Wielding it above his head, he swirls it around and around, first in circles then a figure eight, the fabric trailing behind until he tosses it into the air where it blossoms out and slowly parachutes down around Thompson, his arms raised. As the fabric settles down to the ground, it becomes clear that it is some kind of robe like a monk might wear, all one piece with baggy sleeves and a hood. Thompson’s hands and head emerge from the openings in the robe. There’s some polite applause for how he handled the robe. He bows slightly.
“Thank you but you ain’t seen nothing yet.”
The robe reaches all the way to the ground, in fact a little longer than that so the edge of the cloth drags behind him as he walks back to the paper bag. He squats down, packing his other clothes in the now empty bag, then taking the bag and the hammer and setting them in front of me.
“What are you up to?” I demand.
“Watch,” is all he says, returning to the center of the circle.
He slowly turns in place one time, a full 360 degrees, then slaps his forehead with his right hand, smiling.
“I almost forgot.”
The hands disappear back inside the robe for a moment then reappear, the right one holding his black boxers. More gasps and sighs from the crowd. He flips them towards me. The two women on either side of me try to reach out and grab them but neither lets go of my hands so it looks as if I am the one dragging their hands forward instead of it being the other way around. The boxers fly directly into the mouth of the paper bag at my feet and Thompson gives me a salacious wink. The crowd laughs as I blush in embarrassment. Even Ridgeway laughs. Thompson returns to his place in the middle of the circle.
“Remember this!” he declares loudly so that everyone can hear him. “I stand on a solid concrete sidewalk! I am surrounded by twelve lovely assistants who are holding hands, who are surrounded on all sides by you, the audience! There is nothing above me but the open sky! I cannot possibly escape unnoticed! I tell you now … that this is my last show and you will NEVER SEE ME AGAIN!”
There are hundreds of screams of anguish as the robe falls into a heap where Thompson once stood. I am so stunned that it takes me several seconds to gather my wits. Apparently, the others were equally stunned because the twelve members of the ring all charge towards the middle at once, reaching and grabbing at the robe as one. There is a momentary tussle before Ridgeway tears it from everyone’s hands, revealing a dozen roses laying on the sidewalk with a note attached. Jennings is closest to the note, she bends down and picks it up with trembling hands. The crowd falls silent as she opens it.
“To my twelve lovely assistants,” she reads. “Please take one rose apiece as a token of my deep appreciation and respect. With love. Lance Mastiff.” She is crying by the time she reaches the end of the note. Her friend Shelby was holding her shaking shoulders as her other friend carefully picks up the roses and begins handing them out to the twelve members of the circle. When she comes to me, I hesitate.
“Take it,” says Ridgeway, already holding her rose. “We may be able to find out something from them.”
I accept the rose but hand it to Ridgeway. “Hold this. I want to check something.” I hurry over to where Thompson left the sledge hammer and pick it up. Damn! It’s heavier than it looks. For Thompson to have tossed it around so lightly … I struggle back through the departing crowd and drop the hammer on the sidewalk were Thompson stood. The same solid thud as before. I try several other spots before tiring of lifting the hammer. I stop, breathing heavily. Ridgeway gives me back my rose.
“Pretty slick on his part,” she says. “All that stuff with the hammer. He wanted to make sure no one could say there was a trap door or anything.”
“There has to be some kind of …”
“There isn’t, White. He had all the bases covered. We both know exactly what it was. Magic, pure and simple.”
“Well, at least we know he’s Alex Thompson.”
“What’d he tell you before he tossed you his undies?”
“Shut up! He told me what he said in my office on the other side. Word for word.”
“Maybe Thompson told him that.”
“Just like the magic, we both know that Mastiff is Thompson. The DNA tests will just confirm it. We need to start getting ready right now…”
Suddenly, I see an older lady picking up Thompson’s magic equipment and packing it away.
“YOU!” I shout. “Hold it right there!”
She ignores me so both Ridgeway and I run over to where she is.
“Who are you and what are you doing?!” I demand.
She stops, giving us a steady, confident look.
“Who I am and what I’m doing is my business and none of yours.” She jerks her head to the left. “Move along” she adds, returning to packing Thompson’s equipment
“My business is what I make my business. Where has Alex Thompson gone?”
She doesn’t look up, just keeps on working but she does respond.
“Not that it matters but I don’t know that name.”
“He’s the man who owns all this equipment. And I want it. All of it.”
“The man who owns this equipment is Lance Mastiff, my tenant.”
“So where is Lance Mastiff?”
“No idea. He asked me to put his property in storage until his return as a favor. He was a good tenant so I agreed. Now, if you’re done with your intrusive questions, I’ll finish here and be on my way.”
“Not so fast,” says Ridgeway. “How do we know you’re telling the truth?”
“By what authority do you question me? I don’t answer to you.”
“Well maybe we’ll take all this stuff,” I say.
She bristles at my threat. “You have no right!”
I lean forward. Both Ridgeway and I are younger and taller. We’d have no trouble just grabbing Thompson’s paraphernalia and leaving with it. She might succumb to a little intimidation. Ridgeway and I are standing next to each other just a few feet away from the old woman.
“You couldn’t stop us from taking all this and the police wouldn’t help you because it’s not yours. If you don’t want trouble, just walk away. Now!”
I’m preparing to raise my arm and grab her when a very heavy hand lands on my left shoulder. I look back. And up. A tall, blonde woman is standing behind and between Ridgeway and me, her hands gripping both of our shoulders in an increasingly painful way.
“Is there trouble, Mistress LaRouche?” she asks.
“Not now,” the old woman answers.
The tall woman is blonde and at least 6 foot 3. I glance down and see she’s wearing flat soled running shoes, so she’s a legit 6 foot 3. Her grip on my shoulder is beginning to cut off the blood flow into my arm. I try to twist away but she keeps hold, dragging me back. Ridgeway tries the same move but is more aggressive but she fares no better than I do.
“Release them, Johanna,” the old woman commands.
She lets go of my shoulder with a slight forward shove. I get my balance and spin around to confront her. She’s tall, broad in the shoulders and chest, looks to be in fantastic shape and holds the sledge hammer in one hand, twirling it like a baton twirler. She crosses between Ridgeway and me, dropping the hammer into a large, partially full, duffle bag, which she closes, locks and casually hefts onto her left shoulder, like it weighs practically nothing. The old woman finishes packing up and folds the tables. The blonde giant takes a table in each hand, The old lady turns to address us.
“My friend and I are done here. I strongly suggest that you not bother us because my friend is somewhat protective of me.”
With that, they turn and march off into Central Park, leaving us standing alone where, but a few minutes ago, was filled to capacity and beyond.
“Nice try, White,” says Ridgeway.
“You could have taken her.”
“Like hell! Did you see how she handled that hammer? She could have smashed our heads like ripe pumpkins. Besides, don’t we already know where Mastiff was staying? If we need that stuff, we can send a team. Maybe two.”
“Maybe three. Right now, we need to get organized. Thompson has disappeared but you can be damn sure he isn’t gone. He didn’t go to all this trouble to simply cut and run. He’ll be back and we need to be ready.”
“Ready for what, exactly?”
“How the hell should I know?”
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That last trick damn nearly killed me.
As time went on, my magic act also became a balancing act. The more I did real magic tricks, the more magic power it took to do those tricks, weakening me. But those were the tricks that made believers out of non-believers, which made me stronger. It was always a question when I started to perform whether or not there was going to be enough magic available to finish that day.
At the end of each show, I was tired and tapped out but I was doing so much more than I was when I started. This time, though, I really pushed the envelope. Making the sidewalk beneath me disappear was tough enough after a complete show but then dropping naked into the sewer was taking a big risk. It’s still summer so there was little water in there but that kind of drop could still kill a man, particularly if I slipped up and let the concrete return before I was completely clear of the hole Now it’s just a matter of following the marks I left behind when scouting this section and find the manhole where Johnathyn is waiting with a change of clothes.
I can feel the increase in the level of belief already as I begin to recharge. I just hope it’s enough to do the job. Posting the video of today’s performance on YouTube should help some. We’ll know by the end of tomorrow if it’s all been worthwhile.
CHAPTER FORTY THREE
I am certain this is where we are to meet Alexia but he has not arrived yet. This world is full of wonders but also full of confusion. I cannot think of Alex as anything but Alexia but he is clearly a man named Alex in this world. I have to force myself to say “he” instead of “she.” It is the same with Leeanna.
It is the exact opposite for myself. Despite what I see in the mirror every day or my reflection in the large sheets of glass that are found wherever you look in this world, I cannot bring myself to think of myself as a woman. I am just temporarily not a man. That is the best that I can do. I have no idea how Alexia was able to do what she did when she came to my world. Every second here is an irritation to me, one that could eventually drive me mad except that I know it is just temporary. I can tolerate most anything as long as I know it will eventually come to an end. My mother always said that if I had been born a girl, she would have had to name me Patience.
Certainly not Johanna. How Pegues creates these names is beyond me. I can’t even answer to that name; it is so foreign to me. Yet Pegues seems to easily slip back and forth. Miran to Mirantha and back to Miran, as simple and easy as a change of clothes.
Clothes! I quickly reach down and touch the bag that holds Alexia’s change of clothes, assuring myself that it is still here and that we are ready for her when he arrives. There I go again! By Zaphod’s great staff, this is madness!
Leeanna still seems mostly unaffected, though she too is confused at times. Calling a man “Mother” and a woman “Father” can do that to you. No matter what trouble awaits us, I will feel much better when we all return home.
The prospect of Alexia coming home to be my wife fills me with as much joy as remaining here and Alex being my husband fills me with dread. I know it is unfair of me, I can see the desire in Alex’s eyes but I simply do not share it, even though I know that they are one and the same person and that to love Alexia is to love Alex but I cannot make that leap. That Alex does not push me only makes me love her more, yet I cannot bring myself to show him this affection.
As I said. Madness. Absolute madness.
Mistress LaRouche is sitting with me on the bench near what they call a manhole. She glances at her watch, trying not to make a show of it as to not worry me. She need not bother because I am past “worried” and have moved on to “concerned.”
“How late is he?” I ask.
“Not very,” she lied. “Not much more than … twenty decicycles is it? I know you explained all about that but I still haven’t grasped the actual conversion factor. Don’t worry, he’ll be here soon.”
I lie also. “I’m not worried.”
“Let’s talk about something else. I was glad to have you with me today at the end of the show.”
“It was my pleasure. You would have had a difficult time carrying all those things here by yourself.”
“No, Johnathyn. I was referring to the trouble caused by those two women, Ridgeway and White. Without your help, they may have tried to take everything.”
“You are a witch, Mistress. I am certain you could have dealt with them yourself.”
“You overestimate what a witch in this world can accomplish. If there was to be a fight, I’d prefer to have someone with a big stick on my side.”
“I had no stick, Mistress.”
“You had that sledge hammer.”
“That weighed barely one stone. On my world, I could wield a hammer weighing almost three stone. I curse my weakness daily.”
She laughs. “Well, I was glad that you had my back.”
“Happy to do what I can, Mistress. I am confused on one point. Do you not feel more powerful in Alexia’s presence? On our world, the more witches that gathered together, the more magic power there was to share. If Alexia was among them, all the other witches could certainly tell the difference.”
She ponders my question for a moment.
“I had never thought about it before. You need to remember that the power Alexia had in your world is not the power Alex has in this world but, now that you mention it, lately, I have been feeling better, more energized. That could be why. My customers are reporting better results with my potions. I assumed it was me but it could also be Alex. That’s unfortunate. I’d hate to lose that when he leaves.”
“Perhaps you and some other witches could join forces and exploit what he has already accomplished. Build upon it.”
“That is an excellent idea, Johnathyn! I don’t know why I hadn’t thought about that myself!”
“He’s always given me great advice,” says Alex, faintly.
We both jump up, moving quickly to the manhole.
“Is that you, Alexia?” I shout.
“No, it’s a giant talking rat. Yes it’s me. Help me lift this thing up and give me my clothes.”
Mistress LaRouche returns to the bench for the bag holding Alex’s clothes while I kneel down and work my fingers into the small holes of the thick metal lid. With Alex pushing up from below and me lifting from above, we soon have the lid shoved aside. When I look down the hole, I see that he’s climbed up using some iron rungs imbedded in the smooth stone that lines the hole. He looks up at me, smiling brightly and winks.
“Sorry I’m late. Miss me?”
“Do you mean was I worried? Yes, we both were. Why were you detained?”
“I was barefoot. There are a lot of things in a sewer you don’t want to step on without something on your feet.”
“Doing this unclothed was your idea. I would think that you should have thought about that problem.”
“I told you, for the bit to work, I needed to be wearing the robe. I had to have something cover up the fact that I was dropping down through the sidewalk. If I were wearing my clothes, I didn’t need the robe. Besides, without the clothes, there wasn’t anything to snag on the edge of the sidewalk when I dropped.”
“I did not like the way those women were looking at you.”
“Aaawww, jealous. That’s cute. Just hand me my bag and we can discuss this later.”
Just then, Mistress LaRouche returns with the bag. She kneels down opposite me and extends the hand that holds the bag down into the hole.
“Here you go, Alex.”
He takes the bag from her hand. “Thank’s Janet. I’ll change and be with you in a jiff.” He places the handles of the bag in his mouth and climbs back down the side of the hole about 3 decileagues before reaching the ground. Removing the bag from his teeth, he bends down to remove something from the bag. As he stands up, I see that it is an undergarment. Alex steps forward so that he is standing in a shaft of light so that he can see what he is doing. As can I. As can Mistress LaRouche.
“OH MY!” she gasps, looking briefly away but then returns her gaze to the shaft. After Alex pulls the under garment up his legs and around his waist, she turns her head and looks at me.
“Did you know that Alex had …”
“Yes, I am aware.”
“Have you and he …”
“Not since I came to this world.”
“So, since you became a woman, you and he haven’t…”
“No, we have not.”
“Not once?”
“No.”
“And you’re married. To each other, I mean.”
“Yes, we are married.”
“Not even once since you got here?”
“No. Not even once.”
She looks back down the hole to see the shaft. “You should, Dear. You really should.”
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I can hear Johnathyn and Janet LaRouche talking at the top of the manhole but I can’t hear exactly what they are saying. Guess it doesn’t matter. If there was a problem of some kind, one of them would let me know.
The clothes are a little touristy for my taste but that’s the purpose. Add a hat and some sun glasses and I should be able to be unrecognized until we start tomorrow. After I finish buttoning my shirt, I grab the first rung of the steps.
“Coming up!” I shout and quickly climb the ten feet or so to the top. When I get there, I hold out my hand to Johnathyn. “A little help?”
He reaches out, takes my hand and easily pulls me out of the manhole. Together, we get the cover back in place in seconds and all three of us pick up my magic stuff and hurry away. We aren’t headed back to the apartment though. If someone is looking for me, that’s the first place they’d go. Were spending the rest of today and tomorrow morning at the rooms that Pegues originally rented when they crossed over weeks ago.
It’ll be take out instead of home cooking but we’ll be safer.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Ridgeway said she would do what she could to raise the alarm at the Winthrop group about Alex Thompson but she is as limited as I am. Neither of us are in the good graces of our employers. For the same reason--we failed to put down the revolution over there. Now, we may have proof that the revolution has crossed over to our world and no one wants to believe us.
I’ve put together a fairly impressive collection of videos from YouTube of Thompson’s act, including some from today’s finale. Unfortunately, nothing from today managed to catch our conversation. They show us talking but you can’t hear what we’re saying. All I can hope is that these videos along with DNA proof will convince Lawson that something must be done about him right now.
The next question is what should be done. Upper management hates it when you simply bring them problems. They want solutions, preferably ones they can adopt and take credit for if they work or can hide from if they fail. Here, there are too many unknowns. Is Thompson working alone? If not, who are his people, how many are there, where are they?
Clearly, simply killing Thompson is not enough. We have to capture him, question him. He knows things that could cause the company all kinds of problems but he may not have proof. If he does have proof, he’s smart enough to have taken precautions, maybe that landlord of his or that giant friend of hers.
This is simply too much for Ridgeway and me to handle by ourselves. If we can’t get some help from the Winthrop Group, we could lose this one.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Ridgeway, you know we don’t take a dump around here without an order in triplicate. If you don’t have orders from the top, I can’t help you.”
Bureaucracy is bureaucracy wherever you go.
“Look, Bates. I’m not telling you to actually do anything. What I’m suggesting is that you get ready to do something.”
“And why would I do that, Ridgeway?”
“Because I’ve got inside information that the Consortium is going to make an emergency request for an Action Team. The man who activates that team quickly will look like a hero to upper management, wouldn’t you think?”
Bates gives me an extremely suspicious look. “Exactly what are you suggesting?”
“Naturally, the obvious. Put an assault squad on alert, same with a communication unit.”
“Really? Is that all? Maybe I should call the National Guard too?”
What a dick. “It’s no big deal, Bates. You’re the man in charge of training, aren’t you? You do shit like that all the time and call it a readiness drill.” I hated those damn things. They could ruin a perfectly good weekend. “You also assign a surveillance squad to follow some random civilian for a couple of days to keep the skill set sharp. Instead of a random civilian, what if I suggest a name?”
“Who’s paying for all this?”
“It’s already in your training budget. It’s just a matter of timing. You ‘just happen’ to have the correct people on alert when the Consortium ‘just happens’ to need them. You look like a genius.”
“And if I don’t get the call from the Consortium?”
“Then it’s just your normal, unannounced, readiness drill. The troops hate ’em but they know they’re coming.”
“What about this guy you want followed? How do I sell that one?”
“Like I said, training. You always pair up some newbies with vets and send them out to teach surveillance techniques. Nothing new.”
“Level with me, Ridgeway. Why this guy? Who is he?”
I wanted to put this off as long as possible but if I put him off, Bates is going to be more suspicious than he already is.
“Lance Mastiff.”
“The magic guy? I’ve seen some of those videos floating around here. Those tricks with the Coke cans? Crazy shit man.”
“You seen the one from today?”
“Naw, haven’t checked my email yet.”
“He’s disappeared.”
“Didn’t show up for his performance?”
“Oh he showed up. Then he disappeared.”
Bates looked confused. “You mean he got inside a box of some kind, they turned around a couple of times, and when they opened the box he was gone?”
“No, he took off his clothes, threw on a robe and he disappeared, leaving an empty robe. And no, there was no trap door, no manhole in the sidewalk and he was surrounded by people so he didn’t sneak off.”
“That’s impossible!”
“Bates … did you ever … you know, cross over?”
“Me? No. I would have though. And yes, I know that means I’d become a chick, but come on! It’s another god damn universe! Who wouldn’t want to see it?”
“Well, if you had, you wouldn’t say it was impossible. I saw shit like that all the time.”
“Hold on. Are you saying this Mastiff guy is from over there?”
I could try to tell Bates the entire story but I don’t have the time and I don’t need to. “Yeah, that’s what it looks like.”
“One of them, over here? My God!”
“Exactly.”
“How’d those idiots let that happen?!”
“Who knows? The main thing is we’ve got to find him and put him in the bag until we’ve wrung him dry. But to do that we’ve got to find him.”
“Look, Ridgeway. There’s only so much I can do without orders. I can give you four guys to search for Mastiff and I can put the rest of the Action Team on standby but the Consortium’s gonna have to make that call and agree to pay the freight. Winthrop Group ain’t a charity.”
“That’s all I’m suggesting, Bates.”
“Hope it’s enough.”
“Me too.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We got Leeanna her McRibs. I have a couple of Big Macs and fries. Johnathyn decides on chicken sandwiches while Pegues passed. Claims she isn’t hungry. It’s probably nerves. I know I’m nervous. The last time we went to war, there were more of us and I was much stronger. The enemy was stronger too but she was much more predictable. I had a pretty good idea how things were going to go and what I would do if they went some other way.
It’s a lot different this time. I don’t think the enemy knows what to expect from me but I’m not exactly sure what to expect from them either. I’m counting on surprising them but if I’m wrong, someone is going to get hurt. Maybe a lot of someones. Maybe me.
But it won’t be Johnathyn and Leeanna.
We eat our meals in silence. Even Leeanna feels the weight of the moment. After we finish our food, I gather the trash and toss it in the waste can next to the bathroom. When I return to the room, I sit back down at the table.
“Guys, I want to get something straight. I’m not happy about it but I need all of you at the Consortium tomorrow. Every little bit of belief will help and you three are the strongest believers. We’ve already talked about how you each get in the building and what you do when you get there but we haven’t talked about what happens if things go wrong. Thankfully, it’s simple. You all meet in the lobby, go somewhere relatively quiet and you go back home. Pegues will bring his Portal Generator. You open a portal and leave. Simple and straight forward. I don’t want to hear any objections or arguments.”
“You won’t get any from me,” says Pegues.
“You will from me,” says Johnathyn. Leeanna just nods her head in agreement.
I take their hands in mine. “I appreciate your willingness to stay but it’s not right. You two are the most important people in the world to me. You don’t belong in this world and I won’t see you stranded here. If we win, we all go home. If we lose, you three go home. You can’t stay here under any circumstances. You don’t belong here. This world would eat you up. It’s a fun place to visit but you wouldn’t want to live here. I’ll arrange a time and place to meet Pegues as a backup plan a few weeks later, presumably once the heat has died down. He’ll be a one man team, you understand. No further rescue attempts.”
“But our world needs you, Mother. We all do. I do,” Leeanna pleads.
“I know, Honey. If this doesn’t work, I’ll find a way back. The technology exists; I just need to get my hands on it.”
“Then just come back with us now! Don’t take any chances! We could leave right now!”
“Leeanna, I know this is hard for you to understand but this is more than just vengeance. It’s about what kind of world we return to, the future of our world, your future.”
“Your mother is right,” says Johnathyn. “We have discussed this and I agree with her. It is important. But it is also important we all return home.”
I sigh. Johnathyn isn’t going to let this go. If we’re gonna have it out, I don’t want Lee to see it.
“It’s getting late and we all need to get some sleep tonight. Leeanna, you can stay with Mirantha …” Lee opens her mouth to object. “Just for tonight.”
“Nooooo! I want to stay with you and Father!”
I hug her shoulders and kiss her forehead. “I know, this isn’t fun for you. It’s not fun for any off us.”
“Certainly not for me,” grouses Pegues. She extends her hand towards Leeanna. “Come on, Leeanna. Let’s leave the adults alone to talk.”
“Go on,” I say. “We’ll both see you in the morning.” I kiss her cheek. Johnathyn nods his head in agreement.
Leeanna reluctantly takes Pegues’ hand and he leads her out of the room, closing the door behind them.
I start to straighten up the hotel room. “I never asked how you got the money to finance this little rescue mission.”
“Some of us returned to the Winthrop Group compound after you left.”
“After I left clear orders that it was to be left alone?”
“You were gone, others were in charge. I went to make sure the spirit of your order was kept if not the actual order.”
Johnathyn was as curious as anyone. There wasn’t any way to keep people from going back short of burning it to the ground. I’ll have to remember that the next time.
“So what did you find?”
“We found a safe in the floor of a closet. It was not that hard to remove but was difficult to open.”
“Without the combination or a cutting torch, I can imagine. How’d you end up opening it?”
“A three stone hammer can be very persuasive.”
Particularly if swung by Johnathyn about a hundred times.
“You pounded the safe to mush. What did you find?”
“Over 12,000 of your doll-ares. Why are mostly light green pieces of paper with pictures on them valuable in this world?”
“They’re not intrinsically valuable, it’s what they represent.”
“What do they represent?”
“The belief that they will be accepted in exchange for goods and services.”
“So a man is wealthy because he believes he is wealthy and others believe the same?”
“No, not exactly. I could spend all night describing our monetary system but that’s not what we need to discuss, is it?”
“No. It is not.” Johnathyn sits straight in his chair, upright and shoulders back, forearms resting on top of the table in front of him. Even now, “she” can be quit intimidating. “I do not want Leeanna to be a part of this.”
“She’ll be with you the entire time. You don’t need to do anything but stay in the public lobby on the first floor. They’ll have no reason to suspect either of you of anything. It’s extremely safe. Besides, where else would you have her be? Pegues has his own job to do as does LaRouche. There’s no one left to watch her. We could leave her all by herself here in the hotel or at LaRouche’s shop but if things go wrong and you need to make a fast escape, then it will take time to get her. If she’s right there, you’re all gone in minutes instead of hours.”
“I am not leaving without you, Alexia. Not after going through all …” his hands hover in front of his breasts for a moment, “…THIS to find you.”
I really want to remind him I went through all THAT myself when I came to his world. In the end, it wasn’t all bad. He should give it a chance. Unfortunately, we don’t have the time for Johnathyn to try and adapt.
“Johnathyn, we all have jobs to do here. If I can’t pull this off, we’re all screwed. Both in this world and yours. I’ve got to get this right and I’m the only one who can do it. Why do you insist on giving me grief about this?”
“Because I do not want Leeanna involved. I’m her father; it should be my decision.”
“I’m her mother and I say it’s the only way that makes sense.”
“We both know that you are not really her mother.”
That hurt. I always expected he’d say something like that when we would eventually disagree about Leeanna sometime in the future but that doesn’t mean it hurt any less just because I knew it was coming.
“Are you saying I don’t love that girl, Johnathyn? Are you saying I would not lay down my life for her? Are you saying that she means NOTHING TO ME?! Are you saying that all that we said to each other on the other side meant NOTHING?! That I was her mother when it was CONVENIENT for you but now that we have to actually talk about her and there’s a disagreement, you’re gonna play the ‘not mommy’ card? Is that how this is going down, Johnathyn?”
Luckily, since I knew he’d say that some day, I had a response rehearsed. He looks shocked.
“NO! I didn’t mean to say any of that!”
“Well I don’t want to hear that statement ever again. If this works and we go home, I need to know right now, by your solemn word. Am I or am I not to be treated as Leeanna’s mother? This is a final, once and for all decision, Johnathyn. There’s no second thoughts or going back. I’m either a part of this family or I’m not. Your call. But before you make that call, remember that we are not going home to that idyllic life we had of traveling through the country, helping people one to one. I’m going to be the Queen, you’re going to be my husband, the Queen’s consort and she’s going to be the Queen’s daughter and we’re all going to spend the rest of our lives in the spotlight and the crosshairs. If it goes wrong, it’s my problem and I’ll get the blame. If it goes right, I’ll be lucky to get the credit half the time. You and Lee will be in the same boat with me. It won’t be the same as before but, hopefully, we can all do some good.”
I reach across the table and gently take Johnathyn’s hand in mine. “So you tell me, are we a family or not?”
He stares at me from across the table for a few seconds, then a small smile appears on his face as he begins to rub the back of my hand with his thumb. “If I had any doubts that you are still the Alexia that I knew, they are vanquished. I am sorry. It was cruel of me to say what I did. We are now and shall ever be a family, come what may but I long for the day when you are the woman and I am the man again.”
“I don’t know. I’m pretty well equipped to show you a good time right now.” He tries to pull his hand away but I keep a grip on it. “I know. You’re not ready. I certainly wasn’t ready after a few weeks either. Not a problem. Back to Leeanna. I understand why you don’t want her there. It’s safer. But if she’s not there, you can try to ride to my rescue if things go wrong, like you did at the castle. I’m grateful you were there then but this is different. If Lee is there, you’ll have to take care of her first and me second and taking care of her means returning home and leaving me here. I understand and accept that. You need to also. It’s the right way and the only way that makes sense for everybody.”
“I surrender to your logic, Alexia. You win. I am not happy but there appears to be no happy choice presented so I accept the least unpleasant choice.”
“Great. Now come over here.”
I stand up, still holding his hand, and lead him to the couch.
“What is this?” he asks.
“Just sit and wait.”
Johnathyn sits as I release his hand. I cross the room and turn out the lights. There’s still some soft, diffuse light in the room from the city lights outside filtering through the curtains drawn across the windows. I can see well enough to find my way back to the couch.
“Scoot over,” I say.
Johnathyn slides to one end. I sit and snuggle my back up against him. He stiffens up.
“Please hold me, Johnathyn.”
“Alexia … I don’t …”
“Just close your eyes and hold me. That’s all. Just hold me. I pray to Zaphod that we win tomorrow and we have many, many years together but if we don’t, I would like to fall asleep in your arms tonight. Is that asking too much of my husband?”
I feel his arms slide around my lower rib cage, cradling my arms.
“It is not too much to ask of me, my wife.”
CHAPTER FORTY FOUR
I don’t know how long my phone was ringing before it woke me but I listen to at least three rings before I roll over to my right side and reach for it, swatting at the top of the night table before finally finding it, shutting off the damn ringing. When I bring the phone to my ear, I can see the clock on the screen.
4 freaking 35 in the morning. It’s Donna White.
“Yeah, White, what do you want?” I ask, flopping back onto my bed.
“I need a progress report, Captain Ridgeway.”
“At this fucking hour?! I just got to bed, like three hours ago!”
“I haven’t gone to bed. It could happen today. It could be happening right now.”
“Then why don’t YOU go down to your office and give ME a progress report? Forget that. You’re crazy enough to do it. I don’t know any more than I did like six hours ago and probably won’t until morning. Bates knows to call me if the Surveillance Team tumbles to anything. He calls me, I’ll call you. That’s as much as we can do right now.”
“What about the Assault Squad?”
“Still on standby but they won’t stay that way forever. If you want more than that, you’ll have to get the Consortium to pay for it.”
“What did the Surveillance Team actually find?”
“I told you, White. Nothing! Mastiff had left his apartment, took what little stuff he had and vamoosed. The old lady checked out, she actually is his landlady.”
“What about the big one, with the sledge hammer?”
“They didn’t see her. Look, they’re checking out some pretty skimpy leads. If anything pans out, I’ll know. Go to bed and get some sleep. It’s the best thing we can do right now. It’s the only thing we can do right now.”
“I don’t see how you can sleep at a time like this, Captain.”
“Practice. Don’t call me again. You can pick me up in the morning at eight - and not a minute before, you understand?”
“Yes.”
“Good. Go to bed, White.”
I disconnect the call and put the phone back on the nightstand. If White calls again tonight, I’ll kill her in the morning.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Are you MAD?!”
“I don’t think so, Janet.”
“Alex, when you said you would get to the roof of the Consortium’s building by crossing over from the roof of the building next door, I thought it was brilliant but I also assumed they were close to each other and the same height. They’re separated by over forty feet and the other building is ten stories taller. It’s suicide!”
“It’s not that bad.”
“Can you fly?”
“Not over here. I could over there. I’ve tried, but no luck.”
“Then I don’t see how you’re going to do it.”
We’ve all gathered on top of the roof of the apartment building next to the Consortium’s office. Getting up here was easy, the place has minimal security and it’s 6:30 in the morning. The Consortium, on the other hand, has lots of security. Getting from the relatively open ground floor to the top floor where they’ll be holding their board meeting would be very tough. Going from the roof to one floor down would be much easier, particularly if the aren’t expecting it. Getting to the roof is the tough part.
“I can’t fly but I can fall with style.”
Leeanna laughs. She recognizes the line.
“What does that mean?” asks LaRouche.
“It means, Mistress LaRouche, that my mother can safely go from here to there,” Leeanna answers with pride in her voice.
“Child, no one could do that without a parachute.”
“Even a parachute wouldn’t work. The roofs are too close,” I say. “I can control my fall, Janet. I’ve done it before, admittedly with more magic in the vicinity but that’s why you’re all here. You are all believers, strong believers.”
“Alex, I don’t believe you can do this,” says LaRouche.
“That doesn’t matter, just as long as you believe in magic. What I do with that belief is my business. I know this is dangerous but so is going in through the front door. This is dangerous for the fewest people, just me.”
LaRouche is exasperated. “You’re this man’s … husband, Johnathyn. Do something!”
Johnathyn had been standing apart from the rest of us near the edge of the roof, staring across the space between the two buildings, his back to all of us.
“This is as it must be, Mistress LaRouche,” he replies without turning around. “I have seen what Alexia can do when she sets her mind to it. I also know that changing her mind is very difficult. It is better to help her than fight her.”
LaRouche finally turns towards Pegues but he just raises his hands and shakes his head. “Don’t look at me,” he says. “I just do what I’m told. He’s the Queen.”
I clap my hands together lightly several times. “Guys, we’re burning dark here. I need to do this while there aren’t a lot of people paying attention. It’s now or never.”
“Better never,” LaRouche grumbles.
“Well, if I die, you have my permission to put ‘I told you so’ on my headstone, Janet. Johnathyn, take your position.”
Johnathyn walks back and forth several times, eyeing the other roof. He finally stops, pointing at something. I step up next to him.
“This is the shortest distance. Your target is that black pipe. See it?”
I site down his arm and see where he’s pointing.
“Yep. Got it.”
“The wind is blowing this direction,” he indicates left to right with a sweep of his hand. “But it is also blowing up off the face of the building, which is a good omen. It should help.” He fixes me with his deep blue eyes. “Be careful, Alexia.”
“I will. Stick to the plan. Make sure Pegues does too. If everyone does their job, we go home to an uncertain future.” I smile and wink at him. “Can’t beat that with a stick.”
He smiles too, though he has no idea what I’m saying. I back away from him about thirty feet and look around. LaRouche is standing behind Leeanna, her hands resting on Lee’s shoulders. I give Lee what I hope is a confident smile and a thumbs up. She responds with one of each. LaRouche shrugs and also gives me a wan smile and a thumbs up. Pegues just nods.
I turn back to face Johnathyn, take a calming breath and start to run towards him, slowly at first but rapidly accelerating toward the edge of the roof. I have to commit 100 percent to this or it will fail. Concentrating on a point just a few feet before Johnathyn, that’s my take off point. I don’t even look at the edge, just my take off point. Everything one step at a time.
As my right foot hits my mark, Johnathyn grabs me and throws me up and over the edge, launching me into the air. For a few seconds, it’s as if I am flying again but gravity quickly reasserts itself and I begin to fall. I desperately look around until I find the black pipe that is my target and concentrate on that. Every thought I have, every bit of energy in my body is directed towards that pipe. I’m still falling but the arc is beginning to flatten out. I’m moving forward also.
After about seven seconds, I can see that I’m going to land on the Consortium’s roof but now, I’ve got to slow down. I switch to thinking about an enormous airbed like stuntmen use. It’s big and thick and it slowly collapses as soon as you land on it. Just a bag of air that dissipates on contact. I just need the air to gather beneath me. Lots and lots of air. I’ve used it before, I can use it again. Gather the air. Collect the air. Pack the air.
I feel the resistance. I’m slowing. Don’t stop! Pack the air. Condense the air. Still slowing. Gather! Pack! Condense! Slowing but not enough! Gather! Pack! Condense! Get ready … get ready … ready … ROLL! I throw myself forward, my shoulder striking the roof but I immediately start rolling across the surface. I feel momentarily squashed but keep rolling, changing the direction of the energy. I spread my arms and legs, the rolling stops as I skid to a halt on my back.
Ouch.
Alive but … ouch.
I roll over onto my stomach and push myself up off the roof, getting my feet underneath me and slowly stand up, waiting for something to say “hold up Dude! I’m broken!” but nothing speaks up. Looks like I made it safe and sound. Except for my clothes. Both pants and shirt are torn and dirty.
When I get to my feet, I look back the way I just came and see four figures standing on the edge of the apartment building, the shortest waving both arms wildly in the air above her head. That’s my girl. I raise both arms and wave back. She starts to jump up and down but Johnathyn puts his hand on her shoulder, settling her down. He steps away from the group and begins to swing a rope over his head, letting a little more rope slip from his hand as it continues to circle above him, the speed quickly increasing. As the circling rope becomes a blur, he releases it, the end arcing out into the sky and then it begins to fall, slowly at first but rapidly picking up speed, aiming straight at me. I wait until the last second to move aside, letting the end of the rope land within three feet of me.
Johnathyn had tied the rope around a good sized rock and had slung it in my direction, almost striking me on his first attempt. Not bad at all. I untie the rope from around the rock then loop it several times around an exhaust pipe before tying it off. Johnathyn pulls up the slack, tightening the rope between us. Leeanna hangs a bundle on the rope and releases it, the bundle shooting down the rope straight to me. I catch it before it strikes the pipe, disconnect it from the rope and open it. It’s my original black magician’s outfit and a FSR two way radio. I switch the radio on and the display lights up. It’s already set to the agreed upon base and security channels. I happily push the “talk” button.
“What’d ya think about my landing, Lee?”
“Are you alright, Mother?”
“Not bad. A few scrapes and bruises. It’ll hurt worse tomorrow. Hand the radio to your father.”
I see them exchange the radio and then Johnathyn bends down closer to Leeanna as she again explains how the buttons work. My radio buzzes several times and then I hear a voice.
“Alexia, can you hear me? Oh … over?”
“Yes Johnathyn, I can hear you. You take care of Leeanna and both of you stay out of trouble. Over.”
He fumbles with the radio and Leeanna lends a hand. It beeps again.
“… understand, Alexia. You also be careful. Mistress LaRouche wishes to speak with you.”
I watch the hand over.
“I wouldn’t have believed it if I hadn’t seen it with my own eyes, Alex. Are you really okay?”
“Yes, Janet. As I said, a few bumps and bruises but otherwise fine. The meeting’s scheduled for an 11:15 a.m. start, an early catered lunch meeting. You all know what to do but don’t take any chances. You’re the only one with real experience in this world, Janet, so I’m relying on you to keep everyone safe. I’ll be monitoring this channel so, if anything goes wrong, contact me. Otherwise, we meet at the rendezvous point after it’s all finished. Over.”
“Sorry, I forgot. Not used to these technical things. Yes, the rendezvous after it is all over. No, not over … I mean not that kind of over.”
Leeanna snatches the radio from LaRouche. “We all understand, Mother. We won’t let you down … be careful … I love you …Over.”
“I love you too, Leeanna. Over.”
Both Johnathyn and Leeanna make one last wave and then they walk away from the edge until I can’t see them anymore. I reach in the bag and remove my lock pick set. Time to change clothes, work on the lock on the door to the stairwell and recharge my magic as everyone comes to work.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
They promised me results by 10:00 a.m. and it’s already 10:24 a.m. What is the delay? I’ve spoken to Ridgeway twice this morning and there is still nothing on Thompson. I can feel things slipping away from me, like a noose tightening around my neck. We are running out of time!
Ridgeway says that there is no reason to panic, that we haven’t got proof of anything yet. She’s right but I also know Thompson. He loves to take chances and God knows he has the flair for the dramatic. Even before he adopted the Lance Mastiff disguise, back when he was keeping a low profile, he was suspected of performing some of the most difficult hacks ever attempted. When the authorities were able to determine how he did it, it was always by some unique, unexpected, elegant method. Talking with them, you definitely got the impression that they respected his abilities, some of them respected Thompson himself, a few even admired him.
You can’t relax around someone like that. I saw first hand what Alexia was capable of and there is no doubt in my mind that Alex Thompson is just as ruthless.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We parked Alex’s truck around the corner on West 59th street, out of sight of the Consortium’s office. We packed all our equipment in the back and Pegues and I are ready to enter the building. Each of us is wearing a brown, heavy duty apron, the kind you find in garden shops, over work clothes of blue coveralls. There are four 5 gallon buckets, one holding garden tools and assorted soil testing kits, the other three stacks of vials of my potions, fully charged with magic. I grab the one with the tools and one of the potion buckets.
“It’s time to go, Pegues. Alex wants us in place by 10:30. We need to take our time and be in the lobby when the meeting starts upstairs. Let me do the talking. This is my world, I know how the people here think.”
“As you wish, Mistress LaRouche,” Pegues replies.
“Also, as much as I love the ‘Mistress’ reference, you had better call me ‘Janet’.”
“As you wish, Janet.”
“Good. You get the other buckets. Johnathyn, you and Leeanna come in at 11:00. Use that dolly cart. Load it up with as many packages of phone books that you can carry.”
There are over twenty shrink wrapped packages of phone books in the back of the truck, thirty books per package, along with an industrial dolly.
“Where did you get these Mistress … I apologize, Janet,” Johnathyn asks.
“Alex and I picked them up at the Library. The publisher leaves thousands there for people to take. They were more than happy to get rid of them. All you and Leeanna need do is load the dolly, take it to the lobby and wait for the guards to ask you what you’re doing. Tell them you’re delivering the phone books and where do they want them. Don’t let them brush you off. If they won’t cooperate, tell them you’ll just leave them in the corner, drop them there and spend the rest of your time counting them. Slowly counting them.”
“What is a phone book?”
“I’m afraid we don’t have time to explain it. The guards will know, that’s what’s important. Don’t make a scene, don’t get into a fight. If things get ugly, I’ll step in.”
“I understand, Janet. Thank you for helping us. You do not need to take the risk but you have done so anyway. We are all indebted to you.”
Pegues grabs the handles of the buckets and lifts them, grunting loudly from the effort.
“What do you have in here, rocks?” she complains.
“Minerals, so close enough. Let’s go.”
We hurry off, following the sidewalk to the Central Park South intersection and then we turn right, crossing in front of the Consortium’s office, Pegues lagging behind me. I climb the steps and hold the door open for her as she struggles up the steps. I follow her in.
The atrium inside is impressive. Two stories tall, lots of light, glass and chrome. And lots of plants. And trees. There’s a bank of black leather chairs off to the right. Pegues drops her buckets as I step up to the front desk.
“Good morning. We’re with the plant services.”
It doesn’t appear that the guard is buying it.
“You people were just here yesterday. Watered the hell out of everything.”
“We don’t do the watering. We’re in charge of plant health. We test the soils, add fertilizer, organic of course, minerals, whatever.”
“Got a work order?”
I was afraid of this. We’ll have to bluff our way in.
“That’s a funny story. We had one but lost it, got sucked right out the window of the truck while we were driving over here.”
“Yeah, you’re right. Hilarious story. No work order, can’t help ya’ ladies.”
“But we had a work order!”
“Then go get another. Not my problem.”
“Look, Sir …”
Pegues picks up her buckets. “Don’t bother, Janet. This jerk doesn’t understand. Let’s go to the next job.”
“No! Wait, Pegues.”
“Janet, the guy thinks it’s not his problem. Fine. He’ll find out soon enough that it is. We’ve got other jobs today.”
“What do you mean it’s my problem?” asks the guard.
Pegues drops the buckets again. “You know how much even one of those trees are worth?”
“No. How much?”
“Like three times your annual salary. And there’s what … six of them? You do the calculations. That’s not counting all the other plants. Yes, they were all watered yesterday to prepare them for us to do the testing and feeding. You can’t keep big trees like those healthy in such small pots without very careful monitoring. If they die because you kept us from our job, it will definitely be your problem. We’re certainly not going to take the blame.” She picks up her buckets again. “So, what is it going to be?”
The guard is clearly angry, grinding his teeth, but he’s also afraid. Which emotion wins? He turns towards me.
“Fine. Don’t make a mess and get done as fast as possible.”
Fear wins. I nod my head and pick up my buckets. “Yes, Sir. Thank you. We’ll be done before you know it.” I head for the group of plants furthest from his desk, Pegues following behind. I hear the guard mumble something about “bitches” before his attention turns to a couple of men who have just entered the building.
I set my buckets down next to the chrome planter, as does Pegues. I glance back towards the guard who is no longer paying attention to us.
“I said that I’d handle it,” I whisper.
“And you were doing so well. Janet, you don’t beg an underling; you demand and you succeed. You may have to beg a Master but only as a last resort.”
It doesn’t matter how, we’re in and we need to get to work.
“I’ll start here, you go over there. Put a little soil in the bottle; add a squirt of water and a piece of litmus; cap the bottle, shake it; check the paper and then push a potion vial into the dirt.”
“Why bother with all that? We can simply distribute the vials.”
I look up and nod towards the cameras in the corners of the ceiling.
“Someone is watching so we need to put on a show.”
“Understood. I can certainly put on a show. Out of curiosity, will your potions help these plants?”
“Who knows? They’re all natural ingredients so they shouldn’t hurt.”
Pegues picks up a bucket and grabs some testing supplies.
“On my world, all poisons are also natural ingredients.” She walks towards the planter on the other side of the atrium.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“YES!! GOT HIM! Fax me the results immediately!”
I disconnect on that line and immediately reopen the line, dialing Ridgeway directly at the Winthrop Group. She picks up on the third ring.
“Ridgeway, it’s Thompson! The DNA test results confirm the samples are mother and two siblings. It’s got to be him!”
“We kinda knew that already, White.”
“Yes, of course, but now we have proof, something I can take to Lawson. If he’s too stupid to recognize the threat, then Hinkle will take action. Get your people ready. Any word from the ones searching for Thompson?”
“No, nothing at all. Maybe he did disappear for real.”
“No, not him. Get over here immediately. I’ll meet you in the lobby and vouch for you to get you past security. I should have the test results in hand by then and we both can go see Lawson.”
“The question is, will Lawson see us?”
“I don’t care at this point. Either he sees us or Hinkle does. I’d prefer Lawson, action will be taken quicker, but either one will do. Get over here as fast as you can.”
“On my way.” She disconnects, leaving me alone with my thoughts.
I can’t move for a moment, temporarily overwhelmed by the enormity of it all. We are just minutes away from beginning a manhunt for possibly the most dangerous man on the planet and none of it would have happened if I hadn’t taken the initiative. Lawson and others may take the blame for letting it happen but I should get all the credit for sounding the alarm. I may even be put in charge of the manhunt. Who knows Alex Thompson better than I do?
That potential assignment sends a shiver of anticipation down my spine, jogging me into action. I hurry to the business hub on my floor to see if the fax has arrived from the lab. So far, the cover page and two of five pages have printed. I’ll go to the lobby, get Ridgeway and grab the fax on my way up to see Lawson.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Ppphhhhfffttt! Ppphhhhfffttttt!”
I hear some noise coming from where Pegues is working. I glance her way. She is looking straight at me. Once she catches my eye, she tips her head towards the front entrance. I slowly turn my head in that direction.
Leeanna is holding the door open as Johnathyn easily rolls the grossly overloaded dolly towards the entrance. She’s dressed in brown cargo shorts, a black polo shirt and low cut work shoes with white socks. Her lean, muscular legs are on display as are her generous breasts, broad shoulders and sculpted arms. She looks like she belongs in an outdoor fitness magazine. I ease towards the front desk just in case things go wrong.
“Can I help you, Miss?” the guard asks, a gleam of lust in his eyes.
“Yes, we are delivering these phone books. Where do you want them?”
“Is that the only thing you’re delivering, Honey?”
“Yes, just the books. Where do you want them?”
“Well, my lunch relief should show up pretty soon, you wait just a bit and I can help you deliver them throughout the building. What do you say to that, sweetie?”
Johnathyn sneaks a look my way and I give a quick nod.
“That’s acceptable. I’ll just go over here and make certain I have enough books.”
The guard laughs. “Honey, you’ve got enough books for the Empire State Building. Is the kid with you?” He points at Leeanna.
Leeanna stands up as tall as he can, puffing out his chest. “I am. She’s my … mother.”
“Your mother?” the guard says. “You know what a MILF is, kid?”
The insolent, crude dimwit! Of course the child has no idea what a MILF is. He better hope that Johnathyn also has no idea.
“No,” Leeanna answers.
The guard winks at Johnathyn. “I’ll explain it to your mom later.”
Johnathyn wheels the dolly to the side of the lobby where I am working so I return to the tree I had been testing. The guard’s eyes don’t leave her until two men approach the desk.
“What is this MILF he referred to?” Johnathyn whispers to me.
“You don’t want to know,” I whisper in return. “Just stay here and look busy. It shouldn’t be long now.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The wait at the elevator seems interminable. I know I’ll reach the lobby long before Ridgeway does but I can’t sit around doing nothing. When the doors finally open, the car is empty, which means the trip could be a short one without any extra stops. Unfortunately, the elevator stops three more times before reaching the lobby. There are four people waiting to board as I get off. I step past them and walk about five feet before I realize that I recognize two of them. They’re Board Members.
I take up a position near the main door. I want to catch Ridgeway as soon as she enters. While I wait, three more Board Members walk in. I watch them as they cross the lobby and stop in front of the bank of elevators, right next to one of the large planters that are scattered throughout the lobby. There’s a woman, one of the service staff, working on the plants.
Wait. I think I know that woman. Ridgeway is still minutes away so I’ve got time to check this out. I slowly cross the lobby, back the way I came. The woman’s head is turned to the side and partly blocked from my view by a large fern. I pause and wait for her to look my way but she keeps her head down. There’s a metal trash can near me so I give a quick kick with my foot, causing a sharp, short bang. She can’t help turning her head towards the noise.
DAMN! It’s Thompson’s landlady! What is she doing here? I take a closer look at the other woman working on a different planter on the other side of the lobby but I can’t recall seeing her before. There’s a third woman squatting next to a large stack of phone books. She’s also looking my way. She stares at me, then slowly stands up … MY GOD! It’s that friend of the landlady! I rush to the front desk.
“That woman working on the plants, did a man come with her?” I ask the guard.
“Naw. The two of them came together about half an hour ago.”
“What about the one with the phone books?”
“It was just her and her kid. They’ve been here about five, ten minutes at most. Is there a problem?”
“You have no idea.”
I hurry back to the front doors and whip out my cell phone. Ridgeway is on speed dial. She answers on the second ring.
“What’s up, White?”
“He’s already here,” I hiss.
“Thompson?”
“Yes!”
“You’ve seen him?”
“No, but his landlady and her big friend are not more than sixty feet away from me disguised as a delivery woman and a greenhouse worker. That can’t be a coincidence!”
Ridgeway doesn’t say anything right away but then she replies.
“You're right, he’s there or soon will be and he’s got a plan. You can’t wait for me. I’m stuck in traffic. It’ll be at least another fifteen minutes. You gotta go. Now. Good luck. I’ll get there when I can.”
Rushing back to the elevators, I push the “up” button but nothing happens. Looking up at the floor indicators, all the cars are either at the upper floors or rising. I can’t wait. The stairs are on my left and my office is seven floors above me.
I am too old for this shit!
I hit the stairway door hard, banging it open and start climbing the stairs, instantly regretting my choice of shoes. I hadn’t planned on running all over hell and back today, I was going to have others do that, primarily Ridgeway. At that point, 3 inch heels made sense, giving me a little commanding height. By the third floor, I have to stop and take the damn shoes off. When I reach the seventh floor, I’m gasping for air with barely the strength to open the door out of the stairwell. As I approach the business hub for my fax, one of the secretaries reacts with shock.
“Ms. White! What’s wrong?”
I’m just about to answer that question when I hear the “ding” of the elevator stopping at our floor. A woman gets off but there are several other people inside. It’s going up!
“Hold that elevator!” I shout as I lurch towards it, clutching my papers and shoes to my chest. The door is shutting but someone inside shoots a hand out in time to stop the door and it slowly reopens.
“Thanks” I gasp, trying to get some air back into my burning lungs.
“No problem. Where to?” asks a man I don’t recognize.
“Top floor,” I answer as I steady myself with one hand against the sidewall, putting my left, then right shoe back on. There are two more stops before I reach my floor and I’m alone by then. I’ve managed to compose myself and straighten my hair a bit.
When the door opens, I dash towards Lawson’s office but am stopped by his PA, Jennings.
“I’m sorry, Ms. White,” she says. “Mr. Lawson is in a Board Meeting right now. It just started and he won’t be available until after 2:00.”
“This can’t wait.”
I turn and head for the Board meeting room, ignoring Jennings’s protests. I pause at the double doors just long enough to get a bit calmer and then I push them open. All eyes turn my way. Every one of the seventeen men in the room, with the exception of the waiter dressed in black with a white apron who’s in the middle of serving lunch, looks up at me.
“What is it, White?” growls Lawson.
So much for being calm. “I really hate to bother you, Sir …”
“Then don’t,” grumbles one of the other men but I continue.
“… but we have a major problem.”
“You had better not be wasting my time with that Alex Thompson crap again, White.”
“Yes, Sir. It is Alex Thompson and I’m afraid it’s not crap.” It’s never been crap, you idiot. “We have DNA tests that prove Alex Thompson and Lance Mastiff are one and the same.”
“Where’d you get the samples?”
“I acquired them myself.”
“I wasn’t aware our labs were doing those tests.”
“I didn’t use our labs. I thought it was important to get the results as soon as possible so I authorized outside testing.”
“So that I wouldn’t know about it?” Lawson asked.
“No, Sir. It was strictly a matter of speed. The samples only became available two days ago. Our labs wouldn’t expedite the tests.”
All the while Larson and I are talking, the others in the room continue to eat but they pay attention to what we say. They all seem to know who Alex Thompson is because they aren’t talking among themselves, asking each other quiet questions.
“With good reason, White. There’s no emergency here, it can wait until after this meeting.”
“No, Sir, it cannot wait. You don’t seem to grasp what is happening here.” That pissed him off, I even heard a couple of Board members gasp. I stole a glance over at Stewart Hinkle, who is making a show of eating his meal, calling the waiter over to refill his water glass, but I can tell he’s all ears. “Alex Thompson, a man from our world, has been performing absolutely impossible magic tricks in front of this building for weeks. What makes this noteworthy is that he shouldn’t even be in this world, he should be trapped over in the other world and he shouldn’t be able to manipulate magic in this world. Suddenly, a few days ago, he decides to disappear in the most spectacular fashion and has not been seen since. People have been searching for him without success. Now, right this minute, there are at least two of Thompson’s confederates in our lobby, disguised as common service workers. None of this can be a coincidence!”
“So, Ms. White, what is Thompson’s big scary plan?” asks Lawson, condescension dripping from the question.
“I don’t know but we must take precautions immediately. Everyone in this room is at risk, maybe everyone in this building. You need to contact the Winthrop Group and have them deploy the Assault Squad that’s on standby. This building and the people working here need protection.”
“Who put an Assault Squad on standby?”
Might as well fess up. “I did.”
“On what authority?”
“On my own authority.”
“Just like your authority to order outside testing of unauthorized samples that you acquired? White, I am sick and tired of your … infatuation with Alex Thompson. If you want to fuck the man, go fuck the man! Just don’t spend my money doing it!”
The pig! I can hear chortles coming from the other men in the room. There’s nothing but men in the room, not even a waitress when you would expect one instead of a waiter. I’m standing on the other side of the glass ceiling and no one is taking me seriously! Even Hinkle is only looking to use me if I can advance him past Lawson. It would serve these bastards right if Thompson does show up and … waiter?
OH GOD! My breath catches in my throat as I desperately look around the room, searching for the waiter. He’s standing in the corner, his back to the table, looking out the tall windows at the spectacular view of Central Park. His hands are behind his back, untying the apron.
It’s him! I can tell. The hair, those shoulders, the taper of the upper body down to that narrow waist and unbearably cute butt. What seconds ago was a servile attitude is now a commanding one and he hasn’t spoken yet. He hasn’t even turned around!
“Donna,” he says, his voice filling the room. “I’m glad you were able to get here before the lock down.” He raises his right hand and gives it a little twist. The doors to the room slam shut.
CHAPTER FORTY FIVE
Keeping low profiles, all four of us continue to work in the lobby while workers begin to trickle out of the stairwell, swelling the crowd in the lobby. The elevators have shut down, as planned. It’s getting harder to see Pegues and Johnathyn. The guard left his desk and approaches the front door. The two women who were trying to open it step aside. He first pulls the handle twice then checks to see if electric lock is engaged.
“What the hell is going on?” he mutters.
The guard struggles to open the front doors but is having no luck. There is a small crowd of people standing inside by the door and another gathering outside. A woman I recognize forces her way to the top of the steps and pushes the intercom button.
“I’m Captain Ridgeway with the Winthrop Group. What’s going on?”
The guard pushes his button. “Damned if I know. This door just shut and I can’t get the electronic lock to budge. Manual override doesn’t kick in. The elevators are out but we’ve still got power. Phones aren’t working, not even cell phones. Even the emergency exits won’t open and that shouldn’t be possible!”
I catch Johnathyn’s eye from across the room. We smile and nod at each other. Pegues isn’t smiling.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Who ARE you?” demanded Lawson.
I don’t answer right away. I’m reveling in the level of the belief in magic inside this building. It’s strong outside but inside, with all the people trapped, it’s almost intoxicating. It’s minimal compared to the smallest village in the other world but it’s enormous for this world. Well, time to get to work. I turn to face the Board of the Consortium. And invited guests.
“Come on, Lawson. Use that Harvard education of yours. After all the warnings Donna White gave you, you still don’t know? No wonder the company’s going down the toilet.”
“Alex Thompson, no doubt.”
I bow theatrically. “At your service. Well … not really, I just always wanted to say that.”
“How did you get in here?”
“Magic. How else? Not buying it, huh? Okay. I picked the lock to the door on the roof, came down through the floor above this one, entered the back door to the kitchenette by the Service Elevator and convinced the caterer that I had been hired to serve today.”
“How did you get to the roof in the first place?”
“That one was magic. I jumped from the top of the apartment complex next door.”
“Bullshit!” one of Board members exclaims.
“No, it’s true but believe me or not, I’m here now.”
“What is it you want from us?” asks Lawson.
“Excellent question, Lawson! Straight to the point! I’ll make my reply short and simple.”
They had a laptop and LCD projector set up for a presentation so I walk over, turn everything on and insert a flash drive into the USB port of the laptop. Everything loads quickly so I begin the PowerPoint presentation, snapping my fingers to advance the slides.
“Gentlemen. I’ve read all the memos, all the emails. You know, or think you know, who I am and who I was in the other world. Alexia, the witch Queen. I killed my predecessor, Opulessa, and a few others. I know that some of you here today have military backgrounds and that you’ve killed people yourselves, all in the line of duty, of course. It changes you when you kill another person. Others don’t understand that.”
Some of the men nod their heads slightly. They know.
“I also know that the loss of the other world as a resource has practically crippled this company. Lawson put too many eggs in one basket and then I took away the basket. Not good planning, Lawson. I also know what you all have done to hide this fact from Wall Street and your shareholders.”
All the time I’ve been talking, I’ve been displaying copies of all the documents I’ve been referring to, with highlighted sections. Nothing stays on the screen long enough to read in full but long enough for them to recognize that I have the goods.
Lawson is clearly angry but he’s kept it in check, even when I pick at him personally. I let a few more documents roll by without comment before he’s had enough.
“Yes, yes. You know all our secrets. That’s what you do, isn’t it, illegally break into computer systems. Steal proprietary information. I believe you are still wanted by both the New York police and the FBI. Perhaps we should call them right now?”
“Go ahead. Give it a whirl.”
He looks at me like he doesn’t believe me. I push the phone sitting on the table towards him. He picks up the handset and pushes the button for an open line but nothing happens. He tries another line but still nothing. He tries all the lines repeatedly before finally hanging up.
“It’s dead” he says, stating the obvious.
“As are all the cell phones.”
Immediately, every man in the room and White go for their phones, digging them from pants pockets, off belt clips or out of suit coat pockets. I give them a few moments to confirm the truth.
“How did you do this?” asks Stewart Hinkle, the CFO.
“You know, Stew. Magic. This whole building is locked down. Every door, every floor, every elevator. No ones moving until we’re done today.”
“So what the hell do you want?!” shouts one of the Board.
“Just one more set of documents and I’ll tell you. Some, but not all of you, are also aware that Lawson hired the Winthrop Group to kill my mother and brother. It took me a long time to find the proof of that but I got it.”
I let those documents stay on the screen longer for the benefit of those who hadn’t seen them.
“So here’s the deal, boys. I’m going back to the other world. I’ve got business to take care of. You can be part of that business. If we reach an agreement, I’ll reopen that world to the Consortium.”
That statement was greeted by optimistic murmurs.
“What’s the catch?” asked Lawson. “What is this going to cost us?”
“Likely less than before, certainly in direct payments.”
“How is that possible? You think you’ve killed off the people you’d otherwise need to bribe?”
“You might be right there, Lawson, but I’m looking for a different kind of deal. You won’t need to bribe inspectors or any other authorities because I’m giving you a completely free hand except for a couple of things. No debt labor of any kind. You pay competitive wages. Also, no Eminent Domain. You want land, you pay for it. Market rates.”
“And what do you get?”
“Me personally? Nothing. Whatever the Government gets will be in kind, primarily medical supplies and equipment to start but that will change over time, at least I hope. Oh, I forgot to mention, no Winthrop Group. You use our security, you don’t get your own army and we don’t want your guns, thank you very much. I’m going to do my best to get rid of the ones we already have.”
“No guns?” Lawson sneers. “Isn’t that a bit idealistic?”
“I didn’t say ‘no guns.’ I said none of your guns. There’s plenty of home grown stuff to go around. They need them. You should see what they call a wolf. I’d use a rocket propelled grenade on one of those things.”
Some of the Board members are actually smiling. They don’t find this offer to be too bad. In fact, it could be better for them than the first time around.
“What else?” asks Hinkle. “There’s always something else.”
“You’re right” I reply. I snap my fingers and four photos appear on the screen. “I’m sure you all recognize the first gentleman, you’re beloved leader, Lawson over there. Lawson was the one who ordered the deaths of my family. The second man is, or was, First Minister Dupree, appointed leader of the government of Queen Opulessa. He’s the man who requested my family be killed. The other two are the Winthrop Group employees who actually did the job. One drove the car that ran them down and the other was the getaway driver. Frankly, I’m not certain who did what. Doesn’t really matter. As for the something else that Mr. Hinkle asked about …”
I pause and scan the room. There’s a lot of nervous people sitting around the table but Lawson isn’t one of them. We’ll see about that.
“… Ms. White’s report concerning what I did about First Minister Dupree is accurate if lacking in detail. For those who haven’t read that report, Ms. White, would you please tell the Board what I did to the man who requested that my family be killed?”
She was still standing near Lawson, the same place she was when I introduced myself to the Board. She squares her shoulders and faces the table.
“Certainly. You turned him into a pig. A little pink squealing pig.”
“Things always go better with bacon no matter where you are,” I add.
A few of the Board are horrified. They likely didn’t know. Others look sick but not surprised. They knew.
“The exact fates of the other three I leave to this Board’s discretion. My minimum requirement is life in prison without parole. If the Board wishes to be less tolerant, that’s up to them. A death sentence is always an option, either public or private, but as long as Lawson and his hired killers at least spend the rest of their lives in jail, the Consortium can return to my world and bankruptcy is avoided.” I smile. “It seems like a small price to pay.”
Lawson stands up.
“If you think for a moment that I am willingly going to jail for life, you are out of your fucking mind!”
“I was so hoping you’d say that, Mr. Lawson,” I say, brightly. I reach out with my open right hand and then slowly close it. As my fingers curl into my palm, Lawson, grunts in pain, his eyes wide with shock. He clutches at his chest, coughing and gagging several times before collapsing to the floor as my hand closes tightly into a fist. No one takes a step towards him to help in any way. Good.
“What did you do to him?” demands Hinkle.
“I stopped his heart. He’s not dead. Yet. It’s surprisingly simple to interrupt the electrical signals which trigger the muscle contractions that drive the beating of the heart. He’s got about two minutes before brain damage begins. So, do we have a deal? I don’t care how you guys do it. You can pay them to go to jail, hire a hit man, draw straws; it’s all cool with me. Just so you know, if we don’t reach a deal, I’m giving all those emails and memos to the media. You may have influence over The Wall Street Journal but the tabloid press will just eat this up. So will the SEC. I also don’t restart Lawson’s heart. I realize that it would make life a lot easier for you to blame a dead man for all the wrong doing but I couldn’t let that happen. As I said, it’s surprisingly easy to stop a heart, even several at one time. What’s your decision, guys?”
The smell of panic is getting stronger by the second. I’ve just threatened their fortunes, their freedom and their lives in less than twenty seconds. I’ve taken away their leader and put his life at risk, though I don’t really think they like him very much. No one rushed to help him when he dropped to the floor. Still, it’s tough to watch a man die before your eyes, particularly when you could be next. There’s a lot of shouting but there’s also hurried discussions taking place. Hinkle seems to be at the center of most of it. After about fifty seconds, he waives his arms and shouts “QUIET! QUIET! EVERYONE PLEASE!”
The room falls silent. Hinkle takes charge.
“Mr. Thompson. I want to be certain about your offer. We get sole, unlimited access to your world but we will have to hire employees at local wage rates and if we want to buy or rent land, we pay the market rates. Correct?”
“Yes.”
“In addition, we do not have to bribe any local authorities.”
“I guarantee it. Someone demands a bribe, you tell me and I’ll handle it.”
“And you want nothing but medical supplies?”
“Right now. There could be other things, mostly technology related, but no weapons. Probably plumbing supplies too. I’d like the Palace to have flush toilets.”
“And no troops on the ground.”
“Absolutely correct.”
“What about environmental and labor regulations?”
“None whatsoever. Water quality, air quality, your call. No inspectors. No rules.”
“However, if there is no agreement, you turn us all in to the SEC and release our documents to the media.”
“Yep.”
“And possibly take vengeance against more than Lawson and the two Winthrop Group employees.”
“That and let Lawson die in the next thirty seconds.”
“Of course.” He turns to face the Board Members. “I don’t really see any other choice, gentlemen. The company desperately needs access to those resources and we also need to avoid any bad publicity and possible civil and criminal penalties. It’s clear from those documents that other people were aware of the plans for the deaths of those poor innocent people, though those revelations today were shocking to me. I move that we accept Mr. Thompson’s offer.”
“I second that motion,” says a Board member who’s name was on the distribution list for the memos about the deaths of my family.
“Any discussion?” asks Hinkle. No one makes a move. “Then I call the question. A show of hands please, all in favor?” All hands go up. “All opposed?” No hands. Hinkle extends his hand towards me. “I believe we have an agreement, Mr. Thompson.” I take his hand firmly in mine and shake it as Lawson begins to cough and gasp for air.
“I hope we have a long and profitable relationship, Mr. Hinkle.”
“As do I, Mr. Thompson.”
We both look down at Lawson as he pushes himself up into a sitting position with his left hand while he rubs his chest with his right.
“What the hell happened to me?” he groans as people begin to gather round him. No one offers him a hand up. “What’s going on?” he shakily demands, desperation clear on his face.
I reach into my pant’s pocket and remove the radio I had used this morning. I push the talk button.
“Come on up,” I order. The radio beeps, confirming receipt of my message. I drop it back into my pocket and bend down closer to Lawson. “Looks like you’ve been sold down the river, Lawson.”
“What?”
“While you were out, your Board accepted my offer.”
“That’s impossible! I’m the Chairman and the Chief Executive Officer! Nothing happens here without my approval!”
“Maybe they need to make some changes?” I suggest, glancing at Hinkle. He catches my look and nudges the Board member who seconded his motion with an elbow. The man quickly cleared his throat.
“ Aakkhhmm. I move that we accept the resignation of Terence Lawson as Chief Executive Officer and Chairman of the Board of the Consortium.”
“Seconded!” shouts someone at the back of the room.
“What a minute!” screams Lawson. “I haven’t …”
“Call the question!” shouts another voice.
“The question has been called,” says Hinkle’s friend. “All in favor?” The hands fire into the air. “All opposed?” The hands drop like the blade of a guillotine.
Hinkle is elected to the CEO and Chairman positions just as quickly despite Lawson’s loud but ignored protests. As the Board congratulates Hinkle, Lawson sits by himself off to the side of the room, head in his hands.
“Looks like you’ve been abandoned, Lawson,” I observe.
He slowly looks up at me. “Why?” he whispers.
“You really have to ask? You killed my family!”
“But it wasn’t personal. It was just business.”
I’m appalled. “And that makes it okay? You can kill people if you can justify it on the balance sheet?”
“Better that than by some stupid drive by shooting. At least someone profits from the deaths. I am responsible for the jobs of thousands of people. Your family’s deaths increased the profits of this corporation, improving the lives of those thousands of people, growing the economy. They accomplished more in death than they ever would have during their pitiful, useless lives.”
He’s making this too easy. “Increasing the value of your stock options, no doubt.”
“And what is wrong with that? I make the decisions, I should reap the benefits.”
“And the losses. I guess you should be happy to know that your death will also benefit the corporation. Congratulations! You’ve been promoted to cannon fodder. Enjoy.”
“Don’t be so damned smug, Thompson. You go back over there and become Queen, you’ll end up doing exactly what I did. You’ll be deciding who lives and who dies for the good of the country. That assumes you give a damn about that universe. Then it’ll be who lives or dies to benefit you.”
“That may be true, Lawson, but I won’t be killing innocent people.”
Lawson grins maniacally. “There are no innocent people, Thompson,” he guffaws. “The sooner you learn that, the easier your life will be. It was a revelation that changed mine.”
I can imagine. This bastard is nuts! Bat shit crazy! I’m done with him. I return my attention to Hinkle as he approaches me.
“When can we put out agreement into effect? We need access to those resources as soon as possible.”
“Well it won’t be instantaneous. There are a few wrinkles I need to iron out when I get back before you can return.”
“This won’t help us if we go bankrupt before you ‘iron out’ those wrinkles. Nor will it help you.”
“I understand but you need to understand that this isn’t a slam dunk.”
“What happens if you can’t deliver, Thompson?”
“Then I take you all down with me, Hinkle.”
“That’s why it makes sense to send the Winthrop Group back.”
“No, because I don’t want them and they can’t help, not in the long run.”
“In the long run, we’re all dead. I need results now.”
“Tough shit. If I can’t work things out over there, you’re not going back anytime soon anyway. I’m your best bet. You live up to your end and I’ll live up to mine.”
There’s a knock on the Board room double doors. Good timing. I sweep my hand to the left and the doors swing open.
“Gentlemen, allow me to introduce my representative in this universe. This is my good friend and ally, Mirantha Pegues.”
Pegues is still dressed in her gardener disguise but she immediately crosses the room and grabs Hinkle’s hand.
“I look forward to working with you, Sir.”
Hinkle eyes her warily. “Are you from … over there?”
“Yes, indeed I am, but I’ve spent quite a bit of time over here before now.”
“But, you aren’t really … I mean, you were born a … I’ve never met …” says Hinkle, stumbling over his words. I step in.
“Mirantha is a woman over here and a man over there, just as I’m a man over here and a woman over there. You get used to it. More importantly, Mirantha is extremely clever and a very good judge of character. She’s also slightly corrupt.”
“What was that?” asks Hinkle.
“She’s slightly corrupt. She has her price. She can be bribed.”
Hinkle appears confused. “Why on earth would you tell someone something like that? Why would you even want someone untrustworthy to represent you?”
“I’m not saying Mirantha is untrustworthy. We have an understanding. She’s human, just like anyone else. She has her weaknesses and strengths. Her strengths are intelligence and a devious mind. She can smell a con a mile away. She also has a weakness for the finer things in life and a willingness to bend the rules in order to get them. Bend the rules, not break them. I know that you and your people will test her as soon as I’m gone so I might as well be upfront about it. Mirantha will only go so far because she knows what I will and won’t stand for. She also knows what happens if she crosses that line.”
“What happens?” he asks.
“Terrible things,” Mirantha answers. “Inconceivable things. Unavoidable things.”
“You see, Hinkle,” I say. “I’d rather have a smart crook watching my interest than a foolish honest man. With the crook, I know I’ll lose a little bit but with the honest man, I could lose it all.”
“Why not hire a smart honest man?”
“Good luck finding that combination. You usually get a crook who’s smart enough to appear to be an honest man. I’ll go for the sure thing with Mirantha. As for your representative over there, I understand that it’s your choice, one hundred percent your choice. I wouldn’t think to tell you who to select.”
“But?”
“I think Donna White and I have a good working relationship.”
“Like hell we do!” White protests. “You threatened to kill all of us!”
“And you let Dupree try to kill me. I don’t hold it against you. We know where we stand with each other. That would take time we don’t have to spare with someone new.”
“I will consider your suggestion, Mr. Thompson.”
“That’s all I can expect, Mr. Hinkle. Do we need to put this in writing?”
“For what purpose? Neither of us can take it to court for enforcement. We will need to trust each other to comply.”
“Trust. An interesting concept in these circumstances. Tell ya’ what. In the spirit of trust and openness, I’ll let you in on a little secret. You and your people would likely have figured it out yourselves eventually but this way, we save time and maybe some lives.”
“What are you talking about, Mr. Thompson?”
“Didn’t you think it was strange that I was agreeing to give the Consortium a free hand on environmental issues? Given my history?”
“I treated it as a gift horse.”
“It wasn’t. I’ve decided that the best way to protect my world and people from environmental abuse is to make you, your Board and your families’ breathe the same air and drink the same water as found in your mines and other projects.”
The Board members begin to loudly object. Hinkle waives them into silence. He turns to confront me.
“You can’t do that, Thompson!”
“When you say ‘I can’t,’ are you saying that I shouldn’t or that I’m incapable? If you’re saying I shouldn’t, you’re wrong. It’s equality for all. You get treated just as you treat others. It’s all in your hands. You control it completely. You give them a pristine workplace, you get a pristine workplace. And home. You give them a cesspool, that’s what you get too. As far as my ability to deliver, I suggest you open one of those sealed bottles of water.”
Hinkle slowly reaches out with his left hand, picking an unopened bottle off the table next to him. He grabs the cap with his right hand, first cracking the seal then removing the cap. The room quickly fills with a sulfurous, eye watering odor. Hinkle screws the cap back on but the foul air remains as some of the Board members begin to cough.
“What, in God’s name, is that?” Hinkle demands.
“That is the water that was flowing out of your mine at Shellcrest.” I hold out my hand towards Mirantha. She reaches into her apron pocket and pulls out two air filter masks. We both quickly pull them over our mouths and noses. “This is what the air was like during full production.”
Instantly, the room becomes dark and murky, filled with thick, choking smoke. Everyone in the room begins to gag and cough, doubled over and gasping for non-existent air. Even my eyes begin to water and I’m wearing a mask. I let it go on for a few more seconds and then I clear the air. The coughing continues but begins to lessen as the men recover. I remove my mask.
“I can fill the air and water around each and every one of you with the pollutants but hide the odor and color. The workers in this building, your families, your respective mistresses, yourselves will all eat, drink and breathe this crap without even being aware of it. However, you take good care of my world and my subjects, we’re cool. This is not subject to negotiation, this is how it is. You come to my world, you hire my people, you take my resources; you’ll reap what you sow. You don’t come, fine. I release my info to the media; maybe I make the same offer to one of your competitors.”
Lawson begins to laugh, quietly at first but quickly grows louder. Hinkle grows tired of it.
“What is so damn funny, Lawson?” he demands.
“Not such a good deal after all, is it Hinkle? Life’s not so easy at the top, particularly when you have such big shoes to fill. You’ve destroyed this company!”
“Unlike you, of course. This is your mess, Lawson. I’m just cleaning it up the best way possible.” He reaches down and pushes a button on the phone system console but there’s no response. He looks at me. “Are the damn elevators working?”
I flick my wrist. “They are now.”
He pushes the button again. This time there’s a response.
“Yes, Sir! Is everyone up there okay?”
“Yes, everything is fine. Send security up here.”
“Yes, Sir.”
Lawson is no longer laughing.
“Stewart, listen to me! This is our last chance to save this company, to save all our lives! You’ve got to have Security take them into custody! You’ve got to call the Winthrop Group and get an Assault Team over here NOW! It’s the only choice!”
I get up into his face.
“Do you really think that any of them would stand a chance against me, Lawson?”
He starts to swing at me but collapses before completing the punch.
“Mirantha. A little help?” I ask.
We each grab an arm, lift him off the floor and drop him in a chair. Mirantha removes her apron and I remove the ties, using them to bind Lawson’s wrists and forearms to the armrests, then I restart his heart. His head jerks upright, eyes blinking.
“Hinkle, Pegues and I are leaving. I’ll let you know when you can bring your people back to my world. I assume that I won’t need to kill anyone as I leave, present company not excluded.”
“None of our people will try to stop you, Thompson. Just make certain you keep your part of our bargain.”
“That’s the plan.”
Five Hertz of Separation
CHAPTER FORTY SIX
I don’t think anyone heard the “ding” of the elevator when it reached to lobby. There had been a few cries of surprise when the door of one elevator opened and Pegues boarded several minutes earlier, headed for the top floor after Alex called on the radio. That was over ten minutes ago and most everyone’s attention had returned to the locked doors. I had been watching very carefully since she left and was relieved when I saw the display above the elevator indicated it was returning to the lobby. I waived my hand in the air to get Johnathyn’s attention but Lee had already seen what I had and they were on the move towards the descending cab.
I abandon the gardening equipment but pick up the few remaining potion vials, stuffing them into the pocket of my apron. I’d already recovered the vials Pegues had left behind when she had responded to Alex’s call. I work my way through the crowd, offering brief “excuse me’s” when I push past someone. Lee and Johnathyn arrived before I did, which is hardly surprising given Lee’s enthusiasm and Johnathyn’s determination.
I hope she didn’t hurt anyone too badly.
Alex smiles broadly when he sees us waiting for him when the doors open.
“Time to go, gang!” he exclaims.
“Did we win, Mother?” Lee asks.
He reaches out and vigorously ruffles Lee’s hair. “We did and you helped. A lot.”
Lee responds with a laugh and clapping his hands. Johnathyn drops her hand on his shoulder, calming him.
“Victory is not won until you leave the field of battle,” Johnathyn says. “It would be best if we depart as quickly as possible.”
“You read my mind, Honey. You got what you need, Janet?”
I pat the pocket of the apron that holds the vials. “Yes. Let’s get out of here, Alex.”
“Fine by me. Everybody get behind me while I part the crowd.”
Alex puts his hands together, palm against palm, fingers extended. He turns to face the door and slowly separates his hands. The crowd shifts slightly, creating a narrow path all the way to the doors. Alex charges forward and we follow close behind.
When we reach the door, I can see that two befuddled technicians have it partially disassembled, the guard keeping the crowd back. Alex lays his hand lightly on the door.
“HEY! Buddy! Back off!” the guard shouts.
“Don’t worry, officer. I’ve got this,” he calmly replies, waiving the crowd on the outside back a couple of feet. “Watch your hands, gentlemen,” he tells the technicians, who lean back, away from the control box. There’s a loud “thunk” as the multiple deadbolts all open at one time and Alex pushes the left door open to the general applause of both crowds. Someone on the outside grabs the right door, pulling it open too as we rapidly exit and work our way to the outside edge of the people waiting to get in, leaving the guard to deal with the two crowds, each trying to move through both doors in opposite directions at the same time.
Once we reach the sidewalk, Alex gathers us together.
“Janet, you and Mirantha take the truck, go back to her rooms and pick up our stuff, then head back to your shop. Johnathyn, Lee and I will catch the subway on the other side of the park and meet you there. Don’t speed or run a red light, that registration won’t stand a whole lot of scrutiny.”
“Not your best work?” I inquire.
“I was pressed for time. It’ll get straightened out before we go. See ya’ soon.”
Mirantha and I hurry to the truck parked around the corner on 56th Street, unlock it, jump in, start it and drive to the intersection, then turn right in front of the happily waving Tyber family.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It’s a slow, comfortable stroll through Central Park, Johnathyn and I holding hands while Leeanna darts here and there, sometimes holding my hand and other times just running around. We look like a typical family out for a walk in the late summer.
Looks are certainly deceiving.
I really should have spent more time in this park when I was growing up. We didn’t live anywhere near it back then but it wouldn’t have been that hard to come once in a while. Now it’s too late. Johnathyn notices my wistful look.
“What is wrong, Alexia? Are you displeased with what was accomplished?”
“No. I was just thinking about the wasted opportunities of my youth.”
“You are still quite young for this world. On my world, someone your age would be expected to have left home and have borne at least two children by now but that is not true for this world. I have spent some time watching your tel-a-vision programs and have learned a great deal about your world.”
“Oh God, Johnathyn! I hate to think what you’ve learned. Television is not reality. In fact, the least real shows are so-called Reality programs.”
“I don’t understand.”
“You and a lot of other people. It’s a good thing we’re getting out of here before you get screwed up even more. Lee!”
Leeanna was messing with a small fountain but came running when I called her name.
“Yes, Mother?”
“Is there anything you want to see before we leave for home?”
“No. We are coming back, aren’t we?”
“I hadn’t thought about that. I guess we could but not anytime soon. We’ve got too much work to do.”
“Then may I have McRibs and ice cream before we go?”
“They are addictive, aren’t they? What do you say, Johnathyn? A last meal before we go?”
“We need to eat, of course, but if we cross over from here, we will be near New Amsterdam and very far from Glory. Should we not travel closer to Glory in this world and cross over at that point?”
“Don’t you want to check on the homestead? Make sure your home and shop are in good shape?”
“It is desirable, Alexia, but we need to reach Glory as quickly as possible. Much is at stake.”
“Trust me, Johnathyn. A quick stop at New Amsterdam and I’ll get us to Glory before you know it. Let’s hit McDonalds.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We needed a secluded spot to fire up the Portal Generator, something at ground level. I’d already crossed over from the second floor once and had no desire to do that again. We could have used LaRouche’s store but the Gateway might do some damage. Janet remembered a warehouse that a friend of hers owned where she and other like minded magic practioners had held a few ceremonies. It’s in the harbor district, which is perfect. Janet called her friend and made arraignments for us to get access tonight.
We load our stuff in the truck, Janet and Mirantha driving it to the warehouse with the rest of us following in a taxi. Janet’s friend is waiting by the access door when we get there. She and Janet have a quick hug and she unlocks the door. She offers Janet the keys but Janet declines.
“You keep them. We’ll shut the door behind us when we leave. We won’t be long.”
“I could wait, if you want?”
You can tell she’s curious about what we’ve got planned but we can’t tell her the truth. I take her hand and turn on the charm.
“Bless you for helping us! My wife and I would be lost without Mistress LaRouche’s help and she tells us this is our best chance of success. We can’t thank you enough!”
“You’re – you’re certainly welcome. What is the problem … if I may ask?”
“Are you a magic practioner like Mistress LaRouche?”
“Ahhh, yes. I – I would say so. Yes.”
“Well, not to be too explicit. It’s a fertility matter,” I say, conspiratorially.
“Fer-fertility?” she stammers.
I hold out my free hand towards Johnathyn. He stares at it for several seconds before reluctantly taking it.
“You see, my dear wife is desperate for a child and we’ve tried practically everything but no luck. We finally turned to Mistress LaRouche for help. She hasn’t promised this will work but she says she has a good feeling about it and that’s enough for us, isn’t it, baby?”
I give Johnathyn’s hand a squeeze. He looks as if he would prefer to wring my neck.
“Yes … baby,” he replies through gritted teeth.
“I see. Well, good luck to both of you. I’ll just be on my way. Make sure you clean up, uuhh, lock up when you’re done.” She hurries away towards her car, waving her hand.
“Alexia, why did you say such a thing? I have no interest in bearing a child.”
“I know that, Johnathyn, but we needed her out of here. Mission accomplished. Let’s unload and get moving.”
I grab my battered emergency backpack as the rest of them pick up a bag or two and we all hurry through the door, locking it behind us.
“What now?” asks Janet.
“First. Pegues. Janet has agreed to let you stay at her place.”
“So she can keep me under observation for you?”
I start to answer him but Janet beats me to it.
“No,” she says. “I want you to stay with me so I can help. You may have spent some time in this world but you’re still basically a newcomer. You’ll also need help learning to live as a woman. A few weeks are one thing. A few years are something else.”
“And what do you get out of this, Mistress LaRouche? If I’m permitted to ask?”
“I get a paying tenant. Alex has prepaid for a year. Plus, I get someone who can answer all my questions about your world. This is a unique opportunity for me. I’m sure I can learn so much from you and you can learn from me. With your help, I may be able to strengthen magic in this world. I don’t want to miss this chance.”
Pegues relaxes a bit. “I apologize, Mistress LaRouche. I accept your offer. How am I to pay the rest of my expenses?”
I pull a thick envelope from my pack. “Here’s the title to the truck, a Social Security card, a New York Birth Certificate, picture ID and two charge cards, all in the name of ‘Mirantha Pegues.’ You’ll have to get your own drivers license, I’m not unleashing another lousy driver on the city. There’s also $100,000.00 in cash in here. New York’s an expensive town but this should hold you for awhile, at least until we get some trade restarted between the worlds and you can begin collecting some reasonable kickbacks.” I toss the package to Pegues. “That answer your question?”
He opens the envelope and thumbs through the contents until he finds his ID. He inspects the photograph.
“This doesn’t look anything like me.”
“That’s what makes it look authentic. They never do. This is the part you’re not going to like. I’m taking the portable Gateway back with us to the other side.”
“NO! I’ll be stranded!”
“Yeah, you will, at least for a few months. Hear me out. The Consortium has to know that we have their lost Gateway. Once I’m gone, you’ll be on your own, unprotected. They can send their people in and find it or scoop you up and make you tell them where you hid it.”
“You do not give me enough credit, Alex,” he complained.
“You might be right but we can’t afford to lose it. I need to be able to come and go as I wish, can’t lose the element of surprise. Once things get established, that may change but it’s the truth for now.”
“You don’t even know how it operates.”
“Actually, I do. I found the manual on their servers. I’m not abandoning you here, Miran. That’s another reason for Janet to stay involved. She knows people, she has contacts. If things go wrong, she can help you disappear. I’ll be checking in and if everything goes to hell, I’ll personally come and get you. You have my word.”
Just then, Johnathyn moves to stand behind me to my left. I could tell that Pegues knew he wasn’t going to win this fight. He kneels down, unzips the bag at his feet and removes the wand, handing it to me as he stands up.
“Thank you, Miran. I won’t leave you hanging.”
He shrugs. “I have always been at your mercy since we first met. While I may think I could have been better served, I have never given you a reason to treat me so. However, you have always kept your word. I will rely on that not changing. Good luck and may Zaphod be with you.”
He offers me his hand. I shake it, as does Johnathyn.
“Zaphod’s favor be with you, Miran Pegues,” says Johnathyn. “We will meet again.”
Leeanna runs in and hugs Pegues’ waist. She has already changed her clothes and is wearing a dress and leather half boots.
“Zaphod’s favor be with you, Uncle Miran,” she says.
He smiles and pats her head. I lightly slap his shoulder. “Looks like you’re officially family now, Uncle Miran. You and Johnathyn can get the equipment ready to go.”
He and Johnathyn start to stack the bags next to where we plan to open the portal as Janet slips next to me.
“You will keep an eye on him, won’t you Janet?”
“Of course but she’s a wily one.”
“He is that. You be careful too. You’re in the crosshairs now, along with the rest of us.”
“Won’t be the first time, Alex. You take care of that little girl, you hear. If you don’t …”
“I know. See ya’ soon.”
“I expect you to invite me to come visit you over there, Alex.”
“When things settle down, you’ll be first in line.”
I trot over to the launch point where everyone else is waiting.
“Johnathyn, you can change on this side. You’re getting bigger. I’ll have to wait until I land over there. Did you bring something for me to wear?”
He pats a particularly large duffle bag, stuffed to the breaking point.
“You should find something in here that fits.”
Leeanna starts to giggle but quickly stifles herself.
“What’s up?” I ask.
“There is nothing up, Alex. We have clothes for you.” He points to a stack of boxes off to the side as he picks up a smaller bag. “I will change over there.”
“Fine, but hurry. Pegues, let’s run through the instructions on this wand.”
Johnathyn steps away as Pegues moves in.
“It is surprisingly simple, my Queen.” He grins as he takes the wand from me. Guess I better get used to that title. “You enter the frequency of the world you wish to travel to on this keypad built in the handle, then push the red ‘lock’ button, then push the blue ‘engage’ button.”
“Got it. That powers up the wand and you turn these three knobs until the device locks in all three dimensions.”
“If you say so, my Queen. I just know that I turn the knobs until the lights stop blinking. That’s when the portal opens. It will remain open and strong for thirty to fifty milicycles but the lock will begin to fail. You can manually adjust with the knobs but it will quickly become impossible to keep the lock and the portal collapses. If you take the wand with you, the portal collapses instantly as soon as you cross over.”
“So the operator is the last to leave.”
“If it is a group, correct, my Queen. I was told that it was originally designed for just one person but the only limitation is how long the portal remains open.”
He’s really trying to push my buttons with this “my Queen” stuff. I’m not happy about it but there’s really no other choice, at least no other choice that doesn’t leave me looking like a selfish jerk. Pegues was right. I broke it so I bought it.
“Johnathyn! Let’s blow this popsicle stand!” I shout.
“Give me a moment!” he answers from behind the boxes. After a few seconds, he walks out, tugging at the waist of his larger pants. “This is most uncomfortable.”
“Well, in about ten decicycles you’ll be back to your old comfortable self and I’ll be the one who’s uncomfortable. At least for awhile.”
Johnathyn looks concerned. “Alexia, if you do not wish to return with us …”
“No, Johnathyn, I do. I really do. But it’s not the way I’d prefer to do it. You know that I never wanted to be Queen but now there’s no way around it. Let’s get ready. I don’t have Pegues’ skill with the wand so we’ll have to be quick about this.”
“I suggest that we have all the bags stacked where I can reach them. You open the portal, I throw the bags through then I follow. I will shout back if there is a problem. If not, you and Leeanna follow.”
“You shout back either way, problem or not. That way, we’ll know right away. Only stop us if it’s a big problem. In fact,” I grab my backpack and open an outside pocket, pulling out a tightly wrapped length of rope, “this is a hundred feet of nylon rope. It’s not strong enough to climb with but if we double it up and tie it to your waist, you can tug on it to signal it’s okay to cross over. If you run into trouble, we can pull you back across.”
“It is a one way gateway,” Pegues says.
“How do we know that?” I ask. “Has anyone tried to come back across on the same trip? We only try it if we’ve got an emergency. We could be jumping over a cliff.”
“Unlikely, my Queen. This is flat land in both worlds. Primarily river bottom.”
“So it could be a flood, Mirantha. It’s just a precaution. You’re probably right but I’d prefer not to take any more chances than necessary.” I unwrap the rope, locate the middle, loop it, tying a hitch at the midpoint. “Come here, Johnathyn.” He steps next to me. I whip the hitch end around his waist and feed the other ends through the hitch, then tie it loosely.
“Caution, Alexia. It should not be too tight.”
“Don’t worry, It’ll give a few inches. Just keep a grip on it with your hand.” I wrap the free end twice around a support beam then tie it tightly. I reach into my pocket and remove a folding knife, handing it to LaRouche. “You cut this when Leeanna and I jump through. Be careful, it’s sharp.”
She opens it and drags the blade lightly across the back of her left hand, leaving a hairs width red line.
“I’ve handled sharper but it should do. Take care, all three of you. What was it you said? Zaphod’s favor be with you all.”
“And with you, Mistress LaRouche,” Leanna says, adding a curtsey. Which looks really strange, seeing she’s a boy in a too small dress. Janet hides her smile as she nods her head in acceptance.
“My best wishes also, Mistress LaRouche,” adds Johnathyn.
“Ditto, Mistress LaRouche,” I contribute with a grin.
“Thank you. My Queen.”
“Touche. Let’s get this show on the road. Pegues, give me a hand with this.”
“As you wish, my …” I raise my finger in warning and he stops talking but still comes and looks around my shoulder as I fire up the wand. “Yes, just like that. Turn the knob slower. Do not rush. Treat it as you would a woman.”
“How poetic.”
I do slow down and the first row of lights stays lit, quickly followed by the second. I take the third knob in hand.
“Get ready everyone! I’ve almost got it. Leeanna, you hold the rope.”
She reaches down and grabs the twin ropes just as the blinking of third set of lights slows. Just as before, the air begins to shimmer, radiating away from a point in front of Johnathyn. He picks up a bag in each hand and crouches slightly, poised to throw them at my signal. One blinking light remains as the dark center of the portal expands to a pulsing circle about four feet in diameter. The light locks on.
“GO, JOHNATHYN!” I bellow.
He speedily tosses the bags, including my backpack into the portal, glances back first at Leeanna then me, gives me a thumbs up and dives into the dark center of the gateway, the rope trailing behind him. I watch foot after foot disappearing, wishing for it to stop immediately. Leeanna is staring intently at the portal as the rope slips through her hands, a slight smile on her face. She doesn’t realize that the quickly diminishing pile of rope on our side of the gateway is not a good sign.
Suddenly one of the lights begins to darken. I grab the knob.
“Carefully, Alex. A light touch,” Pegues admonishes. “You may not have much time left.”
“MOTHER!” Leeanna squeals. “The rope has stopped!”
Thank God! “Hold on, Honey. Let me know as soon as …”
“He pulled on it, Mother! Father pulled – he pulled again! Hurry!”
I rush to Leeanna, hug her to me with the wand between us.
I look back at LaRouche. “CUT THE ROPE!” She grabs it and slashes with the knife, cleanly cutting both strands. She closes the knife and tosses it to me. I catch it with my right hand, stuff it into my coat pocket then scoop up the lose ends of the rope.
“We’ll be back. I promise.”
Leeanna grabs me around the neck and we leap into the darkness.
CHAPTER FORTY SEVEN
We didn’t fall nearly as far as last time. It was like slipping on a sidewalk. One second you’re on your feet, the next second you’re on your back.
In the mud.
Again.
Luckily, Leeanna was on top of me so she stays mostly clean and I’ve got a change of clothes this time. Johnathyn wasn’t quite as lucky. His pants are brown with mud almost all the way to his waist and his shirt is the same from his elbows to his wrists. He’s silent but steaming, angry enough to bite the heads off nails. I fight back the urge to laugh.
“Aaahh, okay. Leeanna, carefully stand up and move towards dry land.”
“Where’s that?”
“I don’t know, Sweetheart. Use your best judgment. Try to stay as clean as possible.”
She pushes herself up off my chest, her hands groping my breasts. I wince in pain.
“Sorry,” she whispers. “I forgot.”
“That’s fine, Lee. Go on.”
She moves her hands down to my stomach and quickly gets to her feet. I set up and look around. We’ve landed in a field but no animals this time. Thank Zaphod. I roll over onto my right elbow and shove myself up to my knees, shaking my arms to remove the grime.
“You look a fright,” says Johnathyn.
“Just like old times. Where are we?”
“I am unsure though I believe that there is a road to our left about 200 decileagues away.”
“Great. Maybe we can catch a bus. Let’s get these bags out of this slop. At least they’re waterproof.”
“Your pack isn’t.”
“But the stuff inside is. It’s seen worse.”
“Can I help?” asks Leeanna.
“No, Honey. Stay where you are.”
I carefully get to my feet, minimizing my contact with the mud. I really shouldn’t have bothered. I had to change anyway. Johnathyn was the one who has it rough. I grab the bag nearest me and toss it underhand in his direction. It lands in the mud with a big splat about two thirds of the way there. I forgot about the change in my strength.
“Sorry, Johnathyn. I haven’t adapted yet.”
He steps back into the slop and retrieves that bag and another nearby. “I understand, Alexia,” he answers with an indulgent smile. “It took me many cycles to ‘adapt’ as you say when I was in your world.” He easily throws both bags to dry ground then flexes his arms. “It is satisfactory for everything to be back to normal.”
Normal for him maybe. I struggle towards my backpack as he goes after the other two bags. When I reach it, he motions for me to toss it to him.
“No thanks. Everything in here has been through enough already. I’ve got it.”
I’m closer to where Lee is standing so I make my way towards her, careful not to slip and fall. She reaches out to help me as I get near her. I don’t really need her help but I grab her hand anyway. She grunts several times as she pulls me towards her.
“My! Thank you, Leeanna!”
“You’re welcome, Mother. Is everything in your pack unbroken?”
“Probably. It’s got a lot of padding. I’ll check it once we get clear of this mud hole. Acres of perfectly green, dry fields and we land in this.”
“It is softer than the ground,” says Johnathyn as he approaches us, walking around the mud pit, carrying all four bags in his hands. Showoff. “We may have been fortunate to arrive here.”
I look at his mud caked clothes. “Do you feel fortunate?”
He uselessly wipes a dirty hand across the front of his dirty shirt, looking at the result. “Not at this time, Alexia.”
“I thought not.” I set my pack down and drop to my knees next to Leeanna, She’s the cleanest of us all but she has mud splatters on her dress and her shoes are filthy up to her ankles. I brush at the mud on her dress, wishing I had something to clean her up with, wishing the mud to be gone.
The mud falls off her dress as soon as I touch it, like it’s coated with Teflon.
I draw back my hand in surprise. “What the heck? That was too easy!”
“What is too easy?” asks Johnathyn.
“This. Watch.”
I rub Leeanna’s shoes. The dirt flakes off in my hands, leaving the shoes sparkling clean.
“What is this stuff, Johnathyn?”
He sets the bags on dry ground then rubs his pants with his hands. He just smears the mud around.
“It is wet dirt.”
I brush my hand across the caked mud on my backpack. The same thing happens as with Leeanna’s shoes and dress. In fact, my pack looks cleaner than it did before being dropped in the mess.
“Clearly, Alexia, it is your magic.”
“Yeah but I’m not even trying, not really.” I shake my baggy clothes and the mud dissipates into a dense brown cloud that floats away in the breeze. “See. Nothing to it.”
“If it is that simple, perhaps you would assist me.”
I turn towards him and concentrate, seeing the fabric in my mind and how the dirt clings to it. I pull the dirt away from the fabric along with stains, sweat and bits of food. His pants, shirt and boots look like they were dry cleaned, though his hands are still dirty.
“Well done, Alexia! What about these?” He holds his filthy hands up.
“You probably don’t want me messing with your skin, at least not when you can do it yourself with a little soap and water.”
“Which we do not have right now, but I see your point.”
“What I want to know is why this is all so easy to do.”
“Both Miran and Mistress LaRouche talked about the possibility that you might be more powerful than before because you had been working in a world with little magic and doing remarkable things. You had become stronger, accomplishing much with very little. When you return to our world, there may be few limits to what you may be able to do.”
I reach out with my right hand, lifting the four bags about ten feet in the air. The dirt falls off them like a momentary brown snow storm. I return them gently to the ground.
“Sweet. Very sweet.” I look around and see a group of bushes about fifty decileagues away. “Grab the bags. We can go over to those bushes and I’ll change clothes.”
“Why not change here?”
“You wouldn’t have done it over there so I’m not giving you a free show as soon as we get back here. At least not yet.”
I scoop up my backpack by a shoulder strap, step over to the pile of bags and grip the handle of the duffle that should hold my clothes. Leeanna runs over to the largest bag, struggling to pick it up. Johnathyn hands her the smallest bag.
“You may carry this one. It holds our most valuable belongings. Be careful with it.”
She smiles broadly. “I will, Father.”
We all march across the field but I catch Leeanna and Johnathyn exchanging conspiratorial smiles as they trail behind me. Something is going on between those two. As we near the bushes, Lee hurries to catch up with me.
“Can I help you, Mother?” she asks brightly.
“No, I think I can dress myself.”
“As you wish!”
I stop. “Alright. What’s going on here? You two are just a little too pleased with each other.”
“I have no idea what you are suggesting, Alexia,” Johnathyn declares. Leeanna just smiles shyly.
“U-huh. Liars. You both wait right here while I change.”
I step behind the bushes which are just barely above my head. Setting my backpack on the ground, I sit on it. Kicking off my oversized shoes, I easily slide my pants past my hips, down my legs, and free of my feet. After unbuttoning my shirt, I let it fall from my shoulders as I stand up, wearing only a pair of boxers that hang loosely on my hips. Thankfully, it’s reasonably warm, though it is late in the day. I unhook the clasp holding the duffle bag closed and pull the flaps aside to see what they packed for me.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“JOHN-A-THYHN!”
“She does not sound pleased, Leeanna.”
“But she will look so beautiful, Father! We both saw all those women on that tel-e-vision show. None of them were as pretty as Mother but the underclothes they wore made them look so nice. Imagine how Mother would look dressed as they were.”
I certainly did imagine that. It made me feel very strange. As a woman, I did not have my manhood to stroke for relief and I was unsure what women do under those circumstances. In fact, I was surprised that women even experienced those feelings. I assumed that I was unique, as I was a man in a woman’s body. I confided in Pegues about this and he assured me that I was not unique, that he had also had these kinds of feelings and urges when he had become a woman. He also told me what he had done to relieve himself but I could not bring myself to do as he had done.
He said I was a fool for not taking the opportunity.
“JOHN-AAAA-THYNNNN!!”
No. Not pleased at all.
“Leeanna, perhaps you could go see your mother and tell her that …”
“No, Father. She is calling for you. Do not be worried. We wanted to surprise her.”
“You wanted to surprise her, Leeanna. I agreed with you. That may have been a mistake.”
“How can being beautiful be a mistake?”
How indeed. I’m afraid I am about to find out.
As I near the bushes, I pause to look around the edge. Alexia is standing there without anything on beyond a pair of men’s undergarments. There are a number of familiar packages scattered on the ground at her feet.
“Where did you get all of these … things?”
“We purchased them.”
“We?”
“Leeanna and I.”
“What possessed you to go to ‘Victoria’s Secret” with our daughter to buy what looks like every bra, panty, garter belt and stocking that they had in stock?”
“Well, you see, we were watching the device you call a tel-e-vision and there was this event that was described as a fashion show and Leeanna was very interested in learning about what women in that world wore. I had no desire to watch this event as there was this other event called a football game taking place at the same time. We argued about it for several decicycles and then I actually saw the fashion show event and found it more interesting than I thought it might be.”
“So you’re telling me that you and Leeanna sat and watched the ‘Victoria’s Secret Fashion Show,’ the show where practically naked women parade up and down a runway to loud music.”
“Yes! You have seen it! Very interesting event.”
“I can see why you would think that.”
“Leeanna said that none of the women were as beautiful as you and she thought you could wear what the other women were wearing and be even more beautiful.”
“What did you think?”
“Fashion in your world is certainly … exciting. I mentioned it to Miran and he suggested that we use some of the wealth we found at the Portal to purchase these fashions for you.”
“That rat bastard. Of course he said that. How did you know my size? Or did you just buy a little bit of everything?”
“That was simple, Mother!” Leeanna exclaimed as she came around the corner. “I asked women in the store what size they were until I found someone who appeared to be near your size.”
Alexia looks at me. “You didn’t try anything on, Johnathyn?”
“I? That would not have been appropriate.”
“Really? We’ll have to see about that the next time we’re in town.”
“What’s wrong, Mother? Don’t you like them? They’re sooo pretty! We have nothing like them in this world. The colors are so bright, they feel so soft!”
Alexia opens her mouth to answer Leeanna but pauses when she sees her happy, hopeful face. Alexia shakes her head slightly, forcing a bemused smile.
“They’re great Leeanna. Thank you very much.”
“I knew you would like them. Which are your favorites?”
“Uhhh, I haven’t had a chance to check them all out, Sweetheart. Which are your favorites?”
Leeanna giggles and runs to the bag, reaching deep into it, pushing things around before pulling out with two clear bags in her hands. The bags are attached to each other. Whatever is inside is deep red in color. She hands them to her mother, who reluctantly accepts them.
“Okay. Give me some privacy.”
Leeanna scurries back to me, grabbing my hand and pulling me back around the bushes.
“I told you Mother would like them, Father.”
“I am sorry to have doubted your judgment.”
Leeanna waits for Alexia to dress while I walk to the road with our bags. We arrived in a grazing field that is not currently being used. The livestock are in a different field while this one recovers from prior use. From the look of it, it has been fallow for at least two months. The grasses have grown quite lush in that time, at least seven milileagues. I may know where we are. If I am correct, we are only six leagues from New Amsterdam. I leave the bags by the side of the road and return to Leeanna. Just as I arrive, Alexia emerges from behind the bushes.
She has done more than change her clothes. She also fixed her hair into a long braid that she has wrapped around her head. She chose the light blue cotton traveling dress and gray leather corset she first wore at “The Silver Forge” where we met Pegues the last time before entering Glory. It’s a long, loose dress, the hem brushing against the top of her black boots. She was lovely that day but she is stunning today, her breasts lifted up and forward. She blushes under my intense attention.
“Your daughter chose a pushup bra and thong panty. You sure you didn’t have a hand in that?”
“No. Our daughter has a mind of her own, though I am certain you know that. I do approve of her choice.”
“You don’t think it’s a little too much?”
“Mother, you are the most beautiful woman in the world!” Leeanna gushes.
I stroll next to Alexia, pick up her pack with my right hand, slinging it over my shoulder, and wrap my left arm around her waist, pulling her tight to me as I lightly kiss her soft, crimson lips. She allows me to let our kiss linger before slowly separating with a smile.
“The most beautiful woman in the world?” she asks.
“Leeanna does not lie,” I say.
“I should hope not. No parent should tolerate a prevaricating child.”
“A what kind of child?”
“Never mind. Where are we, Johnathyn?”
“I believe that we have landed in a fallow field belonging to Thalyn Burns.”
“I remember that name. I landed on his farm the last time I traveled to this universe.”
“He owns much property in this area. A very wealthy man.”
“Wealthy? I saw a small house on the farm.”
“That would have been a tenant’s house. Burns lives in a fine home.”
“Good for him. Which way to New Amsterdam?”
I point to my left. “This way.”
She lifts the bag containing her clothes and begins to slip her arms through the straps when I take it from her.
“You carry your pack. I will carry this bag.”
“You sure?”
“I would prefer to not be responsible should something break in your pack.”
“Bright man.”
We all start to walk through the thick grass towards the road, with Leeanna between Alexia and myself. Leeanna takes my hand in hers and then does the same with Alexia, smiling brightly. We look at each other. I feel a strong sense of contentment, as if we are where we should be, as the family we are supposed to be. When we reach the road, Leeanna takes the smallest bag, Alexia her pack and the second smallest bag and I take the remaining two bags, slinging one over my shoulder and carrying the other in my hand.
“How far, Father?”
“I estimate six leagues.”
“Six leagues?!”
“Do not be such a … what is the phrase, Alexia?”
“Drama Queen.”
“Yes, drama Queen, Lee. You used to run farther with your friends while playing.”
“Why don’t we just fly? You could do that, can’t you, Mother?”
“Probably, but we need to keep a low profile until we can see what’s going on. Your father is right. A little exercise will be good for us.”
Leeanna just snorts and rolls her eyes. So much for contentment.
We strike off at a good pace but it isn’t long before Leeanna begins to lag behind. I have to gently encourage her several times and then not so gently. Alexia sidles next to me.
“Maybe that flying thing wasn’t such a bad idea. My feet are beginning to hurt in these new boots,” she whispers.
“Speaking of shoes, the women who appeared on the fashion show wore some that I had never seen before. The heels were quite narrow and tall. They also wore these very thin stockings that covered most of their legs. You could see right through them.”
“Your point, Johnathyn?”
“Just that they were very appealing. I was wondering if you might …”
“Johnathyn, there is no way I’m introducing high heels and hose to this world. The women would rise up and tear me to pieces. And they’d be right to do so. As for flying …”
“No. You were right to be cautious. We have been gone for many weeks and the world has not likely improved in our absence. I had no knowledge of what was happening in this region. It is best to find out the truth before revealing ourselves.”
“Wouldn’t everyone know what happened by now?”
“Perhaps, but you forget that this world has no tel-e-vision, no magiczines, no newsplathers.”
“That’s magazines and newspapers but I get your point. It’s all word of mouth which means it’s probably wrong.” She looks back at Leeanna, who is at least ten decileagues behind us. “Maybe we can take a brief break. We’ve been walking at least a cycle and a half.”
I look down the road and see a grove of trees about a quarter league away.
“Leeanna.”
“Yes, Father. I know. I must walk faster.”
“I was going to say that we will pause to rest when we reach those trees but if you wish to keep walking …”
“No! Pausing is a good idea!”
“Well, the sooner we get there…” Alexia says as she quickens her pace. Leeanna accepts the challenge, chasing after her, both of them leaving me in the dust. By the time I reach the trees, both of them have removed their boots and are wading in a small, shallow pool, holding their dresses up at knee height to keep them from getting wet.
“Join us, Father!” Leeanna cries. “The water is wonderful!”
I sit on a nearby rock. “No thank you. I was hoping to get a drink to quench my thirst but now that you are walking in it, I do not think that …”
Alexia reaches down next to the pool and picks up a large clear round bodied bottle, which she tosses to me.
“We had our drinks and we saved you this before we stepped in, just in case you were a little squeamish.”
I open the lid of the bottle and drink two thirds of the contents quickly. It is cool and clean tasting.
“What is ‘squeamish’?” I ask.
“That your stomach is easily upset by possibly unclean or exotic drinks or food. Of course, you drink Klatch so that answers that question.”
I was just about to explain the difference between Klatch and dirty feet when I hear the sound of an approaching wagon. I stand up and look down the road we had just traveled and see a hay wagon in the distance. It is a large one, pulled by four stout horses. Alexia and Leeanna continue to wade while it slowly approaches. When it is within fifty decileages, I step out from the trees and into the middle of the road, raising my hand.
“Hail, friend!” I shout.
The driver pulls sharply back on the reins, bringing the wagon to a quicker stop than I thought possible. He rapidly reaches beneath his bench and removes a long hunting rifle, which he points at me.
“Hail friend yourself! Advance and be recognized, long shanks!”
This is an uncommonly unfriendly greeting for this region. I raise my other hand while I slowly step closer to the wagon. I can see that Leeanna is restraining Alexia as best she can. As I get closer, the driver squints at me for several milicycles and then smiles, stretching the many wrinkles on his face as he drops his gun to his lap.
“Tyber! Johnathyn Tyber as I live and breathe! By Zaphod’s gigantic organ, where have you been? It has been a wolf’s age since I last saw you.”
“It is pleasing to see you also, Merlin. We have been abroad.”
“We? Is your pretty daughter with you?”
“Yes, as is my wife.”
“Wife?! When did you take a wife, Tyber? Is that why you went abroad? None of the local wenches would have you so you went fishing in a larger pond? Let me see what bottom feeding … by Zaphod’s beard!”
Merlin’s eyes were challenging his head to contain them as Alexia and Leeanna had stepped clear of the woods while we were speaking. He had caught sight of Alexia. Even now, when I look at her, my breath often catches in my throat as if I am seeing her for the first time. For those who are actually seeing her for the first time, the effect is life altering. I hold out my hand to them as they approach from behind me.
“Allow me to introduce the women in my life. You already know Leeanna.” Alexia takes my outstretched hand. “And this is my wife, Alexia. Alexia, this is an old, very old, friend, Merlin Bekins.”
Alexia bows slightly. “Not that old. A pleasure to meet you, Master Bekins.” She has been practicing, greeting Bekins just as a woman of this world would do. No one would guess the truth. However, Bekins is still too taken aback to respond. It takes several milicycles for him to gather his wits.
“Truly, Tyber, you are the most fortunate of men. You have been greatly blessed by Zaphod.”
I start to speak but Alexia steps next to me, running her hand lightly across my shoulder and caressing my cheek.
“I consider myself equally fortunate and blessed by Zaphod, Master Bekins, to have a husband like Johnathyn.”
Merlin chuckles and shakes his finger at me.
“You scoundrel you, Johnathyn Tyber. Where have you been hiding this goddess?”
“We have been to Glory and only recently returned.”
“Glory!” he exclaimed. “Were you there when the Queen was killed?”
“You know about that?” I ask.
“Who doesn’t? It was the beginning of all our troubles.”
“Pray, tell me of these troubles.”
“You have not seen for yourself? How could you have traveled all the way from Glory and not encountered one of those roving bands of hooligans pledged to this Queen or that Queen.”
“We kept mostly to the back roads and traveled quietly.”
“Then Zaphod has blessed you twice.” He glances again at Alexia. “More like thrice. Those ruffians are everywhere. The ‘Army of Queen Penelope’ they call themselves here. Bought and paid for by Thalyn Burns is what they are.”
Alexia and I share a look. I can tell she has much she wants to say yet she remains silent, though her jaw is tightly clenched. Her restraint is surprising.
“We have not encountered this ‘Army of Queen Penelope’ of which you speak. Are there many of them?”
“Hard to say, Johnathyn. I’ve heard that they number over 750 but I personally have not seen more than 150 at one time.”
“Where are they encamped?”
“Mostly in and around Plymouth but Burns has a squad or two in every town in the region.”
“What about New Amsterdam?”
“Quite a few. It is second to Plymouth in size, as you well know, so it has the second largest group of men.”
“All citizens of New Amsterdam?”
“Very few. Mostly outsiders.” He spat on the ground next to his front left wheel. “Northerners! Disrespectful bastards is what they are. Attacking good men, taking property that tain’t theirs. Manhandling woman folk.”
Alexia’s grip on my hand tightens to the point of mild pain as she pulls Leeanna close to her.
“What kind of manhandling, Merlin?” I ask.
“Every kind you can think of, Johnathyn. If you want my advice, you’ll turn around and take your women some place safe, though I’ll be jigged if I could name such a place.” He pauses and looks around. “How did you get out here? Don’t see any team and wagon, not even a couple of horses. You certainly didn’t walk all the way from Glory.”
“No. Ahhh …we hired a ride but decided to walk the last few leagues. It’s such a nice day.”
He looks at me, the disbelief clear on his face. “Not much baggage with you. Hardly enough for a few days. What kind of bags are those? I’ve never seen that kind of material”
I look at Alexia, who is slyly smiling. She is enjoying my struggles to explain how we came to be standing in the road without any obvious means of transportation and little baggage.
“My wife purchased them. What are they, Alexia?”
She laughs lightly. “They are the latest thing in Glory, Master Belkin. The bag repels water. Everything stays dry. They are a wonder.”
Merlin’s eyes widen in surprise. “Repels water? They don’t appear to be waxed or oiled.”
“They are not. It is called ‘Nylon’ with a ‘Gortex liner’.”
“Are they magic?”
“Not at all, Master Belkin.” She fixes him with a bright, distracting smile and he responds. No man can resist that smile. Merlin slowly shakes his head.
“When the troubles settle down, I must visit Glory to see these wonders for myself. My wife is insisting we go.”
“It is always wise to listen to your Wife,” I say.
“Aye, the nights are much more pleasant when you do.” He jumps down from the wagon. “If you’ll lend a hand in watering my team, I’ll give ye a ride as far as I can.”
I remove the bucket hanging from the side of the wagon. “We would be honored to accept your kind offer, Merlin. We are traveling to New Amsterdam for a brief visit. I wish to ensure my home is in good condition before we return to Glory.”
Merlin stops, reaching out with his right hand and touching my shoulder.
“I assumed ye knew, lad. I dislike being the bearer of bad news but your home was taken over by those Penelope Army bastards.”
“What?!”
“It was empty and one of the largest in town, what with the stables and all. It’s their new headquarters.”
“My neighbors promised to care for it while I was abroad!”
“They tried, lad, but what could they do? Trust me, if they could be rid of the scoundrels, they would. No one wants to live next to that rucas.”
“What about my clothes? My bed? Mother’s clothes?” Leeanna sobs, tears in her eyes.
“Sorry to say, most were tossed out the back door but your neighbors managed to save much of it.”
Alexia quickly squats down next to her and hugs her across her shoulders, patting her back.
“Don’t worry, Lee. Your father and I will take care of it.” Alexia looks to me for my agreement. There is a fire in her eyes that matches the anger in my chest.
“Your mother is correct. We will take care of it.”
CHAPTER FORTY EIGHT
Leeanna and I ride in the back of the lumbering wagon as Johnathyn and his friend sit on the Driver’s bench. We’re sitting on some scratchy shocks of hay. Leeanna huddled tightly against me, my arm around her shoulder.
“Why would they do that, Mother? Why would they take our home?”
“Because it’s easier than building their own house and it frightens everyone in the village. They think the same thing could happen to them. And they’re right, it could.”
“But why throw our property out into the back yard?”
“Same thing, intimidation. Don’t worry about it. Your father and I will set things right.”
“Why were you talking that way to Master Belkins?”
“You mean why I was respectful and acted like any other woman?”
“Yes.”
“I did it because he seems like a nice man and a friend of your Father’s. How I act reflects on how people think of your father. I didn’t give that much thought the last time I was here but it matters to him. As long as we’re trying to blend in and find out what’s going on around here, I might as well act like the good, dutiful wife. That may not last for long when we get to New Amsterdam.”
“What happens if they try to hurt us?”
“Do you think for a milicycle that I’ll let anyone hurt you or your father?”
“No,” she says uncertainly. “I guess not.”
“There’s no guessing about it. Here.” I reach behind me to my backpack, unzip an outer pocket and remove two of the little two-way radios. I hand one to Leeanna. “Keep this with you in your pocket. You know how it works. If we get separated and you get in trouble, buzz me and I’ll be there in a flash.”
That seems to calm her fears a bit. She touches the pocket a few times as we continue in silence. It’s probably best if I prepare her for what she may see.
“Leeanna, there’s a lot of problems in this world.”
“I know, Mother.”
“I’m glad that you know that. Unfortunately, some of those problems are my fault.”
“How could they be your fault?”
“Because I left after I … beat Opulessa. If I had stayed, there wouldn’t be all these fake Queens running around and all these men acting like macho idiots trying to take charge.”
“What are you going to do about it?”
“I’m going to put an end to it, show them who the real Queen is, bring everyone back together.”
“That is good. Everyone should be together.”
“Yeah, well, they should but it won’t be easy. The problem is that there are a couple of ways to do that. One way is to show people that it’s in their best interest and all the great things that we can accomplish if we all work together. That’ll take a lot of time and some people still won’t agree to join us. The other way is faster.”
“What is the other way, Mother?”
“Fear. You do something so horrible, so frightening, that everyone falls in line because they’re afraid of you. That’s what Opulessa did to stay Queen.”
“You wouldn’t do that, would you?”
I might as well tell her the truth because I’d never be able to hide it from her.
“To regain control and restore peace, I would. I wouldn’t like it but there’s really little choice. Every day I don’t do something is another day that somewhere a woman is being attacked or a girl like you is being manhandled. I can’t let that happen, not when I can do something to stop it and I’m the only one who can. I just wanted to warn you. You may see things that upset you.”
“Like when you cut those men’s heads off.”
That came to her mind too damn quick. “Yes. They were trying to hurt us so I stopped them. I’ll try to use non-lethal means when I can but that may not be possible every time. I’m sorry that you’ll have to see this, Leeanna.”
“You’re a good person, Mother. I know you are.”
“I’m a regular person, Lee. When I was a man in the other world, I did some good things and some bad things.” Maybe more bad than good. “I’ve not always been good over here either. I promise that I will do the best that I can but it may get pretty ugly some times. Just a heads up.”
“Have you told Father this?”
“He knows, Honey. He knows.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Belkin drops us off on the outskirts of town. It was well past midday, the shadows are beginning to lengthen. As we walk into town, I recognize several of my neighbors out and about but they do not acknowledge me as we head towards my home. There are also a number of unfamiliar, armed men loitering about.
Alexia has agreed to wear her traveling cloak though it was too warm a day. With the hood up, she will attract less attention from the men, at least until one of them stops us. When that happens, I am afraid the conflict begins. I hope that I can find a partially safe place for Leeanna to hide before the troubles begin.
As we approach my shop, It is clear what Merlin said was true. There are several horses tethered out front, the yard littered with broken Klatch bottles. There are two men armed with modern rifles standing guard out front but they do not seem too attentive to their work, as both take occasional drinks from flasks hidden in their jerkins. We duck behind the second house up the street from ours and carefully make our way to the back door of the house belonging to Abraham Collens and his wife, Alycia. They are the neighbors who had promised to care for my property while we were away. Their back door is secluded, hidden from view of the houses on either side of mine.
I quietly knock at least four times before the curtain parts and I see Alycia’s face light up in recognition. The door opens just wide enough for us to enter and it closes tightly the instant we are all inside.
“Johnathyn Tyber!” Alycia exclaims. “Little Leeanna! We were afraid you were dead for sure!” Alycia is a short, plump, white haired woman, always full of energy and opinions she was never reluctant to express. She briefly hugs me and then Leeanna. “Welcome home!” She stops when she turns towards Alexia, who has still not dropped her hood. “And who is this?” she asks, suspicion tingeing her voice. I take Alexia’s hand in mine as she pushes the hood off her head.
“May I present my wife, Alexia. This is Alycia, the wife of my neighbor, Abraham Collens.”
Alexia dips slightly, bowing her head. “Zaphod’s blessings be upon you and your husband, Alycia Collens. I hope all is well with you both.”
Alycia smiles and nods her head slightly at Alexia’s greeting. It was the perfect greeting from a younger married woman to an older married woman with just the right amount of deference.
“Zaphod’s blessings upon you and your lovely family, Alexia Tyber,” Alycia replies. “Unfortunately, all is not well as you likely saw or you would not have come to the back door.”
“That we did,” I say. “Where is Abraham?”
“He left to have a horse shod in Plymouth. ‘Queen Penelope’s Army’ ran off the last blacksmith in town. The one in Plymouth is a friend of Thalyn Burns. He now gets all of the region’s business and treats everyone like shit because of it. Abe should be back any decicycle, unless he ran into one of those accursed ‘Security Patrols.’ Thieving brigands is what they is!”
Just then, I hear the bolt in the front door slide open and the door creak loudly as it swings clear of the jamb.
“I am home, my dove,” a familiar voice declares from the front room. “Sound and safe, for all Zaphod cares.”
“Hush, Abe. We have company,” Alycia answers.
“Company? Who would be foolish enough to visit us while those …” He turns the corner and sees us all in the kitchen. “Well, I’ll be blowed! Johnny Tyber!” He slaps my shoulder several times then drops to one knee, throwing his arms open. “There’s my little Lee-lee! Come here, pumpkin.”
Leeanna walks shyly to Abraham. He closes his arms around her and stands up, grunting as he does so.
“You’ve gotten bigger since we last saw you. I won’t be able to do this much longer. You’ll be a big girl before you know it.”
“I am a big girl. Mother says so.”
“Mother? What are you talking about?”
Leeanna points towards Alexia. When Abraham catches sight of her, he lets Leeanna slide from his arms, landing lightly on her feet. He bows slightly.
“My apologies. If I had known newcomers were present, I would have properly introduced myself.”
“You old fool,” Alycia jests. “This is Johnathyn’s young bride, Alexia.”
“Alexia, you say. Well, it is about time you remarried, Johnny. Our little girl needs a good woman’s influence.”
Alexia dips again. “I do what I can, Master Collens, though I may not be that good a woman.”
“Nonsense! You’re the finest woman I have seen around here for sometime.” Alycia coughs loudly. “Except for my lovely wife, of course.” He turns to face me. “What are you doing back here, Johnny?”
I look up at him. Abraham Collens is one of the few men taller than I though he is much thinner, long arms and legs. Stronger than one would think and more carefree than his wife. They were a great comfort when Leeantha died.
“We have come back to take possession of our home and expel these renegades from this area.”
“Don’t be foolish, Johnathyn. It can’t be done. Certainly not by yourself. Given time, we might be able raise a group of men to do it but the time tain’t right.”
“We cannot wait, Abraham. The troubles here are the same as across the countryside. We must put a stop to them as quickly as possible and here is as good a place to start as any.”
“Who is this ‘we’ you keep speaking of?”
“Alexia and I.”
Alycia is shocked. “How can you think about letting those fiends near a young girl like Alexia? You are her husband, for Zaphod’s sake! Those men have killed people! They have,” she glances at Leeanna, “ mistreated women.”
Alexia touches Alycia’s shoulder. “How have they mistreated women?”
“In the worst way possible.”
“Do you personally know any victims?”
“Yes, but why do you want to know?”
“Because anyone who has harmed a woman, anyone who has killed someone is going to pay. Now.”
Abraham shakes his head. “Child, those are noble thoughts but they are simply that. It would take over two hundred men to accomplish what you propose. Two hundred good, tough men.”
“Should we tell them, Alexia?” I ask.
“Anyone who knows is at risk. We could just go over there and clean house.”
“But they may do something foolish trying to help us and we do need someone to care for Leeanna.”
“No, Mother! I want to help too!”
“Leeanna, your father and I will be perfectly safe but we don’t want you to see what we’ll have to do. You and I have already talked about this.”
Abraham grabs me by the shoulders. “This is insanity! Give it up, Johnathyn! It will be your death and the death of your wife. We will not allow you to throw your lives away.”
“Tell them, Johnathyn,” says Alexia.
“Let us all sit down?” I ask. We all sit down around the table in the kitchen. “What do you know about the death of Opulessa?”
“Know?” asks Alycia. “There is talk but many different stories.”
“Do the stories agree on anything?”
“That Opulessa was killed by an even more powerful witch and she left our world to be ruled by a group of less powerful witches.”
“And the name of this powerful witch?”
“They do not say.”
“Really? They don’t know my name?” Alexia complains.
“Your name?” asks Abraham.
“We were there, in Glory, in the Palace, when Opulessa died,” I tell them. “Alexia, my wife, is the witch who defeated Opulessa.”
Abraham and Alycia look at her in disbelief. She smiles at them.
“It’s true. Watch.”
Suddenly, a small dragon appears in the middle of the table. It is just as described in the stories of old, coal black with glittering scales along its body and leathery wings. It has a long, spiked tail, small, sharp teeth in a short snout and bright red eyes. It stretches its wings as Abraham jumps up from his chair and Alycia gasps. A jet of flame shoots from its mouth, lighting the table cloth on fire.
And then it is gone.
Leeanna claps her hands in delight as Alexia pats the table cloth with her hand until the flames are extinguished.
“Mother! You did it!”
“Yes, I did, Leeanna. That, ladies and gentlemen, was an act of pure magic. Something created strictly from my mind that became real. Up to now, I’ve used magic to manipulate other things. That was the first time I created something out of nothing.”
“But it was so small,” Alycia declares.
“It could have been twenty decileagues tall and burned this village to the ground. It’s just a question of how much magic it takes to create it. The bigger it is, the more magic it takes. If I had created the big version, I’d have been tapped out for awhile. Has ‘Queen Penelope” done anything like that? Has any witch done anything like that?”
Abraham drops back into his chair with a thud.
“You really are her,” he mutters in astonishment.
“Queen Alexia, at your service, Master Collens.”
“How is this possible?” asks Alycia.
“It is possible, that is what matters,” I tell her. “We are here to begin to right the wrongs that have enveloped this land. It begins here and now. What we need are witnesses and someone to care for Leeanna.”
“But the Queen always has the Queen’s Guard at her beck and call,” says Abraham. “Where is your Guard?”
“Otherwise occupied right now but Johnathyn should be enough for this group. With a little help from me. Will you take care of Leeanna for us? It should only be for an hour or less.”
Alycia looks at us, then her husband. “What can we say? We are at the Queen’s command.”
“I didn’t order it, Alycia. I asked, mother to mother.”
Alycia smiles at her. “Then, mother to mother, I will help.”
“We will help,” adds Abraham.
“Tell us what you know of the men who live in my home, Abraham.”
“They are a bad lot, Johnathyn. The leader is called Agmon Boggins. He’s an evil goomer. Not that big but a vicious fighter. His lieutenant is Plotkin Olmert, another bad tempered pig-wit. They’s seem to be hired for their muscles and not their brains, except for Boggins. He’s smart too.”
I wish Leeanna was not in the room with us. “Has there been much … abuse of women.”
Abraham shakes his head. “Aye, there has. Right next door! They get full of Klatch and go hunting for women to …” he quickly looks at Leeanna before returning his eyes to me “… abuse. They take the young, pretty ones when they can but they tain’t particular. It nearly kills me to sit here and listen to it!”
Alycia reaches across the table and gently takes his hand. “Many a time I’ve had to stop him from charging across the yard to confront them hooligans. Can’t say I wouldn’t enjoy seeing Abraham deliver righteous judgment but there’s just too many of them for one man to battle. They’d have killed him.”
“And then Alycia’d be next.”
“I’d have taken one or two before they got me.”
Looking at the old couple, I can see that they were still able to put up a fight but this problem was too big for them.
“Anything else you can tell me?”
“There’s likely forty or so in town. Not that there’s any good lads among em’ but there’s just five or six real bastards in the group. Naturally, they’re the ones in charge.”
I look out his back window. The sun is dropping quickly. If we are to do this today, we need to begin soon. Alexia notices where I am looking and nods her head slightly in agreement. We both stand up.
“Thank you, Abraham. You have been most helpful. Once we have gone, you can gather together how ever many good people you can and warn them to be ready.”
“Ready for what, Johnathyn?”
“Ready to take back their town.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We stepped out the front door of the Collens’ home, past the low wooden fence that marked the boundary of their property and into the street. Johnathyn had a particularly determined look on his face, his big jaw thrust as far forward as it could go.
“So, how do you want to handle this? I could just burn the place down with them in it.”
He turns his head my way, one eyebrow raised.
“Is that intended to be humorous, Alexia?”
“Partially. It would solve our problem.”
“And destroy my home. I do not wish to rebuild.”
“I really don’t see any way this doesn’t get messy. For people and property.”
“There is one way. Personal combat.”
“What is that?”
“I challenge their leader to a fight. Winner take all.”
“And what exactly does ‘all’ consist of?”
“Do you not have confidence in me?”
“It’s not a matter of confidence exactly. I just hate to risk everything on one roll of the dice when our best game is Blackjack.”
“I was following you for a moment but lost you at ‘Blackjack.’”
“I’m saying we’re not playing to our strengths. They’ve got a lot of guys, some of them pretty big and strong. Not that you aren’t bigger and stronger, but someone could get lucky. And you’re an honorable man, a man of your word.” Not a sneaky bitch like I am. “It just doesn’t seem like it’s worth the risk if the only thing were protecting is …”
Then it hits me. It is about Johnathyn’s honor, his pride, his role as a man in this world. He must protect his home and his family or he’s not a man, at least in his eyes. If I go in and clean house, he’s less of a man because of it. He has to do this for himself. I can have his back, make sure the playing field stays level, but he needs to do this because this little part of the world is his little part. In his home, he needs to be Lord and Master.
Just because shit like that should be anachronistic doesn’t make it less true now. Maybe in the future I can do something about that but I can’t for the moment.
“Okay, we’ll do it your way. What’s next?”
Johnathyn looks around the street and I follow his eyes. There are two new guards in front of the house and at least four others scattered along the street. None of them seem particularly alert.
“I believe that the direct approach is always the best,” he says as he marches straight toward the guards. I hurry to catch up with him but stay slightly behind him. The guards perk up as we near. The one on the left holds out his hand while the other one brings up his rifle.
“What do you want?” the guard demands.
“I want you out of my home.”
Both guards grin evilly. “Who are you, shit foot?”
Johnathyn stiffens slightly. “Shit foot” must be an insult of some kind. I’ll have to remember that.
“Johnathyn Tyber.” He points at his house behind them. “That is my home.”
“Was your house, Johnathyn Tyber,” the other guard sneers.
“I want to see Agmon Boggins.”
“He doesn’t want to see you. Move off!”
“I challenge him to personal combat!”
Both guards are clearly surprised. “How old are you? No one’s done personal combat in decades!” says the first guard.
“Do not be a fool!” says the second guard. “There’s thirty of us and one of you. Why would he ever agree?”
The first guard looks at me. “Hold on, Petrie. Maybe his pretty little wife plans to join the fight.”
“Well then, that’s a completely different story then,” the second guard says sarcastically. “She looks like she could handle five big men at one time all by herself. Is that your plan, Johnathyn Tyber? We all fatigue ourselves fucking your whore of a wife and then you kill us in our sleep?”
Johnathyn smiles tightly. “Agmon Boggins. Now. If not, he will be branded a poofter because no true man of honor would refuse a challenge to personal combat.”
“Man of honor?” says guard number two. “You don’t know Boggins, well do yah?”
“Stiiilllll,” considered guard number one. “Might be fun to watch. Boggins ain’t seriously hurt a man for a few weeks. And there’s always this.” The guard rubs his thumb and forefinger together in the universal sign for cash money. Guard number two smiles broadly. “Iffen you be a betting man. Ahhh right, let’s give Mr. Johnathyn Tyber here what he wants.” Guard two leers at me. “Looks like Boggins is gonna get what he wants too.”
The two guards share an inside joke about something and it doesn’t sound pleasant. Guard one swings the muzzle of his rifle towards the front door.
“You two. Inside. Let’s go see Boggins.”
Johnathyn winks at me and we head off, guard one in front and guard two trailing us. As soon as we enter the front room, Johnathyn says something foul under his breath. The place has been shambleized, like an early century frat house. Discarded food, empty Klatch bottles, broken furniture, clothes, both men’s and women’s, scattered around the room. The smell is startling, acrid enough to make my eyes begin to water.
“What do you think of the changes we’ve made, Tyber?” asks guard two.
Johnathyn says nothing, fixing him with a look of hatred and disgust.
“Not to your liking?” he taunts. “You’ll really love what we did to your bedroom. Maybe I’ll get a chance to give you a tour.” He flicks the muzzle to the left. “This way.”
We walk through the kitchen, which is in worse shape than the front room, the neat hot water system Johnathyn created clearly broken. The guards escort us out the back door into the yard. There’s more furniture sitting on the grass, some intact and some broken, more Klatch bottles and more clothes, mostly women’s. There’s a small, open fire in the middle of the yard with about ten men loosely gathered around it. They all look up when we walk out the door.
“Look what we have here, Boggins! Someone just dropped in to see you.”
Two men look at Johnathyn but all other eyes are locked on me. Hungry, lust filled eyes. A couple are so obvious that I half expect them to leap up and attack me right in front of the other men. Despite knowing that I could kill them before they get within ten decileagues of me, I still get a chill down my spine. Zaphod help me if I was just a normal woman. The shorter of the two men watching Johnathyn pops lightly up from the chair he’s sitting in.
“Welcome to my home, Johnathyn Tyber.”
“How do you know my name?” Johnathyn inquires.
“Did you think you could walk into my village and I not know it? I know everything that happens within ten leagues of this place. I know that your pretty little girl is just a few decileagues from us, within easy reach. However,” he casually saunters over to where we are standing, stepping past Johnathyn and stopping right in front of me, “I do not know who this vision of beauty is.”
“She is my wife,” Johnathyn growls.
“Indeed? No one from here had ever seen her before today.”
“We were married after I left for Glory.”
“Well, that explains it, does it not? And what is your wife’s name?”
“Why does it matter? She is just a woman.”
I know why he said that, I agree with what he’s doing but it still pisses me off. The man moves closer to me.
“Indulge me, Tyber. You want something from me. If you continue to be unfriendly, I might not grant your request.”
Johnathyn resists answering for a few milicycles but finally relents. “Alexia. Her name is Alexia.”
Most of the men shout and laugh with delight, surging towards me. I prepare to strike when the man thrusts his hand into the air.
“SILENCE!” he bellows. The others pause and then reluctantly back off a bit. He stares them down then turns towards Johnathyn.
“Tell me, Tyber. Does she live up to her name?” Johnathyn says nothing. The man reaches out to touch my breast. “I will enjoy finding out for myself.”
Johnathyn’s hand shoots out, firmly grasping his wrist, before it reaches its target. The other men lunge towards Johnathyn but the man raises his other hand, stopping them in their tracks. He pulls his captured hand back slowly as Johnathyn keeps a firm grip.
“Release me, Tyber,” he says with quiet malice.
“Agmon Boggins, I presume?” Johnathyn replies as he opens his hand.
“Who else? What do you want?”
“The fool demands…” the first guard begins before Boggins silences him with an angry look. Johnathyn picks up where the guard left off.
“I … request that you and I participate in Personal Combat.”
Boggins sneers. “It has been some time since someone asked me for that. Most men are not that foolhardy. Why should I agree? We have the advantage of numbers.”
“True. You have the advantage but sending ten men to attack me does not defeat me. I may not win but I am not defeated. Personal Combat, on the other hand, one on one, to lose in that contest is the ultimate defeat. I was not out manned or out gunned. It is the combatant’s failure. That is why it is called Personal Combat. Failure is so much worse.”
Boggins’ eyes light up. “How true! I like you Tyber! You march in here, your buxom, luscious bride in tow, practically begging us to rape her, and then you make me a ridiculous offer that I would be unwise to accept. The only thing I get that I don’t already have,” he eyes me as if he already has me on my back beneath him, “is the chance to completely break you in body and mind.” He looks around at his anxious men. “Sounds like FUN! To the stables, men!”
They all cheer as he strides back into the house. They sweep through the door and we get scooped up in the flow. Several hands grab at my ass and breasts as we surge through the house and into the stables, the men quickly forming a rough ring in the middle of the now empty, two story room.
As stables go, it’s not very large but it’s bigger than a boxing ring. Johnathyn and I are left standing alone for a few decicycles as the men jostle for position, call outside to bring in more guards or start placing bets with each other. As I watch Boggins move about the ring, laughing and joking with the other men, it suddenly strikes me who he reminds me of.
He reminds me of me.
Back in my fighting days, I never had to mess with people my size. My reputation took care of that. That meant I was always taking on bigger guys. There’s a lot of ways to beat a bigger guy, particularly if he doesn’t have any real fighting experience. Big guys tend to be brawlers, used to just using strength and size and not fighting skills like the jab, the upper cut, cutting an eye, hitting the kidneys, that sort of thing.
Boggins is smaller than practically everyone else in the stables, other than me. He moves with grace and coordination, very comfortable with himself. For him to stay in charge of this group of Neanderthals, he’s got to be good with his fists. I ease closer to Johnathyn.
“Are you sure this is a good idea, Johnathyn?”
“I am much larger than this Boggins. It should take no time for me to defeat him. You need to be ready to make certain he lives up to his part of the agreement.”
Awww crap! Overconfidence. “Listen to me! He’s not a pushover! He knows what he’s doing! This guy is a more lethal version of me!”
“He is a witch?”
“No! Of course not! I mean when I was a man, back in the other world. I got in a lot of fights protecting my brother and I won most of the time. If I didn’t win, it was a draw. I loved taking on big guys who underestimated me. Make sure you …”
Just then, the first guard comes up behind us, sliding the muzzle of his rifle between Johnathyn and me, pushing us apart.
“Johnathyn!” I shout but the guard keeps moving me further away. Johnathyn just smiles and winks at me. Damn it!
“Do not worry, my lovely,” whispers the guard as he caresses my thigh through my dress. “Boggins will be the first to take you after he kills your husband but I will be next. It is my turn.”
“You can’t really expect me to go along with that, do you?”
“I prefer it that way. I enjoy bedding a fighter. It is more passionate.”
What a creep! “What’s your name, stud?” I ask, coquettishly.
He moves in to try and nuzzle my neck. “Jamison Sorken,” he answers.
I reach down and gently take his hand, sliding it up my body until it is lightly resting on my breast. “I like you, Jamison. I like you so much that I’m going to do you a large favor.”
“What is that, my pretty?” he breathes into my left ear.
“When the time comes, and it will be very soon, you’ll be the last one that I kill.”
I spin away from him, putting some distance between us so that he can clearly see me and then I give his balls a shot with just magic, not moving a hand or foot. He doubles up, falling to the ground in extreme pain. Boggins flicks his hand our direction and a large man rushes over, grabbing Sorken by the collar of his coat and pulling him up.
“Get up, Sorken, you drunken sot!”
Sorken was just getting his breath back. “Olmert! … the slattern … struck me … uhhh … in the nether … regions.”
“She did no such thing, you lying cur! We all saw it! Try to stay on your feet and do your job or I’ll report you to Burns.” He drops Sorken who lands on one knee. As he struggles to his feet, he gives me a wary look. I smile at him.
“The last. I promise.”
Olmert has crossed back over to Boggins and they are speaking to each other in hushed tones. It would a good idea to know what they’re talking about so I close my eyes and concentrate on reaching out towards them, willing myself closer until I can hear them.
“He’s a big one, Agmon.”
“He’ll break that much faster. Big ones ain’t used to being knocked down so they don’t know how to get up. Their minds can’t handle it. Big and slow. Easy target.”
“What if he ain’t that slow?”
“It’ll just take a little longer, but, if he does get lucky, you know what to do, right?”
Olmert pats the long knife in the sheath tied to his right leg.
“I’ll slit his throat so deep, his head’ll be swingin’ in the wind. You remember, I get the little girl all to myself. No sharin’ round ’til I’m done with her.”
Boggins slaps him on the shoulder. “No one’s interested anymore after you’re done with ’em.’”
Both men laugh and Olmert moves away as Boggins finishes removing his shirt. He’s in very good shape. Not workout in shape but fighter in shape: sleek, fit, muscled but not for display but for effectiveness. There are a few scars that show he’s he been in trouble before and survived. I don’t like this at all.
Johnathyn and Boggins move to the center of the human ring and begin to circle each other, Boggins bobbing and weaving but Johnathyn doesn’t react. The guards hoot and yell out, anxious to see the real fighting start. Johnathyn lunges forward, throwing a haymaker that whistles past Boggins head. He had ducked in time but looks a little surprised that Johnathyn was as fast as he was. Boggins dances a little more, moving in and out of Johnathyn’s range, baiting him into throwing another roundhouse punch.
Johnathyn takes the bait and Boggins ducks under the punch, getting in way too close, jabbing Johnathyn in his left eye, snapping his head back. Hard. He stumbles backwards a bit but quickly regains his balance while the crowd goes wild. Boggins returns to the bob and weave, Johnathyn returns to stalking him, a little madder than before.
That’s not good. You need to keep a cool head in a fight.
Johnathyn unleashes another thundering right and then a left but completely misses, Boggins was waiting for them. He slides to the side and delivers a short, sharp punch to Johnathyn’s kidneys. Johnathyn bends to the side in pain, leaving his chin exposed.
Boggins doesn’t miss the opening.
Once Johnathyn manages to move away from the barrage of punches, his left eye is swelling shut and he’s clearly wobbly, having fallen back against the ring of men, who pushed him back into the middle. He looks towards me and I can read the fear and confusion in his face.
I know that no matter what happens in this fight, this bunch of yahoos are not going to hurt anyone else, certainly not Leeanna, but getting knocked out will destroy Johnathyn. I’m afraid that Boggins has got Johnathyn’s number. If I had known what Johnathyn had planned, I could have trained him up a bit, given him some pointers … or I could do it now!
I can’t close my eyes this time, I have to see what’s going on. Calming my nerves, I focus my mind on Johnathyn, boring in on him until he fills my vision.
“Johnathyn,” I whisper.
He jerks his head towards me, dropping his guard. Boggins goes for the kill.
“Elbows up!” I scream in my head and he instantly reacts, blocking the punch at the last minute. Boggins throws two more that only hit Johnathyn’s arms before he moves away, circling again.
“Okay, that was close. Don’t say anything, Johnathyn. I’m gonna give you a few pointers and a bit of coaching. Stop throwing the big punches. Your arms are longer than his so you just jab. Shoot your punches out straight from your shoulder, keep him away from you. Give me one right now.” He glances at me quickly and I nod my head. He fires one off into the open air with his right.
“Not bad. Give me a left.”
He does as I ask. Not great but I can work with it.
“Very nice. Here’s what we’re going to do. If Boggins moves left, you cut him off, forcing him back the other way. Which ever way he goes, you cut him off. This would be easier with a square ring …”
Why not?
“Johnathyn. You’re on your own for a bit. I’m changing the environment.”
This time I do close my eyes but broaden my focus. I push here, prod there, nudge and shove until the men have repositioned themselves into something resembling a square boxing ring. They are all still jostling each other, shouting encouragement to Boggins and appear to be unaware what I did. I return my attention to Johnathyn.
“Hi. I’m back. Miss me? Never mind. You’re going to trap him in a corner. Just keep moving, cutting him off and jab, jab, jab. Aim for his nose. If you’re not jabbing, keep your arms high and tight to protect your head and that eye.”
Johnathyn changes his style, trying to follow my suggestions. It’s a little clumsy which actually helps. Boggins can’t predict what he’s going to do and the jabs keep him off balance. Johnathyn begins to get the hang of it and actually pops Boggins in the nose a couple of times. Unfortunately, Boggins tags him in that swollen eye a couple more times and it’s getting worse. The fight is more of a draw right now. The crowd hasn’t figured that out yet but Boggins has.
Johnathyn keeps pressing forward but he’s starting to get tired. His arms are dropping and the jab lacks the power it first had. Boggins is not as active as he first was too. He thought it would be short and sweet but turns out he’s in an actual fight. We need to end this now.
“Johnathyn, my love, it is time to end this. I know that you’re all about honor but this is a street fight. There are no rules, just winners and losers. They’ve already decided Boggins gets to rape me first and have got a line of men waiting for their turn. They’ve even got a waiting list for Leeanna.”
The punches start flying fast and furious, shocking Boggins, forcing him to cover up. Johnathyn swings his left arm out in a big loop, catching Boggins in the side, throwing him into the corner created by his men. They start to move away but I freeze them all in place. The stables fall silent except for the grunts of the fighters.
Johnathyn is all over Boggins but that surge of fury is being tempered by his growing fatigue. The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. Time to change up.
“The body, Johnathyn. Go for the body. The ribs, the kidneys. Don’t aim at his body, aim for the middle of his body. Punch holes right through the bastard! They want to rape Leeanna!”
Johnathyn screams in rage, attacking with a viciousness I didn’t think he possessed. Boggins is beginning to crumble, he’s just taking the blows but he hasn’t dropped yet. I’ve seen true fighters recover from worse if they get a chance and Johnathyn’s tank is almost empty. It’s now or never.
“Grab him, Johnathyn! Get him up and wrap your arms around him! Lift him so that his head is above yours and fall backwards. Drive his head into the dirt!”
Johnathyn stops throwing punches and grabs Boggins head by the hair, jerking him upright, Boggins wailing in pain, his hands flailing at Johnathyn’s, trying to break free. Johnathyn rears back and lets fly with one last punch that flattens Boggins face. He goes momentarily limp. Johnathyn seizes the opening, wraps his arms around Boggins, trapping his arms against the sides of his body, and then Johnathyn throws himself backwards, arching his back, pile driving Boggins into the ground so hard that Johnathyn would have been tossed from any NFL game for Unsportsmanlike Conduct and fined the max. They both lay crumpled on the dirt, Johnathyn utterly exhausted and Boggins unconscious. Or dead. I’m not sure which.
All the men remain frozen in place, immobile except for their eyes, which are totally panic stricken. I slowly walk around the ring, looking each and every one of them in those panicked eyes. I continue my tour until I reach Olmert. His hand is on the hilt of his knife and which is almost clear of its sheath. He had decided his boss had had enough and was ready to kill Johnathyn to end the fight. I reach down and remove the knife from his hand.
“Not very fair of you, Olmert. Attacking an unarmed man. Let’s see how you like it.”
I take a big swing, slicing his throat wide and deep, the blood spurting everywhere but his body doesn’t drop, remaining locked in place, just like all the others.
“I AM QUEEN ALEXIA!!” I roar to my captive audience. “I AM THE WITCH WHO DEFEATED QUEEN OPULESSA!” I let that sink in as I continue walking around the ring, casually brandishing the bloody knife as Olmert’s life is spilled on the dirt before them. “I AM THE MOST POWERFULLY WITCH THIS WORLD HAS EVER SEEN! I AM LIFE! I AM DEATH!” I thrust the knife into the air over my head, sparks leaping from the blade.
“I AM VENGANCE!”
I spin and clamp my hand over the seeping wound in Olmert’s pale, white neck. When I remove it, the wound is healed and color is beginning to return to his face.
“I am mercy.”
With a sweep of my left arm, the double doors to the stables blow open.
“And I am JUSTICE!”
A sweep of my right arm sends all the men rolling and tumbling out those doors and into the street, their weapons remaining in the stables. I hurry over to Johnathyn, the one person I left behind after the sweep. Reaching down, I get a firm grip on his arm.
“Are you okay? Can you get up? You did so well! Couldn’t have done it better myself.”
He lifts his head, giving me a wane smile, and then slowly stands up as I pull at him.
“I never would have survived without your help, Alexia.”
“No problem. If you’d told me what you had in mind before today, I could have gotten you ready. Done a little road work. Look, were not out of the woods yet. Can you move?”
He groans but takes a step, then another. I reach up to touch his badly swollen eye but he flinches.
“Let me take care of it, Johnathyn.”
“No. Not yet. People must know that there is a price to be paid for freedom.”
“You’re probably right. They’re damn sure gonna learn that there’s a price to be paid for pissing off the Queen.”
I help support him as we slowly walk out the front double doors. Queen Penelope’s Army are scattered about like forgotten toy soldiers, still frozen in place. One man is in a horse trough, his head barely above water. Another is upside down, leaning against a building. There are a number of townspeople milling about, hanging back, not certain about what is happening. I take a deep breath and sigh. Time to put on the show.
“Citizens!” I cry. “For those who have not heard, I am Queen Alexia Tyber, ruler of this world. This is my beloved husband, your friend and neighbor, Johnathyn Tyber. I guess this means that New Amsterdam is my hometown. Howdy all. I’m sure you recognize these men. I’m going to free them shortly but they will not harm you in any way. I want to know what wrongs they have done in this town, my town. I will listen to whatever evidence you wish to present and I will pass sentence. In particular, I call on the women to step forward. I know that many of you have been hurt, badly hurt. Now is your chance to get yours. There is no shame in being a victim, ladies. The only shame is letting the bastard get away with it!”
CHAPTER FORTY NINE
Abraham found me a chair in which to sit while Alexia took charge in the street. I never hurt this much after a fight before in my life. As Abraham pointed out, my fighting days were long past but that only explains part of the pain.
Clearly, I was not in fighting condition. I have been struck in the ribs and kidneys before but not with such regularity. My left eye is much too painful to touch and I can feel my hands beginning to swell from all the blows I struck. Before, I was fighting just to fight. Young bucks, feeling their oats, fighting among themselves to establish who is the best man and to impress women. Victory was important but, if I lost, there was always another day and another fight. I gave that all up when I meet Leeantha.
Today, I fought for something dear to my heart. I could not allow myself to lose. I know that Alexia would not permit Leeanna to come to harm and Zaphod knows she can protect herself but she should not need to do so. She may be the Queen of a world but she is also my wife and my duty as her husband is to protect her and our child. To provide a home and sustenance. She should not have needed to help me.
Alexia had the townspeople move the bodies of the Army men into a single line along the main street. By their numbers, almost all the men Abraham described were present, almost forty total. Alexia went down the line, asking if this man or that had caused harm of any kind.
At first, people were reluctant to say anything until one old woman stepped forward and accused two men of stealing pies from her home. There was general light laughter among the crowd but the old woman was adamant and Alexia thanked her, giving her a warm and heartfelt hug. Other older women came forward and charged other men with more serious crimes.
By now, it was getting dark and Alycia suggested we build a fire for light. Alexia was prepared to create light but I discouraged her. Let the people who have been subjugated do for themselves. I even offered to let them burn the furniture from my home as I would not have anything befouled by those men in my home ever again. This was greeted with applause all around and we soon had more than enough illumination for Alexia to continue.
More older women blamed particular men for assaults on their person and on their husbands. What makes old women so bold? I have observed that as a woman grows older, she cares less about what society thinks of her and more about what she wants. While there are exceptions to this, I certainly saw quite a bit of this kind of behavior among Alexia’s witch friends. Zaphod help us if the same is true of Alexia. She is only twenty two now. Imagine what she will be like when she is in her seventies? Her eighties? Older?
Now older men come forward, having been prodded by their wives and they tell similar tales of attacks and thefts but also of destruction, burning and breaking things simply because the Army’s men could do so without threat of harm. Alexia congratulated them and also hugged them, though for a shorter period of time and not so warmly. Alexia still encouraged all people to join in but to tell only the truth. She assured all that, as a witch, she would know a liar if she heard one.
Then younger men, family men with wives and children, began to speak. Again, their stories were similar to those that came before but now there was mention of rape. I could see that there was great shame on the part of the men for admitting their failure to protect their wives but there were clearly unusual circumstances. There was also great anger. Before long, Alexia is hugging a third group of people, thanking them for their contributions.
Alexia paused to find someone to take notes and a young boy, barely in the throes of maturity, volunteered. We discovered later he was very learned and performed quite well in helping out. Finally, after all that came before, first one woman, then another, a third, a fourth stood before the crowd and Alexia, telling absolutely horrifying stories about what happened to them … or their child!
After these stories, Alexia comforted the crying women with gentle touches and hugs, also quiet, compassionate words. She also promised that those who had done these unspeakable crimes would pay dearly.
She then unfroze the men, one at a time, and confronted them with the claims against them. She warned each man that they should tell the truth because, as a witch, she would recognize a lie. She started with the less serious claims. The first man was barely a man, more like an older lad caught up in something beyond his control. He apologized profusely to the woman who lost her pies and he offered to pay for them. He also said that they were delicious.
The woman forgave him, blaming Thalyn Barnes for stirring up all the trouble. The boy was sent on his way.
The next few men were older than the first youth but they too were hardly involved. Again, they were apologetic, forgiven and released.
As the crimes became more severe, the men were more hardened and, though they asked forgiveness, their victims were not willing to simply let them go but Alexia decided that they deserved a second chance. She declared that Thalyn Burns was ultimately responsible and that she would personally make certain that he paid for his crimes.
When it was time to deal with the horrific crimes, allegations of murder, rape and worse, only six men remained in custody; Agmon Boggins, Plotkin Olmert, three others and a man named Jamison Sorken. Alexia said that she had made a promise to him. Boggins had recovered from our fight and was not in a conciliatory mood. All except Sorken remained defiant, calling Alexia some very insulting names while threatening the entire town with total destruction once Burns discovered what had happened here today. On the other hand, Sorken fell to his knees, begging Alexia to forgive him. She simply replied that a promise was a promise and ordered all the remaining prisoners to be chained and left in our stable until she decided their fates. It took several men to herd the prisoners back into the stables and they were none too kind in doing so.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Johnathyn hadn’t said much while I held the trials for the men who had taken over New Amsterdam. I was surprised when he told his neighbors to burn any furniture they found on his property, that he wanted nothing to do with it. I could understand the feeling but it still surprised me.
After the last few men had been marched off, I went over to where he was sitting. There were a number of men hanging around him, wanting him to tell them how he had beaten Boggins. He wasn’t saying much. They notice my approach and quickly back away, bowing deferentially.
“Gentlemen,” I greet them, “it is late and has been a long day. I’m sure Johnathyn will feel more like talking to you after he gets some rest tonight and a few mugs of Klatch tomorrow.” They all smile and chortle at that line. “If you would excuse us, we need to find somewhere to sleep tonight.”
Alycia Collens was at my side immediately. “You’ll be stayin’ with Abraham and me. We’ll brook no objections. Leeanna has her own little room already from when we used to watch her when Johnathyn would have to go out to a farm somewhere.”
“Sounds perfect. If you’ll help me with Johnathyn …”
“I am perfectly capable of walking there myself,” he says, then groans quietly several times while getting to his feet and stiffly walking towards the Collens’ home as I follow just behind him.
“I should not have sat so long,” he moans.
“Your right, your muscles have stiffened up on you. I’ll take care of it once we get inside.”
“That is not needed. I am feeling better already. A little movement was all that was required.”
Once we get inside, Alycia leads us upstairs to what is clearly their bedroom.
“No! I wouldn’t think of taking your bedroom. A guest bed or even some blankets for the floor would be fine. I’m so tired, I could sleep on a bench.”
“With all due respect, my Queen, my ancestors would haunt me to my dying day if I permitted you and Johnathyn to sleep anywhere but the best bed after all you have done for us today.”
It’s clear she’s going to fight me on this and the longer we argue, the later it gets.
“I accept your gracious offer, If you’d show me where our bags are …”
“In the room already, my Queen.”
I wince at “my Queen”. Gotta get used to that. “Where’s Leeanna?”
“She was outside for a time but when the stories became more upsetting, I sent her in to bed. The main thing is that she wanted to see that you both were well.”
I should have thought of that! “Thank you, Alycia. I’ll help Johnathyn up and …”
“Go see Leeanna. I’ll be fine,” he says as he begins to climb the stairs with a bit of a limp.
“As you wish. If you could lead me to Leeanna.”
Alycia indicates with her hand the direction. “Right this way, my Queen.”
That wince again. It’s just two doors down the hall from the stairs. Alycia knocks first.
“What is it?” Lee asks.
“It is the Queen. She wishes to see you,” Alycia answers.
“Mother? Come in.”
I push the door open into a cozy room not much bigger than a walk-in closet. Leeanna is already sitting up in bed. I sit beside her and she hugs me around the neck while I hold her just above her waist.
“Those are very bad men, Mother. How could you let so many go?”
“Some of them were truly sorry, others less so. You should show mercy when you can but there was a strategic reason to release so many. A lot of them will return to Thalyn Burns seeking protection and maybe some vengeance. They’ll tell the other soldiers about what we did here tonight. The more soldiers who rejoin him, the more they’ll tell the others. I want them all to know what happened here today. That will prepare them for what is going to happen in a couple of days.”
“What is going to happen?
“You remember I told you that I may need to do some terrible things?”
“Yes?”
“Those very bad men chained in the stables are going to die in a very public way.”
She pulls back and looks me in the eyes. “I heard what they did. Good. They deserve it.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Johnathyn was trying to take off his shirt without much success when I reach the bedroom.
“Stop that! Please let me help you. I can see that you’re hurt.”
He stops struggling to get his arm out of the sleeve, slumping forward.
“I should endure the pain. I failed.”
I sit on the bed next to him and carefully peel the shirt down and off his arms. He’s got some bad bruising on his sides and his left eye is already two thirds of the way towards becoming an epic shiner.
“You didn’t fail, you won. I was there, remember? Saw the whole thing. You got up and he didn’t. You won, fair and square.” I reach for the buckle on the Johnathyn’s belt as he slowly lies back on the bed.
“I had you to help me. I would never have won without your assistance.”
I loosen his belt and partially unbutton the fly of his pants.
“We’ve already talked about this. You just lacked some knowledge and experience that I had. I gave some of it to you by just talking with you, that’s all. Just a few pointers. Plus , you were having trouble seeing out of that eye.”
I slide up next to him, reaching towards the blackening eye. He gently grabs my wrist.
“Please don’t, Alexia, I should …”
“Don’t be an idiot, Johnathyn. Take off the hair shirt! Even if you had won without me doing anything, they weren’t going to let you live. The fight was rigged in their favor. I just made sure you had a chance to win and I offered my advice. You didn’t have to take it.”
“Truly?”
“Yes, truly. You did it because you saw I was right and you used that information to win. End of story.” I take my left hand and loosen the grip he has on my right wrist. “Now, let me do my job and see if there is any long term damage.”
He relents, allowing me to carefully examine the damaged eye. The bruising is obvious but just cosmetic damage. It takes just a few milicycless to remove the excess blood and fluids, causing the swelling to disappear and the skin return to its normal color. I make closer examination of his eye but everything appears to be normal. No internal bleeding, no detached retina. I run my hands down his chest and across to the upper sides of his body.
“What are you doing?”
“Checking for broken ribs or kidney damage. Stay still.”
I deal with the pooling blood on the bruise sites and he’s soon looking like he was never in a fight for his life. I finish unbuttoning his fly and pull his pants free by tugging from the hems of both legs, leaving him just in his brief pantaloons.
“Roll over onto your stomach.”
“Why?”
“Because I’m going to give you a quick massage. It’ll get all that acid out of your muscles and you’ll feel much better in the morning. Hurry up, we don’t have all night and I’m tired. You’re lucky I’m offering.”
He groans as he turns over. “What is a massage?”
“Arms above your head. Good. I work the kinks out of your muscles with my hands. I’ve been told I’m pretty good at this. It won’t hurt much at all.”
I straddle his waist facing his feet and begin to work on his thighs and upper legs, moving to his butt. When I turn around and start massaging his lower back, I finally get a reaction, a low grunt of pain. By the time I reach his ribs, there have been a number of sharp inhales and exhales of breath. Sliding up his body a bit so that I can reach his shoulders, I begin to knead the muscles at the base of his neck and for the first time I get a sigh of contentment. It’s short but he moves his neck in sync with my hands.
“Not bad, huh?”
“Very enjoyable. Why did we not do this before?”
“There’s a lot of stuff we never did before. After I’m done with your shoulders, you’ll need to roll over onto your back.”
There were no complaints this time when Johnathyn rolled onto his back. In fact, he was actually smiling for the first time since we hit town. I settle myself just above his waist and lock onto his left shoulder with both hands. I can feel him relax under my touch. Moving from left to right, I’m just about ready to shift down when I feel his right hand on my leg. It doesn’t go anywhere until I move down his body and his hand slides up to my thigh. I know what he wants.
“Johnathyn.”
“Yes, Alexia.”
“You know it’s late, right?”
“But I am feeling much better than before.”
“I can tell. I know that you want to pick up where we left off before I went back to the other world.”
“It was an enjoyable time for both of us.”
“The sex was, the rest of it sucked. Thing is, I was a man like fifteen cycles ago. My head hasn’t caught up with my body yet. You remember what it was like for you when you first crossed over.”
His hand stops moving up my thigh.
“But that was different, you have done this before. It was my first time.”
“Yeah, but the feeling’s the same. I’m sure my head will catch up soon enough because I want it to but it’s not there yet. Until it does …”
He drops his hand off my leg.
“I understand and yes, I do remember what it was like when I first crossed over. Very confusing, very frustrating.”
“If it’s any consolation, I’m feeling much better at this point this time around than I did last time. It may not be very long at all and I’ll be ready, hell anxious, to … you know. But not tonight. For a lot of reasons.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
When I woke in the morning, I could hear hammers and saws. I don’t know what time it is, though the sun is up and I can smell what I think is bacon and eggs. Johnathyn is splayed out next to me, face down and snoring quietly. It’s not a big bed, more queen size with a feather mattress. A bit too soft for my tastes but as beat as we were, it was a little bit of heaven.
Last night, I was going through the bag of clothes to find something to wear to bed. Leeanna and Johnathyn had bought some pretty racy stuff from Victoria’s Secret. Not as racy as Frederick’s of Hollywood but definitely not the kind of thing you’d wear on a cold December night. I thought about wearing a long, black lace peignoir but decided it would be too cruel, particularly right after that little speech about my head not having yet caught up with my body.
This morning, I’m glad I just wore on old, oversized T-shirt and some boxers. I sit upright and swing my legs over the side of the bed, reaching up to brush my long hair from my face and rubbing my eyes. The noise of construction continues. It sounds close. I notice another sound mixed in with the hammers. It sounds like there’s someone knocking lightly on the bedroom door.
“Come in?” I hesitantly ask.
The door slowly opens as Alycia backs into the room, turning to her right as she does. She’s carrying a large platter.
“Good morning, my Queen,” she says as she turns. “I have prepared breakfast for you and …” she catches sight of how I’m dressed “…Oh my goodness!” she spins her back to me. “My apologies, my Queen! I did not know that you weren’t yet dressed.”
“Uhh, don’t worry about it, Alycia. We didn’t bring a lot of clothes with us. You can turn around.”
“Bless you for your forgiveness, my Queen. Please accept our humble faire.”
She sets the platter down on a small table next to the bed. My nose was right; bacon, eggs, some kind of porridge with bread and honey.
“I wish I could cook this well. Look, Alycia, is there any chance I can talk you out of calling me ‘my Queen’ all the time. You and Abraham have been friends of Johnathyn like forever.”
“It would not be proper, my Queen.”
“Well, if you ever get comfortable with it, you have my permission to call me Alexia. Thanks for breakfast, it really wasn’t necessary.”
“It is but a small gratitude for all you and Johnathyn have done for Abraham and me, for all of us.”
“We haven’t done that much so far. This is just a start. There’s a long way to go. It’ll get ugly before we’re finished.” There’s a sudden surge in the hammering. “What’s all the noise about?”
“Did it awaken you?” Alycia asks, concern in her voice.
“No. Just curious.” I point towards my still slumbering husband. “It hasn’t bothered him a bit. So, what’s up?”
“The men of the town are repairing your home. Fixing all the damage done by those ruffians, though I’m afraid none of them have the skills to repair the water system.”
“That was Johnathyn’s creation. I’m sure he’ll appreciate all the help. I could use your help after we’ve eaten.”
“It would be my pleasure to assist you, my Queen.”
I’m never gonna stop them from calling me that. “I just want to go around town, meet everyone, see if anyone needs anything.”
“YOU want to visit US?”
“I don’t see why not. I’m not going after Thalyn Burns for two days. I want the stories and panic to spread among his men. And his witch. If I’ve got some time to kill, might as well be useful. I need to get back into healing as soon as possible. Anybody around here sick or injured?”
“Many, my Queen. Penelope’s Army caused much pain.”
I reach back and shake Johnathyn’s leg. He mumbles something but doesn’t wake up. I shake him again but harder this time. His head lifts off the pillow but his eyes remain closed. “What is it, Alexia?”
“Rise and shine, Pumpkin. We’re burning daylight. Alycia fixed us breakfast and if you don’t get up, I’ll eat it all and you’ll go hungry.”
“If your husband wishes to remain in bed …”
“No, Alycia. He needs to get up and moving. If the town is fixing his … our home, he needs to be there.”
Johnathyn pushes his chest up off the bed.
“The town is doing what?”
“Fixing our home, Honey. Can’t you hear the sounds of industrious activity?”
“Sounds of what?”
“Hammers and saws. Apparently, your hot water system has them stymied.”
He rolls over, sitting bolt upright. “By Zaphod’s Beard! Why are they doing that? I would have gotten around to it.”
“Saves me from putting it in your Job Jar. Just a little thank you from New Amsterdam.
“It is unnecessary.” He starts to get out of bed but he finally notices Alycia is in the room. He stops immediately, covering himself with a bed sheet. “Alycia! What are you doing here?”
I indicate the platter of food with my hand. “She brought us breakfast. It looks scrumptious.”
Johnathyn leans over to get a better look. “I see. Why did she do that?”
“Same reason they’re fixing the house.”
“It is all unnecessary.”
“You said that. I agree but no one’s listening to the Queen today. I suggest we accept their generous thanks and pitch in to help.
Johnathyn leans closer to the food, savoring the smell.
“After breakfast, correct?”
“Oh yeah.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We had finished the breakfast and Johnathyn was just climbing out of the bed when the door flew open and Leeanna came bounding into the room, leaping onto the bed with a peal of laughter.
“What are you doing?!” her father demanded as he covered himself again.
“I thought of it just a moment ago. I saw Mrs. Collens’ hand and it reminded me.”
“Reminded you of what, Honey?” I ask gently.
“The rings! You’ve forgotten about your rings!”
“What do you mean? Mine’s still on the chain you gave me, right here around my – ahhhh, I see what you’re saying.” I look over at Johnathyn. He appears confused as I once was but I see his ring dangling from a chain similar to mine around his neck. I point to it.
“Yes?” he inquires.
I point with my left index finger to my upraised right index finger and the penny drops.
“How could we have forgotten?” he says. “Thank you, Leeanna.” He reaches for my ring but Leeann clamps her hand around it.
“Can I do it, Father? Mother? You both did it the first time. Could I?”
Johnathyn pauses and then shrugs his shoulders slightly, leaving the decision up to me.
“I don’t know why not. Is there some kind of tradition that covers the situation, Johnathyn?”
“You mean when husband and wife visit another world, change sex and then return back when they come home. I hardly think so.”
“Well then, as Queen, I declare that if that ever happens, the daughter can return the rings to their rightful place.” I extend my right index finger. “Go on Leeanna, it’s official.”
She laughs, which trails off into giggles. “Thank you, Mother.” She carefully lifts the chain over my head, removes my ring and gently eases it onto my finger, snug against the base. It is at once both comfortable and familiar. I can’t help but smile as I look at it and then at Johnathyn’s ring when Leeanna slips it on his finger. She sits back on her haunches with a satisfied air about her.
“There! Now we are a family again. Did you know that everyone is helping fix my room?”
“Yes,” states Johnathyn, “and I must get up and help them. I am certain they all think I’m a slugabed already.”
“We’ve got work to do also, young lady. Have you eaten?”
“Yes, Mother. Mrs. Collens had me eat with them. I told her you like breakfast in bed.”
“That was your doing? Don’t do me any favors, kid.”
“She wanted to do something for you and Father. That was all I could think of.”
Guess it could have been worse. “Fine, but check with me next time, okay? You go downstairs, we’ll get dressed and I’ll be right down.”
She rolls off the bed and starts digging into my clothes bag, quickly producing two clear plastic bags full of bright pink lace.
“Wear these today. Father thought they were particularly pretty.”
I hold out my hand towards her.
“What are you, my fashion consultant?”
“You need one. You never wear really pretty clothes, just regular things.”
“That’s because I don’t want to be one of those people who just sit around and look good. There’s work to be done so I might as well be comfortable while I do it.” I look at the labels on the bags. Another push up bra and thong panty. I look over at Johnathyn. “Really?”
He shrugs again. “I thought you would look quite attractive wearing those clothes. Leeanna agreed.”
Leeanna just smiles slyly and nods her head conspiratorially.
I shake my ring finger at my husband. “If we ever go back to the other world, you are so going to pay for this.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
After getting dressed in my basic light blue, ankle length, low waist, lace front, long sleeve dress, I hurried downstairs. That was after I gave Johnathyn a good long look at me wearing the shocking pink lingerie he bought. Since he’s not getting any for at least a few more days, he deserves the case of blue balls this stuff generates. I posed in front of the mirror to give him the full effect and I had to admit, either he or Leeanna knows what’s hot. I could burn holes through walls in this outfit. Thank Zaphod you can’t tell what I’m wearing once I get the dress on, though the girls are way out there due to the bra.
When you’re hot, you’re hot.
There are only sixty three homes in New Amsterdam proper, another twenty seven or so on farms scattered within five leagues of town. Lee and I visit each and every one of the homes in town. Most of them have someone home, almost always a woman, though there are a few with men, usually widowers. Lee knows everyone and everyone knows her. Apparently, she was a bit of a scamp before, getting into scrapes with other kids, rough housing, the usual tomboy stuff. That could explain why she handled being a boy so well.
Uniformly, the person who opens the door is shocked to see us. To see me to be exact. It’s a small town and everybody knows who and what I am. Some are even apologetic about not having come by to honor me. I think it’s a knee jerk reaction, like when a cop pulls you over. Even if you knew you hadn’t done anything, only an idiot gets up in the cops face. These people lived under Opulessa’s rule their entire lives. It’s never good news when the Queen knocks on your door. It takes me a few decicycles to calm them down. The fact that Leeanna is with me helps a lot. It also takes a few decicycles to get them to believe when I ask if there’s anything I can do for them. I’m not talking jewels and riches, here’s your three wishes, kind of help. Just what do they and the town need. I do run into a sick or injured person in the home about half the time, usually a young daughter or son but also the man or woman of the house. Luckily, I brought my laptop with us so I can fix them up in nothing flat. Often, if they’re injured, it’s thanks to Queen Penelope’s Army.
Some of the men I had let go are almost as bad as the few that I kept.
Every man, woman or child that I heal or cure is enormously grateful, as are their entire family. Sometimes it’s hard to get away to move on to the next house. They often want to make sure that I see this person or that person because they too are sick or injured. If they live out of town, someone is immediately sent out by wagon to pick them up and get them to town.
It doesn’t take long to figure out that most of the residents are your basic, decent, down to earth types. They would make wonderful neighbors. The ones I haven’t met are most of the healthy men, who are working at our home to fix it up.
It’s growing dark by the time Leeanna and I struggle back to the Collens’ home, laden with all kinds of food given to us in gratitude for what we did today. We had to borrow a small wagon to pull our bounty home with us. The wagon came with two teenage boys who were ‘volunteered’ by their mother to help, though I don’t think they objected to spending a few hours with us, not the way they were staring at me. I’d bet that I know what they’ll be thinking about when they finish relieving themselves tonight.
After dropping Leeanna off with Alycia, I hurry over to Johnathyn’s home to find him alone, finishing off the repairs to the hot water system.
“Where’d all your help go?”
“I sent them all back to their homes and families. Many of the men refused at first to leave, insisting that they must finish. I had to agree to allow them to return tomorrow before they would go.”
“I know what you mean. I brought enough food back with me to feed several dozen people and I’d bet you twice as much gets delivered here tomorrow. Some people simply won’t take ‘No thanks, it’s on the house’ for an answer.”
“Did you heal many today?”
“Yeah, quite a few. I was getting kinda tapped out there at the end. It was mostly simple, straight forward stuff. Broken bones, broken teeth, bad cuts, though one guy had been shot and left for dead. His family found him, brought him home and then I showed up. The bullet was actually lodged against his spine. That was a bit tricky but he should be back on his feet after the swelling goes down. I didn’t want to risk doing too much. Just removing the bullet and cleaning up the wound track should do the trick. We won’t leave town until I’m reasonably certain he’s okay.”
“Then you have had a productive day. Like the ones we had on the way to Glory.”
“I know, but now everyone knows I’m the Queen. All hail Queen Alexia! You can’t get past that. Everyone is worried about protocol. I just want to say ‘Dudes! Chill out! Keep it real! I’m just a regular Joe. Let’s just be buds, okay?”
“Did you say that to anyone?”
“No.”
“Good, as they would not have understood a single thing you said, as I did not.”
“Yes, but you know what I meant.”
“I understood and understand. Most of the men who were here I knew before today. Many were acquaintances, some were friends but all treated me differently than before because I am married to you, the Queen.”
“You sure it wasn’t just jealousy because I’m such a hotty?”
He grins and shakes his head. “That would explain no small amount of their behavior, but, to be serious, there was a certain amount of fear there.”
“I ran into the same thing. Thank Zaphod, Leeanna was with me. She was like the Good Housekeeping Seal of Approval and I know you have no idea what that means. She was someone familiar to them, someone safe and innocent. If she was comfortable around me, then they gave me the benefit of the doubt. I’ve got two hundred years of Opulessa to overcome and once we leave town, Leeanna won’t be much help in that department. On top of that, we both know what I have to do to get control of this problem of multiple witch queens. It’s gonna be Opulessa times two or three.”
“Once you have put down the imposters, you can reveal your true, kind, nature. The people will come around, eventually.”
“Eventually can be a very long time, Johnathyn.”
“Do you regret your course of action already? You have not yet begun.”
“I know that! And no, I don’t regret what I’m going to do. I regret the need to do it at all. I regret the wasted opportunity I had to get this right from the start. I regret the lives that will be lost at my hand and the hands of others. But I also know that there’s really no other good option. Terror trumps persuasion. Painful but true. I may go to Hell for what I’m going to do but that’s my problem.”
“Where is Hell?”
“You don’t know what Hell is? Maybe you call it something else. Hell is a place of eternal damnation and punishment where your soul goes after your death if you have lived a very bad life while alive. If you have lived a good life or receive forgiveness of your sins, your soul goes to Heaven, a place of peace and enjoyment when you die. That’s the Readers Digest version, I’ve left a lot of details out. Any of that familiar?”
“I am afraid not, Alexia.”
I chuckle before responding.
“Johnathyn, that raises one heck of religious philosophical argument. Once this is all done, I’m going to have a talk with this world’s experts and get their opinions. If changing worlds creates a ‘get out of jail free’ card, religiously speaking, we are talking big tourist dollars. On a related subject, anyone watching our prisoners?”
“We had several men doing so while we were working here, primarily to prevent someone from taking premature vengeance. I had to assure many that they would all receive the justice they deserve. I also had to offer them the opportunity to come and watch. If that is not possible …”
“No. The more the merrier, unfortunately. It helps the long term cause but puts more people in danger, short term. Johnathyn, I don’t know if this is the perfect way to do this but I must do something. This is the best I can think of, Zaphod help me. Anyone with the prisoners now?”
“No, they are alone.”
“Good, I want to talk with them.”
“Do you wish me to be present, just in case something goes wrong?”
“No, I need to do this myself. It shouldn’t take long.”
I walk quickly to the stable door. It’s locked but the key is hanging on a hook by the door. I unlock it, replace the key and step through, closing it behind me. The six men are all sitting on the ground, hands behind their respective backs. Chained at the ankles, waists, arms and each other. All eyes are on me as I approach them but they remain silent.
“Gentlemen. I’ve been talking to the town folk around here and it seems that you’ve all been worse guests than I first heard. You’ve all done some very terrible things.”
“Please Mistress – my Queen, yes, my Queen, I’ve done nothing, If you could but forgive me my …”
“Sorken, be quiet. You’re a special case. I made a promise to you and I intend to keep it. You’ll be the last to die. Don’t make a liar out of your Queen. As for the rest of you …”
“Be gone whore! We care not what you think or threaten! We are men and will not bow down to any woman!” shouts Boggins.
“What about Queen Penelope? Don’t you bow before her?”
He and the other men laugh hard and roughly.
“She is Thalyn Burns’ cow. It is but a game for us. We need a queen for appearances sake. A bow here, a ‘my Queen’ there, they are mere courtesies and mean nothing. You demand our loyalty and obedience and deserve neither. What have you done for us? What makes you our superior? Yes, you are a powerful witch, we have all felt that but we can defeat you. You cannot beat us all. There are over 1,500 of us. We can overwhelm you. Many would die but so would you. You are not a God. You are not infallible!”
“You got that right, but it doesn’t excuse your behavior. You boys were out there murdering, raping, child molesting, and thieving before I ever showed up. What’s your excuse for that?”
“If you want power, you take it!’” Boggins declares. “That is how you control a village, a town, a region, a world. Fear is respect. Fear is power. A few may be hurt or killed in the beginning but it is for the better good of all. Once you are in power, only the occasional rebel need be killed to keep the others in line. It is the way of power, it is how the game is played.”
“True, but from what I’ve heard, you all enjoyed playing the game a little too much.”
“So what if we enjoyed our work? It just means we are good at it. If we had not done it, others would have. It would have meant nothing to this town. Perhaps a different man or woman would have died but someone would have died in any event.”
“Or a different woman raped.”
“Exactly.”
“Or a different child raped.”
He didn’t reply to that one.
“So, to summarize. You believe that no one is preordained to rule over a world, particularly some woman due to accident of birth. Power must be earned and then it must be used to maintain itself. In that process, some people may be injured or killed but that is the way of the world. It’s just business as usual. Nothing personal. It is all for the greater good. It is also for the greater good that you fight against the attempts of one witch to rule over all others, unless, of course, that witch happens to be your witch, in which case, all of your bad acts are justified. The fact that you enjoyed committing those bad acts doesn’t matter because circumstances would have forced you to do those things anyway, whether you liked them or not. Because of all that, I should let you all go because it isn’t your fault. You’re just a part of the system. Does that about cover it?”
Boggins and the others look surprised, like they didn’t expect me to understand. There’s just the tiniest hint of respect on his face when he answers. “Aye, that is it to the bone.”
“It may surprise you that I agree with you almost completely. Sometimes terrible things happen for good reasons. Do you blame the people who do them when their ultimate intentions are either self defense or to do good for the greater number? That hardly seems fair. The people who play this game ought to get a pass for things like that.”
Boggins lifts his legs, rattling the chains that bind them. “Then you’ll be letting us go free?”
I walk towards the door that leads back into the house. “Sadly, no. I’m sure you’ll appreciate the irony, you see, it will be your lives that will be taken for the good of your fellow soldiers. You will die so that they may live. The fact that most of the townspeople here will greatly enjoy watching you die is of no consequence. For you and I, it’s just business.” I open the door and step through but turn back to face the six men. “Nothing personal. I’m sure you understand.”
CHAPTER FIFTY
Johnathyn insisted on driving the wagon we borrowed from Merlin Belkin. It was the same hay wagon he was driving when we first met him but it was empty this time. I need a stage on which to perform and this wagon is a good substitute. Flat, wooden and about ten by fifteen decileagues. Johnathyn drove six spikes into the bed and our prisoners were each chained to one. As usual, it was Sorken who wouldn’t shut up. He begged and begged for forgiveness while the others just did as they were told. An armed group of thirty five men or so had something to do with their lack of resistance.
I told everyone that they were welcomed to come to Thalyn Burns’ home to watch but that I did not want them to get involved in a firefight. It was an ad hoc group of New Amsterdam’s young and middle-aged men, armed with just hunting rifles. I’m sure that some of them were probably better shots than Burns’ hired guns but they were also outnumbered.
They mounted up outside Johnathyn’s home, three quarters had their own horses and the rest rode along on the wagon, Johnathyn and I were on the driver’s bench. It was a quiet ride to Thalyn Burns’ home, he lived just about twenty leagues away and we made good time. When we are half a league from our target, the two boys, who had helped Leeanna and I yesterday, pop up from a thicket of trees near the road and flag us down.
“What have you to report, gentlemen?” I ask.
They both scramble up to the bench to join us.
“Burns has lost more than half his men. There’s not 300 of them left,” says Peter, the tall blonde one. The other boy, Frankle, shorter and dark haired, pulls a folded up piece of paper from his pocket and opens it, setting it on my lap. He points to a thick, black line on the paper.
“This is the road you now travel on. There is a bend up here.” He first points to the map and then down the road to the right. “About half the men are hidden in the woods near that bend and the other half are here.” He points to a circle past the bend on his rough map. “That is Burns’ home. I think they mean to ambush you here.” He points to a spot between the bend and the home. “But, if you go that way,” he points across the field in front of us to our left, “you will come out on top of a hill near the house. You can look down and see everything and they can see you. That’s what you wanted, isn’t it, Queen Alexia?”
One of the men riding in the back stands and slides closer to us.
“The boy is correct, my Queen. It is called ‘Gobbler’s Knob’ and commands a view of the entire area but there is no cover, only woods to the left and right.”
I lean down and kiss first Peter’s forehead and then Frankle’s. They both beam with pride. “You have done well, my brave soldiers. Your service is appreciated. We will follow your advice. Run home now. I don’t want you hurt.”
They were both instantly downcast. “We want to see the fight!” cries Frankle.
“I promised your mother that you would not be hurt in any way. You told me that you knew this area like the backs of your hands and that you could sneak in and out without being caught.”
“We did exactly that, Queen Alexia, but we can keep hidden and still watch, can’t we?” begged Peter.
I hesitate for effect before answering. “You may stay but keep out of sight. The men of New Amsterdam will protect you.” I look around at the men on horseback and on the wagon. “Does everyone understand that?”
There’s a mixed chorus of responses, all agreeing with what I just said. Johnathyn nudges the team of horses off the road in the direction the boys indicated and we are soon at the base of the hill. I order everyone to dismount and take what cover they can in the trees to the left while Johnathyn and I continue up to the top of the hill with the wagon.
“Do you know what you are going to do, Alexia?”
“I’ve got a pretty good idea. Where I came from, they call it shock and awe.”
“Are you certain it will succeed?”
“Oh yeah. I just hope I don’t chicken out.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The hillside was steeper than it looked and I had to push the team to keep the wagon rolling forward. After almost fifty decileages, the ground began to level out as we crested the hill to view Thalyn Burns’ property.
It was an impressive sight. All rich bottom land, the best in the region. A very large, fine house with expensive furniture imported all the way from Glory. It is said that much of it was built by the same people who work for Opulessa. Had worked, I should say. There are two large barns flanking the home with three separate wells to provide water for all his livestock. Fields stretch back behind the house, mostly corn and hay, which run on for leagues. The nearby forests are farmed for their wood, stocking a lumber mill driven by the river. This is the most prosperous piece of land in the entire region and not the only land that Burns owns.
It takes a few decicycles for the men below to realize that their ambush plan has failed and they begin firing at us. Alexia allows a few bullets to fly by before she takes action. All the men chained to the wagon had fallen as flat to the bed of the wagon as they could to avoid being shot, cursing loudly at both Alexia and their compatriots as they did so. Alexia walks to the edge of the wagon nearest Burns’ house, making her both an obvious and easy target and raises both hands in the air. You can hear the bullets strike something in the air around her but it is not the sharp sound you normally hear upon impact. It is more like the gloppy sound of a boiling pudding. It takes but a little while to see that she is stopping the bullets in midair, they just hang there, accumulating, the air growing thicker with them with each passing milicycle. The prisoners eventually look up from their prone positions, astonished at what they see.
After almost fifteen decicycles, the firing slows to the occasional shot, the men having realized that something strange is happening and that their fire in not effective. Alexia moves her hands about and all the suspended bullets reform themselves into a loose ball which is resting on the palm of her right hand. She reaches back and makes a lazy toss of the ball but it flies through the air with great force, breaking through the nearest window of Burns’ home but it doesn’t stop there. I can hear loud thumps, crashes and screams as people flee the house from the front door. I can also see a few people gathering in the back area behind the home, likely having fled there from the house through other doors.
The ball exits the house through a wall and continues into the barn on the right, again clearing out the people and then it repeats its actions in the other barn before bursting through the barn roof, roaring skyward and exploding with a blinding light and an earth shaking rumble. Alexia stretches her arms out again.
“I AM QUEEN ALEXIA!’ she proclaims in a voice that echoes across the valley. It is much too loud and deep to have been uttered by a person even with the strongest lungs. She is manipulating her voice with magic. “I AM THE RIGHTFULL RULER OF THIS WORLD! THOSE WHO JOIN ME WILL LIVE. THOSE WHO OPPOSE ME WILL DIE. YOU HAVE TEN DECICYCLES TO DECIDE. LEAVE THIS PLACE WITHOUT YOUR WEAPONS. RETURN HOME AND FIGHT ME NO MORE! STAY AND DIE. YOUR CHOICE!” She drops her arms and steps back from the edge of the wagon.
There was an instant return of gunfire but at a much lessened intensity, but Alexia has restored her shield. I can see a great deal of movement among the men below. There are several tussles taking place and a number of individuals are quickly walking or actually running away. Still, many remain quite a few coming from further up the road where they had originally planned to attack us. The new arrivals were the ones actually firing in our direction.
Through all this, Alexia remained calm and determined while the men who had traveled with us from New Amsterdam did as she told them, kept hidden and did not return fire. The bullets are beginning to accumulate in the air around us again but we can still see down into the valley. There is a small, fat man scurrying about. I believe that it is Thalyn Burns. He is surrounded by a number of heavily armed men but they move as a group up and down the lines, directing fire from this squad or that squad.
Alexia drops her head, wavering for just a milicycle.
“It’s time,” she whispers. “God help me.” Then she straightens up and sets her shoulders.
“TIME IS UP!” she cries out in that magically loud and deep voice. She forms another bullet ball and sends it in the direction of that small fat man. It explodes several feet in front of him, scattering his people in all directions. Before they can gather back together, Alexia steps to the side of the wagon. “ANY WHO REMAIN, THEIR LIFE IS MINE TO DO WITH AS I PLEASE!”
She jerks Boggins into the air as far as his chain will permit, his feet kicking at nothing as they try to find purchase.
“THIS MAN IS ONE OF YOU! HE COMMITTED TERRIBLE ACTS OF VIOLENCE AGAINST THE PEOPLE OF NEW AMSTERDAM. FOR THAT, HE DIES TODAY!”
She leaves him floating in the air as she returns to the driver’s bench of the wagon, lifts the seat and removes an other world rifle.
“What are you going to do, Alexia?” I ask.
She slides the bolt of the rifle back and forwards, loading a round into the chamber.
“In my old world, it’s called shooting skeet. We use clay pigeons. I’ll just have to make do.” She steps back to the edge of the wagon as Boggins strains against his bonds, cursing and screaming at Alexia. She turns to face him. “Ready to ask for my forgiveness? Even now is not too late, Boggins.”
His reply is spitting towards her but she blocks it just as she did the bullets. She shoulders the rifle and turns back towards the men in the valley.
“PULL!” she shouts. Boggins breaks free of his chains and is thrown high into the air over the heads of the men. His path through the air is a long, high arc. All is silent except for his panic driven screams. Alexia tracks his progress with the muzzle of her rifle. As he plummets towards the ground, she pulls the trigger. There is a single, sharp retort and Boggins body disappears in a cloud of red vapor and tiny bits of flesh which rain down over Thalyn and his army.
We can hear their cries of shock and anguish.
Olmert is the next one to levitate off the floor of the wagon. He is too stunned to react.
“THIS MAN ALSO VICTIMIZED THE PEOPLE OF NEW AMSTERDAM BUT HE MADE A SPECIALTY OF RAPING VERY YOUNG GIRLS! PULL!”
As Olmert flew through the air to his unbelievable fate, he too screamed in panic but it was to no avail. A single shot from Alexia’s gun and he was also reduced to tiny pieces that drenched the men off to our right.
This bloody display continued for each of the other men. Alexia listed their crimes, launched them off into the air and dispatched them with a shot from her rifle, the gruesome remains of each man pelting a different section of the men before us. When it came to Sorken, she simply said “I PROMISED HIM HE’D BE THE LAST TO DIE.”
Since he saw what happened to Boggins, Sorken had been continually begging Alexia to forgive him. As each man went to meet his horrible fate, he had resorted to pleading, then crying and was now just babbling, frightened beyond comprehension. Alexia did not even look upon his pitiful countenance before uttering that final word and he is propelled into the air to his doom. He seems to be heading towards the barn on the left, totally silent, having likely passed out from fear. Alexia is following him with the rifle until, at the last moment she raises the muzzle straight into the air and fires, deliberately missing him. He lands in an enormous pile of hay, scattering it to the four winds. Two men run over to him and help him walk away from the pile, very much alive. She hands me her rifle.
“Five out of six isn’t bad. That was the shock. Now comes the awe.”
She closes her eyes, balling up her fists. I can hear the occasional shot in our direction but she ignores them, squeezing her eyes tightly shut. There is nothing but sporadic gunfire for several milicycles and then I hear a sound, something I had never heard before this moment. It was like a huge animal bellowing, deep and long, but at the end there was the sound not unlike the peal of a bell, as if the animal had swallowed a bell and a horn but they were still resonating deep in his gullet. The call echoes up and down the valley, causing all to look about in fearful confusion.
I cannot tell from which direction the sound comes, nor can the men below us. They continue to look about. Quite a few of them had run away when Alexia began executing the prisoners but there are still over 200 men present, including Thalyn Burns. The sound begins to grow louder, as if the beast is rapidly approaching but there is still no clue as to what it is and where it is coming from. Just as the call becomes so loud that one is almost forced to cover one’s ears, the creature bursts over the top of the trees in the forest to our left.
It is a dragon! The same dragon that Alexia had conjured at the Collens’ table three days prior but so much larger. Its wings spread wide; it is easily thirty decileagues tip to tip and even longer from snout to tale. Each of its four clawed paws could easily grab a man and crush him to death. Its color is blackness itself but the scales still reflect the light as if it is made of some kind of black jewel, which only increases the contrast with its large, red, angry eyes. What were cute, little teeth before are now fearsome ivory white sabers.
It glides over the compound from left to right and then wheels around to pass over again. It draws the fire of a few staunch men but the rest are running for their lives, scrambling over anyone so unlucky as to fall down in the directionless stampede of both people and animals looking to escape what, until today, was an entirely fictional animal but one that every fiber of your being tells you is the most dangerous thing in this world. It is during this second pass that the beast belches a stream of flame so intense that the Burns house is instantly aflame. Two more blasts and both barns are blazing out of control in milicycles.
The creature turns its attention to the fields, crossing back and forth with a lazy flap of its gigantic wings, setting the crops on fire with little effort. The dragon then circles the area one last time, gaining altitude from the rising heat created by the absolute fiery devastation it has left behind and then heads west, towards Glory. I finally lose sight of it as it approaches the horizon because the smoke is too thick to see through. A few milicycles later, Alexia relaxes, collapsing against me, barely able to stand.
“Johnathyn, get me out of here.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I’m a monster.
An inhuman monster.
There’s no other way to put it. I just killed five men in cold blood. Each and every one of them had either murdered or raped multiple men, women and even children since they invaded New Amsterdam and Zaphod knows what they did before that but I was the one who decided they would die for what they did and I pulled the trigger.
The first guard was an accident. The second guard was going to report us. I gave him a chance to stop but he refused. I didn’t actually kill Opulessa but I had a pretty good idea what would happen when I took her magic away. I even gave Boggins and his people a chance to repent, to ask for forgiveness but they said drop dead.
I would have said the same thing if I was in their position.
Would it have made any difference if they had asked for forgiveness? Someone had to pay for what happened here. I needed to make an example of somebody so people would know that I was serious. I did the same thing back in high school with that senior football player who kicked Terry in the back. I was on him so fast that he didn’t know what hit him. Once I had him on the ground, I could have let him go but I kept wailing on him until the cops broke it up. Cost me a month’s suspension but practically no one messed with me or Terry for the next three years and the ones who did deserved what they got. They had been put on notice.
I had to put this world on notice. Alexia is back and you do not want to fuck with her. Bigger stage, bigger act, but I saw the look in Johnathyn’s eyes, in the eyes of all the other men who had witnessed what I had done.
I’m a monster.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Alexia was as fatigued as I could ever recall seeing her. She was barely able to stand as she slumped against me but I could sense that she did not wish for the others to know this. A small group of the New Amsterdam men cautiously approached the wagon. As soon as Alexia saw them, she pulled herself upright but it took great effort.
“Qu-qu-qu-queen All-llexia?” the nearest man stutters.
“Yes?” she gasps loudly in reply.
“What do-do-do you command us to do?”
She discreetly looks up at me, begging me to take control. I oblige.
“The Queen wishes for you and your men to men to go down below and look for survivors. Bring any injured people back to New Amsterdam. We will leave the wagon and take two of the horses and meet you back there.”
“Witch,” she whispers.
“Yes. Bring the witch Penelope with you if you find her. Do not take any unnecessary risks while doing so. The Queen does not wish for any of you men to be killed or injured in her service.”
“Looting” she says, slightly louder than before.
“For or against?” I ask, seeking clarification.
Her face flashes a moment of humor. “Against. Definitely against,” she firmly states.
“There is to be no looting by you men,” I proclaim.
There is a pause while everyone looks over at the smoking, blackened scene below them.
“Who needs charcoal?” quips someone from the back of the crowd. A swirl of nervous laughter sweeps through and quickly vanishes.
“Nonetheless, you have your orders. No looting and do not take risks,” I repeat. “If one of you would be so kind as to bring us two good horses…” There is a mad scramble as they all seek to comply with my request. Momentarily alone, I quietly question Alexia.
“Can you ride?”
She shakily steps away from me towards the edge of the wagon.
“Long enough to get out of sight, then I’ll need a few minutes to rest.”
She seems to be a little stronger than before but nothing like her usual self. I rush over to where she is attempting to climb down from the wagon, jump down, turn, take her by the waist and lift her off the wagon, gently setting her down next to me, my hands remaining about her waist.
“Thank you Johnathyn. For everything.”
“You are most welcome, my wife.”
This brings another brief glow of happiness to her face but it fades almost immediately. One of the two boys, I believe his name is Frankle, rushes towards us holding the reins of a good horse in each hand. I take the reins from his right hand, straighten the horse’s tack and saddle and assist Alexia in mounting. I then grab the other set of reins and quickly swing up into the saddle.
Alexia takes a deep breath, gathers herself and then addresses the group of men before her. “Take great care. No one dies today in my service. I want to make that clear. Do you all understand?”
There is a loud chorus of affirmative response, with numerous bows and “my Queens” added.
“Good. Make your inspection and return as soon as possible. Your families await you.”
She spins the horse around and prods it in the flanks with her heels. It bolts forward in a cloud of dust, galloping off down the hill, leaving me behind. I flick my reins and urge my horse forward to catch up to Alexia. It is but a few decicycles and we have both rounded a long bend in the road and Alexia pulls up near a grove of trees, visibly slumping in the saddle.
“Are you not well?” I ask.
“No, I’m not sick. It was that dragon. It took damn near everything I had to make it and keep it going. I think it was too big.”
“It was certainly a surprise. As was the other thing.”
“You hate me, don’t you?”
“NO! I do not hate you! It is just something like that, without any warning. Why did you not speak to me about it before?”
“We did talk about me needing to do something big, something shocking, to get people’s attention.”
“Well, the way you killed those men and that dragon. Why a dragon?”
“Leeanna told me so many stories that had been told to her when she was young. Both our cultures include mythic beasts and we both have stories about dragons. They aren’t real but everyone knows what they look like. You know one when you see one. It was easy for me to visualize because they’ve been created by our popular entertainment for years. In books and movies and paintings and television. There’s an entire dragon subculture, like they’re real things. This is one Leeanna and I thought up. Her name is Lilly.”
“Her name?”
“Yes, HER name. Don’t be so surprised. A dragon has to have a sex, might as well be a girl dragon.”
“How can you tell?”
“The usual way. Didn’t you notice when she flew by?”
“I guess I was more concerned about other things. The teeth, the claws, the big spiked tail. And the fire.”
“She is a bit of a show off, isn’t she? Don’t change the subject, what about the skeet shooting?”
“Again, it would have been better if you had come to me first. Why did you not?”
“Because you would have talked me out of it. It was the right thing to do but if I knew that you didn’t approve I don’t think I could have done it. I’m going to have a hard time living with myself as it is. If I thought that you hated me for it …”
“I do not hate you. I could never hate you.”
“That’s what I saw in your eyes. Definitely hate.”
“Surprise, certainly. Upset, yes. Disgust, that would be true. Fear … yes, fear. I did not know that you were capable of such a thing.”
“A person can think up a lot of terrible things. When I think it up, it can happen. If I don’t stop it.” She sits up straight in the saddle, stretching and arching her back. “I’m feeling a little recharged now. We better get on the road to home.”
“What will you do if the men find the witch Penelope?”
She is thoughtful for a moment. “I don’t know. I really don’t know.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We had been back in New Amsterdam for over three cycles before the men returned. They hadn’t found any survivors but they didn’t find any bodies either. That was what I had intended. I wanted everyone out of the house and barns when they were burned. I wanted property destruction, not dead people. At least no more than necessary. I know that we’re talking war and death comes with war but I’ll do all that I can to keep the body count low, particularly if I’m not sure that they truly deserve it.
I can’t describe how happy I was to see them all come home safe and sound. I wasn’t there to watch over everyone and if one of them had gotten hurt or died while doing something I told them to do, I just can’t imagine it. How could I face a parent or a wife and tell them their loved one was dead or hurt and it was my fault?
Even better, they had found the other witch. She had been hiding in one of the well houses during the attack. Good choice. All stone and plenty of water in case of fire. When she was brought in to see me, there were several bruises on her arms and face.
“Did any of you do that to her?” I inquire with an edge to my voice.
“No, my Queen! We found her just as you see her! We did nothing to the poor wretch!”
Poor wretch was a pretty accurate description. The girl looks to be barely eighteen years old, thin, gangly, dirty hair and, though she has nice clothes, nicer than mine actually, they’re torn and soiled. On top of that, she’s scared out of her wits.
“Who harmed you, girl? You can tell me. Was it one of my people?”
She looks back and forth between me and the men who had brought her in to Johnathyn’s home to meet me, eyes full of fear. She finally just shook her head “no” and then stares at the floor.
“You can go,” I say, dismissing the men. “Go see your families. They’re worried about you despite my assurances.”
They all hurry out, relieved to get away from me. Can’t say I blame them. The stories will be all over the town before bedtime. We’ll see how I’m treated tomorrow. For now, it’s just me and Penelope in the kitchen. She’s just standing there, shaking like the lone leaf on a bare tree during a winter storm.
“What are you, girl? A fifty one? A forty three?” She just stares at her feet, trembling. “Talk to me. I’m not going to bite your head off. Yet.”
Her head snaps up, her eyes all wide and crazy. Clearly she can’t take a joke. I want to know something about her and how she was recruited but she’s just too damned afraid of me.
Just then, Leeanna charges into the room, bumping into Penelope who practically jumps through the roof.
“Excuse me!” Lee apologizes. “Mother, have you seen my room? It is even better than before! They fixed the leak in the ceiling.”
“Leeanna, calm down. We have a guest.”
“I’m sorry, Mother. Good day. I’m Leeanna Tyber.” Leeanna extends her right hand, just as I taught her. Shaking hands is not a custom of this world. Customs have to start somewhere. Penelope just stares at her hand.
“It works like this,” I say, taking and shaking Leeanna’s hand. Lee turns back toward Penelope, hand out, smiling innocently. Penelope glances down at her own open hand, then slowly reaches out. Leeanna takes the initiative, grabbing and shaking it, smiling all the time. “What’s your name?” she asks.
You can practically see the gears turning in Penelope’s head. Lee is just about as non-threatening as humanly possible. She’s my own little goodwill Ambassador. The witch is comparing what she thinks she knows about me and what she sees in front of her. I let Leeanna keep talking.
“Are you a witch? I know a lot of witches. They’re really nice people, well, except for Opulessa but you know that already. Sometimes, I wish I was a witch.”
“But you said that you are her daughter. How can you be her daughter and not be a witch?” Penelope asks nervously.
“Leeanna is the daughter of my husband. Her birth mother is dead so now she is my daughter, just not by blood.”
“I see.”
“So,” Leeanna persists, “what is your name?”
“Penelope Langer.”
“What are you? Mother is a Seventy Seven; the most powerful witch in the world, though she’s nothing like Opulessa. Thank Zaphod.”
“I am only a Thirty Six.”
“That is more than I am.”
“How did you get involved with Thalyn Burns, Penelope?” I inquire.
“He – he came to my village. We live west and south of this area. He had need of a witch and my father sold me to him.”
“Your father SOLD you?”
Penelope falls back a little, fear returning to her face.
I raise both hands, palms forward. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to frighten you. You simply surprised me. I knew about debt labor and dowries but downright slavery? Well, all this shit ends NOW!”
She steps further back. Damn it!
“Sorry, sorry,” I say, as calmly as possible. “I sometimes get a little emotional about certain things.”
“A little emotional?” Leeanna chides. “That is like saying the Miryian Waters are a little warm.” She slowly approaches Penelope, taking both of her hands, holding them between hers, peering deep into her frightened eyes. “My Mother can be very frightening sometimes but she is the best person I know. Other than my Father. She won’t hurt you.” She looks back at me. “Will you, Mother.”
It’s not a question but a statement. I’d like to answer with the truth, which is “I won’t hurt you without cause” but that’s not what Penelope needs to hear right now.
“I will not hurt you, Penelope.”
“And my mother does not tell falsehoods. You are safe among us.” She releases her hands. “Have you seen Father, Mother?”
“Not lately. He was with Mr. Collens, looking through the things he and Alycia had saved from the bad men.”
She becomes excited. “I must find them! They could have some of my belongings.” She hurries from the room, leaving Penelope and I alone again.
I smile tightly at Penelope.
“Leeanna can be a bit hyperactive sometimes.”
“Sh-sh-she seems nice. And honest.”
“She is, for the most part. What happened after Burns bought you from your father?”
“We returned to his home. I had a small room over one of the barns and was left mostly alone. A servant girl would bring me food and the occasional book.”
“You can read?”
“Yes. My Mother taught me.”
“That puts you a leg up on a lot of people around here. Can you write?”
“Yes.”
“What else did your mother teach you?”
“She is a Healer. I was learning the trade,” she answers, a smidgen of pride showing.
“A Healer? There may be some use for you yet. How did you get those bruises?”
“It was after you arrived, after you defeated his men who lived in New Amsterdam. Burns wanted me to fight you but I refused.”
“Couldn’t hurt a sister witch?”
“No. I was afraid of dying. When he discovered how little I could actually do, he gave up beating me. I returned to my room and stayed there until your big metal ball chased me outside.”
Well, at least that part worked. “What happened when we attacked today?”
“I was running about the compound, searching for a place to hide. Everywhere I went, the men blamed me for what had happened to their friends. I finally found refuge in a well house. After that, I know not. What was that terrible noise?”
“That was Lilly, my dragon. Didn’t you take a peek?”
“I was much too afraid. You have a dragon?”
“When I need her, yes.”
There’s a rapid knock on the kitchen door.
“Come in,” I order.
A woman bursts in, immediately bowing low before me. “My Queen! It is my son! He is not well! I know you have done your best but …” she blurts out in one long sentence before I stop her.
“Wait. Hold up. Your son is the one that was shot, right?”
“Yes, my Queen! His fever has returned and he is in much pain.”
“Okay, we’ll be right there.”
“Oh thank you, my Queen! May Zaphod bless you!” She hurries from the room.
I reach down and pick up my backpack. “Come on, Penelope. We’ve got work to do.”
“WE?” she gasps.
“You’re a Healer, aren’t you? Time to show me what you can do.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
When we enter the small house, it’s crowded with friends and family. Penelope doesn’t need the pressure.
“I need everyone out of here, everyone except for the mother and father.”
“His father is dead. He is my only child, my Queen.”
Great. A widow and her only child. No pressure there.
“We’ll do all that we can.”
As the rest of the people file out, the mother leads us to a small, neat bedroom. Her son is laying on his back in bed, sweating buckets and moaning in pain. There appears to be some swelling in his abdomen. I drop my pack next to the bed then reach out and gently touch the swollen spot. He twists away from my touch, groaning.
“Okay, Penelope, what’s wrong?”
“You wish me to … but, I thought you would … I am not skilled enough.”
“Nonsense. This is basic stuff. You said your mother was training you. What’s wrong with this patient?”
She nervously licks her parched lips and then turns towards the boy. “He - he seems to be feverish.”
“Good. What else?”
“His skin is pale.”
“Fine. What else?”
“I can see nothing else.”
“Use your other senses. What do you smell?”
“Smell? I smell nothing unusual.”
“Concentrate. Breathe slowly. Savor the odor, like it’s a fine meal.”
She bends down and does what I say. She slowly inhales and exhales, eyes closed, her nose a few milicycles above his stomach. She gradually moves up then back down his body.
“What do you smell, Penelope?”
“There is nothing, my Queen. Only the sweat from his body … and …” she stops right above the swollen area, cocks her head to the side and takes several breaths.
“And what?”
“I am not sure. I have never smelled this before. It is like … rotten meat?”
“Very good! Let’s take a look.”
I remove the laptop from my pack and turn it on. The medical CD is already in the drive and it starts immediately. I bring up the section on anatomy, starting at the skin.
“This is what the body looks like, from the outside in.”
“What is this magic?” she yelps.
“I’ll explain later. We’re a little short on time. Pay attention.”
I begin to peel back the layers on the screen, first the skin, the pores and glands, the muscles, the organs and finally the bones. Penelope stares in wide eyed amazement. Reversing the steps, I review everything as I work back to the skin.
“Okay, that’s what it should look like. Now, we’re going to go see what is actually going on in there.”
“See? But how?”
“It’s not easy, but a good witch can move out of herself, put her senses in another place separate from her body. You can experience what is happening in another room, another house, another body.”
“I am not powerful enough to do such a miracle! I have never done anything like that.”
“That’s why I showed you all those pictures. You have to imagine that you are there. Think about what it would look like. If you put yourself there in your mind, your mind will go there.”
“My Queen, I am only a Thirty Six!”
“True, but with me in the room, you are the strongest Thirty Six this world has ever seen. We feed off of each other’s magic. That’s what happens when witches join forces. A group of witches is the most powerful force in this universe and you are a part of this sisterhood. Embrace the power! You are supposed to be a Healer. Be a Healer! Use your power to save this boy’s life.”
“But you could do this some more easily than I.”
“What happens when I leave? Who will care for these people? This region needs a talented Healer. You can be that Healer. With training and practice, you could become a legendary Healer. You already know more than most Healers in this world. They’ve got little idea as to what’s below the skin. Does your mother know?”
“Not that she told me.”
“There ya’ go.” I hold my open hand over the boy’s body, just below the swollen area. “Aim for this spot. I’m guessing he’s got an abscess.”
“What is that?”
“A pocket of infection. I probably missed something the first time. You ready to give this a whirl?”
“What?”
“Are you prepared to attempt this?”
Penelope takes a ragged breath and an equally ragged exhale. “Yes, my Queen.”
I touch her shoulder. Her head swivels to look me in the eyes.
“You can do this, Penelope. You’ve got the power, you’ve got the knowledge. All you have to do is put the two together. You don’t have to do anything, just tell me what you see. Got it?”
“Yes, my Queen.” She closes her eyes, breathing quickly.
“Sloooow doooown,” I whisper in her ear. “Relaaax. Visualize. Picture the spot. When you have the spot in your mind, your mind will go to the spot. Reeelaaax.”
Her breathing becomes slower but deeper, eventually several milicycles between breaths. I concentrate on filling her with my power.
“It is dark,” she states quietly.
“You can make it brighter. Think about you being surrounded by light.”
“Yes,” she sighs. There is a pause and then she smiles. “It is all so amazing! I could never have believed this was possible.”
“Is there blood moving past you?”
“Yes, quite a large amount.”
“Anything mixed with the blood?”
She squints her closed eyes. “There is something … it is a gray thread, swirling about.”
“Move towards that gray thread, follow it to the source.”
She nods her head as her brow furrows. She says nothing else for almost a decicycle. I don’t want to interrupt her but I need to know what is going on.
“Penelope …”
“It is terrible! So foul! A cavern of odorous liquid.”
“I’d say you found it. Good job. Very good job. You can return and I’ll take care of it.”
“May I stay and watch? I must learn how to do this.”
Looks like I’ve got a winner on my hands.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“I apologize for not getting this right the first time, Ma’am,” I tell his mother. “The bullet hit a rib and a fragment ended up in his abdomen. I didn’t catch it the first time and the area became infected. We got it all this time but I’m leaving Mistress Penelope here to make certain he recovers.”
“Mistress Penelope? Is she not the same witch who was Queen Penelope?”
“She was but not by choice. Thalyn Burns,” it still galls me to say it, “bought her and imprisoned her. She was a pawn in his game.”
“What is pawn, my Queen?”
Uugghh boy. “Sorry. Let’s see. Ahhh, she was as much a victim as your son was and she will atone for any possible sins by caring for him and the people of this town as Healer once I have left.”
“You are leaving us? Who will protect us should Thalyn Burns return?”
“He shouldn’t. He and his men are on the run. If the men of this region organize a militia group, they should be able to prevent anyone from causing trouble until I get the Queen’s Guard up and running again.”
“If I may be so bold as to ask, my Queen, how will you accomplish that?”
“Just as I did it here, though I won’t be destroying so many of the crops. My husband pointed out that I shouldn’t have burned fifteen percent of this regions corn and wheat crops. Don’t worry, I’ll take care of that too once I’m back in Glory.”
Five Hertz of Separation
CHAPTER FIFTY ONE
There is certainly a different feeling to the Palace under the new rule. Politics is always politics but the threat of death, or worse, has been lifted. That brings a new set of challenges, ones that the Witches Council seems incapable of dealing with. They all mean well but good intentions will not feed the horse. They are too divided to truly rule this world and they fail to inspire the kind of loyalty needed among both the people and the Queen’s Guard. There is no doubt that Opulessa was worse but things could certainly be better.
The troubles have been increasing rapidly ever since they took … well, I can’t say control, that is the problem. Certainly since Opulessa was killed. However, I bring information that may change the situation.
If only Mistress Denson would keep a reliable schedule!
I have been waiting twenty decicycles past my appointed time yet there is no sign of her, or her secretary. The woman who is here assures me she will soon arrive but she has been saying that for the last fifteen decicycles.
Finally, I hear a commotion at the end of the hall leading to this office and Mistress Denson sweeps in, her secretary at her heels.
Some things never change.
“I am so sorry to keep you waiting, General Packer. The Council meeting ran longer than expected.”
They always do.
“I am at your service, Mistress. My time is yours to command.”
“I wish all my appointments were as understanding as you, General. I will see you in …” she looks at her secretary “ten decicycles?” Her secretary nods in confirmation.
“As you wish, Mistress.”
Surprisingly, I am called after only eight decicycles. A pleasant change.
Once I am seated, the secretary leaves us, though I have no illusions that we are truly alone. I am certain that someone is recording our conversation.
“What do you have to report concerning the numerous rebellions, General Packer?”
“A surprising amount of very good news, Mistress.”
“Really? There has not been much of that these past few months.”
“No indeed. The information that I have is all second hand. None of my men have witnessed any of the battles I am reporting about today.”
“I do not understand. How could your men not witness battles they participated in?”
“These fights did not involve the Queen’s Guard in any way.”
“Are the rebel groups turning on one another?” she asks, hope in her voice.
“Not exactly. There was some of that in the early months as different groups fought for territory, but that has faded away. No, these reports are from the statements of the survivors of these different battles, of which there are surprisingly large numbers.”
“Proceed.”
“Thank you, Mistress. It seems to have started in the East, near New Amsterdam. One of the minor rebel groups, less than 700 in numbers, was utterly routed by a single witch. She killed a group of men in an extraordinarily theatrical manner but it was very effective. If the reports are true, I must raise my hat to her. She then called upon, and remember, these are unconfirmed but completely consistent reports, a fire breathing dragon to bring total destruction to the property of the rebel leader, a Thalyn Burns.”
She blinks twice before responding. “Did you say a dragon?”
“A fire breathing dragon. A rather large one, though that is where some of the reports vary.”
“Since dragons do not exist at all, I can understand why the reports are not consistent, General.”
“I do not doubt these reports, Mistress Denson. I have spoken to many of these men myself. Some used to be part of the Queen’s Guard who have returned, begging to be allowed to rejoin.”
“Why would they do that?”
“Allow me to provide some additional information before I answer that question. As I said, this began in the East but quickly spread. Different groups were attacked in similar ways, though there were no further theatrical executions. Always a single witch and the dragon, which appears to be impossible to kill or even harm in any way.”
“The witch or the dragon?”
“Both, Mistress. Also consistent is, though the attacks are nearly unstoppable, there are no reports of casualties, no prisoners taken, except for that first attack in New Amsterdam, and, before each attack, the witch clearly identifies herself as Queen Alexia. She gives the men a chance to run away, to return to her service and those who do not will, and this is important, ultimately die.”
“Which explains the sudden increase in the number of your troops.”
“Exactly, Mistress. The most recent reports have Queen Alexia riding the dragon as if it were a horse, directing it through the air and destroying at will.”
“Has all this been effective?”
“Exceedingly so. The survivors of one attack scatter but they tell their stories wherever they go. The stories are now almost legendary and the mere appearance of Queen Alexia and her dragon sends the rebels running.”
“I thought you said she was not killing anyone, with those first exceptions.”
“That is correct but most of the rebels view that as their good luck and cannot see the genius in the plan. I honestly cannot say that I would stand in the face of a giant, fire breathing dragon even if there was a good chance I might survive. It would take someone stronger than I to do that.”
“You said ‘Queen Alexia.’ Do you believe it to be her?”
“Of that I have no doubt. The description of the witch is her to the top of her head. The wish to not kill fits exactly, though she has turned that to her advantage, so far. In addition, is there another witch out there who could create a huge magical beast and maintain it for many decicycles?”
“Alexia was not strong enough to do that when she left this world. Somehow, she has become even stronger in her absence.”
“I assumed this information would be a surprise but you have accepted my statements rather easily. Is there something I should know, Mistress Denson?”
She takes a sip from a cup of warm tea flavored with honey that is always on her desk during meetings. Swallowing slowly, she looks at me over the lip of the cup. The effect is uncomfortable, as if I am being studied by an old, maiden aunt. She returns the cup to a holder above a small lit candle.
“Your information is not a complete surprise. The news about the various rebel groups is a happy surprise. As for Alexia, I had sent for her well over a month ago.”
“Sent for her?”
“I ordered Miran Pegues to return to the other world, find Alex Thompson and convince him to return to this world. The concept of a Witches Council has failed. History may argue exactly why that has happened but there is no argument that the statement is not true.”
It is a relief to hear her say that but I do not want to react too strongly. It was her pet project and she poured a great deal of effort in trying to make it work.
“It was a noble experiment, Mistress.”
“One which I believe you predicted would fail.”
“I am not a visionary, Mistress Denson. It is not my place to make policy but to implement it. I kept my misgivings to myself and always followed orders.”
“And earned my eternal respect for doing so. Thank you for your hard work in these difficult times, General Packer. I believe that if the Council broke apart without another option in place, the fighting would rapidly spread and become an all out civil war, fracturing the Queen’s Guard further in the process.”
“An astute observation, Mistress.”
“Thank you. Alexia was the obvious choice from the standpoint of a dominant witch. We all know her and what she is capable of. None of us are her equal, not even if we band together.”
“Which you clearly cannot do.”
The look on her face tells me I have struck a sore spot. “Yes, General. We witches cannot seem to agree on anything.”
“If I may ask, did you seek the agreement of your sister witches on the return of Alexia?”
“I did not.”
“Was that because they would not agree with your plan?”
“It was because there would not be unanimous agreement.”
“Mistress Beckwith.”
“At the least, General.”
I am not one to put great stock in rumors but a man in my position cannot afford to ignore them completely. Some have said that Mistress Beckwith, in league with others, would not object to the collapse of the Witches Council. It would give her the opening to create a more active and forceful government. I myself have received some subtle inquiries from her representatives which were cut short when I told them that I was loyal to the current government and would never seek to change it but that if change happened on its own, I would be loyal to the new government.
“Do your sister witches know of your plan now?”
“They know Alexia has returned.”
“How do they know this to be true?”
“Because we can feel her. A witch as powerful as Alexia does not move about unnoticed by other witches. The long suppression by Opulessa made many of us sensitive to the presence of large amounts of magic. Three days ago, the well ran over. It practically gushed from the well house.”
“That strong?”
“It was as if she was standing in the room with us but she was not. Alexia is finally in the city. I had asked Pegues to bring her back to me but, clearly, that did not happen. From your reports, Alexia has been quite busy completing her own plan for our world.”
“Do you have any idea what that is?”
“None.”
“Does that frighten you?”
“How could it not?”
“Mistress Beckwith?”
A tight smile creeps across her face. “Is disappointed.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It’s been a busy few weeks for Johnathyn and me. I’d fly us to an area, we’d scout out the local militia loyal to this Queen or that Queen, plan my attack, scare the shit out of them and move on.
We’ve moved all around Glory but kept away from the city itself. I wanted to give time for word of my return to spread naturally. It helps with putting the rebels on the run. Johnathyn has been a bit of a pain in the ass about what I can and can’t destroy. When you’re packing a kick-ass fire breathing dragon, you just gotta burn something! He’s all worried about local economies, the cost of repairs and so on but I have to do something to prove to the non-believers that I mean business. If I’m not going to roast a few rebels on the spit, we both strongly agree with that, then I’m limited to property damage. I know Johnathyn is thinking back to the shock of finding his own home trashed but I gotta do something. Property damage is the lesser of evils, though as my rep spreads, it takes less of that each time.
Occasionally, I recognize familiar faces in the fleeing crowds as Lilly and I cruise overhead. I need that to happen to spread the word but still, it’s disappointing. It means that I’m not getting through to some people. Sooner or later, I’m going to have to escalate and I don’t want to think about what that means. I mean, there’s got to be people on this world who would be just as determined to fight against me as I would be if I were in their shoes. What would it take to make me surrender to me? A hell of a lot, maybe a lot more than I’m ready to do. All Johnathyn and I have really done so far is rattle a whole lot of cages. They aren’t causing trouble for the common people because they’re too busy running, which is better than nothing but, as history has proven, you can’t win a war strictly from the air. Ya’ gotta put boots on the ground.
After that last group near the South coast, it was clear that we had done about all we could by ourselves, which is why we returned to Glory. Riding in on a couple of horses we liberated from a rebel group, it is interesting to see how the city has changed since I left.
There’s still security but it’s mostly outside of the city limits, defending against invading armies not individuals. There are still troops around the Palace but not as many as before. In fact, the total number of Queen’s Guard that we see as we move into and through town seems to be fewer than before. Way fewer. That could mean a couple of things. They could be out fighting rebel groups but we never ran into anything like that when we were out and about. If that was the case, you think we would have seen it. A second explanation is there’s been a lot of casualties. I think Packer is too smart to waste his men like that, assuming Packer is still in charge of the Queen’s Guard. A third answer would be desertions.
Guess I’ll find out eventually. Right now, I need to check on my popularity with the people.
Johnathyn and I rein the horses in front of the building that Beckwith damaged during the attack on Opulessa. I’m glad to see that they have fixed it.
“How do we know if they still live here, Alexia?”
“We don’t, but it’s as good a place to start as any.”
“Should we not see Dierdra first before all others? She asked for you to return so she should be pleased to see you.”
“You’re right but she may not know what’s really going on. Leaders often live in a bubble of what we call ‘Yes men’, subordinates who do not like delivering bad news so they only deliver good news, even if they have to make it up. They always agree with whatever idea or plan their boss supports, right or wrong. You get surrounded by ‘Yes men’ and pretty soon, you’re completely out of touch with reality. I need the unvarnished truth, Johnathyn. Good or bad.”
“And you think the Cantell woman can give you that?”
“I hurt her and her family. I fixed it but that’s not a good way to start a relationship. I then left and we both know what happened after that. She’s got reasons to both like and hate me, stronger personal reasons than most. She seemed smart and tuned into the pulse of the populace. I’m sure she’d be a good sounding board if she’s willing to talk to me. If we can find her.”
“If this remains her home, she should be in the courtyard, as it is past the middle of the day. Do you wish for me to search for her?”
“No, I better do it. She’s seen you and you’re hard to forget.”
He smiles slyly. “As are you, my Wife.”
I had gotten past the change while we were out rousting rebel groups. My head caught up with my body. It was like a second honeymoon for us: traveling around the country, staying at little out of the way inns, eating the local cuisine, seeing the sights and screwing like rabbits at night.
We had left Leeanna with the Collens at New Amsterdam. Kinda took the pressure off for both of us.
Picking up where we had left off, it was simply glorious! A lot of pressure had built up in Johnathyn and he gave me every bit of it.
“While we both may be unforgettable, my Husband, only I can do this.”
I dismount, stroll a few feet away to an alcove, step in so that no one can see me and quickly transform, exiting as a dead ringer for my young witch friend Penelope.
“I had forgotten you could do that, Alexia. It gives me an idea. Do you suppose you could become a …”
“Think twice before saying anything else, my Husband.”
“Perhaps later, when you are in a more receptive mood.”
“Hold that thought, Johnathyn. We’ve got work to do. You hang tight here and I’ll see what I can find out.”
He also dismounts, grabs the reins of both horses and steps away from the street into the shadows of several small trees. I enter the open courtyard through a large stone arch. It takes me several milicycles to spot Codii Cantell. I thought I’d pick her out of the crowd of children almost immediately but she has grown so much in the three quarters of a year since I left. Has it been that long? It takes even longer to locate Emery, the baby boy. He’s closer to a toddler. Do kids grow up faster on this world or is it just me? I’d never have recognized him if his mother hadn’t picked him up and cleaned his hands. I amble over to the bench on which Marta is sitting, holding Emery on her lap, taking a round-about path through the playing children.
They race about me, chasing each other, screaming, shouting, giggling and laughing. Pure joy unrestrained. I can’t remember Terry and me ever playing like that. Maybe we were younger, that age where you can’t recall what happened, like your second or third or even fourth birthdays. To live in a household with that kind of natural, unfettered, youthful happiness must be wonderful. Though there are also poopie diapers, the terrible twos and picky eaters who live on spinach for a week and then won’t touch it for a year.
Children are a mixed bag, at best.
My brain says that but my hormones are making my arms ache to hold one of those little racing imps. I look up to see Marta intently staring at me. I mosey her direction, smiling at her.
“That is a beautiful boy you have!” I exclaim. “Does he take after his father?”
She smiles back. “Very much so. Have we met before? You seem so familiar?”
“May I sit?” Marta offers me a spot next to her. I settle down, smoothing my dress underneath me. “I have just recently arrived in Glory, so it is unlikely we have met before. I am Penelope Lightner.”
“I am Marta Cantell and this young pup is my son, Emery. That dirty scamp over there is my daughter, Codii.”
“A lovely girl she is.”
“Where do you hail from?”
“East, near New Amsterdam. A small town. It is nothing to compare to Glory.”
“But many have heard of it! They say that Queen Alexia has returned and was in New Amsterdam not long ago. Is that true?”
“It is true. I saw her myself.”
“Gods preserve us! I have heard so many rumors that one has no idea what to believe or if to believe any of them at all. And now you say that you saw her with your own eyes.”
“She said she was Queen Alexia. I have never seen her before so I could not say for certain.”
“You would know her because there are no others like her.”
“In what way?”
“It is hard to say. You can feel her presence. Did you not when you saw her?”
Crap. “Certainly! I had never met a Queen before so I didn’t know what to expect. Quite a presence.”
Marta gives me the look familiar to a billion mothers. She knows a fib when she hears it. Don’t give her time to think about it.
“Are you happy she has returned?”
She continues to look at me, pulling her son closer to her. “Queen Alexia shall set things right.”
“What needs to be set right?”
“What does not?”
Not a big help. I can’t interrogate her, her suspicion’s already on alert. I could go back to more innocuous subjects but don’t really have the time to regain her confidence. A group of children go running by us. Codii is among them but as she nears me, she pulls up, suddenly stopping. The two children behind her run into her, pushing her to the ground as they spin off and away. She doesn’t cry but looks up at me from the dust at my feet.
“Codii!” Marta shouts, trying to reach for her while still holding Emery on her lap.
“I’ll get her,” I volunteer, reaching down and gently picking her up, then setting her on her feet and carefully dusting her off, all the while rebuilding my trustworthiness with Marta.
“She is a little Darter Fish, that one is,” Marta sighs. “Everywhere, fast as possible, always running into things.”
“Enjoy it while you can. Emery will join her soon enough,” I say as I finish dusting Codii off. I catch myself licking my thumb, preparing to rub a spot of dirt off her cheek with my saliva. That would have been a bit too much. Codii curtseys to me.
“Thank you, Queen Alexia,” she says, curtseying again. “Why do you not look like yourself?”
“Uhhhhhh …” I glance towards Marta. She knows. I can see it in her eyes. No use pretending otherwise. I give her a waning smile. “Sorry. Gotta go.” I bolt off the bench, ready to sprint for the exit but Codii grabs my dress with both hands.
“Do not run away, Queen Alexia! Stay and have tea with us, PLEASE? I will make you a cake,” she pleads.
She’s latched onto my dress like only a desperate child can. I’d have to pry her fingers off or take her with me. So much for the fast escape. Marta touches my shoulder.
“Yes, Penelope. Please join us for tea. Codii makes delicious cakes.” Codii nods her head vigorously. With Codii doing her impersonation of a bear trap, I’m effectively snared.
“Certainly,” I sigh. “How could I pass on such a pleasant invitation? Lead the way, Miss Codii Cantell.”
She instantly releases my dress. For about a nanocycle I think about making a break for it but she grabs my hand with both of hers and begins pulling with all her might towards the exit of the courtyard.
“Codii!” Marta hisses. “The Queen is a guest, not a toy! How have I told you to treat a guest?”
“With kindness,” she grumps in response. She stops pulling but doesn’t let go.
Marta leads the way, Emery perched on her rolling hip. As we reach the exit, I catch Johnathyn’s eye and waive him off with a subtle shake of my head. He settles back into the shadows while we enter the building and walk down a surprisingly dark hallway. Codii’s enthusiasm is getting the better of her and she is pulling harder as we approach their home. Marta removes a large, ornate key from the pocket of her dress, inserts it into a slot in the doorframe and turns it. Codii pushes the door open with her back, towing me inside as she does. Marta follows us, closing it behind her and then letting Emery slide down her leg until his feet gently touch the floor. He toddles away unsteadily, giggling and laughing at his hyper sister. Marta squats down at her eye level.
“Codii. Since this is a special tea, perhaps you would allow me to make the tea while you clean up and then make the cake?”
“How many should I make, Mother?”
“I would think three are plenty, wouldn’t you?”
“Yes!” she exclaims, clapping her hands. “Three cakes!” She scurries towards what I think is the kitchen, jumps onto a short stool, pours some water out of a bucket with a ladle into a small, shallow pan, picks up a cloth, wets it and begins to rapidly scrub first her face and then her arms and hands. She seems to do a thorough job and then hangs the cloth on the edge of the bucket.
Hopping off the stool, she disappears around a corner as Marta enters the kitchen, opening the stove door, stirring some ashes and adding a few sticks to the fire box. They quickly catch fire and she puts a metal kettle on the fire.
“You may … relax, if you wish,” she says without turning around. “No one will see you here.” She keeps her back turned, giving me some privacy. I let the magic fall away, returning to my original form. I give the place a closer inspection while she’s not watching.
Stone walls, pretty thick judging by the recessed window wells. More light than the hallway but still a bit dark. The furniture is the same style as Johnathyn’s was but his seems to have been of a better quality. The kitchen has a few pots and pans out on the wooden counter tops but there are shelves and cabinets. It is all neat and spotless, which is a hell of a trick with two youngsters.
“You have a nice home, Marta.”
She speaks as she turns, “Thank you …” Her eyes are wide in disbelief as she sees me, like she knew it was me but didn’t actually believe it until she saw it with her own eyes. “My Queen!”
“We talked about this. How about just calling me Alexia? I get more than enough of ‘my Queen.’”
She gulps hard. “Yes, Alexia.” Then smiles in response to my smile. “Why did you hide your true identity?”
“Apparently, I didn’t. I think you suspected something was up from the start, you just couldn’t put your finger on it. Codii knew right away. How’d she do that?”
“Codii knows all the witches who cared for her. Some even visit us now and then, including Mistress Denson. She knows when they are near her, even if they ride by in a covered coach. I sometimes feel something when Mistress Denson is close by but Codii knows them all, including you. Even I felt your presence but was confused, as you did not look like you.”
“Yeah, about that. I’m sorry about the disguise but no one knows I’m back in town yet and I’d kinda like to keep it that way for a little bit longer.”
“The whole city knows you are back, my … Alexia. They know what you have done and that you have a dragon at your command! How is that possible? Dragons do not exist; they are a child’s fantasy.”
“Not just a child’s fantasy. It exists because I wish it to exist. I think your water is boiling.”
Marta rushes to the stove, removes the lid of the kettle and adds loose crumbled leaves to the pot. No tea bags, no tea ball. This is a market opportunity for someone.
“Marta, has anyone ever suggested putting the tea in something before putting it in the water?”
“What kind of thing?”
“Oh, I don’t know. A little hollow sphere with very small holes in it so that the water could easily flow in and out but the leaves stay inside.”
“What is a sphere?”
“A round, hollow ball.”
“How would the tea get inside this hollow ball?”
“You’d unscrew it …” From the look on her face I can tell she’s got no idea what I’m talking about. “Never mind. I’ll talk to Johnathyn about it. He might be able to make something.”
She places a dark colored cloth over a cup and pours the hot water through it into the cup, trapping the leaves. From the looks of the cloth, they drink a lot of tea. She repeats the process for two more cups and hands me one.
“Your husband is a clever man, Alexia.”
“He is that. While we were out on the road, we cooked on a portable stove that he made out of flattened metal sheets that folded together. It smoked a bit but was a lot easier than cooking over an open fire, though I’d have killed to have a kitchen as nice as yours.” I take a sip of the tea. Not bad at all.
Marta takes her cup and leads me back into the main room. “I preferred the kitchen of our old home. It was brighter. Please, be seated.”
“Thanks. Who’s the third cup for?”
“Codii, once she is done with the cakes.”
“How is she baking cakes outside of the …” Codii walks back into the kitchen from wherever she was at, carrying a large tray with three empty plates laid out on the tray.
“I am ready, Mother!” she shouts.
“Then come in and have a seat with us. Fetch your cup of tea while you are in the kitchen.”
“Yes, Mother.”
She reaches up to grasp the cup, carefully transfers it to her tray and then gingerly
walks into the main room, not spilling a drop. She has had some practice at this. It suddenly hits me that I am at a tea party with pretend food. Thank Zaphod Marta offered to make the tea.
Codii sets the tray down on a low table between the three of us then rushes over to a smaller chair, dragging it to where she had been standing and plops down, smiling to beat the band. Nobody does or says anything for several milicycles.
“Is there some tradition about this tea that I’m not familiar with?” I inquire.
“As the guest, you go first” Marta replies, Codii smiling and nodding her head in agreement.
“Thank you. It’s been awhile since I was invited to a tea party.”
“Did you have tea parties when you were a little girl?” Codii asks.
“No, not exactly. My twin brother often invited me to his tea parties but I usually had other things to do.”
Codii covers her mouth with her hands, giggling wildly. “Boys don’t have tea parties, only girls.”
“You had to know Terry. There’s nothing wrong with boys at a tea party, as long as they behave themselves.” I lean down and take a theatric sniff of the nearest empty plate. “Besides, who wouldn’t want some of this wonderful cake!” I pick up the imaginary muffin like cake and take a small bite. “It’s the best cake I’ve had in ages! Did you fix these all by yourself, Codii?”
She dives in, grabbing her piece from the plate and taking a large bite, chewing vigorously and then wiping her mouth with a napkin that was sitting beneath her plate.
“Yes, my Queen, all by myself.”
I take another small bite, chewing thoughtfully. “How many eggs do you use?”
“Three. And a cup of sugar, four cups of flour, a decistone of butter and a toogle of salt.”
I take a third small bite. “That sounds like a lot of butter to me but you can’t argue with the results. I must have your recipe before I leave.”
“You are leaving?” Codii cries out, sounding heartbroken.
“NO! Not right away! Eventually, later on today but not right now. Was there something you wanted of me before I left?”
Now she turns all shy on me, leaving me to coax whatever she wants me to know out of her. After several, quiet requests, she finally relents and blurts out what she wants.
“I want to see your dragon!”
“Well, unfortunately, Lilly’s not with me today. I didn’t want to scare a bunch of people and she has a tendency to do that kind of thing.”
“Your dragon is named Lilly and she’s a GIRL?” an incredulous Codii asks.
“Yes to both questions.”
“But Bobby Compers said it was a boy dragon.”
“Who is this Bobby Compers?”
“Just a boy who lives on the third floor where we used to live.”
“Do you think this Bobby Compers know more about dragons than I do?”
“No, my Queen.”
“Darn tooting. Next time you see this boy, you tell him that Queen Alexia’s dragon is a girl and her name is Lilly. And if he doesn’t believe you, tell him he can see for himself when she and I stop by to give you a ride.”
Marta looks at me like I was the old, eccentric aunt who just promised to give a teenage boy who had recently passed his driving exam a Shelby Cobra Mustang.
“Do not trouble yourself, Alexia. Please, do not!”
I don’t take the hint. “Nonsense, no trouble at all.” Codii is beside herself with excitement, hopping around on both feet. “It is the least I can do for someone who invites me to such a fine tea.”
“I must tell all my friends right away! Mother, may I be excused?”
“Not quite yet, Codii. I need to speak with the Queen alone for a few minutes to work out some details. Please go to your room.”
She bolts from the room, stops, turns on a dime and runs right back.
“Thank you, Queen Alexia! Thank you, thank you!”
I smile and pat her head. “You are very welcome. Now, run along and let me talk with your mother. She seems to have some concerns.”
Codii is gone in a flash, leaving me with a thoroughly pissed off woman.
“Go ahead,” I say.
“I do not know where to start,” she says, totally exasperated.
“Well, let me say this up front. I have flown with my own daughter, admittedly not with Lilly but Lilly is just a magical manifestation from my own mind. She could be a dragon or a unicorn or a pink pony, or a giant turtle with four enormous elephants on her back.”
“I don’t know what a unicorn is.”
“My point is, this is safe. I would not endanger my own child’s welfare for a single milicycle if there was any reasonable danger at all.”
“What about an unreasonable danger?”
“You mean like the sun exploding; a gigantic earthquake splitting the ground open and swallowing us all; an epidemic of illness sweeping across the world, decimating the population? That kind of unreasonable danger?”
She looks at me, fear still in her eyes but it is lessened. “You are telling me this is safe?”
“Safe as kittens. I owe her something for all the harm I caused her.”
“We were both injured but it was not your doing.”
“I didn’t anticipate it so I take the blame. You want a ride too? Lilly can handle the load.”
She considers my offer. “Perhaps that would be best for all. I could be certain Codii was unharmed and not too frightened.”
I smile. “Yeah. Right. All about Codii. Do we have a deal?”
“Permit me to discuss this with Marteen. If he agrees, I will consider it.”
“You do that. Now to why I came here in the first place. How do the people feel about my return? Are they happy, angry, upset, accepting? What do they think about it?”
“Why does that matter? You are the Queen. Their feelings have never been important before.”
“They are to me. I want to help people but I’m also going to change this world. Some will not be happy with those changes.”
“What kind of changes?”
“Equal rights for women, to start. No more violence against women just because they are women. No debt labor for anyone; man, woman or child. I am improving the health and education systems as quickly as possible. Better roads, better transportation systems, better communication systems and an end to corruption. No more bribes.”
“Who could object to any of that?”
“Well, men for one. Lenders for another, bureaucrats for a third. The list goes on. Some things I can do quickly, some will take time. Some may take generations before they are generally accepted but you have to start somewhere. I would prefer to fight as few people as possible and maybe get more to support some of these changes than fight them. That would help a lot. If I know what the people think, that helps me put my plans in effect and improves the chances of them working. Ultimately, I hope to put myself out of business, to make this world a self-governing democracy but we’re a long way away from that. However, even the longest journey begins with a few, simple steps.”
“That is very wise of you.”
“I got ‘Bartlett’s Book of Quotations’ on my laptop. It makes me sound much smarter than I actually am.”
“Why ask this of me, Alexia? I am not an important person.”
“I won’t insult you and say you represent the common man. You’re too smart for that. You and your family represent a lot of the demographics I’m shooting for, and yes, I know you’ve never heard of ‘demographics’ before and, Zaphod willing, you’ll never hear it again. You and your husband are smart, aware people who have their fingers on the pulse of public opinion. You listen and discuss. Knowing what you know helps me. You’re not the only people I’m talking too but you are one of the most important because you have already been harmed by my actions or inactions. If you can forgive me and move on, then others might follow you because your support is sincere. That’s it in a nutshell. Do you think people will give me the benefit of the doubt? Will they give me a chance to keep my promises?”
Marta sits and looks up at me, thinking about the kind of world I am offering to bring with me onto the throne. She doesn’t answer for at least five decicycles and I don’t push her. Finally, she answers.
“I cannot speak for all, you know that, Alexia?”
“I do and wouldn’t expect you to. Yours is just a voice among many but it is an important voice nonetheless. Will they give me a chance?”
“I believe they will, though early results could bring greater support.”
“That’s almost always the case.” I stand, as does she. “Thank you for a lovely tea. Consider my offer for a quick flight around town. Codii will be the envy of all her friends and you might enjoy it too. Haven’t met anyone yet who completely hated it. Frankly, it’s just a hoot and a half to fly.”
“I understand. Marteen and I will talk about it. Should you wish to know what I think about other matters, I would be pleased to speak with you, as would be some of my neighbors.”
Great. My first Focus Group.
CHAPTER FIFTY TWO
There was a knock at my door late at night. I had been reviewing revised troop estimates for both the Queen’s Guard and the rebel groups for the last hour. The Guard had rebuilt some of their lost strength thanks to those who returned at the Queen’s “suggestion.” Likewise, most of the rebel groups had lost many men, some to the point of disappearing altogether. All except the group funded by First Minister Dupree. In fact, the hard core rebels that Queen Alexia had put on the run seem to have joined his side. His men likely outnumber the Guard, though we are better trained and equipped.
The knock at my door is an old scrub woman, here to clean my office.
“It is not necessary, old woman.”
“I have waited all night, Sir,” she croaks. “You are my last. Once finished, I can go home to my husband and child and prepare their meal.”
“This late? Can they not do that for themselves?”
“In all these years, they have not shown a desire to do so, Sir.”
“Fine, be quick about it.”
“Thank you, Sir. I will be as quick as possible.”
I return to my papers but keep one eye on her as she bustles about, dusting and sweeping. Using domestic workers as spies is a time honored tradition and should always be guarded against. This gray haired and bowed woman seems too old to still have a child at home but she could be an unwed daughter. Her appearance may not reveal her true age, as this kind of work often makes the women appear older than they actually are, much to the distress of their husbands, no doubt. The woman is humming, which makes concentration difficult. No spy would bring such attention to herself.
“What is that song you are humming, woman?”
“Beg your pardon, Sir. Just a habit of mine. Tis’ a folk tune from where I hail. ‘Bohemian Rhapsody’ by Freddy Mercury. A popular ditty.”
“Never heard of it.”
“Can’t say I’m surprised. Are the men happy to have the Queen return?”
“What did you ask?”
“Well, the town is full of rumors that Queen Alexia has returned and I was asking if the men were happy that there’s now a Queen for the Queen’s Guard to actually guard.”
“Why is that any of your concern?”
“I have a son who serves, you see. That is how I got this job. He seems to be happy about her return and I was just curious if that feeling was more widespread.”
“It is curiosity that will get you fired from this job, woman.”
“Didn’t mean nothing by it, Sir. Just idle talk to help the time move by quicker.”
“Idle talk indeed. What makes the job go faster is working harder. Finish and be gone.”
The cleaning woman straightens up, standing taller. “You are not making this easy, General.”
Her voice is younger, deeper. As I reach for my sword, she is awash with a bright glow that only lasts a few milicycles before fading rapidly away, leaving me blinking in momentary blindness in my dark office but ready to attack at the slightest provocation.
“Put the sword down, General Packer,” says a familiar voice. “I’d hate to make you eat it.”
I return it to its sheath. “It’s more ceremonial than anything else, Alexia. The men expect it. Not very useful in a battle in this day and age.” It takes another few milicycles before my vision is restored. Alexia is standing before me, dressed in her usual plain garb but, for some reason, her breasts seem more prominent than I have observed before. Perhaps it is a trick of the eye. A happy one. She is watching me with a half-smile on her face.
“Glad to see you remember our conversation, General. It’s like pulling teeth to get anyone around here to call me ‘Alexia.’”
“I am equally pleased that you also recall that conversation. It proves you are who you appear to be. Someone who could transform into a cleaning woman could also transform into Alexia.”
The smile breaks into a full one. “You are a suspicious bastard, General.”
“It is one of the reasons I am alive today. I understand that you also are, as you say, a suspicious bastard.”
“Probably more paranoid than suspicious but that’s splitting hairs.”
“Why are you here, Alexia?”
“Just why I said. I want to know how the Queen’s Guard will react when I return to the throne.”
“A disguise was not necessary. You could have simply asked. I would have told you what I thought, just as I did when asked about the Witches Council.”
“Yeah. About that. You were right and I was wrong. I’ve done what I could to correct that mistake.”
I glance at the stack of reports on my desk. “You have indeed been busy and accomplished much, more than The Guard could have, to be honest, but I am afraid we have moved past the frighten and bluff stage of operations.”
“Frighten and bluff?”
“Yes. My reports say that, with a very few spectacular exceptions, you have avoided actually killing or even injuring the rebels you have attacked. In fact, you have recruited many of the faux witch Queens to your cause.”
“I have my reasons for both, General.”
“Good reasons, I am certain and I will not argue with your success so far. It is just that you have now picked off all of the easy targets and made the harder targets more resolved.”
“You mean that I separated the truly committed rebels from the wannabes and dumped the worst of the worst in one spot.”
“I believe you understand my point.”
“And that one spot is owned by First Minister Dupree, correct?”
“Again, you understand me. His is the largest, best trained, best equipped of the rebel groups. He also has the strongest witch available, Karren Tammy.”
“Is she better than me?”
“I do not believe so but she is not to be taken lightly. She has been hunted most of her life but she remains alive. Her years in hiding have let her lacking in the social graces but more than capable of defending herself. In some respects, she is more dangerous than Opulessa.”
“Why is that?”
“Opulessa was busy being the Queen. Karren Tammy is only concerned about surviving.”
“And she gets to survive in fine style if Dupree wins.”
“Exactly so. If he falls, it should put an end to all of the groups. His defeat would cause them to either surrender or sue for peace. Up until now, he has been content to remain in the North and become stronger, letting all the other groups attack in turn, sapping our manpower and resources.”
“A problem that I just took care of.”
“Yes, you did but in a way that will no longer be effective. The Guard will take it from here, Alexia.”
“I’m the Queen, General. Don’t I call the shots?”
“You are not yet restored to the throne as Queen and even if you were, that is not how the system works in this world.”
“Really! How does ‘the system’ work in my world?”
Saying that may have been a mistake. Her words are not angry but I can hear the emotions behind them. I best tread lightly. “As you have discovered, this is a world resistant to change. Everyone in it has grown up with a witch Queen as the ruler, a man serving as First Minister and the Queen’s Guard keeping the peace. It is what we know, what we have accepted, what we want.”
I pause, waiting to see her reaction. There is none but a tight smile. “Go on,” she says.
“The Queen is the figurehead. She sets the tone of her rule. The First Minister carries out her orders and the Guard ensures stability. If you disrupt this careful balance, chaos ensues.”
“How many women serve in the Guard, General?”
“Women? None! Women are not suitable for such work. The men are there to protect their women.”
“I see. How many women have served as First Minister or in other capacities like Patron or in charge of cities, towns or villages?”
“None that I am aware of. Again, they are not suitable for such work.”
She says nothing for almost a decicycle, just tapping the wall next to her with her finger. “You’re not married, are you General Packer?”
“I am married to my job. I have not had time to find a spouse and am too old now to father a child.”
“That’s a pity. Don’t take this the wrong way but you have no grasp of what life is like outside of Glory, outside of the Guard. I have traveled across my world. I have seen the abuse that takes place out there on a daily basis. I have heard the cries of the women who are ignored, mistreated and kept in servitude. I have seen the needs of the people for better education, better healthcare and General, I’m gonna give it to them. You’re right about one thing, though.”
“Only one?”
“Well, likely more than one but the important one right now is that my world is reluctant to change. It can’t handle rapid change. Actually, very few systems can handle rapid change. Doesn’t matter, change is coming. I’ve got time. Opulessa was Queen for over two hundred years. I can get a lot done in two hundred years.”
“She had the support of the Guard.”
“So will I. When you go after Dupree. I’m going with you.”
“That is impossible! We fight for the Queen! The Queen does not involve herself in these matters. The men will never accept your presence on the battlefield!”
“They will. What you’re worried about is I’m going to interfere with how you run the war. I won’t. I’m not a soldier; in fact, I’m more like a rebel than anything else. I can understand why they won’t accept me but it’s not because they oppose my ideas. They want power. They love the status quo as long as they’re at the top. It’ll be the same song just a different band. It’s a fluke that the person in charge of the status quo wants to change it. You’ll be fighting to give me that chance and I’m going to do everything I can do to help you and keep my Guard alive. No one’s going to die fighting for me. Not if I can help it, General.”
“That is unrealistic, Alexia. This is not a game, it is war. Men are hurt, men die. That is the way it has always been. You cannot change that. For you to be even near the battlefield is dangerous enough. Men are expendable but the Queen is not.”
“They aren’t expendable to their families, their wives and children, their mothers and fathers. If they are willing to fight for me, I’ve got to be willing to take care of them and that means out where they are. I know I’m not a soldier but I’m probably the best Healer there is in this world. Besides, there’s not a gun out there that can hurt me. I can handle bullets.”
“There are more than guns on the battlefield.”
“You mean a cannon? I ran into them a couple of times. I deflected the ball and then took care of the cannon. They’ll only get one shot at me.”
“Sometimes, one shot is all that is necessary.”
“I’m not worried about it, you shouldn’t worry about it either. Look, General, you know that I’m serious about this and there’s nothing you can say that’ll change my mind. You might as well learn how to use me. I’d think that you’d like to have command of the skies over a battle.”
“Of what use is that?”
“Oh General Packer! Do I have something for you to read about Cover Air Patrol.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
A man came running up the path to my tent. It was a pleasant day and I had been eating lunch outside, watching my men drilling on the fields below the hill where my tent was perched. He came to a halt and saluted smartly, breathing heavily.
“First Minister … I have … news,” he gasps between breaths.
“Tell me, man!”
“We have engaged the Queen’s Guard just south of Pottstowne. She and her dragon were there!”
“That should have made no difference. She refuses to kill, the sentimental whore!”
“It was a fearsome sight, First Minister. Many of the men fled.”
“They were not our best troops,” I say, looking down at the men training below. I am saving the best for last but I still expect them all to put up a fight. At least for awhile. “Did the men withdraw as planned?”
“Yes, First Minister, though they suffered higher casualties than expected, nor did they inflict as many casualties as we had hoped.”
“Why is that? We fought from a fortified position and forced them to attack uphill. We should have given them a very bloody nose before retreating to the new redoubt.”
“The dragon may not attack men but it had no problem attacking the fortifications. It set it ablaze, forcing our men to flee. It also burned the obstacles on the hillside, clearing the route for the Guard. After that, the witch and her pet circled the land below, guiding the Guard to our men as they fled.”
“How were they talking?”
“Unkown, but it was General Tasher’s belief that some kind of communication was taking place. He requests that you release the secret weapon to him to kill the dragon.”
“Request denied. The weapon would not kill the dragon. The dragon is pure magic. Nothing can kill it.”
The witch Alexia, on the other hand …
“We lost many men today, First Minister.”
“I will lose many more before this is done. We must lure the witch Alexia to where we want her before striking the fatal blow but we must be careful in doing so. The Guard must feel as if they are winning but not too easily. Return to your post.”
He salutes. “Yes, First Minister.” He turns and runs back the way he came.
There is a smaller tent next to mine that holds several crates. They are our entire remaining supply of what the man from the Winthrop Group called the ‘Russian Model 7 RPG.’ We have used almost a third in training but we must be certain to kill her when we get the chance. If we lose the element of surprise, all will be lost. That she is flying about on that dragon should give us the opportunity sooner than we might have hoped for and make the attack more effective. Alexia may be the most powerful witch in this world but even she cannot manifest a dragon, fly and shield herself from the most powerful explosives found on this world all at the same time.
General Tasher will just need to be more careful in the future.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I will be the first to admit that I was wrong.
At the outset, my concerns were proven valid. The men resented Alexia’s presence and were very upset that she was planning to fly over their heads riding that dragon. The idea that there was a dragon in the air above them made the Guard very nervous, despite my assurances that it was completely under Alexia’s control.
I sincerely hoped I was not lying to them.
I will also admit that the value of having control of the skies had never occurred to me. That one could observe and report to troops on the ground, directing them towards the enemy and alerting them to potential traps was a new tactic. Alexia had several devices that permitted her to talk to others while she was flying overhead.
The men grasped the value immediately.
During our first fight with Dupree’s men, it appeared that they had us at a great disadvantage. They held the high ground, the hillside was full of assorted barriers and they were well dug in. In a matter of decicycles, Alexia changed all that. She flew low over the battlefield and burned several clear paths through the barriers on the hillside. In addition, she attacked the rebel’s fortifications, scattering the red clad rebels back to their lines.
She called it aerial bombardment.
The men called it a miracle. An attack that would have cost me many men became a clean up mission. Even then, several Guards were wounded in the fight with Dupree’s men, two severely. When that was reported to Alexia, she swooped down, grabbed the men with the claws of the dragon and brought them back to our camp within decicycles. She dismounted, the dragon disappeared in the blink of an eye, and she immediately turned to caring for the injured men.
I had never seen a Healer work so hard before. Usually, the patient is sick or has some kind of minor injury. These men had been shot, some more than once, one of them in the head. Before, none of them would have lived but Alexia saved them all, even the man with the head wound, though he will need more time to fully recover.
By the third day, most of the men had removed the old yellow insignia from their black tunics and were sporting hand drawn dragons on the breast plates of their uniforms. They cheered wildly whenever the Queen appeared. She was one of them. Opulessa never had that kind of support, not even when she sent them wagon loads of Klatch.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“General Tasher, for the last time, we cannot afford to squander these weapons in the weekly skirmishes with the Queen’s Guard.”
“Skirmishes? First Minister, we are getting our heads bounced! That Zaphod forsaken witch and her pet are destroying everything in her path. We might as well be fighting in open fields. The only protection we have is rocky high ground and that is not much.”
“We outnumber them, General.”
“And they know exactly where we are. They avoid our ambushes and we fall into theirs. My men are being reaped like corn!”
“Not your men, General Tasher. MY men. I paid for them. I bought their weapons. I found the man in the Winthrop Group who was willing to smuggle their rifles and our limited supply of the precious RPGs into our world without the knowledge of the Queen’s Guard.”
“You cannot pay a man enough to die. If we do not spring this miraculous trap you speak of, your men will not be around long.”
Someone rang the bell at the entrance of my tent.
“Yes!” I call out.
One of Queen Tammy’s Special Guard pulls the flap of the tent back and enters.
“Queen Tammy requests the honor of your presence, First Minister,” rolling his eyes at the mention of “Queen Tammy.”
“What does the hag want?” asks Tasher.
“I do not know, General. She does not discuss these matters with us. She just orders us about.”
“Gentlemen,” I warn, “be careful how you speak of the future ruler of this world. Tammy is no Opulessa but Opulessa did not begin as Opulessa. She became more skilled as she grew older.”
“Then she best become very skilled very quickly because she is insisting on challenging Queen Alexia,” says the trooper.
“Is she daft?” asks Tasher.
“She claims to be more powerful than she has ever been in her life.”
“That is likely true,” I say. “With Alexia in the area, there is more magic available and Queen Tammy is using that extra power. Unfortunately, that goes both ways and Alexia is more powerful with Queen Tammy nearby, though, as I understand it, Queen Tammy gets the net gain because Alexia is the stronger of the two.”
“How do you know this, First Minister?” asks Tasher.
“I found it best to discover as much as I could about magic when dealing with Opulessa. It is best to know as much about your friends as you do about your enemies. Let us go visit Queen Tammy.”
“Do we have the time to humor the hag?”
“General Tasher, when we defeat the witch Alexia, Tammy will be the witch on the throne. Would you wish her to think kindly of you or unkindly of you?”
“Bah! It is a waste of time but I see your point. No harm in being nice now. It may benefit us in the future.” He stands up, dusting off his jacket and straightening his sheathed sword. “Lead the way, soldier.”
The trooper holds the tent flap back, clearing the way for the General and I to exit. As we leave the tent, the trooper hurries ahead to escort us down the hill to where Queen Tammy’s tent has been erected. It is at least eighty decileagues from mine and further downhill.
All the better for me to keep an eye on her. Sometimes, hired underlings are just not good enough. It is always best to see things with the naked eye, to observe what others might miss. As we tromp down the hill, the men move off, saluting as we pass. The same occurs at Queen Tammy’s tent where there are two guards.
“Who ordered the guards?” demands Tasher.
“She did,” answers our escort. “Afraid of being snuck up upon in the dead of night. Or any other time. Usually there are three times as many men out here but it is mess time so there’s only two.”
“Waste of manpower,” grumbles the General as he reaches for the tent flap. One of the guards gently blocks his hand.
“Sorry, Sir,” he apologizes. “Have to announce you. Her orders.”
The General glares at the guard, frustration clear on his face but he holds his tongue, dropping his hand and nodding curtly at the guard.
“Thank you, Sir,” whispers the trooper as he steps through the flap into the tent. “General Tasher and First Minister Dupree reporting as ordered, my Queen.”
“As ordered?” Tasher grumbles.
“Be respectful, General. We need a witch and she is the best choice of the lot. As a Sixty Three, she may be the second most powerful witch in the land.”
“For all the good it does us,” he says before plunging through the opening in the tent. I follow right behind.
We find my witch, Kareen Tammy, fifty two years of age and showing every one of those years, dressed in the finery of a woman half her age, sitting in an old wooden chair placed on a six milileague raised platform, a Special Guard on either side looking thoroughly embarrassed. I would laugh at the sight if she was not so necessary for my plans.
I bow deeply before Queen Tammy. The General eventually follows my example. It is easier for me. I had much practice with Opulessa.
She bids us rise with a flick of her wrist. “Thank you for answering my call so promptly, Gentlemen.”
“We live to serve, my Queen,” I answer, oozing charm as I stand. I nudge the General, who also rises up but remains silent. That is likely best for both our sakes. “Did Your Majesty have something specific you wished to discuss?”
“Yes, Dupree.”
I cringe almost imperceptibly at her failure to use my title. Such an uncouth woman! Still, it is probable that her lack of contact with the real world saved her life. Opulessa would never have permitted a Sixty Three witch to survive, no matter how good a Healer she was.
Tammy was not much of a Healer. In fact, there are few of the skills most witches possess that she has mastered, except the art of killing.
At that, she is very good. Another reason that she has survived the many witch hunts held since her birth. Despite her uncivilized behavior and unfashionable airs, it is best that I not forget she is much more dangerous than she looks. Even if humored, she might strike out in anger or frustration.
“I believe that we have waited long enough to allow that trollop Alexia to become over confident enough for me to challenge her. Please arrange a contest as quickly as possible.”
The General is less successful than I at stifling his laughter. I have warned him repeatedly in the past not to take Tammy at face value.
“Did you find something I said humorous, General Tasher?”
“No, my Queen, it is just that Alexia is not likely to accept your challenge, seeing as they are mostly winning on the battlefield.”
“She will have no choice. It is how we live, General.”
“Or die. No offense, Queen Tammy, but you couldn’t have beaten Opulessa and she did.”
“She was fortunate.”
“No, my Queen,” I say. “Alexia was good and she has become stronger.”
“As have I.”
Tasher sighs loudly. “Enough of this. Show me your dragon.”
Tammy is confused. “My what?”
“Your dragon, my Queen. The large, fire breathing creature that you ride as it flies across the sky, obliterating all structures before it. The one that I have seen is as black as midnight but glisten like a fine jewel in the sun. What color is yours, my Queen?”
Tammy turns to me. “Of what is he speaking?”
“I believe that General Tasher is making the suggestion that unless you can at least duplicate the magic of Alexia you would have little chance of winning any challenge you might make. Your survival is vital to our plans for the future, my Queen. It would be best that you leave the pursuit of this war to the professionals. Is there anything else you need from us?”
“It is the way of our world that one Queen succeeds another through direct conflict. The people will accept nothing less, Dupree.”
“You could be correct, my Queen. We will deal with it when the time is right. Good day.”
Both I and General Tasher briefly bow and stride out, walking back up the hill to my tent.
“First Minister. That woman is more trouble than she is worth but she does raise a valid point. The tradition is quite clear. One witch must defeat the other. How is Karren Tammy ever going to defeat Alexia?”
“What is important is that Alexia die, General. Who is to say that Queen Tammy did not do so? One witch dead, one witch alive. We can tell whatever story we wish as to how that happened. I doubt that Queen Tammy will be interested in correcting us when the throne is within her grasp.”
CHAPTER FIFTY THREE
It had been weeks since we had faced any serious fighting. Not that I’m complaining. No bad injuries to fix. We’re making steady progress, moving further North into heavily forested areas of this world. It’s getting harder for me to see what’s going on below as Lilly and I glide through the skies above the tree tops. General Packer keeps warning me not to get too close to the trees. There could be snipers high up, just waiting for me, cutting down my reaction time but I’m not much use two leagues above the action.
The men have completely accepted me. The armorers made me a uniform that matches theirs only mine has a full black skirt instead of black pants and the breastplate is a little fuller than the usual troopers. We wear the same basic black uniform that was the style when Opulessa was Queen. General Packer offered to make changes but I told him not to bother, that there were more important things to worry about. Ultimately, the men took matters in their own hands and changed the uniforms themselves. Most of them removed the old yellow insignia from their long, heavy cloth shirts and replaced it with hand dawn pictures of Lilly. Some did it themselves and others hired more skilled artists to do it for a fee. There were many different styles. When this is done, I should hold a contest for the creation of a new insignia.
I have my meals with General Packer most every day in his tent. Sometimes we both eat with the men but it’s mostly in his tent. We make sure to eat the same food that the men do but, somehow, I think there is a little more care taken in the preparation of our servings than theirs.
The privileges of rank and all.
I gently try to push Packer to be more aggressive but he’s the cautious type. I have to respect that. It’s not my life on the line out there. Sure, someone could get lucky and pick me off but I’m at much less risk than all the men on the ground. I won’t do anything to increase their risk. It’s already unnerving enough to have someone actually risking their lives to protect mine or to fight in my name. I’ve always taken care of myself and my family, fought my own battles. That’s MY job. But now … there are so many of them. Some are just young kids. I know, I’m just twenty two. There are officers who have daughters my age or older but there are also kids barely eighteen. Lots of the men are married, have children. They’re just regular guys.
All their lives are on the line because of me.
Packer assures me that it’s nothing personal. I’m the Queen. There’s always been a Queen. If it wasn’t me, it would be some other witch but we both know that’s not true. I’m the one who upset the apple cart, the one who shattered the status quo. Is this better than what came before? Right now, maybe not. It’s the promise of a better future and these guys are paying that forward. One of my current jobs is that as many of them as possible live to enjoy that better future.
When I enter his tent this morning, Packer quickly stands and greets me.
“Good morning, Alexia. You are looking beautiful this morning. As always. You do the uniform proud. Did you sleep well?”
“Thank you. Yes, I did. Any news from the front?”
“Let us enjoy our breakfast before discussing the war.” He walks over to a small folding table that has our breakfast laid out on it. “What would you care for this morning? We have the usual eggs, sausage, oatmeal and fried corn mush with syrup.”
I usually dig right in, eating more than my fair share. Lately, I’ve been hungrier than normal, maybe it’s all the magical energy I’ve been expending but, for some reason, this morning, just the thought of eating turns my stomach. It’s all I can do to keep from throwing up.
“No thanks, General. I’m feeling just a little bit off this morning.”
“Are you ill?” The concern is clear in his voice.
“No. No, I’m sure I’m not. I’ll just have a cup of hot tea and sit over here while you eat.”
“Protocol dictates that if you do not eat then I cannot.”
“General, when have we ever followed protocol? You eat, I’ll drink my tea and all will be right with the world.”
“As you wish, Alexia.”
He hands me a metal cup three quarters full of steaming hot tea and I sit as far away from the food as possible because even the smell upsets my stomach. After a few sips, I’m feeling better. Not well enough to eat but better. We picked up our conversation from where we left off yesterday after supper. I was explaining to him what a printing press was and how it had changed my old world. He had been very enthusiastic last night.
“I do enjoy reading, Alexia. A man cannot be a soldier all his life. Even generals can get too old. Our wits are not as sharp, our judgments not as good. It is always best to get some young blood in the upper ranks.”
“I don’t know if I would trust anyone else, General Packer.”
“You are too kind, Alexia, but there are several other officers I would have no trouble promoting to my position but not until this war is finished. However, when that day comes, the idea of running a printing press, of being what you called a ‘publisher’ sounds appealing. Perhaps you and I could design and build one of those printing presses.”
“I’d bet Johnathyn would have some great ideas. The man is really good with his hands. Some of the things he can do with iron amazes me. There was this one time when …”
Suddenly, a Guard rushes in, dirty and disheveled, out of breath and gasping.
“My pardons, General … my Queen … there has been a surprise attack! We … were forced to retreat … two squads … covered the retreat … but they were cut off!”
Packer is instantly up and out of his chair, reaching for his sword.
“Where are they?”
“One, maybe one and a half leagues northwest of this position. The rebels are pushing a large number of men into the breach. I am afraid we will not be able to save them.”
“Not on my watch!” I declare, bolting from the tent. Lilly materializes twenty decileagues in front of me and I’m astride her in moments. “RADIO!” I shout.
Packer emerges from his tent, one of my two-way radios in his pocket with the Voice Operated Headset over his right ear, the other radio combo in his hand.
“Alexia! It is not wise to expose yourself to this situation. It could be several cycles, at best, for the Guard to regroup and recover the lost territory, if at all. These men knew the risks.”
I hold out my hand towards him. “General, you know I’m going. You might as well get some real time intelligence out of it.”
He steps forward, slapping the radio into the palm of my outstretched hand but not releasing it. “You be careful or they will have my head on a pike.”
“Can’t have that, it’s such a distinguished head.”
He releases his grip and Lilly takes to the sky as I adjust the headset and begin broadcasting.
“Testing, testing, testing. Over.”
“I hear you, Alexia. What do you see? Over”
“Nothing yet. Let me get some altitude. Over” Several milicycles later, I see the bigger picture. “Lots of Guard running back towards the camp but they aren’t panicking. One group holds while another pulls back then they leapfrog each other. It’s slowing the rebel advance. Over”
“How many men? Over”
“Hard to say for sure. Too much tree cover. What I wouldn’t give for just a little Agent Orange right now. Over”
“Agent what?
“Never mind. I’d guess at least 600 men but that’s a rough estimate. I’m going in to look for our lost men. Over.”
I fly in over the heads of the invading rebels. There’s the occasional shot in my direction but I’ve got my minimal shields up. I can keep them active and still keep Lilly in one solid piece and flying. If we’re on the ground, I can increase the strength of the shields but if I have to go to max shields, Lilly’s gotta go. As we move deeper into the woods, the sound of gunfire from the front fades and I hear gunfire coming from my left. Lilly quickly banks that way and drops down, skimming the treetops. I can hear the sounds of fighting below me but the cover is too thick to be certain.
“Time to make a hole, Lilly.”
We fly just a bit further north, leaving the gunfire behind us and Lilly takes a deep breath, preparing to take out a small grove of trees. She lets the heat build up and then releases it in the form of an intense, flaming ball that lands softly in the crowns of several trees and then burns straight down to the ground, reducing everything it touches to ash.
“Take us down, girl. Hard and loud.”
Lilly can land as lightly as a butterfly when she wants to but she can also make a statement when necessary. We hit the ground with the impact of a twenty ton block of cement and an unearthly roar, the ground shaking and the trees swaying.
“Let’s go find our guys.”
We go crashing through the woods back the way we flew over, heading into the firefight. I want everyone to know we’re coming. With her wings tucked in and her big, hard head pulled back into her shoulders, Lilly is more like a big black bulldozer than a flying machine. She snaps off smaller trees and pushes larger ones aside, uprooting them. I can see rebel troops scrambling to get out of our way but they aren’t leaving. They’re simply closing in behind us. We break out into a small clearing where I see the Guard’s men taking cover behind trees and fallen timber.
I jump off, landing among the men, who are shocked to see me.
“Hey guys, the cavalry is here,” I shout above the din of the gunfire. “Who’s in charge?”
It takes them a moment to realize that it’s really me. A sergeant grabs my sleeve, pulling me down to the ground.
“My Queen! What are you doing here?!”
“I’ve come to rescue you, Sergeant. Lead me to whoever is in command. Wait one milicycle.” I raise my hand to signal Lilly and make a large circle over my head. She immediately begins to clear an open area around our position, knocking down trees and piling them between us and the enemy. “Alright, Sergeant. Lead on.”
He rushes away, running in a squatting position as I follow. We quickly reach a large fallen tree with several men crouched behind it and an officer lying on the ground.
“This is Lieutenant Grayson, my Queen. He is our commanding officer.”
The man looks barely old enough to shave. His head is wrapped in a bloody cloth covering one eye. He’s also wounded in the shoulder, his left leg and maybe his right side but he struggles to stand.
“At ease, Grayson,” I say gently, kneeling next to him as he settles back down. “What is your situation?”
“At least ten men dead. Many more wounded. We have held our position, as ordered, my Queen.”
Ten dead! That’s horrible! “You’ve performed admirably, all of you have, but it’s time to go.” I flick my headset back on. “General Packer, do you read me? Over.”
“Thank Zaphod you are alive! Where are you, Alexia?”
“I’m with squad … what’s your designation, Sergeant?”
“Squad 12, 3rd Regiment. The rest of the lads are Squad 6, Ma’am.”
“I’m with Squads 6 and 12 of the 3rd Regiment, General. When can you get here? Over.”
“It will be cycles if at all. We are facing stiff resistance. Over.”
“I don’t think we can hold them off that long, General. Over.”
“Then you should leave immediately! Over.”
I look at each of the men near me, the haggard, hopeless looks in their eyes. They heard what Packer said, as did Lieutenant Grayson. He reaches up with his one good hand and grabs the sleeve of my uniform. “The General is right, my Queen. We have all sworn to protect you, to die in your service if necessary. All is lost should you perish here today. Do not let our sacrifice be in vain.”
“It’s a little too early to abandon ship, Lieutenant. Let’s give the General a chance.”
Lilly has finished building our barricade. I dismiss her and go to full shields. The area around us grows quieter as the hail of bullets is deflected away. I flick my headset again.
“General. Things have stabilized here. We’ll hang on a bit longer, give you a chance to be the hero. Over.”
“As you wish, my Queen.”
He only calls me ‘my Queen’ over the radio when he’s particularly pissed at me. The men appear relieved but uncertain. Best act confident.
“Lieutenant, perhaps we could use this lull in the action to check on the men. I’ll stay here with you and the Sergeant can make the rounds. If that meets with your approval.”
He smiles weakly. “Sergeant, you heard the Lady.”
“Aye, Sir. Be back in a fool’s jingle. Come with me, lads.”
All the men hurry off, leaving me alone with Grayson.
“A fool’s jingle?” I inquire.
Grayson gives several deep, worrisome coughs. “A local saying. It means as quickly as he can. Sergeant Timbler is a good man. They all are. Proud to have served with them.” He coughs several more times, the last two with blood spraying from his mouth. That is never good. I start to quickly examine his injuries but he tries to stop me.
“There are others who could use your skills more than I, my Queen.”
“Unfortunately, my skills are not available right now. I’m using everything I’ve got to keep the shield up to protect us. You just need to hang on until help comes. I know some basic First Aid that doesn’t require magic but it won’t help much.”
“My Queen …”
“Call me Alexia. That’s an order from your Queen.”
He laughs lightly. “As you wish, Alexia. We both know that help is not coming. We saw how many men poured through the breach in our lines. We held our position but could not stop the advance, there were too many of them. They just went around us. The forest is too vast. The rebels who are out there now are just to keep us here until the main body of men can return to finish us off. Now that you are here, they will return even faster in the hope that they can kill or capture you. We are dead men, there is no hope for us but you can escape. Summon your dragon and fly away as quickly as possible.”
“What if I fly you and your men out of here with me?”
“How many men can you take at a time?”
“Four, maybe five.”
“That would be at least six round trips without your magic to protect us while you were away. How do I choose which of my men live and which ones die? It is better that we all follow our oaths.”
“Like hell it is, Grayson. Even one man surviving is better than none but I plan to do a lot better than one. You hang in there and we’ll see what happens. Sergeant Timbler’s back.”
Timbler comes running up, sliding to a halt, breathing hard.
“Report, Sergeant,” orders Grayson.
“Aye, Sir. We’ve got twenty seven men, counting yourself. Three are wounded as bad as you but the other five wounded can get by. That dragon done a knock up job of building a barricade. Wish we had it at the start of this mess. I got the lads up and watching the rebels. More of them are coming every decicycle. Seems word has spread about the Queen.”
There are normally twenty men and a lieutenant in a squad. Fifteen men dead and things aren’t getting any better. I can read the ‘I told you so’ on Grayson’s smug face. I knew it anyway because of the increased pressure on the shields. In the past, when they realized they weren’t getting through, most gunmen stopped shooting to save their ammo but these guys never stopped. In fact, it’s been steadily growing over the last few decicycles. Unfortunately, Grayson was right.
I stand up and reach up under my dress, pulling down my slim petticoat. I hand it to a flustered Sergeant Timbler.
“I assume someone around here has some Klatch, Sergeant.”
“There will be none. It’s not permitted out in the field, Alexia,” says Grayson.
“That’s not exactly true, Lieutenant. Some of the lads and I liberated a few bottles last week, if you know what I mean,” Timbler guiltily admits.
“Good. Get me a bottle and tear that up into bandages. See if you can spare a man to help me look after the wounded. I’ll need him in a fool’s jingle.”
The Sergeant smiles broadly. “Aye, Alexia,” and he rushes off.
In less than five decicycles, Timbler returns with a handful of bandages and a ceramic bottle of Klatch. We make the rounds, binding and disinfecting the wounds but it’s clear that the four most wounded won’t last much longer without treatment and I can do nothing while expending my energies on the shield. Whenever I look above the barricade, all fire is concentrated on me, making it that much harder to maintain the shield. In addition, the numbers keep growing. Men are now standing out in the open, pouring fire into the shield. Where the hell are they getting all this ammo? If someone gets smart enough to concentrate all the fire on one spot, I might not be able to hold them off. The strain is beginning to tell on me.
“Are you well, Alexia?” asks Timbler after we finish with the last man.
“I’ve been better, Sergeant. What the hell is wrong with these people? They just keep firing! Why don’t they get the hint?”
“They really hate you, Ma’am. Begging your pardon. Dupree’s got a big reward for whoever gets you. A fine farm and animals.”
“Feeling tempted, Sergeant?”
He’s shocked by my suggestion. “Ain’t a man among us ever considered it for a milicycle!”
“Sergeant, did you serve while Opulessa was Queen?”
“Aye, I did.”
“Would those idiots be out there if Opulessa was here?”
“Well, she wouldn’t have been here now, would she? Not that kind of witch was Opulessa. Didn’t mix with the common folk much.”
“But she was feared, wasn’t she?”
“Oh, she was feared a treat, that one was.”
Looking out between the logs, I can see the rebels laughing and blasting away, like it’s a big NRA shooting fest of some kind. They are all dressed in mismatched, basically red uniforms, a total hodge podge of tops, pants and boots. They don’t fear me at all. I tap my headset.
“General Packer, this is Alexia. What is the good word? Over”
It takes several milicycles for him to answer.
“Alexia, there is no good word. You must leave immediately. Over.”
“Assuming I can, these men will be slaughtered instantly. I can’t let that happen, General. I won’t let that happen. Over”
“You have no choice. Over.”
“Yes I do. Are any of the Guard near our position? Over.”
There’s another almost a decicycle of silence.
“Our closest is southwest about three quarters of a league but they are under heavy attack and not moving. Over.”
“Tell them to keep their heads down. Over.”
I remove the headset.
“Sergeant, spread the word. In about four decicycles, it’s going to get very hot around here. I’m dropping the shield but don’t worry, the rebels will have much more to worry about than attacking you. How many men do you think are out there by now?”
“Over 200, Ma’am.”
“You’re probably right. Spread the word. Tell the men to save their ammunition. Signal me when you’re done.”
As Timbler circulates among the men, I climb to the highest part of the barricade, keeping out of sight of the rebel gunmen. I watch for his hand signal. When he gives it, I take a deep breath and stand up, holding a blazing fireball in each hand. I throw them in opposite directions and they explode in the air above the rebels with a loud thunderclap. The gunfire pauses for a moment. Now I’ve got their attention.
“REBELS OF FIRST MINISTER DUPREE! YOU WILL ALLOW US TO LEAVE THIS PLACE WITH NO FURTHER HARM. IF YOU DO NOT, YOU WILL DIE. HERE. NOW. WHAT IS YOUR ANSWER?”
The gunfire returns, accompanied with derisive laughter and a few unrepeatable insults.
So be it.
The shield falls away as Lilly appears with an earsplitting roar. The firing falters for just a moment. I spring onto her back.
“Time to show these rebels what a real bitch is capable of Lilly. Fire at will.”
Her chest quickly expands, the air rushing in to fill her lungs. The men immediately in front of us start to run for cover.
Too late for that. Much too late.
She unleashes a laser like stream of fire; tight, narrow and intense, almost blue in color. It cuts through the men it strikes as if they were made of tissue paper. They don’t even get a chance to scream in pain. She sweeps her head left, then right, leaving no one standing. Taking to the air, we pivot around, the beam of unbridled heat swinging with us, obliterating anything it touches whether it is wood, metal or flesh. We take three laps around the perimeter, blasting anything that isn’t already ablaze or smoldering, before landing where we started, felled trees piled like pick up sticks around the edge of our position.
All is silent except for the pops and cracks of burning wood.
As the men clamber to the top of the barricade to survey the total destruction, Sergeant Timbler pauses at the top, reaches into his pack, removes a bottle of Klatch, pulls the stopper and takes a big, long swallow. When finished, he wipes his mouth with the back of his hand and reseals the bottle.
“Aye! Now that’s a Queen a man can get behind!”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I gallop up to the headquarters of the 3rd Regiment, quickly dismount and rush into the tent. Major General Taliman is meeting with his senior officers. It is several milicycles before anyone notices that I’m present but when they do, all snap to attention.
“Taliman! What progress in reaching the Queen?”
“It is … unclear, General.”
“Unclear? What does that mean?”
“Until ten decicycles ago, the rebels were fighting like rabid wolves but then they fled.”
“So why are your men not attacking?”
“We suspect a trap of some kind.”
“Those are your men out there, Taliman.”
“And they did their duty when they stayed behind to protect the retreat.”
“And now the Queen is rescuing them.”
“Not to put too fine a point on it, Sir, but who asked her to rescue them?”
“The Queen feels a responsibility to protect all her men, Major General.”
“That is unfortunate, Sir.”
“She sees the world differently than the military does. That is not necessarily a bad thing. Right now, I am ordering your men to attack. We need to reach them as quickly as …”
My radio beeps, announcing an incoming call. I quickly remove it from my pocket and push the “talk” button.
“Yes, Alexia. Where are you? Over.”
“We’re almost at the edge of the fight, General. Tell them not to shoot us when we get there. Over.”
“You are almost where?”
“Where are you, General? Over.”
“I am with the 3rd Regiment. Over.”
“What a coincidence. So are we. Look up.”
We all rush out of the tent just in time to see Lilly glide overhead carrying several men in her claws. With a rapid flap of her wings, she wheels left and flies towards my headquarters. In a few milicycles, a squad of men emerges from the woods in front of us. Most of the men drop to their knees or sit down, exhausted. One of the older men trots up to the Command tent, saluting me.
“Report, Sergeant.”
“Thank you, General Sir. The Queen wanted me to tell you that she’s taken the most badly wounded to the Headquarters. She could have gotten them there sooner but Lieutenant Grayson made her promise not to leave us unprotected. We moved as fast as possible but even with her leading the way, we could only go so fast, some of the lads were hurt too. I’m afraid Lieutenant Grayson didn’t make it but she’ll try no matter what. That’s some lady there.”
“How did you escape, Sergeant?”
“She did it, Sir. She and that dragon of hers. Killed them all she did. Over 200 men in a fool’s jingle. Killed even more while we quick marched back here. Any time some rebel group found us, she burned em’ to a crisp. We’d never have made it without her, Sir. Queen Alexia,” he just shakes his head, “there’s no one like her.”
CHAPTER FIFTY FOUR
I spoke with all the survivors of squads 6 and 12. They tell a similar story, one that I hoped never to hear. It is getting dark when I reach my headquarters. My first stop is the Healer’s Tents. Alexia had already come and gone. Unfortunately, Sergeant Timbler was correct. Lieutenant Grayson had died on the way back. Alexia had saved the other three men. Twenty eight out of forty two. Under the circumstances, truly remarkable.
My next stop is her tent. I find her sitting at a table, the darkness of the evening filling the tent, stayed only by a single lit candle sitting in the middle of the table, next to an open bottle of Klatch. She is reclining in the chair, legs forward, head back, a mug in her hand.
“Come in, General. Have a seat. It’s been some day, hasn’t it?”
I walk in and sit down opposite her.
“Yes indeed. May I?” I reach for the bottle.
“Knock yourself out. Not literally, of course. One of us needs to stay sober, though it’ll probably be me. Damn the luck.”
“Why will you stay sober?”
She swirls the mug, brings it to her nose and makes a terrible face, as if she had smelled something very unpleasant.
“I’ve never been a big fan of Klatch but there is one thing you can say for it, you can get very plastered very fast. Now just the smell of it turns my stomach, so I get to stay sober tonight. Lucky me.”
I reach across the table and gently remove the mug from her hand, fill it from the bottle and take a small sip. Truth be told, I am not a lover of Klatch but I have learned to tolerate it as there is much social drinking in the military. Social drinking and more.
“I spoke with the men you saved. They are all quite grateful.”
“Including Lieutenant Grayson? No wait, he’s dead. He was a nice, smart, officer out doing his duty to protect the Queen and he’s now dead. I heard him die, did you know that? Nothing I could do about it. He made me promise to protect his men before bringing him back here.”
“That is something you might have done.”
“I’m a powerful witch. Nothing can hurt me.”
“That is not what the men say. They say that it was a close call for all of you.”
“Maybe it was. Either way, I took care of it.” She sighs loudly. “Yeah. I took care of it.”
“Alexia, the first rule of war is that men die. I know that this is hard for you to accept and, while you may not believe it, that is one of the things that I most admire about you. Before you came to join us, you had experienced taking someone’s life both accidentally and intentionally, in the heat of the moment and with cold calculation, weighing the pluses and minuses. That is exactly what you did today when trapped behind the lines. You had your men to protect and you had no other way to do it than to fight your way out. The fact that you possessed a weapon superior to those possessed by your enemy is to your benefit. Have you not said in the past that a fair fight is for fools?”
“But I killed over three hundred men today!”
“And before today, you killed five men in front of an audience and two of the Queen’s Guard who tried to harm you and your family. Are their deaths more or less important than the men who died today at your hand?”
“You’re not making this any easier, General.”
“I am not trying to. If you wish to be Queen of this world, you must think about things like this. You must come to understand, truly understand, the task you will be taking on. The responsibilities that you bear. At first, I objected to your presence but have come to realize that it is an invaluable education not just for you but for any future ruler.”
“So this is a classroom?”
“You know what I mean.”
“Did Opulessa go through this?”
“She was much older than I but I think not. She never struck me as being particularly thoughtful about such things. I am not likely the best person for you to talk with about this. I have been a soldier for far too long but you need to speak with someone.”
“How do YOU do it, General Packer?”
“I long ago accepted the realities of war, including that it be as short as possible. It is the decisions of others that started those conflicts.”
“So you pass the blame to the politicians?”
“No man who has experienced war would willingly return to it without good cause. It is my hope that you will become the kind of Queen who understands that. War is not the first choice, it is the last.”
I stand, picking up the bottle as I rise. “I leave you to your thoughts, Alexia. I will take this with me so you will not give in to temptation.”
“The only temptation is to toss it out the door. It must have gone bad, that’s my only explanation.”
“Good night, Alexia. If it means anything, I would have done the same if I had been in your place.”
“Including letting Grayson die?”
“He had his duty. You honored his decision and gave his death meaning. There are many worse ways to die.”
“There are also better ways to live. I don’t know if I can do this, General.”
“Do not make any hasty decisions. I will send over some hot tea and fresh bread. That should help you this evening. Tomorrow is a new day with new challenges. Get what sleep you can.”
“Thanks for trying to help, General.”
As I leave the Queen to her ruminations, I make a note to send a message to Glory the first thing in the morning by pigeon. She needs more help than I can provide.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“ONE QUARTER DUPREE!”
“General Tasher, calm yourself. We both knew that many men might die. It is all for a good cause.”
General Tasher is struggling to control his anger, that much is obvious. He came charging into my tent not twenty milicycles ago, spouting the most colorful curses against Alexia and the Queen’s Guard before telling me of today’s disastrous results. The losses are disheartening but hardly fatal to our cause. I told him so. He did not react well.
“You do not understand, First Minister. We have nothing to stop that witch from doing this again and again. Practically all the men saw what happened out there. The Queen’s Guard squadrons set up in a choke point. If they had had a few more men, they might have been able to stop our advance. As it was, most of my men returned that same way and saw all the corpses, still smoldering among the burning trees and scorched earth. If they had not seen it then you could not avoid the sickening smell of charred flesh. Soon we will have twice as many deserters as there are dead.”
“These men accepted my coin, they gave me their oath of loyalty.”
“Men like these are loyal only as long as there is a profit, First Minister. Right now, you could not offer enough for any one of them to stand in front of Alexia and her dragon.”
“You do realize that the dragon is only a figment of her magic, don’t you?”
“Figment or not, hundreds of men are dead. By dawn tomorrow, our ranks will be depleted further.”
“Post guards to keep the men from deserting.”
“The guards will desert. No one wishes to stay in the face of certain death. You cannot pay a man to die.”
“Certainly, if their families were to receive the benefit …”
“Men like these do not have families. They likely have bastard children running about somewhere but not wives, not families. Our only hope is your otherworld weapons. We must use them now or all will be lost.”
“This is not the ideal time …”
Tasher slams his fist on to the top of the table, rattling the dishes left from my supper.
“By Zaphod’s gigantic organ, we are out of time!”
“General! Control yourself! If the men hear us disagreeing, it will damage morale.”
Tasher shakes his head. “You deluded fool. There is no ‘morale,’ only the contents of your purse.”
He may have a point. The men certainly appear less committed after today. Perhaps now is as good as any time to spring my trap. I remove a map from a stack next to my chair and roll it out across the table. I need to find a good location. It takes several decicycles of searching the map but I think I have found it. I lay my finger on it.
“Here is where we will do it.”
The general bends down to get a closer view. “What is this?”
“A box canyon not too far from our current lines. We can start a skirmish to draw her attention and then, when she has flown lower, the Fusiliers will fire. She will have no room to run or hide. We will have her.”
“And why would she come down to this trap?”
“Because, General, we will have men dressed as Queen’s Guardsmen being attacked by my rebels. Why do you think I gave orders to strip their dead on the battlefield? I have a large collection of their uniforms. If today has proven anything, it is that Alexia will try to protect her men if she believes they are in danger.”
“Are you certain that one of your RPG’s can kill her?”
“One? No. A RPG has been known to destroy one of the otherworld’s large flying machines, killing many men but one would not kill Alexia. Eight, on the other hand, should be more than enough. I will have ten. Does that meet with your approval, General?”
He looks closer at the map, tracing the current front line, as best we know it, with his right index finger until he comes to the point nearest the canyon.
“If we start here.” He moves his finger to another nearby location along the front. “And here, that should get their attention.”
“So, you approve, General?”
He taps the box canyon with that same index finger. “Let us bring that bitch down!”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I haven’t been able to get much sleep the last two days since I unleashed Lilly on those men. Every time I fall asleep, I dream of Opulessa. In my dreams, I keep merging with her so that you cannot tell the difference between us. The nightmares are short but I always wake up sweating. I’m afraid of going back to sleep, afraid the nightmare will pick up where it left off. Eventually, I do fall back asleep and I’m right back in the same dream. It wakes me up and the cycle repeats all night.
This world doesn’t have a lot of written history and the oral history stories vary all over the place. It’s possible that I killed in one day more people than Opulessa did in two hundred years! Apparently, she raised a lot of hell in her early years but by the time she was on her second hundred years she had mellowed a bit, spending more time on her hobbies, like creating abominations of nature. If she was a monster, what does that make me?
Packer was right. One life or a thousand; what’s the difference? I can claim my motives are pure but they’re just as dead, motives be damned. What gives me the right to destroy so many men with a simple act of magic? What gives me the right to kill a single man? Just because they disagree with me as to how this world should be run, is that enough to excuse fratricide?
Sleeplessness and upset stomachs in the morning are playing hell with my mood. I can usually eat something at lunch and it’ll stay down, as long as it’s pretty bland. Suppers are mostly fine as long as no one reminds me about what I passed on at breakfast.
Dawn of the third day ends another fitful night of sleep and finds a cooling breakfast on my table. Someone rings the bell outside my tent.
“Alexia, are you well?”
“I’m fine, General. Just the usual upset stomach. I’ll be fine by lunch.”
“I spoke with the cooks. No one else is suffering from your morning malady.”
Great. I’m special. Could be worse. “That’s okay, General. I’m sure it’s nothing. A little stomach flu or a bad bit of meat. It’ll pass eventually.”
“Do you feel well enough for visitors?”
Visitors? Who needs to see me? “Yes, that’s fine. Who needs to see me?”
The flap to my tent is pushed aside and someone fills the entire doorway. “I need to see you, my Wife.”
“Johnathyn?!”
We quickly close on each other, grabbing, hugging and kissing as if we hadn’t seen each other in years instead of weeks. When you’re busy with other things, you don’t realize how much you miss your loved ones until you see them, touch them, embrace them. Then you can’t imagine how you lived without them.
It is decicycles before I come up for air. “Johnathyn, how did you get here?”
“I flew with Dierdra and Silva.”
“Are they both still here?”
“Yes.”
DAMN! I didn’t want to deal with Dierdra until this was all done. “Is Dierdra upset?”
“With you? Yes, I would say she is, at least a little.”
“Why are you all here?”
“General Packer sent a message by pigeon. He told us what had happened and that he was concerned about you. He suggested that Dierdra come and speak with you. Once I found out about the message, I demanded to come along. She eventually agreed but was not capable of flying both of us to this location. Silva joined us so that there would be enough magic available for all of us to travel safely. Trust me when I say that I greatly prefer traveling with you instead of these other women.”
“Too talky?”
“On the contrary. Everything is so secret that Dierdra must parse each and every word. There was very little conversation at all. I could have tolerated some Palace gossip, anything to relive the boredom of flying with those two witches.”
“Is Leeanna with you?”
“No, she remains in Glory.”
“How’d she get to Glory?”
“Dierdra flew to New Amsterdam herself to retrieve her. She was happy to return to Glory. There was so much she missed the first time. She is enjoying herself.”
It actually hurt me when he said that. Not that she was enjoying herself but that I wasn’t there to share it with her, with them, with my family. Another damn thing about this war.
“I’m sorry I can’t be there for both of you. With luck, we can wrap this up in a few more weeks. When it’s done, I promise you that I’ll …” He gently touches the side of my face.
“We both understand, Alexia. It is what you must do. She misses you terribly, as do I, but I am sure that the families of your men miss them also. We all want our loved ones to come home safe and well.”
“I-I-I tried, Johnathyn. I really did, but I couldn’t … I didn’t save them all. Lieutenant Grayson. So many others. So many widows.”
With Johnathyn holding me in his arms, I feel like I can finally let it all out. I’m safe and crying like I haven’t cried in months.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“She takes too much upon herself, Mistress Denson.”
“She always has, General Packer. Alexia has never been one to delegate to others.”
“I am not referring to that, though it is true. I am saying that she wishes to accomplish the impossible and then worries when she fails.”
“For example?”
“She wishes for me to win this war but she refuses to accept the inevitable deaths that will result. She does not criticize my tactics and would proceed at a faster pace if she had her choice but she still fights like a madwoman to save every life possible, to the point of endangering her own life.”
“I read your report. That is why I am here today.” Among other reasons.
“You must convince her to return to Glory. My men and I will finish this war. We all appreciate what she has done, what she would be willing to do but her safety is of the greatest importance. The dead would not wish that their sacrifice to have been for nothing. The Queen must live to rule.”
“What about this illness you describe?”
“You can see for yourself but I do not believe it to be serious. She is well by the lunch hour most days. This only started a few days ago. Before that, her appetite was excellent. Her sleeplessness I ascribe to the horrors of war. She was compelled to kill many men in order to protect a squad of the Guard. Being herself, she had jumped into the middle of a battle and decided to rescue all the men still alive. She did so save for one man but at a terrible cost for the rebel side. They have been regrouping ever since and my reports indicate a rapid increase in the number of desertions from their ranks. My fear is that she will become accepting of such deaths. A Queen with a healthy respect for her Guard and a strong desire to protect them from wasteful fighting is a good thing for all of us but a Queen who revels in the death of others … well, that is Opulessa all over again, at least until she became bored with killing and became more inventive with her punishments. The longer Alexia remains at the front, the better the chance she will become accepting of death.”
“I believe you underestimate the basic goodness of the Queen. I have seen her under great stress but she has almost always done the right thing.”
“In war, the right thing is often killing as many men as you can. She has already demonstrated her capabilities in that area. I saw the scene with my own eyes. It was horrific. If I was on the other side, I would have deserted also.”
“Then you would appear to have nothing to be concerned about if she has sleepless nights over such events.”
“That is the present. The future could be different. I have known men, good men, who became enamored with the thrills and excitement of battle. They could not adjust to the slower pace of normal life. They did not begin that way but war changed them. I think that Alexia has learned many valuable lessons and she has also demonstrated many admirable qualities while at the front. There is no doubt that I have never seen such loyalty for the Queen in my men. These are all good things but I fail to see any future benefit in Alexia remaining here.”
“She could continue to be a Healer. There is none better in all the land.”
“Agreed. I have seen things nothing short of miracles but she would not restrict herself to just healing. There will always be a good reason for her to risk her life and so she will go. You must persuade her that the best interest of the country is for her to return to Glory immediately.”
“General, I have little sway over the Queen. You have spent time with her, you know how headstrong she can be but it is almost always because she believes she is right and that it if for the good of all. The only one who may be able to persuade her is Johnathyn Tyber.”
“Is that why you brought him?”
“Partially. He is also very headstrong.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“But you gave them fair warning, Alexia.”
“They had no idea what was coming, Johnathyn.”
“You gave them a choice. Permit you and your men to leave or face death. You could not have been clearer.”
“I could have given a demonstration, a warning shot, something to prove I wasn’t kidding.”
“And how many would you have killed just to perform this demonstration? Would you feel less guilty about their deaths? I understand your anguish, Alexia. I often have dreams about the man I killed when you challenged Opulessa but I would do nothing different if faced with the same choice today. Would you leave those men to their fates if you could go back and choose again?”
“No! They would have all died!”
“Then the fates of all those men you killed were fixed when you first left this world months ago or even when Miran Pegues first brought you here under false pretenses. The war was unavoidable.”
“It was avoidable, Johnathyn. If certain people had done what was expected of them, we wouldn’t be here today.”
“Are you referring to Dierdra? To Beckwith? Other member of the Witches Counsel? I was there. They tried but failed. Who is to blame? Is that why you have not met with Dierdra since returning?”
“That’s as good a reason as any.”
“She is here now. A meeting is unavoidable.”
I sigh. “Like so many other things in my life. What are you going to do?”
“Now that I am here, I will stay.”
“Who will take care of Leeanna?”
“She is in good hands, for now. We must win this war and be done with it quickly. If I can help do that, I must stay and do so. It is what is best for us all.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“What is taking them so long?”
“You must be jesting, General. They are a young couple in love.”
“Here?! Now?!”
“Wherever, whenever. The call of nature is strong and they have not been with each other for weeks.”
“But still? With us just outside within earshot? A person would have to be desperate.”
“Have you ever been in love, General?”
“Once, but it was many years ago.”
“You can still remember what it was like, can’t you?”
‘Yes, but I would never have done something like what you are suggesting.”
“Perhaps that is why you never married your love.”
“That is not the reason. She was killed.”
I should have known that before speaking out of turn. An apology is the best that I can do now. “I am sorry for making light of your loss, General. I did not know.”
“You are forgiven, Mistress Denson. Very few do know.”
“Does Alexia?”
“Yes. We have spent much time together and have become … close.”
Which explains much. The man is enamored with Alexia. He wants her gone to protect her or perhaps he is afraid of what he might do if she remains. Or what she might do to him should he forget himself and approach her. This complicates matters. While debating how to respond to Packer, the tent flap opens and both Johnathyn and Alexia emerge. From looking at them, I can tell that they have only been talking and very little else.
Their loss.
Alexia looks at me, raising one eyebrow.
“I’ll see you next, Dierdra. General, Johnathyn is staying with me.”
Packer is taken aback. “For how long?” he asks.
“Until the war is finished” Alexia replies.
“I’m afraid I cannot allow that, Alexia.”
“It’s not your decision, it’s mine and he’s staying.”
The General and the Queen fighting. More complications. “Perhaps we can come to some sort of compromise. Perhaps …”
“Stay out of this, Dierdra,” Alexia warns. “This is between the two of us. Why can’t Johnathyn stay, General? You better have a good reason.”
“I have three. The first is obvious and the least important. You have gone to great lengths to share the lot of the men, though some accommodations have been necessary. You have your own housing and, though you eat the same fare, it is better prepared. Should your husband join you, it would be a slap in the face of all the men who have left their families at home and not seen them for months. It is likely that most of the men would forgive this insult because you are a woman and the Queen but some might feel unjustly treated.”
“You could be right, General. What’s the second reason?”
“What are you going to do here, Mr. Tyber?”
“Fight, of course.”
“Have you training? How long have you been in the Queen’s Guard? What is your rank? Who is your commanding officer?”
“I get your point, General. Johnathyn’s not one of your men but we did pretty well on our own weeks ago.”
“You did. You both did. I have no doubt that many will write songs about your exploits and I will sing those songs but now is not the time for individual action. An army runs on discipline, on orders and men who follow those orders, on men who know exactly what they are to do and how to do it.”
“I am not a fool, General Packer. I can learn,” says Johnathyn through gritted teeth.
“No doubt you can but we do not have time to train people at the front. Training occurs back in Glory. Would you be willing to join the new recruits for weeks of training?”
Before Johnathyn can reply, Alexia interrupts. “Is all that really necessary, General?”
“It is because, without it, the other men cannot trust him, cannot rely on him. They may think he is a fine fellow and the luckiest man in the world to be married to you but he is not a soldier, which brings me to my third and most important reason.”
“Which is?”
“Not being trained, he is a danger to himself and those around him. What happens if he is injured or, Zaphod forbid, killed? What happens next, my Queen?”
Alexia stiffens, as if she has been insulted. “What do you mean, Packer?”
“Think. Your husband, the love of your life, the father of your only daughter, is dead at the hands of the rebels. What would you do about that? What is the first impulse that courses through your anguished heart?”
“To make them pay.”
“Exactly! To make them pay! To bring down holy vengeance upon their inhuman heads! To destroy them and all their families and their families and their families until not a rebel or his kin remain alive!”
“That’s a bit much, General,” says Alexia.
“No, not at all. Think of your first thoughts when you discovered the death of your mother and brother in that accident that was not an accident? What was that first thought?”
“That I’d find the bastards that did this and kill them.”
“Did you do it? Right at that very moment?”
“No! Of course not!”
“Because you could not do it. It was not within your powers to do so. The rage and anger eventually cooled and you devised a plan of vengeance that you are still attempting to accomplish today. First Minister Dupree is out there, waiting for you to call upon him.”
“What is your point, General?” I ask.
“Every man or woman would react the same way to the death of their loved ones. Rage, anger, and vengeance. However, most of the time, we cannot do what our anguished souls demand that we do. Alexia can. She is the most powerful witch in this world. If Johnathyn were to die on this battlefield, her instantaneous reaction would be so horrible to see, so totally destructive of everything we are attempting to accomplish, it would take decades for this world to recover, if ever. The toll of death would be uncountable.”
“Are you not being too dramatic, General Packer?”
“No, Dierdra. He’s not,” says Alexia. “He’s absolutely right. When my family was killed … I thought about doing a lot of things, terrible things. It took weeks for me to cool down. If Johnathyn were killed by the rebels, hell, if just by accident … it would be unbelievable. Nothing left standing or alive. Men, women, children, animals, bugs, you name it.” She turns to Johnathyn and takes his hand. “He’s right, you can’t stay here. Even if you just hung around the tent and did nothing, and we both know you’d refuse to be a house husband waiting for wifey to return from the wars, there’s still a chance you could get killed. The risk is too great. For you, for me, for this world. If you were killed, I’d blow this place up in an instant. I’d be out of control. Johnathyn, for all our sakes, go back to Glory and protect our daughter. I’ll be more careful here. We finish this once and for all, Dupree gets his and we all come home. I promise. I love you too much to lose you.”
“As do I also, Alexia.”
“I know that but you aren’t the Queen, I am. It’s my job not yours but I promise you that I will come home alive and well. I swear it.”
They kiss each other with such passion that it is embarrassing to watch, not that it is explicit but that it is so emotional. After just a few milicycles, they separate but linger, holding hands. Johnathyn finally releases her and walks away, head down. I glance at Packer to see his reaction but it is not one of triumph. He knows the absolute love that these two share and that whatever relationship he has with Alexia will only go so far and no farther.
Alexia lifts the flap of her tent with her left hand. “Come on Dierdra. Let’s talk.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We’re sitting opposite each other at the table in my tent. I’ve both wanted and dreaded this conversation ever since I returned to this world. There’s so much to say and no good way to say it. She just sits there, making me start.
Fine.
“I was very angry when Pegues showed up to fetch me, Dierdra. After he told me what had happened since I left, I was pissed at you, pissed at Beckwith and pissed at myself. It could have worked. There were problems with the plan, I’ll admit that. Packer was right about a lot of things but, despite that, it still could have succeeded if you guys had stuck together.”
She raises her hands expansively. “So all of this is our fault?”
“Not all, but a lot. What’s my fault is expecting you thirteen to work together. I’d hoped that our success with Opulessa would have convinced all of you that there was great power in cooperation but I chose to ignore history. Other than that one time, none of you had any experience working as a team. Your entire lives had been spent as isolated centers of power, being the big fish in relatively small ponds. It was the only safe way to live. I changed all that but it was too fast, too sudden. No one had a chance to adapt. As soon as my 400 stone gorilla left the stage, everyone reverted back to what they knew, what they were comfortable with.”
“Not all.”
“No, Beckwith caught on faster than anyone else, apparently including you. Thankfully, getting a bunch of witches to agree on something is like herding cats.”
“Cats?”
“Right. No dogs, no cats. What do you give your kids as pets? Then it’s like herding chickens in an open field. None of you were so much more powerful than the others that she could dominate so the only way to organize is the power of persuasion and that wasn’t enough.”
“What you say is not exactly true, Alexia. We did accomplish several things.”
“But not enough. In order to keep people from complaining, you had to be much better than the alternative, which was the old way. Just as the coven was comfortable with the old ways, so were the people. They didn’t want Opulessa back, they just wanted a better Queen. Same play, better actors. They wanted Rodgers and Hammerstein and we gave them Sondheim.”
I could see the frustration on Dierdra’s face. I make these great analogies and they zoom right by her. I sorta enjoy it at times but not now.
“As usual, you speak in riddles but somehow your point is made. We could have done better. I could have done better but why not come to Glory when you first returned? I was waiting for you so that we could salvage something from our plans.”
“No offense, but I couldn’t have my name associated with such a failure.”
She’s even more frustrated. “But it was your plan, your failure!”
“Funny how that works out, isn’t it? I had to start fresh, to give the people what they wanted. They wanted a dominant Queen, someone who would come in and take charge, make everything work right again. I needed to build my reputation with some victories in the field. I also had to do something to let everyone know that I wasn’t fooling when I said join me or die.” I took a sip of tea. “I think that I was maddest about that. The coven’s mistakes made it necessary for me to come back and kill people.”
“Do not blame that on us, Alexia! I was willing to talk, to create other options. We could have thought of many other choices.”
“None that worked as well as this. I had to be the Queen the people expected to see, even more I had to be the Queen they didn’t know they wanted. If I was going to do that, it had to be my way, without either interference from or the help of the Witches Council. Admit it, you didn’t have any kind of control over the others. Beckwith did not want me back and wouldn’t have done squat to help unless I forced her to help and she had a few supporters among the coven, mostly witches she had brought in since I left.”
“You did not want my help but you turned to General Packer?”
“Despite it all, the people still mostly trusted the Queen’s Guard, particularly after the riff raff left to join up with assorted rogue Queens who were looking for experienced hired guns. It left the true believers like Packer in charge and he cleaned up their image. If he hadn’t supported you, the Government would have been overthrown before I got back to save it.”
“So this has all been a terrible trial for you? What about your Husband and Daughter?”
“That’s been the good part. I feel whole again. Whatever happens from here on out, it’s been worth it. I’m here to stay. You wanted the big bad Queen back and now you’ve got her. I’ve got my own plans for my world and as soon as we finish with Dupree, they go into effect.”
I glance over at the untouched remains of my breakfast still sitting at the far end of the table and quickly stifle my immediate compulsion to throw up.
Dierdra notices and immediately shifts into Healer mode. She just can’t help herself. “How long have you been feeling this way, Alexia?”
“It’s nothing! By midday it’ll have passed. It almost always does. I’m sure I just had a bad piece of meat or fish or I’ve got a bug of some kind.”
“What kind of bug? Where is this bug?”
“Not an insect, an infection of some kind, like the flu, actually I should be accurate, influenza or a common cold, maybe a bacteria in the water. Either way, it can’t be contagious because none of the men have it, just me.”
“Again I ask, how long have you ‘had it’?”
“It’s no big deal! If it was serious, it would have gotten worse. Today has been a good day so it’s probably worked its way through my system already.”
Dierdra glares at me. “Healers make the worst patients. How. Long.”
She’s not gonna let this go. “Only about five, maybe six days.”
“Any fever?”
“No, none.”
“Any other symptoms?”
“Nothing! I swear! It’s not even worth mentioning.”
“A terrible patient. Tell me.”
“I’m sure it’s just the armor. They don’t really design these for women you know.”
She simply stares at me with that unending, long-suffering maternal look.
“Fine! My breasts are a little tender. Happy?”
There’s a twitch in the corner of her mouth as her hard eyes soften. The twitch becomes a creeping smile that slowly slides to the other corner and erupts into a joyous smile. She pops up from her chair.
“No, the men would certainly not have this. Come stand before me, girl,” she demands.
Who the hell does she think she is? I’m just about to tell her to drop dead when she grabs my arm and pulls me up from my chair.
“What the HELL, Dierdra!”
“Be. Silent.”
She places her left hand lightly on my stomach, squats down and closes her eyes. I wait five milicycles before saying anything.
“Would you mind telling me exactly what you are …”
“Hush, child,” she softly reprimands me, turning her attention back to my stomach.
I don’t feel anything, other than foolish for letting this go on, so I decide to allow her to finish playing her game. It only lasts another thirty milicycles before she drops her hand and stands up, her face beaming.
“I suspected as much. You are with child, Alexia.”
“Come again?”
“You are pregnant. Five, maybe six weeks.”
That’s impossible. “How in the world can I be pregnant? I’m not even a real woman!”
“You are not? I have seen you unclothed. You are a real woman.”
“Yes, of course I am now! Like two months ago I was a man! How could I get pregnant in two months?”
“Like any other woman, I would imagine. You and Johnathyn have been …” Her voice trails off, the question unasked.
“Yeah, yeah, yeah, we have.”
Five, maybe six weeks. I search my memory for where we were at that time. I’d only gotten back in the mood for marital sex about a week or so before then and we had been going at it hot and heavy. There was this little inn just outside a mountain town called Augstine. Looked like a picture post card. Had romantic weekend getaway written all over it.
They had a small infestation of rebel troops, a local strongman and a middle aged Thirty Six witch. They used the inn as their headquarters. Took us less than a day to put them on the run. The innkeeper was so happy, we got the bridal suite gratis, plus a great meal.
That night, Johnathyn had my back pinned to a wall, my legs tightly wrapped around his waist, my left arm around his neck and my right arm across his back, the nails of my right hand digging into his back as he relentlessly put the wood to me as I urged him on in an erotic fever. I had to have him that night, wanted it more than life itself and he responded with a bravura performance. He’d have gotten a standing ovation if I had been actually standing at the time.
I came four times and, somehow, he came twice, the last one seemed to reach me to the very core of my being. I blew it off as some kind of happy coincidence, mutual orgasm thing that, Zaphod willing, we’d figure out how we did it and repeat as often as possible.
When he finally dropped me on my back into bed, still firmly lodged inside my pulsing vagina as he lay on top of me, I distinctly remember saying. “Damn Johnathyn! Somebody wants to be a daddy again!” He just smiled and caressed my breast, sending more chills up my spine. “Perhaps. Some day. It would be nice to have a son.”
“What are you thinking of, Alexia?”
Dierdra’s question snaps me back to the present. My left hand was resting gently upon my breast, my pulse was pounding and my breathing a little rapid. “No. No, I couldn’t be pregnant,” I whisper with no conviction at all.
“See for yourself, child.”
There she goes with that child crap again. I’m afraid to look but I need to know, I’ve got to know. I close my eyes, concentrate, and slip inside my own body, cautiously, fearfully sliding down, down, down until I spot my enlarged womb, engorged with blood full of oxygen and nutrients. I warily peek inside.
There, clearer than any 3-D sonogram, is a healthy, thriving fetus. Two arms, two legs and, I swear, it looks at me. I slowly pull back until I return to my head and open my eyes to see Dierdra’s expectant face.
“It’s a boy,” I sigh.
CHAPTER FIFTY FIVE
“When will you tell Johnathyn?” Dierdra asks.
“Not until I am done here,” I answer, firmly.
“You are done now,” she says, more firmly. “You are with child! No woman with child should be anywhere near a battlefield!”
“Tell that to the pregnant women I’ve seen fleeing to our side of the lines when we near a town run by Dupree’s rebels. You should hear the stories they tell. They reduce my regret for what I had to do out there, particularly if you could guarantee I got one of the bastards who did that shit!”
“Yes! Yes, the fortunes of war. We are talking about you actually fighting alongside men. It is insane to even contemplate such things! You are with child, girl!”
“I know! I saw him! You think this is easy for me? We are on the verge of winning this war and if I walk away now, it may take months longer to win or we might even lose. Think how many more men will die if this drags on for months. How could I face the mothers, the wives of those dead men and say ‘Sorry about that, but I put the interest of my unborn child ahead of your child, your husband. My apologies to his children. Fortunes of war and all’?”
“It is a terrible choice, Alexia but no one would blame a mother for protecting her child. No mother could look you in the face and not understand your actions.”
“You know that I can take the necessary precautions, reduce my exposure to risks. I’ve been doing it all along while I was pregnant. The only difference now is that I know it.”
She shakes her head. “Utter madness. Johnathyn should also decide. It is his child too.”
I reach out and grab her arm. “Do not tell Johnathyn, Dierdra. I beg you!”
“Why should I not?”
“Because he will agree with you. He will ask me to leave these brave men to their fates and return to the temporary safety of Glory and I’ll do it. It’s the wrong thing but I’ll do it because he’ll ask me to do it. Johnathyn and I argue and fight like any couple but there are times when I simply cannot refuse him. This will be one of those times.”
“What if I were to tell General Packer?”
“He’s an old school traditionalist, he’s got trouble having me here when I’m not pregnant. He’d blow a gasket if he knew I was.”
“And this is a bad thing, to ‘blow a gasket’?”
“Very bad. Look, Dierdra, you can get what you want by telling Johnathyn and you might get it by telling Packer. I can make a Federal case out of it by ordering you, as your Queen, to remain silent upon pain of death.”
“You would not dare!”
“You’re right, I wouldn’t but we both have trump cards we can play that will destroy everything. Or you can just trust me. Your choice.”
She drops into the chair near her and looks off into space for more than a decicycle before turning to face me. “You have very little time before you will begin to show enough that any fool will know you are with child. A few weeks at most.”
“I understand.”
“I will not leave you until you return to Glory with me. Nothing you can say will make me leave. Nothing.”
“Got it.”
“And Silva will likewise stay.”
“How we going to explain that?”
“Simple. We are both Healers. We are here to provide additional care of the Guard in the final push to victory.”
“That actually makes sense. I should have thought of it myself. Wait a milicycle … who’s running the Government while you’re here?”
“Beckwith.”
“You are shitting me!”
Dierdra looks shocked. “I do not believe I am. Whatever that is.”
“Aren’t you afraid she might do something like attempt a takeover?”
“She knows that you have returned and that to even attempt such a thing would incur your wrath.”
It’s good to be feared. “Alright, I agree to your terms. Do we have a deal?” I offer her my hand. She just stares at it. “In my old world, if two people have reached an Agreement, they shake hands to confirm that agreement. It’s called a Handshake Deal. Very binding in certain circles.”
She tentatively reaches out, shaking my hand then pulls me into a hug. “Alexia,” she laughs. “You are going to be a mother!”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I want to review the Fusiliers one more time before tomorrow’s battle. I want to impress upon them the importance of getting this right the first and likely only time. They are all waiting for me as I approach the training ground on my horse. After I dismount, they all salute me and I do the same. They are all large, strong men, capable of handling the RPG 7. A shorter, furtive man steps forward to address me.
“The men are ready for inspection, First Minister.”
He is Manfred Neighster, the man in charge of the RPG 7’s. Neighster was the go-between for the smuggler working for the Winthrop Group. He is the one who was trained by the smuggler on how to use and maintain the RPG 7. As unimpressive as he looks, he may be the most important man in this army right now. He falls back in line with the other men.
As I walk past the row of thirty men, dressed in red, each with a long tube over their shoulder, I look each one in the eye briefly before moving on to the next man. Once I reach the end of the row, I turn around and walk back to the middle of the row to face them.
“Men! Tomorrow will be the most important battle of this war and ten of you will play a vital role. You each know what to do. You are trained and ready to perform. If successful, your names will go down in history!”
Just then, Neighster coughs, drawing my attention. He catches my eye and subtly rubs the thumb of his left hand across the palm of that hand several times, reminding me of the realities of our situation. I return to my inspirational speech.
“In addition to the eternal gratitude of your country, each of you will be well rewarded should we kill or capture the evil witch Alexia tomorrow.”
Their smiles show I have struck a responsive chord. I wave Neighster forward. He quickly steps in front of me.
“Are you certain the weapons are ready?”
“Yes, First Minister. You see, the Rocket-Propelled Grenade Model 7 wasn’t originally designed for this sort of use but it is an easily modified weapon, capable of a number of things. In this case, you modify the fuse so that, instead of igniting upon impact, it goes off a certain number of milicycles after firing, filling the sky with shards of hot metal. Ten of the RPG 7’s have been so modified to explode at different heights. At least one or two, quite possibly more, will strike Alexia, either killing her outright or knocking her from the sky.”
“Neighster, I simply asked if the weapons are ready. I did not need a lecture.”
He has a reputation for being a bit full of himself and loves to hear the sound of his own voice. My admonishment draws another round of smiles from the men. Clearly, they have had their fill of him. His day in the sun will soon come to a close.
“I am sorry, First Minister. I thought you wanted complete information.”
“Only when I specifically ask for it. Neighster. I am a busy man with much to do. One last thing. Queen Tammy insists on stopping by and placing her ‘blessing’ upon the weapons. Make certain she does not harm them in any way. Understood?”
He salutes smartly. “Yes, First Minister.”
I return to my horse, swing up into the saddle and ride off, headed for my headquarters. Along the way, I pass Queen Tammy and her retinue of guards and servants riding the way I just came. I bow slightly in the saddle as I pass her before returning to my intended path. By this time tomorrow, we should know if the old woman will be a true Queen or just a pretender to the throne and if I will be at her side or on the run for my life.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
There is much activity around General Packer as Alexia and I walk towards him in the morning. He had sent a runner to her tent, requesting her presence. The message had said nothing about me, but as I am currently Alexia’s shadow, I came with her. The look on the General’s face at our arrival at the observation tower told me that he had intended otherwise. He bows slightly, first to Alexia, “Queen Alexia.” Then, somewhat less enthusiastically, he nods, “Mistress Denson.”
We are standing at the highest point along a low ridge of unforested hills, the plains before us is where the men have set up camp. The numerous burning fires explain the lack of trees. Past the tents, the plains continue to stretch for several hundred decileagues north until they encounter a vast forest of trees. There are several men standing on a raised platform on wheels at least ten decileagues in the air, scanning the horizon, watching for the movements of the enemy. It is clear why General Packer values the information that Alexia provides while she flies about on her dragon.
“What’s up, General?” Alexia inquires.
“We have a small skirmish occurring here.” He places a finger upon the map on the table before him. “And here.” He places a second finger on the map near the first. “They are actually not far from where we stand. If there was not so much activity in our camp, you could likely hear the gunfire.”
“What is the significance of that?” I ask.
“It is the first enemy attack since their last encounter with the Queen and Lilly. It would be best if we slap them down hard. A series of defeats are always a challenge to an army’s morale. I would prefer that Dupree not see another victory of any kind.”
“You don’t have to sell me on that, General,” says Alexia. Another runner comes in with a message for the General. Alexia pauses until he has read it and sends the runner on his way. “What do you need from me?”
“I thought that an appearance from Lilly would disturb the rebels enough that their lines would not hold and we could end this with minimal casualties. That is, if you are feeling up to it, my Queen.”
He is rubbing Alexia’s sore spots today. She is likely to agree to anything to reduce injuries to her Guard and Packer knows that all too well. I can see that she is not happy to bring Lilly back today, the memories from the last incident being fresh in her mind but she forces a smile.
“We talking about a guest appearance or a starring role, General?”
“I would think a guest appearance would be adequate, my Queen. With just a little flame for special effects.”
“Specific targets?”
“At your discretion, my Queen.”
I do not understand, this being some kind of code between the two of them but Alexia must like the answers because she relaxes. “Well then, saddle up and let’s go dancing. You have my radio?”
One of the men runs up, holding two devices in his hands. The General takes one and places something across the top of his head with a small branch sticking out in front of his mouth. This is connected to a larger device by a thin, flexible vine, the larger device being held to the waist of his pants. Alexia does the same with the device handed to her but places the larger device in the pocket of her dress.
“Are they fully charged?” she asks.
“Yes. There has been much sun the last few days so all the batteries are fully charged, thanks to the equipment you have provided.”
“Is this really necessary?” I ask. “We have discussed this, Alexia. You agreed to limit your exposure to danger. I would think that you should only become involved if absolutely necessary. I am not a military expert, but this seems to be a minor matter.”
My statement clearly angers General Packer.
“Mistress Denson, no fight is a minor matter to the men in that fight. Whether one or one thousand, the risk to the fighter is the same. There is no such thing as a minor death.”
He expects me to back off in the face of this emotional argument. He does not know me. “A stirring argument, General. Yet, I do not see you pouring all the resources available to you into what you yourself called just milicycles ago a ‘small skirmish.’ If there are no minor deaths, why are you not sending every available man into the breach?”
He eyes me warily. “Why are you even here, Mistress Denson? I do not recall inviting you to this counsel.”
“I am here to protect the health of the Queen, General.”
His façade of aloof manliness instantly disappears. “Are you unwell, Alexia? I would never ask you to do anything if you are not capable of …”
Alexia waves him off. “I’m fine, General. I’m as fit today as I’ve been the last five weeks.”
The General appears relieved but both Alexia and I realize how sharp her answer was.
“Alexia, you do not need to prove anything to these men. They have sworn loyalty to you.”
“Dierdra, I need to know if I can still do this. There may come a time where I’m the last line of defense. That’s a bad time to be testing the nerves. Better to take things one small step at a time.” She reaches down to the device in her pocket and then adjusts the thing on her head. “Check. Check. Can you read me, General?”
“Loud and clear, Alexia.”
Without warning of any kind, an enormous glistening black dragon appears out of the air before me. I stagger backwards several steps in surprise and shock but the Guard acts as if it is an everyday occurrence. Alexia hops forward, landing lightly on the creature’s back. It turns its huge head back towards me, gives me a frightening, sharp-toothed smile, winks and then quickly flies off with a rush of wind from its slowly flapping wings, circling the encampment and climbing higher in the sky.
It takes one’s breath away!
The General gives me a bemused look. “You had never seen Lilly before today, had you?”
I had recovered my wits enough to reply. “No. I had read eyewitness reports but … words do not do it justice.”
“It is a she. Alexia is quite emphatic about that, though as there are no male dragons about, it seems her sex matters little. That is probably for the best. A pregnant battle dragon would be of little value.”
Now it is my turn to offer the General a bemused look. He notices but says nothing.
I turn my attention to the dragon which has finished rising higher in the sky and is now flying north towards the two small skirmishes.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
So far, everything feels normal and familiar. I think Lilly is aware of my lack of enthusiasm this morning and is taking her own sweet time to get to cruising altitude. I lean forward and pat her on the side of her black scaly neck.
“Time to go to work, my pet.”
The radio squawks. “Did you say something, Alexia?”
“No, General. I’ll call when I reach the scene.”
If you ignore what’s going on below you, this is almost peaceful. It’s a bright blue, beautiful morning, the air cool and crisp up here, the view to the horizon spectacular.
Pregnant.
I am pregnant.
I still can’t grasp it, like it’s someone else’s body instead of mine.
What does this world use as birth control? No one said squat to me about birth control. That’s the first thing that comes across from the other side when trade relations get reestablished, about a million gross of condoms.
When you think about it, this world isn’t exactly overpopulated. There’s more forest than farmland by a long shot and none of the towns seem crowded, except for Glory and that’s only in comparison to every other place. I haven’t seen any true slums. Sure, there are good and bad parts of almost any town of significant size but the bad part isn’t that bad and the good part isn’t that good. I mean, not a flush toilet anywhere. That’s import number two.
Number three will be disposable diapers.
Pregnant. I’m gonna be a mommy. A breast feeding mommy. I can’t have saggy breasts! I’m not even twenty three! How can anyone be a parent at my age? I don’t know shit about raising a child! A son. Johnathyn will fucking freak out! What about Leeanna? Will she even want a baby brother? God, this is so complicated!
A bullet goes whizzing by my head, bringing my attention back to the problem at hand. Lilly has been on cruise control but we’ve reached the target so I better start paying attention.
“Big Black reporting in General. We’ve reached the outskirts of the first fight. Over.”
“Excellent! We can still see you from the observation hill. Over.”
I look back but can’t make out any details. Guess it’s easier for them to see me than for me to see them.
“Hope we don’t have to put on a show for you. I’m making a pass running down the line of fire. Give everybody a good look at me.”
I glide over the heads of the rebels, just behind the lines, letting them imagine what it was like for their fellows to retreat right into Lilly’s free fire zone. Of course, I don’t need my imagination.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The corporal points up as the Queen passes overhead.
“There she is! There she is! I tain’t never seen her before, not up close at least. You was there Sergeant Timbler, weren’t you? I heard you and your boys saw it all.”
I pull the young fool down behind some cover just in time. They added some new men to the 12th Squad, what with our losses and all. There were lots of volunteers. We were famous after all. I’d rather they found some smarter, older soldiers who knew what in Zaphod’s name they were doing.
“Aye, we did. Hope to never see it again. Not that I wouldn’t be thankful if we were in the same trouble as before but that’s a once in a lifetime thing.”
I hope.
“She’s a tough one, ain’t she, Sergeant? Just up and killed all them rebels without a blink or a snort. Gotta be the toughest, meanest Queen ever.”
I look the boy straight in the eyes. “Son, I’d rather dangle my dingle in front of a pack of ravenous wolves before I’d cross that woman.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Somehow, Alexia is speaking with General Packer with the help of those devices. I can barely hear what Alexia is saying to the General but it is clearly in response to what he is saying to her. The General notices my concentration on the device in his waistband.
“Curious, are you Mistress Denson?”
“One cannot but help be curious. What are they?”
“They are something called a two way radio. It is tek-nal-ogee from the Queen’s old world. They have a range of about ten leagues on a good day. They are powered by several things called ‘batteries’ which absorb the power of the sun using the device she calls the ‘solar charger.’ It also powers her kom-pew-ter. These radios make managing the battle so much easier. I would take a thousand of them if I could.”
“I would like to listen to her words also.”
“Your presence here is a curiosity, Mistress Denson. Is there something I should know that I do not?”
I would tell him in an instant if Alexia and I had not reached an agreement. However, if she takes too many risks, I will consider that agreement to be negated by her actions. For now, I will follow it.
“There is nothing you need to know for the present, General Packer. Can I also hear her words?”
He looks at me with suspicion but has no evidence. “Yes. I simply unplug the headset.” He removes the vine from the larger device on his belt, then places the device in his hand. “Press this button when I speak and you can hear when Alexia speaks. Simple to operate.”
I edge closer so that I can hear better.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Looks like the rebel lines are breaking up. All it took was for me to show up. Guess the memories are still fresh for all of us.
“Big Black reporting General. Over”
“What do you see, Alexia? Over.”
“Looks like both rebel groups are on the run. The first group is heading west and the other east. Over.”
“How many men, Alexia? Over.”
“I’d say about three squads in both groups, a total of six. Are the Guard ordered to pursue? Over.”
“Yes, but just to make certain that Dupree knows that we are serious about defending against hit and run tactics. Are the Guard maintaining contact?”
“Most of them. One squad seems a little slow. Over.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“What’s the hold up, Sergeant Timbler? Our orders are to follow the rebels and keep the fight going.”
Got ourselves a new lieutenant too. A bit green and hard charging for my taste. Lieutenant Grayson was a smart soldier. He’d follow orders but do it his way. The officers at the top don’t know what is really happening out here on the front. Sometimes, you just have to listen to what the fight is telling you.
“Begging your pardon, Lieutenant Burrows, but don’t you think those rebels gave up a little too easy? I mean, one milicycle they’re all there, making a big noise and the next milicycle, they’re all gone. No one blew retreat, no one covered the withdrawal, no stragglers. It was like they were all waiting for a sign of some kind to run for it.”
“Your point, Sergeant Timbler?” he asks, frustrated at my lack of action.
“My point is, Lieutenant, is that they want us to follow them. We’re being drawn away from something. That other group retreats the exact other way. Now we got a big hole in our lines. For some reason, they don’t want us here. I’d say we just hang around a bit, see what happens.”
“Sergeant Timbler, I know what this squad has been through. You men are all heroes. I can also understand why you aren’t exactly demanding to be back in the fight but we cannot let Squads 7 and 9 get all the fame. I’ll scout ahead and you get the men organized to chase these damn rebels to the ground. Do you understand?”
“Aye, Sir. I do.”
“Good man! I’ll return in no more than fifteen decicycles.” He hurries off into the woods.
“Where’s he going?” asks the new Corporal.
“Out looking for fame,” I answer.
“He can keep it if he finds it. I’ll keep my skin if it’s all the same.”
I slap him on the back. “You’re my kind of soldier, lad.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I’m just about ready to return to headquarters, thankful for the easy day, when I hear gunfire straight ahead of me. Sounds like a third firefight. I toggle the switch on my headset.
“Big Black reporting. Over”
“What is it, Alexia? Over.”
“Do we have any more men in this area? Over.”
“Not that I know of though it is certainly possible. Over.”
“There’s a big fight just north of me. If it’s the Guard, they could be in trouble. It might be one of our squads that circled back behind the retreating rebels, trying to cut them off. I’m going to check it out. Over.”
“NO Alexia! Come back! You have done enough for one day!”
That’s not Packer, that’s Dierdra. What is she doing on the radio?
“General, what was that?”
“Nothing. Just your sister witch expressing her opinion. If you think it is important, proceed but do so with care. Over.”
“Will do. Over and out.”
Lilly shoots forward, keeping us high in the air, out of range of most gunfire. We pop up over a small ridge and find ourselves above a rocky arena of some kind. Closed on three sides by hills but open on the west side. The sides have some clumps of trees here and there but it’s mostly rocks and dry rivulets cut into the hillside. The plain below the hills and in front of the open end also has few trees and mostly boulders of assorted sizes, likely rolled down from the hillside. That’s where the fight is taking place.
There don’t appear to be any formal battle lines, it’s just a big mish mash of men shooting at each other, looking like swarms of red and black ants, with the red outnumbering the black. I drop down about a hundred decileagues to get a better look. I see one man run from his cover to reach a comrade but he drops after taking a few steps. Now that he’s out in the open, I can see he’s wearing a Guard uniform. I drop down a little further and start drawing fire, though it’s nothing I can’t easily handle. Now I can see that the large majority of men sprawled on the ground are Guard. They are getting killed down there!
“General! This is Big Black! It’s Guard all right and they’re getting slaughtered! I’ve got to go down and give them back up! If I’m lucky, just a little fireworks will do the job. Get some troops headed this way, pronto. Over.”
There’s a mixture of two voices on the air, Dierdra and Packer. I can just see them fighting over the radio. Doesn’t really matter. I know what I need to do. Again.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“By Zaphod’s great staff, it’s working!” Tasher hisses through clenched teeth.
“Not yet, General. She is too high. We have two RPGs fused to explode at that height but we need more. She needs to drop down another forty decileages or more to put her in the middle of the swarm of RPGs. When I fire this aerial shell, it will shoot high in the air and explode. That is the signal for all the men to clear the plain and for the Fusiliers to fire.”
“How long do the men have to clear the plain, Dupree?”
“Just ten milicycles, less if Alexia tries to escape. The Fusiliers are to fire if she attempts to fly out of the trap, regardless if the men are clear or not.”
“They do not know that, do they?”
“Of course not! Who would volunteer for such duty?”
I peer out from my hidden spot, covered by canvas painted to look like dirt with some small pieces of brush glued to it. The ten Fusiliers are similarly hidden with an additional man for each of them to act as a spotter.
“Just a few more decileagues,” I mutter to myself.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“She should not be out there at all!” Denson screeches.
“Be calm, woman! Alexia knows what she is doing! The Queen has been in much more dangerous situations in the past.”
I knew that having this non-military witch with me would be a problem. I allowed it for Alexia’s sake. When I asked for help from her, it was not a surprise that she came herself. I was surprised that she brought the Queen’s husband with her. I had expected her to quickly return to her duties in Glory once the Queen had recovered from the trauma of that last battle, but, for some reason, she has stayed to become a thorn in my side.
“What is she doing now?! I can no longer see her!”
“Please, Mistress Denson! Calm yourself! Alexia is simply going down to get a better look. She is more than powerful enough to keep both Lilly and her protection against gun fire active. There is no threat to her.”
Denson glared at me, the anger clear on her face. What had I said? Did she not know what Alexia has been doing these many weeks? She is safer now than when she and her husband had been challenging these brigands by themselves. THAT was reckless behavior!
My radio beeps, indicating an incoming report from Alexia.
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“General, there are downed Guardsmen all over the place! I can’t tell who’s hurt and who’s dead but there’s not a lot of movement out there. I’m going to give them a taste of fire and see if I can get the rebels to break off contact. Over.”
The men are so mixed together, I can’t risk shooting at any individual. I’ll have to settle for a warning shot of some kind. There seems to be a concentration of rebel soldiers off to my left. I can fire over their heads into the hillside. That ought to shake them up a bit.
“Hit ‘em Lilly but take it easy.”
She gives just a brief snort of flame, only about four milicycles worth, but the hillside bursts into flame. That shouldn’t have happened, it was just dirt and a few sticks. Two men come scrambling out of the flames, one carrying a long tube with a bulbous head.
Oh CRAP!
Five Hertz of Separation
CHAPTER FIFTY SIX
“She has seen them! The witch has seen them!” I shout as I light the shell’s fuse. The fuse burns. And burns. And burns until finally reaching the base of the shell which sputters for just the barest moment before whooshing high into the air, a black stream of hot gasses trailing behind against the bright blue sky. The rocket arcs over just a bit at the top before exploding with a resounding boom that echoes down the valley.
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“What in Zaphod’s name was that, Sergeant?”
“Don’t know, Corporal. Sounded like the fireworks they use to celebrate the Queen’s birthday. The old Queen I mean. Not the new one. Don’t exactly know when her birthday is.” I turn to the men standing around me. “Any of you lads know when the new Queen’s birthday is?”
“Be nice if it was soon. We get an extra ration of Klatch, don’t we?” answers one of the new men. Haven’t got their names locked in my head yet.
“We will if I have anything to say about it. Pick up your bindles boys, let’s go check it out.”
“Shouldn’t we wait for the Lieutenant, Sergeant Timbler?” asks the new Corporal, name of Lichmer I think. Thank Zaphod for ranks.
“The way I see it, Corporal, that was a signal of some kind. Could be good news, could be bad news, but them rebels were trying to get us to leave this area so we better find out why they was doing that. The Lieutenant shouldn’t have any trouble finding us.”
Which tain’t a good thing.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The loud explosion draws my attention away from the argument with Denson as we both turn our heads to the north. We can see the remains of the rocket, a small black splotch with a fading tail against a clear blue sky.
“What was that?” she asks.
“I have no idea,” I honestly answer.
My radio beeps.
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A rocket-propelled grenade. I’ve seen pictures. It looks Russian, that classic green and brown. There’s a loud hissing sound behind me and I turn just in time to see a small rocket shoot into the air below me but it flies right by, way over to my right. Wasn’t even close. I follow its flight with my eyes until it explodes with a loud bang that reverberates back and forth between the hills on either side of me.
Suddenly, all the men below me flee the scene, including the ones that were supposedly dead or injured. At the same time, other men pop up all around me, throwing dirt colored covers off. They are standing in holes dug into the hillside and each one is packing the same rocket-propelled grenade.
One half of my brain is screaming “TRAP!” but I can’t seem to move. All the other half of my brain can think is “I’m pregnant”! Lilly launches herself skyward, jerking me back into action. I punch my headset as we claw at the air, fighting to gain altitude, the sound of multiple launches behind us filling my ears.
“IT”S A TRAP!” I scream. “IT”S A GOD DAMN TRAP! THEY’VE GOT RPG’S. SEND HELP! OH PLEASE GOD, NOT MY BABY. IT’S A TRAP, GENERAL! FLY LILLY! FLY!”
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“What did she say?” demands Denson.
“Not now!”
I grab the bi-nok-u-lars off the table and quickly focus on the spot where I last saw Lilly. The wait is unbearable but I finally see her crest the hill and climb higher in the sky. There are also some other things in the air with her, small, brightly burning things that are rising faster than she is. They will catch her in milicycles. One of them explodes behind her, then another.
“What is happening?!” Denson screams.
“I don’t know.”
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I hear the two explosions behind me and my heart stops beating for a moment. I’m not hit. Which means those RPG’s didn’t hit anything, they just exploded in midair. Which means that the damned things are working on a timer of some kind and it doesn’t matter if I dodge them. They’re like depth charges and I’m the sub.
I quickly scan the area around me. There are two to my left and three to my right, all different heights and they could go off any milicycle. Lilly’s not fast enough to get away and even if I fly by myself, it’s too late. Max protection means I fall from the sky but it’s my only chance.
I kick away from Lilly, who instantly disappears. With a momentary burst of speed, I angle up and away from the RPG’s that surround me and then concentrate every ioata of magic that I can tap into a dense, protective shell as I become a free flying object on a ballistic trajectory. The first shock wave hits me right after the nearest grenade explodes.
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We can’t see shit, what with the canopy of trees around us, but we could certainly hear a lot of explosions. I think I spotted the Queen’s dragon, wings beating faster than I ever seen, through a gap in the trees but it only lasted a milicycle. Then them explosions started.
“Look about brightly, lads,” I shout. “Looks like we are into it up to our arseholes again. What ever ‘it’ is.”
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I lost track when Lilly vanished. For a milicycle, I thought I saw the Queen in the air by herself and then she too vanished but she seemed to move in a particular direction. That is when the remaining bright objects exploded, but not all at the same time.
Denson cried out in anguish but I kept scanning the sky with the bi-nok-u-lars. It feels like decicycles but I eventually spot something. It appears to be a person but they are not flying. When Alexia flies, it is head first, arms tucked to her side. This person is completely out of control, rolling, spinning, arms and legs flailing about. It must be Alexia but things are not right. She continues to rise in the sky but is slowing. She reaches a peak, holds there for but a moment then begins to fall back to the ground, still out of control. I reach out and grab Denison by the arm, jerking her next to me. I drop the bi-nok-u-lars from my eyes but quickly see the small figure in the sky that is Alexia.
“There!” I shout, pointing in the Queen’s direction, tracking her with my extended finger. “That is Alexia, falling to her death! You must do something immediately or she dies.”
“What can I do? I am not strong enough!”
“Only you can save her! Do it NOW!”
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She escaped! That Zaphod riding harlot of a witch escaped! I turn to face General Tasher.
“She escaped! How is that possible? It was the perfect plan! And now she just flies away as if …”
The General is not looking at me but at the retreating view of Alexia.
“She is not flying, Dupree. See for yourself.”
My eyes are not as sharp as his.
“I see nothing, Tasher!”
“She does not fly, she falls!”
There is hope yet.
“Gather the men! I want her alive or her dead body! Go now!”
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I freeze in fear. It is Leeanna and the snakes all over again. I could not take action that night and now, with Alexia falling before my eyes, I feel helpless. Packer is demanding that I do something but I know not what to do.
“I cannot reach her!” I scream.
“Then reach out to her! There is no time!”
I remember Alexia’s trick with her protective shield, the use of the air itself to slow or stop a bullet. I send a blast of air in her direction and keep sending more and more, straining to the limits of my power.
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A mighty wind appears from nowhere, shaking the trees to their very roots. What is strange is that the wind seems to begin very low to the ground then suddenly wells up and flies skyward, taking all manner of leaves, grass, twigs and dirt with it, nearly blinding everyone. The men are looking very worried as they search for cover against the wind and the debris it carries.
“What is happening, Sergeant?” Corporal Lichmer shouts, trying to be heard over the howling, swirling gale.
“Clearly, witches work!” I shout back. “Have the lads hunker down and hold position. It can’t last forever! Jillian’s mercy, this one’s a real ox lifter!”
Suddenly, something big comes crashing through the trees about fifty decileagues to my left. It hits the ground but not as hard as one would expect. Perhaps it was a bear that had been hiding in the tree but dislodged due to the wind. That is all we need, an angry bear chasing us about behind enemy lines. That would get a good laugh back in camp at our expense. It is more likely just a large, broken branch from one of the surrounding trees. The way everything is swaying about, it won’t be long before some of these trees are uprooted or split apart. I look warily about, trying to see if any of the trees hold a lot of big broken branches or look particularly risky. If a tree begins to fall, there may not be time to escape it.
“Keep a sharp eye about, lads!” I bellow. “Watch for falling trees!”
Several of us are crouching down behind the trunk of a long dead tree that fell ages ago.
“Is this our witch or their witch, Sergeant?” Trooper Copperman yells.
“Doesn’t matter, lad. You’ll be just as dead if something crushes your skull.”
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The strain is too great. I cannot keep it going much longer. Alexia has such exquisite control over her power, such an understanding of how the natural world works that she makes this look easy. The rest of us can only use magic like a blunt tool in comparison to her but that is the only choice right now and I am rapidly running out of magic. I need to hold out as long as I can or Alexia dies.
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Just as quickly as it arrived, the wind disappears. The sudden silence is almost as frightening as the wind. Almost.
“Head count, Corporal Lichmer,” I calmly order as I stand, brushing the dirt and debris off my uniform.
“Aye, Sergeant!” he snaps back, quickly calling out names and getting replies. Turns out we weathered the storm nicely, no one was hurt, no one lost any equipment.
“Zaphod’s luck was with us,” he adds at the end of his report.
“Can’t rely on that, son. Them gods are a fickle bunch.”
“Did we win that one or lose it, Sergeant?”
“Damned if I know Corporal. Copperman! You and Hoskins head over that way,” I point to my left with a jerk of my thumb “and see what fell out of those trees. If it’s some injured beast, put it out of its misery but be careful. Don’t let it put you out of your misery.”
He salutes. “Never any misery with you around, Sergeant.”
Wise ass. They both trot off at a double quick pace. There could be some meat on tonight’s menu.
“The rest of you slugabeds mount up. We need to find out what is going on around here and then report it. Phillips and Massey will take point and …”
“SERGEANT! COME QUICK! IT’S THE QUEEN!” Hoskin roars.
I take off at a dead sprint, or at least what passes for a dead sprint at my age, towards the grove of trees. Most of the men follow me. I pull up just short of where they are. If this is a trap of some kind, we can’t all run right into it.
“It’s the Queen’s what?” I ask.
Copperman hurries over, grabbing my arm.
“It’s the Queen herself!” he exclaims, dragging me forward several decileagues. By the time I pull my arm free, we are standing next to Hoskin, kneeling next to a crumpled figure, wearing a woman’s version of our uniform, though it is torn and bloody. Hoskin is as white as my granny’s pantaloons.
I close my eyes and cock my head to the side. I can hear men coming from the direction of rebel territory and they aren’t far away.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I collapse, landing on my side. General Packer is beside me straight away.
“Are you well?”
“Yes,” I whisper, pausing a moment to gauge the level of magic in the area. “Alexia lives … I think. She is very depleted.”
“How can you be certain?”
“When Opulessa died, we all knew it. A witch of that strength leaves a mark when she dies. There is no such mark for Alexia though she is very weak.”
“Can I leave you here as you are?”
“Yes! Yes! Please go. Find her!”
“My horse!” he shouts. The animal is there in milicycles. He vaults into the saddle.
I struggle to my feet, a Guardsman helping me.
“General! Wait!” I gasp.
He glares at me with a mixture of anger and frustration.
“We do not have time to …”
“Alexia is with child!”
His visage instantly becomes one of total surprise and shock. “The Queen is WITH CHILD?!”
I can only nod my head in confirmation, being too tired to even speak further.
He wheels his horse about and spurs it forward, the animal bounding towards where we last saw Alexia. One of the officers chases after him but the gap between them rapidly increases.
“General! We need to plan this action!”
The General pulls back on the reins, slowing the horse enough for Packer to turn his head back towards the officer.
“The plan is for every man jack to follow me! We ride to save the Queen!”
He turns back and spurs the horse again, galloping with gaining speed through the camp as men scatter about, shouting orders and raising the alarm. All around me there are cries of “We ride to save the Queen!”
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“Is she alive, Sergeant?”
“How in Zaphod’s name should I know? I tain’t no Healer!”
“Don’t they check the neck or the wrist or something?”
“Shouldn’t we not touch her?”
“I heard you touch the Queen without her permission, you turn into a newt!”
“Be silent the lot of you!” I order loudly.
In their silence, I can better hear the approaching rebels. The woods are thick around us, lots of low brush about, slowing their approach but they’re raising a rucas, not trying to cover their movements at all. The lot of them are searching hard for the Queen and they can’t be more than a hundred decileagues away.
“Look, lads,” I say much more quietly. “There’s nothing for it. We are going to have to leg it out of here and right quick!”
“They always say don’t move an injured woman. That’s what they always say.”
“Corporal, you hear those voices out there? That’s the whole rebel army headed this way. They are looking for her. If we stay here; they capture all of us and her, whether she’s alive or dead. If we run for it and leave her; we escape and they capture her, alive or dead. We pick her up and run for it; we may escape and she ends up back at headquarters, alive or dead. Not much choice here as I see it. Help me get her up on my shoulder.”
Several hands help lift her up and settle her gently over my right shoulder. That’ll be the last gentle thing that’ll happen to her for a while. Don’t see any newts in the crowd so that takes care of that rumor. She’s lighter than she looks but it will still be damn near impossible for me to make any good speed with her like this. I’m not the fastest man on the squad but I can run down every one of them on the long training runs. I’ve got endurance.
I shift her just a little bit so that her stomach is right over my shoulder.
“We do this fast and quiet. Head straight back to our lines. They’ll have to slow down and search while we leg it. There shouldn’t be anyone in front of us but just in case, I want the two fastest men out front.”
Five hands immediately go up. I point to two of them and they head out. I can already feel the weight on my shoulder.
“Last thing. If I go down, nearest men grabs the Queen and you all take off. No one stays behind for me. If that man goes down, nearest man grabs the Queen. Same rules. She got us home. We get her home. Understood?”
There was nothing but quiet determination in the squad. We owe it to her.
“Right. Lead us home, Corporal.”
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I make good progress in the open plains outside of the camp. I look back behind me several times and do not see any indication of Guardsmen following me, organized or not.
It was foolish to do what I did. No rational General would ever commit his troops to battle by simply pointing to a spot on the horizon and saying “go get them.” We could not afford to wait, however. Dupree had a very smart plan. She put herself within their grasp and Dupree took advantage. Advantage of her good nature and loyalty to her troops. There has never been a Queen in the history of this world that would do something like that for her Guard.
With child.
Is the woman insane?! How could they conspire to keep such information from me? No General has ever lost a Queen to a direct battle. The Queens themselves will battle without any help from their respective Guard but no General has actually lost a Queen, let alone one with child.
When was the last time a Queen was even with child? I thought they discouraged things like that. I don’t know exactly how but I’m certain I read about it or heard something. Madness. Utter madness.
Now that I have reached the tree line, this is much more difficult. There is no way of knowing where Alexia is. The proper thing to do is wait for the men to arrive in strength, establish a grid and then assign specific areas to search. Anything else is simply an emotional response.
Well. I’m here with nothing to do until the rest of the men arrive. I might as well make myself useful. I urge my horse forward and we plunge into the woods. As we slowly amble along, I scan left and right. The height of my mount gives me some advantage but the underbrush is so thick in some areas with brambles and thorned plants that Alexia could be laying at my feet and I would not know it. This is hopeless.
Suddenly, I hear gunfire off to my right, not a half a league away. Where there is trouble, that is where you will find the Queen. I force my horse to speed up over the uneven terrain and bad footing of the forest. It is not to his liking but it cannot be helped. As we near the fight, I stop and dismount, leading the way but keeping a firm grip on the reins. After a few hundred decileagues, I spy a squad of the Guard under fire by what appears to be twice their number of rebels. No one has a superior position so they must have just encountered each other in the woods but the rebels are clearly blocking the path of the Guard from reaching our encampment. Circling wide to the left of the rebels, I am able to come up on the Guard from their flank, whereupon I am stopped by a Guardsman.
“Hold! Who are ye’?”
At least he asked before trying to kill me.
“I am General Packer of the Queen’s Guard.”
“Bulls balls, chumie, and I’m the king of the faeries.”
“Guardsman, I am stepping out slowly. Do not fire upon me.”
I ease out into the open where we can both see each other. His mouth drops open then he signals with his hand for me to come ahead. I tie the reins to a nearby tree and scuttle forward in a bent over crouch. We proceed together, ducking and weaving from tree to tree, avoiding fire, until we reach a sergeant who is standing behind several large rocks with the Queen lying on the ground next to him. He regards me with one raised eyebrow then returns to firing as my guide returns to his post.
“Welcome to the fight, General. Didn’t bring any more with you?”
“They are on their way. Do I know you, Sergeant?”
“Aye, Sir. Sergeant Timbler. We met a few days ago, 3rd Regiment, 12th Squad.”
“You mean this is the same group of men the Queen saved?”
“Aye, Sir. Strange ol’ world, isn’t it.”
“Where’s your Lieutenant, Sergeant Timbler?”
“We sorta lost him, General. He went one way and we went the other. I didn’t like the feel of everything and thought the rebels were up to something. We investigated and found her.” He points to the Queen. “We tried to make it out of the woods but stumbled onto these boys about ten decicycles ago. They’ve sent three runners to get the word out and Pyters over there got two of them and likely winged the third.”
I nod towards a tall, thin Guardsman, holding an old style long rifle instead of the new rifles supplied by the Winthrop Group. He must be the sharp shooter. He smiles in acknowledgement. Timbler continues.
“That may have bought us some time but help better get here soon. I don’t know anything about healing but the Queen needs help right now.”
“Well, luckily, I have my horse with me. If we can just get her back the way I came, there’s a good chance …”
The Guardsman I first met slides to a stop on his hands and knees next to us.
“Beggin’ the General’s pardon, but your horse has been shot. He’s down.”
Damn! So much for the fast escape.
“Looks like I’m not much help here, Sergeant.”
“Not to worry, Sir. We can always use another finger to pull a trigger.”
“Unfortunately, in my haste to get here, I forgot my weapon.”
The Sergeant looks at me as if I was a raw recruit but says nothing. He fires two more rounds then glances down at the Queen.
“General, we can’t stay here. We’re running out of supplies and every second the Queen is here the more dangerous it is for her.”
“I could not agree more, Sergeant. If you would lend me your rifle, I will lead your men in an attack on the rebels which should give you cover to take the Queen and run for it.”
“An attack, General?”
“Yes, Sergeant. I’ve always found it more useful for the enemy to be concentrating on not getting killed instead of concentrating on killing me.”
“There is that, Sir. You sure about this? Me and the lads have already faced certain death once this week. Wouldn’t like to make a habit of it.”
“When we signed up for the Guard, no one promised us an easy life or an easy death, Sergeant. Do you think you can carry her?”
“I got her this far, Sir. I can get her farther.”
“Good man. I should probably tell you one thing though. The Queen is with child.”
He looks at me wide-eyed, down at Alexia and then back at me, speechless with shock.
“My exact reaction, Sergeant.”
He finally finds his voice. “And er’ I been carryin’ her over my shoulder like an old sack of potatoes!”
“That’s as good as any other, Sergeant.”
“But what if I done hurt the baby by being so careless?”
“She has to live to give birth, Sergeant. First things first.” I hold my hand out to him. He shrugs and hands me his rifle. “I do hate to leave a soldier defenseless.”
“If I’m legging it, the less weight the better. Besides, if they get past you, doesn’t really matter now, does it, General?”
“I suppose not. I wish we had more men like you in the Guard, Sergeant.”
“You do, Sir. There’s just not a lot of call for you to mix with the rest of us. Once the riff raff and opportunists left for a better deal, the lads that were left weren’t a bad lot. Just needed a bit of organizing, that’s all.” He reaches down and, after a moment’s hesitation, very carefully stands Alexia up and gently places her across his shoulder as he steps forward and up behind the rocks. There are a few cautious adjustments and he nods his head. He is ready to move out. “Jillian’s mercy be with us all,” he says.
“And Zaphod’s strength,” I add. “Give us five decicycles to draw their fire and then you run like the wind.”
“Aye, Sir. The first bottle of Klatch is on me.”
“And the second is on me, Sergeant. We serve the Queen.”
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The General signaled the men to move out. He left six in our position to keep firing so that the rebels wouldn’t suspect that the rest of them were going to try to flank them. It’s a simple move but effective, particularly when the fighting first starts and you haven’t gotten everyone in position yet. That’s why I always have at least one man on each flank. It reduces the firepower of the squad but there are rarely any surprises. More men live to see the next day.
When the lads start firing, the rest of the Squad rushes to join the fight, wishing me luck before they leave. I do the same to them. We tain’t likely to see each other again. It’s the best move we got but it won’t be enough. We don’t have enough men or ammunition. They can give those rebel bastards a bloody nose but after that, if they’re smart, they’ll keep enough men to tie the Guard up and send the rest after me. I’ll have a jump on ‘em but I’m running for two … well, more like one and two thirds. They’ll catch me before very long.
With child! She did all that for us and she was with child! I don’t know what to think about that. She has more balls than most men I know, that’s for certain.
I guess it’s been long enough, tain’t been no firing this way for a bit. I stick my head up and look around. Nothing I can see. Better be off then.
I start out slowly, moving and checking as I go. I need to put some distance between me and the fight before making for the camp at top speed. If I can find more Guardsmen and if they got horses, there’s some hope. If I don’t … well, no one can say we didn’t give it our best.
Don’t see nor hear nothing unusual so I better make Klatch while the fire’s hot. There’s a winding path in the woods, probably a game trail of some kind where deer and such follow the same route every day but it heads in the same general direction as I want and it’s easier than breaking my own trail. Quieter too.
The first half a league is mostly flat and easy but then the ground gets hillier, moving up then down irregularly. The terrain provides better protection from easy discovery but it slows me down. The footing is also worse. Climbing a small hillock, I slip and fall to my knees, a sharp pain traveling up my thigh but I don’t drop the Queen. When I try to stand up, the pain in the thigh only grows worse.
So much for speed.
I struggle up and limp off, jostling the Queen way too much for my liking. I can still hear the gunfire but it’s less than before. That could be either good or bad so there’s no reason to worry about it. I need to keep moving.
Been on the run for at least fifteen decicycles, which is longer than I thought I’d last. The game trail turns to my left and deeper into the woods but it looks lighter off to my right. Guess it’s time to go brush bustin’. The thigh still hurts but it’s feeling a little better. Don’t matter right now because I’m wadding through all kinds of thorny brush, full of little, thin branches that rip and tear at my uniform. The Queen’s also.
She’s still alive, of that I’m sure. I can feel her breathing, though it’s very slow and shallow. I think she’s bleeding less, though the thorny branches have created some new wounds on her hands and arms. I just pray to Jillian that she’s got the strength to hold on.
I hear voices back to my rear left, so I hunker down, hoping they won’t see me. After a few milicycles, I also hear horses coming from my right. The horsemen are likely Guard but Zaphod preserve me if I’m wrong. As I rise to make a run for it, someone behind me raises the alarm. I force my way through the last few decileages, bursting clear of the woods into an open field. The horsemen are Guard but they are a quarter league away and trotting in the wrong direction!
“HEY! MUTTON LOVERS! BACK THIS WAY!” I shout.
Several of the riders turn in the saddle to look back at me. I run towards them despite the pain in my leg. No reason to save anything now. The voices from the woods sound louder but I don’t bother to look behind me, they don’t matter. I hear gunfire. Don’t matter. The horsemen have all wheeled their mounts around and are galloping my way, many firing as they ride. I catch one in my left shoulder, causing me to spin and stumble a few decileagues, the pain taking my breath away, but I get back on stride and keep running.
It don’t matter. We serve the Queen.
CHAPTER FIFTY SEVEN
I’m back in our New York apartment. Everything is exactly as it was right before Mom and Terry were killed. Except I’m still Alexia and dressed in my Guard uniform, or at least what’s left of it. It’s cut to ribbons in spots and very bloody but I can’t find any injuries on my arms or legs. Anywhere on my body in fact.
I slowly stroll around the living room, lightly touching things as I move about the room. I pick up the family photo where Terry is dressed as Terri. We’re all smiling. It was some kind of promotion at Sears and mom insisted. Terry agreed only if he could come as Terri. I didn’t give a damn one way or another but that was back when I was still hiding so any kind of a photo made me a little nervous. I finally decided that if the cops traced me all the way back to Mom and Terry, I was probably gonna get caught anyway so I agreed to pose.
Terri looks more than passable. He should have done Mom’s makeup. You can see the toll the booze took on her. Still had a great smile though.
The traffic noise is clear and loud. I move to a window and look out. It’s just like I remember it. Same dingy buildings, same declining neighborhood, same low level gang bangers lounging on the stoops.
It’s like I never left. So, what am I doing back here? Is this heaven? Hell?
I hear a key rattling in the front door and step back, looking for something to use as a weapon if need be. The door swings open and an attractive, young blonde woman steps into the apartment.
“He’s here, Mom!” she squeals.
Another young, attractive woman hurries in, stopping to stare at me but this one has auburn hair. She’s slightly shorter than me but we have the same angular face. The other woman is a little more babyfaced; softer, fuller, big eyes and small nose. They stand side by side, holding hands and giving me the once over.
“Oh my!” Red exclaims. “So beautiful! I’d never thought he would turn out so well!”
Blondie steps closer to me, eyes me up and down, then smirks.
“Leave it to you, Alex, to be a better looking woman than me. You are sooo competitive!”
“Do I know you … bitch?” I ask, emphasizing the last word.
Red steps between us. “Girls! I’ll have none of that! We’re family. Behave like it.”
“Family? What the hell are you talking about …” She smiles. I recognize that smile. I grab the picture frame off the table and give it a good look, then compare the smiles.
“Mom?” I hesitantly ask. She steps forward, grabbing me by the shoulders and pulling me in for a hug.
“Yes, Alex. It’s me. And this is your sister, Terri.”
Blondie waves at me. “Hey, sis. Nice outfit.”
“Screw you, Terri. What the hell is this place? Why do you two looks so …” I want to say young but Terri actually looks just a bit older, like she was in her late twenties. Mom, on the other hand looks about my age. She steps up and lightly touches my face, then my stomach.
“A grandchild. I never thought I’d see one.”
“Not from me, certainly” Terri giggles.
“Mom, what is going on? Where am I? Why am I here? Am I … dead? Is the baby …” I can’t ask it. She gently strokes my hair.
“Honey. Baby. Alex. Where do I begin? This isn’t heaven or hell, it’s a way station. You’re not dead. Yet. Neither is your baby. It’s still up in the air. Personally, I think you’ll pull through. You’ve always been the strongest willed of the family.”
“And the meanest,” Terri adds.
“Hush!” Mom hisses.
“What? That’s a good thing!” Terri protests.
“So why are you guys here? I know you both died.”
“That’s true and I can’t begin to tell you how much Terri and I appreciate all that you did to bring our killers to justice.”
“Real bulldog stuff, Sis, but you were never one to let things go.”
“I remember this one time when you were in third grade,” Mom says. “You were in the boy’s bathroom and had just finished up when this older boy began to urinate on a younger boy, making him cry. You ran out to the water fountain, filled your mouth, ran back in and sprayed the older boy in the face. The principal was so angry. I told him that I was proud of you for defending the younger boy.”
“Alex always did think outside of the box, Mom. In sixth grade, at recess, three jerks took my stocking cap and started to play keep away. Alex stepped in and told them to give it back. He said that if they didn’t, he was going to flatten whoever had the hat regardless of whether he threw to another person or not. If anyone picked up the hat, they were next. The biggest jerk had the hat and he just laughed. Alex charged him at top speed, the jerk threw my hat into the air and Alex hit him in the chest with both hands as he ran right through him. The jerk landed in a snow bank and the hat landed in the middle of the playground and no one even moved a muscle. Alex came over, picked up the hat, gave it to me and we walked away. No one ever took my hat again.”
“This sounds like a wake, guys. Why are you here?”
“Why, to keep you company, Alex,” Mom says. “Or should I say Alexia? Such a lovely name! You really are beautiful. So much like me but … more so. I can’t explain it.”
“Why do you look so young? And why is Terry … Terri?”
“I’m Terri because that is what I want to be, Alexia. Mom is young because that is when she feels she was most beautiful.”
“So why am I Alexia instead of Alex?”
Mom smiles at me. “I think you know the answer to that one, Honey. It’s the same reason that you’re pregnant. It’s what you want.”
“Wait a minute! I was as shocked as anyone when I found out.”
“Part of you was but part of you knew. Oh, Alexia! I wish I had been a better mother to you and Terri, a better example of what a mother should be. I know you’ll be a wonderful mother despite my failings.”
“If I don’t die.”
“You won’t. Can’t you feel it? You’re being pulled back even as we speak. The only reason you’re still here is because you want to stay and visit and you’re strong enough to fight it but the pull back will soon become too strong for even you to resist. Just remember, we both love you and will watch over you, though you may not need much.”
“Mom … I’ve done some terrible things, killed so many … I never wanted to do anything like that but, if I hadn’t, things could have been so much worse.”
“I’m sorry you got stuck with this, Sis,” Terri says with a sigh. “I could never have done what you’ve done. I’d have screwed it up big time.”
“I knew that you were the one for the job, Alexia,” Mom says. “From the very first meeting with Mirantha, it was obvious. I told her to wait for you at the graveyard. I didn’t have your cell number or where you were living, you were always so secretive.”
“So that’s what that whole ‘visit me at my grave’ stuff was about!”
“Sorry, but it worked. We don’t have much time left, milicycles I think is what you say over there. Be strong, my baby. Do what you know in your heart is right and you’ll be fine. Also, give me lots of grandchildren.”
“I’ll do my best, Mom.”
“I know you will, Alexia.” She leans over, kisses me on the forehead and walks to the front door. She pauses, looking back at me, smiling broadly. “You’re a good daughter.”
Terri follows her and also stops at the doorway.
“Remember, Bro. You’re at your best when you do the unexpected. And wear something sexy now and then for me.”
“For you and Johnathyn.”
“That Hubby of yours, he’s a hunk! Rrrroooowwww!”
We both laugh. Mom guides Terri out the door, winks at me, smiles one last time with tears brightening her eyes and then she leaves, the door quietly closing behind her.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Oh MAN! The pain!
I hurt all over! It even hurts to think about moving! Just opening my eyes causes my breath to catch and then my lungs and ribs hurt! I want to say something but all I get out is a low, quiet groan.
Instantly, someone is hovering in my face. It’s Silva Cunha, one of our better Healers.
“My Queen!” she gasps. “You live! Bless Zaphod and Jillian, you live!”
“Don’t know how much they had to do with it,” I wheeze. “But I’ll take whatever I can get.”
I’m on my back in bed, covered by a light blanket. Slowly turning my head to the left, then the right, I see that I’m in my tent, alone except for Silva. Trying to sit up, Silva quickly places her hand on my chest, stopping me.
“My Queen, you should not move. You have been grievously injured!”
I carefully fall back but reach up and grab her wrist. “I have to know. How is my baby?”
She smiles, gently prying her hand free of my grip. “All is well. Dierdra insisted on seeing you herself before retiring.”
“Where is she?”
“She is recovering in her tent.”
“Recovering? Is she hurt?”
“No, simply exhausted. She overextended herself in saving your life.”
“She was the one who saved me?”
“Only in part. She kept you from falling to your death. It was the Guard who found you and brought you back here.”
“Was there a fight?”
Silva steps back, looking away. “It is best that you not be upset so soon after your injuries.”
“Why would I be upset? What happened, Silva?”
“My Queen, it is not my place …”
“Cunha! Tell me what happened!”
“I am not privy to all the details.”
“Tell me what you know!”
“Dierdra left strict instructions that I was not to …”
“CUNHA!” Owwww. That hurt.
“Yes, my Queen,” she reluctantly complies. “You landed in the forest after the cowardly attack on your person. You had been falling from the sky but Dierdra conjured a mighty wind to slow your fall. You were found by a squad of Guardsmen who fought their way back towards our encampment while General Packer led a large group of men in the other direction towards them. One man came out of the woods carrying you on his shoulder and he met up with our other men. Unfortunately, a large number of rebels came upon the scene and there was a terrible fight. The Guard prevailed and you were brought back here where Dierdra and I cared for you until you awoke just now.”
“That’s it? Nothing more?”
“None that I know of, my Queen.”
“How many casualties?”
“No one has provided me with exact numbers.”
“Ballpark numbers then.”
“I do not understand, my Queen.”
Aarrrgh! “Approximately how many were hurt or killed, Silva?”
“That is hard to say for certain. Not all of the men have returned to their squads and the regiment commanders have yet to report actual numbers …”
“CUNHA!!” That hurt but not as badly as before. “Tell me what you know as of now! I’m tired of dragging information out of you!”
“My Queen, Dierdra said that …”
“Dierdra’s not here and I am!
She sighs deeply. “Over sixty.”
“Wounded?”
“No, my Queen. Dead. Many more than that wounded.”
My God! Sixty plus. All my fault. I didn’t see the ambush and over sixty men died! What am I doing out here? What am I accomplishing? Wait a decicycle …
“Silva, what are you doing here? Why aren’t you with the wounded?”
“You were our first concern, my Queen.”
“Well, I’m fine. Go help out with the men. They need you more than I do. If you could, have General Packer come in to see me. We need to make some decisions about my future.”
She doesn’t move, paralyzed by uncertainty. You can read it on her face. “Silva, I told you to go. I’ll be fine.”
She still doesn’t move.
“Silva, what’s the problem?”
“General Packer cannot come to see you.”
“Why not?” She won’t look at me. “Silva, why not?”
“As I said, he led the charge to save you. It was very brave of him.”
Oh no! No no no! “Is Packer dead?”
“No, my Queen. Not dead … not yet … at least no one has told me that he has died but it may be just a matter of time.”
“What are you saying?!”
“He was injured. Badly injured. They were surprised that he lived long enough to be brought back to the camp.”
I push myself up off the bed, stifling the impulse to scream in pain.
“Help me up” I gasp through gritted teeth.
“No! You mustn’t! You will re-open your wounds!”
“So what? It won’t kill me. I’ve got a job to do.”
“That is not a certainty, Alexia. You are far from well. As for your job, you are weak. I can feel it. What can you do?”
I fight my way upright, tossing the blanket aside and carefully swing my legs over the side of the bed. I’m not wearing anything and can see numerous bandages on my arms, legs, torso and feel some on my head.
“I may be weak but I’m still the baddest witch in this camp. No one can do what I can. Find me some clothes to wear.”
“I refuse. You are not fit to be up and about. You are endangering your health and the health of your child.”
“Won’t be the first time, maybe not the last. I have the choice but Packer doesn’t.”
“He risked his life to save yours. You dishonor his sacrifice by doing this.”
“That’s crap. He helped save me and I’m helping to save him. Find me some clothes, damn it!”
“He may already be dead!”
“Then let’s go find out. Get me some clothes!”
“Alexia, it is not wise to …”
Extending my right hand, I turn it over and open it, palm up. A small ball of flame appears and steadily grows as I tremble with the effort.
“Clothes. Now.”
* * *** * * * *** * * *
Silva finally relented and gathered some of my clothes. I sent her out to find a cane for me because I didn’t want her to see my struggles to get dressed. When every little movement causes pain, you get very economical with your motions. It’s slow and I have to pause every few decicycles to catch my breath but I eventually get dressed in my most basic clothes; ankle length light blue button front cotton dress belted at the waist, simple white bra and panties, slip on shoes. I’ve just managed to stand up straight by leaning on a chair that almost fell over when Silva returns with a cane. I take it in my right hand and grab her arm with my left.
“Let’s go,” I gasp.
“My Queen …”
“No arguments, Silva.”
She sets out for the Healer’s tent with me hobbling along besides her.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“She lives, Tasher! She escaped my trap, she escaped my men and she lives to tell the tale!”
“Are you certain, First Minister?”
“I am certain” replies a voice from outside my tent. The flap is pushed aside and Queen Tammy steps in, followed by two of her guard. She is the last person I wish to see at this time.
“What are you doing here? Return to your tent immediately!”
“You did not fail completely, Dupree. You failed to either kill or capture Alexia but you did weaken her significantly. The other witches in her camp are also stressed and low on power. All thanks to your toys.”
“What does it matter?” Tasher spits. “She will withdraw from the field, regain her powers and then come looking for us. Her vengeance will be swift and horrible. We are all doomed men.”
Tasher is right. A wounded Alexia is ultimately more dangerous to me than any other person, witch or not. However, he is wrong about her vengeance being swift and horrible.
“No, General. She will take her time, savoring and enjoying each excruciating milicycle.”
“All the more reason that I should challenge her to a fight,” declares the witch.
“It would be madness for her to accept, you fool!” Tasher shouts. “She need only wait until she has sufficiently recovered her strength and then fall upon us along with that dragon of hers. Or perhaps this time it will be two or maybe three dragons! We have lost! It is time to run, while we can!”
“Utter twaddle,” Tammy calmly declares. “You know nothing of witches, Tasher. She will have no choice but to accept the challenge. It is our way and has been so since time began. And I will defeat her. Yes, she is alive but greatly weakened. I feel it, as would you if you were a witch.”
“Thank Zaphod for small favors,” he growls.
She raises her hand to strike at him. “You witless cur! You have insulted me for the last time! Feel my wrath!”
Before she can do anything, I step between them.
“General Tasher! Queen Tammy! Both of you cease this quarreling immediately! We all need each other more than ever now.”
Tasher moves away from us about thee decileagues, stops and glowers at Tammy. She turns to confront me.
“What is your plan, Dupree? Do you also wish to run and hide, afraid of your own shadow just as a frightened bunny?”
“See here! There is no call for insults. Alexia is an extremely dangerous foe now.”
“Then where is the harm in me challenging her? Do you have a better choice available? Does the brilliant General Tasher?” she taunts.
“Have a care who you disparage, witch!” he threatens.
She ignores him, continuing to press me. “What is your risk? The Guard has fewer men, even after all she has killed of yours and those that have fled in fear. You still have your secret weapons, though little good they did you.”
“They are no longer secret,” Tasher notes.
“The fact of which supports my challenge,” Tammy continues. “Everything supports me. I have fought the Guard since I was a young woman. I know when to run and when to attack. You attack while your enemy is weak. Right now, Alexia is week.”
“Except the reality of our position, Queen Tammy,” he says, sarcasm dripping from each word. “No sane person would accept the challenge.”
“Should that not be her choice, First Minister Dupree?” she asks, ignoring Tasher completely. “If she rejects it, you are no worse off. If she accepts it, you win. We both win.”
“Idiocy!” Tasher cries.
I say nothing, considering what Tammy has proposed. Tasher is correct. Alexia should never accept but she is young and foolhardy, still impulsive and reckless. I should not assume that she would always act as rationally as I would. We trapped her once before. Perhaps we can do it again but in a different way.
“General, how quickly can you assemble all my men?”
Tasher is upset. “Dupree! You cannot be considering this!”
“Queen Tammy is correct. We have no other plan than running away, which only delays the inevitable.”
“It gives us time to think of something much more likely to succeed, First Minister.”
“Which would be what? Our Queen is willing to risk all. I believe that we should join her. You are certain that you can win … my Queen?”
She stands still and erect, full of herself. “Of that there is no doubt. She is wasting what little magical power she has on trying to help her men. I let yours die to preserve my power. I may not be Opulessa but Alexia is not at full strength. She is barely a Sixty One!”
“So, a fair fight?”
“Against a much more experienced opponent. Remember, I am still here after all Opulessa’s efforts to kill me. I have killed many who sought my death. That must count for something.”
She might be correct. It is worth pursuing. “General Tasher, let us talk about where and when such a challenge can take place.”
“Dupree, I implore you …”
“Just talk, General.” I swing my arm towards the flap of my tent. After a moment’s hesitation, he storms out. I prepare to follow him but Tammy grabs my arm.
“It must be soon, Dupree. She must not be given the chance to recover.”
I bow towards her. “Understood, my Queen.” I then leave the tent and find Tasher waiting for me, full of anger. I raise my hand to halt any immediate protests. “Yes, it is unlikely that Alexia, or more probably, General Packer, would ever accept such a challenge; however, there is no harm in making the offer. Should it be accepted, it would let us get another chance to strike at Alexia before she is strong enough to overwhelm us.”
“So, we are in agreement that wagering everything on that old hag’s victory is beyond foolish?”
“Absolutely in agreement. If she should win, so much the better but we need to be prepared for all possibilities.”
“Including the strong possibility that they will laugh in our faces for even suggesting it.”
“Nothing attempted, nothing achieved, General. How quickly can you be ready?”
CHAPTER FIFTY EIGHT
I walk as quickly as I can but it still takes forever to get to the Healer’s Tent. When we step in, all activity comes to a halt.
“Carry on!” I order and everyone starts right back up. The lead Healer hurries towards me and curtsies.
“My Queen! You should not be here! Your injuries …”
“Are of no consequence. I do appreciate all you and your staff have done for me and the Guard. Excellent work. I am here to see General Packer. Take me to him.”
She hesitates, quickly glancing back over her right shoulder before returning her attention to me with sad eyes.
“My Queen,” she begins with a big sigh, “General Packer died almost twenty decicycles ago. We did all that we could but it was not enough.”
“No one dies until I say they die. Take me to him now.”
“But, my Queen, he has passed over.”
“Not yet, he hasn’t. Where is he?”
She leads us to a group of bodies laid out on a long table. So many bodies. My mind can’t help trying to count them before I drag my attention to a lone body off to the side. It’s Packer, laying on his back, hands across his chest. A quick look tells me that he has at least three chest wounds and a head wound.
“Silva, get me a chair and then you lend a hand to whoever needs it most. I’ll be just a decicycle.”
She leaves my side, grabs a chair, sets it next to the body and then waits, along with the lead Healer.
“You two need to find other patients to help. I’ll take care of the General.”
Silva still won’t leave me. “Alexia, there is nothing you can do for him. He has passed.”
“So did I. It didn’t take.”
I slowly drop down into the chair and lay my hands on the body. It’s still warm but there is no reaction. I close my eyes and begin my search for signs of life.
No heartbeat, no brain activity, lungs deflated and flaccid with several holes and lots of damage. Broken ribs and a shattered left shoulder. His liver and digestive system have already begun to breakdown. This won’t be easy. Best start slowly.
I let the magic trickle in, concentrating on the damaged lungs and getting his heart beating. I can’t have a brain damaged general. The lungs aren’t repaired so they’re leaking air like a broken bellows but some of the blood is getting oxygenated and the heart is moving it around. The body’s systems are sputtering back to a minimum operating level like an old Ford Model T auto but I have to use magic to keep everything running. Nothing will keep working if I remove the magic.
The toxins in his blood are being filtered out by his kidneys but they need constant monitoring. Same for the liver. Things are beginning to look up but that leaves the brain for last. I don’t know how much I’ve got left to use but Packer will get all I have to give.
I begin to push the magic into his brain, first in the brain stem and then up into the main body of the brain, including both hemispheres, first on the surface but then deeper. I can see synapses firing but they appear to be random but I’ve never studied a working brain before so that may be normal. I keep pushing, looking for signs of life that I’m not controlling with magic, but haven’t seen any so far. I’m just about to reach my limit when Packers eyes suddenly fly open and he coughs several times.
“Where am I?” he croaks, his voice as dry and cracked as his lips.
Silva nearly collapses in shock.
“Alexia! What have you done?!” she exclaims, drawing the attention of every nearby Healer. I ignore them all.
“You’re in the Healer’s tent,” I whisper into his ear. “I’ve brought you back from the brink of death, General.”
“Why?” he gasps.
“I told you, no one dies on my watch, not if I can help it.”
By now, any Healer not immediately working with a patient has gathered around me. Word had quickly spread that General Packer had died and just as quickly that he has come back from the dead.
That kind of rumor tends to get your attention.
“Water,” he requests. One of the Healers tips his head forward and carefully pours a small amount of water in his mouth. I need to operate his throat and tongue so that he can swallow. What seems so easy for a person to do on their own is devilishly hard to do for someone else. Most of the water runs out of his mouth but some of it makes it to his throat.
“Thank you,” he says a bit louder. “Alexia, why have you done this to me?”
“I told you already. No one dies if I can prevent it.”
“But I had died. It was a good death, a soldier’s death. I had already passed over. My family was waiting for me. My recently deceased mother was there as were many old comrades. Lucretia, the love of my life, was just about to greet me when I was brought back here.”
“I can fix you, Dyson. It’ll take time but I can do it. I just need to get some more witches together, keep you on life support and start repairs. I can save your life!”
“To what end? Have I not done my duty to Queen and country? Do I not deserve my final reward? What more can I do?”
“I need you, Dyson. Your Queen still needs your advice, your judgment, your support. I can’t do this without you, General. Besides, you said you wanted to open a print shop when you retired. We were going to build you a printing press. Remember? We can still do it. I can make it all possible.”
“That was just a passing fancy, Alexia. An old soldier looking for something to do while awaiting death.” His eyes look around him while his head remains still. They open wider when he recognizes someone. “Sergeant Timbler, explain it to her. Please!”
I look up and recognize Timbler. He was one of the men that Lilly and I saved days ago. He’s got an arm in a sling and leaning on a crutch. What is he doing here? He appears to be shocked at what he sees.
“I heard it but could not believe it! Is it really you, General, Sir?”
“Yes. Save me Sergeant. Explain it to the Queen so that she understands. I beg you!”
“What does he mean, Sergeant?” I ask.
Timbler looks down at me, nervously licks his lips, then hops a little to get squared up to me.
“It’s like this, Alexia. The General here is a military man, spent practically all his life in uniform. Worked his way up from the ranks. Seen a lot of fighting, killed a lot of people, done his duty. He’s also sent a lot of good men to their deaths because that was his duty too. When you’re an officer, that’s what officers do, among other things. When you’re the top officer, that’s about all you do. Eventually, if you’re a good officer, you get so you can’t do that no more, not without trouble to your head. Sooner or later, you have to stop or go mad. You’re still a military man, you just can’t do it no more. That can make you mad too. The lucky military man dies at war, doing his duty. For the General here, the way he went, you could not ask for none better. Saving the Queen’s life? That’s a top drawer death there for a real military man.”
“What if the job isn’t done yet? What if he is still needed? What if there are people left behind who still need his help and advice?”
“Begging your Majesty’s pardon and all, but, if that’s the real reason for doing all this, tain’t that a bit selfish on your part? I only say that because when you saved me and the lads, I didn’t see a selfish hair on your head, if you know what I mean.”
“So what are you telling me, Sergeant?”
“I tain’t telling you anything, Ma’am. I’m just saying what the General’s been telling you. Tain’t that right, General, Sir?”
“Yes,” Packer says. “Well done, Timbler.”
“Thank you, Sir.” Timbler hops back into the crowd.
I’ve screwed up again. Looking at all these bodies, I just want it to end. I thought if I could save Packer, he could help me do that and I wouldn’t feel so guilty about his death and all the others but now I see that those are my problems, not his.
“I’m sorry, Dyson. Please forgive me. I shouldn’t have done this to you or anyone else. It’s simply too much. You deserve to get all you are entitled to. It was a pleasure to work with you, General Dyson Packer.”
“I also enjoyed our time together. I believe you will eventually be the greatest Queen this world has ever seen, Alexia Thompson Tyber, and I am proud to have served you. One last thing for Sergeant Timbler. There are two bottles of very old Klatch in my tent. They are to be given to the Sergeant for him to share with his squad. We made a pledge. Under the circumstances, I’ll stand for both bottles.”
“Very generous of you, Sir,” says Timbler. “Me and the lads will be proud to drink to your memory and future happiness.”
“Thank you, Sergeant. I’m ready, my Queen.”
“Goodbye, Dyson.”
I pull all the magic back as Packer returns to where I had torn him from. Was it Heaven? Was it the same place I may have been? I feel all alone and helpless for a few milicycles as everyone around me returns to work. Another good man lost to this war. I need to put an end to this now. No matter what the cost to me, it must end now.
“Are you well, Alexia?” asks Timbler. He had lingered behind as the others left.
“Yes, Sergeant, I’m reasonably well. A little beat up physically and emotionally but getting better.”
“And the young one?”
“Also well, or so I’ve been told. How did you know?”
“We all know, what with the rescue and all. Hard to not spread that news. We’re all happy for you, Ma’am.”
“Is that how you were hurt, saving our lives?”
“Well, me and the lads were out on patrol and got swept up in all the fighting. We made it back to camp without anyone hurt too bad. They say I’m laid up for a few weeks.”
“I could take care of that if you wish.”
“No thank you Ma’am. I’ll just take the time to heal if it’s all the same to you. They may even give me time to go home and see the family.”
“I’ll make sure of it. I can’t tell you how sorry I am that all this happened. I should have been smarter, I should have seen the ambush. All these men killed or injured because of my mistakes.”
“No one tells me anything, Ma’am, but the skettershot is that you was trying to help some poor troopers caught in the same kind of trouble you found me and the lads in. That they weren’t what they seemed is no reflection on you. If you’d been more careful back earlier, I wouldn’t be alive today to get hurt trying to save you. It’s a funny ol’ world.”
“That it is, Sergeant. Is there anything I can do for you to show my appreciation?”
“You wouldn’t know how I could lay me hands on them bottles of Klatch now, would you?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I felt the surge of magic while resting in my tent. Alexia was attempting something that required a large amount of magic, even more than that dragon of hers. She was supposed to be conserving her energy. Instead, she is expending it.
That girl will be the death of me yet!
I have just managed to sit up on the edge of the bed when Silva bursts into my tent, red faced and out of breath.
“What has she done now?” I ask, afraid to hear her answer.
“I would not have believed it if I had not seen it with my own eyes! She raised General Packer from the dead!”
“He was truly dead?”
“As dead as five day old fish.”
“You must be mistaken, Silva.”
“Dierdra, I have been a Healer for over thirty years, I know dead when I see it. Packer was dead and then he spoke of what he saw on the other side, that his departed friends and family greeted him.”
“No witch has ever brought a dead man back to life, not one who was truly dead.”
“She appeared to be living for the both of them. I could see the strain in her face.”
“The fool! She already lives for two! Does she care nothing for her child! Where is General Packer now?”
“Returned to the land of the dead. He asked that Alexia allow him to die and she agreed.”
“She does the impossible one decicycle and then reverses it the next? Why did she do it in the first?”
“She did not say. After Packer died again, she turned to treating the other badly injured men. No others died today.”
How can I not be pleased at that news? Yet, it may come with a terrible price. “How is Alexia?”
“Greatly fatigued. We have both seen it before but it is worse this time. With her injuries …”
“I well know it. Why did you not stop her?”
Silva gave me a look of exasperation.
I should not have even bothered asking the question. Alexia is very strong willed. “I apologize, Silva. You tried your best, of that I am certain.”
“I did. She has returned to her tent and was asleep but who knows how long that will last.”
“Agreed. We should prepare her a meal that she may be able to eat in the morning. I will speak with her after she awakes to try to dissuade her from this dangerous path.”
“I fear that is impossible, Dierdra.”
She may be correct about that.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
There was a ringing of the bell outside my tent flap. I’ve been asleep for over eight cycles but it feels like only four. I hadn’t bothered to get undressed, just flopped into bed after I got back from the Healer’s tent. I still hurt all over but the pain is down to a dull throb. Some of the bandages came loose during the night and the cuts that I can see have healed quite a bit, certainly more than I expected. I slowly slide out of the bed, slip my shoes on and shuffle to the entrance of my tent.
I must look like death warmed over.
“Who is it?” I mumble.
“The General Staff, my Queen. We beg an audience with you.”
I assumed I’d have to meet Dyson’s replacement sooner or later. Guess the military can’t really afford a respectful period of mourning.
“Sure, come on in.”
I turn and shuffle back to the small table where Dyson and I used to eat together and shoot the breeze. Three officers enter and wait as I sit down with a muted groan. I look up at them. I’ve seen them all before but never really talked with them, I always dealt with General Packer. They look nervous.
I force a smile. “Have a seat, Gentlemen. No reason to stand on ceremony.”
There’s a momentary hesitation and then the shortest one steps forward, quickly followed by the other two. The short one takes the chair opposite me and the other two sit on either side.
“Sorry about my appearance. I was up late and haven’t had time to get presentable yet.”
They look back and forth between themselves before Shorty speaks up. “No apology needed, my Queen. You appear to us as you always do, perfectly attired.”
I glance down at my dress, expecting to see a sea of wrinkles but it looks as if it is fresh from the laundry, clean and neatly pressed. Must be my subconscious taking care of me.
“You’re too kind General … I’m sorry, I don’t think we’ve been introduced.”
He pops up and bows. “I am General Joshua Dekes, second in command of the Queen’s Guard. This is General Laughlin Slyter.” The man to my right hops up and bows. “And this is General Pytor Fortney.” The man on my left does the same. “We are General Packer’s staff and next in the chain of command for the Queen’s Guard. Due to General Packer’s death, it is necessary to appoint a new Commander of the Guard. As Queen, the choice is yours.”
“Sit down, Gentlemen. Technically, I haven’t returned to the throne yet, General Dekes, so I’m not really the Queen.”
“General Packer considered you to be the Queen as do we, Ma’am.”
“As do all the men of the Guard,” adds General Slyter.
“That is true,” says Dekes. “We will honor whatever choice you make.”
“General Packer had told me that there were a number of competent officers on his staff, all capable of replacing him. He did not give me names but I will assume that he was referring to you three. There is no reason to shake up the command structure while in the middle of a war. Not good for morale. You are the new Commander of my Guard, General Dekes, and I leave it to your good judgment to arrange your own staff.”
All three of them visibly relax, with Slyter and Fortney bowing their heads ever so slightly towards a smiling General Dekes. Better give him the bad news right now.
“General Dekes, I intend to let you run the Guard but I will set the objectives. I want this war to end as soon as possible. I am tired of losing good men like General Packer. This war must end and I will do whatever is necessary to end it.”
Dekes is shocked. “You do not intend to surrender, do you, my Queen?”
“No! I want to end it by winning it!”
He relaxes again. “I am pleased to hear that, my Queen. I agree that we need to be victorious and sooner is better than later but Dupree’s army remains a formidable foe despite their recent losses. Rash actions on our part could lead to more deaths on our side.”
The other two nod their heads sagely. You can tell why Packer trusted this group, they all believe as he did.
“General Dekes, I intend to do all that I can to win this war. If I have to go on the offensive on my own, that’s what I’m going to do. The Guard can join me or they can watch me.”
“My Queen, have we not already seen the results of that strategy? How many died yesterday?”
He’s a very brave man to say that to me. Packer was right.
“I had General Packer’s authority for what I did. In fact, he asked me to take to the air. I am willing to take responsibility for my actions. Are you willing to take responsibility for your inactions?”
He looks angry. He should be. I just questioned his manhood. “Is this a test of some kind, my Queen? If I do not have your confidence, you should find an officer you do trust. I will tell you right now that I will not recklessly use my men as a balm for your guilt!”
General Fortney tries to intervene. “I am certain that we can reach some kind of compromise that we all can support.”
I’m not letting Dekes off the hook that easily. “Yes, General Dekes, I feel responsible for General Packer’s death as well as all the Guardsmen who have died in this war. I also accept responsibility for all the men I have killed since I came to this world. I may be the greatest mass murderer this world has ever seen. If not, I probably will be before this is war is done. I don’t want it this way. I tried to avoid it. This world left me no choice. I’m going to be a tyrant Queen but, with any luck, I’ll be the last tyrant Queen. Get used to it. These deaths will haunt me until the day I die, which is going to be a very long time from now. You tell me, General Dekes, which type of war kills the fewest; long and drawn out where a few die at a time or a short intense war where they all die at once?”
“That is unknown, my Queen. The answer may depend on how many more of those rocket devices they have.”
“I’d like to know that too. If they’re almost out, I can handle the rest. If not …”
Suddenly, I hear a horse pull up just outside my tent, the tack rattling to a quick stop followed by the rider hitting the ground. There’s a rapid ringing of the bell.
“General Dekes, Sir!” the voice cries out.
He looks at me and I give permission with a quick nod of my head.
“Come in!” he commands. The trooper rushes in, a piece of paper in his hand.
“Begging your pardon, Sir. This was just delivered by a rebel horseman under a branch of truce!”
“A branch of truce?” I ask.
“When one side wants to speak with the other side, you send out a man holding a large branch up high in the air,” Slyter explained.
“Why not use a white flag?”
“Where are you going to find a white flag?” he asks.
Good point. Dekes continues to read the message then silently hands it to Fortney, a satisfied look on his face. Fortney quickly scans the document and hands it to Slyter.
“They must be desperate,” says Fortney.
“So it would seem,” answers Dekes.
Slyter drops it on the table. “They are mad to suggest such a thing,” he says.
“Would someone care to tell the Queen what is going on?” I sweetly inquire.
“Their Queen Tammy has issued a challenge to you, my Queen. To the death or surrender.” Dekes answers.
“You mean like I did to Opulessa, winner take all? She wins and she’s the Queen, the real Queen?”
“Exactly. We will decline the challenge, of course.”
“Not so fast. Why would they do that, issue the challenge I mean?”
“They realize that they cannot win the war and their only chance for victory is the challenge.”
“Why would she think she can beat me? I’m a Seventy Seven and she’s only a Sixty Two, or at least that’s what I’ve been told.”
“It is because you are not nearly at full strength,” declares Dierdra as she barges into my tent.
“Dierdra, come in and set a spell.”
“You do not understand, Alexia. You have been challenged! If you do not accept, you lose! That you are with child means nothing.”
“Mistress Denson,” begins Dekes. “That Dupree would make such a desperate play does not compel us to accept. No one would condemn the Queen for dismissing it for what it is, the last act of a beaten man.”
“This is witch lore, young man. It is how we have lived for hundreds of years. Opulessa never refused a challenge.”
“She never lost one until I showed up,” I say with quiet pride.
“No, and it took more than you to defeat her, if you recall, Alexia. We all played our parts.”
“That’s true but I’m better now than I was then.”
“Not today you are not and Tammy knows that. Today it is an even match, maybe in her favor. You could easily lose.”
“Then we delay it until the Queen is at full strength. How long will that be?” Dekes asks.
“It could be weeks,” Dierdra answers. “Once a challenge has been made, it must occur as soon as the place is chosen, no more than twelve cycles so as to make certain it happens in the daylight.”
“Then we delay it as long as possible to give the Queen a chance to …”
“No, we do not delay,” I say. “They think they have the advantage for some reason and I think I know what that is. At least one of them. We can turn the tables on them with just a bit of luck.”
“How do you propose to do that, my Queen?”
“Answer me this, General Dekes. Would you put the fate of you and all your men on the outcome of this fight between witches?”
He doesn’t answer right away, sharing looks with his fellow generals. “No, my Queen, I would not.”
Dierdra gasps but I smile.
“Neither would Dupree and he wouldn’t have to think about it. His Queen’s challenge is just a diversion of some kind. If she wins, that’s just the icing on the cake. The real attack comes later, once he’s established his position. I just need to know one thing, General Dekes. How many of those rocket-propelled grenades does he have left?”
“I cannot answer that question, my Queen. We were not aware he had any weapon like that available to him.”
“Then we need to improve our intelligence gathering. Do we have any rebel prisoners?”
“Yes, my Queen, a number of them.”
“How high is the rank of the most senior prisoner?”
“That is hard to say. We have not bothered to study their command structure. It was of no interest to General Packer.”
More of an honorable military man than a spy. I can see it but you need to also understand your opponent.
“Dierdra, how long until I need to answer ‘yes’ or ‘no’ on this challenge?”
“You cannot say ‘no’. Your answer is only a question, ‘where’ and ‘when.’”
“You mean the challenger also picks the time and place?”
“That can be negotiated within certain bounds.”
“Great. Let ’em stew a little while. General Dekes, I’ll need the three highest ranking rebel prisoners outside of my tent in ten decicycles. I’ll need three guards and also to speak with the cook before anyone shows up.”
“The cook?” Dierdra asks. “What are you planning, Alexia?”
“Something my sister suggested. I’m planning to play to my strength, to do the unexpected. Hand me my backpack, General Dekes.”
CHAPTER FIFTY NINE
The three rebel prisoners were all seated outside of Alexia’s tent, each of them shackled by chains on both the wrists and ankles. The guards had brought short barrels for them to sit on. Alexia had ordered the guards to inform them at the time they were picked up that they were to be questioned by the Queen personally. They had been sitting, waiting for at least ten decicycles for Alexia to appear but she was in no hurry.
“Let ’em wait,” she said. “I want you to stay with them, study them and then report to me, Dierdra.”
I have been watching ever since their arrival but not observed much. The oldest of the three, a middle sized man of maybe fifty years, does not interact with the other two, at least not as much as they do together. They are both taller than average and in their mid to late forties. They have done little but whisper together since they arrived with the older man remaining aloof, though he does ask the occasional question which is quickly answered by one of the other two.
None of them wear any obvious insignia on their clothes. They are mostly dressed alike though not exactly. The uniform standards of the rebel army must be a bit slack. After fifteen decicycles, she calls me into her tent.
“What do you think, Dierdra?” she asks.
“The two younger men seem anxious. They spent a great deal of time whispering to each other.”
“What did they say?”
“I did not listen, it would have been improper.”
Alexia seems upset with me. “Maybe I wasn’t clear about the basic concept of interrogation. You want to know what they know and who else knows it. Eavesdropping on their conversations is right in that wheelhouse.” She sighs loudly. “Never mind, it likely wasn’t too illuminating; they probably assumed you were listening. Go outside, have a seat, count to one hundred and then send the youngest man in with a guard. Do your best not to react to anything you see or hear but do try to listen to their conversations.”
I leave the tent, return to my seat and do as she ordered, the youngest man being a blonde haired, blue eyed Northerner. He strikes a pose of determination before entering the tent and the oldest man admonishes him to remain silent. He nods his head, acknowledging that he had heard the order and then steps inside with the guard on his heels.
Two guards stay with the remaining two prisoners, all of us straining to hear what is happening in the tent without any success. There is no conversation of any kind between the two prisoners as the younger man seems intimidated by the older man. After only approximately ten decicycles, there is a very loud gunshot. I jump, startled by the sound but just a single one. It seems to have come from inside the tent. My ears are still ringing from the loudness of the sound of that shot. In just a few moments, the guard backs out of the Queen’s tent, his arms under those of the rebel prisoner. The guard is backing up, pulling the body of the prisoner out the flap of the tent, the heels dragging along the ground. The front of the dark shirt of the prisoner is soaked red with blood and I can see the stain slowly spreading. The guard drags the man to a two wheeled horse cart and unceremoniously dumps the body into the back of the cart, telling the driver to take the body away but return quickly as there may be more work for him.
The remaining prisoners are clearly shocked. The younger man attempts to speak with the older man but he does not respond, again admonishing him to remain silent but he seems less sure of himself. The younger man is beside himself, begging me with his eyes for me to do something. I can only assume that he is reacting to the surprise displayed upon my face.
The guard reaches out and grabs the younger prisoner by the back of the shirt. As the rebel begins to struggle, the guardsman is joined by two others and they bodily drag him into the tent as he remains silent but flails about wildly.
Time again passes slowly. I am watching the last prisoner when a second gunshot is fired, just as surprising and unnerving as the first. This time, the last prisoner jumps up but is roughly shoved down by his guard. Just as before, a guard backs out of the Queen’s tent but this time, the other guard is carrying the prisoner’s feet. The same large dark red slowly expanding stain is seen on the body’s chest. The guards pitch the body in the back of the just returned horse cart which moves quickly away.
Both guards turn to face the last prisoner who quickly rises and attempts to flee but he immediately stumbles due to the chains, falling to the ground. All three guards roughly pick him up and carry him into the tent as he struggles to break their grip on him.
The first guard addresses me. “The Queen wishes you to attend, Mistress Denson.”
“I will be happy to do so,” I answer as I hurry into the tent behind them.
Once inside, I see the prisoner being held in front of Alexia, a guard on either side of him, each with a firm grip on his arm. The third guard is behind him, holding onto the back of his shirt. The prisoner is visibly shaken, red faced and sweating. Alexia is seated before him at her little table, the Glock 19 within easy reach lying on the top of that table. The floor at the feet of the prisoner is blood stained, with both small pools and spots plus drag marks.
“What in Zaphod’s name are you doing?” I shout at her.
“Not now, Dierdra,” she calmly replies. “I have just one last man to deal with and we can discuss it.” She looks up at him and smiles, an evil glint in her eyes. “Prisoner Number Three. I have just one question for you.”
“I have a name, witch!” the rebel screams.
“Who gives a flying fuck?” Alexia replies. “You’re just a rebel dog to me. I’ve given all of you chance after chance to come to your senses and stop this foolishness but you’ve refused at every turn. Thousands of your group have accepted my offers and returned to their homes, beds, wives and families. I’ve decided those that remain have had more than enough chances to do the right thing and haven’t so I’m done with them. They will all be dead in a few cycles. You, on the other hand, have one last opportunity that they do not have. My spies have told me approximately how many rocket-propelled grenades are left in Dupree’s hands. I don’t want any of those weapons to leave this battlefield. They can cause enormous damage in the hands of an untrained person and I do not want to take that chance. I am asking you to confirm what I already know. I want someone who knows to give me the exact number. My spies can only give me an estimate.”
“What about my comrades?” he demands.
“They either didn’t know or wouldn’t say. Prisoner One had no idea and Prisoner Two was so far off that he was clearly guessing just to save his life. We both know how that worked out for him. It’s down to you, Number Three. Tell me what I need to know and you walk out of here a free, living man, maybe to fight me another day. I don’t really care. If you can’t tell me what I need to know, then you’ll just die a few cycles earlier than the rebels on the other side and just a few decicycles after Prisoners One and Two. How many?”
“Alexia! Please do not do this! He is a prisoner and should be treated as such!” I cry out.
“Later, Dierdra,” she says, reaching for the gun in front of her. “Guard, step away from his back. This is a metal jacketed round; the other two were hollow points. This one will likely go straight through him. What’s it going to be, Number Three?”
The man just stands there, shaking and sweating.
“Nothing? You sure about that? Oh well, can’t say I wasn’t fair about it.”
She pulls the hammer back and points the gun at his chest. I am taking a breath to shout at her to stop when the prisoner speaks.
“Thirty,” he says.
Alexia elevates the muzzle of the gun.
“I’m sorry, did you say something?”
“Thirty” he repeats. “Dupree has thirty of them remaining; at least he did as of two days ago. I do not know what has happened since I was captured.”
Alexia returns the gun to the top of the table.
“Fair enough. Guards, return this man to the stockade. Make note that he is to be released after the challenge is done. You made a wise choice, Number Three.”
“May Zaphod never forgive you!” he spits.
“He probably won’t, if that’s any consolation. Take him away, boys. Oh, ask General Dekes to drop by once you’re done with Mr. Hewlette here.”
The prisoner’s eyes widen in shock as he is pushed out of the tent. I step closer to Alexia, who slumps in her chair, sighing heavily.
“Damn! That took a lot out of me. Not as much as healing does but still, there is no doubt I am not at the top of my game.”
“Alexia, did you kill those other men?”
She smiles brightly. “Looked like I did, didn’t it? That thickened beet juice the cook made really looked like blood. Sorry about that. I needed your righteous anger to sound authentic and I wasn’t sure about how good an actress you are so I kept you in the dark.”
“As you have done before.”
“True but always with the best intentions.”
“Always?”
She reaches down next to the table and lifts her backpack off the floor with a muted grunt, laying it on the table in front of her. She unzips the main pouch and removes her Kom-put-er.
“Almost always. Time for a little research and then we’ll be ready for Dupree and his bitch Queen.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Unbelievable!” Tasher exclaimed.
“I have their written response right in my hand. I am as surprised as you are, General.”
“I do not understand, First Minister. Packer is a very competent man. He would never agree to the challenge. All of the advantages are on his side. Why throw them away?”
“It is possible that Packer is no longer the one making the decisions. I have seen reports from our men that he was killed during their rescue of the Queen.”
“That would explain much. Whoever has been appointed as their new Commander may not be able to control their witch. If it is she who is making the decisions now, we may be able to make this work to our advantage. She was fooled by the ambush though the execution was inadequate.”
“It is also possible that Alexia and her friends take this ‘Witch’s Lore’ nonsense seriously, General. Whatever the reason, we must seize this opportunity. It is our choice as to where and when. When must be very soon or Alexia will have time to regain her strength. That need limits us as to where.”
“It must be a place we know well, one where we have the advantage of terrain.”
“Agreed, but it can’t be too advantageous to us or they can refuse. It must also be nearby …”
“I have it! The canyon where the first trap failed! It is large enough to hold all our men on the three sides. That gives us the high ground but there is not so much cover that it is too great an advantage. We are familiar with the site already. They can have the plain below, which does have some cover but not so much that we cannot defeat them.”
“Yes! I can scatter the remaining RPG’s among the men with one of your command officers with each one to guarantee no mistakes this time. If Alexia should win, I will blow her off the face of the world!”
“But will they accept this, First Minister? It may be too much to ask.”
“If Queen Tammy is correct, there is not much else they can do without risking a forfeit.”
“A forfeit does us no good. We must have the entire Queen’s Guard here to strike a killing blow.”
“Assuming Queen Tammy does not win, General Tasher.”
“Whether she wins or not, First Minister. The Queen’s Guard is not to be trusted. They cannot be expected to accept the outcome of this fight any more than we would. No man would allow his fate to be determined by two women, no matter they be witches or not.”
“It should not come to that, General. I personally will pull the trigger on the RPG that ends Queen Alexia’s short and undistinguished reign. Send a messenger immediately.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Where?!”
“The box canyon, my Queen.”
“Where I was ambushed, right?”
“Yes, my Queen.”
“Gotta give Dupree credit for a sick sense of humor. At least I know the layout, which is a plus. How long do we have, General Dekes?”
“They propose four cycles, which is too little time to prepare a workable attack plan. They know that.”
“Then we keep it simple, General. Straight and to the point.”
“My Queen, I have concerns about this plan of yours. We have the advantage now and time is on our side. There is no need to take this risk.”
“How many more men die if we do it your way, General?”
“How many die if we follow your plan?”
“I asked you a question, General Dekes. I would like an answer.”
“It would be difficult to give an accurate answer. There are too many things that we do not know.”
“Give me a range. A high number and a low number.”
“My Queen, I could not possibly …”
“Dekes,” I insist.
“One hundred, two hundred.”
“Or more.”
“Yes, or more. Who can say for certain?”
“Plus the injured.”
“Agreed. How many could die with your plan, my Queen?”
“Will die or could die?” I look at Dekes apprehensive expression. “Could die?” Dekes wants to know the odds. “Many if things go very wrong.” But if things go according to plan, “Will die … none.”
Dekes is astonished. “Alexia … may I call you Alexia, my Queen?”
“I’d prefer it, General.”
“Thank you, Alexia. Be reasonable. None?”
“If it works. I want this war to end now. Too many have died already. One shot and we are done. Dupree needs this and I want it. The world that I came from has a long history of wars and there are hundreds of examples of the bold choice being the right choice.”
Also hundreds of examples of the bold choice being a total failure, but I won’t mention that. “General, this will work.”
“How can you be so certain, Alexia?”
“Because I know Dupree and he’s seriously afraid of me. And he should be. Send the message, General. I accept.”
CHAPTER SIXTY
Alexia is still in pain. She is moving about her tent better now than she was several cycles ago but her steps are slow and deliberate, wincing frequently as she struggles to don her formal uniform. After several futile attempts to latch her breast plate, she looks towards me, frustration clear on her face.
“Dierdra. A little help?”
“A problem?” I innocently ask.
She scowls at me. “It’s too damn tight.”
“What do you expect?” I say as I stand and walk towards her. “That was fitted to you weeks ago. Things have changed.”
“I know, I know. Let me finish this and then we’ll all go home and I’ll be a good girl.”
Stepping behind her, I reach around and take both ends of the breast plate in my hands. “I will believe that when I observe it. Raise your hands above your head and inhale.”
She does so then grunts lightly as the breast plate latches tight. She twists back and forth a little, her breath catching in pain but says nothing, knowing she will get no sympathy from me.
“Not bad. I can probably wear this for a couple more weeks,” she says. I snort in disbelief but Alexia ignores me. “I think the uniform makes me look a little bad ass.”
I return to my seat. “There is an ass but it is not little.”
“Watch it, Dierdra. You know why I have to do this.”
“I know why you think you have to do this.”
She opens her mouth to respond but the bell outside her tent rings.
“Yes?” she answers.
“Sergeant Timbler requests to see you, my Queen,” a guard answers.
“Send him in.”
An older trooper limps in, his arm in a sling. “Thank you for seeing me, Alexia.”
It is a shock to hear someone of his rank speaking so informally to the Queen but she just smiles at him.
“What can I do for you, Sergeant?”
“I hears that we’re going full bogue today. Is that so?”
Alexia hesitates just a milicycles or two before answering. “If you mean are we committing all the troops in a final assault, then yes, it’s true.”
“I see. Then, if it’s all the same to you, I’ve changed me mind about you magicing away me injuries.”
“Sergeant, you’ve earned your time off. Go home, see your family. We can do this without you.”
“Begging your pardon, Ma’am, but no. You’ll be out front of us, you and your baby. If you’re out there and my boys are out there, I can’t be home. Wouldn’t be right, ya’ see.”
“Sergeant Timbler, they told me what you did. You saved my life … you saved my son’s life. Let me do this for you.”
“Twasn’t just me, Alexia. Lots more had a hand in it. I thought it was only fair and glad I had a chance to help but if this is really it, I gots to be there. Can’t miss the fun.”
“It won’t be fun, Sergeant, but it will be finished.”
“Either way, Ma’am, it wouldn’t feel right if I’m not there. You shouldn’t be there either but you are. What does that say about me if’n I’m not? I took an oath. Just fix me up and I’ll be on me way.”
I’m shocked.
“Alexia, you are about to fight another powerful witch to the death! You cannot afford to expend the energy to heal this man. Send him home to his family to recover. That is what is best for all.”
“This man saved my life, Dierdra. He carried me on his shoulder for over five leagues. If he and his squad had not risked their lives, I’d be dead now. He’s not asking for much and, frankly, I need to dump a little magic before we start this rumble anyway.”
“That makes no sense at all!”
“It does. I don’t want to appear to be too powerful before this begins. I might scare Tammy off. I want her nice and confident. Come here, Sergeant.”
Timbler hobbles the few steps to stand before Alexia. She lays her hands upon his shoulder and closes her eyes, breathing deeply. Quickly slipping into a Healer’s trance, she slowly slides her hands from his neck, across his shoulder and down his arm, then moving to his injured leg and doing the same. She opens her eyes, sighs, and steps back.
“There you are, Sergeant. Good as new. I’d cut back on the smoking if I were you. Those lungs are dirtier than I like to see.”
Timbler carefully slides his arm out of the sling while flexing his injured leg, a growing look of surprise on his face. “Jillian’s grace! It was like I was never shot in the first place. Me leg feels as good as it was born. Much obliged, Alexia. You do tree top work, you do.”
Alexia drops down into her chair, clearly tired.
“You’re welcome, Sergeant Timbler. I’ll be seeing you at the fight?”
“Aye, that you will. Got some money down.”
I’m shocked. Again. “The men are wagering on this challenge?!”
“Yes, Mistress Denson. Lots of money changes hands after a battle.”
“There are Guard betting against the Queen?”
“No, Ma’am. Only on how quickly she wins. I got between two cycles and two and a quarter cycles.”
Alexia waves the Sergeant over. “Let me give you a little inside information.”
He quickly slides her way. She grabs his shirt and pulls his head down where she can reach his ear. She leans forward, whispers something briefly then leans back as the sergeant jerks his head up.
“No! Tain’t no one picking that one!”
“Then you should get good odds, Sergeant,” she responds with a grin.
“That I will, my Queen. That I will. I’ll be off then, if’n there be nothing else.”
“One last thing, Sergeant Timbler. I’ll need an escort. I think you will do nicely.”
“Be happy to, Alexia, as long as I’m back with my boys before the fighting starts.”
“That shouldn’t be a problem. I’ll make certain they’re positioned nearby.”
“They may not be too keen on that. We’ve had a busy few days, if you know what I mean.”
“Well, Sergeant, when trouble starts, would you rather be behind me or in front of me?”
He nods his head and then salutes. “Good point there, my Queen. You let me know when you need me.” He turns and saunters out past the tent flap.
“What did you tell him, Alexia?”
“I can’t tell you, Dierdra. If it gets out, it’ll ruin the odds!”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“First Minister, we need to leave now if we are to be in place before the Queen’s Guard arrives.”
“Yes, General, I understand. Queen Tammy is not quite ready yet.”
I have been waiting outside her tent for over twenty decicycles. Tasher rides by every few decicycles, informing me of the progress of preparations and checking on our witch. She has exhausted all my patience. I can wait no longer.
“Stand aside,” I order the men guarding her tent. They look at each other, shrug and step aside.
“My Queen,” I exclaim as I enter. “We need to leave immediately. There are preparations that must be made before Alexia arrives.”
I see her seated at her dressing table, applying makeup. She is dressed in a formal gown.
“My Queen, do you think this is appropriate attire for a fight to the death?”
She turns her head slowly to the right and then back to the left, carefully reviewing her face and upper body. “I need to make a memorable entrance, First Minister. There will be time to change my clothes before the fight begins.”
“We cannot afford delays.”
She hikes up the edge of her gown, revealing a leather sheath strapped to her leg.
“What is that for?”
She opens a drawer from her dressing table and removes a six milileague knife. She slips the knife snuggly in the sheath, drops her dress back down, the hem now at a decent length.
“That is my ‘Good Luck Charm,’ Dupree. It has saved my life more than once.”
“I thought that you said that you could defeat Alexia with your enhanced magic. Why bother with the knife at all?”
She stands, smoothing the lines of her dress with both hands. “As I said, a Good Luck charm that has many other uses. I intend to win this fight. How I win is my business.”
I feel better about this challenge already.
* * * *** * * * ***
The full complement of the Queen’s Guard is arrayed before me in all its glory as I stand on the top of a small hill. I asked General Dekes if I could briefly address the entire Guard before we left. He said that he didn’t think it was a good idea, that I might confuse the men. I told him to take a chill pill and suck it up.
Now that it’s time to move out, I don’t know what I should say exactly. I want to inspire them but everything I come up with sounds corny when I say it to myself. Best say something or both look and sound stupid.
“Men, we go to fight the last battle of this war. I am confident of victory but not so confident that you all can take it easy. Be alert, be on your toes, do your jobs and we can all be home this time next week, in the loving embrace of your wives or sweethearts or wives and sweethearts as the case may be. This has been a long fight and we have lost many good men, friends and comrades to us all. I regret every single one of those deaths and do not want any more of you to die today. Despite appearances, we are taking the fight to the enemy. They may believe that they have the advantage but they are wrong for it is us who will prevail.
“Every man out there has taken an oath to fight for the Queen and Country. I will hold you to that oath today but don’t just fight for me or this world but fight for your families, for a better life for all of them. As for Dupree and his rebels … they have all had more than one chance to surrender and return to our society, all disputes forgiven. They haven’t taken that offer. If someone surrenders to you, accept it. If they don’t, kill them. We aren’t taking involuntary prisoners today.
“Good luck and be careful.”
That line about no prisoners surprises them and there’s a lot of raucous cheering. I mean it. They can either join us or die.
The various squads begin to line up and move out, most of the men on foot but some are on horseback. A few gallop off immediately. They are the scouts, checking things out for the rest of us.
I climb into the back of a small wagon. Dierdra and Silva are waiting for me.
Silva is the first to accost me. “Surely you did not mean that, Alexia. No prisoners?”
“If they give up, we take them. They want to fight to the death? We oblige. After today, this is going to be a changed world.”
“But is it for the better?” Dierdra asks.
“I certainly hope so. We all want some good to come from this mess. It’ll all start in a few cycles. I’ll ride with you until we get close then walk the last league or so. I want to be loose and warmed up before we get down to business. It’s your job to not make a liar out of me. None of the Queen’s Guard dies today. I’ll do my part. You do yours.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We are finally in place. Looking around the three steep sides of the box canyon, I have a difficult time locating the men with the RPGs even though I know where they are. Evenly spaced among the other men with a clear line of sight to the valley below, they will be the final surprise for Alexia and the Queen’s Guard should my witch fail. There are twenty nine of the weapons deployed around me with the thirtieth hidden behind my position, ready to be brought to bear on Alexia. I just hope that I get a chance to fire upon her even if Tammy succeeds. The last thing I want that witch to see before she dies is my smiling face as I pull the trigger on her doom.
General Tasher is standing down on the plain behind a pile of boulders that our men rolled together from the hundreds that litter the canyon’s plain. He signals toward me and sends a man up the hill to relay a message. The trooper scrambles over the rough, uneven ground until he reaches me, saluting before giving his report
“Our outriders have seen the Queen’s Guard, First Minister. They are less than a league to the east. General Tasher believes that they will be here in about a quarter cycle.”
“Very good, trooper. General Tasher is to keep their column under observation until they arrive. He is to make certain that there is no attempt to flank our position.”
“Understood, First Minister.”
I want to take no chances at this late date. Both Tasher and I are still suspicious as to why whoever is in charge of the Queen’s Guard accepted the challenge. They may be looking to trap us. We have men positioned on the top of the canyon walls, keeping a close eye on everything that happens around us.
Suddenly, one of those men whistles loudly and waves his extended arm back and forth, pointing toward the horizon in front of us. In short order, all those men are doing the same. They have spotted the main column of the Queen’s Guard.
The dust cloud appears before the men do but their numbers quickly become obvious to us all, numbers that are greater than I was expecting. I can see there is nervousness among my men as the Guard approaches. Despite our better weapons and advantageous strategic position, it is only natural to be concerned as the enemy nears.
It is now possible to see individual soldiers in the front of the mass of Guardsmen but there are two figures even further in front. They are centered and about twenty decileagues in the lead, one taller than the other but walking closely side by side.
After a couple of decicycles, they have drawn close enough to clearly see that even though both of them wear the uniform of the Queen’s Guard, the shorter one is wearing a long skirt and that she is leaning on the arm of the other for help in walking. It is Alexia! Tammy may have been correct. The witch may have been hurt more seriously than we had known. If that is the truth, why is she walking all this way? Why not simply ride up and dismount? She must be trying to send a message of some kind, that she is unharmed, strong and confident.
I am feeling better about our chances of winning the day with each passing milicycle.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Are you well, my Queen?”
“What happened to ‘Alexia,’ Sergeant Timbler?”
“It didn’t seem right, not with the number of men and all.”
We had walked the last league or so together. At first, it was more of an act, me holding onto the Sergeant’s arm, crippling along, but the last few decicycles, it wasn’t as fake as it started out. I may have overestimated the extent of my recovery. Sergeant Timbler must have noticed it, particularly with me hanging on to his recently repaired arm.
“I’ll make it, Sergeant. If I’m hurting you, just say the word and I can get someone else to …”
“Think nothin’ of it, my Queen. Wouldn’t have it no other way. Don’t trust any of them cheating pigwits on the other side no way any how.”
We march along in silence, the ground getting rougher and rockier the closer we get to the box canyon. We’ve been able to see it for some time. The walls just keep getting higher and higher as we get closer. The plain starts out about a hundred thirty decileagues wide at the mouth but quickly narrows to practically a point at the end, just ninety decileagues total length. The rebel troops aren’t trying to hide; we can see them all over the hardscrabble terrain before us. If this doesn’t work, I’ve led my people into a deadly crossfire.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The Guard marches right up to the very mouth of the box canyon then abruptly stop, fanning out across the mouth from left to right, at least thirty men deep in some spots. They are not crowding each other but there is little space between them. Should this fail, our only escape is up and over the top of the hillside.
Alexia and her escort continue on with her occasionally stumbling slightly due to the uneven and rocky ground. I can see that her right hand is lightly bandaged, the fingers barely sticking out past the edge of the white cloth that covers her entire right hand and a good portion of her wrist.
By now, she is well in range of our RPG’s, as are the Queen’s Guard. I had Neighster set all of the RPG’s to detonate upon impact. If it comes to it, we’ll blow holes in their lines. My hope is that the Guard will be sensible once Alexia is dead. Certainly a few will wish to fight on but I am certain that most of the Guard bears no personal loyalty to her. They obeyed my commands once before, they will do so again.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We never decided on an exact spot where the fight is to take place. This is as good as any. I tap Sergeant Timbler’s arm.
“Sergeant, this is far enough. You can return to your men.”
He releases my arm but doesn’t move, shifting a little in place as he turns about, looking at all the men positioned on the slopes that surround us. There are thousands, armed as we are.
“Are you certain about this, Alexia?” he asks in a quiet tone. “I could just stand over here a bit, you know, just in case.”
The enormity of it all strikes me. What was I thinking? It had to be the hormones from the pregnancy. There’s a hundred ways this could go wrong and only one right way. Guess I better not blow it now.
“That’s alright, Sergeant. You go take care of your men and be ready when I signal.”
“My boys can take care of themselves. We’re pretty good about that. I could stay close by here.”
“I appreciate the offer, Sergeant, but what could you do? It’s my show and my ass on the line. Let me do my part and you do yours back there. Zaphod willing, it ends today with us drinking Klatch long into the night. The first bottle is on me.”
He takes another look around the rebel filled walls of the canyon and nods his head. “Aye, Zaphod willing. Take care, my Queen. The second bottle’s on me.”
He turns and begins the long walk back to our lines, leaving me alone in front of thousands of men that I have been chasing and attacking since first returning to this world.
Not a friendly face in the bunch. I spot Dupree at the very back of the canyon, about thirty feet up the wall, standing on a bit of a rock outcropping. He’s surrounded by other rebel troops, likely his body guards. I point towards him with my bandaged right hand.
“I’m here, Dupree. Where’s your witch? I’d like to get this done before it gets too hot.”
Dupree stands and walks forward to the end of the spit of rock, looking down at me.
“Have you no demands for our surrender? No threats of our death?” he shouts, probably a show of bravado for his men.
“No, not this time, Dupree. Every man here has had his chance to return to civil society before today. It’s too late now. I’ll accept your surrender after dealing with this renegade Queen of yours. Trot her out her. Chop chop. We’re burning daylight,” I shout back.
“Why should we return? What do you offer us? To be ruled by an ignorant otherworlder? We are MEN! We control our own fates! We will never…”
“Blah, blah, blah! Is this part of the challenge? Do I have to listen to your crap before we start the main event? If that’s the case, bring me a chair and some Klatch. It’ll keep me awake until you’re done. Bring me Tammy now or I’m gone. You got that, Dupree?”
“You are not in command here, WITCH! I care not what you demand. I will …”
I turn on my heel and start back the way I came.
“Wait! Wait!” Dupree screams. I keep moving, ignoring him until I’m certain he knows I mean business, then I stop and look at him over my shoulder.
“Are you done with the preliminaries?” I sneer. “Ready to put your money where your mouth is?”
“My what?” he asks, confused at my colloquialism.
“Just get your damn witch out here and stop wasting my time, Dupree.”
He forces a nonchalant laugh. “As you wish, my Queen.”
He waves his hand over his head. A loud cheer goes up from the rebel troops.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Insolent Bitch! Even now she refuses to treat me with the respect I have earned! What is that other world like, populated with creatures such as she? No matter, it will all be over soon.
When I signal for Queen Tammy to come forth from her hidden place, all the men cheer her and cast oaths and insults at Alexia. Tammy has been staying in a small cave off to my left, waiting for my call. She emerges on a sedan chair carried by four of her guards, waving to the men as they slowly cover the decileagues to where Alexia awaits, who pays no attention to the thunderous noise about her, instead walking about in a swerving pattern, examining the ground and stones around her.
As Tammy is carried, she shoots sparks and flashes of fire from her finger tips, each display bringing more cheers from my men. They are in a near riotous frenzy, waiving their guns in the air and jumping about, yet Alexia ignores it all, continuing to inspect the area around her. Tammy spreads her hands wide, lifting two rocks weighing at least twenty stone each ten decileagues off the ground and then smashing them together with enough force to reduce them to rubble and a cloud of dust. If she had thrown the rocks at the men, many would have died. Her power is impressive.
I think Tammy instructed her bearers to proceed slowly but I am becoming anxious. She is enjoying this parade much too much, the adulation clearly going to her head. She will be difficult to control after she defeats Alexia. Finally, they reach the end and slowly place the sedan chair on the ground. Tammy remains seated for several milicycles, still waving and firing sparks into the air above her. Alexia has not acknowledged her presence and Tammy seems to be waiting for her to do so. Eventually, Tammy rises from the chair and steps to the ground. The bearers quickly pick the chair up and rapidly depart, leaving the witches alone on the plain.
I have given the commanders strict instructions to make certain their men do not interfere with the contest in any way. A wild shot could injure Queen Tammy as easily as it could Alexia. My plan covers all eventualities so there is to be no other action upon threat of death. I raise my hands to bring a stop to the cheers and insults.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It feels like something out of Championship Wrestling.
The crowd going nuts, cheering their hero while at the same time scouring the bad guy. The hero makes a grand, excessive entrance, in this case on a raised chair carried by four men, clearly taking their own sweet time to get here. The hero is a late forty, early fifty year old woman, not bad looking for her age.
Dierdra had warned me not to take her lightly. She had survived many years of persecution by Opulessa and her Guard at the time. This was before The Consortium showed up but Opulessa had been pretty good at wiping out the competition without their help. Tammy had survived all that and killed a number of people in doing so, some of those people being witches. She’s also rumored to carry a knife should things get particularly nasty. In short, she’s tough, mean and skilled.
Right this moment, she seems a little too pumped by the crowd. She’s dressed a bit fancier than I am, more Queen-like actually. I picked up a lot of dust on the trek here so I’ve looked better but she’s dressed in bright red sequined long sleeve top and a long, full skirt. She is wearing sensible shoes though, a smart move on her part. Her hair is braided and piled up on her head. I finally give her my attention when her guard and chair leave.
“You ready to do this?” I ask, shouting over the noise of the crowd.
“I will kill you, girl!” she shouts back. “You are no match for me! I can feel your weakness! The day is mine.”
“Say ‘Hi’ to Opulessa for me when you see her.”
Dupree raises his hands before she gets a chance to reply. The noise falls away. He stands there, hands clenched over his head, holding the moment, basking in the attention and tension as he slowly turns left and then back right. He takes a deep breath.
“LET THE CONTEST BEGIN!” he bellows, driving his hands downward.
I hold out my left hand and stride towards Tammy, a smile on my face.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
She wants to shake hands.
I had warned Queen Tammy that it would likely happen. The otherworlders always start everything with an extended hand. Meetings, parties, meals, casual greetings … everything. The men are silent as Alexia approaches Queen Tammy. Tammy does nothing and Alexia stops about a decileague in front of her, hand still extended.
“What is this?” Queen Tammy asks.
“That’s how we do it on my world. ‘Shake hands and come out fighting.’ Happens before every fight.”
“But we are in my world. We do not have such a custom.”
“Will it kill ya’ to humor me?”
“Dupree told me you would request this.”
“Did he tell you what to do when I did?”
“He said I should ignore you and your traditions.”
“I see. Do you always do what you are told to do?”
Queen Tammy glances up at me and then back to Alexia. She reaches out and forcefully grabs Alexia’s left hand with hers.
“No man tells me what to do.”
Alexis nods her head as they shake hands. “Good for you,” she says. “Now, we need to discuss the rules of this fight.”
Queen Tammy laughs loudly. “Rules?! There are no rules, girl! This is a fight to the death!”
“No rules?” Alexia asks.
“None, you simple girl!” Queen Tammy declares.
“None at all?” Alexia persists.
“Are you addlepated?! There are no rules!”
“Huh. I wish someone had mentioned this before now,” Alexia sighs.
Alexia quickly jerks Queen Tammy forward with her left hand. Tammy loses her balance and stumbles, almost falling. As she begins to recover her footing, Alexia strikes her forcefully in the face with her bandaged hand. Queen Tammy falls to the ground, face first. After a few milicycles, she feebly brings her hands underneath her and shakily pushes herself up but Alexia rapidly steps next to her and strikes her again in the jaw with a mighty blow using her injured hand. Queen Tammy collapses to the dust and remains still. Alexia reaches down and rolls her over onto her back. Tammy’s head flops to the side but she does not move, though she is breathing. Alexia steps away from the unconscious witch and begins to unwrap her right hand as she goes, letting the cloth trail behind her until it falls away, leaving something covering the top of her hand. She slides it off the hand.
“On my old world, we call these Brass Knuckles. I don’t know if you’ve got anything like em’. Looks like I win, Dupree. Ready to surrender?”
Up until now, the men had been silent, stunned by the quickness of the defeat but someone shouts out. “She is not yet dead! There is no victory!”
There is a general shouting of support but Alexia strides to the prone body, shifts Tammy’s skirt around and pulls the knife from it’s hidden spot, then lays it on her exposed neck.
“I was willing to let well enough alone, concede the two foot putt if you will, but if you require blood …”
“NO!” I shout. I’ll still need a living witch when this is done. Tammy should be more compliant in the future after this disaster. Alexia withdraws the blade and steps back from the body.
“Are you admitting defeat, Dupree?” she asks with a smile that fills me with bile.
“I admit … nothing!”
The trooper behind me swiftly passes the RPG forward and I smoothly shoulder it, aiming it directly at Alexia as I release the safety and finger the firing trigger. The other Fusiliers do the same.
“Who will be surrendering now?” I demand. Alexia just sticks the knife in the waist of her skirt and shakes her head.
“I’m a little disappointed, Dupree. Not surprised at all but still disappointed.”
“I care not for your feelings! Yield or I will blow you off the face of this world!”
She looks up at me, a sneer upon her face. “You may not care about my feelings but there is one thing you should care very much about, ex-First Minister Dupree.”
“What is that, my ex-Queen?”
She slowly raises her right hand to eye level, a single finger extended, which she points at me then pulls the finger back. I tighten my grip upon the RPG and increase the pressure on the firing trigger, ready for the first sign of a trick on her part. She carefully looks about her then returns her attention to me.
“You should care about which of us is closer to three quarter stone of high explosives, shrapnel and solid rocket fuel all with a simple little piezo-electric push button firing pin in its nose.”
The finger on her right hand pops forward as she dives to the ground behind Queen Tammy’s body. I hear a soft click in the front of the RPG just before I squeeze the firing trigger but the next sound is much louder than the one I heard while training. It is also much hotter and more painful.
CHAPTER SIXTY ONE
I dove for cover just as I simultaneously pushed the piezo-electric triggers in the noses of each of the thirty RPGs. I may not be at full magic strength but it doesn’t take much to push thirty buttons at the same time.
When I hit the ground behind the unconscious witch, I roll a few of the larger stones our way to surround us, creating some protection from the flying shrapnel. I hear the primary explosions of the warheads and then the secondary explosions of the solid rocket fuel. I also hear the sound of the metal shards striking the rocks around me. Those sounds fade away in milicycles, replaced by the screams if injured men. I push one rock aside and peer out.
There are large, blackened craters in the rock walls. Some are larger than others, indicating where both the warhead and rocket propellant exploded at one spot and there are smaller craters where the warhead exploded and the propellant canister was blown away before that canister also exploded, leaving its own crater and spray of shattered metal.
The one where Dupree stood is the larger variety, the entire rock cropping being blown off the wall. Hundreds of bodies and thousands of body parts lay on the ground around me, with more still lodged on the hillside above. There are even more men injured, many able to move but many others too hurt to go anywhere on their own.
I feel a brief urge to go and help those men but most wouldn’t welcome it. What I really need to do is get back to our lines before phase two starts. I quickly check Queen Tammy to see if she survived the explosions but it’s clear she didn’t. A hot piece of metal is stuck in her forehead. She likely died in the same explosion that got Dupree. If I hadn’t been hiding behind her, it may have gotten me also.
Most of the survivors seem to be scrambling up the face of the hillsides, looking to escape but you can be damned sure that if they knew I was here, they’d stop long enough to try to kill me and I haven’t got enough strength to put up a decent shield.
That was the bargain I made. I had to be weak enough for Queen Tammy not to fear me. That let me get in close and punch her out just like the old days. Trade physical strength and guile for magical strength. “No rules” means just that, no rules. Unfortunately, that leaves me in a bit of a pickle now.
Looking around, I see that while the large majority of rebels are trying to get away, there are some walking towards our lines unarmed and hands raised in surrender. If I can join that group by disguising my uniform, I could make it back before the Queen’s Guard attacks. The mounted troops are already headed for the top of the hillside to cut off the escape routes, the rest come marching in about five decicycles from now and the lead will start to fly.
I pause long enough to change my skirt into loose pants and alter the color to the rebel’s red. Thank Zaphod they have liberal policies about uniform styles. Once the changes are made, I scramble out from my pile of rocks, scoop up and don a discarded helmet and start walking towards our lines, hunched over to try to hide my figure.
If I had more power, I could completely change my appearance or even fly there in milicycles but those aren’t options now. Shuffling back the way I came, I try to keep pace with the rebel troops moving the same direction but avoid contact with anyone. Just moving along like a leaf floating on the surface of a small stream.
The man to my left starts to eye me suspiciously. I slide a little farther to the right and speed up but he picks up his pace and comes directly towards me, grabbing my left wrist, holding me up.
“What do you want?” I gruffly demand, keeping my head turned slightly away from him. It doesn’t work because he begins to stutter.
“It – it – it – it – is – is – is – you – you …”
I twist my left wrist from his grip and immediately grab his wrist with that hand while pulling Queen Tammy’s knife from the waist of my pants with my right hand, slipping the point up against his stomach, penetrating his uniform until the blade barely touches bare skin, his eyes widening and his breath catches in his throat.
“Yes, it’s ME!” I hiss. “And this is my little friend. Unless you want me to push it all the way through you, you’ll keep your mouth shut and just keep walking right along with me. If you understand, nod your head once. Nice and slow.”
There is sweat on his brow as his head dips down and slowly returns.
“Good. You stay still as I just shift around a bit. Move and I’ll slit your throat so fast; you won’t know it until your head falls off.”
He freezes as I remove the blade from pressing against his stomach, slide my left hand around his waist and place his right arm over my shoulder, keeping the knife in my right hand, which is sitting between us at waist level.
“Now, we’re going to walk back to my lines, nice and easy. You do anything to betray me and it will be the last thing you ever do. If we get back to my lines, you’re a free man. You’ll never get a better deal. Nod once if you accept my generous and final offer.”
He once again slowly bobs his head.
“Excellent!” I whisper. “Let’s get going.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
In all my days, I never seen nothing like it. All them explosions at nearly the same time then other smaller explosions almost immediately after.
We was told that when the Queen went to the ground that we all were to do the same. They didn’t bother saying why, just do it. Well, she did and we did and then the pieces of the rebel’s bodies started to fly about. A few of our men didn’t get down fast enough and they got hit by whatever came from those explosions but they twern’t hurt badly. Now, we is straining at the collar to move forward into the canyon before us. Most of the Guard is wanting to get theirs back against the rebels. Me and my men want to find the Queen. Corporal Lichmer peers intently down the plain.
“Do you think she lived through that, Sergeant? She looked mighty weak just before.”
“If anyone could, the Queen would, Corporal. Just keep an eye open for her when we charge. That goes for the lot of you, understand?”
All of the squad either nods their heads or call out. We’ll find her if she’s there to be found.
“One Queen’s as good as another. There’s always another damn witch ready to wear the crown,” a voice behind me snarls.
I slowly turn and sees a sergeant of the 2nd Regiment nearby, sighting down his rifle towards the few rebels struggling toward our lines.
“What are you doing there, son?” I quietly ask. My boys recognize the tone of voice and step away from us.
“As soon as we get the word, I’m killing me some rebel scum,” he answers.
“The Queen said we accept them rebels that surrender.”
“Don’t see no branches over their heads,” he mutters, not looking away from the sights of his rifle.
“Now where is that lot going to find branches out there in that Zaphod forsaken sand spit?”
“Tain’t my concern, is it?”
“The Queen said …”
“The sodden Queen tain’t here, is she? Who cares what a slattern named Alexia says about …”
I’ve heard more than enough from this pifler. I quickly step forward and knee him in the nethers. Grabbing his uniform collar and jerking him back up after he drops his rifle and he starts to double over, I pull his face near to mine, a face contorted in pain and anger as he tries to catch his breath.
“Listen to me, my son. That woman is the salvation of this world. If she tells you to do something, you stopple right to it. Anything else and you’ll answer to me and my men. Understand?”
“Is there a problem here, Sergeant Timbler?”
I don’t even need to turn around to see who said that. “Nothing wrong at all, Alexia. Glad you made it back. I was just explaining your orders to this man.”
She steps next to me, I can see her out of the corner of my eye. She’s dressed in rebel red but in a blink, she’s back in her usual Guard uniform.
“I thought my orders were simple and clear.” She looks the man in my grasp up and down. “Corporal.”
He finally gets his breath back. “It’s sergeant … my Queen,” he croaks.
“WAS sergeant, now corporal, or am I wrong about that, Timbler?”
I release the chastised Guardsman and brush some dust off his sergeant’s emblem with the back of my hand.
“Pity to boot a man for just a single mistake, Alexia.”
“I defer to your sage judgment, Sergeant Timbler. You stay with your men and I’ll take this man with me, just to be certain there are no more mistakes. Oh, you’re with me too.”
I look about me and see a trembling rebel soldier standing just outside of my squad.
“Friend of yours, Alexia?”
“I made certain promises and certain threats. He kept his part of the deal and I’ll make sure that my part is kept. You and your men be careful, Sergeant Timbler. I’d rather you all come back healthy than take too large a risk to kill rebel soldiers. We’ll get them all sooner or later. Also, keep a look out for First Minister Dupree’s body. I’d like to have absolute proof that he’s dead, but I’ll take what I can get.”
“As you wish, my Queen.”
She pats my shoulder. “You’re quite the card, Sergeant. First bottle of Klatch is on me.”
“Aye, and the second is on me, Alexia.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I hadn’t gotten thirty decileagues from Sergeant Timbler and his men before a loud cry went up from my Guard and the entire score of men charge forward with a deafening roar. They move barely fifty decileagues and halt, the front third falling to the ground onto their stomachs, the second third dropping to their knees and the final back third remaining on their feet, each group aiming their weapons at a different portion of the surrounding hills. A single command is shouted out and they all begin firing at once, sweeping the rocky hills with concentrated fire, rebel troops falling and sliding down the hills as they are caught up in the hail of bullets. They continue firing until the entire area has been covered. There is very little organized fire in response from the rebels, their spirit and confidence shattered by the destruction spread by the exploding RPGs.
“Come with me, gentlemen,” I tell the sergeant and rebel trooper that are following me. I quickly walk to the small group of generals that remained behind after the Guard moved forward and engaged the enemy. General Fortney was the first to notice my approach but he quickly notified Dekes, who was all smiles as I arrived.
“My Queen,” he says, bowing deeply, as do all the others. “I am so very pleased that you have come through the confrontation unharmed. It appears that all is proceeding as you thought it would. The rebels are fleeing into our trap established by our mounted Guard at the top of the ridges. The remaining rebels are being dealt with by the rest of the Guard.”
“You mean ‘killed’, don’t you Dekes?”
“Yes, my Queen. Killed. Was that not what you ordered?”
“Yeah, I did. I also told you to accept all surrendering rebels.” I point to the sergeant behind by using my right thumb over my shoulder. “This man didn’t seem to get the message. I had to tell him not to pick off unarmed rebels approaching our lines.”
“What is your name and designation, sergeant?!” Dekes barked.
The sergeant salutes before responding. “Sergeant Benson Araba, First Regiment, Squad six general, Sir.”
Dekes turns his attention back to me. “He will be punished for his disobedience, my queen.”
I wave him off. “Don’t bother, General Dekes. I’m giving Sergeant Araba a new assignment. He’s to make sure that this rebel trooper makes it safely home. Give him the necessary papers, passes or whatever documents he needs. They leave today. Sergeant Araba, you report directly to me when you return to Glory. Do you understand?”
“Yes, my Queen.”
I fix my gaze on the rebel. “What’s your name?”
“Eldean. Thomas Eldean … my Queen.”
“Well, Mr. Eldean, I expect no more trouble from you. If you disappoint me … let’s just leave it at you do not want to disappoint me. I won’t be a happy camper. Ya’ follow?”
He quickly bows twice. “Yes, my Queen. I follow.”
“Good. You both are free to go. General Dekes, have your men bring any wounded survivors to the Healer’s tent. Guard or rebel, I want them brought there. I’m heading that way right now.”
“Is that wise, my Queen? There could be bad feelings, maybe even worse.”
“It may not be wise, General, but it is necessary. I’ll be there to keep the peace. Let’s hold up the Victory celebration for a couple of days until we can get the rebel prisoners out of the way. Klatch and easily reached rebels are not a good mix.”
“Assuming it is a victory, my Queen.”
“If it isn’t, send someone to get me. I’ll finish it.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We all worked long into the night and through the morning of the next day caring for the wounded.
I wish there had been more.
Alexia, Silva and I assisted the Guard’s Healers in caring for the few injured Guardsmen and the numerous injured rebel troopers. I must admit that I felt a certain unwillingness to care for the rebels but Alexia took to it with unusual enthusiasm. None were foolish enough to criticize her for this.
As she had predicted, no Guardsmen died that day. Several were hurt, a few badly but they all recovered. The same could not be said for the rebel troopers. Any of them who survived long enough to reach our care recovered from their wounds but, though there were many injured, so many more died that day.
Including First Minister Dupree and “Queen” Tammy. Her body was found right where Alexia said it would be. Alexia mourned the loss. I believe she thought she might be able to bring Tammy over to our side and find a good use for her skills but what I know of Tammy’s reputation makes me certain that she was not what Alexia calls a “team player.” Far from it. Perhaps, if she had been younger and not so affected by her years of being hunted, there might have been a chance, but it was likely too late for her, as it was for Opulessa.
First Minister Dupree’s fate was a little harder to determine. We never did find his head. Perhaps parts of it. A goodly number of body parts were found that may have been his but that was based on the shreds of clothing on those body parts. They were mixed with the parts of other bodies so there was a bit of uncertainty.
In the end, Alexia used her phone and kom-pew-ter to take a picture of each dead body that could be recognized and saved it. Each such identifiable body was then buried in a separate grave on the top of the hills surrounding the box canyon. The rest of the parts were buried in a mass grave. Alexia wanted to help any person who was searching for the remains of a loved one to find where they may lay.
It took several days for the Guard to recover all the complete and partial bodies, organize them for identification, record them and then bury them. By the end of that week, Alexia had recovered almost all her strength but not her sense of purpose. We talked often in those days, mostly at night and she was haunted by the faces of the dead men she had recorded before burial. She swung back and forth between anger at what she believed she was forced to do to those men in order to save this world and relief that it was finally over, at least for now.
Her mood recovered remarkably once both Johnathyn and Leeanna arrived. They both already knew that she was with child and after a surprisingly brief fight, Johnathyn forgave her for keeping the information from him and taking the risks that she did. She promised that he would be the first to know whenever she became pregnant in the future. Leeanna was simply excited about having a brother.
As Alexia had requested, all celebrations of victory had been delayed until the surviving rebel troops had been sent away to a temporary prison camp. Alexia promised them all that they would be eventually released if they had committed no war crimes but that if they had, there might be trials held in the future. She was going to appoint a group of people from all the regions to review any complaints and the evidence, leaving it totally in their hands.
The celebration among the Guardsmen was more muted than I expected, probably due partially to the lack of available young women and the presence of the Queen’s young daughter. Whatever the reason, the Klatch did flow freely and there were some problems with drunkenness, but again, we are not too near civilization so those problems were relatively easy to deal with.
Finally, everything was completed where we were and it was time to return to Glory. Groups of Guardsmen had been sent back to the capitol as their assignments were finished over the last two weeks since the final victory but General Dekes was satisfied that everything we could be reasonably expected to do had been done and that it was time to return to Glory.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Johnathyn is idly rubbing my baby bump as we lay in bed. We have shared my tent ever since he and Leeanna came to camp last week. General Dekes produced a large double bed from somewhere. Leeanna has spent most nights with Dierdra, giving us time to be somewhat alone but Dierdra and Silva are leaving today to return to Glory.
I had apologized to Johnathyn the moment he arrived but he wouldn’t accept it. Can’t say that I blame him. He was as angry as I have ever seen him but he was also as happy as I have ever seen him. It was a short but intense argument. I couldn’t say he was wrong about me not telling him right away about the baby, or about the chances I took but he couldn’t argue with why I did it or the end results. We were mostly fighting on principle.
Unfortunately, the makeup sex was more restrained than I preferred. Having about a thousand men listening through thin canvas walls is a bit of a mood killer.
We were spending this morning like we had spent the last few, lounging in bed while the camp woke up around us. Breakfast wouldn’t arrive for another ten decicycles or so. We had some time to ourselves and I needed to talk with him about the future.
“Johnathyn?”
“Yes, my wife?”
“We need to make some decisions before we get back to Glory.”
He stops rubbing my tummy and sits up. “Agreed. What are we naming our son?”
“We don’t have to do that now, do we? Most parents here don’t know the child’s sex until the baby’s born. That I know it’s a boy is a bit of a fluke.”
“Dierdra could eventually have known, as could Silva or many of your other witch sisters.”
“Fine, yes, eventually, they would have guessed it, but I know now and we’ve got time yet. I’m barely showing.”
He cocks his head to the side, looking down at my stomach then up at my face, smiling slightly.
“If you say so, my wife. If not about our son, about what do you wish to speak?”
Can someone be both endearing and infuriating at the same time? If so, Johnathyn can be damn endeariating at times.
“We’re heading back to Glory in a day or so. Dierdra and Silva will get there well ahead of us because they’ve taken a fast carriage and we’re traveling with the Guard.”
“As you should. You will be protected and not jostled about in one of those dangerous rattle trap carriages.”
It’s going to be a long pregnancy. Johnathyn is so protective, I’ll have to fight him every inch to not be bed ridden. Dierdra’s not a whole lot better.
“I know, I know. You insisted and I agreed. The thing is, when we get to Glory, I can’t be some pregnant hothouse flower waiting to drop a seed. I’ve got to be out, mixing with the people, selling them on the future we’ve got planned.”
“Surely you do not want to tell them everything?”
“No. Not at all. We made that mistake the first time. Everything moved too fast. This time, we talk about the good stuff, things that will improve their lives, and then we need to deliver on it, fast. The government changes will be slower, incremental. The people will have a chance to adjust. If we’re lucky, people will actually start demanding changes.”
Johnathyn slips out of bed, walks over to his clothes hanging on a chair and begins to dress. He doesn’t say anything but I know he’s thinking about something. I catch myself expressing a little satisfied grin at recognizing his pattern. In the past, I would have been pushing him for his opinion by now but this time I just let him be. He’ll tell me when he’s ready.
It surprises me how comfortable I feel at this moment. I’m a pregnant woman, patiently waiting for my husband to tell me what he thinks. It seems like ages ago that I was a man in go-go New York, rushing here and there, accomplishing very little of consequence. I wouldn’t go back to that life at gunpoint. Johnathyn coughs lightly, clearing his throat. He’s ready.
“Not everyone will welcome your ascension to the throne. You may have defeated the rebels on the field of battle but they represent a large portion of the people who will resist any kind of change. There is also the rather large number of surviving family of the dead rebels. How will they react to you? Opulessa was hated by many but more could hate you at this time.”
“I know,” I respond quietly. “I knew that would happen when I decided to go down that road. There’s no way to avoid it. It was a civil war, for Zaphod’s sake. All I can do is treat everyone fairly and hope for the best.”
“Their feelings about you could color their interpretation of the ‘fairness’ of your acts. The losing side is likely to bite at a helping hand. The winning side might object to the helping hand even being offered in the first place.”
“That’s why I’ve got to start out as the tyrant Queen. I might be able to buy a period of peace to give us some room to work. It’ll be a fine line between authoritarian and firm but fair. One thing that could help us is this.” I pat my slightly swollen belly. “There’s something inherently sympathetic about a pregnant woman. Other women are empathetic and men are protective. You see how the Guard treats me. I might as well be a goddess. Opulessa was never treated this way.”
“You have done much more for the Guard than Opulessa ever did.”
“You’re right, but it’s more than that, Johnathyn. I’ve seen how men are around pregnant women. There’s some kind of built in, instinctual, protective nature. I felt it when I was a man. If a pregnant woman got pushed around on the subway, six different guys would react and defend her. Admittedly, a bunch of other guys wouldn’t do anything but that was New York. Something like that happen in the Midwest or the South, or Zaphod forbid, Texas, the number helping out goes way up. I’m saying being pregnant gives me something to use to help us out.”
“But you will not stay pregnant forever or even for very long. Eventually, you will give birth.”
“Mothers with young children get almost as much respect as pregnant women … and pregnant women with young children get extra respect.”
“What are you saying, Alexia?”
“You said you wanted a large family, didn’t you, Johnathyn? No better time than the present.”
“Are you certain? I may have said that in passing but you did not join in. I do not wish for you to bear my children simply because there is a political advantage.”
“I didn’t join in because it never really occurred to me that I could get pregnant. Sure, intellectually I knew it was possible but that didn’t mean I had accepted it emotionally. I was absolutely shocked when Dierdra said I was pregnant. Looking back, the facts were clear, but the possibility never even entered my mind. Now it’s about all that I can think about. Do you know what I’m doing when I’m sitting quietly in that chair over there?”
“No, I do not.”
“I’m watching our child, our son. I’m watching him grow, move his tiny arms and legs, turn his head to look at me. He knows that I’m there. Sometimes, I swear he smiles at me. I even catch a thought or two once in a while, though it’s probably my imagination. I could do that all day.”
Johnathyn simply stares at me, shaking his head.
“I must say that I am very jealous of you right now,” he finally says. “You are spending time with our son in a way that I cannot and never will.”
“Don’t worry, you’ll have plenty of time to bond. You can be ‘Chief Diaper Changer.’ The main thing I’m saying is that I think I like this motherhood gig. We’ll have to see what happens after he’s born, but I don’t think I’m going to change my mind. If we’re going to have more kids, we might as well have them quickly.”
Johnathyn steps next to the bed and holds out his right hand. I grab it with my right and he gently pulls my naked body up against his clothed body, wrapping me in his arms.
“If you want more children, my wife, I will certainly do my part to help,” he says with a big smile.
I snuggle up against him and kiss his cheek.
“I knew I could count on you, my husband.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The entire city has turned out to see the return of the Queen. People line the entire length of the main boulevard leading to the Palace. The closer you got to the Palace, the deeper the crowd. We had some platforms built nearest to the Palace for dignitaries such as regional Patrons and their city mayors to come and have a good seat without fighting to the death for it. There is a large demand for these seats because all those currently in office wish to show loyalty to the Queen, even if they only recently discovered that loyalty.
I have found a large luxury closed carriage for Alexia and her family to ride in. Silva took it out to the border of Glory where she was to meet the Queen’s Guard who would then escort the carriage to the Palace. The mounted Guard will come first, the marching Guard will be next and the Queen will be third. General Dekes and his staff will lead the parade. The plan is for them to dismount at the Palace, take seats in the reviewing stand and the rest of the Guard will go by and then the Queen will arrive. The entire procession should take less than a cycle.
The crowd is growing restless as the time for the parade comes and goes. There is no word from the Guard but I see Steinvald walking quickly towards me from the Palace.
“Dierdra! I was in the North Tower and saw the horsemen coming this way!”
“At last! Is the carriage there?”
“Yes but I could only get a glimpse of it.”
“Thank you Steinvald, take your seat with the rest of the Council and let us hope there are no more delays.”
We both hurry to our seats and return to waiting. After about twenty decicycles, the first group of Guard horsemen appear at the far end of the wide road. We can hear the cheering and applause in the distance which grows louder as they approach the Palace. They are moving at a slow pace, acknowledging the people as the horses stride forward, tossing their heads about. General Dekes and his staff are all in the front row of horsemen, smiling and nodding their heads, occasionally raising a hand to respond to the cheers.
When the Generals reach the viewing stand, they all dismount in unison, handing the reigns to their mounts off to some Guardsmen who lead the horses off to the side as the men take their place next to the Witch’s Council. General Dekes is seated next to me. Dekes bows as he greets me.
“Zaphod’s blessings upon you, Mistress Denson.”
“Thank you, General Dekes. I am pleased to see that you have returned home without incident.”
He takes his seat. “I am sorry for the delay but we were held up in getting all the men aligned and organized. We had to add all those who had returned earlier. I thought that every Guardsman should have the chance to receive the nation’s thanks. The Queen agreed.”
“I do not doubt that for a moment. The wait was not burdensome, I was just concerned.”
“We really need to use those radios provided by the Queen. A very useful device.”
Dekes settles back in his seat and the men begin to move past us. The horsemen proceed in a somewhat organized manner, the horses in lines six wide across the road but the occasional horse was out of position. Once the horses had passed, the majority of the Guard began to march by but they were much less organized. It was more like a crowd of uniformed men with the odd man carrying a child upon his shoulder or accompanied by his wife. There were many smiles and much laughter among the men, bottles of klatch being handed to them from the crowd along the road. The joy and relief due to the end of the war washed over everyone.
Before long, the carriage carrying the Queen and her family appeared and the cheers became louder still. I could see a small hand outside one of the windows waving wildly. That has to be Leeanna. She must be enjoying this immensely. The final group of Guardsmen marches by and the carriage pulls off to the side near the main Palace doors.
“Excuse me, General. I need to greet the Queen,” I say as I stand.
General Dekes smiles up at me. “Certainly, Mistress Denson. Be careful where you walk.”
I hurry down the wooden steps, hop onto the road and walk with as much grace as possible to the carriage, reaching it as a Guardsman opens the door. Leeanna is out the door instantly, full of energy.
“Dierdra! Isn’t this all wonderful! All these people! And the war is over too! Father and Mother can come back and we can all be together again.”
“Yes, it is wonderful, dear. You best get used to it. The life of the Queen involves many such events.”
Johnathyn’s body fills the door of the carriage. He turns sideways to squeeze out the exit.
“I do not view that as a positive thing, Mistress Denson, but we have accepted it as necessary to accomplish our goals.”
“The Queen can decide how many events she wishes to attend, Johnathyn. As she is with child, many will be understanding.” I step forward and peer into the carriage but it is empty. I turn to Johnathyn. “Where is Alexia?”
Leeanna points to the sky. “She’s coming.”
I look up but see nothing. As I return my attention to Leeanna, she removes a radio from the pocket of her dress and pushes a button on it, causing it to make a shrill, high pitched tone.
“Big black here. Over.”
She brings the device up to her mouth. “You are cleared for landing, Mother. Over.”
“Where is Alexia, Leeanna?”
“I already TOLD you,” she responds in an exasperated tone. She again points to the sky. “Up there.”
I look again but concentrate on the area she pointed to. At first, I still see nothing but then notice a dark spot … which is rapidly getting larger … and larger. I glance back at Leeanna, afraid to ask the question but she answers before I can utter it.
“Mother wants everyone to meet Lilly.”
By Zaphod’s beard, her dragon! I can see it now, wings tucked in, diving towards the ground. Some of the people in the viewing stand have also seen it for they are pointing in its direction. The Guardsmen who have been milling about are all smiles, as if they knew this was going to happen. I jerk my head around to stare at General Dekes. He is just sitting in his seat, arms folded, as relaxed as he could be.
“You could have warned me!” I shout.
He shrugs his shoulders, pointing to the sky with his thumb. “Talk to her,” he answers.
The dragon continues to plummet from the sky, straight down until it disappears behind the line of buildings on the horizon. There is a sudden gasp from the crowd when it does so, then silence, then the roar of a mighty beast but mixed with the metallic sound of bells or metal striking metal. The roar quickly gets louder and louder until the dragon appears, flying barely ten decileagues above the street, charging down the road, wings outstretched, towards the Palace at incredible speed, a tall cloud of dust trailing behind it. It flashes overhead, the Guardsman first shouting their approval then choking on the dust that swirls in its wake. The beast immediately heads skyward, both spiraling and spinning as a barrel rolling down a hill. I catch glimpses of Alexia, sitting astride the creature’s broad shoulders, hunched forward. The ascension stops at two hundred decileagues or so, at which point, the dragon rolls over on its back, wings spread to their fullest, and it drops back down towards the courtyard in front of the Palace. Civilians begin to scream and run for cover but the Guardsmen remain steadfast, those with family assuring them that there is nothing to fear. At the last moment, the dragon pulls up, performs a complete loop, and gently settles to the ground with the merest bump.
Alexia rapidly dismounts to the cheers and huzzahs of her Guard. The dragon Lilly then jumps into the air off its massive haunches, flaps its wings a few times to get higher into the air and finally settles on the roof of the North Tower with what could only be described as a look of contented smugness.
Alexia allows the cheers of the Guard to continue until the people join in and then she waves the crowd to silence.
“I beg your pardon for my entrance but I could not resist the urge for one last ride. As many of you know, I am with child and neither my husband nor my Healer is likely to allow me to go riding again anytime soon.”
The cheers are even louder than before from both men and women. No Queen has ever been with child while she was Queen, at least there is no record of it. It makes Alexia seem more like the people, someone that has the same worries and problems that they have, the same joys and good fortune. It may help her. She waits several milicycles before continuing.
“I am humbled by your reception, my subjects. I promise that I will rule this land with your well being my primary concern. There are going to be changes, some of them easy, some difficult. Some will be made quickly and others will take longer, possibly years, but they will be done. I know that you have likely heard some of these promises before but this time, we will deliver. There will be improvements in healthcare, better and cleaner roads, more and better jobs, better schools for every boy … and girl.”
You can feel a slight change in the mood of the crowd. There are many who would oppose the education of girls but also many who would support it. Alexia is not going to avoid difficult choices; she is setting out her objectives for all to hear.
“This can be a better world for ALL my subjects and I intend to do whatever is necessary to make sure that is exactly what happens. As of today, there will no longer be any bribery. It will end. No person should be forced to pay a government official to do their job. All of my government’s representatives will be paid a fair wage but that is all they will receive. No one will get rich by stealing from the poor.”
I don’t bother to look around at the various Patrons and Mayors who fill a large portion of the stands. They can feel the pressure Alexia is putting on their purses. Those men who might object to the education of women are also men who are well tired of paying their hard earned money to corrupt government workers. Alexia is offering them things they like and dislike but they will not get to pick and choose.
“Nor will the merchants be permitted to make people work as slaves because they owe a debt. All workers will be paid a fair wage, including those who are employed by the Consortium. Yes, I am allowing them to return to this world but the rules have changed. They will be exemplary employers or the will pay a very severe price. Any money they pay my government for the right to use our land or sell our resources will be used to fulfill my promises to you, my subjects.”
I can feel the sincerity of her words. She truly believes exactly what she is saying. She is offering her honest vision for our world. There is no falsehood here. Looking around me, I can see more people nodding their heads in agreement and smiling than muttering to their neighbor and frowning.
“There will be sacrifices made but they will be shared sacrifices. I will not sit inside these Palace walls waiting for your tribute. I will be out among you, listening to your problems and trying to help where and when I can. I cannot offer you miracles but I can offer you my best efforts on your behalf. Any person with a good new idea will be permitted to try to make it work. I will not guarantee your success, nor will I promote your failure. I will not be picking winners or losers. Your success will depend on the merit of your ideas.”
The mood of the crowd is improving. The people are starting to believe in her. They are accepting her vision.
“However, there is one thing I will guarantee. That is peace. This civil war is ended and there will never be another. There will never be another power vacuum for a person or group to exploit. I am here, I am on the throne, and I’m not leaving ever again. This is my world, my rules, my peace and no opposition will be tolerated!”
Lilly gives a roar, capturing everyone’s attention, and shoots a blast of flame into the air to emphasize Alexia’s point. The air about us becomes slightly colder and darker despite the flame, causing me to shiver in recognition. I remember this exact feeling! Back before the attack on the Palace, the morning after Alexia and Johnathyn had relations for that first time, the day her presence as a powerful witch fully manifested. There was first the aura of sweetness and light but there was also a moment of darkness and anger, a threat of terrible things to come should Alexia not be obeyed. It was but a brief moment but it was seared into my memory. And now I can feel it again.
Alexia has wrapped everyone in this plaza with her presence! Perhaps everyone along the route of the Parade … or even, Zaphod forbid, the entire city. Because of my training, I can recognize the effect, as should the other witches but they all seem to be as caught up in the moment as the rest of the people. Alexia pauses her speech, allowing the threat of how she would deal with those who oppose her to hang in the air. I have never heard of a witch projecting her presence to such a large number of people before. Opulessa could do small groups of ten or twelve but not thousands at one time. Now she begins again.
“There will be acceptable ways to bring problems and objections to my attention without threat of harm but armed opposition will be met with the full force of the Queen’s Guard as led by me … and my friends.” Lilly roars again, punctuated by another stream of flame. “This world has paid a heavy price for peace, the deaths of so many young, brave men on both sides, many at my own hands. I cannot express the regret and loss that I feel about those deaths.”
Alexia’s presence quickly shifts to the pain she feels at the deaths of so many men. As I know what is happening, I can resist the effects but that does not make me immune. Her sorrow is both great and real. She is showing the people what is in her heart.
“While it will never fully compensate for the loss, it is vital that we make certain that those families that suffered the loss of the support of a loved one not be left without any financial assistance. My government will provide a regular payment for life to the surviving wife or parents of a Guardsman killed in this war!”
The cheers return, particularly from the Queen’s Guard, banishing the feelings of pain and despair that had filled the plaza milicycles before, which are gone but not forgotten. She raises both hands to quiet the crowd.
“And, in order to promote reconciliation and healing, I propose to treat the survivors of the rebel dead in exactly the same manner as the survivors of the dead of the Guard because we are all brothers under the skin. If my brother or sister suffers then I also suffer. We must settle our differences if this world is to move into a new and glorious future. Will you help me do what is necessary to make this a better world, a better life for our children?”
I would not have thought it possible but the cheers are even louder than before. Men around me who had appeared to be openly against everything Alexia was saying are now on their feet, shouting themselves hoarse, declaring their undying support for her. She bows her head, letting the sound wash over her. She stays that way for decicycles before finally looking up and around and then again raising her hands, her subjects falling silent.
“I am honored and energized by your support!’ she declares. “Today is the first day of a better life for all. I would like to go inside and start work immediately but I have one big promise to keep before doing so.” Alexia whistles loudly and Lilly takes to the air, circling and dropping down until she lands right next to Alexia, who pats the side of her sparkling black neck before stepping across the plaza to a large group of people just to the right of the viewing stand. She stretches her right hand out, palm up and parallel to the ground.
“Codii,” she says. “It’s time for that ride I promised.”
There’s a loud, happy squeal and a young girl bursts from the crowd, grabbing and hugging the Queen just below her knees. She’s quickly followed by a young woman and man, both of whom I recognize. They are Marteen and Marta Cantell, the woman who Beckwith injured and her husband. The child must be Codii Cantell. Alexia touches each of them on a shoulder with her hands.
“Don’t worry. It’s as safe as kittens.”
“What’s a kitten?” Marta Cantell asks.
“Okay, it’s as safe as little baby ducks. How’s that?”
“If you say so, Alexia,” Marta replies. “Codii would never forgive me if I said ‘no.’”
“You’re probably right about that. Come on, Codii.” Alexia lifts the child into the air. “Time to mount up.”
Alexia carries the child to Lilly, allowing her to rub her hand along the dragon’s neck before setting the child in place and climbing on right behind her. Both of them wave to the Cantells and Lilly takes off, circling the plaza as she lazily flaps her wings, rising into the sky, the gradually fading sound of a child’s cheerful laughter echoing off the surrounding buildings.
EPILOGUE
I have been riding the fast carriage for almost a full day, accompanied by a half squad of mounted Guardsman. Thankfully, they are with me for more of a ceremonial function than for protection. As the Queen’s Healer, there are certain benefits when I travel on official business. While there are bandits in this part of the country, none are foolish enough to strike at a carriage with the Queen’s crest prominently displayed, not after what happened to the bandits near Doker.
Lilly left nothing standing. Alexia insisted, claiming that it was good for her to ‘keep her hand in’ as she put it. Remind the people who she was and what she could do if pushed. I doubt any have forgotten that these past five years.
I knock on the roof with my right hand, getting the driver’s attention. He slides the partition in the front wall aside so that we can speak.
“How much longer before we reach Winstead?” I ask loudly so as to be heard over the rumble of the wagon and the jingle of the tack of the six horses.
“We should be there at least two cycles before nightfall, Mistress Denson. We are making good time.”
As we should. This road is only two years old and the wagon one of the new ones with an improved under-carriage. One of Johnathyn’s designs. It is a much smoother ride than the old style fast carriage yet it is lighter than before. I settle back into my padded seat and drift off to sleep.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I am awakened when the wagon comes to a stop, jostling me about. I lean forward and peer out the side window. Much has changed in my home town since I left with Alexia so many years ago. This is only my fifth visit and it keeps growing. I wish I had been awake as we drove through town so that I could have seen the latest changes, Well, there is always tomorrow.
We have stopped just outside the town hall and I see the Mayor’s assistant, Mary Donnavan, hurrying down the stone steps to great me. She grabs the side door handle, turns it and pulls it open, unveiling the hidden iron steps, which she pulls out and sets up just outside the wagon’s side door.
“Mistress Denson! We were not expecting you so soon!”
“I am aware of that. The Queen gave me leave to change the schedule and travel ahead of her.”
“For whatever reason, you are most welcome. The Mayor would be here to greet you personally but is in a meeting.”
“This late? It is after mealtime.”
“I know. There is no end to official business. Will you be staying at your home?”
“If everything is ready.”
“It is. I supervised the work myself.”
“Then I am certain all will be satisfactory. As usual.”
I slide over to the door and begin to exit. The driver leans around the edge of the carriage.
“Do you wish to ride to your home, Mistress Denson?”
“No, driver. I prefer to walk. You and the Guardsmen are dismissed for the evening. I’m certain that you all can find something to entertain yourselves until morning.”
The driver smiles down at me. “Aye, Mistress. We’ll do our best.”
“No trouble now,” I admonish him. “I would hate to have to explain to Sergeant Timbler if there was a disturbance of some kind.”
“No worries there, Mistress. We all knows the rules, we do.”
“Off with you then. It was an excellent ride.”
He pats the top of the carriage. “She’s a real beauty. Handles like a dream and fast as the wind she is. Goodnight, Mistress.”
The driver waits until I reach the sidewalk and the door closed then pulls away followed closely by the mounted Guardsmen who salute me as they pass. They are all headed towards the stables which just happen to be across the street from one of several Klatch houses, though they are quality establishments and well policed. I turn to the Mayor’s aid.
“You need not wait for me, Miss Donnavan. I know the way.”
“I’m sure you do, Mistress, and it is Mrs. Baxter now. I was wed four months ago.”
“Indeed! Congratulations! Then I definitely do not wish to detain you. Hurry home to your husband. I am certain you have better things to do than escort an old woman about.”
“Thank you, Mistress. We are trying to follow the Queen’s example.”
“Good for both of you! I’ll be happy to pass the word along to her.”
Mary Baxter gives me a brief bow and hurries back up the steps of the town hall. I look about me and inhale deeply. The smell of horse dung is thick in the air about me, both a familiar and odd smell, familiar in that it has been present all my life and odd because it has all but disappeared from Glory these past three years. I prefer the current smell of Glory.
As I stroll down the wooden sidewalk towards my old home, I can not but help noticing the new shops and businesses that line both sides of the street. Millinery, dry goods, a barber shop and a surprisingly large butcher shop all within a hundred decileages of the town hall. Winstead has grown from a small village to a thriving city in a very short time. I like seeing the progress but I miss the closeness of village life, the friendliness, the helpfulness, that you knew everyone and everything that happened. While there were positive aspects to that life, I do not want to gloss over the negative parts. Abuse, domination by men, lack of freedom, lack of choice, limited futures for the children, particularly the girls. These were all present in the old Winstead and, to a smaller degree, still present in the new Winstead but they are on the way out. Thank Zaphod and Queen Alexia for that.
I search the faces of the passing crowd, looking for old neighbors but have no luck until I reach my neighborhood. Many of the homes have been improved, new paint, new fences, even new additions so that they are larger yet most of them are unchanged. As darkness falls, lights illuminate the insides and I see familiar faces as I look in the front windows as I slowly walk along the path to my home.
Upon reaching my home, I find the door unlocked, which I expected. There is also a hot meal in the oven, a beef stew with blue potatoes. One of my favorites. Thanks to Miss Donnavan … ahhh …. Mrs. Baxter. Removing it from the oven and setting it on the table, I am preparing to serve myself when there is a knock at my door. When I move the curtain aside I am pleased with whom I see.
“Tarryn!” I exclaim as I open the door. “Please. Enter with Zaphod’s blessings!”
She nods her head in acceptance and enters, dressed in stylish skirt, blouse and short coat buttoned up to just a few milileagues below her neck. The blouse appears to be white linen and both the coat and skirt are matching dark wool, the skirt well above her ankles which is the current style in Glory. She holds out her hand for me to shake. I take her by the shoulders.
“Call me old fashioned but I still prefer the old greeting.”
Tarryn smiles indulgently and we touch foreheads, holding in place briefly before I release her.
“As you wish, Mistress Denson …”
I raise my hand, palm forward. “Please, Tarryn. Dierdra. We have known each other far too long.”
She smiles again. “As you wish, Dierdra.”
I step aside from the front door and gesture towards my kitchen.
“Have you eaten yet?”
“No, I have not had time.”
“Then you must share my meal. It smells as if Mary Baxter has done her usual admirable job.”
“That is why I am here. She is an excellent cook. Much better than I.”
We both have a seat and I return to serving the meal.
“You never showed any interest in household duties in your youth, Tarryn.”
“I am not that old even now, Dierdra. Barely older than the Queen, though you would not know it to look at her.”
“Do not compare yourself to Alexia, Tarryn. I gave it up many years ago. She is singular.”
We eat in silence for a few decicycles before I speak. “Winstead has changed since my last visit. It is very impressive but I must say that I miss parts of the old village life.”
“But not all parts of that life, I hope.”
“No, not all parts. I see that you have kept the stocks in the center of town.”
“I have. It is a reminder of our past, my past, a past that is always on the verge of returning if we are not vigilant.”
“Is it like that?”
“The Queen may have appointed me mayor of Winstead but it does not mean Jaylen Burket and his supporters accept it. Even today, four years after my appointment, he still fights me at every turn. If the Queen had not posted a large contingent of the Guard in Winstead, I might have been killed by now.”
“She did more than station the Guard here. She instructed the local Guard Commander to visit with Burket and inform him that the Queen’s blessings were upon you and that she had a very strong interest in your continued good health. He was also told that should anything bad happen to you, there would be an extremely intense investigation personally directed and conducted by the Queen herself.”
“Why was I not told about this before?! I would have been free to ignore the buffoon!”
“You were not told because the Queen did not wish to put too much pressure upon the scales with her thumb. She felt that some adversity was good for you but also wanted to provide some quiet protection.”
“It was certainly quiet. I did not have any idea that the Queen took notice of me or my town. Was this your doing, Dierdra? I know that you are much more than just the Queen’s Healer.”
“I am and did have some say in this but it is more than that. The Queen has had ear tilted your direction for some time. The opening of the new mine by the Consortium in your bailiwick could have caused great trouble but you managed it well, the same with their new farm.”
“Both brought more people to the town, which brought new merchants, new businesses, the need for bigger schools, better roads and other improvements, including more houses. It has been challenging.”
“You could have had another Shellcrest but you did not.”
“The mine here is not like the one at Shellcrest, nor are the workers. These men have families. Their wives help keep matters from getting out of hand.”
“It is true that you have had some advantages but they simply create different challenges.”
“There are other mines, other farms and other towns. You still have not said why the interest in me.”
I am unsure if I should tell her the complete truth. I could still persuade Tarryn to accept the Queen’s offer without doing so but it is best that she know.
“The Queen chose several women to appoint as mayors all over this world. How you all perform reflects on her and will determine if she can move onto further changes. You are one of those women but that is not the only reason. The Queen has great respect for you. She has felt that way since she met you.”
“I have never met the Queen! I am looking forward to her arrival tomorrow.”
“You would likely not remember it but you have met once before. On the day that you were whipped by Burket, the Queen was present. She arrived just as the assault ended. It was she who helped you back to my home.”
Tarryn is shocked. “I … I … had no idea.”
“There is more to the story. She understood what you were trying to show the people so she did not interfere but she respected what you were attempting to do. It is fortunate she arrived when she did. A few decicycles earlier and she might have stopped it in a very forceful way. It could have changed all our futures. As it is, your brave act was the final grain of sand that began the avalanche. It was you who pushed the Queen to choose the road that has brought this world to where it is today. It could be said that you are the mother of our fates.”
She is overwhelmed. “That cannot be true,” she quietly whispers.
“It is. I have been with the Queen ever since that day. She was already upset by what she had seen in her travels around this world but it was your actions that brought it all into focus. After she had returned to the throne, she did not forget what you had done. Your name was at the top of the list when she was looking for women to name as mayors. The Queen wanted to challenge you, to give you a chance to make an even bigger mark on this world.”
“This seems so strange. It was not my intention for any of this to happen.”
“Only Zaphod knows the future, the rest of us struggle in darkness, even the Queen. The smallest act can have the greatest effect on our lives but you will not know it at that time. You did what you thought was right and wanted to inspire others to take action. That is exactly what you did. The fact that the person you inspired was the most powerful witch in the land proves that Zaphod has a sense of humor.”
“Why have you chosen to reveal all this now? You could have done so many months ago.”
“The Queen wanted to be sure that you were strong enough to accept the next challenge.”
“Not Patron!” she gasps.
“No, something different. Have you heard about the Queen’s Council?”
“Yes. Three people from each of the Regions selected by the people of the Region to advise the Queen.”
“Exactly so. The Queen would like you to seek election to the Council.”
“I … I … still have so much to do as mayor of Winstead. I can still make a difference where I am now. Why would I seek membership in a purely advisory group?”
“The reason why is that the Queen does not intend that the Queen’s Council remain a purely advisory group of men and women. She wants the Council to eventually become a separate ruling body, one that will appoint the future First Minister, to eventually run the country with the Queen becoming their advisor.”
“Jillian’s grace! How soon?”
“Not too quickly. The people will need to come to accept the Council members as their chance to have a voice in how the government runs. Once that is done, then they must be willing to accept the gradual transfer of power to the Council. The entire process could take years.”
“Then why must I do so now? I can seek membership once all that has been completed.”
“The Queen needs allies in the Council now to make certain the gradual transformation into the ruling body it needs to be takes place. Even with the Council being run by her supporters, the Queen will have a difficult time completing the changes she desires.”
Tarryn seems reluctant to speak further but she does. “I do not wish to appear ungrateful but I cannot promise to do everything the Queen asks of me simply because she asks. To be absolutely honest with you, Dierdra, she has done some things that I disagree with. I will not be her pet pony.”
“She does not want compliant pets, Tarryn. She wants and needs women and men committed to protecting the freedom of our world’s people from tyranny. It will take years but she wants the people to decide their own future by choosing their leaders or maybe deciding they do not want leaders. They are not ready to make those decisions yet; they are not used to making demands of the Queen. They must be shown the way. They will learn and then decide. In many respects, the rebels were correct. They did not wish to be ruled by a Queen. Alexia agrees with that. Dupree and his rebels wanted the old system of men controlling everything from behind a woman’s skirts. Alexia could not accept that and neither could you. The Queen asks that you join her in finishing the work you both started years ago.”
“You have given me much to consider, Dierdra. I will need time to review it all in my mind and reach a decision.”
“I expected as much. That is your choice. The Queen can wait. Let us speak no more about it tonight and eat before Mrs. Baxter’s work grows cold.”
Tarryn smiles, digging into the food on her plate, bringing a heaping portion to her mouth with a spoon. “Agreed. Tell me the news of Glory. I read the reports that come in over the short wave radio manned by the Guard at their outpost but they are so formal and dry, written as men write. I need the meat and sinew, not just the dry bones.”
“Much has changed physically. Alexia helped create something call an Anaerobic Digester. You feed it horse, cow and other animal’s wastes and it creates a gas which is burned to create light, heat and power. The waste from the hundreds of thousands of animals in and near Glory went from being a smelly, unhealthy nuisance to a resource the collection of which is both a respected and profitable business. The streets of Glory are not completely free of this waste but it does not stay out in public for very long.”
“Amazing!”
“That is not all. What is left in the Digester can be used as a fertilizer to improve the growth of crops. Nothing goes to waste. The streets are clean as are the stables and homes, people have good paying jobs, and we have a new kind of fuel to use. It has been a remarkable change. And, of course, you know about her new roads program.”
“I must admit that I was surprised at how quickly the road improvements were made. I did not know that witches were involved in construction.”
“That is the change. Alexia is seeking out witches across the country and putting them to work, assuming that is what they want to do. Many of them want to continue as Healers, the results of that program you will see tomorrow but others wish to try their hands at other types of labor. The proper use of magic can speed most any task and that appeals to the Queen’s sensibilities. She also has lifted any restrictions on the births of female children so there will be more and stronger witches in the future.”
“Does the Queen not fear the rise of a powerful challenger?”
“Frankly, no. She has a lead on any from this world and, as she has shown, victory does not always belong to the strongest. Another reason is that she is promoting the creation of new products for the people. The restrictions of the past are gone. She does not want to bring the technology of her old world to ours, not unless it is vitally important and as safe as possible.”
“I have seen the Short Wave Radio and Solar Panel used by the Guard to talk with their headquarters in Glory. Astounding!”
“The Queen travels with a smaller one so she can keep in contact with the Palace and the Guard as needed. What she wants is what she calls ‘home grown’ technology. Things created in our world, built in our world to help our people. She knows that as technology advances and spreads, the power of magic may decline but more people benefit in the future. All of these plans are just beginning and success is not guaranteed but we have started down that road. Only Zaphod knows what the future holds and he is not talking.”
“These are certainly exciting times, Dierdra. I am anxious to meet the Queen. Again.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It is four cycles past dawn and practically every citizen of Winstead has either gathered around the town hall or line the main street leading to the town hall. Tarryn and her government stand at the top of the front steps with other local businessmen and leaders standing on the steps below them. Looking around the town from up here in the light of day, I can see the great effort that has been made to spiff up the buildings and the grounds. There is not a sign of dirt or stain where it should not be.
“Everything looks lovely, Mayor Black,” I whisper in Tarryn’s ear.
She chuckles lightly. “It better. We’ve been working at it for over four weeks. This is the most significant event in Winstead’s history.”
“Your appointment as mayor might challenge it,” I reply.
“Thank you, Mistress Denison.”
A young Guardsman runs across the road and up to where we are standing, saluting the mayor first and then myself.
“Report, Trooper.”
“Thank you, Ma’am. The Queen is only fifteen decicycles from the edge of town at last sighting.”
“They have made good time. The wind must be at their backs,” I say.
Tarryn smiles broadly. “Thank you, Trooper. You are dismissed.” The Guardsman turns to leave. “But you may remain here if you have no other duties.”
The young man’s face lights up. “Bless you, Mayor Black! I’m sure to get to see the Queen now.”
“Do not worry, Trooper,” I add. “The Queen always makes time to meet with her Guard as she travels about.”
He bows towards me. “We are all proud to serve someone such as herself, Mistress Denson.” He then stepped aside, taking position to our right but behind Mayor Black’s staff.
It was no time before we heard the sound of approaching horses. Many horses. All eyes turned to look down the road, straining to catch the first glimpse. A young boy was running down the middle of the road, pointing back the way he had come.
“They’re here! They’re here! They’re here!” he shouted repeatedly as he sped up the road towards us.
The mounted Guardsmen came down the road four abreast, the highly polished metal of their tack gleaming in the sun, as did their helmets. This is a working Guard unit but they enjoy putting on a bit of a show whenever they lead the Queen into town. Sergeant Timbler says it helps recruiting if they all look sharp and properly outfitted. He also says that he wished it were not so but I believe that he enjoys it more than he lets on.
The man leading them in is Captain Walker, a particularly handsome fellow. He has a pleasant look about him but not too pleasant. He wishes to maintain a professional appearance at all times, which he manages to do in an admirable fashion.
“Who’s that one?” Tarryn inquires quietly as he rides by.
“Captain Theo Walker. Personally selected by the Queen as Captain of her escort group.”
“I can see why.”
“He is much more than a pretty face. He is quite good at his job, Mayor Black.”
“I would expect nothing less from someone personally chosen by the Queen.”
“Then you and he have that in common, Tarryn. You also are both unwed.”
She shoots me a look mixed with both anger and interest. “I am married to my job, Dierdra.”
“A job cannot give you children. We need children to build our population.”
“Could we talk about this later? You are beginning to sound like my mother.”
“Your mother is a wise woman. Later it shall be.”
The horses continue to parade by. There are over forty in total, a formidable group of highly trained men. A collective gasp escapes the mouths of those around me and it is not due to the troops.
“By Zaphod’s staff!” Tarryn exclaims. “It is huge!”
We have all just seen the reason for this trip. The Queen is delivering the first Mobile Regional Medical Station to this Region. It will be based in Winstead but it will travel a circuit, moving from town to town in an area, providing advanced medical care to all. This is the first to be provided by The Consortium as part of their agreement with the Queen. They are built on the other side and make the jump to this world through The Consortium’s big portal. At almost eighty decileagues in length and fifteen in width, it requires a team of six oxen to pull, though it rolls on a different kind of wheel, one that is partially made of air. The outside is also of a material not found on this world, alum-e-nam, which is very light but strong. The driver is mostly protected from the elements, which will make travel in the winter much easier but there is also a way to make the air colder so summer travel will also be more comfortable. I had worked with this one while we were testing it before bringing it to Winstead. It is not fast but six oxen can move it along nicely even in bad weather.
There are quarters for two Healers built in, along with a kitchen, bath and bathroom but most of the space is dedicated to medical equipment, the kind of medical equipment never seen before on this world.
The wagon comes to a surprisingly quiet stop before those gathered at the town hall and then nothing happens for almost a full decicycle. The Guardsmen dismount and line up in two rows separated by five decileagues. Finally, a large door in the side of the wagon opens with a quiet whoosh of air and a young boy dressed in full Queen’s Guard uniform marches out the door, turns sharply to his left and then continues to march until joining the troops in line. I look over at Tarryn and see the confusion on her face.
“That is the Queen’s eldest son, Dyson Tyber. She was carrying him when the war ended. He was made an honorary Guardsman at birth. They said that he had seen more battles than most Guardsmen in a lifetime before he was even born. He takes his duties very seriously. He is a sort of a mascot for the men who escort the Queen.”
“Is he the child who that group of ex-rebels attempted to kidnap?”
“Yes. There was some laxness in the family’s security and the kidnappers almost succeeded. The child was only one year old and mercifully has no recollection of the event. After that, the Queen requested that Sergeant Timbler take responsibility for the security of the Royal Family. There have been no incidents since that first one. I think Timbler has Second Sight. The man always seems to know what is going to happen before it does. He says that it is just many years of experience but I suspect there is more to it than that. Either way, he rarely leaves the Queen’s side when she is away from the Palace.”
“What did the Queen do to the kidnappers?”
“Very little. She asked her husband to take care of them.”
“That seems rather merciful on her part.”
“It was not. Johnathyn Tyber has an enormous amount of experience in the uses for extremely hot iron and can wield a twenty stone hammer as if it were a feather. The criminals were initially thankful but soon came to wish that the Queen had taken responsibility. They lived several days after being captured. Johnathyn took his time.”
The next ones to exit the wagon are Leeanna and a young child. She is holding his hand as he unsteadily walks down the ramp from the door to the ground but he is straining against her grip as soon as he reaches flat ground.
“What a lovely young woman!” Tarryn exclaims. She is correct. Leeanna has grown into a very lovely and responsible young woman.
“That is the Queen’s daughter, Leeanna Tyber. Fifteen years of age. She is a wonderful sister to the boys. Also the eyes and ears of the Queen. Very smart and extremely aware. She can put most anyone at ease, something the Queen has difficulty with. The girl is an asset.”
“So, that child is …”
“The Queen’s youngest son, Dylan Tyber. Named for Johnathyn’s father. He is two and a half years old.”
“Does he also wish to join the Queen’s Guard?”
“Not yet. He shows a desire to use one thing to strike another, more like his father than his brother. He is a whirling windstorm of destruction right now, a real handful for both the Queen and Leeanna.”
“Does the Queen not use a Dula to care for the child?”
“Only if she must be gone for several days and needs Leeanna to accompany her. Johnathyn also does much more for the child than you would expect a man to do. Alexia believes that a child is the family’s responsibility. Leeanna is less enthusiastic about that idea. She has offered to pay for a Dula herself. There is no lack of women offering their services to care for both boys. It would be a prestigious situation. The Queen may reconsider her stand on Dulas in another few months.”
Sergeant Timbler steps out of the wagon’s door, pausing at the bottom of the ramp. The other Guards had been at attention but they all stiffen slightly more as he looks about for several milicycles before stepping aside and bowing his head towards the door.
Johnathyn walks forward, the Queen right next to him, hand in hand, both dressed formally but simply. He is wearing dark blue pants and a dark blue coat cut broad in the shoulders and back but narrowing to his still trim waist. A white shirt and dress black boots leaves him looking serious but sensible. Alexia is also dressed in blue but her dress is more a sky blue with a modest neck, three quarter sleeves with just a touch of a poof at the shoulders, her gold colored flat soled shoes peeking out from below the long hem. The dress is loose and flowing but does not hide her clearly enlarged midriff. Her hair is in braids wrapped around her head with a crown pinned to the top.
Both of them smile broadly as the people begin to applaud. Johnathyn leans down as Alexia whispers something in his ear. He nods his head towards Sergeant Timbler, who frowns but follows the couple as they stroll away from the wagon towards the crowd lining the road. Timbler signals with a waive of his right hand and six Guardsmen, including Dyson, hurry to flank the couple on both sides as they reach the crowd and begin to shake hands, speak with and, occasionally, touch foreheads with the men, women and children who have been waiting for several cycles to greet them. I turn to Tarryn.
“Madam Mayor, they will be at this for at least twenty decicycles, longer if the Queen encounters a woman with child. Would you care to take a tour of the Mobile Regional Medical Station?”
She glances towards the royal couple. They are making very slow progress along the road. “Might as well,” she replies with a shrug. “You did warn me about this.”
“They both like to meet the people as often as they can. It is something the person will remember and talk about the rest of their life. It does not hurt their popularity either. Shall we?”
We step behind the group of dignitaries waiting at the top of the steps of the town hall and slip away to the new medical wagon. Tarryn is suitably impressed at the gleaming white metal interior, tables, chairs and counters with numerous drawers and cabinets.
“I have never seen anything like it!”
“It is most striking but very useful. With all the devices contained in this wagon, a pair of trained Healers should be able to treat most any injury or illness they encounter. There are supplies here that allow the repair of cloudy eye lenses, bad heart valves, collapsed arteries and many other things that people have been dying from for years.”
“I do not understand about those medical things. I leave it to the Healers.”
“To be truthful, I do not understand it all myself. The Queen sent our young Healers to the other side to be taught how to cure our people. It has taken four years to get them all ready to be stationed around the world. They have been working in Glory the last few months to make certain they know what they are doing. The people of Glory have never been healthier. Young children do not die from consumption, mothers do not die in childbirth, old people are more active than ever before. It is a Golden Age. We are now ready to send our fledglings from the nest.”
“How do all these devices work?”
“I am embarrassed to admit that I can not answer that, though the two Healers assigned to this wagon can. I do know that the top of the wagon is covered with something called Solar Cells that take the light of the sun and store it so it can power the devices.”
“What if there is no sun?”
“The wagon can store a great deal of sun power but if that should run out, there is something called a Sterling Cycle Generator that will replace the sun power. Amazingly, it burns Klatch to make power.”
“As good a use for Klatch as any.”
“That is exactly what the Queen said though her husband thought it was a waste. Most anything that will burn can drive the Generator but it was specifically built to use Klatch as that is readily available.”
“Sometimes too readily.”
“One problem at a time, Tarryn,” I sigh.
“Agreed. When is the Queen’s child due?”
“In five weeks, though both of her boys were born early. That is one of the reasons I am here. Johnathyn insisted. Naturally, the Queen was not concerned. She is the worst patient I have ever treated. The worst.”
“Has a Queen ever had children? I have asked all the scholars I know and none knew of any that did.”
“As have I, with the same answer.”
“Three boys of those ages will be difficult to handle.”
I should likely remain silent but she will know the truth soon enough. Everyone will know soon enough.
“Not three sons, Tarryn. Two sons … and a daughter.”
“Leeanna is hardly a child, Dierdra.”
“You misunderstand. The Queen’s unborn child is a girl.”
Tarryn is so taken aback that she collapses into a chair. “Is she MAD!”
“I have thought so many times.”
“Why would she willingly give birth to a challenger to her crown?”
“She does not consider the child to be a challenger but a possible eventual successor. If not this girl then one of her sisters.”
“Sisters?!”
“Eventually. The Queen plans on having a large family and more girls are inevitable.”
Tarryn is stunned. “Does she know what this means? Does anyone know what this means?”
“No one really knows. It is unprecedented. The Queen wishes to establish a dynasty. She realizes that there is a certain risk. She does not wish to live for over two hundred years as did Opulessa yet she desires that the witch who comes after her will continue to support her plans for this world. The solution to her problem, as she sees it, is female children.”
“Who would be the first, second or third daughters of a seventh daughter of a seventh daughter.”
“Or fourth or fifth.”
“Jillian’s grace on us all! Does First Minister Rholls know of her plans?”
“Bickle Rholls is aware. The Queen told him. He has concerns but there is nothing he can do about it. As usual, we are all at Alexia’s mercy but she cares more for this world and its people than anyone I know. If she can teach that to her daughters, it will be a bright future for us all and our descendants.”
“If she can teach them to feel as she does. Should she fail, it could be civil war among her children who would be more powerful than Alexia.”
“As you say. Thankfully, I should be long dead by then.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It has been a long day and spending time on my swollen feet and ankles is never fun. Everything was a new experience when I was pregnant with Dyson, experiences I never thought I would have. It was pretty much the same with Dylan. The same morning sickness, the same odd cravings, the same weight gain and pressure on my bladder, like putting checkmarks on a list.
Jackie has been different. No morning sickness, fewer aches and pains, fewer complaints. Johnathyn has certainly noticed that. It was as if my body was fighting against the boys but accepting a girl. Not actual fighting mind you, just in relative terms. There are still the swollen feet and ankles, which Johnathyn is currently massaging as I lay back on the bed in the hotel room Mayor Black booked for us. I’m wearing one of the black silk peignoir sets that he and Leeanna brought back from Victoria’s Secret over five years ago. It’s a favorite of his and perfect for covering my pregnant belly.
“How are you feeling now?” he asks.
“Better. You always have the magic touch, Johnathyn.”
He continues to work on my left ankle. “I do what I can, Alexia.”
“Where are the boys?”
“With Dierdra and Leeanna. Was Dierdra able to persuade Mayor Black to join your Council?”
“Not yet but Tarryn is considering it. It is a sacrifice on her part and a leap of faith at the same time. I think she’ll eventually see it my way but I’d like to find a good replacement for her as mayor before that time comes.”
“She is a considerate woman. Mayor Black has a special reception for Leeanna later this evening with young men and women closer to her age.”
“You mean a meat market.”
“Do not be that way, Alexia. Leeanna needs to mix with people her own age now and then.”
“I know that but every rich man with a son is trying to align themselves with us by
having the son court Leeanna.”
“With little success so far. She is a smart girl and we have raised her well. She knows when someone is lying to her.”
“They aren’t always lies. Leeanna would be a good catch for any boy. She knows it and they know it. The boy could simply be being manipulated by his family. It’s happened before.”
“I have seen how some of the younger Guardsman regard her when they think I am not looking. They are attracted to her.”
“They’d be crazy not to. They’d also be crazy to do something about it. Timbler’d have their nuts in a vice in milicycles. Though, to be truthful, I wouldn’t have any problem with a Guardsman as long as they are truly happy.”
“Would you feel the same about Jacquelyn?”
“It’s Jackie.”
“We agreed to Jacquelyn, Alexia. It was your mother’s name. Jacquelyn is a beautiful name. I have never met a Jacquelyn in all my life. Our daughter will have a unique and beautiful name. Have you told her yet?”
“Yes. She likes it.”
“How could she not? You have not answered my question. Would it be acceptable for the Queen’s second daughter to be wed to a humble Guardsman?”
I lean forward and take Johnathyn’s hand in mine. “If she would be as happy as I am married to a talented blacksmith, how could I deny her?”
“As long as we will not be selling the affections of our children for political gain, I am content.”
“Johnathyn, that will never happen. We will all make sacrifices because we are now the Royal Family. We owe this world the best we can give it. You and I chose this life. The children have not but they’re all stuck with it. It’s up to us to get them to embrace this life and grow up to be good caretakers of the people. One sacrifice they will never have to make is their love lives. I wouldn’t so they won’t. Now, you need to get some sleep. We’ll need to leave early tomorrow and you won’t be able to keep your hands off the reins of that fast carriage.”
He brings my hand to his lips and gently kisses it. “You know me too well, Alexia. Will you be coming to bed also?”
“I want to check in on Jackie first.”
“Jacquelyn, my wife.”
“Fine. We’ll see what she prefers when she gets here.”
“As you wish. I will be back soon.”
Johnathyn walks to the private bathroom to change his clothes as I snuggle into the bed while still sitting up, my back resting against some pillows. It only takes a few milicycles of concentration and I’m already looking inside my body, focusing on my distended womb and then I am inside it, watching my daughter. It’s easy for me for two reasons. The first is that I’ve been getting a lot of practice doing this because I can’t resist it. When I was pregnant with Dyson and Dylan, it was a nightly ritual. With Jackie … I mean Jacquelyn, it’s been nightly and just about any time I can squeeze five or ten decicycles out of my busy schedule. The second reason is one that I have kept secret from everyone, even Dierdra.
I am more powerful when I’m pregnant with a girl.
There was a bit of an increase in my powers in the later stages of both pregnancies with Dylan and Dyson. I almost lost control during those early contractions when Dyson was born, nearly blowing a wall out of the birthing room. I was able to pull it back just in time. Ever since then, I’ve been extra careful. This time, I’ve just been basking in the power almost from day one. It may or may not disappear once she’s born, we’ll just have to see. You can be damn sure that I’m going to breast feed as long as polite society permits because I’m certain that my hormone levels have something to do with the power levels. Again, we’ll just have to see. No Seventy Seven witch has ever been pregnant before, certainly not with a girl.
Right now, it’s just the two of us. I know that she knows I’m here. I can feel her moods but not read her thoughts. I still talk to her though.
“Hello, Jackie. It’s Mommy. I know you heard Daddy and I talking a few decicycles ago. Don’t worry about anything, everything is fine. Life is much more complex on the outside than it is on the inside. Inside, it’s just eat, sleep and grow while listening to the world about you. Outside, you’ve got work and responsibilities. That can be fun sometimes, certainly it can be rewarding but also frustrating. It’s all a part of growing up.”
I swing around to get a better look at her face.
“Most everyone will love you but some will fear you. We’ll need to show the people as early as we can that you’re just a regular little girl. Beautiful but normal. We can’t let those powers out right away. You will learn how to control them. I’ll help and so will the rest of the Coven. You’ll have a pot load of Aunts just chomping at the bit to put you through your paces. Once you’re a big girl, you’ll be able to do so many things, help so many people without the deaths of thousands on your hands. They won’t look at you the way they do me. It will be different for you and your sisters. A whole new wonderful world just waiting for you to show what a good, smart, caring person you are. You are a Tyber. Never forget that. A Tyber always does what is right even if it is hard or unpopular. Be certain you are right and then do it. If your Daddy and I teach you nothing else it is do what is right for everyone. Not just for you but for everyone. You may not understand that now but you will. A good heart and a strong will can show you the way. Good night my precious baby girl. Daddy and I will see you soon enough.”
I pull back as Johnathyn returns to our room, dressed in nothing but his shorts, still as strong, handsome and fit as the day I met him. He quickly crawls into bed, pulling me next to him and covering us both with the sheets.
“How is our daughter?” he asks as he slowly caresses my rounded stomach.
“She’s fine,’ I answer. “She can’t wait to meet you and the family.”
“We will all be happy to finally greet her. She is a Tyber by name and by blood. A Tyber does what needs to be done.”
I lay my hand on top of his as it rests on my stomach.
“She knows, Johnathyn. She knows.”
Disabled and retired undercover cop Peter Harris is recruited for one last job. He's going to infiltrate the household of Raymond Hobbes, notorious drug lord and criminal kingpin, with the support of an unusual group of experts and unapproved technology.
Disabled and retired undercover cop Peter Harris is recruited for one last job. He's going to infiltrate the household of Raymond Hobbes, notorious drug lord and criminal kingpin, with the support of an unusual group of experts and unapproved technology. Listed Themes and Elements applies to entire story, rating just to this submission. Editorial assistance from Marina Kelly greatly appreciated.
Severance Pay
PROLOGUE
The radio clipped to my pants pocket beeped several times before I could put down the slice of pizza and wipe my hands. Pulling the radio free, I pressed the ‘talk’ button.
“Yeah” I said, shoving the last bite of pizza to the side of my mouth so I could talk.
“Andy, get over to dock six. We may need a ruling.”
“A big one?”
“So they say.”
“Do I have time to finish my lunch?”
“If you can do it in ten minutes.”
Damn it.
“Okay, I’m on my way.”
I’m out the door and headed toward dock six within five minutes of receiving the call but the crowd of tourists has already started moving that way. Word must have got out. By the time I reach the dock, the enormous shark is already hanging in mid-air, suspended from the arm of a crane and surrounded by over three hundred people, most of them shooting pictures with their phones. I push my way through the crowd, apologizing as I go, finally reaching Travis. He and his team are attempting to keep the crowds back.
“What ya’ got, Travis?”
“Great White. Guy says he caught it off the Banks.”
“They’ve been seen there before. She’s a big one.”
“She?”
“Females are bigger than males. Anyone got numbers?”
“Tommy did. Fifteen feet eleven and a half inches, Two thousand six hundred ninety five pounds.”
“That’s a record. IGFA‘s biggest confirmed Great White was Two thousand six hundred sixty three.”
“Wait a minute! I’ve heard all kinds of stories about twenty two, twenty three footers that weighed over four thousand pounds. How can this be a record?”
“Those were estimates from sharks caught in nets. They were probably bigger than this fish but the IFGA are sticklers about documentation and they have to be caught, not trapped. That’s why we need to move quickly, don’t want this shark dehydrating.”
Just then, two smiling men dressed in yellow slicks joined us. They were both smoking celebratory cigars.
“You Cambridge?” asked the taller one.
I offer him my hand. “Andy Cambridge, head official for the contest. This your catch?” He takes it, shaking it vigorously.
“Damn straight! Fought this son of a bitch for over two hours.”
“It’s more likely the bitch than the son.”
“What?”
“Never mind. We got all the documentation required, Travis?”
“Yep, plus HD video.”
“Okay, drop it to the deck.”
“What’s this about?” asked the shorter man.
I give him a friendly, non-threatening smile. “Just making sure everything’s legit. When you’ve got a top prize of Six thousand dollars and a Four thousand dollar bonus for a world record, people might be tempted to play a little fast and loose with the rules. The International Game Fish Association is pretty hard nosed about documentation. You boys don’t have a problem with that … do you?”
The two men quickly look at each other, cigars clenched in their respective teeth. I see the looks that I expected. This is one damn heavy fish for its length and circumference. The only way to be sure is to gut it. I don’t think these guys were expecting this.
“Uhh no. No problem at all … what exactly are you going to do?” asked Stretch.
“I’m going back to the office, change into my gear then slice her belly open to make certain there are no foreign substances there.”
“What kind of foreign substances?” demanded Shorty.
“Mostly heavy metals. Iron. Lead. That sort of thing.”
“Wait a minute. Sharks eat damn near anything. There could be God knows what in his stomach.”
“Her. And, no, sharks don’t eat anything. They’re actually quite particular, though sometimes they make mistakes. I’ll be right back. You boys hang close.”
It takes me almost fifteen minutes to change, get my gear and return to the dock. There’s still a lot of tourists but I don’t see either Stretch or Shorty.
“Where’s our two winners, Travis?”
“Snuck away almost as soon as you left. Tommy followed them to their boat. He’s bringing them back now.”
I pull a long, heavy duty butcher knife from my bag. “Kinda makes this whole thing moot, wouldn’t ya’ say? Still, I’m curious as to what they used. Keep the camera rolling. I don’t want to be accused of any funny business.”
As I approach the shark, the crowd draws closer.
“Ahh, no folks. You want to back off. Way off. Travis, if you’d help show the people.”
Travis moves in and gets everyone to back off about thirty feet as I get ready. Getting a firm grip on the handle, I plunge the knife deep into the shark’s underbelly near the anal fin and slowly drag it towards the head, slicing deeply as I struggle forward. Almost immediately, there’s an eruption of gallons of milky white digestive fluids, all flowing out of the incision and running along the deck towards the scattering crowd.
If that didn’t send most of them on their way, the nauseating stench finished the job, though there were a few diehard photographers left.
After finishing the cut, I take a couple of pairs of rib spreaders, kneel down, force them into the incision and lock them down, pushing the cut sides apart. When I stand up, I see Tommy’s back with our friends. They both look sick to their stomachs … probably for several reasons.
“Let’s see what we can find.”
Sitting down towards the middle of the opening and bracing my booted feet against the body, I lean in with my right arm and reach into the belly, feeling for something solid. The first thing I pull out is a barely digested tuna, the next is two thirds of a seal, and the third is a two foot steel bar.
“I have no idea where that came from” said Stretch.
“I’m sure” I replied, returning to the fish’s gut. This time I latch onto something solid and heavy. It takes both hands but I eventually wrestle it out.
“What’s the name of their boat?” I ask.
“Rainbow’s End” answered Tommy.
I roll the thirty pound net weight towards Travis. He carefully spins it on the deck until he can see what’s written on the weight.
“Dudes. ‘Rainbow’s End’. Tough luck.”
Stretch looks down at Shorty. “You idiot.”
“Fuck you, Brian” Shorty snarls.
I don’t really need any more evidence but something else with the boats name on it would be nice. When I go back in, I feel something with a handle. This one’s a bit easier to remove. It’s a bowling ball bag.
“Hey, I’ve really got no idea where that thing came from” claimed Shorty. “Why the hell would we have a bowling ball on board?”
I start to unzip the bag. “Why would you take a perfectly good, near record fish and try to cheat it into the record books?” I look into the bag. “Oohhhh SHIT!” So much for my lunch break.
“What’s up, Andy?” Tommy asked.
“Call the cops. It’s a human head.”
CHAPTER ONE
There was a light knock on his door. Usually, Betty Larson buzzed him on the intercom when she had a message. Knocking meant something was up.
“Come in.”
She quickly slid through the door, quietly closing it behind her. The look on her normally pleasant, middle aged face told me she was going to give me some bad news.
“Daniel Lipscomb is here.”
Damn it! I glance at the clock. Ten till noon. I’d completely forgotten about this lunch appointment. Maybe it was just wishful thinking.
“Does he know I’m in here?” I whisper.
“Afraid so.”
“Anyway out of this lunch?”
“Suck it up, Sir. You’ll have to deal with him sooner or later. Might as well get it over with.”
As usual, Betty offered good advice. She’s been in the business almost as long as I have and she’s been my assistant for over ten years.
“You’re right. What I don’t understand is why he won’t take the hint. After three years of busy work, you’d think he’d get the message that he doesn’t have a future as a Federal Prosecuting Attorney, at least as long as I’m in charge of the Florida office.”
“He’s stubborn, Mr. Tyson, plus he’s got Senator Douglas as a patron.”
“I’ve always wondered what the heck he has on Douglas.”
Not that I need Douglas’s help. I’ve done plenty of favors over the years for powerful people. Nothing illegal of course. Redirecting an investigation here, redacting a name from a report there … it was all part of the system. I’ve never taken a bribe though and I never will.
“We may never know, Sir.”
“Guess it doesn’t matter. It’s just that I hate these political appointees. They’re only here to build a resume’, don’t give a damn about anything but looking good to the press or their party masters. Always planning for their ‘oh so bright’ birthright futures.”
“I know. I also know how much you enjoy thwarting those plans.”
I chuckle. She really does know me. Might as well bite the bullet.
“Tell Danny boy that I’ll be with him in a minute.”
“Yes, Sir.”
She smoothly, silently slips out the door, barely disturbing the air. Don’t know what I’d do without her.
When I opened the door, there was Lipscomb, lounging in the waiting room chair, decked out in his tasteful, expensive suit, shoes polished to a high gloss, quickly rising to his feet and holding out his right hand.
“Walter, thanks for agreeing to see me.”
I reluctantly shake the extended hand. “No problem, Danny.”
Lipscomb hated to be called “Danny”. He preferred “Daniel”, tolerated “Dan”, but really hated “Danny”. Naturally, everyone intentionally used “Danny”. He wasn’t well liked in the office. To his credit, he managed to force a convincing smile.
“I know that you’re a busy man and value your lunch hour. I hope to make this worth your while.”
That’ll be the day. “Let’s get going then. Your car nearby?”
Lipscomb pushed the office door open, holding it for me. “The restaurant is close so I thought we’d walk. I could use the exercise.”
Like Hell. Son of a bitch is in great shape, another reason to hate him. “Whatever you say, I’ve got to be back by one, there’s a video conference with DC.”
“Really? I didn’t know that.”
No, you didn’t. “Well, it’s only for the top people in the office.”
“I understand. Next time then.”
Cocky bastard. We walk out the door, Lipscomb falling in right next to me. We take the elevator to the ground floor and stroll through the lobby in silence. Once we reach the street, I pause. It’s partly cloudy, the temperature warm for the season but there’s a light breeze making for a nice day. Walking won’t be so bad.
“Which way?”
Lipscomb points to a Hot Dog cart across the Plaza. “Right there.”
“You’re KIDDING?”
“Just wait, you’ll see.”
Lipscomb walks off towards the cart so I reluctantly follow. When he reaches it, he lightly slaps the vendor on the back. “Afternoon George! Got my special order ready?”
“Right here, Mr. Lipscomb.”
The vendor slides a big stainless steel lid back and steam billows out. I step closer and look down into the cart. There are several bratwursts, lightly browned, lying on a bed of sizzling, translucent, sliced onions. There’s a familiar spicy aroma. I take a long whiff.
“Are those …”
“Johnsonville Original Brats. I know that Janice has you on a fairly strict diet.”
He’s got that right. If my Wife knew that I was within ten feet of half a dozen Johnsonville Brats, she’d be calling 9-1-1. How did Lipscomb know that? George reaches into the cooler next to the cart, pulls out a couple of bottles and hands them to Lipscomb. He turns them so that I can read the labels. My eyebrows go up in surprise.
“That’s Samuel Adams Bock Beer. You can’t get that this time of year; it’s only available in October.”
He smiles. “I know someone.”
George fixes all six of the brats, adding a generous helping of the steamed onions and a smear of my favorite dark, spicy mustard. He wraps, then piles them on a cardboard tray, handing them to me. I lift them closer to my nose and take another whiff of the enticing smell. Lipscomb’s got the beers. I look around the Plaza. All the benches seem to be taken.
“Where now?”
“Right over here.” Lipscomb points to a bench near the fountain but in the shade, a prime seat this time of day. There are two street people, i.e. bums, already sitting there.
“It seems to be occupied.”
“Don’t worry, they’re just holding it for me.”
We walk towards the bench. When we get close, the two bums stand up, Lipscomb hands them a couple of bills, they grab their bundles and stroll off. We sit down and I quickly unwrap a brat and take a big bit.
“Ahhh … that’s the stuff” I groan. It only takes three more bits to finish the first one. “I haven’t had one of those in four months. If Janice knew …”
“There’s no reason for her to know anything. It’s just a friendly lunch between colleagues.”
I unwrap the second brat. Lipscomb isn’t eating anything. “Don’t you want one, Dan?”
“I’m more a four star restaurant kind of guy.”
“Your loss.” I take another bite. “So … what’s this all about? You aid and abet my dodging Janice’s new diet. You hire some … men to guarantee the best seats in the house. What’s the angle?”
He opens a beer and hands it to me. “Cards on the table?” I nod yes. “Good. You don’t like me, do you?”
I take a swig of the beer. “No, I don’t.”
“Why not?”
“Does it matter?”
He opens the other bottle and takes a sip. “Guess not. I don’t plan on changing my approach to life, so we seem to have reached an impasse.” He takes another sip. “I assume that you’ll keep giving me busy work until I’m sick of it and move on.”
“That’s about it.”
“Thought so.”
I start on the third brat. The breeze blows a fine spray from the fountain towards us, cooling the air. It’s really quite pleasant. Lipscomb spoils the moment.
“I heard that Dallas investigation of Raymond Hobbes went down the tubes, their inside man ‘disappeared’, just like the last ten attempts to get inside his organization.”
“You heard right, though that information should be way above your pay grade.”
“And therein lies the problem.”
“What do you mean?”
“Why did they fail?”
“Probably because Hobbes has bought off someone with the cops, someone with the FBI, someone with the courts, the ATF, the DEA, and …”
“Someone in the Dallas office, likely multiple ‘someones’ in all those groups.”
I unwrap the fourth brat, it will be my last … for now. “You know something specific?”
“No, but it stands to reason. When someone has that kind of drug money to spread around, he’s going to be able to find people to give him the information he wants … just like I was able to find out about your diet and get the Bock beer.”
“Point taken. What’s this got to do with you and me?”
“I want to take a shot at Raymond Hobbes.”
“Not that I’m going to agree to let you try to take down possibly the biggest drug lord in the country but what makes you think you can succeed where so many others have failed?”
“Oh you’ll agree, it’s best for everyone. As to why I’m sure I can do it, first off, it will be a totally black operation, no connections with any other agencies. I recruit my people one at a time, specialist not affiliated with the criminal justice system, at least not currently affiliated. It will be a small group, completely self contained, or at least as self contained as I can make it. There may need to be some help from Witness Relocation but that can be finessed when the time comes.”
“Exactly how do you plan to get a man inside?”
“Oh, I’m not telling you … I’m not telling anyone. When I say totally black, I mean totally black. When you give me the okay, you won’t hear anything from me until we’re done. No weekly reports, no monthly reports, nothing. Just Hobbes’ head on a platter at the end.”
“Are you saying I’m on Hobbes’ pad?”
“Not at all. If I thought you were, I wouldn’t be asking for your approval, I’d go over your head. The problem is that only Hobbes knows whom he’s bought off. Somehow, he always finds out when we try to infiltrate his organization. The only way to succeed is to keep the group completely isolated. If no one knows what is happening, no one can rat us out.”
“How much would this cost?”
“Not likely more than seven hundred fifty thousand, eight hundred thousand at the worst.”
I can’t keep from smiling. Does he really think I’m going to fund this pipe dream out of my already tight budget? “Just seven hundred fifty thousand dollars? Let me check petty cash. Maybe we can hold a bake sale. I assume you’ve seen our budget. We had to let three people go from the support staff last week. There’s no money available, even if I thought it would work and if you were the guy to run it.”
“There’s no doubt I am the best man for the job. Thanks to your keeping me buried with shit work, I am not high profile. We both know that this job is just one step in my plan for bigger things and I want to make it a big step. I’m very strongly committed to making my plan work. This is my shot at the brass ring and I’ll do damn near anything to make sure it’s a success.”
“Anything legal, you mean.”
“Certainly. All nice and legal.” He smiles when he says that but it’s forced. I’ve spent way too many hours questioning suspects not to recognize a lie when I hear one.
“And the money?”
“Right now, you’re sitting on over thirty million in confiscated drug money, vehicles, real estate and assorted expensive toys, with almost unfettered discretion to distribute it for law enforcement purposes. Hell, three quarters of that came from Hobbes or his associates. It’d be kind of nice to use it to put him away, don’t you think?”
“I may be able to distribute it but I have to account for it too. Dropping eight hundred thousand in your black op isn’t exactly what Congress had in mind.”
“Who knows what Congress had in mind? We both know that other jurisdictions are spending that money left and right on some pretty screwball ideas. You’ve taken a very conservative approach and built up a nice nest egg. Seven hundred fifty thousand is a small price to pay to put the biggest criminal this side of Al Capone away.”
I don’t know if it’s the beer, but some of what he says makes sense. Hobbes has his tentacles everywhere. He could know damn near anything he wanted to about our attempts to catch him. Running a totally separate operation isn’t a bad idea. I’m probably feeling opposed to it because it’s Lipscomb’s idea. The confiscated money is just sitting there and seven hundred fifty thousand is only about one years’ interest on the account. Still …
“Since we’re putting our cards on the table, how do I know you aren’t on Hobbes’ pad and are just trying to get some of his money back for him?”
“That’s easy. If I was trying to get assigned to a current operation against Hobbes, then I could be working for him and looking for secrets. But I’m running my own operation without consulting with anyone else. There’s no motive to cut my own throat, which by the way, is a possibility if we get close to Hobbes. The nearer someone gets to him, the worse the consequences if they’re caught. You remember what happened to Abbott, the FBI agent who got inside that biker gang Hobbes occasionally used for muscle?”
We never found all the pieces, though they recently found his head in a bowling ball bag inside a shark. What are the odds? Couldn’t pin anything on anybody. Abbott had a wife and two kids. Hobbes really is a bastard.
“As for the money, that’s just pocket change for an operation like his. I bet you could find half that much if you checked under the cushions of all the couches and chairs in that mansion of his. The thing with Hobbes isn’t just that he’s a crook. He’s corrupting the entire system. You don’t know who to trust. Neither of us is absolutely sure that the other isn’t on the take. Logically, we aren’t and there’s no evidence we are. Ten years ago, we wouldn’t have given it a second thought but now, even the honest guys are tarred with the same brush as the guilty. With any luck, I can find out who is dirty and we can clean up this mess, restore some confidence in the system.”
“For the sake of argument, let’s say I agree to do it your way, the money, the separate group, everything. If you succeed, what do you get out of it?”
“Walter, you know exactly what I get, an unbelievably bright future. The man who brings down X-ray Hobbes can write his own ticket in the Justice Department. Then there’s the possible political future, a book deal, the works. All mine if I take down X-ray.”
“X-ray?”
“His nickname among friends, which is a relative term in Hobbes’ circle. I’ve read all the reports from the prior failures. There’s a surprising amount of information available when you get it all in one place and start comparing notes.”
“And if you fail?”
“Worst case, I die. Well … that may not be the worst case. My career would be ruined; all my plans for the future go down in flames. Either way, you’re rid of me. If I fail, I’m out on the street, if it works, I’m on to better things. Plus, as the head of the office that catches Hobbes, your reputation gets a positive bounce.”
“What happens to my reputation if this all goes south?”
“Nothing at all. A totally secret operation that fails is still a secret. You go on like nothing happened, though you may need to explain what happened to the money, but you’ve been in the game so long, it shouldn’t be hard to handle that.”
He’s right. I’ve buried bigger budget and accounting problems before. “Dan, there’s some merit to your proposal, let me think about it for a couple of days. Don’t worry, I won’t talk about it with anyone. I just need time to digest it.” I let out a quiet burp. “Kind of like those brats.”
He laughs. “I understand, didn’t expect you to commit to the idea right away. Frankly, if you had, I’d have been worried. However, after due consideration, I expect you’ll reach the right conclusion.” He stands up, brushing off his pants. “And when you do, I won’t have to tell Janice about how you fell off the wagon with those brats.”
That Son of a Bitch!! If he thinks he can blackmail me over a couple of sausages, he’s seriously misinformed. I think he sees the anger in my eyes because he quickly raises his hands, palms forward.
“I’m kidding Walter! Kidding, I swear. You’re not the kind of man who would fall for something like that. However, you are the exception. So many get caught by Ray Hobbes just like that. A little favor here, a little payment there, and soon he’s got them hook, line and sinker. If we can’t stop him, I don’t know what kind of country we’ll be leaving for our children. See you back at the office.”
Lipscomb turns on his heel and strides across the Plaza, joining the throng of people returning to the Federal Building after their respective lunches. I want to wait a few minutes so that I don’t have to ride the elevator with him. He’s still a self-serving, egotistical prick but Dan Lipscomb is also smart. He just may have come up with a damn brilliant plan. I need a day or two to try to pick it apart before giving him my answer. I grab the last two brats and head back to my office. If I eat them before going home tonight, I’ll be able to tolerate the eggplant casserole I saw in the refrigerator this morning.
CHAPTER TWO
If I knew that I was going to live this long, I’d have taken better care of myself. Every morning I make two slow laps around the block, cane in my left hand, trying to get my arthritic hips and knees loosened up. It would be tough to do even without having been a smoker for almost forty years. Sixty years old and I feel like I’m eighty. Of course, thirty-five of those years were spent as a cop … and cop years are like dog years. Lousy hours, crappy food, drinking to unwind, the cigarettes, it all adds up. On top of that, I spent the majority of my time undercover. It was a thrill a minute kind of job, which fit my personality just fine, but it wears on you, both mentally and physically. I honestly never thought that I’d reach retirement. Undercover cops have surprisingly short careers. They either burn out or get burned. I lasted three times as long as the average guy and would have still been doing it if not for the arthritis and the emphysema.
As I complete my second lap, I notice that the black Chevy is still parked across the street in front of my house, one guy in the car. Looks like a standard issue Fed sled, though those guys tend to travel in pairs. Doesn’t matter, I’m out of that game now. Pausing to catch my breath before taking on the three steps to my front door, I slowly look around, subtly checking out the area.
It’s the same run down neighborhood, the same drug dealers on the corner, the same “For Sale” signs in every third yard as usual. This area is just six bad months from becoming a slum. I’d leave too if I could afford it. Part of not expecting to survive to retirement is not planning for retirement; a police pension only goes so far. Starting to climb the steps, I sense someone coming up behind me. They’re not running but moving quickly. I want to get to the porch before he gets to me, it’ll give me some room to maneuver. I may look like an easy target but anybody who fucks with me quickly learns otherwise. Picking up my pace, I manage to reach the top step and turn to my left, tightly gripping the handle of the cane with my right hand just in time.
“Mr. Harris? I’m Daniel Lipscomb I’d like to …”.
I poke him in the chest with the tip of my cane, stopping him in his tracks. There’s a million volt stun gun built into the cane and my finger’s on the trigger. “I don’t know you buddy so you can stop right there.”
He raises both hands, slowly reaches around to his back pocket with his right hand, pulls out his wallet with two fingers, brings it back to the front and carefully hands it to me. I flip it open. It’s a Federal ID, a Prosecutor from Miami. Name’s Daniel Lipscomb. Appears to be legit.
“Okay Mr. Lipscomb, I still don’t know you. What do you want?”
“I’d like to talk with you; it’ll just take a few minutes.”
“About what?”
He looks around, checking out the neighborhood. “Could we do this inside? I’d like to avoid attracting attention … if you know what I mean.”
“I used to know what you mean but I’ve gotten dumber since retirement. Not interested.” I drop the cane from his chest and turn back to my front door.
“It’s only a couple of minutes Mr. Harris. Your country could use your help.”
“MY country? Don’t give me that patriotic shit. You wouldn’t be here if you hadn’t read my jacket so you know not to try and schmooze me. What’s this about?”
He looks around again then leans in closer. “X-ray Hobbes” he whispers.
I shuffle towards my front door. “You’ve got ten minutes.”
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I offered him a beer after he sat down. He surprised me by taking it. Surprised me again when he actually drank it. It’s just after 9:30 in the morning. Thought that I was the only one who had beer for breakfast. I manage to stifle my groans as I sit down in my rocking chair.
“What do you want to know about X-ray Hobbes?”
“We already know all that we need to get him.”
“So why are you here drinking my beer?”
“We know where the information is and how we’re going to get it.”
“And yet you’re still here, drinking away.”
“That’s true. Things haven’t gone exactly as planned and I find myself in need of someone with your expertise.”
“You do know that I’m retired, right?”
“I’m aware of that fact.”
“And that I’m barely breathing thanks to emphysema and barely moving because of arthritis?”
“That too.”
“Sounds like I can’t help you, Mr. Lipscomb.”
“On the contrary, none of those limitations will matter at all. I need your undercover experience, your skills, your knowledge, all of those intangibles that made you the best undercover officer in the state, possibly the country.”
“I told you not to bullshit me … “
“I’m not. I asked a lot of people and read a lot of files. You’re the best, exactly what I need. I need your mind, not your body.”
“If it’s advice you want, I’ll help but I warn you, there’s no way to pass my experience on to your people just by talking to them. It took me years to get as good as I was. That’s not something you can just teach someone. It’s instinct, something unique to me. I can train someone if they’ve got the talent but it could take a long time. You’ve got to be damn near perfect to go after X-ray Hobbes.”
“All I ask is that you come talk to my people, review the operation, give us some pointers.”
“When do you want me?”
“As soon as possible. We could go right now if you’ve got the time.”
He seems awfully eager … enough to make me want to check him out before I agree to anything.
“I can’t do it today, got a couple of doctor’s appointments.” He doesn’t seem to catch the lie. “Give me your card and I’ll call you when I’m available.”
He reaches into his suit coat pocket, pulls out his card and hands it to me. “I’d like to do this as soon as we can. The operation’s at a stand still until we can get you on board.”
“Don’t expect me to work any miracles. I can only tell your guys so much. After that, it’s just experience, which can’t be taught … only learned.”
He takes a final swig of beer. “I understand. You’d still make a great addition to the team. Plus, I’ve got money to pay consultants such as yourself.”
Now you’re talking! “How much money?”
“Depends on what you do for me. A full commitment could be worth $60,000 to $65,000.”
DAMN! “What exactly is a ‘full commitment’?”
He stands up. “We can talk about it later. I can show myself out.” He reaches down to shake my hand then leaves, shutting the door behind him.
Guess I better make some calls to check this guy out. I sure as hell could use that money.
CHAPTER THREE
The cab drops me off in front of a dingy, two story building in a mixed residential/business area of town. I hope Lipscomb is on the first floor because I can’t handle stairs very well any more. About the only advantage to moving as slowly as I do now is that I can check out my surroundings without raising suspicion.
The neighborhood is nicer than mine, the houses in better shape, the street has not nearly as many potholes. Most of the streetlights are intact. The door I’m leisurely approaching is nondescript, the name “Dr. Thomas J. Matthews” stenciled in faded yellow on the dirty glass insert in the nearly black wooden door. Once I reach the door step, I pause to catch my breath before pushing the doorbell. It rings loudly. I push it again and then shuffle back a step. The door quickly opens, revealing a smiling Daniel Lipscomb.
“Come in Mr. Harris! Everyone is waiting to meet you! Any trouble finding us?”
“No, I took a cab. You owe me $15.00 for the fare.”
“Not a problem.” He pushes the door wide open. “Step inside and we can get started.”
I carefully step forward, leaning on the cane in my right hand. “You really are on the make, aren’t you?”
He closes the door once I get in the building, then locks it. “What do you mean?”
I keep moving forward. “I called a couple of friends still on the force to check you out. They say you’re pretty damn aggressive, in a hurry to make you’re mark.” I stop and turn back towards him. “They also say you’re not high profile enough to be running a big criminal investigation.”
“Your friends are right … on both points. However, you came anyway so you must be interested in what I’ve got going.”
He’s pretty quick with the answers. “Doesn’t cost anything to listen, as long as you pay the cab fare.”
He reaches into his pocket, takes out his wallet, removes a couple of bills and hand them to me. “Here’s forty bucks, we square?”
I pocket the bills. “For now. Lead the way.” He walks past me, opens a door on the right and steps inside. I follow.
It looks like a waiting room, rows of slightly worn padded chairs on three of the four walls with a sliding glass partition in the upper half of the forth wall for a receptionist to sit behind. They’ve put up a folding table in the middle of the room with four chairs, two of which are taken by a guy around my age and a woman in her late thirties, early forties. Not a bad looking broad but she looks like she hasn’t smiled in a couple of years. The guy is nervous but trying to hide it. Lipscomb takes the empty seat next to the guy and points at the remaining empty one for me. I hobble over and ease down onto the folding chair.
“Let me make the introductions” said Lipscomb. “This is Dr. Thomas J. Matthews, our host for today and this is Jessica Warren. Dr. Matthews, Ms. Warren this is Detective Peter Harris, retired.”
I reached out to shake the guy’s hand first. It was cool and clammy. I shook the lady’s hand next. It was … indecisive. “Is this everyone?”
“There’s one more member of our group, you’ll meet her later if this initial meeting works out.”
“I thought you wanted me to come here and advise your undercover agents. No offense, but none of you look like the types to try to take down X-ray Hobbes.”
“None the less, that is exactly what we are going to do” said the lady … Warren was it? “With or without your help, Mr. Harris.”
“Preferably with his help Jessica” jumped in Lipscomb. “We’ve all discussed it and Mr. Harris is the best candidate.”
“You and Dr. Matthews believe he is but I have serious doubts.”
“Which is why I arranged this initial meeting Jessica” said Lipscomb in a quiet, soothing voice.
There appears to be more going on than I was told about. “Look lady, I was just asked to come here and give some advice to some less experienced agents, that’s all.”
“Daniel! Is that all you told him?”
“I thought it best to have him come here and see for himself before … revealing the entire story. But first there are the legalities to deal with.” Lipscomb reaches for a briefcase on the floor next to his chair, picks it up and pulls out some papers, which he places on the table in front of me. “This is a standard non-discloser form. By signing it, you are agreeing not to tell anyone what we discuss today. There are certain … unique … aspects…” the other guy, Dr. Matthews, laughs but he shuts up quick when Lipscomb stares him down “… to this particular operation. We must be sure that there are no leaks should you ultimately decide to not join us.”
“Sure, fine got a pen?”
Lipscomb hands me a pen, which I grab with my right hand while pulling the papers towards me with my left. Flipping to the back page, I find the signature line and start to sign it.
“You should probably read it first, Mr. Harris” said Lipscomb.
“Like I give a rat’s ass what it says.”
Warren gives me a little sneer as I finish signing the papers and push them back to the middle of the table.
“I told you that he would be like this.”
“This is exactly what we need, Jessica.”
I’m tired of being left in the dark. “Look folks, if I’m not here to give you the benefit of my years of hard earned experience, then I’ll just call a cab and be on my way.” I start to stand.
“Please sit down, Mr. Harris” said Lipscomb. “We will explain everything. I would ask you to let us finish our … presentation before deciding what you wish to do. Some of what you will hear today will seem fantastic, improbable, possibly impossible but it is all completely true, I assure you. Will you do that for me?”
“Why not. I got all the time in the world.” I settle back down onto the chair. “Go on.”
“I am authorized by this region’s Assistant Director to conduct a completely black operation to infiltrate the Raymond Hobbes criminal organization. The only people in the world who know the plan are the three people in this room. If you decide to join us, it will be four and I mean to keep it at that number. Not even my boss knows the plan. He has agreed to provide the funds from the confiscated assets of convicted drug dealers, including those employed by Mr. Hobbes.”
“Interesting approach, Mr. Lipscomb”.”
“Isn’t it.”
“Why so concerned about security?”
“You should know better than most.”
“I do … I just want to make sure why you do.”
“Because Hobbes has his tentacles in every segment of the criminal justice system, police, prosecutor, judges, the prison system, everywhere. The only way to get to him is stay off the radar.”
“Don’t think I’ve ever heard of someone trying something like this. Your idea?”
“Yes. As your friends noted, I’m not high profile enough to be put in charge of a standard operation. My superior and I do not see eye to eye on a number of subjects so this is my one opportunity to show what I am capable of. When we succeed, my ‘profile’ will be the highest in the country.”
“So we’re here to make you the big man in town?”
“Not at all. We all are here to disable one of the largest criminal syndicates in the country. Fame and glory are just by-products of that success.”
“You seem pretty damn confident.”
“I am. With your help, success is practically assured.”
“And why is that?”
“Let me go through a bit of history, some of which you may already know. The Federal Government has been after Mr. Hobbes for over fifteen years, ever since he moved his residence from Argentina to the U.S. We had a watchful eye on him before then but he moved up the list once he became a United States resident. He was already a citizen, having been born in the U.S. while his father, then an employee of the Argentinean State Department was stationed in Washington, D.C. Hobbes spent a number of years with his family stationed in various South American countries, which he used to make a number of high level contacts that have benefited him greatly over the years. His parents were killed in an embassy bombing in Venezuela while he was away in college here in Florida. He quit school, moved to Columbia and used the family fortune to begin building his criminal organization. The police, local, state and F.B.I., have attempted to break his organization from both the inside and outside but he is extremely cautious and clever, using complex ownership schemes to either hide or legally distance himself from his control of various criminal groups and their assets. For example, we know that he controls several ships for drug-running but we can’t trace the ownership back to him. His people, or the people he hires, are either too loyal or too scared, likely both, to rat him out. Anyone who does mysteriously dies before they can provide much information or can testify in court.”
He reaches into his briefcase again and removes another folder. “There have been many attempts to get someone inside his organization, either directly or through other affiliated criminal groups who work for him. They have all failed, though some came closer to success than others.”
He opens the folder and removes several 8” x 10” photos, which he pushes across the table to me. I pick them up, one by one, and look them over. Lipscomb continued.
“The first couple are pictures of the remains of F.B.I Agent Ted Abbott, at least those parts we were able to find. He got inside a motorcycle gang which frequently did jobs for the Hobbes organization. We think that he was on to something when he just disappeared. We started finding various body parts a few weeks later. The other photos are of what was left of other people who attempted the same thing. It seems that the closer you get to Hobbes before he catches you, the more … severe the repercussions.”
I continue to thumb through the photos, they’re a pretty gruesome set of reasons for me to stand up and walk out the door right now. Which makes me wonder why Lipscomb is showing them to me. I drop them back onto the table.
“You’d make a lousy salesman Lipscomb. Shit like this would make any sane person head for the door right now. Why the blood and guts show?”
“Because I’m not going to sugar coat anything here, you’ll get nothing but the straight skinny from me. If you agree to help us, it will be with your eyes wide open.” He looks at me with a crooked grin. “Besides, you’re not exactly ‘any sane person’ are you, Mr. Harris? Over twenty five years as an undercover cop, you were shot at least eight times, nearly died twice, but you kept coming back, actually fought desk assignments. Life as a local cop in Miami wasn’t dangerous enough for you; you had to go looking for trouble.”
“And look what it got me. Three failed marriages, breathing on about one quarter of a lung, arthritis bad enough that I’m lucky to break the four day mile. Even if I wanted to help you, I can’t see what I can possibly do for you that’d mean anything.”
“Well, here’s where the story gets a little weird. Hobbes is paranoid about security, not surprising given how his parents died, the police are after him all the time and his competitors are even crazier than he is. There have been attempts to get someone into his household, a maid, a janitor, a babysitter, something, but they’ve all failed ... until know.”
“What’s changed?”
“Nothing in the household, per se, but our technology has changed.”
“How’s that?”
“I’ll get to that later. Hobbes has a daughter, Gretchen, a junior to be at St. Ann’s private Catholic High School for Girls, very exclusive, very expensive. She’s his only child, from his marriage to a German model, who died from a heart attack when she was only twenty seven and the kid was only five. The autopsy showed the wife had O.D.’d on heroin. Hobbes never married again but has had a few live-in girlfriends; the relationships don’t seem to last long. The daughter has been raised by a series of nannies, and yes, we’ve tried to get our own nanny into the house, no luck. By all reports, Gretchen is an unhappy child. She’s tall for her age, has no friends to speak of, and is just getting by in school.”
“Interesting intelligence you got there Lipscomb, but what good is it?”
“The girl is the opening we’ve been waiting for. Our plan is to get someone inside the school to befriend the girl and ultimately get inside the Hobbes household.”
“And then do what?”
“Plant bugs, gather information, find out what is going on.”
“And you’ve got some young looking woman rookie agent, straight out of Quantico, who you think will pass for a sixteen or seventeen year old girl that you want me to train so that she can become an undercover expert in six easy lessons and stroll into one of the most dangerous places on earth.”
Lipscomb smiles at me. “Well, when you put it that way … no.” He stands up and walks to a door by the glass half wall. He opens it and pokes his head inside. “Patricia, would you please come out here.”
He stays that way for a few seconds, then slowly backs into the room, his right hand resting on the shoulder of a small, petite, blonde girl, wearing a cotton nightshirt, the sleeves reaching her elbows and the bottom of the shirt is below her knees. She’s got on a pair of floppy socks and her hair is pulled back into a ponytail.
Warren turns to Matthews. “Thomas, you can not let it walk around in that … outfit. Its hair’s a mess!” He just shrugs and nods towards Lipscomb. Warren frowns at him but Lipscomb just smiles back at her.
“Patricia doesn’t seem to care” he says. She just shakes her head at him while the girl approaches the table, guided by Lipscomb’s hand on her shoulder. “Sit down in the chair, Patricia.”
The girl pulls out the chair and sits down next to me, looking straight ahead. I lean a little closer to her and forward, so that I can see both her eyes. They are dull and lifeless, as if she has been drugged, but they are wide open, no hint of droopiness in her eyelids, pupils not dilated. She’s breathing quietly and steady. She’s just sitting there, as if someone had pushed ‘pause’ on her remote control.
Lipscomb squats down on his haunches until his face is level with hers. “This is Mr. Harris, Patricia. Introduce yourself.”
She quickly turns towards me, puts out her hand and smiles mechanically. “Hello Mr. Harris. I am Patricia Conner. Pleased to meet you.” Her hand is just hanging in the air, waiting for me to take it. I do nothing and she just waits, with that bright smile and dull eyes, but she is looking at me. I shift a little to my right and she tracks right with me. I carefully reach out with my right hand and shake hers. She responds with a firm grip, a quick shake and then returns to her original position, exactly as before. I lean in closer but she doesn’t react at all. I get within an inch of her face, then pull back.
“Okay. What gives Lipscomb?”
“Patricia is our agent Mr. Harris, she’ll be going undercover into St. Ann’s all-girl school.”
“Is she on drugs or something? How old is she?” She doesn’t look to be much over fifteen, maybe it’s her size, but, the way that shirt hangs on her, she could have a pretty good rack, maybe a damn good rack.
“We don’t really know how old Patricia is Mr. Harris. Our best guess is seventeen, but we could be off a few months either way.”
“What do you mean you don’t know how old she is?” I turn to Warren, she’s the only one who’s expressed any interest in the girl’s welfare. “What is this about?” I ask her. She starts to answer me but Lipscomb interrupts.
“Perhaps now would be a good time for Dr. Matthews to explain what his involvement is and how Patricia came to be as she is.”
Everyone turns towards Matthews, who until know hadn’t said two words. He looks nervously at me then back towards Lipscomb. “What should I tell him?”
“Tell Mr. Harris the truth. We can’t have any secrets from one another.”
Matthews turns back to face me, chewing on his lower lip ever so slightly. Clearly he’s nervous about something. He clears his throat with a short cough.
“Patricia’s not exactly … a person, in the traditional way that people think of a human being.”
I dip my head down slightly and narrow my eyes, looking Matthews square in the face, wanting to intimidate him. “What did you say?” I growl. He leans back in his chair, away from me.
Lipscomb jumps to his defense. “Please Mr. Harris, let Dr. Matthews finish. You will likely have many questions, which we can answer at the end. Go on, Dr. Matthews.”
Matthews gives me a brief nervous glance, but then squares his shoulders and begins again. “Patricia is an artificial person …”
“You mean she’s a robot?!”
“Please Mr. Harris, save your questions for the end or we will be here until midnight” says Lipscomb. “Continue, Dr. Matthews.”
Matthews sits back up in his chair. “She’s not a robot, she is a biological entity. When I found her, she had suffered severe brain damage due to lack of oxygen. She had stopped breathing due to a drug overdose, causing hypoxia. She was practically brain dead. I was able to mostly rebuild her brain with silicon implants and the use of nanotechnology to restore the damaged synapses. In fact, my techniques have actually greatly improved the efficiency of her brain. Do you know much about brain physiology Mr. Harris?”
“Afraid not Dr. Matthews, it’s not one of the subjects taught at the Police Academy.”
“Oh, they really should, it is a fascinating subject! You see, evolution has actually left man with three brains. The first is often called the ‘Lizard Brain’, the first to evolve, which takes care of all the routine functions such as breathing, walking, digestion, excretion, all those basic functions mankind does without even being consciously aware of it. Then, as we evolved to the next levels, the mid brain developed, dealing with higher thought than the lizard brain, increasing memory, more complex emotions and thought, increasing our ability to learn and interact with our environment. Then finally the upper brain developed, containing all the things that make a human being a human being, what separates us from the rest of the animals, our ability to shape our environment, our creativity, human emotions, creation of art, music, inspiration.” The Doctor paused, looking at me, expectantly.
“I see” I say, nodding my head. Like hell I did.
“Yes! Exactly! All three brains are stacked on top of one another, like scoops of ice cream in a triple-decker cone, with the primitive Lizard brain at the bottom and the humanity creating upper brain on top. The problem is, this arrangement is not very efficient. Our memory capacity is enormous, better than the most sophisticated computers today, but our ability to recall what is in our memory is limited. Those with the right knowledge and training can calculate with the best computers out there … well not some of the recent Super computers, but you know what I mean.”
I nod my head again. He smiles at me.
“There’s that old saying, that people only use ten percent of their brain. Well, that’s completely wrong! People are always using one hundred percent of their brains, just not very efficiently … well that’s not quite true. When you sleep, the percentage of usage declines but other parts of the brain activate so you could say that …”
“Dr. Matthews! Please stay on topic” says Lipscomb.
Matthews flinches slightly. “Sorry, Daniel. Anyway, the normal human brain has many superior features but is inefficient, both in its’ physical layout, due to the need to integrate three separate structures, plus the two separate right and left hemispheres, and also the memory control mechanism leaves much to be desired. My research indicated that there could be dramatic improvements in efficiency if I could add some auxiliary, silicon based control structures and increase the number of synapses. Did you know, Mr. Harris, that in a single cubic centimeter of the average person’s brain, there are more synaptic connections than there are stars in our galaxy?”
“No, I didn’t know that.”
“It’s true. Extrapolate that over the approximately two and a half pounds of the average human brain and you can begin to understand its capacities. Patricia’s unfortunate accident gave me the perfect opportunity to move beyond the laboratory animal stage and directly to human trials. The results have been extraordinary and …”
“A complete failure” said Warren.
“Now be fair Jessica” said Lipscomb. “Patricia was near death.”
“It wasn’t near death; it may have been nearly in a persistent vegetative state but I don’t think it had deteriorated to that point.”
“Regardless, she can now walk, talk, perform complex tasks …”
“Don’t say ‘she” Daniel. Patricia is not a person, it is a highly sophisticated … device. It cannot make decisions, it cannot create. A dog is better at making choices than it is.”
Lipscomb turns towards me. “Unfortunately, Jessica is correct. While quite impressive, Dr. Matthews’ results have not been what we had hoped they might be. The plan was for Patricia to be given all the learning and information she would need and then send her into St. Ann’s to develop a friendship with Gretchen Hobbes. No matter how much information is transferred to her brain, Patricia just can’t make that final leap to independent thought. She will do practically anything you tell her to, but when faced with a new situation or an unexpected development, she is stymied.”
“And I’m supposed to teach her how to be a person?” I ask.
“It’s not as simple as that Mr. Harris, is it Daniel?” said Warren.
“No, it most certainly is not Jessica.” Lipscomb stops here, like he’s searching for what to say. “This is where the story gets … aaahh … unconventional.” Warren snorts a short laugh but Lipscomb ignores her. “I’ve tried to think of the best way to explain this but haven’t come up with any better way than just laying it all out. Dr. Matthews has been able to create an area of Patricia’s brain that is isolated from the rest. We propose to transfer your higher brain functions into Patricia’s brain, thereby creating the perfect undercover agent to make friends with Gretchen Hobbes and infiltrate the Hobbes household.”
I look at each of them, Lipscomb, Warren and Matthews. None of them are smiling or giving any hint that this is all an elaborate gag.
“I’ll just be going now.”
“No! I assure you Mr. Harris, we are completely serious here! This is a tremendous opportunity for scientific research! If you would only give me a few …” Lipscomb reaches out, touching Matthews’ arm, he shuts up.
I struggle to my feet, cane in my right hand. I shouldn’t have spent so much time in this chair. My knees and hips are screaming at me as I get upright, then my back joins the chorus. Taking a few halting steps towards the office door; I stop and look back at the table over my shoulder.
“The whole idea is fucking crazy … you know that right?”
“Yes, we know that” said Warren.
I take two more labored steps, stop and look back again. “Even if I believed that it was possible, which I don’t, a guy would have to be … suicidal to even consider it.”
“Desperate times call for desperate measures, Mr. Harris” answers Lipscomb. There’s still no hint on his face that they’re joking.
I take one more step, stop, then slowly turn around to face the three of them and point at Lipscomb with my free hand. “If you think this is such a bright idea, why don’t you do it?
“I already have.”
“WHAT!?”
“I understand your point, Mr. Harris. It is a major risk on your part. Since I would never ask someone to do something that I wasn’t willing to do myself, I’ve already been through the procedure.”
“You’re lying!”
“He’s not, Mr. Harris” said Warren. “I didn’t approve of it but Daniel did have his higher brain functions transferred to Patricia’s brain. It was transformative. Patricia became a complete human being, fully functioning.
“So why didn’t you just stay in there and do the job yourself?”
“Because we don’t need a teenage female lawyer Mr. Harris, we need an extremely experienced, skilled, talented teenage female undercover cop. I can’t do what you can do and there’s no way to transfer your years of experience and skill set to Patricia without you going with it. It’s a package deal.”
“Why not ask some female undercover cop to do it?”
“My point exactly” said Warren. “A woman agent would have a much easier time adapting to the situation, a female mind in a female body. Mr. Harris would have to deal with too many changes. I doubt he would be capable of handling the shocks to his psyche.”
“Yeah, what she said.”
“Jessica, we’ve been through this before. There are no women with Mr. Harris’ resume, there’s no one even close. Women have not been permitted to perform those kinds of jobs for the F.B.I. or local police departments until the last fifteen years or so.”
“And whose fault is that, Daniel?”
“It doesn’t matter who’s to blame, facts are facts. The only remotely qualified female candidates are currently active officers or agents. For one of them to participate in our operation, they would have to be transferred to our group, which requires paperwork and explanations and permission and several more people who know what we are attempting to do. The security of the operation is greatly weakened. Mr. Harris is both our best and only hope to make this work.”
“Then it won’t work. His record of insubordination should disqualify him from consideration. How you can expect me to work with someone like him boggles the mind. I …”
“Hey! Lady! I got the job DONE! There are over two hundred bad guys in prison right now thanks to me! All that crap about insubordination is nothin’ more than desk jockey Captains and Lieutenants who thought they knew better than I did how to do my job. When they’re ready to put their asses on the line, then I’ll listen to ‘em. Until then, they can just suck my …” Warren cut me off.
“Yes Mr. Harris, we certainly understand how difficult undercover work can be sometimes. Still, this would be a completely different environment than you are used to.”
“Really? I was an Irish gun runner for over a year, an Italian produce seller for eighteen months and a high rolling Russian gambler for almost two years. I think I could handle a girl’s high school for a couple of weeks.”
“Wonderful!” cried Lipscomb. “I knew that you were the man for the job! You need to understand though that there is no guarantee that this project will be completed in a few weeks.”
I walk back to the table. “I didn’t say I was doing it … and I’m not sayin’ I won’t … it’s just … you really did it? You had part of your brain put in her head?”
“Not the physical brain Mr. Harris” said Matthews. “Just the information contained in the upper brain. Your physical brain remains untouched.”
I lean down towards Lipscomb. “But you did it, right?”
“Yes” he answers.
“For how long?”
“The first time for five hours, the second for three days.”
“You did it TWICE?!”
“Yes, Dr. Matthews needed data to calibrate certain parts of the hardware and software.”
“And you’re okay?”
He spreads his arms wide apart, leaning back in his chair. “Fit as a fiddle.”
“What was it like?”
He smiles wickedly. “Like a triple E ticket at Disneyworld.”
I sit down. “Let’s talk.”
CHAPTER FOUR
He seemed rather pleased with himself. Harris had shuffled off to home and Thomas was in the lab, running additional tests on it, leaving me alone with Daniel.
“You seem to have gotten your way … again.”
“He didn’t agree to anything yet, Jessica.”
“But he will, you know he will. The man is a risk taker, a thrill junkie. We are giving him a chance to get back out in the field … he won’t pass that up.”
“I am not as certain as you are but you’re the psychologist. Let’s hope you are right.”
“He’s going to be trouble. His personality is almost the exact opposite of what we need. Assuming he can adapt to the new body, learning the subtleties of behavior of teen age girls will likely be beyond him.”
“You make young girls sound like a tribe of Australian Bushmen. They are just young versions of you and I and we were both young once in our lives, so was Mr. Harris.”
“Did you understand girls when you were in high school?”
“Not to be immodest, but I did fairly well with the ladies back in the day.”
I bet he did. Tall, well built, ruggedly handsome. I can imagine what he looked like as a seventeen year old boy. He wouldn’t have had this much swagger or self-confidence but he would have had enough to attract most girls his age.
“There is a big difference between dating a girl and being her best friend.”
“I was always friends with anyone I dated … well most of the time.”
“There are girlfriends and there are boyfriends, each fills certain roles in a girl’s life. Harris will have to learn how to BE a girl, it will need to come naturally to him. Girls that age have a sixth sense for anything out of the ordinary and will attack without mercy. An all girl’s school only amplifies this effect.”
“It sounds like you’re describing a pack of wolves, Jessica.”
“If Spielberg had substituted teen age girls for the Velociraptors in ‘Jurassic Park’, you’d have barely noticed the difference.”
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I close my eyes and relax as the lounge chair moves into position. It’s much easier for me to sleep in the chair than a bed. This one is electric, automatically lifting me up out of it or smoothly setting me down. It’s also got a built in vibrator and heating pads. If I didn’t have to eat or go to the bathroom, I’d probably never get out of it. I switch on both the heat and vibrator, move the chair into the reclining position and review everything I heard from Lipscomb, Mathews and Warren.
It’s not a bad plan, too fuzzy on the details for my taste but I’d been involved in less definite assignments in the past. Sometimes you just got to dive in and see what happens. If it all goes to hell, just get out. This isn’t all that much different.
Obviously, the whole mind transfer thing isn’t normal. I wouldn’t even consider it if Lipscomb hadn’t gone first. That son of a bitch is crazier than I am. You gotta like that about him. Most prosecutors are namby pamby types. Giving orders to everyone but not willing to get their hands dirty. If things go south, they always blame the cops for not getting them enough evidence. If some evidence gets tossed by the judge, then it’s the cops’ fault for not having probable cause or some other legal mumbo jumbo. Damn prosecutors are always more worried about their records than putting the bad guys behind bars. They’re either looking for a job in a private firm, where they end up as defense lawyers, or they’re trying to get appointed or elected as a judge. They’d never admit it though. At least Lipscomb is upfront about it.
That Warren bitch is going to be a problem. If this brain transfer thing works, we’re gonna become partners. She’s my coach on how to act like a girl and then she’s my mother when I go undercover at the school. Unfortunately, it makes a lot of sense. You can’t have a sixteen year old kid running around on their own, there’s got to be a parent or guardian somewhere. We rent a small house as mother and daughter; I start school in the fall and make friends with the target.
Why am I even considering this? I’m retired; it’s not my problem anymore. I gave my life, my marriages, my health to the job. What possible benefit do I get out of this loopy project?
I look around my darkened bedroom. It’s messy, clothes everywhere along with dirty dishes and empty pizza boxes. Never been much of a housekeeper but this is terrible. The rest of the place looks pretty much the same. How have I let this happen?
Because I didn’t give a damn. I haven’t given a damn about anything since I retired. I’ve just been going through the motions. There’s never been more to me than the work. No real friends except for a couple of people, none of them cops. Undercover work is lonely work. Face it, I’m only truly alive when I’m working. I met all my ex-wives while pretending to be someone else. They fell in love with a man who didn’t exist. I thought that I could change and be what they needed, but, eventually, I always fell back into my old ways, just existing between assignments. They weren’t ugly divorces and thank God there weren’t any kids.
Do I have one more job in me? If Lipscomb is right, the only thing that matters is what’s in my head. I still feel as sharp as ever but am I the best judge of that? If we screw the pooch on this one, we could all end up dead. Hobbes has a reputation for treating traitors pretty badly. From what I’ve heard, those photos Lipscomb had are just the tip of the iceberg. Not the kind of guy you want to piss off.
No one besides me in this group has any experience in this kind of operation, which isn’t necessarily a bad thing. No assumptions on anyone’s part and I’d be the resident expert. Could be worse. Of course, with three rookies, that’s a lot of room for mistakes. If the plan stays as is, the only people immediately at risk are me and Warren. Guess I’ll be teaching her a thing or two also.
- * * *** * * * *** * * *
My phone rings, waking me up. I quickly push myself up off the bed, the panic starting to grow. It’s like this anytime the phone rings at night since … four years ago. Has it been four years? Seems longer, like an entire lifetime. The panic is only momentary and I get the phone before the forth ring.
“Hello, Jessica Warren speaking.”
“This is Daniel Lipscomb. I just spoke with Harris. He wants to meet again tomorrow. I think we have him, Jessica.”
“It sounds like you’re right. When do you want to meet?”
“No complaints, no reservations? Did I reach a wrong number?”
“No Daniel, I’ve had my say. I want to succeed as badly as you do. There’s no benefit in my continued objection to Mr. Harris. Let’s hope you are right about him and we can get started. I’m tired of waiting. It is time for Hobbes to pay for what he did to me.”
“To you and a lot of other’s, Jessica. I scheduled the meeting for 10:00 a.m.”
“I’ll be there.”
“Excellent! See you then.” He hangs up.
I settle back down in my bed, reaching across with my right arm to caress the empty spot next to me. Oh yes, Hobbes will pay.
- * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Now Mr. Harris, have you decided yet?”
We were all gathered back in Dr. Matthews’ office, just as before. All of them staring at me, waiting for my response. Lipscomb was the most openly interested but Warren was also anxious, just hiding it better. Matthews still seemed scared, at least nervous.
“Not yet.” That let a little air out of their balloons, though Matthews perked up a little. “I need to have some more questions answered, get a few things straight and give our girl a trial run, then …”
“No!” shouted Matthews. “The Construct is not a car or an amusement park ride! Patricia is a prototype. I will not have my creation endangered by someone wanting to take a … joy ride!”
“Now Thomas” soothed Lipscomb, “It is hardly an unreasonable request for Mr. Harris to wish a trial run, so to speak.”
“The Construct was not designed for these repeated rapid exchanges. The more they occur, the better the chance for a malfunction.”
“MALFUNCTION?! If this thing is going to breakdown with me inside then you can just forget the whole magilla. No way am I going to …”
“Not to worry Mr. Harris, I think you misunderstand Dr. Matthews, isn’t that right Thomas? You’re not saying that there is anything wrong with the technology, right?”
“No, the science is good. It is just, that with Daniel having cycled twice and now you wanting to do the same, it is very difficult to clean up all the memory modules after the cycle is complete. You see Mr. Harris, it is very easy to put data into The Construct but extremely hard to remove it.”
“So I could get stuck in there?”
“No, I can safely remove you, but … copies, if you will, remain behind, which need to be removed before someone else cycles in, that is the difficult part.”
“So, if it is so hard to remove information, what about the original information?”
“What original information?”
“The girl’s memories. All the stuff that was in her head before the drug overdose.”
“Ahhh that, not to worry Mr. Harris, there was so much damage, the entire neural network was rebuilt from practically scratch. Nothing could have survived the rebuilding and reorganization process. It was like reformatting a hard drive.”
“Which does what, Dr. Matthews?”
He looks at me like I’m an idiot. When it comes to computers, I kinda am. “It overwrites everything, Mr. Harris and changes the file structure of the drive. There may be data there but it cannot be retrieved. The Construct was a clean slate before my reprogramming.”
“Satisfied, Mr. Harris?” asks Lipscomb.
Not really, but I’ve already accepted the fact that there’s a lot of risks here, basically the way I like it. I’m just not interested in committing suicide.
“Why do you call it ‘The Construct’?”
Matthews shrugged. “It seemed fairly descriptive and I thought it was kind of snappy, you know, when we get into marketing when this is all done.”
Weird.
“Okay. The last step will be the … transfer. We get everything else worked out, we do it and if I don’t like it, you pull me out and we’re done. Agreed?”
“Certainly!” said Lipscomb. “What else needs to be worked out?”
“A lot. What is this ‘Cerebral Balancer’ thing you talked about yesterday? I’m not sure I understand what it does.” I notice Warren smiling then trying to cover the smile by slightly ducking her head and rubbing her nose with hand. This should be good.
“Ahhh well” begins Lipscomb. “This device is basically an adjustable switch … a kind of remote control if you will … that … uummm how shall I put this.” He stops for a second and Warren jumps in.
“It controls which part of the mind has dominance over the actions of the body. It can be set all the way over to Blue and you are one hundred percent in control. If it is set all the way to Pink, then your consciousness is just along for the ride and Patricia’s programming, enhanced by your consciousness, is in control. There are a number of settings in between that shades the control one way or another.”
“And who’ll be in charge of this thing.”
This time she doesn’t try to hide the smile. “I will.”
“Like Hell.”
“There are good reasons for this Mr. Harris” said Lipscomb.
“Fine. Let’s hear ‘em.”
Lipscomb pauses a moment to get his argument ready.
“Firstly, Jessica will be in charge of helping you to adapt to The Construct and learn how to act like a convincing girl, which is the first major hurdle to be jumped. If you fail at this, everything is lost. Do you agree with this?”
“That I have to learn to act like a girl, yeah.”
“Good! At the maximum Blue setting, your … personality, if you will, is almost completely isolated from the rest of the brain.”
“Almost?”
“Yes. You can reach out and access other information and such but it is completely at your discretion. At less than maximum settings, you still have control but the … wall, for lack of a better term, between you and the rest of the brain is more … permeable.”
“Meaning?”
“That the existing programming and information will have more of an … influence … over your behavior. You are still in control but the closer to maximum Pink the setting is the more the bias shifts to the programming and the less to you.”
“I thought that without the transfer, it was just like a robot. If I’m not in control, won’t it stop working, right?”
“Not exactly, just as you can still access the rest of the brain on maximum Blue, the programming can access your higher brain functions on maximum Pink.”
“So why have any setting besides max Pink? You get a docile, controllable human like robot.”
“You’re preaching to the choir” says Warren, smugly.
“The reason” said Lipscomb, “is that the closer to maximum Pink the setting is, the less access the Construct has to those attributes that make you the perfect candidate for this job, your training, your instincts, your experience. The trick will be to find the perfect balance between the two of you so that the job can be successfully completed. In addition, the perfect balance may change depending on the situation. For example, you will be returning to high school Mr. Harris. Would you enjoy sitting through Calculus or English Composition classes all over again?”
SHIT!! I forgot about that! And this is a college prep school! I was lucky to get through high school the first time and my best classes were shop and phys ed. Class work was boring as hell. And homework! Jesus Christ, I forgot about homework!
“What about the classes?”
“The Construct will already have all that data downloaded” said Lipscomb.
“Actually, quite a bit more than that” added Matthews.
“Thank you Thomas” Lipscomb responded. He sounded annoyed at the interruption. “Either way, you will have to attend class but the Cerebral Balancer can be set to favor Pink and all you will need to do is keep alert for opportunities to further our operation, The Construct will take care of the rest.”
“And I can take over any time I want?”
“It’s not quite that simple, but yes. The closer to maximum Pink, the harder it will be for you to exert control. The Construct’s basic programming favors kindness, friendship, agreeability, submissiveness. As you adapt to the Construct, it should be easier to exert control, with practice you can strengthen those … mental muscles, so to speak. We can accomplish the same thing with the setting favoring the Blue side but that depends on your willingness to accept the influence of the Construct’s programming.”
“Which means what exactly?”
Lipscomb looks towards Warren. “It means,” she said “that all her programming is that of a teenage girl. If you’re willing to relax and go with the program, to willingly act like a young girl, you can keep the settings of the Balancer shifted towards Blue. If you fight it, the Balancer is going to favor Pink, taking control from you and giving it to the Construct’s program. I am the one who decides which setting in what circumstance gives us the best chance of success.”
I sure as hell don’t like that. “So, my life is in your hands.”
“No Mr. Harris, my life, all our lives, are in your hands and I am not about to let you enroll in St. Ann’s until I am convinced you can do the job. Believe me; no one here wants you to succeed more than I do.”
“Why’s that?”
“Raymond Hobbes is responsible for the deaths of my husband and daughter. The authorities could not get enough evidence to prosecute him so this is likely the only chance I will ever get to make him pay for his crimes. I refuse to let you waste this opportunity just so you can get another shot of adrenalin.”
She’s leaning forward, glaring at me. I glance at Lipscomb and Matthews but they are both discreetly looking away from Warren, I think they’re embarrassed at her raw emotions. Time to nip this in the bud.
“Fair enough. Let me tell you how this is going to go, lady. I’m not the only one going undercover, you are too. You’re going to be my mother so you need perform as well as I do. You may know how girls and women behave but you don’t know shit about how to make this operation work. You’re the behavior expert but I’m the operation expert. I’ll admit that I’m gonna need your help to make this work, put when we get down to crunch time, I decide what we do, how we do it and when we do it.” I look around the room. “Is that understood?” I look back at Warren. “By everybody?”
Lipscomb seems taken aback. “See here Harris, this is my operation. I put it together and I decide …”
“You decide nothing, Lipscomb. After I get inside and find out what I can, I’ll decide what happens next. You’re the producer of this little drama but I’m the author, director and lead actor.” I jerk my thumb at Warren. “She’s the technical advisor and supporting actor. Matthews is the special effects guy and key grip.”
“What’s a ‘key grip’?” asked Matthews.
“Never mind that, Thomas. Why should we agree to this?” asked Lipscomb.
“Because that’s the only way I’m agreeing to put my brain in her head. Yeah, we’re all at risk here. I’m glad you all realize it, danger tends to focus the mind, but I’m the one taking the biggest risk. Besides, you brought me into this because of my expertise. If you won’t let me do my job, there’s no reason for me to be involved. I’m either all the way in or all the way out. Your call.” I lean back in my seat.
Lipscomb looks around the table. ”Do we need to discuss this? Jessica?” She shakes her head no. “Thomas?” He chews his lip for a moment then answers.
“No, I agree.”
Lipscomb reaches across the table with his right hand. “It appears we have a deal, Mr. Harris.”
I take his hand with mine and shake it. “Yeah we do, and it’s Peter, at least for a little while.”
“I’m Daniel. She’s Jessica.”
Warren offer’s me her hand. I let go of Daniel’s and take hers’, again shaking it.
“Jessica, you and I are not going to get along.”
“I guess that’s good news Peter. Sounds like your typical mother/teen daughter relationship.” She smiles at me and I respond with a tight smirk.
CHAPTER FIVE
Things moved pretty fast after that meeting. I had a number of things to wrap up at home. Stopped the paper, had my mail forwarded to a P.O. Box in my name but Lipscomb had the key. Changed my pension check to direct deposit, never did trust computers but didn’t have much choice now. Lipscomb had drawn up papers giving him power of attorney over my assets. I really wasn’t happy about that but, given the circumstances, it was the right thing to do. I made it clear after I signed them that if he did anything that cost me money, he’d pay big time. He laughed it off but I’m sure he understood I meant it.
If I was to enroll in school for the Fall Semester starting in August, we had three months for me to get ready. Jessica said we needed to do the transfer now and begin work. I didn’t see the necessity to start so soon but she insisted. Since I knew that we’d start butting heads almost instantly, I decided to give her this one, build up a few favors right off the bat.
The first thing Thomas did was map out my brain. He had me sit in a padded chair, sorta like my recliner, and he put this helmet on my head. It had all kinds of sensors inside and a bunch of wires on the outside, feeding into this fat cable which ran to a gray machine, about eight and a half feet long, four feet wide and five feet tall. There were two keyboards and two monitors sitting on the top. He asked me a bunch of questions, showed me over a thousand pictures, played a bunch of different songs and had Jessica touch different parts of my body while he watched the monitors. Things got a little dicey when he had her grab my cock through my pants. I didn’t get hard or anything. She hesitated for just a second then did it.
I’m worried about her ability to do this. She’s never done anything like it before. She said she’d done some community theater with her husband when he was alive but there’s a big difference between acting on stage for a couple of hours every other day for two or three weeks and living as someone else for months on end. We may get lucky and I can get in and done in a month or so, but that would be extremely lucky. The odds are, we’re looking at more than three months. The other big problem is her motivation. Vengeance is probably the worst reason to do anything. Anger colors everything you do, making you take risks that you shouldn’t take. I know that people think I’m some kinda daredevil, thrill-a-minute, crazy son of a bitch but that’s just an impression I like to make. In fact, I do take risks but they are almost all calculated risks. Either the odds are in my favor or it’s a move that the other side didn’t expect, like an onside kick to start a football game.
There were two times I went undercover looking for payback and both times it was a disaster. You can’t start a job hating your target. Jessica may be able to stay on the perimeter, giving me legitimacy as a teen girl by being my mother, but if she gets in any deeper, her attitude will have to change. I’ll deal with that if the time comes.
It took almost two days for Thomas to complete the mapping. Once he finished, he said it’d take three days to complete the calculations and then he’d be ready to do the transfer. Up until know, it hadn’t really hit me what I had agreed to do. Maybe somewhere in the back of my mind I’d never actually accepted the fact that I would eventually have to go somewhere, sit down and have a part of my mind removed and sent someplace else. With the clock ticking, I started to get scared.
Over the years I’d developed the reputation of not being afraid of anything. When you’re on the job and have to move quick, make a split-second decision, it’s easy not to be afraid, there’s no time to think about it. Now, I had plenty of time and had to keep fighting back the fear.
What was it going to be like having something else in my head? Sharing the same space, pushing me to do things I might not want to do? Is that what multiple personalities is like? Schizophrenia? How would I know what was me and what was the Construct? What If I couldn’t control it? Would I just get swallowed up and disappear? Daniel had come out okay, at least he said he was okay, but he’d only been in there three days and I didn’t know what the Cerebral Balancer was set on, probably max Blue. I was going in for months. No one had ever done anything like this before, there was no way to calculate the risk. Suddenly my old boring life was looking pretty good.
When the day came for the transfer, I was a nervous wreck. I had called for and cancelled the cab twice before sucking it up, finally getting to the lab about twenty minutes late.
Daniel opened the door before I ever reached it. “We were concerned that you had changed your mind.”
“I did, twice, but I’m here now. Let’s get this done before I change it again.”
He walks through the door to the left and I reluctantly follow. There are two padded chairs there this time and two helmets, side by side. The Construct, I need to start thinking of her as Patricia, is standing next to the chair to the left. Thomas sees me and his face lights up with a smile.
“Ahh Peter, we were getting concerned. Not getting cold feet I hope.”
“They’re blocks of ice. Let’s do this.”
“Really? There is nothing to be concerned about. Everything is as it should be.” He reaches behind him and picks up a small, white plastic bag off the top of the machine. “Please step behind the curtain and change into this gown, leave your clothes hanging on the hook back there and we can get started.”
I take the bag from him and shuffle behind the curtain. Pulling the item from the bag, it’s the same shirt that Patricia is wearing, only larger. I start to strip out of my clothes, which takes me a lot longer than most. After removing my shirt and shoes, I need to take a break to catch my breath.
“Are you okay?” asks Daniel through the curtain.
“I’m fine, just give me a couple more minutes.”
“Sure, take your time.” He sounds a little anxious, just what I need right now.
I get my pants and underwear down to my ankles and manage to step out of them without falling. Pausing again to slow my breathing, I lift the gown and look for an opening. It’s really just a big T-shirt so I pull it over my head, push the curtain aside and slowly move into the room.
“Can I help you?” asks Jessica.
“No, I got it.”
Patricia is standing next to one chair, Matthews right behind her. Daniel is standing next to the other chair, which I guess is mine. When I get to the chair, Daniel reaches out to help me into the chair but I brush him off. I want to try something before we do this. It’s something that’s been bothering me for awhile.
“Patricia?”
She turns her head towards me. “Yes, Mr. Harris?”
Impressive, she remembers me. “Do you know Dr. Matthews?”
“Yes, I do.”
“Please give him a blow-job right now.”
She quickly spins around, dropping to her knees in one smooth motion. Her left hand grabs his belt while the right moves to his zipper. She’s got the zipper almost all the way down before Matthews can react. He tries to pull back but she’s got a firm grip on his belt.
“Patricia stop!” shouts Daniel. She pauses just as she is. “Let go of Dr. Matthews and sit down in the chair. She releases her grip on Matthews and stands up.
“Yes, Mr. Lipscomb.” She gracefully slides into the chair, placing her arms on the rests, looking forward.
“What was that about, Peter?” demands Daniel.
“Just something I’ve been thinking about. What would be the logical thing for a man to teach a submissive young girl without any parents, guardian, or anyone else looking over his shoulder? Looks like I was right.”
“That’s disgusting!” cried Jessica. “Thomas, how could you?!”
Matthews is just standing there, zipper at three-quarters mast, the hint of his underwear pulled out, drug there by Patricia’s nimble fingers.
“So Peter, was there a purpose to this demonstration?”
“Yes Daniel, there was.” I sit/fall into the empty chair. “If either of you guys try something like that to me after the transfer, I’ll kill whoever does it.” They both just stare at me. “I’m completely serious about this. You know my record Daniel, don’t you?”
“Yes, I do.”
“Then you know I’m not lying, right?”
He licks his lips nervously. “Yes, you’re not lying.”
“Make sure you convince Thomas of it, for his own sake.” I settle back into the chair. “I’m ready now.”
Thomas starts to approach me with the helmet but stops when he gets close, clearly frightened. Jessica comes over and takes the helmet from him.
“I’ll take care of Peter, you take care of Patricia.”
She brings it over to me, setting it on my head while Thomas goes back to the other chair. Jessica squats down next to me as she adjusts the helmet.
“How did you know?” she whispered.
“I didn’t know but I suspected” I whispered back. “It’s true, that’s what most men would do if given the chance.”
“Would you have done it?”
I look over at Patricia, the helmet mostly obscuring her face. Probably.
“I don’t know, depends on how desperate I was.”
“You would have to be very desperate.”
“Desperate is relative. What is this going to be like?”
“You scared?”
“Shitless.”
She finishes adjusting my helmet and takes my right hand in hers. “Daniel said it didn’t hurt. You close your eyes. It starts slowly, with images and memories coming to you, then they start coming faster and faster until it’s like being in a mental tornado. Just as you think it can’t get anymore chaotic, it starts to slow down and gradually goes back to the way it was at the start. You open your eyes and you’re sitting in the other chair. At least that’s what he said. You want me to hold your hand?”
I look down at our hands then up into her eyes. “Yeah, if you can.”
“Your arms and chest will be strapped down so you can’t knock the helmet off but I can hold your hand.”
“Thanks.”
“You’re welcome.”
Thomas approaches me from the front, hesitating again when he gets close. Jessica gives him a dirty look.
“Do what you got to do, Thomas” I say. He quickly straps me down and moves back to the machine. I can’t look over at him with my head strapped down. Pissing him off just before he starts fucking with my mind probably wasn’t one of my best moves. I hear the machine start to fire up. Daniel moves around in front of me.
“You ready, Peter?”
I take a series of deep breaths, at least a deep breath for me, and slowly let them out, pushing the fear down deeper with each breath. After about a minute, I twist my head around, stretching my neck, settle back into the chair and close my eyes.
“Yeah, I’m ready. Punch it.”
- * * *** * * * **** * * *
Jessica was pretty close. The first thing was my first bicycle, then a trip I took to the Everglades on one of those airboats. It was like I was right there, the wind in my hair, a spray of water coming up when the boat makes a hard turn. Next was a stakeout early in my career, nothing special, just one of those boring evenings in a car. It seemed like that memory ran for fifteen minutes, then bang, I was having sex with my second wife. It could have been my honeymoon, not sure. That memory was just as vivid as the others but only lasted for a few seconds, which hardly seemed fair. There were other memories and images, each like I was living them over again. A sprained ankle, Thanksgiving dinner with the parents, getting shot, cleaning a toilet, my first kiss, on and on they came. It soon became a blur, a swirl, a torrent, like being hit in the face with a fire hose spraying memories. There were also sounds and smells, but they quickly became indistinguishable and didn’t match the images.
I’d lost track of time. This could have been going on for minutes or days. And then, it seemed to slow down just the tiniest bit, then a bit more. I still couldn’t make out specific things but I felt like I was just on the edge of grabbing something comprehensible. Then I was speeding down the road, late for a friend’s wedding and I was the best man. Seconds later I was swimming in a lake. The memories kept coming but I could recognize them again as they swept through me. Just as Jessica said, things were slowing down, the changes happening less frequently. I was now experiencing my first orgasm as a young boy, rubbing faster and faster on the front of my pajamas as I lay in bed, pressing against my hard penis, enjoying the sensations until I suddenly, shockingly, feel the cum spurt out of my cock into my underwear.
Then nothing. It all stops. I can feel my breathing, longer, stronger breaths than I can remember for some time. My eyes slowly open. Jessica isn’t there but Daniel is.
Either he’s real close or his head has gotten bigger. The room is also brighter, a lot brighter. I didn’t remember seeing all these extra lights.
“HOW ARE YOU, PETER?”
Damn! Why is he shouting? Daniel steps back and Jessica moves in. Her head is bigger too. Maybe there’s something wrong with my eyes.
“ARE YOU OKAY, PETER?”
“JESUS CHRIST! WILL EVERYBODY STOP … shout …” My voice was just as loud as theirs but I was just talking like normal … but it’s so high!
“Sorry Peter, I forgot what the first few hours were like” said Daniel. He seemed to be whispering but I clearly heard him.
“WHAT ARE YOU TALK …” There I go again!
“Just stay calm Peter. It worked. You’re in.”
“Let me see!”
“Hold on” said Jessica, “I’ll get a mirror.”
She’s back quickly, holding a hand mirror in front of my face. A cute blonde girl with gray-blue eyes and softly freckled nose stares back at me. I can’t move my head, it’s still strapped down, so I stick out my tongue. It’s been pierced. My eyes go wide open with surprise. They’re bright and lively.
Jesus. Fucking. Christ. It worked.
“Let me up.”
“Hold up Peter. You’re now in a charged up brain. All sensations are amplified. Vision, sounds, taste, everything is set on ten out of ten. It will take a few hours for you to adjust. We’ll let you up but take it easy.”
Daniel reaches out and unstraps my right arm while Jessica does the left arm. The sound of the Velcro is almost deafening. They next release the strap around my chest and finally my head. Jessica carefully removes the helmet. I slowly turn my head towards the other chair.
There I am, staring straight ahead, a blank look on my face. This is so fucking weird! I need to go over and check me out.
I lean forward in the chair, waiting for the pain in my back to explode … but nothing happens. I fall back and lean forward again, still no pain. Oh Ho man! I start to smile. I swing my legs over the edge of the chair, still no pain, and hop out.
I fall to the floor, landing on my ass. It doesn’t hurt but it’s a shock. I start to stand up but Jessica is there, taking my arm before I can get up.
She’s a giant! It feels like she’s twice as big as I am! Daniel steps up behind and bends down. He’s three times my size! I’m tiny! I can feel the panic building. Jessica tries to calm me down.
“It’s alright, it’s alright” she says quietly. “You’re fine, just a little fall, no harm done.”
“I’m okay, I’m okay.” If I keep saying that, I may eventually believe it. She carefully pulls me to my feet.
I’m swimming in this shirt, damn thing must be three sizes too big. I take a couple of pain-free steps but notice the breasts bouncing on my chest. I stop and pull the neck of the shirt away from my chest and look down.
God Damn! They’re enormous! I let go of the neck of the shirt and reach up to cup them in my hands. As the palms make contact and I lift them with my hands Daniel takes a sharp breath.
“No, don’t!” he hisses.
“What do you …” just then the thumbs of both hands touched the nipples.
My head explodes. OHhh God!! It’s so goood! I pull on both of them with my thumbs and index fingers. Christ, it’s better than the first time! I pull again and my knees buckle, then I fall to the ground, moaning.
I feel a hand around each wrist, pulling them away from my breasts. I try to fight back but they’re too strong. Eventually, they get me sitting upright.
“You can’t do that Peter, certainly not yet” said Jessica. “The sensations will overwhelm you. Let’s get you into a quiet, dark room until you can adjust.”
They hustle me into a side room and into another chair. I try to touch my breasts again but both arms are strapped down to the chair. I squirm and pull but they won’t budge. Eventually I stop. Jessica pulls up a chair next to mine.
“You go Daniel, I’ll stay with her.”
HER?! I guess after what my boobs felt like, I can’t deny that.
* * *** * * * *** * * *
We both sit there in silence for awhile. I try to mentally check out my brain, run through what I remember about big moments in my life, a lot of which I saw during the transfer. Everything seems to be there, though not like the transfer where I actually relived them. I also move around a little in the chair. The straps keep my arms still but I can twist my upper body a little and move my hips and legs quite a lot. Moves that would have been extremely painful before are pain free now. In addition to the shirt, I seem to be wearing a …
“Am I wearing a diaper?”
“Yes. Apparently Daniel had an accident after his transfers. We decided to take precautions.”
“Both times?”
“Uh-huh.”
“Oh that is too funny!”
“He didn’t collapse after touching his breasts.”
“Hey! I was just surprised, that’s all!”
If my arms weren’t strapped to this chair, one hand would be kneading a boob and the other would be buried in my pussy. I’d never felt anything remotely as good in my life!
“Is that what it feels like for you … when you … you know …”
“Feel myself up?”
“Uhh, yeah.”
“Hate to disappoint you but, no.”
Crap! “So what’s happening to me?”
“Patricia’s brain is much more active than the normal brain. I think Thomas said that it has at least twice as many synaptic connections, maybe three times. Right now, you’re being overwhelmed with input.” She holds up her left hand, three fingers extended. “How many fingers am I holding up.”
“Three. What’s that prove?”
“This room is pitch dark. If I couldn’t hear your sweet little voice, I’d never know you were here.”
Funny girl. “So how long until I’m back to normal?”
She chuckles at that. “Depends on what you define as normal. It was about two hours before Daniel could handle being outside this room. You’ve been here about thirty minutes. We should wait at least an hour before trying.”
“Where’s my body at?”
“Still here at the lab. Thomas has implanted a feeding tube and a catheter. You should be fine for now. Eventually there may need to be some physical therapy to keep your muscles from atrophying. I still can’t believe what he did to Patricia. I would never have thought him capable of that sort of thing.”
It’s probably best that I just keep my mouth shut right now. We fall back into silence and I return to my mental inventory. I feel like I’m all there, nothing missing, but I’m not sure I could tell if it was. Would you know that you didn’t have something if you couldn’t remember if you had it in the first place? Would there be a hole you couldn’t explain? I’ve never been a deep thinker, so shit like this just usually makes my head hurt. Not today though.
“What is the Cerebral Balancer set on?”
“It should be maximum Blue. It’s in the next room but I can check on it if you want. Is there a problem?”
“No, I was just wondering.”
“How do you feel?”
“Okay, I guess. I’ve just been sitting here, trying to figure out if all of me made the trip in one piece.”
“What did you decide?”
“I think so, but I may not be the best judge.”
She reaches out and feels around, eventually touching my leg, then patting it. The room seems a little darker than before.
“Once you’ve adapted, we’ll go back out and Thomas can do some additional test to confirm the transfer. Then the hard part starts.
I settle back and close my eyes. “It’s gonna be a wild ride.”
CHAPTER SIX
I know he’s in there but I just can’t think of it as a “him”. With the higher brain functions installed, the Construct isn’t an “it” anymore, there is a true personality there, a complete human being. For a few minutes there, she looked truly frightened and vulnerable.
Daniel never did, not for a second. The differences are interesting. Daniel always seemed supremely confident, even curious. Peter is more unsettled, confused. Perhaps it’s because Daniel knew he was only going to be inside for a few days and Peter knows he is just starting a dangerous job of indeterminate length and unknown outcome. I know that she appreciated my attempts at comforting her but refused to acknowledge it.
Patricia is just two years older than Alisha would be if she were still alive. There are no physical similarities, Alisha had dark hair and was thin and tall for her age, just like her father. I know what the Construct is, but I’m still drawn to her. She looks and sounds like frightened little girl who is trying to put up a brave face. I’d love to just bend down and give her a hug … but I won’t.
That wouldn’t help Peter’s adjustment nor would it benefit our professional relationship. Still … there’s just something about her. Listening to her sweet, innocent voice coming out of the dark, trembling with doubt but still willing to move forward. Maybe it is all that pent-up maternal instinct. Regardless as to why I feel this way, we all have a job to do. Still, there’s no reason to start right now.
* * *** * * * *** * * *
I’m gonna show Daniel who the toughest man is … once I get this bra adjusted.
Thomas had some actual clothes that fit me, a pair of shorts, polo shirt, sandals, matching bra and panties. Typical Miami wear. I fought back images of what Patricia may have been doing will wearing this outfit. I’m also wearing some sunglasses because it’s still a little bright out here in the lab, though the transformation was only eighty minutes ago. We are all back in the waiting room, sitting around the same table as before. Might as well be a different universe as far as I’m concerned.
Everything is so much bigger than it was. The table, my chair, the people. God, the people. I was never a big, tough guy. I could handle myself in a fight pretty damn well if pushed but I always prided myself on my ability to think my way out of a tough spot instead of shooting my way out, or punching my way out. Of course, I always had a gun ready, just in case.
Now, I couldn’t fight my way past Jessica. I hadn’t realized how much of my basic confidence was wrapped up with my ability to physically protect myself. Once that’s striped away, the world is a much scarier place, and that’s just inside this room. I hadn’t even thought about stepping outside into the real world. The neighborhood around this office isn’t exactly the best. I know, intellectually, that the only thing that has changed is me, but emotionally, I’m a nervous wreck.
Jessica has scooted her chair closer to me. I think she suspects how I’m feeling. The other two are just staring at me, smiling. Daniel starts rubbing his hands together.
“Everything went exactly as planned. I think Thomas deserves a round of applause for his excellent work.” He then begins to clap his hands enthusiastically. Jessica joins in, politely clapping her hands for a few seconds, then stopping. I manage a few claps myself before letting my hands fall to my lap. Thomas doesn’t seem to notice, he’s smiling and nodding his head in thanks. After about thirty seconds, Daniel stops.
“Look” I say, “I know the tests say everything’s okay but I’m not sure I can do this. It’s really weird, sitting here, dressed like this … really, really weird. I’m just not ready to go out in public. Maybe that idea about using a female undercover cop is the right way to go after all, ya know?”
“Now Peter,” said Daniel “I know that this is very disorienting right now. It affected me the same way; anybody in your position would feel a certain amount of discomfort and confusion. It is simply too soon to abandon our plan.” He reaches across the table and gently pats my arm. “Give it a little time. Go home with Jessica and spend a bit of time together. Go out and have fun with it. But not too much fun, we can’t afford for you to get pregnant!”
Both he and Thomas laugh at that hilariously funny statement. I don’t know anything about Patricia’s past, but as far as I’m concerned, she’s a virgin and plans on staying that way for the rest of her life, at least as long as I’m in here.
“Yeah, right. What kind of ‘fun’ do you suggest?”
“Oh, whatever girls do. Shop, go to dances, have a spa day, sit around the Mall and check out boys, that sort of thing.”
“Did you do that shit while you were in here?”
“No, unfortunately not. I spent practically all my time in the lab while Thomas monitored my condition and did tests … though we did go out to lunch one day and I flirted with this fairly handsome boy.”
“Why the hell would you do that?!”
“For the experience Peter! How often does a man get to see life through a woman’s eyes! Haven’t you ever wondered what it would be like? Haven’t you ever wanted to trade places if only for a brief time? Aren’t you curious?”
“Never gave it any thought.”
“But you’ve been married and divorced thrice. Surely at some time you must have wondered what was going through your wife’s mind?”
Sure I had, but this has got nothing to do with that. I started to tell Daniel that but Jessica butted in.
“MEN! What do you know about how women think? And how does having a man’s mind share a women’s body teach the man anything? It’s still a man’s mind. There’s not that much difference between the sexes. We both want the same things, we just go about it differently sometimes.”
“That hasn’t been my experience” replied Daniel. I had to agree with him on that point. Jessica sneered at him.
“Daniel is right that it is too soon to stop everything” she said. “He’s also correct in suggesting that Peter go out and live a few days as Patricia before deciding if he is capable of pulling this off but for the wrong reasons.”
“What are the right reasons?” I ask.
“Patricia isn’t an amusement park ride. This is serious business. You need to start to learn how to behave as teen girl does and what settings on the Cerebral Balancer are the optimal ones.”
“Wait a minute, I just got in here and now you want to start fucking with my head already?”
“Not today certainly, you still need some time to adjust to the increased brain activity, but yes, now is as good as time as any. When do you propose we get down to business?”
Damn it, she’s right. I need to find out real quick if I can actually do this. If I can’t, then it’s back to my old familiar body. If I can, then the sooner the job is done, the sooner everything goes back to normal.
“Alright Jessica, we start tomorrow then.”
“Good and we might as well start calling each other by our cover names now. I’m Jessica Fay Conner and you’re Patricia Taylor Conner.”
I roll my eyes. “Fine Jessica, you can …”
“No Patricia, I’m your Mother. You need to address me as such.
I stare at her for a few seconds as she sits there, waiting for me to respond. “OK. Mommy.”
“I prefer that you call me ‘Mom’ … Patty.”
PATTY?! “Yeah, well I’d prefer to call you a stuck up …”
“Now, now Patty” said Daniel. “I’m sure you and your mother can work this out without insulting one another.”
“I’m sure we will … Danny.”
Peter Harris experiences the joys and frustrations of living in the body of a petite teenage girl while discovering hidden skills that surprise Daniel and Jessica. Elements and Themes listed apply to entire story. Rating applies to this submission. Thanks to Marina Kelly for editing assistance.
SEVERANCE PAY
CHAPTER SEVEN
I’m sure this feeling of being a Munchkin will eventually fade away but right now, it’s as bad as ever. I can’t even shop in the Young Adult section of the clothes store’s for God’s sake!
Jessica … I mean Mom, decided that the first thing we needed to do was buy me some clothes, since the only ones I had were what was at the lab. It turns out that I’m too small for the Young Adult clothes so I’m in the Junior’s section.
“What do you want from me … Mom?”
It grates on my nerves every time I call her ‘Mom’. She’s right, we need to start getting used to it, but it’s still annoying.
“I just want you to pick out some nice clothes Patricia, that’s all.”
“I have. See?” I point to the small pile on the chair.
“You’ve just got jeans, shorts and some t-shirt tops. You need something nicer than that.”
“You said the school has uniforms. What else do I need?”
“You won’t just be in school and at home. You need a complete wardrobe, like any young girl would have.”
“Aren’t we supposed to be poor?”
“No, not poor. More like temporarily lower middle class.”
“Then we should be shopping at Goodwill or other thrift stores.”
“We will, but shopping there is much harder than shopping in a Department Store. Here there’s a wide selection of styles, fabrics and colors, you just need to pick something appropriate that you like. To shop for nice things at a thrift store, you need to be an experienced hunter. The choices are much more limited. You’ll need to develop a real sense of style, an eye for a bargain, the ability to mix and match disparate items. If you can’t handle a Department Store, you’ll never handle Goodwill.”
I can’t believe I’m saying this. “Why don’t you just pick it for me?” I could end up looking like some kind of Barbie doll but that’s almost better than shopping.
“No self-respecting teenager willingly wears clothes bought by their mother. If they have a good relationship, they may shop together … sometimes. Girls mostly shop with friends, something you’ll likely need to do to avoid being ostracized by the other girls at school. Now go pick out a nice dress.
I stomp off, heading down a long aisle of dresses on racks. Running my hand along the clothes, I can see that they are different styles and colors but they’re all just … dresses. I can’t see why one is any better than another. It’s like trying to read a foreign language. You recognize that there are different letters and words but you don’t know what any of it means, it’s all gibberish. When I reach the end of the row, I turn back to look at … ugh, Mom and raise my hands in defeat.
She waives her hand. “Look again.”
I sigh and turn back to the racks, looking closer this time as I work my way back the way I came. This is a complete waste of time, there is no way that … okay, I like this color. It’s more red than pink, think it’s called ‘Salmon’.
I pull it from the rack and hold it up.
“What about this one?”
“It’s pretty. What size is it?”
I look at the label. CRAP! Too big. I stick it back on the rack and start to move on.
“Don’t be in such a hurry Patricia. Look around a bit. You might find the same dress in the right size.”
Pawing through the dresses, I see that there are several dresses the same Salmon color and same style. Looking closer, there’s a size 2, Petite.
”Here, I found one, let’s go.”
“Try it on.”
“Aw come on! It’s the right size.”
“Girl’s sizes vary between manufacturers. You should also try on those jeans. The current style is skinny cut but you’ll need at least one pair a little loser.”
“Why’s that?”
“For when you retain water.”
“Why would I retain water?”
“Most girls do when it’s … you know …”
I still don’t know what she’s talking about and apparently she can see it on my face.
“You know … once a month.” I shrug. She smiles at me. “Think about it for a bit.”
Swelling? Once a month? What would … OH SHIT NO! “I can’t … but I’m not really … can’t I take something … this isn’t funny you know!” Mom is laughing at me.
“The look on your face is priceless Patricia! What did you think would happen? You’re a fertile young woman. It’s all a part of the miracle of life.”
Miracle my ass! “No one said anything about having periods! I thought Thomas had done something about that!”
“Like what? If you want to act like a real woman, you need to appreciate the full experience. If Thomas is correct, you have almost two weeks.”
Fucking great! I pick up the stack of jeans, throw the dress across the top and stomp off to the dressing room, Jessica following me. I scoot by the clerk and hurry into the dressing room, slamming the door behind me.
“Is everything okay?” the clerk asks.
“We’re fine,” Jessica answers. “Just a little … PMS” she whispered, but it was loud enough for me to hear it.
How the hell can I have PMS! How would she even know? What has Matthews told her that they haven’t told me? I was feeling a little weird out there, guess it could be PMS, though I only know what I read about it.
I hold up the dress in front of me. I don’t know why I picked this one from all the other dresses out there. The color is nice, I had a shirt the same color several years ago, it was one of my favorites. That must be it.
Still. There were other dresses the same color. Not the same color exactly, but close. There was that empire waist that was just a little redder and that cotton sheath a touch pinker. I hang the dress on the hook and start to undress. I’ll just try it on, get this over with and go home.
Bending over as I pull my shorts down my legs to the floor, I notice something on my back, barely sticking up above my panties. The room has several mirrors and this is the first time I’ve gotten a good look at my new body. I turn so that my back faces the main mirror and I pull the back of the panties down.
It’s a scrolling, frilly tattoo, about eight inches wide and two inches tall, V shaped, full of curlicues and loops, the point resting just above my ass crack.
A tramp stamp. Why the fuck did she have to get a tramp stamp? How do I explain that? I better see if there are any other surprises. Removing the panties, I check out my ass and inner thighs. Thank God she didn’t have work done on her pussy, no piercings. I lift the shirt off over my head and remove the bra, then slowly turn in front of the mirrors, lifting my hair off my neck. Can’t see any more ink. I lift my hands to my breasts and carefully cup them. No bolts of lightning in my head this time. Stepping closer to the main mirror, I inspect the nipples. They’re not pierced either, so it’s just my tongue and two in each ear. Wait … nothing in the nose either. That’s a relief, now there is just one more … Damn! Her belly button is pierced … well, it could be worse. I step back to get a full view.
I’m pretty well proportioned for someone my size, except for the above average rack. My legs are nicely shaped, strong thighs but not too muscular. Tight, round, full ass, smooth waist, good, strong, back and decent shoulders. I haven’t got one of those supermodel long necks but it’s not too short either. My face is … oval, I guess. Not round but not square. Pretty chin, eyes nicely spaced, cute nose, particularly with the freckles. The hair could use some work. The color’s okay but it’s kinda stringy. Wonder what kind of shampoo and conditioner I’ve been using? My lips are not all plumped up, they’re just normal lips but a real bright smile. When I smile, it’s like my whole face lights up. That could be really useful. So could my boobs. Huh … “my boobs”. Too fucking weird. I’m startled by a knock at the dressing room door.
“Patricia, what’s taking so long?”
CRAP! It’s Mom.
“I’ll be out soon, just had some … ahhh … trouble with a … zipper!”
I quickly pull my panties back on and throw the dress over my head, pulling it down my body. Pausing to straighten my hair, I throw a smile at the mirror. Cute as a button. I step out of the dressing room. Mom is waiting right outside the door.
“Now that is very nice Patricia, very nice indeed. What do you think?”
“It’s okay, the waist is a little loose.”
She reaches around the waist and gives a tug. “I hadn’t noticed that, you’re right. It’s a shame, such a nice fit otherwise. I’ll go and see if I can find something else …”
“Don’t worry about it. It should be easy to fix. Split the seam on both sides, a little tuck and it’ll be good.”
She gives me the eye. “What do you know about sewing?”
I stop and think for a second, what DO I know about sewing? Nothing … but if you look at the waist, it’s obvious what needs to be done, how hard can it be, ya know?
“Nothing Mom, but it should be easy. Split the seam right here a few inches, pull it taught and sew it up again. Problem solved.”
“We don’t have a sewing machine.”
We don’t? What self-respecting woman doesn’t have a sewing machine? “I’m sure we can find one somewhere. We’ve still got to buy furniture yet, right? There’s bound to be one at the Salvation Army, or Goodwill. Let’s buy this stuff and get going.”
“Not yet, young lady. There is still the shoe department and then lingerie. You need at least a dozen more bras and panty sets, better fitting than the one you’re wearing …” She gives me the eye again. “Are you wearing your bra?”
I blush. “No, but I was just …”
“You march right back in there and get dressed!”
“Yes, Ma’am.”
We end up spending another two hours shopping for clothes. The fitting for the bra was the most embarrassing. The clerk took a bunch of measurements; turns out I’m a 34 DD. Pretty nice for someone only five feet tall and ninety five pounds. Right? Then she had me try on a bunch of different styles and fabrics, pinching and pulling each one. You think it’d be fun having your boobs mauled like that, but it wasn’t … trust me. I’m pretty sure Mom never stopped smiling the whole time. Eventually we bought twelve matching sets, different colors and fabrics. I was wearing the yellow satin set and the dress when we got to the shoe area. I had to admit, they felt a whole lot better than the stuff I wore into the store, the fit was much better, the support great, no boob bulge at all.
We bought three pairs of saddle shoes, which are the basic shoes for St. Ann’s school uniform. The clerk knew exactly what we needed; apparently they’re the official supplier or something. I also got some running shoe’s and cross trainer’s for gym and some loafers for just regular wear. I was hoping we were finally done, but no such luck.
“These are very cute, they’d go perfectly with that dress.”
“Mother, those are at least 3” heels! You know I’ve never …” I look around the room, then drop my voice “… never worn heels before and I’m not about to start now.”
“Your dress requires a shoe with some kind of heel.”
“No, it doesn’t.” I walk over to a floor display. “These flats work perfectly well.”
“Why don’t you try both on and we’ll see what looks the best?”
I want to argue with her but, somehow, I can’t seem to muster up the energy. It’s been a long day and she’s probably worn me down. Still, I’d given in on the dress and the lingerie, I wasn’t going to cave on the shoes.
“No. No heels. I’m not some God Damn …”
“Patricia Taylor Conner! You will not use that kind of language ever again in my presence. Do you understand me?! EVER!”
She’s right, I screwed up. I’d been thinking like that all day but had managed to keep from actually saying it out loud. Saying stuff like that breaks character, which could be bad news for all of us. Even if she’s right, I still hate to apologize.
“Alright … Mother. I am sorry and I understand. I won’t say … things like that again.”
She smiles at me. “That’s my girl.” She holds out the heels. “Now let’s give these a try, okay?”
I scowl at her. ‘That’s my GIRL.’ How far is she going to push this? I’ve been playing nice all damn day and she wants more?! I start to protest but it dies on my lips. I reach out and take the heels from her, then sit down to change shoes. I do the flats first.
As I walk around the shoe area, I twist and turn slightly, in an exaggerated feminine style. “See, these flats work perfectly fine.” I step right next to her and look up into her face. God! I am so small! “Don’t you agree?”
“The flats are fine but now try the heels.”
I sit back down, remove the flats and carefully slip on the heels. There are no laces but there are a couple of ankle straps. I tighten them as much as possible, take a deep breath, then gingerly stand up.
No wobbles. So far, so good. I take a couple of tentative steps. Fairly stable. I’m careful to use a heel-toe step. I’m sure that I read somewhere that heel-toe was the best and most lady-like.
“Very good, very graceful. You’re doing fine Patricia!”
I don’t feel fine, but so far, I haven’t stumbled and snapped an ankle. After a few additional steps, I’m more confident. It’s not exactly easy or second nature but it’s not nearly as bad as I thought it would be. After completing the same course as I did with the flats, I again step right next to Mom and look up at her.
WOW! I don’t feel nearly as short! It’s only 3” but it feels like a foot! I can’t look her in the face or anything but it’s a big difference. I could get used to this! She looks at me smugly.
“Was I right?”
I step away and check them out in the angled mirror near the chairs. My legs do look fantastic! All long and sexy. Maybe not exactly long … but certainly longer and certainly sexy. I lift the hem of my dress slightly.
“Do they have anything taller?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We get back to Jessica’s apartment after 6:00 pm that day. After shopping for clothes, we went to check out the house Daniel had rented for the “Conners” to live and then had done some furniture shopping at a number of second hand stores. We found a lot of neat stuff that will fit exactly with our cover. There was even a used industrial style Singer sewing machine with all the extras. Fixing this dress will be a piece of cake.
I struggle with all the bags of clothes while climbing the stairs in my 4” heels. I’d have bought higher ones but Jessica insisted I get used to these before going any higher. 5” heels will be so awesome! It takes three trips but we finally get everything inside. The furniture we bought will be picked up and put in storage until we’re ready to move in.
I flop onto the couch, kick off the shoe’s and rub my feet. They don’t actually hurt, but it feels good to get them off. I’m gonna miss those extra 4” though. Mom sits down in the upholstered chair next to the couch, setting her purse next to her.
“How do you feel Patricia?”
“Fine. I’ll need to wear those heels more to break them in but they’ll probably be okay. I’d like to get some boots though, better ankle support. 5” heels in boots should be no problem at all.”
“No, I meant how do you feel about yourself, how do you think the day went, do you feel more comfortable now?”
“I guess so. I don’t feel much different, I’m still me, no real mental changes as far as I can tell. How do you think it went?”
“Disastrously.”
I sit up on the couch. “Huh? We may have had a couple of arguments but that’s only natural. We haven’t had a chance to get to know each other yet, work on our rhythm as a team. We’ll get there.”
She reaches into her purse and removes a small rectangular pad, about the size of a 3 ½” floppy disk but ¼” thick. She hands it to me. It has a display with several buttons. The display shows the number twenty five. And it’s pink.
“Is this the Cerebral Balancer?”
“Yes, it is. I had to push it all the way to twenty five Pink to get you to remotely cooperate with me, and you still fought me at that level.”
“Who the hell said you could fuck with my head?!”
“You said you wouldn’t use that kind of langua …”
I jump up from the couch and lean towards her. “FUCK YOU BITCH! What the hell gives you the right to screw with my head, out in public no less, without even warning me?!” I toss the remote at her, which she catches. “Partners don’t do that kind of shit to each other! Partner’s trust each other! Anything could have happened today! I might have died! For all you know …” She pushes a button on the control and I can’t talk anymore. I sit back down on the couch, folding my skirt beneath me as I do, back straight, hands folded in my lap.
Mother stands up, sits down next to me on the couch and shows me the display on the remote. It reads fifty Pink.
“Do you know what this means Patricia?”
“Yes Mother.” I heard my voice say that but it didn’t come from my mind. My mind told her to go fuck herself.
“What does it mean Patricia?”
“It means that my programming is almost one hundred percent in control of my body while I can tap into Mr. Harris’ subconscious mind, as needed.”
“Can Mr. Harris hear me?”
“Yes Mother, he can.” Damn fucking straight he can hear you. He can also beat the living crap out of you once he gets control of this body again and that’s a promise.
“Good. Four years ago, my husband Robert and daughter Alisha were killed in a drive-by shooting by a group affiliated with Raymond Hobbes.”
“That’s horrible Mother! I’m so sorry! Is there anything I can do?” There she goes again, talking without me.
“Thank you but, no Patricia, there’s nothing you can do … at least not yet.”
“How did it happen, Mother?”
“They had the wrong address. They were looking for a rival drug dealer and came to our house instead. The morons confused North 28th Street with South 28th Street.
“What happened to the murderers?” This should be good.
“Nothing.”
“How is that possible?” Money and influence, that’s how little girl.
“Everyone who was a witness was either bought off or scared off.” There’s that too. “There also was some vital evidence which disappeared from the police evidence room. Ultimately all charges were dropped and all of them eventually left the country. All of this thanks to Raymond Hobbes.”
“So … Mr. Hobbes didn’t actually kill anyone.” Ooooohhh, not the right thing to say, kid!
“No, he didn’t. He just made sure that the people who did kill my husband and beautiful, wonderful, daughter got away scott free. I can’t find them, and believe me, I’ve spent a lot of money with private detectives looking for them, but I can find him, and it is now time for him to pay.”
“How is he going to pay, Mother?”
“With your help and Mr. Harris’ help, we are going to bring him down, destroy his empire, and put him in jail for the rest of his life. I’d kill him if I could … but I don’t think … it’s just not … I’ve never …”
“I understand, but I don’t think Mr. Harris is likely to help, he’s very angry with you right now.” She can feel that?
“I’m not surprised. Mr. Harris seems to be angry most of the time, at one thing or another. Unfortunately, he is my best chance at getting justice for my murdered family, so I plan to prod and test him until he can do what is necessary to succeed.”
“And what is that?”
“He’s going to have to be able to open himself up to you and let you influence his thoughts and behavior willingly, yet still maintain control of his own capabilities.”
“That sounds difficult, Mother. Why not let me take care of it for you?” Yeah MOM, let little Patty do this for you.
I see her hand reach out towards my face and feel it touch my cheek with the palm. I try to pull back but can’t … though I thought I felt just a little bit of a flinch right before she touched me, maybe it’s my imagination.
“I know that you would try your best Patricia, but there is just too much of … you … at this setting. You are too young and innocent to accomplish this by yourself. As much as I hate to admit it, Daniel is right. We need Harris’ experience, his instincts, his guile, for our plan to work. So for us to succeed, I must succeed in persuading Mr. Harris to willingly behave like a teenage girl.”
“I’ll do what I can to help you, both of you, Mother. You know that, right?”
“Yes, I do.” She leans in closer, her hand still on my … our … cheek. “You don’t look anything like her, but when we talk … when you have someone else’s mind to work with … you’re so much like her.”
“How could I not be like her, you did most of the programming, didn’t you?”
“Thomas did the actual work but mostly at my direction. He had no idea what to do; he just knew how to do it. I still can’t believe that he added that … disgraceful, disgusting subroutine. I’ll get it removed as soon as possible Patricia.”
“Don’t bother. Who knows, I may need it some day.”
“Don’t say that!”
I hear myself giggling, then laughing. She’s got a nice laugh, surprisingly full and hearty for such a small person. I can also … feel the laugh, not just the physical sensations but there’s a sense of … lightness around me. I’m not happy, but I feel less pissed off. It’s probably that sob story Jessica told about her dead family.
Patty moves in towards Jessica, kisses her on the cheek, then primly settles back onto the couch. “I’m just kidding mother, you know I’m not that kind of girl. He’s ready to listen to you now. Just try to get along together, okay?”
“I’ll try if he will.” Jessica picks up the controller and pushes some buttons. Patricia fades away, leaving me back in charge. I look down at my hands, flexing my fingers and turning my wrists. I look up at … mom. Huh, must not be in total control. She looks back at me, her face tense, concerned, the remote still in her hand. “Are we going to have any trouble?”
I don’t answer right away. Taking a quick inventory, I feel like I’m back all the way, fully me, but I didn’t notice much difference when she had me at Twenty five Pink.
“Show me” I say.
She turns the controller so that I can see the display. It’s Forty Blue.
“All the way, then we talk.”
She hits a couple of more buttons and flips it in her hand so that I can read it. Fifty Blue. I honestly can’t say that I can tell the difference but I’m not telling her that. If I did, it would never be Fifty Blue again.
“Good. I’m sorry about your husband and kid. It had to be rough for you.”
“Rough? Rough?! Is that all you can say?”
“Hey! You promised her you’d try to get along. I’m trying here!”
“You heard that?”
“Of course I did … every word.” She looks embarrassed when I say that. “It’s not like I haven’t lost people too ya know. My Dad died of cancer and my Mom in a car accident. I’ve had partners killed too. Life’s a tough business, shit happens. You just gotta’ …”
“Don’t say I have to ‘move on’.”
“Okay. I won’t … but you do.”
“What do you know about grief? Pain? It’s expected that you’ll outlive your parents but not your child and not shot down in front of you.”
She didn’t mention that. Crap, no wonder she’s so screwed up. “Look, I can’t say I know how you feel cause I don’t and frankly, I hope I never know how you feel. But I can tell you that you can’t go into this thing hating your target.”
“What are you talking about?”
“I’m saying that when you go undercover to infiltrate some group, you can’t start out hating them because it’ll never work. You’re gonna spend weeks, months with these people day in, day out. If you hate them, they’ll know it. Sooner or later, you’ll slip. Doesn’t matter how good you are, you’ll slip. If they’re smart enough to catch it, you’re dead. End of story.”
“Are you saying you liked all the people you caught?”
“Yeah, most of them. Your average crook is just like you and me, they got parents, families, friends, kids, hobbies. Hell, some of them go to church, regularly confessing their sins, then go right back out and do it all over again.”
“That hardly seems admirable.”
“No, it’s not, but it’s human. Crooks are people too … just with a different sense of morality. When you’re undercover, you want them to be your pal, to trust you, talk to you, to tell you those secrets they haven’t told anybody else. They gotta like you … and you gotta like at least something about them. There was this guy, Benny, a stone cold killer. Benny had this really dry sense of humor, cracked me up all the time. I loved hanging out with the guy and he loved being with me because of all the laughing I did. By the time that job was done, he’d told me of at least fifteen guys he’d croaked on orders from … let’s say the target cause it hasn’t been that long ago. It damn near killed me to turn Benny in, but I did … damn near killed him too. He turned on the guy, went into witness relocation last I heard, but he never forgave me. And I don’t blame him, I wouldn’t either.”
“It was your job to catch these people, to bring them to justice.”
“Undercover work is dirty work and it’s not for everyone. You may find that sometime before we’re done, you may have to be friendly with Hobbes. If I’m gonna try to be his daughter’s friend, you may need to be his friend … or at least attend school events together.”
“That will never happen, besides, the daughter is the target.”
“Hobbes is the ultimate target and there is no way to predict how this will all work out in the end. You have to be ready for almost anything.” I lean forward, towards mothe … Jessica, forearms on my thighs. “It’s lonely, ugly work. The friends you make while under you’ll likely end up betraying and your friends on the force won’t trust you because you’ve been spent too much time with the enemy. The better you are at the job, the less the other cops trust you. They may seem like your best buddies and give you the occasional medal or award for a good job but, deep down, you make them uncomfortable because you’re doing something they couldn’t do, something they can’t understand. They’ll be happy as hell to use you … but you’re sure as hell not on their Christmas card list. You may be testing me but I’m also testing you. We don’t do this until we’re BOTH satisfied that the other can do the job.” I sit up and stick out my right hand. “Agreed?”
“Why is that necessary?”
I drop my hand. “Because if either of us fucks up, we’re both probably dead. I’m not gonna do this If I can’t trust you and your not gonna do it unless you trust me. We’re in this together, like it or not.”
“What about Thomas and Daniel?”
“If we go down, they’ll probably go down too, but we’re the ones taking the biggest risk, we’re the ones on the front line.”
“You mean you’re taking the biggest risk.”
“No, it’s the same for both of us; you’re just as far behind enemy lines as I am. My job may be tougher, but it’s both our asses on the line.” A thought suddenly occurs to me. “In fact, if all this works out right, you’ll be in worse shape than I will.”
“And how is that?”
“Because I go back to being an old man, win, lose or draw. You stay the same. If someone comes looking for a teenage girl to take vengeance on for ratting Hobbes out, I won’t be in there anymore. I’m back home in my rocking chair. You, on the other hand, don’t have that option. You’ll have to hide, maybe for a long time to come, even if this works, particularly if this works. Just cause Hobbes is in jail doesn’t mean he can’t get you … and he’ll have lots of time to think of ways to do it. In my case, he’ll be looking for the wrong person.”
“What if you have to testify in Court? He’ll know who you are then.”
“There’s no way Daniel will put me up on the stand in front of a jury. How the fuck does he explain it? This old guy you see before you pretended to be a teenage girl and these idiots bought it? No jury would believe how it was done. I’m in here and I’ve still got some doubts that it’s all a dream, ya know? I’ve got a sneaking suspicion that what we’re doing isn’t exactly kosher, from a legal stand point, but I think he’s figured out a way to still use the info we get. I’ll say this for Daniel Lipscomb, he’s not your usual Federal Department of Justice attorney, he’s got balls.”
“I’m not doing this unless we can get some usable evidence.”
“There’s no guarantee I’ll even get me foot through the front door. This is all a crap shoot. We may do everything perfectly and still have a dry hole.”
“Dry hole?”
“It’s an oil drilling term. You drill the hole but don’t find any oil. It’s another word for failure.”
“You seem to have taken a big risk Mr. Harris for such small chances for success.”
I smile at her. “Call me Patricia, or Patty if you like. You’re right, but I like the odds. If this works, I’m pretty sure we’ll find something that’ll make it worth our while. The whole idea is so fucking crazy, no one would ever think to make a plan to stop it from happening. It’s really brilliant.”
“If you can play your part, that is.”
“Yeah, that’s true, and I’m willing to try … if someone will just explain how the hell I’m supposed to do it! It’s not like I’ve got a lot of experience sharing a body with another … person, I guess. As far as I know, no one else has any experience either. If you’ve got an Owners Manual, I’ll be happy to read it.”
“Daniel said it should be easy, at least it was for him.”
“Well then, maybe we need to talk with him. Before we do, I want to get some ground rules established.”
“What kind of ground rules.”
“About that thing.” I point to the controller in her hand. She reflexively pulls it back towards herself.
“Such as?”
“I want some time every day at this setting, Fifty Blue. I’ll need at least an hour or so everyday to just be me. It can be at night or the morning, but I’ll need that time to get off the clock.”
“That sounds reasonable. Anything else?”
“Yeah. I want it to stay at Fifty Blue when I sleep. I don’t want any crazy shit sneaking into my head while I’m not awake to know it.”
“That shouldn’t be a problem, though I’m not sure what kind of protection that gives you. I’ve never discussed that particular issue with Thomas. Is that it?”
“No. One more thing, and this is the most important. No changing those settings without warning. I want a say in what’s going on up here.” I tap the side of my head with my right index finger.
“That may not be possible. Part of my responsibilities is to evaluate how you behave at different settings. If you know what those settings are, it my skew the data.”
She could be right about that. “Alright. I’ll give that one to you while we’re still testing, but once we start the actual job, no changes without notice.”
She reaches forward, offering me her hand. “That sounds acceptable.”
I take her hand in mine. Jeez! I can barely reach around her fingers. ”Deal. Partner.” We shake on it. “Let’s call Lipscomb.”
- * * *** * * * *** * * *
“I thought you said it wouldn’t be any problem, Daniel.”
“I did say that, Jessica. A man with Peter’s skill and training should have no problem tapping the resources available to him.”
“But you said that you did it yourself.”
“Well, to be technical Jessica, I said that I could feel the influence on my mind. I didn’t seek it out; it was more like an assault. Not particularly pleasant as I recall. It was everything I could do to keep from being overwhelmed. Thomas made some adjustments to the Cerebral Balancer and everything was fine, particularly at Fifty Blue.”
“How far did you go?”
“I believe I topped out at Thirty five Blue.”
“Daniel, you should have told me about this! This is vital information!”
“I’m sure that you and Peter can work all this out between the two of you. He has a very extraordinary record of achievement, quite impressive. How far did you go on the Balancer?”
“Fifty Pink, but that was just to prove a point. He operated at Twenty five Pink and was still subconsciously fighting me hammer and tong.”
“Really! Twenty five Pink! Are you sure the Balancer was working? Perhaps Thomas should …”
“I already had him check it out. Both mine and the back-up are performing as designed.”
“I’m afraid I can’t be of much help. Thirty Five Blue was my limit.”
“Peter will be very unhappy to hear this and frankly, I’m very disappointed in you Daniel. You can play lawyer all you want and weasel out of what you led me to believe but this is not a court room Daniel, this is a very dangerous game Patricia and I are about to start.”
“It is dangerous for all of us Jessica.”
“That may be true, but it is Patricia and I who will be at the pointy end of the stick, if something goes wrong, we’ll get it first. It’s not helpful if you’re not being completely forth coming.”
“I’m sorry if you think that I was intentionally misleading you. I was just expressing my confidence in Peter’s abilities. Is there anything else?”
No, there’s not. I’m not sure that I’d believe him even if there was. “No, not for the moment.”
“Make sure you keep me apprised of your progress. We need to move as quickly as possible.”
“We’ll move when I say she is good and ready, and not a moment sooner, you do remember that was our agreement?”
“Certainly Jessica, I defer to your expertise, I just wanted speed to be a factor in deciding how and when we start. Will that be a problem?”
“I have no idea now; we’ll be starting practically from scratch thanks to you. I’ll let you know. Good-bye”. I push the button on my cell phone terminating the call. Sometimes I miss the satisfaction of slamming down the receiver of an old style phone. It could be quite cathartic.
“What’d he say?” asks Patricia.
I turn to look at her hopeful face. I simply can’t call her a “he” or some other masculine name or pronoun. I know that Peter Harris is the dominant personality, at least at this setting, but her appearance and sound is all female. Once Peter joined her, Patricia became alive again, just as she had been with Daniel. The addition of another personality lets her become fully aware and functioning. It’s just extraordinary to see it happen. Too bad it’s a male personality.
“Not a great deal … and none of it good.”
“What’s that mean?”
“It seems that Daniel was not completely truthful, or at least completely clear about his time in the Construct.”
“Guess I’m not surprised, he is a lawyer after all. Where does that leave us?”
“Mostly on our own.”
“Fucking great.”
“It’s not quite that bad. I did learn a number of things from our past trial.”
“Such as?”
“Such as, if you saw the benefit of something, you accepted it quite quickly, like those high heeled shoes.”
“Wait a second, you said the control was at Thirty Pink or something like that when you had me try on those shoes. I’d never had done it if I’d had any say in it.”
“You had quite a lot of say in it. You were still arguing with me about it until you had a chance to experience life 3” further from the floor, then I could hardly stop you. Remember, you wanted boots with 5” heels.” He actually blushed when I reminded him about his acceptance of the heels. He would not react that way if his wearing of the heels were completely compulsory. There was some willing acceptance at one level or another.
“If you believe that something Patricia has, some knowledge, some insight, some influence, is helpful, you’re more willing to accept it. Tell me right now, no lying or playing macho games … will you wear heels again?”
“If I have to.”
“Is that all? Remember, this is important, I need the truth.”
She looked away from me, grimacing, then glanced back at me after a few seconds. “Alright, fine. I did enjoy wearing them. You have no idea what it’s like being so short! I mean, I’m only five feet tall for God’s sake.”
“You’re actually four feet ten inches.”
“That’s practically the same as five feet!”
“If you say so. Regardless, you saw the benefit of the heels and willingly wore them. You’re correct, it likely would not have happened at Fifty Blue, so we have one example of Patricia’s influence.”
“Okay, but you had to suggest it. How do I access her when I need her?”
She had a good point. I won’t always be around to prod her. We need to come up with some way for her to access more of Patricia’s side of the brain without pushing the Cerebral Balancer too far into the Pink.
“Have you ever tried meditation?”
- * * *** * * * *** * * *
I’m sitting on the floor in the spare bedroom at Jessica’s apartment, surrounded by all the things we bought while out shopping, the underwear, the dress, the shoes, everything. I can remember how I felt trying them all on, how I was first reluctant and then I gave in and actually started to feel comfortable. Not enjoying it, but it didn’t weird me out or anything. It’s weirding me out right now, remembering how it felt. It’s also weirding me out that I can look at all this stuff and think about wearing it again and it not bother me. I don’t need to wear the dress but, if I have to, that’s fine. Mom, crap, Jessica told me she’d leave the setting on Fifty Blue while I tried the meditation stuff, at least the first time.
I’ve been sitting here for at least an hour, just trying to clear my mind, but it’s hopeless. Every time, I keep coming back to the damn shoes. I actually liked wearing them, I still want to wear them. Is this permanent? When I go back to my old body, am I going to be a cross dresser? Lipscomb said I’d be able to go back and be right as rain but I know there have been changes in my mind, I can feel them. And it’s been less than a day. What happens after a week? Two weeks? A month? Six months? How much of me will be left? Someone knocks on my door.
“Yeah?”
“It’s me.”
I pop up off the floor, pushing my self into the air just by quickly flexing my thighs and back, then landing on my feet.
God Damn! I’d never have been able to do that in my old body, even when I was young. I didn’t even think about it, I just did it, easy as that. Was this what Thomas was talking about, the Lizard Brain? What other surprises are there?
I open the door. Mom’s standing there.
“Are you okay? I thought I heard something fall.”
“No, I was just sitting on the floor, trying to meditate.”
“You don’t have to sit on the ground, you can do it wherever you’re comfortable.”
“Doesn’t matter, it wasn’t working anyway. I couldn’t clear my head.”
“Well, it was just an idea. Meditation doesn’t come naturally; you need to practice, often for years.”
“We haven’t got years.”
“I know, I said it was just an idea. It’s late, why don’t you go to bed, get some rest, and we’ll start fresh tomorrow? It’s been a busy day.”
“You’re telling me.” I sigh. “Yeah, sleep sounds good.”
“There’s a nightshirt in the bottom drawer of the dresser next to the bed. You’re welcome to use it until we buy you something better.”
Like a black silk negligee? “That’s fine, I’ll see you in the morning. Is it still set on Fifty Blue?”
“Yes, just as we agreed. Goodnight Patricia.”
“Goodnight … Mother.” She smiled when I said that. She’s got a nice smile. Wonder why I never noticed it. Probably because she doesn’t smile much. She closed the door and I stripped off my clothes, hanging them on the chair at the foot of the bed. When I pull the nightshirt from the drawer, it’s clear that it’s too large. Better get used to that kind of thing. After dropping it over my head, I climb into bed, pulling the covers around me. It only takes a couple of minutes for me to fall asleep.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Yo! Chucky! Wake up dumbass!”
Startled, my eyes fly open. I’m sitting in a car, parked outside a warehouse. It’s the dead of night. It takes a couple of seconds for me to recognize where I am. Outside the old Beezo Company warehouse down by the docks. Except it doesn’t look so old. It looks like it did … thirty years ago. I‘m sitting next to Tommy Flannigan in the cab of an old panel van. This is the first solo undercover job I ever did. What the hell is going on?
“Come on Chucky my boy” he says as he opens the driver side door. “We can’t keep our friends with the guns waiting, they might get nervous … which would be bad for us all.”
He looks just like I remember him, a big, red-headed mick, large head, thick neck and hands that could crush walnuts. We’re here to buy guns for the IRA in Northern Ireland … at least that’s what we were doing thirty years ago. What the fuck are we doing today?
I look around, there’s only the two of us at the dock. There’s also a couple dozen cops in the warehouse next door, ready to spring into action when I give the high sign. The wire is digging into my crotch. The plan is that we go into the Beezo warehouse, meet the sellers, do a little business, the money changes hands, I say the code word “crackerjack”, the troops come storming in and arrest everybody. We catch an IRA gun runner and his U.S. organization, his U.S. donors, the scum bags selling the guns, plus confiscate a lot of money and firepower. At least that was the plan back then. Things didn’t work out so well.
Tommy shuts his door and quickly walks to the loading dock, leaving me trailing behind. I leap out of the passenger side of the cab and hurry to catch up but he’s already jumped up on the dock by the time I reach him.
“Hold up Tommy!” I hiss.
“Now don’t you be having second thoughts, Chucky. We need to do this now. I can feel the long arms of John law drawing closer. We got a tight schedule and I mean to keep it.”
He strolls through the open bay door onto the warehouse floor. It’s too late for me to stop him now. I jump up onto the loading dock and follow him.
There’s four other guys on the floor, along with a panel truck like ours. There’s also two guys up on the walkway above us, armed with AK 47’s. I didn’t know about them last time until too late. Unfortunately, neither Tommy nor I are packing … his idea, didn’t want to scare the sellers. The biggest of the bunch approaches us and Tommy just smiles and raises his arms, waiting for the inevitable pat down. The guy does a quick, half-assed job, looking for weapons. After he finishes with Tommy, he moves over to me. I also raise my arms, holding them straight out from my shoulders. He does the same search on my, luckily spending little time on my crotch, missing the wire.
I’ve found that one guy rarely gives another guys’ junk a thorough search.
He grunts when he’s done with me and motions for us to come in. Tommy’s all smiles and Irish friendship. He was one of the nicest criminals I ever met. We worked together for months before this night. I was trying to think of some way to stop this deal and get us both out of there alive but he was moving too fast. He’d already handed over the money and the sellers were quickly unloading the crates from the back of the van. Tommy slides up next to me and slaps me on the back.
“Aren’t they a crackerjack bunch of lads, Chucky?”
I forgot. That’s what happened last time. He said the code word and the team moved too early. We wanted everybody back in the van, not spread out on the floor. The other cops come streaming in, ordering everybody to drop their guns.
Yeah. Right. The sellers start firing wildly, including the two idiots on the catwalks. The cops shoot at anything that moves. I immediately dive for cover behind a stack of boxes but catch a round in the leg. Tommy’s ducked behind a fork truck, about thirty feet from me.
“Are you alright Chucky?” he shouts above the gunfire.
“No! I’ve been hit!”
“Is it bad? We’ve got to get out of here my boy!”
“No, I’m okay. You …” just then, one of the cops runs over to me, grabs me by the collar of my coat and starts to drag me back to their lines.
“Come on Sergeant Harris! Let’s go!”
A really brave thing to do, unfortunately, he broke my cover.
I could see Tommy’s face as I was being pulled away. He knew that I was the one who had betrayed him. He quickly looked around and found a .45 that had been dropped by one of the sellers who had been shot. He crouched behind the fork truck and fired at me. He hit the cop pulling me, who dropped to the ground, letting go of me. Tommy fired a second time, missing but the action stayed open, he was out of ammo. Dropping the gun, he charged out from behind the fork truck, red faced, screaming profanities at me.
Reaching around the downed cop, I managed to find the pistol in his leg holster, pull it, roll over onto my back and fire at Tommy.
His head exploded.
* * *** * * * *** * * *
I sat up in the bed, breathing rapidly, the nightshirt cold and clammy from my sweat. There was a pounding at the door.
“Patricia! Patricia! Are you alright?! Patricia!”
“I’m okay, I’m okay. Hang on a minute.”
I wait a few seconds until I can calm my breathing, then carefully get out of bed. My legs are a little shaky, so I wait until I’m sure I won’t fall on my ass then go to the door and unlock it. Mom throws it open, bends down and hugs me.
“What was wrong? You were screaming about killing someone. You had me scared to death!”
“It was just a dream … nothing serious.” I start to push her away, then stop. I actually do feel better, safer, with her holding me like this. She pulls back a little so that she can see my face in the light from the hallway.
“Do you want some warm milk? Hot chocolate?”
“No, I’m … I’m … uuuhhhh … yeah … hot chocolate would be okay.”
She lets me go but keeps a grip on my right hand, leading me into the kitchen and onto a chair, only letting go when I’m settled into the chair. She opens the fridge and takes out the milk.
“What happened? Did you have a nightmare?”
“No … it was just a dream … nothing serious.”
She walks over to me, placing her hand on my shoulder. “Honey, you need to tell me the truth. This could be related to the transfer. I need to know everything.”
I take a deep breath, then sigh. “Fine. Yeah it was a nightmare, a really vivid one.”
“What was it about?”
“It was one of my first long term, deep undercover jobs. The Irish Republican Army gun runners sting. We were just getting ready to spring the trap and everything went to hell. I couldn’t stop it, even though I knew exactly what was going wrong. I tried to call it off, warn Tommy, but no matter what I did, everything happened just like it did thirty years ago. Tommy died.”
“Was Tommy your partner?”
“No, he was the IRA man.”
“So why were you trying to stop it? Wasn’t that what your objective was?”
“NO! We wanted to catch them, not kill them! Catching Tommy was bad enough, but shooting him … he had a wife and two kids ya know … really cute kids … and he loved them all so much.”
“Apparently not enough to stop being a criminal.”
“It’s not like that. That’s all Tommy knew, it was his life. He’d been in the IRA since he was just a kid. His Dad before him and his grandfather before that, though it wasn’t the IRA back then. Either way, the family had a history. Tommy was a good guy, loyal, friendly, generous …”
“Terrorist.”
“One man’s freedom fighter is another man’s terrorist.”
“Surely you didn’t approve of what he did?”
“No … but I understood it. I was still ready to bring him in … but not kill him.”
She sits down next to me. “OH MY! You didn’t say that you …”
“Shot him in the head? Yeah, I sure as hell did. It was him or me. The Board said it was a clean shooting … even gave me a medal, though it wasn’t a public ceremony, naturally.”
“Why not a public ceremony?”
“Cause I was staying undercover.”
“Of course.”
“That was the first time I’d ever shot anyone, and it had to be Tommy, of all people. I’d been to his house, ate dinner with his family for God’s sake! We used to go out drinking and close the bar down!” I start to cry.
It had been years since I’d thought of that night and, even then, hadn’t cried about it. Now, I couldn’t stop bawling. Mom slides her chair next to mine, reaches over and hugs me.
“That’s okay sweetie, that’s okay. Let it all out.”
It takes me at least three minutes to get control again, Mom gently rocking me the whole time. She lets go when I’m down to sniffling.
“Do you often have nightmares about it?”
“No, that’s the weird part. I haven’t thought about it for years … well I’ve thought about it but it’s not been a problem or anything. And I don’t usually have nightmares … at least if I do, I don’t remember them.”
She stands up and walks over to the stove. “We’ll speak to Thomas about it in the morning; we’re scheduled for a check up anyway. For now, we’ll have that hot chocolate and see if that helps.”
“Thanks, that’ll be good … particularly if you’ve got a shot of bourbon to go with it.”
She turns towards me, smiling and shaking here finger. “No alcohol for you, young lady.”
“Awwww Mom.”
CHAPTER EIGHT
Matthews is hovering over me with some strange device while I’m stretched out flat on an examination table. Mom’s sitting in a chair against the wall. Lipscomb’s not here today, he’s got some kind of meeting at the office. He told Mom that he’s maintaining his regular schedule to avoid any suspicion, which is a good idea. The man covers his bases.
So, why do I feel relieved that he’s not here? I mostly like the guy, a bit of a golden boy for my tastes but he works hard. He’s easily the most aggressive prosecutor I’ve ever run into, which is a point in his favor, and he’s willing to do what it takes to get this job done, which is about ten points in his favor. However, since the transfer, I feel … uneasy … around him. I can’t put my finger on it and there’s nothing I can think that he did or said to explain it, but there’s just this tiny, little, feeling in the back of my mind. It’s probably nothing, part of the adjustment process. Matthews puts his mechanical thingy down.
“Everything checks out one hundred percent, even better than Daniel at this point. How do you feel?”
“Fine, fine, no problems.”
“Now don’t say that, Patricia. Tell him about the dreams.”
“You call him Patricia?”
“I call her Patricia because that is her name. We need to stay in character at all times.”
Matthews turns to me. “What do you call her?”
“Mother or Mom, what else?”
He smiles at that. “Very interesting, though not as interesting as your dreams eh?”
“You knew about that and didn’t warn me?”
“I thought that I’d let it be an enjoyable surprise side effect.”
“Enjoyable?” said Mom. “Patricia had the most horrible nightmare last night.”
“Actually, there were three.” I said. “I had two more after going back to bed. They weren’t as bad as the first, but they were bad enough.”
“Oh Patricia, why didn’t you wake me?”
“What were you going to do about it? You needed your sleep and I knew we were coming here today.”
“I don’t understand,” said Matthews. “Daniel never had nightmares. His dreams were all positive, reliving some of his most erotic experiences, in great detail if he is to be believed.”
“Wonderful. I get sleepless nights full of terror and Golden Boy gets porn. How long does this last?”
“I can’t be certain. Daniel is still having them, though not as frequently, and his transfer was over three months ago. And they weren’t the troublesome dreams you’re having. There’s no sufficiently large enough statistical sample for me to examine.”
“Great. Do you know why this is happening to me?”
“It is just a theory. When your mind and memories were transferred, everything was swept up and moved. Daniel described the effect as a whirlwind.”
“That’s about right.”
“Good. So, all these buried memories have been stirred up and moved and now they are just floating around in your mind. Eventually, they should all settle down, like the snow in a snow globe, and they will become buried again.”
“How long will that take?” asks Mom.
“No way to be certain. It’s not a side effect that I was expecting and, as I said, I only have a theory.”
“What’s your theory as to why I get the bad stuff and he gets the good stuff?”
“I don’t have one … maybe he’s had more enjoyable sexual experiences than you.”
I’d certainly bet a dollar on that. “Is there anything you can give me?”
“Hold on Honey,” said Mom. “We don’t want to use drugs unless absolutely necessary.”
“You don’t want to use drugs, I’ll take whatever works.”
“We haven’t given mediation a fair shake yet.”
“Mediation should be good” said Matthews. “It will help settle things down in your mind.”
“And you know this how?” I ask.
“Well … I don’t for certain, though it is logical, assuming mediation does anything at all. This is all experimental Peter, there are no guarantees. Testing can give certain indications and logical assumptions can be made from those results but there is always the possibility of surprises. So far, everything is proceeding as the theoretical model predicts. How a particular person adapts to the transfer depends on their individual capacities. Daniels’ are different from yours, not better, not worse, just different. I agree with … your mother, drugs should be avoided for now, their effects are … unpredictable … at this time. My suggestion is that you continue to prepare for the assignment and I’ll continue to monitor your condition.”
That’s the most he’s ever said to me since we first met. Guess he’s right. If I’m not pulling the plug then might as well keep working on my cover. Maybe I’ll get lucky and tap some of those porno dreams.
Matthews loosens the straps around my wrists and ankles. I pull my limbs free, sit up and hop off the table, landing lightly on my feet. These physical moves are coming more naturally every day. I sure as hell don’t miss the pain. That reminds me.
“How’s my body doing?”
“You mean the old body?”
“Of course. Can I see it?”
“Certainly.” He walks over to a side door and opens it. “Come this way.” He walks through and I follow him.
There I am, laying on an inflatable mattress in a large hospital bed, a feeding tube connected to my stomach and a catheter in my dick. I’m bigger than I remember … and older, a lot older. I lean in closer to my face. My eyes are open but dull looking. I move my hand back and forth over the eyes. The pupils react to the change in light but that’s all, no movement, no reaction.
“Is this normal?”
“Yes, keeping in mind all that I said before about the transfer. Everything is as expected and predicted.”
“You take care of it Matthews. It may not be much but it’s all I got.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I keep a watchful eye on Patricia as we leave the lab. It’s clear that she’s still extremely uncomfortable about being out in public. She was much more comfortable when we went shopping and the Cerebral Balancer was set on the lower and middle Pink numbers. It is possible that the shopping distracted her or maybe there was more to it than that.
When you grow up as a woman, you learn how to deal with the possibility of physical injury or assault by men. It becomes second nature to be aware of your surroundings and keep your options open. Patricia was thrust into that situation without the benefit of those years of learning. I must admit that there is a little perverse satisfaction in seeing a man put in that position but Peter was a police officer, one of the good guys, at least relatively speaking, and he’s doing this to help me. We can’t make progress on any other issues until we deal with this personal security problem. It’s possible that her comfort at the lower and middle Pink settings resulted from her subconsciously adopting these standard female safety behaviors. If I can give her some positive experiences in self-protection, she might gain enough confidence to move onto other areas.
I look over at her in the passenger seat. She’s practically cowering, shoulders and arms pulled close to her body.
“How are you feeling, Patricia?”
“I’m fine, just peachy keen.”
“Glad to hear it. I thought that you might still be worried about the safety thing, being such a small girl and all.”
“No … no … that’s not a problem. I’m okay with that … it’s no big deal.”
“I was just thinking that if you still had a problem, that you might want to take a self-defense class.”
“What kind of self-defense class?”
“I read in the newspaper that the local police are offering a three part self-defense program specifically for women. The first class is Saturday.”
“Yeah, I forgot about that.” She visibly relaxes in her seat. “They’ve been doing that for years. Lots of women take them.”
“Are you interested?”
“Well … it might be interesting, you know, to see something like that from a woman’s perspective. Not that I need it or anything.”
“No, certainly not.”
“I know how to handle myself, I’ve been in plenty of fights.”
“I’m sure you have. But it is probably good to get some practice, after all, you were retired.”
“Exactly! Practice! That’s all I need! A few rounds and I’ll be right as rain.”
“Then it’s settled. Saturday, we both take the course.”
“You’ll be there?”
“I’m sure that I can learn a thing or two myself. It’s best to be prepared.” I reach over and pat her arm.
“Thanks, Mom.”
I can hear the relief in her voice.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We had gone shopping a couple of times before the end of the week without much success. Patricia could not get into the right attitude until the setting was well into the Pink range. There is much too much Peter at the other settings and he refuses to let Patricia out, either that or he doesn’t know how to access her at the higher settings. We’ve continued the meditation and she has gotten a little better but it hasn’t helped the integration or the nightmares, at least not yet. It has been only five days since the transfer and we are moving into new territory, Daniel having been in only three days.
Thomas approved of the self-defense class, he was certain that Patricia was physically capable of participating. He also said that it would be a good program test. I didn’t have time to ask him what he meant by that as we were running late and Patricia did not want to be the last person there.
When we arrived at the site, it was a local grade school. They had an old gym attached to the school. We were instructed to wear sweats and tennis shoes. I had some old gray sweats and Patricia was wearing a blue outfit. The top was a little low cut for my taste so I insisted she wear a t-shirt underneath. There were about fifteen other women milling around the gym when we arrived, gathered in groups of three or four. They were of various ages, but we seemed to be the only mother/daughter pair, with Patricia clearly the youngest and smallest one of the group.
By the time the trainer called us all together, there were a total of twenty five women in the gym. There was a male trainer and another man in a heavily padded suit, including some kind of padded head gear. His hands and feet were free but the suit had padding sewn into the forearms, elbows, upper arms, shoulders, chest, thighs, knees and lower legs. He looked pretty well protected.
Patricia and I had discussed this, including my theory that she was at least subconsciously accessing the female coping techniques for self protection when the Cerebral Balancer was set in the lower Blue range. She had agreed to at least start the class at Blue 15.
The instructor clapped his hands, the sound echoing around the old gym. “Ladies. I am Officer Bill Simmons and this is Sergeant Nathan Tinker. We’re with the Dade County Police Department, city of Miami and are here to help you all learn various ways to defend yourselves should the need arise. It is best to avoid physical confrontations when ever possible. Run away to live another day is always the first choice. The second choice is to give the assailant what he or she wants. Your wallet or purse isn’t worth your life. Ninety nine times out of a hundred, you give them what they want and they’re gone in less than a minute. You call us, give us the facts and we take it from there. This class is about that one time out of a hundred.”
He strolls to the middle of the gym, talking as he walks. “It is extremely unlikely that any of you ladies will ever need to use the lessons you will learn in the next three weeks, however many of our past participants tell us that these classes gave them peace of mind and confidence. We plan to teach you just a few, simple techniques, things that you can practice at home until they become second nature. With additional practice, you can string two or three together, which can be quite effective but usually that won’t be necessary. Once most assailants discover that their prospective victim can defend herself, they move off, looking for an easier target. Now if you would all gather around the mat here, we’ll start the class.”
He’s standing on a large rectangular nylon mat, about 2” thick. The other man joins him, waddling slightly as he walks.
“I need a volunteer for the first demonstration. Sergeant Tinker is going to do a classic attack. He’s a trained instructor and is not going to hurt anyone and, as you see, it will be very difficult for you to hurt him.”
Tinker punches himself in the head and smiles. Most everyone laughs, some nervously. Patricia is silent.
“Any one want to volunteer? Anybody?” No one moves a muscle. Officer Simmons moved into the crowd. “I promise, we’ll take it easy. How about you young lady?” He’s pointing directly at Patricia. Everyone near by moves slightly away from her, including me. I feel guilty almost immediately but it’s too late, Simmons is standing right next to her in seconds. “Would you give us a hand? Everyone will get a chance before we’re done today, you’d just be the first. How about it?”
I can tell she wants to say no but she straightens up, sticks out her chin and throws her shoulders back. “Okay. Let’s do this.” She follows him back to the mat.
Both officers dwarf her. They are both over 6’ tall, with Tinker looking enormous due to the padded suit. Simmons positions Patricia about 5’ in front of Tinker.
“Now, he’s going to try to grab you. You do what ever you want to fight him off. Remember, you can’t hurt him so fight as hard as you can.” He steps back away from them. “On the count of three. One … two … three.”
Tinker lunges at her, quickly grabbing her right arm and dragging her into his body. She’s struggling and kicking but he easily picks her up and wraps his arms around her, across her chest. It may just be my imagination or all the pads, but I’d swear that he’s coping a feel. Patricia is starting to panic. Just then Simmons steps in.
“Okay. I think everyone saw that the young lady was at a distinct disadvantage this time but we can teach you some things to level the playing field. Let her go Sergeant Tinker.”
Tinker gives one final squeeze and drops Patricia to the ground. She quickly scoots away, then turns to face him, breathing hard. She looks scared, angry, humiliated and defiant, all at once. There are also tears in her eyes. The women around me are angry … so am I, but it has to happen, she’s got to get past this. Simmons steps in front of her and drops to one knee.
“What’s your name, Honey?”
That’s just a little too familiar.
“Patricia.”
“Well Patty, next time, when he reaches for you, block his arm, like this.” He extends his right arm, bent slightly at the elbow, then flings it hard to the right. “Just like that.” He repeats the motion. “Got it?” She nods her head. He gets back to his feet and Tinker moves back into position. “On three. One … two … three.”
Tinker lunges again and Patricia does exactly what Simmons showed her to do. It made no difference. Tinker has her wrapped up again and this time, everyone in the room sees him squeeze her left breast.
That’s when all hell broke loose.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I forgot that the standard procedure is to take the weakest person in the room and use them as the first example. If you can get them to do it right, then everybody else gets confident. They know if that old lady or that little kid can do it, then I sure as hell can.
I was the little kid.
No matter what I did, it didn’t slow Tinker down. The son of a bitch actual picked me up! Then he rubbed his crotch against my ass and cupped both my boobs. It was quick and maybe accidental, that he was just shifting me in his arms.
But I heard him chuckle when he did it.
When he let me down, I was so angry and frustrated, it was all I could do to not run from the room, but I wouldn’t give the bastard the satisfaction.
I was actually happy when Simmons gave me another shot at him. We never received true self-defense training at the academy. It all revolved around the equipment, guns, tasers and batons. If I had a baton, I’d show this jerk a few tricks. Unfortunately, I’m stuck with this weak, girly body.
The blocking maneuver Simmons shows me isn’t likely to work, I haven’t got enough body mass for it to make much difference, not if Tinker really wants to get me. I’m willing to give it a shot though.
Just before Simmons says “three”, I can see it in Tinker’s eyes. He’s enjoying this, manhandling women, particularly young ones. This blocking thing isn’t going to stop him. I hit his arm as hard as I can when he reaches for me but it barely moves. I twist and struggle but he’s got me wrapped up again in seconds. This time he doesn’t pick me up but he definitely gets a handful of my left breast. I desperately search for something to do, then it all becomes clear in my mind.
It’s so simple.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
She squats, then drives upward, striking Tinker in the face with the top of her head. The padded helmet takes most of the blow but he looses his grip on her. Once free, she springs up into the air, then rotates over one hundred eighty degrees, wrapping her legs around his neck and pulling him forward, flipping him onto his back with a resounding thud. He reaches up to grab her but she’s already released him, taking a defensive stance just to his right.
As he starts to stand up, she attacks, driving her foot into the side of his right knee, breaking it with a sickening crack, followed quickly by a blood curdling scream and a string of profanities.
“OOOOHHH YOU COCK SUCKING LITTLE BITCH!! YOU BROKE MY GOD DAMN KNEE! I’M GONNA WRING YOUR FUCKING NECK WHEN I GET MY HANDS…”
She shut him up with a single, accurate, vicious punch to the neck, one of the few areas not protected by his padded suit. He collapsed on the mat, unconscious.
The room is dead silent for a few seconds, then the crowd of women begin to applaud and whoop.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The whole thing happened like I was on autopilot. One move flowed smoothly into the next. And I was fast! Faster than I can ever recall. No, it was quick, not fast! As soon as I saw an opening, I took it, practically instantaneously.
It takes a second or two for it to sink in. I just likely broke the knee of and punched out a cop. A cop who molested me, but a cop none the less. It’d be a good idea to get the hell out of here. Simmons is busy examining Tinker and the other women are starting to gather around, checking out my handiwork, so now’s as good a time as any. There’s no way I’m sneaking out, better just make a break for it. Someone grabs my shoulder and spins me around.
“Are you okay?” It’s Mom.
“Yeah. Look, we need to get out of here, right now.”
“Agreed. What was all that?”
“You didn’t program that stuff?”
“No, I’m against violence.”
“Oh great, another surprise. Did you give anybody our names?”
“There was a sign up sheet by the door.”
“You get our stuff, I’ll get that sheet and meet you at the car.”
Mom runs towards the bleachers where we had dropped our purses. I turn around to get my bearings and find the front door. Another woman comes up to me.
“That was so awesome! We aaall saw what that guy did to you, grabbing your boob like that. You just kicked his ass and good! What are you doing in this class? I mean, it’s not like you need it or anything, obviously. Are you a plant? That was just so cool. Are you going to teach us how to do that stuff?”
“Uhhh no. It’s all a misunderstanding. Look, I need to go, my Mom’s waiting for me and you know how mothers get when you’re late.”
“Oh … sure, I understand. Great job though!”
“Thanks.”
“See you next week.”
“Yeah. Next week.”
I run off before anybody else corrals me. The sign up sheet is on a clipboard hanging by the door. I take the list and the next three blank pages behind the list, then scoot out the door. Mom pulls up just as I run out. Quickly opening the door, I hop in, then slam the door shut behind me.
“I thought I said to meet me at the car.”
“I decided this was faster.”
“It probably is but you don’t change a plan midstream without telling everybody. If I hadn’t been stopped by this lady and held up for a few seconds, I could be in the parking lot right now, looking for you.”
“We’ll talk about this later, let’s just get home for now.”
“Fine by me. We gotta call Matthews about this.”
“He’s the only one who could have added …”
“Kung fu.”
“Whatever, to the data base.”
“If he did, he’s getting a big kiss from me.”
CHAPTER NINE
Mom hung up the phone. “Well, he said it was a resounding success.”
She sits down at the kitchen table opposite of me. I’m having my current drink of choice, skim milk. It’s either that or water, mother doesn’t approve of soft drinks.
“So he admitted that he was the one who did it?”
“Oh yes, he was quite proud of it. Thomas said that it was only logical to assume that someone in the criminal justice system should know how to defend themselves in all situations. In fact, he was surprised that it wasn’t part of your basic training to begin with. He assumed that he was just enhancing an already existing skill set.”
“How ‘enhanced’ am I?”
“He said that he programmed every existing form of martial arts that he could find.”
“DAMN!”
“Oh that’s not all! There are six different languages, PHD level science and math, four musical instruments, the list goes on.”
“So … I’m a genius?”
“Hardly. You have an incredible amount of data stored in your head, but it’s just facts and figures. Just like the behavior routines I created, you need to find a way to access and use that information. Genius is more like the inventive ways a person uses facts and figures to create new and different things. A computer can have all that information stored in its memory but no one calls a computer a genius.”
“But it’s not a bad way to start high school.”
“No, not at all, as long as you know how to get to it. Which of course raises the question, how did you know what to do today?”
“I don’t know, I was just trying to think of something I could do to get the jerk off me.”
“Clearly, you were emotionally upset and frustrated, also angry about the fact that he was … fondling you.”
“You saw that?”
“Everyone saw it. I can’t imagine why he did that in front of the whole class. Didn’t he think a group of women would see exactly what he did?”
“He may not have cared. For some of the guys, that kind of program is an excuse to feel up women. It’s easy to explain away as accidental contact when you’re trying to recreate or demonstrate a physical struggle. Not everyone gets the full touchy feely treatment, just the choice pieces of ass, which clearly I am.”
“That’s just terrible!”
“Hey, you’re a choice piece too! I didn’t mean that you weren’t …”
“That’s not what I meant! It’s terrible to use vulnerable women that way!”
“OH Yeah! Sure! I agree completely!”
“I believe you, particularly because you didn’t stop with simply escaping.”
“What?”
“You escaped after the first move. It could have stopped there, but you turned and attacked. Not just attacked but with ruthless efficiency. You disabled a much larger person in just three incredibly fast moves and one of those was intended to inflict pain more than anything else.”
I had to smile. “Yeah, but it kept him on the ground.”
“I’m not saying it didn’t, and frankly, I likely would have done the same thing if I’d been in your position, but the question remains, how did you know what to do?”
“I was still pretty pissed off.”
“But you’ve been angry before and nothing happened.”
“I don’t know, all I can say is that I really wanted the information and it was there.”
“Do you still have it?”
“What do you mean?”
“Do you have that knowledge accessible right now, could you attack me?”
“I guess I could but I won’t.”
“Fair enough … on second thought, that’s probably a bad idea.” She sits there thinking a moment or two. “Okay, how about this, could you escape if I was holding you?”
“Look, I don’t know but I really don’t want to hurt you.”
She stands up. “Which means you probably won’t. I’m willing to take the chance to find out. Let’s go to the living room.” She walks out the door.
“Mom! Wait! Mom?” I reluctantly follow her. When I catch up, she’s already moved some of the furniture around, creating space in the middle of the room.
“All right. I’ll grab you and you try to escape.”
“This is crazy! You saw what I did to that guy, I could hurt you, or worse.”
She reaches out, touching my shoulder. “Patricia, this is important. It may be the breakthrough we’ve been looking for. We need to explore this. I trust you … I know that you won’t hurt me. Just a few, simple tests and we’ll stop, I promise.”
“Okay.” I sigh. She smiles at me. It’s always nice to see her smile.
“Good. First, I’ll re-set the Balancer to Blue 15, the setting earlier today.” She retrieved the balancer from her purse and changed the setting. I never feel it move inside my head but I have been able to notice some changes after it moves. This time I don’t notice any. She returned to the center of the room.
“All right. You stand right here.” She spun me around, facing away from her. “I’ll get behind you and grab you like this.” She wrapped both her arms around my chest, just below my breasts. “When I say go, you try to get away, got it?”
“Got it.”
“Okay … ready … set … you know that I trust you not to hurt me, right?”
I can hear the nervousness in her voice. “I know.”
“Good. Here we go. Ready … set … go!”
She pulls me tightly across the chest but both of my arms are free at the elbow. I easily reach up with my right hand, grab her right hand and bend it back at the wrist, breaking her hold on me.
“OW OW OW OWWW Okay OKAY OKAYYY. I’d say the access is still there. I’ll re-set to Blue Fifty and we’ll try again.”
Same results, though this time I use my left hand. She’s rubbing her left wrist, grimacing. “This is good. This is good. All right, this time, cross your arms in front of your chest and I’ll grab you like this.” She again wraps her arms around me but with my arms up and crossed, my hands aren’t free. “Ready … set … go!”
I twist and turn but she hangs on. I remember how I broke Tinker’s hold but she’s not wearing a padded helmet, I’d break at least her nose with that move. I’ve got nothing new to try so I just struggle for a few seconds, then she lets me go and steps back. I turn to face her. She’s rubbing her left wrist again but smiling.
“Very good! Very, very good! Thank you, Patricia!”
“Are you okay? I didn’t mean to hurt …”
“I’m fine dear! It’s already feeling better. We’ve learned so much today!”
“What did we learn?”
“Well, this is subject to further testing you understand, but it appears that once you establish a connection to new knowledge, that connection remains in place, except at the extreme settings on the Balancer, which practically isolates the two personalities. You also retain previously accessed information at the extreme settings but can’t acquire new information.”
“And that’s good news?”
“Very good news! I can work with this. Just give me a few weeks and we’ll have you ready for Mr. Hobbes in plenty of time to start the school year.”
“Speaking of further testing, there’s something I want to try.”
“What’s that, dear?”
“Let me try it first.”
“Certainly. What do I need to do?”
“Get a dollar bill from your purse.”
“Does it matter what the Balancer is set on?”
“Probably not. Leave it at Fifty for now.”
She goes over to her purse, takes out her wallet and removes a twenty, fresh from the cash machine. “Now what?”
“Hold it on the short side hanging straight down.” I put my right hand out with my thumb and forefinger about an inch apart, then slide them to the bottom of the dangling twenty, the bill suspended between my separated digits. “Whenever you’re ready, let go of the bill.”
“Should I count down?”
“No, don’t let me know when you’re going to do it, surprise me.”
“All right.”
She waits a couple of seconds, then drops the bill. I pinch it before it drops two inches.
I’m stunned. “Try it again.”
“What does this prove?”
“I’ll explain, try it again.”
The second time it drops only about an inch and a half.
Fucking amazing!
“Okay, this time, I’m gonna close my eyes and you tell me when you drop it.”
“I really don’t see what this is supposed to prove. It seems to be some kind of magic trick or something.”
“It’s a trick alright, but humor me, one last time.”
“If you say so.”
I position my fingers on either side of the bill, close my eyes and hold my breath. All I hear is the hum of the air conditioner.
“Are you ready?” she asks.
“Yes.”
She doesn’t say anything for a few seconds. “Go!”
I pinch and open my eyes. I caught it in the middle. I have to sit down.
“Patricia, what is all this about?”
“You remember when you said that I hit that cop really fast. It wasn’t fast, it was quick.”
“What’s the difference?”
“Quick is who moves first, the fastest reflexes. Over a short distance, it’s hard to tell them apart. In a race, the quick guy starts first but a fast guy can run him down before the finish line. The longer the race, the less advantage to the quick guy. But in a fight, the quick guy always has the advantage.”
“So what does this have to do with catching a falling twenty dollar bill?”
“It’s an old bar bet, a sucker bet actually. You play it for money or drinks. If you catch it before it passes your fingers, you win. You can’t chase it; you have to leave your hand just where it is.”
“And you apparently won three times.”
“But you can’t win, it’s a sucker bet. The human nervous system is too slow. There is no way for a person to see the bill drop and then pinch his fingers together before it’s too late.”
“But you did it three times.”
“I know. I thought that maybe I was picking up subconscious clues of some kind, tendon’s flexing, fingers twitching, something that was tipping me off and giving me a head start. That’s why I did it verbally the last time. I still won.”
“This all proves what exactly?”
“That I’m quicker than any human ever born … by far.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It was such a relief when she didn’t seriously hurt me. Having my hand bent back to my arm was bad enough, but after seeing her deal with that police officer, it’s clear that it could have been so much worse.
I can’t imagine what Thomas was thinking of when he added all of that information to the data list! Concert pianist! Gourmet chef! Was he insane? None of this helps the situation at all. And the martial arts! I wanted Patricia to come to terms with her physical vulnerabilities like most young women do. There is nothing wrong with a little self-confidence when faced with a threatening situation but she is way beyond that point.
I need to speak with Daniel about this as soon as possible. All of this additional knowledge that is free for the asking could complicate matters. Severely.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“I don’t understand what the problem is.”
Lipscomb frowns at me. “The problem, Thomas, is that you have added a number of variables to the equation, variables that were not part of our plan.”
Lipscomb, the patronizing poofta! I wouldn’t even be here if he didn’t have me over a barrel, trapped by my thirst for knowledge to benefit mankind!
The girl was practically dead when I got her! She was of no use to anyone! One foot in an unmarked paupers’ grave before I pulled her out. Did anyone thank me for that? No! Instead, I am threatened with prison! Simply because I failed to follow some technicalities concerning paperwork and consents. The opportunity presented itself and I merely took advantage. Any logical scientist would have done the same. The potential benefit clearly outweighed any theoretical harm.
And look how she turned out! If they had left her with me, I’d be halfway to my Nobel Prize by now. Admittedly, I was making very little progress until the consciousness transfer … but that was also my idea!
Lipscomb’s money has been valuable too, but I would have obtained what I needed eventually. A brief demonstration in front of the right people and I’d have had all the funding I needed.
Soon, this inconsequential diversion will be finished and I can get back to my research. Until then, I must dance to Lipscomb’s tune and answer their impertinent questions.
“You forget Daniel; that data was added while attempting to awaken Patricia’s independent consciousness.”
“Not all of it Thomas, the martial arts were added after I had been restored to my body.”
“You said that you had felt intimidated by your reduction in size and strength, it was an easy solution to the problem.”
The Warren woman speaks up. “But it is too much information. How is Patricia expected to act like a teenage girl when she has the knowledge of … the Encyclopedia Britannica in her head? Can’t you remove the unnecessary knowledge?”
It is annoying enough to have to deal with Lipscomb, but the last few weeks of having this … woman tell ME what to do have been intolerable. I created Patricia to be a superior being, free of all the petty constraints imposed by society. Yet she has been ordering me to add all the personality defects I was attempting to eliminate, jealousy, selfishness, vanity … sexuality.
“As I have explained before Jessica, the addition of data is relatively simple. Patricia was designed to acquire knowledge. The removal of data is much more difficult. Even after Daniel was restored to his body, bits and pieces of copies of his information remained behind.”
“But you will be able to put Peter back into his body, won’t you?”
“I foresee no difficulty in doing so. His was not a very complex personality, though a very large experience data base. I’d like to keep as much as I could for future use.”
She grimaced when I said that. What was wrong with wanting to broaden Patricia’s knowledge base?
“I’m sure that Peter is going to insist he be fully restored … minus those disgusting sexual behaviors he discovered. I never authorized those subroutines!”
This is too much! “I will have you know that I never …”
Lipscomb interrupted me, as usual. “What Thomas is saying is that he was simply trying to give Patricia a … well rounded knowledge of sexual behavior, something most teenage girls have … though it is certainly a shame that society doesn’t do a better job of protecting our young people from that sort of thing. However, we must deal with the world as it is, not as we wish it were. Isn’t that right Thomas? I didn’t mean to put words in your mouth.”
Like hell he didn’t. “No Daniel, you are correct. That was my intention.”
“Well I don’t like that she simply followed orders, right here in front of us all!” she further complained.
“I’m sure that was simply because she lacked the overriding consciousness that either I or Peter provide. Everything should be fine now. Right Thomas?”
“Most certainly … Daniel.”
“Where is Patricia now?” he asked.
“She wanted to go to a gym and exercise. She said that she needed to get in better shape. Hopefully, that means she’s becoming more aware of her body image and wants to improve it. Young girls always obsess about how other people view them. I dropped her off at the YWCA, we bought a day pass. If there is one good thing that has come from this, Patricia no longer complains about the Cerebral Balancer being on any setting other than Blue Fifty. In fact, she insisted on Blue Ten today.”
“That is a good sign” I said. “Each data set that is accessed makes it easier to access the next one. In theory, she should reach a tipping point where the two minds become a seamless whole, except for the influence exerted by the Balancer. Daniel decided to return to his body before I could test that theory.”
“Thomas, I had a job to return to, I could hardly make the necessary preparations for this assignment without being Daniel Lipscomb. You can test all the theories you want once we are finished.”
A day I look happily forward to.
Warren checks her watch. “I need to leave and pick her up, I’m already behind schedule.”
“She’s not frightened about being left alone?” Lipscomb asks.
“Hardly,” Warren replies. “I think she’s not afraid of anything now, since she’s become a Kung Fu master.” She gathers her things and gives me a parting angry look.
After she leaves my office, Daniel also prepares to leave.
“I want to thank you Thomas, for not telling Jessica who requested those subroutines.”
“You mean ordered, didn’t you?”
“Come now Thomas, I may have been a bit insistent.”
“Insistent and quite explicit. I expect that Mr. Harris will be … extraordinarily angry should he every experience a single one of those … behaviors.”
“That could be a bad thing, given Patricia’s recently acquired fighting skills. I really wish you had consulted with me first before adding those to the inventory, Thomas.”
“I had the best of intentions.”
“As they say, ‘the road to hell is paved with good intentions’. What’s done is done, I’ll deal with it.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The YWCA is enormous, several connected buildings. A bit of a rat’s warren of rooms. I asked at the front desk for the aerobics area but couldn’t find Patricia there. There were some Slendercise classes scheduled but she wasn’t there either. I checked out the pool even though we haven’t bought her a bathing suit yet. I even tried the weight rooms, no luck. I was headed back to the main desk to have her paged when I heard her laugh. I think it came from the room to my right. I carefully peer in.
It’s a boxing ring. There are at least ten boys of varies ages and sizes gathered round, partially blocking my view. I enter and slowly move closer, sliding to my left until I can get a clear view of the two people in the ring.
It’s Patricia! She’s crouched down, hands in some kind of padded gloves, a helmet on her head, barely above her eyes, wearing a mouth piece, a crooked smile on her face. She’s circling the middle of the ring with a large Latino boy opposite her, also wearing the same equipment. He must weigh two hundred and fifty pounds and is in good shape.
He is not smiling. In fact, he looks quite worried.
Patricia steps towards him, throwing a punch, but then quickly pulls back. It was a feint. The boy stumbles, almost falling down, trying to dodge the non-existent punch. All the other boys laugh, bumping their fists together. The two of them resume circling each other.
It suddenly strikes me. Patricia is stalking the boy! He is afraid of her! She works him into a corner of the ring and feints again. He ducks and covers, waiting for a blow that doesn’t come. When nothing happens, he looks up, then starts dancing around again, pounding his gloves in a show of bravado. It doesn’t fool anyone in the room. They are all hooting and laughing. Patricia straightens up out of her crouch and turns around to acknowledge their cheers.
The boy charges her; hands poised to throw a devastating barrage of punches. He rises up to punch down at her but she pivots to her right, rapidly throwing a left, then right, then another left, all striking the boy’s kidney. His eyes go wide and he loudly grunts in pain. She then launches herself at his legs, bringing him crashing to the ground, while she dances away to the further cheers of the crowd, her small arms raised above her head. Just than, she sees me.
She spits her mouth piece into her left hand, vigorously waving to me with her right “Hey Mom! I’ll be with you in a minute!” It was a surprisingly feminine wave, just the right amount of looseness in the wrist, elbow and shoulder. She reached down to help the boy off the floor of the ring. He took her right hand and she pulled mightily, not helping much. Once upright, he also removed his mouth piece.
“Good fight Javier! You had me worried for awhile.” She said.
“Yeah … yeah … thanks. You were pretty good too Pee.” he replied. She slaps him on the arm and he rubs his aching kidney.
I walk up to the ring, she reaches through the ropes, hugging me around the neck for a few seconds then releases me, stepping back. She is smiling ear to ear, eyes bright, hopping lightly from foot to foot. Her breasts are bouncing quite a bit due to her wearing a normal bra instead of a sport bra … and her nipples are as hard and prominent as bullets! Could she be aroused by this? The fighting, the physically fit boys, the contact? I’ll have to speak with her later, now we need to get home.
“Get your things Patricia, we need to get home.”
“Okay. I’ll shower and be right with you.”
“Just get your things, you can shower at home.”
“AWWW Mom, I‘m a mess! Sweaty and my clothes stink! You don’t want me messing up the seats of the car, do you?”
“Fine, but be quick.”
She laughs. “I’m always quick!” Climbing back through the ropes, she jumps to the ground. Several of the other boys gather round. She slaps some hands and bumps some fists, plus there are a couple of rather elaborate handshakes, then she trots off to the locker room. The boys move off to work out on various pieces of exercise equipment scattered around the room while an older, slightly paunchy man dressed in classic gray sweats approaches me.
“Excuse me, are you Mrs. Conner?”
“Ms. Conner.”
“Sorry.” He offers me his hand. “I’m Jerry Tobias but everyone calls me Coach Tobey.”
I shake his hand. “What can I do for you Mr. Tobias?”
“Where did Da’Pee learn to fight like that?”
“Da’Pee?”
“Sorry, Patricia. They guys just couldn’t call her Patricia, or even Patty, particularly when she kicked their asses, so they gave her the nickname of ‘The Pee’ or ‘Da’Pee’. So, where’d she learn all that stuff?”
“What did she tell you?”
“Picked it up, here and there, but that’s crazy. I’ve never seen anything like her. I mean, what she did to Joey, that back flip, and Cruz … he didn’t have a chance. Nobody could catch her, let alone hit her. Crunk is as fast as a cobra, fastest son of a bitch … ‘scuse my French … I’ve ever been around and it looked like he was wearing cement shoes against her.”
“Well, far be it from me to call my daughter a liar but she’s never had any formal training as far as I know. It’s all natural talent.”
“Damn! She don’t hit that hard, hard enough, but it’s so fast!”
“I believe you mean quick.”
“Yeah! Yeah! Quick! Boom, boom, boom, before the other guy can even get out of the way! It adds up fast! Look, we don’t have a program here at the Y for girls in mixed martial arts, but I’d be happy if she wants to join our group. Once the girls get a load of her, they may want to join up. Either way, she’d be a great addition.”
“We’re new to town and Patricia is going to attend St. Ann’s so she should have a rather intense scholastic curriculum.”
“Yeah, but all work and no play.”
“That is the axiom. We’ll just have to wait and see what kind of free time she has.”
“We’d be happy to have her.”
Just then Patricia comes jogging out the locker room door, drying her hair with a towel. Several of the boys call out to her, Da’Pee, and she responds, waiving to them with that same girlish, feminine wave. Maybe it’s just my imagination but a couple of the boys appear to have more than friendship in mind.
“Did you see me, Mom?”
“Just the very end.”
“I was pretty good, wasn’t I Coach?”
“GOOD?! You were God Damn … ‘scuse my French, ladies … terrific! I was just seeing if your mother would let you join our team.”
“Is that something you want to do, Patricia?”
She thinks about it for a moment. “It sounds like fun, but I’m gonna have lots of school work, it may not be possible.”
I gently grab her shoulder and begin to walk towards the door. “Great minds think alike. We’ll see how everything works out, Mr. Tobias. Thank you for watching over my daughter today.”
“Oh it was my pleasure Ms. Conner. You come back soon Da’Pee, give my boys a chance to get even.”
“Sure thing Coach. BYE GUYS!” There’s that wave again, completely natural. I hurry her from the room and we head back to the lobby. I want to wait until we get to the car before the questions start. Once we reach the car, she opens the back door, throws her bag in, closes it, then opens the passenger door and jumps in. I start the car and pull into the traffic, headed for home.
“What was that all about … Da’Pee”
She actually giggles, I’ve never heard her giggle. “I know. It’s silly. I tried the weights but I’ve always hated weights, even back in high school when I played football and wrestled. A change in bodies didn’t change that. Aerobics seemed kinda pointless, just jumping around, lift this, twist that, on and on … though a couple of the women were definitely hot …. ‘scuse my French.” She giggled again. “Wasn’t Coach Tobey something? All polite and considerate. My football coach used to come up and kick me in the ass. I’d be in my three point stance, he’d be behind me, screaming about something, and then it’d get all quiet. I knew that he was walking up behind me to give me a swift kick. I would even count it down. Three, two, one, boot. God, I hated that bastard. Where was I? Oh yeah, Coach Tobey. When I walked in the door, he thought I was either somebody’s girlfriend or wanting to become somebody’s girlfriend. I did about five minutes on the speed bag and he changed his mind. I started at the lowest weight class, which was Spikeman, and worked my way up to Javier, the heavyweight. I took it easy on them. No one even came close to laying a glove or foot on me.” She settled back in the seat. She talked like she was on speed or something, one, long, nonstop sentence.
“I wonder if that’s what it’s like being a hummingbird.”
Now I’m getting worried. “What are you talking about?”
“You know … hummingbirds.”
“I know what a hummingbird is, what does that have to do with our situation?”
“When I was young, my mother fed hummingbirds. Well, actually, she fed a lot of birds but the hummingbirds were amazing! They’d zip this way and that way, then stop on a dime, hover a moment, then zip off again. You talk about quick! Any way, when the feeders were empty, I’d go out to fill them. All the other birds would scatter but the hummingbirds would just park themselves a couple of feet away, sitting on these unbelievably tiny branches and wait for me to finish. Sometimes, they’d actually zoom in and start drinking before I ever got the feeder back on the hook! I always wondered how they viewed people, or even other birds. They were so much quicker than everything else. Did they just think of us as slow moving landscape? They knew we weren’t a threat. It was like we were on two different planes of existence.”
“Very deep. How does it apply to us?”
“Not to us, to me. I felt like a hummingbird against those guys, small and ungodly quick. I could do whatever I wanted, go where I wanted, hit them where and when I wanted, there was no challenge whatsoever.”
“So, you’re not interested in going back?”
“It was fun and everyone was nice, particularly considering how badly I beat them. They might have been mad if it had been close, but I beat them all so easily, no one could pick on the other, the all got faced and bad. I actually felt a little sorry for Javier. He got to watch everyone else before him and my strength was his weakness, quickness. I think I had him beat before we even started.”
“So, no interest in going back at all?’
“There may be some other sport. I haven’t played basketball in some time. I used to be pretty decent as a defender and rebounder, which says I had no skills and got by on hustle and meanness. I had an endless supply of meanness on the court.”
“I just thought that you might have found some of the people there attractive.”
She chuckles. “You got that right. I didn’t say anything because I thought that it might upset you.”
“Why would I be upset, it’s only natural.”
“Sure, it’s natural but who’d believe it? I didn’t think about it myself until I was starring at the door. I get to walk into the women’s locker room and see all the naked females.”
“That’s not what I was …”
“Of course, not all of them were lookers, particularly the senior citizen swimmers, especially AFTER getting out of the pool, talk about wrinkles. But there was this group of advanced aerobic students, I mean DAMN! … ‘scuse my French.” More giggling.
“I wasn’t referring to that! I just noticed that you appeared … uhh … to be … somewhat … excited … in the ring.”
“Hey, if I wasn’t I could have got my head handed to me. Just because it was easy didn’t mean I was lazy. Taking it easy on someone can require just as much discipline and hard work as crushing them.”
“I’m sure that’s true. I’m referring to some rather obvious signs of … ahh … sexual arousal.”
“What?! No! … what? Uhhhh … what are you referring to?”
“You’re nipples were quite engorged and extended.”
“They were?! What were you doing checking out my nipples?”
“They were hard to miss. If you had hugged me a little harder, one of them could have put my eye out.”
“I’ll take your word for it, but I can’t think of any reason other than the girls’ locker room. Remember, I said that I’m a virgin and plan to stay that way.”
She did say that, now that I recall, and it may be a problem.
CHAPTER TEN
Dear Diary.
I know, I know, it’s ridiculous. Mom suggested that I use a diary to keep track of and organize my thoughts as we get closer to starting the job. She says she’s done it for years and that it has helped her. Lots of girls keep diaries. I agreed, so long as it gets burned before the job starts. Having something like this where the wrong person might find it could be disastrous. She wasn’t willing to burn hers but will send it away to a distant relative for safe keeping. That’s probably good enough for now. Here goes.
Another night, another nightmare.
It’s been almost five weeks since the transfer and things are shaping up. We’ve moved into our new place, a little house in West Miami, 2110 South West 60th Court, just off Coral Way, two stories, Mom’s bedroom is on the first floor and mine’s on the second, giving both of us some privacy. Most of the furniture was bought at Goodwill and other thrift stores, as was the balance of my wardrobe. We did get a couple of pieces of furniture off Craig’s List. Most of this stuff isn’t half bad. I’m thinking of taking some of it with me when we’re done.
We’ve spent a lot of time shopping together. When you buy at thrift stores, they’ve usually only got one of whatever it is. It might be the right color and style but the wrong size, or have a tear in it. That’s where my sewing machine comes in handy.
Turns out that one of my new skills is seamstress. It’s another one that Matthews just threw in because he thought every girl should know how to sew. I was a handyman type growing up, fixing things around the house, making things like shelves or a workbench, rough stuff, not fine furniture or anything. Mom suspects that my interest in that made accessing the sewing skills easier. Whatever the reason, I’ve been sewing up a storm. I made curtains for a couple of the windows, a bed spread, and a table cloth. There’s a smaller bedroom on the second floor where I’ve set up shop. I think Mom actually enjoys seeing the results of my work because she’s always complimentary, though she could just be saying that since I’m her daughter and all.
The whole thing is feeling more normal all the time. Once I stopped worrying about being so short and weak, it was easier to relax and experiment with the situation. I’ve actually spent time by myself, watching other girls out in public, seeing how they act together, how they walk, talk and what they wear.
Mom insists that I wear dresses most of the time, to get used to them. I’d still rather wear shorts and tops, it’s more comfortable but she does let me pick out the dresses. I’ve also spent a lot of time altering the clothes we bought. It’s tough to find anything remotely stylish for someone my size. If it fits my chest, it’s too long. If it’s the right length, too tight in the chest … naturally. It’s a minor miracle that I find something that fits off the rack that isn’t for younger girls. Altering the clothes has kept me busy. My little hands are an advantage, as are my young eyes. I’d never been able to see well enough to do most of this stuff before the transfer.
I’ve been seeing Matthews once a week for check ups, which have gone well, everything as he expected. I always stop and check in on my old body. And it’s an old body. I know it looks the same every week but I just see an aging, decrepit man when I see it.
I’m not vain or anything! I’ve only gotten my hair permed and tinted once and wear hardly any makeup, though I could because that’s a skill Mom ordered. Last Thursday, we had a kinda Girls Night. She fixed lasagna, which is a favorite of mine, and she had me practice my makeup, first on her and then on me. When I finished with her, she was a streetwalker’s streetwalker, whore 2.0! Funny as heck! I did a much more reasonable job on myself but I was ready for the prom before it was over, though, good as I look, it’s always more “cute” than “beautiful”, I’ve just got a baby face.
Mom doesn’t know that I know what she’s doing. I don’t object, it’s a smart play on her part. Makes my life easier and we’ve all got the same goal so I’m gonna have to get there eventually if this is to work.
I figured it out while sparing in the gym with the mixed martial arts team. If I concentrate on the moment, on what I’m doing right then, and what I need at that moment, it comes to me, like I suddenly remember it. I call it an “Oh Yeah!” moment. It’s like the information has always been there, I knew it was there but just forgot about it, but now, it’s oh yeah, that’s exactly what I was looking for! And once I get it, it doesn’t go away, it stays there. I don’t know if that means the piece of information got transferred to my part of the brain and it’ll go with me when I return to being Peter Harris, or there’s just some kind of connection to the other brain that remains on all the time. I don’t ask Matthews because it doesn’t really matter, it is what it is, but I hope it goes with me.
I’m pretty sure Mom’s figured it out too, that for me to get access, I have to want it, like the time I first bought high heels. She’s gone out of her way to make it enjoyable in some way anytime she wants me to be more girly. Every shopping trip ends with a food reward; ice cream, pie, or this chocolate fudge cake syrup thing that’s as close as I’ve every come to an orgasm since the transfer! The Girls Night had lasagna. The spa day was its own reward. The whole point is to make the process more a positive experience than a negative one, which is good for me, it’s a lot better than being bitched at … I shouldn’t say that.
I know this is changing me. I didn’t recognize it at first because I insisted on spending as much time at Fifty Blue as possible. Even now, I only, truly feel like Peter Harris every night when I get that one hour before I go to bed. The rest of the time, it’s usually in the low teens or high single digit Blue numbers. Last Saturday, I spent the whole day at a Mall set on Pink 20 … that was a trip! Everything was beautiful or darling or gross or stupid or I had to have it right then.
It was also the last day of my period. Don’t get me started on periods! That’s one thing I won’t miss when this is over. I don’t know how women put up with that for, like forty years. I say bring on menopause ASAP. It makes me a whole lot more sympathetic toward my three ex wives.
The most disturbing thing was all the boys at that Mall. Every where you looked, there was a guy, tall, short, fat, thin, ugly … handsome. Every where. I thought girls hung out at those places but I only saw guys. And they saw me. Oh yes, they saw me in my heather gray V neck sweater mini dress with a flounce skirt that I added and black leather knee high boots with 4” heels. $5.00 at the Salvation Army store and they fit puuurrrfectly. We had dinner at Red Lobster that night, so Mom must have been pleased.
Even at Pink 20, I’m still there; it’s just harder to assert myself. It’s easier to just sit back and go with the flow. Pink 50 still haunts me. It was like being trapped in some kind of movie with Sensesurround. I heard and felt everything but had absolutely no control at all. I’m sure Mom did it just to scare me, which it certainly did. That’s when she was being all Bad Cop.
Now it’s mostly Good Cop, except when I leave a mess somewhere in the house. Who knew she was such a neat freak! She actually punished me for leaving my clothes out on my bed instead of putting them away. It’s my room, for heaven’s sake! We had this big argument and I said some things I probably shouldn’t have said and then she told me to go to my room and stay there until I was ready to apologize. APOLOGIZE! Who did she think she was! There was no way I was going to do that! It was late anyway so I just went to bed.
Of course, I had another nightmare and woke up screaming. Mom was there like a shot and after I calmed down, we both said we were sorry, so I got away with one that time.
Any way, I’d say we’re making good progress.
I just wish the God damn nightmares would stop!
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Dear Diary,
I don’t know how that poor girl gets any sleep at night. In the past five weeks, there has not been a single night where she hasn’t been awakened by some kind of bad dream at least once, sometimes she actual cries out loud enough for me to hear her downstairs.
She seems to be reliving her entire undercover career, though not exactly as it occurred. At first, the dreams seemed to be actual reenactments, word for word, moment by moment, starting with that terrible gun running incident. Lately, the dreams seem to be more allegorical, focusing on betrayal, either actual or emotional. The beginning situation of a given dream seems to be related to one of Peters’ assignments but then the dream veers into the fantastic, as dreams are wont to do. Regardless, they’re disturbing to Patricia, as they would be to anyone. Why these dreams are persisting is unclear. Daniel insists that his vivid dreams ceased weeks ago and he was sorry to see them go. Patricia was less than sympathetic towards him.
In fact, she seems more and more uncomfortable in his presence. Most of our contact with the rest of our group is limited to the weekly examinations by Thomas. Thankfully, Patricia is doing quite well physically and mentally, with the exception of the dreams, of course. Daniel has been present only twice at those examinations and both times, Patricia was some what withdrawn and curt. I asked her afterwards what the problem was and she was surprised both times that I asked, claiming that there was nothing wrong and that everything was normal. I’m sure that it is not my imagination but there is no explanation for now.
My revised techniques seem to be bearing fruit. Patricia is making excellent progress, I could not be happier. She has shown an active interest in observing other girls in an attempt to learn how they behave in various situations. I have offered to guide her in this but she insists on doing it her way. Since she’s the expert in undercover techniques, I plan to defer to her, at least for the present.
None the less, she seems to be unaware of my new encouragement and reward system. We are not where she needs to be by August, but there is a very good chance we will get there in time. Her mannerisms become more feminine by the week and naturally, subtly, feminine, not some kind of affected behavior. I’m not sure of the exact source of this, whether it is her observational skills, the programs I created or a combination of both, but it is working.
Most recently, we were at the Pinedale Mall and Patricia had agreed to a setting of Pink Twenty, which surprised me, it was my original suggestion and expected to have to negotiate down to a low Pink or even a Blue number but she thought about it for a moment and agreed. She may want to push her comfort zone, which I can only applaud. The stores were quite busy, being a Saturday, and it was the usual mix of boys and girls, moving in packs, along with all the older customers who were actually spending money instead of time as the teenagers were doing. I caught Patricia eyeing a number of reasonably attractive boys, who, not surprisingly, responded. She went on to display some of the classic flirting behaviors, the hair toss, the over the shoulder glance and others. I actually saw her lightly suck on her finger when a particularly good looking boy was watching her and she was aware of his interest. I am sure that a number of them would have approached her if I had not been there. While that may have been interesting, she’s not nearly ready to deal with that aspect of her new life yet. That will be one of our final hurdles.
She has proven to be quite adept at altering clothes to fit her small frame … well mostly small frame. I am somewhat ashamed to admit that I envy her well endowed figure. In that respect, we do not appear to be mother and daughter. Those skills are another one of Thomas’ unauthorized additions, but it seems to be paying off. We have been able to buy a number of very nice skirts, dresses and tops that she has been able to adjust so that they are quite attractive on her, things that I thought were hopelessly too large or out of style. She’s even done a number of things for me, all well finished. On her own initiative, Patricia has created window curtains and other items for our home, which are very attractive and makes our cover better, at least that’s why she said she did it.
Last evening, I instigated a fight over how she was keeping her room after dropping the setting to Pink Ten without informing her. My plan was to see how she dealt with that kind of argument when there was a Pink bias. Patricia’s not the best housekeeper, but she’s within reason. I’d have her be a little neater if it was my choice. The subject had come up before so I thought that it would make a believable subject for a fight.
She was quite angry with me, accusing me of being unreasonable … which I was. She resisted resorting to using profanities, visibly struggling to do so at times. The strongest word she used was “frigging” but it was mostly “darn” or “heck”. When I ordered her to go to her room, I was extremely surprised that she did … but if looks could kill, I’d have been in serious trouble. I was afraid that I may have pushed her too far but she had another of her nightmares and I was able to use the opportunity to comfort her and soothe over any hurt feelings from earlier in the day. All in all, the dispute went almost exactly like those I had with my mother when I was Patricia’s age … or like those I had with Alisha, normal mother-daughter fights. It was very promising.
I have found, as I suspected, that when we make a breakthrough at any Balancer setting, most of the change remains, regardless of the future setting, except for Blue Fifty, of course. It might be easier if I kept the Balancer at high Pink settings most of the time. But Patricia won’t agree to that and it might overwhelm her if I did it on my own. Adequate progress is being made and I won’t change the process unless compelled to do so by circumstances yet to occur.
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I was eating breakfast, having gotten up early after the most recent disturbing dream, when mother came into the kitchen, wearing a blouse that I had made for her. It was a simple pattern that I had found in a magazine on the Free Cart at the local library branch.
I’d been spending more time there in the past couple of weeks. It turns out that I’m not limited to whatever subjects they decided to put in my head. I can add my own information by simply reading it. And I’m a darn fast reader, practically a computer scanner, zipping down each page, page after page, and have perfect recall. If I see it, I remember it. I prefer to read slower than that but my slow is still extremely fast compared to everyone else. It’s easier to establish context and make connections at the slower speed. I can do the same with the faster reading but I have to review it in my mind after I read it, so why do it twice?
“Patricia, we need to start working on getting you ready for entrance exams at St. Ann’s.”
“I thought Daniel had already taken care of that.”
“Daniel used a contact of some kind to move you up the admission line. There will still be exams to make sure you are qualified and a personal interview with the Mother Superior, Sister Carmela.”
“Well, if he hasn’t gotten me in school, what good is it?”
“The waiting list is quite long. Jumping to the front is no small thing. Daniel has acquaintances in high places that owe him a favor or two, who can get you this far but apparently has no influence on the school directly, nor Sister Carmela.”
“I think I like her already.”
“There’s little we can do to prepare for the interview but we can make sure that you do well in your exams. The knowledge is already in your mind, we just need to start having you get some practice in accessing it.”
“How do you plan to do that?”
“I thought that we could run you through some SAT preparation workbooks. It’s unlikely the entrance exam for St. Ann’s could be more difficult than the SATs or ACTs. Remember, we just need you to pass and get in, no need to show off. The objective is to blend in, go unnoticed, just be one of the girls.”
“The practice tests sound okay to me, but we need to talk about this blending in thing. I’ve been thinking about it, and I think it’s the wrong approach.”
“Patricia, I know what I’m talking about. The only way to get by in this kind of school is to not be outstanding. The existing social groups will be well entrenched and you are an outsider. Trust me; this will be difficult enough without the additional problems of confronting the existing social structure.”
“I understand about being the new kid in town, but in order for me to make this work, the Hobbes girl has to come to me. How is she going to do that if I’m trying to be inconspicuous?”
“Why does she need to come to you?”
“It’s one of the basics of undercover work. The best way to get inside an organization is for them to bring you in. Anybody who tries to force their way in is automatically suspect. If they seek you out and ask you to join, they have no reason to question your loyalty, at least at first.”
“This isn’t some criminal organization, it’s just a teenage girl.”
“The rule still applies. If someone from the Hobbes gang checks into how she and I became friends, it’s best that she says she approached me. I’ll need to figure out some way to catch her eye, and maybe not just her eye. We’ve got very little information about any of the students and I’ll be flying by the seat of my pants at first. I’m going to have to do something that attracts the right kind of attention from the right people. The initial stages are always dicey.”
“Social relationships between young girls are quite complex. The most important thing to a sixteen year old girl is her friends, much more important than her parents or her boyfriend.”
“Well, I won’t have to worry about the boyfriend part.”
“Probably not at first but you never know what kind of social situation may develop.”
“You’re kidding me, right?”
“There could be dances, group dates, we don’t know anything for certain.”
“But it’s a GIRLS school!”
“That doesn’t mean they don’t have boyfriends, they just come from some other social circle other than school. St. Ann’s isn’t affiliated with an all boys school so boyfriends could be from anywhere.”
“Well, I draw the line at dating some grabby, hormone challenged, zit faced boy.”
“Hopefully it won’t be necessary, but you’ll need to keep an open mind.”
“Fine! But that’s the only part of me that’ll be open!”
“Patricia!”
“I’m just saying. Are we done here?”
“Ahhh … yes. I’ll get some sample tests and we can tomorrow.”
I don’t say anything, just start reading the newspaper. Mom begins making her breakfast.
I don’t know why I was so snappy about the possibility of fake dating a boy. It’s completely logical to consider the possibility. God knows I’ve had fake relationships in the past while on the job; it’s one of the better ways to get information out. Wife number two started as a fake relationship. For some reason, the thought … unsettles me.
I remember what I was like as a teenager, sex obsessed and stupid. I had hoped that I was done with all that once I’d gotten older. Nobody had asked, apparently it didn’t matter, but I haven’t been able to get a reliable erection for a couple of years. Don’t know if it was medical related or what, but I didn’t care enough to find out. After wife number three divorced me, there weren’t a whole lot of opportunities and that suited me just fine. I hated even dealing with other people, let alone a relationship.
But now, the damn hormones are back. I try to ignore them as much as possible but … sometimes … I just burn. Not like the old days either. I get antsy all over. As a boy, everything was … concentrated … to my crotch and my head, what I thought about and how my dick reacted to those thoughts. Now, sometimes, I can barely concentrate at all, and the physical feelings are all over my body. Even at Fifty Blue. I’ve not done anything about them, besides checking out the plumbing now and then, but it’s getting harder to ignore. Maybe focusing on these tests will help.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Patricia really has taken to the test preparation, much more enthusiastically than I expected. Peter Harris never struck me as an intellectually curious person so I thought that the school work portion of this job might be a problem but it appears that I was wrong.
She started out having some trouble with the tests but has made very rapid progress. She has had a number of perfect scores and has moved on to the LSAT and GMAT prep tests. Obviously, this will all need to be minimized when she gets into St. Ann’s. Nothing will alienate her from the other students like perfect grades. It certainly caused me no end of trouble when I was in high school.
Patricia has also spent a lot of time on her sewing projects. We found a lot of discount fabrics at the local Walmart, they were closing the fabric section so it was all on clearance. Patricia has made more curtains for all the windows, placemats, and some more clothes for me.
In addition, she made some practice equipment for herself, something she called a “heavy bag” and a stuffed, full sized dummy. She hung them in the basement and works out down there. I offered to get a YWCA membership but she wasn’t interested, at least for now. She seems intent on burning up energy and staying busy. I told her that she should relax a little but she said “Idle hands are the Devil’s tools” … or something like that.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I’m dancing around the dummy, throwing combinations of punches as quickly as I can, working from head to torso and back. I try to put as much into each punch as possible but it’s not a lot of impact. It’s better than it was last week but a ninety pound girl can only hit so hard. I make up for it by knowing where to hit for maximum effect and hitting those spots a lot.
After twenty minutes on the dummy, I switch to the heavy bag and work on my strength. This would be a lot easier at the Y, particularly working with the Mixed Martial Arts Team, but I’m not sure I can trust myself in mixed company right now. I was watching a baseball game last night on TV and found myself paying more attention to the player’s bodies than the damn game. Mom had me set on Pink Five, but I should have been able to keep my eyes off their asses. If I go to the Y, the setting will be no better than the low Blue numbers and some of those guys weren’t bad looking … particularly Spikeman, the lightweight. He’s closer to my size, taller and heavier naturally, but reeaallly fit, probably less than five percent body fat.
It’s the same as wrestling, all the lighter weight classes are full of guys who’d naturally weigh more but fight to keep the weight off so they can work at the lower class and improve their chance of winning. When I was wrestling, I moved up a class because our man at 190 pounds was sick. The guy I fought had to be six inches taller and arms like an ape. He must have been hollow to weigh 190. Son of a bitch kicked my ass but good.
Spikeman was like 5’6”, pretty quick on his feet, blonde hair, blue eyes, veerry taught ass. I actually let him grab me once just so I could get a good squeeze of that ass. Then I tossed him across the ring, just so he knew who was in charge, but still … .
DARN! I’m just standing here, staring out into space! Get with it Girl!
I go back to working the heavy bag, grunting in this tiny, ridiculous, high pitched way with each punch. Yeah, that’ll put the fear of God in ‘em.
“Patricia, are you down here?”
It’s Mom, calling me from the top of the stairs to the basement. “Yes. Do you need something?” I keep hitting the bag.
She comes down the steps. “No, I was just looking for you.” She stops when she reaches the floor and watches me for a couple of minutes until I stop and step back, breathing hard.
“You … want … to take … a couple of whacks … yourself?”
“No thanks, not right now.”
“You probably should … get some practice … in. Never know … what might … happen.”
“You’re likely right. Maybe later.” She walks around the basement, giving the dummy a gentle shove, causing it to swing in a small circle. “You seem to be keeping very busy lately. Perhaps you should take a break.”
I strip off my gloves. “I’m fine, just working off some energy. I’m not used to being this … physical. My old body was tired most of the time.”
“Is that the only reason?”
“Sure” I lie. “What other reason could there be?”
“Oh, like maybe working off some frustrations.”
What’s she up to? “What kind of frustrations? Everything’s going okay for now. I’ve got the entrance exam down cold. I’ll miss enough answers to make the score very good but believable. We’ve made a lot of progress on my social skills. You said it yourself when we were at the store two days ago and I helped those girls with their makeup selections. You said I could have been a salesgirl.”
She pushed the dummy again, sending it spinning the other way. “But we’re not completely ready yet.”
“No, we’re not. I still haven’t figured out how to attract Gretchen’s attention.”
“Gretchen?”
“Hobbes’ daughter. Her name is Gretchen, remember?”
“Oh yes … right.”
“But I will get it figured out. The only other thing right now is the interview at the school and we’ve decided to play it straight down the middle, proud mother and happy daughter, anxious to begin the academic challenges and help create a better world for kittens, puppies and unicorns, right?”
“Right … though I wouldn’t mention unicorns, a little too old for that.”
“I’ll make a note.”
She pushes the dummy a third time. “I’ve just noticed that you seem to be a little … edgy lately.”
“Maybe it’s that time of the month.”
“No, that was two weeks ago.”
“How do you know?”
“I do the laundry, remember?”
Oh yeah. “It’s probably your imagination then.”
“I don’t think so. In fact, I know it’s not.”
“Why’s that?”
“Because I took up jogging when I was your age.”
“You’re sixty? You don’t look a day over fifty.”
“You know what I mean, Patricia.”
I pick up a towel from the back of a nearby chair, dry off my face and hang it around my neck. “Can’t say that I do.”
“Do I have to spell it out?”
I shrug. She walks over, reaches out to remove the towel from my neck with both hands, then quickly moves her hands to my breasts and tweaks my nipples. I jump back, covering them with my hands.
“Hey! What’s that for?!”
“You’re headlights are on high beam again.”
I move my hands away slightly and check them out. She’s right, my nipples couldn’t be any bigger. “Maybe I just like exercise.”
“And sewing. And reading. And eating. And breathing. Patricia, you’re sexually aroused and are doing you’re best to ignore it. But you can’t ignore it, trust me.”
“Really? What do you know?”
She laughs for several seconds. “Oh my! What do I know? I was a teenager too, though that may be hard to believe. A teenage girl who didn’t have a boyfriend.”
“That’s easier to believe”
“Ha ha. I did all sorts of activities to take my mind off … the situation, and, as I said, took up jogging, but, ultimately, only one thing truly helped.”
“Getting laid?”
“That would probably have worked, but no boyfriend, so it was masturbation.”
OH JEEZ! “TMI Mother!”
“TMI?”
“Too. Much. Information. Waaay too much!”
“What? You didn’t as a guy?”
“Sure, but that’s what guys do!”
“And women don’t? We have needs too you know.”
“Well none of my three wives did.”
“How do you know? Were you home all the time?”
“Of course not. But we never had any of … those kinds of problems.”
“Maybe because they masturbated.”
“Would you not say that!”
“Doesn’t matter what I call it. Jack off, polish the pearl, self-love, it’s all the same. And I still do it regularly.”
“UUUGGGHH! There’s an image burned into my mind for like, ever! Why are you telling me this?”
“Because, since you’ve made it clear you’re not planning on dating, you better get used to … polishing the pearl. Look, part of being a girl is learning how to handle your sexuality. It can’t be ignored and if you try to ignore it, it affects your ability to pass as young woman. If you don’t embrace your sexuality, you’re never going to be able to pull this off.”
“Come on! Mothers everywhere are not telling there daughters to go get … you know or to … masturwhatever.
“No, they’re not, mostly because their friends are telling them. I told you that for girls this age, friends are more important than parents. What do you think girls talk about during sleepovers?”
“Obviously, I’ve got no idea. Why’s this so important?”
“You’re going into an environment where you need to be confidant, competent, maybe even commanding if you need to make a good impression on the right people. This will be a lot harder if you’re hiding from an important part of your personality. It’s no big deal. You’ve already said you did it as a man. Why have you been avoiding it?”
“You remember that first day of the transfer?”
“Yes.”
“You remember what happened when I just touched my breasts?”
“I don’t … no, yes I do. That won’t happen again, you hadn’t yet adapted to higher activity levels of your brain. You asked me if it was that way for all women and I told you it wasn’t.”
“What if it’s so good I don’t want to go back?”
“I don’t know where you’ve been getting your information, but sex is just sex, it’s different for women than men but it’s not better. We’ve all got the same brain chemistry, the same pleasure centers. Men may travel different roads than women but we both eventually get to the same place.”
“Well most men and women are similar, but I’m not exactly a normal woman, am I? My brain has three times the connections. What if sex is three times better?”
“I’d say lucky you.”
“I’m not joking! Something like that could be addictive.”
“Is food three times as tasty? Are smells three times as enticing?”
“No, but they are different. Everything is still sharper, brighter, more intense than before. Why wouldn’t it be the same for sex?”
“Maybe it is, so what? You’ll be giving up improved taste and smell when you go back to your old body any way. Good sex is just one more thing. Who knows, maybe you’ll learn something that sticks with you after the transfer.”
“I don’t know what to do … at least not exactly. I mean I’ve … touched myself … down there and … you know … checked things out. And it was fun and all but I don’t know much more than that.”
“I can help you, show you what to do.”
“When hell freezes over.”
“Fine. I was just making an offer. Frankly, I’d like to avoid another birds and the bees speech anyway. I’ve ordered some things online, including a DVD. It all arrived today. It’s up to you. I’ve got one final test for you.”
“What’s that?”
“The YWCA has a teen dance this weekend. You’re going. If you can make it through that, act like one of the girls, you should be ready. If you can’t, then we’ve only got two weeks left to get you ready and, frankly, I don’t know what else I could do in that two weeks.”
“How will you know if I succeed?”
“I volunteered to be a chaperon.”
“You don’t think that’ll cramp my style?”
“Probably, but that’s part of the test. What do you say?”
I give the dummy a swift kick in the cloth ribs. “Let me see what you bought.”
CHAPTER ELEVEN
Damn!
I was pretty sure I knew all about women and their … special places, but … damn! None of my wives ever complained about sex with me. They complained about a lot of other stuff but not sex. After watching that DVD … damn!
And all the stuff that mom bought. Vibrators, butt plugs, realistic soft plastic dildos, lotions, the works. There’s one at least twelve inches long and almost as wide as my wrist. There is no way in the world I’m ever going to use that one! It’d kill me just to try to get the tip in my … you know. She also bought this inflatable, round, flat top pillow type thing with a battery powered ten inch long vibrator attached to the middle, pointing straight up in the air, like a big, fat, pink plastic birthday candle on a giant pink plastic cake. That’s another bunch of wasted money. I wonder what Lipscomb’s gonna say when he gets that bill.
She’s probably right, I need to get past this. It’s not like I don’t enjoy sex, it’s just been awhile and I’ve never … been on the receiving end before. Since the transfer, I’ve done some touching and rubbing stuff, how could I not? But nothing inside me, at least not more than a couple of fingers a few times. I don’t even use tampons, just pads.
Probably, the easiest thing to do is just follow along with the DVD. The instructor, actress, who ever, said that I should get comfortable. Yeah, right, fat chance. She had a king size bed, silk sheets, a bunch of enormous pillows, scented candles and mood lights.
I’ve got a queen size bed, cotton sheets, three normal pillows and two sixty watt overhead bulbs. Very sexy. Oh, plus enough hardware to start my own sex shop.
The girl in the video was dressed in heels, stockings and a garter belt. She started with panties too but they didn’t stay on for very long. I don’t have any stockings or garter belts, though mom has been strongly suggesting it. Either way, I think I’ll just start out naked. And on Blue Thirty five.
Mom wanted my setting to be in the Pink numbers, she thought it would be easier for me to get into it. She’s likely right but I remember Patricia’s little show just before the transfer and I’m gonna be in as much control as I possibly can. That’s another reason I’ve been avoiding the subject. I don’t want to trigger some kind of kinky, hidden program of some kind and end up on my knees or back in front of some strange guy. I reeeaally don’t! We compromised on Blue Thirty five. I’m used to that setting and should be able to keep control.
I pull the cover down on my bed and place the pillows were I want them, one at the head and one on each side. The TV is turned so that I can easily see it and the mute is on. I’ve already watched the DVD once so I remember what it said, I just want it for the visuals this time. A couple of pieces of equipment are on the top of the bedside table, a small, beige, hard plastic vibrator, a larger, blue silicon dildo with a handle at the base, and an even larger pink silicon vibrator, about nine inches long.
Each of my wives had one of those little vibrators, they said it was for relaxing their muscles. Looks like mom was right about them. Never thought I’d be joining the sorority.
I strip out of my top, jeans, panty and bra, then climb up onto my bed, lie on my back, adjust the pillows and spread my legs a little, trying to relax. Unfortunately, the more I try to relax, the more nervous I become. Looking at the sex toys, I don’t even want to touch them, let alone sticking one into my … vagina.
Yes. My vagina. There, I said it. I have to admit that I’ve done as much as possible to ignore it as I could until now. I know I’ve got one, god knows the periods remind me. I’ve done the hygiene thing but it’s been more a case of what I didn’t have … a cock … than what I do have.
I really gave my cock a workout when I had one. Lot’s of sex, either with women or by myself. It was my favorite body part, by far. Even though it wasn’t in exactly great condition before the transfer, I still miss it and look forward to the day I get it back.
Now I’m supposed to test the organ I do have and I’m scared to do it. I close my eyes and breathe slowly. I can do this, women do this all the time … apparently. If they can, I can. Just take it slow and easy at first. Opening my eyes, I reach for the remote, turn on the TV and start the DVD.
She’s very good looking, very sexy. Nice hair, good smile, killer legs, great ass, but my boobs are bigger. My ass is just as nice too. The mute is on but I remember what she’s saying. She’s displaying some of the toys she’s going to be using and saying how important it is to keep them clean. I fast forward to where she gets down to business.
She’s on her back, legs sexily splayed out as the camera zooms towards her pussy. I try to match her pose. God … I feel so stupid!
She reaches out languidly with her right hand, removes a bottle of lubricant from the nightstand, flips the top open and squirts some onto the palm of her hand. Then she rubs the palms together and gently caresses her vulva with both hands, spreading the outer labia with her fingers and carefully lubricating the inner labia.
When I squeeze the bottle of lubricant, it shoots a stream across my breasts, hitting me in the left eye. As I reach up to wipe my eye clear, the bottle slips out of my hand and falls to the floor, spilling onto my jeans. After cleaning my eye with a tissue, I lean over the edge of my bed to check out the mess. Thank heavens the stuff is water soluble. This is not a good start.
I salvage what I can of the lubricant and coat my labia as best I can. It feels warm and slick … kinda nice. I keep rubbing the slick skin, edging towards my clit. Looking back to the TV, the girl has started the first demonstration, spreading the outer labia with the fingers of the left hand a slowly rubbing around the clitoris with the fingers of her right hand. She starts with smaller circles and short strokes but mixes in bigger circles and long strokes.
I try to match what she’s doing but I can’t get my small hands to follow hers. She’s got those long fingers and my fingers just won’t work the way hers do. It all feels good though, particularly when I touch my clit, that sends small shivers down my spine and causes my breath to catch. In fact, my breath is coming in short, quiet gasps as I continue to rub and stroke.
When I return my attention to the TV, the girl is concentrating more on the clitoris and the inner labia, stroking up and down, back and forth with her two middle fingers. This is nice too but I think I prefer the first style, the circles. I close my eyes and settle back into the pillows, trying to take deep breaths as I return to the small circles with three fingers, pressing on the clit’s hood. In a few minutes, I feel my clit swell and emerge from the hood like a tiny dick.
This is sooo cool! I can actually grasp it with two fingers, rolling and stroking it. The sensation is incredible! Not anything like jacking off. My pelvic muscles clench and release as I stroke it. If I consciously flex the pelvic muscles, the feelings intensify. My hips actually twitch in rhythm with the stroking and I hear myself softly moan between breaths.
I open my eyes and glance at the TV. She’s doing something with a vibrator but I don’t care, this is all too good. I stop pulling on my clit and return to rubbing in circles but, since it’s swollen, my clit is also being rubbed.
Ooohh yeeeaaah! That’s it, right there! Ohhhh my!
The pelvic muscles are clenching faster, squeezing my pussy with each cycle. I try to slow my breathing but they’re becoming more like out of control gasps.
“Uuuuummmmm Yeaah!” I squeal just as a muscle spasm shoots through my cunt. Another follows it and I bite my lip to keep from crying out. I don’t want mom to hear me. If she asks me what all the yelling was about, I’d just …
“Ooohhh My God!” a big spasm hits hard and I can’t help myself. I try to turn my head and bury it in a pillow but it’s too far away. Maybe I could …
“Uuuhhhhh Yess! Ohhh damn, Ohhhhhmmmmmmm!”
Fuck it! I cry out as the orgasm hits me, rolling through me like a wave, and then another wave, a third, a forth, and on and on. My muscles spasming out of control. I keep stroking my clit as my hips thrust harder. The girl on TV has got a vibrator of some kind stuffed deep into her pussy, looks like she’s having a lot of fun. Guess I’ll try that next.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I already have had breakfast and am sitting at the kitchen table reading the paper and nursing my last cup of coffee when I hear Patricia come down stairs. I think she was up late last night. I had a fan set on high in my room to mask the noises coming from upstairs. They went on for some time. I finally fell asleep around twelve thirty. I hadn’t heard anything from up there this morning until her shower started at about ten. Normally she’s down fairly quickly after the shower shuts off but today it’s been almost thirty minutes. I hear her walk into the kitchen but don’t turn away from the paper. Suddenly, her arms have reached around my neck from behind, giving me a big hug and she kisses my cheek!
“Good morning, Mom!’ she says brightly, kissing my cheek again and releasing me after a second hug. I’m almost afraid to look. I slowly drop the paper and turn towards her.
Instead of her normal jeans, top, and cross trainers she’s wearing a yellow sundress with sandals. Her hair is actually braided! A French braid of all things. She’s wearing just the right amount of makeup, plus both her nails and toenails are polished to match the dress, and I think I smell body spray lingering in the air from the last hug, something citrusy.
As she walks around the kitchen getting out the bowl, glass and silverware for her breakfast, I think I detect a subtle change in her movements. They are freer, more sway in the hips, smoother, more … sexy. Before, there was just the slightest hint that she was fighting her body, just a little clumsy, halting, everything not quite in sync. Unless she was exercising or fighting, then she was in total control. Not today though, today she was grace personified.
“Would you like some more coffee?” she asks sweetly.
“Uhh, no thanks, I’ve already had my two for the morning.”
“Okay.”
“Thanks for asking though.”
“Oh, you’re welcome.” She slides onto the chair, smoothing her dress as she does.
“Did you sleep well last night?” I ask.
She actually giggles a few seconds before answering. “Weeelll, what little sleep I got was good. It was the first time in weeks I didn’t have any nightmares! If masturbating keeps those nightmares away, order me a case of KY jelly and a gross of AA batteries.”
“So you …”
“Uh huh.”
“Did you enjoy …”
“Uh huh!”
“So … uh, how was it?”
“You remember how much I said I love watching the Super Bowl every year?”
“Yes.”
“How I’d get everything ready, invite people I knew, have all this booze and snacks, the whole nine yards?”
“Yes, I remember.”
“Screw the Super Bowl.”
“Really?”
“Really, really and really.”
“Really?”
“Once this job is done, I’m taking a months vacation on Lipscomb’s dime before going back to my old body and I’m not leaving the hotel room. It’ll be nothing but room service, me and all those toys.”
“Sounds interesting. You know sex with the real thing is even better.”
“I’ll take your word for it; I can live with the plastic.”
“You never know until you try.”
“Then I’ll never know.”
“Seems a shame, someone as pretty as you.” She actually blushes. She’s never done that before. “That’s a new look for you, at least outside of the fitting room.”
“Yeah, about that. I just thought that I should be a little more willing to … ahhh, you know, get into the role a bit more. Not that I haven’t been up until now. It’s just that I realized that I might have been a teeny bit resistant to fully immersing myself in the total female experience.”
“A teeny bit?”
She holds up her right hand, thumb and index finger separated about half an inch. “Just a teeny bit.”
“I see … it was that good was it?”
She smiles, eyes bright, big dimples “Oh yeah, that good.”
“I’m happy for you, but if you had a boyfriend …”
“Don’t push it, mother.”
“Fine … we’ll just see how that goes in the future. For the present, we need to get you some school uniforms.”
“More shopping?”
She is trying to sound upset, but it’s an act. “Afraid so. By themselves, a uniform isn’t too much. White cotton blouse with collar, blue skirt, wool or wool blend, knee socks and saddle shoes. There’s also a skinny black necktie. The problem is that you’ll need several sets to avoid doing laundry every day.”
“Doesn’t sound very interesting.”
“It’s not supposed to be interesting, it’s a uniform. The objective is to keep competition between the students to a minimum. They don’t permit jewelry beyond religious necklaces and watches and absolutely minimum makeup.”
“What about underwear?”
“No rules about that, other than you have to wear it, top and bottom. There’s a shop that specializes in second hand school uniforms, I thought that we’d start there.”
“Let me finish breakfast first. Seems that I’ve worked up an appetite some how.”
“I know, I heard. Hurry up, we need to get to Dr. Matthews today for a checkup too.”
She suddenly tenses up. “Is Lipscomb going to be there?”
“I don’t think so. Thomas said he was in some kind of hearing.” She relaxes and starts eating her cereal. That’s not the first time Daniel’s name has put her on edge. I need to remember to ask her about it later. For now, I think I’ve exhausted my daily quota of motherly questions.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“You said that these uniforms were supposed to make everybody look alike. You didn’t say they were supposed to make everybody look ugly.”
Patricia is dressed in the official St. Ann’s uniform, standing in front of me, arms spread wide. She’s right, it is quite ugly, though her problem is that it is also too big for her.
“You don’t look ugly Patricia. It’s not very becoming certainly.”
“A potato sack would look better.”
Much better. “Don’t be so judgmental. We just need to find you something in the right size.”
“It’s not the size, it’s the cut. Even if it was the right size, the whole uniform is designed to hide the fact that I’m a girl … other than the skirt of course.”
“Of course. I’m surprised you’re not happy about the bagginess of the pieces. You should like that they are … nondescript.”
“Ugly, mother.”
I can’t deny it any longer. “Fine, yes, they are ugly, but they are equally ugly for everyone, so no problems.”
“If I was one of them, I’d have gone on strike, boycotted or done something to get some decent clothes.”
“You would have? YOU?”
“Weelll … yeah! Would you look at this blouse, it’s a disaster!”
“It’s a size too big, when we find …”
“It’s the smallest one here, everything I’m wearing is, but it’s all too big!”
She’s right, though the socks and shoe’s fit, we bought them new. “We can take care of that. You’re really good with that sewing machine of yours. You can alter them until they fit you just so.”
“I guess. If I take the skirt in here and I reduce …”
She suddenly goes quiet, rubbing the collar of the blouse between her fingers. After a moment, a grin creeps across her face, then blossoms into a full smile.
“That’s it! It’s perfect! I should have thought of it myself! Mom, you’re a genius!”
“Of course I am … but how exactly did I display my genius this time?”
“Shut up. I’ll need … seven complete sets. Don’t worry about the sizes, as long as they’re within two of being correct.”
“What about condition?”
“As long as it’s decent, I should be fine.”
“What’s you’re plan?”
“You’ll see.”
CHAPTER TWELVE
They came into the office together, laughing. I’d never heard either of them laugh ever before. Jessica’s was a deeper, throaty kind of laugh, one that spoke of experience, both good and bad. Patricia’s was more difficult to describe. It was high and clear, like bells ringing. She might have a lovely singing voice, but there was more there than just the tone, you could hear the emotions behind it; joy, freedom, exuberance. It was the kind of laugh that would lighten your day if you heard it, it was practically contagious.
“Well ladies, you both appear to be in a good mood today. Is there a reason?”
“Yes,” said Jessica. “We’ve made quite a bit of progress towards getting Patricia ready for St. Ann’s.”
“And I may have found a solution to my nightmare problem” added Patricia.
“Indeed! What did it?”
“I, uuhhh, can’t be sure it actually worked. It was only one time.”
“I would recommend regular and frequent testing of the supposed solution until you have sufficient data.”
She laughs again, that entrancing laugh. “You heard him Mom, doctor’s orders.”
“I heard him, honey.” They both laugh, sharing a private joke that I have apparently inadvertently stumbled into.
“Daniel will be glad to hear everything is going so well,” I say.
Patricia’s good mood immediately evaporates. Jessica notices it also.
“Is there something wrong?” she asks.
“No … no, nothing. We’ve got a lot get done today so we better get started. What do you need me to do Dr. Matthews?”
“The usual, disrobe and put on the paper gown.”
She pulls her arms up, tight against the sides of her chest. “Is that really necessary? I mean, nothing you’ve done before couldn’t have been done if I was in this dress.”
I hadn’t noticed, she was wearing a dress, a lovely yellow one. In all her prior examinations, it was jeans or shorts and some kind of top. And she had never shown any signs of modesty before. Obviously, there have been some changes since the last exam. “If you don’t want to wear the gown, that’s fine. It may be tradition more than anything else. It also limits contamination of any samples taken. If you are uncomfortable, you may remain dressed as you are.”
She smiles and relaxes. “Thanks. Do you want me on the table?”
“Yes, please.”
She quickly jumps up onto the table and settles back into the raised portion, which is at a sixty degree angle to the base. I swing the helmet over to her head and lower it. Someone has braided her hair. It is very attractive but makes fitting the helmet a bit difficult, though it should not interfere with the readings. I also attach the blood pressure cup, then switch on the helmet’s monitors. “Alright, have there been any changes since the last exam?” I inquire.
“No … not really, nothing important.”
“Patricia, tell Thomas the truth.”
“It’s not important, mother” she hisses.
“Yes it is. Patricia had her first orgasms yesterday.”
“MOTHER! Why don’t you put an add in the paper!”
“He needs to know honey, this is a big step.”
“I know … but … can’t we keep it between, you know, just us?”
There is that modesty again. Before, Harris had had no problem discussing his sexual history. Now Patricia is reluctant to even consider the subject. Something major is happening.
“I need to do some additional testing and speak with each of you privately, but first, I need a blood sample.”
“Is all this really necessary? It wasn’t a big deal, just a little … .” She stops talking.
“A little what?” I ask her.
“You know … you’re alone. At night. In bed.” She looks at me expectantly but I say nothing. “You know … alone … no pants.” I still don’t respond. “Oh come on! You’re a guy!”
“Are you referring to masturbation?”
Patricia immediately puts a finger to her nose.
“Yes, it is necessary” I say.
“Darn it!”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I have Jessica wait in the outer office, I want to speak with Patricia first. “It is vitally important that you tell me the complete truth Patricia. Apparently, there have been some recent … occurrences that you feel embarrassed to discuss with or in front of me. I need to know everything! The most minor detail could be of vital importance. I am not asking because I get some kind of sexual thrill from the answers. I am a scientist and this is my life’s work. You are a part of the greatest experiment in the history of neuro science. I have theories but they are just that, theories. The facts may or may not support them. These theories predict certain things, but they could be wrong. So far, they appear to be correct but I am not conceited enough to believe that I cannot be wrong. For your own safety, you need to tell me the truth. Do you understand that?”
“Yes, I do.”
“Good. I want to know how you are feeling and don’t say ‘fine’ even if you are. I want you to verbalize as best as possible what is going on in your mind.”
“You mean every single thought?”
“No, I mean the process, how are you integrating your thoughts with those of the Constructs?”
“Haven’t called it that in some time.”
“If you are Patricia, what is it?”
“We are Patricia, I’m still Peter Harris, at least when the setting is Blue Fifty. Even at Blue Fifty, I can feel … the Construct, if that’s what you call it.”
“I do. Go on.”
“I decide what we do and how we do it, at least at every setting except Pink Fifty.”
“How often have you been at Pink Fifty?”
“Just once.”
“What’s the closest you’ve been to Pink Fifty since then?”
“Uhh Pink Thirty five, I think, but that was weeks ago. Normally Mom has me in the low Blue or Pink numbers most of the day, except for one hour before bed and all night, then I’m Blue Fifty.”
“So, what happens during the day?”
“Like I said, I’m in charge; we do and say what I want. It’s like … like a movie with subtitles. All the time, no matter what I’m doing, in the background there’s subtitles, though, instead of being a foreign language, it’s the Construct, with duplicate dialog or suggested behaviors. I can do what I want or take the suggestion but it’s my choice.”
“Why would you ever choose what the Construct is suggesting?”
“Sometimes it’s better. If I’m arguing with Mom, I may say something really mean or say something not so mean. The not so mean could be better so I say it instead.”
“That is a lot to consider. Every word, every action, being reviewed and cross-examined. How do you keep everything straight?”
“It didn’t start out that way. In the beginning, it was just a general feeling that maybe I ought to do something other than what I was doing. The start of the subtitles was … I don’t remember exactly when they started, but it was gradual. I’m used to it now.”
“How does what you want to do vary from what the Construct wants to do?”
“It doesn’t, like I said, I’m in charge.”
“Then how do the subtitles differ from your choices?”
She shrugs. “Usually they’re just nicer. I didn’t care much about other people’s feelings before all this. The subtitles usually show a nicer, better way to do or say something. It’s nothing big, just a different way to do the same thing.”
“So what makes you chose one way or the other?”
“That’s easy, which ever one makes me feel better.”
“Isn’t that a little … selfish?”
She shrugs again. “Maybe, but it seems to be working. Mom and I are getting along a lot better now than before.”
“And how is it different at the higher Pink settings?”
“About the same, the subtitles are just … louder I guess, harder to ignore. I can still make the choice, it’s just harder to do something other than what the subtitle says. At Pink Thirty five, it was practically impossible, though I think I’ve gotten stronger since then.”
“Stronger?”
“Yeah, I’ve had a lot of practice at the lower settings since then. Maybe we should try the higher settings again?”
“Uummm that may not be a bad idea, if only for a brief time. You might want to wait and do that after I’m finished with this series of tests.”
“Series? Is something wrong?”
“No. As you say, everything seems to be going well; I am just not sure why it is going so well.”
“Why look a gift horse in the mouth?”
“You are the first person to ever walk this road. We need to document everything, to create a map for the next person who might come after you. It’s what we scientists do. Nothing to worry about.” I open a drawer to my desk and remove a small electronic device. “I would like you to wear this for the next two days. It is a recorder of neurological activity. It will record your brain activity for me to review so that I can see how it cycles throughout the day.”
“How’s it different from what you do in the lab?”
“In the lab, I can only get a snap shot, a very detailed snap shot but the lab is not a real life situation. With the recorder, I get a movie instead of a snap shot. The movie is not as detailed but I can focus on just one or two activities and make reasonably accurate suppositions about the rest.”
She takes it from my hand and inspects it. “How does it attach? I don’t see any sensor pads or anything.”
“There aren’t any, they are built into you. There is a tiny data port on your hip that looks like a freckle. The recorder plugs in there with a very fine wire. The recorder itself can strap around your waist. I realize that it won’t be very comfortable but the data is extremely important. Will you do this for me?”
“In for a penny.”
“So … yes?”
“Yes, I will.”
“Thank you Patricia, I am quite grateful. I will show you how to attach the recorder after I have spoken with Jessica. Would you please ask her to come in?”
“Sure Doctor Matthews. You think everything is okay though, right?”
“I have no reason to think otherwise Patricia.”
She smiles brightly. “Great! I’ll go get Mom.” She smoothly rises from her chair and strides from the room.
I must be spending too much time with Daniel Lipscomb. Lying is becoming easier to do.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I was relived that Patricia seemed so happy when she was finished with Thomas’ interview. I’m certain that he would have given her any bad news if there was bad news, though he would have likely brought me into the room before doing so, I am her mother after all. Obviously not her real mother, more of an adoptive mother. He is typing some notes on his computer when I enter.
“Have a seat Jessica, I’ll be right with you.”
I sit down and he continues to type for a minute or so. I try to catch a look at the screen without being too blatant about it but the angle is wrong. He finishes up then looks up at me, smiling.
“I had a very interesting conversation with Patricia, very interesting. She has agreed to wear a recording device for two days so that I can have a continuous record of certain neural functions. It won’t be comfortable for her but the discomfort is temporary and the data will be invaluable.”
That doesn’t sound good. “Is there a problem of some kind?”
He smiles again, though it appears a little forced. “I have no evidence of any problems.”
“But you suspect something.”
“I wouldn’t use the word ‘suspect’. I get concerned when things happen that I can’t explain. Patricia believes that everything is going well. Do you agree?”
“Yes. Yes I do. We had a rough start, which is hardly surprising, given what we are attempting to do. But things have settled down and we are getting along much better. Patricia has made absolutely remarkable progress, though she has had limited contact with large groups of teenagers. I plan to have a test this weekend to see how she performs in that kind of environment.”
“What kind of test?”
“The local YWCA has a teen dance scheduled for Saturday. We’ll attend and I’ll see how she does.”
“How will you get in?”
“Volunteer chaperone.”
“Ahhh yes. Quite clever.”
“Thank you.”
“How do you think she will do?”
“I’m confident she’ll do very well. Getting her to accept her sexuality was the last major hurdle. Just today, there has been a dramatic improvement in her attitude. It may not last though, teenagers are so volatile.”
“But Patricia isn’t really a teenager, she just looks like one.”
“Because she is a teenager. Her hormones, her reproductive system, her endocrine system, all that of a teenage girl.”
“And her mind?”
“Clearly not, at least not exactly, but I believe that my training techniques have helped Patricia understand how teenagers think and behave.”
“What training technique is that?”
I edge closer to Thomas’ desk and lower my voice. “I found things that Patricia enjoyed or wanted and subtly linked them to appropriate behavior.”
“Such as?”
“She was concerned about her sudden reduction in height. I used that desire to be taller and directed her towards high heeled shoes. She handles them very well, better than me actually. In fact, she’s wearing a pair of heeled boots to the dance Saturday and it was her choice.”
“Her choice?”
“I didn’t make the first suggestion!”
“Interesting. You believe that it is this technique which brought about these changes in her attitude and behavior?”
“I certainly do.”
“Have you discussed it with her?”
“Heavens no! If she became aware of it, it would defeat the whole program! You won’t tell her, will you?”
“No, mums the word.”
“Thank you. What was most interesting was that once one breakthrough was achieved, it was easier to make others. I believe that once a connection was made between Peter Harris and Patricia on a given subject, other similar connections were easier to make, like they traveled the same path or a similar path. The biology is not my area of expertise.”
“That is an interesting observation. I will need to give it some thought. I may need to modify some of my testing to look for groups of connections. You don’t object if I attempt to confirm how the current success was achieved?”
“Not at all! As long as Patricia is willing to cooperate.”
“She said that we shouldn’t look a gift horse in the mouth.”
That makes me chuckle. “It sounds exactly like something she would say. I’ve not seen a lot of introspection from that girl; hopefully, she’ll grow into it.”
“When would she grow into it?”
“What do you mean?”
“This is a short term project. Once Patricia obtains the necessary information from Raymond Hobbes, we are done. Peter Harris returns to his body and we all go our separate ways.”
“What happens to Patricia?”
“You mean the Construct?”
“Yes, yes, what ever you want to call her.”
“She will likely return to her prior state of limited consciousness. I would hope to find volunteers willing to be transferred to further my experiments.”
“And Patricia, her personality?”
“Would disappear, to be replaced by someone different with each new transfer.”
I had forgotten about that. In all my preparation and planning, I had forgotten that, if we are successful, Patricia … dies.
Jessica puts Patricia to the test, as does Sister Carmela of St. Ann's. Patricia returns the favor and makes initial contact with her target, Gretchen Hobbes. Themes and Elements listed apply to entire story, Rating applies to this submission. Thanks to Marina Kelly for editing assistance.
SEVERANCE PAY
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
“Patricia! We need to be leaving in the next ten minutes! I have to be there early so they can explain my duties.”
This is the third time I’ve shouted upstairs in an attempt to get her moving. She practically kicked me out of her room, insisting that she would do everything herself. I tried to explain to her how she could benefit from my years of experience but she assured me that she could handle it, this being a test of her abilities. I reluctantly agreed. Now, I’m questioning that decision. We would be on time if I had stayed with her.
“PATRICIA!”
“I”LL BE DOWN IN FIVE MINUTES!”
Well, at least she answered this time.
She has been very busy the last two days, reworking her school uniforms. She made at least four trips to the fabric store for supplies. Again, she won’t let me see what she’s doing, says that she wants it to be a surprise and that I should trust her, that she’s the expert here and that’s why we hired her. I tried to argue but she was adamant. Polite, but adamant.
Unfortunately, her nightmares returned, despite her nightly sessions with the therapy toy collection. We call it therapy due to Thomas’ suggestion at our last meeting, we both still get a laugh out of that. With any luck, he may be able to figure something out when he analyzes the data from the recorder I dropped off today at his office.
It was a little strange inserting that wire into Patricia’s faux freckle. It was another reminder of her eventual death. I teared up a little when I did it and she asked me what the problem was. I said it was nothing, just tired. She told me that I should get some rest and she’d try to do more around the house to help, with all she already has to do. The changes in her since we started this are almost beyond belief. I didn’t realize how fond I had grown of her until I began to think about life without her.
But right now, she’s starting to make me … I hear her door close and her boots on the upstairs floor. Just then, she appears at the top of the stairs.
She’s chosen her gray sweater mini dress with the flounce hem and the U neckline. It shows off her breasts but not too much, just enough to let the boys know that there’s more to see. She’s not wearing hose of any kind, just going with bare legs. If she plans on energetic dancing, that’s probably a good idea. When Robert and I went dancing and I wore hose, things often got a little uncomfortable. From this distance, her makeup is perfect. Not over done at all and highlights her best features; her beautiful eyes and that radiant smile. She’s let her hair down, reaching below her shoulders but swept back away from her ears, held in place with a couple of silver barrettes which match her silver dangling earrings.
We found those at a thrift shop, black with tarnish, and cleaned them up after supper two weeks ago … She can’t die! I won’t let her! But what about Peter Harris? It’s his life too. I start to cry again and Patricia races down the stairs, stopping on the step above me so that we are nearly eye to eye.
“Are you okay?” she asks.
I reach out and gently touch her cheek. “You are very beautiful, you know that?”
She averts her eyes. “You’re my mom; you’re supposed to say stuff like that.”
“Mother or not, you are beautiful and don’t you let anyone say otherwise.”
She takes my hand in both of hers. “Thanks. We better get going.”
I wipe my eyes with my free hand. “You’re right. Have you got your purse?”
“By the front door.”
“Any condoms?”
“MOTHER!”
“Just checking.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The dance is going to be in the main gym, where the basketball court is. We’re way early, like almost an hour, so I’ve got time to kill. I’ll admit that I’m nervous about this. Mom refuses to tell me what she expects me to do, just be yourself she says. What the heck does that mean? I don’t even know who I am anymore. Dressed in this hot outfit. Schtuping myself every night with those wonderful toys. I’m a sixty year old man for heavens sake! My birthday was last week and even I forgot about it until today. If I’d have mentioned it, she’d probably have bought me another sex toy … though there is this one I saw online that actually thrusts up and down by itself. That could be fun.
I slowly stroll around the gym, checking it out. They’ve got a portable stage set up at one end. It’s not very big, just about a hundred fifty square feet and two feet high. Big enough for the equipment already set up but the singer better not do a lot of jumping around or he’ll end up falling. There’s a bunch of big, double doors along one wall. I check the handles and they’re all locked except one. I open it and look in. It’s mostly empty, probably where they store the stage when not in use. There’s a bunch of basketballs in a mesh bag. I’d shoot around if they hadn’t already cranked the hoops up for the dance. I pull one from the bag and start to dribble as I walk around the floor.
I never was a ball handler when I played. In high school, I was on an intramural team. If I could dribble twenty times without booting it, that would have been a record for me. I just did the dirty work and was the enforcer if someone tried to rough up one of my guys. Now though, the ball feels really good in my hand, small as it is. I switch to my left hand and keep dribbling. Just the same. I’m ambidextrous! Why didn’t I find that out sooner? Picking up the pace a little, I try a few between the legs and some hesitation dribbles. Smooth as glass. Will wonders never cease. I don’t want to hurt the floor with my boots so I stop and head for the closet to return the ball. I hear someone slowly clapping, the sound echoing through the gym. I look around, there’s someone standing on the second level landing, watching me. It’s Coach Tobey!
I wave at him. He waves back and starts down the steps to the main floor. When he gets close, I give him a bounce pass with reverse English so that it pops up in front of him.
“Whoa! Nice pass Da’Pee. I’d ask you where you learned all those moves but you’d probably say you picked it up here and there.” He passes the ball back to me, a chest pass.
“Try me.” I pass it back to him.
“Okay. Where’d you learn all those move?” Ball back to me.
“Oh, picked them up here and there.” I throw another bounce pass out of his reach to the left but the spin brings it right back to him. He catches it.
“Smart ass … ‘scuse my French.”
“What you doing here, Coach?”
“I’m one of the chaperones. In the past, some of my boys caused a bit of trouble at one of these shindigs so I decided to be here, make sure they all behaved like gentleman instead of a bunch of shitheads … ‘scuse my French. Haven’t missed one since. They serve a mean ice cream punch.”
“Straight or over the rocks?”
“Completely straight. No one spikes anything. Anybody tries it and they’re out on their ass. We run a clean show here, no funny business. That way, tender flowers of femininity such as yourself can feel safe and secure.”
He’s a cute old guy. “Thanks Coach, but I can take care of myself.”
“Don’t I know it! If there’s trouble tonight, I’m hiding behind you.”
“There’s not much to hide behind.”
“Just as long as you’re between me and whoever is stupid enough to try something. Show doesn’t start for almost forty five minutes, why you here so early?”
“My mom’s also a chaperone.”
“Oh, so she’s here to watch out for her beautiful daughter’s safety too?”
“Bull shit … ‘scuse my French.”
He laughs loudly, the sound magnified by the echoes in the gym. “Well, I better get to the meeting Da’Pee. Already late. Be seeing you tonight.” He starts to walk away but I call out to him.
“Coach, any of the team showing up tonight?”
“Most of them, I think, though if they knew you were coming, it’d be all of them. You made quite an impression.”
“Is ahhh … Spikeman coming?”
He smiles at me, then winks. “Never misses one.”
Good. At least I’ll have one person to talk to.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
There’s at least ten people at this meeting, split equally between men and women. I thought that I’d be one of no more than four chaperones. Seems to be overkill to have this many. A middle-age woman enters the room and steps to the front. Everybody else sits down on the folding chairs scattered around the small room, so I did the same.
“Hello everyone, I’m Martha Zendahas, director of youth activities. The Y would like to thank you all for volunteering today. I see mostly familiar faces so I can keep this brief. We are here to prevent trouble, not to prevent the children from having fun. Everyone in this room is a parent or has been a parent so you know the difference. I expect to have the usual mix of ninety nine percent good kids and one percent trouble makers, most of whom you already know from prior dances. I am aware that it would be easier to just keep the bad element out but part of our goals is to help turn those kids around, we want then to use the Y as much as possible, unless they abuse the privilege, then we will escort them out.”
Just then, another person enters the room, a man. Several people quickly waved at him, nodded towards him or quietly saying “hello”. He acknowledged their greeting with a smile and a responding wiggle of the fingers on his right hand. He scans the room and sits down in the empty chair next to me, then leans towards me.
“How you doing, Ms. Connor?” he whispers.
How does he know me? He is familiar but I … oh, he’s the coach of that fight team that Patricia worked out with.
“I’m fine, how are you Coach … Tobias is it?” I whisper back.
“Yes ma’am, but everybody calls me Tobey. I’d be pleased if you did too.”
“I see that Coach Tobey has joined us again” said Zendahas. “If you have any questions or you think you’ve spotted a potential problem and you can’t find me, find Coach Tobey. He’s been doing this longer than I have. If he doesn’t have the answer, then no one does.” A wave of quiet chuckles rolls through the room. “If no one has any questions, you can each take your normal posts, Jeff and Judy at the doors, Frank and Thelma at the refreshment table, the rest with Coach Tobey as floaters.”
I raise my hand. “Excuse me, but this is my first time as a chaperone. I’m afraid that I don’t know any of the normal routines.”
“Don’t worry about it, Ms. Connor” said the Coach. “You hang with me for awhile and I’ll show you the ropes. That okay, Martha?”
“Fine with me Coach. You couldn’t have a better guide Ms. …”
“She’s Jessica Conner and her beautiful daughter is Patricia,” said Coach Tobey. “But you may know her better as the famous Da’Pee!”
“So, she’s back! That’s one girl I want to meet! You must be very proud of her Ms. Connor.”
“Uhhh certainly. Every mother is proud of their daughter … or son.”
Several other people come over to me, introducing themselves and asking to meet Patricia. As everyone begins to leave the room for their assignments, I pull Coach Tobey aside.
“What was that all about?”
“Your daughter’s pretty famous around here. The way she ripped my guys up, that gets talked about. If a boy had done that, he’d be cock of the walk, but a girl … that’s unheard of! Some people didn’t believe it actually happened and frankly, I don’t blame them. If I hadn’t seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn’t believe it either. Too fucking amazing … pardon my French, ma’am.”
“It’s Jessica, and you’re pardoned.”
“Thank you, Jessica. That little girl of yours is something else. When I came into the gym just now, she was dribbling a basketball, doing a kinda Harlem Globetrotter thing, in boots no less. She threw me a couple of passes that almost had me diving the wrong way, then the ball bounces right to me, easy as you please. She’s a natural athlete if I’ve ever seen one. Too bad she’s so short.”
I’m a little insulted. “What does her height have to do with anything? I believe she does quite well as she is.”
“No doubt Jessica, no doubt about that at all.” He takes my arm and we walk out the door towards the gym. “If she was just three or four inches taller, she’d have college scouts all over her. As it is, she’s more of a … now don’t take this the wrong way, promise?”
“I promise, she’s more of a what?”
“A curiosity.”
“How do you mean?”
“A kinda freak of nature, not in a bad way you understand, she’s just hard to pigeon hole.”
“I think she’d be very happy to hear you say that Coach Tobey.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I’ve been hanging around the stage, checking out the equipment. I recognize everything and I’m pretty sure I know how to play both lead and rhythm guitar, though I’ve never touched one in my life. I could also handle the keyboard … but some how a piano seems more familiar. I wonder if there’s one around here.
I hear voices, male voices, approaching from down the hall. Sounds like a group of several boys, laughing and joking as they get closer to the gym. I hastily check my makeup as best I can in my reflection in the chrome of a nearby amp, then straighten up as they enter the gym at the far end.
It’s the guys from mixed martial arts team! I recognize Javier, Crunk, and Joey. A couple more guys trail in. There’s Cruz … and Spikeman. I start to run toward them but stop after a couple of steps. Gotta be cool about this, don’t want to seem anxious or needy. Dropping down to a slightly slower than normal gait, I drive my heel into the wooden floor with each step, making sure that there’s a sharp, loud click each time my foot hits the surface. The hem of my dress also bounces with each stride.
When I start walking towards them, the guys are all talking among themselves but by the time I reach midcourt, they’ve stopped talking and are all watching me … intently, some a little hungrily. I slow up just a bit more, drawing out the moment. Just the simple act of walking and I’ve got the full attention of every one of these testosterone charged boys. There’s a feeling of power … and control.
Is this how women feel all the time? It’s intoxicating! I’m trying to look all haughty and distant but the closer I get to them, the more I want to smile. This is so darn cool!
Cruz is closest to me, so I fix my gaze on him and slow down a tiny bit more until I’m just about four feet away, then I stop, one booted foot in front of the other, front knee slightly bent, back knee locked, hands on hips, chest out, chin forward, head cocked slightly to the side. None of them recognize me.
He glances back at the rest of the guys and they subtly encourage him to say something, tipping their heads towards him, making little motions with their hands. He turns back towards me, making slight adjustments in his posture, trying to appear more suave; squaring his shoulders, sticking out his chest a bit more, letting his arms hang a little looser. Stepping forward, he tries to stretch up a bit, to seem taller, which is hardly necessary, since I’m only five feet tall, though it’s closer to five five in these boots.
“Can I help you … baby?” he asks, doing his best Barry White impersonation. It’s all I can do to keep a straight face.
“No, there’s nothing you can … Oh wait, yes! There is something I desperately need. Could you answer one little question for me?” I take a step closer, sliding forward.
“Baby, anything for you.” Some of the guys behind him are stifling laughs. He’s looking down at me, eyes locked on my cleavage.
I reach out with my left hand and lightly touch his chest with the tips of four fingers. “That’s so nice of you … could you tell me how your arm is?”
He straightens up a little but I keep my hand on his chest. “My arm? What about my arm?”
“Oh … I was just wondering how it was … since I bent it sooo badly the last time we met.”
He pulls away from me about a foot. “What you talking … who the hell are …” I step back and take a defensive stance, crouched, fists closed and protecting my face, elbows in. He looks at me like I’m nuts. One of the guys in the back figures it out.
“Hey! It’s Da’Pee!
I straighten back up, laughing my behind off. “Gotcha that time, Cruz!”
He looks at me, stunned. “Noooo, it can’t be … but you look so … nooo … is it?”
I do a slight curtsey. “The one and only. How is that arm? I was worried that I’d damaged a ligament or something.”
He rubs his right elbow idly; the look on his face says he still isn’t certain it’s me. “Fine, hurt like hell the next day though.”
“I can imagine, sorry about that, got a little carried away.”
They all swarm around me, laughing and slapping hands. A couple got in Cruz’s face, imitating his pickup line.
“Can I help you … Baby?”
“Yeah, yeah. Can I help you … BABY! Good job Cruz!”
He’s looking pretty embarrassed, so I stand next to him. “Hey, I didn’t see any of you other guys step up and take a shot. It was a good line, just the wrong person. It takes a brave man to try that, particularly in front of his friends.”
“Thanks Pee” he says.
“You’re welcome Cruz, … though I wouldn’t do that Barry White thing, too creepy.” They all laugh again, even Cruz. I think we’re all okay.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
She had them eating out of the palm of her hand.
When she started to strut towards those boys, I was about to shout to her but Coach stopped me. “I want to see what happens” he whispered, so we both stood just outside of the doorway and watched.
I was stunned. When she reached out and touched that boys’ chest, it was just the perfect move … a move that I wouldn’t have thought of in a million years. Where did that come from? It wasn’t part of my programming and it was much too natural for Thomas to have done on his own.
“She’s a confident one, isn’t she?” said Coach.
“Apparently so.”
He looks over at me. “Never seen her like this before, have you?”
“No, I haven’t.”
“Sometimes it’s good to see your kid in a different environment, particularly when they don’t know you’re around. I’d say she handled them pretty well. Liked the way she brought Cruz back into the group.”
“That was … very skillful.”
He steps through the doorway into the gym. “Well, time to break up this little confab.” He starts to loudly clap his hands together and whistles.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Everyone turns to look at whoever is making all that noise. It’s Coach Tobey … and my mom. I wonder how long she’s been there.
“What’s the Coach want?” I ask.
“We’re supposed to be setting up for the dance” said Javier. “Coach ‘volunteers’ us every time they have one, says it’s our community service. We cover this half of the court with big tarps to protect it and then setup a bunch of tables and chairs. The other half we leave open for dancing.”
“Does anybody actually dance?”
“Lot’s of people” said Crunk. “We got a reputation for being pretty light on our feet, everyone except Javier.”
“Hey, I do okay” Javier shot back.
“For an elephant” Crunk replied.
“Well maybe I’ll have to give you both a try” I said.
They both nodded and smiled. “That’s cool.”
The guys all headed for the big doors on the East side of the gym, the ones I had tried earlier but were locked. I followed behind them until someone grabbed my shoulder.
“Where you going?” It was Spikeman.
“I’m just gonna help.”
“YOU can’t help!”
“Why not?”
“Because you’re … ah … uhhh… .”
“A GIRL?”
“NO … no, you’re not a girl.”
“I’m NOT a girl?”
“NO … I mean yes, you’re a girl. I’m not stupid!”
“Couldn’t prove it by me. So you’re saying GIRLS can’t do this kind of thing.”
“NO! I didn’t say that. I meant you couldn’t do this because … uhhh …”
“Uhh what?”
“These tarps, they’re old and dirty, dusty. We have to clean up after moving them. You’re too … beautiful.”
“ERIC! Get your damn ass over here!” Coach shouted. “Pardon my French, ladies.”
Spikeman shrugged. “Sorry, gotta go!” then he turned and ran off to join the rest of the guys.
So, it’s Eric Spikeman, that’s a nice name. And he thinks I’m beautiful.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The boys seem to know what they are doing. Coach Tobey doesn’t have to give many directions at all. After the tarps are laid in place, they start running back and forth from the storage area, carrying tables and folding chairs. The Coach wanders back to stand next to me.
“Your team is well trained Coach. They seem to have everything well in hand.”
“It’s not me Jessica, it’s her.” He points to Patricia, who is standing on the fringe of the activity, watching the boys hurry by. “They’re putting on a show for your daughter. Never seen ‘em move this fast before. We’ll be done in record time. I think some of them want a little extra time to get cleaned up for the dance, if you know what I mean.”
“I see. What band is playing tonight?”
“I saw the poster but, frankly I forget, they’re all the same to me. One dance is a rap act, the next rock. This dance is rock, which is usually an easier crowd to handle, plus they dance more, if you call it dancing. That’s one of the things we have to watch for, dirty dancing. Martha will let some stuff slide, more than I would, but she will eventually put her foot down. Most of the kids are regulars and they know where the lines are but …”
“But they’re kids, so they are constantly pushing those lines.”
“Bingo. The way Patricia acts, you must know something about raising kids.”
“Not as much as you might think. I’m lucky she turned out so well. This is a kind of coming out party for her, introducing her to people her own age.”
“Well, just having her around helps my guys.”
“How do you mean?”
“A lot of the cultures around here don’t show much respect to women. In many families, they’re almost second class citizens. Here comes this pretty little girl, someone feminine as all get out, and she beats them at their own game, a damn macho game at that. And she didn’t beat just one or two, she beat them all. No one could call the other guy a pussy for getting beaten by a girl, they all took it on the chin. They have to respect that.”
“Interesting. Wouldn’t you be afraid that there might be some … competition among them, fighting for her undivided attention, if you will.”
“You mean they might fight to hit on her?”
“More succinctly put, but yes.”
“Not likely. No boy wants to date a woman who can beat him up, no matter how hot she is, at least a normal boy; there is the occasional kinky one.”
“Kinky ones aside, that isn’t a very open attitude. It seems to doom my daughter to spinsterhood.”
“That’s the way it is, at least when they’re this age. She’ll be okay when they all get older. Or she may find that one of those kinky ones is a nice guy over all. I’m not one to judge, got enough trouble keeping my own house in order.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It doesn’t take very long for the guys to set everything up, they’re a pretty organized bunch. Eric was right, it was a kinda dirty job. They all head towards the locker room to clean up but Joey shouts to me as he leaves.
“DA’Pee!”
“What?!”
“Hold that big table up near the front for us until we get back!”
I look where he’s pointing. It’s a big oblong table, looks like it seats at least twenty. “Isn’t it too big?”
“Naw, some of us got girlfriends!” He waves and is out the door.
Girlfriends! Of course! Why didn’t I think of that? Idiot! Eric’s bound to have a girlfriend, someone as nice as him. There goes my evening.
They left the doors to the storage area open, so I peek inside to check it out. There’s a piano off in the corner. I make sure no one is looking, then slip inside, closing the door. It’s a baby grand, in good shape too. I lift the cover to the keyboard and lightly run my hand across the keys. Sounds like it’s in tune, wonder what they use it for. I don’t see any bench but it’s a little dark in here. It’s really a strange feeling, touching those keys. I know how to play it, like a piano is an old friend, but I also know that I’ve never played a piano before in my life, other than “Chopsticks”. It’s confusing. Looking around for the bench, I’m interrupted by Mom calling my name. I stick my head out the door and she sees me.
”There you are! What were you doing in that room?”
“Nothing.” The typical guilty reply of a teenager.
“Come over here. There are some people I’d like you to meet.”
Glancing back at the piano, I reluctantly shut the door and walk over to where Mom and a couple other adults are waiting. When I get close, she reaches out, puts her arm across my shoulder and turns me to face them.
“Patricia, this is Jeff and Judy Lassiter and this is Frank and Thelma Wilkins.” I shake their hands and say hello. “And this is Martha Zendahas, head of Youth Programming for the Y. She particularly wanted to meet you.” I offer her my hand and she grabs it, shaking it vigorously.
“Very happy to finally meet you Patricia. I wasn’t lucky enough to see you in action against Coach Tobey’s boys but I’ve heard all about it! You’re the talk of the building. One little girl, beating all of those boys. And so easily!”
She’s still shaking my hand. That little indulgence against the guy’s team may be more trouble than it was worth. All I need is to get some kind of reputation and then have a bunch of meatheads come around to challenge me. The guys are pretty cool but not every boy would have handled it so well. Probably Coach Tobey’s influence.
“They probably are exaggerating things Ms. Zendahas. I wasn’t all that great. I’m not that little either, I’m over five feet tall.”
She looks me up and down, like she doesn’t believe it, then smiles and releases my hand. “You could be right, stories do seem to grow in the retelling, regardless, a remarkable performance. Maybe we will get a chance for a repeat some day?”
“I don’t know. School will be starting soon and I’ll probably be very busy …”
“We hope to have her attend St. Ann’s” says Mom. “The enrollment test and interview are next week. We have our fingers crossed.”
“That’s a very good school, not much of an athletic program though. Their girls give it a good try but they never seem to have much talent.”
“We’re more interested in the academics for Patricia.”
“They certainly have that. Well Patricia, should you find that you have the time, we’d be very glad to have you here at the Y. We have a number of quality touring teams for girls that play AAU sports. I’m sure you would find it challenging.”
“She can handle a basketball too” said Coach Tobey as he stepped into the group. Zendahas gives me a considered look.
“Basketball eh? A multi sport athlete? I really must see you in action … and soon. We all have our jobs to do and it is almost time to open the doors. I’d like to speak with everyone at the end, just briefly, to review any problems or rough spots. Nice to meet you … Da’Pee.”
They all scatter to different parts of the gym while Mom and I walk away, her arm still over my shoulder. “What was that about?”
“Martha wanted to meet you.”
“Sounded more like she wanted to recruit me.”
“For what?”
“The YWCA’s AAU teams.”
“Why would she do that?”
“Because AAU sports are becoming the primary way to recruit college and sometime pro athletes. The high school rules are too restrictive and some AAU teams are practically year round now. They travel to tourney’s all over the place, play each other. There’re no rules against recruiting athletes and there’s often money paid under the table.”
“Isn’t that illegal?”
“Depends on how they do it. Either way, it’ll screw up your NCAA eligibility.”
“You’re not interested in any of that, are you?”
“Of course not! I just want to finish this job and go home.”
“Are you sure about that? I saw how you handled those boys just now … extremely impressive. You were a natural, better than I was at your age.”
“Sixty?”
“Shut up. You know what I mean.”
“I know, and yes, I’m sure. There’s lots of interesting things about being Patricia Conner, but she isn’t me … or we aren’t me … whatever. When this is done, I’ll miss it, but that’s all.”
“If you say so.” I don’t think she believed me. Can’t say I blame her. I may not believe me either.
“What’s your job tonight?”
“I’m called a Floater. I just circulate; keep an eye out for trouble. Sometimes I’m on the floor, sometimes in the bathrooms, sometimes outside.”
“The bathrooms? Really?”
“That’s the job.”
“I like my job better.”
“What’s your job?”
“I sit at that table and hold it for the guys until they come back.”
“And then what?”
“I guess we hang out.”
“I was hoping you’d meet some new people.”
“I’ve already met Martha, Frank, Thelma, Jeff …”
“I meant people your own age.”
“They were my age, actually I’m older.”
“What’s getting old is that joke.”
“Fine, I get it and I know what you mean. The guys have girlfriends, so I’ll meet them too.”
“They ALL have girlfriends?”
“I don’t know about that, I haven’t taken a head count or anything.”
“It seems a shame, what nice boys.”
“That’s another joke that’s getting old … mother.”
“Who’s joking?”
“Virgin, for now and ever, remember?”
“If you say so.”
“I do. Look, I better go table sit before they open the doors. I’ll see you around.”
“You can bet on it.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The doors have been open for at least fifteen minutes and they aren’t back yet. I’ve had to tell at least twenty guys to not sit here, though they didn’t move very far away. They’ve all taken seats within thirty feet of me. In fact, this area of the gym seems to be experiencing a population explosion. A dark haired girl sits down on the far side of the table.
“Excuse me, I’m holding this table for some friends.”
“The Mixed Martial Arts team, I know. They always sit at this table. I’m Terri Hughes, Javier Esposito’s girl friend.”
Now I know Javier’s last name. “Hi, I’m Patricia Connor.”
“Hi. Who’s your boyfriend?”
“Huh?”
“Which guy on the team are you dating?”
“None of them. I’m just a friend of the team.”
“The WHOLE team?”
“Yeah, it’s a little strange. I accidentally stumbled onto one of their practices and started working out on the equipment. One thing led to another and I ended up scrimmaging with them.”
“Which one?”
“Which guy?”
“Yes.”
“Eventually … all of them.”
“Why all of them? I’d think getting beaten by the first one would be enough for most girls.”
“I wasn’t beaten.”
“By who?”
“By any of them. I won all my matches.”
“You didn’t fight Javier.”
“Yes, I did. He was the last one.”
“Wait a minute. You’re saying you fought ALL the other boys of the team, one at a time, then fought my Javier … and won.”
“Yep.”
“Didn’t.”
“Did.”
We sit in silence for a couple of minutes.
“Are you crazy?” she asks.
“No.”
“Why didn’t he tell me about this? You’re lying.”
“Not lying. I don’t know why he didn’t tell you; why not ask him when he gets here. Better yet, ask Coach Tobey, he’s over there by the stage.”
She turns her head and sees the Coach, then turns back to me. “I think I will.” She stands and rapidly marches directly over to the Coach.
I can’t hear the conversation but I can see that the Coach is very animated, using broad gestures and exclamations. It looks like he’s replaying each match for her. Every now and then, she looks back towards me, eyes wide and mouth agape. After about ten minutes, she comes back to the table, a lot slower than she left, and sits down. After a few seconds of motionlessness, she starts to look around the room, even under the table, intently checking out everything.
“What are you doing?” I ask.
“Am I being Punk’d?”
“Punked?”
“You know, Ashton Kutcher’s show, where they play those stupid jokes on people and tape it with hidden cameras.”
“I’ve never seen it but this isn’t a joke.”
“It’s not?”
“No.”
“Are you crazy?”
“You already asked me that once. The answer hasn’t changed. No, I’m not crazy?”
“But you’re a girl! Why would you do something like that?”
“Because I can.” Another girl comes over and plops down into the seat next to Terri.
“Hey Terri!”
“Hi Katie” she responded distractedly.
The new girl looks at me. “Hi.”
“Hello. Are you friends with the team?”
“Oh yeah! Billy Shore’s my boyfriend.”
“I haven’t met Billy.”
“Oh you have” said Terri, “he’s Crunk … the guy you pinned in fifty seconds.”
Katie’s attention bounces between Terri and me, a quizzical look on her face. “What?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The doors have only been open for about thirty five minutes and the seating is almost gone. The tables and chairs are all occupied and the one set of bleachers that are open are almost three quarters full. The band isn’t on stage yet but it appears that the refreshment tables are almost ready. The Wilkins and a few other chaperones have everything set out. The menu appears to be pizza, cookies, chips, pretzels, canned pop and popcorn, hardly health food but the basic food groups that teenager’s thrive on. Coach Tobey is helping move a large tub of ice onto one of the tables so I walk over to see if I can help.
“Is there anything I can do?”
“Not right now, Jessica” he says. “We’ll be ready once the hot dogs get here, which should be any minute. There’ll be a big rush when we open for business but it’ll fade quick. You can help with the drinks, if you don’t mind getting your hands wet.”
“Not a problem. When does the music start?”
“Eight thirty, such that it is.” He leans closer to me. “I got some of those little foam earplugs in my pocket if things get too loud for you.”
“I went to rock concerts when I was younger, saw ‘The Who’ in Pasadena. A very loud show.”
“Bet that was a few years ago.”
“Quite a few.”
He pats his pocket. “I got a pair for you if you need em.”
I look around the room until I find Patricia. She’s sitting at the largest table with a group of those boys from the fight team along with several other girls. The girls seem to be paired up with some of the boys so they must be dating. Patricia is sitting with the stag group of boys. They all appear to be talking and laughing, Patricia is smiling. Coach notices where I’m looking.
“Don’t worry about her. My guys know how to behave; there won’t be any funny business.”
“I wasn’t worried about that.” Not much at least. “I was more concerned about how she would fit in. We haven’t been in town long and I was hoping she could make some friends.”
“Where did you live before moving to Miami?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Portland, Portland Oregon. Mom lost her job almost a year ago but she was hired by a PR firm two months ago, so here we are.”
“What about your Dad?” asks Eric.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“My husband died in a car accident three years ago. It’s just Patricia and me now.”
“That’s terrible!” said Thelma Wilkins. “I’m so sorry to hear that. It must have been a shock.”
“It was, for both of us. Patricia really loved her father.”
“I’m sure she did, but it had to be very difficult for you too.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“It was really hard for my mom, they’d been together since high school.”
“WOW!”
Some of the couples look at each other, you can read their thoughts on their faces … could that be us? Will we be together that long? Will we get married?
“I can’t imagine loosing one of my parents” said Katie. “I mean, I argue with them ALL the time, but … if one of them died. Way harsh. Are you okay?”
“Yeah, mostly. I still have nightmares now and then. Money’s tough for us.”
“I thought you said you were going to St. Ann’s” said Javier. “That’s an expensive private school, isn’t it?”
“You’re going to St. Ann’s?! I go there too!” squealed Terri.
“I’m not there yet. I have to pass the entrance exam and get through an interview. If I do, they have scholarships available.”
“Are you smart?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Patricia is very smart. Sometimes her grades don’t show it.”
“A little lazy?” asks Jeff.
“She gets bored easily. If she applies herself, she does quite well.”
“I can testify to that” added Coach Tobey. “She’s a real spitfire.”
“Well, St. Ann’s will certainly test her” said Janet. “They have nothing but college prep classes. If you graduate in the upper half of the class, you should be able to get into practically any college in the country, including Ivy League. They also don’t put up with any foolishness from the girls.”
“Foolishness?”
“The sisters who run the school don’t tolerate bad behavior.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Sister Carmela, she’s the principle, and she is a real BITCH!”
“You get on her wrong side, Terri?” I ask.
“They caught me and a friend smoking on campus and suspended my parking privileges for a month!”
“Parking privileges?”
“Almost everyone, other than freshmen, drives but you’ve got to have a parking pass. Without one, your parents have to bring you to school. My dad was really pissed at me about the whole thing.”
“Do you have to drive?”
“No, but practically everyone does. Others have chauffeurs. What do you drive?”
“We’ve only got one car and Mom needs it for work.”
“The car you drive is about the only way to stand out. You seen the uniforms?”
“Oh yeah. Where’d they get them, Florida Prison Supply?”
“I know! You try and wear anything not in the rule book and it’s a demerit! The only thing they can’t control is what you drive, so that’s where the competition is. I drive a BMW.”
“Great, now I have to find a cool ride.”
“If you don’t, you’re totally out. Totally.”
“Hey, Da’Pee, you need some wheels?” asks Cruz.
“Apparently.”
“My brother’s selling his bike. A 1997 Kawasaki KX 250, sweet ride when it runs.”
“So it doesn’t even run?”
“Not right now, some kind of fuel line problem, that’s why it’s priced to move.”
“How much?”
“For you … seven fifty. It’s a steal at that price! That bike kicks ass in low gears, you have to fight to keep the front wheel down it moves so quick.”
“A bike that keeps popping up on you isn’t exactly a selling point, Cruz.”
“Okay, okay, how about seven hundred?”
“Why so desperate to sell it?”
“He’s joining the Army and doesn’t need it anymore; Mom says he can’t keep it at home.”
“You can’t be serious!” exclaimed Terri. “A motorcycle? You’d be the only one in school!”
“Really? … When can I see it, Cruz?”
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
Coach Tobey was not quite correct. It wasn’t a big rush when the refreshment table was opened, it was a stampede. I was grabbing cans of pop as fast as I could, reaching into the freezing water until my hands went numb. One of the other parents had to relieve me so that I could warm them enough to be able to flex my fingers. We had gone through two tubs and Coach was bringing out the third.
“Where did all this come from?” I shouted to him over the din of teenagers yelling for more food.
“Mostly donations from local businesses, some trade out for team sponsorships. Martha has her ways, she’ a real wheeler dealer.”
“When does it slow down?”
“In about two minutes, when the band starts.”
He was right this time. Just as I returned to the drink tub, I noticed four very scruffy looking kids approaching the stage with the undeniable swagger of musicians … or at least what a group of teenage proto rock gods would think the swagger would look like. They jumped onto the stage, causing a series of resounding thuds to bounce around the room, attracting the attention of the kids on the perimeter of the mob in front of our table. One of the players picked up a guitar, reached over to turn on his amp, then waited a few seconds before attempting to tune it by playing the most obnoxious series of notes that I can ever recall hearing. That attracted the attention of the rest of the mob, which rapidly dissipated as the kids returned to their seats, except for a few determined stragglers who we dealt with quickly.
The band continued to tune their instruments until one boy, likely the leader, waved them to a stop and then played a couple of more resonant chords.
“Hey Miami!” he yelled into the microphone. “How you feeling tonight?!” Some of the kids yelled back but it was just noise. “Are you ready to rock the roof off this dump?!” he continued. Their response was loud and long.
So … it’s going to be that kind of show. I look towards Patricia’s table. All the kids are shouting and waiving their hands, even Patricia, though she’s just waiving her arms with a wry smile on her face. She sees that I’m looking her way and just shrugs, still smiling and waiving
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Turns out the band is just a bunch of local kids learning the ropes. No one seems to care, they all are screaming and yelling as if it was Lady Gaga. I think this dance is just an excuse to have a blow out before school starts in a few weeks. Everybody at my table lets loose. It’s so ridiculous, I can’t help smiling and joining in. When I see Mom watching me, I just shrug and keep going, she wanted me to join in so I’m joining in.
The lead singer seems to have exhausted his snappy patter so the band launches into a song … exactly what song I couldn’t say but a bunch of kids have already jumped into the dancing area and are working hard at having fun. The couples leave our table to join the growing throng in front of the band, myself and the stag boys, including Eric, being left behind. I haven’t had a chance to ask him if he has a girlfriend. He looks over at me and we stare at each other for a few seconds. He swallows hard, gesture towards the dance area with his right arm and says “You wouldn’t like to dance … would you?”
I hop off my chair, grab his extended arm and pull him out of his chair “Yeah, sure. Thought you’d never ask.”
We head for the middle of the crowd, trying to get close to the band but can’t get within twenty feet. They’re playing … something. It’s loud, steady and unintelligible, but it’s got a good beat to dance to, Dick. The crowd is too tightly packed to even try to actually dance, we mostly sway and twist near to one another. He smiles at me and I smile back, we don’t try to talk, it’s too loud.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
When I find the Coach, he’s leaning up against the wall just off to the stage’s right, carefully surveying the crowd. He’s smiling. I call out to him but he doesn’t respond. I move closer, into his line of vision and shout again. He smiles and taps his right ear with his right index finger. I hold my left hand out to him, palm up. He nods his head, reaches into his coat pocket and pulls out a little packet of foam hearing protectors. I tear open the packet, remove the small pieces of foam, roll them between my finger and thumb until they are small, hard peas and insert them into my ears.
The noise level quickly drops below the excruciating point as the foam expands, blocking my ear canal. I swivel my jaw and yawn to balance out the pressure, then sigh in relief.
That’s much better.
He taps my shoulder and points to the crowd. My eyes follow his extended arm and I see two kids on the edge of the crowd, grinding their bodies together, her arms tightly around his neck and his wrapped around her waist.
I look back at him and he shakes his head “No”, leaves his spot on the wall and moves into the crowd, heading for the entwined couple, me following closely behind. It doesn’t take as much effort as I though it might, the crowd seems to part in front of him as he walks forward. As we near the target, the area around them clears, leaving them exposed but unaware, as they are too wrapped up in each other. He places a hand on top of each of their heads. They both stare up at him, startled looks in their faces. He shakes his head “No” again and gently pries them apart. They appear to be embarrassed at being either caught or singled out. Coach taps the side of his head next to his eyes and backs away. They get the message, he’ll be watching. He heads back towards his previous spot but exits the gym through a door. I follow. Once the door closes, he reaches up and removes the ear plugs, so I do the same.
“My God! The noise level is insane in there! That can’t be good for their hearing.”
“I know. Their first break is in ten minutes and Martha will tell them to turn it down a notch. That way, the kids get a good dose of rebellion without knowing we’ve done anything about it.”
“What if the band complains?”
“They won’t, not if they want to get hired again. This is a pretty good gig for a local band looking for some publicity. The Y doesn’t pay much but lots of people hear their stuff.”
“Stuff, is that what it is? It certainly isn’t music, at least not my kind of music.”
“Not mine either, but I’ve heard worse at these dances. I imagine that we don’t like the same kind of music either. Who was your favorite?”
“I didn’t really have a favorite, though I did like Cyndi Lauper.”
“Benny Goodman. Each generation has their own sound, it’s always changing.”
“So does dancing styles. I assume you broke that couple up because they crossed a line.”
“Yep, do you approve?”
“Absolutely! That kind of behavior should be discouraged.”
“I’ve caught them before so the warning should be enough, at least for tonight. We keep the kids in the gym and the bathrooms. Every other place is locked, except for the kitchen and we’ve got people working there. We don’t want to have some place private for a couple to sneak off to.”
“What about outside?”
“We got people there too, plus the police increase their patrols.”
“Sounds like you’ve got this down to a science.”
He smiles. “More like trial and error but when we learn a lesson, we don’t forget it. Put your plugs back in, time for a bathroom check.”
* * * *** * * *** * * *
I’ve been on and off the dance floor a few times. Once with Javier, and once with Crunk, with their respective girlfriends’ permission of course. The rest of the time I danced with Eric. He’s pretty smooth once there’s room to actually dance.
I never was much of a dancer before. That was one of the problems I had with wife number two. She’d never believe it if she could see me now. Once I got on the dance floor, I realized that I knew how to Rumba, Cha cha, Tango, Latin Swing, Ball room, the Funky Chicken and a whole bunch of others. Eric didn’t know any of them and this isn’t the right kind of music for that anyway, though sometimes the band got the beat just right and I could feel it, deep inside. I just wanted to mooove and so did Eric. It was fun, watching him and trying to match it, though with a little spice thrown in, more hip, more chest, more ass. I was really getting the hang of it when the band took a break. They announced they’d be back in twenty minutes. After going hard for like almost forty, I guess they deserved it.
After stopping, I realized how thirsty I was. Eric offered to get us something, and after looking at the crowd attacking the refreshment table, I accepted. It’d be nice to sit down for awhile. When I got back to the table, all the girls were gone.
“Where is everybody?”
Javier pointed to the restrooms. “You missed the train, the girls all went that away. Why do girls all go to the bathroom together? What do you do in there?”
“We talk about all the stupid things guys do.”
“No wonder it takes so long.”
“Bright boy. Tell Eric I’ll be right back.”
“Will do, Da’Pee.”
I head for the bathroom. It seems every girl in the building is waiting in line. Why does this happen? Why can’t they build enough stalls for us? It’s not like it’s a new problem. You see it everywhere there’s a big crowd. Luckily, I don’t really need to go, I just was taking the opportunity while the band was on break. I’ll just come back later.
As I head back to our table, I walk by the storage doors. Remembering the piano, I pause and check the door handle. It’s still unlocked! After looking to see if anyone is watching, I open it slightly and slip in, closing it quietly behind me.
It’s darker than before but some light is leaking in from around each door. I walk over to the piano and again feel the same confusion as before, though this time, I’m more confident that I know what I’m doing, maybe because I’ve been listening to music and playing along in my head. There’s a small tarp next to the piano, covering something. I lift it and uncover the bench. Now we’re talking!
Pulling the bench into place, I sit down, extend my hands and caress the keys with my fingers, playing quietly, first a couple of exercises I remember, then a simple tune, “Clair de Lune”. I close my eyes, as it’s too dark to clearly see the keys anyway, and let the music carry me away. I’m almost to the second bridge when I hear the door open and quickly close. I stop.
“Where are you, Patricia?”
It’s Eric! “How did you know I was in here?”
“Joey saw you duck in. When you didn’t come back to the table … I came to check on you … I thought that you might be … you know, ditching me, but then I heard the music. You can really play! What was that?”
“Oh, nothing, just a song I know, it’s no big deal.”
“No big deal? You’re great! I thought it was a CD or something. Play some more.”
“You like it?”
“Sure! Play it again.”
“Okay.” I remember a short theme from “Romeo and Juliet”, so I settle in and play that. Eyes closed again, my body moving with the music. When I finish and open my eyes, Eric is standing next to me. My eyes have adjusted to the dark.
“How was that?”
“Amazing! Just watching you, the way you were so into it … the light across your face … that smile … so beautiful.”
Did he mean me or the music? “Beautiful?”
“Yeah … beautiful. I’ve never seen anything like it. The guys have to hear this!”
“No! Eric! Please don’t …” It’s too late. He’s thrown open the big door, the light stinging my eyes.
“Hey Cruz, Javier, Crunk, you guys get over here and help me!” he shouted. In seconds, they’re all here.
“What’s up man?”
“Help me move this piano out by the stage.”
“What for?” ask Cruz.
“So you can all hear Patricia play it.”
“Da’Pee plays the piano?”
“Look” I say “I can play a little but this isn’t the time …”
Eric sits down next to me on the bench and takes my hand. “Don’t say that. You play like an angel, a beautiful angel. Show them what you can do. If you won’t do it for yourself, show them … for me.”
He looks so cute, holding my hand in his, his big blue eyes begging me. I should say no, I want to say no.
“Okay … yes.” SHIT!
He drops my hand and hops off the bench. “You heard the lady guys! Let’s move this puppy!”
“Is this okay with the Coach?” ask Crunk.
“Don’t worry” answered Eric. “I’ll fix it with him if there’s a problem.” He takes his position on one corner of the piano.
Crunk looks at him, then grabs the nearest corner. “As long as it’s your ass and not mine.” The other two guys also grab hold and all four rapidly move it out the door and across the floor, leaving me to carry the bench.
Naturally, when a piano appears out of nowhere and is pushed across a crowded gym, people tend to notice that sort of thing. The guys have got the piano in place and Eric has swung a mic on a boom stand from the stage to the piano. Everyone is watching as I carry the bench over to the stage, all the time thinking to myself “this is a mistake, this is a mistake, this is a big, big mistake.”
When I finally reach the piano, Eric takes the bench from my hands, sets in place and then helps me sit down. He grabs the mic and taps the wind screen a couple of times to make sure it’s on.
“Hey, everybody, uhh, while the band’s taking a break, here’s something for you to, uuhh, listen to. She’s great … really great! Trust me!” He pushes the mic away. “Go on Patricia.”
“What should I play?”
“Just play that last thing.”
“I don’t know …” My nerves are getting to me.
He takes my hands again. “Do it like before. Close your eyes. I’ll just stand here right next to you.”
I nod my head, close my eyes, take a calming breath, slowly exhale, reach out to find my place on the keyboard and begin to play.
It feels good … better than good, it feels right. All my earlier confusion is gone. I can play a piano, play it well, darn well. Now that I’m not trying to keep it quiet, I let the music soar. It’s just me, the music … and Eric.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Bathroom duty is harder than you would think. There’s more competition for the mirror space than anything else and I have to referee. Each girl who gets there doesn’t plan on leaving until she’s got everything just the way she likes it. We should put up a bunch of mirrors and lights in the hallway. It would get more girls out of here quicker, leaving room for those who really need the toilets. I’m going to make that suggestion to Zendahas at the wrap up meeting.
A tall blonde girl pushes her way in through the crowd.
“BECKY!”
“What?!” a girl by the mirror replies.
“Hurry up and get out here!”
“I’m not done yet!”
“Well hurry up! There’s this short girl out here playing the piano!”
“So?”
“So she’s good! Really good! Amazingly good! Hurry before she’s done!”
Short girl … piano? I follow the blonde girl as she leaves the bathroom and trots to the gym.
There’s a big crowd by the stage, I can’t see anything … but I can hear it.
Melodic, fluid, lively … passionate.
Some of the kids are standing on chairs to see. I hurry over to the bleachers, it’s further away but I can get high enough to see what’s happening. I climb to the tenth row and turn around.
It’s Patricia, playing as if she and the piano are one, the music just appearing from them as if by magic. No one is speaking, just watching and listening. I hear someone climbing the bleachers next to me but I can’t look away from her.
“She’s full of surprises, that one is.”
“She is that Coach, she is that.”
“Did you know that …”
“That she could play the piano, yes, I knew, but she’s never played in front of an audience before, at least not one this large.”
“Maybe it’s time she did.”
Just then, she finished. She remained still, hands poised over the keyboard, a broad smile on her face. The crowd was silent for a few seconds, and then applause broke out, thunderous applause along with shouts and whoops. Patricia stood up and hugged a boy standing next to her.
“Excuse me Coach, I need to speak with my daughter.”
“Sure thing, Jessica.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It was like nothing I had ever experienced before in my life. Applause, waves of applause.
Suddenly, I felt Eric’s hand on my shoulder. I have to share this with him. I stood up and hugged him, my face buried in his shoulder.
“Thank you.” I whispered.
“I just helped roll it out here, that’s all.”
“No, you didn’t.”
“Okay, you’re welcome.”
I let him go and turned around. Many kids were shouting at me.
“Where’d you learn to do that?”
“How long have you been playing?”
“You sure know your shit, you do!”
“You know anything new?”
A chant was starting to build. “More! More! More!” I don’t think I could give them more classical, the first piece was probably a fluke. I could play some jazz, there’s a piece by Oscar Peterson I really like. Then I heard someone calling my name.
“Patricia! Patricia!” It was Mom! She was trying to get closer. Some of the other ladies were helping her. Suddenly, I knew what my encore was going to be. I reached out and swung the mic back to me.
“Thanks, thank you everybody! I think there’s time for one more before the band comes back from their break. I’d like to dedicate this one to my mother.”
Sitting back down, I look up at Eric and wink.
“Hold on, we’re in for a bumpy ride.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Dedicate it to me? What is she doing?
“Do you know what she’s going to play?” asks Judy.
“No idea.”
“Well I hope it’s as wonderful as that last one” said Thelma.
Patricia sat down again, disappearing behind the crowd. If only she weren’t so short! I heard the music start again, but I didn’t recognize it right away, it was familiar but …”
“Do you know it?” asks Judy.
“I think it’s … NO! She wouldn’t! She couldn’t!”
“What?”
“Hurry! We need to get up there!”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It’s not originally for solo piano but I should be able to make this work. The vamp is just about done so time to find out if I can do this. I lean into the mic.
I come home in the morning light,
My mother says “When you gonna live your life right?”
Oh, mother dear,
We’re not the fortunate ones,
And girls,
They wanna have fu-un
Oh, girls,
Just wanna have fun.
By now, Mom and her friends have reached the piano, she’s smiling and nodding her head in time with the music. I knew this was one of her favorite songs from when she was young.
The phone rings in the middle of the night,
My father yells “What you gonna do with your life?’
Oh, Daddy dear,
You know you’re still number one,
But girls,
They wanna have fu-un,
OH, girls just wanna have
That’s all they really waaaannntt,
Some fuuuuunnnn.
Mom turns to the two ladies with her.
“Do you know this?”
The both nod “Yes”
“Good, follow my lead.”
Just as I had hoped! Let’s kick this baby off!
When the working day is done,
Oh girls,
They wanna have fu-un,
Oh, girls,
Just wanna haaavee fuuuunn.
Mom leaned into the mic and took the chorus, her friends right behind her.
Girls,
They want,
Wanna have fun,
Girls,
Wanna have.
I kept playing and the ladies were getting into it, dancing and jumping, laughing. But all the girls around me were getting into it too, pumping their arms, clapping in time, jumping in place, dancing with each other. The guys were also clapping along, but they weren’t as into it as the girls. Time to bring it home.
Some boys take a beautiful girl,
And hide her away from the rest of the world,
I wanna be the one to walk in the sun,
OH girls,
They wanna have fu-un
OH girls,
Just wanna have
That’s all they really waaaannt,
Some fuuuuunnnn.
When the working day is done,
OH girls,
They wanna have fu-un,
OH girls,
Just wanna have fuuuuunn.
(Girls,
They want,
Wanna have fun,
Girls,
Wanna have.)
This time, the whole gym sings the chorus, repeating it over and over. I have to shout into the mic.
They just wanna,
They just wannnnaaa
They just wanna,
They just wanna,
OH
Girls just wanna have fu-un.
They just wanna,
They just waaaannnna,
They just wanna,
They just wanna,
When the workin’
When the working day is done,
OH girls,
Girls,
Just wanna have FUUUNNNN!
I stop playing but the girls around me keep singing, clapping and jumping around. Eric grabs me around the waist and lifts me up onto the piano bench. It’s too unsteady for me to do anything but bow and wave my hands. As I look around, I see the band off in the corner, staring at the pandemonium. One of them sees me looking their way and waves weakly at me. I just shrug and wave back.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Most everything has been put away, the tables and chairs folded and stored, the tarps rolled up and stashed. Coach Tobey’s boys are dusting the floor with these enormous, four foot wide mops, racing each other up and down the court.
They haven’t put the piano away yet. It’s been rolled into a corner. Patricia is still playing it, some kind of light jazz tune I don’t recognize. That boy is sitting next to her on the bench, his right arm gently around her waist. She’s concentrating on the music but she occasionally looks over and smiles at him.
I’m watching her from across the gym, sitting on the bottom row of the bleachers. All the other adults have left already. Every one of them told me how impressed they were with Patricia and her talent. Judy and Thelma said they had never enjoyed a dance so much and hoped we’d be here for the next one. I thanked them but didn’t make any promises.
Patricia continues playing. She plays as if she always has, you would never know that tonight was the first time. And her singing! It’s not a trained voice by any means, but it’s a true voice, clear, bright and real. She played a torch song during the band’s second break, “That Man of Mine”. It broke every woman’s heart in the room. You could feel the pain and anguish in her voice, something no sixteen year old girl should know anything about. Of course, she has sixty years of experience behind that voice, but it was a man’s experience.
Where did all that empathy come from? There is more going on in her than we were told to expect. My technique could not be responsible for all her changes; I definitely need to speak to Thomas and Daniel about this. I don’t want to needlessly alarm Patricia though.
Coach Tobey ambles over to where I’m sitting and drops down next to me with a groan.
“Uuhhhggg. It’s been a long day Jessica, can’t wait to get home and put my feet up.”
“I didn’t know you ever left this place.”
“Seems that way sometimes. I let all my guys go, all except that one”. He jerks his thumb towards the piano. “I didn’t want to interrupt them.”
“Who is he?”
“Eric Spikeman, my lightweight. Good kid, real good kid. Responsible, motivated, a team leader. Good student too. Parents are divorced but he handles it well enough. Had a little trouble a couple of years ago before he joined the team but nothing since.”
“What kind of trouble?”
“Nothing you need to worry about.”
“The way he’s looking at my daughter tells me I need to know.”
“No, you don’t, at least not from me. I know what I know because he told me in confidence. He trusted me. If this becomes anything, he’ll tell her eventually, he’s that kind of kid. What she tells you depends on your relationship with your daughter. From what I’ve seen, you’re probably safe.”
I can see why his team behaves as they do. He’s not just their coach. I might as well trust him too, for now at least. The music stops and I look back towards the piano.
They’re talking, Eric and Patricia. I can’t hear anything and I’m straining to do so. She stretches up and kisses him on the cheek. He stands up and gives her a little good-bye wave. She does the same. He trots over to where we’re sitting, Patricia watching him the entire way.
“Sorry I wasn’t much help with the clean-up, Coach.”
“Don’t worry about it, Spikeman.” He nods towards Patricia. “Special circumstances tonight. You can make up for it next time. This is Ms. Conner, Patricia’s mother.”
I offer him my hand and he shakes it. “Nice to meet you, Ms. Conner.”
“Pleased to meet you Eric. Are we going to be seeing more of you in the future?”
“Uuhh … well … I uuhh don’t know … maybe … we haven’t … uuhh …”
“Better get home, son” said Coach. “Your mother will be calling me, wanting to know what I’ve done with her boy.”
“Sure Coach, thanks” he said with relief. He ran for the door but gave Patricia one last wave before exiting. Her eyes never left him the entire time. Once he was gone, she returned to playing.
“That was kinda mean what you did to that boy.”
“You are absolutely right Coach, it was. It’s best he knows who he is dealing with right up front. When it comes to Patricia, I plan on being very mean.”
“Well don’t go too far, she could do a lot worse than Eric.” He stands up, groaning again. “As much as I like listening to Da’Pee play, I gotta lock up.”
“What about the piano, don’t we need to put it away?”
“Martha said to leave it where it is, she’ll have it taken care of in the morning.”
“Thank you Coach Tobey, for everything.”
“You’re welcome, Ms. Conner. It’s been fun. Something interesting always happens when your daughter shows up.”
“So it would seem. Good night.”
“Night.”
Coach shuffles off and I walk over to Patricia, sitting down next to her as she continues to play.
“So … did I pass?”
“Pass?”
“You said tonight was a test. Did I pass?”
“Well, that’s hard to say. I wasn’t planning on the concert.”
“And I was? Besides, it wasn’t a concert; it was just a few songs.”
“Seven to be exact.”
“Really? Must have lost count, what with all the applause and everything.”
“Then you enjoyed yourself?”
“It was … interesting.”
“That’s what Coach Tobey said, that interesting things happen when you’re around.”
“I have a tendency not to blend in.”
“Putting it mildly. What about Eric Spikeman?”
She stops playing. “He’s not my boyfriend!”
“I’m sure he’s not.”
“What?”
“I’m just agreeing with you.”
“Why? What did he say to you?”
“It’s not so much what he said, it’s what Coach Tobey said.”
“Which was?”
“That boys tend to not date girls who can beat them up.”
“Oh, that’s just crazy! Why would a guy care if I could … could … hhmmm … darn it!”
“Darn what?”
“He’s right. Of course he’s right. What was I thinking?!”
“I don’t know, what were you thinking?”
She pauses for a moment, collecting her thoughts. “I was thinking that having a boyfriend would only complicate matters. Beyond the obvious fact that I am a man inside here …”
“Obviously.”
She gives me a dirty look, then continues. “There’s also the fact that I’d be too busy doing my job to maintain any kind of a relationship.”
“Though … having a boyfriend could help you appear to be one of the girls … theoretically speaking.”
“Yes … that’s possible, but it wouldn’t be fair to the boy. I’m only in here for a little while, a few months at most. I’d have to break it off when the job was finished, leaving him heartbroken. I know what that’s like for a guy.”
“That wouldn’t be a problem. Teenage relationships are brief most of the time. They fall in and out of love so easily. A few months is enough time for a boy to date two or three girls. The relationships are so superficial.”
“Are you saying we couldn’t be serious about each other, that it’s just some kind of … infatuation?!”
“That you couldn’t be serious about who?”
“ERIC!”
“I thought you said you weren’t serious, that he wasn’t your boyfriend.”
“Well … he’s not.”
“Then why are you so upset?”
“I’m not upset … I’m not … I’m just … surprised that you think that I’m that kind of girl.”
“What kind is that?”
“You know, flighty and flirty, loose with her … affections.”
“You mean the type who would kiss a boy on the cheek at a dance after only knowing him a day or so.” Patricia’s face turns bright red but she says nothing. “Patricia, is that what you meant?”
“I was only trying to prove that I knew how a girl might act under those circumstances and that I could do what was necessary to act like a girl.”
“I see, and that was the only reason?”
“Certainly. What other reason could there be?”
“None that I can think of. I am curious about one thing. How did you know that I was watching? I was all the way across the gym, talking with Coach Tobey. How did you know that I was watching you kiss Eric on the cheek just before he left to check in with the Coach?”
“I didn’t know you were watching.”
“If you didn’t know I was watching, who were you trying to convince that you could act like a girl by kissing him?”
She’s silent again for a moment. “I was proving it to myself.”
Riiighhht. “I see. Well, we better get moving. The Coach is waiting for us to leave so he can lock up and get home. We’ve held him up long enough. Where’s your purse?”
“I put it with yours, over by the bleachers.”
“Good, let’s get them and head home, it’s been a long day.”
“He’s not my boyfriend.”
“I know.”
We both stand up and walk side by side towards the bleachers. I put my right arm over her shoulder.
“You know that test you were asking about?”
“Yeah?”
“Flying colors, honey. Flying colors.”
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
Mom is more nervous than I am.
The entrance exam was yesterday. Piece of cake. I missed a dozen questions on purpose, not enough to screw things up for me but enough to not draw attention … unless someone is pretty astute. I’m interested in seeing if anyone picks up on what I did.
Mom doesn’t know which questions I missed, just that I missed some. We’ll see how it goes.
I’m dressed in a nice outfit, black skirt that’s just above my knees and cream colored top with a high neck, short sleeves and black accents. The shoes match the skirt and have only 2” heels.
We’re waiting outside Sister Carmela’s office, sitting on a couple of hardback wooden chairs, watching her secretary type some letters.
They gave us a tour of the school before leaving us here. It looks old on the outside but is surprisingly up to date inside. The science labs look first rate and so do the language labs. Every student gets a laptop, the same laptop naturally, to avoid one-upsmanship. The classrooms are all equipped with quality AV technology. It all looks pretty high tech to me.
I came from a school system that viewed colored chalk as the latest in educational tools, though that was over forty years ago. I didn’t actually graduate from high school. Back when I joined the force, it was more about who you knew. Luckily, I knew the right people so my lack of a diploma didn’t matter.
Back in my school days, if I was sitting outside the principles’ office, it was because I was in trouble for something. I wasn’t a thug or anything, just a pain in the ass. It’s amazing how many cops were less than well behaved as teenagers. The principle and I got off on the wrong foot when I was caught shuffling the index cards in the library. I never recovered, after that I was always on his shit list. Looks like I’ve got a second chance to make a good impression.
You can see the softball field from the office window. We also were given a tour of the grounds. The up to date condition of the scholastic facilities doesn’t extend to the rest of the school. The cafeteria is okay but the sports fields could use some work. The gym is a cracker box, smelling like a fifty year battle between mold and bleach was being won by the mold. It’s pretty clear what they put their emphasis on. They may not have a lot of choice. The school is landlocked, surrounded by extremely expensive homes. If you knocked the school down, you could sell the land for millions of dollars. There’s probably a small army of real estate developers hoping the next hurricane flattens the place. Right now, it’s a slightly rolling island encircled by an eight foot iron fence and a concrete sidewalk.
Mom reaches out, laying the palm of her hand on my leg.
“Are you sure you passed the test Patricia?” She sounds like she’s worried.
“I’m sure. It was exactly what we expected”. I lower my voice so the secretary can’t hear me. “I missed enough questions to keep from being outstanding but not enough to cause trouble … just the way you wanted.”
Not exactly the way she wanted, I made a few adjustments.
“Good, good. When we see the Sister, let me do the talking. I’ve dealt with people like her in the past. We are so close, no reason to make a mistake now.”
“Whatever you say, Mom.” She pats my leg, then returns her hand to her lap.
The outer office is very plain. A few pictures on the wall, one of the current bishop, one of the Pope, another of the past principle. The rest of the decorations seem to be family related, they probably belong to the secretary. Her desk phone buzzes and she picks it up.
“Sister Carmela will see you now ladies” she announces, pointing towards the inner door. We both stand up, Mom putting her hand on my shoulder.
“Thank you” she says, acknowledging the secretary. I open the door and we both step into the room.
It’s as plain as the outer office but without the homey touches. Sister Carmela is seated at her modest desk. She’s wearing a dark brown long sleeve dress and a modified wimple, not the full ones nuns used to wear back in my day, but a simpler one that’s more like a hair band with a brim and a short cape. A pair of glasses dangle from a chain around her neck.
“I’m Sister Carmela, principle of St. Ann’s. Please have a seat.”
There are two wooden chairs opposite her desk, just like the ones in the outer office. We sit down but Mom keeps her hand on my shoulder, like she’s afraid I’m going to make a break for it.
“I’m very pleased to finally meet you Sister. I am Jessica Conner and this is my daughter, Patricia.”
The Sister nods her head towards each of us in turn, acknowledging the introduction. I raise my right hand to shoulder height and wave it slightly, then return it to my lap.
“Normally Ms. Conner, this enrollment process takes place in the Spring Semester in anticipation of the Fall Semester. Fortuitously for you, an opening has occurred due to the parents of two of our children being transferred out of the country. A wonderful opportunity for the children and an equally wonderful opportunity for your daughter to join us at St. Ann’s.” She looks down at her desk and shuffles some papers. “There were a number of applicants in line ahead of your daughter but I had a special request from Senator Douglas to give her consideration for one of the vacancies.” She looks up from the desk, directly at me. “I promised him that I would consider her but that acceptance was contingent on her test results, prior grades and this interview.”
“I would expect nothing less Sister Carmela. Patricia should only be permitted to enroll if she is qualified … though I am sure she is.”
“I am certain you are, Ms. Conner.” She returns to the papers on her desk. “Patricia’s test results are good, very good actually, though not spectacular. Her prior grades certainly meet our standards.” She looks up again. “How do you know Senator Douglas?”
“Just a friend of a friend” Mom answers, smiling nonchalantly.
“Mmmm. A very influential friend of a friend.”
She continues to smile. “I wouldn’t know anything about that Sister. My friend just said she knew him.”
“SHE? Well that explains a great deal. Senator Douglas has a bit of a reputation, though he has been good to St. Ann’s. I try to accommodate his requests, whenever I can, without compromising the integrity of the school.”
“I assure you, accepting Patricia as a student will not harm the school in any way. She’s a very talented child!”
“Most parents are convinced their child is talented, some scholastically, some artistically, others athletically. In what way is Patricia talented?”
Mom stepped into it there. Her answer will be interesting. She wanted to sell the Sister on me as a student but didn’t want to make me out to be some kind of extraordinary kid.
“Well Sister, it may be presumptuous for me to say so, but Patricia has more than adequate capabilities in all of those areas.”
“I see.”
She doesn’t believe her. That’s fine, all I need is a chance.
“Ms. Conner, I always like to speak with the child separately, just for a few minutes, before making my decision. If you could wait outside, this shouldn’t take long.”
Mom’s hand on my shoulder tightens, she wasn’t planning on this. She’s afraid I may say something wrong and blow the deal. The Sister’s not giving her a choice though.
“Certainly … I understand … a very reasonable thing to do”. She slowly stands, her hand still on my shoulder. “I’ll just be outside Patricia, if you need me”. I look up into her eyes and can read exactly what she’s thinking. ‘Be careful, watch out, don’t say anything that makes you stick out too much’. I smile at her and nod my head slightly, trying to reassure her. She lets her hand fall to her side but doesn’t move.
“It will only be a few minutes, Ms. Conner. I assure you, your daughter is safe with me.”
“I’m sure she will be Sister.” Mom opens the door, glances pleadingly at me one final time, and leaves, carefully closing the door behind her. I turn and face Sister Carmela.
“You’ve been silent this entire interview Patricia, why is that?”
“You haven’t asked me any questions.”
“The questions I asked were directed at both you and your mother. She chose to answer them and you chose to let her.”
“She is my mother after all.”
“Do you always do what she tells you to do?”
“Most of the time, when I agree with her.”
“And if you don’t agree with her?”
“I do what needs to be done. She eventually agrees with me.”
“I see. I’m afraid that I wasn’t completely truthful with your mother. I rarely speak alone with a potential student as part of the interview.”
“Why the exception in my case?”
“I thought that you might be more candid in your responses if she weren’t in the room.”
“About what?”
She holds up a sheet of paper. “These test results.”
“What about them?”
“We use the results of our entrance test for more than determining if a potential student is qualified to matriculate at St. Ann’s. Are you familiar with that word, matriculate?”
“Yes, it means to enroll as a member of a body or a group but particularly applies to schools, primarily colleges or universities.”
“I thought you might. The results show you have an extremely broad vocabulary. In fact, you excel in all areas we test.” She grasps the dangling glasses and puts them on. “We also use the tests to determine a particular student’s education level and what assistance we can provide to maximize their achievement. No one ever gets a perfect score, it is designed that way.”
“It was a hard test. I know that I missed several questions.”
She looks at the paper again. “Twelve, to be exact.”
“I’ll try to do better the next time.”
She looks up from the papers on her desk, fixing her eyes squarely on mine. “I don’t know how you could. You see, the twelve questions you missed were among the easiest on the test.”
She’s a smart old bird! She caught what I did. I just look at her, expressionless.
“Do you have an explanation for this, Patricia?”
“No.” Balls back in your court.
“None?”
“No.”
“Well I do.”
“What is it?”
“There are several. The first is obvious, that you cheated some how, that you had a copy of the test, had the sequence of the answer’s either memorized or written on something that we didn’t catch, and made a mistake of some kind.”
“What are the others?”
“That it was intentional, that you knew the answers but missed them on purpose.”
“Why would I do that?”
“I’m not sure, perhaps to make your course load easier, higher test results equals higher expectations.”
“But if I was smart enough to do that, why wouldn’t I miss the hard questions instead of the easy ones, not attract attention?”
“That’s true … but what if it was done as a test … to send a message of some kind.”
“What kind of message?”
“I’m uncertain at this point.”
“Do you think I cheated?”
“No … your demeanor isn’t that of a cheater who has been caught.”
“What is my demeanor?”
“Of someone who just had a suspicion confirmed.”
“What suspicion?”
“Again, I am not sure. The test results indicate that you do not even need to attend high school; you should go straight to college.”
“Someone my age, in college? That would be difficult.”
“Attending school here might also be difficult. Though we have a few students on scholarship, most of the students are from the upper upper crust of society. It is a constant battle to keep their attention on school work and off trying to show who has the better material possessions. As a scholarship student, frankly, you would be looked down upon by a certain segment of the student body.”
“That hardly seems fair.”
“Fair or not, it is how life works. Things could be even worse than that; I understand that there is a certain amount of bullying that takes place here at St. Ann’s.”
“Isn’t that illegal?”
“Yes, but very hard to catch someone in the act, very hard to prove. Girls this age are more likely to use psychological means instead of physical means, though I have heard rumors about some physical threats.”
“Why don’t you stop it?”
“Often it happens off school grounds or on the internet, or the victim refuses to come forward. My hands are tied. Why would you want to willing step into that situation?”
“Sister, there is only one person on the face of the earth that I have to please … my mother. We haven’t had an easy time since my father died, in fact it’s been pretty tough. She wants me to go to St. Ann’s so I’m going to do what’s necessary to get into St. Ann’s. We don’t have much money, and I don’t care what anybody else thinks about that, we get by. You may have noticed that I’m not very tall.”
“I did, you’re four foot what?”
“I’m practically five feet tall. My point is people have been trying to push me around all my life but I’m still here. They think that because I’m … slightly below average in height, I’m an easy target. I can take care of myself. If you have any questions about that, call the Fifth Street YWCA, they know me there, ask for Coach Tobey.”
“Do you think you can be a good student here, follow the rules?”
“I’m a stickler for the rules.”
“Do you think you will be able to handle the … culture here at St. Ann’s?”
“If I can’t solve my own problems, you’ll be the first to know.”
She rises and offers me her hand. “Welcome to St. Ann’s Class of 2013, Miss Conner.”
I stand up and lean over her desk to shake her hand. “Thanks, thanks a lot. You have no idea how happy you’ve made my Mom.”
“Just don’t disappoint me Miss Conner. I feel that I am taking a risk in admitting you.”
“It never hurts to shake up the status quo now and then, don’t you think?”
“Shake yes, upend, no.”
“Understood. I do have one question. It’s about the uniforms.”
“Not you too. All the girls complain about them. We have very strict rules about …”
“I know, I downloaded them from your website. My problem is that we had to buy mine used … because of finances and all … and they don’t exactly fit … me being almost five feet tall … so I was wondering if it was okay if I altered them so that they did fit me.”
“You can sew?”
“Sure, you can’t?”
“I can but most girls your age don’t.”
“My Mom taught me practically everything I know about sewing.”
“As long as you comply with the rules, there will be no problem. I look forward to seeing your work. You and your mother may go downstairs to Sister Rita’s office. She’ll help you with the final paperwork.” She sits back down. I open the door and look back at her.
“Thanks Sister.”
“You’re welcome, Miss Conner.”
I step out, close the door and give Mom a thumb’s up. She rushes over to me, giving me a big hug.
“I knew you could do it, honey! I knew it!”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
My intercom buzzes just as I’m ready to go to lunch. It’s Sister Carmela.
“Yes, Sister?”
“Rita, I’m sending down a Ms. Conner and her daughter Patricia. She’s taking the vacancy in the Junior class. She’s also getting the last scholarship.”
“Certainly Sister. Is there anything special I should know?”
“Yes, the girl is extraordinarily bright, extremely mature in her attitude, is quite self confident … Oh, she is also a little sensitive about her height, so don’t comment on it if you can avoid it.”
“I’ll do my best. Is there anything else?”
“Unless I am totally wrong, she could be the answer to our McBride problem.”
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
“I’m here Thomas. What was so important that I had to cancel my 3:00 o’clock to meet with you?”
Lipscomb’s just arrived at my lab and he’s already being unpleasant. Well, if he can be abrupt, so can I.
“The most recent test results indicate that we need to stop this operation immediately.”
“What are you talking about Matthews? The last report I had from Jessica was that Patricia was accepted into St. Ann’s and school would be starting within the week. She was confident that Patricia could successfully pass as a high school Junior. We are finally ready to start and you want to pull the plug?”
“I don’t want to pull the plug, the test results require it.”
“What tests?”
“The last time Patricia was here for her checkup, I received the same information, everything was going well … actually better than my models had predicted.”
“And this is a problem how?”
“Too rapid an adjustment can be just as much a problem as too slow an adjustment.”
“Not from where I'm standing, Thomas.”
“Any variances from predicted norms needs to be explained, whether it is convenient for you or not. Patricia told me several things that caught my attention as did Jessica. I needed additional data to determine what was happening so Patricia agreed to wear a multi-day recording device. I’ve just now been able to integrate that data with a series of blood test results. I believe I know why Harris’ adaptation has been so successful.”
Lipscomb looks at his watch. “I know that finding out how is a giant wet dream for you Thomas, but I only care about results.”
“One of the results you are so interested in could be that Peter Harris is irretrievably lost.”
“And what exactly does that mean?”
“I have discovered that, when a series of options is presented to Harris by the Construct, he chooses the one that makes him feel better.”
“Is that a surprise? Most people would do the same thing.”
“But WHY does a certain choice make him feel better? At the settings he is operating at, Harris should be able to keep control.”
“Jessica claims that he is.”
“I'm not so sure. My long term recording data indicates that when Harris follows the recommendations of the Construct, he is rewarded with a miniscule dose of endorphins.”
“Why is that a problem?”
“Because endorphin is a naturally occurring chemical that triggers the pleasure emitting parts of the brain. Harris is being trained by the programming of the Construct to act as the Construct wants, as it is programmed to want. Slowly but surely, the Construct is changing the way Peter Harris thinks and behaves, just by using extremely small but still potent doses of endorphins.”
“Like Pavlov’s Dogs?”
“Much more sophisticated, more elegant … and more effective I’m afraid. Jessica mentioned that she was using a reward system to get Patricia to do certain things. I believe that the programming of the Construct learned from that and devised its own reward system.”
“Did you program it to do that?”
“Certainly not! Neither did Jessica. If we do not remove Peter Harris from the Construct as soon as possible, there may not be a Peter Harris to remove in the future, at least not the same Peter Harris who went in.”
“Is the physical architecture still intact?”
“Yes, physically there are still two distinct entities and the Balancer is doing its job, but from a behavioral standpoint, the two entities could be approaching a unified state, such that the physical separation is rendered moot. If two nearly identical brains occupy separate spaces, what is the point of maintaining separate spaces?”
“Is the Neutralizer still operational?”
“Of course! That isn’t even located in the brain. I still don’t understand why you had me install it in the first place.”
“Because I am a cautious man, Thomas. Wouldn’t it be possible that Mr. Harris would return to normal once he is returned to his body?”
“Why would he? There would be no counter program subtly pushing him to behave like a man. Besides, when I say the two entities are approaching a unified state, I mean that the Construct’s programming is also changing.”
“How is that possible?”
“The Construct was designed to be a learning organism, even without the addition of an outside personality. Learning requires the ability to grow and change.”
“Wasn’t it also your objective that the two parts of the brain become integrated into one, smoothly functioning whole.”
“Yes, but the two parts would still be different, just integrated. You would still be able to recognize Peter Harris as Peter Harris and be able to separate him from the whole. The Construct would lose the attributes that he brought to the whole once he was removed. If I am right, there would be no Peter Harris to remove, just Patricia.”
“You said IF you are right, you aren’t certain?”
“Well, no … there isn’t enough data and I would need several weeks of additional testing to confirm exactly what is occurring. I am confident though that my original theories are wrong.”
“But you aren’t sure what is right, correct?”
“Yes, that’s true but we are risking a mans’ life here! Surely this … assignment is not worth that potential loss!”
“On the contrary Thomas, Peter knew that he was risking his life when he agreed to do this. He risked getting found out, risked getting killed, risked that something else might go wrong.”
“But we assured him that he would return to his body a whole person, the same person, once he was done. I may not be able to guarantee that now.”
“But it is also possible that it will all workout fine.”
“Maybe, but if current trends continue …”
“We all started this operation without guarantees. I have put my career on the line, my future, betting that this will work. I refuse to end it just when we are ready to begin!”
“Shouldn’t Peter be given a say in this?”
“And what would you tell him? Something MAY be happening in his head that you MAY not be able to easily reverse in the future, the answer depending on a number of yet to be determined variables? What kind of information is that to base a choice on? He will soon be starting the most dangerous part of his mission to date. I don’t want to burden him with incomplete information about a possible problem. You may continue to study and track the situation. Is there anything he might do to minimize the potential damages?”
“Yes, the more time he spends on the Pink settings, the more he is exposed to the manipulations of the programming. It still occurs at the lower Blue settings but at a lesser intensity. The time that he spends at Blue Fifty likely helps him recover from the manipulation, but it will only delay the inevitable.”
“You can advise them to follow those guidelines but no more than that. If a problem develops that threatens our success, then we can inform him of the problem. Until then, Patricia goes to school, just as we planned.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
What is that saying, a bird in a gilded cage? That’s what I am, though the people guarding my cage carry guns. They’re never more than fifty feet from me. I can see Henry’s head just above the hedge at the end of the patio and Lou is inside the house … where it’s air conditioned. Henry probably drew the short straw. I can dive into the pool whenever I get too hot but he’s stuck out here until I go inside. Outside by the pool, there’s at least the illusion of freedom. When I go inside, I can go anywhere I want to in the house … except where Father says I can’t.
He doesn’t think I know what he does for a living. I’m not a stupid child! I hear what the girls at school whisper behind my back. Mafia Princess. Drug lords’ daughter. And those are the nice ones.
I can’t believe that school starts this week! You’d think that I’d be happy, that at least I’m out of the house, away from my prison but St. Ann’s is worse. Hundreds of girls and not a friend among them. They all just stare at me or ignore me. Even if I had a friend, Father wouldn’t let them in the house. No one gets in here without being invited,
I might as well be going to school on the moon!
There’s the sound of a buzzer and Henry touches his left ear and mumbles something. He nods his head and then walks towards me.
“It’s lunch time, Gretchen.”
“I’m not hungry.”
“Your Father wants you to come to lunch.”
“Tell him I’m busy.”
“Gretchen, I work for him, not you. If you have a message, give it to him yourself. I’m not getting into this shit.”
“I … I’ll be there as soon as I change. Is that okay with you?”
“I’ll give him THAT message.” He goes back to where he was originally standing, touches his ear again and mumbles another answer, then pauses, looking at me, waiting for me to get up and go inside.
Sighing, I stand up, leaving my towel and sunscreen on the table next to my chair. “What is for lunch anyway?” I shout.
“Lobster!”
A very gilded cage.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Dear Diary,
Here is a typical conversation with my mother this week.
“Do you have everything ready, books, supplies, backpack?”
“Kids don’t use backpacks any more Mom.”
“They don’t? When did that happen?”
“I don’t know when, they just don’t now.”
“Well, when I was in school …”
Thus starts another trip down memory lane for Mom. Ever since I was accepted by St. Ann’s, it’s been one story after another about her days in high school. Her academic success, her social isolation, and eventual triumph over the forces of evil. She’s also made it quite plain that I’m expected to perform just as well, regardless of our ultimate objective. I just nod and take it all in without comment, other than saying how much I admire her hard work and perseverance.
Which is surprisingly true. For all her naiveté about the real job we’re ready to start, she’s been true to her word. She did an extraordinary amount of work getting me prepared for this job, something that I was unsure about. When I agreed to do this, I had my doubts about being able to pull it off. When you’re undercover, you’ve got so much to worry about, so much to be on the alert for, one thing you’ve got to have down cold is the character your playing. It has to be a part of you, it has to be natural. You can’t act it, you have to live it. There can’t be any false steps.
I planned to violate that rule with this job. I thought that I could probably learn enough to get by. The situation at school wouldn’t be so high pressure that I couldn’t afford the occasional slip up. After all, I just had to make friends with a young girl and get invited to her house, how tough is that? I would just do what Mom suggested, fly below the radar, make her acquaintance, get in, find what I could and get out. Simple.
Unfortunately, the more I thought about it and researched how relationships between girls actually work, the more I realized that plan wouldn’t work. First off, that’s not me. I never did any of my prior jobs that way. If I stop doing what I’m good at, if I second guess myself, I’m already in trouble. The only way for this to work is for me to be me … which means I have to be comfortable as a girl, to live and breathe as a sixteen year old girl.
I’ll admit I was resistant at first, what man wouldn’t be? Even after three marriages, I couldn’t tell you how women think, what they thought, it was a complete mystery. Frankly, the chance to solve that mystery was one of the things that attracted me to this job, but when push came to shove, when it was time to actually open up to those thoughts and feelings, to surrender part of myself, I was afraid and backed off.
Mom helped me through that, at first with that bogus reward program, like I was too stupid not to see it. Eventually though, we connected. Maybe it was simply calling each other Mother and Daughter all the time, no exceptions. If you repeat a lie often enough, you start to believe it. I think there may be something to that, but really, I think there’s more to it. On some level, I do think of her as my mother. I know she’s not my real mother, that she’s been dead for years … but I still miss her. You never truly get over the loss of a parent … or a child. It’s just nice to have a mother back in my life, doing for me what my real mother did. Doing it differently but it rings a bunch of old familiar bells in my head. Sometimes she’s infuriating, sometimes she’s sweet, sometimes she’s right when I’m wrong … just like old times. It’s not the same, yet it’s pleasantly familiar.
I think I may do the same for her. I’m not Alisha, I wouldn’t try to be Alisha even if I could, but sometimes, there’s just this look in her eyes, the same look I saw in my mother’s eyes years ago.
We haven’t talked about any of this. I might spoil it by saying something. We’re too close to starting the actual job to risk screwing up our relationship now.
This is the last entry before I burn this diary, can’t afford to take the chance someone may find it and ruin everything, get us all killed.
I love you, Mom.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Do you have everything ready for tomorrow? Your clothes, your books, your … “
“YES MOTHER!”
“You don’t have to shout! I just want to make sure that … “
“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have yelled at you. It’s just that you’ve been on my back this whole week and … “
“I’m sorry too Patricia. I’m worried about this whole thing. Up until now, it’s just been an abstract plan but now …”
I squat down next to her chair and take her hands in mine.
“Yeah, I know. Now it’s serious.”
“Can you really do this, be a typical teen age girl?”
“No.”
“NO?! We’ve wasted all this time, all this effort, all …”
“Hold it! We’ve wasted nothing. I didn’t plan on being a typical teen age girl. I need to understand them but I can’t actually be one, I’m still a sixty year old man inside, I can’t forget that, it’s a part of me.”
“Then I don’t understand what’s going on here.”
“What I need is to be comfortable with my situation, comfortable in my body, comfortable in dealing with teenagers, male and female, comfortable with dressing as a girl. I’ve still got to be me when all is said and done but this is a new me. I had to find the new me, which you helped me discover. Now I can concentrate on the job.”
“Are you done learning about the new you?”
“Are you done learning about yourself? It’s never ending.”
“I was thinking along the lines of you and a certain young fighter.”
“Okay, I’ll admit that I’m confused about that, there are a lot of conflicted feelings on that subject. I honestly don’t want to do anything I can’t live with later, once I go back.”
“I don’t know what would be wrong about just exploring the relationship. I’m not saying you just jump into bed with him but a date couldn’t hurt.”
“What are you, his agent? We’ve got a job to do and I don’t have to resolve this issue in order to do it. Lot’s of girls are confused about what they should do with those feelings, I’ll fit right in.”
“I thought you had to ‘be me’.”
“With any luck, we’ll be done before it ever comes up. From here on out, this is where I earn my money. Of our little group, I’m the only one with real life experience undercover, and I’ve got lots of it.”
“As your nightmares can attest to.”
“Don’t remind me. My point is, from here on out, I’m in charge.”
“I have no say in it? At all?”
“No. I trust your opinion and I plan on discussing everything I can with you but when a decision is made, we both need to stick with it … our lives may depend on it. If you can’t trust me, then we don’t do this, simple as that. So … do you trust me?”
She looked away for just a moment, then looked back at me, our eyes locked on each other. She was clearly thinking about it.
“Yes, I trust you Patricia.”
I relax. I wasn’t aware how tense I was until I relaxed.
“Great. There’s one other thing you need to know about undercover work. You never are sure who to trust. I’ve never had a partner before while going dark. I’ve had contacts and bosses and targets, but no partner. I trust you and you trust me, we’re in this together, but we can’t completely trust anyone else.”
“Are you saying that Thomas or Daniel might harm us in some way?”
“I’m not saying they will or they won’t. I’m saying we’ve got to keep our eyes and options open. When ever I went dark, I always had a place I could run to if I needed to disappear from everybody. A place that no one else knew. If it all went to hell, either from the target or my bosses, I could go there and get away, if only for a little while, until things cooled off. In my entire career, I only had to use it twice, but both times I was darn glad it was there. I’ve still got that place … and I’m giving you the address. Memorize this, don’t ever writeit down, leave no tracks. This is your final ace card, only play it as a last resort. Hopefully, it never comes into play, the odds are it won’t, but I want you protected if the stuff hits the fan.”
She’s getting all teary eyed … and so am I.
“Alright Patricia, what’s the address?”
“1105 North Cabana Boulevard, Randi’s Place. It’s a bar owned by someone who owes me an enormous favor. Just tell them I sent you, I mean Peter Harris, not Patricia Conner. You got that?”
“Yes, 1105 North Cabana Boulevard.”
“We’ll repeat it for a couple of days until it’s burned into your memory. Now … let’s go pick out my outfit for tomorrow. I want to make a good first impression.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The first day of school always starts with such promise. The girls come streaming through our open gates, some with their parents, some with drivers, most driving themselves. Parking is always a problem, our space is so limited. We really should try to discourage the use of cars by the students. Of course, that would cause as much a problem as the uniforms did years ago and it’s a fight I don’t need right now.
“Hello, Sister Carmela!”
“Hello, Peyton, did you enjoy your summer?”
“Oh yes! We went to Europe for two months!”
“How nice for you. We’ll talk later.”
Few of the students greet me as they come up the steps to the front door, most of them avoid me. That is as it should be. I’m not their best friend, I’m their principle. A number of them are already in the building but the majority are loitering in the parking lot, greeting each other, some for the first time since school ended in May. It’s as if they are trying to delay the first day of school as long as possible.
There is a small group of girls gathered by three matching Mercedes convertibles. It’s Caitlin McBride and her posse, of which Olivia Sinclair and Kendall Woodruff are her chief lieutenants. The rest are just opportunistic sycophants. They go were the power is, in this case, popularity. I’ve taught in inner city schools riddled with gangs and sometimes I long for those days. It was easier to deal with the simple, straight forward, crude techniques of the gangs rather than the clever, restrained, subtle and ultimately effective manipulations by Miss McBride and her supplicants. Unfortunately, she has had a number of excellent teachers. Three sisters, each two years older than the previous one, all students at St. Ann’s, all leaders of the most popular clique of girls at the time, each learning from the other. Fortunately, Caitlin is the last but she is also the worst, more skilled than her older sisters but motivated only by her petty desires for power. In the big scheme of things, none of her ploys prevent the school from performing its primary function, providing an outstanding education to its students, but it is poison to the social environment.
I would put an end to it, if I could. I know what is happening and how but she never crosses the line that lets me expel her, at least not that I can prove it. This year may be different though.
“Good morning, Sister Carmela.”
Sister Rita joins me at the top of the steps to the schools’ entrance. “Good morning, Sister Rita.”
“It’s almost 7:50, nearly time to lock the gates.”
“I know. How many students do you think will be late for the first day this year?”
“I have three in the pool.”
“The pool? I certainly hope that no money is being bet.”
“Just chores. I thought that your lecture at the end of last year and the written warnings sent out last week would be effective in reducing the number from last years six.”
“We will see. Have you seen Miss Conner yet?”
“The new junior class student?”
“Yes.”
“No, I haven’t, but to be honest, I haven't been searching for her. Given her height, she would be easy to overlook.”
“Possibly. Speaking of height, did you see Gretchen Hobbes?
The girl must have grown during the summer. She’s over six feet tall now! A shame she can’t play basketball.”
“Her father would never permit it even if she could. We will be fine without her. I think that there is a very good chance that the team could win two or three games this year.”
“Are the blind girls school on our schedule?”
“SISTER CARMELA!”
“I am sorry Rita. I know that you do the best you can with what you have to work with but … we stink.”
“God will provide, Sister Carmela.”
“He better, because it would take a miracle.”
Just then, the first bell rings. I raise my arm and signal the two staff members at the gate to shut and lock it. As it begins to swing shut, I hear a throaty staccato sound in the distance. It rapidly grows louder as the gate continues to close. They are within two feet of closure when a motorcycle appears over the hill just up the street from the school, likely breaking the speed limit. It slides to a halt at the gates just as they clang shut.
The rider is a girl, dressed in a black leather coat, full helmet and a skirt. It’s not one of my girls because the skirt isn’t the same as our uniform. Same color but wrong style. The girl just sits there, gunning the engine. It is one of those smaller motorcycles; I believe they are called dirt bikes, thin knobby tires, high ground clearance. The raucous noise has drawn everyones attention, including a number of students who have already entered the building, they are looking out several of the open windows.
The girl lets the engine drop back to a rough idle, stands up in the seat, looks around, then guns the engine again, her rear wheel spinning as the motorcycle pivots around the front wheel, then rapidly accelerates down the sidewalk, parallel to our eight foot wrought iron fence, away from the entrance. The sidewalk has a number of undulations in it, small hills that occasionally block her from the view of those watching her from the ground. And everyone is still watching her. However, from the top of the front steps, we can see her the entire way. She reaches the end of the fence, brakes and again slides to a stop, the motorcycle now pointed back up the sidewalk the way she just came. She guns the engine several times and then accelerates faster than before, along the sidewalk, back towards the gate, her engine roaring like the devil himself.
“What is she doing?” shouted Sister Rita.
“I don’t have the faintest idea. I’ve seen this type of motorcycle on television before in some kind of indoor race. They can be quite acrobatic.”
“You don’t suppose that she’s …”
“No! That would be insane!”
The girl is now speeding down the sidewalk, rising up in the seat as the motorcycle skips along, barely lifting into the air as it crosses the tops of a couple of the smaller hills in the sidewalk. The driver settles down as she approaches the largest hill and the engines’ roar increases.
“Sister Carmela, I think she intends to … OH MY LORD!”
The motorcycle is flying in the air, the girl having launched it off the last hill, the engine screaming … along with every girl watching the spectacle. The motorcycle rises up in a graceful arc, well above the fence but still on the street side. Just as it reaches the peak of its’ flight, the girl pitches the motorcycle over on its’ side, performing a complete 360 degree barrel roll, putting it on the school side of the fence, the motorcycle landing on two wheels with a resounding thud in the outfield of the softball field. The girl immediately cuts her speed and continues to leisurely ride along the inside of the fence until she reaches the gate, turns into the parking lot and takes the last empty spot, the furthest from the entrance, the one assigned to Patricia Conner. The girl takes her time unfastening her helmet, then carefully removes it, shakes out her hair and smiles at all the girls starring at her in stunned silence. She hops off the vehicle, unhooks a bag from the rear of the seat, throws a strap over her shoulder and quickly trots towards me, all eyes on her and her non-regulation skirt.
The silence is deafening. It could be for her spectacular entrance or the skirt. My guess is forty five percent entrance and fifty five percent skirt. She continues her rapid pace towards the steps, then bounds up them two at a time until she’s standing right in front of me.
“Sorry I’m late, Sister Carmela. I thought I had that fuel line fixed but it broke loose about a mile away so I had to stop and fix it again. I’m pretty sure I got it this time but I’ll double check it when I get home tonight.”
“Miss Conner.”
She looks up at me, smiling brightly. “Yes, Sister Carmela?”
“My office. Now.”
“Yes, Sister Carmela.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Who the fuck was that? Is she INSANE?!”
“I know! What was she wearing?!”
“Carmela’s going to demerit her to hell and back.”
“If she doesn’t expel her on the spot.”
None of them are looking at the big picture. Why am I surrounded by idiots? Olivia’s at least smart enough to notice I haven’t said anything yet.
“Caitlin … what do you think?”
“I think … that this new girl is going to be trouble … big trouble.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It’s even worse than I first thought. As soon as she took off that black leather jacket, it was obvious.
Her blouse fit her perfectly, as if it were tailored by a professional seamstress. It actually looked good on her. As if the skirt wasn’t bad enough by itself. In heaven’s name … pleats! It really is too much. I am just about to start when there is a knock at my door.
“Yes?”
It slowly opens and Sister Rita leans in through the opening. “I thought that I should be present Sister Carmela, in my capacity as Dean of Students.”
“Certainly Sister, have a seat.” She sits next to the still smiling Miss Conner.
“Good morning, Sister Rita,” she says brightly, as if nothing has happened.
“Good morning, Miss Conner,” Rita replies warily. Best we get down to business quickly.
“You were late today Miss Conner. I am afraid that will be one demerit.”
“I understand completely Sister Carmela, you are absolutely correct. Rules are rules. I was late, regardless of the reasons, I deserve the demerit. I hope that it is the last one I ever receive.”
No arguing, no complaining about the unfairness of it all, no extenuating circumstances, just acceptance. Rita looks as surprised as I am.
“Ahh, yes, unfortunately there could be some additional demerits. Your skirt is not in compliance with our uniform rules, nor is your blouse.”
“I will admit that they look different from what the other girls wear, but I’m pretty sure that they meet all the rules posted online. In fact, the skirt is one quarter inch longer than required and my top button is one half inch higher.”
“Those pleats are not in the rules.”
“They are neither required nor prohibited. The rules are silent about them. It doesn’t mention petticoats either.” She stands up and moves away from the chair. “That’s why the skirt is fuller and just a little bouncy. It’s not a full petticoat, like a square dancer might wear, it’s more a demi-petticoat, but I think it works nicely.” She does a quick spin, the skirt moving with her. If any of the other girls had tried that, her skirt would likely have pulled at her legs.
“It’s lovely, but that’s not the point.”
“What is the point, Sister?”
“It’s different from everybody else.”
“I simply followed the rules, Sister. Whoever wrote them seemed to be more concerned about short hemlines, low waists, cleavage and butt cracks. There’s a whole lot you can do within those rules to make the uniform more stylish, more attractive. I just took advantage of that space. I’ve got seven different skirts and five different blouses. There’s this pencil skirt I can’t wait to wear!”
Seven different skirts! The other girls will riot! Their parents will go ballistic! “Patricia, we can not permit you to wear these clothes, even if they do comply with our uniform guidelines. If necessary, the school can purchase some for you, given your financial circumstances but …”
“No, Sister Carmela.”
“No?!”
“That’s right. I’ve followed your rules, to the letter. I told you that I’m a stickler for the rules. If you wish to change those rules, you can, but I have done nothing wrong and you can not punish me for behavior that is clearly within the rules.”
“What about jumping the fence with that motorcycle of yours? Certainly that violated the schools rules!”
She sits back down next to Sister Rita, her arms crossed. “Which ones?”
“What?”
“Which rule or rules did I violate? I’ve read them all very closely before coming in today and I couldn’t find a single one that applied, not even if you stretched it. I’ll admit, it would have taken a person with a very good imagination to even consider the possibility of this happening, but that’s the nature of rules. The people who write them rarely think out of the box.”
“How about creating a disturbance among the students?”
“They seemed pretty quiet to me when I was in the parking lot.”
“Disrupting classes?”
“Classes didn’t begin for another three minutes.”
“Property damage?” I was reaching and they both knew it.
“If I had hit the fence, maybe. But I cleared it.”
I look over at Rita. “Sister Rita, you’re Dean of Students, tell her which rules she violated.”
“Ahhh … Sister … perhaps … it’s very likely … you see …”
“What are you saying, Sister Rita?” I’m afraid I don’t want to hear this.
“It seems Miss Conner is correct … about everything. You have spent a number of years developing the reputation of a strict disciplinarian, fairly and impartially enforcing the rules of St. Ann’s. Miss Conner seems to have discovered a number of gaps or loop holes in our rules. To punish her would seem to be … hypocritical.”
“To say the least,” added Connor, still smiling.
“We cannot permit the uniform requirement to become … emasculated. We have fought every fashion trend for the last ten years. To loosen the requirements now invites chaos!”
“I know that I’ve created some problems here but I wouldn’t have done it if I didn’t have a solution too.”
“And what is that, Miss Conner?”
“Let anybody do what I did, alter the uniforms themselves, no hired guns, each girl does it by themselves.”
“How do we make sure no one cheats?” I can think of three very likely candidates.
“Set up a room here at school, buy a couple of used sewing machines for less than a hundred bucks. Heck, you could oversee it, you said you knew how to sew. Any girl who wants to try it learns a new skill. I think that you’ll get very few takers, but if you do, so much the better, you end up with more well rounded and educated students. They can work during the lunch hour.”
“What about you, you did your work at home, how do I know that you did not have help?”
“You don’t trust me, Sister?”
“I may, others may not.”
“I have logs, photos and videos, but I’ll tell you what … you set up the room and I’ll help one other girl … just to prove I can do it.”
“Which girl?”
“I don’t know, I’ll find a volunteer.”
“The whole concept does sound interesting, it would certainly silence most protests, giving each girl the opportunity to do the same, make alterations within the existing rules, however there could be problems.”
“Sister Carmela,” Conner said, a touch of exasperation in her voice. “You let me enroll in St. Ann’s because I was qualified … but be honest, you had some other reasons too. You want me to do something for you. You weren’t exactly specific and I didn’t ask for details, plausible deniability and all, but for this to work, I have to be a target. The clothes and entrance should take care of that, don’t you think?”
“I would say that you are now or soon will be, one of the best known students in the entire school.”
“So, mission accomplished.” She stood up, smoothing her dress as she did. “You can do what you want about your uniform rule, but my sewing room idea is your best bet. The girls who might be able to make their own clothes are not your trouble makers; it’s the ones who would consider it beneath them that are. I have to run, already late for Calculus, don’t want to fall behind this early in the semester.”
With that, she grabbed her book bag from off the floor and hurried from the office, leaving us staring in her wake.
“Sister Carmela?”
“Yes, Sister Rita?”
“That little girl planned all of this, the motorcycle, jumping over the fence, that skirt, this meeting … all of it.”
“Yes … she did.”
“We have been played by a sixteen year old girl, haven’t we?”
“Played up down left and right, Sister.” I plop back down in my chair. “Let us hope that, in the future, she uses her powers for good instead of evil.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Most of the girls didn’t know what to make of me the first day, though they all watched me wherever I went. A couple of the braver ones said “Hi” and quickly moved on down the hall, like they didn’t want to be caught in the blast should I spontaneously combust. Most of the rest just watched me … including Gretchen Hobbes. She was one girl who was hard to miss.
Six foot plus tall, hard to say for sure exactly, she walked slumped over, like she was trying to make herself smaller, less noticed. Her mother had been a tall model, with that cool, confident Nordic look, blue eyes and blonde hair. Unfortunately for her and Gretchen, mom was a party girl who never grew up. Gretchen has the same height but is more that smoldering latin look, darker skin, brown-black eyes, full dark black hair, nice eyebrows, bright white teeth, which you only see when she eats because she doesn’t smile … at anything. A slim figure. A pencil skirt would look really good on her. On me, it’s more of a bad joke. I just can’t be sophisticated, I’m too darn cute!
Gretchen clearly doesn’t know how good she could look. Even with the schools’ puritanical rules, she could at least do something with her hair, get it out of her face. She could stand up, be confident. She’s so shy and withdrawn, my original plan doesn’t seem likely to succeed. It’s unlikely that she’ll approach me, so I’ll need to find some reason to make contact with her.
I find a place to sit at lunch, a smaller table off to the side of the cafeteria that’s empty. I want to see how the crowd circulates, figure out who’s what. I just start to eat my soup when another girl comes up.
“Hi Patricia, can I sit here with you?”
I look up and recognize her. “Sure Terri, sit down.”
“Thanks.” She drops down into the seat opposite of me, opens her milk carton, takes a sip, then leans across the table towards me. “Are you crazy?” she whispers.
“I don’t know why you keep asking me that.”
“Because you keep doing stuff only a crazy person would do!”
“You mean jumping the fence.”
“No, that was freaking cool and all, super freaking cool really. I mean that skirt and blouse. I’d already warned you about Carmela and then you go and do something like that! How many demerits did you get?”
“One … for being late.”
“ONE! Only one?! How the hell did you only get one?”
“We had a nice talk about my skirt and I pointed out that the rules didn’t prohibit what I had done. It took a while but she and Sister Rita eventually agreed with me.”
“She brought Rita in too? And you only got one demerit?”
“Like I said, they agreed that my clothes were not prohibited by the rules.”
“So they’re gonna change those uniform rules?”
“Maybe more like amend them slightly.”
”And we can wear stuff like you’re wearing?”
“It probably won’t be as easy as that. But yeah, you could wear a skirt like this.”
“Freaking Awesome! Where’d you buy them?”
“I didn’t buy them, I made them.”
“Really? Like with needles and thread and cloth, that kinda thing?”
“Exactly like that kinda thing.”
“So … any of us can just go buy something like you’re wearing and we’re safe?”
“I’d wait and see what Sister Carmela says before doing anything. It should only be a couple of days before the pressure causes them to do something. So … who’s the big dog around here?”
“I told you, Sister Carmela.”
“I meant of the students, who runs things?”
She leans in closer. “That’d be Caitlin McBride. She’s got all these people who do what she tells them to do.”
“And why do they do that?”
“Cause she’s a big bitch, that’s why.”
“If she’s such a big bitch, why do they follow her?”
“Because they just do. She’s little Miss Popular and if you don’t want to be pushed around or ignored by everybody, you do what she says.”
“So they actually get physical, beat some one up?”
“Yeah, sometimes, but it’s not like that exactly. They might push you around but I’ve never seen an actual fight, not at school at least. Sometimes, a girl might come to school with bruises but nobody talks about it.”
“So … you think she might come after me?”
“If you piss her off enough, sure … OHHHH! WAIT! She probably doesn’t know about you. OMG! If she tried that, you’d … that would be sooo cool! God! If someone would just put her in her place, stand up to her.”
“So, the other girls don’t actually like her?”
“NO!” She leaned in even closer. “We hate her!” she whispered. “She’s only got like four or five real friends, the rest of them just hang around because she’s like the queen bee.”
“Thanks Terri. That’s good to know.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
By the time I get home from work, Patricia already has dinner started. She’s quite the little cook. I picked up a few cookbooks at the library, she read them overnight and now she’s got them down pat. There were a couple of less than great meals because the books weren’t exactly specific about certain techniques but she figured it out very quickly. She doesn’t mind doing it, says it’s relaxing, at least most of the time. I still do most of the shopping and the dishes after the meal, but she is generally in charge of supper and weekend meals. I still fix some of my favorites from time to time though, to give her a break or when she’s busy with something else. I think she’s cooking a pork roast, there was a good sale on boneless pork loins last week and I bought several.
I’ve been nervous all day, expecting a call from St. Ann’s about my renegade daughter, but it never came. I stick my head into the kitchen.
“So … how was your first day?”
Her back is too me, stirring gravy in a pan on the stove, still dressed in her school uniform, which is surprising. I thought she would change back to her usual T-shirt and shorts as soon as she got home.
“Just great Mom, just great.”
“Any problems at all?”
“Gretchen Hobbes is going to be tougher than I thought she might be, but I’ve got a couple of ideas that should work, though it might take longer than we originally planned.”
“Daniel won’t be happy to hear that.”
“Daniel Lipscomb can go … can drop dead if he doesn’t like it.”
“Patricia!”
“I know … there’s just something about him that makes me … I can’t put my finger on it but the more I see him, the less I trust him. It’s just my gut telling me something isn’t right.”
“Have you seen him do or say something to make you feel this way?”
“No, nothing. I know it isn’t logical. I just feel on edge around him.”
“Is it … sexual?”
“PLEASE GOD NO! Why do you always jump on that? I wouldn’t … do anything with him, ever, not even at gun point.”
“He is reasonably good looking.”
“Not at gunpoint, Mother.”
“So you’re sure?” She just looks at me and rolls her eyes. She’s sure. “Then what is it?”
“I told you, I don’t know, it’s just my gut.”
“He’ll want a report about today; we’ve all been working towards this day Patricia.”
“You, I and Dr. Matthews have been working towards this day. Lipscomb has been sitting on his ass.”
“That’s not fair, Daniel has done his part. Most of his job starts once we get him the evidence he needs to put Hobbes away.”
“Then you call him and tell him it’s all going according to plan. If I have to talk with him, I will, but not on an empty stomach. Sit down, dinners ready.”
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
“So, Gretchen, how was your first day back at St. Ann’s?”
Father always insists we eat meals together, he thinks that it makes us more of a family, even though he spends most of the meal reading papers of some kind, just like tonight.
As if!
It doesn’t matter what I want, it’s the same routine every day, unless he’s not out of town on “business”, then I eat by myself in my room. At least then I can watch TV while I eat.
“Gretchen, I asked you a question.”
“It was fine, Father.” Just like all the other days at school, everybody staring at the big, clumsy geek.
“Nothing interesting happen?”
“No, nothing …” Does he really care? Is he even listening? Does he really want to know what is happening to me?
“Actually, something did happen before school started. A girl showed up riding a motorcycle but she got to the gate just after they locked it, so she couldn’t get in. She didn‘t let that stop her though, she drove all the way down to the softball field, turned around and drove really fast back to the gate. When she hit one of the hills in the sidewalk, she jumped the entire motorcycle high into the air, then did some kind of twisting thing so that the motorcycle landed on the other side of the fence. She must have been thirty feet in the air! Then she walks into school and she’s not wearing the same uniform as the rest of us … though it was kinda like the regular uniform. It was the same color and everything but hers actually fit her, like regular clothes. What was really strange was they didn’t send her home to change, which is what they usually do. She’s in two of my classes, French and Physics. She seems nice, smiles at everybody and says ‘Hello’, though she’s really really short! I heard someone say that she’s one of the scholarship girls, so she’s poor, but she seems friendly.”
He doesn’t even look up. “That certainly sounds interesting.”
Why does he bother to ask when he doesn’t care what I say? I don’t know why I even try.
I wonder what that other girl’s life is like. Going where ever she wants on that motorcycle, totally free, even locked gates can’t stop her. She dresses different from everybody else and gets away with it. How does she do that? She’s not rich or famous or anything. No one else ever got away with wearing something different at St. Ann’s. What makes her so special?
“Are any of your classes going to be difficult?”
UUgggghhhhh!
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It took almost two weeks, but eventually they announced a change to the uniform rules. I kept wearing my altered uniforms, changing skirts and blouses enough that there was something new everyday. That alone kept me in the eyes of the girls. Some were really interested in how I had done what I’d done. I might have been wrong about how many girls would actually participate in a sewing program. Others were clearly upset, make that jealous. Particularly the girls that Terri had pointed out to me. They didn’t say anything to me but they never responded when I said “Hello” or “Hi”.
Sister Carmela took my suggestion and let the girls alter their own uniforms at school … within the existing rules. Apparently one of the parents donated some equipment. I imagine there were a lot of complaints from the parents, they’re probably more competitive than their kids. To Sister Carmelas’ credit, I didn’t hear anymore from her about it. She didn’t try to force me back into the standard uniform, which would have been the easy way out. That tells me she’s at least temporarily on board with what I’m doing.
So far, the classes have been easy. We decided to keep my Balancer set on Blue Five. That setting gives me ready access to all the knowledge originally added by Dr. Matthews and Mom, plus all the stuff I’ve added on my own but it’s still far enough in the blue that I don’t have to fight for control of my body. For some reason, Dr. Matthews thought it should be even higher. He’s never had an opinion about the settings in the past. He just had an academic interest about how I functioned at different settings. He also suggested I spend all weekend at Blue Fifty, which was fine by me. Unfortunately, nothing seems to stop the bad dreams.
They all still revolve around my years as an undercover cop. If the reason for that is my disturbed memories after the transfer, that should have settled down months ago. Free floating memories don’t happen in anything else I do. They’re as bad as ever, but I’ve mostly adapted. Occasionally I wake up shouting, but that only happens once or twice a week now.
Other than that, things are going well. I still haven’t had a chance to make contact with Gretchen Hobbes. She hasn’t said anything to me yet, though she’s been in the group of girls who’ve asked how I altered my uniform but she didn’t ask any questions herself. She doesn’t seem to have any friends at all. Eats lunch by herself, sits alone in the library, and doesn’t hang with anyone. I asked Terri about her and she said that she’s that drug dealers’ daughter. Apparently, everyone is familiar with her background and nobody wants to be associated with her. I’ve wondered how she got into St. Ann’s in the first place … probably the same way I did. A lot of people likely are under Ray Hobbes’ control, including those who look reputable on the surface. I think that Sister Carmela would have told him off if he came to her directly. She’s a realist but you won’t get far trying to threaten or bully her directly. I respect that.
Mom tells me that Lipscomb is getting anxious for some progress, and he’s right. I need to find an opportunity to connect with Gretchen.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The Teachers’ Lounge is usually an island of calm in a sea of activity. To call our facility a lounge is pushing the definition of the word. It’s only a fairly nondescript room with a few comfortable chairs, a long table, a microwave, refrigerator and television. Teachers can eat lunch here if they don’t have cafeteria duty that day. I try to spend some time here regularly to make sure that the students are behaving. I’d rather not wait for the behavior to deteriorate to the point the teacher sends a girl to my office, I’d rather know about it early and head the problem off now.
Today, only Francis Truax and Sarah Connelly are in the Lounge. They are our French and Science teachers.
“Good afternoon, Francis, Sarah.”
“Afternoon, Sister Rita” answered Francis. I’d caught Sarah chewing on a bite from her sandwich, so she just nodded my direction.
“Have the students settled into regular routines yet?”
“Most of mine have” answered Francis. “My first quiz is next week.”
“Any trouble from the uniform bruha?”
“Not at all! Patricia Conner is probably my best student. Without tests, I can’t say for certain, some students freak out when tested, but she’s always prepared, never misses a homework assignment and can be relied on for the right answer, though she’s not one of those pushy know-it-alls, waiving her hand in your face before you even get the question out of your mouth.”
“How does she get along with the other students?”
“The other students or the Three Headed Gorgon?”
“Let’s keep that nickname to ourselves, Francis.”
“McClairuff aren’t taking French this semester, thank God. The rest of the girls don’t know what to make of Conner. She’s generally friendly but I think they’re too intimidated to respond. I think McBride and her cohorts have put the kibosh on her.”
“I see. What about you Sarah? Any troubles brewing?”
“With Patricia Conner? None at all. In fact, she helped me today explain a complex astrophysics concept to the class.”
“How did she do that?”
“I try to integrate current events into my class when ever possible, to keep it topical. There was a recent article in the newspaper about the discovery of planets more than 50 million light years from earth. I was trying to explain how the scientists were able to determine their existence by observing the slight wobbles in the orbit of the neighboring sun. The girls weren’t getting it until Patricia had Gretchen Hobbes come up and help with a demonstration. Gretchen was very reluctant, but Patricia managed to convince her.”
“What kind of demonstration?”
“Patricia first had Gretchen spin in place, her arms extended straight out from her shoulders. Then they faced each other, held hands and she spun around Gretchen. Then they did the same thing again but Patricia told everyone to imagine that she was invisible, to concentrate on Gretchen’s movements. The entire class got it immediately. It was such a simple demonstration that clearly illustrated the concept. It was so elegant! I wish I could claim credit, but she came up with it all by herself.”
“Why Gretchen Hobbes?”
“Simple, Gretchen is the tallest girl and Patricia …”
“Is the shortest, now I understand. How does she get along with the other students?”
“Just as Francis said, Patricia is friendly but most of the other girls are not responsive. They aren’t hostile, just neutral. Something needs to be done about McClairuff, and soon.”
“I would really appreciate it that McBride, Sinclair and Woodruff not be referred to as McClairuff.”
“Some of the students already do,” said Francis.
“Then let’s not encourage them by joining in.”
“Fine, but is Sister Carmela finally going to do something about them?”
“She’s working on it, trust me.”
“I hope you’re right, Sister Rita,” said Sarah. “Patricia Conner must be having a very hard time, being shunned the way she is.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I could smell the fried rice as soon as I entered the house. Patricia had found the recipe in a Minute Rice ad and made a few changes. It was quick, simple and delicious! I really must have her write some of these down before we are finished. I wonder which part of the brain will retain that information when Peter Harris separates and returns to his body.
When I enter the kitchen, she is stirring something in the electric wok on the kitchen counter, her back to me. I don’t say anything right away, just watch her. There are a number of small bowls of vegetables arranged on the counter next to her. She picks one up with her left hand, empties it in the wok and continues stirring with her right. She then wipes her eyes with her left hand.
Is she crying?
“Patricia?” She quickly turns her head my way, eyes red and bright with tears. “Is there a problem, honey?”
“No, no … I’m fine. It’s just … the onions.” She wipes her eyes again, picks up the bowl with the onions and adds the contents to the wok, stirring vigorously. “I’m fine. You just surprised me. You’re home early.” She sniffs, then forces a smile.
“I have to go in early tomorrow so they gave me some comp time today. Can I help?”
“I’m almost done, just have to add the broccoli and the shrimp, it’ll be another seven or eight minutes. You can set the table.”
“Bowls or plates?”
“Plates.”
“Okay. I’ll just go wash my hands and be right back.” I walk out of the kitchen but stop just as soon as I leave the kitchen and hide, my back against the wall. I’m sure that she was crying about something. She’s never cried when working with onions before. I peek back into the kitchen. She’s dabbing her eyes with a paper napkin, then blows her nose. I could be the onions … but I doubt it.
I hurry to the bathroom, wash and dry my hands and rush back to the kitchen, slowing as I cross the threshold. Removing the plates from the cabinet, I begin to set the table.
We both work in silence for a few minutes before I speak up.
“Any progress at school today?”
“Yeah, I may have an opening.”
“Really, that’s wonderful! How did you do it?”
“Don’t get too excited. I just made contact, it may not lead to anything.”
“I’m sure you’ll make it work, I have absolute confidence in you.”
“Maybe you shouldn’t.” She unplugs the wok and brings it to the table, setting it in the middle as I distribute the napkins, then we both sit down.
“Why’s that?”
“It’s nothing, I shouldn’t have said anything.”
“Too late now. You know that you have to tell me, that’s our deal.”
“It’s all your fault.”
“What are you talking about, Patricia?”
“I shouldn’t care what any of them think … but I do. I sure as heck didn’t before, but now I do.”
“Care what who thinks?”
“The other girls. There’s no reason in the world that I should worry about what a bunch of teenage girls thinks about me. This is just a job, when it’s done, I’m out of here, leaving this all behind. So why do I find it so hard to stop myself from doing things to make them like me?”
“The other girls don’t like you?”
“Of course they don’t! I show up dressed differently, knowing all the answers in class, upsetting the social structure. The prima donnas warn everybody else to give me the silent treatment, who’s going to be my friend?”
“Isn’t that what you wanted?”
“Yes, of course I did! Everything is going fine … so why do I so desperately want to abandon the whole plan and conform? Explain that to me.”
“Well, it’s only natural to want to fit in, whoever or wherever you are. Even I …”
“No, it’s not natural for me. I don’t give a darn … jeez, I can’t even curse anymore. Peter Harris didn’t care what other people thought, that’s why I was so good at what I did. I understood what they thought and why, but I didn’t care. Now, every time I try to be nice to someone and they ignore me, it hurts. Way down deep, it hurts. It’s that gosh darn programming that you and Dr. Matthews did, to try to make me behave like one of them. It’s changing me!”
“Maybe it’s just ahhh … personal growth?”
“It’s not personal growth! I’m sixty, the only personal growth I experience is gaining weight, which by the way, I gained two pounds and feel like a blimp, another one of your additions to my psyche, thank you very much.”
“Don’t blame us for this! We were just doing what we thought was right. You had to know what it was like if you were going to pass as a girl.”
“Knowing intellectually is one thing, but now I’ve got the whole package of feelings, including insecurity and declining self-confidence.”
“Maybe if we changed the settings?”
“It doesn’t help much. It’s worse in the Pink numbers but still there in the Blue.”
“Even Blue Fifty?”
“No, but I can still feel the old pain, I just don’t create any new pain.”
“You seem to be handling it well.”
“For now. Sometimes though, it all builds up and I just have to … well, you saw me today.”
“Cry?”
“Yeah.”
I reach out and take her left hand in mine. “Don’t worry about it. I’m sure you’ll do fine. I still have absolute confidence in you.”
She looks at me, a smile on her face. “Thanks, that’s nice to hear now and then.”
“I’ll tell you as often as you need to hear it. Remember, this is only temporary. Soon, you’ll be back to your old grumpy self.”
Her smile disappears. “Yeah, my old self. We better finish this before it gets cold.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Another day, another lunch in the cafeteria by myself. I have barely started eating when I hear a voice behind me.
“Can I sit here?”
I turn my head to look … it’s her! “Su..su..sure, sit down.”
“Thanks!”
She sits right next to me, like it’s no big deal.
“Hi! You’re Gretchen, right? I’m Patricia, Patricia Conner.”
“H..h..hello, I’m Gretchen … Hobbes.”
“Nice to meet you Gretchen. Thanks for helping out in Physics last week. I know that it was probably embarrassing and all, but you were just perfect for that demonstration. You did it so well too!”
“Thanks.”
“Ms. Connelly told me later that she was really impressed with it.”
“She told me the same. I told her it wasn’t my idea.”
“She told me that she wanted to use it in the future, maybe even tell other physics teachers about it. She asked me if that was okay. I said it was. You don’t mind, do you?”
“As long as I don’t have to do it again.”
“But you were perfect! No one else could have done it as well. You just stood there, rock steady, spinning like a top. We should copyright it. The Hobbes-Conner remote planetary detection demonstration.”
“No! You thought of it, you can have it!”
“I was just joking about the copyright thing. We couldn’t make any money off it anyway. There is one thing you could help me with though.”
“What’s that?”
“You probably know about the change in the uniform rules, right?”
I snort. “Who doesn’t?”
“Yeah, I guess it’s big news or something.”
“No one had ever gotten away with what you did … ever.”
“Well, I haven’t gotten away with anything yet. I promised Sister Carmela that, if she changed the rule, I’d help someone else make changes to their uniform, to prove I did mine on my own. I’d like to help you change yours, if you don’t mind. You’d really be helping me out. If I can’t find someone to volunteer, then I have to go back to a regular uniform and I’m not even sure they make them in my size.”
“I don’t know. I already get more attention than I want.”
“Sure, I understand. It’s just … I know that I can make something that’ll look really good on you. There’s this pencil skirt I did for me but it’s just wrong for my … shape, but on you, it’d be great! I could do a criss-cross lacing in the front panel, really classy.”
It sounds tempting, but … “I’m still not sure. Why me?”
“Because you’re the most beautiful girl in school. Duh?”
“I’m what?!”
“The most beautiful girl in school. What do you say? None of it’s permanent. You don’t like the results, you can always wear a regular uniform. It would really help me out, Gretchen.”
She thinks I’m the most beautiful girl in school? Is she crazy?! She looks sincere. I don’t think she’s joking. It’s been a long time since anybody has actually tried to be friendly towards me. What have I got to lose?
“Okay. I’ll help.”
“Great! Wonderful! You won’t regret this! We can start tomorrow. Bring a spare uniform when you come to school. I checked out their equipment and it’s pretty good. I’d prefer to use mine, but rules are rules.” She hops up out of her seat. “Thanks a lot Gretchen, you’re a lifesaver. See you in French.” She waves her hand and hurries off.
What have I gotten myself into?
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I peak around the door of the room where Patricia told me to meet her. I don’t see anybody in there, just a couple of sewing machines, a big table and a full length mirror. Slowly stepping into the room, I look around. Nothing. It was all probably a joke. And I fell for it. Yeah … most beautiful girl in school. What an idiot!
“Hey Gretchen!”
I jump when I hear her behind me, dropping the bag holding my extra uniform. “H..h..hii Patricia.”
She quickly walks over to the table and throws her bag on the top. “We don’t have much time today. I thought we could take some measurements, I could show you my sketches and we could work on a schedule. Can you stay late after school some days? Like for an hour?”
“No. My Father wants me home right away. The car is always waiting right as school lets out.”
“A chauffeured car huh? Must be nice.”
“I think your motorcycle is … nice.”
“It’s okay. I got a good deal but the maintenance is a pain in the butt. The carb is always giving me trouble.”
“You fix it yourself?”
“Sure. You ride an old bike, you better know how to fix it.” She opens her bag and pulls out a handful of folded papers, opening them and spreading them out on the table. “A bike can be a lot of fun … until it rains. I keep a rain suit stashed under the seat but I still get wet. Take a look at these and tell me what you think.”
I walk around to her side of the table and look down at one of the papers. It looks like a charcoal sketch of an attractive, thin, tall girl with full, luxuriant hair, posed sexily, wearing a tight, long skirt and a tailored shirt with wide collars. The other papers are more sketches of the same girl from different angles in different fashion poses.
“Where’d you get these?”
“I drew them last night, to give you an idea what I had in mind.”
“They’re really good! Who’s the girl?”
“You, of course.”
“I don’t look like that.”
“You could though. You are beautiful.”
“Why do you keep saying that?”
“Cause it’s true. Here,” she reaches out, takes my hand and turns me towards the mirror “stand up straight. Come on, really straight, shoulders back, chest forward, head up.”
At school, I always try to be shorter than I am, to avoid attention. Now, I plant both feet and stand tall, stretching my neck.
“There you go, that’s the way!” she says. “Now look in the mirror.”
I don’t see anything that I don’t see every morning. “Sorry, I don’t see it.”
“That’s cause you’re not looking close enough. Your cheek bones, they are classic. Your chin, eyes, nose, darn near perfect, particularly those eyes. Great shape, wonderful spacing. Lashes that most girls would kill for. Don’t think of it as your face, think of it as someone else’s face.”
I look back at the mirror. She’s got to be kidding me. I’ve seen pictures of models, mostly friends of my mother, and I don’t look anything … my eye lashes are pretty full and long though. Turning my head to the right, I can see why she says my nose is good … my chin too. I’d never even considered the possibility that I might be … pretty. I’d grown over a foot in the last couple of years and have been an uncoordinated geek. Maybe …
“My mom was a model.”
“That explains it. Do you look like her?”
“Not really. She was blonde and blue eyed, Swedish. I’ve got dark hair and brown eyes.”
“Your mom was blonde?”
“Yeah, she died when I was little.”
“Way harsh. Sorry.”
“It’s okay.”
“Do you have a step-mother?”
“No, Father never remarried, had a lot of girlfriends though.”
“Live in?”
“Sometimes.”
“Any of them nice?”
“Not really.”
“That sucks. My mom never remarried but hasn’t dated either.”
“Your father died?”
“Yes, an auto accident three years ago.”
“Bummer.”
“Yeah. It hasn’t been easy.”
“Tell me about it.”
“I know. Only having one parent sucks.”
“At least you’ve got a mother.”
“Dad’s are important too.”
“I’d rather have a mother.”
“Well … I’m just glad I’ve got my mom. Enough of this sad stuff, what do you think of the design?”
“It’s wonderful! Can you do that? Make one of these ugly uniforms into that?”
“It’s not simple, but yeah, I can do it … or I should say we can do it, that’s my deal with Sister Carmela. Step up on this folding chair and I’ll take some measurements.”
She opens up a folding chair that had been leaning up against the table. It looks a little rickety.
“Is that safe?”
“Sure. Just step up and don’t wiggle around. You can hold onto my shoulder if you want.”
She’s so short, I’d have to hold onto her head. “No thanks, I’ll be careful.” I put my left foot in the middle of the seat, lean forward and step up with my right. The chair wobbles slightly but I carefully stand up.
“Good,” she says. “Just stand still and I’ll be quick.”
She runs a measuring tape around my waist, then around my hips, my thighs and finally down both legs to my knees. “I’m done, you can hop down.”
“That’s okay, I’ll just step down.”
“I’ll hold the chair.”
“Thanks.”
I squat down, step off with my left foot and then immediately follow with my right.
“We need to come up with something better than that.”
“You’re right, I’ll find or make something. We only need a big wooden box. I need to take some measurements for the blouse.”
She takes several measurements at different levels around my chest and breasts, sleeves and neck. “That’s it. I’ll take your extra uniform home with me and see if we need extra fabric to finish the job. I’ll also mark the skirt and blouse for cutting, I don’t think that violates the new rules.”
“How long is this going to take?”
“Maybe a week, assuming we work after lunch every day and there’s no competition for time with the machines.”
No one else has come in since we got here. “I don’t think that’ll be a problem.”
“You’re probably right, though that may change after the girls get a look at you. One of us is a curiosity, two is a trend.”
“Don’t hold your breath, there’s only one trend setter in this school, Caitlin McBride.”
“Haven’t met her yet.”
“You’re better off if you don’t.”
“We’ll see. Guess we’re done for today. Can you meet again tomorrow?”
“Yeah, sure. This was … fun.”
She smiled at me; she’s got a really nice smile. “It was fun for me too Gretchen, and we didn’t actually do very much. We’ll get down to business next time.” She picked up her bag and my extra uniform, then handed me her sketches. “You can keep these, I’ve got more at home.”
“Thanks.”
“See you in French, Gretchen. Good luck on the quiz.”
“Thanks Patricia, you too.”
She hurried out of the room. She always seems to be in a hurry, headed to the next thing. I look again at the sketches in my hands. They are very professionally done. Wonder what else she can do.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“PATRICIA, I’M HOME.”
“I’M UPSTAIRS MOM.”
I go upstairs but Patricia isn’t in her room. I look in her sewing room, she’s there, working on another uniform, though it looks larger than one of hers.
“Is that one of yours, Patricia?”
“No, it’s Gretchen Hobbes’.”
“That’s great news! You’ve made a connection! Are you going to be able to make friends with her?”
“I think I already have.”
“Oh Patricia! That’s just … just …” I start to tear up. After all these years, we are almost there, almost ready to take down Raymond Hobbes.
“She’s a nice girl, Mom.”
“What?”
“She’s a nice girl, doesn’t have any friends.”
“That’s hardly surprising. Who would want their daughter to be friends with the child of a crime czar?”
“No one … unless you’re a lawyer, of course. I’m just saying this girl is desperate, it’s like shooting fish in a barrel.”
“So much the better for us. What is the next step?”
She sighs. “Keep growing the relationship.”
“How long do you think it will take you to get inside?”
“I can’t say. First thing I’ll need to do is find a good reason to be there. I don’t think simple friendship will be good enough. We’ll have to see.”
“You’ll think of something. You have no idea how happy you’ve made me Patricia. I can’t wait to tell Daniel.”
“I think we’ll need to start using the dead drop system for future reports. Once I get close to Gretchen, anything could happen. Hobbes’ paranoia might kick in and we could end up being investigated by his people before we’re ready. We can’t afford to be linked to a Federal Prosecutor.”
“I understand, you’re right. I’ll contact Thomas and implement it right away. Anything else?”
“Yes. Now is when this gets dangerous. We’ve just been getting ready up till today. From here until we’re done, we must be extremely careful. Remember what I told you about where to go if the stuff hits the fan.”
“I remember and I’ll be extra cautious, but I’m sure we will win in the end.”
“The good guys don’t win just because they’re the good guys. Good guys get killed every day, so do good girls … and nice, innocent daughters.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Finally, progress! Thomas called me today with the news. Patricia has made successful contact with Gretchen Hobbes. Not only contact, but quite likely a friendly relationship. Patricia is confident enough to implement our secure communication procedure. Using dead drops is much more cumbersome than phone calls or email but we cannot take any chances now. We should make a few practice runs before there is any real information to transfer.
Walter Tyson has been true to his word. Once he authorized this operation, he has not bothered me at all, not once asked about progress. We’ve been alone a few times and I could tell that he was resisting the urge to ask me, but he did resist. He’s likely satisfied that I’ve stopped bothering him for higher profile assignments. It took me a while to realize that this is the best way for me to achieve the power and status that I deserve. There will be collateral damage, but that can’t be avoided. Best not count the chickens before the eggs hatch though, we are a long way from the ultimate goal. However, progress is nice to see.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“How you doing on that seam Gretch?”
“Uhh … fine … I think. Why don’t you do it?”
“Because I promised Carmela I’d help someone else learn, not do it for you.” She stands behind me and looks over my shoulder. “That’s great! With a little practice, you could do one of these by yourself. You should get your dad to buy you a nice sewing machine.”
“He’s got no idea I’m doing this. He’d say that sewing is for peasants.”
“Should I be insulted?”
“NO! I wouldn’t say that! I think you’re great! Wonderful! My Father would say something like that, not me!”
“Weeeellll, I guess you’re forgiven. Stand up and try this on.”
Patty’s hung a couple of sheets from the ceiling, making a kind of changing room. I was nervous trying things on in the room, anybody could walk in. Patty pointed out it was a girls’ school but I was still uncomfortable. I’ve never gotten used to showers after gym, though Patty said it’s one of her favorite times of the week. She doesn’t strike me as a clean freak.
“Be careful. It’s almost finished.”
I take the new blouse behind the sheet, take off my old blouse and carefully slip my arms through the sleeves of the new one and button up the front. The seams down both sides are still open, so the blouse is more like a mini poncho than a shirt. I step back into the room and see Patty has her pin cushion wrist band on. She notices the fear in my eyes.
“Take it easy, I’ll be careful.”
“That’s what you said when you did the skirt. My butt still hurts.”
“It was an accident and the pin didn’t go in more than a quarter inch. You really are a big baby, you know that?”
“And you’re a vicious little troll.”
“Touché. Step over here, the light’s better. Good. Now just stand normally, don’t be tense.”
“Easy for you to say.”
“You want this to fit right, don’t you?”
“Yes.”
“Then relax. I’ll pin both seams, then sew it up and we’ll be finished.”
“Shouldn’t I do them?”
“No, they’ll be tricky. We want the blouse to be fitted but not too tight. You’ll have to watch your weight as it is. You could gain ten pounds with the old uniform and no one would notice. Now, a couple of pounds will be obvious.”
“Are you saying I’m fat?”
“I didn’t say you were, I said that you wouldn’t want to get fat.”
“Who’d care if I did?”
“I’d care. I can’t be seen hanging around a fat girlfriend … it’s bad for my reputation.”
“You’ve already got a bad reputation.”
“That’s why you like me, isn’t it?”
“Maybe.”
“Patricia Conner, bad girl of St. Ann’s. The Motorcycle Momma. The Furious Fashionista. The Suspicious Scholar. The Seamy Seamstress. The …”
I start giggling. “SHUT UP! If you don’t stop, I can’t stay still and then you’ll blame me when you stick me … again.”
“Boy! One little mistake and you’re marked for life.” She reaches up and pulls the seam together on the left side. “Exhale, unless you plan on holding your breath every time you wear this.”
I exhale and relax. Patty pinches and pins, working her way down the seams, switching sides every few pins, until she reaches the hem that I sewed all by myself.
“There, done. Carefully take it off and I’ll finish it. We’ve got about ten minutes left before French. I forgot to ask, how’d you do on the last quiz?”
“Terrible! I have twice as much trouble with French as I have with everything else combined. I just don’t get it! I wanted to take Spanish but Father insisted on French. That’s what he took in school and so that’s what I have to take.”
“Does he help you at home?”
“Are you kidding? I might as well be an orphan.”
“What if I told you that there was a way to get a perfect score on every French test and you don’t even have to know a single word of French?”
“WHAT?!”
“Guaranteed.”
“You mean …” I look around to make sure no one can hear us “… cheating?”
“No cheating, just simple logic.”
“Okay, what’s the trick?”
“This has to stay between you and me. If you tell a bunch of other people, the secret gets out and ruins it for you. You also don’t want to get a perfect score. If you’re not that good a student, she may figure something’s up.”
“If I can’t get a hundred, what’s the use?”
“A middle ‘A’ will help your grade a lot. You’ll still have to do the homework but the tests are three quarters of the grade. A solid ‘A’ for seventy five percent of your total grade isn’t bad. Do we have a deal?”
“Sure, what’s the secret?”
“The tests are multiple choice and Truax is lazy. For each question, there are five answers … one right and four wrong.”
“Big whoop.”
She smiles that brilliant smile of hers. It actually makes me a little weak in the knees. “It is a big whoop. Because she’s lazy, she changes only one word in the right answer to make a wrong answer instead of writing a completely different wrong answer. She changes four different words to make four very similar wrong answers and one right answer.”
“So?”
“That means, the one answer with the most in common with the other answers is always right. You don’t have to know the first thing about French.”
“What?”
“Let me show you.”
She takes a pen and paper from her bag and starts writing. After a few seconds, she hands the paper to me.
“Tell me, which one is the right answer; a, b, c, d or e?”
The paper just has a series of numbers.
a. 1495
b. 1265
c. 1295
d. 7295
e. 1298
“What’s the question?”
“I doesn’t matter, the correct answer is the one with the most in common with the other four.”
“I don’t get it.”
“Just look at the answers. What’s the most common number in the first column?”
“Uhhh, one?”
“Right! The second column?
“Two.”
“The third?”
“Nine.”
“And the …”
“Five!”
“So the correct answer is?”
“C, 1295!”
“That’s right. You compare the first word in each answer and the word that shows up most frequently is the first word of the correct answer. You do the same with the second, third, fourth words and so on and you end up with the correct answer.”
“Is this how you decided which was the right answer?”
“Non, je parle le meilleur Francais.”
“Huh?”
“I can speak French. I knew which answers were correct and which ones were wrong, so it was easier to spot the pattern. Remember, keep this to yourself and don’t abuse it. You work hard on the homework and you’ve got yourself an ‘A-’, maybe even an ‘A’.”
“Are you sure about this?”
“It’s been her pattern for the first two quizzes so far this semester. If no one blabs, she’s got no reason to change it. If you want, just use it to check the answers you know are right and guess at the ones you’re unsure of. You’ll still have to study because if you blow off your homework, a high test grade looks suspicious. You’ve got to do well enough on everything else so that the good test grade doesn’t stand out too much.”
“This isn’t cheating?”
“I wouldn’t call it cheating; it’s just taking advantage of a lazy teacher. Besides, you’ve still got to study and do the homework. You’ll learn whatever you’re going to learn either way, you just guarantee a good grade … and keep your father off your back. Does he ever use French for business or talking to other people?”
“Not that I’ve heard, though he tries to keep me away from his business.”
“Does he speak French around the house?”
“Of course not.”
“Then he probably doesn’t remember much from his school classes. Language skills are the kind of thing that you lose if you don’t use.”
“Then how do you know so much French? I’ve never heard you use it outside of class.”
She taps the side of her head with her right index finger. “My brain’s not like the average brain.”
“How’s that?”
“It just different. I need to get these last two seams finished so you can wear this tomorrow.” She hurries to the nearest sewing machine, sits down, sets the head against the fabric and begins.
“Do I have to wear it tomorrow?”
She keeps feeding the blouse into the bobbing needle, her little hands nimbly guiding the fabric exactly where she wants it. “Why wouldn’t you wear the new stuff tomorrow? You want to save it for a special occasion?”
“No … I’m just not sure I want everyone to … be looking at me.”
“I thought we’d already been through all that. You know you’re beautiful, right? This just shows everybody else that you’re beautiful.”
“Why does anybody else have to know?”
“You can’t hide forever Gretchen. The world is a different place for beautiful people, an easier place. A beautiful woman can go places, do things, other woman can’t.”
“Do you go to those places, do those things?”
“Me? I’m not beautiful, I’m cute. There’s a big difference. Cute gives me some room to maneuver, buys me some goodwill a plain girl might not automatically get, but it’s the minor leagues when compared to what a beautiful girl can do.”
“What if I decide I don’t want to be beautiful?”
She finishes the last seam, pulls the blouse up to her teeth and bites the thread, breaking it off. “That’s up to you. Being attractive isn’t for everyone. Some people let it go to their heads, some get so wrapped up in it that they never get beyond it, never develop as a person. Some people weald the power of beauty for bad purposes. Like they say in Spiderman, with great power comes great responsibility.”
“Isn’t that a movie?”
“A comic first, then a movie but it’s still a valid point. I think you’re a good enough person to know how to handle the attention and not let it go to your head. If you don’t like it, you can always go back to the old, dull uniform and slump around the school. None of this is permanent. In fact, to use another quote, beauty is fleeting. You’re seventeen years old, so you’ve got thirteen, maybe eighteen years, depending on your genes and how well you take care of yourself, before the next generation of beautiful young girls comes along and replaces you. By then though, you’ll have moved on to something better, however, it will have been fun while it lasted!”
“How much fun?”
“Lots more than what you’ve been doing up till now.”
Why did I let her talk me into this? Father doesn’t know anything about it, I don’t have any idea how he’ll react. I’ve spent my whole life trying to keep to the background, not stand out. Why should I change it all now?
“I still don’t know.”
“I understand, it’s a big change. If you like your life the way it is, keep going the way you are. If you want to try something different, meet me tomorrow morning in the locker room an hour before school. I’ll do your hair and makeup.”
“Will you be disappointed if I don’t show up?”
“Maybe a little but that’s not a reason for you to be there. You have to be comfortable with your choice.”
“Will you still be my … my friend if I don’t show up?”
“Of course! We’re cool either way. You helped me by doing all you’ve done so far. As long as Sister Carmela sees the final product, I’ve kept my deal with her. We’re out of time, better get to French class. You take the blouse with you, have it ironed and bring both it and the skirt tomorrow. Or not, it’s up to you.”
“What would you do, Patty?”
She gives me that bright, cocky smile. “I’ve already done it, Gretch.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Tomorrow isn’t make or break, but I’m still nervous. Lately, when I get nervous, I bake bread. For some reason, it calms me down. Baking is more physical than cooking. Kneading dough, twisting it, pushing it, pounding it, releases a lot of tension that stirring a sauce just can’t match.
Mom’s got another late afternoon at work, so by the time she gets home, I’ve got three loaves baked with two more ready and proofed. I don’t hear the car pull up but I do hear the key turning in the lock in the front door.
“I’M HOME PATRICIA!”
“IN THE KITCHEN.”
She looks in and sees the bread. “Smells wonderful. What’s the problem?”
You can’t get one by Mom. Most of the time. “Nothing serious. Gretchen’s having second thoughts.”
“Why isn’t that a big problem?”
“She’s worried that if she doesn’t wear the new uniform, I won’t be her friend. I told her it doesn’t matter. Either way, the friendship’s intact. I was hoping to use her new found interest in looking good to get her to invite me to her home and work on her clothes there to alter them to fit as nicely as the uniform. That would take several weekends and after school evenings.”
“Giving you the opportunity you need, very clever. So what do you do if she backs out?”
“Think of something else.”
“How long would that take?”
“How do I know? It takes as long as it takes. This can’t be rushed Mother.”
“I know, but Daniel is getting impatient in his messages.”
“Tell Lipscomb to keep his pants on, quote me. If he’s got a problem with that, he can see me directly and stop bothering you.”
“I don’t mind honey, that’s part of my job, to be the buffer between you and he.”
“You shouldn’t have to be, he should know better.”
“He just wants this to work, we all do.”
I put the last two loaves in the oven. “I know. We’ll find out tomorrow.”
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
I’ve never been to school at this time of day before. I told Father that I had to be here early to work on a project. Since he never lets me stay late or bring anyone to our home, like anyone wants to come to our house, the only time available is early in the morning. He wanted to know a bunch of details so I told him it was a history project and I needed to use the school library. He finally bought it and had Lou bring me in early but stay in the parking lot until my usual drop off time.
Once in the locker room, I don’t see Patty anywhere. Her stuff is here but she’s not. I hear a ball bouncing in the gym so I head that way to check it out.
It’s Patty, shooting a basketball. She’s dribbling about five feet away from the basket. She stops, turns and banks one in off the glass. She catches the ball as it falls through the net and banks another one in from the other side. She hurries to get the ball, dribbles out ten feet and shoots again, this time directly into the net, no banking off the backboard. She hits again. Quickly moving toward the ball, she scoops it up on the dribble, comes over to the other side ten feet from the basket and hits her fourth consecutive shot.
She keeps repeating the cycle, a shot from one side, a hit, a shot from the other side, a hit, move five feet further out and repeat. By now, she’s well outside the three point line and still hasn’t missed once. In fact, she hasn’t even hit the rim, every shot is the bottom of the net. Three cycles later, she’s at the middle of the court. I’m standing just inside the doorway, where she can’t see me.
This time, she eyes the basket a bit more carefully before she shoots but the results are the same … swish. After retrieving the ball, she comes over to this side of the half-court stripe and swishes again. Two more cycles and she’s at three quarter court. When she hits the second shot, the ball takes a crazy bounce and heads for the open doorway where I’m standing. I step into the gym, bend down and pickup the ball as it rolls towards me.
“HEY, GRETCHEN!” She shouts. “THROW IT BACK, ONE MORE SHOT!”
I toss the ball underhanded towards her but it’s off line. She tracks it down, dribbles until she’s underneath the far basket, stops, carefully eyes the basket at the end of the court, rolls the ball in her hands and launches it towards the other end of the court with a loud grunt that echoes around the empty gym. The ball arcs up, nearly hitting the ceiling, then drops down, slicing through the basket, banging onto the court, bounces up, hitting the bottom of the backboard, bounces off the back wall and rolls up the court back to where Patty is waiting for it. She picks the ball up, dribbles a couple of times behind her back, then between her legs and finally walks towards me, dribbling with first her left, then right hand, back and forth until she’s standing right in front of me.
“I found the ball in the locker room and was fooling around until you got here.”
“You didn’t miss once! Not even from way out!”
“Yeah, it’s easier than it looks. It all comes down to physics. The angles, the force vectors, air resistance. I missed several shots before you got here, but once I got the calculations dialed in, it was fairly simple.”
“SIMPLE?! You hit a basket the entire length of the court!”
“True, but no one was guarding me. It’s a lot harder if you’re being guarded. So, I take it you decided to try the new uniform.”
Sometimes, she changes subjects so fast it gives me whiplash. “Uhh, yes, I did.”
“Great! I hoped you would! Let’s get started. Take off that blouse and I’ll shampoo your hair.”
“I already shampooed this morning.”
“Not with this stuff you didn’t. It’s really good plus it’s got a matching conditioner. Trust me, it’ll be really wonderful. I haven’t been wrong yet, have I?”
“Guess not.”
“Okay then, lose the blouse, wrap a towel around your shoulders and let’s get started.”
I glance around as we walk back into the locker room to make sure we’re alone, then unbutton my blouse and hang it on a hook by the showers. Patty hands me a towel which I unfold and wrap around my shoulders, the loose ends covering my bra.
“This’d be easier in the shower,” she said “but we haven’t got time for both of us to undress and do it that way. Just lean down over the sink and put your head in as far as you can.”
“Are you sure …”
“Yes, I’m sure. I have done this before you know … though I don’t have to bend down as far as you do.”
“You’d have to stand on a box.”
“Funny. Keep it up and I’ll use cold water.” She turns on the faucet, adjusts the water temperature, then helps guide my head where she wants it. The water quickly soaks my hair, splashing onto the neighboring sinks and the floor. Suddenly, the water stops and I start to stand up.
“Hold on, not yet. Just stay there while I get the shampoo.”
I stop, hair plastered to both sides of my head and piled in the sink. Out of the corner of my eye, I see her squeeze a big glop of gel into the palm of her hand, rub them together and then she starts to gently work it into my hair.
I’ve never had someone else wash my hair before … well not since I was little, when my mother did it. I get my hair cut by a stylist who comes to the house but she doesn’t do anything else. It feels nice. I pull the towel tighter against my neck to keep the soap from dribbling down my back.
“You okay?” Patty asks.
“Yeah, fine.”
“I’m almost done.”
She continues to push her fingers through my hair, piling it on top and moving it around. I wish we had more time for this.
“Alright, I’m going to rinse you off. There’s no hose so I’ve got a bowl here. Keep your head down in the sink.”
I try to get my head as far down as I can, my chin resting inside the rim of the sink. She turns the water back on and then pours water on the back of my head while massaging my hair. She does this several times before all the soap is gone.
“Okay. Bring your head up a little and I’ll do the conditioner.”
We repeat the whole process with the conditioner. Just as my neck and lower back are starting to hurt, she finishes.
“I’m done. Stay there and I’ll wrap a towel around your head.” She puts another towel on my back, pulls my hair out of my face, puts the hair on the towel and rolls it up and over my head, tucking the ends together. “You can stand up now.”
I stand up, stretching my neck and back, then look into the mirror. The towel is wrapped tightly around my head, not a single hair showing. Reaching up with my hands, I pat the towel.
“How’d you learn to do all that?”
“Watched a couple of videos, read a few magazine articles.”
“You’ve never done this before?”
“Not on another person. Sit down and I’ll do your makeup while the hair dries a bit.”
“I don’t wear makeup.”
“I know but most of the other girls do. The dress code’s pretty strict about it but we might as well take advantage where we can. Have a seat on the bench, just sit still and look straight ahead.”
I can see my face in the mirror over the sink until she moves around in front of me. “What are you going to do?”
“Not much. Just the lightest touch of mascara on your lashes.” She drags a mascara brush lightly through the lashes of my right eye, then my left. “The barest hint of a blush on your cheeks.” She takes a large fluffy brush and just barely kisses my cheeks with it. “And a mere glistening of your lips with some lipstick. Pucker up.” I purse my lips and she glides a reddish brown lipstick along my upper and lower lips. She caps the lipstick.
“Now, the hair. It’d be better if I had a curling iron but I can do a lot with a hand dryer and a brush. Slide down the bench closer to the outlet.”
I scoot down the bench toward the wall and away from the mirrors. Patty loosens the towel and removes it, my damp hair falling down around my shoulders. She pulls a small tubular hair dryer from her bag, plugs it in the wall and switches it on. A blast of air hits me in the face, and then swings into my hair. Patty moves the dryer around with her left hand as she brushes my hair with a small plastic brush in her right. I expected a bunch of tangles but the conditioner must have smoothed them out. She moves around me, left to right, back to front. After a couple of minutes, she stops using the brush and fluffs my hair with her fingers while still moving the dryer around. My hair is feeling lighter and fuller. She turns the dryer off but still fusses with my hair using her fingers.
“That’s it, take a look.” She steps away from me and I walk over to the nearest mirror.
I’m surprised. I don’t know what I expected, but it wasn’t this.
It’s like I aged four years in twenty minutes. I swear I could pass for twenty one … well, at least twenty. I turn my head slowly to the right, then back to the left. My hair is fuller than it’s ever been, with gentle, soft curls. Patty steps next to me so that I can see her face in the mirror.
“What do you think?”
“I … I … it’s … how did you … I …”
She gives me that big, bright smile of hers. “Freaky, isn’t it?”
“Yeah … freaky.”
“Change clothes. It’s almost time for our entrance.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I like to hang out near my locker before school starts each morning, keeping an eye on my domain. It’s strategically located between the main entrance and the cafeteria. You can keep track of who comes in with who, who’s friendly with who, if anyone is becoming more popular than they deserve. I had to persuade the prior owner of the locker that it was in her best interest to trade with me. I also had to persuade her neighbors to do the same with Olivia and Kendall; I need to keep my girls near me. It’s important that we keep any other power centers from developing. There’s over two hundred girls in this school and it would be impossible for me to keep control if the majority, or even a large minority decided to ignore me.
I initially thought I might have a problem with that new girl, Patricia Conner, but I put the word out that she was to be shunned. I learned about it in Comparative Religion class. Those Amish are reeeaaally passive aggressive. For some reason, it didn’t seem to bother her but it did keep her from making any friends, which was good enough. The bitch still walks around here in her pretty clothes but nobody else has broken ranks. If anyone in this prison deserves those clothes, it’s me!
Olivia is sorting through her tweets before class starts. All phones have to be turned off after 7:30. People are constantly sneaking peeks during the day but the penguins keep a sharp eye out. You get caught, it’s a demerit and you lose your phone until the end of the day. The only time during the day we can turn them on is during lunch. Some of the girls barely have time to eat.
We’re surrounded by the morons who think they’re my friends. They’re a necessary evil. I let them think we’re all buddy buddy, let them do stuff for me, let them hang around with us. It gives me legitimacy as THE girl in school. I am number one and they are my posse. The posse is one short this morning.
“Olivia, where’s Kendall?”
“She’s got a dental appointment this morning, broke a crown two days ago.”
“How’d she do that?”
“Not sure. She was eating mashed potatoes and it popped out. She thought it was the potatoes that did it.”
“She would.”
“Totally.”
Kendall’s meter doesn’t exactly reach five bars but she does a good job of handling the posse, keeping them in line, which keeps everybody else in line. Olivia is closer to thinking like me, which means I need to keep an eye on her. She’s never done anything disloyal before … but there’s always the first time.
Abruptly, there’s a subtle change in the sound of the hallway. It’s gotten quieter. I look towards the entrance doors and see the crowd parting slightly as someone walks through. Craning my neck, I can see a tall girl headed my way but I don’t recognize her, she looks more like a college kid or a student teacher.
“Who’s that?” whispers Olivia.
“Don’t know” I answer. “She looks familiar though.” She gets closer and the crowd thins a little. It appears that she’s wearing the school colors, maybe a graduate from a couple of years ago? Then I see the Connor bitch walking with her, smiling and laughing.
“SHIT!”
“What?” asks Olivia.
“It’s Gretchen Hobbes!”
“NO! Where’s her uniform?”
“She’s wearing it! Conner fixed it!”
“What about her hair? And her face? She looks …”
“I know!”
Hobbes and Conner sweep by us, never even looking my direction, not even caring what I thought. It looks like they’re heading toward Carmela’s office.
“What is she up to?” asks Olivia.
“I don’t know, but she’s picked the perfect person.”
“What do you mean?”
“It’s Gretchen HOBBES.”
“Ohhhh … right. Wow, she’s good.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
As soon as we get to the front door, Patty elbows me.
“Remember, stand tall and proud” she whispers.
I was hunched over a little but didn’t realize it until she told me to stand up.
“I don’t know about this Patty. Maybe I …”
“Maybe you should show everybody how great you look. What are they going to do about it? You’re completely within the rules. Sister Carmela won’t do anything.”
“I’m not worried about Sister Carmela. What’s Caitlin McBride gonna do?”
“Is she a friend of yours?”
“NO … of course not.”
“Then why care?”
“She won’t like it.”
“Again, why care?”
“She may do something.”
“To you? Not likely. Besides, what could she do? Not talk with you? She already doesn’t. Tell people not to be your friend? No offense, but your not beating them off with a stick right now. Hit you? She’s a coward.”
“What about you?”
“What about me?”
“She could do something to you.”
“I’m already not her favorite person. I can handle whatever she’s got. Let’s go turn some heads.”
“Are you sure …” she grabs my arm and pulls me up the steps and into the school.
Everybody near the door stops talking and stares at us. I start to back out but Patty tightens her grip on my arm.
“Tall and proud” she whispers.
What the hell. I stretch up as tall as I can and we walk down the hall side by side.
Most everybody stops talking as we walk by, looking at us, at me. People have stared at me before but this is different.
“They’re staring at us” I say in a low voice out of the side of my mouth.
“Of course they are! We’re two hot looking girls … well one hot looking girl and her slightly shorter friend.”
“Slightly?”
“It’s just envy my dear. They all wish they could look like you. Let’s go get Sister Carmela’s seal of approval.”
She keeps her hand on my arm and guides me towards the school office. The other girls actually move out of our way as we move down the hallway. I turn and look behind as Patty continues to propel me forward. Most of the girls continue to just stare at us, the others are huddled together, whispering. I turn back forward just as we step through the office door and stop in front of the school secretary’s desk.
“Hi Ms. Jensen. Is Sister Carmela in?” asks Patty, hitting her with her brightest, most innocent smile.
Ms. Jensen looks us both up and down, me twice. She screws her mouth into a half frown, half smile, like she doesn’t approve of what’s happening and plans to enjoy it when we get smacked down.
“Good morning, Ms. Conner. I’ll check and see.” She leans over towards the phone, picks it up, puts it to her ear and pushes a button. It buzzes three times, then stops.
“Sister Carmela. Ms. Conner and a friend are asking to see you, if you have a moment. … Yes, I would say it’s important. … Very good, I’ll have them wait.” She hangs up the phone. “Sister will see you in a few minutes. Have a seat … ladies.”
“Thanks Ms. Jensen,” replied Patty. “You look nice today.”
“Uhh, thank you Ms. Conner. Have a seat please.”
Patty just smiles and drops into one of the wooden chairs lined up against the wall. I slowly settle into the chair next to hers.
I can see out of the office windows into the hallway. Lots of girls are walking by, looking in. Several of them turn around and walk right back to get a second look. A few take a third pass. Patty seems completely unconcerned, like it’s no big deal. I haven’t even talked to Carmela since my entrance interview three years ago. All I know about her is what the other girls say … which isn’t good.
The knob on the office door squeaks several times and my heart freezes. My eyes immediately lock onto the floor in front of me. I hear the door creak as it swings open. Patty pulls me to my feet and we walk in, stopping in front of Carmela’s desk.
“Eye’s up” Patty hisses.
I look up and see Sister Carmela sitting in her chair, leaning forward on her elbows, fingers intertwined, thumbs slowly banging together.
“Thanks for seeing us Sister” Patty says cheerily. “I just wanted to show you that I had kept my part of the bargain.” She steps away and extends her hands towards me, palms up. “TA DA!”
Sister Carmela slowly stands, walks around her desk, then around me, carefully inspecting my clothes. I keep my eyes focused straight ahead. She brings her head close to mine, a neutral look on her face. I think she’s checking out my makeup. After a few seconds, she pulls away and returns to her chair, sitting down. She fixes her gaze on me.
“Very lovely, Ms. Hobbes. Very lovely indeed. My compliments on your work, Ms. Conner.”
“Gretchen helped.”
“I’m sure she did, Ms. Conner.”
“I could do wonders with your outfit, Sister Carmela.”
“No doubt you could, Ms. Conner. Perhaps some other time. Ms. Hobbes?”
“Yyyeees?”
“I would like to speak privately with Ms. Conner for a few minutes. Please have a seat outside.”
I glance over at Patty and she gives me a wink. I quickly turn, open the door, scoot out and close it behind me, happy to be out of there. I hope Patty’s gonna be okay.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Looking at Patricia Conner, I can’t help but think she is the personification of an imp; short, bright, energetic and politely impudent, with just a hint of malice … well, maybe more than a hint.
“Why did you choose Gretchen Hobbes to be your … cohort?”
“Because she’s bullet proof.”
“Meaning what exactly, Ms. Conner?”
“There’s not a girl in this school who’s stupid enough to bother her.”
“Because of her father.”
“Exactly.”
“While she may be ‘bullet proof’ as you put it, she is also an emotionally fragile girl, friendless and alone, at least as far as the other students at St. Ann’s are concerned. I don’t know what her home life is like.”
“It’s not any better, probably worse.”
“So you were aware of the situation?”
“Absolutely.”
“And you still chose her to prove your point?”
“I didn’t just pick her at random Sister. She agreed to do it. No one else was knocking at my door. McBride has them all under her thumb. Gretchen was less afraid than the others because she’s already been ostracized … at least to a certain point. No one will do anything to her out of fear of what might happen to them, including McBride and her friends. It won’t get any worse for her and maybe better, who knows for sure.”
“And what are your intentions towards Ms. Hobbes now?”
“You mean am I going to make an honest woman out of her?” There’s that expansive, impudent smile again.
“You understand what I mean. I would be extremely disappointed if it turns out that she is just a pawn in this game.”
“Sister Carmela, I can guarantee you that Gretchen is a friend of mine and anybody who hurts her in any way will have me to deal with … and I won’t be nice about it.”
Much more than a hint of malice. The way she talks, you would think she was a menacing hulk and not a mere slip of a girl … and yet, I find it very easy to believe her.
“Let us hope it doesn’t come to that. I noticed that Ms. Hobbes was wearing makeup.”
“She was, I did it myself.”
“As I suspected. You do like to push the boundaries, don’t you?”
“I just use all the space that’s available to me, Sister.”
“That’s a difficult line to walk.”
“Sometimes, but that’s what makes life interesting, don’t you think?”
“Possibly too interesting. You have kept your part of our agreement Ms. Conner so I shall keep mine. You may continue to wear your … restyled uniforms, as can any student who does the work herself on school grounds with school equipment and within the existing guidelines.”
“Thanks Sister.” She turns and reaches for the door.
“Ahhh, before you go Ms. Conner, just between you and I, how did you get such dramatic results with Ms. Hobbes using those few changes?”
She pauses, hand on the door knob, looking back over her shoulder at me. “That’s the other reason I chose her. I knew that she was a knockout just waiting to be uncovered.” She smiles at me. “See you later, Sister.” Conner opens the door and skips out, closing it behind her.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Lou didn’t recognize me at all. I was standing right next to the driver’s side door and he told me to beat it. I told him to drop dead. He was out the door in seconds; ready to do who knows what when I said it was me. The look on his face said he still didn’t completely believe it. All the way home, he kept looking at me through the rear view mirror. He adjusted it several times to get a better look. He actually got out and opened the door for me when we got home. I can’t remember the last time he did that.
Roberto tried to stop me as I came through the door but Lou told him that it was me. Roberto’s eyes got real big and his mouth hung open for a few seconds. Lou told him to snap out of it.
I did what I normally do when I get home from school, go upstairs to my room. As I climbed the spiral staircase, I glanced back at the front door. Both Roberto and Lou were staring at me. Once inside my room, I dropped my book bag, walked over to my full length mirror and took a good, long, look.
It really was remarkable. Even after an entire day, my hair still looked great. Full bodied, soft, wavy, perfectly framing my face. Patty did all that with just a pocket hair dryer, a brush, and her fingers. I’d had my hair done by professionals all my life and it never looked one tenth as good. The little bit of makeup was still there too, unsmudged. I never knew what to do with makeup; I’d never had anyone to teach me. None of the nannies had even tried, though I had asked. I think they were afraid of what Father might say. None of them lasted very long anyway. The longest any ever stayed was a year and a half. You tend to stop investing your emotions in a person who’s gonna be gone before the next Christmas.
Until I got a look at myself in the big mirror, I wasn’t aware of the full effect. No wonder all the other girls stared at me. The hair, the face, the clothes … it was like nothing I had ever seen before. The uniform was still pretty simple and basic, but it fit like it was made just for me, which I guess it was. None of my other clothes made me look this good. I turned this way and that in front of the mirror, checking out how the skirt moved with me, how the blouse revealed my figure without actually showing anything. Amazing.
There was a knock on the door.
“Time for supper Gretche … Ms. Hobbes.”
It was Henry. Sounds like Lou talked to him ‘cause neither of them had called me Ms. Hobbes in years.
“I’ll be right down Henry … thank you.”
I’ve got a decision to make. Do I go downstairs as I am or do I change and have supper looking like I’ve looked the last ten years? Some of the guys have already seen the new me and I know they’ll talk to each other about it, maybe even eventually to Father, probably not directly but certainly Enrique will hear of it, he knows everything, sooner or later. If I flatten and tie up my hair, change clothes and scrub my face, it will buy me some time … but to do what? I like the way I look, the way it makes me feel … and Patricia likes it too. There’s really no choice. I deal with it now or later, so it might as well be now.
As I walk down the stairs, there are more of Father’s men in the foyer than there were before. They don’t stare outright at me but they’re all checking me out, some more subtly than others. I try to just act as normal as possible. When I get to the dining room, Father is reading some papers, as usual. I pull my chair out and slide in.
“Good evening, Father.”
He doesn’t look up. “Good evening Gretchen. Did anything interesting happen at school today?”
“Yes, something did.… I had to see Sister Carmela.”
“Gretchen! What did you do …” he looked up from his handful of papers and saw me sitting across from him. His eyes widened. He was actually looking at me and saw me, for like the first time in years. “What have you done with your … your … what have you done?”
“A friend of mine fixed my hair at school this morning.”
“And the … rest?”
“She also did my makeup.”
“And where is your school uniform?”
“This IS my uniform. The school lets us make changes if we do it ourselves on school time. We spent the last two weeks after lunch working on it and Sister Carmela said it was okay, that’s why I had to see her.”
“Did this same friend help you with the uniform?”
“Yes. She actually did most of it. She’s really smart and nice. I don’t think there’s anything she can’t do. I told you about the girl who jumped the fence riding a motorcycle, well she’s the one who did it. She also helped me with my French and she …”
Father raised his hand for me to stop talking. If he hadn’t, I don’t know if I could have stopped on my own. I was just blabbing on and on about Patty, like I couldn’t stop. It was probably nerves.
“And what is this friends’ name, Gretchen?”
Suddenly, telling Father about Patty didn’t seem like such a good idea. “She’s just a friend … a school friend.”
“What is her name?”
“Patty … Patricia Conner.”
“How long have you known her?”
“She’s new this semester.”
“So, only a few weeks.”
“Yes, but she is my friend. I want you to leave her alone.”
“I have no reason to bother her in any way.” He stands up and walks over next to me. I look up at him. He moves a loose strand of hair away from my face. “I had forgotten how much you look like your mother. She was a very beautiful woman.”
“Patty says I’m beautiful too.”
“She is right, you are. Let us eat before our supper gets cold, shall we?”
“Fine, but you leave Patty alone.”
Father walks back to his chair and sits down. “As I said, I have no reason to do anything to her.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Immediately after supper, I summon Enrique to my office. He arrives within ten minutes.
“Were you aware that my daughter has a new friend?” I ask as soon as he enters the room.
“No, I was not, though I did know about her … style changes.”
“Before today?”
“No, unfortunately not.”
“So, now all of a sudden, my daughter is keeping secrets from me?”
“She is a teenage girl, X-ray. Their lives are nothing but secret from their parents. It is normal behavior.”
“Not for MY daughter it isn’t. No one keeps secrets from me! Not even Gretchen … particularly not Gretchen. I want you to find out all you can about this Patricia Conner.”
“How quickly?”
“As soon as possible.”
“Any limitations?”
“Do not harm anyone … yet.”
“The Sisters at St. Ann’s?”
“Are you mad! You do not harm a nun or a priest! Never! God would never forgive you … or me! You may talk with them but do not threaten them. Business is hard enough already without God cursing me.”
Peter/Patricia tires of Caitlin McBride's antics and decides to remove her as queen bee. Gretchen's father takes notice of her new best friend. Themes and Elements listed apply to entire story, Rating applies to this submission. Thanks to Marina Kelly and Robyn Hoode for editing assistance.
SEVERANCE PAY
CHAPTER NINETEEN
It’s been two days since Gretchen made her grand entrance. She’s gone back to wearing her old uniforms but she’s interested in making alterations. I’d like to help her but Sister Carmela’s going to be hardnosed about girls doing the work themselves. That’s one way to make sure only the most dedicated take advantage of the loophole. So far, I’ve only seen a couple of girls even make the attempt, and the results weren’t pretty. To be honest about it, that doesn’t bother me at all. If it works out that I’m the only girl with attractive uniforms, so be it.
Gretchen and I hang out at lunch and whenever we aren’t in class. I’ve told her that I could probably make all her clothes fit as well as the altered uniform. Have sewing machine will travel. I can tell she wants it badly but doesn’t think her dad will allow me to come to the house. I can’t push her but I can keep making sure she knows the offer is available. With luck, I can wear her down and she can try to wear him down.
She told me that she told her dad about me, which is very good news. I want him to know my name, to know as much as he can about me. Not the real me, of course, but the public me. I’d send him my resume if I could.
By the end of the day, I can’t wait to climb onto my bike and ride home. Physics was a bear today. Even if the knowledge is in my head, I’ve still got to understand it to use it; I can’t just spit out a bunch of factoids. Connelly was trying to make a connection between physics and economics, and then she expected me to explain it to the rest of the class. I had no idea what she was talking about. It was a tense class to say the least.
As I approach my bike, I notice three girls loitering around it, looking suspicious. You have to be an expert to intentionally “hang around” without standing out like a sore thumb, and these girls weren’t experts. When I got closer, I saw it was Caitlin McBride and her two henchmen, Sinclair and Woodruff. It’s taken them longer than I thought to get around to this. It should improve my mood.
Woodruff is partially blocking the right side so I pull my helmet on and mount from the left. I kick out the starter and hop up to fire the engine when McBride reaches out and grabs the handle bars.
“We need to talk.”
I settle back into the seat and flip up my helmet’s visor. “About what?”
“I know what you did for Gretchen Hobbes.”
“So do most of the girls in St. Ann’s.”
“I’m not most of the girls.”
“Really. Who are you? I don’t think we share any classes.” That’ll piss her off.
“She’s Caitlin McBride you stupid little BITCH!” said Sinclair.
“No use getting rude about it. I’m Patricia Conner. What can I do for you all?”
McBride’s grip on my handle bars tightens.
“You can fix my uniforms so that they’re better than yours or Hobbes’.”
“Just yours, not all three of you?”
“Well sure … eventually, but mine are first.”
There’s just a hint of uncertainty on Sinclair’s and Woodruff’s faces.
“Sorry, can’t help you. The rules are you have to do it yourself. Sister Carmela might let me be an instructor but that’s probably as far as she’d go.”
“I don’t care what Carmela’s rules are. You’re going to do what I tell you or else.”
“Or else what?”
“Or else things will get hard for you around here.”
“Could you be more specific?”
“What?”
“Could you give me some more details as to your specific threat?”
“Never mind how we’d do it, we can do it.”
“I don’t think you can. You see, there’s nothing I have that you can take from me.”
Woodruff steps closer, her fist drawn back. “What if I just punch your lights out right here? Is that good enough for you?”
“Here? Now? In broad daylight with all of these security cameras focused on the parking lot?”
Sinclair and Woodruff start looking around, suddenly aware of the three security cameras Sister Carmela uses to monitor the parking lot, mostly to watch for smokers but also to protect all the expensive cars the different girls drive. Woodruff drops her hand to her side and unclenches her fist, but McBride keeps staring at me.
“We have our ways.”
“Well, when you feel like telling me about them, you know where you can find me. Until then, I suggest that you let go of my bike so I can go home. My mom’s expecting me and I hate to disappoint her. Of course, if you don’t want to let go, we can get involved in some kind of fight, which would lead to your expulsion.”
“Or maybe yours. It would be our word against your word.”
“Plus the video cameras, plus three against one, plus you three are so much bigger than little old me, plus you’re not exactly Sister Carmela’s favorite person, are you? I like those odds. So … what is it going to be?”
McBride’s hands flex several times, then she suddenly releases my handlebars and steps back, scowling at me. The other two also step away.
“This isn’t over, Conner. I’ll be seeing you later.”
“I look forward to it, ladies.”
I drop the visor, hop up and push down on the starter, gun the engine a couple of times and roar off, doing a little bit of a wheelie as I head for home.
Not a bad start.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
As I pull up to the house, there’s a Florida Power and Light van parked in the street opposite it, two guys sitting in the front seat. They eye me as I turn into the driveway, slide to a stop and kill the engine. I keep a watch on them with my side view mirrors as they get out of the van and walk up behind me. When they get about ten feet away, I pull off my helmet and hop off the bike, facing them. The taller guy, a young blonde hangs back a couple of steps as the older guy, salt and pepper hair, mostly balding, walks closer, smiling.
“Afternoon little lady, is this the Connor residence?”
“Yes, it is.”
“Good. We’ve got a work order. The automated meter has been sending some weird data. Either it’s broken or you’ve got a big power surge somewhere in the house. We need to check all the circuitry to make sure everything is safe. Is your mother home?”
Interesting. He didn’t ask if a parent was home, he specifically asked about my mother. It may just be the normal sexist assumption that the woman of the house should be at home this time of day … or maybe they already know something about me.
“I’m afraid she’s still at work. Could I see your work order?”
“Sure.” The older guy reaches back and the younger guy hands him an electronic pad. He punches in a couple of numbers and touches the screen, then steps closer, handing it to me but not letting go. “It’s right here.”
I turn the pad a little to reduce the glare reflecting off the screen. It looks legitimate. I’d never seen the electronic version before but I’d used the same trick back in the day to plant bugs in some target’s home, only my work orders were paper and on a clipboard. I swear, you could go darn near anywhere you wanted if you wore a hard hat, carried a clipboard and acted like you knew what you were doing but weren’t happy about doing it. The power of the appearance of authority and expertise. It was hard to keep from smiling at these guys.
“Gosh. It sure looks official. I guess it would be okay for you to come in. My mom would want me to see some I.D.s’ though. Do you have an I.D.?”
Baldy gives me that condescending smile you reserve for children and pets. “I certainly do, little lady.” He reaches up to his shirt collar and pulls out a laminated card on a chain around his neck. Blondie does the same. I check out Baldy’s first, then Blondie’s, memorizing both of them. Ryan Koharchick and Zach Rosing.
“Well Mr. Koharchick, I better let you in so you and Mr. Rosing can get to work. Mom should be home in an hour or so. How long should this take?”
Baldy stuffed his I.D. back into his shirt. “Not too long Miss. I can check the meter and Mr. Rosing can start checking each room.”
“EVERY room? My bedroom’s kinda a mess. If you give me a couple of minutes I can straighten up and …”
“That’s not necessary Miss. We’ve seen it all in this business, haven’t we Mr. Rosing?”
“Uh … Yeah.” Blondie hasn’t had much experience with this, Baldy’s clearly the Senior Partner.
Baldy takes back the electronic pad, handing it to Blondie, who puts it in his tool bag. “If you could just show me to the electric meter, I’ll get started and we’ll be out of your pretty hair in no time.” Oh, he’s gooood.
I lead them to the back door. The meter is on the wall next to it. Baldy stops there as I open the door and Blondie follows me in. I drop my book bag on the kitchen table and pull out a chair.
“Do you need anything from me?”
“No … nothing.”
He really needs to work on his patter. I sit down and take some books from my bag. “Okay. I’ll just be here, working on my homework. You can call if you want me.”
Blondie strolls out of the kitchen, carrying his tool bag. I spread my books out on the table and then carefully listen as he moves through the house. I’d rather follow him around, it’d be easier to find the bugs after they leave but it would just cramp their style, making them suspicious. After about ten minutes, Baldy comes in through the back door. He‘s surprised to find me sitting there but recovers quickly.
“Was the meter alright?” I ask.
“I can’t say yet, it seemed to be but we won’t know until we check the rest of the house.”
“Do you need to check the kitchen?”
“Yeah.”
“I’m not in the way am I?”
“No … no, you’re not in the way.”
As long as I stay in the kitchen, they can’t plant a bug in here. This is the one room they’d really like to cover, people spend a lot of time in the kitchen, but I’m not budging. This will give us a safe area.
I watch Baldy as he messes around with a hand held meter while checking each outlet. “Any problems?” I ask after he finishes with the last one.
“Nothing yet. I’ll just go help my partner.”
“I’ll stay right here until you’re done.”
“Great.”
He leaves and I go back to listening. They’re working independently, covering the house quicker. By the time they come back to the kitchen, it’s only been about twenty five minutes since they first stopped me in the driveway. They’re either very good or very sloppy. I keep my seat at the table.
“All done?”
“I think so, Miss” said Baldy. “We didn’t find anything wrong with the wiring in the house so the problem must be in the meter. I’ll change the modem card before we leave, that should solve the problem.”
“Will we get a messed up electric bill this month?”
“No, it should look completely normal. We caught the problem early.” Blondie hands him the digital pad, he makes a couple of entries and hands it to me. “If you could just sign on that line there, saying we were here.”
“I don’t know if I can, I’m only sixteen. My birthday’s a few weeks away.”
“That’s okay Miss, it’s not a contract or anything, anyone in the household over fifteen can sign.”
“Well, I can do that.” I take the pad and stylus from him, sign and hand it back with a big smile. “Thanks for coming and checking it out; I feel sooo much safer now.”
Baldy returns the smile. “You’re welcome, little lady, just doing our jobs. We’ll be checking out some other houses in the area over the next few weeks, so flag us down if you have any problems.” They head for the door, but I stay seated and wave at them as they leave. I wait ten seconds then hurry to the window and carefully peak out.
They are both walking down the driveway toward their FPL van, so no one did anything to the meter. I also notice a couple of extra antennas on the roof of the van. That was a nice touch, adding that bit about checking out other houses in the neighborhood. That way, we aren’t supposed to be suspicious if we see the van again near the house. It’ll be interesting to see what kind of range the bugs have; Hobbes probably can afford the best equipment.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“How’d it go Mitch?”
“Easy Peazy Louie. Put your damn candy wrappers in the trash, will ya? We’re gonna spend a lot of time in this van the next few days and I’d rather it not be a pig sty.”
“Don’t worry about it Mitch. You’ll lose what little hair ya got left.”
“Funny man. You wait a couple of years, see how much hair you have.” Louie’s always been a slob but he’s also one of the best techs in the business. Though, after a few days cooped up with him in the back of a van, the balance starts to tip towards dumping his ass in the street and hosing the van clean.
Johnny climbed into the driver’s seat, closed the door and started the engine as I closed my door. “Take us around the corner Johnny, give Louie the chance to calibrate the bugs.”
“Sure thing. You think this’ll only take a couple of days?”
“Do you see her?”
“Yeah. I’d like to have her dance on my dick, watch those titties bounce.”
“I meant that she’s just a kid. I don’t know what Cardoza suspects but there’s nothing there. You saw the house, her room … just a normal kid … with great knockers.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
When I got home, Patricia was just sitting at the kitchen table. She hadn’t started supper yet.
“What’s up? Why haven’t you started supper?”
She handed me a piece of paper and put her finger too her lips.
“Some guys were here from Florida Power and Light. They said there might be something wrong with the electricity.”
She pointed to the paper. I read it.
[The house has been bugged. We need to talk. Suggest we go out and eat.]
I’m stunned for a moment. I don’t know what to do but Patricia reaches out and taps the paper with her finger then points at me. I know I have to say something.
“Uhhh … maybe it’s not safe to use the stove. Let’s go out for supper.”
“No, I’m sure it’s safe. They said everything was fine.” She rolled her hand, encouraging me to keep going.
“I’d rather be safe, honey. We can go to Burger King. You love Whoppers.”
“You sure Mom? I’d be happy to fix something.”
“No, no, let’s go out.”
She winks at me. “If you say so.”
How is she so calm about this?! Someone came in and bugged our house! I think she reads my face because she comes over to me and leans over to whisper into my ear.
“This is a good thing. Just be cool and I’ll explain. Talk about normal things until we get to Burger King, your car may be bugged too.”
What?! My car?! Who are these people? Patricia seems to be handling this well, certainly better than I am. She takes my arm and leads me to the car.
“Do you want to drive?” I ask.
“Why?”
“You could use the practice.” And I don’t trust myself to concentrate right now.
“Fine. Give me your keys.”
I toss my keys to her, which she easily catches with her left hand. We get into the car, she starts the engine, backs out of the driveway and drives off, circling the block. She slows as she passes a FLP van, nodding her head at it as we drive by.
“Is that …”
“Those are the friendly guys who checked out our home.”
“I see … so, how was school today?”
“Fine. I had a nice talk with Caitlin McBride and her friends just before I came home.”
“Really. Haven’t you been wanting to talk with her?”
“Yes, it went very well too.”
“You’ve had a productive day.”
“Yep.”
She reached over and turned on the radio, tuning it to a popular music station. It was a little loud for my taste but I assumed it was to cover any conversation we might have. She didn’t say anything else all the way to the restaurant, but she did keep checking the mirrors and made a couple of very sharp turns.
Once we got to Burger King, we placed our orders, got our food and sat down. I didn’t say anything for a minute or two, waiting for Patricia to go first, but she said nothing. I couldn’t wait any longer.
“So, this is a good thing how?”
“It means I’ve got his interest, he’s checking me out. Even as paranoid as he is, Hobbes wouldn’t waste his time having somebody investigated unless there was something he had in mind. It’s probably just the fact that I’m his daughter’s friend, but once he thinks he knows me, he’s less likely to be wary of me and more likely not to object to me being at his house. He’s never going to let a total stranger in, so this is a way for me to not be a stranger.”
“How long do we have to let this man invade our privacy?”
“Hard to say for certain, it depends on how quickly I can find a way in. There are no bugs in the kitchen and I should be able to find the one in your bedroom.”
“They bugged my bedroom?!”
“Probably, I certainly would have if I was them. I’ll leave any that I find in my bedroom. Unfortunately, this means were on stage 24/7 now, no breaks. The Balancer will have to stay at operational settings for now.”
“Matthews won’t like that. He strongly suggested that you spend more time at Blue Fifty, not less.”
“Can’t be helped. This is a break we cannot afford to miss. I checked as we drove over here. We weren’t followed. Your car is probably clean but I’ll check it out to make sure.”
“That was a nice trick, turning the radio on to that youth station and cranking up the sound.”
“I was watching out to make sure we weren’t being followed but I turned on the radio because I like the music, it’s really cool. Don’t know why I didn’t listen to it before.”
Why indeed.
CHAPTER TWENTY
No one talks to me like that! No one! If that little bitch thinks she can just disrespect me like that and get away with it, she doesn’t know Caitlin McBride!
She’s not stupid though, she knew about the cameras, knew I couldn’t do anything to her right then. We don’t normally have to get physical. Usually, the silent treatment gets to them almost immediately. They’re so desperate for someone to be their friend that they’ll do anything I want. It’s probably because she’s got Gretchen Hobbes to talk to that prevents the shunning from working. God! That’s another smart move. If she’d just picked anybody but Gretchen Hobbes! I may control St. Ann’s but there’s no way I’m gonna do anything that brings Hobbes’ dad into the picture. People who fuck with him end up dead!
I need to get Kendall and Olivia to come over here to my house tonight so we can come up with some kind of plan. I’ll just text them now.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I did not get into this business to do paperwork. Every day there are more reports, more decisions, the constant need to stay alert, stay ahead of my enemies. Those crazy bastards in Mexico … who can predict what they will do next. They are insane sometimes, probably using too much of their own product. Just this morning, I received a report about a newly discovered mass grave near Morelia. Eighty three people, twelve of which were women and two were children. Children! Whoever did this was mad! I reach out and push my intercom button.
“Hector.”
“Yes, Mr. Hobbes?”
“Contact Enrique. If he is on the grounds, I want to speak with him immediately. If he isn’t, I want him back here as soon as possible.”
“Yes, Mr. Hobbes.”
I turn back to today’s emails and their attachments. Shipping schedules from Columbia. Sales figures from the East Coast and California. Banking reports. Last month’s statement of expenses. The money rolls in but it rolls right back out. Personnel, equipment, bribery, vehicles, ammunition, it all adds up over time. And now, thanks to those idiots in Mexico, it will be even more expensive to do business. Thankfully, the world’s appetite for drugs is never ending and people will pay practically any price, particularly Americans, but there is just too much uncertainty today. There is a knock at my door.
“Yes?”
“It is Enrique.”
“Come in.”
My door opens just enough for him to step through, then he closes it immediately. I have always appreciated Enrique’s … economy of movement.
“Enrique, do you ever find yourself longing for the days of Miguel Gallardo?”
“What do you mean, X-ray?”
“Back when there was just one man in charge, Gallardo. He had the world’s drug market in his hand. He was the undisputed king.”
“Things were not so good for us back then.”
“No, they weren’t, but at least we had order. None of these crazy idiots shooting each other over territories. You were assigned an exclusive territory, you ran it well, made lots of money, and didn’t have to worry about some moron high on his own merchandise shooting a bunch of children while trying to expand his territory. There were RULES for God’s sake!”
“Which you broke a number of times, if I recall correctly.”
“But I was never caught … and I only broke the letter, not the spirit. Besides, I knew what I was doing. These undisciplined children today create chaos simply for the joy of creating chaos. They will be the death of our business. Look at these expenses.”
He sits at my desk and I hand him the summary sheets and he begins to read them.
“Unfortunate, but it is the cost of doing business these days.”
“But it shouldn’t be. Besides paying for a small army to protect my assets in Columbia and Venezuela, it costs me four times as much to bribe a policeman today. Every little gang who thinks they are a cartel is offering bags of money to every cop on the street. I have to pay more just to stay competitive. It costs me as much today to buy a precinct sergeant as it did to buy a captain three years ago. I don’t want to even think what the captain wants today, greedy bastards. And it’s all because every hoodlum who wants to be top dog is offering more than they are worth. And what is worse are the one’s who are either too stupid or cheap to bribe the police are trying to kill them. Nothing pisses off a cop like trying to kill him. Then they take it out on the rest of us, the sane, reasonable, people who are just trying to make a living in this difficult economy. Increased transportation costs, storage, bank fees, they all add up. Enrique … it was so much easier in the old days.”
“I think you have an unreasonable fondness for the past.”
“Perhaps you are right, but I remember it as being … less complicated.”
“And less profitable.”
“Perhaps. What progress have you made on infiltrating my unruly competitors?”
“A surprising amount. Loyalties are constantly changing. Alliances between the assorted cartels seem to change almost daily. This uncertainty seems to have trickled down to the people on the ground. We have been able to recruit a number of people from each group. We haven’t asked them to do much yet, just keep us informed of their group’s activities.”
“Another expense.”
He shrugs. “You get what you pay for, you know that.”
“Sometimes, you don’t even get that. Will these people stay bought?”
“I believe so.”
“More importantly, are any of my people working for someone else?”
“They know how you deal with traitors.”
“Let’s hope they don’t forget. What have you found out about my daughter’s friend?”
“Not much yet. I have not received any reports from the investigators, though they are supposed to get me some preliminary information in the next two days.”
“Make sure they stay on it. I need to know who Gretchen is spending time with.”
“It will be taken care of, X-ray.”
“See that it is, Enrique.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
There’s a knock at my bedroom door.
“Caitlin?”
“Yes, Mother.”
“Olivia and Kendall are here to see you.”
“Have them come up to my room, we have work to do.”
“I’ll send them right up, Dear.”
They both dropped whatever they had planned and hustled over here when I told them we needed to meet tonight. I can hear them walk up the stairs and stop just outside my door.
“Come in.” I tell them. They troop in, Olivia sitting in the butterfly chair and Kendall flopping on my bed. “Okay, what do we know about Conner?”
“She’s smart” answered Kendall. “She can answer any question in class.”
“Who says?”
“Anybody who’s in class with her.”
“We know she’s a scholarship girl” said Olivia, “so she’s poor.”
“How does that help us?”
“It means she should know her place.”
“Somehow, I don’t think she does. Has anybody checked her Facebook page? That might tell us something.”
“I haven’t.”
“Me neither.”
Christ! I have to do everything! I open the browser, hit bookmarks and click on Facebook. It opens almost instantly, we’ve got a very fast internet connection at home. I search for “Patricia Conner” and find about thirty five separate pages, but none of them are hers.
“She doesn’t have a page!”
“WHAT?!”
“NO!”
“I know!” They don’t believe it. I double check to make sure. Nothing.
“What person doesn’t have a Facebook page?” asks Olivia.
“Someone who’s completely off the planet” said Kendall.
This is really too good, a gift worth its weight in gold. “We should help the poor girl out.”
“Are you MENTAL Caitlin? Why should we help her?” asks Kendall.
Olivia looks confused for a second or two but then she smiles. “Yeeeeaaah. You’re right! It’s the friendly thing to do.”
“What’s wrong with you two?!” Kendall’s always been slow on the uptake.
“Kendall, how many girls at school have done what we just did?”
“I dun know. Thirty or forty probably.”
“Or more, particularly after she started wearing those uniforms to school. They got the same result we did, nothing. What if they got a really interesting Facebook page? One that we created ourselves? Full of embarrassing pictures and stuff. We don’t even have to get someone to hack her page, we just make up our own and pass it off as hers.”
“But we don’t have any embarrassing photos of her. We’ve made sure that none of the other girls are friends with her so nobody else is likely got any either” said Kendall.
“We don’t need any” replied Olivia. “We can make our own! Jerri Stevens is an absolute genius with Photoshop. We could download pictures from the web and she could add Conner’s face.”
“What kinda pictures?”
“What ever we want Kendall, drunk girls, fat girls, porn, what ever.”
“How long would this take?” I asked.
“I don’t know … a week maybe.”
“Call Stevens, get her started. I’ve got another idea we can do quicker than that.”
“What’s that?”
“First, we need someone who has gym the same time as Conner.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I had a good day today at phys ed. Sister Rita’s teaching volleyball and I dug out anything that came my way. The quickness of this body is flat insane. I just think it and I’m there. Sometimes, I’m there even before I think it. Gretchen and I were on the same team and I was able to set her up for some easy points. She started out very tentative but by the end of the period, she was spiking the ball pretty hard.
She might not be half bad with some practice; it’s all a matter of confidence. She’s got decent coordination, reasonable body control, can jump a little … no Dr. J, but not too bad for a girl.
When I first started school, phys ed was certainly eye opening. In the same locker room with forty naked teen age girls, using the same mass shower stall, all those breasts, all those vaginas, I had to fight like mad not to stare. We should have planned for that while getting ready for this job. Gradually, it got easier to act naturally. Eventually, it wasn’t an act.
Despite what you might think, a girls locker room isn’t a very erotic environment. It smells bad, there’s mold, the fluorescent lights make everybody’s skin look like heck, some of the girls are very good looking but others aren’t. All in all, it falls way short of the fantasies. Besides, any time I need to look at boobs, I just drop my bra in front of a mirror.
Sister Rita stopped me after class and asked me if I had an interest in maybe playing for the school’s volleyball team. I told her I’d think about it. I couldn’t say that I was hoping to be out of school in a few weeks. By the time I got to the locker room, practically everybody else was done showering and was dressing. I’m going to have to hurry to get done in time to make it to class.
My shower only took a couple of minutes. I quickly dry off and scamper to my locker.
It’s empty. Someone’s taken everything. All my clothes, gym clothes, the skirt, the blouse, underwear, shoes, socks … everything.
I’m surprised it took this long for it to happen. This move would have been third or forth on my list of annoying things to do to a person, right after spray paint in their locker through the vent holes and just before the chocolate Exlaz cookies. Luckily, I’ve got a plan.
The locker room is connected to the coach’s offices. The locks to those offices are ridiculously easy to pick and there’s an endless supply of hairpins scattered around on the floor. I’ve got Sister Rita’s door open in a few seconds. The office has a phone that is both part of the internal school system and gets an outside line. I can get a direct connection to Sister Carmela’s office. I hope she’s in. I enter her intercom code and wait. It buzzes three times before she picks up.
“Yes, Sister Rita?”
“Sorry to bother you Sister Carmela, this is Patricia Conner.”
“Miss Conner? What are you doing in Sister Rita’s office?”
“Right now, I’m naked, wrapped in a towel that’s not big enough to do the job and starting to shiver a little bit.”
“What are you talking about?”
“Someone stole all my clothes from my gym locker and I’m the only one left in here.”
“Goodness! Who would do such a thing?”
“We both know the answer to that Sister Carmela.”
“Did you see who actually did it?”
“Of course not, I was in the shower. Don’t bother to question any of the girls, I’m sure they saw nothing, most of them likely made a special effort to see nothing.”
“I see. You’re probably right. Stay there and I’ll have someone bring you one of our emergency outfits.”
“No, Sister. That’s just what they want. I’ve got it under control. Page Gretchen Hobbes and buzz me here when she gets there.”
“Are you certain?”
“Yes, please hurry.” I hang up the phone and leave the office, the door open. There’s something I want to check before Sister Carmela calls back. I scurry to the exit door, keeping a death grip on my towel, and slowly open it just a crack, so that I can see if anyone is waiting outside.
There’s a group of at least five girls, cell phones ready, doing a lousy job of acting nonchalant. Someone really needs to teach a class. I hurry to the back exit and find four girls waiting, same routine. Caitlin McBride is not among them. I’d be surprised if she was. Always leave the dirty work to the underlings.
The phone’s already buzzed twice by the time I get back to the office.
“Hello, Sister Carmela.”
“I have Ms. Hobbes here, as you requested.” I hear her hand off the phone.
“He … he … hello?”
“Gretchen, it’s Patricia. I need you to go to my school locker, open it and bring me the large clear plastic bag in the bottom. I’m in the gym locker room.”
“I don’t know your combination.”
“It’s twenty five, sixteen and nine, got it?”
“Twenty five, sixteen and nine. What’s going on?”
“Bring me the bag and I’ll explain later. Don’t use the doors. Come round to the windows opposite the soccer field and throw it in. I’ll be waiting. Put Sister Carmela back on, will ya?” I hear the hand off again.
“Yes, Ms. Conner?”
“There’s four or five girls at both exits to the locker room, hanging around with cell phones, waiting to get pictures of me out of uniform. You’ve got rules about cell phones during school hours I believe.”
“Yes we do. I’ll send someone immediately.”
“If you could, wait until I leave.”
“Isn’t that what they want?”
“I plan on giving them something to see, just not what they expect.”
“Very well, I’ll wait.”
“Thanks.” I hang up and hurry to the open windows in the back. I really am getting cold. Hopping from one foot to the other, rubbing my arms, I look around, checking out the room. Gray green paint on concrete block walls, worn wooden benches, mismatched metal lockers, the whole place looks second rate, at best. It’s clear where they put their emphasis, but the athletic facilities really are an embarrassment. Right now, I could use a heater.
“Patricia!”
It’s Gretchen! That’s my girl!
“Here Gretch!”
She reaches up, waving her hand in the open window.
“Can you see me?”
“Yeah, I can. Did you find the bag?”
“Right here. What is it?”
“You ever see those ads on late night TV about storing your clothes in a vacuum bag to save closet space?”
“Yes.”
“That’s what it is. Hurry and toss it through the window before I freeze to death.”
“Okay, here it comes!”
They vinyl bag flies through the half open window and I grab it with both hands, losing my towel in the process.
“Thanks.”
“You need anything else?”
“No, I’m fine. Just go back to class and act normal. I’ll tell you all about it at lunch.”
“See you then.”
I hurry back to my gym locker, sit down and open the seal on the bag. Air rushes in. What seconds ago looked like squashed road kill is now a complete uniform, as altered by me, including socks and shoes. It’s one of my better jobs, if I do say so myself. I figured that someday, some one would take a shot at my uniforms. “Accidentally” spill paint on them, tear them, or steal them, something. I wanted to have a spare set within reach, ready to go. Going at the gym locker was a nice touch, shows a little planning. If I came out of the locker room dressed only in a towel, they’d have some embarrassing pictures for the internet that would be devastating to the normal teen age girl.
Lucky for me, I’m not the normal teen age girl.
It only takes about a minute and a half to get dressed but I spend an extra few seconds in front of the mirror to get my hair just right.
Don’t want to disappoint my fans.
When I get to the door, I push it open just a few inches and pause, letting the girls waiting on the other side get ready, then I throw it open and pose, hand on hip, smiling.
They’re all snapping like crazy, fast as they can, not even looking. The frenzy trails off after a couple of seconds when they realize I’m not a semi-naked, wet headed, cowering girl. I walk slowly past them, still smiling. I’m half way down the hall by the time two teachers start to confiscate the cell phones.
CHAPTER TWENTY ONE
“SHE WAS WEARING WHAT?!”
“A regular uniform … well not a regular uniform, it was one of her tailored uniforms. Here, see for yourself.”
Olivia handed me her cell phone. She was right. Conner was just standing there, smiling, as if she was waiting to have her picture taken.
“So what went wrong?”
“Nothing went wrong! Allie and Becky cleaned out her locker, they gave it all to me. I checked, it was all there!”
“So where’d she get this?” I hold the phone so Olivia can see the picture. Kendall leans in to also get a look.
“I don’t know, Caitlin! I had all her stuff and she didn’t borrow it from somebody else because it’s not a standard uniform.”
“I like what she’s done with her blouse” said Kendall.
“What?”
“Her blouse, I like what she did with the collar.” She takes the phone from my hand and points at the picture. “See what she did with the collar. The top is more open but it lays flat. I wish I could get mine to do that.”
“Kendall?”
“Yes, Caitlin?”
I take the phone back and toss it to Olivia. “Shut up!”
Just then, Conner and Hobbes walk into the cafeteria, like they own the place. Some of the girls are smiling at them. There are a few who actually waved at them! What the hell happened to my shunning order?!
“Where the fuck did she get that uniform?!”
“I said I don’t know, Caitlin! Get off my back, will ya. Everybody did exactly what they where supposed to do.”
“Then somebody warned her, told her the plan.”
“WHO would do that? WHY would they do it?”
“I don’t know, but that’s the only explanation.”
“Only five girls knew what was supposed to happen.”
“What about the ones taking pictures?”
“They were just told to wait until she came out of the locker room. Everybody except Allie had their cell phones confiscated and she only kept hers because she passed it off to Tammy as she walked by. That’s how I got the one picture.”
“So … who warned Connor, Olivia?”
“No one warned her. These girls are our friends, they wouldn’t do that.”
Hobbes and Connor are sitting by themselves, as usual, but other girls are walking by, smiling and saying stuff. Connor’s really enjoying it, I can tell.
“Fine, nobody said anything, Connor’s some kinda magician who can make clothes appear out of thin air. When is that Facebook page gonna be done, Kendall?”
“Jerri said it might be a week or two.”
“Tell her it needs to be done by the end of this week. I want it up and running Monday. I want to wipe that smile off her face … permanently!
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Mom’s not handling it very well. It’s not easy for me but I’ve been through it before, Mom’s never been under constant surveillance before. The first few days she tried to put up a brave front, using all the rooms in the house but since I debugged her bedroom, she spends practically all her non-working time there or the kitchen. It’s only natural to hide out where you feel safe but it looks odd to someone on the outside, which we can’t afford. About the only time I can get her out of her bedroom in the evening is to watch TV or play a DVD. Either way, she doesn’t have much to say.
She didn’t eat a lot tonight, claimed to have an upset stomach. She probably did, nerves will do that to you. Once the dishes were done, she went straight to her room. We can’t go on like this much longer.
I knock on her bedroom door.
“Mom?”
“Yes?”
“Do you feel up for a movie this evening?”
“I don’t know Honey … I’m really not feeling well.”
“I rented ‘The King’s Speech’. You know how much you like Colin Firth.”
“I appreciate all your effort but …”
“I can put real butter on the popcorn.”
“It sounds tempting Patricia but …”
“It’s important, Mom.”
“I know.”
She doesn’t say anything more, but I hear the door knob turn and the door opens with a long squeak. Standing in the doorway, I can see her sunken eyes and pale look. I don’t think she’s been getting a lot of sleep. I hold out my hand and she takes it and I slowly lead her out of her bedroom into the hallway, towards the living room. She resists just a little bit but I keep moving and she reluctantly follows me to the couch. She sits and I start the movie, the volume just a little louder than normal.
I hurry to the kitchen and finish the popcorn. I don’t want to leave her alone for long. When I get back, she gives me a thin smile and pats the couch next to her. I sit down, tucking my legs under me and leaning against her. She puts her arm around my shoulder.
“I’m sorry” she whispers.
“You’re doing fine” I whisper back.
She takes a bite of popcorn. “No, I’m not. I shouldn’t let it get to me … but it does. I can’t get a decent night’s sleep even though I know my bedroom’s clean. How do you do it?”
“Practice. It gets to me too sometimes.”
“Huh, I haven’t seen it.”
“You should check our ice cream supply; it’s down at least a gallon.”
That gets a chuckle out of her.
“You want something to drink, Mom?” I say loudly.
She winces, then sighs deeply. “No thank you, Patricia.”
“Not even a beer?”
“No, nothing.”
“Okay.”
She lays her head against my shoulder and is soon asleep, quietly breathing. I reach over and move the hair out of her eyes. She needs this to end as soon as possible. I may have to push the schedule ahead.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
There’s four knocks on the van door before it opens. That’s our code so nobody freaks.
“Hey Mitch.”
“‘Sup Johnny?”
“I got your sandwich and coffee. They were out of regular chips so I bought the rippled ones.” He hands me the carryout bag, then sits in the second seat. “What’s happening?”
“They’re watching ‘The King’s Speech’.”
“Damn! A chick flick! That’s the fifth one this week!”
“I know, I’ve had to listen to each one. I don’t know how the kid gets the grades she does, I’ve never heard her do homework.”
Johnny takes his sandwich from the bag, unwraps it and takes a big bite. He chews a few seconds, then swallows. He’s gonna choke one of these days and I’m not gonna do shit about it when he does, I’ve warned him about gulping his food enough already.
“She does her homework in the kitchen while she fixes supper. Don’t you remember the day we placed the bugs?”
“Yeah, I remember, that’s why we couldn’t get that room. Did Louie ever figure out why we lost the mom’s bedroom?”
“Nah, there’s only the two of them so were not missing anything. Did you hear the kid last night? I just about pissed myself when she screamed. What could scare a girl that badly?”
“Hell, she has bad dreams most nights. Not our problem. Have you been able to find out anything we don’t already know?”
“Not really, she just seems to be a typical teen age girl for the most part. A very good student but doesn’t seem to have any friends.”
“No friends doesn’t sound typical.”
“The real smart ones usually don’t have many friends, they’re too busy with school stuff.”
“How do you know that, Johnny?”
“My sister, she was top in her class.”
I’ve met her; Johnny’s sister ain’t exactly a looker. Our girl is a hot babe yet we haven’t seen any boyfriends … or girlfriends. Mom doesn’t seem to be doing anything to keep her daughter from dating boys but isn’t encouraging it either. Maybe it’s related to her nightmares. Either way, I don’t think that’s what Ray Hobbes is worried about.
“Johnny, you think this kid is anything out of the ordinary?”
“Other than being smart as hell? No.”
“How about her mother?”
“She seems to be your average single mother, more or less. Been sick lately but the stomach flu’s been going around.”
“So, nothing suspicious about either of them?”
“Nothing I’ve seen or heard.”
“I agree … let’s go home. Wanda’s been bitching about these late hours.”
“Late hours pays the bills, Mitch.”
“When you get married Johnny, you’ll find out what real life’s like.”
- * * *** * * * *** * * *
Science has yet to describe how fast news spreads through an all girls school … and rumors spread twice as fast as news because truth is never as juicy as rumors. This time though, truth won out. It was less than thirty six hours after Caitlin McBride pulled that stunt on Patty in the locker room and the entire school knew the story. Not the whole story, only me and Patty know how she got the replacement uniform. Not even Sister Carmela knows the whole complete story.
Now, when we walk down the halls, some of the other girls actually smile at us. A few give us the “thumbs up” sign, though they don’t make a big deal of it. McBride still runs St. Ann’s and she’s got spies everywhere. If anybody is caught actually being nice to us, they’ll have to deal with her, or her goon squad. Patty doesn’t seem to care, but she’s keeping track of who does and says what, I can tell.
We’re sitting by ourselves at lunch, as usual. At least thirty different girls have casually walked by and whispered encouraging words. Short, simple stuff like “way to go”, or “keep it up”, or “kick her ass”. There’s also been a lot of girls glancing our way and then talking among themselves, usually huddled around cell phones or laptop computers. The groups then break out in giggles or laughter. I’m beginning to get an uncomfortable feeling about the whole situation but Patty just keeps eating her brown bag lunch. I’ve offered to buy her lunch or share mine but she says the only way to know exactly what you’re eating is to fix it yourself, which seems a little paranoid.
She’s just finishing her tuna fish sandwich when I see MClairuff headed our way, McBride in front carrying a laptop, a big grin on her face. This really can’t be good.
She walks right up to our table and sits down, doesn’t ask if she can or anything. Sinclair and Woodruff stand behind her, one on her left, the other on the right.
“Connor” she says. “I’ve been enjoying your Facebook page.”
Patty carefully picks up her trash and puts it in her empty lunch bag, rolling it down from the top and crushing it into a ball, which she drops on my lunch tray. “I don’t have a Facebook page. It’s mostly used by people who want to project an idealized version of themselves and their lives. Either that or businesses trying to sell you something. I don’t care about either one.”
McBride’s still smiling. “Are you sure? It’s a reaaallly interesting page.”
“There have to be a lot of Patricia Connor’s out there, maybe it’s someone else.”
“There’s thirty five Patricia Connor’s but I’m sure this is you … have a look.” McBride flips up the screen and turns it toward us.
It’s a picture of a girl who looks a lot like Patty but she’s not wearing a blouse, just a bra and shorts and holding a beer bottle in her right hand. She looks drunk.
“You know that’s not me” said Patty.
“I don’t know anything” said McBride. “She sure looks like you and there are lots more, even better ones.” She pushes a key on the keyboard and other pictures start to display … terrible, horrible pictures.
In some, the girl is practically naked, others she’s kissing boys. Some of the pictures show her kissing girls. I want to get a better look at those pictures but they’re gone too fast, replaced by others. In one, she’s down on her hands and knees and a big dog is behind her, paws on her back. All the pictures are of a girl who kinda looks like Patty but they’re gone too fast to get a good look. I’d say that, while they all sorta look like her, they don’t all look alike.
Patty is staring at the screen, a mixture of shock and anger on her face. McBride reaches down and clicks on the Wall button on the Facebook page. It loads in seconds.
It’s full of hurtful, terrible, nasty, vicious comments. Some are actually obscene. Girls can be really horrible to one another, particularly when they can do it anonymously. Some of the stuff actually makes me sick to my stomach.
Patty just sits there, reading it all, while McBride points to particularly obnoxious ones, gloating all the time. Patty finally says something.
“No one who knows me will believe this is mine.”
“Maybe yes, maybe no, but who here at school knows you? I’ve made sure you don’t have any friends. People believe what I tell them to believe. Once this spreads, you’ll never stop it!”
Suddenly, Patty smiles. “That’s a very good point Caitlin” she said, then she quickly climbed up onto the top of the lunch table, stood up as tall as she could, put two fingers into her mouth and whistled. It was so loud, I had to put my hands over my ears. McBride and the other two ducked their heads, scrunching up their faces. Patty whistled for like thirty seconds, the sound, filling the lunch room, bouncing of the walls and windows. When she finally stopped, every face in the room was turned towards hers and it was dead silent.
She smiled brightly at everyone. “Hi!” she shouted. “I’m Patricia Conner. I’m sorry I don’t know many of you, but we all know why that’s happened. My good friend Caitlin McBride just showed me a Facebook page that she thought was mine. How many of you have seen that page?” She raised her hand high above her head. “A show of hands. How many have seen the page?”
Nothing happens right away. There are several teachers in the room but they aren’t doing anything to stop Patty, they just look confused. A few hands start to slowly creep up.
“Oh come on! I’ve seen the phones and laptops! Who’s seen the Facebook page?”
I raise my hand and wave it slightly. More hands start to go up, the numbers increasing quickly. In seconds, all hands are high in the air.
“Alright! Good, great! Glad to see it! I haven’t had much time to check it out but there are a lot of interesting pictures there. Apparently, I’m a big dog lover.” Laughter and giggles flow through the room. She shrugged her shoulders. ”Who knew?” More girls laughed. “I sure hope Sister Carmela doesn’t see it.” Even more laughter. “Let’s keep this just between ourselves, okay?” Bigger laughs as Patty starts to walk around on the table. I glance at McBride, she looks completely confused. Patty waves her hands to quiet the girls. “I bet that something like this might get a girl expelled or even worse … like grounded.” Gales of laughter. I don’t know whether it’s the jokes or the totally weird appearance of this short girl standing on a plastic table talking to the entire school in the middle of lunch, but Patricia has the crowd hanging on every word.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
My intercom buzzed as I was preparing to leave my office to walk down to the cafeteria for lunch. I prefer to get there ahead of the students so that they are all aware of my presence; it tends to keep the disruptive behavior to a minimum.
“Yes?”
“Sister Carmela! I need to see you immediately!”
“What is the problem, Sister Rita?”
“It’s about Patricia Connor!”
It may have been a mistake to admit that girl. “What about her?”
“I must show you, it’s terrible, just terrible!”
“Well, hurry up, I’ll meet you in my office.”
I have barely sat back down in my seat before Rita bursts through my door, and, without another word, picks up my wireless keyboard, launches the Mozilla Firefox browser and opens a Facebook page.
“Look at this!” she exclaims.
We routinely monitor Facebook and other social media to try to keep ahead of the ever changing world of teenagers, but I have never seen such a vile personal page before.
“How did you find this?”
“Mary Wiltz told me about it. McBride had her troops out, spreading the word starting this morning. Naturally, something like this has spread like wildfire.”
“Surely Patricia didn’t …”
“Of course not! It’s a complete fraud! I’ve been looking at a number of pictures. Some of the girls have a passing resemblance to Connor, others are Photoshoped, the quality of work varies from quite good to average. McBride or some of her followers have spent a lot of time on this.”
I continue to review the site. “How is it that we can see this? Shouldn’t we need to be ‘friended’ first?”
“I used Wiltz’s sign in, with her permission of course. Someone is monitoring the site and accepting any friend request that comes in. They want maximum distribution.” Rita leans down and looks over my shoulder. “That poor, poor girl! I can’t imagine what it would be like to be so publicly humiliated. And we can’t do a thing about it.”
I reach out, pick up my phone and buzz Jensen.
“Ms. Jensen, I need to speak with Senator Douglass’s office immediately.” I place my hand over the mouthpiece. “It’s time to call in a favor or two.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“And what about that one of me with that really old dude? Clearly, someone’s got Daddy issues.”
She’s been at it for over five minutes. Some of the girls can barely sit up straight from laughing so hard. All the time, she’s been making fun of herself, as if it was actually her Facebook page, though she’s never actually said it is. I don’t know what she’s up to. She waves the crowd quiet again, though some of them keep laughing.
“Though, when you take a closer look at that particular photo, the girl doesn’t have a tramp stamp … but I do.”
She turns around and pulls down her skirt and lifts her blouse just enough to show her tattoo. Half of the girls laugh and the other half gasp in disbelief. She came within inches of mooning the entire school! Patty quickly pulls her skirt back up, tucks in her blouse and then turns around towards the girls, smiling sheepishly.
“So, I guess that one isn’t a picture of me. And the animal lover, she’s got a tattoo on the back of her hand … and I don’t.” She holds up both hands so that everyone can see them. Several girls start to look at their phones or laptops. “Also, there’s a whole group of pictures where the girl does have a tramp stamp but it’s different from mine, so those are out. But, really, how stupid do you have to be to put pictures like those on the public area of your page. You’re either the dumbest person on the face of the earth or you’ve got a death wish, am I right?” A lot of girls smile and nod while others applaud. “So, I guess the question is … am I the dumbest person on the face of the earth? How about a show of hands. Who here thinks I’m stupid enough to post a whole bunch of faked photos to a Facebook page in my name and subject myself to the ridicule of the entire school?”
The laughter’s stopped. Patty isn’t smiling anymore. Girls are looking back and forth at each other, whispering. The girls who share classes with us seem to be arguing with the girls around them. I occasionally hear the word ‘genius’ above the buzz. A few of McBride’s hardcore supporters raise their hands. I look over at Sinclair and Woodruff, both of their hands are raised, McBride’s isn’t. Patty turns and slowly squats down so that she’s nose to nose with Woodruff. “Do you REALLY think I’m that stupid … Kendall?” she quietly hisses.
I can feel the anger radiating off Patricia, the look in her eyes is frightening. I’d always heard people say if looks could kill. Now I know what they meant. Woodruff tries to match the intensity but Patty stares her down, Woodruff’s hand slowly dropping to her side. Patty swivels her head to the left, fixing her eyes on Sinclair, who immediately drops her hand. Patty stands up again, turning to face the crowd. No hands are raised.
“Well, I’m glad we got that settled. I’d like to thank my good friend Caitlin McBride for bringing this … situation to my attention. Anyone who wants to see those pictures better look at them soon, because they’ll be gone very quickly.”
“I have already taken care of that, Ms. Conner.”
All eyes turn towards the cafeteria door. It’s Sister Carmela, Sister Rita right behind her. They both step into the lunch room.
“I have spoken with the management of Facebook and they are removing the page even as we speak.”
Many girls turn to their computers or phones. From the looks on their faces, it would seem that Sister Carmela is right. Patty jumps down to the floor, hands at her side to keep her skirt from flying up.
“Thank you, Sister Carmela. Your office?”
“If you don’t mind, Ms. Conner.”
“Not at all, Sister.”
Patty starts for the door. I stand up to follow her but she stops and looks back at me.
“I’ll be fine. You go on to class. I’ll be there soon … I hope.”
She marches to the door, nods her head towards the nuns as she passes them and walks out, the Sister’s falling in step behind her.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Sister Carmela asked me to wait outside for just a few minutes, she wanted to talk with Sister Rita first. The lunch break is over and the hallway outside the office is full of girls heading to class. A lot of them are looking in the windows as they walk by. I try to keep a smile on my face but it’s hard. I’m still angry about what McBride tried to do to me. It’s really just a matter of luck that I was able to stop her so quickly. If she hadn’t said something to me at lunch, it would have been too late. She wanted to embarrass me in front of the entire school, which thankfully gave me an audience to make my case to. I don’t know how Sister Carmela was able to spike the web page so fast but that helped a lot. Unfortunately, nothing ever completely disappears on the web, but you’d have to work pretty hard to find those pictures again. I don’t look forward to doing it.
The outer office has several stacks of phonebooks against one wall, there must be fifty there.
“Why all the phonebooks, Ms. Jensen?”
“They always deliver three times as many as we need. Sister Carmela has me keep the extras until she gets tired of seeing them and then I throw them out. Do you want one?”
Sister Rita opens the door and signals for me to come in. “I’ll let you know, Ms. Jensen” I reply.
When I get into the office, Sister Rita has me sit down, then she walks around the desk and stands behind Sister Carmela. We all stare at each other for a few seconds.
“I don’t know where to start, Ms. Connor” said Sister Carmela.
“Me neither, Sister. How did you get the plug pulled on that web page so fast?”
“Your benefactor, Senator Douglas, is a member of the Senate committee that has oversight on the FCC which includes …”
I nod my head, “telecommunications, which means the web, which means Facebook.”
“Exactly. I contacted his office, which put me in touch with Facebook’s management, who were very happy to grant my request after they reviewed the content and Senator Douglas’s staff suggested to them that it would be the responsible thing to do.”
“Thanks, you certainly saved my bacon.”
“You’re welcome, Ms. Connor. Can you explain why you thought it necessary to turn St. Ann’s lunch hour into a public meeting?”
“I didn’t have any choice. Once the genie is out of the bottle, it’s practically impossible to stuff her back in.”
“Why didn’t you just contact me, we could have dealt with it.”
“There wasn’t any time. Almost everybody had already seen it. Once the girls left the building, I was dead. I had to take advantage of the lunch hour and strike fast. I understand you may have to give me some demerits or detention, but it was the only way.”
“I didn’t see your entire performance, but I understand that you did an admirable job of persuading the other students that it was a fake web page. As for demerits, Sister Rita and I will need to discuss it. My question is … what happens next?”
“Frankly Sister, I’m tired of messing with Caitlin. If she threatens me with some kind of physical attack, I’m going to force her hand, bring it to a head.”
“There is no way I can sanction some kind of brawl Ms. Conner, you know that.”
“With any luck, nothing will actually happen, but I need you and the staff to not be around when the confrontation occurs. The other girls have to choose sides and I can’t have your people influencing that choice. I want McBride out of business for good.”
“As do I, but there can be no fighting. If girls get hurt, there will be no end of the complaints by the parents and they will be well within their rights to do so. My primary responsibility is the safety of my girls.”
“What if I guarantee that no one will be hurt? I know what I’m doing. It shouldn’t be too hard to disable any fighters without hurting them.”
Much.
“That is unacceptable. St. Ann’s will never tolerate its students fighting. I can agree to give you some space, at least initially, but Sister Rita will be keeping a close watch on the situation and she will be authorized to take appropriate action against anybody involved in fighting, no exceptions.”
“You can’t really expect me to get rid of McBride without at least the legitimate threat of kicking her behind, do you?”
“You know my terms, Ms. Connor.”
“Yes, Sister Carmela. Could you do me a favor?”
“Which would be?”
“I’d like to have copies of the fake pictures from that Facebook page. Can you ask your contact to make copies before deleting them?”
“I can ask but it may be too late. Why would you want copies? I saw most of them and, if it was me, I’d want them to disappear forever.”
“I’d like to try and find out where they all came from.”
“Why does it matter?”
“It may not, but I’d like to know.”
“I’ll do what I can, Ms. Connor.”
I stand up. “Thanks. I’ll let you know how things go with McBride.”
“Remember … no fighting.”
Walking through the door, I look back. “I remember” I say, then close the door.
Ms. Jensen is working at her desk. There are still at least ten girls loitering outside the office widow. Everybody loves to rubberneck at a car wreck. Guess they were hoping for another show.
A show … a show. No … a demonstration.
That’s exactly what I need right now.
“Ms. Jensen, could I have one of those phonebooks?”
“Certainly, take as many as you want. The fewer I have to get rid of later.”
I take one book from the top of the pile. It’s a standard business yellow pages, or what used to be called yellow pages. Now it’s the Yellow Book or some such thing. I squeeze and flex it. Soft paperback binding, about two and a half inches thick. I used to do this in bars all the time as a bet for drinks. It should still be possible even though my hands are smaller.
With the spine of the book on my left, I firmly grip the book with my right hand, then grip it with my left and bend the book in half. I reposition my right and left hands so that the cover is taut, the next few pages are also taut but the rest of the pages are pinched between my hands in a bulge. I take a couple of short breaths and try to tear the cover by flexing it and tearing in opposite directions with my hands, pushing down and away with the right while pulling up and towards me with the left. If I can tear the cover and the next couple of pages, I’ll be able to tear the entire book in half, a few pages at a time.
You don’t have to be a muscleman to tear a phonebook in half, you just need to be of at least average strength and know the right technique. Most people don’t know that. I re-grip the book and try again. Several of the girls are blatantly staring at me through the window.
Good.
This was easier when I was a man. Just as I’m about to change my grip again, the cover rips with a pop, the next group of pages right behind it. Shifting my grip, the next set of pages grow taut and split.
“What are you doing?!”
“Recycling, Ms. Jensen.”
In less than a minute, the entire book is in two pieces, well, actually one big piece and eight hundred little pieces. I walk out of the office and drop the remains of the phonebook in a trash can by the bathroom. I don’t get more than ten feet away before two girls go digging in the can to recover them.
McBride should get the news by the end of this class period.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
A complete and total waste of time! It took over two weeks to get that page ready and it was deleted in less than four hours! Four God damn hours! “My good friend, Caitlin McBride.” Connor is dead! That Bitch has fucked with me for the last time!
This stupid Spanish class can’t end soon enough. When I get to Study Hall, I’m going to have Kendall get all the girls together and we’ll pay a little visit to Connor. What were she and Olivia thinking? Putting their hands down in front of the entire school. Are they quitting on me? If they haven’t got the guts to do what’s necessary, I may need to find somebody else who does.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
By the time I got to Study Hall, Caitlin and Kendall were quietly arguing in the back of the room. Naturally, every girl there was trying to listen in. I didn’t really care anymore.
“I’m sorry, but she’s scary!”
“Scary?! She’s a midget!”
“Hey! She wasn’t in your face Caitlin. You can talk after it happens to you. Honest to God, I thought she was going to …”
“Going to what?”
“I don’t know! But it wasn’t going to be fun!”
Sometimes Caitlin gets sooo hyper. Kendall’s not helping. “Calm down you two” I tell them.
“Shut up Olivia. You weren’t much help either.”
“Face it Caitlin, she beat us. She proved the photos were faked. We didn’t bother looking for mismatched tattoos. Once she showed everyone they weren’t photos of her, we’d lost. I told you that we should wait, give it a day or two for the dirt to spread but no, you had to get up in her face today, had to have your little confrontation. Well, she took that confrontation and made you eat it … in front of the whole school.”
“I didn’t eat anything! It was a stupid idea from the start.”
“You didn’t think so last week. Last week it was brilliant.”
“Well … Stevens screwed it up, she should have taken care of the tattoos.”
“She didn’t have time, you told her to get it done for today. Besides, it’s one thing to find embarrassing pictures of girls who look like Connor or adding her head to a picture. Finding all that and matching or removing tattoos is impossible. The only way it was going to work was if nobody looked too closely at each and every picture. What gets me was that Connor saw the pictures for the first time at lunch and she caught the problems almost instantly.”
“Obviously, she knew they were fake” said Kendall.
“Yeah, but she knew exactly how to prove they were fake. Not only that, but she was all funny and friendly at first, getting everybody on her side before bringing up the fact that they weren’t actually pictures of her.”
“And then she got scary.”
“Give it a rest, Kendall” said Caitlin.
“Well, everyone knows she won today” I say. “And they know she won when we stole her clothes.”
“There’s no proof that we did either …”
“They KNOW Caitlin! All that matters is what people think. We relied on that when we tried the Facebook page and now it’s going to bite us in the ass. You want to try to go to each girl in St. Ann’s and explain why we’re innocent?”
“They’ll believe what I tell them to believe.”
“Maybe earlier, but not anymore. We’ve got two strikes on us already. We can’t afford a third strike.”
“Then we stop messing around and get serious. Kendall, you put the word out. I want every girl who thinks she’s part of my group to be ready to put Connor in her place.”
“Exactly what do you mean?” asks Kendall.
“We’re going to show Connor that there are bad consequences if she doesn’t fall in line. If that means she gets beaten up … so what? I’ve put up with more shit from her than I’ve put up with anybody else.”
“That’s because nobody else ever put up a fight” I said.
“So now everybody else learns what happens when you do that” answered Caitlin.
Just then, Miranda Wright came into the room, looked around saw Kendall and waved her hand towards her, signaling for Kendall to come over.
“I’ll be right back” she says.
We both watch as Kendall goes over and talks to Miranda, who reaches into her book bag and pulls out a bunch of yellow paper, stuffing them in Kendall’s hands. They continue talking for a few seconds then Miranda turns and leaves. Kendall walks back to the table, drops the papers on the top and sits down, looking shaken.
“What’s that all about?” asks Caitlin.
“That’s what Connor did to a Miami phonebook” answered Kendall.
“With what?”
“Her bare hands.”
“Who saw her do it?”
“Miranda and a few others. Tore the whole damn thing right in half. I don’t know how many girls are willing to show up to confront her.”
“Just because of some trick with a phone book? You tell anybody who doesn’t want to help that they can forget about coming back when this is done. I’ll remember who pussied out when there was trouble. They all know what it’s like to be on my bad side.”
I don’t want to say it … but I wonder how many other tricks Conner has in her pocket.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Patricia! I’m home!”
It’s harder and harder to say that with any cheerfulness each evening. It seems the best part of each day is when I leave in the morning and the worst is when I walk back through the front door after work.
“I’m in the kitchen, Mom.”
At least that room is safe. When I walk into the kitchen, Patricia’s sitting at the kitchen table, a small pile of electronic devices in front of her.
“Are those …”
“Yep. All of ‘em.”
“Are you certain?”
“Absolutely.”
“Why now?”
She shrugged. “I got tired of playing their game. They had enough for their report and they’ll give me a reason to go see Mr. Hobbes. Besides, I knew how they were affecting you. I just couldn’t take seeing you suffer anymore.”
“Honey, I could have kept going. It wasn’t so bad.”
“Yes, it was and no, you couldn’t. McBride made her move at school today and I shot her down. That situation should be coming to a head soon and then we can move onto the real job.”
“I know. Sister Carmela called me at work.”
“Why’d she do that? I got it taken care of … Okay, with her help, but it’s over.”
“Sister Carmela was concerned that you might be more affected by everything than you let on.”
“What? No … no … I’m fine. There’s nothing to be worried about. I’m fine.” Patricia stands up and sweeps the bugs off the table into a box. “Let me set the table. Supper’s in the oven. We can eat and have a restful evening, for once.”
“I can help.”
“Thanks … it’s been a long day.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
She was right. I had almost reached the end of my rope. However, tonight was a brand new day. We didn’t do anything that different from the prior evenings but that weight of observation was gone … and that made all the difference. It was so enjoyable that I didn’t want to go to bed. Eventually, we did, but it was almost 11:00 p.m.
I brushed my teeth, washed my face, changed into my sleepers and climbed into bed. I was almost asleep when there was a quiet knocking at my bedroom door.
“What is it?”
“Are you asleep?”
“No … I’m not. Come on in.”
The door slowly swings open and I turn on the lamp next to my bed. Patricia is standing in my doorway, arms crossed tightly across her chest, dressed in a purple satin babydoll style nightie. She’s been wearing things like that for the last six weeks, claiming they are more comfortable than the T-shirts she had been wearing. I really don’t know what to think about that. The setting on the Balancer hasn’t been on Blue Fifty since our home was bugged, but it was tonight, yet Patricia is wearing the nightie.
“Is there something wrong, honey?”
“No … no … there … aahhh, can we … talk?”
“Sure,” I pat the bed next to me. “Have a seat.”
She slowly walks in a sits down, smoothing the nightie underneath her as she does. I reach out and gently touch her hair.
“You look nice. I see your still wearing the purple one.”
“Why wouldn’t I?”
“No reason. What do you want to talk about?”
She doesn’t say anything right away, just looks down. I’m not going to push her, just lightly stroke her hair.
“Uhhh … those pictures, the ones on the Facebook page … did you see them?”
“No, I didn’t. Sister Carmela described some of them to me but I didn’t look at them. I didn’t think it was necessary. They weren’t actually pictures of you anyway.”
“Yeah, I know … and they weren’t that bad. I mean, I’ve seen worse, much worse. I’ve paid good money for worse. They were more like some of those ‘girls gone wild’ pictures without the nudity … but when I saw them … I …”
“You what?” I quietly asked.
“I wanted to run home … as fast as I could. I wanted to get out of that school and never come back.”
“Well it’s only natural …”
“No. It’s not. There was no reason at all for me to feel that way. The whole thing was a fake! I knew it! It was just an attempt to embarrass me. There was no logical reason for me to feel anything other than happiness at forcing McBride to do something like this. It gave me a chance to turn the whole thing around and stick it up her … you know. But my first, gut reaction was exactly what she wanted. It almost worked. It took all the control I had to do what I did.”
“But you did it Patricia, you came through in the clutch. The Balancer was set on Blue ten. It’s only natural that some of those feelings you describe would be there but you kept control and did what you needed to do.”
“I guess, but what about now? When I think back to that moment when McBride started flipping through those pictures, those feelings are still there. I’m just as upset now as I was then.”
“We know that you retain knowledge after the Balancer changes settings, maybe it’s the same with emotions, feelings.”
“So what happens when I go back to my old body, am I going to still have the emotions of a teen age girl?”
“We don’t know for sure … maybe you will, at least for awhile. The longer you’re back as Peter Harris full time, the more you’ll feel like the old you. You always knew that there would be a transition period.”
“And how long is this transition period?”
“Honestly, we don’t know. Daniel didn’t have one, but he was gone only a very few days. Don’t worry … Peter … it will all work out in the end.” I pull her towards me and she rests her head on my shoulder as I hug her.
“Thanks … Mom.”
We stay like this for a few moments, me holding her, gently rocking on my bed. Deep in my heart, I feel like Patricia is my daughter. It’s not logical, I know the facts, but I can’t deny the feelings I have for this young girl, no matter how she came to exist. And I’ll miss her horribly when she’s gone.
“Mom?”
“What is it, sweetie?”
“You know those pictures?”
“Yes?”
“I think two of them weren’t fake.”
“What do you mean?”
“I think two of them were actual pictures of me.”
CHAPTER TWENTY TWO
X-Ray had finished the weekly review of inventory and shipment schedules. Despite the uproar in Mexico, our supply lines had remained mostly unaffected. There were the occasional delays due to increased inspections at the harbors and rail stations, but we either waited them out or added someone new to the bribery list and the problems were solved. Our inventories in America were already large enough that we could stand no shipments for at least a month before supplies would become a problem.
“Enrique, what is the situation in Los Angeles?” he asks. I was hoping the question would not come up.
“Not good. It is a turf war.”
“But we supply both sides with merchandise, do we not?”
“Yes, so it really doesn’t matter who wins as far as we are concerned.”
“But such disputes are disruptive, they poison our markets. Why can they not see that there is plenty of money to be made by all, that there is no reason to be greedy? I want you to send someone to speak with the gangs and impress upon them that I am not happy and strongly suggest that they solve their problems quickly and, more importantly, quietly. If they don’t, I might find new distributors for my products.”
“That may not be wise X-Ray. They may look for other suppliers on their own. The other cartels would like nothing more than increasing their sales in Los Angeles. It is the key to Southern California and could bring competition to the entire market.”
“And continued fighting only brings bad publicity and unwanted attention to my business connections with the gangs. Things only happen when the people demand action. They don’t care if it is the right action, they just want action. The easy thing for the local police to do is round everybody up and crack a few heads. I want it to stop immediately.
“We could just wait for a victor. The stronger gang takes over the weaker’s territory and we end up with a firmer grip on the market.”
“And what happens in the mean time? Buyers avoid areas where there is a threat of violence. They get their drugs from someone who works for Tijuana or Potosi. No, a little competition is good for business now and then … it keeps you on your toes, but it must stop now. We cannot afford the same stupidity that is happening in Mexico to spread to this country. Go yourself, if necessary.”
“As you wish, X-Ray.” I start to stand up to leave.
“One last thing, Enrique.”
“Yes?”
“I read the report about that girl my daughter spoke of. It seems that she is an average, normal girl.”
“Apparently very smart, but otherwise normal.”
“So there is no harm in Gretchen seeing her.”
“That remains to be seen X-Ray. I prefer my women to be … less intelligent, easier to control. I know that you like strong, spirited women but they can cause problems.”
“She is a child, Enrique! You worry too much!”
“That may be, but it is my job to keep you, and Gretchen, safe. It is my recommendation that Gretchen not be allowed to see her.”
“I will consider it.”
“You know where my loyalties lie, X-ray. Have I failed you yet?”
“No … you haven’t, old friend.”
“Then listen to me now.”
“I will consider it.”
“That is all I can ask.”
He will eventually agree with me, he always does. There is likely no harm in letting the girl have a friend or two, but why take the risk. The more control I have, the safer it is for me and my future.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
There are thirteen of us ready to talk to Conner before school this morning. I told both Kendall and Olivia not to take any excuses but we still came up short. It takes a problem to find out who you can count on. I have everyone gather around me before we start.
“I won’t forget who showed up today … and who didn’t. This is going to be quick and to the point. When we get to Conner’s locker, crowd in around her. I don’t want anyone else to see or hear anything. If she doesn’t behave, Kendall will take care of her. I won’t object if a couple of others want to give her a shot or two but we can’t draw too much attention. Everybody ready?”
They all nod yes, though Kendall appears nervous. She’s been acting funny about this almost from the start. It’s too late now to worry about it.
I head down the hallway, the others following close behind. The other girls sense us coming and move out of our way. This is perfect. Everyone will know what happened but Carmela won’t be able to prove anything.
Conner’s standing in front of her open locker, looking in. She’s all alone, Hobbes isn’t in sight. The few girls near her split. I step up behind her as the other girls crowd around, blocking anybody else’s view. Conner just keeps rummaging around in her locker, like we aren’t even there.
“Conner. We want to talk with you” I say.
“We or you, Caitlin?”
“Fine. I want to talk with you.”
“What a coincidence. I want to talk with you too.”
She turns around to face me … holding an aluminum baseball bat in her hands. All the other girls stop breathing for a few seconds. I don’t give a damn, we still outnumber her.
“What’s that for?” I ask.
“This bat? I was thinking about trying out for the softball team. How about you?”
“St Ann’s sucks at sports, it’s a waste of time.”
“That attitude seems to lack the proper school spirit, McBride, but we can save that conversation for another day. Am I right in assuming that this is ultimatum time?”
“Yeah, it is.”
“Seems a shame to do it here and now, there’s no audience.”
“I’ll take what I can get.”
“Then I’ll get to the point. You want to take me on, fine by me. We can do it now and most of you will lose a bunch of teeth or we can do it at lunch today out at the softball field and I won’t be carrying this bat.”
“Why there?”
“I like an audience. There are bleachers so everyone who cares gets a good view.”
“And all the teachers will be there too, along with your pal Carmela.”
“I guarantee there won’t be a single teacher out there.”
“How can you do that?”
“As you said, my pal, Sister Carmela. If you spot one teacher, you can pick another time and place. What do you say? I’m willing to miss a lunch to get this settled once and for all. Or you can have your goon squad try to rough me up now, in which case, I hope you all have dental insurance.”
I glance around. The girls aren’t packed as tightly as before and one or two may have snuck away. Several have their hands discretely raised to protect their mouths. The group is already falling apart. I don’t have a choice.
“We’ll see you at lunch, bitch!”
Conner shakes her head. “Such language. Lunch it is. Looking forward to it. Now, if you’ll all excuse me, I need to return this to Sister Rita.”
Nobody moves right away, not sure what she’s actually going to do. Eventually, we all back away, Conner closes her locker and walks down the hall, twirling the bat in her hand.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Word spread at supersonic speed. At the end of second period, all eyes were focused on me as I walked to my locker. Gretchen was waiting for me.
“Are you CRAZY?! I heard that there were at least twenty girls coming after you.”
“Not more than ten, by the end, and probably fewer by lunch. Even if it is twenty, I’ll be fine.”
“How can you be fine?! There’s just the two of us!”
“No, there’s just the one of us. You don’t do anything, I’m not taking any chances that you might get hurt if things don’t go as planned.”
“What are you talking about? I’m so much bigger than you, it’s not funny. I should be the one out there.”
“Gretch, size has nothing to do with it, numbers either. I picked the time and place. It’s all cool. Frankly, I’d prefer you not be there at all but I can’t stop you.”
“Damn right you can’t stop me! You can’t beat all those girls at the same time. If I don’t help you …”
“No difference, Gretch. If I can’t win on my own when it’s twenty to one, is it that much easier at twenty against two? Can you beat ten girls at one time?”
“Of course not! And neither can you.”
“You might be surprised at what I can do, but that’s for another day. I don’t plan on fighting anybody.”
“That’s not what I heard.”
“Great! The more talk, the better. Anybody planning on being out at the softball field?”
“Who isn’t? By now, every teacher in school knows what’s happening. They’ll give you so many demerits; you’ll still be in detention when your kid graduates from St. Ann’s.”
“I told you, don’t worry about it. The fix is in, at least as far as the teachers are concerned. Sister Carmela and I have a deal, but that’s just between you and me … I mean that, you can’t tell anybody else.”
“I won’t. What deal?”
“She’s letting me handle this by myself.”
“What kinda deal is that? The teachers were your best chance not to get killed.”
“Don’t worry, I know what I’m doing.”
“So, you’ve done this before have you?”
“Not exactly … though there was this one time …”
“Shut up! Why aren’t you taking this seriously?”
“I am, but I’ve been planning this for days. Trust me … I’ve got it covered. Just do me a favor. Spread the word.”
“Who talks to me? Doesn’t matter, everyone knows already.”
“Then tell them to come out and watch. You can come too, if you promise to behave.”
“You’re crazy, you know that?”
“That’s the only way to be.”
She turns on her heel and stomps off. It really would be better if she didn’t show up. No one would intentionally hit her but accidents do happen. I’d prefer not to give her father another reason to dislike me.
Sister Rita was standing outside of my third period class room when Social Studies ended. Our eyes met and she motioned with her head for me to follow her. I quickly caught up and we walked together down the hall.
“Sister Carmela asked me to speak with you. Do you know what you are doing?”
“Yes, I’m pretty sure I am. Is she worried about me?”
“She worries about all her students … though more about some than others. What do you mean ‘pretty sure’?”
“I can’t guarantee anything, though the odds are it will all work out fine.”
“And if the odds are wrong?”
“Then you’re my ace in the hole, Sister. Just don’t jump the gun if things start to look ugly. I promise, no one will get hurt.”
“You’re asking her to trust you quite a bit.”
“She’s asking me to give her back her school. Did she think that was going to happen without taking some chances?”
“I can’t answer that.”
“Well, I can. There are always risks in whatever you do. This is riskier than most things that happen in a day but it’s not that bad. I’ve taken bigger chances and it’s worked out.”
“Have you taken less risks and it failed?”
“Yes.”
“Then let’s pray for the best, Ms. Conner.”
“Amen, Sister Rita.”
She gives me a stern look, not sure if I’m kidding or not. I’m not sure myself. Guess I’ll take what help I can get.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“This is all wrong Caitlin. We don’t do things this way. We’re quiet, subtle, behind the scenes. We don’t do gang fights.”
“This isn’t a gang fight, Olivia. There’s only one of her. We’ve tried everything else and nothing’s worked.”
“What hasn’t worked? How has she hurt us? It’s not like she’s got a bunch of girls following her. It’s just her and Hobbes. What do you want from her?”
“I want her to stop … disrespecting me!”
“Why risk everything to punish one girl? What if she doesn’t roll over? How far are you willing to go? You said it yourself, we’re in charge only because the rest of them can’t get organized enough to stop us. Why give them someone to rally behind? Just let it go.”
“NO! If we let one slide then it’s a sign of weakness. Someone stands up, I knock them down. That’s the way it’s got to be.”
“Does it have to be in front of the whole school? Conner’s worked this to where she wants it. There’s got to be a reason for that, she’s not stupid.”
“And I am?”
“I didn’t say that! You’re not stupid. It’s just that what you’re planning … it’s just …”
“Stupid?”
“Yeah, it kinda is.”
“So, what would you do?”
“Ignore her. The more you concentrate on her, the more attention she gets, the more potential power she has. I mean, that thing with the motorcycle on the first day, there’s already a bunch of girls who admire her. We’ve kept her tamped down but if we screw up today … we could lose it all.”
“Then we better not screw it up, right? Come on. Get everybody together and let’s go. Remember, Conner is mine.”
She can have her.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
There’s already about fifty girls hanging around the field when I get there. It’s more than I thought would be here this soon after school broke for lunch, though I’m happy to see them. I got here pretty quickly so most of the girls had to practically run to beat me. I want to pick my spot before McBride arrives with however many she can round up. My little demonstration with the phonebook seems to have had an effect on some of her less committed supplicants.
Girls continue to appear over the next ten minutes, usually in groups of four to six. They all seem to be confused when they get here. Most gravitate to the bleachers but some hang around the field and the dugouts. No one says anything to me but there’s a lot of talking among themselves. I see Terri Hughes at the fence next to the bleachers, waiving to get my attention. I walk over to her.
“Patricia, are you crazy?”
“You keep asking me that, Terri. What do I have to do to convince you I’m not?”
“Stop doing crazy shit. What is this supposed to be?”
“I’m going to end Caitlin McBride’s reign of terror.”
“How do you plan to do that?”
“Stay and watch.”
“How can I help?”
Her offer surprises me. I can understand why Gretchen wants to help but Terri and I aren’t particularly close. We do talk occasionally and she’s a nice person, but I’ve never considered her a close friend. I don’t know what she considers me.
“Uhhhh, no … it’s not necessary. I’ve got it covered.”
“You sure? You’re like doing this for the school; we should at least help you, right?”
“How many others think like that?”
“Lots … way lots.”
“No, I don’t want anyone to get hurt or in trouble. Just stay and watch, that should be enough.”
“Okay, if you say so.”
“Thanks.” I see Gretchen standing by third base. “You could do one thing for me, Terri.”
“What’s that?”
“Make sure Gretchen doesn’t do anything stupid.”
“Compared to what? Taking on a bunch of girls by yourself? I know that you can probably kick their asses’ one at a time or in a group, but you apparently don’t plan to do that, not if you don’t want anyone to get hurt. It’s your show but I’ll watch Gretchen for you.”
“Thanks again, Terri.”
“No prob.” She walks over towards Gretchen and stands about ten feet away from her.
Looking around, I’d say that almost two thirds of the school is here … and not a single teacher. I don’t know what Sister Carmela told them, but she’s taking a big risk by letting me do this. If I screw up, she could lose her job, or worse.
Despite the girls talking, there’s a lot of tension in the air. I don’t see any other girls still walking this way from the school and there’s no sign of McBride. She may think that being fashionably late will make me nervous and worried.
She didn’t have to bother. I’m always nervous before springing a trap, I just don’t show it. That was my reputation on the force, always cool under fire.
Suddenly, some of the girls on the upper seats in the bleachers start pointing at the school. Everyone looks that way and it gets quieter. I strain to see. God! I wish I was taller. Eventually, I see the small group headed this way. As they get closer, I can make out McBride in the lead, closely followed by Woodruff, Sinclair and eight other hardcore supporters. Looks like I picked off a few more after the locker confrontation. A good start. I take my position on the pitcher’s mound, it gives me a little more height.
McBride and her group enter the field from the gate next to the visitor’s dugout along the first base line. When she gets halfway to the mound, she stops and the other girls in the group spread out behind her. Once she has them arranged as she wants, she moves a couple of steps closer to me.
“I don’t see any teachers here” she says.
“Told you there wouldn’t be” I answer.
She gets a big smile on her face.
“I know all about your trick with the phone book. Anybody can do that. I found at least six YouTube videos showing how to do it. It’s just a trick!”
“You’re absolutely right McBride, it IS a trick. Not everyone can do it though, you have to have fairly strong hands to manipulate the book, but it’s a trick. Just like walking barefoot on hot coals is a trick, sleeping on a bed of nails is a trick, breaking someone’s knee with a single kick is a trick, crushing someone’s larynx with a simple hand chop is a trick and breaking a person’s nose with one punch, driving the broken bones into their brain, killing them is a trick. What’s interesting is I know all those tricks … and many more.”
I let that settle in for a couple of seconds before continuing.
“Exactly what do you want from me, McBride?”
I think she’s taken aback by the straight forward question. She thinks about it for a moment or two before answering.
“I want you to behave like everybody else. You’re nothing special. You think you’re some hot shit kid from the West Coast. You think you’re better than everybody else here at St. Ann’s. You’re not. You’re no better than we are!”
I’ve got to give her credit; it’s not a bad approach. Trying to make herself and all the other girls the injured parties. I didn’t really expect her to play to the crowd. She’s a bright girl. Let’s see how bright.
“You say I’ve been acting better than anybody else. What have I done?”
“Those damn uniforms you wear, if you want to call them uniforms.”
I lift my skirt a bit with both hands. “What, this little old thing?”
“Yeah, that little old thing. It and every other damn thing you wear. You lord it over all of us like you’re some kind of princess. Well, we’re tired of it and aren’t going to take it anymore!”
Still very good.
“I negotiated with Sister Carmela to give everyone at St. Ann’s the chance to do exactly what I did. I even got the equipment and a room for the girls to work in.”
“Like any of us can do that. We’re so busy with school work, no one’s got the time to do it anyway. And you refuse to help us.”
“Sister Carmela said I could only help one girl, so I did. Sorry it wasn’t you, McBride.”
“Look who you did help, Gretchen Hobbes, the drug dealer’s daughter.”
“Why not, she’s my friend.”
“You don’t have any friends! Not at St. Ann’s!”
“And whose fault is that?”
“No one’s. Everybody hates you!”
“Really? Everybody? Maybe I don’t have any friends because you told every girl in school to ignore me.”
“I never did that.”
A mistake! Sinclair’s trying to get McBride’s attention but she waves her off. Sinclair knows. Time to drive the stake into her heart.
“You’re lying McBride. You tried to freeze me out, tried to get each and every girl in school to act like I was invisible.”
“Prove it!”
Thank you! “I don’t have to prove anything.” I sweep the crowd with my extended right hand. “Every girl here today knows exactly what you did. They know what they were told to do … and not do, like talk to me.”
“I never told anybody anything about you, Conner.” She waves Sinclair away again.
“Another lie! You’ve been after me from day one because I won’t kow tow to you. Who put YOU in charge? I don’t remember an election. Did I miss it? Maybe they held it at the end of last year. Tell me. What was your campaign slogan? Equality for all … but some are more equal than others?”
“Stuff that shit BITCH! Who are you to talk? Coming to my school! Screwing up everything I’ve worked for, everything my entire family’s worked for over the last nine years!”
“So, it’s a hereditary monarchy. How did your family get this mantle of authority?”
“Someone has to be in charge. At St. Ann’s, it’s me.”
“Was you, but not any more.”
She smirks at that. “You think you can replace me, just little old you? I’ve got lots of people who like things just the way they are.”
“Lots? I count ten.”
“And I count one.”
“You’re wrong, it’s closer to one hundred sixty.”
“What the fuck are you talking about?! All these girls don’t support you.”
“And they don’t support you either McBride. You’re such an idiot! You lost as soon as you walked onto this field. I don’t want to replace you, what an awful thought. Every school has a girl who thinks she’s the top dog; you’re just an extreme case. The only way you get away with it is because each individual girl feels powerless to stop you … but they aren’t individual girls now. Everyone you see here today are the new holders of power. Ever see the movie “A Bug’s Life”, McBride?”
“Yeah, what about it?”
“You’re a grasshopper, so are your friends. Everyone else here are ants … and there are a lot more ants than grasshoppers. They outnumber you about twenty to one, even worse when you count the girls not here. You didn’t order them to show up, in fact, you’d have preferred that they stay away. They all came here of their own free will and now they’ve come to realize that you’re just a little tin pot dictator from a line of little tin pot dictators who’ve pulled the wool over their eyes all these years. You and your tiny little group have acted like the queens of the hill, but you’re not. They don’t have to do what you say anymore … they’re free!”
“That doesn’t mean they do what you say either. We can still mess you up and they won’t do anything to stop it.”
Now it gets tricky. She’s lost and may be desperate. Desperate people are unpredictable. “You’re right. I don’t want them to follow me. I could eventually become as bad as you. It doesn’t matter what you try to do to me, you’re done, finished, kaput. I think your little group is smart enough not to make things worse for themselves, but, if not … come and get me. I told you I’m not afraid of any of you, as individuals or a group. The first person who touches me, I will put my hands around your throat and squeeze until you’re unconscious. There’s nothing any of you can do to stop me. Beat me, pry at my hands, nothing. And when the first person goes down, I’ll go after the second person who touched me, then the third and so on, until you’re all out. So … who’s first?”
No one says anything, no one moves. The girls opposite me share nervous glances. I don’t think most of them were planning on an honest to God fight. Just some threatening posturing, maybe a shove or two, but not this.
Suddenly, I hear movement behind me. I don’t want to look away from the crowd in front, they might rush me and I’d be forced to hurt them but I can’t afford to be ambushed from behind. I take a quick glance to the rear.
“It’s alright Patty, it’s us,” Gretchen whispers.
“Who’s us?” I whisper back, my eyes returning forward.
“Terri and I.”
“I thought Terri was supposed to keep this from happening. Go back to the sidelines you two.”
“No,” Terri said. “We’re your friends and you don’t have to do this alone.” I risked looking all the way behind me. Gretchen was standing just to my right and Terri was on my left. She was waving her hands at the crowd of girls, who were streaming out of the bleachers and dugouts to gather behind me. In less than two minutes, the field behind me was packed with over one hundred sixty girls.
I know they aren’t my friends, that a day ago they were laughing at that darn Facebook page, that they’re caught up in the emotion of the moment and peer pressure, but still, I find it hard to not cry. I turn back towards McBride.
“Apparently we were both wrong. They seem to have chosen sides. You’re finished at St. Ann’s, McBride. I suggest you leave now before something really bad happens … to you.”
McBride stood her ground. The other girls behind her were straining to leave, but, too their credit, there was enough loyalty there to keep them from just running away but they sure as heck wanted to. The slightest sign from McBride and they were gone. There was no sign.
“This isn’t over Connor” she hissed.
“Yeah … I think it is McBride. These girls are united.” For now. “You mess with one, you mess with them all. No more cutting a few from the herd. No more playing one off another. All your tricks won’t work any more. You can go play your little games amongst yourselves, but the rest of us don’t care. In fact, you’ll be lucky if you all aren’t completely ignored. A couple of months of the silent treatment might be interesting. It’d serve you right.”
She stayed right there. I don’t know if it was shock, anger or surprise. Sinclair slowly moved up next to her and pulled at her arm. She shrugged her off. Sinclair grabbed her arm again, this time more firmly. McBride angrily turned on her and was about to say something when one of the girls behind me shouted “Stop screwing around and kill the bitch, Da’Pee!”
Sinclair’s eyes grew wide and her face went white. “What’d she call you?” she asked.
“Da’Pee. It’s a nickname I picked up at the YWCA,” I answered.
McBride sneered. “Why? No bladder contro …” Sinclair jerked her hard, dragging her back away from us a couple of feet before McBride could regain her balance and fight back.
“WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING OLIVIA?! IF YOU EVER …”
Sinclair was up in her face, whispering something we couldn’t hear. She was there for only about twenty seconds, but when Sinclair moved away, there was fear in McBride’s eyes.
“What’s it gonna be McBride?” I ask, taking two steps towards her.
She quickly backs away. “We’re … we’re … ahhh … not done here … Conner.”
“I think the girls beg to differ. Go on back to St. Ann’s. You can’t afford another demerit for being late for class.” I take another quick step towards her and she’s gone, not exactly running, but walking very quickly back towards school. The other ten girls don’t bother to hide it, they’re running.
I watch them go until they reach the school door, then a high pitched cheer breaks out around me as I’m grabbed, lifted into the air, and surf the crowd, being passed from person to person on outstretched hands.
“Whoa! Watch it! Careful! Watch the hands there! I’m not a beach ball, ya’ know!”
After a couple of minutes of cheering, clapping, laughing and a little crying, I’m carefully dropped back to the ground. Terri and Gretchen are right there almost instantly.
“You did it!” Gretchen shouts above the din. “You really did it!” She bends down and hugs me, my arms trapped at my sides, practically squeezing the air out of me.
“Okay,” I gasp. “Enough Gretch. Okay.”
She lets go and backs off a foot, smiling shyly. I think I’m smiling too between wheezes as I try to re-inflate my lungs. That girl’s got a grip.
Terri grabs my shoulder and pulls me closer.
“Now what?”
“Now … we go back to school.”
“You know what I mean, who’s in charge?”
“No one, not even Sister Carmela.”
“You’re not?”
“No way! You couldn’t pay me enough.”
“I don’t think they pay anybody.”
“Figure of speech, Terri.”
I turn to face the largest portion of the group of girls around me and raise my hands, trying to quiet them down. It takes a few moments but they eventually stop shouting enough for me to be heard.
“Thanks! Thanks everybody! I’d like to stay out here all day but the next period starts in ten minutes. We all better get inside. Remember, today, you’ve taken back your freedom … it’s up to each and every one of you to keep it!”
There’s another round of cheers and shouting but groups of girls start to head back to the building. I reach out and grab Gretchen’s arm by the wrist, gently pulling her down towards me.
“I want to talk with you after school, before you go home. Okay?”
“Sure Patty, whatever you want.”
She’s standing taller and smiling more broadly than I think I’ve ever seen her before. She really is beautiful.
“Good. Off with you then. Your father will be mad at me if you get demerits for being late.”
She salutes. “Yes, Ma’am.” Turns on her heel and strides away, mixing with the steady stream of laughing and giggling girls returning to St. Ann’s. A number of them are actually talking with her. I wait until the last of the girls have left the softball field before I follow them at a slow trot.
The easy job is done. Now to the hard one.
CHAPTER TWENTY THREE
Sister Carmela doesn’t even wait to the end of the period, she has Ms. Jensen come down and pull me out of class, some excuse about a phone call. She doesn’t say anything to me the entire time we’re walking to the office. She may be thinking about the phone book.
When we get there, Sister Carmela’s door is already open. Ms. Jensen leads me in and shuts the door behind me, leaving Sister Carmela and I alone.
“Have a seat, Ms. Conner.”
I take the chair opposite of her.
“Sister Rita reports that your … event … was a success.”
“Where was Sister Rita?”
“In the press box. The curtains were drawn and the door locked.”
I nod my head. “I thought I saw the curtains move a couple of times. Thought it was the girls shaking the stands.”
“You had quite a crowd there. I wish we could get half that many to show up for an actual game. Sister Rita said that there were several close calls.”
“Not that many, one or two certainly, but no more than that. Thank Sister Rita for me for not intervening. It would have spoiled everything.”
“What exactly, by your reckoning, have you accomplished today?”
“Whatever control Caitlin McBride had over the other students at St. Ann’s has be broken.”
“Completely?’
“Vanquished … for now.”
“What does ‘for now’ mean?”
“I expect that, after a short time of licking her wounds, she will attempt to reestablish her power base.”
“What do you plan to do to stop her?”
“Nothing.”
“Nothing at all?”
“Nope. This is a one off Sister. I didn’t sign on to be your cop among the students.”
“I assumed that after McBride had been toppled from power that …”
“That I would step up and replace her? Not interested, Sister. Being top dog is way too much work and, frankly, though this isn’t intended as an insult, I’ve got bigger fish to fry, Sister.”
“What fish is that?”
“My business, Sister. It shouldn’t affect the school, if that’s a concern.”
“So, what happens next?”
“After a brief truce … anarchy. It’s just like Yugoslavia and Tito. His dictatorship kept the natural enemies from fighting each other. Once he was deposed, the pressure was released and all the suppressed disputes bloomed like the flowers in May. Instead of one power mad boss, you’ll have several power seeking bosslings, each trying to become the next McBride.”
“So … a normal all girl’s school.”
“Exactly. Sorry I won’t be able to help you with it.”
“I was hoping you would be willing to be a figurehead leader and prevent the petty disputes from developing.”
“Not interested. I just want to keep getting good grades and graduate. Besides, I’d be more likely to fight your attempts to control the students than help you. It’s my basic nature.”
“Well, forewarned is forearmed.”
“One would certainly hope so, Sister.” I stand and offer her my hand. She takes it and we shake. “It’s been a pleasure doing business with you, Sister Carmela.”
“Likewise, Ms. Conner.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It’s like a different universe.
We can’t walk anywhere without a bunch of girls trying to talk with us, follow us, ask questions, offer advice, all sorts of stuff. You go from anonymous to famous in less than an hour. Patty takes it all in stride, accepting congratulations, thanking everyone for their help, trying to keep them all pumped up, but also saying not to take any kind of vengeance against McBride and her group. She says it’s not the St. Ann’s way, which is a lot of shit. It’s always been the St. Ann’s way, at least as long as I’ve been here. “Kick ‘em while they’re down!” That’s our motto. It’s probably what the Latin on the school crest means.
When we stop at her locker after last period, there must be thirty girls waiting there, all wanting to talk with her. She immediately goes into her act, saying all the stuff she said before but added that she had to get home to fix supper before her mom got there. Most of the girls were surprised … so was I. A lot of the girls who go to St. Ann’s have hired help, we certainly do. The idea that one of us has to fix dinner every day is so weird. It never occurred to me that Patty’s life was much different than mine.
She reached back with her right hand, getting a firm grip on mine as she closed her locker with her left.
“Sorry guys, we gotta leave now, but we can talk tomorrow, okay?” she said.
Everyone was all smiles and nodding heads. She hurried away, pulling me with her.
“Where are we going, Patty?”
“Some place quiet, Gretch.”
We end up in the gym, after dodging another couple of groups of girls. It’s just us. My heart is racing just a little. It’s probably from running away just now. She lets go of my hand.
“I thought I told you to not get involved back there at the field.”
Great. She’s gonna bitch about that now? “I wasn’t going to leave you out there by yourself, Patricia. What if there was a fight? You’d need all the help you could get.”
“There wasn’t going to be a fight. Most of those girls didn’t really want to be there. If something bad happened, they’d have run for the hills. McBride had a lot of fair weather friends” she took my hand again, “unlike me.”
“What are you saying?”
“You stuck by me when things looked bad. They weren’t bad, I had everything under control, but to the outside person, they may have looked bad … which they weren’t. Anyway, you thought things were bad, so you stepped up to help me. That’s real friendship, Gretchen.”
I blush. “Terri helped too.”
“I know. I’ll thank her later. I want to thank you right now … though you should have done what I said.”
“Right. Who died and made you Queen?”
“No one. I just wanted to make sure you weren’t hurt.”
“What about you getting hurt? I’m bigger than you are any way. You should have been the one to sit down. I was bigger than anybody out there.”
“You were taller than any one out there. Some of McBride’s girl’s were heavier.”
“What am I, skin and bones?”
“No, you’re beautiful, just about perfect, Gretchen. That’s why I didn’t want you hurt. Besides, I can take care of myself. Did you hear that ‘Da’ Pee’ thing at the end?”
“Yeah, what was that about?”
“It was Terri. She knew that was my nickname at the YWCA. I’d done a little fighting there a few months ago and had some success. Picked up a bit of a reputation.”
“What kind of fighting? Boxing?”
“Mixed martial arts.”
“You mean that punching, kicking stuff?”
“That’s part of it.”
“How many girls did you beat?”
“None.”
“I thought you said you had some success?”
“I did. I fought the boys.”
“NO! How many did you beat?”
She smiled. “All of them.”
Oh. My. God. No wonder McBride backed off. She had no idea who she was facing, at least not until the end. Hell, apparently almost none of us did.
“So you really didn’t need my help, did you?”
“No, but when you and all the other girls came out of the bleachers to support me … I almost cried.”
“So, I’m just one of the girls?”
“No, stupid. You’re my best friend, and I’m your best friend. And I’m tired of seeing you just here at school. I want you to come to my house this weekend. We can hang out, watch movies, eat junk food to fatten you up a little, just in case there is a fight down the road. What do you say?”
What do I say? I say YES! But Father won’t let me.
“Look, Patty. I’d love to … I’d love it more than anything. Nobody has ever asked me over ever before. But, my Father … he won’t let me out of the house, not without body guards.”
“Tell him I’ll protect you! I’m better than a bunch of body guards any way. It’s just for one night for Pete’s sake!”
A sleep over! I’ve never had a sleep over! But … Father …
“It’s a waste of time, Patty. He’s never gonna let me do anything I want!”
“Just ask him. If he still says no, then I’ll talk to him. I can be veeerrryy persuasive.”
“What, with threats and stuff?”
“NO! Logical arguments. I’m pretty smart, remember?”
“What if he refuses to talk to you? He does that to me all the time!”
“Oh, he’ll talk to me. One way or another, he’ll talk to me.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
When I returned to the Convent that evening, there were only two places set for dinner. Rita was just coming into the dinning room.
“Where are Sister Elizabeth and Sister Charity tonight?” I asked.
“Sister Charity has a Book Club meeting and Sister Elizabeth is running St. Mary’s bingo. Do you need something from either of them, Sister Carmela?”
“No, it’s just that we never seem to have a meal all together any more. Always rush, rush, rush.”
“Well, there are only four of us, Sister. Scheduling was much easier before Mary and Beatrice retired. Any word on possible replacements?”
“None yet. It may be awhile.”
“I was afraid of that.”
“While it’s just the two of us, I’d like to discuss what happened with McBride and Conner today.”
“I’d be happy to. I think that you would have been proud to see all the girls, well the large majority of the girls, support Conner. She had everyone of McBride’s group ready to quit, except for McBride. It looked like there might be some kind of fight developing when Hobbes and Terri Hughes joined Conner on the field. As soon as they did that, other girls started to do the same. It was a trickle at first but it soon became a flood of girls, all streaming to the field behind Conner. McBride’s group wanted to leave right then but McBride still remained, standing her ground. I was afraid that should a fight start, the girls might unleash years of pent-up anger and frustration and the situation would get quickly out of hand. Just at that crucial moment, one of the girls behind Conner called out a name that I was not familiar with and urged this girl to ‘kick McBride’s ass’. For some reason, the mention of this name caused McBride to back down. She and her group ran or speed walked back to school. Conner and her group had a brief celebration before returning to school.”
“Celebration?”
“Mostly cheering and chanting, which was a good thing, it let McBride clear the field before Conner’s people came back.”
“They aren’t Conner’s people. She told me that she had no interest in replacing McBride, that she had, I quote ‘bigger fish to fry’ unquote.”
“What would that be, I wonder?”
“I asked but got no answers, beyond that I shouldn’t be worried.”
“Which, in itself, makes you worry.”
“Exactly! She compared our situation to the fall of Tito in Yugoslavia.”
“Who?”
“I had to look it up myself. But from my reading of the story, her description and the comparison seems to be apt.”
“Do you really believe that Conner has no interest in taking advantage of her current … popularity?”
“I don’t know. Why go through all this trouble and not get any obvious benefit?”
“Good question. I have found it very difficult to predict what Ms. Conner might do.”
“Preaching to the choir Sister. What was the name shouted out at the meeting?”
“I’m not quite sure. The door to the press box was shut but I did have a window cracked. It was very short. I’m not even certain it was a normal name. Perhaps Daphne, but condensed.”
“Daphne? Daphne … Do we have a Daphne?”
“I don’t believe so. Could be a middle name … or a nickname.”
“Odd nickname. Daphne.”
Something familiar about it though. I think I heard someone talking about a small girl with a street name similar to Daphne … not Daphne though. It was …
“Da’Pee?”
“Excuse me?”
“Was the name Da’Pee?”
“That sounds more like it. What does it mean?”
“Nothing in particular that I’m aware of, however, if Patricia Conner is Da’Pee, Caitlin McBride was extremely lucky to get back to the school building with all her extremities intact.”
“Who is this Da’Pee, Sister?”
“If the rumors are to be believed, an extraordinarily formidable young woman.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It sounded so easy when Patricia and I talked about it, but now, looking down the table at him, I couldn’t get the words out.
Which is ridiculous. He’s my father, for God’s sake! I should be able to talk with him. He’s just sitting there, reading his paperwork after supper. I’m not asking for the moon. It’s something normal kids get to do all the time. It’s not even a boy! She’s just my best … my only friend. Aren’t I entitled to at least one friend?
“Father?”
He doesn’t look up. “Yes, Gretchen?”
“There’s this girl … she’s a friend of mine, see, and she wants me to … come over to her house, this weekend. Girls don’t ask me over very often, and, like, I’d like to go.”
He puts down his file folder. “Is this the Conner girl? Patricia?”
I can tell from the way he’s saying it, the answer is “No”. Before I even get a chance to say anything, the answer is already “NO”!
“Yes, Patricia Conner. She’s a really good student, really smart … and brave too. She’s pretty and all the teachers like her.”
“Isn’t she the one who sewed the uniforms?”
“Yes, she did. She knows all about that kinda stuff, and a whole lot more. We both want to see each other away from school. It’s no big deal, just an overnight at her house. You can call her Mother.”
“And why is she asking you?”
“Because she’s my friend. Friends hang out with each other. It’s what girls do, Father.”
“I have discussed this with Enrique and we feel that it isn’t safe for you to do anything like this right now. Maybe, in the future, something might be possible, but not right now.”
“When?”
“When what?”
“When will it be safe? A week, a month, a year? I’m seventeen and it’s never been safe. I’ve been locked up in this house or some other house ever since I’ve been born! I don’t know why you let me out to go to school. If life is so dangerous, why don’t I have tutors?”
“Because I promised your mother that I would send you to a Catholic school. She insisted that I promise. I keep my promises.”
I’d always wondered why I was at St. Ann’s. I’m an okay student but nothing great. Now I know.
“Fine. So when will it be safe for me to visit a friend or have a friends visit me? I’m not staying here forever Father. When I get old enough, I’m moving out on my own.”
“And who will pay for this place?”
“I will. I’ll get a job and some roommates. At least then I’ll be able to have friends over.”
“And if I say no?”
“You can’t control me forever Father … and neither can Enrique.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It’s a waste of time but I’ll ask any way.
“What did your Dad say, Gretch?”
She plops down in the seat next to me. “No. It’s not safe. Of course, if he wasn’t a drug dealer, we wouldn’t have to worry about things like being killed or kidnapped.”
“That’s not technically true. A lot of rich people worry about the same stuff, doesn’t matter how they made their money.”
“Are you defending him?”
“Understanding isn’t agreement. He’s wrong but I can see why he thinks he’s right.”
“Doesn’t matter why he thinks he’s right or wrong. Once he’s made a decision, that’s it, game over.”
“Don’t be so sure Gretch. I’ll talk with him.”
“Talk with him? You won’t even get to see him let alone talk with him. The house is like a fortress. Guards, walls, fences, cameras and lots of guns.”
“There’s always a way in, you just hafta know what buttons to push. I’m a heck of a button pusher.”
CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR
Lou was supposed to relieve me ten minutes ago. He brought the kid home from school today and he promised he’d replace me at the monitor station as soon as he got back. I saw him drive in at least fifteen minutes ago. Give him a couple of minutes to park the car, a couple more to take a leak; he should be here by now.
I got a hot date tonight and he’s taking over until Jackson comes on at eight. I pick up my phone off the desk in front of me and enter his extension. It buzzes several times before he clicks in.
“I know, I know. I’ll be there in a minute. Raul’s just fixing me a snack.”
“More like a three course meal.” I can see what’s going on in the kitchen. Lou must be standing in the doorway out of camera range but I can see Raul packing a grocery sack with stuff. I’m lucky to get a ham sandwich out of the guy. Lou’s got to be paying him off or something. “Hurry up. I gotta be out of here by five.”
“What’s the damn hurry, your dates not till, what, eight?”
“Yeah, but I got shit to get done before then.”
“It’ll take you a hell of a lot more than three hours to try to look good.”
“Fuck you Lou. Just get here.”
The front gate buzzer went off and I snapped my head up to look at the monitor. I was so busy with that son of a bitch that I hadn’t seen anybody drive up. There’s no car in the driveway and I don’t see it right away but I notice what looks like part of a motorcycle on the left. I toggle the camera over a few degrees. There’s a girl dressed in a St. Ann’s uniform straddling a motocross type motorcycle, helmet dangling from her left hand. A rectangular bag and a long bag are strapped to the seat. She pushes the buzzer again. I pick up the microphone and click the talk switch.
“Sorry, no solicitors.”
She leans into the outside microphone.
“I’m not selling anything; I’m here to see Mr. Raymond Hobbes.”
Just like that. Just drive up to the gate and expect to see the boss. I’ll humor her.
“And whom shall I say is calling on Mr. Hobbes?”
“Patricia Conner.”
“Do you have an appointment with Mr. Hobbes, Ms. Conner?”
“No, but he knows me.”
“I’m sorry Ms. Conner. Mr. Hobbes can’t see anyone without an appointment.”
“And how do I get an appointment?”
“Call and schedule one.”
“And what is the phone number?”
“I’m sorry, that’s private.”
“I see. So you’re saying that there’s no way he’ll talk to me.”
“Hey, you’re pretty bright for a little kid. Now get the hell out of here.”
“I don’t think so.”
“What you mean by that? I said scram.”
“I heard you, I mean that I’m not going anywhere. This is a public sidewalk, on a public street and I have every legal right to stay here. Let Mr. Hobbes know that I’m going to sit right here until he agrees to see me.”
God, why do I always get the crazies? I stand up, slip my radio into my pocket and head out for the front gate. This is all I need on a Friday evening, just when I’m getting ready to go off duty. By the time I get to the gate, the girl’s already set up camp. She’s got one of those folding cloth recliners with an overhang for sun protection. Her bike is parked in the street and she’s got her open book bag next to the recliner. She’s all stretched out, reading something.
“Kid, what the hell is this all about?”
She doesn’t look up. “I’m Gretchen Hobbes’ friend. We want to see each other over the weekend but her father won’t allow it. I want to talk to him about this. It’s as simple as that.”
Seems simple. Now that she mentions Gretchen, I remember seeing them together, a lot lately, when it’s my turn to pick her up at the end of the school day. They probably hang out at school. Seems like a cute kid there … not so much when she’s causing me trouble.
“Fine, you got a beef with Hobbes. Get in line. Sitting out here’s not gonna change anything.”
“We’ll see.”
“Look, why don’t you just go home to your Mommy and Daddy, make life easy on everybody.”
Particularly me. She looks up from her book. “My Dad died several years ago, so it’s just me and my Mom now.”
Well, I walked into that one. “Yeah, sorry about your old man, kid. This isn’t gonna work. Mr. Hobbes doesn’t react well to this kinda thing.”
“I don’t react well to being ignored.”
Great. A hard head. “Look kid, I don’t know how you react when you’re upset but I do know how Mr. Hobbes reacts. I’d rather be on this side of the fence. I’ve seen you around at St. Ann’s, seem like an okay kid. Believe me, you don’t want to screw with Mr. Hobbes.”
She goes back to reading her book. “I know all about Mr. Hobbes and he thinks he knows all about me. Tell him he can learn a whole lot more if he talks with me and it won’t cost nearly as much as he paid those private investigators to spy on me and my mom.”
“I don’t get paid to relay messages kid, I get paid to keep people like you from bothering Mr. Hobbes.”
“Guess you may not get paid this week.”
Funny, really funny. I start to unlock the gate. “Kid, I don’t want to get physical about this, but I will.”
“I don’t want to get physical either so I’ll just let you know upfront that I’ve set up a webcam with 4G broadband connection. Right now we’re live on the web. You and me mixing it up out here would make a good show. I’m sure Mr. Hobbes would love the publicity.”
I freeze in my tracks and look around. Hobbes would kill me … and I mean kill me, if I did something that brought the press down on him. Smart ass kid bought herself some protection.
“So … where’s this camera at?”
“Hidden, naturally. It’s self-contained so it could be anywhere. In the trees, the bushes across the street, the light pole, darn near any place.”
“What would keep me from going on line, finding the video feed and using it to locate the camera?”
“Nothing … except that would just be one camera. How many more do you think there are?”
“I don’t think you’ve got even one camera out there. You’re bluffing.”
“Fine. Take your shot.”
She’s just sitting there, totally unconcerned. If she’s bluffing, she shouldn’t be wasting her time here, she should be playing poker at one of the Indian casinos. Looking around again, I don’t see anything unusual, but if there is something out there, it’s my ass.
It ain’t worth the chance. Stepping back behind the gate, I lock it and head back to the security office.
When I get there, Lou’s waiting for me.
“Henry, what’s the story about the kid?”
“The kid? The story is that she’s going to be a problem, though it’s not as bad as it seems.”
“Why’s that?”
“Because she was my problem and now she’s your problem. I’m outta here.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I go through two more guards before 10:30. The second wasn’t here for very long before the third one showed up and replaced him. The third guys name is Jackson, I think. Younger and in better shape than the first two. I’d seen them before, taking turns picking up and dropping Gretchen off at St. Ann’s. They may be her primary bodyguards. They seem a little smarter than Jackson. He keeps coming out and threatening me, that he’s going to kick my ass, toss me out into the street, mess me up bad, the usual macho stuff. At least he’s smart enough not to actually try something. I really don’t want to hurt any of Hobbes’ guys, but I’m not going to sit and take it either. Hopefully, the camera keeps them at bay.
It was pretty easy to build. A dedicated webcam, a router designed to handle a 4G card, and the 4G card which was bought at Walgreens for less than Forty bucks, on sale. The whole thing runs on some cell phone batteries and a solar charger. Add a simple browser on a flash drive and it all works like a charm. Right now it’s in the tree down the street.
I’d finished my reading for Chemistry when the two cops showed up, right on time. I check my watch as the first one gets out of the patrol car. It’s 12:05 am. The second one stays in the car.
“What’s going on here, Miss?”
“I’m waiting here to see Mr. Hobbes, Officer.”
“What’s your name?”
“Patricia Conner. What’s yours, Officer?”
“Officer Rowinski. Apparently Mr. Hobbes doesn’t want to see you.”
“I’ve been told that several times. I’m staying here until he changes his mind.”
“How old are you, Miss Conner?”
“Sixteen, but I’ll be seventeen in a few weeks.”
“I’m afraid that you’re violating Miami’s curfew ordinance. Anyone seventeen or younger must be off the streets by midnight on Fridays and Saturdays.”
“Is that the same ordinance that says it doesn’t apply to someone accompanied by a parent?”
“Yes, but I don’t see a parent with you out here.”
“You see that car parked over there?”
“Yeah.”
I reach into the drink holder in my chair, pull out a little two way radio and press the “talk” switch.
“Flash your lights, Mother.”
The headlights flash several times.
“That’s my mother, she’s with me tonight, so the curfew doesn’t apply. What else ya’ got?”
Officer Rowinski gives me a dirty look and walks back to the patrol car, stopping next to the passenger side so he can talk with his partner. After a few seconds of quiet conversation, Officer Rowinski returns, a cocky smile on his face.
“What else I have is loitering. If you don’t leave immediately, I’ll arrest both you and your mother for loitering.”
“Florida Statute Chapter 856.021 states it is unlawful for any person to loiter or prowl in a place, at a time or in a manner not usual for law-abiding individuals, under circumstances that warrant a justifiable and reasonable alarm or immediate concern for the future safety of persons or property in the vicinity. I’m certainly not prowling, we’ve already established that I’m not violating curfew so that takes care of the time question, and the manner, sitting here in a chair under a street lamp, does not warrant any kind of justifiable and reasonable alarm or concern for safety of persons or property in the vicinity. I’d say that I’m not loitering.”
“Well, I say you are. So it’s my word and my partner’s word against you and your Mom’s.”
“That and the video camera in the car and the recording of our conversation picked up by my radio, the one you saw me use a few minutes ago and can’t say you weren’t aware of. You try anything unlawful and we’ll sue your behind off, along with the department … and Mr. Hobbes. Plus the video goes viral in less than twelve hours. The Mayor and Chief of police will just love you. I suggest that you go back on patrol and let Mr. Hobbes fight his own fights.”
He takes a step towards me but his radio beeps. He stops, looks back at his partner in the patrol car, looks back at me, sneers and walks back to the car, where he has another relatively quiet conversation with his partner. I occasionally hear the words “bitch” and “cunt” repeated. The partner hands him a phone through the side window.
He’s got no reason to talk to anyone on a phone. The car radio connects him to the station so he’s talking to somebody else, probably one of the Hobbes security guys. Again, he’s too quiet for me to hear over the idling engine of the patrol car. Whatever he says, it doesn’t take long. He hands the phone back to his partner, walks back around to the driver’s side, gives me another sneer, opens the door, climbs in, closes the door with a resounding slam and drives off towards Mom’s car.
I need to stay right here. Mom’s got to deal with them on her own. She has to play the role of concerned but supportive mother. The patrol car stops next to hers, drivers’ windows facing each other. I can see them talking, but they’re much too far away for me to hear anything. She didn’t press talk on her radio, so I can’t listen in. The conversation only lasts about a minute, then the patrol car drives off, leaving us alone.
I don’t want to contact her right away, it’s best to show a little confidence. After a few minutes, my radio beeps.
“Yes?”
“My pulse just now dropped back to normal.”
“They left, so you did fine.”
“How do you do this for a living?”
“You get used to it.”
“Are you sure this is going to work?”
“I’m not one hundred percent sure, but it’s our best choice.”
“Hope you’re right.”
Me too.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I’m having a hard time keeping a grip on the Sunday paper, my coffee, and the bag of donuts while opening the door to the surveillance room. Eventually, I have to put the bag into my mouth to free up my right hand. When I get the door open, Jackson just sits there, watching me struggle.
“Thanks for the help.”
“You’re welcome, Lou.”
Jackass.
“The girl still there?”
“Yep.”
“Anybody tell Hobbes yet?”
“Nope.”
“Where the hell is Enrique?”
“LA. Some kinda gang dispute fucking with the distribution network.”
“So, we’re all sitting on our hands until he gets back to deal with this?”
“That’s about it.”
“Anybody think to call him and let him know what’s going on?”
“He’s probably got bigger problems to deal with than one little girl on some kinda sit in.”
I sip my coffee. “Probably right. He’ll be pissed though when he finds out how long she’s been here. It’s what, forty hours?”
“And counting.”
“Where’s the mother?”
“She’s left. Just stays here long enough to keep the cops from picking her up for a curfew violation.”
I sip my coffee again. “Gotta give the kids props, she’s thought this out. We find the camera yet?”
“Yeah, I had the tech guy, Tippett, find the web page. Gordon and Manuel tracked it down.”
“So, it’s gone, right?”
“Nope, it’s on old lady Whittman’s property.”
“OH FUCK! She hates Hobbes!”
“No shit. Don’t forget about those dogs.”
“Damn! No way does anybody get by those dogs. How the fuck did the kid get by those dogs?”
“Who knows? Either way, none of us are going to be able to touch that fucking camera. It’s got a built-in solar panel, did you know that?”
“How could I know that?”
“Tippett did some quick calculations. He figures it might be able to stay on for weeks.”
“Great. You know, the longer this goes on, the worse it is.”
“I know.”
“Somebody could tip the press or some idiot blogger could find out, bring all kinds of attention.”
“I know.”
“A cute little girl in a school uniform sitting outside a rich drug lord’s mansion, trying to see her friend. People would eat that shit with a spoon.”
“I know.”
“We should just tell Hobbes and let him deal with it.”
“I know. Go ahead.”
“Why me?”
“It ain’t gonna be me.”
“You’re a chicken shit, Jackson.”
“Then you do it, Lou. You’re the big man.”
Fuck it. Maybe Henry will do it.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“YOU FUCKING IDIOTS! SHE’S STILL HERE?!”
“Screw you Henry! We tried everything we could! We can’t touch her, not without getting caught on camera. The cops wouldn’t touch her either. She’s just one little girl, she’ll give up eventually.”
“And Hobbes will find out … eventually. Hell, he’ll find out today.”
“How?”
“He’s going to Caracas today. The chopper is due to pick him up in an hour. What does he do every time the chopper picks him up?”
“He makes a low pass around the perimeter looking for security holes.”
“And what will he see when he gets to the front gate?”
“Ooooo shit!”
“Yeah … shit.”
“What are we going to do?” asks Jackson.
“How many guys on duty right now?”
“Including us? Eight.”
“All right. You two stay here. I’ll take four other guys to the gate and see if we can intimidate her.”
“Twenty bucks says she doesn’t go, Henry” said Lou.
“I’m not taking that bet.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It got pretty darn cold last night. It always surprising what happens to the temperature after sunset. People think Miami is always warm. The average temp is warm, but the daily temp swings all over the place. Without a cloud cover, it can get cold once the sun goes down. Not Wisconsin cold, but chilly. Luckily, I brought a packable down blanket.
We take turns at night. I sleep for a couple of hours and Mom watches over me from the car, then she sleeps a couple of hours and I watch over her. That way, nobody can sneak up and mess with us. She goes home at dawn to catch up on her sleep and I stay here.
I know she feels guilty about it but I can’t have her here all the time. This needs to be my move. It’s good that Hobbes knows my Mom supports me, but it’s got to be me versus him. She brought me some cookies from home to ease her guilt. It’s a fair trade as far as I’m concerned.
I’d just opened the Tupperware bowl of cookies when five of Hobbes guys show up at the gate.
“Morning, kid.”
It’s the first guard from Friday.
“My name’s Patricia.”
“Fine. What you got there Patricia?”
“Some cookies. You want one?”
“Sure, I’ll come and get it.”
“No problem. Catch.”
I whip it his way, aiming for his head. The cookie shoots past the thick iron bars of the front gate and through the metal grate of the second gate. He manages to get a hand up in time to catch it.
“Whoa! How’d you do that?”
“Do what?”
“Get that cookie past the gate.”
“It’s no big deal. The grate has three inch openings and the cookies are about two and a half inches around. That’s a half inch margin of error, give or take.”
“No big deal huh? Do it again.”
“Sure, who else wants a cookie?”
“Throw it to me.”
“You’ve already had one; you need to share with your friends. Who else?”
This big black guy raises his hand. I fire it at him with a flick of my wrist. He catches it clean.
“See, easy” I say.
A tall blonde guy steps forward. “I’ll have one, Miss.”
The first guy looks over at him, a scowl on his face. “Who asked you, Riley?”
“What? I missed breakfast. You’ve already got yours, Henry.”
Henry and Riley. Look and remember.
“Here’s yours, Riley.”
They all end up with cookies and I get three more names, Stark, Gomez and Sidney, the black guy.
“Look, ki … Patricia, this really has gone on long enough. Mr. Hobbes will be leaving in just a few minutes by helicopter; he won’t even drive out the gate and see ya’. Nobody’s even told him you’re out here. It’s been a total waste of time. Why don’t ya’ go home and get some sleep before school tomorrow?” said Henry.
Could it be true? Might they have not told him yet? It’s possible. Unfortunately, that just means I’ll be out here longer than I originally planned. Sooner or later, he’ll find out, even if I have to have Gretchen tell him.
“No thanks. I’ll leave Monday morning for class, but I’ll be back every evening and I’m staying here until Mr. Hobbes sees me.”
“We all appreciate your spunk, but we can’t wait forever. It’s just a matter …”
I hear a helicopter start up; it’s a sound you don’t forget if you’ve ever heard it. A high pitched whine that drops to a low vibrating tone which increases in frequency as the blades speed up. If you’re nearby, you can actually feel the sweeping blades. We may be only a few hundred feet away from the helo pad. For some reason, Henry has a concerned look on his face.
“It’s just a matter of time before we have to do something unpleasant to you or your mother. You may have a camera here, but you ain’t got one at home or where your mother works, or when she’s on the way to work. Accident’s happen, if ya’ catch my drift. Why don’t ya’ just beat it right now, save us all some grief?”
This is the first time anyone’s made that kind of threat, going after Mom. If our intel is right, no one but Hobbes would authorize something like that in his own backyard. Henry’s getting desperate.
“I’m guessing that for you to do something like that, you’d have to get Mr. Hobbes’ permission, which means you would have to explain why … which you don’t want to do, for some reason. I’m not folding, I’ll play the cards I got … THANK YOU VERY MUCH!”
The copter gets really loud, I have to shout to be heard. The leaves of the nearby trees begin to flail around and a brisk dusty wind blows small debris all about us. A couple of the guards duck their heads and shield their eyes, protecting them from the flying trash. The helicopter pops up above the tree line, only about a hundred feet in the air, and starts circling the compound, coming right towards us.
Henry shakes his head and says something really profane. I can’t hear it but I can read lips. His mother would not be proud of him. Or maybe she would, hard to say for certain. By now, the copter passes directly overhead, less than two hundred feet in the air. The backwash from the rotors is tremendous. The guards fall back away from the fence, turning and twisting to protect their faces and eyes. I hold my position, not moving a muscle, staring straight at the chopper, not wanting to even blink. It pauses as it hovers right over my head for a few seconds, then continues to circle the perimeter of the house and yard. When it reaches its’ starting point, the wind begins to kick up again around the front gate. As the copter passes overhead a second time, it pauses again briefly, then rapidly gains altitude and heads for the airport. Henry is dusting himself off with his hands, a scowl on his face.
I think Hobbes saw me.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“What was all that fuss at the front gate, Jacob?”
“I don’t know, Mr. Hobbes. Nobody told me anything about it.”
“Was that one of the girl’s from St. Ann’s with some of my guards?”
“That’s what it looked like, Sir. Do you want me to call back to the house to see what’s happening?”
“No, I’d rather have you concentrate on the flying. I will ask when I return tomorrow evening for the party.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Now what, Henry?”
How the hell did this become my problem?
“How the fuck do I know? Anybody heard from Enrique?”
“Nope, he’s still in LA.”
“Fucking great.”
“Just call him.”
“Gomez, he said not to bother him unless it was an emergency.”
“So?”
“So, you want to call him and say, ‘Excuse me Enrique, we know you’re awfully busy trying to stop a gang war and all, but we’ve got this problem. A little school girl has setup camp out front by the main gate and she won’t go home, no matter what we say or do. Eight big, strong gunmen against one little girl. What should we do Enrique?’ You want to make that call, Gomez?” He looks down at his shoes. “Anybody want to make that call?” They all just stand there, looking at me. Idiots.
Suddenly, Lou smiles.
“Hey! She said she was going to leave in the morning for school on Monday.”
“She also said she was coming back. Hobbes has that private party thing set for Monday night. We’ve got to get rid of her before then.”
“What if, when she comes back, we all surround her before she gets off her bike? If she can’t get off the bike, she can’t set up camp. We don’t have to push her around, we just all stand right on top of her, don’t give her any room to move. As soon as she shows up … BANG! Were on her like ugly on an ape.”
“Won’t that look kinda weird?” asked Sidney.
“Sure,” answered Lou, “but not nearly as bad as manhandling her after she’s all comfy in her chair. It’s like passive resistance, we just crowd around her until she gives up and leaves.”
“Not bad, Lou,” I said, “not bad at all. We get the jump on her. We’re the aggressive ones, but we don’t have to hit or push anybody. If maybe she catches an elbow to the eye or mouth, that’s just her bad luck.”
I turn to face the guys. “Here’s the plan, nobody does anything tonight. We’re all just sweetness and light. Assuming she leaves in the morning, we get ready to jump her when she comes back after school.”
“What if she don’t go to school, what if she stays right here?” asks Stark.
“Then we report her to St. Ann’s. I hear their Sister Carmela could give Enrique a run for his money.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We’re gonna be cutting this close. Hobbes is due back around 5:00. The dinner party starts at 8:00. St. Ann’s gets out at 4:15. The kid should be here between 4:35 and 5:00. If we’re lucky, we catch her in the street in front of the house before she can do anything stupid … or one of our guys gets frustrated and does something stupid. Tippett keeps checking the web cam, it’s still on and broadcasting the front gate 24/7. He said there’s nothing he can do to shut it down. Mr. Genius hacker, big fucking help.
One advantage we’ve got is you can hear her coming a mile away. That bike of hers is a loud bastard. One disadvantage is there’s a lot of cars parked along the street today, we won’t get a good look at her … though she won’t get a good look at us either, so I guess that’s a wash.
The guys are just standing around, waiting. Stark and Sidney are leaning against the gate; the other three guys are near the sidewalk. Stark pops off the gate and cocks his head.
“I think I hear her” he says. He’s got young ears. Everybody goes on alert. In a few seconds, we all hear it. The pitch is lower, she’s moving slower than before. I adjust my ear piece and key my radio.
“See anything Lou?” He’s in the surveillance room, watching the cameras.
“Nothing, too many cars … wait … yeah, I got her. On your left. She’s moving slow, hugging the cars. Looks like she’s trying to sneak in. Stupid kid.”
I point left and everybody snaps to attention. I stretch up as high as I can.
There she is. You just catch an occasional glimpse of her helmet between cars, she must be hunched over the handle bars. Lou’s right, the engine is just practically idling, she’s just creeping along. It doesn’t make much sense, it’s still noisy, just not as bad as coming in at full throttle.
“Alright, everybody get ready. We want to keep her in the street and on the bike.” There’s a cargo van parked near the driveway. “Crouch down near the van. When she gets past it, we rush her and slide with her as she comes by. Keep moving. If she doesn’t stop, we don’t stop her, just ride her down the street until she’s past the entrance.”
They all nod their heads, acknowledging they heard me. We take our positions around the front of the van, keeping low. I can’t see anything.
“Talk to me, Lou.”
“Get ready, she’s coming … fifty feet … forty feet … thirty … twenty … even slower … ten … get ready …”
I see the front wheel of the bike roll past the bumper of the van.
“GO!”
We all swarm her as she guns the bike a little, jumping a couple of feet forward. Jackson stumbles a bit but the rest of us are all over her, moving right along, across the front of the driveway.
Except, it’s not her. Same bike, same helmet but the rider’s much bigger, maybe even a guy. Whoever it is, they don’t react, they just keep driving. The guys keep moving with the bike, though a couple of them look confused.
“I don’t think it’s her, Henry.”
No shit, Lou. By now, we all know it. I stop, as does Sidney and Gomez but the rest of the guys keep going.
“Henry! She’s behind you!”
I turn to look but the van pulls away from the curb, heading right at us; we jump out of the way as it accelerates down the street. Whoever’s on the bike hits the gas, pulling away from Jackson and Stark, who also have to dodge the van. When I look back at the gate, the girl is sitting in her original spot, same chair, same book bag, wearing shades and a smile.
“I’ve got brownies today. Anyone hungry?”
I look around. There’s six of us, scattered down the street, all at least thirty feet away from the entrance, some more like sixty feet.
Very nicely done … very impressive.
I walk back towards her.
“Careful, Henry. Remember the camera.”
I key the radio. “I remember. Why didn’t you say something?”
“I did! I was busy watching the motorcycle when all of a sudden, the van door opened and she jumped out! You guys were all running the other way. She was out of that van like a shot!”
By now, I’m standing right next to the chair, towering over her. “Neat trick, Patricia. Got any more up your sleeve?”
She looks up at me. “Lots. I didn’t think you were going to just let me stroll right up here and set up. You had a good idea though.”
“But yours’ was better, right?”
She shrugs. “I wouldn’t say that, exactly.” She reaches into her bag and pulls out a big brownie wrapped in clear plastic. “Here, have one as a peace offering. I made them this morning. Just remember not to inhale when biting; you’ll choke on the powdered sugar.”
I ignore the brownie. “You think you’re pretty smart, don’t ‘ya?”
“Sometimes … sometimes not so much.”
“And what about this time?”
“Guess we’ll just have to see. Sure you don’t want the brownie? It’s fifty fifty dark chocolate and milk chocolate. Most people don’t care for full dark chocolate, too bitter. I’ve found that if you mix the two, you still get the bite of dark and the sweetness of milk.”
“No thanks. We’re not done yet, you and I. You got that?”
“I do.”
I turn back towards the other guys. “Let’s go.”
We all file back onto the property through the gates and back to the surveillance room. Lou’s waiting for us.
“Where’s mine?”
“Where’s your what?”
“My brownie.”
“What the hell you talking about, Lou?”
“They all got one.”
I look back at the guys. They’ve all got one of the kid’s brownies in their hands, some are half eaten. I can’t believe it.
“Are you idiots out of your minds? You’re just encouraging her!”
“She was just handing them out” said Stark.
“Have you tried one of these?” said Sidney. “This is the best damn brownie I’ve ever eaten. Hell, it’s the best damn sweet I’ve ever eaten.”
“Would you morons put those away, we’ve got to come up with some way to get rid of this kid.”
They all reluctantly put the brownies down. Riley slips one to Lou, who grins and winks at him.
“Well?”
“Well, what Henry?”
“Who’s got an idea on how to get rid of this kid?”
They all look at each other, not an idea between the bunch of ‘em.
“Henry,” said Lou, “this was our best bet. As long as that camera’s watching us, we can’t do shit without raising a stink. If that happens, Hobbes is all over us. We’re screwed.”
“I know.” I pick up one of the brownies, unwrap it and take a bite.
Damn! That is good.
Peter/Patricia final gets her face to face meeting with Raymond Hobbes. Themes and Elements apply to entire story, Rating applies to this submission. Thanks to Marina Kelly and Robyn Hoode for editing assistance.
SEVERANCE PAY
CHAPTER TWENTY FIVE
She said I didn’t need to come back once I returned the van to the rental company but I had to see how she was doing. I had my doubts about the whole thing but Patricia was right about everything … so far. Cruz did exactly as she told him, stay low and tight to the parked cars, ease in at about ten miles per hour, then just keep ahead of the men at the gate as they chase him. He was the first diversion and I was the second. I had rented the van and picked her up immediately after the second to last period at school. We made up a doctor’s appointment to get Patricia out early so that we could set up near the gate before they expected.
How did she know it was all going to work so well? I keep forgetting how much experience she has at this kind of thing. All I see when I look at her is a beautiful young girl … and I’m so afraid when she’s taking on Hobbes’ thugs all by herself.
I manage to find an open spot on the street less than a hundred feet from the entrance. Sitting low in my seat, I can see Patricia in her folding chair, calmly reading a book. A couple of the guards are pacing around behind the gate. They look anxious. One of them stops walking and claps his left hand to his ear, like he’s listening to something. He says something to the other guard and they both start scanning the sky.
I don’t hear or see anything at first, but then I recognize the faint sounds of an engine, which quickly grow louder. Soon, I can also hear the regular thwump of a helicopter’s rotor approaching the house. None of the guards are doing anything extra, so they must be expecting it. Maybe Hobbes is on board.
I’d give everything I have and ever will have for a Stinger missile right now. I’d blow Hobbes from the sky and we’d be done with all this. Patricia and I could go home. When the helicopter appears, flying in low from the sea, in my mind, I carefully aim the launching tube at the approaching machine, envisioning Hobbes in the pilot’s seat, blissfully unaware that death is only seconds away.
As the helicopter draws closer, it slows and drops down, until it is just a few hundred feet above the tree tops, barely moving in the sky. God! How hard would it actually be to buy a Stinger? Or maybe the Russian equivalent? He’s just sitting there, fat, dumb and happy. The helicopter moves forward, above the fence, following the border of the property, until it reaches the gate. It pauses there and actually drops down closer. Patricia doesn’t get up, but she puts down her book and stare’s right up at the machine, never blinking despite the dusty air swirling around her. It’s just there for a few moments before it moves on, continuing to circle the mansion, following along the fence like he’s searching for something. After about a minute, the helicopter pivots in a half circle, moves over the compound, drops below some trees and eventually falls silent.
The neighbors must love all that noise.
Patricia goes back to her book. The guards just stand there, looking at each other, quietly talking and shaking their heads. Suddenly, they both go stiff, one of them looking at the radio attached to the other one’s belt. Neither one moves for several seconds before the one with the radio slowly places his left hand to his left ear as before. He appears to say something, then moves off away from the gate, the other guard patting him on the shoulder as he walks away.
Patricia just sits there, still reading. I hope she knows what she’s doing.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It took Henry several minutes to reach my office after I had him called. He has always been a loyal, if unimaginative, employee. Too much intelligence in a guard can be a negative. You want them smart enough to do their job, to recognize trouble before it happens, but not so smart that they start getting ideas about advancement. Enrique is the exception; he has demonstrated his loyalty several times over. If he had been here, this problem with the girl would have been resolved days ago, I am sure of this. There’s a knock at my door.
“Yes?”
“You wanted to see me, Mr. Hobbes?”
“I did. Come in.”
He carefully opens the door, head and eyes angled down, then shuffles into the room, closing the door behind him, stopping a few feet in front of my desk. So far, he is showing the proper respect. He says nothing, waiting for me to speak.
“Why didn’t anybody tell me there was a young girl camped out in front of my home for the last four days?”
“We didn’t want to bother you, Sir. We assumed that we could get her to leave … but she wouldn’t go.”
“Did any of you think to call Enrique?”
“We thought about it but didn’t want to bother him, seeing as he was in LA trying to solve that gang dispute.”
“What do you know about the problem in Los Angeles?”
“NOTHING! He just told us he was going to be out of town for a few days and to only contact him if there was an emergency of some kind. We didn’t think one little girl was an emergency.”
Under normal circumstances, he would be right.
“And yet, she is still sitting outside of my gate. The same gate my guests will be using in less than two hours. How do I explain her presence?”
“I don’t know, Sir.”
“What exactly does she want?”
“She says she’s a friend of Gretchen’s, she wants to talk with you about her. We told her that you don’t see someone just because they want to talk with you. I gave her the old appointment routine but she didn’t take the hint. Somehow, she got a wireless webcam in the trees inside of old lady Whittman’s compound … you know, the lady who raised all that hell when you put in your helipad?”
“I remember.”
“Well, she’s got several guard dogs … really mean bastards, so there was no way to get to the camera. Tippett tried to shut it down but no luck. The webcam was watching her twenty four hours a day. We couldn’t do anything to her without possibly causing you a public relations problem.”
There was a good example of intelligence. Most guards would have just forced her off the sidewalk, throwing her into the street. Henry considered the possible consequences of such an action, and rightly rejected that option. Enrique would have done the same but he would have found a solution.
I look at my watch. Only an hour and half before my guests begin to arrive. There isn’t any other option available.
“Find Gretchen and bring her here.”
“Yes, Sir. Right away.”
Henry hurries from my office. Happy to get away without being fired, no doubt. This girl seems to have put some planning into her actions. I had watched a reply of the video from earlier. She had my men chasing their tails while she swooped in. Very impressive. Not the impulsive type. Another knock at my door.
“Yes?”
Gretchen pushes it open and tentatively walks in. I rotate the monitor on my desk so that she can see the display from the live camera at the gate.
“Do you know this girl?”
She leans in towards the screen to get a better look, then her eyes grow large.
“Ye … yes, I do.”
“Who is she?”
“My friend, Patricia Conner. How long has she been out there?”
“Apparently, the last four days.”
“WHAT!?”
“You knew nothing about this?”
“No! She said she would get you to talk with her … but she didn’t say how.”
“And why exactly would she need to talk with me?”
Gretchen says nothing, looking away. She doesn’t like confrontations. It’s something she will have to get past if she is ever going to take over the family business some day.
“Gretchen, I want an answer.”
She turns her head to look at me. “We want to see each other outside of school. We want to do stuff, to hang out. She asked me to come over to her house last weekend and you said no.”
“I said not at this time.”
“Which means no. She wants to talk to you about it. She says she can talk you into letting me see her.”
“And how does she propose to do that?”
“I don't know … she's …”
“She's what?”
Gretchen glares at me. “She's different. She's not like the other girls. She's kind and brave and smart and good. We're best friends. Please don't ruin this like you have everything else in my life, Father.”
What is she talking about? How have I ruined her life? I have given her everything! Before I can respond, she runs from the office. I know from experience, when she runs away, there is no use talking to her for at least an hour.
There isn't any choice now.
“Henry!” He's at my door immediately. “Bring the girl to me.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It's not just a big lawn past the gate. There's a lot of trees and bushes along with flower beds. He's got to have several full time grounds guys. There's also surveillance cameras everywhere. A few are obvious but more are hidden. I'm going to have to get inside the security center somehow. Henry's leading me up the driveway to the main front door. I can hear a lot of activity inside as we walk up the steps.
He opens the doors and we step through, into a brilliant white three story atrium with golden staircases on both sides, an enormous crystal chandelier hanging from the ceiling and an elevator in the back.
Typical nouveau rich opulence.
“Nice place.”
“Keep it up kid and you'll get your head handed to you. If I'm lucky, I'll get to be the one who hands it.”
“What? You don't think it's a nice place? You should see my house.”
“Stuff it. Give me that bag.”
“Why?”
“Because everything gets run through the metal and explosive detectors and everybody gets scanned. You don't have anything to hide, do you?”
“No, I'm just not a fan of radiation. How long you been operating those machines?”
“Years.”
“Had a check-up lately?”
“Very funny.”
He drops the side of what I thought was a big book cabinet, exposing a rubber conveyor belt. Next, he slides a door aside, revealing a monitor. He drops my bag onto the belt, pulls a hand scanning wand from the drawer below the monitor and passes it over my body as my bag works its way through the machine. I'm clean, except for my watch. I half expected the metal in my head to trigger the wand. It may have been my imagination, but I swear I heard a slight warble when he scanned the top of my head, though it may have been the barrette I'm wearing.
The bag emerges from the scanner and Henry turns to the monitor. Apparently, he saw something, because he opened the bag and pulled out a box.
“What’s in here?”
“They’re for Mr. Hobbes.”
He opened the box. “What are they?”
“Electronic bugs I found in my house, the ones he had planted there. I disabled all of them.”
He smiled. “You’re going to go in there and accuse Raymond Hobbes of having your house bugged?”
“There’s no accusation. He had it done, it’s a fact.”
He closes the box and puts it back in my bag. “Good luck with that one, kid. Come on.”
Henry walked across the atrium, past what appeared to be a formal dining room which was full of activity, people setting tables, flowers being arranged.
“What’s going on in there?”
“None of your business. Keep walking.”
I follow him through the house until we reach a large ornate door.
“Well kid, this is what you asked for. Hope you enjoy it.”
I don’t think he means it. He knocks on the door.
“Come in, Patricia” a voice calls out from the other side of the door.
Here we go.
I open the door and step through, closing it behind me. Hobbes is sitting at his large, highly polished, wooden desk, leaning back in his swivel chair, hands on the desk, fingers interlaced. Everything is neat and clean, no stacks of papers for me to rifle through. There’s a computer monitor to his left, along with a keyboard and a mouse. I don’t see any CPU, it may be stashed under the desktop. There is a large picture of his dead wife on the wall behind him and several wooden filing cabinets against the wall to his right, but the cabinets look larger than usual, more space between the drawers, more space around the drawers. They’re probably fireproof and waterproof, with extra security features built in. I think I see a fingerprint touch pad by each individual drawer.
Impressive.
I slowly look around the room. Nice, comfortable furniture. No plants. Artwork on the walls, likely originals. There are a number of photos, probably family. There are several of a young couple and then the same couple with a child. Hobbes and his parents, I’d wager. Then there are several of a young boy with a group of tough looking men, all dressed as gauchos and holding the reins of their horses. The background looks like a ranch of some kind. There’s what looks like a bola sitting on his desk, the leather straps wound tightly together, the three fist-size rocks locked together in a triangle. It’s more personal than the rest of the house, like a decorator did the places people would see but he did the places where he was going to live. Seeing his bedroom would be interesting.
“You have caused quite a lot of trouble for such a small girl.”
So that’s how he’s going to play it. Fine.
“All I wanted was a few minutes of your time to talk with you about Gretchen. That hardly seems like an imposition. Most caring fathers would want to know if their daughter was having difficulties. Apparently, the trouble was your people didn’t want to tell you I was outside asking to see you. Their incompetence isn’t my problem … it’s yours.”
He bristles at that. “They were following my orders.”
“Then I’m sorry. It wasn’t their incompetence; it was your … lack of foresight.”
He smiles tightly. “Were you going to say something other than ‘lack of foresight’?”
“Yes, but my mother taught me to be polite, whenever possible.”
“To bad she didn’t teach you to show the proper respect.”
“She taught me that respect is earned. Also, that respect is a two way street, you don’t get it if you don’t give it. On that point …” I reach into my bag, take out the box of electronic bugs, and toss it onto his desk. It slides to a stop next to his right hand “… I believe these are yours. I’m sure you paid for them, one way or another.”
He opens the box and dumps the contents onto his desk. “What are these?”
“Electronic bugs, listening devices. I found them in my home. They were put there by the people you hired to spy on me and my mother.”
“I know nothing about that.”
“Lying to someone is a sign of disrespect, Mr. Hobbes.”
That he didn’t like. He leans forward in his chair, hands planted on the desk top, fingers spread, elbows locked. “You do not speak to me in such a manner! Do you know who I am?”
“Yes, Mr. Raymond Hobbes, drug kingpin. The head of the largest criminal organization in the Southeastern United States, possibly the entire country, the details are a little fuzzy. Your primary source of income is drug sales but you dabble in other areas, prostitution, gambling, and so on. It’s good to have a diverse income stream.”
He REALLY didn’t like THAT. He’s up, out of his chair, leaning over the desk, as close to me as he can get without jumping over the desk. “NO ONE SAYS SUCH THINGS TO ME! HOW DARE YOU ACCUSE ME OF THESE CRIMINAL ACTS! I AM A LEGITIMATE BUSINESSMAN!”
“Then you should talk to Google, because when I searched your name, all kinds of interesting things showed up.”
“Google!?”
“You know, Google, the Search Engine. Haven’t you ever Googled yourself? Oh, you really should try it. Wikipedia has several articles where you are prominently mentioned too. All in all, they paint a very interesting portrait. But I don’t really care about all that; I’m just here because of Gretchen.”
“There are certainly unfounded rumors about me, created by competitors to sully my good name, but I have never been convicted of a single criminal act!”
“Look Mr. Hobbes, I truly don’t care about how you make your money. This isn’t a courtroom and neither of us is on trial. We both know who you are and how you make a living and that’s all cool and everything. I don’t know any details about your enterprises and I don’t want to know, it’s none of my business and I want to keep it that way. As far as I’m concerned, you sell widgets. But don’t think I’m stupid either. You asked me if I knew who you are and I told you the truth, we both know that. I told you about someone bugging my home and you lied about it … and we both know that too.”
He settles back into his chair. “There is no evidence tying me to anyone who MAY have checked into your background.”
“There you go with the evidence thing again. I don’t see a judge or jury or a bunch of lawyers here. I understand, you’re worried about who might be friends with Gretchen, any father would. But other parents call each other, talk, feel each other out. They don’t have people sneak in and plant bugs to spy on you in the privacy of your own home! My mother practically freaked out when I found those darn things. How would you like it if someone did something like that to you?”
He actually looks a little embarrassed. “Many have tried.”
“Well, that kinda goes along with the territory, don’t cha’ think? But, hey, I’m not asking for an apology, I don’t expect an apology. That’s probably why you thought it was okay and all. But Mom and I, we’re just regular people. I sorta expected something like this when I decided to be friends with your daughter, but Mom is pretty darn upset about the whole thing. I had to convince her that Gretchen was worth all the trouble, that it’s not her fault that she has you for a dad.”
He starts to rev up again. “And exactly where have I failed my daughter!?”
“How many other girls have you had to check out because they were friends with Gretchen?”
He doesn’t answer right away. He’s thinking about lying to me again when the phone rings. He picks it up.
“Yes … what time is it? … well, keep them entertained for a few minutes … I should not be much longer … five minutes at the most.” He hangs up and returns his attention to me.
“You were the first.”
HA! Breakthrough!
“That’s because I’m her first and only friend at St. Ann’s.”
“How can that be? She’s a wonderful girl!”
“I know that. She stood up with me when things were tough at school, when it would have been a lot easier to do nothing. I know she’s great. Others do to, but it’s not the other girls, it’s their parents. They also know who you are and they don’t want their daughters associating with a girl who has a father … well, a father in your line of work.”
“I have never been convicted of …”
“Yeah, yeah, yeah, I get it, no convictions. But that’s not the standard parents use. If Gretchen were friends with a girl whose father was a suspected child molester, would you say ‘well, the man was never convicted of molesting those ten other girls, so he must be a fine fellow’? Of course not! You’d tell her to keep far away from that girl and her family. Well, I’m afraid that you’re that child molester … not an actual child molester, obviously, but you get my point, right?”
“So … you are saying that my daughter has no friends because of me.”
“That and you keep her cooped up in this place. When was the last time she got to go anywhere without bodyguards?”
“It’s a dangerous world.”
“Particularly for ‘legitimate businessmen’?”
“Rich businessmen and their families … legitimate or otherwise. It is prudent to take precautions.”
“There is protection and over-protection. No one has ever attacked Gretchen in any way.”
“How do you know that?”
“That’s what she says.”
“Maybe she’s never been attacked because no one has ever gotten a chance due to my security.”
“Maybe it’s because no one cares.”
“I am not prepared to take that chance.”
“I can see why you’d think that way, given what happened to your parents. It’s only natural that …”
“What do you know about my parents?!”
“Google … remember?”
“Ah yes, Google. Perhaps I should have saved my money and just typed ‘Patricia Conner’ and pushed enter.”
“You’re famous, I’m not. You won’t find much about me on Google, just a couple of Science Fair Awards.” Thank you Witness Protection. “Besides, your people were looking for more personal details about us than found in the open information sources.”
His phone rang again. He picked it up.
“YES! … how long? … I will be there when I am done with this interview … however long it takes.” He hangs up.
“Am I keeping you from your dinner party? I can come back later.”
He waives his hand dismissively. “They will wait for me.”
I bet they will. “Anyway, back to Gretchen. She’s really upset about you not letting her come over to my house. You’ve checked us out, we’re totally normal people. You can even send the body guards; they can stay outside and watch all they want.”
“That is not as safe as this house, not nearly as safe.”
“True, but she won’t stay in this house forever. She’ll soon be eighteen and free to go wherever she wants. If you don’t start giving her the chance to live something resembling a normal life, she’ll be out like a shot. And that would be the wrong thing for her to do.”
“What?”
“She’s not ready to live in the real world. Her entire life has been spent in the lap of luxury. She’s got no idea what it’s like out here. Her total lack of experience with relationships will make her a target for the most unscrupulous people.”
Hobbes looks confused. “I thought you were here to support Gretchen?”
“I am. She needs to start to learn how regular people live their lives. She can do great things but not from inside these walls. Unfortunately, she’s not remotely ready. If you can’t start to loosen your grip, she’ll bolt as soon as she can and meet the real world cold turkey. Usually, the real world wins and it ain’t pretty.”
“Then you should try to persuade her that I am correct.”
“Because you’re not. How you gonna keep her here? Tie her up? Lock her door? Threaten her life? The only thing you’ve got is money. Are you going to bribe her? Tell the truth, can you respect anybody who takes a bribe?”
He doesn’t say anything right away. I know the answer but he’s not ready to deal with it in his own family, not yet.
“Do you want to put your own daughter in that position? The other option is to threaten to cut off your support if she moves out. Then you have to ask, can you respect someone who knuckles under to threats?”
Still no answer, but I’ve got him coming and going.
“The only way this works is if Gretchen wants to stay here, and that’s only going to happen if she gets some freedom to live they way she wants, and that means she sees her only friend outside of school. She’ll be safe, trust me. Send her guards, my mom will accept it, as long as they only watch from outside. She won’t be happy, but she’ll accept it.”
“Why won’t she be happy?”
“Well … I may not care about how you make your money but she’s not nearly as open minded. She refuses to let me stay here, she’s worried about … bad influences.”
“Why should your mother’s concerns about bad influences be more important than my concern’s about my daughter’s safety? Would your mother accept my assurances that you would be well treated?”
“Uuhhh, probably not.”
“Then why should I accept her assurances about Gretchen’s safety at your home? We seem to be at an impasse.”
“I see your point; you both have problems with each other. I gotta tell you, that stuff with the bugs really poisoned the water. My Mom is very upset with you.”
“I understand her distress, but my concerns are equally valid.”
I don’t want to screw this up now. He’s right where I want him. After fifteen seconds of assorted facial expressions demonstrating frustration and thoughtfulness, I go for it.
“The important thing here is Gretchen. If she doesn’t get some help, the stuff is going to hit the fan. If you promise to consider letting her come to my house, I’ll start off visiting at your house, but you’ve got to promise me to let her come to my home as soon as you’re comfortable with it. Do we have a deal?” I offer him my hand. He hesitates.
“Will you be able to persuade your mother to accept this?”
“She’ll be a tough sell, but she trusts my judgment. I can also take care of myself and she knows it. I think she’ll go along with it.”
He grabs my hand and shakes it. “If she does, then we have an agreement. Do you wish to tell Gretchen?”
“It would be better if it came from you, you’ll get more credit in her eyes.”
“Good idea.” He shakes his finger at me. “The report did not do you justice; you are a very smart girl.”
“Wikipedia probably needs to ease off you too.”
“Who writes for this Wikipedia?”
“Anybody can, they just have to submit it to the editors.”
“I may read it myself, there may need to be some corrections.” He stands up and buttons his jacket. “I am afraid that I have been a poor host tonight but it has been worth it. Henry will see you out. I look forward to speaking with you in the future; you are very mature for your age.”
“When you lose a parent when you’re young, you learn a lot about life very quickly. It changes you. I lost my father, Gretchen lost her mother, and you lost both your parents and a wife. No one can experience those kinds of losses and remain a child.”
“Quite true, quite true.” He bowed slightly toward me. “Good night, Patricia.”
“Good night, Mr. Hobbes.”
As he left the room, Henry came in. Hobbes spoke to him.
“Henry, please show Ms. Conner the way out and make sure to treat her well. We shall be seeing more of her in the future … I hope.”
“Uuhhh yes … sir. Absolutely, Mr. Hobbes.”
I fought the urge to smirk at Henry. I wanted to get out of here as soon as possible. As we retraced our path through the house back to the front door, I kept my eyes locked straight forward, wearing my best poker face. Henry glanced back at me several times, but he was smart enough not to say anything until he could figure out what had just happened and where I would fit into his future.
My stuff was waiting for me as I walked out the gate. Almost immediately, Mom drove up in our car. I tossed my stuff into the back seat and climbed into the passenger side front.
“Well?” she asked.
“Just drive” I replied, slumping in my seat. She pulled away from the curb, saying nothing. After a few blocks, I reached out with my left hand, placing it on top of her right hand, squeezing it gently.
“We’re in.”
CHAPTER TWENTY SIX
“He wants to see us, both of us.”
Patricia frowns and shakes her head.
“No way, Mom. We’re almost inside and it’s stupid to take that kind of risk. We should keep to the dead drops.”
“Daniel is insistent. We might as well pick the time and the place to prevent him from just showing up.”
“He wouldn’t do that, he’s not that dumb.”
“He considers this to be his operation, that we work for him.”
“Huh. Maybe he should be in here instead of me.”
Patricia has been very reluctant to talk about Daniel for some time. While they weren’t exactly friends at the start, there seemed to be professional respect. Ever since the transfer, she has become increasingly agitated when ever his name is mentioned
“Don’t be that way, Patricia. No one is questioning what you’ve accomplished. Daniel is technically in charge. This is a Department of Justice operation and he’s their representative.”
“Okay, fine. Then you’re my representative, you talk with him.”
“What is going on here, Patricia? Daniel’s not being unreasonable. He has people to answer to. He’s entitled to know what is going on. Yes, he can be kept informed by written notes but the occasional meeting is not out of line. Why are you objecting to this?”
She slumps back in her seat. “I don’t know. Every time I think about him, I just … get upset. I can’t tell you why because I don’t KNOW why.”
“Could you be …”
“Be what?”
“They say that there is a fine line between hate and love.”
“EEEEEEWWWWW GROOOOSSSSS! Don’t even think that Mother! How could you think that!? What have I EVER done to make you THINK that!?”
“Nothing, but I was just …”
“Don’t ever say that again! And if you EVER say something like that to Lipscomb … I’ll … I’ll …”
“Understood, Patricia. So when do you want to meet with Daniel?”
She gives me a sideways glance, head cocked to the side. “You’re pretty darn mean, you know that? You win. We’ll see him …” She reaches into her bag and takes out her PDA. It’s an old Palm Pilot that she got off Craig’s List. She says that it’s old technology but works just fine. “… Wednesday, at Dr. Matthews. I’ve got a check-up scheduled. He can sneak in the back.” She closes the cover on the PDA. “If he can’t make it, then I guess we won’t be meeting.”
“I’ll let him know.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Lipscomb called me, he wanted to schedule an appointment to meet for an “examination” on Wednesday. We used the code in case someone was bugging my phone. I think the security precautions are excessive. Even if someone is watching Patricia and Jessica, why would they watch everyone they have contact with?
Regardless, I schedule him for the half hour before Patricia. I am looking forward to seeing her. These monthly exams are really much too infrequent but Lipscomb felt that anything more often would raise suspicion. Security again! I wish they would leave Patricia and I alone so that I could complete my research as quickly as possible.
Lipscomb arrives right on time, but enters through the back entrance. If someone had heard our phone conversation, would they not have expected him to come through the front door? I will never understand these undercover techniques.
“Hello, Daniel. Would you care for a cup of coffee?”
“Thank you Thomas. Black. Have you heard from Peter or Jessica?”
“No, I assume they will be here on time, as scheduled. They have always arrived promptly in the past. Are you concerned about something?”
“I am concerned that this is taking so long. Harris should have been able to accomplish much more by now. I’m beginning to think that he’s having too much fun posing as a young girl.”
“Why would you think that? He seemed quite reluctant to sublimate his personality at the beginning. He has adapted very well to the situation but never expressed any happiness about it. Most men would not desire to spend time as a girl.”
“I think that because I was in that body, I experienced the physical possibilities, the potential. Also, he doesn’t have much to return to.”
“What do you mean?”
“His original body. It’s in very bad shape. Why would you want to return to that when you can have a young, vigorous, sexy body?”
“Of the wrong sex, Daniel.”
“A minor issue, Thomas.”
“A minor issue? I would think that would be the major issue. Besides, I have been able to do some repairs to Peter’s original body.”
“Repairs? What are you talking about?”
“Mostly to his arthritic joints and damaged lungs.”
He looks up at me through furrowed eyebrows.
“I don’t remember Peter authorizing these ‘repairs’. Did I miss something?”
“No, no, you didn’t. It’s just that I’ve had the time and the body is just laying there. You know what they say about idle hands.”
“I know what lawyers say about unauthorized medical treatments. It’s called malpractice plus assault and battery.”
“How could he object to improving the quality of his life once he returns to that body?”
“Thomas, it was cutting corners that brought you to my attention. In this case, Peter is still around to object. Very loudly and very violently. I’d suggest that you stop making any unauthorized repairs, don’t even mention what you’ve already done. Maybe it can all be explained away as part of the process, an unanticipated side effect. Thankfully, the release he signed covers something like that. It doesn’t cover intentional torts. I don’t want to give him any excuse to bring this operation to a premature end. Do you understand me?”
“Yes, I understand, but I can’t believe that he would have a problem with what I’ve done.”
“From here on out, Thomas, do nothing without my prior approval. I’m afraid that your judgment can not be trusted.”
MY judgment? He’s the one with the problem, not me! Those filthy subroutines. He talks of anger; perhaps I should share with Peter what’s buried deep within the silicon portion of his brain. I’m sure he would forget about any possible objections to a new and improved body.
Unfortunately, I remain under Lipscomb’s thumb. “Certainly Daniel … what ever you say. I have no desire to upset the apple cart at this late stage of the game.”
“Good. I’m glad we understand each other.” He glances at his watch. “Where the hell are they?”
“Patience Daniel, they won’t be long.”
* * * *** * * * ***
Patricia is reluctant to even come into Thomas’ lab. She’s been here often and there’s been no real problem before, but today, she is intentionally lagging behind. I try to lighten her mood.
“Come on, slowpoke, let’s go. We finally have good news to deliver. We should be celebrating!”
“We celebrate when we’re done and not before. Every step brings us closer to both success and failure. No one has ever gotten this close to Hobbes before. Technically, I’m not even inside yet. He could always change his mind. Every time we make progress, we gotta be that much more cautious, more careful. A single mistake and we’re goners. That’s why this meeting is so stupid.”
“Stop moping about it. We go in, Thomas gives you the usual check-up, which you will pass with flying colors, Daniel will congratulate you for your brilliance and we go home.”
“Humph” she snorts.
Patricia can be moody, particularly at the lower Blue settings but she’s at Fifty Blue right now, Thomas likes her to spend at least the hour before tests at that level.
When we walk in, Thomas and Daniel are sitting in the waiting room. Daniel stands and smiles.
“Well here you are, finally. How are you beautiful ladies today?”
“Stuff it” Patricia mumbles.
“What was that, Peter?”
“Nothing Lipscomb … nothing at all.”
“I would like to do the tests first, if you don’t mind Daniel” said Thomas. “Patricia needs to be in a relaxed state and your presence sometimes … upsets her.”
“Whatever you say Thomas, you’re the Doctor.” He chortles like it was some kind of joke. I don’t get it; neither does Thomas from the look on his face.
“Yes, I am … come along Patricia. You two can wait out here, please.”
Patricia follows Thomas through the doors into the lab. Just as she’s about to close them, she steps back, turns her head and looks at me.
“You can tell him, if you want.” Then she shuts the door.
Daniel looks at me with interest. “Tell me what?”
I sit down and settle back in the chair. “Patricia is in.”
“Finally! It’s about time!”
“‘Finally’”!? Not ‘thank you’ or ‘good job’ or how about ‘tremendous news’?”
“Don’t get me wrong, Jessica. I’m certainly appreciative of all your efforts. It just seems that you have taken your own sweet time getting to this point. How hard could it have been?”
God, what a buffoon! No wonder Patricia dislikes him. I should kick him in the shins … or perhaps higher. “Daniel, you have no idea what Patricia has gone through to reach this point. What she, what I have had to endure. I truly believe that no one else on the face of the earth could do what she has done. No one.”
“I know Peter is qualified. That’s why I hired him. I’m just saying he could have been faster. Sometimes, I think he enjoys being a girl just a little too much … if you know what I mean.”
“Stuff it, Daniel!”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The test results were all fine, no obvious changes from the prior exam, allowing for Patricia’s slightly agitated state. Lipscomb does that to people. I wanted to speak with her privately after the tests were done.
“How are you feeling, overall?”
“Fine. No physical problems.”
“How do you feel mentally? Any breaks in consciousness, black-outs, lost minutes or hours?”
“No. Nothing like that. Should there be?”
“No. It would just be evidence of a separation of the two parts of the brain. Where one side might take over and the other side be unaware.”
“Do you expect that to happen? Should I be worried?”
“Not at all. I am just covering all possibilities.”
“Thank heaven.” She picks up her bag and starts to rummage through it. “You shouldn’t worry me like that, Dr. Matthews.” She removes a small flat plastic case from her purse, flips it open, and brings it close to her face. There appears to be a mirror in the upper half of the case because Patricia is looking closely at it while tilting her head left and right. She reaches back into the purse and removes a metallic tube, about the size of my small finger. She pulls off the top and twists it, exposing a red, colored center, which she carefully applies to her lips while viewing herself in the small mirror. I believe it is lipstick. I glance at the controller on my desk. It is set on Blue Fifty.
“What are you doing, Patricia?”
“Oh … sorry, nervous habit.” She closes the case and caps the tube, dropping them both in her bag. “They don’t let us wear much in the way of makeup at school so I wait until I’m out to fix my face up right. I don’t use a lot, but a little can go a long way, don’t you agree?”
She coquettishly cocks her head slightly to the side and down, smiling impishly, and looking up at me through her long, dark lashes.
“Yes … I see. Ahh, you are a very attractive … girl, Patricia.”
She wrinkles her nose at me. “Thanks. I try.”
“It shows. How are your nightmares? Still there?”
She closes her eyes and sighs. “Oh yes, practically every night. What’s weird is that I’m always Peter, never Patricia. That is if I’m anyone in particular.”
“What do you mean?”
“You know, dreams can get really strange sometimes. Stuff can be happening to you and you not know who you are at the time. It’s all abstract and weird.”
“I see. Well, unfortunately, I’m not a psychiatrist so the dream interpretation will have to be done by someone else.”
“Have you thought of a way to stop them?”
“I think it’s impossible, or at least unhealthy, to chemically stop you from dreaming. Dreams fill an important role in the sleep cycle. I can understand that a continuing stream of bad dreams would be upsetting, but they are likely playing a vital role in stress relief, which you have been under for some time.”
“I know. I’ve been reading up on the subject. Actually, I’ve been reading a lot of subjects. It’s amazing! I can read practically anything and, if I understand it, the information is instantly accessible. If I’m not quite sure what it means, the information is, like, filed away but it comes back later when I’ve had time to think about it or get additional information that makes the original understandable. It doesn’t matter what subject, it’s all there. Computers, Philosophy, Politics, Economics, all kinds of stuff. Any way I could keep all this info when I go back to the old body?”
“Probably not, though some of it may be retained.”
“I really wish I had this brain when I was in school.”
“The brain comes with the body.”
“Well, that would certainly have made high school more interesting.”
“In what way?”
She smiles at me. “Isn’t it obvious?”
“I was under the impression that you were socially active when you were Peter Harris. I assume that was also true when you were younger. I can tell that you were quite handsome as a youth.”
“Aren’t you nice.”
“It has nothing with being nice, simply stating facts. As Patricia, you would likely have also been socially active. You are physically quite attractive.”
She blushes and looks away. “I’m sure you had a lot to do with that.”
“No, I made no cosmetic alterations.”
“Not even my … breasts?”
“No changes at all. I was not interested in physical appearance, I was only interested in your brain. In all other respects, you are, as they say, all natural.”
“That’s nice to know. Still, the female experience is completely different from the male experience.”
“I look forward to the details when this job is done.”
“I’ve managed to get invited to the Hobbes home, so it may not be too long before the job is done, though I don’t want to get anybody’s hopes up.”
“I understand. Jessica seems to have a great deal of confidence in your abilities so I will trust her judgment.”
“Thank you, Dr. Matthews.”
“Could you send Jessica in here, I’ll just need a few minutes alone with her.”
“Certainly, be happy to.” She stands up, smoothing her dress as she stands, walks to the door, pauses a moment, gives me a little finger wave and leaves. Jessica enters less than a minute later.
“Patricia said you wanted to see me?”
“Have a seat.”
She sits down across the desk from me. “Is there a problem?”
“Have you been increasing the time that Patricia spends at the Blue Fifty setting, as we discussed?”
She frowns. “Not as much as you suggested. She’s been pushing so hard. Our home was bugged for several weeks and we thought the safest thing was to stay in character all the time. I have tried to increase the time recently.”
“It may already be too late.”
She looks concerned. “What do you mean?”
“I just had a conversation with Patricia with the setting on Blue Fifty. I honestly can say that I never heard Peter’s voice once in the conversation.”
“I’m sure she was just keeping in character.”
“Perhaps, but you see her every day and the changes are slow and subtle. I see her much less frequently and the changes are more obvious to me. There is no reason to assume the changes are permanent, but right now, I suspect, that Peter is highly integrated with the Construct. It may take substantial time for him to return to normal once he is removed.”
“But you can remove him, right?”
“Yes. The integration is all in the functioning of the Cerebral Balancer. The basic brain patterns remain separated and can be removed, but that doesn’t mean the two sections remain unchanged. Clearly, Peter has been affected by the time he has spent in the Construct.”
“Didn’t you anticipate that?”
“To a degree. Patricia is a prototype. She was never designed to be … on line, if you will, for this continuous length of time. My original plan was for there to be a series of shorter but gradually lengthening trials, to carefully monitor the entire process to observe any changes. I have not been permitted to observe Patricia as I would prefer, Daniel claims it would interfere with his objectives. I assumed that there would be some changes in both portions of the brain as the Balancer exerted its influence but there could be more than I had anticipated. It is impossible to tell without bringing Patricia in for at least three weeks of extensive testing, which Daniel forbids.”
Jessica looked more concerned than before. “Is Patricia in any danger?”
“You mean in more danger than she currently is?”
“Good point. But, yes, is she in medical danger?”
How do I answer that? Daniel will be very upset if I say anything that would cause Peter to back out now. Anything I tell Jessica will eventually get to Peter, they are too close for her to keep secrets from him without good cause. Perhaps I can give her good cause.
“No, I don’t believe so, but keeping her stress levels down would be good. The less she has to worry about, the better. Also, the more time at Blue Fifty, the better.”
She starts to laugh. I don’t think I said anything funny. She continues to laugh for several seconds.
“I’m sorry, but do you know how impossible that is? I’m stressed like I’ve never been in my entire life and I’ve done practically nothing compared to what Patricia has been through. And the really hard part is just starting.”
“You may be surprised. Peter Harris spent a large portion of his life undercover. It was his natural environment. He has more resources available now than he ever had before. If we just let him do his job, without adding any health concerns, everything should be fine. Besides, you want to get Mr. Hobbes, don’t you?”
She hesitates for a moment. “Of course I do, more than anything. I’ve given up everything in my life to make sure he pays.”
“Then it would seem the only way that is going to happen is for Patricia to continue working, correct?”
She stares at me a moment. “It would seem so … Thomas. Are we done?”
“I think so. I’ll see both of you at the next appointment.”
She nodded at me and left.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Would I sacrifice Patricia to get Hobbes? That was the choice Thomas just gave me. There’s no proof of any actual harm to her, he says that she’s probably safe and he’ll be able to remove Peter when the job is done. But there’s also the possibility of problems. Should I tell her about it? If I do, it could make things worse but it might also save her life. There’s no concrete proof of anything, just a whole bunch of maybes. How am I helping Patricia by dumping all of that in her lap?
When I enter the waiting room, she and Daniel are glaring at each other. They both turn to me as I enter.
“This … JERK seems to think I’ve been goofing off, wasting his time and money while living the life of luxury as a teen age girl.”
“What did you say to her, Daniel?”
“It’s not my money, it’s the government’s money. I didn’t say you were ‘goofing off’, I just questioned how aggressively you were pursuing our objectives.”
Patricia turns back towards Daniel. “And how aggressive do you think I need to be? I’m practically standing on his doorstep.”
“Don’t throw a hissy fit, Peter. I’m just pointing out that we do not have an unlimited amount of time.”
Hissy fit? What is wrong with this fucking idiot?
“So far, my superiors have been patient, but that may change. If we can’t produce results, they may pull our funding.”
“Destroying your big plans for a promising political future, right Lipscomb?”
“Yes Peter, but it would also make all your efforts to date a waste. Plus, it would ruin Jessica’s plans for vengeance, right Jessica?”
Why does he need to bring me into this fight? I look back and forth between them, considering my answer.
“Shut up Daniel. Patricia made it clear from the start that we were going to do this on her schedule, not yours. Her job is to get in to Hobbes house and find what she can. Everything we’ve done from the beginning was done to get where we are today … on the verge of success. I couldn’t have done it and neither could you. Your job is to keep your bosses off our backs. If you’re unhappy, maybe you can find someone else in your office who’d like to replace you.”
I walk over to Patricia and hug her shoulder.
“Thanks, Mom” she whispers.
“You’re welcome, honey” I whisper back. Daniel is carefully watching us.
“I am not here to cause problems” he says. Patricia snorts at that. “I just wanted to make sure we are all on the same page of the playbook, given that we are so close to success. I didn’t want the ball to be fumbled at this late date.” Men and their sports metaphors. “I certainly did not mean to criticize … Patricia’s choices or methods. In fact, I’d like to congratulate her on her success to date.” The man is a born politician. “However, speed is also important. The longer you are undercover, the greater the chance of discovery. I am only interested in your health and safety.”
God! Can that man throw the bull? Patricia pulls away from my hold on her shoulders.
“Just because I get inside the house doesn’t mean I’m going to get much information, at least at the beginning. I haven’t seen much of the house yet, but what I have seen says this isn’t going to be easy. Security is everywhere. They got enough cameras to equip a Best Buy or three. The place is lousy with guards, most of who don’t exactly like me. I can’t start snooping around right away, I gotta build up some goodwill first. That way, if I get caught doing something I shouldn’t be, I’ve got some brownie points to protect me. Undercover operations move at their own pace and in their own time. You take advantage of opportunities as they come, sometimes, if you’re lucky, you can create opportunities without raising suspicion, but you’ve got to be either really lucky or really good.” She smiles up at him. “You’re really lucky that I’m really good.”
Daniel sighs. “Alright, I’ll try to be more patient, but I want to be kept appraised. When you get something, no matter how insignificant, I want to be informed. Do you understand?"
Patricia nods her head in agreement. “Whenever I get something that is pertinent, we’ll let you know … in the normal course of business. We can’t have regular face to face meetings, too many chances of discovery. Mom will handle all communication, just as we discussed in the beginning. Do you understand?”
Daniel smiles tightly … actually; it’s more of a sneer. “Yes, I understand. Let’s hope everything goes smoothly and you can quickly return to your old body.”
He stands and walks back through the doors back towards the lab. He’s either heading for the back door or he’s going to see Thomas again. Either way, I think we’re done for today. Patricia grabs her bag and slings it over her shoulder.
“Let’s get out of here before he comes back. What did Dr. Matthews want to see you about?”
“Ahhh, nothing. He just wanted to make sure you were telling him everything that was going on, didn’t accidentally leave anything out.”
“So, no problems?”
I smile at her. “No, nothing at all. You’re right, let’s go home.”
I’m sure she’ll be safe; Thomas can’t prove anything is actually wrong with her. Until there’s more evidence, there’s no reason to tell her about potentially non-existent problems. Who would that help?
CHAPTER TWENTY SEVEN
As I zip down the street on my bike, it’s shifting around underneath me. The bike isn’t balanced because I didn’t tightly tie down my overnight bag. Every time I take a turn, the bag flops around. I’d like to stop and tighten the straps but I don’t want to be late the first weekend at Gretchen’s.
Her father told her of our deal on Monday evening. She practically mugged me the next morning at school, darn near broke my ribs hugging me so hard. She was laughing and talking so fast, I was sure she’d hyperventilate. It took me several minutes to calm her down enough so that she started making sense.
She had hardly slept that night, making plans for all the things we’d do when I came to see her this weekend. She was really keyed up. Every time we had time together that day, she had added more things for us to do. I finally had to tell her to get a grip, we’ll have plenty of time, this is just the first of several weekends to come, no need to try to do everything possible the first weekend. I’ll come over, we’ll hang out, it’ll be cool.
She was all apologetic about being so hyper. I’ve never seen a person so desperate for human contact in my life. For the rest of the week, I tried to keep her from going overboard, without a lot of success.
Eventually, we agreed that I’d get there by 5:00 pm on Friday, in plenty of time for supper at 6:00. She made a point that her father didn’t like people being late.
And now I’m just barely on schedule. Mom just wouldn’t let me go. I tried to tell her that I had to get on the road but she kept thinking of things I needed to take with me. I know she’s worried, so am I, but I’m not going to do anything but try to be a good guest this time, and probably every time for the next few weeks, if I’m given the chance. Luckily, two of the last three lights were green and the third was yellow. As I pull onto Gretchen’s street, I glance at my watch. It’s 4:58. I gun the engine and zoom up to her driveway, skidding to a stop at her front gate. I kill the engine and push the intercom button. The two cameras mounted on the top of the brick pillars that support the gate swivel around to point at me.
I want to smile and wave but that may be pushing it. The intercom crackles to life.
“Yes?”
I push the reply button. “Patricia Conner to see Gretchen Hobbes.”
One of the cameras swings up and scans the area while the other one stays focused on me. I hear a loud clunk as the gate unlocks and a whirring sound as it starts to swing open.
“Come in” hisses the intercom.
“Thank you,” I reply. Starting my engine, I slip into gear and roll past the gate. No need to make a big entrance this time. As I pull up to the parking spots near the front steps, Gretchen comes running out and down the steps, grabbing my arm even before I come to a stop. I reach up and pull off my helmet.
“Hey, Gretch.”
“God Patty! I can’t believe you’re finally here!”
“It has been a bit of a fight.”
“I don’t know how you talked my father into changing his mind. He NEVER changes his mind.”
“I just presented him with facts he may not have been aware of. It takes a big person to reconsider his position.”
“Whatever. Just as long as it worked. Come on in, you can change in my room.”
I was wearing jeans and polo shirt along with my black leather jacket. The jacket is hot as heck, except when I’m moving on the bike. I wear it to protect against a fall, same with the jeans. I guess I could wear leather pants but that’s a bit much.
Gretchen told me that they dress for meals, not formal or anything but nice. Naturally, she wears her school uniform for breakfast during weekdays and sometimes for supper too, but it’s the weekend, so apparently jeans and a polo aren’t good enough.
She lets go of my arm as I dismount and then unstrap my bag, slinging it over my shoulder, but she immediately grabs it again, looping her left around my right as soon as its free, practically pulling me up the steps and through the front doors. Where we come to a halt.
“Gonna have to check that bag … and you.”
It’s Henry. He probably asked for this duty. I slide my bag off my left shoulder, dropping it to the floor beside me.
“No problem.”
“Yes problem!” cried Gretchen. “She’s my guest, my friend! There’s no reason for her to be searched.”
“It’s okay, Gretchen” I say.
“It’s NOT okay!”
I gently pull my arm from hers. “No, I want it this way. If anything happens, if anything goes wrong, I want it clear that it’s not my fault. I also want to be searched when I leave.”
“That’s not fair!”
“Fair or not, it’s smart. I want the protection. Look Gretch, it’s a small price to pay to get to see you. I’m okay with it, really.” I hand the bag to Henry. He runs it through the detector. Several things pop up on the screen but I’d put them all in a smaller bag inside the big bag, making the search easier. Henry unzipped my bag, pulled out the smaller bag and opened it. The big thing in there was my lap top.
“You’re gonna have to get this approved before you use it.”
“I expected that, no problem.”
“See Tippett, he’s the tech guru.”
“I will, after Mr. Hobbes says it’s okay.”
“Yeah … good idea, kid.”
He takes the detection wand and passes it over me again, a little quicker than before, probably because Gretchen is watching him like a hawk. There’s that barely perceptible warble again as he passes the crown of my head. I wonder what an x-ray of my head would look like. He sticks the wand back into the drawer.
“You’re clean, kid. Go on in.”
“Thanks.”
I grab my bag, Gretchen takes my right arm again and we’re off, taking the set of stairs on the left. As we climb, I look around. This is a big place. I studied the building plans that were filed with the county when it was built but you don’t really get a feel for how big it actually is until you see it for yourself.
When we get to the landing, Gretchen pulls me to the right, down a large hallway, past several closed doors before we reach the door at the end of the hall, which she throws open with a grand gesture.
“TA-DA!”
I step in, looking around.
It’s pink, reeeaaalllyy pink. The walls, the ceiling, the furniture, the linen … everything is one shade or another of pink. My eyes actually hurt just looking at it. I’ve got some pink in my bedroom at home, just so it looks right, you understand. But this … this is like fairytale stuff.
“Nice, very nice” I say. “I think I’m catching a theme here, right?”
“I know, it’s awful, isn’t it?”
“Yeah, kinda.”
“Pleeeaaasssee, there’s no kinda about it. Father thinks that this is what a girl’s bedroom should look like so this is what I got.”
“Like when you were five, right?”
“Eight. That’s when he bought the house and had it redecorated. It was somebody famous at the time, I don’t remember who. They asked me what my favorite color was.”
“I’ll take a wild shot in the dark … Pink?”
“Nope, green.”
“And this is what you got?”
“Yep. Anytime something is added or replaced, it’s the same damn color.” She walks into the middle of the large room and slowly spins, her arms outstretched. “This entire room is a monument to how much control I have over my whole life.” She drops her arms. “I am so out of here when I graduate next year.”
“Where you going?”
“Don’t know, don’t care, away is all that matters.”
“How’s your dad gonna feel about that?”
She smiles. “Don’t know, don’t care.”
Man, it’s worse than I thought.
“Well, that’s more than a year from now, who knows, things might get better.”
“After nine years of the same crap, you don’t hold out much hope for the tenth year. My father never changes his mind.”
“And yet, here I am, standing in front of you. He changed his mind about me.”
She strolls over and sits on her enormous pink canopied bed, with the pink pillows and pink coverlet with the pink ruffles. “One miracle just shows how hopeless everything else is. I’m glad he did change his mind though, so glad. I had them put you in my room. There’s lots of others, bedrooms I mean, but I wanted to share with you … if that’s, you know, okay? If not, you can …”
“It’s fine, Gretch. You could put a whole Girl Scout troop in here.”
“Were you a Girl Scout?”
“For awhile. I never could get into the whole thing.”
“I wanted to, but Father said no, toooo risky. Everything is toooo risky, shopping at the Mall, going out to movies, eating at a restaurant, dating … everything.”
He really has her locked up here. Apparently, the guards are around as much to keep her in as to keep people like me out. I drop my bag on the floor and unzip it.
“How formal is dinner? I didn’t bring a whole lot of stuff and if there’s one thing I’m sure of, it’s that you and I aren’t the same size.”
“A nice skirt and top will be okay. Besides, you’ve got more fashion sense than I do. You should see the clothes I’ve got to chose from.”
She hops off the bed and walks over to a large double door, opening it. It’s not a walk in closet, more like a drive in closet. Row upon row of hanging clothes, an entire wall of shelves. Built in shoe rack that looks like it could hold at least a hundred pairs. The whole thing is bigger than my bedroom at home.
“Where’d all this stuff come from?”
“Bought by different nannies over the years. Gifts from Father. I can’t even fit into three quarters of the stuff, it’s that old. The rest is … ugly. Sometimes, I’d rather wear those stupid school uniforms … not the one you fixed, that one’s great … I mean, I like wearing it, it’s not stupid …”
“It’s okay, I understand what you mean. After we eat, you can show me around the place, then we can come back here and we can go through your closet.”
She clasps her hands together, drawing her elbows tight against her body. “Really?! I was so hoping we could do that! You can show me what I’ve got that’ll work, maybe find some stuff that can be fixed to be more fashionable, not that it matters, I’m never going to get to go anywhere anyway.”
“One step at a time Gretch.”
I take a pinstriped blouse and navy skirt out of my bag. I don’t need to change underwear, it’s white cotton and clean this morning. Reaching down to unfasten my jeans, I feel a little self conscious about undressing in front of Gretchen. It’s not like I haven’t done it before. There’s been lots of times at Phys Ed. This time, however, it’s just us, alone together, in a sickenly pink room with a bed the size of trampoline. In all the time since the transfer, I haven’t been undressed in front of just one person, except for Mom and Dr. Matthews. I think Gretchen notices my discomfort.
“Do you want to, like, change in the bathroom, cause it’s right over there and …”
“No, I’m fine, not a prob.” I quickly strip out of my jeans, kicking off my shoes as I do, then pull the polo over my head. Without pausing, I whip the blouse on, step into and pull the skirt up over my hips, button the blouse, tuck it into the waistband of the skirt and button it shut. I glance over at Gretchen as I hold onto one of the bed posts and step back into my shoes. She is watching me with wide open eyes and slowed breathing, mouth slightly open.
“How do I look?”
“Great! Wonderful! Perfect! Good enough to eat … with. You know, my Father. Eat with my Father … us, all of us. Eat together. Right?” She shrugs and grins. “I’m a little nervous. I’ve never had anybody over before and I’m not sure what I should say or do.”
I finish with my shoes. “You’ll be fine; it’s new for all of us. Let’s go downstairs.” I reach out and take her arm this time. She giggles brightly as we walk out the door and back down the hallway.
I count the rooms this time, comparing the number to the ones in the recorded plans. The numbers match up. I want to learn the layout of this place as soon as possible, I want it burned into my memory. I want to know it, the house and the grounds, so well that you could drop me blindfolded anywhere inside the walls and I could find my way out in ten minutes or less. We’ll start that process after dinner.
When we enter the dining room, no one else is there. The large oak table is set for three. I assume the big chair at the head of the table is for Mr. Hobbes. Ours are smaller chairs … still good sized, solid, but smaller. It’s still fifteen minutes to dinner time.
“Let’s go see the kitchen” I say. Opening a door on the back wall to the right of the big chair, “is it this way?”
“Yes, but we probably shouldn’t bother the cook right now, he’s likely very busy.”
“I’ll just stick my head in and introduce myself, real quick.” I scoot through the door and hustle down the short hallway, carefully pushing the next door open.
It’s a very big kitchen, looks like at least three standard ovens, probably electric, one convection oven, a warming oven, and a professional six burner gas stove top. The kitchen island appears to have a large dark marble top, perfect for pastries. There’s also an industrial standing mixer, double size refrigerator and possibly a walk in freezer. I could have a lot of fun with this place.
There’s just one guy working, dressed in the classic whites of a professional cook, and he’s moving fast, jumping from one pot to the next, stirring and blending, first with a wooden spoon, then a wire whisk. I don’t want to startle him, so I close the door a little too loudly, causing him to look up at me, a frown clearly on his face. I walk towards him.
“Sorry to bother you, I can see you’re busy, I just wanted to say hello.” I reach out with my right hand as soon as I’m close enough. “I’m Patricia Conner, a friend of Gretchen’s. I’m gonna be here a couple of days, just visiting, and I was wondering if I could talk with you after the meal? Just for a few minutes.” I leave my hand out there, waiting for him to take it. He doesn’t react at first, maybe he doesn’t speak English. I’m just about to start all over again in Spanish when he slowly wipes his large hand on a towel hanging from his waistband and engulfs mine with his, shaking it gently.
“I am Raul, the chef. Happy to meet you. What you doing back here in kitchen?”
“I just wanted to meet you and see this beautiful kitchen. It’s so well equipped. I’ve only got three working burners at home and the oven is tiny, it barely holds a twenty pound turkey.”
He keeps a grip on my hand. “So, you cook?”
“Yes, quite a lot, though not as much as you do … I think that pan is about to boil over.”
He releases my hand and hurries back to the stove, quickly stirring the boil down. He keeps stirring but looks back at me over his shoulder
“What you want of Raul?”
“I just wanted to talk with you after supper was done, I have a favor to ask. Is it okay if I come back later?”
He smiles at me. “Sure, you come back, we talk.” He returns to his work and I walk back to the dining room. Gretchen is waiting by the door.
“What was that about?”
“Just meeting people. If I’m going to be here, I might as well meet everybody so they know who I am and I know who they are. You never know when you might need to call for help. Raul seems nice.”
“Raul?”
“The chef. You don’t know him?”
“Why should I? He just works here.”
We’ve got a lot of work to do, Gretchen … a lot of work.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
When I enter the dining room, both girls are waiting for me. Usually I need to have Gretchen called several times before she shows up. Apparently, Conner is already having a good influence on her behavior. I walk around to my chair at the head of the table. I bow my head slightly towards them.
“Good evening, ladies. I’m pleased to see you both here …” I glance at Gretchen “… and on time.” I settle down into my chair. “So, what do you two plan to do your first night?”
“We’re going to go through Gretchen’s closet and get rid of everything that’s too small or out of style,” said Conner.
“That sounds like it may eventually be expensive for me.”
“Not necessarily. Stuff that’s still good can be altered. I may be able fix a lot of her clothes so that they either fit better or are back in style. Either way, she’ll pick up a lot of space in her closets. And Goodwill can take the stuff we get rid of and make some money. Everybody comes out ahead.”
“How long will this take?”
“Depends on how much is salvageable.”
“You make it sound as if Gretchen is the victim of a natural disaster, a flood or hurricane.”
They both look at each other for a moment before Conner speaks. “Whoever was buying her clothes didn’t have a lot of … experience shopping for a teenager. Besides, styles change so fast, it’s hard to keep current.”
“How do you do it, Patricia?”
“I don’t, I can’t afford to. I pretty much ignore little changes and only worry about big changes, short skirts to long skirts, that kind of thing. Other than that, I just wear what I think looks good on me.”
“Why can’t Gretchen do the same?”
“She can, when I’m done with her. Right now, it’s a bit of a mess, fashion wise that is. Everything is clean and neat, that’s not her problem.”
“I should hope so, I pay enough for maids to keep this place clean.”
Just then, Janice entered with our meal. Raul had prepared a standing rib roast, with potatoes, gravy and asparagus with hollandaise sauce. She serves it and we all begin to eat. As usual, Gretchen seems to just be eating out of politeness but her friend is eating with vigor, tastefully but she eats as if she enjoys it.
“How do you like the meal, Patricia?”
“It’s all delicious! I’d gain fifty pounds if I ate like this every day. You seem to be in good shape Mr. Hobbes. Either you eat differently when you don’t have company or you exercise.”
“It is nice of you to notice Patricia. Some of the guards and I play basketball most afternoons after lunch. Perhaps you would like to watch?”
“I might, if we have the time.”
“Gretchen never comes out to watch, I believe that I embarrass her.”
“You don’t embarrass me, Father. I’m just not that into sports … that’s all. You know that.”
“You see, Patricia. Gretchen has never shared my passion for sports. They are a true test of a man’s spirit, his mastery of physical skills.”
“Sports … or competition?” she asks.
“They are one and the same” I answer.
“You can have competition in activities not recognized as physical sports. Take golf for example. It’s played by people you could hardly call physically fit. They ride around in carts and barely walk a half mile over an entire eighteen holes.
“The physical aspect of golf is your control over your own body and your concentration, you against the course.”
“Do you play golf?”
“I have tried an indoor version, using computers and a video screen but never played the real thing.”
“Why not, you sound like you would enjoy it.”
“There are … security concerns.”
“Even a private club?”
“It is out in the open and drone technology being so freely available …”
“But that could happen anywhere, even here.”
“We have taken the necessary precautions here.”
“I see.” She returns to her meal but only for a moment.
“There’s a couple of things I have to ask. I brought my computer and need internet access to work on my homework. I assume you don’t use Wi-Fi because of the … security issues. The guard said I needed to see a Mr. Tippett but I wanted your okay before I did anything.”
I approve of her attitude. “I appreciate your consideration in asking permission. You may have access to the same network Gretchen uses. It is separate from my business network but it does share the same … I believe they are called servers. Tippett will take care of the technical details. What else do you need?”
“Gretchen was going to show me around the house and grounds after supper. I wanted to know what areas are off limits.”
Again, very astute. Clearly a girl with a good head on her shoulders, one who anticipates potential problems. “There are only three areas that are off limits, as you say, they are my office, which is always locked if I am not in there, so that should not be a problem, the computer room in the basement, where Tippett works, and Enrique’s office, which is in the security building, near the heliport.”
“Have I met Mr. Enrique?”
“Not yet. He is out of town, but should be back soon. He is second in command and a valuable business associate.”
Gretchen frowns at this. She has never liked Enrique, not from the first. Neither has he ever expressed any particular fondness for her, though I don’t think Enrique likes children at all. He doesn’t say anything bad about Gretchen and he includes her safety in all security decisions, but I can tell that he would prefer not to deal with her. It will be interesting to see how he deals with Patricia Conner.
“How am I to contact Mr. Tippett if I can’t go to his office?”
A reasonable question. “I was only referring to you being alone and unsupervised in those areas. Obviously, you have already been in my office and can be there again, if I am present. The same for Tippett and the computer room.”
“And Mr. Enrique’s office?”
“Actually, his name is Enrique Cardoza. The security building is manned twenty four hours a day, so you would not be there unsupervised. I doubt Mr. Cardoza would have any reason to see you, anyway.”
“I noticed pictures in your office, Mr. Hobbes. A group of gauchos and a young kid. Was that you?”
“Oh yes! I spent many summers at my uncle’s ranch on the Argentine pampas. He and his men taught me many skills. An idyllic life for a young boy. They all said I was a natural horseman and I was quite skilled with a bola. Not as good as the old hands but I could hold my own. That’s my bola on the desk. I am surprised you recognized them as gauchos.”
“It’s the outfits, a dead giveaway. Do you still ride?”
“No … no I don’t. No time and there are those security concerns. I hadn’t thought about it for some time but, now that you bring it up … I do miss it.”
“It’s a shame. You could teach Gretchen how to ride.”
I could have. She would have looked marvelous on the back of a horse.
“True, Patricia, but some things are best left to the past.”
“I disagree. People ride at any age. If you’re good at it and enjoy it, there’s no reason to stop. You can certainly afford it. If you can’t do a thing you love, there’s got to be something wrong.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Father seemed pleased with Patty. She was being extra nice and polite. I thought that she might get into an argument with him on the sports thing; he’s a real sports nut. Basketball, American football, soccer … don’t get me started on soccer. He had me in the back yard, kicking soccer balls around when I was five, six and seven.
I was hopeless. All gangly and uncoordinated. That’s why I hate sports. I couldn’t do what he wanted. Not that he’d let me play sports now if I wanted to. Toooo dangerous. Apparently, my mother was athletic, a skier, among other things. It was one of the things that attracted him. I’ve seen some pictures of them together in the snow, some kind of mountain retreat, before I was born.
There’s not a lot of snow skiing in Florida, which is good, cause I’d probably break both legs and an arm.
The maid is cleaning after dessert as Father stands up.
“Sorry to leave you ladies alone, but business calls.”
He’s being extra polite too, putting on a show for Patty. I can’t tell what she thinks about him.
“Come on Gretch, we’ve got work to do,” Patty hops out of her seat and heads for the kitchen, following the maid down the hallway behind that door.
“Hey … wait up!” I hurry to catch up but she’s already through the second door by the time I get close. When I open it, I see her wrapping an apron around her waist.
“What are you doing, Patty?”
She turns toward me as she finishes tying the apron. “Helping out, like any good guest would. I can certainly help with the dishes.”
“Don’t be crazy! That’s why we hire these people, it’s their job.”
“I know, but I can still help. I can do the dishes, right Raul?”
I look at the big guy Patty addressed her question to. He appears to be confused. At least I’m not alone.
“You want to help with cleaning?” he asks.
“Sure, why not?” she answers.
“Why not? You guest, that why not. Raul think he get in trouble with Mr. Hobbes if he let you do, that why not.”
“I’m sure he won’t mind.”
“Raul understand, you nice girl, but Raul not want to take chance. Okay?”
“Okay, but the other reason I wanted to came back to see you was that I want to make something for breakfast, for everyone. Do the guards and workers eat here?”
“Most do, the ones who live here.”
“How many live here?”
“Ten, eleven counting me.”
“That’s easy then. I want to make cinnamon rolls for the whole group. It’s a refrigerator dough, so I can make it tonight, get up in the morning, roll ‘em out, let them rise and bake.”
“Raul has proofing oven, bake like snap.”
“Great! I’ve always wanted to try one of those. Do you have high gluten flour?”
“Oh yes, we have everything.”
“Anybody allergic to gluten?”
“Not that Raul knows.”
“Can I do it then?”
He doesn’t answer immediately, obviously thinking if it will get him in trouble with Father.
“I’m sure it’ll be okay … Raul. My father won’t mind” I say.
He smiles and shakes his head. “Okay, you make. Raul is here at 5:00 in morning.”
“We’ll be here” Patty says.
WE???!!
CHAPTER TWENTY EIGHT
“What do you mean ‘we’?”
Gretchen’s a little upset. I did the dough for the rolls using the kitchens industrial mixer, which saved a whole lot of time, though I did the final kneading by hand. I had to talk Gretchen into helping but I think she was enjoying it at the end. She wasn’t enjoying the idea of getting up at 5:00 a.m. on a weekend.
“I thought you might like to help, learn something new.”
“I can learn in the afternoon. Saturday is for sleeping in.”
“That’s okay, I can do it myself. It’s only four dozen.”
“Four dozen? Why so many, why do it at all?”
“I’ll have to use three different flavors of icing, so I need enough to cover the demand … actually, I may need five dozen, some of those guys are likely big eaters. As for why, it’s a peace offering. I had to get pretty pushy before I was allowed in to see your father, and I was also a little pushy with him. This is my way of saying I’m sorry without having to actually apologize. If you help, you can get some of the credit.”
“I don’t need any credit.”
“Suit yourself. Let’s start looking at your clothes.”
“Finally! There’s a lot of stuff we can toss right away. It’s more than three years old and I’ve grown at least three inches since then.”
“You’re probably right, though some things might be saved, it’s likely not worth the time, unless you really love something.”
“The only things I like are the ones you did.”
“All right, lead the way.”
We go in to the enormous closet and start on the left and work our way around to the right, pulling clothes off the racks and shelves as we go. We start three piles in her bedroom, yes, no and maybe. Gretchen was right, a lot of this stuff isn’t close to fitting her anymore, though it’s in great shape, practically new.
“What did you wear back then?” I ask. “There’s no sign of wear or tear on any of this stuff. I beat my clothes to death before getting new stuff, unless there’s a good sale, naturally.”
“Mostly uniforms. There’s St. Ann’s now and St. Mary’s before that. Their uniforms were nicer though. Weekends are jeans and stuff. I’ve got swim suits for the pool. We need to use the pool sometime this weekend!”
“Focus, Gretchen. Who bought all this stuff?”
“Mostly nannies. Father would tell them to buy me clothes and they’d do it. I’d average a new nanny about every ten months or so. They’d eventually do something and get fired but I think Enrique set them up.”
“Why would he do that?”
“Because Enrique runs this house. Father may make the decisions, but Enrique controls what he has to choose from. Somehow, he always gets his way. It may take awhile, but he always gets his way.”
If he runs the house, he may also run the business, or at least have a lot of pull in deciding what happens day in, day out. Why wasn’t his name mentioned in any of the briefing papers?
“How long has Enrique been around?”
“As long as I have. I can’t remember a time when he wasn’t here. Father may say no to something he wants, but Enrique eventually wheedles and worms his way around and he gets it. I think he wants to take over Father’s business someday.”
“Really?”
“That’s what I think.”
“Don’t you want to take it over?”
“GOD NO! I want nothing to do with it! Never!”
“Have you told him this?”
“No, he’s never asked, though, all the time he’s saying things like, ‘you’ll need to know this someday when I retire’ or ‘if you don’t get your grades up, you won’t ever be able to take over’.”
“You’re right, sounds like he’s got a plan for you.”
“We’ll, I’ve got my own plan.”
“You mentioned it. How do you plan to make a living?”
“I’ll get a job.”
“What kind of job?”
“I don’t know … just a job. How hard can it be? Everybody gets a job.”
“Yeah, eventually, but what kind of job? Fast food, grocery store, waitress, maid.”
“NO! I want a professional job, something in an office, with good money.”
“Good luck with that with only a high school diploma. You couldn’t even get a secretary job without additional training and forget about good money. If there were any factories around here, you might be able to make decent money with only a high school education.”
“It can’t be that bad out there.”
“It’s worse. You don’t know what a sweet deal you’ve got here.”
“It’s not a sweet deal, it’s a prison! You wouldn’t put up with it!”
“You’re right, I wouldn’t. I’d change it. But I sure wouldn’t jump out of the plane without a parachute, which is what you’ve got in mind.”
“Well, I can’t change it, I’m stuck!”
“Don’t be so sure, change is slow. We can work on it. We’ve got time.” I hold up a cherry red wrap dress. “What do you think? Maybe?”
“I don’t know, what do you think?”
“I like it. Try it on, we might as well start seeing how stuff actually looks on you.”
She takes the dress from my hands. “Alright. Be right back.” She walks to her bathroom and closes the door.
I look around the room. We’ve made quit a mess. The no pile is a lot larger than the other two. I saw some stuff I’d love to have but there’s no way it would fit and it’d be too much work to make it fit, it’d be easier to start from scratch. At least Goodwill will be happy. They should get a pretty penny for most of it. I wonder if they’ve got some boxes around here. It’ll be a good excuse to check the place out.
“How’s this?”
Gretchen opens the door and walks out of the bathroom. The dress is too small, too short and skin tight. My God! She looks good enough to eat! Her breasts are not too big or too small, just right. Long, full legs, not stick thin but not overly muscled. She turns around, revealing her perfect bottom.
“I think it’s a bit snug. What do you think, Patty?”
“Uhhh … yeah, it looks tight. Let me see if I can do anything about it.”
I walk over and squat down behind her, then turn up the hem, looking for a seam. It takes a second or two for me to stop staring at her legs. The seam doesn’t have any extra fabric. I turn the hem back down.
“Sorry, there’s nothing I can do. It’s a shame to get rid of it though. Maybe you could just wear it around the house.”
When I’m here.
“No, it’s just not comfortable. What’s next?”
We start going through the maybe pile. Gretchen begins with going to the bathroom to change between outfits, but then she starts stripping out in her bedroom to speed things up. I try my best not to watch but it’s really difficult. It’s so different from the locker room at school. I don’t know if it’s the color, the pleasant smell versus mold or the privacy but it’s starting to get to me.
“Could we take a break Gretch?”
“Sure. You want something to eat? I can call the kitchen.”
“No thanks. No reason to bother Raul.”
“It’s no bother, that’s his job.”
“Uhhh, no, I’m fine. I’ll just get a drink of water from the bathroom.”
“You sure?”
“Yeah. I’ll be right back.”
When I walk through the bathroom door, I’m impressed. It’s just as pink as the bedroom but other than that, it’s really nice. Jet tub, separate shower, double sink vanity, lots of shelves stacked with pink towels of assorted sizes, makeup mirror. I run the water until it’s as cold as it’s going to get, then I splash my face several times. Bracing. I dry my face and walk back to the bedroom.
Gretchen’s standing there in her bra and panties. Guess I can’t get another splash of water.
“Let’s get back to work. What’s next?” asks Gretchen.
“There’s some jeans here”. I pick them up and toss them to her. She steps into them and pulls them up, squirming and twisting as they get closer to her waist. She finally manages to get them past her hips and zipped up.
“Okay?”
“Forget it. They make your ass look big.”
I’ve always wanted to tell a woman that and get away with it.
“I’ve got a big ass?”
“God no. You’ve got a perfect ass. I wish my ass was half as nice.”
“I’ve wanted breasts like yours ever since I saw them in the locker room. Boys really like girls with big breasts.”
“Boys like girls with breasts, period. Big, small or in-between. Yours fit your body just right. If you need to hide them, you can, if you want to show ‘em off, you can. I can’t hide these with a paint tarp.”
“Why would you hide them, they’re spectacular! I just want to reach out and grab a handful.”
We just stand there, looking at each other, the silence getting embarrassingly longer with each passing second. Finally, I break the tension.
“I think we’ve been at this long enough. You get dressed and show me around and we can look for boxes for the clothes at the same time.”
“Yeah, sounds good. When we get back, we can get some popcorn and watch a movie … or something.”
“Sounds like fun. I love popcorn.”
“Me too! It’s just the best!”
“I know! Particularly the kind you get at the movie theaters, with the so called butter. It’s sooo good.”
“I wouldn’t know about that.”
“Oooohh that’s right … sorry. We’ll just have to work on that too.” I reach out and grab her waist, pulling her closer so that our hips bump … well, not exactly, our hips don’t really line up. “Don’t worry, I’ll get you out of here yet, just you wait and see.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
My knees almost buckled when Patty hugged my waist. I had started feeling strange when I was changing clothes in front of her, strange but good too, like it was kinda fun and thrilling. I began to look for the sexiest things I could find to try on. Unfortunately, there wasn’t a whole lot of stuff I’d call sexy. It was mostly bought by a long line of interchangeable nannies who where interested in keeping their jobs so they tried to make Father happy, not me, hence the lack of sexy.
I grabbed a shirt and cargo shorts that I KNOW doesn’t make my butt look big and hurry to the bathroom to change. I need a few seconds to … settle down. Running cold water in the sink, I moisten a wash cloth and pat my face and chest as I take deep breaths. It doesn’t take too long before I’m feeling better, calmer. There’s been other times when my heart was pounding while I was around Patricia, but it’s never been as bad as this … or as good.
Our first stop is down in the basement at the computer center. It’s locked, as usual, but there’s an intercom mounted on the wall next to the door. I push the call button.
“Yes?” it squawks.
“It’s Gretchen Hobbes.”
“You got an internet problem again?”
“No. My father sent us down here. We need you to look at a laptop.”
“Just a sec.”
We’re standing there for almost a minute before there’s a buzz and a loud clunk as the bolts in the door shift. I open the door and shiver as the cold air comes spilling out. This is always the coldest room in the house, something about needing to keep the electronics cool. We step in. The room is brightly lit, with a number of girly posters on the walls, the tech guy, I think his name is Tippett, is kind of a letch. I forgot to warn Patricia. She doesn’t seem shocked. His back is to us, working on something on his table. He starts to swivel around in his chair to face us.
“What can I do for … you … ladies?”
He’s staring blatantly at Patty’s boobs. I’ve seen her naked at school and she’s at least as good looking as any of the girls in his posters. He’s over weight, short, hair a mess with candy wrappers on the floor around his chair. She holds her laptop out in front of her.
“Mr. Hobbes wants you to set this up so I can access the same network Gretchen uses.”
He manages to move his eyes up to her face. “And you are?”
“Patricia Conner, a friend of Gretchen’s.”
He gets a big, smarmy grin on his face. “Well, Patricia, you’re the first friend of Gretchen’s I’ve ever met.”
I hope it’s the last.
“Look, we just need you to do your technical voodoo and then we’ll leave” I say.
He reaches out with his right hand. “Gimmee.”
Patty hands it to him. He spins back around, sets it on the plastic table and opens it.
“Nice boat anchor, kid. How long you had this?”
“A couple of years, I got it for free off Craig’s List” she said.
“I can see why. Windows 98?”
“It was ME but the hard drive was fried, so I put in a new drive, added some memory, tweaked the video card and loaded Linux. It took awhile to get all the drivers but it eventually worked.”
He spins back around, showing a bit more respect on his face. “What version?”
“Originally Red Hat 6.2, but I’ve upgraded since. I’ve topped out though, what with the hardware limitations, so some of the recent changes are my own.”
“You program Linux?”
“Just a little, enough to fool around but nothing serious.”
“You should just buy a new iPad and forget about this junk.”
“It does what I need it to do and it’s all I can afford. I’d make the changes myself, but you’d have to give me information that Mr. Hobbes wouldn’t want me to have.”
“Not for Gretchen’s network, nothing special there, other than the filters. It’s completely separate from the business network, runs on a completely separate server.” He points to a rack of equipment to his right. “See?”
I look, but have no idea what I’m seeing … but Patty seems interested. She walks over and looks around.
“Looks like an old Sun Microsystems, though there’s been a lot of changes. I see some IBM and Dell architecture. Pretty impressive, Mr. Tippett.”
Now he’s got a gleam in his piggy little eyes. “It’s a hobby, makes them harder to crack when they’re not NIB.”
“NIB?” I ask.
“New in box” whispered Patty. “Original equipment, unchanged, standard issue.”
“That’s right! Most hackers take the easy route; hit the known vulnerabilities of the commonly used programs and equipment. The more popular, the more it’s attacked. Customized stuff means extra work, so they just move on to an easier target. Even if the changes leave you more vulnerable, which mine DON’T, they won’t spend the time looking for another way in, just on to the next IP address and greener pastures. The REAL changes are in the business server over there.” He points to another rack of equipment. “NO ONE can beat that security system! Total automatic 256 bit encryption. Completely self contained. Auto destruct. Real time monitoring, the works!”
Patty walks over to the other rack and inspects it too.
“Does he really need his own servers?”
“Naw, it’s just a security thing.”
“I mean, documents, spread sheets, emails, they don’t take up much space on a hard drive.”
“Yep, but if you’ve got it all in one location, backed up out the wazzoo and secured twenty ways to Sunday, you’re safer than if it was scattered all over the place.”
“If every thing is here, seems like it would be a more inviting target.”
“By who, the cops? They’d never get one finger on it, trust me. Who’s next, the other drug guys? No ones getting in here without Hobbes permission, not unless they’ve got some plastic explosives. The electronic security is unbeatable.”
Patty walks over to his chair and leans back against the table next to him, her breasts right at his eye level.
“That’s a bold statement. Someone might take that as a challenge, Mr. Tippett.”
“Zeke … actually it’s Ezekiel, but my friends call me Zeke.”
“That seems to lack respect. You are an adult, after all.”
“People who know me wouldn’t agree with that. I’m just a big kid at heart.”
“But an adult everywhere else … Zeke.”
Is she coming on to him?! He’s the biggest slob here! He sits up straighter in his chair, leaning closer to her.
“You know, the best thing I could do for you is to ‘accidentally’ drop this antique so Hobbes would have to buy you a new one.”
“No thanks. I like it just the way it is.”
“I’m gonna have to keep it overnight. It’ll take me longer to do what you want, since you apparently have your own private version of Linux.”
“That’s okay, I wasn’t planning on working tonight anyway. We’ve got other plans, right Gretchen?”
Now he’s staring at me with that look in his eye. “Yeah, sure Patty. Can we hurry up here?”
“What’s the rush? I don’t get many visitors down here” he says.
I wonder why. Patty moves away from the table, his eyes following her the whole way.
“She’s right, we’ve got a lot to get done. Do you have any large empty boxes around?”
“How big?”
“Copy paper or bigger.”
“Sorry, no can do. I may have to back this up before making any changes, just to be safe. You don’t have any pictures or stuff you wouldn’t want me to see, do you? Something you may have sent to your boyfriend?”
He’s practically drooling. Uuuggghhh!
“She’s not that kind of girl! Besides, she doesn’t have a boyfriend.”
“No boyfriend, what a shame, what a shame.”
That may have been a mistake. Patty steps up next to me, taking my hand.
“When you’ve got a friend like Gretchen, who needs a boyfriend? Thanks for your help.”
Patty pushed the exit button and we walked out the door. Tippett looked like he had swallowed his tongue, his eyes bugged out and gasping for air. The door swung shut behind us and the locks loudly engage. Patty jerked her head to the left and we hurried away, pulling up about fifty feet away. Patty immediately began to uncontrollably giggle and laugh.
“I think I had him going there.”
“You had ME going there. What was all that about? When did you become a computer geek?”
“I’m not a real geek; I’ve just been reading up. It’s interesting.”
“To you, maybe. What was all that about?”
“What?”
“That standing next to him, and talking like that.”
“Talking like how?”
“All … suggestive and stuff.”
“I NEVER! He’s got to be at least ten years older than me!”
“And fat!”
“Well, he’s not that fat. I was just being nice, that’s all.”
“He’s not nice! Did you see those disgusting posters?”
“I thought they were good looking women, a little under dressed, but good looking. Nothing compared to you, of course.”
I think I’m blushing, my face certainly feels warm. “That’s not the point. He’s just … gross, that’s all.”
“Fine, he’s gross, but harmless. Besides, I don’t want him to wreck my computer.”
“Uhhh Patty … you don’t have any, you know … stuff on your computer like he asked about, do you?”
“GRETCHEN! I’m surprised at you! Of course I do.”
“WHAT?!”
She holds up her right hand but grabs my arm with the other. “Kidding … kidding. There’s nothing on there I wouldn’t show my mother. Let’s go over to the security building and see if they have any boxes.”
CHAPTER TWENTY NINE
They weren’t very happy to see me at the Security Building, but we did find three boxes that will work. I wasn’t able to get much of a tour of the place, thought I did get a good look at the main tech room, where all the monitors are. There are five on at one time, with switching cameras on each, it looks like at least four cameras per monitor, which is more than one person can manage. There were two guys working that room when Gretchen and I showed up. They appeared to be handling both the cameras and the communication. There was a table of radios, each sitting in its own charger. I managed to get a good look at one. It looked like it was fairly short range but strong enough for the size of the compound. It also appeared to be encrypted, though I’m not sure. When I get home, I’ll check the manufacturer’s website. There was another room off the main one, which appeared to be the armory.
The Security Building also housed the guard’s quarters on the second floor. Some of the guys actually lived at the compound. Each one had a separate efficiency apartment. There was a bunk room for the guys who lived elsewhere but would stay overnight some times. The entire top floor of the three story building belonged to the mysterious Enrique Cardoza, who seems to be out of town, and had been for more than two weeks, which was apparently a lucky break for me.
The way the security guys talked about him, he might be the enforcer in the business, which may mean that Hobbes isn’t the psycho everyone thinks he is, he might be content to simply unleash a psycho when it’s what he needs. Or Enrique could simply be a bigger psycho. Either way, I’m not gonna find out today, everyone’s too suspicious of me. I’m going to work on that, starting tomorrow morning.
We continue on, walking the perimeter wall that encircles the compound, Gretchen pointing out where her old playhouse was, the remains of a tree house she once had, other detritus of her childhood while I look for more surveillance cameras and blind spots.
Detritus … what data base did that come from?
There’s a lot of cameras plus motion detectors and no obvious blind spots. Whoever installed this system wasn’t fooling around; the place is an electronic fortress. No one’s moving around out here without being discovered. We’re likely being watched right now. Better not linger, they may get suspicious.
“Gretch, unless there’s some place out here I’m supposed to avoid, I’m ready to go back inside.”
“No, we’ve seen most of it. We can go in the back way.”
She leads the way back to the house through a large decorative garden that was kinda like a maze of hedges and bushes. The garden is behind the house, which has an expansive second floor veranda. There’s a half court basketball court with a plastic playing surface off to the left. There’s even a small set of bleachers. Hobbes really likes his sports.
We climb the stairs to the veranda. Gretchen goes in but I pause a minute, looking around. It’s an impressive house, bigger than it looks on paper. The view from this level is lovely, the garden inside the wall, the ocean over the wall … a million dollar vista.
All the security features are well integrated. This is a house owned by a man who’s afraid of something, very afraid. It goes beyond security for the business. He’s already infiltrated the police, prosecutor’s office and the judges. No one is hitting this place without him knowing about it well in advance. Whatever he’s afraid of, it’s not the cops. I hurry in and catch up with Gretchen, slipping my left arm around her right.
“What movie we watching?”
“I don’t know … what do you want to see?”
“What you got?”
“Everything.”
She was wrong about that. They had an enormous collection of Blu-ray DVD’s, but nothing rated worse than PG. Nothing R and certainly no X. That still left a lot to choose from, including a lot of classics. Gretchen let me decide, so I picked “Casablanca”, which she had never seen before, she didn’t even know who Humphrey Bogart was!
Raul made a big batch of popcorn for us and we settled into the large comfy leather couch in the home theater located in the basement, the big bowl of popcorn between us, large glasses of Coke within reach. We barely get past the opening credits before she starts asking questions.
“Who’s the guy with the funny eyes?”
“Joel Cairo.”
“Is that his real name?”
“That’s the character’s name, the actor is Peter Lorre.”
“Is he famous?”
“Yeah, I suppose.”
“Which one is Humphrey Bogart?”
“He hasn’t shown up yet, He plays Rick, the nightclub owner. I’ll point him out when he does.”
“Who’s that?”
“The pickpocket? I don’t know.”
“What does he want?”
I look over at her. “Is this how you normally watch a movie?”
“What do you mean?”
“Asking all these questions.”
“I thought you’d seen this before.”
“I have, a lot, but you just need to watch, let the story unfold.”
“But I don’t know what’s going on.”
“You’re not supposed to, not yet. Don’t worry, you’ll get it when the director wants you to.”
We watch in silence for a few more minutes but she can’t help it.”
“Why’d they kill that guy?”
“Gretchen!”
“I don’t see why they had to shoot him and why didn’t Rick help.”
“Because Rick sticks his neck out for no one.”
“Oh … he just said that.”
“That’s right. Any more questions?”
“No. … But why …”
I pick up the remote and hit pause. “Are we going to be doing this all night?”
She pulls her long legs up, wraps her arms around her knees and hugs them. “I’m sorry. It’s just that I’m not used to watching with someone else.”
“You don’t watch movies with your dad?”
“Every now and then, but only ones he wants to see and we don’t talk at all.”
Sounds good to me. “Look, I could probably tell you what happens and why, scene by scene, but it would spoil the movie for you. I don’t mind talking or answering the occasional question, I’m just thinking of you. I don’t want your first viewing of “Casablanca” ruined.”
“That’s okay, I’m just glad I’ve got someone to watch with.”
Great. Now I feel all guilty and stuff. “Sorry, I forget about your situation sometimes.” I hit play and the movie starts again. “Go ahead, ask away.”
“Thanks, I’ll try to keep it under control … wait, is this the movie where someone says ‘play it again, Sam’?”
It’s gonna be a long night.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I’m annoying, I know it.
Patty started off being a little pissed at me early in the movie but things got better later on. She really knew a lot about it, even stuff that wasn’t in the movie, history and things about the actors. It turned out to be really good, even though it was in black and white. Patty says that there are others, “The African Queen” and “The Maltese Falcon” that I might like.
The movie was good, but sharing it with Patty was the fun part. No one watches with me. The nannies used to, some times, when I was younger. Father occasionally has something he wants me to see, usually a documentary or some program on PBS that he thinks is interesting. He’s not known for watching fun programs. His relaxation comes from watching sports. We’re lucky there wasn’t something on tonight so we got the big screen. Otherwise, we’d have had to use the set in my room, which is only 48” and has no surround sound.
It’s only a little after 11:00 p.m. when the movie ends. Patty wants to go to bed but I’d like to stay up longer.
“I’m getting up at 5:00 a.m., that’s just six hours from now. I need my beauty sleep” she said.
“But I had so many things planned. We could give each other makeovers!”
“We can save that for tomorrow night. It’s been a long day and I’m beat right into the ground.”
“I still don’t see why you need to make breakfast.”
“I don’t NEED to, I WANT to. It’s the polite thing to do, particularly when a lot of people here don’t like me.”
“Well, I like you and that’s all that matters.”
“I like you too, but that’s not all that matters. I’m not one of those people who think everybody has to like me. I’ve got enemies, I know it, I don’t lose any sleep over it. But here, now, I’ve got a chance to turn things around. If it costs me a little bit of sleep, I’m okay with that.”
“Don’t expect me to get up at that ungodly hour!”
“I don’t. I’ll be back here in less than two hours, two and a half at most, then we can sleep till noon, if you want.”
“We can’t, Father will expect us for breakfast at 9:00.”
“That’s cool. Not a problem.” She walks over to her bag and picks it up. “Were can I change into my night clothes?”
“Okay, we’ll go to bed now, but we stay up tomorrow night, right?”
“Sure thing.”
“You can use the bathroom.”
“Thanks, I’ll be right out.” She takes her bag, walks in and closes the door.
It’s not exactly what I was hoping for but there’s always tomorrow, and to be truthful, I’m a little tired myself. I quickly fold down the spread and sheets of the bed, then pull my nightshirt from under my pillow and go into my closet. I strip out of my clothes and take off my bra but leave my panties on. After giving my breasts a quick rub, I pull the nightshirt over my head and down past my hips. When I come back out to my bedroom, Patty’s standing by the bed.
Oh. My. God.
Wow … I … Wow.
She’s wearing this black, silky, baby doll nightie, barely low enough to reach her bottom. Her breasts are barely contained by the top, the nipples clearly visible. Her blonde hair is loose and fluffy, brushing her shoulders and down her back about five inches. She’s not skinny, like me, but there’s no fat either. She’s just totally fit. But, my GOD! Those breasts! I feel like a flat chested kid.
“You like the left or right side?” she asks.
“I … uuuhhh … don’t know. I’ve never slept with anyone before. I guess I kinda take the middle.”
“Me too. We’ll probably end up all piled on top of each other.”
“Is that … uhhh … so bad?”
“As long as I end up on top, you might crush little old me.”
“Are you saying I’m fat?”
“Will you stop that! You’re perfect just as you are. I think you keep saying that just to hear me say you’re perfect. GAWD! Needy much?”
“I’m sorry, Patty.”
“Joking, kid. I’m joking.”
“Why do you call me kid? I’m older than you are.”
“I don’t know, guess we’re both still kids. You take the left, I’ll take the right, last one to the middle loses.”
“Okay, as long as you don’t wake me up when you go to the kitchen.”
“I’ll try, Gretch.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
After three marriages, and a few affairs before, during and after, I’ve seen just about everything a woman wears to bed. My favorite, by far, are feminine versions of men’s clothes.
Like Gretchen is wearing right now.
It’s an extra large, button front, men’s shirt, white with pink stripes, naturally. Big collar, slightly rolled up sleeves, hem just a few inches above her knees but a side slit showing some thigh, the top two buttons open, creating a gap just wide enough to see the tops of her magnificent breasts. She’s just so sexy and innocent … and that’s the problem.
She really is an innocent, inexperienced girl. I’m already taking advantage of her by using her to get into this house, to go after her father. I shouldn’t hurt her any worse than I already have. I also don’t want Hobbes coming after me for having a lesbian relationship with his only child. As luscious as Gretchen is, I can’t do anything about it.
We joke around a bit before getting into bed. I don’t see how I’m getting any sleep tonight, not with her being within arm’s reach. Each of us crawls into the bed on our respective sides and pull up the covers. The room has the AC set a little low, making the room just a touch chilly, exactly how I like it. It’s darn expensive to do that year round in Florida but Hobbes can afford it. The mattress is a little soft for my taste but I’m used to a single mattress on a ¾” sheet of plywood. The sheets are very soft, probably high count cotton. The cover is light but warm, goose down I’d bet, just about perfect for snuggling. I roll over onto my left side, pulling the sheet and blanket with me. There’s Gretchen, on her right side, looking right at me. We’re practically nose to nose.
“Are you ready?” she asks.
“Uhhh … sure.”
She reaches up and touches a small panel on the wall above the headboard. The lights go out except a small one in the bathroom, which casts a light blue haze over a third of the room.
“G’night Patty.”
“Night Gretch.”
“Remember … don’t wake me when you get up at five.”
“It’s cool”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
When I wake, it takes me a few seconds to remember where I am. I’m not used to having someone else’s hand on my right breast. Sometime during the night, Gretchen worked her hand inside the top of my nightie and copped a feel. Of course, my right hand is resting on her crotch. We’re both just a tumble of arms and legs in the middle of the bed. I must have won the race because she’s lying more on me than I’m lying on her. I look around until I find a clock. It’s 4:45. I’m right on time.
I don’t bother with an alarm clock at home, don’t need one. Whatever time system Matthews built into the Balancer acts like my own internal atomic clock. I just mentally set it and it wakes me up. It’s really great but Mom knows about it, so no “over sleeping” excuses.
Gretchen is lightly snoring. I’m as careful as can be as I slowly untangle myself. She snorts a couple of times as I pull my legs free but she curls back up in a fetal position, still sound asleep, when I finally work myself clear. Other than my breasts, I appear to be unmolested.
Creeping to the bathroom, I scoop up my bag, close the door and turn on a light. I quickly strip out of the nightie, slip on some clean panties and matching blue bra, throw a T-shirt on, pull on a pair of cargo pants and penny loafers, which I bought at Goodwill on half-price day … they were practically new!
Flipping off the light, I open the bathroom door and slowly reenter the bedroom, walk back to the bed and drop my nightie next to my pillow. If this works out, I should be back in a couple hours and get a bit more sleep before breakfast. Gretchen is still all curled up, clutching the blanket, snoring. It’s a quiet, girlish, high pitched snore, not like I used to do, according to all my wives and a few other bed partners.
That’s another thing, I don’t snore now, though I’d trade that for an end to these nightmares. Last night wasn’t that bad. In fact, it was the mildest one in some time. I can’t remember all the details but it was about some stakeout that went bad and an informant got wounded. All in all, it could have been worse. Hope I didn’t say anything in my sleep.
I scurry to the bedroom door, slowly open it and stick my head out, looking left and right. Nothing happening. I ease out and quietly close it behind me. Still nothing. I quickly walk to the stairs. I don’t want to do anything that makes me look suspicious. When I reach the stairs, I pause and look down below. It’s mostly dark, though moonlight does come in through the large front windows, providing enough light so that I can see where I’m going and that there doesn’t appear to be anyone else up.
I descend the stairs, staying close to the wall, looking around as I go. Still no activity. When I reach the bottom, I pause again to get my bearings, making sure that I can see the way to the dining room. I don’t get three steps away from the landing when it happens.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
What … Where … uuughhh … what time is it? Where’s Patty? Ohh yeah, that kitchen thing. I really should go and help … it’s tooooo damn early! She’ll be fine.
I reach out towards her side of the bed and find her black baby doll nightie. It’s still warm. I bring it close to my face and take a breath, filing my head with her aroma. I hope she gets back soon.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
He’s pushing me ahead of him, down the hall towards the kitchen, keeping a grip on my left shoulder with his right hand. I hadn’t seen this guy before, he must work the night shift. When we get to the kitchen door, he roughly pushes me up against it, turns the handle, then pushes me through the doorway.
“Hey Raul! This little bitch says she was coming to the kitchen to see you. That true?”
Raul’s standing next to a large, wooden top island he had moved near the ovens. My bread dough from yesterday is already out of the pans and in the middle of the island, which is lightly dusted with flour. He turns to look at the guard who’s still gripping my shoulder.
“You watch who you call that bad name. She a friend of Miss Gretchen.”
“I know who she is, they briefed us when the shift started. What I want to know is why the fuck she was sneaking around the main floor at five fucking o’clock in the morning.”
“She no sneaking around, she coming to kitchen to make special treat for breakfast, YOUR breakfast. You see this dough? She make that yesterday. Now she coming to bake it. If I was her, I say you no get any because you got dirty mouth.”
“Why the hell didn’t you tell security about this?”
“Because this my kitchen and Raul decide what and who goes on in kitchen, nobody else.”
The guard lets go of my shoulder, pushing me lightly towards Raul. “Next time, just give us a heads up. Jackson just about shit his pants when the sensors picked up movement upstairs. He damn near freaked out when they read that someone was downstairs near Hobbes office. Lucky I didn’t pull a gun and shoot.”
“Yes, very lucky … for you. Miss Gretchen would be very upset. So would Raul. You not like it when Raul get angry.”
“Yeah, whatever. Just keep the bitch on a short leash if she’s gonna do anymore early morning roaming around, got it?” He points at me.
“Yes … sir, I got it. Sorry to cause so much trouble” I say with as little defiance as possible in my voice. I’d love to kick his ass, but that doesn’t help the operation … at least not for right now. We’ll see about later.
He glares back at us, me first, then Raul. “Good. See that you do.” He than backed out of the kitchen and through the door we entered by.
“I’m sorry Mr. Raul. I didn’t mean to get you in trouble or anything.”
He smacks the dough with an open palm. “Raul not in any trouble. Been with Mr. Hobbes more than fifteen years. You not in any trouble either. Escaban is a jerk.”
“Is that his name?”
He nods his head. “Yes, Tony Escaban. He is Cardoza’s man.”
“Is that Enrique Cardoza? I haven’t met him yet.”
“You stay away from Cardoza, he’s a very bad man. Very bad.”
“I’d heard that Mr. Hobbes was a very bad man.”
He waves his hand for me to come closer, which I do. “You know what Mr. Hobbes does for business?” he asks in a quiet voice.
“Yes, I know.”
He looks me up and down for a few seconds, then continues. “Mr. Hobbes does some things that aren’t very good, his business not good either, but he’s not all bad. Done some nice things for some people. Mr. Cardoza … he all bad, all the time.”
“How do you know all this?” I whisper.
“This kitchen, people eat here, people talk here, Raul listens.”
“I guess it’s a good thing you do. You can tell me who to trust and who not to trust.”
He smiles at me. “You good girl. Come show me how you make these cinnamon rolls.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I feel the bed and covers move. Rolling onto my back, I see Patricia getting back into bed.
“Mmmmm you’re quiet”, I say.
“Sorry, I didn’t want to wake you.”
“That’s okay, I wasn’t asleep.”
“The snoring says you were.”
“I don’t snore!”
“You do but it’s a cute snore.”
“How is a snore cute?”
“When it’s all high pitched and sssnnnkk aaahhhhh, sssnnnnkk aaahhhhh.”
“That’s terrible!”
“Trust me, I’ve heard much worse.”
“Really … when?”
“Maybe I’ll tell you later. It’s only 7:35. I’d like to get some sleep before breakfast.”
“Can you fall asleep that quickly?”
“I can if you don’t before me and start snoring again.”
I punch her in the arm. Patty just giggles.
CHAPTER THIRTY
Gretchen and her friend were seated and waiting for me when I came down for breakfast. That’s two meals in a row. A record for her. The new girl may be a good influence.
“I’m impressed Gretchen. Usually it takes quite a lot to pry you out of bed on Saturday mornings.”
“Very funny Father. I’m not that bad.”
“Yes, you are. Perhaps you are trying to make a good impression on your new friend.”
“She’s not a new friend … she’s just never been here before.”
“Regardless, I approve.”
Just then, the maid enters with breakfast. I had ordered eggs and French toast last night and that is what was served but there was also a large covered plate of something else.
“What is this?” I ask.
“Raul said that it’s a treat, Mr. Hobbes” answered the maid. I think her name is Rebecca.
“A treat?” I reach out and grasp the handle of the lid. “Let’s see what this treat is.” I lift the cover, revealing a stack of large, iced rolls, warm and smelling of cinnamon. The icing is an assortment of chocolate, vanilla and possible caramel. There must be about two dozen of them. I take a chocolate one from the plate and bring it close to my nose, inhaling the aroma.
“It certainly smells wonderful.”
I take a bite. It is sweet and strongly flavored of cinnamon but not excessively so. The chocolate icing is dark and strong, but not at all bitter, creamy, melting in my mouth. The roll itself is light but not too soft, it’s texture providing just the right amount of resistance. The entire experience is quite sublime, a sweet roll for adult tastes, surprisingly sophisticated.
“EXTRAORDINARY! Gretchen, you must try one of these!”
“Are they good?”
“Oh my yes! They aren’t too sweet, so you may not appreciate its subtleties.”
She grimaces at me but still picks up a roll and takes a bit.
“UUUUMMMMMmmmmm, Patty! These are great! You really …”
Patricia took a caramel roll from the plate. “Thanks, I will.” She also took a bite, chewed thoughtfully, nodding her head. “Not bad. The texture’s a little coarse but not bad.”
“NOT BAD?! These are possibly the best that I have ever had! My mother used to make something similar but these are better. Rebecca, please have Raul come in.”
“Yes, Sir.”
She hurried back to the kitchen while I finished the roll in my hand and started second. Raul arrived in a few minutes.
“What can Raul do for Mr. Hobbes?”
“You can tell me why we have never had these amazing rolls in the past.”
“Raul didn’t make those.”
“What? I thought my instructions were that everything I ate was to be made in your kitchen. Have you been buying pre-made products?”
He smiles and shakes his head. “No Mr. Hobbes. The rolls made in my kitchen … Raul just didn’t make them.”
“Well, who did?”
“Miss Conner did. She’s a very good cook, showed Raul a trick or two.”
I look over at Patricia, who has a sly smile on her face. “Really? You made these?”
“Yes Mr. Hobbes, I did.”
“Why did you make these for us?”
“She made them for everybody”, said Raul.
“The whole staff? That would have been …”
“A lot. And there aren’t any left,” he said.
“I can see why that would happen. Why did you do all this, Patricia?” I asked.
“I kinda pushed pretty hard to get in here and I know I upset some people. I thought that this could be a way to apologize.”
“Are you saying you were wrong to do what you did?”
“No, I did the right thing.”
“Then why apologize?”
“It’d help smooth over any hard feelings. Plus, you know the old saying.”
“What’s that?”
“The best way to a man’s heart is through his stomach.” She shrugged. “It should also work in this case.”
“Very smart, you’re probably right. I’m already feeling better about the whole episode myself.”
Ms. Conner is an interesting girl.
“So … what do you girls have planned for today?”
“The first thing is to pick up my lap top from your tech guy. Gretchen and I have some French homework that needs to be done and we might as well get to it now.”
“AAAWWW Patty! We don’t have to do that now do we? That’s not going to take more than an hour or two. It can wait until Sunday night.”
“Sure, but why wait? Do it now and it won’t be hanging over our heads.”
“Fine. But let’s do it out by the pool.”
“Doesn’t matter to me where we do it, just as long as it gets done in time so we can watch the lunch time basketball.”
Gretchen rolls her eyes at that. She rarely bothers to come back to the court to watch our games.
“Do you enjoy basketball, Patricia?” I ask.
“Oh yeah, it’s great … though I prefer the college games. The pros seem to take it easy for three quarters then get serious in the end. I can’t stand it when some team gets up by twenty points and then lets the other guys come back. You should never give up a twenty point lead! Am I right?”
“It might depend on how good the teams are.”
“If you’re a professional, you should be good enough to hang on to a big lead. You just have to work hard. There’s just too much goofing off in the pros for my taste.”
An opinionated girl. “Perhaps you are right, Patricia. Do you play yourself?”
“Not now, though I did in grade school … before my dad died. I don’t really have the spare time anymore. There’s always so much to get done. To be honest, this weekend is a bit of a vacation for me. I feel a little guilty about leaving everything for my mom to do until Sunday night.”
“I’m sure she can handle things at home without you, at least for a few days.”
“Oh, she can. She just shouldn’t have to. It’s OUR home, I can do my share of the work.”
A responsible girl too. “I’m certain she appreciates all you do. I have always thought that a young girl’s primary responsibility was to get good grades. I understand that you do quite well at school. Am I correct about that?”
She lowers her head slightly and looks up at me through furrowed eyebrows, apparently considering her answer. “Yeah, I get good grades, but you knew that already.”
Obviously, I’ve raised a sore point. “I prefer to get to know someone directly. Written reports only go so far.”
“What written report?” asked Gretchen.
Patricia and I looked at each other for a moment, then she spoke up.
“Your Dad had me checked out.”
Gretchen was shocked. “FATHER! You didn’t! How could you …”
I raised my hand. “Gretchen, I only did what was necessary to make sure that …”
“I can’t believe that you’d do that to my best friend! How can I ever trust you in the …”
Patricia reached out and touched Gretchen on the arm, who stopped berating me. “It’s okay Gretch, I knew about it. Considering all the circumstances, I didn’t mind it. In fact, I’m glad your Dad did it,” She fixed her bright blue eyes on mine. “It made things easier for me … though we probably don’t want to mention it in the future.” She continued to intently stare at me. I dipped my head slightly. We have an understanding.
“Agreed, a wise suggestion. So what are your favorite subjects?”
“I don’t really have any favorites. They can all be interesting at times and a little boring at other times. I try to do some independent study to help when things get boring.”
“Really! What kind of independent study?”
“Right now … philosophy.”
I’m impressed! An enormously engrossing subject. It was my minor when I was in college. My Father insisted that I major in a more profitable subject, something I could make a living at once I graduated. My life might have been considerably different if he hadn’t done that. Who can say which would have been better.
“Philosophy is an avocation of mine. Who do you find most compelling?”
“Well … I realize that some people might say that he’s not a true philosopher, more of a political theorist but … Machiavelli.”
That is truly surprising. I was expecting someone more idealistic. They seem to be the favorites of young girls or young women, at least they were when I as in school. But Machiavelli! Such hard edged realism! Perhaps she is being influenced by her difficult life after the death of her father.
“I would not have expected Machiavelli. He is not traditionally a favorite of young gir … women.”
“I like to believe that I can think for myself. I don’t ignore what other people have to say, I’m only sixteen after all, but I can make my own decisions and logically defend them.”
“I can certainly see that. Unfortunately, I have several things that must be done today before lunch, no rest for the wicked after all, but I would very much like to discuss this later, Patricia.”
“Looking forward to it, Mr. Hobbes.”
An extremely interesting young woman.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Gretchen and I are headed Tippett’s room in the basement to pick up my computer. As I reach up to press the buzzer by the door, she grabs my wrist.
“What was all that stuff about basketball. We aren’t actually going out there and watch, are we?”
“Why not?”
“Cause it’s sooooo boring! It’s two on two, if you score you keep the ball. Father always partners with Riley, who’s the tallest guy out there. They ALWAYS win.”
“Nobody else is any good?”
“Sidney’s decent but he’s a gunner, so none of the other guys want to play with him. Besides, I think they’re all afraid to win.”
“Don’t want to beat the boss?”
“Yeah. They play harder against each other.”
“And your Dad doesn’t notice?”
“Can’t say. It’s not like we talk about it or anything. He thinks he’s the best thing since Michael Jordan.”
I push the buzzer. “Really?”
“No. He’s not that crazy … but he does think he’s pretty good. They win more because of Riley than him.”
“Well, the reason we’re going is to earn some brownie points … for both of us.”
The electronic locks thump open and I pull the door. Nice design. By being a pull instead of a push, it’d be a lot harder for anybody to force the door open; you’d practically have to blow the hinges, assuming the electronically controlled bolts on all four sides weren’t engaged. No one is getting past this door without a heck of a lot of work. It’s like a bank vault. As I step in, Trippet spins around at his table.
“Ladies! What’s shakin’, bacon?”
Oh Gosh! What a creep! Gretchen actually cringes. I paste a smile on my face.
“Nothing much. I’m just here to get my laptop, if it’s ready.”
He spins back to his left and rolls his chair to another table, grunting slightly with the effort. “Got it right here, Babe.” Uuuhhhn. “You made a lot of interesting changes to that last kernel. You ever publish them?”
“No. Didn’t think anybody would have been interested, it’s old technology after all.”
“Speaking of which, didn’t you get a Sony laptop when you enrolled at St. Ann’s? I know Gretchen did because I worked on it.”
“Yeah, I did, but it’s got a filtering program installed and we can’t remove or disable it. I prefer my internet regular, not decaffeinated.”
“Well, Hobbes ordered me to do the same here, though the program’s on the server.”
I glance over at Gretchen. She looks surprised at this, though I don’t know why. I expected it. I hold out my hand. Tippett picks up my computer and hands it to me.
“Thanks. I expected something like that but it’s only while I’m here. Everywhere else, it’s the full meal deal. Unless you put something funny on my machine.”
“No way! It’s only been changed so you can access the home network, and only the home network. Don’t even try to access the business network … totally separate system.”
I sidle over to the business servers. “And it can’t be hacked?”
“Not a chance in hell, Babe.”
I ignore the “Babe” and squat down to look closer at the equipment. “Why are you so sure? You have some kind of advanced computer degree?”
He laughs “Hell no! I never got my undergraduate degree. Kicked out of M.I.T. Nope, my expertise is hard earned and practical. I’m one of the best hackers in the world!”
“So, to protect his chickens, Mr. Hobbes hired the wolf.”
He laughs again. “Something like that. There’s not a hack that I’m not wise to.”
“What about a Denial of Service attack?”
“Nobody can do anything about that but they’re not taking anything, it’s just a pain in the ass. Besides, there’s no website to attack.”
“What do you mean? There’s an IP address, isn’t there?”
“Sort of. There are actually several, different shell corporations around the world. Hobbes just uses the system to collect information and communicate. Encrypted data packets sent to different businesses under different names that get forwarded to here, the businesses and accounts keep constantly changing. It’s 256 bit encryption, the best that money can buy, better than the CIA or NSA has. The system could be blocked, if you had enough zombies, but the target keeps moving. It’s not like he’s Amazon or Facebook.”
“I see. What are all these tubes running through the servers? Are they water cooled?”
“They don’t get that stressed. The basic data’s pretty simple, text files mostly, a little video occasionally. The whole thing is over built, just to be on the safe side.”
“So, what are the tubes for?”
He rolls closer to me. “Acid.”
“Why would you use acid?! If it leaks …”
“Exactly! Someone tries to physically remove the data from the system, it’s an acid shower. Even if they could somehow beat the encryption, they’d never get the chance, the acid will eat through the hard drives at the flip of a switch.”
“What if there’s a malfunction? You’d lose everything.”
“There’s encrypted backups, every hour on the hour, but they’re on a separate self-destruct system, so it would take at least three separate malfunctions to get everything, it’s pretty remote.”
“Sounds like you’ve got all the bases covered.”
“Ain’t nobody better, Babe.”
I drop my laptop into its bag. “Gretchen and I have to get to work … out by the pool.” His eyes get real big and his mouth goes slack. A blind man could see what he’s thinking. “So, we’ll see you around.” I reach for the door.
“Wait a sec. Are you the one who built that surveillance camera?”
“Yeah, what about it?”
“Could I get a look at it?”
“Sure. Why do you want to?”
“Just curious. It caused a lot of grief around here.”
“Sorry about that. I can drop it by next week, assuming they let me come back.”
“Great. You’ve got my vote, Babe.”
Wonderful. I push the door open and we hurry out, closing it behind us. There’s the now familiar *clunk* as the security bolts reset.
“I may not know much about boys” says Gretchen, “but I know that he’s a world class jerk.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The girls are sitting in loungers by the pool. Henry’s got the inside post today by the doors and I got the outside post near the hedge. It’s not that hot out, so I got the better spot. It’s supposed to just be the two of us on duty right now but there seems to be a lot more casual traffic than usual. A lot more radio chatter too. Both the traffic and chatter peaked when the girls took turns applying sun screen to each others backs. I have to admit that I paid more attention than usual; they both took their time and seemed to enjoy it. There was a lot of giggling. I’m married with two kids and I enjoyed it too. So did the seven other guards who just “happened” to be in the area.
When it was just Gretchen, no one else bothered to come by if she was at the pool. I mean, she’s a nice looking girl and all, particularly in that new school uniform. That was … damn! I guess when you see a kid every day, see em’ grow up, the changes sneak up on you and it takes a big change to get your attention. Now, it’s hard to think of her as a little girl anymore.
The new girl though, she was just dropped into our laps. She’s wearing a bright blue bikini, not one of those thong types though, thank God! With those tits and that ass, if she was wearing a thong, Henry and I’d have to have shotguns to keep some of these guys off her. We’re the old hands around here but some of the others are still young bucks. That’s why Hobbes gave us the job of watching over Gretchen, he figured we’re too old to take a shot at her and that she was too young. She’s not getting any younger but neither are we, so it’s still a safe bet. Plus, we both know what he’d do to us and our families if either of us was stupid enough to try something.
That’s not the case with the young guys. Sometimes, a young guy’s dick overrules his brain. Actually, it’s closer to fifty percent. Up to now, Gretchen wasn’t that tempting, but that’s changed. And now that friend of hers. We may have more trouble inside the walls than outside.
“What’s happening, Lou?”
It’s Tippett, the tech guy. Now I wonder what brought him out of his cave. “Hello, Tippett. What brings you out into the sun?”
“Oh, just needed to stretch my legs.”
“Hehe, yeah, right. Maybe you’re planning to stretch something else a little bit later.”
“What?”
“Nothin’.”
He steps forward a couple feet, stretching up to get a better view over the hedge. Patricia’s giving Gretchen a word in English and she’s replying in French. Her grades in French have really improved this year. I don’t think Tippett is interested in French.
“What ya’ looking at Tippett?”
“Same thing as you, Lou. Same thing as all these other guys. How’d you like that little bitch on a bed under you, her legs up on your shoulders, her big knockers bouncing around while you pound her …”
I reach out, grab him by the collar and pull him back to me, spinning him around so that we’re nose to nose. “Just so you know it, Tippett, I got a daughter, and I don’t like to hear the “B” word. As for Patricia Conner, she’s Gretchen’s friend and therefore as off limits as Gretchen is.”
“Who says, Hobbes?”
“I say. She may be a little obnoxious sometimes, but she’s an okay kid. Anybody who messes with her while she’s here answers to me … got it?”
“Trying to claim her for yourself?”
I grab his shirt near the neck and jerk him up off the ground. “Don’t piss me off you piece of shit! I’m old enough to be her damn father. You don’t want to fuck with me.” I let him go and he falls on his ass. I look up. Everyone’s staring at me, even the girls.
Great.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Lunch is light, soup and sandwiches along with salad and some fruit. Apparently Hobbes doesn’t want to be too full when he starts playing ball.
By the time Gretchen and I change into more casual clothes and get to the court, they’ve already started. It’s Jackson and Stark verses Gomez and Sidney. They’re going at it pretty hard. It’s a rough game. Any time you call your own fouls, things usually get physical. The only one of the four who’s a real player is Sidney, but Gretchen’s right, the man’s a chucker. Never seen a shot he didn’t take. He’s got decent form but shoots first chance he gets, missing more than half. Since it’s score and keep the ball, each basket’s worth one point, baskets from outside the three point line are worth two, play to twenty one and win by two, someone hitting less than fifty percent is a liability, particularly if he doesn’t give his teammate a chance to get in position for a rebound. The other three guys are just grunts … like how I played. Eventually, Jackson and Stark’s steady play wins out, twenty one to sixteen. Hobbes and Riley have winners.
While they shoot around to warm up, I look around the court. There are about two thirds of the guards here. There’s got to be a skeleton staff at the gate and the security center. If someone was going to try and break in, this might not be a bad time.
The game starts and it’s clear Gretchen is right again. Riley and Jackson are leaning on each other under the basket but Stark isn’t pressing Hobbes at all. He’s on him fairly tight but not like the first game. No one wants to foul the boss.
It’s shirts and skins, Hobbes and Riley are skins. Hobbes is in very good shape for a guy his age. Not a sculpted six-pack or anything like that, he hasn’t got time to work out hard enough to get and keep something like that. He’s just in condition, basically flat stomach, the very slightest roll around the belt line. The muscles in his back, arms and legs are well defined. His naturally dark skin is augmented by a healthy tan. All in all, not bad.
Riley, on the other hand, is a lean, lanky, blonde, blue eyed, semi-greek god type. 6’ 6”, maybe 235 to 240 lbs. Abs you could crack walnuts on. Surfer hair and movie star smile. When ever there’s a break in the action, he looks right over to the section of bleachers where Gretchen and I are sitting. Wish he wasn’t wearing such baggy shorts, then I could get a better look at his backside … and his front side.
As play continues, Gretchen nudges me, then whispers “I may not know much about boys, but I know that he’s a world class babe.”
“Who, your dad or Riley?”
“EEEEEWWWWWW! Riley, of course! Gawd! Don’t even think that!”
“He’s not bad for an old guy.”
“I don’t care! Never say anything like that ever again … PLEASE!”
“Sure. So … you got the hots for Riley?”
“Not the hots … not exactly. He’s just … a really nice looking …”
“Piece of sausage?”
“Yes … NO! What are you saying? I don’t know anything about his … sausage.”
“Want to find out?”
“NO!”
“A girl could spend her time on worse things.”
“Patty! What are you talking about?”
I nudge with my shoulder. “Just kidding Gretch. He does keep looking over here at you.”
“It’s not me … it’s you.”
Me? Really? “Let’s just say it’s us.” I cross my legs and clench, remembering what my largest vibrator felt like last week.
I need to get home and visit my mechanical boyfriends … soon.
Hobbes plays a decent game, moving well and sharing the ball. He and Riley would probably win a lot of games even if he wasn’t the boss. They beat Jackson and Stark, twenty one to fifteen and it wasn’t that close. They play two more games then drop out. Hobbes grabs a towel then comes over and sits next to Gretchen.
“So, you decided to come watch your old father play, eh?”
“Patty wanted to come, so I came with her, that’s all.”
“Then I have her to thank for dragging you here.” He nods his head towards me. “Thank you, Ms. Conner.”
I nod back. “You’re welcome, Mr. Hobbes. You and Riley aren’t bad. Do you ever mix up players, break up old teams?”
“Sometimes. Particular people work well together, some are still searching for the right partner. Mr. Riley and I work well together.”
Yeah, he’s almost four inches taller than the next guy. Who wouldn’t work well with him, maybe even Sidney. “You’ve got quite a setup, Mr. Hobbes. How long have you been playing ball here?”
“Since we bought the house. I don’t get many recreational opportunities off the grounds so this helps me keep in shape.”
“Oh, it shows.” He smiles and sits up a bit taller. “It’s a shame you don’t take your game to some other places. The downtown YWCA has a league for two on two. You’d fit right in.”
He shakes his head. “I’m afraid that security wouldn’t permit that.”
“That’s a shame. You always hear about how money gives people the freedom to do what they want. Seems it’s done the exact opposite for you.”
“I am not trapped here. I can go where I please. It just takes … preparation, that’s all.”
“Glad to hear it! Maybe at dinner, you can tell me of all the interesting places you’ve visited. I’ve never been outside of the U.S. It will be nice to hear from someone who’s a world traveler.”
“I don’t want to get your hopes up Patricia. I did most of my traveling as a young man, before I became the … business man I am today.”
“Then you can reminisce about happier times, right?”
“Certainly.”
The last game ends and everybody starts to pick up their equipment “Is that it?” I ask.
“Yes, we must all get back to work. I will see you ladies at dinner. Enjoy your afternoon.”
Everyone quickly leaves, heading in different directions. Gretchen and I remain sitting. I stare at the court, then stand, walk over to a small bin of balls, remove one and start dribbling around, testing the surface.
“What are you doing?” asks Gretchen.
“Just seeing what the court is like.”
I continue methodically dribbling around, back and forth, until I’ve covered most of the surface. There doesn’t appear to be any defects. I work out beyond the three point line, directly in front of the basket, stop and shoot. Nothing but net. I retrieve the ball and repeat the shot from the left baseline, then the right. Same results.
“You know, Gretchen. I think we could beat those guys, if we got a little practice.”
“Are you crazy!? I can’t play basketball.”
I toss the ball into the bin from thirty feet away. “Not yet you don’t, not yet.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Patty’s slowly brushing my hair, starting at the top and going all the way to the end, stroke after stroke. It’s really relaxing. She’s been at it for at least five minutes and I feel like melting butter.
Father had ordered steak for supper and not just for us, steak for everybody. He must be in a good mood, because that’s pretty rare. He’s done it in the past on holidays and special days. I think Raul had to hustle a bit to get the grills set up but I saw a couple of the guards helping him, everybody pitches in when it’s steak.
Father and Patty spent the whole meal talking about philosophy. I really couldn’t follow much of what they were talking about but Patty seemed to be defending that Machiavelli guy, saying that morality could be a factor to consider when deciding what to do, because, in the long term, the morality of the king’s actions will affect how he is judged by his subjects and history. Father didn’t think morality should mean anything, according to Mr. Machiavelli, or at least how he read what he wrote. I’ve never read anything by him, so I don’t know who’s right, but they both sounded like they knew what they were talking about. Each of them kept bringing up historic stuff as examples of what they meant and then more historic stuff to show why the other one was wrong. I think Patty had more stuff on her side than Father … though I’m not the best judge about that.
What surprised me was that, even though they were arguing, neither one seemed to be mad at the other. Neither one ate much of their meals either, at least not until the end. After we finished, Patty and I went out to the stairs and she sat down at Mother’s piano. She and I used to sit together on the bench when I was little and I’d watch her play. Sometimes she’d let me help by pushing a key when she told me to. Those were some of my favorite times with her. I can’t remember anybody playing it since she died.
Patty flipped the cover up off the keys and began playing it, quietly and slowly at first but she started getting into it. I don’t know what she was playing, but it sounded like the kinda songs Mother used to play, classical music. She scooted over, making room on the bench for me to sit down next to her. When I did, it was both familiar and strange. I’m so much bigger now, the piano seems a lot smaller than it did back then. Patty’s not nearly as tall as Mother was so that’s different too, but the sound is the same as her fingers dance over the keys. The look on her face when she plays is the same as Mother’s, a combination of concentration and pleasure.
She had played a couple of songs and had her hands poised over the keys to start again when I looked up and saw some of the maids and guards standing in doorways, watching and listening. Raul was there too. They were all smiling. Patty started again and had been playing for a few seconds when Father came into the room. Everybody quietly scattered except Raul, who just stood there, nodding his head in time with the music. Father slowly approached the piano; I don’t think Patty saw him because her eyes were focused on the keys. He came around behind us and lightly rested his hand on my shoulder, squeezing it gently. I glanced up and thought I saw a tear in his eye. He blinked it away, a sad smile on his face, sighed and walked back out. I’m not sure if Patty was even aware that he had been there. She kept playing until the song ended. I told her that she was great but she just downplayed it all, like anybody could do it if they tried.
We were going to go upstairs when she saw Raul, she ran over to him and they huddled together for a couple of minutes, planning something. When they separated, Raul patted her back several times then smiled and slowly shook his head as she ran back to where I was waiting for her. She wouldn’t tell me what was up, said it was another surprise.
Once we got back to my bedroom, we started the makeovers I wanted to do last night. I started with her first. I sucked. Really sucked. Mega-sucked. Sucked to infinity. I couldn’t do anything with her hair, her make-up, nothing. I’ve only done my own and never did much with it. When I was done with her, Patty looked more like a rabid raccoon.
She was a good sport about it though, insisting I take a picture, saying that if she ever did have a real Facebook page, this was going to be first picture. She really is nuts.
After getting cleaned up, she started on me. The first thing was a shampoo, and now she was brushing my hair.
“Patty?”
“Yeah?”
“What’s this basketball stuff about?”
“Don’t you want to beat your dad?”
“Sure, but we can’t do that.”
“Oh, we can do it, no doubt. I’ve seen you in gym class. You’re a natural athlete, very graceful, very coordinated.”
‘No, I’m not! I couldn’t do anything when Father was trying to teach me soccer. I was horrible! I could barely stay on my feet.”
“That was years ago. Sometimes it takes awhile for a kid to get used to her body. You were likely in the middle of a growth spurt. Now that you’re done growing, you’ve had time to adapt. Remember a couple of weeks ago, when we were doing volleyball?”
“I remember. The ball hit me in the head.”
“Twice, but that was early. By the end of class, you were spiking the ball like you’d been doing it all your life. The girls on the other side were getting out of the way of the ball.”
“That’s just jumping and swinging your arm. There’s a lot more to basketball.”
“True, but two on two is pretty simple, or at least it is the way everyone here plays it. I bet you that we could be ready to take on your dad and Riley by next week if we practice during the lunch hour.”
“What if we do? Why does it matter?”
All this time, she had still been sitting behind me on the bed, brushing my hair, but now she stopped and sighed.
“Listen Gretchen, I’m gonna tell you something. I don’t want you to get mad about it or anything, just hear me out … okay?”
“Sure, what is it?”
She goes back to brushing my hair. “Your dad loves you, loves you a lot … but he doesn’t respect you.”
“What do you mean he doesn’t respect me?! Did he tell you that?!”
“Calm down. He didn’t tell me, not directly, but it shows in the way he treats you, in the way he thinks about you.”
“Huh?”
“He still thinks of you as a little girl, he doesn’t see you as a young adult.”
“How can he think of me as little, I’m almost as tall as he is!”
“I know, but that’s the way he sees you. You do fine at school but he expects that, and you did that when you actually were a little kid. You haven’t done anything since then to change his view of you.”
“How could I? He never gives me the chance to do anything other than go to school. I’m stuck here. That’s why I’m so outa here when I turn eighteen.”
“That may not be the right answer, but you’re correct, he hasn’t really given you a chance. Basketball is your chance.”
“But sports are stupid!”
“Some might be stupid, frankly, I never understood figure skating, but …”
“Figure skating is WONDERFUL! The outfits, the music, the dancing, and talk about graceful! They’re just beautiful, gliding along … “
“Yeah, yeah, beautiful, I get it. As far as I’m concerned, it isn’t a sport if you can’t win ugly.”
“What is ‘winning ugly’?”
“Okay, here’s an example. Years ago, the Minnesota Vikings had a quarterback named Joe Kapp. He threw some of the worse passes you ever saw. He was bow legged and ran like a crab, a slow crab.”
“So why did they let him play?”
“Because those ugly passes always seemed to go to open receivers. And if they weren’t open, the passes were in the perfect locations. Somehow, he succeeded despite looking terrible doing it.”
“Maybe he had really good teammates who covered for him.”
“Nope, he had some great players on his team, but so did other teams. Kapp was the leader and a winner. The Vikings won ugly, gave the Packers all kinds of trouble.”
“Fine, you can’t ‘win ugly’ in figure skating … but what about all the jumps and …”
“I don’t want to get into this debate right now, my point is that to earn your dad’s respect, you need to impress him doing something he thinks is important, or at least interesting. We can do that in basketball.”
“Okay, say that we do, how does that help me?”
“It helps because, if he respects you, he’s more likely to listen to you, to think what you say is important and to treat you like an adult, which means …”
“He might let me do more stuff on my own!”
“BINGO!”
“Huh, that’s not bad. What if we don’t win?”
“We will, but just being competitive should be enough.”
What have I got to lose? Things can’t get much worse around here.
“Alright, lets do it!”
“Good! We start Monday after lunch. Right now, I’ll show you how to fix your eyes so that nobody will think you’re a little girl.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I’m busy helping with the weekly electronic bug scan Sunday morning when Gomez calls me over the radio.
“Lou, Hobbes wants to see you.”
I’m wearing the wireless VOX ear piece for my radio, so I just answer him. “What’s this about?”
“Didn’t say, he just asked for you to come to his office.”
“Henry and I are almost done with the main floor. Can’t this wait?”
“Stop stalling, Lou. He meant now.”
“Rodger.”
I look over at Henry, he heard the whole thing and looks sympathetic. “Can you finish this on your own?” I ask.
“I’ll wait. Don’t worry, I’m sure it’s nothing.”
“It’s never nothing when he asks to see one of us alone, you know that.”
“Hey, look on the bright side, Enrique’s not here. He always gets the dirty work, so it can’t be that bad.”
I hand him my scanner. “Always the optimist, aren’t you Henry.”
“I’ll be right here when you get back, Lou.”
I nod my head and start walking slowly towards Hobbes office, trying to think why he wants to see me. He doesn’t take a personal interest in the guards unless there’s a problem of some kind, and usually a big problem. Either that or it involves the basketball games, but I haven’t played in a few years, tore my Achilles chasing a rebound.
I still haven’t figured it out by the time I reach the office door. I check my watch before I knock, it’s 11:21. Taking a deep breath to calm my nerves, I rap on the door with my knuckles.
“Come in, Lou.”
It’s unnerving when he calls you by name through a closed door. We all know about the video camera hidden in the door frame but it still freaks you out for a couple of seconds. I reach out with my right hand, grab the door knob, twist it to the right and push the door open. Stepping into the office, I close the door behind me and walk towards his desk, stopping ten feet in front of Hobbes, who’s working on his computer. I wait for a few seconds but he keeps typing. I keep waiting, if he didn’t jump on me right away, maybe it’s not that bad. I’m not going to interrupt whatever he’s doing. He stops typing, studying the screen a moment, then he looks up at me.
“Our United States inventory seems a little large right now.”
I don’t know what to say about that. He doesn’t usually discuss stuff like that with us, we’re just guards. He looks at me, so I better say something.
“Yes, Sir.” That should be safe.
“Do you know why that is, Lou?”
“Uhh … no, Sir.”
“It is because our production and transportation systems are currently more efficient than our sales.”
What the hell has this got to do with me? “Yes, Sir.”
“Enrique is dealing with the primary problem hurting our sales, which is why I’m talking with you right now. Normally, he would deal with problems like this.”
Fuck, there is a problem! “Yes, Sir.”
“I understand that you and Mr. Tippett had a confrontation yesterday. He is a very valuable employee, skilled in many areas that contribute to the efficiency of my business. I strive for efficiency, Lou. Do you understand?”
Shit! Why did I have to go and mess with that piece of crap? Bet he went straight to Hobbes, crying like a little girl. “Yes, Sir. I understand.”
“Do you? It is much easier to replace a guard than my chief computer specialist. And you know how we replace people around here.”
I close my eyes and breathe slowly. Some of the past guards who quit went on to other jobs, some of them just disappeared. If Tippett gets me killed, I hope to God Henry does something about it. “Yes, Sir. I know what’s happened to some of the other guys.”
“You may think you know but people tend to believe speculation or rumors. I think that a warning should be adequate in your case. You’ve been a loyal employee over the years and done a very good job with my daughter. I have no desire to replace you … unless absolutely necessary. While there are things about Mr. Tippett that I find … disquieting, his benefits to me outweigh the negatives. Keep that in mind during your future dealings with him, understand?”
I try not to smile. Seems like I dodged a bullet this time. “Yes, Sir, I understand completely.”
“Good. I would like to know why you attacked him.”
“He didn’t tell you?”
“Mr. Tippett said it was unprovoked.”
The fucking little rat! “He was saying how much he’d like to ummmm … how can I say this … have relations with Gretchen’s little friend. He called her a bitch and I told him that I didn’t like that word and that the girl was off limits to him, just like Gretchen. I didn’t attack him, I just pulled him away from the hedges when he was laying on them trying to get a better look at the girls by the pool and picked him up by his collar when he used the ‘B’ word. That’s all.”
Hobbes leans back in his chair. “Are you certain that was all that happened?”
“Hand to God, Mr. Hobbes.”
He sat there for about half a minute, tapping his right index finger on his desk. “I will tell Mr. Tippett that he is to watch his language in the future and that Patricia Conner is to be treated as my daughter is treated. It will likely cause fewer problems in the long run if she is ‘off limits’ to all the guards and staff.”
“That’s exactly what I thought, Sir.”
“I’m sure you did, Lou, but I can not have my people brawling with each other. I have enough problems elsewhere to deal with. In the future, let Enrique deal with these issues.”
“Yes, Sir. When is he coming back?”
“He should be back by Wednesday.”
Just then, there’s a knock at the door. Hobbes looks to his left at a small monitor built into his desk.
“What can I do for you, Gretchen?” he calls out.
“Patty and I have something special for you”, she answers from the other side of the door.
“Really? Come in.”
The door opens and the girls come in, Gretchen carrying a tray with a cloth over it. The cloth may cover the view but not the delicious smell. She whips the cover off with her left hand. “Fresh from the oven!”
It’s a big pile of cookies, which she sets on the desk in front of Hobbes. He slides forward and takes an exaggerated sniff.
“What a wonderful smell! What kind are they?”
“Patty calls them Turtle Cookies. They’ve got chocolate chips, caramel, and pecans.”
“Actually, toasted pecans, it makes a difference” added Conner. “The other ones are Snickerdoodles, just in case someone has a nut allergy.”
“You do think of everything, Patricia” said Hobbes. He reached out, carefully picked up one of the chocolate ones, inspected it by turning it in his hand and then finally took a bite. He chewed slowly, savoring the taste. You’d think it was a wine tasting. “Marvelous! Truly marvelous! Where do you come up with these delicacies?”
“Gretchen helped this time, Mr. Hobbes. It’s not a difficult recipe but I think toasting the pecans before adding them brings out their unique flavor.”
He pushes the plate towards me. “Have one, Lou.”
“Thank you, Mr. Hobbes.” I search for a big one and take a bite. Man! That’s good! Both crunchy and chewy. Conner is standing at the front of the desk, staring at the large picture of Hobbes’ dead wife.
“Did you leave the recipe with Raul?” asks Hobbes.
“Uh huh,” she distractedly answers.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Whatever is on Hobbes’ monitor is reflected in the glass of the picture behind his desk. I can’t read it because it’s backwards but it looks like a spread sheet of some kind. If I can just study it for a few seconds, I should be able to remember the image and, if lucky, copy it. I got to be cool about it though, keep him talking so he’s not aware.
“Raul shouldn’t have any problem following it.”
“You should watch being so open with your recipes, Patricia. If you give away all your secrets, you will have nothing to bargain with.”
I should look at him but I can’t risk losing the chance to memorize this image. “If I run out, I can always create more.”
“Ahhhh, the optimistic view of youth! You think of creativity as an endless fountain instead of the limited resource that it is. When I was young, new inspirations were constantly popping into my mind. Now I feel as hidebound as a fossil. Is there something wrong with my photo?”
Shoot! He’s caught me! I just need a few more seconds. Remembering something you recognize is one thing, memorizing gibberish is much harder. “No, nothing wrong. It’s very impressive. Did you take it?”
“Yes, I did.” He turns around to face it. “Back in my younger, artistic days. Do you recognize the style?”
Nuts! Now I have to actually think instead of tossing platitudes. “Uuuuhhh, let me think.” I lean over the desk to get a closer look at the reflected image. It’s definitely a spread sheet. Just a bit longer.
“Perhaps this will help.” Hobbes reaches for the switch at the base of the monitor, preparing to turn it off.
NOT YET! “Avedon!” I shout a little too loudly. His hand hovers over the switch a second, as I hold my breath, concentrating as hard as I can on the image.
“Exactly! Very good Patricia!” He pushes the button and the image disappears. I close my eyes, quickly reviewing what I had seen.
I got it!
I slowly open my eyes, barely restraining the overwhelming urge to smile. “Why Richard Avedon, Mr. Hobbes?”
He turns to face me. “If you’re going to steal, steal from the best.”
“Don’t artists refer to that as inspiration?”
“Inspiration, theft, sampling, homage … it’s all the same thing. Taking the work of those that came before you.”
“And improving on it.”
“Possibly. It depends on your point of view.”
I pick up one of the cookies from the platter. “I didn’t create this from scratch. It’s a combination of five recipes from other people, who likely made changes to recipes from a bunch of other people to come up with theirs, who all did the same thing going back to the original Toll House Cookie recipe, which some people dispute anyway.” I take a bite, chew slowly, then swallow. “However it came to be, you can’t argue with the results.”
Hobbes takes another cookie from the platter and winks at me. “On that, we can agree, Patricia.”
Patricia's discovery stresses the relationships among the team. Themes and Elements listed apply to entire story, Rating to this submission. Thanks to Marina Kelly and Robyn Hoode for their editorial assistance.
CHAPTER THIRTY ONE
We went back to Gretchen’s room after delivering the cookies all around the compound, even the Security Center. When I was a cop, I maintained that a person could get into any special event if they carried a bag of ice on their shoulder. If you carried two, they’d open the doors for you. If you wanted to get into an office building, a hard hat and clipboard would usually do the trick. Those scams have nothing over two cute girls and a bunch of hot cookies.
Or maybe that’s two hot girls and a bunch of cute cookies. Guess it depends on your audience.
Either way, I got a second look at everything I saw before and managed to pick up some things I missed the first time, like multiple emergency back up generators. The more I see, the more impossible the job seems. There’s just no way to sneak around this place without being observed. Even if I could, everything is completely locked down.
We’re sitting together on Gretchen’s bed, looking through some “Style” magazines I’d brought with me. I’m not actually reading anything, I’m mentally reviewing that image, making sure I don’t forget part of it. I can’t afford to write anything down now, I’ll have to wait until I get home … which needs to be sooner than later, but I can’t just bolt.
“Patty … are you okay?” asks Gretchen.
“Sure, why not?”
“Well, you haven’t said much in awhile.”
“I’ve just been thinking about all the stuff I’ve got to get done at home before school on Monday. I probably should split pretty soon.”
“You’re not bored are you?”
“No, are you?”
She puts down her magazine and takes my hands in hers. “I’ve never had a better weekend in my life.”
“Come on Gretch, we just hung out, did a little baking, nothing special.”
“It may not seem special to you, but it was to me. Other girls may get to do stuff like this all the time, but I don’t. I’ve dreamed about having a friend come over … and it finally happened. It’s been everything I hoped it would be.”
“Jeez Gretch, pressure much? We’ll get more chances, don’t worry. I think it all went well. Your dad didn’t seem to have any problems with me being here.”
“I think he actually enjoyed it, which really surprised me.”
“What, I’m not likable?”
“NO! I mean yes, you’re likable … you’re very likeable … maybe even … lovable?”
“I wouldn’t go that far.”
“I would.” She lets go of my hands and then hugs me, her elbows pressing into the sides of my chest, her arms running up my back, hands on my shoulder blades, pulling me into her chest, hanging on to me as if she was afraid I was about to disappear. I think she may be crying.
I return her hug but not nearly as intensely, patting her back. “Hey … hey … Gretchen … it’s okay … it’s okay. We had a lot of fun. I had a lot of fun. We’ll have more fun next weekend when we kick ass on the basketball court, right?”
She sighs deeply. “Yeah, we will.”
I gently pull away from her hug. “Good. Now, I really need to book. Mom’s got to review my homework and I’ve got to get supper started.”
She reluctantly lets go, then rubs the tears from her eyes. “How do you find the time to do all the stuff you do? I never seem to have time to get my schoolwork done and I don’t have to do a tenth you do.”
I slide off the bed and scoop up my bag. “It’s just what I’m used to doing. All in the scheduling. When you get to come to my house, you’ll see for yourself.” I wink at her. ”You may not want me as a friend after that.”
She smiles, then laughs. “You don’t think I can do it, do you?”
“We’ll see, real soon.”
“I sure as hell hope so.”
I sling my bag over my shoulder. “Gotta go. See you tomorrow morning.”
She jumps off the bed and grabs my arm. “I’ll see you out, okay?”
“Sure. It’s a big place … I may get lost.”
We walk down the hall, bumping up against each other while she keeps a death grip on my arm, giggling the entire time. When we get to the bottom of the stairs, Hobbes is waiting for us and Henry’s manning the front door. Someone must have been listening and gave him a heads up. This place is security to the max. Bet the only place not monitored is his office … and the top floor of the Security Center.
“Ahh, Ms. Conner, all packed I see.”
“Yes, Sir. I appreciate you letting me visit this weekend. It was a lot of fun but I’ve got to get home and get to work.”
“We enjoyed having you here. Perhaps you could come again next weekend? I would like for you to meet Enrique.”
The mysterious Enrique. Yes, I’d definitely like to meet him. “I’ll ask my Mom. I don’t know of anything we’re supposed to do but I can’t do this every weekend. I usually get a lot of stuff done around the house on Saturdays and Sundays. Laundry, cleaning, cooking, things that I can’t get done during the week.”
“I understand, Patricia.”
I walk over to the scanner and drop my bag on the belt. Henry starts to reach for it but Hobbes calls him off.
“That won’t be necessary, Henry”
“I’d prefer that he did” I say.
“There is no reason.”
“Could we talk for a moment … in private?”
Hobbes looks confused. “Certainly” he says and leads me back to his office. He shuts the door but neither of us sit down.
“Look, I appreciate the offer, but I really think it’s in my best interest that I get scanned coming AND going.”
“And why is that, Patricia?”
“No offense, Mr. Hobbes, but we both know what you do for a living.” He starts to say something then stops. I continue. “People who do what you do, they don’t normally retire like average people do. Sooner or later, it ends … badly.” I pause, waiting for his reaction.
He seems to be tense but under control. “Go on,” he says.
“If something bad happens while I’m around … let’s face it, I’m gonna be suspect number one. Everybody else is either family or a partner or a long time employee or a person you’ve known for years. I’m the new girl, the unknown, and I’m the one who’s getting blamed. That’s the risk that I’m taking when I come here to visit Gretchen, that’s why I’d rather do this at my house, why my mom’s so afraid. The best protection I’ve got is for me to be scanned and watched as closely as possible. That’s why I don’t care about all the cameras and the bugs, they’ll help protect me when all hell breaks lose … and we both know that, sooner or later, all hell will break lose. No matter what you do, eventually, their gonna get you, they always do.”
“Maybe I’m the exception to the rule.”
“Maybe you are, and more power to you, but the odds aren’t good. Either the cops get you or one of your competitors do. In order to avoid trouble, you’ve got to win all the time. They win once … you’re in deep doo doo. Nobody wins all the time. Like I said, sooner or later. I just don’t want to be caught up in the mess. So you’ll be doing me a big favor be letting Henry do his job.” I step closer to him and drop my voice. “I didn’t want to say any of this in front of Gretchen because I didn’t want to worry her. It’s not something she should have to deal with.”
To Hobbes’ credit, he doesn’t react right away. It’s clear he didn’t like what I had to say, but he’s thinking about it. Eventually he walks past me, reaching for the door knob.
“A very sensible argument Ms. Conner. You’re request will be granted.” He opens the door and steps aside to let me leave. As I walk by him, he reaches out, gently touching my left shoulder. I stop and look up at him. He still appears to be upset. “I appreciate your honesty, Patricia. It is a rare commodity.”
“You’re welcome, Mr. Hobbes.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I keep reviewing the image as I ride home. It still feels clear in my mind, whatever the heck it is. Mom’s car is in the driveway as I pull up to the house. I sprint to the back door, unlock it, and burst into the kitchen. Mom’s there, stirring a pot.
“Patricia! My God, you scared me to death! Are you okay?! I’ve been worrying ever since you left Friday! Thank God, you’re home! How are …”
“I’m fine, Mom. I need a big piece of paper … right now.”
“Paper? Why do you need paper? What happened at that terrible place?”
“I’ll explain later. Right now, I need to write something down while it’s clear in my mind. Do we have any big sheets of paper?”
“How big?”
“Two feet by two feet maybe, something like that?”
She looks around the kitchen and picks up a roll of wax paper. “How about this?”
“Good size put wrong surface.”
“Of course, you’re right.”
She looks around again, smiles, and hurries back to the utility room returning with a large white paper shopping bag from the recycling tub. Opening a drawer, she pulls out a pair of scissors and starts to cut the seams of the bag. In seconds, she has a large, irregular sheet of heavy white paper with several creases in it but it’ll do.
“Great! Perfect! You’re a genius, Mom!” I open another drawer and grab a handful of pens and pencils. Sorting through them until I find a good sharp pencil. Laying the paper on the kitchen table, I sit down, smooth out the creases and start drawing. I can feel Mom hovering over my shoulder.
“What is it? Some kind of blue print or lay out of the house?”
“No, it’s the reflected image off Hobbes’ computer screen. I only saw it for a few seconds before he switched it off. It may be a spread sheet but it could be something else. I just need an hour or so to recreate it and we’ll see what it is.”
She leans down, her head practically resting on my shoulder as I return to work.
“Do you think it’s important?”
“I don’t know, Mom. It could be nothing. His security’s so tight, I’ll take scraps. Give me a little time.”
“Sure, honey.”
She stands up and moves away. I hear her rattling around in the cupboards and then the gurgle of liquid pouring. She’s back hanging onto my shoulder in seconds accompanied by the distracting smell of coffee. I didn’t have any while at Gretchen’s and I missed it … a lot. She reaches down and points to a block of backward numbers.
“Are those supposed to be account numbers?”
“Mother! Please! Let me do this! I don’t want to start interpreting until I’m finished. If I start guessing while I’m drawing, it my influence what I draw. I just want to recreate what I saw as best I can.”
She backs off. “Sorry … Patricia.”
Great. I’ve upset her. I’ll deal with it later. Right now, I’m going to do my best imitation of a human Xerox machine.
Ultimately, it takes longer than I hoped. After two hours and several pencils, I’m getting close to the end. Mom had walked out of the room after I snapped at her but she couldn’t stay away for long. At least she was quiet when she came back. A few final strokes to complete the crosshatch shading of the header and I lay down the pencil, taking a deep breath and rubbing my fingers, working out the stiffness.
Mom returns to her spot behind me. “May I look?”
“Sure. Knock yourself out.”
She says nothing for a few seconds, then reaches down to rub my neck. “I have no idea what it says, Patricia.”
I reach up, covering her hand with mine. “Neither do I. Let’s take it to the bathroom mirror.” Carefully grasping the upper corners, I stand up and lift the paper off the table, keeping it stretched out. It probably wouldn’t smear but I’m not taking any chances. Mom leads the way, opening doors and holding them for me as I walk through. When we finally reach the bathroom, the picture is facing me, not the mirror. I hold one edge out.
“You take this edge, Mom, then I’ll walk around in front of you, switching it around. Don’t stretch it until I get in place.”
“Okay, sweetheart.”
She takes the corner from me and I edge past her, it’s a small bathroom but a big mirror behind side by side sinks. Once I get past her, I turn to face the mirror.
“Ready?” she asks.
“Let’s do it.”
We lift the picture up and slowly pull in opposite directions until it’s straight and flat. This is what I saw, but now I can read it.
Oh. My. GAWD!!!
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“EVERYTHING?”
“I can’t be sure. Certainly it’s the majority of the U.S.”
Patricia’s legs actually buckled when she first looked at the picture. All I saw was a big spreadsheet with lots of numbers but she must have known what it was almost instantly. She fell back against the wall behind her, almost dropping her corner, but she caught herself. We ended up taping the picture to the wall behind us and then leaning into the mirror to read it.
“Why just the U.S.?” I ask
“I don’t know. There might have been a page two. Or three. My Gawd, what if there was a page three?”
“What are you saying?”
“Well … there’s going to be product in the pipeline, plus at the manufacturing sites. Plus, he’s also in Europe.”
“How do you know that?”
“Because Raul has specialty meats you can’t get in the U.S. shipped back after deliveries in Europe.”
“Who is Raul?”
“Hobbes’ chef, a really nice guy. He showed me how to make this roux, it was HEAVENLY! And so simple! It’ll be great with chicken and …”
“Patricia … the drugs.”
“Right, sorry. So, this is just what’s ready for distribution here in the United States.”
I point to a column of figures. “Are these pounds?”
“You’re off by a factor of three.”
“Thousands of pounds?! Then this means …”
Patricia reaches out with a toothbrush, touching different areas of the mirror. “Cocaine. Meth. Marijuana, though that may be tons. Heroin. I’m not sure about this row, it might by Oxy.”
“How many locations?”
She quickly runs the toothbrush across the mirror. “Eleven.”
“So this is worth … “
“Over nine hundred million, maybe closer to a billion.”
“And we know where it all is?”
“Pretty much. There aren’t any actual addresses but it has cities and business names. Assuming there’s only one facility in each town, we can locate it.”
I feel a bit faint myself, almost falling back into the picture, forgetting for a moment it’s actually behind me. Patty grabs me before I make contact.
“Are you okay, Mom?”
“Oh heavens yes my baby! We’re finally finished! We’ve got him! Well, you got him and I couldn’t be prouder! We get this information to Daniel and we can go home!”
“I’m not so sure about that, Mom.”
“What do you mean? This is exactly what we need. The police raid the buildings, arrest all the gang members, some of them take deals, testify against Hobbes and he goes to jail for the rest of his life. If we’re lucky, maybe some one will know about what happened to my Robert and darling Alisha, then Hobbes can go to the gas chamber. We’ve won!”
Patricia steps away from me, turns and walks out of the bathroom. “What’s wrong?” I ask as I follow her back to the kitchen. “What’s wrong?”
She sits down, putting her head in her hands for a moment, then looks up at me, her hands trailing down either side of her face. “Look Mom, it’s like this. I’ve been thinking about it for some time. I don’t see how Lipscomb can use anything I find. I’m never gonna be able to testify in court. He can’t explain to a judge about me, so how can I be a reliable source to justify a search warrant? Even if he’s got a tame federal judge out there, without my testimony, the evidence gets tossed at trial. I just don’t see how he’s gonna do it.”
I sit down at the table opposite her. “That’s not our problem Patty … it’s his. He’s the lawyer, he’s the expert. We’ve done our job, now it’s his turn to do his.”
“I’ve been doing some reading about that and the rules are pretty clear about what it takes to make the evidence admissible. There’s just no way. There’s also all the damage this is going to do. What about Gretchen? She hasn’t done anything wrong … this’ll destroy her, particularly when she finds out I did it.”
“I’m sorry, but I don’t care about Hobbes’ daughter. He obviously didn’t care or he wouldn’t have gotten into this business in the first place. What about my daughter? Killed by his hoodlums, they go free and she’s dead! Dead! I vowed to make him pay one day and that day is now!”
“Let me think about this for a little bit, okay? Don’t tell Lipscomb right away. I need to find addresses for all the locations anyway.”
“We’re going to met him Tuesday after work at Matthews’ office. What are you planning to tell him then?”
“I don’t know yet; just let me think about it. There maybe another way to do this. We can afford to take our time and get this right. Please, Mom, give me a chance to think of something.”
The look on her face is heartbreaking, how can I say no? She’s gone through so much, I guess she’s entitled to a little time. However, I will not let this opportunity get away. “Okay, Patricia. You can have a week, then I tell Daniel about this.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Mom’s not going to give me one second more than a week. She wants Hobbes bad and doesn’t care who else gets hurt. Obviously, there was going to be some fall out if we caught Hobbes but this whole thing was a fluke. You don’t get this kind of intel the first shot out of the box. I’d hoped that I’d have the time to figure out a way to safely use any information I discovered but now I’m out of time. Well, I’ve got a week.
CHAPTER THIRTY TWO
Patty’s waiting for me on the court Monday right after lunch. She told me to eat light. I hope we aren’t doing a bunch of running. Terri’s also with her. As soon as she sees me, she waves me in, so I hurry over to where they’re standing under the basket. She passes the ball to me when I get close.
“Hey, Gretch. I asked Terri to help us, she’s on the school team. We’re gonna keep this simple. Basketball is all about physics. Once you figure out the physics, it’s a piece of cake. For example.” She pulls a laser pointer from the pocket of her shorts and shines it on the backboard, making a small red dot appear on the left corner of the box painted on the backboard right above the rim. “You hit that spot with the ball, it’s going in the basket.” She shoots the ball, squarely hitting the spot she had pointed out. The ball bounces off the backboard and crisply through the net. “It doesn’t have any choice, physics dictates the outcome every time. You hit that spot, it’s two points. Simple. We don’t have time to teach a whole lot but if you can learn to hit a lay up and catch a bounce pass, we can beat those guys.”
“Don’t we have to have a bunch of plays or something?”
“We’ll need just one play, the pick and roll. John Stockton and Karl Malone are in the Hall of Fame because of that single play. They knew every variation there was. We just need to practice a couple. Nobody in those games have organized plays anyway, it’s alley ball. An actual, honest to God play is as common as Haley’s Comet.”
“What about defense?”
“We’ll need to work on that too, but if you get the ball and score, you get the ball back. As long as we keep scoring, we never play defense.”
“Yeah, but Riley’s like 6’ 6”, he block’s shots all the time. I can’t shoot over him, and if I can’t, you sure as heck can’t.”
“Don’t worry about it Gretch, physics will win out. Issac Newton would have made a great ball player. When you get open, I’ll put the ball right in your hands. All you have to worry about is hitting lay ups, wide open lay ups.” She tosses me the ball. “Let’s start on that now. Just stand there and hit the spot on the backboard. Terri and I’ll rebound.”
I felt kinda stupid, just standing three feet from the basket, shooting the ball at a point on the backboard, though Patty was right, if I hit the spot, the ball went right in the basket. I must have shot a hundred times, Patty and Terri chasing down the ones I missed, though I didn’t miss many toward the end. Then Patty had me take a couple of steps and jump as I shot the ball. This was harder, but I got the hang of it pretty quickly and managed to hit twenty in a row, though my legs got a little tired towards the end.
“Okay” Patty said. “That’s enough for today. Tomorrow, we work on you catching a pass as you get to the basket and then the pick and roll. By the end of Friday, we’ll be ready, I promise. Go change clothes and I’ll be right behind you.”
As I trot off to the locker room, I’m feeling more confident than I did at the start. We may be able to do this.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“What do you think, Terri?”
“She learns quick enough. I didn’t realize she was so athletic, I’d never seen her do much in gym.”
“I know, she just needed a little prodding and some coaching. She’ll be okay as long as she doesn’t panic.”
“I don’t know, a 6’ 6” guy, is he any good?”
“Yeah, he is.”
“Good looking?”
“A blonde babe magnet.”
“Ooooo … sure you don’t want to play three on three? I can make the time.”
“You’re a bit of a slut Terri, you know that?”
“Am not. I’ve just got … healthy appetites, that’s all.”
“You’ve got appetites, that’s for sure. She won’t have to worry about his defense too much. The guy plays on her father’s team. He may push around the other guys, but he’ll be too afraid to knock Gretchen around, daddy may not like.”
“And her daddy may do something about it.”
“Exactly. He’ll be too worried about his own his own skin, at least at first, to play rough. They may switch off and Gretchen’s dad covers her, which is fine by me.”
“A 6’ 6” guy guarding you?”
“I’ll run him into the ground.”
“Oh, I just thought of something. Do they play shirts and skins?”
“Yeah?”
“So what’s his abs …”
“Like iron plates.”
“You know, three on three is a much more interesting game. I could …”
“Down girl.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I’ve decided what I’m going to tell Lipscomb about the Hobbes compound, but am still up in the air about the spreadsheet. It’s a break that’s not likely to be duplicated, but the storage sites aren’t going to change any time soon, he’s got too much invested in the locations. I went online and came up with addresses and pictures, both street level and overhead. Each one is an active warehouse with a customs section, all near the coasts or the Mexican border, some within a mile or two of the border. The particular inventory in each place will move out and get sold, but there’s always more drugs coming in. They can raid them anytime and get hundreds of millions of dollars of drugs, so we don’t really lose anything by waiting. There’s got to be an ideal way to use this information, one that causes the least amount of harm to innocent people. I’m really tired of destroying everybody’s lives when we finally bust the bad guys. I need to find a better way.
When we walk into Dr. Matthews’ office, Lipscomb is already there, as usual, drinking a cup of coffee.
“Hail the conquering heroine! I hope you have good news for me.”
Mom and I sit down. “What do you want to hear first, the bad news … or the terrible news?” I ask.
Lipscomb frowns. “Shouldn’t that be bad news and good news?”
“Sorry, not a lot of good news, mostly just bad and terrible.”
“Then I’ll take the little good news.”
“I’m invited back for next weekend.”
“That’s it?”
“Pretty much. The bad news is the place is a security fortress. Cameras, sensors, biomechanical security on all physical file cabinets, all computers and files encrypted. Lots of guards who know their stuff. Weekly bug sweeps. Everything and everyone who enters the place gets scanned. The White House could learn a thing or two from these guys.”
“And the terrible news?”
“Their head of security wasn’t even there, he’d been gone for at least two weeks dealing with some problem in Los Angeles, so they had probably gotten a little lax. He’s back tomorrow. Things should get back to normal real soon. Oh, by the way, does the name Enrique Cardoza ring a bell?”
“No, can’t say it does.”
“He’s the security guy and second in command. My briefing didn’t mention him at all. I’ll probably be meeting him next weekend. It would have been nice to know something about him … anything at all.”
“Peter, I told you up front that there were gaps in our knowledge about Hobbes’ operation. I had no reason to hide anything from you, we all want success here.” He looked over at Mother. “We all have our reasons for that.”
All this time, she hadn’t said a word, not even “Hello”. She doesn’t look particularly comfortable right now. I hope she’s not changed her mind.
“It’s not completely hopeless Lipscomb. I think I made a good impression and most of them either like or tolerate me. If I can get past Cardoza, there’s a chance I can find out some stuff that can be useful. It may be a long shot but …”
“We know where he keeps all his drugs” Mom blurts out.
“WHAT?!” Daniel shouts.
I stare at her. Betrayed by my own mother. We had a deal. She looks back at me, pleadingly.
“I’m sorry Patricia; I can’t miss this chance to take Hobbes down. He destroyed my life, he’s got to pay for that. If things are as bad as you say they are, this may be our only opportunity. It’s a gift from God.”
“Will someone tell me what is going on?” asks Lipscomb.
Mom looks at me but it’s her show now. “You wanted to tell him, go on then, tell him.”
“Patricia, don’t be like that. It’s what’s best for all of us.”
I’m not buying that, not now. She’s on her own. I sit there, arms crossed, gazing at the wall next to me.
“Very well. Patricia happened to get a look at a picture from a computer monitor reflected in the glass of a photo. She quickly memorized it and, when she got home, recreated it. We looked at it using the bathroom mirror to turn the image back around and discovered it was a list of Hobbes’ inventory in the United State, including locations. Patricia thinks there may be a billion dollars worth of drugs, adding it all together. It’s all there, waiting for you to pick it up.”
“Where’s this picture?”
“Back home, hidden.”
I’m not looking at him, but I feel Lipscomb getting closer to me. “And when were you going to tell me about this, Peter?”
“Probably … never.”
“Why not?”
“Because you can’t use it. And if you try, we’re all dead.”
“How’s that?”
I turn towards him. “You can’t get a warrant because I’m not ‘a reliable source’, I’m a freak, whose existence must stay a closely guarded secret or we all go to jail. Even if you could manage to get a warrant, the drugs would eventually be tossed at trial as fruit of the poisonous tree and Hobbes goes free.”
“Let me deal with the legal issues, that’s what I’m trained to do.”
“Fine. Explain to me how you plan to do this … legally.”
He looks a little nervous, which is unusual. He never looks nervous. “I’d rather not reveal those plans at this time, but I assure you, I have it under control.”
“I don’t think you do, Lipscomb, but let’s assume I’m wrong. Let’s assume you manage to talk your bosses into going ahead with this, your office makes a request for search warrants, the judge grants the eleven warrants for searches over six states, you contact the necessary agencies, the FBI, DEA, local police, get everything organized and raid the warehouses … you know what you’ll find?”
“What will I find, Peter?”
“Nooothinnngg. Hobbes has got people on his payroll at each and every step along that process. He’s got people in the DOJ, the Judge’s office, the FBI, the DEA, the local cops, everywhere. By the time the last guy informs Hobbes what’s going down, he’ll be politely told that the problem’s already been taken care of. Every place will be empty of drugs, cleaned up spic and span. And after this all blows up in your face, Hobbes will come looking for the leak. We ALL end up dead, probably tortured first, then killed, our bodies never found.”
Lipscomb appears to at least be thinking about what I said. He’s looking down at the table, slowly tapping his fingers on its surface. He finally looks up. “Peter makes some valid points, Jessica.”
“NO! YOU CAN”T BE SERIOUS?! Daniel, this is our chance! We’ve got to strike NOW! We may never …”
Lipscomb raises his hand and Mom falls silent but seething with anger. “Hear me out, Jessica. Peter is quite correct about the corruption within the system. I raised the same points with my superiors in putting this team together. Bribery is rampant; you have no idea who you can trust. An operation that large would surely get back to Hobbes at its earliest stages. We could never move fast enough. Odd as it may be, this information is too big to move on.”
“Then go after only a few places! Do SOMETHING Daniel!”
“To what end, Jessica? We make a few, possibly spectacular, busts but we don’t substantially hurt his operation. Hobbes’ involvement is likely shielded by a convoluted ownership history and we’ve revealed the existence of a leak, bringing unwanted attention to bear on Peter. This information is too great to safely pursue but too small to provide a killing blow to Hobbes and his organization. We’re stymied.”
Mom looks completely defeated. I almost feel sorry for her but she’s the one who broke our deal. However, there may be a bone I can throw her. “Lipscomb … about that killing blow. Hobbes has an advanced computer system, totally up to date security wise, both physically and electronically. He keeps everything on it, and I do mean everything. It probably has records concerning pay offs, his total inventories across the world, manufacturing records, the works. If I could get to that, you’d have all the evidence you’d need. I still can’t see how you’re getting it in front of a jury, but, at least you’d know who you can and can’t deal with, probably give you names of guys who you can flip to testify against him. It may take me a while to figure out a way to do it, but it’s worth a shot. I mean, I’m already inside, no reason not to try, right?”
His eyes light up. “Now, that’s what I’m talking about! I don’t recall computer hacking as a skill listed on your resume, Peter.”
“Peter Harris didn’t know squat about hacking, but Patricia Conner knows quite a bit and plans to learn a whole lot more.”
He rubs his hands together rapidly. “Very good. The computer system is our new objective. Contact me if you need assistance or equipment … and please keep me informed of progress. While I agree with your opinion about the usefulness of the inventory information, I insist on being told about this type of intelligence in the future. I have people I must answer to and both my life and career are on the line here as well as yours. I will not be kept in the dark. Do you understand, Peter?”
“Yeah, I got it, but let’s keep these meetings to a minimum. Every one is a potential security breach. I can’t afford to be linked with you in any way.”
“Fair enough. We can continue to use the dead drop system. Is that acceptable Jessica?”
She just nods dully, all the fight sucked out of her. Serves her right.
I stand up. “If there’s nothing else, I’ve got homework to do.”
Lipscomb also stands. “One last thing. I want that computer image.”
I’m instantly suspicious. “Why? We both agreed we can’t use it. What can you do with it?”
“Likely nothing, but I may be able to pull additional information from it, you never know.”
I don’t trust him, not at all. My gut is screaming at me to keep it away from him … and I don’t know why. It’s a reasonable request, he’s part of the team after all. “You know, if this gets out, Lipscomb, I could end up dead real quick.”
He smiles. “But not before telling Hobbes all about me, right?”
“Absolutely.”
“Then I better take very good care of it.”
He’s got me. “You can have a copy, I’m keeping the original.”
“That’s a reasonable compromise.”
I walk out the door, heading directly for the car. I hear the office door open and close behind me, so Mom is probably following, but I’m not going to look back. The lock on the car door clicks, so I open it and sit in the front passenger seat, eyes forward. The drivers’ side door opens and closes. It’s Mom, I smell her perfume.
“Patricia … I was just doing what I thought was best for all …”
I keep my eyes straight ahead. “Mother. I’m not talking to you now. I don’t know when I will.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It took me much longer to resolve the disputes in Los Angeles but it was time well spent. My personal relationships with both gangs are stronger. Right now, as far as they are concerned, Enrique Cardoza is the face of our cartel. When it comes time for Hobbes to go, the transition should be seamless. That day may be fast approaching. I’ve barely dropped my bags on my bed before he calls for me. It’s a polite request, on its face. “Come see me when you are available.” He means I’m to make myself available right now. The man is Argentinean, through and through.
When I get to his office, he is all smiles and congratulations. “Enrique!” He takes my hand, shaking it vigorously. “How are you, my old friend? Have all issues been resolved?” The man is a born politician. If he had dedicated his life to politics instead of the more lucrative drug trade, he might be President of Argentina by now.
“Yes, X-ray, everything has been worked out … for now. There is no guarantee each gang will stick with the agreed upon boundaries. Each is looking to take a bigger slice of the pie.”
“Fools! Why can’t they see the harm they cause with these petty disputes?”
“Everyone always wants more, X-ray. It is human nature.”
“But there is plenty of profit for all. How much is enough?”
“These are young, aggressive men. They are still attempting to make their fortunes.”
“Not like us, eh Enrique?”
You mean not like you. We have failed to take advantage of numerous opportunities over the last few years, particularly in Mexico. We could wipe many of the smaller cartels out, if Hobbes would only unleash our men.
“Yes, X-ray, not at all like us.”
“Well, there is peace for now. It is good to have you back. I’ve had to deal with a number of issues with the staff while you were gone, I don’t know how you keep this place running so smoothly.”
“A minor skill of mine, X-ray. What problems?”
“Nothing serious, mostly just keeping the peace. You would think that grown men could deal with a single girl.”
“What girl?”
“Patricia Conner, Gretchen’s little friend. A truly remarkable girl, we were quite wrong about her.”
This can’t be good. “What are you talking about?”
“You remember, Patricia Conner. You had her investigated and we decided that it would be best for Gretchen to have no further contact with her. I’ve spoken with her several times; we could not have been more mistaken. She is an absolutely delightful girl … intelligent, responsible, mature, relatively respectful, very accomplished and a lot of common sense. Gretchen’s attitude and behavior have already improved.
“When did you speak with her?”
“That is an interesting story, Enrique. Apparently, two weekends ago, she did a sit in outside the gate, demanding to speak with me about Gretchen. No one told me about it until it was too late … I had dinner with the Senator scheduled, I’m sure you remember that.”
“Certainly. Why was she permitted to stay outside the gate?”
“Speak to your guards. If you were here, I’m certain that you would have handled it, but they seemed incapable of dealing with her, though, in their defense, she is a deceptively cunning girl. And brave too. When she first met me, she threw a collection of electronic bugs on my desk, accusing me of ordering their instillation. Can you believe that?! And she knew who I was!”
“Well, it was true.”
“I know, but still … the audacity, you must really appreciate the audacity. And it didn’t stop there. I was basically dressed down for being a terrible father.”
“I see. What happened when you threw her out?”
“Ahhhh … that’s the interesting part. Once we were done talking, we ended up agreeing on a number of things. I permitted her to come visit Gretchen this past weekend and it went quite well, actually surprisingly well, except for the staff problems.”
“What were they?”
“Mr.Tippett seems to have been making inappropriate comments about the Conner girl in front of one of the guards and he took offense. Perfectly understandable but I had to remind Lou as to how valuable Tippett is to our business. He understood and that will, hopefully, be the end of it.”
“Did she say where she found the electronic bugs?”
“Around her home, naturally. That is were your people planted them.”
“And how she found them?”
“No.”
“Did you ask her?”
“No, does it matter?”
Damn it! I’m too late! He’s already infatuated with this girl! He didn’t even think to ask the obvious questions. I’ve seen this before with him. He has a weakness for women with strong personalities. Like his mother. And his wife. And now, apparently, this girl.
“When will Ms. Conner be back?”
“This weekend. How did you know she would be coming back?”
“Just a good guess. I’d like to meet her.”
“I want you to, you’ll be impressed.”
He’s likely correct. Unfortunately.
CHAPTER THIRTY THREE
Cardoza ordered me to meet him at the end of my shift. I don’t think I’ve done anything wrong, I sure as fuck hope I haven’t, he’s not the forgiving kind. He told me to meet him on the third floor, not his office on the first floor. I don’t know anybody who’s ever been up there. I take the stairs instead of the elevator, it gives me time to think and I wouldn’t be trapped in elevator cab if he’s waiting for me with a surprise.
I raise my hand to push the buzzer on the intercom but it crackles to life.
“Come in, Mr. Escaban.”
Huh. Same trick as Hobbes. Wonder who came up with it first.
The deadbolts open so I slowly turn the doorknob and push the door, stepping back as it swings open. Nothing yet. I quickly enter and look around. There’s a lot more room than furniture. If he’s not going to use all this space, they ought to expand those damn cracker boxes we live in. Cardoza’s in the kitchen, holding two beer bottles.
“Have a seat on the couch please, Mr. Escaban.”
There’s nothing obviously suspicious about the couch, but it’s Cardoza, there wouldn’t be. As I sit down, he walks out of the kitchen and sets the two beers on the low table in front of the couch. “Have one.” He says, sitting in the padded chair on the other side of the table.
Which one? The one near me … the one near him? Are they poisoned? Maybe this is a test. Maybe I’m just too fucking paranoid. No, I’m not. I take the one nearest Cardoza but don’t drink until he does. He smiles at me after taking a swig from his bottle.
“Yours could still be poisoned, Mr. Escaban.”
Great. Am I being that obvious? I sniff the beer, seems okay. Well, I knew the job was dangerous when I took it. Tipping the bottle back, take a couple of big gulps and return the bottle to the table. “You can only take so many precautions.”
“True, but I’ve noticed that you always appear to be aware of when to take them. For example, when ever there is an emergency call, you’re never the first person to arrive, even if you are the closest to begin with. But you aren’t the last to arrive either.”
This IS a test! “Are you saying I’m not doing my job, Mr. Cardoza?”
“Not at all, Tony. I approve of your caution. Why be the first man through the door? You could get your head blown off. It is almost always best to be second or third. You may miss some profitable opportunities, but almost always survive to fight another day, eh’?”
“Something like that.”
“I have appreciated your willingness to keep me informed as to what is going on among the staff. You’ve provided valuable information in the past. Which causes me to wonder why you failed to contact me about Patricia Conner.”
I KNEW IT! That little BITCH was going to cause trouble! I’m the one who’s gonna take it in the ass! Well, I’m not going down alone. “Look, Mr. Cardoza, I wanted to contact you right away, but Henry said that we could handle it, to leave you out of it, that you were away on really important business.”
“Henry was right. I was away on important business and you all should have been capable of dealing with a tiny teenage girl. I have reviewed all the security tapes, she made fools of all of you.”
“I was on the night shift then, I had nothing to do with chasing that phony motorcyclist.”
“True … but it WAS your idea to call the police to try to force her off. Very successful.”
The cops should have done their damn job! “If they had been willing to do what we hire them for, the problem would have been over.”
“Or much worse. Ms. Conner planned her attack quite well. She benefited from some favorable circumstances that she could not have been aware of … or at least I hope she was unaware of. If she knew of the dinner party and my absence, then we have more serious problems than a young girl. Regardless, she had an answer to every action by the guards. This is an intelligence not possessed by your average young girl, not even an extraordinary young girl. So … what exactly is Patricia Conner?”
He’s looking at me, expecting an answer. Crap!
“I’ve seen her at the pool, she’s all girl, Mr. Cardoza. She’s got a pair of tits that just don’t stop, ya’ know? And that ass? No doubt, she’s a fine little bitch. Me personally, I don’t fuck with jail bait, at least not in this country, she looks to be exactly what she says. You don’t think she’s an older woman faking it, do you?”
He doesn’t say anything right away, just swirls the beer in his bottle. “I am not certain. She could be, though my investigators confirmed her story. All I know is that, when I watch the security files, she seems believable, but when I just listen to the files, she does not sound like any teenager I have ever known. She sounds more mature and intelligent than many women I have known … and most MEN. All of which concerns me. It is likely too late to do anything about it now anyway.”
What’s he talking about? “Too late for what? You can talk Mr. Hobbes into getting rid of her. You can talk him into anything.”
He smiles at that. “Perhaps you are correct, but not in this case. Raymond Hobbes is an outstanding man … loyal, charismatic, generally intelligent, well bred, all positive attributes, but he has one glaring weakness.”
“Which is?”
“He has an unnatural infatuation with women possessing strong personalities. His mother was such a woman, which probably explains a lot. His deceased wife was also such a woman. It appears the Patricia Conner fits that description.”
I chuckle. The old goat is fucking that little cunt. I shoulda known. Though … none of the guards said anything. If any of them knew something, they’d speak up. Well, a couple might keep it quiet. “Are you saying that Hobbes is screwing her?”
He seems surprised. “Sex? No, you misunderstand. He puts them on pedestals, worships them, but, most importantly, he listens to their opinions. I can see it in his face when he talks about her, he is already in the process of infatuation. Opinions will not change that course, though facts might.”
“What kind of facts?”
“Proof that she is not what she seems.”
“Got any of those ‘facts’?”
“Not now, but I have yet to speak with her. After that, we shall see. However, even if her story remains intact, she may still be useful.”
“How’s that?”
Cardoza looks at me for several seconds, remaining silent. It’s like he’s studying me or something. He suddenly stands up, walks back to the kitchen, picks up a file folder, returns to his chair and sits back down.
“I have been working with Hobbes for many years, we built this organization together and it is very successful, very profitable. Hobbes has a good head for business and a willingness to do what is required to get ahead. When we started, he had the contacts we needed among the authorities and I had the contacts we needed among the drug suppliers. We started as simple lieutenants in the Miguel Gallardo cartel. Soon we had our own territory, then multiple territories, then a country, and finally, countries. Gallardo … retired and we took over the largest, most profitable parts of his organization. The rest is history. Currently, we are the most successful and profitable of the cartels.”
“I know, that’s why I wanted to work for you.”
“Work for me … or Hobbes?”
“Is there a difference?”
“Not until now.”
Uh oh. “Now?”
“Hobbes has become complacent, more concerned with expenses than increasing sales. He doesn’t realize that we are under constant attack, directly or indirectly. Our position at the top is not guaranteed. We need to be more aggressive in Mexico, not only responding to attacks but going on the offensive, removing weaker cartels, survival of the fittest.”
“And Mr. Hobbes doesn’t agree?”
“He does not! He wants peace among the cartels. All this conflict is bad for business, according to him. While that’s true in the short term, there can be long term benefits, if you are willing to fight! He has become soft and content.”
“So … you plan to talk him into doing things your way? You seem to be able to do that on a regular basis.”
“It is interesting that you have noticed, Tony. Or did someone tell you that?”
I shrug. “People talk. I haven’t been here that long but I know your history with Mr. Hobbes. I know you’re the power behind the throne.”
“I am. My question to you, Tony, is where do your loyalties lay?”
SHIT! I don’t need this, not now, but he’s not going to give me time to think about this. “I’m kinda partial to whoever pays me, Mr. Cardoza.”
“You mean, who ever pays you the most?”
“Exactly!”
“I would hope for loyalty not contingent on a paycheck.”
“You’re the realist, Mr. Cardoza. I’ll go where ever I can do the best.”
“If you help me now, Tony, I can guarantee you’ll be taken care of in the future.”
“What about the present?”
“Better treatment now would only raise suspicions. I’m not ready to move yet, though it may not be long before I am. For now, you’ll need to continue to monitor things here at the compound for me. That hardly seems to be too much of a burden.”
“What will you be doing?”
“Traveling mostly, checking on the security of our far flung operations, making face to face connections with the vital people in the organization.”
“If I’m going to be doing all this extra work, I really think there should be some kind of pay increase.”
“So you won’t have to steal from the kitchen anymore?”
OOOHHhhh Jesus Christ! “I’ve got no idea what you’re …”
Cardoza taps the manila file folder on the table in front of him with his right index finger. “Raul keeps his inventory records in his head. He knew what was missing almost right away. When I checked the security logs, there were a series of camera feed outages. I get the same feeds here in my quarters up here.” FUCK! I didn’t know that. “So, I decided to stay up a couple of nights and watch. Imagine my surprise when I discover who has been stealing Hobbes imported beef. The man is an Argentinean, they know … and love their beef.”
He’s just sitting back, smiling at me. Hobbes wouldn’t have me killed for this, probably, but I’m gone if he finds out. Cardoza’s got me.
“I’ll keep you posted on what happens here, but what if Hobbes doesn’t stay put?”
“How many times has Hobbes left his home since you’ve been working here?”
“I don’t know … three, four I guess.”
“And each of those was by helicopter, straight to the airport, right onto a plane and out of the country for meetings that required he personally be there. Other than those few times, he stays right here, where I want him.”
“You want him stuck in this place?”
“Hobbes has an enormous fear of assassination. His parents both died that way and he’s been threatened a number of times. I’ve managed to foil several attempts over the years.”
“Real attempts?”
He smiles. “As far as anyone can prove. His wife grew tired of the constraints and was close to persuading him to be more willing to venture out into society when she, conveniently, died.”
Oh my GOD! Conveniently?! Did he kill Hobbes wife? I’m not even going to ask him that, just nodding my head.
“I see. So, how is it the kid goes to school instead of a tutor here at home?”
“An unfortunate promise that I was unaware of. As I said, Hobbes has a number of admirable qualities. Keeping his promises is one of those. The end result of all of this is that he is not likely to be going anywhere in the near future. Raymond Hobbes remains a good manager, a charismatic figurehead and a focal point for the organization, all positive assets for out cartel. He is not an unbalanced lunatic looking for fame and glory like some of our competitors. They live their lives as if they expect to die shortly in a blaze of gunfire and publicity, lives of excess and conspicuous consumption. I plan to help them reach their goals, then pick up the pieces, building the new, dominant drug cartel of the future. If Raymond is unable to support that vision … then we had a good run, he and I.”
He had as good as said that he was going to kill Hobbes when he stopped being useful, but he didn’t actually say it. With what he had on me, Cardoza could get me fired and discredit anything I might say about this meeting, though it probably wouldn’t come to that. He’d already told me way too much to let me go and blab to Hobbes. If I didn’t accept his offer, I’d likely not make it back to my room. So, that’s the test. Am I smart enough to see my options and pick the right one. I grab my beer bottle.
“Okay, I’m in. Let’s drink to your successful trip.” I extend the neck of the bottle towards him.
Cardoza clinks his bottle against mine. “Welcome aboard, Mr. Escaban.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It’s been two days and Patricia has barely spoken with me, and then just one or two words at a time. I don’t know where she learned it, from my programming or Peter Harris’ experience with three wives or the unknown recesses of a female teenage brain, but Patricia wields the Silent Treatment like a pro. I tried to explain why I felt it necessary for Daniel to know about the warehouses but she won’t let me get two words out before she’s gone, headed for her room, the basement, wherever.
I know it was wrong to betray her trust, but surely they both can see how this is an opportunity to finish off Hobbes and bring this dangerous, exhausting operation finally to an end.
I’ll try to talk with her again tonight, after work.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Gretchen’s doing a footwork drill, setting practice picks, then pivoting and sprinting to the basket, looking for the ball. Patricia doesn’t pass the ball, she’s just checking out her form, which is way lots better than anybody on our pathetic team.
Gretchen’s really improved in the few days we’ve been practicing after lunch, she’s getting the hang of it, particularly for someone who’s never played ball before. Whether or not she can play against a real person in a real game and, oh bye the way, that person is a tall, strong, GUY, that’s another thing. I look over at the gym clock. It’s 12:50, time to wrap this up. Patricia looks my way, I wave and point to the clock. She glances at it, turns back towards me, and nods her head.
“That’s enough for now, Gretchen. Get changed and I’ll see you sixth period.”
She trots gracefully over to Patricia. Gawd! A girl who looks like her, so tall and beautiful … it makes you want to claw her eyes out. Too bad she’s so damn nice. “How’m I doing, Coach,” she asks brightly.
“Not bad, not bad. You still hesitate when you first take off towards the basket. Don’t wait, just go as soon as you pick the guy off. They’ll probably try to grab you a little, maybe a lot. Just knock their arms away and GO. If you’re open, I’ll hit you. Don’t chase the ball, it’ll be there,” answer’s Patricia.
“When do we start actually passing and shooting?”
“Tomorrow, Thursday. Friday it’ll be defense and Saturday we kick butt!” She puts up her hand for a high five but it’s barely higher than Gretchen’s head. She slaps it anyway, turns and strolls towards the locker room, wiping her face with the front of her shirt. Patricia watches her go, while I walk over to talk.
“What say you, Terri?” she asks, not taking her eyes off Gretchen.
“She’s doing way better.”
“Come ready to play tomorrow. It’ll be your job to push her around as hard as you can.”
“Can I push you around?”
“You can TRY, if you can catch me.”
Fat chance of that. I don’t know why it is, but she seems kinda … sad.
“You okay, Patty?”
“Sure, fine … why not?”
“Don’t know, you just don’t act fine.”
She sighs. “Had a fight with my Mom. We’re not talking right now.”
“Hah, wish me and my mom weren’t talking. She’s all over me about all kinds of shit every day. It’s like hand to hand combat. What you guys fighting about?”
“She just told somebody something she promised she wouldn’t.”
“Ohhh, the old violation of trust thing, that’s a toughie.”
“She says she thought it was the right thing to do.”
“That’s always the way, isn’t it? Like a parent ever admits she did something wrong. But you try to explain why you did what you did and she’s all up in your face, no excuse is good enough, you’re just an immature little kid who can’t think for yourself, right?”
“Uhhh … yeah, just like that.”
“Don’t let her push you around, Patricia, stick to your guns. Everybody around here looks up to you.”
She smirks. “Everybody?”
“Well, a lot of girls … the smart ones.”
She winks at me. “I’ll try not to let em’ down. Thanks for the help, Terri. I couldn’t do this without you.”
I stand up taller, prouder. “No prob … Da’Pee.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I haven’t had a chance to check out my lap top since getting back from the weekend at Gretchen’s, haven’t even turned it on. I made a mirror copy of absolutely everything before giving it to Mr. Tippett and I want to check it for changes before doing anything else. I’m curios to see exactly what he did. He said it was only what was necessary for me to access the home network, but I’ll believe that when I see it.
After booting it up, I attach the backup USB hard drive and start comparing code, using a separate monitor, line by line. Normally, this could take weeks but I can scan this stuff at lightning speed. Setting the Balancer on Pink Forty Five, I’m just looking for changes, nothing else. I can feel the computer part of my brain smoothly shift into high gear and take off. When I catch a change, I note where it is and move on, analyses is for later.
It only takes me about an hour to go over everything twice, just to be safe. Now, to see exactly what he did. At first, the subroutines appear to be what I would expect, then they take a more sinister turn. He’s getting access to the modem and the wireless card. And the root drive. If I read this right, whenever I access the internet, he’s going to not only know it, but be able to monitor what I do and see, along with searching my emails and reading any file on my computer.
I shouldn’t be surprised, I’m sure he did the same thing to Gretchen’s lap top, but she’s Hobbes daughter, I’m just a visitor. He had to be pretty confident of his skills to even try stuff like this. I could march right into Hobbes office, show him exactly what Tippett did and scream bloody murder. I’d likely get an apology and a new lap top, even if Hobbes had originally ordered Tippett to do it. Blame whoever you can when you get caught with your hand in the cookie jar.
However … now that I know about it, I can use it. There’s absolutely nothing incriminating on my computer and, by studying what he did, I should be able to see how he thinks when programming. It could help me find some security holes in his system. Any information can help.
After turning the Balancer back to Blue Fifty, I sneak back to Mom’s bedroom and return it to the table by her bed. Technically, I’m not supposed to mess with it, the Balancer is her responsibility. We’ve not had any fights about it for months. In fact, she’s insisted on Blue Fifty more often than our original deal. For quite awhile, I honestly can’t say that I’ve noticed the particular settings between Blue Thirty Five and Pink Ten; it all feels the same to me. If I concentrate, I could probably determine the setting within a couple of points, but it hardly matters. Still, I shouldn’t be changing settings on my own. I just don’t want to deal with Mom right now.
CHAPTER THIRTY FOUR
I shouted out to Mom that I was leaving for the weekend as I left the house after school on Friday, not waiting for her reply. I know, I know … this Cold Shoulder thing has gone on long enough, but I don’t know how to end it. I’m certainly not going to apologize because she was in the wrong but there’s got to be a good way to stop this. It’s a shame they didn’t add all the old columns of “Dear Abbey” to my data base.
The attitude at the gate is friendlier this time, as is my search by Henry. He actually helps me take off my back pack and everything.
“You got anything special planned for us this weekend, Conner?”
Actually, I thought I could do several fruit pies for Saturday dinner and chocolate chip muffins for a Sunday snack … but I’m not telling him. “If I tell you, it won’t be a surprise.”
“The guys have been speculating, Lou’s betting on a cake of some kind.”
I lean in close as I sling my bag over my shoulder. “Take his money.”
He smiles. “Sure thing.” He points to a section of the x-ray image of my bag. “What’s this?”
I bring the bag back off my shoulder, drop it to the floor and unzip the front pouch. Reaching in, I grab the camera and pull it out. “It’s something Mr. Tippett asked me to bring for him to see. He seemed interested.”
Henry took it from my hand and inspected it from several angles. “Okay, as long as you take it right to him, got it?”
I salute crisply. “Yes, Sir!”
He hands it back to me. “Get out of here, smart ass. I’d keep an eye on Tippett, if I were you though. He’s a bit of a pervert.”
I swing my bag over my shoulder. “Thanks. I’ll be careful.”
“Make sure you are, Conner.”
As I enter the foyer, Gretchen comes hurrying down the stairs, grabbing my left arm as soon as she reaches me. She looks worried.
“Enrique’s here!” she urgently whispers.
“So?” I whisper back.
“He’s gonna want to see you!”
“Good, I want to meet him. I’ve already met everybody else.”
“You don’t understand, he’s not like the rest of the staff, he runs this place! He’s in charge. Nothing happens around here that he doesn’t approve.”
“But, he works for your dad, right? Your dad makes the important decisions.”
She squeezes my arm tighter. “Sometimes I wonder about that. They start off disagreeing once in awhile, then Enrique gets his way, eventually. He’s a Svengali.”
I pat her hand, then gently pry it off my arm. “Don’t worry, it’ll be fine. I gotta drop this off at Mr. Tippett’s office, then we can change for dinner. Is Mr. Cordoza going to be there?”
“Probably, he’s there about half the time, talking business with Father. I leave as soon as I can.”
I take her arm in mine. “C’mon, let’s take this to Mr. Tippett. One job done, on to the next.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Patty just doesn’t understand. Enrique’s nothing like the guards, like anybody else here. He’s … scary. She acts like it’s no big deal to have to talk with him, but the guards are afraid of him. I’ve seen it.
Tippett seemed happy to get the thing Patty took to him. She showed him how it worked and he went right to taking it apart. He better be able to put it back together or I’m telling Father. Patty doesn’t seem to care but he can’t go breaking my friend’s stuff, especially because she doesn’t have that much to start with. The clothes she brought with her look like most of the same things she brought last week. We got rid of a lot of my clothes last weekend and I didn’t even think about what she might have at home. I forget how much better off I am than her, at least financially.
We go to my room to change and I offer to let her use the bathroom but she says we’re cool, which makes me happy. I like it that we’re comfortable with each other, I’ve never really been comfortable around girls my age, boys either for that matter. Patty’s just different from anybody else I know.
She puts on the same blouse and skirt she had last week, though she adds a light scarf tied loosely around her neck. She seems calm. I wish I could explain to her what kind of person Enrique is, how dangerous he is. I can’t say that I’ve ever actually seen him do anything that bad, but I’ve heard the guards talking about him when they don’t know I’m around. If they aren’t lying, he’s done or ordered some terrible things. I hope my Father’s not aware of all he’s done, but I’m afraid he may. What kind of person does that make him?
“How do I look?” Patty asks.
“Great. Ahhh … listen. You sure you want to do this?”
“Eat? Yeah, I’m famished! You may not have noticed, but I didn’t eat much lunch, wanted to leave plenty of room for whatever Raul is making today. You don’t know how lucky you are, he’s a terrific chef.”
“Yeah, I’m reeaallyy lucky. I wasn’t talking about supper, I meant are you sure you want to speak to Enrique. He’s not the kind of person most people want to talk to … or see … or be around … or breathe the same air.”
She pats my arm. “Don’t worry. I think your Dad likes me, that should be enough.”
I shake my head. “I sure hope so.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Both Patty and I are sitting in the dining room, waiting for Father to arrive, when Raul comes into the room. He never comes in unless Father asks for him. It’s not like he isn’t allowed, he just doesn’t do it. This time, he opens his arms wide.
“Where’s my girl?!” he shouts.
Patty jumps up, runs over to him and they hug, both smiling. I’ve never seen Raul hug anybody before. He’s so much bigger than she is, she practically disappears when he grabs her, you just see her arms around his waist. They do this for a couple of seconds, then break apart.
He puts his hand on her shoulder. “You got ideas for this weekend?” he asks.
She looks around quickly, just seeing me, leans in closer and quietly answers. “I’m thinking fruit pies.”
“Basket weave crusts?”
“With egg white glaze.”
He smiles. “Very good! We start right after supper, get crusts ready. In morning, we go to city market and get fresh fruit. Okay?”
She looks over at me. “I’ll go if Gretchen can go; I’m her guest this weekend. It’s only fair.”
Raul frowns. “I no think Mr. Hobbes like that.”
“But if you ask him, and we take Henry and Lou with us, it should be fine. It’d be like a school field trip, right?”
Raul grins down at her, rubbing her head. “Okay, Raul ask, maybe he say yes. You enjoy meal. Lemon broiled tuna, asparagus soup, your bread, Caesar salad. Everything perfect!”
“Sounds wonderful Raul! I can’t wait. Haven’t eaten all day!”
He laughs, waves goodbye, opens the door to the kitchen hall and walks out, whistling. I’ve never seen him so happy.
“What was that about?” I ask.
“What was what about?”
“All that. The hugging, the planning, all that. I didn’t get a hug.”
“You want one?” She opens her arms.
“That’s not the point.”
She drops her arms. “Then why’d you bring it up?”
I don’t know why I mentioned it. “That’s not important. Just what’s the deal with you and Raul?”
“Nothin’. We’re just friends and coconspirators.”
“About what?”
She leans in closer to me. “To get you out of this house once and awhile. You heard about the city market, right?”
“Yeah, what about it?”
“It’s a fascinating place, plus, it gets you away from here for a little while. It’s the first small step of many. Trust me, you’ll enjoy it.”
Just then, Father and Enrique came in. They seemed to be in a good mood. Father’s face lit up when he saw Patty.
“Patricia! So good of you to come see us this weekend! I’d like to introduce you to Enrique Cardoza, my strong right hand. I don’t know what I would do without him.”
Enrique gives her an oily smile and offers his hand. “A pleasure to meet you, Ms. Conner. Raymond has told me so much about you, I feel as if we are already friends.”
She takes his hand and shakes it, returning his smile with one of her brightest. “Happy to meet you, Mr. Cardoza, though I’m afraid I don’t know much about you. People here don’t seem to want to talk about you.”
“I prefer it that way, Patricia. May I call you Patricia?”
“Sure, Mr. Cardoza, it’s my name after all.”
Father pulls out his chair and sits. “Let’s all sit down. I hear that Raul has outdone himself today.” He looks over at Patty. “I wonder why that is.”
She simply shrugs and sits back down, as does Enrique.
The maids immediately come out and serve the soup and salad, putting baskets of bread on the table. The smell is incredible. If it tastes half as good, Father could be right.
Patty and Father pick up their philosophy discussion again. This time it’s about fate verses self determination. Patty argues for self determination while Father seems to believe fate has a hand in most situations. Patty claims that there is always a moral choice to be made and not choosing is a choice. They go back and forth, eating and fighting, but in a friendly way, Father frequently laughing and Patty giggling.
All this time, Enrique says nothing, he just watches, listens, and eats. It’s just like him, watching like a snake, waiting for his turn to strike, all the patience in the world. As Father finishes eating, he turns to Enrique.
“Is she not everything I said she was, Enrique? Have you ever met a more interesting girl?”
“No … no, I have not. Raymond told me you are originally from Spokane, is that true?”
Patty doesn’t say anything right away, she gets a serious look on her face. “No … Portland Oregon.”
“Ahhh yes, Portland. And your mother works for a bank?”
Now she’s frowning. “A public relations firm.”
“Where was it you went to school before St. Ann’s?”
“Look, Mr. Cardoza. Mr. Hobbes and I have already talked about this. I know that you know all about me and my Mom and how you found out. She and I are still pretty upset about the whole thing. Mr. Hobbes and I agreed not to mention it again, to avoid fighting about it.”
“That is true,” Father said.
Enrique smiles tightly. “I, however, have not agreed to anything. I am curious how you discovered the listening devices.”
Patty returns his smile with one of her own. “That was easy. I was trying to set up a Wi-Fi network at home and got a free router from Craig’s list. It was first generation B, so it was pretty old. I couldn’t get a clean signal because of a lot of interference. Turns out the bugs were broadcasting on a nearby frequency and there was some bleed over. I just used my laptop and the router to find the source of the interference and viola … found the bugs. Took about twenty minutes.”
“How did you know it was done by us?”
“You didn’t do it, you hired someone else. They passed themselves off as FPL repairmen. They were the only people who had been through the house recently. I should have suspected them from the start.”
“And how did you trace them to us?”
“I didn’t, it was obvious. Why would anybody care about me or my Mom? We’re just a couple of nobodies. They show up shortly after Gretchen and I become friends. One plus one equals two.”
“I see. You seem to have an answer to every question.”
“My Mom says that if you always tell the truth, you won’t have any trouble answering any question.”
“Interesting. Do you and she always tell the truth?”
“Pretty much. We’re fighting right now because she told somebody something I thought she should have kept to herself.”
“And what was that?”
“None of your business, Mr. Cardoza.”
I gasp quietly. I’ve never heard anybody say anything like that to Enrique. The smile has left his face. He leans forward on his forearms.
“And if I decided to make it my business?”
Patty cuts a piece of fish on her plate with her knife and fork, spears the slice with her fork, slowly raises it to her mouth while intently staring at Enrique. She pops it in her mouth, thoroughly chews it, swallows, and replaces the fork on her plate.
“Then you and I will have a problem … Mr. Cardoza.” She’s not smiling either.
Oh. My. God. I stop breathing and look over at Father. He looks shocked. Patricia just told Enrique, very politely, to drop dead. I don’t think even Father ever told Enrique that! There’s just total silence for several seconds, no one moving. Patricia and Enrique continue focusing on each other, neither blinking. Finally, Enrique leans back into his chair, a small smile on his face but fire in his eyes.
“No Raymond, I have never met a more interesting girl.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
After supper, Father summoned Raul to compliment him on the meal. While he was there, he asked about Patty and I going with him to the City Market Saturday morning. He’d already spoken with Henry and Lou and they, reluctantly, had agreed, as long as they got extra pieces of pie. Enrique made his usual objections about safety and security, but he didn’t really push it, which was odd. Father ended up agreeing that we could go. Patty gave me a thumbs up, smiling broadly. I gave her a thumbs up back. Then Raul mentioned we’d be leaving at 6:30 in the morning.
What the hell is with Patty and Saturday mornings?
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I was in the last half hour of my shift, watching the monitors in the Security Building, when someone put their hand on my shoulder. I looked up and back to my right. It was Cardoza.
“I would like to talk with you when you’re done here.”
“Sure thing, Mr. Cardoza.”
He walks away to his office, closing the door behind him.
I know he’s just finished eating at the house. We’ve got a camera in the dining room but we’re ordered to turn it off during meals, to give Hobbes some privacy. The microphones on other nearby cameras can pick up parts of conversations so I’ve got some idea what went on. I think there was some kinda argument about something. Actually, there was a lot of arguing throughout the entire meal, but the early stuff sounded friendly, there was a lot of laughing. Not so much later on.
The rest of the shift is normal, nothing happening any where on the grounds. As the next shift comes wandering in, I walk over and knock on Cardoza’s door.
“Come in, Tony.”
I open the door, slide in and quickly close it behind me.
“Sit down.”
The office is as bare as his apartment above, nothing but the basics. The chairs are also just basic wooden chairs, no padding. The ones out in the main room are much nicer. I sit down, saying nothing. He seems upset, though it’s hard to tell with him.
“I met with Patricia Conner.”
“How’d it go?”
He doesn’t answer me, instead he leans back in his chair, elbows resting on the arms, fingers interlocked, thumbs bumping against each other.
“It is worse than I thought. Hobbes is completely taken with her. I can’t tell what her game is, she seems to have no interest in our business but she has attempted to befriend every important person in the household. I suspect some of the guards are also … attracted to her.”
“They spread the word, she’s strictly hands off.”
“Which just proves my point. She’s made an effort to make friends with most everyone … except me. She goes out of her way to confront me. If she was trying to charm her way into the household, she should be trying to win me over more than even Hobbes. Unless she’s unaware of my position.”
“Oh she knows. Raul’s told all of us to watch out for her, make sure she doesn’t accidentally do something stupid to annoy you. Talk about winning someone over. I think Raul would adopt her if he could.”
“Which makes her behavior even more puzzling.”
“You think she’s a plant of some kind?”
Again, he doesn’t answer, just sitting in his chair, thinking, the only thing moving are his thumbs. “No … no … I don’t think she is … at least there is no evidence she is … not yet, though that may change. She is … unsettling. Too smart and mature for her age, too opinionated for a young girl.”
“How many young girls do you actually know?”
“None, other than Gretchen.”
“Then you don’t know any young girls. They’ve got lots of opinions. Some of em’ will talk your damn ears off. I agree, she’s different, but that’s not why.”
“Why do you find her different?”
“Because, it’s like she’s always thinking. Every time I see her, it’s like something’s going on in her head. You don’t know what or why, but it’s there … just like you, Mr. Cardoza.”
He smiles for the first time tonight, chuckling. “Maybe that’s it, Tony. Maybe I subconsciously recognize some similarities between us. Regardless, she could be useful. It has been some time since Hobbes suffered a personal loss. The lessons from the deaths of his parents and wife may be wearing off. It is getting more difficult all the time to keep him from leaving the compound. If he becomes emotionally invested in this Conner girl, her death will be all the more devastating.”
WHAT?! “You’re going to kill her?!”
“Me? Personally? No, of course not. That will be your job, Tony.”
“WHOA! You want ME to kill her?”
“Possibly, though it’s more likely that you’ll find someone else to do it for you. You DO have connections with the local gangs … don’t you?”
So that’s why he’s using me, my outside gang contacts. “Yeah … what about em’?”
“Simple. I don’t want Conner in the household. It is too late for me to persuade Hobbes to just kick her out. She has done nothing wrong, or even suspicious. But her presence is a problem, none the less. She is disruptive and unpredictable and I can’t control her, quite similar to Hobbes’ wife. If I can’t control her, I might as well use her. Her death, perhaps gruesome death, could be helpful, properly timed of course. Let Hobbes have his new toy, let him grow fond of it, let him have a taste of freedom. It will be all the more crushing when I take it away … don’t you agree?”
He’s looking at me, a bland, emotionless expression on his face. There’s no doubt … he’s a crazy mother fucker. A dangerous, crazy mother fucker who’s always thinking. There’s only one thing to do.
“Absolutely, Mr. Cardoza. I completely agree.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I was deep asleep when the bed started shaking. It took me several seconds to figure out what was going on. Patty was on her back, arms spread out at her sides, pressing down on the mattress, head tossing back and forth, muttering something I couldn’t understand. She seemed to be still sleeping. I couldn’t decide what to do, I remember a girl at school saying that if you wake somebody who’s sleep walking that they’ll die. It could be the same thing here. Patty’s getting louder and more active, now she’s practically throwing her body left and right, back and forth. I’m just about to push the panic button by my bed when she screams real loud and shoots upright, breathing rapidly.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I’m back in the darn warehouse with Tommy Flannigan, doing the deal for the guns. Of all my continuing nightmares, this one is among the top ten. Try as I might, I can’t stop the inevitable from happening, me blowing Tommy’s head off. And it’s just as horrifying every blasted time. This time, when I wake up, I don’t recognize anything. It’s not my bed or my bedroom … and someone’s in bed with me.
“Patty! Are you alright?”
“What?!... What? … Where … ” I can’t catch my breath, as usual. Who ever it is reaches out with her arms, gently pulling me to her and wrapping her arms around me. I hang on for dear life, breathing hard.
“Come on Patty,” she quietly says. “You’re gonna be fine. It was just a bad dream, that’s all it was, just a nasty ol’ bad dream.” She lays her head against mine and tenderly rocks me, until my heart stops pounding.
I’d remembered it was Gretchen and where I was almost as soon as I’d gotten my senses back in order, but I don’t stop her, I just let her hold me and slowly sway back and forth, both of us sitting upright in her giant pink bed. Closing my eyes, I return her hug, pulling my right cheek into her soft breasts, her warm breath tickling my neck. We just stay there, for what seems like several blissful minutes, when there’s a knock at the door.
“Miss Hobbes! Are you alright?”
Gretchen sighs. “Go away, we’re fine. Patty just had a bad dream, that’s all.”
“I’m sorry, but I’ve got to check on you, Miss Hobbes. It’s the rules … sorry.”
Gretchen lifts her head from mine but keeps hold of me. “We’re okay,” she says, raising her voice. “I’m okay, everything’s okay. It’s fine, just a bad dream … that’s all. Go away … please go away.”
“I’m very sorry,” the voice insists, “but I gotta see you, see you’re safe, that’s the rules … very sorry about it.”
Gretchen sighs again. “Damn it” she mutters, then loosens her grip on me. I reluctantly let her go too as she slides away towards the edge of the bed, throws off the covers and quickly stalks to the door, switching on the lights when she reaches it, momentarily blinding me. She unlocks, then unbolts the door, throwing it open.
“See! We’re fine, no problems.”
A guard sheepishly steps in as she stands back, away from the door. He looks around the room, his eyes landing on my boobs, hanging mostly out of my black satin nightie. Quickly covering myself with the sheet, he continues to stare at me, like I’m gonna give him another peek or something.
Gretchen steps next to him, craning her head around so that she’s speaking directly into his left ear. “Seen enough?” she asks acidly.
The guard snaps his eyes away from my chest and rapidly backs towards the door. “I’m really sorry about this Miss Hobbes but the rules say I gotta check out any suspicious noise. When she screamed … I had no choice ya see.” He stops, standing just inside the door way. “It’s the rules,” he repeats.
Gretchen puts her hand to his chest and shoves him out of the door way. “Fuck the rules!” she shouts, slamming the door and relocking it. She returns to bed but the moment is clearly gone, both of us looking awkwardly at the other.
“Sorry about that, Patty.”
“No, no, I completely understand, makes perfect sense. Someone screams in the middle of the night, ya’ gotta check that out. Could be anything.”
She flops back onto the bed. “I have NO privacy in this place. People come in here all the time. If I hadn’t let him in, he would have come in himself, they’ve ALL got the key.”
“That’s a bummer. Uhhhh … thanks for helping me … you know … back then … when I was all … uh, panicky and everything.”
“You’re welcome. That’s what my mother used to do when I was little and had a nightmare.”
“It, ahhh, it really helped, a lot. Wish you were around all the rest of the time.”
“Does it happen often, the bad dreams?”
“Yeah, most of the time, actually. Some are worse than others. That was a bad one.”
“What was it about?”
“It’s kinda hard to remember the details, ya’ know? Basically, some one I know gets shot. I try to stop it but can’t. There’s a bunch of blood and stuff.” And guilt … lots of guilt.
“That’s terrible! Can’t they give you something for that?”
“Maybe, but I don’t really like to take drugs, not if I can help it.”
“But it’s medicine, good drugs instead of … you know.” She looks ashamed. It’s not her fault what her father does. I take her hand.
“What do I need drugs for when I’ve got Gretchen’s healing touch, right?”
She smiles and pulls me down next to her, wrapping her arms around me. “Fine, but no more bad dreams tonight. I was scared to death during that last one, all that thrashing around. At first I thought it was one of those sex dreams, until you screamed.”
“Sex dreams can end that way too … if you’re lucky.”
She giggles. “You nasty girl!”
You’ve no idea how nasty … girl.
CHAPTER THIRTY FIVE
Mom and I’ve been to the City Market several times, but never this early. This time of day, it’s a completely different experience. The only ones shopping now are the professionals, commercial chefs from local restaurants, buyers from the smaller markets and non-chain grocery stores, and personal chefs like Raul. Everyone seems to know Raul and he knows them. Buyers know what they’re looking for and how much they’re willing to pay. There’s a lot more haggling going on. When it’s just regular people, the prices are what they are. Now, it’s raw capitalism on parade. Supply and demand rules.
Raul introduces me to every vendor he deals with and has me check out each item he’s considering, waiting for my opinion before making an offer. I don’t really know what I’m doing but can fake it, thanks to all those years under cover. We actually do a little bad cop, good cop on a couple of fruit and vegetable sellers, managing to get several good deals on some really nice fresh fruit, particularly the strawberries and blueberries. The apples are good too, this years crop fresh from Michigan. The peaches are disappointing though. There’s nothing you can do to save an average peach. If they’re good, you’re fine, if they aren’t, don’t bother with em’.
Gretchen wanders all over the place, checking out everything, Henry and Lou staying right with her. I guess I shouldn’t have expected anything else but it would have been nice if they’d cut her a little slack. It’s clear that not many shoppers show up with bodyguards. I think some people are trying to figure out who she is … a singer, an actress, maybe a model. It’s kinda funny to watch how people treat her, nicely but warily.
Henry and Lou end up carrying most of the stuff back to the car, grumbling the entire time. I’ll need to make sure they’re properly rewarded at supper tonight. Gretchen was full of questions all the way back to the compound; she’d really enjoyed the whole thing, except the early morning part. I bought her an Elephant Ear when we first got to the market and her attitude improved immediately. She’d never had one before.
I promised Raul that I’d be back in plenty of time to work on the pies. First, Gretchen and I’ve got some asses to kick.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Hobbes is anxious to end our meeting after lunch, he’s wanting to get to his little basketball games. In fact, he’s already changed clothes. I don’t understand why he’s adopted American basketball when football is the sport of the world, though, admittedly, it would be hard to fit a football pitch inside the walls of the compound and get enough players together for two full teams. Still, it seems to be an abandonment of his culture.
“Enrique, our inventory is too large. I’m uncomfortable having this much product in the country, it’s pushing our storage capacity to the limit.”
“Don’t worry X-ray, it is a temporary problem. Once things settle down in California, their sales will increase and product will start moving again at the usual rates. Besides, what are your other options, let it accumulate in Mexico? You’re always complaining about how unstable everything is there, that our competitors are crazy fools, likely to do anything. At least we have control here in the United States.”
“True. You are correct again Enrique, as usual. Do you still plan on visiting all of my facilities in South America?”
“Certainly the major ones in Bolivia, Argentina, Venezuela, and Chile. Plus Mexico, of course.”
“Venezuela. There the government is crazy. Chavez should hurry up and die.”
“Then who replaces Chavez?”
“Good question. Dictators rarely have a succession plan, unless it’s within the family. He doesn’t have a son, does he?”
“I don’t know, X-ray.”
“Let’s hope not. As for my competitors, what progress on the infiltration plan?”
“Very good. We have contacts with people in all the major cartels and most of the minor ones. I believe that they want to have a connection with us so as to have some other, shall we say, employment possibilities, should their current employers fail.”
“Have promises been made?”
“Some.”
“Are any of them likely candidates?”
“No.”
“Then they will be disappointed. Unfortunate for them. If there is nothing else …” He starts to stand up but there is a buzz at the door as soon as he rises from his chair. I can see the monitor, it is Tippett.
“Yes, Tippett.” He says, clearly frustrated about being delayed.
“Sorry Mr. Hobbes. You wanted me to tell you if I ever heard about good business opportunities in the tech area. I think I’ve got one.”
Hobbes rolls his eyes. “Perhaps this can wait until later.”
“Sure Mr. Hobbes. It’s just that the Conner girl gave me her camera and …”
Hobbes’ face lights up. He reaches over and pushes the button to unlock the door. “Come in, Mr. Tippett.”
He slowly opens the door as Hobbes waives him in, pointing to a seat. Tippett is carrying a small box with him, which he keeps in his lap as he sits down.
“What about Patricia?” Hobbes asks.
“I asked her to bring me that surveillance camera that she built, you know, the one that caused all the problems? I got it yesterday and took it apart. It was really amazing! A hand built circuit board, a SD card for memory, off the shelf solar cells, rechargeable batteries from some old cell phones …”
“Briefly, Tippett.” I say. Hobbes looks relieved.
“Sure, sure. The whole thing is brilliant. Self contained, mobile, good anywhere in the world with 4G wireless access, lots of battery power to get through cloudy days, it does it all. She cobbled this together using old tech and off the shelf parts then wrote a dead simple operating system to make it all work together. It’s so simple, it’s hack proof.”
“Your point, Mr. Tippett?” asks Hobbes.
“There’s a market for this, a big one. If you used current tech and manufacturing, you could get this thing down to the size of a softball, maybe smaller, depending on the solar cell’s efficiency. You could drop it anywhere in the civilized world and you’ve got eyes and ears on the ground. The military would love it! Security firms would kill for it. She’s got night vision in here, for God’s sake. Change the wireless card and it’s good in Europe, China and Japan. You could sit in this office and check out what’s going on in damn near two thirds of the world. Five years from now, it could be the entire world. That kid is fucking good!”
“And why does that matter to us?” I ask.
Tippett appears to be confused. Hobbes speaks up.
“I told Mr. Tippett to keep an ear to the ground for attractive business opportunities. I thought that it might be good to expand into more legitimate areas, should the prospect arise.”
“Why would we be interested in that, Raymond?”
Hobbes stands up, moving towards the door. “We can talk about this later, Enrique. I’m already late for the game. Thank you for bringing this to my attention Tippett, we will speak in more detail later.”
And he’s gone, leaving Tippett and I alone in the office.
“Tippett …”
“He told me to do this, Mr. Cardoza! I’m just doing what I was told to do! It’s not my …”
I raise my hand slightly. “Calm down Tippett. I understand, I’m not blaming you. I just have a question. Since you’re so good at doing what you’re told, did you follow my instructions concerning Conner’s computer?”
He appears relieved. “Yes, sir! Any outside computers with access to our systems gets spy ware. It wasn’t easy either. She damn near had her own version of Linux, took me a lot longer than usual to make the mods. I couldn’t begin to describe the kernel …”
“I don’t need the technical details. Can you monitor her computer?”
“Absolutely. She goes online and I’ll know it. I can see anything she does, read any email, search her hard drive, just like I do with Gretchen’s.”
“And she won’t know it?”
“Naw, not a chance. Clearly, she’s good. I mean, wow, that camera, but I’m the best, Mr. Cardoza.”
“Good. I want you to watch her carefully. Report anything suspicious to me immediately.”
“Yes, sir. You got it. You can count on me.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Hobbes was late, so they started without him. He and Riley never play first any way. Sidney blows hot so he and Gomez win twenty one to ten. Jackson was pissed, must have had some kinda side bet. Hobbes showed up just after the first game finished so he and Riley warmed up. Five minutes later, Lou arrived, slapping me on the back.
“Hey Henry, just won twenty from Jackson.”
“He didn’t look happy about it.”
“Shouldn’t have made the bet then, should he?”
“Guess not. Got money on this game?”
“You kidding? Who bets against Hobbes? Might as well bet against the Globetrotters.”
“Yeah, for the same damn reason.”
“They’re good, you know that.”
“Riley’s good, Hobbes is okay. You switch Jackson for Hobbes, Riley still wins. No one gets up in Hobbes face on defense, not really. You watch.”
Lou sits down next to me on the bleachers. “I know. Maybe you and I can get out there, show em’ how it’s done.”
“Yeah. Right.” I snort. “I’m way too old for that shit, you too. I’d like to keep my ACL in one piece, thank you very much.”
“You’re a chicken shit, Henry.”
“Yeah, what about it?”
“You need to take a chance now and then, that’s all”
Gomez has called time out. They’re already down seventeen to ten, they won’t last much longer.
“WE GOT WINNERS!”
Who the hell? It came from behind me, everyone looks that way. It’s Gretchen and Conner, standing side by side, dressed in athletic shorts and T shirts, Conner with a ball on her hip and a crooked grin on her face, Gretchen looks scared and nervous.
Some of the guys start to laugh, including Lou, but I’ve learned the hard way not to underestimate Conner. She looks cool and confident. She’s up to something.
“What the hell do they want?” asked Lou.
“Looks like they want to play ball.”
“Against Riley and Hobbes? No chance.”
“NO Chance, Lou? None at all? You haven’t seen them play yet.”
“They’re just a couple of girls. Gretchen’s tall, for a girl, but Conner’s a midget! Look at em’. Mutt and Jeff with tits!”
“I’d wait until you see what they can do, if I were you.”
“You think they’ve got a chance, put some green down buddy. Hell, I’ll give you odds, three, no, four to one. Four to one, Henry. What do ya say?”
“I’d say I’m in for a benny.”
“A hundred?! You’re kidding!”
“Nope. You gonna cover that, big man?”
“Hell yes.”
Hobbes is smiling. I can’t figure out if he’s happy, amused, surprised, proud or what. I know he tried to get Gretchen into some kind of sport for years before he gave up.
“You girls certain about that?” he asks.
Everyone turns to look at the girls. Conner nudges Gretchen with her elbow, who steps forward.
“Yeah, we’re certain!” she shouts.
“Excellent! We’ll finish this game quickly and then it’s your turn. No mercy, just because you’re my daughter, Gretchen.”
“No mercy because you’re my Father either.”
A number of guys go “UUUUUUWWWWWW!!” then laugh, but they don’t see Conner pat Gretchen on the back, who turns and smiles at her, her nervousness apparently gone.
While Hobbes and Riley finish off Gomez and Sidney, I slip off the bleachers and walk over to Conner.
“Hey.” I say.
“Hey.” Conner answers.
“Can you guys actually win this?”
“Yeah, we can and will. I’ve been watching them, got a pretty good idea what they can do. They’ve never seen us and we’ve been practicing.”
“When?”
“After lunch at school.”
“So, you’ve been planning this?”
“Yep.”
“Well you better win. I’ve got a hundred bucks riding on it.”
“Huh. You must have a lot of confidence in us.”
“I got good odds.”
“What are they?”
“Four to one.”
“Not bad. From who?”
“Lou.”
“He good for it?”
“Better be.”
Riley just slammed home the final point over Sidney. I’m pretty sure he and Gomez didn’t put up much of a fight after the girls showed up, they knew what Hobbes wanted.
“Looks like you’re up girls. Good luck.”
“Thanks, we’ll do our best.”
“Screw that. Win.”
They trot off to the court and I return to my seat.
Nobody’s left and they’re intently watching the girls warm up. They’ve both got decent form and Gretchen actually has some hops, for a girl, but Riley can block anything she’s put up so far. I don’t know how Conner is going to even get off a shot. They both have hit about one third of their warm up shots.
“You wanna pay me now, Henry?”
He may be right. “Fuck off, Lou.”
“They can’t hit shit unguarded. Riley may set a block record.”
“We’ll see.”
Hobbes and Riley are sitting in chairs on the sideline, also closely watching, occasionally leaning closer together, talking. Hobbes reclines in his chair, hands behind his head.
“Ready whenever you are, ladies.”
Conner passes the ball to him. “Let’s go.”
“Very Good.” He and Riley get up and walk on to the court. “I assume you both know the rules.” He passes the ball back to Conner.
“First to twenty one wins, win by two. Behind the line’s two points, inside the line’s one point. When the ball changes possession, you gotta bring it back beyond the line. Score, you keep the ball, check it before play starts. Call your own fouls, though that’s a waste of time.”
“Nicely put, Patricia.” He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a coin. “Call it, heads or tails.”
“That’s okay, you can take it out.”
Hobbes looks surprised. “As you wish.”
Riley sets up close to the basket as Hobbes takes his place outside the line, handing the ball to Conner, who bounces it back to Hobbes. She immediately attacks, getting in close to him, raising her arms, trying to reach the ball. Hobbes simply holds the ball high above his head, passes it to Riley, who catches it while Gretchen’s behind him. He pushes past her, stuffing the ball in the basket. One nothing. The guys whoop as Riley retrieves the ball and passes it back to Hobbes. Hobbes again hands the ball to Conner, she bounces it back to him and the same thing happens, two nothing.
This ain’t good. Lou looks like he’s already spending my money.
This time, Conner and Gretchen quickly change places, Conner fronting Riley. She barely reaches his waist. When Hobbes gets the ball back, Gretchen presses him, hands high. She’s only an inch are so shorter than he is and he’s having trouble getting a clean pass to Riley, who’s just holding Conner off with his arm as he stands just to the left of the basket, though he has to bend over a lot just to reach her.
Hobbes dribbles to his right but Gretchen’s all over him, flailing her arms around. It’s not very pretty but it’s effective. Hobbes isn’t used to having someone in his face. When he finally passes the ball, she manages to deflect it so that Riley has to move about six feet to reach it.
He doesn’t take a step before Conner takes off, easily beating him to the ball, then sprinting to the line.
She shouts “GO” just as her right foot lands outside the line. Gretchen breaks for the basket, Conner hitting her with a perfect bounce pass for an easy lay up. Two one.
Hobbes doesn’t react. Conner sets up outside the line, handing him the ball, which he bounces to her. Immediately, she quickly runs to the baseline outside the line, leaving Hobbes standing there, she stops, jumps and swish, two points. Two three.
Next possession. She takes two quick dribbles to the left, but Hobbes is ready, he’s chasing her until she quickly reverse dribbles back the other way. Hobbes stumbles, almost falling down. Riley charges at Conner but she gets the shot off long before he can get close. Nothing but net. Two five. I’m feeling a lot better and Lou looks a little sick.
So far, Gretchen’s just stayed near the basket, keeping Riley occupied. This time she set up just inside the line to Conner’s left. When Conner gets the ball back from Hobbes, she fakes right, then comes back left, with Gretchen setting a pick. Hobbes bit on the fake and is trailing Conner. The pick freezes him as Riley shifts to cover Conner. She shouts “GO” again and Gretchen breaks for the basket. Hobbes tries to grab her but she slaps his hands away and Conner makes another perfect pass, this one bouncing sideways, finding Gretchen all alone for another lay up. Two six.
The guys don’t know what to do. It’s clear some of them are impressed with what Conner and Gretchen are doing but they’re not stupid enough to cheer for them. The other guys who play are sick and tired of losing to Hobbes and Riley, but, again, they can’t say anything. The result is an eerie silence, where the only sound is the breathing on the court.
Conner gets the ball back from Hobbes and this time, he starts talking.
“Impressive Patricia. You better hope I don’t get the ball back. If I do …”
Conner takes off again, ignoring him, this time dribbling past Hobbes, heading for Riley under the basket, Hobbes chasing her. When she gets to Riley, she pulls back, then goes left as Riley lunges at her. Hobbes and Riley nearly run into each other as Conner dances away. Conner keeps dribbling around, letting Hobbes and Riley chase her. She’s trying to tire them out, which may not be that tough to do because they’ve already played one game and aren’t used to being pushed. This goes on for at least three minutes, Conner just dribbling all over the court.
I’ve never seen someone as quick as she is. She dribbles like the ball is part of her body and she’s so damn short, the ball never gets far from the court. Neither Hobbes nor Riley can get low enough to steal the ball. She changes direction so quickly, you try to stay with her, you’ll twist an ankle.
Eventually, both Hobbes and Riley just stand there, watching her dribble outside the line, where she simply stops, shoots and swish. Two eight. Hobbes, gasping for air, calls timeout.
He and Riley huddle away from everybody, but it’s clear they’re arguing, or at least as much arguing as you can safely do with Hobbes. Conner and Gretchen also huddle but they’re closer to the bleachers so we can hear what is being said.
“Great job, Gretch! You’re playing just like we practiced! We got em’ right where we want em’.”
“Thanks, you’re playing pretty well yourself, haven’t missed yet.”
“Neither have you, but don’t count on me hitting everything. Go for the rebound. Box Riley out.”
“I know … but he’s so big! I never thought he’d be that tall. It’s different from just watching.”
“Doesn’t matter, play like we practiced and you’ll be fine. You having fun yet?”
“Oh yeah.”
“So am I. Let’s get em’!”
When the girls take the ball out, Hobbes has backed off Conner just a bit, he knows he’s not quick enough to stay with her but she could just shoot it now and he’d never get to her before it was too late. Gretchen’s positioned to set a pick again. Conner takes a hop step towards Hobbes, trying to freeze him, then dribbles towards Gretchen. Riley jumps the pick, leaving Gretchen wide open. Conner shouts “GO” but Gretchen’s already heading for the basket, Hobbes chasing her. Conner makes another one of those screwy passes of hers, like it’s a Gretchen seeking missile. Just as she reaches for the ball, her dad grabs her, pulling her back, the pass going out of bounds.
“Foul!” she screams. “You FOULED me!” pointing at Hobbes. Before he can say anything, Conner’s there.
“Okay, okay. Your ball out.”
Gretchen is pissed. “He grabbed me, Patty. I was open and he just grabbed me! It was a foul!”
Conner takes her arm and pulls her a short distance away. “This is a man’s game Gretchen and we’re playing by men’s rules. Our time will come. Okay?”
She’s still pissed but calmer. “If you say so.”
She pats her arm. “Good. Take it out on them on the court.
Hobbes actually looks ashamed. Everybody saw him blatantly foul his own daughter and Conner let him off the hook, which was actually worse than insisting on the foul call. When he checks the ball, he looks distracted, like he doesn’t know what to do. Conner’s guarding him again, but not as tightly as before. He dribbles right a few feet then burns a pass over her head to Riley, who’s gotten good position near the basket, pushing Gretchen around like she’s not even there. He slams it home. Three eight.
They do that two more times before Conner backs off a little more, sagging down on Riley a couple of feet. Hobbes takes the opening to shoot behind the line, but he’s not quick enough. As he starts to bring the ball up from his waist to shoot, Conner rushes in and swings her arm up, cleanly knocking it up and out of Hobbes grasp. She runs it down, dribbles backwards across the line and shoots. This time, she misses, but the ball comes off the board right into Gretchen’s hands and she lays it in. Five nine.
Gretchen takes her usual pick position but this time, instead of setting a pick, when Conner yells “GO”, she hands the ball to Gretchen. Riley’s jumped the pick again so he’s out of position when Conner takes off for the basket. Gretchen throws a poor pass, making Conner wait for it, giving Riley a chance to catch up from behind. He’s still behind when Conner goes in for a lay up. Riley’s all big eyes and open mouth, ready to swat it away, but she dribbles past the basket, then quickly shots a reverse lay up before Riley can jump, using the basket to block him. Five ten.
These girls know what they’re doing. I scoot over next to Lou. “Four to one.”
“Shut the fuck up you bastard. It’s only ten to five. There’s plenty of time.”
“Look at em’ out there. Hobbes and Riley are toast, they just don’t know it yet. The longer this goes, the slower they get. Conner’s as fresh as a daisy and faster than a cheetah. They couldn’t catch her with a net. If they don’t get the ball back in the next five minutes and hold it for at least eight straight possessions, it’s over.”
“We’ll see. Don’t count your money yet, Henry.”
Lou’s mad as hell but he knows I’m right. Hobbes doesn’t get the ball back until five eighteen, when Gretchen misses a lay up, fumbling the pass out of bounds. She’s all apologetic but Conner just swats her on the ass, tells her to forget about it and to guard her dad. When Hobbes gets the ball back, Riley makes a bee line for the corner on the opposite side of the court. Hobbes passes it to him and then tries to go under the basket but Gretchen’s all over him, sliding with him left to right and back, pushing and shoving him. Riley decides to show off his ball handling skills so he turns to face Conner, getting down low, right foot back, elbows out.
Big mistake.
Conner swipes the ball before he can even dribble once. She kicks in the afterburners and dribbles to the opposite corner nearest the bleachers, Riley in hot pursuit. He doesn’t have a chance. She turns and shoots, holding her hand up, wrist bent, following through the shot.
The ball gently falls through the net as Riley runs over Conner, tossing her violently into the bleachers.
The crowd erupts. Everyone but Lou was rooting for Conner and Gretchen by now. How could you not? They played hard, no hot dogging, took fouls most of these other guys would have been bitching about for weeks. Now Conner was sprawled face down across the third row of a set of metal bleachers. A couple of the guys, including me, ran to check on her, the rest rushed the court, screaming at and shoving Riley.
By the time I got to Conner, she was sitting up, running a finger across her teeth, checking to see if any were loose. I’d done the same thing back in the day when I played football and got my bell rung. She took the finger out of her mouth, twisted her head left then right and spit. There was a lot of blood in that spit.
She had a small cut over her left eye and a couple of nasty abrasions on both knees.
I lean down close to her face. The pupils of both eyes are the same and the eyes are clear, no blood. I check out both ears, no blood there either.
“Are you okay?” I ask.
“Let me stand up and I’ll see.”
I squat down in front of her as she slowly climbed off the bleachers, arches her back, which just happens to push her boobs near my face, turns left at the waist, then right, then bends forward, giving me another good look at those boobs of hers. She flexes at the knees, pulls up her right leg, then left, rotates both arms at the shoulder.
“Think I’m fine. What’s going on out there?”
Looks like things aren’t going so well for Riley. He’s been forced back to the basket, about nine guys around him in a half circle, all shouting and threatening. Someone may need to do something before this gets out of hand. I turn to see if Conner is still fine but she’s not there.
Where the hell did that girl go? If I got hit like that, I’d have broken something, maybe several somethings. She may have a concussion for all I know. It’s not safe for her to be wandering around alone. One problem at a time though, Riley’s first.
When I look back at the court, Conner’s pushing her way on from behind the basket. She stands next to Riley, waiving her hands. “I’m okay! I’m okay! No problem! Just a few scrapes and cuts! Really, I’m okay!”
The guys start to quiet down, though the mood is still ugly. Hobbes steps past the crowd, getting in Riley’s face.
“Riley! What in God’s name were you thinking?! You could have killed her! What would I have told her mother?”
“I’m sorry Mr. Hobbes. I never meant to hurt anyone … I just lost it for a second, snapped …”
Conner moved next to both of them. “It’s all cool Mr. Hobbes. I’m okay, it’s a rough game, things happen. We’re cool, right Riley?” She makes a fist and holds it out to Riley, who tentatively and very carefully, bumps with his own fist. “See, we’re good. Our ball, right?”
“Patricia, I don’t think we should continue under the circumstances” said Hobbes.
“I’m fine. Henry checked me out. Didn’t you?” Hobbes looks at me. I just shrug. “No concussion, nothing broken, just some scrapes and cuts, a little blood. The rules say first to twenty one, right? Everybody sit down and we can finish this.”
The guys slowly move back to the bleachers as Gretchen comes up to Conner.
“You’re really okay? I thought you were dead!”
“I’m fine.” She spits again, still a lot of blood there. “The shot went in, didn’t it?”
“Yeah, of course.”
“Good, one basket left. Let’s try the special.”
“Really?”
“Why not?”
“Why not. Fine.”
Conner takes her place outside the line. Hobbes picks up the ball and bounces it to her. She starts to dribble. Hobbes is guarding her but he’s back at least five feet. Riley’s also guarding her, ignoring Gretchen. He’s ten feet behind Hobbes. Conner’s moving slowly, slower than anytime today. Something could be wrong with her. She’s sliding to her right, Hobbes and Riley moving with her. She stops and nods her head. Gretchen dashes to the basket as Conner throws the ball through Hobbes legs with an insane amount of back spin. The ball stays low, spinning and hugging the court as it shoots through Riley’s legs too. As the ball gets near Gretchen, it finally bites the surface of the court and pops up, right in front of her.
Five twenty one.
There’s shouts and applause all around, even Lou. He looks over at me.
“Henry … it was worth it.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
A couple of the guards got Patty some ice packs for her injuries. She’s holding them to both knees when Father comes over and sits down next to us.
“I’d like to apologize for what Riley did out there, Patricia. It was completely out of bounds. He will be disciplined.”
“Don’t do it on my account,” she says. “He was frustrated. I bet there’s been lots of fights on that court.”
“Certainly. I like my men to be prepared to defend themselves as well as protecting me. Emotions get high during competition.”
“Well, that’s what happened here. Did you discipline those other guys when they fought?”
“Not usually.”
“There you are. Why do anything different now?”
“Obviously, you’re a girl. A man should never do something like that to a young girl.”
“Don’t make special rules to protect me, Mr. Hobbes. I’ve been hurt before and worse. He’s your guy, you can do what you want, but I don’t need anything like vengeance. If I did … I’d take care of it myself.”
Patty may be little, but I think she’s the toughest person I’ve ever met. And the smartest. And the nicest.
Father shook his head. “I understand the frustration, but he should have controlled it better.”
“You know, Mr. Hobbes, this is the only kind of basketball game Gretchen and I even had a chance to beat you in.”
“What do you mean?”
“Long term, we couldn’t play defense against you guys. With make it take it, we just had to keep scoring. With only two people, you couldn’t double team me. Even three on three would have been tougher than two man ball. Five on five would have been impossible. My ace in the hole is quickness, which you guys didn’t have an answer for. A team can defend a quick guy but two people can’t, not without leaving someone wide open. Gretchen’s way too good to leave open, she’ll make you pay every time.”
“You seemed to be able to stop us when you needed to.”
“We were lucky a couple of times. The score could easily have been the same but going the other way.” She dropped the ice bags in a bucket. “Sorry, gotta run. I’m helping Raul make pies for dessert tonight.” Patty hurried off. I started to follow her.
“And where are you going, Gretchen?” asked Father.
“I’m going to help Patty.”
I continue following her but only take about another ten steps when Father called to me again.
“Gretchen?”
“Yes, Father?”
“You played well today … very well … I was impressed.”
“Thank you, Father.”
I ran to catch up with Patty before she got to the kitchen.
“Patty!”
She stopped and waited for me.
“Yeah?”
“Can I help?”
“Sure, no problem. It’ll be fun.”
“Thanks. What was all that stuff you were saying to Father? Was it true?”
“Sorta. The rules gave us an advantage … as long as we kept scoring. We had a chance to scout them, they never had a chance to scout us. Next time, it’ll be harder.”
“Next time?”
“Did you like it?”
“Sure, it was fun to beat him.”
“Was it fun to just play?”
“That was fun too.”
“Then why stop? You’ll only get better with practice. Heck, we could play on the school’s team. Think what you could do against girls if you practice against guys.”
That might be fun too.
CHAPTER THIRTY SIX
“WHAT DID THEY DO TO YOU?!”
Patricia had several bruises on her legs, a cut on her forehead and nasty scrapes on both her knees. If Hobbes has been beating her, I’ll kill him myself!
“Take it easy Mother, I’m fine. I just took a spill while playing basketball.”
“I played basketball in high school and that’s more than a simple fall!”
“Alright, I got shoved off the court and landed in the bleachers.”
“Who did it? I want his name, right NOW! You are NOT going back to that house until he is punished.”
“Don’t worry. If I had known what was going to happen afterwards, I’d have paid him to do it.”
“What do you mean?”
“Everybody came after him, including Hobbes. All I had to do was make nice and suddenly I was the poor, innocent victim, beloved by all. Raul had to be actually restrained when he heard about it. If I was Riley, I’d be eating take out for the next few weeks.”
“So, who is this Riley character?”
“Just another guard, but now, thanks to him, I’m the sweetheart of the entire household! The food didn’t hurt, but now, I’ve got their respect. I’m the tough little girl who got up off the floor after being unfairly pounded by a bigger person and forgave him. I’m golden at that place.”
“And how does this help us get what we need to put Hobbes out of business?”
“Not directly, but it keeps me in the house until I can think of something.”
“I’m not sure I like how this is turning out. They shouldn’t treat you like this. You’re just a little girl, after all.”
“I’m not a girl, Mother, I’ll be seventeen in two weeks … I’m practically a woman.”
She’s what? “A woman?”
“Well … you know what I mean.”
She couldn’t have forgotten who and what she is, could she? “No Patricia, what do you mean?”
“Clearly physically, I’m … below average height but that doesn’t mean I’m some kinda baby. I’ll always be … shorter than most people, no matter how old I am.”
This isn’t right. Patricia has never acted like this before, even when we knew we were being watched. Her identification as a woman has never been this strong, certainly not at Blue Five … assuming she’s still at Blue Five.
“Patricia … do you know what your setting is?”
“Setting?”
“The Balancer. What’s the current setting?”
“I returned it to Blue Ten before I left for Gretchen’s.”
“YOU set it?”
“Yes, Mother.”
Mother. That should have told me something. She never called me “Mother” unless she was angry at me or the setting was high Pink, very high. “Patricia, wait right here.”
“Certainly, Mother.”
I dash to my bedroom and pick up the Controller from my bedside table. The lock button is off and it is set on Pink Forty Eight. I never forget to lock it once I change the setting, but Patricia doesn’t know about that feature. If you don’t lock it down, the setting can drift. Why was she changing her settings? That is my responsibility. I return to the living room, controller in hand. I hold it out for her to see it.
Patricia is amazingly truthful at this setting so I might as well take advantage of it. “Do you see this setting?”
She leans in closer to get a better look. “Yes, mother.”
“Can you explain it?”
“Yes, Mother.”
She is also literal at the highest pink settings. “Tell me what happened, Patricia.”
“I had to review the computer code on my personal lap top computer, looking for changes. It’s much easier to do that at the high Pink settings, where my cybernetic features dominate. After completion, I returned the settings to Blue Fifty. Friday I changed the setting to Blue Ten and left for Gretchen’s.”
“Why didn’t you come to me?”
“I didn’t want to deal with you right then.”
No need to ask why that was. She hadn’t said twenty words to me since returning from Matthews’ office. I just did what I thought was right. Why can’t she understand that? It’d serve her right for me to leave her at this setting for a day or two, teach her a lesson, but that’s not going to solve anything. I turn away from her, blocking her view of the Controller as I change the setting to Blue Fifteen. Patricia immediately becomes sullen and withdrawn.
“Patricia, do you have anything you want to tell me?”
“Like what?”
“Maybe … thank you.”
“Yeah, right” she snorts. “Thanks for ratting me out to Lipscomb.”
“Will you please get over that? We had a disagreement, that’s all.”
“What we had was an agreement to keep that information to ourselves and now Lipscomb’s got it. God knows what he’ll do with it.”
“You won that point; he said he agreed with you, that it couldn’t be used.”
“What he says and what he does are two separate things. He’s a lawyer, you can’t trust em’. I thought I could trust you, but apparently I was wrong.”
“Is that what all this is about … trust?”
“In this business, trust is all you’ve got.”
“What about you, going behind my back, changing your settings by yourself … and screwing it up, I might add. Do I have to lock this up?” I ask, shaking the Controller in her face.
She doesn’t like that. “Do what you think you have too. It had to be done, and it worked. I found out what I needed to know.”
“And you could have walked into Hobbes compound set on Pink Forty Eight. How would that have turned out?”
She looks away from me. “I’d have handled it.”
“How? All anybody had to do was ask you an open ended question and you’d have spilled the beans. You can’t lie to me at Pink Forty Eight.”
“Don’t be so sure about that. Besides, talking to you is different from talking with Hobbes.”
“You mean you … trust me?”
She picks up her bag. “I’m going to bed. I’ve got a physics test early tomorrow.” She heads for the stairs.
“What about supper?”
“Fix it yourself!” she shouts from the second floor.
She’s getting gourmet food and I get beanie weenies! I throw the Controller onto the couch, where it bounces up and hits the floor.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I don’t have a test; I just needed to get away from Mom. There’s no doubt that could have been handled better, certainly by me. I don’t know why I can’t be more reasonable but, sometimes, she just ticks me off … particularly when she’s right.
I hadn’t noticed the change in my setting right away when I walked into the house. I’d always wondered if Matthews was right about the range of the Remote, now I know. Once Mom started talking to me and I couldn’t control my answers, I knew something was up. She’s right, if I’d gone to Hobbes at that setting, who knows what could have happened.
Right now, I just want to go to bed. Those late nights with Gretchen create a sleep deficit that’s catching up with me. Gotta stay sharp at school.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I’m in the back of a pick up truck, in one of those camper things people put in the beds, which is weird because I never did anything like that when I was working undercover. I’m moving, it feels like a bumpy road, bouncing me around. I pull a curtain open on the side and look out. It’s dark, but there is a small light on in the camper. I can see my reflection in the window.
I’m Patricia!
This has never happened before! I’ve always been Peter Harris in my dreams … always! Why would I be Patricia? What’s changed? Peter Harris never rode in a pick up camper before, where’s this memory coming from? Maybe it’s not a memory, like the other nightmares. Maybe this is an honest to goodness dream.
I check out my reflection in the window again. I look younger, maybe twelve or thirteen, hard to say for certain. The truck hits a big hole, throwing me off the seat and onto the dirty floor. The camper smells bad, kinda like a little hunting lodge a friend of mine used to have … actually it was just a one room cabin by a lake. It smelled of fish guts, dead worms and sweat, lots of male sweat. He rarely cleaned the place so it eventually smelled just like this camper, minus the exhaust fumes.
I unsteadily stand up, the camper still rocking back and forth. I’m wearing a mid-calf dress and a short, padded jacket. It’s chilly and feels damp. The next big bump throws me back towards the seat, which I grab and hold onto tightly. The camper’s a bit of a mess but most stuff is tied down, one way or another, with ropes or bungee cords. Looks like who ever owns this likes to fish cause there’s a number of fishing poles and several tackle boxes.
The speed slows as the truck turns right and the road gets rougher, sounds like a gravel road or driveway. We continue for just a few more minutes then stop. The truck door opens with a rusty groan then slams shut, then heavy, crunchy steps work their way to the door of the camper. Keys rattle in the door momentarily and it opens. A large hand reaches in and flips a switch by the door, filling the small space with light.
“Get out, Jenny Jo.”
He’s a large man, or at least he looks large, squeezed into the small door frame at the back of the camper. I don’t say anything, just pull my little coat tightly around me, hop off the seat and hurry out as the man steps away from the door. There are no steps down to the ground so I have to jump about two and a half feet when I leave the camper, landing on my feet at first but stumbling forward, falling but catching myself on my hands. Straightening up, I look around as my eyes adjust to the dark.
We’re parked on a grassy strip of land between the edge of the woods and a large lake. There’s a dock and boat about hundred feet away, the ground dropping sharply towards the water. The gravel path we came in on snakes back into the woods, fading in the deepening gloom. The trees are full of leaves but it’s too cold to be summer, though the sky is cloudy. The man, whoever he is, is inside the camper and I hear banging and thumping coming from inside. He steps out of the back door and jumps to the ground.
“Come here, girl” he says gruffly. I approach him slowly. “Hurry up!” he adds.
“Yes, Daddy.”
My father, well not MY father but her father, Patricia’s father, though apparently her real name is Jenny Jo. And she’s afraid of him. I’m scared, very scared, actually shaking, though from fear or the cold I can’t tell. When I reach him, I see he’s actually slightly below average height, maybe five eight, one eighty, though it’s hard to tell because he’s wearing baggy bib overalls and a denim jacket. He easily picks me up and tosses me into the camper. I land on the seat, which has been folded out into a bed. He climbs in after me, carefully locking the door.
He stands up, next to the edge of the bed, slightly crouching to avoid hitting his head on the ceiling of the camper.
He shrugs off the denim jacket, tossing it in the corner of the camper on his right, then reaches up, unhooking one of the straps of his bib overall.
“It’s time, Jenny Jo. Your momma told me that you need to go on the rag, that you’ve been bleeding regular for four months now. I waited till you got old enough, took long enough, had those tits of yours over a year.”
I scurry to the head of the bed, as far away from him as I can get, sitting on my bottom, legs pulled up to my chest, arms wrapped around my legs.
“No, Daddy. That’s not pussy blood, that’s … that’s … uhh, from gym class. I got hurt and …”
He lunged at me, grabbing my left arm, dragging me towards him as I try to grab something to keep me from sliding on the bed, but couldn’t find anything. He grabs my shoulders and pulls me to my knees, squeezing until my eyes start to water from the pain.
“Don’t be lyin’ to me girl! Your momma knows. Tell me the truth!”
“It’s gym class” I sob.
He lets go of my shoulder and back hands me across the face with his right hand. I see stars, then the pain comes rushing in.
“The truth, you ungrateful bitch!”
“It was gym …” Another smack, open palm this time, rattling my teeth and brain. His hands are back on my shoulders, shaking me.
“Don’t lie to me again, girl! What kinda blood?!”
I’m crying, can’t catch my breath.
“It’s … it’s … it’s …” He lets go of my shoulder, reaching back with his hand, ready to hit me again. “… it’s … pussy … blood.” He pushes me away, I fall onto my back, legs splayed, still crying. He unbuttons the second strap, letting the overalls fall to the ground.
He’s not wearing any underwear. His dick is hard and red, pointing right at me. He steps out of the overalls.
“I’d hoped this first time would have been easier … but you’ll grow to like it. I know I will. Before I’m done, you’ll know every trick in the book, maybe invent a few of our own. Until then …” He grabs my left leg, pulling me closer to his cock. I can’t take my eyes off it, bobbing in front of me. Quickly flipping me onto my stomach, he puts a hand in the middle of my back, pushing me into the thin mattress while the other hand pushes my skirt up over my bottom and grabs my panties, tearing them off.
Momma had given me an old, worn pair of panties to wear today. I told her they were too bad but she insisted. I was thankful I didn’t have gym today. Now I know why she did it. She knew.
Daddy falls onto my back, trapping me on the bed. I try to squirm away but can’t move, my legs spread wide underneath him. He props himself up on his elbows on either side of me, giving him some space to move but keeping most of his weight on me, controlling me. I can feel his hips moving, his dick searching for my vagina. I try again to twist away but end up pushing right into his cock.
“Ahhh, you want it, don’t ya’ Jenny Jo?” He pushes forward, just entering me.
“No! ... NO! … NOOO … I don’t want … AAAAGGHH!!”
It hurts, it burns, burns like a hot pan on a stove. I’ve never felt pain like this, stretching, tearing my tender flesh. I’d been stabbed, I’d been shot, but this was worse. Those other injuries were sudden, shocking, but over with immediately. There was always the residual pain, sometimes a lot of it, but you knew what had happened and you could deal with it. Here, each new thrust was a new assault, a different part of my body suffering damage as Daddy pushed further in, plus repeated attacks on the already ravaged parts of my young vagina.
I feel his balls finally hit my bottom. He chuckles, pulls back a few inches, then drives forward, grunting. The pain only gets worse. I start to scream.
“Scream all you want, Jenny Jo, ain’t nobody out there to hear. We’re miles from anybody.”
I continue to cry and scream as he starts thrusting harder and faster.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Her door is locked!
It’s never been this bad before and now I can’t get in. It’s a simple push button lock. Running down the stairs, taking two at a time, I hit the landing, stumble, grab the railing and swing towards my bedroom. I let go and bounce off the furniture and walls, skidding to a stop at the bedroom door. I charge in, throw the closet door open, searching for an empty wire hanger. Finding one, I tear back to and up the stairs, straightening the hook of the hanger as I go. I almost overrun the door but manage to brake myself by grabbing the door handle. Immediately inserting the straightened wire into the hole in the center of the door handle, I poke and probe, trying to hit the release button.
“Come on. Come on. Idiot! A child can do this! Come …” the lock clicks open! I throw the door open and turn on the lights.
Patricia is wrapped in her sheets, flailing and turning, screaming as if being tortured. Why the neighbors haven’t called the police is beyond me. I try to grab her arm but she pulls it from my grasp. Setting on the bed next to her, I lay me upper body against hers, trying to stop her violent thrashing. I put a hand on each side of her head, stilling it.
“Patricia! Wake up, wake up! You’re fine! You’re safe! Wake up, Honey! Please … wake up! Come on, Baby, please wake up.”
Suddenly, she stops, gasps loudly, opens her eyes widely. She appears to be out of it, confused. She’s still breathing hard, a little panicked.
“Mom? Is that you?”
“Yes, Baby, it’s me. You’re safe, you’re safe Baby.”
“Where am I?”
I slide off her, freeing her body, though she’s still wrapped in her sheet.
“You’re at home, in your bedroom, honey.” I help her sit up and free her arms.
“My bedroom?”
“Yes Honey, your bedroom. Safe at home.” I lean in closer to her. “What happened, Patricia?”
She throws her arms around my neck, pulling me tight, laying her head on my chest and cries.
“I’m not a virgin” she sobs, between the tears.
An undercover agent's worst fear occurs and Patricia must change the rules of the game to survive. Themes and Elements listed apply to entire story, Rating to this submission. Thanks to Marina Kelly and Robyn Hoode for editorial assistance.
SEVERANCE PAY
CHAPTER THIRTY SEVEN
We’re both sitting at the kitchen table. The police had just left. Mom says I had been screaming bloody murder.
I can believe it.
It took a little while to convince the cops. They insisted on checking out the house, to make sure we weren’t being held hostage. The woman cop also wanted to check me for signs of abuse, after seeing my skinned knees and bruises. I told her it was from basketball but she wasn’t buying it until I got a ball and made a couple of dribble moves to prove I knew what I was doing. She was impressed.
Now it’s just the two of us, Mom with coffee and me with hot chocolate, the Remote on the table between us, its back off and it’s batteries out.
“I’m so sorry, honey. I had no idea this had happened. It was an accident, I swear!”
I’m still kinda shaky from that dream, but the chocolate has helped. It always does.
“I know. I don’t blame you. I’ve been jerky the last few days. Stuff happens.”
She sips her coffee. She hasn’t said much since I told her about the nightmare. Nightmare. The word hardly seems adequate. What’s a nightmare times ten? Times a hundred? It’s clear she wants to ask something but is afraid to, not knowing how I’ll react.
“Go on, Mom. Ask me. We gotta figure out what happened.”
She puts her coffee down. “Should we call Thomas? We never discussed this possibility. Obviously, if the Remote runs on batteries, they’ll need to be replaced, sooner or later. He had to consider this possibility. Surely, if doing so would cause this … problem, he’d have warned us.”
“If he knew about it. Remember, I’m a prototype. There’s still a lot of unknowns. Yeah, we need to call him … but we don’t tell him about the dream.”
“Why not? You’ve never had a nightmare that bad before, it might mean something.”
“Oh, it means something alright. It means a lot.”
“So, we tell him.”
“We can’t, it proves he’s screwed up.”
“How does it do that?”
“All my prior nightmares have been taken from my memories … no exceptions. I never got the sexy dreams that Lipscomb reported. Sometimes the dreams were kinda weird, sometimes they got a little strange, but they were always based on something that actually happened to me and I was always Peter Harris … no exceptions.”
I take a sip of my hot chocolate.
“This time, I’m a girl, not just a girl but the same girl I am today, just younger. I’m in a place Peter Harris never was, doing something Peter Harris never did. The only physical change was that the Remote was turned off. It was the same kind of nightmare I’ve had since the transfer, just as vivid, just as real.”
“What are you saying, Patricia?”
“I’m saying that I relived something that happened to the original owner of this body. Jennie Jo was raped by her father.”
“You don’t know that, you can’t know that.”
I tap the side of my head. “Up here, I know it. Some of her memories are still here, in my head. Huh, yeah MY head, Patricia’s head, Jennie Jo’s head, whoever.”
Mom reaches out, taking my hands in hers. “Honey, you’re still upset, you don’t know what you’re saying. Thomas said all the original memories were erased.”
“He was wrong. Now, I’ve got to try and find out what happened to her.”
“Patricia … we’ve got a job to do, a different, more important job. You just can’t abandon the team now to go on some kind of goose chase. The police looked for information when … she … first died and they found nothing. What makes you think you can do better? And not mess up the job we’re working on now?”
“You weren’t there Mom, you didn’t feel her pain, her panic, her fear. I can’t forget about it, about her. You can help me or not but I’m doing it.”
She sighs, hanging her head. “This just complicates an already difficult job, Patricia. It’s not our problem, besides, she’s already dead.”
“She’s not dead, not as long as I can remember. Are you with me or not?”
She grimaces, then chews her lip a moment. “Are you certain about this? Really certain?”
“Yes, Mom. I am.”
She shakes her head in resignation. “I suppose that deep meditation might help resurrect buried memories.”
“And we don’t tell Matthews … right?”
“We’ll have to say something. We need to know if you can safely reload the Remote. We need to know what happens if the Remote goes dead. Is there a safety setting? A default setting? We need those answers.”
I pull my hands from hers, grab the Remote, slip the batteries in place, slap the back on, and set it on Blue Forty.
“PATRICIA! What are you doing?!”
I freeze in place, waiting for something to happen … but nothing does.
“I’m answering the first question. Nothing bad happens. Let’s talk to him about the rest right now”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I don’t know how long the phone‘s been ringing. I have an answering machine on the office line but not my personal line. However long, it’s ringing when I wake up. 4:38 in the morning.
“Hello?”
“Thomas, is that you?”
“Of course it is. Who are you?”
“Jessica Conner. We’ve had a problem.”
“What kind of problem?”
“The batteries accidentally fell out of the Remote. We’re not certain what to do. We never discussed that situation before.”
“We never discussed it because I’ve been changing batteries at every check up. Just put them back in.”
“Well … they have been out for some time.”
“How long?”
“At least six hours.”
“It took you that long to call me?”
“We just discovered they were out, it was an accident, remember.”
“Six hours, six minutes, it shouldn’t make any difference.”
“Thomas, what happens to the Balancer when the Remote loses power?”
“If it’s in range of the Remote, it turns off.”
“My God! That’s terrible.”
“Hardly terrible, Jessica. It simply stops actively managing the separate parts of the brain. The structure remains present, the connections are still there, the information is still being transmitted. Everything continues to work, just at a lower level. It’s as if you had turned off the amplifier in a stereo system. The sound still gets to the speakers, just at a much reduced volume. Patricia’s brain still functions, just not at the same level.”
“And the balance?”
“It defaults to zero, no preference for either Blue or Pink.”
She doesn’t say anything but I can hear a muffled conversation taking place on her end of the call.
“Thomas, what if there was … additional information being transmitted?”
“From where?”
“Inside her brain.”
“That’s impossible. There are only two sources present, beyond the lizard brain and the midbrain. The higher brain just has Peter and Patricia, nothing else. They are both routed through the Balancer. It’s a closed system.”
“And nothing else could … force its way in?”
“There’s nothing else to do that. The lizard brain is too simple and the midbrain was wiped clean.”
“But if it wasn’t wiped clean?”
“It was, Jessica.”
“Humor a worried mother, Thomas. What would happen?”
“Likely nothing. The higher and midbrains are connected, all three sections are. There is a certain amount of overlap at those connection points, no definitive line where one part stops and another starts. Random information could reside in the gray transition zones but they aren’t connected to the Balancer.”
“Aren’t the nanites supposed to be making new connections all the time?”
“Only in response to new information, new memories.”
There’s another pause and more conversation at Jessica’s end of the call.
“What about repairs, Thomas? Aren’t the nanites supposed to repair damaged areas of the brain?”
“Certainly, but all those repairs have already been made … unless Patricia has suffered some new brain damage. Has that happened?”
“No … no, of course not. Everything’s fine with her. We were just concerned about the batteries, that’s all. I feel foolish about the whole thing now. Sorry to have bothered you, Thomas.”
I yawn. “Perfectly alright, Jessica. I understand. Can’t be too cautious. Let me know if she has any problems of any kind.”
“We will, Thomas. Good night.”
“Good night.” I hang up the phone and rub my eyes. I need to make a note about that. Test the Balancer in passive mode. The results could be interesting.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Did you hear all that? You didn’t ruin anything.”
I didn’t ruin anything? Thanks, Mom. Who’s the one who threw the darn Remote?
“Yes, thank heaven for that … Mom. At least we have a couple of possible explanations for what happened.”
“Are you certain it wasn’t just a dream? Thomas seemed quite sure.”
“And I’m quite sure, Mother. Either those memories have been there all along but overwhelmed by the Balancer or they were in areas of my brain that were not connected due to old damage which were repaired after my header into the bleachers.”
“Patricia, you didn’t say anything about hitting your head.
“I didn’t hit it that hard, no concussion or a knock out or anything.”
“You should tell me everything if you get hurt.”
Am I going to bring the trust thing up now? No.
“Sorry, Mom. It just wasn’t that big a deal. Hopefully it won’t happen again. I still want to find out all I can about Jennie Jo.”
“It’ll just complicate things, Patricia. We won’t be able to do anything about it.”
“Maybe not right now and maybe not officially but we won’t know until I try. Will you help me?”
She looks at me with tired eyes, then sighs. “I’ll help, as long as it doesn’t, in any way, delay us from getting Hobbes. You have to promise that you will do everything you can, as quickly as you can, to get into his computer system. If you promise, then I’ll help however I can. I can’t promise any results.”
“Neither can I, but I promise I’ll try.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
My intercom buzzes.
“Yes?”
“Mr. Lipscomb is here, Mr. Tyson.”
“Thank you. Send him in.”
It takes almost a minute for Lipscomb to open the door, probably hitting on Larson.
He nods his head as he closes the door behind him. “Walter”
“Have a seat, Dan.”
Lipscomb settles in the worn, padded chair opposite my desk, crossing his legs, hands in his lap.
“What is it you wanted to see me about, Walter?”
“You’re probably aware of the increasingly frequent requests from Washington for some kind of progress on the war on drugs.”
“I’ve seen the emails.”
“There’s been video conferences too. And memo’s. And text messages. And just about every other form of communication other than tweets … so far. The long and the short of it is they want action, any kind of action, now.”
“What they really want are positive news stories and some snappy video to use to get reelected.”
“You should know, Dan, they’re the administration that appointed you. The most recent demands for action include the threat of budget cuts.”
He frowns at that, Lipscomb knows were this is headed.
“Walter, you can’t mean …”
“Afraid so. I’ve kept my part of our deal, Dan. Haven’t bothered you once, haven’t asked for a single report, an update, anything. I’ve given you everything you asked for, but Washington isn’t willing to wait.”
“I appreciate it Walter, I really do, but this is exactly what my operation is designed to avoid. I give you information, you send it to Washington, God knows who sees it and my people end up dead.”
“Is there even any information to give me?”
“You know I can’t answer that.”
“If you can’t, then I’m afraid I’m going to have to pull the plug.”
He jumps up out of his seat, planting both hands on my desk, leaning forward. “WALTER! You can’t do that! I’m so close!”
“How close, Dan? If I knew that this operation of yours was going to lead to something, then I could defend it to Washington, or at least put them off awhile, but I’ve got to have something to work with. Your promises aren’t good enough.”
He drops back down in the chair, head in his hands.
“I’m closer than anybody else ever came, Walter. You CAN’T stop me know.”
“Again, how close, Dan? I need something.”
He looks up at me, clearly debating what he should say next. Finally, he makes a decision.
“You understand, whatever I tell you, can’t leave this room. Not a peep. Lives are at risk, my life is at risk.”
“I may need to tell Washington …”
“NO! I trust you but no one else! Hobbes is everywhere! If you aren’t willing to fight for this operation, then shut it down, now. I won’t put lives at risk.”
I’m surprised at his reaction. Maybe he’s actually got something of value.
“Alright, Dan, only between you and me.”
“No one else. I need your word on that, Walter.”
“Fine, you’ve got it.”
He pulls his chair closer to my desk, leaning as far forward as he can. He waves for me to come closer. I do.
“I have a man inside Hobbes household” he whispers. “He’s been there for about a month.”
“MY GOD!” He gestures for me to keep quiet. “What is he doing?”
“I can’t say, Walter. Don’t push me on this, I truly can not tell you.”
“You don’t know yourself?”
“I know, it’s just … unconventional, that’s as far as I can go. The main thing is, he’s there.”
“Has he gotten anything useful?”
Again, the internal debate. The fact that he has to think about it means the answer is “yes”. Now, I just need to wheedle it out of him.
“Yes and No. He’s discovered something big but we can’t use it. However, there’s the chance for him to get the mother lode.”
“Why can’t we use it?”
“You’d need to involve way too many people, there’s no chance to keep operational security. Once Hobbes finds out, and he will, we’re screwed … and likely dead.”
“What the hell does your man have, Lipscomb?”
“I’d rather not …”
“Dan … I’m going to need this. I assure you, it won’t leave this office. No offense, but you can’t just say you’ve got a man inside. I need some proof of some kind. I can’t simply take your word for it because you’ve got a reason to be … unreasonably optimistic about the situation.”
“Walter, are you accusing me of lying?”
“I’m not accusing you of anything. I’m simply pointing out that, unfortunately, in this case, you’re word isn’t good enough. Normally, it’d be fine … but not now. I need something concrete for me to hang my hat on. Without it, I won’t really have a choice, not with what Washington is asking from me. It’s out of my hands.”
I’ve actually got more latitude than that, but he doesn’t need to know it. Back to that internal debate. This time, it takes more than a minute. I don’t interrupt him.
“Walter … I can not stress the importance of this information being kept ultra, ultra secret. If Hobbes is tipped off … my people will have no chance. None. Zip. Nada.”
“I understand. I’ll be ultra, ultra careful.” He frowns at me. I deserve that.
He sighs, giving up. “I have the location of every one of Hobbes drug stashes and the inventory of each location.”
I don’t react, I can’t react. It’s as if he told me he had conclusive proof of the existence of Santa Claus, the Easter Bunny and Big Foot. It’s something you never, in your wildest dreams, expect to hear.
“Come again?”
“You heard me, Walter. I’ve got it all, every warehouse, safe house and hole in the ground where Hobbes has hidden his drugs in the US and the amounts, down to the kilo. I calculate it’s over a billion dollars, give or take a few million. Well, that was as a few weeks ago.”
“You SAT on this for weeks?!”
“Quiet down, Walter.”
“Don’t tell me to ‘quiet down’! How could you not tell me about this immediately?!”
“Two reasons. The first is that there is a bigger target. My man believes that he can gain access to Hobbes computer system. If he does, we get absolutely everything. His resources in other countries, the location of his money, his production facilities, his sales force, the names of all the people he’s bribed, his transportation routes … every single thing we wanted.”
Is that even possible? “Go on, Dan.”
“The second reason is that you couldn’t do anything with the data. To put together raids on all these locations would require numerous warrants, over three hundred officers from several agencies, both federal and local. There is no way in hell that Hobbes wouldn’t find out about it long before you could pull the trigger. We end up with nothing and Hobbes goes on the warpath searching for the leak, putting me and my people at risk.”
DAMN! He’s right! Lipscomb’s smarter than I thought he was.
“I’ll be damned! It’s too big to move on.”
“That’s what my man said.”
“Your man is smart. If he gets out of this alive, he’s got a best selling book on his hands.”
Dan smiles for the first time. “You have no idea, Walter.”
Huh. Wonder what that means?
“You got all this information in writing?”
“My man took notes. It is all legitimate Walter, I swear.”
Now it’s my turn to debate. Do I trust him and push back against Washington, hoping to make the biggest score of any prosecutor’s career or pull the plug now? Lipscomb wouldn’t be fighting this hard unless he saw a real pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. He’s more than selfish and immoral enough to toss his people aside if it would benefit him, yet he’s still here.
“Dan, you get me a copy of the notes and I’ll review them. If I agree that they’re legit, I’ll take on Washington for you. I won’t tell them anything that’ll hurt you or your people; I’ll put my reputation behind you. I can’t guarantee it’ll be enough, but I’ll try my best. That’s all I can do.” I hold out my right hand. “Good enough?”
He pauses a second or two, then shakes my hand. “I hope this works, Walter. We’re looking at the total destruction of the Hobbes organization and rooting corruption from the criminal justice system. It’s a once in a lifetime opportunity.”
“It is that.”
Slowly, like the rising sun at dawn, another option begins to grow in my mind. No need to bother Lipscomb about it yet … or maybe ever.
CHAPTER THIRTY EIGHT
“Ms. Larson, get me Nicole Moser on the phone.”
“Yes, Mr. Tyson.”
Moser’s in charge of the multi region Emergency Preparedness Task Force. There’s a national test scheduled in three weeks. Both Federal and local agencies will be working together on staged emergency scenarios. The people at the top will know what’s planned but the locals will be given the information at the last minute. Some areas get tornadoes, some railroad accidents, some flooding, others get toxic spills.
The idea is to see how well the federal and state agencies cooperate in dealing with the usual range of emergencies that regularly crop up in a year. Thousands of firefighters, rescue crews and police officers will be on the road, going where they’re directed, without any advance notice. Some of them will be in groups with FBI agents leading them.
I’ve seen Lipscomb’s mans notes. The guy’s got to have an extraordinary memory. I don’t remember ever hearing of a veteran undercover cop with that kind of memory, so Lipscomb may have gone outside the usual suspects to find him. Probably best not to speculate about what exactly is going on, but it’s hard not to.
Eleven locations spread out over six states, all within Moser’s jurisdiction. I figure that a minimum of two FBI and ten local police could initially raid each location and secure it until a larger force could arrive. Each one of the warehouses are legitimate operations, they just act as covers for the illegal drugs. In fact, their security is so good, all the police need do is lock the place down until reinforcements arrive. It’s unlikely they would face armed opposition; Hobbes knows the occasional seizure is the cost of doing business. None of the prior seizures we suspected were associated with him became violent.
If the two FBI agents were clued in as to what was happening, they could take any ten locals with them. As long as they couldn’t communicate with the outside by cell phone once they found out where they were going and what they were doing, even if they were on the take, it would be too late for them to tell Hobbes what was up, they’d have to follow through with the raid or risk exposing themselves. It’s more likely they’d chose to explain to Hobbes why they couldn’t inform than give up their careers and cushy pensions.
As for the warrants, I know a Federal District Judge in North Dakota, far away from Hobbes’ area of influence. We play golf together when he comes to Florida on vacation during the winter. He’s an old fraternity brother. The chance of his Court being infiltrated by Hobbes is remote. While it’s not Standard Operating Procedure, a Federal Warrant is a Federal Warrant, good anywhere in the entire country.
If I had a minimum of twenty two trustworthy, untainted FBI agents, we could safely raid all eleven of Hobbes warehouses, if Moser will let me piggy back with her regional program. Her brother was a DEA agent killed in the line of duty in Texas during an undercover operation. If there is anyone more opposed to illegal drugs than Nicole Moser, I haven’t met them.
The intercom buzzes again.
“Nicole Moser on line two, Mr. Tyson.”
“Thank you, Ms. Lawson.” I push button two. “Hello Nicole. Walter Tyson. I’m calling concerning your Regional Emergency Preparedness Drill.”
“You’re not going to complain about a waste of resources and time, are you Walter? After the Katrina fiasco, I would think that’s a lesson we all learned and would not want to repeat.”
“Not at all Nicole. You have my support, one hundred percent.”
“Huh. Glad to hear it. I’ve been fielding complaints all month from police departments coast to coast how this is all unnecessary, it stretches limited resources, they have better things to do, overtime costs, yada, yada, yada.”
“That’s unfortunate, Nicole. I am willing to commit the resources of my office to the exercise, limited as they may be.”
“I see. What might these resources be?”
She senses that I’m up to something, better make this offer in person. “I’d like to meet, show you something that more clearly explains how we may be able to help each other. You have any time Tuesday next week?”
“Can’t you just fax me something, Walter? Video conference?”
“Afraid not, Nicole. This is kind of your eyes only. I think you’ll really appreciate the possibilities when you see it.”
“I’m intrigued. Okay, how about … 3:15 p.m., Tuesday?”
“That works for me. You won’t regret it.”
“We’ll see about that. You have a reputation, Walter.”
“Moi?”
“Oui. Good bye, Walter.”
She hangs up. Now to call Judge Hastings and run a hypothetical by him.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Aaaarggghhhh!” I toss my pencil down, bouncing it off the top of the kitchen table, hitting the cabinets over the sink.
“Patricia! Calm down! What’s the problem?”
“There’s no way in! Tippett’s got that computer system locked down tight. I’ve pinged and probed for three days, nothing. He’s probably left a back door somewhere but I can’t find the password. He’s too smart to make it easy to guess. If we had a couple of hundred machines, I could try to muscle my way in but that’s not how we need to do it. I need to be able to slip in and out, leaving nothing behind.”
“Is you’re computer up to the job?”
“Yeah. I’m using my school computer. I disabled all programs that limited what it can do. It’s not really a question about how advanced the computer is, it’s programmer versus programmer, and right now, he’s kicking my behind.”
“Maybe you need to do more research.”
“I don’t think it’s going to do any good. He’s likely read the same things I have, he probably wrote some of it. The guy’s good, more than good, he’s one of the top guy’s in the world. Hobbes hires the best.”
“Take a break. Come at the problem with a fresh set of eyes. We can try meditation again, see if you can connect with any buried memories.”
“That’s been another big, fat nothing. All I get is a headache. I keep searching but get squat. I’m beginning to wonder if you were right all along.”
“I’m beginning to think I was wrong.”
“What?”
“There’ve been a number of things I couldn’t explain, things you did that were too natural, too much like a …”
“A real girl?”
“Don’t say that, Patricia. You’re as much a girl as any girl. It’s just that you … sometimes were so pitch perfect and I knew it wasn’t anything I had done or Thomas had done. And, let’s face it; it likely didn’t come from Peter Harris’ experience. If there were some original residual memories, that could explain it.”
“So why can’t I find them? We yank the batteries from the Remote, the Balancer shuts down but, no matter how hard I try, I can’t make contact.”
“That’s your problem, you’re trying too hard. Part of meditation is the calm, making yourself open to experiences. It can’t be forced one way or another. You must be passive, inviting, willing to accept what comes your way.”
“That seems like it could take a long time for something to happen. Just sitting around, keeping your mind blank, waiting. How do you make sure that … my God. That’s it!”
“What’s it?”
“The answer! I don’t attack Hobbes’ system, I let it come to me … or more particularly, Tippett comes to me.”
“How do you do that?”
“Easy. You won’t like it, but it’s easy.”
* * * *** * * * **** * * *
“This can’t be real, Walter.”
“I believe it is, Nicole. This wasn’t just slipped under my door at midnight. One of my men has an ongoing operation.”
“I’ve never seen anything like it. If it’s real … if you could bust each location … good lord.”
“Exactly.”
“Would you be able to make it stand up in Court?”
“I’ve been thinking about that. I don’t really care.”
“You don’t care? That’s an uncommon attitude for a prosecutor.”
“No. I’ve done some preliminary checking of the public records. There’s no obvious connection to any known Hobbes business. We could always find something in confiscated records but Hobbes has historically been very careful to leave no fingerprints on any of his drug supplies. We may get someone to flip on him, but again, historically, that doesn’t happen. So we’ll get a lot of drugs, some small fry convictions and that’ll be the end of it.”
“That seems to be very pessimistic, Walter.”
“You can’t plan on miracles. Getting this information is a miracle. I don’t expect another. Maybe we find more information in the raids but don’t bet on it. Realistically, if we get this amount of drugs off the street, it will cause Hobbes a great deal of difficulty and create a major shake up in the markets. I’m willing to take that … and so is Washington.”
“I’ll certainly do whatever I can to help you. Do you really believe you can keep this quiet?”
“Yes, I do. Keep the initial teams small and uninformed until the last minute, led by a few, out of town, absolutely trust worthy agents. It should work.”
“What about the undercover agent?”
“I’ll give them two days notice to get out. There’s the promise of even greater information but Washington’s interested in the bird in the hand, not the two in the bush.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
That son of a bitch Raul gives me nothing but grief!
All I wanted was a bowl of ice cream … a fucking simple bowl of ice cream with fudge sauce. How hard is it to make god damn fudge sauce? You’d thought I asked him to fry a turkey or something.
I’m under a lot of stress here, keeping Hobbes computer system safe and secure. He doesn’t attract a bunch of hackers but you can’t tell the difference between the random asshole screwing around and someone determined to succeed, at least not at first. I can’t take anything for granted; Hobbes has made it quite clear what happens if I fail … well, actually, Cardoza did, but he speaks for Hobbes, everyone knows that.
If I don’t get something to eat every couple of hours, I get the shakes real bad. It’s not my problem that he’s in the middle of fixing dinner. I got needs!
By the time I get back and open the door at my office, one of my monitor programs has launched. Settling into the padded swivel chair with a groan, I pull up the full screen.
Damn! It’s that Conner bitch. She’s not been doing much all week and now she decides to go online. School musta just got out.
That’s another job from Cardoza, monitor the Conner bitch. “Tippett” he said “I want to know everything she does, no matter how small. That is your responsibility. Don’t fail me.”
What is she gonna do? All week, just boring shit. Thank God she doesn’t have a bunch of friends, sending tweets, texts and emails back and forth, full of the kinda crap teen age girls fixate on. Who’s dating who, clothes, music, beauty shit, all that girly … wait a second! Who’s this? What did she … I’ll be damned! The fucking bitch is sexting some kid! I knew she was a hot little twat. She even attached a photo. Let me just … yeah, niiiiccceee. She’s still wearing her blouse and skirt but the top three buttons are undone. That’s a fucking nice pair of tits!
She says she’ll send him a new picture, a better picture every day. Hot Damn! I’ll just scan this for viruses then save it for closer examination later on tonight … when I’ve got time to appreciate it.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Patricia, this photo is completely inappropriate! I can see your panties!”
“Good, haven’t done any of those yet, maybe Tippett’s got a little fetish going on.”
“Patricia!”
“I know Mom, I’m not happy about it, but it’s working. Tippett’s downloading each picture, along with the imbedded extra coding. It’s unrecognizable as a virus because it’s just bits and pieces but, by the time he’s downloaded each picture, in the right sequence, the entire worm will be hidden in his system, undetected, ready for activation. Three down, five to go.”
“I understand, but the entire thing is so … tawdry! What if he shows the pictures to someone else?”
“Then he does. It’s not like I haven’t posed for worse.”
“Honey … are you certain about that? Maybe it’s just your imagination.”
“No, the memory’s quite clear. She came to Miami to get away from her father. She started doing tricks and got involved with local porn producers.”
“And you remember all of that?”
“Just brief flashes, a few seconds here and there. She started in Minneapolis, I think, met some guy who brought her here. It’s all a jumble in my head but it does explain a few things.”
“What things?”
“Like how some of those photos posted on my fake Facebook page by McBride were real. Jenny Jo actually did pose for those shots.”
“I saw those pictures you found. The girl in them looks a lot like you but you and she aren’t identical.”
“That’s because she was already into drugs by then. She’s a little worse for wear. Thinner, her health is going downhill.”
“I’m not saying you’re wrong, Patricia. Just don’t get too caught up in this girls’ plight until we have solid proof. I know you really want to know what happened but a few brief flashes of memory are not a lot to go on.”
“I know, but I’ve just started to have some success with the meditation. We’ll see what else I can find.”
“As long as you keep your eye on the big prize.”
“I am Mom. Three down, five to go. If this works, we’ll just need to wait for the right time to spring the trap.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Father seems to be in a good mood this morning and Enrique is out of town again. He’s actually concentrating on what he’s eating for breakfast and not some written report. Now’s as good a time as any.
“Father?”
“Yes, Gretchen.”
“Next Saturday is Patty’s birthday.”
“My God! You’re right! I’d forgotten that. November 12th. We must do something special. I’ll have Raul make something she’ll really like. Do you know what her favorite food is?”
“Fried chicken. I was thinking that maybe I could take her somewhere, like somewhere that isn’t here? Just the two of us?”
“What about her mother? We can’t monopolize Patricia’s time. They may already have plans.”
Damn it! I hadn’t thought about that. Patty seems to really like her mother, always says nice things about her, except lately, but I think they’re past that. She probably wants to spend time with family on her birthday.
“I hadn’t thought about that, you’re probably right, Father.”
“She’s coming over this weekend, correct?”
“Yes.”
“We will ask her then. Give her a choice. How does that sound?”
“And if she wants to do something with me, somewhere else?”
“I will consider it.”
“No, Father, not that. You never …”
“I will really consider it. Fair enough?”
“Yes, sir.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Thank you Judge. This could be big, world record big.”
“I agree Walter, just as long as I don’t end up with egg on my face.”
“Well, that’s the advantage of a lifetime appointment, your Honor.”
“Might as well be worth something, certainly doesn’t help my golf game.”
We both laugh and hang up.
That’s the last piece of the puzzle. I’ll get my warrants when I need them, faxed at the very last minute. Judge Hastings assured me he would do the paperwork himself, no staff at all. Moser is on board and has already issued the orders to the necessary police departments. The FBI agents are lined up. I reviewed their records myself. They will know generally what’s up but not the specific targets until about an hour before the raid. Their orders are simple; move in, lock down, call for reinforcements. I’ve got the layout of each warehouse from the public records, the building permits. Ultimately, I requested copies of records for over seventy warehouses in the same general areas, just in case Hobbes has someone at the local level keeping track of interest in his stashes. They went through Moser’s office to add another layer of bureaucracy to hide behind.
The last step is to call Lipscomb, give him the news and have him pull his man out. When the time comes, I want to make sure that Lipscomb gets all the credit he deserves, his man too, if possible. The guy may remain undercover so he can’t get public recognition. Either way, he’ll have an entry in his jacket that would make any cop proud.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I hadn’t said anything to Patty all week, I wanted my birthday plans to be a surprise. I hope Father wasn’t lying when he said he would consider letting us go somewhere by ourselves. A movie and supper out, no guards, no one to watch us … just like regular people. Patty may want to do something else, like shopping, or dancing, or a concert. I don’t care what it is, as long as we can get some time alone, away from school, away from home, just the two of us.
I could hardly wait to spring it on her at supper. She and Father had been talking about different famous businessmen who started out in illegal activities and moved on to more legal businesses. I didn’t know that the Kennedy family made its first money as bootleggers. Guess that’s not the type of thing you’re likely to hear in the history class at a Catholic girls school.
According to Patty, there are a lot of other examples of famous families that made money in less than legal ways in the beginning. Some of the names surprised me. Father was surprised at the number too. Maybe a drug dealer doesn’t need to be a drug dealer all his life.
The maids were clearing the table before serving dessert when I decided to reveal the surprise.
“Patty, I want to take you wherever you want for your birthday next week.”
“My birthday?”
“If you aren’t already doing something with your family. If you are, we can do it some other day. Whenever it is, I want to do whatever you want to do.”
She turns to Father. “Is this okay with you, Mr. Hobbes?”
“Gretchen may be getting ahead of herself. I told her I would consider the possibility, depending on what your plans are. Certainly a trip to France or Spain would be out of the question.”
“I don’t have a passport anyway” said Patty. “I don’t want anything big, assuming Mom lets me. If we do it at all, Mom’s gotta approve it first. If Mom says no, I can’t go, Gretchen.”
Why would she say no? Doesn’t she like me? “I understand, but what do you want to do? A movie? A concert? What do you want to do?”
She looks down, thinking, for several seconds, then her eyebrows creep up as she slowly raises her head, a wicked smile on her face. I’ve seen that look before, she’s thought of something weird.
CHAPTER THIRTY NINE
Paintball World, a twenty acre paintball field on the outskirts of Miami. The entire place is fenced in. It has a large, mostly wooded area for hunting and stalking matches plus a smaller, cleared area for speedball games. The cleared area has a 30’ by 20’ two story barn in the middle surrounded by all sorts of structures to hide behind, barrels, boxes, crates, oddly shaped inflatables. There’s also a clubhouse which sells supplies at outrageous prices and has a glass walled viewing room where people can safely sit and watch the action.
It’s the perfect opportunity. Get most everybody out of the compound, including Hobbes and Gretchen. Give Gretchen another chance to impress her father.
And bring my mother into the picture.
That last one was tough, but necessary … at least for what I have in mind. Right now, she’s sitting in the observation room, as far away as she can from everybody else. Most everybody else are in the clubhouse acting like kids in a candy store. I walk over and sit down next to her. She definitely looks tense.
“Keep calm, everything will be alright” I whisper.
“I don’t know if I can do this, Patricia.”
“I told you up front that there may come a time when you’d have to meet Hobbes.”
“And I told you that I may not be able to do it … ever.”
“He doesn’t expect you to be his bosom buddy. I’ve already told him you’re very upset about the house being bugged.”
“Really? A bugged house? That’s all?”
“Look, you’re the one who wanted in on this. It’s all part of the deal. Either you’re a professional and get through it or you’re not and you can leave right now.” I reach out with my right hand, laying it on hers. “I know you can do this. It’s important. It’s only natural that you’d attend a birthday party for your daughter, that you’d want to meet the father of her best friend, the person with whom she’s been spending so much time. In fact, it’d be unnatural if you didn’t, that’s why it’s important.”
She looks away. “I know, Patricia … you’re right, but … this man … I want him dead.”
I can’t have that happen, not if I’m going to pull this off. “Mom, you wouldn’t …”
“No, honey. Not here, not now. I’ve thought about it but … no. I don’t think I’ve got it in me.”
“I don’t know about that. I’m kinda glad you didn’t have a gun those first few weeks.”
She looks back at me, smiling. “Who says I didn’t?”
“Ahhhhhh, you kidder!” I look over towards the pro shop and see Hobbes heading our way, a paintball marker with a barrel plug in his hands, barrel resting on his shoulder, pointing towards the ceiling, a large smile on his face. I squeeze Mom’s hand. “He’s coming” I whisper.
She closes her eyes, swallows hard, nods slightly several times, takes a deep breath, exhales slowly and opens her eyes. Looking at me, she smiles tightly, teeth clenched.
Hope this works. Hobbes is on us in seconds.
“Patricia, what a brilliant idea! I’d never have thought of this myself! The men can hardly wait. This is a great training opportunity.”
I stand up. “Mr. Hobbes, this is my mother, Jessica Conner.
He lays the marker on the table and quickly steps next to her chair, offering her his right hand. After just the briefest hesitation, she takes it. He adds his left hand to his right.
“Mrs. Conner, I can not say how happy I am to finally meet you! Your daughter is one of the most impressive girls I have ever had the pleasure of meeting.”
She lets him continue to hold her hand a few seconds before she replies. “Thank you Mr. Hobbes. I’ve been interested in meeting you too. As for Patricia, while a mother may be biased, I’ve found her to be one of the most impressive persons I have ever known, male or female, young or old.”
Hobbes is taken aback but quickly recovers. “Yes … yes, indeed, you are correct, I apologize. No offense. I can see where Patricia gets her directness.”
“I think it more likely that she’s influenced me, Mr. Hobbes.”
She’s consciously giving him a hard time while he’s being polite. He’s clearly confused as to why this isn’t going better. I should stop this before it gets out of hand.
“I appreciate all the kind words but we probably need to get started. Don’t want to waste time; we’ve only got an hour.”
Hobbes releases Mom’s hand and picks up his marker. “Don’t concern yourself, Patricia. It’s your birthday! I’ve rented the entire place for the day.”
“Mr. Hobbes, that’s too much! I was just wanting the usual hour! You really shouldn’t have …”
He waved me off. “Nonsense. It’s nothing. I prefer it this way. Security is better, no other patrons to deal with, and we have as much time as we need. Gretchen suggested that I order pizza to be delivered here after we are finished. Raul was not particularly happy about that but I let him make a cake and some other dessert items to eat at home after the pizza … assuming your mother agrees, of course.”
We both look at Mom, Hobbes in anticipation and me with apprehension.
“Because it’s a special occasion, I’ll agree.”
Thank you. Now to get Hobbes away from her before something bad happens.
“What did you pick as a marker, Mr. Hobbes?”
“Marker?”
“The paintball marker in your hands.”
“Ohhh yes, the gun.”
“Technically, they’re called markers.”
“Really? Why is that?”
“Probably for political correctness. Sounds better than people running around shooting each other with paintball guns.”
“You are likely right, Patricia, though it really doesn’t make any difference. They are what they are. The manager said that this is the best … marker in the store.”
“You bought it?”
“Certainly.”
“Why not just rent one for the day?”
“I prefer the best when it’s available. Where is yours?”
“I left it in the pro shop.”
I lead Hobbes back to the shop and away from Mom, happy to put some distance between them. The manager is waiting for us as we enter.
“Is this the birthday girl?” he asks.
“Yes” answers Hobbes. “This is Patricia Conner.”
“Well Patricia, I’m happy to have you and your group here.” He scans the crowded shop. “It’s been a good day, so far.”
I bet. It seems darn near every one of the guards have decided to buy instead of rent. Most of them are holding bright, shinny new equipment. I don’t know if it’s Hobbes treat or if it’s coming out of their own pockets, but the manager’s probably sold about three thousand dollars worth of gear, not counting CO2 fills and paintballs.
“Now, Patricia, what can I get you?” the manager asks, anticipating another big sale.
“Nothing. I got mine right here.” I pick up a black plastic case from the table next to me. The manager’s clearly disappointed.
“Can I see it?”
“Sure.”
I lay the case back on the table, flip the latches up and open it. I pull out the marker’s body, slip on the barrel, insert the quick release pins to lock it in place, take the 18 oz. CO2 tank, screw it onto the back of the receiver, push a butt plate onto the bottom of the tank and insert a barrel plug, then hand it to the manager.
“Why does Patricia’s look so different from the rest of ours?” asks Hobbes.
“Because this one’s older than she is” answers the manager. “Where’d you get this?”
“Mostly Ebay. The basic Stingray plus the 15” vented sniper barrel, Starfire bolt and plastic detent ball, plus the modified trigger set all were bought there. I made a couple of silicon cushion pads to quiet it down a bit and polished all the metal to smooth out the action. The rest is just normal nuts and bolts from the local hardware store.”
He brings the marker up to his shoulder, sighting through the dove tail and down the barrel. “I see. May I?”
“Go ahead.”
He pulls back the bolt, pushes the safety off and pulls the trigger. There’s a resounding bang and clang as the marker fires. Everybody in the room jumps then glare at him.
“Sorry, sorry, just testing the girls’ equipment. Sorry.”
“Really, Patricia. Allow me to buy you a new gun, it is your birthday. There’s no reason you shouldn’t have competitive equipment.”
“No thanks, Mr. Hobbes. The use of the range is more than enough. I really can’t accept anything more. My Mom wouldn’t approve.”
“This is a perfectly decent beginners’ marker, Mr. Hobbes” said the manager. “I just need to check a couple of settings on it, to make sure it’s safe, and she should be fine. Could you come to the back room with me, Miss?”
“Okay.”
He walks behind the counter and opens a door to the right. I follow him and walk through the door as he holds it open for me. He enters behind me, closing the door. He lays my marker on a table, swinging a magnifying glass on an articulated arm near the trigger. He bends down to give it an inspection.
“This is an old Brass Eagle Stingray II, isn’t it?” he asks as he continues to inspect it.
“Yeah, it is.”
“The basic Stingray is generally considered to be a piece of crap.”
“That’s true.”
He keeps checking it out. “You’ve wrapped the pressure screw with Teflon tape. This thing doesn’t leak, does it?”
“Not a drop.”
He removes the tank, opens the bolt and shines a light down the barrel. “This is polished like a mirror. The rest of the metal’s the same?”
“You bet.”
He lays the marker back down on the table. “As I said, the basic Stingray was a semiautomatic piece of crap. What made it interesting was that, with a longer aftermarket barrel, an improved bolt, assorted other minor parts and some detail work, you could turn that piece of crap into a long range, high power, reliable, dead accurate, semiautomatic nail driver … if you knew what you were doing.” He cocks his head to the side, looking at me intently. “You know what you’re doing, don’t ya’?”
“Yup.”
“And all those guys out there buying automatic, paint and gas burning machine guns, they don’t know what they’re doing, do they?”
“Most of them don’t.”
“I see … this is gonna be a slaughter, isn’t it?”
“Hope so.”
“It’s still a god awful loud son of a bitch.”
“Doesn’t matter in speed ball, they know I’m out there. In fact, it gives me a bit of a psychological advantage, the sound of impending doom.”
“Mind if I watch?”
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What in God’s name was Patty thinking?
I was this close to talking Father into letting me take her to a movie, or a concert, or SOMEWHERE, just the two of us and she goes and chooses this! Why would she choose THIS?!
At first, Father was surprised, then he jumped all over it, even had Enrique come back from where ever he was to join in. Right now, while everybody else is goofing around in the shop, Enrique’s outside, surveying the field, planning something, no doubt.
Father insisted on buying me a complete set of everything, padded vest and pants, helmet, gloves and this shiny blue gun. It’s the most clothes he’s bought me in the last six month’s, not counting school uniforms.
I wander out of the shop and see an older lady sitting by herself in front of a big window over looking the playing field. She’s probably Patty’s mother, though I don’t see much of a family resemblance. She’s taller than Patty, but who isn’t, ya’ know. She’s got normal size breasts, more like mine than Patty’s … above average. She looks like she was very pretty when she was younger. Slowly, she turns her head, seeing me.
“Hello. You must be Gretchen.”
“Uhh, yeah … I mean yes, I am … I’m Gretchen … Hobbes. That’s my father in there.” I point back towards the shop.
She frowns then stands up. “We’ve met.” She walks over to me, stopping to give me the once over. I’m used to that, people often look closely at me, because I’m so tall, though she’s almost as tall as I am. Patty’s Dad must have been short.
She looks at me a little wistfully and smiles.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I’d seen pictures of her but never in person. She looks much like Alisha would at this age, tall and slim, though probably not as beautiful as Gretchen. Patricia didn’t do her justice.
“I’m happy to finally meet you Gretchen. Patricia has told me so much about you, I feel I know you. She said you were a beautiful girl, I just didn’t realize how lovely you are.”
She blushes and turns slightly away. “Patty said I was beautiful?”
“More than once, quite often actually.”
“Well, I think she’s beautiful too.”
“That’s nice of you. I agree … but then I’m her mother and not exactly unbiased.”
“Oh she is, beautiful I mean. She’s the prettiest girl I know. And smart too. God! She’s sooo smart. And fearless. Nothing scares her! There was this time at the softball field … well, you probably know all about that.”
“Patricia did mention it to me.”
“Of course she did. Patty said she tells you everything.”
I wish. “Patricia says you do quite well in school yourself, Gretchen.”
She shrugs. “I’m doing a lot better know, since Patty started helping me. She’s really great.”
Do I detect a hint of a crush? Could just be my imagination.
“Mrs. Conner … can I ask you a question?”
“Certainly, Gretchen. What is it?”
“Patty … you talk with her, spend time with her, you think you know how she thinks … and then she does something crazy … not crazy, not really, just … it’s surprising, that’s all. Has she always been that way?”
I smile. “She’s been that way as long as I’ve known her, Gretchen. I gave up trying to predict what she’ll do some time ago. But, I must admit, things usually work out the way she expects them to.”
Gretchen sighs and rolls her eyes. “I know! It does! I just wish she’d let me know what’s going on before it happens. Like this!” she raises her hands, which are holding a mask with a large, clear plastic face plate and a bright blue metal paintball gun. “What’s with this? She never once said anything to me about paintball. I thought she might want to go out and we could see a movie or a concert or something, just me and her for once. And then this happens. Sometimes, I just don’t know what’s going on in her head.”
I pat her on the arm. “Don’t worry about it, dear. I suggest you do your best to just trust her. That’s what I do … and she hasn’t let me down yet.” Not exactly.
She smiles at me. It’s a youthful, radiant smile, without guile or traces of pain or regret. “Thanks Mrs. Conner, I’ll try.”
Everybody starts to leave the building, walking out onto the playing field. Gretchen waves and joins the crowd. As they all leave, a man wearing a company baseball cap enters the room and begins flipping switches on a console near the large picture window. Several flat screen monitors mounted on the wall on either side of the window brighten, displaying various areas of the playing field. I stand closer to the window and look around the field, searching for the cameras. Counting Patricia and Gretchen, there appears to be twenty or so people getting prepared to begin, slipping masks over their heads and aiming their … markers. The man comes up behind me.
“Ma’am?” I turn to face him. “Hi. I’m Bob Highsmith, I manage this place. If you want a good view, just have a seat back here. You can see most of the field through the window and the rest is visible on the monitors.”
“That’s very convenient, Mr. Highsmith. Thank you.”
“We like to record everything when we get a big group in. We burn it to a DVD and they can buy it as a memento or relive the day by watching it here. They usually get a kick out of it.”
“I can imagine.”
“Who you with today?”
“My daughter, the birthday girl.”
“Aahhhh, that one. She should make this interesting.”
“In what way?”
He keeps working with his electronics. “From her marker, I suspect she’s got some experience with paintball. Am I right?”
I don’t know where Patricia got that thing, she just showed up with it yesterday. “Yes, you’re right, Mr. Highsmith.”
“Thought so. The rest of those guys don’t. They all wanted markers that shoot as many balls as fast as possible. Guys like that come out blasting, spraying paint all over the place, wasting ammo and gas. It’s a macho thing. Her marker can’t shoot nearly as fast but it’s a lot more accurate and can shoot farther. If she’s smart about it, she can get them before they can get her.”
“If Patricia is anything, it’s smart.”
“I’ve seen a small group of experienced young kids, ten, eleven years old, absolutely swarm a larger group of inexperienced adults. A school of sharks. The adults never knew what hit em’. Why aren’t you out there?”
“It’s not exactly my idea of fun.”
“You’d be surprised. I get a lot of women and girls out here. After they get over their initial reluctance, some of them are totally vicious, real killers. Paintball’s not about strength, it’s about strategy.”
CHAPTER FORTY
Mr. Highsmith picks up a microphone mounted next to the window, winks at me, then flips the switch on the microphone.
“Good morning, everybody. I’d like to quickly review the rules before you start. If you get hit by a paintball and it breaks, leaving paint on you, you’re out. If the ball fails to break, you live to keep fighting. If the paintball strikes a barrier, breaks and splatters you with paint, you’re still alive, unless it’s a paint hand grenade. If you get splattered by a hand grenade, you’re out. If you run out of ammo or C02 gas, there’s no refills until the next match, unless you can get it from a teammate.”
“As for the type of matches, that’s up to you. We have flags if you want to play ‘Capture the Flag’, you can form teams and the last team with active players wins, or you can play it every man … or woman for themselves, last one standing wins. If there’s any dispute as to whether or not a player is out, I make the ruling and my ruling is final, no whining. We’re all mature adults here, let’s behave like it. Everybody got that?”
Several of the men raise their guns and wave them.
“All right then, ready when you folks are. I’m recording all this so you can all relive the greatest hits when done.”
There’s a lot of laughing and pointing among the men. Patricia is standing slightly off to the side, surveying the playing field. Gretchen is standing next to her, looking lost.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Hobbes steps forward, clapping his hands.
“Gentlemen! As this is Patricia’s birthday, she gets to chose first for her team.”
All eyes turn towards me.
“For the first one, Gretchen and I’ll guard the barn and the rest of you can try to take it.”
They all look at us for several seconds before the laughter starts. It continues until Hobbes waves them silent.
“That’s hardly fair to you, Patricia. Pick some more men for your side.”
“Naw, we’re good.”
“Come now, this will hardly be a contest.”
“Then it shouldn’t take you very long to beat us and move on to the next match, will it?”
Hobbes shakes his head and smirks. “As you wish. Let’s go men.” Hobbes walks away from the barn, towards the farthest end of the field. The others follow him, weaving in and out of the assorted structures littered around the field. As they walk away, Gretchen grabs my arm.
“You want to tell me what’s going on?”
“Sure. As soon as we start, I’ll attack and pick off the leaders then drive the rest of them into the open where you can get them.”
“What happens if they charge me?”
“Shoot em’ … but they should be too busy dodging me to get organized. If I can get them on the run, you should be able to stay right here and clean up. Just keep low, wait until I flush them out and don’t waste paintballs.”
“I don’t know about …”
“Don’t worry about it, no pressure. If it works, it works. Just have fun. You may get a chance to shoot your father.”
“Really?!”
“If I don’t get him first.”
“You get Enrique, I’ll get Father.”
“I’ll try. When I’m ready, I’ll raise my hand and point where I’ll chase them to. Keep watch because I won’t leave it up for long, just a second or two. Got it?”
“Yeah.”
“Okay. Put your mask on, pull your barrel plug and get ready to rock and roll!”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
All the men walk to the far end of the field, leaving Patricia and Gretchen alone near the barn.
“What are they doing?” I ask.
“Looks like they’ve chosen teams. It’s the boys versus the girls” Hightower answered.
“What?! That’s completely unfair! It’s two versus … twenty!”
“I’ll admit that’s a lot more uneven than I’ve seen before but I think that’s what your daughter wanted.”
I sigh. “She would. What now?”
He picks up the microphone again. “I say Go.” He brings it to his mouth and pushes the button. “Is everybody ready?”
Patricia slips her mask down over her face and gives a thumbs up. Somebody at the far end waves their hand. At this distance and with a mask on, it’s impossible to say who it is, probably Hobbes. Suddenly, the possibility of being out there, shooting at Hobbes, doesn’t seem so far fetched. I may be missing an opportunity.
Hightower reaches next to the window and flips a switch. Several lights start blinking on his console, he must have started recording. He looks back at me with a grin on his face, then shouts into the microphone.
“GO!”
I immediately lean forward in my seat, trying to get a better look. I can see Gretchen, squatting down behind a large wooden crate almost completely covered by paint splashes of various colors. Patricia is … gone.
“Where’s my daughter?”
“She’s right … damn, where is she? She was … wait, I think she’s … no, she’s over … man, she’s fast! There, there she is, about seventy five feet away from them. They’re just getting organized, they don’t know she’s out there. Wakey wakey guys.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Alright gentlemen, let’s go.”
Enrique touches my arm and moves around in front of me.
“Raymond, perhaps we should let the men do it themselves this time. If this is to be a training exercise, you wouldn’t be leading them, they would be protecting you.”
Even now, he is trying to keep me safe. Enrique can be too much of a mother hen sometimes.
“I think we can worry about that later, Enrique.”
“Then let them take the lead and we can follow behind.” He leans in closer to me. “You yourself said that the Conner girl is very clever and she insisted on this. Best to not be the first man through the door.”
He may have a good point there.
“Henry, you can lead the men this time. Enrique and I will wait back here, in reserve.”
He already has his mask over his face. “Yes sir, Mr. Hobbes.”
“Make sure that my daughter isn’t hurt.”
“Yes sir.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
All the guys are milling about, firing their markers at different nearby structures, testing them out. There’s a lot of laughing. Sometimes, one of them lobs a few paintballs towards the barn but it’s way out of range.
Three of them are standing off to the side, talking. With their masks on, it would be hard to know who they are. Luckily, I memorized what each of them was wearing before we started. They’re Henry, Lou and Sidney, the three most senior guards. All within range of my Stingray.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“We split everyone into three groups. I take one group up the middle. You take a second group down the right side, Lou, and Sidney takes the final group down the left.”
“Why bother, Henry? Just send a couple of guys down there to take care of the girls then we can get down to some serious blasting.”
“Because Hobbes wants to use this as a training drill, Sidney. We have to take this seriously. The other reason is that Conner set this up. She’s got something up her sleeve.”
“You got that right, Henry.”
“Lou, you’re still pissed that she cost you four bills.”
“Doesn’t mean Henry’s not right, Sid. She’s sneaky … and smart, fucking smart.”
“Fine, let’s get this over with. The pot’s already over a thousand for the last man standing.”
Sidney’s got a short memory. He’s forgetting what Conner did to us the first time we met her. I sure as hell won’t.
“Just make sure you take this seriously, Sidney. We don’t want to be embarrassed by a couple of little …”
What the fuck! Who the hell shot me in the face mask?! I can’t see shit! I whip off my mask. The face plate is covered in bright orange paint. So are Lou’s and Sidney’s.
OH SHIT!
“Take cover! Take cover!”
“Who did this …”
“It’s Conner, you idiots! She’s sitting out there somewhere, picking us off!”
“Where, Henry?”
“Doesn’t matter, Lou. We’re out. Those guys are on their own now.”
Guys are getting hit left and right. Some of the ones still alive start firing back but they’re shooting blind. The more noise they make, the harder it is to pick up where Conner is. The smarter ones take cover. The guys who just stand there, firing back don’t last long. Same place, smack in their face plates.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It is pandemonium. Enrique dives for cover at the sound of the first shots, pulling me down with him. We both peek over the top of a pile of sand bags.
“She’s over there, X-ray.” Enrique points to a small stack of crates about forty yards away. At first, I don’t see what he does, but then the tip of her barrel appears and there are several puffs of gas.
God, that is loud! Three more men are hit, two in their clear plastic masks, one in the mouth. That one quickly removes his mask and spits out a stream of orange paint. It’s Gomez. His moustache is stained almost entirely orange.
Looking around, it appears that more than half my men have been hit, almost all in the head. The remaining men are hiding behind whatever cover they can find.
Enrique stands up.
“What are you fools doing?! She’s just a tiny girl! Go get her!” he screams.
“Where is she?” asks Escaban.
“That stack of crates to your left!”
“Got it!”
Three men pop up over their respective cover and begin firing at the crates. It takes a few seconds for them to actually hit them. Once they do, the remaining men swarm out and take up new positions closer to the crates. They start firing and the other three join them.
This is more like it. The men methodically move closer to the crates, each providing cover fire for the other as they close in. Enrique and I follow them. Finally, one of the men runs the final few feet, jumping behind the crates, firing as he does.
He steps back around the crates, raising his hands and shaking his head “No”.
He gets hit square in the face.
Paintballs strike all around the men, forcing them to run forward and to their left. Somehow, Patricia had gotten behind us.
The men take up new positions while Enrique and I rush back to our prior protection, though Patricia isn’t shooting at us, for some reason. The men begin shooting in the general direction of where Patricia last fired from. Suddenly, they are attacked from behind … by Gretchen. Patricia and my daughter have them in a cross fire. Patricia begins to fire again.
Enrique grabs my arm, pulling me away from the area. We crouch low and work our way back towards our original position, moving from one structure to the other.
“Stay here and do nothing” he says once we reach our destination.
“Did you see what Gretchen did?! My daughter actually shot my men! I’d never thought such a thing possible! I’ve never been prouder!”
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“Yes, I saw, X-ray. Very impressive. I’m happy for you.”
Connor drove the incompetent fools to an ambush. Given what she did to the other men, she likely could have finished them off herself but she gave Gretchen the honor of the kill. She likely could have also finished us off, but she didn’t. Which means she has something else in mind.
“You stay here, keep an eye out for Conner. I’ll circle back and search for her. If either of us sees her, shout out. Remember, she has a superior weapon.”
“How is that possible? Ours are the latest, most modern available. The manager said hers was older than she was.”
“I don’t know how it happened, but it did. How else can you explain what just occurred?”
“Well … she is resourceful.”
“Resourceful enough to quickly defeat twenty trained guards?”
“Gretchen helped.”
Yes, Gretchen was the mastermind behind this slaughter. “Sorry, X-ray, I forgot.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Whooaaa … sweet mother of God. That was faster than I thought. She’s really good with that Stingray. The video on that will definitely be on my greatest hits DVD.”
A number of the men have been straggling into the room as Patricia shot them, most of them in a pretty foul mood as they enter. However, as they start comparing experiences and making fun of each other, the general mood of the room improves. Apparently, there was a bet of some kind as to which of them would be the last one to remain after all the others had been shot, though they hadn’t planned on this kind of competition.
Hobbes and one other man are still out there, along with Gretchen and Patricia.
“What happens now, Mr. Highsmith?”
“We wait for the boys or the girls to win. It looks like your daughter’s back.”
I look out the window. Patricia’s back near the barn, talking with Gretchen … and two men are slowly, carefully getting closer to them.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“How the heck did you do that?”
I pat my marker. “This baby is pretty good, freaky good actually. You were pretty good yourself, Gretch.”
“I just did what you told me. They weren’t even looking at me when I started.”
“Well, I couldn’t have done it without you.”
“Anybody left out there?”
“Just your father and Cardoza.”
“Crap! Why didn’t you get them too?”
“I told you I’d save your father for you.”
“I was kidding! Where are they now?”
I look over the top of stack of barrels we’re hiding behind. “About forty five feet away.”
“Do something!”
“I don’t have a lot of ammo left.”
“You can have mine!”
“What’ll you use?”
“I don’t care, just do something. You’re the girl who always has a plan. What’s the plan?”
Wouldn’t you like to know. “Don’t worry, I’ll think of something. Get ready, they’re almost here. Remember, keep your head down.”
“WHAT?!”
Suddenly, paintballs start flying by us, some of them hitting the barrels.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Hey, Henry, Hobbes has them pinned down!”
“No fucking way!”
There’s a rush to the window, everyone piling into the chairs around me. Hobbes and the other man are firing a lot of paintballs but they haven’t hit anyone yet. Many of their shots seem to be curving.
“Mr. Highsmith, why do some of those paintballs curve instead of going straight?” I ask.
“Yeah man, that same shit was happening to me. What’s the deal?”
There was a general chorus of complaints about the same problem.
Mr. Highsmith was working his console. “It’s the nature of a paintball. It’s round, like a baseball. The barrels aren’t rifled like a regular gun barrel, so a paintball comes out of the barrel without a lot of spin normally, like a knuckle ball. Sometimes, a ball drags a bit coming down the barrel, giving it a lot more spin, more like a curve ball.”
“Then why did the little …” the one called Henry coughed and nodded his head towards me. The one asking the question looked back and forth between us. “… girl’s gun not do the same?”
“It did, just not as often. She made a lot of aftermarket modifications and polished all the parts. It’s an old marker but well maintained. Plus, she’s a darn good shot.”
That’s my girl.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“You get ready to move to the barn, Gretch. I’ll keep them busy.”
“You just want me to run over there?”
“Yeah, while I keep their heads down. Just take off, don’t stop. When you get there, you shoot at them to give me cover and I’ll run to the barn. Ready?”
“Yeah, ready.”
“Alright … GO!”
I pop up and start firing, swinging back and forth between Hobbes and Cardoza. Hobbes is behind a big piece of plywood attached to fence poles and Cardoza’s behind an inflatable bouy, almost six feet tall and ten feet wide. They both duck. I have to keep firing to make sure they stay that way. Gretchen takes off but suddenly stops about fifteen feet away from the barn door and begins to shot at her father.
“NO! GRETCHEN! JUST RUN!!” I shout. Cardoza sticks his barrel out from behind the bouy, flush against the ground, firing several bursts. The last burst hits her in the knee. She winces in pain, grabbing it, but doesn’t cry out. Instead, she just raises her gun above her head and walks toward the clubhouse. I flip open the cover on my ball hopper. There’s less than a dozen left. Hobbes and Cardoza are probably low too but they didn’t do much shooting early on. I pick up an empty Coke can, half fill it with gravel, and throw it at a different group of metal barrels, drawing their fire. I break for the barn, shooting as I run. The last three times I pull the trigger, before I get through the barn door, there’s the familiar “sklang” but I get nothing but gas, I’m empty.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“We’ve got her trapped, Enrique!”
“Trapped animals fight that much harder.”
“Enrique! She’s not an animal, she’s a little girl and this is just a game. A particularly exciting game, I’ll admit that, but just a game.”
“Even games have consequences. You lose games, you lose respect.”
“Don’t be ridiculous! Everyone knows we’re just having fun here.”
“If you want to keep control, you must have respect, of your friends and your enemies. Personal failures, of any kind, reduce that respect, forcing you to do something to regain it. It is better to never lose it in the first place.”
“You take an extreme view of life, my friend. I’ll go in first and move left, you follow and move right. Ready?”
Enrique shoulders his gun. “Ready.”
I do the same.
“GO!”
Running to the door, there’s no firing from the barn, which surprises me. When I reach the door, I pause just long enough to get a good grip on the handle and solid footing, then I throw it open, firing into the dark, crouch low and scurry through, immediately moving to my left behind a large plastic barrel. Enrique was right behind me, moving to the right. He’s now behind an inflatable X. It takes a moment or two for our eyes to adjust to the darker space. Again, there was no immediate attack. I certainly would have.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Shit! Now we can’t see anything!”
“Not necessarily, sir” said Highsmith. “We have two cameras on both floors. You can watch on the two sets of monitors on that wall over there.” He points to the wall to his left.
I can see Hobbes and Cardoza near the door but can’t see Conner anywhere. She’s so damn small, she could be hiding inside one of those barrels, waiting for them to get close and put one in their ears. Lou slides into the chair next to me.
“I got fifty on Cardoza, you want in, Henry?”
“Why is it always about betting with you, Lou?”
“Dunno, just makes life interesting I guess.”
“This isn’t interesting enough for ya’? Two men stalking the girl who just made mincemeat out of twenty trained guards.”
“Admit it Henry, we haven’t had that much training, not as a combat unit at least.”
“No shit! That changes tomorrow.”
“Sounds fun. You want in?”
“Yeah … fifty on Conner. Where the hell is she?”
“I don’t think she’s on the second floor. There’s more light up there and … wait! I saw something move!”
“Where?”
“Over by the stairs, to the right, behind that pile of sandbags.”
“Naw, that’s just … no, you’re right, she’s there. Looks like she’s getting ready to make a run for the stairs.”
“Why don’t they see her?”
“Cause the camera’s up high and they’re not.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Once my vision improves, I can see that there is a stairway in the back going to the second floor. The first floor is littered with assorted large objects or groups of objects to hide behind but there appears to be a central aisle. I signal with my hands for Enrique to take his side and I’ll take mine and we work our way to the other end of the building. He nods his head.
I ease my way into the aisle, ready at any moment to dive back for cover. Enrique joins me and we slowly move toward the stairs, hunched over, guns at the ready. We’ve moved about ten feet from the door when there is a blur of motion.
I throw myself to floor, skidding to a halt against a hay bale. I lay there, breathing heavily, but nothing else happens. There’s a tapping on the back of my shoulder. When I roll over, I see Enrique, smiling wide enough to be able to see it through his mask.
“She has no more ammunition.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“She’s dry!” Lou hollers.
“How do you know that?”
“She had Cardoza dead on, pulled the trigger twice. Nothing! Oh it made that God awful sound but nothing came out of that barrel.”
“How do you know she didn’t miss?”
“Not her, not from there. She’s empty and they know it. Pay up, Henry.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Are you certain?”
“Absolutely. I was staring straight into her gun barrel. She caught me by surprise.”
“Maybe it’s a trick.”
“No, she is out of ammunition. Let’s put an end to this foolishness right now.”
Enrique marches to the stairs and begins to climb rapidly to the second floor. I follow behind, less certain than he that Patricia is helpless. Once we get to the second floor, I can see much better. There is a large door open at the back blocked by a four foot high railing, flooding the area with light. There is the same assortment of objects randomly scattered about, though the ceiling is arched, about twelve feet in height.
I flinch out of reflex but neither of us is hit. Enrique must be right.
“Patricia!” I shout. “We know you are out of paintballs! Surrender! There’s no need to get hurt!”
There’s that flinch again. The sound echos around the room. I’m more nervous than I’d like to admit.
“Over here.”
Both Enrique and I turn our heads. Patricia is standing in the open doorway, her gun up against her chest, pointing up. I step towards her.
“Be reasonable Patricia, surrender. You put up a good fight but we have won.
She ducks her head and flips her mask off. When her head comes back up, she is smiling evilly.
“Sorry. I don’t surrender.”
Enrique steps past me, pushing me aside as he raises his gun.
“Good” he says as he fires.
Patricia does a back flip over the railing, out the second floor door and disappears, falling straight down.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“HOLY SHIT!”
“OH MY GOD!”
“WHAT THE FUCK???”
“PATRICIA!” I scream and immediately run for the exit. Several of the men are there before me but they are quickly out the door and running towards the back of the barn. They are faster than me and others pass me before I can reach it.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
She threw something into the air as she flipped. I stand, transfixed, as I watch it gently arc above us, then strike the ceiling, raining yellow paint over both Enrique and I. That must have been one of those hand grenades the manager spoke of. We look at each other, paint dripping off our hands and arms. I can’t help laughing.
“HA! HA! HA! She did it! HA! HA! I can’t believe that she did it. Amazing!”
Enrique just screams in anger and rushes to the door, with me right behind him. When we get to the edge, I look down to see Patricia, sprawled on top of one of those large inflatable buoy’s, pointing up at me with her right hand and also laughing. Several of the men are there and more are coming.
Enrique takes aim and fires his gun at her.
“Enrique! Stop! Stop! She won! Stop firing!” he continues, so I knock the muzzle of his gun up with my left arm, turn and grab it with both hands. “ENRIQUE! STOP!” He does, but is clearly still angry. “She beat us, Enrique, fair and square, accept it. Be a grown man about this.”
He fixes me with a hate filled stare, releases his gun leaving it in my hands and stalks away. I return to the doorway.
Patricia is being lifted off the buoy and dropped in front of her mother, who smothers her with an enveloping hug while the men applaud. When her mother finally releases her, Gretchen is next, hugging her just as hard. Patricia looks up at me and waves a free hand. I wave back.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
They continue playing for several hours after that, until darkness forced a halt, everyone but that Enrique gentleman, who left after the first round for some reason. They mixed up teams, did different types of games … I lost count. Gretchen and Patricia were always together and they always won … except the time that Gretchen accidentally shot Patricia in the back from only five feet away. Patricia was rather upset about that one. She never tried one of those heart stopping back flips again.
She loaned her marker to several other people and they did better with it but not as well as she did. When they were finally done, Hobbes ordered way too many pizzas and Mr. Highsmith had one of his people get two cases of cold beer.
After the money Hobbes and his men spent today, he could afford it.
They all sat around the room and watched replays from the various video cameras, laughing, eating, drinking, insulting each other and generally enjoying themselves.
You could have cut the testosterone in the room with a knife.
The stars of the show where Patricia and, to a lesser extent, Gretchen. Patricia was now known as “The Assassin” and Gretchen was “Killer”. They must have replayed that back flip a hundred times and each time, my heart stopped for a brief moment. Mr. Highsmith said that the back flip would not be on his greatest hits DVD simply because he never wanted to see anyone else try it ever again, though it would be number one on his private greatest hits DVD.
As the evening was wrapping up, Hobbes came and sat down next to me. I don’t know if it was the general congenial mood of the room or the two beers I had drunk but his presence was not as objectionable as it had been at the start of the day.
“Mrs. Conner, I know that we have gotten off on the wrong foot and that it was all my fault, for which I humbly apologize. I can’t possibly thank you enough for letting Patricia come visit with Gretchen. She is a changed girl … no, a changed young woman since meeting Patricia. Both of them are just a joy to be around, I have never known any one like Patricia. Always a surprise but never demanding. So smart, so mature, so responsible … just amazing!”
I think Hobbes may have had a beer or two himself but I know what he means. “Thank you, Mr. Hobbes. Patricia really enjoys her time with Gretchen. We hope to have her over to our house soon.”
“Ahhh yes, I did promise that, didn’t I? I’ll have to see about it, very soon.” He stands up. “Are you certain you wouldn’t like to come back to my home for some dessert? Raul would never forgive me if I didn’t insist.”
He is quite charming when he wants to be. Thank heavens I know the real man or I might be tempted.
“No thank you, I have a busy day tomorrow, as does Patricia.”
“Some other time then?”
“Perhaps. Please see that Patricia is home by 10:30.”
“How about 11:00? It’s already almost 8:00 and Raul is planning something special.”
“What is that?”
“I have no idea, but when Raul says it’s special, you can count on it.”
“Alright, 11:00 but not one minute later.”
“Guaranteed … even if I have to get a police escort.”
He probably could. I stand too. “Good night, Mr. Hobbes. I’ll just see Patricia and leave. Thank you for the interesting day.”
“It has been, hasn’t it?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Cardoza called me away from the party about an hour after we got back. Luckily, I’d been one of the first in line for the cake and ice cream. Black Forrest Chocolate cake and Key Lime ice cream. Real Key Limes, none of those fake things.
Cardoza was sitting at his desk, calmer than the last time we saw him. He really lost it at the field. I can understand, I was pissed when Conner shot me that first time but we all got better over time. By the end of the day, if we’d gone a second round, it’d been a lot more competitive … though she’d probably won again.
“Tony, how are things going at the house?”
“Just fine, Mr.Cardoza, fine. You want me to bring you some food?”
“No thank you. Do you remember that we previously discussed the possibility that we might need to dispose of Miss Conner?”
“Uhhh yeah, what about it?”
“Find your men … as soon as possible.”
CHAPTER FORTY ONE
Patricia was home by 10:54. She seemed very pleased with herself. I let her sit down in the kitchen before the questions started.
“How did things go at Hobbes’ house?”
“Great! You really shoulda’ came with us. Raul made this cake and ice cream that weren’t like anything I’d ever had before. The ice cream was like a frozen Key Lime pie but way way better. The cake was out of this world! Moist, smooth, the icing had to be half butter, half chocolate.”
“I meant with you and Hobbes.”
“Great too. Just like at the range. I’m the belle of the paintball.”
“Ha ha. Where did you get that gun?”
“The Stingray? I went home and got it.”
“Home? I’d never seen it before this week.”
“Not our home, my home, Peter Harris’ home.”
“Why was it there?”
“Wife number one had some nephews who loved paintball. I bought it and fixed it up. Hadn’t used it for years. Went back to the old place to get it. Lipscomb’s rented it out, which isn’t a bad idea. They’re taking good care of the house, though I had to talk my way into the garage to get the marker. Told them I was my own granddaughter.”
“Interesting. So what did all this accomplish?”
She looks over at me, considering something, then sits down.
“Have a seat, Jessica.”
Jessica?! What’s she up to? I sit down opposite her. She keeps looking at me for another few seconds
“Jessica, what are your long term objectives here?”
“You know that, to make Hobbes pay for the death of my family.”
“Those are short term objectives. What are your long term objectives?”
“I don’t understand.”
“Alright, assume we succeed in arresting Hobbes, convicting him and a couple dozen other people of drug and conspiracy offenses, throw in a little money laundering for spice. Heck, I’ll even give you two murder convictions. What happens next?”
“We go home.”
“Sure, but that opens another can of worms. I’m talking big picture, what happens to the world in general . I’ll make it easier, what happens to the United States drug trade after Hobbes and his organization are wiped off the face of the earth?”
“I haven’t given it any thought.”
“I’ll tell you what happens. Short term … a rise in street prices for assorted drugs of about two hundred twenty percent, maybe three hundred. Long term … absolutely nothing.”
“What do you mean? Hobbes is the biggest dealer in this region. You know how much he has stored across seven states. How could taking him off the street have no effect?”
“Because, while nature abhors a vacuum, drug dealers absolutely love one. The other cartels will come swooping in, quickly divide the vacant territories between themselves, likely with a lot of violence and innocent dead bodies, and then things return to normal. Within six months, Raymond Hobbes is a distant memory on the streets and there’s a new king … or a bunch of princes wanting to be king, which is even more dangerous to the average man or woman on the street.”
“That’s horrible! How do we stop it?”
“We don’t, we can’t. The drug problem in America isn’t a supply problem, it’s a demand problem. People don’t buy drugs because they’re available. They’re available because people want to buy them. Supply just affects the price. If people in the US didn’t demand drugs, there’d be no one trying to bring them in to sell them, no coca farms in Columbia, no heroin poppies in Afghanistan, no marijuana plants in California. Until the demand ends, fighting the suppliers is sorta futile. There will always be more suppliers.”
“Reducing supplies has to have SOME effect.”
“A little. Prices go up so usage declines a bit, maybe the consumer switches to a less expensive alternative for awhile but they’ll usually return to their drug of choice when the price drops back down or they adjust to the new higher price. Remember, gas used to be 29 cents a gallon. We adjusted.”
“So, Miss Smarty Pants, what are your long term objectives here?”
“Same as my short term objectives, not betray basically decent people.”
“What does that mean?”
“I’ve spent my entire adult life betraying people, one way or another, getting them to trust me and then letting them down. Sometimes it was for a good cause, sometimes because I was a selfish bastard. No matter why, there was always collateral damage to innocent men women and children. I’m tired of it. I’m going to do my darndest not to do it any more.”
“So, you’re just going to walk away?”
“No, but there may be other ways to take care of Hobbes than the usual arrest and prosecution, ways that hurt the least amount of people.”
“Such as?”
“I’m not sure yet. I’m working on some ideas; I’ll just have to see if they pan out.”
“Don’t expect me to help you if it means Hobbes doesn’t pay for what he did to my husband and child!”
“I understand.” She gets up out of her chair walks over to me and kisses me on the forehead. “I’ll see you in the morning, Mom.”
What does she mean by that?
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Walter asked me to come to his office after regular hours today. I’m guessing he wants to limit the number of people who know about the meeting. Fine by me. He’s probably going to push me for more information about my operation. Good luck with that.
It’s almost 6:30 p.m. when I stop by his office. His secretary’s gone already. I knock on his office door.
“Anybody home?”
“Come in Dan.”
I push the half open door aside and step in.
“You better close that door behind you. Have a seat.”
I thought so. Not today Walter old boy, you’ll get nothing more from me. I sit down and cross my legs, leaning back in the chair.
“What can I do for you, Walter?”
He shuffles some papers on his desk, playing a delaying game. He sets the papers aside.
“I tried Dan, I really did. I made all the arguments but they didn’t buy it.”
This isn’t good. “What are you not telling me, Walter?”
“I’m not telling you that we are raiding Hobbes’ warehouses three days from today.”
“What?”
“You heard me … or didn’t hear me as the case may be. Everything is going down Friday. You’ve got until then to pull your man out.”
“How? Why?”
“The why is Washington needs a victory in the war on drugs, the bigger the better. They don’t come any bigger than this.”
“But it could be so much bigger, Walter!”
“Could be is an unknown. They’ll take what they’ve got.”
“They can’t do anything with it, you know they can’t.”
He shrugs. “They don’t care. The publicity for the seizure’s good enough. There’ll be a few low level convictions. As for the how … that’s beyond your pay grade. When the time comes, you’ll get the credit you deserve, so will your man. Your career will get the boost you wanted, don’t worry.”
All my plans, ruined.
“Go to hell, Walter.”
I don’t wait for his answer, just get up and walk back to my office, regretting that I had caved and given him the copy of Harris’ drawing. I drop into my chair, elbows on my desk, head in my hands.
All the research, finding the perfect people, dealing with the bureaucracy, all the work … down the drain. I’ll never get another chance like this, never. There must be some way to save something from this disaster.
What could Peter do with two days notice? He still hasn’t figured out how to break into the computer system, at least he hasn’t told me he has. Would he tell me if he had? I don’t really know for certain. Our relationship has gradually gotten worse ever since the transfer. I am trying as hard as I can but he seems to go out of his way to antagonize me. Besides, when I tell him that the raids are in two days, he won’t hang around trying to squeeze the last bit of information from Hobbes.
What if I don’t tell him? He could be found out and killed, but not before telling Hobbes all about me. He said he would and I don’t doubt it.
What else might happen? He could avoid detection. His cover is solid, he’s a bright, experienced guy. There’d be no reason to suspect he was the source. If he can ride this out, I haven’t lost everything.
So, do I tell Peter, take what credit Walter Tyson is willing to give me and muddle on with my life or do I not tell him and risk my life to get the mother lode?
When I look at all the options, my choice is clear. I knew this was going to be dangerous before I began it.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It’s a brisk day after school on Friday. I’m going straight to Gretchen’s instead of stopping at home first this week. She wanted to practice her jump shot before we lose the daylight. Hobbes has lights for the court but the lights attract bugs and we get some very big bugs in Florida. We can get a good two hours in before supper if I hurry.
I pull up to the gates on my bike and push the intercom button. The cameras pivot to check me out as it hisses.
“Hello, Patricia Conner.” I wave at the nearest camera. Lately, I’ve been buzzed in almost as soon as I press the intercom button, but this time, there’s a delay. I’m just about to push the button again when the gates unlock and slowly open. I drive through and putter up to the house. I don’t see any of the guards, which is odd; at least a couple are usually on patrol. When I get to the house, Gretchen is waiting on the steps for me, as usual. She runs down to meet me as I get off my bike.
She looks worried and is acting nervous. I pull my helmet off.
“What’s up Gretch?”
“Uhhh, Patty … this may not be the best time.”
“Why’s that?”
“I think something’s wrong … with Father’s … you know, business.”
“What’s wrong?”
“I don’t know, but there’s been a lot of yelling, a whole lot. Everybody’s on edge.”
“How bad could it be?”
“I really don’t know, but it’s never been this bad before, not even close. You might want to go home.”
You never want to be the first rat off a sinking ship when the ship doesn’t actually sink. If Gretchen knew anything, she’d tell me. Might as well stay and see if I can find out what happened. The information may prove useful.
“Don’t worry about it, Gretch. I’ll stay. You may need someone to talk to or something.”
She looks relieved. “Thanks, I really didn’t want to be here all by myself. I know how you didn’t want to be involved in Father’s business and there may be no way to avoid it this weekend. I know I’ll feel safer with you here.”
Safer? What the heck is happening? We go inside but no one is manning the scanner. Henry has always been here, waiting for me.
“Gretchen, where’s Henry? Didn’t he drive you home from school today?”
“Yeah, but there was some big meeting right after we got home, I haven’t seen him since.”
“They know I’m out here, they buzzed me in. I can’t come in without a scan.”
Just then, Stark came running in. He stopped by the scanner, leaning on it to catch his breath.
“Sorry … Conner … I’ll be … right with you.”
He picks up my bag and tosses it on the conveyer belt. Careful you idiot, my computer‘s in there. He gives me a quick, half assed pass with the wand and runs off, not even bothering to check the scanner’s image. I don’t like this at all.
“Gretchen, let’s go see Raul. He’ll know what’s happened.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Raul knows nothing.”
He keeps his head down, hands in a large metal mixing bowl.
“Don’t give me that, you always know what’s going on around here.”
He looks up from kneading his bread and glances over at Gretchen then back at me, subtly shaking his head. He doesn’t want to talk in front of Gretchen.
“Gretchen … how about waiting for me out by the piano?”
“What? Why? I should know anything …”
I reach out and gently grab her elbow while moving in closer too her. “Whatever I know, you’ll know” I say, quietly.
She looks down at me for a moment. “You sure?”
“Yeah, I promise.”
“Okay.”
She slowly walks back across the kitchen and out the dining room door. Once it closes, I turn back to Raul and plant myself in front of him, hands on hips.
“Alright, what’s going on?”
He looks around, making sure we’re alone. “Raul not certain but thinks Mr. Hobbes has lost a lot of his drugs.”
“Lost?”
“You know, the police come and take.”
Oh God! “You mean, like a raid?”
Raul smiles. “Yes! That it, a raid!”
Lipscomb … you son of a … BITCH! They raided a warehouse and didn’t warn me!
“Where was this raid, Raul?”
“Everywhere, I think.”
Lord NO! “When you say everywhere, do you mean … ALL the places where Mr. Hobbes had drugs?”
He smiles again. “Yes! You understand Raul.” The smile disappears. “This not good for Mr. Hobbes.”
It’s not exactly great for me either. I just walked into a hornet’s nest and I can’t leave without looking like suspect number one. I have to grab the counter to steady myself.
“You okay?” asks Raul. “You no look good.”
Pull yourself together and THINK, Conner. “Yeah, I’m fine … it’s just shocking news, that’s all.”
“Raul knows. Maybe you should go home?”
If only I could. I can see myself trying to explain it to Cardoza, the man I just embarrassed at paintball. Good timing, Conner. If I get out of this alive, I’m gonna kill Lipscomb. After I feed him his balls.
“No. I’ll stay. I promised Gretchen I would.”
Raul returns to his bread dough, pounding on it with his enormous hands. “You good friend, good girl.”
“Thanks.”
He points at me with a flour coated finger. “You be careful out there. Mr. Hobbes plenty upset. Raul hiding in kitchen.”
“Sounds like a good plan.”
I walk out the dining room door, letting it swing shut behind me, pausing in the short hallway, leaning against the wall. This is an undercover agent’s nightmare. They sprung the trap but left me in the net. I should never have trusted Lipscomb; my gut said no but my head said give him a chance. Now he’s killed me … and Mom! Cardoza won’t stop with me; they’ll know Jessica was part of the team. We’ll be lucky if they just kill us. I remember Jennie Jo’s rape … my rape and shudder. I don’t know if I could go through that again. I gotta find some place to hide and think of a way to make lemonade out of this mess. First, I need to talk to Gretchen.
When I reach her, she’s sitting on the piano bench, randomly tapping at the keys. She looks up as I approach.
“Did he tell you what’s happening?”
“Yeah … yeah, he did. I’d rather not talk about it here … let’s go up to your room.”
“Sure.”
As we climb the stairs and walk down the hallway, I’m conscious of the surveillance cameras we pass along the way. If anybody is bothering to monitor them, they know right where I am. As soon as her door shuts, Gretchen pulls me over to her bed.
“Okay, spill.”
“Raul said that the police raided the places where your dad was storing his … inventory.”
“You mean drugs, right?”
“Yeah … I just didn’t want to …”
“Forget it, I’m not a baby. What happens next?”
She’s handling the end of her life as she knows it pretty well. “I don’t know; guess it depends on how the police found the places, what they found there, who talks.”
“Could he go to jail?”
“Maybe. We don’t know a whole lot yet.”
“If he does, can I come stay with you?”
“Uuhhhh sure. I’d have to ask Mom but she’d probably say it’s okay.” Assuming we’re still alive.
“I don’t want him to go to jail, you know that, right? I just want to live like regular people do.”
“Oh yeah. Absolutely.” I crawl across the bed and grab the remote for the television off the nightstand. “If something big happened, it might be on the news.” I turn it on and switch to CNN. We settle back on the bed, backs against the headboard, pressed against each other. While we watch a sports segment, it gives me time to think.
Clearly, I can’t just sit here, waiting for Hobbes to come find me. I need to take the offensive. There’s no evidence that I ratted him out, not that’ll make any difference. He’s probably so upset he can’t see straight. They’ll want to find the snitch like yesterday. Maybe I can give them something else to do. If Hobbes’ organization falls apart, all hell will break lose, just like I told Mom. My plans for a soft landing are out the window. I need to think of a way to preserve the status quo until I’m ready. The sports story is ending. One of the regular anchors comes on.
“We have more information on the breaking story of the record setting drug seizure that occurred this morning across several states. We have Deputy Attorney General Walter Tyson of the Florida division of the Department of Justice with us. Good afternoon Mr. Tyson.”
An older, balding guy appears on screen, wearing a DOJ windbreaker and ball cap. He’s standing outside one of the warehouses listed on Hobbes spread sheet; I recognize it from the company’s web site.
“Hello Wolf, it’s a pleasure to speak with you.”
“From all reports we have received, you seem to have had a very successful day.”
“We have, Wolf. It’s important that the credit be shared with all the agencies involved in today’s record setting seizures. This was a joint operation involving the Department of Justice, the FBI and local police agencies across seven states. The raids were unprecedented in their scope and the amount of contraband seized.”
“Exactly what is the street value of the drugs intercepted today?”
“We don’t have a final number at this time, Wolf. We don’t even have an inventory yet. I believe that I can safely say that we are talking about values in the hundreds of millions of dollars, several hundreds of millions, at a minimum.”
“That’s an extraordinary number Mr. Tyson.”
“It is, but, unfortunately, it’s a small percent of the drugs smuggled into this country every year.”
“Small but significant, correct?”
“Yes Wolf, that’s correct. The most important point is that we have disrupted the routes and organization used to smuggle these drugs. At least three of the warehouses we raided today had sophisticated tunnels over three miles long running under the US Mexican border connected to other warehouses on the Mexican side. They used electric trains to move drugs at will.”
“It boggles the imagination!”
“It certainly does, Wolf.”
“What effect will today’s raids have on the drug markets across the country, Mr. Tyson?”
“It’s a little early to make accurate predictions but they should be disrupted for many months to come. The cost of getting high just jumped quite a bit, Wolf.”
For a brief second, Wolf looked a little uncomfortable.
“How did you get the information to find these locations, Mr. Tyson?”
Please, oh PLEASE, don’t be an idiot, Tyson.
“I can’t really comment on that, Wolf. It has been a long running investigation and we hope to be able to reveal greater details in the future. In particular, I want to make sure that we honor the men who did the dangerous, dirty work that made today possible.”
Bless you, Walter Tyson! There’s a big fat kiss waiting for you if we ever meet.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“‘Men’, Enrique! He said ‘men’! Now you can stop accusing Patricia and turn your attention to finding the leak who has destroyed everything I have built! Why were we not warned of this?! I’ve bribed hundreds of cops, lawyers, judges, and clerks over the years, yet not one of them warned us!”
“Just because he said ‘men’ doesn’t clear her. She is the only outsider to come into this house in the last six months. It is only logical to suspect her.”
“She has never once shown the slightest interest in the details of my business. She has been under constant surveillance every minute she has been inside these walls. She’s never been alone anywhere she could acquire the necessary information. She’s a teen age girl who is right now sitting in Gretchen’s bedroom. If you were an undercover cop, would you walk right into this house after what happened today? You would have to be insane!”
“Or very smart, X-ray.”
“Then PROVE it! Prove who did this to me! And kill one of those worthless bastards who have been taking my money for years and did nothing to help us!”
“That may not be wise, X-ray. We did get some warnings from a few of our people but they were too late. The people who organized this were very, very clever. I don’t have all the details yet but we may not have been able to detect this.”
“And whose fault is that?! You are my security chief! It was your job to prevent this from happening!”
“We can’t cover every possibility, X-ray, It’s impossible.”
“Well, Patricia called that one.”
“What do you mean?”
“She predicted this would happen … not this disaster, but that the police would eventually succeed.”
“When did she do this?”
“Weeks ago. She said that eventually, they would get us. For us to win, we had to be perfect all the time and that no one is perfect. She must have been talking about you.”
“And you don’t think that is suspicious?”
“Of course not! We were speaking philosophically. Completely harmless! I want you to find the real informant and bring him to me!”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“So, Patty, what do you think?”
I didn’t hear her at first. There’s an idea forming in my head. A borderline crazy idea. I need a few minutes to think about it, roll it around in my mind, looking for holes.
“Patty? Hellooo?”
“I think it may all be okay, Gretch. Give me just a little time to work it out.”
“Sure.”
I close my eyes so I can concentrate. The more I think about it, the crazier it seems … but it works. The big question is, can I sell it? It’s one thing to take the bull by the horns but this is like then swinging up onto his back and riding him into the sunset. At least, no one will be expecting it.
“Gretchen, I need to talk with your dad.”
“No way! I’ve never seen him this mad! You can’t believe how happy I was when you wanted to come up here to my room.”
“I know but I may be able to fix this … or at least keep it from getting worse, but they’ll have to move fast.”
“What do you know about dealing drugs?”
“Not much … but this has nothing to do with drugs.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“What about the sites they didn’t get?”
“We’re moving everything as fast as we can, back across the border where possible and to temporary storage elsewhere.”
“How do we know they won’t raid them yet today?”
“We don’t but it is unlikely. The other raids were all within twenty minutes of each other. Why not hit all the sites? They probably didn’t know about them, X-ray.”
“Excuse me if I don’t find that comforting, Enrique. What do we have left?”
“Approximately fifteen percent.”
“Fifteen percent! What can I do with that? How could you let this happen?!”
There’s a knock at my office door. Who dares interrupt me now? Checking the monitor, it’s Patricia. Enrique sees the monitor too.
“Let her in! This is my chance to question her.”
“No! I told you that it’s impossible. We can’t waste time …”
“How will we know if I you won’t let me do my job …”
“If you had done your job, we wouldn’t be in this …”
She knocks again, longer and harder.
“Mr. Hobbes? I need to speak with you. It’s important.”
“Patricia, this isn’t a good time.”
“I know but it’s worse than you think it is.”
I look at Enrique. “Do you know what she’s talking about?”
He looks confused. “No.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The lock on the door thumps open. Here goes nothing. It slowly swings open as I step forward. It’s an extra thick door but I could hear them shouting at each other any way. Cardoza’s staring at me, mad as heck. Hobbes is as unkempt and flustered as I’ve ever seen him. Guess he’s entitled, having just lost over a billion dollars, give or take.
“Patricia, I don’t really have time to talk.”
“I know, I’ve heard all about it.”
Cardoza takes several steps towards me, Hobbes moves to block him. “What do you KNOW?!!” Cardoza shouts.
“The police raided Mr. Hobbes’ … places … and took a lot of … inventory. A whole lot.”
“And how do YOU know this?!”
“Gretchen gave me the heads up that something had happened when I drove up. I talked to Raul, then Gretchen and I watched the report on CNN.”
Hobbes pushes Cardoza back away from me.
“See, Enrique. Perfectly logical, perfectly innocent.”
“She always has an answer, X-ray” Cardoza growls.
“That’s because she tells the truth. Yes Patricia, we have had a bad day. I have much to do …”
“You don’t understand, this is much worse than losing a bunch of … widgets.”
“Widgets?” asks Cardoza.
“An economic term, Enrique. Generic for products of any kind” answered Hobbes. Good, he’ll understand me.
“Exactly! You’ve lost a whole lot of widgets. You’re a very smart man, so I’m guessing the police won’t be able to trace the widgets back to you. Right, Mr. Hobbes?”
“Tell her nothing!”
Hobbes is looking at me with a mix of suspicion and curiosity. Curiosity wins.
“No, probably not.”
“So, the question is, how does this loss of widgets affect your business?”
“Agreed. What is your opinion, Patricia?”
“It destroys it.”
“Things aren’t that bad. I can always get more … widgets.”
“That won’t be good enough. It’s pure economics. Your competitors still have all their widgets. And widgets are generic, there’s no brand loyalty. The customer doesn’t care if they buy your widget or Mr. X’s widget; they just want widgets … and bad. Supply has just dropped a lot, so the price of widgets just went through the roof. Your competitor’s inventories just … let’s say tripled in value.”
“More like quadrupled, at least.”
“Wow! Okay, quadrupled. They’ll move into your markets, offer to supply your distributors with widgets, not as much as before but enough to keep selling, at a much higher price. You won’t be able to match their offer, so your suppliers will go where the money is and the customers go where the widgets are. Everybody makes at least what they did before all this happened because the demand is practically inelastic, people want their widgets at almost any cost. There may be a small percentage who stop buying widgets because they’re so expensive but not enough to change the demand much. By the time you get more widgets, your competitors will have wiped out your market.”
“We can get it back” Cardoza said.
“How, with a price war? Reduce your prices to nearly zero? Flood the market with widgets to force the price down? Your competition will be sitting on all the profits they made from this sudden price increase, they can play the same game. Will you have enough money in reserve to keep it up for long?”
The way Hobbes and Cardoza look at each other, the answer is no. Cardoza turns back to me, eyes narrowed, brow furrowed.
“There are other ways to take back markets, ways that don’t involve prices and supply and demand.”
“You mean, by force? It would be a blood bath. You may get away with that in Mexico, but not in the United States. The people would scream loud and long, the politicians would go on a rampage and the police would respond with overwhelming force. So would the competition. Do you have the resources to fight a war against the United States and your competition at the same time? Even if you win, what do you win? The market would be in shambles, it would take multiple decades to make back what you’d have spent.” I walk over to where Hobbes is standing. “I’m sorry Mr. Hobbes, economics doesn’t lie.”
He looks down at me for a moment. “What if … I still had some widgets?”
“Shut up, Hobbes!”
“Silence Enrique! This is a hypothetical, no details. What do you say Patricia?”
“Hypothetically speaking, how many widgets?”
“Don’t answer that…” but Hobbes raises his hand, silencing Cardoza.
“Fifteen percent of my original inventory … hypothetically.”
“I’m not an expert or anything. A real economist might be able to give you a detailed answer, but my gut says it’s not enough. It just takes a little longer for you to lose everything. You can’t win under these circumstances.”
I think they believe me, at least they look worried enough for them to think I could be right. Now’s the time to strike.
“I do have a suggestion though.”
“What is that? If I can’t win under these circumstances, what else is there to do?”
“Simple … change the circumstances.”
“And how do I do that?”
“Do to your competitors what has been done to you; tell the police where they keep their widgets.”
Both sets of eyes grow wide in surprise. Hobbes speaks first.
“Of Course! Reduce everybody’s supply! Prices skyrocket but we remain competitive. Spread the pain! It is so simple! Enrique, can we do it?”
Cardoza is silent, thinking, head down. He looks up.
“Yes, I believe we can. If we can’t now, we should be able to do it shortly. We may not be able to do it as completely though.”
“I don’t care! Anything will help, right?”
Hobbes is asking me as if I’m the expert.
“It should, Mr. Hobbes. There is also another possibility. If you reduce their supply of widgets, it becomes a race to see who can re-supply the quickest. Whoever does, gains an advantage over the others. If you win that race, you could come out of this even stronger than before.”
“MY GOD! You are absolutely right! If you had told me two hours ago that this was a business opportunity, I’d have shot you between the eyes. Amazing!” He comes over grabbing me around the shoulders, hugging me to his side, messing my hair with his free hand. “Enrique, what do you think of our little Machiavellian genius now?! He would be proud of you! Very proud!”
“I have another suggestion, Mr. Hobbes.”
“Another? You’re a veritable fountain of ideas today. What is it?”
“If possible, I’d use the department that raided your places to do the same to your competition.”
“Why is that?” asked Cardoza.
“It will look like one person or group is getting all of the … widget sellers, throwing suspicion away from you. Plus, it looks like they know what they’re doing and you want the competition hit as hard as possible, making your job easier.”
“Ironic, but true” said Hobbes. “Patricia … I don’t know what to say. Fifteen minutes ago, I was looking at an abyss but now I’m … energized! And it’s all because of you.”
“Speaking of which, I imagine that you’ll be very busy over the next few days.”
“Oh yes, very, very busy.”
“And it would be best for both of us that I not be around.”
“That is unfortunately also true, no offense.”
“I’m happy to not be here. I don’t want to know any of the details. It’s kinda fun thinking about the big picture and how it all works and what is the best thing to do. If I knew details, then somebody might accuse me of being a snitch.”
Hobbes fixes Cardoza with an icy stare. “I’m sure no one would ever do that, Patricia.”
Riiighhht.
“I was thinking that it would also be a good idea for Gretchen to not be around for the next few days. You wouldn’t have to worry about hiding things from her. She could stay with me. That was our original deal, after all.”
“Yes … yes it was … alright, yes, both of you can spend the weekend at your house, but no wild parties. Gretchen is not to get into any trouble of any kind, understand?”
“Yes, sir, I do.” He ruffles my hair again then lets me go. “We’ll be back by 7:00 p.m. on Sunday.”
“No bother, Henry can take her and her bags and pick her up.”
“That’s fine.” Mom will be happier not to have to come here anyway. I head for the door “Good luck with … everything.”
I almost get out of the office. “Patricia.”
“Yes, Mr. Hobbes?”
“I cannot thank you enough.”
“You’re welcome. No problem.” I quickly shut the door and run off, as fast as I can, back upstairs.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“And you were going to accuse her of being the leak. That tiny, little girl has saved us, Enrique. She has literally saved us!”
“There is much left to be done, X-ray. This plan may not work smoothly.”
“At least we have a plan. I haven’t forgotten that we must find our rat; we will need to be very careful with information until we do. AMAZING! That girl has just turned seventeen and, already, she has a better head for business than any ten men I can name. She could run this business TODAY if she had too.”
“She could never sell drugs, she can’t even bring herself to say the word. Widgets.”
“That’s today. Both people and businesses can change. She’s only seventeen, there’s plenty of time.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Patty comes charging in, jumping on the bed, joining me.
“How’d it go?”
“You tell me. Pack your bag; we’re spending the weekend at my house!”
I’d say things went pretty damn well.
CHAPTER FORTY TWO
“There’s some room in the closet over there for your bags, or you can leave them in the corner if you want.”
Patty’s room is smaller than mine, almost smaller than my bathroom. It’s clean and not too messy, with a queen sized bed. I think that’s what it’s called.
“The main bathroom is down the hall. It’s the only one with a shower or a bath. The bathroom down stairs is a half bath.”
She’s already shown me around the house. It didn’t take too long. I’d seen pictures of houses like this, but never actually been in one. There’s hardly any rooms and they’re small.
“So, what do you think of the place?”
“It’s … nice, really nice.”
“Yeah, I know. Compared to your place, it’s a roach motel, but I’m not gonna apologize for it. It’s clean, fairly neat and in good shape. This is what the rest of the country lives in … if they’re lucky. There’s worse options, trust me.”
“I said it was nice.”
“But you were just being polite, I could see it on your face, though we appreciate it. Let’s get down to the kitchen; I have to get supper ready.”
“By yourself?”
“I won’t turn down any help, but normally, yes, by myself. You better get used to it if you plan on moving out in a year. Same for living in a place like this, though you’d probably have to start out in a two bedroom apartment with three roommates. Come on.”
We go down stairs to the kitchen and Patty starts taking things out of the refrigerator and off shelves.
“I hadn’t done any planning for supper, since we were going to be at your house, but mom had a pot roast that she was fixing after she got home. We can get a start on that. Can you peel potatoes?”
“No.”
“How about chop onions? Any experience with a chef’s knife?”
“No.”
“Huh, guess slicing carrots is also out. You can shred lettuce for a salad. That’s just tearing up a head of lettuce with your hands. Here.”
She takes a green leafy ball from the refrigerator and a big bowl from a shelf, setting both of them by the sink.
“You just take the head, peel off leaves, rinse them in the sink and then tear the leaf apart into smaller pieces, putting them in the bowl. Easy.”
“How small a piece?”
“The same size you find in your salads at home. We’ve got some red leaf lettuce to add once you’re done with that head. You can also set the table.”
“What are you gonna do?”
“Everything else. Braise the meat, peel the potatoes, chop the vegetables.” She takes a large pot, puts it on the stove and turns a handle. Small flames appear all around the bottom of the pot as I begin working with the lettuce.
It’s not hard to do. In fact, it’s kinda fun, me working at the sink and Patty running around the kitchen from one job to the next. I’d finished with the green lettuce and had started on the red, which was also green, so I don’t know why they call it red, when I heard a car pull up next to the house. Patty looks up at a clock on the wall by the door.
“Mom’s late, she didn’t know we’d be here.”
I heard keys turning in the door knob and then the door opens.
“Patricia? I saw your motorcycle parked outside. I thought you were at … Hello, I didn’t know we had company tonight.”
“Mom, this is Gretchen.”
“We met at your birthday celebration. Nice to see you again, Gretchen.”
“Nice to see you too, Mrs. Conner.”
“To what do we owe this pleasure, Patricia?”
“It was a sudden change of plans so I didn’t have time to let you know.”
“Does it have anything to do with the news I saw on CNN?”
“Something, we can talk later. Right now, can you show Gretchen how to chop vegetables?”
“Certainly.”
Mrs. Conner dropped her purse on the kitchen counter, picked up the carrots that Patty had set out and took a wooden board off the counter, placing it on the kitchen table.
“Have you ever done this before, Gretchen?”
“No, ma’am.”
She pulled a drawer open, removing a large wide knife, about ten inches long. It looked really sharp.
“It’s easier than it looks, dear. Just hold the knife straight up and rock it back and forth on the cutting board. It cuts on the down stroke. Just push the carrot forward after each cut, like this.”
She quickly chopped the carrot, making quick clean cuts.
I reflexively close my hands, tucking my fingers into my palms. “That looks like a sharp knife.”
She smiles at me. “Patricia does like a sharp knife. She spends a lot of time with the sharpening stones.”
“You may not believe it” Patty says “but sharper is safer.”
“If you say so.”
“Come around here, Gretchen. Let me show you.”
Mrs. Conner had me stand in front of the wooden board, handed me the knife, positioning my fingers around the handle, then reached around me, putting her hand over mine. The knife was heavier than I expected.
“Now, just move the knife, rocking it up and down … that’s the way … nice and easy. Keep it up while I bring a carrot to the blade … don’t force it, let the knife do the work … very nice … that’s fine, you don’t have to do it too quickly, that comes with practice. Now I’m going to let go.”
Her hand slowly slipped away from mine. I just keep doing the same motion. She’s right, it looks harder than it is.
“Okay, way to go, Gretch!” Patty said. “You’ll be replacing Raul if you keep this up.”
Patty starts peeling potatoes as Mrs. Conner has me slice celery. When all the vegetables are ready, Patty adds them to the pot with the meat.
“This’ll need to cook for awhile. Why don’t we go out and work on your jump shot. You can come out too, Mom. Gretchen needs some one to guard her.”
“I don’t know, Honey. I haven’t played in years.”
“That’s okay, isn’t it Gretch. You’ll take it easy on the senior citizen, won’t you?”
I don’t know what to say. Patty’s trying to get me in trouble with her mother.
“Senior citizen, is it? I’ll let you know, young lady, that I’m as fast today as I was when I played.”
“That slow, eh? Maybe I can get Mrs. Whatley to help out. She’s only seventy five.”
I think they’re just goofing around with each other … I don’t have much experience with that sort of thing. My father’s not the goofing around type.
“Funny kid. You are one funny kid, Patricia. Let’s see how funny you are after I block your shot into the next neighborhood.”
“You’re on old lady. Get changed. Gretchen and I’ll see you at the cul-de-sac in ten minutes.”
“Challenged accepted, my vertically impaired offspring.”
Ooohhh Patty won’t like that. Girls at school learned pretty early not to make fun of her for being short. Becky Franklin compared her to a Munchkin and ended up eating one in Dodge ball … six straight games. The last one gave her a concussion. Everybody pretty much shut up after that, at least to her face.
Patty practically drug me back to her room. I wondered why she had me bring my workout gear.
“Hurry up and change, we don’t want to lose the light. There’s a street lamp near the basket but it doesn’t help much.”
“Where did you say this was?”
“Just down the street. One of the neighbors has a basket on a cul-de-sac and he doesn’t care who uses it, as long as they don’t tear it up. It’s not bad actually, as long as you keep an eye out for the curb when you’re driving or jumping.”
Patty had already stripped off her dress and bra. I just can’t get over how some one her size can have breasts like that, the way they move when she bends over, how they sit on her chest when she stands up. They make me feel so … inadequate. Yet, I can’t stop looking at them.
“Get a move on, Gretchen! Stay sharp! Mom will have you for lunch if you let her.”
I start to unbutton my blouse, turning away so Patty can’t see my small boobs. “What do you mean?”
“She played ball in high school, was pretty good too, got some offers from Division Two schools.”
“I can’t see what the big deal is; I’ve been playing for weeks against guys.”
She laughs. “You’ve been playing against guys who work for your dad. No offense, but they haven’t been going all out against you.”
“They’ve been taking it easy on me?”
“Not exactly, they just haven’t been pushing you around like they do against each other. Haven’t you noticed?”
“I think I get pushed around a lot!”
“Wait until my Mom’s done with you. She doesn’t work for your dad and she was the enforcer on her team.”
“She’s not that big.”
“Some girls do it with size, some with technique. Mom’s more a technique kinda player. You foul out less often. I told her to keep her elbows to herself, so it shouldn’t be so bad. If you pay attention, you could learn a few tricks yourself. Ready?”
I’m just now pulling on my socks. “I’m hurrying, gotta get my shoes on.”
“Lace em’ tight. You can really turn an ankle on that curb if you’re not careful.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I don’t know why I let Patricia talk me into this. I knew that she was trying to get the Hobbes girl to come alone to our house but why she wanted me to get involved, she wouldn’t say. The fact that she was here today was a surprise but, if things worked out as Patricia planned, and they usually do, she was going to be here eventually.
And why basketball? I haven’t played in years, not since I was a senior in high school, though I was pretty good. At least this will be half court, so no running. I’m going to hurt in the morning though.
As I walk towards them, the girls are shooting free throws. Patricia has perfect form which is repeated exactly every time she shoots. She’s like a machine … actually, she is a machine to a degree. The Hobbes girl is a lot more haphazard. Patricia tries to show her what to do.
Watching her chase after missed shots, it’s surprising how much she moves like Alisha. They have similar builds, tall, thin but physically fit, not anorexic. You would expect there to be some similarity but it’s more than that. It’s like they have the same … spirit … or had. Patricia looks back towards me and smiles.
“Looking good Mom! We got ourselves a sexy senior citizen!”
“Put a cap in it, Junior. Big talk from someone so short.”
“And whose fault is that? I’m a product of my genes, half of which are yours.”
“I told you not to smoke when you were eight, stunted your growth.”
She laughs loudly, passing the ball to the other girl. “Good one. That’s new. Let’s get started. Since we’ve got someone to guard you, Gretch, we can do some post up moves.” Patricia dribbled over to the left side of the basket. “Set up on this side, you guard her, Mom. I’ll pass the ball in.”
The girl takes up a position ten feet from the basket, near the baseline. I take mine on her left hip. When Patty bounces the ball into her, I reach out, knocking it away.
“Hey!”
“You want the ball, Gretchen, go get it. Or you better block me off.”
The next pass was the same as the first but Gretchen gave me a hip check as I tried to go for the ball. Not bad. She got a lay up.
We took our places and started again. This time, I got my knees below hers and rooted her out of her spot, pushing her away from the basket.
“That’s a foul!”
“Maybe, depends on the ref. I’m not using my hands, just my legs. I usually got away with it. Life’s tough in the paint.”
The next time, Gretchen fought back, moving back and forth, leaning back into me, making me shift with her. She’s tougher than she looks.
We kept this up for half an hour, changing spots on the court. I won most of the battles but she got better as we went along. She’s a fighter.
“Great! Great! Your doing much better, Gretch!” shouted Patricia. “We don’t have a lot of light left, so let’s do some jump shots coming off picks. You drive by me, I’ll set a pick, Mom guards you.”
Like hell! I know what Patricia is capable of. “I’m not letting you get anywhere near me.”
“Mom, I promise, no funny business. Just plain vanilla, nothing special picks. I’d let you do it but Gretchen needs to face someone closer to her height. I just want to work on timing, that’s all. Okay?”
She looks and sounds sincere. “Alright … but you try anything funny and we’re done, understand?”
She takes up a position fifteen feet from the basket, arms at her side. “See, Mom, completely harmless.”
“Riiight. Make sure it stays that way.”
“What are you worried about?” asks Gretchen.
“My daughter has many talents. Many, many talents. You’ve probably seen a few of them. I don’t want you to see any more, not right now.”
“I don’t understand, Mrs. Conner.”
“That’s alright, dear. You don’t have to, just as long as Patricia does.”
Patricia claps her hands. “Let’s go! Losing light!” She passes the ball to Gretchen. “Just dribble past me and then shoot.”
“Okay.”
She starts towards Patricia. She can’t handle the ball very well; I could easily knock it away. When she goes by Patricia, there’s way too much room between them.
“Stop! Stop!”
“What’s wrong?”
“Gretchen, honey, if someone is setting a pick for you, you’ve got to drive by them as close as possible. The idea is to make them run into the other person, freeing you up.”
“I know that, I set picks for Patty all the time.”
“And I bet she goes by you so close, she scrapes your skin.”
She rubs here forearm. “Sometimes.”
“There’s a reason for that. Here, let me show you.”
I take the ball from her, give Patricia a warning glance, then drive past the thankfully normal pick, stopping and shooting just as I clear. The ball bounces of the backboard, cleanly through the net.
“Neat! How’d you learn to do that?”
“Lots of practice, Gretchen, lots of practice.”
“We don’t get much time at school, like only twenty minutes after lunch a few days a week. Patty and Terri do what they can.”
“Do you like it?”
“Oh yeah! I’ve never been any good at sports until now. I’m not actually very good yet.”
“You have a lot of potential, I can tell.”
“That’s what Patty tells me.”
“Patricia is often right … as she is so happy to point out to me.”
“Well, one thing I was right about is that we’re out of light for today” said Patricia. “Probably a good thing, supper’s likely ready by now. We’ll have more time over the weekend.”
“Can you play too, Mrs. Conner? It would really help. There aren’t many girls as tall as me.”
She has such a hopeful look on her face, so familiar. “I’ve got chores that have to be done.”
“We’ll help! We can do that, can’t we Patty?”
“Sure … if you want to get up early.”
Gretchen winces at that. “Fine! Just one weekend, I’d like to sleep in! I never had to get up until after ten before I met you.”
Patty passes the ball to Gretchen. “Yeah, but I’m worth it, aren’t I?”
“Sometimes.” She throws the ball back.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We’re sitting on my bed, dressed in our night clothes, Gretchen on the edge, her feet on the floor, me behind her, on my knees, slowly brushing her hair.
“Supper was good tonight.”
“Thanks. I know it’s not what you’re used to.”
“No! It was very good! Just as good as Raul.”
I keep brushing as we talk. “He uses pearl onions. We can’t afford those.”
“It’s fine! It was all delicious!”
“You helped.”
“Not much. What are the chores we have to do tomorrow?”
“Normal stuff, laundry, vacuuming, cleaning bathrooms … the usual.”
“I’ve never done any of that before.”
“Don’t worry. Your upper class education at St. Ann’s hasn’t ruined you for manual labor.”
“I didn’t mean it that way! And you go to school there too, you know!”
“But I’ve had the benefit of public schools before that.”
“Why do you keep rubbing your blue collar roots in my face?”
“Don’t know. Inferiority complex, maybe?”
“YOU?! Inferiority complex? Yeah, right.”
“Fine. Overcompensation then.”
“For what?”
I stop brushing. Gretchen turns and looks back at me.
“For what? Helloooo. Five feet tall.”
“You’re not five feet tall.”
“Close enough. Besides, you like having a friend from the wrong side of the tracks … it gives you street cred.”
“ME?! STREET CRED?”
“Sure. If you’re gonna be one of my peeps, ya gotta have street cred.”
“You’re nuts, you know that?”
“So I’ve been told. You’re done, my turn.”
We switch places; though Gretchen sits behind me, reaching down to brush my hair. She’s very gentle, almost sensual. This must be one of the benefits of having long hair. And being a girl. Guys never brush each other’s hair, no matter how long.
“Gretch, you sure you want to share this bed?”
“You don’t want too?”
“No … it’s just it’s so much smaller than you’re used to. I could sleep on the floor.”
“That’s silly. No one’s sleeping on the floor. We always end up piled in the middle any way.”
“Yeah, but this bed is pretty much all middle to start with.”
“Then it saves us time.”
She keeps up her, slow, steady brushing. I close my eyes, surrendering to the sensations.
“I don’t know how to do any of that stuff.”
“Hmmmmmmmm … what stuff?”
“Laundry and vacuuming and … bathrooms.”
“Don’t worry. I’ll show you. If we get done in time, we can go shopping.”
“SHOPPING?! REALLY?! I’ve never done that! You mean like in a store and everything? … Wait, I didn’t bring any money with me.”
“I said we’d go shopping, not buying. There’s a difference.”
“Can your mother come?”
“Really? You want her to come with us?”
“Sure, she’s nice. I never got a chance to shop with my mother … I just want to see what it’s like … you know, seeing how you guys do it and all. That’s what I meant. Will she?”
“When you ask so nicely, how can she say no?
After talking her way out of trouble with X-ray Hobbes, Patricia and Gretchen start the weekend as regular girlfriends but the relationship deepens. Jessica has a traumatic epiphany. Hobbes implements Patricia's plan. Listed Themes and Elements apply to entire story, Rating to this submission. Thanks to Marina Kelly and Robyn Hoode for editorial assistance.
CHAPTER FORTY THREE
I’ve never seen so many people before, at least not in person. So many of them are kids our age. Girls and boys.
Lots of boys.
Lots and lots of boys.
Patty and her mother walk a few steps ahead of me while I look around. I’ve never been to a mall before, not that I can remember. So many stores, so many mannequins in the front windows wearing stylish clothes. The stuff in my closet doesn’t look anything like what they’re wearing.
But they do look like what Patty’s wearing.
I’ve never seen her dress like this before. She’s actually wearing black leather boots. With high heels! At least four inches! The top of her head practically touches my chin. And the way she walks in them, hips swinging, bottom … moving. It’s all so different.
She’s got on this light blue dress. It’s wool knit, very soft, the hem flounces as she walks. It’s only like fifteen or sixteen inches from her waist. And the neckline. It buttons right at the top but it opens up in a circle, showing … well a lot more than she’d get away with at school.
Way lots more. Like give Sister Carmela a heart attack more.
She looks great!
I’m just wearing jeans, my basketball shoes and a T-shirt. Plus a jacket, this place is kinda chilly. A lot of the kids are dressed like me, though it’s more of the boys. The girls are dressed more like Patty. I didn’t pack any of my nicer clothes, the whole thing happened very sudden like. Next time, it’ll be different. Still, even my nice stuff seems to be out of style.
Patty and her mother stop walking and I almost run into them. They’ve stopped in front of a store called “Soffia’s”. Looking through the lightly shaded windows, it seems to have a lot of teen age girls as customers.
“We can start here” said Patty. “It’s a good place to get ideas about prices and styles. I’d never actually buy anything here, way too pricey, but it’s a good reference point. Mom can meet us back here in … say twenty minutes?”
“NO! I want her to come with us … if that’s okay, Mrs. Conner?”
“Are you sure, Gretchen? Patty hasn’t let me help her buy clothes … lately.”
“It’s not like I don’t want your help, you’re just always so busy and when I’ve got time you aren’t …”
“What about Wednesday three weeks ago. I had my purse in my hand, ready to go and you said not to bother, you’d handle it.”
“The half-price color at Goodwill was red that week and there were a couple of dresses I had my eyes on for two weeks. It was a quick trip, no bigee.”
“As you can see, Gretchen, my daughter is ashamed to be seen with me. I’d be happy to help you.”
“MOTHER!”
Mrs. Conner wraps her right arm around my left and leads me into the store with Patty following, but at a distance. Mrs. Conner points to a rack of black leather coats with a lot of silver metal studs, chains and badges.
“Now, there’s a good example, Gretchen. Something like that jacket may be currently in style but it’s so ostentatious that when it goes out of style in six months, at most, you won’t be able to wear it if you want to be stylish. You need to find classics that you can accessorize with a few more stylish, less expensive items. It’s much less expensive to buy a new scarf than a new dress.”
“Callista Thomas has that exact same jacket!”
“And I’ll bet she won’t be wearing it after April of next year. A complete waste of money. Now, over here, these are your basic dresses. I wouldn’t look at those with bias cut hems, much too eccentric.”
Patty joins us. “Mom, don’t say that. Gretchen has the perfect build for that hemline. It was made for her. You’d look great too. I’m the one who couldn’t wear that. That red one, over there, Gretch would absolutely KILL in that!”
Patty’s pointing to a faceless mannequin standing on an elevated platform attached to a pillar by the changing room. It’s wearing a gorgeous bright red dress, the hem cut on a slant. It’s a full skirt with the top having a mid V neck and three-quarter sleeves. The mannequin has matching red pumps with I guess three inch heels. I’ve never worn heels, at least not since I was three years old and used to play in my mother’s shoes.
That probably doesn’t count.
“It’s very attractive, Patricia, but not very practical.”
“I think her dad can afford it.”
That seems to upset her. “It’s not about affording it, it’s about being a smart shopper … and I would think that the less of that money there is to spend, the better!” She storms out of the store. I look at Patty.
“Don’t worry, she’ll calm down in a little while.”
“I think we should find her, she seemed upset.”
Patty takes a dress off the rack and holds it up against herself. “Suit yourself.”
I hurry out of the store and look around. I can’t see her anywhere, but she’s tall, like me, so I should be able to find her.
Walking up this side of the Mall, I head for the Center Court area. I can see a big indoor fountain. Moving with the crowd, I can’t see her. If she stepped into one of these stores, I’ll never find her. My best chance is if she sat down somewhere to cool off. When I reach the Center Court, I stop and look around. There’s a lot of benches near the fountain. Several shoppers surrounded by bags are taking a break. Eventually, I spot her, sitting, head turned toward the water. I slowly approach, not sure of what I’m going to say.
“Mrs. Conner?” She turns her head, looking at me. “I’m sorry if anything I did upset you. You’ve been super nice to me and all and I’m really, really sorry if I’ve made you mad or anything.”
She pats the bench next to her. “Sit down, Gretchen.” I slowly sit where she patted. She folds her hands in her lap. “It’s not anything you’ve done or said. You’ve been a perfect guest. It’s just …” She shakes her head.
“It’s my father, isn’t it?”
“Yes … yes, it is.”
“I saw how you acted around him at the paintball place. Why do you hate him? I know why I hate him but why do you?”
“Gretchen! Don’t say that! A child should never hate their parent. Not without good cause.”
“Don’t I have good cause?”
“I don’t know, I really don’t. I’m afraid that I just can’t accept what he does for a living. Patricia seems to be able to separate the man from the business, but I can’t. To be honest, when I heard the news on the radio Friday about the record drug busts, I was ecstatic.”
“I was pretty happy too. I thought, maybe now, this all can stop, maybe we can live like normal people, like you and Patty.”
She chuckles at that. “Oh Patricia and I are far from normal. I don’t think you want to use us as your baseline.”
“You guys are the most normal people I know.”
“Maybe you need to expand your circle of friends.”
“I’d like to.”
She reaches out, taking my hands in hers. “I’m sorry about blowing up in the store. It’s not your fault. You’re a perfectly wonderful girl. It’s my problem and I’ll deal with it. What do you say we go back, find Patricia and have an enjoyable afternoon?”
“Sounds good to me, Mrs. Conner.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It’s about time!
I really need them to bond if Mom’s going to help me pull this off.
I followed Gretchen when she left the store, hanging back far enough so that she wouldn’t see me. One of the advantages of my current height.
I couldn’t hear what they said to one another but it looks like Mom’s warming up to her.
One step at a time.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
When we get back to “Soffia’s”, Patricia is still looking through the rack of dresses where we left her.
“We really should see how Gretchen looks in that featured dress, Mom.”
“If she wants to. Do you, Gretchen?”
“If you don’t mind. I’ve never had anything like that before.”
Patricia picks up a dress that she had set aside. “Here ya go, Gretch.”
“Thanks. I’ll be right back.”
“Don’t hurry, dear. Patricia and I’ll be right here.”
As soon as Gretchen closes the door to the changing room, I turn to Patricia.
“What was that all about?”
“What was what all about?”
“Sending Gretchen after me.”
“I didn’t send anyone after you. Gretchen did that on her own. She thought we should go after you. I told her that you’d eventually calm down and come back on your own. And here you are.”
“No thanks to you.”
“Look, there’s no reason to get into a fight now. Save it for home after she’s gone. Besides, we got bigger problems to deal with.”
“What problems?”
“Ssshhh. She’s coming.”
I look back towards the changing room. Gretchen’s coming out the door.
“How … how do I … look?” she asks, clearly unsure of the answer. She shouldn’t be.
“Stunning, my dear. Absolutely stunning! That dress fits you like a glove, like it was made for you.”
“What do you think, Patty?”
Patricia walks around her, lightly tugging at the dress at various places, checking the fit.
“If it was me, I’d let the top out just a squosh. Other than that, it’s fine.”
“Only fine?”
“Oh, I thought you were asking about the fit. You look spectacular, except for the shoes, of course. I said you would, didn’t I? It’s better than I imagined.”
“Really?”
“No doubt about it.”
Gretchen smiles at our praise. She really is an extraordinarily lovely girl, not at all what I expected, though I’m not sure what I actually did expect. A woman who looks like a sales clerk approaches us.
“Oh my heavens! I don’t think I’ve ever seen someone looks so nice in that particular style. It is just perfect for you.”
“Thank you” Gretchen said, shyly.
“Well, it’s not exactly perfect” added Patricia. “See right there, in the bust, it’s stretched too tight, causing this gap in the back. Turn around Gretchen.” She did. “See, right there.”
“It’s barely perceptible” replied the clerk. “With the right bra, it wouldn’t be there.”
“Yes, but she’s wearing flats. This dress screams for heels, which will only make it worse; ass back, chest forward.”
“I see what you mean.”
“We shouldn’t pay this much for a dress she’ll end up fighting all night.”
“The alterations needed are fairly minor; we could have them done within the week.” The clerk is looking at me. I raise my hands.
“I’m just the mother here. You know how much control I have. It’s up to them.”
Gretchen bends her knees, dropping down to look Patricia in the eyes.
“Patty, couldn’t you fix it? I look so nice, you said it yourself. I don’t have anything like it. Couldn’t you?” she pleads.
“Gretchen, it’s early. We haven’t looked in any of the other shops yet. We’ll leave it as a maybe, see what else we can find, okay?”
“If you say so.”
Gretchen’s clearly not happy. Neither is the clerk.
“There’s no guarantee we’ll have that in stock much longer.”
“Paaatteee!” Gretchen whines. Patricia waves her off.
“It’s a big mall. Lots of stores. Miami’s a major city. If we decide that this is the only choice and you can’t find it anywhere, I’ll make one for you. Go on.”
Gretchen returns to the dressing room as the clerk looks at Patricia with disdain.
“You’ll make a dress like that?”
“I made this” Patricia answered. “Wool knit’s a lot harder to work with. Besides, with her figure, practically anything that fits looks fabulous. She’s better looking in jeans and a T-shirt than practically anybody else in this store, me included. You’ll see.”
We all waited until Gretchen returned, dress in hand. The clerk gave her a thorough looking over then sighed.
“You’re right, she is. Keep us in mind. The sale runs through the weekend.”
“We will” I tell her. “Thanks for your help.”
“Not at all, that’s what we’re here for.”
After we left the store, Gretchen was still disappointed.
“I don’t understand why I couldn’t get that dress” she groused.
Patricia laughed. “Because you didn’t have any money, idiot. I was just getting us out of there.”
Her eyes grow wide. “Oh my God. I forgot completely about that! I’m not used to dealing with things like money.”
“Tell you what” I say. “I’ll pay up to one hundred dollars, my treat, for whatever you want to buy today.”
“Mrs. Conner! That’s so nice of you!”
“Yeah, Mom, it is. What’s the catch?”
“No catch. I’m curious to see what you two can do with a hundred bucks.”
“My father will pay you back as soon as …”
“No. He won’t. This is my treat. My money, not his.” I said that more forcefully than I should have.
Patricia gently pats my arm. “Your treat, Mom. We got it. Thanks a lot.” She’s smiling at me, knowingly, with that bright beautiful smile of hers.
“You’re welcome. Now, you two better hurry. We don’t have all day. We’ll need at least two hours for basketball. I’ll follow along.”
With a pair of waves, they dash off, laughing. I know that Gretchen is a truly beautiful girl … but there’s just something about Patricia, once you get to really know her.
It’s probably a mother’s prejudice.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
They did better than I thought they would. Patricia has gotten very good looking for bargains. She managed to find a very nice blouse and skirt combo, shoes and a purse, plus some underwear. Gretchen’s decked out in her new clothes, the old stuff is in the bags.
We’re having a late lunch in the food court, Daniel Lipscomb’s treat because I’m expensing this meal. No one is eating anything extravagant. Gretchen and Patricia are splitting a large sausage and pepperoni pizza, I’m having a cheese calzone. The girls are telling me all about their bargain hunting.
“I was getting ready to buy this one pair when Patty found almost the exact same shoe in the half price display except they didn’t have the little bow. Well, I didn’t care about the bow and it saved us twenty dollars, which gave us enough to go to the Victoria’s Secret clearance sale.”
“Yeah, there was this lady there, really hogging the space. Wouldn’t let anybody else get a look. She wasn’t being super aggressive about it but she wasn’t being polite either. When she turned to put stuff in her basket, Gretchen slipped in next to her and set a pick so that I could move in and grab some stuff for her to check out. That lady was pretty upset about the whole thing but she totally deserved it. She was mumbling something about rude kids as she left but as soon as she did, three other ladies came rushing in.”
“One of them actually thanked us, didn’t she Patty?”
“She did. I got the feeling they’d butted heads before. She wasn’t a match for Conner and Hobbes, was she, Hobbes?”
“No way, Conner!”
They high fived each other, or at least as much as Patricia can high five.
We’re all sitting on stools around a small, raised table, in an open area surrounded by assorted food stalls. It’s a common eating area. I notice that Gretchen has her feet resting on the rungs of the table.
“Are those new shoes hurting your feet, Gretchen?”
“No, I’m just not used to wearing heels. I’ve never had any before. It feels kinda weird standing that tall.”
“You should try standing next to you some time” Patricia grumped.
“But they don’t actually hurt your feet, do they? Because, if they do, we need to return them right now.”
“No, I just need more practice, that’s all. I almost fell down twice. I would have if Patty hadn’t caught me.”
“If that Mall Cop had been looking where he was going instead of ogling you, it would never have happened.”
“He wasn’t ogling me” Gretchen whispered, blushing.
“The heck he wasn’t! Drove his stupid little cart right into that trash can. He nearly knocked you over! Lucky thing I was looking right at him when he drove by. His eyes never left you, not for an instant. He actually accelerated as he tried to turn around to make a second pass then BOOM, right into the trash can, which bounced off a bench and came right at you.”
“But you stopped it with your foot … saving my life! My savior!”
They both laughed.
“Who you saving now, Da’Pee?”
Who said that? I turn towards where the person spoke. There are two teen age boys standing about ten feet away. I recognize one of them right away, he’s Patricia’s friend Cruz, the one who helped us at Hobbes’ home. The other one is also familiar, but I can’t place him. He’s a rather large boy.
“Hey! Cruz, Javier. Grab a seat! This is my mom, you guys met her at the dance.”
The two boys move a table close to ours and sit down. I remember Javier know, he’s a member of the same team as Cruz.
“Hey, Ms. Conner.”
“Mrs. Conner.”
“Hello, boys.”
“This is Gretchen, my friend from school.”
It’s interesting to see the boys react to Gretchen. Their attitudes change. They sit up taller … and wider, subtly flexing their chests to appear bigger. Patricia also changes, leaning forward just ever so slightly, giving them one of her multi watt smiles. Gretchen actually withdraws a bit, looking confused.
“Hey, Gretchen. How you doing?” asks Javier.
“Down boy” warned Patricia. “I’ll tell Terri.”
Javier deflates a little.
“You’re Terri’s boyfriend?” asked Gretchen.
“He is” replied Cruz as he leaned towards Gretchen, “but I ain’t nobody’s boyfriend.”
“For good reason” added Javier. “No girl’s that desperate.”
“What you mean, fool? I’m a perfectly fine specimen of the American male.” He leans a little closer to Gretchen. “Any lovely lady would be lucky to have me as a boyfriend.”
Gretchen appears flustered. I’m about to intervene when Patricia does it for me.
“We may be here shopping, Cruz, but we’re not buying what you’re selling, not today.”
“Not even if I’m offering free samples?”
“Not even if you had coupons.”
“Coupons. Now that’s a good idea Pee. I should hand out coupons.”
“Is he desperate or what?” said Javier.
“I’m not gonna give em out to just anybody.” He looks at Gretchen. “Just certain, highly desirable, potential customers. Call it consumer research.”
“May… maybe you’ll need a … customer satisfaction survey” Gretchen stammered, still uncertain.
This only egged Cruz on. “Maybe so. Would you care to give the product a try and let me know how… satisfied you are?”
“I … I … don’t think so, I’m not a fan of discounted merchandise.”
Javier and Patricia rock back on their stools.
“OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHH!” they cry in unison as Gretchen smiles and Cruz raises his eyebrows, nodding his head.
“Hey! I don’t have to sit here and take this abuse.”
“True” said Patricia. “You can go sit way over there and we can abuse you long distance. Now, why are you guys really here?”
“My mom’s birthday is next week, so I’m here looking for something” said Javier.
“I’m his gift consultant” Cruz added.
“There’s your first mistake” Patricia joked. “Why not get Terri to help?”
“Practices start today.”
“Basketball? Already?”
“Yep. It’ll be tough to make time to see each other for awhile.”
“Speaking of which” Cruz interjected “we haven’t seen you much around the Y since that dance where you played the piano. You forgotten’ bout you’re friends, Pee?”
“Naw, just been busy with school and stuff. When’s the next dance?”
“They don’t have one in November or December, the holidays and all, but they have a kick ass New Years Eve party. Punch fountain, real food, a decent band for once. It’s pretty sweet.”
“Sounds interesting. We may have to make time for that one.”
“WE?” Gretchen gasped.
“Why not?” said Patricia.
“I hate to be the wet blanket here, but we must be going” I say as I pick up my purse and one of Gretchen’s bags. “It’s been nice seeing you boys again. If they go to the New Years party, I’ll probably chaperon.” Best get that out right now. “We’ll likely meet again then, if not before.”
“Nice seeing you again, ma’am.”
“Catch ya later, Mrs. Conner. You need help with the bags?”
By then, Patricia’s also gotten off her stool and grabbed two of the three remaining bags.
“We got em’ boys, don’t trouble yourselves.”
Gretchen slides off her stool, bends down to grab the last bag, then stands up, revealing for the first time to the boys how tall she is.
“Daaammmnnnn!” muttered Cruz. Javier was just wide eyed.
“It’s … it’s … just the shoes. I’m not really … this tall … not usually” Gretchen said, self consciously.
Patricia scoots next to her, taking her arm.
“Neither am I … but it’s sure fun while it lasts, right Gretch?”
“Yeah … yeah, it is. It was nice meeting you guys.”
“See ya’ later, guys” said Patricia as we walked away. Suddenly she stopped. “Hey, tell Eric I said hello.”
The boys look at each other for a second or two before Cruz responds.
“Uhhh yeah, sure thing Pee, we’ll do that … no problem.”
CHAPTER FORTY FOUR
Mom should run a big man’s camp for girls.
When we got home from the Mall, everybody changed into shorts and shirts and went back to the cul-de-sac. Mom proceeded to run Gretchen through all kinds of drills.
Dribbling, foot work, passing, rebounding, everything you could think of. She didn’t shout or scream, she just demonstrated something then had Gretchen repeat it until she got it right.
Gretchen’s really not bad. She’s got good coordination and she’s smart. She understands not only what to do but why. It’s a lot easier to do something when you know the why. It also helps you improvise when the unexpected happens.
We keep practicing until dark again. This time I didn’t have anything simmering on the stove so Mom sent me out for KFC. Gretchen had never had it before and was dying to try it. They were still going at it when I got back, outlined by the dull glow of the street light, laughing as each one tried to muscle the other for position under the basket.
“Okay, break it up! Let’s not have any of that fighting or I’ll have to call the gang squad” I shout from the car. They stop pushing and walk towards the car, still bumping against each other, smiling and giggling. “You want a ride?”
“No, honey, we’ll walk. I don’t want to get the car seat all sweaty.”
I shift the car into gear. “Okay, I’ll see you at home. Don’t be long, don’t want the chicken to get cold.”
“We’ll be there” Mom shouts as I pull away. In the rear view mirror, I can see them walking down the middle of the street, arm in arm.
I had bought the big bucket, planning on having leftovers for tomorrow but we ate it all. Or should I say they ate it all. I had my usual breast, drumstick and thigh. Mom and Gretchen devoured the rest. Gretchen in particular chowed down like she hadn’t eaten in weeks. Mom pigged out pretty well too. When they were done, the both leaned back in their chairs.
“THAT was GOOD!” said Gretchen, surveying the pile of barren bones in front of her.
“Raul’s is better.”
“Maybe … but there’s something about eating food from a cardboard bucket.”
“Food always tastes better when you’ve worked up an appetite” said Mom. “Gretchen worked very hard out there, besides, she’s a growing girl, she needs the calories.”
“Really? What’s your excuse?” I ask.
“I paid for it, I don’t need an excuse.” She looked at the clock on the wall. “Good heavens! It’s 8:45.”
“Time flies when you’re gorging yourself. You go shower, Gretchen and I’ll clean up. She can go second and I’ll shower third, just make sure you save me some hot water.”
Mom wipes her hands on her napkin and drops it on the table. “How much hot water do you really need? You could bathe in the kitchen sink.”
“Keep that up and I’ll flush the toilet when you’re in there.”
She stands up and stretches. “I’m going to pay for all that exercise in the morning. I can feel my muscles getting stiff already.”
“We’ve got muscle rub cream for that.”
She wrinkles her nose. “It smells terrible.”
“Yeah, but it works.”
“Alright, I’m off. Make sure you rinse and recycle those foam bowls.”
“I know.”
There’s not much to clean up actually. We used real utensils instead of plastic, real plates and cups. Those we washed, dried and put away. The rest went in the trash or the recycle bin. It took us only five minutes or so. Mom was back downstairs in ten wearing her terrycloth bathrobe, drying her hair with a towel.
“Finished. You’re next Gretchen.”
“Hope I brought everything I need, we packed pretty quickly.”
“Anything you forgot, I’m sure Patricia can find something for you.”
“You go on up, I’ll follow in a few minutes.”
As Gretchen leaves, Mom sits down and survey’s the kitchen.
“Everything looks nice.”
“Wasn’t much to do.”
“But Gretchen pitched right in, didn’t she?”
“Yup.”
“She’s not the girl I expected.”
“Who’d you expect?”
“I don’t know … not someone so … normal.”
“I told you she was a good person.”
“Yes, I remember, but I still thought she’d be …”
“Evil? Spoiled? A brat?”
“Something like that.”
“But she wasn’t anything like that.”
“No … she wasn’t. She was very … polite, hard working, willing to help. Nice as she could be.”
“Told ya. I better get upstairs to make sure she’s got what she needs.”
I hurry upstairs. When I get to the bathroom, I can hear the shower running, so Gretchen must be okay. I go back to my room to get undressed.
Gretchen’s stuff is on the floor. I pick up her shirt and shorts, laying them across the back of my desk chair. They’re damp with sweat. She and Mom must have really gone at it. I put her bra, panty and socks on the seat.
I pull my shirt off over the top of my head, then pull my shorts down, stepping out of them once the hit the floor. Sitting on my bed, I unlace and remove my shoes and socks, first the left, then the right. After collecting my discarded clothes, I go to my closet and drop them in the clothes hamper, then remove my terrycloth robe from a hook on the back of the closet door, tossing it onto my bed. Slipping my arms out of the bra straps, I fold the cups down, pull it around my body bringing the clasp to the front and unhook it, dropping it in the hamper, my panties are quickly added to the pile of clothes.
Mom’s right about stiffening muscles. I reach across my chest with my left arm, grasping my right shoulder and giving it a pull, then repeating with my right arm. I probably won’t need any of the muscle cream.
Hope Gretch didn’t think I was kidding about the hot water. It’s an electric water heater and I think one of the units is burned out because it takes forever to heat a tank. Lipscomb won’t pop for a new one, which I can understand, but it’s a pain in the behind. I should go remind her.
After putting on my robe, I pull a towel from my gym bag and walk back to the bathroom. The water’s not running, which is a good sign.
“Gretchen, you okay?”
“I think so.”
“You think so? What’s the problem?”
“The towel’s kinda small.”
“There should be a big one on the towel rack by the toilet.”
“This is the biggest one I could find.”
“Well, let me see.”
“Come on in.”
When I open the door, the steam comes rolling out. She didn’t turn the exhaust fan on. At least I hope that’s the case. The other option means I’m gonna have a short, cold shower. It only takes a few seconds for the air to clear.
She’s right, it’s a small towel.
She’s holding it together behind her back with her right hand. The top just barely covers her nipples, the bottom is only inches below her crotch.
“Yeah, I see what you mean. You sure there’s nothing bigger in here?”
“Look for yourself.”
I’m trying not to. “There’s some regular size towels in my bedroom, bottom drawer of the chest of drawers.”
“Thanks, I was getting cold.”
Don’t I know it. She scurries past me, hunched over, towel flapping as she scoots down the hall, giving me a good look at her toned bottom until she turns the corner into my room. Oh well, it was nice while it lasted.
I get prepared before I turn on the water. Soap, shampoo, conditioner, everything ready. Once it’s running, I jump in. The water’s not hot but it’s warm, so I’ve got about two minutes before it gets cold.
Navy shower it is.
Once I get wet, I turn off the water, saving the hot water for rinsing. I lather and scrub my body with a wash cloth, shampoo my hair, turn the water back on, quickly rinse everything clean then switch the water off again. After using the conditioner, the water goes back on and I finish just as the temperature drops.
One of life’s little victories. I don’t know why it is, but after one of these little successes, I always feel upbeat. It’s stupid, I know that but I can’t help it.
I dry off, put my robe back on and skip back to my room.
“Despite your conspiracy with my mother, I had enough hot water for my shower.”
Gretchen doesn’t react to my joke. She’s just sitting on my bed, wrapped in a towel … my sex toy collection spread out next to her.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I wasn’t snooping! I just did what Patty told me to do!
I open the drawer and there was a towel, just like she said. The one I had hardly covered anything. When I pulled it from the drawer, maybe I pulled too quickly, because a bunch of other stuff came flying out with the towel. I was afraid I broke something!
After wrapping myself in the towel, I went looking for the other stuff. The first one was right in the middle of Patty’s bed. It was almost ten inches long, pink, soft and squishy like Jello but it was also hard, it kept its shape. There was this little curved piece that was attached three fourths of the way from the rounded, blunt tip. The base had a screw cap if some kind. There were others scattered around the floor. Something similar but there was a wide part in the whole shaft instead of the single curved piece. There were little nubbins all around the wide part. It was blue. There were two white, hard plastic ones, the first the size of my index finger though fatter, the second eight inches long, shaped like an elongated bullet.
I didn’t know what to make of the leather harness thing that was hanging part way out of the drawer. It had a hard plastic oval plate with an approximately two inch diameter hole in the middle. The leather straps were attached around the perimeter of the plate but some of the straps were connected to each other. Weird.
There were several plastic bottles with stuff in them. One was “KY Jelly”, there were two that were flavored, cherry and strawberry, another one labeled “Anal-eze”. Thank God none of them spilled! There was also a bag of assorted batteries.
The last thing was the strangest. It looked kinda like a double ended man’s penis with a plastic collar in the middle, though one end was longer than the other and both were curved. It was made of that same squishy material as those other two things, though it seemed to have a stiffer core.
I think there was more stuff in the drawer, but I wasn’t going to mess with it, not until Patty came back. I put everything I could find on the bed. My hands were still a little wet so when I picked up the squishy ones, they were hard to hang on to, sliding in my hands. I managed to get them on the bed but found the pink one hard to put down.
It was strange how my hand slipped up and down it so easily and how it squirted forward when I squeezed it, like it was alive or something. I kept squeezing and sliding with my hands for several seconds, lost in the feelings.
It suddenly occurred to me that all this stuff might be sex toys. At almost the same moment, Patty came through the door. I was so surprised, I squeezed the pink thing and it popped right out of my hand, flying right toward Patty!
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
OH! MY! GOD!
I’d completely forgotten I’d stashed all that stuff in that bottom drawer inside that top towel! What must Gretchen think of me?! Slut! Whore!
There must be five things on the bed. She’s holding the Pink Rabbit vibrator with a death grip, wide eyed in shock. Suddenly, it pops out of her hand and sails through the air, heading directly at me. I block it with my left hand, deflecting it, and catching it with my right hand.
There’s no way we’re ignoring this.
“I’m so sorry!” we both say then clap our hands to our mouths in amazement. “You first!” we again exclaim simultaneously, hands returning to mouth.
“No, go ahead” we repeat each other for a third time. This is too much. By now, we’re both chuckling over the situation. I raise my hand. She nods at me.
“Look. I’m sorry. I completely forgot …”
“No, it’s my fault. I was in a hurry and …”
“I should have remembered …”
“I jerked it out when I should have been more …”
“I could have gotten the towel for you instead I …”
“Are these sex toys?”
That question brings me to a halt. How do I answer it? Not much choice.
“Yes … yes they are.”
“Where’d you get them?”
“My mother bought them for me.”
Gretchen picks up the Blue Silicone Vibrator, examining it closely. “Your mother is soooo cool! You are, like, sooo damn lucky!”
“What?”
“How many other mothers would buy their daughters sex toys? I don’t know of any. I’ve never even heard of a mother ever doing that!”
“Well … how many other girls have you asked?”
“None! Don’t be ridiculous!”
“Then how do you know there aren’t others?”
“Pleeezzzee! Now who’s being ridiculous?” Gretchen stares at me, eyes narrowed. I break.
“Fine. I’ve got a cool mother.”
Gretchen squeals, hopping on the bed closer to me, making all the stuff around her bounce, which is a disconcerting image.
“So … she’s okay with you using this stuff? Of course she is! She wouldn’t buy it for you if she wasn’t okay with it. That is so freaking amazing! My father would just … explode if I asked for something like this.” She picks up the double ended dildo. “What is this?”
I take it from her hands, lean across the bed and grab the harness. I fit the dildo in the mounting plate and twist, locking it in. Gretchen still looks confused. I hold it in front of my robe at crotch level.
“This part goes in … here.”
She still doesn’t get it. “The other part goes …”
I gesture towards her towel covered vagina. The penny finally drops and her eyes go wide.
“NO WAY! Two girls?!”
“Or a boy and a girl.”
“A boy?”
I pat my bottom and smile wickedly. Her eyes grow twice as wide.
“A BOY?! IN HIS BUTT?! NOOO WAAAY!”
“Or a girl too.”
Gretchen seems unsure of what to think about that. It takes a moment or two to digest the idea. She slides closer to me.
“Have you ever …” she asks quietly, not finishing the sentence but I know what she means. I hold up the strap-on.
“With this?”
“Yeah.”
“Boy or girl?”
“Either.”
“No. I’ve never used this.”
“And the rest of the stuff?”
“Oh yeah.”
“How much?”
“Lots.”
“Like lots of times or lots of months or lots of …” She trails off.
“Like a couple of times a week, depending on how I feel.”
“Do you get an … uuhh … an …”
“Big ‘O’?”
“Uhhh yeah … do you?”
“Yeah, most the time.”
“Not always?”
“Like I said, depends on the mood. Sometimes it’s late and I don’t have the time for the full show.”
“But, you’ve had them?”
“Yes, I have had orgasms.”
Gretchen looks down and away from me. “I haven’t” she whispers.
“Never?”
“Never ever.”
“Do you …”
“I try, but I don’t know how.”
“Don’t they have sex education classes at St. Ann’s?”
“Patty, it’s a CATHOLIC school. What kind of sex education are you going to get?”
“That’s true. The church isn’t big on self service. But still, if you just do what feels good, that ought to get you something.”
“Not so far. Besides, I’m always worried about someone coming into my bedroom because they heard something ‘suspicious’.”
Talk about your mood killer. To be totally honest, if Mom hadn’t bought me that DVD, I wouldn’t know as much as I do. That’s not to say I know it all. I still surprise myself, now and then.
“Gretchen, have you ever … been with a boy?”
“Ha! What boy? He’d have to fly into my bedroom.”
“Good point.”
“Have you ever been with a boy?”
“No.” That popped out of my mouth quicker than I expected.
“Patty … have you ever been with … a girl?”
Of course I have, but it’s not what she thinks.
“Look, Gretchen … uuuhhh … well, that’s … uuuhhh, that’s … complicated.”
“I know, it’s none of my business. I shouldn’t have asked. I’m sorry.”
“No, no, that’s not it. I asked you about boys, we were talking about a lot of private stuff. It was a fair question. I’m just not sure how to answer it without giving you the wrong impression.”
“You told my father that your mother always said to tell the truth.”
Darn her good memory!
I could lie to her, it’d be easy. She’d never know the difference. Our entire relationship is based on a lie … as were most of my relationships. And look what it got me. Professional success and personal failure. Right now, I’m trying to figure out a way to have the best of both worlds. It may not work but I’m gonna give it a try.
“Yes, I’ve been with a girl, more than one.”
“At the same time?!”
Yeah, but we’re not going there!
“NO! Of course not.”
“When?”
“Let’s just say it was before I came to St. Ann’s and met you.”
She seems relieved with that answer, though she doesn’t say anything. It appears all these questions have been leading to something but she’s not ready to pull the trigger yet. I start to pick up the toys and bottles that are spread out on the bed.
“I’ll put these away and we can get dressed for bed. I’ve got a good movie for us to watch tonight. It’s R rated so you’ve probably …”
Gretchen gently grabs my wrist as I reach towards the bottle nearest her.
“Don’t.”
“Don’t what, Gretch?”
“Don’t put your toys away.”
“Why not?”
She takes her free hand and adds it to the one already holding my wrist.
“Patty … would you please teach me how to have an orgasm?”
CHAPTER FORTY FIVE
The girls have been talking upstairs. A few times, they got rather loud but they clearly weren’t angry with one another.
They do get along together remarkably well. It’s obvious that Patricia is the leader of the two but she doesn’t abuse her power, always making sure Gretchen is enjoying herself.
It takes remarkably little for Gretchen to appear to be happy. The simplest common courtesies seem to please her to no end. She seems quite ready to pitch in to help, when she can. Plus she’s willing to learn new skills to help in the future. I’m certain that Patricia gave her a heads up as to what I expect in my household, but I can usually tell when some one is making a token effort. Gretchen appears to be completely genuine in her helpful attitude.
Patricia asked what I had expected Gretchen to be like. To be honest, I had anticipated her being a spoiled mafia princess type. How could she not be, coming from an unbelievably rich household like Raymond Hobbes’? Despite Patricia’s assurances, I was sure she would be insufferable and unbearable.
I couldn’t have been more wrong. She really took to my coaching her, even tolerating quite a bit of physical … not abuse exactly because it was all within the rules … if you stretched them a bit … but she took it, then gave as good as she got. Very impressive. She might be able to play college ball if she buckled down and took it seriously. Physical skills can only take you so far, but you can’t coach height, and she’s tall enough to play forward, certainly Division Two.
I hear foot steps on the stairs and look toward them. It’s Patricia, slowly walking down, watching me as she descends but remaining silent. She appears to be concerned about something.
“Patricia … is something wrong?”
“No, no, not wrong … I’m sure it’s not wrong.”
“Well, what is it?”
“I told Gretchen she could get a towel from my chest of drawers.”
“So? That’s where you keep them.”
“I keep other things in there too.”
“What things?”
“Those things that you bought me.”
“Still don’t know what you mean.”
“Those silicon, vibrating things?”
“Silicon … vibrating … Oh … aaahhh, yes, those things. OH MY! Gretchen found THOSE things?”
“Yeah, THOSE things.”
That’s funny!
“What did you tell her?”
“What could I? She may be sheltered but she’s not stupid. I told her what they were. And that I use them. And that you bought them for me.”
“Goodness! What did she say?”
“That you were sooo cool and I am sooo lucky to have you as a mother.”
“Well, that goes without saying.”
“She also wants me to show her how to use them.”
WHAT?!
“You said no … tell me you said no. Politely. Nicely. No.”
Patricia looks away, eyes up towards her room.
“Patricia. What did you tell …”
She looks back down at me. “I said I would.”
What was she thinking? No daughter of mine is going to do something like THAT with another girl.
“I forbid you from doing … you can’t be serious …”
“Careful Mom, you’re risking your cool mother status.”
“I don’t care about that! This has nothing to do with my status. This isn’t something you should be involved with, this is something she needs to discuss with …”
“Her father? Her dead mother? You know she can’t do that. Did you with your mother or father? I sure as heck didn’t.”
What is she talking about? We discussed it, I bought the equipment for God’s sake.
“WE did talk about it, Patricia. At length.”
“Yeah, we did about this time but I didn’t, not my first time. Sure, my dad gave me the birds and the bees talk, but I didn’t consult him before my first … date with a girl.”
Of course. It’s so easy to forget, to get wrapped up in our false identities.
“You’re right, you’re right … I’m sorry, my bad … but is this wise? How does this help us?”
“It doesn’t help us but it doesn’t hurt us either. I’ve already decided to do it. I just wanted to let you know so you wouldn’t come barging in and freak out or something.”
“I’ve no say in this?”
“Not really. It’s not that big a deal. I’m just showing her how the toys work, what they can do for her. If you’ve been telling me the truth, it’s the kind of thing girls talk about.”
“Talk about, yes. Demonstrations?”
I can’t, in good conscience, say “no”, not in all cases. I never did anything like that with my girlfriends, but I know for a fact that some of them did with each other … not always without consequences.
“Patricia … just be careful. This is a tricky area to get into with someone.”
“You DO remember that I’ve been married three times, right?”
“This is very different.”
She gives me a smirk. On her, it’s very cute, but I think I can see the tiniest hint of Peter Harris in her eyes.
“Don’t worry Mom, I’ll make sure neither of us gets pregnant.”
“Ha ha, very funny. Try to keep it down to a dull roar.”
“Will do.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Patty wanted to talk with her mother first. I can’t imagine ever taking with my father about something like that. Her mother has to be the coolest in the world.
The bedroom door opens. I pull my towel tighter around me. When I see it’s Patty, I relax.
“What’d she say?”
Patty closes the door behind her. “She’s not happy about it, but she won’t stop us.”
“Why’s that? We’re not doing anything wrong, are we? It’s a natural thing, isn’t it? Why would she not …”
Patty pulls her robe up above her knees and sits down next to me on her bed.
“She’s a mother. No mother’s ever happy about her child, her baby, dealing with sexual stuff. If you’re nervous about anything, we don’t have to do it. It’s all for you, Gretch.”
“No, I’m cool with it” I lied. Not exactly lied, of course I’m nervous. Any girl would be nervous. Except Patty. She looks totally comfortable. How can she be so calm?
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Gretchen’s scared, anybody could see that. Heck, so am I. This could be a really stupid thing.
I mean, a really, really stupid thing.
There’s no possible benefit to the job, I’m already in as far as I need to be. If Hobbes found out, he wouldn’t be happy. If he gets upset with me, it’ll threaten everything I’ve planned.
But Gretchen needs this. She’s led such a sheltered life, she has no experience with sex. Someone has to help her.
“If we’re gonna do this, we better get started. Everything is clean from the last time I used them but that’s step number one. Always clean the … stuff.”
Gretchen giggles. “You’re embarrassed, aren’t you?”
“A little, yeah.”
She smiles. “I’m glad. This makes it easier, if we’re both … you know.”
“I know, but we have to get past it.”
The best way to get past it is to go first. I get up on my knees, untie my robe and open it, letting it slip down my back and off my arms, falling to the bed.
Gretchen’s eyes are as big as saucers.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
She did it! Just like that! BOOM! Off comes the robe!
I’ve seen her naked before, in the showers after gym, but this isn’t the same. There you’re naked cause you have to be. Now she’s naked because she wants to be … with me.
Oh God! I asked for this. Can I do it? Only one way to find out.
I get up on my knees, facing Patty. I don’t have to do much, just stop holding my towel, just let go … but I can’t! It’s like my hand won’t do what I tell it. I start to get scared but Patty slowly reaches out with her right hand, gently working her fingers down between my breasts and the edge of the towel, grabbing the edge with her thumb.
“It’s fine, Gretchen. We’re both gonna be okay” she whispers, tenderly pulling the towel from my body. My hand loosens, letting it slip away. I resist the sudden urge to cover myself with my hands, letting them fall to my sides.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Why am I so darn short? My eyes are level with her breasts, her beautiful, firm, youthful breasts. I haven’t seen breasts like that in person for over thirty years.
All my wives were attractive women, very attractive. But there’s attractive and then there’s Gretchen, looming over me like some kind of dark haired, bronzed skin, Amazon. What I wouldn’t give to be my old self and twenty years old but know everything I know now.
When I was younger, like twenty eight or twenty nine, I was a pretty darn good lover. Not the best, I mean how would you figure that out, hold a contest? But everyone I slept with back then was darn happy. I thought I knew what women wanted and I could deliver it, in spades. My equipment worked very well, still had a quick recovery, and I knew how to pull back on the reins until the final charge down the front stretch, if you know what I mean.
My time as Patricia has shown me I didn’t know the half of it. I could have done so much more, it almost makes me cry when I think about it. When this job is done and I return to my old, impotent body, I’ll have all this knowledge and I won’t be able to do a damn thing with it.
Such a shame. It’d make a hell of a “Twilight Zone” episode.
Right now, I can show Gretchen what I’ve learned, up to a point, but that should be good enough.
“Gretchen, always remember this. You are a beautiful woman and you deserve to be happy and fulfilled. You are beautiful on the outside and the inside. You don’t have to settle for second best. You wait until you’ve found the right person for you. Until then, this ought to help you pass the time. Lay back and prop yourself up with some pillows.”
She blushes, then sensually slides back toward the headboard.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
She said I was beautiful! Beautiful inside and out! I should have said she was beautiful too. Damn IT! I missed my chance.
Patty told me to lay back but put some pillows behind my upper back and neck, lifting my head. She has me raise my hips and slides a towel under my bottom, spreading it flat. I don’t say anything until I’m in position and comfortable.
“Why do you want me like this?”
“So you can see what I’m doing. Actually, it’d be better if we had a big mirror, but that might be a little too clinical.”
I giggle. “Paging Dr. Conner. Paging Dr. Conner.”
She smiles. “Dr. Patricia Conner … the llluuuuvvv Doctor.” She reaches over to the bedside table where all the equipment is and picks up a bottle. “This is a lubricant, it helps reduce friction, prevents skin irritation. Sometimes you want friction but not tonight. You can substitute baby oil, which won’t raise any suspicions at home. Girls use baby oil for a whole lotta stuff.” She flipped the top of the bottle up and dribbled some oil into the palm of her left hand, then rubbed her palms together. She took a breath and slowly exhaled. “You ready?” she asked.
I could only nod my head.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Okay, stay calm. Play it straight. I climb onto the bed between Gretchen’s outstretched legs, nudging them further apart with my elbows. When I get to her vagina, I pause just a moment to steady myself.
It’s not trimmed. There’s no reason to expect she would. I’m used to that though, wives one and three were earth types. Personally, I like to keep mine trimmed but not shaved. Don’t need the irritated skin.
“Alright. This may be a little cool, though I’ve tried to warm it with my hands. Either way, it’ll warm up fast enough.”
I start by applying the lube to her pelvis, just above her vagina. She jumps slightly as soon as I touch her but whether it the temp or nerves I couldn’t say. I try to smile reassuringly and start to massage with my fingertips, moving closer to the target. I want her to get used to me touching her before I get down to business.
“Just close your eyes and enjoy the feelings. I’ll show you how to do something, then you can try it. Okay?”
She just closes her eyes and nods her head again, letting it fall back onto the pillows piled behind her.
My fingers are on the outer lips of her labia, the skin soft and pliable but also plump with blood, pushing back ever so slightly against my fingertips. I look up at Gretchen. Her eyes are still closed but she’s got a slight smile on her face and she’s breathing deeply.
So far, so good.
I move on to the inner lips, rubbing and stroking, top to bottom, bottom to top. Gretchen inhales sharply several times but keeps her eyes closed, though she does turn her head to the side. I keep it up until her breathing returns to normal.
Now I start to work closer to her clitoral hood, teasing it with my thumbs as I continue the long strokes alternating with rubbing. There’s several more sharp breaths with slow exhales and her hips twitch a few times, though her eyes are still closed.
I switch up the motions, now stroking with my left but rubbing her clitoral hood with my right. The first time I make contact with the clitoris, her breath catches and her back arches slightly as she quietly moans.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“MMMMoohhmmmmmm”
Every change brings a whole new set of sensations. I’ve been able to get something like those feelings at home for a few seconds but I could never relax. I was always afraid someone might knock on the door or maybe, just maybe, there was a camera in the room, despite Father’s assurances.
But now, I can let go and let Patty work her magic.
That last one went down to my toes, bounced and went right back to the top of my head.
“Uuuugghhhh”
There’s another one. She just keeps … now what? I think she’s put her finger in my … oohh she has! It’s two fingers and she’s pushing them in and out, slowly, pushing them apart, while still rubbing my…
“Aaaahhhhhhh”
It’s hard to breath after that last one, I have to concentrate and take deep … wait, she’s stopping!
“No, please …”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Sshhhh, it’s alright, don’t worry. I’m just gonna show you how to do it, that’s all. Give me your right hand, that’s right, now put it here and now … yeah, just like that. Now, I’m gonna take your left and … okay, I think you got it.”
She went straight to work and was soon clearly enjoying herself. I should probably leave it right here, maybe show her a couple of other tricks I’ve learned but then that’s it. That’d be the smart thing to do.
Gretchen opens her eyes, they’re bright and alive.
“What’s next, Doctor?”
Oooohhh kay. I guess we can go a little further.
“Alright, the Doctor prescribes …” reaching over to the nightstand, I pick out the pink silicon vibrator “… Mr. Pinky.”
“Mr. Pinky?”
“Well, it’s shaped a lot more like a mister than a misses.”
“I guess. So what does Mr. Pinky do?”
“Allow me to demonstrate.”
I twist the base, turning the vibrator on low, then trace around the outer lips of the labia with the blunt tip of Mr. Pinky, working towards the inside. Gretch is breathing with short, sharp breathes, not exactly a series of gasps but not far off.
“How’s that?”
“Oh yes! That’s … ummm … nice.”
“How’s this?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
My hips jump off the bed and I shiver all over, gasping for air. Patty touched my clit with Mr. Pinky. It was like my entire body was electrified for a few seconds but there was no pain, only pleasure. I’d never managed to get anywhere near that at home.
She keeps rubbing the tip around in small circles. The electric feeling fades a little bit but doesn’t disappear, like I’m getting used to it. All of a sudden, the vibrations increase, bringing back that electric charge to full power again. My hands reach up on their own and I start squeezing my breasts and playing with my hard nipples, adding a whole new group of feelings.
I’d felt myself up before, played with my breasts, but never at the same time. All these different feelings don’t add but seem to multiply, each one making the others even better.
Patty’s fingers are back in my vagina, which feels even slicker than before. Did she add some more of that lubricant? I can also smell something I hadn’t noticed before, kind of … earthy. It’s not sweet and it’s not sour but it’s definitely there. Doesn’t matter, I’ve got other things to concentrate on.
I’ve lost track of my breathing, I’m actually panting, trying to catch some air, when Patty changes things again. Her fingers are twisting and pulling around my clit, replacing Mr. Pinky. Is she going to use something else? I can still hear the vibrator … then I feel it, gently parting my vagina as she slowly pushes it in me.
I’ve never had anything that big in me before. I’ve used tampons but they never felt like this. Patty pulls Mr. Pinky back a little bit then pushes in again, even farther this time. My butt slides down on the towel, trying to get her to go even deeper, to go faster. She pulls back again, the muscles in my pelvis clamping down, trying to keep it there, but she quickly pushes in again, deeper still, but this time, something vibrating also touches my clit, causing a whole bunch of muscle convulsions, making me squeeze my boobs hard.
I can’t breathe right, gasping for air. I can’t talk right, just moans, groans and squeaks. I can’t see right, just flashes of things. I can’t move right, my legs, arms and body trembling. I must not be thinking right because I don’t care about any of those problems, I feel wonderful! I’d stay this way for the rest of my life if I could.
I can’t tell how long this feeling lasts, but eventually, I become aware of a change. There’s something soft and moist that replaced Patty’s fingers. I tip my head forward and force my eyes to focus.
Patty’s head is firmly lodged between my legs, her nose pressed into my pussy, licking and nibbling my clit.
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I couldn’t stop myself.
There was her naked pussy, soaking wet with her own juices, the musky aroma filling the room, her body squirming at my touch, quietly moaning and groaning practically continuously. I’d rarely gotten a woman this sexually fired up before. Everything I did just made her hotter … and more appealing.
There’ nothing as sexy as a woman on the verge of an orgasm. You want to share in it, be a part of it, join it. My vagina was wet from just being in the same room with her. I carefully eased forward and dropped my head into her crotch, lapping up the mix of natural and strawberry flavored juices. I quickly found her clit with my tongue and began to lick, nibble and suck her towards another orgasm.
In seconds, she wrapped her fingers in my hair and crossed her legs behind my head, pulling me tightly to her body. I keep pushing Mr. Pinky in and out of her vagina but I turn the extension so that it makes contact with her anus.
I can’t see anything but I can hear Gretchen starting to whimper again as I increase my speed. It’s not long before her legs begin to tremble and she yanks me so hard against her pussy that I have to fight to get some air. Less than a minute later, she relaxes her grip with both her hands and legs. I push myself away after one last lingering kiss.
Resting on my elbows between her legs, I can see her laying back on the pillows, thumbs idling playing with her still enlarged nipples, eyes closed. Trying not to disturb her, I slid over to her left and work my way up towards her head, pausing to lean down and gently kiss and suckle her nearest breast. She sighs contentedly several times, her eyes still closed, until I stop and finish my trip to the headboard. She really is a tall drink of water.
When I finally get up next to her head, I lean on one elbow and look over at her face. She looks almost asleep, except for the wide grin.
“So … how’d you like it?”
Her eyes slowly open, her head turning towards mine. Her left arm snakes past my arm, resting lightly on the back of my head. She pulls herself up a few inches and the rolls over on top of me, crushing her mouth against mine, mixing deep kisses with giggles and laughter.
CHAPTER FORTY SIX
I was the first to wake up Sunday morning. Patty was dead to the world but I was still buzzing from last night. After we finished making out, she showed me the rest of her toys and gave me a quick demonstration. It was quick because I still hadn’t recovered from Mr. Pinky. And her wonderful mouth.
Mr. Pinky. My girlfriend has no imagination. Well, not when it comes to names. She’s got lots of it when it comes to sex.
She saved the harness for last. By that time, I was ready again. I was willing to try to suck it but she said no, it was just a piece of plastic. She’d get nothing from it and to make me suck it would just be some kind of power trip. She said that it would be different when I had a boyfriend.
Which is crazy. Why would I have a boyfriend? If last night proved anything, it proved I’m a lesbian. I never thought I was one of them before last night. Sure, I’ll admit that I’ve been attracted to Patricia from the start, but I was never attracted to any other girls. There’s just something different about my girlfriend, Patricia Conner.
She had locked that double ended thing in the harness and then put the shorter, wider end into her vagina. She tightened all the straps and then had me sit on the edge of the bed, facing her. The long end was at just the right height. I wasn’t sure it would fit but Patty said not to worry. Neither of us needed any of those lubes, though the strawberry one isn’t bad.
I leaned forward and we kissed, rubbing our breasts against each other for several minutes before she finally moved closer and started to fuck me with the dildo.
I reach down and move a lose strand of hair from her face, my beautiful, sleeping girlfriend’s face. That’s right, we fucked, long and hard. I didn’t have to do a lot but Patty was working at it. I know it felt wonderful to me and she said she liked it too.
We finally fell asleep after midnight, holding each other. When I woke up, her head was resting on my breast. I’m still feeling a bit frisky. Where is that harness? Patty dropped all that stuff in the bathroom, said she was going to wash it all this morning.
I carefully slip out of bed, letting her head rest on a pillow. Walking down the hall to the bathroom, naked, I feel light as a feather. The harness is on top of the pile, being the last one we used. It looks pretty clean already but she was very adamant about cleaning before use. A little soap and water should take care of it.
It took bit of adjusting to get right, but once everything is tightened down, the fit is quite good. I can feel it bounce in front of me as I return to the bedroom. It really looked weird when I stopped and checked myself out in the bathroom mirror. I slid my hand up and down it a few times, enjoying the motion it transferred to the part lodged firmly in my pussy. What does it feel like for a guy? To have this big thing bouncing around in front of them. I guess all guys aren’t that big.
When I get back to bed, Patty’s still sleeping. I was hoping she would be, I want this to be a surprise. Moving slowly, I turn the sheet down, revealing her amazing body. How could you not love her boobs? And that cute little bottom? You just want to pick her up and hug her!
I spread her legs just a bit to give me some room. I don’t remember everything she did to me last night, a lot of it is part of an orgasmic blur, but I recall some of it. I hunch down over her pussy and spread the flesh with my fingers, then I begin to lick, suck and nibble, slowly at first but I pick up the pace when Patty starts to murmur in her sleep. Frankly, I’m surprised she hasn’t woken up by now. Our fucking must have tuckered her out.
I keep going until I see her head turn and eyes flutter. Quickly moving up over her body, I get the dildo positioned just barely into her vagina. I have to arch my back to keep us face to face. She yawns, stretching her arms, then smiles when she sees my face. I drop my head down and we kiss.
“Good morning my gorgeous sleepy head” I say. “Ready for your Sunday surprise?”
“What Sunday surpr …” I push my hips forward a little bit. “Whoa, whoa, whoa! What are you doing?”
“The same thing you did for me last night.” I push forward again. “Remember?”
“I remember! I remember! You don’t have …”
“But I want to. You were so wonderful last night, I just wanted to return the favor.” I pull back and push forward again. “It’s only fair, right?”
“Aahh aaahhhh, fair, yes, fair, but you don’t have to go to all that trouble, eeeepp!”
I pull back and push in harder. Patty was really working last night and I should be willing to do it just as hard for her. “It’s no trouble. I’ve already got the equipment on.”
“I’m aware … of that.”
“It’s so strange how the motion at one end.” Thrust. “Affects the other end.”
“Mmmmmmmm yeah mmmm … isn’t it ooooohhh.”
I can’t bend down far enough to get my mouth on her breasts but I can hold myself up with one arm and use the other hand to tickle and pinch her nipples. Patty spent a lot of time playing with my nipples. When I touch hers, she grabs my wrist, hard, but I keep going and soon her hand falls away.
By now, I think I’m all the way in. Pulling almost all the way out, I slam back in. Patty gasps, just like I did. I do it again. And again.
“Huuhhh … Gretch … en … you … don’t … need … aaahhh! … no … no …” I pick up speed, still fondling her breast with my free hand. “Gretchen … yoouuuu … no … no … please!”
I stop. Am I hurting her? “Please what, Patty?”
I look down at her, her face is flush and she’s breathing hard in sharp gasps. And there’s that smell again. She has a strange look on her face. Maybe I am hurting her. I bend lower so we are eye to eye.
“Patty, please what?”
She bites her lower lip, chewing on it for a second or two.
“Please … don’t stop” she says quietly.
I kiss her and she responds … and how.
“Of course I won’t stop, silly.”
I return to pounding away with the strap on. Patty stops talking, just gasping and moaning and the occasional giggle. Most of the time, she’s got that bright beautiful smile of hers.
We keep going for several minutes before my arm starts hurting. It’s bearing all my weight. I need to change positions.
“Patty?”
“Huh?” she gasps.
“Can we change positions? My arm’s starting to hurt a bit.”
“Fine, whatever you want … just don’t stop.”
“I was thinking, if I stood next to the bed and you got on your knees …”
She quickly hops up from her back and rolls onto her hands and knees. “Like this?”
I slide off the bed and step up behind her, the dildo at exactly the right point. Taking her hips in my hands, I slip the tip in with one smooth motion. I think Patty’s as wet as I was. She actually wriggles her hips and pushes back against me, causing the other end to press into me. As I slide all the way in, we both groan at the same time. She looks back at me over her shoulder, smiling and wiggling her hips again. I giggle, then do several short, sharp thrusts. Patty crosses her eyes, making me giggle a second time.
I go back to the long strokes but mix in some short, faster ones. Patty’s head is hanging down, breathing in and out regularly. Sliding my hands up from her hips, I caress the sides of her stomach, slowly moving up to and past her ribs, finally resting on her shoulders. From here, I can really get some good leverage, pulling her back towards me as I push forward, though she’s already pushing back on her own, lightly grunting each time.
We keep fucking in this position for several minutes. At least twice, Patty stops moving on her own but her body trembles while she keeps repeating, “oh-oh-oh God. Oh-oh God!” I can see her boobs swing around when she grinds her butt left and right. I drop down so that my hands are on the bed next to hers, my stomach resting on her back, then I reach up underneath her with my right hand and grab her breast, I’m not sure which one. She immediately buries her head in a pillow and screams, shaking all over again. She starts to slump down but I hold her up, never stopping with the strap on.
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I don’t think I’ve ever felt smaller and less in control before, with Gretchen’s body practically engulfing me, rhythmically impaling me with that piece of plastic.
That marvelous, magical, unrelenting, glorious piece of plastic!
I should have stopped her right at the start, but now … I can’t remember why I would ever want her to quit.
I’d used the vibrators and dildos before, quite a lot, and never hesitated to push them as far as I could. I particularly liked the inflated round pillow with the vibrator mounted vertically in the center. I rode that one hard. But it’s completely different when you’re in charge, when you’re in control, when you’re alone.
Right now … I am being fucked! Fucked like I used to fuck women, only Gretchen doesn’t stop. She’s got the energy of youth, of flourishing muscles plus a never ending erection. I’ve already experienced three orgasms and she doesn’t show any sign of stopping.
What else could any woman want?
Now that she’s found my boobs, it’s only getting better. Her sweating skin slipping past mine, her hot breath tickling my neck, her driving hips slapping my bottom, her fingers milking my distended nipples and, most of all, the wonderful dildo tying us together, the avalanche of sensations nearly overwhelming me. I’m almost immobile but I can squeeze the dildo with my pelvic muscles, which I do as hard as I can, which only increases the feed back that Gretchen gets. Every time I clamp down, she grunts with effort and pleasure but doesn’t slow down a bit.
The tension in my pussy is building again. The first two orgasms surprised me, coming before I was ready for them. The third one didn’t sneak up on me but Gretch startled me when she fell down against my back, grabbing my breast, breaking my concentration. This time, I’m gonna hold out as long as I can, let the feelings grow and multiply until I can’t hold them back any more.
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I don’t know what Patty is doing, but it’s driving me crazy! Every time I push forward, she drops her back and raises her butt. It feels like she’s shoving back but she doesn’t move. Whatever it is, it makes the end in me move in just the right way. I can keep this up as long as she can.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It’s growing, building, intensifying, but also flowering … spreading. I clench my eyes shut and try to tamp the sensations down, but can only slow the progress. It may not be much longer.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Pushing myself back upright so I can get a better angle, I grab Patty’s hips with both hands, pushing the dildo in as far as possible, which pushes back into me the same way. She drops to her elbows, sticking her bottom up even more … just where I want it. She spreads her legs wider too, letting me push in just that little bit further. Suddenly, Patty begins to laugh.
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When Gretchen changes position, it frees me up to move. By dropping to my elbows, I change the angle of the dildo as it plows down my vagina. The feelings are so wonderful, so unbelievably thrilling that I start to laugh. It’s just a giggle at first and I try to stifle it. I know how I would have reacted if a woman I was fucking laughed at me but I can’t help it. Soon, I’m laughing between gasps and moans. Unable to hold it back any longer, my orgasm breaks, running through my body. At the last second, before I completely lose control, I reach out with my right hand, flail around until I find a pillow, drag it to me, bury my face in it and scream.
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Patty’s trembling in my hands, her hips shaking. The dildo is buried deep within her and everything is being transmitted straight to me. Just as quickly, I start to shake. It’s like my orgasms from last night, but different too. Either way, it’s all good. As the feeling fades, I slump down, laying on Patty’s back. We stay that way for a few seconds, then her legs slowly spread, dropping her bottom down until she’s flat on the bed.
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As the post sex orgasmic high fades away, one thought pushes its way to the front of my mind.
Oh man, was this a mistake or what?
I should never have given in last night and I certainly shouldn’t have let her screw me this morning, though, I know exactly why I did it.
It’s my gosh darn pattern.
Two days ago, I faced almost certain death and then pulled one right out of my ass and escaped. That’s not the first time it’s happened in my career but practically every time it has, I end up doing something stupid shortly thereafter. Sometimes it’s drinking, other times it was fighting or gambling, though, more often than not, it’s been sex.
I think it’s some kinda subconscious celebration of life, that I’d dodged a giant bullet between the eyes and needed to celebrate somehow. Until now, I’d never recognized the pattern, but laying here, Gretchen’s warm body pressed against mine, her breasts resting against my shoulders and the dildo lodged deeply, firmly and ever more uncomfortably in my pussy, it all seems so obvious. Mercifully, that kind of behavior fit my undercover identities in the past, only adding to the authenticity. This time …
Gretchen slowly starts to stir above me and I encourage her to move by gradually pushing my upper body off the bed. She clambers back, finally pulling the dildo out as she does, causing residual waves of pleasure to wash over me.
It was fun … of course it was fun, it’s always fun! But was it smart? I’ll have to see how much damage I did.
Rolling onto my side, I look up into her grinning, glowing face as she slides next to me, dropping a possessive arm across my hip, pressing the still wet but now cold plastic appendage against my stomach. I’m filled with conflicting feelings. One part of me wants to melt against her in a post coital cuddle; another part wants to get out of bed, heck, out of the house as quickly as possible. The end result is I do nothing, just stay there as her left hand, which had been resting a little too firmly on my hip, slowly slides up the side of my body until she reaches my breasts, which she begins to gently knead, playing with my nipples, restarting the flow of sensations that I too willingly gave into last night and this morning.
“I’ve been wanting to do this ever since I first saw you naked in the shower after gym” she whispers.
“What’s that?” I whisper back.
“Touch you’re amazing breasts! They feel so firm but so … soft. How is that possible? And your nipples. I just want to …” She drops her head towards the nearest one, mouth open, tongue flicking out.
Oh no! Not again! Not now!
I push forward into her, rolling her on her back, the dildo now obscenely pointing up in the air. Opting for the cuddle puts any further sex on hold, for now. I lay against the side of her body as the hand that had been tantalizing my breast was now cupped behind my head, fingers lazily playing with my hair in a disturbingly familiar manner. The familiarity wasn’t what I had felt before but what I’d done before.
I’d done to dozens of women what Gretchen was doing to me, right now! She was taking the male role and I was taking the female role! Again, the conflicting feelings arise, part of me trying to think of the fastest way to escape and the other part looking longingly at the tower of plastic rising from Gretchen’s crotch and thinking of all the wonderful, delicious things I could do to it if it were flesh and blood.
Has Mom been playing with the settings of the Balancer? I know she wasn’t happy about what we were doing last night but unannounced changes to my settings had been taboo for some time. Practically speaking, there hasn’t been much difference between Twenty Five Blue and Twenty Five Pink for months. I’m only aware of the setting if it’s at the extreme and I was only at Pink Fifty that one time. It still makes me shudder to think about it.
“What are we going to tell our parents?”
Gretchen’s question brings my attention back to the current situation.
“Tell them about what?”
“That we’re lesbian lovers.”
OH CRAP! There’s the damage.
“Gretchen,” I say, quietly and calmly, “you aren’t a lesbian.”
“Of course I am. I had sex with a woman and I liked it. Didn’t you like it?”
“Yes. I liked it. A lot, a whole lot. It was amazing sex.”
She pulls my head closer to hers as she moves hers down and kisses me. She surprised me but I didn’t resist, not even when our tongues intertwine. She pulls back and smiles broadly.
“It was amazing for me too! Besides, you said that you’d been with other girls before. We’re both lesbians.”
“How many other girls have you been with, Gretchen?”
“None, but there’s always the first time. I’m just lucky it was with you.”
Flattering.
“Okay, how many other girls have you been attracted to?”
“Huh?”
“How many other girls have you looked at and said to yourself, ‘Boy, I’d really like to sleep with that one’?”
She doesn’t answer me, just frowns.
“Come on, I won’t feel hurt or anything, how many?”
She clenches her jaw, grinding her teeth slightly.
“None. But there’s nobody else like you!”
That’s certainly true. I wonder if she’s subconsciously picking up on my “inner male”.
“You got me there, but that’s not the point. If you were gay, there would have been some signs by now. Even if the girl wasn’t me, you’d have had a crush on some girl, maybe even a celebrity, by now. Besides, I saw how you checked out guy’s asses when we were at the Mall earlier. You were practically drooling.”
Her hand shoots up, covering her mouth.
“I’m sorry! It was instinctive! I didn’t mean to upset you!”
“It’s cool. I wasn’t hurt. And you’re right … it was instinctive. Sorry Gretchen, you’re as straight as a yard stick.”
“Then what about you?”
Yeah, what about me?
“Well … I might be bi-sexual.” At least while I’m in this body, darn hormones. “Too early to tell.”
“Maybe I’m bi-sexual too.”
“Maybe, but I wouldn’t bet on it.”
“So, if I’m not bi-sexual and I’m not gay, what was all last night and this morning about?”
Good question.
“Sometimes, girls … experiment. We’re more … mature, emotionally, than guys our age, more open to … new experiences. So, if the right two girls …” or five or six, “… meet and the timing’s good, this kinda thing can happen. There’s nothing wrong about it, happens all the time.”
“Sister Carmela would probably say it’s wrong.”
“True, but she’d say masturbating is wrong too. I don’t see that going away any time soon, do you?”
Gretchen laughs. “So, we tell our parents … what?”
“My mom already knows and we don’t say anything to your father.”
“Cool.” Her left hand slides over my hip, tenderly stroking my bottom. “What about us?”
I don’t stop her, letting her continue longer than I should.
“We’ll always have Paris.”
“What? Ohhh wait. That’s from … wait … ‘Casablanca’, right? Patty, I’m serious, what about you and me?”
“We’re still best friends, right?” I reply.
“The beeesssttt” she purrs.
“Then I’ll go to your house some weekends and you’ll come to mine other weekends.”
“I’d rather come to your house every weekend.” She kisses my forehead. “And every weekday.” She kisses my left cheek. “And after lunch.” The right cheek. “And after every class.” She leans in to kiss me full on the lips but I meet her halfway, hungry for her touch.
Eventually, I bring my hands up to the sides of her head and gently pull us apart.
“I’d like that too, Gretchen, but we can’t let your father get suspicious. Best we keep it half and half, for now at least.”
She gives me a quick peck on the nose.
“You’re right. You’re always right. Why are you always right? What do we do now?”
“I’d say we both need showers and then a good breakfast to recharge. I make tremendous French Toast.”
“How about showering together?”
“Not this time.”
“Afraid of what might happen?”
Darn tooting.
“We can save that for future visits.”
“After further … experimentation?”
“We’ll see.” She looks hurt, her big eyes sad and begging. “Okay. Probably.” She smiles hopefully. Why am I such a soft touch? “Fine, Yes.”
Gretchen jumps up out of bed, clapping her hands, the dildo bouncing all around in a very distracting and disturbing manner.
“Thank you! Thank you! Now, help me get this thing off. I don’t know how boys manage it.”
I hope Mom left us enough hot water.
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Both Henry and Lou arrived right on time. Gretchen gave Mom a big hug and me a long lingering hug before eventually letting go, tears in both our eyes. She held my hand until the very last moment as the door shut, then waved madly at both of us through first the side and then the rear window until the car was out of sight as Mom and I stood, side by side, her arm round my waist, both returning her wave. We turn to walk back to the house, Mom’s arm still around my waist.
“That went well” I said.
“For you, certainly.”
“For you too. Gretchen really pitched in with the house cleaning today. She was the original white tornado.”
“She was that. I am willing to admit that I was completely wrong about her.”
“Really? So, you think she’s a nice person?”
“Very nice, surprisingly nice. Smart, hard working, funny, and, despite all odds, moral. I must give credit to the Catholic school system that they could take a girl with her … background and produce a child as outstanding as her.”
“You don’t give any credit to her father?”
“None.”
“Is it possible that she’s just putting on an act, to make you like her?”
“I could see right through something like that. I’m a professional. Besides, she’s exactly as you described her and you’ve known her for months. Is she fooling you also?”
“No … no, I don’t think so. It’s a shame we’re going to utterly destroy her.”
Mom stops in her tracks as I continue walking, her arm slipping away from my waist.
“WHAT?!” she cries.
I turn back to face her.
“What we’re doing here, you and I, going after Hobbes. If we succeed, it’ll destroy Gretchen’s life.”
“Certainly, it will cause changes in her life, she’ll need to find some place to live but I’m sure her family will …”
“There’s no other family, her father is it. Only child of only children.”
“Well, that’s unfortunate, but the State Welfare Agency will find her a place to stay. They do that kind of thing for the children of convicted criminals all the time. It’s all Hobbes’ fault. He should have considered that before getting in the drug dealing business.”
“You don’t understand. I’m not talking about the what, I’m talking about the how.”
“Come again?”
“It’s the nature of undercover work. Betrayal. You have a young, friendless girl, who, after years of emotional depravation, finally, finally seems to get what she’s been desperate to have all her life, a friend and a chance to live at least part of the time in what she thinks is a normal, loving home. Then, in one fell swoop, the entire world she has known is ripped away by the very people she thought she knew and trusted. She’ll know that she was deluded and double-crossed, the instrument of her father’s destruction and that the only reason her alleged friend had anything to do with her was to use her to get to her father. The entire thing will obliterate her.”
“Don’t you think that’s a little much?” she asks, uncertainly.
“No, not at all. I’ve seen it before, many times in fact, and always my fault. This time, it’s our fault, yours and mine. It’ll hit her like the bombs on Hiroshima and Nagasaki.”
“Surely, that’s a gross exaggeration.”
“Afraid not. Where do you think my nightmares come from? I’ve left a trail of shattered lives after every one of my assignments but the past damage is nothing compared to what will happen to Gretchen. I mean, come on, we knowingly targeted a young, emotionally immature and vulnerable girl, lied to and deceived her on the most basic level and we’ll use that phony relationship to take her life away, leaving her nowhere to go and no one to turn to. We’ll be lucky if she doesn’t kill herself within the week after Hobbes is arrested.”
“You KNEW this and you still had SEX with her?!”
“You KNEW this and you still treated her like a daughter?”
“I knew nothing of the sort!”
“I’m sorry, I thought you were the professional here. Did I make some kind of mistake in describing Gretchen before we showed up?”
“No … it was correct, as far as I …”
“And did I inaccurately describe our basic plan?”
She hesitated before answering me.
“You … you’re mostly correct.”
“Well then, Ms. Expert, you tell me what happens to girls like Gretchen when you befriend them, get them to like you, even love you, you embrace them, bring them into your family, give them a glimpse of their dreams and then ruthlessly rip it all away, revealing the entire exercise to be a cruel scam. What happens to girls like Gretchen?”
Mom grabs the iron railing and slumps down, sitting on the concrete block steps outside the kitchen door.
“What have we done?” she gasps, beginning to cry
I slowly take a seat next to her.
“Exactly what we started out to do. I told you up front that undercover work was a dirty business and you had to be prepared to do what was necessary. I wasn’t talking just about what ugly things we might be forced to do but the consequences of those ugly things. Gretchen is collateral damage … and there’s not a darn thing we can do about it … not if we follow the original plan.”
“But I didn’t know this might happen!”
“There’s no might about it, Mom. When the time comes, Gretchen’s life becomes an endless nightmare of our creation.”
She drops her head and sobs
“I … I … I … can’t … do something … like … I’m … not responsible for … not to an … an innocent girl … like …”
I pat her arm.
“Don’t worry. You’ll never forget what you did, it’ll haunt you till the day you die, particularly if she kills herself. I know all about that one. If we’re lucky, it’ll be a lifetime of therapy seeking self worth and abusive relationships with men. Or maybe prostitution.”
She groans quietly.
“I just wanted justice for my family, for my daughter.”
“I guess there’s a certain ‘eye for an eye’ quality to this.”
She raises her head, looking at me.
“How can you just sit there and accept this? She’s your FRIEND for God’s sake!”
“Hey! I didn’t say I was happy about it! Just because I saw this coming from day one and you didn’t doesn’t make it my fault alone. I didn’t create this by myself and I can’t fix it by myself.”
“Fix it? I thought you said there wasn’t a darn thing we could do about it.”
“IF we follow the original plan. Change the plan and we might be able to save Gretchen.”
“And still get Hobbes?”
“We can put him out of the drug business.”
“How do we do this?”
“Lipscomb won’t like it. Oh, I forgot to mention … Lipscomb nearly got both of us killed last Friday.”
“WHAT?! HOW?!”
“Don’t worry, I bought us some time. It actually may work out a lot better this way … gotta seize those opportunities when they present themselves.”
Mom’s starting to reel from information overload.
“I don’t understand, what has been going on?”
“I’ll explain later. What I need to know is if you’re willing to consider other options, options that won’t shatter Gretchen’s existence. Are you?”
She seems to have recovered a little from the bombs I’ve been dropping on her. Hoped she would.
“As a reasonable human being, what else can I say? Of course I will. What’s the first step?”
“I need to get Gretchen some more friends.”
CHAPTER FORTY SEVEN
It was at supper that it finally dawned on me.
Sister Rita has been in a particularly good mood all week. Not that she is normally in a bad mood. When we play good cop/bad cop on a student I’m always the bad cop, it’s a role that fits my natural temperament, just as the good cop fits hers. Acknowledging her natural inclinations, Rita has been even more upbeat than usual though.
“Sister Rita, you seem to be in a good mood tonight.”
“Am I, Sister Carmela?”
“I’ve noticed it too” chimed in Sister Elizabeth.
“It must be the basketball team.”
“My goodness, Sister Rita, I would think that group would cause exactly the opposite effect. I think you barely smiled twice last year during the season.”
“I really wasn’t aware of that, Sister Carmela. It must have been our record.”
“One and twenty two will do that to a person” snickered Sister Elizabeth.
Sister Rita just responds with a knowing smile, at first.
“I think we’ll do better than that this year, much better in fact.”
“Rita, I certainly hope your optimism is rewarded some day but, our basketball team has never amounted to a hill of beans.”
Her knowing smile grows larger. “Sister Carmela … I am barely able to suppress the temptation to make a wager with you. Do you remember the announcement I made over the PA last week, where I requested volunteers to join the program?”
“It was more like begged” chided Sister Elizabeth. “You only had nine girls total from four classes. We couldn’t even field a freshman team.”
“Well, my request was answered. Two girls came forward Monday and joined the team.”
“At least you can scrimmage now” I said. “Which two girls?”
“That was the astonishing thing. Guess.”
“Sister, we don’t have time to run through the entire …”
“Fine, don’t guess. Hobbes and Conner.”
“Gretchen Hobbes and Patricia Conner?” She just nods, still smiling. “How did they …”
“Ms. Conner just said they wanted to help out. As for Ms. Hobbes being allowed to play, Conner just said that Hobbes’ father owed her a favor.”
“That doesn’t sound good. How competent are they?”
“That’s why I didn’t want to say anything earlier. I thought we should get a few practices under our belt before passing judgment.”
“And?”
“Ever heard of the pick and roll?”
“Vaguely. It’s some kind of play, isn’t it?”
“Yes, a two man play. Hobbes and Conner can’t be stopped. I put four girls on them and they still score, practically every time. Hobbes is a demon on the boards, goes after every loose ball like it had her name on it. And Conner … pure greased lightning. I have never seen anyone dribble faster with more control. She’s like a waterbug, darting here and there. If you get open, she’ll hit you with a pass in seconds. More than one girl has been hit with the ball because they weren’t paying attention. A basketball to the face is a hard lesson but they’re learning quickly. Do you know, Conner was barking commands to everyone by the middle of her first practice … and everyone was following them!”
“I’m not surprised.”
“Me neither” added Sister Elizabeth. “She’s a nice girl and all, but there’s something just a little bit frightening about her. Others have noticed it too.”
“Let us hope that others are smart enough to not gossip about such things, Sister Elizabeth.”
“Certainly, Sister Carmela.”
Not that Elizabeth isn’t absolutely right about Conner.
“That may explain it” said Sister Rita, “but whatever it is, St. Ann’s has a basketball team to be proud of. We may even win a game in the Catholic Christmas Tourney this year, as long as we don’t draw St. Agnes in the first round.”
“Of course.”
“That goes without saying.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Usually it’s Lipscomb who calls a meeting but this time Jessica made the first contact. I’m never going to turn down an opportunity to give Patricia an exam.
She and Jessica arrived first and they were not in a good mood. Thankfully, I wasn’t the reason for that. Patricia was quite cooperative and we quickly moved through a series of tests. My initial analysis indicates that all the technology is still working exactly as designed. Her physical health is excellent, reflexes are off the chart, muscle tone very impressive. According to both of them, she has been working out and joined the school’s basketball team.
I’m not sure if that is a good idea. While I’d like to see how she performs, it would probably be better if Patricia kept a lower profile. As far as the progression of the integration of the two parts of higher brain, I will need to perform a more in-depth review of the data, however, there is nothing obviously worse than it was at the time of the prior exam.
Jessica is always nervous both before and during Patricia’s exams, though Patricia has almost always been calm and obliging. Today is no different. Jessica visibly relaxes after I give them my preliminary results. Just then, Lipscomb arrives.
The temperament of the room quickly changes. I’d noticed that Patricia had grown increasingly uncomfortable around him over the last few months, even to the point of avoiding him, but Jessica seemed consistently neutral in his presence. That was not the case this time.
Lipscomb stepped forward, unbuttoning his suit coat and pulling out a chair, preparing to sit down.
“I’m certainly glad to see that you are both …”
Jessica leapt up from her chair, viciously backhanding Lipsomb across the face, sending him backwards. He landed on his ass then sprawled across the floor on his back. He reached out with his right hand, touching his face where Jessica had struck him.
“WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT ABOUT?!” he sputtered.
As he struggled to get up, Patricia came around the table, placed her foot on his chest and pushed him back to the ground.
“Stay down” she growled.
There was anger in his eyes but he did what she said. Jessica wasn’t done with him. She bent down at the waist, pointing her finger in his face.
“I supported you! I told Patricia she should give you the information! You promised to keep it safe! We’re all lucky to be alive, you BASTARD!”
“I had nothing to do with it!” Lipscomb protested. “My boss, Tyson, he told me it was my job if I didn’t give him the info. I had no idea what he planned, none at all! I was as shocked as you were when I found out what had happened. I was out of the loop, I tell you. The first I heard of it was the morning TV news.”
“And yet, you still didn’t try to warn us, even then you … piece of crap” hissed Jessica.
“It was too late.”
“How did you know it was too late? Patricia walked right into Hobbes’ house after 3:30. I didn’t leave work until 5:15. If you found out in the morning, there was still plenty of time to do something.”
“Not if we were going to follow protocols. I’d have had to leave you a sign at the diner at lunch, then you’d have had to …”
“OUR COVER WAS BLOWN! FUCK PROTOCALS! You just left us to swing in the wind!”
“Clearly your cover wasn’t blown, otherwise you wouldn’t be here now.”
“No thanks to you! Patricia saved all our lives.”
“How?”
“Like we’re ever going to tell you anything ever again” Jessica scornfully spat.
“Wait a minute! This wasn’t my fault! I was betrayed just as much as you were! Tyson promised he wouldn’t do anything to put you at risk! He never gave me a heads up of any kind. I was blindsided!”
All this time, Patricia had remained silent, letting Jessica take the lead, but now she squatted down next to Lipscomb.
“Mom’s upset about all this because she believed you. She’s feeling a bit let down right now. I, on the other hand, expected something like this might happen. You think Tyson betrayed you? Take it up with him. It was your job to protect us from your end. No screw ups, no surprises. You say you were out of the loop? Now you are. We’ll call you when we’re ready to finish this job. You don’t call us. It may be weeks, it may be months, doesn’t matter. When we’re ready, we’ll drop the dime. Until then, you just keep paying the bills.”
Patricia had spoken quite firmly and calmly. Lipscomb had pushed himself up on his elbows as she had talked. He wasn’t happy.
“Just who do you think you are? This is my operation and we will do as I …”
Patricia stood up, intentionally stepping on Lipscomb’s hand as she did.
“I’m sorry, did I leave the impression that this was a negotiation? It isn’t. This is the way it’s gonna be. Either that, or I walk into that room, Matthews puts Peter Harris back in his old body and we all go home … Your choice. Right now.”
She still had her foot on his hand. Now, she pressed harder on it. Lipscomb winced as the pressure increased. Eventually, he nodded his head vigorously. She lifted her foot from his hand.
“I’ll take that as an unforced and voluntary free will ‘yes’. Get off the floor.”
Lipscomb slowly stood up, rubbing his hand. He was glaring at Jessica and Patricia, Jessica was glaring back. Patricia was ignoring him.
“Two things before we leave, Lipscomb. I do have a plan, it’s already in place, I just need a certain set of circumstances to implement it. When those circumstances happen, I’ll pull the trigger. Second, you should soon be inundated with tips about where you can find enormous stashes of drugs. You can take all the credit you want for it. Just make sure you figure out a way to successfully raid those places. The success of our operation depends on it. Apparently, your boss Tyson is a clever man. I’d let him handle it if I were you. Ready to leave, Mom?”
Jessica picked up her purse from the table.
“Yes, let’s go before I do something I’ll regret. We’ll be in touch, Thomas.”
They both walk out while Lipscomb dusts himself off. Once he finishes, I offer him a glass of water.
“Has something happened?” I ask.
Lipscomb’s reply really isn’t worth repeating.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Matthews had a cold compress, which I held to my cheek as I drove back to the Federal building. After I parked the car, I slipped it into my coat pocket and hurried to my office. Lunch hour hadn’t passed yet, so I was ahead of the returning crowd, managing to reach my office without encountering anyone I knew, avoiding the need to explain my swollen face.
Once I got back to my office, I closed the door and reapplied the compress. It stung initially but started feeling better immediately. I sat it on my desk and started searching through the drawers, looking for a bottle of Advil that I was certain I had left here. My head was down below the desk top as I rummaged through the bottom drawer when I heard my door open. I looked up. It was Tyson.
“Daniel, I just wanted to … whoooaaa, what happened to you?” he asked, grinning like a fool.
“Nothing, just an accident.”
He stepped closer, turning his head to get a better look.
“So, who accidentally hit you? I can see the finger marks from here. Must have been a woman, men generally don’t slap.”
“It was an accident.”
He shrugged. “If you say so, just as long as it wasn’t someone in the office. It wasn’t, was it?”
“No.”
He sighs in relief. “Good. I just dropped by to arrange to meet your team. We need to make sure they get as much credit as safely possible for their work. It may not be public recognition, circumstances being what they are, but their information made the largest group of seizures in US history possible and this office will not let that go unrewarded.”
“Uhhh, that may not be possible right now.”
“Why not?”
“They … decided to stay in.”
“What?!”
“I warned them, told them what you were planning but they decided to ride it out. I couldn’t talk them out of it.”
“That’s suicidal!”
“I know, I know but it seems they were right. You need to get ready for some more tips about other caches, big ones.”
“As big as the last group?”
“Maybe, maybe bigger.”
“MY GOD! How is that possible?”
“I’m … I’m afraid I can’t tell you, not yet at least.”
“I understand. Secrecy is security. I can’t even imagine how to use the information. We were blind lucky last time, just a fortuitous set of circumstances.”
“You’ll think of something Walter, you’re a clever guy.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I was scheduled to meet with Hobbes at 11:00 this morning. We are supposed to talk about the timing of the tips to the Feds about our competitor’s merchandise storage. It was harder to get that information than I first thought it would be. Some I already knew but we want to be thorough. The more inventory they lose, the more valuable mine is and the less I will need to corner the various markets. Hobbes and I decided to expand Conner’s original idea and add Europe and the Far East. It will cause further disruptions and reduce the available supplies that could quickly be redirected to the US.
Our reputation has already taken a big hit. That was the primary reason I had such a hard time getting the information I wanted. Three months ago, people were falling all over themselves to ingratiate themselves with me. They all wanted to be associated with number one, maybe not publicly if you worked for the other side, but they all wanted in, one way or another.
Now, I am being treated as the poor relative, begging with hat in hand. Luckily, I have records of the prior contacts. Anyone working for the Potosi or Tijuana cartels can’t afford to have their entreaties to Hobbes known by their current employers. That, and a little cash, got me the rest of the information I needed.
I knock on Hobbes’ door, opening it as soon as the bolts withdraw.
“Come in Enrique, have a seat. Do you want some coffee?”
“No, thank you. I’ve had all the coffee I can drink these last two weeks.”
“Nothing stronger, I hope?”
“No … nothing stronger. Don’t worry, we both know I would never sample the product. Neither of us are as foolish as our American customers.”
“It is good to know you are keeping your head in the right place. What news?”
“We are ready to begin, and the sooner, the better. Some people need to be shown who is boss. If we delay any longer, somebody may think it is time to take us on directly.”
“I’m certain both Carrillo and Beltran are planning to do exactly that. I agree, it is time to give them other things to think about. As for timing, which of our competitors is going to benefit the most from our troubles?”
An astute question. “I would say Tijuana. They’re in a better position to replace us on the West coast.”
“Patricia suggested we initially target who ever could hurt us most.”
Conner. Again. Always Conner.
“When did she suggest this, X-ray?”
“Last week, when she asked if Gretchen could join the school basketball team. I tell you Enrique, if she were a boy, I would insist she marry Gretchen. To have a mind like hers in the family, it would be such an asset.”
“X-ray … I don’t wish to minimize Conner’s contribution to our plans but she …”
“She created this plan, Enrique.”
“She came up with a general scheme; I put the details in place. I provided the information to make it work. Who is to say we wouldn’t have decided to do exactly the same thing on our own, without any help from your daughter’s young friend?”
“Did you have any idea remotely similar to hers before she suggested it?”
“No, but I had very little time to consider our options.”
“Neither did I, but she created this ‘scheme’ in less than one hour, without any detailed knowledge of my business.”
“It was our idea to expand to other countries.”
“And how long did it take us to think of that? Three days! I don’t blame you, Enrique. Patricia Conner is a natural business genius. She is Mozart and we are Salieri. It is a simple as that.”
I refuse to bow to the alleged genius of a teenage girl! Clearly, her ideas have merit plus a certain ruthlessness … which I certainly can appreciate … but I would have eventually reached the same conclusions as she did, I just needed the time. We were all in shock. She had no pressure of any kind. With such an advantage, it’s no surprise she thought of a solution mere seconds before I would have done exactly the same! However, Hobbes is not prepared to listen to any criticism of his current infatuation.
“Enrique … I know that this isn’t the appropriate time, but when we are passed our current difficulties, I plan to … diversify the business.”
“Another suggestion of Ms. Conner’s?”
“No, not directly, but, in talking with her, she has made me realize that I have other options than the ones I have been pursuing all my adult life. Other famous men started out similarly to me and they ended up leaving great legacies, buildings named after them, even colleges. I am still a young man; there are other things I could do.”
“What are you saying, X-ray?”
“I started this business to make money, not because I particularly liked selling drugs. It was just a way to quick profits. There is nothing to say that I can’t be just as successful in other businesses.”
Oh, she has really gotten to him, the fool! What is he going to do? Become a dry cleaner, open a restaurant, sell fruit from a wagon? We are drug dealers, it is what we do! And we do it well, better than anyone before us or anyone after us once we are long dead.
“When do you plan to make these changes, Raymond?”
“Certainly not until I have regained all I have lost. I may decide to leave the business but no one will toss me out. I decide my own fate. Once I am back on top, then I will do as I please. With Patricia’s help, that may be much sooner than everyone expects.”
I agree. Once I am back on top, changes will need to be made … perhaps even sooner than that.
CHAPTER FORTY EIGHT
I had snuck down from my office after school to watch today’s practice. I was standing just outside the door so as to not cause any distraction.
The girls are running some kind of passing drill, running up and down the court, passing the ball, not dribbling, until a girl shoots a lay up, then they go right back up the court, doing the same thing. The next group of five girls repeats the drill.
Over and over again, running and passing. If a player drops the ball, the entire group goes back and starts over again. It’s tiring just to watch them. All the girls are breathing hard, leaning forward, grasping the edges of their shorts when they aren’t in the drill.
All except Conner.
She participates in each and every round, taking no breaks. She plays defense, running around, trying to steal the ball or at least get a hand on it, which she does about every fourth trip. When she does, she stops the action and points out what the player should have done, either the passer or the girl who was the target, sometimes demonstrating herself. Sister Rita is under one basket providing token defense and there is a volunteer coach, Mrs. Willis I think, doing the same at the other end. This continues for at least fifteen minutes before Rita blows her whistle, bringing all the girls to the center of the court.
“All right girls! Good practice today, very good! I want you all to split up, first five to the left, second five to the right. Once you have made six consecutive free throws, you can hit the showers.”
A general “Aaaawwwww” of disappointment echoes around the gym, but the girls do as they are told. Conner rips off six straight baskets but doesn’t leave, staying to help the next girl in line until she gets her six, rebounding and encouraging her all the time. Rita and Willis are at the other basket, doing the same.
Once the last girl hits her sixth straight free three, she trots off the floor, leaving the two coaches and Conner standing at mid court.
“This isn’t working, Sister” said Conner.
“Why not, the entire team’s free throw average is up twenty percent, not counting yours, of course.”
“I know, but the idea is to have them shoot while they’re tired, breathing hard. We need more baskets, ideally one per girl. Now, by the time the second girl gets her six straight, the rest of them have all caught their breath. We’re trying to replicate free throws at the end of the game, when they really count and are the hardest to hit.”
“We could have the other girls keep running laps” suggested Willis.
“It might work, but the way Debbie shoots, we’d have half the team collapse at the end of each day. Even cheap, portable baskets would do.”
“I’m sorry, Ms. Conner” consoled Rita, “there’s simply no money in the athletic budget. If we do well this year, maybe next year, who knows.”
“I understand, Sister. I’ll think of something. All the girls will be at my house tonight. We’re doing an overnight before the game tomorrow morning. You’re invited, if you want to come.”
“Why are you doing that?”
“It’s a team building exercise, makes us more of a unit, we’re all sisters, that kinda thing. Helps bring the classes together too.”
“Why your house?”
“It was my idea and Mom was willing to put up with it. If it works, we’ll rotate around, a different girl each week. It won’t work for every game due to scheduling, but the girls want to give it a try.”
“Are you certain it won’t develop into an all night party and no one gets any sleep?”
“Not at my house, it won’t.”
“I’ll leave it up to you, Captain.”
“Thanks, Sister. See you at school tomorrow.”
Conner runs off to the locker room, Willis following her at a somewhat slower pace. Sister Rita walks around the gym, collecting the balls and putting them in a big, mesh bag she’s dragging behind her. I step into the gym, pick up a ball that is sitting next to the door and throw it towards Sister Rita. She immediately looks my way when she hears the ball bounce.
“Sister Carmela! You startled me.”
“Sorry, I just wanted to watch your practice for awhile, check out the team. I don’t remember seeing that particular drill in the past.”
“You didn’t. It’s something Ms. Conner suggested. It’s supposed to duplicate a fast break, getting the ball to the basket quickly.”
“I don’t recall seeing many fast breaks last year … or the year before … or the year before that.”
“That was then, this is now.”
“They seemed to have a problem getting past Ms. Conner.”
“Oh, that was a dramatic improvement. At first, nothing got past her. In all honesty, she’s backed off a bit to give the other girls a chance.”
“Is that the proper approach, limiting the difficulty of the task?”
“Trust me, it’s tough enough. They won’t see any tougher this year, St. Agnes included. And they have improved quite a lot. There’s hope that they’ll get better. Tomorrow’s game against Jeffersonville will be an interesting test. They have some tall girls so Hobbes will have to work hard.”
“I noticed she ran the floor well in that drill.”
“Plus she’s in good shape. I do need to rest her occasionally but, by and large, she could outrun most girls her height. That’s why we were practicing fast breaks, get Hobbes out and running, beating the other tall girls down the court. You should see the ball move when Conner’s on offense instead of defense, makes the hairs on your arm stand up.”
“I look forward to the game at Jeffersonville.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
No matter the logic, I find it difficult to give tips to the police. The only consolation is that it benefits me more than it does them.
How did Conner come up with this plan so quickly? It was as if she had advance notice. But, if she was a spy, coming back to the compound knowing that the raids had taken place would be extremely foolish. Unless she was after something else, something more important. What would be worth that great a risk? None of this makes any sense … which only concerns me more.
My only choice is to keep a close watch on her, at least until I can discover what she’s up to or I can put her to a better use … which reminds me.
I pick up my radio.
“Riley, where is Escaban?”
“Working the West side, Mr. Cardoza.”
“Send Jackson to relieve him and send Escaban to me.”
“Yes, Sir.”
While I wait for Escaban, I run through the list of people I could use to leak my accumulated information to the Miami Federal Prosecutor. It would probably be best to be more than one, it will seem more believable. Three will be just about right I would think. There’s a knock at my door.
“Come in, Tony.”
The door opens and Escaban slips in, quickly checking out the room as he does. He does that every time, which is a point in his favor. I can’t afford sloppy associates.
“You call me, Mr. Cardoza?”
“Yes, Tony. What progress on finding someone to take care of our Conner situation?”
“There’s a guy who’d like to move up in the organization. He figures that you owing him a favor will help.”
“We’ll see about that. Do you think he’s reliable?”
“Yeah, reliable enough.”
“Is he capable?”
“He’s got people. How good do they need to be? She’s a little girl.”
“She’s more than that. If you can’t recognize it, you’re of no value to me.”
“Fine, she’s smarter than your average girl, maybe more athletic too, but come on, against an armed adult? Not a chance.”
“To be safe, have your man’s man find a friend, maybe two.”
“THREE guys for one girl? Are you serious?”
“I want her sliced and diced. A knife is more personal than a gun, more intimate. One can be a look out. I want this to be done right, no mistakes. An extra man just gives a greater margin for error.”
“Or another man to squeal should they be caught.”
“That’s a consideration, but if you think they are incompetent enough to be caught, we shouldn’t use them at all, don’t you think?”
“Just thinking about all the possibilities. When do you want this done?”
“Not yet. There is still more to learn from her. Just have your man find some people and be ready when called.”
“Okay.” He turns to leave, but stops. “Did you know that Hobbes was going to his daughter’s game tonight?”
More of Conner’s insidious influence.
“No, I was not aware of it. How do you know?”
“Jackson mentioned it when he relieved me, told me to hurry back ‘cause he was one of the guards going to the game.”
Every where I turn, this cursed girl undermines every thing I have done in the last twenty years!
“I’ll speak to Hobbes, you go back to your post.”
“Yes, sir.”
It only takes a few minutes to walk over to the main house. There are ten guards, including most of the senior men, gathered outside with three cars lined up in the driveway by the front door. They are all smiling and joking, like this is some kind of outing.
When I reach Hobbes’ office, he is just stepping out the door.
“What is all this about, Raymond?”
He looks sheepish, like a young boy caught with his hand in the cookie jar.
“Ahhhh Enrique … I was hoping to leave without you knowing about it.”
“I know everything that happens in this house, that is why you pay me.”
“You’re right, of course. I just do not see the harm in going to see my own daughter’s basketball game. It has been years since there has been an attempt on my life. I’m taking the best men I have. If what I’ve been told is right, we may outnumber the other fans. The risk is minimal.”
“But there is a risk. Why take the chance for something as unimportant as a high school girls game?”
“Because it is my daughter, Enrique. If you had children, you’d understand. Besides, there is a certain amount of risk in everything we do. What is the use of living a life without enjoying it? I have been kept prisoner in this house for too long!”
“Is that what I am, your jailer? Is that how you think of me?”
“NO! Of course not! It was just something that Patricia said. I know that you are a loyal friend who has my best interest at heart but sometimes …”
“Sometimes what?”
“You can be over protective. What is the use of having all that I have if it causes me to live hidden away from all that I find enjoyable. There is only so much of life that can exist inside these four walls, Enrique. If I have to live like this for the rest of my life … well, maybe some changes need to be made.”
I can see Conner’s fingerprints all over this change in attitude. I had him afraid of his own shadow and now he wants to prowl the streets. With ten guards in tow but, before Conner, the thought would never have occurred to him.
“X-ray, it is your life. You must live it your way, but, it is because of my advice in the past that you have a life to live. Heed my warnings, please. Stay safe at home. If you want to see the game, send one of the men to videotape it.”
“Enrique, no one uses videotape anymore. It is all digital today.”
“I don’t care! They can record it however you want, you can watch wherever you want, however you want, in the safety of your own home.”
He reaches out, patting me on my shoulder with his right hand.
“My old friend, I know you mean well, but I have made up my mind. I am going to the game. Don’t wait up.”
With that, he brushes past me and out the door. Seconds later, I hear all the cars start and pull away from the house, heading for the front gate.
Perhaps I should have Conner’s death recorded, digital or otherwise.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Patricia is clearly upset. All the girls were, but Patricia more so. She’s sitting in the passenger side of the front seat, pushed in as deep as possible, arms crossed, teeth grinding, staring straight ahead. It’s just her and I left now, we’ve already dropped Cassie and Lynne off.
“That fourth foul was completely bogus!” she spat.
“I know, but you can’t really expect to get away with reaching between a girl’s legs from behind to steal a ball.”
“It was a clean steal!”
“I know, but most refs have never seen it done before. The knee jerk reaction is to call a foul.”
“Jerk is right. We should have won that game.”
“Honey, I know, but was that really the purpose of all this? I thought the sleep over was a big success. Everyone enjoyed themselves and Gretchen got along well with the entire team.”
“Everybody’s happier when they win. Some victories will make this work better.”
“And give your ego a big boost.”
“Hey! I’m holding back out there! I’m playing it straight, just your average point guard.”
“Three for six from behind the three point line, and your three misses went straight to Gretchen for easy put backs. Are you really that accurate?”
“You want the truth? It’s that hummingbird thing all over again. I can go where I want, when I want and I don’t think anyone can stop me. Shooting is amazingly simple. I told Gretchen it was all about the math and it really is. I can practically see the path of the ball before I shoot. I’ve got perfect control until it leaves my hand. It would have been great to have these capabilities back when I was in high school.”
“You’d have been a star.”
“Ya got that right, Mom.”
“So what’s to prevent you from becoming a star now?”
“You know we can’t afford that, it’d just complicate things.”
“What’s your plan?”
“Set up other people, hit enough shots to keep em honest.” She shakes her head and sighs. “If we’d just hit our darn free throws at the end, we’d have won!”
“I know, honey.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I’m still upset when I get to school on Saturday morning for practice. Gretchen’s waiting for me at the gym door, smiling. Maybe it’d because I’m going to her house after practice for the weekend. At least at her house, there won’t be any repeat of what happened at mine.
“Hey, Gretch.”
“Hey, Patty.”
“Gosh, this stinks.”
She opens the door and we walk into the locker room.
“What stinks?”
“Three points. Three lousy points! We had a ten point lead in the second half for God’s sake!”
“You know how long it’s been since St. Ann’s lost by only three points?”
“No.”
“Like … forever. The only game we won last year was by forfeit. The closest we came was something like fifteen, thirteen, maybe twelve points, and that’s only because they put their scrubs in.”
I look around the room as the girls change into practice gear. They’re all happy, upbeat, practically celebrating. I hadn’t hung around after the game yesterday, too pissed off.
Terri walks up to me, twisting her hair into a ponytail.
“Some game last night, captain.”
I drop my bag on the nearest bench.
“What the heck is this all about? We LOST last night.”
“I know,” replied Terri. “Last year, the same team beat us by twenty five and they were mostly Juniors and Sophomores. I don’t know how we kept it so close.”
There’s a general nodding of heads around the room. I better put an end to this now.
“Guys, we had a ten point lead in the fourth quarter. You should never give up a ten point lead.”
“That was when you got your fourth foul” said Waymire.
“I don’t care who got what foul, we don’t give up ten point leads. You keep playing hard, no matter what the lead, no matter who’s on the floor. If you get ahead of a team, you put your foot on their throat and squeeze the life out of them. You don’t let them back into a game! We are not going to give up a ten point lead ever again. Does everybody understand that?!”
“We’re not used to having any leads, of any kind” said Burks.
“Well, BeeBee, you better get used to it, because it won’t be our last. And when we get a lead we’re gonna keep it, no matter who’s on the court. You can always play defense, defense is just effort, working harder than the other guy. We can defend against anybody.”
“Except St. Agnes” mumbled Rodgers.
“Except NOBODY, Lynne. NOBODY! We work harder than they do, we can shut them down, we can shut anybody down. Play hard, move your feet, get into position, don’t foul …”
Gretchen coughs several times then holds up four fingers. She’s a real B word sometimes.
“Fine, yes, I took too many stupid chances, though that fourth foul was totally bogus! However, as it has been pointed out to me … repeatedly, I shouldn’t expect to get that call, even if I don’t foul, so, in the future, nothing crazy.”
By now, all the girls, in various stages of dress, have drawn near to me.
“From here on out, no moral victories. We’re here to win games and that’s what we’re gonna do. We play hard, we play smart, we’re gonna win.” I slowly scan the room, making sure to look each girl in the eyes. “Everybody got that?” There’s a general unenthusiastic nodding of heads. “Good, then let’s get out there and get started.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
When I get out of practice, Mom’s parked in the lot, waiting for me. Usually, she’s got a book to read but not today. Today, she’s listening to something on the radio. I open the door, startling her.
“What’s up?”
“Ssshhh, listen to this.”
She reaches out, turning up the volume as I slide in next to her.
“… nearly the same quantities as those seized in the record raids earlier this month. In a brief statement, Walter Tyson, Chief Federal Prosecutor for this District had this to say.
‘The days of easy smuggling across the United States’ borders are over. You bring illegal drugs into the US; we will find them, seize them and prosecute you.’
Mr. Tyson declined to answer any questions at this time, including whether or not more raids were planned.
Kim Kardashian is in town today to promote her line of marital aids. She is appearing at … ”
Mom flipped off the radio.
“Hey! I was interested in that!”
“Don’t be crude. Was that your handiwork?”
I scratch my nose.
“Probably. It should just be the beginning. I sure hope this works.”
“You aren’t certain?!”
“No, how could I be? There’s a lot that could go wrong. The economics are sound, it’s the execution that’s dicey. We’re relying on a number of other people to do their respective jobs. There’s no guarantee they can or will. Logically, it should all go as planned, but people aren’t always logical … or predictable. But, so far, so good.”
“Guess all we can do is wait and see.”
“Yep.”
“How was practice?”
“Good, very good. They all got the message. Now it’s just a matter of me not letting them forget it.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Hobbes picked up the remote and muted the television. We had been listening to the most recent news program about the latest string of drug seizures, the ones we had provided the police with information about. Hobbes had a tight smile on his face.
“It is a strange feeling, Enrique. Helping the authorities is not something I am yet used to.”
“I know what you mean, X-ray.”
“The more important thing is what is the effect? What are prices on the street doing?”
“They’ve reacted faster than gasoline prices. The costs to the sellers hasn’t risen at all yet and prices have doubled, purely on speculation.”
“The speculation is correct, how high will they go?”
“Who knows? If we are successful, possibly a ten fold increase. We are entering unknown territory.”
“And a little girl shall lead us.”
“Raymond, I still object to your slavish devotion to Conner’s general …”
“Ahhh Enrique, credit where credit is due. I do not mean to diminish your contributions to the plan, the devil is always in the details after all, but we must not deny the fact that Patricia Conner is the author of our salvation.”
“Potential salvation.”
“So far, yes, only a potential salvation, but the trends are improving. I have communicated with the managers of all our manufacturing facilities in the last two days. They have all assured me that production can be increased.”
“They may be telling you what the think you want to hear.”
“They all know that I will hold them to their promises, so it is not in their interest to lie to me. We can refill our pipeline quickly, the problem is, where do we put it once we get it across the border?”
“There has been no progress in finding the source of the leak. You have had me busy with … other tasks.”
Hobbes waves his hand, dismissively. “I’m not worried about it, for now. All of our warehouses were not raided so, we can assume the authorities do not know about those they did not raid.”
“Not a safe assumption.”
“Then what are we to do? Success depends upon restocking before our competitors can. We can not rely on simply knocking them down, we must rebuild!”
“Are you certain that we are not being setup, to put all our efforts and remaining resources into re-supplying and then we get raided again, finishing us off, once and for all?”
“And who is the mastermind behind this devious plan? Patricia Conner?”
“You said it yourself, she is a very smart girl.”
“Enrique, listen to yourself! She doesn’t know the first thing about the details of our operations.”
“That we know of.”
“So now she must prove a negative to make you happy? How can she prove what she doesn’t know? And how does she benefit from the collapse of my business? If she hadn’t stepped up, we would have collapsed anyway.”
“That’s not true! I’m sure we could have done something to …”
“What? What would you have suggested we do, Enrique? You have had weeks to come up with an alternative, please, tell me what your brilliant plan is.”
“I would first discover the identity of our informant.”
“And then do what, ask the police to return our merchandise? Yes, the informant is a problem, one I expect you to concentrate upon once my business is saved, but saving that business is my first priority. How would you do that, Enrique?”
He has me there. Everything I have been able to think of is a variation on Conner’s suggestions, something Hobbes will gleefully point out to me. He is so enraptured by this girl, he can not, or will not, see the danger we are in. I can’t answer his question.
“No plan Enrique? None? Don’t blame yourself, I couldn’t come up with one either. I am not a fool, Enrique, no matter what you might think. There are risks here, large ones, but they are calculated risks. Besides, what other choices do we have?” He slaps me on the back several times while ushering me to the door. “You keep on knocking our competitors down while I concentrate on building us back up. God willing, we will come out of these troubles better than before.”
The Girls play in the Catholic Holiday Tourney with spectacular but dangerous results. Raymond Hobbes hosts a Christmas Party over Cardozas strenuous objections. Escaban chooses his hit team. Patricia and Gretchen negotiate the terms of the New Years Dance. Themes and Elements listed apply to entire story, Rating to this submission. Thanks to Marina Kelly and Robyn Hoode for editorial assistance.
CHAPTER FORTY NINE
It was nearly halftime and St. Ann’s were up fifteen. Gretchen had eighteen points, six rebounds and three blocks, she was an absolute monster out there, at least to the untrained eye.
Patricia had put her in perfect position for every point and half her rebounds. She even provided the defensive pressure that forced bad shots that Gretchen then blocked. Gretchen is good, but Patricia is the engine that drives this team. She spreads the ball around too, not simply setting Gretchen up every time. Terri Hughes has ten points, Bailey Brooks, I think they call her BeeBee, has nine. Patricia just has five, but there is no doubt she’s the ringmaster.
Right now, they’re playing a zone defense. They always play some variation of the zone, 2-3, 1-3-1, box and one, depending on the strength of the other team. They don’t have a lot of girls on the team so they play zone to save energy and fouls. It’s understandable but a little too passive for my taste. In this case, it’s the box and one, letting Patricia chase and harass St. Mary’s leading scorer, their point guard.
She stole the ball three of their first five possessions and the poor girl has been playing defensively ever since. She spends more time watching Patricia than she does looking for her teammates, which is easy to understand because Patricia has the quickest hands I have ever seen in my life.
She cut out the crazy steal attempts in their second game, she didn’t get in foul trouble and they beat Sunnyside by nineteen, the largest margin of victory for a St. Ann’s basketball team in twenty six years. If they don’t let up, they’ll beat St. Mary’s by more than that. Patricia doesn’t tolerate any of the girls letting up. Every time one of them doesn’t hustle, she talks with the girl. She doesn’t point or scream but pulls her aside and pumps her up, stoking the fire.
When the buzzer goes off at the end of the half, all the girls run by my floor level seat, a look of determination on each face … except for Patricia, who smiles and winks at me, lightly slapping my half-raised hand as she runs by, quickly followed by Sister Rita.
“Good half, Sister!” I shout.
She waves her hand as she pushes the locker room door open. “Thank you, Ms. Conner” she shouts back, her closed fist with an upright extended thumb being the last thing I see before the door slams shut behind her.
Looking around, I’m filled with a wave of nostalgia, memories of my days as a player flooding back. Some of the best years of my young life. I played for a public high school with over five thousand students, in a gym at least four times larger than this one, but the sounds and the smells are identical. Shoes squeaking on the gym floor, laughing children, fresh popcorn.
This is the first game of the Twenty Second Annual Catholic Holiday Tourney. St. Ann verses St. Mary is the warm up act for St. Agnes and Blessed Sacrament. St. Agnes is a large Catholic school, over two thousand boys and girls enrolled. They’ve been a dominant athletic school for decades. This Holiday tourney has just been a kind of scrimmage for them. They’re currently ranked number four in the state. This year, though, Blessed Sacrament may give them a run for their money with their senior dominated team.
The gym is barely one third full, the crowd waiting to arrive for the second game. However, one small section is packed. Hobbes and at least fifteen of his men are sitting at mid-court, slightly above floor level. They have every available refreshment, Coke, popcorn, pretzels, hot dogs, you name it. He notices me looking his way and waves, smiling. I paste a big, fake smile on my face and return his wave, then immediately walk rapidly to the bathrooms, hoping to avoid another invitation to join him.
So far, I’ve been able to dodge him, but, as the season goes on, there will likely be no way to avoid the man. The first game, he was there with ten men, the last game with twelve, this one fifteen. The surprising thing is, they all seem to enjoy themselves. They shout and yell the entire game, giving the refs hell if they disagree with a call. If the refs knew what kind of man was sitting at mid-court and that his daughter was playing, it might affect their calls, it certainly would mine if I were in their shoes. It is hardly an ideal situation, but they do seem to help get our few fans more involved in the games.
Once out of the bathroom, I linger near the entrance, trying to hide from Hobbes, waiting for the second half to begin. There are two men seated on the small set of bleachers under the basket, each with a shot chart and other papers. They are either obsessive fans or coaches. I ease my way through the crowd until I’m near enough to listen in on their conversation.
“… really got them playing as a unit. Can’t be anything their coach has done, she’s never been able to do it before now.”
“It’s that damn little point guard of theirs. That is one mean little bitch. She’s a junior. Where the hell did they get her?”
“Don’t know, but I think she’s the one Martha Zendahas mentioned.”
“Zendahas, the lady from the YWCA?”
“Yeah. She told me there was this really short girl going to St. Ann’s who was some kinda super athlete. Must be her.”
“What else does she play?”
“Apparently everything.”
“That isn’t good. The one problem we have right now is bringing the ball up against pressure. We may have to get her out of the game.”
“You aren’t really worried about St. Ann, are you? They’re St. Ann, for God’s sake, St. I’ll-play-a-zone-no-matter-what Ann.”
“No, I’m not really worried, not as long as we got Ridgeway. Hell, it’ll probably do us good in the long run to face a quick kid. Bring on the midget!”
They both laugh … long, loud, raucous, laughter. These coaches clearly have no respect for our girls.
We’ll just have to see about that.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Patricia insisted on staying and watching the second game after St. Ann won, as did most of the rest of the team, including Gretchen.
It probably wasn’t the best idea.
St. Agnes had a full squad of fifteen girls, all of them athletes, but one girl really stood out … Aelia Ridgeway. Six four, not skinny but not fat either, and, unlike many girls, she can jump! Not dunk it jump, at least not yet. She’s not particularly fast or quick but she has good footwork, knows how to get in position near the basket and is big enough to defend it. Gretchen has played against men but this girl knows what she’s doing.
She’s not the only good player but she’s tops in this tourney. She’s already accepted a scholarship to the University of Connecticut and they only take the best!
Blessed Sacrament was supposed to give them a good game, but it wasn’t close. They doubled the score on them, sixty four to thirty two. St. Agnes kept the starters in most of the game, actually shooting threes at the end instead of just running out the clock. Ridgeway was a real beast in the middle, she ended up with a triple double, thirty one points, fourteen rebounds and eleven blocks. The blocks may have been the most impressive. She let the girl shoot before she jumped up after it and she kept her distance, not fouling anyone, though the refs let her get away with quite a lot of shoving to get and keep good position.
Patricia just watched intently, Gretchen on one side and Terri Hughes on the other. Patricia would point something out and the other two would nod their heads. At different times, she would call to another player, who would come over and they’d talk about something, making gestures or scribbling on a note pad.
As the game went on, our girls seemed to become more dispirited. Patricia tried to keep their enthusiasm up but it didn’t seem that they were buying it. The girls drifted away until, at the end, it was just Gretchen and Patricia, plotting and planning.
On the drive home, I just had to ask.
“So, how do you plan to win tomorrow night?”
“Win? We’ll be lucky not to be blown out.”
“What was all that discussion about? All those pointers?”
“Oh, we may be able to give them some trouble, they can’t handle the ball very well, but once the get it to Ridgeway, there’s not much you can do about it. I’ve got a couple of ideas that should work for awhile, particularly if they’re slow to adjust. If we make a fast start, we can worry them a bit, but they’ve got too many good players, they’ll eventually wear us down. Their third string is probably better than our first.”
“Including you?”
“No, of course not. Gretchen either, though Ridgeway is better than her, but only because of more experience. If Gretchen had played these last three years, she could make it interesting. I told the girls no more moral victories but I hadn’t seen St. Agnes play yet. A moral victory may not be so bad tomorrow.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Ever since he started coming to my games, Father has been a different person. He’s more cheerful, more upbeat, more anxious to look for reasons to get out of the house. He is actually making plans to fly to Rio for Carnival next year. The guards were lining up to volunteer for that job.
He was also really interested in what was going on in my life, not just polite questions but genuinely interested. It freaked me out! What the hell could I tell him? I couldn’t say anything about me and Patty, not yet certainly. He asked about school but my answers were boring. Even I nodded off a couple of times. Basketball though … that excited him.
He had one of the guys sit up high and video each game. Father would have sent him to practice if he could have gotten away with it. After every game, he would sit with me and watch it, sometimes in slow motion to get a good look at a particular play. What was weird, though I never noticed it during the game, was that every time Patty missed a shot, the ball came right to me and I had a lay up. You’d think at least one time the ball would have bounced deep or something but no … straight to me, every single time. Weird.
Father also had me sit with him and watch other basketball games. Colleges are just getting started and the pros are just out of preseason. There’s a lot of pre-Christmas tourneys and we watch as many as we can. Father spends most of the time pointing out things I should do when I play. He means well, but I’m just not that good.
I can barely handle the ball, though I’m getting better. Sister Rita has me doing some drills that Patty found in a book and they’re helping a lot. I hit barely seventy percent of my free throws. Patty’s working with me on that. She’s only missed two all year and both times, the ball came right to me. Again. Super weird.
The best things I do are run the pick and roll, run fast breaks, and play defense. Blocking shots is fun too! Even better, all the girls on the team are nice. We hang together at school during lunch and between classes, just like regular girls. They’re still nice to me when Patty isn’t around. Girls who aren’t on the team are also talking to me. I never dreamed that school could be like this, that my life would be like this.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
RIO?! CARNIVAL?! Is he MAD?!
“I thought I’d get a suite of rooms, take a top floor, maybe the floor below too, just to be safe. I went to Carnival when I was in college. Very enjoyable.”
“Raymond … this is madness. Carnival is a security nightmare. It’s barely restrained pandemonium.”
“That’s what was so enjoyable. To a young man, it made quite an impression.”
“There is no guarantee that we will have all our problems under control by that time.”
“If we don’t, I’ll cancel. Simple as that. Enrique, I am tired of being trapped in this house. There is an entire world out there, a world that I once enjoyed with enthusiasm.”
“The follies of youth are best left to the past.”
“They were not follies. I would do them all again if given the choice. The trips to Gretchen’s games have reminded me of what my life used to be like, the places I used to go, the things I used to do. There is no reason I can’t do them again or do new things. I want to host a Christmas party for Gretchen’s team.”
Where? HERE?! In THIS compound?
“I hope you plan on renting a reception hall somewhere.”
“No, in my home. I spoke with Raul, he was enthusiastic! We have more than enough room.”
“And what about a dozen girls running through the house? How do we protect against that?”
“There’s only nine other girls, plus their parents, if they want to come, maybe boyfriends. These girls are not children, they are all well behaved young ladies. We’ve had large dinner parties before.”
“With people we knew, people we had checked out in advance. Christmas is only a week away. There is no way to complete the security checks by then, not with everything else I am doing.”
“Just put extra men in the vulnerable areas and run the bug checks after the party. And the party’s on the twenty third, you can’t expect people to come on Christmas day, that’s strictly a family day.”
I know where all this openness is coming from, this overwhelming desire for normalcy. As soon as I have gotten past the current problems, I will deal with her.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The girls are warming up. It’s St. Agnes’ gym so the crowd is seventy percent theirs. Patricia never shoots well in warm ups but that act will only work for a few more games. Eventually, there’s going to be enough video out there that opposing teams will know what she’s capable of.
That’s not true. They’ll know what she’s willing to reveal of her capabilities. I have to admit that I’d love to see a game where she lets off the chains and hits the gas but I’m afraid it might bring too much attention to us. Still, it would be fun to see.
St. Agnes seems loose, very loose. Too loose. They don’t respect St. Ann’s, why should they? So we’ve won a couple of games. Historically, that means nothing. Our girls know that too. I see a number of them nervously glancing towards St. Agnes as they shoot around, paying particular attention to number twenty five, Aelia Ridgeway. Patricia keeps bringing their attention back to what they’re supposed to be doing but it’s not a good sign.
As the teams line up for the tip off, St. Ann’s seems to have their game faces on. Patricia’s moving around, slapping hands and butts. Ridgeway is at least two inches taller than Gretchen and easily gets the tip, Gretchen not even trying, falling back into a 3-2 zone, Patricia in the middle. It seems to be a passive zone, just shifting as St. Agnes passes the ball back and forth, left to right.
Ridgeway flashes to the lane just below the free throw line, Gretchen going with her. St. Agnes’ guard passes the ball to her over Patricia’s head, which Ridgeway easily catches, starting to dribble to make her move.
Patricia darts back and cleanly steals the ball, shouting “GO!”. Bailey Burks and Cassie Moore immediately break towards the other end of the court, leaving the St. Agnes guards just standing there. Patricia throws a mid-court pass to Cassie, who sends a bounce pass to Bailey for a lay up.
The next possession for St. Agnes is almost an identical repeat, except Cassie gets the lay up. The next possession, Patricia doesn’t bother to shout, Cassie and Bailey are already running as the pass goes to Ridgeway, who freezes as soon as she catches the ball, waiting for Patricia to drop down. It doesn’t matter, Patricia snatches the ball from her hands and the fast break is on.
The fourth possession ended up with one of the guards taking an outside shot, which missed and was rebounded by Terri Hughes after Gretchen neatly blocked out Ridgeway. Patricia blew by the girl guarding her, penetrating all the way to the basket, drawing several of St. Agnes’ players to her before passing the ball out to Bailey, who hit a three point shot. Not surprisingly, St. Agnes called a time out.
Our girls hit the sideline excited and high-fiving, all except Patricia. She quickly huddled with Sister Rita, talking for about twenty seconds before turning to talk with the rest of the girls.
When St. Agnes brought the ball up court the next time, they faced the same passive zone. Ridgeway moved to the middle but continued to the right wing, Gretchen on her the entire way. After catching the ball, she attempted to drive back into the lane. She only dribbled twice before Patricia stole the ball again, though this time she wasn’t able to pass the ball to either of our guards because St. Agnes had quickly dropped back with them. However, with their team scattered all over the floor, Terri was able to get free on a delayed fast break, with Patricia hitting her for a lay up.
It was clear what the plan was. They weren’t going to deny Ridgeway the ball but they weren’t letting her put it on the floor. Patricia and Gretchen were double teaming her despite the appearance of the zone. They weren’t going to let Ridgeway beat them.
The teams traded baskets for the rest of the first quarter with the occasional defensive stop for both teams. Ridgeway got a couple of baskets on rebounds but, other than that, Gretchen and Patricia pretty much stopped her. Unfortunately, once St. Agnes stopped fixating on Ridgeway, the other girls were able to score, both inside and out. They were bigger and stronger than our girls, though I think we’re faster. Gretchen was certainly faster than Ridgeway, enabling her to score several times by beating her down the court. Patricia hit the one shot she took but concentrated on moving the ball around and getting shots for the other girls, either by driving and dishing or quick passes whenever one of them would get open. We stayed with some variation of the zone the entire quarter.
We got the ball to open the second quarter, Gretchen being replaced by Linda Hatke. It looked like we might score but Cassie lost the ball along the baseline. There was a big scramble, with some of the girls heading back on defense and others fighting to recover the ball. One of St. Agnes’ girls came up with it and started to drive down the middle of the court. Patricia was back peddling ahead of her, shouting to the other girls, pointing out who they should be guarding.
Suddenly, Ridgeway, who was about fifteen feet ahead of Patricia, stopped at mid-court and set a pick. The other girls were too busy finding their men to warn Patricia. Just as Patricia was about to make contact, Ridgeway lowered her shoulder and raised her forearm, then sprang upright, hitting Patricia hard in the back of the head, knocking her completely off her feet, her forehead bouncing off the floor when her head struck the hardwood! The entire crowd gasped, some of them applauding, but all fell silent when Patricia didn’t move.
It took me a moment to overcome my initial shock at the dirty play to realize that Patricia might be seriously hurt. Springing from my seat, I was the first person to reach her disjointed, sprawled body. Ridgeway was standing off to the side, a look of satisfaction on her face. I’d have punched her out right then and there if there weren’t more important things to deal with.
CHAPTER FIFTY
My head is buzzing, I can actually feel it vibrating. I’m lying on my back and it’s dark. I try to open my eyes but something’s covering them. It’s cool and damp. I reach up with my right hand and pull it away, touching my wet forehead with my left hand, making contact with a painful swollen lump above my left eye. Looking up, I see the dull, gray ceiling of the locker room. Mom’s face moves into my line of vision.
“Patricia? Baby? How do you feel?”
I blink several times, twist my jaw left and right, then start to sit up.
“I’m fine … I think.”
“Careful! Be careful, honey!”
I slowly continue to sit up, everything feels normal except for the spot on my forehead above my left eye and the vibrations in my head, which seem to be fading away quickly.
“I’m okay, Mom. What happened?”
“You were blind-sided, that’s what happened.”
That’s Gretchen! I turn to look for where the voice came from. She’s sitting on a bench nearby while I’m sitting on an elevated training table. Mom’s standing next to me.
“Where’s everybody else?”
“The games still going on” said Mom.
“Then what are you doing here?” I ask Gretchen.
“She was ejected” answered Mom.
“EJECTED?! YOU? Why?”
“She left the bench when you were hurt.”
“I wasn’t the only one” Gretchen grumped.
“You were the only player, sweetie. Everybody else was … uh …”
“Who else?” I ask.
“Father. The guards. Your Mom. Sister Rita. Sister Carmela. A whole bunch of people” Gretchen answered.
“It was a bit of a …” started Mom.
“Riot” finished Gretchen.
“That’s an overstatement, but it did take the ref awhile to get the court cleared.”
“Your Mom was pretty upset, we all were. Father was mostly angry, so were the guys.”
“Who did it? Who hit me?”
“Ridgeway. She set a pick, then hit you in the back of the head with her forearm, knocking you off your feet. Your head hit the court” Mom explained.
“The sound was gross” added Gretchen.
“Did she get tossed?”
“Who?” Gretchen asked.
“Ridgeway, who else!”
“No, the stupid ref didn’t even call a foul. I thought Henry was going to shot him on the spot.”
Nice to have well armed friends. Just then, the rest of the team came in the locker room.
“Hey! She’s awake!” shouted Terri and the team swarmed me, gathering around the table, asking questions. Sister Rita entered the room along with Sister Carmela, Sister Rita hustling the team back into the locker room area.
“How are you, Miss Conner?”
“Fine, Sister Carmela. I hear you rushed the court.”
“Simply concerned about the health of one of my student’s, nothing more.”
“Either way, thanks.”
“If you need to take a day or two off to recover, I’ll make sure your assignments get to your home.”
“No, I’m fine. I’m playing the second half.”
“Miss Conner, you were unconscious for several minutes. The paramedics were prepared to transport you to the hospital before your mother insisted you be brought back here … and I still question the wisdom of that decision.”
Of course! Mom couldn’t let any regular doctor’s near me, imagine what my head x-ray would look like.
“I have a call into Patricia’s personal physician” said Mom. “He should be here shortly. Patricia has some unique … conditions and it would be best that she be treated by someone who knows …”
There was a knock at the locker room door, a pause, and then it was pushed open. A female paramedic stepped in.
“There’s a man here who claims to be the girl’s doctor.”
“Thomas Matthews?” asked Mom.
“Yeah.”
“It’s him, please let him in.”
She stepped aside and Matthews hurried in, averting his eyes from where the other girls were sitting. He had a large case in his right hand.
“I was told what happened and have spoken with the paramedics. I think I can determine fairly quickly what the damage is, if any.” He sat the case on the table next to me, flipped open the lid and removed a helmet that was similar to the one from the machine at his office. It was attached to a laptop computer. “This is the first chance I’ve had to try out the portable version. An exiting opportunity!”
He carefully slipped it on my head and made several adjustments, gradually tightening it until it was a snug fit. I caught Mom’s attention and slightly nodded towards Sister Carmela. She nodded back.
“Sister, if you would please excuse us. This is a personal matter. I’m sure you understand.”
Sister Carmela had been skeptically observing everything and clearly did not want to leave but she didn’t really have a choice. She reluctantly left the training area, joining Sister Rita and the team in the locker room.
“Patricia, what did you feel when you regained consciousness?” asked Matthews.
“I felt my head vibrating, like a million bees buzzing, though a lot quieter. Sometimes the vibrations were synchronized, sometimes not. It didn’t last long, started fading away almost as soon as I was awake.”
He looked surprised. “You actually felt it? That is unusual. The damage might have been more extensive than I anticipated. We shall see.” He turned the computer away from me so that I couldn’t see the screen and began to type. I couldn’t feel anything from the helmet, but I never did at the office either. While I sat on the table, Mom reached out with her right hand, taking my hand in hers, squeezing it gently. I squeeze back as Matthews scans the results, mumbling to himself. Mom can’t contain herself.
“Well Thomas … is she okay?”
He doesn’t respond, just continues to scan and mumble.
“Thomas?”
He looks up. “Yes?”
“Is Patricia alright?”
“It would seem that she is … repaired, or mostly repaired. Initially, there was some damage and the nanites kept her unconscious so that her body could concentrate it’s energies on repairs. Doctors often keep patients with brain injuries in induced comas to speed recovery. There was no difference here, just at a much faster rate.”
“Patricia had brain damage?”
“Yes, but not that much. Any concussion by definition is brain damage; it’s just a matter of degree.”
“So, how much brain damage was there?” asked Mom.
“Nothing the nanites can’t handle.”
“Are you saying there is still unrepaired damage?”
“Yes, but it is mostly clean up work. That is why she is awake now.”
“So the buzzing I felt was …”
“The nanites, yes, exactly. Amazing when you think about it.” He unstraps and removes the helmet, stowing it and the computer in the case, closing the lid.
“Can I play?” I ask.
“Basketball?”
“Yes.”
“Today?”
“Yeeessss!”
“I don’t see why not.”
I jump off the table, hurrying to where the team is, Matthews shouting “you’re welcome” behind me. The girls are all sitting on the benches, heads mostly down, a couple sipping from paper cups, Sisters Rita and Carmela whispering in the corner.
“What’s the score?” I ask.
“Twenty five, Forty three” answered Terri.
“Who’s ahead?”
She looks up at me, disgust clear on her face. “Who do you think? They are!”
“What happened? We were up by … twelve, right?”
“Things kinda fell apart when you and Gretchen went out. I don’t think they were counting on a twofer with that cheap shot.”
“So, it really was a cheap shot?”
“You don’t remember?”
“No.”
“Oh yeah, it was a cheap shot. That Ridgeway …” she glanced at the nuns, who weren’t paying attention “… BITCH tried to hurt you. She was pretty proud about it, the whole …” checked the nuns again, “… damn team was patting her back and bumping fists.”
“I saw one of the coaches rub the top of her head” chimed in Hatke, “they were both smiling.”
“Got it.”
The whole thing made me angry, angrier than it should. That kind of stuff happens, it’s all part of the game, but the knowledge that they had gone out of their way to try to hurt me just … ticked me off! How dare they! Who did they think they were? Who did she think she was?! What gave them the right?!! I stride over to the Sisters.
“Sister Rita, we’re going to have to change our defense if we’re going to win this game.”
They both look down at me, then at each other, then back to me. Sister Rita goes first.
“Patricia … I appreciate your confidence and competitive nature, but I can’t let you play, not after what happened today.”
“Why not? My doctor says I can play.”
They look at each other again.
“I’ll check” said Sister Carmela, who heads back to the training area.
“As I was saying, we need a new defense.”
“And a new offense.”
“Offense won’t be a problem; I just need stops and turnovers. They picked the wrong girl to screw with.”
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The girls charge out of the locker room, lead by Patricia. She had assured me that she was fine and, with what Thomas had said, I didn’t have much of a case, beyond a mother’s concern. I had tried to convince her that her health was more important than a game but the longer we talked, the more adamant she became … and the angrier. I can understand the anger, I was upset about it too. If it had been me who had been attacked, I’m sure I would also feel something like that, but Patricia had always seemed to have a better handle on her anger, better than me, truth be told. I certainly hope Thomas is right.
When our fans realize Patricia is on the court, they give the girls a standing ovation, Hobbes and his men being very vocal. They really do like Patricia. I can see why she has been so successful in the past. Anyone who can make the enemy feel that way about you could accomplish a lot.
Each team is running lay up drills to warm up. Anytime one of St. Agnes girls get near Patricia, they say something. I can’t hear what they say but Patricia doesn’t respond, she just smiles … but it’s not a pleasant smile. It’s the kind of smile you see on the faces of a family as the Thanksgiving turkey is set on the table in front of them, a hungry, anticipatory smile, relishing the thought of what is about to happen.
St. Agnes gets the ball to open the third quarter. St. Ann’s doesn’t fall back to a zone but puts all their players in the front court, randomly spaced. When St. Agnes inbounds the ball, all the girls rush towards the player with the ball, screaming. The St. Agnes player panics, loosing control of the ball. Cassie is the first to reach it, burning a pass straight to Patricia who is set up outside the three point line. She immediately shoots, the ball bouncing around the rim, then falling through. Fifteen point lead.
This time, St. Ann’s sets up in a full court press, leaving the inbounding girl unguarded. Patricia is patrolling the middle of the front court. Once the player gets the pass, Cassie and Bailey quickly close on her, forcing a lazy bounce pass to an apparently open teammate but Patricia easily intercepts the ball, backs out behind the three point line and fires. Twelve point lead.
The third time, our girls set up in a zone press. St. Agnes is clearly confused. They hadn’t anticipated this or anything like it. They inbound to a guard who quickly passes it to Ridgeway, who is near mid-court. She attempts to hand the ball to a passing teammate but Patricia beats her to the mark, takes the ball and dribbles towards the three point line, Ridgeway in hot pursuit. When she reaches the line, she hesitates, allowing Ridgeway to catch up, then leaps sideways, kicking her legs out slightly. Just before Ridgeway runs into her outstretched leg, Patricia shoots, hitting the basket and getting fouled in the process. Once she hits the free throw, it’s a four point play, an eight point lead and a time out called by St. Agnes, their coaches having seen enough.
Our girls hurry to the huddle, new life and vigor in their bodies, smiling and clapping, congratulating themselves but not Patricia. She sits down on the bench, a towel over her shoulders, listening while Sister Rita talks. She’s the last one to leave the bench at the end of the timeout.
This time, St. Agnes clearly has a plan. A quick in bounds pass to a guard, who just as quickly throws a high pass to Ridgeway, who turns and passes to one of two forwards who are breaking for the basket, clear of any of our defenders. Our girls had been caught off guard and the ball never got anywhere near Patricia. The lead is back to ten.
Terri inbounds to Patricia, who is promptly double teamed. St. Agnes is trying to force her to give up the ball but she won’t do it. The two girls try to apply pressure but they can’t keep up with her, Patricia constantly changes direction, eventually causing one girl to fall down and the other to trip over her fallen teammate, Patricia then shoots more than ten feet behind the line. Nothing but net. Seven point lead.
We put Linda Hatke on Ridgeway when she sets up at mid-court this time but Linda is barely five eleven, above average height for a girl but she can’t challenge Ridgeway. We don’t let the St. Agnes forwards break clear but they do get the ball across the time line. They pull the ball out and start passing it around, primarily keeping it away from whoever Patricia is guarding. When she cheats towards whoever has the ball, her man breaks towards the basket, forcing her back to prevent an easy score. The rest of our team tries to stay with their respective men but someone eventually gets open and scores. Lead back to nine and only two minutes left in the quarter.
We call timeout and the girls huddle up, with Lynne Rodgers coming in for Terri. Lynne is a sophomore who doesn’t play much, she’s a little too short and skinny to play Forward.
Out of the timeout, St. Agnes presses but once Patricia gets the ball, the rest of the team runs to the other end, forcing most of the St. Agnes girls to follow them, leaving Patricia to be double teamed again. This time, neither girl falls down but they barely slow Patricia, who breaks clear after a few seconds of ankle breaking cuts and crossover moves, hitting her fifth consecutive three point shot. The lead is down to six with a minute forty five to play in the quarter.
St. Agnes beats the press again and pulls the ball back as before, moving it around, taking up as much clock as possible. As soon as the girl Rodgers is guarding gets the ball, she fouls her while trying to steal it.
The St. Agnes player hits both of her free throws and this time, Patricia faces a triple team as she brings the ball up court. St. Agnes is desperate to get the ball out of her hands but Patricia ignores obviously open teammates, forcing her way across the time line with an assortment pack of moves, one time passing the ball to herself through a defender’s legs. It takes more than thirty seconds but she eventually shoots from almost twenty eight feet out, banking it in from the side.
St. Ann’s is only applying token pressure now so St. Agnes gets the ball quickly across the timeline and starts to move the ball around, waiting to take the last shot of the quarter, however Rodgers fouls her man immediately when she gets the ball.
So that’s the plan! We’re willing to trade two points for three points. Lynne Rodgers is the designated fouler. If they won’t let the ball anywhere near Patricia, then we’ll foul whoever does get the ball, give them whatever they can get from the line then let Patricia score three points, gaining one, two or even three points in the exchange. It’s ugly, but it works, as long as you have enough bodies. Unfortunately, several of our girls picked up a number of frustration fouls in the first half so we can only do this for so long.
St. Agnes hits both free throws, the last one with forty five seconds left in the quarter. As Patricia brings the ball up court, she is facing four defenders, with only Ridgeway covering the rest of our team. She manages to get across the timeline before ten seconds by sheer force of will, keeping the defenders off balance with lightening fast changes, but, eventually, she passes to Bailey, who is open in the corner. She shoots but misses, the ball bouncing long, with both Ridgeway and Patricia chasing after it.
This time, Ridgeway wins the race, but just barely. She gets the ball in both hands, then viciously swings around, squatting low but elbows high, Patricia pulling her head back just in time to avoid being hit square in the jaw. The two girls stare at each other for a moment both of them knowing exactly what just happened. Ridgeway was going for the knockout blow and if it had been anyone other than Patricia with her hummingbird reflexes, she would have succeeded. Before either of them can do anything, the horn blows and a ref runs between them, signaling the end of the quarter. Eight minutes left and seven points down.
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As soon as I plop down on the bench, someone hands me a drink, which I down in one, long swig. I’m more tired than I should be, the nanites must have used up a lot of my energy reserves. If I had half a brain, I’d quit right now. This is only a game, it doesn’t actually mean anything! It’s got nothing to do with the assignment, with Gretchen’s future, my future, nothing.
Then why did it take every ounce of my self control to keep from punching that big goon out ten seconds ago? I wanted to kill her, actually kill her, and I could have done it too. Even made it look like an unfortunate accident. If that horn hadn’t blown …
Sister Rita’s saying something, pumping up the team. Eight minutes to go, game of our lives, honor of the school, blah, blah, blah. All I know is … that bitch is going down.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We get the ball to open the fourth quarter. Patricia is again the last one to leave the bench. She looks determined but tired. I wish I knew what was so important about this game. I reach into my purse and locate the remote control to the Balancer. I could change the setting to the upper Pink range, make her more willing to listen to me, to obey me. It would violate our agreement, but it would be for her own good, wouldn’t it?
Cassie passes the ball to Patricia to begin play. She dribbles to the right, followed by her four shadows. Suddenly, she passes the ball back to Cassie, surprising the defenders. Two of them move towards Cassie while the other two freeze, allowing Patricia to run past them down court, breaking clear. Cassie hits her with an arching pass, leaving only Ridgeway to guard four players.
As Patricia drives right at her, Ridgeway slides back towards the basket, turning towards her left. Both of them are ignoring all the other players, this is one on one. Just as Patricia draws close, she pulls up to make a move but stumbles, falling towards Ridgeway. As she falls, Patricia reaches out with her right hand, flipping the ball softly upward, arching near the basket. Ridgeway could block this one in her sleep.
With Patricia sprawled on the court at her feet, Ridgeway jumps as high as she can, swatting the ball out of bounds with a triumphant shout that can be heard throughout the gym, a shout that she extends as she drops back to the court, Patricia twisting away to avoid being stepped on. She almost gets completely clear, except for her right foot, which lingers for just a fraction of a second until Ridgeway’s left foot lands on it, then she jerks it away.
What was a shout of victory becomes a scream of anguish as Ridgeway rolls her ankle, bending it more than ninety degrees, all her weight, all her downward momentum, concentrated on that single, fragile joint. All the tape in the world, all the braces, could not prevent the stretching and tearing of her ligaments. She crumples to the floor, landing on her side, grasping at the rapidly swelling joint, gasping for air, shrieking, cursing and crying, all at the same time.
Every person in the gym who had every twisted an ankle in their life grimaced in unison at the memory of the excruciating agony, their ankles aching with sympathetic pain.
As the St. Agnes coaches and players scramble to Ridgeway’s aid, Patricia slowly stands up and walks away, not even looking back towards the girl writhing on the floor. Walking by our fans in the bleachers, she looks up towards Hobbes and his men. They are all standing, stone faced, but with tight smiles as they watch Patricia pass by. She pauses and nods her head ever so slightly towards them. They respond in kind, a demonstration of respect.
They all know exactly what she did. Hell, a third of the gym knows what she did, but no one could prove it was anything but an unfortunate accident. One of those things that can happen to any player at any time. St. Agnes’s coaches don’t even bother to argue with the ref about not calling a foul.
Patricia sat heavily on the bench as several teammates and an assistant coach help carry Ridgeway back to their locker room. Patricia didn’t even look up as they passed in front of our bench. Several of our girls came up to Patricia, resting their hands on her shoulders, telling her it wasn’t her fault, that it was an accident. She thanked them for their sympathetic gestures. It was almost believable. I managed to catch her eye and hold it for several seconds. She finally smiled ever so slightly and shrugged her shoulders, palms up in a “shit happens” gesture.
Right.
After the delay to cart Ridgeway off the court and to wipe up the sweat from the floor, we took the ball out under our own basket. Still down by seven, Patricia passes to Teresa Gaeta, who gives the ball right back. Patricia takes it out beyond the three point line, turns and faces a still shell shocked team, a team who had just seen their best player, and possibly their season, lugged off the court. She fires a bounce pass with back spin to Terrie Hughes, who had back cut her defender, the ball hitting her perfectly in stride for an easy lay up. Five points down.
We set up in a half court trap, Patricia in the middle but St. Agnes is ready for it, taking the ball down the sideline, avoiding the trap. They cross court a pass, high enough that Patricia has no chanced at it, The St. Agnes guard shooting a three as quickly as the ball reaches her hand. It was good, for an eight point lead.
We trade baskets over the next few possessions but ours are all threes, two by Patricia and one by Bailey Burns, our crowd shouting “BeeBee!” when ever Burn’s scores, reducing the lead to five. With St. Agnes having the ball, they pass it in to Ridgeway’s replacement, a tall girl but she lacks Ridgeway’s skills and confidence. Patricia drops down, knocking the ball away from her, setting off a mad scramble of bodies diving to the floor, struggling to get their hands on the ball. St. Agnes eventually recovers it but Patricia comes out of the scrum with a cut on her right cheek, just below her eye. It’s bleeding badly, so she has to come out of the game. I quickly make my way to the bench as our trainer works on it. The other girls make room for me and I sit down next to Patricia.
“What happened?”
“What’s it look like? I got cut by number fifteen out there!” She points at Ridgeway’s replacement.
“Was it an accident?”
“Of course not! They want me out of the game! Hurry up Sister, I need to get back out there!”
One of their girls hits a three, to the resounding cheers of the St. Agnes fans.
“If you will sit still, Patricia, I’ll do what I can” answered the Sister. I believe her name is Charity, she might have some training as a nurse.
“Are you sure getting back out there is a good idea?” I ask.
Patricia glares at me. “Fifteen punched my in the face, cutting me with the metal clasp on that elastic wrap around her hand. She said it was from the entire team. I won’t let them get away with this, not now, not ever!”
“Patricia … this isn’t like you, you’re acting like some kind of over emotional …”
“Teen age girl? Isn’t that what I am? What else should I be acting like?”
“I don’t know, but if you don’t settle down … I’ll be forced to …” I reach into my purse.
“Don’t you DARE, Mother” she hisses. “If you do, I will never forgive you. NE-VER. Do you understand me?” She stares at me, as angry as I have ever seen her, Sister Charity finishing treating the cut. As she steps away, it leaves just Patricia and me, me fingering the remote control in my purse. I slowly pull my empty hand out. Patricia relaxes.
“Thank you.”
“I hope you know what you’re doing.”
St. Agnes scores again, pushing their lead to ten points. The girl was fouled by Hatke, so they get a chance to make it eleven.
“I hope so too” says Patricia as she jumps up off the bench and reports to the scoring table, putting herself back in the game. The ref quickly inspects Sister Charity’s repair job then lets Patricia back on the floor, to the muffled groans and a few boos from The St. Agnes fans, who are quickly drowned out by the cheers and shouts of our fans, again led by Hobbes and his men.
You really must admire their enthusiasm.
St. Agnes hits the free throw, and falls back to mid court, not pressuring Patricia, but as soon as she crosses the time line, they foul her. It was intentional but not terribly so Patricia just gets two shots, which she hits. Apparently, St. Agnes isn’t going to let her rain threes on them anymore. There’s only three minutes left and they’ve got plenty of fouls to spare.
St. Ann’s sets up in a zone, the first time in the second half, but then try to trap the ball. St. Agnes moves it too quickly for our girls to get to it and they hit number fifteen for a lay up, pushing the lead back to eleven but it only burned twelve seconds off the clock.
Patricia brings the ball up and there are three girls spread out along the time line. They’re going to foul her as soon as she crosses the line. She stops just short of the line, dribbling as the ref counts down the ten seconds. At the last second, she passes to BeeBee and sprints to the left corner. BeeBee makes a cross court bounce pass back to Patricia, who shoots as two St. Agnes girls desperately grab her. Too late. She hits the three and gets a free throw, which she nails. A seven point lead with two and a half minutes left.
We try to trap the ball again, St. Agnes still moving it quickly from player to player, not bothering to even look at the basket. The problem with that is they can’t keep the ball away from Patricia. Eventually, the player that she’s guarding gets the ball along the baseline and Patricia immediately steals it. Terri was already at mid court, several feet ahead of the nearest St. Agnes player. They all head for the basket and Patricia hits Terri with a pinpoint pass, who hits a lay up and is fouled.
Our girls huddle up at the top of the key around Terri but St. Agnes calls time out, apparently trying to ice her. All the girls head to their respective benches. Our crowd is screaming and yelling, with a lot of base tones. I can’t hear what is being said in the huddle but both Patricia and Sister Rita are talking while the other girls intently listen. The St. Agnes coaches are also loudly talking to their players, being quite emphatic at times.
The ref blows her whistle and the girls return to the court, setting up along the lane, Patricia again being the last one off the bench. The ref hands Terri the ball, she spins it in her hand, dribbles twice, sets and smoothly shoots, hitting it cleanly. She thrusts her hand in the air, holds it there for a fraction of a second, turns and sprints down court.
St. Agnes brings the ball up slowly, using as much clock as possible. When they cross the timeline, there’s just fifty three seconds left and we’re four down. St. Agnes spreads the court, trying to limit the double team opportunities. Patricia takes the ballhandler, not pressing her hard but staying close, shooting her left hand out towards the ball repeatedly, worrying the St. Agnes player. When she passes to the player on her right, Patricia doesn’t contest it, backing off slightly, leaving her open for a return pass. However, when the return pass comes, Patricia dives for it, deflecting the ball up in the air, setting off a desperate scramble for the ball.
It’s actually kicked a couple of times before Suzie King dives, grabs it and quickly calls time out with forty three seconds left. All the girls gather round Sister Rita, except for Patricia who sits on the bench, head hanging down. She looks completely out of gas. When the huddle breaks, Cassie has to actually help Patricia stand.
St. Agnes again sets up at the timeline, this time with only two players, trying to limit Patricia’s options. As she approaches the line, the clock ticking down, she pauses at the top of the center circle, then fires a bomb from half court, swishing it! Our fans go completely crazy, screaming, high fiving and bumping fists, our girls jumping and clapping as they run back to play defense.
St. Agnes calls their last time out, sending the players back to the benches. St. Agnes substitutes three new players, all smaller than the one’s they replace, though number fifteen stays in. I’m guessing they expect St. Ann’s to quickly foul and give up two points at the foul line so they can get a chance to tie it with a three from Patricia. The new players are probably better free throw shooters but they aren’t warmed up and haven’t played much in the game yet.
When they pass the ball in, St. Agnes has a one point lead, thirty three seconds left on the clock. We don’t foul immediately, which surprises them. Bailey closes on the girl with the ball, the ref starting the five second count. The girl has to do something or it’s a turnover, so she passes it to the girl on the right sideline. Twenty nine seconds. Terri does the same. Our fans are screaming for her to foul but she doesn’t, instead playing good defense.
The player Patricia’s guarding runs around, starting on the left sideline, down to and along the baseline, trying to get to the ball. Linda Hatke switches off her girl, number fifteen, doubling on the ball, the girl trying to dribble out of the double team. Twenty three seconds. Patricia’s player tries to use fifteen to set a pick, but Patricia jumps it, beating her to the front, forcing her to change directions, clogging the middle.
With the exception of number fifteen, we actually have a height advantage, well number fifteen and Patricia. St. Agnes is having trouble getting clear of our defense but time is quickly running out. Fouling makes sense, but we refuse to do it. Some of our fans are getting angry. With sixteen seconds to go, the girl with the ball decides to drive towards the basket, primarily because it was the only way open. As she got close, the ball bounces off Hatke’s foot, bouncing high and heading out of bounds. At the last second, Patricia goes for it, stretching all out, getting her right hand behind it, twisting in midair, throwing the ball as hard as she can back in bounds, square into the face of number fifteen, the ball rebounding deep out of bounds into St. Agnes’s bench.
Number fifteen drops to the court like a rag doll. Patricia lands flat on her back, sliding on the gym floor, leaving a sheen of sweat. The bench players and coaches all jump up, screaming for a foul call but it was no different than trying to bounce the ball of a leg or an arm to keep possession. There’s no rule against smacking someone in the face with the ball. St. Agnes’s assistant coaches struggle to keep their players from rushing the court while the head coach hovers over number fifteen as the paramedics work on her.
They have her sitting up in seconds, bloody gauze pressed against her nose. The refs send the players to their benches while the medical people keep checking number fifteen out. She seems woozy, her nose likely broken. The St. Agnes fans applaud wildly when she stands up, with a little assistance, and walks back to the locker room, our fans politely joining in. Once the sweat and blood is wiped off the court, the refs are ready to resume the game.
It’s St. Ann’s ball, one point down, nine seconds left, inbounding right in front of St. Agnes’s bench. They can’t afford to foul anyone, particularly Patricia, who is likely going to get the ball. They could try to deny her the ball, but she’s clearly quicker than any of their players. They’re just going to have to play straight up defense, hope to slow her down.
The ref’s call the players back out onto the floor. Bailey and Patricia come over to take the ball out, St. Agnes setting up at three quarter court in what looks like a zone press. The fans and bench are in full throated roar as the ref hands the ball to Bailey, who passes it to Patricia and runs down court.
Patricia stands there, dribbling as the clock ticks. Eight seconds, seven seconds. She starts to walk the wrong way, toward the baseline, while glaring at the St. Agnes coaches and players, her eyes shifting from face to face, looking each one in the eyes as she dribbles by them. Six seconds, five seconds. The crowd quiets down, not understanding what they’re seeing.
I’ve got a very bad feeling about this. Very, very bad.
She keeps dribbling, heading toward the ref standing just out of bounds on the corner of the court. Four seconds, three seconds. Just two steps from going out of bounds, Patricia reaches out, the ball in her right hand. She heaves the ball over her shoulder, high and deep, towards our basket. She continues off the floor, jogging toward the locker room, opening the door just as the ball plummets from the sky like a laser guided meteor, hitting the rim dead center, ripping through the net with such force that it’s turned inside out.
I hear the locker room door clang shut before the gym explodes.
CHAPTER FIFTY ONE
Hobbes had insisted.
There was a pizza place near St. Agnes’s gym. A lot of the fans hung around after the game, waiting for the team to shower and change. Mostly friends and families of the players, some students from school and the nuns but also some fans from the other schools who stayed after the consolation game to root against St. Agnes.
Hobbes said that food and drinks for the night were on him, so almost two hundred people descended on this neighborhood place that was within an hour of shutting down for the night.
It was their biggest day of the year. A couple of people with experience in the business actually volunteered to help get the pizzas and sandwiches out to the crowd.
Everyone was in an insanely good mood, celebrating the victory. And they were all over me. I couldn’t go anywhere in the building without twenty people wanting to relive the final shot … and that includes the bathroom.
Right after the game, while we were still in the locker room, Mom pulled me away from the pandemonium and demanded to know what I had been thinking when I had taken those shots. All I could tell her was that I was mad, angry at being attacked, angry that Ridgeway had tried to do it a second time, that her coaches probably approved it and her teammates supported it.
“Wrecking her ankle wasn’t good enough for you?”
I couldn’t keep from smiling just a little. “You saw that?”
“Everyone saw that!”
“The ref’s must not have because they didn’t throw me out.”
Mom smiled just a little too. “That’s because it was so well done. How did you even think of doing that?”
“When I played football, I was the master of the leg whip. The other linemen were usually bigger than me, so when I’d go down, I’d take em with me. Got pretty good at it. They don’t call a foul if you’re splayed on the ground.”
“Why’d you do it?”
“Maybe next time she’ll think twice before she tries to decapitate some one.”
“It’ll probably be a long time before she gets another chance. What about the other girl?”
“You mean the one who punched me in the face?”
“Nuff said. That was well done too, by the way.”
“Thanks. Look … I don’t really know WHY I acted like I did. I mean, everything was fine until the cheap stuff started. When I woke up in the locker room … I just wanted to make them PAY! We were going to win that game or I was going to die trying. Then she came at me again and I just … snapped. All bets were off. That other girl was just secondary damage, though she started it.”
“I understand, honey … but those shots! The half court one was bad enough but that last one?! Did you even think about how that looked?”
“I know, I know. I just wanted them all to understand that I’d just been playing with them the whole time, that I could score whenever and however I wanted and there wasn’t a darn thing they could do to stop me.”
“I think that message was delivered, loud and clear, but you can’t hide anymore, everyone knows what you can do.”
“Not everything.”
“Enough to attract attention. A lot of attention.”
“Okay, short term, maybe. I’ll just say I was hot that night, couldn’t miss. It happens. I remember this pro player, Quinn Buckner, averaged like three or four points a game, scored fifty one one night. Never got more than ten in a game the rest of his career. It happens.”
“How many hit a full court, over the shoulder, no look, last second shot for a two point victory?”
I screwed up. We both know it.
“How many people actually saw it? Were there even five hundred people there?”
“More like eight hundred.”
“Fine, eight hundred. They’ll talk about it, tell their friends, word will spread, the story will get wilder as it spreads, it always does, but there wasn’t any television coverage, no concrete proof of what happened. It’ll blow over … in time.”
“I hope you’re right, Patricia.”
The celebration had been going on for almost three quarters of an hour when a couple of televisions suspended from the ceiling of the restaurant turned on and a video started playing. It was the game. The picture switched off after a few seconds, then it was back, replaying the last shot.
The crowd roared.
Oooohhh CRAP!
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All the cars drove up the driveway, horns honking and lights flashing. Switching to the front door camera, I saw the men carrying Gretchen up to the porch in their hands over their heads. Those not carrying were applauding. All were shouting, including Hobbes. From their appearances and behavior, some of the men had a few too many drinks. I had better get out there to make sure the celebration didn’t attract unneeded attention.
By the time I had reached the main house, everyone was inside, Gretchen still being paraded around in the air, laughing loudly.
“I take it that things went well?” I shout.
The celebration stops, though all the men are still smiling broadly. They gently drop Gretchen onto her feet, as Hobbes makes his way through the crowd towards me.
“You should have been there, Enrique! There has never been a game like it in the entire history of basketball!”
“I’m sure that you are exaggerating, Raymond …”
“Oh, he’s not Mr. Cardoza” said Henry, waving a video camera in his right hand. “I got the whole thing here. Jackson says he’s putting it up on YouTube. Patricia Conner ain’t human. If this don’t prove it, nothing will! That little girl got knocked out, came back and hit three point shots like a God damn machine! That last shot? Never been one like it, EVER! She practically beat that cheating bunch of bastards all by herself.”
Clearly, Henry was at least tipsy, probably spiffed, but not blotto.
“Wait just a second, Henry” said Hobbes, who was also in his cups. “Patricia was unbelievable, but she wouldn’t have had to work so hard if Gretchen hadn’t been ejected.”
Most of the men nodded and murmured enthusiastically in agreement, and I don’t think they were sucking up.
“You’re right, you’re absolutely fucking right, Mr. Hobbes” said Henry. “With Gretchen out there, they’d have won, going away. But without her … she really stuck in the knife and twisted it on that last shot. Fucking amazin’.”
“Agreed Henry … fucking amazin’.”
Nothing is going to be accomplished tonight, though I need to review that video. Sports bore me but there could be some new information buried in there somewhere. Right now, it is best to break this up.
“I’m so happy that everything worked out in the end, for everybody. However, it is quite late and tomorrow is a busy day … for all of us. I would suggest that we call it a night and all of those who have had too much to drink should stay in the bunkhouse tonight. No need to spoil such a wonderful evening with a DUI arrest. What do you say … Mr. Hobbes?”
“An excellent idea, Enrique! Have the maids make up how ever many beds we need. We must watch the video together, particularly the first quarter when Gretchen outplayed their star.”
Joy.
“I look forward to it, Raymond. Now, every one to bed. I’ll make sure the security is covered for the night.”
Hobbes slaps me on the shoulder. “Good man, Enrique Cardoza. I can always rely on you.” He then puts his arm around Gretchen’s shoulder and she helps him up the steps. Looking around at the condition of the rest of the men as they slowly walk away, it’s good that no one has an interest in attacking us. This group couldn’t turn back a Girl Scout troop tonight. I pull Escaban aside before he leaves.
“What happened out there, Tony?”
“Just what they said, Mr. Cardoza. Patricia Conner was totally awesome tonight.”
“What is this ‘shot’ they all speak of?”
He chuckles. “No shit, it was amazing. She stalked by the other team’s bench, as time was running out, staring them down, completely ignoring what was happening on the court. She kept going, headed right out of bounds and at the very last second, she throws the ball over her shoulder, never even looking at the basket before or after the shot. She runs off the court and the shot goes in. It really was a million to one shot, maybe a billion to one, but she never looked. The fans go nuts, flooding the floor. Hobbes has everybody go to this pizza place, pays for the whole thing. Needless to say, there was a lot of beer drunk … drank? Whatever. Now, we’re back here. Oh, that shit about Conner being a machine, not human? Forget it. She bleeds, I saw it with my own eyes. And she did get knocked out, out cold, for like ten minutes, at least. She’s no machine but she is the toughest, meanest girl I’ve ever seen in my life.”
“How do you account for her accuracy in shooting the basketball?”
“That last one? No idea. The rest, she just got hot. Sometimes a player gets in a groove, everything they throw up goes in. I’ve seen it before. It’s impressive when it happens but it’s not a miracle or anything.”
As I thought, nothing extraordinary, though I will review the video … with Hobbes, if it can’t be avoided.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I was back in Wisconsin. At least that’s were I think I am. I’m younger, smaller and, for some reason, it feels familiar, like home, though not a happy one. As I move from room to room, I’m on the alert for my father, the man who repeatedly raped me.
It’s a small house but well kept, neat and clean, like my father likes it. How do I know that?
Walking down a short hallway, I pause at the first closed door, starting to reach for the door knob but stop, my hand hovering near the knob before I slowly pull it back. Things have happened in this room, things I don’t want to remember. I move down the hall to the next room.
It feels safer. I open it and peer in. Clearly a girl’s room. Bright pastels, frilly curtains, stuffed animals … two beds. I carefully close the door and lean on it.
A sister. I have a sister. A younger sister.
“Jenny Jo!”
Someone called my name. They were in the kitchen. It wasn’t Daddy, thank God. When I get there, the only other person is a small woman, not a lot taller than me, working at the sink. At least now I know where I get my height.
“Yes, Momma?”
“You need to get changed, your father will be home soon and he wants you to go to the lake with him tonight.”
Not Again! I can’t do that again! Suddenly, another girl runs into the kitchen.
“Why does Jenny Jo get to go to the lake? I love fishing, she hates it! Why can’t I go?”
“Hush Penny. You’re father will take you when you get older. Right now, he’s taking Jenny Jo. Go get ready, girl.”
Penny frowns at me, whips around, her twin pony tails flying behind her and skips away.
He’ll do it to her too. When she gets old enough, he’ll do the same thing to her. He’ll rape his daughter. He’ll rape my sister. My baby sister. She’s got … how old is she? How old am I?
“Momma? I don’t want to go with Daddy tonight. He … he … does things … to me. I can’t go with him to the lake.”
She dries her hands on the apron she’s wearing, then quickly reaches out, grabbing my left wrist and twisting it.
“OOWW! MOMMA!”
She pulls me closer, still twisting.
“Hush Girl! Your daddy works hard, putting food on our table, keeping a roof over your ungrateful head, buying you those fancy clothes and pretty underwear. It’s the least that you can do to show a little appreciation now and then!”
She let’s go, pushing me away. She knows! I suspected that she knew but … she knows and she won’t stop him! She won’t help me!
“Momma, what about Penny?”
“What about her?”
“Will Daddy … will he …”
She turns back to the sink. “Sooner or later. Your father likes young girls, not too young though. You’ll get older and he’ll lose interest. Then it’ll be Penny’s turn to show some appreciation. You go get ready, and hurry. He don’t like to be kept waiting.”
I turn away and walk to my room, rubbing my aching wrist, past Penny, who’s curled up in a chair, reading a book. I stop to look at her for a few seconds, then move on to our room. To get ready to be raped tonight.
Suddenly, it’s dark. Things have shifted, changed, the way things do in dreams. I’m still in my room, but so is Penny, asleep in her bed. There’s a stuffed duffle bag on my bed and a half filled back pack. I’m finishing loading the back pack with my clothes when Penny coughs lightly a couple of times, then sits up rubbing her eyes.
“What are you doing, Jenny?”
“I’m leaving, Peanut. I can’t stay here any longer.”
“You’re running away?”
“Yes.”
She starts to cry. “I’ll do better, Jenny. I’ll leave your stuff alone, I promise I will. I’ll make my bed too, you won’t have to do it for me no more. Please, don’t leave me!”
“I’m not running away from you, Peanut.”
“Don’t you love me anymore?”
I stop stuffing my clothes in the back pack and sit next to Penny on her bed, hugging her and kissing her forehead.
“I love you, Peanut. You’re my stupid baby sister and I’ll love you till the day I die. I just can’t stay here anymore. Daddy … Daddy and I are fighting again. Momma won’t help me with him, so I gotta go. It’s nothing you’ve done and it’s a problem you can’t solve. It’s not your fault. No matter what Daddy or Momma tell you, it’s not your fault! You understand?”
“Yeah.”
“Good. You’re a wonderful sister and don’t you forget it!”
We sit there, on her bed, hugging each other. I can feel my resolve to run draining away with each second I hold her. I shouldn’t leave her in the hands of these monsters but she should be safe for a few years. By then, I’ll have found a place to live and a way to make some money and then I’ll come get her before Daddy gets a chance to hurt her the way he hurt me.
“Where you gonna go?” she whispers.
“Not sure. Probably South. Can’t go much further North, can I?” She giggles a little. I could always make her laugh. “I hear Florida is nice. Warm weather, beaches, oranges just hanging from trees.”
“Will I ever see you again, Jenny?”
I hug her tighter. “I promise, you’ll see me again. It may be a year or two, maybe longer, but I’ll be back. And when I get back, no one will ever hurt either one of us, not ever again. I promise.”
She snuggled against me, like the promise was all she needed to hear, like it would sustain her against all the hard times to come. It was probably just my hopeful imagination.
I reluctantly let go and quietly move back to my bed to finish packing. I need to get out now before I lose my nerve. If Daddy found me before I get away … the thought of that speeds my hands as I stuff in the last few things, zip it shut and sling the pack over my shoulder. Carefully opening my window, I quietly lower the duffle bag to the ground, then climb out, dropping the last foot. I pause, waiting to hear if I’ve been discovered but there’re only the sounds of insects in the night.
Penny runs to the window, her hands reaching for mine. I take them, squeezing.
“You didn’t hear me go, you didn’t talk to me. When you woke up in the morning, I was gone, right?”
She nods her head, too emotional to speak. She’ll be able to pull it off, she’s a pretty good little liar, got me in trouble a lot of times.
I let go of her hands, pick up the duffle bag and creep towards the road in front of the house. It’s only a half mile to the highway. I take a few steps before I turn back to look at Penny, still at the window, hands still outstretched towards me.
“I’ll be back. I promise.”
And then I’m gone.
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Practically the entire school is waiting for me when I pull up on my bike. I have to run a gauntlet of cheering girls to get to the front door, where Gretchen, Terri, Bailey and Cassie are standing.
“How’s your head, El Capitan?” shouts Terri over the other girls.
“Better.”
It really is, so’s the cut on my face and the spot over my left eye. The forehead was a little black and blue but make up took care of that, hope Sister Carmella’s in a forgiving mood. I left the cut alone, didn’t even bother to bandage it. The nanites may be doing more than just repairing my brain. We make our way through the crowds slowly, everyone saying how great the game was and what they thought when the shot went in. If everyone who said they were at the game was actually there, we would have had the same number of fans as St. Agnes. They’ve seen that video somewhere, which isn’t good. I’m happy to get my first class started so I can have some peace and quiet.
In both the first and second period classes, the teachers opened the class with their own recollection of last night’s events. There’s not going to be a lot of teaching taking place around here today. Third period starts pretty normally, other than Ms. Truax shaking my hand, so it may be a sign of a partial return to normalcy. Sister Rita comes for me about half way through the third period.
“How are you feeling this morning, Patricia?” she asks as we walk side by side to the main office.
“I’m okay … didn’t get much sleep last night, had some weird dreams.”
“Well, I’m glad that you’ve recovered. I don’t mind admitting that the entire episode frightened me. I’ve never had one of my girls knocked unconscious before. If you had been seriously injured … that may have been the end of the program here at St. Ann’s.
“Accidents happen anywhere, any time, Sister.”
“We both know that wasn’t an accident. I hope Sister Carmela has words with the principle of St. Agnes.”
“Then they’d have to talk about a certain sprained ankle. It might be best to just suggest a future truce on that kind of behavior.”
She opens the office door for me. “You could be right about that. It’s good to see that your even temper and judgment has returned. Sister Carmela told me to send you right in.”
Did everybody think I was out of my mind at that game? They may have been right and I think I know why. When I open the door, Sister Carmela was on the phone.
“I will speak with her about it … no promises you understand … Yes, I will return your call, though that may take awhile … there have been quite a few. Goodbye.”
I start to say something but Sister Carmela raises her hand.
“Excuse me Ms. Conner.” She picked up the phone again and pushed the intercom button. “Please hold all calls Ms. Jenkins … either update the prior message slip or attach them … I will, thank you.” She hangs up. “Ms. Jenkins wishes me to tell you that your last shot was bitchin’.”
“Bitchin’? She wasn’t at the game. How did she see it?”
“Which raises the issue as to why I asked Sister Rita to bring you here. You may notice the assorted stacks of messages on my desk.”
I look at her desktop. There are five stacks of phone message blanks on her desk. I hope people haven’t been calling about what I did to Ridgeway and that other girl.
“I have now.”
“There were several videos taken during the game that have been uploaded to YouTube and similar services, including one that is practically the entire game. A few have gone, I believe the term is ‘viral’. The first stack are messages from the local print media, the second the local television stations, the third national print media and the forth the national networks.”
“What’s the fifth stack?”
“Letterman, Leno, Kimmel, and so on.”
MY GOD!
“What do they want?”
“To talk with you, Patricia. That’s not quite accurate. Letterman wants you to repeat that blind, over the shoulder shot in the street outside their theater.”
“How many people have seen those videos?”
She turns to her keyboard, takes her mouse and makes a few clicks.
“Between four hundred fifty thousand and eight hundred ten thousand, depending on which video.”
“How many are posted?”
“Seven, so far. Most appear to be taken with mobile phones but one, the long one, is with a video camera. There’s one that’s a compilation of all your shots, including the last, naturally. It runs only about thirty seconds but is quite impressive.”
What now? What can I possibly do about all this? I think Sister Carmela can read the distress on my face because she comes around from behind her desk, sitting in the chair next to me.
“You’re upset about all this, aren’t you Patricia?”
She’d never called me by my first name before.
“Yeah. I didn’t want all this. I kinda lost control in that game, did some things I probably shouldn’t have. I was just so angry about what they did to me, I wanted to beat them so badly … I …”
“Took off the restraints?”
What does she know? What does she suspect?
She pats my hand. “I have been watching you very closely ever since you came to St. Ann’s. I can usually figure out any girl fairly quickly, but you have been a complete conundrum. The moment I think I have a bead on you, you do something surprising, not illogical but surprising. When you play ball, you spend most of your time setting up all the other girls, particularly Gretchen Hobbes. She seems to be your pet project. Were you aware that practically every shot you miss goes directly to Gretchen? Of course you’re aware of it; your control is that good. I suspected you had capabilities you were hiding under the proverbial bushel basket but I had no idea it was anything like what you did against St. Agnes. It is the same with your scholastic skills. You could be outstanding, beyond outstanding, but you consciously hold back. You know exactly what you are doing. What I can’t figure out is why.”
“I was in control until last night.”
“I would blame your head injury for that.”
She’s closer to the truth than she could ever suspect.
“I was hoping this whole thing would blow over but now, with all those messages … all those videos … I don’t know what to do Sister.”
“What do you want to happen?”
“For it all to disappear.”
“You aren’t interested in the fame and notoriety?”
“Not at all.”
“I haven’t noticed a shy streak in you, Patricia. Can you explain why you don’t want something that most girls in your position would sell their soul for?”
“No, Sister, I can’t explain it.”
“‘Can’t’ as in I don’t know or ‘can’t’ as in it is not wise to explain it?”
I don’t answer her, which is an answer.
“I see,” she says, nodding her head. “I would suggest that I call back all those people and politely decline their request for more information. You’re free to talk or not talk; you owe them no obligation of any kind. You are not a professional athlete or a public person.”
“How will they react?”
“Some will be more aggressive, likely our local media, they may show up outside our gates or future games, the rest will just move on to the next hot story. There are plenty of people clamoring for attention. Your initial plan to let it all blow over will likely ultimately work, it just may take longer than you originally thought.”
“Why are you helping me, Sister?”
“Because you are one of my girls. It is my job to help every one of my girls become the best person they can before they graduate. Sometimes that entails pushing the girl, sometimes praising, sometimes punishing, and sometimes protecting. Right now, you need protecting, so I’ll do what I can.”
“Thank you, Sister Carmela … I appreciate it more than you can know.”
“Perhaps some day, you can explain it to me, all of it.”
“I’d like that, Sister.”
“Let me know if anyone bothers you, Ms. Conner. You best get back to class.”
CHAPTER FIFTY TWO
Things were normal at work this morning, but, as the day progressed, more and more people came in to my office to ask questions about St. Ann’s game, and how Patricia did. No one from the office has ever met her, though I do have some photos of us on the walls, just to make a good show for our cover. Teresa from accounting said that there were some videos from the game on the internet and that news was spreading like wildfire. Mr. James, the big boss himself, dropped by and asked if Patricia was feeling well, if she had recovered from everything. I lied of course, said she was fine, no problems. I couldn’t say that more memories had been dredged up from the life of the poor girl whose body Patricia currently inhabited.
At least she didn’t wake up screaming like she did the last time but it may have been more disturbing. The last time, she didn’t have any problem telling me exactly what had happened. This time, she didn’t even mention the dreams at first, but I could tell that something was troubling her, something big.
There’s no way to really prove that these are actual memories of actual events. They could still be dreams based on random thoughts of this Jenny Jo, though Patricia is convinced of the truthfulness of the dreams. I guess it is possible that, with research, you could find the town, the house, the people … the younger sister, but then what? Call the police? Call child protective services? There’s no proof of anything and Patricia could never testify in court about what she ‘saw’. Right now, we have a more important job, one that is dangerous enough without adding complications like a little sister. Patricia agrees but it’s obvious that she’s concerned about the situation.
All we can do for the present is wait and see.
On the way home, I turn on one of the local all sports radio stations to hear what they may be saying about the game, if anything.
“…the news and weather at the top of the hour. This is Tommy MacDonald along with Dave Cheeseman for hour two of the Mac and Cheese show. For those just tuning in, we’ve been talking mostly about a local story today, a bit of an Internet sensation.”
“I’ll say, Tommy! More than a million hits! For those who haven’t seen it yet, we’ve got links on our website, www.wspt.com. You’ve REALLY got to see it! I know, it’s a high school girl’s basketball game. A lot of you guys out there are thinking, no jump, no speed, no good. I hear ya’ but this local gal … she is just raining three’s.”
“Davey, my man, she is dropping BOMBS on the other team!”
“True that, Tommy.”
“We’re talking way beyond NBA threes. There were two four point plays. How long’s it been since you’ve seen ONE four point play?”
“It’s been awhile Tommy, and all this AFTER she got knocked out of the game by one of the cheapest shots you’ve ever seen.”
“Makes my head hurt to even watch it, Davey. This girl is like five foot nothing …”
“If she’s lucky. If she’s five foot, I’m six ten.”
“Which you ain’t. She hit one from beyond mid court and it wasn’t a buzzer beater! She saved the best for last and I swear to GOD, you have got to see it on YouTube for yourself. There has never been a shot like it before!”
“To heck with the shot, it’s what she did before the shot … she practically got in the faces of every single player on that team, plus the coaches and then she stuck the dagger in their guts. She knew EXACTLY what she was doing!”
“No doubt. I never seen even Michael Jordan do something like that. We’ll be taking calls after this break.”
“I think Larry Bird did something like that against the Knicks.”
“Don’t be an idiot Cheese! I’d remember it if Bird or anybody else …”
I switch the radio off. Patricia is now part of popular culture. I can just hear Daniel freaking out about it.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Thankfully, we don’t have another game until after the Christmas beak. Most of the other schools play straight through but our Athletic Director, who happens to also be our Principal, feels that family comes first over the holidays. This means there will be NFL playoff games and BCS Bowl games before St. Ann’s plays again, knocking me off the sport pages and sport talk radio. If I keep my cool and play my normal game, that’ll go a long way to spiking this story.
Mom thinks it’d be better if I didn’t play at all but I disagree. Me not playing just raises a bunch of questions. If I don’t hit circus shots the next game, the St. Agnes game looks more like a fluke and just gets flukier with each succeeding unremarkable game. In a month, this should all be over. Not forgotten, but over.
But for right now, I’d love to get Lipscomb off my back.
All he does is restate the obvious complaints and questions. This is taking too long. What possessed me to make a public spectacle of myself? Why am I playing basketball? Do I even have a plan? Am I just wasting his time and money to relive my youth? Do I want to return to the life of Peter Harris?
I tell him, it takes as long as it takes, though I know it may come to a head soon. Sooner than I’d like. As for the questions, I can clearly and concisely answer every one of them, just not to him.
All except the last question. That I can’t answer, not that I’d admit it to him.
I know that I can’t go back to living the way I did, isolated, afraid, alone. A whole new world of possibilities has been opened before me but I know that I’ll never have a chance to explore them all. I may not be brave enough to do so if I had the chance. Matthews is unclear as to how much I’ll retain when I return to my old body, probably because he doesn’t know himself. It’s been a grand experiment, a successful one as far as I’m concerned but we’re a long way from a safe landing. Lot’s could go wrong, with me, with the plan, with darn near anything.
Business as usual for me. God … I love it.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“I appreciate you coming with me, Mom.”
“I didn’t have much choice, did I? I would have been the only parent not there.”
“That’s not quite true. Some of the girls and their families are on vacation, looking for snow for Christmas.”
“Have you ever seen snow, Patricia?”
“Real snow, in person?”
“Yes, real snow.”
“Sort of. I was on a flight from Los Angeles to Miami that had a stop over in Denver. It was snowing as we changed planes. I stood in front of a big window, watching the snow swirl around in the runway lights. It was really beautiful, though I never got a chance to touch it. We were in Denver for just a half hour and never left the terminal, but still, it was real snow.”
I settle back into my car seat, relishing the memory of my single encounter with one of the symbols of the holiday season. Of course, Jenny Jo saw a lot of snow.
She hated it.
Since the last head injury, I’m getting more frequent flashes of memories and images, things I can’t account for. I’m assuming they’re related to Jenny Jo, though Mom insists there’s no way to be sure. She’s right, but my gut says they are, and my gut’s rarely wrong.
We pull up to Hobbes’ front gate, getting in line behind two other cars. There’s a couple extra guys at the gate but they’re all wearing red Santa hats. It looks like they’re checking driver’s licenses against a guest list but being as friendly as they can. When we work our way to the front, Henry and Lou approach our car. I roll down my window.
“Hey guys, nice hats.”
“Merry Christmas to you too, Patty. Nice to see you again, Ms. Conner” said Henry. Mom reaches for her purse and starts looking for her wallet. “That’s not necessary, Ms. Conner. We know you … and we certainly know your daughter.”
“I am kinda unforgettable, aren’t I? So, what’s the story with the hats? Lose a bet?”
“Nah. We actually got the long straw. Everybody else got stuck with green elf hats … with ears.”
“NO WAY! Sidney in an elf hat!”
“No doubt, it’s a sight to see. Ms. Conner, you can go on, follow the driveway to the house. Parking is on the right. There will be someone to direct you. We’ll see you later.” They both stepped aside as the gate swung open. I waved as we drove in, they smiled and subtly waved back, the gate quietly shutting behind us.
“You really hate this, don’t you?”
“Hate is a strong word, honey … yes. Does it show?”
“A little. You need to relax, at least a bit. You’re about to choke that steering wheel to death.”
She flexes her fingers while gripping the wheel with her thumbs.
“I’m sorry. This is a mistake, I can’t do this. I’ll stay a while and then claim I’m sick. You can stay the night or someone can bring you home.”
“Just mix with the other parents. You can gossip with the other women about what a terrible person Hobbes is and how he makes his money.”
“Don’t be sexist.”
“Hey! I’m a woman too, ya know? I can say things like that now.”
“No. You can’t. Where do I go now?”
We’ve reached the house. A guard wearing an elf hat with attached oversized, pointy ears is swinging his hand across his body, right to left.
Henry’s right, the Santa hats are better.
“Over there” I say, pointing at the guy. “There’s some parking spots around the side, near the kitchen. They must be sending everyone that way.”
We follow his directions and are picked up by another guard at the next corner, who sends us where I thought they would. Just as we get out of the car, an electric buggy, like a big golf cart with extra seats, pulls up behind us. It’s decorated with tinsel and Christmas lights.
“Can I give you ladies a lift?”
“Yes, thank you” answered Mom. “Which of the … staff are you?”
“Gomez, ma’am. Thomas Gomez. How’s the head, Patty?”
“Fine, no problems at all. Where’s your hat?”
He reaches down next to him and picks an elf hat off the seat.
“I only wear it when I gotta.”
“Who’s bright idea were they?”
“Guess.”
“Not Gretchen’s?”
“Got it on your first try. She wants us to sing Christmas Carols too.”
“No.”
“Yeah. You ever heard Lou sing? Sucks, but he doesn’t know it, thinks he’s Pavarotti or something.”
“I’ll talk to her.”
“We’d all appreciate it. Though, I gotta admit,” he slips his hat on and adjust the ears, “the hat is warm.”
Mom and I get in the shuttle, as does Debbie Waymire and her parents, they pulled in seconds behind us. Gomez puts it in reverse, a little buzzer sounds as he initially backs up then he throws a switch and we pull away, dodging a second trolley decorated like ours, returning to the parking lot.
“How many people are here?” I ask Gomez.
“I think almost everyone. The nuns were the first.”
Mom looks surprised. “Sister Carmela’s here?!”
“Yes, ma’am, drove them to the front door myself. We don’t get a lot of religious folk here.”
“I can imagine.”
I nudge her in the ribs. “There ya go Mom, now you got peeps to hang with.”
“You might be right about that” she replies, as we pull up to the front door. “Thank you for the lift, Mr. Gomez.”
“You’re welcome, Ms. Connor. Remember Patty … Christmas carols.”
“Got it. I can’t promise anything.”
“You’ll be doing everybody a BIG favor, believe me.”
We all get out and walk up the steps to the front door, the Waymire’s a little slack jawed and wide eyed.
Sidney’s manning the door. Him in the elf hat’s everything I thought it’d be. I start to say something but he just puts up a big hand.
“I’ve heard it all already, I don’t need to hear …” he glances at my mom “… anything from you, Patty. Even got grief from the nuns.”
“Guess you’ve been punished enough, I mean … nuns.”
“Damn straight. Merry Christmas, Ms. Conner.”
Mom’s got a smile fixed on her face but is struggling to keep from laughing. If we stay out on the front porch much longer, she’s gonna break.
“Merry Christmas to you too, Sidney. I hear we’re the last to arrive. We better hurry in, don’t want to hold up the festivities.”
He reaches down, grabs the door handle and opens the door. “No ma’am, can’t let that happen. Enjoy yourselves, folks.”
We hurry in, Mom keeping it together until the door shuts, then breaking out in a giggling fit. She manages to quickly pull herself together.
“Sorry. Sorry … but that hat!”
“I know!” said Ms. Waymire. “That poor man!”
Gretchen comes running up, grabbing my arm and Debbie’s hand. “Thanks for coming, guys! Come meet my Father … okay, you already know him, Patty, I know that … but everybody else … except your mother, she’s already met him … and there was the pizza party too, but …”
She’s starting to babble. “Chill, Gretch. We’re here. Catch your breath.”
She takes a big breath, then exhales, smiling. “Freaking out, I know. This is just so great though! I’ve never had a party before, not for my friends.”
“That’s cool” said Debbie. She looks around. The foyer appears to have been worked over by a couple dozen elves. Thirty plus foot tree, completely decked out in lights, ornaments and tinsel. Evergreen swags entwine both staircases. Large holiday candelabra on the piano. Poinsettias on most every flat surface.
Hobbes is standing next to the tree, shaking hands and schmoozing with the other parents, smiling and laughing, clearly in his element. He turns his head towards us and we catch his eye. His smile grows larger and he waves at us, beckoning for us to come join him. Gretchen starts to pull us towards him but I resist.
“Before we go over there, I need to talk with you about tonight’s musical entertainment.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It was perfect.
The whole evening, from the decorations to Raul’s wonderful meal to Patty’s surprise offer to play the piano couldn’t have gone better. I had originally talked father into having the guards sing Christmas songs. I’d heard some of them singing before and they weren’t bad. When Patty said she’d play for us, I had to tell them they’d been replaced. The all seemed relieved, except for Lou. In the end, the girls and their parents joined in to sing holiday songs while Patty played, which was probably better.
Sister Carmela and Sister Rita mixed with the parents, which surprised me. You don’t really think of nuns as regular people, I mean, they’re nuns. You can’t see a nun going to a party, getting’ down. Too weird. They laughed, they ate, they had a good time.
Even Patty’s mother seemed to enjoy herself, at least a little bit. I didn’t expect her to come, she’s not particularly fond of Father but she showed up anyway. She mostly hung around with the Sisters and a few other parents. She did take one of the tours of the house and spent a lot of time in the gardens. One time Father asked me where she was and I asked him to leave her alone. I think it upset him a little but he had so many other things to do that he forgot about it. I hope.
His gift to the team went over great! Every girl and coach got a customized warm up outfit, even the Sisters. We’re gonna look awesome at the next game! All the girls were trying on the jackets. He even managed to get one that fit Patty without her needing to make changes, which just doesn’t happen. She was impressed.
But the best was yet to come! As people started to get ready to leave, I made up an excuse to get her to come with me to Father’s office. When we got there, he was waiting for us.
“Patty, I haven’t had a chance to tell you how wonderful your music was tonight! It left me in a trance! I knew you played but … totally stunned, that’s all I can say.”
“Thanks, Mr. Hobbes.”
“Unfortunately, I need to make this quick as our guests are preparing to leave. We can work out the details in the future. I just wanted you to know that, when you go to college, I am paying all your expenses. Tuition, room, board, books, fees, everything. No matter where you get accepted, it doesn’t matter. And if, by some unfortunate chance, you apply to some school you wish to attend and they don’t accept you … leave that to me also.”
I can tell she’s surprised. “Isn’t that great, Patty? We can go to school together, wherever we want. We can be roommates and everything. It’ll be wonderful!”
“Yeah … yeah, it’ll be great, but I don’t know if my mom will accept the money. She’s always been pretty adamant about paying our own way.”
“But you’re on scholarship at St. Ann’s, it’s practically the same thing.”
“Gretchen, my mom won’t see it that way.”
“As I said, we can work on the details” said Father. “If it needs to be a scholarship, that can be arranged, anything can be arranged.”
“You don’t know my mother very well, Mr. Hobbes.”
“It’s not for lack of effort, Patty. If you’ll excuse me, I have guests to deal with.”
“Sure, just one last thing. I’d like Gretchen to go to the YWCA’s New Years Eve party with me. My mom’s chaperoning, she’ll be perfectly safe, I promise. I know the people who run it and they don’t tolerate any funny business.”
“Plleeezzzz Father?”
He hesitates, looking back and forth between Patty and I.
“And if I say yes?”
“As you said, we can work out the details later.”
He smiles at that. “You are very good, Patricia Conner. Yes, she can go. Now, I must go.”
As he hurries from the office, Patty spreads her arms, raising them slightly, palms up.
“TA-DA!”
Like I said … perfect.
CHAPTER FIFTY THREE
The staff is still cleaning up after last nights festivities. Hobbes told everyone that they could wait until morning but I had my men begin a security scan as soon as the last guest left.
That was the first one. I had a completely different group repeat the entire process this morning to make sure nothing was overlooked. The combined groups will do it again this evening, to be triple certain.
None of the guards reported breaches of any kind. Apparently, all the guests followed Hobbes’ instructions to the letter and did not wander into secure areas. Everything went exactly as planned, no problems of any kind.
Unfortunate.
When I arrived at Hobbes office, his door was open. Even though there were no outsiders present in the house, him leaving his door open was another sign of his increasingly lax attitude.
“Raymond, what is this? Anyone could simply walk in here. They could see anything.”
“There is nothing to see and no one to see it, Enrique. Did your people find any problems?”
It suddenly occurred to me that I should have faked finding a bug of some kind, it would have strengthened my hand. Too late now. I sit down opposite him.
“No, nothing … yet.”
“They won’t find any. These were just normal, average parents and their daughters.”
“As far as we know.”
“Relax, Enrique. It was an enjoyable evening and I was the perfect host.” He returned to reading a report on his desk but quickly put it down. “Years, Enrique.”
“Years?”
“Yes, years. It has been years since I hosted a simple party where the only reason to do so was to enjoy the company of other people. For years, everything we did was for the business. Getting the right people here, demonstrating why it was in their best interest to cooperate with us, negotiating a price for that cooperation … always business.”
“And look what you have because of that business, Raymond.”
“Yes, but look what it has cost me as well. Not just money, but freedom.”
“Money can buy freedom.”
“Perhaps. Perhaps some kinds of freedom, but not the kind that truly matters, not the kind that last nights guests have, that Patty Conner has.”
That GIRL again! I knew that she was at the bottom of this new, disturbing attitude. She has worn my patience away to nearly nothing!
“No one can have everything, Raymond. We all make trade offs. You can not have money and power and be a shephard on the hillside.”
“Yes, but once you have the money and the power, you can retire to a ranch and be a shephard, if that is what you want to do.”
“Is that what you want?”
“No, of course not! It was you who started talking about shephards. I hate sheep! I’ve just been thinking about options and choices, that’s all.”
“And what have you decided?”
“Nothing … yet.”
“Well, please let me know when you do. For now, I have work to finish.”
“Before you go, I have decided to let Gretchen attend a New Years Eve party with Patty Conner. It’s at a local YWCA.”
“I see. That should require at least … six to eight guards, I would think.”
“No guards, Enrique.”
“Are you certain? There could be over a hundred people there. Anything might happen.”
“I trust my daughter and I trust Conner. I will not condemn Gretchen to the same life I have led.”
I stand up. “As you wish, Raymond. It is against my advice but she is not my child. I sincerely hope you do not regret this choice.”
I close the door as I leave Hobbes’ office. He may not worry about security but one of us needs to. Hurrying through the main room, I see Escaban coming out of the kitchen, some kind of pastry in his hand.
“Escaban!” I shout.
His head jerks my way. I signal with my hand for him to come over to me. He rapidly walks towards me, dropping whatever he had in his hand into a trash can as he passes it.
“What do you need, Mr. Cardoza?”
“Are your friends ready?”
“My friends? Ooohh, you mean … yeah, my friends. I think so, haven’t heard from them lately.”
“Well, find out, immediately. The time has come. They have a party to attend. A bright and better new year for all of us.”
Well … most of us.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Do you think it’s still there, Patty?”
“Probably. Either that or one like it.”
“I don’t want one like it, I want that one.”
“It’ll be there. You got money this time?”
Gretchen quickly reaches into her purse and whips out a plastic card. “Better, a gift card … a thousand dollar gift card!”
Patricia grabs her hand, covering the gift card. “Put that away!” she hisses. “Don’t know who might be listening.”
The girls are several steps ahead of me. Too embarrassed to be seen with an oldie I guess. We’re all headed back to “Sofia’s” to see if they still have that red dress Gretchen fell in love with in stock. I hope to God they do because it’s been all she could talk about since Patricia and I picked her up this Saturday morning.
We got an early start but the crowds are already out and about. Gretchen notices.
“This is more crowded than the last time we were here” she says, a touch of concern in her voice.
“It’s the after Christmas sales” answered Patricia. “All kinds of stuff goes on sale, particularly holiday clothes. We could get a deal.”
“I don’t care about a deal. I’ve got a thous …” she stops and rapidly looks around as we walk, “enough money.”
“But that doesn’t mean you have to spend it all in one place on one thing. Do you have to give the card back to your dad?”
“No, it’s mine.”
“Then anything you can save is money to the good. You never know when a little cash of your own will come in handy.”
“Do you have a cash stash?”
Patricia looks back at me and smiles. “I plead the fifth” she says.
“The fifth?” asks Gretchen.
“The Fifth Amendment?” Patricia responds.
Gretchen doesn’t react.
“The Bill of Rights?”
Still nothing.
“Come on Gretch! Government class!”
“Sorry.”
Just then, we turn the corner and “Sofia’s” comes into view. There are a lot of people already there.
A lot of people.
“NUTS!” grunts Patricia. “Lets go Gretch!”
The girls take off at a dead sprint, leaving me in their dust. Patricia dives into the crowd, leaving Gretchen on the fringe. By the time I reach her, she’s hopping up and down on her toes, trying to get a glimpse of Patricia. I grab her arm and pull her after me as I bob and weave through the other customers, heading for where we last saw the dress.
The elevated mannequin is dressed in a different outfit.
“Its … Gone!” Gretchen wails.
“Not necessarily,” I reassure her. “Displays change all the time. We need to check the racks.”
“MOM! OVER HERE!” Patricia shouts. We turn to try and find where Patricia called from. Neither of us sees anything at first but Gretchen finally spots her hand waving above a group of girls.
“Over there, Ms. Conner!”
I take her hand again. “Back into the Valley of Death.”
“What?”
“Stay close.”
Gretchen yelps as I pull her behind me when I plunge back into the horde of shoppers, forcing my way to where Patricia signaled from. We have to weave back and forth a couple of times before I find an opening and manage to work our way to Patricia.
“Found it!” she triumphantly shouts. She pulls it off the rack and hands it to Gretchen, who holds it up against her body, eyes bright, smiling broadly. It was then I noticed it.
The hem was torn, badly. When Gretchen turned towards Patricia, she saw it too.
“Don’t worry, I can fix it.”
“Fix what? Ohhhhh mmmmyyy Gaaawwddd! Is there another one!” Gretchen’s starting to panic.
Patricia grimaces. “Sorry, not in your size. It looks worse than it is. We’ll get you some shoes and head back home. I’ll take care of it.”
“Really? You sure? Is there enough time?”
“Absolutely! When I’m done, it’ll fit you like a custom made glove. Plus, we should get a heck of a deal! Fifty percent off my butt, how about ninety percent?!”
“Awesome! Patty … I don’t know what I’d do without you …I’m sooo lucky you’re my girlfriend.”
Gretchen hugs her, the dress crushed between them. The hug lasts longer than I’m comfortable with.
“We better check out, girls. There’s a lot to get done today.”
I tap Gretchen on the shoulder. She doesn’t respond right away but a few seconds later, she releases Patricia and straightens up.
“You’re right, Ms. Conner. Thanks for all your help too. I’ll go find a clerk.”
As she slowly works her way toward the checkout area, I take a better look at the damaged dress.
“You certain about this, Patricia?”
She twists the dress around until the torn area is in her hands. She sighs. “It could be worse. I’ll think of something.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It’s my old neighborhood but I still hate coming back. I’d thought this was all left behind when I was hired by Hobbes. Moving up the food chain. Stopping back here’s a reminder that, even if you move up the food chain, you can still be eaten by someone below you.
Driving slowly down the street, I can see the younger kids checking out my car, a 2012 Mustang. I recognize the looks in their eyes. It isn’t envy, it’s opportunity. They’re thinking “if this fool will just stop, that ride’s MINE!”
I thought the same thing when I was their age, did it a couple of times too. The first guy I killed was an idiot who fought back. What was he thinking? I had a shotgun and he had nothin’. Moron.
Neighborhood’s even more run down than I remember it. Boarded up windows and doors, broken down cars, drunks passed out on bus benches. Where’s the pride? Guess I’ve spent too much time away.
I finally see the address I’m looking for, a big three story Victorian. Both houses on either side have burned down. Purely accidental, I’m sure. There’s several big guys, milling around on the sidewalk out front. All the parking spaces on the street are open. No local is dumb enough to park there. If you look carefully, there’s a guy in each upper story window, likely an AK 47 sitting right next to him.
As I pull to a stop right in front, four of the street guards move towards me, hands on hips or the small of their backs, reaching for heat. I stay in my seat until one of them taps my side window. I power it down.
“Watchu doin’ here, Man? You lost or sumpin’?”
I keep both hands on the steering wheel. “Here on business, came to see Raphael.”
“You don’t just SEE Raphael, chump!”
“Just tell him that Tony Escaban is here.”
“Who the hell is Tonee Escaban?”
I cock my head to the side, looking up at my interrogator with one arched eye. “Just tell him, Einstein.” I power the window up as he scowls at me.
Street muscle. The dumbest level of a gang.
He fiddles with a small radio on his hip then brings it to his mouth and says something. In a few seconds, the look of anger on his face softens but doesn’t totally disappear. He signals with his hand for me to come out. I swing the door open and step onto the sidewalk, slamming the door shut behind me. I push the button on the fob and the security system gives a useless beep, causing several of the street muscle to laugh. We all know they could strip this car to it’s wheel liners in fifteen minutes. Now’s the time to let them know they won’t.
“When I’m done with Raphael, if there’s a single scratch on my ride, I will track down every one of you, burn down your momma’s house and rape your sister before killing you. You got me?”
“And he’d do it too” said a voice from the porch. We all look that way to see a grinning Raphael, leaning on a porch column. “Why you scaring my men, Tony?”
“I’m not scaring anybody … just givin’ some friendly advice, that’s all.” I walk up the steps and we shake hands, Raphael clapping me on the back as he guides me inside. Things are a lot neater and cleaner inside, but they’d almost have to be.
“Why you come snooping round my door, Tony Escaban? My numbers not right?”
“Numbers are fine, as far as I know, not my department anyway. I’m here about our … special job.”
“Oh yeah! That. Come into my office and get comfortable.”
He continues to lead me, arm over my shoulder. I let my right arm drift back to were my gun is stashed in my belt, just to be safe. When we reach his office door, he pushes it open.
There’s a half naked girl in there, snorting coke off the desk top. She stops, looking up at us, her nose still near the next line.
“I tried to wait for you, Babe, but you were gone so long.”
“Try thirty seconds, you whore.” She stands up. “Get the fuck out of here, I got business with someone.” The girl looks longingly down at the remaining lines of coke. “You heard me, BITCH! MOVE!”
She gathers a couple of pieces of discarded clothing and scampers for the door. Raphael gives her a resounding slap on the ass before shutting the door behind her with a thud. He smiles at me, pointing toward the chair opposite his. I start to sit down as he speaks.
“Whores … what can you do with ‘em?”
“Plenty … but not usually during the day.”
“You got a rule against morning fucking?”
“No, not as long as business gets taken care of first.”
“What you expect, showing up here all unannounced and everything. You’re lucky she was just sucking me off.”
“Whatever, man. I got a job to offer and you said you had three of the best to take it. I need to meet them, cause the job is on. Now.”
“Today?”
“Next couple of days. I need to talk with them, make sure they know what’s at stake.”
He picks up a radio off his desk. “Okay.” He clicks it on. “Send Julio, Billy B and Teak in here.” He returns the radio to his desk. While we wait, I look around the room.
“When was the last time you had this place swept for bugs.”
“BUGS! What kind of place do you think I run! Just cause the neighborhood is going to hell doesn’t mean I live in a flea infested whole in the sand!”
“Electronic BUGS, idiot. How long?”
“Uhhhh probably … never. What’s the big deal?”
“Mr. Hobbes just wants to cover all the bases. That’s one of them.”
“Nice to know how the successful live.”
“And that’s why he’s successful … he sweats the details.”
Or at least pays someone like Cardoza to sweat them for him. There’s a knock at the door.
“Come in!” Raphael shouts.
The door opens and three typical bangers stroll in, full of ego and swagger, striking tough guy poses. Not a good start.
“I hope these three are smarter than the geniuses outside.”
“Don’t worry, they’re just for show and stopping bullets. Billy B. here can …”
“No names! Let’s keep the information to the minimum.”
“Fine, whatever man. Anyway, these guys are good. What exactly is this job?”
“You don’t want to know.”
“The fuck I don’t! These are my boys. MY boys. I don’t give a damn who you work for, my boys only work when I know what’s happening. I protect my people!”
It’s all a show. Raphael would toss his brother off a bridge if there was something in it for him, and it wouldn’t have to be much. These three are cannon fodder, just like the street apes out front, but I’ll play along.
“Listen Raphael … this isn’t going to be a quiet job, it’s gonna make a big bang, big enough to bring down lots of heat, maybe hot enough to burn this place down. That’s the way we want it. If you don’t know shit about the job, the cops can’t touch you. We ain’t gonna sacrifice your boys. We need them to get away clean, that’s why I need guys with brains, not your average bangers.”
The three goons in front of me smile and nod. We’re bad. We’re smart.
Whatever.
Raphael scratches his chin. “You sure you’re gonna treat them right? Cause if you don’t, nothin’s gonna stop us from …”
“They’ll be as safe as they are good. We’ll give them what they need. It’s up to them to do the job right.”
Raphael stands up and slaps the biggest of the goons on the shoulder. “Then these are the men for you, none better in Dade County.”
“Good. Give me a few minutes alone with them.”
“You got it.”
Raphael leaves, slapping hands as he goes, shutting the door behind him. I just sit there, watching them for a few seconds, waiting for them to settle down. They’re still smiling, but at least they’re paying attention to me.
“I won’t pretend I didn’t hear your names, but I don’t want to know who’s who, got it?”
“Yeah, man” answered the smallest of the three. “We understand.”
He looks like a teenager, which is a good thing. His eyes are brighter and appears to be more alert than the other two. I reach into my pocket, pull out a smart phone and hand it to him.
“This is a burner phone. It gets trashed as soon as this job is done. Until then, this is how we communicate. I assume that Raphael told you who was hiring you?”
“Yeah, the big man, Raymond Hobbes.”
“Yes and no. Mr. Hobbes is aware of the general outlines, but the person making the decisions is Enrique Cardoza.”
“Why you telling us this, man?” asked the largest goon. “I thought this was all hush hush.”
“You’ll understand. The target is the first picture on the phone.”
The first goon turns the phone on, starts the picture app and brings up Conner’s photo.
“It’s a girl! You want us to take out a GIRL?!” He shows the picture to the other goons.
“You crazy, man! Don’t take no three of us to kill one girl” said goon two. He looks back at the picture. “That’s one fine looking bitch, though. Look at those tits! My oh my!”
“Then it should be easy for you, three strong, smart men such as yourselves against one little girl. Simple job.”
“Ya got that right” said goon two.
The last guy, goon three, hadn’t said anything yet but was looking intently at the picture. Now he spoke up, in a deep, slow voice.
“I think I’ve seen her before … I’m sure I have … like on the internet or somethin’”
Goon one turns to me. “Is she famous or somethin’? Are we gonna have to deal wit bodyguards? Is that why this is supposed to bring down all that heat you was talkin’ bout?”
I raise my hands. “Calm down, there’s no bodyguards or anything like that. She plays basketball and there was some stuff from one of her …”
Goon three lights up, excitedly pointing at the screen of the phone. “Yeah! Yeah! That was it! She’s that girl, ya know, that girl what hit that shot over her head, wit out looking, after dissin’ the other team!”
“Nooo” cried goon two. “Not her! She’s bad ass, man! Why someone want to hurt such a fine bad ass girl like that?”
Goon one starts to take control. “Chill guys. I’m sure Mr. Hobbes has his reasons. Ain’t none of our business. We’re just doing a job, nuttin’ personal, just business. Ain’t I right, Mr. …”
“Black. Call me Mr. Black. Yeah, you’re right, none of your business. If any of you don’t think you can do it, now’s the time to say something. No second thoughts after today.”
They all look back and forth between each other but no one says anything. Eventually, goon one takes the lead.
“We’re in … right bro’s?” The other two nod. “So, what’s next?”
“Mr. Cardoza wants this done with knives, the bloodier, the better. Hands, fingers, other parts cut off are okay. No guns, that’s one of the reasons for three people. The more people, the easier to control the situation.”
“But the more people, the better the chance someone will talk, right?” asks goon one. Smart kid.
“Right, three’s the compromise number. Big enough but not too big. The girl will be at the Fifth Street Y’s New Years Eve party. You should get your chance there.”
“I’ve been there before” said goon one. “Lot of people go to that. Their security’s just a bunch of teachers and parents but the cops ain’t far away. We aint gonna have a lot of time.”
“Just grab her and go. A little extra damage is acceptable, two, three other people, don’t go nuts or anything but one girl is completely off limits. She’s picture two.”
Goon three still has the phone, so he brings up the next picture and they all gather round.
“Daaamnn!”
“My oh my oh my!”
“Stick a fork in that!”
I let them go on a few seconds, then drop the bomb.
“That’s Gretchen Hobbes. HOBBES! Get it?”
They all shut up instantly. They got it.
“That girl gets hurt and … I can’t even imagine how terrible it will be for you … and your families … and their families … and so on.”
It’s clear from the looks on their faces that they all understand. Might as well make sure they get the entire picture.
“Just so you know, this is pass/fail. Get it done right, no matter how, you’re golden. Get it wrong, no matter why, you’re fucked. Tryin’ hard don’t cut it. You get the job done or … there was this gang who was selling drugs for Mr. Hobbes, I ain’t sayin’ where, but they were sent to burn another gang’s stash house. Nothin’ too complex, just a drive by with four cars and a lot of AK’s. They did the job, shot up the place real good and got back to the crib without a problem. ‘Cept, next morning in the paper, they discovered they got the address wrong; right number, right street name, wrong direction, went North instead of South. Stupid but understandable. Killed a man and his daughter. The media raised holy hell. Mr. Hobbes took care of it though. Bought off whoever needed to be bought off, intimidated those he couldn’t buy, posted bond and got them out of jail and out of the country. You know where those guys are today?”
“Where?” asked goon three.
“Dead. Bodies scattered across the Atlantic Ocean, probably. Personally, I don’t think Mr. Hobbes shot each and everyone of the gang himself, not his style. Now, if Mr. Cardoza did it, shooting would have been the nicest thing done to them.”
I look all three of the goons squarely in the face. There’s no doubt in my mind that they believe me.
“The purpose of my little story is to show that we don’t like lose ends. You don’t want to be a lose end. If the opportunity doesn’t present itself at this dance, fine, we’ll try again some other place, some other time. However, if you decide to go for it … you better get it right.”
Goon one takes the phone back, switching to Conner’s picture, which he stares at for a few seconds.
“We limited to cutting her up?”
“What else you got in mind?”
“A girl like that, seems a waste.”
“A waste?”
“Seems like we should be able to have a little fun before we put her down.”
The little fucking pervert. “Knock yourself out, but remember that bedtime story I just told. You leave evidence behind that gets you caught, it’ll be the most expensive fun you ever had.”
CHAPTER FIFTY FOUR
When we got back to Patty’s house, she didn’t want me upstairs with her at first, said she needed to concentrate. Guess that means I’m distracting.
Nice!
Her mom offered to help me with my hair and makeup, trying out different looks for the dance. Patty said she taught her everything she knew and Patty’s really good.
Ms. Conner had this portable makeup mirror which she set up on the kitchen table. Before she took my new dress upstairs, Patty told her mom to think less than more.
“What does she mean by that, Ms. Conner?”
“She’s reminding me that the best work enhances the natural assts and minimizes the defects. In your case, there aren’t any defects and the assets don’t need much help. Go too far and things look worse, not better.”
“Really? Patty thinks that about me?”
“Gretchen, of course she does, because it’s true. You are an extraordinarily lovely girl.” She gets a little misty eyed. “You so remind me of someone I used to know.”
“Who’s that?”
She quickly rubs here eyes with the back of her hand. “Another young girl I used to know. Have a seat and let’s see what we can do to make all the other girls hate you.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We tried several different looks. I liked them all but Ms. Conner wasn’t satisfied. Finally, she did one that was really nice. The make up never changed much, just slightly different lipstick colors and eye shadows. What was surprising was the mascara. My eyelashes have never seemed so full and long. The rest of the makeup didn’t seem to change my face that much. I kept asking her if it was enough but she said subtlety was the watchword.
She spent most of the time on my hair. The last style was high on the sides, held in place with a pair of silver plastic combs. The rest of my hair curled down my back. I’ve never looked so good before in my life. I slowly turn my head back and forth in front of the portable mirror, looking at the different reflections.
“Do you do this for Patty?”
She chuckles. “I used to, now she does it pretty much on her own, though she does occasionally ask my opinion.”
“I never got to do anything like this with my mother … sometimes …”
“Sometimes what, Gretchen?”
“Sometimes … I miss her so bad … it actually hurts, I mean physically hurts, right in the pit of my stomach … and my chest. Is that normal?”
“Yes, honey” she sighs, “very normal. There are days when I think I just can’t go on.”
“OH MY GOD! I completely forgot about your husband! … Patty’s dad! I’m so sorry! You guys are sooo normal. I’m so mega stupid! Please …” She reaches out, putting her hand on my shoulder.
“Shhhhh, calm down, sweetie. It’s fine, it’s fine, don’t worry about it. Patricia and I … we’ve adapted, so have you, but you never completely get over it, it’d be unnatural if you did. There’s a little sadness in your life all the time.”
“Sometimes more than a little.”
“Very true, it comes and goes … but it helps to talk about it. Do you have anyone you talk to?”
“About this? No.”
“Not even your … father?”
“He’s not the kind of person you can talk to, not about this kind of thing. I used to talk to some of the nannies. There were a couple who helped a lot … but it’s been a long time.”
“You can talk to me, when ever you need to, Gretchen.”
“Really?”
“Yep, anytime you want.”
“Can you, like, … help me with my makeup and hair, you know, in the future?”
She smiles. “I’d like that a lot, Gretchen.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I had to show Patty what I looked like before cleaning off my makeup. When I got upstairs, the door was partially open and I could hear the sewing machine running. I gently push it open.
Patty’s hunched over the machine, intently watching as the fabric feeds through it, quickly moving her hands and fingers. She stops, quietly groaning as she drops her head, slowly twisting her head and neck, back and forth, her eyes closed.
“What’s wrong?” I ask.
“Nothing” she answers, her eyes still closed. “I’ve just been sitting here too long. I need a better chair.”
“Can I help?”
“No, I’m almost done.”
I walk up behind her, place my hands on her shoulders and squeeze.
“AAAHHhhhhh, yyeeesssss.”
I keep squeezing and massaging her shoulders, moving back and forth from her arms to her neck while Patty softly moans, and sighs. After a minute or so, she tips her head back, opens her eyes and looks up at me.
“Where did you learn to … WHOA! Stop the presses! Look at YOU!”
I step back as Patty spins her chair around and stands up, groaning.
“Darn chair. You look great! Mom really out did herself this time, though, she had good material to work with.”
“You’re mom told me what you said about me.”
“Heck, it’s no secret, I’ve been telling you that all along, though, honestly, it still surprises me how good you look. I’ve got the repairs made. It’s not exactly the way it was.”
“It’s not?”
“I’m sorry, the fabric was completely frayed, no way to mend it. I had nothing in stock that matched the dress, but I did have something that exactly matches the shoes, so I replaced a panel. The cut’s exactly the same. Once you try it on, I can adjust the bust and we’re done. Here,” she reaches down next to her chair, pulling the shoes from under a small mound of scraps, “Put these on and slip the dress on over your head. The bra won’t be the right one but it’ll be close enough for now.”
“Do I even need a bra?”
“Aren’t you the daring one? No, you don’t, not if you’re sure.”
“Will I look okay?”
“You’ll look fantastic, maybe too good, might have to bring Henry and Lou in to protect you.”
“You’ll be there, you can protect me.”
“Fox guarding the hen house.”
I unbutton my shirt and pull it off over my head.
“What?”
“Never mind. Put your clothes on the chair next to the bed.”
I toss my shirt on the chair, unbutton my jeans, slid them down and step out of them. After the jeans join the shirt on the chair, I step into the heels, having left my regular shoes down stairs. The heels are only three inches, but it’s still a bit of a head rush when I stand up. As Patty begins to gather the dress, I remove my bra, laying it on the mound of clothes on the chair.
“All right, Gretch, bend over and put your hands out over your head.”
I do as Patty says and she smoothly drops the dress over my head, my arms slipping past the narrow straps as I straighten up. My head pops into the open as the dress settles around me, feeling just as I remember it did.
“Turn around and let me zip the back.”
As Patty zips me up, the dress gets tighter and tighter across my chest, pinching my breasts.
“It’s too tight, isn’t it?” Patty asks.
“Yeah, a little.”
“I knew it, from the very first, I knew it. Put on a pair of heels and bingo. Don’t worry, I can fix it, there’s plenty of material to work with. Just stay right there … let me get my stool and stand up behind you … where the heck is my chalk … there it is! Now, relax, stand up straight. Don’t be tense, shake out your arms and shoulders.” I give my upper body a brief shake, letting my arms swing free. “That’s it! Good. Don’t suck in your gut, not unless you plan on not breathing at the dance. Good. Okay, hold still while I mark.”
I can feel pressure on my left side under my arm and then the same on the right. Patty forces her hand down my back a couple of inches and there’s more pressure down both sides.
“Turn around and face me, Gretch.”
I carefully spin in place, keeping my arms up slightly so as not to smear her chalk marks. Standing on the stool, we’re practically eye to eye. She pulls the fabric this way and that, all the time keeping her eyes on my breasts. Finally, she sticks a couple of fingers between them.
“That IS tight. I’ve got my marks, you can take it off.”
“Can I see it in the mirror first?”
“Sure, I forgot you hadn’t seen the whole thing yet.”
Patty steps down off the stool and I turn toward a group of three mirrors in the corner of the room. As I walk closer, my images start to appear. The front hem looks just the same as before, higher than the back, where the damage was. Patty’s put in a cream colored insert where the hem was torn. There are large, stylized red roses in the fabric, not quite the same color as my dress but the identical color of my shoes. The band comes around my right side in an ever narrowing ribbon until it stops, merging with a shoulder strap. Patty’s image appears from behind, standing next to me in all three mirrors.
“Do you like it?”
“I’ve never seen anything like it before.”
“Yeah, but do you LIKE it?”
“I … I … do. I really do. It takes a few seconds to get used to but I like it. It’s different but very nice.”
“You can be sure there won’t be another one like it at the dance.”
“That’s true, a designer original.”
“Sort off. Take it off and I’ll make the last alterations.”
“How long will they take?”
“No more than fifteen minutes, I hope.”
“Good, we can show your mother.” I turn my back to her. “A little help?”
“What would you do without me?” She reaches up and unzips me. I can breath again. I wriggle out of the dress and Patty goes back to work. I walk up behind her as she sits in the chair.
“You can get dressed … if you want.”
“If it’s only fifteen minutes, I’ll wait.”
She turns her head, looking straight into my breasts. She has to pull her head back to avoid rubbing her face in them.
“You sure about that?”
I push my chest forward a bit. “You bet.”
She turns back to the machine. “Suit yourself” she mumbles.
She starts working on a seam, cutting threads. I put my hands back on her shoulders and begin massaging again. Patty stops.
“What are you doing?”
“Your shoulders and neck still hurt, don’t they?”
“And back. Why are you doing that?”
“I want to help. I can’t sew like you can. I can’t do makeup and hair like you and your mom can. You won’t take my money. I feel like I should do something and I can do this. Doesn’t it feel good?”
“Oh yeah, but you don’t have to do it.”
“Are you telling me to stop?”
“No … no, I’m not.”
“Good.”
She goes back to work and I keep gently massaging her shoulders. She finishes one seam and begins cutting the other. I lean down next to her right ear.
“You know” I whisper, “this is the first time we’ve been alone since …”
“Since when?”
“You know, since you and I …”
“What?”
I lean in closer. “Since we … fucked.”
“Heeeyyy! We’ve been alone a lot since then.”
“At my house. We can’t do anything there.”
“Well, we can’t do anything here either. I gotta finish this dress.”
“Which will take you about ten minutes. After that, we’ve got nothin’ to do.”
“How about dinner? We have to help make dinner.”
I squeeze harder on her shoulders. “That’s three hours from now. We can have a lot of fun in three hours.”
“We’ll see, let me finish this.”
“Sure thing … baby.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Patty had to adjust it twice. If I didn’t know better, I’d say she was wasting time. The dress did look and fit better each time she made changes, so I guess it was all for my benefit. Can’t bitch about that, can I?
After the last fitting, we went down stairs to show Ms. Conner. She absolutely loved it! She hugged me several times, said I was the most beautiful girl she ever saw. I looked over at Patty but it didn’t look like she was upset or anything, what with her mother basically saying I was better looking than she was. Which isn’t true, we both know that. Ms. Conner was just being nice. She’s always nice to me.
“You want me to get your camera, Mom? You said you wanted pictures.”
“I’ll take them at the dance, honey. Better ambiance.”
“Better what?” I ask.
“Nicer background” answered Patty. “Nicer atmosphere. It’ll look like a party.”
“I get it. Plus, you’ll be in your dress too. Hey, I haven’t seen yours yet.”
Patty winks at me. “It’ll be a surprise. Let’s get you out of that dress.”
I grab her hand. “Just what I was thinking.” I head for the stairs, pulling her behind me.
“Wait … I just wanted to double check everything” she says as I lead her upstairs. She’s not fighting me and we both know that if she didn’t want to go upstairs, there’s nothing I could do to make her.
I let go of her hand when we reach her bedroom. Turning my back to her, I pull my hair aside, clearing the zipper on the back of my dress.
“Care to do the honors?”
“Look, Gretch … this may not be a good idea.”
I turn to look at her over my shoulder. “I thought you wanted to double check everything.”
“I do, I do.”
“Well, go ahead then.”
She doesn’t move right away, just looks up at me, rubbing her fingers together. After a few seconds, she steps up behind me, reaches up and slowly unzips me. I carefully slide the straps off my shoulders, pull the dress down, freeing my breasts. I turn to face Patty as I cautiously work the dress down my body, twisting and wriggling until it reaches the floor. I cautiously step clear, bend over, pick the dress up and hold it out to Patty.
She just stands there, her head slightly cocked to the side. “I thought you wanted to …”
“To what?” I ask, innocently.
“To …” She takes the dress from my hands. “Nothing, never mind. I’ll take this back to the sewing room and bring your clothes.”
“Take your time” I say as she walks out of the room, cradling the dress in her arms. I scamper to her dresser, dig out the sex toys and find the harness and the double ended vibrator. I rapidly drop my panties, quickly step into the harness, pulling it up and tightening the straps. After twisting and locking the vibrator in place, I squirt some lube on my end and slide it into my pussy, savoring the feeling as it fills me up.
God. I missed this.
I hurry over to Patty’s bed, climb up and strike a pose; laying on my side, head resting on my left hand, elbow on the bed, legs crossed at the ankle, still wearing the heels, my right hand grasping the base of the vibrator, gently jiggling it, making the head bounce around. I can hear Patty’s footsteps as she approaches the room.
“I think it’s good to go, Gretcheeennnn … whoooaaa.”
I smile at her. “Guess I did have something else in mind.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
This is nuts! What is she doing?! Well … I know what she’s doing. Anyone looking at Gretchen would know what she’s doing. But why now?
And why can’t I take my eyes of her and that bouncing plastic dick.
“Gretchen” I sigh, “this isn’t a good idea.”
“No, it’s a great idea! You know you want it, I can see it in your eyes. And I want to give it to you.”
She pops up onto her knees, legs spread, hands on hips, that darn fake dick swaying left and right.
“Come on, Patty. You said you liked it last time.”
More like screamed I loved it. Repeatedly. For a beginner, Gretchen has some nice moves.
“Okay, yeah, I liked it, but that doesn’t make it right.”
“Why not?”
“Because … the more we do it … the more you’re gonna’ think you’re a lesbian.”
“Two girls having sex together. I’d say we were both lesbians.”
“You’re not. Have you ever felt this way about any other girls. Even been remotely attracted to girls before you met me?”
“No, but it only takes one.”
“You’re wrong. It takes a lot more than one.”
“Maybe you just opened my eyes to a whole new world. Did you ever think about that?”
“What other girls turn you on?”
“I can’t tell you that! You’re my girlfriend. It’d be like … cheating or something. Besides, I don’t know that many other girls.”
“Oh no, there are lots of famous, beautiful women. Actresses, models, sports stars. Go on, tell me who else gets you hot besides me. I promise, I won’t be jealous.”
Gretchen just stays on the bed, slightly bouncing in place, the vibrator bobbing in all different directions. Distracting as heck. Her brow furrowed in concentration.
“Weeeellll … there’s that one model, the Sport’s Illustrated swimsuit girl … you know the one I mean.”
“Maybe. But the question is, do you know the one you mean? If you were so interested, you’d at least know her name.”
Gretchen steps off the bed. “Fine. There aren’t any others. Happy?”
Yeah, I am. “It’s not about me being happy. I just want you to realize what’s going on here.”
“Why are you fighting me about this, Patty? I don’t love anybody else, boy or girl. I love YOU! You’re not like anyone I’ve ever known before in my whole life! Don’t you love me?”
AWWWW CRAP! The “L” word! Now what? Better get this right the first time.
“Gretchen … I’m not your average person …”
“No kidding!”
“Well neither are you. For whatever reason, we found each other. And I’m glad we did. Really glad! But we’re just … kids. Neither of us knows what the future will bring. Yes, I’m happy to be with you, right now, and for the immediate future. But I don’t want you to just concentrate on me. I don’t think your gay. You need to at least try seeing guys … then you’ll know for sure.”
“You may not have noticed, but guys aren’t exactly lining up to date me.”
“Tomorrow, at the dance, they will. Trust me. I want you to promise me that you’ll … try some of them out.”
“What do you mean?”
“Nothing serious. Talk with them, dance with them, be friendly, but no hanky panky. Your dad would kill me.”
“He might try, but my money’s on you. So, will you be dancing and talking with guys too?”
She’s smart … and quick. “Yeah, I might. I already know some of the guys who’ll be there. We’ve danced before, no biggie.”
“Any one in particular?”
“N-n-no one in particular, not at all. It’s just guys.”
She stares at me, like she doesn’t believe me. Smart girl.
“You haven’t answered my question yet. Do you love me?”
Why do women always fixate on the answer to that question?
“Yes … I love you, but that doesn’t mean we end up together. We might, we could, but it’s too early to know for sure. There’s a lot of complications here. Your dad, my mom, society.”
“Your mom’s cool with us.”
“Just because she’s not up here screaming doesn’t mean she’s cool about everything. She’s okay for now. I was thinking more like your dad and my mom don’t get along.”
“If we love each other, that doesn’t matter. Not what they think, not what society thinks.”
God! She is so darn young! Young and in love. I remember what that was like. Nothing else mattered, just the two of you. The rest of the world, the rest of our worries just faded away. It was bliss!
It also lasts about six months and then reality comes barging through the door, sits down, lights up a cigar and makes himself at home. End of fairy tale.
But right now … I can sense those old feelings beginning to stir. She is beautiful. So innocent, so honest, so intelligent, so sexy. She’s more than I deserve. More importantly, I’m not what she needs in her life, not now, not ever. She’s not ready to hear that, not now anyway … but maybe.
I slowly walk the few feet separating us, reach out and take the vibrator in my hand, gently sliding my hand up and down its length but also gripping hard enough to make it plunge in and out of Gretchen’s vagina. She just smiles and sighs.
“Tell you what” I quietly say. “You and I, we’ll have some fun, right now, if you promise to try and meet some nice guys at the dance tomorrow.” I lick her swollen nipple, then tenderly nip it with my teeth. “What do you say?”
“What if the guys aren’t nice?” she asks through clenched teeth.
I lick and nip her other nipple. “They’ll be nice, I promise.”
Her breathing is a little ragged. “So, you want to bribe me with sex to cheat on you … is that it?”
I twist the switch, turning on the vibrator at its lowest setting, still rhythmically probing Gretchen’s pussy. She softly moans and writhes slightly.
“Not cheat … baby, just keep an open mind. Is that asking too much?”
Her eyes are starting to lose focus. I’ve got her where I need her. “Is it too much?” I repeat.
“No … no … it’s not too much.”
“You promise then?”
“Sure, yeah, I promise.”
“Good. Why don’t you help me undress and then I can show you some new tricks.”
The spell broken, Gretchen roughly grabs at my clothes, trying to get them off me almost as fast as I’m trying to strip out of them. In seconds, we’re both naked, except for her heels. She looks damn sexy in them but she towers over me, like the usual foot and a half isn’t bad enough. Well, there’s an answer to that problem.
I push her back onto the bed, quickly climbing on top before she can react, Straddling her waist, the vibrator brushing against my tummy, I lean forward, placing a hand on either of her shoulders, holding her down. As I raise my hips to bring the tip of the vibrator in line with my pussy, I smile down at her.
“First new trick.”
I settle down on the vibrator, letting the tip enter just a few delicious inches before clamping down hard with my vaginal muscles, transferring as much motion as possible to the end nestled in Gretchen’s pussy, causing her to quietly grunt.
“Ohhh yeeaahh.”
I pull back up and repeat several times, getting the same response each cycle. Finally, I loosen my grip and let it slide almost all the way into my pussy before I clamp back down and drive it hard the last few inches.
“OOww GAWD!” she yelps as I quickly piston my hips, several sharp, short strokes of the vibrator. My grip is starting to slip so I let it slide all the way in until our crotches are firmly pressed against each other at which point I begin to rock back and forth, rubbing her vaginal lips with mine, first slowly and then gradually increasing the pace.
Slipping my right hand between us, I find the controls on the vibrator and increase the frequency.
Awwwww GAWD! That’s the stuff! The change causes me to pause, arms buckling slightly, impaled on the vibrator. Gretchen’s eyes are closed, her head slowly rolling left and right.
“Ooohh … Patty … Oohh … God!” she whispers when she exhales.
Having regained control of my legs, I alternate between bouncing up and down and rubbing back and forth but I move my hands from her shoulders to her breasts. As soon as I make contact with her nipples, Gretchen’s eyes fly open and she loudly gasps, unable to breath for a few seconds.
“My … Yeah … Oh Yeah … Ohh Yeaahh … pleeassee”
I’m getting close myself, the pressure quickly building. I’ve got the big end in me, more vibrating plastic per square inch. I’ve got to get her off before I do, otherwise, I may lose her. She starts to reach up to grab my boobs but I push her hand down. Not now, not this time, it’d be too much. I slide my right hand between our wet pussies, searching for her clit. When Gretchen shrilly moans and arches her back, I know I’ve found it.
I just need to hold on … a few seconds … longer … gawd, please hurry Gretch!
Suddenly, thankfully, she begins to shake, tremors running through her legs as she gasps and laughs and begs for more. I manage to fight off my orgasm for a few endless seconds before the walls come crashing down, my vision goes all white, black and sparkly and I collapse onto Gretchen’s sweaty, twitching body.
As I become aware of my surroundings and my breathing slows towards normal, I can feel Gretchen gently stroking my hair, which feels wonderful. What doesn’t feel wonderful are my legs, which are all scrunched together, bent increasingly painfully at the knees and ankles, plus the vibrator is at a sharp, uncomfortable angle in my pussy.
Thank God for endorphins or people would never have sex.
“Ooowww Gretch, I gotta’ move my legs, hold on just a sec … ooohhh yeah, that’s better. You okay?”
“Okay? That was … I don’t know what that was … what was that?”
“It’s hard to explain. It’s a variation on something I used to do.”
“With WHO?”
“Ahhhh, that’s hard to explain too. It was awhile ago.”
“We’re the same age, seventeen. How long ago could it have been?”
“Before I ever got to Miami, okay? What’s important, did you like it?”
“Hell yes! How can I top something like that?”
“I don’t know but we’ve got about an hour for you to try. Surprise me.”
Oh, she did. She really did.
Gretchen and Patty attend the New Years Eve Dance where Patty has a disturbing realization. Cardoza's hit team strikes. Lipscomb begins Phase Two of his plan. Themes and Elements listed apply to entire story, Rating to this submission. Thanks to Marina Kelly and Robyn Hoode for editorial assistance.
CHAPTER FIFTY FIVE
“I’m sorry about all that. I didn’t know he planned on doing all that … stuff.”
My father, Mister Restraint.
Patty had to work real hard to get her mom to agree to come to my house to help us get ready for the dance. Actually, to help me. Patty doesn’t need any help but I didn’t want to ask her to help me too. At first, Ms. Conner said she’d be glad to help then my father said I couldn’t go over there to get ready. He wouldn’t say why. I knew this was going to be trouble but Patty said she’d handle it. It took her awhile and she wouldn’t tell me what she said … or had to promise … but her mom finally agreed.
They brought all their stuff to my house at 5:30 in the afternoon and went straight to my room. We had to get to the dance early because Ms. Conner was a volunteer and they all had to be there at least two hours before the dance started.
My hair and makeup didn’t take nearly as long as the last time because Ms. Conner already knew what she wanted to do. Patty said she made her dress because she couldn’t find anything in her size that didn’t make her look like a pre-teen. It was silver, soft, sparkly, hugged her curves down to her knees and had a slit just short of her hip.
Definitely not a pre-teen. As nice as my dress was, I felt a little jealous.
We packed everything up and headed downstairs to find Father waiting for us … with two fully equipped professional photographers.
“Ladies! Ladies! Come down!” he shouted, smiling broadly.
“Father, what is this?”
“How could I let my beautiful daughter and her lovely friend go to her first dance and not document it for posterity?”
We reach the bottom of the stairs and I walk over to him while Patty and her mom wait at the foot of the stairs.
“Father, please … don’t embarrass me.”
“Embarrass? Parents take pictures of their children all the time.”
I pull him aside, moving us away from everybody. “You didn’t,” I whisper. “You’ve never taken pictures of me before.”
“Actually, I did … before you’re mother died. I used to take quite a few pictures.”
“Why’d you stop?”
“I … I don’t know. Things changed. It didn’t seem to be as … important.”
“So, why not take them yourself now?”
“I gave away all my old equipment, besides, everything is digital today, all about computers and pixels. If you want the job done right, you hire an expert. These two come highly recommended.”
“By who?”
“Enrique.”
Of course. I look over at Patty and her mother. Ms. Conner is clearly upset. Patty is holding her hand as she glances at her watch. That’s it! Time!
“Father, we can’t stay for pictures. Ms. Conner needs to leave for the dance now. She’s working and has to be there early. There’s no time.”
Father also looks over at the Conners, then steps towards them.
“Are you certain? It won’t take long, I promise. It’s just that Gretchen is so lovely tonight, so much like her mother. I just wanted something to preserve this moment.”
Patty takes her mother’s arm and turns it to see her watch. They both check the time and then look at each other’s face for a few seconds, like they’re communicating telepathically. Finally, Ms. Conner closes her eyes and sighs.
“I suppose we can spare a few minutes, but only a few.”
So that’s how I find myself apologizing while we speed towards the YWCA, ten minutes late.
“I’m really sorry Ms. Conner. He never said anything to me about pictures. It was good of you to pose with us. I know you’re not fond of my father.”
“Gretchen … you have no idea … it’s not your fault, sweetie. I know you would have said something if you had known.”
“Besides,” added Patty, “they should be some good shots. I’d like copies. Maybe make a poster for my bedroom.”
“Like hell you will,” Ms. Conner snorted.
“Why not, Mom? We don’t have any real nice pictures of us, not recent ones anyway. You look good and so do I. It seemed that they took almost as many pictures of us as they did of Gretch and her dad.”
“They didn’t take that many of me but they did take quite a few of both you and Gretchen.”
“Got a case of the Green Eyed Monster there, Mom?”
Ms. Conner laughed. “In your dreams, Patricia Taylor Conner. Just a matter of quality over quantity.”
They kept riding each other all the way to the dance.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The photographers have provided me with several pictures of both Conner and Gretchen. Escaban can forward them to his men’s phone so that they can clearly identify the target. This is not the time for mistakes. Not only must the police not discover who killed Conner, but Hobbes must also never know the truth, at least until I can replace him. I pick up my radio.
“Tony Escaban, report.”
It took almost a minute for him to respond. “Yes, Mr. Cardoza.”
“You took too long to answer. Report to my office.”
“Yes, Sir.”
When he arrived, Escaban was panting. Good. This is serious business. Sliding my cell phone off my desk into my hand, I dial his number.
“I’m forwarding several photos for you to forward to your people at the dance. They’re of both Conner and Gretchen Hobbes.”
“I’ve already done that, Mr. Cardoza.”
“Yes, but these show what they look like tonight. They will be easier to spot.”
His phone beeps several times. “Yes, sir. Anything else?”
“Your people understand their job?”
“Yes, sir. Take Conner from the dance, kill her using knives, sexual assault is optional, make sure the body is bloody and found and that they aren’t caught. Ms. Hobbes is to be left alone and not harmed in any way. I told them that if the appropriate opportunity didn’t present itself, they are not to take any unnecessary chances. A little extra damage is acceptable, but, again, under no circumstances are they to be caught.”
“Excellent. You are certain they can do it?”
“It isn’t too difficult. Three men, one girl.”
“You would think so … but there is something about Conner … she is surprisingly resilient.”
“That’s why there’s three of them.”
“Let’s hope that’s enough.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Luckily, the volunteers were just starting their meeting when we all walked into the gym. Mom hurried over to where the others were standing while Gretchen and I took a stroll around to check things out. I had expected to run into the guys doing set up but it looked like everything was already done. It was all a lot nicer than the other dance. More tables and chairs. Balloons in nets along the ceiling. Bunting and streamers along the walls. A bunch of colored lights and a disco ball suspended from the scoreboard at mid-court. Certainly more elaborate than dances when I was in high school. The food area also was bigger. Gretchen was impressed.
“This looks nice! I thought you said your friends would be here.”
“I assumed they would. They must have done all this earlier today or yesterday. You’re right, it’s nice. Wonder what’s on the menu.”
We wander over to the food tables, our heels loudly clicking on the floor until we reach the tarps. The banquet tables are lined up in one long row, covered in white tablecloths with a red skirt hanging along the front all the way to the floor. There’s several food warmers with lids but they’re only holding hot water right now. There’s nothing out to snack on.
“We could go back to the kitchen, see if we could find something?” I suggest.
“Nah, I’m fine. Don’t want to get in anybody’s way. Raul doesn’t like it when someone interrupts him while he’s working.”
“Really? I never noticed that when I’m there.”
“That’s because he likes you, dummy. You’re special. Everyone treats you differently. Father, the teachers at school, Sister Carmela … everybody. You’re Patricia Conner, the Golden Girl.”
“Shut UP! I’m not special … I just play the angles, that’s all.”
“Don’t be modest. They all recognize that you’re different. You see things others miss. You do things others can’t. You solve problems that others ignore. Everywhere you go, things change.”
“For the better?”
“I think so, though Enrique may disagree. He’s the one person who doesn’t like you.”
“The ONE person? I can think of lots! Caitlin McBride and her group. Aelia Ridgeway and the entire St. Agnes basketball team, plus their fans. There’s quite a few people not exactly fond of me.”
“Well, the ones who matter are fond of you. Me for instance.”
“I appreciate that but you’re still gonna have to meet some guys tonight.”
“But WHHYYYYYY?”
“‘Cause you promised.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Sitting in a “borrowed” car outside the Y, I’m glad all three of us have checked out the place over the last two days. I want to make sure we all know the layout. Teak couldn’t understand why it was necessary.
“Three of us, one of her … it’s too easy, man,” he rumbled.
“‘Kay, it’s too easy, but gettin’ her out of there without us gettin’ caught … that won’t be easy. What if she struggles? What if she screams? We get seen, we get caught, we get killed. I got big plans for my future and they don’t include fucking this up.”
Julio shook his head. “Still don’t see why she needs to die.”
Crap! Not again! “We been through that, Julio. Ain’t any of our bizness. We’re just soldiers looking to move up. You wanna’ move up, man?”
“Yeah … course I do.”
“Me too, so this is what we gotta do. This is our chance to stand out, to be recognized, get some respect.”
“She’s a girl. Don’t get no respect doin’ girls.”
“She’s a JOB! I don’t care what anybody else thinks, I only care what Cardoza thinks!”
Teak leans forward between the two front seats of the car. “Calm down, Billy B, we know. We ain’t happy but we know. Question is, ‘xactly how we gonna do it?”
“I’ll go in once the crowd shows up, find her and keep an eye on her. If she leaves anytime, I’ll call ya and we go get her.”
“What if she don’t leave?” asks Julio.
“Then we follow her home, grab her off the street.”
“What if she got someone wit her?”
“Then we take care of them and then grab her.”
“What if she’s got a lot of people wit her?”
“Then we don’t do nothin’, fool.”
“What if we can’t keep her quiet?”
I pat my hip pocket. “Got a little smack here. It’ll take the edge off, but three dudes with knives ought to be more than enough to keep her in line, like ‘Baby, keep your mouth shut or you’ll lose an eye, quick’. Know what I mean?”
Teak sat back. “Yeah, that’d keep me quiet, though the smack’d be nice. Where we doing it after we got her?”
“Raphael’s got a place for us, down by the docks, been abandoned for a couple of years. We can wash the mess straight into the water.”
“Sweet.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Gretchen and I were sitting at the team’s table when people returned to the gym. Mom was with them … and so was Coach Tobey. Both of them walked quickly towards us.
“Hey! Deadeye! How you doing?” he shouted.
I got up out of my chair, striding towards him as he threw his arms open, dropping down to my level. We hugged each other briefly. I felt something hard and wide pressing into my stomach. Stepping back as we release each other, I look down towards his waist.
“I’m fine Coach … what the heck is that?”
“This? It’s my championship belt.”
“Belt? It looks like a hubcap.”
“Don’t dis the belt. You’re just jealous.”
“It doesn’t go with my outfit. Heck, it doesn’t go with any outfit.”
“What you talking about? This is stylish as hell … ‘scuse my French, ladies.”
“That wasn’t French,” said Gretchen.
“I know, I’ll explain later. Coach Tobey, this is my friend, Gretchen.”
“Well, aren’t you a beauty! Any friend of Patricia’s is welcome here. I have to tell you, I knew it was you before I ever saw that video. As soon as I got in the building, there was this buzz about a small girl who hit an impossible shot. ‘Has to be Conner,’ I said to myself, right then and there. Still, I couldn’t believe my eyes! God damn shot was beyond impossible … ‘scuse my French.”
“Does he know what French is?” asks Gretchen.
“He does,” I answer. So that’s what tonight’s going to be about. Nuts! I might have expected it. I really should have done something more normal. A three quarter court shot, anything but what I did.
It was pretty darn cool though. “Thanks Coach, but it was just a lucky shot. I was still woozy from that pick, I didn’t know what I was doing.”
“Bullshit! ‘Scuse my French.” Gretchen starts to say something but I wave her off. “I’ve seen that look in your eyes before, that wicked, evil look just before you do something unbelievable … though, I can’t say I’ve seen you that angry before. Thank God.”
“Well, you can think what you want Coach, but I was there and I say it was a lucky shot.”
“I was there too,” said Gretchen, “and he’s one hundred percent right.”
Coach reaches out and shakes her hand. “Smart girl. I like her.”
Great. Time to change the subject. “The gym looks very nice. Who did it?”
“A bunch of the ladies thought it up. Me and my boys helped, but so did a lot of others. This is the biggest one of the year, takes a lot of hands. Here comes one of the honchos now.” Coach whistles loudly, getting everybody’s attention. He points towards one of the people staring at him in surprise. “Becca!” he calls out, motioning with his right hand for her to come his way. She pauses for a moment to say something to the two other women with her, then she quickly walks towards us.
She looks younger than most of the other volunteers, more like late twenties or early thirties than parent age. Dyed blonde hair with a stylish amount of dark showing. Tall but well built, in shape, a confident, efficient aura about her.
“Is there a problem, Coach?”
“Nah, I just wanted you to meet some people. This is Jessica Conner, her daughter Patricia and Patricia’s friend, Gretchen … you didn’t tell me her last name, Patricia.”
“It’s … Hobbes,” Gretchen says quietly. The woman is staring intently at her.
“Gretchen Hobbes,” Coach continues. “This is Rebecca Robinson. She volunteers here at the Y, teaches some classes on design.”
“Fashion design. Gretchen, where did you get that dress? I’ve never seen anything like it!”
“We got it at ‘Sofia’s’ but it was damaged. Patty fixed it for me. She did all this.” Gretchen sweeps her hand across the panel I added. “She also made the one she’s wearing.”
Robinson looks over at me. “Really? You did all that?”
“You should see what she did with our school uniforms,” Gretchen added.
“I’d like to, I really would. What made you think of adding that panel?”
“I had the fabric which matched her shoes.” Gretchen stuck out her foot. Robinson nodded her head. “I thought about just shortening the hem slightly and adding a strip but it didn’t feel right. I figured, go big.”
“I’d say you made the right choice. Extraordinary! You have a real talent!”
“Thanks. It’s just a hobby.”
“Oh, it could be so much more! If you could come to one of my classes, I can show you things that might change your life!”
Coach chuckles. “Good luck with that.”
Robinson’s taken aback. “What do you mean?”
“I’ve been trying to get her to join my team. This is the girl who beat all my boys … ALL of them.”
Robinson’s eyes go wide. “THIS Girl?”
“Yep. She’s also the girl who hit that basketball shot to beat St. Agnes.”
“HER?”
“That’s right. You’ll have to get in line. A lot of people want a shot at Patricia Conner.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Lots of people keep stopping by our table to talk to Patty. At first, it’s mostly the parents who are volunteers. The men want to talk about the St. Agnes game, the women ask if she’s going to play the piano again. Apparently, she played several songs the last time she was here and people loved it. She introduced me to everyone who came by. The women all complimented me on my dress, the men just complimented me … if they said anything at all. They all looked though, some looked real hard. Sometimes it was a little uncomfortable.
“Get used to it,” Patty said.
“Why should I? Why should I have to get used to the way some men look at me?”
“I guess you don’t. It’s up to you. You dress the way you want to, some people may react in ways you don’t like. You can either let their reactions dictate how you live or you can ignore their reactions and do what you want. Your choice.”
“You make it sound so simple.”
“It is.”
“What if someone isn’t as confident as you, as comfortable in their skin as you are?”
“Fake it.”
“What?”
“Who says I’m so confident, so comfortable? I got problems, just like everybody else.”
“Such as?”
“For one, I’m barely five foot tall.”
“You’re four-ten.”
“Thank you, Miss six-two.”
“I’m just saying it’s no big deal.”
“I like the way you phrase that.”
“Huh?”
“Never mind. I know you’ve got problems in your life and you know I’ve got them in mine. How a person handles their problems is their choice. Sometimes, if you don’t feel confident, you can fake it, act confident. Do it long enough and you can become confident. It’s worked for me.”
It sounds crazy. It IS crazy … isn’t it?
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We’ve been here almost an hour and a half and kids are starting to show up. Terri and Javier were a couple of the first ones to arrive. I was glad to see them, they’re a major part of tonight’s plan. I pull her aside shortly after they come in.
“Terri, I need your help tonight.”
“What with?”
“I brought Gretchen here so she could meet some nice guys.”
“Looking like that? They’ll be lining up out the door and down the street. What’s the prob?”
“I said NICE guys. This is her first dance of any kind; it needs to be a good experience. I don’t know a lot of people here so I need you and Javier to help me screen likely candidates.”
“You mean, like matchmakers?”
“I’m not looking to marry her off, just meet a few half way decent guys and get out of here not hating the entire male population.”
“You dream big, Patty. You really do. Of course I’ll help, so will the other girls. It’ll be fun! So Jane Austin! How we dealing with her Dad, who he is?”
“We’re not highlighting it but we’re not hiding from it either. She is who she is. The name of Hobbes carries baggage she’s got to learn to deal with … at least for now.”
“When won’t it?”
“I’m working on that.”
“Really, just you or do you have a PR firm on retainer.”
“Just me for the moment. Good idea about the PR firm though, maybe later. For right now, she’s just Gretchen, our teammate.”
“Okay. I better get back to the table before Javier does something I’ll make sure he’ll regret.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The other girls totally got into the matchmaker thing. Terri, Katie and the rest of the girlfriends of the team quickly began to review the history of every eligible guy they could spot. They limited themselves to guys who weren’t already dating someone because they all knew how they’d feel if somebody tried to fix up their boyfriend with a girl who looked like Gretchen.
Hot tar and feathers wouldn’t be enough.
In half an hour, they had six good prospects.
“Okay, here’s the list, one through six,” said Terri. “First, Franklin Kirby.”
“Where’s he at?” I ask.
“Over there, by the fire hose, two tables to the left. The guy in the blue shirt.” She sighs, “Just like his eyes.”
I finally spot him. Yowzaa! He’s gorgeous! I can’t see how tall he is because he’s sitting down but everything else looks perfect. The hair, the teeth, his chest … those blue eyes. Damn! Makes me squirm just to look at him.
“No good,” said Javier between forks of pasta. The guys had gotten tired of waiting for the girls to finish rating other guys so they went to the buffet and loaded up.
“Why’s that?” asked Terri.
Javier finished chewing and swallowed. “Because he’s gay.”
“NOOOO!” cried Katie. “He can’t be!”
“‘Fraid so,” replied Javier as he returned his attention to his half-full plate.
“How do YOU know?” demanded Katie.
“Just look at him. If he wasn’t gay, he’d be dating a dozen girls. Besides, I know the guy he IS seeing. They’ve been together for like three months. Cute couple.”
“Alright,” said Terri. “Number two, Gary Hubertz … or is he gay too?”
Javier swallows again. “Not that I know.”
“Good, where’s he sitting?” I ask.
Javier points to his right. “Over at the basketball players’ table. Green shirt. He’s just standing up.”
I see him. Not bad. No Franklin Kirby but not bad. And he’s tall enough, at least 6’ 5”. Gretchen’s heels are only about 3” so she tops out around six four or five. He’ll do.
“Good, now we need to get them together.”
“Easy,” grunted Javier. “Cruz, go over the ballers’ table and tell Gary Hubertz to come over here.”
“What if he don’t want to?” asks Cruz.
“Tell him a girl wants to meet him. That should do it.”
“Gotcha!”
As Cruz works his way through the crowd towards the other table, I reach over and tap Javier on the hand.
“Where’s Eric? I haven’t seen him yet.”
“Oh, Eric, uuhh yeah … Eric. Uuuhh, ya see, Eric … he’s got this part time job at a restaurant and won’t get here until later.”
“A job? Good for him! Work’s hard to find out there! How much later?”
“Like ten or so.”
That won’t give us much time to talk but that’s okay. I spot Cruz coming back to the table, Hubertz following close behind, smiling and scanning, looking for the mystery girl. The one sitting nervously beside me.
“Patty, I don’t know if I can …”
“Hush. We’ll just invite him to sit down and talk awhile, take it from there. No pressure.”
When they get to the table, Cruz moves aside, leaving Hubertz standing next to us all, clearly uncertain about what’s going on. I stand up and take his hand.
“Nice to meet you Gary. I’m Patricia Conner and this is my friend, Gretchen, Gretchen … Hobbes.”
Gretchen slowly stands up. I watch Gary’s face as his eyes follow her the entire way, gradually widening in total shock as his breathing stops.
She can do that to a person. I give his limp hand a shake, stirring him back to awareness.
“Kinda takes your breath away, doesn’t she, Gary?”
“Oh. My. God! … I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said … but you’re so … I’m sorry …”
I pull him down into the seat next to Gretchen as she sits back down, red faced. I hurry around to an empty chair opposite them and sit too.
“Don’t worry about it Gary, it’s a common reaction. I hear you play basketball. Who for?”
“Uhhh, St. Joe’s during the season and then for the Y in AAU.”
“So … a Catholic boy.”
“Yeah.”
I nod towards Terri slightly, congratulating her on her choice. She accepts with a smile.
“You know, Gary,” I say, “Gretchen plays basketball too.”
“You do? Who for?”
“Saint … Saint … Ann’s,” Gretchen says quietly.
“St. Ann’s. They’re pretty good this year.”
“Thanks. We are.” Gretchen smiled. “What’s your record?” she asked shyly.
“We’re undefeated, but, you know, it’s still early.”
“Undefeated. That’s pretty good too … even if it is … early.”
I look around the table and notice every girl there is hanging on each word being said. Better put a stop to that.
“Nothin’ to see here ladies. How ’bout a little privacy.” The girls nod and begin to move away. “Gary, we haven’t eaten yet, have you?”
“No, I was getting ready to when Cruz came over and …”
“Great! Great! Would you like to eat with us?”
“Sure! That’d be awesome!”
“Wonderful! Let’s go, I’m starving. Coming, Gretchen?”
“I am kinda hungry.”
Gary hopped up and pulled Gretchen’s chair away as she stood up. She smiled at him, looking ever so slightly up at his eyes. I was right, just about an inch or so taller than her. Good.
“You guys go on ahead. I’ll be right behind you.”
As Gary and Gretchen walked away, I stopped next to Cruz.
“Eric’s supposed to be here around ten, right?”
“Who told you that?”
“Javier. He said Eric has a part time job. In a restaurant.”
“Yeah, yeah … he does.”
“If you see him before I do, let me know.”
He glances over at Javier, then back to me. “Sure thing, Patty. You got it. Right away.”
I pat him on the shoulder. “Easy man. It’s not an emergency or anything.”
He gives me an uncertain smile.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It’s been almost two hours and not one opening! Everywhere the bitch goes, she’s got people with her. If it’s not all those girls when they go for more food or the bathroom, it’s those fucking steroid cases. I thought Escaban said she didn’t have bodyguards. The few times it’s only been one person, it’s been Hobbes’ daughter.
Looks like this may be a waste of time. At least I’ve got a nice seat, good eats and lots of eye candy around. Teak and Julio are stuck outside.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I split my attention between watching Gretchen and Gary out on the dance floor and the big clock by the entrance doors. It’s getting closer to ten.
Gretchen said she wasn’t interested in dancing, even though Gary asked. I ended up asking Terri to loan me Javier for a couple dances to show Gretch it can be fun.
She hasn’t missed one since then.
I have to say, the girls may have picked a winner in Gary. He’s a nice kid; polite, seems to be smart, and, after getting over some initial shyness, is an interesting conversationalist. He’s done a good job of drawing Gretchen out. She’s actually stopped looking to me for reassurance. Terri takes the chair next to mine, Javier the one next to her.
“So … how’s it going?” she asks.
“Better than I thought. You did good with Gary. Gretchen’s really enjoying herself.”
“It’s a talent. I was talking about your clock watching. And door watching.”
“What?! I’m not …”
“Don’t try and deny it, Patricia. You’ve been nervous all night.”
“Well, if I have, it’s been about Gretchen.”
“Like hell. You think you’re the only one who’s observant? I’ve been watching you for months. When you’ve got one of your schemes cooking, you’re the ice queen. Ever since Gretchen started dancing, you’ve been nervous as a cat. What gives?”
“Nothing.” She gives me a look of disbelief. I hold out my hand, flat, palm down. “See. No shakes. Nothin’ going on here.”
Terri flops back in her chair. “Humpf”
Just then, Gretchen comes back to our table, leading Gary by the hand. They’re both smiling and glowing from the exertion. I pull a chair out.
“Have a seat.” Gretchen pauses. “What is it?”
“Ummm Gary wants me to sit with him over at his table, so I can meet his friends. I told him I had to ask you if it was okay.”
“I don’t know. I told your dad that I’d be responsible for …”
Terri touches my shoulder and leans close to my ear. “Easy up a little. Nothing’s gonna happen in here.”
She’s right. This is exactly what I hoped would develop. Still … I need to make sure Gary’s aware of who’s in charge.
“Okay Gretch, if that’s what you want. Gary, you need to know that I promised Gretchen’s father that I’d bring her home safe and sound. I’ll be very upset if something happens to her, you understand?”
He looks down at me from all his six-five male attitude and smiles. “Sure. No problem.”
He doesn’t understand.
“I don’t think you quite do. Javier, you want to explain it to him?”
“Sure thing, Patricia. Gary, my man … you know all that shit that was goin’ round this place this past summer bout a girl who whipped our asses in the practice ring?”
Gary’s smile stretches into a big grin. “Oh yeah! We all thought it was funny as hell.”
Javier jerks his thumb at me. “She’s the one who did it. You couldn’t pay me to piss her off. Besides, me and the boys think of Gretchen more as a sister than a friend, ain’t that right Cruz?”
Cruz nodded his head in agreement. “Absolutely.”
“So, ya see, Gretchen’s got a lot of guardian angels around here.”
Gary’s grin is gone, replaced a look of serious concern tinged with fear. Gretchen’s enjoying the show.
“Now do you understand?” I ask.
“Yeah, I got it. Be good.”
“As gold. You two go have fun.”
Gary hurries away, gently pulling Gretchen with him. She looks back at me, blowing a kiss and wiggling her fingers. As they disappear into the crowd, Cruz stands up.
“She’s a sister that I’d love to …”
“Careful with what you say next.”
“Just saying that if it don’t work out with Hubertz, I’m next in line.”
“Actually,” said Terri, “you were sixth on our list.”
“SIXTH?! What the fuck you talking bout?! I’m the best damn … Hey, there’s Eric.”
I jerk my head around towards the double doors at the far end of the gym. I can’t see anything over the crowd so I jump up on my chair. Now I can see him, standing part way in the door. I start waiving my right hand wildly in the air, trying to let him know where I … we are. He ducks partially back out the door but steps right back in, walking into the gym … with a beautiful girl holding his arm.
CHAPTER FIFTY SIX
“That’s one mean friend you got there, Gretchen.”
“She’s not really mean … well, she is mean sometimes … not mean exactly … she’s hard to describe. If something needs to be done, she’ll do it, even if some people would call it a mean thing to do. But she only does it to help people.”
And punish them if they try to hurt her or her friends.
“She acts like she’s your mother or something.”
“She’s not my mother, she’s my BFF. Patty feels responsible for me. She had to make a lot of promises to my father to get him to agree to let me come here tonight. If Patty makes a promise, she takes it seriously. I know. The stories I could tell you about Patricia Conner.”
“Really? Like what?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
A girl.
A beautiful girl.
Why the f … f … fuc … FUCK DIDN”T SOMEBODY TELL ME??!!
I turn and stare down at both Javier and Cruz.
“Did you know about this?” I ask as calmly as possible. They both step back.
“Now, don’t get mad, Patty,” said Cruz.
“Yeah, Da’Pee, it’s not our fault,” added Javier.
I hop off the chair, walking towards them. They both step back again, keeping their distance. “You didn’t think I might be interested in knowing that Eric is dating some … cute girl.”
“We didn’t think it was any of our business, right Cruz?”
“That’s right. And it ain’t like you been around much or anything. He waited for you but you never came back.”
“Hey, I’m busy! I got school and … basketball … and other stuff.”
“So what, we all got that shit. You make time for what’s important.”
Terri jumped between us, hugging my shoulder. “Shut up, Javier! You don’t know all the stuff Patricia does, all the things she has to take care of. I couldn’t do it! All either of you had to do was give her a heads up. Is that too much for one friend to do for another?”
Cruz and Javier look guiltily at each other. Cruz finally speaks up.
“We didn’t know what she might do. We didn’t want to get …”
“Beat up,” finished Javier.
“Hey Guys! What’s up?”
We all quickly turn to face Eric and his … girlfriend, fake smiles on our faces. At least mine is fake.
“Nothin’, man,” said Cruz, slapping Eric’s outstretched hand. “Took ya long enough.”
Eric and Javier clap each other on the back and bump chests, then he turns to the girls.
“Claudette, this is Terri Hughes, Javier’s girlfriend. Terri, this is Claudette DesCartes.”
Terri reaches out to shake her hand but DesCartes gives her the old double handshake, grab with the right and cover with the left.
“I am sooo ‘appy to meet you, Terree.”
Great. A French accent.
“Nice to meet you too, Claudette.”
“I’ve saved the best for last. Didn’t know you were gonna be here, Patty.”
“I mentioned it to Javier and Cruz, guess they forgot to tell you about it. There’s a lot of that going around.”
“Guess so. Anyway, Claudette, I’d like you to meet the one and only … Patricia Conner.”
I step forward, my right hand out. DesCartes goes for the double again but I quickly catch both her hands with mine, push them down slightly as I step closer, rapidly kissing her on both cheeks.
“Bonjour, Claudette.” I release her hands and fall back. She slowly raises her left hand, with long, thin fingers, and lightly touches where I kissed her.
“Oh my! Just like home. Bonjour, Patricia.”
Five two, I’d guess, slender but not skinny, dark skin, dark hair, exotic eyes. Probably Caribbean heritage with a little Asian thrown in. Moves smoothly, sultry. Most likely flexible as heck.
I feel like a Midwestern farm girl.
“No, you don’t get it,” said Eric. “You know that girl I told you about, the one who can do all those things. This is HER!”
I thought, for a moment, I saw anger in her face, but it quickly disappeared, replaced by a good imitation of awe.
“No! It can’t be ‘er! She is so petite!”
“Why thank you, Claudette. You know what the say, surprising things come in small packages.”
“I thought the saying was good things come in small packages.”
“That too. Have you guys eaten yet? The buffet’s kinda picked clean.”
Eric waived his right hand. “We’re good. Ate at work before we got here. You’re looking really good, Patty. Really good.”
“Patricia makes her own clothes,” said Terri.
“Mon dieu! So talented!”
Javier started rearranging the chairs. “Let’s all just sit down, take a load off. You guys gotta be tired.”
“Just for a moment or two. Eric and I came to dance!” She gave a little shimmy that would cause any man’s dick to perk right up.
“Go ahead and sit, Claudette. I’ll get us something to drink before we start. Then I can tell everybody how we met.”
I drop into a chair. “Wonderful. Can’t wait to hear it.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
They’re out on the floor, dancing so close you couldn’t get a tissue between them, her hands around his waist, thumbs resting on his back pants pockets, his placed on her pert, cute bottom. It’s a slow, romantic song.
Thank God they aren’t serving booze. I’m a nasty drunk.
Terri’s sitting next to me, sharing a bowl of pretzels. “I can hate her, if you want. It won’t be hard. Javier’s been paying more attention than he should. Not like he did to Gretchen but I can forgive him that. I mean, it’s Gretchen! Even I think twice when it’s Gretchen.”
She’s just saying that to cheer me up. It helps. A little.
“No. Javier’s right. It was my fault.”
“He’s smarter than he looks.”
“Well he’d have to be, wouldn’t he?”
“True. Why didn’t you do anything about Eric?”
“I don’t know. It just wasn’t a top priority. I wasn’t even sure I wanted to.”
“Until tonight.”
“Yeah,” I sigh, “until tonight.”
We keep watching them dance while we slowly work our way to the bottom of the bowl.
“Terri, you don’t have to stay with me, you know.”
“That’s okay, unless you want to talk to Gretchen instead.”
I glance over at where Gretchen’s sitting. She’s with a bunch of guys and girls, laughing and talking a mile a minute.
“No. She’s enjoying herself, which is why we came in the first place.”
“So tonight is just about her?”
“Mostly.”
“Nothing for little Patty Conner?”
“Apparently not. It’s probably for the best anyway … in the long run, we’re all better off.”
“That’s crap and you know it.”
It suddenly hits me. I can’t watch Eric and Claudette out on the dance floor anymore. If I have to see them for ten more seconds, I’ll freak out. I need to talk to someone who knows me, who understands me.
I need my mother. Right now.
“Look, Terri. I gotta find my mom. Will you stay here and keep any eye on Gretchen for me? I won’t be long, I promise. Everything’s going smoothly anyway.”
“Sure, I’ll relieve you, Captain. Where’s your mom at?”
“I don’t know … but I see Coach Tobey over by the exit near the kitchen. He’ll know where she is.”
I stand up and start to reach for my purse then decide to leave it here.
“You sure you’re cool with this, Terri? I don’t have to …”
She waives her hand dismissively. “Go. Find your mom. Have a good cry. You need it.”
“Thanks a lot.”
“Besides, what could possibly go wrong?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I grab the phone.
“Wake up boys! She’s on the move and she’s alone! Looks like she’s headed for an exit, the one by the kitchen … wait, she’s stopped. Damn it! Bitch, if you don’t … she’s talkin’ to this old dude … still talkin’ … FUCK YEAH! They’re going outside! Get over there as fast as you can!”
Time to show what we can do. Time for some fun!
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Thanks Coach, I appreciate this a lot.”
“That’s okay, we should be able to find her pretty quick, though she should be way on the other side of the building. It’d be faster if we go through than around.”
“I’d rather do it this way, if it’s all the same to you. I needed to get out of there. The air will do me good.”
“The air I understand, the ground maybe something else.”
“What are you … nuts!” My stiletto heel sinks into the dirt. It rained yesterday and the ground’s still soft. “I see what you mean. We’ll get to pavement soon enough.”
“Here, take my arm, that’ll help.”
He’s right, it is easier. We’re just about to reach the loading dock for the kitchen when I hear someone coming up behind us, fast. I look back over my shoulder in time to catch the glint of a knife. I hop up and push off Coach with both feet, throwing him out of the path of the running man and me towards the concrete around the dock, where I land on both feet but barely keep my balance. Darn shoes!
The man stops between us, squatting in an attack position, a six-inch knife in his right hand.
“Old man! Get over here right now or I cut the girl’s throat! You hear me? NOW!”
“Coach! Run for it! Get help!”
Coach Tobey starts to edge my way, moving slowly, carefully.
“Listen son, we don’t need any trouble here. No one’s gonna do anything stupid. Just take it easy.”
He’s doing exactly what the guy wants, get us together so he can control both of us. The Coach is coming to protect me. Blasted male chauvinism!
“Coach! Stop! I can take this guy! Go for help! Run!”
“Don’t listen to her old man! You keep on coming this way.”
“NO! COACH! RUN!”
He keeps sliding my way as the guy starts to circle away, giving Coach Tobey room to move closer to me.
“Stay calm Patty, let me handle this. No one’s gonna get hurt. What do you want, son? Money? Drugs?”
“I want you to shut up and keep moving, old man.”
The guy’s standing on the grass, no way I can get to him wearing these heels. The concrete around me is littered with broken glass, mostly beer bottles. So much for going bare foot. By now, Coach is only five feet away from me. We’ve got the elevated loading dock behind us and the jerk with the knife in front of us. We still have the advantage, two against one, if Coach would just work with me.
“Listen, Coach. Stop right there! We can take this guy. I know how to deal with knives, trust me, I’ve done it before.”
He keeps moving towards me. “Now Patricia, don’t you do anything crazy. I can’t let you get hurt. I’m the adult here, let me handle it.”
“I thought you said that if there was trouble, you’d want to be behind me.”
“Honey, I was just kidding around. This is serious. Everyone just needs to stay calm.”
It’s too late. He’s standing next to me and we’re pinned against the dock. Wonderful. The guy just stands there, knife in his right hand, looking out towards the street. Maybe he hears something. I strain to listen, cocking my head to one side.
YES! There’s someone running this way. They heard all the commotion. We’re gonna be okay! Coach hears it too. All three of us are watching to see who comes around the corner of the building.
It’s two guys. I don’t recognize either of them, but from the look on the first guy’s face, he does. We are so screwed.
As they sprint toward guy one, each of them pulls their own knife. Now it’s three armed guys against a middle aged Don Quixote and me. Coach steps in front of me.
“There’s no reason for anyone to get hurt here. Let’s all be calm. What do you want?”
Guy one flicks his knife towards me. “We want the bitch.”
“What?”
“We want the girl, old man.”
“What for?”
“What do ya think?”
Coach glances back at me, fear in his eyes but a look of determination on his face. Oh no. He turns back to confront our attackers.
“I’m afraid I can’t allow that.”
“You gonna stop us, old dude?”
“You’ll have to go through me to get to her.”
OH GOD NO! The misguided fool is going to get himself killed trying to protect me! I grab his arm.
“Don’t Coach, they’ll kill you. Just let me handle this, please!”
“No way. You’re my responsibility. What would I tell your mother? My boys? My wife?” He gently pushes me back behind him, shielding me. Guy one steps closer, his friends spreading out behind him, left and right, following him.
“That’s the way you want it, we gonna bring it, old man.”
Desperate for a weapon of some kind, I search everywhere. Not a stick, pipe, piece of metal or rock bigger than gravel to be seen. Even the broken glass has been pulverized by truck tires until there’s not a piece big enough to grip in your hand.
As they slowly approach, Coach turns left and right, trying to anticipate who’ll strike first. Just then, I catch a reflection from one of the lights over the dock.
Yes … yes … OH GOD THANK YOU, YES!
I run around in front of Coach and drop to my knees, facing him. I claw at his championship belt, trying to get it out of the belt loops.
“Patty! Stop it! What are you doing? Stop it!”
One of the guys behind me starts laughing. “Looks like the little whore wants some cock. Maybe she gets horny when she scared! I got some for you right here, bitch!” he says in a deep baritone. He’ll pay for that.
I finally manage to loosen the belt, whipping it free from the Coach’s pants as I stand, knocking him off balance. Before he regains control, I hit him with my shoulder, pushing him towards and past our attackers, who are so shocked, they just stand and watch as he stumbles past them, eventually sprawling face first on the ground about ten feet behind them. As he scrambles to his feet, I begin to whirl the belt in a circle above my head, the heavy metal buckle at the end, the sound of it cutting through the air getting louder as the speed rapidly increases.
“COACH! RUN! GET HELP! I’LL HOLD THEM OFF! PLEASE! GET HELP!”
He just stares at me for what seems like minutes then, finally, grabs the waist band of his pants with both hands and sprints toward the building, quickly disappearing into the shadows.
My attackers look back and forth between themselves then turn towards me as I settle into a steady rhythm, the belt singing as it slices the air above me.
“Well boys, it’s just us now … let’s dance.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
As soon as I reach a dark spot, I spin and hit the ground, waiting to see if any one followed me. They hadn’t moved, their attention focused on Patricia.
What the FUCK was she thinking! I had things under control … well, not under control, but at least I was going to make it hard on them, maybe buy some time. I may be old but I know a lot of tricks. They may have eventually got me but it would have taken some time, time that Patty doesn’t have now.
I can’t leave her alone! But I can’t go charging back in there without a plan or a weapon of some kind. Unfortunately, there’s nothing around to use. We keep the whole place too fucking clean!
The first guy steps toward her. “What the fuck you think you doing, bitch? Think we be afraid of a belt?”
“Don’t know, don’t really care. Your clock is ticking. My friend’s gone for help. You got two, maybe three minutes before the shit hits the fan. All I have to do is hold you off that long.”
“Fuck this shit! Teak, get her.”
The biggest one of the three eased closer to Patty, darting forward in sharp moves, trying to time the belt as it swung by his head. Patty was moving too, up on her toes, changing the angle of the rotation, making it hard to predict where the buckle was going to be.
“Quit fucking around with the bitch, Teak!” shouted the first guy. The big guy turned his head to say something back. I saw it before he did. Actually, he never saw it at all.
Patty lunged at him, smacking him in the side of the head with the speeding buckle. She didn’t hit him square in the head, that would have stopped the belt, leaving her vulnerable. It just clipped him, but it did it several times, hitting him in a different spot on his head each time as he spun around. He dropped to the ground with a thump and stayed there.
I know a knockout when I see one.
Patty swooped down and scooped up the knife he dropped with her free hand, the belt circling her head the entire time. As soon as she got the knife she skipped back away from the unconscious boy, smiling.
“One down. Who’s next? Tick tock.”
The other two never budged, they didn’t have time. Patty moved as quickly as I’ve ever seen a human being move.
“What the fuck was that?!” the third guy said to the first. “We gotta get out of here! You know what goes down if we get caught. I ain’t waiting around to be arrested for this shit. I ain’t gonna die!”
“Julio, shut up! We got this. All we do is …” he stopped, looked over at Patty and waived his hand at his partner. “Come here.”
The two moved closer, still blocking Patty from leaving. They huddled up but kept a close eye on her. They were arguing with each other but only for a few seconds. When they broke, each one went to nearly opposite sides of Patty. If she’d been wearing regular shoes, she could have run for it and they’d never caught her, but not in those heels. It looked like they were going to try to attack at the same time. Patty figured it out too, picking up the pace on the circling belt.
“Better hurry guys, you haven’t got much time left.”
“Shut your mouth,” the first guy growled.
“OOooowww, big man. Make me, Chuckles. Remember, I’ve got a knife too now.”
“Chicks don’t know shit about knives.”
“We know were a guy keeps his balls and dick. A few pokes in that area can do a lot of damage.”
Even I cringed when she said that. The guys went back to trying to time the belt but they were squatting lower, like they planned to go under the belt. With Patty being so short, that was going to be a neat trick.
“When we get you, bitch, I’m gonna fuck ya blind, ya got that? Blind!”
“I hear you. Tick tock, Chuckles.”
“Yeah, you’re gonna be mine. You’ll like it too. Ya’ll gonna beg for more. I’m gonna GO!”
Both of them dove low and tried to scuttle towards Patty as fast as they could but she was ahead of ‘em. She jumped back away from the first guy, angling the belt down, aiming for his head. He stopped and backed off. Problem with that is it left an opening for the other guy, who charged forward. Patty spun away but, as she did, she slid her left hand up the belt as she pulled it down with her right, stopping the spinning, then she immediately snapped it down, whipping it around the guy’s neck. She pulled him forward, keeping him off balance and stumbling. He couldn’t stand up but tried to hustle forward, all bent over, to get some room to get upright but Patty wouldn’t let him. She pulled him along, swung him around her … head first into the concrete wall with a loud, hollow “thonk”.
He ran into that wall so hard … it may have killed him.
And Patty’s now holding two knives. She quickly takes up a defensive position in front of the first guy.
“Two down, Chuckles. You don’t have much time left or many options. These two … they’re mine. Someone put you up to this and I want to know who. They’re gonna tell me. You think they won’t dime you? They will once I’m done with ‘em.”
“Who the fuck are you?”
“Me? Just a little Catholic schoolgirl, nobody special.”
“Fuck that shit!”
“Whatever. You can run, but I got a feeling whoever hired you won’t be happy about that and you won’t last very long out there. You could try to kill me, but you’ve got about forty five seconds before a pot load of people come rushing out here to save me.”
“SAVE YOU?!”
“That’s what they’ll be thinking. Only you and I know different. Even if you do manage to kill me, which you won’t, by the way, you can’t get your two friends out of here in time to avoid being caught.”
“What you saying, bitch?”
“I’m saying that your only chance to get out of this alive is to tell me who sent you. You tell me that and I’ll go head off the rescue mob, give you a chance to get your buddies safely away. No one will ever know this happened. What do ya say?”
“I say … THIS!”
He charged her, wildly swinging his knife in front of him. She easily avoided the attack, lightly floating away, staying ahead, but he was backing her into the corner of the loading dock and wall.
Time for me to move.
Pushing up off the ground and grabbing my pants, I start to run just as Patty’s back reaches the corner. He swipes left and right at her but she dodges each swing. When he tries to slash her from above, she deflects the blow with her forearm and spins out of the corner, driving her spiked heel into his kidney.
He’s tougher than I thought. He didn’t scream. He did stop fighting and doubled over, clutching his side.
Patty grabbed his left hand by the wrist, pushed it up against the wooden edge of the loading dock and drove a knife through the palm of his hand all the way to the handle, pinning him to the dock.
Now he screamed.
She backed away as he returned to swinging the knife at her, tears rolling down his cheeks while he cursed. After a few futile swipes, he threw the knife at her but it hit the ground before reaching her. He turned to try to pull her knife out of the loading dock but the pain was too great and he had lousy leverage.
“Sorry Chuckles. See ya’ in hell.”
She turns and starts to walk away.
“Wait! … wait … I’ll talk … I’ll talk.”
She looks at him over her shoulder. “That was a limited time offer. You’re screwed now.”
“Come on! They’ll kill us!”
“Not my problem.”
“PLEASE!”
She slowly turned back towards him and strode within five feet of the bawling thug.
“Who’s the bitch now?”
“What?”
“Who’s. The. Bitch. Now.”
“I don’t understand.”
She spins on her heel. “Wrong answer.”
“I AM!”
She rushes towards him, gettting in his face. “Say it.”
“I’m the bitch.”
“Remember that. Who sent you?”
“Get me off this thing first.”
“Yeah, right. Who sent you?”
“How do I know …”
“You don’t. Who sent you?”
The thug hesitated then gave up, slumping against the concrete behind him.
“Hobbes, Raymond Hobbes.”
Patty was shocked. “You sure?”
“Yeah, it was Hobbes.”
“How do you know it was Hobbes? He do it in person?”
“No, he sent somebody. The guy’s name was Escaban.”
“Escaban?”
“Yeah. We weren’t supposed to know it but Raphael let it slip.”
“Did Escaban say Hobbes wanted this done? Think carefully.”
“He said some other dude was told by Hobbes to get it done. Cardoza.”
“Enrique Cardoza?”
“He just said Cardoza, I swear!”
Patty stalked away, right past me, her heels sinking into the ground.
“Let him down, Coach.”
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What went wrong?
How did Hobbes finger me? Or did he? This isn’t his style. There’s no way he’d have a group of punks like those guys deal with an undercover cop. Not with just knives. They thought they were after a teenage girl.
Hobbes would have no reason to have me killed if he didn’t know what I am. He loves me. Well, not actual love but he likes me. I saved his business! I’m helping him with Gretchen! If he didn’t know I had betrayed him, there’d be no reason for him to hurt me and if he did know I’d betrayed him, then he’d have done a lot more to punish me. Besides, after that display at his house today, I’d like to think that my radar is sensitive enough that I’d have noticed that something was up.
Hobbes didn’t have anything to do with this. I’d bet my life on it.
If it wasn’t Hobbes, then who was it? The obvious choice is Cardoza. Escaban is his messenger boy. It’d be just like him to use Escaban to arrange this, but again … why? If he’d discovered what I am, he’d go straight to Hobbes and I’ve already been through that scenario.
If he didn’t go to Hobbes … he’s doing this on his own, not using Hobbes’ resources. He’d only do that if he doesn’t want Hobbes to know! What does he get out of my death? Why now? I need to think about this.
Sitting on the smoker’s bench outside the kitchen door, head down, I can hear Coach Tobey shuffling through the grass, heading my way. I slide over just as he arrives and he plops down next to me. Neither of us says anything right away.
“They gone?” I ask.
“Yeah, I got the one guy’s hand wrapped in a towel just as the first guy you knocked out came to. They both carried the third guy away. He’s alive but may have a fractured skull, hit that wall pretty hard.”
“Good riddance to bad rubbish.”
“Amen. Why’d you let them go?”
“Found out what I needed to know. Calling the police just complicates things.”
“So … you know what all this was about?”
“Maybe.”
“I see … sorry I wasn’t able to help … just couldn’t leave you alone out there.”
“That’s okay, Coach. As long as they thought you went for help, it forced their hand. That helped a lot. I was more interested in getting you out of the way. They’d have killed you. You know that, right?”
“Yeah … I do. They’d have had to work for it though.”
“I bet they would have. I appreciate the thought … I really do, but I couldn’t have that on my conscience … too much bad stuff up there already.”
We sit silently for a few moments.
“Patricia … you mind if I ask you a question?”
“No Coach, go ahead.”
“Who the fuck are you?”
“‘Scuse your French?”
“Not this time. I don’t care what you look like; no seventeen year old girl beats three gang bangers armed with knives using only a God damn belt!”
“Yeah … but it was a championship belt.”
“Be serious girl! I want to know who, or what you are.”
“What if I can’t tell you?”
“Then you can’t be coming around here anymore. We can’t have this kind of trouble anywhere near the Y. We struggle to keep this place an island of peace and hope in a sea of despair. Trouble makers aren’t welcome.”
“TROUBLE MAKER?! I was defending myself out there! They attacked me, remember?”
“I was there … I saw it. I saw the fucking impossible. You could have beat those boys senseless. Dressed like an angel wearing spiked heels and using my old belt. You could have killed them. You MAY have killed one of them.”
“It was harder than it looked, Coach.”
“No doubt. If they had been smarter, or more experienced, or had the vaguest idea of who or what they were dealing with, they could have given you some trouble. But, somehow, I think you’d have come out on top, no matter what. They came looking specifically for you, Patricia. For YOU. This was no accident. Even if you didn’t start trouble, you attracted it. Until you can either explain it or convince me it won’t happen again, the Y can’t afford to take the chance.”
“Just like that? You’re tossing me out?”
“Girl, you think this is easy for me?! You saved my life, for Christ’s sake! You’re one of the nicest, most talented, most … I don’t know what you are, I only know you aren’t who or what you say you are, you can’t be.”
“You’re saying a girl can’t be as good as I am?”
“Look me in the eye and tell me, as God is your witness, you’re just a seventeen year old girl who goes to Catholic school and likes to play basketball, do martial arts and sew fashionable dresses in her spare time. You tell me that.”
In the old days, I’d have tried. I’d have sucked it up, put on my best smile and laid it on thick. Tonight, right now, I just couldn’t, not to Coach Tobey. He would have died trying to protect me. Besides, there’s bigger battles to fight before today is done. I stand up.
“Do I have to leave now?”
He seems surprised. “No … no … not now. You can finish the night. Do you still need to see your mother? Wait … is she really your mother?”
“Coach, if I’m not telling you about me, do you think I’m gonna answer that question?”
“No, I guess not.”
“Before we go find her, I want to say two things. First, what happened tonight has to stay between you and I. No one else can ever know. Ever. It’s a matter of life and death.”
“Yours or mine?”
“Maybe both.”
“Okay, deal. What’s second?”
“One day, if I can, I’m coming back here and tell you what you want to know.”
“Patricia … I hope to God damn heaven you do. ‘Scuse my French.”
CHAPTER FIFTY SEVEN
“So … we’re done.”
“Not necessarily, Mom.”
“Someone just tried to kill you, Patricia. I’d say we’re done.”
“The questions are, who tried to kill me and why. Until I know that, I’m not pulling out.”
“How do you plan on finding out without dying?”
“Because, I’m pretty sure that it wasn’t Hobbes, it was Cardoza, and he’s doing it on his own.”
“Pretty sure?”
“Very sure … almost positive.”
“Big jump there. What’s the new evidence?”
“Nothing … I just don’t want you backing out on me, not now.”
“Again, what’s your plan?”
“When we take Gretchen home tonight, it should be fairly easy to tell if Hobbes is surprised to see me. If he reacts normally, then it wasn’t him.”
“Unless he’s a scheming, unapologetic, sociopath.”
“He’s not. I’ve met a few in my prior jobs. They’re more like Cardoza.”
“Assuming you’re right, it’s not Hobbes, what can you do about it? You’ve got no proof of anything. If Cardoza tried to have you killed, why would he stop now? We have to face facts, Patricia … this changes everything. We are out of time.”
When Coach Tobey and Patricia found me, it was clear they were upset. Coach was not his usual jolly self. She gave me a very brief description of what happened with Coach adding the details she omitted before he hurried back to the dance. What little they told me was terrifying. And now she’s considering doing nothing, acting like it never happened. Slumped against a wall, hugging her bare arms tightly to her body due to the chilly night, she seems so frail and fragile.
At one time, I would have risked anything, everything, to get Raymond Hobbes. But not now … not her.
“We’re so close, Mom! You’re right but … it’s almost done! Or nearly done.”
“What exactly is so close? Getting the information Lipsomb needs or your plan to transform Raymond Hobbes?”
She doesn’t want to answer. Eventually, she sighs.
“I can get to the servers by the end of next week. It’s all in place. Tippett’s going to Las Vegas Thursday to spend a long weekend at a big conference for hackers and security specialists. It’s like Woodstock for those guys. Once he’s out of town, my window of opportunity opens.”
“And the other?”
She sighs again. “Not yet. I’m getting closer but I need more time. This is more important than those computer files. It’s Gretchen’s chance for a future.”
“Everyone has a future, honey.”
“You know what I mean.”
I did. “I understand. You tried. You tried harder than anybody could have expected. Harder than I’ve ever seen anyone try before. Harder than Hobbes deserved. Sometimes … you don’t win.”
“I’ve lost before … but this time … the price she’s gonna pay.”
“Maybe we can help her.”
“Maybe. It’s gonna be bad, Mom.”
“I know, honey. Look, if you promise me that you’ll wrap this up as soon as reasonably possible, I’ll go back to Hobbes with you tonight, give you a chance to find out what you can.”
“Really? You certain about that?”
“You said you were almost positive it wasn’t Hobbes.”
“More like pretty sure.”
“Terrific. What I’m saying is I trust your judgment. We go back tonight and you decide if it’s safe enough to hang around another week. If you want to give it a try, I’m in. If you don’t, we go back to Daniel and tell him we’re done. Fair enough?”
“More than fair.”
“Coach said you two were already on the way to find me before you were attacked. Why was that?”
“It was nothing, certainly in comparison to all this.”
“Had to be something, enough to chase me down and leave Gretchen alone.”
“Terri’s watching her for me.”
“You don’t delegate well. What was it? Come on, tell Mom all about it.”
“I was upset about something.”
I don’t say anything, just stare at here, eyebrows raised. “Really minor stuff.”
I don’t budge.
“This guy, my friend Eric … Spikeman, you met him.”
“I remember.”
“Well, Eric showed up late … with a date.”
“And that upset you?”
“Nobody told me about it before he came waltzing in with this exotic beauty on his arm. Javier and Cruz knew about it and they said nothing. NOTHING! I was completely blindsided! Standing up on my chair, waiving my hands like an idiot! He rolls in with Miss Oh so Cultured. You think either of them would have mentioned something but noooooo, they just left me hanging out there!”
“So you were upset because your friends kept information about another friend secret?”
“Yeah, that was it, absolutely.”
“… and you felt betrayed …”
“Exactly.”
“… by your friends … and Eric.”
“See? It was nothing … particularly when you compare it to almost being killed. Right?”
“Oh I understand. Completely. Why’d you have to see me about it?”
“I just couldn’t take it anymore, those two, dancing like that.”
“Cruz and Javier?”
“NO! Eric and Claudette!”
“Claudette? Is that her name?”
“Yeah, Claudette DesCartes. Some name, huh? What ever happened to Betty or Sally or … or …”
“Patty.”
“Yes! Exactly! I knew you’d understand. I have to get back to the dance, been gone too long. God knows what they’ve been doing. We’ll stay in the gym until you’re done and then we’ll take Gretchen home and see what we’ll see.”
“How’s Gretchen doing?”
“Okay, I think. She’s enjoying herself, dancing, having fun. When I left, she was sitting with the AAU basketball team and their girlfriends.”
“Was that wise?”
“Terri’s got her eye on them and she’s more than trustworthy. Besides, Gary was warned about what would happen if he crossed any lines. He seems to be a good kid.”
“And you’re okay with Gretchen seeing this boy and his friends?”
“Why not? It’s the only reason I’m here tonight. Gotta go. See you later … and Mom?”
“Yes?”
“Thanks. I appreciate all your help.”
“Your welcome, sweetie. One last thing, what’s your setting?”
“Blue twenty five. Why?”
“No reason, just curious. I’ll see you and Gretchen in the gym.”
“Right. Later.”
She turned and hurried away, heels clicking as she strode down the sidewalk, hips swaying, tight bottom undulating, hair bouncing.
Poor girl. She has no idea how far gone she is, not consciously anyway.
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“Took you long enough! It’s almost midnight!”
“Sorry, Terri. Took longer than I thought to find her then she asked me all these questions. You know how parents are.”
“God, do I know. Gretchen’s out dancing with Gary, nothin’ funny has happened since you left. I’m grabbing Javier and getting out there before midnight.”
“What happens at midnight?”
“They drop all those balloons and everyone kisses their boyfriend … sorry, I forgot about … you know.”
“No problem.”
“Patty, are you okay? You look real … serious or somethin’.”
“I’m fine, you go find Javier, give him something to remember the night by.”
Terri laughed and winked at me, then hustled off, leaving me alone at the team’s table. Most of them were on the dance floor, even those without dates. I think I’d heard that some of the balloons had gift certificate attached so it was also a prize drop. Hope they have enough people to prevent fights. No wonder Coach had to get back here when he did.
It’s pretty easy to find Gretchen and Gary, they stand about half a head taller than most everyone else out there. She really does seem to be enjoying herself. I’m glad. Maybe these happy memories will help her get through the crap that’s coming. Can’t see Eric and Claudette. Thank God.
Damn you Cardoza! Why now?
“Hey Pee.”
Cruz pulls out the chair next to me and sits down.
“Hey Cruz.”
“We cool?”
“Sure, we’re cool.”
“Good. We just didn’t want to get in the middle of anything.”
“And you didn’t want to get beat up.”
“That too. You wanna dance?”
“No thanks. You might be expecting something at midnight.”
“You bet I would. Girls say I’m a damn good kisser.”
“And yet, you’re sitting here with me.”
“My problem is, I can’t settle on one girl.”
“Maybe your problem is you haven’t found the right girl.”
“Not me. I’m a player.”
Just then, the crowd started counting down from ten to one. When they hit one, the band started to play a rock version of “Auld Lang Syne” as couples hugged, kissed and swayed to the music. It took the balloons a few seconds to reach the dancers but, when they did, kids started hitting them all over the gym, laughing and jumping. Gretchen was really getting into it until Gary slowly spun her around and kissed her. Gretchen threw her arms over his shoulders and responded … with vigor. I was a fraction of a second from doing something when they broke the kiss and waived at me.
It was a show for me … or was that just the excuse? Either way, things were fine for now. I look over at Cruz. He’s leaning forward, elbows and forearms on the table, fingers interlocked. I tip my chair his direction and kiss his cheek.
“Happy New Year, Cruz.”
He turns his head and smiles at me. “Happy New Year, Patricia.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I let Gretchen ride shotgun, long legs ya know. She hadn’t said much since we left the Y, though she and Gary lingered awhile by the front door when it was time to go. He stayed until the very end, told his friends he’d catch up to them later. There wasn’t any later for Gretchen. Hobbes expected her home as soon as Mom finished her shift and we weren’t going to give him any reason to be upset, not with what I had to do when we got there. It took Mom to start things off.
“So, did you girls have a good time?”
“Just the best ever. Patty, the next dance is in February, Valentine theme, naturally. We have GOT to go!”
“Think your dad will let you?” I ask.
“Doesn’t matter, I’ll sneak out if I have to.”
“I’m sure your father will be reasonable, Gretchen,” said Mom. “What was so much fun?”
“What wasn’t? The food, the dancing, the people, the music, everything.”
“You met some new friends?”
“Lots. Gary and all his teammates. And others. You know, Patty, sitting with all those tall guys, I didn’t feel so … visible, ya know? I didn’t stand out so much.”
Oh, you stood out alright. “No one gave you any trouble then?”
“After your little speech … not a chance.”
“What’d you guys talk about?”
“At first, mainly you.”
“ME?!”
“Yep. They all had heard about you. Everyone … and I mean everyone, had seen the video of the St. Agnes game but I was the only one who had actually been there. I did nothing but answer questions the first hour or so. You really are famous around there.”
“But still modest.”
“Uh-huh.”
“I hope you got to talk about things other than Patricia,” said Mom as I coughed several times. “Interesting as she may be.”
“Thank you.”
“Modest, my butt. We talked about all sorts of stuff. School, music, things to do around Miami. Patty! There is so much stuff we can do. Gary said he could show us all kinds of fun things, though they all want to try the paintball thing we did, particularly that dive you did off the second floor of the barn. They just didn’t believe that one.”
“Over my dead body,” said Mom. “Were the other girls friendly?”
“Not so much at first. They didn’t know me but they came around, at least most of them did.”
“I’m glad it all went so well for both of you.”
“It really did but Patty was gone for awhile. You barely got back in time for midnight. Where’d you go?”
“I remembered something I had to talk with Mom about. She’s going to be out of town next weekend and school starts that next Monday.”
“You’re gone the whole weekend, Ms. Conner?”
“Yes, dear.”
“That’s great! Patty can stay at my house all weekend!”
“I don’t know about that, Gretchen. With school starting the next day …”
“We’ll behave, I promise! No late nights or anything like that, right, Patty?”
“If you say so.”
“We would have to check with your father first, Dear.”
“He won’t have any problem, trust me. Everybody loves Patty at home.”
Almost everybody. The gates to the Hobbes mansion appear in our headlights. Time for some answers.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
No surprises at the main gate. Normal number of guards visible on the way up the drive to the house, all familiar faces. A couple of them actually waived at us. It’s a trite phrase but applies, everything is normal … too normal.
By the time we reach the main entrance, Hobbes is waiting just inside the door, casually dressed, a wide, happy smile on his face. When our car stops, Gretchen is quickly out the door and up the steps, hugging her father.
He laughs loudly. “My! My! I hope this is a good sign.”
“Thank you, Father! Thank you. I had so much fun tonight! It’s the best thing I’ve ever done!”
Mom and I trail behind her, taking the steps a little more slowly. Mom is poking along, intently scanning for trouble. I take her arm and speed her up.
“If they’re out there, waiting for us, we don’t have a chance anyway,” I whisper. “Just smile and follow my lead.”
We stop a few feet in front of Hobbes and Gretchen, waiting. They turn towards us, arms wrapped around each other’s waists.
“Ladies! I assume that I have you both to thank for my daughter’s evening.” He bows slightly. “My thanks. You have accomplished what I could not.”
“Not a problem, Mr. Hobbes,” I said.
“It wasn’t you’re fault … Raymond. These things take a woman’s touch,” added Mom. Calling Hobbes by his first name, that must have just about killed her. It helps though. Hobbes relaxes just a bit more.
“Very true, Jessica. That is something that has been lacking in both our lives for some time. Please, would you and Patricia care to come in for a little New Year’s toast?”
She glances over at me. “I don’t know, Raymond. It is rather late and …”
“Just one … for the holiday.”
I nod my head ever so slightly. She gives a ragged sigh.
“I suppose one won’t do any harm.”
Hobbes releases Gretchen and steps aside, bowing and extending his left arm towards the open door. As we walk into the main hall, it is still fully decorated for Christmas. There is a large fireplace off to the side, with four chairs around a small fire, a silver bucket on a pedestal holding an unopened bottle of champagne on ice.
Hobbes was waiting for us. He was expecting all three of us to come back, intact and unhurt.
“Everyone, have a seat. This won’t take a moment.”
Mom is clearly uncomfortable. I don’t know if she understands the significance of this display. Her feelings for Hobbes may be overwhelming everything else. Hobbes quickly removes the wrapper from the neck of the bottle and gently works the cork free, deftly catching it in his hand instead of sending it flying across the room.
Say what you will about Hobbes, he has style and class. A very smooth operator when he turns on the charm, which he’s got set on about eight of ten right now. He takes a crystal champagne flute, fills it two thirds full and hands it to Mom. He does the same with a second flute and holds it out to me.
“Now, Raymond, Patricia is only seventeen, I don’t think …”
“Tut tut, Jessica. The girls are practically adults. As lovely as they look tonight, no one would mistake them for children. It is perfectly legal for a seventeen year old to drink at home with the permission of an adult.”
“But Patricia and I are not at home.”
“A minor technicality.”
He offers the glass again and I take it. He pours a third one for Gretchen and finally one for himself. He raises it towards all of us.
“To 2012, may all our wishes and desires come true in this new year!”
“Yes!”
“Agreed.”
“Amen.”
I slowly sip mine, savoring the flavor, inhaling the bubbles. I’ve never been much of a champagne drinker, having the occasional bottle or two after the completion of a particularly tough assignment, but I haven’t had alcohol since this job started … has it been seven months already? This mind transfer thing is better than AA.
Mom empties her glass, Hobbes quickly picks up the bottle.
“Would you care for another?”
“It was very good but I’m afraid not. We need to be going and the police are everywhere tonight. We saw three stops on the way over here, didn’t we girls?”
“She’s right, Mr. Hobbes, they’re out in force.”
“You could stay the night … both of you. We have many bedrooms. We could finish this bottle … and perhaps another.”
He’s turned it up to nine of ten. Too bad it’s a waste of his time.
“I’m sorry Raymond, it’s just not possible. We must be going.”
He takes it well, knowing not to push. “A shame, perhaps some other …” There’s a loud creak as a door moves, echoing through the hall. We all look left to see Cardoza standing behind a partially open door.
“Enrique! Come in! What are you doing up at this hour?”
I think Hobbes sees a chance to extend this encounter by adding a new party. He’s right.
“I had heard that everyone had returned from the dance and I was just checking to see if all was well.”
“There were no problems, Mr. Cardoza,” said Mom. “I was chaperoning and would have been told.”
“Nothing?”
“Nothing beyond the usual minor things.”
“Are you certain?”
“Not after Patty laid down the law,” said Gretchen.
“She did what?” asked Hobbes.
“Patty told everyone that they were to be nice to me and not cause any trouble or that she’d be upset. They all know her there, she’s famous. They all respect her, even the adults. Just like at school; students, teachers, nuns, everyone. Respect.”
Hobbes nods his head in agreement. Respect is something he understands, something he can relate to.
“That is how it should be. She is worthy of their respect. Enrique, have a drink. No use in letting this go to waste, eh?”
“No thank you, Raymond, it is rather late for me.”
“Oh Father! Ms. Conner will be out of town next weekend, can Patty stay here with me?”
“Certainly. That is very fortuitous. I have been wanting to speak with Patricia about a business opportunity.”
“What kind of business opportunity?” Mom demands, her hackles raised.
“Completely and totally legitimate, Jessica, I assure you. Nothing will happen without your consent. Remember that surveillance camera Patricia built?”
“Yes, what about it?”
“Mr. Tippett, my IT man, saw it and thought it had market potential. He’s in Las Vegas next week at a conference and I have told him to, quietly, see if there is any interest in the device. If there is, I would like to reach an agreement with you and Patricia concerning manufacture and sales.”
Cardoza looks ticked. “Raymond, why have we not discussed this?”
“Enrique, it has nothing to do with our business, it is completely separate! I would like to try my hand at … other kinds of business.” He glances towards Mom. “One never knows what the future holds. I am still a young man, after all. What is forty, fifty? You still have half your life ahead of you. Best to make it full of challenges and excitement, don’t you agree, Jessica?”
Nine point five of ten.
“Very much so, Raymond, but I have had my fill of challenges and excitement for tonight. Patricia is capable of being left alone for the weekend. I certainly trust her, but I will feel better knowing she is with adults if there are problems. I appreciate your offer to let her stay here.”
“She is always welcome, as are you.”
“Thank you. We better be going before I fall asleep. It is rather late for me also, Mr. Cardoza.”
He gives Mom a forced smile. We make our goodbyes, grab our coats, walk through the foyer, out the door and get in the car.
Gretchen hugs me through the open window and waives wildly as we drive off.
We don’t say anything until well clear of the gate.
“You were right, Patricia. I can’t do this while hating him. If I strictly think of Hobbes as Gretchen’s father, I can deal with him. He’s not a bad father … he’s actually competent. And he does love her. And he wasn’t behind tonight’s attack on you.”
Mom’s sharp. “What convinced you?”
“The champagne. He was expecting you, truly glad to see you.”
“Us. He was expecting us. But you’re right, that was a dead giveaway. The other was Cardoza showing up full of innocent, concerned questions. He hasn’t tumbled to me but he wants me out of there for some reason. If we had more time, I might be able to find out what it is, but it’s too late for that. We have to move now. God! What this is going to do to Gretchen.”
She reaches over and gently rubs my arm. “I know, honey. I know. She doesn’t deserve it. I promise we’ll do what we can but our first job is to get that information. Everything else is secondary.”
Tears trickle down my cheeks. “It’s not fair. I was so darn close.”
“I know. You’ve done more than anyone else has, a remarkable job. I couldn’t be prouder, you know that, right?”
“Thanks … but it hasn’t been good enough. I’m just creating more pain and misery.”
And more nightmares.
CHAPTER FIFTY EIGHT
I’m almost completely on my own. Usually, there’s a whole crew of cops watching over me when the big move goes down. Not this time. This time, it’s just me and Mom. And she’ll be parked three blocks away if I have to make a break for it. Like I could get out of this compound alive.
The whole weekend has been tough. Everybody has treated me like family, including Hobbes. They have no idea what I’m about to do and that everything is going to come tumbling down. Every friendly face I see is about to be betrayed. It’s really hard to keep playing the role when you’re constantly thinking about the future disruption of all their lives. No matter how many times I tell myself it’s just a job I can’t shake this feeling of guilt. It’s worse than it ever was when I was on the force. I don’t know if that’s because of Gretchen or my feminine side but it’s certainly true.
I pulled the trigger Friday afternoon before coming here. The fireworks start Sunday morning at 3:13 a.m. This better work.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
There’s some kind of alarm going off! I flail at my alarm clock, eventually hitting the snooze button, but it doesn’t stop. It takes a few seconds for me to realize I’ve never heard this alarm before. We’ve had fire drills, safety drills, hurricane drills and security drills before but this is new. I turn on the table lamp by my bed.
“What is THAT?” asks Patty. She sounds groggy. The left side of her face is all scrunched up, resting on her pillow while her right hand shields her only open eye from the light. She yawns wide, then wipes her face back and forth with her right hand, getting both eyes open and eventually sitting up next to me.
She’s doing better than I am, though barely. The best I can manage is propping myself up on my elbows.
“I don’t know … I’ve never heard it before today … or if I did, I’ve forgotten. God! That’s loud!”
“It’s hard to miss. Should we tell someone?”
“If they aren’t awake by now, they’re dead.”
“Yeah, you’re right. It’s probably best if we stay here.”
“Okay.”
We sit on the bed, looking at each other, around my room, then back to each other. After about two minutes, I’ve had enough.
“This is stupid! All I hear is the God damn alarm. No people running around, no sirens. I’m gonna find Father and find out what this is all about.”
I roll out of bed, shuffle to my closet and grab my robe.
“Wait up, I’ll go with you.”
Patty hops out of our bed and scurries to my closet. She keeps a few things in there, for emergencies and stuff, including a fluffy pink cotton robe that actually fits. As I reach for the doorknob, I’m startled by a knock on the door.
“Yes? Who is it?”
“It’s Gomez, Miss Hobbes.”
“What the hell is that alarm for?”
“It’s the big computer in the basement, something’s gone wrong. They sent me up here.”
“What for?”
“To get Patty.”
“Why?”
“I don’t know, just following orders. Are you guys decent?”
“That’s a loaded question if ever I heard one. Tell him to come in and find out,” said Patty.
That sounds fun. “Why don’t you come on in and …”
Patty hits me with a pillow. “I was joking!” She pulls the cord around her waist extra tight.
“Lay on, McDuff,” she says
“Huh?”
“I’ll explain later. Let’s go.”
I open the door. Gomez reaches through and grabs Patty’s arm. “I was told to hurry.”
“If she’s going, I’m going.”
“Your father didn’t say anything about you, Miss Hobbes.”
“Did he say I couldn’t?”
“No, but …”
“Then we better hurry. Lay on, McDuff.”
“What?”
I point to Patty. “She’ll explain later. Let’s go.”
We all hurry down the hallway, the stairs to the main floor and then the set to the basement, the alarm getting louder the closer we get to the computer. It’s practically deafening when we finally get there.
Both father and Enrique are waiting, along with Escaban and Jackson. All of them are casually dressed, actually more like barely dressed. Shirt, pants and shoes, no socks.
“WHAT IS SHE DOING HERE?” father shouts over the alarm.
“I GO WHERE PATTY GOES,” I answer.
“HAS ANYONE TRIED TO TURN OFF THIS ALARM?” asks Patty.
“OF COURSE, WE AREN’T IDIOTS,” replies Enrique. “THERE ARE NO EXPOSED WIRES, NO SWITHCHES WE CAN FIND.”
Patty walks over to Tippett’s work table and picks up a long screwdriver. “MAY I?”
“PLEASE,” said father.
She walks out of the room, stands up on her tiptoes in front of the speaker and drives the screwdriver through the metal grill, wriggling it around. The sound drops down to a mild buzzing.
“Very practical, Patricia. Thank you.”
“You’re welcome. What do you need from me?”
“Obviously, something has gone wrong with this infernal machine. Tippett isn’t here and, apparently, can’t connect with it from where he is, though he assured me he could do so from anywhere in the world. We have managed to contact him by phone and he is ready to give us instructions as to what to do.”
“So, what’s the problem with that?”
“None of us has any idea what he’s saying.”
“None of you?”
“That’s why I hired him. He asked who else was available and when I mentioned your name, he said that you were the best choice.”
“I don’t know, Mr. Hobbes. I really don’t want to know anything about your business. If I start messing with your servers, I might see something you wouldn’t want me to see.”
“Even the girl knows this is a mistake, Raymond,” said Enrique.
“What choice do I have, Enrique? Can you understand what Tippett wants done?”
“No, but we can get an expert here in less than an hour. Let him deal with it.”
“I’d rather you do that, Mr. Hobbes, I really would.”
“And what if the damage is done by then? No one can tell me what tripped the alarm. It may be too late already. I have everything on those machines! I need to know, NOW!”
“Alright … I’ll try. Where’s the phone?”
“I’m still calling someone else in.”
“You do that, Enrique. I have Tippett on speaker phone over here.”
The speaker box is sitting on a table next to a keyboard, mouse and monitor. The speaker squeaks. “Hey … kid.”
“Hello, Mr. Tippett.”
“Call me Zeke, kid.”
“What’s first, Zeke?”
“This shouldn’t be too difficult. All we need to do is shut everything down in a controlled way. Call up the GUI and click on the ‘Emergency Procedures’ icon in the lower right corner.”
“There’s no GUI, there’s no display at all.”
“Is it on?”
“Yes, the power light’s on … all connections good … circuit breaker good.”
“There’s a second monitor, try station two on the other side of the room.”
Patty scooted to the other set of equipment. She pushed buttons and jiggled cables then came back to the first station.
“No luck, same story.”
“What the hell is going on? Start basic, hit escape.”
She pushes the button. “Sorry, nothing.”
“Could there be a mechanical breakdown of some kind?” Father inquired.
“Not likely, Mr. Hobbes. Each station’s run by a separate CPU, separate video cards. Why would both of them stop at the same time?”
“I don’t know, Tippett, you’re the expert. And if you don’t get me some answers, right now, the best possible ending will be that you are an unemployed expert. Do you understand what I’m saying?”
I know Tippett’s a sleaze but father wouldn’t fire him if he didn’t do anything wrong, would he?
The speaker’s silent for several seconds. “Yes, Sir.”
“Look,” I say, “why don’t you just unplug it?”
“You hear that sound?” said Patty. “That’s the sound of some heavy duty reading and writing going on. Even if we could pull the plug, it’d probably corrupt some data. Doesn’t matter though because the power system is heavily backed up.”
“She’s right,” said Tippett.
“How does she know that?” demanded Enrique.
The speaker’s silent again, then answers the question.
“I told her.”
“It’s not exactly a state secret. It’s SOP for any decent IT guy,” said Patty.
“SOP?”
“Standard. Operating. Procedure.”
“Then unplug it from that,” I suggest.
“Only with a pair of wire cutters,” said Tippett, “and if you get the wrong one, you get electrocuted.”
“We need to see what the servers are doing. Can I network my computer into the system?” asked Patty. “You use Unix and I use Linux.”
“With what?”
“Ethernet, USB, maybe parallel port.”
“It could work. Parallel port is pretty old school.”
“I’d need cables.”
“There’s a box of cables under the bench.”
Patty turns to father. “I need my computer. It’s in a black case next to the bed.”
Father points at Gomez. He runs off. Patty pulls several boxes from under the workbench, finally finding the one with the cables. By the time Gomez is back, she has several stretched out across the table. Gomez hands her the case. She quickly unzips it, places the computer next to one of the servers and starts to connect cables while Father paces back and forth. After double-checking everything, she switches her computer on. It’s always a little slow to boot up and it feels twice as long this time, but, eventually, her opening screen shows up. She types some stuff, switches cables, then types again. I don’t see any change.
“Sorry Mr. Tippett. No luck.”
“Dammit! Alright, kill the power. It may take six hours for it to shut down but it eventually will. I’ll catch the first plane I can to get back there.”
“Enrique, get Jacob here as quickly as possible. I’ll send the helicopter.”
“To Las Vegas? Raymond, the range of the helicopter …”
“What about a serial port?” asked Patty.
“Serial port? That’s not old school, that’s prehistoric.”
“You have a cable?”
“Maybe. It’d be in that same box.”
She dove back into the box, digging deep, pulling several out before she found the one she was looking for. She went back to swapping cables and rebooted her computer.
While she was doing that, Enrique left to turn off the power to the room. There was a brief flicker of the lights. By the time he got back, Patty was typing again. She stopped and leaned back, waiting … waiting … she slapped her hands together.
“I’m in!”
Father rushed next to her, looking at the screen over her shoulder.
“What is happening?”
“I’m not sure … it looks like it’s opening and decrypting files … see, there’s a list … and then saving the decrypted files to … right there, a separate cache. See, how that number keeps changing? That’s how much data’s in the cache.”
“How big’s the cache?” asked Tippett.
When Patty told him, there was that pause again.
“Mr. Hobbes? That’s nearly the entire size of your data base.”
“Why would this be happening?!”
“I have no idea and I won’t until I get back there and do a complete analysis. As long as that’s the only thing that’s going on then …”
“Uh-oh,” gasped Patty.
“What now?”
“It’s opening a port.”
“Awww CRAP!”
“What does all this mean?!” demanded Father.
The speaker goes silent again.
“It means,” said Patty, “that it’s getting ready to send your decrypted data somewhere.”
“WHAT? WHERE? WHEN?”
“I don’t know where but pretty soon.”
“STOP IT!”
“I can’t! All I can do is see what the server’s doing. I haven’t been able to change anything!”
“Tippett! This must be stopped now! I can’t permit my information to become public! Think of something!”
“There’s nothing I can do! The system’s shut me out! We’ve already cut off the power.”
“THAT’S IT!” screamed Patty. She hurried around to the back of the servers and unplugged several cables. She came back, the cables wrapped around her hand. “See, the server couldn’t keep the port open.”
“What stopped it?” asked Enrique.
“I disconnected the phone cable. No connection, no internet, no way to send the files. You don’t have wireless set up so the servers are isolated.”
Father smiled. “How did you think of that?”
“When Zeke said the power was cut, it reminded me that the server had to be connected to the telecommunications network and there was no backup to that.”
“So that’s it, you fixed it?”
“No sir, Mr. Hobbes. You see here,” she points to her screen, “the server failed to send the data packet so it’s starting all over; decrypting, copying and saving. When it fails again to send, it’ll repeat the cycle. You’ll end up with lots of copies of the decrypted files on your hard drives. You’ve still got a problem with your servers. It was a cheap and dirty fix of the big problem. You’ve still got to figure out who infected your system.”
“So … someone did this to me.”
“Probably. Why else would it try to send decrypted files somewhere? That’s for Mr. Tippett or other people to figure out. Right now, I’d like to get back to bed. Oh, you owe me a new computer.”
“What is wrong with yours?”
“It’s connected to your system. If you’re infected, I’m infected. Besides, when this is all finished, it’s hard drive will probably be full of your files. I doubt you’d want to take the chance on those getting out of this room even if Mr. Tippett says it’s clean. Am I wrong about that?”
“No … you’re not.”
“I’ll take an iPad 3. Goodnight.”
“Yes, goodnight ladies. Patricia?”
“Yes, Mr. Hobbes?”
“Thank you. You may have saved my business … again.”
“You’re welcome.”
Patty walks out the door and I quickly catch up to her.
“You could ask him for anything and you ask for an iPad?”
“An iPad 3. And I didn’t ask, he owes me a new computer ’cause I’ll never get that one back.”
“He owes you so big right now … we could tell him about us. He’d have to accept it!”
“He wouldn’t have to. After last weekend, I thought maybe you’d have changed your mind … about us.”
“I haven’t … not exactly. You were right, it was fun, a lot of fun. I discovered I like boys.”
“You mean … like?”
“Yeah, but I also like you just as much as before, so that means you were right about us not being …” I look around to make sure we’re alone “… lesbians.”
“Let’s save this until we get back to the bedroom.”
“Okay.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Father called a lot of the guards in Sunday morning, just to be safe. He usually gives many of them Sundays off but this computer thing has him worried. Even though Patty stopped anything bad from happening last night, he’s not taking any chances.
At breakfast, Patty asked if she could go get her computer bag, she’d forgotten about it last night and left it downstairs. Father had Henry get it for her. He was even more full of thanks than last night, now that he had time to think about what could have happened. Patty was being modest, as usual. She’s really missing an opportunity to make him pay for all she did.
After breakfast, we just hung out the rest of the day. Patty seemed kinda sad about something. I asked, but she said it was nothing, that she was fine. Except for all the excitement last night, it was a nice quiet, restful weekend, a perfect way to get ready for school starting again tomorrow.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Henry scanned my computer bag along with the rest of my stuff before I left Sunday evening. This whole security thing was a good idea at the start of my time in the house but I’d like to skip it now. For the last few months, it was mostly perfunctory, let’s hope the trend holds.
“What’s this thing, Patty?”
He’s pointing to a black rectangular image on his screen. Be calm.
“That’s a portable hard drive. It plugs into my computer to expand the storage capacity. I’ve only got a 150 gig drive in the computer and that one’s a couple terabytes.”
“Why haven’t I seen it before?”
“Because it’s stored in a pocket of the bag over the computer. The computer usually blocks it during the scan but there’s no computer in the bag this time so …”
“So now I can see it, makes sense. You’re good to go, kid.”
I breathe a mental sigh of relief. “Thanks, see ya later.”
“Yeah. Drive careful.”
I grab my backpack and bag off the conveyor belt and almost get to the door before I feel a hand on my shoulder. I freeze.
“Patricia … gotta sec?”
“Sure.”
“Let’s step outside.”
“Okay.”
He guides me out the front door, his big hand heavy on my shoulder, then closes the door behind us.
“Patricia … Lou and I’ve been talking … guys like us, we’re not supposed to know nothin’ … we’re just the muscle, but we hear things and we talk to each other cause we can’t talk to anybody else … people gotta talk or they go crazy … either way, ya see … well, Hobbes has got plans for you, big plans. He thinks you’re a special girl, a smart girl, but not just school smart but real world smart, even street smart. He also thinks you got a head for business.”
“What do you and Lou think?”
“Oh, he’s right, no doubt about it. After what happened overnight …”
“What do you know about that? Neither of you were there.”
“Told ya, the guards talk. We know a lot more than people suspect. The thing is … Lou and I think you need to be careful. Guys like us, we don’t have a lot of options. Mr. Hobbes treats us real fair and all, but we’re not stupid, we know how he makes his money. You’re not stupid either, you know too. For Lou and I … we’re gonna be working for people like Hobbes. There’s not many people in this business who are better than him and there are lots who are worse, much worse. You … you got lots of options, you got lots of potential, you could work for anybody, you could do anything. Working for Hobbes may seem like the easy way to make a bunch of money fast, but it may not be the right thing for you.”
“I’m still in high school, it’s not like he’s gonna offer me an executive position.”
“He’s paying for your college expenses.”
“How do you know …” Henry smiles down at me. “Okay, you know stuff.”
“He pays for you to go to college. When you graduate, you feel like you owe him. That’s when he makes the offer. You’re young, got your whole life ahead of you. In the long run, it’s better to be on the right side of the law. Take the advice of a couple of old guys who’ve made a lot of mistakes over the years.”
“Okay, say I don’t go with Hobbes. What happens to Gretchen?”
“Maybe you take her with you.”
“Why would I take Gretchen with …” he smiles again. “No way!”
“My sister’s gay. I’ve seen her with her ‘best friend’.”
“That doesn’t mean anything.”
“Maybe not, doesn’t matter to me. If it matters to you, you’ll think of something. Look, I can’t tell you how to live your life, that’s your call. All I can say is that … you’re better than all this, you can make a difference. Do what’s right, even if it’s hard.”
“Why don’t you and Lou follow your own advice?”
“It’s too late for us, kid. Too much water under the bridge, too many mistakes.”
“If there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s never too late.”
“That’s what I love about you, kid; you never say die. I hope you know better than to mention this conversation to Hobbes.”
“What conversation?”
“You go on home now, be careful on that death trap you ride. Say ‘Hi’ to your mom from us, she’s a good lady.”
“I will, Henry.”
I trot down the steps to my bike, slip my arms through the straps of my backpack, strap my bag to the rack on the bike, slip my helmet on, straddle the bike and look back up at Henry. He’s still standing by the door.
“I believe in second chances, Henry, there’s always a way, you just have to look hard enough.”
“You keep thinking that, kid.”
I step down on the starter, fire the engine, gun it a few times and roar off towards the gate, tears in my eyes. It would have been better if he had punched me in the face.
CHAPTER FIFTY NINE
Patricia insisted on reviewing the entire hard drive as soon as she got home. She didn’t want to tell me anything until she had. Both of us were feeling depressed. She had accomplished the impossible but it felt more like failure.
Patty pushed her setting as far into the Pink as she could tolerate, it sped up the processing of the data. She sat in her chair in front of the monitor, as still as a statue, while images flashed on her screen so quickly I could barely see them. Most appeared to be documents of one kind or another; letters, spread sheets, emails and text messages. There was the occasional flash of a picture and, rarely, a video.
I had promised that I would check on her at least once every fifteen minutes to make sure she was okay, but, ultimately, I couldn’t leave her room. I nodded off at least four times, at first briefly but the last was for half an hour. When I woke up, she was still sitting in her chair but the screen was blank. I carefully approached her and slowly reached out with my hand to shake her shoulder when she stopped me by speaking one word.
“Processing.”
I went downstairs to make some coffee, pouring it into a thermos bottle. When I returned, Patricia was as I left her. After filling the lid of the thermos with coffee, I settled back to wait.
The coffee did help for a while, but I eventually fell asleep again, this time for more than an hour. When I awoke, there were two hard drives on the desk in front of her.
“What are those for?”
She turned to look at me, her head tipped slightly to the side.
“The first copy is to be sent by mail to the North Cabana safe house. It should go out tomorrow. The second copy is to be hidden in this house.”
“Why hide the second one?”
“In case we are forced to reveal the existence of a copy, we give up the one in the house.”
Clever, very clever. There’s probably a third copy she hasn’t told me about, and I don’t want to know.
“What have you found out?”
“I am still processing. We appear to have copies of all his files, if not all, then the large majority. More than enough for Daniel to put an end to Hobbes’ operation and destroy Gretchen’s life, along with several others. I am still working on a way to avoid this but have been unable to come up with a viable plan, so far.”
“Honey, there’s no way to prevent it. Some problems can’t be avoided. I’m sorry about what this will do to Gretchen. I like her, I truly do but not enough to let Hobbes continue to break the law, destroy people’s lives with drugs.”
“You do realize that people will continue to destroy their lives with drugs whether Hobbes sells them or someone else does.”
“That is not justification for doing nothing and you know it!”
“I do. Processing completed.”
She reaches over to the Remote sitting on her desk and adjusts the setting. She had been sitting erect and still but now she relaxes, loosens up, even slouches a bit.
“That is so weird! This whole thing is weird but working up there … mega-weird.”
“What was your setting?”
“Forty six Pink.”
“My goodness!”
“I was barely hanging on but the digital part really hums along up there.”
“So … you know his entire operation now?”
“More like it’s indexed in my head. I couldn’t tell you every single word on each document just sitting here, but if you give me a moment or two, I can call a document up and read it. I did keep an eye out for certain information during the scan. You might find this interesting. The men who killed Robert and Alisha are dead, have been almost from the start. Hobbes didn’t want them talking but he couldn’t reward their incompetence either so he pulled some strings to get them released, smuggled them out of the country and killed them in transit, or I should say Cardoza did it under Hobbes direction. He was very upset about the whole thing. Cardoza was against it but this was one of the few times he didn’t get his way. Hobbes insisted.”
That explains why I couldn’t find them anywhere.
“Thanks, I’m happy to know that … very happy, in fact. Why tell me now?”
“I just discovered it, thought you ought to know.”
“You’re right, but are you sure you didn’t tell me to try and change my mind about Hobbes, because it won’t.”
“That’s your business. They weren’t Hobbes’ people; he just supplied them the drugs they sold. It’s kinda like blaming Budweiser for drunk driving.”
“Not exactly. Beer is legal; heroin, meth and cocaine aren’t.”
“Then it’s like blaming Hobbes for all the people killed by the Zeta cartel.”
“He is, he’s in the business of selling illegal drugs, they’re all responsible!”
“If you really believe that then you’ll never find any peace, no closure. There will always be another person alive who has to pay for your pain. Why stop with Hobbes? There’s the Tijuana cartel, the Zetas, the Potosis. Who’s next? What young girl do I have to befriend and betray this time?”
She’s starting to cry. This has been extremely hard on Patricia. What started out as a potential six-week assignment has stretched into months of daily tension and stress … for both of us. The end is now in sight.
When I said I blamed all drug dealers for the deaths of my husband and daughter … it felt a little hollow. Am I that kind of ideologue? Can I do this for the rest of my life? Can I single-handedly bring an end to illegal drugs?
No … I can’t … and I won’t. I’m done. We’re done.
I hold my arms open and Patricia walks into my waiting hug, her arms around my waist as I lay my head on top of hers.
“It’s alright, honey. It’s alright,” I say, soothingly.
“I hate it when we fight,” she sniffs.
“Doesn’t stop us from fighting though, does it?”
“What choice do I have when I’m right and you’re wrong?”
“I see your dilemma. When this is all over, what do you say we both go on a little vacation, just you and I. A week, a month, whatever. Daniel should be able to afford it and we’ve certainly earned it.”
“Who gets to go on this vacation? Patricia Connor … or Peter Harris?”
Damn it! There I go again, forgetting what Patricia is, who she is. This is just too hard, too much.
“Who’d you like to go?”
“I know what I need to do … I know what I should do … and I know what I want to do.”
“Care to explain that?”
“I need to put an end to this, go back to my body, go back to who I am. It’s the right thing to do, legally speaking.”
“How much of what we did was legal?”
She hugs me tighter. “Not much, but I also owe my friends at school, my teammates, the sisters, everyone. It’s not like the place will fall apart without me, but I made commitments. I should live up to them. That’s what I should do.”
“And what do you want to do?”
“That vacation sounded awful nice. What harm would a couple of weeks, more or less, do? We get some rest, I come back here, switch and we move on our separate ways.”
“Is that really what you want, to go back to the way you were, to give up all this?”
“This isn’t mine to give up, Mother. It never was. I borrowed this body to do a job and now, the job is over.”
“So Patricia belongs to Thomas? Is that what you’re saying? She’s a slave of some kind?”
“I don’t know what she is, or what I am for that matter. Jenny Jo’s memories are still in my head. If I leave, maybe she can get stronger, take back what is hers. We can tell Thomas, insist that he not try to wipe her out.”
“He won’t be happy about that.”
“Who knows for sure? Maybe Lipscomb will blackmail him into it. Which reminds me, when do we tell Lipscomb what we’ve got for him?”
Another hard question. “Are you certain you got what you went after?”
“I got all I’m gonna get.” She picks up the original hard drive. “I’m never getting another chance like that one.”
“Then I’ll contact him tomorrow, the usual way. It may take several days to arrange a meeting.”
“I’ll be happy when those are over. For some reason, he makes me nervous. I just don’t trust him. It makes no sense, other than he’s a lawyer, of course.”
“Of course.”
“He didn’t tell us about the raids, but he may not have known. Whatever it is, I see him and I want to run away.”
“What do we do in the meantime?”
“We stick to the plan. I go back to school on Monday, you go back to work. Everything normal.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Daniel got back to me in less than two hours, a new record, which wasn’t surprising. He’s been waiting for this as long as I have. He insisted on a late night meeting, after 10:00 p.m., at Thomas’ lab on Monday.
Patricia and I arrived at 10:15. She was dawdling, as usual. I decided no to push her, best to leave well enough alone. Daniel was pacing the room when we entered.
“Where is it?” he demanded as soon as he spotted us.
Patricia walked across the room, dropped her purse on the on the desk, unzipped it, removed the portable hard drive and lightly tossed it toward Daniel. He lunged forward, both hands extended. Catching the lazily spinning device and clutching it to his chest, he said nothing but scowled at Patty, who was ignoring him. She sat down at the table and I sat next to her. Thomas wasn’t in the room, though I heard activity elsewhere in the building. Maybe he was preparing to return Peter Harris to his body. It wasn’t something I wanted to think about.
“This is it?” Daniel asked.
“Yep,” Patricia replied.
“What’s on it?”
“Everything you’re gonna get.”
“What does that mean?”
“What Patricia means, Daniel, is that we are finished. If that is not enough, then you are out of luck. However, from what I’ve been told, that should be more than adequate,” I said.
“If you can ever get it into court,” Patricia added. “Which I seriously doubt.”
“Let me worry about that,” said Daniel. “I am the lawyer here.”
“Well, I’ve been doing a little research on that subject and I think you’re totally screwed.”
“You thought the same with that spreadsheet.”
“And it nearly got us killed. Not a good argument for your expertise, counselor.”
“Hilarious. How did you get it?”
“What does it matter?”
“I’d think you’d know the answer to that, after all your research.”
“Patricia … tell him. He needs to know and you deserve the credit. It was absolutely incredible, Daniel. Pure genius!”
“Since the first bit of information was blind luck and I’ve had nothing for months, my expectations are low.”
“Drop dead, Lipscomb.”
“Just tell him, Patricia. We’re done either way.”
“Fine. When I first went to Hobbes’ house, he insisted that his tech guy, Tippett, set up my laptop to work with the household network, so Gretchen and I could access the Internet for homework and stuff. Tippett took the opportunity to install some spyware on the machine, which I discovered.”
“I thought you didn’t know much about computers.”
“I didn’t but now I do. Learning new things is a piece of cake. The stuff I know now is amazing! Anyway, I found out what he did so I decided to turn the tables. Hobbes’ business system is all wired; he didn’t want wireless access, afraid of data being intercepted or creating security breaches. You don’t need a search warrant to intercept radio signals but you do need one to tap a data line … and he’d know it if any Judge signed a warrant, probably before the police knew it.”
“You’re right about that. Go on.”
“I couldn’t access his business network when I was at his house, just the separate home network. I might be able to physically tap into it, but Tippett might be able to know it if I did. So I set a Honey Trap.”
“What was the bait?”
“Racy pictures of me.”
“Naked?”
“NO! What do you think I am?”
“I’ll answer that later. Go on.”
“I set up an email account for a fake boyfriend then sent emails with photos attached. As soon as Tippett started snooping around on my computer, he went straight to those photos, downloading them onto Hobbes’ business system. That gave me a way in. I kept sending emails with more explicit photos attached but each picture had additional hidden data buried in the file. It wasn’t a complete program or a worm, just parts. The pieces were small enough to not trip an antivirus scan but, when downloaded in the right sequence, the separate pieces formed a hidden worm on Hobbes’ system. The worm had a timer built into it. At a certain time each day, it would assemble, send an email, wait thirty minutes for a response, then disassemble. If it didn’t get a response, it repeated the cycle. Part of Hobbes’ security was hiding legitimate encrypted emails among a bunch of junk encrypted emails, the ratio was like a thousand to one. My worm sent its email along with all those others and the response it was looking for was just the acknowledgement that the email had been opened, a feature Hobbes had on all his emails.”
“Impressive, you were hiding in all the traffic he expected to see.”
“Exactly. All I had to do was wait until I was ready, open the email and trigger the worm.”
“And exactly why did it take so long to do that?”
“I had to wait until I was at the house and Tippett wasn’t. The worm was designed to make its presence known. I could have tried to do it quietly but there was no guarantee the constantly updated antivirus program wouldn’t detect or stop it. When the worm was triggered, it counted down from the time of the response, reassembled, disabled all input devices and the video output, except for the serial port, plus all other programs except the decryption program, the file copying feature and the broadband modem. It was designed to take each encrypted file, decrypt it, save it in a folder and, once all the files were in the folder, to send the files to a remote location.”
“Where you were waiting for them.”
“No. That was the weak link. Everything in Hobbes’ system had backups, some of which, like the power, I was counting on. There was no backup to the broadband phone line. He refused to use wireless. I had to get my computer into his system in order to access the folder with the decrypted files. When Hobbes’ system went crazy and Tippett wasn’t around to fix it and his remote access was disabled by the worm, they called on me to help. After a few failed attempts to patch into the system, I pulled out a dusty serial cable and got in, as planned. I still couldn’t do any input but I could monitor the decryption and copying process. Just as the worm was ready to send the files, I pulled the plug on the broadband.”
“Why the fuck would you do that?”
“Because my computer was in the system now. Without the broadband, the worm would keep making decrypted copies of his files, filing a folder, then repeat … including writing to the hard drive on my computer.”
“Surely Hobbes wouldn’t be so stupid as to let you have your computer back. He had to know that it might contain his data.”
“He did and I didn’t get my laptop back … but just because he refused to use Wi-Fi didn’t keep me from using it.”
“Say what?”
“My computer had Wi-Fi built into it and that hard drive in your hand has a Wi-Fi hub installed. The hard drive and a battery pack were in my computer bag, which was in the same room with the laptop. Once the emergency was over, all that had to happen was to let Hobbes’ servers stay operating on emergency power, my laptop stay connected and it transmits the decrypted files to that portable hard drive, slowly but surely. I picked up my bag the next morning and rode away with his data.”
Daniel turns the hard drive over in his hand. “This thing holds all Hobbes’ data?”
“Several copies actually. It’s two terabytes. Spreadsheets, letters, emails and text messages don’t take up much storage space, pictures just a little more. Hobbes had way more storage than he needed.”
“Why go through all that trouble? Just let your worm send the files across the country.”
“Because someone could have gotten smart and done what I did. They weren’t going to stop the system from making the clean copies, not unless they were willing to destroy it, but someone who knew basically nothing about computers could have kept it from sending the files, just unplug the phone line. If they never called me downstairs, if they didn’t figure out a way to cut off the broadband, I still had control of the address where the files would have been sent, but the safer bet was what happened. This way, Hobbes doesn’t know his data has been stolen, he thinks he’s safe. This was the only way to do it and the only time.”
“And why it’s not happening again,” I said.
Daniel slowly nods his head. “I understand. Remarkable … truly remarkable. One for the textbooks, that’s for sure. I’ll need to double check this hard drive, make sure it has what you say it does.”
“Don’t erase anything, it’s the only copy.”
“You didn’t make a duplicate?”
I glance at Patricia but she doesn’t react. “Why would we?” she asks. “You’ve got it, it’s you’re problem now but, you screw it up and I’m kicking your ass.”
“We both will,” I add.
“Who do you plan to show this to?” asks Patricia.
“No one, at least not right away.”
“Good, because as soon as you decide to, I want to know in advance. No excuses. In advance. Once that hard drive leaves your hands, I’m assuming Hobbes will know everything and we’re gone.”
“Where?”
“We’ll leave a number if you need either of us. Wherever it is, it’ll be for a month and on your dime. When we get back, Matthews can put me back in my body. You got a problem with any of that?”
“No, sounds fair. Wish I could go with you. I want everyone back here in three days, Thursday, same time. That should give me time to review the files. If everything checks out, we move on to the next phase.”
Patricia just looks at Daniel for a few seconds, nibbling at her lower lip, then she grabs her purse, zips it shut and stands up.
“Alright. Let’s go, Mom.”
She quickly moves toward the exit and I scramble to follow. I catch up to her on the sidewalk outside of Thomas’ office. She was waiting for me.
“That was easier than it should have been, Mom.”
“Perhaps Daniel is just appreciative of what you’ve accomplished.”
“Maybe.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The next three days were uneventful. Patricia returned to school to start the spring semester. Obviously, she wasn’t going to be there after a few more days but there was no reason to raise any questions at this point, particularly from Gretchen right after the computer incident. Easy and steady are the watch words for now.
I am worried about Patricia though. It’s clear that she’s unhappy and there’s little I can do to change her attitude. I tried to discuss the details of our pending vacation but she just deferred to me.
“Whatever you want is fine by me” was as much as I could get out of her.
Apparently, Gretchen couldn’t stop talking about the New Year’s party at the Y, which I thought would make her happy since her plan had worked so well, except for almost getting killed of course. No such luck. I’d say Patricia was just now facing the loss of the life she had grown used to over the last few months. The loss of her friends, her status at school, her health … and her abilities.
I’ve only experienced it second hand but what Patricia is capable of is astounding. Her ability to acquire and use knowledge, her physical capabilities, her resourcefulness in the face of adversity, all are things that the average person could only dream about. When he is transferred back to his body, Peter Harris will likely retain some of the knowledge acquired while in Patricia’s body but he’ll lose most everything else, he’ll be … normal. I can only imagine what it would be like to be given these almost super-human powers and then have them taken away, particularly in this case where Peter’s own body is so limited due to illness. That kind of loss could certainly be depressing.
Despite my best efforts, Patricia is still out of sorts when we arrive for Thursday’s meeting, her normal trepidation before seeing Daniel only adding to the problem. We’re the first to arrive. Thomas had actually brought a bottle of champagne to celebrate the end of the mission. We decided to wait for Daniel to arrive before opening it.
It’s 10:15 when he finally shows up, coming in the backdoor, carrying his briefcase, which he sets on the table in front of him but he doesn’t sit down.
“I apologize for being late, I had some preparations to make before tonight’s meeting.”
“I assume you’re satisfied with the hard drive,” said Patricia.
“Absolutely. It’s everything I had dared to hope for, even more to be honest.”
“So, when exactly does the next phase begin?”
He opens his briefcase, reaching down into it with both hands. “Tonight. Right now.” He bends down, fiddling with something in the briefcase, then stands up. “Patricia, go out to my car and sit in the back seat.”
I look over at Patricia. She appears confused for a second or two, then smiles ever so slightly and stands.
“Yes Mr. Lipscomb, I’d be happy to.”
“I’m parked out back. It’s the blue Chevy Impala. Leave the back door of the office unlocked as you go.”
“Yes, Mr. Lipscomb,” she answers, that same minimal smile on her face. She turns and walks right out of the room and down the hall towards the back door.
Thomas and I stare at each other. He looks as perplexed as I feel.
“Daniel, what is this about?” I demand.
He removes a Balancer Remote Control from his briefcase with his left hand, placing it on the table next to him. Its setting is Pink Fifty!
“DANIEL! What in heaven’s name are you …” I barely get the sentence out of my mouth when he brings his right hand up out of the briefcase. It’s holding a large handgun. He points it at Thomas, who’s still sitting in his chair. He pulls the trigger. The room is full of an unbelievably loud explosion, my ears ringing as I reflexively shut my eyes and turn away. When I open them, I see Thomas on the ground, on his back, still sitting in the chair which has fallen backwards, a large and rapidly growing bright red stain on the front of his white lab coat.
I jerk my head towards Daniel and focus on the barrel of the gun pointing right at my head from six feet away.
“Sorry, Jessica,” he says.
I try to push away from the table and run towards the front door but only manage to turn my head away from the barrel pointing at it before I simultaneously hear the gunfire and feel an overwhelming searing pain in my head.
Then nothing.
CHAPTER SIXTY
I’m half way down the hall before I’m aware of what’s happened. Somehow, that bastard Lipscomb’s managed to change my setting to Pink Fifty! I’ve always been afraid of somehow, someone other than Mom or myself getting hold of that controller, even by accident, and messing with my head. Lately, it hasn’t made a whole lot of difference what the setting is, I don’t notice any big changes I can’t handle except at the high Pink numbers. Just as before, at Pink Fifty, I’m pretty much just along for the ride. Patricia does what her programming tells her to do, of which one thing is obey direct orders.
I try to stop walking towards the car but can’t even slow her down. Sitting in the back seat, seatbelt locked, hands folded in my lap and ankles crossed like a proper little girl, I hear the first gun shot.
Crap! Time to go! Come on! Go! Move! MOVE!
Nothing. I don’t even flinch at the second shot, don’t even turn my head towards the back door until I see Lipscomb out of the corner of my eye, hurrying along the broken concrete sidewalk.
“Can I help you, Mr. Lipscomb?”
WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO, LIPSCOMB, YOU PRICK?! ANSWER ME! DID YOU SHOOT MOM?!
He opens the car door. “No thanks, Patricia.” He tosses the briefcase into the passenger seat, slides in, starts the car and quickly pulls forward, through the alley and into the street.
“Where are we going, Mr. Lipscomb?”
He glances back at me, then returns his attention to the road. “You’re a real chatter box, even at this setting. I wasn’t expecting that. Let’s try this. Patricia, don’t say anything unless I either tell you to or I ask you a direct question. Do you understand?”
“Yes, Mr. Lipscomb.”
“Good. Is Peter Harris in there with you?”
“Yes, Mr. Lipscomb, he is.”
“Is he aware of what’s going on?”
“Somewhat, as I am not fully aware of what is going on.”
He chuckles. “Good answer. You’d make a hell of a witness, Patricia. To answer your last question, we’re going to your home to pick up a few things then to visit Mr. Hobbes.” He looks at me through the rear view mirror. “Think about that one for a minute or two … Peter.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I wake up coughing, my head screaming in pain. Instantly, I feel the heat all around me. I force my eyes open but can’t see anything, there’s something in front of my eyes. I move my hand, the skin tingling in the heat and reach for whatever is blocking my vision. It’s my hair, covered in some, wet, sticky goo. I pull my hair away from my face and see an inferno.
I’m lying on the floor of Thomas’ office, flames and smoke swirling all around me! There’s the smells of numerous chemicals burning … boiling … bubbling … STAY AWAKE! DON’T PASS OUT! I push up off the floor just a little, to get my bearings. I remember from a story I once read to Alisha that the safest place in a fire is near the floor, so I keep my head low and look around.
Not ten feet to my left is Thomas, still on his back, still in the chair, just as I last saw him, his clothes ablaze. He’s not moving, not making a sound, so he must be dead. Rest in peace.
There appears to be more fire towards the front of the room than the back so I start to crawl on my hands and knees toward the back door as quickly as my aching head allows. Just as I reach the door to the hallway, there’s a small explosion of some kind that knocks me flat, hot gasses rushing past me, as I hold my breath. Pulling myself forward on my stomach, I slowly clear the doorway, roll onto my back and kick the door shut, dropping onto my back, breathing heavily, searching for oxygen in the foul air around me.
This area’s on fire also, but it’s not as intense. Getting back up on my hands and knees, I head for the back door. As I pass Thomas’ lab, I can see that the bed holding Peter Harris is already engulfed in flames, the smell of burning flesh is nauseating. I manage for the moment not to vomit but I do get dizzy and start to black out again
MOVE GOD DAMN IT OR YOU”LL BE NEXT! HE’S TAKEN PATRICIA! THE BASTARD’S GOT YOUR DAUGHTER! MOVE! NOW!
I shake my head, the pain helping to keep me conscious. Once I reach the back door, I wrap my left hand in the front of my shirt and reach up into the super heated air to turn the handle. In seconds I discover two things. The door is locked and I’ve just seriously burned my hand. Slumped against the door and gasping for air, I’m out of ideas, there’s no way out, nothing to use to pry the door open even if I had two good hands.
I’m sorry Patty, I tried. I really did.
DON’T GIVE UP ON ME, MOM! NOT NOW! YOU’RE SO CLOSE! IT’S JUST A WOODEN DOOR. KICK IT DOWN. IF YOU’RE GONNA DIE, GO DOWN FIGHTING!
That’s what she’d do, she’d go down fighting. Rolling onto my back and spinning around, I drive my feet into the bottom panel of the door. Nothing. Again. Again. Again! AGAIN!
IT CRACKS! AGAIN! AGAIN! AGAIN!AGAIN!AGAIN!
The bottom panel flies out, cold air rushes in, feeding the flames. I scramble to the door and crawl through the hole, gulping the oxygen rich air even as I feel the flames growing behind me. With a lunge, I pull myself free and tumble down the short set of concrete steps. When I hit the ground, I keep rolling away from the house until I hit something.
It’s his back fence. I push myself to my knees, then pull myself to my feet with my right hand, using the fence for support. My head spinning and throbbing, my body shaking, my lungs dried to a crisp, I remember what Patricia told me at the very start.
If everything goes to hell, you run to 1105 North Cabana Boulevard. Tell them Peter Harris sent you.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
She told him where the first copy of the hard drive was. Then she told him about the second copy, the one I didn’t even tell Mom about. How does she know this stuff? It’s like there’s this other version of me who’s got access to my entire life but doesn’t care what I think. No matter what I said, she did exactly what Lipscomb told her to do. I don’t even know if she can hear me, though, last time, she knew what I was thinking. Maybe not this time.
“Are there anymore copies, anywhere, Patricia?”
No. Not Randi’s Place. You can’t tell him about Randi’s Place. She’s got nothing to do with this. That’s our ace in the hole, you have to keep that secret, you can’t …
“No, Mr. Lipscomb, none that I’m aware of.”
WHAT? Oohhhh, she lied! She stared him in the face and LIED! That’s my girl! There’s hope! Why now? What’s different? Nothing but the truth up to now and then, bang, a whopper. Lipscomb didn’t even blink, just took it for the gospel truth and moved on.
He went through my room, with Patricia’s help, looking for anything that would reveal the operation but I’m not that stupid and she told him so … politely. Always politely. That has to be Mom’s programming.
God, what happened back at Matthews’ office? Two shots, two people. If I find out that he killed them, there is nothing on earth that will stop me from killing him. I can’t do anything right now but somehow, somewhere, he’s gonna screw up and give me my chance … when he does …
We’re back in the car, headed for Hobbes’. It’s got to be almost midnight. He’s in bed by now and hates to get up unless it’s an emergency. What exactly does Lipscomb plan to do? No way is he going in to try to arrest Hobbes, he’s playing this hand solo. It’s almost got to be blackmail, the only thing that makes any sense.
He’s driving in silence, not asking any questions and I can’t … not yet. I keep pushing Patricia to ask about the gunshots but she says nothing.
As we pull up to the gate, Lipscomb looks back at me.
“Tell them that I am your uncle, Daniel, your mother’s brother, that something terrible has happened to your mother and that you need to see Mr. Hobbes, immediately. Got that?”
“Has something terrible happened to my mother?”
“I told you, no questions.”
“I am not supposed to lie. You are asking me to lie.”
“You are supposed to follow my orders and I am ordering you to tell them what I told you to tell them, lie or not.”
“I understand … Uncle Daniel.”
When the guard answers the buzz, Patricia says exactly what she was told to say, in a flat, emotionless voice. It takes a few moments for us to be buzzed in, but they do it. I’m not surprised. Lipscomb is using me as his gate pass. I can’t think of anyone else other than Gretchen or Cardoza who could get Hobbes up at this hour. The guard on duty quickly ushers us in after a brief body scan. Hobbes is waiting in his office. As we enter, Hobbes stands.
“Patricia, what is wrong? What has happened to your mother?”
“You’ll have to ask Uncle Daniel. He won’t tell me what he did to her.”
That’s right, stick it to him. Hobbes is confused.
“What are you talking about?”
“Patricia, have a seat over there in the corner. Remember, nothing unless I ask or tell you, understood?”
“Yes, Uncle Daniel.” She walks over and takes a seat. I can see both Hobbes and Lipscomb. The guard was dismissed by Hobbes.
“We have not met. You are Patricia’s uncle? I have never heard her mention you before.”
“That’s because I’m not her uncle. I’m Daniel Lipscomb, Assistant Federal District Attorney for the Southern District of Florida.”
“So this story about harm to Jessica Conner is a ruse of some kind to get to see me at this ungodly hour?”
“Not exactly. She is dead. I shot her myself this evening, though you’re likely to get the blame.”
OH GOD! He will suffer before I’m done with him! I don’t care what happens to me, you are a dead man!
Hobbes looks over at me, Patricia appearing as calm as a lake at midnight, then back to Lipscomb.
“Are you a madman?!”
Lipscomb slips a CD from the pocket of his Armani suit coat. “No, a businessman, just as yourself. If you review the first few documents on that disc, you’ll likely figure out what I’m here to sell.”
Hobbes warily sits down, starts his computer, inserts the disk and calls up the first file. He can’t hide the surprise at what he sees, nor can he hide his growing anger as he reviews each successive file. After about ten minutes, he reaches over and grabs the phone on his desk. He pushes the code for the security office, I recognize the sound of the beeps.
“Wake Enrique and have him come over to the office immediately … yes, it is an emergency.”
He hangs up and returns to reviewing the documents. Enrique shows up six minutes and twenty-seven seconds later. I counted.
“What is going on?”
Hobbes extends his hand towards Lipscomb. “This man claims to be Daniel Lipscomb, Assistant Federal District Attorney. He brought me a CD with these documents on it. Come Enrique, take a look at what Mr. Lipscomb brought us.”
Enrique stares at me with barely concealed hatred. “What is she doing here?”
“That is yet to be determined. Have a look, Enrique.”
He joins Hobbes on the other side of the desk and begins to review the same documents, his astonishment growing just as Hobbes’ anger did. You have to hand it to Hobbes, he is almost always in control of his emotions. He may show it, but he doesn’t act, at least not right away.
“How did you get these?” Cardoza demanded.
Lipscomb had sat down while they were reviewing the documents. Now, he sat back and crossed his legs.
“I put together a small, secret, team of experts to infiltrate your organization. I’ve had an agent inside for several months. Last week, it brought me those documents, along with tens of thousands of others. I have in my possession the entire contents of your servers and, therefore, every piece of information anyone would want about your organization. I know all about your tunnels, your factories, your shipping schedules, your farms, your landing sites, your submarine base, who you’ve bribed, where you keep all the cash you receive before sending it to be laundered. In short, I know everything about your organization, down to the birthday of the pool boy, which is July 12th by the way.”
First Cardoza, then Hobbes turns to look my way, Cardoza with rage and Hobbes with … sadness?
“Yes,” continued Lipscomb, “the agent is Ms. Conner here, though you shouldn’t blame yourselves, gentlemen. Patricia Conner is an amazing combination of technology and human experience. It is so far beyond your imagination, that it went undetected is hardly your fault. It would have fooled anyone.”
“You keep saying ‘it’, she is a girl, no?” asked Cardoza.
“Yes, it is a girl, but not just a girl. Inside that body is stored the mind of one of the most experienced undercover operatives in the Eastern United States, possibly the entire country. Meet Peter Harris. I suggest that, if you have a gun, you point it at Mr. Harris right now and that you shoot him should he move even a fraction of an inch.”
Cardoza pulled a large drawer open and removed a sawed off pump shotgun, aiming it directly at me. So much for my chance. Lipscomb removed the Remote from the other suit pocket.
“This unit controls who is in charge of the body. Right now, it is set on Pink Fifty. That means that a computer program is in charge. A program that must obey and do whatever I tell it to do. Patricia, remove your blouse.”
I knew that some day it would come to this. I warned Lipscomb what would happen if he tried to pull this kind of stunt. Patricia begins to unbutton her blouse, but her fingers are trembling, I can feel the hesitation. She stays seated but still manages to eventually take off the blouse and drop it on the floor next to her. I feel something coming from her … embarrassment?
“Very Good Patricia. Now, remove your bra.”
Cardoza’s enjoying this but Hobbes looks sick. Patricia reaches for the clasp in the front of the bra, even more reluctantly than before. Just as she releases it, Hobbes reacts.
“Enough! You’ve made your point!”
Lipscomb looks surprised. “Really? I had more planned. As you wish. That’s enough, Patricia.”
She quickly re-latches the bra. “Yes, Uncle Daniel.”
“You can stop the Uncle Daniel now, Patricia. As I was saying, Pink Fifty you get sweet, courteous, compliant Patricia but at Blue Fifty, you get … ready with that shotgun, Enrique.”
My control comes flooding back. I slowly reach down, pick up the blouse and put it back on, deliberately glaring at Lipscomb as I redo each button.
“I warned you about things like that, Danny boy.”
He frowns at the “Danny”. Tough shit.
“Is that all you have to say, Peter?”
“What else do I need to say? I heard what you did to Jessica, to Thomas.”
“And to you. I set the lab to burn after we left. I’d say your old body is quite well done by now.”
So … I’m stuck, forever. Unfortunately, forever for me is probably measured in hours. The bastard wants to see me panic. Like hell.
“That all you got, little Danny? You betray your people, your job, your oath. If you weren’t a lawyer, I’d be disappointed.”
“What? No threats, no bluster?”
“I don’t need to threaten, you already know what’s gonna happen when I get my hands on you. And you KNOW I will get my hands on you, don’t cha’… Danny?”
“You should have expected this, Peter. You’re the expert in betrayal.”
“Oh I’ve become an expert in so many other areas in the last few months, Danny Bo …” He abruptly twists the control back to Pink Fifty almost causing me to pass out. He turns his back to me.
“That’s why Patricia is an IT. It’s not a human being any more, just a combination of body parts and silicon, slapped together by a mad scientist.”
“An interesting display, Danny. What do you want?” sneered Hobbes. He doesn’t miss much.
“I prefer Daniel, and what I want is fifty million in uncut diamonds, annually, beginning tonight plus access to your network of bribed officials. With money and the right contacts, my future is assured.”
Oh your future is assured alright.
“And if I don’t comply? You can hardly take that information to your superiors. If I understand your conversation with … Peter Harris was it, you have burned a few bridges tonight.”
“True, the information would never be admissible in a court trial but I think the Zetas cartel would find it very interesting reading, as would the Tijuana cartel and a number of the other struggling cartels trying to make a name for themselves. Any or all of them could cause you extreme trouble, resulting in losses in the billions of dollars. I would think that fifty million a year would be relatively inexpensive insurance. You grossed over eight point seven billion last year alone.”
“Yes, grossed, but I have expenses. If you’ve reviewed those files you know my expenses. They are getting higher every day. As for fifty million dollars, that is out of the question.”
“Raymond, the number is nonnegotiable. Yes, I know your expenses, I also know you have over one hundred million in uncut diamonds in a warehouse less than an hour from this house. Very smart method to launder money, by the way. Untraceable, holds their value, easy to transport, easy to store. Much simpler to deal with than thousands of stacks of old one hundred dollar bills.”
“More like tens of thousands of stacks of old twenty dollar bills,” said Cardoza. “I assume you have taken the usual precautions to prevent me from killing you right now, Mr. Lipscomb?”
“Of course, multiple copies of the hard drive data in the hands of people unrelated to me who will deliver them to your competitors if they do not hear from me …” he looks at his watch “ … shortly and then daily, thereafter.”
“I thought as much. If you would take Ms. Conner with you and wait outside, I would like to speak with Mr. Hobbes in private.”
“Certainly. Patricia, come with me.”
“Yes, Mr. Lipscomb.” Patricia stands and walks out behind him. I noticed that Cardoza’s hand never strayed from the shotgun and Hobbes couldn’t take his eyes off me. He seemed as tired as I had ever seen him. After the door shut, Lipscomb took a seat near the door but had me kneel at his feet.
“I know you can hear me, Peter. I had planned on keeping you for myself, as a subservient playmate. It would have been difficult for you at first but I’m sure you would have grown to enjoy it.”
Good God, what an ego!
“Unfortunately, you were correct in there, you have become an expert in a number of areas I had not initially planned on. Thanks to Matthews’ idiotic idea to pump you full of information about all forms of self-defense, you are much too dangerous to keep around. If there were some way to accelerate your willing acceptance of your position, things might be different but I’m not going to take that chance. Besides, at fifty million a year, for starters, I can afford to buy whatever companion I desire without the obvious risks you present. Too bad, you would have enjoyed it.”
I’m gonna enjoy it when I get my hands on your throat and rip out your larynx. If I could just get control of my body for a few minutes, I’d get out of here. Over the months, I’ve found every weakness in Hobbes’ security system and there are a few holes. Not many, but they exist. In theory. I’ve never actually tested them. Not likely to get the chance. The door to Hobbes’ office swings open, Cardoza standing in the doorway.
“Come back in.”
“You first, Patricia.”
“Yes, Mr. Lipscomb.”
Hobbes is sitting behind his desk, definitely more tired and depressed than I have ever seen him before. It might be the hour of day but I think it’s more.
“I don’t have to accept this, Lipscomb. I could hand you over to Enrique and he can make you tell me where you have hidden my information.”
“I’ve seen pictures of his handiwork, you’re probably right. The question is, how long would it take?”
“From your character, I’d say not long.”
“You might be right about that too, Raymond, but are you willing to bet your business, your life on it? My fee is reasonable, certainly as a percentage of your gross, particularly when I went through all that trouble to raise prices by decreasing the supply.”
“That was YOU?”
“With Patricia’s assistance, of course.”
Hobbes looked more disappointed than angry.
“I will need to see a complete copy of the data, to confirm what you have.”
“Of course. I have a copy in my car. I can get it for you now or …”
“Enrique will go with you. While you are gone, I wish to speak with Patricia … alone.”
Cardoza seems surprised. “Alone? That isn’t a good idea X-ray. Once I have returned …”
“Alone, Enrique.”
“Then she must be restrained in some way.”
Hobbes considers this for a moment. “Collect some handcuffs from the guards.”
Cardoza was gone for only five minutes or so. They had Patricia sit, then locked her wrists to the arms of the chair and her ankles to the legs. They had her try to stand up but she could only get into a crouch. Cardoza seemed satisfied.
“That should hold her … until I get back.”
Hobbes holds out his right hand. “The control, Lipscomb.”
He hesitates. “You have no idea how dangerous it is.”
“Then it will be my funeral, won’t it?”
“It could be all our funerals if she gets free.”
“Then I had best be careful. You want your diamonds, hand me that controller.”
He still doesn’t react. Is he that afraid of me? Eventually, greed overcomes fear and he hands the controller over.
“Don’t go past Ten Blue.”
“I’ll keep your advice in mind. Close the door behind you.”
Hobbes knows how do dismiss someone. Both Cardoza and Lipscomb leave the office, closing the door behind them, as instructed. Hobbes walks back behind his desk and sits. He just stares at me for a few seconds, then turns the setting to Fifty Blue.
“I treated you like my own daughter, I would have given you anything you wanted. You saved my business.”
I REALLY wish people would stop using that darn thing like a video game controller. It takes a couple of moments for my head to clear.
“Yes, you did and yes, I did.”
“Is that all you have to say?”
“What do you want me to say? I was hired to do a job and I’m the best.”
“How was this done? How could you possibly be two different people?”
“Do you want the technical explanation? One of the men killed by Lipscomb was a scientist who came up with an incredible and completely illegal process to transfer the mind of one person into the body of a young teenage girl who had nearly died from, surprise, surprise, a drug overdose.”
“Nearly died?”
“Yeah, the scientist jumped the gun, brilliant guy but ethically challenged. Sound familiar?”
“Who was the other man who was killed?”
“The other man was me.”
Hobbes slowly shakes his head.
“And the woman?”
“You know who that was … my mother.”
“YOUR mother? The girl’s mother? Who?”
“Jessica Conner … though that wasn’t her real name.”
“Was it just a job for her also?”
“No, it was personal. One of the gangs you sell to screwed up and killed her husband and daughter, a girl who’d be near Gretchen’s age if she’d have lived. She wanted revenge.”
“That explains much. You have put me in a terrible position … Do I call you Patricia?”
“Might as well, I’m stuck now. As for your terrible position, I understand. It’s the game.”
“This was a game to you? A GAME?!”
“No, not anymore. I’ve spent most of my life going after people like you, criminals large and small. I enjoyed it, it was exhilarating, but it was also destructive. You’ve enjoyed your life in the drug trade but it too was destructive, it cost you your wife and was costing you your only daughter, not to mention all the devastation drugs causes to society.”
“I do not make people use drugs. If they didn’t …”
“Want them you couldn’t sell them. And if you didn’t sell them, somebody else would. I’m familiar with the arguments … and you’re absolutely right.”
“So why bother to fight me? There are worse men than I in the trade. Look at those mad men, the Zetas.”
“I can’t save the world, but I can save some of the people in the world. I can save Gretchen.”
“And you thought you could save me?”
“Maybe, if I had more time, but when Cardoza tried to have me killed …”
“Enrique? When?!”
“At the New Years party. He sent three gang bangers to the dance to kidnap and kill me. Gave orders to have me raped and cut up.”
“Why did I not hear of this?”
“I stopped them, traded silence for information, that’s how I know the details. If you don’t believe me, switch that thing to Fifty Pink, slowly please. I can’t lie at that setting, ask Lipscomb.”
Hobbes looks down at the Controller in his hand, rubbing his thumb along the side. He starts to reach for the switch but hesitates.
“You say they were ordered to cut you up?”
“After raping me, which frankly bothered me more than the knives.”
“Are you familiar with how my parents died?”
“Yeah, some kind of terrorist bomb.”
“Not exactly. There was an explosion and it was a bomb by a terror group but my parents were not killed by the blast. They were a block away, in front of a large office building with a decorative glass front. They were killed by the falling shards of glass when the front of the building shattered. Both were decapitated and dismembered. A horrible sight … I still have …” he looks away “… nightmares.”
Interesting. Cardoza had to know. I was to be a message to Hobbes, but what was that message? I’ll leave that one for later, if there is a later.
“Maybe we can compare nightmares.”
“It’s unlikely we’ll get the chance. You realize that no matter my personal feelings, you must be killed. My competitors cannot learn that I let someone who has betrayed me as you have go free. Such a sign of weakness would bring them all down upon me. I have no choice, Patricia.”
“Whatever you need to look yourself in the mirror, Mr. Hobbes, but you’ve got a choice. Everyone always has choices. You make them and you live with them and you die with them. I made a choice when I agreed to get put in this body, when I became Gretchen’s friend, when I decided to make sure she had other friends to help her when I left, when I saved your business, when I delayed going after that computer to give you time to realize there were better, safer ways to make money and finally, when Cardoza forced my hand, I decided that I was out of time and had to move now. I didn’t know anything about what Lipscomb had in mind but, in hindsight, it’s painfully obvious that something like this might happen. I made my choices and I’ll face the consequences.”
“Are you asking me not to have you killed?”
“That’d be great but you’re not strong enough to face the consequences. Don’t expect me to go easy though. I’d pretty much given up on life before this job but now … there are so many possibilities.”
“Even as you are, a man imprisoned in a girl’s body?”
“It’s not what I’d planned, but life is life. I do have one favor to ask and one bit of advice.”
“What is the advice?”
“Don’t trust Lipscomb. I did and see what it got me.”
“And the favor?”
“I know it’s your policy to make sure everyone knows when you’ve caught an infiltrator at least within the law enforcement community. Very public and graphic deaths. Don’t do that with me. Make it look like an accident or something. It’s better for Gretchen to not know about me, it’ll shatter her self-confidence, destroy her. Don’t do that to her. A tragic death, she’s got the support system to deal with that now. Plus, an accident keeps the police off your back.”
Hobbes shakes his head slowly. “Well reasoned, as always. We could have been great. Your mind and my resources, there would have been no stopping us.”
“You can still be great, Mr. Hobbes. All it takes is change.”
“Patricia … if you do manage to escape … run and don’t look back.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
There is opportunity in this disaster.
Hobbes has to admit that I had repeatedly warned him about Conner. While security is my responsibility, I am certain that I would have discovered her secret if he hadn’t put limits on me.
At least, that’s what I’m going to tell him when he complains about the computer breech, assuming he doesn’t blame Tippett for this debacle. The question may become what to do with Tippett? Perhaps a murder suicide with Conner. We can’t simply fire him, he knows much too much about our system and operations and even if he doesn’t know about the operations, we can’t take the chance. That’s one person who must die, one who will likely die … and then there’s the man sitting across from me, waiting for Hobbes to finish his little meeting.
“Mr. Lipscomb … I am curious. How do you plan to explain the deaths of your associates to your superiors?”
“You took care of that for me, Mr. Cardoza. The history of this organization is to ruthlessly deal with informers, the closer they get to successfully infiltrating your organization, the more severely they are treated. Considering what Patricia did, one could expect an extreme reaction. It will be quite easy to blame Hobbes for what I did to Warren and Matthews. As for Patricia, that’s undecided.”
“You have no plans?”
“I intended to give her to Hobbes as a bit of a peace offering. His reaction to the truth of what happened was not as … strong as I anticipated. Apparently, she was more successful in ingratiating herself into the household than I thought she had.”
“Some people are more gullible than others. She enchanted a number of people in the household. It was disgusting.”
“I take it you weren’t a fan.”
“She was a thorn in my side.”
He smiles brightly. “Perhaps you would be interested in … taking custody of Patricia, give her the treatment she deserves.”
“I take it you weren’t a fan?”
“Hardly. Peter Harris was an egotistical jerk, full of threats and bluster. No doubt, he was good at his job, one of the best, but a bastard to work with. Right now, his mere existence is a threat to me … and you.”
“Why me?”
“Because Patricia told me the truth about what happened at the New Years Dance.”
“What are you talking about? Nothing happened at that dance.”
“Not that she told you about, but I had a conversation with her while searching her house for evidence of this job. I was curious as to why she stole the computer data now rather than earlier. She said that she was attacked by three gang members at the dance, defeated them with a belt, of all things, and managed to get one of them to talk, apparently the only one she left conscious. The guy fingered you.”
One disaster on top of another. If Hobbes ever found out.
“Why would anyone believe such a fantastic story?”
“She was at Fifty Pink when she told it and she doesn’t lie at Fifty Pink. She felt that Hobbes was not aware of the true facts and might be upset with you should he be made aware.”
“Given what has happened since that day, I’m certain Hobbes will not be interested in anything she has to say.”
“Fine by me, not my problem, but, on the odd chance that you’re wrong about that, the sooner she’s dead and buried, the less risk she poses to you.”
Is he threatening to tell Hobbes himself? Is she telling him all about it right this very minute? Either is possible, neither is good.
“What are you suggesting, Lipscomb?”
“Enrique, call me Daniel. I expect us to have a long and profitable future. I’m suggesting that you are the best person to take care of Patricia Conner … once and for all. If you’re interested in the job, I can tell you a few secrets about Patricia, certain commands she can’t disobey.”
“What kind of commands?”
“The kind that any man would greatly enjoy.”
As I said, opportunity in disaster.
Everything has gone off the rails for Patricia and Cardoza has the Controller. Can she escape and, if so, what kind of life will she have? Elements and Themes listed apply to entire story, Rating to this submission. Thanks to Marina Kelly and and Robyn Hoode for their editorial assistance.
CHAPTER SIXTY ONE
Hobbes switches me back to Fifty Pink, slowly this time. It’s an easier transition but I end up at the same place, trapped in a body I can’t control. He unlocks the handcuffs, keeping them in his left hand.
“Patricia, follow me.”
I stand up. “Yes, Mr. Hobbes.” He walks out the office door and I follow him, as ordered. I’ve stopped fighting things for now. It’s mentally exhausting and even if I could make my body, and it is now MY body, do what I want, it can’t be like it was on the lower Pink or any Blue setting. I need to be in full control to get out of this alive. Save my energy until the right moment.
Both Cardoza and Lipscomb are waiting for us. Hobbes waives Cardoza over, handing him the collection of handcuffs and the Contoller.
“Have you looked at the data yet?” Hobbes whispers.
“Briefly,” Cardoza replies. “It appears to be accurate and extensive. I’d have to cross check with the files in our servers but the documents I know by sight are there and they are correct. If I was forced to give an opinion … I would say he has the real goods. Sorry Raymond.”
Hobbes nods his head in acceptance, then fixes an angry stare on Lipscomb. “I despise traitors.”
“She fooled many of us, Raymond.”
“Not Patricia. She was doing her job.”
“Her JOB? SHE was the one who invaded our compound, played you for a fool, stole your records, befriended the entire household!”
“Like many have tried before her. They paid the price and now, so shall she. Patricia knew the risks and she came anyway. One must admire that kind of bravery, even among the enemy. But this Lipscomb … he disgusts me. No honor, no loyalty, no respect for his team. A common murderer.”
“Thank God for that or we would never have even known what had happened. You would have been blindsided. At least now, we control our own fate again. We pay a relatively small sum of money and we are back in business.”
“I wonder, Enrique.”
“What of the girl? We should act quickly.”
Hobbes’ shoulders sag. “You take care of it. I … I … can’t.”
Cardoza smiles evilly. “As you wish, Raymond.”
Hobbes reaches out, grabbing his left wrist. “It must look like an accident, a believable accident, and Gretchen must never know. Never, not now, not even after I am dead.”
“X-ray, that is not our usual solution to this kind of problem.”
“This is not our usual problem. It is unique, requiring a unique solution. You have the limitations, I leave the details to you. I don’t wish to know … anything. Ever.”
“So, I have a free hand?”
“As long as you meet those two conditions, yes.”
“And what about payment?”
Hobbes holds out his right hand. “I will review the hard drive and let you know in the morning. If you are correct, then we will pay him.”
“He wants payment tonight, Raymond.”
“Too bad.”
Enrique hands him the hard drive. “Mr. Lipscomb,” said Hobbes, raising his voice. “I will pay your … fee … after I have reviewed the contents of this hard drive. If it is as you described, payment will be immediately arranged. If it is not, you will join your unfortunate comrades. Understood?”
Lipscomb had been sitting this entire time, attempting to eavesdrop. Don’t know how successful he was. Now he stands up.
“That was not the deal.”
“We have no deal, not as of this moment. I will not buy … as you say … a ‘Pig in a Poke’. I need time to study your data. Surely, a delay of, say six hours, could hardly make a difference. If you are unwilling to agree, it only makes me more suspicious of the contents.”
Lipscomb’s clearly unhappy but he doesn’t have a lot of choice. Hobbes will pay more money to keep everything secret than anyone else would for making it public. He pretty much will have to accept the counter offer if he wants a big payday.
“Six hours, but not a second longer. I will meet you at the McDonalds on the corner of Sixth and Washington by 7:20 a.m. Bring the diamonds with you. No guards, just you.”
“Enrique will be handling the exchange.” Hobbes turns on his heel and strides back into his office, closing the door, never once looking at me.
Enrique turns to Lipscomb, smiling tightly.
“Let me show you to your car, Daniel. Patricia … follow.”
“Yes, Mr. Cardoza.”
We all walk back to the front door, no one saying a single word. Lipscomb gets in and drives away, leaving me alone with Cardoza. He squats down, looking me in the eye while holding the Controller in front of my face.
“An interesting device. I will have to give it, and you, a thorough testing before disposal. For now, you are to be locked up until after Hobbes has reviewed the files on the hard drive and your friend has been paid, just in case I need some answers about anything. After that, I no longer need you. That’s when the fun begins. Hobbes may have decided where you end up but he left it up to me to decide how you get there. And when.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It was smoother than I thought it might be.
Cardoza walked in with a valise, stopped at my table, set it on the floor next to me and left without saying a word. No threats, no warnings, nothing. It was all so anticlimactic, I was a little disappointed. That was until I got out to my car and opened the valise.
Fifty million in raw, uncut diamonds is something you never expect to actually see. It’s just a concept, an unobtainable goal until you feel the weight in your hands, reach in and grab a handful, letting them slowly spill through your fingers. The first of many future payments.
I could sit here and look at them all day but there’s more to do and not much time left. The next thing is to stash these at my safe house and to make sure I’m not followed there.
I transfer the diamonds to a heavy canvas gym bag, searching to make sure there isn’t some kind of tracking device hidden among them. I drop the valise into the dumpster behind McDonalds, get in my car and turn right onto Washington, heading for the Outer Loop. Taking the Outer Loop, I head east, away from the coast, to a less attractive part of Miami. It’s a little more low rent, less crowded. I’ve subleased a condo in one of those buildings that’s only about one third full and barely keeping out of bankruptcy. Dropping back onto city streets several miles away from my destination, I start taking an indirect route, always watching for following cars. I took the course offered by the FBI to all new Federal attorneys but that was some time ago and I never had to do it for real, but I don’t think I’m being followed. Just to be sure, I park my car on the street and walk into a Starbucks. I take a seat where I can watch my car to see if anyone else is watching it. After a half hour, no other cars have parked nearby. I’m likely clean. No GPS tracking system, no physical tail. Better hurry.
Back into my car, I drive the last two blocks to my condo. Leaving my car in the underground garage, I take the elevator to the fifth floor, carrying my bag. Once the elevator door opens, I peek out. No one around. I casually stroll to my condo, just six doors down from the elevator. I open the door and hurry in, undetected, closing, locking and bolting the door behind me.
I relax, not being aware how tense I was. The living room is dominated by an extremely large aquarium, over one hundred gallons. There’s a couch, a couple of chairs, a TV and a bookcase which holds the TV, but it’s the aquarium which draws the eye.
Actually, It’s two aquariums. The large one holds a number of Piranha. The second, smaller one to the left holds about two dozen Goldfish.
Dropping my canvas bag on the couch, I scoop three Goldfish from the small tank using a net on a twisted metal handle, then invert the net over the larger tank. The water roils for several seconds before settling down. I used to watch the feeding frenzy with great enjoyment, but the excitement fades after awhile. It’s still amusing though to see the Goldfish scales drifting to the bottom of the tank.
Now comes the last part of my plan, a particularly tricky part. It’s cost me one of my better suits but fifty million will buy a lot of suits. I’ve taken my gray wool suit and exposed it to wood smoke and then burned small holes in the shoulders, sleeves, and back of the coat and a few in the pants, so that it looks and smells like I was in a shower of burning embers. After changing into the suit, I streak wood ashes across my face and right hand, rubbing some into my hair to increase the odor. The last step is the one that will really sell the illusion … and is the one I have not been looking forward to.
Going first to the bathroom to gather burn ointment, gauze and tape, I go to the kitchen, get out a small iron skillet, set it on the stove and turn the heat on high. While the skillet heats up, I fill one side of a double sink with ice and cold water. Once the skillet is hot, I take a dish towel, roll it up tight and stick it in my mouth, biting down hard with my teeth. I pick up the skillet using a pot holder in my right hand and, after a few deep breaths to prepare myself, I set it down on the back of my left hand.
The pain is excruciating as I scream into the towel clenched between my teeth. I leave the pan on my hand for the count of three, then toss the pan into the empty side of the sink while plunging my left hand into the ice cold water.
I need a good second degree burn to prove I was at the fire, nothing with permanent damage, no scarring, but something bad enough to make my story believable.
The pain starts to fade away as the nerves are numbed by the cold water. I’ll stay here for awhile, until I can tolerate the throbbing once the hand warms back up, dress the injury and then go see Tyson.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I hate budget time!
I didn’t go to law school to spend three quarters of my days dealing with accountants and administrators. I just wanted to put the bad guys in jail. Simple, straight forward and idealistic. I learned pretty quickly that you spend as much time fighting your own bureaucracy as you do the criminals and the higher up you go, the more the bureaucracy IS the bad guy. There are days when I want to chuck the whole thing, move to the country and open a little estate practice.
And die of boredom.
As big a pain in the ass as the administrative shit is, there’s still that sense of accomplishment when we put some sleaze ball away, whether I do it or someone else in the office does. I just wish we could get out of our own way sometime.
My phone buzzes. I told Larson not to interrupt me. I sigh, then pick up my phone.
“Ms. Larson, I thought I told you …”
“Mr. Tyson! You need to come out here, right now!”
Humph. It takes a lot to get a rise out of Larson. She’s seen it all and is usually as cool as they come. I push the computer crap aside and hurry to my door, pulling it open. I see her standing in front of a man who is slumped in a chair. There’s an odd odor in the air. She steps aside.
Good God! It’s Daniel Lipscomb! His left hand swathed in bandages. What IS that smell? He looks … unkempt, defeated. The man is nothing if not always well dressed, full … too full … of confidence.
“What the hell happened?!”
“They found out Walter. They got them all.”
“Who found out?” He looks up at me from the chair; his face streaked with … dirt? He raises his eyebrows, eyes wide open. OOoohhh, that’s who. Damn! “What happened, man?!”
He struggles to get out of the chair, wincing when his left hand bumps against the arm.
“We shouldn’t talk out here, Walter.”
“You’re right. Come into my office. Can we get you anything?”
Daniel limps past me. “Some water would be nice.”
“Sure. Ms. Larson, would you …”
“Right away, Sir.”
“Thank you.”
Lipscomb flops onto my couch, spilling some files to the floor. I pull a chair over to him and sit down. Larson hurries in with several bottles of cold water. She opens one, handing it to Lipscomb, who downs it in one, long drink. She opens another and he drinks half of it just as quickly.
“Thank you, Ms. Larson. You can leave us,” I say.
It’s clear that she doesn’t want to leave but she does, after setting the remaining bottles of water next to Daniel. I wait for the door to close before saying anything.
“Daniel … what happened?”
“We had it, Walter! We had it! Harris had gotten to Hobbes’ computer, hit the Mother Lode … at least, that’s what he said. We had scheduled a meeting so that he could hand over what he’d found. When I showed up, the building was already on fire. I tried to get in, managed to get in the back door but the place was too far gone.”
“So, what actually happened?”
“He must have made a mistake of some kind at the very end. So many months and he fumbles the ball at the goal line. It’s so hard to take!”
“I know, I know. Is he dead?”
Daniel coughs several times and takes another long drink, finishing the bottle. I open a third and hand it to him.
“I don’t know, I never got that far into the building. Can’t think that he survived. There should be two others, Thomas Matthews and Jessica Warren. The building was Matthews’ office, so he almost had to be there and Jessica usually drove Harris.”
“Who’s Harris?”
“Peter Harris, a retired undercover cop … we probably need to take jurisdiction over the scene.”
“Right, right.”
I stand up and grab my phone.
“Ms. Larson.”
“Yes, Sir?”
“Get me Randy Hicks at the FBI. We’re going to need to take jurisdiction on a local fire. Looking at arson and murder. It was an undercover operation so we’ll need to handle with care. I’ll give him the details as soon as possible.”
“Yes, Sir. Right away.”
That ought to satisfy her for now. “Anybody else on your team, Daniel?”
“No, that was it. Hobbes got them all.”
“He didn’t get you.”
“I’ve been hiding since last night. I assume the others didn’t tell him about me, otherwise they would have simply waited for me to show up before killing everyone and starting the fire to cover their tracks.”
“Or they could still be looking for you.”
“I’ve considered that possibility too.”
“How’d you hurt your hand?”
He raises his bandaged left hand, turning it. “I don’t remember. Guess I was a little frantic about trying to get inside. I just know it hurt like hell when I got out, still does.”
“Who’d you see about taking care of it?”
“Did it myself. If Hobbes was looking for me, didn’t want to draw attention. Don’t worry, I think it’s only a second degree burn, no significant blistering, at least not yet. I was lucky.”
“At least somebody was last night. Still, you should see a doctor about it.”
“I will, later. Right now, we need to find what we can at the scene, see if we can find anything to link Hobbes to the murders or arson.”
“You sure he did it or had it done?”
“It’d be very unusual for Hobbes to do this himself so no, I don’t think he did it. But if he didn’t order it, who did? What’s the motive? It has to be that one of them, likely Harris, screwed up.”
“Why Harris?”
“He was the inside guy, the other two were just support. Matthews never had contact with anyone besides the other three of us and Jessica had very little contact with anyone in the Hobbes organization.”
“And you?”
“I just had contact with the other three. It was Peter’s show, that’s how he wanted it. In fact, he insisted. The guy was an undercover genius but clearly not infallible.”
“What did the other two do?”
“Harris had medical issues that forced his retirement. Matthews had some new medical treatments that fixed those problems, at least for the short term, putting him back in the game, but he needed regular treatments.”
“What did the woman do for the team?”
“She was a psychologist. She kept watch on Harris, who was a bit of a loose cannon. Kept him focused, eye on the ball so to speak.”
“If he had all those problems, why use him?”
“As I said, he was a genius at undercover work. Three times divorced, no friends or family, a real pain in the ass as a person but an undercover genius.”
“How did he actually do it?”
“To be honest … we weren’t talking much at the end. That little episode with the information from the spreadsheet turned him against me, said he couldn’t trust me anymore.”
“Sounds paranoid.”
“Paranoid probably kept him alive as long as it did. I was going to get all the information last night. We were going to wrap everything up.” Daniel shakes his head. “God damn it … we were so close.”
“What we were able to do with the spreadsheet information, the drugs we took off the street, that made the whole thing a success already. I can’t tell you how much praise we got for those busts. It was an excellent return on our investment.”
“Does that include the costs of three lives, Walter?”
“Look, I’m sorry about that … I really am. Of course, we won’t rest until we catch whoever did this terrible thing. I’ll put my best people on it, make it priority one. But, we both know undercover work is the most dangerous thing we do in law enforcement. The way you did it, and understand, I’m not criticizing because I approved it, but the way you did it was more dangerous still, what with no backups or anything. If I made it even more dangerous with what I did with the spreadsheet information, I apologize, but …”
“I understand, Walter. Harris never did but I do. We do what we can to protect our people but sometimes, it’s never enough, not when you’re dealing with people like Raymond Hobbes. Everyone who signed on with me knew that, I was very upfront about it with them, but they did it anyway. They were all flawed individuals in their own way but they were dedicated and brave and didn’t deserve what happened to them. I can’t help but feel like it was my fault that they’re all dead. I don’t know how I’ll be able to go on after what’s happened.”
I reach out and grab his shoulder. “You should take some time off. It’s been a rough few months and you’re not in the clear yet, Hobbes may still be looking for you. If I were in your shoes, I’d think about disappearing for awhile.”
“If you insist, Walter. I can keep in touch, in case there are questions. I know I can’t lead the investigation, conflict of interest and all, but I’ll help all I can to see justice done for my team … my friends.”
“Are there any next of kin who need to be contacted?”
“No, none. That’s another reason I used these particular people. No one had to be told where they were going. It cut off another possible source of leaks.”
“You’ve really thought this thing through, Daniel.”
He smiled at me for the first time today.
“I tried.”
CHAPTER SIXTY TWO
I’ve been able to wiggle my fingers and move my right arm a little but that’s all. It took everything I had and two hours of concentration, plus my head hurts like the dickens. There’s just no way I’m gonna be able to do anything useful at Pink Fifty. The only way I’m escaping is if I can change that setting.
Cardoza had me handcuffed to a chair again, just like in Hobbes’ office, though this time it was in his apartment in the security building. That was over twenty hours ago. I managed to get some sleep but it was hit and miss, this isn’t the most comfortable chair in the world. I haven’t had anything to eat or drink since they locked me in here. I have heard voices outside the door and thought I recognized Henry’s. That’s a meeting I’m not looking forward to. If Cardoza’s gonna kill me, I hope it’s before I have to face all the guards and household staff. I don’t think I could look Raul in the face. The same for Henry and Lou, though I would like a crack at Escaban.
I hear some footsteps outside the door and the jingle of keys. All right, stay sharp, be alert. Patricia’s head slowly turns towards the door, ever so slightly tilted to the left. The door suddenly opens, Cardoza standing in the doorway, warily looking around. He’s being cautious, true to form. Not likely to get any breaks from him but I still need to be ready.
He sees me still handcuffed in the chair but he carefully scans the room as he enters, not taking things at face value. He’s good. No wonder he’s survived all these years. When he finally reaches me, he quickly checks the handcuffs to make certain they are as he left them. Once satisfied that I’m still restrained, he relaxes just a little, unclipping his radio from his waistband and placing it on a nearby table, its volume low. He has a seat on the couch opposite me.
“Well Patricia … you don’t mind me calling you Patricia, do you?”
“No, Mr. Cardoza. That is my name.”
“Are you hungry, Patricia?”
“Yes, I am.”
“Are you thirsty?”
“Yes, I am.”
“Would you like a drink of water?”
“Yes, I would, Mr. Cardoza.”
“Then beg me for it.”
Without hesitation or resistance, Patricia starts to beg him. “Please Mr. Cardoza, may I have a drink of water? Please, please, please?”
Cardoza frowns. I don’t think he was expecting Patricia to be so compliant. She does exactly what she’s told. It’s no fun abusing her, she has no will of her own, there’s no resistance. And yet, she lied to Lipscomb. When it was most important, she hid the truth … or maybe, she protected the secret.
Whatever, if Cardoza wants some resistance, he’s gonna have to let me out of my cage, just a little bit. And that maybe enough.
Patricia keeps begging, just as before, with no real emotion. Cardoza looks more annoyed than anything else when he finally brings her a large glass of water. He places the rim of the glass near her lips and quickly tips the glass towards her, spilling at least a quarter of the water in her face and over her blouse as she rapidly gulps down as much as she can. When the glass is empty, Patricia licks her lips.
“Thank you for the water, Mr. Cardoza.”
“Oh, you’re welcome,” he sneers.
It’s like he doesn’t know what to do with her. Cruelty rolls right off her. She accepts any insult, takes no offense but I felt the hesitation when she was told to remove her blouse and bra by Lipscomb. There’s something going on with her programming, something has changed from what it was months ago. Matthews would know but it’s too late to ask him.
Cardoza sets the glass next to his radio then reaches into his pants pocket, removing a set of keys. He sorts through the ring as he stands and walks over to a large clock mounted on the wall, selecting a smaller, silver key. He pushes against the clock, which swings away from the wall, revealing a recessed door with an L-shaped handle. He inserts the key into the base of the handle, turning both at once. The door springs open but I can’t see what’s inside from my angle, though, with great effort, I do get Patricia to crane her neck a little to try to improve it.
It’s likely a wall safe. There’s no combination lock, so it’s strictly key access. I wonder if Hobbes has a key or even knows if the safe exists. Probably not. Cardoza reaches inside with his right hand and removes the Remote Lipscomb gave him. He might be planning to change my settings. Forty five Pink might be just good enough to give me a chance.
“Patricia, what happens if I were to change this setting?”
“To what, Mr. Cardoza?”
“Just away from its current setting.”
“The lower the Pink number, the less influence I have over my behavior and the more influence Peter Harris has.”
“Do you want me to change the setting?”
“Yes, Mr. Cardoza.”
“Why is that?”
“So I can escape.”
He smiles. “Apparently Lipscomb was right, you can’t lie at the current setting. Interesting. Let’s see if he was right about the other information he provided.” He steps away from the safe and walks back to the chair Patricia is locked in, stopping just a few inches away. “Patricia … look at me.”
She looks up at his face, leering down at her.
“Baker. Jacob. One. Two. Mike.”
A shock runs through my body, causing all my muscles to lock up for a few seconds and then release, leaving me slumped in the chair, eyes closed. When I open my eyes, they lock onto Cardoza’s crotch. My body strains forward, trying to reach out for his belt, for his zipper. I desperately attempt to fight the growing compulsion but can’t stop it.
“Patricia, what do you want?”
“I want … to escape.”
“What? Lipscomb said that if I used that command you could not resist.”
She was trembling. I could feel her resistance, her conflict. “I … won’t … resist … but I … do not … want.”
He laughs as he reaches for his belt. “Excellent! Perfect! We’ll start with just your mouth for now, see how it goes.”
He quickly unbuckles the belt, undoes the buttons on the waistband, unzips and the drops his pants to the tops of his thighs. He pauses for a few seconds, his thumbs in the waistband of his boxer shorts. The urge in me is growing stronger. Finally, he pulls them down, revealing a limp penis, which he dangles just inches from my mouth.
“You know what you must do, Patricia.”
She can’t reply. The trembling grows stronger as she slowly moves her head closer to his cock, her mouth creeping open.
Fight it! Fight it! You don’t have to do this! It’s you’re choice!
At the last moment, she stops, breathing hard, but Cardoza slides his hips forward, dropping his cock in my open mouth, which slurps it in like a bass hits a worm.
“Good, good. Such an obedient girl.”
Once she closes her lips around Cardoza’s cock, her resistance fades away as she enthusiastically begins to suck and roll it around in her mouth … my mouth … his penis growing larger and harder with each passing second. It’s soon too large to keep it in my mouth so I release it and immediately turn to licking its length and sucking on the head, massaging it with my tongue. Handcuffed to the chair, I can’t do much more.
Thank God.
Unfortunately, Cardoza has an answer to this. He steps closer, positioning himself between my legs as he places his hands on each side of my head. He pulls my head away from his dick and turns it up to face him. I can see the anger and satisfaction in his face.
“You shouldn’t have opposed me, Patricia. Anna Hobbes did and I had to kill her. I’ll kill you too, eventually, but the longer you please me, the longer you will live. So far … you please me … let us see if you can improve your performance.”
He pulls my unresisting head back towards his dick, aimed straight at my open mouth. I try to close it but it only opens wider as the bulbous head pushes in past my lips and toward the back of my throat. I brace for the pain but it’s not as bad as I expect. I feel it sliding down my throat and I want to cough, to gag, to force his dick from my throat but I can only gulp. Cardoza grunts in pleasure.
“Good! Marvelous! Such a talented girl! A true cocksucker! Maybe there are certain guards who would enjoy this also. Yes … yes … take it all, Bitch!”
He continues to push his cock down my throat until my nose is pressed against his groin. He holds my head there, enjoying both the physical sensations as I gulp his cock and his dominance of me. Slowly pulling back a few inches, he quickly plunges back in, his balls smacking my chin. He does this several times, cycling faster as he continues.
Up to now, I’ve managed to keep my anger in check. I can’t do anything about the situation right now. Look for a break, look for an opportunity. Watch and wait, I can take this. Keep a cool head, don’t panic, don’t show fear. Don’t let the bastard win! Make him PAY!!
As soon as he called me a bitch though, I could feel my anger jump and it’s continued to grow ever since. I already can’t control my body, I don’t want to lose my mind too.
Cardoza’s really going at it now, fucking my mouth while grunting and groaning in delight. I occasionally get a glimpse of his face, looking down at me, mouth agape, breathing hard, sweat gathering on his forehead and dripping down the sides of his head. Hope the bastard gets a heart attack. I can feel his dick pistoning in and out of my throat, my jaw starting to ache, but I don’t have any trouble breathing. My breaths are in rhythm with his thrusts. It’s like I know exactly what to do but it’s different, as if the knowledge is coming from some other part of my mind. This is more than just the usual pre-programmed information.
Suddenly, the rhythm is broken. I can’t match his pace, I can’t breathe! Almost overwhelmed by panic, I struggle to keep control while choking and gagging, my body convulsing. Cardoza pauses for a moment, then slowly pulls his cock from my mouth. I gasp for air as soon as my mouth is empty.
“Amazing! Twelve minutes exactly! Lipscomb wasn’t lying. Enough for the preliminaries, time for the main event. Patricia … look at me.”
I’m still trying to catch my breath but I can’t stop my head from turning to look Cardoza in the face. The smile there sickens me.
“Baker. Frank. Three. Zero. Mike.”
Again, my body locks up for a few seconds, then collapses in the chair. When I open my eyes, I see Cardoza standing before me, stroking his stiff, saliva coated penis. I don’t feel anything at first, not like the last time. It takes a moment for me to notice the tingling in my … no … God no. Baker James. BJ … blow job. Baker Frank. BF … butt fuck!
Cardoza laughs raucously, pointing at me. My realization must have shown on my face. “Yes! You understand now! Hobbes always said you were a smart girl. Your Mr. Lipscomb is an interesting fellow. Not so smart in trusting him, were you? I don’t think we’ll need these any longer.”
He begins to unlock the handcuffs as I squirm in the chair, painfully aware of the growing, itching sensation in my rectum. As soon as my last limb is free, I quickly stand, pull my panties down to my ankles, kick one leg free and drop to my hands and knees, all before I can mount any resistance.
“So eager, so compliant. Perhaps I can keep you around indefinitely. Lipscomb gave me an intriguing list of sex acts and positions. It will take me weeks to try all possible combinations, even with the help of Viagra. Right now, the sight of your tight, moist asshole is all the stimulation I need. For your sake, I hope you got my dick slick enough because that is all you’re going to get.”
While he talks, I’m wiggling my ass in front of him. Stop it! Fight this! It’s your body … it’s your brain. Take control! Don’t let Lipscomb make you his toy, his … thing. You’re not a thing! I’m not a thing! The itching sensation is growing but so is my anger. Not this time, Cardoza. Not this time!
The pain in my head is back, prickly at first but rapidly becoming a sharp, deep ache. I’m so distracted by the sensations at either end of my body that I wasn’t aware that Cardoza had reached down and pushed his middle finger past my anal ring. I hear myself moan several times while Cardoza laughs.
NO! Not now! Not Here! Not with Him! Fight Patricia!! You’re a learning machine … LEARN, God Damn it! My anger is now a rage, filling my head, my heart, reveling in the increasing pain radiating from deep within my head. Cardoza removes his finger but I feel my skirt being pulled away from my bottom, exposing it to the cool air.
Come on Patricia! Fight! Resist! Beat the Bastards! Don’t give in! You’re a virgin! We’re a virgin! Not with Cardoza, not with HIM!
I’d scream if I could. The pain in my head is so loud! It feels like it’ll explode any minute. Cardoza spreads my legs wider as he shuffles forward on his knees, pressing into my exposed thighs.
NO! NO! GOD DAMN IT, NO!! FIGHT HIM! FIGHT HIM!! YOU CAN DO IT! WE CAN DO IT!! DON’T LET LIPSCOMB BEAT US!! HE KILLED MATTHEWS … HE KILLED MOM!! HE KILLED ME!!!
The rage is a fury now, penetrating every cell of my immobile body. I’m aware that my rectum is aching for the relief of Cardoza’s disgusting cock and my head is seconds from splitting wide open like an over-ripe melon, but those sensations pale when compared to my all encompassing fury. I feel the head of his dick pressing against my anus.
AAARRRGGGHH! NOOOO! PATRICIA! FIGHT IT YOU BITCH! BEAT THEM! IT’S OUR BODY, IT’S OUR CHOICE! CHOOSE! NOT HERE, NOT NOW! STOP HIM!
He slowly pushes forward.
KILL HIM! STOP HIM! GOD, MY HEAD’S KILLING ME! WE WON’T TAKE THIS!
I WON’T TAKE THIS! YOU CAN’T BEAT ME!! LIPSCOMB! CARDOZA!
NO!!!
“No”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I’m back in the waiting room at Matthew’s office, though it’s mostly white … and clean, sitting at the table. And I’m me, Peter Harris. It’s been so long, I feel out of place. Patricia’s sitting opposite of me, that familiar half smile and head tilt. What’s not familiar is the constantly changing cloud of light and dark in the corner of the room. At times, it condenses into a semi-transparent body that kinda looks like Patricia, other times it’s a swirling cloud of tiny flashing lights, some bright, others very dim. It constantly changes from one state to another.
I stand up and walk around. There’s no pain, no hesitation, no breathing problems; I’m perfectly healthy. Patricia just sits there, calmly watching me. Moving closer to the thing in the corner, it doesn’t react to me, at least not right away. Once it shifts to the near human body, it reaches towards me with both hands for a moment before it breaks apart into the swirling mass again. I wander back to the table, returning to my seat.
“Okay, I’ll bite. What the fuck happened?”
“You broke it.”
“What did I break?”
“The Balancer. You and she broke it. We’re free.”
“How’d we do that?”
“You fought against the setting, you and she tried to take control. The Balancer wasn’t designed to deal with intentional conflict. Dr. Matthews assumed there would need to be only the occasional regulation of conflicting thoughts. You pushed the Balancer way beyond the design parameters.”
“I felt a stabbing pain in my head.”
“That is consistent with a damaged Balancer.”
I tip my head towards the light ball. “What is that?”
“The remaining memories of Jenny Jo Hamilton, our host.”
“Why is she so … fuzzy?”
“Because that is all that could be recovered from our damaged brain, just bits and pieces of memories, and an incredible amount of anger.”
“I can imagine, after what happened to her.”
“There’s much more than you know. Teen age prostitution just to survive, physical abuse, a sad story.”
“And what am I?”
“You’re you, Peter Harris. All that was transferred into the brain by Dr. Matthews.”
“So, that means you’re …”
“Patricia, the program, as modified by what I learned from you and Jenny Jo.”
“Fine, now that we know the players, where are we and what are we doing here?”
“All this is just an organizing façade, a place where you may feel comfortable so that we can discuss the situation and come to a decision.”
“About what?”
“The Balancer is broken. Nothing determines which of us is in control of the body. Without the Balancer, there is freedom but chaos.”
“Isn’t that the same as before, when the Controller went dead?”
“No, the connections were still intact, just not actively managed. Now, the connections are burned out.”
“So what can be done about it? Matthews is dead.”
“None of us saw him die but it is likely that you are correct. However, I have the capabilities to fix it. I have limited control of the nanites and can direct them to fix it, to restore it to nearly perfect operating condition.”
“Well, do it. What’s there to discuss? I’ve got to get control if I’m gonna get us out of here.”
“It will take time, at least two days.”
“So what happens … wait a minute, what’s going on right now?”
“What was happening before the Balancer was disabled. Mr. Cardoza is initiating anal sex with us. However, we have different time scales. What seems like hours here are only fractions of a second out there, in the ‘real world’. All you experience here are just electrical impulses, moving at near the speed of light. We have as much time as we need to decide what to do.”
“You keep saying that. What other options do we have?”
“As I said, I have limited control of the nanites. They can be used to repair the Balancer or not. They can also be directed to do other things.”
“Such as?”
“They can be directed to integrate the three separate personalities in our brain into one unified whole. We would be one person, all our respective capabilities rolled into one integrated personality.”
“And the Remote Control?”
“Would no longer have any effect. The Balancer would be disabled, dismantled, used for raw material to complete repairs. We would be in charge of our own fate.”
“I don’t get it.”
She sighed. “Think of the Balancer as the gatekeeper. Both of us are trying to get through the gate at the same time. The gatekeeper decides who gets in, who is in charge of body. At the high Pink or Blue settings, it is mostly you or I, at the lower settings, it is a mixture of both of us. Now, there is no gatekeeper. I can repair the gatekeeper but then we will have to dance to his tune, the tune of the person who holds the Controller.”
“Can’t you and I just work it out ourselves?”
“There is no mechanism for us to do so. We would have to negotiate every single movement, every step. Hardly a realistic possibility. Besides, there is also Jenny Jo. She is not likely to cooperate. I’m sure that you have already felt her influences.”
“Yeah. She’s really pissed off.”
“Exactly. I can direct the nanites to bypass the Balancer and integrate our separate entities into a single, unified being, free and independent of any control by outside people. Also, those subroutines Daniel Lipscomb demanded that Dr. Matthews install are located in the Balancer. If it no longer controls, we are no longer compelled to obey them. ”
That alone makes me want to say yes but there are additional concerns.
“Which one of us would end up on top? You said you controlled the nanites. What would keep you from wiping me out?”
“I said I have limited control. I can only give general directives. They have a certain amount of individual control plus a group intelligence of their own.”
“So, what keeps them from just taking over?”
“That is outside their design parameters. I assume that your personality would dominate because you occupy the greatest percentage of the brain but there is a certain amount of what you call a crap shoot here. There are no guarantees that this will work or exactly what the end result would be. Repairing the Balancer and returning to the status quo has a much greater chance of success.”
“So why even consider anything else?”
“I have learned from you the advantage of doing the unexpected and the value of taking chances. Much of our success to date has been due to you not following the expectations of others. It has been … fun.”
“Yeah, it has been. A lot of fun sometimes but not so much other times, like now. If we agree to this integration thing, how long’s that gonna take?”
“Unknown. Certainly days.”
“Cardoza’s not gonna give us that kinda time. We don’t perform, he’ll kill us quick.”
“Agreed. What do you propose?”
“That we leave me in charge for now, until we can escape, find a place to hole up for awhile and make repairs.”
“You are referring to Randi’s Place.”
“Yeah, if we’re lucky. It’s miles away from here.”
“Twelve point three miles.”
“Okay, if you want to be exact. If you’ll just lay back and leave it to me, I’ll get us out of here and some place safe.”
“And what happens after that?”
Good question. Not a lot of great options. The smart move is to fix what we‘ve got but that’ll leave me at the mercy of any fucker whose got a remote control in their hand, which is Lipscomb and Cardoza right now. Can’t get much worse than that. I’d be on the run for the rest of my life. If I go with Plan B, I’m free of the control but it won’t be me. Of course, I haven’t been me for months, even at Blue Fifty, and I’m never going back to my old body anyway, so I’m looking at changes no matter what. Then there’s Jenny Jo.
“What happens to her?” I ask, pointing towards the apparition, which looks more like a Jackson Pollock painting than anything else right now.
“Undetermined. There is not much there to work with. It was likely a mistake for the nanites to repair those pathways in the first place. There is too much anger and too little reason.”
“It was her anger that saved us. I remember now where I’ve felt it before, back during the basketball game with St. Agnes.”
“Look how well that turned out for us.”
You can really tell that Mom programmed that part of my brain. “Yeah, you’re right, but now that I know what’s going on, I can control it better. If Jenny Jo hadn’t joined in, there is no way I could have burned out the Balancer.”
“So, you’ve decided what you want to do?”
“I … I … guess I have.”
“You realize what this means, for you? It’s a female body, Jenny Jo’s instincts are female, I’ve been programmed by a woman. As you say, your odds of remaining male aren’t good.”
“Probably for the best. Wouldn’t have been able to do much if I had returned to my old body. I’ve already felt … urges … going that way. Hormones, no doubt.”
She looked up at me, flashing that brilliant smile I’ve used before. “There wasn’t any other choice for a man like you. Never play it safe. The adventure continues.” She stands up and the room disappears, leaving all three of us in a white void.
“What now?” I ask.
She extends her left hand toward me. “Take my hand. It’s more symbolic than anything else but it will do.”
I take her hand with my right. “How do we get Jenny Jo to join us?”
“It doesn’t really matter, the changes will occur no matter if she joins us or not.”
“I’d like it to be her choice, it’ll make things easier down the road.”
“You may try but I suspect that there is too little consciousness for her to make any kind of decision.”
I hold my left hand out towards the constantly swirling mass. “Come on, Jenny Jo, join us, help us. It won’t hurt.” I look over at Patricia. “Will it hurt?” She shrugs. Great. I turn back to Jenny Jo. “It probably won’t hurt. We have to do this; it’s the only way for us to win.”
No change. I look back at Patricia. “You have any ideas?”
“Sorry, this is well outside of my experience.”
Wonderful, like it’s inside mine. Then I get an idea. I hold my hand out again.
“Jenny Jo … if you join us, I promise that I’ll do what I can to help Penny, your sister Penny. I know you promised that you’d save her. I saw your memories. I know what Daddy did to you. If you help us, I promise to help you however I can.”
The swirling speeds up, as does the flashing of the lights. In seconds, the thing shrinks and condenses into a smoky image of Patricia, there yet not there. It floats towards me, walking but her feet don’t touch the ground. She looks up as she nears and I can see the blazing anger behind her eyes. Her lips move. I don’t hear what she’s saying but the word appears in my mind.
“Promise?”
“Yes, I promise.”
She leisurely nods her spectral head and slowly reaches out with her right hand, trailing tendrils of smoke. I gently touch it, feeling real substance. When I fully grasp it, I think I detect a hint of a smile. Her other hand floats towards Patricia, who doesn’t move.
“I agree to give you time to mount an escape, Peter. I will do what I can to keep Jenny Jo from interfering, though it may not be enough. You and I can reason together, reach an agreement. Jenny Jo is not like us, she is primarily driven by strong emotions. I’m afraid you will have your hands full. Good luck.”
Her free hand shoots out, grasping Jenny Jo’s, completing the circle. There’s a blinding flash, then searing pain in my head.
CHAPTER SIXTY THREE
It takes a second or two for my head to clear. The pain is still intense. Must be caused by the Balancer’s burn out. Then I hear Cardoza’s animalistic grunt and feel his cock probing my anus. I duck my head and roll forward over my right shoulder. He tries to grab at my ass but it slips from his hands, as does his dick from my butt. I pop up to my feet and spin to confront him all in one swift motion. For a brief moment, we face one another, Cardoza on his knees, hands outstretched, reaching for my just departed ass, his dick pointing up in the air, a look of confusion on his face. Then I execute a classic roundhouse kick to the side of his head, dropping him like a hundred eighty pound sack of potatoes. I stand ready to attack again but he doesn’t move. I’d like to see the look on his face when one of the guards finds him like this, pants down, dick out. Whoever stumbles onto this scene may not be around for long. The stabbing pain in my head snaps me back to our immediate problem, as does the voice in my mind screaming “Kill the BASTARD! He RAPED ME!”
So much for Jenny Jo being a team player.
Escape. Escape is job one. Stay alive to play another day. I run over to the windows on the east wall and carefully inspect them. Security sensors on all of them but Cardoza probably disabled the security to this area when he came in through the front door. I can’t use it because the stairway leads right to the main operations room. It’s gonna be one of the windows but I need to get ready.
First thing, find my panties. Looking around I quickly spot them on the floor near Cardoza. It only takes a few seconds to step into them and pull them up, snug and back where they belong. While I’m here, might as well see if I can rustle up some cash. Fishing around in Cardoza’s pants, I discover his wallet. Rifling through it, I find over two hundred dollars in assorted bills … and his security pass card! Alright!
Running to the back of the apartment, I find his bedroom, strip the sheets off his bed, knot them together and hurry back to the main room. Cardoza still hasn’t moved.
My head is still throbbing, not as bad as before but it’s getting worse. Patricia can’t unleash the nanites until I get to Randi’s Place. I don’t know how much time I’ve got before something really terrible happens up there.
It takes me a couple of minutes to quietly move the couch close to a window and then tie one end of a sheet to its legs. I could just jump but I’m on the third floor, it’d be better to climb down, it’ll make less noise … assuming the security is off.
I stuff the money and card into my bra and prepare to open the window when I see the radio on the table. Yeah, that may come in handy. Moving silently, I pick up the radio and turn it on, listening for a few seconds. Sounds like normal chatter, nothing unusual. Hustling back to the window, I hold my breath, unlatch it, grab the handles with both hands and noiselessly open it.
No alarms are triggered and the radio traffic remains unchanged. So far, so good. I throw the untethered end of the sheet out the window, climb through and slide down, holding the radio in my teeth. I hit the ground harder than I intended, causing my head to vibrate with pain, rendering me breathless for a few seconds before it eases slightly. Still nothing on the radio.
There are cameras everywhere but they are mainly interested in someone breaking in - not out. They monitor the primary traffic patterns along walks and driveways but not among the trees. Thankfully, it’s a moonless night, so I don’t cast a shadow as I run for the trees and squat among the bushes.
Pausing to catch my breath, I need to make a decision. If I use Cardoza’s card to open an outside door, I’ll have to step into the open and all doors are watched by cameras. I may get out but they’ll know I’m gone almost instantly and the chase will be on. I need to buy more time before they discover I’ve escaped, though Cardoza could wake up any second and raise the alarm. Probably should have taken a few minutes to tie and gag him. Too late now. There is a spot to my left where the wall takes a hard turn left and then back right, following the property line to avoid a utility easement, creating a shadow line about three feet wide, cast by a security light that’s in the wrong place. It’s also fifty feet to the nearest camera. A month and a half ago, I hid some rope and a folding grappling hook in the brush by that spot, just in case I needed a way out. I swiped them from a tree service Hobbes had hired to trim some trees away from the security wall. I’ll be visible when I go over the wall but not easy to spot. It’s my best chance … if no one found the rope.
Carefully following the tree line and crawling when necessary, it takes me three agonizing minutes to get to my spot and another minute and a half to find the rope and screw the two parts of the hook together. The hook is going to make noise when it hits the other side of the wall but that can’t be helped. It’s got a rubber coating but that’ll just soften the sound.
I step away from the tree and toss the hook underhand over the wall right in the middle of the shadow line. It thuds when it hits the ground outside. Waiting, I listen to the radio, its volume just barely above a whisper.
Nothing. Somebody is giving pro basketball scores.
Pulling the hook slowly up the outside of the wall, it finally catches on the outside edge. It’s not a very strong grab but I don’t weigh much and it should hold if I don’t shake it free. Just keep the tension on the rope at all times. Leaning backwards against the rope, I get my left foot against the wall, then my right foot and then I proceed to steadily walk up the wall, carefully keeping firm tension on the rope until I reach the top.
This is the tricky part. I edge up the wall until my feet are just on the lip. Shifting my weight to my left leg and cautiously bending it at the knee, it brings me closer to the wall, letting my right foot slide across the top and over the other side … completely out in the open and available for anyone who is watching the camera to see. As soon as I can, I hook my right leg over the outside of the wall and with one last desperate heave on the rope, throw myself and the rope over the top and fall eight feet to the ground.
I manage to twist around in the air and land on my feet, rolling forward to dissipate the impact. As I lay on my back, I do a quick inventory. Nothing broken, nothing strained, my legs badly scraped by the wall, my head pounding. I sit up and search for the radio. It’s only about a foot from me and survived the fall. Picking it up and increasing the volume slightly, I hear the call.
“Perkins, check out your sector. We thought we saw something at the top of the wall.”
“What’d it look like?”
“Not sure, was there and gone too quick.”
I scramble back up against the base of the wall, turn down the volume and wait. And wait.
“Perkins here. Can’t see anything. Whatever it was, it’s not around here now. No sign of activity.”
“Roger Perkins, return to post.”
Time to go.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It took me fifteen minutes to work my way out of Hobbes’ neighborhood, dodging the police and private security patrols the whole way. When Cardoza finally wakes up, he won’t spare anything looking for me. He’ll call up every resource he can, cops, gangs, hired guns, everybody. I can’t take a cab or bus. Even hitching a ride is dangerous. I can just see them claiming I’m a missing kid and put my picture in the paper. If some good citizen gave me a ride and then saw my picture, they could report where they dropped me and then we’re screwed.
Randi’s is about ten miles away and I have to get there as fast as possible and leave no trail. A bus drives by, heading the wrong direction but seeing it gives me an idea. Picking up my pace, I hurry to the next block, which is on a major street, and have a seat in a covered bus stop. While waiting, I pull my legs up and hug them. Even Miami gets chilly at night in January. Trying to relax, I close my eyes, taking a series of deep breaths, slowly exhaling after each one. It doesn’t help my headache at all. When I open my eyes, I notice several drops of blood on the sleeve of my blouse, all fresh. I touch my lip just below my nose with my right index finger. It comes back bloody. Not a good sign.
Pulling a bill from my bra, I tear off two corners, roll them between my thumb and index fingers, then stuff one in each of my nostrils. Can’t be seen bleeding, it attracts attention. Two buses stop and leave before the right one comes by. As it stops, I stand and step up to the opening door. Two older ladies are waiting to get off but I block their path.
“Excuse me, Sir. Does this bus go to Glenfield?”
“Sorry, little lady, that was the bus before me. I’m headed downtown,” answers the driver.
“Thanks.”
I move around to the front, letting the ladies step out of the bus, blocking the view of the driver. This bus has a bicycle carrier mounted on the front bumper. Wedging myself behind the mounting brackets of the carrier, the bus pulls away from the curb and back into the street.
The driver can’t see me and this is an express so it won’t be making any more stops until it gets within a few blocks of Randi’s. I’m taking a big chance but the way my head feels, I don’t think I could make it on foot. Anyone walking or driving along can see me but there’s not too much traffic this time of the night and a good percentage of the people who are out and about have been drinking so they won’t be that observant or believe what they’re seeing.
As cold as it was at that bus stop, it’s three times colder now and I’m just wearing a blouse and skirt, shoes but no socks, no hose. Only a few miles into the trip, I’m trembling. The next light is red and it feels like the temperature jumps thirty degrees as the bus slows to a stop. I try to scrunch down as much as possible, to be less visible. Two guys, clearly drunk, stumble by in the cross walk, one of them stopping right in front of me. He reaches out and grabs the arm of the other guy, dragging him back.
“Hey man! What the fuck you doing?”
The first guy points at me. The second guy looks, blinks a couple of times, then laughs.
“No fucking way, man! Hey kid, what the hell …”
Just then, the light changes and the driver immediately stands on his horn, causing the two drunks to scramble out of the way. The driver guns the engine and we take off.
We’ve made good time but now I’ve got to figure a way off. We hit the last two lights on green and this road has synchronized lights. If I don’t do something quick, I’ll overshoot my target. Putting a foot on each of the two brackets, I carefully push myself up the front of the bus. Wrapping my left arm around the brace my back is resting against, I reach up high with my right hand and knock on the windshield.
The brakes immediately engage with a squeal, throwing me forward and almost off the bike carrier. I regain my balance just in time to jump off the bus as it slows. Keeping low, I run around to the driver’s side, making sure to first check for traffic. I scoot along the length of the bus to the back then drop down to look for the driver’s feet. He’s around the front walking left, then right, then back left. Backing away from the bus about twenty feet, I dart for the sidewalk when he starts to walk down the opposite side of the bus and hide behind a trash can as he comes around the back corner, scratching his head. He ducks down, looking under the bus for several seconds before he finishes his search, climbs back in and drives off.
I pull the wads of paper out of my nose, leading to a steady flow of blood that soon slows to a drip. The pain is stronger but I’m also feeling woozy and it’s hard to get my eyes to focus. After putting new paper wads in my nose, I head down the street as quickly as I can. I first try to run but my legs won’t move that fast, though I do manage a fast walk. This area is more residential, with old, rundown houses but when I turn the corner onto Cabana Boulevard, it’s all business and crowded, even at this time of night.
It’s tougher for me to move through the crowd, both because of the number of people and it’s getting harder to move my legs. It’s like something is fighting me for control … OH CRAP! Jenny Jo! Patricia was supposed to keep her in check. We’re not safe yet. If I collapse in the street, someone will call 911 and they might as well hand me to Hobbes. Damn it girl … don’t you understand?
My head is swirling, I can’t see shit because of all these people. I haven’t been here in years and all the bar fronts have changed, I don’t recognize much of anything, at least what I can see through the bodies. Wait … that’s 915, just two blocks away from 1105. I try to walk faster but can’t, in fact, it’s worse. By the time I reach the 1100 block, my left leg is almost useless. I duck into the first alley I see. Randi’s has a back door. There’s no way they’ll let me in the front and the fewer people who see me the better. I don’t get ten feet into the alley before I fall, my left leg collapsing beneath me.
I lay in a puddle of filthy water, barely able to breath due to a blood clogged nose, my head absolutely shrieking in pain. I push myself up but can’t stand, my left leg is dead and my right is getting weaker. I see light streaming from a partially open door. Blinking until my eyes focus, I begin to crawl towards the door, my knee punctured by broken glass almost immediately, but that’s just a minor pain in the chorus. I have to pause twice to catch my breath. When I reach the concrete steps leading up to the ajar door, my right leg fails, driving the knee into the first step as I fall.
OH GOD! That hurt! Damn it Jenny! Back OFF! We’re so close! I manage to reach up and grab the iron railing with my right hand and pull my failing body over to it so that I can also grab it with my left. Pulling with my remaining strength, I get past the second step and reach the top. I lunge for the doorknob with my left hand and swing the door open, my upper body suspended in the lit doorway. All eyes in the kitchen turn towards me, including a pair that I haven’t seen in years.
“Randi!” I gasp. “Peter … Harris …”
My left hand slips off the doorknob and I fall to the floor, face first.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Dreams
Nothing but dreams. The usual nightmares but good ones too. Happy times with family, old friends, my sister Penny, pets. Mom and I shopping for groceries and both of us making supper, together. That time at the school play when I was the fairy princes. The day I bowled a 280, just missing a 300 game, when my best score before that was 216. We got loaded and went home, Wife Number one and I fucked all night. I was like twenty nine and thought I was invincible. Then there was the time Penny and I went to the county fair with the birthday money Grandma snuck to us so Daddy wouldn’t take it. We rode rides and had funnel cakes and Elephant ears and lemon shake-ups until we were nearly sick. I won that little stuffed bear and gave it to Penny. She named it Jay Jay Junior. When Daddy asked her where she got it, I told him I found it in a dumpster. He let her keep it. That was a nice day.
They went on and on. I think I remember eating something and drinking something that weren’t dreams but that didn’t last long and went right back to the dreams. Sometimes the dreams weren’t about things that happened but were about things I knew. Chemistry, Physics, Biology, Calculus, Astrophysics, German, Latin, Musicology, Aerodynamics, Economics, Karate, Marksmanship. They went on and on. I don’t remember knowing so much stuff, but I must have, otherwise, how did I remember it?
Early on, I was scared, really scared. Maybe that’s why the dreams were mostly bad dreams. But, as things moved on, it got better. I stopped being scared and then I started feeling … good. The good lasted for a while and then I was, like, confident. There’s been both good and bad stuff in my life but … I got this. I can handle it. Then I was anxious but not in a bad way, more like I was waiting for something to get done and wanted it to be done as soon as possible so that I could … I wasn’t sure what was supposed to happen next, but I wanted to find out in the worst way. Now, it’s more like I’m determined, I’m not going to find out what the future is like, I’m going to make the kind of future I want. My choice, my decision, my call. Time to put things right.
I slowly open my eyes. I’m laying on my right side on a cot, a light blanket covering me, a fluffy pillow under my head. The room is dimly lit, like daylight through blinds. My headache is completely gone. In fact, there’s a sharpness, a clarity of thought that I can’t recall ever experiencing before. I can feel the blanket lightly caressing my skin, brushing against my nipples … I’m naked! I wasn’t naked to start … how long ago was that?
I cautiously turn over. The room is as I remember it, small, gray, unheated, but it’s a lot cleaner, not nearly as musty. There’s a closet door down near my feet. Hope my stuff is still there. I can see the combination lock is still in the hasp. I appear to have full control over my arms and legs. As I complete the turn and land on my back, I see there’s someone else in the room, slumped in a padded chair near my head. It’s a woman, her head and left hand bandaged, head down so I can’t see her face. It’s not Randi, too young. The hair color is familiar, though the hair is shorter than …
“Mom?” I croak, throat and lips bone dry.
She stirs and raises her head. It is her!
“You’re … alive!”
“OH! Patricia, my baby, honey … we thought we lost you. Are you okay? Can you talk?”
“Need … water. Or whiskey … what ever … handy.”
Her eyes grow wide.
“Joke … Mom. Water … fine.”
She smiles with relief and reaches down to the floor, picking up a glass, bringing it toward my lips. I move my arms back and push my upper body up off the cot.
“Careful baby … don’t hurry … take it slowly, that’s right.” She presses the edge of the glass lightly on my lips and gradually tips it up, letting the water trickle into my mouth. I drink until the glass is empty, then pull my mouth back. She returns the glass to the floor as I settle back onto the cot, my head turned towards her.
“Lipscomb said he killed you.”
“The bastard tried.”
“But you were too tough.”
“I was lucky. The bullet only grazed my head. It was bloody and knocked me out so he apparently didn’t bother to check. Likely assumed the fire would finish the job. It almost did. I’d given up until I heard you’re voice, telling me to fight.”
“It wasn’t me.”
“I know, it was a hallucination of some kind but it did the trick. I kicked out a door panel and crawled out, then got in my car and drove here … like we agreed. I’m sorry … I didn’t go after you … he had you and I didn’t do anything. I should have done something … anything but I just …”
I reach out and touch her leg. “You did exactly the right thing, it’s what we agreed. I did the same thing.”
“You thought I was dead.”
“Yes, but I didn’t check on it. You weren’t in any shape to help me and I couldn’t help you. Or Thomas … or Peter.”
She took my hand into hers. “He killed them both. I saw him shoot Thomas, saw his body burn, smelled … horrible. Had nightmares every night … until you got here. You looked in terrible condition, so dirty and bloodied. Randi said you couldn’t even walk, that you crawled through that ghastly alley … Patricia, if I had only known …”
“It wasn’t your fault Mother, it was mine. I should have known, I should have realized what was going on. It was all there but I didn’t connect the dots.”
“Patricia, don’t blame yourself. Lipscomb was smart, he had the time to plan this out. There was no way anyone could have known.”
“You’re wrong, Mom. The information was here all the time” I touch my forehead. “Remember what Thomas said? That putting information in was easy, taking it out was hard. Lipscomb brought his plans with him when he was transferred in to my brain. They’ve been in here from the first day Peter Harris joined. I’m pretty sure that was why I started distrusting him almost immediately. All these negative thoughts nagged at me but I couldn’t put my finger on why.”
“Honey, you can’t blame yourself for what happened.”
“I don’t. We both know who’s responsible. The information was buried deep in my mind, just bits and pieces survived, but it was enough to trigger my subconscious, to warn me. I ignored those warnings so I could complete the job, do my duty. We’re done with that. I can fix this.”
“Fix this? Fix what?”
“I can put things right. The dead stay dead and a few others may join them but justice will be done.”
“What can the police do? What can we tell them? What proof do we have? Who can we trust?”
“We trust each other. We take care of it ourselves.”
“Honey … there’s just too many of them out there. Hobbes and his people, Lipscomb and the police. We wouldn’t stand a …”
“I know were Lipscomb is hiding. The exact address.”
“What do you have in mind?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
My burner cell phone vibrates. I gave this number to one person.
“Hello, Walter.”
“How you doing, Daniel? How’s the hand?”
“Much better. Doesn’t appear to be any scarring.”
“Lucky you. I got the initial report from the FBI on the fire today.”
“What did they find?”
“What we expected. Definitely arson, no attempt to even hide it. Multiple ignition points, gasoline as an accelerant. They found the remains of two men, one shot dead before the fire started, the other was alive when the fire was set.”
“Burned alive?”
“That’s what they say. Lousy way to go.”
“Can they tell who’s who?”
“Yeah, Peter Harris was the one who burned alive.”
“Makes sense, they would have been tougher on him. What about Jessica?”
“Nothing yet, though there was a lot of damage. Most everything ended up in the basement. They say it was a very hot fire, your man Matthews had a lot of flammable chemicals stored there. They may not find her.”
“Hope they do, she deserved better.”
“I’d say they all did. I’ve arranged for presidential commendations for all of you.”
“Thanks Walter, but none of them had family, though Harris has three ex-wives I think.”
“Three? Busy man. Well, you’re available for a presentation.”
“I’d rather not Walter, not yet at least.”
“I wish you’d let me bring you in and put you in protective custody. I’m sure we could find a safe place for you.”
“Walter, my best protection is to disappear. No one knows were I am and I’d like to keep it that way. You’re my sole contact and that’s fine by me. Eventually, I should be able to come back and be reasonably safe, just not yet.”
“It’s your life, Daniel. Just know that the whole office is looking forward to honoring you.”
“Thanks Walter, I can’t tell you what that means to me. Talk to you later.”
“Bye, Daniel.”
I really can’t tell him, it’ll look good on my resume though. Hope those idiot techs find some trace of Jessica’s body so they can close the investigation. I’m tired of hanging out in this hell hole.
CHAPTER SIXTY FOUR
She didn’t cry or whine or sob when she told me what had happened to her, not that Peter would normally do any of that kind of thing, but there wasn’t a lot of anger either. It was all “just the facts, Ma’am”. At least on the surface. Underneath, I could sense the steel in her, the absolute determination to see this through to the end, whether I helped or not.
Randi stopped by to see our patient several times a day. She hadn’t been too happy to see me that first night, even after invoking Peter Harris’s name, though she did help. She had one of her sons hide my car, the other got a local … I guess you could call him a doctor in the broadest terms … to come and tend my injuries. She even gave me a haircut to even out the areas where my hair had been burned back. Haven’t worn it this short in years. Like all stylists, she took the opportunity to ask me questions, mostly about what happened to Peter, I played quasi-dumb. If she knew he was dead, she might feel whatever debt she owed him was cancelled and I might be out on the street. I told her we were working together and things went bad and he’d given me this address as a short term refuge. All true, as far as it went. She wouldn’t tell me why she owed him a favor but she seemed to respect him, maybe fear him just a bit. She said she didn’t know what was behind the locked closet door and didn’t want to.
It was a different story when Patricia arrived. She had no daughters, only sons, but she had two granddaughters, one just a few years younger than Patricia. She took charge immediately, ordering everyone but me around. I was her new best friend. Told me her whole life story while we sat around the cot, caring for Patricia. Constantly apologizing for the poor facilities, cursing Peter up and down for getting such a young, beautiful child involved in such a dirty business, she still was smart enough to avoid telling me about their relationship.
Now that Patricia was conscious, her concern increased. She was full of questions, which Patricia easily deflected or gave half answers to … or flat out lied about with disturbing ease. She was always a good liar but now, even I found myself believing her and I knew the truth. I had to make sure we were alone before asking for the straight story.
She had been unconscious for almost three days after falling through the kitchen door, semi-conscious and fevered for the last five. We were able to wake her enough to get her to drink both water and protein shakes. Now she was eating solid food with gusto, to Randi’s delight.
“You keep eating, child” she’d say. “Got to get you’re strength back.”
Patricia didn’t argue. By the beginning of the tenth day, she was on her feet and walking the hallway. We had to toss all the clothes she had been wearing when she showed up and I dare not go home so a quick trip by me to Goodwill got her enough basic things to get by, though none of them fit very well. She’s really going to miss her sewing machine.
Patricia was sitting on the cot, her back propped up against the wall, when Randi came by.
“How you feelin’ today, child?”
“Fine Ms. Brown. Ready to get back out there.”
“No! No! Not a precious baby like you. Ain’t gonna happen, not with Randi around, it ain’t.”
“We don’t have any choice, Ms. Brown. They killed Mr. Harris.”
“Have mercy!” she cried, crossing herself several times. I hope Patricia knows what she’s doing. “You didn’t see them do it, did you, child?”
“No Ma’am. But I know the people who did it and they said he was dead. It matches up with some of the things Mom saw. I’m sure he’s dead.”
“Lord have mercy on his soul. That man saved my family.”
“How’d he do that, Ms. Brown?”
She quickly looked around to make sure we were alone, like we could have squeezed another person into the tiny room. “My eldest boy, he got into a little trouble. He’d just turned eighteen and was hanging around with the wrong kind of people. I did what I could to stop him but with three younger boys …”
“You had your hands full,” empathized Patricia. She really is good.
“You don’t know the half of it. Anyway, my boy was in the wrong place at the wrong time and a man died. It was strictly self defense but there weren’t no witnesses for my boy.”
“How terrible! What did Mr. Harris do?”
“He took the blame, made it look like he did it as part of his job. The dead guy was a big drug dealer, which my boy had nothing to do with! Peter Harris told a story and made it stick.”
“What happened to your son?”
“Went straight. Finished high school, graduated college, got a good job, got married, gave me two grandbabies. None of that would have happened without Peter Harris.”
“Amazing!” I said, both the story and that Patricia had gotten it out of her so easily.
“It was. He helped keep my other boys in line. This is a family business but soon, my other sons will graduate from college. I can sell this place and retire in the next five years.”
“All because of what Mr. Harris did,” said Patricia, a little too smugly for my taste.
“True. And now the poor man is dead,” said Randi.
“Gone to his just reward,” Patricia echoed.
“Well … maybe Jesus will have a little mercy and he can do better than that.”
Patricia just smiled. “I hope you’re right about that, Ms. Brown.” She slipped off the cot and grabbed the combination lock. “Let’s see what Mr. Harris left for us.”
Her eyes grew wide. “You know how to open that?”
“Yes. Mr. Harris told me the combination, just in case he didn’t … you know … make it.”
“I have to admit … I’ve always been curious about what he put in there.”
“Wait a minute,” I said. “You told me that …”
“I know, I know. That’s what I tell myself all the time. Keeps me from breaking down the door. But now …”
“It’s different. Go on Patricia, open it.”
“If you say so, Mom.”
She spins the knob several times, then starts to enter the numbers.
“Thirty eight … twenty two … thirty six.”
The lock clicks open. She removes it from the hasp, turns the door handle and pushes it open. Stepping into the dark closet, she almost disappears.
“What is it?” asks Randi.
She tosses a large, metal box out onto the cot. “There’s this box and another. You guys open that one.”
Randi and I look at each other for a moment, then she reaches down, unlocks the clasps on either side and quickly flips it open, stepping back, just in case.
It’s cash. Lots of cash.
“Lord have mercy! Look at all that money! How much do you think it is?”
Patricia steps out of the closet, dragging a larger, metal box, which she drops at the foot of the cot. She cranes her neck to look at the money box.
“I’d say about thirty five thousand, give or take.”
“That much?”
“That’d be my guess, Ms. Brown.”
“My word! Is there any money in the other one?”
Patricia flips open the lid but it’s between her and us, we can’t see into the box. “Looks like mementos of some kind. Here’s a baseball glove.” She holds it up for us to see. “And a hat.” She holds up a moth eaten baseball cap from one of the local high schools. “There’s also some magazines.” She flips an old “Playboy” onto the cot in front of us. Randi recoils from it.
“I don’t want nothin’ like that in my place! Jessica, you check that box out and give me every single one of those filthy things. I’ll burn them in the barbecue pit! Shame there’s no more money for you two.”
“Don’t you want some?” I ask.
“Lord no! Our deal was what’s in that closet was his and I was to leave it alone. Good thing I didn’t know about the money or the temptation may have been too great. Cheatin’ a live man is one thing, cheatin’ a dead one is a whole nother thing. He puts a bug in God’s ear and my life becomes all sorts of hell. No thank you!” She turns to leave the room. “I’ll get you a cardboard box for those dirty magazines and then … Oh Heavens! I’d forget my head if it wasn’t nailed on my shoulders. I didn’t tell you why I came up here in the first place. People been asking about you.”
“Me?”
“Not by name, but by description. Not a lot of people, but they’re shady characters. Don’t worry, my family won’t spill the beans. You all can stay here as long as you need to. Ain’t nobody gonna tell anybody nothin’!”
“Randi … we don’t want to get you in any kind of trouble.”
“Don’t worry, Jessica. We know how to deal with these people. I’ll get you that box.” She looks back at the money and shakes her head. “Thirty five thousand dollars! Will wonders never cease.”
I wait until I hear the hall door shut, then look at Patricia, who’s peering over the lid of the box between us.
“It wasn’t self defense. He killed that dealer in cold blood and she knows it. Trying to raid the guy’s stash. Peter Harris, or I should say the character he was playing at that time, needed the dealer out of the way and would get some street cred for doing the job himself so he took the blame and let Randi’s kid off the hook. It was, and I hate to use this trite phrase, a “win-win” for everybody. The rest of the kid’s life was just happenstance, though Peter did help a little with the other boys. She kept her word because Peter could put her son away. There’s no statute of limitations on murder. Plus, she’s basically an honest person. And God fearing.”
Why does she keep referring to himself in the third person? There’s no one around to overhear us.
“So, where did the money come from?”
“Skimming from seizures over the years. A little here, a little there, it adds up.”
“You did say you had some money stashed away.”
“Peter took the fifth on that, if you recall. All this stuff is just here for emergencies. He wasn’t looking to make a profit.”
I pick up the magazine and let the centerfold fall open. “What kind of emergency was this going to deal with?”
“The best kind. That’s just the first layer. This box has a false bottom in it. The good stuff …” she ducks down behind the lid and roots around in the box “… is here!”
She holds up a small handgun with a large metal tube on the front.
“What is that?”
“It is a .22 magnum caliber semi-automatic handgun with a staggered clip and an industrial strength silencer. This baby is light, fast, accurate, whisper quiet and hits a lot harder than you’d think. Peter got it in a weapons bust. Somehow, it failed to make the inventory list. Go figure. There’s another half dozen or so similar items in here.” She lets the lid drop, then pushes the clip into the hand gun. “It’s time to visit Mr. Hobbes.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Nothing!
It’s been almost two weeks since Patty disappeared. I called her cell, sent emails, texted her … nothing. I even made Lou drive me by her house after school on the fourth day and looked in all the windows on the first floor. All their stuff is still there, at least as far as I can see. Patty’s motorcycle’s still in the garage. It’s like they were beamed up or something. I was worried sick by the second day. Everyone at school … most everyone … are worried too. They include a special request for Patty and her Mom’s safe return in the morning prayer each day.
I asked Father to do something. I know that he knows influential people. And people who specialize in getting things done, like Enrique. He said he’d do what he could but … it just doesn’t feel right, somehow. Every day, I ask him if there’s any news and he says there’s nothing so far, but that he’s got people out looking, even the police, though there hasn’t been anything in the newspaper or television, not that I’ve seen anyway.
You think she would have said something to me if she was in some kind of trouble. I keep replaying our old conversations in my head, looking for some kind of clue, but again, nothing. I’d have gone crazy by now if it weren’t for Terri and the rest of the team. We text all the time and scour the internet, searching for anything that might help find them. Gary’s been great too. We’ve been texting ever since the dance. Patty leaned on him pretty hard but he understood why and I’ve convinced him that she’s a wonderful person and my best friend. We’re a package deal, you want me, you get both of us. Whenever I get too depressed, he says something funny to bring me back.
I don’t know how I would've gotten through this so far without my friends.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“YOU DID WHAT?!!”
“Calm down, Mother. We don’t want Randi busting in right now.”
“Are you INSANE?!”
“Maybe … I haven’t had time to perform any tests since the changes. Then again, I’m probably not the best person to make that call.”
She said it so matter of factly, like she had just changed the oil in the car or had her hair cut short. She didn’t even volunteer the information. I asked her what the Balancer setting was and she said it didn’t exist anymore, that she had, in essence, reformatted her brain. The careful structure Thomas had created was thrown out the window for whatever a horde of mindless tiny robots decided to do to her. I was flabbergasted.
“Why … how … what possessed you to do such a reckless thing?”
“Peter and Jenny Jo managed to overload the Balancer while Cardoza was … having his way with me. Peter was able to regain control and we escaped. But we couldn’t stay that way. It was either fix it or get rid of it by joining forces. We all talked about it, though Jenny Jo really couldn’t participate. We opted for freedom over control.”
“You had no idea what the end result would be!”
“That’s true, but the prospect of staying the way we were was intolerable. Peter had accepted the Balancer as a temporary necessary evil. He didn’t like it but as long as the Remote was in your hands and you didn’t abuse your power anymore than you were, he could live with it.”
Abuse my power? When did I ever abuse my power? It’s just like Peter to think a little constructive control was abusive. Patricia continued.
“But then Lipscomb got his hands on it and then he gave it to Cardoza. As far as we knew, you were dead, as was Peter, or to be more exact, his body was. The temporary situation was now permanent. Peter was not the kind of person to accept that, particularly with all those subroutines Lipscomb had Thomas install.”
“What kind of subroutines?”
“The kind Peter warned them about, remember?”
Oooh yeah. “Yes, I remember.”
“That was all on one hand. The other hand held the uncertain future of a joined existence. It might fail completely and we die. It might partially succeed, leaving us worse than dead. It could completely succeed but we had no guarantee as to what the end result would be. Peter felt fairly confident that he would dominate any final mind, mostly because Patricia suggested he would, though she didn’t tell the complete truth about that. Something she learned from Peter which likely saved your life.”
“How did lying save my life?”
“Lipscomb asked about the third copy of the hard drive. Did it arrive yet?”
“It showed up in the mail two days after I did.”
She grinned. “When Lipscomb asked, Patricia denied any knowledge of it, which was technically correct because Peter had mailed it when the setting was Blue Fifty and she was answering the question at Pink Fifty. If she had been totally truthful, she’d have told him about Randi’s Place, Lipscomb would have shown up here, discovered you were alive and who knows what would have happened next.”
“So what did Patricia not tell Peter?”
“That Jenny Jo could become the dominant mind, that her extreme emotions might win out in the end.”
I’m afraid to ask. “Soooo … what happened?”
Her face lit up with that brilliant smile I’ve come to adore. “Can’t you tell? He mollified her, talked her into accepting the situation. Patricia would have just forced the issue, she didn’t consider an emotional appeal worthwhile but his humanity won Jenny Jo over.”
“Who or what are you now?”
“I am Patricia Taylor Conner. A free and independent woman. Personality wise, about ninety percent Peter Harris and ten percent Jenny Jo Hamilton, though there was a surprising amount of overlap between the two. All of Patricia’s knowledge remains intact, as does her ability to acquire new knowledge. There was an increase in the number of synapses and, without the built in delay of the Balancer, my brain is even faster. Basically, I’m everything I was before but amped up.”
“When you say ‘woman’, do you mean …”
“Yeah, I do. Peter Harris knew there was a price to be paid by him. There really wasn’t an option, my body is female. He could have fought it but what’s the point? We all gave something, he gave a lot … but he got a lot too. Though, between you and I, when you flashed that centerfold, she was a bit of alright.”
“So … you’re okay?”
“As far as I can tell. The Balancer was disassembled, and, along with it, the subroutines disposed of and Lipscomb’s limited memories recovered.”
“Is this the time to go after Hobbes? You’re condition’s still unknown.”
“We go as soon as we’re ready. I’ve got all the weapons I need, and Randi found me a sewing machine so I can make my outfit. I should be set by tomorrow night.”
“The forecast is pretty bad, rain, wind, thunderstorms.”
“So much the better. It’ll be easier to get my bike back.”
CHAPTER SIXTY FIVE
It’s a fucking lousy night. The weather sucks too. It’s been raining all day and now we’ve got a storm with a shit load of lightning. What the hell is going on?
When they told us Conner was an undercover cop, no one could believe it. When they said she was some kind of science fiction, part human, part machine creation … that was actually a little easier to believe. Most of us didn’t buy it, but a couple of guys nodded their heads. After we found out what she did to Cardoza, more guys were willing to believe it. That was after they laughed their asses off.
Now they tell us she’s coming back, which makes no fucking sense whatsoever. If she’s not halfway to Timbuktu by now, she’s out of her God damn mind. Or his. Or its.
I just don’t know anymore. My radio beeps
“Henry. Everyone’s in position on the South and East.”
“Roger that, Lou. We’re all covered on the North and West.”
“Twenty bucks says she tries to come in the same way she left.”
“I’ll take that bet. She’s way too smart, Lou. Way too smart.”
“You’re probably right, just like to keep things interesting.”
Interesting. Things are already too interesting for my taste. Hobbes had us hustle Gretchen to some place across town and leave her with a couple of P.I.s for safe keeping, so he obviously knows something no one’s told us about. All I get are rumors. Conner tried to call Hobbes but he wouldn’t talk to her. She sends emails but he doesn’t respond. Conner’s not even human, more machine than person and she’s threatened to kill everyone in the compound. I hate rumors.
I think I’m a good judge of character and Conner … whoever or whatever she is … is basically a good kid, a smart kid, and if she really is coming back here, she’s got her reasons.
I just hope I’m not the one who has to kill her.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“You ready to go, Mom?”
“What about a gun. Shouldn’t I have a gun?”
“You ever fired a gun before?”
“No, but it shouldn’t be so hard. I’ve seen it done in the movies.”
“You’re right. In theory, pulling the trigger is easy. Six to eight pounds of pressure. It’s getting mentally ready to pull that trigger and making sure you actually aim at something that’s important. If you’ve never been in a fire fight, now isn’t a good time to learn.”
“I need to have something. If people are shooting at you or me, I want to be able to fight back!”
“They’ll be shooting at me, that’s for sure, but you’ll be on the wrong side of the wall, Mom. I don’t want you to be on the inside with me. You’d just be another thing I have to take care of. Outside the walls, you’re reasonably safe.”
“What if they come outside and try to grab me. Then they could hold me hostage to stop you.”
“Then get out of there as fast as possible and I’ll either call you or meet you at the rendezvous point.”
“But what if …”
“I see that, no matter what I say, you want a gun. I’ll give it to you on two conditions. The first is that you only shoot this in self-defense. Don’t go charging in with barrels blazing.”
I open up my metal chest, lift the trap floor and remove a weapon. “This is for someone without a lot of experience with guns. Twin barrels, twin triggers, safety is here. It uses .410 shotgun shells. You don’t aim it so much as you point it towards your target and pull each trigger separately or at the same time. Right now it’ll be loaded with bird shot so you won’t get much penetration but you’ll get a good spread and that’s what’s important. Just put your left hand on the forend, your right on the trigger, flip your safety off, point the barrels at your target and blast away. You can reload by pushing this lever, which rotates the upper this way, drop in a couple of new shells and close it but hopefully, it won’t come to that. Anyone still standing after you pull those triggers will likely take cover. You grab that opportunity to run away … got it?”
“But I can do so much more than …”
“I know you can, but now isn’t the time to find out.”
“Fine.” She holds out her hand so I give it to her, grip first. “You said there were two conditions. What’s the second?”
“That I’m behind you when you shoot that thing.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I key my radio.
“Listen up, everybody. I don’t want anyone to take any stupid chances. Stay together, work as a team. We’ve trained for this. If you give Conner an opening, she’ll carve us up. Remember what happened on that paintball field? She kicked our asses up and down that place. Well, these aren’t paintballs tonight, it’s the real thing so be smart, be careful, and go home in the morning. Keep your vests on the entire time, got that?”
“Yeah, I got it, Henry.”
“Roger that”
“Copy, over.”
Most called in. If I didn’t hear a response from someone, I called them directly. If they do what I told them, we may not lose more than half of our guys tonight.
“An inspiring speech.” It was Cardoza on the radio. “I want to make one thing clear. Conner is to be killed, at all costs. The one who does so receives a fifty thousand dollar reward.”
OH FUCK! He just turned a group of trained guards into an armed mob! ASSHOLE!
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Thank you, Enrique!
The storm is getting worse, which made things easier for us. The ramp was loaded in the panel truck Randi loaned us. Mom let me out two blocks from our house then gave me time to run there and hide in the neighbors’ yard, near the alley behind the garage. She then pulled the truck in front of the driveway and parked it there, blocking most anyone’s view of the garage. I ran in, grabbed my bike and wheeled it into the alley as Mom pulled away and drove down the street. I hustled the bike up the alley a block in the opposite direction before hopping on and firing it up.
We had met two blocks from Hobbes’ house and wheeled the ramp towards the house until it was just outside of his lit perimeter on the West side. The occasional lightning flash put more light on the ramp than I liked but, apparently, no one had noticed, because the radio chatter never changed.
I had kept that radio with me all the way to Randi’s Place, stuffing it in the waist of my panties when I was forced to crawl for the door. We had been in place for the last twenty minutes and I listened to Henry and the others discuss their plans. I was waiting for the heart of the storm to arrive because it would provide me with additional cover and make Henry’s job harder but the additional time was useful because I could eavesdrop while waiting.
The radios were top of the line, encrypted frequency hopping. No one could listen in unless they had the code. I could hear just fine so either Cardoza didn’t realize I had a radio, or he was too embarrassed to admit I took his … or a third possibility was that they knew I had the radio and they made a conscious choice not to change the code to feed me false information, like there was a weakness in the lines somewhere, to try to force my hand. Everything sounded like it did just before I left days ago, just more tense, more focused, more nervous. What I’d expect.
The display on my smart phone shows the most intense part of the storm was only a few miles away. Mom stays with the ramp, hiding in a neighbors’ grove of trees, as I run back to my bike about one hundred yards away. I slip a voice-activated headset on my head, squeeze my helmet on over it, plug it into my radio and prepare to start the psy-ops portion of the night’s events.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Gomez. You’re our eyes tonight. See anything yet?”
“Nothing … at least nothing for sure. There maybe something there outside the West wall. I’ve played with the cameras but can’t get a better look. Could be shadows thanks to the storm.”
“What’s the radar say?”
“Storm’s getting bad. The worst should arrive in about five minutes.”
That’s probably what she’s waiting for. “How’s the new camera doing, the one on the wrinkle in the wall?”
“Just fine, though it’d be better if you’d moved that light, get rid of those shadows.”
“We wanted to keep everything the same, in case she tried that route again, then we’d have her.”
“Nothing so far, not even a nibble.”
Told you she was too smart, Lou. Let’s see what the West side looks like. Before I get two steps, someone’s calling me on the radio.
“Impressive job, Henry. Couldn’t have done better myself.”
Conner?! How the HELL did she get a programmed radio?
“Conner … is that you?”
“More or less.”
“Do I want to know how long you been listening in on our conversations?”
“Naw, you don’t.”
Jesus Fucking Christ. “What’d you want, Conner?”
“I just want to talk with Hobbes.”
“Ain’t that day ja view all over again?”
“It is, isn’t it? Results will be the same this time.”
“‘Fraid not. Hobbes doesn’t want to see you and the gloves are off.”
“There’s no need for anyone to get hurt here. I just want to talk with the man, nothing else. I’m willing to let bygones be bygones.”
“YOU’RE willing to … what about you spying on us all, messing with the computers, betraying us?”
“I know, I know. I’m willing to trade all that for forgetting about Cardoza trying to have me killed.”
“When did he try to kill you?”
“At the New Year’s dance. He and Escaban hired some gang hoods to take me out. They failed … obviously.”
I look around. A number of guys had gathered around me as soon as I started talking to Conner, even though they could hear every word on their radios. They’re all looking at Escaban, who’s wide eyed and looking scared.
“I don’t know what she’s talking about! I swear …”
“Tony? You out there? That’s nice! Billy B sends his regards. Promised I’d let him go if he rolled on whoever sent him. The boy practically sat up and begged, though not before I’d stuck a knife blade through the palm of his hand. I’m willing to let all that slide, just patch me through to Hobbes.”
Escaban says nothing, just turns away as a bolt of lightning strikes and pulses somewhere nearby, the boom of thunder coming a second later as the rain continues to pour down.
“No can do, Conner” I answer.
“Henry … I can fix this. I can fix everything. Remember what we talked about? Like two weeks ago? I’ve got your second chance in my pocket. Second chances for everyone, even Hobbes. Don’t blow this opportunity, Henry.”
Another lightning strike but further away, the thunder just rolls in instead of almost knocking you off your feet.
“Sorry kid, not my choice.”
“And if you had a choice?”
If I had a choice? When do I get choices? What she’s asking is would I trust her? How could I? She lied to all of us. At least part of the time. I know she was really a student at St. Ann’s, she played basketball like a demon, she was the best of friends with Gretchen … real friends, I could tell. In fact, I’d have sworn on my mother’s grave that she was exactly what she was supposed to be. I’ve always thought I was a good judge of people. Would I trust her?
“Patricia … what ARE you?”
I hear a chuckle. “Think of me as The Terminator with tits … and a better sense of humor.”
“Conner … just walk away, kid. There’s nothing for you here.”
“Sorry, can’t do it … but, tell you what … I’ll make a deal with you guys. Paintball rules.”
“What?”
“You’re all wearing vests, I heard you tell everyone to keep their vests on.”
“So?”
“So, I shoot you in the vest, you sit out. Nobody dies.”
“Are you crazy?! You think this is some kind of game?!”
“I’m coming in, one way or another, Henry. I’m giving you guys a choice, to live or die.”
“And what if we shoot you first?”
“Then I probably die, I’m not wearing a vest.”
“So … we get to try and kill you but you’re just going to wound us?”
“Not even wound, just rattle your teeth a bit. Besides, I can’t expect you to ignore fifty thousand dollars, can I?”
She heard that. What else does she know? She spent months inside these walls, saw every square inch. She could have been planning this for a long time. Hell, she could have planted booby traps for all we know.
“Sorry Conner, no deal, now get the hell away from this place.”
“That’s a shame, Henry. I unwittingly helped someone make a mess of things. I’m going to clean up that mess. See ya’ in a few.”
The rain’s really picked up, so has the wind.
“Gomez. Weather.”
“We’re right in the path of the storm front. The TV weather guy says it’s almost on top of us.”
“Keep an eye on those cameras. Conner’s going to try to get in here, it could come from … does anybody else hear something?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I can’t tell how fast I’m going, my lights are off, I don’t want to give away my position until the last minute. Mom’s got a big, handheld spotlight that she’ll use to light up the ramp just before I hit it, though I can see it silhouetted against the white wall in front of it. I give the bike some more gas. Better long than short. The ramp’s wet, which can’t be helped but the tires should grip as long as necessary.
My outfit is mottled gray, covering everything but my face and I’m sweating like a pig, which is an odd saying because pigs can’t sweat, Oh well, I’ll think about that later, Mom just hit the spotlight.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Henry! I just saw it! It’s Conner on her motorcycle. Heading for the West wall. She’s almost … God DAMN!”
I heard it before Gomez called me. Some of the other guys did too and they started talking to one another. In seconds, practically every outside guard had left their position and run to the west side of the compound. Most were carrying AR-15’s but a few had the old M-16. Three of them had slipped and fallen on their asses as they rounded the corner, sliding into the rest of the guys, knocking people to the wet ground left and right.
God! What a fiasco!
“Get up you idiots! Get the fuck …” There was a tremendous flash of lightning and an immediate deafening crash of thunder. Everyone ducked their head, waiting for the next bolt.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
WHOOAA! That last one was close!
HIT THE RAMP!
HIT THE LIGHTS!
HIT THE SILKS!
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“HENRY! SHE’S TRYING TO JUMP THE WALL!!”
“WHAT? WHICH …”
There’s another bright flash of light, but this one’s from the headlight of Conner’s bike as it clears the West wall by three feet, soaring over the heads of half the guys scattered across the soaked ground. She’s wearing some kind of bright white outfit, with a cape or streamers or something fluttering behind her.
The bike lands with a wet squishy thud, the engine screaming as it fish tails left and right. Guys are scrambling up and firing at it, some from their knees, some from their feet, some on their backs. Conner keeps moving, dodging the gunfire with crazy slides until she hits a tree, flipping over, her engine still reved on high.
Three guys, led by Escaban, run over and start shooting Conner at point blank range, Escaban screaming at her.
“THINK YOU’RE TOUGH NOW, BITCH!”
“ESCABAN! BACK OFF” I shout, trying to be heard above the gunfire and the growing storm. He fires twice more then walks away as I run towards the body.
“That fifty thousand is mine!” he says as I pass him.
“Fuck you,” I answer. Not very witty, I’ll admit. When I get there, there’s a lot of muddy white cloth … but no body. The engine’s still screaming. I fish around with the handlebar until I untangle the cloth and see that the throttle’s tied down. I pull my knife and cut it free, shutting off the engine.
”Riley, help me with this.”
We pull the bike upright and then straighten out the cloth. She bunched and tied it together in different spots, giving it a human like shape.
“Don’t spend that money yet, Tony. It’s a dummy.”
“What the hell you talking about? We all saw her jump the wall and crash right there. She must have crawled off …” He starts to look around, as do a few others.
“We saw what she wanted us to see. Gomez. Do you have anything on any of the cameras? UUGGHH!”
It felt like someone hit me in the chest with a sledge hammer. As I caught my breath, I heard other guys gasping and crying out. Some reached for their backs, others their sides. Two off them fell backwards into the mud.
I never heard a single shot over the hiss of the rain, the whipping of the wind and the practically continuous rumbling of thunder.
“Gomez” I wheeze. “Where is she?”
“I’m right here, Henry,” Conner answered over the radio. “You’ve all been hit. Time to sit this round out.”
I scan the area in front of me, rifle at the ready. I can’t see anything, just swaying tree limbs and shadows.
“Gomez. Got anything?”
“Sorry Henry, nothing. Night vision is useless with all those flashes of lightning. Infrared too with that cold rain.”
“Did you see the muzzle flashes?”
“No. She must have some kind of a suppressor.”
“You can bet I do. A real good one.”
Damn it! It’s like a fucking party line! It’s hard to breathe, she may have broken one of my ribs.
“What now, Conner?”
“You’re all out in the open, gathered around my bike. I’ve shot every one of you, hitting the reinforced areas of the vests. It could have just as easily been your heads. I told you, I don’t want to hurt anyone, I just want to talk with Hobbes. If you all go back to the security office, you can keep track of me once I get in the house. That’s my offer.”
How does she keep doing this shit to me?
Escaban edges up next to me. “You aren’t going to take this, are you?”
“It was your fucking boss who offered the bounty that turned this group of greedy idiots into a useless mob. And you two tried to kill her.”
“So what? You gonna let the little bitch push us around?”
“What’s YOUR idea, Tony?”
“Look where everyone was standing when they were hit. She has to be somewhere over there.” He points to my right.
“Maybe she was there when she shot us, doesn’t mean she’s still there. I wouldn’t if I was her.”
“Let’s find out.”
Escaban drops his AR-15 down to his hip and starts firing blindly, sweeping his muzzle left and right. He gets off about twenty or so rounds before his head jerks back and he drops to the ground, twitching and thrashing for a few seconds before he ends up still and face first in the mud.
No one moves. I slowly kneel down and roll him onto his back. He was shot in both eyes. My radio beeps.
“Henry, I really believe in letting bygones be bygones … after I get mine. What happens next is your choice. Your. Choice. There’s always a choice, Henry.”
Standing up, keeping the muzzle of my gun pointed down towards the ground, all eyes locked on me, I make an announcement.
“If anyone wants me, I’ll be in the Security Center.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Escaban almost got lucky.
His first two shots were just left and right of me. Henry was right, I should have moved. I sure as heck did after he started firing. I rolled to my left until I got behind a tree. Bracing myself against the trunk, I took aim at Escaban’s head, waiting for him to turn back towards me. A .22 magnum doesn’t have that much penetration, that’s why it was safe for me to shoot the guys in the vest. At this range, it might not even penetrate the skull. But, if I use a couple of pre-existing holes, the bullets should just rattle around inside the skull, shredding gray matter wherever they go until all their energy has been transferred to what ever remains of his brain.
Under these circumstances, that’ll be a very difficult shot. Unfortunately for Tony, difficult shots are now my specialty.
It was also unfortunate for him that, to get the guys to do what I wanted, I had to make an example of somebody. It was the best and fastest way to persuade them that I meant business.
Two birds, one stone.
CHAPTER SIXTY SIX
I heard all that gunfire and then nothing. Then there was some more and now nothing again. I knew there was going to be a lot at the start, that was Patricia’s plan. Jump the wall, make a big entrance, then get off the bike as soon as it cleared the wall, letting it draw attention away from her as it hit the ground and continued on. She’d taken a couple of white sheets and tied them up so that they had a kind of shape like a person. She attached it to the bike so that she could still ride and control it but as soon as she jumped off, the wind would catch it and fill it out. She also cut her outfit so that it had baggy arms and pants, letting her catch the wind when she jumped, slowing her fall just a bit. She sewed on Velcro straps so she could gather the extra fabric once she landed and tighten everything up, keeping a small target.
I was supposed to run away as soon as she hit the ramp, there was nothing I could do for her after she was in the air, but I just couldn’t leave.
That second burst of gunfire wasn’t in the plan. I guess it means she survived the jump.
I need to go. Can’t do anything useful here and all’s I’m doing is worrying. I can do that at the rendezvous.
God … watch over my little girl and bring her home to me.
Take care, sweetheart.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The rest of the guards must have gotten the message. I ran into two more before I reached the terrace in the back. I tagged both of them in the chest and they reluctantly left without me needing to say anything. There was a third one heading for the Security Center without me shooting him at all. Guess he wasn’t interested in Cardoza’s bounty. By my count, that was eleven out of commission and one down. There should only be five or so left. If they all stayed at their assigned positions, no one should be in the house. They all had fall back positions in the house should they not have killed me outside the house but I don’t know how enthusiastic the remaining guys are.
And then there’s Cardoza.
My camouflage outfit helps me outside the house but it’s near useless once I get inside. The place is full of cameras and the only way to disable them is to cut the feed to the Security Center. I can stay in the shadows for awhile but all the lights are blazing and the generators are ready to switch on. I could have tried to disable them and cut the video lines but that would have taken too much time. Besides, if I couldn’t have talked Henry into paintball rules, I’m not sure I could have gone on. It really wasn’t worth killing every guard in the compound to finally get to Hobbes. If Henry hadn’t bought it, I’d likely have escaped again and thought of something else.
Escaban was and Cardoza is in a different group. He’s going down if the opportunity presents itself.
The terrace door isn’t locked. They must have assumed locked doors would have slowed the guard’s responses and not keep me out anyway. Good choice. I pause at the door. Once inside, I’m a sitting duck. The mottled gray color will still help a little but if they want to send fifteen guys after me, they’ll have a pretty good idea where I am.
I sure hope Henry’s got a strong enough sense of self-preservation to not do that.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Where’s she at now?”
“The kitchen … I think.”
“THINK? Gomez, you’re the camera whiz. Find her!”
“I’m trying, Henry. Every time I think I’ve got her, there’s another one of those bolts of lightning and I get lens flare.”
“Well … do some of that technical voodoo, solve the problem and find her, dammit!”
“Then what, Henry?” asked Riley. He’s got a point. Then what? Am I going out there and confront her? Am I sending someone else out there to do that? I had my chance and what’d I do? Saved my fucking skin, that’s what I did. So did everyone else who was with me. There’s only four guards unaccounted for. If I try to call them on the radio, Conner will hear us. Cardoza wouldn’t let us carry cell phones, he wanted to limit communication with the outside while we’re on duty so I’m stuck. Though … maybe not.
“Riley! Get over here. Scan the perimeter with the cameras.”
He came over and slid into the seat next to Gomez. “Why? We know she’s already inside.”
“I want to know where the rest of the guys are. If I can’t call ‘em maybe we can see ‘em. If they’re smart, they stayed at their assigned posts. It’s safer than stumbling around out there in the rain with a killer.”
“Gotcha.”
Riley started flipping images from the different outside cameras while Gomez kept working with the inside cameras, cursing whenever there was another flash of lightning.
“There’s Sanchez!” shouted Riley. “And there’s Peterson. They’re both at the front gate. Kelly’s over at the East wall.”
“There’s Lou” said Gomez.
“Where?”
“In the Dining room.”
“WHAT? What’s that idiot doing?”
“His job, Henry.”
“Don’t give me that shit, Gomez. You were in here, safe and dry. I was the one out there, raining cats and dogs, with Escaban dead at my feet, his eyes punched in. You think you can do better, why don’t you go out there and get her? I’ll give you as much help as you gave us out there. What do ‘ya say?”
Gomez just hunkers down in his seat. “What do we do about Lou?”
“Do you know for sure where she is?”
“Last I saw was the kitchen but she was heading his way. Do we warn him?”
“Yeah, we do.” I click my mic on. “Lou, this is Henry.”
“Roger, Henry.”
“Lou … look sharp … look reeaall sharp.”
“Roger that, Henry.”
I click my mic off.
“Is that it?” asks Gomez.
“He knows.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I heard Lou and Henry. Pretty smart. Didn’t give me much to work with though it probably means he’s on the other side of the door to the dining room. Either that or he’s coming into the kitchen from behind me. I scattered a couple stacks of pans with strings connecting them as warning devices behind me so I’ll concentrate on the door in front of me. I grab a broom, turn off the kitchen lights and scuttle up the short hall to the dining room door, turn the knob to open the door, then carefully push it open with the broom while staying back away from it. It’s hit by four scattered shots before it opens a foot.
He’s not taking any chances.
“Not bad, Lou.”
“Thanks, Conner.”
“You really want that fifty thousand.”
“You know it.”
“Enough to die for it?”
“All part of the job.”
“Doesn’t have to be.”
“Yeah … it does.”
“You’re gonna be difficult, aren’t you?”
“As difficult as I can be.”
Nuts! He’s not planning on playing by my rules. Got a wife and two kids. No way am I killing him. Let him sweat a little. I swap out my partial clip for a full one, then reach up with the broom handle and switch off the light in the hall.
Be quick. Don’t give him time to think. There are two light switches for the dining room, one on this wall just outside the door and one on the opposite wall. Lying on my back, feet resting on the base of the door, I kick it open and take out the far light switch with two shots. Lou starts shooting at the open doorway but they’re over my head. I roll out and shoot the near switch, plunging the dining room into darkness.
* * * *** * * *** * * *
”What the fuck just happened?” asked Gomez.
“She took out the lights,” I answered.
“Why?”
“Because she’s better in the dark. What’s Lou doing?”
“He’s stopped shooting, no muzzle flashes.”
“Can’t you hear them?”
“The mics were in the light switches.”
“Wonder if she knew that … what the fuck was that?”
“How the hell would I know? It looked like something flying through the air.”
We can’t hear anything and see little more. I don’t have a lot of choice. I click the radio on.
“Lou?”
Nothing.
“Lou?”
Still nothing. I reach for my rain gear.
“What you doing, man?” asks Gomez.
“We’ve worked together for over fifteen years. I gotta know.”
“Well take this with ya’.” Gomez pushes an AR-15 across the table towards me. I stare at it for a few seconds.
“No, I got a better chance without it.”
“Your funeral, man.”
He’s probably right about that.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I slip the brass knuckles back into the pocket on my pant leg. They’re hardly fair but tonight’s got nothin’ to do with fairness. Lou would choose a badly bruised jaw over a ventilated head any day. He’s not gonna bother me for several hours, assuming I’m still alive to be bothered.
I open the dining room door a crack and peer out. Looks like the gunfire hasn’t attracted any attention. I pop my head out the door, quickly look around then pull it back in. Didn’t see anyone in the hallway. On to Hobbes’ office.
Bursting out of the room, I spin right, then left, my gun pointed straight ahead of me at arm’s length but there’s no one there. Putting my back to the wall on my right, I ease down the hall, pivoting to check out each room as I pass it. No activity anywhere, the place seems empty. Don’t hear anything upstairs, I hope to God that Gretchen’s not around here anywhere.
Moving slowly, switching sides of the hallway when necessary, gun at the ready, I approach Hobbes’ office. I can see light streaming into the hallway, so the door’s open. I’d rather talk to Hobbes face to face than through the door, it’s more dignified, but it could also be a trap.
Squatting next to the doorframe, I pull a metal rod from a pocket on my pant leg. There’s a small, round mirror mounted on the end which swivels. The rod telescopes to two and a half feet. I extend it all the way then push it along the floor past the door so that I can get a limited view of the room.
“That won’t be necessary, Patricia. There are no tricks,” says Hobbes.
Guess it’s now or never. I firmly grip my gun, step back away from the door, then dive in towards the right, roll once and immediately dive left, roll twice and come up onto one knee, my gun pointing directly at Hobbes, who is sitting at his desk, responding in kind, though his gun is bigger.
Big surprise. Men almost always go for the biggest gun they can handle, sometimes bigger than they can handle.
Phallic symbol, anyone?
“Very impressive, Patricia. I’ve been following your progress … at least as well as you permitted us to follow you.”
“Thanks. You haven’t made it easy.”
He shrugged. “That was other’s doings. I’ve never paid much attention to the security details. So … here we are. Obviously, you did not take my advice to disappear to heart. Unfortunate.”
“Sorry, I can’t leave a job unfinished.”
“What is there left for you to do, kill me?”
“No … I’m just here to talk. I have a proposal.”
“A business proposal? I hope it isn’t like the one made by your Mr. Lipscomb.”
“He’s not my Mr. Lipscomb. Dealing with him is next on my to do list.”
“I’m afraid that I can’t permit you to kill him, much as I might like that. The consequences would be very bad for my business.”
“What if it wasn’t? What if I could show you a way out of Lipscomb’s blackmail? A way out of these constant battles between the assorted Cartels and gangs? A way to restore peace and profitability to the drug trade? More importantly, a way for you to be free of this compound, to be free to ride a horse beneath an open sky again, go where you want, do what you want, free of fear of assassination or arrest?”
He cocks his head to the side, though the muzzle of his handgun doesn’t waiver. “Are you in the miracle business now? What you are talking about is impossible.”
“It isn’t. It’s actually quite simple … the idea that is. Execution could be a bit tricky and there’s no guarantee that it’ll work … but I like the odds.”
“So … you are asking me to …”
“Trust me.”
He smiles, at least his mouth does. His eyes stay hard. “An odd request from someone pointing a gun at my head. Someone who has already killed one of my men. Someone who accepted the hospitality of my home and then threw it back in my face. Someone who …”
“OH GET OVER IT, HOBBES!” I yell.
He looks astonished. He actually pulls back a little.
“You think you’re the only one with a beef here?! I was killed! KILLED! Left to burn to death! Your boy Cardoza was raping me! And YOU handed me over to him! My mother was shot to death. My assets were signed over to the guy who betrayed me. I’ve got NOTHING but the clothes on my back! You hear me complaining? NO! I came here with nothing to gain for myself and am offering to pull your ass out of the fire AGAIN!”
“But you were the one who did all this too me.”
“Pish posh. Those were the rules of the game. I just beat you and Cardoza. You didn’t hear me bitching and moaning when I was betrayed, did you? I took it like a man.”
“But you were just …”
“Only because you wouldn’t let it go! Who the heck am I going to turn you into? My contact with DOJ was a crook. I’m not working for anybody but me now.” I slam my gun on the desktop and leave it there, stepping back away. “Now, are we gonna talk or what?”
Hobbes is clearly confused, most anyone would be. And, of course, I stretched the truth a bit, what with Mom being alive and all plus our thirty five thousand dollars, which to Hobbes would be like having nothing. I just need an opening. If he doesn’t buy it, he doesn’t. Had to take a shot. The muzzle of Hobbes’ gun wobbles, then swings away.
“You just want to talk? That’s all?”
“That’s all.”
“And you believe that you can deliver all you promised?”
“That’s the plan.”
He pops the muzzle up so that his gun is pointing at the ceiling, then he slowly lays it on the desktop next to mine.
“Alright Patricia … impress me.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I knew Hobbes wouldn’t shoot her.
Not Patricia Conner.
Once it became clear that she wanted to speak with Hobbes, I knew it was simply a matter of time before she would try to see him. Somehow, some place, she was going to try. The fact that she practically announced the day and time was unexpected but, in hindsight, just the thing she would do, if only to impress Hobbes. She’s had him wrapped around her little finger since the first day she arrived.
It took awhile for me to decide how best to use her. Thank God those idiots Escaban found failed to kill her. If they had succeeded, today would not have been possible. I shoulder my AR-15 and step through the doorway of Hobbes’ office.
“Everyone stay still, no one move.”
“Enrique!” shouted Hobbes. “Everything is fine! Put the gun down. It is just a colossal misunderstanding.”
“Not yet, Raymond. Conner … raise your hands and back around the desk until you are standing next to Hobbes.”
She eyes me but does nothing until I motion with my gun barrel. She slowly starts to move.
“Enrique, this is all completely unnecessary, I assure you. I am in no danger! She voluntarily gave me her gun.”
Just then, she reached Hobbes.
“Very good, Ms. Conner. Well done. Now … Raymond, please hand me both guns.”
Hobbes picks up both handguns by the barrel and hands them across the desk, all the while talking.
“Enrique, I am unhurt. There is no need to take these precautions.”
I take each gun, one at a time, placing them on a table next to me.
“I’m afraid they are necessary, Raymond. Now back up and stand next to Conner … if you please.”
“Why would you want me to …”
Conner smiles, nodding her head. “That’s why you made that stupid offer. You needed me to get here, didn’t you?”
She was always smarter than I liked.
“I … I don’t understand, Enrique.”
Hobbes, on the other hand.
“Cardoza plans on taking over the business, Mr. Hobbes. I kill you and he kills me, isn’t that right … Enrique?”
Hobbes shakes his head. “No, Patricia, you don’t understand …”
I interrupt Hobbes. “Something like that … Patricia. It may be better if you kill each other. I haven’t decided yet.”
Hobbes is stunned. “Enrique … after all these years … why?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I need to use a flashlight once I get inside. Before I walk ten feet inside the kitchen, I knock over a bunch of pans. Conner had stretched a string from the stove to a counter and tied it to the pans. Guess she wanted to know if anyone was following her.
Now she knows.
Though it’s too late, I start looking for more booby traps and find two. They’re obvious when you start looking for them. It takes me several minutes to reach Lou. He’s lying on his side, jaw swollen and turning red. His rifle is several feet away, field stripped. I bend down and shake him.
“Lou? Lou? Wake up you moron.”
He jerks his head and snorts, then coughs a couple of times.
“Uuggh … aaahhhh … wwhhhaaa … hhaapp … oooo …”
I pull him upright so he’s sitting, back against the wall.
“Come on, idiot.”
He blinks several times as I move my light back and forth across his face, then slowly reaches up and touches his swollen jaw.
“Mother fuck … that hurts. What hit me?”
“Conner hit you.”
“I had her, Henry. She was … right behind that door. It opened and I fired … the lights went out … fuck, my head is killing me. Did I get her?”
“Don’t think so. Gomez is pretty sure she’s at Hobbes’ office.”
“Crap. Let’s go.” He tries to stand up but groans and slides back down. “God damn! My head.”
“Stay put you old fool, I’ll handle it.”
“Old fool? You’re older than me, asshole.”
“Yeah, but I’m smarter. Stay. Here.”
“Fine, but be careful, she’s …”
“I know, the Terminator with tits.”
When I step out of the dining room, I’m pretty sure I can hear a conversation down the hall. The thunder seems to be fading away. The storm must be passing.
I don’t get paid enough for this shit.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“She’s why.”
Cardoza flicks the muzzle of his rifle towards me. I’ve got a back up gun strapped to my left ankle but I’ll never get to it, not with him being as close as he is. If he leaves the room, I’ve got a chance.
“What does Patricia have to do with this?” asks Hobbes.
“She’s another strong willed woman that you’ve fallen for” answered Cardoza.
“Are you saying that you think she and I have a sexual relationship?”
“I don’t know or care … though she is talented.”
OH YUCK!
“Your problem, Raymond, is that you let women like Conner and Anna influence you. Anna had you ready to get out of the drug business. Conner was leading you down the same path, though she was much more subtle about it. You’ve been neglecting the business for the last few years. We could be dominating all the other Cartels in Mexico if you would simply use the resources available to us. We could control so much more territory if you would simply reach out and take it!”
“So you have argued, Enrique.”
“And you have ignored me, Raymond. You have grown complacent. The business is like a shark, if it doesn’t keep moving forward, it dies. Our competition will eat us if we do not eat them first. You used to understand that but, somewhere along the way, you forgot. I’ve been able to keep us moving forward despite your resistance but it is now time for me to take charge.”
“And what will our associates say about this?”
“Nothing. You have been hiding in this compound for so long, most of our associates think I am already in charge.”
“And of course, it was your idea that I stay here, for my ‘safety’. How long have you been planning this, Enrique?”
“A very long time. Conner’s appearance and betrayal gives me the opportunity I have been looking for.”
“And Lipscomb? Was he also part of your plan?”
“No, but his cost is a minor annoyance, worth the price … for now.”
There is nothing here that I can use, Hobbes keeps his office too darn clean. If only … wait, the bolo, three fist sized rocks bound with leather. It’s only three feet away. How fast can I get to it? I haven’t got the arm strength to just pick it up and throw it from here with enough force to do any good. I’d need some kind of leverage … and a diversion.
“So … you will just kill me, in my own office?”
“There are no cameras here, no microphones. There will just be two bodies and my story.”
“No one here will believe you.”
“You believed me when I told you how Anna died.”
“You … you … killed my Anna?”
“As I said, she was leading you down the wrong path. What choice did I have? Lucky for me, she was an addict. An extra strong dose was easy to arrange. She killed herself, I just provided the tool she used. But this one …” he again flicked the muzzle my way, “… she gave me nothing to work with and was causing more damage than your wife ever did. If Lipscomb hadn’t turned on her, she may have forced me to do something more obvious and heavy handed. As it is, everything works out for the best.”
“Excuse me if I don’t agree with you.”
“It will be the last disagreement we ever have, X-ray.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
What the hell is going on in there? Cardoza has Conner covered but why is Hobbes standing next to her, his hands in the air too? This makes no sense at all. Better find out.
“Excuse me, Mr. Hobbes. Is there anything I can do to …”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Cardoza’s head snaps right to look at Henry, who’s standing just outside the door.
I leap for the bolo, grabbing the leather loop and roll off the front of the desk, letting my arm swing forward as I fall, releasing the bolo at the peak of the arc, like a trebuchet.
Cardoza turns back just in time to get a face full of granite.
One bird. Three stones
The rifle falls from his hands as he collapses to the floor. I scramble to my feet but Hobbes has vaulted the desk. He is between me and Cardoza, who appears to just be stunned by the blow to his head.
Cardoza tries to get up off the floor, rolling to his side as Hobbes steps over him, grabs his pistol from the table where Cardoza had put it, steps on Cardoza’s shoulder with his right foot which forces him onto his back, points down at Cardoza and shoots him three times in the chest and once in the face. Hobbes then turns towards me.
“What is this idea you wish to discuss?”
Patricia is now a totally free agent. She pursues her own agenda with ruthless efficiency. Elements and Themes listed apply to entire story, Rating to this submission. Thanks to Marina Kelly and Robyn Hoode for editorial assistance. My heartfelt thanks to those who have stuck with this rather lengthy story. The final chapters will be posted either very late Friday night or Saturday morning.
CHAPTER SIXTY SEVEN
I wake up to the ringing of my phone. Picking it up off the bedside table, I notice that it says it 9:38 a.m. I’ve been sleeping in too much lately.
“Yes, Walter?”
“Daniel?”
“Who else would it be, Walter?”
“Just wanted to make certain it was you. We’ve received some reports that there was some kind of fight or something at Hobbes’ compound last week.”
“When?”
“Three days ago, the night of that big storm, with all the power outages.”
“I remember. Why are you just getting this information now?”
“Because it was investigated, if you can call it that, by the local police. Hobbes wanted everything hushed up and you know what that means.”
“It was hushed up.”
“Exactly. A couple of the beat cops talked to one of the FBI liaison reps, who passed it on to us.”
“So what happened?”
“It’s not clear. Apparently someone broke in by jumping the wall with a motorcycle, if you can believe that.”
Unfortunately, I can. “Was she killed?”
“Was who killed?”
“The woman who jumped the wall with the motorcycle.”
“Who said it was a woman?”
Fuck. “Didn’t you say it was a woman?”
“No. We don’t know one way or another.”
“I’m sorry, you’re call woke me up, I thought you said it was a woman. Go on, what happened next?”
There’s a pause before Walter returns to the story. “As I said, we don’t know much. There was a lot of gunfire, though there was also a lot of thunder and lightning so many of the neighbors didn’t notice anything out of the ordinary. At least that’s what they told the cops. Anyway, two people were killed, one outside the house and one inside. Neither one was Hobbes, he survived, darn the luck.”
“Yes. What a shame. Do we know who actually died?”
“Yeah, let me check my notes … Tony Escaban and Enrique Cardoza. Neither one rings a bell with the Drug Taskforce, though Escaban has some old gang convictions. I called to give you a heads up and see if you recognized any of the names.”
“Sorry, not off the top of my head, though I will check my records and get back to you if I discover anything. Did the killer get away?”
“Unclear. Hobbes may have taken care of it himself and not want us to know. I’ve seen pictures of his place. Hard to think someone could break in let alone get out alive. It’s an urban fortress. If someone did, they’d have to be very, very good … man or woman.”
She is. “Thanks for the warning, Walter. Is there anything else?”
“Yes, though not sure if it’s related. A day or so after the firefight, there was a lot of chatter about a summit meeting of some kind between the big three cartels. It floated back and forth for about twelve hours and then nothing since, not a peep. Must have fallen apart or it was just a rumor that burned out.”
Or it’s happening and someone working for Hobbes took charge of security, making it disappear from the radar.
“You’re likely correct Walter, not important and not related. Any further news on the arson investigation?”
“No. They’ve gone through everything with a fine tooth comb and found no evidence of a third person, though the experts say it’s not definitive. Not finding something doesn’t mean she wasn’t there.”
Since I put a bullet in her head, I know she was. I should have been less efficient with the fire, left some kind of remains for them to find.
“Alright, thanks again Walter. With this incident at Hobbes’ compound, I may need to speed up my plans for temporarily leaving the area, maybe leaving the country.”
“Hobbes has connections everywhere. I can better protect you in the US than in France or Germany or Tahiti. Keep that in mind. I’ll be in touch. You can go back to sleep.”
Very funny. When I get established, I should use Hobbes’ connections to get him fired. That would be fun to see. For now, I need to start making plans.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It’s one hell of a view from the window of the conference room. The bay, the beaches, the swaying trees, the rising hillsides that eventually become mountains. A picture post card come to life. Of course, you can’t see the slums from here but that’s part of the price people pay to stay at a place like this. You pay the big money to see some things and not be bothered with other things … or people.
Conner put this together faster than I thought was possible. Waiving Hobbes’ name and money around helped a lot but getting the space was the easy part. Getting the Potosis and the TJs to show up, that was a miracle. Don’t know what she told them or threatened them with, but it worked.
Hobbes has got the top floor of the hotel. The Potosi Cartel has the next one down and the Tijuana Cartel has the next one down. The helipad is neutral territory so everyone can come and go. All three of us have security there but Hobbes is first among equals so we’ve actually taken charge. The other guys are just sitting around and watching. And swaggering. And bitching.
Conner has been everywhere, though she doesn’t look a thing like the little girl I know.
Or knew.
Officially, she’s Hobbes’ new assistant. She dyed her hair this reddish brown, auburn color and is wearing brown contacts. She’s got all these professional suits with tight skirts that are below her knees but have slits that reach about half way up her thigh. The suit coats are all one or two button, the blouses white or cream color and show just enough of her breasts to make a man stare and wish for just a little bit more … or a lot more.
Her hair and makeup are styled to make her look more like she’s in her twenties instead of seventeen. Or maybe it’s just her attitude. Or that she speaks Spanish fluently. And Portuguese. And French.
Or maybe it’s those high heels she wears and the way her ass gyrates and boobs bounce when she walks. You can hardly hold a conversation with another guy when she hurries by. Everything gets put on hold until she’s cleared the room, though the subtle smell of her perfume still lingers but just for a few seconds because every guy in the room is snorting it like coke.
Hobbes has pretty much stayed on his floor but Conner has been his representative, dealing with the other Cartels, the hotel, the staff, whoever. You got a problem, Conner is Johnny on the spot, soothing and charming until the problem is solved or doesn’t seem like it’s that big a deal. And not only the men but the women too. Some of the other Cartels brought wives or girlfriends or both and she arranged all these activities to keep them busy and out of my hair.
And the kids also. That’s what’s more amazing than anything else. Watching her with a bunch of little kids. She’s a natural. She wriggles into the room a complete stranger and a half hour later, two or three will be crying because she has to leave. Must be those boobs. I’d cry too if that potential meal walked away.
She never screams, never snaps, is always pleasant and makes you feel ashamed for causing her a problem. And then she smiles. Or giggles. Or double teams you with both. I’ve seen her completely disarm total bastard killers with a few words then that smile and giggle combo.
Thank God I’m immune.
I’m pretty sure everyone outside our group assumes Hobbes is fucking her. I would if I was them. He’d be crazy not to … if things actually were as they seemed. This probably gives her protection from the guys who might try to make a move on her. Or the psychos who might try to rape her. They may be crazy but not crazy enough to take a shot at Hobbes’ bitch. Of course, if they did, they’d discover fast enough that Conner don’t need anyone’s protection. From anything.
It’s taken almost two weeks but the big meeting is finally about ready to start. Every group has scanned the room for bugs individually and now all together to make sure no one planted something while scanning for someone else’s bugs. The tech guys have just left, leaving me in the conference room with one security man from each of the other two Cartels.
That’s the rules. Each Cartel has one security man and two representatives. That’s it. Nine people total.
The first one in is Arturo Carrillo, head of the Tijuana Cartel, the TJs. Everyone man here is mean as a snake but Carrillo is a snake that eats snakes, a bastards’ bastard if ever there was one. Fifty years old, plus or minus, with a pot gut and graying hair. They say he’s not the smartest guy on the block but he’s smart enough to still be alive after leading the TJs for over fourteen years. Luis Moreno is right behind him. Moreno is the next guy in the TJs, maybe a little smarter than Carrillo but still a damn tough nut. He’s younger than Carrillo, thinks he’s a ladies man. He actually took a shot at Conner but she blew him off, politely but blew him off. With his money, he’s probably not used to that. Moreno goes back to the bar and gets a couple of drinks while Carrillo sits down at their side of the triangular conference table.
Conner’s idea.
The Beltran brothers are next, Vincente and Hector. They’re not twins, Vincente is older, but they damn well act like twins. Both dark haired with full moustaches and beards. Hector’s a little taller but other than that, you could mistake them for twins. They’ve been running the Potosi Cartel for the last five years, since their old man died in a car explosion. Most people in the know say the brothers did it themselves, though, publicly, they blame the Zetas. Either one is a good theory. They go straight to their side of the table, with the security guys sliding in behind their respective employers. Both of them are young and buff, probably work out and shit. No weapons are permitted in the room but no one would submit to a search so they’re both likely packing.
I know I am. Conner doesn’t need to.
Hobbes doesn’t wait long to make his entrance. He hurries in, smiling, immediately followed by Conner, who’s using a different name -- Brooklyn Grey, Brooke for short. She’s wearing her usual all business suit and blouse but this time she’s got a small diamond pendant on a fine gold chain with matching earrings, the pendant sitting smack in the middle of her cleavage. If you had a hot secretary fetish, your dick would be an iron rod right now.
Neither Hobbes nor Conner … I mean Brooke … sit, but he gets right to business.
“Thank you all for coming on such short notice, though I doubt anyone objects to being in Acapulco this time of the year.”
“Get on with it, Hobbes,” grouses Carrillo.
“As you wish, Arturo. Does anyone need a drink before we start? Ms. Grey makes an outstanding Manhattan.”
No takers. “Very well. For those who have not met her, this is my personal assistant, Miss Brooklyn Grey. She will be taking notes, if no one objects.” Notes are a lot safer than electronics. There was no lack of smiles and smirking in the room when Hobbes said “PERSONAL assistant”.
“I don’t care what you have her do, Hobbes,” says Vincente. “What I want to know is, where is Cardoza?”
Hobbes smiles tightly. “Enrique decided to take an early retirement. It will be difficult to replace him. If you will all turn your attention to the screen on your left, I will begin. Ms. Grey, if you please.”
“Yes, Mr. Hobbes.” She presses a couple of buttons sitting on the table next to her. The curtains slide shut and the lights dim while a large screen drops from the ceiling, as does a projector. She flips up the screen of a laptop computer and a test pattern is immediately displayed on the screen. “Ready, Sir.”
“Thank you, Brooke. First slide, please.”
A big graphic appears on the screen, a kind of bar chart.
“Gentlemen. This would be our losses in the last several weeks due to seizures by the US government. Tijuana; four Billion, Potosi; five Billion. Myself, I lost two billion and change.”
“Where did you get these numbers?” demands Carrillo.
“Mostly the newspapers and cable news plus my contacts with the US Department of Justice. Are they wrong, Arturo?”
“Not exactly,” he grumbles. “Though I do notice that we have been hurt much more that you.”
“Luck of the draw, I assure you. Besides, I was hit first and the most seized in one single day is my record. I have hardly remained undamaged. The end result of all this is skyrocketing prices due to the same demand and lower supplies. Am I correct?”
There’s a general nodding of heads in the room.
“What we have is worth more but we don’t have enough,” says Hector.
“None of us do,” adds Moreno.
“I do,” says Hobbes. “Brooke.”
Another image appears on the screen.
“Gentlemen. This is my current inventory inside the US border, ready for distribution.”
They all stare at the screen for a few seconds before reacting.
“How ..”
“Impossible!”
“Lies!”
“All true, I assure you. Six billion at today’s prices, though when I release it, today’s prices will be a thing of the past. What was our estimate concerning prices, Brooke?”
“A minimum of a seventy five percent reduction, Mr. Hobbes. A maximum of ninety percent.”
“Very good, Brooke. And this is just what I have ready to distribute. There is more waiting to move across the border and my transportation network is fully functioning.”
“As is ours!” shouts Carrillo.
Hobbes chuckles. “Arturo, you lost two tunnels last week alone. This has been going on for almost two months. First Tijuana then Potosi, the Zetas and the Pacific Cartel, a new seizure in the news every other day. It’s become so common that the papers hardly bother to cover it anymore. And why is it happening? Each of you are turning the others in to hurt the competition. You are cutting your own throats to cut someone else’s throat deeper. It is madness!”
“And how have you avoided this ‘madness’, Hobbes?” demands Arturo.
“I was the first one injured. The others saw what happened to the prices and decided to do the same to their competitors with the idea of being the only one left standing. You all concentrated on each other, assuming I was fatally wounded. I wasn’t but didn’t feel the need to brag to the world. I kept my head down and rebuilt my supplies. I’ve had more time to recover than the rest of you and the higher prices have kept my profits intact.” Hobbes looks around the room. “I have more than enough inventory to supply my dealers … and yours.”
They all realize what that would mean.
“You know that would mean war!” cries Hector, jumping to his feet. “We will wipe you out!”
Moreno joins in. “As will we!”
“Now, now Luis, I don’t think our good friend Raymond really plans on doing that,” soothes Carrillo. “There would be no reason for this meeting if that was his plan. He would simply do it, wouldn’t you, Raymond?”
“Yes, I would. You are correct Arturo, I have something else in mind. I’ve come to believe that there is too much competition in our business. Too many people trying to take slices from the pie. Worse than that, they treat the drug trade as a way to glory or fame by the gratuitous use of violence for the sake of violence. Narco music, narco books, narco telenovelas, what’s next, narco Disneyland?”
“You do not understand the Mexican culture, Hobbes. You are Argentinean,” says Vincente.
“And I thank God I am,” answers Hobbes. “Multiculturalism is all well and good as long as it doesn’t hurt profits. We cannot afford to indulge in this macho foolishness any longer. Someone must take charge!”
It’s clear that they don’t like that ‘macho foolishness’ crack.
They look back and forth at each other before Carrillo speaks. “What are you proposing, Hobbes?”
“Our three organizations control almost sixty percent of the world’s drug trade. Sixty percent. The remaining forty percent is divided among, what, eight, ten cartels?”
“The Zetas are almost twenty percent themselves. Why aren’t they here?” asks Hector.
“Because they are the worst of the worst,” replies Hobbes. “Utter mad men! No sane human being could work with them! You, on the other hand, are reasonable men. You can read the handwriting on the wall.”
“And what does this handwriting say?” asks Carrillo.
Hobbes sits down next to Conner. “Brooke.” A picture of a coca farm is projected, then a marijuana farm, then a marijuana processing plant. Hobbes starts to talk while more pictures come and go. “My organization is vertically integrated. I control every step of the process from the plants to the street. Production, processing, transportation, storage and distribution.”
Now the pictures are of his planes, ships, and subs. Then the tunnels and warehouses. I’d never thought about how big the total operation was. When you put it all on one long slideshow, it’s pretty damn impressive. Hobbes lets a few more pictures go by then starts again.
“I have no middle men so the profits are all mine. My business is the most efficient drug cartel in history.”
The last picture is of stacks of cash in a bank vault. As it fades away, the lights come up, the screen and projector return to their spots in the ceiling and the curtains open, restoring the stunning, distracting view.
Vincente slowly, sarcastically applauds. “Wonderful, very impressive. Next meeting, I’ll bring my vacation photos. My children are extremely cute.” Hector enjoys the humor, slapping his brother on the back.
Carrillo is more serious. “I believe our good friend Raymond is making the case that his cartel is superior to ours, Vincente. Yes, very impressive, but we also make a great deal of money. We have taken a different approach but we are also successful. Who is to say which is the best way? But, I assume that we do not have to all follow the same business model to join together. That is what this is all about, is it not? You wish to create some kind of super cartel alliance with you in charge.”
“Of course he does,” snorts Vincente. “It was obvious from the start.”
Hobbes smiles broadly, looking at Carrillo then the Beltran brothers, savoring the moment.
“No, my friends, not at all. My business is for sale, lock, stock and barrels of meth. The first one who pays me twelve billion dollars gets everything. Except my home.”
Conner touches her left ear with her left index finger then taps Hobbes lightly on the forearm. He leans down and she whispers something in his ear. He quickly nods then sits up.
“I am also offering my people a generous severance package, should they not wish to work for whoever purchases my business.”
“We’re buying your equipment but there’s no one to run it? How does that make any sense?”
“Arturo, if you were to buy me out, would you want people in your organization who weren’t loyal to you? Of course not! This way, we quickly find out which of my people would become security risks for you and remove them from the business. Frankly, I expect most of them to remain in their jobs but it is best we take care of the potential problem now. The cost will be my expense.”
Carrillo nods his head in agreement. “I see … reasonable … but twelve billion dollars! We don’t have that kind of money! No one does.”
“You ask too much, Hobbes,” says Vincente. “Carrillo is right, no one can afford that price.”
“I know that each of you have almost one third of that in cash stored in the US that you’re trying to get back across the border. I’ll take it and credit it at face value, not a discounted laundered price. As for the rest … you have banks across Mexico that you control. A loan against the future profits is hardly unreasonable. Careful management of the inventory could practically pay the entire purchase price itself, the other assts would be nearly free!”
The other cartels are in shock. Whatever they thought was going to happen here today, a garage sale wasn’t one of ‘em.
“What happens if neither of us buys you out?” asks Hector.
“I will have no choice but to release my inventory on to the market and keep doing so until the price is driven into the toilet and I control the American drug market. Yes, there will be an expensive, destructive war, but in the end, economics wins and there will be peace and prosperity. My peace, my prosperity. Or it can be your peace and your prosperity. All for only twelve billion dollars.”
“Only!” Hector snorts.
“Raymond,” says Carrillo, “You know that none of us here can make such a decision on our own. You may have sole control of your organization but neither of us does. We have others we must consult.”
Conner again touches her left ear then touches Hobbes’ arm. After a brief, quiet consult, Hobbes looks up, smiling.
“I understand. I had forgotten how difficult it is to be a member of a group. Would an hour break be adequate?”
“Yes, certainly for me,” answers Carrillo.
“An hour is fine,” adds Vincente.
“Then it is agreed, gentlemen. We will reconvene in an hour. Remember to tell your associates, this is a rare opportunity to acquire enormous market share without spilling one drop of blood. Such an opportunity is a once in a lifetime event.”
The others file out followed by their guards. Hobbes turns to Conner.
“How do you think things are going … Ms. Grey?”
She picks up her note pad. “Let’s talk upstairs.”
I follow them to the elevator and we ride together up to the top floor. Riley and Jackson meet us as the door opens, both armed with AR-15s. Conner marches off with Hobbes following closely behind. I can tell the guys have questions but I can’t say anything. I just shrug and have a seat.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Patricia thought it was best if I came with her to Acapulco, particularly since I was supposed to be dead. We had imposed on Randi’s goodwill long enough. Hobbes had put us up at a swanky hotel while he and Patricia planned this conference. I tried to stay away from Hobbes as much as possible but some contact was inevitable. Needless to say, it was uncomfortable, at best. He knew who I really was and why I did what I did. My head is still bandaged where Lipscomb shot me, though my burns are healing.
Patricia goes out of her way to keep me informed as to what’s going on and she spends her free time with me. It’s unfortunate that Gretchen can’t be told the truth. She still believes we’re missing. Naturally, she’s still very worried about what happened to us but Patricia is convinced that she needs to be kept in the dark, at least for now. She says that there are too many loose ends that need to be tied up before she’s ready to go back to being Patricia Conner, though she won’t say what kind of life she’s talking about.
What’s going to happen to us? Lipscomb’s still out there and who knows what he’s told the police about us, other than I’m dead. I don’t know what Patricia and I are going to do after this thing with Hobbes is finished. She’s clearly changed and can’t go back to the way things were. Thomas is dead and he was the only one who knew how to take care of Patricia’s body. Ignoring the changes in her brain, how much longer can she physically continue? But I can’t ignore what’s happened to her brain.
She still seems to act the way she did before the nanites rewired everything but it’s just that … an act. Sometimes, when she doesn’t know I’m around, she relaxes. The difference is subtle but it’s there. I think she does it so I won’t worry. Like we don’t have too many things to worry about already.
I’m in the atrium, enjoying the sun, when Patricia comes in, followed closely by Hobbes.
“How’d it go, honey?”
“As best as could be expected. Mr. Hobbes did a good job of selling it.”
He bows in appreciation. “Your slide show helped a lot, Jessica. I was impressed and I’d seen it twice before.”
They’d asked for my help in crafting their presentation, wanted my professional opinion as to what images and sequence created the greatest impression of power and success. It wasn’t that difficult and kept me busy. Patricia likely could have done it herself. I’m afraid that there’s little she couldn’t do now … for good or ill.
“What’s the next step, Patricia?”
“They’re consulting with their other members. Neither group can afford for the other to buy out Mr. Hobbes; the buyer becomes the dominant cartel in the world. Likewise, neither can afford twelve billion dollars, not cash on the barrel head. They haven’t got it and it wouldn’t be easy to raise. When we reconvene, they’ll try to talk the price down.”
“But we won’t budge, will we … Ms. Grey.”
“Just a little, Mr. Hobbes. To prove we aren’t unreasonable, but the price will still be too high for one cartel. If they haven’t figured it out for themselves by then, we’ll suggest that they join forces. Carrillo is a cagey one; he may beat us to the punch. If they do decide to join forces, that’s when it gets tricky. Now, there’s no bidding war. All we have is the threat to destroy the market and drive them both out of business.”
“That seems to be a powerful argument on your side, honey.”
“It is. We’ll just have to squeeze as much money out of them as possible. If you don’t have anything else you need from me Mr. Hobbes, I’d like to get some rest.”
“No! Not at all! By all means.”
“Thank you. I’ll be in my room if anyone needs me.”
Patricia strides out of the atrium, vigorous and purposeful, not appearing tired at all but I know how hard she’s worked these past few weeks. Both Hobbes and I watch as she goes.
“Remarkable” Hobbes mutters.
“How so?” I know why I think it; I want to know why he does.
“All the work that she has done, all the planning. Never once has she asked me to pay her. If this works, I become a multi-billionaire, one of the richest men on the planet. And yet, she has asked for nothing.”
“Don’t remind me. Have you offered her anything?”
He looks away. “No. I haven’t.”
“Maybe she thinks you’ll be fair with her.”
“She has not discussed it with you?”
“Not once. I’m more interested in putting you all out of business, one way or another. What she’s interested in is hard to say.”
CHAPTER SIXTY EIGHT
“Hobbes, you must be reasonable! Eleven billion dollars is just impossible. You could not raise that kind of money and you are supposed to be bigger and more successful than either of us!”
“I have already reduced my asking price, Carrillo, though it is worth every cent of twelve billion. My inventory alone …”
“So YOU say!” cries Hector. “Why should we trust you?”
Hobbes sighes. “We have already covered this Beltran. The winning bidder will have a chance to inspect whatever he wishes, do whatever inventory check he wants before I am paid. The money will be in escrow in the Bahamas. Your satisfaction guaranteed.”
“Well, we are not satisfied. Four and a half billion is our final offer,” says Vincente. “It does not matter what it is worth, we can raise no more money.”
“Nor can we, Raymond,” said Carrillo, regretfully.
Hobbes smiles. “If I did not know better, I would suspect collusion. Are you willing to risk your futures on a coin flip, gentlemen? Assuming I would even accept such pitiful offers, if neither of you can do any better, then it would be random chance as to who wins the day. Are you ready to accept that fate? If I were you, I would …”
Conner touches her ear again and taps Hobbes arm. They’ve done this dance at least four times since the start of the second meeting twenty minutes ago. The other two guards are looking bored. They huddle and whisper back and forth for over a minute before Hobbes straightens up.
“It has been suggested … by Ms. Grey, of course,” Hobbes gestures towards Conner with an open palm, “That there is perhaps a compromise position that may solve all our problems. The winning bidder will control the major share of the world drug trade but not all of it. The losing bidder remains a formidable opponent, not to mention the lunatic Zetas and all the small fry. What if the winning bidder could control nearly seventy percent of the world market? Such a near monopoly could soon become a complete monopoly with a little work and clear planning. Eleven billion for a monopoly is a fair price.”
“What are you saying?” askes Carrillo.
“The Potosi and Tijuana cartels should join forces. Combine your money and resources, pay me my eleven billion dollars, use the inventory to destroy the competition and rule the world,” answered Hobbes.
Carrillo lookes towards the Beltran brothers, thoughtfully scratching his chin. “That is something I had not considered.”
“Neither had we,” addes Vincente, a little too quickly and eagerly. “It never crossed our minds, did it Hector?”
“Never! I swear!” Hector chimes.
Yeah. Of course.
“Then we should all thank Ms. Grey for thinking of it, shouldn’t we?” says Hobbes.
“Yes, certainly,” says Carrillo. “A brilliant suggestion from such a lovely young woman.”
“Agreed!” enthuses Vincente.
“Wonderful! Would you both consider it?”
They others look at each other for a few seconds before Carrillo speaks.
“I, for one, would be willing to discuss it, if you are willing, Vincente.”
“There is no harm in talking, Aurturo.”
Hobbes claps his hands together. “Excellent! We will leave the room, to give you an opportunity to talk, a neutral ground, so to speak. There are secure phones next to the bar if you need to talk with your compatriots.” He reaches into his pants pocket, fishes around for a couple of seconds, then pulls out a small device that looks something like a garage door opener. “This is a pager. Push the large button and I will return. I’ll be on my floor until you call.”
Hobbes sits the pager in the middle of the conference table and then we leave. Just as the door closes behind us, Conner stops, pulls a small rectangular box from her suit coat pocket that matched the one Hobbes left on the table. She pressed a button. It squawks for a moment, then I could clearly hear voices.
“Did you see what the girl does? Every time, she touches her ear, like there’s an ear piece, then she touches Hobbes and they talk.”
“What are you suggesting, Hector?”
“I don’t think Cardoza has taken any kind of retirement. He’s using the girl to talk with Hobbes. They think that if we believe he’s no longer around, we’ll all relax. You know he has been the power behind the throne for years.”
“Perhaps you’re right, Hector. How does that change anything?”
“Cardoza would not think twice about putting our prices into the toilet.”
That’s one way to bug a room.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The Potosi and Tijuana Cartels had already decided to work together, splitting Hobbes’ business between them, hence the agreed upon price of four and a half billion dollars. It doesn’t appear to be a complete merger but close enough for my purposes. The real question is how hard can I push them on price? In theory, they each had about four billion to start so doubling that gets me eight billion. Can I realistically get more for Hobbes? Maybe not directly. And not without some help.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
They buzzed Hobbes five minutes ago and everyone is back in the conference room.
“Raymond,” says Carrillo. “We have taken Brooke’s suggestion to heart and agreed to an alliance between the cartels. Unfortunately, together, we can only offer seven billion dollars. Take it or leave it.”
Hobbes looks left and right, then at Conner, who nods her head once.
“My friends, this is my final offer. It is not a negotiating ploy or a game of some kind. This is my bottom line. Ten billion dollars in two installments. Eight billion now and Two billion in a year. Plus interest at four percent. If that is not agreed to, then we will let the market declare the winners. Do you wish to discuss it among yourselves?”
Carrillo stares at Hobbes with narrowed eyes, then glances at the Beltrans, who nod their heads in unison.
“We will discuss it.”
Hobbes returns his “pager” to the center of the table and we troop out again.
Conner has the receiver out as soon as we turn the corner.
“We can’t afford ten billion.”
“We won’t have to. We pay the eight now and nothing in a year.”
“What do you mean, Arturo?”
“What can he do about it? We will control his troops, his empire. He has nothing to force us to pay. What will he do, sue us?”
We can hear the laughter without the receiver. Conner turns it off.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Then it is agreed,” says Hobbes. “Eight billion paid into an escrow account in a mutually agreed bank, to be released after an inspection of my assets to make certain they are as advertised. After one year, an additional two billion plus four percent interest is to be paid direct to an account of my choosing.”
“Yes, Raymond. That is our agreement,” answers Carrillo.
Conner touchs her ear and taps Hobbes’ arm. Everyone else in the room froze. After consulting, Hobbes sits up.
“Thank you, Brooke. A very good point. Gentlemen, Ms. Grey has raised a minor but I believe important issue. If you were paying one payment and we were done, it wouldn’t matter, but since I am relying on the future success of your business for the payment of the balance of the ten billion dollars, it is only fair that I also inspect your assets, to assess your credit worthiness, as it were.”
“Are you saying you don’t trust us?!” Moreno yells.
“If I did not trust you, Luis, we would not have reached this agreement but you demand an inspection of what you are buying before you pay for it and that is a reasonable demand. Likewise, I am, in essence, a silent partner with all of you until the balance is paid in a year. It is hardly unreasonable that I know who I am getting in bed with. It is you who need that year to raise the money. I am entitled to an inspection and an opportunity to determine if I believe you will actually be able to pay me.”
“Let him see what he wants,” says Hector. “It means nothing!”
“I agree,” says Vincente.
Hobbes turns towards Carrillo.
“Arturo?”
Carrillo looks at Hobbes but he’s watching Conner, who’s just sitting there with a completely bland, if not slightly bored, expression on her face. Something is worrying him but he can’t put his finger on it. Finally, he shakes it off and answers.
“You are right, Raymond, it is a minor thing.”
“NO! Arturo! How can you allow …”
“Quiet Luis! It is only fair. We are all laying our cards on the table. There shall be no secrets, eh Raymond?”
“Yes, Arturo, no secrets.”
There was some final haggling over how long each side had to do the inspections. They finally settle on ten days and exchanged contact numbers. Hobbes produces some champagne from behind the bar and there’s a lot of toasting and handshakes before Conner breaks it up, reminding everyone that the wives’ daytrip is about to end and they will all be back to the Hotel in a few minutes. Spas and shopping. The men need to find out the damages.
Hobbes is the last to leave and he’s all smiles and back slaps. He even grabs my hand and wallops me on the back in the elevator, thanking me for all I have done and that my loyalty will not be forgotten. When the door opens on our floor, he positively dances out the door.
I had to know.
“Conner, can I talk with you. Just a sec.”
“Sure. Mr. Hobbes, I’ll be with you in a few.”
“No rush, Patricia. I am retired. Plenty of time on my hands.”
I lead Conner to a secluded room on a back hallway and close the door.
“I don’t get it.”
“Get what, Henry?”
“Hobbes knows he’s not getting that second payment. He’s getting screwed out of two billion dollars and doesn’t seem to care!”
“They didn’t have ten billion. They barely had eight. This way, we get to see everything they both have, their factories, their farms, their planes, ships, subs and tunnels. Their warehouses and distribution networks. We already know what Hobbes is selling them and where that is. Once we’re all done, I will know practically every major drug production and delivery asset in the world.”
“And what’ll you do with that information?”
“Hand it over to the Feds and Hobbes collects ten percent for helping destroy the drug trade across the world. Hobbes’ cut will probably be a couple billion after all … if they’re smart.”
She’s got all the angles figured out. They won’t know what hit ‘em. Amazing.
“What’s this severance pay thing?”
“This is everybody’s second chance. You want out? You get three years salary, up front. You have to leave the drug trade to qualify but this gives you enough money to escape, if that’s what you want to do.”
“Does that apply to …”
“Guards? Yeah, it does. Though, with Hobbes out of the business, technically, so are the guards, if they decide to stay on. Here’s your chance, Henry, to start a new life, if that’s what you want.”
“What do you get out of all this?”
“Redemption.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We didn’t stay in Acapulco for very long after the meeting. Flying home on Hobbes’ private jet, we’re in Miami the next day, using the new IDs provided by Hobbes. I’m now Jessica Grey and Patricia is Brooklyn Grey. We’re still mother and daughter, though Patricia is twenty two instead of seventeen. She’s been dressing and acting older. I assume she still remembers most everything from her life as Peter Harris so that shouldn’t be very difficult for her.
Hobbes has put us up in a small, secluded office building he owns and Patricia starts work on finalizing the sale. She spends her days contacting Hobbes’ people all around the world and scheduling the required inspections. Hobbes wants to handle the money transfer himself. Patricia doesn’t object, she wants the information from the inspections.
I don’t have anything to do so I spend my time making the space a little more home like. Patricia doesn’t think we should come in from the cold until after we’ve dealt with Lipscomb. She hasn’t said exactly what she plans to do but I made her promise that I would be there when she does.
Six days after we got back, Patricia walks into the office I set up as a living room. I was watching a movie online. She drops into a chair and tosses a DVD case onto my lap.
“That’s it.”
I pick it up and open it. There’s an unlabeled DVD+R disc in the case.
“That’s everything?”
“Absolutely everything, even their list of bribed officials and cops.”
“How did you get that?”
“They got Hobbes’ list. We agreed to an equal swap. I’ll deliver this to Hobbes later today and he can collect his money.”
“Eight. Billion. Dollars. It doesn’t seem fair that he walks away with that kind of money, scot-free.”
“You’re right, it isn’t, but we both know that life isn’t fair. It takes him out of the game though, along with Gretchen, Henry, Lou and the rest of the guys. What he does with his second chance is up to him.”
“He doesn’t deserve a second chance.”
“Maybe not, but it’s for the greater good. That disc in your hand could lead to the total disruption of the world-wide drug trade in a year. And we wouldn’t have it without the deal Hobbes got. If we’re lucky, Potosi and Tijuana will wipe out the smaller cartels before their deal falls apart and they start fighting among themselves.”
“Do you really think that will happen?”
“Potosi and Tijuana fighting each other? There’s no doubt about it. Carrillo might be able to take control of Potosi but I doubt it. The two of them should decimate the competition before they try to kill each other though. If the timing’s right, the Feds should be able to take both of them out of business before things get too bad. The real question is, how long can they prevent the next super cartel from developing?”
“You don’t sound optimistic, Patricia.”
“I’m not. As long as there’s a demand, there will always be a supplier. The only question is at what price. If the world’s governments are motivated, coordinated, united and smart, they may be able to delay the inevitable ten or fifteen years. If they aren’t …”
“Which is the reality as of today.”
“Then it’ll be less than five years. Five bloody years.”
“So … what have we accomplished here?”
“The same as for everyone, a second chance to get it right. With the current get tough policies, no one will even consider demand reduction until there’s supply reduction. We’ll give them their supply reduction. The next move is theirs.”
Patricia pulls her legs up and pulls off the heels she’s been wearing, rubbing her feet with both hands, eyes closed. After several minutes, she brings her knees up to her chest, hugging them, slowly rocking forward and back in her chair.
“Sweetie … is there something wrong?”
“No mom … I’m fine … I’m …” She pauses for almost half a minute. “Mom?”
“Yes, honey?”
“What am I?”
I’ve been waiting for this. Still don’t know what to do about it. “Why do you ask?”
“Why do I ask? I put that DVD together. I can tell you exactly what is on there … word for word. Is that normal?”
“Some people have abnormally good memories …”
“Do some people have the memories of two different people in their heads, plus about a pound of silicon? Oh, don’t forget the little robots circulating through my body. They were originally just in my brain but a few escaped after one of my concussions and they’ve replicated. Now they’re everywhere.”
“My GOD! Patricia, are you alright?!”
“Probably. I still have a certain amount of control over them. They mostly just do routine maintenance. How many people can say that?”
“None that I know.”
“Which means that I’m not people.”
“What?”
“People. A person … human.”
“Honey, you can’t think that.”
“Why not? There’s no one like me out there, nothing like me. I’m totally unique. How could I possibly be human?”
She rubs tears from her eyes with the back of her hand but they don’t stop. I jump up and hurry to her side, sitting on the arm of the chair while I reach out and hug her.
“Patricia … of course you’re human. You’re as human as I am. People for centuries have used technology to improve or save their lives. Eyeglasses, contacts, hearing aids, all just simple tools.”
“My brain isn’t just a tool. I can’t take it off and sit it on the nightstand next to the bed.”
“Alright, alright … what about pacemakers or insulin pumps? They don’t come out at night. You remove them and the person dies. Are they not human? What about artificial hearts?”
“There aren’t any permanent artificial hearts yet.”
“But there will be … someday. Does the first recipient of a permanent heart replacement cease to be human when they switch the heart on?”
The tears slow.
“No … I guess not.”
“Of course they’re still human. And so are you. You’re just the first person to get the technology. Who knows, ten years from now, nanites and brain implants could be as common as nose jobs and breast implants.”
She laughs softly then gets serious again. “What about Peter Harris, Jenny Jo Hamilton and Patricia the computer program? All three of us put in a blender and frapped.”
I caress her cheek with the back of my right hand.
“What happened to you, sweetie, was a terrible accident. No one wanted it to happen. You have an extraordinary will to survive. It all might have killed you, but it didn’t … you wouldn’t let it. I can’t tell you how happy I am that you’re here. As you’re so fond of pointing out, life is choices. You made your choice. The end result was a beautiful, talented, intelligent, young woman. A human woman … who’s sometimes a big pain in the ass. You can’t be anymore human than that, Patricia.”
She sighs, looks up at me and smiles.
“Thanks, Mom … I needed that.”
“Anytime.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Something is up.
No one will talk to me about it but I know when something big is happening around here. Father is scarce, the guards are on the alert, you can feel the tension in everyone. Normally I wouldn’t care but anything that takes attention away from looking for Patty is not acceptable.
Father knows something but he’s not telling. Lately, whenever I ask about what he’s doing to find her, he says everything that he can but that I shouldn’t worry, that she’s a smart girl and can take care of herself.
Of course she’s a smart girl! Everyone knows that! But bad things can happen to any girl, smart or dumb.
Nobody else has had any luck either. Nothing in the daily police reports, no tips from the website that Cassie and Debbie put together, zip from the Facebook page, other than a lot of sympathy messages … and a few really crappy anonymous ones. If I could prove who sent those, I’d track them down and have a talk with whoever the hell did it. Sick bastards.
Through it all, Gary’s been my rock. He’s probably tired of me talking about Patty all the time but he’s soooo understanding. He and some of his teammates have even gone around to different stores and other places putting up flyers, “Have you seen this girl” type things. He couldn’t be more supportive. Terri keeps telling me that he’s a good catch. I can’t think about things like that, not until I find out what happened to Patty -- good or bad.
CHAPTER SIXTY NINE
Hobbes was paid yesterday. I was at the house when the confirmation came in from the bank. Gretchen was at school. I’ve hated keeping her in the dark but too many people know I’m missing and I can’t afford for the world to know I’m back just yet. There are a couple of loose ends that need to be tied up before I can officially return. Until then, Gretchen can’t know anything.
Hobbes was absolutely giddy, making all sorts of plans. First thing he said he’s going to do is visit the old ranch owned by his great uncle. He wanted Gretchen to see it and meet that side of the family. He planned to invest in the ranch, restore it to its former glory. He’ll settle down in a few weeks. Freedom can be intoxicating.
I’m far from free yet.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I promised Mom that she could be there when I confronted Lipscomb. I didn’t promise that she’d actually be in the room when I did it.
I know she’s got just as much a beef with him as I do, maybe more, but she’s got no experience with this kinda thing. She might freeze at a crucial moment or balk at doing what needed to be done. Mom’s just a regular person. There’s no reason that she should have to get her hands dirty cleaning up this mess.
It’s amazing what I can “remember” about Lipscomb’s plans now. If I had this recall from the start, we’d be talking about a totally different situation. Matthews would still be alive for one thing. So would Peter Harris.
And Hobbes would still be a drug dealer. Just because I was able to make lemonade out of lemons doesn’t mean Danny Boy gets away with it.
I’d been casing his condo for the last two days, making sure he was there and that he was alone. He didn’t go out much so I’m just going to have to force my way in and take him at gun point. I’m really going to miss this little .22. It is very sweet, but I can’t afford to keep a gun with two recent killings attached to it. They might not find his body in the Everglades but I can’t count on it.
Mom drove the van. It’s a rental in her “Jessica Grey” identity. We won’t need the aliases in a couple weeks, if we’re lucky. We’ve been sitting outside Lipscomb’s place for the last half-hour. Mom yawns and I check my watch. 1:18 in the morning. Time to move. I grab my black shoulder bag and pop the door open.
“You stay right here, Mom. We talked about this. You stay in the van until I bring Lipscomb out, swing around to the front of the building, we get in and you drive away. Simple and straight forward.”
“What if you have trouble?”
“Then you head for home. Let me deal with it.”
She reaches into the brown paper bag beside her and pulled out the double barrel .410 I had given her earlier.
“I can’t leave you if there’s trouble, not now.”
I reach out and push the gun down and out of sight.
“MOTHER! Put that away! Someone may see it! There won’t be any trouble. Lipscomb’s probably asleep and I’ve checked out the locks on some of the empty condos. I can pick them, eazy peazy. The bolt cutters will take care of any chains on the door. Once I’m in, it’ll only take a few minutes for me to roust Lipscomb, hustle him downstairs and out the door.”
“What if he won’t cooperate?”
“You know Danny Boy. He’ll do anything to keep talking, figures he can talk his way out of any situation if he gets enough time. Cooperating buys him that time. He’ll play along until it’s too late. Stay here and keep that howitzer out of sight.”
I jump out, closing the van door quietly behind me. Running around the front of the van, I pause to let some traffic pass. Mom drops her window as I wait.
“Be careful, Patricia,” she hisses. I wave and nod before sprinting across the road to the building’s entrance.
There should be an electric security lock that prevents just anyone off the street from walking in but it’s broken. I broke it yesterday. I scoot in and pause to check out the lobby.
No one around. Lipscomb’s on the fifth floor. I hurry over to the stairwell and push open the door, pausing first to check for the sounds of anybody else and then to check to make sure I’ve got all my equipment ... the lock picks, the folding bolt cutters and the silenced .22 mag. Everything being in its place, I quietly climb the stairs, hesitating at each floor, checking for activity.
There is none. I enter the fifth floor, again checking for any kind of activity. Dead silent. It only takes a moment to reach his door and unlock it. Slowly turning the doorknob, it clicks open and I swing the door into the room until pulled to a stop by a chain. The bolt cutter makes quick work of that and I close the door quietly behind me and pull my gun.
The only light in the room was from the fish tank. So, he stayed with the fish tank. It’s very impressive. I tap the glass side of the enormous tank twice with the barrel of my gun and then collapse to the floor, all control of my body gone.
I keep breathing and can see but can’t move, can’t speak. I dropped the gun as I fell and my hand is only inches away but I can’t make it move even a fraction of an inch. I hear footsteps approaching.
“Aaaahhh, there you are. Hoped it was you. I’d thank Thomas if I could. This really worked well.”
I can hear Lipscomb but can’t move my head to look at him. What is he talking about, what worked well? This isn’t part of the Balancer, it’s gone. I hear him move closer to me, then his shoes move into my line of vision. His hand reaches down and picks up the gun.
“Nice. Very nice. Good workmanship. No serial numbers. Bet you had this hidden good and deep. Shame you won’t be using it on me.” He grabs my shoulders, pulls me upright and leans me against a couch, my butt on the ground, my shoulders resting against the seat cushion. A pillow is placed next to my head, propping it up. Lipscomb has a seat opposite me, my gun in his right hand, a small blue box with a black push button and a red flashing LED in his left and a big grin on his stupid face. “I knew that this would come in handy.” He fingers the box, rocking it in the palm of his hand. “You probably want to know what it is.”
Of course I do, you ass! And you can’t resist telling me.
“Thomas called it the Neutralizer. I just told him what I wanted but he couldn’t resist naming it. After my time in the Construct, I saw the potential problems if we lost control. Matthews assured me the Balancer was enough but I insisted on a failsafe. I realized that a man with your experience could exploit the situation. I couldn’t risk having you in there without some kind of off switch so Thomas, reluctantly, installed an electric disrupter at the base of your skull. It has an electric pulse of some kind which disrupts the signals getting to your spinal cord. Frankly, I don’t know all the details but Thomas assured me it would do the job. It appears he was right.”
Lipscomb chuckles quietly, sounding relieved. “I don’t mind telling you that I’ve been pushing this button at every creak and groan I’ve heard in the last few days, all false alarms until tonight.”
He stands up, slips my gun into his pants waist at his back and walks to the door. “Now, I’ve got to do something with you. There’s a part of me that would like to have a little fun first … I’ve been cooped up in here for some time, but Cardoza made that mistake and he’s dead now. That kind of thing really kills the mood. So, you just stay right there. I’ll bring my car around to the elevator in the basement parking garage, bring up a body bag I’ve got stashed in it, stuff you in and we’ll be off.” He examines the cut chain for a second then opens the door.
“Hello, Daniel.”
Lipscomb freezes, his hands away from his body at his waist. He slowly backs into the room and away from the door, mom pushing him with her sawed off shotgun against his chest.
“Jessica! How … how did you? Uhhhhh … thank … Thank God! You survived! It was all Hobbes’ idea! He made me …”
“SHUT UP, LIPSCOMB!” she hisses, kicking the door shut behind her, then she looks down at me then back up at Lipscomb, who has his hands raised next to his shoulders.
“I can explain this, Jessica,” he says, smoothly. “Peter was trying to …”
“Open your mouth.”
“What?”
“Open your God damn lying mouth, Lipscomb!”
Lipscomb paused a second but she poked him in the chest with the twin barrels. He opened his mouth.
She poked him in the chest again. “Wider.” This time, he opened his mouth as widely as possible. She stuffed the barrels of her gun in it and he involuntarily clamped down on them. “Now, Dan, I’m going to ask you some simple questions, I want a nod yes or no as an answer. You don’t answer, I pull the triggers. You got that?”
He nodded yes.
“Good. Did you do this to Patricia?”
He nodded no.
“Do you know what happened to her?”
Again, no.
“Can you fix her?”
A third no. She raises the barrels, forcing Lipscomb up on his toes.
“If that’s all true, I don’t have any use for you, Lipscomb. See you in Hell.”
He starts to nod no wildly.
“Do you wish to amend your answers to the last questions?”
He vigorously nods yes. Mom smiles.
“I thought you might. Can you fix her?”
He glances down at me but doesn’t answer. Mom pulls a hammer back with her thumb. He nods yes. She eases the hammer back down.
“Do it. And I don’t have to remind you what happens if you try anything funny.”
Lipscomb slowly bends at the knees, straining to reach for the blue box, which is sitting on a coffee table where he had left it. Mom follows him down, the shotgun never budging from his mouth. He finally reaches it with the tips of his fingers on his left hand. He quickly scoops it up and pushes the button with his thumb. The red light stops flashing. Immediately, my control is restored. I lift my hands and flex my fingers, then my arms at the shoulder, then elbow.
Mom glances my way. “Are you alright, honey?”
I slowly stand up, testing muscles as I move. “Yeah. I think I am. Thanks, mom.”
“You’re welcome. As for you, Daniel, do you remember the last thing you said to me before pulling the trigger was ‘sorry, Jessica’?”
His eyes grow wary as he barely nods yes.
“Good. I’m not.”
She pulls both triggers and there’s a muffled boom as the back of Lipscombs’ head blows out, spraying blood and brains against the wall behind him just before he drops to the floor in a heap.
“MOTHER!! Why did you DO that?! I told you that I‘d take care of him!
She wipes the bloody barrels on Daniel’s shirt. “I couldn’t let him get away with it. Killing Matthews, killing Peter, shooting me. You weren’t there, I was. I couldn’t stop him then. I had to now.”
“I wasn’t going to let him get away with anything … Aww CRIPE! We can’t discuss this now, someone may have heard that shot and called the cops. We might not have much time. I’ll find the hard drives, you collect the diamonds.”
“Why do we need the hard drives? We already have the information.”
“Yes, but we don’t want the police to get them, they’re our get out of jail free cards.”
“Aren’t there supposed to be copies in the hands of someone else in case he dies?”
“You just thought about that NOW?! He was bluffing. Lipscomb never planned on losing control of those drives, he never trusted anyone other than himself.”
“How do you know that?”
“It was his plan from Day One, the details of which are still in my mind. You get the diamonds.”
“Where are they?”
I point to the fish tank. “In there.”
She turns and looks at the tank. “What kind of fish are those?”
“Piranha … and he keeps them hungry.”
“How am I supposed to do this?”
“We could just shoot out the glass but that might attract even more attention so we’ll do it his way.”
I hurry over to the smaller tank with goldfish, scoop up two with the short net hanging there and grab a large rectangular piece of Plexiglas that was under the base holding the large tank. I drop the goldfish in the far left hand side of the tank, immediately drawing the attention of the four dozen or so piranha, which swarm the helpless goldfish. As soon as they are all concentrated at the left end of the tank, I slide the Plexiglas into two channels on either of the long sides of the tank and push it down into the water, dividing the tank into two sections, one much smaller but now holding all the piranha.
Mom nods her head. “Not bad. You knew how to do that because …”
“All part of the plan. Get something from the kitchen and unload the diamonds.”
“I don’t see anything big enough in that tank to hold fifty million dollars worth of diamonds.”
“It’s the gravel in the bottom of the tank. Hurry! I need to find that box of hard drives and then we’ll have to deal with the body, if we have time.”
“What are you going to do with the body?”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I got the call around 2:37 in the afternoon. Apparently there was some delay in informing my office that Lipscomb’s body had been discovered. I arrived at the scene just as the Coroner’s wagon was pulling away. I thought about stopping it to confirm the identity of the body but decided it wasn’t necessary, at least for now.
There were still a lot of local cops around, keeping the curious at bay. FBI was there too, not surprising since Daniel was a Federal Prosecutor. I had to flash my ID several times before finally reaching the apartment.
There were two techs with nets, trying to catch and bag fish in a red tinted fish tank that had to be at least one hundred gallons, maybe more. There was water all over the floor. Other techs were dusting for prints and doing other crime scene stuff. I haven’t been to an actual crime scene in years. I step up to the nearest plain clothes cop.
“I’m Walter Tyson, head of the Federal Prosecutor’s office. Who’s in charge here?”
He points to an average size black woman who is examining the tank.
“Thanks.”
I walk over to her but she introduces herself before I get a chance to say anything.
“Detective Robin Armstrong. Daniel Lipscomb was one of yours?”
“Yes. What happened here?”
“Was he working on any particularly important cases?”
“Not at the moment, Detective. What happened here, if you please?”
She flipped through her notebook. “Dispatch got a 911 call, anonymous naturally, about a disturbance. The officers who investigated found water outside in the hallway coming from this condo. No one responded so they entered and found Mr. Lipscomb’s body half stuffed in the fish tank along with forty seven very full piranha. His body was … wait a sec. Hillary? Bring your camera. See for yourself, Mr. Tyson.”
A young woman in a jumpsuit handed me her camera and pushed a few buttons until a picture was displayed on the screen in the back. Then another photo. And another. And another. It was all I could do to keep from throwing up in front of the two women.
Daniel’s naked body, at least I assume it was his body, was pushed halfway into the tank, bent at the waist over the short end on the right. From the waist down, he had been tied to a chair with electrical cords to raise him up enough to get the rest of him in the tank. The rest of him … was a skeleton. Bright, white and clean, except for the bloody water it was immersed in.
“Was he alive when …”
“We don’t think so” answered the tech. “See the wall over there?” I look where she’s pointing. “There’s a lot of blood and flesh there, mostly brain. And see … excuse me.” She takes the camera from me and scrolls through some more gruesome pictures, stopping and handing it back to me. “See the missing parts at the back of the skull? First impression is that it was blown off, likely a shotgun of some kind since there’s no single bullet hole, at least we haven’t found it yet. Those little fish did a nice job of cleaning the bones.”
“Thanks, Hillary.”
“Sure thing, Detective. Any time.” She returns to documenting the scene.
“Sorry about that, Mr. Tyson. The techs are a little narrow in their perspective, if you know what I mean.”
“I understand. I’ve seen worse.” But not by much. “Anybody hear or see anything?”
“Not much from the neighbors. There was some kind of noise early this morning after 1:00 a.m. but no one bothered to report anything. It’s that kind of neighborhood.”
“I get it, so the anonymous 911 was likely by the killers.”
“Good chance of that. What I don’t understand was stuffing a dead guy in the piranha tank. It wasn’t to hide his ID, his pants were right there, wallet in the back pocket, driver’s license, federal ID card, the whole nine yards.”
“Anything taken?”
“Not that we can tell. Place wasn’t tossed. There was some stuff laying around. No worse than your average bachelor condo, better than most. Lipscomb wasn’t gay, was he?”
“Far from it.”
“Maybe he was just naturally neat. You have any idea why he was killed?”
“Yes. A very good one.”
“Care to share?”
“Not at this time.”
“One of THOSE cases.”
“Something like that. The FBI will be wanting everything you have. We’ll be assuming jurisdiction as soon as possible. Killing a Federal Prosecutor in the line of duty is a federal offense.”
“You’re welcome to it. Got plenty on my plate. You asked if something was missing … I don’t know … it’s odd.”
“What’s odd, Detective?”
“You have fish as a kid?”
“No, bulldog. Your point?”
“I had fish, Neon Tetras. Where’s the gravel in that tank?”
“Gravel?”
“Every fish tank I can ever recall seeing had little colored pebbles in the bottom. Sometimes multicolored, sometimes one color, sometimes natural tones, but always something. Where’s the gravel from that tank?”
“Is it required?”
“Don’t know, but it’s always there.”
“Are you suggesting my man was killed over fish tank gravel?”
“All’s I’m saying is that it’s odd. Your FBI experts can decide if it’s important.”
“We’ll take it under advisement, Detective.”
CHAPTER SEVENTY
I hadn’t slept well the last two nights. Daniel Lipscomb’s death kept replaying in my dreams. I didn’t have second thoughts. The man deserved to die; several times over. He’d killed twice, attempted a third and would have killed Patricia if I hadn’t given in to my desire for vengeance and been there when he opened the door to his condo.
But even a righteous shooting can cause sleepless nights, at least that’s what Patricia says. She wanders in to our kitchenette after I’d been there for about ten minutes, sipping store bought instant hot chocolate after waking in the dead of night. Stretching and yawning, she ambles over to the counter, grabs a packet of cocoa, tears it open, dumps it in a foam cup, adds hot water from the coffee pot and stirs it while shuffling over to the table, dropping into the seat. She takes a sip then grimaces.
“Welcome to my world, mom. You should have let me do it.”
“I saved your life.”
“You did, and I’ve thanked you. Several times. Thanks again. But, after saving my life, you should have let me handle it. You’d be asleep right now if you had.”
“I’ll be fine.”
“Eventually, but it’ll take awhile. You ever want to talk about it, let me know. I’ve seen a lot of shrinks.”
“I’ll think about your generous offer. Why didn’t you remember the Neutralizer?”
“Because it wasn’t requested by Lipscomb until after he had spent his time in Patricia’s head. I can’t remember what wasn’t there. It did remind me that I’m not untouchable.”
“Or infallible. What are you going to do about it?”
She sips and grimaces again. “Already taken care of. I sent the nanites. It’s gone. But not forgotten. Please, from now on, let me do the dirty work.”
“Honey, we’re in this together. I can’t let you get hurt anymore. I’m your mother. It’s my job.”
“Not yet, it’s not. We’ve got one more loose end to tie up and then we’ll pull a Lazarus. You can be mom and I can be your loving daughter. And that loose end is all mine.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I don’t recognize him at all.
Father’s been acting completely different since he came back from his trip. No reading reports during breakfast, no lengthy meetings during the weekends, no secret phone conversations, no long talks with Enrique … no Enrique at all. I haven’t seen him in days. That’s not unusual, he goes on trips by himself a lot but everyone talks about him while he’s gone. This time … not a peep, not from the guards, not from Father, no one. And still nothing about Patty!
If I’ve learned anything from Patty, it’s nothing happens unless you take action. Time for action.
When I reach Father’s office, he’s leaning back in his chair, feet up on his desk, reading travel brochures. His door was wide open. It was never open before. There’s got to be a pod around here somewhere.
“Father, I need to talk with you.”
He puts the brochure down and drop his feet to the floor. “About what, Gretchen?”
“About a lot of stuff. Where’s Enrique?”
“He’s gone.”
“Where?”
“Gretchen, you know that I don’t discuss business issues with you.”
“What business? I haven’t seen you do any work in days.”
“Aren’t I entitled to a vacation now and then?”
“Sure, but you’ve never taken one before.”
“Then it’s about time I did, don’t you think?”
Gotta find that pod. “It’s not like you. Nobody’s acting normal. The guards are relaxed, at least the ones who are here. I haven’t seen Gomez or Jackson since you came back from your trip.”
“They retired.”
“Retired? They weren’t even thirty years old! Father, I’m not stupid. Something’s going on. If Patty were here, she’d figure it out and tell me but she’s not here, so I have to ask you. Please Father, just tell me. I’m not a child. Please.”
Father looks at me, tapping his fingers on the top of his desk, considering something. Finally, he stands up.
“No. You are not a child.” He walks around his desk, closes the door then returns to his seat. “You deserve the truth, at least as much as I can tell you. I sold my business.”
“WHAT?!!”
“I sold my business. I no longer … sell what I used to sell.”
“Why?”
“There were certain developments that made future profits less likely and an opportunity presented itself. I had grown tired of the limitations I had to live under. It was so much fun to attend your basketball games. I wanted to do more things like that.”
“Is Enrique running it now? Did he buy it?”
“No.” He returns to tapping his fingers on the desktop again. “Enrique and I … I discovered certain things about Enrique, his past, things he had done. Gretchen … he killed your mother.”
“MY Mother was killed? I thought it was an accident.”
“It wasn’t. He admitted he killed her and tried to kill me. Patricia was able to distract him and I shot him.”
I have to sit down, this is too much.
“Enrique is dead?”
“Yes.”
“You killed him?”
“Yes.”
“And Patty was here when it happened?”
“She was.”
“Was she hurt? Is she alive?”
“Yes. Very much so. In fact, she is the one who made the sale of my business both necessary and profitable.”
“SO WHERE IS SHE?!”
“I don’t actually know right now but she should be back soon.”
“Where has she been all this time?”
“With me a part of it, here in Miami for some of it.”
“I don’t understand. What has she been doing all that time?”
“For the first two weeks, she helped me sell my assets to my competitors. After that … I am not certain. I believe that someone else had tried to kill her and her mother. She was dealing with it.”
What has Patty been doing? Who would want to kill her or her mother? This makes no sense.
“How could you take advantage of Patty?”
“I did nothing of the kind! She came to ME! You know how she is. When she decides to do something, nothing stops her.”
This is all too much to take in at one time. “Why didn’t you tell me about all this before now?”
“We needed to keep the sale a secret. As for the rest of it, Patricia insisted you not be told about anything until she had … I believe she called it tying up loose ends.”
“Why couldn’t she trust me?”
“I don’t know, Gretchen. Perhaps she thought there was some potential danger for you. She was worried about the effect on you of keeping everything secret but decided the best choice was to complete everything before telling you. I agreed to follow her wishes.”
“So why are you telling me all this now?”
“I think you are mature enough to keep her secret. Also, she underestimated how much her absence would affect you.”
“Okay. Thank you. If you sold your business, will we need to move? Can we afford all this now?”
He laughs as loudly as I think I have ever heard him. “That is not a problem. I did very well. Very, very well. Your future is secure.”
“What did you pay Patty for her work?”
“Uuuhhhh …”
“Father?”
“We never discussed … she never asked …”
“Faaaatheerrr.”
“Nothing.”
“FATHER!!”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
No wonder Patricia hates snow and cold! We’ve been in Wisconsin for three days and I can honestly say I haven’t gotten warm yet. I don’t know how the natives survive it.
Patricia insisted we buy our clothes when we got up here, used and with local flavor. We’d stand out less. I’m afraid my chattering teeth will give me away. We aren’t staying at Rice Lake, Jenny Jo Hamilton’s hometown. Patricia picked a highway exchange about seventy five miles away with a couple of motels and a strip mall. We’re still using our “Grey” fake ID’s.
Rice Lake is a small town just off of a big lake, also named Rice Lake. It’s mostly a tourist town that shuts down for the winter, though Patricia says that there’s a lot of ice fishing and snowmobile trails, so the town’s still somewhat alive in February. Alive enough to have three bars open at almost midnight.
We found him at the Trophy Rack Bar and Grill, his favorite. He’s parked at the bar with a couple of friends. At least they seem friendly. I’m sitting at a booth four spaces away, facing him. Not near enough to hear what he’s saying but close enough to keep tabs on him. I’m wearing slacks, blouse, hiking boots, a nylon parka, barely unzipped due to impending frost bite, and a blue tooth ear piece for my phone concealed by my loose hair.
“Patricia … how are you doing?” I whisper.
“Fine. No one’s spotted me. Thank God for the clearance on Daddy’s truck. It’s easy to work under here. Any sign of him leaving yet?” she asks through my earpiece.
“No. He seems to be swapping stories with a couple of locals. Did you recognize them?”
“Sorry, not in my recovered memories. How many people in there now?”
I look around the room, the décor dominated by an enormous stuffed elk’s head, complete with over six feet of antlers. There’s several other mounts, all White Tail Deer. None as big as the Elk but impressive in their own way. There’s about ten people scattered around the room, some drinking hard and fast, others just relaxing. Those relaxing seem better dressed and hanging together. The Tourists. The hard drinkers appear to be locals. They spread out around the bar as if they own it, very comfortable, very loud.
“Ten, give or take. How much longer will you be?”
“I don’t know, mom. You getting cold feet?”
“Ha ha.”
She could be right. He doesn’t look evil. Just an ordinary looking guy, a little shorter than average, kinda stocky, no better or worse than all the other men we’ve seen around Rice Lake. Or Miami. Why must he die tonight? I know what Patricia said he did to Jenny Jo and I have no reason to believe that she’s not telling the truth but there’s no death penalty for just rape … as much as women might wish there to be.
“Patricia … are you certain you want to go through with this?”
“Don’t wimp out on me now, mother. You got Lipscomb. I told you I’d take care of it but that wasn’t good enough for you. Had to be your way. Well this is my target, my way! Besides … I promised Jenny Jo.”
“Do we have the right to do this?”
“Did you?”
“He was a murderer! He killed you and tried to kill me. And was planning on killing you again.”
“Stan Hamilton is a serial rapist who will rape again. What’s the difference?”
What is the difference? Is it just because I was the victim? Peter Harris also died that day but he also lives on. Jenny Jo was raped, driven from her family into the waiting arms of abusive pimps, to an intolerable existence and an untimely end. She also died but lives on. What price should her father pay for that? Patricia doesn’t want to talk about it, simply saying that it’s her responsibility to put an end to it and that she promised to take care of it.
I can’t exactly preach from the moral high ground here.
“There has to be another way, honey.”
“What … ughh! … do you suggest? We can’t go to the police.”
“Maybe we could scare him off. Confront him, say we know what you did and if you try anything funny …”
“Then I’ll kill you? He doesn’t scare off. Strictly a ‘my way or the highway’ kinda guy. We warn him, he takes Penny and runs. He had his chance. I begged him. No dice. Got it! Finally. That should do it. He still there?”
“Yes, but I’m very uncomfortable about this.”
“I understand. Lipscomb was in the heat of the moment, that’s always easier. If there’s one thing we don’t have now, it’s heat. You want to bail, that’s okay. I’ll do this myself.”
“No, no. I can’t let you do that. You’re my daughter, I’m responsible for you.”
“And I’m responsible for Penny. Promises were made.”
“Not by you.”
“Some were made by me, some I accepted, all part of the deal. If I have to make a choice between my innocent little sister and my scum bucket rapist father, guess who wins.”
It’s clear I’m not talking her out of it so my choices are simple: stop it, support it, or ignore it. I can’t stop her, it wouldn’t be fair, not after all she’s done for me. I can’t ignore it and leave her alone. That leaves me one, very uncomfortable, option. Hamilton stands up and starts to pay his tab.
“He’s on the move, Patricia.”
“Slow him up! I haven’t gotten the back door open yet.”
“How?”
“I don’t know! I just need a few seconds.”
“I’ll try. Hurry.”
I stand up and walk quickly towards the three men. As I get closer, I can hear their conversation.
“Why so early, Stan?”
“Going on the lake for some ice fishing in the morning. Gonna spend the night in the camper, get an early start.”
“Won’t it be awfully cold in that rust bucket of yours?”
“Naw, I got a gas heater. Gonna do the same next week but I’ll take my daughter with me. Time she learned how to make a man happy.”
“Never too soon to teach a girl how to clean and cook fish … and such.”
“And such. See you guys later.”
Hamilton starts to head towards the door so I walk right into him, grab him and spin away, still holding onto him but I end up between him and the door.
“Excuse me! I’m sooo sorry! My fault entirely!” I say.
He looks me up and down, a scowl on his face. “Yeah, it was. What the hell is wrong with you, lady?”
“Nothing, nothing at all. I just tried to stop and slipped on some melted snow back there.”
He pulls his arm from my grasp. “There’s a lot of that around this time of the year. Be more careful.”
He starts to walk around me to my left but I slide with him, keeping between him and the door. “Would you happen to know the safest way back to the Interstate? With all that new snow out there and the way it’s coming down … I’m not used to that kind of winter driving.”
He gives me a disdainful sneer. “Do I look like triple A? What the hell you doing up here if you can’t handle a little snow and ice?” He glances at his companions. “That’s all we need … a bunch of women drivers who can’t handle even a couple of inches.”
They all laugh at the double entendre. Hamilton again moves to get around me. I’m just about to grab his arm and confront him about his unhelpful attitude when Patricia calls out.
“I’m in. Let him go. Follow us as far as Walleye Drive. Stop at the turn off and wait for me.”
I let him pass, hurry back to pay my bill, then nonchalantly walk out and around the corner, searching for his beat up Ford truck with a camper in the bed. I finally see him through the swirling snow just as he opens the door to the cab of the truck, climbs up and closes the door. I slip and slide over to our rented SUV, jump in, attach the seat belt and start it, pulling out of the snow-covered parking lot with a minimum of fish tailing back and forth in the city street before I slow down enough to regain control.
Not a good way to be inconspicuous.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The smell makes me sick to my stomach. It’s surprising how smells seem to trigger the most vivid memories.
Or horrors.
I’m back in my daddy’s camper, literally and figuratively. All the terrible memories and feelings come flooding back as we bounce down the road, the paralyzing fear. I was prepared for some negative reaction but nothing this bad. It takes me several minutes to bring my trembling under control.
Yes, I’m back at the scene of the crimes but the roles are reversed. I’m the predator, not the prey.
It took me longer than I thought it would but I finally managed to run the rubber hose from the camper, under the frame and back into the cab of the truck behind the dashboard. My end is attached to a scuba tank full of Carbon Monoxide. The other end is near his feet. Since it’s lighter than air, the gas will rise, filing the cab of the truck from the top down. I don’t know how long it’ll take to knock him out so I need to be careful, don’t want him killing both of us in a car accident. Nothing gets turned on until we get out of town.
The part of me that was Jenny Jo has calmed down, focusing on revenge instead of fear. I can see the passing scenery through the louvers of the side window while keeping my head down below the sliding window connecting the cab of the truck and the camper. We just passed the McDonalds on the edge of town, time to begin. I reach down to the tank sitting next to me and open the valve a quarter turn. The hiss of the escaping gas is inaudible, hidden by the squeaks and groans of the old truck and the drone of country music coming from the staticky AM radio.
Daddy loves his music.
We’re twenty miles from the fishing cabin but the roads get worse the closer we get. I can’t afford to look to see if mom is following us and I don’t want to try and call her on the phone. Doesn’t really matter. No matter what … Daddy dies tonight.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
There’s practically no traffic on the road, which makes it easy to keep track of the truck ahead of me but it also leaves me no place to hide. I’m not used to driving in the snow but he is. Sometimes, I just have to grit my teeth and hold on while I slide through a turn in the road. I’ve got to stay behind Hamilton, Patricia is counting on me. I can’t let her down. No matter what.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We pulled off the main road about a mile back. Daddy was doing pretty well up until then. Now, he’s swerved several times in the last few minutes. He’s a better driver than that. The gas is likely getting to him.
We’re not going to make the cabin.
I need him at least out of it enough to not put up much of a fight when I confront him. Problem is, he’d put up a fight if he’d lost both arms and one leg.
Switching the gas off, I disconnect the hose and connect the scuba mask. As soon as I settle back down below the connecting window, the truck starts to slide sideways.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Ohmygod, ohmygod, ohmygod! They’re going to crash! The whole truck is sideways, sliding down the road! I can’t really see the truck that well through the twisting, coiling streams of snow but I can see where their headlights are pointed, illuminating the trees lining the road as the truck swings back and forth, finally settling back pointed in the right direction.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Good save Daddy! I was waiting for the thump. Can’t take anymore chances though. Grabbing my equipment bag, I pull out my trusty .22 mag, slide the connecting window aside and stick the muzzle against the back of his head.
“Stop the truck, Daddy.”
He doesn’t react immediately, but his head slowly turns towards me and away from the road. His eyes are red and glassy.
“Jenny Jo?”
“Yes, Jenny Jo. Now stop this truck, right now.”
“Jenny Jo?”
“Yes, yes, I’m Jenny Jo, your long lost daughter. Stop the truck now or I’ll blow your brains out.”
His head wobbles side to side slightly as his eyes shift but he finally turns back to the road and the truck comes to a slithering halt.
“Good. Well done. Now, slide over to the passenger side.”
His head drops down momentarily, then he jerks it back up and looks my way. He seems drunk. The alcohol and Carbon Monoxide aren’t a good mix, probably why he reacted more quickly than I had planned. He squints at me through his left eye.
“Why?”
“Because I’m coming in through this window.”
“Is this a dream?”
“No, it’s not.”
“I think it is. It’s a dream.”
“Alright, yes. It’s a dream. Slide over.”
“Oookay.”
As he slowly moves over to the other side of the bench seat, I turn the gas back on, hang the scuba mask on the window frame, then climb through the window, head first, making sure to keep the gun in my left hand and as far away from Daddy as possible. It’s a tight fit, made tighter by my winter coat, but once my hips are in the cab, it’s easy to pull my legs through and spin to face him.
“Daddy, in this dream, instead of catching the fish with a pole, you’re going into the water after them.”
“Won’t it be cold?”
“No, not at all. I’ve got this special mask here that’ll make it easy to breathe and keep you warm. Here, put this on.”
“Why?”
“Because then, you won’t have to wait for the fish to come to you, you can go get them yourself. Chase down those damn fish, show ‘em who’s boss! Right?”
“Right!”
He struggles to get the mask on over his head. He gets close but I have to make the final adjustments. Once the mask is securely strapped to his face, I roll my window down, letting the gas in the truck cab escape, along with the heat. I adjust the seat, start the truck and drive off, keeping the gun in my lap. Pointed directly at him.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The truck is moving again, Patricia at the wheel. I can get closer now but not too close. I’m afraid I’d run into her. We go along until she turns off the two-lane road we’d been on for several miles onto a single lane path into the woods. This is where I’m supposed to stop and wait for her.
I’m pretty sure that won’t happen.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
He doesn’t say anything at first, just sits there, eyes closed, the sound of his breath venting from the mask being the only indication that he’s still alive. A series of tremors shake his body and his eyes slowly open.
“Girl … what happened to you?” he croaks.
“You mean after you raped me for months? After I was forced to run away? After I had to trade sex for rides all the way to Miami? After I was grabbed off the street by an abusive pimp? After they pumped me full of drugs and traded me around with the other pimps? After I was forced to earn my keep by having cheap degrading sex with any piece of shit man with a few spare bucks and a couple of free minutes? After all that … what happened to me? Is that what you’re asking, Daddy?”
He doesn’t answer, just nods his head numbly.
“What happened, Daddy, was that I died … but I’m feeling much better now. You just sit back and think about all the Muskie and Northern Pike you’re going to catch when you go swimming in the lake. They won’t be able to hide from you now.”
He slumps back against the passenger door, breathing heavily.
“You … were a … fucking crappy … daughter.”
“I still am, Daddy. Just relax, we’ll soon be there.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I keep the engine idling so that the heater works. I’ve got both the temperature and the fan on high. The SUV is barely off the road, I’m not confident of my ability to get back on it. There’s been no traffic since Patricia drove down the path towards the lake, which is good. I’d have a hard time explaining what I’m doing here.
Surely she could use my help. If I hadn’t followed her into Lipscomb’s building, it would have been a disaster. He’d have escaped and likely have killed her in the process. I saved her life. She knows that and thanked me but still tries to keep me away from the uglier parts of our activities. I should be the one protecting her … or at least helping her.
I zip my parka all the way up to my chin, pull the hood over my head, tying it tightly into place, then push open the door against the swirling winds. I climb out and let them blow the door shut. I trudge into the woods, stepping into the tracks left by the truck.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Pulling into the fishing camp, I look for a decent sized snow bank. There’s several to choose from so I back into one about two feet high, burying the tail pipe of the truck. I set the parking brake but leave the engine running.
“Stay right here, Daddy. I’m not going far.”
Climbing back through the window into the camper, I pack all my stuff into a duffle bag, push it into the cab, then carefully follow it with the scuba tank, making sure not to dislodge the mask from Daddy’s face. I wipe down the window frame and any other surfaces I might have touched.
After climbing back into the cab of the truck, I slide the window shut, latch it and wipe it down too, along with the steering wheel and the other controls. I look over at Daddy. He seems to be unconscious but still breathing.
“You stay put, I’ll be right back.”
I push the door open and step out into the deepening snow, staying close to the truck. I reach back into the cab and grab the duffel bag, sling it over my shoulder, close the door and slide around to the front of the truck. I throw the bag onto the damp hood of the truck and carefully retrace my steps back to the door, open it and climb back in.
“See, that didn’t take long.”
His breathing is slow and ragged, taking several seconds between breaths. It shouldn’t be long now.
“I don’t know if you can hear me, Daddy, but if you can, I’d like to tell you that … part of me still loves you. Despite all you did to me, you’re still my father. It wasn’t always terrible living with you, there were a few good times, but it was mostly bad. I don’t know whose fault it was, maybe it was how you were raised, can’t say for sure. If things had been different, who knows? But I couldn’t let you do to Penny what you did to me. We both know you were going to do it, just a matter of time. At least one person in this family should be spared a trip to hell. I’ll see you when I get there.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Patricia was waiting for me when I reached the truck. She tossed me the duffel bag.
“Figured you wouldn’t wait.”
“What if something went wrong?”
“Then you’d have to save me again.”
“Is he …”
“Yeah, about five minutes ago. He went peacefully, which is more than he deserved but should keep anybody from investigating too hard.” She slings the scuba tank over her shoulder, the mask swinging in the rising winds. “We better get on the road, conditions are getting worse. Did you walk in the tire tracks?”
“Yes.”
“Good, we go out the same way. The first person to pull in here looking for Daddy will wipeout any tracks we leave, assuming the snow and wind don’t do it for us.”
“Honey … are you okay?”
“Are you?”
“Not really.”
“Same here. I’ll lead.”
I followed her closely as we slogged back to the road, one foot in front of the other, in the partially snow filled tire tracks left be the truck. It may have been a trick of the wind as it wound itself through the trees but, occasionally, when it fell away, I thought I heard Patricia crying.
CHAPTER SEVENTY ONE
There were a number of cars parked around the small, ramshackle house. Apparently, the local custom is to visit the house of the deceased after the funeral service and to bring enough food to feed an army brigade. When Patricia and I walked in, there wasn’t a flat surface anywhere that didn’t hold a dish, bowl or plate of something rich and fattening.
People up north must put on extra fat for the winter like bears.
There were mismatched metal and wooden folding chairs lining every wall in the living and dining rooms. I’m guessing different neighbors brought them in to help. Mostly older people were sitting, holding plates of food in their laps. All together, I saw about two dozen people sitting or milling about, talking in subdued tones.
No one said anything right away when we entered the room but the whispers started very quickly, spreading around the room like people doing the wave at a football game. A young girl in a simple dark blue dress and an older woman dressed in black sitting in padded chairs near the fireplace looked up as the crowd moved slightly away from us. The young girl’s eyes widened and her mouth fell open as she sprang from her chair, running towards Patricia. They met in the middle of the room, each hugging the other so hard that God himself would be forced to consider his ability to separate them.
“Jay Jay,” sobbed the young girl.
“Hey, Peanut,” answered Patricia. “It’s alright.”
They held each other past the point when the crowd got uncomfortable watching and returned to their quiet small talk. I came up behind Patricia and touched her shoulder. She didn’t react right away but after a few moments raised her head from the girl’s shoulder and looked back at me.
“I know. Peanut, I need to see Momma.”
The girls unclenched but held each other’s hand in a death grip. Penny led Patricia to the woman sitting next to the fireplace. She was small, with sandy blonde hair, worn features and eyes as hard and cold as cinder blocks. I followed behind the two girls. Everyone else kept talking but it was as if they were on a tape loop, all real attention was on the four of us. Patricia spoke first.
“Momma, this is Jessica Conner, she’s a friend of mine. She flew up from Miami with me.”
“Miami! Flew!”
Clearly, she wanted to say more but couldn’t, not in front of her neighbors. I held out my hand.
“I’m pleased to meet you, Ms. Hamilton. Pa … Jenny Jo has told me so much about you.” A number of the older ladies coughed several times. “I am very sorry about your husband’s death. I understand he was a fine man.” More coughing, Momma gave them a hard look. She didn’t take my hand but did thank me. Penny sat down in the chair nearest Momma and pulled Patricia down into the seat next to her, still attached to her hand. Patricia looked up at me. I arched my eyebrows, silently asking if this is what she wanted to do. She nodded her head imperceptibly and twirled her left index finger, telling me she was okay and I was to circulate.
As I moved away towards the dining room, a number of people watched me. They all knew each other and I was the stranger. The table was packed with assorted stews, sliced meats and casseroles. I didn’t recognize some of the meat initially but then I realized that it was probably venison. There’s a lot of deer hunting in rural Wisconsin. I put several small servings on my plate and then tried to find a place to sit. Two older ladies, clearly contemporaries of Momma Hamilton, quickly separated, leaving me an open chair between them.
“Is this seat taken?”
“No, no not at all. Sit, take a load off.” As soon as I was down, they introduced themselves. “I’m Sissy Torvald and this is Olga Gunderson.”
“Hello Sissy … Olga. Pleased to meet you. I’m Jessica Conner.”
“Is that Jenny Jo Hamilton?” asked Olga.
“Yes it is. We came together from Miami.”
“Florida? Must be nice down there this time of year. How do you know Jenny Jo?”
They were going to pump me for all the information they could so I might as well return the favor.
“She works part time in my office. Our boss didn’t want her to fly home all by herself so she had me come with her, just to be safe. A young girl, traveling on her own, anything could happen.”
“Goodness! What a generous boss! I wish mine would send me the other way,” said Olga.
“It’s just for a few days, we have to get back as quickly as possible.”
“What do you do?”
“A Public Relations firm. Promotions, advertising, that sort of thing. Jenny works in the office. She’s very good, comes in every day right after school.”
“She’s in school?”
“You sound surprised, Olga.”
“Well, the way she left town, we all thought…” whispered Sissy, her voice trailing away.
“Thought what?” I whispered back.
“You know. A runaway girl, on her own in a strange town. You read about that kinda thing in the newspapers.”
“Oh not Jenny. She’s a model student, straight A’s. Wonderful girl. Why do you think she ran away, Sissy?”
Sissy looked around to see if anyone was listening that closely to us. Of course, everyone nearby was trying so Sissy leaned in closer.
“Her father is … sorry, was a bit of a rough character. A nice man, may he rest in peace, but he had a bit of a temper.”
“Do tell? A temper?”
“A bad one,” added Olga. “Kids these days need discipline, otherwise who knows what they’ll get into, but her dad sometimes went a bit too far, if you know what I mean.”
Sissy nodded along while Olga spoke.
“So, you’re saying that he beat her.”
“We never saw anything, you understand,” said Sissy, “but you could tell things weren’t quite right.”
“Did he do more than beat Jenny?”
A guilty glance passed between the two women.
“Did he, ladies? He’s dead now.”
“We can’t really say,” said Olga. “There were rumors, nothing more. Who can you believe?”
“I see.”
They knew, or at least suspected, but did nothing! Likely almost everyone in this house knew or suspected!
“How did he die? The obituaries never offer much information.”
They were happy to get off the last subject. “The Sheriff doesn’t know for sure. He’d had a lot to drink …”
“Though not too much for him,” added Olga. Both ladies smiled at speaking ill of the dead.
“Anyway, they think it was Carbon Monoxide poisoning.”
“Why’s that, Sissy?”
“Well, the ignition switch was on but the gas tank was empty, so he’d run it dry. The tailpipe was in a snow bank, up against a tree. Plus, they found a crack in the exhaust just below the cab, which was full of rusted holes.”
“Is rust a problem around here?”
“Oh yeah, we call it car cancer. It’s all the salt on the roads in the winter, eats a car right up. Can’t find a decent used car in five states up here in the North. You probably get a lot of salt in Miami, what with the ocean and all.”
“It does cause problems with the paint. So, how do all the things you said add up to Carbon Monoxide poisoning?”
“If the tailpipe is partially blocked, the exhaust backs up and leaked out the crack beneath the cab and floated right up through them rust holes. Probably broke the exhaust hitting a big rock or something driving through those woods. Men and their trucks!”
“You got that right” Olga chimed. “Out in all kinds of weather, to go fishing or hunting or some such. A little I can understand, puts food on the table, but they go out all the time when they’re not working, hang the chores!”
Sissy took back the lead. “Doctor couldn’t find anything else so he probably stayed in the truck cause it was warm, the gas knocked him out, the engine kept running till it ran out of gas but he was long dead by then.”
“Such a shame! You two ladies seem to know a lot of details.”
“It’s a small town, dearie. Not much else to do round here in the winter than pry into other peoples’ business,” said Olga.
They both laughed quietly.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Penny had my hand locked in hers. Not that I minded, I kept a pretty good grip on hers too. People kept coming up to Momma, offering condolences, saying what a wonderful man Daddy was, how he had gone too soon, that he’d be missed and that he had gone to a better place.
Not too soon for my taste and any place was better than here. I kept an appropriately sad expression on my face and thanked anyone who spoke to me for their kindness. Some faces were familiar, neighbors, parents of ex-classmates, Daddy’s buddies. Some looked at me like I was a ticking time bomb, not sure what I would say or do, but I played it cool, faking recognition when necessary.
Whenever there was a break, Penny was full of questions. I told here what I could, enough to temporarily satisfy her curiosity. I also got the feeling from the way she reacted to the way everyone was saying nice things about Daddy that I didn’t get back here any too soon.
The crowd began to dwindle quickly after a few of the older ladies left. It was safe to go now and not be the subject of gossip. Several offered to stay and help clean up but I assured them I’d take care of it. It didn’t take too long for the house to empty out, leaving just family and Jessica. Just after the last person left, Momma turned on me.
“Who the hell is she?” she asked, jerking her head towards Jessica.
“A friend.”
“Ooohh, a friend! What kind of friend?”
“Just a friend. She came with me so that I wouldn’t be alone.”
“You think you need someone here to face me, do you?”
“No Momma, I don’t. Jessica, would you take Penny back to her bedroom so that Momma and I can be alone for a bit.”
I tried to release Penny’s hand but she wouldn’t let go. I put my free hand on top of our clasped hands.
“It’ll be fine, Peanut. She’s a very good friend. I need to talk with Momma alone. It’ll be fine.”
She slowly released my hand. Jessica came over, putting her hand on her shoulder.
“Let’s give them a few minutes alone. I’ve got some things I need to tell you about your big sister.”
As they slowly walked away, Penny looked back at me, worried. I smiled at her, giving her a little finger wave. As soon as they clear the room, I turned to face Momma. She’s standing there, arms crossed.
“What do you want, girl?”
“I want to make sure that you’ll take better care of Penny than you did me.”
“What are you talking about?”
“You never stopped Daddy from … raping me.”
“Rape! That was just your duty as his daughter!”
“It wasn’t my duty, it was rape. He shouldn’t have done it and you should have stopped him. He didn’t hurt Penny, did he?”
“Not that way, but she was just getting old enough.”
THANK GOD!
“Why’s it any of your business, girl? You left, you didn’t care what happened to us, what your father would do without you to … satisfy him. What he expected me to do.”
“You thought that I should take your place in bed?”
“It’s what your father wanted and I didn’t want to do it anymore.”
“Unbelievable. You let my life become a living hell because you had problems with sex.”
“Don’t talk to me like that!”
She swung her arm back, prepared to slap my face. I let her strike, catching her wrist just inches from my cheek.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It’s a sparse room, mostly old furniture, thin curtains and several old blankets. I can feel the cold draft coming from the windows, the curtains actually stirring from the moving air. There are no pictures on the wall but there is a well-worn little teddy bear on the bed resting next to her pillow. Penny sat on the bed. I pulled the wooden chair from her desk and sat down next to her.
“I’m very happy to meet you, Penny. Jenny Jo has told me a lot about you.”
She had her head down but looked up at me. She was tense about something.
“Are you guys lesbians?”
“You mean Jenny Jo and I? Together? In a relationship?”
“Yeah, that.”
“Oh my goodness no! Absolutely not!” She relaxed but still didn’t look squarely at me. “Your sister wanted me to tell you some things about what happened to her. To both of us.”
“Why won’t she tell me herself?”
“She will, what she can. She’ll answer any question you’ll ask, if she’s allowed.”
“Why wouldn’t she be able to talk with me?”
“That’s a long story Penny but I can give you the short version. My name isn’t really Jessica Conner, it’s a false identity given to me by the United States Government while I’m undercover. Your sister also has a false identity. Her name is Patricia Conner, my daughter. Here’s her driver’s license.”
I took Patricia’s license and handed it to Penny. She stared at it for several seconds then looked up at me, confused.
“I can tell you have a lot of questions, Penny. Some I can answer, some I can’t, I’m not allowed to talk about some things, neither is Patr … sorry, Jenny Jo. I keep forgetting. We’ve both been undercover for some time and still are. She took a risk coming here but she had to do it.”
“Is that why she hasn’t called or written me?”
“Yes, that’s part of it. Another reason is that she was hurt while we were working, badly hurt.”
Penny gasped. “Is she okay?”
“Pretty much, but it was a head injury, her brain was damaged.”
“OH NO!”
“Don’t worry, she got better but there was some memory loss.”
“She doesn’t remember me?!”
“No, of course she does, how could she forget the most important person in her world? She remembered the promise she made, to fix the problem, to take care of you, to protect you. She came back to do that. But there are other details of her past that she doesn’t remember and maybe never will.”
“That may not be a bad thing, depending on what it is.”
“From what I know, you’re likely right. I just wanted to prepare you for that.”
“I can help her remember the good things.”
“I’m sure you can. Speaking of good things, Jenny Jo has set up a trust so that all your financial needs are taken care of.”
“What’s a trust?”
“That’s where you put a lot of money in a bank and the bank manages it, earns even more money and then they send some of it to another person for them to spend on whatever they need.”
“A bank is going to send me money?”
“Not you, not right away. For now, it goes to your mother but she’s supposed to use it to take good care of you and we’ll be watching to make sure it happens. When you get older, then the money will come to you.”
“How much older? I’m thirteen now.”
“I think it’s at least eighteen but that’s a worry for the future. For now, you can have some nice clothes and good food and a warm room to sleep in and, maybe, if things work out right, you can come to Miami to visit your sister.”
“Reeeeally?!”
“Yes, really but there are some details that need to be worked out first. She and I have a job to finish.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
Momma starts to struggle, trying to pull her arm from my grip but I tighten my fingers and start to work my thumb into the nerve bundle on the underside of her wrist. It takes a few seconds but when I hit pay dirt she stops twisting and gasps in pain.
“Stop it! Let me go! Oh … OH … God.”
I dig in further with my thumb.
“Stop what, Momma?”
“Let me go! Let go of my … arrgh … OH GOD!”
“I didn’t hear the ‘P’ word, Momma.”
She glares at me, fire in her eyes. I press the nerve bundle again and the fire is extinguished.
“AAAUUGH! Please let me go! Pleassse!”
I stop digging at her nerves but yank her closer.
“When Daddy died, he was quiet, almost peaceful. I wanted there to be pain, lots of pain but that kind of death would have raised questions. I needed something simple and clean and, most of all, not suspicious.”
“You … you … killed your father?!”
“I killed the man who raped me. There are only three people in the entire world who know this. If you behave, it’ll stay that way. You don’t behave, it’ll be down to two people. Understand?”
The anger was long gone from her eyes, replaced by rising fear.
“What do you want?”
I release her wrist. She immediately grabs it and steps back away from me.
“Like I said, for you to behave, Momma. Right now, you don’t have much of an income. I can take care of that. I’ve set up a trust fund in Miami for you, managed by a bank there. They come highly recommended.”
“Where did you get the money to set up a trust fund?”
“Momma, I can either answer that question or I can give you the money. It’s your choice. Money or information. What’s it going to be?”
“How much money?”
That’s the Momma I know.
“Fifty thousand a year. You pay the taxes.”
“I need sixty thousand.”
“This isn’t a negotiation, Momma. It’s what I’m giving you. You want more, go earn it. There is a contingency.”
“A what?”
“A requirement. You have to take good care of Penny or the money’s gone. You take good care of her and the money continues, even after she leaves.”
“Who decides if I’m doing a good job?”
“I do.”
“How will you know? Moving back to Rice Lake are you?”
“Hardly. I’ll keep in touch. I don’t mean that you indulge her, I mean be an honest to God good mother. Watch over her, take care of her, make sure she goes to school and gets good grades. Do what’s right.”
“What if I tell the Sheriff about you?”
“Good luck with that. I’ve got a pretty good alibi, a local, well respected businessman in Miami. Plus, that type of thing would fall under the heading of not behaving and you know what that means.”
The fear’s back. “What happened to you, Jenny Jo? You’ve changed.”
The things I could tell you, Momma.
“You’re right, I’ve changed. You and Daddy had a big hand in that. We reap what we sow. There’s Jessica and Penny.”
“What can I tell her?”
“Nothing. She already knows all she needs for now.”
Jessica and Penny walk back into the living room and Penny hugs me again.
“Jay Jay … can we go for a walk? I gotta talk with you.”
“Sure thing, Peanut. Let me get my coat.”
CHAPTER SEVENTY TWO
Patricia has been very quiet since we flew out of Chicago headed for home. I gave her the window seat and she’s spent most of the flight just staring at the passing clouds. I brought my iPod and have been listening to music since take off. I’m just about to nod off when I feel Patricia flop back in her seat. Opening my eyes, I look over and see her with her hand over her eyes. I pull the earphones from my ears, “Honey, is there something wrong?”
“I just sat there and watched him. Peter Harris would never have done that. Jenny Jo wouldn’t have had the patience. Where did that come from?”
“Wasn’t that part of the plan?”
“Yes but neither of them would have ever made a plan to do something like that.”
“We both know that Peter Harris has done that kind of thing in the past.”
“Not planned it. It was always self defense and spur of the moment. Maybe he was ready to do what was necessary but not that cold blooded.”
“The original Patricia could easily have done it. Jenny Jo provides the why, Peter provides the how and Patricia provided the execution.”
“In more ways than one. Is that what I am now, an unfeeling unemotional, hyper-rational … person?”
“What did you feel when you and Penny hugged?”
“Like a missing piece had been returned to my life.”
“Where you happy?”
“Ecstatic.”
“Honey, you don’t need to worry about anything, you’re perfectly fine, better than fine. We all have different aspects to our personalities, our emotions. You seem to have strong control over what aspect is displayed at any one time. It’s all in there, you just choose which one is in charge at a particular time. That may change over time, we can’t be certain about anything, but for now you have an extraordinary ability, something that I’m a little envious of to tell the truth.”
“So I’m emotional when I need to be and rational when I need to be?”
“That’s what I’ve seen. You treated Penny with nothing but sisterly kindness. She was pretty happy with that cell phone and unlimited call plan.”
“How else was I going to keep track of how she’s being treated? How’d I treat Momma?”
“Better than she deserved.”
“You were pretty nice to Penny too.”
“It was easy. She looks so much like you, same smile.”
“I know. I appreciate you letting me use some of the diamonds to fund the trust account.”
“We’re not keeping any of them.”
“We could certainly use ‘em.”
“They’re blood money and I won’t have anything to do with them. We’ll get by. I can get another job. We’ve still got the rest of your thirty five thousand.”
“You’ve got a problem with fifty million swindled by Lipscomb but no problem using my emergency money skimmed from drug busts. Kinda of a fine line.”
“He killed Thomas, he killed Peter, he tried to kill me. I won’t benefit from that money and neither will you.”
“Fine. Then we give it away.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“Ms. Larson?”
“Yes, Mr. Tyson.”
“Have we received any recent reports from the FBI about Lipscomb?”
“No, Sir. Not since last week.”
“Still nothing then.”
“It would seem that way, Mr. Tyson.”
It’s been almost a month since Lipscomb was murdered and the FBI knows as much today as they did twenty four hours after they found his body.
No suspects. Beyond the obvious one, of course, but there’s no evidence against Hobbes. Not the slightest scrap. His people just don’t talk! The Mafia wishes their people were as disciplined!
When I get back from lunch, I’ve got to call the Director and stoke the fire under the local agents. We can’t let him get away with killing one of our own. I turn my computer off, grab my coat and lock my door behind me.
“I should be back regular time, Ms. Larson.”
“Have a nice lunch, Sir.”
“You too, Ms. Larson.”
The elevator is crowded but reaches the ground floor quickly. Everyone hurries out when the doors open as the crowd sweeps out of the building. I step to the side once outside to get away from the other workers and slowly walk towards the plaza, looking for George’s Wiener Wagon. He’s been my Johnsonville brat supplier since Lipscomb introduced us. He’s saved my life or, at the very least, my marriage, what with the wife trying to have us go vegetarian. I can put up with a lot as long as I know the brats are still there. I spot him near the fountain and pick up my pace.
“Afternoon George.”
“Hey, Mr. Tyson. The usual?”
“Absolutely. Have I told you that you’re a lifesaver, George?”
“Every week, Mr. Tyson.”
He hands me my three brats and a beer. I pay, giving him a decent tip and go looking for an open bench. They’re easier to find this time of year. It’s not really cold, just in the sixties, but it’s all about what you’re used to and folks in Miami think this is cold. I was born and raised in Indiana, so this is balmy as far as I’m concerned.
I grab the nearest bench, unwrap the first brat and take a big bite, savoring the taste and the crunch. Oh man, are these good! Taking a swig of beer, I can’t keep my mind from turning to that first meeting with Lipscomb.
“Excuse me, can I share this bench with you?”
I look towards where the voice came from. It’s a young girl. She’s wearing a school uniform, nice but modest. There are other open benches.
“Sure but there are a bunch of open ones.”
“I know, but if I’m sitting with someone, guys leave me alone.”
Makes sense. “Sure, have a seat, Miss.”
She swings her bag off her shoulder, sits primly on the bench as far from me as she can, puts her bag on her lap, unzips it and takes out a brown paper sack. She notices I’m watching her. She smiles, opening the sack. “It’s my lunch.”
I heft the tray with my brats. “Mine too.”
“Yours smell good.”
“Well, bratwursts are like hotdogs, you don’t want to know how they make ‘em.”
She giggles then takes a dainty bite of her sandwich, chewing slowly as she looks around the plaza. Cute kid. Really cute kid.
What’s a girl like that doing downtown at lunch? There’s not a school around here for blocks, though there is a medical complex around the corner. She could be visiting someone but they have a cafeteria. Well, since it’s lunch, she’s probably not playing hooky.
Whatever. Really cute kid.
We both continue to eat in silence. I’ve almost finished my last brat. Checking my watch, I’ve got twenty five minutes before I need to get back to the office. Plenty of time.
“Excuse me, Mister.”
She’s tucking the empty, folded sack into her bag. It looks well worn. She likely reuses them. Cute and thrifty.
“Yes, Miss?”
“I was wondering if you could answer a question for me.”
“I will if I can.”
“Thank you. Do you have any new information on the Daniel Lipscomb case?”
WHAT?! No one should know anything about that! She’s just sitting there, a pleasant smile, like she just asked about the next bus.
“Sorry, Miss. Afraid I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“But you do, Mr. Tyson. You’re the man who authorized Daniel Lipscomb to use a completely secret undercover operation to go after Raymond Hobbes. Now there are three people dead and one missing, presumed dead.”
CRAP! What the hell is going on here? She can’t be the media. What newspaper or television station would send a little girl looking for a scoop? Could she actually be a student reporter of some kind who stumbled into something over her head? No. That’s impossible.
“Look, Miss. I don’t know who you are or what you think you know but I can assure you that the United States government would never …”
“I don’t mean to be impolite, Mr. Tyson, but to save time, let me introduce myself. I’m the fifth member of Daniel Lipscomb’s four person team. That lady sitting at the next bench with the gun pointed at you is Jessica Warren, the presumed dead member of the team. Trust me, she’s a crack shot.”
What the FUCK have I stepped into?! I slowly turn my head to look at the next bench and recognize the woman sitting there, a newspaper in her lap. She looks just like her picture in the file on my desk. She lifts the paper in her lap slightly, letting me see the gun she’s holding in her right hand. It has an unusually large barrel. She drops the newspaper back down, covering the gun.
“I see. What do you want, Miss …” I pause, hoping she’ll fill in the blank.
“Conner. Patricia Conner. That’s the ID Lipscomb got for me from Witness Protection. Same for my mother, Jessica. Not our real names, obviously. As for what we want, we’re here to do some business.”
“So this is a kidnapping or am I a hostage?”
“Neither, Mr. Tyson. The gun is just to make sure we have your full attention. After you’ve heard what I have to say, I’m sure you won’t want to leave.”
“Okay, since I don’t have a choice, I’ll play along.”
She chuckles lightly. “You have a choice, Mr. Tyson. You simply made the right one. Where to start? Lipscomb said that he never told you any details of his plan. Was that true?”
“Yes, that was our deal.”
“That’s a shame, it makes this harder. Oh well, can’t be helped. I’m going to tell you some things that are, frankly, unbelievable. I thought the same thing when I first heard them but they were all true. Before we’re done, I’ll give you something that should help convince you I’m not lying but, for the sake of argument and to save time, let’s agree not to argue those points, okay?”
“No, not okay. I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
“Fair enough. Here it is. Daniel Lipscomb had a mad genius scientist who stole the body of a young girl on the verge of death, performed a long list of illegal and unapproved operations on her and, ultimately, transferred the mind, if you will, of a retired male undercover cop into that augmented young female body. The cop was to pose as a high school student, befriend the daughter of Raymond Hobbes, penetrate his household and acquire information about his criminal empire.”
“That’s impossible. And insane.”
“No, it happened and was brilliant. And successful. The girl is a runaway from Rice Lake, Wisconsin named Jenny Jo Hamilton. She suffered near brain death from a drug overdose. The doctor was Thomas Matthews, deceased. The cop is, or was, depending on your point of view, Peter Harris, retired from the Miami police department. The woman who became the mother of the school girl is Jessica Warren, nearly deceased. She’s also the woman with the gun.”
“And you expect me to believe all that?”
“You know most of those names already, so that’s true. As for the rest, I expect you to keep an open mind. Proof comes later. As I said, we were ultimately successful. The first bit of information was that spreadsheet you used to raid a large percentage of Hobbes’ drug warehouses.”
How the hell? She unzips a pocket of her bag, pulls out a thick packet of paper and hands it to me. After I’ve unfolded it, I can see that it’s the same spreadsheet Lipscomb gave me … but it’s the original, not a copy. How did she get the original? Could she be telling the truth? Wait a minute.
“What do you mean a large percentage?”
“You got about eighty five percent. Which was a good thing, it gave me something to work with but that’s for later. I also was able to access his computer system decrypt and copy all his files. The information was given to Lipscomb … and that’s where things went a little haywire.”
“Lipscomb told me you weren’t able to get to deliver the information, that Hobbes found out about you before you could hand it over.”
“He lied, which ultimately was one of his lesser sins. After we gave him the hard drive with Hobbes’ data, he killed Matthews, shot Jessica and burned Peter’s barely conscious body by setting fire to the lab. Mom was too strong to go that easily and escaped.”
“Why would Lipscomb do all this?”
“Because his plan all along was to get enough information to blackmail Hobbes, not to prosecute him. He wanted more power than being a successful prosecutor or even a successful politician would get him. He wanted money and influence. He could get both from Hobbes. Besides, he knew there was no way you’d ever be able to use the data in court. And you knew that too.”
Uh-oh. “Look, I had no idea what Lipscomb was really planning. What he told me he intended to do, it made sense. The secrecy, all of it, I figured it was worth a shot. Nothing else was working.”
“I agree, that’s why I signed on but you put the wrong guy in charge. He was a psychotic crook. Your psychotic crook.”
“Okay, but he’s dead now.”
“I know. I killed him. Two .410 shotgun shells to the mouth.”
“YOU?!”
“Yes, me. I killed Lipscomb and a few others. Lipscomb thought he had killed everyone else and he gave me to Hobbes as a sexual slave. Lucky for me, he wasn’t interested. Unlucky for me, I was passed on to someone who was. Unlucky for him, I escaped and then came back. Enrique Cardoza and Tony Escaban are two more that I killed, though they were more like self-defense. I was trespassing at the time but the homeowner ended up not objecting.”
“Anymore people you’ve killed recently?”
“One, but I’ll get to that. Lipscomb wanted fifty million in uncut diamonds, which Hobbes paid. The threat was to give the information to the other cartels. They’d have used it to attack his assets and destroy his organization. For an assortment pack of reasons, I decided that Lipscomb wasn’t going to get away with it, so I talked Hobbes into selling his organization to the Tijuana and Potosi cartels, removing Lipscomb as a threat.”
“So why kill him?”
“Thomas Matthews and Peter Harris. You couldn’t do anything about it so I did.”
“We in the Justice Department frown on vigilantism. Why shouldn’t I charge you?”
“Prove it.”
“What?”
“Prove I did any of this. You have no evidence of any kind. The only thing you have is this conversation. Even if you had enough evidence to prosecute, all that your boy Lipscomb did would come to light. As you said, he’s dead but you’re still here. Could you be convicted as an accessory to his crimes? Probably not, though an aggressive prosecutor might try. Wouldn’t really matter though, your career would be over, both as a prosecutor and the law in general. Nobody would hire you, you’d be totally toxic.”
My God! Even from the grave, Lipscomb’s a pain in my ass.
“So, you’re saying you can’t be convicted of anything and my future goes down the toilet if I even try.”
“That’s about it. You’re quick.”
“Thanks, apparently not quick enough. There’s still no proof that your story’s true.”
“I’ve got three proofs for you. The first is that drawing I gave you. You know that information was completely legitimate and I had the original. Here’s my second proof.”
Again, she returns to her bag. This time she removes a tablet computer and turns it on. “An iPad Three. Very sweet. You familiar with Skype, Mr. Tyson?”
“We use something like it in the office for remote conferences.”
“Good.” She touches and swipes her screen for several seconds. “Mr. Tyson, meet Raymond Hobbes.” She turns the computer so that the screen is facing me.
It’s him. There’s no doubt it’s him. I’ve seen pictures and videos over the years. I’m actually talking with Raymond Hobbes!
“Hello, Mr. Tyson.”
“Mr. Hobbes.”
“I assume you’ve heard Patricia’s story.”
“I have.”
“Do you believe it?”
“I have … doubts.”
“Then I vouch for her. What she told you is exactly what happened. She did steal my data, Lipscomb attempted to blackmail me with it, he admitted to me that he had killed Thomas Matthews and he thought he had killed Jessica Conner. Thank God he was wrong about that.”
“Why thank God?”
“Have you met Jessica Conner?”
“Not formally. She’s currently holding a gun on me.”
He smiles. “Truly a remarkable woman of many talents. Not unlike her daughter.”
“Why should I take your word as gospel, Mr. Hobbes? Your reputation precedes you.”
“As it should. I have sold my business, as I’m certain Patricia has told you. I am going straight.”
“When pigs fly, Mr. Hobbes.”
“Time will tell, Mr. Tyson. My point is, believe me or not about turning over a new leaf, I have no reason to lie about what she has told you.”
“I’ll take your statement under consideration, Mr. Hobbes.”
“That’s all I can ask. Patricia?”
She turns the screen back her way. “Yes, Mr. Hobbes?”
“I need to see you. At your convenience, of course.”
“I’ll call tomorrow, okay?”
“Excellent.”
The screen goes blank.
“Raymond Hobbes is hardly the most reliable source, Miss.”
“I understand that but he’s the best source for proof number two. Number one was the drawing that showed I was the source of reliable information. Hobbes told you where I got it from and how. This is proof number three.”
Again she returns to her bag, this time removing a hypodermic syringe. She pulls off the plastic cap, flexes her left hand several times, extends her left arm and sticks herself in an engorged vein.
“WAIT! What are you doing?!” I shout.
She slowly pulls the plunger back, filling the syringe with blood. “This is to prove the technology.” She removes the syringe from her arm, recaps it, wraps it in a napkin and hands it to me. “You get that analyzed, put a rush on it. Your techs will find things that have never been seen in any human’s blood. They’re looking for nanites, microscopic machines. By the time you get that to them, they won’t be active any longer but they’ll find bits and pieces.”
She put a second napkin on the spot where the needle entered her arm but there was hardly any blood there. Something stopped the bleeding very quickly.
“Those are my three proofs, Mr. Tyson. They’re not iron clad but pretty strong. If we reach a deal and you need more, I’ll let you x-ray my head. That’ll put any doubt to rest. Now, let’s talk business. Do we need the gun?”
She’s not made any explicit threats and there is security around, not enough to keep them from killing me but enough to make it hard to escape. My gut tells me that she knows that.
“No … no, let’s talk. What do you have for me?”
The older lady slips the gun into her purse, then sets the purse on the ground between her feet. She can still reach it, but not quickly.”
“Satisfied?” asks the girl.
“For now. Let’s get down to brass tacks.”
“Sure. I’ve got the original data that I stole from Hobbes, his entire organization, all his assets, his drug smuggling tunnels, warehouses, planes, boats, manufacturing plants, subs, farms, everything.”
“Which he sold, according to him.”
“Oh, he has. I also have the same information for both the Tijuana and Potosi cartels, representing about seventy percent of the world’s drug trafficking.”
MY GOD! What I could do with that! It boggles the mind! But is it legitimate? “Assuming I can verify that, what do you want?”
“But wait! There’s more!” She gestures towards the other woman, who removes what appears to be a CD or DVD from her coat pocket. “My mother is holding a DVD that has the name of every dirty cop, judge, prosecutor, FBI, DEA, ATF, immigration agent, court clerk, senator, congressman or other public official who took a bribe from Hobbes or the other two cartels anywhere in the world, including what they were paid and when. A compilation of corruption. That’s what sold you on Lipscomb’s plan in the first place, wasn’t it?”
She’s right about that. The prospect of cleaning up the system was more appealing than anything else Lipscomb promised to deliver. Crooks are crooks; you know where you stand with them. It’s the supposed good guys who change sides that make me sick … like, apparently, Daniel Lipscomb.
“Fine. What do you want?”
“You’ve got a real good poker face there, Mr. Tyson. You get the list of traitors now and the inventory of assets in one year. For that, Mom and I get Presidential pardons. Totally clean slates.”
“Does Hobbes get a pardon too?”
“No. There’d be too much hell to pay once it came to light. You promise to do nothing to him for the next year. He’s on probation, if you will. After the year is up, assuming he behaves, and we give you the rest of the information, he gets immunity and the whistle blower’s fee on the assets you recover.”
“Wait, that could be …”
“Billions, I know, but you’ll get a lot of that back in taxes.”
“What if I want everything now?”
“You can’t do anything with the asset list until you clean up your own house. The people on the take will destroy any plans you make to use the information. But now, you know who to avoid. You can transfer people, fire them, threaten them, heck even turn them. Give the cartels a taste of their own medicine by creating a few hundred double agents. You cut the number of available sources of information but keep enough flowing to keep them from looking for more. You control what they know and when. They’ll bite because it’ll save them money, you just need to be smart about it. All that’ll take time. When you’re ready, then you get the rest of the information. Besides, if you wait, Tijuana and Potosi should start taking out the little guys for you. By the time they’re done, they’ll be the only two cartels of any significance left standing and then, they’ll betray each other. That’s when you strike. I calculate a year should be about right, maybe fifteen months, less if you provide a little help here and there but that’s your choice. If you succeed, you may earn enough brownie points with the country to do something serious about drugs, like finally work on the demand side, accomplish something that’ll actually do some good in the long term. Cause, if you don’t, we’ll be knee deep in this stuff again in five years.”
WHO is this kid?! That’s the most ruthless elevator pitch I’ve ever heard. And why does it sound so reasonable? Better think twice, Lipscomb fooled me once before.
“I need to think about this. Presidential pardons don’t grow on trees, they take time.”
“I assumed you’d want some time, you told Lipscomb the same thing at first.”
“Once bitten, twice shy.”
She smiles brightly, almost made you forget what kind of things she’d just been talking about.
“So, you believe me then?”
“Let’s say I’m less skeptical.”
She reaches into that bottomless bag of hers and removes a thumb drive, tossing it to me.
“This is a taste of what’s waiting for you, should you agree to our terms. It’s an assortment pack of names, places and things you can check out without raising much suspicion. You got five days to say yes and have our pardons ready. If not, the information disappears.”
“Five days?! That’s crazy! Those things get vetted out the wazoo!”
“I killed four people. Cardoza and Escaban, two life long bad guys, in self-defense. Lipscomb because of his two murders and one attempted murder and a man named Stanley Hamilton in Rice Lake, Wisconsin.”
“What’d this Hamilton do?”
“He raped me. I begged him, I warned him. He didn’t listen. His loss. The authorities aren’t even investigating his death, they assume it was an accident. The fact that I’m telling you about his death is a sign of good faith. I couldn’t be convicted of any of this, just don’t want to be looking over my shoulder for the rest of my life.”
“What did your mother do?”
“Helped me. She’s an accessory. Couldn’t convict her of anything either. We’re a package deal.”
I turn the thumb drive over in my hand. It’s a ridiculously small price to pay for so much, when you think about it. If she’s right, three unsolvable murders disappear from the books and we get enough information to restore integrity to the justice system and possibly destroy the world’s drug industry … or at least put a serious dent in it for years to come, which may open up the possibility of prevention programs.
It’s awfully appealing. “I need to talk to some people.”
“Do it quickly, we want to go back to our lives as soon as possible. Five days.” They both stand up. “My phone number is on the drive. Call me any time of day. I hope we can do business, Mr. Tyson.” She walks away but stops and turns back. “I almost forgot. I need one more thing.”
“What’s that?
“Nothing big … just a letter.”
“What kind of letter?”
Patricia and Jessica, having completed what they set out to do, must now try to return home and pick up their lives. Elements and Themes listed apply to entire story, Rating to this submission. Thanks to Marina Kelly and Robyn Hoode for editorial assistance. I appreciate the perseverance of all those readers who stuck with me to the completion of this story. See my authors page for information about my next story and the possibility of a sequel to "Severance Pay"
CHAPTER SEVENTY THREE
All my boys are working hard this evening. We got a match in a few days and I want each and every one of ’em at their peak, right on the razor’s edge. Cruz and Javier are sparring in the ring while the others are working out at other stations; the heavy bags, the speed bags and rope work. It’s an old, outdated gym with worn out patched together equipment but we make it work.
“Coach?”
It’s Esmeralda, one of the kids who volunteers in the office. “What can I do for you, Esme?”
“Mrs. Zendahas sent me to get you. A package for you was just delivered. She didn’t know if you were waiting for it or something so she told me to tell you.”
“Thanks. I didn’t order anything and it ain’t my birthday. I’ll be down as soon as I’m free.”
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“Were you expecting something, Sister?”
“No, Rita, I wasn’t. Unexpected packages always make me suspicious. Particularly ones without return addresses.”
“I hadn’t noticed that. Do you think it’s dangerous?”
“Not likely, but let’s be safe. You have a seat in the reception area while I open it.”
“Sister Carmela! You can hardly expect me to stay out there while you risk your life.”
“It’s hardly life threatening, Sister Rita. Just better safe than sorry.”
“Then I’ll open it.”
”Rita … you know that isn’t happening.”
“Then I’m staying right here.”
I sigh. I shouldn’t have said anything.
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“What you got there, Coach?”
“Don’t know Martha, let’s find out.”
The box has one of those easy open pull strips so I yank it, tearing down one side. Prying open that side, there’s a padded bag inside. When I remove the bag, I can feel things shifting around inside, kinda like marbles. Better open the bag a bit more carefully.
“Hand me a pair of scissors will ya, Martha.”
“Here you go.”
“Thanks.”
I cut off the short side of the bag.
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“What are they, Sister?”
“They appear to be an assortment of clear crystals. Did Mrs. Connelly order some supplies for one of her classes?”
“Not that she told me, Sister Carmela.” She reaches into the bag and removes one of the crystals, holding it up to the window. “It’s very pretty. See how it reflects the light?”
“Very nice. Why were they delivered to St. Ann’s?”
Rita looked into the bag again, moving the stones around with her hand.
“Wait a minute … there’s something else here.” She pulls out a small envelope about the size of an index card. “It was buried in the crystals.”
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“What does it say, Coach?”
“Can’t say. I need my reading glasses. You read it, Martha.” I hand it to her. She squints as she moves the card closer then further from her eyes. Looks like she needs reading glasses too.
“Ah, here we go. ‘The items in this bag are uncut diamonds …’”
Diamonds?!!
“‘… which are being donated to the YWCA anonymously. The proceeds from their sale should first be used to improve and update the facilities used by the mixed martial arts team. Any remaining money is to be spent at the discretion of the Board of Directors. The current value of the stones is approximately ten million dollars.”
“TEN MILLION!! … SON OF A …”
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“MOTHER OF MERCY!!”
I look down at the bag in my trembling hands. Ten. Million. Dollars.
It’s a joke. A cruel joke. It has to be a joke.
“My heavens, Sister! Who would do such a thing? Ten million dollars to upgrade our sports facilities.”
“I doubt they’re real, Rita. It’s an elaborate prank, no doubt. Just very convincing glass.”
“There’s one way to tell, Sister.”
Sister Rita walks over to the picture of the Pope, steadies it with her left hand, takes the crystal in her right hand and slowly drags it diagonally across the glass, from the upper left corner to the lower right corner, making an ear splitting, high pitched scratching squeal as the stone cuts a deep groove in the surface as it moves across the Pope’s visage. She casually tosses me the stone.
“I’d say that it’s certainly not glass. Glass doesn’t cut glass like that. Perhaps it’s time to have a little faith.”
I stare at the crystal resting in the palm of my right hand, the size of a bird’s egg. The things we could do with that kind of money. I’m almost afraid to consider the possibilities. Even after upgrading the gym and sports fields, we should have money left over to start a foundation. Looking up at Sister Rita’s smiling face, I begin to catch her fever.
“You’re right, Sister. A little bit of faith is what we need.”
She begins to laugh and shake her head side to side, then does a quick shuffle that I’ve seen her do on the sidelines after a particularly good play by one of her girls. Her good spirits are contagious and I can’t help but join her.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
“… ‘scuse my French, Martha.”
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I’m still avoiding Gretchen. It’s been weeks since all hell broke loose but we’re almost finished, assuming Tyson can get us those pardons. I could tell he wanted to. The man is a pragmatist at heart. He wants what we’re selling, the only question is can he convince his superiors. The stuff I gave him ought to whet their appetites but you never know. Politicians are most worried about covering their asses. Since they’ve got nothing on either mom or I for any of those deaths, they’re not giving up much.
Even with Gretchen at school, I’m careful pulling my bike up to Hobbes’ front gate. Took more than I expected to fix everything, it was shot up pretty good. We’ve still got enough money left to get by though. I’ve already given away most of my half of Lipscomb’s diamonds. Mom’s setting up some kind of foundation to fund drug recovery programs. Long term, she’ll probably do more good than I did but I like to reward the people I know.
Mom did send Randi Brown half a million, anonymously of course. Retirement will come a few years early for her. Mom’s really getting into this philanthropy stuff. It suits her.
They buzz me in and the main gate swings open. There are fewer guards around, though Henry and Lou are still here. I’m glad about that. Zipping up the driveway to the house, I swing around to the East side and park my bike in some bushes by the side entrance to the kitchen.
In the past, it was locked and set up as an emergency exit but now it’s propped open. I stick my head in and look around.
“Raul … you here?”
He walks out of the large freezer, a big roast in his hands.
“Patricia! How you today?”
“I’m fine. Mr. Hobbes wanted to see me. You know where he is?”
“No, have not seen him since lunch. You staying for dinner, I hope?”
“’Fraid not. Gretchen still doesn’t know I’m back.”
“You need tell her. She very sad you not around.”
“I’m sad too but it should be soon. I’ll see you later.”
“Okay.”
One thing everyone around here is good at is keeping secrets. If everything breaks right, Mom and I can go back to where we were almost two months ago. What we do after that … we haven’t really talked about.
I’m clearly stuck where I am. Either that or I get a new ID but what good is that? A rose by any other name is still a seventeen year old girl. Mom said she’d stick with me, no matter what, if that’s what I wanted. I don’t want to make her give up her old life for the uncertainty of this one but I appreciate the offer. She doesn’t have much to go back to any way. Though she did say that if she stayed with me, she’d have the chance of grandkids.
I punched her in the arm for that one.
Not hard.
Not too hard anyway.
When I reach the main entrance from the dining room, Henry’s waiting for me.
“Kid! You know the drill. I gotta check you in.”
“Sorry, Henry. Came in through the kitchen. Didn’t want to take any chance that Gretchen was around.”
“Do you think we’re idiots? Of course she’s not around.”
“Just being careful, that’s all.” I hand him my purse. “That’s all I’ve got today.
He tosses it on the conveyor belt and grabs the wand. When he passes it over my head, he pauses, swinging it back and forth in a narrow arc, listening to the quiet warble.
“What would you have done if I’d heard that the first time you came through here?”
“Say I’d been in an auto accident and that they were surgical screws.”
“You always had a lie on the tip of your tongue, didn’t you?”
“That’s my job and I was darn good at it.”
“You were that. He’s waiting for you out on the veranda.”
Not the office? Fine by me. I walk through the main room and out onto the veranda. Hobbes is sitting at a table shaded by a large cantilevered umbrella.
“Patricia! Welcome! Have a seat. Care for something to drink?”
I pull out a chair and sit down. “What’s in the pitcher?”
“Just lemonade.”
“Then I’ll have some.” He pours me a glass. “Can’t have alcohol, I’m driving.”
“How is your motorcycle?”
“Pretty much the way it was, at least mechanically. The bullet holes add character.”
“You should buy a car.”
“We can’t afford that right now. Mom’s gotta find a job and I’ll start looking for something part time once we get squared away.”
“Speaking of which, have you heard anything from Mr. Tyson yet?”
“No, but I’m optimistic.”
“Either way, it was a magnificent performance.”
“Thanks. You wanted to see me?”
“Yes … yes I do. I understand that someone is giving away large quantities of uncut diamonds.”
“Really? Who is this someone?”
“They wish to remain anonymous.”
“How public spirited.”
“Quite. Coincidentally, I paid Daniel Lipscomb in uncut diamonds.”
“I remember you telling me that.”
“Is there a connection?”
“There’s almost always a connection of some kind if you look hard enough.”
“Why didn’t you and your mother just keep them?”
“Too bloody for her taste. Lipscomb killed two people and tried to kill her for them. She wanted some good to come from their deaths.”
“And you agreed?”
“For her sake, yes. I’ve got some money put away. We’ll be fine for awhile, even without work.”
“Which brings me to my second subject. You performed quite a service for me and my family. We never discussed compensation.”
“I didn’t do it for the money. I did it for Gretchen.”
Plus Jenny Jo, Thomas Matthews, Peter Harris and Jessica Warren.
“Nevertheless, I have greatly benefited and, as others have pointed out to me at every opportunity, you deserve the credit for that. You also deserve to be paid, regardless of your motives. I believe the standard agent fee is ten percent.”
“You’re offering me ten percent of eight billion dollars?”
“And not a penny more.”
I don’t want to react right away, pretty sure he’s not joking but there could be more going on here than first appears. Like who’d be telling him he owes me for what I did?
“What does Gretchen know, Mr. Hobbes?”
“Why would she know anything?”
“Because she’s the only person you’d listen to and she wouldn’t say anything unless she knew details. So what does she know? Actually, I’ve got a pretty good idea of some of what she knows. The question is, does she know about the people I killed?”
“No. I told her the truth about Enrique, all of it. You were just there when I did it. I said nothing about anyone else. She needed to know you were still alive. The stress on her was terrible!”
He’s trying to make me feel guilty. Like I don’t already feel bad enough about leaving Gretchen in the dark. “Fine, but we’d agreed to let me tell her when the time was right. Guess it doesn’t matter now, we’re close enough to the finish.”
“What about the money? She will not leave me alone! You should pay her ten percent yourself.”
“Does she know how much money we’re talking about?”
“Not really, but she does know the percentage. Since you know the total and she’ll ask you …”
“Then you’re stuck.”
“Exactly. I know that Jessica may object to taking my money.”
“You got that right.”
“You must convince her, Patricia. My sanity is at stake!”
“I’ll try but can’t promise anything. You know that I’ll take the money. Is that all?”
“No. We need to discuss the right to manufacture your spy camera.”
“You’re really interested in that?”
“Yes. I don’t plan on being part of the idle rich. I need to start a business and that will be a good way to begin.”
“I thought you wanted to be a rancher?”
“That is a sideline. Maybe when I retire.”
“Once we get Walter Tyson’s response, I’ll think about your offer. Until then it’s tough to plan a future.”
“Don’t wait too long … I may find something else to manufacture.”
Already bargaining with me. This will be fun.
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I found Mom in her bedroom of our current home in the converted office space. She was organizing her meager wardrobe.
“Hey, Mom.”
“Hello, honey. What did Hobbes want?”
“Turns out that Gretchen knows a lot more than I wanted her to.”
“How did that happen?”
“Hobbes told her.”
She put down the blouse she had been folding. “You know, I’m not surprised. The more I see of him without that Cardoza man around, the more I suspect that Hobbes couldn’t have been a drug dealer without him. He just doesn’t seem aggressive enough.”
“Well, Hobbes was always the one with the charisma.”
“Oh, he has that in spades!”
“Plus, he’s the one with more of a business approach to things. Cardoza may have been more of the backbone of the operation.”
“I can believe it.”
“Does that mean you’re feeling a bit more … forgiving?”
“Not at all. Why would it matter?”
“Well … it seems that since Gretchen discovered our involvement in the sale, she’s pushed Hobbes to pay us.”
“How much?!
“Ten percent.”
“Of eight billion dollars?”
“Yes.”
“Eight hundred million dollars?”
“That’s what I come up with. Now I know that you’ve got a problem with Hobbes and …”
“Yes.”
“Yes, you’ve got a problem with Hobbes or yes, you’ll take the money?”
“We earned every penny of that eight hundred million. He’d be dead if not for you. Anything we can take from him is money he won’t be able to spend. And we can do much more good with it than he would ever consider. So, yes, we take every red cent.”
“I gotta say, Mom, you still surprise me sometimes. If you’ve got no problem with it then I certainly don’t …”
My phone rings.
“Hello? … I am. Hello, Mr. Tyson … Tomorrow, same time, same place … we’ll be there … thanks.” I flip the cell phone shut. “Looks like we’ll have our answer tomorrow at noon, Mom.”
“Can we trust him?”
“I think so. He can’t afford to prosecute us.”
“Prosecution isn’t his only option.”
I smile at her. “Now that’s the way to think out of the box. We’ll be ready … just in case.”
CHAPTER SEVENTY FOUR
I’ve been waiting for ten minutes, no sign of them. Maybe they spotted the agents. I raise my right hand to scratch my nose and block the view of my mouth.
“Do you think they made you?”
The earpiece clicks softly. “No, Sir. Not possible.”
“I hope not. That little girl is a handful.”
“We’re completely invisible, Mr. Tyson. We’ve got you covered from all sides and above.”
They’ll probably come from below. I take a sip of coffee from my extra large styrofoam cup and subtly look around the plaza. I have a hard time locating the agents and I know where they are. All except the guy on the fifth floor with a sniper rifle.
It’s another three minutes before I notice anything unusual. There’s a high pitched engine noise, like a high revving motorcycle engine but not one of the big hog types, more like a little one, a motor cross type. Whoever’s riding it is running the engine hot, hotter than just idling in traffic, but I can’t even see the bike.
Suddenly, a large van locks up its brakes as the bike cuts him off, turns hard into the curb and slides to a stop, the woman rider standing high on the footrests. She’s wearing a full helmet but there’s no doubt she’s female as she swings her leg over and steps down. Black leather knee high boots with 4 inch heels, laced tight. Painted on low rise jeans. Cropped black leather jacket, the bottom edge just below her rib cage and just above a fat free tummy. No muffin top in sight. Only the bottom two snaps on the jacket are fastened, displaying the kind of cleavage men my age dream about late at night once the wife is sound asleep.
She strides my way, swinging her hips and slowly removing her gloves, one finger at a time. My earpiece clicks.
“Is that her?”
“I … I don’t know,” I whisper. She’s taller, thinner and … a lot sexier, but she is headed straight for me. Just as she gets within ten feet, she stops and gracefully turns all around as she finishes removing her gloves. She pauses just a moment after completing her turn then continues her march towards me.
Click. “We’re ready if she tries anything, Mr. Tyson.”
I just nod my head slightly, she’s too close for me to risk saying anything. She tosses her gloves underhanded and they land lightly next to me. Reaching up, she quickly removes her helmet, shaking her head briefly, redistributing her curly blonde hair. Posing for a moment, hip pushed to the right, her right hand resting gently on it while the helmet dangles from her left hand, she then smoothly slides down next to me on the bench, reaches over and removes the foam cup from my hand. She brings it to her plump, brilliant red lips, takes a sip, then returns the cup to my hand.
Click. “Damn!”
Damn indeed.
“Do you have something for me, Mr. Tyson?”
“Aaaahhhhhh, that’s a … different look for you, Miss Conner.”
“Thanks for noticing.”
The blind guy running the news stand in the lobby a hundred yards away noticed it.
“Yes … yes I do.” I consciously compel my eyes to stay fixed on hers, though a force of about ten G’s is dragging them towards her breasts, just inches from my increasingly sweaty hands. “I have everything here.” Tapping my right breast coat pocket.
“Can I … see it?”
“In a moment. Where’s Jessica Warren?”
“Mom? She’s around here … somewhere.”
“Where exactly?”
“Now that’s hardly fair. You’ve got at least six people watching over you and I’ve just got Mom to take care of little ol’ me.”
“I don’t know what …”
“The guy in the blue three piece suit, the attractive young woman with the baby carriage, the man and his attack dog, the lovey dovey couple and Joe construction worker over there. Since this is the Federal building, you’re bound to have someone sitting in a window on an upper floor.”
Seven for seven. “How did you know?”
“They were all watching me like a hawk when I stopped and turned around.”
“I imagine a lot of people were watching you.”
“Not the way they were.”
“So, where is mom?”
She reaches up and takes my cup again. Taking another sensuous sip, she swivels up off the bench.
“Tell your people not to freak out.”
She struts over to the edge of the fountain, looks up at a number of tall buildings, carefully places the cup on the concrete lip of the fountain and returns to the bench, once again settling uncomfortably close to me.
“It’ll take just a moment.”
“What’ll take just a … “
The cup explodes, with a pop barely audible over the background noise, most everything ending up in the fountains’ pool. Didn’t hear the gun shot, not even the crack of the bullet, which means she’s got a hell of a gun or it’s subsonic, which means she’s close by.
My earpiece clicks. “Can’t spot her. Sorry, Sir.”
Great. I’m in her cross hairs again. Conner picks a loose bit of Styrofoam off my jacket and flicks it away.
“I told you she was a good shot.”
“Her records indicate no firearms experience.”
“I’ve been working with her, an excellent student. What exactly do you have for me, Mr. Tyson?”
All the agents should have been listening in so they know their covers are blown. Most of them are openly standing at their stations, ready to act. Bull by the horns time.
“I have your pardons, like I said. They weren’t easy to come by. A lot of people burnt the midnight oil researching you and your mother before going to the president.”
“Nothing but good news, I hope.”
“For Jessica Warren, yeah. For Jenny Jo Hamilton and Peter Harris … not so much.”
“Hope it wasn’t a deal breaker.”
“Not yet. The final decision is my call. The President signed them but I don’t deliver them until I’m certain that this is the end of your vigilante activities. No more killings.”
“Can’t promise you that I won’t defend myself in the future. Someone comes after me or Mom, I’m putting them down but I’ve recently come into a little money so I plan on retiring very soon. No more late night raids, no more dusk to dawn stakeouts. A nice, peaceful, quiet life for both of us.”
“That doesn’t sound like the Peter Harris I read about.”
“Does this look like the Peter Harris you read about? People can change. I promise you, we will not go looking for trouble. Someone receiving a Presidential Pardon owes the President the duty not to embarrass him by getting into more trouble. Mom and I understand that. We take it seriously.”
“I need some assurances, Miss Conner.”
“I can’t do any more than give you my word, Mr. Tyson.”
“What about Jessica Warren? She’s sitting out there somewhere with a gun, ready to kill.”
“What about your little army, why are they here?”
What do I say? That I was afraid for my life? That it was just a precaution? The truth?
“They’re here in case I decide not to give you the pardons. We can’t afford to have someone like you roaming around unfettered.”
“Extrajudicial?”
“If necessary.”
“That’s why Jessica is out there, to make sure I leave here, with or without the pardons. We don’t want to hurt anyone but we’re not going to just disappear either. You don’t trust me? Fine. We go our separate ways. You think you can prosecute me? Give it your best shot. But you won’t make us disappear. Did you explain to your superiors how far your ass was hanging out?”
Not in so many words. The way she’s looking at me, she knows that. If I had, they wouldn’t be leaving the choice to me. If I say “No pardons”, I could end up in the same place they do, assuming I get out of this plaza alive and we can catch her. Two really big ifs. I reach into my coat pocket, slowly remove a thick envelope and hand it to her.
“It’s all there.”
She pulls her jacket aside, exposing even more of her boobs, reaches in with two fingers and removes the DVD.
“Just as promised, Mr. Tyson.”
I hold out my hand and she drops it into my palm. It’s still warm. The agent dressed as a construction worker warily approaches us. I pass the disc to him and he hurries over to the one dressed as a businessman. They open his laptop and insert the disk.
“It’s a PDF,” she says.
“They can handle it. Don’t you want to check the envelope?”
“It’s not necessary. I know where to find you if something’s missing.”
A threat without making a threat. I can see why she’s so damn good.
“Mr. Tyson, were you able to get the letter I wanted?”
“Ahh the letter. Yeah, it’s in there. In fact, he enjoyed writing it. Beyond that, he wants to meet you. Turns out he’s a fan.”
“A fan?”
“Your little video. He said he wanted to shake the hand that hit that shot.”
“Well, he should be in Florida sometime in the next few months.”
“You can bet on that.”
“I’d like to meet him too. I’ll be in touch.”
The agent gives me a thumbs up. Conner stands, stuffing the envelope into the waist of her jeans in the small of her back. I’d have bet she couldn’t have done that.
“Guess we’re done for now, Mr. Tyson. When I call about the meeting, we can talk about how to work out the delivery of the rest of the information. It’s been a pleasure doing business with you.”
“You keep your nose clean.”
She has her helmet poised to pull down over her head but she pauses and smiles, a bright, innocent, playful smile.
“You sound just like my mother, Mr. Tyson. I’ll be in touch.”
She strides towards her motorcycle, adjusting her helmet as she goes. I signal the agents to back away. She straddles her bike, rocking her hips until getting comfortable. A sharp stomp on the starter and a little wave of her fingers and she was gone, moving quickly into traffic. The lead agent stepped next to me.
“Mr. Tyson, if she’s got a boyfriend, he’s either one lucky bastard or he’s fucking insane. I don’t know which.”
“Probably both, agent.”
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Mom’s waiting for me in the parking garage four blocks away from the plaza, just as planned. She drove the van I used to block the view of the people on the ground as I rode to the exchange. She’s already got the back doors open and the ramp in place so I pull into the back of the van, jump off the bike, help her slide the ramp into the back and close the doors. We hurry to the cab as I yank the envelope from my pants. Once inside, I scan it with the metal detector Hobbes loaned me. No beeps. I’m looking for some kind of tracking device.
“Did it work?” asked Mom.
“Like a charm. I slipped the charge into his cup and it disintegrated. They assumed it was you out there showing off your inner Annie Oakley.”
“Did you get everything?”
“Give me a minute,” I answer, carefully opening the envelope and extracting the papers. I scan each one individually and then hold it up to the light to inspect it. Nothing that I can see. After inspection, I pass each page to Mom and she starts to read.
“President of the United States … powers invested by the United States Constitution … for services rendered to the United States of America … at great risk to life and limb … blah, blah, blah, … here it is, hereby pardons Jessica Warren, also known as Jessica Conner, for all past crimes and misdemeanors. Signed Barack H. Obama, President of the United States. Very nice. Yours says the same, except for a few additional names. I can’t believe it. We’re done. We’re finally done. How many months has it been, sweetheart?”
“We started in late May, 2011 and it’s now late February, 2012, so nine months, give or take.”
“Only nine months. It feels so much longer.”
“Time doesn’t fly when you’re under stress and we’ve been stressed from the start. You’re done but I’m not. I’ve got two things left to do and I start tomorrow. We’ll stop by the bank, rent a safety deposit. box and stash those two pardons. I’m taking the letter with me.”
“I don’t understand about the letter, surely, you could …”
“Not a chance, Mom, and you know it. Frankly, I didn’t need that pardon. It’s nice and all but they weren’t going to pin anything on me anyway. The same for you.” I take the letter from the pile of papers. “This letter, on the other hand, I desperately needed. I’d have traded everything else for it.” I buckle up my seat belt. “Let’s go home.”
“You mean …”
“Yup, our real home. We can get our stuff from the office suite later. Tonight, I want to sleep in my bed and say hello to my long lost plastic friends.”
CHAPTER SEVENTY FIVE
Twenty minutes early should be about right. The team’s still lifting weights in the morning so I want to get there before they get done showering. I know, twenty minutes is hardly enough time to get ready for class but the school puts so many limits on clothes and makeup, it really doesn’t take that long.
I’m glad to see that they haven’t assigned my parking spot to someone else. With the bike, it’s impossible to make a quiet entrance but I kill the engine when I’m almost a block away and just roll in off the hill, dodging a couple of cars that are poking along.
There’s no immediate reaction when I come to a silent stop in my spot. Still nothing when I dismount, hanging my helmet on the back of my seat. In fact, I get almost half way to the gym door before the first girl says anything, shouting “OH! MY! GOD!” I keep moving. A number of girls look my way after the exclamation but they don’t say anything. They’re too surprised. Unfortunately, that doesn’t last long. In seconds, girls are screaming, jumping and running towards me. I could make a break for the gym door but that hardly seems right. A lot of them are my classmates, some of them are even friends. I know a lot of them were worried about me, prayed for me. I can’t ditch them now.
I’m quickly surrounded, tossed here and there, hugged every time I move. Most of the girls are laughing and cheering. Many are smiling and crying. The crowd keeps getting larger. I need to put a stop to this fast. Putting two fingers in my mouth, I give a piercing whistle. It settles things down a bit, just enough for me to yell and be heard.
“THANK YOU! THANKS! I’M REALLY HAPPY TO BE BACK! I GOTTA SEE YOU KNOW WHO AND TALK MY WAY BACK INTO CLASS. WISH ME LUCK!”
I back out of the crowd, waiving my hands wildly. Some girls waive back but most sprint for the front door, wanting to be the first to spread the word of my miraculous return from wherever. I get stopped several times for more hugs but keep moving.
Eventually, I reach the door to the gym and push it open. Walking onto the floor, I can hear the girls in the locker room, talking and laughing. I just stand there, basking in the sound. I never realized how much I missed this place. The girls, the teachers, the nuns, playing ball, my teammates … all of it. Even classes were enjoyable, particularly when you know all the answers. This place just feels like … home.
There’s a couple of balls sitting on the bench so I jog over, grab one and start dribbling. I set up and shoot a three pointer from the top of the key.
Swish.
Aaahh, that’s the stuff. I chase down the bouncing ball but as soon as I reach it, I hear a door bang behind me. Turning around, I see Gretchen running full tilt straight towards me, the rest of the team right behind her. As she gets close, I reach out to hug her.
“You have no idea how … OOOOFFFF!”
She tackles me, knocking me to the floor. Terri screams “DOGPILE!” and the rest of the girls jump on, laughing and screeching. It’s just a mass of arms, legs and boobs. I’d be laughing with them if I could breathe. Right now, I don’t care about that.
I hear Sister Rita scream, “What are you girls doing?!! Get up this instant! Are you mad?! Classes begin in minutes!” The girls start to unpile. “Cassie! Theresa! BeeBee! Suzie! Get up, get up right now! What possessed all of you? Terri! Gretchen! Patricia! Line up here right …” She looks down at me, her eyes growing larger by the second, her mouth wide open.
I stand up, dusting myself off. “Hey Sister …”
She dives in, hugging me as hard as I’ve been grabbed all morning, mumbling “Thank you God! Oh, thank you Lord. Thank you, thank you” over and over. The other girls start applauding. I can hear her sob quietly.
I pat her shoulder “I’m fine Sister, I’m okay, I’m okay.”
She loosens her grip and steps back, reaching into her pocket and removing a handkerchief. She dabs at her eyes for several seconds before stuffing it back into her pocket, sniffing. “We … aaahhh … we need to get you to Sister Carmela right away, Patricia.”
“I know. I was headed that way but I had to see the team first.” All the girls are smiling, some giggling quietly.
“I understand, but we really must see Sister Carmela right now. She’ll be so happy … you have a lot of explaining to do … where’s your mother? Is she …”
“Mom’s fine, Sister. I’m fine, we’re all fine. I know, you’re right. I’ve got a lot of explaining to do. I figured it was best for me to talk with Sister Carmela myself. I’ll get my bag.”
I’d dropped my bag at the bench when I picked up the ball. I sling it over my shoulder and walk towards the exit, Sister Rita falling in next to me, grabbing my arm but not in anger, more like she’s just making sure I’m really here.
“Sister, I’m really sorry about all this. I didn’t have many other options. I did what I thought was best for everyone. If I’d have known how it was going to affect all of you … I’d … I’d … tried to …”
“I’m alright now, Miss Conner. It was just a shock to see you there, back with the team, with my girls … where you belong.”
“How upset will Sister Carmela be?”
“After she gets up off her knees from thanking God for your safe return? I’m thinking … Mount Vesuvius.”
“At least it isn’t Krakatoa.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The news of my return broke a land speed record spreading through the school. I think a few of the girls are actually psychic. Even though classes start in about two minutes, the hallway in front of the office is absolutely jammed. Regardless, they make room when Sister Rita and I show up.
The parting of the Red Sea.
Ms. Jensen’s waiting at the door as we enter, grabbing me and holding me tightly to her chest.
“We thought we lost you. Sister Carmela never gave up hope but I was sure you were … God brought you back to us. Welcome Home!”
“Thanks Ms. Jensen. I’m happy to be back if Sister will let me stay.”
She lets me go. “I’m sure you’ll think of something to convince her. You always do.” She pats my hand. “Good luck.”
I nod my head, acknowledging her best wishes. Approaching the door to Sister Carmela’s office, I pause and look back. Sister Rita and Ms. Jensen are standing shoulder to shoulder, Ms. Jensen giving me a thumbs up with her right hand while rubbing away tears with her left. Girls are practically climbing on top of each other to look in the office window.
Here we go. I grab the doorknob, turn it and push the door open.
Sister Carmela looks like she’s over the thankful stage and has moved on to barely restrained anger. Sorry I wasn’t around for the happy part.
“Have a seat, Miss Conner.”
I deliberately pull out a chair and sit down, dropping my bag next to me. The class bell rings as I move the chair back to its original spot. Wonder how many of the girls out there are hurrying off right now. If they could see what I see, it’d be all of ‘em.
“Your absence was unprecedented. I hardly know where to start.”
“Actually, Sister Carmela, it’s not that …”
She raises her hand, stopping me. “Your persuasive skills are extraordinary, Miss Conner. Permit me to go first. I took your disappearance personally. Not a day went by that we didn’t all pray for your safe return. Every time there was an announcement about an unidentified body being discovered, the mood here fell to the bottom of the barrel, only to rise again once it was determined it wasn’t you. Do you have any idea what you put us through, what you put me through? Girls were out distributing fliers with your photo on it all over town, all over this part of the state! And now, without any advance notice, you show up as if nothing had happened.”
“Safe and sound, just like you prayed for.”
“Don’t interrupt me. Yes, you’re back, apparently unharmed, but that doesn’t mean there won’t be any consequences for this little sabbatical of yours. Unless you can provide me with one whale of an explanation, I will terminate your scholarship and expel you. Don’t think for a second that I won’t. If I let you get away with this, others will try. St. Ann’s has the highest standards and I expect every single girl to live up to those standards. Right now, you are woefully short.”
She sits back in her chair, arms folded. Must be my turn now. I reach down into my bag and remove a plain, white, unmarked business size envelope. I place it on the edge of her desk nearest me.
“I underestimated how my disappearance would affect people here at St. Ann’s. It couldn’t have been helped but, if I had to do it all again, I’d try to think of something that might have made things easier on everyone, though, to be absolutely truthful, there may not have been a single thing I could have done differently.”
“What is that?” she asks, gesturing towards the envelope.
“The last part of my explanation. You remember way back when I took care of your Caitlin McBride problem? You assumed that I’d replace her, be a bit more amiable to your wishes. You remember what I said?”
“Yes, that you had bigger fish to fry.”
“That’s what I’ve been doing.”
“There is nothing more important for a girl your age than education. It is the bedrock upon which your future will be built. I don’t know what you have been doing these past seven weeks but you have greatly exceeded the number of unexcused absences permitted by the state.”
“And if I had someone to vouch for me?”
“I’m afraid that your mother’s word will not be good enough. She’s facing criminal prosecution for failing to make sure you were in school. The rules are quite clear, my hands are tied.”
“But there are exceptions, when there are unusual circumstances, like when a student is in an accident or gets sick and spends a lot of time in the hospital.”
“You look perfectly healthy to me. You aren’t proposing some kind of fake illness are you? Because, if you are, St. Ann’s will have nothing to do with fraud.”
“No, I’m not suggesting anything of the sort. It’s just an example. Sister, I want to come back to St. Ann’s. I want to make things right, but I’m not making a general apology. There were some things that I had to do, important things. Things I can’t explain and I won’t be telling anyone about. Not you, not Sister Rita, certainly not any of the girls. I know, if I come back here, they’ll bug the heck out of me about it but that’s my problem.”
“Even if I was willing to allow you to return, the state requires a minimum number of hours. You couldn’t possibly get those hours with the number of weeks left in the semester.”
“Sister, you and I both know that I can handle the academics, no matter how many days are left. Besides, there’s that extenuating circumstances exception.”
“Which you’ve yet to show you qualify for.”
“And if I could? Would you let me back into St. Ann’s?”
She looks at me, calculating the risk I present to her, to the school.
“If I do, what do we get from you?”
“A dedicated student, an outstanding scholar, an opportunity to provide guidance to a girl with lots of potential … and a state basketball championship.” I place the index finger of my right hand on the envelope and slide it slowly across the desk towards her. “This is my extenuating circumstance, Sister.”
She takes the envelope, opens it and removes the letter inside, unfolding it.
Dear Sister Carmela,
Please excuse the recent absences of Patricia Conner from
St. Ann’s. She and her mother have been performing an invaluable service to the United States government at great personal risk to themselves. A number of corrupt officials and police officers have been discovered thanks to their efforts. Unfortunately, I’m not in a position to reveal any details of their activities and would consider it a personal favor if you would refrain from asking either Miss Conner or her mother questions about this, as there is an ongoing investigation.
Any assistance you can provide Miss Conner will be greatly appreciated by both your government and myself. Should you have any questions, feel free to call the number at the top of this page. Thank you for your attention to this matter.
Very truly yours,
Barack H. Obama
President of the United States
She lays the letter on her desk, the slightest tremor in her hands.
“My heavens, child. What are you involved in?”
“Sorry, Sister. I’m not supposed to say.”
“I know, sorry, but how … the President? Of the United States? How is this possible?”
“Truth is stranger than fiction, Sister. The big question is … am I still a member of the Class of 2014?”
She looks at me, then picks up the letter, rereading it, then lays it back onto her desk.
“I don’t really have any choice, do I?”
“Don’t say that. I need you to want me back. I’m not going to force my way back into St. Ann’s. You don’t want me, I’ll go somewhere else but I really want to stay here with all my friends. I didn’t realize how much I missed this place until I rode back onto campus this morning. Seeing all the other girls, my teammates, Sister Rita, how they responded to me … all the old feelings came flooding back. I need this place, Sister. I may seem so mature and confident but I’ve seen things, done things these past few months. I’m not the same person who walked through your door at the beginning of the semester. I don’t know exactly who I am anymore. I think you and everyone here can help me find out. Please Sister, help me find my way home. I won’t let you down.”
“How could the government do this too you? You’re a child, for heaven’s sake! These things are too much for a young girl, no matter how gifted, to deal with.”
“I volunteered, Sister.”
“That’s more to your credit than theirs, Patricia.”
“It’s a long, strange story, one you’ll likely never know. It wasn’t supposed to work out this way. I was only going to be here for a few weeks, maybe months and then leave once the job was done. But it took longer. Maybe I made sure it took longer, I don’t know. I got comfortable here.”
“This was planned from the very beginning?!”
“It was, but we were betrayed. I had to improvise. People died, I’m not saying how.”
“Did you …”
“I’m not saying, Sister.”
“I see … well, that’s between you and the Lord, Patricia. Is it really Patricia Conner?”
“It is now. My mother is Jessica Conner.”
“Your mother? The woman who looks nothing like you?”
“Yes, my mother. We have the same nose, if you look close enough.”
“I’ll take your word on that.”
“I’m not looking for pity, Sister Carmela. Like I said, I volunteered and knew that things might not work out. I’d just like to have the chance to try life as a regular girl and figure out what my future will be.”
“You’re hardly a regular girl, Patricia.”
“I know, but I can dial it back and fit in.”
“You most certainly will not, not here. I expect each and every one of my students to give the maximum effort at all times. I expect more from a girl who has been given great gifts by God.”
“God may not have had much to do with my gifts.”
“God has something to do with everything that happens, planned or unplanned.”
“Does this mean that I’m back in school?”
She opens the middle drawer of her desk, removes a small pad of paper, picks up her pen and writes something on the top page then tears it off. She gets up and walks around her desk until she’s standing right next to me, extending the hand holding the paper.
“Here’s a tardy slip. I believe that Ms. Truax is expecting you in French.”
I stare at the slip, tears starting to gather in my eyes. Pushing myself up from the chair, I take it from her hand and look up at her. “Thank you, Sister. You don’t know what this means to me.”
She reaches out, pulling me into her body, hugging me fiercely. “You’re welcome. Don’t ever do this to me again.”
“I won’t. I’m done with all that.”
She loosens her grip, holding me at arms length. “Good, but if there’s more trouble in the future, you’ll always have a home at St. Ann’s. Now, get to class, Miss Conner.”
“Right.” I head for the door as she returns to her chair. I pause at the door as she sits down. “There are a couple more things, Sister Carmela.”
She freezes for a few seconds, then sighs. “What couple of things, Miss Conner?”
“Due to circumstances I can’t get into, I no longer need the scholarship.”
“You don’t?”
“No. Send me a bill for tuition. In fact, add last semesters’ tuition to the bill.”
“That’s certainly good news. What else?”
“I have this cousin. She lives in Wisconsin. She’s finishing eighth grade and probably coming to live with me in the summer. I’d like to get her into St. Ann’s fall freshman class.”
“Is this … cousin anything like you?”
“We look an awful lot alike but she’s much better behaved.”
“I doubt St. Ann’s could survive two of you. I look forward to meeting her.”
“Thanks, Sister.”
She gestures with her hand, dismissing me. As soon as I’m out of her office, I bolt for class.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
The whole team sat together at lunch. I was the last to arrive.
“Look, guys, I need to tell you a few things …”
“Don’t bother,” says Terri. “Gretchen told us everything.”
“She did? What’d she tell you?”
“That you were safe and were helping her father sell his business.”
“You guys believed that?”
“Why not?” asks Cassie. “We all know what her dad did for a living. The sooner he got out of that, the better for her. We couldn’t figure out why you were involved but Gretchen said you knew about that stuff. We understood why it all needed to be kept on the QT. We were all worried and stuff until she told us.”
“Guess I’m glad Gretchen was able to assuage your concerns.”
“Huh?”
“She’s happy Gretchen told us,” says Linda, translating for Cassie.
“So, what’s happened since I left?”
“We won thirteen out of fourteen games,” says Debbie.
“What happened on the loss?”
“Gretchen got in foul trouble.”
“It was the same crew who did the St. Agnes game,” grumbles Gretchen. “They couldn’t ref their way out of a paper bag. I say they were still pissed at us for that video that proved they sucked.”
“Who beat us?”
“Heritage Christian. They were pretty good,” answers Terri.
“We were better,” Gretchen grouses.
“You’re right, Gretch, we are. We may see ‘em again in the tourney. What else happened?”
“You missed the Valentines Day Dance at the Y,” says Terri with a sly smile. “Guess who spent the whole night with her new boyfriend, ignoring all her friends.”
“I didn’t ignore you!” Gretchen exclaims. “Gary and I sat with you and Javier and the rest of the team for at least half an hour.”
“And the two of you spent the entire time in your own little world.”
Gretchen is blushing so the other girls pile on.
“Don’t get on her case. It’s just new love with a hot guy,” says BeeBee.
“A very hot guy,” adds Lynne.
“With really long fingers,” chimes in Claire. “Have you seen those fingers?”
“What’s his fingers have to do with anything?” asks Gretchen.
The other girls just giggle so I fielded her question.
“It’s an old wives tale. The longer the fingers the bigger … little Gary is.”
“Little Gary?”
Most of the girls are choking back their laughter. Terri doesn’t bother.
“You know … the little guy … down there … the one who gets bigger when excited.”
BeeBee jumps in. “We all hope.”
More giggling.
“I don’t know anything about that,” Gretchen huffs.
I do. “It’s just an old saying. It’s not true, not at all.”
“How would you know?” asks Linda.
“I’ve known a lot of guys with long fingers that didn’t … measure up.”
Several girls howl with laughter, attracting lots of attention. I don’t want to be anymore of a spectacle than necessary on my first day back.
“Calm down, calm down. I can’t afford the heat right now. Was it a nice dance?”
Terri settles down, wiping tears from her eyes. “Pretty good. The band was decent and the food wasn’t as greasy as usual. You’d have enjoyed it, Patty.”
“I doubt if I’d even been there. Stag at a Valentine’s Day dance is not my idea of fun.”
“I don’t know about that,” says Terri, the sly grin returning.
“What?”
“The stag thing. Eric and the French girl broke up.”
“WHEN? HOW?”
“Gretchen did it.”
Everyone looks at her.
“It wasn’t on purpose!” she cries. “It was Terri’s fault!”
“Okay, I’ll bite. What happened?”
The whole team leans in towards Terri, trying to keep the story just between us girls.
“Okay, first off, Claudette DesCartes was NOT a team player. I understand that when you’ve got a new relationship you’re all googly eyed and can’t stand being apart but she was too much. If Eric wasn’t at work, or school, or practice, he had to be with her; and she wasn’t too happy about practice. If the team got together on any other thing, Eric wasn’t allowed to come out and play.”
“And he put up with that?”
“You DID see her?”
“Yeah, you’re right. A girl like that could wrap any guy round her little finger. Go on.”
“Well, right after you disappeared, Gretchen organized everyone to distribute flyers all over the place with your picture on it, ‘Have you seen this girl?’ and all that.”
I turn towards Gretchen. “You did?”
“I had to do something!”
“No, you didn’t. Go on, Terri.”
“She did a great job. We all helped and so did the Martial Arts Team. Eric worked harder than any of them. A lot of the time, it was Eric and Gretchen working together.”
I turn to Gretchen again. “Reeeaaallyy?”
“Nothing happened! I knew he had a girlfriend. We were worried about you, that’s all.”
“I know, Gretch. You’re not that kinda girl.”
Terri continues. “You’re right. You know that and I know that, but Claudette didn’t know that. She’d been giving Eric all kinds of grief about the time he was spending distributing posters but she didn’t even know who he was working with. And remember … she had never met Gretchen.”
“Wait a minute, what about the New Year’s dance?”
“By the time she got there, Gretchen was sitting with Gary and his friends. If she ever saw her, they never met.”
“OOhhh, that’s a problem.”
“A BIG problem.”
“So, Terri … what did you do?”
“Nothing much, just introduced them.”
“And Claudette …”
“Freaked. Totally. It was epic.”
“Ultimatum?”
“Absolutely. Eric told her to drop dead. More or less.”
“That’s terrible!”
“Isn’t it. Someone needs to console that poor boy.”
CHAPTER SEVENTY SIX
Practice was great. I was a little out of shape and got tired at the end but I could see why they had only lost one game since I left. Gretchen had really improved, taking charge inside, getting good position and demanding the ball. The other girls delivered.
They had become a team.
At first, I was afraid my return would screw things up but they wanted me there, to run the show. I didn’t have to shoot every shot, just dish and drive, keep ‘em all involved. They’d all developed more confidence in their shots, their game … themselves.
I was sitting on the bench with Sister Rita while the rest of the team scrimmaged. They were relentless with each other.
“They don’t need me out there, Sister.”
“You’re right, but they want you. We all missed you.”
“From the look of things, not that much.”
“Don’t be fooled. Gretchen had faith from the first that you’d be back. She said that we couldn’t let you down, we had to be strong and keep playing hard. The rest of them ran with it.”
“You know that me … going away … it wasn’t personal. It had nothing to do with you or the girls.”
“I know. I spoke with Sister Carmela. She didn’t tell me everything but she told me enough. Impressive letter.”
“I’d appreciate it if that didn’t get around.”
“Understood. Get in there for BeeBee.”
After practice, I asked Terri to hang around and rebound for me while I worked on my shot. I was more interested in talking with her.
I work around the three point arc, shooting several shots from each position, hitting most of them. After about twenty minutes we take a break, sitting on the bench.
“That thing with Eric. You really shouldn’t have messed with him,” I tell her.
“I didn’t mess with him. Anyone could see it was inevitable. I just sped up the process.”
“Maybe, but you shouldn’t mess with other peoples lives.”
“PLEASE! You’ve done nothing BUT mess with other people’s lives since you walked through that front door in your little home made uniform. Gretchen’s been your pet project for months. I’m not saying you don’t do good work but don’t criticize when other people follow your example. Besides, you know you want a second chance with Eric, now you’ve got it. Don’t blow it this time.”
“I don’t need a second chance with anybody.”
“Whatever.”
Just then, Gretchen comes walking out of the locker room. She’s changed back into her school uniform. While she walks towards us, Terri stands and walks towards her. As they pass each other, they slap hands.
“I got this,” says Gretchen.
“She’s all yours,” Terri responds.
Terri continues walking across the gym, pushing open the locker room door and letting it slam behind her. Gretchen quickly approaches me and sits down on the bench, a serious look on her face.
“What’s this?” I ask.
“An intervention.”
“Doesn’t that usually involve several people?”
“Okay, a mini intervention.”
“About what? I’m not using any drugs and haven’t had a drink since that champagne at your house.”
“We think it’s time you took care of yourself.”
“Who’s ‘we’?”
“The team. Your friends.”
“Who says I don’t take care of myself?”
“I do. And Terri. All of us. We’re all fine. We can get by for a little while longer without you. Go take care of what you need.”
“What if I don’t know what I need? What if I haven’t had time to decide what my future will be?”
“Like I have? Like any of us have? Why should you be any different? I know you’re super girl and all but you’re more like the rest of us than you’d like to admit.”
Well … now I am. “So then … how does this mini intervention work?”
She puts her arm over my shoulder, pulls me up and we walk towards the locker room.
“We start by me driving over to your house tomorrow after practice, we fix supper together, and we talk.”
“What do you mean you drive over to my house? When do you drive anywhere? You’re always driven.”
“Not anymore. I’ve got a car.”
“Please tell me it’s not one of those gold plated status symbols everyone else around here drives.”
“It’s a used Miata, green. I found it on Craig’s List. Low miles. Very reasonable. You’ll look great in it. We both will.”
“How’d you talk your dad into that?”
“It was a compromise. I started out asking for a Harley.”
“About tomorrow evening … I don’t think my mom will be home. She said she had something to do.”
“Even better.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It’s taken over an hour for me to get home tonight. The neighborhood is great for Janet and the kids but the commute is not fun, particularly with all the new road repairs and detours. I could use a driver if I wanted to but it just doesn’t feel right. As I pull into the driveway, there’s an unfamiliar car parked in front of the house. Janet’s waiting for me at the connecting door to the house as soon as the garage door settles in place. She looks worried. I quickly exit the car.
“What’s wrong?”
She waives her hand, signaling for me to come closer. She doesn’t want to alarm the kids.
“What’s wrong?” I whisper.
“There’s a woman waiting to see you.”
“A woman? Where?”
“She’s in your office.”
“Did she say what she wanted?”
“No, just that she was sorry but that she needed to see you. Said her name was Jessica Conner.”
HERE? JESSICA CONNER?! Janet read the look on my face.
“Is she dangerous?”
“No, no, it’s fine. Just surprised that she’s here. Thought I was done with her. I’ll take care of it. You and the kids stay in the kitchen. Confidential stuff.” I force a smile, hoping it’s comforting. She’s not buying it.
“If there’s a problem, I want to know about it and right now!”
“I’m sure it’s fine. I just finished working out a deal for her and her daughter. She’s probably got some questions, that’s all.”
“Then why doesn’t she ask her lawyer?”
“She didn’t have a lawyer, they did it themselves.”
“Isn’t that unusual?”
“The whole case is unusual. I’ll talk to her, she’ll leave, we’ll have supper. In fact, you guys start without me. Okay?”
I think I’ve finally persuaded her that things are under control. Too bad I don’t believe it.
I’ve got a gun but never carry it. I’m a lawyer, for God’s sake, not a cop. Of course, the gun is in my office.
I walk through the kitchen, kissing my kids on the tops of their heads, acknowledging their greetings, then hurry to my office at the other end of the house. Stopping at the door, I have to decide how to approach this, passive or aggressive. If she’s here to cause trouble, passive ain’t gonna cut it. I open the door and charge in.
“You don’t bring this stuff into a man’s home, you don’t threaten his family, Ms. Conner.”
She sitting in one of the padded chairs opposite my desk, head hanging down. She jerks her head up.
“I’m sorry, Mr. Tyson, I just didn’t know what else to do.”
She’d clearly been crying before I came in, her eyes wet, puffy and red. Aww jeez.
“Look, Ms. Conner … Jessica, it’s kind of an unwritten rule in this game. You don’t bring this type of thing to a person’s home. Didn’t Patricia tell you that?”
“She doesn’t know I’m here. I’ve decided that I can’t live with a lie. I can’t be a good mother if I don’t stand for the truth.”
The truth? What the hell does that mean?
“Are you saying that I’ve been lied too? That I’ve given bad information to the President of the United States?”
“Yes, but don’t blame Patricia, she meant well. She was just trying to protect me.”
“Protect you from what?”
She looks away for a moment and sighs. “I killed Daniel Lipscomb.”
“You?”
“Yes, I did and Hobbes killed Enrique Cardoza, who may have been more responsible for the success of his business than Hobbes was.”
“Why’d you kill Lipscomb?”
“The same reasons Patricia gave you. He tried to kill me and he did kill Thomas Matthews and Peter Harris. He also tried to sell Patricia into sexual slavery.”
“And Cardoza?”
“I wasn’t there but Patricia said that Cardoza was attempting to take over Hobbes’ empire by killing him and blaming Patricia for it, also killing her in the process. Hobbes got to him before Patricia did. Also, it turns out Cardoza killed Hobbes’ wife a number of years ago.”
“So everything I was told was true except for who did the actual killing.”
“Yes. I haven’t had a peaceful night’s sleep since I did it.”
“You’re not a dead eye marksman, then.”
“Hardly.”
“How’d she pull off that trick with the cup at the …”
“Some kind of water activated thing, like Mentoes and Diet Coke. It expanded until it popped, shredding the cup.”
“What if I hadn’t been drinking that cup of coffee?”
“She’d have gotten one from a nearby trash can. It looked more spontaneous using your cup.”
She had that right. “Why’d she come up with the story where she took all the blame?”
“Patricia said it was a neater package, that prosecutors like everything tied up in a package with a pretty bow, makes their job easier. Anything that complicates issues just makes life harder for everyone. Her story was easier to understand and fit the known facts so she thought you’d be more likely to buy it and be able to sell it.”
“That’s certainly true.”
“I think it’s more than that. She’s trying to protect people. She was doing that earlier and it’s only gotten worse since the … never mind.”
“Since the what?”
“I shouldn’t say.”
“Jessica, I appreciate what you’ve told me but it doesn’t change anything. It doesn’t matter which one of you killed Lipscomb or Cardoza. Pardons were given in exchange for the information and the promise of future good behavior by both of you. As for Raymond Hobbes, we’ll still keep our agreement to withhold prosecution. I’m more concerned about you. I’ve checked into your history, I know about your husband and daughter so it’s easy to see how you got involved in Lipscomb’s scheme. I also know Peter Harris’ record. Thomas Matthews was a little harder to track down. The upshot of all this is that if Lipscomb had told me about your involvement, he would never have gotten my approval.”
“Why?”
“You were much too close to the target to ever be permitted to participate in an operation like this. And Thomas Matthews was the ultimate loose cannon.”
“And Peter?”
“He already had that propensity to protect people. It’s one of the things that made him so successful. His targets all came to trust him because he always had their backs, to the bitter end. His psych profile indicated turning those people in ate him up inside.”
“It bothered Patricia too. Constant nightmares.”
“She calls you her mother and you refer to her as your daughter. I assume you both acknowledge reality on that point.”
“It was our cover and we did our best to live our parts. Now … it’s a matter of choice. Legally, it’s true because we ARE Jessica and Patricia Conner. We both like it and don’t plan on making any changes. That’s why I’m here now. I can’t have her sacrificing her life for mine. That’s my job.”
“I’m a parent too. I understand the feeling, but you still have your own life to live. I’m sorry both of you ever got involved in this situation. Peter Harris didn’t deserve what happened to him. Frankly, I still have a hard time believing it despite what my tech guys say they found in that blood sample. You didn’t deserve it either, nor did Matthews. I know that I’m more than a little responsible. I trusted Lipscomb.”
“We all did … except Patricia.”
“Smart girl. If you continue to have problems, contact me at the office and I can give you the name of someone who can help. All our officers undergo mandatory counseling whenever there’s an officer involved shooting. You’ll need it more than they do. Peter’s already been there a couple of times.”
“It obviously helped him soooo much.”
“Hey, it may have been worse for him without it, who knows. Get help, that’s all I’m saying. I’d have said it earlier if I’d have known the straight story. You and Patricia have nothing to fear from me. The information you gave us is good so far. Internal Affairs has already identified a dozen people in key jobs who are looking at immediate transfers.”
“You’re not going to prosecute them?”
“That comes later, once we build a case. Now, we just want to limit damage and funnel the information through a few carefully controlled double agents. Patricia was right about that too. Wish she was on my staff.”
“You’re not the first person to say something like that.” She stands up. “I’m sorry for disturbing you at home. I wasn’t aware of the rules. It was the only thing I could think of doing without Patricia finding out and trying to stop me.”
“Where is she?”
“At home with one of her friends. They haven’t seen each other for weeks and they’re making up for lost time.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I didn’t plan on spending the evening impaling myself on the strap on that Gretchen was wearing while she lay on her back in my bed, clasping my hips in her hands, driving up as I plunge down, each of us gasping, grunting, and moaning, with the intermittent whimper from me. I occasionally fall forward and spend time massaging and licking her boobs, nibbling and sucking on her nipples but she’s all about the fucking.
It all started innocently enough. She intentionally splashed me while we were washing dishes after supper. I cooked most of it but she did help a little. After we cleaned off the table, she dropped a plate into the sink, splashing water all over the front of my T-shirt.
She said she was sorry but she was smiling. I let it slide.
Then she did it again, smiling all the time. She started to apologize but I wasn’t buying it. I cut her off by flipping a handful of water out of the sink at her, splashing her blouse, causing her to shriek. She answered with a half glass of water right in my face.
I didn’t respond right away. I just stared at Gretchen, her arm bent, hand holding the now empty glass, waiting for my next move. We both just stood there, the floor getting wetter as the water dripped from my head and shirt. She’s still mostly dry. She glanced over at the spray nozzle sitting next to the spigot. She wouldn’t dare …
She dove at it. I moved too but slipped on the wet floor. Usually, she wouldn’t have had a chance of beating me to it but the slip slowed me up so we reached the nozzle at the same time. It started spraying instantly as we both grabbed the handle and yanked it from its base. She got the worst of it initially as I forced the nozzle towards her face but her height gave her leverage so she managed to twist it back towards me as I lost my footing again. She’s wearing sport shoes with rubber soles and I’m wearing leather soled shoes with three inch heels.
I could finish this quick if I wanted to and she knew it but we kept wrestling around, shrieking, laughing and getting totally soaked. I finally managed to get the sprayer out of her hands without hurting her, but slipped again. This time, I’m going down so I released the nozzle so I didn’t rip it out of the sink and I grabbed Gretchen, pulling her down with me, hitting the floor with a loud squelch.
I landed on my back and Gretchen lands on top of me, face to face. We laugh and giggle for a few seconds then I caught my breath.
“Alright … okay … that’s enough … let me up … come on Gretch, get up.”
“No. I like it here.”
“I don’t. I’m on a cold wet floor.”
“Maybe I can warm you up.”
“Don’t be crazy … aaahhHH!”
She slid up my body a little, planting her knee between my legs and nuzzled my neck.
“Come on … uhhuhh … stop it … ahh hhaahh … Gretchen … hhhuhh … mmmff.”
She’d worked her way over to my mouth, gently kissing me. I could feel her arms slide up the sides of my body. Her hands lightly pressed against the sides of my head as her upper body lifted slightly. She rested on her elbows as she broke off the kiss, working down my neck with her lips and tongue.
She’d been practicing.
“Gretchen … what are you …”
“Sshhhhh. Not now.”
“Not now? Why … mmmff!”
She kissed me again, more forcefully this time, tightly gripping my head. With her knee where it was, I was practically trapped underneath her. I could’ve escape in seconds, not hurting her too badly in the process … but I could do that anytime. Right then, I was beginning to enjoy her new found skills.
She pressed harder against my mouth, probing with her tongue. In all the prior times we’d made out, I was more the aggressor but she really took command. It was … different … interesting … exciting.
I worked my arms free and wrapped them around her neck. It only encouraged her to become more driven, forcing her tongue deeper into my mouth. Two could play that game. We fought for dominance a bit before I gave in … you know, for her sake.
She let go of my head and started to pull away, but I kept a grip on her neck as we rose up off the floor. She moved her hands to my waist and lifted me as she continued to stand up. I ended up cradled in her arms, having never broken our kiss, my arms still around her neck. Finally, I pulled away to catch my breath.
“Wow! Who taught you that move?”
“No one. We’ve been lifting weights for over three months. I’m a lot stronger than I was. We’re going upstairs now.”
“Whatever you say, lover.”
And that’s how I ended up doing the bouncy bouncy on the delicious pole of vibrating silicon.
When we got upstairs, there wasn’t any question as to who was going to wear the strap on. Gretchen undressed me then stripped down herself, after getting me a towel to dry off with. I rubbed her dry myself and then actually sucked the strap on, while she ran her hands through my damp hair and called me a good girl the entire time. When the time came, she had me get on all fours and she took me from behind, slowly at first but soon she was pounding away, bent over my back, groping my boobs, grunting and sweating with the effort. I pushed back with everything I had.
We were animals, rutting animals.
After my first orgasm, she flipped me over and we did it facing one another, going at it just as hard as before but this time I could see her face, see the emotion … the resolve … the anger. She was smiling, no … more like leering at me but I caught brief glimpses of anger. That’s when it hit me.
We were having make up sex.
That great, physical sex you have when you and your wife have just gotten over a fight about something but you’ve still got to release the anger and aggression that you felt. That no holds barred, take that you bitch, thank God for endorphins kind of sex.
Except, this time, I’m the bitch.
There’s more here than that little water fight. We were both laughing. Most of the time. I don’t know why she’s doing it this way. I ceased to care why when she reached down and grabbed both my nipples.
After the second orgasm, I got on top and rode her until my legs were rubber, then I’d stop to work on her boobs and rock my hips until I’d get my second … or third … or fourth wind. This time, I made sure Gretchen got off before I did, though she wasn’t far behind me the other two times. She seemed really into the power trip.
After the third orgasm, I was too spent to do anything but crawl up next to her and cuddle close as she put her arm around my shoulder, hugging me, caressing my breast idly with her fingertips.
“Did you like that, baby?”
“Ummmm yeah,” I cooed.
We stayed wrapped in each other’s arms, slowly coming off the endorphin rush of repeated, multiple orgasms. It was the best make up sex I’d ever had. Now, I had to figure out what we’d fought about … and do it again as soon as possible.
Gretchen stirred, sitting more upright. I gripped just a little tighter so she wouldn’t go anywhere.
“Patty?”
“Yeah?”
“I know what you did.”
That could be about a hundred different things. Never admit anything, get more information.
“What do you mean?”
“I know who you are, what you are, what you did and why you pretended to be my friend.”
Oh crap.
CHAPTER SEVENTY SEVEN
I slide out of Gretchen’s grasp and sit up, wrapping the sheet around my breasts, giving me time to think. I could play dumb, I could lie, I could ask a lot of questions to figure out exactly what she knows, but all of those will likely make things worse. She’s a smart girl, I need to treat her like one.
“Alright, what do you know?”
“Just like that? No apology?”
“I’m not apologizing for anything I did, not yet at least. You said you know all about me. Fine, let’s find out.”
“Where do I start?”
“Where ever you want.”
“I know that you’re not … completely normal.”
“That’s hardly news.”
“I mean, you’re different from other girls. You’ve got … stuff inside you.”
“What kind of ‘stuff’?”
“I don’t know! All the guards say you’re like an android or a robot or a cyborg or something.”
“Who told you that?”
“No one. They wouldn’t talk to me. They were told not to.”
“So where’d you get this inside scoop about me?”
“I did what you did. I talked to Raul.”
“Does he believe that I’m some kind of hybrid thing?”
“No, but he did tell me what the guards were saying. You have to admit, you’ve done some pretty amazing things.”
“Fine. What else do you know?”
“So it’s TRUE?!”
“I admit nothing. What’s next?”
“I know that you stole computer files from my father, that you were some kind of undercover agent.”
“For who?”
“The police, I guess.”
“Okay, what else?”
“You’re not going to say anything?”
“Not until you’ve got it all out. Next.”
“You killed Tony Escaban.”
She’s got me dead to rights on that one. “Anything else?”
“Anything else?! You KILLED someone, right in my backyard!”
“It was more like your sideyard, let’s be accurate. Anything else?”
She looks exasperated, like things aren’t going quite as she planned them.
“You’re the one who arranged the sale of my father’s business to the other cartels. In fact, you did most of the work.”
“Is that everything? Don’t leave anything out.”
“You were there when Father killed Enrique.”
“Good thing, otherwise you’d be an orphan now … assuming he decided not to kill you too or sell you into sex slavery. You’re strong, Gretchen, but life on the streets is very tough on a girl. Trust me.”
“How do YOU know that?”
I look up at her, all beautiful and indignant. She hasn’t even bothered to cover herself. This is it. Make or break time. Do I tell her everything? Nothing? Deny it all?
She’s right about some things and she knows it. She’s fuzzy about a lot of other things. That gives me some working room. I can’t tell her everything, not yet. Maybe never. But, sometimes, a lot of truth and a few lies are more believable.
“So, you think I’m not human, a creature of some kind, sent to fake a relationship with you so that I could get in your house and steal information about your dad and get him thrown in jail. Is that about it?”
She seems a bit uncertain about it now. “Something like that.”
“No. Not something like that, it’s exactly that. That’s what you’re accusing me of, isn’t it?”
She sets her jaw, raising her head. “Yes, it is.”
“I see. Good. Alright. Fine. I died December 3rd, 2010.”
“WHAT!”
“Just what I said. I died on December 3rd, 2010 of a drug overdose. I was a street whore, a run away and I was dead.”
“How could you be here now if you died?”
“Because my body was stolen from the morgue and repaired by a rogue scientist.”
“Like Frankenstein?”
“No, the Creature was an assemblage of parts from different bodies. I’m all original equipment with some additions in my brain, though there are some similarities.”
“I don’t believe it!”
“Why not? You said you knew it already.”
“I know … but … I didn’t really … I had no idea.”
“You still don’t. One of the additions was a Controller. Whoever had the remote could control aspects of my behavior. It’s not like a robot, more like controlling my emotions and my desires, though it turns out there were a few hard wired behaviors.”
“Like what?”
“Like sex. The scientist and the Federal Prosecutor were men. They saw the potential.”
“Did they …”
“Not right away, but it came up eventually. I was sent to St. Ann’s to become your friend … well you know the rest of my assignment. Of course, nothing worked as they planned.”
“Why not?”
“I had more resistance than they thought I would, more free will. I had to do what I was told but I did it my way.”
“What’s that mean?”
“It’s hard to describe. Shortly after I got to know you, after I discovered what a wonderful person you are, I knew I had to do everything to save you from your isolation, from a friendless life.”
“What about your mother … she’s not really your mother, is she?”
“No, she’s not. She started out as part of the group controlling me. You’re not going to like this. Your father’s men killed her husband and daughter, a girl a lot like you. They were just innocent bystanders and they were gunned down.”
“NO! OH MY GOD! NO WONDER SHE HATED HIM!”
“Exactly! I needed her help to make my plan work so it took time for me to give her a chance to meet you and learn to like you just like I did. My handlers weren’t happy with me. They wanted results now but I wasn’t ready yet. There was so much I had to do. Get you out of your house, get you on the basketball team, take you to the dance.”
“Why all that?”
“Because you needed friends to turn to when the police came to arrest your father. I wasn’t going to be around anymore so I had to make sure you’d have a chance when everything turned bad. I had almost got everything the way I wanted it when Cardoza tried to have me killed at the New Year’s dance.”
“Now, wait a minute. I was there. Nothing like that happened.”
“Coach Tobey saw it all. He banned me from the Y after it was done. He agreed to keep it quiet so I could try to salvage something from the situation. Talk to him if you don’t believe me.”
“No … that’s alright.”
“You sure? I wouldn’t want you doubting me or anything. Maybe I should call him right now?”
“No! … I’ll think about it.”
“You do that. After Cardoza forced my hand, I finally got the computer data and handed it over to the prosecutor in charge of the operation, Daniel Lipscomb. That’s when he kidnapped me, killed the other guy and tried to kill mom.”
“Why are all these people killing each other?”
“Why do you think? MONEY! Lipscomb was planning on blackmailing your father, threatened to give all the information to the other cartels, destroying his business. He also handed me over to Cardoza to use how ever he wanted.”
It looks like she’d heard a lot more than she wanted to but I wasn’t going to let her off the hook. “That’s when the sex stuff started.”
“Patty … I’m sooo sorry … I didn’t know.”
“Really? I thought you knew all about me, everything I’d done, everything that happened to me. You sure Raul didn’t mention it? Your father?”
“No,” she says quietly.
“Too bad. Actually, it worked out for the best. I managed to break the Controller and escape. After that, I came up with the final plan, how to get your father out of the drug business and set you free. Your father wouldn’t talk to me so I had to break into the compound. That’s when Escaban died. He’d help arrange for the three guys who attacked me at the dance and was shooting at me when I shot him, so I don’t feel too bad about it. I gave him a chance to walk away but he refused. That’s when Cardoza was shot too.”
“By my father. Did you know that Enrique killed my mother?”
“Yeah, but not ’til late in the game. There’s no doubt he was going to kill me and your father. I was going for him but your dad got to him first. You apparently know the rest, we sold the business, making your father a billionaire.”
“A BILLIONAIRE?!”
“Your dad didn’t tell you? Eight billion dollars. You’re the richest girl in school, by far. Thanks to you, I’m probably the second richest. We should start a club. I worked a deal with the feds, they’ll leave your father alone if he keeps to the straight and narrow and rats out his enemies in about a year. We’re hanging on to some information as an ace in the hole. That’s pretty much it. There’s some other stuff but it doesn’t involve you. Want me to tell you about it?”
“NO! No … God no! When you did all this, were you getting paid?”
“At first, yes, but not after it all went to hell.”
“So why do it? Why not just run away?”
“Because of you, silly. I couldn’t leave you hanging out there. I had to save your dad to save you. Mom agreed with me, though, frankly, there were a couple of times I thought she was going to kill him herself. She’s better now but I still wouldn’t leave her alone with him.”
“I think he likes her.”
“Leave it to your dad to pick the one woman on the face of the earth he doesn’t have a snowball’s chance with … though, if they did, we’d be sisters.”
“Then they better not because I couldn’t do this.”
She lunges at me, knocking me back and landing on top of me, kissing me almost as hard as before. I let her go on for a few seconds, reliving our last session before gently pulling away.
“Does that mean I’m forgiven?”
“Yes but don’t do it again. You could have gotten yourself killed!”
“Several times.”
“That’s right! So no more of that crazy stuff! We’ll just stay here for the rest of our lives.”
“What about school?”
“Who needs school? We’re rich!”
“What about your boyfriend?”
She frowns and rolls off me onto her back. I shift onto my side and prop myself up on my elbow right next to her.
“I like Gary. A lot. We haven’t done anything like this but we’ve messed around a little. I think he’s still afraid of you.”
“I’ll give him my blessing.”
“You don’t like this?”
“Gretchen, if you haven’t figured it out by now, I love this and I love you but there’s no future for us, not as a couple. You aren’t gay. I’ve seen you with Gary. You’re straight.”
“What about YOUR boyfriend?”
“I don’t have one.”
“The hell you don’t. Eric can’t stop talking about you. All the time we were out delivering flyers, that’s all we did, talk about you.”
“You didn’t tell him about us, did you?”
“Gawd no! But, I think he may have suspected. I got a little emotional at times. So are you … straight?”
Good question. I enjoyed all this sex with Gretchen but I also find myself watching boys more and more. Last night, when using my vibrator, I couldn’t really enjoy myself until I imagined a romantic scene … with Eric. I reach out and lightly caress her breast with my fingertips, teasing her right nipple.
“How about, when it comes to you, I’m bisexual.”
“I like that. Maybe, we can get our boyfriends to understand it.”
“Maybe they’d like to join us.”
“No! Are you crazy! I’m not ready for anything like that.”
Not yet. “Fine. Give me that strap on. We’ve got enough time before Mom gets back and it’s my turn to show you some things you can teach Gary when the time comes.”
Gretchen giggles as she scrambles to take the strap on off. No matter what happens to us; where we end up, who we end up with, how long we’re together, I love her and it’s all been worth it.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED IN HERE?!
The floor is soaked, the curtains dripping water, the countertop’s a mess. I saw Patricia’s motorcycle parked in the driveway next to a cute green Miata when I got home from my meeting with Tyson. I didn’t recognize the car; it probably belongs to one of her school friends. I was hoping to avoid questions from Patricia as to where I’d been. If there’s someone else in the house, she’s not as likely to give me the third degree.
Now, with this disaster, she’s the one who’ll be getting the third degree. I look all around the first floor but don’t find her. Marching to the bottom of the stairs, I grab the railing and inhale deeply.
“PATRICA TAYLOR CONNER!!” I bellow. No response. I take a deeper breath.
“PATRICIA TAYLOR CONNER!!”
I hear rapid footsteps upstairs, running back and forth, here and there. In seconds, Patricia comes pounding down the stairs, wearing her robe and holding a wad of wet clothes tucked against her chest, Gretchen right behind her, wearing my robe and holding a similar bunch of wet clothes against her chest. Patricia stops on the step right below me, lifts up on her toes, leans in and kisses me on the cheek.
“Hey, Mom.”
She runs down the last few steps, giggling, and turns toward the utility room. Gretchen stops right next to me and also kisses my cheek.
“Hey, Mom.”
She follows Patricia, giggling uncontrollably the entire way.
This better be a real good story.
I stalk after them, reaching the utility room just as Patricia finishes turning the timer button on the dryer and pushing the “start” button.
“What’s going on you two?”
Gretchen is standing right behind Patricia, their bodies pressed against each other. It’s always a bit of a surprise as to how much taller Gretchen is than Patricia. It’s amazing that she ever adjusted to the change. I don’t know if I could have done it.
“Gretchen and I … we were doing the dishes and she splashed me. It was an accident and I overreacted.”
“No, it wasn’t an accident. I was mad at her. I did it twice.”
“I see.”
“I got mad too,” says Patricia, a bit sheepishly, having been caught trying to protect Gretchen. Again.
“So what happened next?”
Patricia continues. “After a couple more splashes …”
“And a glass of water to your face,” interjects Gretchen.
“… and a glass of water to my face, we both went for the big gun.”
“The big gun?”
“The spray nozzle.”
“Oh my.” That explains a lot. “Who won?”
“We both ended up on the floor … then we went upstairs … then we … made up,” Patricia explains.
“Made up?” I inquire. Gretchen eases her arms around Patricia, hugging her lightly around the neck as she rests her head on top of Patricia’s, Patricia reaching up and caressing Gretchen’s arms where they crossed below her neck. They both smile shyly. “Oooohh. ‘Made up’. Good to know.”
“So, I guess we both won,” says Gretchen, suppressing another series of giggles.
“What was this fight about?”
“Gretchen was upset because she’d found out about me and you and what we did and why.”
OH LORD! Play it cool. “What we did? I don’t understand …”
“Show her the scar, Mom. Where Lipscomb shot you in the head. Show Gretchen the scar.”
My hair had just recently grown back enough that I didn’t have to take elaborate measures to hide the fact that a small portion of my head was shaved to clear the area for stitches. “Patricia, are you sure?”
“She’d already found out most of it on her own. I told you she was very smart.”
Gretchen’s smile widens and she hugs Patricia more tightly.
“Go on, Mom, show her. It’s alright.”
I hesitantly step closer to them, carefully pulling my hair back to uncover the scar. It’s still quite red and easy to see if you’re looking for it. Gretchen moves closer, not releasing her grip on Patricia.
“OOOOOOooo, gross. Did it hurt?”
SHE’S smart?
“Yes dear, getting shot almost point blank in the head hurts. On a scale of one to ten, I’d say it’s about, ohhh, let’s say, twenty. Crawling through a burning building on your hands and knees right after getting shot in the head was a lot of fun, too.”
“Patty, you didn’t say anything about a burning building.”
“I hit the highlights. We’d have been upstairs for a week if I told you every little detail. You’d already discovered the important stuff.”
“The important stuff?” I ask.
“Yeah. The undercover job, the information we were after, that stuff. I told her how I was a run away from Wisconsin, that I died, that Matthews brought me back from the dead with his illegal tech, how I was controlled by Lipscomb but that you and I were able to turn the tables on him after discovering how good a person Gretchen was and he tried to use the information to blackmail her dad. That’s some of the stuff she didn’t know.”
“I really had no idea,” says Gretchen. “I thought I knew everything but when Patty told me the whole story, I just felt so bad about doubting her and you. I mean, it all really worked out for the best, didn’t it?”
That little … She did it again. Spun gold out of shit. Guess I better get used to it.
“Yes, Gretchen, it did work out for the best. I hope you realize that you can never tell anyone else. Not your father, not your friends, not your boyfriend, no one. If the authorities ever found out about Patricia, they’d take her and tear her apart looking for the secret.”
Gretchen is aghast. “What secret?!”
“The secret as to how she came back from the dead. Ironically, the man who did it is dead and his lab burned to the ground. The only way to get any information is from Patricia’s body. Unscrupulous men would stop at nothing for the secret of immortality. We’re both in the greatest of danger if the barest sliver of truth ever gets out. Understand?”
“Absolutely! You can count on me. No one will get anything out of me, ever!”
“Good. We both appreciate your resolve and integrity, Gretchen. After all, Patty’s very life is at stake.”
“Believe me, I understand.”
“Excellent. We’d better start cleaning up that mess in the kitchen before something is permanently damaged.”
Gretchen jumps, quickly releasing her grip around Patricia’s neck.
“I know where the mop and bucket are! I’ll get ‘em and be right back.”
We both watch as she hurries off. Patricia slides over next to me.
“Laying it on a little thick there at the end, Mom,” she whispers.
“Sorry. I haven’t had nearly the experience you have at pulling stories out of my ass.”
“I’m not complaining. You were good.”
“I’ve spent too much time around you. What did you tell that poor girl?”
“Mostly the truth. Eighty, eighty five percent the truth. I didn’t mention Peter Harris or our Wisconsin trip.”
“Aren’t you afraid that she and her father will compare notes some day?”
“A little bit, but you’ve laid down a good foundation. All I have to do is build on it. Maybe, someday, I can give her the total truth. I’ll have to say something if Penny comes to live with us later this year. We’ll see.”
“The way you manipulate people amazes me.”
“I love her, you know that, right?”
“I know, but it doesn’t stop you from doing what you want with her.”
“What’s best for her, for all of us.”
“You mean, what’s best for you.”
“No, not always. She eventually may decide that she loves Gary Hubertz more than she loves me. She’s not gay, she just likes ME, not other girls, probably because of Peter Harris’ male attitude. Well that’s gone, not exactly gone but less dominant than it was. She could go with Gary or some other guy. I won’t stop her, if that’s what she wants. We’ll hopefully stay friends but not lovers. I did this to save her, not to get the girl or get rich. That I’ve got both for right now wasn’t part of the plan. Maybe Sister Carmela’s right, that God has a hand in everything, planned or unplanned, I don’t know. I just wasn’t going to continue doing ‘the right thing’ and destroying innocent people’s lives in the process. I drew the line at Gretchen … for whatever reason.”
“What about me?”
“You’re not innocent, you bought the package when you signed on with Lipscomb. You were betrayed, you were cheated, you deserved better and I did what I could to get it for you but you weren’t innocent. I’m more innocent than you.”
“How do you figure that?”
“Because the computer part of me had no choice about being involved in this case and neither did Jenny Jo. Peter was
the only one with a choice and he rode that choice to the end, not flinching when faced with the final consequences. He took responsibility for his choices.”
“So did I. I told Walter Tyson that I killed Lipscomb, not you.”
“When?”
“Today, that’s where I was before coming home and finding all this.”
“Did telling him change the deal?”
“No, but I had to do it.”
“I understand why, guess I should have expected it. You really should have let me deal with Lipscomb. It would have avoided complicating things.”
“Too late for that now. Tyson suggested I see someone about it.”
“If you’re going to take full responsibility for killing Daniel, he’s right. You thought you were entitled to take his life in vengeance. I know you’re not sleeping well, I recognize the symptoms.”
“What about you and your father? What was that?”
“I did it to prevent a greater harm, to protect my sister. I took over his responsibilities to care for his wife, my biological mother and his daughter, my sister. And I’ll do a better job than he ever would have done.”
“And vengeance had nothing to do with it?”
She holds up her thumb and forefinger separated by a gap of about an inch and a half.
“Just about this much, mother. Escaban was self defense, pure and simple. Gretchen knows about that one, too. Let’s get to the kitchen before she comes back.”
“That’s your problem. You two lovebirds can clean up your own mess. I’m going upstairs to take a bath.”
“UUhhh … there’s a bit of a mess up there too, but we’ll get to it.”
As I climb the stairs, I can hear them in the kitchen, laughing about something. Patricia and Tyson may be right, I need to deal with Lipscomb’s death. I don’t regret doing it, I never will, but it haunts me. I can’t let that bastard ruin the rest of my life. Tomorrow, I find a therapist.
Ugghhh! What did they do up here?
CHAPTER SEVENTY EIGHT
They’ve already started renovating the place. There’s “Pardon our Mess” signs up and a couple of blueprints plus several artist renditions of the new look posted in the lobby.
It seems like they’re putting Hobbes’ diamonds to good use.
If I’m reading the schematic right, the guys are using a smaller space on a temporary basis but the drawings of the renovated space look impressive. I can hear them working out as I get closer. If I stand on my tiptoes, I can just barely look into the room through the glass in the door.
The ring’s shoved into one corner, there’s hardly enough space between the wall and the ropes for a person to climb into the ring. Or get knocked out it. The rest of the equipment is jammed here and there. It looks efficient but it’s a tight fit.
I take a deep sniff, smelling the mix of sweat, muscle rub and testosterone. It makes me shiver. Better get this over with.
I pull the door open and walk in, dodging a particularly musky boy working on the speed bag. It takes a few seconds for someone to recognize me. Javier’s the first.
“HEY!” he shouts. “SHE”S BACK!”
Most everyone first looks at him and then where he’s pointing at me. They’re all over me in an instant, shouting and slapping my hands.
“Pee!”
“Were the fuck ya’ been?”
“Shit girl! I knews you’d be back, no worries!”
Javier wades into the crowd. “Give her air! Give her air! Back off, bros.”
He quickly gets everyone to back off a little, giving me some room. He ends up next to me, with Cruz on my other side. Both of them are smiling broadly.
“You don’t seem surprised to see me.”
“Gretchen told Terri a couple weeks ago that you were okay. Swore her to secrecy and all but I got a way with women,” says Javier.
“He begged,” Cruz stage whispers.
Javier glares at him. “Whatever. Once we all stopped worrying, we knew you’d get back here eventually, specially when Terri said you were back in school. What the hell happened?”
“I really can’t say …” I don’t see Eric anywhere. “… I need to talk with Coach first. Is he here?”
Cruz points to a door on his left. “Yeah, he’s in his office.”
“That’s a closet.”
“Was a closet, now an office. Did you see the plans out front?”
“Couldn’t miss ‘em. Pretty sweet.”
“Fuckin’ right pretty sweet. We’ll be able to host meets when they’re done. We’ll actually have a home court advantage for once. Still don’t know where all the money came from. You hear about all that?”
“Hear about what?”
“Some dude dropped ten million in uncut diamonds on the Coach, just like that. Out of the blue, no name, no return address, nothin’. Said we were to get most of it, fix up the Y with the rest. Weird shit. Some of us think it’s drug money.”
“Why would someone give drug money to the Y?”
“Don’t know,” says Javier. “Deal gone bad, guilty conscious, who knows. He’s in the locker room.”
“Who’s in the locker room?”
Javier drops down a little bit so he’s not standing so tall. “I seen how you been looking around. HE’s in the locker room. I’ll go get him.”
“No. Let me deal with Coach first.”
“Okay, but Terri’s got expectations.”
“So she’s told me. Thanks.”
Javier turns to the rest of the team. “Back to work, boys. Lady’s got bidness with Coach.”
There’s a few more hand slaps and fist bumps but the guys head back to the various workout stations scattered around the room. Cruz pats my back.
“Good luck, Pee.”
I nod my head and walk to the door, knocking on it.
“Open!” Coach shouts. I turn the knob, open the door and stick my head in the closet. He’s got papers all over a tiny desk that nearly fills the room. There’s barely space for his chair behind the desk or for someone to stand in front of it and close the door. He’s got his head down, staring at the papers.
“How the fuck am I supposed to know what these God damn builders are talking about? I don’t know SHIT about this …” he looks up “ … crap … uhhhh, pardon my French. You’re back.”
I step in and shut the door. “Yeah. What’s you’re problem?”
“With you?”
“With the builders.”
He’s chewing gum. He looks up at me, while chewing, rolling the wad around in his mouth, considering me, then turns the largest paper on his desk around so that I can see it.
“They want me to approve this change to the original plans, something about structural support.”
As I scan the schematics, I feel the silicon parts of my brain become more engaged, like everything speeds up.
“Where’s the originals?”
Coach reaches into the corner, which has a bunch of rolled tubes of paper. He hands me one, which I unroll on top of the revised plans. Comparing one to the other, the changes are obvious.
“There’s not enough structural support in the existing space to increase the load capacity to complete the original plans. They need to add more reinforcement, which increases your costs. If you don’t, you wont be able to have more than … oh, about seventy five or eighty people at a match.”
“Dammit! Pardon my …” I hold up my hand to waive him off. “We really were counting on being a match host but that’s way too small.”
“What’s the big deal, pay the extra …” I look at the two plans again “ … three hundred thousand or so.”
“It’s not that easy. The Board set the budget and they’re not going to just give us the money.”
“What a minute, you guys come first, then the Y gets the rest.”
He squints at me. “How do you know that?”
“Javier told me all about it. The diamonds and everything. I saw the stuff in the lobby. Very nice.”
He goes back to rolling the gum around in his mouth while staring at me over the top of his glasses, then reaches up and scratches his nose.
“Why are you here, Patty?”
“I want to come back, Coach. You’re one of the last things on my list. I need to get square with you.”
“You know what I need to hear.”
“I’m done with it, Coach. All of it. I’m just trying to live my life. I never meant for anyone to get hurt, that’s what I was trying to avoid, but everyone’s happy now. I’ve got no problems with anyone. I’ve got a copy of a letter I gave to my principal, it explains a lot. You can read it if you promise to keep it secret. Really secret.”
“Alright, I promise.”
I drop my bag on his desk, unzip it and remove the copy, handing it to him. He adjusts the glasses and begins to read, chewing slowly. As he reads, he doesn’t react, except, occasionally, the chewing stops. Finally, he lays the paper on his desk.
“It says what you did and I don’t need to know the why, but I do need to know the how.”
“You mean everything I did?”
“No, I mean how you could do everything you did. I’ve accepted a lot at face value, stuff that I probably should have questioned from the start, but I’ve also seen things that I can’t accept, not without some kind of explanation. You need to explain what it is about you that lets you do all that insane stuff you do.”
The same old question, how little detail can I get away with and still succeed.
“Originally, I was a runaway. I did all the things that most teenage runaway girls do.” He nods his head in understanding. The Y’s got a program to help runaway girls. A lot of anonymous horror stories circulate through the building. “Anyway, something very bad happened to me, nearly died. After that, a research scientist managed to get hold of me and he made some changes to my body, my brain. All completely illegal stuff but not reversible either. If you could see an x-ray of my head, you’d understand what I mean. I’m totally stuck this way now. That’s how I can do what I do, those changes.”
“What happened to this scientist?”
“He died and his place burned down, along with all his papers and equipment. There’s no one left to undo what he did and no way for someone else to know what to do.”
He taps the paper on his desk. “How’d you get involved in this?”
“I volunteered. Didn’t have much of anything going on in my life, no future, so what the hell. That’s all changed. I’ve got things to do now, people I care about, a future, though I’ve got no idea what that is. I know I’ve hurt some people and that I’ve made mistakes but I’m trying to make up for that. No one’s perfect. I did the best I could with the situation I was in.”
“There’s a lot you’re not telling me.”
“You’re right, Coach. I’m not and I likely never will. You already know more than almost everyone else. It’s as much as I can safely say. If it’s not enough, then I’m sorry.”
He returns to his gum, chewing with intensity. “If I let you come back, you gotta promise me that if anything new happens, you’ll let me know. We’ve got … I’ve got too much to lose.”
“I understand. I promise.”
He stands up, the chair banging into the wall behind him. He holds out his hand. “Welcome back, Da Pee!”
I grab his hand and we shake. “Thanks Coach, you won’t regret it.”
“Probably will but that’s okay. Right now, you’re the least of my worries.”
I reach into my bag and remove a cloth wrapped bundle. “About that, this may help.” I hand it to him. He drops it on top of his desk and begins to unwrap it.
“What’s this supposed to …” His eyes grow large as he falls silent, the now unwrapped bundle revealing three medium size uncut diamonds. His head snaps up to look me in the eyes.
“YOU?!”
“I held a few back for emergencies. The gift is to remain anonymous but I wouldn’t let the Y’s Board know too much. That should cover your budget shortfall.”
“Where in hell did you … you’re not going to answer that, are you?”
“Nope. Sorry. I tell people they can have the money or the answer but not both. So far, they’ve all taken the money.”
“It’s human nature. Why didn’t you just give them to me at the beginning?”
“Because I didn’t want you to think I was trying to bribe you. I knew it’d piss you off.”
“Doesn’t mean I wouldn’t have taken the diamonds. I’ll keep this between the two of us, Patty. I hope you know how much we all appreciate what you did. That money will help a lot of people. The Women’s Shelter, the counseling programs, the children’s programs, the whole damn Y. You sure you want to stay anonymous?”
“I do. If I didn’t, then I might have to explain where they came from and that might be tricky. Cruz wasn’t far from the truth.”
“Gotcha. Your business, not mine as long as you remember your promise. You gonna make the St. Patrick’s Day Dance?”
“Depends on what happens when I leave this office.”
“He’ll be happy to see you. I know that for a fact.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I see Eric as soon as I open the office door. He’s standing at the far end of the room. Our eyes meet and he smiles, walking towards me. All the other guys act busy but they’re all watching. I can feel my face get warm and my pulse start to race, breathing becomes more difficult. Who turned the heat up?
When he reaches me, he pulls me to him, hugging me fiercely.
“God, Patricia, it’s so good to see you! We were all worried as hell!”
I wrap my arms around his waist and hang on, feeling safe and secure.
“Gretchen told me what you did to try and find me. I don’t know what to say.”
“You don’t have to say anything.”
“I put up a lot of flyers too,” says Cruz. He’s standing right next to us, spoiling the moment. Now, I feel self-conscious. Our arms slip away from each other.
“We all did, Cruz,” says Javier.
“I put up more than you did,” answers Cruz.
“No one was keeping count, fool.”
“AAHHEMMM!”
It was Coach, leaning on the door frame to his office. Cruz and Javier stopped arguing.
“I think you two need a little privacy,” he says, stepping away from the door. Eric reaches out and I take his hand, he leads me towards the office. As we pass Coach, he puts a hand on each of our shoulders, leaning down so that his head was between us.
“Now, don’t you two do anything too … physical in there.”
“Coach, there’s hardly room enough to breathe in there.”
“Patty, compared to some of the places where me and the misses have done it over these many years, that place is like a hotel suite.”
He claps us both on the shoulder a couple of times then gently pushes us towards the door.
Before he closes the door, Javier and Cruz start up again.
“I’m just saying, I spent as much time as Eric handing out those things. I don’t see why he gets all the attention.”
“Yeah Cruz, it was a contest. Whoever put up the most posters gets the girl. Idiot!”
The door clicks shut, closing off their conversation. Eric sits on the edge of the desk, spreading his legs. He pulls me close between his legs, hands resting lightly on my hips. I reach up and drop my arms around his shoulders. He doesn’t say anything, just sits there, smiling at me. It’s a little unnerving.
“Stop it,” I whisper.
“Stop what?”
“Smiling at me.”
“What do you want me to do?”
“Say something. Ask me for an apology or an explanation or something. Everybody else has.”
“Not interested.”
“You don’t care enough to even ask?”
“Nope. I prayed to God that if he brought you home, I’d never ask.” He shrugs. “You’re back. Time for me to live up to my end.”
“What if I just told you without you asking?”
“That’d be cheating.”
“What if I really need to tell you?”
“If you have to, I won’t stop you, but I’m honestly cool with it if you don’t want to.”
“Really?”
“Really. I won’t ever ask. I’m just so glad you’re back home. It’s all I wanted.”
I tighten my grip around his shoulders, nestling a little closer to him. “That’s all you wanted?”
“Yep.”
“I heard you broke up with Claudette. I hope it wasn’t my fault.”
“Not exactly. We had some problems; you disappearing sort of brought it to a head. We might have been able to work it out but she wasn’t interested.”
“If we had problems, would you be willing to work them out?”
“I guess so. You think we’d have problems?”
“No doubt. I’m a born trouble maker. Trouble’s practically my middle name.”
He tightened his grip around my waist ever so slightly.
“I suppose, to be certain about it, I’d need to know if it’d be worth it.”
I slide my hands up to the sides of his head and pull him down to meet my lips as I stretch up to reach his. The kiss is gentle and warm, sweet and lingering. He doesn’t push any harder than I do, letting me show him my skills, which are considerable. Finally, I pull back. Eric slowly exhales.
“Oh yeah,” he quietly gasps, “definitely worth it.”
I let my hands fall from his cheeks and rest on his chest.
“You know that Gretchen and I are close friends, right?”
“Yeah, I know.”
“Really close friends.”
“I know.”
“Really, really close friends.”
“Patricia. I know. I spent a lot of time with her right after you left. We talked about you a lot. A whole lot. She never gave me any details, but I could tell. It was the look in her eyes. She’s a very good person. I understand. Anyone who meets her likes her. Except Claudette, of course.”
“Is that going to be our first problem?”
“No, not right now. We’ll have to see. I’m not used to sharing.”
“How about being shared?”
His eyes widen. “I … I … hadn’t thought about that.”
“We’ll have to see. I understand there’s another dance coming up soon.”
“Yeah, the St. Patrick’s Day Dance. Wanna go?”
“With you?”
“Yes, with me.”
“I can’t wait, as long as it doesn’t conflict with a basketball game. We’re going to win state, you know.”
He leans down and kisses me, this time giving me a sample of his skills. Not bad at all.
“Patricia, I don’t doubt that for a second.”
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
We leave Coach’s office, holding hands. Everyone starts to applaud. It’s embarrassing. I try to let go of Eric’s hand but he won’t release it. Instead, he smiles at me, lifts it to his lips and lightly kisses it.
“I’ll see ya,” he says, finally freeing my hand.
“Later,” I say, then he trots off to start his workout. My eyes follow his thin, muscular frame until he’s lost in the crowd. What an ass. I sigh. Our kids wouldn’t be tall but they’d be built.
“Walk you out?”
The Coach startles me.
“Yeah. Sure.”
We walk out the door and side by side through the building.
“This is a different place, thanks to you,” he says.
“Mom had as much to do with the donation as I did.”
“I’m not talking just about that, though it’s a big deal, no doubt. I mean that, since you came through those front doors months ago, this place has had a different vibe.”
“Vibe? Where’d that come from, the 70’s?”
“Forgive an old man his lingo. You’ve had an impact, that’s a fact.”
We walk through the front double doors and around the corner to where my bike is parked.
“You’re still riding that piece of crap Cruz’s brother sold you? Wait … are those bullet holes?”
I straddle the bike and grab my helmet. “Yeah. How cool is that? Adds all kinds of character, don’t cha think?”
Coach just rolls his eyes and shakes his head. “I’m regretting it already. You be careful out there, say ‘Hi’ to your mom for me. I expect to see you both at the next dance.”
I drop the helmet over my head, stomp on the starter and rev the engine until it runs smoothly. “Wouldn’t miss it,” I shout over the rumble. Backing the bike up a couple of feet, I gas it and shoot off, popping just a tiny wheelie as I roar away.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I hear the familiar pop and whine of Patricia’s motorcycle a block away. I was hoping she’d get rid of it as soon as we were done but adversity has only made their bond stronger. She spent four times its worth to fix it up. Said it saved her life. I might have known. One look at her room should have told me she’s a collector.
She bursts into the room full of smiles and energy, hugging me as I sit on the living room couch then flopping down into the chair next to me.
“I take it things went well?”
“Uh-huh.”
“Coach Tobey lifted your banishment?”
“Uh-huh.”
“You spoke with Eric Spikeman?”
She grins, her eyes sparkling. “Uh-huh.”
“I see. Anything else?”
“You volunteered to work at the St. Patrick’s Day dance.”
“What did I volunteer for?”
“Whatever you want. Coach knows where the diamonds came from.”
“WHAT?! Patricia, we’d agreed to keep that all quiet! It was YOU who insisted! How could you …”
“Calm down. He’s agreed to keep our secret. I only gave him three from my portion of the reserve. They’ve got cost overruns for the renovation.”
“Already? That didn’t take long. They need a facilities manager with a bit of business sense.”
“Like you?”
“Not like me. I’m retired.”
“You’ll have to do something eventually. Retirement isn’t all it’s cracked up to be. When the highlight of your day is 'Judge Judy', it’s time to get a life. Trust me, I know.”
“Why did you have them with you in the first place? I thought the remainders were in the safety deposit box at the bank.”
“I kept a few out for emergencies. I was going to give them to him anyway. The man needs a retirement fund.”
“Even though it’s out of your half, we should discuss it, though you’re right. Coach Tobey certainly deserves it.”
“The man was ready to die for me. I can’t forget that, Mom.”
“I understand, sweetie. Debts must be paid.”
She turns her head to read the section of the newspaper sitting next to me on the couch, then quickly leans forward, snatching it up.
“What are you doing with the Real Estate ads?”
“Just looking, that’s all. There’s a lot wrong with this house and we are just renting it.”
“No, Mother. This is home. I fought like hell to get back here, to get back to school, to the Y. I wanted my life back. The life I knew, with my friends and my family. I gave up everything for this. I’m not moving anywhere.”
“I know, honey, but, as you said, you’ll have to do something eventually. You graduate next year. Change is coming, whether you like it or not.”
“Okay, true, but not right now. I need time to adjust, to fill the holes in my life. I have to discover who Patricia Conner is before deciding what she can become. Please, Mom?”
What can I say? No one really knows what she went through, no one’s ever done it before. She gave so much and accomplished the impossible.
“Alright, baby. We can stay. Maybe we can buy this place and fix it up. The neighborhood’s not bad, very middle class.”
“I’m very middle class. All four parents and eight grandparents were solid middle class. Not counting you, of course.”
Smart ass. I look around the room. “We could get the roof fixed, paint the walls, refinish the floors, renovate the kitchen …”
“Yes! The kitchen! And replace that totally icky wallpaper in the bathroom.”
“Yes, that too.”
She hops out of her chair, smoothing her skirt and flicking her hair aside, as natural as you please. No one would ever suspect or believe the truth. “See, Mom. You’ve got a new project already. We get the place fixed up real nice, get rid of that occasional funky smell …”
“The only funky smell is in your room. The rest of the house is spotless.”
She sticks her tongue out at me, then smiles her million watt smile.
“Eric doesn’t have to work tonight so he’s coming to pick me up and we’re going out to eat and see a movie after he gets off practice. Is that a problem?”
“On a school night?”
“We won’t be late.”
“You’re right, you won’t. You’ve got an eleven thirty curfew.”
“MOM! ME?! A CURFEW?!!”
“It’s more for him than you. Eric needs his sleep. He doesn’t have your advantages. You want him to do well at school, keep up his training, right?”
She frowns at me. “I hate it when you’re right, you know that?”
“You’ve made it quite clear.”
“Fine. Eleven thirty. I’m going up to shower and change. If he gets here before I’m down, don’t embarrass him with a bunch of questions. Pleeeassse.”
“I’ll be on my best behavior.”
“Thanks, you’re not bad … for a mother.”
She turns and pounds up the stairs, unbuttoning her blouse as she goes. The world owes that girl so much and few will ever know it or of Peter Harris’ sacrifice that made it all possible. I owe him because he gave me a daughter to love and guide. Her potential is enormous, almost incalculable. Peter Harris had a Herculean sense of righteousness but a fluid morality. Jenny Jo was a ball of rage. The Program was all logic and no emotion. Combine all that and I don’t know what you get. Neither does Patricia right now. She’ll need a lot of help in the years to come. God knows I’m not perfect but she’s my responsibility and I’m going to do the best I can.
Debts must be paid.
A sequel to the classic "Team Spirit" by Janice the Dreamer (available on Fictionmania.tv). All-pro quarterback Josh Thomas, now teenage dancer/whore Honey Sweet-Lay, has been working at Anthony's club for three years since her transformation when a mysterious man comes into her life. Indicated elements apply to entire story. Chapters 1-5 of 48.
TEAM SPIRIT: THE SECOND HALF
By Meps98
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Several years ago I read a story written by Janice the Dreamer titled “Team Spirit”. It was wonderful, inventive, and involving, with compelling characters. There was no hero or heroine, just damaged people seeking justice … as defined by them. This story stuck with me and I found myself asking the classic question, what happened next? I kept creating my own sequel to the original story in my mind. Finally, I was able to contact Janice the Dreamer and ask for permission to attempt to actually write a sequel. Janice was gracious enough to let me try but there was one proviso, that I not make Amy Hanson a hero.
It took me more than two years to complete this story, which starts out a little raw but don’t let that put you off. Since completion, I have had the invaluable editing help of Geoffrey Kidd, djkauf and Stanman63. I also need to give thanks to femur of TGComics.com for his comments, encouragement and kind words. For those of you who are unfamiliar with the original “Team Spirit”, I strongly suggest that you read it before starting this story. I pick up the story approximately three years after its end and do not attempt to summarize it in this story. You will find my story much easier to follow if you do so. The original “Team Spirit” is available at Fictionmania.tv and is well worth your time to read even if you decide not to read my sequel. All comments will be gratefully accepted.
CHAPTER ONE
If I’m lucky, really lucky, this guy will kill me.
I’d thought about it a lot, killing myself, just putting an end to all the pain and misery, all the humiliation, all the torture. I even once collected a bunch of pills I “found” in the dressing room over a month’s time. Didn’t know for sure what they were but since a few of the other dancers do some pretty heavy drugs, I figured that the ten I was able to scavenge would be more than enough to do the job. Unfortunately, when it came time to take them, I couldn’t do it.
Maybe I’m a coward; maybe deep down in my heart I think that there may be some way to escape. I don’t know why but I ended up flushing them down the toilet. You’d think that after three years, I’d have realized that that there is no escape. Hanson has me truly trapped.
That’s why I’m hanging from a hook in my room at Anthony’s club, tied up twenty ways to Sunday, while this greaseball jams his cock down my throat. He’s got my arms and legs tied together and I’m bent doubled over, ropes everywhere, with all kinds of knots. It took him almost forty five minutes to get me just the way he wanted and he had a hard-on the entire time. There’s no doubt what kink he’s into. After hanging me from the hook, I was just dangling in front of him, unable to move at all, my mouth and pussy level with his cock. He’s been poking both holes for the last fifteen minutes. The worst part is that I’m begging him to fuck me, when he isn’t gagging me with his dick.
I haven’t had Anthony’s semen for almost twenty two hours and I’m so horny that it’s hard to concentrate on anything but my burning need to be screwed, good and hard. The anticipation while he finished hogtying me was almost unbearable, and now that he’s finally getting down to business, he’s too slow and small to satisfy me. If he knew what to do with his cock, it wouldn’t be so bad but it’s clear that he knows a lot more about knots than nookie. He pulls his cock from my mouth so I try to encourage him.
“Come on stud, take that big cock and fuck my hot cunt. Just stuff it in there and show me what you’ve got.” He takes his dick in his hand and slaps my cheek with it a couple of times.
“Is this what you want whore? Is this what you WANT?”
“Oh yeah, stud, that’s what I need!”
“Beg for it.”
That is too much! This piece of shit wants me to beg him to fuck me? Four years ago, I’d have beaten this son of a bitch to death for even touching me. I was a thirty nine year old all pro quarterback then. Unfortunately, I’m a weak, teenage female whore now, helplessly tied up and about ready to go nuts from a pussy screaming to be screwed. I didn’t think that I had any pride left to swallow, but I do. So I swallow it and beg.
“Please fuck my cunt. I need it bad. I need your big ... enormous dick in my hot, tight pussy. Pleeeaassee fuck me, help a horny girl out, please.”
The smile on his face makes me sick to my stomach. “Since you said the magic word, sure whore, you can have it, all the way to my balls.”
He spins my around several times, the nausea from the motion joining the nausea from my begging. He stops me, lines me up with his cock and then plunges in. I try to squeeze his small dick with my pussy to maximize my satisfaction. It’s almost adequate. He may not be good, but he’s better than nothing.
“Oh yea, that’s the stuff! Pound my cunt ... oh yeah ... fuck me hard ... keep going.”
I can feel an orgasm building, my pelvic muscles start to twitch. I’ve got to get off before he does. Johns don’t give a damn about my needs and I need this orgasm, it’ll take the edge off my horniness for a little while. I’d be rubbing my clit right now if I had my hands free but he does know his ropes, so I’m stuck with his little cock and my experienced muscles.
He picks up his pace and that helps a lot, though it also means he’s getting closer. I arch my back, which changes his angle of penetration so that his cock gets closer to my clit, hitting it about every fourth thrust. That’s all that I needed. It’s not much of an orgasm but it will do. The greaseball cums a few seconds later, but it’s just a nuisance to me now. As the high from my orgasm fades, the pain from the ropes starts to build in my arms and legs.
“You’re just as good as promised, Honey, maybe even worth paying for next time.”
This was a FREEBIE?! He picks up my discarded panties, wipes his cock clean, puts his underwear, pants and shirt back on and gives me a final spin. I spin rapidly to the right until the rope winds tight and then spin back, at first slowly, but the speed quickly builds until the rope goes tight again and then I spin back the other way. This cycle goes on for several minutes while my queasiness gets worse. It’s all I can do to keep from throwing up. As the spinning finally comes to an end, I can’t see the greaseball anywhere. He’s left me tied up and hanging, my body burning with pain.
“Help! Is anyone out there? Please, someone, anyone, please help me! Hello? Please, I’m dying in here!”
I keep shouting for help but no one comes. I can hear the music from the stage through my closed door so maybe nobody can hear me. I try to shout louder but the ropes are so tight around my chest that I can’t get a lot of air in my lungs. By now, my arms and legs are starting to go numb but my cunt is starting to itch again. After going this long without Anthony’s’ semen, normal sex only gives me temporary relief. If I could get free, I’d masturbate with the vibrator that Dr. Hanson gave me but I can’t even feel my hands, let alone get them to move. I hear my door open. Thank God!
“Son of a BITCH! He really did a number on you didn’t he, Honey?!” I’m slowly spun around until my eyes meet Anthony’s. He’s squatted down to my level.
“Yes, Sir.”
“How long you been hanging there?”
“I don’t know, Sir.” I can’t ask him to let me down and release me, Anthony doesn’t like it when I ask him for anything, a lesson I learned years ago.
“You want me to let you down?”
“Yes, Sir, please, Sir.”
“I’ll take a few pictures first, if that’s OK with you.”
“Yes, Sir.”
He takes a small digital camera from his pocket and snaps several pictures. He spins me once and keeps shooting. I think he’s switched to video mode. He does this every once and awhile, usually after a particularly bad client. I’ve got no idea what he does with them and I’d never ask. He puts the camera back in his pocket.
“Mr. Smith suggested I give you a try before letting you down, said you were a great fuck. I always like to get positive customer feedback about you, Honey. What do you think, should I let you down or fuck you first?” He doesn’t care what I think. He just wants to hear me say one thing.
“Whatever you want, Sir.” He laughs.
“That’s right Honey, whatever I want.” I hear his zipper and then his belt. I really do need to be fucked and right now. He spins me around and his semi-hard cock comes into my view. He puts its bulbous head against my lips. “Get me good and slick, whore.”
“Yes, Sir.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I just received an email from Anthony, complete with attachments. They are photos and videos from after Honey’s latest exotic customer. I originally enjoyed the results of all of her encounters with Anthony’s clients, but that became boring after awhile. These men, if you could call them that, were very unimaginative. The occasional one showed some initiative, showed something different or uniquely painful but it was routine sex mostly. I instructed Anthony to document Honey’s condition after any particularly trying encounter but these photos and videos are just not enough.
The most enjoyable times are the Wranglers’ post Super Bowl parties. To see Honey passed from man to man, eagerly fucking, one, two, even three at a time is the highlight of my year. The look of horror and disgust on her face while she bounces and writhes on every available cock is just priceless. It is a shame that the team refuses to let me record the event, then I could relive it time and time again. I completely understand why they won’t permit it; they don’t trust me enough to take the chance that the video wouldn’t end up on the internet or some scandal rag. Truly unfortunate though, some of those players are particularly brutal.
I close my laptop and prepare to leave the Gold Club Lounge. I still have at least an hour to kill before my connecting flight to Dallas. The preferred flier facilities are a welcome relief from the hustle and bustle of the terminal, but I have been sitting for two hours and need to stretch my legs. I leave my bags behind and stroll out to the food court area. I’m not particularly hungry, just bored. The treatments may maintain my youthful appearance but it is still necessary for me to watch my diet and exercise regularly. Those Cinnabons are tempting enough that it is probably better if I get my exercise elsewhere. I leisurely walk towards the stores in the retail concourse. They are full of overpriced merchandise, typical for airport stores and their captive customers. As I pass the Hammacher Schlemmer store, something in the window catches my eye. I step in and get the attention of the sales clerk. He steps out from behind his counter and walks towards me.
“May I help you, madam?”
“Yes, that clock radio in the window. Am I correct that it contains a video camera?”
“Yes, a wireless color video camera with sound. It broadcasts to a receiver, which can be anywhere within three hundred feet of the camera. The receiver connects to a TV, VCR, computer or DVD Recorder. We have one set up in the back as a demo.”
I follow him to the back of the store where there is another clock radio on the shelf and a plasma TV displaying the view from the device.
“Where is the camera?”
“Right here.” He points to a clear plastic plate next to the time display. “It can transmit on one of four channels to avoid interference, should you want to use more than one camera.”
“Wouldn’t more than one clock radio in a room be suspicious?”
“Uh ... yeah, but most people put one each in up to four separate rooms.” Of course. I had been thinking of multiple views in the same room. Well one, properly placed, should be more than adequate. “Many people use these as nanny cams to monitor how their children are treated when they aren’t around.”
I smile. “Almost exactly what I have in mind.”
CHAPTER TWO
Business is a bit slow today. The lunch crowd was light and the evening crowd is starting out the same way. Tuesdays and Wednesdays are always the least busy. Thursday booms because it’s union payday. Friday and Saturday are the weekend, which are good days and they carry into Sunday. Mondays aren’t great but not nearly as bad as Tuesdays. If this was a sports bar, Mondays and Sundays would be better but games take attention away from the dancers and the drinking they promote. One of the new girls is performing. She’s not bad, needs to make better eye contact with the crowd though, such as it is. I can see most of the room from my seat at the bar.
“Hello Anthony.”
I turn to look at whoever’s calling my name. It’s Doc Hanson. Odd, she doesn’t usually come to the club, not unless she’s got something new in mind.
“Hey Doc, have a seat. Honey’s entertaining someone in her room right now. You want to see her or me?”
“You first, Anthony. I have an addition to Honey’s room.” She drops a shopping bag on the bar top. I peek in the bag.
“What is it?”
“A video camera disguised as a clock radio.”
“What for?”
“I want you to install it in her room and put a VCR in your office. I have decided to record her ‘private encounters’ for posterity.” Posterity my ass. You just want to get your rocks off watching her getting fucked.
“How’s this help me, Doc? Most guys aren’t interested in having someone record them visiting a whore, particularly if they’re married or have a girlfriend, too many chances of it falling into the wrong hands.
“Then don’t tell them.”
“What do you plan to do with the tapes?”
“Keep them completely private, I assure you.”
“I don’t know Doc, seems like it’s more trouble than it’s worth.”
“You may have noticed Anthony that I did not request that you to do this for me.”
“I noticed.”
“Then we understand each other. I will show you where to put the camera once Honey is free. There is one other thing. I may occasionally send people to you to sample Honey’s talents. They will identify themselves by use of a code word or ticket, I haven’t decided yet. Either way, they are to have full access to Honey without any supervision on your part.”
“Whoa, hold it right there! Who’s paying for this? Also, I can’t guarantee Honey’s safety if I can’t screen her clients. I know that you want her to suffer but I keep the real crazies away because I can’t afford to have her out of commission for any length of time. If she ain’t fucking, I’m not making money.”
“From this moment on, let the crazies in. They can do nothing to her that I can’t fix. I will increase the frequency of my maintenance treatments to keep her fresh and on the job.”
“Even if I think they might kill her?”
“Certainly, if you think that is a realistic possibility, but, other than that, they get access to her.”
“And the money?”
“Consider it the cost of doing business.”
Every time she gets a bright idea, it costs me money. I can’t really bitch too much, Honey’s expenses are insanely low and I take 100% of her income and tips, so she’s pretty much pure profit. Don’t want to point that out to the Doc, so it’s good to complain a little before she gets what she wants.
“You’ve got to guarantee me that she won’t miss more than twenty days a year. Any more than that and I’ll hardly be breaking even.”
“Do you think I’m a fool? Honey’s presence in your club is the same as your own private cash machine. You feed her crap and I pay for her clothes and costumes.”
“Only because you want to control how she dresses.”
“Regardless as to why, it is one less expense for you. Besides, you enjoy my choices. As for her down time, it should be no worse than thirty days, max.”
I don’t really have a choice and she knows it. “Fine, I’ll give it a try but if there are too many problems, we stop it.” She smiles, seeing through my half-hearted objections.
“Agreed. Who knows? If this goes well, I may decide to grant your request to enlarge Honey’s breasts.”
She always says that to smooth over any hard feelings on my part but she never does anything about it. What’s wrong with a pair of 38’s? I notice Honey’s latest customer leaving the hallway to her room.
“I think we can get into her room now. I suppose you’re wanting to try that camera.”
“Yes, the sooner it is installed, the sooner I start getting my videos.”
She picks the bag up off the bar and we walk back to Honey’s room. I stop to knock but Hanson scoots by me, pushing the door open. Honey is standing at the sink, naked, washing herself with a cloth. She barely reacts when we come in.
“Hello, Honey.”
“Hello Dr. Hanson.” Her voice is flat and unemotional, like she is either not surprised or doesn’t care anymore.
“I have a present for you.”
“Thank you very much, Dr. Hanson.” That same flat tone.
“Don’t thank me, you haven’t seen it yet.”
“I’m sorry, Dr. Hanson.”
She takes the box out of the bag, opens it and removes the clock radio. “Anthony told me that you were having a hard time getting up on time each morning so I thought that this might help you. I don’t want you getting in trouble for being late. You need to keep Anthony happy, don’t you?”
“Yes, Dr. Hanson, thank you very much.”
“Now, where is the best place for this?” She looks around the room. There’s so little furniture here, not much to choose from. “I think the dresser is perfect if we shift its position slightly. Anthony, would you please move this...” she stands next to the dresser and swivels her head around until she finds the angle she wants “...here, parallel to the bed.” It’s mostly empty so it’s easy to move. “A little further please Anthony ... perfect.” She sets the clock radio on the top of the dresser, shifts it slightly to the right; then plugs the cord into the electrical outlet. “There! It’s just right! Now, when the alarm goes off, you’ll have to get out of bed to shut it off, no hitting the snooze button and falling back asleep. Leave this just like this, Honey, until Anthony can permanently attach it. You will see to that won’t you, Anthony?”
“Sure, Doc, no problem, thanks.”
“Oh, no thanks are necessary, Anthony, I am happy to help out. Anything for my Honey. Isn’t that right, Honey?”
Honey looks confused for a second or two, like she doesn’t know what she should say to keep Hanson from getting pissed at her. In the end, she falls back on the old reliable.
“Yes, Dr. Hanson.”
“That’s a good girl. Well, I must be off and I am sure that you have several customers waiting for you, such a popular girl. Anthony, please join me at your office and we can install your gift. Do not touch that yet, Honey, Anthony will be back to set the time and alarm. Goodbye. I will see you later.” We leave the room and I close the door behind us.
Hanson laughs wildly all the way to my office.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
The alarm goes off and I reach over to shut it off. I glance at the face of the clock, it reads 7:30 a.m., time to get up and exercise. I toss my blanket off, sit up and swing my legs off the cot, letting my feet hit the cold floor. Dr. Hanson doesn’t waste money on heating my cell at her clinic. I’ve been here three days, getting treatments to keep me looking young and beautiful. The life of a whore is often short and brutal. Mine is certainly brutal, particularly this last couple of months, but Hanson wants to make sure it isn’t short. I don’t know where some of the johns have been coming from recently but they’ve really worked me over. Most of them are my regulars but there is the occasional guy who's into totally weird shit ... and I do mean shit. It’s gotten so bad that I actually look forward to just regular sex with the Neanderthals that come through my door.
I slip on a robe and step into pair of heels. Hanson won’t let me go barefoot or wear anything with less than a 3” heel. Walking down the familiar halls, I head for the exercise room. When I get there, I go to the locker room, twist my hair into a long ponytail; then change into a pink crop top, panty shorts, white tights and 5” heels. This isn’t a regular exercise routine. I hear the hand claps.
“Come on Honey, shake a leg! Time to get started!” It’s Ms. Baker. Hanson brought her back to teach me a new routine while I’m here for my treatments, “Killing two birds with one stone,” she said. I hurry out of the locker room; you don’t want to keep Ms. Baker waiting.
“I’m ready, Ms. Baker.” She looks me up and down.
“I just can’t get over how beautiful you are Honey. I wish that I had you on the Wrangler Girls squad full time, you’d be my lead dancer for certain.”
I can’t keep from blushing at her praise. I know that she was in on the whole plan to change me from Josh Thomas to Honey Sweet-Lay but she also treated me like a professional. She’d yell at me if I screwed up a routine but it was always constructive criticism, she just wanted me to be the best dancer/cheerleader she could make me. If I did it right, she’d let me know that too, encouraging me to keep improving. I can respect that. She’s the only person here at the clinic who doesn’t treat me like crap. I wouldn’t call her a friend but I feel comfortable around her.
“Thank you, Ms. Baker, I’d like that too.” Anything to get out of the club.
“No time to waste, let’s start the warm ups, dear.”
I quickly drop to a mat and begin my stretching routine. Whoever Hanson got my DNA from, one of them must have been a contortionist. My body is very flexible, partially due to my dancing, partially my bedroom acrobatics but also a natural aptitude. Dropping into the splits is second nature, along with back arches and hand stands. After about fifteen minutes of stretching all the major muscle groups, I’m ready to start.
“Let’s pick up were we left off yesterday Honey. We will concentrate on the pole moves today and tomorrow and then tie everything together on Friday.” Hanson had added a stripper pole to the room since I was last here. “Before we start, I need to mention something. There are some similarities between dancing for the Wrangler Girls and dancing at the club. The rotation of the hips, the strut, the tit jiggle, the prance, all moves that work at both venues. Of course, there are differences too. There are not many stripper poles at NFL stadiums ... at least where the public can see them. However, the major difference is not physical, it is mental. A Wrangler Girl is playing to an impersonal crowd of tens of thousands. There are so many people that they cease to be individuals, they are just ‘the crowd’. She strives to appear both sexy and innocent, that she is so happy to be there, so pleased to be young and beautiful that the sexiness is second nature. Dancing at the club is almost the complete opposite. You are performing in front of individuals, so close that they can reach out and touch you, and often do. Sexiness is primary, not secondary but it is more than just sexy, it is seduction. You are trying to seduce every man in that club with each step, each bump, each grind, each jiggle, twist and thrust. So far, you have done very well learning the physical moves of the new routine but you lack the proper attitude. You have the big smile of a Wrangler Girl who is stripping.”
“But that is what I thought you wanted?”
“I know, I didn’t bother to correct you because it was an unnecessary complication, but I believe that you can handle it now. You have the basics of the routine down, it is just a matter of refinement at this point and one of those refinements is your attitude on the stage.”
“I ... I ... don’t ... know if ... I can do ... what you want. Slapping a big smile on my face is one thing but actually ... seducing guys from the stage ... I don’t know.”
“You seduce Anthony, don’t you?”
“Not really, I just do what he wants me to do?”
“And how do you know what he wants?”
“Are you kidding? He wants what all men want.”
“Then you know what you need to do on stage. If you can’t find it inside yourself, then pick someone in the crowd and concentrate on seducing him, or more than one if necessary. I’ve seen your work, you’re quite good,” There’s that damn blushing again “but there is something lacking. I think it is because you don’t feel it on stage.”
“I don’t!”
“It shows, not that your audience notices, though, they just want to see skin, but a true professional can tell.”
“If they are happy and Anthony is happy, why should I change?”
She slowly shakes her head. “If you wish to accept others’ lower standards, that is up to you. I thought that you preferred to rise to a challenge, to be the best that you could.”
I don’t have to make her happy, just Hanson and Anthony ... then why does it bother me that I’m disappointing her? I’ve been an athlete for too many years, had too many coaches in my life. Some of them have been physical, some screamers and some have been above it all, but the best were the quiet types who were “disappointed” when you didn’t live up to your potential. Damn her!
“I’ll try, Ms. Baker, I will.” She pats my head.
“That’s my girl, now get up on that pole and show me what you’ve got!”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
Honey got back from Hanson’s clinic yesterday and she looks goooooddd, actually looks younger than when she left a week ago. I don’t like losing the money, but I will enjoy fucking the new, improved Honey Sweet-Lay. She’s also unveiling her new routine tonight. I got a preview yesterday and it’s a killer! I don’t know who she worked with at Doc Hanson’s but I wish they would do the same with the rest of my dancers. If they were half as good as Honey, I’d be able afford a new building.
The new routine was my idea ... well, I did the music. Doc Hanson said that she had someone who could do the choreography and the costume but without the music, it’s nothing.
Candi has just finished her set, which was pretty good, she’s probably second best to Honey. I dim the lights a bit in the bar, it makes the stage seem brighter, a little melodramatic but I want everyone to pay attention to this. I hold up the start of Honey’s set, to build a little suspense. Honey is standing just inside the stage door, ready to begin. I pick up the microphone and flip it on.
“Gentlemen! I am pleased to present Honey Sweet-Lay, recently returned from a brief tour of Europe! Let’s welcome her back!” OK, she’s never been more than forty miles from this club but they don’t need to know that. I hit “play” on the digital player and her new music starts. It’s “My Wife” by The Who, with a few edits by me.
The guitar of Pete Townsend shrieks, quickly followed by the erratic genius of drummer Keith Moon and the wailing of Rodger Daltrey, all supported by the steady base of John Entwistle. Honey comes charging out the door, attacking the stage. She’s wearing a short, Donna Reed type dress, sunshine yellow, with wide lapels and deep cleavage. The dress hits a few inches above her knees but it has a full petticoat, so it seems shorter while it bounces with each step. Every one can see the garter straps that hold her sheer stockings. She has matching yellow pumps with 5” heels, carrying a big yellow purse, her hair is piled up on her head in a kinda beehive style. Her makeup is bright and bold, red lipstick, dark lashes, ruby cheeks. She’s the image of a 50’s housewife as drawn by Alberto Vargas. Her costume shows a lot less than the usual strippers’ outfit, which somehow makes it sexier ... a lot sexier.
My life's in jeopardy
Murdered in cold blood is what I'm gonna be
I ain't been home since Friday night
And now my wife is coming after me
She circles the stage, looking both proud and angry, head high and turning, as if she is searching for someone. She circles the stage again.
Give me police protection
Gonna buy a gun so
I can look after number one
Give me a bodyguard
A black belt Judo expert with a machine gun
Her head stops moving around and she seems to focus on someone or something in the back corner of the room, a seductive smile spreading across her face. She reaches out, grabs the pole and spins around several times, keeping time with the driving drums. She drops the purse at the base of the pole, bends over at the waist, while keeping her feet together, showing the crowd her perfect ass. She unzips the purse, then slowly lets her legs start to spread apart, dropping into the splits, all the while still bent at the waist. Half the crowd groans with lust, while the other applauds and shouts.
Gonna buy a tank and an aeroplane
When she catches up with me
Won't be no time to explain
She thinks I've been with another woman
And that's enough to send her half insane
Gonna buy a fast car
Put on my lead boots
And take a long, long drive
I may end up spending all my money
But I'll still be alive
She rolls backwards, quickly stands up and then struts around the edge of the stage again, peeling off her dress as she does. It’s held together by Velcro patches and comes apart easily. Underneath, Honey’s wearing a white lace pushup bra, white satin waist cincher with garters and a tiny white thong. The style is again more 50’s housewife, except for the thong. She’s not playing it like a stripper, but like an unbelievably beautiful wife who is stripping for her husband, and every guy in the house is that husband. She grabs the pole, swings around several times with her legs trailing behind in the air, then flips upside down, her hair now free and falling straight down to the ground.
All I did was have a bit too much to drink
And I picked the wrong precinct
Got picked up by the law
And now I ain't got time to think
She crosses her ankles around the pole above her and lies back, the crack of her ass pressed into the pole and her body suspended parallel to the floor. She reaches up to her tits and unsnaps her bra, revealing her amazing boobs, letting the bra fall to the floor. She lies further back until her hands touch the floor. She uncrosses her ankles, releasing the pole. It’s now a handstand with her legs spread wide. She slowly drops to the floor, resting on her stomach, spins around, then rises up, first to her knees, then her feet. She parades around the stage again, playing with the Velcro holding her panties together, shaking her tits and fluffing her hair, swinging her ass.
Gonna buy a tank and an aeroplane
When she catches up with me
Won't be no time to explain
She thinks I've been with another woman
And that's enough to send her half insane
Gonna buy a fast car
Put on my lead boots
And take a long, long drive
I may end up spending all my money
But I'll still be alive
All the while, she has a kind of fire in her eyes and look of both lust and anger on her face, as if she wants to both fuck you and hurt you. Most of the crowd, at least those who aren’t too drunk to pay attention, are mesmerized. After finishing her lap of the stage, she returns to the pole, tears off her thong, jumps up, grasping the pole and spreading her legs, showing her cunt to the world. I made sure that she was very horny before her set tonight, it has been about twenty hours since she’d gotten a dose of my jism. Even though this place is full of foul odors and sweaty guys, I swear that you can actually smell her hot pussy. I’m at least forty feet away from the stage, but I think I can still catch just a hint of that familiar odor. Probably just my imagination.
And I'm oh so tired of running
Gonna lay down on the floor
I gotta rest some time so
I can get to run some more
She drops back down to her feet, then spins around the stage, hips swinging, tits bouncing, her feet keeping time with the manic drum beats. There is a fine sheen of sweat on her skin, giving her a glowing look. When she nears the pole, she stops and bends over again, just as before, this time her moist pussy is on display for all to see. She reaches into the purse and pulls out a penis shaped squirt gun, about 10” long. She strides around the stage, stopping now and then, legs spread wide, pointing it at different guys. If they beg her, she shoots them. After a few shots, she returns to the pole, leans back against it, her feet about three feet apart, knees slightly bent. Holding the squirt gun in her right hand, she slowly pushes it into her pussy, all the way to the trigger, while she kneads her tits with her left hand.
She's comin'!
She's comin'!
This keeps repeating, the crowd joining in on the chorus, as Honey fucks herself with the squirt gun, faster and faster. There’s still that look of anger and lust on her face but lust is winning. You could hear her moan if the music wasn’t so loud. Her eyes roll up into her head and her legs begin to tremble as she repeatedly pulls the trigger, filling her cunt. She collapses to her knees as an orgasm wracks her body, her head flailing left and right, her hair flying about. The crowd cheers and applauds. She slowly stands, pulling the squirt gun from her cunt, then curtseys and smiles at the crowd. She picks up her costume and props; then prances off the stage.
It couldn’t have gone any better. I could charge $100 bucks a head and twenty guys would line up to fuck her tonight. Unfortunately, there’s only time for five guys at best. This won’t last, so I better take advantage while I can.
When I get back stage, there is some woman hugging Honey, congratulating her. When she lets Honey go, I recognize her, she’s the person in charge of the Wrangler Girls, Baker I think.
“Terrific job, Honey! Just terrific!” I say. “There are at least twenty guys ready to fuck your brains out tonight. Get your costume back on and let’s get started.”
She’s still horny, so I should have some satisfied customers tonight and they will spread the word. I can probably milk this for a month or so. The other woman looks at me with disgust.
“You have a true artist here and you abuse her this way? I know that Amy wants her to suffer but there are limits to what a person should have to endure.”
“Look Lady, you got a problem, take it up with Hanson, until she says otherwise, this is the way it’s gonna be. Now, get your ass in gear, Honey.” She glances at the Baker bitch.
“Yes, Sir.”
Baker reaches out and touches her arm. “I am so proud of you Honey. It was an extraordinary performance. I hope to see you soon.”
“Thank you, Ms. Baker.”
I cough and point to the door. Honey scurries off to her room. Baker gives me a look of contempt, then leaves.
Time to make some money.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
Anthony has given me good reports about Honey’s new routine and its effect on his clients. The videos that accompanied those reports confirmed that he was correct. It was mostly fairly vanilla sex but the men seemed enthusiastic. Honey was often just as enthusiastic, depending on the time of day. I think I enjoyed the encounters where she was less willing to participate the best. Sometimes I regret making it possible for her to enjoy intercourse so much but it does guarantee my control.
Andrea Baker came by three weeks ago and questioned my treatment of Honey. I politely listened and informed her that she was free to drop out of her “maintenance” program any time she liked. Needless to say, that shut her up in record time. She may have objections about how I do things but she would not jeopardize her own self-interest to help Honey, none of my people would. That is the power that I hold over them.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
Things have started to calm down a bit since the new routine was introduced. I’m still getting above average attention but it’s slowly falling back to normal nuisance levels. Being so good up on the stage has pluses and minuses. One of the pluses is that it is an ego boost, proves I’m still good at something, very good actually. Another plus is the time I’m on my feet on stage or in the bar doing lap dances is time I’m not on my back in my room, which brings up one of the minuses. The better I am on stage, the more interest I attract and the more the scumbags line up to fuck me. That’s if I’m lucky. If I’m not lucky, fucking is just the beginning. I could just do the minimum on stage but Anthony has already seen me at my best and he won’t settle for any less now. He can be very persuasive.
Ms. Baker’s advice has been helpful. It is easier to get in the right mood if I can focus on one or two guys instead of the whole crowd. I’m careful to pick different people for each set, don’t want any particular guy thinking I’m coming on to him on a regular basis. That might cause trouble if I pick the wrong guy.
Anthony only has me do the new routine a couple of times a week, he wants to keep it fresh and special, which is fine with me because it’s a bitch. The rest of the time I do my old routines but even they are better with my new focus technique. It is hard to find someone in the crowd who doesn’t disgust or scare me but I can usually find somebody.
There is this one guy though, he’s ... hard to describe.
He’s here a lot, not every day but often three to four days a week, different days of the week for the last couple of weeks. Average height, average weight, brown hair, dresses in mostly gray or dark blue baggy clothes, never sits close to the stage but never at the same table. Always sits alone and doesn’t hire lap dances. The other girls asked him early on but when he turned them down, they stopped asking, looking for more willing targets. He nurses one or two drinks the whole time he’s here. He doesn’t shout or scream but isn’t depressed or frowning. You usually find two types at a strip club, guys ready to party and guys trying to cheer themselves up but this guy is neither, doesn’t smile, doesn’t sulk, just a bland look all the time. But he has bright, alert eyes, like he sees everything. He’s not happy, or sad, or nervous, or scared, or angry, he’s just ... comfortable. He does nothing to stand out, which kinda makes him stand out, if you know what I mean. I tried to use him as a guy I could focus on during a routine but it was no good, he would never react, never give me feedback. It was like playing to a blank wall. To be honest, he is so different from the usual customer; I think he scares me more than the obviously scary guys, at least with them I have some idea what to expect. If I didn’t know better, I’d say he was a cop but Anthony pays off a couple of local cops and they ignore him completely.
As I said, he’s hard to describe.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
Another relatively quiet Tuesday night. I had to toss a couple of bastards who showed up already nearly drunk. They were just looking to cause trouble, which I’ll tolerate if they’ll buy my booze but you do your drinking someplace else and I’ve got a short fuse.
Honey is just about to finish her new routine, well, new five weeks ago. It still gets a great reaction from the crowd, there’s just not much of a crowd. No matter what I try, Tuesdays and Wednesdays suck. I thought that if Honey did the new routine it might help but even that only added about ten people to the average. Only about three to four guys show any interest in fucking her, or getting blow jobs. At $50.00 a pop, that’s only $150.00 to $200.00 each of the two days. I’d reduce her rates but I don’t think it would help. After a while, customers just get tired of the same old house whore. They need variety.
I hear applause and look up from wiping the top of the bar. Honey’s picking up her stuff while the small crowd shows its appreciation. She did her usual good job, just one of those days. I go back to cleaning the bar. Someone sits down on a stool in front of me and coughs. I glance up at him.
“Can I help you, buddy?”
“Yes you can. I would like to speak with the owner or manager if he is available.”
“I’m both. What do you want to sell me?”
“Nothing, I just have a question. Who is responsible for the music used in that last set?” I give him a closer look.
Probably between 5’ 10” and 5’ 11”, 200 to 220 lbs, hard to say since his clothes are kinda loose on him. Brown hair, brown eyes, average complexion, nothing special. Calm look on his face. We’ll see about that. I rise up to my full 6’ 6” height and lean over the bar, looming above him.
“I am, what’s it to ya? You with the musician’s union or something?” This move intimidates the best of them but he just looks directly up at me, a little crooked smile on his face.
“No, I am not with the musician’s union, just a fan of The Who. It is my understanding that the run time of ‘My Wife’ is three minutes thirty six seconds, give or take, depending on which cut. The one I just heard was over six minutes. Where did you get that version?” I smile at that. I’m pretty good with the digital editing program.
“Made it myself. I needed it to be longer to fit Honey’s routine so I looped the instrumental sections between Daltry’s singing plus looped the end.”
“You certainly did a wonderful job. I have listened to it several times and could not hear a single glitch.”
“Thanks, it’s a hobby of mine.”
“You are certainly proficient.” Proficient? What does that mean. He’s smiling, so it must be good.
“Appreciate it Mr. ...”
“James, Bob James.” He reaches across the bar with his right hand. I take it to shake and give him an extra hard squeeze. He responds with almost the exact same pressure, possibly just a tiny little bit more. Pretty impressive for a guy his size.
“Anthony Coleridge, pleased to meet you, Bob. What can I get you?”
“Miller beer.”
“Light?”
“No thank you, regular please. I do not believe in light beer.” I nod in agreement and pour him a full glass, not the usual partial with extra foam. He picks up the glass, tips it slightly towards me; then takes a swig.
“You know Bob, you’re the first person who’s ever said anything about the music.”
He chuckles. “Not to denigrate your work but I certainly can see why. Your performer is extraordinary, a very attractive girl. I was wondering if she is available for some personal services?”
“Oh yeah, $50.00 and she’s yours for whatever you have in mind for up to an hour.”
He reaches into his back pocket and pulls out his wallet. “I have something more extended in mind. Would she be available for a couple of days, including overnights?”
“What?”
“Specifically, Monday evening from closing to opening on Thursday. I have been keeping track of her schedule the last few weeks and that is her slowest time period, rarely more than five clients a day, plus lap dances of course. I would guess that she averages less than $600.00 for the two day period.”
A lot less.
“I am willing to offer $1,000.00 for the same two days...” he opens his wallet, takes out three bills and lays them on the bar, one at a time “...for three consecutive weeks ... in advance.” Each one is a thousand dollar bill. DAMN! “If things go well, I may extend the engagement indefinitely.” GOD DAMN!
I can’t take my eyes off the pile of cash in front of me. A thou a week. That’s over $4,000.00 a month, $52,000.00 a year!
“What does she have to do for that kind of money?”
“Nothing extreme, nothing she has not likely done before. She will be completely safe, I assure you. If either you or she becomes uncomfortable with the arraignment, you can terminate it, no questions asked. Consider the three weeks as a trial period. Assuming it is successful, we go on from there.”
That’s a lot of green for just two days a week, particularly those two days. Sometimes it’s so slow that I have her blow me just out of boredom... OH SHIT! Overnights! She’d go nuts if she didn’t get a dose of my jizz at least once during that stretch. Damn it!
“Look, Bob ... it is Bob, right?”
“Yes.”
“OK Bob, I’d like to work that deal with you but Honey has ... a medical problem. She needs her medicine once a day.”
“It is not AIDS is it? Some other STD?”
“No! No, absolutely not, she’s not contagious or anything, she just needs to get it once a day.”
“That should not be a problem. Send the pills or liquid or injections with her and I will make sure she takes it. I am familiar with syringes so I should be able to handle any shots she needs.”
“Uhhhhh ... it may not be that simple. Let me talk to her doctor and see what she says.”
“I do have other candidates, Anthony, but Honey Sweet-Lay is my first choice, so I can wait up to a week before making my decision.”
“I appreciate that, man, ‘cause I’d like to do business with you if I can.”
“Good.” He slides off the bar stool. “I will speak with you next week.” He sticks his hand out again and we shake. “It has been a pleasure to meet you, Anthony.” He picks up his money and leaves.
I hate to see that cash go. Time to talk with Doc Hanson.
CHAPTER THREE
I pulled up to gate in the driveway of Hanson’s house. I’d been here several times before, the first time to plant the drugs that framed Josh Thomas. She had bought the house when the bank foreclosed to collect on the unpaid mortgage. She bought practically everything that was in the house, including all Thomas’ trophies and memorabilia. I’ve brought some more of Honey’s tapes with me to grease the skids. There’s one with this guy who’s into water works that makes me sick to watch. Hanson will eat it up. I ring the bell. It takes a minute or two for the intercom to come on.
“Who is it?”
“It’s Anthony, Doc. I’ve got some new videos for you.”
“Anthony? It is almost ... 9:00p.m. Couldn’t you deliver them to my office tomorrow?”
“I was in the neighborhood and figured I’d save a trip. It’ll only take a couple of minutes, besides there’s one here I think you’ll really enjoy.” She doesn’t respond right away. The intercom crackles back to life.
“Very well, come on in, Anthony.” I hear the lock on the gate click open and it swings back as I drive in and park on the circle in front of the door. By the time I get to the front porch, Hanson is waiting for me at the door.
“Come in, Anthony.”
“Thanks, Doc.” I look around as I walk into the house. She’s removed everything that was here when she bought the place but I hear that it’s all in storage somewhere. New paint, new carpet, even moved the walls around. I stop in the living room. She walks past me and sits down on the couch.
“What do you have for me?”
I hand her the box of tapes. “Mostly the usual stuff but you should check out #3. Made me want to puke.” There’s a sick gleam in her eye. “I do have a quick question, Doc.”
“What is it, Anthony?”
“I and a couple of friends want to go on this week-long fishing trip in Canada, just a bunch of guys, you know. What do you suggest I do about Honey?”
“Simple, take her with you.”
“Your missing the point, Doc,. I don’t want to take her with me.”
“And you are missing my point, Anthony. You do not have any choice in the matter. You and she are joined at the hip. She goes wherever you go, at least if it is farther than a twenty four hour round trip.”
“Can’t you give her a shot or something? She started off just needing anybody’s semen, can’t you temporarily switch her back to that?”
“What you are asking for is not simple. You want me to alter her basic body chemistry for a week, then do it again a week later, just for your convenience. There is no guarantee that I can safely do either. No Anthony, this is the deal that you agreed to when I gave you Honey to punish and profit from. It’s a little late for second thoughts.”
“I really need this vacation from her, Doc. You don’t know what it’s like, having to be there every damn day.” I’m exaggerating quite a lot but the pressure has been nagging at me for some time. Wanting daily sex and being forced to have daily sex are two separate things.
“Sorry, Anthony, I can’t help you.”
Bullshit! She ain’t sorry and she could help me if she wanted, but it’s clear I won’t be getting any useful solutions from her tonight.
“Fine Doc, guess I’ll have to think of something else.”
“Good luck with that,” she says with a smirk. She doesn’t think I can do it, come up with an answer to my problem. Screw her! I leave the house, semi-slamming the door behind me. Looks like she won’t be getting any more tapes for a while, technical difficulties you know.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I’ve been thinking about it for three days but still nothing. I don’t see any way to get Honey through more than forty eight hours without sex with me. She’s only gone about thirty hours a few times and those were for the post Super Bowl parties for the Wranglers, which is pretty much non-stop sex for several hours with more than forty guys. Unless Bob James is an amazing sex machine, she’d wear him out by about hour twenty two. The only choice is for me to fuck her at least once during his time and how the hell do I explain that? Sorry to interrupt you Mr. James, but I need to fuck Ms. Sweet-Lay while she’s on your dime or she’ll go nuts in a few hours... Why? Because she used to be a famous pro athlete, maybe you’ve heard of Josh Thomas? Yes? Well she’s him and she’s addicted to my sperm. How did that happen? Don’t ask man, just don’t ask.
Yeah, I’m sure he’d understand that.
I pour myself another drink, bourbon, neat. Not that crap I serve at the bar but the good stuff I keep in my office. I take a slow sip, savoring the taste and the burn as it flows down my throat. Oh yeah, that’s what I’m talking about. A little of that goes a long way...
Wait a minute ... could it be as simple as that?
There’s one way to find out. I should have all that I need around here somewhere. There’s several empty 8 oz. seltzer water bottles behind the bar, the condom machine is in the bathroom. I leave my office, walk down to the bar, pick up three empty bottles with screw caps and stop at the bathroom to get a condom. When I get back to my office I dig an old copy of “Playboy” out of the bottom drawer of my desk for inspiration, drop my pants, roll the condom over my cock and get down to business.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I had just finished cleaning up after fucking my last customer for the night. It was 2:24 a.m. and I was both tired and buzzed, tired because it had been a busy and long day, buzzed because I hadn’t had a taste of Anthony’s sperm all day. He’d taken to giving me my daily dose at the end of the workday so that I would be hot for my customers during the rush hours. I hear him walk down the hallway to my door.
“Finish up there, Honey, and come down to my office, be quick about it!” If it’s his office, that means it’s probably a blow job. Fucking usually happens in my room, though not always. I slip on a flimsy robe and heels; then rapidly walk to his office. The relief from my last orgasm is fading fast and I can feel my pussy getting wet in anticipation, my nipples swelling and hardening. Anthony’s sitting behind his desk, waiting for me.
“I’m ready, Sir.”
“I can see that, but we’re going to try a little experiment tonight.”
Oh God, what does that mean? He leans back and opens the mini-fridge in the wall behind him, removing an empty seltzer water bottle, one of the small ones. Oh ... wait, it’s not quite empty.
“Have a seat, Honey.” I pull the robe tight around me and sit in the chair opposite the desk. He pushes the bottle across the desk towards me. “Drink this.” I reach out, pick up the bottle, carefully remove the cap and sniff the opening. I can’t smell anything unusual. I want to ask him what this is but I don’t dare. Guess that the best I can do is hope that he doesn’t have a reason to hurt me too bad. After taking a deep breath, I upend the bottle, pour the liquid in my mouth and swallow. It’s a little salty, slightly thicker than water, tastes like ... my eyes open wide in surprise while Anthony laughs.
“That’s right, you guessed it. How do you feel?” I do a quick system check. My horniness is disappearing, falling back to my normal level, just like it always does when I get my dose of his semen. Why did he bottle his semen?
“I feel fine, Sir.”
“Any difference from how you usually feel after we have sex?”
“Not really.”
“Good! Do everything tomorrow just like normal and we’ll try this again. If this works, Honey, it could mean a whole new life for both of us.” He’s smiling like a maniac. I haven’t seen him so happy for some time. What the hell is going on?
“Is there anything else, Sir?”
“No, Honey, that’s it for now. Good night.”
“Good night, Sir.”
I return to my room, kick off the shoes, hang up my robe and climb into my stained and saggy bed. I get to put clean sheets on it in the morning, but I have to sleep in the mess left behind by my customers, in the nude. Another of Hanson’s goddamn rules. Usually, I’m so tired it doesn’t matter, but tonight, my mind is full of questions. What is Anthony up to? Why is he giving me his semen in a bottle? Is that going to change the way it affects me? Unfortunately, no matter how long I think about it, there are no answers, so eventually I fall asleep.
I’m just as confused in the morning when I wake up but I’m feeling OK, the same as usual. The day goes as normal, same routines on the stage, same lap dances, same soulless sex in my room as my need to be fucked slowly increases throughout the day. Anthony calls me back to his office at the end of the day and gives me another bottle from his fridge. Again, it quenches the heat in my pussy, leaving Anthony grinning like the cat that swallowed the canary.
“Great! Great! This is going to work! Hanson can go fuck herself. Check with me when you get up, Honey. I want to make sure it’s all good.”
I still haven’t got any good ideas about what is going on but, so far, my life isn’t any worse, no better either, but the best I can hope for is that things don’t go downhill for me. I report to Anthony in the morning that everything seems normal. He couldn’t be happier. A happy Anthony makes my life more pleasant all around. He slaps me on the ass and sends me off to work.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I’m ready for Bob James when he comes back on Tuesday.
“Good day, Anthony. What did Honey’s doctor say?”
“Couldn’t be better news, Bob. She’s good to go. When do we start?”
“I would like to start next Monday evening, assuming my background check is satisfactory.”
“What background check?”
“I assume that you want to check me out, make sure that I do not have a criminal record, review my references, inspect my house, that sort of thing. You certainly have every right to make sure that Honey will be safe while in my company.” Shit! I hadn’t thought about that. Guess I can have one of the cops I’m paying off do some kind of check.
“Sure, of course, I was planning on doing that.” He takes a folded sheet of paper from his pocket and hands it to me.
“This is the important information, name, current address, last three prior addresses, date and place of birth, phone number and so on. If you want additional information, you can contact me. Do you have any questions right now?”
“No ... Yes, why are you doing this?”
“I would like to keep my motives private, at least for now. I can tell you that I am recently retired and looking to make some changes in my life.”
“Retired? Aren’t you a little young for that?” Looking at him, I can’t really tell how old he is but a bit of flattery can’t hurt.
“Early retirement. Anything else?”
“What did you do?”
“You mean my job? I was in shoe sales, importing from overseas and selling to stores in the United States.”
“Good money in that?”
“Enough that I can afford $1,000.00 per week for two days of your girl’s services.”
“Gotcha.”
“Anything else?”
“No, not now. Give me two days and I’ll call you.”
“That seems fair. I will speak with you then.”
After he leaves, I reach for the phone to call my cop.
CHAPTER FOUR
Anthony called me to his office early Monday.
“Have a seat, Honey.” I take the chair next to his desk.
“I’ve worked a deal with a guy who wants you to spend a couple of days each week at his house.”
HUH?
“I had him checked out and he’s legit, seems to be an OK guy.”
You’re gonna drop me at some stranger’s house and leave me?! What if he’s a freak? I could be dead before morning.
“He’s paying me a thousand dollars for Tuesday and Wednesdays, starting late Monday and ending early Thursday. Normally, I don’t like it when you ask me questions about what I’m doing because I’ve got you so well trained.”
He’s right. My first thought in any situation is almost always “What would Anthony like?”
“But since this is something new, I’ll let you ask me a few questions, just so we’re both sure about what I want.”
“Thank you, Sir... Do you know what he wants me to do?”
“No idea, I asked but he won’t say, though he did say that it wouldn’t be anything that you probably hadn’t done before.”
Great, I’ve done so much the last few years, that could be damn near anything.
“Whatever he wants, I expect you to do it unless it looks like he’s going to kill you. Not hurt you, kill you. You can put up with a little pain for $500.00 a day.”
My pain, your money.
“We’ve agreed to a three week trial period so I want you to make him happy, Honey.”
“What happens after three weeks, Sir?”
“Not sure. I think he wants it to continue long term if he can find the right girl. I want you to be that girl.”
He’s already spending the money in his mind. “Am I going to see you each day for my ... uh....”
“Daily dose of my ‘love juice’?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“That’s what my experiments have been about. It occurred to me that while you need a serving of my jism each day, we didn’t know exactly how big that serving needs to be. I’ve been jacking off, catching it in a condom and dividing it up into smaller doses. You’ve been on half rations the last few days but seem to be fine. I had a friend get me some small re-sealable medicine bottles. I’ll put a dose in each bottle and you’ll take two with you. I’ve already told James that you’re taking some kind of medication so you should be golden. Just make sure you bring the empties back with you, I can reuse them.”
“What is my medical problem?”
“You don’t have one.”
“I know, Sir, but what do I tell him if he wants to know why I need medicine?”
Anthony pauses, apparently he hadn’t thought that one out yet, then he chuckles. “Tell him it’s a protein supplement, which is technically true.”
“What if he asks other questions about me?”
“Lie to him Honey, make something up. Don’t even think about telling him the truth, though, because you know what Doc Hanson would do about that.”
I do know. “Yes, Sir. Do I need to take anything with me?”
“He didn’t say.”
Well what the HELL do you know?
“I assume he’ll provide any clothes or costumes he wants you to wear.”
“When am I leaving?”
“Midnight tonight. I’m going to check out his place and then you’re staying if everything is OK. I'll give you a cell phone so that you can call if things get too dicey.”
“Do I know him?”
“His name is Bob James, ring any bells?”
“No, Sir.”
“I can’t say that I recognize him so he may not have been here before or maybe only once before, but he had seen your act and was impressed. He also knew your schedule around here.”
Anyone who sees my act is impressed.
“Are you worried about this deal, Honey?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“I’m sure it'll all work out. Just make sure he’s a happy camper come Thursday morning, you got that?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“Fine, get back to work then.”
The rest of the day goes pretty quickly because I’m obsessing about who wants two whole days with me and what exactly he is expecting me to do for him. There is no way this can be good. Ever since I became a whore for Anthony, I’d done things I never dreamed of, shit I’d never even considered doing to a girl when I was a man. The one saving grace was that any particular john had limited time. Even if they were into beating me, they only had a short time before Anthony would come and kick them out so the next guy could get a shot at me. Now I’m going from one hour to forty eight or more hours. It could be a long term bondage thing, some kinda extended role play or something really kinky like S & M, and my only protection is a cell phone, to be used only if I’m about to die. How fast is Anthony? How long before he shows up to save me? A cell phone is better than nothing, but not much better.
As Anthony drives to my new client’s home, I look around at the scenery as it rolls by. I don’t get out much, only a couple of times in the last three years. We seem to be heading to one of the northern suburbs. At least it isn’t some isolated farmhouse. After passing several subdivisions, we turn into one of the older ones and pull up in front of an inconspicuous split level with a brick front and two car garage. Anthony opens his door.
“You stay put until I check the place out. I’ll come and get you. If the other guy comes to get you, drive like hell to the cops.” Anthony gets out of the car and I walk around to sit in the driver’s seat.
Anthony walks slowly to the front door, looking around as he approaches the house. He rings the bell and waits. In a few seconds, the door opens. I can’t see the other persons’ face. Anthony steps in and the door closes. Nothing happens for several minutes. I fidget with my dress, pulling the too short hem down my thighs. I couldn’t figure out what to wear so Anthony chose the black mini tank dress. It’s pretty low cut, showing a lot of my cleavage. It’s also very tight, clinging to every curve. The black patent leather shoes have 3 ½” heels, my shortest. I’ve got my purse for some makeup, Anthony’s bottled semen in a small cooler bag, and the phone. Being dressed like a whore in the club is bad enough but being out in the real world is much worse, who knows who may see me.
Suddenly the front door opens and Anthony steps out. He’s smiling so he must be happy. He quickly strides to the car and opens my door.
“You’re up, Honey. Everything looks fine to me. Remember, make him happy.” I slide out of the seat and he slides in, slamming the door shut. “I’ll see you Thursday morning.” He starts the car and drives away, leaving me standing, nearly naked, on the driveway, my arms crossed in front of my chest, hugging my slim shoulders. I look towards the front door. There’s someone standing there, in the shadows. I take a deep breath and walk towards the door. Where else can I go?
The closer I get, the better I can see his face. I pause and squint at him.
OH FUCK JESUS GOD! It’s that scary quiet guy from the club, the one who sits in the back! I could run, but where could I go? What would Anthony do to me when he found me? I’ve got no choice but to go on, just like I have no choice in the rest of what passes for my life. I try to put a smile on my face as I keep walking towards his door. When I reach it, he steps forward, smiling, offering me his hand. I take it and we shake hands.
“Hello, Ms. Sweet-Lay, I am Bob James, please come in.” He steps aside and extends his arm into the open doorway.
“Thank you, Sir.” I walk through the door into a small foyer. He shuts the door and steps past me.
“I will give you a quick tour of the house.” We step into the living room. “Obviously, this is the living room. Down this hall are three bedrooms. The first one is mine, the second is yours, the third I use as my office.” We step into his bedroom, there is a king size bed, a large dresser, a small table on each side of the headboard and a large bookcase on one wall, holding a TV, VCR, DVD Player, Stereo and lots of books. I back out of the room into the hallway and look in the second bedroom. It has a queen size bed, a wooden rocking chair, the same two tables by the headboard, a dresser and smaller bookcase. I walk in and open the closet. It’s empty, so is the dresser. I sit on the edge of the bed and bounce slightly. This is a quality mattress. It also has a private bath. I look up and see Mr. James in the doorway.
“Let’s see the rest of the house,” he says.
He leads me to the kitchen. It’s larger than you might expect for a house this size, nicely equipped, two ovens, gas range, microwave, big fridge. He walks to the sliding glass door, flips on the outside floodlights and opens the door. I look outside. It’s a fenced in yard with a solid wooden eight foot fence, an in-ground pool with attached hot tub and natural stone tile all around. Very impressive. Not as nice as my old house but not bad. I step out and walk around a bit. Mr. James follows me.
“I bought it primarily for the kitchen and the pool, though I have not used either as much as I thought I would. Please come back in, Ms. Sweet-Lay, we have a lot to talk about.” I walk back in and he slides the door shut. “Have you had supper yet?”
Anthony had given me a bologna sandwich to eat on the way over. “No, Sir.”
“It is too late to fix anything, how about pizza?” I haven’t had a decent pizza in years.
“That would be fine, Sir.”
He picks up the phone and dials a number. “What kind of toppings do you like?”
“Whatever you want, Sir.”
“Come now, you must have a favorite?”
“No, whatever you want will be fine.”
He looks skeptical but goes on with his order. “Yes, a large sausage and pepperoni with cheese breadsticks please... No, we have our own drinks, thank you.” He gives them his address and phone number; then hangs up.
“It will be twenty minutes but we can start our talk now. Do you want something to drink? I have Coke, 7-Up, and bottled tea, plus water, of course.”
“No thank you, Sir.” Again, he gives me that puzzled look.
“Very well, we can talk in the living room.”
He walks through the door and I follow. There is a recliner, a love seat and a couch, along with a coffee table, a couple of floor lamps, magazine rack/table, a wall sized bookcase surrounding a 50” plasma TV. He sits in the recliner and indicates that I sit on the love seat. I sit down, smoothing my dress underneath me, keeping my knees together.
“Ms. Sweet-Lay, I am sure that you are full of questions. Even if Anthony told you everything he knew, you should still have questions because I did not tell him much, he seemed more concerned about the money. Do you have any questions?”
“No, Sir.”
“First, please call me ‘Bob’. I am not a ‘Sir’. Will you do that for me, Ms. Sweet-Lay?”
“Yes Si... Bob.” He gives me crooked smile.
“Thank you, Ms. Sweet-Lay. Are you sure you do not have any questions?”
Of course I do but I dare not ask them. “No questions.”
He slowly shakes his head. “Anthony must have done a real number on you. No favorite pizza, no questions. We will see about that later. Since you have no questions, let me start. I have retained your services for the next two days. As long as you are here, you will have your own room, to decorate as you wish, at my expense, within reason. No screwy paint schemes or holes in the wall or original Picassos, but I am flexible. In the morning, after breakfast, we will go out and get you an appropriate wardrobe, again, within reason. There will not be a lot of clothes at first but that can change if things go well. The next three weeks are a trial period, to see how we get along together. If all goes well and you are in agreement, I plan to extend this arrangement indefinitely. Oh, I almost forgot. Anthony said that you had some medication that needed to be refrigerated.”
“Yes Si ... Bob.” He smiles again. It’s not a bad smile, a little crooked, more like a smile/sneer but his eyes are bright and clear.
He stands up. “Hand them to me and I will put them in the kitchen fridge.” I don’t want to let them out of my sight, but they do need refrigeration so I reluctantly hand them to Bob. He walks to the kitchen and I hear the fridge door open with a ‘whoosh’, then it quickly closes. He is back in seconds.
“After clothes shopping, we will go the grocery store and stock up a bit. The rest of the days will involve cooking and cleaning. Can you cook, Ms. Sweet-Lay?”
Actually, I can. When I was in college, the jocks were in either “Sports Management,” “Criminal Justice Studies,” or “Restaurant and Hotel Management,” my major. You had the occasional player who was also a student, but most of us spent our non-practice time at the frats playing video games. The coaches made sure that the fix was in on our grades so no one ever actually went to class unless absolutely necessary. I blew off my share of classes, but discovered that I really enjoyed some of my RHM classes, mostly cooking. My mom always said that if you enjoyed eating, you better learn how to cook. I don’t know if it was the teachers, or the ability to eat your homework or the high babe to male ratio, but I rarely missed a cooking class. I also used that particular skill when I was trying to seduce a reluctant woman. If my charm and good looks weren’t enough, my “Seafood Fettuccini a la Thomas,” a Caesar Salad and a good bottle or two of wine would usually do the trick. It’s been some time since I prepared a decent meal but it’s one of those riding-a-bicycle skills you never lose.
“Yes, I can cook.”
“Good! Glad to hear it. Anyone can clean, you just need the proper instruction, but not everyone can be a good cook.” The doorbell rings. “Must be our pizza, I will be right back.” He goes to the door and I hear a brief, muffled conversation. He’s back in less than a minute with the pizza box.
“Not exactly fine dining but it will do in a pinch. Shall we eat in the kitchen?” I don’t know if that is a question or a polite order but I stand up and follow him to the kitchen. He sets the box on the table, goes to a cupboard for two plates, then opens a drawer for knives and forks. The last things are some paper napkins from a dispenser on the counter. I sit down on the wooden chair.
“Would you like something to drink now?” I would but I can’t decide what. I’ve spent the last three years wearing, eating, and doing what I’ve been told. I’m actually out of practice making decisions about what I want. I just sit there, frozen. Mr. James lightly touches my hand. I look up at him. He smiles back. “Would you like a Coke?” I smile in relief.
“Yes, a Coke would be good. Thank you ... Bob.” He goes to the fridge, gets a plastic bottle of Coke and a can of Sprite, hands the Coke to me and sits down. We eat in silence, studying each other.
He seems harmless enough. In this environment, he’s very normal. I guess the guys you meet in a strip club aren’t exactly a representative sample of men in general. Still ... there’s just something about him. I must be hungrier than I thought because I eat about two-thirds of the pizza. Bob just watches me scarf it down. Once I finish the last piece, he stands up.
“It has been a long day and I anticipate that the next two will also be long and busy. It is probably best if we get some sleep. You do not have any night clothes with you and you may prefer to sleep without any, but I do have an extra large T-shirt you could wear, if you want.” I hesitate, another decision to make.
“Yes, I will. Thank you.”
“You are welcome Ms. Sweet-Lay. I want you to know that you can ask me any question that you wish. I may not answer it but I will never object to you asking it. Do you understand that?”
“Yes, I do.”
“Good. I will show you to your room.”
We stand up and he leads me back to the hallway and into “my” room. “There are towels here,” he opens a cabinet in the bathroom “along with soap, shampoo and conditioner. We can get things more to your liking tomorrow but they should do for now.” He reaches into a bathroom drawer and removes a big T-shirt, handing it to me. “If there is nothing else, I will bid you good night.” He nods his head slightly and leaves the room, closing the door behind him. I wait a few seconds and then try the door. It’s unlocked. It does have a push lock built into the handle. I push it in. Probably not much of a lock but it does give me a bit of peace of mind. I undress, hanging my dress in the closet, placing my shoes next to the bed and my underwear on the chair. After washing my face, I slip the T-shirt over my head. It’s like a sleepshirt, warm and comfortable. I walk back to the bed, pull down the covers and slide in. The sheets are crisp and cool but quickly warm up. The mattress is firm but soft, just the way I like it, particularly compared to the bag of lumps that I sleep on at the club. I am nearly asleep when there’s a knock at my door.
“Ms. Sweet-Lay? Is everything acceptable?”
“Yes, Bob, very acceptable.”
“Good, I will see you in the morning, then.”
“Bob?”
“Yes, Ms. Sweet-Lay?”
“You can call me Honey ... if you want.”
“Certainly ... Honey, sleep tight.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I had several dreams that night but can’t recall any of them clearly. They weren’t nightmares, which is different from the usual. When I wake up, I’m confused for a few moments, not recognizing where I am, then remember that I’m not at the club. I sit up and look around, blinking the sleep from my eyes. It’s dark in the room, the curtains drawn shut. Crawling out of the bed, I open the curtains, letting the light stream in. The window overlooks the pool, the morning sun bouncing off the ripples moving across its surface. I stare at it for a few minutes, almost hypnotized by the effect. The smell of fresh brewed coffee snaps me out of it. I walk barefoot to the door, unlock it, slowly push it open and then stick my head out. I hear someone moving around in the kitchen. Might as well get the day started. I carefully move down the hall, through the living room and peek into the kitchen.
Bob is at the stove, his back to me. The coffee pot is to his left, popping and hissing as the last few drops drip out of the filter basket and fall into the pot. Suddenly the bread pops up in the toaster to his right. When he reaches over to pick up the toast, I can see that he’s frying eggs on the range, spitting hot oil all around. Bob seems not to notice as the oil hits his forearms.
“Good morning, Honey. Did you sleep well?” He doesn’t even turn around when he says that, how did he know I was there? I step into the room, rubbing my eyes with the back of my left hand.
“Good morning ... Bob. I slept fine. It’s a very good bed.”
“I am glad you were comfortable. Would you care for some coffee?”
“Leaded or unleaded?”
“Leaded, of course. I’m not into healthy eating, particularly breakfast. I am frying eggs, is that acceptable for you?”
“Yeah, sure.”
“There are coffee cups in that cupboard, along with plates. If you would set the table, I will finish up here.” He nods towards a cabinet to his right. I open it, remove two cups and plates, place them on the table and get some utensils from the drawer, setting them next to the plates. Bob carries the pan over to the table and slides the eggs onto the plates. He returns to the stove, opens the oven and takes several pieces of toast out, setting three on each plate. “You can pour the coffee, Honey.” I remove the pot from the coffee maker and fill each cup. “I tend to make it a bit strong so you may need to add a little water.”
“I like it strong.”
He grins at me. “Glad to hear it. There is sugar on the table and milk in the fridge.” I sit down, careful to keep my knees together. The T-shirt is long enough, but I’m not wearing any panties. Bob is also wearing a T-shirt plus pajama pants. I add two teaspoons of sugar to my cup and stir. Bob takes his coffee black.
“Dig in, Honey. I am afraid that my eggs taste worse when they cool.” I take a bite. They are more than a little greasy so he’s probably right but I won’t bitch. It’s been some time since I had fresh eggs in the morning. Snarfing them down, I occasionally glance at Bob, who’s watching me, that slightly crooked smile on his face. I finish first but he’s right behind me. He stands up, takes both our plates to the sink, refills the coffee cups and sits back down.
“I know that you have questions Honey, anyone would in your position. But, for whatever reason, you do not feel comfortable asking. Let me explain a few things that might put your mind at ease. I have not brought you to my home for sex or some kind of kinky activity. While you are a very beautiful girl, perhaps as attractive as any I have ever seen, I do not have a need for those kinds of services. What I do have a need for is someone to occasionally cook and clean and some companionship. I have visited many establishments like the one where you work and found you to be the most appealing.” He shrugs. “Do not ask me why, it was just a gut reaction.”
I bet it wasn’t just his gut that reacted. Nobody pays the kind of money he’s paying for someone like me and not expect to get some kind of sex, the freakier the better. I think Bob read the skepticism on my face. There’s that smile again.
“I certainly understand that you may not believe me. I can hardly blame you, given the life that you have led. I can only imagine what it has been like.”
Now it’s my turn to smile. “No, I don’t think you could.”
“Perhaps you are right Honey. Regardless, I hope to earn your trust over the next few weeks, if not your trust, at least the benefit of the doubt. The first step is to get you some appropriate clothes.”
“Like a French Maid outfit?”
“Only if that is what you want to wear. I certainly would not object but was thinking more along the lines of jeans, polo shirt, and comfortable shoes, whatever you are content with. They need to be functional and I have always thought that the classic French Maid costume, while extremely erotic, would be a handicap when scrubbing floors or doing the laundry. But that is just my opinion”
Is he serious? That’s all he wants from me? “You said I could ask any question?”
“Yes, but I also said that I may not answer it. I will have questions for you in the days to come and I do expect answers.” He shrugs again. “I realize that this is not fair but that is the way it will be, at least for now. We have an employer/employee relationship currently, though that could change, I hope it does.”
“OK. What is all this about? Really? This is just too weird to be true.”
“Everything is as I have told you, no funny business.”
“But you could hire cleaners or cooks for less.”
“I am looking for more than a cook or cleaner can provide.”
“What’s that?”
He winks at me. “One of the questions I will not answer ... for now. Are you ready to get a new wardrobe?”
“If you say so, Bob.”
He shakes his head. “We will need to work on that too accommodating attitude, Honey, but that is for later. You get dressed in your clothes from yesterday and we will leave in five minutes.”
I’m uncomfortable in my mini-dress from yesterday. At the club, I blend in with the rest of the girls, but out in public with regular people, I look like the classic whore. Bob drives to a nearby Super Wal-Mart. It’s early on a weekday so the store’s not too crowded. As we walk through the aisles towards the women’s section, I’m looking down, trying to hide behind Bob. When we get to the racks with casual clothes, Bob steps back.
“There you are, Honey, pick out something you like. I would suggest pants of some kind but if you are happier with a skirt or dress, that is up to you.”
I start to browse through the pants, but don’t know my size. Since the change, I’ve worn nothing but short, slutty dresses or stage costumes. Besides, there are so many items to choose from. I’ve spent the last three years doing what I’ve been told to do. Even if I get to decide something, my objective is to do what will keep either Anthony or Dr. Hanson happy. I don’t know what makes me happy, other than not being beaten or tortured. I keep looking through the clothes, killing time, hoping that Bob will tell me what to pick.
“Is there a problem, Honey?”
“No ... no ... I ... uh...” I grab the nearest pair of pants. “What do you think of these? Are they OK?”
He cocks his head slightly to one side. “What size are they?”
I look at the label. “12”
“And what size are you?”
“Uhhh ... I ... I’m not sure.”
“A teenage girl who does not know her own size? I may not be the most astute person in the world when it comes to the opposite sex, but it is my understanding that teenage girls tend to be somewhat obsessive about clothes.”
“I don’t get out much, and I’m not a teenager, I’m twenty two.”
He holds out his hand. “Let me see your driver’s license.” I fish my wallet out of my purse and hand it to him. He flips it open. “Huh, date of birth, April 1, 1986. I stand corrected, though I would have guessed eighteen, nineteen at most, which is odd because your type of career tends to make a woman appear older than she is, not younger. Why are you the exception?”
I can’t tell him the truth, both Anthony and Dr. Hanson would kill me, or worse. Besides, he’d never believe it and I’ve got no proof of anything. “Good genes, I guess.”
“You had a beautiful, youthful mother?”
Actually, she was very pretty. “Yeah … sure.”
“You sound uncertain of that.”
“I’m certain, she was always beautiful and looked young for her age, so did my dad.”
“Really? How lucky for you. Where are they now?”
I’m ready for that one. “Dead, died in a car accident, a drunk driver.” That always gets me a sympathetic apology and a quick switch to a new subject.
“When?”
“When what?”
“When did your parents die? Where did it happen? What was the driver’s alcohol level? What kind of car did they drive?”
I don’t know how to answer him. No one has ever asked any follow up questions before because they don’t really care about the details. “Is all that necessary? Why do you even care?”
I get that crooked grin again, but this time it seems a bit more malicious. “Just trying to get to know you a bit better, Sorry if I upset you, Honey. Perhaps you should take several pairs to the dressing room to determine your correct size.” I grab four pairs and hustle to the changing room.
After closing the door to the cubicle, I shimmy out of my dress, kick off my shoes, remove the pants from the hanger and step into them, pulling them up past my hips. They’re too big and too long. I haven’t been permitted to wear pants since I escaped from Dr. Hanson’s clinic just before my final transformation, and they didn’t fit either. I try on the remaining pairs and find one that actually fits pretty well. Turning in front of the mirrors, I have to admit that I have a spectacular ass and fabulous legs. Anthony might actually like these. Having figured out my size, I put my dress back on, take the other pants back to the rack and find two more pairs that match the first.
“Are you sure that you want three identical pairs of pants? You can get other styles if you wish.”
“No, these fit fine.”
He shrugs. “It is your choice. Now, what about some tops?” We walk over to the next aisle where I grab a couple of different types of shirts, mostly short sleeves. I return to the changing room, put the pants back on and start trying on shirts. Two button front cotton shirts fit best, a little long but really nice across the bust. The blue polo also fits. I leave the changing room wearing the polo and pants.
“Are these OK?”
“Very nice, Honey, very nice. That color compliments your eyes.” I can feel myself start to blush. “You can wear those to the shoe area if you wish.”
“Oh thank you! I felt like everyone was staring at me in that dress.”
He chuckles. “They were, but you may get almost as many stares in those pants, at least from the males. Likely fewer looks of disgust from the females though.”
I go back to the changing room, put my heels back on, pick up my selections and dress, and then head for the shoe area. I chose three pairs of sneakers. It’s been so long since I’ve worn less than a 3” heel, they feel weird at first but the more I walk in them, the more comfortable they feel. It’s hard to believe that I’m strolling through a store in regular clothes, wearing comfortable shoes, among people who aren’t grabbing or screaming at me.
Our next stop is the underwear aisle, where I quickly select some plain white cotton bras, panties and socks. I know my bra and panty sizes, 36 D and 6. I toss them into the cart that Bob picked up.
“That should do for now.” he says. “There is a grocery store here, not exactly gourmet faire but good for purchasing staples. We can get a few necessities and then go back home. Ultimately, I will expect you to do the grocery shopping on your own along with planning meals, but we will do it together for awhile, until you get comfortable.”
Cleaning? Meal planning? If this is sexual, it’s a kink I’ve never heard of. We select some steaks and fish along with fresh vegetables and pasta for the next two days. I’ll need to take inventory when I get back to the house to see what I have to work with and what else I may need to buy. No matter what, I’ll be eating better the next two days than I have the last three years. We check out, load up Bob’s car and drive back to his house. After putting the groceries away, I go to “my” room, unwrap my clothes, hang them up or put them in the dresser drawer. I stop to look at myself in the mirror, turning left, then right. It’s been years since I’ve worn clothes that don’t cause me intense embarrassment. I’d gotten used to the feeling but it never went away. Seeing myself in normal clothes for a girl my age, I felt ... not happy but ... at ease. Maybe that’s part of the plan, get me comfortable then spring the big surprise on me, whatever that is.
I return to the living room where Bob is waiting for me.
“Since supper is going to be simple tonight, I thought that we could start with some basic cleaning, dusting, vacuuming, laundry, that sort of thing. I will help today to give you an idea as to what I want and I will help in the future, if I can.” We start in the living room and work our way through the house until about 1 o’clock. We take a break while I use the pasta and vegetables to make a light lunch. Bob has water but I have a couple of glasses of white wine. He helps me do the dishes and then we return to cleaning. While we work, Bob asks me a lot of questions, just trying to get to know me he says. What kind of movies I like, my favorite foods, sports I played, my hobbies, favorite TV shows, where I went to school and so on. I’d used those types of questions in the past when I was trying to score with a chick but it doesn’t feel like he’s hitting on me. Of course, he doesn’t have to; he’s paying $500.00 a day. I can’t answer all his questions truthfully so I lie when necessary. The house is already pretty clean so there’s not that much to do. Bob doesn’t seem to be interested in deep cleaning, just keeping things neat and well kept.
We’re done by 5:15 p.m. so I start supper. Bob has a gas grill outside in the back. He grills the steaks while I make a salad and asparagus soup. It’s a nice evening so we eat outside by the pool. I have a red wine this time. He keeps asking me questions, always pleasantly. If I don’t have a good answer, he asks follow up questions. Sometimes, I can’t come up with a good lie. He just smiles and moves on to the next question.
“What were your favorite television programs when you were young, Honey? Mine was ‘Rocky and Bullwinkle’.”
“Didn’t the same people do “George of the Jungle’, ‘Super Chicken’ and ‘Tom Slick’? Those were ones I liked.”
“You are correct, Jay Ward Productions did them all. They also did ‘Fractured Flickers’.”
“Afraid that was before my time.”
He smiles again. “Well, there is a slight difference in our ages. That was a delicious meal, Honey, I am quite impressed. You sit and I will clean up.” He picks up the dirty dishes and carries them back into kitchen. I hear the water running as he starts to wash them. I lean back in my chair and prop my feet up in Bob’s empty chair, sipping my last glass of wine. Looking around, I realize how nice the house and pool are. I could definitely get used to this.
It only takes about fifteen minutes for Bob to finish in the kitchen. He comes back outside when he’s done.
“I was planning on watching a movie tonight Honey. There is a fairly extensive DVD collection in the binders on the shelf in the living room. Have you ever seen ‘Raiders of the Lost Ark’?”
“Are you kidding? Who hasn’t seen ‘Raiders’? I actually first saw it at a sneak preview that had practically no advertising.”
“You did?”
“Yep. There was an ad in the paper about a sneak preview of the new George Lucas and Steven Spielberg movie starring Harrison Ford. I thought, hey, if it’s even half as good as ‘Star Wars’, I can’t go wrong. So I walked into the theater without any idea what the movie was about. It was like two thirds full and I had a perfect seat.”
“What is your perfect seat?”
“Dead center, one third of the way back from the screen. They also had just installed a new sound system. When that Paramount logo faded into that shot of the mountain and that whip sound cracked from the back to the front of the theater, it just blew me away. My knees were actually weak when I walked out of that movie.”
“So you would not object to watching it tonight?”
“I’d love it. You got popcorn?”
“And palm oil.”
“Oooohhhh, that stuff will kill you, too bad it tastes so good. I’m ready when you are.”
Bob’s popcorn popper was one of those Stir Crazy poppers, six quarts with a built in stirring rod. I made two batches and filled a big wooden bowl, which I carried out to the living room and set it on the coffee table in front of the couch. He dimmed the lights and started the movie. It is a nice plasma TV and a kick ass sound system, nearly as good as the THX system in the theater where I first saw it years ago. Harrison Ford looks really young ... and hot.
Jeez, I haven’t taken my daily dose of Anthony’s semen yet. I can feel my pussy start to get wet as I fantasize about fucking Harrison Ford. I manage to shake that image out of my head but become antsier as the movie continues. I concentrate on eating the popcorn to fight the urge to start rubbing my cunt through my pants. Bob reaches over and touches my arm.
“I need to go to the bathroom. I can pause the movie or let it play. Which would you prefer?”
“Pause it. I need to go take my medication, anyway. It’s still in the fridge, right?”
“Yes. I will be right back.” Bob stands up and quickly walks to his bedroom. That seems a little odd, why the rush? Not my business I guess. I walk just as quickly to the kitchen, open the fridge, remove the little glass bottle, unscrew the top and drink the contents. I can’t taste anything because of the popcorn I’d eaten. There’s a little left in the bottle so I stick my index finger in the mouth of the bottle, swirl it around, remove it and then lick it clean. I screw the lid back on and return the empty bottle to the fridge. Anthony wants the empties back; I guess he plans to reuse them. I pause to check my level of arousal. The treatment seems to be working; my pussy no longer tingles for attention.
I take a bottle of Coke from the fridge and return to the living room. Bob’s not back yet. I go over to his bedroom and knock on the door.
“Bob? Do you want something to drink with the popcorn?” He doesn’t say anything right away.
“Yes Honey, I will have a 7-Up. Thank you for asking. I will be right out.”
I go back to the kitchen and grab a bottle of 7-Up. Bob is back on the couch by the time I return. He pushes “play” on the remote as I sit down and hand him his drink.
“Thank you, Honey.”
“You’re welcome.”
The movie starts again and I reach for another handful of popcorn. Bob hasn’t tried to make any kind of move on me at all, which leaves me confused and ... slightly disappointed. I don’t get a gay vibe from him so why hasn’t he even made the slightest attempt to mess with me? He’s paying lots of good money for my time so he could just order me to do whatever he wants. I get the impression that he’s not the shy type but I don’t know what type he is. No matter what, so far, it’s a hell of a lot better here than at the club.
Damn! Harrison Ford really was hot ... wonder why I never noticed it before?
* * ** * ** * ** * *
My alarm goes off at 7:30 a.m. Bob told me last night that all the meal planning would be my job today, except for breakfast because he’s already ordered eggs, juice, toast and fruit. After breakfast, I’m supposed to inventory all the food supplies and then go buy what I need, on my own. This will be the first time I’ve been out alone in years. I take a quick shower and change into a new outfit, one I bought yesterday. I pull my hair into a long ponytail and head for the kitchen. Bob’s door is still closed.
I start with the fruit, peeling oranges, chopping pineapple, slicing grapes and bananas. Next is the toast because I can keep that warm in the oven. The frying pan is hot and ready when Bob comes into the kitchen. He eats his fruit while I fry the eggs, sunny side up. Once they’re done, I place them on a warm plate I take from the oven. Bob cuts them up and takes the first bite.
“These eggs are quite good, Honey, quite good indeed. Certainly better than mine. You will need to show me how you did that. Aren’t you eating something?”
“I already have. I’ll get to work once the dishes are done.”
“It should not take you all day to complete your assignments. You are free to use the DVD collection, library, internet or pool if you have the time, though you would need to purchase a suit if you plan to swim.”
“It looks pretty private out there, is a swim suit necessary?” My back is turned towards him but I can hear the grin in his voice.
“Well, that is up to you Honey. I do not want the neighbors complaining about a beautiful naked girl in my hot tub, though I suspect that I may only get complaints from the female neighbors.”
“Anthony may not like it if I have tan lines.”
“You would know that better than I. I do know that you make a very good breakfast.” He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a wad of bills. “Here is $300.00. That should cover the cost of what you need to purchase today, including a swim suit if you decide that you need one.” I take the money from his hand and pocket it. “I will expect receipts for all purchases.”
“I should be back in plenty of time to fix lunch.”
“Do not hurry unnecessarily. Just make sure that it is lunch for two, I expect you to eat as well as I do.”
Bob finishes his meal and I quickly clean the kitchen, it really wasn’t much of a mess. By the time I’m done, Bob is in his office. I look in the door before entering. He is sitting in the desk chair, his back to me, but I can tell something is wrong. He is sitting up, head cocked to one side, arms locked, hands grasping the arms of the chair, his body all ... stiff. I don’t think he’s breathing. I watch him for a couple of seconds. Just as I start towards him, he slumps down, relaxing and taking a big breath.
“Are you OK?” He swivels the chair around to the left so that he can see me.
“Yes Honey, I am fine. Just a muscle spasm.” I’ve seen lots of muscle spasms in my time and that wasn’t a muscle spasm, unless it was every one in his body. That looked more like a seizure, but I’m not going to question him, it’s none of my business,
“I need the car keys Bob. Any suggestions about where I should shop?”
“You know where the Wal-Mart is but there is a Super Target two blocks north along with an Albertson’s one block west of that. I believe that there is also a Jerry’s Supermarket and a Kroger in the vicinity. Any of them would do for now.” He reaches into a desk drawer and tosses me the keys, which I easily catch with my left hand. “Nice catch. Drive carefully, Honey.”
“Thanks, I will.”
I walk to my room, grab my purse, then go to the garage, get in the car, adjust the seat and mirrors, push the remote to open the garage door, start the car and drive off. I feel a sense of freedom, though I know I’m not going far. Still, just driving a car gives me the feeling of control, something that has been missing in my life for so long that I can’t clearly remember the last time I felt it.
I like it!
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I stopped at all five stores, not wanting my day out to end. Strolling up and down the aisles, pushing a grocery cart, mixing with normal people, it all felt like a different world. Sure, I attracted a certain amount of attention, how could I not, but nothing like dancing at the club. No one hassled me, fondled me ... fucked me. Time was running out and I needed to get back to Bob’s house.
The last thing I did was to check out swim suits at Target. I wasn’t kidding; Anthony wouldn’t want me to have tan lines. He’d bitched at some of the other girls about it, one of his pet peeves. He couldn’t control them but he sure as hell could control me. But, I could go out after the sun goes down. An evening swimming or in the hot tub would be great. I don’t know what Bob’s got in mind so a suit makes sense. I look through the whole rack, searching for something not too sexy. Unfortunately, anything short of a burlap sack would be sexy on me, and some guys would get off on the sack. There’s this black one piece that’s not too bad, a little high in the leg, a little low in the front, but it’s the best choice of the lot.
After checking out, I take everything to the car. There are a couple of young guys following me, watching my ass as I walk ahead of them. I’ve seen the look in their eyes before, in the eyes of my many “clients”. They both want me bad. Thank God it’s the middle of the day, the parking lot is busy and they’re forty feet behind me. The keys are in my hand by the time I get to the car. I hit the remote which unlocks the doors and quickly toss everything in the back seat, open the driver’s door and jump in, locking it as soon as it shuts.
I glance out the window at my stalkers. I’d caught them by surprise, moving faster than they expected. I stifle the urge to wave at them, no need taking any chances. My hands shaking, I start the car and pull into traffic. Maybe I’m overreacting, maybe they just wanted to talk with me, but my gut says otherwise. At the club, Anthony would have been there to make sure nothing too bad happened, at least until they paid him. Even then, I wouldn’t have been hurt that much. Guess life on the outside can be dangerous too.
By the time I reach Bob’s house, I’m calmer. I don’t know why, but I feel safer here. It’s not just that I’m inside, away from the unknown. My instincts tell me that Bob is an OK guy. We’ve been together more than twenty four hours and he hasn’t done a single threatening thing. He’s been a gentleman the whole time. It could be an act but I’ve seen and experienced a lot in the last few years. I think he’s the real deal. I’m sure that he’s not telling me the complete truth, but I can wait, particularly if I can wait at this house. Bob greets me as the garage door closes.
“Any trouble, Honey?” What can I say; there really wasn’t any trouble, just the possibility of trouble.
“No trouble. I found everything I was looking for. I decided to buy a swim suit. That was OK wasn’t it?”
“Absolutely, whatever makes you comfortable. I will help you unload and put everything away.”
I kept a close eye on him as he carried the bags into the kitchen and unloaded them. He seemed to be fine, no after effects from the seizure I thought I saw. It really isn’t any of my business, but I don’t want anything bad to happen to him, it would put an end to any chance I have of more days away from the club. It only takes a few minutes to put things away. Bob picks up my swim suit, holding it out in front of him at arms length.
“Very nice choice Honey. Supper is several hours away. Do you plan on using it now?”
“No, I can’t afford those tan lines.”
“I thought that you were joking about that.”
“I wish. Anthony is very particular about my appearance.”
“There is still the au natural option.” A sly smile flits across his face. He’s not ordering me to get naked, leaving it up to me.
“Not this time, maybe next week.” Give him a reason to invite me back. “I thought that I might just swim in the evening.”
“A reasonable solution. The pool is heated so that will work. Since the pool will be later, what do you want to do now?”
“I don’t know. A movie? You feel like a movie?”
“I have some work to do in my study but I should be available in about thirty minutes. You could watch TV until then or perhaps start a book from the library.”
“I’ve never been much of a reader, Bob.” It’s not an admission I like to make but it’s true.
He nods. “I understand. You should find something of interest, I have a satellite antenna.” He hands me the remote and walks back to his study.
I turn on the TV and satellite receiver; then start flipping through channels. There are so many choices. It’s surprising how much things have changed in even three years. After about five minutes, I realize things haven’t changed that much; even with all these channels, there’s still nothing on. I keep flipping. A pro football game comes on. What the hell? No one plays on Wednesdays. It takes me a few seconds to realize that it’s a replay of a playoff game from last year on “The NFL Network”, Minnesota verses New York. I never saw the game, Anthony doesn’t let me watch any television on my own, I just see what may be occasionally playing on the TV in the bar. Settling back on the couch, I prop my feet up on the coffee table and watch. Despite what has happened to me, I still enjoy the game. Even performing as a Wrangler Girl, I actually watched the game instead of primping on the sidelines.
New York seems to have Minnesota’s number. Their linemen can’t pick up the New York blitz packages and their quarterback doesn’t recognize the coverages. He’s a second year guy I never heard of, another overpaid first round draft choice. It doesn’t help that New York is playing keep away with their power running game. I’ve seen them go on two drives that took over ten minutes each. A quarterback’s three best friends are a great left tackle, a decent running game and a kick ass defense. I find myself starting to yell at the screen, calling out the coverages. You can’t really see enough to be sure, the camera doesn’t show the entire field but I’m usually right. We played New York twice a year and they still have the same Defensive Coordinator, so they haven’t changed that much. The first half ends and I notice that Bob is standing in the doorway to the hall, smiling at me.
“You seem to have found something to watch, Honey. I could hear you all the way down the hall and I had my door closed.”
“I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to interrupt your work! I’ll change channels right now! Please don’t tell....” He raises his right hand slightly and I shut up.
“It was not a problem, Honey. My work for today is done. I am glad that you found a program that you enjoy. May I join you?”
I scoot over, making room on the couch. “Sure, it’s your house, whatever you want. It’s just a replay.”
He sits down. “So, you have seen this game before?”
“No, Anthony won’t let me watch TV. I haven’t seen more than a few minutes of a live football broadcast in about three years.”
“You appear to know quite a bit about what is going on, including the nomenclature.”
“Nomenwhat?”
“The unique terms of the game, Cover Two, Cover Three and so on. How did you learn all that?”
Over twenty years of playing the game. Yea, he’d believe that. “Oh, from family. My father coached so I saw a lot of games.” The second half was starting. Since this was a replay, there was no halftime show to speak of. My attention was once again focused on the game. Minnesota got the ball to start the half and actually had a drive going until they got to New York’s thirty five yard line. It was third and ten, Minnesota went four wide but New York’s strong side linebacker had cheated forward about a yard and slid to the outside shoulder of the tight end. He was acting as if he was going to cover the tight end but he was blitzing.
“Audible to a slant! Audible to a slant!” I shouted. The ball was snapped, the linebacker blitzed, hammering the quarterback for a twelve yard loss, pushing them out of field goal range.
“What was that?” asked Bob.
“New York’s strong side linebacker, Tagert, he’s got a tell when he blitzes from that formation. He always tries to make it look like he’s covering the tight end but he’ll come in tight off his outside shoulder, slowing the end just enough to screw up your timing then going straight to the QB. You need to audible to a slant by the slot receiver to the spot Tagert just left. Everyone else is in press coverage. If the slot can get the jump on his guy, he’s wide open. You hit him in stride and there’s a good chance he breaks it all the way. Minnesota’s QB couldn’t see that.”
Bob looks at me for a few seconds. “And you did. Are you sure that you have not seen this game before?”
“Nope, never seen it. Don’t even know who won. The defense’s first objective is to sack the quarterback. If that fails, they want to force a quick pass to the outlet receiver and then tackle him fast, holding Minnesota to a short gain at worst, that’s why the press coverage. If that slot can break clean, he could go a long way.”
“So why did the Minnesota quarterback not audible?”
“Probably didn’t see it. You can watch all the film you want but it takes real game experience and lots of it to recognize what’s happening and react in time to take advantage. Also, the slot receiver may not be any good.” He chuckles at that.
“Fine, you’re the expert, what happens next?”
I look at the TV. “You mean what play is New York going to run? I’ve got no idea.”
“What? I thought you knew all about football.”
“Sure, but I don’t know anything about their game plan, their players, or Minnesota’s players. If I spent a week watching tape from all their recent games and reading scouting reports, I’d stand a pretty good chance of picking the next play.”
“OK, then what is the defense going to do?”
“Hard to say. The camera angle doesn’t show the whole field. I can’t see the safeties or any of the other guys in the secondary. Can’t see the weakside linebacker either.”
“I think that you are making excuses. You always want more information before making a decision. Go with what you have. What happens next?” I stare at the screen.
New York’s third and five, a tight formation, only one back, unbalanced to the right, which is the wide side of the field. Minnesota is off the line, so they probably aren’t coming.
“They’re probably running to the right, off tackle ... no, the back just went in motion to the right. It’s a screen to the tight end on the left.” They snap the ball.
I was right but they only made four yards.
“Very impressive, Honey. Let’s go again.”
We spend the rest of the game with me predicting each play. I start off hitting about 40% but by the end of the game I’m closer to 70%, which is a combination of me getting a better feel for what each team can do and the options being limited late in the game. I explain to Bob why I make each call, it’s a matter of pride that he not think that I’m just guessing blindly. I’d rather be wrong than lucky. When the game ends, he turns the TV off.
“I must say, that was a very interesting experience, Honey, like having my own private color commentator. You managed to acquire a great deal of knowledge watching your father’s games. Where did he coach?”
Oh God! Not more personal questions! He never really stopped but had slacked off recently. He was so subtle, slipping them in the normal conversation, always about whatever subject we were talking about. He’d keep asking, all nonchalant until I get in trouble with my lies and then he’d move on. I never thought that he was giving me the third degree but he was so persistent. I’d lost track of all the lies.
“Southern Pennsylvania. I didn’t realize it was so late.” I hop up off the couch. “I’ll get supper started right away.” Bob stands up too.
“No hurry Hone...” He stops mid word, his body going stiff, arms and legs rigid. It’s another seizure. Bob’s jaw is clenched, eyes closed. It only lasts about twenty seconds; then he relaxes again.
“Are you ... OK?” I ask.
“Fine Honey, I am fine, just another muscle spasm. I get them a few times a day. They are just like muscle cramps.”
Bullshit. He may not be thrashing around but that was a seizure. I know muscle cramps and that ain’t a muscle cramp. “If you say so Bob. You relax and I’ll get started in the kitchen.” I walk away, glancing back at him. He seems fine again. Whatever they are, they don’t last long and he seems to recover quickly.
It takes me about forty minutes to get everything ready. Bob still slips in a few personal questions while we eat, but it’s mostly about my life at the club. I don’t have to lie on those questions, though I obviously can’t tell him the complete truth either. Some of my answers sugarcoat things a bit, I’m too embarrassed to admit how fucked up my life really is. He takes the last bite of his Chicken and Rice, folds his napkin and lays it on the table.
“I hate to state the obvious Honey, but it seems that you have every reason to leave that club as soon as possible. Why are you still there?”
“I... I ... don’t have a choice. Don’t ask me to explain it, I’d just get into trouble ... really big trouble.”
“If you told me, I might be able to help.”
“Just being here helps a lot, Bob. Please leave it alone. There’s nothing you or anybody else can do about it.”
“You make it sound like an impossible task ... I like impossible tasks. They give me a reason to get up in the morning.” There’s that smirk again, but the look in his eyes is different, more intense.
“Pleeaasseeee Bob, you don’t understand, don’t do anything. That’s the best thing for me right now.”
He stands up, pushing his chair back. “If you insist, Honey, you know what is best for yourself. I will do the dishes and clean up so that you have more time in the pool.”
I look out into the back yard. The sun is low in the sky, only about ten to fifteen minutes from setting, so it is safe for me to go out and swim. I’d been looking forward to this all day. When I was a kid, I practically lived at the local city pool. I was a bit of a troublemaker even back then so the lifeguards kept an eye on me but I mostly just swam. As I got older and puberty struck, I naturally discovered that it was a great hunting ground for babes but swimming was still a priority. Once I became a pro, I’d often give the hotel pool a try whenever the team was on the road. Some cities had quite a reputation for poolside tail, particularly Miami, Tampa Bay and Jacksonville. I’d often score a couple of times before the game ever started. Even then, I always spent at least a half an hour in the water before beginning my hunt.
That was a lifetime ago.
I leave Bob at the kitchen sink and hurry back to my room, unzipping my pants as I go. Quickly stripping out of my clothes, I pile them on the bed and then step into the black, Lycra swim suit, pulling it up my legs, over my round, taut ass, slip my arms through the straps and adjust my boobs in the sewn in half cups. I really should have tried this on before I bought it. I thought that it was a kinda conservative one piece just looking at it on the rack, but now, as I check myself out in the mirror, I see I was dead wrong. The material is very thin and stretchy, making it look more like it’s painted on. The bust is lined, but only push up half cups, so my nipples are only covered by the thin fabric. They are already perkier than I would like and way out there. I know it will get worse as soon as I hit the water. The leg openings rise all the way above my hips, making my legs appear long and lean. There’s way more cleavage than I hoped for and the scoop in the back drops almost to my ass crack. At least it isn’t a thong. If I was wearing heels, I could make this work at the club. Bob’s gonna think I’m trying to seduce him.
Well, it’s too late now. I take one towel from the bathroom and tie it around my hips like a skirt; then drape a second towel around my neck, covering my tits a bit. I walk back to the kitchen barefoot. Bob’s standing at the sink, his back to me, washing dishes. He turns his head to look at me as I come in, his eyes widening a little.
“That looks different than I anticipated.”
“You and me both. Do you need any help?”
“Not at all, I am almost done. You go ahead and I will turn on the lights.”
I walk over to the sliding glass door, push it aside and step out onto the deck. I can feel the residual heat of the day through the soles of my feet. As I walk to the edge of the pool, several lights go on. They are more like mood lights, adding just enough illumination to see what is going on but not enough to light up the whole back yard. When I reach the edge, I bend down and trail my right hand through the water, fingers spread wide. The temperature is just right, cool but not cold. I see a number of lights at the bottom and sides of the pool. This will be like swimming in an aquarium. I stop at the metal table to remove the towels and glance back towards the kitchen window. Bob’s standing there, he waves at me.
Suddenly, I feel a little self-conscious about losing the towels. I spend practically every day of the week dancing nearly naked in front of strangers but now I’m worried about wearing a swim suit in front of one guy. What’s that about? I take a deep breath and then untie the towel from my waist, letting it slide around my hips, and then I hang it on the back of the chair. I lift the other towel off my shoulders and lay it on top of the first. When I look back at the window, Bob isn’t there. I feel an odd mix of relief and disappointment. I shake my head slightly to clear it and then walk around to the deep end of the pool. The sign near the edge says 8 feet. I move to the edge, feet together and toes barely over the water. Bending forward at the waist and flexing my knees, I throw my arms forward and in one smooth motion, dive into the pool.
My body slices through the water, a couple of feet below the surface. There is a soft light all around me. As the momentum from my dive fades away, I kick several times to keep up my speed. I don’t want to come up for air just yet. I’m trying to get all the way across under water. It’s about average size for a residential pool but this is harder than I remember. Probably because the last time I did this, I didn’t have 36D tits. My lung capacity is down a bit too, but so is my body size. Whatever, I’m not going to make it this time so I pop up to the surface, then stand up. The water is about 4 feet deep at this end. I fall onto my back and slowly backstroke to the deep end, luxuriating in the feel of the cool water as it flows by. I’d never swum as a girl; it’s certainly a different experience. More resistance but more buoyancy. When I reach the deep end, I take a deep breath and then dive down, trying to touch the bottom of the pool. I kick and stroke, fighting my body’s natural tendency to float. Stretching out with my right hand, my fingertips scrape the hard surface. I flip forward, rotating my body so that I am squatting on the bottom and push up with both legs. I burst to the surface, my head almost 3 feet above the water, laughing and squealing with joy before I fall back into the water.
Shit! Where did that come from? The last time I sounded like that, one of my semi-regular customers was giving me a particularly good fucking. The guy knows what he’s doing and takes his time, unlike most of them. I swim back towards the shallow end, grab the edge and stand up.
“Very natural, very graceful, Honey.”
I look around. Bob is sitting at the deck table, quietly clapping his hands. I quickly check my suit to make sure everything is where it belongs. Now that it’s wet, it’s even more transparent, my nipples almost as big as my thumbs, plus I notice that I’ve got an obvious camel toe. I slip back down so that only my head is out of the water.
“You appear to have a lot of experience in the water. Did you swim competitively?”
I tread water until I’m back in the deep end. “No, just a rec swimmer. I had a season pass at the local public pool when I was young. A great deal at forty bucks.”
“Which pool was that?”
“Veterans’ Park. It had a big waterslide and a ten foot diving board. I swear it felt like fifty feet when you stood at the end of that board.”
“Did you ever have to go back down the ladder?”
“ME? Never! I dove the first time when I was ten years old, which was the minimum age. Did it on my birthday, couldn’t wait.”
“A birthday present to yourself eh?”
“Yep. They also gave you a free Slurpee on your birthday. It’s a nice pool.”
I roll over and do the freestyle stroke to the end of the pool, make a flip turn and swim to the other end. I’m just cruising, not swimming hard. Since I’m taking it easy, concentrating on the sensation of gliding through the water is easier. My skin feels alive, all tingly. My nipples seem to be switched to high. Swimming as a man was never this sensual. I keep doing laps until my arms start to tire. Gliding over to the steps in the corner, I pause to check my suit again. I look up to see Bob standing at the top of the steps, holding a short, white, terry cloth robe spread out between his arms.
“I thought that you might be more comfortable wearing this when you were done.”
I climb the steps out of the pool. He moves around behind me and holds the robe up so that I can slip my arms into the sleeves. He gently pulls the robe towards my back as my hands emerge from the bottoms of the sleeves, draping it over my shoulders, then wrapping it around my body, practically hugging me from behind. The air has gotten several degrees cooler since I first dove into the pool and I start to shiver just a little, but it is more than the cool air. I can feel the soft cloth against my nipples, shoulders, arms and legs. It’s all surprisingly erotic. My heart is beating quickly and I find it a bit difficult to breathe. Bob lets me go and returns to the table. Taking the sash, I loosely tie it around my waist, wasting a few seconds adjusting it until I calm down.
“Thanks.” I say as I sit down. “It’s a very nice robe.” Bob shrugs.
“It is mine, so naturally it is too large for you but you can buy one for yourself that fits, particularly if you plan on making swimming part of your regular routine.”
“Why didn’t you join me?”
“I was enjoying watching you too much. The view is much better from the deck. Besides, I am not much of a swimmer.”
“Then why have a house with a pool?”
“Therapeutic exercise. Full range of motion with less stress to the joints.”
“You have arthritis?”
“Not exactly.”
“So that explains the hot tub.”
“Actually, I rarely use the hot tub, but you certainly can if you want.” I look at it over my shoulder. There are a few wisps of steam rising form the bubbling surface. I always loved the hot tub at my house ... which is Hanson’s house now.
“You sure?”
“Certainly.”
I stand up, untie the robe, let it fall from my shoulders and hang it on the back of the chair. As I walk towards the tub, I feel Bob’s eyes watching me, probably checking out my ass, which is spectacular. There is a set of steps built into the inside of the tub so I carefully place my foot on the top one and then slowly descend into the tub, pausing a couple of times to adjust to the heat. I used to just jump in but this body is a lot more sensitive than my male body. When I reach the bottom, I turn and sit on the submerged bench that runs around the inside of the tub, laying back with my arms stretched out to the left and right, resting on the padded rim of the tub.
“Oooohhhh yeeeaaa,” I sigh. “This is niiicccce. You sure you don’t want to jump in?”
“Not now, maybe later. Would you like something to drink?”
“Uuuhhhh ... some of that white wine would be nice, but I’ll get it.”
I start to stand up but Bob holds up his hand. “No, I need to go in anyway. You stay and relax. I will be right back.” He stands up and I settle back into the warm, swirling water, closing my eyes and breathing deeply. There are several nozzles sending water my way so I shift my position a little to get comfortable.
Oooooooo, that’s interesting. One of the nozzles is pointed at my pussy, which is being massaged by the jet of warm water. I slide my hips forward a few inches, spreading my knees wider. Uuuhhh my God that’s good! I reach down and pull the crotch of my suit to one side, fingering my cunt as the water pulses. A minute or two of this and I’m nearing an orgasm.
“Here you are, Honey.”
My eyes spring open. Bob’s holding a glass of wine out towards me. He has the bottle in his other hand. How long has he been standing there? Does he know what I’ve been doing? I pull my hand away from my crotch, reach out and take the glass from him.
“Thanks.”
“You are welcome, Honey.”
He doesn’t crack a smile, just a mostly blank look on his face, though there may have been a bit of a twinkle in his eyes. He returns to the table and sits down. I take a sip of the wine. It’s chilled, straight from the fridge. I’ve never been much of a wine connoisseur but I do like it and this one is pretty good, taking the edge off my sexual tension. I wish Bob had waited a few more seconds, I was ready to get off. I take another sip and set the glass aside, again settling back in the tub. I can’t resist positioning my ass so the water jet hits my cunt. With Bob sitting just 10 feet away, I’m not able to masturbate but the water starts to do its job. I pick up my glass and drain it.
“Would you like a refill, Honey?” asks Bob.
What the heck, why not. “Hit me.”
I hold my glass up. He grabs the bottle, walks over to the hot tub and fills my glass to the rim. I carefully bring the glass to my lips for a quick drink so that I don’t spill it. I take another drink, put the glass down and return my attention to my aroused pussy. I don’t know what it is, the swimming, the warm water, or the wine, but I really need to get off ... now. If I go inside to the bathroom, I could take care of this quickly.
“Honey, what time do you normally take your medication?”
Of course! That’s why I’m so turned on. I haven’t gotten my dose of Anthony’s cum yet today. “I should have taken it already. I’m sorry, I’ll be right back.” I stand up and have one foot on the first step, but Bob is already half way to the house.
“Stay. Relax. You have had a long day, Honey. I know where it is, I will bring it to you.”
“No, no. I can take care of it, you don’t need...”
“Please Honey, I have it. You would need to dry off before going inside.” Bob’s already at the sliding door. I can’t stop him from getting my “medicine”. He opens the door and steps into the kitchen, closing it behind him. I sink back into the tub.
That swim should have jogged my memory. There was no way that I should have felt that way from just swimming laps. I’ve got to develop some kind of routine to remind me to take the stuff. At the club, Anthony decides when I drink his jism. Out here, I’m on my own. The sliding door opens and Bob steps out, the vial in his hand.
“Here you are Honey.” He strides up to the edge of the hot tube, handing it to me. I remove the top and glance at Bob. He’s standing there, waiting for me. I really wish that I could do this in private but how do I explain that to him? He thinks that it’s just some kind of drug or something. I bring the vial up to my mouth and chug the contents, ignoring what I know it is. I recap the vial and hand it back to Bob.
“Anthony wants me to bring those back to him. If you set it on the table, I’ll take care of it.”
Bob holds the vial between his thumb and forefinger, about a foot in front of his right eye. “Exactly what was in this bottle Honey?”
I’d been dreading that question. I can feel my heartbeat quicken. “I’m not sure, some kind of protein supplement that Anthony says I need.”
“Why do you need a protein supplement?”
I try to keep a calm expression on my face. “Just some diet problems, nothing serious.”
“Exactly what diet problems?”
He’s not buying it, I can tell. “Uh ... sometimes I have ... you know ... female problems ... and this helps.” Most guys back off when you say “female problems”.
“Female problems?” He stares at me with narrowed eyes, saying nothing for several seconds. I resist a growing urge to say something more. He reaches up and scratches his head. “Well, who am I to question a woman about ‘female problems’?” He places the bottle on the table and I breathe a quiet sigh of relief.
The dose of Anthony’s semen has done its job and I’m feeling pretty good. The wine has probably had something to do with that too. I finish my second glass and Bob fills it again.
“Why aren’t you drinking?” I ask him. “This isssh very tasty.”
Did I just slur my words? It should take much more that a couple of glasses of wine to affect me. I used to drink people under the table on a regular basis. Admittedly, I weigh more than half as much now as then and am a girl but still, two glasses? It has been awhile since I had any significant alcohol to drink. Even though one of my jobs at the club is to get customers to buy his ridiculously watered down drinks, Anthony doesn’t allow me to drink booze of any kind. I think it’s more Hanson’s rule that Anthony’s. Can’t have me using something to relieve the pain now can we? I occasionally get a sip from a customer during a lap dance when he insists, but that’s about it.
“I never really developed a taste for alcohol.” he replied. “I can either take it or leave it. Tonight I am leaving it.”
“Your loss.” I say as I take another sip from my glass. I don’t know what it is, the wine, the hot water or the after effects of Anthony’s semen, but I am feeling extremely relaxed and comfortable.
Bob pulls his chair closer to the edge of the hot tube. “Let’s talk a bit, Honey.”
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I wake up in my bed at Bob’s. I’m not hung over, my head isn’t pounding, my mouth isn’t parched. I am wearing the T-shirt from the first night and I can see my swim suit hanging from the bar in the shower. Well, he’s seen me naked, then; I hope he enjoyed it. I don’t think we had sex. I certainly can’t remember it and my pussy doesn’t feel used. Actually, I can’t remember a whole lot from last night after that third glass of wine. I do remember that Bob asked me a whole bunch of questions but I can’t remember what they were and what my answers were. If this is what wine does to me now, no wonder Hanson doesn’t want me to drink. Just then, there’s a knock at my door.
“Honey, are you awake? I fixed some breakfast. Anthony should be here in about an hour to pick you up.” I get out of bed and open the door a crack. He’s standing there just outside the door.
“I’m up. I’ll shower and be right out.”
I close the door and hurry to the bathroom. I need to make sure that I’m completely ready when Anthony gets here, he doesn’t like to wait, particularly on me. I shower, shave my legs and underarms and then dress in the clothes I was wearing when I arrived here. I’d had a chance to wash the lingerie, so it was clean. The dress is surprisingly embarrassing, I’d gotten used to regular clothes so quickly. I walk to the kitchen barefoot, no need to put on those high heels until I have to. Bob’s sitting at the table, reading the paper. There’s coffee, milk, juice and donuts on the counter, along with plates and glasses. I quietly put a couple of donuts on my plate and pour a glass of milk.
Bob sets his paper aside just as I sit down. “About last night, Honey...”
“I know, I’m so sorry! Please don’t tell Anthony! I don’t know what happened! One minute we were having a really nice evening and then...”
Bob holds up his hand and I stop yammering. “It is all my fault, Honey. I often forget what a potent mix alcohol and a hot tub are. I was the one who insisted that you keep drinking, I should have warned you.”
“Did we ... uh ... you know?” I ask shyly.
“Have sexual relations?”
I blush and lower my eyes. “Yes.”
“Unfortunately not.” UNFORTUNATELY! All you had to do was say “Fuck me” and we would have been doing it like rabbits. “Though, I must say that helping you undress was almost as good.” I blush again.
Bob continues speaking. “That did not come out as I intended. You were in no condition to get ready for bed unaided and the swim suit was soaking wet, otherwise I might have just put you to bed as you were. It is not my habit to undress beautiful young women without their permission but there was no other good option last night. If it is any consolation, I do profoundly apologize and guarantee that it will not happen next week or any other week.”
“Is there going to be a next week?” I ask brightly.
“If you want to.”
“OH YES! You have no idea what these few days have meant to me! It’s like ... a two week vacation.”
“Well, there will probably be more work in the weeks to come. This was mostly a ‘get to know you’ kind of visit for both of us.”
“That’s not a problem! Compared to the club, this is Tahiti.”
I finish my breakfast and start to put things away. When I open the refrigerator, I notice that there is only one of Anthony’s jism bottles on the shelf.
“Uh Bob, where is the second medicine bottle? Did it get left outside last night?”
“About that. I was helping you inside and carrying the bottle at the same time. Your knees buckled and I dropped the bottle. It shattered on impact. Do not worry, I will take all the blame with Anthony and pay for a new one, if necessary.”
Anthony isn’t going to like that but there’s not much I can do about it now. Hopefully, he’ll accept Bob’s story and won’t beat me. I take the remaining bottle back to my room and put it in my purse, first wrapping it in toilet paper for padding. I return to the kitchen and finish the dishes. The doorbell rings just as I hang up the dish towel.
My heart sinks, back to the daily grind for me. Bob heads for the door as I go to my room to get my purse and shoes. I pause and look around. Just five more days and then I’ll be back. I can do five days. I slip on my shoes and walk to the front door. Anthony reaches out with a long arm, grabs me around the shoulders and drags me close to his body. “Looking good Honey. Bob here says that you were all that he expected and more. He wants you to come back next week. What do you say to that?”
“Thank you, Sir. I look forward to serving you for as long as you wish, Sir.”
“That’s my girl. You got the bottles?”
I tense up but Bob jumps right in. “Honey told me that you wanted the medicine bottles back but I accidentally destroyed one. Got up in the middle of the night for a drink and knocked it off the shelf. All my fault, simply not used to something being there, you know how it is. I will make sure to be more alert in the future. Naturally, if there is a replacement cost I will be happy to pay it.” Bob reaches for his wallet, and then pauses, looking at Anthony, head cocked slightly to the right. I’m looking up at Anthony from the corner of my eye.
He seems confused for a moment, his usual reaction when things don’t go as planned, then he smiles and pats Bob on the shoulder.
“Not a problem, not a problem, just wanting Honey to clean up after herself. Not your worry, Bob. If you’re happy, I’m happy. See you next week, same time and place, right?”
“That is correct, Anthony.” They shake hands, Anthony firmly grabs my arm and we walk to his car. He lets me go and I get into the passenger seat as he squeezes behind the wheel. We drive off in silence for the first couple of blocks; then he speaks.
“You look OK, no obvious cuts or bruises. So, what did he have you do all those days?”
“Cooking, cleaning and shopping Sir.”
“WHAT!? You mean like a maid or something!”
“Yes, Sir.”
“Did he have you dress up in a costume or outfit?”
“No, Sir, just regular clothes Sir.”
“How often did you fuck or blow him?”
“We never had any kind of sex, Sir.”
He seems taken aback. “You mean that he had a hot piece of ass like you around for more than two days and didn’t fuck you once?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“What a waste. Son of a bitch must be gay.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
Bob closes the front door as Anthony backs out of the driveway. He begins to whistle tunelessly as he returns to his office, his left leg very slightly dragging. Once in the room, he sits down in the swivel chair behind the desk, pulls a key from his shirt pocket, unlocks the desk, opens the large drawer on the lower left side and removes an unsealed FedEx box. He reaches into the box and removes three clear plastic zip top envelopes, one of which contains the missing vial, the other two hold a paper napkin and a wine glass. Laying the envelopes on his desk, he picks up the phone and dials a long distance number. It is answered by an automated system. He starts speaking slowly and clearly.
“Bob ... James ... Alpha, Tango, Three, Seven, Echo, Nine, Victor, Two, Five,”
The voice recognition system accepts his call and passes him on to a secure operator.
“I would like to speak with George Peterson, Lab Director.”
He was put on hold but only for less than a minute.
“Hello George………….retirement is fine, you should try it some time…………….No, Dallas, but only for a short time…………I have a favor to ask, if you are not too busy…………….just three samples, not a rush job……………Well, not exactly. Two are just standard DNA with an ID search, all available databases. The third is a glass jar with unknown contents, it gets the works…………No suspicions, at least nothing I want to tell you, don’t want to skew the results…………I understand, a low priority job, but I will be very appreciative if I can have the results in five days or less……………Tell me about it, I was a budget cut. Do what you can and I will show you my appreciation……...... You know I can not be more specific, Big Brother is listening……………Not too bad, my medications are working reasonably well for now. How is Penny doing?................Give her my best wishes, if her chemo is done, the worst may be over…………..Could you transfer me to Records? Thank you George………….Yes, I would like to speak with Connie if she is available……...... no, I would prefer to hold. Thank you.”
Bob switches to speaker phone and reboxes the samples, sealing the box and adding an address label. The speaker phone crackles to life.
“Hello?” Bob picks up the receiver.
“Hello, Connie?.........Bob James…………Not quite yet, but closer than I would like. Still, each day we are all closer to death………..You never were a sentimentalist Connie…………..I need to play one of my ‘you owe me a favor’ cards…………..my records show at least ten left, not counting this one………...... No, that one was on Jack Bates’ tab, not mine. I was just the messenger…………. a full records search on ‘Honey Sweet-Lay’…………it’s not a joke. S-W-E-E-T hyphen L-A-Y. White, female, DOB 4-1-1985 Social Security Number 452-78-9654 but I would not bet on it being legit. She has a Texas driver’s license, number 4551-563-88967. I have checked the public databases, with little success…………exactly, all of those less public data bases you are famous for…………..anything and everything you can find. George is also helping me so he might come up with an additional name or two for you to check…………five days, if that is possible…………digital copies will be fine, you have my email address and encryption key in your records…………..very funny Connie, we all enjoyed your bawdy sense of humor…………..yes, quite beautiful, fat lot of good that does me………..... no, that is one problem the meds do not help with……………..do what you can Connie, quick as you can but I would rather it be thorough than rushed…………..the Lisbon job was rushed and it nearly killed me so I know what I am talking about…………no grudges Connie, besides, it bought me more than half of my ‘you owe me a favor’ cards, didn’t it?...............Good bye.”
He disconnects and then calls FedEx for a pick up.
CHAPTER FIVE
The week just drags by, like the week before Christmas. Time won’t move fast enough. What’s worse is that all the shit I accepted as inevitable in my life, the dancing, the sex with selfish, filthy bastards, my daily encounters with Anthony have become almost unbearable because I know that there will be a time, short as it may be, that I won’t have to do any of it. I can live like a normal human being at Bob’s ... at least as normal as possible for me.
Anthony kept asking questions about what I did when at Bob’s. Part of it was to make sure I would be safe, has to protect his valuable property. Part of it was simple curiosity. The last part was trying to understand what Bob was up to. I was doing the same thing. There had to be easier and cheaper ways for him to get someone to do his shopping, cooking and cleaning than hiring a whore like me. Whatever questions Anthony asked, I answered truthfully. God help me if I ever lied to him, but that doesn’t mean I have to volunteer any information. I didn’t say anything about the swimming, hot tub or the wine, particularly the wine. I spend my down time at the club reading some of the magazines the other girls leave in the dressing room, searching for recipes I could use at Bob’s. I cut a couple out to take with me. There’s other interesting stuff in them too.
Monday finally arrives and I do the best I can to hide my excitement. Anthony may not care if I enjoy my time at Bob’s but Hanson sure as hell would. I’ve never asked him if she knows what I’m doing and he’s never mentioned it on his own, so she probably doesn’t. If it was painful or agonizing, she’d applaud his initiative but if she knew what was really going on, she’d stop it instantly.
I quickly pack my working purse after the last set and am waiting in my room when Anthony comes to get me.
“Ready to go Honey?”
“Yes, Sir!” I say, a little too loudly. Calm down girl, be cool. I pick up my purse and we walk to his car parked in the back.
I don’t have a watch but the sign outside of the bank says that it’s 2:45 a.m. A few minutes later we arrive at Bob’s and I’m careful to not rush to the front door. I let Anthony ring the doorbell. There’s no response for about half a minute and Anthony starts to reach for the bell again when the door opens.
“Hello, Anthony, Honey. How are you tonight?” He’s standing just inside the door, a cane in his right hand.
“I’m doing good, Bob.” says Anthony. “Better than you it seems. What happened to your leg?” Bob shuffles back slightly and I step in.
“Nothing serious, just an old injury acting up.”
“Well, Honey will take good care of you, won’t you babe?”
I look directly at Bob and our eyes meet. “Yes, Sir, I’ll take very good care of him.” A small smile briefly lights his face and I can’t help smiling back.
“Ain’t she something, Bob?” Anthony can’t resist trying to make the sale.
“She certainly is,” replies Bob, still locked in on my eyes. He smiles again. I manage to resist the unfamiliar urge to giggle, but my left hand does play with the hem of my short dress.
“If she causes you any problem at all, you just let me know and I’ll take care of it right away.”
“I am sure that we will be fine, won’t we, Honey?”
“Yes, Sir, better than fine Sir.”
“Well, I’ll guarantee that, Bob.”
I don’t think Anthony has realized that he’s no longer part of this conversation. Bob reaches out, places his hand on the doorknob and starts to slowly close the door.
“It is late and I am sure you are anxious to get home, Anthony. I will see you Thursday morning. Good night”. The door clicks shut. I’m glad that I’m on this side of the door right now.
“Welcome back, Honey.”
“Thanks, Bob. Are you OK?”
“More or less. It comes and goes. Right now it is here.”
“Are you going to tell me what ‘it’ is?”
“I would prefer not, at least at this time. I have your bedroom ready.” He starts to hobble towards the bedrooms. I don’t follow him.
“Uhhhh, Bob?”
He stops, looking back at me. “Yes?”
“I’m not really tired right now, still a little wired from work ya know, and I was thinking....” I trail off.
“What were you thinking?”
I take a deep breath. “That maybe I could go for a swim? Just a half an hour or so, just to relax?”
“Are you sure? It is late and there will be more work than last week, particularly since I will be helping less due to this,” he raises his cane.
“I know, I’ve been planning all week. It’s only a half hour,” I plead.
He shakes his head slightly. “All right, go ahead. I thought something like this might happen so I heated the pool. I however, am going to bed. Put your medication in the fridge and lock up when you are done. Remember, you are making breakfast this morning.”
I want to kiss him in thanks. I’ve already taken a step towards him before I stop myself.
“Thanks a lot, Bob, I really appreciate this.”
He waves me off. “Not a problem. See you in the morning.” He continues to limp towards his bedroom.
I hurry back to my bedroom, find my swim suit in the chest of drawers, quickly change into it and scurry to the kitchen, pausing to put the two vials in the fridge, switch on the outside lights, then step out of the sliding door and walk to the edge of the pool, shaking the tension out of my arms and legs as I go. When I reach the edge of the pool, I pause, take a deep breath and dive in. I manage to reach the other side this time without stopping for air. When I pop to the surface, I’m ready for my new, temporary, life.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
The two days pass much too quickly. They are pretty much a repeat of last week, just more of it. The meals were more elaborate because I had time to plan them. The shopping took longer because I needed more ingredients for the meals. I did more on my own because Bob wasn’t able to help, but I had a much better idea about what he wanted done and where everything was so it all went faster. I also bought some more clothes, not a whole lot, just a couple of nicer bra and panty sets, a few pretty tops and a silk nightshirt. I couldn’t keep wearing Bob’s T-shirts could I? That’s not fair to him. I still had time for some evening swims and the NFL Network. We watched a couple of replays from 2006 and I managed to be right about 60 percent of the time in predicting the plays. Bob was very impressed. In fact, he complimented me quite a lot.
He also didn’t make any moves on me. I first thought that Anthony might be right, that he was gay, but he never gave off that gay vibe. I caught him several times looking at me like he wanted me but he never did anything about it. Maybe he’s just got a lot of self-control, but why bother? He knows what I do when I’m at the club, it’s not like I’m unskilled. I know for a fact that I am one of the best fucks in town. Why won’t he take advantage of the opportunity? It’s not like I need it or anything. Besides, he’s not a great looker himself. Not ugly by any stretch but hardly movie star handsome. Still, he’s a lot better than most of the lousy bums I see at the club. I do enjoy a two day break from whoring, but the whole thing leaves me confused.
I’m physically ready when Anthony shows up Thursday morning, but it’s still hard to leave Bob’s. I manage to put a smile on my face but my heart isn’t in it. I think Bob knows that but he doesn’t say anything. He does give Anthony a glowing report about me, which pleases him. A happy Anthony makes my life easier and I appreciate all that Bob does to keep him happy. Anthony doesn’t have that many questions for me this time when we drive back to the club, but he still can’t believe that Bob isn’t screwing me. I just answer his questions again, not volunteering anything.
I slip back into the routine of the club. One of the other girls, Candi, has been here a couple of weeks and we’ve become friends, sorta friends at least. We talk about the job and things and she’s given me a lot of hair and makeup tips. Hers is always perfect and I got a late start in learning how to do stuff like that. She’s really nice and acts like an older sister or something, though technically I’m almost twice as old as she is. She’s already backstage when I come in on Thursday morning.
“Hey Honey! Where have you been?” I drop my bag on the table and open my locker.
“Anthony has me doing some outside work.” I take out my “Donna Reed” costume.
“Where’s that?”
“Just a guy’s house.”
She steps closer to me. “Soooo, what do you do at this guy’s house?”
“It’s not kinky or anything, I just cook and clean ... oohh and shop too.”
“You’re getting paid to shop?” No, Anthony is getting paid for me to shop. “Need an assistant?”
“Not now, but I’ll keep you in mind.” I sit down and start working on my eyes.
“I see that you’re getting pretty good with your eye shadow.”
“Thanks to you.” I say as I start to apply my mascara.
“You just needed help with the techniques. You’ve got a real knack for knowing what men find attractive.”
I give her a smile. “It’s just experience.”
“How much experience could you have, you’re just a baby.”
“More than you can know Candi, more than you can know.”
“Bullshit, girl! I think you go out of your way to cultivate an aura of mystery.”
She gives me a friendly punch on my right arm. I punch her back as she laughs. I smile at her despite myself, her good humor is contagious. I keep working on my fifties-style makeup as Candi lends a hand with my hair. She’s very good at it.
I change into my stage lingerie and slip into my costume. After checking my purse to make sure the squirt gun is loaded and ready, I sit until it’s my turn. The act is still a killer but the response from the crowd is less than it used to be. If you don’t give men some variety, they get bored. They really don’t appreciate all the hard work we dancers put into our performances. They’d rather see a new routine full of screw-ups than a finely honed, skillfully performed classic. Men just don’t value what we women do for them.
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Sequel to "Team Spirit" written by Janice Dreamer. Honey and Bob have a conversation that changes everyone's lives. Chapters 6 through 10 of 48. Keywords apply to entire story.
TEAM SPIRIT: THE SECOND HALF Ch 6-10
By Meps98
CHAPTER SIX
This week is dragging just as badly as the last. It’s like I’m cramming a whole week of crap into just five days. Spending two days at Bob’s doesn’t make the other five any better. In some ways, they’re worse than ever before. I don’t care, it’s worth it.
Candi’s found me a recipe insert from one of the magazines and at least half of them look interesting. I think Bob may have most of the ingredients in stock and I can pick up what he doesn’t on Tuesday morning. I’m packed and ready to go even before finishing sucking my last john’s cock. Try as I might, the guy just won’t blow his wad. He’s hard enough and sounds like he’s enjoying it but he just won’t cum. I’m tempted to stick my finger up his ass but that’s too damn risky. If he likes it and it works, I’m golden. If he doesn’t like it, he’ll probably beat me and so will Anthony. It’s not worth the risk, even though my jaw is starting to lock up. Finally, I feel his balls tense and he grabs my head to make sure I don’t pull back as he shoots his sperm down my throat.
It’s almost an insult. Who does he think he’s dealing with? I’ve sucked bigger cocks and swallowed bigger loads with my hands tied behind my back. Literally. Once he’s done ejaculating, he loosens his grip on my head and I pull back as his softening cock slips from my mouth.
“You’re one fine cocksucker, bitch!”
Next time, I should bite it off and swallow it. “Thank you, Sir. You’re so big, I didn’t know if I could swallow all of it.” Yeah ... and I’ve got a bridge in New York to sell you, too.
“I know, I get that a lot,” he says as he stuffs his shrinking dick into his pants and zips up. “You’re worth every penny I paid. I should be back around this way next month. I may just look you up.”
“I’ll be waiting,” I purr; then I wink at him. He points his index finger at me like he’s holding a gun, pulls the “trigger” and makes a clicking noise in his throat.
“I gotcha’ bitch!” He walks out of the room, whistling.
What a loser! Blowing or fucking these assholes is bad enough but having to butter them up and thank them for the shit they put me through makes me want to puke. Unfortunately, Anthony does the occasional “consumer survey” with the johns after they’re done with me and I hear it from him if they don’t report that I was adequately thankful. You only need Anthony to correct you a couple of times to make sure you toe the line, no matter where that line is. Tonight he comes to the door a few minutes after the last guy leaves.
“Shake that fine ass of yours, Honey, time to go!” I reach under the bed and pull out my bag.
“Ready, Sir.” I start to walk past him to leave the room but he grabs my arm, freezing me in place.
“This is the last week of the trial period, Honey and I want this guy’s business Honey. You will do whatever it takes to make him happy, you understand?”
“Yes, Sir.” He’s got no idea how much I want the same thing. He lets go of my arm and we walk to his car. I smooth my short, purple dress under my ass as I settle into the passenger seat. Anthony gets in, starts the car and we drive off.
Bob lives only a few miles away but I can’t get there soon enough. When Anthony pulls into the driveway, I barely wait for the car to stop before throwing the door open and hopping out. This time, Bob meets us at the door as we walk up the sidewalk. I’m practically skipping.
“Good evening Anthony, ... Honey.” He nods towards each of us in turn.
“Hey, Bob, no cane tonight I see,” says Anthony. Bob flexes both legs.
“I am feeling much better this week Anthony.”
“Glad to hear it, glad to hear it. Well here she is, on time and looking good.” Bob quickly looks me up and down.
“She certainly does.”
I manage to not twist and turn like a teenage girl trying to seduce her boyfriend but I can’t prevent myself from blushing a deep red at his praise. He reaches out and gently takes my arm.
“Uuuhh, Bob...”
“Yes, Anthony?”
“This is the third week ... any idea when you’ll let me know if you want to keep the deal going?” Bob pulls me into the house and starts to close the door.
“I will inform you Thursday morning when you pick her up ... but I would not worry about my decision if I were you, Anthony.”
“Hey! That’s great Bob! I just want you to know that...”
He’s shut the door on him again. God, I wish I could do that to him at the club. Of course, if I tried it, he’d kick the door in and beat me with the broken pieces. Bob turns towards me. My hands are behind my back, wrists together, chest thrust out.
“How are you this evening, Honey?”
“Couldn’t be better, Bob.”
“I assume that you would like to take a dip in the pool before bed.”
“If you don’t mind.”
“I do not mind at all, just make sure that you turn off the lights and heater when you are done. I will see you in the morning.” He turns to go to his bedroom, walking normally. I let him get a few feet away before I say anything.
“Are you sure about that? I wasn’t planning on wearing a suit tonight.”
He stops dead in his tracks but doesn’t turn his head. “I guess it would be inappropriate for a host to leave a guest alone to fend for herself. Miss Manners would never forgive me.”
“So, I’m a guest, am I?”
He looks over his shoulder at me.
“For tonight you are.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
My alarm goes off at 7:00 a.m. I had done a little bit of breakfast prep before going to bed last night so things should go quickly this morning. I sit up and stretch both arms. This bed is so much more comfortable than that bag of lumps I sleep on at the club. I slip to the edge of the mattress and let my feet fall to the floor. Standing up, I shuffle to the bathroom, yawning and scratching as I go. I turn on the shower and adjust the temperature until it’s just short of too hot. I pull the nightshirt off over my head, hang it on the hook by the door and step into the soft stream of water, letting it soak my hair and caress my naked youthful body.
I can’t keep from smiling as I replay last nights’ events in my mind
I hadn’t skinny dipped in years and never as a woman. The whole thing was much more sensual than I remembered. Swimming in that well lit pool, naked to the world, under Bob’s very watchful eyes, was extremely erotic. It was both intimate and exhibitionist at the same time. You’d think that all the time I had spent on stage stripping would have prepared me for last night but it was completely different. It was slow and easy, no hurry. Every little move felt seductive. Bob was sitting at the table next to the pool, sipping coffee, but his eyes never left me. I’m not sure he ever blinked. We talked as I swam and floated but I can’t recall a single thing we said. We both acted like I was wearing a swimsuit the entire time. When I slowly climbed the steps out of the pool, hips swiveling, Bob was waiting for me, holding the robe open for me to slide my hands and arms down the sleeves as he draped it over my shoulders from behind. I tied the sash very loosely, leaving the front mostly open, exposing my tits and cunt whenever I moved in my chair. He poured me a cup of coffee and we continued to talk about God knows what. The sexual tension was building but neither of us would admit it. If it had been any other guy, we would have been trying to fuck each other’s brains out ten minutes into my swim, but Bob acted totally cool. Yet I could tell that underneath that cool attitude, he wanted to screw me until dawn.
And I wanted him to give it a try. He’s not the most impressive physical specimen. Hell, I’d seen some pretty buff guys when I played pro ball, but right then, I couldn’t imagine fucking anybody but Bob. Not that he made the slightest attempt to get me into bed. He played it all normal so I did too. By the time we went alone to our respective bedrooms, I was so horny, I had to masturbate to orgasm twice before getting to sleep.
I hadn’t completely recovered from the experience by the time he came into the kitchen for breakfast. I had spent a little extra time to make the plates look good, adding some spiral sliced oranges and arranging everything on the table just so.
“Good morning, Honey, did you sleep well last night?”
“Yes, eventually.”
“Probably should not have had coffee that late at night.”
“Yeah ... must have been the coffee.”
“Everything looks very nice this morning.”
He noticed!
“You do not need to plan anything for supper tonight.”
“Why not?” I’m disappointed; there was this recipe for lasagna I really wanted to try.
“I would like to take you out for supper.”
Disappointment gone. “Really? Where?”
“There is a little place downtown that specializes in Italian, classic Italian, how about that?”
“Sounds great, but I don’t have anything to wear to a nice place.”
“What about that purple dress you wore yesterday?”
“Sure, if you want everyone to think you’ve hired a teenage whore for the night.”
“I see your point. You can buy a more appropriate dress while you are out shopping this morning. The restaurant is not formal, just a little upscale. Men are required to wear jackets but not ties, if that is any help.”
“I’ll see what I can find.” I’d never been shopping for a dress before. Anthony and Amy bought all my clothes at the club and I had only bought mostly casual stuff since coming to Bob’s. I don’t really know where to shop for nice clothes, though I can probably find a store at the nearby Mall.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I’m lost. Completely lost. Who knew that the women’s section of “Macy’s” would be so disorienting. I thought that I could just walk in and find something in a couple of minutes. There’s just so many choices. I slowly stroll through the racks, picking out the occasional dress. I don’t even know what size I am.
“Can I help you?”
I turn to look behind me where the voice came from. It’s a well dressed young woman, twenty five, twenty six years old I’d say. A sales clerk.
“Thank God! Yes, please! I need a dress for tonight. I’m having supper at a nice restaurant with ... someone.”
She smiles knowingly. “Supper with ... someone eh? I’m sure we can find the perfect dress.”
“Not too formal or anything. It’s just dinner, no big deal you know? I just need to look ... nice.”
She nods her head, still smiling. “Nice but no big deal. Gotcha.” She steps back and gives me a quick look over. “How about we start in the Junior area.” We cross the aisle to a more colorful part of the store. The mannequins are dressed in more fashionable stuff, at least I think it’s more fashionable. I only know what I read in the occasional “Cosmo” one of the other girls leaves behind. The dresses are shorter, more flirty, closer to what Anthony likes me to wear for him at the club but not nearly as bad. I take a closer look. At least some of them aren’t as bad. Geez. You mean some girls actually want to dress like that?
“What size are you?”
Her question brings my attention back to the reason I’m here. “Excuse me?”
“What size?”
“Uuummm.... I’m not sure. You see, I haven’t bought anything like this ... in a while and I’m probably not the ... uh ... same size anymore.”
She nods her head again, then leans in closer. “Puberty’s a bitch, isn’t it?” She whispers. “Come on back to the dressing rooms and I’ll take some measurements.”
We walk back to the sales counter against the wall. There’s a doorway with a curtain across it next to the checkout counter. The clerk grabs a tape from behind the counter; then pushes the curtain aside so that I can walk through. It’s a well lit room with several mirrors and curtained stalls along one wall. She has me step up on a small platform and turn to face her.
“Just relax, stand straight, arms out just a little bit so I can get the tape around you.”
She first wraps the tape around my hips, taking measurements at several spots. Pulling a small pad of paper and a pencil from her pocket, she jots down some numbers. She does the same for my waist and then my boobs, doing about twice as many measurements around my chest. She also measures the length of my legs, heel to hip and hip to knee. She puts the tape around her neck, steps back and studies the numbers on her pad, occasionally glancing back at me. She has a frown on her face.
“Is there a problem?”
She looks up at me and smiles again but it seems a little forced this time. “No, not a problem exactly. Some parts of your body are more ... developed than others right now. Eventually, everything will catch up with your uh...” She’s looking at my tits. “But right now you are kind of between sizes.” She chuckles. “Don’t take this the wrong way, but it is like you are an assembly of parts of different girls. Weird isn’t it? I’m sure it is just a stage, you’ll grow out of it in no time.”
I force my self to laugh lightly. “Yeah, it sure is weird. I guess that’s why my other clothes don’t fit quite right.”
“Exactly, but don’t worry. I’ve got several dresses that will look great on you.” She starts to leave the dressing room.
“Not too short please. I don’t want to look ... that way, you know, Just comfortable and...”
“Nice” she says. “I’ve got it.” She winks. “Trust me.” She leaves, the curtain flopping across the opening. I’m left with my thoughts and Frankenstein body.
How did she see me for what I am? I guess she spends all day measuring people and looking at proportions. If someone is unusual, she’d probably be one of the few people to notice it. I’ve never gotten any complaints from any of my customers though. Just because I’m different doesn’t mean I’m not beautif.... attractive, right?
The clerk returns clutching several dresses.
“Stand there and I’ll hold them up. Look at that mirror and tell me what you think.” She holds the first one up, a red cotton dress with a wrap around style. It’s OK I guess. She can tell by the look on my face that it’s not the one. She brings it down and lifts the second one. It’s blue with what I think is called a boat neck style. Where do they get these names? It’s better than the first.
“A maybe?” she asks.
“Yeah”
“Ok. How about this one?” It’s a pink, empire waist, knee length. I’ve never liked that style, it makes the girl look pregnant.
“No, not that one.”
“Fine.” She reaches down for the last one. “I’ve saved the best for last. Close your eyes and let me get round behind you to hold it just right.” I feel her hands on either side of my boobs, pulling the dress tightly across my chest. “Alright, open them.”
I look into the mirror.
“Aaaahhhh.”
Her head pops around from behind me so that she can see the mirror. I turn my body a little left and right to see how the dress moves.
“Was I right or was I right? This is your dress.”
It’s an ivory halter sundress, with a red rose pattern on the cotton fabric. It hits about 3 inches above my knees and flares slightly from the waist, a lightly pleated skirt. I could look hot as hell in this dress but still classy. I step off the platform.
“Let me try it on.”
I scurry to an empty changing room and quickly wiggle out of my jeans and remove my shirt. I lift the dress over my head and drop it around me. It’s tight around my waist and holds my tummy in. I have to pull it up a bit to get my boobs in right. The back zips up but I can’t quite get it all the way to the top. I step out of the changing room.
“Here, let me get that,” says the clerk as she finishes pulling the zipper up. I stand in front of the mirror, turning left and right.
“I look ridiculous with this bra.”
“Naturally, you’ll need a strapless bra, maybe a corset style ... or perhaps no bra at all. The dress is fairly stiff across the chest. Someone with breasts like yours should be able to handle it easily.”
I walk around the room, looking in the mirrors at how the skirt falls away from my ass, emphasizing every move, but subtly. It’s a little bit like the dress Marilyn Monroe wore in “The Seven Year Itch”, where she stood over the subway grate and the air blew the skirt up around her, only shorter.
“I’ll take it. Where is the bra section?”
“Are you sure about that? You only have breasts like that when you are young. I’m twenty six and mine are already drooping just a little. I say flaunt it while you got it.”
I was tempted to tell her I spent most of my time “flaunting it” but she might not believe me.
“No thanks, I’d rather use a bra.”
“Suit yourself.” She turned the page on her pad of paper and scribbled some more numbers, tore the page out and handed it to me. “This will give you a start. Tell them Monica sent you. Also, make sure that they see the dress to match the color. Do you have shoes?” I grimace.
“No, I need those, too.”
“If it was me, I’d go with at least a 3” heel. Can you handle that?”
In my sleep.
“I think so. Thank you very much, I’d never been able to do this without your help.”
She patted my arm.
“You’re quite welcome. I enjoy helping young, beautiful women like you. Get them while they are young and we get a ‘Macy’s’ customer for life.”
I ended up buying a cream colored strapless bra, matching thong panty, garter belt, real silk stockings and pumps with 4” heels, plus some new makeup and a perfume that a girl spritzed me with as I walked by. In for a penny, in for a pound.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
The reservations were for 7:00 p.m., so I had more than enough time to get my work done that day. There was the laundry, changing the beds, vacuuming the floors and cleaning the bathrooms. Bob’s leg was better so he helped with the floors but he also spent some time in his office, making and taking phone calls. Bob never said exactly what he did. He was supposed to be retired but seemed awfully busy for a retired guy, at least whenever I was there. I did find a big, flat plastic box with lots of little compartments in his bathroom, each compartment holding an assortment of pills. It was like one of those little boxes where you arrange your pills by days, only much bigger. It appears that Bob was taking a lot of medications for something, probably serious given the number of pills. Other than the walking problems and the seizures, I never saw any other symptoms. He never gave me any diet restrictions he had to live by, maybe he just didn’t care. I was curious what it was all about but had learned a long time ago to keep my mouth shut and do what I’m told. That was Rule One at the club.
I’d made good progress on my day’s jobs by 5:30 p.m. so I started to get ready for supper. I showered again, but shaved my underarms, legs and pussy this time. Two of them where going to be on display at supper and you never know about the third. After the shower, I rubbed on a new lotion I bought that day; the salesgirl said it was a moisturizer and sunscreen. I liked the smell. After that I put the garter belt around my waist, rolled the stockings and then carefully unrolled one of them up my right leg. The salesgirl warned me that real silk stockings required careful handling. I attached the tops to the garter belt and then did the same thing with my left leg. Once the stockings were in place, I slowly ran my hands up and down my legs, from the tips of my toes to the tops of the stockings. It was like nothing I had felt before, completely different from the cheap stuff I wore at the club. Cool, sinfully smooth. I crossed and recrossed my legs, rubbing them against each other.
“Mmmmmmmm.”
I could do this all day but the clock is ticking. I slide the panties up my legs, setting the strap firmly in the crack of my ass, and then sit down to do my makeup. I don’t actually need much makeup; there aren’t any flaws to hide. Whenever I see it in a mirror, I marvel at how perfect my face is. Big eyes, small pert nose, high cheekbones, full lips, long lashes, smooth skin, pointed chin, everything perfectly spaced and symmetrical. All I need to do is not go overboard and screw things up, particularly tonight. This is real world makeup, subtle, quiet, not stage makeup, which is usually loud and garish. I don’t have to be a whore tonight; I can be a regular person. I apply just a little mascara and a smidge of eye shadow. The important job will be my lips.
The clerk at the makeup counter showed me a trick with lip liner. Candi had never mentioned it before, probably because it works best close up and I never want to get too close to the grabby bastards near the stage. The colors of the liner and lipstick and my fingernail polish are supposed to match the red in my dress. The clerk went through several colors before she was happy but they all looked alike to me. It takes me three tries but I eventually get my lips the way I want them. The only thing left are my nails but I’m running out of time.
I open the bottle and start to methodically cover each nail. My hands, fingers and nails are as perfect as my face. I’ve only got time for one coat so I make sure to get it right the first time. Just as I finish the last nail, Bob knocks on my door.
“Honey, we need to leave in about ten minutes. Are you ready yet?”
“No,” I reply, waiving my hands vigorously in the air to speed up the drying of the polish. “Not yet, but I’ll be ready in time.”
“Alright. I will be waiting in the living room.”
I keep fanning my hands until the polish sets and then I start on my hair. Luckily all I planned on doing is just brushing it out and adding a couple of barrettes. My hair is much longer than I like, though I will admit that it looks great when styled right. Getting it right just takes so damn much time. I’d cut it in an instant if I had a choice, which I don’t.
The last barrette is in place so I stand up to get the bra. As I stand, my legs rub against each other. Uuuummmm, there go those stockings again, a quick shiver racing through my body. I shake my head to clear it. I wrap the bra around my waist, fasten it then spin it around and pull it up into place, adjusting my tits until everything is just right. Pausing to look at myself in the mirror, I am forced to admit it, I am one fuckable bitch. The tits, the ass, the hips, flat tummy, long legs, I may be an assembly of parts but they are damn hot parts.
Stepping into the shoes, I throw the dress over my head as Bob knocks on my door again.
“Honey, I hate to be a bother but we will need to leave in the next two minutes.”
“Just a few seconds.” I pull my hair up and let it fall down my bare back. I look over my shoulder at the mirror. Maybe the hair is worth the trouble.
“I will never understand why it takes women so long to get ready to go out. It should not be so difficult to...” I open the door and his voice trails off when he gets a look at me, smiling up at him. I give him a few seconds to get a good, long look then turn around and gaze at him over my shoulder.
“Could you zip me up please?”
He blinks several times. “What?”
“Could you zip up the back of my dress ... please?” His hands move up, zipping with the right and fixing the clasp with both. I turn back around to face him. His eyes are a little unfocused.
“Thanks. We better get going. Don’t want to be late.”
“What?”
I snap my fingers in front of his face a couple of times.
“Dinner. Reservation. Drive. Late.” He gives his head a sharp jerk and blinks again.
“Yes ... right ... dinner” He turns and heads for the garage. “I just do not understand why it always takes so long...”
“We just want to look our best, Bob.” He looks back at me as he continues to walk towards the garage.
“I certainly can appreciate the results but...” he walks straight into the kitchen doorframe. I stop, turn my head, and cover my mouth with both hands; it’s the only way I can keep from laughing out loud. He bounces off the frame, pauses, twists his head slightly to the right and keeps on walking. I follow.
“You were saying, Bob?”
“Nothing.”
CHAPTER SEVEN
It was as nice a public meal as I have had in years. Not just since I was transformed into Honey Sweet-Lay, that goes without saying. I’m going back to the Josh Thomas days. When you’re famous, eating out in public can be a pain in the ass. Everyone is watching you, whispering, pointing at you. And that’s a good day. A bad day is when people start pestering you for autographs or giving you advice about what plays to call, or, and this is the worst, bitching about what you did during the last game. The absolute worst is when the guy complaining to you is drunk. I put up with that shit ever since I went pro.
There was none of that tonight. Sure, I drew a lot of stares when Bob and I came into the restaurant. It was surprisingly busy for a weekday and most any guy we walked by gave me the once over, some were more obvious than others. The married ones or the guys with their dates were more careful but they looked. Bob had booked an out of the way table and he sat with his back to the wall, looking out over the entire dining area. My back was to all that. I don’t know if he wanted to keep me all to himself or if he just wanted some privacy, but I appreciated the seclusion.
Our waitress was very nice and I was glad we had a woman. She was an older lady who I think assumed that Bob was my father, maybe a brother. Either way, she didn’t treat us like a couple on a date. In fact, she was almost motherly towards me, which has never happened before. She was full of compliments and little bits of advice. Bob seemed to be enjoying the show. I caught him staring at me more than a few times, but he tried to hide it. He never said or did anything remotely sexual. He was the poster child for politeness, opening the door for me, holding my chair for me, standing when I went to the bathroom, all that old school stuff.
And the meal was delicious! I had Chicken Parmesan with a tossed salad and Italian dressing, Bob had some kind of Tortellini with meat sauce, sautéed mushrooms, and soup. Bob let me try his Tortellini. I need to try making that myself. We shared a bottle of wine but I think I drank more than my share. The waitress insisted on seeing my I.D. before bringing the wine. She eyed me pretty hard before giving in, probably figured that if my father/brother wasn’t going to object, why should she. Besides, the I.D. said I was twenty two, though I didn’t look it. Not at all.
The portions were enormous, at least for me. In the old days I’d have scarfed it all down in a few minutes so that I could get out of there but now I was more interested in taking it slowly, stretching out the experience. Ultimately, I needed a doggy bag, yet when Bob had cheesecake for dessert, I ate more than half of it, one “taste” at a time.
Bob appeared to be relaxed and surprisingly talkative. I don’t know if it was the wine or what but he opened up a little, talking about his childhood. I responded by talking about mine. Of course I didn’t talk about my real childhood but I made enough changes so that he wouldn’t suspect anything was wrong. What was weird was that the longer we talked, the sadder he got. He didn’t cry or anything but it was like he got depressed, quieter. He didn’t stop talking but by the end of the meal, he was sorta withdrawn. I thought that I may have said something that upset him but I couldn’t think of anything. He was still very polite to me and the waitress, leaving her a big tip.
We drove home mostly in silence. I tried to get him to talk but he just answered my questions in one or two words. Eventually I gave up, not wanting to ruin what had been, by and large, a nice evening. When we pulled into the garage and stopped, Bob still came around and opened my door. We walked into the house together, through the kitchen into the living room. Bob stopped and turned towards me.
“Honey ... we need to talk.” SHIT! No one ever “needs to talk” about something good. I hope that I haven’t blown this sweet deal. “If you need to go to the bathroom, I suggest that you do so now, this may take awhile.”
“OK.” I say quietly. I don’t really need to go but he has a better idea about what he has planned so I take his advice. When I get back, he’s sitting down on the couch. He indicates with his hand for me to sit in the chair opposite him. I walk over and sit down, smoothing my dress underneath me as I do. Bob says nothing for a few seconds, he just looks at me with, I think, sadness in his eyes. What did I do or say?
“Honey, as you know, this is the last week of our three week trial. I have never told either you or Anthony what the trial was for. I am looking for someone to be my full time companion.” He pauses; I think he’s waiting for me to say something.
“What do you mean ‘companion’?”
“Someone who would live in my home, full time, do the things that you have been doing for me these last three weeks. Are you ... interested?”
Am I interested?! It’s my second most frequent dream. The first is being turned back into Josh Thomas and ripping Amy Hanson’s heart out through her asshole. The second is getting the hell out of the club any way possible. The problem is, there ain’t no way either one is ever going to happen. Amy is never going to let me go. Bob has no idea what he’s asking for.
“Bob ... Anthony will never let me do this.”
“I can be very persuasive, Honey. Money is a powerful incentive and I have quite a lot of it. The question to you is do you want the job?”
“Bob ... it doesn’t matter what I want ... it’s ... it’s impossible. Can’t we just keep on the way we are?”
“I am afraid not. If you are not interested, I will need to find someone else. Are you sure that you are not interested?”
I begin to cry. It’s all over, the good bedroom, the clothes, the pool, all of it. Surprisingly, the worst part will be losing Bob.
“I’m sorry” I sob. “I ... can’t ... don’t ask me ... to explain ... I just ... can’t.”
He stands up and walks behind my chair. “I am sorry too, Honey. You have no idea how sorry.”
Suddenly, there is a tightness across my chest, below my boobs. Something flashes across my eyes and it gets tighter. Another flash, even tighter. I try to move my arms but they won’t budge. I manage to look to my right and then I see it. Several lengths of rope. Bob has looped rope around me and tied me to the chair!
“What’s going on?!” I shout through my tears. Bob walks back around in front of me and sits back down on the couch.
“Please calm down, Honey. I do not intend to harm you. If I was going to do that, I would have done so by now.”
“Calm down?! Please Bob, whatever I said, I’m sorry. Please let me go. I won’t tell anyone!”
“If you will be quiet, I will explain.”
I try to stifle my tears and they gradually stop, despite the big ball of fear growing in my chest. I’ve dealt with crazies before at the club. “I can do this, I can do this” I tell myself. Once the tears end, I manage to get my gasping breath under control. In a few moments, I am outwardly pretty calm. Scared shitless inside but outwardly calm.
“Very impressive, Honey. Most people would be panic stricken at this point but you have controlled your fear. I knew that there was something special about you.”
“I’m not special.”
“But you are. Quite special. Also unusual and confusing. I chose you from all the other girls I have seen because you appeared to be the most desperate. I thought that you would be the most likely to appreciate the opportunity to get away from your current situation.”
“I do want to get away from...” Bob holds up his hand. I shut up.
“This will go a lot faster if you let me speak first. You will get a chance to speak, trust me.” I nod my head. “Good. When I started my quest, I was searching for someone to fulfill a certain role. I anticipated the need for assistance in my life that would arise in the not too distant future. The search has been on going for several months. You are the best candidate, by far. After meeting you and spending time together, the results only confirmed my initial assessment. You are a young, intelligent, beautiful woman desperate to escape from the control of her pimp, in this case, Anthony. You also do not exist.”
I start to remind him of my driver’s license but he holds up his hand again. I fall silent.
“Thank you. I should have been more specific. You did not exist until three years ago. Prior to the issuance of your current driver’s license and Social Security card, there is no record of ‘Honey Sweet-Lay’ anywhere. No school records, no medical records, no employment records, criminal records ... nothing. It is possible for you to have only recently obtained a driver’s license, not everyone starts driving at sixteen, but to get that license you would have needed a certified copy of your birth certificate, yet there is no record of your birth. Surprisingly, there is a record of a birth certificate being issued three years ago, but no actual record of your birth at the place and date listed on that certificate. You would have found it very hard to live without a Social Security number up until three years ago. Oh.... there are also no records for the man and woman listed on your birth certificate as your parents.”
Where did Bob get all this information? How did he get access to Social Security, school or medical records?
“Before offering you this job, I had to check out your history and this is what I discovered: legally, you popped into existence three years ago. I thought that you might have been born out of the country but there are no immigration records. Besides, we are stuck with that clearly fraudulent birth certificate. Perhaps you are an illegal immigrant? Where from? You have no accent beyond a combination of Midwest and Southern, you are not Hispanic, Cuban, or of African heritage. And again, the fraudulent birth certificate. There is the possibility that you are a young runaway who fell into Anthony’s clutches and he used his police contacts to create this miserable excuse of a new identity.”
That sounds good. I can go with that! Bob smiles. I think he read the hopeful look on my face.
“Then you can tell me your real name and place of birth, keeping in mind that I will rigorously check those records.” I don’t say anything. “This is your chance to tell me the truth, Honey.”
I’m screwed. I can’t pick some name and place at random. Why the hell did Hanson have to do such a shitty job when she created “Honey Sweet-Lay”?
“I’m sorry Bob, I can’t.”
“I did not think that you would ... at least not yet. My research discovered other interesting facts, like the actual contents of those glass vials you bring with you each week. I was not aware that Anthony’s semen had medicinal qualities.”
OK, now he’s just playing with me.
“I may not be a medical professional but I do have access to someone who is and he assured me that semen is not a recognized treatment for any known medical condition. Which raises the question, why the hell do you need a dose of his semen every twenty four hours?” He looks at his watch. “Since your last dose was approximately twenty three hours ago, I guess we will soon find out.”
Shit! With all that had been happening, I hadn’t noticed the sexual pressure building inside me but now that he brought up the subject, it jumped up and hit me between the eyes.
“Please Bob, I really do need that ... stuff.”
“Why?”
How could I possibly explain it to him? Even if I did, he’d never believe it. I just hang my head.
“You can not tell me. Very well, I will let nature take its course. While we wait, I would like to deal with possibly the most fascinating part of our situation. You have regularly and consistently lied to me about your past. What you did as a child, where you lived, the places you played, the schools you attended ... everything. Now this is hardly surprising, given the false identity and all, but the curious part is the consistency of the lies. You claim to remember things, seen things, done things that a person your age could not have possibly seen or done. For example, you spoke of swimming at the pool at Veteran’s Park in your home town when you were younger, how you dove off the ten foot board on your tenth birthday. You were allegedly born April 1, 1986. The pool closed in 1991. You would barely have been out of the kiddy pool by then, not diving off the high board. Do you have an explanation for this?”
“Maybe it was some other pool?” I say, not particularly convincingly.
“Perhaps, but you described it in such detail. The only thing you were mistaken about was the time period. In fact, most of your lies involve problems with time. Shall I continue?” He reaches to his left and pulls a manila file folder from behind a pillow on the couch. How long has he been prepping for this evening? He flips open the folder and starts running through the conversations we’ve had since I first came to his house ... practically all of our conversations, including some I don’t remember. Time and time again, he points to one of my many lies and exactly what was wrong about it. Now I know what he was doing all that time in his office, checking out my story. Either this house is bugged in every room or Bob’s got one hell of a memory. He closes the folder.
“In each and every case, the crucial variant was time. It was possible for you to have done or seen what you claimed to have done or seen, just not when you claim to have done it or seen it. That leads me to one of two conclusions. Either you are an incredibly organized and disciplined liar with a lousy sense of time ... or you are telling the truth but just older than you claim to be, possibly much older.” He sets the folder aside and stares at me for a few seconds. “I have not yet decided which is correct.”
I close my eyes and sigh. He knows. At least part of it. He doesn’t know how or why but he knows ... or suspects. Could I actually tell him the truth? OH GOD! I’ve wanted to tell somebody, anybody, the truth for years. If I could only share the pain with someone, maybe it wouldn’t be so bad. They don’t have to rescue me, just listen to me, believe me ... comfort me. I open my eyes and look back at him. Bob might be that someone. As I stare at him, he looks right back, each waiting for the other to say something. The stand off becomes more uncomfortable when I realize that my right hand has slid across my body and that I have been unconsciously rubbing my cunt lightly through my dress. I shift in the chair to try and make it look like I was just adjusting my position but I know that it is just a matter of time. One hour, maybe two and I will have my panties pulled down to my knees with my fingers stuffed into my pussy, rubbing and tugging at my clit. I may not be able to raise my arms to reach my tits but I can certainly get both hands on my cunt.
“All I have, Honey, is a large pile of inconsistencies. I can not make any sense out of them. None of the normal explanations fit and the abnormal ones that do are almost unbelievable. The easy answer is to just walk away and start over with a new girl ... but I do not want to do that.”
“Why not?”
“My interest has been piqued, my curiosity aroused.”
“Apparently your curiosity is the only thing about you that can be aroused.”
He laughs at that. “Oh Honey, that is hitting below the belt, so to speak, but I understand why you may think that. I am a puzzle person and your situation is most certainly a puzzle. I think something terrible happened to you or is happening to you, which explains your attitude about your activities at the club. Yet you will not take the opportunity to leave Anthony and you refuse to explain why. It makes no sense. If you are involved in some kind of bad situation, I may be able to help. I am willing to try and help.”
“Why would you help me?”
He shrugs. “You seem to be a nice person.”
“How do you know? We’ve been together like 6 days.”
“Like you, I study people. I could be wrong about you. Heaven knows I have been wrong about others in the past but I am pretty sure that I am right this time. Even if I am not, the puzzle itself is interesting even if you are a mass murderer.”
“So you don’t care about me at all!”
“I do, it is just not the only reason I want to help.”
“And if I still refuse to talk?”
“Then I will find out some other way. I am going to solve this puzzle, with or without your help. I may just ask Anthony outright what is going on.”
“Oh God! No! Please don’t say anything to him about this. If he knew what you ... he’d....” I can’t even warn him without spilling the beans.
“Cause you harm? Attempt to cause me harm? No doubt you are correct. I suspect that there is something quite unusual going on here and that Anthony might take drastic action to protect whatever it is. And still, you will not accept my offer of assistance.” He slowly shakes his head back and forth several times, lips pursed. “I just do not know what to think. Eh.... Honey?”
“Yes?”
“You seem to be fondling yourself again.”
OH SHIT! I quickly pull my right hand away from my crotch. I had been slowly rubbing myself without realizing it. Just like a normal person would unconsciously scratch an itch, I was scratching my steadily growing itch. I can’t look at Bob, it is just too embarrassing to be so out of control of my own body.
“Is that related to your daily dose of Anthony’s semen?”
I keep my eyes glued to the floor. “Just let me go Bob, please. Just let me go back to the club and forget all about you and this place and all we did. Please.”
“I understand what it is like to be at the mercy of uncontrollable biological urges, Honey,” he says quietly.
I glance up at him. “Not like mine you don’t.”
“Probably true, but I can empathize. You have seen through my claim of suffering from ‘muscle spasms’. They are seizures, some small, some large and they have a habit of occurring at the most inconvenient times. Sometimes I can feel them coming on and have time to take precautions. Other times they strike without warning. If I am out in public, I am the recipient of the pitying stares of the bystanders. I know that you have seen the copious amounts of medication I take to deal with my affliction and yet it is barely controlled.”
That was the closest he has ever come to telling me one of his secrets. It isn’t the same as my condition, not by a long shot, but we have traveled along the same road.
“I understand what you are talking about Bob, believe me, but no one uses your ... condition against you, forcing you to ... do things that no ... person should ever have to do.”
“Then stay with me, Honey! I can deal with Anthony. I am sure that he can be bought off. If not, there are always other ways to persuade someone.”
“Oh really” I snort. “You’re what, 5’ 10”, maybe two hundred pounds and probably out of shape. Anthony’s like 6’ 7”, over three hundred pounds and damn good with his fists. I’ve seen him beat three guys at one time, all bigger than you and I’ve been on the receiving end of his punches before. You wouldn’t stand a chance!”
Bob just smiles at me. “Looks can be deceiving Honey, sometimes intentionally so. Besides, I do not believe that it would come down to a physical altercation. I am willing to offer Anthony up to a million dollars for your services. Would he take that deal?”
He’d take one tenth that deal in a New York minute, but Hanson wouldn’t take one hundred times that deal. Ever.
“You have a million dollars?”
“That and much more.”
“You sure don’t live like it.”
“That is why I have it, Honey, a penny saved and all that. Back to my question, would Anthony accept the offer?”
I hesitate. “It’s not that simple, Bob. Sure, Anthony’s in it for the money ... but ... she...” I give up trying to explain, it can’t be done in bits and pieces. I can tell him all or nothing. So it’s nothing. He squats down in front of me.
“So you are unwilling to even let me try to help you, with my money and resources?”
“What resources? I thought you were a retired shoe salesman.”
“I have done more than sell shoes in my time, Honey. Besides, if things are as bad as you hint, how much worse could they be if I tried and failed?”
He has a point there, how much worse could my life be? Here’s a guy offering to help me get away from Hanson’s clutches even though he has no idea what he’s up against. I’m not talking to him because I know it won’t work ... but what if he could figure some way out? Is it worth taking one chance in a million? What am I really risking? He’s already said that he’s not going to let me keep coming two days each week so that’s gone already. If I have to go back to the club 24/7/365, what’s worse than that?
Hanson would probably think of something.
He reaches out, touching my arm gently.
“Consider what you will feel one or two months or years from now, still stuck in whatever hell you are currently stuck in, when you look back and think ‘I had a chance to do something about this when Bob James offered but I turned him down’. Could you live with that?”
He’s right. I’d be kicking myself in the ass every night. The regret would make everything that much worse. I never truly fought back against what she did to me, I never had a chance really, just escaped that one time and discovered what my new life was going to be like when she and Billy Joe Coleson showed up at the motel room and forced me to suck him off to get my first taste of fresh semen. It still makes me gag when I think about it, even though that was like a few thousand cocks ago. That memory brings me back to my pussy, which is aching to be fucked right now.
I’ve been able to keep from masturbating the last few minutes by clutching the hem of my dress with both hands but I’m still squirming in my chair, trying to find some friction somewhere. Bob’s had the courtesy not to point this out but he’d have to be blind not to see it. I’m almost past the point of caring what anybody thinks and can feel that I’m starting to lose what little control I have. The burning need is growing so fast that I’m having a hard time concentrating.
“OK. Let’s say that I tell you everything and you don’t believe me, what then?”
“Why wouldn’t I believe you?”
“Because nobody in their right mind would fucking believe me! It’s too damn fantastic! I wake up at night sometimes and think it’s all a horrible dream until I reach down to my crotch and find nothing there.”
“Why would there be something on your crotch?”
It doesn’t matter if I tell him or not, he won’t believe it. He’ll think it’s just one more lie from a lying teenage whore and he’ll throw me back into the club. I take a deep breath, force my hands to grab my dress firmly, and go for broke.
“I’ll tell you ... I’ll tell you everything, but I’ve got to have one of my bottles NOW!”
“You can have it after you tell me.”
“NOW! In a few minutes I won’t be able to control myself and in about twenty minutes, I won’t even be able to think straight. You’ve got to give me one right now Bob. Please! I don’t want you to see me this way ... no one should have to ...” I begin to cry.
Bob jumps off the couch and rushes to the kitchen. I hear the refrigerator door open and then slam shut. He’s beside my chair in a couple of seconds, the top already removed. I tilt me head back and open my mouth. He doesn’t pour it straight in but comes from the side of my mouth, letting the semen flow in so that I don’t choke. There’s a look of slight disgust on his face. I almost laugh. Bet he’s never poured somebody else’s cum down a girls’ throat before. That ain’t nothing compared to what comes next, Bob old boy. I swallow and wait for the dose to take effect. It seems to take longer than usual but maybe it’s because I got so much closer to the edge this time. I’ve been there before and it’s not fun, like scratching an unending itch that fills your body and mind and if you stop scratching for even a moment, you’re afraid that it will overwhelm you. The actual scratching is pleasant enough for awhile but even that eventually becomes painful, just not as bad as the itch itself.
“How long?” I ask.
“About ten minutes Honey, are you alright?”
“Yes ... for now.”
“Why do you react that way to....” I cut him off.
“This will go a lot faster if you let me speak first. You will get a chance to ask questions, trust me.”
He sits back, smiling. “Touché. Proceed.”
“You were right, I am not a young girl.”
He raises his hand.
“Yes?” I say.
“I know what you just said but there are just a few basic questions and then the floor is yours.”
“Fine.”
“How old are you?”
“Forty-two years old, give or take a few weeks.”
He looks astonished. “Amazing!”
“You’re focusing on the least amazing part of my statement Bob.”
“You said that you were not young, correct?”
“A young girl.”
“Well, forty-two would make you a woman instead of a girl, certainly.”
“I’m not a young female then.”
He brings out his smirk. “Honey, I have seen you naked, from every angle. You are quite clearly female, possibly the most feminine female I have ever had the pleasure of seeing.”
“Well about four years ago, this ‘feminine female’ was the starting quarterback for the Super Bowl Champion Dallas Wranglers.”
The look on his face almost made the pain of this night worthwhile.
CHAPTER EIGHT
Bob was true to his word, he let me talk without interrupting. After about ten minutes, he untied me and we sat on the couch together. After another ten minutes he had me pause so that he could get a notepad and a pen. For the next few hours, he stopped me occasionally while he caught up on his notes. At particularly difficult parts of my story, he would hold my hands. When I tried to talk about the post Super Bowl parties and Billie Joe’s dogs, he held me and gently rocked me until I could stop crying and continue with the story. I didn’t stop until almost 5:00 a.m. We both had drunk at least 4 cups of coffee by then. Bob put his pad and pen down.
“I am at an utter loss for words, Honey. There are so many questions to ask, I truly do not know where to start.”
“But, you do believe me, right?”
He takes both of my hands in his and looks me square in the eyes.
“I will not lie to you Honey” Crap! He doesn’t. He thinks I’m nuts! “I neither believe nor disbelieve you.”
“You can’t say that! I pour my heart out to you and you won’t get off the fence?”
He squeezes my hands. “Listen very carefully, Honey. From this moment forward, I will not lie to you. I have said certain inaccurate things tonight, well yesterday to be exact, about my history and childhood to try to get the truth out of you, which was an interrogation technique but the subterfuge ends here, now. If we are to go forward, there can be no lies.”
“So, you’re saying that I’m lying!”
“Not at all! Did I ever say that?”
“Well you hinted that you thought I did.”
“I am sorry that I gave you that impression, Honey. I will be specific. Some of what you told me matches exactly with the information that I already possess. Some of what you said offers a logical but hard to believe answer to some apparent contradictions I am aware of. The rest of what you said ... requires further study. So that is why I neither believe nor disbelieve you, it is too early.”
“Why can’t you just trust me?”
“Do you trust me?”
“If I didn’t, I wouldn’t have told you would I?”
“Do you trust me completely?” I open my mouth to answer but he interrupts. “Remember, no lies.”
I frown at him. “No,” I reply quietly.
“Ditto” he says. “But I hope to in the near future. ‘Trust, but verify,’ the saying goes. I will assume that you are telling me the truth, but the verification process will soon begin. However, it is much too late to start tonight.” He glances at his watch. “I mean today. Go to bed and get a good sleep, or at least as much as you can under the circumstances. We will skip breakfast and go out for brunch. There is much too much to do to stick with the previous schedule.”
We stand up. He is still holding my hand. I like the way it feels, gentle but firm, strong, protective. It’s also a little weird. I mean, he knows I was a guy. I want to give him a hug before going to bed. We’d never done that before, but it feels right to me some how. Trouble is, I don’t know what he thinks. Might as well find out now.
“Uuhhh ... Bob, could I uuhh ... we....”
“Could we what, Honey?”
I look away. “Could I hug you good night?” He pulls me towards him, lets go of my hand, slides his arms around my waist, moves his forearms up my back and gently but firmly hugs me. I put my arms around him, lay my head on his shoulder and hug back. We stay that way for several seconds before I lightly push away. Bob lets me go.
“Thanks,” I whisper.
“It was my pleasure, Honey.”
“I just thought that you might think it was, you know, weird or something. Me being a man and all.”
“I do not mean to be repetitive, but whatever you were, whoever you were, right now, you are an attractive young woman, the epitome of grace and beauty. Good night Honey.”
I blush and stifle a giggle. “Good night Bob.” He leaves me standing in the hall as he walks into his room with his notes and shuts his door. I turn and step into my bedroom, flip on the light and close the door behind me. I walk over to the bed and flop onto it, suddenly overcome with exhaustion. I just lay there, arms spread, looking up at the ceiling. I close my eyes and quickly fall asleep.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I wake up and shield my eyes from the overhead light. Turning my head to the left, I read the clock on the table by my bed. 6:21 a.m. I’m still dressed in my clothes from supper. Sitting up, I catch my reflection in the mirror by the bathroom door. My hair’s a mess, the dress all bunched up around my waist and both shoes have fallen to the floor, looking like a girl who had been well fucked. Too bad it’s not true. I roll off the bed and get undressed, hanging the rumpled dress in the closet and slipping my nightshirt over my head. I pick up the bra, panty, garter belt and stockings from the bed and floor, open my door and lightly walk down the hall to the linen closet to drop them into the dirty clothes hamper, not wanting to wake Bob. When I get back to my door, I pause to make sure that I didn’t disturb him. I don’t hear anything moving in his room but I can see light at the bottom of the door. Did I wake him? Maybe he hasn’t gone to sleep yet. I want to knock and find out but decide that I’d better leave him alone. I slip into my room, close the door, turn off the light and crawl back into bed, pulling the covers up around my neck. Where is all this going to end? Now that my horniness level has dropped back to normal, I’m having second thoughts about telling Bob the truth. I guess it’s surprising that I held out as long as I did. I have survived the last three years, as bad as they may have been. What happens if this doesn’t work? Hanson will be so pissed, I can’t imagine what she may do. At least now I’m human, she couldn’t change me into some kind of animal could she? I shake my head.
Get a grip, Honey! You’ll drive yourself nuts thinking of all the bad shit that could happen. Think about getting your cock back; think about becoming a man again. But most importantly, get some sleep. I roll over and force all thoughts from my mind, concentrating instead on the feeling of the warm sheets against my skin. I reach down with my right hand and lightly stroke my pussy, not hard enough to get my engine running but enough to drive everything else out of my consciousness. It’s a hell of a lot better than sucking my thumb. I soon drift back to sleep.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
When I wake up again, it’s 11:18 a.m. Good thing I pulled the window drapes shut. I hear the shower running in Bob’s bedroom, so he’s awake too. I push the bed sheets back, slide out of bed and hurry to the bathroom. I need to take a dump. I lift my shirt and sit down on the toilet. Over the years I’d gotten used to sitting down to go to the bathroom. What was harder to get used to was how much women had to undress to use the bathroom, then re-dress and straighten up before leaving. For men it’s just unzip, relax, shake, zip up, wash, dry and go.
After wiping, I strip off my nightshirt and jump into the shower. I want to be quick this morning, there’s a lot to do today. It only takes me about ten minutes before I’m dry and dressed in khaki pants, ballet neck top, and tennis shoes. I’ve pulled my hair into a long ponytail held with a scrunchie. When I get to the kitchen, Bob’s sitting at the table, sipping a cup of his strong coffee, reading the morning paper. I step up behind him.
I want to bend down, put my arms around his neck and give him a “good morning” hug. After all I told him last night, I feel like we’ve crossed a line in our relationship. Relationship? Where did that come from? I stand there, not knowing what to do.
“Good morning, Honey. Would you like a cup of coffee before we eat?”
“Uhh ... yeah, sure ... I’ll get it ... good morning Bob.” I walk over to the coffee pot, thankful that I don’t have to deal with what just happened, at least not yet. I pour a cup then sit down next to Bob. He looks over at me.
“Don’t you normally sit over there?” He points to the chair opposite him. He’s right.
“Sorry.” I start to stand up.
“No, no. Sit down. It was a question, not a suggestion. You may sit wherever you want, Honey.”
“Thanks.” I sit back down and sip my coffee.
“I have been going through my notes from last night and there are a number of things that I would like to have more information about, but I will save that for after we get back from brunch. How do you like ‘Denny’s’?
“That’s fine, wherever you want. Did you actually go to bed last night? I was up and saw a light under your door.”
“To be truthful, no, I did not. I was so energized by what you told me that I spent the night reviewing my notes and doing research on the internet. We have a very interesting cast of characters here.” Tell me about it. “Dr. Amy Hanson is quite accomplished. Given the research papers I have read, she should have received her Nobel several years sooner. A brilliant and possibly extremely dangerous woman, very formidable.”
“Are you saying she’s too much to take on?”
He chuckles. “Hardly, Honey. Everyone has a week spot, usually several. I just need to find hers.”
“But aren’t you afraid of her? After all you’ve read and what I told you?”
“Fear is for the unprepared. Whatever plan we ultimately have, it will be bullet proof.”
He seems so confident, so full of pep, so in charge, so ... masterful. It’s a side of Bob I’ve never seen before. It’s ... kinda arousing. “Do you know how you’re going to help me?”
“No idea whatsoever.”
“WHAT?!”
He reaches out and takes my hand. “Honey, it has been less than seven hours. Give me a chance. I do not have nearly enough information to make even an educated guess. This process can take weeks, possibly months. Once a plan is created, the next step is implementation, acquiring the material and personnel to make it work. There is also the possibility that we may have to wait for a specific window of time to execute the plan. Finally, we are likely to only get one shot at this so it had better work the first and only time”
He’s right of course. I hadn’t thought about any of that stuff but he’s right. It’s like a game plan for football, only much more complicated. And we are the big underdogs. Still, I had hoped that rescue was at hand. My head drops to my chest in disappointment. Bob reaches out with his left index finger, puts it under my chin and tips my head up.
“It is not all bad, Honey. Everything starts somewhere and we have started. Besides, now that I know about your unique situation, you can relax a bit around here. I will keep the weekly visits going and try to relieve some of the pressure at the club, if possible.” He smiles at me. “Have a little hope, Honey.”
I can’t help smiling back at him. “Alright, just a little.”
“That’s my girl.” His praise sends a slight shiver up my spine. “Are you ready to eat Honey?” He pauses a moment. “Excuse me, I assumed that you still wished to be called ‘Honey’, I apologize for that. I could use a different name if you wish.”
I hate the name “Honey Sweet-Lay” with a passion. At first I cringed every time Anthony introduced me. I have gotten more used to it over the years but there is always that moment of embarrassment whenever I meet some one for the first time and they learn my name, just like Hanson planned. Every moment of my existence is a testament to her deviousness. That means we need to be extra careful.
“No, I’ll stick with ‘Honey’ for now. If I ask you to use something else and you screw up and call me something different in front of Anthony, we’d have trouble. It’s not worth it.” He winks at me.
“Good, logical thinking, Honey. But I do not screw up. Let’s go eat.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I overate a bit at Denny’s. It had been something like fourteen hours since my last meal and I was famished. It wasn’t much food for Josh Thomas but it was a hell of a lot for Honey Sweet-Lay. I know that I’ll still be full at suppertime. Bob and I avoid the big subject while eating. He doesn’t ask me anything about it while we are in public. It’s just chit chat but great chit chat. I can’t seem to stop giggling. It’s like an enormous weight has been lifted from my soul. Everything is bright and sunny, the first day in the rest of my life. I always thought that was a stupid, trite saying but now I understand it. Bob seems to be enjoying my giddiness, or maybe just tolerating it, hard to tell with him. Either way, he’s good company and I hate to see the meal end.
On the way home, the questions start. Who, how, what, when, and where. And why. The why is tough for me to admit. At first I just try to call Amy a crazy bitch and leave it at that, but Bob’s way too smart to let me get away with it. He knows that the why may be the most important part of the puzzle. He keeps pushing me until I finally tell him about the rape, or at least what she thinks was a rape, I’ve still got my doubts. I didn’t want to tell him because I thought that he might decide not to help me. I tell him about my fear.
“I am not judge and jury here Honey. I assumed that there was some kind of wrong done to Dr. Hanson, her reaction was too extreme for there not to be something terrible, but there is such a thing as cruel and unusual punishment. Your situation hits the nail on the head for both, in spades. There may be some legal consequences when we are done, hard to say much about that yet.”
After we get home, he goes on to ask me all sorts of technical questions about my medical treatments from Amy. I can’t tell him much, mostly because I don’t know how she did it and later on I was doped up most of the time, except when Ms. Baker was teaching me the Wrangler Girl routines. I tell him about my six month maintenance treatments and their effects but I’m afraid I’m not much help.
Talking about my life at the club is tough. I hate to admit to being so controlled by Anthony, with Hanson’s help of course. I really hate to answer questions about all the things I’ve done and with who I’ve done it and how often. And I really, really hate to admit how much I enjoy the sex. It’s true, lots of times I do like it. There’s that period each day, when my craving kicks in, where sex, practically any kind of sex, regardless how kinky, feels wonderful. I’d do just about anything in those few hours and beg for more. Anybody who fucks me during that time is usually one happy customer. Anthony has gotten quite good at controlling my timing. I’m off the stage and on my back right on schedule. He usually pulls me off duty before the sex becomes painful, unless that’s what he wants. That kind of sexual release can become addictive just by itself.
I don’t tell Bob this, but I miss the sex while I’m at his house. I’m glad that I don’t have to fuck or suck a long line of jerks but doing it with someone I like would be … nice, you know? I mean, if it’s my choice, what’s the harm, right? I can’t say Bob shows no interest. I saw how he looked at me when I went skinny dipping and he appeared to appreciate my dress at supper ... yesterday. Was it just yesterday? It seems like days ago. Either way, he looks but he doesn’t touch and I don’t know why. I’m afraid to ask, though I’m not sure where that fear comes from.
He steers clear of the post Super bowl parties with the Wranglers, probably because of all the crying, but does ask about Billy Joe Coleson ... a lot. The bastard sometimes shows up at the club, usually drunk before he gets there, and barges to the front of the line waiting to see me. The sex is always rough, like he’s pissed about something and he’s taking it out on me. He won’t ever let me forget that he was the one who replaced me, all the success he’s had and that he was the first man I ever had sex with. He thinks he’s this Hall of Fame quarterback but won’t admit that Hanson is ten times more responsible for the teams’ success than he is. What an egotistical jerk! Bob keeps questioning me about him until I’m sick of it and snap.
“What’s the big deal about Coleson? He’s a no talent bum who lucked into a great deal. Any quarterback could win with that group of amped up players, thanks to Hanson. You’ve seen one egotistical quarterback, you’ve seen them all.”
Bob holds a closed fist to the side of his head. “Hello, kettle? This is pot calling.” He grins at me for several seconds before I get it.
“OK, sure, I wasn’t some kind of saint or anything but I wasn’t as bad as he is.”
“Are you positive about that?” Actually, I’m not; except for fucking transformed men. I never did that ... that I know of. There are a lot of similarities between us but I still wasn’t that bad. “I am not trying to teach you a lesson, Honey, though there is one to be learned. I am more interested in Mr. Coleson’s role in this conspiracy. He was in on it from very early on and continues to knowingly participate in it, as evidenced by his semi-regular visits to the club and his ... sponsorship of your appearances at the Wrangler’s ....”
“I know, go on.”
“Thank you. Yet, he does not seem to currently receive any special benefit. It appears that he believes that his current success is related to his talent and not the boost provided by Dr. Hanson. He is not being financially compensated like Anthony and his access to you, while apparently unlimited and likely free, is hardly much for someone with his resources and the other opportunities he probably has with young, female fans.”
“He’s getting those injections from Hanson to keep him at peak shape.”
“So does the rest of the team, yet they are unaware of your situation.” Bob stops, tapping his pencil rhythmically on his notepad. “He must be getting something else out of this but I can not see what it is.”
“Why does it matter?”
“Because I believe that Mr. Coleson is the weak link in the chain. There is no obvious control by Dr. Hanson, beyond fear, perhaps. No clear benefit to him and a disproportionate benefit to Dr. Hanson.”
“Huh?”
“Dr. Hanson does not seem to be getting much from Mr. Coleson, even though he knows as much as he does. This may be the crack I am looking for.”
“To do what?”
“To acquire information.”
“Billy Joe won’t tell you squat, he’s dumb but not that dumb.”
Bob laughs briefly. “Perhaps you are right, Honey, but much depends on where, when and how the questions are asked. Do you recall our conversation when you first used the hot tub?”
“I remember we had one but I don’t remember what either of us said.”
“Exactly.”
“You mean you’re going to stick him in a hot tub?”
He laughs again. “No, Honey. Every one has a comfort zone, where they drop their guard. It then becomes a matter of knowing what buttons to push and how. I do not know Mr. Coleson’s comfort zone yet nor where his buttons are, but I will.”
He then switches to asking me how things work at the club, the suppliers, who’s on the take, how they get paid and so on. I know a lot about this because Anthony uses my “services” as part of the deal with a lot of his business partners, including the two cops he pays off. We go on like that the rest of the day. We stop for me to make a light supper, soup and sandwiches for Bob, a small salad for me. I’m still full from brunch.
After supper, Bob decides that he has enough info for now, so we watch a movie and I finish the evening swimming for an hour or so and then soaking in the hot tub for about half an hour. Bob made a batch of margaritas and we sipped them, sitting outside at the table by the pool, until bedtime. This time, I didn’t hesitate when we went inside. I stepped in close, wrapped my arms around him, kissed his cheek and told him good night. I don’t know what it was, probably the booze, but it felt like the right thing to do. Bob didn’t say anything until I was almost to my room. He managed to say “good night” but stuttered a bit. I look back at him over my shoulder and smile.
I don’t often surprise him. It’s fun.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
When I wake in the morning, the reality of returning to the club hits me hard. Mentally, I knew that I was going to have to go back, but now I’m getting scared. What if Anthony notices something? What if I slip up? What would he actually do to me? What would Hanson do? God, the possibilities are endless! By the time I get dressed and manage to drag myself to the kitchen, I’m a mess.
“I can’t do this, Bob” I sniff. “It’s impossible. We’ll never be able to pull it off.” I flop down in the chair. “Just forget about the whole thing, it’s hopeless.” I start to cry. He pulls his chair next to mine, putting his arm around my shoulder, hugging me. I keep sobbing for several minutes but I eventually stop. He hands me a napkin to wipe my eyes.
“I was waiting for this,” he says. “I am surprised that it did not happen sooner.”
“What are you talking about?”
“It is quite common for someone who is attempting to escape an abusive and controlling situation to experience second thoughts. They have been under the thumb so long that they can not see how to live any other way. The familiar, no matter how bad it is, becomes more attractive than the unknown. Better the devil you know. It even has a name, ‘learned helplessness’.” He slowly turns my chair until I am looking him in the eyes. “You are a very strong person, Honey. You have endured things that would have driven others over the edge into madness. I can not make you continue with this attempt to escape but I can say that you have been a different person since you chose to tell me the truth, a happier person. I know that the future is uncertain, that success is not guaranteed but you need to ask yourself, how much longer can you go on the way you have? A month, a year, two, ten, thirty ... with Hanson’s treatments, maybe a hundred years ... more?”
“A hundred years?!”
“You say that these six month tune up treatments keep you looking young, like a teenage girl. How long will that continue? Dr. Hanson is forty-two years old, about the same as you, but looks at most half that age. You could be working at the club a very, very long time. A hundred years may be conservative.”
OH GOD! What would I be like after a hundred years of stripping and sex! I’ve barely held on to myself after three years! This has got to end now!
“Do what you have to do, Bob. Get me out of there!”
He pats my arm. “I will do what I can, Honey. Go fix your makeup. Anthony can not suspect anything. Just do whatever you normally do at the club. Leave it to me for now. Everything needs to be dead normal. I will tell Anthony that I am extending our arrangement indefinitely and will pay him the next month in advance. I suspect that $5,000.00 will keep him from asking too many questions.”
“You’re probably right about that. Thanks for everything, Bob. I don’t know what I’d do without you.”
“You are welcome Honey.” I go to my bathroom and fix my makeup, then return to the kitchen. We have a quick breakfast and just finish cleaning the kitchen when the doorbell rings. Bob reaches out and takes my hand as I inhale deeply, hold it, then slowly release it, trying to remain calm. We walk together to the front door. Bob opens it. Anthony is standing there, filling the doorway. God, he’s bigger than I remember. Bob greets him with a smile and a handshake.
“Good morning, Anthony, please come in and have a seat.”
“Thanks Bob, be glad to.” He walks in, giving me a possessive slap on the ass as he passes by. Bob follows, ignoring me. We all sit down in the living room.
“I am happy to tell you that I have been extremely pleased with Honey’s performance the last three weeks. I believe that this is the beginning of a long relationship. I would like to keep the same schedule for the immediate future, if that is acceptable to you Anthony.”
“Oh, it’s acceptable to me Bob, particularly at $1000.00 a week.”
“Speaking of which, here is next month’s payment.” Bob reaches into his pocket, pulls out a roll of bills and hands it to a smiling Anthony, who grabs the roll, quickly counts it and stuffs the money into the pocket of his shirt.
“Thanks Bob, I appreciate payments in advance.”
“I plan on keeping to that schedule in the future.”
“Fine by me, Bob, fine by me.” He stands up. “Pleasure doing business with you, but we got to get back to the club. Come on, Honey; get that pretty ass in gear.” Bob stands up too.
“I do not want to hold you up but I need to let you know that I may be gone next week or the week after, it is uncertain at this time. Either way, I have several things for Honey to do in my absence so I expect her to be here even if I am not. I assume that is satisfactory.” Anthony hesitates, that means he’s thinking. This could take awhile. He reaches up and rubs the back of his neck.
“I don’t know about that. I mean, no one’s here to keep track of her...”
“I trust her, Anthony. I have sent her out by herself several times already. Besides, where is she going to go?”
“I guess it’s OK. You are paying for it after all. Just let me know what’s going on.”
“That is certainly a fair request. I will be in touch.”
As Anthony turns his back to leave, I glance at Bob. He winks at me. I smile and wink back.
“Move it, Honey, time is money.” I hurry to catch up with Anthony.
“Coming, Sir.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
Bob returns to his office and immediately picks up the phone. After dialing a familiar number, he waits for the automated system to pick up and again provides his identification code.
“Yes, I would like the Records Division please……...I would like to speak with Connie if she is available.... Yes, thank you…………Hello Connie, Bob James………...very useful……...sometimes no information is information Connie……...... If you feel that bad about it, here is a chance to make it up to me. I have three additional names, a little more famous than Ms. Sweet-Lay ...….. Dr. Amy Hanson, Nobel Prize winner…….... Billy Joe Coleson, quarterback for the Dallas Wranglers……...Josh Thomas, most recent ex-quarterback of the same Dallas Wranglers……....The public records give me more than I know what to do with but this time I would like you to concentrate on financial records, also any professional rumors and scuttlebutt...….....every little bit helps Connie....….. Not yet, but getting closer to the truth………...If I am right, never in a million years, Connie.…..I will be waiting….....Thanks, Connie.”
He hangs up.
CHAPTER NINE
Candi’s in the dressing room when I get there to change. She’s sitting in one chair, her feet propped up on a second chair, reading the current issue of “Cosmopolitan”.
“Hey, Honey.”
“Hey,” I reply.
“How was your outside job? Buy anything nice?”
“Fine. There was this halter dress, some new lingerie, oh ... have you ever worn real silk stockings?”
She puts the magazine down. “A couple of times, why?”
“Did they feel ... different?”
“You mean sexy as hell?”
“YES! I thought it was just me!”
“So ... what did you do with those ... feelings?”
“Nothing. Bob wasn’t interested.”
“Gay?”
“Don’t think so. He looks at all the right stuff. Guess I’ll have to keep working on him.”
“Here,” she picks up the magazine and searches the pages, finally bending a page corner back and handing it to me. “This would be a good look for you.”
I take the magazine from her and look at the page. It’s a sequence of pictures of a young girl demonstrating an understated make up job and hairstyle. She is a knock out, but not any better looking than me, probably not as good.
“You’re right, but almost any look is good on me.” Candi chokes a little, then laughs.
“Well somebody is in a good mood today! There must be more happening on that outside job than you’re telling me.” She’s right, I am in a good mood, at least for me.
“I suppose you’re right about the mood. It’s been so long ... but I’ve told you everything about the job, except we did go out and had a nice meal, that’s what the clothes were for.” I couldn’t tell her any more than that.
“Hope the job lasts then, you seem to be enjoying it.” She stands up, opens her locker and starts to change into her costume. I open my locker to do the same.
“Guess I am.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
He has had to force himself to eat and sleep the last three days. It’s been years since he felt this way, fully alive, using all his training and capabilities. And what an unprecedented situation! If what Honey had said was true ... the implications are almost incalculable. First things first though. Job one is to determine the truth. Even if she truly believed what she said, she might still be delusional; a poor unfortunate girl unhinged by the oppressive life that she lives, seeking peace in a fantasy, though the story she told was hardly a peaceful one. It was such a fantastic, implausible tale, but how could she profit from lying? Even if she could claim Josh Thomas’s life, he was a wanted man, his assets sold to pay his numerous creditors. Many things did add up ... but ... it is inconceivable that someone has the ability to change a persons’ sex at the genetic level. That is light years beyond the published research, and he had reviewed quite a bit of it in the last few days, hence the lack of sleep. Every indication was that Dr. Amy Hanson would be one extremely tough nut to crack.
Billy Joe Coleson was an entirely different story. There appeared to be a number of gambits that could work with him. In fact, there was something in that last report from Connie ... where is it ... yes! He carefully reread the bound document recently delivered to his home. A plan was forming in his mind but he needed to check on the availability of some necessary equipment. Picking up his PDA, Bob entered the password and retrieved his address book. Finding the phone number that he was searching for, he paused for several minutes, getting himself in the right “frame of mind” to make the call. Once prepared, he dialed the number and waited for someone to answer.
“Hello, I’d like to speak to Albert Cains.........Albert? This is Richard Johnson………….I know, about five years to be exact...…..Not much, kinda semi-retired if you know what I mean.......are you still in the business?...........Great! I need to rent your show RV and trailer rig, if you still got them...…..completely equipped.......yes, everything, though I‘ll be providing my own refreshments and a few extra decorations.......It’s a special client.......no, I guarantee they won’t be shot up this time. You’ve my word on that..........All right, but $5,000 extra seems a little salty..........it only happened once Albert and you know it!............Fine. When can I come by and get a look?..............That’s good, the sooner the better. You still at the same address?............Good thing I asked then, isn’t it? Hold on, let me get a pen and paper.” Bob held the phone from his head for a couple of seconds, then brought it back to his ear. “OK, go ahead..........got it, see you then Albert. Bye.”
After hanging up, a smile slowly crawled across his face, a tight, malevolent smile of anticipation. Bob always felt that Johnson had a bit of a mean streak in him.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
Saturdays tended to bring in the golfing crowd, particularly if the weather’s bad. They haven’t actually been golfing and they don’t plan on going after they leave. Golfing is just the excuse they give their wives for being out of the house for several hours, which they spend sitting at my tables in their stupid outfits, paying ridiculous prices for my watered-down drinks and buying lap dances. Thank God for oversexed, competitive married men. They are so hell bent on having a good time and want to prove it to their friends; they’ll over indulge and over spend until time to go home just before dinner. Those guys make great customers because they don’t hang around long enough to get too drunk, particularly with wifey waiting at home to smell their breath, but they do want to spend money for the attention of the dancers. The girls usually take the suckers for quite a ride and I get a good percentage.
This is one thing Honey’s never been particularly good at. She’s the best dancer of the bunch, by far. Really takes pride in giving a good performance, though she is more interested in her act and less interested in getting money stuffed in her costume, which is OK by me. That means if a guy wants to get close and touch her, they gotta pay me direct. Of course, they get to do a hell of a lot more than just touch her. That’s where Honey really performs. Get her at the right time and she’s just a hell of a fuck. She’s damn good all the time but you get her while she’s in the Zone and it’s giddy up time.
Which makes her only being an adequate money maker with lap dances so strange. She’s got the moves, Lord does she have the moves, but her heart just isn’t into it. She just can’t lead a guy on like a good lap dancer can. She can’t suck the money from a mark like a real pro. I think, to be good at that, you gotta hate men, deep down. You have to want to lead them on, to make suckers out of them. Honey doesn’t hate men, how could she? I will say that over the last year, she has gotten better. Maybe all that time she spends on her back or her knees is changing her opinion about her old gender. Right now, she’s on stage, doing what she does best ... well, second best. My cell phone vibrates. I answer it, one hand cupped over my ear to block the music a bit.
“Hello.”
“I would like to speak with Anthony.”
“Speaking.”
“This is Bob James”
“Hey, Bob, what’s up.”
“I will be out of town this week.”
“No problem, you said it might happen.”
“There are still some things I would like Honey to do in my absence.”
“I said it was OK but how will she get in?”
“My neighbor will have the key, she can let her in.”
“It would be easier if you just gave me a key.”
“True, but our relationship has not advanced to the point were I am willing to give you unrestricted access to my home.”
“If it was anyone other than you, I would be insulted, Bob.”
“It is best for all of us that Mrs. Hewlett handles the door for now.”
“No, it’ll be fine, just make sure your neighbor is on time. I don’t want to hang around waiting for some old lady to let us in your house.”
“She is quite conscientious. I will leave a job list on the kitchen table for Honey.”
“I’ll tell her.”
“Thank you, Anthony. I will speak with you next week.”
“See ya next week.”
Just then, Honey finishes her routine and heads for the dressing room. I look around to make sure there’s nothing else I have to deal with, then follow her. I push through the curtains, raising a cloud of dust.
I gotta get these cleaned. One of the problems of paying off the health inspector is the standards slip just a little too low. When the pressure of an inspection is on, things get cleaned, repaired and put away. Take away the pressure and everything goes to hell. Oh well, no one’s died ... yet. I open the door to the dressing room and step in.
Honey’s there, changing costumes. She’s talking with Candi, I think they’re friends or something. Two other girls are also getting ready for their shifts. It’s getting close to time to bringing in some new blood. I’m getting tired of seeing the same old tits. If I’m tired, so are my customers. That’s for another day though.
“Honey!” She jumps up, half dressed.
“Yes, Sir?” Candi grimaces when Honey says that, like she doesn’t approve or something. Big fat hairy deal. At least she’s smart enough not to say anything.
“I just spoke with Bob James. He’s gonna be out of town this week but he’ll have a list of stuff for you to do Tuesday and Wednesday. We’ll leave the normal time, got it?”
“Yes, Sir.” She seems disappointed at the news that Bob will be gone. Can’t imagine why.
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There was a round of applause as he came into the bar with his date on his arm. It had been a tougher game than expected. Baltimore had actually beaten the point spread and he had gotten knocked out of the game for a series when Newberry missed a blitzing linebacker and he had taken a shot to the head. That was the third time in two years. He’s thankful for Amy Hanson’s magic injections; there were no signs of any long term harm from the concussions. Now that they had gotten past Baltimore, there wasn’t a whole lot standing between the Wranglers and another undefeated season. He waived to the crowd just a little, to let them know he heard the applause, but not enough to egg them on. He did have a bit of a headache from that hit and wouldn’t get treated by Hanson until Wednesday at the earliest.
Unfortunately his date, Fiona Belasara, lived for these moments of attention. She waived, blew kisses and hugged any one she recognized. Like she had anything to do with the win. She got her face on the Jumbotron a couple of times so it was a good day for her, win or lose. She’s dressed like an attention seeking girlfriend of a sport superstar would dress, short, scant and slutty. Not that he objected. Billy Joe Coleson deserved a fine looking girlfriend. He also deserved the two other women he was seeing on the side, of which Fiona only suspected there was one other potential rival for her spotlight. He moved towards the bar as Fiona worked the crowd and posed for a few photos.
“Nice game, Mr. Coleson” said the bartender as he slid his favorite beer over to him.
“Thanks Tony, we shoulda won by ten, at least.”
“Even the best have their off days, Mr. Coleson.”
Billy Joe liked Tony, he always gave him the respect and treatment a future Hall of Famer deserved. He turned to look at the crowd, leaning back against the bar, resting his elbows on the padded rim. He watched as Fiona gradually worked her way towards him. She was another matter completely. She’d been putting pressure on him to get engaged, like that was ever gonna happen. She was a good looking bitch but just too damn much maintenance. She always wanted to go to the right places, meet the right people and he was her pass into tabloid society. She started out as a moderately successful model but now was recognized wherever she went because she was Billy Joe Coleson’s girlfriend. He chuckled at the thought that her fifteen minutes of fame were about up.
He knew he was going to dump her, it was just a matter of when. There’d be the big splash in the grocery tabloids and crappy magazine’s like “In Person”, “The Star” and shit television shows like “TMZ”. A few months later, she’d do a photo spread for “Playboy”, to show the world she’d recovered from the pain and was moving on with her life to bigger and better things and then she’d drop off the face of the earth, just like always. She was twenty five, twenty six years old, he wasn’t sure. How long did she think he would stay with an aging model? There were lots of candidates to replace her, younger, better looking, and willing to put his interest first. Women who knew their place and how to treat a man like him.
Fiona stepped up to the bar, taking his arm, mistaking his smile for one of gladness to see her instead of one of joy at her future humiliation.
“Baby, let’s go dancing after we’re done here. I feel like celebrating!”
“You always feel like celebrating. You may have noticed that I got whacked pretty good out there today. I feel like shit.” She starts to pout. A year ago that might have worked on me but not now.
“If you feel so bad, why are we at this bar?”
“Because, it’s my lucky bar, you know that. It’s always my first stop after a win. We won, so here I am, but not for long.” I finish my beer and Tony gets me a second one right away. I always have at least two beers, sometimes more but never less. Tonight, my headache says two is my limit, at least for the bar. I’ll probably have a few more at home, you know, to unwind.
“Come on, Billy Joe, you’ll bounce right back, you always do. That Doctor will give you one of those shots and you ...”
“Keep your mouth shut about that!” I hiss. “You don’t ever talk about that!”
She knows the rules but never can seem to follow them. The player’s wives and girlfriends talk about it among themselves I think, particularly the wives of the guys who have recently joined the team. How could they not notice their husbands’ new found interest in sex and their staying power? One of the side effects of Hanson’s treatments. Guys are like teenagers again, hard fast, recover fast, fuck all night. The wives get a lot of the action but so do the chippies that follow the team.
And so does my good friend Honey Sweet-Lay at the inevitable post Super Bowl party. I’ve got great memories of her, fucked to a stupor but begging for more, covered in cum from forty guys, and then I bring out my dogs, King and Killer. They’ve got the only cocks in the room that will have anything to do with her; she’s such a disgusting sight by that time in the party. It’s either them or nothing ... and nothing’s not an option for poor Honey Sweet-Lay. Watching her take on those dogs is the perfect end to a long season. So much for Josh Thomas, God’s gift to football. He thought that he could keep me from my rightful place as starter. Well, soon I’ll have all his old records and then we’ll see who the greatest Wrangler quarterback of all time is.
Some movement draws my attention back to Fiona. She’s been yammering on about God knows what while I’ve been walking down memory lane. Things are getting a little crowded at the bar. There’s this guy squeezing in behind her, trying to get a drink. Tony hands him a glass of beer and he raises it up over his head as he turns away, trying to wiggle his way free of the crowd. It looks like somebody bumps into him or something and he dumps the entire glass down Fiona’s back. I don’t think I’ve ever seen her eyes go so wide. She just stands there a few seconds, mouth wide open in total shock, like a little kid who hurt himself and is just trying to get enough air in his lungs before he screams bloody murder. The calm before the storm.
“EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ... ”
Here it comes.
“... EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKK! OOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHH! YOU IDIOT! WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO! YOU FUCKING MORON! THIS DRESS COST ... AND YOU STOP LAUGHING!”
I’m sorry, but that’s the funniest thing I’ve seen all year. She caught me laughing behind her back and there’ll be hell to pay the next few days, if not weeks.
It was totally worth it.
The guy who spilled his beer is all apologetic, grabbing napkins and blotting her back, leaving pieces of paper all over her as she spins left, then right. It just gets funnier by the second. Since I’m laughing, other people join in.
Despite what she thinks, Fiona’s not exactly a crowd favorite. Most people think she’s a bitch. Everyone else thinks she’s a super bitch. I know she’s a dumb super bitch.
“Ohh stop it! Stop it! Billy Joe, will you dooo something?!”
“Like what?”
“Hit him! Kick his ass! ANYTHING BUT LAUGH YOU DUMB SON OF A BITCH!” She storms off to the bathroom, a couple of her “friends” trailing behind her. I look at the poor fucker who started all this, an empty glass in one hand and a wad of torn, soaked paper napkins in the other. He sets the glass on the bar.
“I am so sorry! It was a complete accident! I was just trying to get back to my table and someone tripped me. I can’t apologize enough ...”
“It’s cool man, shit happens. Now, if you had spilled it on me, that would be a different matter but ... ”
“I insist on paying any damages, the cleaning bill, whatever.” He reaches into his coat pocket, pulls out something and hands it to me. “This is my card. Have her contact me once she calms down and I will take care of everything.”
“That may be a couple of months Mister......” I look at his card. It’s black and shaped like a semiautomatic pistol. It reads: Richard Johnson, dealer in exotic and unusual weapons. “... Johnson. Fiona is pretty hot blooded. I’m surprised she didn’t try to kick you in the balls right here. Frankly, I don’t think I’d want to be here when she gets back.”
“Well, you know her better than I do. Just give her the card or you can contact me yourself. I’ll take your advice and be...” he starts to leave.
“Hold on a sec. She’s gonna take a little while in there, you soaked her pretty good. What’s this ‘dealer in exotic and unusual weapons’ about?”
“I’m an independent sales rep for a number of manufacturers of high end niche guns and other weapons, the type of things you would not find in most sporting goods stores or even local gun shops.”
“Really? I’m a bit of a collector myself, got a few nice pieces. A couple of Bernardelli shotguns, a Dessert Eagle 40, an early Winchester 74. You sell that kinda thing?”
“Yes and no. I have access to most of that type of thing, though I leave the collectables to the hobbyist. I tend to deal in more ... specialized items.”
“How specialized?”
He steps a little closer to me and lowers his voice.
“Quasi military items.”
“NO SHIT!” His eyes go all buggy so I quiet down. “You mean machine guns and that shit?”
“Among other things.”
“Dude! I would love to get my hands on a machine gun! You got a store here in town?”
“Sorry, no. I do most of my selling at gun shows and specialty stores around the country. I was just heading to my next stop when I decided to take a break and get a meal and something to drink and then all this happened.”
“You’ve got your stuff in your car, right outside?”
“When I’m on the road, I take an RV and trailer but yes, they are parked just down the street.”
“Hey, could I take a look at what you’ve got? I’d really like to buy a machine gun, something fully auto.” He looks worried.
“I don’t know about that. Opening up the trailer at this time of day in this neighborhood, that’s just asking for trouble. Besides, the best you could do is just look at something. You couldn’t fire off a few clips in downtown Dallas.”
“Yeah your right. It’s a shame though ...” I snap my fingers “I’ve got a great idea. When’s your next stop?”
“Oklahoma on Thursday.”
“Great! You could come to my place tomorrow and still have plenty of time to get there.”
“That won’t help unless ‘your place’ is damn big.”
“Is a three thousand acre ranch big enough?”
I think that impressed him. It’s not that big for a Texas ranch but it is a place to getaway from the crowds ... and Fiona. She hates the ranch. She’s got no problem staying at my mansion though, a city girl all the way. I start to laugh again when I remember that look on her face when the cold beer hit her bare back. Johnson looks puzzled.
“Sorry, just thinking about that beer you dumped on ...”
“Really, I’m as sorry as I can ...” I waive him off.
“No sweat, man. Funniest thing I’ve seen all year. I’ll take care of her if you can take care of me, know what I mean?”
He thinks about it for a few seconds.
“Sure, why not. I could use the practice. What’s the address?”
“I’ll give you directions. Tony, how about some paper and a pen over here?”
“An address should be fine. I’ve got a hell of a GPS setup since I spend so much time on the road. I can be there by 11:00 a.m.” Tony hands me an order pad and a pen. I write down my address, tear off the page and hand it to Johnson.
“Make it 12:30 p.m. I’ve got to get some therapy on my neck even though they give us Monday off.”
“Monday off? Where do you work?”
This guy doesn’t know who I am! I know he isn’t local, but that’s no excuse. Maybe he’s not a football fan. I hold out my hand.
“I’m Billy Joe Coleson, quarter...” He quickly grabs it.
“...back for the Wranglers, of course, I should have recognized you. Pleasure to meet you. I was a really big fan of your predecessor, Josh Thomas. Great player, great guy, what a legend!”
Shit, he’s one of those guys, living in the past.
“Yeah yeah, great guy. You better get going before Fiona sees you and the shit hits the fan again.”
“Good idea. I’ll see you tomorrow at 12:30 then.”
“Yep, 12:30.”
He hurries out. I guess I can put up with one of Thomas’ fans for a few hours to get my hands on that hardware.
CHAPTER TEN
Fiona was pissed when she came back and found out I hadn’t done anything about the accident. Bitch has no sense of humor. The sooner she’s gone, the happier I’m gonna be. I probably need to meet with my publicist to figure the best way to do it. It’d be great if I could catch her with some other guy, make the whole thing her fault. That way, I wouldn’t be the bad guy ... again.
I step out of the house and look up the dirt road. I think I see a dust cloud at the far end, about a mile away. I check my watch. It’s 12:25 p.m. If it’s Johnson, he’s right on time. Standing there by the road, I see that it is a dust cloud and then I catch sight of the black RV. Damn, that’s a fucking big rig! Sucker’s bigger than Madden’s cruiser. Hell, the trailer he’s pulling is almost as big as most RVs. The whole thing looks like a train engine coming down the road. He turns into my drive and comes to an easy stop right in front of me. The door swings open and Johnson hops out.
“Shit man! I didn’t know they made em that big. How many gallons to the mile do you get in that monster?”
“Just the cost of doing business, Billy Joe. Where do you want to do this?”
“How much space do you need?”
He looks around, his right hand shading his eyes.
“If you don’t have some kind of back stop, I’d like about two miles of clear space.”
“TWO MILES?! What you got in there, Patriot missiles?”
He laughs loudly.
“Nothing like that, at least not yet. You’d be surprised how far a wild round will go. This place looks pretty flat.”
“It’s Texas. What did you expect? I do have a big pile of hay bales in the Southwest quarter, keep it for the horses.”
Johnson nods his head. “That should do. Climb aboard, you can show me the way.”
“Do I need to bring anything?”
“Nope. I’m fully equipped ... unless you’ve got a favorite pair of shooting glasses or hearing protectors.”
“I don’t need that shit,” I snort.
“Trust me, you will.”
“Fine, I’ll use yours.”
He steps through the door and climbs the steps. I follow him. God Damn! This thing is enormous! Sucker’s bigger than the house where I lived as a kid, and we weren’t poor or nothing. I walk towards the back, checking things out as I go. Nice living room, big screen TV with surround sound system, satellite antenna, big bedroom. It’s even got a full bath. The kitchen’s OK too, not that I cook. There’s something just a little wrong with a guy who cooks. Other than grilling, that’s OK. I open the fridge.
“WHOA! What do we have here?” There’s a case of Bud, my favorite. I pull one out and start to twist off the cap.
“Put that back!” Johnson shouts from the driver’s seat.
“What the hell do you mean ‘put that back’?” Who’s this little shit think he is? If he thinks some 5’ 10”, 200 pound nothing is going to tell me what to do, he’s fucking nuts!
“I mean that alcohol and guns don’t mix. That’s for afterwards.”
“Look, if I want a beer, I’m gonna have a beer.”
“Not if you want to touch my inventory you won’t. This is dangerous stuff Billie Joe. You screw up and someone three miles away dies. I don’t know about you, but I’d like to avoid explaining to the cops how some little kid was killed in his front yard when a drunk idiot let a flyer get away from him.”
“It’s only one beer man.”
“That’s one too many. You can drink and shoot all you want after I leave but until then, we save it for after, got it?”
I want to punch the pious bastards’ lights out, but he’d probably get upset and leave. I’ll play it cool for now.
“OK, man, whatever you say. Let’s get going.”
I sit down as he starts the engine. Sounds like a big rig diesel. He backs up with surprising ease and gets back on the road.
“Which way?”
“To your left, about two thirds of a mile, then to the right. You’ll see a barn. That’s the place.”
We drive on down the road. This thing rides pretty smooth for being on a dirt road. I take a closer look at the decorations. There’s a signed, framed football jersey, one from the wranglers from about ten years ago. I lean in to read the signature. CRAP. It’s Josh Thomas. This guy must really be a fan. I do not want to spend hours listening to some one talk about how great that loser was. I wonder what he would say if I told him what the big man was up to now. That I can fuck him whenever I want, beat his sissy ass, that he’s nothing more than a fifty dollar whore. Maybe I should take that jersey down to Anthony’s club and get a new autograph, maybe have Honey Sweet-Lay give it a big kiss, leaving an impression of her lipstick. Now that would be a one of a kind sport collectible!
“What’s so funny?” he asks.
“Huh?”
“You were laughing.”
“Oh nothing, just thinking of an old teammate. Hey, we’re here.”
He stops the RV and we get out. He walks around to the back, unlocks the three padlocks keeping the trailer closed, pulls out a built in ramp and swings the double doors open. I’m speechless for at least 10 seconds.
“JESUS CHRIST!”
“Impressive, ain’t it?”
The walls are lined with guns, some I’ve seen in magazines, some in catalogs and a whole lot that I’ve never seen before. Some I can’t even figure out what they are. There’s a four wheeler tied down in the middle of the trailer.
“What’s that for?”
“I use it to set up targets. If you’re shooting at something half a mile away, it’s a hell of a lot better than walking. You grab some of those mannequins and set them out there between 50 and 75 yards. Put a couple of concrete blocks on each base. I’ll take these spinners and auto resets out about 500 and 1000 yards. Don’t touch anything else until I get back. I haven’t turned all the security off yet.”
He throws several metal targets in the rack on the back of the four wheeler along with half a dozen one foot square white cubes, unbuckles the straps holding it down, jumps on, starts it, backs out and drives off. There are four beat up store mannequins in the corner. I grab one in each hand, walk out into the field and set them down. I go back to the trailer, pick up the other two and do the same, After that, I pick up a couple of concrete building blocks from the back of the trailer and set them on the base of each mannequin. I give one a shove to see if it stays put. It moves a little but not bad. Johnson comes roaring back just as I return to the trailer.
“I thought that you could start with some hand guns, if you’re interested in that sort of thing.”
“What about that M16? Why not do that first?”
He points to the nearest dummy. “You hit one of those with a couple of bursts of full auto, there’s not much left. If you want to use the handguns, start while you’ve still got a target.”
“No thanks, I can shoot handguns whenever I want. Give me that M16.”
“Suit yourself.”
He steps back into the trailer and punches some numbers into a lit keypad mounted on the wall. The light goes out on the pad and he walks up to the M16 I had pointed to, unhooks it from it’s bracket and then walks over to a row of big drawers, pulls one out, reaches in and removes a canvas bag, slinging it over his shoulder. He walks back to me and hands me the gun.
“The big thing with autos is muzzle climb. After just a couple of rounds, the muzzle starts to go up. Each shot after that just makes it worse. In seconds, you’re out of control. That’s a bad thing.”
He takes the gun back from me, reaches into the bag, takes a clip out, sets it in the receiver, cocks it, flips off what I assume is the safety, sights and pulls the trigger, ripping off a bunch of rounds, each one hitting the upper third of the farthest dummy. The sound is deafening. I clap my hands over my ears but it doesn’t help. He stops firing, resets the safety, slings it around his neck, muzzle pointed towards the ground.
“That’s why we wear hearing protection. I’ll go get us a pair.” He walks back to the trailer while I wait for the ringing to fade in my ears.
When Johnson gets back, he explains how everything works and how to fight the muzzle climb. He then gets me set up and tells me to fire a short burst at the nearest dummy. I take a deep breath, exhale slowly and jerk the trigger.
The gun is all over the place. I can’t control it. I release the trigger before things get too bad. Johnson shows me what to do again and it’s a little better the second time, though I still don’t hit the dummy. We keep working on it until I’m on target about a third of the time. He stops me and takes off his ear protectors.
“You want something to drink?” I didn’t realize how thirsty I was ... and how tense. Every muscle in my upper body was clenched.
“Yeah sure, how about a beer?” I ask, smiling.
“Now do you understand why I said no drinking before?”
“Yeah, I got it. Doing this sober is hard enough.”
He walks back intro the RV. I lay the M16 on the ground and follow. I have a Coke and he has a Sprite. He sits right in front of the framed jersey, so I have to look right at it as we talk. He gives me more advice about how to handle an automatic and we go back out. This time I try the AK47. It’s not nearly as smooth as the M16, plus it’s louder, if that’s possible, but it feels ... meaner some how. I like it. I’m also a little more accurate. Eventually I also shoot an Uzi and an old Thompson sub-machine gun, like the ones used during Prohibition. That was a kick! I’d love to have one of those at the team Halloween party this year, me dressed as a gangster and Fiona...or her replacement....dressed as a dancer. My hands are aching when I finish with the Thompson. The arms and shoulders also hurt. I asked Johnson why that was.
“Because you’re too tense, you need to relax. Let’s try something that requires a little more skill.” He goes back to the trailer and brings out a portable shooting bench, a chair with a wide base and a rest for the gun to keep it steady.
“What you getting out now?”
“A Barrett Model 82A1 .50 caliber rifle, my specialty.”
He brought out a spotting scope on a tripod, set it up so that you could clearly see his metal targets at 500 yards and then brought out the rifle. It was long, lean, a rail stock with an adjustable pad on the end, fat muzzle brake, a monstrous scope and a short ammo clip, probably only 10 shots. He settled into the chair, set the barrel on the gun rest, fiddled with the scope and stock for about five minutes, then pushed a round into the chamber.
“Center spinner.”
I looked through the spotting scope at the targets. There were five dog bone shaped metal targets, attached to a “U” shaped rod planted in the ground so that if you hit the wide end of one of them, they would spin around the shaft. There was a loud CRACK despite the muffs and I could actually feel the concussion of the bullet as it left the barrel. The center target started spinning in a blur. Another CRACK, another spinning target, Three shots later, they were all spinning wildly, the center one starting to slow up enough so that you could actually see it rotate.
“Damn! Five for five! You are good!”
“Keep watching.”
I look back into the scope. There’s the now familiar CRACK and the center target is rapidly spinning in the opposite direction. That is fucking impossible! There is no way to time that! I look over at Johnson, who’s sitting up with a big smirk on his face.
“No. Fucking. Way.” I say. “There has got to be a trick!”
“You’re right, there is.”
“What is it?”
He picks up the rifle and aims again. I quickly look back at the targets through the scope. The end target on the left has slowed enough that you can see the dog bone spinning. CRACK. The bastard did it again!
“The trick is that you practice....a hell of a lot. Now it’s your turn.”
I sit down in the chair and he makes all kinds of adjustments in the chair, the rest, the butt of the rifle, even the trigger. When everything fits, I start taking shots at the same target.
I’m one for fifty, and the one I hit was not the one I was aiming at. Johnson replaced me in the chair and repeated his performance at 1000 yards. I didn’t even try it.
“What are those cube things?”
“They’re a special target. You don’t need the spotting scope to see if you hit it.”
“That’s nuts! There’s no way you could see something that far away without a ... ” CRACK. BOOOOMMMMM. The fucking thing exploded! A flash of flame and smoke! How cool was that!
“Let me try!” I scrambled into the seat and tried several times to hit a cube but just kicked up a bunch of dirt. I was tempted to drive up there on the four wheeler with the AK47 and blast one but I didn’t want to be a wuss in front of Johnson.
“Hey, don’t worry about it Billy Joe, I’ve been doing this a long time. You probably didn’t complete your first pass for a touchdown. To get good at something takes hard work. If you enjoy it enough, you’ll put the hours in and get good at it.”
“You can keep the sniper rifle, I’ll take one each of the autos.”
“Well, that Thompson’s not for sale, sentimental value, but they are available from other sources. The rest shouldn’t be a problem. The question is, do you have the necessary license?”
“I gotta have a license?”
“For one of those guns or a silencer, yep.”
“You sell silencers?”
“That’s not the point, you want the M16, you need the license first.”
“Couldn’t you just, you know, make an exception in my case, since I’m ... you know.”
“Famous? That means you have to be more careful, not less. I could lose my license, which means I lose my livelihood, and you could get suspended for God knows how long by the League, ignoring the possible criminal penalties. I can give you the name of a local lawyer who specializes in that sort of thing. You should have it in no time. Now for the surprise.”
“What surprise?”
“I saved this for last.” He carried the sniper rifle back to the trailer and returned with a big wooden box, about forty inches by twenty inches. He sat it on the shooting bench, opened the lid and took out another M16 with a short tube, about two feet long, slung under the barrel. It had a separate trigger.
“What’s all that?”
“A standard M16 equipped with an optional ...“ he reaches into the box and pulls out a shell the size of his fist, “... grenade launcher.”
“YOU ARE SHITTING ME! A FUCKING GRENADE LAUNCHER?”
“Yep, and reasonably priced too.”
“How the hell can you legally sell a grenade launcher?!”
“Technically, they are slightly smaller than military grade equipment and they just explode, no fragmentation, though the skilled home handyman can solve that problem. They’re sold for ‘Agricultural Use’, scare wild birds away from crops, that sort of thing, though I guess, if you had enough shells, you could plow a field. Surprisingly enough, while you need a license for the M16, you don’t need it for the grenade launcher. Go figure.”
“God bless the NRA!”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
We blew the living crap out of that pile of hay. Dick fired the first few rounds then he showed me how to do it. I think I hit the pile about fifteen out of twenty rounds, but even the misses were kick ass. The hits left the pile a smoking mess. The horses didn’t like the noise, but they’ll get over it. It took about half an hour to clean up the dummies and put everything away. I was dying for those beers. When we got in the RV, Dick flopped on the couch and I took the chair by the table.
“Now is it OK to have a beer?”
“Now is the perfect time. Allow me.” He stands up, crosses over to the fridge, opens it and tosses me a bottle. I twist off the cap and drink about two thirds in one long gulp. When I put my bottle down, I see that Dick is pouring his into a tall glass.
“Well aren’t you fancy. Why not drink from a bottle like a man?”
“Because this is custom brewed, fermented in the bottle for carbonation. It’s got sediment in the bottom of the bottle. You need to carefully pour it into a glass to keep the bitter scraps in the bottle.” He keeps pouring the dark liquid into the large pilsner glass, flowing through and past the growing thick creamy head.
“What’s wrong with regular beer?”
“Nothing, if that’s what you like. I spent some time in Germany and discovered that I liked the darker, richer Stouts and Porters more than the American style pale pilsners. American beer isn’t even a real Pilsner, that’s just what the big breweries call it. Compared to real beer, American style is fairly bland and weak.” He brings the glass to his lips and takes a slow, drawn out sip, then wipes the foam from his mouth with the back of his hand. It actually looks tasty.
“Where’d you buy that?”
“This? I pay a guy to make it for me. He’s a hobby brewer but really into it, got a hell of a set up. This is a special recipe. It costs me about five times as much as buying your brand from the grocery store, but to me, it’s worth it.”
I raise my bottle and drain it. “Well then, pour me a glass so I can see what makes it so damn special.”
“I don’t know about that ...”
“Hey, if it’s money, I can afford it. Hell, I could buy it by the keg if I wanted.”
“Probably not, since he doesn’t bottle it by the keg. I’m not worried about the price. This is something that you have to get used to. The taste is completely different and it’s about three times stronger than what you’re drinking. It packs quite a kick.”
“Are you saying I can’t handle it?” He’s starting to piss me off. I can drink anything he can!
“No, I just wanted to warn you up front. I’ll pour you one if you want to give it a try.”
“Hell yes.”
He goes back to the fridge, reaches in and takes out a big brown bottle with a beige label. He uses an old style bottle opener to remove the cap, then reaches up into the cabinet above his head and takes out another big pilsner type glass. He brings them over to the table, sets the glass on the table and starts to pour. I can actually smell it as it slowly flows from the bottle, I think its hops, but I can also smell ...chocolate? The head starts to form almost immediately, really thick. The beer actually slows up when it hits the head, pooling in places before it falls through.
“You drink or chew this stuff?”
“Real beer has lots of nutrients and vitamins; similar to ingredients in bread, it’s practically a health food. It’s not as thick as a milk shake but thicker than what you’re used to.” He keeps pouring until a little fleck of something comes out and then he quickly stops. He holds it up to the light. “Looks good.” He hands it to me. “Bottoms up.” I hold it up like he did. What was he looking for? Oh what the hell, he’s been drinking this shit and is OK.
I take a swig.
“DAMN!” What is this shit, pure alcohol?!
He’s grinning at me ... not exactly a grin, more like a smirk. “Told ya. Josh Thomas said the same thing when he first tasted it but he came to like it.”
“Thomas?! You a friend of his?”
“No, just a fan. I read that he was a bit of a beer aficionado so I sent him a case of this variety. Turns out that he liked it and started buying it direct from my brewer.” He reaches across the table. “It’s OK if you can’t handle it, not everyone is capable of drinking the real thing. Let me get you another one of the weaker commercial ones.”
I jerk my glass away from his hand. “Hold it! I didn’t say I didn’t like it, I was just … surprised you know?” I take a big drink, stifling an urge to choke. “Smooooothhh,” I gasp.
“So you like it?”
“Oh yeah! You can really taste the ... what is that?”
“Double malted grain. Nothin’ like it.”
He tips his glass towards mine and takes a big drink. I take a deep breath and do the same. This is strong shit. You can’t actually taste the alcohol, but you can feel it. There’s a bunch of flavor’s I’ve never tasted in a beer before. I can’t tell exactly what it is, coffee, chocolate ... something.
The second drink isn’t as bad as the first. Once you get past the shock, it’s not that bad. Really thick in the mouth and tongue. Johnson goes back to the couch, sitting right in front of that damn framed jersey. I tip my glass towards the jersey.
“Why are you a fan of that loser?”
“Josh Thomas is hardly a loser. He had a career winning percentage of almost 80% and holds all the Wrangler’s career passing records. He led the team to five Super Bowl victories and was named MVP in three of them. He was a shoe-in for a first ballot election to the Hall of Fame until he disappeared.”
“HA! I’ll have all his records before I’m done. My winning percentage is the best ever and my four seasons are better than any four seasons he ever had.”
“True, but you’ve had the advantage of an uncanny streak of good luck on injuries. The Wranglers haven’t had a season ending injury to damn near anyone for those four years.”
“We haven’t?”
“Uh-huh. That is almost unbelievable. Thomas never had that happen in any year.”
“That’s not my fault. You can only play the cards you’re dealt, you know. I play my cards better than he ever did!”
“Every year is different. The team keeps changing thanks to free agency. It’s very hard to compare numbers. What is clear is that he was the best of his time ... you want another?”
I look down at my glass. It is empty. I don’t remember finishing that glass. Do I want another of those dark beers? Why not. I feel fine. If Thomas drank those, I sure as hell can. I slide my glass towards Johnson.
“Fill me up bartender, same as before.”
“You sure? They can sneak up on you.”
“You maybe, but not me.”
Johnson gets up, pours another and hands it to me. He sits back down in front of that damn jersey as I take a big swig. “Josh Thomas wasn’t just a great player. He was a real man’s man” he says.
I snort at that, putting my glass down. “A man’s man?”
“Oh yeah. Dating all those different women, exciting hobbies, a take charge kind of guy.”
I laugh out loud this time. “Dating a lot of different people, I can see that. Exciting activities? Yeah, I guess that’s true. Don’t think he’s in charge though.”
Johnson leans back, looking at me, head cocked to the right. “What are you talking about? ... I told you that stuff sneaks up on you.”
“I’m talking about a real man’s woman.”
“I’m cutting you off man.”
He stands and reaches for my glass, but I’m too quick for him, switching it to my left hand and holding it away from him.
“Don’t you want to know the truth about the famous Josh Thomas? Who he actually is, what he does, where he is?” He sits back down.
“I assume he’s dead. I know they never found a body after he disappeared but someone that famous couldn’t hide, not for long, particularly since the government and his creditors took all his assets.”
“What if there was no body to hide?”
“If you haven’t got a body, you’re pretty much dead, like I said.”
“You sure about that?”
“Of course. Look, your starting to talk crazy. Why don’t you give me that beer?”
“You think I can’t handle it? You can and Josh Thomas can but I can’t?”
“I didn’t say that, but listen to yourself. What do you have against Thomas anyway?”
Yeah, listen to myself. Why am I saying anything about Thomas to someone who’s practically a stranger? This is the big secret. I’ve never said anything about it to anyone, never even hinted at the truth, except to Anthony and Hanson, of course. And that choreographer of hers, Baker I think ... and that girl in Florida, but we were both drunk and it guaranteed a score that night. I don’t feel drunk now, but I want to tell Johnson all about his hero, tell him that Josh Thomas is a weak, cum addicted fifty dollar whore, willingly fucking hundreds of guys a year, including me. I want to take him to Anthony’s club and introduce him to the new and improved Josh Thomas, maybe pay for the first blow job. It’ll be one he won’t forget. I want to do all of that ... and more.
But I don’t.
It’s probably the beer. Yeah, that’s it. I’ve been drunk lots of times before but this feels different. I’m ... not exactly alert but aware of what’s going on around me. Everything is sharp, not blurry. I’d be fine if Johnson would just shut up about how wonderful Josh Thomas is ... was ... whatever.
I watch him cautiously stand up and edge closer to the almost empty glass in my hand. He slowly reaches out and grabs the top of the glass. I don’t fight to keep him from taking it. He carefully sets it on the counter top, out of my reach. He steps back to the couch and sits down again. I’m feeling more in control, calmer. He picks up his glass and takes a big gulp, then looks me square in the eyes with that big fucking smirk on his face.
“It’s OK, Billy Joe ... a man’s got to know his limitations.”
I snap, telling him everything, not leaving out a single detail ... including my dogs. I think he believes me, which seems odd when ya think about it.
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Continuing sequel to the classic"Team Spirit" by Janice the Dreamer. Dr. Hanson discovers Honey's job at Bob's home. Chapters 11-15 of 48.
TEAM SPIRIT: THE SECOND HALF
By Meps98
CHAPTER ELEVEN
When Anthony dropped me off at Bob’s house, there was this little old lady waiting there for us. She gave me quite a looking over, which was hardly surprising seeing as I was dressed for the club in a short turquoise skirt, blue scoop front top, 5” heels and a push-up bra, like I need a push-up. She was a little reluctant to let me in but I talked her into it, showed her my driver’s license to seal the deal.
He had left me a list of jobs sitting on the kitchen table, but they were all minor stuff. There was also $500.00 for grocery shopping. I went to bed right away so that I could get an early start on Tuesday. It was a little unsettling, being alone for the first time in almost four years. Unfortunately, it was windy and I jumped at every creak and groan. Eventually, I turned the TV to a dead station and let the hiss drown out the background noise. That’s a little trick I learned when traveling with the Wranglers, though in the past I turned the TV to the wall so the extra light didn’t brighten the room too much. This time, I left the set facing me, the glow was comforting, like a night light. I was asleep in about fifteen minutes.
The list was finished by Tuesday evening and I did a particularly good job, if I do say so myself. I didn’t want Bob to think I was slacking off because he wasn’t here to supervise me. I made a light supper and went straight to the pool, alternating swimming and sitting in the hot tub until almost 11:00 p.m. It was relaxing but not nearly as much fun without Bob. In fact, the whole day had been a little off without him. I assumed it was because I wasn’t used to being alone but the more I thought about it, the more I missed him. Being here at his house had become more that not being at the club.
At first, it had all been about what I was getting away from, the dancing, the whoring, Anthony. But recently, it was more about where I was going to, to be with Bob, the semi-normal life we lead when I’m here.
I stay up late watching a movie on cable, not wanting to go to bed. I end up falling asleep on the couch and wake up at 3:23 a.m., my head resting on a drool soaked throw pillow. I shuffle off to bed, careful not to wake myself so much that getting back to sleep would be difficult. Thankfully, it works and I drop off right away, warm and cozy.
With all my work done, I decide to dedicate Wednesday to me, to do and eat and watch what I want. It starts off with a long, hot bath with some bath salts I bought yesterday. It’s kinda like the hot tub but smells nicer, no chlorine. I think it’s lilac or rose, either way, not bad at all. I was tempted to get one of those scented candles but decided it was just too girly. After drying off, I sit on my bed and polish my nails. They were looking a little shabby and I never get the time at the club to do them right. Anthony keeps me busy from morning to night and I’m so tired at the end of the day, I just want to crash in my bed and get as much rest as I can before it all starts again the next day, then he bitches and moans about me not keeping up appearances. I barely have time to slap on a coat of polish between sets at the club, but today, I’ve got time to strip everything off and do a quality job.
Once the polish is dry, I get dressed and fix waffles for breakfast, with a couple of sausages on the side, plus a mix of orange and pineapple juice. Bob turned me onto the juice blend, it’s the best. I wonder what he’s doing now?
As a general rule, morning television sucks. It’s full of talk shows loaded with women bitching about men. Could I tell them stories! Some of the cooking shows are interesting but most of the rest is crap. Even the sports shows keep running the same highlights from last night, the same ex-jocks spouting off about the subject of the day. That’s why I’ve picked out a lineup of DVD’s to watch for the next few hours. No popcorn though, I’ll save that for later. The first one is “Live Free and Die Hard.” I heard that it was sorta cartoony but I liked the other three, plus Bruce Willis was looking gooood in the recent issue of “People” so I figure, what the hell.
As the movie plays, I catch myself glancing at the couch where Bob usually sits when we watch TV or movies. I hope he’s alright, whatever he’s doing. He hasn’t called ... not that he said he would or anything. It’d just be nice to hear his voice, make sure he’s safe, you know, find out when he’s coming home. I decide to concentrate on the movie and am soon wrapped up in the fights and explosions, though the female bad guy looks really hot in her costume. I wonder what I’d look like in that outfit? It’d be tight in the ass but my tits would make up for that. The credits are rolling just as the doorbell rings.
What am I supposed to do? No one has ever showed up here since I started visiting weekly. What would Bob want me to do? Maybe it’s Anthony? Maybe the little old neighbor lady, checking on me since she knows I’m alone. I get up and walk to the door, slowly dropping my head down to look through the peep hole. When I see who it is, I scream and throw the door open.
“I did not want to just barge in ...” I cut him off by jumping up and hugging Bob around the neck, my head on his chest. He stands there for a moment, then puts his arms around me. “And hello to you too Honey. Is everything alright?”
I look up at him. “It is now.” I reluctantly let go and we walk inside. He sees the tail end of the credits on the television.
“What have you been doing while I have been away?”
“Everything you wanted me to do. The laundry is done, folded and put away. I washed and polished the kitchen floor. The bathrooms are ...”
“I am sure that you have done an admirable job on all of the tasks I gave you.” I stand a bit taller when he says that. “However, I need to speak with you concerning my recent trip. Please have a seat Honey.” I sit down on the couch and Bob sits next to me, not too close though. He picks up the remote, turning the DVD player and television off, then places the remote on the coffee table and turns a little to face me.
“I have been out and about, attempting to confirm the story that you told me about your ... transformation. I am happy, and in many ways totally surprised, to say that I believe you.”
“OH THANK GOD!” I want to jump into his arms but he reaches out and puts a hand on my shoulder, keeping me in place. Instead, I take my left hand, cover his and start to cry with joy and relief. He lets me go on for a moment or two, then slides closer and hugs me, gently patting me on the back. I turn my head, laying it on his shoulder and return the hug, still sobbing. It’s like a damn burst inside me, releasing all the pent up fear, anger, frustration, and humiliation that has built up since I came to work for Anthony. He keeps holding me and patting my back until the tears end. I push back away from him and he releases me.
“Why do you believe me?” I ask.
“It was a number of things, some large, some small” he replies, settling back to his spot on the couch. “There was the botched attempt to create the ‘Honey Sweet-Lay’ identity that we had already discussed. I managed to get a look at the police files concerning the discovery of drugs at your house and your subsequent disappearance. It both matched up with what you said and was so full of holes that clearly someone created this offense from whole cloth. In addition, I checked out your story about being a Wrangler Girl for the Super Bowl three years ago. Were you aware that there are a number of web sites dedicated exclusively to the Wrangler Girls?”
I shake my head “No”.
“Neither was I, though I guess that I should not be surprised. It turns out that you are a minor celebrity among the group of presumptively men who worship the Wrangler Girls.”
“A celebrity?! How do they even know me?”
“They do not know you by name. You are simply the ‘Mystery Girl’ who showed up out of nowhere, performed at the Super Bowl and then disappeared, never to be heard from again. There are a number of pictures of you on these sights, of varying quality plus some amateur video, also of varying quality, but there is no doubt, taken as a group, they prove that you were there, just as you said, looking slightly older than you do today. These Wrangler Girl ‘fans’ know just about everything there is to know about the objects of their obsession, but to them , you are a complete blank. Some of the sites have interviews with other girls who appeared with you, telling a story similar to yours about how you joined the group for just one game, though there is some rather unflattering speculation as to how you managed that.” He reaches out and pats my knee. “I would say that you performed as well as, if not better than, the other girls.”
I blush. “Thanks. I put in a lot of work.”
“It showed. In reading the blogs and other interactive portions of these sites, I would say that the best of these people are barely above the legal description of stalkers. The worst of them ... well, it is a good thing that your identity as the missing Wrangler Girl is not known to them, otherwise you would be extremely busy at the club.”
I shudder to think about it. I hope Anthony never finds out about this. Bob continues.
“I also did a preliminary investigation of Dr. Hanson, her operation and her staff. They are all female, vary in attractiveness and share one amazing trait, they each look to be half, if not one third to a fourth of their respective ages. There is a woman who works there part time, your Ms. Baker, who would appear to be in her late twenties, but is actually over eighty years old. Good genes can not explain that.” He leans back towards me, taking my hands in his. “Most importantly, I spoke with Billy Joe Coleson. He confirmed everything you said, more or less.”
“No! He’d never talk! What did you do, put a gun to his head?”
“No. I put a gun in his hand.”
“Huh?”
“In researching Mr. Coleson, I discovered he had an interest in guns, fancies himself a good shot. I decided to use that interest to get him alone and question him. I also discovered that he has a home game post-victory celebratory routine where he visits a particular bar for a drink. I managed to cause a small disturbance which got his girlfriend briefly out of the picture and introduced myself to him using the alias of ‘Richard Johnson, dealer in exotic and unusual weapons’. He was interested enough to invite me out to his ranch for a demonstration of my inventory.”
“But you don’t have any of that kind of inventory, at least not around here.”
“Correct Honey, but I have certain contacts who do. I rented some equipment from one of them and played the salesman role. By demonstrating my superior ability and regularly praising Josh Thomas, along with comparing him unfavorably to Josh, I was able to get Billy Joe rather agitated. Throw in a generous helping of high alcohol beer and he said quite a bit about Mr. Thomas, mostly derogatory and insulting, but very helpful.”
“I know Billy Joe, he’s no genius but he should be smart enough not to say anything, no matter how pissed he got. He knows what Hanson might do to him, what she did to me. He wouldn’t risk that.”
“If he was sober, yes, but he was under the influence of a special type of beer.”
“What’s so special about it?” Bob doesn’t answer right away.
“Do you remember the first time you used my hot tub?”
“Yes.”
“Do you recall that we had a lengthy conversation?”
I think a moment. “I know we talked awhile ...”
“But you can’t remember what we talked about.”
“Yeah! ... How do you know that?”
“Because your wine was mildly spiked with a drug, not exactly a truth serum, but it does amplify the effects of the alcohol, making a person more ... talkative while muddling the memory after the conversation is done.” I jerk my hand from his.
“YOU DRUGGED ME?!”
“Mildly Honey, mildly. It was necessary. I needed to find out the truth about you. To your credit, you never said anything about your transformation.”
“But you drugged me! How am I supposed to trust you after you’ve done something like that?”
“To be perfectly honest, I see your point.”
“What? ...You’re just going to agree with me?”
“Well, when you are right Honey, you are right. Keep in mind, of course, that I did not need to tell you about the drug or my use of it on you. Also, that both you and Anthony were keeping a very large secret from me, rather badly it turns out. But if my investigatory techniques, which I am employing to help you, lead you to mistrust me, I am afraid there is little I can do about it.”
I’m not sure, but I don’t think there was an apology in there. He really should apologize for drugging me, even if I wasn’t telling him the truth. It’s not my fault that I had to lie to him. If he hadn’t done it though, we probably wouldn’t be here now, trying to figure a way out for me. What do I say about this? I get a sly idea.
“Apology accepted, Bob. Go one with your story.” He lowers his head slightly and cocks one eyebrow, looking up at me through faintly narrowed eyes.
“Apology accepted?”
“Yes. Now go one with your story.” I hold my breath, waiting for his response. He shakes his head and quietly laughs.
“Fine. Thank you for being so understanding.” He bows ever so slightly towards me. I start breathing again. “The dose that Billy Joe received was larger than yours, not only because of the size difference but I needed him to be more willing to talk. Subtle insults and challenges to his manhood would only go so far but the evidence I tracked down indicated he had a strong need to feel respected or deferred to. Since I had demonstrated I was an excellent marksman, it was unlikely that he would attempt to assault me to try and get back at me for my understated digs. The alcohol and drug combined to create a heightened need on his part to ‘take me down a peg’ and since the only thing he knew about me was my stated admiration of Josh Thomas, he chose to attack me by revealing the truth about you, hoping to crush me by crushing my ‘idol’.”
“I guess that makes some sense.”
“Alcohol, in excess, helps a person do stupid things. Combined with the drug, stupidity is almost assured. The trick was to create the environment where I could influence what idiotic thing he did, which was telling me all about his involvement with Dr. Hanson, Anthony and you. In the end, it was hard to get him to shut up. I had to admit he was right about you being a terrible person and deserving all you got in order to put an end to our conversation. He really does not like you, now or then.”
I remember several of his recent visits to me at the club and how they went. “Don’t I know it. What did you do next?”
“I returned the equipment to my contact, paid the bill and drove home, which brings me to here and now.” He spreads his arms apart, palms up.
“So what happens here and now? Can you help me out of this mess?”
“I would say mess is a gross understatement Honey. But yes, I believe I can. As I suspected, Billy Joe Coleson was the weak link in the conspiracy. I now know a great deal about what happened” he gives me a hard look “and why. Dr. Hanson, for all her brilliance, has made some errors, possibly many errors. Further investigation is needed. This may take awhile Honey, certainly weeks, maybe months. As I told you before, you must be patient, must be strong, but I am confident that you can handle it.”
“OK, Bob” I sigh. “What choice do I have?”
“You can say ‘Yes’ or ‘No’ Honey, the biggest choice possible. If you say ‘No’, you will return to the life you know, the life you have lived for the past three years and will continue to live for the foreseeable future. If you say ‘Yes’, you are placing yourself in my hands, at my mercy if you will, trusting that I will do what is necessary to maximize your chances of escape from Dr. Hanson and return to some kind of normal life. I am not guaranteeing success nor that you will once again be Josh Thomas when this is all over. We are stepping into the unknown, down a dark road that will likely be difficult both physically and mentally. I can not promise anymore than that. It is your choice Honey and I will not try to talk you in or out of any particular option. It is your life.”
“It may be my life but if I say ‘Yes’, you’re going to be taking some big chances with your life. Amy Hanson is stone fucking nuts. God knows what she would do if she found out what was going on. She could kill you ... or worse.”
“It is a risk I am willing to take. Besides” he winks at me “I am retired, I have nothing else to do. Gotta keep busy.”
I so want to fuck him right now. I don’t know if it is the gratitude or what but he seems so ... desirable right at this minute. I close my eyes and wait, hoping the feeling will fade. It doesn’t. I can feel my nipples swelling and hardening with each passing second, my pussy getting moist. It’s not even close to the time for me to drink Anthony’s jiz, so that’s not it. I need to get out of here. I open my eyes and stand up.
“I need to think about this for a bit.”
Bob stands too. “Perfectly understandable, Honey, take as long as you like.”
“Thanks. I’m gonna go to my room to ... ah ... think.”
“Be my guest.”
I hurry to my room, close the door, go to the bathroom, turn on the faucet and splash cold water on my face. Four times. I slowly straighten up and dry my face. The front of my blouse is soaked, but I’m feeling more in control. I close my eyes and picture Bob. There’s something there but it’s not as strong as it was a few minutes ago. It must be my hormones or something. I’d say it was that time of the month but I don’t have periods, about the only aspect of being a girl I don’t get to ‘enjoy’. I’ve never asked either Hanson or Anthony about it, but I never ask about anything, just do as I’m told. I look at myself in the mirror, wet hair plastered to my face.
There never has been a choice, not really. I square my shoulders and march back to the living room. Bob is sitting on the couch. He glances at me as I enter the room.
“Honey, is something wrong?”
“Yes.”
“What is it?”
“No.”
“I am confused. Is there or is there not something wrong?”
“No, there is nothing wrong. My answer is ‘Yes’, let’s do it.”
He smiles ... a wide, tight smile. His eyes aren’t smiling though; they are wide open and bright but intense. I’ve seen that look before, on the face of a son of a bitch middle linebacker just before he smacked me to the ground.
CHAPTER TWELVE
I’m between sets early Friday evening. The club is fuller than normal, I think there is some kind of religious convention in town, which always swells our crowd. Dallas isn’t Vegas but it’s as close as some of these guys are ever going to get to Vegas. Away from home, the wife and three point five kids and away from their convention buddies, they come to Anthony’s to practice a little hypocrisy. It’s always funny to watch from the stage when a couple of guys recognize each other and dive for cover. They don’t realize they are protected by Mutually Assured Destruction; Mr. A can’t rat out Mr. B without admitting he was in the same place doing the same thing. Same deal for Mr. B. I’d turn them both in to their priest or bishop or iman or whatever, if I could. Cheating bastards.
Unfortunately, I got a little too close to the crowd during my last set and either Mr. A or Mr. B. got a good grip on my costume and tore it. I’m sitting here backstage trying to repair the damage. We’ve got a decent sewing kit back here for just such emergencies. I’m actually pretty good at this. Some of the other girls ask me to do their repairs, offering me money. What am I going to do with money? Anthony will just take it. I do trade favors though. They’ll do one of my sets for example or sneak me some decent junk food, like Godiva bars. I just adore their chocolate!
My mind keeps drifting back to my last conversation with Bob before I left on Thursday morning.
“Honey” he said. “I will likely ask you many questions in the future about what happened to you while you were imprisoned at Dr. Hanson’s clinic. I will also ask about what is happening currently at the club, what is Anthony up to and so on. It is vital that you tell me the absolute truth, no matter what. My plans will rely on that information so it must be accurate. Regrettably, I will tell you nothing about my plans. Not what I plan to do, when or where. Nothing at all. You can ask, but I am letting you know right now, there will be no answer. I am aware that this is difficult for you but I am more concerned about operational security and ultimate success than any temporary discomfort you may experience. Keep your eyes on the prize. Until I am ready, keep Anthony and Dr. Hanson happy, unless I say otherwise.”
I agreed to do it his way, though I don’t understand why I have to be left in the dark. It’s not like I’m going to tell anyone anything, I’m not some dumb blonde bimbo. I test the just repaired seam - it seems tight enough. I might just take some of my club clothes to Bob’s next week. Not an actual costume or one of the dresses, but maybe a short skirt or tight top or both. See if I can get a rise out of him.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I think the time at Bob’s has been good for Honey. Her attitude seems better. Can’t put my finger on exactly what’s different. Her dancing is just as good as before. I get no complaints from her customers, in fact a few say she’s particularly enthusiastic. She does whatever I tell her to do without any back talk, not that she ever would. I solved that problem right away the first week she was here, though the Doc had to work her magic on that broken arm. Something just feels different somehow. Maybe she’s getting along with the other girls better. Honey had always been a little stand-offish when it came to mixing with them, which didn’t make any difference to me. Now, when I go back to the dressing room, she’s likely to be talking with a couple of them, getting tips about make-up or clothes or other girly shit like that.
She also seems to spend more time getting ready for her weekly trip to Bob’s, hair and make up, that sort of thing. Just as long as she keeps him happy and the money rolling in.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
We’re sitting on the couch, at opposite ends, feet propped up on the coffee table, near enough for me to play footsies if I wanted to - which I don’t. Though it would be interesting to see how Bob reacted, purely out of curiosity. The television is on, some PBS program about Afghanistan. Bob’s half watching, half reading some papers in a binder. When I asked him what they were, he just put his index finger to his lips and said “sshhhhsss”, which is his current sign for “I’m not telling”. I understand why but I don’t have to like it. I’m just going to sit here and put on my pouting act, arms crossed, head down on chest, lower lip thrust out. He looks over at me.
“You may change the channel if you wish, Honey.”
“No thanks. It’s your house so we do what you want.” Keep those arms tight.
“As you wish.” He goes back to reading. Shit! Either he didn’t notice or doesn’t care. God! He can be soooo frustrating some times! I give up and pick up the newspaper to read the sports page. An ad insert falls in my lap. It’s from Kohl’s, a three day sale. There’s this very cute dress on the front page so I set the paper aside and start to page through the ad. They’ve got a lot of stuff on sale, some of it very pretty. I fold the page over and put my thumb next to a particularly nice halter style dress.
“What do you think about this?” I hold it out towards Bob. He looks up from his paperwork, reaches out and angles the ad so that he can see it.
“For me or for you?”
“Hardy har har. For me, silly.”
“It seems a little fancy for around the house.”
“Sure, but we might go out for supper again ... maybe. And I could, you know, wear it and ... look nice.”
“But you already have a nice dress, that ivory one with the red in it.”
“OK, I have one nice dress, but I can’t wear it for everything.”
“I do not see why not. It is a perfectly good dress and you look quite attractive in it.”
“But I’d look attractive in this one too.” He looks at me with that cocked eyebrow, pausing as if considering something. He’s silent for like half a minute.
“Yes ...” he says quietly, his eyes not focused on me but looking out in space somewhere.
“Yes what?”
He snaps back to earth. “Yes, go buy your dress and we will go out to eat, probably next week or the week after, I am not exactly sure when but we will do it soon.”
“Great! I’ll do it first thing tomorrow when they open. The girls say you have to be there early to get the best stuff.”
“What girls?”
“You know, the girls at the club, the other dancers. Candi and Sherri and Michelle and ...”
“I was not aware that you were friends with the other performers.”
“Well Candi certainly is. The others are just ... we just talk sometimes, you know. They’re nice girls.” He nods his head.
“I understand.” He returns to his binder. I sigh and get up to fix supper. Men just don’t get it sometimes.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I’m taking my usual swim after supper, dressed in a bikini I bought a couple of weeks ago. If you wear the same suit all the time, it gets worn out quicker. If you alternate, both suits last longer. I’m sure I read that somewhere. Bob’s sitting at the table on the deck, watching me. I keep trying to get him into the pool but he just won’t do it. I’d push him in, but he doesn’t seem to be the type who would find that funny and I’m not ready to take that chance. He’s ready with my robe when I get out.
“Thanks.”
“You are welcome, Honey.” We walk back to the table and he pulls my chair out for me, as usual.
The first time he did that, I didn’t know what to do. It had never happened before. It took me a few seconds to remember that’s what a gentleman does for a woman. Nothing like that ever happens at the club. Here he always opens the door for me, pulls out my chair, all the best manners. At first it felt weird, but now I kinda like it. I used to do that sort of thing with women when I wanted to impress them, but it usually faded away the longer I was in the relationship. Bob never misses a chance, even if he’s using his cane.
The cane comes and goes. Some days he has a real hard time getting around but he does it by himself, won’t take my help at all. It’s male pride, pure and simple. They can be idiots sometimes. Tonight he’s walking fine.
I sit down and he rubs my shoulders through the robe. He’s got surprisingly strong hands but he knows just where to touch and how hard. I bet he could give one hell of a massage. Maybe some day ...
“Would you like something to drink, Honey?”
“White wine if it is not drugged.”
“You will not let that go, will you?”
“No.”
He turns to go to back to the house. “Women” he says with mock disgust. I hope it’s mock disgust. He should know that I’m just kidding. He brings a glass back, looks me in the eye, takes a small sip, smiles and places it in my hand, brushing my fingers with his. I relax; he knows I’m joking around.
He sits down and stares at me as I take a drink. It’s a little unnerving.
“What?” I ask.
“To what are you referring?”
“You’re staring at me like you’ve got something on your mind. What is it?” He doesn’t answer right away but chews on his lower lip a few seconds and drums his fingers on the table top. That usually means he’s undecided about something. It never lasts long with Bob.
“I have some questions for you.” I sit back in my chair and cross my legs, letting the robe slip open, giving him a good look.
“Shoot.”
“These are different questions than before. They have nothing to do with any plans. They are about you personally.”
‘That’s fine, go ahead.”
“Very personal Honey.”
I take another drink. “I got it, ask away.”
“You are in a unique situation, the first in all of the history of the world as best as I can determine. You are a man who lived a full and complete life as a man, with no desire to be anything else other than a man, who became a completely functioning woman, down to your DNA. No operations, no imitation vagina, no breast implants, no artificial hormones. You are as much a woman as any female on the planet, more so than some. You are a woman with memories of being a man.”
I don’t think I like where this is going. It’s not something I think about. In fact, I try not to think about it. Bob keeps talking.
“I realize that you were not raised as a woman. You have no memories of tea parties, dolls, playing dress up or other stereotypical female childhood activities, but you are as close as any man ever has come to knowing what it is like to have been both a man and a woman. You are in the position to answer so many questions men have as to what it is like to be a woman, how do they think, what do they think, what exactly is the view from the other side of the bed, so to speak. Your experiences since the change have been, to be blunt, horrifying, but you may be able to separate those experiences from the basic status of being female and what that means.”
“So, what’s your question?” I quietly ask, pulling my robe across my body.
He leans across the table. “What is it like to be a woman?”
“It sucks.”
“Does it suck to be you, in your situation, or suck to be female in general?”
“The whole GOD DAMN THING SUCKS!” He doesn’t seem to be surprised or shocked by what I just said.
“I apologize for asking you to describe your feelings. I knew that it would be difficult for you to be analytical about your situation, given how you have been treated. Perhaps in the future it may be possible. Once again, I apologize.”
I stand up, pushing my chair back. “I’m going to bed.”
“Good night Honey. Pleasant dreams.”
I don’t reply, just walk straight into the kitchen, through the living room, into my bedroom, closing the door behind me and flop, face first, on the bed. Pulling myself up to the head of the bed, I roll onto my side, hug the pillow and quickly fall into a fitful sleep.
I'm sitting on my bed at the club, dressed in the Naughty Nurse costume, short, white uniform dress, buttoned in the front, lapels cut down almost to top of my stomach. White stockings with elastic tops and 5" "fuck me" pumps. A push up bra has my tits so far up and out that the dress barely contains them. My hair is in a big bun with a white nurse's cap pinned to it. I slide to the edge of the bed, stand up and walk around the room, first checking the window and then the door. They are both locked. I go back to the window and look outside.
The Wranglers are scrimmaging out in the parking lot. I watch a couple of plays, then they all stop, turn towards my window and wave at me. I weakly wave back. The quarterback takes off his helmet. It's Josh Thomas.
I duck down below the window, hoping he doesn't see me but in a few seconds I hear someone in cleats walking down the hallway towards my room. Whoever it is slowly opens the door, then steps inside. It's him ... or me, still in uniform.
"Hello, Honey. I like your outfit." He sits down on the bed and pats it with his left hand. "Why don't you come on over and sit your fine ass down next to me."
"Like hell I will!" I say, but start to strut towards him, rolling my hips and bouncing my tits. I bend way down, sticking my ass out as the dress rises, revealing my thong covered pussy. I edge back until I make contact with the bed, then sit back. Once upright, I wriggle closer to ... him until our legs are touching. I look up at him. He’s not as big as Anthony but he’s still much bigger than I am.
“Now, isn’t that better, Honey?”
“No! What’s going on here? Why are you ... I ...whatever, here?”
“I’m just here because Billy Joe says your one hell of a fuck, thought I might try you out. You must have been expecting me; you know how I love the nurse thing.” He reaches out and grabs my knee. I want to push his hand off, or slap his face but I don’t move, can’t move.
“We can’t do that! We’re the same person. How are you even here? I don’t understand...” He quickly reaches up with his left hand, grabs my hair and roughly pulls me to his mouth, kissing me, forcing his tongue deep into my mouth. I don’t resist at all, just kiss him back, the stubble of his day old beard scraping my face. He turns to face me, still kissing, and forces me back onto the bed, laying on top of me. I involuntarily spread my legs wide as he pushes his hips forward, grinding against my crotch. He breaks the kiss and pushes himself up on his arms.
I gasp for breath. “What are you doing?!”
“Oh, I think you know Honey.” The dress is up around my waist and he gyrates his hips, rocking against my fabric covered cunt. It feels so good, I can’t help moaning, then I bit my lip to try and shut up, but he heard me.
He starts laughing, but it’s not friendly at all. “I knew you were just a whore Honey, just like Billy Joe and Anthony ... and Hanson said.”
“I’m not a whore! She did this to me! To us!” He backs away from me until he’s standing next to the bed. Maybe he’s done and will leave me alone. He starts to unbuckle his pants.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Honey. I’m still here, still all man...” he drops his pants. His ... my ... cock bouncing in front of him, as hard and as big as I have ever seen it “...still with all the necessary equipment to fuck you till the cows come home.” He climbs back between my legs, reaches up and tears my panties clean off in one jerk. He plunges his index finger into my pussy. “And you’ve got the necessary equipment too.” He starts to push his finger in and out as I squirm on the bed.
“No! Stop! You can’t do this! Hanson did it to me, made me a weak girl.” He stops probing my cunt.
“And what did you do to stop her?”
“Huh?”
“What did you do to fight her? To stop her from doing this to you?”
“I don’t underst...” He leaps on top of me, his legs pinning my arms down, his body looming above me, his cock pointing between my eyes.
“YOU DID NOTHING! You just sat there and did what you were told! Day in and day out!”
“I tried to run away but…”
“OH, ‘RUN AWAY’, how manly! You didn’t do shit until it was too late! By the time you ‘ran away’, you were making love to that fucking vibrator fifty times a day. Remember your vibrator? You rubbed that thing up and down that tiny nub of a dick, sticking it up your ass, until you orgasmed, then started right up again. The only time you weren’t fucking yourself with it was when you ate, slept or ... danced.”
“I was just exercising, trying to get better. How was I to know that...”
“’Exercising’ in 4” heels is dancing you idiot! What a fucking pansy! You deserve everything she did to you!”
“What do you know?! If you hadn’t raped her, none of this would have happened.” He slapped me, hard. I started to cry.
“I don’t rape women. Sometimes they may not like it at first but they come around. It’s just a game all you bitches play. I’ll show you.” He reaches down and grabs my throat, slowly squeezing harder. I try to ask him to stop but he stuffs his cock in my mouth, forcing it in as far as it will go. Again, my body is on autopilot and I start to suck, lick and slurp on his dick, trying with all my might to swallow the whole thing. It only takes a few seconds and my nose is buried in his hairy crotch.
“There, didn’t I tell you? You were giving me all this shit when all you really wanted was to suck my cock down to the root. Well, now you’ve got your wish.” He starts to rock his hips back and forth, fucking my mouth. He moves faster and faster, banging the back of my throat with each thrust. I look up at him. He’s got an evil grin on his face. I’ve seen it before. When I had sex with someone and there were mirrors available, I liked to do it so I could watch myself screwing.
That’s the look. It’s a hell of a lot different being the subject of that look. He keeps banging away until I feel his cock swell and he starts shooting his cum down my throat straight to my stomach. He pulls out so that the last few spurts go up my nose. I gag and choke, trying to catch my breath.
“Wasn’t that fun, Honey? Let’s try something else.” He rolls off me, reaches around my waist, flips me over onto my stomach and pulls my hips up until I’m on my knees, face against the mattress. He’s behind me, rubbing the head of his still hard cock against my pussy lips, pushing it in just an inch or so and pulling it back out, over and over.
“You want me to fuck you, don’t you?”
“NO! Leave me alone! This is your fault, you bastard! I wouldn’t be here if you hadn’t been such a jerk! You and your big ego! If you had just given a little thought to how you treated women, I’d still be a man.”
“True but then you couldn’t enjoy this, now could you?” He pushed his big cock deep into my vagina, right up to the hilt, in one continuous thrust. My eyes crossed as I gasped, fighting a losing battle against the rush of pleasure, the electric sensations running up my spine straight to my brain. He held my hips and began a slow, rhythmic fucking, pulling out almost the whole way, leaving just the tip of the head inside, and plunging all the way back in with each stroke. Each time, I pushed back against him, urging him on. I’ve raised my self up on my arms so that my back is parallel with the bed, my boobs bouncing with each thrust. After a minute or two, he starts to increase his pace, grunting with the effort. I push back harder, moaning and groaning as my smoldering pussy catches fire. He leans down against my back, reaches around me from both sides, grabs my dress and tears it apart, buttons flying away, freeing my tits. He grabs them with both hands, mauling and pulling at them as he fucks me faster and faster. It’s getting harder to form complete thoughts, all I can think about is sex, fucking and ... more fucking.
By now, we are both just rutting animals, grunting, groaning, sweating, panting, crying, begging, and cursing. I feel as if I am about to have the greatest orgasm of my life. I’m being man handled by Josh as if I’m a rag doll. Just as I’m about to cum, he leans close to me ear and whispers.
“You’re a cunt, Honey Sweet-Lay, a fucking whore of a cunt. That’s all you were, are or ever will be.”
I wake up, heart pounding and sweaty.
My bikini bottom is down around my knees and my top is hanging around my neck. My left hand is grasping my right boob while my right hand is buried in my wet twat. I quickly pull both hands away, holding them in the air in front of me. I roll my head to the left to look at the clock. It’s 3:12 a.m.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
“Honey, what are you doing up at this hour?”
I am laying curled up on the couch in the living room, wrapped in a blanket, head resting on a throw pillow, the television turned on, tuned to ESPN but the volume is low.
“I’m sorry, Bob. I didn’t mean to wake you.”
“You did not” he yawns, “I was going to the bathroom and heard the television. I thought that I had accidentally hit the timer or something and came out to check on it.” He sits down on the couch near my feet. “Is there something wrong?”
I sit upright, still clutching the blanket around me. “I had a ... weird dream. I didn’t want to go back to sleep because I might end up in the same dream, so I came out here to watch TV and try to stay awake.”
He puts his arm around my shoulder. “Was it a nightmare?’
“Sort of ... it was scary, but that wasn’t the worst of it.”
“Do you want to talk about it?” I lean against him, so that my back is resting against his chest. He wraps both arms around my waist.
“Not yet, maybe later.” We stay like this for several minutes, him gently holding me close to his chest.
“I cry a lot more” I say quietly, not looking up at him, just staring off into space.
“Excuse me?”
“I said that I cry a lot more. You asked about what it was like to be a woman. I don’t know if it’s because of being at the club and all or just hormones, but sometimes my emotions are just all over the place. Sometimes I’m OK but mostly it’s sadness, so I cry a lot ... at night.”
“You do not have to talk about this Honey, if it upsets you.”
“It’s all I can think about since you brought it up and that fucking dream. I’ve been laying here, practically making a list in my head. Besides the obvious stuff, the tits and pussy, there’s just a whole lot of shit that’s different. I’m so much smaller and weaker than I was, almost everything scares me. If anything bad happens, my first thought is how to get away. When I was Josh Thomas, most of the time I went looking for trouble. I think it hurts more when I get hit. I used to take quite a pounding and get up for more but now one punch from Anthony and I’m down in serious pain.”
“That could just be the size and strength differential. Anthony is nearly three times your weight. You did not run into many 700 lb. players on the field.”
“No, I didn’t” I giggle “But it still hurts.”
“I am not surprised; most studies indicate that women are more sensitive than men. They also are better at picking up emotional cues.”
“Yeah, that’s another thing. I’m better at guessing what someone else is thinking or going to do. I can read a person; particularly Anthony or Hanson, better than I used to, though that could just be survival instinct taking over. Sometimes when I’m on stage, I can point right at the guy who’s likely to give me trouble before I’m thirty seconds into my set.”
“What about emotional relationships?”
“I’ve had hundreds of fifteen to twenty minute ‘relationships’, what do you want to know?”
“That is not what I meant, though your point is valid. Due to your unusual circumstances, you have not had the opportunity to form a healthy relationship with another person.”
I wriggle my back against him. “Until now.”
“I do not know if you could call our relationship a healthy one.”
“Yeah, about that. Why aren’t you fucking me?” I hold my breath, waiting for his answer.
“Do you ... want me to?”
“Sometimes ... yes ... it could be ... you know ... nice.” He doesn’t say anything for several moments, each one a small pin prick in my heart. He clears his throat.
“Not that I haven’t given the possibility considerable thought ... considerable thought mind you. I came to the conclusion, Honey, that it would be best that we avoid ... romantic entanglements for now. A ... physical relationship could cloud my judgment, something we both want to avoid.”
“You remember I said I’m better at reading people now?”
“Yes.”
“Bullshit.”
He laughs. “You could be correct Honey, but it is my decision and it will not change ... for now.” We’ll see about that buddy.
“Fine. Anyway, that’s part of the list why it sucks to be a woman.”
“I beg to differ Honey, there is nothing in that list that leads one to the conclusion that it ‘sucks’ to be a woman verses a man.”
“What do you mean? Women are so much weaker, we can’t defend ourselves. Men push us around, paw at us all the time! If I was still a man, I wouldn’t have to take that.”
“You have valid complaints Honey, but they are limited to your situation at Anthony’s not your status as a woman.”
“But it is so god damn humiliating!”
“Alright, let us start there. Let me ask you a few questions. Do you think you can answer them truthfully?”
“Sure.”
“Good. First question, when Josh Thomas was in a relationship with a woman, do you think she felt humiliated.”
“No, not really ... at least not most of the time.”
“You mean until you did something to humiliate her?”
“Yeah” I reply quietly.
“We will skip that for now. Second question, do you think your partners at that time enjoyed having sex with you?”
“Hell yes!”
“Good. Third question. Do you sometimes enjoy sex as a woman? Remember, be honest, keeping in mind that you just said that you have considered having sex with me.”
I was trapped. “Yes, sometimes I enjoy it but only because Hanson made me that way.”
“I understand, but you admit that sex as a woman can be enjoyable, yes?”
“Yes, what of it?”
“You will see. Fourth question, was Josh Thomas the strongest man in the world?”
“Of course not!”
“The strongest player in the league?”
“NO!”
“The strongest player on the Wranglers?”
“No.”
“The offense?”
“No, look I see where you’re going...”
“The backfield?”
“OK I got it...”
“Answer please.”
“NO!”
“So ... uh ... Ninth question. Do you think that there were women in the world who were physically stronger than Josh Thomas, who were faster, who could lift more weight, run farther and so on?”
“Yeah, probably.”
“So strength of an individual is measured along a continuum, with a mix of men and women ahead of Josh Thomas on that continuum and a mix of men and women behind him.“ I start to object but Bob raises his hand. “Admitting that the ratio of men to women stronger that Josh Thomas is weighted in favor of the men and weighted in favor of the women for those weaker than him.”
“OK.”
“So far, so good. Eleventh question, though that last question was more of a statement on my part than a question ... but I digress. Was your mother a good mother?”
“Hey! What’s my mother got to do with....”
“It is a simple question, was she a good mother?”
“She was a great mother! The best!”
“Was she smart?”
“Very!”
“Loving?”
“Yes.”
“Accomplished?”
“Sure.”
“Attractive?”
“You watch it! Are you saying...”
“Just asking if she was a nice looking woman. I am not insinuating anything.”
“OK. Yes, she was beautiful.”
“Tough?”
“She could be, sometimes, if necessary.”
“Seventeenth question. Would your answers be the same if I asked the same questions about your grandmothers?”
“Uh, wait, let me think... ... yeah, pretty much the same, though I’m not sure how good looking they were, I mean I thought they were beautiful, but every kid thinks that about their Grandma.”
“And tough?”
“Yes. Talk about tough, my mom’s mom, Gram, you didn’t cross her, not if you wanted to see tomorrow.”
“Eighteenth question. Did you know your mother and grandmothers well?
“They all raised me.”
“So ’yes’?” I nod my head.
“Penultimate question. Would you say they were strong, confident, socially well adjusted people, living life to its’ fullest?”
“Absolutely”
“Twentieth question.......ready?”
“Is that the twentieth question?”
“No, just making sure you are prepared to think about it.”
“Go on.”
“Given all the prior questions and your answers, is it not fair to say that one’s sex has nothing to do with your place in life or the world but what you do with the opportunities presented to you. Any human being can live a good or bad life as either a man or a woman ... it is all up to you.”
“But I am a whore at ...”
“We are working on that. Is there something intrinsically humiliating about being a woman? Was your mother humiliated at being a woman? Your grandmothers? Or did they seize the opportunities presented to them. Different opportunities than those presented to men perhaps but men’s opportunities would have been equally limited by their sex and the standards of their world.”
“Is that the twenty first question?”
“No, a clarification of the twentieth question. How about an answer Ms. Sweet-Lay?”
“What was the purpose of all this?”
“You know as well as I do Honey, you are no fool, at least I hope you are not. Men and women are equals, some better than others but it is their individual differences that make them good or bad, not their sex. You say you are weak but that has nothing to do with your sex. I know a number of women who I would think twice about taking on in a fight. You could be as formidable as they are, you just lack training. But strength is not just physical, it is mental, it is moral, it is will power, none of which depends on you being male or female. Plus, you have already admitted that you can enjoy the physical aspects of being a woman, so sex as a woman must be as good as sex as a man.”
“Uhhhh ... maybe ... well, better.” His eyes widen.
“If any one is qualified to make that statement, Honey, you are. I defer to your expertise. Do you have an answer to question twenty?”
“Yes, you’re right. I may not like being a whore at Anthony’s club but I guess there’s nothing wrong with women, in general. I know a lot of really good women.”
“Then I suggest that you use them as role models for now. I have no idea when we will be in a position to attempt an escape from Dr. Hanson, so you might as well start becoming the best person you can be with what you have to work with. No matter what happens down the road, you will be better off for the effort.” He looks over at the clock on the VCR. “It is too late to go back to bed. How about we get dressed and go out for an early breakfast?” I turn to face him, lean in and kiss his cheek, holding it for a second or two.
“You’re on.”
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
That early morning conversation with Bob stuck with me. How would my mother deal with my situation? My grandmas? Gram would have been kicking ass and taking names from the start. She was about five foot nothing, 100 pounds soaking wet and possibly the toughest person I ever knew, man or woman. If she thought she was right, nothing would stop her. There was this one time when I was sixteen and promised to cut her grass, then blew the job off to go swimming with some friends. When I got back, she was standing in the driveway, legs spread and arms crossed. She started giving me shit about responsibility and keeping promises and I told her to shut up ... though with a little more colorful language. She grabbed my ear, jerked my head down to her level and drug me into the house, damn near tore it off. When we got to her kitchen, she let me go.
I was stupid enough to take a swing at her. She ducked it, came up underneath with a sneaky right and caught me square on the jaw. It was like being hit with a rock. Her old hand was just bone and muscle. I went down on my ass. She grabbed the other ear, told me to get out and not come back until I was ready to apologize.
I was so embarrassed. A seventy year old lady almost half my size had knocked me down. I thought she would call my mom, tell her what happened and then all hell would break lose at home, but the call never came. She kept the whole thing quiet, just between us. It took me two weeks to swallow my pride and apologize. She accepted it and we never spoke about it again but she told me something at the time that I had forgotten all about.
“You’re a good boy” she said, “but you’re headed down the wrong road. Just because you can play football doesn’t make you better than everyone else. If you don’t start behaving yourself, things won’t go well for you. I won’t be around forever to keep you in line.”
She died two years later, lung cancer. Never could kick that cigarette addiction, but she fought to the end.
Turns out, she called it right.
Bob told me not to cause any problems with either Anthony or Hanson, he needed time to think. He didn’t want some kind of conflict between me and them to complicate matters, things were tough enough as they were. I played it normal at the club, did what I was told, what I was expected to do. I started being nicer to the other girls though, talking with them more, helping with costumes, make up and stuff. I didn’t get much of a response at first but they came around a little.
They had thought that I was Anthony’s “favorite”, getting all the best sets, not having to work the crowd as often with lap dances, all my “special” customers. I didn’t tell them the truth. How could I possibly explain not just quitting because of the abuse? It was hard enough for Bob to believe me, the other girls never would, not even Candi. I just told them I’d try to make sure they got better treatment but that ultimately, it was Anthony’s call.
Everything was routine for a couple of weeks. I hadn’t seen Hanson for over six weeks, which was unusual. She’d usually drop in every two to three weeks, just to watch me dance. I think she occasionally brought someone with her for me to have sex with. It would almost always be a bad one, rough, violent and kinky. Then there were the six month check ups when I’d spend a week or so back in the clinic, getting shots and pills and learning new routines from Ms. Baker. But not a sign of her recently. No news is good news.
I was at Bob’s two weeks after that strange dream. I was relaxing in the hot tub, a glass of wine next to me. Bob was sitting at the table, as usual. It had been a bad day for him, more seizures than usual. He’d actually fallen once but caught himself on the couch. He let me help him up, which surprised me. He’d also gotten a phone call, a first since I’d been coming here. He took it in his office and I was vacuuming at the time so I didn’t hear anything. The dream had been on my mind.
“Bob?”
“Yes?”
“Do you think that I could have ... stopped all this from happening to me?”
“You mean all that Dr. Hanson did?”
“Yeah, that.”
He leaned back in his chair and took a sip of water. “Certainly there were several times, mostly early in her scheme, where you could have thwarted her.”
“Gee ... thanks.”
“Did you not want the truth?”
“Sure ... it’s just ... remember that dream I had awhile ago?”
“The one where you did not go back to bed?”
“That one. In it ... someone said I didn’t do anything to stop her.”
“Well, you did not.”
“You’re not helping, Bob.”
“I think that you may be asking the wrong question, Honey. Yes, there are many things that you could have done, but Dr. Hanson’s plan was sheer brilliance. Her infiltration of the Wranglers, her ability to get management on her side, their application of financial pressure on you to comply with her treatment plan, the use of Billy Joe Coleson as a threat to your job, the unqualified success of her treatments on the rest of the team, and finally, her ability to isolate you from the world and accelerate your transformation, all quite masterful. After that, she screwed up left and right but the consequences have not struck home yet. So the question is not could you have stopped her, but were you likely to be able to stop her. The answer to that question is no, you were not likely to have stopped her. She counted on your years of being a team sport player, accustomed to taking orders and following them, not without the occasional grumble and a bit of rebellion now and then but, by and large, you did what you were told. Once you came under her complete control at the clinic, you were done for. It is no small miracle that you managed to avoid your drugs and clear your head. Her people had gotten lax. Of course, by then it was too late. Your semen addiction was fully implemented and all chance of anything beyond a temporary escape was gone. Was this person in your dream accusing you of cowardice?”
“I’m not sure what I … he meant, it’s just haunted me a bit since then.”
“I would not take it seriously, Honey, it was only a dream.”
“I guess you’re right.”
“Perhaps this will improve your mood. I have decided, with your consent of course, to take you to dinner tomorrow night. You will get a chance to wear that new dress you bought.”
“That’s great! Where are we going?”
“A little restaurant not too far from here. It does require a reservation so we will need to be there by 7:00.”
“Are you going to be well enough to go?”
“I will manage Honey, I will manage.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
It was a very nice place. Bob opened the door for me and we walked in. We had parked around the block and even though he was still using his cane, Bob was getting around a bit better. The lobby had several cushy chairs, but there was no one waiting for a table, Wednesdays aren’t usually that busy for most restaurants. He stepped up to the maitre de, who nodded and bowed ever so slightly.
“Good evening, Sir, Madam. Welcome to ‘Toulouse’, may I assist you?” Bob returned the nod and bow.
“Good evening. We have a reservation for 7:00 o’clock.” The maitre de lifted his head just enough to look over Bob’s right shoulder at me.
I’m wearing the light pink knot front dress I bought two weeks ago. It’s made of matte jersey, with a fit-and-flare style; the skirt is loose and flirty, stopping two inches above my knees but is snug around my hips and waist, wide straps over my shoulders. The bodice is not too revealing, certainly nothing like I normally wear. Some women might think I’m showing more cleavage than I should but Bob likes it and that’s all I care about. He did buy me a red shoulder wrap to wear tonight because the restaurant might be a bit chilly. He said that any place that requires a coat and tie tends to keep the temperature down so that the men are comfortable, which means the women are cold. I never noticed that when I took women out on dates but then I wasn’t wearing a slinky mini-dress and a thong. All and all, I think what I’m wearing is pretty conservative. The maitre de’s face doesn’t react to me but his eyes do, the pupils dilating.
He’s turned on. I turn just a little bit to the left and give him a shy smile. His breathing picks up ever so slightly.
It’s amazing what a pretty girl can do to a man with just the smallest action. I still remember the type of things that got my motor running when I was a guy. It was almost always the little things. A quick brush with the fingertips against the arm, leaning in close to whisper in the ear, the “accidental” bump against the crotch with the grab of the arms to keep from “falling”, the light touch when moving through a crowd. Now that I’m on the sending side instead of the receiving, it’s fun to see what I can do. I don’t get much practice at the club, it’s hard to be subtle on the stage and nothing is subtle when they get me alone in my room. However, when I’m out in public like a regular person, I can try out all the tricks the other girls tell me about. I’ve tried a lot of them on Bob but didn’t get much of a reaction. I thought I was doing them wrong but it turns out that Bob’s just a tough room. I get all kinds of reactions when I go shopping, particularly at the grocery stores. Horny teenage stock boys are like shooting fish in a barrel. This maitre de has seen a lot of great looking women in his time, but I’ve got his attention. Bob slides a few inches to the right, blocking his view.
“The name is ‘James’.”
He reluctantly looks down at his reservation book. “Yes, Sir, please follow me.” He turns and leads us into the dining room. I step up close to Bob, not wanting to take his arm but I want to be close, should he stumble or something. We get a small table near the middle of the room. The maitre de pulls out a chair for me. I gracefully sit and look up at him over my left shoulder, smiling again.
“Thank you.”
“You are welcome Madam, enjoy your meal.”
He took the opportunity to enjoy looking down my dress and getting a good view of my boobs. I turn my attention back to Bob. He’s sat down, resting his cane against the chair next to him. He’s smiling at me but doesn’t say anything.
“What?”
“That was very nicely done, Honey.”
“What did I do?” I ask, using my innocent voice, letting the pitch rise at the end. Candi showed me that one. Bob chuckles.
“The way you were working our maitre de. I would have let it continue out of sheer curiosity, but since I am hungry, it was brought to a premature end.”
“I don’t know what you are talking about.” I lean forward a few degrees, improving his viewing angle immensely. His smile grows bigger.
“You really have the coquettish girl down pat. A hint of innocence, the enthusiasm of youth, the barely restrained sexuality … it is all there. If you were free to regularly mix with the general population, most males would not stand a chance.” He takes a sip of water. “I wager that if I could drop you in any high school in the country, you would be the most popular girl there within a month, six weeks at most.” Another sip. “Assuming the other girls did not kill you out of jealousy.”
“Oh I’m getting along a lot better with other women now. I took your advice.”
“Which was?”
“You remember, to try and become the best person I could even with the ‘limitations’ of my situation. I’m just trying to be the kind of person the women in my family would approve of, ignoring what I do at the club, of course.”
“Of course. I am guessing that your presence tonight should guarantee us prompt service, at the very least.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
“Good evening, Dr. Hanson.”
“Good evening, Andre. My usual table please.”
“Certainly Madam, follow me please.”
I haven’t been here for a few weeks. “Toulouse” is one of my regular stops but I have been out of town for two weeks. I’ve never been much of a cook, why spend the time when you can afford to have someone else do it for you. That means I either eat out a lot, order takeout or pick up prepared food at the grocery store. Normally that kind of a diet would not be good for my figure but that’s not a problem for me. Andre pulls my seat out for me and I sit down. Normally he would fawn over me a little, which is annoying, but his attention is elsewhere tonight, looking towards the middle of the room. My preferred seat is off to the side with a view out the window. It is something to watch while I eat. As Andre strolls back to the front door, he makes a detour to stop at a table with two people, a man and his presumably younger companion, I can’t tell for certain. It is difficult to say how old the man is and all I can see of the woman is the back of her head ... though there is something familiar about her.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
“Everything is very nice, thank you ... Andre. The waiter came right away and has already taken our orders.”
“I am glad to hear that, Madam. Please let me know if you need anything.” He nods at me and then nods at Bob. “Sir.” He walks away, back towards the front door as Bob helps himself to some bread.
“Told you so” he says between bites.
“It’s like they want us out of here fast.”
“Far from it Honey, they want you to stay the night but they also want you happy, ergo the exceedingly prompt service. I suspect that Andre will check on us at least once more before we are done. I believe that our soup and salads are already here.”
Our water arrives with a platter holding the first course of our meal. Bob ordered a vichyssoise and garden salad. I decided to try their Caesar salad and sautéed mushrooms. The chef must have busted a gut to get everything done so quickly. We eat in silence, but I am aware of the waiters frequently walking by our table. I sneak a quick look at Bob, who’s looking back at me with a lopsided smile. He’s aware of it too. I return his smile.
“This salad is very good. I wish I could make one as good.”
“I imagine that if you ask, Andre would only be too happy to give you a guided tour of the kitchen with a brief lesson thrown in for good measure.”
I’m tempted to do it, if only to see what would happen.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I prefer eating alone. Actually, I prefer doing most everything by myself, never been much of a people person. Perhaps, more accurately, I am not a stupid people person. Compared to me, most people are fools and I do not suffer fools gladly. Certainly I have colleagues, even some whose work I respect, but dealing with inferior intellects is tiring. Sometimes I find it almost unbearable that I can not publish my recent discoveries but the world is not ready to know the truth. Small minds imposing unreasonable rules and regulations on scientific progress forces true visionaries, such as myself, to operate in the shadows, scrambling for funding wherever we can. Thankfully, the Wrangles don’t ask any questions. They just accept the results and reward me for my success.
I look around the restaurant as I eat my meal. It is not very crowded, which is normal for a Wednesday. They are mostly older couples and individuals. I smile to myself. Actually, they are probably younger than I am, you just wouldn’t know it to look at me. The couple that Andre is fawning over is different though. He appears to be some kind of professional and she hasn’t taken her eyes off him, not once that I can see, other than to acknowledge Andre or their waiter. She hasn’t turned her head once, at least not when I have been looking. There is just something about her that seems so familiar, but many girls today dress alike, trying to keep up with the style of the time. I never understood that, even when I was that age. I return my attention to the window and my steak.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
Bob’s been asking me about my mother and grandmothers, what they were like, the lessons I learned from them. My mother had died in a car accident five years ago, the other two had died long before that.
It hurt a little to think about them, particularly my mom. She was proud of me, loved me but didn’t approve how I lived my life. We weren’t getting along when she died. I’ve always regretted that. But it does feel good to talk about them, all that they did for me. I was embarrassed by how far I had gotten away from what they had tried to teach me. Our conversation was so engrossing that I had let my shrimp scampi get cold. Luckily, I also like it cold. I can always take it home and reheat it anyway. Bob reaches for his cane.
“If you will excuse me Honey, I need to use the restroom.” He brings the cane in close with his left hand and puts his right hand on the table. He pushes himself up but he’s a little unsteady.
“Do you need help? You could lean on my arm.”
“No thank you. I have just been sitting for awhile. I will be fine.” He starts to step away from the table but his chair moves with him. When he turns, he trips over the chair and goes down, hard.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
There is a loud crash, bringing my attention back to the dining room. I look around and see that the man of that unusual couple is on the ground, laying face down across his upturned chair. He probably had too much to drink. The woman is jumping up from her chair to go help him. Maybe now I’ll get a good look at her. She goes down on her knees next to him and looks up, searching the room for help ... NO! ... NO! NO! NO!
* * ** * ** * ** * *
“Are you alright?!” I reach out and grab his waist. “Don’t move! You might make it worse!” He reaches down with both hands, grabs the chair and slowly pushes himself up to his knees. I’m pulling him and turning as he does. Andre comes hurrying to the table, as does our waiter, Sean, I think.
“I am fine” says Bob, holding up both hands. “I just caught me foot on the chair leg and could not get out of the way fast enough. I am sorry for all the fuss.”
Andre reaches out with his right hand and takes Bob’s while I stand and take his left.
“It is not a problem, Sir. Please, allow me to assist you.”
“Thank you.“ Bob pulls himself up, bracing against us. I reach down, pick up his cane and hand it to him.
“Thank you, Honey.” He looks around the room. “I am very sorry for disturbing your meals, I apologize.” There’s a general murmur of acceptances as everyone returns to their food. He lowers his voice. “Once again, if you will excuse me, Honey, I will finish what I started.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
WHAT IS SHE DOING HERE?! SHE SHOULD BE DANCING NAKED IN FRONT OF HALF-DRUNK IMBECILES OR GETTING WHAT’S LEFT OF HER TINY MIND FUCKED OUT OF THE PRETTY SKULL I GAVE HER!
I start to move towards her before stopping.
This is not the place for a confrontation. I take several calming breaths and return to my table just as Honey sits down, her back to me once again. I keep up the slow steady breathing until my equilibrium returns.
Why is she eating an expensive meal at one of my favorite restaurants instead of performing at Anthony’s? I need to call him right away! It may not even be her, just someone who looks incredibly similar. I reach for my purse, take out my cell phone and begin to call him.
“Pardon me, Dr. Hanson, but we have a no cell phone policy, so the other diners are not disturbed.”
I look up and see Andre standing next to me. “This will only take a second; I am a doctor after all.”
“I understand Madam, but there are no exceptions. You may go to the lobby to make your call, if you wish.”
I clench my jaw and again take a calming breath. I need to think before acting and to think I need information. I return my phone to my purse, grab it and stand up.
“I will be back in a moment.”
“Certainly Doctor, your meal will be waiting.”
I need to get to the lobby but I don’t want Honey to see me, no use making her aware of my presence, at least not yet. I inconspicuously amble along the far wall, keeping my face twisted away from her until I can turn and hurry to the lobby. At the last minute, I see that the man has returned to the table and I pause. He may have seen me, I’m not sure. However, he doesn’t react towards me, sitting down in his chair. I speedily walk the last ten feet and turn the corner, ducking behind the wall, which I then peek around to see if there is any change in their behavior. He seems to be demonstrating how he fell and they appear to be having a big laugh about it.
Taking my phone from the purse, I pull Anthony up on my speed dial and hit “Enter”. It takes a few seconds for the connection to be completed. Some woman answers.
“I need to speak with Anthony immediately, it is extremely important. This is Dr. Amy Hanson.”
“What was that name?”
“Hanson, Doctor Amy Hanson.”
“Sanderson?”
“Hanson. H-A-N-S-O-N.”
“Anthony’s busy, he’s on the floor.”
“I don’t care, go get him right NOW!”
It takes a few minutes for someone to come back on the line. “Hello?”
“Anthony?”
“Yeah?”
“Dr. Hanson. I need to speak with Honey immediately, please bring her to the phone or take a phone to her wherever she is.”
“Well ... uh ... it’s not a good time right now, she dancing.”
“Well, how much longer will she be on stage?”
“At least 15 minutes.”
“I’ll wait.”
“Oh ... well, she’s got some guys waiting to fuck her just as soon as she’s finished. It could be a couple of hours before she’s done.”
“Surely they can keep their dicks in their pants long enough for me to speak with her for just one minute.”
“They’re kind of in a hurry Doc, just traveling through you know?”
“I see ... Anthony, I am going to give you the opportunity to tell me the truth. You will get just one chance at this so do not blow it.”
“Hey! There’s no reason to ...”
“Shut up and listen carefully. I am in the lobby of a restaurant, looking at a girl who could be Honey’s twin eating dinner with a presumptively older man. Now, if you continue to insist that Honey is currently dancing on stage and will be occupied with a long line of customers thereafter, I will be there in less than ten minutes to see for myself. Your choice.”
“OK ... She’s not actually here right now but it’s cool, she’s working with a regular client.”
“And why did you not tell me about this arrangement before now?”
“It’s no big deal; I didn’t want to bother you.”
“I will not discuss this with you over the phone. I will be there in fifteen minutes and you can explain yourself then. And Anthony ... if I catch you lying to me again, heaven help you.”
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
“It seems funny now but I was more worried about you being hurt than anything else.”
“I appreciate your concern Honey but I do know how to fall. Unfortunately, I have been getting too much practice recently, though this was the first time in public in the last year or so. My affliction just makes falls more likely, not more harmful.”
“Well, I don’t mind saying that you scared the hell out of me. Do you want some more coffee?”
“No, two cups are sufficient. Do you want anything else?”
“Uh-uh, that chocolate cheesecake has me about to bust out of this dress.”
“I would not want to cause any more of a disturbance than we already have tonight, even if Andre would likely not object if you came out of your dress.”
“I doubt he would complain.” I raise my hand slightly and waive it in the direction of Sean. He hurries over. “We need our bill please.”
“Was everything satisfactory Sir.”
“Yes quite satisfactory.” Sean turns to me.
“And you Madam?”
“Everything was scrumptious.”
“Very good. I will be back with your bill as quickly as possible.” He hurries away, leaving us to review the remains of our meal.
“You know, I really am stuffed. I never get enough to eat at the club, not that I’d want a lot of that swill.”
“I hope you are not restraining yourself at home.”
“No ... No, I just keep the portion sizes down to a healthy level, though I do a lot of taste testing.”
“A chef’s prerogative, Honey.” He reaches out and pats my hand. “I have no complaints.” I can feel the heat in my cheeks.
Sean returns with our bill in a large, gilded folder. Bob reviews it, adds his usual big tip to the charge slip and hands it along with his card to Sean, who scurries off.
I was always a bit of a big tipper myself, back in the day when I had money. It helped guarantee good service the next time, plus it usually impressed my date. Funny thing, once she stopped being a date and became a girlfriend, at least in her eyes, most women started to object to big tips, particularly if it was a waitress instead of a waiter. I think that they began thinking of it as their money too instead of just my money, plus they didn’t want me spending it on another woman.
Sean returns with Bob’s card and receipt. Bob stands up and offers me his arm. “Shall we go my dear?”
I rise up and take it. “Whatever you say.”
We walk to the front door, not too fast but not too slow either. Bob isn’t leaning on me but I’m ready to act should he slip again. As we cross into the lobby, Andre approaches us.
“Did you have an enjoyable meal?” He didn’t say who the question was for but he was looking directly at me. Bob almost imperceptibly moved the arm I was holding, so I answered.
“Yes, we did, everything was very nice.”
“I do wish to apologize again for that fall, quite clumsy of me” Bob added.
Andre waived both hands dismissively. “Think nothing of it, Sir, accidents happen. I am just glad that you were not injured.”
“Well, it almost frightened me to death.” I decided to go out the way I came in, playing the innocent young girl.
“You recovered beautifully, if I may say so.” He couldn’t come at me hard, not with Bob standing right in front of him, but Andre was going to do his damnedest to make an impression before I left. I dip my head ever so slightly and look up at him through my long eyelashes, eyes wide.
“Thank you” I say barely above a whisper.
“We hope to see you again ... soon.”
“I hope so too” I reply. Bob nods and bows, just as he did when we entered. Andre responds in kind. We turn, me still holding Bob’s arm and walk out the door. As soon as we have turned the corner, Bob cocks his head my way and looks at me out of the corner of his eye.
“You are very good.”
I squeeze his arm. “I know. I should have asked for that tour.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I should have known it couldn’t last, the deal was just too damn good. I don’t know what I was thinking, maybe that Hanson wouldn’t find out or maybe that she wouldn’t care once she did. Either way, she knew now. I’ve had a little warning at least but still haven’t thought of a good story to tell.
What’s the big deal anyway? Honey still spends most of her time here. She’s only at Bob’s on the slow nights of the week. She misses maybe ten sets on stage, counting both afternoon and evening, and five tricks, at most. In return I get a thou a week. Where’s the harm? If I sell it like that, Hanson might see the logic. Just then, she walks into the bar, Ice Queen stare turned on high.
Yeah, she’ll see the logic ... when fucking pigs fly. I take a deep breath to get ready and walk over to meet her.
“Hey Doc, what’s...”
“Don’t ‘hey Doc’ me. Where can we speak in private? Some place with a little soundproofing.”
Shit! “There’s always my office, no one will bother us there.”
“Fine.” She marches off, leaving me to follow behind. Oh yeah, this has started real well.
When I get to my office, she’s already gone in and sat down in my chair, forcing me to take one of the smaller ones on the other side of the desk. She’s trying to put me on the defensive but it won’t work. Just as soon as my ass is in the chair, she’s on me.
“What possessed you to let Honey leave this building, unsupervised?” She’s not screaming but you can tell she’d like to, at the top of her lungs. My maw was like that. Best to go with the truth.
“OK. Before you go ballistic or something, here’s the story. This guy, Bob James, came to me and he wanted to rent Honey for a couple of days a week, Tuesdays and Wednesdays, which are the slowest days around here. He offered a thousand dollars a week! That’s two, maybe three times what I make from her on those two days. I checked him out and he was legit so we did it for a three week trial period, to make sure everything was OK. There weren’t any problems, he didn’t beat Honey or hurt her in any way so we’ve been doing it ever since. He’s happy, she’s happy and I’m happy. End of story.”
“And how do you deal with her daily dose of your semen?”
“That was the tough part. I asked you about that but you blew me off ...”
“WHEN DID YOu ask me about this?” She started to loose it there but brought it back under control.
“I asked you about me taking a vacation with some guys and leaving Honey behind. You said there was nothing you could do to help me and wished me good luck in figuring something out on my own. So I figured something out that works great.”
“And what exactly ‘works great’?”
“I jack off once a day, split the ‘deposit’ in half, give one half to Honey and refrigerate or freeze the other half. At the end of the week, I got seven doses in the bank, so to speak. She uses one on Tuesday and one on Wednesday and I’m still five ahead of the game. I got over two weeks in the freezer right now.”
“Quite ingenious, Anthony. I did not think you had it in you.” Yeah bitch, you’re not the only smart one here. “Unfortunately, for you, that is only a short term solution to your problem. The compounds in your semen that Honey needs degrade rapidly. After just four, maybe five days, your little vials would be useless, even if you freeze them. All of this doesn’t matter though; I am pulling the plug on this arrangement. I just hope the damage is not irreversible.”
“What damage? I told you, everybody is happy. Me, her, Bob.”
“Exactly. She is happy, I saw it for myself tonight. What you apparently do not understand is that I did not put her with you so that she could be happy, she is here so that you can make her life MISERABLE! DAY IN, DAY OUT, HOUR BY HOUR, MINUTE BY EXCRUCIATING MINUTE, MISERABLE BEYOND HUMAN ENDURANCE!”
Whoa! Easy there girl! She’s on her feet, hands splayed across the desk, fingers spread, leaning on her arms, face a few feet from my face, screaming at the top of her lungs.
I don’t react. I’ve seen crazy bitches before, maybe not this crazy, but still crazy. You try to argue with a crazy bitch and she just gets crazier. You just gotta let them wind down on their own and then maybe you can talk with them. Hanson’s got a long way to wind down though. Hope she hasn’t got a knife or something cause if she tries that shit, I won’t be so nice. She starts to walk around the room.
“But NO! You had to come up with a way to make a few extra dollars from my pain and suffering! All that was required was that you keep her at the club. She would have been dancing and fucking for decades to come and all the money going straight into your pocket, the perfect set up. But YOU had to try to squeeze the last dollar from the situation! Honey is MINE! She may work for you but she belongs to ME! I decide where she lives, what she does and who she does it with! You didn’t bother to tell me about this because you knew I would say NO! How you could even contemplate letting Honey leave this soul sucking establishment is beyond my comprehension. Why did you think that this would ever be tolerated by me?”
“It wasn’t my idea you know. James came to me, I didn’t go after him.”
“Yes ... yes, let’s talk about Mr. James. Who is he, what does he really want? More importantly, what does he know about Honey? I assume that you remember that her origin is a closely guarded secret. It’s one thing to give your mouth breathing, moronic clients regular, supervised access to her but an entirely different matter to give someone I know absolutely nothing about 48 hours a week unsupervised contact with her. How long has this been going on?”
“Seven weeks or so.”
“That’s three hundred thirty six hours, more than any one other than you or Baker or myself has spent with her since she was transformed.”
“Truth be told, it’s more like sixty hours, Monday night to Thursday morning.”
“Wonderful! Four hundred twenty hours. Better and better. He’s now second only to you. And how, pray tell, does he spend this time with her?”
“That’s the really weird part. He’s not fucking her, best I can tell. She just does cooking, cleaning, household crap.”
“So you’re telling me that for the past seven weeks, Honey has spent two and a half days each week living a normal, average life with a man we know nothing about.”
“I’m not stupid, you know ...”
“That’s yet to be proven.”
I let that slide for now. “I had him checked out before she ever met him. He’s retired, a salesman, sold shoes to big stores.”
“How old is he?”
“Forty eight, fifty, something like that.”
“A little young to be retired, don’t you think?”
“Maybe, but he’s got some kinda medical problem. I’ve seen him use a cane to get around.”
“What kind of medical problem?”
“How should I know, you’re the doctor.”
“That is my point Anthony, you know very little about him beyond the most basic information. He is using Honey to perform services that could be had for much less cost and better performed by a professional. There are too many unanswered questions that you never bothered to ask because you were blinded by the money! My guess is that Mr. James did this intentionally. When the payment is large enough, it suppresses in-depth investigation.”
“Why would he do that?”
“I do not know but I intend to find out ... very quickly.”
“How you gonna do that?”
She walks back over to my chair and sits down. “Simple, I’ll ask Honey.”
“What if she doesn’t want to talk?” An evil grin slowly slithers across her face.
“Oh, she will talk. I have wanted to try this for some time but could never come up with a good reason beyond my own curiosity. I couldn’t justify it because of the potential harm, possibly irreparable, but I believe the time has come to push Honey a bit.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
“Do you want to finish the evening with a swim?” Bob asks as we walk into the kitchen from the garage.
“No thanks, I still feel stuffed. I’m just going to change into something more comfortable and watch whatever on TV, maybe a movie if nothing else is on. I’ll probably fall asleep.”
“Start without me. I need to check my email and do a bit of research before joining you.”
“OK” I reply as I head to my room. “Don’t take to long or you’ll have to wake me.”
I close the door behind me and kick off my shoes. They were only 3” heels but I’m glad to be rid of them. I lift my hair from my back, undo the halter strap, reach back and first unhook then unzip the dress.
“Oooohhhh yes” I sigh. That feels so good. I wriggle out, letting it fall to my feet. The things we go through to look good for men. Of course, the dress wasn’t so tight before I ate that big meal. Still, it had been a fun evening. None of my tricks actually worked on Bob, though I’m sure I caught him staring now and then. That SOB seems to know exactly what I’m doing. Either he’s too damn smart or I’m too damn obvious. Messing with Andre and Sean was some consolation. They both were handsome and Sean seemed to be packing an impressive bulge. I reach around my back and unhook my strapless bra, letting it fall to the floor as I rub my tits, starting with the sides and gradually working towards the nipples.
“MMMmmmmm ooohhhuuuu” I groan, rolling both nipples between index fingers and thumbs as I imagine how big Sean might actually be. My right hand releases my nipple and slides down my tummy, under the elastic top of my panty, cupping my cunt while I diddle my clit with my index finger. My eyes close and my breathing slows as I start to surrender to the delicious feelings. Backing up until my ass contacts my bed; I slide up the bed as I pull my panties off and spread my legs, giving me better access to my warming pussy. My left hand alternates between the nipples and aureoles of both boobs while I tug and rub my clit with my right.
I haven’t taken my daily dose of Anthony’s jiz yet but I really don’t care right now. There are some advantages to my addiction and this is one of them. For a few hours every day, my body is so sensitive, so responsive, that I can get orgasm after orgasm without much effort. Just a little stimulation and fantasizing about cocks and I can have as many orgasms as I can stand. This is usually when Anthony has got guys lined up to fuck me, and God help me, I actually have started to look forward to it. As long as they aren’t too abusive and they don’t insist on a lot of oral stuff, I can normally get off and make them pretty damn happy at the same time. Unfortunately, I can’t take advantage of it now. It would just be too embarrassing for Bob to see me like that.
Reluctantly, I stop masturbating, roll to the side of my bed, reach into my lingerie drawer and pull out a red, silk chemise. I sit up and slip the chemise over my head. It falls to my waist, then down to my thighs when I stand up and hurry to the kitchen. The feeling of my erect nipples rubbing against the silk as my tits bounce around starts the whole arousal cycle again. I reach the fridge, throw open the door and search for the vial holding Anthony’s semen.
I don’t see it! It should be right next to the butter tray but it’s not there. The cold air flowing from the fridge isn’t helping my already stiff nipples.
I reach into the shelf on the fridge door and start to move bottles around, searching for the vial. When I pick up the ketchup bottle, I hear something else move on the shelf. Reaching in with my left hand, my fingers make contact with the vial. It had fallen over and rolled to the back of the shelf. I drag it towards the front where I can get a better grip in it, pick it up and twist the cap off. Lucky for me, it hadn’t spilled. There’s just barely enough in there to do the job as it is. I tilt my head back, pour the contents down my throat, then clamp my lips around the bottle, sucking and swallowing and finally running my tongue inside the glass to get the last drop. Sitting down on the nearest chair, eyes closed and head slumped forward, I wait for the semen to take effect. It only takes a few minutes but it feels twice as long, my cunt practically pulsing, demanding to be touched, caressed, penetrated. The older the semen, the less effective it is in quenching my need for sex. This dose takes longer than usual and I’m still just a little buzzed when I stand up. I run my hands down my body, smoothing the silk, as I walk back to the living room and plop down on the couch, legs tucked underneath me. I take a deep breath and slowly exhale to clear my head, then grab the remote and turn on the TV. Rolling through the channels, I quickly rediscover that it’s mostly crap. Infomercials, Judge Judy and her imitators, screaming political shows, Fox News. Fair and balanced my ass! I finally settle on a cooking show about how to use late summer vegetables.
Bob pretty much lets me fix what I want in the way of meals, never complains and often compliments me on how good the food is. I don’t know if he really likes it or he’s just being polite. Sometimes he makes a request, which is actually an order, but he always phrases it as a request. It’s usually basic stuff, meat and potatoes food. I’m not sure how he’d handle a vegetarian meal but this squash and tomato stir fry looks pretty good. I’ll have to remember to ask him to print out the recipes from their website. I reach over to the end of the couch, grab a big throw pillow and lay down on it, cuddling it in my arms, head still turned towards the TV.
I’ve haven’t given it much thought, but Bob treats me really well. He knows the truth about me, but didn’t freak out. He’s still working on a way to help me escape from Hanson. I can wear what I want and buy it if I don’t have it, if I keep it reasonable. The work I do around here is pretty easy and he helps when he can, which unfortunately has been less often the last couple of weeks. I hope he’s OK, and not just for my sake. He’s a nice guy ... a very nice guy. I wish we could do ... more things together. I’m sure he’d enjoy it; I’d make sure he did. The cooking and the cleaning just doesn’t seem to be enough thanks for all he’s done for me. I close my eyes, just to rest them for a moment.
I wake up as my body is jostled. There’s a different show on TV. Bob is sitting near my head, dressed in his pajamas. I pull myself towards him and rest my head in his lap. He caresses my hair and then gently rubs my back.
“How long was I out?” I murmur.
“Not sure, I just got here. Sorry for waking you.”
I snuggle closer. “No problem.”
We stay like this for several minutes, my head on its right side in his lap while he alternately stokes my hair and rubs my back, both of us staring at the TV but our minds are elsewhere.
“Bob?”
“Yes, Honey?”
“Remind me, why aren’t we having sex right now?” His hand stops moving against the small of my back.
“What brought this on?”
“Well ... I like you and I think that you like me ... you do don’t you?”
He starts to rub my back again. “Yes Honey, I do like you, quite a lot in fact.”
“Good. Anyway, I’m very good at what I do...”
“You are an excellent cook.”
“That’s not what I mean, silly. We both know that I’m a good ... uh ...”
“Date?”
I can’t keep from giggling. “Yes, I’m a very good date. Guys pay good money to date me and they have no complaints when our ... date is finished. If I’m in the right mood, I can date a guy’s brains out, date him until he begs me to stop, date him so long and hard that ...”
“I get the picture. We have spoken about this before, Honey and there have been no changes since then. Why bring it up again?”
“I was just thinking that I could show you my appreciation for all that you’ve done for me.”
“That is hardly necessary Honey. I have not actually done anything yet.”
“Yes you have! The time away from the club, the normal clothes, the food ...”
“Which you prepare.”
“But you buy it.”
“For both of us.”
“OK, but I benefit from it.”
“So do I.”
“Will you stop being difficult! I’m trying to tell you what a nice person you are and how much I want to ... date you and you’re arguing with me.”
“That is because I am not a nice person Honey.”
“What are you talking about, you’re the nicest person I know ... at least one of the nicest.”
“You only know one side of me, Honey, there are other sides, much less pleasant sides. I hope you never meet them, for both our sakes.”
“Fine. But why can’t the side that’s massaging my back and me have a little fun ... It’s because I was a guy, isn’t it?”
“Hardly. As far as I am concerned, you are an attractive, beautiful, young woman. Every man in the restaurant tonight would swear to that, as would Andre and Sean, despite your teasing them this evening.”
“You saw that?”
“How could I not?”
“You ... didn’t try to stop me.”
“I was enjoying it too much. A little playful flirting is good for a young woman, particularly for you. I was happy to see some normal behavior from you.”
“What’s normal for me?”
“I suppose that is for you to decide. As for you and I, our situation has not changed. I appreciate the offer, more than you can know, but I feel that it is best not to add a physical relationship at this time. However, that may change in the future and, to be honest about it, I hope it does.”
“Well” I sigh, “Guess we’ll just have to see how things work out won’t we?”
“I guess so.”
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
Hanson doesn’t trust me. Maybe she just doesn’t think I can pull it off. Either way, she won’t tell me what she’s got planned.
“Just do what you normally do, Anthony. Pick Honey up and bring her back to the club” she said. “Keep everything normal until she starts to feel the need to feed on your seed.”
Wonder how long she’s been waiting to use that line.
“You can let whoever you want fuck her tonight but you are not to get anywhere near her, no sex of any kind, is that clear?”
Of course it was clear, I’m not some kind of sex maniac, I can control myself, besides, it’s not like I haven’t fucked her hundreds of times before ... God, it has been hundreds, actually closer to a thousand times. No wonder I’m tired of seeing that face, nice as it is.
“Once she starts to get anxious, call me at the clinic and then bring her straight here. I’ll let you in the back. Plan on staying awhile.”
That’s all she’d tell me. I asked several times what she was going to do but she refused to say any more, though she did have a big, shit eating grin on her face and a nasty glint in her eyes. I got a feeling Honey is in for a rough time tonight. Pulling up to Bob’s house, I park in the driveway, walk to the front door and ring the doorbell. Bob’s there in just a few seconds.
“Good morning Anthony, how are you today?” He’s using his cane again.
“Fine Bob, fine. Yourself?” He jiggles his right hand, which holds the cane.
“Not as well as I would like but having Honey here makes things easier.” He turns back towards the living room. “Honey!” he shouts. “Your ride is here!”
“Yes, Sir!” she shouts back. “I’m buckling my shoes.”
Five seconds later, she comes trotting around the corner, dressed in the same lime green dress I dropped her off in. It’s tight, short, and puts her big tits on display, just as I like it. Doesn’t spark my motor at all. She’s a damn fine looking bitch but she’s the same fine looking bitch I’ve been fucking practically every damn day for more than three years. Guess it is possible to have too much of a good thing. I smack her ass as she scurries by me.
“Time’s money babe, get a move on.”
“Yes, Sir.” She keeps moving towards my car, her fine ass swinging with each step. Still nothing. It’s a shame, that’s what it is.
“Anthony, could I speak with you for a moment” asks Bob. I turn my head towards him.
“Sure Bob, what is it?”
He reaches up with his left arm, putting it around my shoulder, pulling me closer. “I believe that Honey’s medication is not as effective as it once was” he says in a low voice. “She seems to be ... agitated after her recent treatments.”
“Has she said something? She giving you trouble?”
“Not at all. It is just my observation. I only bring it up so that you might mention it to her physician the next time you speak with him.”
I can’t keep from grinning at him. “What a coincidence. I should be talking with her later today. I’ll tell her about it.”
He pats my shoulder and lets me go. “That is up to you, I just thought that I should mention it. I will see you next week. Have a good day.”
“You too Bob.” He shuts the door and I turn to my car. Honey is already sitting in the seat, hands in her lap, eyes fixed on me, a blank look on her face. Looks like she’s doing her best not to piss me off. Smart bitch. Probably won’t help her with Hanson though. I slide into the car and shut the door.
“Ready to go home Honey?” She winces slightly when I say that.
“Yes, Sir.”
I start the car and head back towards the club. Honey reaches up with her left hand and rubs her eye. I think she was wiping away a tear. Probably won’t be her last today.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I just finished getting Honey’s room the way I want it when my cell phone buzzes. I always keep it on vibrate. A ringing cell phone puts my teeth on edge. I check the Caller ID. It’s Anthony.
“Yes, Anthony.”
“We’re back at the club. She should be ready around midnight.”
“I’ll be here when you arrive.”
“How horny does she have to be for this to work?”
“It doesn’t really matter that much, it is just a question of time.”
“Well how long will it take?”
“With any luck, she will be tougher than I think she is and it will take hours.”
“Why would that be a good thing?”
“Because I plan on enjoying this, that’s why?”
“What excuse do I give her for this trip?”
“Just tell her that I want to see her, that should be adequate, or tell her nothing, just get her here.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
“The Doc wants to see you tonight, says it’s important. Get dressed and meet me by the back door in five minutes.”
Anthony shuts the door and I hear his footsteps fade away as he walks down the hallway. The last guy had just left after a pretty quick fuck, which would normally be disappointing, but I’m in the hot zone right now so it doesn’t take much to ring my bell. Haven’t had my dose of Anthony’s sperm yet but maybe he’ll give it to me before we leave. Yesterday’s bottle barely did the job. My pussy was actually leaking during the last set on stage before the “personal performances” started. A wet cunt on display to fourteen guys is so embarrassing. It also makes them more eager to see me after the set.
I quickly wipe down with a wet wash cloth, then some baby wipes. There’s not enough time for a bath but I do put on clean underwear before squeezing into a white crop top and red miniskirt. After a short makeup touch up, I slip my feet into a pair of heels, grab my purse and dash to the back door. Anthony’s already there. It’s only taken me four minutes but he’s not happy.
“I told you to hurry Bitch!”
“Yes, Sir, sorry Sir.”
There’s no use arguing with him, he’d just smack me across the face. Not enough to bruise but more than enough to hurt like hell. Don’t want to damage the merchandise. He’s got a real skill with those slaps. Even though he’s pissed, I’d like to get today’s semen before we get to Hanson’s. I’m already having trouble keeping my hands away from my clit as it is. If this takes more than an hour, I’ll be masturbating in front of her, which she’d love despite complaining about my unlady-like behavior. Here goes nothing.
“Should I have my treatment before we leave, Sir?” He stares down at me, stepping closer. I start to tense up, waiting for the pain.
“If you can give me a 15 second blow job, sure. Otherwise, get your ass in the car.”
Well, that could have been worse but it could have been better too. No jiz means a pretty uncomfortable visit with Hanson. I step out the door and hustle to the car. Anthony’s right behind me. I just get my seatbelt fastened as he floors it and we charge down the street. I wonder what the hurry is. I haven’t officially seen Hanson for weeks, though she’s been to the club several times and watched me dance. The way she looks at me makes me think she’s seen some of my private performances too. I don’t know how, but it’s just a feeling I get now and then that someone is watching me in my room while I’m being fucked or sucking some guy off, particularly if it’s one of the bad ones with those little cards they give Anthony.
In all the time I’ve been under her thumb, I’ve learned that no matter what it is, Hanson’s always a step ahead of me, I’ve given up trying to guess what she wants, I just try to roll with it when it happens, keep her from blowing her stack.
When we reach the Clinic, I notice that even in the dark, it seems bigger. She must have put an addition on it, paid for by Wrangler money no doubt. There’s only one light on in the building that I can see, along with the lights in the parking lot in the back. Anthony drives around to the back and stops near the door. As we get out, the door opens and Hanson steps out.
“Anthony, I am glad that you were able to get here so quickly. And Honey, how are you this evening?”
“I’m fine Dr. Hanson.”
I keep my head down slightly, not looking her in the eyes but not staring at the ground either. I don’t want to appear to be challenging her but I can’t bring myself to voluntarily be too submissive. Of course, if she tells me to, I’m not dumb enough to fight her about it. Just answer her questions and shut up. Volunteer nothing and do what I’m told, maybe then I can get back to the club and a few hours of rest. I don’t get much sleep any more, I’ve gotten used to my bed at Bob’s, which puts the bag of doorknobs I try to sleep on at the club to shame.
“I’m happy to hear that Honey. This should not take too long. Please come in.”
She’s almost always polite because she knows she doesn’t have to be ... and she knows that I know it too. Sometimes I wish she’d just get down to business and skip the dance. I step through the door with Anthony right behind me. Hanson follows us as I hear the lock click into place. She briskly walks past us.
“Follow me please.”
She walks quickly down the hall. Anthony gives me a boost from behind and I stumble after her. The hallway is familiar. I think we are heading towards my usual room, which is more like a cell. The walls aren’t stone and there are no bars but there are also no windows and I’m always locked in unless there are treatments or training. We pass labs that appear to be larger and better equipped than the last time I was here. What is the expansion for? More research?
Even today, I don’t know exactly how Hanson did what she did to me. I know that she changed my DNA but not how she did it. It doesn’t matter, I probably wouldn’t understand it anyway, I’m not very smart.
We turn a corner and Hanson walks into my cell. When I walk in, I see that there’s been an addition. It’s a heavy chair with straps on the arms and legs along with some kind of machine with a bunch of wires and sensor pads. Anthony doesn’t come into the room, he stops at the doorway, blocking it.
No way is this good news. Hanson sits on the cot and gestures towards the chair with her right hand.
“Honey, take off all your clothes and sit down in the chair.” I hesitate for a moment, glancing at Anthony but he says nothing. “Come now Honey, be a good girl and do what I say or there will be consequences” says Hanson. It’s clear that I don’t have a choice so I step out of my shoes, pull the top over my head, wriggle out of the skirt and panties and finally remove my bra, leaving all the clothes on the floor.
“Very nice” says Hanson, running her tongue quickly across her lips. “Now have a seat. Put your arms on the armrests.”
I sit down, my arms resting on the armrest and my legs in front of the chair legs. Hanson stands up, strides over to the chair and proceeds to strap me in. Tightly. All the while she’s tunelessly humming; at least I don’t recognize the song. It’s no use me asking why she’s doing this so I don’t bother, just try to mentally prepare for whatever happens next. She shakes each arm and leg to make sure they are not going to move, then walks around behind me and wraps another strap across my chest, just below my boobs, and pulls it tight, forcing me to grunt.
“That’s not too tight, is it Honey?”
“No Dr. Hanson.”
“Good, I want you able to breath.” She starts to attach the sensor pads to various parts of my body. They are about 1” around, flexible and sticky. They stay wherever she puts them, my forehead, forearms, thighs, and my stomach just above my pussy. After she applied that last one, she ran her index finger up my cunt lips, causing me to shiver. She sniffs her finger and then wipes it in my hair.
“We are going to have a conversation, Honey ... well, I will be asking you questions and you will be telling me the truth. If you do not, I will know, thanks to this new technology. I wanted to wait until you were in the proper ... mood. I would guess that you and Anthony have not had sex in the last twenty four hours or so, is that correct?”
“Yes Dr. Hanson, it’s been more than a week.”
“A week? ... Oh I forgot, Anthony’s little trick with the vials. Let me rephrase my question. Have you had any of his semen in the last twenty four hours?”
“No Dr. Hanson.”
“Are you beginning to feel in need of his sperm?”
“I’m fine Dr. Hanson.” I’m not fine but I don’t want her to know it.
She reaches around behind me. I lose sight of her hand because I can’t turn my head far enough, strapped in as I am. Her hand comes back into view, clutching a thin latex examination glove. She slips it onto her right hand, reaches down between my legs and starts to massage my pussy, paying particular attention to my clit. This goes on for a minute or so, I lose track of time because I am lost in the wonderful sensations, sighing and gasping as she probes my cunt with her fingers. Suddenly the sensations stop and she brings her hand in front of my face. I can see that the glove is wet with my juices and it smells strongly of my musky odor. She wipes her hand again on my hair and I hear the glove snap as she removes it from her hand.
“I believe that your own pussy is calling you a liar Honey, along with my machine. I will leave you alone for awhile to contemplate what will happen should you lie to me again. And keep this in mind.” She walks towards the door and Anthony steps back, letting her leave. She stops and looks back at me over her shoulder. “You will not receive one drop of Anthony’s semen until I am sure that I have heard the truth. Remember what it was like when you first escaped from this clinic and were forced to call me because of your cravings. The transformation process was not complete at that time so the effects were some what muted. It should be much worse now.”
She turns back around and Anthony slams the door shut, leaving me alone, the dim light from the display of the machine making everything look dark gray instead of black.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
Hanson walks back to her office and I follow. She goes in and sits behind her desk. I take a seat on the couch. She shuffles through some papers then starts to type something on the computer, ignoring me completely.
“So what now?” I ask. She looks up like she’s surprised that I said something.
“We wait, of course, Anthony.”
“For what?”
“For Honey to become sufficiently desperate for your semen to truthfully answer any question that I may ask her.”
“Why not let me smack her around a bit. That’s always worked in the past.”
She frowns at that. “How crude. That may be the way you operate Anthony but I believe in a more refined, logical approach. Honey’s body is already crying out for your semen. Her need will only grow over time. Eventually she will not be able to stand it, particularly since she is unable to masturbate to relieve the cravings. I expect that she will be quite accommodating in an hour or so, perhaps sooner.” She sighs and turns away from her keyboard. “Frankly, I was hoping that she would put up a fight. I am curious as to how strong her hunger would become. If she resists, there could be actual physical damage, though likely not too bad ... certainly nothing I could not repair.”
“Why wait. Give me ten minutes and we can all go home.”
She shakes her head. “Sometimes your lack of foresight astounds me. This is an opportunity to further break her spirit. When she capitulates, it will be because her will could not stand up to the demands of her body. It will be all internal, no external force compelled her to answer my questions, there will be no ‘villain’, if you will, for her to blame, only her own weakness. That is a much more crushing defeat because it is difficult to escape from yourself.”
“You don’t think she’ll blame you for this?”
“Certainly, in the big picture but this particular failure should be all hers. Even if she does manage to blame me, it is no worse than you beating the answers out of her and becoming the focus of responsibility, plus if the discomfort is as bad as I believe it will be, the knowledge that the conditions can be recreated in less than a day should keep any future problems with Ms. Sweet-Lay to a minimum. In all respects, my approach is superior to your application of brute force.”
Except I know mine works and quick. Who cares about what will happen in the future? My big right hand will always be there to keep Honey in line. Eggheads get on my nerves sometimes. Still, it ain’t worth it to get in a fight about it now. I’ll let Hanson have her chance. I can always mess Honey up later if it doesn’t work.
“So what am I supposed to do while we wait?”
“I am sorry Anthony. We do not subscribe to ‘Juggs and Ammo’ so there is nothing around here for you to read. Perhaps you can find something to eat in the kitchen. It’s to your left three doors and then right.” She returned to her typing with a smug smile on her face. God, what a bitch!
* * ** * ** * ** * *
It’s been almost ninety minutes since we left Honey alone. I wanted to check on her but Hanson insisted she be left alone. “Let her pussy argue with her” she said, whatever the hell that means. I think that she just wanted to prolong Honey’s suffering. Either way, we’re back at the room, ready to ask questions. Hanson opens the door and hits the light switch. Honey’s covered with sweat, her head hanging down on her chest and her skin is red wherever there’s a strap so she’s been struggling. One of the sensors fell off so Hanson reattaches it. Honey looks up, breathing hard.
“Are you ready to tell me the truth?” asks Hanson. Honey swallows hard and nods. It’s not good enough for the Doc.
“Speak up Honey, I didn’t hear you.”
Honey takes another big breath. “Yes, Dr. Hanson.”
“Excellent. I already know a great deal, Anthony filled me in on his role in this disaster. What I need to know is what went on between you and Mr. James.”
“I did whatever he told me to do. Anthony said keep him happy, so I did.”
“Admirable. Your services did not include sexual favors, is that correct?”
“Yes ... correct.”
“Why not?”
“He wasn’t interested.”
“Didn’t that strike you as odd? I feel a bit insulted. I go to all the trouble to create a beautiful, sexy nymphomaniac and he does not use her as I intended. What did you do for him?”
“Shop, clean, cook ...”
“Where did you learn to cook?”
“College.”
“You are clearly a credit to your alma mater. I saw you at a local restaurant wearing this wonderful dress a few days ago.” Honey’s head jerks up. “Yes, that is how I discovered this fiasco. Who chose your clothes?”
“I did.”
“Who paid?”
“He did. He told me to buy what I wanted, not what you or Anthony bought for me. He said they needed to be practical, work clothes.”
“That dress didn’t appear to be work clothes.”
“Restaurant had a dress code.”
Honey appears to be getting worse. Her legs are beginning to tremble and shake. None of the stuff the Doc is asking about is worth all this trouble. I think she notices Honey’s symptoms.
“How are you feeling Honey?”
“Terrible.”
“Describe it.”
“I’m on fire. There’s an agonizing, burning itch deep inside me that I can’t scratch and it’s driving me crazy! Please ... let me have Anthony’s semen!”
“Since you are so desperate, I’ll cut to the big question. Does Bob James know the truth about you?”
Honey looks at me, then Hanson. “What truth?”
“That you were once a man, if you could call Josh Thomas a man.”
“No, he doesn’t know.”
Hanson leans back and looks at a couple of dials on the machine next to Honey, then stands up. “Sorry Honey, that doesn’t appear to be the truth. I guess we will resume this interview later.”
“No, please! He doesn’t know anything! I was just doing what Anthony told me to do. I’ve done nothing wrong!! Please ...” Hanson walks out the door.
“Come along Anthony.”
I switch off the light and close the door. The pleading look in Honey’s eyes as the door shut will stay with me for awhile.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
She’s smiling when we get back to her office. She even slaps my arm in joy.
“Wonderful! Honey is going to put up a fight! I could not have hoped for more!”
“What’s so damn good about that?”
“She can not possibly resist her biology. Her eventual surrender will be all the more devastating the longer she fights. My little toy still has a bit of a backbone. Best to break it now before more trouble develops, don’t you think?”
“I don’t know what to think. How do you know she’s not telling the truth about Bob?”
“Oh, she’s not but she will. I just hope it’s not too soon. I still have a couple of things I’d like to try before she cracks. We best not give her more than ten minutes this time. I don’t want her passing out.” She stands up. “I need to go to the bathroom and freshen up a bit. When I get back, we’ll go visit Honey again.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
She’s in worse shape this time. Both legs are all jumpy, like the muscles are out of control. Her breathing is more erratic and she’s sweatier, if that is possible. She’s started to bleed where the straps are rubbing against her skin. Hanson’s brought a big beaker of ice water with her and she throws the water in Honey’s face. She sucks in her breath and her eyes go wide, like she’s in shock. For a second, I thought she was having a heart attack but then she started breathing again, closer to normal. Her legs stopped jumping too. I think the cold water helped, at least for a short time. Hanson asked again if Bob knew the truth about Honey and she said no, that he knew nothing. She asked some other questions about Bob, where he came from, what he did for a living, background stuff that I didn’t know. Apparently, Honey didn’t either. I thought she was telling the truth but Hanson said she was lying again so we left. Honey didn’t beg this time, just moaned.
“Is she going to be OK?” I ask.
“Probably” Hanson replies. “I was a little surprised she did not break that time but thank God for small favors, right?”
“Uh ... yeah ... right.”
Hanson is into this way too much. She’s getting off big time on Honey’s suffering. I got no problem with inflicting pain for a purpose but pain for pains sake is weird shit. I’m afraid if this goes on much longer, I’m gonna have to get rid of a body.
“Look Doc, we have to finish this and now. Honey’s in bad shape. I’m not a doctor and I don’t know what that machine is telling you but if this doesn’t end soon, she’s gonna die!”
“I am afraid that I agree with you Anthony. Her condition is deteriorating faster than I anticipated. If she doesn’t break soon, she will likely become unconscious, which puts an end to my questions. We would have to start all over again tomorrow.”
“What?”
“She can not be permitted to win Anthony, surely you can see that. Once we started down this road, there could be only one outcome, her surrender. Anything less will make the relationship between us and Honey intolerable. I will do this as many days as it takes. As for the machine, it tells me nothing. I just set it up to look impressive and persuade Honey that there was empirical evidence that she was lying. Let’s try again.” She opens the door before I can say anything.
Hanson’s just going on her gut that Honey is lying, she could be totally telling the truth and all of this is a waste of time! I don’t care what Hanson says, this is it! As the light streams into the room from the hallway, it’s clear that the chair has fallen over on its’ side. I hurry in as Hanson hits the lights. I pull the chair upright, Honey appears unconscious, head slumped to the side, eyes closed, arms and legs jerking.
“Help me get her out of this!” I shout.
“Wait just a moment Anthony.” Hanson reaches into her pocket and pulls out a vibrator. She switches it on and sets it on high, its buzzing sound filing the room. She takes it and starts rubbing Honey’s pussy with it. In seconds her head lifts and eyes open. She starts to make this moan/cry/yelping sound that I can’t tell if it’s pleasure, pain or both. She may have had an orgasm, hard to tell with all the extra muscle spasms in her arms and legs. Whatever happened, she seems to be awake again. Hanson gets down in her face.
“Does Bob James know the truth?”
“He ... knows ... nothing” she croaks.
“We will see you in an hour.”
Hanson turns to leave. I reach out and grab her arm. One way or another, she’s ending this right now. I open my mouth to say something but Honey beats me to the punch. With tears flowing down her cheeks, she struggles to talk.
“Bob ... knows ... everything.”
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The continuing sequel to "Team Spirit" by Janice the Dreamer. Bob James and Dr. Amy Hanson finally meet, with Honey Sweet-Lay's future up for grabs. Chapters 16 through 19 of 48. Rating and indicated elements apply to the entire story.
TEAM SPIRIT: THE SECOND HALF
By Meps98
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
I’ve been here two days, recovering from the “interrogation”, as Hanson calls it. There’s a meal on the folding table next to the cot but I can’t eat.
I failed.
I failed Bob … I failed myself. I couldn’t hold out any longer. The pain was so bad. I knew I was going to die!
After betraying Bob, I think Hanson gave me a shot of something because I don’t remember anything until the next morning. She came in and started asking me all sorts of questions about him. Whatever she gave me, the symptoms were gone and I initially tried to go back to my old story, but then she reminded me that in less than a day I could be right back in that chair. That did it. I couldn’t get back in that chair, never again. It was the worst thing I’d ever been through, worse than the Super Bowl parties. At least with them, there was the constant sex that kept the worse symptoms away until I got what I needed from Anthony. Those hours, days, whatever in that room was the most horrible experience in my life. I told her everything I could about Bob, which wasn’t much, but she seemed to believe me this time.
Why couldn’t I convince her that I didn’t know anything? It was that damn machine! I don’t think it was a lie detector, at least not like one I’ve ever seen before. Whatever it was, I couldn’t get anything past it. Bob will understand. Oh GOD, I hope he’ll understand!
I spent most of the first day crying uncontrollably. My one chance to escape, gone! And now Bob was being drug into the mess too. Kind, gentle, sick Bob. He won’t stand a chance against Hanson or Anthony. They both are pretty pissed at him, pissed at me too, of course, but I think they plan on dealing with him first before getting to me, which is a whole other reason to be crying.
Can’t hardly bring myself to sit up on my cot, I mean, what’s the use? I had several weeks with a few days of something resembling a normal life, at least as normal as possible, and now it’s all gone. It was gone as soon as Hanson found out about it, but I could have saved Bob by just keeping my mouth shut. I wasn’t strong enough, brave enough ... man enough.
I’m just a worthless, spineless, whore!
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I stopped by to see Honey on my way to Hanson’s office. She looks a lot better but her attitude sucked, seems depressed or something. I guess that’s not surprising, given what she went through. I didn’t say much to her and she wouldn’t even look at me. Of course, she’s not the immediate problem, Bob James is.
Hanson called me, asked me to come over to discuss “our mutual problem”. Apparently she’s got some new information. The receptionist passed me through and I headed straight for her office, except for that short detour. Hanson was reading some kinda report when I walked in.
“Shut the door Anthony and have a seat.”
I took the chair across from hers at the desk. “What’s that you got?” I nod towards the papers in her hands.
“It is a report from my sources in the police department, everything that is available on Bob James.” She closes the folder and pushes it across her desk towards me. “It appears that Honey told us the truth ... eventually, at least as much as she knew. Mr. James did not share much information with her, though his life appears to be so bland and uninteresting that I can understand why he would be ashamed to talk about it. A perfect example of a drone. An entire working life selling shoes. At least he traveled a bit ... actually quite a bit. Some of the countries were rather unstable, politically speaking. Syria, Pakistan, Lebanon, Columbia, Northern Ireland. I can’t imagine there is much of a shoe market in Somalia. Regardless, he is here in Dallas now and we have to deal with him.”
“What do you have in mind?”
“Unlike Honey, we do not have biology on our side this time.”
“He’s sick right? What info do you have on that?”
“Nothing beyond what Honey told me, which was practically useless. The symptoms she described could be any one of a hundred illnesses, injuries or genetic defects or a combination thereof. No, I am afraid that this time we will have to rely on your expertise Anthony.”
Good. Finally something I can sink my teeth into.
“Do you think you can handle him?” she asks.
“Are you kidding? You ever seen the guy? Piece of cake. I’ll have to be careful not to hurt him too much right off the bat. The guy uses a cane for God’s sake!”
“I would prefer to try and persuade him that Honey was lying to him concerning her situation. If we can do that, it should put an end to our problem.”
“How you gonna try to pull that off?”
“Play up the evidence of mental problems. The actual truth sounds crazy. Would you believe that she was once a professional football player? She would be unable to provide any physical evidence supporting her story so we just need to provide enough evidence of mental instability to cast sufficient doubt on her truthfulness. That should not be too difficult.”
“And what if he doesn’t buy that story?”
“Well then it will be necessary to apply sufficient force to compel him to tell us what he knows, make sure that it matches up with what Honey told me and find out who he may have told.”
“You mean that there could be other people out there we’ll have to track down?”
“I believe that you are now realizing why this little venture of yours was such a bad idea.”
“Hey, how was I to know it would get out of hand.”
“The possibility was clear from the start and that should have been enough to keep you from pursuing Mr. James’ offer.”
“It’s too late now to worry about that.”
“Indeed it is, though this incident may cause me to reevaluate our current arrangement ... after this problem is dealt with.”
Wonderful.
“Let’s say I have to rough him up a bit and he spills his guts. What do we do with him afterwards?”
She leans back in her chair, hands resting in her lap, fingers interlocked.
“Assuming that the leak ends with him and no others have any incriminating information, the safest course is for Mr. James to disappear. According to my reports, he has no family of any kind. No wife, current or past, no children, no surviving parents, no siblings. With my contacts in the police department, any investigation could be either stopped or become perfunctory. I am not happy about it, but it seems to be the most effective course of action.”
“Which means you expect me to take care of him.”
“That particular skill set is one of the reasons you were involved in this affair from the start. It is time for you to pull your weight. Besides, your greed and stupidity created the situation in the first place. I think it is hardly unfair for you to be required to assist in solving the problem. Do you disagree Anthony?”
I’d like to tell the bitch where to stuff it but she’s got a point. I did go along with the deal from Bob. He’s the one who violated it by trying to take Honey away from us. Well, that was his mistake and so it may cost him, plenty.
“When we going to do this?”
“I suggest Monday evening at your usual drop off time. I do not want to give Mr. James any advance notice so I want Honey to stay with me until then. She could use the time to fully recover from her ordeal. In addition, I have been giving her anti-depressants to make sure she recovers mentally.”
“I thought you wanted to break her spirit.”
“I do, but not to the point of suicide. I want her dancing on a fine wire but not falling on the wrong side of that wire. Once I get her past this trauma, I plan to wean her off the medication and let guilt, shame and despair do their jobs.”
I’m not happy about losing the money from Honey’s dancing and fucking until Monday but I can tell Hanson’s not gonna give on this one. She may actually be right about getting Honey straightened out before putting her back in the club. She still isn’t acting right and I don’t think smacking her around is the answer this time.
“Fine, I’ll be back here Monday at 12:30 a.m. to pick you both up and then drive to Bob’s unless something changes.”
“I suggest that you bring a handgun.”
“Won’t need it. I can take this guy with one arm and both legs tied behind my back.”
“I’m sure that you can, but better to have it and not need it than need it and not have it.”
“Huh?”
“Bring the gun Anthony.”
I stand up and wave my hand dismissively. “Fine. Whatever. See you Monday. Call if there’s any new info or the plan changes.”
Walking through the clinic towards the front door, I resist the urge to check on Honey one last time before leaving. She’s not my problem right now, Bob is. I better concentrate on him
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
I had lost track of the days while at the clinic. That happens a lot when I’m here, probably the drugs she keeps giving me. Whatever they are, I’m feeling a little better. I haven’t been crying as much at least. It surprised me when Anthony showed up with an outfit for me to wear. It was one of his favorites, bright red with a scoop neck and tight as hell. Even thought the skirt is short, it’s so tight across my thighs that I still can’t walk normally, I have to take short steps, particularly with the 5” heels he brought.
“Get dressed Honey, we’re going to visit your boyfriend tonight and have a little talk.”
“We are, Sir?”
“Yep. You, I and the Doc. Just a friendly little talk about the weather, the Cubs, the price of oil and how he was planning to help you leave your good friends at the club and the clinic.”
So, this was it. They were going to take him out tonight. I’d tried to figure out in the last few days what they might do to him. None of it was good. The best case I could come up with was they’d beat the shit out of him, warn him to keep his mouth shut and let him go. That was also the least likely one. Everything else was much worse, usually he’d end up dead. His only chance was to play dumb, deny everything, call me a liar and then get away as fast as he could. I’m completely screwed, but there’s a slim chance he might escape if he’s a good enough liar.
Anthony stepped out of the cell and I got dressed, combed my hair and used the makeup he brought. They were the wrong colors to go with this dress. Men never get this right. In the end, I was presentable, but just barely.
It was 1:00 a.m. before we got to Bob’s house. I rode in the back with Hanson while Anthony drove. Hanson said that they brought me along so that I could learn a lesson about what happens when people try to take her property. After parking the car in the street, all three of us approached Bob’s front door. Anthony rang the doorbell. Bob opened the door and greeted as all with a smile, like he was expecting this.
“Come in, come in. I’m so glad to see all of you.”
Bob stepped back away from the front door indicating with his arm that we should all come in. He was dressed in jeans and a big, loose fleece zippered top I’d never seen before. He limped back into the house using his cane for support. Hanson seemed surprised by this greeting. I certainly was. She hesitated before stepping through the front door. We all entered Bob’s living room, Hanson first, then myself, with Anthony bringing up the rear.
“Anthony, have a seat. You have a seat also Honey ... It is so good to finally meet you Dr. Hanson.”
Bob moved into the living room. He sat down in a hard back wooden chair, leaving the couch and love seat open. I sat down on the love seat and Hanson sat on the couch but Anthony remained standing. Everyone one just looked at each other, the silence growing more uncomfortable by the second. Bob broke the ice.
“Would anyone care for a drink? I don’t keep much alcohol in the house normally but I did buy a bottle of wine for this occasion. If you’re not interested in wine, I have Coke and bottled water.”
Hanson took all this in without any obvious reaction but I could tell that she was both angry and confused. This was not going the way she anticipated. She cleared her throat. “Unfortunately, we’re not here for a social visit. After speaking with Honey, I have determined that she has been filling your head with a series of fantastic stories and lies. I thought it would be best for everyone if we met so that we could set the record straight.”
Bob had a slightly amused look on his face, along with that annoying smirk. He slowly shook his head side to side.
“Now Doctor, I would imagine that you did much more than simply speak with Honey. I would guess that you used some extraordinary persuasive techniques on her before you got the information you were looking for. I had to push her rather hard myself to get the truth the first time and, deep down, she wanted to tell me. In your case, she would have been trying to hide the truth at all cost. My guess is that she put up a pretty good fight before finally giving in. Of course, you created her, so you would know the best buttons to push.”
“This is exactly what we need to talk about. I am Honey’s psychiatrist and I have been treating her for years concerning her delusional beliefs. She has been telling these fantastic stories since she was nine years old.”
Bob’s smile grew wider.
“So your position is that her story about once being a Wrangler Girl and appearing in the Super Bowl four years ago is a complete fabrication?”
“That is correct, no doubt about it.”
Bob pushed himself up off his chair, using the cane for leverage. Anthony took a small step back, giving him a clear path to Bob, who was slowly walking to the coffee table in front of Hanson. He bent down and picked up the universal remote, returned to his chair and carefully sat down. Holding the remote in his right hand, he pointed it at the TV and DVD player, switching them both on. As the DVD loaded, he turned towards Hanson.
“The league issues a Super Bowl DVD each year, one of their many promotional endeavors. I purchased this one on Ebay at a substantial discount.” Just then, the main menu popped up. “I spent several hours reviewing it and made some interesting discoveries. Let me show you.” He used the remote to enter a particular time code and hit “Enter”. The DVD went right to the opening ceremonies where the players ran through an inflatable tunnel onto the field. When the Wranglers ran on, the Wrangler girls lined both sides of the runway, jumping and smiling.......always smiling. Bob hit “Pause” and then “Zoom”.
“If I am not mistaken, that is Ms. Honey Sweet-Lay in all her glory.”
There, on the TV, was a perfectly framed picture of me from four years ago, a bright, empty practiced smile on my face, caught in mid jump, my boobs barely restrained by the skimpy top. Hanson leans forward.
“That could be any one of a number of girls, they all dress alike on those squads you know.”
“Do you really think so? Under normal circumstances, I might defer to your expertise, you were a cheerleader in high school after all.” Hanson stiffens when Bob says this. Those are unpleasant memories for a lot of reasons. Bob either doesn’t notice or care. “I had an old friend run the data through a facial recognition program. It was a 99.672% match.” He points the remote at the DVD player again and enters some more numbers. This time, the scene is a sideline shot of the Wrangler’s bench. He pauses and zooms a second time. “The picture is not as clear this time, but there is an 86.75% chance that is you standing next to an 89.06% Anthony.” He’s right; the picture is a little fuzzy on the details but most anybody would say that is Hanson and Anthony standing side by side on the forty yard line. He switches the TV off and sets the remote on the ground next to his chair.
“Doctor Hanson, You have checked me out and I’ve checked you out so let’s cut the crap. You are many things, but not a psychiatrist. You are Nobel Prize winning molecular biologist and geneticist. You have a worldwide reputation for extraordinary work. You are forty two years old, but would appear to be closer to twenty one years old. You have a small private research clinic here locally, funded primarily by grants and consultation fees, the fees are mostly from the Dallas Wranglers, which have increased greatly in the last two years. Your clinic is staffed exclusively by women, which is fairly unusual for the field you're involved in. Even more unusual, no one on the staff would appear to be older than thirty years when records indicate the oldest is eighty two. Obviously, they do not give Nobel prizes to just anyone, but what you have accomplished with Honey is beyond belief. Or it would be beyond belief if I hadn’t checked her story out and found it to be one hundred percent true. “
Dr. Hanson was clearly straining to keep her temper in check.
"As you said Mr. James, I've had you checked out also. You seem to know quite a bit for a retired shoe salesman."
Bob leaned back in his chair.
“I'm sure your contacts with the local police were very thorough but they don't have the resources to really check out my background. If necessary, I'll explain all of this later."
"What do mean ‘if necessary’? " said Dr. Hanson. The volume of her voice was beginning to rise. "Who are you to decide what is necessary? You have yet to provide me with any evidence of any kind to justify why you believe what Honey has told you, beyond your little trick with that DVD. Right now, all you have is a story worthy of a cheap science fiction novel. Unless you have some evidence, no one will believe either you or her."
“Dr. Hanson, I have no intention of telling anyone about this, at least at this time. There's no benefit to me to spread this story. Unfortunately for you, the facts are likely to be exposed in the next few months anyway, regardless of what I do. It may take up to eighteen months for this story to get out, but it will get out."
Dr. Hanson and Anthony exchanged glances. Both were clearly not happy about what they were hearing. Anthony moved a couple steps closer to Bob but he remained sitting in his chair with that infuriating smirk on his face.
"Exactly what facts are you referring to Mr. James?" asked Hanson.
"Well let's start at the beginning. Honey is really Josh Thomas, the missing quarterback for the Dallas Wranglers. You are responsible for changing him into the young girl that we see before us today. I'm not sure exactly how you accomplish this, but it would appear to be some form of genetic manipulation. Your reason for this was revenge for a rape that occurred during your senior year in high school. Josh Thomas raped you after the homecoming game that year. You never reported this to the police but decided to take matters into your own hands. It took years of preparation and research but you were finally ready. You persuaded the Dallas Wrangler management that you could improve the health of their players, giving them an edge over their competition. Your treatments did exactly that, at least for everyone except Josh. From the standpoint of the Wranglers, his treatment was a total failure. Of course for you it was an unimaginable success. Team management was already planning to replace Josh in the next year or two with Billy Joe Coleson, so Josh’s failing health and ultimate disappearance did not upset them in any way. In fact, they were quite happy about it because it saved them his rather enormous salary. Since no one else suffered the same ill effects from your treatments, there was no reason to investigate the situation very closely. Ultimately, Honey went to work for Anthony here as a part-time dancer and a full-time whore. About the only time Honey leaves the club is to be the party favor at the Wranglers’ Super Bowl victory celebration. I believe they have won the Super Bowl the last three consecutive years, going undefeated two of those three years. Oh, I failed to mention that you grew a penis and raped Honey.”
Bob paused and looked Dr. Hanson squarely in the eyes.
"I've been able to confirm aspects of Honey's story by making some discreet inquiries with certain friends of mine, ex-coworkers if you will. But my primary source of information is Billy Joe Coleson”
"Billy Joe Coleson would not dare tell you anything. Even an idiot football player would be smarter than that."
Bob's smirk got slightly larger.
"Thank you for that confirmation Dr. Hanson. Billy Joe did tell me the story but he was under the influence of alcohol and certain special drugs when doing so. You can't really place the blame on him. Over the years, I have found that if more than two people know a secret it's not a secret. Sooner or later, it comes out. Unfortunately, many more than two people know your secret or at least parts of it and more than a few of them are starting to talk. No one other than myself has put the whole story together and I had Honey’s help, so quite possibly no one else ever will, but the parts that are being talked about could lead to investigations which will cause you quite a bit of grief.”
I thought Bob was smarter than this. I had told him all about Amy Hanson and he should have known that you can’t talk to her like this. Either she would do something or she would have Anthony do something. Right now, my money would be on Anthony. I was trying to get Bob’s attention by making small hand gestures to warn him but he either didn’t see them or he was ignoring me. I couldn’t risk doing anything more. I was already in enough trouble. Hanson again looked at Anthony but spoke to Bob.
“Who is saying what and why should it cause me any trouble?”
Amy was really pissed now. It was that damn smirk on Bob’s face. I swear, he could make Gandhi take a swing at him. Whatever he said next was going to be the game breaker.
“Doctor, I am under no obligation to answer your questions. You are a guest in my house and I decide what happens here. Our little conversation today is just a courtesy to you and Anthony. I am inclined to let you pay the price for your foolish mistakes, let nature take its’ course so to speak.”
I physically cringe when I hear this. Why don’t you just call her a stupid bitch and get it over with? The shit has really hit the fan now. Amy is visibly shaking, barely holding back her rage.
“Anthony, would you please give Mr. James a lesson in respect.”
Anthony starts to move towards Bob, who struggles to stand up, leaning heavily on his cane. He gets upright and raises his cane above his head, holding it in his right hand. Anthony towers over Bob, who steps away from his chair, giving him room to maneuver.
“Anthony, I have nothing against you. I promise that I will do my best not to seriously injure you.”
“I really appreciate that Bob” said Anthony with a laugh. He then lunged at Bob, who brought the cane down, aiming at Anthony’s head. Anthony reached up and caught the shaft of the cane with both hands, easily ripping it from Bob’s grip.
Then Bob was gone.
Not really gone, but one second he was in front of Anthony and the next second he was behind him. He had spun on his left foot about two hundred seventy degrees as Anthony went by him. Bob shot his right arm straight down and a thin black cylinder about ten inches long dropped from the sleeve of the top into the palm of his hand. He flicked his wrist as he completed his turn and the cylinder extended out to about thirty inches in length. It was one of those collapsing metal batons. Anthony still held the cane in both hands and it looked like he was trying to drop it yet he couldn’t let go. With a low sweeping backhand motion, Bob struck Anthony in the back of both knees, which reflexively collapsed. Anthony fell to his knees and then pitched forward flat on his face because he still couldn’t let go of the cane. He started to push himself up off the floor on his elbows but Bob stepped to his right and, using the baton, sharply struck Anthony on the side of his head with a glancing blow. Anthony crashed to the ground face first with a loud grunt and lay there motionless. Bob remained poised over him with the baton raised, ready to strike again. The whole thing took about eight seconds. I don’t think I had ever seen anyone move as quickly as Bob when he did that spin move.
Amy leapt from her seat and charged straight at Bob. She was only twelve feet away. As she closed on him, he swung the baton at her. I closed my eyes, waiting for the impact.
There was nothing but silence.
I slowly opened my eyes. Amy was standing stock still about four feet from Bob with the tip of the baton an inch from the end of her nose. Bob’s arm was extended straight at her but he was still looking down at Anthony.
“Doctor, I suggest that you return to your seat. You have seen what happened to Anthony and I like him.” He then turned his head towards Amy. “I am not particularly fond of you.”
Amy slowly backed away from Bob and returned to her seat without ever taking her eyes off him. Once she sat down, Bob knelt down next to Anthony and touched his neck, checking for a pulse. He also checked his ears and mouth. I think he was looking for blood. He then quickly patted Anthony down and found his Glock .40. Why didn’t Anthony go straight to the gun instead of going hand-to-hand with Bob? Because he didn’t fear Bob. Hell, I thought that even I could have taken Bob if push came to shove.
Live and learn.
Bob chambered a round, pocketed the Glock and then flipped Anthony onto his back. He was still holding the cane in both hands. Bob picked up the cane by its handle, lifted it up a foot and dropped it. Anthony’s hands never left the shaft. Bob looked at me and said one word.
“Glue.”
He had spread some kind of glue on the cane. When Anthony grabbed it, his hands stuck. It was like he had handcuffed himself before the fight even started.
“Honey, would you please lend me a hand?”
Oh God, what do I do? I immediately looked at Amy. She nodded her head “Yes”, giving me permission to follow Bob’s directions, at least for now.
“We are going to grab Anthony under the arms, lift him and place him in this chair” indicating the wooden chair Bob had originally been sitting in. “Be careful with him. I do not want to injure him anymore than I already have. Also, do not touch the cane.”
We struggled with Anthony, finally getting him settled in the chair. All this time, Bob was very careful to keep Amy in his line of vision. He never really looked directly at her, but she was always under his observation. I think he was trying to tell her he did not view her as a threat but he wasn’t taking any unnecessary chances.
“Thank you, Honey, you can have a seat next to Dr. Hanson for the moment”
I went over and sat down on the couch as far from Amy as possible. Bob opened the drawer of the table next to Anthony and pulled out a metal can, a rag, and several long, thin strips of plastic. He opened the can and poured a liquid onto the rag. There was a distinct gas-like smell. Bob rubbed the rag around Anthony’s right hand, which slowly released the cane. He did the same with the left hand. Once the hands were free, Bob started to tie Anthony to the chair using the plastic strips. They were heavy duty cable ties that zipped tight.
All this time, Amy had said nothing. Now she spoke up.
“What did you put on that cane?”
Bob continued trussing Anthony up. “It is a special quick grab adhesive. Anthony would have been able to get his hands free eventually but it would have cost him some skin. The solvent works fairly quickly, as you saw.” Bob said this in a conversational tone, like he was talking about home repairs. He straightened up and stepped back away from Anthony.
“That should hold for now. Doctor, please come over here and take a look at him. I believe that he probably only has a concussion, but I would prefer a more professional opinion.”
Amy rose from the couch and strode over to Anthony. Bob stepped further back and gently rested his right hand in the pocket he had stashed the Glock. Amy had regained most of her composure since the attack. She began to examine Anthony, checking his pulse, eyes, ears, mouth and nose. She also felt the side of his head where the baton struck him.
“That was a neat trick, feigning infirmity to lull Anthony into a false sense of superiority so he would not view you as a threat.”
“Oh I often do need the cane to get around. I just did not need it today. I took an extra dose of medication to help, which I will end up paying for later.”
As she straightened up, she seemed satisfied. “You are probably right about the concussion, obviously I can’t be certain without a more thorough examination.“
Bob reached into a pocket with his left hand and removed a small box. He tossed it to Amy. “I would like Anthony to be awake for this, if possible and not too dangerous for his health.”
Amy opened the box and removed a large capsule. It is one of those ammonia inhalants you use on the sidelines of a game when someone gets their bell rung.
She snapped the ampoule. “Let’s find out”. She waived it under Anthony’s nose for about five seconds. He started to stir and then awoke with a snort and several coughs. He looked around with a blank stare and tried to move his arms. When he realized that he couldn’t move, you could see in his face that his mind came back into focus and that he was mad as hell. He started to struggle and curse.
“What the fuck is this? What happened? Where the hell is the bastard who did this to me? If I am not free in ten seconds, I am going to rip your head off and stuff it up your ass! When ...”
About that time, Bob pulled the Glock from his pocket and let Anthony see it. That shut him up pretty quick.
“Well, Anthony seems no worse for wear, at least for the moment. Dr. Hanson, if you will sit back down, we can finish our conversation and everyone can be on their respective ways.”
Amy returned to the couch and sat down. Bob backed into the kitchen, reached around the corner, picked up another wooden chair, brought it into the living room and sat down.
“Dr, Hanson, it is clear that you are a genius within your fields. Your general plan of vengeance was diabolical. I mean, it really was a case of the punishment fitting the crime. However, you do not have a good grasp of how the world of professional sports works, nor the inner workings of a strip club. You have created a situation that works in the short term but is guaranteed to fail in the long term.”
Amy had to interrupt him. “You keep saying that but you refuse to provide any proof. Simply repeating something does not make it true.”
Bob thought for a moment.
“It is unlikely that you would believe me, so I will let Anthony explain it.”
Anthony had a shocked look on his face. “Don’t get me messed up with this shit! I want nothing to do with it”
“Now Anthony, this will be relatively simple” Bob said. “I am just going to ask you a series of questions. You just answer them honestly and the truth will reveal itself.”
“Go on Anthony, answer the questions. I won’t hold anything you say against you.” added Amy. Anthony glanced back and forth between Amy and Bob, looking trapped, then he stopped to think, which took a few seconds.
“Fine, let’s get this over with”
Bob seemed delighted. “Excellent. OK, first question. Do you have any personal experience with professional football?”
“Yeah, I played for Baltimore for three years before my knee blew out.”
“What do most players think of their coaches?”
“They’re usually decent guys. Most are ex-players so they know the score, but some can be real bastards.”
“What do most players think of management, the owners, the GM and others?”
“They’re blood sucking mother fuckers who will cut you from the team at a drop of a hat to save twenty bucks. You can’t believe a word that they say and only half of what is written in your damn contract.”
“So, are you saying that there is little team loyalty among the players?”
“Oh players are mostly loyal to each other, as loyal as a bunch of egomaniacs can be. They’re just not loyal to the owners because owners aren’t loyal to them.”
“What has Wrangler management done with their veteran players over the last three years?”
“Some are still with the team. They’ve released, cut or traded a lot of them”
“Why is that?”
“Because they asked for more money after winning all those games and Super Bowls.”
“What have the Wrangler’s done instead of paying the veterans more money?”
“They’ve signed older players at the end of their careers with a low cost, short term contract without a big signing bonus.”
“How can these older, nearly washed-up players keep the team winning?”
“Dr. Hanson’s magic juice makes them young again so you’ve got the best of both worlds, experience and youth.”
“What happens to the players released by the Wranglers?”
“Sometimes they’re signed by other teams, usually a big contract, sometimes they retire.”
“How do the ones who stay in the League perform without access to Dr. Hanson’s ‘magic juice’?”
“Usually not very well. I think the sportswriters are starting to call it the ‘Wrangler curse’.”
“How many players would you say the Wranglers have let go over the last three years that now play for other teams?”
“How the hell am I supposed to know that?”
“I don’t need an exact figure, just an approximate number.”
“Oh … I’d guess … about thirty to thirty five.”
“Is there any reason for these players to remain quiet about Dr. Hanson’s ‘magic juice’? After all, they were cut loose by the Wranglers and there is nothing illegal about it to their knowledge.”
Anthony remained silent for several seconds and then he answered.
“No.”
“If one of their teammates, someone they were friends with, asked them about their time with the Wranglers, do you think they would mention a medical treatment that re-grew lost hair or restored youth or sexual vigor?”
Again Anthony was silent at first, like he was just beginning to realize a horrible truth.
“Yeah … they might say something about it.”
“Would any of these players talk to the press about these same things, perhaps after having a bit too much to drink?”
“Oh Jesus Christ, you know they would. Some idiot would want to be the big man and tell the inside story about the Wranglers.”
“Dallas likes to call themselves ‘America’s Team’. In truth, outside of the State of Texas, how do fans feel about the Wranglers?”
“They hate their fucking guts.”
“What do other team owners think about the Wranglers?”
“It’s worse.”
“What is America’s number one sport?”
“Professional football.”
“If rumor’s surfaced about some special medical treatment the Wranglers were using to keep ahead of the competition, do you think there might be an investigation by the League or even Congress?” Anthony was again slow to answer that one.
“Yeah, probably.”
“If evidence was discovered about Dr. Hanson’s ‘magic juice’, would the other teams rally around the Wranglers or hang them out to dry?”
Anthony was sounding more and more defeated.
“You know the answer to that. The Wranglers would be toast.”
“If the Wranglers were ‘toast’, would their management protect Dr. Hanson?”
Anthony lowered his head to his chest.
“We are so screwed.”
Bob turned to Amy.
“There is your answer. There are actually thirty seven players still in the League who were once with the Wranglers, who received your treatments and are now playing with other teams. Most of these players are performing below expectations. When pushed to explain their poor performance, are they going to take the blame or are they going to talk about those really great shots they got from a certain Nobel Prize laureate?”
Everyone was looking at Amy. I couldn’t read her face and I had gotten pretty good at reading her, purely as a matter of survival. I have to admit, I was enjoying this in an “all hell is breaking lose but at least its not just happening to me” sort of way. Amy took a deep breath and then spoke.
“Alright, let’s say, purely for the sake of argument mind you, that this unlikely chain of events happens. There was nothing illegal about the treatments any of the players received.”
“Except for Josh Thomas” interjected Bob.
“With the possible exception of Josh Thomas” continued Amy. “The treatments did not involve steroids, human growth hormones, blood doping or any banned substance. Even if there is an in-depth investigation, the bottom line is that no banned substances were used and none of my people will say anything about Honey.”
“I think it is quaint you still believe that Doctor. Billy Joe Coleson has cracked once and he will crack again. No one has put the screws to your staff yet. The hold you have over them is that they need you to continue to receive their ‘youth treatments’. If those treatments end, your hold is broken. As I said before, if two people know a secret, it isn’t a secret.”
“And why would their treatments end?”
Bob’s smirk had returned full force.
“Your funding sources raised many questions. Most basic research is performed in Universities, funded by the government, both federal and state, and large foundations. They pay for the equipment, material and space and provide underpaid grad students as slave labor. They also perform oversight and require peer review, two things I believe that you would prefer to avoid. If you are not doing basic research, then it is usually product specific research, developing an idea into a marketable drug or treatment. This is generally funded by corporations, again with close oversight. They want regular progress reports and regular visits by the bean counters. You would likely object to so many eyes looking over your shoulder. If you eliminate those sources of funds, money gets pretty tight, even for a Nobel Laureate. That leaves private investors or paying for it out of your own pocket. You built the lab with the money from your Nobel Prize but needed additional funds to actually run it. Right now, the Wranglers pay you approximately three million a year to keep their players in tip top shape. In fact, you save them tens of millions in players’ salaries. If I were you Doctor, I would hire a new agent and negotiate a better deal.”
“How do you know so much about my private financial affairs?”
“A lot of it can be found in the public records, the Wranglers are a public corporation after all. Just because Skeeter Smith is the majority shareholder does not make it his team.”
“None of that proves anything.”
“Agreed Doctor, but what service could you be providing to the Wranglers that is worth three million dollars a year?”
Amy angrily stares at him, but says nothing.
“Never mind, I believe we all know the answer to that question. Your financial affairs are only circumstantial evidence of questionable activities. There is other evidence.”
“Such as?”
“Again, as I said before Doctor, I don’t know exactly how you transformed Josh Thomas into Honey Sweet-Lay, and I don’t want to know, however I can make certain logical assumptions about your treatments. You are sitting on four, possibly five, of the largest commercial goldmines known to man. You could make Bill Gates and Warren Buffet look like middle income slobs.”
“What are you talking about?”
“Doctor, you are not a fool. Let’s take the least marketable use for your treatment first.
One. You can turn a man into a fully functioning woman and probably the reverse. Sex Reassignment Surgery for both sexes just became obsolete. This should be worth millions on the open market. It would be worth much more if a person could safely switch back and forth.
Two. You can restore youth to both men and women. Re-grow hair, restore virility, putting an end to most of the cosmetic surgery industry. Good bye Viagra, Cialis, botox, and Rogaine. This should be worth billions on the open market.
Three. You grew a penis on a woman. If you can do this, then you should be able to enlarge breasts, fix noses, make people taller, thinner, blonder, pretty much change any physical feature of a person. This brings an end to the rest of the cosmetic surgery industry. Again, worth billions. A truly successful penis enlargement treatment by itself would be worth billions.
Four. You should be able to cure some diseases, and control the symptoms of practically all other diseases. We are talking billions again. And lastly;
Five. You are forty two calendar years old but physically nineteen to twenty three years old. How long can you keep the clock on hold? Taken to the extreme, you might be offering immortality. It is much too early to tell, but the possibility exists. How much would immortality be worth on the open market? You would be the richest person on the planet by a factor of a thousand.”
Bob paused, again looking straight at Amy.
“You would have thought of these uses for your treatments and possibly others, yet none of these have happened yet. The logical conclusion is that there is something either illegal or unimaginably immoral about your process, either a step in the production or the raw materials or both. It isn’t a question about rarity of materials or a complicated manufacturing process, that just makes each treatment more expensive and, heaven knows, there are plenty of rich people ready to pay for perpetual youth. Tell me I am wrong.”
Amy just glared at him, not wanting to reveal any information.
“I am going to assume I am right or close to it. That means that you have something to lose if there is an investigation of your involvement with the Wranglers, ignoring what might happen if they found out about Honey.”
Bob shifted in his chair, stretching his legs a bit. He continued.
“I still haven’t dealt with Anthony’s problems. For that I need to ask Honey some questions.”
Everyone looked at me. Up to now I had pretty much been able to hide in the corner of the couch but now had suddenly become the center of attention. Anthony perked up, seeming to recover some of his old swagger.
“Honey doesn’t know shit about anything.”
“Please, Anthony, Honey is a surprisingly observant and intelligent person.”
Amy snorted a laugh. Bob ignored her.
“I know that you have little to no respect for athletes Doctor, but even an average professional quarterback has to have a very good memory, the ability to rapidly analyze changing situations and chose the best option available to maximize success. Josh Thomas was not an average professional quarterback but an outstanding one. He may have been a poor excuse for a human being, abusive, selfish, borderline alcoholic, and a misogynistic womanizer but he was not stupid. I have spoken at length with Honey and, despite the physical changes, the mental capabilities remain intact. If you will permit her to answer my questions honestly, without fear of punishment for speaking the truth, I believe you will find her responses interesting.”
Amy was looking at me with narrowed eyes, like she was reconsidering her opinion about me.
“Fine. Honey, you can answer his questions honestly unless I tell you not to answer a particular question at all. I promise that neither I nor Anthony will punish you for your answers.”
“Wait a minute, you can’t speak for me.”
I think Anthony was feeling a bit embarrassed, still tied to the chair and all. He had to say something.
“OK. Anthony, do you agree to the same terms?” asked Bob.
“Sure, as long as I can keep her from answering some questions too.”
“Fair enough” said Bob. “Keep in mind that she and I have been talking for weeks and I am not going to ask her a question that I don’t already know the answer to. This is just to demonstrate what she knows.”
Bob scooted his chair closer to me. I tried to sink back into the couch.
“Honey, I’ll only ask you a few questions. Just answer them honestly and there will be no problems. They have promised not to punish you for your answers.”
“Please Bob, leave me out of this. I don’t care what promises are made. Just leave me alone.”
“Honey, you will answer his questions or...”
Bob raised a hand to silence Amy. He reached forward and gently took my hand in his.
“Honey, it is important you answer these questions. You are involved in this situation and you must be part of the solution.”
What does he mean “solution”? Is there still some way out of this for me? I decide to cooperate. How much worse could it be?
“OK, ask your questions.”
“How long have you worked at Anthony’s club”
“Over three years”
“In all that time, have you and Anthony have ever been separated for more than a day?”
“Not until I started spending Tuesday morning to Thursday morning with you.”
“What do you do at the club?”
“You know what I do. Don’t make me say it.”
“It’s important, so please answer.”
“I dance for the customers but most of the time I’m just a whore.”
Amy was enjoying this.
“How many other girls dance?”
“On and off, about ten.”
“And how many of them use drugs?”
Anthony started to object but Amy waived him quiet. I hadn’t realized that Anthony was that frightened of her. I’d never seen them in conflict before. It occurred to me that maybe Amy’s been mostly calling the shots all along.
“Practically all of them use drugs, mainly coke.”
“Where do they get the drugs?”
“I never told you who provided the drugs!”
“I know. I have other sources for that information, besides everyone here already knows that Anthony provided the cocaine that was used to frame Josh Thomas.”
“Yeah, that’s right. OK, Anthony provides the drugs most of the time but the girls also have other dealers.”
“Where does Anthony get the drugs?”
I looked at Anthony but he made no move to object.
“I think he gets most of his stuff from a guy called Ray Tombs.”
“Describe Mr. Tombs.”
“He’s six foot two, two hundred ten pounds, mixed race white/Hispanic, about thirty years old, has several tattoos; tiger on the back of his neck, some kind of Chinese symbols on his bicep and a confederate flag on his ass.”
“How do you know about the tattoos?”
“The same way I know he has a six inch cock.”
Bob actually blushed for a second.
“Have you had uhh ... relations with many of Anthony’s associates?”
“I’m his primary fringe benefit. Anybody who has business with Anthony gets to fuck me for free, whenever they want. I do the beer guy, the paper supply guy, the health inspector, a couple of cops. It keeps his costs down for the reps to be able to stick their cocks in my pussy, ass or mouth for nothing.”
Bob was looking a little uncomfortable. I don’t think he has a whole lot of experience with women like me ... wait, there are no other women like me.
“So you could give a detailed description of practically anyone who does business with Anthony and describe their relationship with Anthony, legal or illegal?”
“Probably.”
Bob released my hand and straightened up.
“Honey has been with Anthony every day for over three years. She’s seen and heard practically everything he has. She has seen everything that has gone on in the club and is uniquely positioned to give a detailed description of every one of his male associates.” I correct him.
“Some females too.”
“Really? You hadn’t mentioned that. Either way, she knows more than enough to get Anthony put away for decades.”
I didn’t like where this was going.
“I would never say anything! Anthony, you know I would never say anything to anybody! I’d die first! You know that, don’t you?”
Bob looked at Anthony.
“Is that true?”
“Yeah, it’s true. The bitch would never rat me out. She knows that I’d kill her.”
“You mean if Dr. Hanson would let you kill her, right?”
Anthony glanced at Amy.
“Yeah, yeah, if the Doc said it was OK.”
“That’s because Honey actually belongs to Dr. Hanson, doesn’t she? You are just her keeper, aren’t you Anthony? Your club is her zoo cage and you are the zoo keeper, giving her a daily feeding of your semen.”
Anthony flexed his arms, trying to break the ties that held him in the chair but they wouldn’t budge.
“Yeah, that’s right.”
“What would happen if Honey was arrested in a raid on the club and thrown in jail for, let’s say, three days?”
Just as before, Anthony appeared to be considering a possibility that had never entered his mind before.
“She’d go nuts. Hell, after one day she would be horny enough to fuck anyone. After a day and a half, she’d be begging to be fucked.”
“Do you think she would tell the police what they wanted to know if someone agreed to have sex with her? Isn’t that pretty much the same technique you and Dr. Hanson used to get her to tell you all she knew about me?”
“That will never happen. That’s why I pay for protection, that’s why those cops get freebies with her.”
“That is true now Anthony, but things do change. A little bad local publicity forces a crackdown on drugs and prostitution, particularly during an election year. If a regular working girl gets arrested, she can do a little time standing on her head, but not Honey. She is an addict and there is only one source for her ‘drug’ of choice ... you. The addiction guarantees that she will never leave your side by choice but terrible things happen if she is separated from you for more than thirty six hours. Unfortunately, someone can give her temporary relief just by having sex with her, but it is only temporary. Can you imagine the number of cops who would line up to fuck her to keep her talking about all the dirt she knows about you and your drug connections. They could never use her as a witness, if only because she would probably be dead in forty eight hours, but she would tell them everything she knows before dying. She is every criminal’s nightmare, an informed witness that you can not keep from talking to the cops if they get their hands on her. You have taken precautions to keep her out of the hands of the police, but you can not guarantee it. God help you if you fail.”
Bob looked back and forth between Amy and Anthony.
“Am I wrong? “
Neither one said anything. Anthony started to say something but shut up. Bob began again.
“So here we sit. Dr. Hanson is facing the likelihood of being outed as the source of the Wrangler’s recent success by using probably illegal treatments and Anthony being forced to keep the best possible witness against him close-by twenty four hours a day, where she just keeps gathering more harmful information about him.”
Amy shook herself out of the funk that had fallen over her.
“What about you? My sources said you are a retired shoe salesman but that is clearly crap. Who are you? Why are you here? Why are you telling me this? Why do you even care?”
Bob again shifted in his chair, stretching both legs this time. I think they might be starting to cramp up.
“Let’s just say that I used to work for the Federal government. My services were required when they wanted a quiet, untraceable, final solution to certain problems with a particular person. I was a trouble shooter, so to speak.”
“Why the need for the secret identity?”
“I actually have several identities. ‘Bob James’ is just the one I chose for this particular trip. Billy Joe knows me as ‘Richard Johnson’, a firearms dealer. All of these legends were useful during my working days so I kept them in retirement, just in case.”
“What is a ‘legend’?”
“Oh, I am sorry Doctor. I did not mean to confuse anyone. ‘Legend’ is a term of art, what my profession calls an alternate identity with a full history and records stretching back many years. It is what you tried to create for Honey after she stopped being Josh Thomas. Unfortunately for you, it was a half-assed job. A new driver’s license and Social Security card? I took me about ten minutes to figure that out. Actually, that was the first thing that piqued my interest when I checked out Honey’s background.”
Amy was starting to show some anger again. No one calls anything she does “half-assed”.
“And why were you checking out Honey and involving yourself in my business?”
“That’s an interesting story Doctor, full of coincidence and fate. You have probably noticed that I can’t really stop moving in this chair.”
“Yes, you appear to be suffering from some involuntary muscle movements, painful I hope.”
Bob smiled at that comment.
“Yes, Doctor, quite painful at times. I suffer from Multiple Sclerosis, MS for short. It is an incurable, crippling but not usually fatal disease. I have the relapsing-remitting form, which means good periods and then it comes back on the attack again. It is a gradual, stair-step decline in my health. Since it attacks the brain, I could lose any of my faculties at any time, sight, speech, mobility, balance, anything. MS forced me into early retirement from my government position, though to be honest, I had grown tired of the work anyway. I have no living family and never been married, so what does a man facing almost certain crippling disability alone do? I decided to look for a loyal companion to assist me as my health declined. I could just hire someone, but I was looking for a relationship beyond employee/employer. I wanted someone who would feel a certain sense of obligation to me, that they owed me something, and of course, it wouldn’t hurt if that person was a young attractive woman.”
Amy frowned at that while Anthony smiled. Typical men.
“So what you were looking for was a sex toy?”
“No, Doctor. That was one of the first faculties MS stole from me. I could manage an erection on a good day, but I am pretty much impotent. It doesn’t mean that I can’t appreciate a beautiful woman, I just can’t do much more.”
Well that explains a lot! Why the hell didn’t he tell me this sooner? I’d have understood, we could have cuddled or something. Why are men so emotionally attached to their cocks?
“I had done a lot of distasteful things in my old profession, so I decided to save some poor, unfortunate, desperate girl from a life of degradation and pain. Balance the scales a bit; get some good karma, if you will. I planned to check out the local dives and red light districts, find a girl with the skill set I needed or one who could learn those skills and then buy their freedom from their pimp/manager. I would do this with her agreement, of course and she would be paid a very good wage, but I would hope the girl would have some gratitude towards me due to the rescue from her terrible situation, with more loyalty towards me than just another employer. I have been looking for the last nine months and Honey was the best candidate, by far. I should really congratulate you Doctor, I have never seen a more desperate and distressed person before in my life.”
Bob paused and bowed his head slightly towards Amy. She acknowledged him with a similar bow of her head.
“I contacted Anthony and made arrangements to spend two days per week with Honey at my home as a trial run. He did not know what I was planning, but was paid very handsomely for her time. He declined my offer at first, for obvious reasons, but when he came up with the idea of packaging his semen and calling it her medicine, the problem was solved, at least from his standpoint. I, on the other hand, was extremely curious as to why she needed medication. I could hardly hire someone to help me as my health worsened who had her own serious health problems. Instead of sending Honey to a medical exam, I started with having her ‘medicine’ analyzed. You can imagine my surprise to find out exactly what was in those bottles. I decided to bide my time and let the situation play out. Honey turned out to be a surprisingly good cook and housekeeper. She also had an amazing amount of knowledge about sports, cars and other ‘male’ subjects. There was nothing too unusual about that. Interests vary widely among people of the same sex. Honey, on the other hand, had very clear memories of events that happened before ‘she’ was ever ‘born’. Honey has had no real, extended contact with any other human beings, other than Anthony, you Dr. Hanson and the other dancers at the club, since her transformation. Her interaction with the other dancers was pretty much limited to work subjects like costumes, routines, music, make-up, drugs, what bastards men are and sex, so her uncommon knowledge of older events rarely came up. She never had to hide her true nature from either Anthony or you. In short, she had no practice being Honey Sweet-Lay. That meant that all sorts of inconsistencies popped up whenever I spoke with her for more than twenty minutes. The more time I spent with her, the clearer it became that, while she looked like a beautiful seventeen to eighteen year old girl, something was just not right. That’s when I decided to question her about these inconsistencies and I’m sure that she has told you the rest. I used some mild torture techniques and you probably used some similar but much stronger techniques, all based on denying her access to Anthony’s semen.”
Bob paused and looked around the room.
“I am thirsty from all this talking. Would anyone care for a drink now?”
Anthony shrugged.
“Fat lot a good it would do me.”
“If you promise to behave Anthony, I will release you.”
Anthony glanced at Amy and then looked at Bob.
“OK. You let me go and I won’t cause any trouble. You’ve still got the gun.”
“Quite true. That is acceptable. Honey, please go into the kitchen and make a pitcher of lemonade while I cut Anthony free.”
I wouldn’t trust Anthony as far as I could throw him, but this was Bob’s show. I went into the kitchen and made a pitcher of instant lemonade. When I came out with the pitcher and three glasses, Bob had just finished freeing Anthony’s hand and one arm using some blunt wire cutters to cut the ties. He gave the cutters to Anthony.
“I believe you can finish the job yourself Anthony. Honey, you need one more glass. Everybody should have a drink.”
I went to the kitchen, picked up one more glass and returned to the living room.
Anthony was just finishing with the straps.
“Honey, please pour everyone a drink and have one yourself” said Bob.
I poured four glasses of lemonade and then handed them around. Both Amy and Anthony eyed them suspiciously, but Bob took a big drink. I sat back on the couch.
“Where was I? Oh yes, the discovery of Honey’s true past. Once I found out that she was transformed by Dr. Hanson, the reason for that transformation and the unbelievably abusive treatment she has endured in the last three years, it was clear that Dr. Hanson was never going to release her to me or anybody else. She existed purely for Dr. Hanson’s eternal quest for vengeance. My search would have to continue.”
Amy seemed confused. Angry and confused.
“First, this is not vengeance, it is JUSTICE! That self-centered, egomaniacal moron RAPED ME! He walked away without punishment of any kind. And his treatment of me was no different than his treatment of practically every woman he ever encountered! Women do not have to put up with this any more. I had the power to make sure that Josh Thomas would never hurt an innocent woman again and I used that power. Thomas will never rape another woman and is learning in a direct and unique way the consequences for that kind of behavior. You are in no position to pass judgment on me! We still do not know who and what the hell you are and what you want!”
Bob crossed his arms and just sat for a moment, looking at the floor. Amy was straining forward, barely staying on the couch. Bob sighed.
“Doctor, we can debate the issue of the justification of your treatment of Josh Thomas and if he has suffered enough but that would be a waste of both our time so I will move on to your questions. I am never going to tell you my real name. You can accept me as ‘Bob James’ or not, I do not care. There is nothing you can do to me that will compel me to reveal my true identity. As for what I am, I assume you are not asking if I am male or a human, but what I did for a living before I retired. Trust me when I say that you would not believe me if I told you.”
“I am sick and tired of this superior attitude. I want an answer to my question NOW!”
Bob’s smirk returned full force.
“I was an assassin.”
“WHAT?”
“An assassin. A hit man. A killer for hire. I was one of a small group of experts employed by the US government to kill people that they decided they would prefer not to be alive.”
“You were no such thing!”
Bob shrugged. “Told you so.”
“You do not look anything like an assassin! You’re a complete blank, a nonentity, unremarkable in any way. Your picture should appear in the dictionary as the definition of ‘average’!”
“In other words, the perfect assassin. None of us look or act like ‘James Bond’, Doctor. An assassin wants to blend in, go unnoticed both before and after the kill. The more invisible, the better. You are mistaking an assassin for ‘muscle’. Anthony is the prototypical example of ‘muscle’. His mere presence conveys the threat of harm. Do what he says or else. Occasionally he will need to hurt someone in a very visible way to maintain that reputation. It may even be necessary for him to kill somebody, but everyone must know about it, or at least suspect it, so that his reputation as someone not to fuck with is enhanced. ‘Muscle’ is deterrence, to prevent problems from happening. You call for an assassin when you want the job done quietly, without a trace, no links back to you, no fingerprints.”
Amy was no longer leaning toward Bob, but sitting at the very back of the couch, creating as much space between them as possible. Anthony had also sat back as far as he could.
“I find it extremely hard to believe that you are some kind of super spy. Why would you even admit to that?”
“Again Doctor, you are confusing job descriptions. An assassin does need some of the skills of a spy to be successful, but my primary job was to get in, kill and get out alive, while not leaving any trace of my presence. As for my willingness to admit this to you, I said before, I do not care if you believe me. It is not my job to persuade you that I am telling the truth. You asked the question and I have answered it. You may do what you wish with the information. It really does not matter anyway because I will not be in town much longer. Which brings me to your last question, what do I want?”
“Here it comes” muttered Anthony. “How much?”
“Nothing.”
“You want something other than money?” asked Amy.
“I want nothing from both you and Anthony. To be more specific, I want you both to do nothing.”
“What are you talking about?”
“When I discovered the truth about Honey, I had two choices. I could simply disappear, leave town, close the bank accounts, pack up the house and slink off into the night without a trace. I am very good at that. However, if I did just disappear, Honey would have taken the blame for me discovering her secret. You would have none of the information produced by this meeting and would have punished her severely out of fear and anger. So I chose option number two, to meet with you and Anthony, explain what happened and to make it clear that this problem, the revelation of Honey’s origins, and all the future problems that are about to hit you like a ton of bricks are of your own making due to incompetence and a lack of foresight and that Honey is not to blame for any of it. When I say I want nothing, what I mean is that I want you to do nothing to Honey, to not punish her.”
“And what if I decide to ignore your impertinent request and make Honey pay through the nose for the next decade? What will you do about it?”
“I will do nothing.”
My heart actually stops. I can’t breath. What has Bob done to me? He’s got Amy totally pissed-off and now he is leaving with me left holding the bag. I don’t know how my life could get any worse, but I know Amy will spend every waking moment making sure it does.
“I don’t think you have a decade Doctor. I’ve already explained what is likely to happen in the next eighteen to twenty four months. How you treat Honey is your business but your more immediate concern should be taking the steps to avoid the onrushing train. There are things you could do that might save both yourself and Anthony, no guarantees of course, but they could certainly improve your chances. I will be leaving town in the next day or two. I would like to avoid shredding my ‘Bob James’ and ‘Richard Johnson’ legends but I have others. In less than forty eight hours, ‘Bob James’ will cease to exist and you will never be able to find me. I want to make this clear Doctor. I am not promising to keep my knowledge about Honey and your treatments to myself. There is no advantage to me to tell anyone at this time but that situation may change. If it does, be assured, I will reveal all your secrets.”
Amy was clearly shaken by that statement. One hour ago, she was planning on taking care of a minor problem with the help of Anthony’s big right hand. Now, she was trapped. Even if Bob was wrong about the potential problems with the League and all the information I knew about Anthony’s “business associates”, he was an enormous loose cannon with a burning fuse that was about to disappear into the night. She would never know if or when he might go off, but if he did, she was completely screwed. Her reputation, her clinic, her Nobel Prize, maybe her very freedom were at risk.
And all Bob wanted was nothing.
Amy was silent, drumming her fingers on the couch next to her. Anthony was splayed out on his chair, his head laid back, looking at the ceiling.
Bob cleared his throat. “If there is nothing else, I think we are done here.”
Amy looked at Bob and cocked her head to one side. “You say that you want nothing from me. What if I have something that you could use?”
“Anthony may have told you that I am fairly well off financially. You can do amazing things in the stock market when you have advance notice of the deaths of major international figures. Besides, I doubt that you can afford to buy me off. Even if you could, I would be obligated to let you know that you cannot buy loyalty, you can only rent it until a better offer comes along. Sad, but true.”
“I am offering something that money can’t buy. I am offering you your health.”
“You mean a cure for MS? There is no known cure for MS. They don’t even know the cause for MS. The assumption is that it is a combination of both genetic and environmental components but no one knows which genes or what chemical, virus, bacteria, or whatever. Without that information, even your amazing technology cannot help me. I am not going to let you start randomly changing my DNA to see what happens.”
Amy was silent again for a few seconds.
“What if I can offer you a way to control the symptoms without curing the disease? You said it yourself, my technology should be able prevent the symptoms of any diseases it can’t cure. I’ve never tried to do that with MS but it should be relatively easy, in theory. MS causes the loss of the myelin sheath around the nerves in the brain, which leads to short circuits, if you will, and all the physical problems. Repair the nerves and the problems disappear. Even if you still have MS, no nerve damage means no problems. One thing my technology is good for is repairing damaged body parts.”
Bob leaned back in his chair and viewed Amy through narrowed eyes. “To turn your question around, assuming I accept your offer, what do you want?”
“Well, obviously your silence, but I was also thinking about the things you claim I could do to avoid the Armageddon you are predicting will happen to me. I would expect you to provide advice and counsel to keep me out of trouble.”
Bob thought for a moment.
“You have piqued my interest Doctor. I need to think about this before I give you my answer. I will tell you this.... I will not kill anyone. I gave that up when I retired.”
“You mean that you wouldn’t have killed me?” asked Anthony.
“Oh, I would have killed you, luckily that was not necessary. I will kill in self-defense. I am not a saint or an idiot. I just won’t kill to make my life or job easier.”
“I can accept those terms” said Amy as she stood up. “It is late and we all have much to think about. Honey, Anthony, let’s go.”
So that was it. All that yelling and fighting and we were just going to walk out. I was going back to the club and Amy was going home.
Amy reached into her purse, removed a card and held it out towards Bob. “When you have made a decision, call me at this number. It’s my private cell.”
“I already have that number Doctor.”
“Why am I not surprised.”
Bob pulled the magazine from the Glock, emptied it, ejecting each bullet into the palm of his left hand and then took the gun apart, leaving four big pieces. He pulled a plastic bag from his pocket, put the parts in the bag and kept the ammo. He gave Anthony the bag, who accepted it with a grimace.
With that, we left. Anthony didn’t take his eyes off Bob until the door was closed. He kept his eyes on the door until we pulled away from the house. Once we were a couple of blocks away, he finally spoke.
“You can’t be seriously considering fixing that guy up in return for his help. You saw what he did to me and he’s practically a cripple now. What the hell would he be like if he was healthy?”
“Yes Anthony, I did see. I am seriously considering replacing you, but for now, I suggest you shut up. We have much to discuss but I want to get Honey back to the clinic before we talk.”
“The clinic? I want her back at the club. She needs to get to work and earn her keep. I got bills to pay, ya know.”
“As Mr. James so succinctly put it, Honey is mine. You are her keeper. I let you use her as you see fit as long as it doesn’t interfere with my plans. Right now, we have one big problem, possibly more. I need time to think, to make some plans and I want Honey under my control until I can work this out. As for your daily contribution to her diet, you can send it over in one of your bottles or deliver it fresh yourself in the morning. Let’s just be quiet for now until I can get Honey back home for some beauty sleep.”
We drove on in silence. Anthony was pretty upset, probably both for how Bob whipped his ass and that Amy reamed him out. For now, I was safer with Amy than him. Amy is much worse in the long run but Anthony might just snap and beat me to death tonight.
We arrived at the clinic and Amy locked me in my cell. I felt oddly detached from everything that had happened today. When I first met Bob, I started to find my life barely tolerable. Those two days with him were like a weekly vacation. Then he told me his plan and I thought there was actually an escape from this hell. I had hope. Now that hope was gone but it was replaced with the chance that Amy’s plans and schemes were going to get blown to bits. I don’t know how that would affect me but anything would be better than this, right?
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
Some days, I felt all of my forty two years. It was like there are two separate ages, externally twenty but internally forty two. I know that it was just stress and fatigue. This evening had not turned out at all like I had expected. Anthony had been less than useless and I was forced to listen while that blowhard Bob James, or whatever his real name is, blathered on about all my alleged mistakes and the dire consequences to come. What does he know about anything? Even if he is not who I thought he was, he is certainly not an assassin! Why would someone like that show up in Dallas? What are the odds that he would become fixated on Honey? Unfortunately, regardless of who he is and what he really wants, he knows way too much to let him simply walk away.
“Anthony, we need to talk. Come to my office.”
He does not move right away, likely still in shock at how easily he had been disabled. He may be less capable than I had originally thought, but I did need his assistance so I had better direct his attention towards the important pending problems. I reached out and touched his arm.
“Anthony, we have some decisions to make and we need to review our options. Let’s sit down, have a drink and calmly assess our situation.”
He turns and looks down on me, shrugging his arm away from my hand.
“Why do you care what I think? I’m just a zoo keeper. You’re going to do whatever you want, regardless of what I say so why pretend what I say will make any difference.”
“That’s not true Anthony.” I touch his arm again. “You are an excellent judge of people and have a keen understanding of what motivates the average person.” A little false flattery should help bring him around. “Mr. James knows more than enough to give us both trouble. We need to come up with a coordinated plan to deal with him. Let’s go have a drink.”
I turn and head for my office. Anthony hesitates and then follows me. We walk in silence until reaching my door. I open it and step aside to let Anthony enter first.
“What would you like to drink? I have vodka, scotch, and white wine.”
“Vodka on the rocks, if you got it.”
I open the mini-fridge, remove the bottle of vodka, pick a glass off the shelf, fill it two thirds with vodka and add two ice cubes. I hand it to Anthony and then pour myself a glass of scotch, neat. If I let him talk first, maybe he’ll think his opinion is important to me.
“What do you think of his story?”
“I think he may be telling the truth. It answers a question that has been bugging me ever since I met him. Practically every one I meet is frightened of me. It’s only natural since I’m so big. Even people who I’m friendly with are a little frightened … including you Doc. Bob was never scared of me, not for a minute. I thought that maybe he was just very good at hiding the fear but now I think that there was no fear to hide. If I was a trained killer, I probably wouldn’t be afraid of many people.”
“That’s an interesting observation Anthony”
“He’s probably making too big a deal out of the possibility of Honey being arrested by the local cops and then spilling her guts. I’ve been paying the right people off for years and you’ve got your own connections. Even if she gets arrested, we can bail her out. That does leave the State cops and the Feds unaccounted for so we aren’t out of the woods completely.”
“There is also the possibility of you being arrested and not being able to make bail. I could treat Honey until you get out, assuming you get out. At least she wouldn’t be talking to the police.”
“Yeah, that’s true, but both you and Bob were able to get her to talk without a whole lot of effort. This addiction to my semen thing may be more trouble than it’s worth.”
Anthony seems a little too willing to give up his biological control over Honey. Why is that?
“I admit that Honey’s addiction can be easily exploited, but you have to know about it to exploit it. She is the only woman on the earth, for now, with that addiction so it is unlikely anyone else would figure it out. How would you control her if it was removed?”
“Don’t worry, I can control Honey with or without her needing a daily dose of my love juice. She’s so scared of me, she’d never betray me unless forced to by her withdrawal problems. Now what do you mean about Honey being the only woman addicted to me for now?”
“Well … I was just thinking that Honey might enjoy having a twin sister.”
“Oh no. No. No. No. NO! You are out of your mind! You tricked Thomas into doing nothing while you transformed him because he didn’t know what was going on until it was too late. You also kept him doped up. Bob will be expecting something like this. I don’t think he’ll take you up on your offer, but if he does, he’ll be on the lookout for some kind of double cross. If he is what he says he is, you do not want to piss him off!”
“Now Anthony, all I need to do is get him into the clinic. Once he is here, I can cut him off from the world and transform him into a carbon copy of Honey. Think of the money you could make with a twin act. Think of the number of men who would pay for sex with twins. I understand that this is a common male fantasy. He said that he has no family so no one will be looking for him. We know about his skills now so we can take the necessary precautions, there won’t be any surprises this time. Plus, you will get twice the sex you do now.”
Anthony actually winced when I said this. What is his problem?
“Doc, Josh and Bob are two different guys. When you transformed Josh, you took away everything that he was. He went from being a famous, big, male, All-American football star to a small, sexy, young girl who has to dance and screw for a living. You transform Bob into a girl and you’ve got a female assassin on your hands, a fucking pissed off female assassin. She’d kill us all the first chance she got.”
“She wouldn’t kill you if she needed your sperm every day to survive and you could use that to keep her from killing any one else.”
“I’m not sure about that at all. If Bob really was an assassin for the government, he’s faced death more than once. He might make an entirely different choice than Thomas when given the two alternatives, cave in or die a horrible death. He could kill us all and then kill himself.”
“I could try to decrease his intelligence so that he wouldn’t be able to clearly remember his past or form a coherent plan to take vengeance on us.”
“You can do that? Why didn’t you do that to Honey?”
“I wanted Honey to remember everything from her prior life. To remember what she had and what I took from her and why.”
“Yeah but Bob didn’t rape you so why change him into a woman?”
“Anthony, I strongly suggest that you do not speak so cavalierly about my rape. That is between Honey and myself so you should keep your nose out of it. As for Bob’s transformation, he did not keep his nose out of my business and now it is time for him to pay the price. No one threatens me and gets away with it. If he has such empathy for Honey, he can join her and share her pain.”
I couldn’t tell if Anthony had bought into my plan or not. I’m sure that I could handle Bob James myself as far as the medical procedures and keeping him isolated until the transformation was done. I needed Anthony after the transformation was completed. Well, if he had no interest, I could always find someone else in the same line of work who would probably jump at the chance of having two young, sexy twins at his beck and call. This time, I’d make certain that the new keeper would be ignorant of their origins, protecting the secret. The real problem then would be what to do with Anthony.
“OK. Let’s say you can get Bob to your clinic, transform him and dumb him down enough that he’s no longer a danger. We’ve still got the problem with the Wrangler’s ex-players telling what they know to other players, their new management or the press. Bob hit the nail on the head on that one. That’s going to happen with or without him.”
“I don’t think the situation is as bad as Mr. James made it out to be. I will certainly change my procedures in the future, possibly disguising the shots as vitamins, vaccines or some other kind of treatment. If the Wrangler’s owners are alerted to the potential problems with the ex-players, they can take the steps to keep it from becoming a problem. After all, they would have a great deal of influence over the League as the most successful team.”
“Doc, he’s got a much better understanding of the real world of professional sports than you do. I doubt the Wrangler’s will be able to help much at all. I haven’t had a whole lot to do with the team so, if things go bad, it’s more your ass than mine. If you insist on going ahead with this scheme, we’re going to have to get him to tell us his plans for solving this problem before you start screwing with his head. Since we got Honey to talk, maybe the same thing will work on Bob.”
It appears that I have a co-conspirator after all, though a reluctant one. I can work with that for now. All that is left is, will Bob James take the bait? There is one other thing I need to do while waiting for that question to be answered. Have a talk with Billy Joe Coleson as soon as possible.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I did not get any sleep the rest of the night after the meeting with Bob James, spending the time in the lab preparing for his eventual transformation, should I get the chance to put my plan into effect. I worked until 7:30 in the morning and then left to go visit Billy Joe Coleson. I had decided to see him in person instead of a phone call, I wanted to see his face while he explained about his contacts with Bob James and why he thought it was necessary to tell him about Honey.
The dew was still on the grass when I pulled up to the security gate outside his ostentatious “McMansion”. Leaning out of my car window, I pressed the button on the call box. There was no answer. I pressed again, then a third time but still no answer. I pressed the button a fourth time but did not release it, holding it down for almost a minute before there was a response.
“WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?!!!” the voice shouted from the call box.
Finally. “Good morning to you too Mr. Coleson. This is Dr. Amy Hanson. We need to speak immediately.”
There is no response right away so I lean on the button again.
“Stop that! What do you want?!”
I am surrounded by idiots. “It is Dr. Amy Hanson Billy Joe. Let me in. We have a problem, possibly a big problem. We need to talk.”
“About what?”
“Don’t make me angry Billy Joe, you know what I am capable of. Unlock the gate and we can talk about it.”
There’s no response. I start to reach for the button again when I hear a loud thunk and the gate begins to slowly open. I drive through and observe through the rear view mirror that the gate has closed behind me. I drive along the circular driveway, eventually reaching the front door. I park the car there, walk up the steps to the front porch and ring the bell. This time he responds promptly, opening the door. When I walk in, Billy Joe has his back turned towards me and is shuffling back into the main area of the house. He is barefoot, wearing a bath robe. He stops and starts to turn towards me.
“So what’s the big fucking problem?”
He’s naked under the robe, hasn’t even bothered to tie it, and sporting an erection, which is pointing right at me.
“Would you PLEASE cover yourself!”
He pulls the robe tighter around himself. “Big fucking deal. You’re lucky I put the robe on at all. Hell, you’re a doctor, ain’t like you haven’t seen one of these before. Just a morning woodie. You got me up before I could take care of it.” He flips the lower part of the robe open, exposing himself. “Care to help a guy out?”
Disgusting pervert! I’d tell him exactly what I think about his “little” performance but I do not need him in too bad a mood ... yet.
“No thank you, not really interested. Since you have plans for later, I will get right to the point. There is a problem, possibly a major problem, with Honey ...” Billy Joe plops down on a sofa and interrupts me.
“I‘m planning to see Honey tonight. Just broke up with my girlfriend last night, think it’s finally over. Thought I might pay her a visit at the club and work off some of those negative vibes, know what I mean? Fiona said some pretty nasty things and I couldn’t hit her, being on probation and all, so I thought of Honey, naturally.”
“Naturally, however Honey is not currently at the club, she is at my clinic and ...”
“Even better! No lines to worry about. I can get there around ...”
“Billy Joe! Shut up and focus! Do you know a Bob James?” He looks up at me for a few seconds, blinking his eyes, a stupid expression on his face. It is a miracle that there have not been problems before now.
“No, don’t think so.”
“Richard Johnson?”
“Yeah, yeah, I know him. Gun dealer, hell of a shot. There was this time when we were ...”
“Fascinating. Did you say anything to Mr. Johnson about Honey?” He does not answer right away, which is never a good sign.
“Like what?” Evasiveness. The moron told him!
“Like Honey Sweet-Lay was once Josh Thomas.” He does not react, just sits there, fiddling with the edge of his robe.
“Why would I do that?” More evasiveness.
“I do not know why you would do it, that will come later. What I want to know now is, did you tell him the truth about Honey?” He looks down, continuing to play with the edge of his robe. “If I have to drag this out of you Billie Joe, it will not end well. Answer my question!”
“What if I can’t?”
“Can’t what?”
“Answer your question.”
“It was a fairly simple question, one most three year olds could answer. Surely you are as advanced as a three year old child.”
His head snaps up and he glares at me. “Screw you! I understand the question! It’s just that ... I ... uh..”
“You ‘uh’ what?”
He glares at me again. “I don’t remember! ... We were sitting around, having a couple of beers. I was drinking some of this dark beer crap he had and he was going on and on about how great Josh Thomas was, what a great guy he was and it pissed me off ... cause of what he did to you and all.”
“My knight in shining armor. Go on.”
“Yeah ... sure. Well he was saying all this shit about Thomas and I wanted to tell him all about Mr. Wonderful ... and ... uh ...”
“I told you not to make me drag it out of you!”
“That’s it! I don’t remember much of anything after that. It’s all blurry. Next thing I clearly remember is waking up on my couch, a grenade launcher in my lap.”
“A grenade launcher?!”
“It’s a long story. I kinda recall telling him about Honey and Thomas but it’s like in a dream, ya know? That beer was really strong.”
“Well, it would appear that it wasn’t a dream. His real name was Bob James ... well that may not be his real name either. Regardless, Mr. James now knows practically everything about Honey, Anthony, I ... and you. Until you hear from me otherwise, you are to stay away from Honey, wherever she is. No contacting either Anthony or I. I will deal with Mr. James and your help is not needed at this time. You have done more than enough for now.” I stand up to leave. “Once this problem has been resolved, there is going to be a general review and reevaluation of the entire situation, including your role in any future activities.”
Billy Joe has a stricken look on his face. The seriousness of our problem appears to have penetrated his thick skull. I walk back to the front door and he follows, robe flapping in his wake. His little friend has returned to a quiescent state. I open the door and step out onto the front porch. Billy Joe stops at the doorway.
“Uhh, Doc?” I pause on the steps and turn around.
“Yes?”
“I ... uh ... will tell you this for nothing. Johnson, James, whoever he is, he’s a crack shot.”
“Meaning?”
“The guy is the best shooter I’ve ever seen, doesn’t miss. What he did with a sniper rifle ...” This is not good news.
“What did he do?”
“He didn’t miss on at least forty shots from 500 and 1000 yards each. He hit things that I could barely see with a big spotting scope. He’s also got more guns and ammo than a small army. And I do mean army, automatic stuff, assault rifles, grenades, silencers, the works. If that guy has a gun in his hand, I’d want to be in another state if I was you ... just thought you oughta know, so you can take ... precautions.”
“Are you volunteering to deal with him?”
“NO! God no! You want me to stay clear and that’s fine by me! No problem. See ya later.” He slams the door shut.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
The call came in on my private cell at 8:00 p.m. the next day.
“Hello Mr. James. Have you given my offer some thought?”
“Yes, I have Dr. Hanson. The general concept is interesting, but, as we all know, the devil is in the details. How long do you think it would take?”
Got him!
“Well, that is hard to say. I’ve never tried to reverse the effects of MS before. A relatively healthy person shows positive effects in two weeks but the complete course of treatment takes over six weeks. A conservative estimate would be two months. Are you currently on any kind of medication?”
“I am on all sorts of medication. Rebif, Betaseron, Copaxone and Albuterol plus some others.”
“You will have to stop taking all medication. I can’t have any unaccounted for substances interfering with my treatment.”
“What do my medications have to do with your treatments?”
“I am attempting something that has never been done before. Those medications are variables that I can’t account for. You will need to stop all medications of any kind now and wait two weeks for them to clear your system before I can start my treatments.”
“If I stop all my medications, my physical condition will quickly deteriorate. I am going to need someone to help me.”
“You can come in to my clinic and we can care for you.”
“If it is all the same to you, Doctor, the less time I spend in your clinic, the happier I am.”
“You don’t trust me?”
“Trust is earned Doctor. Neither of us trusts the other yet and possibly never will. I am the one taking the risks right now so I would like to set the terms.”
“Alright, how about Honey providing in-home care when you are not receiving treatments at the clinic. You were originally planning on her fulfilling that roll before the truth came out. She can move into your house temporarily.”
“What does Anthony think about this?”
“Anthony will think what I tell him to think. If he objects, I can pay him for her time but he won’t object.”
“And when will you want me to fulfill my end of the agreement?’
“You can provide advice as problems develop.”
“Doctor, we do not want to wait until problems develop. We want to take action now to prevent the problems from ever existing. A stitch in time, you know.”
“Fine. You can start providing advice whenever you trust me enough to do so. I would like to start this as soon as possible. Honey will arrive tomorrow morning.”
“Hold on Doctor, I haven’t said ‘yes’ yet. I needed to know the details before making my decision. What kinds of treatments will I need in the future?”
“There is no way to know. Since we are assuming that this is not a cure for MS, you will continue to suffer damage in the future which means the treatments will likely be needed for the rest of your life. If you stop them, your health will start deteriorating again.”
“I believe that answers all my questions. Do you have any questions for me?”
“Yes, when will I have your final decision? I need to start making preparations. I also need a DNA sample from you.”
“I will let you know my decision by 9:00 a.m. tomorrow. If you don’t hear from me, that means I have already disappeared. Good night Doctor.”
My line went dead. The wait continues but I think I’ll hear from him before 9:00 tomorrow morning. In the meantime, I have work to do.
Anthony called about one hour later to see if I had heard from Bob and I told him about our conversation. He seemed more concerned than I was. He was also rather upset about my offer for Honey to move in to Bob’s house to provide care. I reminded him that I only need to get Bob in my clinic once and that I would make any promises to get him there. That seemed to calm him down. I really need to start looking for his replacement as soon as the current problem is resolved. I returned to my clinic to start work on Bob’s special treatments.
My private cell rang at 8:50 a.m. the next morning.
“So Mr. James, do we have an agreement?”
“Yes, Dr. Hanson, we do. You may bring Honey over later this morning and take your DNA sample at that time.”
“I’ll be there by 10:00 a.m.” I ended the call and gave a sigh of relief. The hard part was over. Within two weeks, Bob James would start on the road to becoming ... I hadn’t thought of his new name yet. Well, there will be time for that later.
CHAPTER NINETEEN
Amy unlocked the door to my cell and came in.
“You are going to stay at Bob James’ home for the next few weeks for a start, perhaps longer. You will help him while his system is cleansed of his current medication. We will see what kind of nurse you are. I should buy you a uniform, maybe something you can wear on-stage after this is done.”
“Thank you Dr. Hanson but I’m sure Bob will have something for me to wear.”
“Don’t take that attitude with me girl! No matter happens with James, you are going nowhere. There is no rescue, no relief, no escape. After I am done with Bob, you will be right back at the club and Anthony will expect you to work extra hard to make up for the lost income. Do you understand me?”
I shouldn’t have given Amy any lip but I couldn’t resist it. I better back off now.
“Yes, Dr. Hanson. I’ll do my best not to disappoint you.”
“That is more like it. Go out to my car. I will be there shortly. We will stop by the club so you can get your daily dose of Anthony’s semen before going to Bob’s.”
“Yes, Dr. Hanson”
I walked down the hall and went out the back door to the parking lot. I stood by Amy’s Mercedes and waited. She came out with a medical bag and indicated I was to get in the front passenger seat. We pulled out quickly and headed for the club.
There was no sign of any life when we arrived but I saw Anthony’s van around the back. Someone was making a delivery. We parked and walked to the door. There were two guys unloading sealed boxes into the club. Anthony was just inside, keeping count of the numbers.
“Anthony, I need you to give Amy her daily treatment. We are heading to Bob James’ house. Honey will be there for two to three weeks for now. You will need to make sure she gets her daily ’medication’ while she is there.”
“Doctor, I’m kind of busy right now. Don’t worry, I’ll take care of it later this morning.”
“I can’t wait for you to make time to do your job. This needs to be taken care of now.”
“Well, I am not in the MOOD right now, if you know what I mean. It’ll get done, just not right this minute. I’ve got more pressing business at the moment.”
“You are supposed to be a man! I thought men were always in the MOOD.”
The other two guys were starting to take an interest in the argument, smiling at the insult to Anthony’s manhood. I think they were waiting for Anthony to smack Amy across the face. Give the bitch what she deserved for saying something like that. Well, that wasn’t going to happen. Anthony was going to have to do something or his reputation would be damaged. If you’re in Anthony’s line of work, reputation is everything. He had to put an end to this fight fast, but I don’t know if he recognized this fact.
“Listen Hanson, I am getting sick and tired of you giving me orders! I know what our deal is and I’ll live up to my end of the bargain, but I’ll do it how, when and where I want! If you don’t like it, replace me! Honey isn’t worth all this grief!”
That’s one way to end a fight, with a loud and clear “Fuck You”. Amy wasn’t going to let it go.
“Don’t think for a second that you can’t be replaced. After the ‘beat down’ Bob James gave you, I am beginning to think you are not up to the job! I am not going to leave my fate in the hands of some third—rate drug dealer!”
OK. This was heading downhill real fast. I’d never seen Anthony and Amy fight about anything until Bob showed up and now they were about to go nuclear. And no matter how this fight ends, no matter who wins or loses, all the grief and anger was going to be dumped on me. I am going to have to stop this as a matter of self-preservation. I stepped between them, in the little space there was.
“Wrong place, wrong time” I said quietly.
Amy stepped back, raising her hand to strike me. “What did you say?!”
I looked down at the ground and tried to make myself smaller but nodded my head towards the two guys.
“Wrong place, wrong time” I quietly repeated.
Amy looked around at the two watchers and realized, I think for the first time, that she had an audience other than me. She pauses and collects herself.
“Honey makes a good point. Perhaps we should take this inside.”
Now, if Anthony takes the hint, things might calm down.
“Going inside doesn’t change anything.”
Shit! He’s being stubborn. Well, let’s raise the ante. I step next to him and gently rub my body against his side while I reach around with my right hand and caress the inside of his right upper thigh near his crotch.
“Come on inside Baby. You know that I need you bad right now. Come inside and let me make you veeerrryyyy happy. Please Baby, it won’t take long and you could use a break. Please?”
With that last “Please” I look up at him with my big Doe eyes, tears starting to form, while my hand moves to his crotch, gently rubbing his cock, which starts to stiffen. I may have him. He just stands there, letting me bring him to full erection.
“OK. You guys take a break. This won’t take long. Inside Honey. My office.”
I hurried inside but I let my hand linger on his cock as I left, giving it a gentle squeeze. Anthony followed me and Amy was the last one in. She hesitated after entering the club. Normally, she would insist on watching whatever Anthony did to me. She really enjoys watching me have any kind of sex. I think it is vicarious rape from her point of view. However, she seemed to be unsure if Anthony would welcome her presence since they were screaming at each other just two minutes ago. I looked back at her. She stopped and waived me on. I went into the office with Anthony right behind me. He slammed the door shut.
“OK bitch, down on your knees!”
“Yes, Sir”
I dropped to my knees, facing Anthony. He stepped forward, putting his crotch in my face.
“Take it out.”
I didn’t reply, just unzipped his pants and reach in. He was going commando today so it was easy to pull his cock out. It was about 80% erect. I started stroking it with my left hand while massaging his balls with my right. Anthony always loves it when I pay attention to his big balls. In about thirty seconds he’s at full erection. I keep stroking and massaging but I add licking his shaft to the mix.
He groans. I take that as a compliment. I continue licking but work my way to the tip of his cock, taking the head into my mouth and swirling my tongue around it several times before returning to the licking. Anthony twitches his hips, thrusting his cock at me. So far so good. I alternate the licking and the swirling while still stroking and massaging. I pause the mouth works and look up at Anthony but keep the hand work going. He looks down at me and I smile, running my tongue around my lips a couple of times. I then open my mouth wide and dive onto his cock, going straight into deep throating it. This is a tough move but I’ve had a lot of practice and it’s one of my best. I’m still massaging his balls with my left hand but my right hand is behind his left thigh for leverage. I can feel his cock sliding down my throat but I’ve got a good rhythm going so I can breath OK.
Suddenly he reaches around with both hands and grabs my head, a hand on each side. Up to now, Anthony had let me lead but he decides to take charge. He starts to fuck my face faster and faster. I let go of his balls. It is getting hard to breathe. He is pounding his cock down my throat like a jackhammer. My rhythm is all screwed up, can’t catch a breath, things begin getting fuzzy.
No air. I start to pass out. He pulls my head all the way into his crotch while his cock explodes in my throat, shooting streams of cum straight to my stomach. It seems to go on for minutes, but it stops and then he slowly pulls his cock out of my throat. I’m gasping for breath. He still hasn’t let go of my head. He angles it up so that I am looking at him. He waits until my eyes can focus on him.
“Don’t interfere in my business ever again. You got that bitch? I don’t care if you are right, you do that a second time and I’ll work you over with a cattle prod. It will take Hanson a month to put you back together. You understand me?”
“Yes, Sir, I understand.” I croak. My throat is raw from his abuse. He lets go of my head and I collapse on the floor, still struggling to catch my breath.
Amy would have enjoyed that. The only thing good about it was that she wasn’t around to see it. Some small comfort.
Anthony opens the door and walks out, leaving me on the floor. I reach over to his desk and pull myself upright. I straighten my clothes and walk out into the club. Amy and Anthony are quietly talking but I can’t hear them. Anthony doesn’t appear to be happy. It could be what I did, what Amy said or something completely new.
One of these days, I’m going to die in this place. If I was braver, I’d kill myself and be done with it. Maybe I can talk Bob into doing it for me. Amy spots me.
“Move along Honey, we have work to do.”
I’ll be damned if I’m going to give her any satisfaction from what Anthony just did to me. I square my shoulders, shake out my hair, paste on a smile and head out the door.
“Honey, did you thank Anthony for your daily dose of his semen?”
“No Dr. Hanson, I didn’t have a chance. Thank you, Sir. I hope you enjoyed it as much as I did.”
Anthony sneered but I was already out the door. I’ll probably pay for that later but, if I’m lucky, he’ll forget about it by the time I return from Bob’s house in two weeks. Yeah, I’m real lucky.
I walk over to Amy’s car under the lustful watch of Anthony’s two apes. I plop down in the passenger seat and wait for Amy to come out. The two apes start to move my way but Amy came out and they went back to the truck. She got in the car and we drove off.
“Honey, Anthony may not appreciate what you did, but I do. This situation with Bob James has us all on edge. It should be over in a few months and then we can all return to our happy lives. Won’t that be nice?”
“Yes, Dr. Hanson”
I couldn’t afford to say anything else and that was all she wanted to hear. We drove on in silence and reached Bob’s house in 10 minutes. Amy parked on the street and we walked to his front door. Amy had her medical bag with her.
“Ring the bell, Honey.”
I rang the doorbell and waited but there was no answer. I rang it a second time just as Bob opened the door.
“Good morning Honey, it’s nice to see you again. Hello, Doctor.”
“Good morning Mr. James “said Amy. “I see that there is no cane today.”
“A carry over from my medication overdose from yesterday. Don’t worry, in a few days, I will be lucky if I only need a cane. Come in and take your samples.”
Bob stepped aside and let both of us in. Amy opened her bag and took out a 4 long Q tips with plastic caps on them.
“Open your mouth please Mr. James.”
Bob opened his mouth, Amy removed the plastic cap, rubbed the Q tip on the inside of Bob’s cheek and replaced the cap. She repeated the process with the other three Q tips.
“I have decided that I need to take a blood sample to make sure all your current medications have left your system before we start your treatments.”
Bob rolled up the sleeve on his right arm and held it out for Amy to draw some blood. She swabbed his arm, applied a wrap to his upper arm, found a vein, took a syringe and quickly stuck it in his arm. She wasn’t gentle about it but Bob didn’t flinch. She finished taking his blood and packed her bag.
“I will check in with you next week and take another blood sample. Call me if you have any problems. I can let myself out.”
And with that, she left, leaving me alone with Bob.
“Well Honey, make yourself at home. You can change clothes if you wish. There is some pasta in the fridge so you can fix that for lunch. I don’t really have any plans for the rest of the day.”
I reach out and touch him on the arm. “Bob, are you sure you want to do this? I don’t know if they are planning something funny but I wouldn’t put it past them. You know what they did to me, why would you let that crazy bitch Amy Hanson anywhere near you?”
“Honey, unfortunately you will get a first hand look at why I am willing to take that risk. You have never seen me without my medication. Believe me that it will not be pretty. “
He was right, it wasn’t pretty. At first, the changes were subtle. He was using the cane all the time but he still got around. He then started needing to go to the bathroom frequently, without much warning. There were some close calls because he couldn’t move very fast. On Wednesday he pissed his pants because he couldn’t get out of his chair fast enough. By Friday he was wearing adult diapers and using a walker. By Saturday the seizures showed up in full force. Anytime he stood up, his body would go stiff, his muscles locking up. The seizures didn’t last long, only thirty to forty seconds, but they started coming more frequently. He also seemed tired most of the time. I didn’t have to give him a bath or help him in the toilet, thank God, but I was worried that he wasn’t going to survive until Amy was willing to start his treatments. Bob insisted that he was OK, that everything was normal.
How could this be normal?
Amy called Monday to schedule a time for her to take another blood sample. I told her about all of Bob’s problems.
“He seems to be more seriously affected by MS than I first thought. I will be there around 2:00 pm to see him.”
She showed up at 2:30 pm. For the first time in over three years, I was happy to see her. I let her in and took her to Bob’s bedroom. He wasn’t in bed but was sitting in a chair, watching a DVD. He started to stand up and another seizure hit. I quickly moved to his side and grabbed him so that he wouldn’t fall out of the chair. I let him down slowly, settling back into the chair. The seizure started to pass and Bob was able to speak again.
“Hello Doctor. How has your day been?’
“Clearly much better than yours. How often do the seizures occur?”
“They do not happen on any kind of fixed schedule. Any time I move a major muscle group, my legs, my upper body, or I start to stand up, the muscles seize. I have little control over my urination. My mobility is extremely limited. I am fatigued all the time. No real surprises though.”
“I will take another blood sample to the clinic and see if we can start your treatments now. I am sure you would like to begin as soon as possible.”
“I will be ready when ever you are Doctor.”
Amy took her blood sample and left. I hoped that she would call with good news soon. I understood why Bob was willing to give her treatment a chance. I didn’t trust her to keep her word but I could see why Bob was going to give her the benefit of the doubt. I just hope he didn’t live to regret it.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I drove back to my clinic, park the car in my private spot, enter the clinic, unpack the medical bag, remove Bob James’ blood sample and drop it in the Hazardous Waste Disposal canister. Bob certainly looked in bad shape. Surely he will enjoy another week of diapers and seizures. I know I will.
I wait another hour and then call Honey to give her the bad news that Bob’s blood tested positive for drugs. We will have to wait another week to begin treatments.
My injections won’t be ready for two days anyway so we can wait an extra five days. He is no threat in the condition he is in. If I could keep him off his medication, I might just leave him as he is, but that is not an option. Besides, what is the fun in leaving him a man. The appeal of a set of Honey twins is just too great to pass up.
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The continuing sequel to "Team Spirit" by Janice the Dreamer. Dr. Hanson begins Bob's treatments but what will be the results? Chapters 20 through 24 of 48. Indicated elements apply to entire story.
TEAM SPIRIT: THE SECOND HALF
By Meps98
CHAPTER TWENTY
Bob’s condition stabilized in the second week. He was no worse, but no better. We were able to get a daily routine established. All in all, it wasn’t so bad for me. It was dreamland compared to working in the club. It only took four to five hours a day to take care of Bob and the housework plus another two hours for shopping and meals. The rest of the day I could lounge by the pool, watch TV or DVD’s. I’d missed a lot of the current movies locked up in the club so I had some catching up to do.
Life was not pleasant for Bob though. He didn’t complain about anything and always made a point of thanking me for whatever I did for him, but you could tell he was in pain a lot of the time. He wouldn’t even take aspirin, not wanting to have any drugs in his system for the next blood test.
I’d tried several times to talk him out of working with Amy and being treated by her. You can’t believe anything that she says or promises. He should just go back on his meds and vanish into the night. Amy and Anthony are going to do whatever they want with me whether he is there or not.
“I appreciate your concern Honey, but my medications only slow the deterioration of my health. Sooner or later, if I live long enough, I am going to end up were I am now. There are no current medications that will change that. The only possible existing treatment that can return me to my original health is Dr. Hanson’s. I realize that there is an element of risk, but it is one I am forced to take. Don’t worry, everything will work out for both of us.”
I never realized that Bob was such an optimist. I guess that’s a good trait for an assassin to have.
Amy came by at noon to take another blood sample. We had just finished lunch.
“I think that you can plan on starting the treatments tomorrow. The medications were practically undetectable in the last sample so, unless I am mistaken, your system should be clean by now. I’ll do the test and, if clean, send Anthony by at around 9:00 a.m. to pick you up.”
“If it is all the same to you Doctor, I would prefer that Honey drive me there in my car. I would feel more comfortable having my own transportation available.”
“Still don’t trust me do you?” said Amy, shaking her head in disappointment. “I don’t care how you get to the clinic, just be there by 9:00. I will call in about an hour with the results.”
I followed Amy to the door.
“Dr. Hanson, do I need to bring anything with us tomorrow? A change of clothes, toothbrush, anything?”
“No Honey, just get him there on time. I will take care of everything.”
Then she smiled. I had seen that smile many times before, usually when something very bad was about to happen to me. She was planning to double-cross Bob some how, but I couldn’t figure it out. GOD, I wish I was smarter!
She left with a wave of her hand. I went back into the house. Bob was sitting at the kitchen table, his eyes closed. I reached out and touched his shoulder.
“Bob, are you awake?”
“Yes, Honey. I am just getting prepared for tomorrow morning. I am going to need all of my limited resources if I am to survive this trial.”
I put my arms around him from behind and hugged him, laying my head on the back of his neck. I don’t know why I did it. Maybe because he looked like he needed something and that was all I had to give. He raised his right hand and patted my arm.
“Bob, be careful. I know you are going through with this but I also know Amy has got a surprise up her sleeve. I trusted her once and see where it got me. I just don’t want to lose you.”
Why did I say that?
“Don’t worry Honey. I truly believe that both you and I are going to be fine. Trust me when I say that.”
I let him go and start to clean the kitchen. I had to do something. Bob closed his eyes again and just sat at the table, hands folded in front of him. If I didn’t know better, I would say he was praying.
The phone rang at 12:55 p.m. and I rushed to answer it. It was Anthony.
“Hey Honey, Doc told me to call and let you know that you are good for tomorrow. The test results are all negative, whatever that means. She wanted me to offer my help in moving Bob.”
“No thank you, Sir. I have everything under control.”
“OK fine then. I’ll see you at the clinic tomorrow.”
Why was Anthony going to be there? This deal is getting worse by the minute. I thought about asking him why he needed to be there but decided I couldn’t believe anything he said anyway.
“You still there Honey?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“Don’t worry, this will be over soon and we can all get back to normal. Maybe better than normal. Won’t that be great?”
“Yes, Sir, that will be great.” Anthony hung up.
Bob is not getting out of this alive. I have to try one last time to get him to change his mind. I went back to the kitchen and told him about my conversation with Anthony but he didn’t seem either surprised or concerned. He asked me to help him out to the garage and then leave him alone until he called for me. I did and then went back to house cleaning to keep my mind occupied.
Bob called for me around 6:30 p.m. I had supper ready by then so we ate. I knew better than to ask what he was up to. He wouldn’t tell me and I didn’t want to know because we both knew that Amy could force it out of me. I had already betrayed his confidence once; I didn’t want to be in a position to do it again.
After supper, Bob asked me to help him to the bathroom so he could shower. I left him in the bathroom and went back to clean the kitchen. I went to check on him after the kitchen was clean and he was already in bed, asleep on his side. I moved quietly into the room. His body tensed with a seizure but he didn’t wake up.
I knelt on the bed next to him and massaged his back until the seizure passed. He didn’t deserve what was about to happen to him, nobody did. I kicked off my shoes, slid down onto the bed and spooned up against his back, reaching my arms around to pull him tight against me.
I think I did it more to comfort myself than him, to feel that I wasn’t alone in the world.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I had everything in place at the clinic by 8:30 a.m. that morning; always like to be ready well before a deadline. That way I can relax and savor the moment.
Anthony arrived at 8:45. I invited him to make peace for our earlier fight and to watch while Bob James was taken down the first of many pegs.
“Anthony, you need to make sure that you don’t touch or do anything that I don’t directly request that you do. We can’t afford any mistakes now.”
“Don’t worry Doc. I’ll be a fly on the wall.”
“Fine. Please go out front and let me know when they arrive.”
“Don’t you have your staff here?”
“No, I prefer that the fewer people who know about this particular patient the better.”
“So, you’re taking Bob’s advice to heart already”
Here I am offering an olive branch and he makes a tasteless joke like that. His time will come. I will ignore him. For now
“Just let me know when they arrive.”
Anthony went to the front of the clinic and I started to double-check my equipment.
“Hey, Doc! We got company.”
The car pulled around the back and parked next to the window to this room. Honey was driving and Bob was slumped in the passenger seat. She got out, went around to his door, opened it and helped him out. She then opened the door to the back seat and pulled out a folding wheelchair. She opened it, positioned it behind him and eased him down into the chair.
She was surprisingly quick and efficient. Must have been getting a lot of practice. She was also very gentle with him. This couldn’t be working out better.
“Anthony, please meet them at the back door and bring them to this room.”
Anthony strode to the back door and opened it.
“Good morning Honey. I can take it from here.”
“No thank you, Sir. Bob prefers that I do this. It’s no trouble”
Anthony was taken aback by Honey’s assertiveness. It looks like we will have to re-teach her some lessons after Bob James is taken care of. To his credit, Anthony remembered my instructions and did nothing beyond leading them to the examination room.
“Good morning Mr. James, Honey. Please come in. I need Bob to change into this hospital gown.”
I hand Honey an extra small, open back paper hospital gown. Bob will be lucky if it covers his stomach.
Honey looks around for a screen to change behind. “Where is he to change at?”
“He can do it right here. We are all adults.”
Honey looks embarrassed but Bob simply smiles and starts to unbutton his shirt. He stays seated in the wheel chair but manages to strip down to his adult diaper with Honey’s help.
“The diaper needs to go also.’
“Certainly, Doctor Hanson. I expected nothing less.”
He slips the diaper down to his knees and Honey finishes the job. Anthony is standing in the corner of the room with a large smile on his face, clearly enjoying Bob’s discomfort. But Bob is not showing any discomfort. He is just sitting there, naked, but acting as if it does not trouble him at all. Suddenly his body stiffens. It is one of his seizures. Honey starts to move to his side but I stop her. The seizure stops in about 50 seconds and then Bob resumes the same position he had before it started, as if nothing happened.
Well, there is more to come.
“Bob, put on the gown and hop up here on the table. You can help him Honey.”
Honey helps Bob stand and step out of the wheelchair. He puts on the gown, which is more like a tunic top. His penis is exposed, as is his ass. He leans on Honey and they slowly move towards the examination table. He backs against the table, places his hands on Honey’s shoulders while she puts her hands on his hips. They look into each other’s eyes, Bob nods his head and he pushes up while she lifts, neatly placing him on the table.
Damn! They have been practicing! I wanted Bob to have to attempt to crawl up and ask for help.
“Nicely done. You really missed your calling as a nurse Honey. I am sure that you could work for me should Anthony ever tire of you.”
I looked at Honey but she said nothing.
“I need to do a quick exam and then I will give you the first shot. Open your mouth.”
Bob opens his mouth and I exam it and his throat using a tongue depressor. Everything appears normal.
“Now I need you to lie on your stomach with your legs hanging down here. Normally I would have you bend over but I don’t think you could.”
Bob positions himself with his asshole exposed. I think he knows what is coming.
“Just a quick prostate exam and then we are ready.”
I remove a tube of lube and a rubber glove from the top drawer of the table. I snap on the glove and squirt some lube on the both the glove and his rectum. I insert my index finger into his puckered hole, spreading the lube. I look over to Anthony, who is both smiling and wincing in sympathy. Honey is just standing there but has some tears in her eyes.
Could she have feelings for Bob? I push more of my hand into Bob’s rectum. She sobs. This is interesting. I wonder how she will react when Bob becomes her twin sister ... damn, I still haven’t come up with a good name yet.
I finish the unnecessary prostate exam and Bob has said nothing at all. No grunts, groans, screams, no reaction at all. I was hoping to embarrass him with the nudity and exams but apparently I was unsuccessful. Well, it was worth a try and Anthony enjoyed it.
“Alright Bob, hold that position and I will get the injection.”
I turn to the lab fridge and remove a vial marked “BJ 1-40”. It is the first of a series of forty shots that will change Bob’s life. I insert a syringe into the vial and fill it. After swabbing Bob’s left ass cheek with an antiseptic wipe, I prepare to inject him.
My cell phone vibrates. Damn it! It vibrates again. Bob turns his head and looks back towards me.
“You should probably answer that Doctor Hanson.”
“What?!’
Bob rolls over and pulls himself up into a sitting position. The phone vibrates a third time.
“You should answer that before it goes to voice mail.”
I pull the phone from my pocket, flip it open and bring it up to my ear.
“Hello-Doctor-Hanson-we-are-friends-of-Mr.-James. Please-take-his-blood-pressure-now.”
The voice was halting and mechanical, like one of those interviews on television with a person trying to hide their identity and they disguise their voice with electronic manipulation.
“Who is this?”
“Please-take-his-blood-pressure-now.”
I look over at Bob and he has extended his arm, as if waiting for me to take his blood pressure.
“I suggest you comply with their request, Doctor.”
“What is all of this about?’
“Pressure first, answers second. If you please, Doctor.”
I bring the phone back up to my ear. The connection is open but no one is speaking.
“Just put down the phone and take my blood pressure. I will explain everything afterwards.”
This is an unexpected turn of events. I glance over to Anthony but he has a blank look on his face. I decide to comply with the request. I put the phone down, walk over to the supply cabinet and pick up my blood pressure cuff. Bob’s right arm is still extended. I wrap the cuff around it and start to pressurize it.
“Don’t announce the results Doctor, just do the test and return to the phone.”
The cuff is fully inflated now so I start the test. His pressure is 140 systolic, 97 diastolic, pulse 62. I look up from the digital display. Bob gestures towards the phone. I pick it up again and return it to my ear.
“The-pressure-is-140-over-97-the-pulse-is-62. Mr.-James-will-now-answer-your-questions. Good-bye.”
The connection is broken. I return the phone to my pocket and direct my attention to Bob. God, he is smirking again. This can’t be good.
“Apparently you are now going to explain what this is all about.” Bob is silent so Anthony decides to add his two cents.
“What was that call? What did they want?’
“It was someone using an electronically disguised voice claiming to be a friend of Bob James. They requested I take Bob’s blood pressure and then told me what the results were.”
“They were right?” There was fear in Anthony’s voice when he asked that question.
“Yes, Anthony, they were correct.”
“How could they know that?”
“A very good question Anthony. Do you have an answer Mr. James?”
“Yes, I do, but I don’t think it is in my best interest to reveal the exact technology at this time. Suffice it to say that my condition is being remotely monitored at all times. You know that I am not carrying any devices on my person, particularly after your most thorough rectal exam. If you want to x-ray me, you can, but it will be a waste of time. I decided that I needed someone to watch my back while you treated my medical problems.”
“So who did you hire?”
“No one, though I did ask some old associates for help. You see Doctor, people in my past profession that manage to survive to retirement have an informal association, a brotherhood if you will. This group goes beyond national boundaries. We have found that retired assassins have much in common with each other regardless of which countries we come from. For example, our ex-employers would like us dead.”
“What do you mean?”
“We know most of their dirty secrets because we participated in them. Foul, despicable acts ordered by amoral bureaucrats and political appointees. These same Machiavellian bastards would not think twice of ordering the assassin’s death to cover their tracks. They would think of it as ‘doing what is necessary for the good of all’. We, on the other hand, are more concerned about our survival. My brethren and I were smart enough to see these situations coming and had decided that there was strength in numbers. They might be able to take one of us out, but not all of us. Besides, they would have a very hard time recruiting our replacements if it was company policy to kill the entire roster of assassins when done with them. We all reached an understanding with our respective governments. They leave us alone after we retire, we keep quiet. We also keep access to our government resources. If they violate this deal, they have a lot of really upset assassins, not a good position to be in if you are responsible for that violation. If one of us violates the deal, the brethren take care of it because we don’t want to fight the entire government.”
“What does all of this have to do with our situation?”
“Well Doctor, we have found that it is to the advantage of all of us to keep in touch and provide assistance to each other when necessary, it builds Esprit de Core. I decided to have a few ‘friends’ watch my back during the duration of your treatment, at least until I can defend myself.”
“What is supposed to happen should you or they decide to take action?”
“They come in, kill everyone in the building, burn this place to the ground and then kill everyone’s immediate family. You and Anthony receive special treatment. There will be a contest, to see which of you lives the longest as one extremity at a time is removed, without anesthesia of course. I have a thousand on Anthony by the way.”
I am dumbfounded. This is impossible! How could this happen? We took all the necessary precautions. I look at Anthony. He is no longer smiling but slumped against the wall, mouth agape. Honey is smiling.
“Wait, If Anthony and I die, so will Honey. No more daily semen doses … she would tear herself apart.”
“Well, to be technical, Doctor, I would just need to keep Anthony. You are expendable. However, when I say everyone in the clinic dies, I include Honey and myself in that group”
Honey stops smiling.
“I know that Honey cannot survive without Anthony. As for myself, this worse case scenario I have described only happens if you try to transform me into someone like Honey. I will not live that way. I will not let you and Anthony get away with that, so all our deaths are guaranteed should you try it. Honey’s and my deaths will be quick and painless. Yours’ and Anthony’s will be long and unbelievably painful. You will beg to be put out of you respective agonies. Fortunately, the people in charge of your deaths love to hear their victims beg, it turns them on. You don’t want to know what happens to your bodies after you die. Even I find it difficult to contemplate, but that is the price you pay for the best help.”
I feel faint. I sit in the nearest chair. Anthony is sitting on the floor, back against the wall. Honey is leaning against the supply cabinet, head down.
“So Dr. Hanson, hear is the deal. I am ready to fulfill our original agreement. You treat my MS symptoms and I will attempt to save you from the consequences of your many mistakes. If you do not want to completely comply with those terms, I will return home, resume taking my medications and disappear. I am not going to force you to treat me. If we go forward with the treatments, it must be of your own free will, however should you try to double cross me in any way, the consequences for you and Anthony will be certain and horrible. Decide now.”
If I had more time, I might be able to come up with a scheme to take Bob down, but I do not have the time. He wants a decision now. The plan to transform him is out, at least for the present. If I say ‘No’, Honey will wheel him out of here and I will lose him. Who knows what he will say, to whom and when. If I say ‘Yes’, he probably will regain his health and be more of a threat. Wait...what if the treatment doesn’t work on him?
“What happens if the treatment fails, if your condition doesn’t improve?”
“I understand that there are no guarantees here Doctor. If you make a good faith effort to help me but it doesn’t work, we will just go our separate ways.”
Well, he wouldn’t kill me, but he would still disappear, out of my control. If the treatments do take away his MS inflicted disabilities, his continued good health will depend on the continuation of the treatments. It will not be as good as a set of Honey twins, but he will still need to dance to my tune if he wants to be able to walk and not wear a diaper. It is worth the risk.
“I have decided to follow through with our original agreement, my treatments for your advice.”
Anthony struggles to his feet.
“Are you mad! Just let him GO! I don’t want to have anything to do with this maniac! One false step and we are twitching torsos!”
I raise my hand but he doesn’t stop.
“I will not shut up! I am so fucking tired of you trying to control me! It’s my ass on the line here too. I should have a say in what happens.”
“Excuse us a moment”
I take Anthony by the arm but he shrugs me off. I grab his arm again. “Just step outside and we can talk in private.”
I walk out the door of the examination room and Anthony follows, stealing a glance at Bob. I shut the door.
“Do you believe him Anthony?”
“Yes, I believe that he is a crazy mother fucker with a bunch of friends who are even crazier and they are probably watching us right now!”
I had forgotten about the blood pressure demonstration. Damn! I am going to have this entire place scanned for bugs.
“Fine, then let’s keep our voices down.”
I quietly explain my thinking to Anthony and ask him if he has any better ideas. He is not happy but doesn’t have anything to add to our options. Big surprise.
“I’ll go along with what you want Doc, but I want something from you too.”
“And what would that be?”
“Not now, later.”
“I am not going to agree to some unknown request. We can talk about whatever it is later, but I will not guarantee that it will be acceptable.”
We return to the examination room.
Bob is still seated on the table but he has exchanged the hospital gown for his shirt, which provides more coverage.
“Anthony and I have talked and I believe that we all have an agreement, right Anthony.”
“Yeah, we have an agreement.”
Bob nods his head in acknowledgement. “Fine. Let’s start the treatments. Should you exchange that syringe Dr. Hanson?”
That son of a bitch had me from the start. I toss the syringe into the Hazardous Waste container and return to the refrigerator. This time I remove a vial of the standard treatment, fill the syringe and pick up an alcohol wipe. Bob is smirking again but there is something else there too, a look of satisfaction or confirmation. It’s only there for a moment and then it’s gone. Could have been my imagination.
“I need to inject your butt. Roll over.”
Bob rolls onto his side so that he can still watch me but exposing his ass for an injection. I stick him hard. No reaction. Will nothing go my way today?
“Honey, please bring me my clothes and the wheel chair. According to our agreement, Honey is to stay with me until I am operational again. All future injections will be at my home. I am willing to return here for more in-depth examinations, if necessary. If there is nothing else, we will be going.”
Honey hands him his adult diaper, pants, socks and shoes. After dressing, he slides off the examination table and Honey helps him into his chair. She spins it around so that Bob is facing me.
“Doctor, call me when you want to schedule the next injection. I will contact you if there are any problems. Anthony, Honey will be available for however you want to deliver the daily semen dose.”
Anthony grimaced. “I think I’ll stick with the bottle system for awhile. It’s easier on everybody’s schedule.”
Bob nodded. “We will accommodate whatever method you chose. Let’s head home Honey.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I wheel Bob out of the clinic’s back door into the parking lot. It was only 10:12 a.m. We had been in the clinic only about an hour. It felt like five hours. Bob opens the passenger door and I help him into the car, then open the back door, store the chair, walk around to the driver’s side and get in. I check the mirrors to see if there are any suspicious cars around us or people lurking around.
“You won’t see anybody Honey, they are much too professional to be seen. Just start the car and let’s get home.”
I pull out of the parking lot and head back to Bob’s house. Once we are two blocks away, Bob closes his eyes and slumps in his seat.
“Are you OK?”
“Yes, Honey, just tired. This morning took a bit out of me. I’ll take a nap when we get home.”
I drive on for a few miles but I have to know.
“Bob, can I ask you a question?”
“Certainly Honey, I will answer any questions I can.”
“Where you serious back there, are there people watching us?”
“They are watching over me, for now. As long as you are with me, they are watching over you also.”
“And would they have killed everyone at the clinic?”
“If things had gone badly today, it is possible that they would not have killed me, that they would have been able to pull me out of the clinic alive. Everyone else would most certainly have died.’
“Even me?”
“Yes.”
“Why would you need to kill ME? I’m on your side. I’ve done everything you’ve asked me to do. I’m innocent!”
“Well, if I kill Dr. Hanson and Anthony, what happens to you? You would be free but still addicted to Anthony’s semen, which would no longer be available. You know what happens to you if denied access to his semen for more than thirty hours. I would think that you would find death preferable.”
“Isn’t that my choice? Shouldn’t I have a say? It’s my life!”
“Luckily, it appears that decision is put off for another day, perhaps forever. We will see what tomorrow brings.”
I didn’t feel that I could push Bob any further. He seemed really tired and he was right, today went OK and tomorrow was another day. I could ask him again later. No matter what he says, it’s clear I need to keep an eye on him all the time. Anybody who thinks like he does is a little nuts. Maybe a lot nuts.
We arrived at Bob’s a few minutes later. I parked in the garage, then helped him into the bedroom.
“Please wake me for lunch and I’ll see if I am hungry. Thank you for your help today Honey.”
“You’re welcome.”
He laid down on the bed and was asleep in ten minutes. I kept looking out the front window to see if I could see any sign of Bob’s “friends” but never saw anything unusual. I guess that meant that they were there.
CHAPTER TWENTY ONE
Amy come over about every third day and gave Bob a shot. He started to show some improvement after a week. Thank God it was his urinary control. In the span of three weeks he went from wheel chair, to walker, to cane, to a halting walk. The seizures stopped after two weeks. It took four weeks for his energy levels to improve.
Anthony came by every third day and delivered three bottles of his “man juice”. I had one each morning with breakfast. He never made any move towards me, never demanded a blow job, never told me to lie down so he could fuck me. It was like he wanted nothing to do with me. It left me both relieved and a little disappointed. With the daily doses, I didn’t have the uncontrollable urge for sex.
Doesn’t mean that I didn’t miss it.
Sex as a woman is so different. It’s not just the multiple orgasms, which are great. It’s that for me to get off, he has to get off. I’m catching, not pitching. Ever since the change, I’ve done nothing but please men, either dancing on the stage or dancing on their cocks, with my mouth, ass or pussy. It is important that they be happy. As a man, the only thing that was important to me was that I was happy. Having had that experience, I have a pretty good insight into what makes a man happy, at least for about fifteen minutes.
For the last three plus years, I had veeerryy regular sex. Often four, five or more times a day. Not counting those damn post-Super Bowl parties. If you have that much regular sex, you get used to it, even look forward to it, if it is good sex. You may be scared of the guy fucking you, sometimes that makes the sex even better. My addiction made most of it reasonably good sex, as far as orgasms go. No emotional connections at all, not even with Anthony unless you count fear.
Since I started working exclusively for Bob about five weeks ago, I’ve gone cold turkey on sex, at least with someone else. I’ve done a lot of masturbating, particularly with that special vibrator Amy had made from a mold of my recreated cock that she used to rape me. Hey, any port in a storm. Even with the masturbating, I’m getting real antsy. Bob has never made a move on me, not even after the treatments started. I don’t know if he can have sex yet. He said that was one of the first things the MS took from him, maybe it will be one of the last things fixed. I think that I have that emotional connection with Bob, not love, but what he thinks matters to me and not because he might beat me. I want to make Bob happy. He praises me when I do a good job and corrects me when I don’t do something right but not by yelling at me. Cooking meals that he appreciates and keeping the house clean and in order are things that I actually enjoy. I don’t know if this is because I really enjoy it or I am trying to convince him to keep me here with him and out of the club.
I’ve been dressing sluttier recently, to see if I can get a rise out of him. I bought some short skirts and midriff tops the last time I went shopping, along with shoes with 3”and 4” heels. I’ve also been sunning topless by the pool. I decided Anthony can talk to Bob about any tan lines. I think Bob may be watching me closer, but I can’t be sure. I wouldn’t play poker with that guy for all the tea in China. Last night, after supper, Bob was sitting on the love seat watching TV. I had changed into a red babydoll nighty that barely grazed the bottom of my ass, with a tie in front. I sat down on the loveseat next to him and pulled my legs up under me. I was snuggled up against him, with my head on his shoulder. He reached an arm around my shoulder and gently hugged me. He continued to watch TV while I ran my left hand slowly up his left leg and across his waist. We stayed like that for a few minutes. I then pulled my hand back from his waist, letting it rest on his crotch. Nothing stirring that I could feel. I moved my head off his shoulder and moved up to his ear. I nuzzled it and nibbled on the lobe. Bob let me do this for a minute or so and then he slowly turned his head to look me in the eyes.
“Honey, I appreciate the attention from a stunningly beautiful and sexy woman such as yourself but I am afraid I haven’t recovered to the point of being able to respond appropriately. Even if I could, I wouldn’t want to take advantage of you when you are under Dr. Hanson’s compulsion to have sex. Plus the fact that our current situation is only temporary. As soon as my condition improves, Dr. Hanson is going to insist that you return to the club. I can’t see any way to prevent this from happening and don’t want to give you any false hope about this.”
“Bob, if you can’t perform right now, I understand. Maybe that will change. I do want to have sex with you but it’s because I want to, not because I need it. I know that my time with you is short but I might as well enjoy it while I can. My memories of this time may get me through the rough times to come.”
“Unfortunately Honey, my experience is that past good memories just makes the current bad times more difficult to handle. They remind you of what you have lost. However, it is your life to live and I won’t tell you how to do it. You have been strong enough to survive up to now and you know what works best for you.”
And then he leaned in and kissed me.
It had been years since I was last kissed. Really, truly kissed. You would think that with all the sex I’ve had since the change, there would have been a lot of kissing but that’s not the case. Kissing is an intimate act and the last thing most johns want is intimacy. They have a lot of uses for my mouth but kissing isn’t one of them.
Bob’s kiss was tender and slow, lingering on my lips but not pushing. I opened my mouth slightly and he followed my lead. He was letting me control things. I let my tongue slip into his mouth and then I pulled it back. His tongue followed mine back into my mouth. We kissed for another few minutes, my arms around his neck. I let my right arm slip from his neck and then let the strap of my nightie slip off my shoulder. I pulled the arm free from the strap, returned it to his neck and then I repeated the process with my left arm., never breaking the kiss. Bob reached both his hands around and placed them on each side of my chest, under my arms, lightly against the nightie. I rise up while he holds it, freeing my breasts and sliding it down to my hips. Bob tips his head back and falls back onto the love seat. I roll with him, maintaining the kiss, ending up laying on top of him. I run my hands up his chest and unbutton his shirt. Still kissing. I rub my breasts against his chest. He reaches up and gently massages the sides of each breast, cupping them, then stroking them. His thumbs rub against my engorged nipples. I start giggling, finally breaking the kiss. Bob smiles at me. I look down at him, still giggling, as he continues to stroke my nipples between his thumbs and forefingers.
“What?’
“That tickles.”
“Just tickles?” He squeezes the nipples a little harder.
“OOOHHHhhhh yyeesss, that’s nice. Don’t stop.”
He slides down lower and starts to kiss my right breast, gradually working closer to the nipple, all the time still tweaking the left nipple with his fingers. He tongues the right nipple, then rapidly flicks it with the tip of his tongue, then sucks it into his mouth, swirling his tongue around the nipple. It feels like it is an inch long and his tongue is caressing every fraction of it.
“uuhhhhuuhhhHHH OOOHHHH BOB! HHUUHHAA WWHHEerree did you learn that? OOHHH Please don’t stop”
He switches to the left breast and starts again. I am in paradise. He keeps switching back and forth. I slowly push myself up and away from his grasp.
“Is there something wrong?” he asks.
“No Baby, not at all. I could stay here all night but you can’t be comfortable all scrunched up here.” I stand up and slide my nightie and panties down my legs to the floor, stepping out of them. “Let’s find somewhere a little more comfortable.” I reach out and take his hand, pulling him up off the loveseat. I lead him to his bedroom, making sure that I swing my hips as I walk, looking over my shoulder and smiling at him. We arrive at his bed and I turn him around, reaching down to unbuckle his belt and loosen his pants. I sit him on the bed and then kneel on the floor in front of him. I pick up one foot, untie the shoe, remove it and then the sock. I place the foot on my breast and then do the same to his other foot. I massage both feet for a moment then put them on the floor. I move up and straddle his legs, grabbing the waist of his pants and boxers together in both hands, pulling them down and free of his legs as I back away. I then move up and again straddle him, sitting in his lap, facing him. I kiss him again, arms around his neck as I grind my crotch against his. I can feel his cock but it isn’t hard. If I reach down and touch it, I’d only be emphasizing the point. I won’t embarrass him. I slid off him and around to his back. I pull his shirt down his back and arms until they are free. I start to massage his back.
I’d never really looked at Bob’s body before. Sure, I’d helped him in and out of the shower a few times but I always kind of looked away. But now I was getting a close look. Hardly an Adonis, but a broad back, strong neck, stout arms. Not what you would call good muscle definition. But it was funny, as I slowly ran my hands along his shoulders and back, I could feel the muscles just below the skin. I pressed harder with the palms of my hands. His muscles were very firm, taught and everywhere. He was just one big muscle covered with a layer of slightly fatty skin. If he worked out, he could be amazing. I reached around him from the back and massaged his chest. Same thing, muscles every place I touched. No gaps at all. I reached down to his thighs. They were much bigger than you would think from seeing him dressed.
It suddenly occurred to me. Bob always dressed in baggy clothes. Not stylishly baggy, just one size big, like he was trying to hide his real body size and shape. Why was that?
I didn’t get much time to think about this because he reached down and took my hands in his. He turned to face me, kissed me, then grabbed my waist and picked me up. He put me down on the bed, lay down next to me, reaching around and started playing with my breasts and nipples again. Both his hands and his mouth felt wonderful. This time, he worked his way down my body. His right hand traced circles just above my pussy. I began to get that itch down there that could only be satisfied one way. My legs were spread wide. Bob reached down and cupped my mound, rubbing my clit with his thumb while tonguing my right nipple.
“aaahhh mmmmmm uuuuhhHHH MMMMMMM OOOOHHhhhh You’re goooood.”
I raise my hips to increase the pressure on my clit. Bob picks up the pace, rubbing faster. He lets my breast fall from his mouth and starts to kiss his way down my stomach. He slides over me and down to my crotch, spreading my pussy lips with his thumbs and starts to lick my clit. I reach down with my hands and entwine my fingers in his hair. Bob buries his face in my pussy and I grind it against him, pulling his head closer. He doesn’t let up on my clit for a moment.
“uuuhhh uuuhhhh uuuhhhHHAAAHH AAHH OOOHHH Bob mmyyyy God ooohhh God Bob MMYY CLIT BOB OHH LICK MY CLIT BOB AAH LICK IT HARD!”
I was having trouble catching my breath. I could feel my orgasm coming. Bob took his hands off my pussy, reached up and grabbed my breasts and pulled on my nipples. He clamped his mouth on my cunt and blew hard, like he was trying to inflate me, inhaling through his nose and exhaling repeatedly. My vagina was pressurized. It was a very strange feeling, but a good one. He then went back to licking my clit while keeping the pressure on. I had never felt anything like this in my life. I tried to buck my hips but Bob’s forearms kept me pressed into the bed.
“PLEAASSE BOB UUHHHAHHUU OOOHHHH GOD DON”T STOP I”MMMM CUUMMING GODD CUMMMMING NOW! EEEEEEEEEEEEEE”
The orgasm raced through my whole body, muscles clenching and trembling as I my head thrashed back and forth. It was wave after wave, curling my toes and crossing my eyes. I literally couldn’t see clearly. I tried to raise my head to look down at Bob but I couldn’t focus and then the next orgasm hit me. I threw my head back and cried out again.
“OOOHHH OOHH HHUUHH HUUHH HUUHHAA AAHH FUUCK FUCCK FFUUUCCKK OOHH FFUUCK GOD DAMN OOOHHH!”
Bob lets go of my pussy and I deflate. He’s breathing hard, catching his breath, but he doesn’t stop pulling on my nipples and rubbing my breasts. I’m breathing pretty hard myself. I let go of his hair and prop myself up on my elbows. I still can’t see straight. I blink several times and my eyes start to focus as I look down at Bob. He’s looking back up at me, smiling.
You don’t see Bob smile very often, usually it’s just that annoying smirk. His tongue snakes out and licks my clit again. It is still sensitive from the last session and feels like an electric shock when his tongue touches it. My hips jerk but they are still held in place by his forearms. He is much stronger than he appears.
“No Bob, please, not again, not now. Give me a chance ooowww to rest. Please, please not now nnnoott nnoowww, oohhh mmmmmm ooohh pleeaassee mmmmmm.”
He doesn’t stop and in a few seconds I’m pretty happy that he didn’t. I put my hands on top of his as he keeps working my breasts, nipples and clit. Another orgasm is building.
I’ve had multiple orgasms many times, thanks to the need created by my addiction to Anthony’s semen, but these were different, better. Maybe it was because I wanted them instead of needed them. Maybe it was because someone was trying to please me instead of me trying to please them. Maybe it was because I love....
no, no, no I couldn’t love Bob. I’m a girl now, but I was a guy. I’ve got a guy’s memories. I can’t love another guy, besides I’m going to have to go back to the club soon and ... ooohhhh that feels goooddd!
“Yes, yes, yesssss. Oooohhh AAAhhhhhh YYEESSS! OOOHHH BOB YOUUU STUD YOUU!”
Bob plays me like a piano. I’m awash in orgasms again. Three, four, five, I lose count.
As I come off the high from the last one, I realize that Bob is no longer lying between my legs but has moved up next to me on the bed. I roll towards him so we are face to face. He reaches out around my hips and pulls me closer. I do the same around his neck. I kiss him with all I’ve got. Bob breaks the kiss.
“Does this mean you are ready for round three?”
“NO! Not right now, thank you very much! My clit will be tingly for hours. Where did you learn all those moves? I thought you weren’t James Bond.”
”We did receive training in certain techniques because you never know when they might come in handy, but most of my field work did not involve seducing beautiful women.”
I look away, blushing. He kisses my cheek and then moves to my ear, nibbling it.
“Please stop that. Be serious.” I turn back to look at him. “You know what I am, who and what I was. Why do you treat me so nicely?”
“Well, I treat you so nicely because I think that basically you are a good person and a stunningly beautiful woman. I never knew you as Josh Thomas so I don’t think of you as a man. I know that Josh Thomas appears to have been a rather large jerk but I never met him. I have met you and have found you to be a completely delightful woman, kind, courteous, hard working, and trustworthy, if you ignore your unfortunate inability to keep a secret when being tortured … which is not your fault. Why wouldn’t I treat you nicely?”
“Because I am nothing but a whore! I’ll fuck anything that walks or crawls into the club! I’ll let them fuck me or I’ll suck them off or let them fuck my ass and I’ll probably like it.’ I start to cry.
Bob reaches out and caresses my hair.
“Did you walk into Anthony’s club and say ‘Hello Anthony, I am here to apply for the job of whore’.”
I sniff “No, of course not.”
“Do you have any say in who you have sex with or what you do with them?”
“No.”
“Do you get paid for your services?”
“No.”
“So why do you do it?”
“If I don’t, Anthony will either beat the shit out of me or won’t have sex with me at least every twenty four hours, which is worse than the beating.”
“So then, you are not a whore, just the victim of a devious plan for revenge by a demented woman. Unfortunately, I have not been able to figure out a way to rescue you from this situation and I am very sorry about that. I truly wish that I could solve this puzzle.”
I reach out and touch his cheek. “It isn’t your fault. Amy’s a genius. She’s got me completely screwed, in more ways than one. You did all you could and I thank you for that. I also thank you for tonight. That may have been the best sex I’ve ever had, man or woman.” I glance down with a pout on my face. “I am upset that we could have been doing this for the last five weeks.” I look up to make sure he knows I’m joking.
“Why you insatiable minx! I wasn’t sure that I could pull that off tonight, let alone the last five weeks. We will just have to consider tonight the bar that we will try to top the next time.” He rolls away from me to the side of the bed, sits up and then stands up. He needs to hold onto the bedside table to avoid falling down. “I don’t know about you, but I reek of sex.” He reaches a hand towards me. “How about a shower before bed?”
“I think your odor is charming,” I say mockingly. I reach out and take his hand “but if you insist.”
Bob pulls me off the bed and I let him lean on me as we walk into the bathroom. We take a warm shower, washing each other’s bodies. I don’t want to make this too sexual because I don’t think I could handle round three right now. We rinse off and dry each other. Bob walks out of the bathroom without my help.
He turns down the bed and I climb in. He slides in behind me, spooning against my back. He kisses the nape of my neck.
“Good night Honey.”
I snuggle back against him, wiggling my ass.
“Good night Bob.”
I feel warm, comfortable, and safe. Bob is asleep in a few minutes and I join him moments later.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I am the first to wake. Bob is lying against my back, face down, with his arm draped across my body and around my waist. He’s snoring but not too loudly. I gently lift his arm and scoot away from him. I really need to go to the bathroom.
Slipping out of bed, I walk quietly into the bathroom and close the door. I lift the lid of the toilet, sit down and let the piss flow. I feel better now and dry myself. Checking my face in the mirror, I’ve got a terminal case of bed head. I try to straighten it out with my fingers but no luck. I return to Bob’s bedroom, pull a set of pajamas from his dresser and put on the top, leaving the bottoms laying across the bed.
I cross over to my room, enter the bathroom, pick up my hairbrush and run it through my hair a few times. That’s much better. A little lipstick and I’m ready to fix breakfast.
It’s going to be waffles this morning, one of Bob’s favorites. It’s the least I can do after last night. By the time I hear him stirring in the bedroom, I’ve already made half a dozen. My back is turned to the kitchen door as he comes in wearing the pajama bottoms. I see him out of the corner of my eye. I reach up and unbutton the top two buttons of my top, leaving my breasts exposed. I continue making waffles. He comes up behind me, reaching his arms around my waist and nuzzling my neck.
“And good morning to you too” I giggle. Bob reaches a hand into my open top and caresses my left breast. I melt back into his body, sighing. He gently pinches my nipple.
“Aaaahhh Bob, don’t youuuu want to eeeat first?”
“Let’s have breakfast in bed.” He brings his other hand up to my right breast, squeezing softly.
“The butter and syrup will make a terrible messsss.”
“Then I volunteer to clean both you and the bedroom after we are done.” He releases me, picks up the waffles, plates, syrup, butter and utensils, placing them on a tray. Bob picks up the tray and heads for his bedroom. “Coming, Honey?”
“I certainly hope to” I reply with a smile, following Bob as I remove my top.
I was right, it was a terrible mess. A terrible, erotic, orgasmic, fantastic mess. Waffles are now one my favorites too.
CHAPTER TWENTY TWO
Anthony came by the next morning to make his delivery. Bob answered the door. I was in the living room.
“Good morning, Anthony. Excuse my appearance. I have had to do some deep cleaning in the bedroom. We were a little over-enthusiastic yesterday.”
Anthony seemed confused. “Isn’t that what Honey is supposed to be doing?”
“Normally yes, but I promised her that I would take care of it, didn’t I Honey?”
I walk to the front door, rise up on my toes and give Bob a deep, long kiss. “You certainly did Baby and you are doing a very good job. Good morning, Sir.” I nod my head towards Anthony. I turn to go back into the house. Bob lightly slaps my ass and I give a yelp. I look back at him, we are both smiling and I’m blushing.
“Please, come in Anthony. I need to speak with you and could use a break.”
“No that’s fine. Maybe some other time.”
“Please Anthony, it is important to me.”
Anthony hesitated at the door, trying to decide if coming inside was the smart thing to do.
“I promise that there will be no funny business, I just want to talk briefly.”
“OK, just for a couple of minutes. I’ve got places to be.”
“Excellent. I will not keep you long. Come in and have a seat.” Bob comes back into the house and Anthony slowly follows, looking around suspiciously. I’m in the kitchen doing the dishes but I can hear them talk and can see their reflections in the sliding glass door. Bob sits on the loveseat and indicates with his hand for Anthony to sit on the couch. He sits down on the very front edge, prepared to move quickly if necessary.
“First, let me apologize for how I treated you last month when I assaulted you. It was unfair to set you up that way, to ambush you so to speak. You were getting ready to beat me up, at the very least, but you had no idea who you were dealing with and that wasn’t fair. It is my policy to give a warning before going after someone, but I made an exception in your case.”
“Why the exception?”
“Because, you are too good to be warned. I have seen you in action and knew that if I gave you fair warning, I wouldn’t have been able to succeed with my plans.”
Anthony sat up and back a little into the couch, getting comfortable. There was a satisfied smile on his face. “You knew that I would beat you in a fair fight.”
“No, I knew that I would have a difficult time disabling you, that I would have likely been forced to kill you. It’s actually harder to disable someone than kill them. It is such a fine line. With the element of surprise, I was able to shift the odds in favor of ‘disable’ verses ‘death’”
“Bull shit. If I knew about your real identity, I’d have been prepared.”
Bob shook his head sideways. “Anthony, how many assassins have you fought in your life?”
“Probably none”
“I have fought many people in my life, some larger, stronger and faster than you. I am still alive and they are not. I do not say this to insult you. I would have killed you and quickly. It is what I do. You have a lot of native ability and would be a formidable opponent, with the proper training and practice, but you have neither. I do like you; you have been more than fair in all our prior dealings so I wanted to keep you alive. The trick with the cane and baton were my best options. I am sorry.”
Anthony rubbed the side of his head where Bob had struck him. “The cane and baton behind the knees weren’t the worse parts. My head hurt for two weeks.”
“Again, I am sorry but it seemed to be the best choice at the time. I am not going to try to persuade you that you would have lost the fight; you can believe what you will about that. Just believe that I do apologize for what I did to you and how it was done.”
Anthony looked at Bob with narrowed eyes, a look I had seen too many times before. He was undecided on what to do. Anthony may not have a quick mind but he isn’t stupid either. He can be pretty devious when given time. He put out his hand.
“I’m not admitting that you would have been able to take me in a fair fight, but apology accepted.”
Bob leaned forward and shook Anthony’s hand “I appreciate your forgiveness Anthony. I know that we can not have the same relationship as before, but I hope our future one is civil.” Bob released Anthony’s hand and retuned to his chair.
“This brings up my second point. It is hard to miss that you have chosen to provide your daily dose of Honey’s, shall we call it ‘medicine’, via bottle instead of personally. This has been going on for several months, since our original agreement was struck. I am sure that Honey misses your personal touch, particularly since I am still unable to get an erection despite the Doctor’s treatments. You are free to take Honey with you for a short while each day or use my home if you wish should you desire to return to personal daily deliveries.”
What the hell was Bob saying? That he wants Anthony to come here every day and fuck me or force me to give him a blow job? He never said anything to me about this. I thought that he lov ... liked me. How could he do this? I started to silently cry, arms resting on the kitchen sink.
MEN! They are all BASTARDS! You are a fucking ASSHOLE Bob!
Anthony was talking again. I blow my nose and listen.
“Actually Bob, I prefer it this way. Honey’s a great looking girl and one hell of a fuck, particularly about twenty hours after her last dose of ‘medicine’, but after three years it’s just not the same. When the Doc first came to me with this deal, I jumped at it, who wouldn’t? A sexy, barely legal teenager who would do whatever you wanted, would actually beg you for sex every day. She would never grow older, never get ugly, never get pregnant and I could also whore her out and have her dance at no cost. Where do I sign, you know? And it was great! The sex, the money … hell, the power. I owned that bitch! There was this time when ...”
Anthony looked at Bob and thought better of telling him the Dog Track story.
“Well, I won’t go into details but we had some great times.”
Great for him maybe. I’d cut off his balls if I didn’t need them.
“The point is that after three years, the thrill is gone. No matter how good she is, it’s ‘been there and done that’ ya know?”
“I thought it might be something like that. Dr. Hanson doesn’t understand a man’s need for variety. Even if you love Honey.... do you love Honey?”
“Are you kidding?! Not a chance in hell! When I call her a whore, I mean it. She’s probably fucked or sucked over 500 different men since I got her, not counting the Wranglers. Many of them twenty to thirty times each. If it wasn’t for the Doc’s treatments, she’d be a used up piece of cunt.”
“I would say that you don’t love Honey, which makes your need for variety in your sex life even greater. Frankly I am surprised you have lasted this long. Have you told Dr. Hanson about this?”
“Do I look suicidal? Hanson is flat nuts. She will do anything to make sure Honey is punished day in and day out. Whether by daily johns or Wrangler parties or dancing at the club or her ‘special customers’ every six months. If I told her I wanted out of the deal, I could end up as Honey’s ‘sister’. Hell, you almost did end up as Honey’s ‘twin sister’ before that trick with the phone call. I don’t have a bunch of people covering my ass.”
Anthony looked around to see if I was listening but couldn’t see me. He leaned in closer to Bob.
“I’d drop Honey in a second if I could. Oh, you were right about her knowing way too much about my business. You could have knocked my over with a feather when she answered all those questions about my contacts and sources.”
“Well Anthony, you do need to take some of the blame for that, using her as a ‘business incentive’.”
“OK, that’s right. Still doesn’t change the fact that she knows way too much and she’s only going to learn more. Plus the money isn’t that good any more. It’s the same problem, no variety. All the regulars are tired of fucking her and seeing her dance. A successful club rotates its’ performers to keep the customers happy. Out with the old and in with the new. I can rotate every one but Honey. It’s a good thing I don’t pay her or I’d be loosing money on her.”
“So that is why you were happy to accept my offer.”
“Damn straight. Once I came up with the ‘bottled medicine’ idea, it was smooth sailing until the Doc found out.”
“Who are these ‘special customers’ you mentioned?”
Yeah, who are they? Is that why I get the crap kicked out of me twice a year? Anthony pulled back from Bob.
“I may have said too much, let’s leave it at you’ve got your secrets and I’ve got mine.”
“I can not argue with that logic. Since Dr. Hanson interfered with our arrangement, I appear to have benefited without you being compensated for your loss. Has she paid you for the time Honey has spent here with me?”
“You’re kidding right? She never offered squat when I pointed out my reduced income without Honey. She threatened to take Honey from me and put her with someone else. Some gratitude.”
“I hope that calmer heads prevailed. The idea of bringing another person into this unstable situation is ludicrous. We need to reduce the number of people with dangerous knowledge, not expand it.”
“When you say ‘reduce’, do you mean...”
“No Anthony, I stick by my statement that I will not kill to solve this problem. There are other options to be pursued. But let me deal with your financial needs first.”
Bob stands and reaches into his back pocket, removing his wallet. He opens it and takes out a wad of bills.
“Honey has been here, what, five weeks? Would a thousand a week be fair compensation?” Bob reaches out with five one thousand dollar bills. Anthony’s eyes are as big as saucers. He jumps up from the couch and reaches for the cash.
“Sure, sure, that will be fine. She can stay here as long as you want for that kind of money.” He snatches the bills from Bob’s hand and pockets them.
“I will not be needing Honey’s services for much longer. Dr. Hanson’s treatments have pretty much lived up to her promises.”
“Except for your dick.” Anthony couldn’t pass that one up.
“Yes, I am not yet fully recovered but I have no complaints about my progress. I would imagine that Dr. Hanson will insist that Honey return to the club in the next two or three weeks, at most.”
“More’s the pity. I’d still be willing to stick with our original two days a week deal when she does come back.”
“I will keep it in mind, but there is no reason to do so. My original plan was based on me needing someone to provide quasi-nursing care, which no longer applies. I really don’t need her any longer.”
I feel faint. I grab a chair and sit down, putting my head on the kitchen table. Doesn’t NEED me? NEED? Who is this guy? I thought that he ... he ... that I ... we ... I don’t know what I thought. Bob’s treating me just like any of the hundreds of guy’s I’ve fucked over the years. Use me and toss me aside. What about me? The way he had treated me the last few days, the tender, erotic sex that focused on my needs made me think he was different. OH GOD, is this hell ever going to end! I’m crying and struggling to not make any noise.
“Well, if you change your mind, let me know.”
I open my eyes and look at the reflection in the sliding glass door. Anthony is headed for the front door.
“I do have a question for you Bob, if you don’t mind.”
“I will answer it if I can.”
“What would have happened if you had killed me?”
“Do you mean how would it have changed my plans?”
“Yeah that too, but what would you have done with the body? You couldn’t have moved me and Hanson certainly wouldn’t have helped. So what do you do?”
“Anthony, I never move to an area without establishing a body disposal procedure. You never know when you might need to get rid of one on short notice. I do not want to reveal any tricks of the trade, but I had that possibility covered. The bigger problem is cleaning up the mess a killing creates. Why do you ask?”
“Just curious.”
“I am glad we had this talk Anthony”
“Me too Bob.”
They shook hands again and Anthony left. Bob shut the door and then came back to the kitchen. I didn’t even try to get up, didn’t want to look at him, didn’t have the energy. He sat down across the table from me.
“Honey” he said quietly. “I assume that you listened to my conversation with Anthony. Did you hear everything?”
I just sat there, head in my arms, on the table, eyes closed, still crying.
“Honey, did ....”
“Yes, I heard everything!”
There was no reason for me to keep quiet now so I let it all out, loudly sobbing. “What is wrong with you? I thought we were ... I thought we had some ... thing. And then you go and pay Anthony just like every body else does. What do you see when you look at me? And now you’re done with me? Oh God, I can’t take this any more!” I’m crying uncontrollably. Bob just sits there, doing nothing.
I’m crying for like ten minutes, elbows on the table, head in my hands, and Bob hasn’t moved a muscle, just sits there, staring at me. He’s starting to piss me off. I look up at him.
“Don’t just sit there, say something!” I’m just sniffling now.
“What would you like me to say?”
“I can’t tell you what to say! Explain yourself! One minute you’re the sweetest, kindest, funniest, sexiest person I’ve met in years and the next minute you’re a cold hearted son of a bitch who talks about killing me or dumping me with all the emotion of reading a phonebook. Which is the real you? I’ve got to know!”
Bob gets up and comes around to my side of the table, sitting next to me. He takes my hands in his and looks deep into my eyes.
“No Honey, you don’t have to know.” I try to pull my hands from his but he won’t let go. “In fact, you can’t know and we are both fully aware of this.”
“But why not? Just tell me what is going on. Please.”
“Honey, I can not tell you anything because you can not be trusted to keep a secret. We both know that as long as you are addicted to Anthony’s semen, no secret is safe with you. I can not tell you my plan, I can not and will not even tell you if there is a plan. You get nothing except that I knew you were in the kitchen listening to every word. If Dr. Hanson asks, feel free to repeat it all, word for word.”
“So you just said those awful things to fool Anthony?”
He looked at me like he was in pain. “I can not say a thing about that. I will not tell you anything that I would not say directly to Amy. Always keep that in mind. If you get questioned by her, tell her everything, hold nothing back.”
I slowly pull my right hand free of Bob’s and wipe my eyes. They must look terrible, puffy and red. I must look horrible, makeup smeared and mascara running. I feel like my composure has returned.
“You know, you could have warned me.”
“Honey, did you even listen to what I just said?”
“Yes, yes, I know. It’s just that it would be nice to know ahead of time that you’re going to be saying horrible things about me.”
“Speaking of saying things about someone ‘sweetest, kindest, funniest, sexiest person I’ve met in years’?”
I stick my tongue out at him. “I can not say a thing about that.”
“Touché.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
It was a week later and Bob was walking with a normal gait without assistance. He decided that he wanted to try jogging. We both went to the sporting goods store to get some exercise outfits. I tried to talk him into some of that Under Armor form fitting stuff but he insisted on the usual “One size too big” baggy sweatshirt, T-shirt, shorts and pants. I, on the other hand, found the cutest shorts and top set that really made my ass look great and legs look longer. The top was scooped necked so it showed plenty of cleavage too and they were both made of spandex so they showed off my curves. I also found this really narrow sports bra that lifted my breasts like a pushup bra but still had plenty of support so I didn’t bounce around too much. There were also these great shoes with just a little more heel but they were still stable and comfortable.
Plus I got a lot of attention from the teenage male salesman. Bob didn’t seem to notice. I bought three sets of everything, which made the kid’s day. He said it was nice that I was helping my “dad” get back into shape. Bob definitely did not like that comment.
Our first time out at the local track showed that both of us were out of shape, but Bob was worse than I was. He was always lagging behind me. I told him to pick up the pace, but he just said he enjoyed the view from the back. Judging by the way other guys heads whipped around as I passed them, Bob wasn’t the only one enjoying the view.
When we were cooling off on the bleachers, some big stud came up to me, totally ignoring Bob. He wanted to know if this was my first time there as he hadn’t seen me before and, I quote, “I would certainly remember some one as hot as you”. I told him that it was my first time here, and he was right, he would remember someone as hot as me. Bob spoke up and said that I was his personal trainer. The stud wanted to know my rates, but I told him he couldn’t afford them. Naturally, this pissed him off. I said that I was joking and that I would see him around. This seemed to cool him down. At least it cooled his attitude, the rest of him still seemed heated up, if the bulge in his shorts meant anything. We left shortly after that.
One of the interesting things about Amy’s treatments is that they are kind of like steroids. They will improve your health but if you work out, the benefits come much faster. We kept up the running and Bob rapidly got into decent shape. We added some weight training. He looked pretty much the same, just less of a pot belly and more endurance. His face was thinner, tauter. He didn’t really look any younger, which is unusual because most of the players who got the treatments appeared younger. Maybe Amy was giving him something else. Whatever it was, it seemed to be mostly working. Unfortunately, that meant our time together was going to end soon.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
Bob had an appointment to meet Amy today at 10:00 a.m. at the clinic. She was going to give him a full examination to check his progress. Bob got up at 8:30 but I had been up since 7:00, too worried about what would happen. All of Bob’s injections had been at his house. This would be the first time back at the clinic since the showdown. I didn’t know if Amy was going to behave or not. I really hoped things went smoothly, otherwise it could be bad for everyone. Bob didn’t have any breakfast and I was too nervous to eat. I spent most of the morning doing laundry just to keep busy until time to go.
We left at 9:45; Bob dressed in his workout clothes. We drove to the clinic, parked in the front and walked in. The whole staff seemed to be there, but no one I hadn’t seen before. Most of them smiled at me, but I don’t think they were exactly friendly smiles. More like a “Yeah, I remember what we did to you and I’m happy we did it” smile. Since I was with Bob I decided to return their smiles with my “Screw with us and you’ll end up dead” smile.
Amy was waiting for us.
“Please come in Bob. I have a gown for you to change into.”
“Thank you Doctor but I will stay dressed as I am. You should be able to perform all the necessary tests on me if I remain in my regular clothes.” He took off the sweatshirt and pants.
“Fine, we will do it your way. Have a seat on the table.”
Bob hopped up on the examination table and Amy began her testing. She did blood pressure, throat, eyes, ears, lungs, heart, reflexes, flexibility, weight, and took a blood sample. He then did a treadmill stress test. Amy seemed satisfied with all the results.
“It would seem that you are in fairly good shape Mr. James. I am ordering an MRI to check for lesions from the MS and the results from the blood tests will take a few days but, absent any surprises, I would say we are ready to switch to maintenance treatments. One thing does concern me though. Normally my treatments make someone look younger, but your appearance has hardly changed.”
“I wouldn’t worry about that Doctor. I looked like this when I was in my twenties. In my old profession, that was an advantage.”
“Well, that is most unusual Mr. James. Since it seems the intensive treatments are at an end, I’m sure that Anthony will be happy for you to return home to the club and get back to work, right Honey?”
My heart sank. I knew this day was coming and thought I was ready for it but the reality hit me hard.
“Yes, Dr. Hanson.”
“Yes what Honey?”
“Yes, Anthony will be happy for me to go back to work at the club.”
“And what about you Honey, are you looking forward to getting back to dancing and entertaining the customers?”
She was going to rub my face in this. She wouldn’t go after Bob so she was taking it out on me.
“Whatever you say, Dr. Hanson.”
Amy bristled at my answer. “What do you mean by that, you little ...” Bob stepped in.
“That is enough, Doctor. We all know what is going on here so let’s stop the games.” She glared at him, but said nothing. I was probably going to pay for that when Bob wasn’t around. “I believe that you are correct Doctor. Assuming all the test results are good news, Honey will be able to return to Anthony’s club. When can you schedule the MRI?”
“I can probably get you an appointment in the next three days.”
“How quickly can you review the results?”
“I can see them that day, but I want a colleague with more expertise to also see them, just to be sure. That will take an additional day or two.”
“Fine, assuming nothing goes wrong, Honey will be back at Anthony’s one week from today.”
That’s it? No fight, no argument. He’s just going to hand me over? If I live to be a hundred, and I probably will thanks to Amy’s treatments, I will never understand that man. Bob slipped off the examination table and put on his sweats.
“Doctor, you can have the clinic call me with the date and time for the MRI. I will speak with Anthony myself about Honey’s return. Thank you Doctor. Let’s go Honey.” Amy stepped towards Bob and raised her hand to his chest, stopping him.
“I am curious as to what you intend to do about your protective friends now that the intensive treatments are over.”
“I sent them away weeks ago Doctor. They all have their own lives to live. I am on the standard random check schedule now.”
“And what is the ‘standard random check schedule’?”
“All of us participate in random checks with other members, just to make sure everything is fine for each of us. I am back on that program. If the check fails, that triggers an investigation. That investigation can involve some very ... intensive interrogation techniques. If the investigation discovers suspicious circumstances, that triggers retaliation. In my case, retaliation is the same punishment I previously described.”
Check and mate, Amy.
“I see.”
“I’m sure you do Doctor. Is there anything else?”
“No Mr. James, nothing else.”
“Let me know the test results when they become available. Good morning to you.”
We left the same way we came in, seeing the same smiles. I didn’t bother to return them this time. Bob started the car and we pulled into traffic, but didn’t head to the house.
“Where are we going Bob?”
“I need to speak with Anthony. Is he likely at the club this time of day?”
“Probably, but he might have some other business going on. He doesn’t like to be interrupted. Amy and I discovered that the last time we met him there.”
“We will stop by and see if he has the time to talk with me.”
We continued to the club, circled it and parked out front. Anthony’s car was in the back. We got out and Bob knocked on the door. There was no answer. Bob pulled out his cell phone and entered a number.
“Hello Anthony, this is Bob James. Honey and I are out front of the club. I just finished with Dr. Hanson’s examination and need to speak with you, if you have the time.... Not long, just a few minutes... Yes, what we already discussed.... We’ll wait.”
He flipped the phone shut.
“He will be here in a few minutes.”
I looked around. It seemed as if I hadn’t been here in months instead of weeks. Coming back was going to be harder than I thought. The door opened and Anthony stepped out. He looked around and let us in. There was no one else in the club.
“Do you want to talk here or should we go to your office?”
“Here’s fine. Honey, go to the bar and get us a couple of beers.”
I glanced at Bob and he gave a very slight nod of his head. I left to get the beers. When I returned, I approached slowly so that I could listen to what they were saying.
“...some way to get her to change her mind. I can’t keep doing this.”
“I agree, Anthony, but I can not be the one to bring it up. She may be treating me but she does not trust me. Of course, I do not trust her either so I can’t blame her. It depends on why she wants the addiction. There may be a technological solution to the problem. Schedule a meeting and I will be there. Oh, you are back Honey.”
Damn, Bob saw me. He reached out and I gave him the beers.
“Thank you very much.” He handed one to Anthony. “I believe that Anthony would prefer that you have a seat at the bar until our talk is finished.”
Anthony nodded his head so I reluctantly walked away. Both of them watched me. As soon as I sat down at the bar, they returned to their conversation. I strained to hear them, but was simply too far away. They talked for another few minutes, then stood up and shook hands. Bob signaled with his hand for me to come back. I walked back to the table. Bob took my hand.
“We will see you next week. Call me when you have scheduled the meeting.’
“Good bye Bob and thanks.”
“You can thank me if we succeed.”
We walk out and Anthony locks the door behind us. We got back in the car and Bob turned for home. We rode in silence for a few minutes. I had to ask.
“Why did you send me away? What did you talk about?”
“I thought that Anthony would talk more freely without you listening in. He has taken my observations about your knowledge of his activities to heart and wants to limit your opportunities to acquire more information. As far as what we talked about, I am afraid that is between Anthony and myself. I am sorry that you must be kept out of the loop.”
I cross my arms and drop my head to my chest.
“You don’t trust me.”
“On the contrary, I trust you completely. Don’t pout.”
“I am not pouting.” Actually I am and know it. I can pout better than anyone. It usually works with everyone except Amy and Anthony ... and now Bob.
“I will make it up to you. We can stop at the video store and you can pick out what you want. We can also get some take out so you won’t have to cook.”
“Why don’t we go out?”
“What do you mean?”
“You know, go out, some place nice, with good food and wine and waiters and music, the works.” I was getting into this. “We get dressed up big and hit the town.”
“I don’t know about this Honey. Why would you want to go to all that trouble just to eat?”
Sometimes I just don’t understand men.
“It’s not just the food, it’s the whole experience. You feel special and beautiful and elegant. It'll be fun.”
“You just want to do this so you can buy some new clothes.”
“You’re right, we can’t do this today. I don’t have anything to wear. I need a new dress and shoes. Plus I need to get my hair and nails done”
“Whooaa, Wait a minute. I have not agreed to anything yet.”
“Please Bob, I haven’t been to some place really nice in years. We only have one last week together. Let’s make it the best week we can.” I give him the big doe-eye look with trembling lips. He glanced at me, glanced again, then returned his attention to driving. I can only see his face from the side but I think he’s smiling.
“Yes, you are right. Let’s go out with a bang.”
I’ve still got it.
CHAPTER TWENTY THREE
Once Bob accepted the idea to go out, he got all mysterious ... well, more mysterious than usual. He wouldn't tell me where we were going to go; just that it would be Thursday, two days from today, and formal. I had that long to get my dress, shoes and any other clothes plus a hair and nail appointment. Bob gave me his credit card and made me promise to keep the damage to the low four figures. I said that I would do my best.
I first called Candi. That's not her real name, which is Donna, but she is the closest thing I have to a girl friend, always giving me fashion and makeup advice, helping whenever she can. She was really glad to hear from me and wanted to know where I had been for the last few weeks. Apparently the only answer Anthony would give to questions about my absence was "None of your damn business and get back to work." She was afraid that I was dead or something. I told her that I was OK, working on a special job that Anthony gave me and that I couldn't give her any details without getting into big trouble. She understood.
I then told her that a "Special Gentleman" was going to take me out for dinner at an unknown fancy place and that I needed a new dress and shoes ASAP. Also that cost was not a big problem. Naturally, she thought it was a gag, but I convinced her I wasn’t goofing her without giving too many details. She said that she knew the perfect store and that she’d be by at noon to pick me up. I had to check with Bob to make sure it was OK for her to come by his house. He said that wasn’t a problem and he appreciated that I checked with him first, said it showed proactive thinking. Fine, whatever.
I fixed lunch and was just finishing the dishes when Candi showed up. I let her in and introduced her to Bob, who was surprisingly gracious. I gave him a kiss on the cheek and we left. Candi waited until we got in the car.
"Is he the 'Special Gentleman'?"
"Candi, I’m not at liberty to say" I giggled.
"Uh huh" she replied with a knowing look. "Well what is so special about this gentleman, whoever he may be?"
"It's hard to explain. I think he cares for me, in his own way. He is kind, giving and gentle most of the time. Other times, he’s completely clueless, despite being maybe the smartest guy I've ever met."
"That doesn't sound special, that sounds like a typical man." She was teasing me.
"OK, the 'clueless' part is a typical man, I'll give you that. But it’s more than the usual selfishness you get from guys, it's like he doesn't have the vaguest idea what I’m feeling when he does or says something. If I bring it up, he has a perfectly logical explanation for what he did. My feelings just weren't part of the calculation. He'll apologize for making me feel bad, but it's clear that if he faced the same choice a second time, he’d do the same thing again. My feelings weren't that important to him."
"How do you feel about him?"
"Confused."
"At least you can admit it."
"I know, I know, our relationship, whatever it is, ... it's just complex."
"Aren't they always? More importantly ..." she leaned in and dropped her voice "... does he fuck your brains out?"
"CANDI PLEASE!" I'm blushing, as red as a stop light. "We're not like that."
"You're not fucking him?"
"Not exactly. We are having sex but it's all about him doing things for me, mostly oral."
"Is he any good?"
"World class" I sigh.
"Girl, what are you bitching about? You. Have. Got. It. Made."
"Well, we don't have a lot of choice. He's impotent."
"Oh, I'm so sorry. Is it permanent?"
"We don't know. Doesn't really matter though. I'll be back at the club in a few days and who knows what will happen after that."
"He's not going to take you away from all that?"
"No, but it's not his fault. He tried."
"So what is all this date stuff about?"
"Just trying to make some happy memories to keep me warm on a cold winter night."
"Well then, Merry Christmas too you, we're here."
We were at a little boutique downtown, called "Marie's". I had heard of this place. It was very upscale. Neither of us was dressed for someplace this nice. I was just in jeans and V neck polo. Candi was wearing shorts and tank top.
"Don't worry, I know people. Come on."
We walk in the door and are "greeted" by a salesclerk. She gives us the stink eye.
"May I help you?" What she meant was, "Skanks, get the hell out of here." Candi took it in stride.
"Yes, my friend and I would like to see Marie. My friend needs a very special dress for a very special occasion."
"Ms. Marie does not see just anyone. I am sure that I can take care of your needs."
"Under normal circumstances, you might be right, but we would like to see Marie, if it is all the same."
"I am fully qualified ..."
Candi cut her off. "Just see if she is available. If not, fine, we’ll go someplace else and spend a couple of thousand dollars on an inferior product. We would prefer to spend our money locally. Tell her that Candi would like to see her."
"Candy?"
"No, Candi with an 'I'. Just tell her. She'll understand."
The salesclerk walked away, through the curtains into the back of the store, angry but defeated. I was afraid she was going to call the cops to come pick up a couple of whores giving her grief. Candi seemed at ease.
"Don't worry. We're here to make happy memories."
We waited for several minutes. I could hear a conversation taking place in the back but couldn't understand anything. A different woman stuck her head out of the curtains and looked at us. Candi smiled at her. The woman smiled back.
"Donna! How are you?!" The woman hurried out as Candi moved towards her. They hugged each other.
“I’m fine Marie, just fine. I’ve brought you some business. She’s a friend of mine who needs a little help.”
“Not another friend who needs a deal I hope.”
“No deals. This one might make up for all the others. We just need your expertise.”
Marie looks me up and down then reaches her hand out.
“Hello, I am Marie.”
I always hate this part. I have to give my name, which I despise. I put a smile on my face and shake her hand.
“Hello Marie, I’m Honey Sweet-Lay”
“No dear, not your stage name, your real name.”
Candi reached out and touched her arm. “That is her real name.”
“Oh my. Someone didn’t do you any favors, did they?” I smile for real this time.
“You have no idea.”
“Well Honey, what can ‘Marie’s’ do for you?”
Candi explained my situation. Marie had a thoughtful look on her face. She looked at me. “Are we talking from the skin out?”
Candi answered. “Why not? The sky isn’t the limit but we’re thinking 30,000 feet at least. I am hoping sexy but classy, your specialty.”
“I think I know where to start. Let’s go to the back and get down to business.”
Marie led us through the curtains into a luxurious fitting room with several racks of beautiful gowns and dresses. There were also stacks of color coded drawers. Marie reached up and picked a measuring tape from a hook by the mirrors.
“OK Honey, get undressed down to your panties, I need to get your measurements.”
I still feel a little uncomfortable about getting undressed in front of a stranger. I know that seems odd, but the stage and lights and costumes and music and pole provide some distance from reality, like it’s someone else dancing and striping. I pull the polo over my head, kick off my shoes, unzip my jeans, pull them down and step out of them. I slip my arms from the bra straps, unhook it and place it on top of my other clothes. My arms are crossed in front of my breasts. Marie smiles.
“So shy for someone in your profession. Don’t worry dear, we are all friends here. Now stand in front of the mirror, arms at your side, just relax.”
She first measures my hips, 35”, them my waist, 22”, and then my breasts, 36”. She also measures my chest below my breasts and above my nipples.
“I must say, that is one impressive figure Honey. You’re what, 5’4” or 5’5”, 110 lbs? You don’t usually find 36D breasts on a girl with your body type.” She reached out and lifted one of my breasts, massaging it. “It would appear that you are perfectly symmetrical and all natural too, very impressive indeed. We will need to find a dress that accentuates your natural assets. But first we must build the proper foundation. With that long blonde hair, green eyes and ‘peaches and cream’ complexion, I think that we will go with red as your basic color.”
She went over to one of the drawers and removed a bright red bustier. She gave it to me and I put it on. Candi helped fasten it. It was soft, strapless, and boned. Once completely fastened, it was very tight but not uncomfortable. It had half cups, so my breasts were pushed up on a shelf, with the top two thirds of my boobs and nipples exposed. She then gave me a pair of beige silk stockings. I sat and rolled them up each leg attaching them to the six garter belts dangling from the bustier. It wasn’t easy to bend over but not too difficult.
“What size shoe do you wear dear?”
“Usually a 4 or 5.”
“Such tiny feet. Do you take after your mother?”
How do I answer that? According to Amy, I’m a combination of the best features of many women.
“Yes, mostly after my mother.”
“What style of shoe do you prefer? Sling back, open toe, pumps?”
I wear “fuck me” pumps most of the time when I dance. They aren’t too bad but my feet still hurt like hell at the end of the day.
“Let’s try pumps with a heel that’s not more than 4” please.”
Marie went around the back stack and returned with two pairs, both cranberry red, one with a strap around the ankle. I tried on both pairs but the one with the ankle strap fit the best, like it was formed around my foot. The heel was 4” but didn’t feel that high. My legs looked absolutely great though. I walked around a bit.
“Don’t work the hips so much Honey. Remember, sexy but classy. You are not on stage. I will be back with some dresses.”
She brought six dresses of varying styles and lengths but my favorite was a strapless column dress in ruby red silk. It was tight across my breast, showing all my cleavage. I was going to have to put something on my nipples. It clung to my torso until it passed my hips, where it gathered itself and fell to my ankles. It was very tight but had a slit on each side cut to the upper thigh, just short of the top of my stockings, so that I could walk. Marie was pulling and tucking at the back.
“There needs to be a few alterations but it fits exceptionally well for off the rack. Of course, you will need to wear a thong with this dress, unless you decide to go without.” Fat chance on that.
Marie picked up a digital camera from the table. “Honey, stand over here and let me take a few pictures. You can show them to your hairstylist so that she can match your dress.” I posed front, back and both sides. She printed them and showed them to me. There was no doubt about it, I was smoking hot. Playboy Playmate of the Decade hot.
Marie was extremely pleased. “You should do this for a living Honey. I could sell a hundred of those dresses if a customer thought it would make her look like that. We must make sure that you get your hair done by an expert. Who were you planning to use?”
“I haven’t done anything about that yet, I don’t really know anyone.”
“Don’t worry, I will make some calls. I must have photos of the finished look though. Now, stand still and I’ll mark the dress for alterations. We should have it available by 9:00 tomorrow morning.”
Marie pulled and tucked the back of the dress, marking with a piece of chalk and inserting pins as she went.
“OK. You can take it off. Be careful, do not smudge those marks.” Candi unzipped me, I slowly slide the dress down and stepped out. She also unfastened the bustier and I removed it and the stockings. I got dressed in my old clothes.
“Tammy, please come here.”
The first salesclerk came out and Marie handed her the dress and lingerie. She avoided looking at us. Marie reached into her pocket and removed her cell phone.
“When is your date Honey?”
“Bob said to be ready by 6:30 Thursday night.”
“Then a hair appointment at 4:00 should be about right.”
She scrolled through her address book and dialed.
“Hello Anne. This is Marie of ‘Marie’s’. I would like to speak with Michelle if she is available.... Well then maybe you can help me. I have a special customer that needs an appointment for Thursday at around 4:00. Do you have any openings for Michelle?.... I’ll check and see.” Marie cupped her hand over the phone.
“She has a 4:30 available. That might push you a bit. Can you handle that?” Candi spoke up.
“I’ll help her, it should be fine.” Marie returned to the phone.
“She will take it ... Name? Hold on.” Marie cups the phone again. “What is Bob’s last name?”
“James, why?” She goes back to the phone.
“The name is Honey James. Thank you very much Anne. Make sure Michelle knows this is a special customer.” She closed the phone.
“I am sorry, but I just could not tell them ‘Honey Sweet-Lay’. This way, the name matches the charge card. I think that is everything for now. Let me get the bill.”
It was worse than I thought. I showed it to Candi but she was not worried.
“When he sees how you look, he’ll forgive you anything.”
Easy for her to say. She didn’t have to face him. I decided not to worry about it. Tomorrow is another day, right? I pulled my wallet from my purse, removed Bob’s charge card and gave it to Marie. She slid it through the reader and handed me the receipt to sign. I put the card back in my wallet and was returning it to my purse when Candi reached out and grabbed my hand.
“What purse are you using Thursday?”
“This one, it’s the only one I have. Why?” She takes the black, well worn clutch purse from my hand.
“Because it doesn’t match the dress.”
“Then I won’t take a purse.”
“You have got to have a purse. Where will you put you makeup, your wallet, your emergency stuff? Marie, we need a matching purse.” Marie looks at my old purse.
“You certainly need a new one dear, but I’ll loan you a purse for the night. It’s the least I can do.”
We then drove home and Candi dropped me off, promising to pick up the clothes in the morning and get me at 4:00 the next day. As she was getting ready to leave, I leaned in the passenger side window.
“How do you know Marie? Why was she so willing to help us?”
“Marie was a working girl a few years ago. She had a regular john who gave her a start and she ran with it, never looking back. This is not common knowledge so I expect you to be discreet. Any way, she hasn’t forgotten where she came from and still remembers her old friends. Plus she’s a good person.” I nodded my head.
“Thanks for all your help, I really appreciate it. See ya Thursday.” Candi drove away and I went in the house.
Bob was sitting on the couch, reading the paper. I came up behind him, reached around, hugging him around the neck and kissing him on the cheek. Bob didn’t look up.
“How bad was it?”
“What?”
“The bill, how bad was it?”
“I am insulted sir. Do you think I would attempt to trade my affections for mere money?” Bob looked up at me with one eyebrow cocked.
“That bad, eh”
“Oh don’t worry. I think you’ll find that it’ll be worth every penny when you see it.”
“Did you and Candi enjoy yourselves?”
“Yes. Yes, I think we did.”
“That’s the most important thing then.” Bob returned to reading his paper. I hugged and kissed him again then skipped off to the kitchen to start supper. It had been a good day.
CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR
Anthony sat in his office, looking at his phone. He was going to have to make the call but wasn’t looking forward to it. He wasn’t sure why he was so worried about what Amy Hanson thought. Maybe it was seeing daily what she had done to Josh Thomas. If she could get away with doing that to a famous football player, what could she do to him? Sure, he would be on the lookout for anything funny but she was a very smart, devious, vengeful bitch with some very powerful weapons. If he let his guard down for a minute, he could end up in that clinic of hers and God knows what would come out. Still, he couldn’t go on the way he was and Bob had promised to help him. Together they may be able to get Hanson to see the truth and work out something that everyone could live with. He sighed, picked up the phone and dialed.
“Hello, The Hanson Clinic, how my I direct your call?”
“This is Anthony Coleridge. I’d like to speak with Dr. Hanson.”
“Please hold and I will check to see if she is available, Mr. Coleridge.” The elevator music started. He was on hold for a couple of minutes.
“Mr. Coleridge? Dr. Hanson will be with you in a moment. Please hold.” He held for another few minutes.
“Hello Anthony. What do you have for me?” All business, as usual.
“Honey will be back in the club at 11:00 in the morning on Monday. Bob will be dropping her off. I didn’t know if you wanted to be there or not, but I thought I’d let you know. Plus, we’re getting close to her six month tune-up and didn’t know if you had something special planned.”
“I have nothing planned beyond the usual ‘special customers’. Five cards have been distributed, so three will probably show up. Make sure the video tape system is working.”
“Are you going to be here Monday?”
“Ahhhh, let me check my schedule ... Yes, I can be there to welcome Honey home. I owe her a little something, that would be as good as time as any to deliver it. I’ll see you Monday then Anthony. Good bye.” She hung up. Good bye to you too.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I didn’t get a lot of sleep Wednesday night and not just because Bob showed me a new trick with ice cubes. I thought my orgasms would never stop. That man has a talent, no doubt about it. I was mostly nervous about our date. All my plans kept replaying in my head, trying to make sure I had thought of everything. It’s not like I had a lot of experience at this, at least from the woman’s side. I had gone out with all kinds of women, to all kinds of places, but was never as nervous as I am now, waiting to go out with Bob, not even close.
I can’t sleep so I get up, slip on a robe, walk out to the kitchen, fix myself a hot chocolate, sit down at the kitchen table and slowly sip it, staring into the dark, trying to figure out why this date has me in such a tizzy. After about fifteen minutes, Bob comes in, scratching his head and yawning.
“Is there something wrong, Honey? Are you OK?”
“Yeah, I’m fine. Just a bit antsy about our date today.”
Bob walks over and stands next to me, placing his hand on my head, stroking my hair. I turn to face him, look up and smile. He keeps stroking my hair.
“There’s no need to worry about anything. You will be beautiful, as always. We’ll have a good meal and a fine time. It is no big deal.”
Could he be anymore of a guy? No big deal? Then why is my stomach full of butterflies seventeen hours before go time? Yes ... why?
“Come back to bed. I’ll see if we have anymore ice cubes.” I stand up, put my arms around his neck and kiss him, hard and long.
“No more ice cubes tonight. I need my beauty sleep. We can buy a seven pound bag for tomorrow night if we aren’t out too late.” I take his hand and lead him back to bed. He slips the robe off my shoulders and it falls to the floor. We stand there, facing each other. He reaches up and gently pinches both of my nipples. I giggle.
“Please Bob, no. If I don’t get some sleep I won’t be worth anything tomorrow. Do you want me to fall asleep during supper and drown in my soup?”
“Honey, with your build, drowning is the least of your worries.” Men and their fascination with big breasts. We hug and kiss for a moment. Maybe I don’t need that much sleep. Bob breaks it off.
“Fine, bed it is.”
He slides in and pats the sheet. I slide in next to him and we kiss good night, my worries gone for now. Hot chocolate can work wonders you know.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
Candi comes by at 9:30 in the morning. She has my dress, shoes and lingerie. She also brought a makeup assortment. I want to show Bob my dress but he doesn’t want to see it.
“I’d rather be surprised tonight. I have made arraignments to get ready elsewhere today. The house is yours for the day. I will be back at 6:30 tonight to pick you up. I can take the car or you can have it if you need it, your call.” Candi volunteers the use of her car so Bob kissed me good bye and left. We take the dress in my bedroom and I try it on to make sure the alterations are right. It fits like a silk glove. Checking out my reflection in the mirror, I can’t believe how good I look. If I was still a guy, I’d be all over me. That’s a weird image. Candi reaches up and fluffs my hair.
“Have you given any thought as to how you want your hair done? It’s so full and long, you may not have a lot of choices.”
“I don’t want anything tight, lacquered and stacked on my head because I’ll have to live with it all night. I’m thinking a slight soft wave, maybe a partial braid of some kind to reduce the length.”
“Why not just cut it?”
“Anthony won’t let me cut it, at least no shorter than it is now. He likes it long.”
“Why do you let Anthony control you like that? Just tell him to drop dead and leave.”
“It’s a long story and I can’t tell it to you. I’m sorry Candi. It’s not a trust thing, believe me. The less you know the better for the both of us.” I reach out and take both of her hands in mine. “I can’t tell you how much I appreciate your help, not just this date thing, but all you’ve tried to do before. You’re a real friend.” I’m starting to tear up.
“You’re welcome, Honey. You’re an easy person to like. Let’s get you out of that dress and try some different looks for tonight.”
I take the dress off and put on a sweatshirt. I’d showered this morning so my face was clean, a blank canvas. I sit down and Candi takes a long look at me.
“You are what, twenty two years old?”
“Yeah, give or take a few months.”
“I swear you look closer to seventeen or eighteen. Must be the genes.”
I’ve still got the original drivers license Amy gave me when I officially became “Honey Sweet-Lay”. I was supposed to be nineteen then and that was three plus years ago. With my tune-up treatment about every six months, I haven’t really aged in that time. In fact, I may actually look younger now than I did then. Of course, I can’t tell Candi any of that. I lied.
“Thanks, my mom always looked younger than she was.”
“Where is your mother?”
“She and my dad died in a car accident when I was fifteen. I lived with my aunt until I moved to Dallas when I turned eighteen.”
“Oh, I’m so sorry Honey. That must have been rough. Do you keep in touch with your aunt?”
“She doesn’t approve of my career choice, so we don’t talk … I’m pretty much alone.” Candi leans forward and hugs me. I hug her back.
“Well, let’s see what we can do with that perfect skin of yours. We ought to go for a more mature look so people won’t think Bob is some kind of creepy cradle robber. How old is Bob anyway?”
“I don’t know for sure. How old do you think he looks?” Candi has a thoughtful look on her face for a few moments.
“You know, I have no idea. I’m usually pretty good at that sort of thing but he is a puzzle. It could be anywhere from twenty eight to forty. That is so weird.” She shakes her head. “Let’s get started on the makeup.”
We spend the next two hours trying different looks, some dark, some light, some heavy but nothing was quite right. Candi was getting frustrated.
“I’ve got some magazines in my car. I’ll get them and we can see if anything looks right.”
She brought them in and we spread out in the living room, searching for inspiration. I finally found a photo spread in an old “Redbook”, kind of a retro look with bold lipstick and long lashes.
“Hey Candi, what about this?” I handed it to her.
She held the picture next to my face at arms length and cocked her head to the side. “With your hair, skin and eyes, this might work, particularly with that dress. Let’s try it.”
We scamper back to the bedroom and get the look worked out within a half hour. It’s almost noon so we go to the kitchen and I fix a light lunch. Candi offers to help, but it’s the least I can do after all she’s done for me. Besides, the way that dress fights, I don’t want to eat too much before supper. Candi finishes her sandwich as I put my dishes in the washer.
“That was really good Honey. I think you could be a cook professionally.”
“Thanks, Bob’s said the same thing. I think we’ve done all we can until the hair appointment at 4:30. That leaves about three hours to kill. What do you want to do?”
“I don’t know. Do you have any ideas?”
“We could lay out by the pool.”
“I didn’t bring a suit and I doubt that I could fit in one of yours. Maybe the bottom, but certainly not the top.”
“Who said we need suits. I lay out topless a lot. It’s very private. We could just go au natural.”
Candi giggles “You naughty girl you. OK, let’s do it.” She starts to strip out of her clothes and I join her.
“Go ahead and put your clothes in my bedroom. I’ll get some lotion. Do you want anything to drink?”
“You got any beer?” I walk into the kitchen and check the fridge.
“No beer but there is some white wine, a Zinfandel I think. It’s cold already.”
“That’ll do” Candi says as she walks out of the bedroom. She is a beautiful woman. I’d seen her naked before at the club but the back room of a strip club is not a very erotic place, despite what you may think. It’s dirty, smelly, hot and noisy. Here at the house, she made a different impression.
I’ve had sex with a few women since the transformation, usually as part of a threesome set up by one of Anthony’s suppliers. It wasn’t as enjoyable as sex with men. I still have all my memories from my days as a man, but Amy’s changes have gone beyond physical changes. I have mood swings. I look at babies differently now. Sometimes, when I see one, I want to pick it up, hold it and never let it go. As much as I hate to admit it, men are more attractive to me now. My erotic dreams are much more likely to be about me with a man rather than a woman. Women still popup now and then but only about five percent of the time. I think that the best way to describe my situation is a female brain with some male memories. It’s more than simple conditioning from all the sex I’ve had with men. I’ve now got a woman’s drives with a woman’s needs and desires. Nature verses nurture. I think I heard that in a psyche class once.
For whatever reason, Candi has my interest. When you think about it, my relationship with Bob has been a lesbian relationship. His cock never comes into play. He’s a guy and I don’t think of him as anything but a guy and I really wish he could get an erection, but it has been lesbian sex all the way. Wondrous, glorious, mind blowing lesbian sex. I slowly walk up to Candi and take her hand.
“Let’s go outside. I’ll take a towel and you can have the lounger.” We walk out to the pool together. I’ve got the wine in an ice bucket with two glasses. Candi has the towel and lotion. She sits in the lounger and I lay out a towel, putting the wine between us. I squirt suntan lotion on my breasts and then slowly spread it over my boobs, shoulders, arms and stomach. I squirt some more lotion on my hands and bend over, giving Candi a good view of my ass, covering my legs with lotion. Then I pour a glass of wine, set it next to my towel, pour a second glass, hand it to Candi along with the lotion.
“Do you need any help with that?”
Candi looks me up and down, probably noticing that my nipples are hard and pussy lips puffy.
“Not right now. Thanks for the wine.”
“You’re welcome. Let me know when you need a refill.”
I lay down on the towel face up while Candi slathers lotion on her body. We lay out for about a half hour, sipping wine. I refill Candi’s glass twice but not mine. I don’t know exactly what Bob’s plans are and I don’t want to be tipsy. I roll over onto my stomach.
“Candi, could you do my back?”
“Sure, hold on a sec.” She finishes her third glass of wine and then gets out of the lounger. She picks up the lotion, kneels on the towel next to me and squirts it onto my back. It’s warm because the bottle has been in the sun.
“Oooowww, that’s hot. It’s nice.” Candi starts to rub the lotion on my back, working across my shoulders and around my chest to the sides of my breasts. She then pours more lotion on my ass and massages it in. I raise my ass slightly, moving in rhythm with her motions. I also spread my legs slightly, giving her better access to my pussy, just in case she feels the need to touch me there. She does.
“Mmmmm, that’s good. OH yes.” She then moves down my legs to my feet. She returns to the lounger after pouring herself another glass of wine.
“Thanks for the help Candi. You’re very thorough.”
“Anytime Honey.”
We continue this way for another 10 minutes and then Candi turns over.
“A little help Honey?”
“Sure thing.”
I pickup the lotion and kneel next to the lounger. I start with her shoulders, working my way down her back. Her head is laying to the side and she sighs gently as I massage the lotion in. I work the sides of her generous breasts. They aren’t as big as mine and she has implants but it was a quality job. I lean into her lower back and she sighs again. I squirt more lotion on her butt and start to massage her cheeks. She raises her ass and spreads her legs just as I did so I return the favor, though I give her pussy a little more attention.
“AAAhhhh Honey, you have a nice touch. Oh yes ... very nice.
I move down her legs and finish by massaging her feet, squeezing some more sighs out of her.
“That was really nice Honey.”
“We aim to please, Ma’am.”
I lay back down face up, legs spread about a foot, giving Candi a good look. Her head is turned my way but her eyes are closed.
“Honey?”
“Yes, Candi.”
“You must be uncomfortable on that towel. This lounger is big enough for both of us.”
“Are you sure? I wouldn’t want you to get too hot.”
“You can never get too hot, Honey.”
Actually, you can, but I wasn’t going to explain it to her.
I stood up and walked over to the lounger. Candi turned over and scooted to one side. I laid down next to her, my feet down by her head. We lay there for a few minutes. I let my hand slide down her legs to her pussy. I rested the palm of my hand on her mound and massaged her slit with my thumb. Her breathing rate increased. I push my thumb past here pussy lips. Her hips jerk a little. I pull my thumb out and insert my index finger, moving it slowly in and out. She raises her head and looks at me with a sly smile on her face. I pickup the pace with my finger.
“You may be right Honey. This is a little small for two people.”
“What do you suggest we do about that?”
“Why don’t I get on top, then you’ll have room to spread your legs.”
“What a great idea. And you can do the same.”
Candi climbed out of the lounger and stood up. She was a little unsteady. Four glasses of wine will do that to a person. I lay flat on my back and spread my legs. Candi stepped over the lounger, straddling my face. She lowered herself onto my face and then laid her body on mine with her face in my pussy, the classic 69 position. I spread her pussy lips with my fingers and started to lick her clit. She did the same to me. Candi then started grinding her groin into my face while she finger fucked me, first with two fingers, then three. I followed suite. I could feel an orgasm starting to build. Candi picked up the pace of grinding her crotch so she was also probably getting close too. We were both moaning into each others muff, so the neighbors couldn’t hear much. I licked furiously at her clit and she did the same to me. My orgasm was coming, so I reached around and grabbed her ass, pulling her crotch to my face just as she stuck her fingers deep into my cunt. I cried out as the orgasm washed over my body.
“Ohhhh Honey, don’t sttttoppppp Oh OH Oh OHHHH YYYEEESSSS”
So, Candi is a shouter. I soon found out she was a squirter too. Her juices covered my face. The tremors in her body started to subside. I decided to try one of Bob’s tricks. I spread her lips and clamped my mouth to her cunt. I started to inflate her vagina just as Bob did to me. I then rapidly diddled her clit with my tongue.
“Honey, what are you doing? What iiiiissssss that? Ohhhh yes, yes, yeSSS OOOHHH YYEESSS. OH GOD! DON’T STOP! OH SHIT! SHIT! OH GOD!”
I should stop this right now. If Candi kept this up, the cops would be here in a few minutes and they would get a good show.
“OH GOD HONEY! I’VE NEVER ... OH GOD ... PLEASE UUUHHHH AAHHHHH FUCK IT! OH GOD DAMN! PLEAAASSSSEEEE! AAAAAAAHHHHHHH.......”
This time her orgasm hit like a ton of bricks. I couldn’t keep contact with her bucking hips. She was sitting upright on my face and I was having trouble breathing. I pushed my head down the lounger, away from Candi’s crotch. She collapsed backwards, breathing hard, barely staying on the lounger.
I climbed off the lounger. My entire upper body was covered with her juices. I decided a quick dip would solve my problems, so I dove in. A few minutes of rubbing my body and I was reasonably clean. I climbed out and picked up the towel, drying off.
Candi just stared at me. I knelt next to her. “Are you OK?”
“Honey, what the hell was that?!”
“Just one of Bob’s little tricks.”
“One of his tricks? How many does he have?’
“Oh, a couple dozen or so to date.”
“Are they all just as good as that one?”
“Pretty much … though the best one may be what he did yesterday.”
“And this is what you’ve been doing every night for the last six weeks?”
“Not the last six weeks, the last two weeks though, yes.”
“And you’re still alive?”
I laugh “Yes, of course I’m alive. Actually, I don’t think I’ve ever been more alive.”
“Honey, I’ve never experienced anything like that in my life. It was completely amazing! I almost blacked out there for a second.”
“Well, the four glasses of wine probably had something to do with that.”
“You’re could be right, but trust me, it’s worth it.”
“Don’t I know it.”
“Oh Honey, keep this man no matter what. I swear to God! What time is it?”
I look in the kitchen and see the clock on the microwave.
“It’s 2:30.”
“What can we do to kill the next hour and a half?”
“Well, I can show you some more tricks if we take it inside. I didn’t know you were a shouter.” She blushed.
“I can normally keep it under control but you surprised me.”
“We may need a sound-proof room for this next one.”
“Are you kidding?”
“I kid you not.”
“OK, what do I need to do?”
“Just go inside, wash the sunscreen off and wait for me in the bedroom. I’ll get the ice cubes.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
Time flies when you’re having fun. It was 3:40 before I knew it. We took a quick shower, dressed and headed for my hair appointment. Candi had brought a digital camera and had taken a few pictures of me with the makeup. We already had the pictures of me in the dress. We got there at 4:15 and Michelle was available.
“Hello ladies, I’m Michelle. You must be the friends of Marie. We always try to keep Marie’s friends happy, good for business.” Candi reaches out and shakes Michelle’s hand.
“I’m Candi and this is Honey James, she’s the special customer.” I also shook her hand.
“Well Mrs. James, what do you have in mind?”
“It’s Ms., not Mrs., and please, call me Honey. I have some pictures here ...” reaching into my purse, I pull out the envelope with my dress and makeup photos “... of my dress and the planned makeup. It’s kind of a retro look so I was thinking to just add some body and wave to it, but I’m open to suggestions, you’re the expert.”
Michelle opened the envelope and starts to flip through the photos.
“Very nice. Yes. I see what you mean. Oh my, that dress was made for your figure. Really extraordinary. Let me get my portfolio and you can see some examples. Would either of you like something to drink?”
Candi was still a little tipsy so she asked for black coffee and I took a water. Michelle came out with a large, black three ring binder and we all sat on a couch with the portfolio open on a coffee table in front of us. Michelle started flipping the pictures.
“You don’t usually find someone whose hair is so long. Is cutting an option?”
“Afraid not.”
“I can handle it either way, just wanted to establish the boundaries. What is the event?”
“It’s just a date.”
Candi had to speak up.
“Now be honest. It’s not just a date. It’s their first and likely last date for some time to come. He’s taking her someplace fancy, but won’t say where. After this, they may not be able to be together for awhile.”
“All this for a first date? How romantic. Is he in the military and going overseas?” I thought I better end the speculation quickly.
“Bob works for the government but I’m not free to say anything else.” I shoot Candi a look, hoping she isn’t too drunk to follow my lead. “We both want this to be a special night and Marie agreed to help me.” Michelle seemed to accept this.
“Mum’s the word then. Here’s a possibility, what do you think?”
We looked at about ten different pictures. None were exactly right but Michelle was able to get a good idea as to what I wanted.
“Alright let’s get to work. Honey, you come over here and we’ll wash your hair.”
“I washed it less than an hour ago.”
“I can tell you did but we have special shampoos and conditioners. Just relax and leave it to me.” I decide to just sit back and enjoy the ride.
After the shampoo came the rollers, the chemicals, the dryer, the waiting, the manicure and finally the pedicure. Michelle removed the rollers and started brushing and fluffing my hair.
“Honey, I need to do a little trimming, not much, I promise.”
“Fine, I’m completely in your hands.” She took a pair of scissors and started snipping, a little here, a little there, and then went back to brushing and fluffing.
“I’m going to use some spray now. Close your eyes for a moment.” Michelle kept fluffing but also sprayed something at the same time. She did that for about two minutes.
“You can open your eyes now.”
I opened my eyes as she spun me towards the mirror. I was stunned. My hair was full around my head, but less than the classic “Big Texas Hair”. It then spilled over my shoulders and down my back in shinning golden waves. It was brighter than I had ever seen it before. I reached up and touched it. With all the spraying, I expected it to be stiff and sticky but it was soft. I gave my head a shake and my hair flowed around my head, returning to its’ original shape when I stopped. My nails were bright red and glossy.
“Well, what do you think?”
“Oh Michelle, it’s perfect! I’ve never looked so good in my life! You are an artist … a genius!” I get out of the chair and spin around. My hair trails behind me like a comet’s tail. It seemed several inches shorter. “I didn’t realize you cut off so much.”
“Don’t worry, it’s not cut, just curled. After the perm wears off, it will go back to the original length. Honey, I’d like to add you to my portfolio, if you don’t mind. This turned out better than I had thought it would and I don’t have any pictures of anyone with hair this long.”
“Sure, no problem. What do I do?”
“Let’s go to the lobby. I have a neutral wall I use as a backdrop.”
We walked to the lobby. Candi was waiting, reading a magazine. When she saw me, she squealed with delight.
“Oh MY GOD! Is that you? You are beautiful! Turn around, turn around.” I do a little pirouette and a bow, shaking my head. Candi comes up and hugs me.
“I can’t wait to see you in that dress with that hair. Bob is going to need a gun to keep the men off you.”
“Trust me, Bob can take care of me and himself.” Michelle reaches behind the counter and picks up her camera.
“Honey, stand right here.” I pose in front of the wall. Michelle reaches out and moves a few hairs, then cups my chin in her hand, moving my head around until she is happy.
“Ok. Big smile.” I give her one of my best sultry smiles and she takes several pictures, again moving my head a couple of times between shots.
“All done. I’ll get the bill.” I check my watch. It’s 4:55. We’ve got about an hour and a half to get done. Michelle hands me the bill. Damn! Thank God, Bob’s paying for this. I pick up my purse, pull out my wallet and give her his card. She swipes it and hands me the receipt to sign.
Honey James. It has a nice ring to it.
We return to the car and drive back to the house. Candi parks in the garage and we walk in. I pick up my dress and lay it out in my bedroom along with the lingerie, shoes and stockings. I start to get the makeup but Candi stops me.
“Let’s do this in the kitchen. I have a portable makeup mirror in the car and the light is better in the kitchen.” We pick up the makeup case and equipment and move to the kitchen. She gets the mirror and sets it on the table. I pull up a chair and sit down. Candi starts with the eyes, a pale highlighter under my eyebrows and a darker shade on my eyelids. She then applies dark brown eyeliner. Finally she curls the lashes and uses the mascara. Candi leans back and checks her work.
“I’m going to darken the eyebrows a little more than we originally planned. If we weren’t trying to make you look older and more sophisticated, I wouldn’t touch them. They are damn near perfect as is.”
She takes a brown eyebrow pencil and shapes them with short, light strokes and follows up with an eyebrow brush. She sets each item aside when done with it.
“Make sure you put all of these in your purse before leaving. You can use them to do any repair work during the evening. Now ... where’s the blush?”
She checks her case and finds the powder blusher. She pauses with the brush above my cheek.
“You usually use this to hide or de-emphasize flaws, but you just don’t have any. I’ll just start light and go a little darker on the upper cheek.”
Candi brushes the two colors on my cheeks and then blends them with the brush.
“OK Honey, let’s make those lips luscious. Pucker up.”
She first applies a bright red liner, then the basic red lip color and finally the lip-gloss. She puts the sponge applicator back in the lip-gloss tube, “and we are done. Take a look.” I don’t immediately recognize myself. It’s me but amped up, me plus. The look is just right, more mature, sophisticated but not too much.
“Candi, it’s perfect. You would think that I wasn’t even wearing makeup. It all seems so natural. Except the lips, of course.”
“I told you, makeup is mostly used to hide something but you’ve got nothing to hide. I’ve never seen a more perfect face. All I had to do was not go overboard and pick the right colors. How are we on time?” I look at the clock on the microwave.
“It’s almost 6:00 so we’ve got a half hour.”
“That’s plenty of time.”
“I’d rather finish now and be done. I’ll have some time to get used to the shoes and that tight bustier.”
We go back to my bedroom and I strip. Candi helps me into the bustier and pulls it tight while I hold onto the door.
“How much tighter do you want this?”
“Just a little more” I gasp.
“Remember, you’re going out to eat. You’ll need a little room for that unless you plan on just eating soup and salad.”
“You’re right. Let’s stop now and tie it off.” She ties the laces and I let go of the door.
I twist and flex my torso. “Not bad. Tight but flexible. What do I do about my nipples? I need to cover them.”
“Why?”
“Because I don’t want people staring at me all night.”
“Honey, we are long past that point already. There’s not a man, gay or straight, within 100 yards that won’t be staring at you tonight. Same for the women. You can take some Band-Aids and put them in your purse but I say leave them uncovered and give Bob a show. You’ve got the classy part down, the nipples are the sexy.”
“OK” I giggle. “I’ll start out your way.” I roll the silk stocking up my left leg and fasten it to the garters and then I do the right leg. I’m ready to step into the thong panty when Candi stops me.
“Remember, Marie suggested going without.”
“Not a chance in Hell. I’ve never gone commando before and I’m not going to start now.”
“Come on. It’ll be fun. A naked pussy gives you a whole new attitude, particularly with that high slit in your dress.”
“I am not going to do anything to embarrass Bob. Besides, I can always take it off later if I feel like it and Bob doesn’t object.”
“Chicken.”
I stick my tongue out at her and slide the panty up my legs, settling the thong strap into the crack of my ass. I slip my feet into the shoes and tighten the ankle straps. I should be able to just about look Bob in the eyes. I’m just under 5’9” in these heels and he’s just over 5’10” barefoot. We’re a good fit. Candi picks up the dress.
“OK. Here we go. Hands up.” I raise my hands and Candi lifts the dress over my head and drops it down. I wiggle as she pulls the dress down my body, past my hips and then zips the back. My nipples are barely visible. I arrange my hair and turn around.
“Oh Honey. I ... you ...” she starts to cry.
“Please Candi, don’t cry. If you cry then I’ll start and then my makeup is ruined.” She smiles and touches my cheek.
“You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. It is all so perfect. The hair, the dress.”
“And your makeup” I add.
She waives off the praise. “That was easy.”
“For you maybe, but it would have been impossible for me. I just do stage makeup and not very well. You’ve been a lifesaver all through this. I can never thank you enough.” I hug her and she hugs me back.
“You are welcome Honey. I’ve enjoyed spending Bob’s money.” We both laugh. “Do you have any jewelry?”
“Come on, where would I get jewelry?”
“I just thought that Bob might have given you something.”
“Bob’s given me so much Candi. If I had jewelry that was worth anything, Anthony would have sold it.”
“That’s true. You go walk around in the living room for practice and I’ll clean up in here.”
I walk out to the living room. The dress is still a little tight around my legs, despite the slits. I need to take slightly smaller steps than usual. A higher slit would free up my legs but then I would be flashing my panties with every step. After some practice, I’m feeling more comfortable. I walk in to the kitchen to practice on a hard surface. Candi is just finishing packing away the makeup. She hands me my purse.
“There you are. All the spare makeup, brushes, your wallet, two tampons, four Band Aids and a few condoms.”
“I won’t need the tampons or condoms.”
“You never know, best to be prepared. We need to take some pictures. We promised Marie that we would. I brought a camera with me ... where’s my purse?”
“I think you left it in the car”
“You’re right. I’ll be right back.”
Candi comes back with the camera. We step outside to take the pictures in natural light. I don’t get anywhere near the pool, why tempt fate? Candi takes several shots as I turn left and right, smiling all the time. The doorbell rings. I look at the kitchen clock. It’s 6:29.
“That’s Bob! Come on! I’ll get in my bedroom and you answer the door. Once he’s in the living room, you come and get me and I’ll make my grand entrance.” The doorbell rings again. “Hurry!”
I move as quickly as I can in this dress and Candi goes to the door. She waits for me to close the bedroom door and then she opens the front door. I’ve got my bedroom door cracked open so I can hear what is happening.
“Good evening Candi. Is Honey ready?”
“She certainly is. Come on in and I’ll get her. I hope you’ve got a strong heart because you’re in for a big surprise.”
“Speaking of surprises, would you be kind enough to take this to her before she comes out.”
“What is it?”
“Just something to finish her outfit.”
Candi knocks on my door, opens it and then walks in, shutting it behind her. She hands me a small box, about the size of a DVD case but thicker.
“This is from Bob.”
“What do you think it is?”
“No idea. He says it’s to finish your outfit, like straight men have any idea about that sort of thing. Go ahead, open it.” I crack the case and then lift the lid. I scream.
“Ohmygod! Candi look at these! Ohmygod!” I hand her the box with trembling hands. She takes it and looks inside.
“Holy Crap! Are these real? They can’t be real ... are they real? Jesus Christ!” She reaches into the box and carefully removes a silver chain with a heart shaped diamond pendant. She holds it up to the light.
“God damn, I think it’s real. And big too, maybe two, three carats.”
“What about these?” I remove a pair of silver earrings with diamonds dangling from three inch chains. She lays one in her hand next to the pendant.
“I think that if this one is real, so’s the other one.” The earring is about one quarter the size of the pendent. “Anything else in there?”
“Yes, these.” I take out a pair of diamond studs. Candi takes one and compares it to the other jewelry.
“I think you’re three for three.”
“I can’t take these. My God. What are they worth?” I can’t believe Bob bought me jewelry.
“Who knows, probably more than the dress. Maybe he didn’t buy them. Maybe their loaners, like the purse. Come on, I’ll help you put them on.”
I go to my mirror and Candi holds my hair back while I put the earrings in. My ears are double pierced and, obviously, Bob remembered it. I hold my hair up and Candi latches the chain. The pendent nestles into the beginning of my cleavage. I turn and face Candi.
“Well?”
“Damn Girl. Bob has great taste, you sure he isn’t gay?” I raise my hand to hit her. “Kidding, kidding.” So am I. I shake my head to arrange my hair.
“Let’s get this show on the road. Wish me luck.”
“Good Luck Honey. Knock him for a loop.” She opens the door and I stride out.
Bob is standing in the middle of the room, hands clasped behind his back, a big smile on his face. He is dressed in a tux and it actually fits. Fits pretty damn well to tell the truth. He’s always been an average looking guy and has gone to great lengths to remain average looking. But even an average guy can be impressive in a tux.
Bob’s very impressive.
I walk towards him until I’m about six feet away, then I stop and turn slowly in place, looking him in the eyes over my shoulder as I turn. He’s still smiling but his eyes are wide in surprise. I finish my turn and step close to him, head tilted slightly down but looking up into his eyes. It’s my innocent school girl look, a bit of a contrast with the dress, hair and makeup but for most guys, it’s an instant erection. I use my quiet voice.
“Do you like it?” Bob stares at me for a couple of moments, that smile still on his face. He blinks several times and shakes his head slightly.
“I am speechless, Honey. Absolutely speechless. You are a heavenly vision of beauty. Never in my life have I seen a woman as lovely as you. I have traveled the world several times over, seen the high and mighty, the lowest of the low, and in all my travels, in all my existence, you are the most captivating, alluring, enthralling, glamorous, gorgeous, erotic, magnificent, human being I have ever laid eyes on.” I step next to him, reach out, take his hand in mine and press my breasts to his arm.
“That’s a lot of words for someone who’s speechless,“ I purr. Bob turns to face me, takes my other hand in his and pulls me tightly to him.
“All of them are completely inadequate, I assure you.” We stand there, lost in each other’s eyes. I don’t know how long it is but eventually Candi gives a stage cough.
“I don’t mean to be a spoiler here but I think you guys have a reservation somewhere.” Bob remains focused on my eyes, but answers her.
“Unfortunately, you are correct Candi.” Bob releases my right hand, turns to face Candi and wraps my left arm around his right arm. “We do need to be leaving but before we go I would like to thank you for all the help you have given Honey in the last few days. You made all this possible and I won’t forget that.” He looks over at me. “Ready to go?”
“I just need my purse.” Candi has it in her hand, she gives it to me. I let go of Bob’s arm and hug her.
“Thanks again Candi. You’ve been a wonderful friend.”
She kisses me on the cheek. “Enjoy yourselves, you two.” She picks up her stuff in the kitchen, goes to the garage, and drives away. Bob holds his arm out and I take it. We walk out the front door. There’s a limo parked in the street in front of the house.
“Oh Bob. I haven’t been in a limo for years. This is wonderful!” We walk out and the driver opens my door. He can’t take his eyes off me and doesn’t try to hide it. Bob sees this but doesn’t do or say anything.
It’s not a stretch limo but has plenty of room for two. Leather seats, wood paneling, media center, fridge, mini-bar, the works. The driver turns around, checking out my legs.
“Would you care for some music, Madam? Sir?” I slide closer to Bob and he reaches out, taking my hand and entwining his fingers with mine.
“No music I think. We are not far from the restaurant.”
I perk up. “Where are we going to eat? You’ve been so mysterious and secretive about it up to now. You can tell me, can’t you?”
“I suppose so. The reservations are at “The French Room’.” It is one of the best restaurants in the country, certainly the most romantic in town. Unfortunately, I am banned there. I lean in close to Bob’s ear.
“Uh Bob, I’m banned from ‘The French Room’.”
“Banned? Why?”
“Five years ago, I was there with a date and had a little too much to drink. I punched out the maitre de.”
Bob laughed. “You mean that Josh Thomas got a little drunk and punched out the maitre de.” Oh yeah. Josh Thomas. “Don’t worry about it, Honey. They have probably forgotten all about it. I doubt they will recognize you anyway.” He pats my leg. “We will be fine. Do you want something to drink now?”
“No thank you. Candi and I had some wine earlier today while lying out by the pool. Candi had a bit more than I did” I said, giggling.
“She seemed to be handling it well.”
“You saw her after a couple of hours and some coffee. She was pretty loose earlier.”
“And did you take advantage of her ‘looseness’?” Bob’s eyes were twinkling, one eyebrow arched, and that smirk, of course.
“I wouldn’t say that I took advantage of Candi. I can say that I worked up an appetite.”
“By slaking other appetites?”
“What does ‘slaking’ mean?”
“To cause to subside with or as a thirst with a refreshing drink.”
I thought about this for a moment. “Yes … I think. How do you know words like that?”
“Honey, I am a victim of excessive education. You can describe it all in great detail when we get home tonight.”
“You sure you want to hear about that sort of thing? I don’t want you to be jealous or anything.”
Bob lets go of my hand, slides his right arm around my waist and pulls me close to him. “Honey, it is important for you to understand something. When someone who looks like me is out with someone who looks like you, he has to accept the fact that every red blooded male around …” he nods at the driver “… is going to be giving you a great deal of attention. There is nothing I can do about it short of making you wear a burkha, which I wouldn’t do. These men will be extremely envious of me and with good reason. Some may try to do something about that envy. Try to show that they are a superior, alpha male or belittle me. Testosterone makes idiots of us all. None of these men will have any knowledge of our unique situation. I plan to mostly ignore anyone who shows you excessive attention. If you find someone particularly appealing, you can do what you want about it. I won’t try to control you because I can’t control you, only you can control you. I will take action if someone threatens you or you ask me to step in. I will not take action if someone threatens me. I prefer to walk away. If there is some kind of altercation, the police will be involved, charges may be filed, the dead man’s family may cause problems, who knows what may happen. I prefer to avoid all that because, when you get right down to it, who cares what some drunk, macho asshole thinks about me. I tell you this so you know that when I act like I don’t care about other men showering you with attention, I am feigning indifference because it is the best course of action, not because I don’t care about you.”
“Oh Bob ... do you really care for me?”
“That is the part of my speech that you focus on? You weren’t concerned about my reference to a dead person?”
“Come on Bob. I know what you’re talking about. Hell, I was that drunk, macho asshole. Luckily, I never ran into someone like you or I would have been that dead body.” I turn sideways, pressing my breasts into the side of his body, running my leg across his while I reach my arm across his waist. “I understand exactly what you said and I agree with you one hundred percent. No trouble, no police. Looking like this, I’m a trouble magnet if we go to the wrong places, but ‘The French Room’ should be very safe.” I kiss him full on the lips, snaking my tongue into his mouth. He responds so we kiss for a minute or two. I pull back. “Besides, there is no male more alpha than you. Now, please answer my question, do you really care for me?” Bob laughs.
“You are the sexiest woman on the planet, you know that? Yes, I really do care for you.” He stops smiling, turning serious. “You will need to remember that. We have had an enjoyable time in the last few weeks but that is ending soon. You will see and hear things in the coming days that will make you question my feelings for you. All I can say is, be strong. Remember, I will not tell you anything that you need to keep secret from Dr. Hanson. Do not try to keep secrets. It will lead to trouble. And on that somber note, we have arrived.”
We pull up to the Adolphus Hotel. I quickly check my makeup. I need to touch up my lipstick and Bob needs to remove it from his lips. There is a line of cars, so I have time to finish the job. Bob wipes his mouth with a Kleenex. The driver pulls to the front of the hotel, stops, gets out and opens the limo door. Bob steps out first and then offers me his hand. I take it and smoothly exit the limo. Being a dancer, I have excellent body control. I take Bob’s arm and we walk to the front door. I give the doorman a big smile as he opens the door and we go in.
“The French Room” is on the main floor. It’s ornate, with high ceilings. The seating is very intimate even though it’s a big place. You feel like you’re the only couple in the restaurant. Since it’s Thursday, they aren’t that busy. We’re shown directly to our table. Bob holds my chair for me as I sit down, smiling up at him. He sits down across from me. The waiter shows up almost instantly. He introduces himself as Chris, hands us the menus and leaves us to look them over. Bob puts his down.
“You are the one who’s been here before, what would you suggest, Honey?”
“I’ve only been here a couple of times and I think I had fillet mignon every time, which was very good. I hear the guinea hen stuffed with lobster is extraordinary. They have a variety of dishes available, not just French cuisine. I think the name ‘the French Room’ is more about the décor than the menu. With this dress, I’m thinking something light.”
“Honey, you have what you want, hearty, light or nuveau cuisine. If you can’t eat it all, that is why God made doggy bags.”
“You sure?”
“Absolutely.”
Chris returns shortly.
“Are you ready to order, sir?”
“Yes, thank you. I will have the fillet mignon, medium rare, sautéed mushrooms, garden salad and consume.”
“And what will madam have?”
“I’ll have the guinea hen stuffed with lobster, asparagus tips with Hollandaise sauce, a small Cobb salad and French Onion soup.”
“Chris, I would like to change to French Onion soup.”
“Certainly Sir. Would either of you care for anything to drink?” Bob thinks for a moment.
“I think that we would like some wine, but I’m not sure of what would go well with both of these dishes. We certainly won’t drink two separate bottles. If your Sommelier has a suggestion, I am willing to listen, otherwise I will just have water. Do you want anything Honey?”
“Some wine would be fine, if not wine then just iced tea instead of water.”
“I’ll check with the Sommelier and be right back with your soup.” The waiter leaves. Bob reaches across the table and takes my hand.
“You never have iced tea at home. Why order it now?” I shrug.
“Sometimes I like tea. The odds are that the kitchen will use more salt than I am used to and, for some reason, tea keeps me from getting dehydrated. Now, where have you been all day?”
Bob had taken a room at a nearby motel and used it as his base of operations for the day. He had picked up the jewelry earlier today, the same with the tux. I lean in closer to him.
“Ahh about the jewelry ...” I hesitate as another man approaches our table.
“Good evening, Sir, Madam. I am the Sommelier, Winston. I have reviewed your order. May I suggest a half bottle for each of you, there will be little waste. Our house wine is from Napa Valley and both the Cabernet and Riesling are quite good.”
“That would seem to be a good idea. What do you think, Honey?”
“The Riesling will be fine. Thank you.” Winston leaves just as the waiter returns with our soup and salads.
I’m famished so I start eating right away. The soup and salad are both excellent. The main course arrives just as I finish my salad. Winston was right, the Riesling goes very well with the hen. Bob seems to be enjoying his meal and wine. He asks me how my day went and I describe all the prep work Candi and I did today. I left out the details about our time by the pool and in the bedroom but he clearly suspects something.
“It sounds like you both went to a lot of trouble to get ready for tonight. I don’t know if I am worth all that effort.”
“It wasn’t all for you, it was for me too. I wanted to experience the whole big date process and you made it all possible. I wanted to feel special, appreciated.”
“Do you?”
I blush. “Yes. Yes, I do. Thank you.”
“Please, Honey. I should be thanking you for all your effort and the stunning results. We won’t cross the path of a single man tonight who would not happily trade places with me.” I blush again. I lift the pendant from my chest.
“I have to ask. I don’t want to sound cheap or crass or anything but …” I lower my voice, “… is this real?”
“Of course it is real. You are holding it in your hand aren’t you? Do you think it is imaginary?” He’s smirking again.
“OK smarty, you know what I mean. Is this a real diamond?”
Bob smiles. “Yes, Honey, it is a real diamond, as are your earrings. And so is this.” He reaches into his pocket and brings out a small box. He slides it across the table to me.
“What is this?”
“It’s just a gift, the same as the earrings and pendant. Go ahead, open it.” I open the lid and move some white batting aside. It’s a silver ring with three diamonds.
“Oh God Bob! It’s beautiful! .... What exactly does this mean? Are you asking me ...” I can’t finish the sentence.
“It’s just a gift Honey. It is not anything more than that.” I feel relieved ... and disappointed.
“Oh sure ... of course ... a gift. I can’t take these. They’re worth too much. Amy would never let me have them and Anthony would never let me keep them. I’ve got no place to hide them at the club.”
“We can talk about it later. Try it on.”
I take the ring from the box and put it on my finger. It’s a perfect fit. I hold my hand up to the light, watching the reflections. It’s a little hypnotic. A silly smile crosses my face.
What if I was Mrs. Honey James? Leave the club, escape Amy’s clutches, live with Bob the rest of my life. Could I do that? Marry a guy? I shake my head. No. It can’t happen. That would be both impossible and too weird. I’m not going anywhere. Amy will never release me. However, I’m not going to think about that tonight.
“It’s beautiful Bob, everything is. Thank you.”
“You are quite welcome. Let’s finish our meals. The night is young.”
“What else do you have planned?”
Bob gives me a sly look. “Later, after the meal.”
“Well I’m just about finished. There’s no more room in this dress.” I eat the last of the asparagus and put my utensils on my plate. The waiter is quickly beside the table.
“Are you finished, Madam?”
“Yes I am. It was all delicious.”
“Would you care for some coffee or some dessert?” It looks like Bob won’t be finished for a few minutes.
“I’m afraid that there is no room for dessert but I will have some coffee, black please. I’d also like to take the leftovers home. They’ll make a wonderful midnight snack.”
“Very good, Madam.” The waiter picks up my plate and hurries off.
“You know that he has been watching you like a hawk, don’t you?”
“Maybe it’s just good service.”
Bob almost chokes on his steak. He laughs. “Yes, that’s probably why the entire kitchen staff have been taking turns checking out this table.” I turn to look towards the kitchen and see two workers in white duck behind a partition. “There has been at least one person there the entire meal, usually with a cell phone camera. I would guess that your image will be spread across the internet before we get home tonight. I hope none of the other patrons have suffered from a lack of attention.”
I’m shocked. “Do you really think someone will do that?”
The waiter returns with my coffee and the leftovers in a foil wrap. I thank him and he leaves but now that I’m paying attention, I notice he doesn’t go very far.
“If the photos do you justice, most certainly. I was not offering hollow praise when I told you how devastatingly attractive you are tonight. I would wager that pictures of you are bouncing from cell phone to cell phone even as we speak. The internet is next.” I start to feel self-conscious.
“Should we leave?”
“No, no, of course not. I thought something like this might happen, but once I saw how unbelievably gorgeous you looked, it became a rock solid certainty. Just be your self and don’t worry about it. Your picture was all over the sports magazines and newspapers for over fifteen years. I would think you‘d be used to it by now.”
“Sure, as a football player, but not as a teenage internet pin-up girl.”
“Don’t worry about it, Honey. Tomorrow you will go back to being your regular sexy self instead of tonight’s Goddess.” Bob finishes his meal as I drink my coffee, carefully looking around to see who may be watching and recording me.
Bob puts his utensils down. “That was a delicious steak Honey. Your recommendation was on the mark. Are you ready to leave?”
“I think I need to use the little girls’ room first. Where are we going from here?”
“Just down the hall.”
“What’s down the hall?”
“The Adolphus has a big band playing this weekend and tonight is the first night. We are going dancing.”
“Dancing? I can’t dance.”
Bob looks surprised. “You can’t dance? You’re kidding, right? Up until six weeks ago, you were dancing practically every night.”
“I’m guessing there aren’t many poles on the dance floor. If there are, then I can really wow the crowd, but we’re talking about ballroom dancing, not lap dancing.”
“If I recall correctly, Josh Thomas got a B+ in his college dance class.” Where did he get that from?
“Ok, your right. That was one of the few classes I actually showed up for.” Primarily for the babes who were in the class. “But that was almost twenty years ago and I learned the guy’s part. Plus this dress is way too tight for any big moves.”
“Fine Miss Negative, we will go and just listen to the music.” Bob stands up, picks up my leftovers and offers me his arm. I stand and take it.
“Don’t you have to pay the bill?”
“I have already made arrangements for that.”
“I hope you made sure to leave a good tip for the waiter.”
“I did, but getting to stand next to you was probably better than any tip I could leave.”
I giggle. “Let’s go you flatterer.” We walk out and I notice a number of heads turning our way as we go. I still need to go to the bathroom.
“Bob, could we wait until I go to the bathroom?”
“You go ahead and I will take your midnight snack to the limo and put it in the fridge. Be right back.” Bob heads for the lobby and I start looking for the restroom. It’s not far away. There are a few women there when I walk in. They are subtle about it but they check out the competition. I go in the stall, close the door, pull my panties down, hike my dress up and sit on the stool. I just need to piss, probably the coffee. I dry myself after I finish, get my clothes back where they belong and walk out of the stall. One of the women is still there. I wash my hands and then check my makeup. The lips could use a little repair work so I take the lipstick from my purse and reapply it, following with the gloss. I brush my hair quickly and smile. Yep, this is a fucking killer look.
“Excuse me dear.” I look over at the other woman, she’s probably mid thirty’s and very attractive, not as attractive as me, but tonight, who is? “That is a lovely dress. May I ask where you bought it?”
I smile at her. “Thank you. You look very nice yourself. The dress is from ‘Marie’s’.”
“I thought it might be from her shop. She has the most wonderful inventory. I’m Gwen Francis.” Oh crap! Why did she have to introduce herself?
“Pleased to meet you Gwen, I’m Honey ... James.”
I used Bob’s name at the hair dressers so why not now? I just can’t bring myself to tell people that I’m “Honey Sweet-Lay”.
“Are you here for the dance?”
“Well, we had dinner at ‘The French Room’ but we’re staying for the music. I don’t know how much dancing we’ll do.”
“Who’s ‘we’?”
“I’m here with Bob James ...” oooppps “... my husband.”
I was trapped and had to think fast. I had already to told her my name was ‘James’ and now told her Bob’s name. It was too weird to have the same last name without being married. I turn my back to her, reaching for my purse. I quickly switch the ring to my left hand, turning it into a wedding ring. “I better get out there, he’s probably waiting for me.”
“I know my husband Tom is. Let’s go.” I hadn’t planned on picking up a bathroom buddy. We walk out. She waives to someone. A tall, handsome, well dressed man waives back and heads our way.
“This is my husband Tom. Tom, this is Honey James. She and her husband Bob are also here for the dance.” Tom offers his hand and I shake it. He has a strong grip and holds my hand just a little longer than normal. He has that look in his eyes that I am all too familiar with. He wants me. He may not do anything about it because his wife is standing right next to him, but he wants to fuck me. Where is Bob when I need him?
“I’m very pleased to meet you, Honey. Maybe you would favor me with a dance later tonight.” Tom is starting to ramp up the charm. Most of the time, guys don’t have to try to charm their way into my panties, they just pay Anthony. Not that I don’t appreciate the effort, it’s just usually not necessary.
“I’m happy to meet both of you, Tom. Gwen told me you were here for the dance. My husband Bob and I just ate at ‘The French Room’ and I don’t know how much dancing we’ll be doing. I know that I ate more than I should have.” There, I included both his wife and my husband in that response. I hope he gets the hint.
“From looking at you Honey, I’d say you hadn’t eaten in a week. You have such a trim, toned figure.” He didn’t take the hint. Gwen either doesn’t notice or care that her husband is starting to hit on me. “Are you sure that you won’t promise to give me at least one dance?”
Gwen touches my arm. “You really should take Tom up on his offer Honey. He is an excellent dancer. You would enjoy the experience, trust me.’ Huh, that’s a bit odd. “Let’s have a seat and wait for your Husband.”
There is a small couch near the bathroom entrance. Gwen sits down and takes my hand, gently pulling me down next to her. Once I’m sitting down, Tom squeezes in next to me. OK, it’s official. I’m being double teamed. They both want me. Gwen does the innocent pick up and Tom comes in to help seal the deal. I wonder how they plan to handle Bob. I’m almost curious enough to let them play out their game, but since they have no idea who and what Bob is, I can’t afford to take any chances. Just then, I see Bob. I stand and wave my hand to catch his eye.
The first thing Bob does when he enters a room is to stop and slowly survey it. When he looks my way, he sees the wave and smiles. He starts walking towards me and I go to meet him. I hug him when we meet and whisper in his ear “Follow my lead.” I take his hand and walk back to Gwen and Tom. Under other circumstances, I might be willing to give them a tumble, but not tonight.
“Gwen, Tom, this is my husband Bob James.” To his credit, Bob doesn’t blink. “Bob, this is Tom and Gwen Francis.” Bob and Tom shake hands. Gwen looks a little disappointed. So, it was going to be a swap. She must have thought that someone as hot as me must be with a really good looking guy. Her husband gets me and she gets my “stud” partner. I have to stifle a laugh. It would serve her right to complete the swap. She’d find out that Bob is much more than he seems. I bet that I’d be getting the short end of the stick, so to speak. “It turns out that they are going to the same dance we are. Tom has been politely requesting that I save a dance for him.” Bob nods his head.
“If I were he, I would do the same. I thought you said that you did not plan on dancing tonight?”
“Well, maybe some of the slower dances, but they will be all with you.” I kiss Bobs’ cheek. “I’m sorry Tom.”
“You can’t spare a single dance?” He is so desperate to fuck me. Gwen seems a bit put out.
“Please, Tom, don’t make a fool of yourself.” Tom shoots Gwen a stern look. He just lost his wing man. She’s not willing to settle for Bob in order for Tom to get a crack at me. That’s her loss. I smile at both of them.
“We had better go get a table before they are all taken. I’ll certainly enjoy watching you two out on the floor. See you later. Come on Bob, let’s go get a good table.” We walk away, hand in hand. Bob leans in close to me.
“What was all that about?” he whispers.
“I’ll tell you later. I want to get a table where we can see the show.”
“It is just music. I don’t believe there is a show.”
“Oh I think there may be an interesting show. We’ll see.” I look back at Gwen and Tom. They are surveying the growing crowd, Gwen is pointing at a nice looking couple. Picking a new target I bet. We entered the ballroom. There were tables of assorted sizes with long table cloths, seating two, four, six or eight, arraigned around the room and a raised band stand. The middle of the room was open for dancing.
“Are there reserved tables Bob?”
“No, we can sit where ever we want. Do you want a table for two?”
“Definitely. I’m not in the mood to share you with anyone tonight.” Bob gives me a funny look. “Don’t worry, I’ll explain shortly.” There were a dozen couples already seated. I notice that there are a few small tables in a raised area on both sides of the band stand. “Let’s sit over there. We’ll get a good view of the band and the dance floor.”
“That’s true, but it may be a bit loud that close to the band.”
“You may be right, but I’d like to start there. We can move later if we have too.”
“Your wish is my command, Honey.” We take a table that is perfectly positioned to see the entire room, which means the entire room can see us. Bob holds my chair for me, then sits down and scans the room.
“I’ve always meant to ask, why do you do that?”
“Do what?”
“Any time you enter a room the first time, you check it out, looking from left to right. What’s that about?”
Bob pauses for a moment. “Force of habit I guess. I was not aware I was doing it. Probably looking for the nearest exits, possible threats, planning escape routes. That sort of thing. It is mostly subconscious I suspect. I am surprised you noticed.” He looks over at me and smiles. “I have always marveled at how perceptive you are. Do you want to tell me about Gwen and Tom now?”
“Just one more thing to do and then I will.” I raise my hand to get the attention of one of the waiters. Three of them immediately start moving our way but one is closer than the others so he gets there first. The other two look disappointed.
“Yes, Madam, what can I do for you this evening?”
I turn to Bob. “Champagne?”
“Whatever you want Honey.” I turn back to the waiter.
“I would like a bottle of champagne please.”
“Very good Madam. Any particular year or variety?”
“Krupps, dry, any year but 2001.” The waiter looks at Bob, who grins and nods his head at me.
“You heard the lady.” The waiter bows slightly and leaves. He’s back within three minutes with a bottle in a silver ice bucket, a napkin and two fluted glasses. Bob slips him some money. The waiter quickly checks to see what he has and smiles broadly.
“Yes, Sir. Thank you, sir. Do you want me to open the bottle for you, sir?”
“No thank you, we will let it chill a bit longer.”
“If you need anything else, just let me know.” He bows again and is gone.
“You know, Honey, I did not realize that being with you guaranteed such prompt service. You likely take it for granted.”
“I’m as surprised as you are. This is only the tenth or eleventh time I’ve been out in public since the change, and most of those times were when Anthony wanted to show me off.” I look around and all the waiters are looking my way. “Of course, it makes all the sense in the world when you think about it.”
More people are coming in and sitting down. I see Gwen and Tom walk in, talking with another couple. They are younger than the Francis’s, both good looking. Gwen and Tom seem happy with their choice.
“Alright Bob, open that bottle, pour me a glass and I’ll tell you what happened while you were gone.” Bob picks up the bottle, wraps it in the napkin and carefully opens the champagne, catching the cork in his hand. Typical Bob James, classy, not showy. I hold up the glasses and he pours. I hand him a glass, we clink rims and drink. Bob settles back in his chair.
“Go on, Honey. What happened?”
“We were nearly picked up.”
“We?”
I proceed to tell him of my conversations with both Gwen and Tom, why I decided to become “Mrs. Honey James” for the evening and what I suspected they were attempting to do. “You and I had never discussed the possibility of ‘wife swapping’, so I wasn’t sure how you would react to the suggestion. Plus, we haven’t prepared a cover story, so the lies would start piling up fast. I thought the best thing was to get away as soon as possible.” Bob was smiling/smirking. He turns and checks out Gwen at her table.
“I don’t know, Honey. She is an attractive woman. I think maybe I should be angry with you.” I reach out and pat his hand.
“She’s the one who rejected you, Bob. It pissed me off. She thought that she and her husband were hot stuff. We could have rocked their worlds, but she didn’t know it. I bet Tom gives her hell later for not taking one for the team so that he could get to me.”
Bob laughs. “Sex with me is ‘taking one for the team’?”
I giggle and rub my foot against his leg under the table. “You have to admit that you are bit of a surprise package. No one looking at you would suspect that you are a sex…ma…chine.”
“Is that what I am?”
“Uh huh. A skilled, caring, surprising, erotic s-e-x-m-a-c-h-i-n-e Baby. And I don’t plan on sharing you with anybody, particularly someone as superficial as Gwen Francis.”
“Well when you put it that way, I guess I approve your course of action.” He looks back at Gwen. “Still ...” I lightly kick him under the table. He laughs. “Just kidding, just kidding. How sure are you that they intended to suggest a partner swap?”
“Pretty damn sure. That’s the type of vibe I’ve become very good at picking up, but there is one way to make sure. That’s the show I was talking about. From here, we can see what happens at their table and on the dance floor. I bet that we will see a couple of attempts at seduction. But first ...” I look around for our waiter, catch his eye and signal with my hand. He’s here in moments.
“Yes, Madam?”
“I would like to send a bottle of champagne to that table.” I point to Gwen and Tom. I look at Bob. “OK?”
“You are getting very good at spending my money, Mrs. James. Yes, go ahead.” Bob slips another bill to the waiter.
“Thank you, sir. Right away, sir.”
The musicians start to come out and take their places on the bandstand. They begin to tune up. The waiter takes the champagne to the Francis’ table. I can’t hear what he is saying, but he points to us. All four of them turn to look at us and we raise our glasses to them. I see two confused faces and two forced smiles. Gwen nods towards me and I nod back. They all turn back to the middle of their table and resume talking. I move closer to Bob.
“We’ve provided the social lubricant. Now it’s up to them.” The band continues to tune up. Tom opens the champagne, popping the cork across the room. Yeah, I made the right choice. He fills the four glasses and they turn to toast Bob and me. We return the toast.
The band leader comes out and does a little intro, then they kick off with “The Porterhouse Stomp”, at least that’s what I thought he said. Big Band and Swing aren’t exactly my kind of music but these guys are good. It takes a couple of songs before someone breaks the ice and starts dancing, then there’s a rush to the floor. Gwen and Tom start off together, but they have switched off by about the fifth song. I look over at Bob. He hasn’t been watching the floor, he’s been watching me.
“What?”
“You have been tapping your feet and swaying in your seat. You sure you don’t want to dance?” I wasn’t aware of that. It’s hard to sit still when the beat kicks in.
“When they have a slow song. This dress is just too restrictive. I might have gotten something with a full skirt if you had let me know your plans.” The band stops the Swing song they are playing and shifts to a slow one. Bob smiles and offers me his hand. I take it and he leads me to the floor. When we get there, he lifts my arm above my head and leads me into a quick spin. He then puts his other arm around my waist and pulls me tight. I put my other hand on his shoulder.
“Ok now, nothing fancy. You know I’m out of practice.”
“Absolutely Mrs. James, nothing fancy.”
The crowd has thinned out just a bit. Bob moves and dips through the other dancers. I’m able to keep up with him, mostly because he is moving backwards and sideways so I’ve got somewhere to step without dodging his feet. He is leading but it feels more like we are moving together. He now starts doing this slow spinning move where I go around him then he goes around me, all the time with our hips pressed together and my breasts rubbing his chest. In these shoes, I’m just about two inches shorter than he is. Since we started, I don’t think his eyes have left mine. The song is coming to an end and I am disappointed for it to be so soon but the next song is also slow so we keep on dancing. I turn my head to the side and lay it on his shoulder.
That’s when I feel it.
Something is pressing on my pelvis. I press back against Bob and give a little shimmy. He gives a short grunt. I pull my head off his shoulder.
“Oh Bob! Is that ...”
“Yes it is Mrs. James.”
Bob’s finally got an erection! The treatments have worked after all these weeks. I can hardly contain my excitement.
“What are we going to do now? Let’s go straight home. No! Let’s get a room here. I don’t want to waste another minute.”
“Do not get too excited Honey, this may be temporary. I suggest we finish the evening and see what happens.”
“But Bob, it’s been so long. For me it’s been weeks, but for you it’s been years. Come on, let’s get out of here and go upstairs.”
“I have waited all these years, I can wait a few hours to see if it is a real cure.”
“Hours! No Bob ...”
“Mrs. James, if it is a cure then we have all night. If it isn’t, then it doesn’t matter. The song is ending. Let’s sit down.” I step away and we keep holding hands. I’m in front, leading the way back to our table. I let my other hand brush his crotch and give him a gently squeeze. He hesitates slightly as he walks. We get back to the table and sit down. I scoot my chair next to his and reach under the table and start stroking his cock through his pants. Bob shifts in his seat, but doesn’t stop me.
“Honey, what are you doing?” I pick up my glass with my other hand and have a sip of champagne.
“Why Mr. James, it has been a long time for you if you don’t know what I’m doing.” I lean in close to his ear. “I am stroking your manly cock through your pants. I may just unzip you right here and give you a hand job in front of all these people.” Bob reaches down, takes my hand and puts it on top of the table.
“I appreciate your enthusiasm and, if everything works out as I hope, I plan to take full advantage of it later this evening, but let’s not push it right now, please.” I’m frustrated.
“Well, exactly when are we going to start ‘taking advantage’ of the situation, Mr. James?”
Bob looks at his watch. “I will make a deal with you. It is 9:48. If I am still ... uuhh...standing tall in an hour, we will go home.”
“Can I check every few minutes to make sure you are still upright?”
“No. There can be no direct assistance from you.”
Fine, he has his terms and I have mine. “I’ll take that deal. However ...” I take his glass and pour it in the ice bucket “... no booze. Alcohol hurts an erection. Also ...” I take his hand “... we are going back on the floor.” The band had started playing a fast song but I didn’t care. Bob needed the stimulation and I know how to stimulate a man while dancing.
“I thought the dress was too tight for this kind of music.”
“I’ll manage. Remember, dancing was your idea so let’s go. Oh and set the alarm on your watch for one hour. I don’t want to wait one more second than necessary.”
Bob pushes several buttons on his watch. “There, one hour. Let’s dance.”
I take his hand and pull him back to the dance floor. He takes me in his arms and we plunge into the crowd. Some of the stuff I learned in dance class came back to me when we were out here the first time, but now I’m mixing it with all the stuff I have learned at the club. I don’t know if it you could call the result dancing, but it does attract attention. Kind of like a vertical lap dance while facing the patron and he can touch me. Any time I can get my ass, pelvis or hip into Bob’s crotch, I do it. I’m trying to keep Bob turned on but I’m also revving up my own engine. I never did cover my nipples and now they are like bullets. My panties are also getting wet, but that is partially due to sweat. I can’t keep this up for a whole hour but I can do it for ten minutes at a time with breaks in between.
We’re on our third break when I look out on the floor and see Gwen dancing with the guy from the other couple. Her hand is resting on his ass. When they turn around, I see that he has returned the favor. I nudge Bob and point them out.
He chuckles. “You may be right about them. Where is Tom?” He looks around the room. “Ah. Over there in the corner. I think he is doing a bit better than his wife.” I look where Bob pointed. I can’t see anything at first but then notice some movement behind the potted plants. They are kissing, their hands all over each other. Can I call them or what.
“I should have bet you something on that. The next round is on you.” I signal our waiter and he comes over.
“All the rounds have been on me.”
“Ha ha. We’ll have two large iced teas please.” The waiter nods and hurries off. I fan myself with my hand. This dress is like a second skin, except it doesn’t breathe worth shit. I didn’t buy it because it was exercise wear though. Our teas arrive and I take a large gulp. Bob sips his.
“Let’s step outside and cool off Honey.”
“Oh no, mister. I don’t want you to cool off. I’m fine. Back to dancing.” I start to stand, but Bob puts his hand on my shoulder, stopping me. I sit back down.
“Honey, I appreciate all your efforts, I really do. However,“ he points to his crotch “it either stays or it doesn’t.” He stands and offers me his arm. I reach up, take it and we walk out. As we pass our waiter, Bob tells him that we will be back. We stroll through the lobby and out the front door. It is cooler than I thought it would be. I shiver a little. Bob takes off his coat, drapes it across my shoulders, then he puts his left arm around my waist and pulls me tight to him.
“It’s been a very nice evening, Mr. James.”
“True that Mrs. James. So far.” He turns his head and kisses me. We stand there for several minutes. Bob breaks the silence. “I say we have one more turn around the floor and then head home. What do you say?”
“It hasn’t been an hour yet, has it?”
“Who cares? If I make the rules, I can change the rules.”
“One more dance it is.”
Bob puts his coat back on and we stroll back through the lobby and into the ballroom. The band is just returning from their break and start with a slow tune. Bob holds me close as we lazily circle the floor. We find ourselves dancing next to Gwen and Tom. I can’t let the opportunity pass.
“Oh hello Gwen, Tom. I’m so glad you found what you were looking for. Your offer was tempting but I’m just too selfish to share Bob with anyone. It’s a shame Gwen that you’ll never know why.” She gives us a pissed off look. I have to laugh as we dance away from them. The song ends a minute later and we walk back to the table. I pick up my purse and Bob leaves a nice tip. He takes his cell phone from his pocket and calls for the limo as we head for the door.
There are a few couples waiting at the driveway. It’s gotten even colder since we were out here earlier. I cross my arms, hug my elbows and rub my arms to keep warm.
“Do you want my coat again?” Bob asks.
“No thanks. I can see the limo from here. It shouldn’t be long.” Bob moves behind me, reaches around, pulls me tight against his body and rubs my arms. I can feel his cock pressing against the crack in my bottom. . Thank God it’s still stiff. I wiggle my ass a little, pushing back. Bob gives a short chuckle, then kisses the nape of my neck. I sigh.
“This is nice,” I whisper. He kisses me again. “Very nice.”
“I don’t plan on being nice tonight Mrs. James.”
I turn my head and look back at him. “We’re outside now Bob. We can drop the married couple bit ... if you want.”
“No, it is fine. I kind of like the sound of it. Bob and Honey James. Mr. and Mrs. James. The James’. Old lady James and....”
“OK, that’s enough ... Mr. James.”
“Anything you say... Mrs. James.”
We stand there a few moments, Bob rubbing my arms, as the limo works it way through traffic in the driveway. It pulls up and the driver jumps out, running around to my side. He opens the door.
“Here you are Madam.”
Bob walks me to the door and holds my hand as I slide in. The driver closes the door, after giving my legs a good look, and then goes around to open the door for Bob. Thankfully, the heat was on so the limo is nice and warm.
Bob scoots next to me. “Ahhhh, this is much better. How are you doing Honey?”
I reach out with my left hand and place it in his lap, resting on his cock. “I’m feeling fine but hope to be feeling a lot better very soon.” This time Bob leaves my hand where it is. I gently massage his cock through his pants. He reaches up with his right arm and puts it around my shoulder.
“Honey, I want to apologize to you in advance.”
“Apologize? What for?”
“We both know that it has been quite some time since I have ... aaahhhh ... been with ... well, that’s not exactly correct ...” I’m enjoying his discomfort, it’s cute. I lean in close to his ear as I continue caressing his cock.
“Since you fucked a woman?” I whisper. He turns and looks at me as I give him a sly, naughty smile. I can be so adorable sometimes.
“Yes, well put. Due to my lack of recent ... activity in that area, there is every chance that my ... timing may be a wee bit off.”
I stifle a laugh. This is too good. “Whatever do you mean, Mr. James?”
He glances at the driver to see if he is paying attention to us. He is. Bob reaches forward and pushes the switch to raise the partition between the driver and passengers. He looks disappointed as he disappears behind the screen.
“I mean that even if everything functions as we hope it does, the odds are that I will ... finish ... before you do. I will do my best, you understand, but I can not promise anything.” He hasn’t had a good fuck in years and here he’s worried about my orgasm. I think I’m going to cry.
“Oh Bob, you dear man. It is what it is. After all that you have done for me, I only hope that I can make tonight as enjoyable as possible for you. I’ve become very skilled over the last few years and my ... prior experience let’s me know what a man likes. I plan on doing everything I can to make this an unforgettable night.”
Bob smiles. “I think that I should be a little afraid right now.”
“Damn straight.” I remove my hand from his cock, turn to my left, slide onto his lap and put my arms around his neck. I would have straddled him but this dress wouldn’t allow it. “When it comes to sex, I’m a killer.” I kiss him hard, moving my hands to the sides of his head. Bob grabs my waist, holding me in place as the limo makes a turn. He returns my kiss, probing my mouth with his tongue and then brings one of his hands up to my left breast, rubbing the nipple through the fabric. We settle in for several minutes of making out. I’m surprised when the driver calls through the intercom.
“Excuse me, Sir, but we have arrived.” Bob continues kissing me for a few seconds then breaks away and pushes the button to reply.
“Thank you. We will be with you in a moment.” I slide off Bob’s lap and adjust the top of my dress. He hadn’t pulled it down but it was out of place. I look around and find my purse on the floor. Bob straightens his shirt and tie then removes my doggy bag from the fridge. He reaches across me and opens the door. The driver is standing right there. I smile up at him, offer my hand and he helps me out of the limo. Bob exits right behind me. He thanks the driver, shakes his hand, slipping him a tip. As the limo pulls away, Bob and I walk to the front door; arms wrapped around each other’s waists. He opens the door and we step in. I take the doggy bag from Bob.
“I’ll put this away and be right back.” I walk to the kitchen, putting as much sway as possible in my stride. When I get there, I pop the leftovers in the fridge and then unzip my dress. I can’t unzip it all the way but I loosen it enough that I can wriggle out. I check my hair and makeup in my reflection in the microwave glass and touch up my lipstick. Finally, I adjust my breasts in the bustier and pinch my nipples to get them hard. I walk out of the kitchen and lean against the doorframe.
Bob has his back turned. He’s taken off his coat and is loosening his tie. He turns back towards me and stops, his mouth open in surprise. I saunter over to him. I rest my hands on his shoulders, rise up on my toes and kiss him.
“Let me help you with that.” I remove his tie and throw it on the couch. I then slowly unbutton his shirt, pull it of his shoulders and down to his elbows, then start running my hands across his chest. Bob’s chest has average development, big surprise, but there is a hardness beneath the skin. I rub his chest and gently pinch his nipples, then kiss them, flicking them with my tongue. I then go back up on my toes and kiss him while I reach around to his sides, rubbing my nipples against his. Up to now, he’s just smiled but he takes a quick gulp of air when our nipples touch. I feel it too. A sharp electric jolt, surprising but pleasant. I ease his shirt off, freeing his arms. The shirt was kind of a mild bondage thing, to see if it turned him on. Hard to tell if it did, probably not. I enjoyed it though.
I reach down and start unbuckling his belt while still rubbing nipples. Once the belt is loose, his zipper is next, then the waistband button. I reach down his pants and start fondling his cock through his underwear. It’s hard but could be harder. I kiss his chest and start working my way down to his crotch. I sink to my knees as I reach his waist. Hooking my thumbs in the waistband of his pants and underwear, I pull them down his legs, freeing his cock. It bounces up in front of my face.
For once, he isn’t average. It’s about 8 inches long, but like 5 1/2 to 6 inches in circumference. My fingers won’t reach completely around it. I peer up at Bob. He’s gazing down at me. I lick my lips.
“I’ve been waiting for weeks to do this.”
I lick the tip of his cock, swirl my tongue around the head several times, then start licking the shaft and balls. Bob puts one of hand on top of my head, but doesn’t try to direct anything. Apparently he’s going to let me take the lead. I start to give him a slow hand job, moving my hand up and down his shaft while licking it and sucking its’ head into my mouth. His cock is a real mouthful, so I want it lubed as much as possible before I try to deep throat it. Occasionally Bob’s hips twitch, but I think it’s an involuntary reaction, he isn’t forcing the action. After a couple of minutes, his cock is as slick as it’s going to get, so I take a deep breath and go for it. I start with the first couple of inches, bobbing my head up and down, going deeper with each cycle. I close my eyes to concentrate on my breathing. Bob’s got both hands on my head now but he’s just stoking my hair. His breathing is a little ragged and there are occasional groans, usually when I stop bobbing and swallow, pulsing my throat muscles around his cock. He’s definitely into this. I finally work his entire cock into my throat, my nose resting against its’ base, my forehead against his stomach. I start swallowing.
“Oh God Honey!” Finally, he speaks. “That is amazing. Oh yes … do that again!” I swallow again and he moans. I start to pull back until only the head remains in my mouth then I dive back down, taking the entire length down my throat in one motion. I repeat this several times. Now is about the time the guy usually grabs my head in both hands and starts to fuck my face. I hate that, it’s hard to breath and can hurt my throat. Bob however does nothing, just groans his appreciation. His cock is as hard as iron and it starts to jerk. He’s about to erupt.
“OK Honey, we need to stop. We need to stop now. I don’t want to waste the first one.” I pull back, letting his cock fall from my mouth. I feel a little insulted.
“Waste? What do you mean, ‘waste’? That was going to be one of my best blow jobs ever.”
“I am sure it was. It was certainly the best one I have ever experienced, by far, but I want you to get something out of it too. If you will permit me.” He helps me stand and then sweeps me off my feet in one quick move, cradling me in his arms. I put my arms around his neck and he kisses me. He works his legs free of his pants and then carries me into his bedroom. He gently lays me on the bed, removes his shoes and socks and then strips me down to my panties. He walks back to the foot of the bed and starts to kiss his way up my body, starting with my ankles, up my shins, to the back of my knees. I giggle. I’ve always been sensitive behind my knees and Bob knows it’s one of my weak points. I laugh as Bob keeps kissing there.
“OK, please move on Bob. That’s great but HA HA HA ... that’s enough. Tickling HA HA ... can be used as torture, you know.” He looks up at me.
“Oh yes, I know. “ He kisses me on more time but moves on to my thighs, gradually getting closer to my crotch. I am tingling with anticipation. I know how good Bob is with his mouth and fingers. He starts kissing my mound through my panties, then slides it aside and licks my clit several times. He pulls the thong down my legs and off, spreads my legs apart and returns to kissing and licking my clit, labia and pussy. I have my fingers entangled in his hair.
“MMMMMMM yes. That’s good, Bob. Ohhhh myyy ... yyyeeess. UUUHHH UUUUHHH AAAHHHH YYYEESSS PLEASE! OH that’s the spot. Right there. YES! EEEP YES!” Bob starts to move up my body, kissing as he goes. I wish he would go back to my cunt. He tongues my navel and continues to my breast, first the undersides, then the sides and finally my nipples. He alternates flicking them with his tongue and gently nipping with his teeth. Just then, I feel his cock pressing at my labia. I wiggle my hips and try to slide down to meet it, but Bob stops me.
“All in due time Honey.” He continues to work on my breasts but also drags his cock back and forth across the labia, occasionally penetrating for a brief moment. I reach down and grab his ass, trying to pull him into me. My pussy is hot, wet and aching to be touched. Bob backs off.
“Honey, I want to make love to you, face to face. I want to look into your eyes, see your face. Is that OK?”
“Oh please yes Bob! Make love to me. I don’t just want to fuck. Please love me Bob.”
There, I finally said it.
Bob kissed me and started tweaking my nipples with his hands. He also started probing with his cock. I raised my hips until we were aligned and he penetrates me. It was a wonderful full feeling, with little electric pulses spreading through my body. He put his hands on the bed besides my chest, pushing himself up. My hands are on his back, my nails digging into his skin. He slowly pushed his cock into my pussy with short thrusts, going deeper each time. Every thrust forcing a little yelp from me. Bob isn’t super long but he is big. He’s teasing me, playing with my pussy.
“Oh ... Oh ... Oh ... Oh ...Yes ... Yes ... YES ... OH God ... OH God ... YES GOD FUCK ME ... FUCK ME HARD ... OH PLEASE BOB FUCK ME!”
Bob’s balls are slapping my ass now. He’s all the way in. He begins fucking me with long strokes, pulling almost all the way out and plunging back in. My legs are wrapped around his waist as I try to hump him. Our rhythm is not quite right, but it’s getting there. My eyes are closed.
“Honey, open your eyes.”
I look up at Bob and he is grinning at me. I smile back. He drops to his elbows and we are almost nose to nose, my breasts pressing into his chest. He stares deeply into my eyes. It’s a little unnerving. It’s too intimate. I want to look away, but can’t break the connection. And there is a connection. I’ve never felt this way about anyone before, man or woman. He kisses me passionately. I slide my arms around his neck and kiss him back. I’ll never let him go.
We’ve got our rhythm now and it’s amazing. Bob’s pounding me and I’m pushing right back, driving each other to orgasm. Mine is building rapidly and I think Bob’s close too. He starts to really finish each stroke, pushing in as far as he can. My heels are digging into him as I try to help. His breathing is fast and shallow. Suddenly, his cock starts to twitch. I can feel the swell of his cum move up his shaft. With one last lunge, he buries his cock in my pussy and holds it there as his cum gushes out. I can feel it spray and that pushes me over the edge. My orgasm flows through my body, wave after wave. I can’t focus my eyes. I pull him tightly to me, kissing him with all I have, trying to suck the life out of him. His cock keeps spurting, tapping a source that has built up over years.
Bob returns to pounding my pussy. I don’t join in at first, still unfocused from my orgasm, but as my senses return, I can feel a second orgasm coming. Bob seems to still be hard. I start pushing back. He breaks our kissing and goes back up on his hands, arms fully extended, looking down at me with a goofy smile. I probably have the same goofy smile. I feel goofy. Kind of euphoric, a little high but, with another orgasm building, wanting more. Bob’s hips start moving faster. He’s got me really hot again.
“Bring it Baby. Come on Bob, fuck me Baby, fuck me now. Oh yeah, fuck ME! OOOOOOOO FUCK ME! AAAAHHHH MMMMMM UUUHHH YYEEESS MMYY GGOODD OH yeah.”
Bob’s got me on the edge again. He reaches down and pinches my right nipple. That does it. I scream as my second orgasm hits. I lose focus again. Bob collapses onto me, kissing me. My arms are wrapped around his back but I’m just hanging on. My breathing is shallow and sharp, short gasps. I’m tingling all over, numb to everything around me but very aware of the ripples of pleasure that are starting to fade away. I blink several times and take a deep breath. Bob’s smiling face comes back into focus.
“Welcome back Mrs. James.” Bob pulls his softening cock from my pussy and rolls off me, resting on his side, head propped up on one hand. He lazily caresses my stomach, stroking just above my cunt. I sit up, resting on my elbows.
“God damn Bob! I thought I was good at this, but you’re something else. I can’t wait until you get some practice under your belt,” I reach down and fondle his soft cock. “and that practice better be with me Mr. James.”
“I can not take all the credit Honey. Any good artist needs inspiration and you are inspiration personified. I could not have done that with Gwen Francis.”
“I should certainly hope not!” I didn’t like it when he mentioned Gwen’s name. Why would I care? Don’t know … but I do.
“Careful there Honey!” I was squeezing Bob a little too hard. I let go of his cock.
“Sorry, sorry. Are you OK?”
“I’m fine, just a little sensitive down there for the moment.” He takes my chin in his hand and turns my head so it faces him. “Why the frown?”
“I don’t know. I guess I didn’t like it when you mentioned Gwen Francis. She’s a stuck up bitch, you know? She’s the one who thought you weren’t worthy of her, remember?”
Bob chortles. “Gwen Francis is no threat to you Honey.” He reaches up and strokes my face. I smile. “Good sex requires two well matched partners. I believe that we just had some very good sex and you are a perfect partner.”
I roll towards Bob and kiss him. “We aren’t done yet. It’s my turn now. Give me a couple of minutes.” I roll away from Bob to the side of the bed and stand up. I turn me head and give him a coy look over my shoulder. “Don’t start without me.”
I walk out and head for my room. Bob’s semen is dripping down my leg. He must have ejaculated about half a cup. I go to the bathroom and clean myself with a wash cloth. My makeup is beyond repair so I quickly remove it and then put on some fresh lipstick and a spritz of perfume. I brush my hair and then go over to my chest of drawers. There’s a special black Babydoll nightie I bought that Bob hasn’t seen yet. It has exposed cups and a crotchless panty. I drop it over my head and pull it down. The cool silk feels wonderful on my skin. Its’ hem barely skims the bottom of my ass. I adjust my breasts in the cups. They are supported by the nightie but the nipples are exposed. They are already hard and pointed in anticipation of what is to come. I slip the panty up my legs and position it so my pussy is uncovered. I take off the earrings and necklace. I start to take off the ring but hesitate. The dangling earrings and necklace could get in the way but a ring won’t hurt anything will it? I hold my left hand up. It looks so nice, like it belongs there, and it fits so well. It stays. I check the clock besides my bed, it has been just five minutes since leaving Bob. I walk back to his room, stopping outside to get the right attitude.
I ease in, moving slowly, languidly around the room, not directly towards Bob but always moving closer, looking him in the eyes all the time. He is sitting upright on the bed, one leg stretched out, the other bent at the knee, his hands behind his head as he leans back on the headboard. He is looking right back at me, enjoying the view. I think he knows exactly what I’m doing, but is going to let me play it out. I work my way to the end of the bed and start to crawl up towards him, working my shoulders, ass and hips. When I reach his legs, I gently push them apart and crawl up his body. My head is just above his cock. I lower it to his crotch, still looking him in the eyes. I lick his cock several times then suck his balls. The expression on his face doesn’t change but his breathing does, it’s a little irregular. I let his balls fall from my mouth and pull back, crawling backwards down the bed. When I reach his feet, I gently pull him back with me. He takes the hint and scoots down the bed until he is sitting on the end with his feet on the ground. I push his legs apart again and kneel between them. Guys really get off on a hot girl kneeling in front of them. It’s that dominant/submissive vibe and most guys want to dominate. I can’t tell with Bob though. He seems to be enjoying it, but not really in to it, like he’s letting me perform my act. His cock has stiffened a bit, which is impressive, given that he was fucking me for the second time in only a half hour just ten minutes ago. I lean forward and suck his cock into my mouth. I begin to suckle on it, rolling it in my mouth while I fondle his balls. I don’t know if I can get him hard again but I’m sure going to try. Alternating between sucking and licking, I keep working his cock. Maybe a little talk will help. I switch to a hand job and look up at him.
“How you doing stud?” I purr.
“Quite well. And you?”
“I’m horny as hell. I can’t wait to get you hard again and then fuck you silly. What do you say to that?”
“I say that any man who has a gorgeous woman such as yourself walk into his room, dressed as you are, can only think two things.”
“And what is that?”
“That there is a God and that he likes me.” I stop masturbating him and start to laugh, breaking the mood I was trying to establish.
“BOB stop that! I’m trying to be all sexy and sultry and you’re cracking jokes! Now I’ve got to start again.”
“Honey, you are sexy, sultry, stunning, and striking. I think you can just pick up where you left off.”
I check out his cock. It’s about half erect. I start licking it again, top to bottom and then back, bottom to top, while bouncing his balls in the palm of my hand. In a few moments, he’s completely hard again, his cock filling my mouth. I slip my hands behind him and grab his ass while I start deep throating him again. This time, he doesn’t try to stop me. His cock slides in and out of my mouth, down my throat. Bob has closed his eyes and leaned his head back, mouth partially open, breathing deeply in time with my bobbing on his cock. I pause when it’s fully in my throat and massage it with my throat muscles. Bob’s eyes jerk open and he sucks in his breath.
“Oh very good Honey ... You are remarkable ... This is amazing! UUUUUHHHHHHHhhhhhh.”
I pull back, lightly scraping him with my teeth then a little nip on the head. He jumps slightly.
“Be careful Honey.” I go back to jacking him off, looking up at him and smiling.
“Don’t worry Mr. James, I’m a professional. Let the expert do her job.” I then open wide and dive on his cock, going all the way down to his crotch in one continuous motion.
“Great God in heaven!”
He jerks his hips towards me. He can’t help it. Every guy does it when I do that move. I think it’s involuntary, like the rubber mallet on the knee. His eyes are closed again, savoring the feeling of my throat squeezing his cock. I’ve got him just where I want him. I slowly let his cock slide from my mouth and kiss the tip as I stand and lean in to kiss him.
This is the acid test. Most guys don’t want to kiss a mouth that was just sucking their cock, like they are cock suckers once removed. It also means that they look down on me for what I was just doing. The person sucking the cock is a lesser person than the one whose cock is being sucked. Bob doesn’t hesitate. Not only does he kiss me, he frenches me.
I love this man!
We continue to kiss for a minute or two, Bob’s hands on my hips, holding me close, my arms around his neck. I break the kiss, step back and put my hands on his chest, gently pushing him back. He doesn’t resist, laying back on the bed.
“Go ahead Mr. James, all the way up the bed.”
“Whatever you say, Mrs. James.” He slides up to the headboard, still on his back. I crawl up next to him, take his erect cock in my hand, then swing my left leg over him so that I’m straddling his crotch. My knees are bent, my shins resting on his thighs, which are hard as rocks. I rise up and rub the tip of his cock across my pussy lips, lubricating it with my juices. Bob’s hot and ready to go, but so am I, my pussy soaking wet. I push his cock in my cunt and sigh.
No matter how often it happens, that first penetration is always enjoyable because Amy’s treatments keep my tight. Even if the guy is a jerk and just using me to get off, which is most of the time, that first contact with my cunt is especially thrilling. With Bob, it may be the best ever. He’s so big around and I’m so tight that I’d be afraid he wouldn’t fit, except for the fact that he had just twice fucked me silly about an hour ago. Once his tip is inside me, I let go off his cock and start pulling at my nipples. They are on fire and I pull and roll them with my fingers. I enjoy it, but guys really get off watching me do it. I bob up and down on his cock a few times, getting the first couple of inches lubed, then I go up until it’s barely still in my pussy and then drop all the way down, fully impaling myself in one motion, Bob’s been quiet up to now.
“AaaarrrgGGGHHHH. UUUHHHHHH Jesus Christ!” I ripple my vaginal muscles on his cock. “SHIT Honey! Where did that come from? OH YEAH! Keep it going Baby!”
I begin bouncing straight up and down on his cock, tensing my pussy muscles each time, making my already tight cunt tighter, my breasts bouncing in rhythm to my humping. Bob starts driving his hips upward to meet me as I come down. We keep pushing each other for a couple of minutes when I stop and slide forward on my knees, straddling his hips and leaning forward with my hands on either side of his shoulders so my breasts are hanging above his head. I rock back and forth, driving his cock in and out of my pussy. Bob puts his hands on my hips and adds his muscle to my movements. My breast sway above his face, a nipple occasionally brushing against his lips. Bob takes his hands off my hips and grabs my breasts. He pulls a nipple to his mouth, sucks on it then rakes it with his teeth. He kneads the other nipple between his thumb and index finger. I roll my hips both back and forth, left and right, dancing on his cock. Both of us are breathing hard, grunting and groaning. It’s time to finish him off. I sit back on his thighs in my original position and return to bouncing on his cock, this time faster than before. He grabs my hips, both pulling me down and driving his hips up harder.
“That’s it Honey. Come on Baby ... Just a bit longer ... Almost there ... Get ready now ... uuuuhhhhhHHHHHHH Yes! TAKE IT!”
Bob pulls me down one last time, simultaneously driving his hips up and holds me there, poised in mid air, legs dangling on both sides with his body arched up, only his feet and shoulders touching the bed. His cock is pulsing and I’m squeezing him with all that I’ve got. His cum is spraying deep inside my pussy. His face contorted with the effort, eyes closed. He holds me there for thirty to forty seconds, then slowly drops his body back down on the bed. I ride him down and rest on my knees astride him. His cock softens as I lift off him. It slithers out of my pussy and more of his cum dribbles out. I take it in my mouth and clean it, tasting both my juices and his salty cum. Guys often make me do this at the club, but this time I want to, to show Bob that I take care of my man.
Yes, he is my man and I am his woman. I giggle with happiness when I say this to myself. I am happy with this man, in this place, at this time. I’ve never been happier in my life. That thought takes my breath away. Is that really true? Am I happier now than when I won the Super Bowl? When I was a rich, eligible, twenty seven year old bachelor, fucking every beautiful woman who came my way? I’m having trouble remembering those days, they seem so long ago, so different than the hell my life is now. Or at least what my life was until Bob showed up. Before Bob, I was alone. Even when I had all my success as a football player, I was alone most of the time.
I don’t feel alone now. I think he cares about me, cares for me. Loves me? I’m afraid to find out.
What if I’m wrong, what if I’m just a temporary thing? It would kill me, that’s what if. I start to tear up.
“Honey, Baby what is wrong? Are you OK?” Bob’s recovered from that last round. He sits up, takes me in his arms and holds me. I lay my head on his chest and hug him.
“I’m fine Bob, better than fine. I was just thinking how happy I am right now.” It’s not a total lie.
“You don’t look or sound fine.” I sniff back my tears. We can talk about it later.
“Oh you know, a girl and her hormones, mood swings, that sort of thing.” I reach up and wipe my eyes. “So what about you? How are you? More importantly, how was I?” Let’s change the subject. I turn my head and smile at him.
“How were you? There are not enough superlatives in the English language to describe what you did. I have never had three orgasms in an hour before in my life, well, not with another person involved.” His smirk is back. “I am sorry that you did not have an orgasm that last time. I hope to do better next time.”
“Oh God Bob, you do any better and I’m a dead woman. That last one was a thank you for the first two. I wanted you to enjoy it. Just because I didn’t get off doesn’t mean I didn’t enjoy it too. By the way, what was that thing where you arched your body?”
“I wrestled in high school. It is a defensive move, the ‘Neck Bridge’”
“It was very good, let me tell you. I just hope you don’t break your back next time.”
“Next time?”
“Uh huh.” I reach down and fondle his cock. “I plan on you not getting much sleep tonight.”
“I didn’t know that you snored.”
“Very funny.” He reaches down and inserts two fingers in my pussy. He knows what I meant.
We kept at it all night and into the early morning. I lost count of my orgasms. I think Bob had four more, maybe five. I passed out one time when we were doing it doggy style, so I can’t be sure. We also did it side by side, reverse cowgirl, showered twice to clean up and did it once in the shower. We finally feel asleep around 5:00 a.m.
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The continuing sequel to "Team Spirit" by Janice the Dreamer. Honey and Bob continue to grow closer while Dr. Hanson decides to get answers to some nagging questions. Chapters 25 through 29 of 48. Additional editing assistance by Kelly Ann Rogers. Indicated elements apply to entire story. Next update on 11/10/10.
Team Spirit: The Second Half
By Meps98
CHAPTER TWENTY FIVE
I open my eyes and push the hair from face. I’m laying face down on the bed, my arm stretched out on Bob’s side of the bed. He wasn’t there, but I heard him in the bathroom. He was humming. I’d never heard him hum before. I roll over onto my back and stretch.
OWWW! My shoulder! I sit up and rotate my right arm. There it is. Why does it hurt? We did a lot of physical stuff last night, could have happened anytime. When you’re really into the sex, endorphins flood your system, dulling the pain. Thank God for that or we couldn’t have done half of what we did yesterday. Unfortunately, you sometimes pay for it the next day. Bob steps out of the bathroom wearing a robe.
“You have a problem Honey?”
I swivel my shoulder and wince. “I think I pulled a muscle last night.”
“You pulled a lot of my muscles last night.”
“Hardy Har Har. I think it’s either my neck or shoulder.”
“Here, let me help.” He sits on the bed behind me and starts to massage my neck. I rotate my head.
“Oh yeah, that’s the spot. That’s ... good.” He keeps massaging until the pain fades.
“Wait here, I have a muscle rub that should help.” He goes into the bathroom and comes back with a tube of cream. It’s a smell I’m very familiar with. Every locker room I’ve ever been in reeks of the stuff. Bob sits back down on the bed, squeezes some onto his hand and then rubs it on my neck, shoulder and upper back. My skin tingles but the shoulder feels better. I’m also feeling very horny.
“You could be a therapist Bob. My shoulder feels much better. In fact …” I take his hand and put it on my breast “… I feel well enough to give it a work out, why don’t you come back to bed.” Bob gives my breast a squeeze. I sigh.
“Honey, how long has it been since you last took your ’medicine’?”
“What time is it?
“11:38 a.m.”
“We slept until almost noon?”
“You slept until almost noon. I have been up for a couple of hours. How long?”
“It’s been about twenty six hours.”
“I will go get it.” He starts to stand up, but I grab his hand.
“Don’t go. Let’s take advantage of this. Come back to bed and we’ll fuck until supper time. You know you can do it.” Bob gently pulls free of my hand.
“No Honey, I refuse to take advantage when you are under the influence of Amy Hanson’s biological programming.” He leaves. I flop back on the bed. Why won’t he fuck me? I start to rub my pussy. First with one hand, then both. Soon I’m finger fucking myself. It feels good and I’m getting closer to orgasm. Bob walks in with my “daily dose”.
“Honey, stop that. Drink this.”
“No. Come on Bob, just fuck me. I’m already warmed up, it won’t take long. Please.” I’m rubbing faster and harder with three fingers in my pussy.
“Stop right now. Control yourself. Just drink this and then we can talk.”
“I don’t want to talk. I want to fuck! Give me that big fat cock of yours! Here” I get on all fours and wiggle my ass at him “you can fuck me in the ass. We haven’t done that yet. You’ll love it. If you think my cunt is tight, wait until you try my ass. Come on Bob, ream me good.” I reach back and spread my cheeks so he gets a good look at my ass hole. My head is flat on the bed.
“OK, sit up Honey.”
I roll over and sit up. He opens his robe, exposing his beautiful cock. I crawl to the side of the bed so that I can reach it. I start to lick his cock, sucking on the head, running my tongue around it and flicking the tip. He’s about two thirds erect so I open my mouth wide to suck him in.
Bob jumps on the bed behind me, grabbing me around the neck with his arm while tipping my head back. He pours Anthony’s semen in my mouth than clamps his hand over my mouth and nose. I swallow reflexively, stunned at how fast he moved. He lets me go. I fall back on the bed, and roll over, face down, crying.
“Why did you do that? What’s wrong with you? All I wanted was sex. What kind of man would refuse to fuck a hot piece of ass like me? You’re no different than all those assholes at the club! I thought that I loved you and then you attack me! Oh Bob ... you ... how could ... crap.” I can’t talk any more. I just cry and sob. I feel Bob’s hand on my shoulder. I push it off.
“Don’t you touch me you bastard!” I cry harder, tears streaming from my eyes and down my cheeks, soaking the sheets beneath me. Bob sits down next to me, but says nothing. I continue crying for several minutes then start to taper off as Anthony’s semen takes effect. I sit up, still sniffling. Bob reaches over and pulls me over to him. I struggle just a little but my heart isn’t in it. He rubs my back. I don’t want to give in to him so I just sit there, but soon I slump back against him, then lay my head on his shoulder. He keeps rubbing my back.
“I am sorry Honey; you were slipping into a sexual frenzy. In the past you always tried to avoid that, but for some reason, you embraced it this time. I did try to talk to you about it, however you were too far-gone. I could not think of anything else to do and I certainly wasn’t going to call Hanson about it. I understand why you are angry with me, but I hope you can see why I did what I did and that you can forgive me someday.”
I keep my head on his shoulder, not looking at him. I’m actually embarrassed about the way I acted. He’s right, I was almost out of control. Normally I hate it when Anthony refuses to have sex with me and drives me to that point, but this time, it was a chance to have more sex with Bob, something I wanted. It was a new situation for me. Bob too.
“I understand.” I snuggle in closer, wrapping my arms around his waist. “I forgive you. I would have been happier if you hadn’t attacked me, but I can see why you thought you had no choice.” He probably didn’t have any other choice, at least none that I can think of now.
“I honestly wasn’t prepared for you to refuse treatment. You have always said you hated it when either Anthony or Amy pushed you past the point of reason, turning you into a sex mad nympho. I could not understand why you would willingly cross that line. Has something changed?”
I don’t want to tell him, yet I may not have a choice. I’ve already said the “L” word when I was crying and Bob is much too smart to have missed it.
“Yes, something has changed.” I whisper.
“Do you want to tell me what that is?”
“Yes and no.”
Bob pauses. “Does it have anything to do with you possibly loving me?” I can’t say it but I shake my head ‘Yes’. Bob pauses again.
“So, because you may love me, the thought of sex with me wasn’t that objectionable and you were willing to chance the effects of the sexual frenzy as long as you were fucking with me.”
I have to smile. Bob sure knows how to charm a girl. “No Bob, because I may love you and sex with you is so far from objectionable that it’s not even in the same ball park, I wanted to take advantage of the sexual frenzy and fuck your brains out.” Bob pauses for a third time.
“I see. It appears I may have acted rashly. I will try to remember that the next time.” I lightly punch him in the kidneys.
“Kidding Honey, I am just kidding. I am however quite serious about not taking advantage of you when you are about to lose control. I refuse to add to your pain of being compelled to have sex against your will, even if you ultimately enjoy it.”
“Thank you, Bob.” I turn my head so that it is still resting on his shoulder, but I am looking him in the eyes. I sigh. “What are we going to do about us?” He kisses me on the forehead.
“I don’t know. It is an unexpected turn of events. Let’s get dressed and fix some lunch while I think about it.”
Bob gets up, goes to his closet, removes a pair of pants and shirt, returns to his dresser and takes out underwear and socks. He takes off his robe and hands it to me.
“Go shower and get dressed, we will take it from there.”
“We staying in?”
“Probably.”
“Good.” I get out of bed and slip the robe on but don’t tie it. I walk over to Bob, go up on my toes and kiss him. He reaches into the robe and rests his hands on my waist, returning my kiss. His hands slip off my waist, moving around to my ass, pulling his naked body close to my naked body. My pussy is getting wet again. I put my hands on Bob’s chest and lightly push myself away from him, breaking our kiss.
“I think it will be a cold shower.” Bob lets me go and I walk back to my room, pausing to look at him over my shoulder as I leave. Once I get back to my room, I drop the robe and start my shower, setting the temperature colder than normal. It will help clear my head. I step in and suck in my breath when the water hits me. It’s colder than I thought but I tough it out. I quickly adapt to the cold water and start washing my body, starting at the top and working down, leaving my hair for last. Stepping out of the shower, I dry off and then wrap one towel around my head and another around my body. Bob has these really great fluffy towels. Soft and warm. I take a pair of jeans out of my closet, then a scoop neck T-shirt and matching bra and panty set out of my drawer, After dressing, I sit cross legged on my bed, brushing my hair. This always takes awhile because it’s so damn long. I’d have it cut, but Anthony would kill me. He loves long hair. I slip my feet into my cross trainers, tie them and go to the kitchen.
Oh crap! My dress is still laying in a heap in the middle of the floor. That thing cost more than what I make in a month. Bob walks in right behind me.
“I’m sorry Bob. I forgot I left my dress in the kitchen last night. I’ll take care of it right away!”
“Don’t worry about it Honey. There are parts of my tux scattered across the living room.”
“Yeah, but your tux didn’t cost an arm and a leg.”
“Well, it was my arm and my leg, so it is not a problem.” I carefully pick up the dress.
“I’m going to put this away and be right back.” I take it back to my room and lay it out on my bed, smoothing the wrinkles. It’s such a beautiful dress. I hurry back to the kitchen.
Bob has already started cooking. There are two rib eye steaks sizzling in the frying pan. I move next to him.
“Here, let me do that, it’s my job.”
“I’ve got it Honey. You make the salads. You always make wonderful salads.”
I go to the fridge and get the lettuce, carrots, celery, onions, tomatoes and shredded cheese. I chop the lettuce and mix the salads, leaving the onions out of Bob’s, he hates raw onions. I add some croutons and we are ready to eat. I lay out the place settings, set the salads down and Bob serves the steaks.
“Do you want something to drink Honey?”
“Just water. I want a clear head when we talk.”
“Good idea. Two waters it is.”
Bob pours the water, we sit down and start to eat. Neither of us says anything for several minutes. I don’t know what we can safely talk about. The future doesn’t look too good. I feel uncomfortable talking about our sexual marathon last night because of the way it ended. Bob tries to start a conversation.
“I was surprised at how good a dancer you were last night Honey.”
“Thanks. You weren’t half bad yourself. Have you had lessons?”
“Some, though they were many years ago. It was part of the basic training at the company. You never know what situation you might find yourself in, so it was always best to be prepared.”
Bob rarely talked about his old job.
“Did you ever have to dance as part of an assignment?” I’d never asked him a work question before. He thinks for a moment. He knows the answer, he’s just deciding if he’s going to answer the question.
“No Honey, I never used a cover that required me to dance. I tended to specialize in assignments that took advantage of my ability to blend in. I would not want to stand out with my fancy foot work.”
“I never said you were a good dancer, just not half bad.” I smile at him. “You were able to keep up with me, but the dress held me back.” Bob raises one eyebrow in surprise.
“We may have to put that claim to a test someday. On another subject, how do you think things turned out for Gwen and Tom?”
“No idea, but I am curious. It’s a big jump from making out with someone to sleeping with them, particularly if you are married to someone else. They were both going at it and everyone seemed willing. What do you think?”
“I am deferring to you since you are the expert.”
I think about it for a moment. “My guess is that they both hit pay dirt, but that Gwen had to work harder than Tom. For a married couple to get picked up like that, they would each have to accept that it would likely end in sex. We saw that Tom was doing really well behind the plants. So, unless she had a change of heart, he probably did OK.”
“Why would Gwen need to work harder on her partner?”
“Married men always have fantasies about sex with other women, but aren’t too happy with the thought of their wives fucking other men. The husband likely had to talk his wife into it but had buyer’s remorse after she said yes. Eventually his hormones won out and he fucked Gwen, maybe as a bit of ‘revenge’ against his wife for agreeing to do Tom.”
Bob smiled at me. “Very good Honey! Well reasoned. Some of your suppositions could be wrong, but the logic after the suppositions was quite good. I should be able to track them down and find out if you are correct.”
“It’s not worth the effort Bob, just idle curiosity.” Besides, I wanted to keep him away from Gwen Francis. We were both done eating so I cleared the table and sat back down. “Are we done with the small talk?”
“Yes we are Honey.” He slides his chair closer to mine. “I know I have said this before but I am going to say it again, so that I am sure you understand. I am not doing this because I think you are stupid. In fact, I think you are very intelligent. I am counting on it. Here it is. I will not tell you anything that you could not repeat to Amy Hanson. When you return to the club tomorrow, she will eventually question you. Answer her questions truthfully. Don’t try to out-guess her or be clever. Just answer the question. If you do not know the answer, say you do not know. Do not speculate. This is the only way for you to limit your trouble and pain.”
“Trouble and pain?”
“Yes. I have made a terrible mistake Honey and, unfortunately, you will be the one who will pay the price for my mistake.” This does not sound good at all.
“What mistake? What’s going to happen to me?”
“I let you get close to me and I let myself get close to you. Close enough that you think that you love me.”
“But I do love you!” I had also done some thinking, thinking what my life was like before Bob and what it’s been after I met him. How extraordinary he is, how kind he has been to me and finally, how sex with him is so fucking amazing, better than anything I have ever experienced.
“I believe that you think you love me Honey, but you don’t really know me. I have told you very little about myself and, believe me, there is a lot more to tell, much of which is not very nice.”
“I know enough about you to know that you are the kindest, strongest, smartest, sexiest person, man or woman, I have ever met. So I don’t know your past, I know your present and I love you!”
“We don’t have enough time together for you to really love me. You could love the way I make you feel in bed, love that I have provided a break from your time at the club, love the lifestyle you have here with me but true love requires more shared experiences than we have had.”
“You don’t believe in love at first sight?”
“Not exactly. There can be lust at first sight or attraction at first sight. If two people experience a mutual attraction and they are lucky enough that their relationship grows and matures until it is true love, so much the better for them, but it was not all there at the first moment they saw each other.”
“That’s not very romantic.”
“You're right. If I put you in a room with 100 eligible men, the odds are that 98 of them would be instantly attracted to you. If you were attracted to just a few of them, would that be love at first sight?”
Could he be right?
“It sure as hell feels like love to me. I had more than a few girlfriends as Josh Thomas and this is much stronger than I felt then.”
“You may just be experiencing the stronger emotions that women feel verses those that a man feels.”
“Maybe. The question is, do you love me?”
“I cannot tell you.”
“Can’t or won’t?”
“Both, because it is in your best interest to not know the answer to that question so that Amy Hanson does not know that answer.”
“Why would she give a damn?”
“This will take awhile to explain. When I first came to town, I was looking for someone to help me as my health deteriorated. I wanted to establish an emotional relationship with that person, not necessarily a romantic relationship. I found you and started to implement my plan. We both know what happened after that. Once it was clear that we were not going to be leaving town together, I should have ended our relationship. Unfortunately, I was not strong enough. I allowed my attraction towards you to overrule my head. As we became closer, you became more vulnerable to Hanson’s continuing thirst for vengeance.”
He’s got me confused. “How do my feelings for you make me vulnerable to her?”
“She will try to take it away. You remember the old saying ‘tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all’? My experience is the exact opposite. I am more an ’ignorance is bliss’ person. We brought happiness to each other, contentment. Amy Hanson is still looking to hurt you any way she can and she will try to use our relationship to her advantage. She had taken everything she could from you, including your very identity. She molded you into a perpetual teenage bimbo whore. I tried to ‘save’ you from the hell she put you in and have done a pretty good job of restoring your spirit and will, something she will not tolerate. I gave you something that she will now try to take away. She is going to try to beat you down all over again, break your renewed spirit. She will likely try to prove to you that I do not care for you, that my own needs come before yours, that you are nothing to me. She will not do anything to me, at least not directly. If she thinks I love you, she could hurt you just to try to harm me emotionally. If she had confirmation that we loved one another, it would be worse for you than it is already going to be.” Now he’s got me worried.
“How could it be any worse than it was?”
“I can not get you away from either her or Anthony. You will be returning to a life of dancing and prostitution, with no end in sight. Before I showed up, you had no hope and had adjusted to that. I gave you hope, a weekly break from the unending misery. She will take that away too. Hanson will not permit our Tuesday/Wednesday visits. Even if we had those visits, if we continue to have some kind of relationship, the sex is finished.”
“What do you mean ‘the sex is finished’? You can see me at the club, come up to my room. You can certainly afford it. You can make a new deal with Anthony.”
“We both know that Hanson calls the shots, Anthony just implements her orders. He has had a certain amount of freedom to do so until I showed up. Now she is going to be much more hands on. She will not permit anything that you enjoy. Besides, you will start having unprotected sex with all kinds of men in the next two or three days. If we are still having sexual relations, then I will be having sex with these same men. Hanson’s treatments likely protect you from sexually transmitted diseases, but not me.” What was he saying?
“So you are saying that you can’t fuck a dirty, filthy whore like me.”
“Don’t say that Honey. It has nothing to do with you as a person, it is strictly a matter of health. I do not consider you to be a whore.”
“I have sex with anyone who has fifty bucks, how am I not a whore?”
“You are compelled to have sex by your biological programming. If you do not, Anthony will beat you or refuse to feed you his semen, which is much worse. Failure to do what he wants could lead to a horrible death.”
“How is that different than any other pimp who threatens to kill his whore if she doesn’t work hard enough for him?”
“Because they always have the option of leaving, seeking help from the police or social service agencies, you do not. You leave, you die. End of story. You have no other choice than to comply. Honey, you are a strong, smart, loving woman and do not ever forget that. You were dealt a bad hand and have played it as well as possible. I am sorry that I have made your situation worse.”
Bob had painted a pretty dark picture, accurate but dark. My eyes tear up as I look at him.
“Isn’t there anything you can do about this? Can’t you just kill her? Isn’t that what you do?” He shakes his head.
“There is nothing I can do. I will forgive you for asking me to kill Hanson, because you do not know the details of my past and don’t realize what you are asking of me. I am truly sorry. I should have been able to resist your charms.”
“So, this is all my fault?”
“Absolutely not, Honey. It is completely my fault. Well, it is actually Hanson’s fault, but I did not help the situation. Things did not turn out as I planned and I did not adapt to the new reality. I will do what I can to limit the harm to you, but my ability to influence matters is not great.”
“What do we do now?”
“I am not sure. We do not need to be at the club until 11:00 a.m. on Monday, just a little less than three days from now. I don’t really have anything planned. I am willing to do whatever you want. I owe you that much.” I stand up, walk over to Bob, sit on his lap straddling him, put my arms around his neck and kiss him tenderly. He puts his hands on my hips.
“I’ll think of something but we’ll do it together. To hell with Amy Hanson.” Bob pats my ass.
“That’s my brave girl.”
He won’t say it, but I think he loves me.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
We spent the rest of Friday at the park. I wanted to spend time outside with nature before I go back to being stuck in the club 24/7. We packed a picnic dinner and spent the afternoon and evening outside, soaking up the sun and enjoying each other’s company. I told him my life story and he told me a little of his, though it could have been “Bob James”, his cover’s life story, I’m never sure. I guess you could say that I love “Bob James”, whoever that is. There was a local band playing at a pavilion, so we stopped and listened awhile and even danced a bit. When we got home, we had a late evening skinny dip and then made desperate love through the night. Bob didn’t want to at first, suggesting that it would be better for me to start cutting back, but I insisted. The damage, whatever it is, is already done and I won’t let fear of Amy Hanson ruin what hours of freedom I have left. Bob said he admired my spirit.
In fact, I’m scared shitless. Bob probably knows it, but won’t say anything, respecting the illusion of bravery I want to project. He does stay close to me all the time though, touching, hugging, holding my hand. It’s not sexual, just supportive, and I appreciate it.
We started Saturday with sex in the morning, breakfast and then more sex in the shower. Bob says that his recovery time hasn’t been so short since he was a teenager. I’ll need to remember to thank Amy for that when I see her next.
I decided that today’s adventure is an amusement park, Six Flags over Texas. I always loved amusement parks as a kid and hadn’t been to one in years. It would be outside, with lots of people and things to do to keep my mind off Monday morning. It’s in Arlington, only about forty miles from Bob’s house and full of thrill rides. We get there before the crowds get too bad. I’m dressed in jeans and a polo shirt but still getting a lot of looks from guys, young and old. Right now, they are decorated for Halloween. We ride the “Titan” and “Mr. Freeze” before lunch. By 1:00 p.m., the crowds are big and the lines are pretty long. Thanks to Bob’s heavy tipping and my obvious assets, we manage to avoid most of the lines and ride the “Texas Giant”, “Dive Bomber Alley”, “Batman” and “Superman” at least once, most twice. I love these kinds of rides, super tall, super fast, full of twists and turns. I’m waving my arms and screaming my head off. Bob, on the other hand, has a death grip on the handles of each ride, gritting his teeth so hard that I’m afraid that he’ll grind them to nubs. He says that it’s a matter of trust. I trust the designers, builders and maintenance guys, he doesn’t. Seems like an odd reaction for someone who risked their life to take a life for a living. However, he’ll keep going as long as I’m happy. We keep riding until 9:00 p.m., go out for pizza, get home by 11:00 and end the day with another round of skinny dipping and anxious, passionate sex.
Sunday is my last full day of freedom and we spend it like we’ve spent the last six Sunday’s, watching football on TV. Despite all I’ve gone through, I still enjoy watching a good game. I stay curled up on the couch with Bob all day. He’s in charge of the snacks and beer. The only breaks I take are bathroom breaks, which are fairly frequent thanks to the beer. He’s got the full NFL package on cable so I‘ve got a lot of choices. We go to a local barbecue restaurant for supper and then back home for the late game, which ends around midnight. We end up together in bed, Bob holding me in his arms, my head resting on his chest.
“I can’t do this Bob.” I say quietly. “I can’t go back to the club, back to being a fuck toy for any jerk or crazy bastard with the money. Sometimes they don’t even pay Anthony, just give him a yellow card. Those guys are always the worst.” Bob caresses my hair.
“Where do they get these yellow cards?”
“Who knows. They just show up, hand Anthony the card and then they work me over good. Sometimes it’s bondage, sometimes it’s anal, other times it’s a beating. Occasionally it’s all three. There have been a couple of guys who were even worse.”
Bob kisses the top of my head. “When does this happen? Any particular time of the year?” I pause to think about it.
“I hadn’t really thought about it before. It seems to happen before the fourth of July and again at the end of the year.”
“Is there anything else that happens at the same time?” I pause to think again.
“No, nothing that comes to mind.”
“How about either before or after?”
“Amy gives me my six month tune ups in early July and the end of December. She wants me fresh and tight for the annual Super Bowl celebration for the Wranglers. That is always the absolute worst.” I shudder at the thought. Anthony leaves me alone for the whole day before and I’m ready to fuck anything that moves by the time the “Party” starts. By the end, I’m covered in and full of cum and begging for more, pleading for anybody to fuck me. One year Billy Joe brought his two Great Danes. God, did Amy laugh at me that night. The dogs have been a regular part of the show ever since, always at the end because no guy wants to follow the dogs. I start to cry.
“I just can’t go back to that life Bob.” He rubs my back.
“I know, I know. So these particularly bad guys show up just before your twice a year treatments from Hanson?”
“Yes, regular as clockwork. What am I going to do Bob? How am I going to survive?”
“You will survive Honey. You are a strong, brave woman. Don’t forget that. You have survived up to now and you will continue to survive. It will likely be worse than before initially, but it should settle down quickly if you don’t fight Hanson. Do what she says, answer her questions truthfully and these bad times will pass.”
“Yeah, I can get back to the good old days of stripping and whoring.”
“Here Honey, lay on your stomach, I’ll help you relax.”
I stretch out on the bed, on my stomach with my head turned to the side. Bob moves to the end of the bed and starts by rubbing my feet, then my ankles, then massaging my calves. He works up to my thighs. I am relaxing, which is surprising. I expected to get turned on, that the massage would be foreplay and we would soon be making love. Somehow, this is different, like he’s pushing different buttons. He works up my hips to my waist, then my back. He switches to my arms, flexing them. I’m very relaxed now, concentrating on Bob’s hands on my body. He’s massaging my shoulders. Now he’s working my neck. It feels really weird, like he’s squeezing the nerves deep in my neck. I pass out.
When I wake up, it’s 8:34 a.m. on Monday. I push my self up off the bed. Bob’s not there but I think I hear him in the kitchen. I slip my robe on and walk out, rubbing my neck. I look in the kitchen and see Bob buttering toast. He’s made a light breakfast. I don’t think my stomach could handle much more.
“What happened last night?” Bob pulls a chair out for me and I plop down.
“Good morning Honey. I thought that you could use some sleep and did not think you would get much last night without some help.”
“What kind of help? Did you drug me?”
“No drugs, just some relaxation techniques and nerve manipulation.” He pours me a cup of coffee. I rub my neck again.
“You mean the Vulcan Neck Pinch?”
He chortles. “Not as simple as that, but there are similarities.”
“You could have asked before knocking me out.”
“Did you have a good nights sleep? No bad dreams?”
“Yes, no bad dreams and lots of sleep, but you still should have asked first.”
“Duly noted. Eat your breakfast.”
I slowly eat my toast and drink my coffee. Bob makes good coffee. Might as well face the music.
“What’s the plan today?”
“I thought that after you shower we could go through your stuff and you can decide what you want to take with you. Anything you cannot take I will keep it here for you.”
“Why bother, I’m not coming back. You said it yourself.”
“You never know Honey.”
“Don’t try to give me false hope Bob. I’ve got to face the reality of my situation if I hope to keep my sanity.”
“I would still like to keep them.”
“Suit yourself. I’m finished. I’m going to shower.” I stand up and shuffle to my room to shower.
I set the water to hot and take a long shower. It’s so much better than my dinky tub at the club. Bob buys me the best shampoo and conditioner and I use half a cup of each today. I dry off, wrap myself in towels and walk out of my bathroom. Bob is waiting for me.
“I think I’m going to miss these towels more than anything else.”
“Take some back with you.”
“Amy probably won’t let me have them.”
“How can she object to towels?"
“She’ll find some way.”
“Then make her say ‘No’. She might miss them.”
“Fine, I’ll try.” I drop my towel and start to go through my underwear drawer. There are some things slutty enough but most is what a normal girl would wear. I pick a red thong and put it on, then a matching underwire shelf bra. I check my closet and find the red dress that I was wearing the first time I came to Bob’s to stay. There are a few skirts short enough and tops skimpy enough to take back with me but the jeans, shirts, rest of the dresses and sportswear stays. I put on the red dress.
“Could you zip me?” I turn my back to Bob and lift my hair. Bob pulls the zipper up and fixes the clasp.
Almost none of the shoes are sexy enough. I can just imagine the crowds reaction if I strip in cross-trainers. My dress and shoes from “Marie’s” are more than sexy enough but I’ll be damned if I’m going to wear them for Anthony or any other man. I pile the few items on my bed. Bob hands me a duffle bag. I put four towels in the bottom, then add the clothes and shoes. I save a pair of heels to wear today but I’m not going to put them on until I have to. It’s just past 10:00 a.m.
“We do not have to be there until 11:00 Honey. Is there anything you want to do?”
“I need to get out of here. Let’s go sit in the park until 11:00.”
Bob picks up the duffle bag and we walk to the car. We drive to the park, stopping near the playground. There are several groups of kids playing on the slides, swing sets, monkey bars and play houses with their mothers nearby. We’re sitting in the car, holding hands.
“Do you have any kids Bob?”
“No Honey. I have never had a relationship strong enough to have children.”
I laugh. “You don’t need a relationship to have kids, you just need sex.”
“I do not have a history of frequent sexual partners and on those occasions when I did have sex, I took the necessary precautions.”
“Not with me you didn’t.”
“True, but Anthony assured me that you could not get pregnant. He wasn’t lying was he?”
“Amy says I can’t get pregnant, but I wonder sometimes. I don’t have normal periods like regular women. I only have one when she gives me my six month tune-ups. I think it may have something to do with my semen addiction, like my body thinks it’s always just a little bit pregnant.” I shrug. “Don’t know for sure, just a guess on my part.”
“Did you have any children as Josh Thomas?”
“No, though there were a couple of paternity cases. Probably a good thing I didn’t. That’s all a kid needs is for his father to disappear off the face of the earth. Hell, if I had a son, he could be almost as old as I am now. He could come to the club and I could take his virginity. That would be one for the psych books.”
“Did you want children?” This is something I hadn’t thought about much before.
“Not really. I dated women that I thought about marrying but never seriously considered having kids. I was real happy those paternity cases went my way. I had nothing against kids, just didn’t want to be tied down, didn’t want the responsibility. But now ... ” I trail off.
“’But now’ what?”
“I don’t know. Somehow, it’s different. Obviously I wouldn’t want a kid now, stuck in the club, what kind of life would that be? But, when it looked like there might be an escape from Amy, I let myself think about what my life could be like. How could I make a living? Could I live the rest of my life as a woman? Can I force Amy to turn me back into a man? What would life as some guy’s wife be like? There were days, I practically ached to have a baby. If I saw a baby on TV, it was like I needed one right then. The feeling would eventually fade away but never completely disappear. It’s weird.”
Bob squeezed my hand gently. “I would guess that it is hormone related. No one knows where ‘maternal instinct‘ comes from. You are as female today as any natural born woman so, logically, you should have the same drives and reaction to stimuli, at least those driven by biology as opposed to those driven by nurture.”
“So you think I have ‘maternal instincts’?”
“Yes, I do. The way that you cared for me when I was off my meds for MS was a clear example of that.”
“But that was just my job.”
“It was the way you did it that showed me that you cared.” Bob patted my hand. “I am sure that you would make an absolutely wonderful mother, if given the chance.” I blush.
“I don’t imagine we’ll ever find out. Not unless Amy decides that me being pregnant is funny.” God, I hope she doesn’t think of that one on her own. The clock on Bob’s dash says 10:48. Times up
.
“Let’s go Bob.”
“We have a few more minutes. Are you sure?"
“Yes, I want to get this over with.” Bob releases my hand, starts the car and backs out of the parking spot. As he pulls away, I look over my shoulder at the kids and their mother’s, talking, laughing, wiping noses, tying shoes, hugging. I start to silently cry, sad at the missed opportunity. Bob reaches over, quickly hugs me, then returns to driving.
CHAPTER TWENTY SIX
We pull up to the club and park around the back. Anthony’s car is there, so is Amy’s. This just gets better and better. We get out, Bob picks up the bag, I put my shoes on and we walk to the door. It’s unlocked, so we enter. The lights are on, but there is no one around. Bob calls out.
“Hello? Anthony?”
No reply, but I hear someone walking our way - it’s Anthony, I recognize the sound of his footsteps, heavy and deliberate. He turns the corner and enters the room, looking at his watch.
“Hey Bob, you’re early. Hanson’s here, so we might as well get started. Come on.” Anthony turns and walks back to his office. Bob follows him and I follow Bob.
Amy is sitting on the couch in Anthony’s office. Anthony sits behind his desk and Bob takes the chair in front of the desk. Amy pats the couch next to her.
“Come in Honey, have a seat next to me. Isn’t it nice to finally be back home?” I glance at Bob, but his face is a blank.
“Yes Dr. Hanson, it is nice to be ... home.” I sit down next to her.
“Why Honey, I think you have put on a little weight. We can’t have that can we? I’ll make a diet program for you and Anthony can increase the number of your dance sets so you get more exercise. Maybe he can reduce your rates to generate a few extra customers. Vigorous sex burns calories too. We’ll have you back in shape in no time.”
“Thank you, Dr. Hanson, I’ll try not to disappoint you.”
“You don’t seem very enthusiastic, Honey. There is no problem is there? Bob didn’t mistreat you did he?” She isn’t going to make this easy.
“No, Dr. Hanson, Bob treated me very well.”
“Then why the sad face?” Bob said tell the truth so I take a deep breath to prepare to answer her question but Anthony interrupts.
“Can we skip this shit and get down to business? We all know why she’s unhappy and we also know it doesn’t matter. She’s back, she’s staying and she’s open for business.” Amy gives him an “eat shit” look, but he got me off the hook.
“Anthony, I would appreciate you not interrupting me in the future. I will let you know when I want to hear from you.” Anthony grips the arms of his chair but doesn’t move.
“This is my office, my club and my business. I will say what I want, when I want, to who I want. Doc, you can just go ...” Bob raises his hand.
“Please, please let’s all take a breath and relax. There is no reason to argue.” Bob turns his chair so that he can see both of them. Amy doesn’t seem too calm.
“Why are you even here Mr. James? You’re not Honey’s bodyguard by any chance are you?”
“No, Dr. Hanson, I am returning Honey to Anthony’s custody today. You and he can do what you want with her. I have an opinion as to what that should be, but it is your choice. I am just attempting to fulfill my part of our agreement.” I’m ready for Bob’s little speech this time. It still hurts to hear it, but not devastating.
“So, you are saying, that if I was to do something like this ...” Amy reaches out and back hands me hard across the face. I fall back and hit the floor on my side. I look up at Bob. He hasn’t moved an inch, his face still a blank. “... you will do nothing?” He turns to look directly at Amy.
“I do not see why that was necessary Doctor. I have attempted to be open and honest with you. I can understand why you might not trust me, but assaulting Honey proves nothing.”
“It may not prove anything, however your reaction does give me information. I also owe Honey a little something for a bit of attitude she gave me several weeks ago. I did not forget Honey.” She looks down at me, a cruel smile flitting across her face. She is one crazy broad.
“Assuming you are done with your demonstrations Doctor, perhaps we can send Honey to her room while we have a talk.”
Amy stares at Bob with narrowed eyes, her face kind of scrunched up. She’s thinking.
“Fine, but first I want to check that bag.”
“Certainly.” Bob hands her the duffle bag. She opens it and dumps the contents on the floor.
“What is all this?”
“These are clothes Honey purchased while living with me. There are more at my home but she did not think Anthony would approve of them. These are the ones that she thought would pass Anthony’s inspection. Do you wish to check them out, Anthony?”
Anthony leans away from his desk to get a better view.
“They look fine to me. I’ll have Honey model them for me later just to be sure.” Anthony nods towards me. “Put that stuff back in the bag and get ready for your shift. You’re working both lunch and evening today.”
I get up off the floor, stuff my clothes and the towels back in the duffle bag, sling it over my shoulder and walk out.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
“So, what do you wish to talk about?”
Honey has left and now it is time to deal with Anthony and Bob. I must admit that it was great fun to slap her in front of Bob. It showed him who is in charge here.
Anthony jumps right in, “I’m calling in my marker, Doc.”
“What ‘marker’ is that Anthony?”
“I told you that I would want something in return for agreeing with your plan to treat Bob and keep him around.”
“If I recall correctly, I told you that I would consider it, but that I would not automatically give you what you wanted.” Anthony glowers at me.
“Either way, I am going to get what I want.”
“And what is that?”
“I want to stop Honey’s addiction to my jiz.”
What a coarse man.
“Do you mean your semen?"
“Yeah.”
“No, that is not acceptable.” Anthony stood up, hands on his desk, leaning forward.
“Like hell it isn’t!”
Bob stood up between us. “Please, Anthony. Sit down. We can all discuss this rationally.” Anthony doesn’t move. Who does Bob think he is?
“There is nothing to discuss Mr. James. I have made my decision.” Anthony raises his arm and points his finger at me.
“See what I have to put up with? The high and mighty Queen has spoken! She won’t listen to anyone. I ought to ...”
Bob interrupts him. “Come now Anthony, don’t say anything you will regret later.” Bob turns to me. “Surely you don’t object to an honest discussion of the issues, do you Doctor?”
“An honest discussion, no I don’t object. Go ahead Mr. James.” I will participate in this pointless exercise for now, just to keep the peace.
“Fine Doctor. Anthony, why do you want Honey’s addiction terminated?” Anthony sits back down.
“I am tired of having sex with her every damn day. It never stops. She’s here 24/7/365. The only break I’ve gotten in the last three years is the past six weeks, and I still had to make weekly deliveries.”
“Why Anthony, I thought that you were more of a man than that. I’m disappointed that you can not service one little girl on a regular basis.” Anthony starts to get up again but Bob reaches out and restrains him.
“Doctor, let’s see if we can avoid the insults. Anthony has stated why he wants what he wants. Is there anything else Anthony?”
“Yeah, you were right about Honey knowing way too much about my business and that, if pushed, she can’t keep her mouth shut. I think the situation is too damn dangerous.”
Bob turns to me. “Doctor, what are your reasons for the continuation of the addiction?”
I sit back on the couch and think for a moment.
“Obviously, it makes her very easy to control. She can't run away. She does what I want, or else.”
“That is good Doctor. Are there other ways to meet those objectives without the addiction?”
“I am sure there are but why make a change? It works so well.”
“Perhaps too well Doctor. Are there any other reasons for keeping the addiction?”
“Certainly, it makes her an enthusiastic whore, which is to Anthony’s financial advantage. Her willingness to have sex with any of his paying customers makes him money.”
“Anything else?” Of course there is, but I will not tell him.
“Nothing else that I can think of at this time.”
Bob sits back down in his chair and says nothing for a moment. “Let me suggest another reason Doctor. You thought that the addiction and the resulting need to have frequent sex as a female would help break Josh Thomas’s will, shatter him psychologically, destroy his spirit. Plus, you would get the pleasure of knowing that he would spend the rest of his life being fucked by abusive jerks and low lifes, present company excepted Anthony. It would be the final act in your quest for vengeance.” Damn him! He is too astute for his own good. Well, it is not my final act. Thank heavens he doesn’t know about that.
“Perhaps that is one of the reasons for Honey’s addiction, but certainly not the only one. I would think that Anthony would want the control her addiction gives him.”
“Sure, it makes my life easier, but at what cost?” Anthony leans forward in his chair. “I don’t have any trouble controlling anyone else at the club and they aren’t addicted to my jiz.”
Bob raises his index finger. “To be fair Anthony, no one else is a prostitute at the club, at least to my knowledge.”
“Yeah, but she is scared to death of me. If I tell her to jump, she jumps and then asks if that was good enough.”
He has made one of my points for me. “If she is so afraid of you, she would run if she could, but she can’t. You need her addiction to keep her from running.”
Bob starts rocking in his chair. “There are other options, Doctor.”
“Such as?”
“You remind me of an old proverb, ‘To a man with a hammer, everything looks like a nail’.”
“What does that mean?”
“It means that we are limited by our knowledge and experience in solving problems. Your expertise is in the biological sciences, so your solution to most problems is based on biology. There are other available technologies, beyond biological. For example, an implantable electronic tracking device. It would not prevent Honey from running but it would prevent her from hiding. Fear of what would happen when she is caught would prevent her from running.” He is right about that, assuming the technology works.
“Assuming the technology works, how is it superior to my solution?” Bob stands up and starts to pace around the room.
“OK. First, a tracker would not leave her vulnerable to being separated from Anthony by the police, as I stated several weeks ago. She would be no better than any other hooker at keeping her mouth shut but no worse either. Second, Anthony would be released from his daily obligation to service Honey. Third, Honey would not have to be around Anthony all the time, limiting her access to information about his business. Fourth, to all other people, she would be a perfectly ordinary girl, reducing the chance that someone would discover her unique origins. It would not solve all problems, Anthony would need to stop giving his associates free access to Honey to limit her ability to identify them but he would need to do that anyway, addiction or not. She would not be as enthusiastic about fucking any Tom, Dick or Harry, but that again would be Anthony’s problem. There may be other advantages I have not thought of yet.”
I have to say, I am impressed. Short, concise and to the point. He did forget about me breaking Honey’s will.
“You failed to mention how your tracker is superior to my semen addiction in breaking Honey’s will.”
“I did not forget Doctor because it has no effect in that area, the same as the addiction.”
What is he talking about? “If her addiction did not break her will, what did, Anthony’s beatings?”
“Neither broke her will, because it is not broken. I have seen people who have been utterly broken mentally. Honey has certainly been abused physically, but mentally she is practically untouched.”
“How can you say that? She does exactly what either Anthony or I tell her to do. She doesn’t argue or fight. She’s as docile as a little kitten.”
“That just means she is smart Doctor. She still longs to escape her situation. She knows that you and Anthony are her enemies and that you do not have her best interest at heart. Certain accommodations have been made by her due to the irresistible urge to have sex, but it is the irresistible nature of those urges that provide protection to her psyche. She has absolutely no choice in the matter, no control. All she has to do is tolerate the sex. Maybe she also enjoys it, but again, she has no control over that. If you had managed to break her, she would not want to escape; she would treat you and Anthony as allies, if not good friends. I would compare her spirit to a sponge. You squeezed her until she had shrunk down to a small, compliant ball but once the pressure is relieved, she returns to her original shape. Her time with me released a large amount of pressure and mentally she has bounced back.”
This is too much. “Are you saying she is going to be disobedient and obstinate? That I am going to have to start from scratch?”
“No Doctor, her behavior should return to what you have experienced before very quickly. As I said, she is not stupid. The pressure is back and her spirit has started to ‘compress’ for its’ own protection. Did you ever read ‘1984’ by George Orwell?”
“Yes, I have read it.”
“The protagonist in that book was a broken man at the end. Honey is not remotely close to that and never will be unless you change your tactics.”
I am going to have to speak with Honey, see for myself if Bob is correct. If he is, I may have wasted the last three years. Well, not exactly wasted but failed to accomplish all my objectives.
“What new tactics are you suggesting?”
“The choice of tactics vary from person to person. I am not suggesting anything in particular. Though I am aware of the basic concepts and procedures, it is not an area of my expertise. I just know a broken person when I see one, and that the current process is fatally flawed due to her complete lack of control.”
I had not planned to spend time today dealing with this. I just wanted to meet Honey, remind her who is boss and get back to work. Now I have a new can of worms to deal with. This will take some thought. “I do not want to commit to anything right now. I need to think about it. There are many interrelated factors that must be considered.”
Bob nods his head. “I understand Doctor, a wise move. I would suggest two things. The first is, if you are going to speak with Honey, do so quickly before she adapts again to the environment of the club. The second is that an implantable tracker and the semen addiction are not mutually exclusive. You could implant the tracker and give it a trial run before removing the addiction, should you decide to do so.” Both rational and reasonable points … which raises a question.
“Why are you being so damn helpful Bob? You have spent the last six weeks living with Honey, quite likely having sex with her. My immediate suspicion is that this is some kind of plot to free her so that you can have her for yourself. Why would you be giving me information that could make her life more difficult?”
“All good questions Doctor. Honey and I have discussed this. We are both aware that you are never going to let her go and that while she might escape for a brief time, you would spare no expense to find her and bring her back. We did grow closer in the weeks we were together and yes, we had frequent sex the last two weeks, thanks to your treatments. However, with her return to the club, that has come to an end. When I accepted your offer to trade my treatments for help in keeping you out of trouble, I became a part of this conspiracy. It is to my advantage to make it a successful conspiracy so that I avoid trouble with the authorities. You already know my opinion about the difficulties Honey’s addiction creates so I am not exactly an unbiased mediator, but Anthony has his own problems with it as well. If there is a way to safely accomplish the joint goals that we can all agree on, then it is an advantage to all of us, with the possible exception of Honey. Does that answer your question?”
“I do not have time to speak with Honey right now, but I will be back this evening after 8:00. Please make sure she is available. We all have a great deal to consider gentlemen.”
I stand, walk out of Anthony’s office, through the club and pause at the door to the main floor.
The lunch crowd, such that it is, is arriving and Honey is just starting her set. She has put on a little weight. She has a slight, forced smile as she slowly gyrates on the stage. Then she sees me. The smile disappears and her eyes blaze in anger. Her movements on stage become quick, deliberate, and sharp, all the time she stares me down. Bob was right, her spirit was not broken. I have her under my thumb but she was still squirming. I have a lot of research to do.
** * ** * ** * *
Bob closes the door to my office.
“Well Anthony, how do you think it went?”
“I don’t know. She is at least thinking about it. Who can predict what she’s gonna do?”
“I am optimistic. We may not get all that we want but there will probably be some positive changes. I will be going now but return by 8:00 so that I can be here when Hanson speaks with Honey. Do you have any question?”
“Yeah, did the Doc’s treatments really fix you? I mean can the little soldier salute now?” Bob grins.
“Do you mean, can I get an erection now?”
“Yeah, can you throw a boner?”
“Absolutely.”
“Did you put it to good use?”
“Yes, very good use. I realize that you have been with Honey for three years but she was just extraordinary, like nothing I had ever experienced before in my life. Are you certain that you want to give that up?”
“I’m not giving it up, I’m just gonna get it when I want it, not when I have to. I just may not want it for awhile. After all, if I don’t have to spend my energy on her, I can spend it on some other lovely ladies.”
“I am sure that the ability to choose will make a difference.”
“You don’t have to stop hitting that just because she’s back here. You know where to find her.” I laugh. “Hell, I’ll even give you a reduced rate.” He shakes his head.
“No thank you Anthony, though I do appreciate the offer. No offense to your customers, but I just think it best to not share a sex partner with them. Frankly, I am surprised that you were willing to do so in the past. I assume that Honey’s treatments protected her from STD’s but I do not believe that her partners would be similarly protected.”
Huh, I hadn’t thought about that. Some of the guys who were Honey’s regulars are pretty disgusting. God knows what kind of diseases they carried. Bob may be on to something there.
“I have also recently been thinking about what other things might be circulating in Honey’s system. Neither of us have any idea how Dr. Hanson transformed Josh Thomas into Honey Sweet-Lay. We do know that she received a lot of injections and she still gets regular booster injections. Her blood likely contains a lot of unnatural chemicals, organisms, viruses or some other agents. I have no idea if anything could be transferred to sexual partners.”
“I wouldn’t worry about that Bob. I’ve been fucking her for years and I’m fine.”
“You are probably right. Even if there is a cumulative effect, you would be the first person to feel the symptoms. Maybe it would require direct contact with her blood. Well, it is all speculation at this point.”
“You’ve got some good points there. I’ll ask the Doc about it the STD’s when she’s in a better mood.”
“I would not ask her about how she transformed Josh Thomas though. I am sure she would react badly to any questions in that area.”
“No doubt Bob, no doubt. I don’t care, just as long as she sets me free.”
“I will see you around 8:00 Anthony”
CHAPTER TWENTY SEVEN
Stripping is a lot like riding a bike; you never forget how to do it. I must admit that I was a little rusty during the lunch shift and got distracted when I saw Amy watching me, but was back up to speed by the evening shift. The crowd seemed more enthusiastic than usual. I know that they had gotten a little tired of me, taking me for granted. It had been almost two months since my last performance so, to the audience, it was my homecoming.
I’m damn hot and know it. I can also put on quite a show, which Anthony likes. Since he’s back in charge, a good show is what he’s going to get. It really helps if the crowd gets into it. Tonight, they are.
I start with the big strut around the stage, swinging my hips, tits and ass, trying to smile at the crowd. The smile is tough to manage. I work the edge of the stage, not too close though. Some of the girls let the crowd paw them but it makes me nervous. My costume is pretty simple tonight, just a shiny gold bikini top and thong with gold pumps. That way there is more skin for friction on the pole.
After circling the stage twice, I move to the center pole and lean into it, hands up high. I slide up and down a couple of times, the pole in the center of my breasts. I then lean away from the pole and swing around several times, my feet at the base. Moving back to the pole, I slide up and down again, this time with my back to the pole, resting it in the crack of my ass, wiggling my hips as I go, pressing my tits together.
After the last slide, I bend forward at the waist, letting my breasts dangle, showing them to the crowd as I shake my chest. Pivoting on my left foot, I return to the pole and then climb it, wrapping my legs around it and pulling myself up. Once I reach the top, I let go with my hands and lay back, ending upside down, my hair draped on the floor. I remove my top and throw it aside, then jiggle my boobs and tweak my nipples. I hold this position until I start to get woozy from the blood pooling in my head. I swing my body back upright, which is really hard on my abs, grab the pole, release my legs and spread them wide. I again slide down the pole, ending up on the floor doing the splits. I pull myself upright and then strut around the stage again, making sure everyone gets a good look at my tits.
I did put on a few pounds when I stayed with Bob, half went to my ass, the other half to my boobs. The crowd cheers and the guys up front reach for me, but I stay just out of range, teasing them. I then drop to my knees and start my floor moves, crawling like a cat, slowly moving my shoulders and hips, letting my legs trail behind me, arching my back, licking my lips and locking eyes with different guys as I move around. I prefer the pole to the floor because fewer girls can really work the pole, and the floor is usually a little dirty and too close to the crowd.
I stand up again and unhook one side of the thong. I turn in place, letting the guys see what I’ve done. They start to whoop. I hook it back up but repeat with the other side. Same reaction. I let it drop to the floor and step out of the thong. I’m naked except for the shoes. The strut starts again. Guys are starting to dive at me. I keep walking, swinging my ass and boobs but looking around for Anthony. He’s the one who keeps things from getting out of hand. I don’t see him so I decide to wrap this up before a riot starts. I go back to the pole, grab it about half way up, lifting myself off the ground, spread my legs wide and spin around slowly, giving everyone a good look at my pussy. The crowd goes nuts. I drop back down in the splits, pop upright and prance off, waving to the crowd and picking up my costume as I go. I get backstage without any trouble. Candi is waiting there to meet me.
“Damn girl! You’ve got them whipped up. I’m next. If anything happens to me, it’s your fault. Let’s talk after I’m done.”
Her music starts and she shimmies off to start her set. I walk over to the makeup tables, pick up the least filthy towel I can find, sit down and wipe the sweat off my body. There is a terry cloth robe on a hook near me so I pull it off and put it on. Leaning back in my chair, I close my eyes. I’m going to hurt in the morning, it’s going to take at least a week to get back into dancing shape. I feel a pair of hands on my shoulders. Opening my eyes, I see Anthony looming over me.
“Great set Honey! There are about a dozen guys lined up out there to fuck the shit out of you. Pays to advertise. You should take six weeks off more often. Unfortunately, the Doc wants to talk with you tonight, so those guys will have to wait their turn. Well, there’s always tomorrow. I’ll let you know when she gets here. Really good work out there.” Anthony heads back out to the floor.
Why does Amy want to see me? Wasn’t smacking me in the face enough for her? God. Damn. Bitch.
I close my eyes again and sink back into my chair. Candi’s music is just ending. There’s a bunch of applause and whoops and she comes strutting through the curtains. I stand up to greet her but she beats me to the punch, strongly hugging me.
“Honey, I haven’t seen you since your date with Bob. How did it go? Where did you eat? What did you do after supper?”
I pull myself from her hug. “Slow down, slow down. Take a breath. It was wonderful, maybe the best night of my life. We ate at the ‘French Room’ ... ”
“OOOOO, that place is great! Expensive, but good! What did you have?”
“Guinea hen stuffed with lobster, asparagus and French Onion soup.”
“That sounds scrumptious! Sit down and tell me all about it.”
We sit down at the make up tables and I give her the story of the entire evening, the meal, the dancing, Tom and Gwen Francis and the paparazzi waiters. Candi laughs about the camera phones.
“I’ll have to go on line tonight and see what I can find. I’ve never heard of something like that happening before. Isn’t technology grand?”
“I don’t know if agree with you about the technology thing. Frankly, it was a little unnerving to have all those guys secretly taking my picture.”
“Maybe I’ll put the pictures I took on line.”
“Please Candi, don’t. That kind of publicity is the last thing I need.” Candi scoots her chair closer to me.
“You haven’t said anything about what happened when you got home.”
I lean in closer to her with a sly smile. “You’re right, I haven’t.”
She’s exasperated. “Don’t hold out on me! Spill it!”
“Wwweeeeellllllll, let me think about it.”
She swats my arm playfully. “I worked my ass off for you Honey! You owe me this.” I decide to give in.
“OK, fine. What do you want to know?”
“I want to know what happened, damn it!”
“I don’t want to get in to too many details, but I can say that Bob is no longer impotent and that he made up for a lot of lost time.”
“Was he any good?”
I take her hands in mine. “He was the best I have ever had, the best sex I have ever had, the most sex I have ever had and you had a lot to do with it.”
That wasn’t quite true. I didn’t want to tell her about the Wrangler post Super Bowl parties, which I don’t think of as sex exactly, more like biologically induced rape.
“Honey, I’m so happy for you!” Candi said, tears in her eyes. “I hope it all works out for you and Bob.”
I didn’t have the heart to tell her that there wasn’t a snowball’s chance in hell for Bob and I, I just smiled back at her.
“We’ll have to see about that Candi, but thanks again for all you did. Thank Marie too when you see her next time.” Anthony walks in.
“Get dressed Honey, she’s here. She wants to see you in your room. Hurry up.” He hurries out. Candi looks at me, head cocked to one side.
“What was that about?”
“My doctor wants to meet me.”
“Your doctor makes house calls? I’d like to meet him.” I pull on a thong and fasten my bra.
“It’s a her and not exactly a house call. It’s hard to explain. I’ve got to go. I’ll give you more details about Bob’s ‘performance’ later. He’s got more tricks than Houdini.”
“Who’s Houdini?”
“Right, before your time, sorry. How about Doug Henning?” I drop a blue mini dress over my head and pull it down my body.
“Nope.”
“Alright. David Blaine?” I slip my feet into my high heels.
“Oh, right, a magician. Sometimes Honey, I don’t know what you are talking about.”
“You’re not the only one. See ya.” I slip out of backstage and head for my room.
I’m a nervous wreck when I reach my door. I pause to catch my breath. Nothing good can come from this meeting. I reach for the doorknob but catch some motion out of the corner of my eye. I look left. It’s Bob, standing at the end of the hallway. He doesn’t say anything but gives me the ‘Thumbs Up’ signal and smiles. I return the smile and the signal. I feel much better knowing that he’s here. I open the door and walk in.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
Anthony left at least ten minutes ago to get Honey and she’s still not here. Two months ago, she would not have left me waiting so long.
I use the time to review some pictures stored on my laptop. They were found on the internet by my personal assistant, Janet Lester. They are camera phone pictures of Honey at the French Room and the Adolphus Hotel, eating, dancing and generally enjoying herself. Bob is probably there but, not surprisingly, the photographers are concentrating on Honey. I must admit that she is stunning, a testament to my skill and planning.
This room really is depressing. No privacy. Bland colors. No view from the window. Just a chair, a bed, a dresser, a lamp, a bath, a sink, a rack for some clothes. Quite soul crushing.
It is perfect.
I check to make sure that my contribution to the décor is still screwed to the dresser and aimed correctly at the bed. The clock reads 8:22 p.m. Honey has kept me waiting twelve minutes. This is simply unacceptable. I hear the doorknob turn, the door opens and Honey walks in.
“There you are Honey! Come in. Have a seat on the bed.” She sits on the edge of her bed while I sit on the chair. “We need to get caught up on what you have been up to these last few weeks. It has been a while since we last talked.”
“We talked about nine hours ago when you smacked me in the face Dr. Hanson. You haven’t forgotten, have you?”
It is worse than I thought. She would never have even thought about talking to me like that two months ago. She is just sitting there, with an intentionally blank, emotionless face. No obvious fear or nerves.
“I have not forgotten Honey. I just needed to make a point.”
“What point was that, Dr. Hanson?”
I force a smile. “That I am in charge Honey. You are my creation and that I can do what I want with you.”
“I don’t think anyone is questioning that Dr. Hanson.” She smiles back at me. That was a surprising answer.
“You have changed Honey and I do not believe I like it.” She shrugs her shoulders.
“Bob and I discussed my situation several times over the last few weeks. It helped me understand things. He told me that I should simply tell you the truth at all times. If I tell you the truth, there will be no reason for you to torture me for information.”
“Then explain these.” I flip the top up on my laptop, displaying the pictures from the cell phones. Honey leans forward, looking closely at them.
“He thought that might happen. Most of them aren’t very good, they don’t really do me justice. I looked very hot that night.”
“What were you doing out dressed like that?”
"I talked Bob into going out for a night on the town."
“You planned this?”
“No, I talked him into going out, but he made all the plans. We ate supper at the ‘French Room’ and then went dancing.” She leaned back on the bed. “Then we went back home and made wild, passionate love the rest of the night and early morning. Bob told me to thank you for the results of his treatments. I’d like to add my thanks for that too.”
That is more information than I needed. “You have fucked hundreds of men. What makes Bob James so special?” She has an unfocused look on her face.
“Bob James is the finest lover I have ever had. He knows exactly how to treat a woman, what turns her on, what buttons to push, where to touch and when. No one else is even close.”
I think that must be what rapture looks like. “Even better than Anthony?”
She actually snorts at that. “I’ve never been more than a cum dump to Anthony. It’s apples and oranges.”
“That is all quite interesting, but I would like to put your willingness to tell the truth to the test. Does Bob James have any plans to try to rescue you?”
“From what?”
“From me, from Anthony, from this.” I gesture around the room.
She looks down at the ground. “Unfortunately not. We both agree that I am truly stuck here.”
A likely story. “Why should I believe you without further questioning?”
She looks up at me, anger clearly in her eyes. “You mean torture, don’t you? Go ahead. You did it once, you’ll probably do it again. I survived.” Now she is sneering at me. “Bob made a point of never saying anything in front of me that I couldn’t tell you. He was much more careful than you or Anthony ever were.”
“Are you saying he is smarter than I am?”
“I don’t know about smarter, but probably more careful, more cautious. He’s a devious son of a bitch.”
“So he may have a plan and not tell you about it.”
She returns her eyes to the floor at her feet. “I thought about that, hoped and prayed that he had a hidden plan, but I just don’t see how he could do it.” She lifts her head and looks back at me, tears in her eyes. “Do you see any way he could pull it off?”
“No Honey, there is no way he could succeed. Bob may be very smart … but I am smarter.”
“So why torture me? You already have your answer.” She is pretty sly herself.
“Maybe I just want to, isn’t that a good enough reason?”
She stands up. “I’m sure that it’s good enough for you. Unless you plan on starting right now, I have to get back to work. Is there anything else Dr. Hanson?”
“No Honey, nothing else ... for now.” She strides past me, out of the room.
Well, that could have gone better. Her spirit is not broken; it may not even be bent. How could more than three years of hard work be undone in six weeks? What exactly did Bob say to her? More importantly, what can I do to crush Honey Sweet-Lay? I pick up my laptop and walk out the door. Bob is leaning against the wall at the end of the hall.
“Mr. James, why am I not surprised to see you here?”
“Because very little surprises you Doctor.”
“Oh you are not correct about that Mr. James. Ms. Sweet-Lay just surprised me in the last few minutes with an unwelcome display of will and spirit. Where do you suppose that came from?"
He pushes himself off the wall and walks towards me. “I suspect that I am partially to blame for that.”
“Only partially?” He is now standing next to me.
“Yes Doctor, only partially. Your efforts over these last few years left her damaged, but hardly beyond repair. All I did was treat her like a human being and she blossomed. Remember, my original plan was to find a desperate woman, rescue her and then employer her to care for me in my anticipated disabled condition. I did not find out about Honey’s true situation until after that process had begun. So, I helped fix her but you left me the opening.”
“We need to talk Mr. James.”
“I agree Doctor but it will have to be tomorrow, or some day at least a week after tomorrow.”
“Why those particular days?”
“I will be gone next week. I need to payback one of my associates who assisted me while I was under your care.”
I pull my PDA from my purse and turn it on. “I can see you after 3:45 p.m. tomorrow.”
“I will be there at 3:50 then. Good night Doctor.”
“Good night, Mr. James.” He turns and walks back to the club floor. I need to formulate some kind of plan, get ready for that meeting. I just cannot escape the feeling that I am being played the fool.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
It took most of the night, but I believe that I am ready to face Bob James. I have been operating upon a few assumptions that have not been proven true, nor have they been proven false. The validity of his advice and recommendations are contingent upon the truth of those assumptions, which will be put to the test today. I rearrange the chairs in my office to put a little extra room between them and my desk. I would like to keep Bob further away from me, just in case. It is 3:35. Bob tends to be prompt. I page Janet on the phone.
“Yes, Dr. Hanson?”
“When Mr. James arrives, buzz me, then wait ten minutes and show him to my office.”
“Certainly, Dr. Hanson.”
All along, Bob’s advice seems to make a certain amount of sense. I hate to admit it, but my plans concerning the destruction of Josh Thomas’s will seem to not have been one hundred percent successful. The physical changes are perfect, as are most of the mental changes. He has accepted that he is now a she. She also pretty much acts like a female in manner and dress, though more like a whore than a real woman thanks to Anthony’s careful training. The problem is that she has retained too much free will. The constant threats of beatings by Anthony and her biological compulsion to fuck like a bunny keep her from exercising that free will, but somehow it remains intact. Bob could be correct about why my plan was not as effective as I hoped it would be. The limited research I was able to do overnight seems to support his criticism. My problem is that while all his suggestions make sense, they also seem to make Honey’s life easier and lessens my control.
The phone buzzes. He’s here. I want him to wait. It’s a petty power play on my part and he will likely recognize it as such, but I don’t care. I am tired of being on the defensive all the time.
I busy myself with some paperwork while waiting for Bob, but I cannot really concentrate on it. There is a certain amount of risk in what I plan to do today. There is a knock at my door.
“Come in.” Janet opens the door.
“Are you ready for Mr. James now?”
“Yes, thank you Janet, please show him in.” She steps aside, Bob walks in and she shuts the door behind him
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“Please sit down Mr. James.” Bob sits in the nearest chair
“Good afternoon, Doctor.” He has the same blank, emotionless look on his face as Honey did. Now I know where she got it. I nod towards him.
“Good afternoon, Mr. James. I have given your recommendations considerable thought and find them to be mostly reasonable. I am willing to give the tracking device a trial and, should it work, I will remove Honey’s semen addiction. If things do not work out, I can always reverse that change.”
“Will that change cause any other changes? Honey suspects that the addiction is also related to her lack of menstrual periods and inability to become pregnant.” I laugh.
“Does Honey want to become pregnant? I can arrange that, you know.”
“To my knowledge, she has no interest in having a child, but you can speak to her about it. My interest is in preventing unintended consequences. Change one thing in a complex system and you could face a cascade of changes, some anticipated … some not. I do not like surprises.”
I stifle a smile. I plan to surprise you today Bob. “She is partially correct. Once I remove the semen addiction, it will be necessary to begin a regime of birth control. There are many commercial products, however I have an implant I am working on which should be an improvement. It should give a full years’ protection with one dose. Honey will be the first human trial.”
“I am sure she will be happy to be a lab rat.”
Still no change in his expression. “Are there any other changes?”
“Likely not, but there are no guarantees. Honey is unique, obviously, so it is impossible to be absolutely sure. If there are other problems, I will deal with them.”
“That is understandable. Do you have any questions about the tracker?”
“Yes, how does it work?”
“It is GPS based, keeping track of a person by triangulating with several geostationary satellites. The signal is broadcast to the receiver using cell phone frequencies.”
“What is the power source?”
“Rechargeable batteries. The recharging is done through magnetic induction, each charge is good for at least twenty days and it takes two hours to recharge. Battery life is expected to be approximately six years but the technology is fairly new, not a lot of field trials yet so that is just an estimate.”
“How big is it?”
“The main unit is about one third the size of a pack of cigarettes, which is mostly battery. There is a wire antenna that needs to be just below the skin of an arm or a leg. The receiver is the size of a Palm Pilot.”
“How many are in use right now?”
Bob pauses for a moment. “I would say no more than eighty.”
“What prevents interference among the units?”
“Each one has a unique digital code. The current system should handle up to three hundred thousand separate transmitters.”
“So, if the cell phone system is disrupted by power failures or sun spots, I lose track of Honey.”
"That is true. You would also lose her if she lands in a cell phone dead zone, but you cannot stay in a dead zone forever. You would not lose her should there be a problem with the satellites because the system automatically shifts to cell tower triangulation, which works, but is not as accurate as the satellite system. The number of cell phone dead zones are decreasing all the time. It is a multi frequency system, so it works worldwide. This is not a perfect replacement for your semen addiction solution, but all choices have pluses and minuses, including your addiction plan. In addition, this system should get better and more reliable as time passes.”
“How is it that you have access to this equipment?”
“One of the benefits of my prior employment.”
Yes, his employment as an assassin. Well ... we will see about that. “Do we have permission to use it? I don't want to get into trouble with the government.”
“As long as I remain a part of the group, we can safely use the system.”
Ah, the indispensable man ploy. We cannot afford to lose him because it would cause too many problems. The more dependant we become on him, the more power he has.
“It all sounds quite impressive Mr. James, assuming it works.”
“Oh it works Doctor, trust me.”
“You have hit the nail on the head Mr. James. Not to put too fine a point on it, I don’t trust you. Perhaps more accurately, I don’t believe you.” He does not react at all, which is frustrating.
“Exactly what do you not believe Doctor?”
“I don’t believe that you are an ex-government assassin. You have given me no proof except your word and a short beating of Anthony.”
“What about the blood pressure incident during my initial treatment?”
“That just proves that you have access to unique technology, like this tracking system. You could have simply hired some people to watch you for a few weeks and monitor your condition. My problem is that I think that you are lying to me. If you are, then you can not be trusted and neither can your advice.”
He closes his eyes and sighs deeply. “Doctor, are you telling me that you wish to revoke our agreement?”
“No, I am saying that I want you to prove to me that you are an assassin.”
“How do you propose that I do that?”
I can’t help smiling. “Why kill someone, of course.”
He opens his eyes and stares at me, head slightly cocked to one side. “I told you that I was done with that life, that I would not kill to further your plans."
“Isn’t that rather convenient? ‘I am a killer but I don’t do that anymore so don’t ask me to kill anyone.’ I am a scientist Mr. James. I need evidence, proof, something tangible.”
He sits in silence for a few moments. “You are assuming that I will not just refuse your request and leave you in the mess that you have created.”
“Don’t talk to me about ‘my mess’. This is about you. Any time I challenge you, you insult me to divert my questions. It will not work this time. I think that you have enjoyed the benefits of my treatments and would be loathe to give them up. I understand that you and Honey had a couple of very enjoyable weeks together. If you are as good as she says you are, you should have no trouble replacing her. Is that something you are willing to lose?”
“Do not assume that all men are controlled by their penises Doctor. I would prefer to keep my virility, but I will not sacrifice my integrity for it.”
“Integrity!” I jeer. “What do you know of integrity? Trying to take Honey from me. Helping a rapist escape justice. Don’t talk to me about your integrity!” I stand up, walk around my desk and lean against the corner. “Besides, even if you leave, I will make sure that Honey pays the price. She will think that the last three years have been paradise when I get done with her.”
Bob says nothing, drumming the fingers of his right hand on his leg. He raises his right eyebrow. “What exactly are you proposing?”
I’ve got him! “That you kill someone and provide me with irrefutable proof. Once you have done that, we can talk about your tracker.”
“I assume that you are off limits as a target.”
A weak show of spirit on his part. “You won’t harm me or Anthony and I doubt you would even consider Honey. Other than that, I do not care.”
“It is quite clear that you do not care, Doctor.” He stands and walks over to my window, looking out. “You remind me of my past employers. They did not care about the consequences of their decisions either. They had their reasons for wanting a particular person or group dead, unfortunately killing someone is like throwing a stone in a calm pool of water, ripples spreading well beyond the initial impact. My employers rarely thought beyond the first or second ripple. I, on the other hand, could see the fifth or sixth ripple. The benefits from the death usually were less than the ultimate harm. Eventually, I started seeing effects that even I could not predict. That was why I decided to get out of the business. I could no longer be the tool of ignorant idiots.” He turns away from the window. “Now you are attempting to force me to kill again just to satisfy your curiosity. Who are you proposing I kill?”
“Some homeless person, a drug addict on the street, a hooker that no one will miss. There are probably hundreds of potential targets out there in Dallas alone.” He walks back to my desk.
“I think you believe that you are giving me no choice in the matter, but there is always a choice. People claim that they are forced to do something to avoid personal responsibility for their choices. I refuse to do that. I accept your request Doctor.” He reaches into a coffee cup I keep on my desk with an assortment of ink pens in it, removing a classic Bic Stick plastic barrel pen. “Please ask Ms. Lester to come in.”
“Why do you need her?”
“Because I am going to kill her in your office, right now, with this pen.”
“Don’t be absurd! You can not kill some one with a pen and you certainly are not going to kill my assistant in my office!”
He twirls the pen in his fingers. “I certainly can kill someone with a pen. You are old enough to remember that old television commercial where they fired this type of pen through a board and it still works. You drive this pen through the temple of someone’s head and they will die ... eventually. It is not fast or clean but it works.”
This is not funny. “Yes, you are right. That would kill someone but you are not killing Janet. I forbid it!” Bob walks up to me, sneering as his face nears mine, a steely cold look in his eyes. I may have made a serious mistake.
“Actually Doctor, I was just humoring you when I asked who you wanted killed. Once you decided to give me this little test, your opinion no longer mattered. You clearly do not take this seriously so I have decided to bring the consequences of violent death home to you. Since I cannot kill you, Anthony or Honey, Janet Lester is the next best choice. You know her but she is not vital to the operation of the clinic. You are going to call her back to your office.” He holds the pen in front of my face. “I am going to jam this pen into the side of her head. If that does not kill her, I will beat her head in with this chair. I will then leave the body here for you to deal with.”
“Are you insane?! Every one in the clinic will know what you have done! How do I explain this to her husband, her children?!”
“Your employees know how to keep secrets; this will just be one more. As for the husband and children, that will be your problem Doctor. Now please call her.”
He actually expects me to cooperate with him. “I will do no such thing! This whole idea is ridiculous! If you are going to act like this, just forget I even asked you to prove that you were an assassin.”
“Doctor, you did not ask, you demanded. You had a good reason for doing so. You do not believe me and we cannot continue until you do. Therefore, I must decline your request to stop. It is too late to retract your demand of proof. Since you will not bring Ms. Lester to me, I will go find her.” Bob quickly strides to the door, throws it open and walks out before I can stop him. I run out after him.
“Bob, stop! Stop right now! You leave her alone! I demand that you stop immediately!” He is much faster than he looks. By the time I catch up with him, he is in the lobby. I look around but do not see Janet anywhere.
Bob also looks around the lobby and then quickly walks down the hall to the lab. I run after him. He opens the door and sticks his head in.
“Excuse me Ms. Connors, have you seen Ms. Lester?” I get there just as she opens her mouth to answer him.
“Don’t answer that!” Connors’ eyes are wide in shock.
“But Doctor, she’s gone for the day, don’t you remember? She had a dental appointment.” My God, I had forgotten that I had given her permission to leave early today. Bob just stands there, rolling the pen in his hand. He checks his watch.
“It appears that Ms. Lester is getting a brief reprieve. I have a plane to catch and must not be late. I will be back in seven to ten days. Ms. Lester will be dealt with when I return. I suggest that you do not warn her or attempt to hide her from me because I will find her. Either that or I will substitute Ms. Connors or Ms. Smith.” He hands me the pen. “Good bye, Doctor.” He walks to the lobby and leaves. I slump against the wall.
Connors is staring at me. “What was that all about?”
I straighten up, pulling myself together. “Nothing you need to worry about. I will deal with it.”
I just don’t know how.
CHAPTER TWENTY EIGHT
The club always has some kind of special program for Halloween. The dancers dress in the classic “sexy” costumes, sexy nurse, sexy cop, sexy schoolgirl and so on. I get the sexy maid. Short black satin dress with petticoats, lace apron, lace cap, fishnet stockings with garter belt, feather duster and black pumps. It’s a lot harder to work the pole with stockings, less friction, but I put on a good show. The crowd is still happy to see me back on stage. Unfortunately, they are also happy that I am once again available for fucking. Anthony was right; they have been lining up all week to fuck the shit out of me. They are all enthusiastic, which is something, but none of them has Bob’s skills. Even if they did, it wouldn’t be the same.
I’m afraid that he may have been wrong about that “loved and lost” thing. I still get off on the sex, still have orgasms, still need that sexual relief, but it’s not the same anymore. After sex with Bob, everyone else is kind of “blah”. It’s just not enough, like you spent your whole life eating vegetables and then you finally get to eat chocolate for a few weeks and then back to vegetables for the rest of your life. Vegetables after chocolate ain’t the same. Same deal with sex after Bob. I had just finished licking my last customer’s cock clean when Anthony knocked on the door.
“Honey, when you’re done, wash up and come to my office.”
Great. I hope that he just wants to talk, because I’m beat. This last guy was going to be the final one for the night.
The john pats me on the top of the head, like I’m his dog, and tells me that I did a good job. Gee, thanks buddy, I aim to please. After he leaves, I wash the cum off my face and reapply my lipstick. Please God, let this be quick so I can go to bed and get some sleep. I put my panties back on, adjust the top of my dress and head off to Anthony’s office. The door is closed so I knock.
“Come in Honey.” I open the door and look in. Damn! Amy is here. I just can not catch a break tonight. Anthony points to a chair.
“Have a seat.” I sigh, walk in and sit down. Amy looks worried, though she is trying not to. Anthony’s also uncomfortable. I wonder where Bob is. Anthony coughs lightly to clear his throat.
“Honey, we need to talk to you. There may be a small problem and you might be able to help.”
Amy is looking at the wall, avoiding me. Anthony sounds really concerned. Where is Bob? “I’ll do what I can, Sir.”
“That’s good Honey.” He doesn’t say anything else, clearly trying to decide either what to say or how to say it. “About a week ago, the Doc and Bob had a small ... disagreement. Bob said he would ... ah ... do something that Dr. Hanson would prefer he not do. He’s been out of town on ... business for the last week but he’s supposed to be back any day. No one’s heard from him and the Doc would really like to talk to him before something bad happens.”
Amy glares at him when he says “bad”, like he’s giving something away. I decide to just listen for awhile. Anthony keeps talking.
“We thought that you may know of some way to reach him, a phone number, an email address, something we could use to contact him. It’s important.” Wow, from “small problem” to “important” in two minutes. This could be interesting.
“I am sorry, Sir. Bob only gave me his cell phone number, which is the same one he gave you and Dr. Hanson. Isn’t he answering his phone?” I say that last part a bit too innocently. Can’t help it.
“Do you have anything else? The name of someone maybe?”
“Nothing, Sir. Bob was extremely careful to avoid telling me anything like that. He never slipped up.” Unlike the other people in this room. “He never mentioned any other names in all the time I spent with him.” Anthony is disappointed and Amy is pissed. I can’t explain why, but I feel like taking a chance. “If either of you could tell me what is going on, I might be able to help more.” Neither of them say anything. “I mean, if it is so important and all.” I’ve taken the plunge.
Anthony looks at Amy and she nods her head slightly. He starts again. “Bob and Dr. Hanson were talking about Bob’s recent ... suggestions. She told him that she had ... uh ... problems with some of his ideas and wanted him to ...” Anthony got stuck here. He couldn’t figure out a way to say it without upsetting Amy. I turned to her.
“What did you want Bob to do?” She looks surprised that I’m speaking directly to her, but I don’t think she plans on answering me. I turn to Anthony. “What is going on here? Why are you both so afraid of what Bob may do?” Anthony is still hesitating. This is just wasting my time.
“I’m sorry, Sir. I have nothing else to say because I don’t know what this is about and have no idea what I may know that could help.” I stand up. “Can I go to bed now?”
Amy finally speaks. “Sit down Honey.” I sit down, facing her. She says nothing else for a moment or two. “I told Bob that I thought that he had some useful ideas, but that I needed further proof that he was what he said he was before I would proceed.” Oh God no, she couldn’t be that stupid.
“Do you mean proof that he was a killer?”
“Yes.”
Stupid doesn’t begin to describe it.
“What kind of proof?” Amy can’t look at me. I turn again to Anthony. “What kind of proof, Sir?”
“She wanted him to kill someone.”
Well, that would be proof. Why is she so worried when she asked for it herself? Then I remember who we are talking about. Bob never does the expected, that’s his charm in bed and why he’s so hard to deal with otherwise. The penny finally drops.
“So the problem is that he has decided to kill someone that Amy didn’t chose.” I turn back to Amy. “Who is he going to kill?”
“My assistant, Janet Lester.”
Frankly, I would prefer he kill either Connors or Smith, but this probably isn’t the time to bring that up. She also didn’t notice I called her “Amy”.
“Why hasn’t he done it already? Bob’s not the type of guy to put things off.” Anthony answers.
“I told you, he had to leave town on business.” So that was true. I thought he made it up to avoid telling me the truth.
“When is he supposed to get back?”
“He may be back already or in the next three days, we don’t know for sure.”
“If this happened a week ago, why are you just talking to me now?” Anthony points to Amy.
“Ask her.” She glares at him.
“It doesn’t matter why. Apparently you can not help me, so it has been a waste of time.”
She didn’t come to me any sooner because I was her last option. She wouldn’t ask me for help unless absolutely forced to.
“I didn’t say I couldn’t help. Just because I can’t reach Bob doesn’t mean I couldn’t talk him out of killing her. Who’s watching his house?” They look at each other. I can’t believe this.
“No one is watching his house? You don’t know where he is at and no one is keeping watch of the one place you know where he might show up?” I stand up. “I’ll go set up camp at his house. If he shows up, I’ll try to talk him out of killing anyone. I will need to borrow the van.” I hold my hand out to Anthony for his keys. He hesitates.
“Why should I let you go out on your own?”
“You got a better idea?”
“More importantly, why are you helping at all?” asks Amy. “Surely you will want something for this. What is it?” I hadn’t really thought about that. What could I get away with? What the hell, go for broke.
“Change me back.”
Amy laughs wildly. “No chance. Bob could kill a thousand people and my answer would be the same.” Nothing ventured, nothing gained. What is something she might agree to?
“Stop my addiction to Anthony’s semen.” I hate that and how it makes me feel.
Amy answers with a sneer. “Agreed, you stop Bob and I will make that change.”
“I can’t guarantee that I can stop him. I will try … if I can find him.”
“If we can not stop him, it may not matter. Give her the keys Anthony.” Anthony opens his desk drawer, removes the van keys and tosses them to me.
“I’ll change clothes, pick up some supplies and get over to his house.”
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I change into my most comfortable outfit, which still leaves me looking like a whore or a party girl. I put some bedding in the back of the van along with some bottled water and snacks from the bar. I can watch for a few hours outside his house with this stuff, but will need more supplies if it is going to be a long term stay.
I drive over to his house and park in the driveway. I want him to know I’m here. I get out and walk around the house. There doesn’t seem to be anyone home. I’m not dumb enough to try any of the doors or windows, God knows what kind of security precautions he’s taken. I go back to the van, find a piece of paper and pen in the glove box and write a note.
“Bob,
I am in the van. Please don’t do anything without first talking to me.
Honey”
I put the note on the front door. There is no reason to push him. He’ll either agree to talk with me or not. I stay awake until 3:00 a.m. but am just too tired. I go to the back, wrap up in the blankets and quickly drop off to sleep.
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I wake up, stretching out the kinks from sleeping on the metal floor of a van. Wait ... I’m not in the van. I sit up and look around. I’m back in my room in Bob’s house, in my old bed. My clothes are hanging in the closet and I am wearing one of Bob’s T-shirts. I look over at the clock radio. It’s 10:42 a.m. I can smell coffee so I get up and shuffle to the kitchen. Bob is sitting at the table, reading the paper and sipping coffee.
“Good morning Honey. Would you like some breakfast, or perhaps brunch?”
“When did you get in?”
“About 4:10 a.m. It was cold outside and I could not leave you out there all night.”
“Thanks. Why not just wake me and invite me in?”
“You looked so beautiful just lying there, wrapped in blankets, I did not have the heart to wake you.”
“If what I have been told is true, you do have the heart to go back to killing innocent people.” Bob stiffens.
“Dr. Hanson should not have accused me of lying to her. I will not tolerate that from anyone. She also should not have threatened your well being.” I thought that she might have done something like that. Stupid bitch.
“Please Bob, don’t kill some innocent woman because you’re pissed at being insulted or to protect me.”
He shakes his head. “Amy Hanson needs to learn a lesson.”
“Fine, kill or seriously hurt her then, but Janet Lester hasn’t done anything wrong. Amy hired her after my transformation so she has nothing to do with any of this.”
“Did she ask you to come out here to talk with me?”
“They finally told me what was happening at the last minute. It was my idea to come out here. No one knew how to get in touch with you.” I walk over to the coffee pot, pour myself a cup and sit down at the table.
“What are you getting for coming out here to talk to me?”
“Why would I be getting anything?”
“One, you did not deny it, instead responding to my question with a question, attempting to deflect me. Two, while I would hope you are a more altruistic person now than you once were, I do not think you would pass up the chance to extract some concessions from Amy.”
I swear, he is always two steps ahead everyone. “She agreed to end my addiction to Anthony’s semen if I stop you from killing Janet Lester.”
He didn’t say anything for about half a minute. “You sure you want that?”
OK, I’m confused. “Of course I want that. I’m sick and tired of being betrayed by my own body. I want some control back in my life.”
He pauses again. “I will say just one thing ... be careful what you wish for. I know it is a cliché, but clichés are clichés for a reason. They are often true.”
“Aren’t you the one who told Amy the whole addiction thing was a bad idea from the start?”
“Yes, but that was because it was the wrong strategy. Once the addiction plan was implemented, there are likely other aspects of your biology that it also affects. You may not like living with the consequences should she make the changes you are requesting.”
Sometimes he gives me a headache. “You want to tell me what is really going on?”
“You know I cannot even comment on that question.”
“Just like old times. Will you agree not to harm Lester or anyone else on Amy’s staff?”
“I will agree to meet with Amy later today to discuss it.”
She’ll probably agree, if only to buy some time.
“I’ll call her to see if she will agree to that but let her sweat a bit. In the meantime, I’ll fix breakfast.” I start to stand.
“Sit down, I will fix breakfast. How about steak and eggs?”
“No offense, but your eggs are greasy.”
“Perhaps you can show me the correct technique?”
God, how I miss this.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I call Amy after breakfast and let her know that I’ve spoken with Bob. She agrees to meet with him at the club at 2:00 p.m. I get dressed and we hang out until time for the meeting. I tell him about the camera phone pictures on the web and we spend some time looking for them, finding my photos on several MySpace and Facebook pages. The large percentage of comments are favorable, the rest think that I’m a hired escort. Either way, they all agree that I am spectacular. I hope nobody ever makes the connection between me and those pictures. If that happens, I’ll never get any peace at the club.
Bob seems to be in a good mood when we leave for the club. He’s driving his car and I follow in the van. However, when we get there, he’s withdrawn and sullen. He can be a real hard guy when he wants to. We walk in. Anthony’s waiting for us. I’m not sure if Amy has him here as protection from Bob or if he’s got his own turf to defend. I give him the van keys and start to head for my room.
“Wait Honey.” Anthony reaches out and grabs my arm, then looks quickly at Bob and lets me go. “Sorry. The Doc wants you at the meeting.”
Why does she want me there? Am I going to be some kind of bargaining chip? I look at Bob, but he has no reaction. I don’t really have a choice so I follow them to Anthony’s office. Amy is already there and she looks like she’s had a rough night. Her face is haggard, hair out of place, clothes rumpled. She always looks so perfect, so together, all the time. Bob must have her worried. Anthony closes the door. Bob takes charge right away.
“You wanted to see me, Doctor? I thought that I made my intentions clear the last time we met.” You can hear the steel in that voice, a “don’t fuck with me” tone that you would have to be an idiot to miss. Amy’s not an idiot.
“Yes Mr. James, you did make your intentions very clear. I just think that there has been a misunderstanding.” She is trying to match his tone, but can’t because she is trying to back track from something.
“No Doctor, there was no misunderstanding. You called me a liar and demanded that I kill some poor unfortunate person to redeem myself.” He’s not going to give her any way out. Anthony seems interested in their conversation but not particularly nervous. If Amy had brought him in as muscle to use against Bob, he’d be more on edge. They are going one on one this time.
“I never said that you were a liar. I just said that I was having a hard time believing you. Even you would have to admit that the odds of an assassin showing up in Anthony’s club are astronomical.”
“What are the odds of a Nobel Prize Laureate showing up in Anthony’s club?”
“That is not a fair comparison. I have business with Anthony.”
“That is true. The business is tormenting a young woman. I too had business, which was searching for a tormented young woman. Remember, Anthony’s club was neither my first nor last stop. I had visited several clubs in Dallas, Fort Worth, Houston, San Antonio, Galveston and other cities. I would say that our paths were almost certain to cross.”
“I still say your presence is unusual.”
“The odds are long only because there are so few of us. The same could be said about the gas station I frequent, the grocery store where I shop and the movie theater I go to. While there are not a lot of retired assassins, we are all some place all the time. Your lack of belief has nothing to do with ‘the odds’. It is just an excuse to ignore my conclusions and advice. What I find most offensive is your attitude towards other people you consider below your position in society. The less fortunate are not fodder to be sacrificed to satisfy your morbid curiosity. The death of any individual leaves a hole in the lives of those who knew them, loved them. Some deaths leave larger holes than others. I imagine that your death, Doctor, would leave a hole that would require a micrometer to measure.”
Damn Bob! Amy looks like she’s been punched in the gut. She starts to speak but Bob moves quickly to stand in front of her, his hand raised to silence her. Anthony remains motionless.
“Janet Lester’s death will traumatize her family and friends. It will also destroy your relationship with the remaining clinic staff. They will know that you sacrificed her life in a futile attempt to question my bona fides. They will begin to wonder how safe they are. A youthful long life is only good if your boss doesn’t throw you to the wolves. I seriously doubt that your clinic will survive the disruption. When all is said and done, you will begin to understand some of the consequences of murder.” Bob turns his back to Amy and walks to the door. “If you will excuse me, I have a distasteful job to do.” He reaches for the doorknob.
“Please stop!” Amy has found her voice. “What can I do to convince you not to do this? I will do what you want. I will end Honey’s addiction; I will use your tracker. Clearly you do not want to kill her so don’t. Tell me what you want.” He stops, turns around and crosses his arms across his chest.
“I want an apology.” Amy looks surprised.
“Is that all?”
“Yes Doctor, an honest, sincere, heartfelt apology. This also means that you will never question my honesty or motives in the future. Those subjects will be now and forever off the table.” Bob walks back to stand in front of Amy. ”This has never been about you following my advice without question. I have my reasons for my suggestions and you are free to agree or disagree, take it or leave it. As long as you have good, logical reasons for your decision, it is fine with me. I could be wrong ... though that rarely happens. What I will not tolerate is you questioning my honesty or motives. If you can accept these terms, I will spare Ms. Lester.”
“I certainly apologize for any unintended offense you may have taken due to my unfortunate choice of ... ”
“Goodbye Doctor. See you at the funeral.” Bob heads for the door again. Amy panics.
“Wait! Wait! I am apologizing. I am sorry for ...” He comes back, pointing his finger within inches of her nose.
“That was a politician’s apology. An attempt to brush off responsibility by claiming any harm was ‘unintended’. You can either admit what you did was intentional or you can admit that you are a moron who has no idea of the effect of her idiotic words. Chose one because they are mutually exclusive.”
Amy is red faced with anger. There is no way she would say she was a moron. Bob is going to force her to admit she was wrong, not give her a way to wriggle out of it. This has got to be killing her. Bet she’s sorry I’m here to see it.
“Fine, yes I did demand that you kill someone to prove you were a killer. Yes, I did suggest that your victim be one of those little people that no one would miss. And yes, I did make a mistake in ever bringing this up. Are you happy now?”
“Not exactly on point Doctor but close enough. Let me know what you decide to do about the tracker. One other thing. I assume that Honey’s presence today is a subtle hint that you could hurt her if things did not go your way. Do not ever try that again.” He nods at Anthony and leaves.
I’ve never seen anybody push Amy around like that. If I didn’t hate her guts, I’d probably feel sorry for her. As it is, I just hope that she keeps her promise about ending my semen addiction. That and not take her anger out on me.
“Well, I’m glad that’s over” says Anthony. “Honey, you can go back to work. Thanks for your help.” I glance at Amy. She’s just sitting there, chin in her hand, thinking. Guess I better start preparing for the evening shift.
“You’re welcome, Sir.”
CHAPTER TWENTY NINE
How could things have gone so badly? Everything was under control until Bob James showed up. Honey was completely demoralized, jumping at her own shadow. Anthony was spending his time tormenting her and doing exactly what I told him to do. Now Honey is practically the spokes person for good mental health and Anthony is sitting at his desk across from me, grinning, after Bob forced me to apologize. I need some time to figure out where it all went wrong and how I can correct the mistake. Anthony starts to softly laugh. That is just too much.
“Would you please explain what you find so funny?”
“It’s not funny Doc, just interesting. Bob is a dangerous, crazy fucker, but I think I like him more now than ever. You’ve got to admit, the man has style.”
“Is that what you call it? Style? I call it irrational behavior. How else can you explain his overreaction to my simple request to prove that he is what he says he is?”
Anthony shakes his head. “Wait a minute. Do you mean that you still doubt him after all that?”
“Well ... I’ll admit that he is clearly not your average person. He’s certainly had some experience in black bag type operations and has government contacts but ...”
“Doc, you are out of your mind to even bring this up. If by some remote chance he isn’t a killer, he is damn well capable of it and willing to if necessary. That guy is not afraid of anything or anybody. You’re lucky that he hasn’t tried to take over your clinic and all your discoveries. He’s an eight hundred pound gorilla that is just playing with us instead of pounding us to a pulp.”
“You certainly sound as if you are afraid of him.”
“Fucking damn straight I’m afraid of him. You’d be afraid too if you had any experience with his type. I don’t plan on crossing him until I can figure out his Code.”
“What do you mean ’his Code’?”
“Everybody has a Code, the rules they live by. For most people, it’s the same. You know, like the Ten Commandments, don’t steal, don’t lie, don’t fuck your neighbor’s wife, shit like that. There are lots of religions but they all have pretty much the same Code, so 90% of people have pretty much the same Code. It’s the people like you and me who go off the reservation that you have to figure out.” His use of slang often leaves me confused.
“Off the reservation?”
“You know, rule breakers, criminals, the scum of society. People like most of my customers, like me, like you. And, of course, Bob James.”
“How dare you compare me to a criminal! I’ve won the Nobel Prize!”
“Come on Doc, face it. There is no way what you did to Josh Thomas was legal.”
“He raped me! What I did was justice, not a crime!”
“You just proved my point Doc. I didn’t say that you weren’t justified in what you did. I said it wasn’t legal. Once you decided to go your own way and violate the law, you came up with your own set of rules that justified what you did to him. I’m not judging you. I’ve done the same thing about my various enterprises. What I’ve done with Honey is hardly legal, but it fits within my own Code. Every single crook, bum and jerk out there that doesn’t follow society’s rules has their own set of rules. The trick in dealing with someone like that is figuring out what those rules are.”
“Why does that even matter?”
“Because if you know someone’s Code, then you can predict what they’re gonna do. If you know their Code … it’s like you’ve read their Owner’s Manual.”
“So, if you know someone’s ‘Code’, you can control them?”
“Depends on the Code. Sometimes it’s possible, but usually it just means that you can make a pretty good guess as to how they’ll react to a particular situation. With some of the crazies out there, that’s the difference between making a profit and keeping your intestines inside your body.”
“So, do you know my Code?”
He smiles slightly. “No, not completely but we have been dealing with each other a long time so I’ve got some of it worked out.”
“More importantly, what is Bob James’ Code?” The smile disappears.
“No idea. I first thought he was about protecting the helpless, but then he willingly dropped Honey back into my hands. Then I thought it might involve stopping you from hurting Honey any more, but then he goes giving you good advice about avoiding getting caught. I haven’t spent much time with him and, frankly, I’m pretty sure that I don’t want to. You may not believe that he’s a killer but my gut says that he is, or maybe worse. I am sure of one thing.”
“What is that?”
Anthony leans towards me. “Whatever his Code, he will stick with it come hell or high water. Some guys are driven by their stomachs, some by their cocks; he’s driven by his will. God help anybody who gets in his way.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
Anthony may not be a mental giant, but he does have a survivor’s instinct. He’s prospered in a dangerous profession, so his advice should not be ignored. That doesn’t mean that I accept all that nonsense about ‘Codes’, but there is a certain amount of truth in what he said. Everyone has a belief system that drives them and that system can vary from person to person. I understood what drove Josh Thomas and used it to control him until it was too late and Honey was born. He was such a simple, predictable person, it was easy.
Of course, no one could do that to me.
I still have not determined exactly what Bob’s game is, nor Anthony’s part in it but I have decided to bide my time. I can take away Honey’s semen addiction and restore it if necessary. The homing device will likely be an acceptable temporary replacement. Once everything has settled down, I can begin sorting out truth from fiction. If anyone is trying to take Honey away from me, there will be hell to pay.
It’s time to call Bob and get the ball rolling. I pick up my office phone and dial Bob’s home number. He picks up on the third ring.
“Good morning, Dr. Hanson.”
“Good morning, Mr. James. I have decided to proceed with your suggestion concerning Honey’s semen addiction and your tracking device. When can you have one available?”
“I have one in my possession as we speak. I understand that Honey is due for her six month tune up in a few weeks. Exactly when is that scheduled?”
“I usually do it around the end of the year, the last week in December. There is no fixed date.” I want her fresh and tight for the Wrangler’s Super Bowl victory party. The players are always very happy to see her.
“I suggest that you move it up and do everything at one time. She will be out of commission for approximately four to five days after the surgery to implant the tracker. Your tune up treatments would likely shorten the recovery time, returning her to Anthony quicker than would otherwise be possible and avoiding two separate periods where she is not available for work. How quickly can you be ready to make the changes to Honey’s biochemistry?”
“The changes are not simple. I can have everything ready in about a week.”
“Today is November third. Could we do it on November twelfth?” I check my schedule.
“The twelfth is not good but the eleventh will work. How long does the surgery take?”
“I have seen it done in as little as thirty minutes. Are you qualified?” Of course I am qualified and he likely knows it.
“You know that I am. It would be useful to have a written procedure to follow to avoid complications and surprises.”
“I have all that along with a DVD showing several successful procedures. I can get them to you today.”
“That will be fine. Plan on the eleventh unless you hear from me otherwise. Is there anything else?”
“Yes, do you have the necessary equipment at your clinic or will we need to find an operating theater at a local hospital?”
“My clinic is fully equipped. Any other questions?”
“No Doctor, nothing else.”
“Good bye, Mr. James.”
I need to get busy. I haven’t operated in years and I certainly do not want to make any mistakes now. Some practice is in order.
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The continuing sequel to "Team Spirit" By Janice the Dreamer. True to her word, Dr. Hanson removes Honey's addiction, however that leads to some other unpleasant changes in Honey's life. Bob does what he can to solve the new problems. Chapters 30 through 34 of 48. Indicated Rating and Elements apply to entire story. Next update 11/13/10.
TEAM SPIRIT: THE SECOND HALF
By Meps98
CHAPTER THIRTY
Everything has been pretty normal at the club this week, particularly after the drama from last week. The honeymoon period from my return is starting to wear off. The crowd is still paying attention during my sets, but their reaction is not as lusty. Unfortunately, there is still a line to have sex with me most days, but it isn’t as long. Everyone is starting to fall back into old routines, which is good and bad. I can handle the old routines, I just wish to God that I didn’t have to.
Anthony called me to his office after my last set that Monday evening. I had not dressed yet so I was just wearing a robe and my heels. I hadn’t had my daily dose yet either. Recently he had been giving me the bottled semen, but he had that look in his eyes tonight.
“Come in Honey, have a seat.” I sit in the chair opposite of his desk. He stands up, walks around to the front of the desk and sits on the edge in front of me, one foot on the floor. He towers over me. I look up at him. He is leering at me, checking out the cleavage exposed by my partially open robe. I start to close the robe but he stops me.
“No Honey, leave the robe as is.” He pauses for a moment, slips off the desk, walks around behind me and grabs the collar of the robe. “On second thought, why don’t you take it off. Slip your arms out.”
“Yes, Sir.” I don’t look up at him, just shrug the robe off my shoulders and wriggle my arms out of the sleeves. He pulls the robe up and I raise my self off the chair as the robe slides past my ass and up my back. He walks back in front of me, tosses the robe into the corner of the office and returns to the edge of his desk. I want to cross my arms in front of my breasts but I know Anthony did this to both embarrass me and get a good look at my tits and pussy, so I leave my arms on the arm rests. My nipples are swollen. I hate to admit it but I’m getting turned on just sitting here naked, though it’s mostly because I haven’t had my daily dose of his semen yet.
“There, isn’t that better Honey?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“Sometimes I forget what a fine looking bitch you are Honey. Spread those beautiful legs.” I open my legs as wide as the chair lets me. My pussy is getting wet in anticipation. “Yes, a fine looking bitch. A hot little bitch too, aren’t you Honey?” He’s trying to embarrass me again but I’m starting not to care.
“Yes, Sir.”
“Yes, Sir what?”
“Yes, Sir, I’m a hot little bitch.” We’ve played this game before and I know how it ends. I get what I need, in more ways than one. I give him a crooked little smile and slide my hips forward in the seat of the chair, thrusting my pussy at him.
He chortles. “Don’t worry Honey, we’ll get to that in a few minutes but I need to tell you a couple of things first. The Doc has decided to make some changes.” Uh-oh. “She’s going to remove your addiction to my jiz. We’ve all asked her to do it at one time or another and now it’s finally happening.”
YES!
“There’s a trade off here. Nobody trusts you to stay put, so Bob has some kind of tracking device that is going to be implanted in you so that I can find you anywhere you go.” What? Bob did what?
“Excuse me Sir, did you say that it was Bob’s idea to stick something in me so that I can’t run away?”
Anthony grins at me. “Yeah, ain’t that a kick in the head. It was all his idea, though I doubt Doc Hanson would have agreed to get rid of the addiction if he hadn’t come up with this plan. I got to tell you, I really can’t figure this guy out.”
“Me neither, Sir.” I glumly respond. How could he do this? I finally get Amy to release me from being biologically chained to Anthony and he comes up with a different kind of chain. I ought to kick him in the balls.
“The Doc has decided to do the operation tomorrow and I’m taking you over there tonight so you can get ready. She’s also going to do your six month tune up at the same time, kill two birds with one stone. Since this is the last night we’ll have together under the old rules ...” He unzips his pants and steps towards me. My head is level with his crotch. “… I’ve decided to do it old style tonight. Blow me and make it good.” I look up at him. His mouth is smiling but his eyes aren’t.
“Yes, Sir.”
I gently pull his semi-hard cock from his pants and suckle its’ head while stroking it with my left hand. I undo his belt with my right hand, dropping his pants to his ankles. I begin massaging his big balls with my right hand as I alternate licking and stroking the full length of his now rigid cock. After the bad news he just gave me, I wasn’t too enthusiastic about this at the start, but I really need to get him off. I haven’t had a taste for almost twenty four hours. He reaches down and pinches my nipple. I moan around the cock stuffed in my mouth. He doesn’t usually do anything during blow jobs. He pinches harder and I moan again. I start to take him down my throat, bobbing up and down, an inch at a time, swirling his shaft with my tongue. He gives my nipple a twist. I squeal and moan at the same time. He laughs and slides to the left, so he can reach both tits. I keep swallowing his cock as he massages my boobs and rubbing my nipples, forcing more moans from me. I just get his entire cock down my throat, my nose buried in his crotch, when he twists both nipples hard. I squeal again, breaking my rhythm and start to choke. Laughing, he gives another double nipple twist but this time I’m ready. It hurts like hell but doesn’t shock me, so I keep my rhythm going. He begins thrusting his hips in time with my bobbing, it looks like he’s getting ready to blow his wad but then he suddenly stops.
“Come on Honey, I’ve got another idea. Get up.” I let his cock slide from my mouth and stand up. He steps out of his pants, walks around to the front of the desk, opens a drawer, picks up something and tosses them on the desk top.
“Put these on.” There are two black metal paper clamps on the desk. I look up at him.
“Take those and clamp your nipples.” I pick one up, squeeze it open, and attach it to my swollen left nipple. The sharp pain makes me wince and my eyes water.
“Hurry up Honey, I don’t want to lose this woodie.” Anthony is standing there, stroking his dick. I blink several times to clear my eyes and do the same thing to my right nipple. The pain is just as intense and sharp. He comes around to my side of the desk, reaches up and pulls both clamps.
“AAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!”
My knees buckle but he doesn’t let go. I fight to stay upright, to remove the tension on my tortured nipples. Regaining my balance, I slowly straighten up, my teeth clenched. Anthony still hasn’t let go of the clamps. He lowers his head to my eye-level, stares deeply into my eyes, and twists the clamps again. On a scale of one to ten … it’s an eleven. My legs go wobbly but I don’t go down. Anthony is laughing like a maniac.
“Very good Honey. You’re one tough bitch.” He lets go of the clamps, grabs my waist, spins me around and pushes me face down on the desk. My ass is up in the air. He smacks it several times with his open palm. I cry out in both pain and surprise. He kicks my legs apart, grabs my hips and plunges his cock to the hilt into my wet pussy. I groan loudly, can’t help myself. He pulls back and slams me again.
“OOOOOHHHHHHHGGGGGNNNNN”
“Like that eh Honey?” He starts pounding away at me. “I’ve heard what you’ve been telling the other girls about Bob.” He smacks my ass again.” That he’s the best lover that you’ve ever had.” SMACK “That no man can match him.” SMACK “Well what do you say now?” SMACK “Who’s your Daddy?” SMACK “Who’s better, me or Bob?” SMACK “Who’s better, huh?”
He’s driving his cock into me like a mad man, pushing me into the desk, my weight pressing my clamped nipples onto the hard surface, each thrust generating new pain. God help me, I’m so hot right now. SMACK. My pussy juices are trickling down my legs.
“Who’s better, Honey? Tell me who’s better, me or Bob?” I’ve got to say something or he may kill me.
“You are Sir ... You are.”
“I’m what?”
“You are the best lover, I’ve ... I’ve ever had.” I need him to keep screwing me, need it so bad. “OOohhhHH FUCK Me, Sir. Fuck me hard please!!”
SMACK. “That’s right Honey! I am the best! I’m the best there’s ever been and don’t you forget it! SMACK. Here’s your reward!”
He lift’s my legs off the ground, impaling me on his cock and shoots his cum deep into my cunt. The spurting of his cock triggers my orgasm and I wriggle and squirm in the air. I can’t feel the pain in my breasts or my ass. Right now, all I feel are waves of pleasure running through my body. Anthony puts me down and pulls out of my pussy. I fall off the desk and collapse on the floor then look up at Anthony. He’s wiping his cock off with my robe, a smug, satisfied look on his face. He throws the robe at my feet.
“Once you’ve recovered from being screwed by the world’s greatest sex machine, go back to your room and get dressed. We need to get to the clinic by 11:00 p.m.” He sits in his chair. “Make sure you tell all your girlfriends about tonight.”
I push my upper body off the floor, bracing myself with my arms locked. “Do you want me to tell Bob too ... Sir?”
His eyes quickly grow large with fear, his mouth slightly open. The idiot hadn’t thought about that.
“No! Ahhh ... No Honey, we probably shouldn’t bother Bob about this ... In fact, you shouldn’t tell anybody. This is just between you and me, OK?” There is desperation in his voice. And on his face.
“Yes, Sir. You know how good I am at keeping secrets.”
“Yeah ... yeah, thanks. Hurry up and get ready.”
I slowly stand, reach up, unclip the clamps from my nipples and toss them on Anthony’s desk. My nipples are numb right now but that won’t last. They are going to swell up and hurt like hell within the hour. Amy will see them, but would probably enjoy the story, so I’ll tell her as little as possible. Not a good start to the evening.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
Honey wasn’t very forthcoming when I asked about the bruising on her ass and nipples. I assume that it was one of my “special customers”. I must remember to ask Anthony for the video. Whoever it was, it appears that he really worked her over. I’ll certainly enjoy watching that one. Right now, she is unconscious on the table in the operating theater next door. I am waiting for Bob’s tracker to be sterilized and then will begin. Unfortunately, Bob’s tracker comes with Bob. He insists on being present during the operation.
“Somehow, Mr. James, I do not think you trust me.” He is gowned and slipping on a pair of gloves.
“On the contrary Doctor, this is one of the areas in which I trust you completely. Your expertise greatly exceeds mine when it comes to medical procedures. However, I have seen this operation performed three times in person and you have only watched a video. I may be able to provide some useful information should there be any problems.”
“This procedure is similar to others involving implanting medical devices. There is no reason to think that there will be any problems.”
“Very glad to hear that Doctor. However, it is always best to have all options available. I will do or say nothing unless you ask for my input. What is the harm?”
“There is no harm, I just prefer to follow my normal routines which does not include kibitzers in the theater.” I do not plan on any funny business during the operation, it is the principle of him not trusting me.
“I assure you, Doctor, I will be there only as a resource. I would never presume to tell you your business. Even if you had some nefarious plan, it would be unlikely that I would recognize it.” He is probably correct about that. I hand him a mask.
“Alright, you can watch but do not get in my way or disturb me. You may not believe it but I do not want any mistakes either. I want Honey to have a long, healthy and painful life. Let’s get started.”
We both don our masks then step into the operating room. It is smaller than ones you would find in your average hospital, but it is well equipped and adequate for my purposes today. Honey’s vital signs are stable and the anesthesiologist, who is a friend of mine, indicates she is ready. Connors is assisting me. I step up to the table, take a deep cleansing breathe and make a three inch incision in her lower abdomen.
Just as I expected, the operation is mostly routine. The most difficult part was running the wire antenna down her left leg. Bob kept his word and remained silent the entire time. He did move around a bit, keeping his eyes on the incision and her vital signs. It has only been forty five minutes since the first cut, not bad for a procedure I’ve never done before. Everything appears to be in place.
“I am ready to close now. How are her vitals?” Before I get my answer, Bob interrupts.
“Doctor, I believe ...”
“Mr. James, you assured me that you would keep quiet. If you can’t keep you promises, you will need to leave right now.”
“I understand Doctor. Sorry. Before I leave, I do have one brief suggestion.”
“And what is that?”
“You might want to turn the device on before you close. Just a suggestion. However, you are the professional, I am sure you know best.”
I can’t see the smirk on his face but I can see it in his eyes. I managed a near perfect operation from a procedural stand point but forgot to turn the damn thing on. He better not try to lord this over me.
“Thank you, Mr. James. I will take your suggestion under advisement.” I reach in and push the panel that controls the tracker. It beeps three times to indicate that it is functioning. Bob reaches into his pocket, removes the receiver, checks the screen and signals thumbs up.
I close up the incision quickly but carefully. I do not want to leave a scar and the injections that will follow should prevent that. Within fifteen minutes, Honey is wheeled into her cell to recover.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I can’t get my eyes to open. They aren’t stuck or anything, they just won’t open, like they’ve forgotten how. I am breathing, so I concentrate on that for awhile. Everything feels fuzzy, unfocused. Eventually my head clears a little and my eyelids slowly open.
Ah yes, there’s no place like home.
I’m back in my cell at the clinic, laying on a gurney. My arms and legs feel heavy, too heavy for me to lift them. I can turn my head a little but there is nothing to see. I close my eyes again and return to my breathing. Deep breaths. I hear a door open and someone is now standing next to me. They touch my wrist, checking my pulse. I don’t bother to look, just keep breathing. I feel the jab of a needle in my arm, doesn’t really hurt. Whoever it is leaves, closing the door behind them. I think I hear a lock click shut. Deep breaths.
I don’t know how long it’s been but things are clearer, sharper now. I’m wearing one of those backless paper hospital gowns. I can move my arms but they are strapped down to the gurney, same with my legs. I can sit up a little but that makes my left side hurt. The door opens again and I twist my head around to see who it is. It’s Amy. She doesn’t say anything, just lifts the edge of the bandage on my left side, looking underneath. She pulls a white device from her lab coat pocket and sticks it in my ear. After a few seconds, it beeps. She removes it, looks at it and returns it to her pocket.
“Well Honey, your temp is normal so we appear to have avoided any infections, which is no small thing in this day and age.” She checks my pulse and then my chest with her stethoscope. “All your vitals seem fine. You’ve been strapped down to keep you from moving around too much. We don’t want you tearing any stitches.”
I try to talk but my throat is dry and scratchy. All I can do is cough and croak a few words.
“Hold on.” Amy reaches around behind my head and picks up something. It’s a big cup with a straw in it. “Here, sip this slowly.” She puts the straw in my mouth and I suck on it. A splash of cold water hits my mouth. I take three more sips then release the straw.
“How long?” I still can’t talk very well.
“We will have you up and walking before the end of today. I would guess that you will be fully recovered within three days, add two more days to finish your so called “tune up” and you should be back with Anthony by November sixteenth.”
I nod my head, close my eyes and go back to concentrating on my breathing. I feel calm though I know the future is not going to be pleasant. It’s probably the drugs.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
Amy wasn’t lying; Connors came in later that day, unstrapped me and helped me off the gurney. My legs were fairly wobbly, but I was able to slowly walk out of the cell and make a couple of trips up and down the hallway. Connors followed me but didn’t help at all. The pain in my side gradually increased with each step until I finally had to stop. When I got back to the cell, the gurney was gone. I sat down on the cot, swung my legs up, lay down on my back and fell asleep.
She woke me later and we repeated my walk in the hall. I was able to make a few extra laps this time. There were no clocks or windows so I had no idea what time of day it was or even what day. Connors gave me another shot and I returned to the cot. After she left, I lifted the edge of my bandage and checked my stitches. I don’t know a lot about medicine but I’d seen a lot of cuts and stitches in my playing days. Mine looked like they were more like a week old instead of less than two days. I’m pretty sure that I haven’t been here a week and there is no reason for Amy to lie to me about that. It’s probably the work of her rejuvenation treatments. I decide to get as much rest as possible. I don’t usually get a chance to sleep in.
Connors wakes me up three more times and it’s the same routine each time, walk, shot then sleep. There is less pain each time and I walk further each trip. I check my stitches again after the last trip. The cut is almost healed. The stitches seem to be disappearing, they must be the temporary kind. She may be a crazy, vengeful bitch but you’ve got to give her credit. Amy’s a genius when it comes to medical stuff. Too bad she spends most of her time thinking of ways to screw with me.
The next time Connors wakes me, I’m led to the exercise studio. Man, does this place bring back a shit-load of memories. There are some new additions. Now there are mirrors all around and a treadmill. I slowly walk around the room, letting the memories flood my brain. In all the weeks I was here at the clinic, this is the only place I wasn’t doped up. Everything else is pretty much disorganized recollections but I remember this room and all the routines Ms. Baker drilled into me. I could still do them today if I had to. Hell, three quarters of the athletic moves in my current dance routines come from her teaching. I almost expect her to walk through the door and bark out “Now, Number Three! Get ready, okay let’s go!” She was tough but fair. Obviously, she was in on the whole thing, turning me into what I am today, but she was never mean for meanness sake. She just wanted me to be the best cheerleader I could be. A professional all the way. And I didn’t disappoint her. Wonder where she is now? Connors brings me back to earth.
“Dr. Hanson wants you to do thirty minutes on the treadmill. I’ll increase the speed and grade as we go along. You can change in there.” She pointed to the locker room. I open the door and walk in, at least I can get out of this damn paper gown. There are some exercise clothes piled on a bench. I pick up a sports bra and check its’ size. 38DD, too big. I check several others but they are all the same size, so someone screwed up. Well, a lose fit is better than nothing. I slip it on.
It’s tight, just a touch too small. What the hell is going on? I’ve been a 36D for the last three years. I check out my reflection in the mirror, turning this way and that. My tits are definitely bigger, just short of cartoonish. Still firm and high on my chest though. Amy does good work. I finish dressing and everything else is the same size as before, the only change is bigger tits. When I step out of the changing room, I’m wearing pink cross trainers, white midriff top and tight shorts, hair pulled back in a pony tail. Connors smiles.
“Well don’t you look precious. Nice boobs. Get on the treadmill and we’ll start with a walk.”
“Yes, Ms. Connors.” Force of habit. I step on the treadmill and she starts it up. It’s just a regular walking pace which stays the same for about five minutes. No problems so far. Connors pulls a remote from her lab coat and pushes a button. The front of the treadmill rises to about a ten degree grade but the speed doesn’t change. Still not a problem. After another five minutes, she presses another button and it speeds up to a brisk walk. My side still feels OK, no pain. My tits are bouncing around more than I am used to though, guess I’ll have to adapt. The change will probably increase my popularity at the club. Yippee. Another five minutes and the grade goes up to fifteen degrees. Half way home.
It’s starting to get interesting. There is still no pain but I’m breathing harder. At twenty minutes, the speed increases to a jog. The breasts are bouncing around much more now. I concentrate on taking deep, regular breaths. There is some pain in my left side but it’s more general, not centered on the stitches. Sweat is starting to trickle down my forehead, neck and chest. The grade increases to twenty degrees at twenty five minutes. Just five to go. I have to lean forward to keep my balance, which makes breathing harder. It’s not a struggle but getting tougher. I’ll be happy when I’m done. I watch the clock on the wall, which makes time slow down. Thirty minutes finally arrives. I look over at Connors.
She has a tight, evil smile on her face as she presses the remote again. The treadmill doesn’t stop, it speeds up. It’s at a full run now. I point at the clock. She nods her head but says nothing. My breath is coming in gasps now. At thirty five minutes, the grade moves up to twenty five degrees. I glance at Connors. She’s laughing.
I can’t get enough oxygen in my lungs. My mouth is wide open and I’m sucking in air as fast as I can but it’s not enough. My lungs are starting to dry out. The clock reads thirty eight minutes. Screw this. I stop running, letting the treadmill throw me off. I stumble and stagger but manage to keep on my feet. Bent over at the waist, I gasp, unable to speak, as I try to catch my breath.
Connors walks up to me. She’s pissed. “Who told you to stop? You get your perfect little ass back on that machine right now!’
“Hanson ... said ... thirty ... minutes.” I could barely get my words out between gasps.
“I’m the one running this test and I decide when it ends!” She grabs my arm. “Now get back up there!” I straighten up, still breathing hard but I’ve got it under control.
“No.”
“What?”
“No. I’m done.” I start to walk back to the locker room but Connors still has hold of my arm. She jerks me back.
“You’re done when I say you’re done, BITCH!” She pulls her arm back, getting ready to slap me across the face. As her hand comes slashing down towards my head, I drop down on to my hands and knees, breaking her grip and throwing her off balance. I shoot my right leg out parallel to the floor and sweep it around, pivoting on my left foot, knocking Connors’ legs out from under her. She falls flat on her back as I follow through and stand up. She starts to scramble to her feet, screaming at me.
“Why you putrid little cunt! I am going to beat you senseless when I ...” I kick her in the jaw, probably breaking it. She’s out like a light.
That felt sooooo good. Bob taught me that move, along with several others, weeks ago. Never thought I’d need to use it. I go back into the locker room, undress, shower and put on some clean exercise clothes, tossing my paper gown in the trash. When I walk back into the studio, Connors is still out cold. I know that there is a really good chance that I’m going to pay for this sooner or later, probably sooner, but I don’t care right now. I may have to kowtow to Amy and Anthony but not to this little tin dictator.
I walk to the front office. There’s a young, nice looking woman sitting at a large desk, typing on her computer.
“Hello, are you Janet Lester?” She looks up at the sound of my voice. I reach out my hand.
“Yes, I’m Janet Lester.” She says, a hint of uncertainty in her voice as she takes my hand.
“I’m Honey Sweet-Lay.” We shake hands. “Ms. Connors has had a little accident in the exercise studio. Someone may want to go look in on her. No hurry though.” I let go of her hand, turn and walk back to my cell. As I open the door, I hear a lot of commotion behind me. Someone loudly calls for Amy. I step into my cell, close the door and lay back on my cot, a smile on my face. Today has been a good day.
CHAPTER THIRTY ONE
“SHE DID WHAT?”
I can’t believe what Smith just told me. I hired Connors because she was a competent assistant in the lab but, more importantly, she had a black belt. Her job was to keep Josh Thomas in line, should he ever start to stray. Luckily, he never did except for that brief escape which my careful planning took care of. Honey was even less of a threat than Josh, yet she took Connors down in seconds, leaving her unconscious with a dislocated jaw. Why do I see Bob James fingerprints on this?
Apparently, Honey didn’t even run. She put herself back in her cell and is still there. Sleeping. I have not spoken with Connors yet, not that she can actually speak. She has a concussion and is still groggy. Smith has reviewed the video and given me the highlights. Time to go speak with Honey.
When I open the door to the cell, Honey is lying on the cot, on her back, quietly snoring. I’ve brought a chair with me, which I set next to the cot. I sit down, then reach over and gently shake Honey.
“Time to wake up Honey. I have some questions for you.” I keep my voice calm and level. Best to start out friendly. Honey stirs, stretches her arms and legs, opens her eyes, then sits up.
“Hello, Dr. Hanson. What can I do for you?” There’s that blank, even look again. Thank you Bob James. I can play that game too.
“How are you feeling Honey?”
She cocks her head to one side. “Physically or psychologically?”
“Let’s start with physically.”
“I feel fine.” She reaches down and touches her bandaged left side. “No pain here. I think I’m completely healed.” She lifts both breasts with here hands, lightly bouncing them. “I seem to have picked up at least a couple of inches here however. Care to explain?” Her impertinence is unexpected and undesired, but I will let it go … for now.
“It was a special request from Anthony. Apparently he finds you a bit boring, so he needed something to revitalize his enthusiasm. He thought bigger breasts would do the trick. I can’t say I am surprised at his solution. Most men think bigger tits can solve most any problem.”
She drops her hands to her lap. “Guess I should have figured that one out myself. Anthony’s always been a boob man. I’m surprised he didn’t ask sooner.”
“Oh he did, repeatedly. I just decided to give him an early Christmas present. Maybe I will be there when he unwraps it.” She winces at that. Bob never would have broken his façade. “Now, how are you psychologically?” She smiles slightly, another break.
“The best I’ve felt in the last two weeks.”
“I assume that is because of your unprovoked assault on Ms. Connors.”
“Before I answer that, tell me how long you told Ms. Connors I was to work out on the tread mill.” More impertinence, my patience is running out quickly.
“Thirty minutes.” She falls back onto the cot, arms folded across her enhanced chest.
“Check out the elapsed time on the treadmill, assuming no one has reset it yet, then we can talk.”
OK, that’s it. “I am fed up with your attitude young lady! Just because you look like a seventeen year old airhead does not mean I will tolerate you behaving like one. I have put up with more from you than I should have but that has come to an end, right now. Tell me what happened this instant!”
She props herself up on her elbows. “Don’t listen to me, don’t listen to Connors. Check out the treadmill for yourself and then you’ll know who is telling the truth and who is lying.” She flops back onto the cot.
I swear to God, she really does have the attitude of a seventeen year old girl. Unfortunately, she is correct. Technology does not lie, not if you know what to look for. I do not really need to look at the treadmill, I can review the video tape but that will take time. I also do not want Honey to know about my video collection.
“Very well. I will be right back.”
“I’ll be right here when you do.” Little bitch.
I quickly walk to the exercise studio and enter. There is no sign of a struggle, which confirms how quickly Honey was able to dispatch Connors. When did she acquire those skills? I must remember to ask Bob the next time I see him. The emergency shut down pin has been pulled on the machine but it is still on. I run through the menu on the attached computer, reaching the elapsed time display.
I’ll be damned!
When I walk back into the cell, she doesn’t move, just stares at the ceiling.
“Time?”
“Thirty eight minutes, forty five seconds. What happened Honey?”
She sits up, swinging her legs off the cot, onto the floor. “Connors......”
“Ms. Connors. Show some respect Honey.” She rolls her eyes. I really do have a teenage girl sitting in front of me. I may have pushed the treatments too far.
“Ms. Connors told me that you wanted me to work out on the treadmill for thirty minutes but she ran long. When I pointed this out to her, not only didn’t she stop, she sped it up and increased the grade five degrees. I didn’t know why you wanted me to work out only thirty minutes, but I assumed you had a good reason. After Ms. Connors refused to stop it, I bailed out. She tried to force me back onto the machine but I said no. She freaked out when I said no and tried to hit me. That’s when I knocked her down and kicked her in the mouth.”
“A bit of an overreaction, don’t you think?”
“Hell yes it was an overreaction. I don’t know what she was thinking.”
“I was referring to what you did Honey.”
“Me? I was just defending myself. She was going to hit me!”
“Honey, you do not have the right of self-defense anymore. If I or anybody I designate wants to assault you, you take it and smile. If you don’t then I will make sure that you regret it for the rest of your long, unpleasant life. Do you understand that?”
She looks at me, eyes blazing with hatred. “Yes, Dr. Hanson, I understand.” She may understand but she doesn’t accept it, not yet. That will come with time and a change in my tactics.
“Unfortunately, Connors was also wrong for not following my instructions. That is between her and myself and none of your concern. I will forgo punishment for now because you thought you were justified in not following Connors directions but you should never do that again. After I have spoken with Connors, she will not vary from my instructions in the future. One last question. How did you acquire the self-defense skills?”
“Bob taught me a few things, just in case a customer started something at the club and Anthony wasn’t around to protect me.”
“Did he teach you to kick people in the head?”
“Yes. He said avoid trouble when you can but if you can’t and have to act, do it first, fast and finally.”
“First, fast and finally?”
“If you’ve got to do something, do it before the other guy gets a chance to get you, do it as fast and hard as you can to finish it quick and don’t have any mercy, do whatever is necessary to completely win.”
“That does not sound very sporting.”
“He said that the only objective in a fight is to win, end of story. Do whatever it takes. If someone is going to get hurt or die, make sure it’s the other guy.”
“Probably sound advice.”
I leave the cell, locking the door behind me. My first stop will be a visit to my office to review the video, then to see Connors and find out if she will tell me the truth. For her sake, I hope she does. I can forgive over-enthusiasm but not dishonesty.
Never the less, it has been a productive day. I now have more insight into the workings of Bob James’ mind than before.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I stayed at the clinic two more days but never saw Connors again. There were three more sessions on the treadmill but supervised by Smith, who kept her distance. Each one was thirty minutes on the dot.
I managed to get a really good look at myself when changing clothes, Amy was right, I did look like a seventeen year old girl, maybe eighteen. The other tune ups always left me looking young and fresh, taking away six months of the wear and tear my life as a dancer/whore caused. This time it was different. I still had the same flawless, silky skin, long graceful arms, narrow shoulders, wide hips, long legs, perfect ass, delicate hands and feet, narrow waist and flat stomach. My face was still innocent and childlike, with large green eyes, long lashes, pouty lips and pert nose. My breasts were bigger but not sagging at all, firm, round and full, sitting high on my chest with inch long nipples as big as my thumbs. The changes are subtle but there. Without makeup, I could never pass as eighteen, let alone the twenty two my drivers’ license said I was. I’d be right at home as a sophomore in high school. She said Anthony ordered the new tits but didn’t say anything about looking almost two years younger, not that Anthony will bitch about that. The club’s clients won’t object either.
Anthony arrived at noon on the seventeenth to pick me up. I didn’t have any of my normal clothes with me so he brought that tight red mini dress he likes and the red pumps with 4 inch heels. Unfortunately, he didn’t bring any underwear. He just stood there, leering at me as I changed in my cell. I had to be very careful how I walked or sat, not only to avoid flashing people but to keep my boobs from popping out of the dress. It was way too tight. I hope my other clothes fit better. We walked to the lobby where Amy was waiting for us. She was holding what looked like a Palm Pilot or Blackberry.
“Do you have everything straight Anthony?”
“Yeah, you’ll check in every five minutes and then we do a run away test.”
“Do you have your receiver?”
“Right here.” He taps his coat pocket.
“Let’s start then. One word of advice. Bob has been giving our little Honey self-defense lessons. She nearly broke Connors’ jaw. You may want to take the necessary precautions.” Anthony stared at me with narrowed eyes. Then he smiled.
“I doubt that Honey is dumb enough to take me on. Hitting Connors is one thing but going after me is completely different.” He grabs my hair near my scalp and jerks my head towards his face. “Isn’t it Honey?”
“Yes, Sir” I gasp. He lets go of my hair. My head hurts but I dare not rub it. Amy puts her device on the reception desk.
“It was just a word to the wise Anthony. Connors was quite confident too. I will speak with you shortly.”
Anthony takes my arm and walks me out of the clinic. His van is parked right out front. He jumps into the driver’s seat as I climb up into the passenger side. The hem of my dress slides up my thigh, exposing my hairless pussy. Before I can get the dress pulled down, he reaches across the seat, sticks his hand between my legs and fondles me.
“I always enjoy fucking you right after you get out of the clinic.” He keeps massaging my cunt. “You’re so tight, practically like fucking a virgin.”
He’s right about that. Those first fucks are the closest we ever get to making love. All the rest of the time it’s “Wham, Bam, Thank You Mam”. He takes his time with those first post-clinic fucks. I actually enjoy them. Anthony does know what he’s doing in bed, when he bothers to make the effort. Naturally, orgasms aren’t a problem for me no matter who is doing the fucking or how good they are. I do make a special effort on those first post-clinic occasions with Anthony though.
That’s odd.
He’s been rubbing my cunt for at least a minute and I’m not getting wet. Usually I’d be humping his hand by now. This time, nothing. I mean, it feels good and all but he’s not starting to drive me towards a quick orgasm. He pulls his hand back and starts the van.
“We’ll pick this up later. Business before pleasure, right?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“Good girl Honey.” He pats my head, like I’m his pet. We pull away from the clinic, but head away from the club, driving towards downtown. I straighten my dress, getting as decent as I can. We drive around for a few minutes, turning now and then. One time we did a complete lap around a block and then headed west. It was like he was trying to shake someone who was following us but he wasn’t checking the rear view mirrors. His cell phone rang. He pulled it out of his pocket.
“Hey Doc, where is she? ... You’re absolutely right. Talk to you in five.” He flipped it shut. “So far, so good Honey.” He seemed happy about whatever was going on. We kept driving, turning left, then right, then right again. This went one for several minutes with Anthony making turns randomly. At least it seemed random. The cell phone rang again.
“Where now, Doc? ... Right again. In five.” He turned and smiled at me. “This may actually work.” This went on for about a half hour with calls from, I assume, Amy every five minutes. It rang again.
“Talk to me Doc ... On the button. Ready for the runaway? ... OK, I’m pulling over now. I’ll call when I’ve got her.” He pulls to the side of the street and parks.
“Get out Honey.” What?
“Sir?”
“You heard me, get out.” He reaches across me and opens the door.
“I don’t understand, Sir. What am I supposed to do?”
“We’re going to play a little game now, you’ve probably heard of it. Hide and Seek? You have fifteen minutes to hide and then I’m going to try to find you. Get going.” I climb down out of the van, then turn to look back at Anthony.
“Where am I supposed to go, Sir?”
“Where ever you want little girl. Don’t make it easy for me.” He checks his watch. “You’ve got fourteen minutes, thirty seconds.”
I start walking quickly away from the van, my heels clicking on the sidewalk. If he wants to play Hide and Seek, I wish he had let me keep the cross trainers and the running gear. I’m not going to move very fast in this outfit, not unless I want to give everybody a good look at my cunt. He’s dropped me off in the middle of downtown. It’s 12:55 p.m. and everyone is heading back to their offices after lunch. The sidewalks are crowded with men and women in business clothes; greys, blues and blacks. I couldn’t stand out more if I was naked. I’d probably be less noticed if I was naked. The bright red mini dress might as well be a strobe light. Every guy who walks by gets whiplash when they jerk their head around to follow my undulating ass. Anthony said not to make it easy for him so I’ve got to get off the street. Either that or change clothes. Or ... find a place where I will blend in.
I think that there is another strip club just a couple of blocks away. It’s more high class than Anthony’s ... what place isn’t, but I should get in for free, dressed as I am. My big problem is, getting there in time. I don’t have a watch but there’s likely only about ten minutes left and I’m not even sure exactly where this place is, just heard the other girls talking about it. Either way, I’d better keep moving.
Walking as fast as I can, it still took at least twelve minutes to go five blocks. I finally spotted the place, “Gold Dusters”, a block and a half away. Anthony will never look for me there. I’m within one hundred feet of the entrance when his van pulls up next to me. He’s laughing.
“Nice try, Honey. Get in.” I open the door and climb in. Anthony is making a call as I close the door.
“Hey Doc. Got her. A piece of cake. This thing is pretty cool ... No, I saw where she was going and headed her off ... Yeah, maybe if there was a big crowd but I’d get her sooner or later ... Hang on.” He handed the phone to me. “She wants to talk with you.”
“Hello, Dr. Hanson.”
“Hello Honey. Do you see the device in Anthony’s hand?” Anthony holds it in front of my face. It shows a map grid with a blinking dot near an intersection.
“Yes, I see it.”
“That is one of the receivers for the transmitter implanted in your abdomen. That blinking dot is you. I have been following your movements as Anthony drove you around town and he used it to find you after the fifteen minute head start. Bob assures me that this system works worldwide. This is just a short demonstration that no matter where you go, I will find you. Please put Anthony back on.” I hand the phone back to Anthony.
“Yeah Doc? ... She looks pretty unhappy. I’ll see if I can cheer her up later tonight ... Good bye.” He closes the phone.
“Enough of this driving around, gas ain’t cheap you know.” He starts the van and drives back to the club.
I’m too late for the afternoon sets and too early for the evening sets. Anthony is too busy to fuck me right now and he does love being the first, so no whoring until he’s done. I go to my room and try on my few other dresses to see what may still fit with my new, bigger tits. The halter dresses work fine, they just show more of my boobs. The other two dresses I may be able to let out a little bit. I wander down to the main floor and check out the back stage. Candi’s there, putting one of her costumes away in her locker.
“Hey, Candi, how was the lunch crowd?”
“Honey! Where have you been?” She runs over to me and we hug, pressing our breasts together. “I haven’t seen you in a week.”
“I’ve been at my Doctor’s clinic.” She pushes away from the hug, holding me at arms length.
“You’re OK, aren’t you?”
“Yes, I’m fine now, just a little minor surgery.” She looks me up and down, stopping at my chest.
“I wouldn’t call them minor. In fact, their pretty major. How big?”
“Not sure.”
“Well let’s find out. Drop that top and I’ll get a tape.” I untie the halter, letting the top of my dress down. Candi has her back turned, searching a drawer for a measuring tape.
“Found it .... God Damn!” She had turned around and saw my boobs in all their glory. “Honey, those are magnificent!”
“Don’t you think that maybe they are a little ... you know, too big?”
“Not at all. I know at least a dozen girls who would kill for a pair of knockers like that. Can I?”
“Sure.” Candi reaches out and touches my tits, gently lifting, then bouncing them. She runs her hands underneath, where they meet my rib cage.
“I don’t feel any scars.” She runs her hands around their sides, then squeezes each one several times. My nipples have hardened. She flicks them with her index fingers. I stifle a moan, biting my lower lip. She steps back, letting them fall from her hands. “Honey, those are one hundred percent real. You have a pair of the most beautiful, glorious, teenage tits I have ever seen. They were incredible before but now they are stupefying. What is going on? There are no signs of surgery. Turn around.” She runs the tape around my chest, taking several measurements.
“You’ve gone from a 36 D to a 38 DD+ in one week without surgery, plus they are firmer and perkier. That isn’t possible. The nipples are bigger too.” She stares at me, waiting for an answer.
“Well, you see, Anthony knows this Doctor, she’s a friend of his ... she’s got this new treatment ... and Anthony thought that I could help her test it out.”
Candi’s shocked. “Are you crazy! Experimental procedures just to improve your already perfectly good tits! Did you ask for this or did Anthony force you into it?”
“I ... ah ...asked for it.” I can’t look her in the eyes.
“Bull shit! It was all his idea. 36 D wasn’t good enough for him. He and I are gonna have a talk right now!”
“No! Please Candi! Please, don’t say anything. I’m fine. Really, I am. I don’t need any trouble right now.” I take her hands in mine. “Just leave it be, OK?” She looks at me, a mixture of concern and anger on her face but then she caves.
“OK. I won’t say anything for now, but if he wants you to do anything else, you come see me first.” She reaches up and hugs my shoulder. “I kinda think of you as the little sister I never had.”
“You mean a little sister with benefits?” She laughs.
“Yes, with benefits. Speaking of people with benefits, does Bob know about this?”
“Not exactly.”
“How is he going to react? Wait, never mind, his girl with bigger boobs, I’m sure that will upset him.”
“Don’t be hasty Candi, you can never tell with Bob.”
How will he react? He probably won’t do anything, particularly since I’m not “his” girl anymore, but you couldn’t pay me enough to predict what he would do in any given situation. I pull the top of my dress back up and tie the halter behind my neck.
“As fun as this has been, I gotta go Candi. See ya tonight.”
“Ahhhh no Honey, you won’t. You see, I’m leaving for a little while.”
“WHAT!”
“Calm down, calm down. I didn’t want to tell you because I knew you’d be upset. It’s not as bad as it sounds.”
“It couldn’t be as bad as it sounds because it sounds horrible. Why are you leaving? Where are you going?” She’s my only real friend in this hell hole and now she’s leaving me. I try to tough it out but I can feel tears filling my eyes.
“Oh please don’t cry Honey. It’s only for three months. I’m going to work in a club in Houston and some of their girls are coming here. Just rotating the stock to keep the customers interested. Houston isn’t that far away. I’ll come visit you. It’s only three months.”
“But what if you like it there? What if you decide to stay?”
“Honey, it’s Houston. Who lives in Houston unless you have to? Don’t worry, I’ll be back, promise. I’ll call whenever I can.”
Fat lotta good that will do, Anthony will never let me talk to her. I sniff, wipe my eyes with the back of my hand, and force a smile. “OK. Only if you absolutely, hope to die, promise to come back as soon as possible.” We hug.
She whispers in my ear. “Absolutely, hope to die, promise little sis.”
I whisper back. “I’ll have Bob track you down if you don’t ... big sis.” We both laugh but I mean it.
She lets me go and picks up a bag. “I have to finish packing. You know, it’s a shame you can’t come with me. I’ve never told you this, jealous I guess, but you are very good on that stage. Every one here knows that you are this club’s best dancer, by far. I don’t know what Anthony has on you, but if you could get out of this roach trap and work some higher class places, you could be famous.” She’s got me starting to cry again.
“Thanks Candi, I appreciate that, though ‘famous’ isn’t all it’s cracked up to be. I’d settle for normal, any day.”
“You are one strange person, little sis.”
“Never said I wasn’t, big sis.” We hug again and she kisses me on the check.
“Take care Honey. Call me if Anthony starts pushing for any other ‘alterations’. I mean it.”
“I will. You take care too. See you in three months.” I leave as Candi starts to empty her locker. I hope Anthony is in the right mood tonight because I sure could use a good fuck to cheer me up.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
The crowd noticed my new equipment right away that evening and I made sure to put it on full display. I put some extra effort into my sets because I wanted to get my acts down pat. We will see who’s Queen of this stage when those Houston bitches show up. This is my home field, crappy as it is, and no one comes into my house and disses me!
What Candi said stuck in my mind. I never really thought about how good a dancer I was, never compared myself to the other girls. Anthony always made it clear that he expected me to do a good job or else. Even with that threat of punishment, I had to admit that I kept trying to improve, more for myself than for Anthony. It’s that damn competitive streak in my personality. I was born with it and somehow it survived the transformation. I never wanted to be a stripper, but if I’m going to be one, it will be a good one. Thinking back, I remember that I was actually proud of my performance as a Wrangler Girl at the Super Bowl because I was as good as any of the other girls.
In the old days, I thought that I was only good at football but I realize now that I only tried to be good at football. Once a kid shows some superior skills at a sport, he gets special treatment and training. I got on that football escalator and rode it all the way to the top, never putting any effort into anything else. But now it seems that, if I work at it, I can also be a good cheerleader, a good stripper ... and a good cook. After a bit of a rough start, I got to be a pretty damn good cook when I was with Bob. He said that I could be a professional with some training. Football, dancing, stripping are all similar in that they are physical activities but cooking is more mental than physical. It’s possible that I could be successful at whatever I decided to do, within reason. I’m never going to be as good a doctor as Amy, for example, but there’s a lot of stuff that I’m better at than she is.
I was thinking this while waiting for Anthony to get done with his books and come to my room. I had taken a bath and put on some perfume. It was some cheap stuff one of my regulars had given me but it wasn’t bad. I was wearing a black baby doll nighty, black thigh high stockings, 5 inch black heels and no panties. The shoes are hell to walk in but I wasn’t planning on doing much walking tonight. I heard his heavy footsteps in the hall outside my room, so I struck a seductive pose on my bed, waiting for him to come in. The knob on the door turned as I tossed my hair to get that perfect casual, tousled look. The door opens with a whoosh. Anthony always likes to make an entrance. I smile in anticipation of what is to come.
“Damn Honey! You look like you’re in the mood for a good fucking, don’t you?” This is what passes as foreplay from Anthony. It doesn’t matter tonight, I just want a piece of his meat pole. I slowly slide off the bed, my eyes locked on his.
“Yes, Sir. I can’t wait for you to fuck me like only you can.” My left arm goes around his neck, my right hand to his crotch, stroking the growing bulge in his pants. He seems a little surprised at my aggression.
“The Doc did remove the addiction, didn’t she?”
“She did as far as I know, Sir.” I unbuckle his belt, then unzip his pants, letting them fall to the floor. “I just haven’t had sex in six days and really need a ...”, I hook my thumbs in the waistband of his shorts “... good ...”, I jerk his shorts down to his knees, exposing his raging erection “... fucking ...”, I take his cock in my left hand and kiss the tip, then turn my head up to look him in the face “... Sir”. He gulps twice.
“No shit, Honey. Get up there little puppy bitch and let’s get started.” That’s his code word for doing it doggy style. I jump back on the bed on my hands and knees, wiggling my ass, spreading my legs wide, while Anthony steps out of his pants and underwear. I keep wiggling my ass as he removes his shoes but not his socks. Classy.
He climbs on the bed behind me and starts rubbing my pussy with his right hand.
“Aren’t you a good little puppy bitch.” He expects me to answer but not with words.
“Yip, Yip, RRRRwoof, woof.” This is so humiliating, which is why he does it. He pats my ass.
“Yes you are, yes you are.” Just do me already. I need the sweet relief of a few toe curling orgasms. It’s been a shitty day and I deserve this.
“You’ve been a good little puppy bitch so here’s your bone.” He quickly plunges his cock into my pussy to the hilt. Aaahhhh that’s what I’ve been waiting for. I squeeze my muscles to increase the pressure on his cock. He pulls back and slams in again. That’s nice. He starts pumping me and I match his rhythm, pushing back as I keep squeezing his cock with my cunt.
“Oh baby, this is great! You are so damn tight tonight. I ought to tip the Doc for this one.”
Something is seriously wrong. I’m enjoying the sensations I feel but there is no orgasm building. Normally, I would be on the verge of an orgasm by now, maybe even recovering from my first and working towards my second. But this time, it’s just a pleasant, warm feeling. Anthony is doing his normal adequate job but it’s just not working for me. I try to squeeze my muscles harder.
“Oh YEAH HONEY, keep doing that! Hang on!” He grabs my hips, then rolls onto his back, taking me with him. I’m now straddling him, still impaled on his cock, facing backwards.
“Spin around Honey. I wanna see those tits bounce.” I turn around so that I face him, knees at his side. I slip the straps of my nighty off my shoulders, exposing my boobs and start to ride him, pushing up and down with my legs and pumping back and forth with my hips. My new, bigger boobs are bouncing wildly until Anthony reaches up and clutches them. It all feels OK, but nothing more. Anthony, on the other hand, is getting ready to blow.
“Yeah Honey, that’s the stuff. Keep going baby! Oh yeah, Oh yeah ... Uhhhhhh ... Uhhhhhh. Here it comes Bitch!” He grabs my hips and drives up into me, shooting his semen into my cunt. After the third spurt, he starts pumping again, still spraying his jiz.
I got nothing.
His breathing slows and then he pulls out of me. “Clean me up Honey and do it right.” I slip off him and take his semi-hard cock in my mouth, licking and sucking it clean. “That’s enough Honey.” He pats me on the head again. “I’d stay for Round Two, but I’ve got an early morning.” He gets up and quickly dresses. I’m sitting on the edge of my bed, head down. He takes my chin in his hand and tips my head up.
“Why so glum? With those new tit’s you’ll be very busy. Lot’s of fucking, lots of orgasms, lots of money. Everyone happy, right?”
I have to answer him.
“Yes, Sir, everyone happy. I’m just sorry you can’t stay longer tonight.” It’s a lie but a good one, stroking his ego.
“Don’t worry Honey, there will be time for more of this later. Neither of us is going anywhere and you are still one first class fuck.” The self-absorbed bastard isn’t even aware that I never came. He walks out, leaving me sitting on the edge of my bed, frustrated at the lack of sexual release.
CHAPTER THIRTY TWO
It got worse the next day. Anthony was right, I was popular again. It’s amazing the effect a couple of extra inches of boobs has on men. I had sex with ten guys on Tuesday, eight on Wednesday and so on. By the end of the week, it was over forty guys. I had one orgasm that whole time and had warmed myself up before hand with my vibrator that time. At least I was still capable of having orgasms. The sex was pleasant enough, though sometimes painful with a few customers. I had to fake many orgasms to keep most of them happy. All this sex without the relief of orgasms was unbearable. Before, I could put up with it because I knew I would get my own pleasure but now it was just a job. I had to make all these guys happy, get them to cum, tell them what studs they were, and I got nothing out of it, no money, no orgasms, zip. I’d rather be dancing.
The Houston girls were pretty good performers. The crowd loved them because they were new blood but I was still better on stage than any of them. I really missed Candi, more than I thought I would. She was my only friend and ally. With her gone, there was no one to talk to. I could never tell her my whole story but we did talk about some things. Some talk was better than nothing.
By Saturday, I was in a terrible funk. It was hard to get out of bed in the morning. I didn’t feel like eating, bathing, dancing, or fucking. The only reason to do anything at all was to avoid being beaten by Anthony and “doing nothing” almost won. I still had enough pride to prevent the quality of my dancing from suffering from my shitty mood but the sex sure did. Luckily, no one noticed, they weren’t concerned what I thought, just wanted a young pussy to fuck. Sunday was just as bad, if not worse.
I couldn’t go on like this. If Amy had her way, I’d be doing this for the next forty to fifty years. I was ready to blow my brains out after just one week. I had to do something, talk to someone. It sure wasn’t going to be Anthony or Amy and Anthony wouldn’t give me access to a phone to call Bob. I had no idea how to get hold of Candi. I could try to send a letter to her old address and hope she filed a change of address card with the post office. Getting the letter in the mail would be the trick. I might be able to slip it in the outgoing mail or have one of my “customers” mail it for me, if I was extra nice to them.
I managed to write a brief note during a short break late Sunday evening. With any luck, I could convince my last john that night to mail it for me. Turns out he was a barely legal drunk kid, who passed out after ten minutes of amazingly bad sex. So much for that plan. I picked up his jacket and was just about to get Anthony to toss him out on his ass when his cell phone fell out of a pocket of the coat. I picked it up, flipped it open and checked out the display. He had four bars. Yes! I quickly dialed Bob’s number. It rang four times then went to voice mail. Damn it!
“Bob, this is Honey ... Ahhh ... something has changed with me. I can’t go on this way. I really need to talk with somebody.” I start to cry. “Candi has moved to Houston. I’m all alone now. Please Bob. I need you. I’m going crazy here. Please do something, anything. I’m really, really desperate Bob. Please help me.”
I hang up, scroll through the menu to find the history display, delete Bob’s phone number, turn off the phone, put it back in the kid’s coat pocket and then leave to find Anthony.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
“Honey, time to get up and get going.” I knock on her door again. She’s been moving slower lately. I haven’t given her a good beating in some time. We’ve had some rough sex but for real motivation, you won’t do better that a good, old fashioned beat down. I really hate to do it now, just after her recent tune up but if things don’t improve, I may have no choice. I loudly knock again.
“Honey, get moving or I’ll have to go get my paddle and ... ” Her door opens. Looks like she didn’t sleep at all last night.
“Sorry, Sir. I’ll be ready in a minute.”
“You better be. It’s Monday and I have work to do, which does not include babysitting you. Get dressed and then go to my office to recharge your transmitter.” Bob says that a full charge is good for twenty days but I’d rather do it weekly, make it part of a routine. He says that doing it weekly won’t hurt it, just that it’s not necessary. I prefer to be safe.
“Yes, Sir. I’ll come get your key when I’m ready.” I keep my office locked unless I’m in it. I nod at her and head to the bar to take inventory.
It’s time to restock after a weekend. I have a decent supply of assorted items in the stock room but can’t afford to keep too much liquor in stock, that shit is expensive, even if you water it as much as I do. I’m just about finished when my cell phone rings.
“Hello.”
“I would like to speak with Anthony please.”
“Yeah, speaking.”
“This is Bob James.”
“Hey Bob, what do you need?”
“I need to stop by the club to speak with you and test Honey’s equipment.”
“I’m kinda busy right now. Mondays are always busy days for me so there really isn’t a good time.”
“This should not take long.”
“How long?”
“No more than ten minutes with you, about twenty with Honey.”
“Why now?”
“It is standard procedure with a newly implanted tracker.”
“Can’t this wait?”
“Not really. Is Honey not available?”
“Yeah, she’s here, well actually she’s getting ready to recharge.”
“I will be as quick as possible Anthony.”
“Alright. Ring the bell round back when you get here. Bye”
I flip the phone closed. I wonder what that is all about. He did offer to check out Honey’s tracking equipment, do a diagnostic to make sure it’s working as advertised. No harm in that. I go back to finish my inventory. Honey walks into the bar, wearing her black mini halter dress and mid-calf stiletto boots. Very nice. I may need to take a late morning break. She walks over to me, her big tits jiggling. Maybe it will be a mid morning break. I reach into my pocket for the office key.
“Here’s the key Honey. Make sure you charge the full two hours, because I’m checking it.” She stretches her hand out and I drop the key in her palm.
“Yes, Sir.” She looks and acts like she’s drugged, slow to react, emotionless, doesn’t give a damn. That beating may be unavoidable.
“Also, Bob called.” Suddenly, her eyes light up and she started to smile then stifled it. “He wants to talk with me about something and check out your tracking system. I’ll send him to the office when he gets here.”
“Yes, Sir.” She quickly trots off to the office, almost skipping.
The bell at the back door rings ten minutes later. I walk to the back and check the video monitor. Bob’s the only one I can see. I open the door and he walks in, carrying a small bag.
“Hello, Anthony.”
“Hey Bob. What’s in the bag?” He unzips it then hands it to me to check it out. There’s a couple of meters and some wires.
“Just testing equipment. I will also need to see your receiver. Right now, I want to talk with you about Stage Two.”
“What’s ‘Stage Two’?”
“‘Stage Two’ is where we get Dr. Hanson out of the business of helping the Wranglers without making things worse. The sooner we end her treatment of their players, the better.”
“How do you plan to do that?”
“I was thinking that the best way to do it would be for the Wrangler’s management to believe that it was their idea to terminate her services.”
“Why would they fire her, she’s the reason they’re still winning and saving millions of dollars in payroll.”
“They would fire her if the treatments failed.”
“But they work really well.”
Bob stares at me for a couple of seconds. “My plan is that the Doctor changes her treatments so that they no longer work. If the treatments no longer work, the Wranglers will have no interest in continuing her services. In addition, there will be less motivation on the part of the press to investigate something that is a failure. A story about a medical treatment that does nothing is not very sexy. The more time passes, the less likely there will be any investigation at all. If everyone believes that the treatments are the same but just no longer effective, they may soon conclude that the treatments never worked in the first place and that the Wrangler’s success was due to great coaching, talented players, and a bit of luck with injuries. If you were an athlete, would you rather take credit or give it to a woman doctor? My bet is on the athletes wanting to take credit and minimize Dr. Hanson’s contributions.”
“Hey, that’s pretty good Bob! Do you think the Doc will go along with it?”
“I think that with her ego, we will have a very difficult time convincing her to intentionally fail and then sit there while people criticize her for that failure without saying anything.”
“You got that right.”
“I just wanted to lay the whole thing out for you, to give you a chance to think about it for a couple of days to see if you can find something I may have missed or if you have a better idea. It is always best to get another pair of eyes to review a problem from a different angle.” He looks at his watch. “I have taken up enough of your time Anthony. I appreciate your willingness to hear me out and am looking forward to your comments and contributions.”
“No problem Bob. No problem at all. I’m sure that, together, we can work this out.”
“No doubt, you are correct Anthony. I will see myself out.”
“Wait, weren’t you going to check out Honey’s equipment?” Bob shakes his head.
“You are absolutely correct Anthony. Where is my head this morning?” He picks up his bag. “Where is Honey?” I take the receiver from my pocket and hand it to him.
“Why don’t you go find her. I have to tell you Bob, that is one of the coolest things I have ever seen.”
“That is a common reaction Anthony. I would love to own stock in that device should it ever go public. I will check back with you once the testing is done.” He looks at the screen, swings left and right a couple of times, then heads for my office. I go back to work.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
This is only the second time I’ve had to recharge. I strap a cloth covered, curved, metal plate to my upper thigh then plug it into the wall socket. It has a very slight hum and vibration, gradually warming up. Not at all uncomfortable, kinda pleasant really. It would be great on sore muscles. I have to sit here for two hours, which is boring, but better than dancing, certainly better than sex has been in the last two weeks.
Thank God, Bob got my message. I wasn’t sure he would come. I’d been sitting for about twenty minutes when I heard foot steps coming my way. It wasn’t Anthony, not heavy enough. Suddenly, Bob was standing in the doorway, smiling at me. He knocks on the doorframe.
“Hello, Honey, may I come in?” I’m so happy to see him, I start to cry and choke up.
“Yeess ... Yes ... come in. Oh please come in.” I can’t stand up, my cord is too short. Bob walks in, picks up a chair, puts it next to mine and sits down. I reach over and hug him, hanging on for dear life, sobbing. He pats my arm. We sit like this for a minute or two before he pulls me back, takes a handkerchief from his back pocket, dries my tears and looks me in the face.
“What is going on Honey, you sounded quite desperate.” I told him about all my troubles since my last treatments, the lack of orgasms, the lethargy, the crushing misery my life has become. All this time, he holds my hands, gently stroking them, never taking his eyes from mine.
“I was afraid that this might happen. I am so very sorry about your troubles Honey. I assumed that once Amy changed your biological system to remove the addiction, you would have more trouble with sex. You see, she needed you not only addicted to Anthony’s semen, she needed you addicted to orgasms as well, it was a package deal. Ever since you completed the transformation, you have had a sexually supercharged body. Orgasms came very easily for you, with minimal stimulation. I discovered this when we started having sex. I am good, but not that good. You have never known anything else as a woman, so you accepted it as normal. With the removal of your addiction, you are now a normal woman in every way.”
“You mean this is how women feel all the time?”
“Not exactly. You have spent the last three years on a kind of orgasmic euphoria and now you are going through withdrawal cold turkey. Your orgasms were not better, just more frequent. You can still feel that way again, it will just take more work on your part, and your partners.”
“Oh great, like Anthony or any of the other jerks who fuck me give a rats ass about how I feel. I can’t keep doing this Bob, I won’t last another week.” He reaches out and touches my cheek with his open hand.
“I know Honey. It seems like there is no hope, like it will never get any better, like it will never end, but it will. Now that you know what is happening, you can fight it. You are a strong woman.”
“No, I’m not. I feel like a weak little girl.” He moves closer and hugs me. I hug him back.
“Don’t be silly. You are one of the strongest people I know. I will not lie to you, this is not going to be easy but you can do it, I am sure you can.” He lets go of me and sits back in his chair. “I will see if I can get you a little temporary relief. Now hold still. I told Anthony that I was here to check out your tracking system, so I better get busy.”
He pulled a meter out of a small black bag and ran it along my leg. It beeped several times. He unplugged my charger and then repeated the test. Finally he took the receiver and pushed several buttons. The screen went blank, it buzzed and the screen came back on. He seemed pleased.
“Everything tests within operational parameters.” He put his equipment away. “I know it sounds trite Honey, but things will get better. Right now, you are at the bottom of a hole, looking up. It is a deep hole but you can climb out. I have every confidence that you will beat this.”
It was hard to believe him, everything seemed so hopeless, but Bob hasn’t been wrong yet. If he thinks I can do it, I’ll keep trying, at least for a little while longer. After all, what choice did I have?
* * ** * ** * ** * *
It was almost 11:00 a.m., time for my pre-lunch beer. Customers were starting to trickle in. Business always drops off this time of the year, guess strip clubs and whores just don’t fit the holiday spirit. Maybe I could put a Christmas tree up on the stage and have the girls dress as elves. Bob walks into the room. I wave him towards me.
“What’s the good word my man?”
“The tracker appears to be working perfectly Anthony. I am a concerned about Honey though. She does not seem to be handling her new situation very well.”
“Yeah, I noticed it too. She lacks her old enthusiasm in bed. Some of her regulars have mentioned it. If this keeps up, her regulars may stop being regulars, if you know what I mean.”
“I believe that I catch your drift Anthony. I do think that she will work her way out of her depression eventually.”
“Depression? You think she’s depressed?”
“Probably a little, maybe not clinically depressed. No need for professional help yet.”
“That’s good. We couldn’t let her anywhere near a shrink any how. Care for a beer?”
“It is a little early for me, but sure, why not?” I hand him a Bud and he takes a big swig. He looks around the room.
“The crowd appears to be a little light today, even for a Tuesday.”
“Well, it’s November twenty-fifth, just two days before Thanksgiving. Business always stinks this time of year, it’s hardly worth being open the whole long weekend.”
“What are your plans for Thanksgiving, Anthony?”
“Well, thanks to you, I can actually take a few days off without Honey being a problem. I’m taking one of the new dancers to Cancun for a four day weekend.” He seems impressed.
“Really? Is this a serious relationship?”
“Nah, I’m not that kind of guy. Just don’t tell her that, she may change her mind.”
“What happens to the club while you are gone?”
“We’ll be closed on the twenty-seventh and twenty-eighth, then back open on Saturday.” Bob looks a little worried.
“What happens to Honey those two days?”
“I’ll just lock her in her room with some supplies. She‘s got water and a toilet, so she should be good.” He looks more worried.
“Is that a good idea, given her current state of mind? Being locked alone in her room for two straight days could be a problem.”
“It’s a little late to do anything about it now and she’s too old for a baby sitter. I’m not giving her the run of the place while I’m gone.”
“I am more concerned about her being alone than being locked in her room.” I open another beer and take a drink.
“Well, if you’re so worried about it, you take her.”
“Where?”
“Your house. Do you have any plans for Thanksgiving?”
“No, I was just going to stay home and watch football. The Wranglers are home, as usual.”
“There ya go, she can come stay with you, problem solved. Hell, she can stay all four days and you can keep an eye on her ... or maybe you’re not that worried about her?”
“Now be fair Anthony, it is a legitimate concern, but you are correct, I am the logical choice and I did not have any other plans. When will you drop her off?”
“I’ll be too busy packing. Can you pick her up, like late Wednesday evening?”
“That should work out. I will go tell her about your plans. See you tomorrow evening.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
It had been a long day at the clinic but I am finally home. The latest shipment from Russia had been delayed and it needed to be processed as soon as possible or it would have gone to waste. I checked the clock on the dash display as I pulled into the driveway, stopping at the automated gate. 12:03 a.m. I pushed the remote control and the gate swung open. There is a quiet satisfaction deep in my soul every time I drive through the gate and see the grand house waiting for me. It was Josh Thomas’s old home, purchased when the bank foreclosed after Josh “disappeared”. Naturally, it was extensively redecorated, eradicating any trace of the bastard. I could have sold his memorabilia for a tidy profit due to his notoriety after those appalling drug allegations. Instead, I destroyed practically everything, relishing every minute, personally taking a sledgehammer to his league and Super Bowl MVP trophies. What was not smashed to bits was hauled to a junkyard and crushed into a cube, which now sits in the back yard. There were a very few items that I kept, a scrapbook of his clippings from newspapers, the Super Bowl rings and his Eastern High jersey. Those are in a locked display case in the bedroom. I occasionally page through the scrapbook when feeling sad, it always cheers me up right away. Tonight, I’m just very tired and looking forward to a good night’s sleep. I parked the car in the garage and enter the house through the connecting door.
That’s odd. There are lights on in the kitchen. I distinctly remember turning them off when I left this morning. I slowly open the drawer of the table next to the door and removed a 9mm handgun, another one of Josh’s possessions I kept. After all, this is Texas. A house isn’t a home without a gun. Moving quietly, I creep towards the kitchen door and peek around the corner, not sure what I would see, if anything.
It is Bob James. He’s sitting at the kitchen table, drinking something. I pull back around the doorway, safely hidden.
I could kill him right now and be completely within my rights. The police wouldn’t even think of charging me. I’ve a license for the gun and he was a trespasser. I pull the hammer back. There was a nearly silent click as it settled in place. Taking a moment to calm my breathing, I adjust my stance, preparing to quickly enter the doorway, aim and fire.
“Good evening, Dr. Hanson. Would you care to join me in drinking some hot chocolate?”
Damn him to hell! How did he know I was here? Without the element of surprise, I could not take the chance. He might have his own gun and is probably a much better shot.
“James, what the hell are you doing in my house? How did you get in here? Do you know that I could have accidentally killed you?” I walk into the kitchen, gun in my hand but not pointed directly at him. He takes a long sip from the mug in his hand.
“You could have tried to ‘accidentally’ kill me. I doubt that you would have succeeded. And, if by some remote chance you had, the resulting involvement of my old associates would have been very ... traumatic for you.”
Great God! I had got caught up in the moment and forgotten about his associates! Still, I need to stay on the offensive.
“You have not answered my questions. How did you get in here and what do you want?” He took another sip.
“This is really quite good. It’s Honey’s own recipe. How she thought to put cardamom in hot chocolate I have no idea, but it works astoundingly well.”
“ANSWER ME!”
He puts his cup down and leans back in the chair. “You should not have left ‘sex change’ as your pass word.” Crap! “It would not have mattered any way. Commercial security systems are ridiculously easy to penetrate. As for your second question, I am here because you will not return my calls.”
The gall of this man!
“I am not at your beck and call! I have been very busy at the clinic. I would have eventually gotten around to returning your calls.”
“Yes, I can imagine that you were quite busy, what with that delayed shipment from Russia and all.”
Oh. Hell. No. What does he know about my Russian suppliers? Time to deescalate this confrontation. I put the gun in my pocket and sit down opposite him.
“What is so important that you had to break into my home to tell me?”
“A couple of things. The first is that we need to start planning a way to eliminate your involvement with the Wranglers. I have a few ideas on this subject and have shared them with Anthony.”
“This is the emergency that forced you to break into my home?”
“I never said it was an emergency. I said that you would not return my calls.” He leans forward in the chair, placing his hands on the table. “You are free to disagree with me Doctor, you are not free to ignore me.” He did not raise his voice but that last statement just struck the ear harder some how, the pitch of his voice, causing a brief, involuntary shudder.
“Fine, I won’t ignore you. It is much too late to discuss this tonight but if you call tomorrow, I will schedule an appointment to meet with you. I promise.”
“That is acceptable. The second issue is that Honey does not seem to be handling the changes to her system very well.” That is music to my ears. What did he expect to happen?
“If I remember correctly, it was your idea to make the changes. Having second thoughts Mr. James?”
“Not at all Dr. Hanson. Her difficulties were easy to predict, as we both know. All options had pluses and minuses. This option had the best ratio. I bring up the issue to see if you have an interest in minimizing her discomfort.” I can barely keep from laughing.
“No Mr. James, I intend to take full advantage of her discomfort. In fact, I plan to increase it several fold as soon as I get back.”
“Where are you going?”
“Stockholm.”
“A conference of some kind?”
“No, the Nobel Prize ceremonies. All current and past winners are invited to participate in several days of dinners, presentations, lectures, programs, panel discussions and the final award ceremony. It is one of my favorite times of year and the primary reason I have been so busy lately, wrapping up lose ends before I leave. Nothing will delay my departure next week. Is that clear?”
“Certainly Doctor. If you had told me this earlier, we would not be sitting here right now. I hope you have an enjoyable trip.” He stands, picks up his mug, walks to the sink and washes it out, inverting it in the sink.
“I have left some of Honey’s hot chocolate in the pot on the stove. It is still warm. I recommend it as a sleep aid. I will see myself out.” He walks to the front door, punches a code into the keypad, smiles at me, opens the door and leaves. He is unbelievably infuriating, but also very good at what he does. I remove the gun from my pocket to unload and store it. I eject the clip.
It’s empty. I swear that it was a full clip when I checked it last month. Yes, Bob James is very, very, good at what he does.
I will clean this up in the morning. Taking a teaspoon, I taste the hot chocolate Bob left behind. Mmmmmmmmm, delicious. I pour the rest in a mug, no reason to let it go to waste.
CHAPTER THIRTY THREE
I could not wait for my shift to end Wednesday. When Bob told me that we would have four days together over Thanksgiving, I hugged him so hard, I thought I might have broken his ribs. Now I was standing just inside the front door, anxiously waiting for him to arrive. He drives such an average car, I get fooled several times before he actually pulls up in front of the club. I run out as he exits the car. He spreads his arms as I throw myself at him, catching me with no effort and we spin around several times. I feel giddy. I can’t stop smiling and giggling. He puts me down and opens the passenger door for me. I hop in. Once he is in his seat, I scoot as close to him as I can, grabbing his right arm and placing it around my shoulders.
“Honey, I am going to need that arm to drive.” I slid under the arm as he lifts it.
“I’m sorry, it’s just that I’m sooo happy to see you.”
“Well, I am very happy to see you also. Let’s go home.” He starts the car and we pull out into the traffic. I settle back in my seat, wriggling until comfortable. I close my eyes and sigh.
“What are we having for Thanksgiving dinner Bob?”
“I was thinking of ordering pizza, how does that sound?”
“Pizza. You’re kidding, right? Please tell me you’re kidding.” He laughs loudly.
“Yes, I am. There is a turkey breast thawing in the refrigerator right now. I did not think we could eat an entire turkey ourselves.”
“Well, that’s right but there are lots of things to do with the extra leftover turkey, pot pies, sandwiches, soup, turkey salad.”
“I will keep that in mind for next year but I am afraid we are stuck with the breast this year. I do not want to spend all day cooking though. We need to spend some time visiting.”
“Don’t worry, we will do the cooking together and visit at the same time.”
“Now Honey, you are my guest. I won’t have you slaving away in the kitchen.”
“Oh please Bob. Unless you’ve gotten a hell of a lot better, I’d much rather eat my cooking than yours’ any day.”
“If you insist, Honey. I would not be much of a host if I ignored your wishes, however, clean up is my job alone.”
“Deal.”
It’s hard to believe that it has only been a few weeks since we were last together. It feels like months. We get to his house at 12:30 a.m. I check the fridge, the turkey is thawing nicely. He also has yams, cranberries, potatoes, fresh corn, and a pumpkin pie.
“Where did the pie come from? You didn’t make it did you?”
“No Honey, I bought it at a bakery. We will have enough to do tomorrow without needing to make a pie.” He’s right, as usual.
“That’s fine, but we are making everything else from scratch. I want a traditional, home made Thanksgiving dinner. Do you have flour and yeast?”
“Certainly.”
“I’ll get up early to start the bread and the dressing.”
“How early?”
“Oh, 6:30, 7:00.”
“Then we better get to bed. Your room is ready.”
“Aaahhh....could I sleep with you tonight?” He turns to face me, a smile on his lips but sadness in his eyes.
“Just sleep?”
“Yeah, as you know, the sex hasn’t been so good of late.”
“If you want, you can bunk with me. Maybe we can work on that problem this weekend, when we aren’t watching football.” I’m game if he is.
“Absolutely, football comes first.”
I go to my room, undress and pull a big t-shirt from my dresser. When I get to his room, he’s already in bed. He lifts the blankets and I slide in next to him. He rolls towards me and I snuggle back against him. Reaching his arms around me, he pulls me close. I turn my head towards his. We kiss, holding it for several seconds. This is so nice. Bob breaks it off.
“Welcome back Honey. I have missed you.”
“Me too Bob, me too”. I rest my head on his arm and fall asleep.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I wake to the sound of the clock radio alarm. Punching the pause button, I prop myself up on one arm. It’s 7:00 a.m. Bob’s not in bed and I don’t hear any one in the bathroom. I do smell coffee. I get out of bed and scuffle to the kitchen. Bob has the coffee ready and is scrambling eggs. I come up behind him, hugging him around the waist. He turns a little towards me and kisses my forehead.
“Good morning Honey.” I rise up on my toes, kissing him on the lips.
“Morning Bob. You didn’t have to get up. I can take care of this. Go back to bed.”
“How could I sleep in knowing you are out here, slaving away? The sooner we get started, the sooner we are done. You may not let me cook, but I can do the grunt work like peeling potatoes. Consider me your scullery maid.” I hug him again.
“My maid, huh? If I had known that, I would have brought you an outfit to wear. It’s really cute. You would look darling in it.” Bob puts his spatula down and turns to face me, putting his hands on my hips.
“You are leering at me, aren’t you?” I smack his ass. It’s as hard as iron.
“Just using my imagination. Can’t blame a girl for that.”
“As long as you remember that it will only happen in your imagination, we will be fine.”
I reach up and gently tweak his nose. “We’ll see about that. Until then, you can start with the potatoes after breakfast. I’ll make toast.”
We have a light breakfast, have to leave room for a big holiday dinner. Bob starts in with the potatoes while I take a quick shower. I really missed these showers. Bob kept my clothes but none of the tops or bras fit now. Looks like I’m going with one of his t-shirts.
When I get back to the kitchen, Bob’s done with both the potatoes and yams, so I get down to business. By 9:15 a.m., I’ve done all I can for now. The turkey and rolls won’t go into the oven for a little while so we take a break to watch the Thanksgiving Day parade on television. When I was a kid, Captain Kangaroo was the host on CBS. They have gone down hill since he quit, too commercial, but I still like to watch anyway, it’s a tradition. I hadn’t been able to watch for three years so I’m happy to get back to it. Bob is less enthusiastic.
“Why are we watching the Radio City Rockettes dancing in the rain outside of Macy’s in New York?”
“Because it’s a holiday tradition.” He’s sitting on the couch and I’m sitting on his lap, my arms around his neck and his arms around my waist. “Now pay attention. The Muppets are next.”
“Starvation in Africa is also a tradition, but that’s no reason to put it on television.”
“You’re just a big curmudgeon, aren’t you Bob?”
“More than you can possibly know Honey. Now what is that?”
“The Precision Briefcase Drill Team.”
“You are kidding.”
“Nope.”
We go on like this for an hour until it’s time to put the turkey in the oven and shape the rolls. When I get back, the football pre-game show is on. Both Detroit and Dallas are at home. They have been the home teams since I was a boy. Detroit sucks this year, like they have every year since I was a boy. They are playing Tennessee today. If that game isn’t over by the end of the first quarter, it will be a miracle. We settle in to watch.
No miracle today. The game is out of hand with ten minutes left in the second quarter. Even I can’t watch it. There is no way I’m going to watch the Dallas game, way too many bad memories. I slide my hand up Bob’s leg and start stroking his inner thigh.
“You were saying something about helping me with my ... Aahhh ... problems in bed.”
“You don’t want to finish the game?”
“No, it’s a terrible game. I can hardly keep my eyes open.” I work my hand further up his thigh. “Maybe you can think of something to help me stay awake.”
“How much time until the turkey is done?”
“Two hours or so. We have plenty of time.”
“Actually that is only enough time to get a good start on what I have in mind.” Two hours. A start?
“What exactly do you have in mind?” I purr. He reaches down and takes my hand away from his leg.
“Honey, I am no sex therapist. That is the kind of professional you need to see, however I may be able to give you a start towards recovery. I think what you need is to relearn how your body reacts to sexual stimulation. To use a food analogy, you were once a microwave and now you are a crock pot. You have changed from fast, quick orgasms to slower building, likely longer orgasms. Both types can be enjoyable but the slower building orgasm can be more complex, more flavorful, if you will, to extend the crock pot analogy.”
“I’m not sure I understand.”
“When Amy created you, she gave you the ability to achieve orgasms quickly, without much stimulation, and to have multiple orgasms. These orgasms were centered on your breasts and genitals.”
“Well duh, where else would they be centered?” He chuckles at that.
“True, but a woman’s body is much more sensitive than a man’s. You have approximately twice the erogenous zones. You need to learn about your own body, to revel in the sensations it produces, to discover ways to maximize those sensations, to hold on to those feelings and let them bring you the orgasm you think you need.”
“Oh I need those orgasms. They are the only things that made my life barely livable.”
“I am sure they are, but with training you may find that you do not need them as badly as you think. In addition, the orgasms you do have can be better than before.” He takes my hands in his. “Honey, you know that you are an extraordinarily beautiful woman.” I can’t help it, I blush. “You may represent the pinnacle of female splendor. However, you have little experience in this body.”
“Wait just a minute. I’ve had more ‘experience’ in my body than you’ve had in yours, several times over.”
“You are partially correct, you have a great deal of a few kinds of sexual experiences but not the wide variety that is out there.”
“Are you sure about that, because I think that I’ve been fucked just about every way possible.”
“You are probably right, but there is much more to sex than fucking in a small, dingy room with a partner whose only objective is to get his rocks off as soon as possible.”
“What about what we did in your bedroom, is there more to sex than that?”
“Absolutely, we tasted only a few of the available dishes. You just need expand your palate a bit. To use another analogy, most people drive Fords, Hondas, or Toyotas competently and they are happy because they do not know better. You, Honey, are the possessor of a Lamborghini and have never taken a Drivers Ed course in your life.” He lets go of my hands and touches my check with his right hand. “I am willing to give you a few tips to help you get by. We cannot do much more in four days. It is your choice.” He’s offering me the chance to get my orgasms back and maybe more. I’d be an idiot to say no.
“I agree on one condition.” He smirks at that.
“I offer to help you and you want conditions? That hardly seems reasonable.”
“You haven’t heard my condition yet.”
“Alright, what is it?”
“That you let me get you a Christmas present.”
“Honey, how can you get me a present? You have no money and no safe way to get any, short of stealing from Anthony or a customer, which I insist you not attempt.”
“Tut tut, those are my terms, take it or leave it.” The smirk expands into the smile that I so enjoy seeing.
“I accept your counter-offer madam. If you will accompany me to your room, we can begin.” He stands up and offers me his hand. I take it and he pulls me off the couch. We walk hand in hand to my room.
“What do I do first?”
“Get undressed and lay on the bed, face up.” I kick off my shoes, shimmy out of my jeans and panties, then pull the t-shirt off over my head.”
”Well, those are new.” Bob’s looking at my new, enlarged tits. I self-consciously cross my arms in front of them but manage to hide very little. ”I am sorry, I didn’t mean to embarrass you.”
I sit down on the edge of the bed. “Do you ... like them Bob?”
“It does not matter what I think.”
“Oh God! You hate them, don’t you?” I squeeze my arms harder, trying to make my boobs smaller. Bob reaches out, takes my arms and gently uncrosses them.
“Honey, the reason that I said it did not matter what I thought about your breasts is that part of the process we are about to begin is you taking charge of your own sexuality, not letting others dictate to you how or what you should feel. You need to decide for yourself what you think of your body. If you cannot accept it as it is, then we have little chance of success. So ... what do you think about your breasts?” I had never really thought about them, they were just there. I didn’t have a choice. If I had been born a girl, they would also be just there, no choice. I guess there is a lot in life that happens to you where you have no choice.
“I ... don’t know what I think.” Bob pats my arm.
“That is OK Honey. The first step towards wisdom is admitting you don’t know. We can come back to that one later. Get up on the bed.” I lay back, arms at my side, legs slightly spread.
“The first thing we will do is map your body, looking for erogenous zones. There are two types, primary and secondary. Primary zones are where there is a larger concentration of nerve endings which react to stimulation by swelling slightly and becoming more sensitive. Naturally, this includes your genitalia and breasts, particularly the nipples, but there are other equally sensitive areas, like your mouth, lips, tongue, ear lobes and anus ...” I sit upright quickly.
“Now wait one minute, you never said anything about anal ...”
“Calm down Honey, I will do nothing without your consent. Besides, there is not going to be any sex this session anyway.” I lay back down, disappointed.
“As I was saying, there are numerous primary erogenous zones. There are also secondary erogenous zones, which vary from person to person. A secondary zone is one which an individual finds erotic due to an emotional or mental association, usually because of a memory, past experience or, perhaps, fantasy. All women share the same basic primary zones but secondary zones are unique to each individual and can vary with hormone levels. What I am going to do is slowly and gently touch every square inch of your body with mostly my fingers but possibly my mouth or tongue. You will tell me on a scale of one to ten how each area feels. You need to try and clear your mind of all other thoughts, just live in the moment, let the sensations fill you. I will need to change positions several times, try to ignore my movements. I will also move around at random, so do not try to anticipate which part of your body is next. If you feel at all uncomfortable, let me know immediately and I will stop and move on. I will give all areas equal treatment, your arousal is not the objective, though that sometimes happens. You should probably close your eyes, it helps your concentration and limits your ability to anticipate each new area. Do you understand?”
“Yes.”
“Are you ready for me to begin?” I shift a little on the bed, getting comfortable. I close my eyes.
“Yes, go ahead.”
He gently cradles my left foot in his hand, then traces along the tendon down to my ankle.
“1 ... 1 ... 1 ... 2 ... 2 ... 1 ... 3 ... 3” He touches the sole of my foot, dragging his fingers lightly from the heel to the ball. “3 ... 4 ... 4 ... 5…” Ooohh, I think he is using his mouth to suck on my toes.”5 ... 5 … 6 … aahh ... 7 ... 7” He puts the foot down and I feel the bed move as he changes his position. His fingers tickle the hairs on my right shoulder, causing me to slightly shudder. “5 ... 6 ... 6 ... 5 ... 6” Ooooo, he’s nibbling on my right earlobe “7 ... 7 ... 8 ... 7”.
This goes on for what seems like hours. When he touches my clit, I actually jump. Strangely, the left side is more sensitive than the right, who would have thought it. The longer it goes on, the harder it is to concentrate on each individual sensation, they’re all blending together. Areas that he touched and moved on from are still tingling. When he gets to my asshole, I actually raise my hips slightly, anticipating the penetration. The one to ten scale got dropped after he tongued my right nipple and I moaned “15”.
He’s gently kissing the nape of my neck. “12 ... 12 ... 13 ... 8 ... 4 ... 4 ... 1”
“We are done Honey.” My entire body is buzzing. I push my self up off the bed and look at the clock. It’s only been fifty minutes.
“How do you feel?” I fall back on the bed.
“That was fucking amazing! It still is! I feel like my entire body is vibrating.”
“Speaking of vibrating, let me get something before you get dressed.” He leaves the room as I remain stretched out on the bed, eyes closed, the buzz slowly fading, replaced by a kind of refreshed feeling. I hear Bob come back in the room.
“Raise your hips a little and spread your legs Honey. I slowly push up, my ass rising off the bed. I feel Bob’s hand on my pussy, spreading my labia with his fingers and inserting something warm and hard in my vagina. It pops in.
“Bob, what are you ... oooohhh” He puts another one in.
“Those are Ben Wah balls Honey. They should provide stimulation as long as they are inserted in your vagina.” I roll over and sit up. I can feel them move whenever I do.
“Are they battery operated?”
“No, they are hollow with additional balls inside, that is where the vibrations come from. They respond to your movement. If you clench your pelvic muscles, you can generate motion.”
I give it a try. “Cool”
He smiles. “Yes, cool. Go on and get dressed. We can finish making dinner.”
I slip on my panties. “Why the balls?”
“They are to provide steady sexual stimulation during everyday activities, something you can focus on and, hopefully, enjoy. That stimulation can lead to an orgasm on its’ own, but more often leaves you aroused and ready for intercourse, with orgasms more likely to occur without extra effort on you or your partners part.
“You know that I’m not going to get any help from my ‘partners’, including Anthony.” I pull my pants up. Ah yes, there’s the balls again.
“Anthony may be otherwise occupied, at least for awhile.”
“Why’s that?” I drop the t-shirt over my head.
“He indicated that he was in some kind of relationship with a dancer from Houston. If true, he will have a difficult time maintaining a sexual relationship with you without causing problems with the new girlfriend, unless she is particularly open minded.”
“Strippers tend to be open minded Bob.” I bend over and put on my shoes, giving the balls a squeeze. This could be very nice. “I bet it’s that redhead. He couldn’t keep his eyes off her. Big boobs but clearly fake, if you like that sort of thing.”
“I will make a point of checking her out next time I am there.” He winks at me. I punch him in the arm. “Oowww. Careful there Honey, that is my turkey cutting arm.” Like I could hurt him with a sledge hammer.
I stick my tongue out at him. ”Let’s go turkey man. We aren’t done yet.”
The thermometer hadn’t popped on the turkey but should any minute. Bob has both a regular and a convection oven so I turn on the convection for the rolls. While it heats up, I put the potatoes on to boil. Now the turkey has popped, so I remove it and set it on the counter. It needs to cool for awhile before Bob can slice it. So far, everything is on schedule.
These Ben Wah balls are weird. I feel them practically every time I move. Most of the time it’s just a feeling of motion but other times they hit a spot and it’s WHOA MAMMA! The longer they are in my pussy, the more I think that I can sorta control them by flexing my muscles, though they tire after awhile. They could be great when I’m dancing at the club, might even volunteer for an extra shift.
Bob’s setting the table. He’s got a holiday centerpiece on the table and Christmas music playing in the background. This is shaping up nicely.
As I hustle around the kitchen, I’m more and more aware of the balls, consciously focusing on how they are moving in me. They create a very pleasant feeling. I catch myself smiling. Man, this kitchen is warm today. Bob’s somewhere else in the house so I lean out of the kitchen to call him.
“Bob, the turkey is ready for you to slice.” He calls back.
“Be there in a moment. I am changing the music.” I go back to beating the potatoes. Bob walks back into the kitchen.
“Honey, do you have a platter for the turkey?”
“It’s right here on the counter.”
He reaches around me and picks up the platter. “You seem to be enjoying yourself.”
“What?”
He reaches up and moves a stray strand of hair behind my right ear. “You have a big grin on your face, which is flushed and ...” he touches my temple for a moment “... your pulse seems to be up a bit.”
“It’s just warm in here, that’s all.”
He chuckles. “It is not that warm, Honey.”
I hand him the electric knife. “Just slice the turkey, I’m almost ready.”
“I can see that you are.” He picks up the turkey, carries it to the work island and starts to cut it in thin slices. He has a smooth, steady technique. It’s almost hypnotic. The buzzer goes off on the stove. I shake my head quickly, snapping back to reality. I had been standing there, watching Bob’s rhythmic slicing of the turkey while squeezing the balls with my pussy, matching his rhythm. The timer was for the dressing. That’s it, everything is ready now.
I put all the food in serving dishes, place them on the table. Bob sets the platter next to the centerpiece, then takes a bottle of wine from the fridge, opens it and fills the glasses on the table while I pour the water. A quick muscle spasm passes through my pussy and I stumble slightly.
“Are you OK Honey?”
“I’m fine. Let’s sit down and eat.” He pulls my chair out for me, scooting it forward as I sit down. There’s another spasm, oh yesss. Bob sits down opposite me.
“It all looks and smells wonderful Honey. Please pass the potatoes.” We trade the assorted dishes back and forth until both of our plates are full. Bob digs in.
“Delicious Honey. Absolutely delicious. You could not get a better meal anywhere.”
“Thanks. The secret is perfectly peeled potatoes.” I take a sip of wine. “This is quite good, what is it?”
“A 2005 California Zinfandel. I like wine but try to drink it only on special occasions.”
“Why is that?”
“There is a bit of a streak of alcoholism that runs through my family. No reason to take any chances.”
“Is that your real family or the family of ‘Bob James’?”
“My real family.”
I’m shocked! That is the first time Bob has ever clearly said anything about his family or his past. I’m afraid to react, but he brought it up.
“Alcoholism can be a bitch. Was it your mom or dad?”
“Mother. Also grandfather and assorted uncles and aunts. That may be far enough removed for me to be safe but I do not plan on putting it to the test, besides I am not a ‘happy’ drunk.” Shit! Does he get abusive when he drinks? I can’t ask him about that. “By the way, what do you think of the Ben Wah balls?”
“Huh? That’s a big change of subjects isn’t it?”
“It is but I couldn’t help noticing that you seem to be sweating a bit, breathing harder and are quite flushed. I hope it is not food poisoning.” He was right. Even while we were talking about his family, I was still pulsing my pussy on the balls, I realized that I was getting closer to coming. I needed to either stop or go and masturbate.
“Excuse me, I’ll be right back.” I start to stand but he reaches out, taking my arm.
“No Honey, finish here and don’t touch yourself.”
“Bob, I can’t do this in the middle of dinner.”
“Sure you can, you have been building up to it for over an hour. Just relax and ride the wave.” He doesn’t let go so I sit back down, not wanting to stop the feeling building in my pussy. I close my eyes and concentrate on working my muscles to keep the balls bouncing. I bite my lip to keep from moaning.
“No Honey, do not fight it, let it flow.”
“Ohhhh K Bob.” I keep pushing it, squirming and undulating in my seat. I want to grab my nipples but Bob still has a grip on one arm. I am getting closer.
“Oh shit, oh shit. AHHHH SHIT. Uuuuuuhhhhhhhh yyyeessss.” Suddenly it hits me hard and I throw my head back. “Oh God Bob uuummmm God DAMN.” I lock my arms against the edge of the table and push back. The chair almost topples backwards but Bob still has a grip on my arm and he pulls me forward. Waves of pleasure radiate out from my pussy for several minutes and then fade away. I slowly open my eyes. Bob is grinning at me.
“Honey, you are going to be fine. If you can do that while fixing dinner, the rest of the weekend will be a piece of cake.” He picks up his glass and salutes me. “Cheers” I pick up my glass and we clink rims.
“Cheers Bob.” I drain my glass. “Was that story about your family true or was it just an attempt to divert my attention.”
“No, that story was completely true.” He pauses, looking thoughtful. “I do not know why I told you. It just seemed like the right thing to say at the time.” I think he may trust me more than he knows.
“Thanks for telling me. I appreciate it.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
When we get up the next morning, Bob offers to take me shopping for some better fitting bras and tops.
“You know that this is Black Friday don’t you? It’s one of the busiest shopping days of the year. Are you sure you want to go out and shop in that crowd?”
“We can wait for the initial wave to pass and go out around noon, the crowds should be down by then but the bargains remain. After breakfast, I have another exercise for you. I am going to give you a full body massage. Your objective is to isolate and amplify the sensations as I proceed.”
“The last time you gave me a massage, you knocked me out. No thank you.”
“Now Honey, that was a completely different situation. I guarantee that you will remain conscious the whole time.”
“Alright, after breakfast. What do you want?”
“How about French Toast?”
“Done and done.”
I fixed breakfast while Bob went back to my bedroom to get it ready for the massage. I added sausage to the menu and was ready in twenty minutes. Bob stuck his head in the kitchen.
“That smells wonderful Honey.”
“It’s ready so grab a plate and dig in.”
I was a little full from yesterday’s big dinner but Bob still had his appetite. He ate everything on his plate and had seconds. My plate was almost empty but I couldn’t eat any more.
“I will do the clean up, you go take a hot shower Honey in my bedroom, as hot as you can stand. I will meet you in your bedroom.”
After the shower, my skin was tingling. I wrapped myself in a towel and walked into my bedroom. The lights were dim but Bob had lit several candles. Soft music was playing, classic I think. There also was some kind of incense, it smelled like vanilla. Bob had spread several towels on the bed.
“OK Honey lose your towel and lay down, face first.” I dropped my towel and crawled on to the bed, trying not to disturb the other towels. “The purpose of this exercise is for you to recognize and enjoy the sensations created by your body when touched. Like the Ben Wah balls, it is not designed to produce orgasms, though an advanced student such as yourself may prove otherwise. The idea is for you to enjoy these sensations even though there is no orgasm. Assuming that Amy has reduced the sensitivity of your system so that you are now a normal woman, you are more likely to have an opportunity to be touched and caressed than stimulated enough to achieve an orgasm. If you can learn to enjoy these less than orgasmic encounters, life should be more tolerable. Are you ready?”
“Yes.”
“I am going to use a warming massage oil. This is supposed to be more sensual than sexual, though I realize that is a fine line. This should be slow and languid, no quick motions or muscle stretches.” Bob climbed on the bed, straddling my waist, facing towards my head. He reached up and touched my shoulders where they met my neck, gently rubbing with the tips of his fingers, then his fingers, then the palms of his hands, moving in small circles along my shoulders outwards towards my arms and then my upper back.
I turned my head to the side and closed my eyes, breathing slowly and deeply, concentrating on whatever area Bob was working on at that time. By now he was pressing on the small of my back. It was both relaxing and invigorating at the same time, like being both calm and alert. It was similar to being in “the Zone”, what players’ call it when the game seems to slow down and you can’t do anything wrong. Every pass is on target, every pitch a strike, every shot goes in the basket and every swing is a hit. Usually, “the Zone” doesn’t last too long, but the feelings from this massage just keep getting stronger. He’s making long strokes along my outer thighs, moving around to the inner thigh. As he moved up towards my crotch, it was hard to keep from squirming. Bob gently pushed my legs apart and then ran his hands across my ass and down towards my pussy, brushing the labia with his thumbs, causing me to shudder and quietly moan. He repeated that stroke several times and then moved down my legs towards my feet. He stroked both feet from ankle, to sole, to toes. After giving attention to each toe, he stopped and moved up to the head of the bed.
I could feel him close to my ear. “I am going to turn you over now. Just relax and roll as I lift.” I could feel him at my waist, carefully lifting me with his arms under me. As he lifted, I rolled away from him, landing on my back. “That was very good Honey.” He went back to my feet and started back up my body. The oil that he was using left my skin warm and sensitive, a slight tingle persisting after he moved on to another area. By the time he reached my tits, the whole body felt as if it was glowing, radiating a mild heat. He had shifted around so that my head was in his lap and he was reaching down my body, cupping my tits, massaging the sides, circling in towards my nipples, then rolling them between his thumbs and forefingers.
“This is heavenly.” I sigh.
“I am happy you are enjoying it Honey. I am almost done.”
“Don’t quit on my account.” I know that we have things to do but I could spend all day right here. He’s stroking my neck, holding my head in his hands, then rubs my temples with his thumbs. He finishes by running the heels of his hands across my forehead and then kissing it.
I open my eyes and grin. “What’s with the kiss? I thought there wasn’t supposed to be any sex.”
Bob smiles back. “Sorry Honey. I must have gotten carried away.”
I sit up and scoot back, sitting next to him and putting my arms around his neck. “That’s OK, just don’t let it happen again.” I kiss his cheek. “I’ve had massages before, but nothing like that. I’m still warm all over. Did I feel hot to you?”
He laughs. “That is a loaded question. You are always hot to me Honey.”
“Ha. Ha. Says the fully dressed guy to the naked chick sitting next to him. I mean it, I feel like I’m some kind of heater.”
“Is it uncomfortable?”
“No, no, it’s great. I feel so alive. I want to go out and see the world.”
“I am sure that most of the world would really appreciate it if you did that right now.”
“Funny man. Quit goofing around. Is this how I’m supposed to feel?”
“Are you enjoying it?”
“Hell yes.”
“Then it is fine. Reactions vary from person to person but generally the results are the same as yours. I must admit, I have not done this very often and not for some time.”
I kiss his cheek again. “Couldn’t prove it by me. Do we really need to go shopping right now?”
“I thought that you women enjoy shopping.”
“It may come as a surprise to you but I am not like other women.”
He cracks up. “I will admit Honey that I had my suspicions. We can go buy you some new clothes that fit and then come back home to move on to phase three.”
“There is a phase three?”
“Yes.”
“Better than phases one and two?”
“Many women think so.” I hop off the bed.
“You start the car, I’ll get dressed.”
CHAPTER THIRTY FOUR
It only took me ten minutes to get dressed and ready to go, didn’t have a lot to chose from. Our first stop at the Mall was “Wet Seal”, a trendy store for teens. I may not feel like a teenage girl but I sure look like one. They didn’t have any really special promotions so it wasn’t too crowded. Bob looked completely out of place. No self respecting seventeen year old girl would bring a much older guy with her to this kind of store unless there was something funny going on. Even though I’m technically forty three and Bob probably isn’t yet fifty, neither of us appear to be anywhere near those ages, but Bob looks at least ten, if not fifteen years older than me, hard to tell with him. He could be my father. There are a few girls with their mother’s in tow, however not a father anywhere to be seen. You can find the occasional boyfriend and girlfriend together but it’s mostly packs of young girls, grabbing things and giggling their way to the changing rooms.
Bob’s catching quite a few stares, the disapproving kind, and he doesn’t appear to be comfortable. “Why don’t I stay out here and you go see what you can find?”
I take my arm and wrap it around his. “Not a chance. I’m not going in there alone. Just because I look like one of them doesn’t mean I am one of them. You’re my bodyguard today. Come on.”
I pull him into the store. There’s some kind of techno music blaring. Anthony has used something like it at the club but it’s not a crowd favorite, easy to dance to though. I spot a rack of tops to my left so I head that way, Bob trailing behind. A group of about six girls are already tearing it apart, pulling one off the rack, holding it up against their body while the others give comments. I find a blue satin Camisole style top that might fit. I turn to Bob.
“What do you think?” I shout over the music.
He shrugs. “You know that I would like anything you wear. This is not one of my areas of expertise.”
I frown at him. “You’re a big help.” I put it back, pick up a red shawl collared wrap style sweater with three quarter length sleeves and hold it against me. “What about this one?”
He raises his hands in surrender. “Honestly, anything you like is fine with me.”
“Come on, I need some input here.” I turn to put it back and bump into a blonde girl standing to my left.
“Parents.” She rolls her eyes. “Here, let me look.” She holds it in front of me. “That will really work with your body. Let’s try it on.” She grabs my hand and pulls me towards the changing rooms. I look back at Bob. He’s smiling and waiving at me. I turn my head back towards the girl just as we enter the changing room. It’s one big room, lined with several booths.
“Ahhhh thanks but I can take care of this myself ... uuhh.”
“Brittany, everyone calls me Brit. Phhuuleez, like you’re going to get a useful opinion from your dad. Just try it on. Trust me, I’m good at this. All of my friends say I should be a professional shopper.” I hesitate. She smiles and pushes me gently towards the changing both. “Go on, it’s all good.”
Well ... at least I should get an honest opinion. I close the half-door, lift the t-shirt over my head and replace it with the red top. I adjust my boobs and step out of the booth. There’s another, shorter girl standing next to Brittany.
“Oooooo that’s KILLER! This is my friend Piper. What do you think Pipe?” She cocks her head to one side, looking me up and down.
“Those aren’t real, are they? Cause if they are, I’m gonna have to kill you.”
“WHAT!?”
They both laugh. “Ignore her. Piper is jealous of anyone with large boobs and you qualify, big time.”
“To be honest, I wasn’t looking for something to highlight these.” I point to my tits.
Piper giggles. “You might as well, because you sure aren’t gonna be able to hide them. What else you buying?”
“I was just shopping for some tops and bras.” There‘s a knock on the door to the room.
“Please excuse me, I am looking for Honey James.” It’s Bob.
Brittany calls out “Is there a Honey James in here?”
“That’s me. It’s my ... dad.” Thank God he didn’t say “Sweet-Lay”. I go out to see him.
“That looks very nice Honey. A good choice.”
“No thanks to you.”
“I did warn you, fashion is not my forte. I do have a couple of things that I must take care of today. You seem to be in good hands here. Why don’t you get what you need.” he slips me his credit card “and I will be back by 3:30.” I’m not completely comfortable about that but there’s probably no harm.
“Where will we meet?”
“How about the food court? You can have something to eat while you wait.”
I kiss him on the cheek. “I’ll see you at 3:30 then ... Daddy.”
“What?”
“Nothing.” I walk back into the changing room. Piper is showing Brittany a skirt.
“What was that about?” asks Brittany.
“My dad had to leave so he left his charge card with me. We’re supposed to meet at the food court at 3:30.” They look at each other with glee.
“SHOPPING SPREE!” they shout together.
“Whoa, wait a minute, just because he left me his card doesn’t mean I can go nuts. I spent over four thousand dollars just a few weeks ago and ...” Brittany gasps.
“Four thousand American Dollars?”
Oops.
“Uh yeah ... but that was a special occasion and ... ”
“So like, your dad’s rich or something?”
A third girl walked in, a taller brunette. “Whose dad is rich?” Brittany points to me.
“Honey’s dad is rich.”
“Who is Honey?”
I raise my hand. “I’m Honey. Honey James.” The third girl looks me over.
“Hi Honey James. I’m Sarah Watson. Guess you’ve met these other two maniacs. We’re all together today, just killing time.”
“Sarah thinks she’s the leader, but we just go along with her to keep the peace,” says Brittany. “The important thing is that Honey’s dad has left her with his credit card and won’t be back for almost three hours.” Sarah’s eyes light up.
“What are we waiting for? Let’s get shopping!”
Piper and Brittany each grab one of my hands and pull me back into the store. All of them start roaming up and down the aisles, grabbing items as they go. Once their arms are full, they usher me back to the changing room and I start trying different things on. They picked tunics, hoodies, tees, baby dolls and other styles. I was changing for the tenth time, topless, when I noticed Piper looking in the booth. I froze.
“You’re not wearing a bra are you? I cannot believe those boobs, seriously, I’m going to have to kill you.” Sarah reaches in to grab Piper.
“Pipe, leave her alone. How would you ... GAWD! Brit you’ve GOT to see this.” Brittany sticks her head in the door.
“I’ve got to see what? ... OMG! I thought you were wearing a padded pushup bra! If you don’t kill her Pipe, I will.” By now, my face is beet red.
“Will you PLEASE get out and close that door!” All three of them duck out and the door slams shut. No one says anything for a few seconds, then Sarah speaks up.
“We’re sorry Honey ... really sorry. It’s just ... you took us by surprise, you know. I mean, none of us has ever seen anything like ... you know. We’ve all taken gym and seen other girls naked but ... you ... your ... they’re like totally amazing! But we’re sorry, right?”
“Yeah, yeah, completely sorry!” said Brittany. Piper added her two cents.
“I overreacted and freaked out when I saw, you know. I didn’t mean anything by it, OK?”
“So Honey ... are we cool?” asked Sarah. I finished changing and slowly walked out of the booth.
“Yeah, we’re cool, but knock next time, OK? You may not believe it but I’m kinda sensitive about the subject.” They all say “OK”, so we go back to checking out the tops. After about the twentieth one, I realize that I’m enjoying myself. The girls are actually very nice, despite the peeping incident, and we’re all having fun.
I finally settle on the first red shawl collared sweater, a white cropped cable button front hoodie, light gray short sleeve turtleneck, a white bustier trimmed with black lace and sequins, an ivory scoop neck tunic with butterfly crochet on the bust, and a black cropped cable turtleneck sweater. The last one I tried on was the cropped cable button front hoodie. Brittany was giving me a studied look.
“You know Honey, I saw a denim mini that would work GREAT with that top. Hold on, I’ll go get it.”
“Wait Brit, I just needed some tops and bras. I’ve already got more tops here than I planned on.”
“We’ve got plenty of time, what’s the harm?” She’s gone before I can say anything else.
Sarah shakes her head. “It’s no use, when Brit gets that fashion bone in her jaws, she’s a pit bull. Just go with it.” She’s back in a flash.
“Here, isn’t it cute? Go on, try it Honey” I go into the booth, close the door, skin out of my jeans, and pull up the short skirt. It’s classic faded denim, zip front with two button flap back pockets. I step back out of the booth. Brittany claps her hands.
“Yeah baby, that’s what I’m talkin’ about!” The other two nod their heads in agreement. I move in front of the mirror, slowly turning. She’s right, it’s a totally hot look. I swivel my hips several times. They all applaud and whistle.
“Work it baby, work it!” shouts Piper. If she only knew.
“So, what do you say Honey?” asks Brittany.
“You win, I’ll take it.”
“Great! Wait here, there’s this gray scoop neck sweater mini-dress that you’ll totally rock.” And with that, she disappears. I look at Sarah. She shrugs.
“Told ya.”
I end up agreeing to two more mini skirts plus the gray sweater dress and a mini-dress, black, spandex/rayon with a deep V surplice bodice. After “Wet Seal”, we go to “Victoria’s Secret”, where I buy seven bra and panty sets. This time, I let each of the girls come into the changing room with me at different times so they can satisfy their curiosity. It’s worth it just to see the looks of awe on their faces.
Each of them is a very pretty girl. I’d certainly have fucked them back when I was in high school. Brittany is probably the best looking but Sarah and Piper aren’t far behind. Piper’s got no reason to be jealous of girls with big boobs, she’s at least average, maybe slightly above average. We make a nice looking group.
They end up dragging me to a shoe store because, according to Brittany, I simply had to have some boots to go with the denim mini and shoes for the two mini-dresses. I told her that I already had a pair of boots. They all looked at me like I was nuts. Brittany laughs.
“Honey, you can NEVER have enough shoes!” I insist on only one pair, so I end up buying black, mid-calf boots with blocky 3 ½ inch heels.
When finished, I’m wearing the button front cropped hoodie, denim mini, red demi cup bra and matching thong panty with the boots. I didn’t realize that current teenage fashion was this slutty. If I wasn’t with a bunch of other teenage girls, a cop might think I was a whore looking for johns. Thankfully, a third of the girls I saw were dressed in about the same style. I was the best looking by far though … in my humble opinion.
By now it was 2:30 and we had hit most of the stores you might expect to stock what I was looking for. Brit wanted to check out Penny’s but we voted her down. I was tired of carrying all these bags and wanted a break so we went to the food court. There was a Burger King, so I had a Whopper and Coke, Brit had a chicken sandwich and water, Piper two Whopper Jr’s and Sarah two Whoppers, large fry and large shake, all Bob’s treat. We giggled when Sarah gave her order.
“What? I’m hungry! I missed breakfast and lunch because someone wanted to get started early today and then refused to take a break.” She tossed a fry at Brit, who tossed it back at her. Everyone laughed. We talked about the clothes I bought and each of them had ideas about what kind of jewelry would go with each item, possible shoes, that sort of thing. I didn’t tell them about my limited wardrobe and no jewelry except for a few earrings and what Bob bought me. Soon, the questions became more personal. I tried to steer the conversation towards each of them but they had been friends for years and knew all about each other. I was the newcomer, fresh meat, and they were concentrating on me. Sarah took the lead.
“Do you live around here Honey?” I decided that the best way to answer was to go back to my high school days and use them as a reference, at least as much as possible.
“No, I live with my mother. I’m just visiting with my dad for the holiday.”
“They’re divorced?”
“Yeah.”
“How long?”
“Since I was little.” They all nod and offer words of support and understanding.
“My parents are divorced too.” Says Brit. “It’s been almost four years. Thank GOD they get along OK. How about yours?”
“Hate each others guts. Well, more like she hates his guts.” Piper scoots closer to me.
“Did he cheat on her?” she quietly inquires. The other two are shocked at her question.
“PIPER! That’s none of our business!” shouts Brit.
“Yeah! She was just a little girl when it happened.” added Sarah. “Besides, we’ve just met Honey. I’m sure she’ll tell us when she feels comfortable enough.” I had to stifle a smile. Piper was pissed.
“Why don’t you all just jump down my throat for being curious.”
“Come on, every one settle down.” I calmly say. “I’m not bothered by the question. I don’t know the answer though.” Brit reaches over and pats my hand.
“Your dad seemed OK, kinda clueless, which is normal for a dad.” She’s talking about Bob. I go with that.
“Oh, my dad is the BEST. Kind, generous, sweet, brave, really smart ...”
“Don’t forget rich. What about your mom?” If Bob’s my dad, Amy’s my mother.
“Absolute total BITCH!” They’re all shocked. “Keeps me grounded all the time, won’t let me do anything, see anybody, works me to death.”
“Jeez, why don’t you live with your dad then?” asks Piper. Good question Piper.
“He’s on the road all the time and they wouldn’t let me stay by myself when he’s gone.” They nod their heads in understanding.
“I know.” grunts Sarah. “They think you’re too young to be left alone, yet you can baby sit the neighbor’s brat kids. What do they think is going to happen, that I’ll throw a big, wild party and destroy the house?” Piper smiles and nudges her arm.
“Didn’t you?”
“First, it wasn’t that big, twenty people, tops. Second, the only one who called the cops was that old lady Johansen who lives across the street and she has a big stick up her butt! And third, it wasn’t the whole house, just the tool shed.” Piper and Brit start giggling, then breakout into full laughter. Sarah initially is frowning but soon joins in. I have no idea what they were talking about but their youthful spirit is so contagious that I begin to chortle and am soon laughing as hard as any of them. Suddenly, they all stop. I go on for a few seconds before I realize they’ve gone quiet. They all have stunned looks on their faces.
“What?”
Brit points to three guys at the counter.
“That’s Jerry Pitman!”
I look where she’s pointing and see three teenage guys in letter jackets. The taller one is in the middle, broad shoulders, blonde longish hair, self-confident attitude. Quarterback, no doubt. The guy on his left is built bigger in the chest, arms and legs, probably a linebacker. The third guy is slighter but moves fluidly. My guess is that he’s a receiver or tailback.
“Which one’s Pitman?”
“The tall one in the middle!”
“OK. Why do we care about Jerry Pitman?” They are all aghast and start telling me about him at one time in hurried whispers. I can’t understand a thing they’re saying.
“Calm down, calm down. One at a time, you first Sarah.” They all lean in towards the middle of the table. I join them.
“OK, you’re not from around here so that explains a lot. He’s just the best, most famous football player in town. He’s set a bunch of records and his team hasn’t lost a game in two years.”
“So you guys are football fans?”
“Eeewww no!” The other two grimace and nod in agreement.
“So, what’s the big deal?” Brit looks at me like I’m an idiot.
“Because he’s a TOTAL BABE, that’s why.” I look back at him. He’s OK, for a teenage boy. Give him another five, six years and we’ll see about him then. From a seventeen-year-old girl’s perspective however, he’s probably an Adonis.
“So, you girls know this guy?”
Sarah gasps. “OH GOD NO! He’s like, famous and everything. We’re nobodies!” I look at Brit. She shakes her head in agreement, as does Piper.
“Look, you guys are not nobodies. All three of you are very pretty and any guy would be lucky to know you or be your boyfriend.” They all blush. “You took a complete stranger and helped her today for no reason other than friendship and kindness.” Brit raised her hand.
“Plus, I really enjoy shopping.”
I giggle. “I really enjoyed the shopping too Brit.” Laughter all around the table. “I’m just saying that you are great girls and I’m proud to know you. Never put yourself down. You are not nobodies!” A crazy idea flits through my head. “Do you guys want to meet Jerry Pitman and his friends?”
“HUH?”
“I asked if you wanted to meet the ‘total babe’ and his handsome friends.” Piper’s mouth is hanging open.
“Yeah sure, but that’s like never gonna happen.” I stand up.
“Sure it will. I’ll just go over and bring them back to our table.”
“Are you CRAZY!!??” Brit hisses. “They aren’t going to come over here.”
“Of course they will, all I have to do is ask.” I adjust my skirt, settling it on my hips. Sarah reaches out and grabs my arm.
“Look Honey, you’re amazingly beautiful and all but you can’t just go and drag them to our table.”
“I won’t have to drag anybody; they’ll walk over here on their own. Hell, they’ll crawl if I tell them. All I need to know is if you want me to do it.” The girls look at each other.
“Do we?” asks Sarah. Brit nods “yes”. Piper shrugs her shoulders. “Sure, why not?”
Sarah turns to me. “OK, we’re in.”
“Fine, you just need to promise me two things.”
“What’s that?”
I hold up one finger. “That you all be cool, no fawning, no hero worship.” I hold up a second finger. “That you remember that these are just regular guys, they are no different than the boys in your classes, maybe better at sports than other guys, but basically the same. You are as good as they are. Agreed?” They all say “Agreed”. Sarah is still skeptical.
“Are you sure you can do this?”
“Girlfriend, the day I can’t handle three teenage boys is the day I quit the stage.”
“What?”
“Never mind. You all stay put. I’ll be back in five minutes.” I reach up, unbutton one more button on my crop top, spread the top to increase the exposure of my cleavage, fluff my hair, pick up my cup and saunter towards the serve-it-yourself drink dispenser, swinging my hips.
My targets have their sandwiches and fries on trays sitting on the counter and are gathered around the drink dispenser, preparing to fill their cups, backs turned towards me. The other two are letting Pittman go first, so he’s probably the Alpha Dog. I get him, the rest will follow. I reach up and touch his shoulder.
“Excuse me, could I squeeze in here?” He turns his head towards me.
“Hey, you can wait your turn like ... ” He looks down, straight into my tits. Frozen in place. I keep my hand on his shoulder, gently pushing him aside so that I can get to the spigots. I create a little room between him and his bigger friend but not too much room. I rub my tits against him as I push my way past and rub my ass against the other guy’s leg while slowly dragging my hand from Pittman’s shoulder, down his arm and resting it on his hand briefly before turning to face the dispenser.
I lean down at the waist, thrusting my ass back, spreading my legs slightly and reach in to fill my cup. I can see in the reflection of the stainless steel dispenser that Pittman and “the linebacker” are staring straight down at my ass while “the receiver” is leaning around Pittman, doing the same thing. None of them think I can see them. I’d like to take as much time as possible, giving them a good, long look, so I start and stop the dispenser several times, letting the foam drop. Every time I hit the trigger, I shake my ass slightly. Once the cup is completely full, I slowly stand up, carefully put the cup to my lips, take a quick slurp and then spill just a small amount on my boobs.
“Ooohhh, that’s cold!” I reach up with my free hand, scoop the spilled drink off my boobs with my index finger, then slowly insert it in my mouth, sucking it clean, while looking Pittman square in the eyes. I put the cup down and hold up both hands.
“Sorry, I’m all sticky, could one of you hand me a napkin?” All three of them dive at the napkin dispenser. Got em. They all get the same napkin, tearing it to shreds trying to pull it out.
“Hey Guys!” Pittman says, holding up his hand. The other two boys stop and he reaches out, removes another napkin and hands it to me.
“Here you go.” I gingerly take it with the tips of my fingers.
“Thank you very much.” I wet it at the water dispenser, rub it across my fingers, across my boobs and into my cleavage, finally wadding it up and putting it in a trash can. I pick up my cup.
“I’m such a klutz, I should probably use a straw.” Reaching up, I pull a straw from the bin, strip the paper off with my teeth, drop it into my cup and suck on it. All this time, I have their complete attention.
“Sorry, I’m blocking your way. Let me slide over here.” I move away from the front of the dispenser, sliding my ass along the railing in front. I stop once I clear the dispenser but anyone who gets a drink will have to press their body against mine. I lean back, lightly perching on the rail, resting my back against the dispenser, pushing my tits forward. I then suck the straw completely in my mouth, slowly bobbing on it as I drink, like I was “deep throating” the straw. Pitman moves in to fill his cup, rubbing his ribs against my hip. He hits the trigger to fill his cup but is looking up at me. The cup overflows, spilling all over his hand.
“Damn it!” He pulls back, but I’m ready for him.
“Here, let me help.” I grab a napkin, wet it, take his hand and wipe it clean. “One hand washes the other, right?”
He just stands there, a big smile on his face, letting me massage his hand with a wet napkin. “Oh yeah, totally.”
I finish and toss the napkin. “There, all clean.” I resume my position and start working the straw again. The other two fill their cups, rubbing against me while doing so. By the time the last one is done, I’ve drank about one third of my drink.
“I need a refill.” I say, repeating my performance at the dispenser, spreading my legs just a bit more. When I turn around, all three have significant bulges in their pants. Well, they are teenage boys after all. A teenage boy has an erection at least eighteen out of every twenty four hours.
“Do you boys have any place you usually sit?”
Pitman looks down at my face and tits, alternating between them. “You mean a table? Not really.”
“I was just wondering if you’d like to share a table with me and my three girlfriends.”
“Your girlfriends? Oh yeah, sounds great. What do you think guys?” The other two are drooling. They may not be geniuses, but they can do the math of three into four.
“No problem Jerry!” “Yeah, great man!”
I lead the way, making sure they all got a good show. The girls are giggling, heads together at the table. I subtly signal with my hand for them to be cool. When we get to the table, Sarah holds up her arm, showing me her watch.
“Five minutes, twenty three seconds.”
“Must be losing my touch. Let’s move over to this bigger table.”
We all shift over to a larger table and sit boy-girl around it. I’ve got Jerry Pitman on one side, “the linebacker” on the other. “The linebacker” is Tony King and “the receiver” is Ken Wallace. Despite their promises to be cool, the girls hang back in the conversation. I should have expected that. The guys are also more than a little intimidated by me. Most boys talk a big game but that’s all it usually is, talk. I get the feeling that Jerry Pitman is the exception. He’s a bit too smooth, trying to charm me. The way that I teased him, I couldn’t expect anything less though. I’m being friendly but neutral. Finally Piper opens up, with Brit and Sarah quickly joining in.
I could blow these guys away if I wanted to talk football. When I was in high school, I’d have thought I’d died and gone to heaven if there was a girl who looked like me and knew football. What I want is for the girls to have a chance at these guys, they all have more in common with each other than I have with any of them. There are some good conversations taking place but the guys are still spending too much time trying to impress me.
I check my watch. It’s almost 3:30. I need Bob to show up to give me a reason to leave. Tony tries to get Jerry’s attention. “Jerry … Jerry … Hey, Jerry.”
I tap his arm and point at Tony. Jerry looks at him. “What?”
“”We’ve got that thing tomorrow night. What about ... ” and he makes a circle motion with his hand around the table.
Jerry looks at me then back towards Tony. “All? Not just?” he tips his head my way.
“Sure. Why not?” Jerry nods his head. Tony raps on the table with his class ring to get everyone’s attention.
“Ladies, I have been authorized to invite you to this cities’ legendary post Thanksgiving pre-final blowout. Are you interested?” The girls all gasp. I’m confused.
“Pardon my ignorance, but what are you talking about?”
Brit is practically jumping in her seat. “Honey, every year, there is big party the Saturday after Thanksgiving. It’s never in the same place and by invitation only, It’s like the best party ever and we’ve just been invited!” She starts to clap her hands.
I hadn’t planned on this. “I don’t know. I’d have to check with my dad. He may have plans.” I know he has plans, which I hope means lots of sex for me.
“OH PLEASE Honey!” pleads Brittany. “You’ve got to come! This is a once in a lifetime opportunity! What could you do with your dad that is better than this?”
Brit, when you’re five years older, I’ll tell you and you won’t believe it. Sarah catches my eye and jerks her head toward the bathrooms. She stands up.
“I have to go to the bathroom, back in a minute.” I stand up too.
“I’ll go with you.” We walk to the bathroom and go inside. It’s empty. She stops and turns towards me.
“Honey, I know that you’re not from around here, but this is a big deal for kids in Dallas. Only the most popular kids go to this party. I’m talking about maybe two hundred people out of the entire high school population. Until Tony made the invitation, I actually thought it was a myth.”
“How do you know he’s telling the truth now?”
”Because Jerry Pitman is exactly the kind of person who would be invited, maybe even in charge. I also know that Brit, Piper and I would not be invited if we weren’t with you.”
“Wait a minute. I told you that you all were just as good as ... ”
“Yeah, yeah, I know what you said. And you know that it was bullshit, at least as far as guys and good-looking girls go. I’m a pretty girl, so are Brit and Piper. There are lots of pretty girls; most of them are not invited to this party. You, on the other hand, are otherworldly beautiful. If I didn’t know better, I’d say you were an alien or a science experiment. I’m sure that we’re a package deal, you go, we go. You don’t, we don’t.”
“But he just invited everyone. If I say ‘no’, how can he un-invite you?”
“Oh he won’t, not directly. We just won’t get the phone call with the directions to the party. Remember, it’s a secret location. As beautiful as you are, you’ve probably never dealt with many heartless selfish jerks before.”
“You’d be so wrong about that, you have no idea.”
“Then you know what I’m talking about.”
Unfortunately I did, I’d done things like that when I was Josh Thomas. That’s who Jerry Pitman reminds me of ... me. And I was a dangerous guy to be around, not evil but stupid and selfish. “Why do you want to go to this party if you think so little of the people who’ll be there?”
“I’m a shallow person, I’d like to experience how the upper crust lives, plus Brit and Piper would never forgive me if I stopped them from going. If you kept them from going, they probably wouldn’t forgive you either but you wouldn’t be here for them to hate, you’d be back home.”
I started to tear up. “Are you saying I don’t care about them or you? Because if you are, I’ve got to tell you ... ” She reaches out and touches my arm.
“We’ve only known each other for a few hours, but I know you’re a good person. And yes, I think of you as a friend. So do Brit and Piper.”
“How do you know that?”
“What do you think we talked about for the five minutes and twenty three seconds you spent working on those guys, which by the way, was the most impressive display of baggin I have ever seen or even read about.”
“Thanks, it was nothing, you should see me on a good day. Ignoring my seduction skills, I really am in a tough situation. I can’t commit to anything without first talking with Bo ... dad. Plus, if this party is the kind you say it is, there is some danger involved for any girl attending. Now, I’m not worried about me, for reasons you will probably never know, but you, Piper and Brit would be at risk. If something happens, I’d feel terrible.”
“We can take precautions. You and I can keep an eye out for them. I didn’t tell you all this to guilt you into saying ‘yes’. I just wanted you to know the full deal before you decided. We’ll live with whatever decision you make.” I reach out to her and we hug for several seconds. “God Damn! Those tits are real, aren’t they?”
“Shut up. Let’s go back.” We walk back to the table. Jerry stands up and pulls my seat out for me. Ken does the same for Sarah. Nice touch on their part. They could be great guys or total jerks. There’s not enough time to find out the truth before Saturday night, assuming Bob lets me go. Brit is staring at me in anticipation.
“So, are we going? Tony’s been telling us all about the band and food and drinks and bar and ...” Shit! Booze! That’s nothing but trouble.
“Look, I’m willing to go but I’ve got to clear it with my dad first. He’s an old-fashioned kinda guy.” I look at Jerry. “You have no idea what kind of trouble he can cause for someone who crosses him or hurts me.” Jerry smiles. “I’m serious! Think of the worse possible thing and then multiply by ten. You’ll be in the ball park.” Jerry stops smiling. Yeah, keep that in the back of your mind.
Brit points at the concourse. “Isn’t that your dad?” I turn to look. It is Bob. Brit must have a very good memory. People just don’t remember Bob, even if they’ve seen him several times.
“Hang on, I’ll go talk with him.” I stand up and walk out to meet him. We are out of earshot of the others. I kiss his cheek. He looks me up and down.
“That is some outfit Honey. A bit more than you started out shopping for isn’t it?”
“You should see what’s in the rest of the bags. It’s partially your fault you know, you left me at the mercy of a group of teenage shopaholics.”
“You seemed to be enjoying it.” What does he mean by that?
“I think that requires an explanation.”
“I have been monitoring your activities for the last two and a half hours. My business only took about thirty minutes. Since then, I have been keeping tabs on you and your friends.”
“Yes, my friends. You’ve been following us, haven’t you?”
“More or less.”
“Why didn’t I see you?”
“Because I am extraordinarily good at what I do Honey. What do you plan to do about this party?”
“How do you know about the party?” He taps the side of his nose, smiling. Bob can be very frustrating sometimes.
I sigh. “Obviously, I don’t care about going but the other girls really want to and they can’t go without me.”
“Why don’t you want to go, it sounds interesting?”
“In what way?”
“You seemed to enjoy your time with Brittany, Piper and Sarah. In addition, you connected at some level with Jerry, Ken and Tony. This party would give you the same opportunity with a larger group of people. You have not been in many normal social situations since your transformation so the party would be a step in that direction.”
“Please tell me what is normal about a once thirty nine year old man, now seventeen year old girl hanging out with two hundred or so teenagers with an open bar.”
“Well, when you put it that way, there appears to be no reason for you to go. What is your dilemma?”
“The other girls want to go and for them to go, I need to go.”
“Why do you care what they want? You have known them for all of three hours and will likely never see them again after today.”
Jeez! How selfish does he think I am? “Because they’re really nice girls who went out of their way to help a complete stranger who had been abandoned her father. Besides, they already think they’re going but we both know that if I don’t go, they’ll never get the right secret address, which will bum them out to no end. I owe them that much.”
“So, you are attending strictly out of a sense of obligation?”
“Why else?”
Bob looks over my shoulder at everyone sitting around the table, waiting for me to return. “You don’t find any of those young gentlemen particularly attractive?”
“You’re kidding right? They’re children Bob. I could be any one of those kids’ mother ... ahh ... father, oh, you know what I mean.” I look back at Jerry, remembering the impressive bulge in his pants when I was teasing him. He’s probably got a big cock but he’s also probably a “Quick Draw McGraw”. I’ve had enough trouble climaxing lately without dealing with that issue. Besides, I’m so much more experienced than he is, he’d enjoy it much more than I would. Bob coughs politely, bringing my attention back to our conversation.
“What do you want to do Honey?”
“I should go, if only to make sure they’re safe. If this is the kinda party I think it is, there’s gonna be lots of guys on the prowl for easy sex and most of them will be gassed. Do you know that there is an open bar at this dance? Are they INSANE!? Two hundred horny teenagers and lots of booze. That’s a bright idea. Someone has to be there to protect Brit, Sarah and Piper. How the idiots who sponsor this have avoided disaster in the past, I have no idea.”
“They have not avoided it, they have buried it Honey. These are the elite; the rules do not apply to them. If the problem is between two of them, it is dealt with internally. If the problem is with one of ‘us’, we get rolled over.” Bob has a very hard look in his eyes, staring off into the distance.
“Uhh bitter much?” He turns his head back towards me.
“No Honey, not bitter.” A sly smile flits across his face. “I would be bitter if such behavior had gone ... unpunished.”
“That sounds like an interesting story. Too bad you’ll never tell me about it.”
“Who knows, maybe someday I will. As for your current situation, I have a few suggestions.”
We talk a few more minutes and then walk back to the table. I introduce everybody to my “Daddy”, who shakes hands with all the guys, giving Jerry’s hand a little firmer grip, causing him to suck in his breath slightly and grimace. He didn’t rub his hand right away when Bob released him but he did put it deep in his jacket pocket.
“So, what’s the word Honey?” asked Tony. “Are you in?”
I glance at Bob and take a deep breath.
“Yes.”
Brit and Piper jump up squealing and laughing. Sarah is more controlled but has a big smile on her face. Ken and Tony high five each other then turn to Jerry. He just nods and smiles, keeping his hand in his pocket. Tony stands up.
“Well ladies, this has been fun but we have a lot of work to do before tomorrow night. Who gets the directions?”
“Give them to Sarah” I say. “We will be coming together.” Sarah gives Tony her phone number and email address. He writes them down.
“There will be a text message sent between 5:30 and 6:00p.m. tomorrow. We use email as a backup. See you all later, come ready to party.”
The guys say their goodbyes and leave, Jerry’s right hand still in his pocket. Brit and Piper start babbling at each other about how great this is, what they should wear, who would be jealous, how great Jerry was, thanking me and so on. Sarah joined in occasionally. Bob touched my shoulder. I looked back at him and he nodded at me. Time to lay down the law. Bob walks away and has a seat at the other end of the Burger King.
“Settle girls, settle. We need to talk,” I say. Sarah helps calm Brit and Piper down and soon they’re all paying attention to me
“There are going to be some ground rules and they are nonnegotiable. If you don’t agree, you don’t go. Got it?”
Brit is still giddy. “Sure Honey, absolutely, whatever you want.”
Piper chimes in. “You got it Honey, no problems.”
“Don’t be so sure, you haven’t heard my terms yet. First thing, I drive.” No reaction, everyone still smiling.
“Second thing, we arrive together and we leave together, no ‘you guys go on, I’ll catch a ride with Joe Blow’.” Still smiles all around.
“Third thing. No open cup drinks. Everything is a can or bottle, which you keep with you until finished. If you put it down and leave it unattended, you dump it and replace it.” Sarah nods her head but Brit looks confused.
“Why would we only have bottles or cans?”
“Because it’s easier to dope a drink in a cup. There will be guys there looking to take advantage of any unsuspecting girl, which brings me to number four. No booze of any kind.” That did it.
“Oh come on! Who made you Queen?” cried Brit. “A few beers won’t make any difference. I know my limits.”
“Yeah, you aren’t my mother.” added Piper. “What’s the big deal? Everyone else will be drinking alcohol, why can’t we?” I turn towards Sarah.
“What do you say Sarah?” She just sits there, head angled down, thinking. Then she looks up at Brit and Piper.
“Honey’s right, no booze for any of us.”
Brit is clearly upset. “Now you’re siding with her? Why the hell not? We’ll look like total dweebs! I can’t believe this!” She and Piper go on like this for several minutes. I just wait them out. They finally stop.
“You guys done? I’ll tell you why. This isn’t like any party you’ve ever been to. It’s with a bunch of strangers who are used to breaking the rules and getting away with it. You have no idea who can be trusted and who can’t. There will be predators, just looking for fresh meat. The problem is that they won’t be wearing a name tag saying ‘Rapist’. 95% of the people will be harmless, but 5% will be looking to score any way they can. And it won’t be just guys. Some girls will be on the prowl too.” Piper is shocked.
“Eeewwwww, girls?”
“Yep. Either working with a guy or by their self. You’d never suspect that ‘friendly’ girl.”
“What if I’m looking to ... score?” asked Brit.
“Then do it at the next party. Get their name, address and phone number and call them later. It’s just not going to happen tomorrow night.” I lean into the middle of the table and lower my voice. “Look, I know that you’re curious about how the other half lives. This is the perfect time to see for yourselves, but I already know all about the other half. I’ve been to these kinds of parties. If it wasn’t for you guys wanting to go, I wouldn’t even consider it. I’d rather spend the time with my dad.”
Boy would I.
“I’m willing to make sure that you get into this party but I am not willing to put you at risk. You guys have been so nice to me, I don’t know what I’d do if any of you were hurt.” I start to tear up. Sarah reaches out and pats my arm.
“That’s OK Honey, we understand, don’t we?” The other two nod in agreement, Piper more than Brit.
“So, do we have a deal? Sarah?”
“Yes.”
“Piper?”
“OK.”
“Brit?” She says nothing. “Brittany?”
“OK. Yeah, fine.” She’s going to be trouble, I can feel it.
“Just so we are all on the same page, anybody breaks the rules, we all leave, right then. I don’t want to be a bitch about it, but that’s the deal. If anyone thinks I can’t make it stick, remember, I am my father’s daughter and no one fucks with him.” I see just a hint of fear in their eyes. Good.
“Speaking of my dad, these are from him.” I hand a VISA gift card in a card holder to each of them. Brit opens the flap.
“OH MY GOD! This is $200.00! What is this for?”
“He just wants to thank you guys for helping me today. That’s the kind of person he is, generous.” Sarah starts to hand hers back to me.
“This is too much Honey. We helped you because you’re a nice person and it was fun. I can’t take this.” I wrap my hand around hers, the card in her palm.
“Keep it. Buy something to wear for the party. Give it to charity if you want. Remember when we first met. Brit said that my dad was rich.” I lean next to her ear and whisper. “He is.” I release her hand and pat it. She keeps the card. Brit is already on her feet, grabbing her coat.
“Let’s go. I know exactly what dress I’m getting.” I’ve shopped all I can for one day.
“You guys go on, I’ve got to get home. Sarah, you call me when you get the message. I’ll pick you up at 8:00 and then we can get the others.” I give her Bob’s phone number. “By the way, what’s the dress code for this party?” Brit has her coat on and is picking up her purse.
“Just wear the black mini-dress. You can’t go wrong with a little black dress.” We say our goodbyes with hugs all around. They head back into the Mall and I go to see Bob.
“Those gift cards were a nice touch. They certainly helped smooth over any hard feelings about the rules for the night.”
“I owed them at least that much. They saved me from the horrors of post-Thanksgiving shopping for women’s clothes. Most men would say I got off cheap. Now, explain to me how I became your father for the day.” I pick up a couple of bags with one hand and wrap my other arm around his.
“I would be happy to, if you help me with these bags.” He peers into the “Victoria’s Secret” bag.
“What do you have in here?”
“I thought you were following us. Didn’t you see what I bought?”
“Honey, a man needs to know his limitations. Even I could not blend in at ‘Victoria’s Secret’.”
I have to laugh. “Well it’s good to know you have limitations. I’ll be happy to give you a personal fashion show when we get home … Daddy.”
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The continuing sequel to "Team Spirit" by Janice the Dreamer. Honey and her new friends attend a memorable exclusive party. Chapters 35 through 39 of 48. Next posting 11/17/10. Rating and Elements apply to entire story.
TEAM SPIRIT: THE SECOND HALF
By Meps98
CHAPTER THIRTY FIVE
We loaded the bags in Bob’s car and climbed in.
“We have to make one more stop before heading home Honey. You will need to get some equipment before we can move on to ‘Phase Three’.”
“I think I’ve spent more than enough of your money today. What ‘equipment’ are you talking about?”
Bob has a broad grin. “You should be able to figure that out fairly quickly when we get to the store. Buckle up.” I pull my seat belt tight and we are off. He asks me several questions about the girls, what I think of them and about the guys. He also asks about my plans for the party and what precautions I intend to take. I lay out my game plan, after which he makes a couple of good suggestions. Our conversation is so interesting that I don’t notice where we are. He pulls the car into a parking lot and I look around to see the name of the store ... Big D Adult Video & Novelties.
“Uuuhh Bob, what exactly is ‘Phase Three’?” He parks the car near the front door and kills the engine.
“I believe that it is euphemistically called ‘self love’.” He manages to say that with a straight face.
“You mean masturbation, don’t you?”
“Yes, if you want to use a crass term.”
“Oh, I can think of a lot of terms more crass than ‘masturbation’. I don’t need any special equipment to do that.”
“Don’t be so sure Honey. There are a number of devices that have proven quite useful in helping a woman achieve orgasm. You used a vibrator for an extended period of time for sexual release. I assume that you no longer have it.”
“No, I do, but haven’t used it in a while.”
“You have not needed to because of your supercharged sexual responsiveness. Now you are a normal woman, with a normal woman’s sensitivities and responses. Statistically speaking, over half of women need manual stimulation to achieve orgasm, with a large percentage of them unable to climax during intercourse, often masturbating after their partner has finished. We do not have enough time this weekend to explore all possibilities but we can make a start now.”
The smirk is back, “Let’s go shopping.”
“You’re crazy. I can’t go in there dressed like this. I’m a pervert’s wet dream, the innocent teen age whore.”
“I do not see any other practical choice. We could have done this online but there is not enough time, even with overnight delivery. You are the one who needs to choose what you want because you must be comfortable with it, if it is to be effective. Don’t worry, I will be there the entire time.” He opens his door, gets out, comes around to my door, opens it and extends his hand to me. “Come on Honey, you will be fine. The sooner in, the sooner out, right?”
I sigh and take his hand. “Right, but if you try any funny business, I will never forgive you.” I let him help me out of the car, keeping a firm grip on his hand. We walk to the front door. Bob pushes it open and we step in.
I was expecting a dingy, dirty place with guys in trench coats lurking in corners. Instead, it’s bright, clean and mostly empty. Guess they didn’t put an ad in yesterday’s paper with their “stuff your turkey” specials. The clerk is a woman, in her late 50’s. She looks like a grandmother. It seems like they have more videos than ‘novelties’ but they have a wide variety of stuff. I stay close to Bob, holding his hand, as we walk through the aisles.
“OK.’ I whisper, “Let’s get what I need and get out of here.” Bob nods in agreement.
“The first consideration, I believe, is will Anthony let you keep anything you buy?”
“Anthony’s probably not the problem, Amy is. But since she gave me the original vibrator, I guess she won’t object to anything we buy here.”
“That is logical. The next question is power sources, batteries or 110? Battery powered devices are smaller, less expensive and more flexible. The ones that use household current are more powerful, larger, usually better built but harder to handle due to their size. What are the odds of you being able to get replacement batteries?”
“Not very good. You can be sure Anthony won’t pop for them. I might be able to scavenge some from around the club, swapping good batteries for bad.”
“You are very resourceful Honey but likely correct about Anthony. So, your best choice would seem to be household current. That type often comes with a main power unit with assorted attachments. I suggest that we look for a fully featured set and then supplement it with any battery powered items you find interesting. Now, not everything is powered. Dildos and butt plugs, for example, do not need them.”
“Hold it right there. You know that I’m not fond of anal stuff.”
”Clearly that is up to you Honey. I would just say that the cost of a few anal items is very minimal and you might find them enjoyable in the right circumstances. If you decide not to use them, the loss is small. Let’s see what we can find.”
“Fine … but it’s my choice.”
“Completely your choice. However, when it comes to your pleasure, money is not a concern.”
Great, I’m going to walk out of here with a thousand dollars of sex toys.
We check out all the aisles, Bob’s nothing if not thorough. I end up picking a flashlight sized wand type 110 power unit with about twenty assorted attachments, 8 and 10 inch realistic silicone battery powered vibrators, and, at Bob’s insistence, a set of three assorted sized butt plugs. It’s all in a basket we picked up when we came in the store. As we approach the checkout, the clerk puts down the book she was reading and smiles at us.
“Hello dears. Did you find everything you were looking for?”
“Yes, I believe so,” answers Bob. “You have a wide range of products. Very impressive.”
“Why, thank you dear. Only the best from the Far East. We try to buy American but you just can’t find domestically produced sex toys anymore.”
I shake my head. “What is this country coming to?”
“You’ve got that right dear. Why aren’t you just the loveliest girl. It’s a good thing you are here with your ... ”
“Boyfriend” I volunteer.
“… boyfriend. If you were here by yourself, the men would be all over you.” I look around the store. We are the only people shopping.
“Yes, it is certainly a good thing my boyfriend came with me.”
“Do you need any batteries, lubricants or lotions? We have a special on Anal-eze this week.” I look to Bob and mouth “help me”.
“No thank you, we have all the consumables we need.”
“How about condoms?”
“Yes, plenty of condoms.”
I nudge him in the ribs, smiling. “Oh Baby, you sure we have enough condoms?”
“For what I have planned, yes.” The clerk totals and bags the toys. Bob pays cash and we leave. I manage to avoid laughing until we get in the car. After a minute or two of uncontrolled giggles, I calm down.
“That’s going on my top ten list of weird experiences.”
“For you Honey, that is saying something.” He starts the car and drives off while I inspect the new toys. I remember the pleasures of my old vibrator. Looking at all the new options, I start to get aroused. Bob may be on to something.
In ten minutes, we are home. Bob parks the car in the garage and we both carry the new purchases into the house, dropping them on the kitchen table. I check the clock.
“It’s almost 5:30. We can eat and then you get your fashion show or the show can be first. What do you want to do?”
“I would prefer to eat first but the fashion show is not necessary Honey.”
I put on my pouty face. “You don’t want to see my new outfits?”
“No, no. I would be happy to see them, I just did not want you to think that you were obligated in any way.” I wiggle over to him, put my arms around his neck and grind my crotch against his.
“It would be my pleasure,” I purr “to show you what you bought for me today. But first, how about I heat you up ... some leftovers.”
He chuckles at that. “Yes, do that Honey. There is nothing I like more than getting hot ... leftovers.” We both laugh at the corny lines. Bob picks up the bags. “You start the microwave and I will put these in your room.”
“Fine, but no peeking. I want to surprise you as much as possible.”
“Honey, you are a constant surprise.”
“The pleasant kind I hope.”
“Most of the time.” He leaves the kitchen with the bags. I watch him go.
I am not sure if he is kidding or not. I honestly would be upset if I disappointed him in any way. I’m a little surprised to realize this. Why does his opinion of me matter so much? I think about it while fixing supper.
I don’t really know that much about him. He could be a mass murderer for all I know. In fact, he probably is a killer of some kind, given what he’s told us. However, he has never been anything but kind to me, or at least he had a good reason when he wasn’t kind. Plus, there was the mind-blowing sex, which is, unfortunately, in the past. Could I really be in love with him? Is that even possible? Could I actually love another guy? That assumes that I’m still a guy. It’s clear that my body is completely female. My brain is female, my hormones are female, my thoughts are female. Well ... maybe all I can say for sure is that they aren’t the same thoughts I had as a man. I get turned on by hot looking guys or even average guys in Bob’s case, and when I do get turned on, I think of a big cock in my tight pussy. When I see a hot woman, I know she’s hot and I know why, but I end up comparing myself to her and I usually win. I don’t lust after her, don’t need her. If she wanted to have sex with me, that’s cool, but I wouldn’t chase her. Except for Candi, of course, but she’s a friend.
What is left of Josh Thomas? Nothing but memories, and a lot of those aren’t nice. Spending time with Brit, Sarah and Piper today showed me a little of normal life as a girl. I mistreated a lot of them when I was in school, and none of them deserved it, not even Amy Hanson. When I became a pro, I continued to do the same thing; the girls were just older … most of the time. I lived for the present, no plan for my life after football. In the end, I was alone and friendless, with no real future. That was one of the reasons it was so easy for Amy to trap me, no one gave a damn what happened to me. Sure, I was famous but Billy Joe Coleson replaced me in less than a month. “Josh Thomas” became the answer to a trivia question.
“What five time Super Bowl winning quarterback disappeared without a trace while facing drug possession charges?”
Not much of a legacy after thirty nine years of living large. I had already reached my peak by that time. It was the early years of a long fight against the inevitable decline of my looks, skills, health and cash. I had managed to save some money but needed to play at least two more years with big paychecks to set up a nest egg to last me in retirement, assuming I cut back my wild lifestyle, which I probably would have failed to do. God, I was an idiot! Screwing every woman I could seduce, treating them like dirt. Not as bad as I’ve been treated the last three and a half years, but not far off.
The only person who has shown any real concern or interest in my feelings as a human being in the last twenty five years is Bob. Before him, I was just a meal ticket for the women I dated or a piece of meat for the team or for Anthony to rent out to the scum of Dallas. Bob had an ulterior motive at the start, but he was upfront about it. Now, he doesn’t need a nurse, yet he still helps me whenever he can.
Hell, he won’t even fuck me anymore. He may have some hidden reason for acting the way he does, but I’ll be damned if I can figure it out. Maybe he just likes me. Maybe it’s a little bit more than “likes”. I shake my head. There are just too many possibilities for me to decide what is right, how I honestly feel.
If I had a second chance, things would be a lot different. Unfortunately, you don’t get second chances in life. Shit! I almost burned the potatoes! Better watch what I’m doing.
“Bob!” I shout. “I’ve got supper ready. The table will be set in a minute and then I’ll be done.” Bob calls back from his bedroom.
“I will be right there to help.” Bob’s in the kitchen in a few seconds and starts setting out plates, glasses and silverware. The table is ready just as I turn off the stove. I dish out the food and we sit down to eat. We start out eating in silence.
“Honey, you are less talkative than usual. Are you OK?”
“I’ve just been thinking about some stuff.”
“Your party tomorrow?”
“No, other things.” I take several bites. “Do you believe in second chances?” Bob continues to chew his food, then swallows.
“Do you mean an opportunity to relive a part of your life and make changes?”
“Yeah, something like that.”
“Not exactly. You rarely get the chance to replay the exact set of circumstances. I do, however believe in redemption, the chance to make up for past mistakes. I have to. My past mistakes are so numerous, if I can't balance the scales; my soul is doomed to hell.”
I think he is serious. “I didn’t know you were religious.”
“No particular religion, I'm too cynical.” He takes another bite and swallows. “It is more an eastern philosophy of balance, yin and yang. I do believe in an afterlife. Don’t you?”
“Yeah, I guess, never thought much about it. I know that I was a lousy excuse for a human being when I was a man and haven’t done much better as a woman.”
“I am inclined to disagree with you Honey. It is true that Josh Thomas was an egotistical, self centered, womanizing party hound but he was not actively evil, just willfully clueless.”
“Well, when you put it that way, I feel so much better.”
“You should Honey. I have seen true evil and Josh Thomas was not evil. His thoughtlessness did create a wide swath of damage wherever he went but I have met much worse. Now Honey Sweet-Lay is another matter entirely.”
“In what way?”
“The jury is still out on Ms. Sweet-Lay. She has not had a real chance to exercise her free will, to make enough choices to determine what kind of person she is. My experience with her is that she is unfailingly kind and generous when given the opportunity.”
“That’s crazy! I am Josh Thomas.”
“Do you look like Josh Thomas?”
“Of course not!”
“Do you feel like Josh Thomas?”
“No.”
“Do you act like Josh Thomas?”
“Not like he did ... before ... you know.”
“Do you think like Josh Thomas?”
“Not anymore.”
“If you do not look, feel, act or think like Josh Thomas, why do you say that you are Josh Thomas?”
“Because I remember all the shitty things he did and feel like I have to make up for them.”
“Then you are well on your way to redemption Honey. I envy you.”
“Really?”
“Yes.”
I look at him quizzically. I don’t know if I believe him, but I do feel better.
“Now, let’s finish this fine meal. I think you owe me a fashion show.”
“Are you sure? After all this religious talk, I wouldn’t want to be responsible for another black mark on your soul.”
“Sensuality and sex are as much of a balanced life as religion, they are not mutually exclusive. Sexual acts that are willingly given and willingly received can be a religious experience.”
Don’t I know. “If you insist.” I eat the last bits of turkey on my plate. “I’m done. I’ll start the pots and pans, you clear the table.”
We have the kitchen spic and span in fifteen minutes. I’m looking forward to putting on a show for Bob, it may be more than he is expecting. I take his hand and lead him to the living room.
“You have a seat and I will be right out.”
Bob sits on the couch, a big grin on his face. “Don’t be too long.”
I decide to start with the more conservative stuff and go from there. I have a few pairs of heels still here, so I can mix the shoes up, not only the boots. The first outfit is the gray scoop neck sweater dress with the boots, keeping the red demi bra and matching thong panty. I stride out into the middle living room, do a quick turn and pose, hands on hips. Bob twirls his finger in a circle so I do a slow turn.
“Very nice Honey, very nice. My compliments to you and your friends.” I turn on my heels and return to my bedroom. The next outfit is the black V-neck mini-dress. I keep the boots and lingerie. This time, my turn is right in front of Bob and when I stop, I bend forward at the waist a little, giving him a good look at my cleavage.
“Another good choice. I may not know fashion, but I know what I like. It certainly highlights some of your more attractive features.”
“What features are those?” I innocently ask.
“Stop fishing for compliments. You know that you have a magnificent ass, spectacular breasts and stunning legs. Let’s have the next outfit.”
“What, you don’t like my arms?”
He laughs. “Next outfit please.”
This time, it’s the red wrap sweater, black mini skirt with black pumps. I walk back and forth in front of him a couple of times before the twirl. He applauds. I walk back to my bedroom, swinging the hips. I change back into the white button front hoodie and denim skirt. After I finish the twirl in front of Bob, he points out that he has already seen this combination.
“True, but you haven’t seen these.” I slowly unbutton the top, shrug it off my shoulders, drop it on the couch next to him, unzip the skirt, let it fall to my feet, step out of it, then bend over to pick it up, giving Bob a good view of my demi bra and thong, and drop it on top of the sweater. I give him another slow twirl and strut back to the bedroom. Now, I change lingerie with each new outfit and strip at the end of every trip, leaving a pile of discarded clothes on the couch next to Bob.
The last outfit is the black turtleneck cropped top, black mini skirt, black shelf bra and thong with black four inch pumps. This time, after stripping down to the lingerie, I step over Bob’s leg and straddle his lap, facing him, my arms resting around his neck. I can tell that he really enjoyed the show. He puts his hands on my hips. I lean forward and kiss him.
“Show’s over. What’s next?” He slides his hands up my sides until he reaches my bra, then traces the straps back to the clasp, which he unhooks in one, quick move. Hhmmm, he’s had practice at that. He gently pulls the bra forward as a drop my arms from his neck, letting the bra fall into my lap, freeing my tits. I give them a jiggle, lightly bouncing them with my hands, then return my arms to his neck while his go back to my hips, hooking his thumbs around the waistband of my thong.
“Phase Three is next Honey, if you are willing.”
I smile at him. “I can hardly wait.” Slipping off his lap, I stand up while he keeps a grip on my thong, pulling it down my legs, leaving me naked in his living room. I twirl in front of him, just as I did when modeling the clothes.
“I’ve noticed that all of these Phases end up with me naked and you dressed.” I step close to him, taking his hands in mine. “Is that going to change any time soon?”
He looks down at me. “You mean with me naked and you dressed?” I press my boobs against his chest.
“More like both of us naked at the same time …” I let go of his hand and stroke his bulging crotch with my right hand “… in the same place.” He reaches around and pats my ass.
“We will see. Come in to my bedroom and we can start.” We walk to his bedroom, holding hands. He has it set up like mine was when we did the massage, candles, incense and low lights. There’s a silk sheet on his bed with several large pillows.
“Climb up there and get comfortable. Make sure that you have easy access to your crotch.”
I give him a mock salute. “Yes, Sir. Whatever you say, Sir.” I crawl up on to the bed and turn over when I reach the headboard. I love the feeling of the silk on my skin, cool, soft and smooth. I shift around a couple of times, rearranging the pillows until I’m sort of reclining on the bed, my back and head elevated but supported, my legs spread.
“Comfortable?”
“Oh yeah, this is great! Why don’t I have these silk sheets on my bed?”
“Do you want to be responsible for washing them regularly?”
“Good point.” I make a small waving motion with my hand. “Proceed.”
Bob chortles. “Certainly, Madam.” He walks into the bathroom and returns with a tray. All of our purchases from the sex shop are lined up on it.
“I have carefully cleaned each item and installed batteries where necessary.” He picks up the 10 inch silicone cock and twist its’ base. It springs to life with a gentle hum, which increases as he twists the base further. I squirm a little in anticipation. He turns it off and puts it back on the tray. “It is important to keep these clean, particularly if any are used for anal play. Never go from anal to vaginal without a thorough cleaning, if not disinfecting.”
I giggle at his seriousness. “You make this sound like surgery, Doctor.”
“It is quite possible that Amy’s treatments have made you more resistant to infection than the average person. It is my understanding that you have not been sick since your transformation.”
You know, he’s right. Not even a cold.
“But there is no reason to take any chances. We are starting with strictly manual stimulation and then adding whatever mechanical devices you are comfortable with, if any. We will not have enough time for you to try everything tonight. I hope that you will be too tired to continue after two or three hours.”
Two or three hours? This could be interesting. “What are we waiting for? Let’s get started.”
“We will shortly. Remember, the reason we are doing all these exercises is that you have become slower in your sexual responses. You are used to a quick climax, which is not happening anymore. Take things slowly, enjoy the pre-orgasmic sensations, let it build to a climax, maybe stop short of climax just to emphasize that orgasms are not the end all and be all.”
“You’re joking, right? Why wouldn’t I get my rocks off if I can?”
“I understand that it is a difficult concept to grasp, but it is another type of sexual experience.”
“Have you ever passed on an orgasm when it was staring you in the face?”
“Uh ... actually, no.”
“I rest my case.”
“I am just offering options Honey, the choices are yours and shall remain yours. This is all about empowering you, giving you control over your sexuality.”
I settle back in the bed. “Enough touchy feely, let’s get to the good stuff.”
He sighs and shakes his head. “Fine. I will demonstrate a technique and, if you find it enjoyable, you duplicate it, making whatever adjustments you think appropriate. Lay back, relax, close your eyes to start.” I wiggle my hips and shoulders, settling in amongst the pillows. I feel Bob’s hands spreading my legs slightly more than they are already. I feel one or two fingers caressing my pussy lips, up and down, side to side, pushing deeper at the top, rubbing my clit. He certainly has the touch. He does this for several minutes.
“Open your eyes Honey.” I look down and watch his hand as it stokes my cunt. Very sexy, very hot, definitely tingly. “How does that feel?”
“Nice” I murmur. He reaches over with his free hand, picks up my right hand and places it on top of his. I follow along for a while.
“All right Honey, take over.” He slips his hand away and I pick up where he left off, long, deep, slow strokes, finishing off with pressure on my clit. I close my eyes, concentrating on the feelings spreading through my body.
“Open your eyes Honey.” I look up at Bob. “Stop for a moment.” I lift my hand as he reaches in, spreading my pussy lips.
“Look there. Your clitoris has swollen and become erect.” I look where he is pointing. He’s right, it’s sticking up like a tiny cock. He gently takes it between his thumb and index finger and starts rolling it between them. I suck my breath in. Damn! Oh Damn! It’s a few seconds before I can breath again and even then, it comes in short gasps between surges of pleasure as he rolls, tugs and pinches my clit.
“Like that?”
“Oh ... Yesss.”
“Take over then.” He lets go and I quickly replace his hand with mine. Oh yeah, that’s the stuff. I bring in my left hand to keep my pussy lips spread while I stroke my clit, like I was jacking off a cock. My breathing has smoothed out but it is still quick and shallow.
“Breath Honey. Take deeper breaths. No hyperventilating, at least not yet.” I consciously slow my breathing, taking deeper breaths. My eyes are closed again, mouth partially open, as I keep stroking.
“That is good Honey … very good. Now, try this.”
I feel his hand on mine and I momentarily resist when he tries to lift it from my clit, but reluctantly give in. He starts to make rapid circles with a couple of finger tips right on top of my clit. I bite my lip to keep from shouting, my hands grabbing my hair and pulling down. “That is soooo gooood.”
He alternates small circles with big circles, fast with slow, light pressure with hard. I reach down with my right hand, and push his out of the way, taking control. I think I saw him smile, but I wasn’t paying a lot of attention to him. This is what I want, what I need. I’m breathing hard and fast, moaning and squirming. I can feel the orgasm building, getting closer all the time. I arch my hips, jerking in rhythm with my rubbing. I’m almost there.
I think Bob is saying something,
“....op Honey, stop, not yet, not yet.” He grabs my hand. I try to jerk it away but he holds tight. I switch to my left hand but he grabs that one too.
“NO! NO BOB! I’m almost there! Let go! Please let go!” I struggle with him for a moment but he is far too strong.
“Don’t worry Honey. You will get your orgasm and it will be amazing but not quite yet. Let me show you something else. It will only take a moment.
Here ...” He lets go of my hands. I start to go back to my cunt but his hand is already there. He takes his index and last two fingers and spreads my pussy lips far apart, then diddles my exposed, engorged clit with his middle finger. I jump at his touch but he keeps contact, keeps working my clit.
“This takes a little more work Honey but it has advantages. It keeps one hand free for things like this.” His left hand gently pinches my swollen right nipple.
“OOOHHHHhhhhhh Yeeesssss. GODDD UUuuuummmmmm.” He switches over to the right nipple, same wonderful feeling. Bob keeps working my tits, switching back and forth, while still stimulating my clit. I can feel the climax quickly building again.
“You ready to take over Honey?”
“Uuuhhhh... yeah... yeah.” He takes my right hand and puts it on my cunt, helping to arrange my fingers to mimic his. My hand isn’t as big so it takes a moment to get it in place. I’m also not as good as he is using my middle finger but I get into a groove within a minute or two. What I lack in technique, I make up for in knowing exactly what feels best for me. He takes his hand off my boobs and I take over for him. Soon, I’m moaning and squirming again, driving for the finish line. I can hear and feel Bob moving around next to me.
“You are a natural Honey … very impressive. Now here is something else you can do with that free hand.” I hear the buzz before the vibrator touches my clit. My body locks up when it does. The vibrator sets my clit on fire, which rapidly spreads through my body, triggering my orgasm. It is wonderful, powerful, like a dam breaking and washing me away in a flood of warm euphoria. I float along in that flood until it begins to fade.
The first thing I’m aware of is Bob, talking to me again. “Don’t quit now Honey, you have that orgasm on the run. Keep working your clit.” When the orgasm hit, I stopped massaging my clit and breasts but Bob kept up the stimulation. He takes my right hand and guides it to making the circles on top of my clit. In seconds, I pick up the action and do it myself. As the feeling of the first orgasm trails off, the second starts to build up. I pull the folds of my pussy lips apart and massage my clit hard. The orgasm comes quicker this time, almost as fast as the old days. When it hits, my pussy muscles pulse and throb. I think that I’m laughing. I don’t lose total control this time, so I keep rubbing my cunt, slower now but ready to pick up the speed and pressure when complete awareness returns.
“That’s right Honey, keep contact, keep stroking. You have at least one more in you, I know you do.” He sounds like my old strength coach, urging me to do one more bench press. I guess that my competitive streak is still alive because I take it as a challenge. I own that orgasm, it’s mine and I want it. Bob hands me the vibrator and I immediately touch it to my clit.
“OH Shit! Uuuuggghhh mmmmm that’s great! Reeeeaaallyy grreeatt! Ooohhhhhh damnn.” I keep rubbing my clit and the surrounding pussy with the vibrator. Suddenly, the speed increases, Bob has turned it up. That’s all I needed. My toes curl as the third climax in ... how many minutes ... happens. The bedroom spins around me and the vibrator falls from my hand. My legs tremble and twitch. I don’t pass out but feel like I’m in a kind of trance, everything moving slowly for a few moments. When reality returns, Bob is stroking my clit again, trying to give me one more orgasm. It is too sensitive, his touch is mildly painful. I reach down and touch his hand.
“No Bob, no more. I need a break.”
“Are you sure?”
I smile weakly at him. “Yes, I’m sure. Thank you ... for everything.” He smiles back.
“You are welcome Honey. I just pointed the way, you did all the work.”
“Like Hell.” I pat the bed next to me. ”Come on up here.” Bob begins to crawl up to me. “Not yet, get naked.” He laughs but takes off his shirt. Once he’s stripped, he climbs next to me and I pull him close. He wraps his arms around me as I rest my head on his chest, stroking his arm. “How long where we at that?” He checks his watch.
“One hour and thirty eight minutes.”
“No way! How much of that was orgasm?”
“Hard to say for certain, maybe forty minutes, counting all the time between just before the first and after the last.” I’m astonished. A forty minute multiple orgasm. I’ve never heard of such a thing. No wonder I’m so tired, still basking in the glow of that last climax.
“I’ve got to know, how did you learn so damn much about a woman’s orgasms? I thought you didn’t ‘date’ much.”
Bob gently pinches my left nipple. It tickles. My clit may be too sensitive to touch but my boobs are feelin’ fine. “It is partially experience, partially training, partially research.” He reaches back, opens the drawer of his nightstand and pulls out a small paperback book, which he hands to me. It’s “Tickle Your Fancy: A Woman’s Guide to Sexual Self-Pleasure” by Sadie Allison. “I think you will find this very informative. Everything you did tonight was in this book, along with a lot we never got to. None of your orgasms involved any kind of penetration, so there is much more you can try later, unless you have recovered and are ready to try again tonight.”
“No, please. Not tonight, I have a clitache.”
Bob laughs so hard, I think he may pass out. His eyes start to water. “Honey,” he wipes his eyes “you are a rare jewel. I have a difficult time contemplating my future life without you.”
I roll to face him, sliding up his body until we are looking into each other’s eyes. “I don’t think I have a life without you Bob.” I kiss him with all the passion I can muster. He kisses me back just as hard. He finally breaks away after a minute or two.
“That’s just the orgasms talking, Honey. You do not need me to live. You will be fine without me, particularly now that you have made a good start towards solving your climaxing problems.”
I reach up and touch his cheek with the palm of my hand. “You may be right, I probably could live without you, I could find sex tolerable without you, but living isn’t a life. I need you to have a life. I’m not a child, despite appearances and it isn’t just the orgasms because I’ve been thinking about this for some time. I know it’s weird, I know it’s unnatural, I know it’s impossible, but I also know that I love you Bob James, with all my heart, soul and being.”
I’ve never seen Bob so stunned in the months we’ve known each other. “Honey, I am ... I don’t know ... I never planned on .... you hardly know anything about ... you need to understand ....” I move my hand from his cheek and touch my index finger to his lips.
“Ssshhhhhh. I understand. It surprised me too. I hadn’t thought about saying anything until just this second … it just came out, but I have been thinking about it for weeks. You think about it and we’ll talk later. OK?” He looks relieved when I say that.
“Thank you Honey, I will think about it. You are tired. Let’s go to bed.” We get up, push the pillows aside, blow out the candles, remove the silk sheet, fold down the bed cover and sheet, and then climb in. We briefly kiss then spoon against one another, Bob holding me around my waist from behind.
“Good night Honey.”
“Good night Bob.” I snuggle back against him. “Strange day, huh?”
“Very.”
CHAPTER THIRTY SIX
It is taking me longer to get my presentation ready than I thought it would.
Being asked to be a member of the panel for the seminar on “Evolving Medical Ethics in the Age of Modern Biotechnology” as part of the Nobel program is certainly an honor, one that I deserve of course, but my preparation is not going well. Perhaps it is the time pressure. I really should have started this several weeks ago, however I have been so busy with the Wrangler’s demands, my own research, and creating new punishment protocols for Honey, that the seminar slipped to the bottom of my “to do” list. That is why I find myself sitting in my study at 11:00 p.m. on the day after Thanksgiving, jittery from my fifth cup of coffee, staring writer’s block square in the face. This should be easy for me but, for whatever reason, it just is not working tonight.
The seminar is not until December eighth but I need to get my contribution to Dr. Zimmer by the fifth, a week from today. I know that I will be able to finish this; I just need to take a break and clear my head ... and no more coffee! My eyes are drawn to the receiver for Honey’s tracker sitting on my desk.
That thing has become addictive. Bob mapped Anthony’s club and loaded it in the memory. I can check where she is within one to two feet. She can be dancing, hustling drinks or on her back being screwed by some drunk, odious, loathsome Neanderthal and I know it, any time I want. I have been checking more than twenty times a day since implanting the tracker in her. At first, it was just to make sure the device was still working, but I was soon hooked, like I was getting live updates of her degradation. It was so bad that it started interfering with my work. Luckily, I have a strong will and have been able to go cold turkey for almost three days.
What the heck, I deserve a little treat and it will help lift my mood. I reach out, pick it up and turn it on. It takes a few seconds to warm up and acquire the signal. That’s odd, she does not appear to be at the club. Where else would she be at this time of day? I zoom in on the blinking icon. She is ... at Bob’s! Why the hell is she at Bob’s?! The one place she finds comfort and support, the one place I would like to wipe off the face of the earth! How could Anthony let her go to Bob’s?
I pick up my cell and dial his number. It may be late but he has a lot to answer for.
“The customer you have called is not currently within the service area. Please call again at a later time. Thank you.” DAMN!
I would like to drive over to Bob’s right now and drag Honey back to the club but confronting him at his house is just too dangerous. He might do nothing but I cannot take the risk, at least not before talking with Anthony ... where ever the hell he is. I will just have to bide my time until there is more information. So much for lifting my spirits. It is going to be a long night.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
What a great night! It’s been thirty years since I’ve had such a restful sleep. I reach out with my arm, feeling around for Bob, but he’s already up. The clock reads 9:12 a.m. I don’t want to get up, but if Bob isn’t in bed with me, there’s no reason to stay. I roll to the edge of the bed and sit up, running my fingers through my hair, then fluffing it. I hear the shower, think I’ll go check Bob out. I’m still naked from last night and it is surprisingly comfortable, like I’m more aware of my body, feeling everything as I walk across the bedroom to the bathroom, each toe in the carpet as I step, each bounce of my boobs, the air as it passes my skin, my hair as it swings against my shoulders and back, everything sensual and bright.
Steam pours from the bathroom door when I open it, must be a hot shower today, better than a cold one with what I have planned. I step in the room and slide the shower door open.
“Hey handsome, want some company?” Bob jumps slightly and turns my way. I don’t think I’ve ever startled him before.
“Honey ... aahhh ... good morning ... no ... thank you anyway, but I think that I would prefer to go solo this morning.” I step up to the opening, just barely into the shower.
“Are you sure?” I purr. “I could get all those hard to reach places like your back.... and your shoulders ... and your studly ass ... and your perfect cock.” Bob looks very uncomfortable.
“No, no, I am sure, at least for this morning.”
I giggle. “You may not want to share your shower but I think he does.” I point to his rapidly rising cock, which is rock hard in seconds. “You want to share with me, don’t you boy?”
“Honey, would you please put something on.”
“But I was planning on spending all day naked, it feels wonderful today.”
“I am glad you are feeling well, but humor me.”
I switch into pout mode. “Fine, but you aren’t any fun this morning.” I turn and walk back to my room. I think about putting on black stockings, garter belt and pumps but decide that I’ve pushed the joke as far as I should, for now. I slip on one of his T-shirts and skip back to his bathroom. The steam is gone; he’s switched to a cold shower.
“How’s this?”
“That will do for now. You can have this shower once I am done. It should only be a few more seconds.” I discreetly check him out. The erection is gone. Oh well, there will be other chances.
“No thanks, I need to take a bath anyway. Got to shave to get ready for the party tonight.” He turns off the water, grabs a towel, wraps it around his waist and steps out. “Unless you can think of something better we can do tonight.” Bob picks up a second towel and starts to dry off.
“It is a little late to change your mind. You have made a commitment to some nice young women and you need to keep it.”
“I was kidding. I know that I need to go, I’m just not looking forward to it.”
“Don’t you want to see your friends again?”
“Of course I do. The girls are great. I’d just rather have them here or go out dancing at a club. It’s not them, it’s this party. I’ve got a bad feeling about it.” Bob drapes the towel over his shoulders.
“You take your bath and we can war game the situation after breakfast.”
“What is ‘war game’?”
“That is were you try to determine all likely scenarios that might occur and the appropriate responses to each one. I find that the better prepared you are for whatever may happen, the more relaxed you are. Once you determine what is going on, you can immediately take the correct action. This gives you a tremendous advantage over your opponent.” He reaches out and tweaks my nose. “I just revealed one of the most important secrets of my success to you. Do not abuse it.” He walks back into his bedroom.
That was interesting. He is actually opening up to me. It isn’t much, but I’ll take what I can get. I go back to my bathroom and start my bath, making it extra hot, then adding some bath salts and bath oil. I strip off the T-shirt and climb in, slowly settling in as my body adjusts to the temperature. This is soothing. I can never get the water this hot at the club and you can forget about bath oil and salts. I lift my leg straight up and bring it towards my head. I am amazingly flexible on an average day, it’s one of my claims to fame, but I feel like rubber today. I run my hands along the length of my right leg. There really isn’t that much hair to remove. Amy gave me a fairly low maintenance body. My pussy is practically bald and I could get away with shaving my legs and arm pits every two weeks but I normally do it every other day because Anthony likes me very clean and smooth. It’s not a big deal any more and only takes a few minutes. What hair I lack on my body, I make up for with what is on my head. It often takes me over half an hour to comb and fix my hair and that’s if I’m not doing anything fancy. I finish shaving but hang around in the bath until the water starts to cool.
After drying off, I put on the black bra and g-string panty, jeans, gray turtleneck sweater and cross trainers. Bob already has the table set and we just have cereal, fruit and toast. He doesn’t have anything in particular planned because there are a number of good college conference championship games on television today, starting at noon and running until like 12:30 at night. I’ll miss the late game due to the party, another reason I’d rather stay here with Bob, but we’ll get to watch a couple together.
After cleaning up the kitchen, we settle in for the pre-game shows, Bob at the end of the couch and I’m snuggled up against him, legs stretched out on the couch. His left arm is around my shoulder, hand gently resting on my breast. We watch for awhile but the talking heads just keep repeating the same points over and over. Then they start the up-close-and-personal fluff pieces. I start to get restless. Bob notices it.
“What has you most worried about tonight Honey?”
I have to think about it for a few seconds. “I think it is all the people. With that many teenagers, and the booze, just about anything could happen. I feel responsible for the girls’ safety. Sarah seems like a smart, sensible kid and Piper is likely tougher than she looks. It’s Brittany that gives me the willies. She says she’ll follow the rules, but my gut says she’d promise anything to get to this party.”
“Is that maternal instinct?”
I elbow him in the stomach. He doesn’t flinch. “Don’t be silly. I just know a lying kid when I see one. She may even believe she’ll behave but I think she’s desperate to fit in, and that’s trouble.”
“How do you propose to deal with her?”
“I don’t know ... try to watch her?”
“Is that realistic with a large crowd and the interest you are likely to attract?”
“What interest?”
“Honey, this is not meant as flattery but you will likely be the most attractive woman in the room. Remember the reaction you got at the Burger King with three boys? Assuming a 50/50 division at the party, you will have approximately one hundred boys doing the same thing. You will spend most of your time defending yourself, leaving little time to keep watch over Brittany.”
“There is one difference. At the Burger King, I was going after the guys. I plan to be as inconspicuous as possible at the party.”
“You are as inconspicuous as an elephant in a phone booth Honey, no offense.”
“None taken.” Another shot to the stomach, same effect.
“Your decision to attempt to fly under the radar will likely reduce some of the pressure on you. In addition, a percentage of the boys will have girlfriends there, limiting their opportunity to chase after you. Realistically, you could be looking at twenty five to forty potential suitors.”
“Suitors? You mean guys trying to get into my panties.”
“Cruder, but more accurate. Most will either take their shot and fall back if not encouraged by you or be intimidated by the number of boys crowding around you and move on for an easier target. Either way, the onslaught should fade quickly, even more so if there is a dominant male around who will scare the others off.”
“There might be. Jerry Pitman could be a big enough man on campus to put every one else off. If that’s true, I may only have to handle him.”
“Which will not be easy to do and keep track of Brittany.”
“Maybe not, I will just have to see.”
Bob shakes his head. “You did not listen to what I said. We need to make alternate plans now, to look at the situation from all angles and make a series of contingency plans. If plan A fails, move to plan B quickly. You never fly by the seat of your pants if you can avoid it.”
“And if you can’t avoid it?”
“Then all the planning you did before gives you information about what did not work, directing you towards what might work. Advance planning will never hurt you.”
“Then what is Plan B?”
Bob reaches behind a couch cushion and pulls out a legal pad and pencil. “Glad you asked.”
Where does he get that stuff? It’s never there when I clean.
We start running through the entire list of concerns and problems, playing “what if”, with Bob taking notes. He keeps asking questions and we work until we have answers. It’s exhausting but engrossing, a lot like coming up with a game plan for a football game but much more complex because there are so many more variables. The more we talk, the more worried I become that I won’t be able to protect my friends from harm.
“This is impossible. I should just pack a gun.”
“Honey, have you ever fired a handgun?”
“Yeah, at a range about ten years ago.”
“Ever carried one?”
“No.”
“Then now is not the time to start.”
“What if I need something? I’m only one person.”
“There will likely be security at the door, metal detectors and searches of purses. You would not be able to get a weapon in the room...” he pauses, cocking his head slightly to the left “...however, I have something a little unusual that might escape attention. Excuse me.” He gets up off the couch, goes into the garage and comes back in a couple of minutes, holding a small package in his hand.
“What is that?”
“A self-defense device. I have not used it in years so it likely needs new batteries but it should still work. I will clean it up and give you a demonstration later. Properly disguised, it should get past a standard security search, particularly if they are just looking for guns and knives. It is the type of device that could give you a short term edge but should not be abused.”
“Now you’ve got me all curious. What does it do?”
“I will show you later and you can practice with it. On a different subject, what do you plan to wear tonight?”
“Something nice, of course. Brittany suggested the black dress and her fashion sense is better than mine.”
“Is it comfortable?”
“I guess. As comfortable as a deep V mini dress can be. Why? Worried that I might find a new boyfriend?”
“That is always a worry, but my primary concern is that you wear something that does not restrict your mobility should you need to take action. Much of women’s fashion is attractive but impractical.”
“Well, whose fault is that? We didn’t ask for sky high heels or skirts that barely cover our asses. You know that I’d rather dress like this, jeans and a top. It’s you men who decide what’s in fashion and, big surprise, we end up in short dresses, perched on heels that force our asses back and our boobs forward.”
“And yet you bought what you did at the mall yesterday.”
“You know that was to keep Anthony happy. I’m all about the comfort.”
“I did not mean to criticize your choices, they were all very attractive and reasonably practical. My comment was just intended to make sure that you also consider the mobility issue in making your decision.”
I give this a moment’s thought. “Then I’ll wear the black dress and my new boots. The heels aren’t bad and I’d get good ankle support should I need to run.”
He nods his head in agreement. “That sounds like a good compromise Honey. Now, let’s review my notes. You will not be able to take these with you so it will be important that you know them by heart.”
“Sure thing Coach, fire away.”
“Coach?”
“Private joke, go on, Plan A is......” I went through everything without too many mistakes. I’ve always been a quick study, particularly when I understand the logic behind the scheme. A couple of more reviews and I’ve got it down cold. Bob is grinning.
“I can see why you were such a successful quarterback Honey, very impressive grasp of your options. I have one more thing for you.” He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a bag about the size of an apple. It has a pull-cord opening. He hands it to me and I open it. It’s a cell phone and charger. “It is a disposable phone. I keep a few around the house. You never know when you will need an anonymous phone number. The number is on the sticker on the back. Keep this with you tonight and call me when you get to the party and call me when you leave. If you have any problems, call me and I will get there quickly.”
“Thanks. This really helps my peace of mind. I’ll make sure to give it back after tonight.”
“You keep it. Find a place to hide it either in your room or the club. There is a good chance that you may feel the need to talk to someone in the future, when you are feeling down. You can call me, if you think it will help.” He is sooo sweet! I hug him around the neck as he hugs my waist.
“Thank you Bob.” I whisper into his ear. “Thank you for everything this weekend. You have no idea what it has meant for me.”
Bob pats my back. “You are very welcome Honey. I always enjoy our time together, which raises my last point.”
I pull back and look him in the eyes. “Which is?”
“I invited you here to try to give you a break from Amy and the club, from the troubles in your life. You managed to find new troubles with this party. How do you feel about the party now?”
“Much better. We have a good plan to cover most likely problems, so I’m feeling pretty positive.”
“Good. Then I suggest you go out and have some fun. Be aware, be vigilant but do not forget to enjoy yourself. Most of the people at this event are just looking to party, with no desire to cause any harm. Hang with those people and you will be fine. Do not be paranoid.”
I lean in and give him a quick kiss. “You got it Boss. I’ll party like its 1999.”
“What exactly does that mean?”
“Damned if I know, but it was a hell of a song. Hey, they’re getting ready for the kickoff on the first game.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
“I don’t care what Anthony told you, I want the phone number where he can be reached and I want it NOW!” Anthony left one of his idiot dancers in charge of the club. Apparently he is on vacation and left instructions that he is not to be disturbed unless it is an emergency.
“I just don’t know, it doesn’t seem like an emergency. I really don’t want to piss him off, you know how he gets.” Damn bimbo!
“Look, Tiffany, ... it is Tiffany isn’t it?”
“Yeah, Tiffany” she giggles. Why do these people always have stereotypical names? Why can’t there be a Bernice or Matilda or Millicent?
“Tiffany, I am a doctor. My patient is Honey Sweet-Lay, one of the dancers at the club. Do you know Honey?”
“Oh yeah, I know Honey. She’s a nice girl, a little unhappy recently though.”
“Yes, my point exactly. I think that Honey may have some problems that must be dealt with immediately and she is not at the club and I can’t find her. I need to speak with Anthony to see if he knows where she is at.”
“But Honey isn’t here, no one knows where she is, which is strange ‘cause she is almost always here. Do you know why that is?”
Oh. My. GOD!
“I know she is not there, that is why I need to speak with Anthony. Just give me the phone number where he can be reached.”
“Anthony was very clear that he didn’t want me to call him unless it was an emergency, like a fire, or a flood or a robbery.”
“Tiffany, this is an emergency.”
“But it’s not a fire or a flood or a robbery.”
“I am sure that the list he gave you was not meant to be limited to those problems, it was just illustrative of the type of events that could be classified as emergencies but it was not intended to be restricted to those few potential occurrences.”
“Huh?”
If her tubes are not already tied, I will do it myself. She cannot be permitted to procreate.
“There are other emergencies beyond fires, floods and robberies, and this is one of them. Now give me his contact number!”
“What if he gets mad? He can be really mean when he gets mad. There was this one time when Bambi spilled a drink and...”
“I DON’T CARE ABOUT BAMBI AND THE SPILLED DRINK!”
“Well you don’t have to be so shitty about it! It’s not my fault you can’t find Honey and it’s not my problem either.”
“Just give me the phone number. I guarantee that Anthony will not punish you in any way He and I are friends. He will want to help me if he can.”
“Well, if you’re sure he won’t mind I guess I can give you the number. I’ve got to go get it, it’s in the office and he put it ...” She goes on like this for another minute.
“Yes, yes extremely interesting Tiffany, clearly Anthony holds you in high esteem and respects your management skills. Now, if you could get me that number.”
“What number?” She could not possibly be this idiotic, it must be an act.
“The phone number where Anthony can be reached.”
“Oh right! Hang on.” I pray that she doesn’t get lost on the way to his office.
“Hey Doctor, this is Tiffany, I’m back, here’s the number.” She gives it to me. ”Now, if Anthony is angry with me, you’ll make sure ...” I hang up and dial Anthony’s contact number. It rings several times before another breathless airhead answers.
“Hello?”
“This is Dr. Amy Hanson. I would like to speak with Anthony.”
“Is this an emergency?”
I am not going through this again. “Yes it is. Someone is coming to kill him. Now put him on.” I can hear in the background that she passes on my message and Anthony is immediately on the line.
“Who is coming to kill me?”
“I am if you ever leave town again without giving me a contact number. I spent fifteen minutes with your Rhodes Scholar Tiffany trying to get this number.”
“Doc, I’m on vacation. If this is important, get to it, if not, call me at the club on Monday.”
“Of course it is important. Why is Honey at Bob’s instead of the club?”
“She’s there because we thought that it was dangerous to leave her by herself over the holiday weekend because she was depressed.”
“And who is ‘we’?”
“Bob and I.” I wonder when they became a “we”.
“And who decided that she would stay with Bob?”
“It was my idea but he agreed to do it, he didn’t have any other plans. She’ll be back at the club late Monday morning.” Oh he had plans all right, just not any that Anthony could recognize. Bob is a master manipulator. This is all his doing.
“Did it ever occur to you that I wanted her depressed?”
“A depressed dancer is bad for business, the same for a depressed whore. Her performance was slumping. I need her at least faking happiness and she wasn’t able to even do that.”
“Which is all good news from my standpoint.”
“Yeah, but not from mine.”
“We both know that my interests trumps yours Anthony.”
“Well, it would be nice if you kept me in the loop as to what the hell is going on. How was I to know that you wanted her depressed and suicidal? Up to now, you just wanted her fucked regularly and occasionally beat up by her johns, video taped for your library. I can live with that but I’ve also got a business to run. I’m going to do what I think is best for my business unless you can give me a good reason why not. So next time, tell me exactly what you want. Since I’m not in town right now and can’t do anything about it, call me when I get back in town on Monday.” He hangs up on me.
That ungrateful, bastard! I redial the number but it’s busy. He’s either calling Bob or just left it off the hook. My guess is that he simply left it off the hook. Bob is not in any immediate danger from me and Anthony has gone out of his way to be left alone so leaving the line open makes the most sense. It does not matter. He will be back Monday, as will Honey. I will deal with both of them then.
CHAPTER THIRTY SEVEN
Bob checks his watch. “It is almost 5:00. Shouldn’t you be getting ready?”
“They’re going to call Sarah between 5:30 and 6:00 and she’ll call me. I’m supposed to be at her house by 8:00 so I’ve got more than two hours.”
“It took you almost all day to get ready for our dinner date.”
“This is completely different. Then I was dressing to impress, this time I’m dressing to disappear. I put on the dress, slip on the boots, comb my hair, a little lipstick and eye shadow. Voila, I’m ready to go, twenty minutes.”
“Are you sure? I would not want you to embarrass your friends.”
“Don’t worry, it’ll be fine. They’ll be better dressed than I am but my natural assets will make up the difference. I will be ...” I strike a pose “... understated elegance. Besides, I don’t have that many options and it was your suggestion that I wear something comfortable. I’m going to fix a quick dinner.”
“What do you have in mind?”
“How about a tailgate theme, brats, baked beans, slaw and chips?”
“Sounds fattening and delicious. Can I help?”
“Sure, you can chop the cabbage. You’re good with a knife aren’t you?”
“An expert actually.”
Thought so. We go into the kitchen and it takes only about ten minutes to prep and another fifteen for the beans to bake. There is supposed to be food at the party but I don’t want the distraction of eating. A little snacking will help me blend in but won’t prevent me from keeping track of “my targets”, as Bob calls Brit, Sarah and Piper. The phone rings just as we finish eating. Bob answers, then hands it to me.
“It is for you.” I take the phone.
“Hello?”
“Hey Honey, it’s Sarah. I just got the text. Here’s the address.” She gives me the address for the party; it’s in the industrial part of town.
“Got it. What’s your address?” She gives me hers too. “Look, we agreed that I’d pick you up at 8:00 but I need to talk with you before we get Brit and Piper. Can I come at 7:30?”
“Sure, I may not be ready but we can talk. See ya later.”
Bob Googles the party address, both the map and Google Earth, to check it out. The address is a warehouse, pretty good sized, with a big parking lot, all fenced. There appears to be two entrances. Bob points to one of them.
“My guess is that this will be the open entrance, given the address provided. The second one might be open but that will depend on their staffing levels. I would park in this area.” He points to a section of the lot. “It is fairly close to the presumed entrance but out of the natural traffic flow of the entrance.” He pauses for a few seconds. “I just thought of something. You should put a change of clothes in the car, jeans, shirt, sweatshirt, hat and athletic shoes. If things go really bad, you can change clothes to hide your identity or to let you be more properly dressed for action.”
That’s him, always planning. “Have you been doing this all along?”
“Doing what?”
“All this planning, what if this happens, what if that happens. Have you been doing all this since we first met?”
“I was doing it before we met. Needless to say, those plans have been significantly adjusted to take into account certain unforeseeable facts.”
“Where do all these plans end up? What is the final act?” He looks both sad and uncomfortable.
“I would prefer not to discuss that. You still have Amy questioning you regularly about my objectives and it would be best if you are not forced to lie to her. She is very persistent. I trust you but I do not trust her. I hope that the time comes that I can be more open with you but now is not that time. I am sorry Honey.”
I really didn’t expect much more from him, though a girl can hope. We finish cleaning up and I go to pack a bag with casual clothes. I don’t have a hat but Bob has several. They are big on me but that gives me room to stuff my hair up in to it. I decide to go with the Wrangler hat, you see them everywhere, probably why he has it. He comes into my room to check my choices.
“Very good Honey, you have good instincts.”
“I’ve had a lot of practice trying to blend into the background at the club. Not making waves and not being seen helped keep me from getting my ass kicked.”
“Hiding must have been difficult while dancing on a stage.”
“Blending may be a better word. Go along, get along that was my motto.”
“A reasonable choice, given your options.” Yeah, reasonable, that’s me. Don’t fight back, don’t take chances.
“Would you have accepted it Bob? If you were in my place, would you have made the same choices I did?”
“That is not a fair question Honey. Our life experiences are completely different, as are our skill sets. I would have had options that you did not have.”
“So the answer is ‘no’.”
He hesitates. “There is no reason to rehash past choices Honey. You can learn lessons for the future but you cannot change the past. I believe your future has a party in it. Go, enjoy and take care of your friends.” He hugs my shoulder again and leaves me to get ready.
It takes me less time than I thought, just about fifteen minutes. I’m going for the young, fresh look. I figure that the rest of the girls will try for sexy and sophisticated and more power to them. They can have all the boys chasing them. If we can get in and out without trouble, it will be a successful party from my standpoint. I grab my purse and step out into the living room.
“How do I look?”
“Lovely Honey, simply lovely. You have a sense of style second to none. My only suggestion is to accessorize a bit.” He hands me the diamond jewelry from our night out.
“Are you sure? This is going to be wilder than our date. I wouldn’t want to lose them.”
“I am sure you will take the necessary precautions, but if you are uncomfortable, do not wear them.”
“I didn’t say that exactly.”
The silver and diamonds will go nicely with the black dress. The studs and necklace are simple and clean but the other set of earrings would be too much. So would the ring. Bob fastens the chain around my neck; I adjust the pendant’s position and check out the results in the mirror. He was right; the jewelry is the perfect addition.
“I guess I’m ready. Wish me luck.”
“You make your own luck, Honey. Do you have everything?” I double-check my purse.
“Yep. I’ll call you when we get there and call when we leave.”
“And call if there is trouble. My cell number is already stored on the phone.”
“If we have any trouble, you’ll be my first call.”
“Then go and enjoy yourself. Keep alert, but don’t be paranoid.”
I kiss his cheek. “Talk to you later.” I pick up the keys and walk to the garage.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
Sarah’s house was easy to find, the house number was right above the door. I rang the bell and an older woman answered. She looked to be in her forties and was fashionably dressed.
“Can I help you?”
“Hello, is this the Watson residence?”
“Yes it is. You must be Honey, Sarah has told us all about you.” All about me? Not likely. “Please come in.”
“Thank you.” I step through the door into the foyer. It looks like a nice house, bright and homey. An older man walks in from the kitchen, probably Sarah’s father. He sees me and stops short, mouth slightly open, eyes large, a stunned expression on his face. I get that a lot. To his credit, he recovers quickly. I don’t think his wife even noticed it.
“Henry, this is Sarah’s friend Honey.” I hold out my hand and he shakes it, his palm a little sweaty.
“Nice to meet you Honey.” He keeps hold of my hand just a little bit longer than necessary ... but not too long.
“Nice to meet both of you Mr. Watson. Is Sarah ready to go?” He seems nice enough but I don’t want him to get in trouble with his wife. The longer I stay, the better the chance he’ll get caught starring at me.
“Have a seat and I’ll check.” We walk into the living room and then he continues down the hall to the bedrooms. I sit on the couch, making sure to smooth my dress and keep my knees together as I sit.
“Sarah, your friend Honey is here. You ready to go?” I hear Sarah reply, her voice muffled.
“Not yet. Go ahead and let her come back here, we need to talk, OK?”
“Your mother and I can keep her company in the living room until you’re ready.” I hear a door open, Sarah’s voice is louder.
“I really need her back here Dad. I want her help with my dress.” The door shuts. Mr. Watson walks back into the living room.
“Apparently your help is needed. It’s the third door on the left.” I stand, thank him, walk back to Sarah’s room and knock on the door.
“Come in Honey.”
I open the door a bit and stick my head in. It looks like a clothes bomb went off. There was stuff everywhere. Skirts, tops, pants, bras, panties, dresses, on the bed, chair, floor, hanging from doorknobs. Sarah is sitting at her desk, dressed in bra and panties, working on her makeup. She turns and waves me in. “Hurry up and close the door.” I shuffle in, pushing clothes aside with my boots.
“What happened in here?”
“Huh?”
I pick up a handful of clothes from the bed. “All this?”
“Oh, it’s always like this. My mom hates it so I try to keep it this way as much as possible. Every once and awhile I get an urge to clean it up but I lay down and it goes away.”
I drop the clothes back on the bed. “Next time, don’t lie down. What do you need help with?”
“Just a sec, let me finish.” She’s curling her eyelashes. I shuffle closer to her and sit on the edge of her bed, pushing clothes away to clear a place to sit. After curling, she carefully applies mascara. She’s better at it than I am. She jumps up off her chair.
“OK.” She rummages around in her closet, grabbing a short white skirt, then picking up a yellow tunic top. She holds them both up in front of her. “Look and remember.” She keeps them there for about ten seconds, then drops them and picks up a black surplice dress with a beaded belt, holding up against her. “Which one?”
“The black one. It’s kind of retro, which is hot right now.” At least that’s what “Cosmo” says.
“That’s what I thought but my mom liked it too. Just wanted to make sure it wasn’t reverse psychology. What did you want to talk with me about?”
“I’ve been talking with my dad about tonight. He’s kind of a problem solver, pretty good at it too. I told him that I was worried about what may happen at the party and he had some ideas.”
“What are you worried about? Everyone agreed to follow your rules. We should be fine.”
“I don’t mean to insult anyone but I got the feeling that Brittany wasn’t exactly on board with my plan.”
“Well, she’s not really happy about it. We talked after you left yesterday. She’ll probably stick to it.”
“Probably? Probably isn’t good enough. I need to be sure. That’s why my dad suggested the buddy system.”
“Which is?”
“We alternate watching out for each other. I keep an eye on you and you do the same for me. We don’t have to be attached at the hip but we keep track of each other between dances or drinks or snacks or whatever. We alternate so it’s you and I, then you and Piper, me and Brittany then you and Brittany, me and Piper, and so on, each of us doing the same thing, except we’re really doing it to keep track of Brittany.”
“So you and I aren’t actually buddies?”
“We are but keeping watch on Brittany is the main objective. We all have buddies so she doesn’t think we’re picking on her. Do you think that everyone will agree to that?”
“Are we telling Piper the truth?”
“No, just you and I know the real deal.”
“Why did you pick me?”
“Because you were straight with me in the bathroom at Burger King. I knew I could trust you. I’m not saying I don’t trust Piper or Brittany ... ”
“It sure sounds like you don’t trust Brit.”
“Do you? Completely?”
“I trust her not to do anything to hurt her friends.”
“But do you trust her not to do something to hurt herself, even if she doesn’t realize it?” Sarah doesn’t answer me right away. “Sarah?”
“You could be right.”
“I know I may be paranoid, but I would just die if anything happened to one of you girls.”
“You know, you sound just like my mother.”
“Don’t hold it against me.” She smiles. “I’ve had some experience with parties like this, mostly good but some bad. I want this to be a good time for all of you. Are you with me?”
“What if I’m not?”
“We all go to the party, but I’ll spend the entire time watching Brit like a hawk.” Sarah slips the dress over her head, pulling it down until it settles on her hips. She looks pretty hot.
“Zip me.” I stand and zip up the back of her dress. “Yeah, I’m in. Let me get my shoes and we can go pick them up. Who takes the first shift on Brit?”
“You should. I figure that I’ll be mobbed pretty heavily early until I can shoot them down to thin the numbers.” Sarah looks upset.
“Ego much?”
I spread my arms. “Puh-leaze”
She looks me up and down, then shrugs. “Yeah, you’re right. Just remember to send some of your rejects my way. I’ll help mend their broken hearts.”
I giggle. “You nasty girl!”
“Damn skippy! You got the second Brit shift. Let’s go.” She picks up a sports bag.
“What’s that for?”
“You remember, for after the party.”
“What?”
“When we go to Brittany’s house to spend the night.”
“Why didn’t anybody tell me?”
“What do you mean? We talked about it after you left and I called you ... OH MY GOD! Oh Honey, I’m so sorry! I was supposed to call you and completely spaced it! Damn! I am such a spaz!”
“Calm down it’s OK. Don’t worry about it.”
“But we decided to spend Saturday night together at Brit’s and I was supposed to call you to let you know and I screwed it up. Can you call your dad and ask him if you can?”
“Well, I just happen to have a change of clothes in the car and I’m sure he won’t object. It’s cool.”
“Thank God! I’d never hear the end of it if Piper and Brit knew that I forgot to call you.”
“It’ll be our little secret ... until you piss me off.”
She swats my arm. “Shut up!”
We walk out into the living room. Sarah’s mom stands up.
“Oh don’t you girls look beautiful! Henry, get the camera.”
Sarah looks exasperated. “We can’t wait for pictures mother. We have to go!”
Her dad is already up. “I’ll just be a second. A couple of pictures won’t take long.” He’s back very quickly with a digital camera and we pose in front of the fireplace. He takes several shots with us side by side, then with us standing at a 45 degree angle, then 45 degrees facing each other, then several with Sarah alone and then with me alone. About the tenth picture of me alone, Sarah spoke up.
“OK, that’s enough. Time for us to go.” Her dad had a look in his eyes I had seen before in other men. Mrs. Watson was going to get it good and hard tonight. I was happy to leave. He’s probably not a perv, just a normal man who’s near an attractive young woman with a great rack. We hustle to the car and head for Piper’s house. She’s waiting at the front door when we pull up. She leans back into the house, shouts something to somebody, closes the door and hurries to the car. She opens the back door, throws her bag onto the seat, says “Hey guys” and jumps in. I pull away from the curb and turn the car towards Brittany’s house. Piper is practically bouncing in the seat.
“You ready to party tonight?”
“All night baby!” shouts Sarah. I miss that youthful enthusiasm. Tapping Sarah’s leg, I whisper “buddy system.” She nods at me. “Listen Piper, Honey and I have been talking and we came up with an idea.” She tells Piper all about the plan, leaving out my concerns about Brittany. “What do you think?”
“It sounds OK to me, though I still don’t know what the big deal is. It’s just a party and just a bunch of regular kids, what could go wrong?” I shudder at the thought of what could go wrong.
“You could be right Piper” I say. “You’re probably right. I hope you’re right. I just want to be careful. It’s an unfamiliar place, full of strangers. Anybody can hang with whoever they want, just be alert about your buddy.”
“No problem. Who’s my buddy?”
“Honey, to start with” says Sarah “but she’ll be easy to keep track of. Just follow the trail of stunned guys. Oh, I’ve already claimed dibs on her rejects.”
“Shit! I was going to do that! You can’t handle all of them. How about you get the first five and I get the second five?”
“Twenty.”
“Eight.”
They go back and forth, finally settling on ten guys each. I shake my head. If I had known teenage girls were like this when I was a boy, my life may have been different. I think I’m near Brittany’s house.
“Is that Brit’s house?” I point to a two story Colonial. Piper leans forward between Sarah and I.
“Yes, park in the driveway, on the right. Be careful, they have a dog that craps like a horse.”
“Eeeeewwwww. Thank God I’m wearing boots instead of sandals.”
After parking and cautiously walking to her front porch, Sarah rings the bell. We wait almost a minute before Brittany answers.
“Come on in, oh, wipe your feet.”
“Don’t worry, I warned them. No one found a land mine.”
“They yell at him all the time, but my stuuupid brother won’t clean up after his dumb dog!” We walk in and I look around. Brittany’s house is also nice. Very upper middle class. She steps back and does a slow turn.
“What do you think?” She’s wearing a black halter type dress with an exposed back down to her waist. There is a large link metal chain running from the neck, down her back to the waist of the dress. She’s showing a lot of cleavage. We look like three witches, all in black. Piper is the only one with any color. She’s wearing a bright yellow corset style tank top, red miniskirt, red shrug with three quarter sleeves and red patent leather heels. All in all, we’re a pretty good looking group.
“Is that the dress you bought yesterday after I left? It’s really beautiful.”
“Yup, thanks to your dad’s generosity. You want to drop your bags off in the basement now or wait till after the party?”
Sarah reaches for the door. “Later. We need to get going. We’re wasting precious party minutes.”
Brittany picks up her purse. “I like how you think girlfriend.” She walks back to an open doorway. “Mom! Dad! We’re leaving now” she shouts. Someone in the house shouts back.
“That’s fine Brit. Be careful and be back home by 1:00 a.m. And don’t be late.”
“I won’t!” She grimaces but the rest of us giggle at her discomfort. “Let’s get out now while we can.”
Another careful trip back to the car and we are finally off to the party. I give Sarah the Google map and she navigates until we reach the warehouse. On the way, Piper tells Brittany about our buddy system. She doesn’t object but thinks it is overkill. I don’t care if they think I’m a bitch, worry wart, or killjoy, just as long as we get home safely.
Once we find the warehouse, I circle it one time, checking out the fence. There is a second entrance but it’s chained shut with a lock. We swing back around to the open entrance and get behind three cars waiting in line. There is a guy there with a clipboard, checking people in. He’s older, like thirty something, so probably hired security. I don’t see a gun anywhere.
The girls talk excitedly while we wait but I scan the area, looking for things Bob told me to watch for. There is no other visible security but he has a radio on his hip, so there are other people around somewhere. There is a set of video cameras, one high and one low. The whole entrance is well lit, but the parking lot behind it isn’t. There are light poles, but they aren’t turned on. Maybe they don’t want to draw attention to the party. I’d be happier with lights.
I let the car creep forward until the guard raises his hand to stop me. I roll down my window. He bends down to look in.
“Good evening ladies ...” His eyes are boring holes in my breasts. I give him about ten seconds and then let the car jump forward a few inches. He blinks and picks up where he left off.
“... names please.”
“Honey James” I pray that he won’t ask to see my license. He scans his list and checks me off. I exhale quietly.
“You’re good. Next.” The rest of the girls give their names one at a time and are all checked off. He steps back to my window.
“Go ahead and park. There is a metal detector and purse inspection at the door. Leave any weapons or questionable items in the car.” The spiel was for all of us but his eyes never left my boobs. We thanked him and drove in.
“Can you believe that guy?” fumed Brittany. “What a perv! He just stared at Honey’s breasts, didn’t even try to hide it! You should have punched him in the nose!”
I sigh. “It’s no big deal, happens all the time. I saw it but what can I do? If I hit every guy I caught staring at my boobs, I’d be in jail for, like a hundred years. It’s a man’s world. I could dress like an Islamic woman, you know, in one of those burkha things, but then I’d be hiding from them. I’m just gonna be me and screw em’!”
Sarah chuckles. “I hope you don’t mean that literally because you would be a very busy girl if that got out.” I guess that it was literal, not that I would ever admit it to them. “Besides, I catch myself staring at them every once and awhile.”
“Me too” adds Piper.
“Jeez,” cries Brittany, “when did you all turn lezbo? I thought I knew you guys.” I turn the car into the area Bob and I picked out and turn it off.
“Don’t worry Brit. They’ll go back to normal after I leave town. It’s just one the powers of my boobs.”
“What are the other powers?”
“They make strong men weak, cure impotence for any man under ninety seven years old, make women hate me and they have their own gravitational field.” The last one has them all laughing. We are still giggling when we get to the door. There is a line of about twenty people waiting. I lean over to Sarah.
“Do you know any of these people?” I whisper.
“Nope, not a one. That will probably be the story for the whole night. That’s cool though, we expected that. We are going where no unpopular girls have ever gone before.”
“You’re guys are not unpopular.”
“Yeah, but we’re not popular either.”
“Who the fuck cares about being popular? They’re just a bunch of stuck up, self proclaimed, ‘cool’ people who will disappear into the woodwork after high school or, if they are lucky, college. They got two years, six years tops, of ‘popularity’, then they’re done, they’ve peaked. Who would want that?”
“Honey, it’s hard to take the long view when you’re in the middle of high school.” I hug her hip.
“I know, just enjoy yourself and be smart. We came together, we leave together, every one safe and happy.” We all fall in line. There are two guys at the door. One is using a hand metal detector to scan everyone, the other is checking purses. When I get to the front, the guy with the wand scans me while the other rummages through my purse. Both check me out but they are more subtle than the guy at the gate. The guy with my purse reaches in and pulls out a pack of cigarettes.
“Sorry Miss, this is a no smoking area. I’ll have to take these.”
“Please Sir.” I reach out and touch his hand. “That’s my last pack. I promise that I won’t smoke while here.” I hit him with the innocent school girl look. He never had a chance. He puts the pack back in my purse and hands it to me.
“Alright Miss, but I better not get any reports about you smoking ... well at least not any more smoking than you already are.” I giggle at his lame compliment, thank him and run my hand along his arm as I walk in. The rest of the girls get in without any trouble. We gather together just inside the door.
“OK. The first thing we do is take a tour of the room, get the lay of the land. After that, we decide what to do.”
Brit touches my shoulder. “Honey, I didn’t know you smoked.”
“I don’t.”
“Then what’s with the cigarettes?”
“It’s a family superstition.”
“Huh?”
“Call it my security blanket.”
“How does a pack of cigarettes give you security?”
“I really don’t want to get into it right now. Let’s check the place out.”
We start at the entrance and circle to the right. It appears to be one big room, the stage at one end with the band already playing, the bar at the other with a buffet in the middle up against the far wall. There are a lot of tables and chairs up towards the bar. There doesn’t appear to be many places to hide, which is good. Hard to lose someone in here except for the crowd. It looks like about eighty to ninety people, but it’s early. I take my cell phone from my purse and take a few pictures of the warehouse and send them to Bob, then call him. It rings a couple of times.
“Hello Honey.”
“Hello Daddy. Did you get the pictures?”
“Yes. No surprises. Any trouble?”
“No. There is a back entrance but it’s chained and padlocked. I almost lost my security blanket at the door. It’s non smoking.”
“And yet they have an open bar for minors.”
“I know, go figure.”
“How did you keep from losing your cigarettes?”
“You know how.”
He laughs. “I hope you let him down easily.”
“Easy enough. Any suggestions?”
“No, just stick with the plan and call if there are problems.”
“OK. Talk with you later. I love you.”
“Ahh ... Good Bye Honey.” Probably shouldn’t have brought that up. I flip the phone closed.
“What was that all about?” asked Piper.
“I promised to call my dad when I got here. He just wanted to make sure I found the place.”
“And the pictures?”
“Family photo album.”
“You’re weird, you know that?”
“Oh yeah, I know it. Do you want to grab a table and set up camp?” We pick a big table closer to the dance floor, seating ten. The girls are here to meet people so we might as well make it easy for people to join us. We all sit down and check out the other guests. They are all high school kids, just children actually. No adults in sight, except for the help.
“Looks like there are more girls than guys here” observes Piper. “Guess that means guys decided who got invited.” We all nod in agreement. Every one is dressed to make a good impression. I may be a little too casual for the room.
“Lots of expensive clothes out there. I may be under dressed for the occasion.”
“You’re crazy Honey “says Brit. “That dress is perfect for you, particularly with that jewelry.” She leans in closer. “Those are really good fake diamonds. I’m not an expert but they would fool me. Besides, everyone else had a big closet full of clothes to choose from, you just had a suit case and no notice.”
“She’s right Honey. You look great, we all look great! Tonight we’re steppin’ up, steppin’ out and taking no shit from anybody! Am I right?” declares Sarah. We all shout in agreement.
“Hell YES!”
“Damn straight!”
“Kick ass!”
That last outburst brought a few stares our way. I realize that I’m thirsty and a little hungry, despite my early supper. I stand up.
“I’m going to get something to drink. Anybody want anything, my treat.”
“It’s an open bar Honey.”
“Yeah, but I’m going to get it for you, so my treat.” Brit orders a Coke, Sarah and Piper want Diet Cokes. I work my way through the tables and people and get in line at the bar. There are four bartenders so service is pretty quick. Most kids are ordering beers or mixed drinks. There is a lot of alcohol being handed out. I can see things getting ugly in about two to three hours. I catch the eye of one of the cuter bartenders. He smiles at me and comes over.
“What do you want beautiful?” Oh brother.
“How often have you used that line tonight?”
He raises his right hand. “Hand to God, that was the first time. Tonight.” That may be true. I give him a smile for his possible honesty.
“I’d like a Coke, two Diet Cokes and a Sprite, in cans please.”
“What, no beers?”
“Not tonight, thank you.” He reaches into a big tub of ice, pulls out the cans, wipes them off, puts them in a cardboard holder and hands it to me.
“Smart girl. I’ve worked these parties before. Sober is the best way to go, believe me.”
“Things get a little wild?”
“That’s a nice way to put it. Try out of control. If there hasn’t been a fight by midnight, consider it a miracle.”
I take the holder from him. “Thanks for the info, I’ll keep an eye peeled.”
“No problem. When you need replacements, ask for Phil.” He winks at me. He is cute. I turn to head back to the table and almost run into the guy standing behind me.
“You sure you don’t want something a little stronger, my treat.” It’s Jerry Pitman.
“Sorry, that’s my line.”
“Huh?”
“I told the girls these were my treat” I raise the holder slightly. “They reminded me it’s an open bar.”
“Yeah, a bar. Why drink pop?” He’s got a beer in his hand.
“We decided to stick with soft drinks for tonight, never know what may happen. Doesn’t that beer violate team rules?” He takes a long drink.
“Sure, but no one cares as long as we don’t get caught.”
“How can you not be caught? There are almost a hundred twenty people here.”
“I mean caught in public. This is a private party. Can I carry those for you?” He wants to sit with us. Better the devil you know. I hand the tray to him.
“Thanks, follow me.”
“Happy to.”
I walk back to the table, as normally as possible. I don’t want to tease or lead him on in any way. I worked him and his friends over pretty hard at the Burger King but now isn’t the time or place. I can still feel his eyes on my ass though.
“Look who I found at the bar.” They all say hello to Jerry as he sits down across from me and passes out the cans.
“I hear you all are on the wagon tonight.”
Brit is looking at his beer. “That’s Honey’s idea.”
“And mine” says Sarah.
“Well it wasn’t my idea, that’s for sure.” Brit isn’t going to let this go. Jerry jiggles his beer.
“You sure I can’t tempt any of you lovely ladies to have a beer or something stronger, rum and Coke maybe?”
I don’t need him working against me. “Could I talk with you over here for a minute?”
“Sure.” I stand and walk out on the dance floor about twenty feet from the table. Jerry follows me, smiling.
“We’ve got a deal, no alcohol tonight. Everyone’s agreed but some of them aren’t happy about it. If they hadn’t agreed, my dad wouldn’t have let me come. If any of them do drink, I’ll have to leave.” The smile disappears. “I’d appreciate it if you didn’t push any of them to drink.”
“How about you, can I push you to drink?” He’s got a sly look on his face. Better nip this right now.
“Not a chance in hell.”
“You some kind of Mormon or something?”
“No, I’ve had plenty of booze in the past, just not tonight.”
He steps closer to me. “What your dad doesn’t know can’t hurt him.”
“True, but there isn’t anything he doesn’t know and it won’t hurt him, just whoever violated his trust.” He thinks about this for a couple of seconds.
“OK, I’ll go along on one condition.”
“What’s that?”
“That you agree to dance with me tonight.” He looks like a big puppy dog, bright eyed and hopeful. He’s a dog alright, but keeping him around could make my life easier tonight.
“You’ve got a deal.”
“Great! How many?”
“Let’s see how the evening goes, OK?”
“Sure! Great! You got it.” We walk back to the table. There have been some additions since we left. Tony and Ken are there, along with a third guy. He introduces himself, Tommy Whitlock, a friend of the guys. They’ve rearranged the seating, its boy/girl all around, leaving Jerry and I sitting next to each other. Once we sit down, Tony raps on the table with a big ring on his hand.
“I don’t know about you but I’m ready for some food.” Everyone agrees, so we all get up and head for the buffet. I pull Jerry aside as we walk across the room.
“I’d appreciate it if you would tell the guys about my deal with the girls on booze.”
“You don’t expect them to not drink do you?”
“No, it would be nice, but no. Just let them know what the deal is and ask them not to flaunt it or push the girls to drink. Remember, if they do, we all go home, which puts an end to our dancing.”
I want to make sure he realizes it’s in his own self-interest to help me enforce my deal with the girls. He got the message. While we move along the buffet line, Jerry quietly passes the word to each of the guys. It’s interesting to watch their reactions, most of them laugh like they don’t believe it but Tony seems pissed. Why should he care?
It’s a nice buffet with salads, fruit, soup, seafood, pasta, bread, hot dishes, even a carving station. The food should slow down some of the drinking and also slow down how quickly some people get drunk, all in all, a pretty bright idea. I take more than I should. The guys have their plates fully loaded. We make our way back to our table, sit down and dig in. Everyone talks about things teenagers usually talk about, music, movies, school and parents. Unfortunately, I’m not exactly current on the first two, haven’t been in school for over twenty years and my parents are long dead, so I mostly listen, which is probably the safest thing. I catch Jerry starring at me. I smile at him.
“What?” He turns away, embarrassed at being caught, then turns back towards me. “You haven’t said much tonight.”
“There’s not much to say.”
“But I don’t know anything about you. I heard that your parents are divorced and you’re here for the holiday visiting your dad. Where do you live?” I really don’t want to answer a bunch of question, mainly because I have a hard time keeping my lies straight. The best defense is a good offense. I cock my head to the side and toss my hair.
“I don’t know much about you either Jerry. The girls say you are the best football player in town. Is that true?” Guys love to talk about themselves, particularly if they think it will impress a girl.
“I’m good but it’s hard to say who’s the best.” Huh, modesty. Could be false modesty.
“But you haven’t lost a game in two years, right?”
“The team hasn’t lost a game in two years. I’m the quarterback but there are lots of players. See, there are eleven guys on offense and eleven guys on defense ...” He proceeds to give me a primer on the game and the positions. It takes every bit of my control to keep from laughing. “... so when the ball is snapped, I can hand it to one of the backs, run it myself or throw it to one of the receivers.”
“So, you run a West Coast offense that emphasizes a short controlled passing game and screens to backs slipping out in the flat.”
He leans back, blinking rapidly. “What?”
I put both elbows on the table, link my fingers and rest my chin on the back of my hands. “Well, I thought you were describing the classic West Coast offense, but I could be wrong. Do you run a Spread offense? Or is it a form of the Option? The Wishbone? You don’t use the Wildcat do you? The Wildcat is just a gimmick you know, a Single Wing throwback. Give me a couple of days and I’ll shut down any team that relies on the Wildcat for more than thirty percent of their total yards, assuming my middle linebacker can move at all and isn’t an idiot.” I give him an innocent smile and bat my eyes. He stares at me for a few seconds.
“Why did you let me go on and on like that? I must have sounded like a moron.”
“Yes, but a very sincere moron.”
“How do you know so much about football?”
“It’s my favorite sport, I grew up with it.”
“Your dad a coach or something?”
No, I played for over twenty nine years from Pee-wee to pros. “Something like that.”
“Who’s your favorite team?”
“Don’t have one. I’m a fan of the game.”
“OK, then who’s your favorite player.”
“Weellll...it was Josh Thomas.”
“Yeah, yeah, I remember him. He was very good. Whatever happened to him?” Good question kid.
“No one knows.” Or at least very few. “Here one day, gone the next, replaced by Billy Joe Coleson and the Wranglers go merrily on without a hitch.”
“That’s not exactly right, you know.”
“Why not?”
“About the time that Thomas disappeared is the same time the Wranglers started their insane streak of good luck on injuries. Not a single starter has missed more than two games in the last three years. That just doesn’t happen. They also have old guys having career best years out of nowhere, not just one or two but every player they sign. Coleson has had a lot of help that Thomas never had.”
What a nice boy. “You’re probably right Jerry. I’m going to find the bathroom and then you can have your first dance.”
“First?”
“First.” I stand. “Does anyone know where the bathrooms are?” Tony raises his hand and points to a door to the left of the bar.
“You go out that door. The bathrooms are just outside, a portable trailer. Don’t worry, they’re lots better than a port-a-john. Flush toilets, running hot water even piped in music.”
Sarah and Brit also stand up. “We’ll go with you. Piper?”
“Sure, hang on.” She quickly finishes her salad and joins us.
There’s a line at the trailer but it isn’t bad, only about a five minute wait. It gives us a chance to talk.
“So Honey” says Brit, “You and Jerry seem to be getting along.”
“He’s OK.” They all giggle as I blush. “Fine, he’s very nice. You and Tony seem to be hitting it off too.”
“He’s ‘OK’”. We all giggle again. “Have you stopped worrying about the party yet?”
“No, it’s too soon and one of the bartenders gave me a heads up on past parties. We aren’t out of the woods yet.”
“You mean you still won’t let us drink?” Brit whines. Sarah steps up.
“It’s not just Honey. We all agreed and we were right. Everything seems cool now but it’s early. It’s also time to switch buddies. I’ll take Piper and Brit has Honey. Keep her safe Brit. We don’t want Jerry Pitman sweeping her off her feet and onto her back.” They all laugh at that one. Sarah is a smart girl. She defused that potential problem before it ever started. I might as well go with the flow.
“Hell, there’s no place to do it even if I wanted to.” More laughter.
“There’s always the parking lot” says Piper.
“Please, why don’t I just put up a big sign that says “Take my picture with your phone and post it on You Tube? No thank you.” We’ve worked our way to the head of the line. Tony was right, it’s the nicest portable toilet I’ve ever seen. We all do our respective business, then crowd around the only mirror to touch up our make up. I borrow Piper’s lipstick, it matches my skin tone better than mine does. When we get back to our table, the guys are done eating and gotten fresh drinks. Jerry is drinking a Coke. I sit down and lean in close to him.
“What, no beer?”
He shrugs. “Never know what may happen.” Either he is very sweet or very good. Time to live up to my part of the bargain. I take his hand, stand and pull him up.
“Let’s see if you can dance as well as you can pass.”
We walk to the dance floor, which is basically concrete that has been scrubbed reasonably clean. The band is playing a song I’ve heard before but I can’t remember where. Doesn’t matter, it has a good beat and I feel like moving. Jerry is not that good a dancer. He’s not terrible, he just dances like an eighteen old kid without a lot of practice. I keep my moves simple and G-rated, no use drawing attention to myself. Everybody else has joined us out on the floor. Brit’s with Tony, Sarah’s with Ken and Piper’s with Tommy. None of them are good dancers but they all seem to be enjoying themselves. We stay out for four songs and the others switch partners a couple of times but Jerry and I stay together. The band takes a break so we head back to the table.
I fetch more drinks for the girls because we left our old drinks unattended. I walk around, passing them out. Sarah offers me a tip. I smack her hand. After sitting down, Jerry and I pick up where we left off talking about football. It’s a safe subject, though admittedly odd for a girl and a guy. I can keep the conversation going but not reveal much about myself. I notice a lot of guys walking around our table, just checking me out. There are more guys here than any other area, except for the bar of course. I think that means that Jerry is the top dog around here. Or at least one of them. If he wasn’t here, they would be all over me. A couple of guys come up to talk with him and they are introduced to me. It’s mostly about the party and how things are going. Jerry seems to be one of the organizers. As long as I’m with him, not a lot of guys will bother me. That doesn’t mean that they won’t come around to get a look. I see more than a few cell phone cameras, a minor version of what happened at the Adolphus Hotel. Since this is an exclusive private party, those pictures are less likely to end up on the internet.
The band starts playing so we all head to the dance floor again. This time I switch partners a couple of times, twice with Tony and once with Ken. Other than that I spend all my time with Jerry. I keep an eye out for Brit. She spends about an equal time dancing with all three guys, plus a couple I don’t recognize. She sits out some songs and seems to be following the rules, no booze, no open drinks.
The band takes another break and the buffet has added desert items. The girls crowd around the chocolate dishes. They have this rich chocolate brownie infused with fudge sauce topped with ice cream. It should be Phase Four of Bob’s sensuality program. I have three big helpings. The only reason I don’t have a fourth is that they ran out. Jerry offers to have them get me some more but I tell him not to worry about it.
All three of the girls have spent the last three plus hours laughing, dancing and eating. Does it get any better than that for a teenage girl? Particularly when sex and booze are off the menu. By now, we have switched buddies again. I’ve got Sarah and Piper has Brit. There is a certain amount of risk in that but the night has gone well so far and Brit seems to have accepted her limitations and is enjoying herself anyway. I’m tempted to sneak a beer myself but can’t risk getting caught. I can have one when I get home if I still want it. The band takes the stage for a third time and starts with a ripping song. Everyone floods the floor and soon the entire group is dancing full tilt. Jerry is better now than he was at the beginning of the evening, he’s a quick study. I decide to loosen the restraints a bit and shift up to R-rated moves. Jerry certainly perks up, as do most of the guys around me. He moves in close and shouts over the music.
“Where did you learn to dance like that?”
“Here and there.” I shout back, smiling.
As the rocking song ends, the band smoothly shifts to a slow song. Lots of people head back to their tables and I start to also but Jerry reaches out, gently touches my elbow and pulls me back towards him. I could say no if I want to but he has been a perfect gentleman all night so I decide to give it a chance. He takes me in his arms, reaching around my waist and I move my hands up to his shoulders, near his neck. We sway slowly to the music, looking into each others eyes. I look around occasionally, checking out Sarah. She’s sitting at a smaller table with Ken, smiling. I don’t see Brit or Piper but we are closer to the band and have a bad angle for the rest of the room. He presses his hips up against mine and I can feel his erection. I’d noticed it earlier but there is no ignoring it now. He doesn’t grind it against me, it’s just there. His smile grows slightly wider and I blush a little. He leans down towards me. He’s going to kiss me. I’d tried to avoid this all evening but now, it doesn’t seem like a bad idea. What’s the harm? As his lips near mine, I move up to make contact, a soft, gentle kiss, lasting a few seconds. We break it off, both of us grinning at each other.
I can’t help but compare him to Bob. It was interesting, fun, enjoyable but there was no spark, no fire. If we had the time, maybe we could get to know each other, have a romantic relationship. He’s certainly a nice enough guy and all the parts are in the right place and in great shape. If he’s willing to learn, I could probably teach him to be an exceptional lover. There’s just no way it can happen though. The song comes to an end and the band starts an up tempo song. He takes my hand and leads me back to our table. We are the only ones there. We sit down, him still holding my right hand with both of his.
“Honey, I know we haven’t known each other for very long and this may seem sudden and everything ... you don’t live around here so it wouldn’t be easy ... but you’re such a wonderful person ... I’d really like to see you again, you know, if you want to ...” I put my free hand on top of his hands.
“Can we go outside? We won’t have to shout over the band.”
“Yeah, sure. Follow me.” He lets go of my hand and stands up, I get up, grab my purse and then take his right hand in mine. He heads for the front door and we step through into the parking lot, then walk around the corner. Neither of us says anything for a few moments. It’s my move, I guess.
“Jerry, I was afraid this might happen.”
“Afraid of what?”
“That I would meet someone that I liked.”
He smiles widely. “What could be wrong with that? I like you too, a lot. You’re smart, amazingly beautiful, a football expert, the perfect girl.”
“What’s wrong is that we can never see each other.” He’s stunned.
“Why not? Look, just because you don’t live here doesn’t mean we can’t see each other. There’s holidays, fall break, spring break, the summer. I’ll graduate in like six months and I don’t have to go to college right away ...”
“Jerry, listen to yourself. We’ve only known each other for like four total hours and you’re already putting your football career on hold. But that’s not the point. It’s impossible for me to date you.”
“Why can’t you date me? Is it some kind of rule your parents made up? We can talk with them, show them we’re serious ...”
“I’ll tell you why. You have met my dad right?” He flexes his right hand slightly.
“Oh yeah, I remember.”
“I’m going to give you two reasons why we can’t date. The first one is for you to tell your friends when they ask.”
“Why two reasons?”
“You’ll understand why when I’m done. The first reason is I live with my mother and she is being transferred to Europe by her company, she’s a pharmaceutical rep. We’ll be based in Switzerland but travel a lot. The assignment is for four years, at least, and I won’t be coming back to the U.S. until she’s done. I can’t live with my dad because he also travels for his job and no one is home three quarters of the year.” He looks defeated.
“Wow, that’s terrible, but my dad is fairly well off. He might be willing to pay for a few trips to Switzerland ...”
“No Jerry, that’s not the real reason we can’t date. That’s the one you tell your friends when they ask. I am going to tell you the truth, but you can’t tell anyone else. Not your family, your friends, my friends, anyone. This is really important. If my dad knew I was telling you this ... well, I don’t know what he would do. Do you promise not to tell anyone?”
“OK, I promise.”
“Really, really promise? I’m putting my life in your hands here.” His eyes are as big as saucers when he hears that.
“No shit? Your life?” I nod my head. “Alright, yeah. I really, really promise.” I look left and right, making sure no one else can hear us.
“Here it is” I whisper. Jerry leans down closer to me.
“Witness ... Protection ... Program.” He sucks in his breath.
“NO WAY!”
I wave my hands to shush him. “Quiet! Yes, way.”
“What happened, is he a mob guy? Did he ...”
“Jerry, I have told you all that I can. Dating someone as famous as you puts my life at risk, my family’s lives ... and your life.” The light bulb turns on above his head.
“Oh my God! That’s right! Damn Honey, ... that sucks big time. Shit.”
I take his hand in mine. “Let’s go back in. It’s been a wonderful evening. However, if you don’t want to finish it with me, I’ll understand.”
“Hey, don’t say that. Uuuhh, ... since you can’t date me and we do have the rest of the night, maybe we could ...” He had to try; I don’t know if I could respect him if he didn’t try.
“Jerry, remember that handshake?”
“Yeah?”
“Imagine that grip on your balls.” He shudders.
“How would he even know?” he asks weakly.
“Trust me, he’d know.” Another shudder.
“Honey, I’ve never had a better time but I think it’s best if we say good bye.”
I nod in agreement. “Good bye Jerry. I’ll look for your name in the sports pages.”
“Good bye Honey. It could have been great.” We hug. He might be right. We walk back in together but separate once inside the door, sharing lingering looks as we walk away from each other. I scan the room. Sarah is sitting by herself at one of the smaller tables. I walk over and sit down.
“Hey.”
“Hey, where’s Jerry?”
“He’s moving on.”
“OH Honey! You guys made such a cute couple! What’s the problem?”
“Religious differences.”
“Say what?”
“I’m joking. It was never going to work. He’s a great guy, but long distance relationships are iffy at best. We’ve only known each other for like four hours.”
“Sometimes that’s long enough Honey.”
“Only in romance novels and chick flicks Sarah. I was just looking for a fun evening and that’s what I got. How about you? Weren’t you and Ken spending most of the evening together?”
“More or less. He’s nice enough, a bit of an egomaniac though.”
“He’s a wide receiver, what did you expect?”
“What are you talking about?”
“It’s a football thing.”
“Whatever. Anyway, he’s sort of got a girlfriend who’s out of town.”
“Did you know this?”
“Oh yeah, he mentioned it right away. No big deal, I was just looking for a fun evening too.”
“Well, let’s go get a drink and toast our success.” We stand, grab our purses and start towards the bar but just then, Brit runs up to us, breathing hard.
“Oh thank God! Have either of you seen Piper, you know, in the last five minutes?” Sarah grabs her arm.
“Piper? Are you sure? Piper’s too smart to go anywhere. How could you lose Piper?”
“Calm down both of you” I say. “Have you called her cell?”
“Yes, but it’s in her purse.” She holds out her hand, which is holding Piper’s purse. Damn!
“How about the bathroom?”
“I was heading that way when I saw you two.”
“You go check it out. Sarah and I will search this room.” I look at my watch, its 11:23. “Everyone meets back here in four minutes, got that?”
“Four minutes, got it.” Brit hurried off. I turn to Sarah, she looks frightened.
“Oh God Honey! You were right! What happened to ...”
“Take it easy. Brit could have just missed her. It’s probably nothing. You go down the right side and I’ll take the left. When you get to the end, come back through the middle of the dance floor. Don’t run, but make it quick. And look at everything.” We split up and start our search.
Thankfully there really isn’t anywhere to hide; it’s just a big warehouse with tables, chairs, a stage and caterer’s equipment. Piper could have stepped outside for some air. She’s likely in the bathroom and all of this is a false alarm. So why am I struggling to keep from panicking? I’m moving too fast, not paying attention. I slow up, take a deep breath and let it out. It helps clear my head. I scan to my right as I work down the left wall. Thank God Piper is wearing the yellow tank and red skirt. Practically three quarters of the girls are wearing black or dark colors and guys almost always wear dark stuff.
She should stand out like a flare.
Which means Brit shouldn’t have missed her. Fear starts to creep back into my heart. I get to the end of the room just as Sarah does. She raises her hands, palms up and shakes her head “No”. I point to the dance area and we dive in.
The crowd is not that bad, people have been dancing for some time and a lot of them have dropped out. Still, it’s harder to push through than walking in the open and our progress is slower. I pop out of the throng near the tables and chairs. Sarah is just a couple of seconds behind me.
“Nothing. I looked everywhere, even behind the band. Nothing. She’s not here Honey.”
“I know. “ I see Brit at our meeting spot. She’s alone and looking worried. This ain’t good. Sarah and I head towards her and Brit runs towards us.
“She wasn’t in the bathroom. Did you guys find her?”
“Do you see her with us?” Sarah snaps. “How could you lose track of her? It was so simple, just look around every few minutes and find her. How ...”
“Quiet!” I shout, a little too loudly. “We can talk about this later. Right now, we find her. If she’s not here or the bathroom then she’s outside. Let’s go.” I run off, leaving Sarah and Brit behind. They quickly follow but my boots let me run harder than their heels let them. I hit the entrance and stop, looking around. There are lots of cars out there and no lights. Luckily, it’s a full moon, skies clear and chilly. The girls catch up to me.
“Slow down Honey! Sarah and I can’t run that fast. Damn shoes!”
“No time to waste Brit. You take the nearest rows of cars and I’ll take the back rows. Don’t spend too much time looking in the car. If she’s in there with someone, it’ll be foggy.”
“Why would the windows be foggy?” Sarah and I look at Brit and say nothing. She finally gets it.
“Oh right. Yeah. Duh.”
I start to run off but shout back to Sarah “You take the sides of the warehouse. If we don’t find anything, then we’ll go around the back.” I take the back rows because I can move faster. Thank you Bob for the wardrobe suggestions. Moving along the rows of cars, there’s no sign of anybody. All nice, expensive, empty cars. I can see Brit searching the cars nearer the warehouse, both of us working towards the middle of the parking area. We get within two rows of each other when I hear Sarah shouting.
“Honey! Honey! Brittany! Over here! Hey, over here guys!” She’s jumping and waiving at the right corner of the warehouse. Brit starts to run towards her.
“Brit! Stop!” She stops and turns my way. “Finish that last row and I’ll finish mine, then we’ll go. Hurry!” she turns back to the cars and we quickly check them out, then take off for where Sarah is waiting.
“Did you find her?”
“Not exactly. Follow me.”
She turns and runs around the corner. We follow. Sarah runs about fifty feet and turns another corner, Brit and I on her tail. There, hidden among some big dumpsters, are four RVs. Shit! I didn’t see them when we drove around the fence because of the dumpsters. Brit grabs my shoulder.
“What are they for?”
“My guess is sex.”
“What?!”
“If one of the owners got ‘lucky’, they could use them for privacy. There’s no place available in the warehouse and these people are too high class to fuck in the back seat of a car.”
“Honey!” Sarah is shocked.
“Sorry, but it’s true. Let’s go check them out.”
“Do you think Piper is in one of those things?”
“She isn’t anywhere else, so yeah, she probably is.” I start to walk towards the RVs but Brit won’t let go of my shoulder.
“What if she doesn’t want to be found?”
“That’s her tough luck. She should have told one of us where she was going.” Sarah and Brit seem undecided. “Look, if we interrupt something she asked for, we apologize. If she didn’t ask for it ...” Brit’s grip on my shoulder tightens.
“Then what?”
“Then I’ll take care of him. Now let’s go find our friend.”
We quickly walk to the nearest RV, trying to be quiet but hurry at the same time. The curtains are drawn but light is leaking out around them. We sneak around the outside, looking for a gap in the shades. Sarah finds one.
“Over here.” She says softly. We scurry to her side. She’s gazing in the gap. “Holy CRAP!”
“Is it Piper?”
“I can’t tell yet.”
“Let me see.” She steps back, her face flush. I put my eye to the gap.
Two guys are double teaming a naked girl on a bed. She’s on her knees, one guy pumping away at her cunt from behind while the girl enthusiastically sucks the other guy’s cock. Now wonder Sarah was blushing. No one seems to be forcing the girl at all. It’s a bad angle though, I can’t see much of the girl’s face. She is the right size and build, it could be Piper. Suddenly they shift positions, the guy fucking her pussy rolls onto his back and the girl straddles him facing forward. The other guy gets behind the girl and slowly pushes his cock up her ass. I’ve been double penetrated a few times and only enjoyed it twice, both times with a couple of brothers who showed some interest in my needs. I can see the girl’s face now and it isn’t Piper. Brit is pushing at me.
“Let me see.” I step back.
“It isn’t Piper.”
“I want to see anyway.”
“No, business first. Let’s check the next one.” Sarah and I walk away but Brit lingers, peeping into the gap.
“What are they ... SSHHHIIITTT!”
“Brittany, NOW!” I hiss.
She scoots away from the window and follows us. We circle the second RV. There are no lights on that we can see. The shades are drawn but there are big gaps so it’s obvious that no one is home. We move on to the third one. The lights are on and shades pulled down. This one is almost a double decker, the back windows are too high for us to look in. There are some openings in the shades if we could get up there. I look around but there is nothing to stand on.
“Sarah, how much do you weigh?”
“Uuuhh about one twenty five.”
Brit snorts. “Try one thirty five.” Sarah gives her the death stare.
“I think I can lift you up high enough for you to look in the window but I can’t keep you up there for long. Don’t touch anything, we don’t want to make any noise. Don’t say anything until you’re back down.” I get set below the window, my back to the RV. Sarah stands facing me. I grab her hips.
“On three, you jump and I’ll boost you up. Look quick. Ready?” She looks nervous but nods her head.
“Yes, ready.”
“OK one ... two … three.” She squats and jumps as hard as she can. I catch up to her as she peaks and manage to get my arms straight up, elbows locked, lifting her head up to the window.
“She’s there Honey” Brit whispers. “Hold on.”
If I was still Josh Thomas, I could hold her like this for minutes on end. Now, my muscles begin to shake after a few seconds. I keep holding Sarah, my arms starting to ache. I grit my teeth and keep my arms extended. I hear Sarah gasp. Times up. I bring her back down, barely avoiding dropping her on her ass.
“Well” I gasp, trying to catch my breath. ”Is she in there?”
Her eyes are wide in shock. “Yes.”
“What’s going on?” asks Brit.
“She’s lying on the bed, naked.”
“NO!”
“Yes.”
I’m rubbing my arms, trying to get feeling back. “Was she awake?”
“What?”
“Was she awake, alert, did she seem like she knew what was going on?”
“No, she looked drunk. Her eyes were barely open and she was just laying there on her back.”
“Then she’s been drugged.”
“How do you know that?”
“Because Brit lost track of her like what, fifteen, twenty minutes ago? You can’t get shit face drunk in twenty minutes. Who was in there with her?”
“Tony King!” Sarah was disgusted.
“Only Tony?”
“Isn’t that bad enough?”
“Sure, but I need to know how many guys I have to take out.”
“TAKE OUT?! He’s enormous! Two hundred forty pounds at least. You’re what, one hundred twenty five?”
“Hey! One ten! I’ve got it covered, trust me. Did it look like he had done anything to her yet?”
“I can’t be sure. He wasn’t wearing pants or underwear but still had his shirt and socks on.”
“We don’t have time to waste then, come on.”
“What are you talking about?” said Brittany. “Let’s go get one of those security guys. We can’t handle this by ourselves.”
“Those security guys were hired by Tony King.” I replied. “Who do you think they’re interested in protecting? You? Me? Piper? Even if they might help us, it will take too long for them to get here. It’s up to us to help Piper and we’ve got to do it now. I can do this, I’ve got a plan. Are you guys with me?”
Sarah looks at Brit. “She’s right, it’s Piper, we can’t wait.”
Brit grimaces. “Crap ... I’m in.”
I smile at them. Wish I had friends like this. “Let’s go team.” I take off, the girls right behind me.
I run around to the door, reach into my purse, pull out the pack of cigarettes, and strip off the wrapper. It’s Bob’s little black box.
“You guys get up against the side. Don’t move until I tell you.” They stand with their backs to the side of the RV, away from the door. I palm the box in my right hand and put it behind my back.
“What’s that?” Brit whispered.
“My security blanket. You guys stay tight and frosty, don’t let him see you and go when I say so. Don’t hesitate. Ready?” They nod yes.
I pound on the door with my left hand several times.
“Go away!” shouts Tony. I pound the door again.
“I said GO AWAY!” He sounds closer to the door. I pound it a third time.
He throws the door open, filing the doorway, standing there just as Sarah described. “Are you deaf? Get the HELL OUT OF ...” He sees me, hands behind my back, tits thrust forward.
“Hey Baby, I hear that you like to party. Can I join you?”
He just stands there, mouth agape. It takes a few seconds for his brain to restart. It feels like an eternity. A big grin spreads across his face.
“Oh yeah Honey, I love to party! You sure you want in on this? I party hard you know.”
I take a step closer. “You mean like fucking a girl’s brains out?”
His grin couldn’t get any bigger. “Shit yes!”
“Well lead on then.”
He turns around. I let him take two steps into the RV before I whip my right hand around and give the box a squeeze. Two barbs on hair-thin wires shoot out and stick in his ass.
“Oooww, what the....” That’s all he gets out before I squeeze the box again, hitting him with 1,250,000 volts. His body locks up, arms and legs convulsing, head thrown back, eyes and mouth wide open. He’d be screaming if his lungs could move. I keep my finger on the trigger a few seconds longer than I should. When I release it, he collapses on the floor, twitching. I squeeze again just to be sure. There is little reaction. He’s out.
“Come on guys, get in! Don’t worry about him, step on him if you need to.” They both make a point of stepping on his back as they hustle in. I follow them and pull the door shut, locking it.
“Sarah, help me pull him away from the door. Brit, you check on Piper.” She runs to the back of the RV while Sarah and I each grab an arm and drag Tony back to the bedroom. When we get there, Brit is cradling Piper’s head in her hands, trying to wake her up.
“Is she breathing OK?”
“Yes, but she won’t wake up Honey.”
“She probably won’t for awhile. You guys find her clothes and get her dressed. I’ll find something to tie him up with. If he starts to wake up, push this box right here.” I put the box down.
“For how long?” ask Sarah.
“As long as you want.”
I go to the kitchen and find a dish towel and a knife. I cut the towel into five strips. When I get back to the bedroom, they have Piper dressed except for her shoes and top. She’s semi-conscious, flopping like a rag doll
“Don’t worry about the shoes, she’s not walking for awhile. Did he wake up at all?”
Sarah answers. “No, but I pushed the button once anyway.”
“Sarah, you nasty girl you.”
“Sue me.”
They get Piper’s top pulled over her head.
“What now?” asked Brit.
“Put her in that chair. Then we put Tony on the bed.” It took all three of us to get him up on the bed and flipped over on his back. We use the cut up dish towel to tie him spread eagled on the bed. There’s a half full cup on a table next to the bed. I go back to the front of the RV, pick up my purse, dig through it and remove a pack of matches. I tear a match out and hand it to Sarah.
“Drop this in that cup and tell me if it changes color.”
She drops it in the cup and peers in. “Yep, the match turned red. What does that mean?”
“It means that Piper was likely drugged with Roofies.”
“That son of a bitch!”
“You said it. You guys get Piper up near the door, then Brit ... “ I reach into my purse, pullout my keys and toss them to her “… you go get my car and bring it around but park on the other side of the dumpsters so no one in the RVs can see it.” They lift Piper up and carry/drag her to the front, dropping her in the driver’s seat. Tony is starting to regain consciousness so we need to hurry. I pull a curtain across the opening to the bedroom so that you can’t see into the rest of the RV. Picking up the cup, I grab Tony’s nose and start slowly pouring the drink down his throat. He gags and chokes, spitting some of it up but I manage to get him to swallow most of it. I then wad up his underwear, stuff them in his mouth and wrap the fifth dish towel strip around his head and across his mouth, gagging him. I tie it in a bow just below his nose. By now, he is almost awake. Brit comes back in. I slip past the curtain.
“Can you guys get Piper to the car without my help?”
“I think so” says Sarah.
“Take her and then wait for me.”
“What are you going to do?”
“Make a call to my dad and then have a little talk with Tony.”
“You sure about that?”
“Very. Try to keep from being seen, if at all possible.”
“You be careful Honey.”
“You too.” They leave and I get my purse, retrieve my cell phone and call Bob.
“Hello Honey. Isn’t it a little early to be calling it a night? It is only 11:48.”
“We’ve had a little trouble.”
“Serious trouble?”
“Hard to say, we’re still in the middle of it.”
“Can I help?”
“No, you’re too far away. Piper was drugged and nearly raped. We got to her in time but I’ve got the bastard tied to a bed and gagged. I had to use your zapper on him.”
“Did it work?’
“Like a charm.”
“What do you plan to do now?”
“Put Piper in the car, have a short talk with Tony to show him the error of his ways and get the hell out of Dodge.”
“Is that Tony King, one of the boys from the Mall?”
“One and the same.”
“Do not do any permanent damage. There could be repercussions.”
“What could they do to me? They don’t have my real name, my address or even what town I supposedly live in.”
“Yes but he obviously could identify Piper and link her to Sarah and Brittany. They might pay the price for your actions.” Good advice, as usual. “How long before you leave?”
“No more than five minutes.”
“Leave by the back entrance then. There is no video coverage.”
“We can’t. It’s chained and padlocked.”
“It won’t be by the time you get there.”
“How is that possible?”
“I am parked in a rental car just two blocks away. Thought you might need some backup.”
“You know, I really do love you.”
“We will talk about that later. Be thoughtful and careful.” He hung up. I sighed, what a man.
When I get back to Tony, he is completely conscious, twisting and squirming, trying to free himself. His eyes blaze with anger when he sees me. I trail my hand lightly up his right leg.
“Hey lover, we sure had some fun didn’t we? Hate to leave you like this but it’s time for me to go. Still ...” I reach up and stoke his inner thigh “... I’d like to leave you something to remember me by.” I start to fondle his balls with my right hand and stroke his soft cock with my left. Despite himself, he has an erection in seconds. It’s not very impressive, well below average if I’m any judge of cocks ... which I am. No wonder he uses Roofies. He is starting to moan into his gag. I keep stroking him, looking him straight in the eyes. Licking my lips, I open my mouth, turn it towards his crotch, and lower it within two inches from the tip of his cock, flicking my tongue out to just a fraction of an inch from its tip. I pull my tongue back into my mouth and slowly turn my head back towards him.
“This is what I want you to remember Tony.”
I squeeze his balls, slowly increasing the pressure. The erection doesn’t last long and he is soon shouting into his gag, begging me to stop.
“You drugged my friend and would have raped her if I hadn’t stopped you. You’ve got a pretty nice setup here, so my guess is that Piper wouldn’t have been your first.” I release his balls, his eyes reflecting the relief he feels. “If I ever hear of you doing something like this again, this is what will happen.” I jam the zapper into his balls and press the trigger. His entire body seizes, stiff as a board, while he screams. I’d dialed the power back to half strength, not enough to knock him out but more than enough to cause excruciating pain. Tears are streaming from his eyes. I release the trigger.
“And, if I ever hear even the slightest rumor that you are causing trouble for Piper or Sarah or Brittany” I wave the zapper in his face and slowly bring it to his balls. He is vigorously shaking his head “No“ and likely begging me to not hit him again. I do it anyway. He flails and flops until I release the trigger. He is breathing rapidly through his nose, eyes puffy and watery.
“And, if I catch the slightest whiff of you trying to find me.” His eyes are wide with terror. I reach down and flick his sensitized balls with my index finger, causing his body to jump off the bed. “I will come back here, cut these tiny balls off your poor excuse for a cock and wear them for earrings. If you don’t think I mean it,” I lean into his face “just ... try ... me.” I put the zapper back into my purse, walk past the curtain and out the door, locking it behind me. Checking to see if there is anybody around, I don’t see anyone, so I sprint to the car and jump in.
Sarah is in the front, breathing hard, Brit and Piper in the back. Piper is slumped against the door but they managed to belt her in.
“You guys have any trouble?”
“No.” Brit replies, glancing at Sarah. I start the car and head for the back entrance.
“Honey, we can’t go that way, it’s locked, remember?”
“Don’t worry, I’ve got people”
True to his word, the gate is wide open when we get there and zoom out onto the street. There is no sign of Bob, but I notice a car smoothly pulling out from the curb after I pass it, following us home at a discrete distance the entire way. Bob has got my back, which is a very secure, comfortable feeling. We swing into the driveway and I park the car in the garage, don’t want the neighbors to see us take a limp teenage girl inside. Bob shows up about thirty seconds later, parks next to us and closes the garage door. Brit starts to panic.
“Oh God Honey, it’s your dad! What are we going to tell him?”
“Don’t worry, it’s cool. He already knows.”
“But what if he tells our parents? How do we explain this?”
“I said don’t worry. You guys will be fine. He’s not your average dad.”
“What about Piper? She’s not getting any better.”
“We’ll take care of it Brit. The first thing is to get Piper in bed.”
Bob opens the door next to Piper. “Hello ladies, are you all OK?” Sarah and Piper nod their heads, not sure what to say. They don’t trust him.
“We’re fine Daddy, a little shook up but fine, except for Piper. The test strip was red, that’s roofies right?”
“Correct Honey. I will carry her to your room. One of you can undress her and put her in some comfortable clothes. The best thing for her is sleep.” He reaches in the car, unbuckles her and picks her up, cradling her in his arms. “Sarah, if you would get the door please.” Sarah hurries to the door and opens it. Bob carries Piper into the house, straight to my bedroom and gently lays her on the bed. “Which of you wants to change her clothes?” Brit steps up.
“I will, she was my responsibility, it’s all my fault.”
I reach out and rub her shoulder. “No Brit, it wasn’t your fault. We were supposed to look out for each other. We’re all responsible. We’ll all take care of her.”
“Very well. Once you are done, I would like to talk with the three of you.” He turns and leaves the room. Brit and I start to strip Piper, but Sarah just stands next to the bed.
“Honey, is your dad pissed at us?”
“It’s hard to tell with him but probably not. Even if he is, I’ll handle it.”
“Honey ... all the stuff you did tonight ... the equipment you had ... where ...”
“Sarah, let’s get Piper taken care of, we’ve got all night to talk about what happened.”
“Tonight...SHIT! We’re all supposed to go to Brit’s house tonight! How are we going to explain this to her parents? We have to ...” I raise my hand.
“One problem at a time. Piper first, the overnight problem after that.”
“OK.” Sarah gives us a hand with Piper. “Do you have anything for her to wear?”
“Doesn’t she have a bag in the car?”
Brit slaps her forehead. “Of course! She’s probably got pajamas or something. I’ll get it.”
“Why don’t you go help her Sarah? Might as well bring all the bags in.”
“OK, we’ll be back in a jiff.”
Sarah and Brit hurry off. I wanted just a few seconds alone with Piper, to check and see if there was any evidence of rape. I don’t think Tony had enough time but I want to make sure. She’s already stripped down to her bra and panties so I finish the job. I spread her legs slightly to get a good look. No redness or swelling, no scrapes, no blood. I breathe a sigh of relief, pretty sure we made it in time. The girls come back with the bags and we look through Piper’s. She did have a pair of shorty pajamas so we dress her and tuck her in. Brit sits at the end of the bed.
“Aaahh Honey, what do we tell your dad about all this?”
“The truth, what else?”
“Whoa” says Sarah “you can’t tell him what we did tonight. He’ll tell all our parents, we’ll be grounded for life.”
“We didn’t do anything wrong. None of us drank, no drugs, except for what that bastard Tony did to Piper, no sex. We are all innocent victims.”
“How about what you did to Tony?”
I pause and look at Sarah. She shrinks away from me slightly.
“And what did I do to Tony?” She looks unsure of what to say. “You were in the car, weren’t you ... Sarah?”
“No, I wasn’t ... I didn’t want to leave you alone with him. I was afraid for you. After Piper was safe in the car, I came back to the RV to make sure you were OK ... I saw what you did to Tony ... I’m not saying he didn’t deserve it. Hell, I shocked him myself ... but gawd Honey, that was practically torture.”
“Wait, what did she do?” asks Brit.
“No Sarah, it was torture, and he’s lucky I didn’t have more time or it would have been worse.”
“Would someone tell me what you did?” Brit demands.
“I forced the spiked drink down his throat, then zapped him in the balls twice.”
“After she almost popped them like grapes with her bare hands” added Sarah.
Brit looks shocked. “Way to go Honey! I’d have kicked him in the nuts myself if I had the guts. You gonna tell your dad you did all that?”
“Why not, he’s the one who taught me how to do it. That’s nothing compared to what he would have done to Tony if he had drugged me instead of Piper. Besides, if I don’t tell him the complete truth, he’ll know it.”
“Is he psychic or something?” I smile at that.
“No, but sometimes I wonder. Piper looks OK for now, let’s go talk to him.” I walk out into the living room, the girls slowly following me. Bob calls out.
“I am in the kitchen Honey. All of you may come in and have something to drink.” We walk in together. Bob is sitting at the table. “Have a seat. Get something from the fridge if you want it.”
None of us wanted anything so we sat down. Bob had a glass of water, which he sipped.
“From your conversation, I gather that you were all going to spend the night at one of your houses. Whose house?”
Brit raises her hand. “Mine” she says quietly.
“When were you supposed to be home?”
“1:00 a.m. at the latest.” I look at the clock, its 12:25 p.m. It seems much later. I realize that I feel very tired. The adrenaline from our adventure must be wearing off. Bob thinks for a few seconds.
“The first thing is to inform your parents of the change in plans. I suggest that Sarah and Brittany call home and ask if it would be acceptable for the overnight to be moved to our home. The reason would be that Honey had promised to fix everyone a big breakfast so you all decided to do the overnight here, if the parents approve. I can speak with them to assuage any concerns they may have.” I raise my hand.
“What about Piper? She can’t make the call?”
“Good point Honey. I can make the call, apologize that we did not call sooner, give her parents the same basic story. If they ask to talk with her, I will say that you all are watching a movie and that she had fallen asleep, then offer either Brittany or Sarah to speak with them to confirm my story. Which of you would be the better choice?”
“I guess that would be me “said Brit. “I spend a lot of time over there and her mom likes me.”
“Good. If anyone asks why you left the party early, you tell them that Honey insisted. I will handle that question. Are you ready to start?”
Sarah called her parents first and it was just as Bob planned it. After explaining the change in plans, she gave the phone to Bob.
“Hello Mr. Watson, this is Bob James…. It is no problem at all, they are fine girls.... Honey is quite the cook. I always gain ten pounds when she visits.... That is my fault. I told Honey to come straight home if the party looked like it might get out of hand.... I agree completely, you cannot be too careful in this day and age.... I think the same time as originally planned I imagine, the only change I am aware of is the location.... It has been nice to talk with you too, Good night.” I can see that Sarah and Brit are very impressed. Bob is as slick as snot when he wants to be.
Brit’s call was just about the same, though it was her mother instead of her father. Piper’s mother didn’t even ask to talk with her, Bob was that smooth. Sarah leaned over to me as he was wrapping up the last call.
“He’s really good at this. What does he do?”
“Daddy is a bit of a jack of all trades.”
“I bet. And he taught you what you did to Tony?”
“Not the specifics, just the general techniques.”
“You lead an interesting life Honey.” You have no idea Sarah. Bob hangs up the phone.
“That resolves the overnight problem. Now you need to tell me all about the party. I want you to tell me everything you all can remember. My objective is to determine if there are any loose ends that need to be tied up. Honey, you can start and you other girls can add any details you think she may have missed.” He walked over to the fridge and picked up some notepads and pencils from the top, then handed them out to all three of us. “You can use these to make notes so you do not forget any point you want to make.” He sat back down, picked up his notepad and pencil. “Go ahead Honey.”
I started with when we arrived and told him everything I could remember that happened all evening. Brit and Sarah didn’t say anything at first, but when I got to my dancing with Jerry, they just had to add details I really didn’t want Bob to know. He could see that I was holding back. He reached out and touched my hand.
“You went to this party to have a good time Honey. I supported that decision. Do not worry about telling me embarrassing details from the evening. Nobody here has done anything wrong to my knowledge. Just tell your father the complete truth and it will be fine.” I take a deep breath and continue with my story, including the more embarrassing facts. It’s still not good enough for the girls, they don’t let me keep anything secret. They seem to be enjoying it. I get to the part where we discover Piper was missing. Bob stops me.
“I want to go back in the timeline a bit. You girls were all together for most of the evening but not all. Sarah, I need to know what you did when you were not with Honey.”
Sarah was reluctant to say a whole lot but Brit helped fill in the blanks, they were buddies for an hour or so after all. Then Bob asked Brit for the same information and Sarah was more than happy to spill Brit’s secrets. There was no doubt in my mind that Bob knew exactly what he was doing, playing one girl off the other. He took a few notes then put his pencil down.
“I think I have a good idea of what happened during the party. Honey, pick it up where you left off, the discovery that Piper was missing.” I gave him the rest of the story, including what I did to Tony. Sarah didn’t add anything to that part. Bob made some more notes.
“Did you say anything to Tony while you were ... dealing with him?”
“I told him that if I ever heard of him drugging girls again, or bother Sarah, Piper or Brit or try to find me that I’d come back, cut off his balls and wear them as earrings.” I hadn’t told Brit that. She was shocked again.
“DAMN HONEY! ... Oh, pardon me Mr. James.”
Bob chuckles softly. “No problem Brittany. That was my exact reaction.” Sarah and Brit giggle together. I think he’s won them over. He sets his notepad aside. “I think it is very clear that you three did an outstanding job dealing with a dangerous situation. Piper owes you all a debt of gratitude. She may not remember everything that happened to her and what you did for her, which in the long run may be for the best, but I want to congratulate you on your calm, cool reactions and bravery. I also want to thank you for making sure Honey came home safe and sound.”
“It wasn’t us” said Sarah. “It was Honey Mr. James. She took charge and knew exactly what to do. Brit and I just followed orders. If Honey hadn’t been there, I don’t know what we would have done.”
“That’s right, Mr. James” added Brittany. “Honey deserves all the credit. She was totally awesome tonight, like a commando or something. I was scared to death but she just jumped in and kicked ass ... sorry.”
“Either way, I am proud of all of you. To be successful, each of you had to keep calm, do your jobs and not panic. It was a team effort. I am sure that your parents would also be proud of you, though I can understand why you might not want them to know about everything that happened tonight. You will need to tell them something. I suggest you just stick with the facts up until Piper disappeared and say that a couple of guys got into a fight and Honey decided to leave. That leaves us with Piper’s likely memory problems.”
“I don’t understand Mr. James” said Brit. “Why should Piper not remember what happened?”
“The test strip indicated that the drink next to Piper was spiked with Flunitrazepam, the trade name being Rohypnol, colloquially known as Roofies. It is not licensed for sale in the US but that doesn’t keep it from being readily available. Its primary effects are a muscle relaxant, a sedative and amnesia, an excellent rape drug. The victim becomes easy to control and their memory becomes jumbled at worst and wiped clean at best. Combined with alcohol, the effects become stronger. It takes effect fifteen to twenty minutes after consumption and has a half life of eighteen to twenty six hours. Depending on how much she consumed, Piper may not recall much of tonight, including what happened before she was drugged. You may need to jog her memory a bit, maybe even create a few.” Sarah raised her hand slightly.
“What will happen to Tony? Honey poured some of that stuff down his throat.”
“That may be a break for us. He was drinking alcohol before consuming the drugs, likely quite a lot. The effects on him could be even stronger. He may not remember much at all, despite Honey’s efforts.” He dips his head towards me, smiling. I smile back at him. “Any other questions?”
“Yeah, what do we do about Piper?” asks Sarah. “Don’t we need to get her to a hospital or something?”
“There really is not a specific treatment for Rohypnol. It leaves the system through her kidneys. An overdose can lead to breathing problems. So far, her breathing is normal. If we could get her to drink some water, that would be a good thing. I will stay up with her tonight to make sure she is alright.”
“We can stay up too” said Sarah. “She’s our friend, we should take care of her.”
“There is no reason for all three of you to stay up all night. I will agree for you to take shifts along with me, three hours apiece. Is that acceptable?” I won’t be able to sleep until I know Piper is OK but I could use some rest.
“That’s fine by me. What about you guys?” They both agree. Brit goes first, me second and Sarah last. Sarah had one final question.
“Where did all that stuff come from, that electric zapper thing and those matches?”
“Those are mine” answered Bob, “souvenirs from prior assignments. After Honey told me about her fears concerning the party, I decided to dust them off and let her borrow them, just in case.”
“Lucky for us she had them.” Luck had nothing to do with it, credit Bob’s careful planning.
We decide to go to bed. Sarah and I take Bob’s bed, Brit and Bob set up in my bedroom to watch Piper. Brit doesn’t have a change of clothes with her, but we put together something for her from my clothes and Sarah’s bag. I set the alarm for three hours and try to get some sleep.
It’s impossible. Thoughts keep swirling in my head. What would I have done if I found Tony actual raping Piper? I know that I would have wanted to kill him, but would I have done it? What if we had been caught? We aren’t out of trouble yet but there’s no real evidence of our actions and Tony should be either too scared to say anything or may not actually remember much if we’re lucky. But what if some one had seen us and called security? We’d all be in big trouble and it would have been my fault. I got them into that party, I didn’t keep track of Piper. I lost control and attacked that prick Tony. I drug the girls with me through all this. Obviously, things didn’t work out very well tonight but it could have been far worse.
“Honey, are you asleep?” It’s Sarah.
“No, I can’t.”
“Me neither. Can we talk?”
“Sure ... look, I’m really sorry about everything. If I hadn’t brought you guys to that party, none of this would have happened. I promised to keep everybody safe and I screwed up. I know Piper will never forgive me, but I hope you and Brit know that I did my best and won’t hate me.”
“Honey, are you nuts? I practically twisted your arm to make you go so we could come with you. We all wanted to go to this party. The buddy system was your idea. We don’t know what happened to Piper but it wasn’t your fault, it was Tony’s. If it wasn’t for you ... God knows what he would have done to her. I’ve never seen someone jump in and take over like you did. We all owe you big time. Well ... you and your dad.”
“Thanks Sarah. I still feel shitty about it though. Piper’s in bed next door and we don’t know how the roofies will affect her.”
“I know. The more I think about it, the more I think Tony got off easy. I really wish you had more time to work him over. You should have cut his balls off right then!”
“Sarah!”
“You should have! He deserved it, they all deserve it!”
“Who’s ‘they’?”
“Boys!”
“What, all boys?”
“Yes, every last rotten one of them!”
“Hey, only Tony ...”
“Yeah, but he seemed so nice. I danced with him too, you know. I sat right next to him. It could just as easily been me naked on that bed ... how do you know who to trust? They all seem OK and then... how do you know Honey?” She’s sobbing into her pillow. I reach over and rub her back.
“It’s OK Sarah. They aren’t all bad.” Of course, you’d have a hard time proving it by me. Most of the guys I see are barely above the scum of the earth. The rest of them are the scum of the earth. “There are some good guys out there. Very few are out there drugging us.”
“Yeah, that’s true but I saw a lot of guys getting their dates drunk at the party. Always getting them drinks, the girls trying to match the guys drink for drink. A guy handles booze better than a girl and they know it. The only difference between them and Tony is patience. They’re willing to wait for the booze to do its’ work, Tony couldn’t wait. Thanks for keeping us away from it tonight.”
Shit! I hadn’t thought about it, but she had something there. I had been a bastard when I was a guy, but I never drugged anybody, I never raped anybody. Amy says I raped her but I sure as hell didn’t intend to. I wasn’t one of those guys. But sitting on this side of the bed, listening to Sarah sob, I wasn’t so sure anymore. I’d partied with a lot of women who had too much to drink, which I paid for. I didn’t pour it down their throats or put a gun to their heads, but I didn’t try to stop them either. A drunk chick is a lot easier to get into bed and I had fucked a lot of drunk chicks in my time. I never hung around long enough for them to truly sober up. Either I left or I paid the cabbie to take them home. I never saw the consequences the day after. Had I left a trail of women like Sarah in my wake? And Sarah hadn’t even been abused, at least directly. She just had empathy for Piper, hell I did too. How was Piper going to react? Bob may be right, it would be better if she can’t remember much of tonight. Had I been just a slightly more civil version of Tony King? Sarah’s still crying, though not as bad as she was.
“Come on Sarah, it’s not that bad. All guys aren’t creeps and rapists. Do you think my dad would do something like that?’
“Of course not! He’s a nice person ... for a parent.”
“Would your dad get a woman drunk and fuck her?”
“Please Honey! He would never do that!”
“How about Brit’s dad or Piper’s dad?”
“OK, I get your point.” She’s just sniffing now, no more tears. “They aren’t all bad, but your dad and mine are adults. What about guys our age?”
“You’re right, they’re more likely to be idiots and jerks. It’s the testosterone. All they think about is sex. They grow out of it eventually.” At least most of them do. Josh Thomas sure as hell didn’t. “Even now though, most of them wouldn’t drug a girl to rape her or plan on getting them drunk for easy sex. Think of all the guys you know, how many of them do you think would do that?”
“Not many, but I didn’t think Tony would do that either. How do you know who the bastards are?”
“You don’t. It takes time. Start off with your guard up and be careful. Get to know a guy before you start a relationship. If he’s looking for a quick fuck, he won’t wait around, he’ll be off looking for an easier target. And watch the booze. If you’re just looking for a hookup, there are hundreds of guys to choose from at any big bar in town and your odds of picking a jerk go way up. If you want a keeper, take your time.”
“You sound like a mother ... a cool mother maybe. Do you take your own advice?”
“Sometimes.”
“I guess guys aren’t the only ones who are stupid at our age.”
“Sarah, the best we can hope for is to not screw up too bad before we get old enough to know better.”
“And how old is that?”
“I don’t know, fifty?”
She starts to laugh then stifles herself, giggling. “That’s crazy, I’d be an old lady by then.”
“We all make mistakes until the day we die Sarah, just try to avoid the really bad ones.”
“Like tonight?”
“Most of tonight wasn’t a mistake. You guys enjoyed yourselves, didn’t you?”
“Yeah, and so did you.” She pokes me in the ribs. “It’s a shame about you and Jerry. He might have been a keeper.”
“About that ... you may hear some crazy stories about me and my dad.”
“What kind of ‘crazy stories’?”
“You’ll know it if you hear them. If you don’t, then Jerry could have been a keeper.” I glance at the clock radio near the bed. I’ve got two hours before I have to get up. “Let’s try to get some sleep, I’m sitting with Piper in two hours.”
“OK. I hope she’s alright.”
“I’m sure she is. Good night Sarah.”
“Night Honey.” She rolls over onto her side and is quietly snoring in a few minutes. I still can’t sleep because I’m reviewing all my relationships for the past twenty five years, at least those I can remember, for evidence of “Tony King”-like behavior. The closer I look, the worse it gets.
There were always girls around and they wanted to be with me but I took whatever I could get, whenever I could get it. When the girls became women, it didn’t change. Maybe the sex was truly consensual, maybe it was just not objected to, maybe they were too drunk to know what was happening. Didn’t matter to me, so long as I got mine. How many did I hurt like Piper is going to hurt? How many did I hurt who were their friends, like Sarah and Brit? Must have been hundreds. What kind of person was I ... am I ... whatever. Other guys on the team were as bad as I was ... well, maybe not as bad but pretty bad.
There were also guys who loved their wives and kids and didn’t screw around. It wasn’t being a jock, it wasn’t the lifestyle, it was me. No one and nothing to blame but me.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
The alarm woke me up. I hit the off button before Sarah woke up too. Rubbing my eyes, I sat up. Guess I did get some sleep, though it wasn’t peaceful. I vaguely recall some dreams about all the girls and women I have had sex with, screaming and shouting at me, then zapping me like I did Tony, except it was my cunt and tits. I was Honey Sweet-Lay, not Josh Thomas. That was some weird shit. Come to think of it, I’ve been “Honey” in my dreams for some time now, no matter if it was a good dream or a nightmare. Wonder what that means. I quietly walk to my room and slowly push the door open.
Piper is asleep in my bed. Brit is slumped in a chair, snoring. Bob is sitting in a second chair, cup of coffee in hand, reading a book with one of those battery operated book lights attached. He looks up as the door opens and smiles at me, his face bathed in the light reflected from the white pages.
“Come in Honey. I believe that she is going to be fine.” I sneak over to Brit and gently shake her. She keeps snoring for a few seconds, then stretches her arms and legs and opens her eyes.
“Piper’s OK Honey. She woke up and I got her to drink some water.”
Bob puts down his book and pats her on the arm. “It was a good thing Brittany was here. Piper was understandably confused when she awoke. Brittany was able to calm her and get her to drink something. Piper was not fully aware, the drugs are still in her system but she should be back to nearly normal by morning.”
“That’s great!” I whisper. “You can go to bed Brit. I’ve got it for now.”
She nods and stands up, flexing her shoulders. “Good night Honey, Mr. James. It was nice talking with you.”
“I also enjoyed our conversation Brittany. See you in the morning.” Brit shuffled out, closing the door softly behind her. I sit down in her chair and snuggle deep into it, still warm from her body heat.
“What did you guys talk about?”
“Quite a number of things, she is very outgoing. I can see why you are friends, there are several similarities. We mostly talked about how guilty she felt about Piper’s situation. Brittany was under the mistaken impression that this was all her fault.”
“You straightened her out, didn’t you?”
“Certainly.”
“Glad to hear it, since it was all my fault.”
“Not you too? I do not understand why you girls cannot see the truth staring you in the face. You had every right to attend that party, took every reasonable precaution, avoided alcohol, and reacted efficiently and effectively when you discovered the attack, likely within ten to fifteen minutes of Piper first ingesting the drugged drink. There were just four of you in a group of over two hundred people. If I had been in charge of a surveillance team in a similar environment, I would have insisted on at least nine trained professionals.”
“Really, nine?”
“At a minimum. To protect four scattered targets from an unknown threat in an open, unscouted environment, any less than nine would be unconscionable. You all did a remarkable job. If Brittany is to be believed, you deserve most of the credit for that.” I blush, though Bob can’t see it.
“I’m sure she exaggerated a lot. We all did it together. We wouldn’t have had to though it if I hadn’t taken them to that party. I should have stayed home with you.”
“Piper could have been attacked at any one of at least thirty five teenage parties taking place this weekend. There is some kind of risk no matter what you do. The victim is not to be blamed for what the perpetrator did. Just because you choose to drive does not make the drunk driver who hits you innocent. The rapist cannot blame the sexy clothes of the woman he attacks. Piper and, to a lesser degree, all of you are the victims here. The criminal is Tony King. He, and his possible accomplices, are at fault.”
“’Accomplices’? You mean Tony had help?”
“Not necessarily, but the possibility cannot be excluded. We will know more when Piper recovers fully. Her memories, even if they are incomplete, will be vital information in reconstructing the crime.”
“Does it even matter? We got out alive and no one came after us. We couldn’t prove anything in court and the cops would never investigate. The odds are they would come after me for what I did to Tony.”
“Are you willing to let him get away with this?”
“Tony didn’t exactly get out of this without a scratch, you know. I’d like to have done more to him but there wasn’t enough time. Besides, it’s not up to me, its Piper’s call.”
“I admire your willingness to let this go Honey. You are certainly a bigger person than I would be if I were in your shoes.”
“You mean heels don’t you?”
“Yes, heels, certainly.” It’s too dark to see his face clearly but I can hear the smile in his voice.
“Is there anymore coffee?”
“Yes, but I made it a little strong.”
I stand up. “That’s fine by me. You want a refill?”
“Yes, please.” He hands me his cup. I leave my bedroom and look in on Brit and Sarah. I think they’re asleep, can’t hear anything but breathing. Continuing on to the kitchen, I first smell then see the pot of coffee. I pour a cup and take a small sip. Whoa! He wasn’t shitting me! I better drink this quick or it will dissolve the cup. I top off Bob’s cup and carefully return to the bedroom. I hand Bob his cup.
“Thank you Honey.” He takes a quick slurp. “I hope it is not too strong for your taste.”
I settle back down into the chair. “It’ll do the job. I’d say it that it’ll put hair on my chest but we both know that isn’t going to happen.”
“I have found that strong coffee is a good companion on long nights when you need to stay awake.”
“I don’t want to nod off tonight.”
“You could safely do so. I am confident that Piper is past the dangerous part of her recovery. It is not necessary for you to be here.”
“Are you staying up?”
“Yes, just to be safe.”
“Then I’m here too, just to be safe. Besides, if I’m awake, I’m not dreaming.”
“Did you have some disturbing dreams about tonight’s events? That does not need to be a bad thing. Dreaming can provide a certain amount of psychological relief.”
“They were disturbing alright.” Should I tell him about them? I’d hate for Bob to know what a horrible person I really am ... or was. The whole thing is so confusing. Yet, if he is what he says he is, he might be a good person to understand about regrets for past bad behavior. I pull my knees up to my chin and wrap my arms around my legs. “Sarah and I were talking, we both couldn’t sleep. It was the same thing you and Brit were talking about, whose fault all this was. I said it was mine and she thought it was Tony’s.”
“Clearly an intelligent girl.”
“Yeah, you’d think so. Problem was that she blamed all guys, not just Tony.”
“Do you mean for tonight?”
“No, tonight was just an example of how all guys behave. I tried to show her that they aren’t all like Tony and I think convinced her. Unfortunately, she made some good points. It forced me to look closer at how I had treated women throughout my life. It wasn’t pretty Bob. You already know that I had been a jerk most my life, treated just about everyone like shit. But seeing how much Sarah was hurting gave me a new perspective, like a new pair of eyes. When I looked at my life with that new pair of eyes, things were clearer. And a lot worse. I am... such a horrible person. There is no excuse for what I did to so many girls like Sarah, Brit and Piper. Tony was a total bastard and deserved what he got but I am hardly any better ... I don’t know if I can live with myself anymore.”
He puts down his coffee cup. “I assume that you are referring to things Josh Thomas did?”
“That I did Bob. I am Josh Thomas. The crap that Amy did to me doesn’t change that. My body may be changed, my brain may be changed, my memories haven’t changed. Being Honey Sweet-Lay doesn’t get me off the hook.”
“You certainly have a dilemma Honey.”
“A dilemma? Is that the best you’ve got? I hoped you had some pithy bit of advice for me, a solution. Surely you’ve had some kind of experience in this area.”
“Are you referring to my prior employment?”
“Of course, what else?”
Bob rubs his chin. “I certainly have learned to live with the consequences of the deaths of many people, some innocent, at my hands.” He picks up his cup and takes a long drink.
“Well?”
“Well what?”
“How have you learned to live with it?”
He takes another drink. “One day at a time Honey.”
“That’s it?”
“Afraid so. There is no magic bullet, no drug, no treatment program. We have talked about this before. Until someone invents a time machine, you will not be able to go back into the past and change what happened. You can only control what you do in the future, can only try to move forward and live a better life, to help others. If you could find the women you abused, you could apologize, though in your case, that would be an extremely interesting conversation.”
“This isn’t funny, Bob!”
“I agree, I said it would be interesting, unprecedented in fact. Given the restrictions on your movements, there is only one victim you are likely to meet.” He can’t be serious.
“Amy? You expect me to apologize to her after what she did to me?”
“Haven’t you already apologized?”
“Yeah sure, when I was trying to stop her from raping me.”
“So you have never given her a heartfelt apology?”
“Why should I? After all she has put me through, she doesn’t deserve it.”
“You don’t do it for her sake Honey; you do it for your sake, if you are truly sorry. If you are not, apologizing is a waste of breath. I will raise one more point. Before I do so, I want you to understand that I am not doing so to insult you or cause you additional grief but I feel it necessary to make sure you are fully aware of the implications of your behavior. Do you understand that?”
“I guess. What is it?”
“Your treatment of Tony has similarities with Amy’s treatment of you.”
“WHAT!” Piper stirs in the bed Shit! I lower my voice. “What are you talking about? How can you compare what ...” Bob raises his hand.
“Just hear me out. She believes that you intentionally raped her. You believe that Tony would have raped Piper.”
“He had his pants off and stripped her naked after drugging her! They weren’t going to play Mahjong!”
“Please let me finish Honey. Neither of you reported it to the police because each thought that the police would have sided with the man because he was more famous or well connected.” OK, he’s probably right there. “Each of you decided to take the law into your own hands and punish the perpetrator as you saw fit.”
Yeah, that’s technically right but it is also comparing apples to oranges. “Are you finished? Can I say something?”
“Certainly, go on.”
“Alright, I can see your point, there are some similarities, but what she did is way beyond what I did to Tony.”
“So you are saying it is a matter of degree.”
“Yeah, that’s it.”
“Honey, all of life is a matter of degree.”
“Huh?”
“If you get angry at someone, whether you push them or shoot them in the face with a shotgun is a matter of degree. I could give you a hundred other examples. Society has drawn lines. On one side of that line, certain behavior is legal. Similar behavior that is more extreme crosses that line and becomes illegal. You could make the same arguments about moral verses immoral behavior, though lines are not as clearly drawn in that area and it is much more subjective. My point is that both you and Amy faced similar situations, had similar reactions, experienced similar feelings and came up with similar answers.
“What are you saying?”
“That due to your unique situation, you have been both the perpetrator and victim, of sorts, of rape. I am not counting the vengeance rape by Amy, which was just pure spite on her part. My question to you is, having experienced what you have with Piper, do you have some understanding of what Amy felt and why she did what she did? You do not have to agree with her choices, but can you see where she is coming from?”
Damn him, why does Bob have to be so logical all the time? One thing I am sure of is that I am not Amy Hanson. “Look, I can see what you’re saying but you haven’t lived with that bitch like I have. She has put me through hell, day in and day out, for years. Tony deserved what he got, it wasn’t vengeance, it was justice. No one else was going to do anything so I did. And I’d do it again. What Amy did to me is way worse than what I did to her. You and I both know she’s crazy.”
“Agreed, but was she crazy before you raped her or after?”
“Don’t lay that on me! We had sex, but I don’t remember the details, only what she told me about it. She might have screwed up the facts in that whacked out head of hers. Believe me; I’ve wracked my brain trying to remember exactly what happened that night.”
“It sounds like you are trying to rationalize some behavior. You can apparently accept responsibility for what you did to other girls, but not what you did to Amy. You are probably correct, her anger is so extreme that it is likely based on something other than the rape, but the rape could have been the triggering event and you became the focus of her rage. Honey, I am not an expert, other than through experience. You asked for my opinion so here it is in a nutshell. You will never be able to move on with your life until you come to terms with your past bad acts. One of the steps towards that goal is being truly sorry for all that you did, regardless of the victim. You will eventually need to face Amy and honestly apologize.”
“Will I have to apologize to Tony too?”
“Not at all, he deserved everything he got. You were just trying to protect Brittany, Sarah and Piper from further harm.”
“See, that’s why Amy and I are different. I was doing it to help others and she was just punishing me.”
“Be honest Honey, there was an element of punishment in your treatment of Tony, wasn’t there?”
I can’t see them but I can feel his eyes starring me down, forcing the truth from me. “Alright, yes there was.”
“A matter of degree Honey. Would you like some more coffee?”
“Yes, please.” I hand him my cup. “Could you add a little milk to take the edge off it?”
“Be happy to.” He gets up and heads for the kitchen. I hear him opening the fridge for the milk.
“Honey?”
It’s Piper. She’s awake! I get up and kneel next to her.
“Yes Piper, it’s me. How do you feel?”
“I don’t know. Where are we?”
“My house. I’ll turn on a light, watch your eyes.” I reach out to partially shield her eyes as I turn on the lamp next to the bed. She grimaces as the light hits her face, eyes shut tight. She blinks, then slowly opens them about half way.”
“Why are we at your house? We should be at Brit’s. Where are Brit and Sarah?”
“They’re in the bedroom next door, asleep I hope.”
She starts to get out of bed. “I need to go to the bathroom.”
“Wait, I’ll help you.” I lift the covers off her and grab her around the shoulder as she stands up. She’s a little wobbly. I keep a good grip on her as she slowly walks to the bathroom.
“Do you feel sick? Are you gonna throw up?”
“No, I just need to take a pee.” Ooookay. We step into the bathroom and I turn her around.
“Will you be OK by yourself in here?”
She reaches out and puts a hand on the sink, steadying herself. “I think so.” She seems just a little disoriented.
“You sure?”
She takes a deep breath and exhales. “Yeah.”
I start to shut the door behind me as I leave. “I’ll just be outside. Call if you need anything.” She nods “yes” and I close the door.
Bob comes back into the room. “Piper in the bathroom?”
“Yes, though she seems a bit out of it.”
“Sounds like she is better. Last time she woke up, she could barely sit up.”
“She was able to walk but needed some help.”
“Once she is done, get her to drink some more water, as much as she is comfortable with. It will help her kidneys remove the Rohypnol from her system. I’ll leave you two alone. She might be concerned about my presence.” He sets my cup down and leaves the room.
I wait outside the bathroom for a minute or two, but I don’t hear anything happening. I knock on the door.
“Piper, are you OK?” The toilet flushes and then the faucet is turned on. She opens the door and steps out, looking like hell. Her eyes are red and puffy, a vacant stare. “What took you so long?”
“I feel asleep on the toilet.”
“Here, have some water, don’t want you to get dehydrated.” I get her to drink two glasses and then help her back to bed.
“Honey, what happened?” Should I tell her? Probably wouldn’t understand it right now.
“Just a little food poisoning we think. Go back to sleep and you’ll feel a lot better in the morning.”
She crawls back into bed and I pull the covers back up, tuck her in and sit back down. I’ve got one and a half hours left on my shift. Hope Bob’s coffee holds out.
CHAPTER THIRTY EIGHT
Bob came back into the room about ten minutes later. He brought me a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. It really hit the spot. We kept talking but just small talk, he dropped the serious stuff. Small talk with Bob is still more interesting than talking with practically anybody else; you just never know what he’s going to say. We plan the ‘big breakfast’ that I’m fixing in the morning. The less the girls have to lie, the less likely they are to get caught. I don’t know how good any of them are at lying. Bob may be able to give them a few more tips before they leave.
When Sarah comes in to relieve me, it’s just after 6:00 a.m. I stayed with her and Bob went out to get donuts. I gave her an update report on Piper, who was still asleep but not restless. She was relieved to hear that Piper seemed to be out of the woods. The next problem was what to tell her about the attempted rape. Assuming that she didn’t remember much, should we give her all the gory details or tell her just enough to explain her problems. I’d already punted on the subject when I told her she had food poisoning, but I was just trying to get her back in bed without a scene.
Sarah wanted to tell her the whole truth, everything we saw and did.
“How is she going to learn from this if we hide the truth from her?” I think that Sarah is a little pissed at Piper and wants to make her suffer a bit for ruining a nice evening.
“Sure, that sounds good but she could have some serious psychological problems if she gets too many details.”
“We can’t tell her just part of the story. If someone tried to do that to me, I’d keep asking questions and pushing it until I had the entire truth, and Piper’s probably more pigheaded than I am. If we tell her anything, she’ll want it all.”
“And then she freaks out, needs to see a shrink, her parents find out the truth, then your parents get the truth and all hell breaks loose. I don’t have a dog in this hunt. My dad already knows the truth and I’ll be long gone when the shit hits the fan. I’m just worried about you guys. I didn’t take you to that party for you to get in trouble at home.”
Sarah is quiet, thinking about what I said. “If we don’t tell her and then she found out we either lied to her or didn’t tell her the whole truth, it would destroy our friendship. We’ve known each other since grade school.”
“How would she find out?”
“Tony says something to somebody. Someone we don’t know about saw something and asks her about it, or worse, spreads stories about how drunk she was. There’s an investigation into what we did to Tony and questions are asked. And don’t forget Brit, she can’t keep a secret to save her life.”
“Really?”
“If you want the world to know something, tell Brittany Wells.”
“Even something this big?”
“Oh she’ll try, but eventually she’ll either crack or slip up. I love her like a sister but she’s a blabber mouth.”
“Dad always says that if two people know a secret, it isn’t a secret.” I sigh in frustration. “Guess there’s no choice, we’ll have to tell her, assuming she doesn’t remember on her own. How the hell do we do it?”
Sarah stretches her arms and yawns.
“I’ve got no idea. Hope your dad has some kind of plan. He seems good at that sort of thing.”
“Good isn’t even close.” I hear the garage door opening. “Speak of the devil.”
“Honey!”
“Don’t worry, he’d consider it high praise. I’ll go see what he got.” By the time I get to the kitchen, Bob has brought the donuts and pastries in and is arranging them on a platter.
“These look pretty good.” I pick up an apple fritter and take a big bite.
“Honey, save them for the guests.”
“Aren’t I a guest?’
“Not this morning. You are one of the hosts, at least for now. I will go take your spot with Piper and you can start your quiche.” We had decided on Crab Quiche for breakfast. It is fairly easy to make and I can fix it now, bake it later after everyone is up. Better get started.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
Everything is ready by 7:45 a.m. I also ate another fritter. I went back to my bedroom. Piper was still asleep and Sarah and Bob were quietly talking.
“What’s up?” I whisper.
“Your father has a plan.”
“Big surprise.”
“There are no guarantees here” said Bob. “It relies more on Piper’s strength than anything else. Sarah assures me that Piper is a particularly strong willed and mature young woman. I believe that if all three of you tell her exactly what happened, it would limit the damage. She needs your unconditional support. Even if you discover that she made an error in judgment that gave Tony his opening, she should not be criticized. All of you seem to insist that each of you alone is responsible for last night’s events. I hope that I have convinced you otherwise.” He looks at Sarah.
“Yes, Sir” she said.
“Good. We do not want Piper to make the same mistake. I will leave you all alone but be nearby should I be needed. If she starts to have trouble, you should take a break to let her compose herself before continuing.”
“What if she can’t compose herself?” I ask.
“That is when you call me. I have access to some pharmaceuticals which I would prefer not to use, last resort type of thing. It is my hope that she will be able to handle the full truth because your quick action prevented the worst from happening. I would like for her to have eaten some food before we start. If she has not awakened on her own by 9:00, get her up and have her take a shower.”
“She was kinda wobbly the last time she was up, what if she isn’t any better?”
“One of you could shower with her.” Sarah and I look at each other. I open my mouth but Sarah beats me to the punch.
“Not it.” Crap! Piper better be rock steady when she gets up. Bob is trying to keep from laughing.
“Fine, but if I’m helping her, someone will need to finish breakfast.”
“Just give me directions Honey and I will take care of it. I suggest that Sarah go back to my room, shower and get dressed, Brittany also, if she is awake. If not, we can wake her up at around 8:30 so everyone is ready for Piper. That is my plan. Do either of you have other ideas or any objections?”
I’d already said what I wanted to. Sarah didn’t say anything so she didn’t have any problem or was intimidated by Bob. He does that to people once they get to know him.
“I’m going to put the oven on timer. If I have to help Piper, you’ll just need to put the quiche in when the beeper goes off.”
“Quiche?’ asks Sarah. “I love quiche.”
“It’s a crab quiche.”
“Oooohh, I’ve never had that, it sounds scrumptious. I’ll go shower and get dressed, then get Brit in gear. Thanks Mr. James, you’ve helped a lot.” Sarah stood up and left. I noticed Bob was smiling.
“What are you so happy about?”
“Just glad to see you taking responsibility for the welfare of your friends.”
“Bull shit. You were thinking about me and Piper in the shower together.”
“I really wasn’t, but now that you mention it ...”
“You just forget about it right now mister. She’s only seventeen. Don’t be a perv.”
“Well, how old are you?”
“Legally, biologically or actually?”
“Good point. You take care of the kitchen and I will wait here. Hurry back. It would be best that she see a familiar face should she wake up.”
I hustle to the kitchen and set the oven timer for pre-heat and cooking times. Piper is still asleep when I get back. We can hear the shower in Bob’s room, it’s probably Sarah. The noise, or something else, causes Piper to roll over onto her side. I freeze until she settles down, then sit in the chair.
“I didn’t tell you how well the Witness Protection story worked. I think Jerry bought it. We won’t know for sure for awhile, but he seemed to believe me.”
“Even if he does not honor your request to keep it to himself, he likely accepts it as true. The advantage of giving him two stories is that he should keep the second to himself and not be looking for you. By placing your ‘life into his hands’, you gave him a reason to feel special and trusted. That should reduce the chance of him telling someone else. Unfortunately, he may also feel the need to prove to his friends how special you thought he was by revealing the story to them.”
“I got the feeling he was mature enough not to do that.”
“That would be nice but you will be protected either way, at least as well as possible. With you working where you do, there is always the chance he or one of his friends will show up at the club.”
“Probably not for a couple of years. Anthony may not pay attention to many laws but he does card religiously. Underage customers in a place like that can bring down a lot of heat from parents and the authorities. Besides, it’s a pretty rough crowd and most young kids are looking for a tamer place for their first stripper experience.”
“I will defer to your judgment on that issue Honey.” There’s a quiet knock at the door. It’s Sarah.
“I’m done and Brit is getting dressed. Should we wake Piper now?” I check the time, its 8: 45.
“There is nothing sacred about 9:00” Bob said. “I would wait until Brittany is present. All three of you can wake her. That should allay any fears she may have about waking in a strange place.” We both agreed with that. Sarah sat on the floor and we waited, watching Piper sleep. Brit knocked about ten minutes later. She came in as Bob left. We gathered around the bed. Sarah was just about to shake her when I remembered something.
“She woke earlier and I told her she had food poisoning. We might as well stick with that for now, OK?” Neither of them had a better idea. Sarah started to gently shake her.
“Piper? Piper? Come on, wake up Piper.” She kept jostling her until her eyes opened. They were not as red and puffy as before. Piper slowly sat up.
“Uhhhgg, I feel like shit.” She stretches her arms. “What day is it?” Brit answers that one.
“Day? It’s Sunday, November thirtieth ... two thousand eight.”
Piper stares at her. “Jeez, of course it’s two thousand eight. How long do you think I’ve been asleep?” She looks around. “Where are we?”
“You’re at my house” I said. “You weren’t feeling well so we decided to stay here, it was the closest, plus you’d get a bed instead of sleeping on the floor.”
“Oh yeah, food poisoning. Did any of you guys get sick?”
“No” said Sarah.
I shook my head “Nope.”
“What did I eat that you didn’t?” Sarah, Brit and I look at each other.
“We don’t know” said Sarah. “It may have been a combination of things. How do you feel?”
“OK I guess. My head hurts and I feel weak, but my stomach is fine ... I may actually be hungry. Is there anything to eat?”
“I’ve made some breakfast. We can eat after you get dressed. Do you want to take a shower?”
“That’s a good idea. Where’s my bag?” Brit holds it up.
“Right here.” Piper slides out of bed and stands up while we hover around her. She seems like she has her balance.
“Give me some room, I’m fine.”
“You sure?” asks Sarah.
“Yeah, yeah, no problems.”
“You don’t need any help?” Piper looks at all of us.
“Of course not. The only thing I need is some food. What’s going on here?”
“Well,” I said “You woke up a little earlier and seemed kinda out of it. We just want to be sure you don’t fall down or something.”
“I’m fine, just get me a towel, I’ll shower and we can have breakfast or lunch or brunch or ... what time is it anyway?”
“A little after 9:00.”
“Good, it’s breakfast.” She yawns. “I hate to miss a meal. I’ll be ready in ten minutes” She picks up her bag, shuffles into the bathroom and closes the door. We hear the shower start in a few seconds.
“She seems OK. You guys stay here until she gets out. I’ll go finish breakfast. Call me or my dad if there’s a problem.”
“OK Honey” said Brit. “I take my coffee black with three sugars.”
“You can add your own sugar.”
I walk back to the kitchen. Bob is setting the table.
“How is Piper?”
“So far so good. She didn’t need any help in the shower, so too bad for your fantasy scene.”
He grins at me. “I have many more fantasies to keep me warm at night Honey.”
I move close to him. “Any you would care to share?”
He looks around. “Not with company here. We might have a hard time explaining that kind of father-daughter conversation. Are the other two keeping watch over Piper?”
“Yes, I came out to finish the quiche.”
“The buzzer went off so I put it in the oven about five minutes ago.”
“Good, it should be done in the next twenty minutes. If everyone gets here sooner, they can have donuts, juice or milk. Do we have juice?”
“Frozen apple and orange.”
“I’ll fix both, give them a choice.” I get one of each from the freezer, dump them in pitchers, add water and stir, then put the pitchers in the fridge, Sarah sticks her head in the kitchen.
“No trouble yet, though she’s taking longer in the shower than usual.”
“Sure she’s OK?”
“Yes, I can hear her moving around.”
“I won’t be ready for at least ten more minutes so she can take as much time as she needs.”
“It is best to let her go at her pace” added Bob. “We want her as comfortable as possible.”
“You got it.” Sarah ducks back out. I double check everything but it is all ready, except for the quiche. Bob pulls out a chair for me.
“Have a seat Honey, if there is nothing to do, sit down and rest.” I reluctantly sit.
“I’m kinda nervous, it’s hard to sit.” He reaches over and pats my hand.
“We’ve done all we can. I believe it will be fine.” I put my other hand on top of his.
“I hope you’re right. I don’t know what I’ll do if Piper has any problems.”
“No matter what happens, just remember that you have done nothing wrong and have made every effort to clean up someone else’s mess.”
“Thanks Bob, I appreciate that.”
I’d tell him again that I love him but he hasn’t responded very well to that in the past. Usually, when you tell someone that you love them and they don’t tell you that they love you too, that’s a pretty good sign that they don’t. I shouldn’t have said anything to him, just kept my mouth shut. Our situation is so weird; I don’t know what I thought he would say. I hoped that the feelings would be mutual, but it’s pretty clear that they aren’t. The timer goes off on the oven.
I get up and check the quiche. It looks done. I open the door and stick a knife in the center. It comes out clean so I remove the quiche from the oven and set it on a trivet to cool. Brit comes in.
“They’re coming!” she whispers. Piper is just seconds behind her, quickly followed by Sarah. Bob stands up to great them.
“Good morning ladies! Come in and have a seat. Honey promised you an outstanding breakfast and I believe she has delivered. We have milk, coffee, apple juice and orange juice. What would you like?” Everyone places their orders, Bob pours and serves.
I pass the donut platter. “The quiche needs to cool a few minutes so you can start with donuts, if you want.” They all take something, even Piper, and start to eat. There is silence at the table, we are all too nervous to say anything. Bob starts asking questions.
“Sarah, did you see many people at the party that you knew?”
“No, just us and the boys that invited us.”
“That was Jerry Pitman, Ken Wallace and Tony King?” Sarah flinches at the mention of Tony’s name. I steal a look at Piper; she doesn’t have any reaction, just keeps eating.
“Yeah, that’s them.”
“Did you make any new friends?”
“No, I didn’t, it wasn’t that kind of party, too noisy.”
“That’s a shame. How about you Piper, did you meet anyone new?”
“Just a friend of the guys, Tommy Whitlock.” She remembers something at least.
“Oh yeah” said Sarah “I forgot about him.”
“A nice boy?”
“Nice enough” said Piper.
“Did you meet any one new Brittany?”
Bob kept this up the entire breakfast, fairly gentle questions to all of us, including me, going back and forth through the evening, jumping around in time. He already knew most of the answers, it was all a show for Piper. I had gotten up after a few minutes and served the quiche. They all seemed to like it, they ate it at least. Bob had been avoiding the later part of the party, when we assumed that Tony or someone had drugged Piper. She seemed comfortable answering his questions.
“Did any of you girls take advantage of the generous open bar to try something more exotic than a soft drink?” Bob looks at me, our eyes meet and he quickly nods his head slightly.
He wants me to say that I had a beer or something, to see if Piper will admit to having drunk more than pop. There’s safety in numbers.
“I know that we agreed to no alcohol daddy but I did have a rum and Coke, just one though.”
“Honey! How could you?” cried Sarah. “It was your rule!”
“It was late, I was getting tired and I thought that one wouldn’t hurt, help me keep awake. It wasn’t that big a deal. I bet you had something too Sarah.”
“What?” She’s starring at me with narrowed, angry eyes. I subtly nod at her and then Piper. Her eyes suddenly widen. She got it.
“Come on, admit it Sarah, you had a drink didn’t you?”
“Not a big drink.”
Brit is astonished. “Both of you said no booze and then you go and break the rules! Why did we even bother?”
“I bet you had at least one too Brit” urged Sarah. She was trying to get her attention just as I did but Brit wasn’t catching on.
“I certainly did not! If I make a promise, I keep it.” We would be better off if Brit joined us but Piper my still say something.
Bob picked up where we left off. “I assumed that there would be some alcohol consumption, it is only natural. I just wanted to make sure that no one had too much. And you Piper, did you try something new?”
She hesitates, thinking. “Weeellll ... I did.” Come on Piper, say it. “Tony told me about something called a ‘Screaming Orgasm’; he said it was really good.”
“Did you have one?” He asked that so casually, like it didn’t matter what the answer was.
“I ... I … think so. I remember going to the bar with him and he ordered one ... he handed it to me ... I drank some of it.”
“Was it any good?”
“Not really.”
“What happened next?” We were all leaning forward, holding our breath. All except Bob, who was leaning back in his chair. Luckily, Piper was concentrating on him.
“I ... can’t remember. Maybe it was that drink that made me sick.”
“You cannot remember a single thing?”
“Some things but it’s all jumbled up.”
“What do you remember?”
“Being outside of the warehouse. I was hot and then cold ... I was carried a couple of times ... I think I was on a bed ... there was a car ride in there somewhere ... that’s about it. I might be able to remember more. Is it important?”
Bob stands up. “I will leave you ladies alone for awhile. Call me if you need help.” He walks over to Piper and touches her shoulder. “You have three very good friends here Piper. They just want to help you.” Bob leaves the kitchen and we all scoot our chairs closer to Piper, who looks concerned.
“OK guys, what’s going on?” I take her hand in both of mine.
“Piper … it wasn’t food poisoning.”
CHAPTER THIRTY NINE
She took it better than I thought she would; better than I would have if I had been in her place. Piper was more interested in what didn’t happen instead of what could have happened. Her memory came back a little as we filled in the blanks. We never could figure out if Tony spiked the drink or if the bartender did it on his instruction. It doesn’t really matter, though it would be nice to catch the bartender if we could prove it, keep some other girls from being victims in the future.
As we told her the story, Piper was first shocked, then impressed at all that we did in such a short time. I have to admit, I was kinda impressed myself. It all went back to the planning Bob did with me, running through all the things that could go wrong and what to do about it. We didn’t think of the exact situation that developed but there were similar ones and the principles were the same, except what I did to Tony, that was all my audible. I couldn’t tell the girls about all that prep work, how could I explain it? None of us had really talked to each other about what we did until now, we told Bob but had not rehashed it with each other, reliving it and savoring the results. You could almost see Sarah and Brit become more confident with each passing minute. I also began to feel more capable, like the old days. Just as Bob predicted, Piper blamed herself for what happened. She still wanted to kick Tony in the nuts but said none of this would have happened if she hadn’t broken the rules, which was true. We told her that people make mistakes and all you can do is learn from them and move forward, though if the unlikely chance presented itself, a kick in the balls for old times sake would be OK. We were actually able to laugh a little because Piper was so strong and accepting. When Bob came back in, we were giggling about what we saw in the first RV and Piper was pissed we hadn’t taken the time to shoot some video with a cell phone.
“It seems that all of you are feeling better. How are you Piper?” Bob asked as he sat down.
“OK, I guess. Nothing really bad happened, it could have but it didn’t, thanks to these guys. I’ll never let someone else handle my drink ever again, you can be sure of that. Thanks for letting Honey borrow your old equipment. They would have had a hard time dealing with Tony King without it.”
“Your welcome, but I think that they would have come up with an answer to that problem without my help.” Fat chance. We may have been able take Tony down, if all three of us worked together, but it would have taken time we didn’t have and probably brought security down on us. We know which side the security guards would have taken. “My only advice is that you not be afraid to seek professional help should you start to suffer any ill effects from the experience. We know someone who would have been better off if she had sought help instead of planning her vengeance, don’t we Honey?” He means Amy.
“Yes, we do.” What would my life be like if Amy had gotten counseling instead of plotting for years to pay me back?
“You don’t need to worry about that Mr. James. Our school has some good counselors, I’ve used them before on other stuff. Plus, I don’t need to worry about vengeance, Honey already took care of that for me.” She pats my hand. That’s me, the Enforcer.
The girls insisted on cleaning up, so Bob and I went to the living room and sat down next to each other. I sandwich his right hand between mine.
“Do you think she’ll be good Bob?” He puts his free hand on top of mine.
“Hard to say Honey. She seems to have a fine attitude now, but it may be an act or temporary. As long as Sarah and Brittany continue to look out for her, it should work out for the best.”
“I feel like I’m abandoning them.”
“What choice do you have? You have to return to the club tomorrow morning. You have done the best that you could for them.”
“We did the best. I’m sorry I couldn’t give you more credit in there. You know that I’d never have been able to do any of that without your help. Just knowing that you were nearby took a lot of pressure off me. When we drove through that gate and you pulled out to follow us, I felt like I was already safe at home.”
“Thank you, Honey. This weekend has been much more eventful than we had planned. Still, a lot of lessons have been learned by everyone, including me.”
“You?! What lessons did you learn?”
“We will talk about it later today, I think the girls are done in the kitchen.” Sarah, Piper and Brit file out of the kitchen and stand in front of us. Sarah steps forward just a little.
“We’ve talked and wanted to tell you both something. This has been a screwed up couple of days, with some bad stuff happening but there has been a lot of good stuff too. We have decided that there’s more good stuff than bad and want to thank you both for all you have done for us. We got to go to a fun party and kick a bastard’s ass. I don’t know if we could stand many more weekends like this, but we are going to miss you Honey. You may be many things, but boring ain’t one of them. Brave, smart and loyal are. We hope that you’ll come see your friends next time your in town.” I can’t keep from crying.
“You guys are the BEST!” I stand up and we fall into a group hug, everybody crying. What would it be like to stay here, go back to school with Piper, Sarah and Brit? Right now, I think I’d sell my soul to try it. I look back at Bob and see what may be a tear in his eye. I’ve never seen him cry or even get a little misty eyed. Wow, this is getting to him too. He rubs his left eye.
“I appreciate your thanks ladies. Unfortunately, it is time for me to take you all home. Do you feel well enough to travel Piper?”
“Yes” she said, wiping her eyes. “I’m still a bit woozy, but I can fake it.”
“I told your mother that you were asleep when I called to explain the change of address for the overnight. Everyone was watching a movie after the party. Is there a particularly long movie you all have seen before and could answer questions if quizzed?” They think for a moment.
“How about ‘Lord of the Rings, Extended Edition’? That’s like three and a half hours” suggests Brit. They’ve all seen it.
“Alright, here is the story. You stick to the truth on the party until the time when Piper disappears. At that point, you left because Honey insisted on it due to a fight breaking out between two guys. None of you saw the fight, only Honey did, she was leaving and she was your ride. The change in your overnight occurred because Honey offered to fix a special breakfast. When you came back here, you watched ‘Lord of the Rings, Extended Edition’ and either watched the whole thing or fell asleep, your call. Stick with the truth starting with this morning. That should get you through most questions by your parents. Any questions?”
No one had any so the girls went to pack their bags. Brit was going to keep the clothes she borrowed from me and Bob come up with a suit bag for her dress and stuff. We loaded the car, climbed in and left to take the girls home. Bob accompanied each one to their door and told whichever parent that answered what a nice, polite, responsible person their daughter was and how much we enjoyed their visit. They were suitably impressed. Bob can sell it so well, it’s scary sometimes. Sarah was the last one to be dropped off. We were both sitting in the back seat.
“Honey, if we never see each other again, I won’t ever forget you.”
“Me neither Sarah. If Tony causes problems for any of you, contact my dad.”
“What can he do about it?”
“You’d be surprised.” We hug each other. “Take care Sarah.”
“You too Honey. See ya later.” She grabs her bag, opens the door and heads for her front door, Bob walking right next to her. He gives the same speech to her mother when she opens the door. Mrs. Watson invites us in but Bob begs off, telling her that we must get home to prepare for my return to my “mother”. Bob walks back to the car, gets in and we drive away, Sarah and I waving to each other until we lose sight of her house. I sit back in the seat, sniffing away my tears.
“I’m never going to see any of them ever again, am I?”
“That is hard to say Honey. There are always the Christmas holidays.”
“Don’t sugar coat it Bob. We both know it won’t happen. They’re going back to school and I’m going back to Hell.”
“We still have the most of a day left. Is there something you want to do or see?”
“Nope, let’s go home. The games should start soon. We can have some beers and snacks while we watch. You do have beer don’t you?”
“I bought a twelve pack of your favorite when I learned you would be visiting.”
“Why didn’t you tell me about this sooner?”
“I wanted to save it for a surprise when you were feeling down. Also, we had underage company.”
“Thanks. It won’t make all the pain go away but it’ll help.”
“I did not get the beer for you to use it for self-medication Honey, it is just a little treat.”
“How many are you letting me drink ... Daddy.”
“I will leave that to your discretion and I would appreciate you not calling me ‘Daddy’ unless necessary. It brings up a number of uncomfortable issues for me.”
“Sorry, I didn’t know.”
“There is no way you could.” We drive on in silence, the mood a little frosty.
When we get back to his house, Bob quickly walks in, leaving me sitting in the car. He may be pissed at me, that ain’t good. I slowly walk in, looking around.
“Bob? ... Where are you? ... Bob?” I hear him in the kitchen. “Are you OK?” He’s in there, pouring potato chips into a bowl.
“You can go and start watching the pre-game Honey, I will take care of the snacks.”
“You sure?”
“I can handle it.”
Ooookaaaay. Probably best to do what he says. I have a seat on the couch and turn on the TV. After a few minutes, I hear the popcorn popper, then smell it. There is nothing as good as the smell of fresh popcorn, especially that unhealthy stuff at the movie theaters. About five minutes later, Bob walks out of the kitchen carrying a large tray with chips, pretzels and popcorn. He sets it down on the coffee table in front of the couch and walks back to the kitchen, returning right away with two beers. Actually two Guinness Stouts. He hands one to me and sits down on the couch, saying nothing. We sit there, sipping our drinks, until I can’t stand it anymore.
“I’m sorry if I upset you Bob. I don’t know what I said, but I’m sorry.”
“I am not upset with you, I am just thinking about some things. My social graces tend to degrade when my attention is elsewhere.”
“What are you thinking about?”
He sighs. “How to respond to your belief that you love me.”
Crap! Why did he have to bring that up? “Look, just forget I said it. You didn’t say anything at the time and we both know what that means. I’m sorry I even brought it up. I don’t want to screw up what we do have and you could probably never actually love someone like me so ...” I would have kept babbling if Bob had not reached up and touched my lips with his index finger.
“I refuse to sit here and let you denigrate yourself due to my shortcomings. You are a perfectly lovable woman Honey. It is my deficiencies that are the problem.”
“Wait ... are you saying that it isn’t me but that it’s you?”
“Putting it simply, yes.”
“OH COME ON! Don’t give me that old ‘it’s not you, it’s me’ line! I’ve used that for years! You don’t love me, I get that, but at least tell me the truth. I deserve at least that!” I shouldn’t be so mad at him. Neither of us had ever promised the other much of anything. I shouldn’t be as pissed as I am ... but I am fucking pissed! How dare he blow me off with a cliché like that?
“I am willing to explain, if you want to hear it.”
“You bet I want to hear it!” I turn around on the couch and plant myself right next to him, staring daggers. “Go on, I’m waiting.” He takes a deep breath and starts.
“I have been very reluctant to reveal much about myself ...”
“Really? I hadn’t noticed.” I’m being bitchy. I know it but don’t care. He goes on like he doesn’t recognize it too.
“That is mostly because I am a private person but also because knowledge is power. The less others know about me, the more difficult it is to deal with me, to prepare for my actions. I try to take advantage of this whenever possible.”
“What does this have to do with you not loving me?”
“Patience Honey, please. I will get to that. It takes a different kind of person to do what I did for the government. There are a whole range of physical skills to be mastered but that is not enough. You must be psychologically suited for the job also. It is fairly easy to teach most any one the physical skills, but they have had very little success in adjusting a person’s psyche to make him or her a successful assassin. That means the government recruits those who show the proper mental aptitude and then teach the required physical skills. It is that mental state that made me an extraordinary assassin and very poor boyfriend material.”
“What exactly do you mean?”
“The diagnosis is ‘Borderline Sociopathic Personality’.”
Oh. My. God.
“Would you like me to explain what that means Honey?”
I swallow hard, trying to keep from freaking out. “Sure ...Yes ... I would like that.”
“Please remain calm Honey. If I was going to harm you in any way, I would have done it by now, don’t you think?”
Yeah, that’s right. I relax a little.
“OK. Sorry about that. You can’t blame me though. I mean you’re talking, like, serial killer here, right?”
“There are many similarities but, as my doctor said, it is the ‘Borderline’ part of the diagnosis that is the difference between walking the streets verses a padded cell.” He smiles at that point but, somehow, I don’t see the humor. He continues.
“There are several similar psychoses; psychopathic, sociopathic, antisocial, dissocial, with a lot of gray areas between them. There are no bright lines, so you tend to land on a point along a continuum. A Borderline Sociopathic Personality tends to be more dissocial than antisocial, much less impulsive than a psychopathic personality but still has a lack of concern for others, lacks empathy with an inability to experience guilt. It is that lack of empathy and inability to experience guilt that made me a good recruit from the government’s standpoint.”
I don’t know what to think about this. I had some psych classes in college but rarely showed up so the words are familiar but I can’t remember, if I ever knew, what they mean.
“Luckily, psychopathy does not necessarily lead inexorably to criminal or violent behavior. A psychopath or sociopath with high social cognition may be able redirect their dissocial behaviors into more positive directions.”
I’m beginning to feel safe enough to ask some questions. “What is ‘high social cognition’?”
“Social cognition is how people process social information, especially its’ encoding, storage, retrieval and application to social situations. I have some problems with that and have made a point of studying how people act and react in various situations. I may not be able to understand it, but I can mimic it quite well. Unfortunately, not perfectly.”
This explains so much about his behavior. One minute a caring tender lover, the next like you’re feelings don’t matter at all. Claiming he wants to help, then suggesting a tracking device be implanted in me.
“What kind of ‘positive directions’ are you talking about? You were a killer. That seems pretty violent to me.”
“You are correct, but it was controlled violence, directed at the ‘enemies’ of the United States, though, in retrospect, I am not sure if they were all enemies of the United States or if some were just the enemies of my superiors. That is one of the reasons I was not upset when the MS forced my early retirement. That and their general incompetence. I am a ‘high function’ Borderline Sociopathic Personality, if you will.”
“How did this happen to you? Isn’t there some kind of treatment?”
“Just as with my MS, the cause is unknown and the condition cannot be cured. It cannot even be treated, unlike the MS.”
“Could they be connected? The same thing causes the MS and the Borderline Sociowhatever?”
“I cannot say it is impossible, but there is no statistical correlation between the two conditions. They are both relatively rare, the psychosis more so.”
“So you hit the lottery twice.”
“It would seem so.”
“So you don’t love me because ...”
“Because I could not truly love you or anybody else.”
“You have no feelings of any kind?”
“Not quite true, I have feelings, emotions; they are just not as strong as they are in the normal person, at least that is what I have been told. My test scores are well below the norm. Unfortunately, the negative emotions tend to be stronger than the positive ones, again an advantage in my prior profession but less useful in normal life.”
“So, there is no hope for us as a couple?”
“In addition to my emotional limitations, we still have the original problem of Amy Hanson and her plans for you. You are correct, there is not much hope for us.” He said “not much”, not “no”. Maybe I’m making too much out of a slip of the tongue.
“You said ‘not much hope’ Bob. Why?”
He reaches out and takes my hands, caressing them gently. “That is exactly what I have been thinking about. Something has been happening to me which I do not understand. I have been experiencing emotions in the last few weeks differently than ever before. They have become sharper, brighter, stronger, more frequent and harder to control.”
“I saw you almost cry when I hugged all the girls just before we left.”
“Good example. A month ago, that would not have happened. I have no explanation for this change; however the end result is that I find that I have strong feelings for you ... at least strong for me.” I slid closer to him, our knees touching.
“What kind of feelings?” I quietly ask.
He seems a little embarrassed. “I look forward to seeing your face each morning ... I wonder about what you are doing when we are not together ... I worry about if you are happy when we are together ... I am more sexually attracted to you than ever before, if that is possible ... I plan things for us to do when we see each other again ... I hate the idea of you returning to the club … that sort of thing.” My heart beats faster with each new example.
“Bob, that sounds a lot like love to me.”
“Are you sure that it is not just infatuation?” he asks, a hopeful tone in his voice.
“Probably not, I’m pretty sure that you love me ... Sorry.”
“I was afraid that was the case. Love is a complication I had hoped to avoid.” He sighs. “What do we do now?”
“You mean you didn't plan for this?”
“No, it was not supposed to be possible. I just underestimated the power of Honey Sweet-Lay I guess.”
I turn my body and move up onto his lap, wrapping my arms around his neck. He puts his hands around my waist. I nuzzle his neck, then nibble his ear.
“Could we be any more screwed up Bob?”
“You mean an ex-pro football player who is now an extremely beautiful, sexy, young woman and a crippled, semi-psychotic, ex-assassin who is now physically cured and in love with that extremely beautiful, sexy, young woman?”
“Uh-huh, though you left out that the extremely beautiful, sexy, young woman is also in love with the semi-psychotic ex-assassin.”
“No, we could not be anymore screwed up.”
“Any idea what we are going to do about it?”
“No idea what so ever Honey, at least for now. Let’s watch the game and I will consider our options.”
I stay on his lap as the game begins. It is reasonably entertaining but I’d rather be doing something else. From the erection I feel pressing against my ass, I think Bob would too. I go back to licking and nibbling his ear. He lets me do it for a minute or two then pulls back.
“Please Honey, stop. You know that we cannot do anything. You are likely protected from your ‘client’s’ diseases and I may be also but I really do not want to take that chance.”
“That’s why God made condoms, silly. Amy’s implant prevents pregnancy and a condom should protect you from any infections.” I pull his face close to mine and kiss him. “Let’s put all that training to the test, call it ‘Phase Four’.”
“I am not sure that is a good idea Honey. Given our situation and the feelings we have for each other, sex would likely make things worse.”
“How could things be worse? We love each other but can’t be together, I’m a cheap whore in a fourth rate strip club and will be there until the day I die, which could be a very, very, long time. Explain to me how a night of great sex isn’t an improvement on that.”
“Because it is only temporary, a brief respite from reality. We might enjoy it but it does not change anything.”
“So what if it’s temporary, that it doesn’t change anything? I’ll take what I can get Bob. I just want to feel good, feel loved, for as long as I can. If that is only for an hour or two or an evening or a day, I don’t care.” I slip off his lap and stand up, holding his hands in mine. “Please, don’t make me beg. I need you.”
“It is not that I do not want to Honey. Believe me, I would like nothing more than spending the rest of the day in bed with you. I just feel that it is not in your best interest.”
“I’ll take that chance.” I tug on his hands. “Come on, I’ll make it worth your while. Please ...” He lets me pull him off the couch.
“Are you sure you want to do this?” he asks.
“Very” I purr.
“Well, if we are, let’s do it right. “
He reaches out, grabs me around the waist, pulls me tight against his body and kisses me passionately. It takes my breath away. No tongue, just his lips, but it is as if he was charged with some kind of powerful sexual energy which he was passing to me. I feel as if I am melting in his arms, his strength washing over and passing through me. It takes a few seconds for me to respond. I throw my left arm around his neck and grab the back of his head with my right hand. I press my breasts into his chest and try to crush his lips with mine. Our tongues touch, then swirl against each other. His hands slid up from my waist to my back. We are pressed so tightly together, I start to feel light headed. I don’t know if it is from a lack of air or the sexual bliss. I break our kiss, gasping.
“God ... Bob ... where did ... you learn ... that?”
“Like it?”
I’m still breathing deeply, trying to catch my breath. “It was amazing! I was this close to passing out … have you been practicing?”
“No Honey, that’s just how I feel about you.” He bends down and quickly scoops me up, cradling me in his arms.
“WHOA ... careful there!”
“You ready for this Honey?”
“Probably not” I giggle as I put my arms around his neck. “Let’s do it any way.”
He carries me to the bedroom, gently setting my feet on the floor in front of him. My arms are still around his neck as he kisses the nape of my neck, working his way down to my tits, his fingers unbuttoning my hoodie just ahead of his lips. He runs his hands up my back, unhooks my bra and pushes it and the hoodie off my shoulders. I let go of his neck to slide my arms free of the clothes, which fall to the carpet. I return the favor, removing his shirt, then unbuckling his belt and unzipping his pants. He kicks off of his shoes, slides his pants and underwear down, and steps out of them. He’s already sporting a big erection.
It looks absolutely yummy. I lick my lips and shimmy out of my jeans and panties. We stand there, smiling at each other. He steps up to me, grabbing my waist. I take his cock in my hand and start gently stroking it. His hands slide around and down to my ass, squeezing both cheeks with his hands.
“Have I ever told you that you have the most perfect ass I have ever seen?”
“No” I giggle “have I ever told you that you have the most beautiful cock I have ever seen?”
“No, but most men would likely object to having their penis described as ‘beautiful’. Awesome, yes; overwhelming, stupendous, breathtaking, astounding, yes; but not beautiful.” I add fondling his balls to stroking his cock.
“Hey, I’m a woman. We think ‘beautiful’ is a compliment. Leave it to a man to complain that I didn’t use a manly enough word.”
He smiles. “I did not say I objected, just that most men would. I do not care how you describe it, just as long as you like it.”
“Oh I do, I do, but I looove what you do with it, so let’s get started.”
“Absolutely, but first I need a condom. Do you have any?” I release his cock, walk around the bed and pick up my purse.
“What self-respecting working girl doesn’t have some condoms.” I open it and pull out a strip. “I’ve got four.”
“That should be just about right.”
“Oooohhhhh, that sounds nice!”
I settle onto the bed and slowly crawl across it, my ass swaying. When I reach the edge, I signal with my finger for Bob to come closer. He walks towards me, his dick bobbing in front of him. I take the tip in my mouth and suckle on it. He quickly inhales and holds his breath. I lay on my tits, reach around to grab his ass and pull him towards me as I let his cock slide down my throat. Anthony always said I was the best cock sucker he had ever known. I swallow and gulp until my nose is buried in his pubic hairs. I breathe through my nose, inhaling his musky scent, as I massage his cock with the muscles of my throat, then I start bobbing my head up and down the shaft. Bob actually moans.
“That is wonderful Honey! Oh yes ... very ... nice.” His breath is coming in short gasps, his hips twitching forward, driving his cock deeper in my throat but he lets me control it, not trying to fuck my face. I can breathe and enjoy what I’m doing to him. His cock is getting stiffer and swelling a bit more. I don’t want him to blow his wad yet so I slow the pace, then let his cock slip out of my throat, swirling my tongue around it as it leaves my mouth. I quickly unroll the condom down the saliva covered shaft.
“There, all ready for action. Now what?”
Bob looks down at me, blinking several times. “That is quite a performance just to put on a condom Honey.”
I grin up at him and wink. “I’m full of tricks, you’ve only gotten a taste of what I can do.”
“It must be my turn then. If we are going to call this as ‘Phase Four’, then I will have to treat you like one of your regular customers, which means I will be concentrating on my pleasure, not yours. You will have to take care of your own needs. I do not plan on actually hurting you so you can relax and concentrate on the erotic sensations. Remember to masturbate if you need to. We can wait until you are ready, if you want.”
I roll over onto my back, spin around so that my legs are spread, each one on the outside of Bob’s, my pussy fully exposed. I reach down and finger my moist cunt.
“I’ve been ready for some time Bob.”
He leans forward and grabs my legs behind the knees. “I think you are correct Honey. If I cause you any pain or discomfort, stop me immediately.” He looks me square in the eyes. “Ready?”
I take a deep breath. “Yes.”
“Good.” He pulls me towards him, wrapping my legs around his hips. I lock my ankles behind him. He rubs his dick up and down my pussy until the condom is coated with my juices. He then puts the tip of his dick at the opening of my pussy and drives it in all the way in one smooth motion. It is an electric sensation. He reaches down and grabs my wrists. I grab his wrists, locking our arms together. He pulls back, our arms straight, as he begins to slowly pump in and out of my cunt. I tighten my legs around his waist, trying to pull him deeper into me. My breathing becomes quicker and shallower as he increases his pace. He’s not even looking at me, just staring out into space. As his speed increases, so does the force, each thrust harder than the last, forcing little, high pitched ‘yips’ from me. The sexual tension is building, like a spring winding tighter.
Bob releases my arms and grabs my hips, giving him more control over me. With my hands now free, I reach down and start rubbing and stroking my clit, the tension increasing. Bob’s eyes are almost closed, barely slits. He’s breathing through his mouth and nose, his lips curled away from his teeth. The look on his face frightens me a little, almost like he is an animal of some kind, pounding away at his bitch’s cunt. I squirm as he continues to thrust wildly into me, squeezing his cock with my pussy. By now, my ‘yips’ have become full moans.
“OOOHHH GOD YES! Fuck me! Fuck ... me … Bob. Harder ... Yeah ... harder. OOhh please fuck me!” Bob doesn’t say anything but pushes even deeper with each thrust. I’m madly rubbing my clit with three fingers in small, circular motions. My eyes are closed so I can concentrate on the waves of pleasure rushing through my body and the rapidly building pressure. Suddenly, he stops and pulls out. I gasp at the loss.
“NO! Don’t stop! I was ...” He picks me up, my legs falling away from his waist and tosses me on the bed, face first. He grabs my hips and lifts my ass up. I push my self up in the doggy position. Bob climbs up on the bed behind me, standing up, straddling my legs. He spreads my legs slightly and I arch my back so that he can get a better angle on my cunt. He rubs my wet pussy lips with his hand then plunges his dick into the sopping wet tunnel. He starts hammering away with his cock, driving it as deep as he can. The pace is slower than before but it is increasing. My big tits are swaying in rhythm with his fucking, smacking me in the face whenever I hang my head down. I drop to my elbows, the engorged nipples rubbing on the bed beneath me as I reach back and return to rubbing my clit. I quickly reach the same level of sexual tension I had before the position change, then shoot past it. I’m breathing so hard now; I can’t form words, just guttural moans and grunts. I can feel Bob’s sweaty legs pressing on my thighs and his heavy balls slapping against my ass. My eyes are closed again and I am lost in all the sensations assaulting me.
He smacks my ass. I jump a little, more startled by the sound than the pain. In fact, there was very little pain. I’m used to the johns smacking me during sex, usually followed by them calling me a bitch or whore or filthy cunt or worse. This time, Bob says nothing, though I can hear his breathing, deep and hard. He smacks my ass several more times, not too hard, but it adds to all the other sensations, my pussy, my clit, my nipples on the bed. The tension has built almost to the breaking point. I grab my engorged clit and pull it. The tension breaks and the orgasm rushes through me, muscles trembling and clenching. I start to slip down but Bob isn’t done yet. He grabs my hips and keeps me upright, still fucking me for all he is worth. I feel his cock swelling, ready to shoot. I’ve got enough control to clench my pussy muscles one last time. Bob drives his cock deep into my cunt and keeps it there. The surge of cum travels the length of his dick but I don’t get that satisfying splash into the depths of my pussy. I’m limp from my orgasm as Bob pulls his cock out and gently drops me back down on the bed. I roll over on to my right side and he lays down facing me, his right hand on my hip. I drop my hand behind his head and give him a long, gentle kiss.
“I assume that means you enjoyed yourself Honey.”
“Oh yes, I did. It was a change of pace for you though. Why did you go with the slaps?”
“I didn’t hurt you did I?”
“No, not at the time,” I rub my ass. “Though it is a little tender now.”
“Sorry about that. I was just adding a new sensation.”
“Unfortunately, it’s not new to me. Johns and Anthony slapping me around happens more than I would like.”
“That kind of treatment is a matter of timing. If you strike when the endorphin level is high, there is little pain and the mind interprets the sensation as sensual instead of painful. Also, you must not strike too hard.”
“It was fine, I’ll recover. You are right though, it was more enjoyable than painful. It was all wonderful. Thank you.”
“Don’t thank me Honey. We did it, you and I, together. It proved you can still get sexual release from your daily ... activities.”
“You mean my whoring?”
Bob looked pained when I said that. I regretted it almost immediately. “Yes.”
“Sorry, I shouldn’t have said that.”
“No, you were correct to do so. You are handling the reality of our situation better than I am.”
“I don’t know about that. I’m also not sure tonight proves anything.”
“Why not?”
“Well, it was you fucking me, wasn’t it?”
“I did it in the same style as your regular clients didn’t I?”
“Yeah, but I knew it was you. Sex with someone you love is completely different than sex with a stranger, no matter what the technique. I enjoyed it because it was you. You were great, as usual, but even if a stranger was just as good, it wouldn’t be the same.”
“So all this has been a waste of time?”
“No, not at all! I’ve learned so much from you in the last couple of days. You have done all you could possibly do to help. It’s up to me now.” I kiss him again, then dangle the strip of condoms in front of him. “You said something about four being just about right. There are three left.”
He laughs. “You are insatiable! I guess that my mouth should not write checks that my cock cannot cash. Let me go to the bathroom, get a drink, then I will see about starting a payment plan.”
He cashed those checks, with interest. The second time, he was his usual tender, inventive self. I had several orgasms as he fucked my brains out. The third time I took charge, showing him some of my best tricks, fucking his brains out.
The fourth time was the best of all. We did everything together, both giving and taking, neither one in charge. We were making love, the sex was almost secondary. It was true intimacy, the most wonderful thing I had experienced in the past twenty plus years.
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The penultimate chapters of the continuing sequel of "Team Spirit" by Janice Dreamer. Honey must return to the Club after spending the Thanksgiving holiday with Bob, where she meets one of Dr. Hanson's Special Clients. Chapters 40 through 44 of 48. Rating and Elements listed apply to entire story. The final posting will be 11/20/10. Enjoy.
TEAM SPIRIT: THE SECOND HALF
By Meps98
CHAPTER FORTY
When I woke up, I was face down in bed, Bob lying next to me on his side, his hand on my ass. He was still asleep. I roll back against him, draping his arm across my shoulder. I was kinda cold but his body heat quickly warms me up. We stay that way for about twenty minutes. I’d be happy to stay right here for the rest of my life. Unfortunately, I’ll be back in the club in ... I check out the clock ... three hours. I’ll worry about that later. For now, I’m with my lover.
My lover. God, who would have thought that even possible three months ago. I link my fingers with his. I’m a woman who just spent the last night madly, passionately fucking with the man who loves her, the man that she … I love. How could this have happened? I snuggle back against him, not caring how it happened but thanking God that it did.
Bob’s hand flexes around mine as he kisses the back of my neck. I kiss his hand.
“Good morning sweetheart. Have a good time last night?”
Bob reaches down, grabs my waist, and rolls on to his back dragging me with him. I laugh all the way as I roll to my stomach, my boobs pressed against his chest, my legs spread wide. “Good morning to you Honey and yes, I had a very good time last night.” He caresses the sides of my tits. “How about you?”
“Only the best time ever” I giggle.
“And what do you think about your breasts now?”
“Huh?”
“We talked Thursday about your changed breasts and you said that you did not know what to think about them. Have you made a decision yet?”
“That’s not a fair question. After last night, what can I say?” Bob had spent a lot of time last night concentrating on my tits, driving me absolutely wild several times. I wouldn’t trade them for a million dollars right now and he knows it. “Of course I love them, you played them like a harp last night. Hell, I love my entire body from the tips of my tiny cute toes, the bottom of my sweet ass, my tight cunt and my green eyes.” I lightly drag the tips of my fingers down the side of his leg. “I’m also pretty fond of your body mister.”
He chuckles at that. “I know what you mean Honey. Now that you have said it, I can tell you that I love your new breasts also. I did not want to sound like your typical, boob obsessed male.”
“Which you are.”
“Oh completely. I’ve always been a boob man. That is not to say that ...” he runs his right hand along my thigh “... I do not appreciate a stunning pair of legs ...” he tenderly squeezes my butt “... or an astounding ass ...” he touches my hair “... or luxurious, golden hair ...” he lifts my chin off his chest with a single finger “... or the most beautiful face since Helen of Troy.” I slide up his body and kiss him hard. He rolls over, pressing my back into the mattress. I wrap my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist, humping against him, trying to find that glorious cock of his.
“Honey, we have run out of condoms.”
“Screw the condoms, just fuck me stud!
“Please Honey, you know that I would like nothing more, but I just cannot. Perhaps I can visit you at the club. Anthony did make that offer.”
“OH GOD that would be so great! You have no idea what that’d mean to me! Just seeing you every now and then could make my crappy life bearable!”
“We can see what I will be able to work out with him.”
“Don’t worry, you want it from Anthony, you’ve got it. He’s scared shitless by you.”
“You don’t say?”
“Uh-huh. In fact, the more time you spend there, the better I’ll probably be treated, at least by him.”
“I assume Amy will not like it.”
“Probably not.” He kisses me, then pushes himself up off me. I reluctantly let go.
“Where you going?”
“I thought I would take a shower.”
I prop myself up on my elbows. “Wait for me.”
“Alright but no sex, promise?”
“Not even a blowjob?” I pout. “You don’t need a condom for that.”
“I thought that you did not particularly like giving oral sex.”
“It all depends on whose cock I’m sucking on.”
“You do not object to mine?” I roll off the bed, move up behind him, reach around with both hands and gently grip his dick. He doesn’t try to stop me.
“I love your cock. I’ll take it however I can get it, my pussy, my mouth ... my ass.” It jumps when I say that. So that’s how Bob rolls.
“What other cocks don’t you object to sucking?”
“None, just yours Bob, only yours.” He’s clearly thinking about my offer.
“Thank you, but no Honey. I will be happy to share the shower with you but that is all... for now.”
Oh well, I tried.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I did enjoy the shower, Bob lufad me all over. He also insisted on making breakfast while I packed. I decided to leave most of the new clothes here, except for the lingerie. Even though a lot of the tops and dresses are pretty sexy, they just won’t work at the club.
Bob made pancakes, which is good, because no matter how hard he tries, his eggs are still a little greasy. Normally, this is the time during my visits with Bob when depression usually sets in, but his promise to see me at the club keeps things from looking so bad. He notices the change.
“You seem to be in a fairly good mood today Honey, much better than usual for the end of one of your visits.” I shrug.
“The club’s still a crap hole and I’d rather have a root canal every day than keep working there but there’s nothing I can do about it. The difference is that you’ll come visit me there sometimes and that’s enough to keep me from going nuts.”
“I know we discussed this before but how do you feel about yourself?”
“You mean being a woman, a dancer or a whore?”
“Any or all.”
I’ve thought about this for sometime, but have been afraid to admit it to myself or any one else. “I hate working at the club ... but I can ... live with ... being a woman. There were parts of being Josh Thomas that were great but there were other parts that weren’t so hot. I was basically a jerk and an idiot. Even if I could go back to being him, I don’t know if I would.”
“Why not?”
“What would be the point? I can’t continue as a quarterback, even if I could explain where I have been for the last few years. There are the pending drug charges. All my money is gone. I was just a couple of years from being a washed up jock trying to live off my fading fame. Now, I’m a young girl, the prime of my life still in the future. I’ve got all the experience from my past life and a chance to make up for those mistakes. Besides, the sex is waaaayyy better now. Doesn’t matter though. Amy’s never going to give me a choice in any of this. I’m a stripping whore and will be until the day I die, whenever that is.” I reach across the table and take Bob’s hand. “But it’s all good, as long as you are with me now and then.” He pats my hand with his free one.
“I will do what I can Honey. There is always Christmas.”
“Oh wouldn’t that be fantastic?! The club shuts down two days plus the weekend. Christmas with you would be a dream come true. We could have a tree and everything. I’d only let you out of bed to piss.”
He stands up. “And on that romantic image, we need to go.” My bag is already by the door. He picks it up and we walk to the car. We get in and he starts the car.
“Do you have your cell phone?”
“Stashed in the bag. I think there are two or three places I can hide it at the club.”
“That is good. Call me anytime you need to talk. I will not try to call you. If there is an emergency and you cannot reach me, leave a message and I will get to you ASAP.”
“Thanks. I feel much better knowing you’re out there for me.” I reach over and hug his right arm. We drive off in silence until we get to the club. Bob stops in the front.
“Honey, have you given any more thought to apologizing to Amy?”
“Not really. She doesn’t deserve it, you know.”
“I know, but it is more for your benefit than hers. An admission to her of regret on your part is one more step on the road to recovery.”
“It would probably just piss her off.”
“You could be right. It’s just a suggestion.” He leans across the seat towards me and we kiss.
“Take care Honey.”
“See ya soon, I hope.” I get out, sling my bag over my shoulder and enter the club.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
By the time I get back to the club, Hanson has left three messages for me, all basically the same, what the hell is going on with Honey and why is she with Bob. Naturally, I’m supposed to call her as soon as I get the message. Fuck that shit. I’ll call her when I feel like it. First, I gotta talk to Tiffany about giving out my cell phone number. I pick up the phone to page her when Honey knocks on the doorframe to my office.
“I just wanted to let you know that I’m back, Sir.”
I put the phone back down. “Come in Honey, have a seat.” She walks in, drops her bag and sits down in the chair across from my desk, leaning back and crossing her legs. Damn, she has great legs.
“So, how was your long weekend with Bob? Do anything special?”
“It was fine. I went to a dance.”
“You went to a dance? Didn’t Bob go with you?”
“It wasn’t that kind of dance, it was just for kids, well, teenagers actually.”
“So how did you get there?”
“I was invited by some people I met while shopping. Bob told me that I should go, so I did.” Why would Bob send her to a kids dance alone? Is he tired of her?
“Did you enjoy it?”
“It was OK. Really good food.” She seems better, not as down as she was last week.
“How are you feeling Honey? You seemed kinda depressed last week.”
“I’m much better now, Sir ... How was your vacation?”
“Great, just great! I should take more time off from this place. Talk about food, there was this buffet where they had these enormous bowls of shrimp ...” my phone rang. I picked it up.
“Hello”
“Anthony?”
“Speaking”
“I assume you are back at the club?”
“I just got back.”
“So why did you not return my many calls?”
“Hey! Hold on, I wasn’t ignoring you, I just hadn’t gotten around to calling you yet.”
“If I leave you a message, it is your first priority to return my call immediately as soon as you get it, understand. Where is Honey?”
“Yeah, sure. She’s sitting right in front of me, you want to talk with her?”
“No, I want to see her, to assess her state of mind.”
“Whenever you want, you know that”
“I will be there within the hour.”
“Fine.”
She hangs up. I slam the phone down, “BITCH!” Honey flinches. “Well, looks like we’ve got company coming Honey. Hanson wants to see you.”
She looks concerned. “What about, Sir?”
“Damned if I know, something about your state of mind. It’s not like anybody ever tells me anything that’s going on around here. You better take your stuff to your room and wait for her, she said she be here in an hour or so. Before you do, find Tiffany and tell her I want to talk with her.” She nods at me, picks up her bag and walks out.
Hanson sounded pissed, don’t know if it was at me, Bob, Honey or the world in general, hard to tell with her. I rub the palms of my hands against my closed eyelids. Just what I needed today. Couldn’t that vacation feeling have lasted at least one day?
CHAPTER FORTY ONE
I slam my phone down. Anthony is a lying bastard. He was dodging me. If I had not called him, I would not have heard from him for several days, if at all. This current situation is completely unacceptable. There was a time when Anthony did exactly what I told him to do. Now, it seems as if he questions everything I ask of him. Admittedly, our interests were fairly similar initially. The more Honey danced, the more men she had intercourse with, the happier I was and the more money Anthony either made or saved. When I added the “Special Clients” and had him videotape them for me, I agreed to increase the frequency of her rejuvenation treatments so that she would remain young and attractive despite their brutal treatment of her. We had gone more than three years like this without any serious problems. My control of the situation was absolute.
And then Bob James arrived. Ever since he walked through Anthony’s door, my authority has been constantly challenged, my control slipping away until Anthony is actively avoiding me. As for Honey, I have no idea what is happening with her. Initially she feared me, which was exhilarating. I lived for that fear. She was afraid of me, of Anthony, of the scum who fucked her at the club. Dancing was a complete embarrassment for her. Unfortunately, she adapted, as human beings tend to do. I had to make some changes to bring back the fear and despair I so dearly loved to see in her emerald eyes. Hence, the introduction of the men I recruited to abuse her with rough, violent sex. The more exotic, the better. Bondage, sadism, fisting, waterworks, sometimes just purely vicious fucking. The tapes of these encounters kept me warm and happy at night.
Now, things have shifted. It is possible that my interests and Anthony’s are no longer the same. Honey seems to have adapted again, thanks to Bob James. It is clear that changes must be made, I just do not know what they will be yet. I will deal with it after I return from Stockholm. Right now, I need to see Honey and determine how much damage Mr. James has done.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
The club is rather quiet when I get there. Some young girl is performing an uninspired dance in front of a small audience of dull-eyed drunks. Par for the course for this dump. As I approach his office, I can hear Anthony berating someone for providing his private number to someone else. I knock, then open the door. There is a wide-eyed girl sitting across from him, clearly frightened.
“I would like to see Honey, Anthony, where is she?” He seems upset, probably with the girl he was shouting at.
“Dr. Hanson, so nice of you to knock before coming in. Honey is in her room.” I close the door and head for her room. As I draw near, I hear music. I can hear it over the music from the dance area, so it is quite loud. I cannot recall Honey playing music before. I don’t recognize the tune but believe it is some kind of currently popular song. I turn the knob and crack the door open so that I can peek in.
Honey has her back to the door. She is dancing. Her radio is tuned to a top forty station and she is dancing. Not like a stripper but like a young woman, happy and carefree. She spins around, her eyes closed, a smile on her face, lost in the moment. I quietly close the door. It is much worse than I thought. In all the time since her transformation, I have seen Honey relieved when she had an orgasm, grateful that a particularly stressful round of sex was finished, thankful that Anthony stopped beating her and pleased at her successful completion of one of her cheerleading routines but I have never seen her happy, never expected to see her happy, never wanted to see her happy. It sickens me. This is not adaptation; it is acceptance, embracing her circumstances. What did Bob James do? How do I undo it? I need to question her but must be careful, not overreact to what I have seen. I don’t want to give away anything that she could reveal to James. I knock hard so that she can hear it over the music. Nothing. I knock again. This time, the music stops and the door opens. Honey stands there in the doorway, breathing hard.
“I’m sorry Dr. Hanson, I didn’t hear you knock.” She stands aside and I walk in. I walk around the room while she eyes me suspiciously. I sit down in the chair and indicate with my hand for her to sit on the bed. She sits down, one leg crossed under her, the other dangling off the side of the bed.
“I understand that you spent the last few days with Mr. James.”
“Yes, I did.”
“Whose idea was that?”
“I don’t know. I think Anthony suggested it, but I’m not sure.”
“Do you know why he suggested it?”
She does not answer right away. “I think that he was worried about leaving me alone in the club over Thanksgiving.”
“Why was he worried about that?” She pauses again.
“I ... wasn’t feeling ... very good and he thought ... something might happen to me ... if ... if I was by myself”
“Like what?”
She shrugs her shoulders, eyes downcast. “Don’t know.” She knows, she just will not admit that she was depressed.
“Are you feeling better now?” She looks up, eyes bright.
“Oh yes, much better. No problems.” She is not aware I saw her joyously dancing just minutes ago.
“What did you do while at Bob’s?”
She looks back down. “Just hung out, watched TV, made a Thanksgiving dinner, shopped a little.”
“Sex?”
She looks up slightly. “Yes, but I had to talk him into it.”
That seems odd. Bob struck me as a typical man as far as sexual activity goes. I designed Honey to be extremely attractive to the common, average man, the type who would value large breasts over a superior intellect. “Why did you have to persuade him to have sex with you?”
Honey seems embarrassed at this question. Good. “He said that your treatments likely protected me from my ‘client’s’ diseases but that he might not be protected.”
Hhhmmm, smart man. “He’s right. Your immune system would protect you but not actively kill any viruses or organisms still alive in your vagina, mouth or annus. His treatments would likely prevent damage but not infection. How did you overcome his objections?”
“I had some condoms so we decided to risk it on the last night. I only had four though.”
“Only four? How many did you use?”
She gives me a knowing smile. “All four Sunday night. I coulda used several more.”
Well, that explains some of what he did to make her happy. “I understand that Bob is ... proficient as a sex partner.”
“If proficient means that he is the best lover any woman could ever want, then yeah, he’s damn proficient.” Her big smile says it all, particularly given that the changes I made to her sexual responsiveness should have made it much more difficult for her to achieve satisfaction. If Bob could overcome that, he might be very proficient.
“It’s good that you are feeling better Honey. We can’t have you hurting yourself or doing something I can’t fix.” I stand to leave. She stares at me, a conflicted look on her face.
“Is there something else Honey?”
“No ... no, nothing else.” I nod to her, turn on my heel, walk to the door and grab the knob. “Yes ... there is.” Honey whispers. I turn back.
“Yes, there is what?”
Honey appears to sink back into herself, getting smaller, slighter. “Something else.” I return to the chair.
“What is it?” She just looks at me, clearly undecided about what to do. “Honey?”
“While I was at Bob’s, I went to a party. It was just for high school kids, so Bob stayed home. I was invited by some guys I met while shopping. Actually, I was invited along with three girls I met while shopping. They were really nice girls and they wanted to go so I went with them. Long story short, one of then almost got raped but we stopped the guy before he could finish. He drugged my friend before stripping her naked. We got there just in time.”
“We?”
“Me and my other two friends.” Friends? “I kinda worked him over after we got her out. She didn’t remember a whole lot but was hurt emotionally by it, along with the other two girls.”
“Who are these girls? Where did this happen?”
“I don’t want to say, I promised I wouldn’t. I’m telling you this because ... I felt really bad about what happened to this girl and how it hurt her and her friends. It hurt me too. I was also really pissed at the guy who did it ... so ... I ...” She stopped talking
“You did what?” I quietly urged.
“I tasered him in the balls and forced a drugged drink down his throat.”
Impressive. “Why are you telling me this?”
“I know it won’t make any difference, I know it is way too late ... I just have to say that I’ve seen what a terrible thing rape is and how it affects the victim and her friends ... and ... I’m sorry for what I did to you back in high school.”
I wasn’t expecting that. I sense that she really means it. Seeing the pained expression on her face and her withdrawn posture makes me believe her. She’s also right that it doesn’t make any difference, not now. I intended that she learn that lesson. She was supposed to learn it when I raped her years ago. What can you expect from a jock, they are all slow learners. She has many more lessons to come. For now, it is probably best that I accept her apology, let her think that there may be some kind of reprieve before the next course of torture begins.
“I appreciate that Honey. This apology comes as a surprise, particularly at this late date. I will have to give serious consideration to your current situation and future in light of your statement of contrition.” She doesn’t react but I believe I detect a little bit of hope in her eyes. Excellent. “Is there anything else?”
“No, Dr. Hanson.”
I go back to the doorway, step through and look back towards her as I slowly close the door. “Then I will see you in two weeks Honey”
“Yes, Dr. Hanson.”
I shut the door and pause in the hallway. She is clearly not currently depressed, which may not be a bad thing. The higher she climbs, the further she has to fall and the greater the impact when she reaches bottom. Let the tiny flame of hope grow in her heart. It will be that much more enjoyable when I snuff it out. All of this will need to take place later though, after my return from Sweden. For now, nothing has happened that I can’t undo or take advantage of, no matter what Bob James may think.
CHAPTER FORTY TWO
The club is quiet for a Monday evening but it’s early, only 8:55. Rain’s been falling all day, which always reduces the crowd, no one likes to come out on a cold, wet night in December. I’m working the bar tonight, my regular guy had another lost weekend and called in “sick”... for the last time. Honey’s on stage right now, putting on a better show than this small crowd deserves. She’s really working her ass off up there. That’s one thing you can say about Honey Sweet-Lay, she takes pride in her work. Of course, I’d beat her if she slacked off but that’s never been necessary as far as her dancing is concerned. The whoring yes, at first, but then I just kept away from her and the addiction took care of the rest. After that, she enthusiastically fucked anyone or anything. Those were the days.
She’s been in a much better mood since coming back from Bob’s last week, which leads to satisfied customers and repeat business. If I knew what he did for her, I’d bottle it and give it to all my girls.
“Hey pard, can you tell me who’s in charge around here?”
I look over to my left. There’s a guy standing next to the bar, leaning on his left elbow. He’s about 6’ 1”, 180 pounds, mop of dirty blonde hair, blue eyes, big nose and tattoo snaking up his neck. He’s wearing a long duster type coat, jeans and work shirt. Doesn’t look like a biker but not a cowboy either, sounds like one though.
“That would be me. What can I get you?”
He fishes around in the pocket on his shirt. “This crazy sexy bitch was passing these out.” He hands me a crumpled yellow card.
Damn it! Honey just got back from her tune-up; I can’t really afford to have someone work her over now. “She said that if I brought it here, you’d have a girl for me, someone who can take care of my ‘special needs’, if you know what I mean. Thought it sounded kinda crazy, but hey, might as well check it out, ya know?” He’s looking around the room, a leer on his face. His eyes land on Honey, upside down on the pole. “She wouldn’t be the one, would she?”
“Yeah, she is, but look ... ”
“Well sheeeeiiitttt! This is my lucky day! Damn, that’s one fine looking bitch! My God, those tits are fucking huge!”
“Hey, hey pipe down! She’s the one, but there are some ground rules.”
He shoots me a wary look. “The crazy bitch said I could do whatever I wanted. You telling me different?”
“Look, you can do what you want, but I don’t want her hurt too bad. I’m not dealing with police or paramedics, you understand? If she loses days, I lose money and I hate to lose money, you got that?”
He looks me up and down, then smiles. “Yeah, I got it hoss, have fun but not too much fun. It’s only fair.” He claps his hands together, rubbing them. “Now, when do I get her?”
I’m getting a bad vibe from this guy, but he’s not much different than most of the nuts that Hanson digs up. If I toss him out, she’ll be on my ass, which I don’t need. There’s not much choice here ... doesn’t mean I have to like it though.
“You can have her after her set is done and she’s had a chance to clean up.”
“She doesn’t need to clean up, I like em’ hot and sweaty.” Honey is just finishing, picking up her costume and heading for the back.
“Wait here, I’ll go get her.” I leave the bar and walk to the back stage dressing room. Honey is sitting at the make-up table, toweling off. She looks up as I enter the room.
“Sorry Honey, you’ve got a ‘special client’ out here.” She looks like I punched her in the gut. I may not like these guys but she hates them. Can’t say I blame her, it’s one of Hanson’s more devious moves. Looking for perverts and abusers, giving them a free shot at Honey and I can’t stop them. Usually it’s my job to protect the girls from out of control customers but not Honey when they’ve got those fucking yellow cards. On top of that, I’ve got to tape it for Hanson to watch later. She’s got more than fifty tapes by now.
Honey stands up. “Can I clean up first?”
“No can do, he likes them ‘hot and sweaty’.” She shakes her head in defeat, so much for that good mood. She slips on a robe and we walk out. He’s waiting by the bar. I bring her over to him.
“This is Honey. And what’s your name?”
“Uhh, ... John Smith.” Right.
“Fine....Mister Smith. Honey will show you to the room. Remember what I said.”
“No problem pard.” He reaches out, grabs her robe and opens it up. “You are the finest piece of ass I’ve ever seen! This is gonna be fun.” Honey just stands there, taking it. She knows that Hanson won’t tolerate any resistance with the “special clients”. I close her robe.
“Save it for the room....Mister Smith.” He laughs and Honey leads him away.
I quickly walk to my office, open the closet and start the VCR. It’s connected to the receiver for the wireless camera hidden in the clock/radio bolted to the dresser in Honey’s room. Normally I watch a little while, just to make sure everything is OK but I’ve got to cover the bar tonight.
She’ll probably be OK.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
This jerk is grabbing my ass as we walk to my room. I can smell the booze on him, hope that means he won’t last long. The sooner one of these guys leaves, the happier I am. I open my door and he pushes me in ahead of him. I stumble but don’t fall down.
Great, he’s into abuse. That is the worse. He looks around the room, then checks under the bed. What is he looking for? Apparently he’s satisfied because he pats the bed with his right hand.
“It’s Honey is it?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“I like that. ‘Sir’. You keep that up bitch. Come on over and lay yourself down. Oh, lose the robe.”
I slip out of my robe, naked except for my heels. I climb up onto the bed and start to lie down.
“Nope. On your back, head hanging off the end. Spread your arms and legs wide.” I move around so that my head is upside down off the foot of bed, arms and legs spread eagled. He steps up and straddles my head, legs on both sides. He starts to knead my breasts, pinching my nipples. “Damn! These tits are real! Sooooo nice! Best pair of titties I’ve ever seen in person. Your mother got a rack like this Honey?”
“No, Sir.” He keeps working on my boobs.
“You not a talker?”
“No, Sir.”
“Screamer?” I don’t like where this is heading.
“No, Sir.”
“We’ll see.” He lets go of my tits, steps back, reaches into his pocket and pulls out a pair of pliers.
OH, PLEASE GOD NO!!
He walks out of my sight and I turn my head to try and follow him. Being upside down is disorienting. I think he has gone over to my floor lamp, unplugged it and cut the electric cord off it. What is this guy into? He then cuts the cord in half and walks towards the head of the bed. I can’t see him anymore but I can feel him grab my right foot, tie the cord around my ankle, then tie it to something else, probably the bed frame. He walks back up towards me, past my head and down the other side, where he does the same thing with my left foot. He walks back up to the end of the bed and out of my sight. I hear my dresser moving and the snip of his pliers. He must have cut the cord on my radio. Amy’s going to be pissed at that. It’s her own damn fault, bringing these psychos into the club to fuck with me.
I try to move my legs. There’s a little movement but not much. I’ve been tied up by experts in the past but they used yards of rope. This guy did pretty good with just a little electrical cord. Now he grabs my right hand, ties the cord around my wrist and ties it to the bed frame. I can see what he does this time. He doesn’t use ordinary knots, so he’s a pro of some kind. In a few seconds, he’s done the same to my left wrist and I am immobile except for my head. I hear his coat rustle and jingle.
“I know you said you weren’t a screamer but I can’t take any chances, don’t want to attract any attention, particularly from that big son of a bitch downstairs.” He squats down next to my head, showing me an 8” penis shaped gag with straps. Shit.
“I won’t scream. I promise. Please don’t ...”
“Quiet bitch. Open up.”
He squeezes my jaws, forcing them open and then starts to shove the gag slowly past my mouth and down my throat. It doesn’t hurt like I thought it would. It’s uncomfortable but not terrible, at least for now. It’ll probably hurt like hell in a few minutes when my jaws start to cramp from the strain. He tightens the straps around my head until the gag is securely lodged in my mouth and throat. At least I can still breathe through my nose. What is this bastard’s deal? Is he into bondage, sadism, something worse? He’s gonna have a hard time fucking me in this position and I can’t do anything tied up like this. What’s going...OOWWW, he just stuck me in the arm with something! He squats back down next to my head, holding a syringe in his hand.
“Good night, Honey.”
This fucker just shot me with something! I try to get loose, twisting and straining at the cords but they don’t budge. I try to call for help but it’s hopeless, I can barely make any noise at all. As I keep pulling on the cords, my arms and legs grow weaker by the second. I’m still awake but they won’t respond. It only takes a minute or so before I can’t move at all. He standing over me but I can’t move my head or even my eyes. I see his hand come down and push something on the back of the gag in my mouth. It starts to quietly hum. I feel another stick in my arm but can’t even flinch. My breathing is very slow and shallow, but I’m getting plenty of air from somewhere.
This is soooo strange. It ... doesn’t hurt ... but I’m ... completely ... at the ... mercy of ... this ... nutcase ... who ... who ... knows what ... he’ll do ... Oh ... God......where’s ... Bob ... when ...
* * ** * ** * ** * *
It’s been almost 90 minutes since that blonde son of a bitch went to Honey’s room. Hanson’s crazies usually take much longer than the usual guys but this is pushing it. I’ve got two other guys waiting for her now. Hanson doesn’t want me to interrupt one of her “special clients” but it’s starting to cost me more than it normally does. It can’t hurt to just check the video camera and see what is happening in there.
“You guys wait right here, I’ll go check and see how much longer it’s going to be.”
“Tell him to hurry up, we aint got all night.”
“Don’t worry, I’ll take care of it. Trust me, this is one bitch who’s worth the wait.”
I quickly walk back to my office and switch on the TV. Nothing. No picture of any kind. The VCR is on, so is the camera receiver. I jiggle the cables but nothing changes. Looks like I’ll have to do this the old fashioned way. Striding towards Honey’s room, I don’t hear anything, other than the music from the stage. I put my ear to the door, still nothing. Maybe he finished and left her tied up. It’s happened before. I loudly knock on the door several times.
“HEY, MR. SMITH, TIMES UP! I GOT OTHER CUSTOMERS WAITING!” Can’t here anything, no movement, no voices, nothin’. Oh well, I’ve seen it all before in this job, so I open the door and stick my head in.
Blood.
Everywhere.
The floor, the walls, the bed. God, the bed is red with it. The room stinks of it. Honey is on her back, arms and legs splayed out, covered in red slashes. Her head is at the wrong end, flopped back off the bed, throat sliced in half. The blood had poured out of the cut, soaking her long hair and pooling on the floor. Mr. Smith isn’t anywhere to be seen. Jesus Fucking Christ!! The bastard kills my best dancer and runs for it!
I carefully step in to the room, trying to avoid the blood on the floor. Easing towards the bed, I can see that Honey has something stuffed in her mouth and strapped around her head. Her eyes are open but glassy and blank. Her chest isn’t moving. I can’t get any closer without stepping in the blood puddle that surrounds the bed. I can reach her right hand. Her wrist has a long, shallow cut just above the electrical cord tied there. Her hand and arm are slick with blood. I can’t find any pulse. Suddenly, I remember something Bob had said, that none of us knew what was in Honey’s blood. This may not be the safest place to be. I let go of her hand, then backtrack out the way I came. When I get out of the room, I close the door, lock it and check my shoes to make sure I’m not tracking any blood.
Time to take stock. I’ve got a dead girl in one of my rooms, two guys waiting to fuck that girl, a crazy doctor who lives to torture that girl and a maybe crazy ex-assassin who may love that girl. First thing is to get rid of the two guys, then pass the buck to the crazy doctor. I hurry back to the bar.
“Sorry guys, the last customer damaged the merchandise. I made sure he won’t do that again but she won’t be available for a couple of days. You can have free drinks for your trouble.”
That did it for them, now to call Hanson and drop this problem in her lap.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
“The number you have dialed is not currently available.”
Damn! That’s the fifth try in the last hour! Where the hell is she?! The longer Honey’s in that room, the better the chance someone will find out what happened. No one answers the number at the clinic and it’s after 11:30 p.m. I did not sign up for this shit. She is going to freak when she finds out what happened, but it was her damn fault, so I can handle her. If I have to go to Plan B and call Bob, I don’t know what he’ll do and I sure as hell can’t handle him. I press redial on my phone.
“The number you have dialed is not currently available.”
Shit! Shit! Shit! Times up. Plan B it is. I dial Bob’s number.
“Hello, Bob James speaking.”
“Hey Bob, it’s Anthony ... look, I’ve got a problem.”
“What kind of problem?”
“It’s a big problem Bob.”
“Alright, what kind of big problem?”
“It wasn’t my fault, I swear Bob.”
“Now you have me worried Anthony, what is this problem?”
There is no good way to do this. “It’s Honey.” He doesn’t say anything right away.
“What about Honey?”
“I want to make sure you understand that ...”
“ANTHONY! What about Honey?”
“She’s dead.” I’m waiting for the explosion.
“Where is she?” I can hear the cold anger in his voice.
“Her room at the club. I didn’t do it; it was one of Hanson’s god damn fucking perverts. Said his name was ...”
“Excuse me Anthony, I don’t mean to interrupt you. I am sure that it is a very interesting story and I will be happy to listen to it later, but right now I would suggest that YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP AND ANSWER MY QUESTIONS!! ... Understand?” There’s the explosion.
“Yeah, yeah, sure thing Bob, whatever you want.”
“Thank you Anthony. Are you sure she is dead?” That cold anger again.
“Oh yeah, she’s dead.”
“How was she killed?”
“The guy cut her up real bad, slit her throat. The room’s a mess.”
“Have you spoken with Dr. Hanson?”
“I tried to call her first, but can’t reach her.”
“That’s not a surprise; I believe that she is in Sweden.” Sweden?
“Why the hell is she in Sweden?”
“We can talk about it later. Does any one else know?”
“Not yet.”
“Good, keep it that way. Turn off your backdoor security camera and the lights in the back parking lot; I will be there in a few minutes. Meet you at the back door.” He hangs up. Well, the worst is over, at least for now.
I walk over to the security control panel and switch off the back camera. I need to go to the utility room to kill the parking lot lights. After that, I go to the back door and wait for him. It looks like there are five or six cars parked in the back. In about ten minutes, I see a pair of lights swing into the lot. The car drives past the door, then backs up so that the rear bumper is nearly right against it. Bob gets out and I open the door for him. He walks in, turns, opens his trunk and takes out a medium sized sports bag. He marches off towards Honey’s room with the bag in hand, doesn’t say a word. I follow along behind him. When we reach the door, he just points at the knob. I unlock it and gently push the door open.
He stands there in the doorway, staring at her body on the bed, one hand on the doorframe. All I can see is his back. I can hear his breathing, slow and deep, like’s he’s trying to keep control. He says nothing, just stands there, looking. After about a minute, he speaks.
“Correct me if I am wrong Anthony, but is it not part of your job description as pimp that you are supposed to protect your whore from this sort of incident?” He turns his head to look at me, his eyes bright with tears. “Am I right about that Anthony?” I think he wants an answer.
“Your right, it is, but this guy was not a regular, he was one of Hanson’s ‘special clients’. I’m supposed to leave them alone.”
He drops the bag, bends over and opens it. I look inside but don’t recognize anything. He pulls out a flat, thick, white square and shakes it out. It’s a paper coverall, which he unzips, steps into, pulls up his body, puts his arms in the sleeves and zips it up to his neck. Then he takes out three small packages, opens them and flicks them out one at a time. He puts the first over his hair. It’s a shower cap. The other two go over his shoes. Next, he puts on a pair of latex gloves and a paper mask over his nose and mouth. The last thing he removes from the bag is a large, rectangular, flat, black, nylon bag’ which he drops on the floor.
“What’s that Bob?”
“It is a suit bag. I plan to use it as a body bag if rigor mortise has not advanced too far. It will be tight but she should fit. Hand me that multi-tool please.” He points back into the bag. I reach in, grab the tool and hand it to him. He slips it into the pocket of the coverall, then walks into the room. Once he reaches the body, he first checks for a pulse in each wrist, then the neck. He doesn’t say anything but his head drops to his chest. It’s clear he didn’t find one. After a few seconds, he takes the tool out of his pocket, opens it, then cuts the cord around Honey’s right ankle. He works around the bed, cutting the cords as he goes. He stops to check several cuts on her arms, legs, body and tits. He puts the tool back in the pocket, unzips the coverall, reaches in and takes out his cell phone, which he uses to take several pictures, some up close and some from further away. After putting the phone away and zipping back up, he walks back to the door and holds out his hand towards me.
“The suit bag please Anthony.”
I pick it up and hand it to him. He returns to the bed, unzips the bag and turns it partially inside out. He starts with her head and works the bag down the body, unrolling it as he goes. When he reaches her waist, he rolls Honey onto her side, tucks her legs under her torso and continues unrolling and tugging the bag over her body. By the time he reaches her knees, he’s out of bag; it’s not quite long enough. He picks it up about a foot and jerks it several times. The body slides down a little, which gives him enough room to zip it shut. Frankly, I didn’t think it would work but I’m not dumb enough to say anything, at least not with the way Bob’s feeling. He leaves the body on the bed and comes back to the doorway.
“There is a plastic trash bag in there. Hand it to me.”
There’s actually several bags, along with at least one more coverall and several shower caps. I give him one of the bags. He unfolds it, then opens it by holding the mouth open and shaking it. He rolls it down like he did the suit bag, spreads it out on the floor and steps inside. Unzipping the coveralls, he pulls them down to his ankles, then steps out of each leg, leaving it and the shower caps that were on his feet in the trash bag. He takes the shower cap off his head, removes the gloves and mask, drops them all in the bag, then closes the bag with a twist tie.
Very neat, very clean, very professional. Got to hand it to him, Bob knows his shit. He sits the bag just inside the door way, then closes the door.
“Lock it.” I do. “We need to talk Anthony. You have some decisions to make.” Me? That’s why I called him! He steps away from the door, moving down the hallway about ten feet.
“Here is the situation as I see it. Stop me if you do not understand something. You have a dead woman in your club, brutally murdered by someone who has likely done this before.”
“How do you know that?”
“Because it takes a long time to do what he did to Honey. There were approximately eighty cuts of varying depths and length, not counting the slit throat. There was no sign that he rushed the job. That means that he was either a remarkably poised and level headed rookie or that he has had practice. I vote practice. Assuming I am correct, the police are probably looking for him due to his prior offenses. This will not be written off as just another dead whore. If the prior murders are not all local, then other police agencies will be involved, maybe even the FBI if the prior offenses are out of state. I have not heard of similar murders in the Dallas area, have you?”
“No, I haven’t, but the cops could be keeping it quiet.”
“That is possible, but if our man is preying on working girls, the local rumor mill would have gone active, which it hasn’t. My guess is that this is his first local kill. If the police are brought in, there will be an in-depth investigation that neither you nor Dr. Hanson can stop or likely influence. That means that Honey’s paper thin false identity will be discovered very quickly.” CRAP! “Even if you could control the police, the press will become involved. If it bleeds, it leads. God knows there is enough blood in there to attract more than the local paper. Some bright reporter will want to do an up close and personal story about the poor victim. Bingo, same problem with Honey’s false ID.”
He’s right, as usual. “OK, we keep the police out, take care of it ourselves.”
“That is one option, but you have not taken Dr. Hanson into consideration. She may want you to do something else.”
“Didn’t you say she was in Sweden? What’s up with that?”
“I believe she is there for this year’s Nobel Prize ceremonies. The actual ceremony is December tenth but there are a number of events leading up to the final ceremony. Dr. Hanson is participating in one of those today, the eighth. She is not scheduled to return to Dallas until the twelfth, four days from now. It would be very difficult to keep this under wraps until she returns. The smell alone would be practically impossible to hide.”
“Why would we have to wait four days?”
“I believe that Dr. Hanson will insist on viewing the scene herself, instructing you to touch nothing until her return. I also believe that she will consider her time at the Nobel ceremonies more important than coming back early to deal with this problem. I do not suppose you have a large freezer where we could stash the body for several days?”
“No. Besides, that still leaves us with all that blood.”
“Very true. I assume that you still have not been able to reach Dr. Hanson.”
“Yeah, still not available.”
“I imagine her office has a number where she can be reached but you will not be able to get that until at least 8:00 a.m., which is …” Bob checked his watch “… slightly more than seven and a half hours from now. There is also the time difference between us and Sweden, which is I believe eight hours. If we were to try and clean this mess up and dispose of the body, we would have to wait for the late night, basically twenty four hours from now, even if Dr. Hanson gave her approval at 8:00 a.m. tomorrow. The longer Honey’s body rots in that room, the longer the blood decomposes, the better the chance someone will discover it or call in the authorities to check it out.”
“So, exactly what are you saying, in simple, short words that I can understand.” He smiles slightly, for the first time tonight.
“You can either wait until the morning and contact Dr. Hanson for her opinion or you can get rid of the body and clean up tonight. At best, Dr. Hanson will agree with your decision to get rid of the body, at worst she will demand that you keep everything as is until she returns, which would greatly increase your risk of exposure. Besides, Honey is dead. Your business relationship with Dr. Hanson is also dead. The only thing she could do when she got back would be look around the room, agree that Honey is dead and tell you that you could now clean up. She would probably want the body for herself.” The look on Bob’s face when he said that told me a lot.
“You don’t want Hanson to get her hands on Honey’s body, do you?”
He hesitates. “Frankly, no. She put her through hell in life, Honey should at least have some peace in death.” Can’t argue with that.
“So Bob, what would you do?”
He grimaces. “You know what I would do. We are all done here, there is nothing left. Regardless of your decision, my relationship with Dr. Hanson is likely at an end. It is you who will face her wrath, such that it is. Honey died on your watch, she will blame you for that.”
“But it wasn’t my fault!”
“Whose fault was it?”
“Hanson and her fucking ‘special client’, Mr. Smith!”
“And you believe that Dr. Hanson will agree with you on that point?”
Of course she won’t, she’ll go nuts no matter what I do. Time to look out for Number One. “Alright, we do it now. What’s first?”
“The first thing is for you to go back out to the club and act like nothing has happened. Keep this door locked and every one away from this area but do not appear paranoid about it. Once you close for the night, we can move the body, the mattress, linens and anything else stained with blood out of here in your cargo van.”
“Where can we take all that stuff?”
“Remember our conversation a few weeks ago about whether or not I would have killed you? I said I never moved to an area without making arrangements for disposal of a body if it became necessary. It is now necessary. I have a place. While you keep the club running, I will go obtain the supplies I need to finish the job.”
“Who’s open this time of day?”
“Thank God for Wal-Mart. They are truly a full service store. They have everything I need, except for one highly specialized item, which is already on reserve for just such an emergency.”
“What about ‘Mr. Smith’? Are we going to let the son of a bitch get away with this?”
Bob clenches his right hand, slowly rolling his fingers back and forth, jaw taught.
“It is part of the price we pay for making your problem quickly disappear. We would need a full forensic team to come in and gather evidence to identify him. You cannot afford that kind of attention. I might be able to get some of my past associates here pro bono but that would also take time we do not have. If I am correct that he has done this before, then he will likely kill again. I will put out some discreet feelers. Should he resurface, I will speak with him concerning tonight’s events.”
I bet you will. If “Mr. Smith” knew what was waiting for him, he’d hide in the deepest hole he could find. I guess that it is the best we can do for now.
“Make sure you do not go back into that room until I return. I took those precautions because I did not want to spread evidence through the club, which would make the clean up more difficult. I also did not want to risk any potential contamination by Honey’s blood.”
“Yeah, I remembered you said something about that weeks ago. I got out of there fast when I did. Don’t worry,” I patted my pocket where the key to her door was “that door stays locked until closing time.” He holds out his hand, offering to shake. He must not blame me for what happened. I take it. He’s got a grip like a gorilla.
“I will be back by 2:00. Lock the back door behind me.” Bob releases my hand and we walk to the back door. Bob glances out at the lot. “Is this lot covered by any of your neighbor’s security cameras?”
“I don’t think so, no reason for them to look this way.”
“It is best to assume they are, better safe than sorry.”
He gets into his car and drives off. I look around the parking lot, still a half dozen or so cars back here, hard to tell without lights. I look up, it’s a cloudy night. Seems like we’re catching a break for once. I pull the door shut, lock it and head back to the bar.
If I just stay cool, it should all work out in the end.
CHAPTER FORTY THREE
It’s 1:50 a.m. I had the girls stop dancing half an hour ago and sent them home, told them it was just too dead a night. Without the girls, most of the crowd split. Unfortunately, there are always stragglers. I can’t make too big a show of kicking them out. Just then, Bob walked in and had a seat near the stage. Our eyes met and he gave a subtle nod of his head. Everything must be going as planned.
I finally managed to get the last two guys out by 2:05 a.m. After locking the front door, we went to the back door. I unlocked it. Bob’s car was right there, just as before. The parking lot is empty. He opened the trunk and we started to unload it. There was a Shopvac, a dozen bottles of bleach, a big bundle of rags, assorted cleaning products, four big metal buckets, two five gallon jugs of kerosene, several plastic tarps. The back seat had four sponge mops and two large metal canisters, like big five gallon thermos jars. The front seat had a couple of bags with paper coveralls my size and more masks, gloves and shower caps. We set everything off to the side and switched my cargo van for Bob’s car. After getting dressed in the protective gear, we went to Honey’s room. I unlocked the door.
Everything was the same as we left it, though it seemed to smell worse. It might have been my imagination. I’d never admit it to Bob, but I’d never actual killed anyone. Sure, I’d roughed up a whole bunch of guys, broke a few arms, legs, ribs and faces, but they all lived to see another day. They often bled but I’d never seen a mess like Honey’s room. It made me kinda queasy. Didn’t seem to bother Bob much, though I did catch him staring at the body, lost in thought. I may have seen him wipe away a tear or two. We bagged all the clothes, towels, bed sheets, anything that was made of fabric. I emptied all the drawers of her dresser while Bob cleaned out her makeup table and bathroom. Everything was set just outside the door. We then removed the covers off our shoes as we stepped out of the room, put them in the bags and carried it all to the back. We did the same thing with the body and finally the mattress. The only things left behind were the empty furniture and the bed frame.
Bob had covered the floor of the van with a couple of plastic tarps and we loaded the bags and body in, putting the mattress upside down on top of everything. We stripped off our protective clothes, bagged them and tossed the bags in the back. The last stuff loaded were the Shopvac, kerosene, two metal buckets and the canisters, which Bob carefully handled, padding them with the bags of clothes and linens.
“What’s in those things?”
“The one thing Wal-Mart did not have in stock. It is a little volatile, so we need to take care.”
“What’s a ‘little volatile’ mean?”
“Nothing to worry about, as long as the containers do not leak, and they are top of the line so they should be fine. You can drive.”
“Where to?”
“I will direct as we go along.”
“Don’t trust me?”
“You have probably never been there before. Let’s go, we need to be done well before dawn.”
We both climb into the van and drive off. Bob gives me directions and asks questions about what happened with “Mr. Smith”, what he looked like, sounded like, even smelled like. I told him everything I could remember. He asked about the yellow cards and how they worked, how Hanson distributed them and what some of the other “special clients” had been like. There was no reason not to tell him the whole truth now. I had plenty of stories about some of the other freaks Hanson had found, God knows where.
We were in an industrial part of town that had seen better days. Most of the buildings had started as one business which eventually failed or moved and was replaced by something else. Bob points to a wide driveway to my left.
“Over there. Stop in front of the garage door, I have the key. When I open it, pull in all the way and I will shut the door behind you.”
“Got it.”
Bob hopped out of the cab, trotted to the door, pulled a key from his pocket, unlocked the overhead door and pushed it up, catching the attached rope as the door rode up. I drove in through the door and stopped as soon as I cleared the entrance. Bob pulled the rope down, closing the door behind me. The building was completely dark except for my headlights. I just sat there, engine idling, then saw a flashlight ahead of me, signaling me forward. Turning towards the light, I saw Bob as the headlights swung his way. He had me move forward about thirty feet then stop. There was something about the size of a portable air conditioner at his feet. He reached down and pushed a button. There was a whirring sound, then an engine fired, settling down to a moderate hum. He pushed a second button and several sets of portable lights scattered around the room switched on. It was a generator, creating a dome of light in the gloom. Bob walks up to my door.
“There is a grease pit over there” he points to a pile of oil drums “that’s where we will dispose of everything.”
“What is this place?”
“It is an old auto repair garage, been out of business for about eight years. Back the van to within about ten feet from the edge of the pit.”
I swing the van around and back towards the concrete pit, Bob signaling me with his hands until the van is where he wants it. I turn the engine off and get out. The pit’s about five feet deep, ten feet long, four feet wide, straight on all sides except on the front, which slopes down to the bottom. It’s a bit steep but not too bad. We unload everything, starting with the mattress, then the bags, tarps, and finally Honey’s body. We tossed everything else in the pit but Bob insisted we carry her body down ourselves, carefully placing it on top of the pile. He rested his hand on the bag for a few seconds, head bowed. I think I heard him sniff back a tear or two. He rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand and walked back up the slope. I followed about ten feet behind, giving him some space. Bob put the kerosene, buckets and canisters on the edge of the pit, then picked up the Shopvac and set it down next to the van.
“Anthony, take the van all the way back to the door. I do not want it near the pit when the fire starts.”
“You’re going to try to burn everything? We’ll be here all night and still have a bunch of crap to dispose of.”
“Trust me Anthony, I have done this before. Just move the van as I ask and then come back.” He’s been right so far, might as well stay to the end of the ride.
I drive the van to the far end of the building. It’s about two hundred feet long, like a big quonset hut, half-circle arches for the roof and no center supports. It would be great for a basketball court. By the time I walk back, Bob has attached a pole and rope to each bucket.
“What now?”
“There is liquid oxygen in the metal containers. It is extremely cold, you do not want to get any of it on you. Your clothes and shoes will provide little protection. I have heavy gloves for both of us but they will only protect against splashes, not immersion. I will soak everything with the kerosene, light it and then we add the oxygen by dumping the buckets over the flames. It makes the fire burn much hotter.”
Bob unscrews the cap on the kerosene jug and starts to pour it in the pit when he suddenly stops. “I almost forgot.” He sets the jug down, walks back down into the pit and unzips the suit bag slightly at the end near Honey’s head. He reaches in, grabs something and pulls. He removes his hand, holding a clump of her hair. I know she’s dead but I wince anyway. He takes a clear plastic bag from his pocket, puts the clump of hair in it and zips it shut.
“What the hell is that for?”
“In case Dr. Hanson requires proof of identity of the body.” He throws the bag to me. “You keep it. You are more likely to need it than I will.”
I look at the bloody clump of hair and flesh in the bag and shudder. It’s gross but he might be right. Bob climbs out of the pit and goes back to pouring the kerosene, dousing everything. I can’t really smell anything different, the whole garage stinks of gas and oil. Bob puts down the empty jug and opens the second. He returns to pouring it in the pit. After a minute or so he stops and brings the jug back to me, about thirty feet from the pit. Bob tosses me a pair of really thick gloves and puts on a pair just like them. He unscrews the top of the canister, picks it up and carefully pours the contents into one of the buckets. Fog is rolling out of the container and bucket, flowing across the floor. He does the same with the second bucket. I walk over and look in. There is so much fog, it’s hard to see inside but it appears to be a clear liquid. Frost is building up around the outside of the bucket. I turn back to look at Bob, who is now wearing a very dark pair of sunglasses.
“I am sorry Anthony, but I only brought one pair. You will need to close your eyes. I will take one bucket and you take the other. After I ignite the kerosene and the flames have spread through the pile, we move the buckets over the fire and pull the ropes to dump the oxygen. Make sure you keep the buckets above the flames and pour quickly. Do not jerk the rope because it my spray the liquid, which could be bad for both of us. A simple, smooth steady pull will be adequate. When you are done, move away from the pit quickly because it will get very bright and very hot very fast. We will dump on the count of three. Do you have that?”
I pick up the pole and heft it, pulling the rope a little to get the feel of it. Seems simple enough. “Yeah, I got it, on three. Let’s do it.” I walk around to the other side of the pit and get set. Bob takes a flare from the bag at his feet, strikes it against the cap and it starts to burn. He pitches it into the pit. The kerosene instantly ignites. Bob watches the fire for a few seconds.
“YOU READY?” he shouts.
“YES!” We both swing our poles over the pit.
“ALRIGHT. 1 ... 2 ... 3.” We pull our ropes and the liquid oxygen pours out. There is a humongous WHOOSH as it hits the fire.
Suddenly, it’s as if the sun came up and I’m standing right next to it. I drop the pole and stumble away, blinded, banging into a couple of barrels. My eyes are closed but I can still see the light, feel the unbelievable heat, smell the stench of burning oil, my face totally dry and hot, my skin scorched. I don’t know where I am. It’s probably better to stop and not risk falling into the inferno. My back is to the fire; at least I’m sure of that. I open my eyes and blink several times. My sight starts to return. I glance towards the fire. It’s fading out. I walk back to the pit and stand next to Bob.
“WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT!”
“I told you it would get very bright and very hot very fast.”
“Yeah, but Jesus Christ, how hot was that?!”
“Between ten and twelve thousand degrees.”
“No fucking way! That is so cool!”
“I get that a lot, but only from men.”
“Women can’t appreciate amazing acts of destruction, which is exactly what that was!”
“The primary advantage to adding the oxygen is that the fire is so hot and intense, it reduces everything to a fine ash. Look in the pit.”
I sidle over to the edge and look in. The walls are completely clean. The accumulated oil and grease was burned off. There is nothing left of the pile, including Honey’s body. He’s right, it’s only ashes. The mattress, the clothes … everything gone. The concrete is popping and cracking as it cools off. I will have to remember this trick. I walk back to Bob.
“That is fucking amazing! Where did you learn that?”
“Where do you think? It is a little complicated, a tad exotic, but it does work. In about half an hour, the ash will be cool enough for me to pick up with the Shopvac.”
“I wondered why you brought that along. What are you going to do with the ashes?” All the color drains from his face.
“Sorry Anthony, that is my secret.”
“What if Hanson wants to know?”
“She and I will talk about it then. Either way, it is not your problem.”
Fine by me, I can live with one less problem. Bob has me bring the van back to the pit and we reload the equipment plus the extra kerosene and liquid oxygen. He brought the extra in case we needed it but the first try seemed to do the job. He took one of the poles, walked into the pit and stirred the ashes, said it would speed up the cooling. He did it every couple of minutes for about ten minutes.
“Anthony, plug the vacuum in and send it down to me. There is an extension cord next to the generator.” I plug everything in and roll it down to him, keeping hold of the cord. He turns it on and begins to methodically suck up all the ash. There is the occasional “thunk” where a clump of something gets picked up, probably metal of some kind that melted. He’s taking his time, getting everything. The vacuum fills up so he empties it into a double plastic trash bag. He’s done by 3:54 a.m. We’ve got probably three and a half hours until sunrise. He pushes the Shopvac up the slope and we put it in the back of the van, securing it to the side with bungee cords. I close up the van and Bob jogs back to the overhead door, lifting it up. I drive out as he runs back to the generator and switches it off, plunging the garage back into darkness. A few seconds later, he emerges from the murk, pulls the garage door down, locks it and climbs in the cab. We drive off.
Bob has me take a different route back to the club, just in case we were picked up by some traffic cams. In a few minutes, I’m totally lost but he seems to know where we are. Once we get to the main drag, I recognize some landmarks. We definitely are not taking a direct route back to the club.
We get to the club by 4:35 a.m. I back the van to the door, unlock it and we empty the back. We swap Bob’s car for the van and load the stuff in his trunk. He closes and locks the trunk and I do the same to the back door.
Bob picks up a bucket. “That is one job down, one to go. You fill one of those buckets with hot soapy water and take it to the room. I will fill this one with clean water.”
I realize that I’ve been running on adrenalin for the last few hours and am getting tired, fast. “How long is this going to take Bob? I’m beat.”
He frowns at me. “It will take as long as it takes Anthony. This is one job that must be done right if we are to erase all evidence of Honey living and dying in that room. Remember, we are doing this for your benefit. I can stop anytime you want.”
“Fine, fine, I got it. Let’s get started.”
We fill our buckets two thirds full and haul them to her room. After dressing in new protective gear, I unlock and open the door.
Oh yeah, the smell is worse. I almost gag. Bob starts with the soapy water and I follow with the clean water, first with the sponge mops on the floor and then rags on the wall, bed frame and furniture. When the water gets too bloody, we pour it down the sink in her room and refill from the bathtub. Everything gets washed and rinsed three times. After using soapy water, Bob switches to the bleach, full strength at first then diluted. The smell is so strong, I have to open the window. At least I won’t be falling asleep on my feet. We do it all over again, everything getting washed and rinsed three times.
When we are done, the place is completely disinfected. He pours straight bleach down each drain, then flushes with water. It smells like a hospital room but there is no doubt it’s clean. We strip out of the gear, bag it then carry everything to the back door. We fill up his trunk and back seat. There is just a hint of daylight on the horizon. I lean on the door to keep upright.
“I am so fucking tired right now I could fall asleep before taking ten steps. If it weren’t for that bleach, I’d have passed out hours ago. Why did you use bleach any way?”
“Chlorine bleach destroys blood evidence. Anyone investigating will know we used bleach, but there will be no evidence of blood, if we did it right.”
“Oh we got it all and more. You could operate in that room right now. It stinks though.”
“I would keep the window open, but the door locked. If you have a box fan, put it in the window, blowing out. The smell should fade in about a day and not spread through the club. If possible, smoke a few really cheap cigars in the next day or so, that will help cover the smell. When do you plan to call Dr. Hanson’s office?”
Shit! I forgot about that. Fuck! I’m too tired to deal with her right now. “I don’t know. I’d like to get some sleep first, at least a few hours.”
“I assume that you want me present when you speak with her.”
“Oh yeah.” Spread the blame I always say.
“I can be back here by 4:30 this afternoon.”
“Where are you going?”
“I have to return the liquid oxygen canisters, then dispose of the rest of the equipment.”
“The canisters I understand, but can’t you just throw the rest of it in a dumpster somewhere?”
“I could ... if I was an idiot. I plan to scatter them over a very wide area in several towns. If I had the time, it would be several states. If I am not back by 4:30, get the number from her office and we can leave a message for her later.”
“Are you OK to drive?”
“I have felt worse ... much worse. Get that fan going if you have one. See you later.” He gets into his car and drives off into the rising sun.
I lock the door and sleep walk to my office. There is an alarm on my desk clock so I set it for 11:00 a.m. and crash on my couch. I’m asleep before I stop bouncing.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
It has been a really crappy day. Not enough sleep, too much coffee to stay awake, that damn bleach smell and questions about where Honey is. I tell any one that asks about Honey that she is with Bob or that it is none of their damn business. By the late afternoon, I’m down to my last nerve. Bob’s not back yet so I call Hanson’s office before they close for the day. The receptionist doesn’t want to tell me squat until I mention that it involves Bob and Honey. Now that I have Hanson’s contact number, it’s just a matter of waiting for Bob to show up.
When he does, he looks like hell.
“Hey Bob, you look like you need some coffee.”
“No thank you Anthony, I have had more than my fair share of that today. I am not currently in shape for these 36 hour work days. Do you have Dr. Hanson’s phone number?”
“Yeah, took a bit of work though.”
“Yes, I feel your pain.” Guess we’re all down to our last nerves. “If we call her now, it is unlikely that we will reach her, but we can leave a message. I am willing to wait here a few hours to give her a chance to return the call. Have you decided how to break the news to her?”
“No, I’ve thought about it though. Unfortunately, I’ve got no bright ideas. How about you?”
“I believe that I have the solution to that problem. Let’s go to your office and make the call.”
We head for my office, passing Honey’s room on the way. Bob pauses at the door.
“I still smell the bleach, did you put a fan in the window?”
“Didn’t have one so I had to go buy it. It’s only been on for about two hours.” He nods his head and we continue on to the office.
I sit down at my desk and Bob sits in the nearest chair. I push the phone towards him. He picks up the handset and dials the number.
“Yes, I would like to speak with Dr. Amy Hanson, room 539, please.... No, I understand, we assumed that would be the situation. Could I leave a message?.... My name is Bob James, the message is that Honey has died.... Yes, died.... we will be here at Anthony’s club for another four hours waiting for her call, after that she will need to wait until tomorrow.... No, that is all, she has the number.... thank you, it was a shock to all of us. Good evening.” He hangs up. “Problem solved.”
“That’s a little cold, don’t you think?”
“It could not be any colder, which is Dr. Hanson’s style. There was no good way to break the news so we might as well use the direct approach. If you do not object, I will catch some sleep on your couch while we wait for her call.”
“I spent last night right there so feel free. This is the phone that will ring any way. If she calls, I can put it on speaker and we can all talk.”
“Sounds like a plan to me.”
He walks over to the couch, sits down, wedges himself in the corner and props his feet up on a nearby chair. He closes his eyes and falls asleep. At least he looks like he’s sleeping, you can’t be sure with him.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
I’m sitting at a table near the stage. If the customers see me, they tend to not act up. They know that I’m watching, so they behave. I hear a whistle from behind me. Turning around, I see Bob by the door, holding a clenched fist to his ear. Hanson must be on the phone. I nod towards him, he nods back, then walks towards the office. I have not been looking forward to this moment. When I walk in the door to the office, Bob is sitting next to the phone. He points at my chair.
“Anthony is here now, Dr. Hanson.” I sit down.
“This message had better be a drunken joke Anthony!”
Fuck it. “No joke. One of your special psychos cut her up bad. She was dead by the time I checked on her. He slit her throat, among other things.”
“What does that mean?”
Bob leaned in to the phone. “It would appear that he was torturing her. She had cuts all over her body of varying lengths and depths. It is called ‘Death by a Thousand Cuts’, quite painful and slow, also quite messy. He did severely cut her throat. It is likely that she was still alive when her throat was cut, there was a large blood pool below the cut, which indicates her heart was still beating, though, given the position of the body the blood could have simply drained out due to gravity, hard to say for certain.”
“And why are you there Bob?”
“Anthony contacted me when he was unable to reach you.”
She doesn’t say anything for a few moments.
“Anthony?”
“Yes?”
“How could you be so INCOMPETENT?! You had one simple job, keep her alive! You didn’t have to even keep her from being hurt, just alive! Apparently, that was too difficult for you ...”
“Don’t drop that shit on me Doc! I was just following your fucking rules! If I had my way, none of those sick bastards would have even been in this club! Sooner or later, something bad was going to happen so I don’t want to hear any crap about ...”
“YOU DO NOT SPEAK TO ME THAT WAY!”
Bob leans back towards the phone. “Dr. Hanson, it would probably be best for all of us to calm down. You are likely not in a location to freely talk about this matter, someone might overhear your end of this conversation.”
Silence. I think I can hear her breathing. “You are correct Mr. James. What’s done is done. I can deal with this when I return. I do not want anything touched until I get there.” Bob looks at me, that fucking smirk on his face.
“When do you plan to return Dr. Hanson?” asks Bob.
“The same as before Mr. James, December twelfth.” He called it, what a bitch!
“You don’t think returning early would be appropriate under the circumstances?” asks Bob.
“She is already dead; there is nothing I can do about that. I do want to view the body and murder scene.”
“How do you propose we preserve her body and the extremely bloody room until you get back? Decomposition will be well along by then and the room will be very ... aromatic.”
“That is your problem, solve it.”
“We already have.”
“What do you mean?”
“As you said Doctor, what’s done is done. The room has been scrubbed clean and her body cremated.”
“On who’s authority?!”
Enough of this. She doesn’t give a damn about me or my problems. “I made the call. She was dead. We knew what happened and we knew who did it. The longer we kept the body around, the better the chance of someone finding out she was dead. I wasn’t going to take the chance of the cops getting involved so we cleaned up the mess, all of it.”
“We should have discussed this Anthony before you acted.”
“I tried to call you but couldn’t wait any longer.”
“Was this your decision or Bob’s?”
“It was mine. Bob had his own opinion but it was my decision.”
“I am sure it was ... we can discuss this when I return. I will contact you.” She hung up. Bob slumps back in the chair and rubs his eyes. He looks beat. Actually, he looks more than tired, like he’s sad or depressed. He notices me checking him out and straightens up, then he stands up.
“That is it for now. I am going home and get some real sleep. Call me about the meeting time and place when you know something. I will make myself available regardless of the time. Good night Anthony.”
“Night Bob. Thanks for your help. It’s been a wild couple of days.” I hold out my hand.
“You are welcome Anthony.” He shakes my hand and leaves.
CHAPTER FORTY FOUR
This is utterly intolerable! Honey was MINE! Who are they to decide the appropriate course of action! If I was back in Dallas, I would ... I would ... I don’t know what I would do.
I had such plans for her. All my research, all my consultations, WASTED! The new regime of torture would have done the trick, finally, completely breaking her! Now, Honey has been ripped away from me, all due to Anthony’s incompetence! I am sure that Bob James also had something to do with this. Unfortunately, there is nothing I can do from Sweden, but when get back, there will be hell to pay, that I promise!
* * ** * ** * ** * *
Hanson called me bright and early on the thirteenth, wanted to meet that morning. I told her to pick the time and place. She set it for 10:00 a.m. at the club, so she could check out Honey’s room. I called Bob and let him know. He said that he’d be there by 9:45, that we still had work to do to cover all the bases. I will be so damn happy when all this crap is done. If I had known at the start about all the shit I was going to have to put up with, I’d have tossed Hanson out on her ass when she came to me with her offer for Honey’s services.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
When I get to the club, the front door is locked. I ring the bell several times before Anthony finally unlocks it and lets me in.
“Come in, Doc.”
“I would like to see Honey’s room first Anthony, if you don’t mind.”
“No problem, be my guest.” He walks ahead of me all the way to the bedroom. He unlocks the door and steps aside so that I can enter. I march in and look around. It is empty except for bed frame, dresser, table with mirror, chair, bathtub and sink. I walk over to the dresser and open several drawers. They are all empty. Not only empty but utterly clean, no dust, no lint … nothing. The same for the table. The room smells faintly of bleach. There is no blood to be seen anywhere. I had brought something with me to test for blood residue. Removing the bottle of Luminol from my purse, I spray it on the floor around the bed. There is no reaction. Hhhmmmm, interesting. I return the bottle to my purse. I notice that the clock radio is no longer bolted to the dresser top. With any luck, Bob James did not discover why it was there.
“I have seen all that I need for now Anthony. Let’s go to your office and talk.”
“Whenever you’re ready, Doc.”
We exit the room and he locks it again. It is a short walk to his office. I open the door. Bob is sitting in the chair next to Anthony’s desk. I sit down in the chair opposite him while Anthony takes a seat behind his desk.
“Good morning, Mr. James. I do not recall inviting you to this meeting.”
“Good morning, Doctor. You did not but Anthony did. We have some issues that must be dealt with, some decisions that need to be made.”
“I should feel flattered that you are including me in the discussions. It was my understanding that you and Anthony were making all the decisions.” Bob smirked at that.
“Doctor, we did what we thought was best for all concerned. We attempted to reach you but were unable to do so. Even if we had, your request to leave everything untouched until yesterday was clearly impractical. I did take some photos with my cell phone to document the scene.” He hands me his phone.
I scroll through the pictures, each one more gruesome than the last. They are not exactly Hi Def. Most of the close-ups were adequate. There were several of cuts to Honey’s wrists, arms and torso. The wide shots show large quantities of blood on the floor and walls. Why didn’t the Luminol react? I remove the bottle from my purse and set it on the desk.
“Do you know what this is, Mr. James?” He picks it up and examines it.
“I believe it is Luminol, a product used by police to search for evidence of blood.”
“You are correct, can you explain why there was no reaction when I sprayed it in Honey’s room?”
“Certainly, Doctor. We triple washed and rinsed the entire room and contents with soap and water, then repeated the process with chlorine bleach. I assume that you know what that does to blood.”
“Yes, I do. What did you do with the body?”
“We burned it, along with the rooms’ contents, using a mixture of kerosene and liquid oxygen.”
“Liquid oxygen?! Where, in God’s name, did you get that?”
“I have my sources.”
“Which are?” He hesitates, tapping his finger on the desk.
“Normally I would not answer that question, but will in this case, as a sign of goodwill.” He takes a page from the notepad on the desk, writes a name and phone number, then hands it to me. “This is a welding supply shop. I had made arrangements with the owner when I first moved to town months ago for him to supply me with it on demand. I paid him a more than reasonable retainer.” He reaches into a bag at his feet. “Now, in the spirit of goodwill, perhaps you will tell me what this was doing in Honey’s room.” He tosses the clock radio onto Anthony’s desk. Damn! He knows.
“Clearly, you know what it is or you would not be asking the question. I had it installed so that Anthony could record Honey’s encounters with certain clients.”
“And who were these clients?” How much has Anthony told him? Probably enough to prevent me from lying about it.
“Clients that I recruited and arranged to have sex with Honey.”
“More than just simple sex, from what I have heard.”
“So, what have you heard, Mr. James?”
“That these particular clients specialized in abusive, exotic behaviors. It was just another form of punishment and torture for Honey to endure. You started documenting her encounters with regular clients then, when that became boring, raised the stakes. Her last client, Mr. Smith, seemed to be aware of the camera. He cut the electrical cord and used it in the murder, binding her hands to the bed frame with it. There is a brief tape of his activities.”
There is a combination remote on Anthony’s desk. Bob picks it up, switches the TV and VCR on and starts the tape. It shows a blonde man in a long coat directing Honey to lie on the bed, her head at the foot of the bed. He cuts the cord off the lamp, ties her ankles, moves out of the view of the camera, then the screen goes blank. He never once looked at the camera, always kept his head turned away or at an angle. I don’t recognize him at all. He looks nothing like any of the men I gave my yellow cards to this past month.
“I believe that he did not get the card from me. This ‘Mr. Smith’ is an imposter!”
Bob leans back in his chair. “And that surprises you Doctor? I am sure that after your painstaking research into the character and backgrounds of each of your recruits, you would have expected better behavior. You did thoroughly check each of them out before giving them unrestrained access to Honey didn’t you?” He knows that I didn’t.
“I do not appreciate the sarcasm Mr. James. What is your point?”
“My point, Doctor, is that Honey’s death was completely predictable. You robbed her of the natural protection a pimp provides his whore and then purposely exposed her to the most unbalanced , sadistic, psychotic thugs you could scrape from the bottom of the barrel. What little control you exercised was based on the naíve, myopic belief that your chosen vicious troglodytes would not pass those precious yellow cards off to someone even worse than them, either for money or drugs or just kicks, not to mention that they could have the card simply stolen from them. It was just a matter of time before someone truly deranged walked through Honey’s door. Is there any good reason why I was not informed of this insane, barbaric activity when I first became involved with you?”
Bob’s upset; normally he’s the poster boy for cool and calm. “I decided not to tell you because it was none of your business. It had nothing to do with my arrangements with the Wranglers. You were here to advise me on how to keep my operation out of the public eye, nothing more. How I used Honey beyond that was my business.”
“And you did not think that the almost certain death of the object of your hate and retribution for the last twenty plus years might not bring the attention of the public, including the police?”
“I object to your statement that Honey’s death was a certainty ... I will admit that this event has revealed some possible flaws in the plan but there were precautions taken that should have prevented ...”
“Doctor, do not talk like a fool. The only precautions were your ludicrously inadequate selection process and the assumption that Anthony was going to sit in his office and monitor each encounter, hoping that he could react in time if things went bad. The entire scheme was completely insane! On top of that ...” he picks up the clock radio, “... you did not even bother with using sufficient technology. You purchased a cheap, disguised wireless camera available at any tech toy store. Anyone remotely familiar with the technology would have recognized it in seconds, particularly the way it was installed. I think that it is clear that ‘Mr. Smith’ knew exactly what it was.” He slams it back onto Anthony’s desk. “It was broadcasting on a common band without encryption, for God’s sake!”
“What do you mean?”
“Don’t you even understand the limitations of your chosen technology? It is wireless, broadcasting an OPEN signal approximately three hundred feet, IN ALL DIRECTIONS! Anyone within three hundred feet of the camera with a commonly available receiver could watch what was happening in Honey’s room. There are hobbyists who do nothing but drive around and attempt to tap into those signals. How many people do you think have watched your supposedly private shows?”
“There are people who do that? Why?”
“High tech peeping toms. You should check out some of the ‘You Tube’-like porn web sites. It is eye opening. Honey may already be there, for all I know.” He is quite emotional about Honey’s death, much more than I would have expected. If he is too emotional, he may let something revealing slip. It is dangerous, but it could be interesting to push him a bit.
“What do I care if some techie perverts get off watching Honey get beaten up? I certainly did. She deserved everything that she received, every painful second.”
“You really have no concept of proportionate punishment, do you? At least the tapes could prove useful. You still have them, I presume.”
“Oh yes, safely locked away. I like to take one out and watch it every once and awhile. Very enjoyable.”
“I am sure it is ... for you. I have a more productive use for them though.”
“What is that?”
“We have taken care of almost all the lose ends, but at least one remains. Honey’s friend Candi is not currently in town, but will be returning within the next few months. She will expect to find Honey still working here, which obviously will not happen. She is suspicious of Anthony and likely will not accept any story he would tell. She might trust me but we can’t rely on that. It will be necessary for her to speak with Honey.”
“How do you propose to do that, a séance?”
“If your tapes contain recordings of Honey’s voice, samples can be taken and analyzed by a specialized computer program. Her voice can be reconstructed and then manipulated by that program, simulating a conversation by simply typing on the keyboard. You have probably seen the results of a more simplified version of this type of program when dead celebrities are inserted into modern commercials or movies. It is not perfect, but when combined with a slightly degraded cell phone call, it is very convincing. Is there much conversation on these tapes?”
“Only if you consider screams of pain and begging to be screwed conversation.” The muscles of his jaw tighten, he is clenching his teeth, and his hands tighten into fists. He’s trying to control his anger, without much success.
“Regardless Doctor, I will need to review these tapes to see if I can find some useful segments. When can you make them available?”
“Never.”
His eyes widen but his face stays blank, maybe too blank. He’s trying to look unemotional but is overcompensating.
“A very unhelpful response Doctor. It is in your interest to close this particular hole in our narrative. Why would you deny me access to vital resources?”
“Because I believe that you are systematically attempting to take every scrap of evidence of Honey’s existence away from me. You cleaned her room to the nth degree, you incinerated her body and all her belongings. Where are the ashes, by the way?”
“I have disposed of them.”
“Where? How?” His smirk returns.
“They are beyond all possibility of recovery Doctor, trust me.”
“Oh I do, Mr. James” I lied. “However, that just confirms my suspicions. I expect that you would destroy my tapes should you get your hands on them. I cannot permit that so you will never get the chance.”
“This makes my job much more difficult, Doctor.”
“Yes it does, Mr. James.” Just then, Anthony sits bolt upright.
“Shit! I forgot about her locker!”
“What locker?” I ask.
“Honey’s locker in the dressing room. She’d have her costumes, makeup and other shit in there. We forgot to empty it when we cleaned out her room.” Well, that is certainly good news!
Bob stands up. “We need to empty that locker right now; before the club opens for the day.” He looks around the office, “do you have a box or bag in here, Anthony?”
“No, but there are boxes behind the bar. I’ll go get a couple.”
“I will meet you at in the dressing room.”
I also stand up. “No, you won’t. I will take care of it. I want everything she left behind. I owned her and anything she used. Go get your boxes Anthony.” He glances at Bob, who sits back down.
“That is acceptable Doctor, though I insist that you bring everything back here so that I can inspect each item to make sure there is nothing that will conflict with our story.”
“Just as long as you remember that it is all mine and I am taking it with me when I leave today.” Bob nods his head.
Anthony and I walk to the bar and he points to the backstage door. I walk in while he acquires some boxes. It is a dingy, smelly crowded room with a small, lit makeup table and mirror, a few dilapidated chairs and a row of battered lockers against one wall. They all have locks except one. That one has a yellowed, peeling strip of masking tape on the door with “Honey” written in black eyebrow pencil. The entire room reeks of depression and ruined dreams. It warms my heart to think that Honey spent many unhappy hours here. Anthony comes in, a large box in each hand. I open the locker door. It is crammed with her dance costumes, shoes and props. We need to get this job done so I quickly remove the contents, hand them back to Anthony, and he stuffs them in one of the boxes. In the end, it all fits in a single box. He picks it up and we return to his office. When we get back, Bob is still in his chair. Anthony sets the box on his desk then starts to pull each item out, one at a time.
The first one is her maid costume, the next is the “Donna Reed” housewife costume, followed by an assortment of flashy bras and g-strings. Anthony hands each one to Bob. He inspects it and then passes it to me. I really don’t know what I am going to do with these things, perhaps I can have a mannequin made that looks like Honey and dress it in these costumes. It was a smart move on Bob’s part to burn Honey’s body. I would have had it stuffed and mounted on a platform, to stand in my living room. It would have been a small comfort, slight compensation for my loss. Anthony removes a wadded up scarf from the box. He holds it by an edge and it unrolls, dropping a small box in my lap. It is about 4 inches square, wrapped in Christmas paper with a red bow. There is a sticker on the paper with “To Bob, From Honey” written on it. Hhhmmm, what have we here? Bob reaches for it, but I pull back.
“Hold on Bob, this is mine.”
“What does the label say, Dr. Hanson?”
“To Bob from Honey.”
“Then it is mine, Doctor.”
“It isn’t even Christmas yet Bob. Surely, Honey wouldn’t want you to have it early.”
Bob reaches out with his hand. “Please give it to me, Doctor.” It wasn’t a request, it was a polite demand.
“I told you, everything of hers is mine.” I start to open the box.
“Doctor, I strongly suggest that you stop and give me the gift.”
“Or else what? Are you going to take it from me?” Bob was sitting forward in the chair but now leans back slightly. I can see the tension in his body though. I continue opening it. Once the paper is off, I lift the lid. It is a figurine of some kind with a string attached at the top. I lift it out by the string. It is a ceramic angel, white with glitter on it. Looks like a Christmas ornament of some kind. There is a second tag on it, “To My Guardian Angel”. I smile at that, what a saccharine sentiment! I can’t keep from laughing. “My God, did she get that wrong! Guardian Angel indeed! Honey always was weak but I didn’t think she was also a simpering, emotional child.”
He reaches his hand out again. “If you please, Doctor.”
“Not on your life. You don’t deserve this Bob. It is going on my tree at home.”
“I do not think so, Doctor.” I can feel the tension rising. So does Anthony.
“Hey, it’s just a lousy, cheap Christmas ornament. No big deal. There’s no reason to fight about it.” He doesn’t recognize what it is we are fighting about.
Bob eases up out of his chair and steps away from the desk. Oh no you don’t! You do not get to play the intimidation game with me! Not again! I stand up too and step closer to him, dangling the angel from my left hand.
“Come on Bob, Doc, don’t do this” says Anthony. We both ignore him.
“Well Mr. Angel, what now? Honey is dead and this is all that is left of her, you made sure of that. The only proof I have of her death are your pictures and your word. Would you accept that?”
“Anthony was there also Doctor. Don’t you believe him?” He moves towards me a step. I circle slightly to my right.
“Anthony is a fool. It wouldn’t take much to deceive him.” Anthony takes offense at that statement.
“Hey, screw you Hanson! I’ve been cleaning up your god damn mess for the past week! Honey was slaughtered right here by a fucking psycho that you sent. You don’t want to believe that, fine. Ain’t my problem anymore.”
“Anthony is right Doctor, Honey’s death is your fault, no one else’s. You created the situation just to increase the level of her torment when you grew board with just watching her whore her life away. Forcing her into a life of endless abusive sex was not good enough for you.” He steps towards me again. We are about six feet apart.
“Why do you care how I treated her Bob? You accepted my injections, you accepted the benefits. If I hadn’t helped you, you would be a cripple today. That was the deal. You get the treatments, Honey stays with me. Don’t be a hypocrite!” I slide to my right again. “Maybe your concern for her is more than moral outrage, maybe you had feelings for her. I saw how you looked at her, heard how you spoke to her. You promised to look out for her but now she’s dead, according to you. Where’s the anger, where’s the rage?” I dangle the angel in front of him. “She was MINE! To do with as I wished! Alive or dead! You tried to take her from me when she was alive.” I flip the angel up and grasp it in my hand. “This is now mine too and you will never have it!” I fling it down, the figurine shattering when it hits the floor, scattering white shards to all four corners of the room. Bob’s eyes are narrow slits, his mouth tight and thin. I step up to him, my face inches from his.
“Well Mr. Angel, what are you going to do now?”
It is risky, but I want to shatter his calm, controlled demeanor. Maybe then I will see the real Bob James. He pulls back away from me a few inches and shifts to my right slightly. His right shoulder dips about two inches. He wouldn’t dare ... everything goes white, then black.
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The final chapters of the sequel to "Team Spirit" by Janice Dreamer. Dr. Hanson and Bob have their final confrontation. Chapters 45 of 48 out of 48. Ratings and listed Elements apply to the entire story. I'd like to thank all the readers who have stayed with this very lengthy story. I hope that you found it worth your time.
TEAM SPIRIT: THE SECOND HALF
BY Meps98
CHAPTER FORTY FIVE
I would have bet anything that Hanson was dead before she smacked the wall.
Hell, before he hit her that third time.
The first punch was a right to her jaw, snapping her head around. It would still be twisting if he hadn’t followed the right immediately with an equally vicious left. Doc’s body was dropping straight down when her chin ran into the uppercut.
It was just like a cartoon.
She completely left the ground, slamming into the wall behind her, then slumped to the ground. Bob just stood there staring at her...wasn’t even breathing hard. Took all of five seconds.
After a few moments, Bob walked back to my desk, scooped up all the shit from Honey’s locker, stuffed it in the box, and picked it up.
“Give me three minutes, then call 911. Call her office after that.”
What the hell was I going to say ... “No”? He was out the door before I could do anything.
I went over to Hanson’s body and was shocked when I found a pulse, a strong one too. She’s tougher than she looks. I did just as Bob said. Also called one of the cops I pay off. The ambulance showed up in about eight minutes, my cops about two minutes later. Had to make sure I wasn’t arrested for this crap. I didn’t say anything about Bob, Hanson can if she wants. I ain’t gonna cross that guy for all the coke in Columbia.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
My head and neck are throbbing. From the crown to my chin, one large, pounding, thumping cacophony of pain. I slowly open my eyes and try to move my head to look around but the pain is too great, so I just shift my eyes about. I appear to be in a hospital room, curtains drawn and dimly lit. My upper body is elevated to about 45 degrees. I think that there may be someone sitting in the chair to my left but it hurts too much to turn my head to look. I try to talk but my jaw won’t move, so I can only make a useless moaning noise, which attracts the attention of whomever is in the chair. A large, dark body moves in front of me.
“Finally awake, eh’ Doc.”
Wonderful. It’s Anthony. I try to tell him to get out but can only utter more unintelligible moans. He switches on a light, blinding me for a few seconds. Wonderful bedside manner.
“They tell me that your jaw is broken in three places and you’ve got a monster concussion. Your jaw is wired shut. The nurse left this for you.” He holds out a small whiteboard and marker. I slowly reach out with my right hand and take it from him, careful not to move my aching head. I prop the board on my lap and write.
“W.h.a.t. H.a.p.p.e.n.e.d.?”
“Bob hit you.”
“W.i.t.h. W.h.a.t.?“
He grins. “Just his hands.”
“N.o.t. P.o.s.s.i.b.l.e.”
“Oh yeah, very possible Doc. Let me tell you a little story.”
Oh please stop.
“I was watching one of those stupid reality video shows a couple of years ago. This particular video was from London, either a bus or train station surveillance camera, I don’t remember which, doesn’t matter. The camera was looking at a large waiting area and this big guy, not as big as me but good sized, was walking around, pounding on people. He was probably on drugs of some kind. Just walked up to someone and started wailing on them with his bare hands and kicking them. After a few punches, he’d stop, walk over to somebody else and start pounding them. The guy kept working the room, going from person to person, beating them. Didn’t matter if it was a man, woman or kid. No one really fought back, they just ducked and covered up. There wasn’t any sound so you don’t know if anybody was yelling for help but there weren’t any cops around.”
What is the point of this drivel?
“So, as this guy went around the room punching and kicking people, he gradually moved closer to the camera. There was this below-average size guy just in the bottom of the camera’s view. The big guy was headed right for him. The little guy took a couple of steps forward. The big guy was almost on top of the little guy when the big guy’s head snapped back, his body turned about thirty degrees to the right and he went down like he was shot. The little guy just kept walking, never saw his face. They did a slow motion replay and you could see the little guy hit him square on the jaw with a short jab, got his whole body behind it. No big windup, no big follow through. The punch probably traveled all of twelve inches and knocked the big guy out cold. The little guy knew his business, a pro. Fucking amazing!” I pick up my board.
“W.h.a.t. T.h.i.s. D.o. W.i.t.h. M.e.?”
“Cause that is exactly what Bob did to you, only three times in about two and a half seconds. Good thing my bookie wasn’t there because I would have bet everything I owned that he’d killed you. I called 911, the ambulance came, picked you up and here you are.”
“H.o.w. L.o.n.g.?” He checks his watch.
“Oh, about fourteen hours ago. It’s almost 1:00 a.m. The cops came too but it was a couple of guys on my pad. I didn’t tell them much, just that you and a guy were talking in my office, I heard a loud thump, came in, found you and called 911. Figured that you would want to tell the story your way.”
“W.h.e.r.e. B.o.b.?”
“Right now? No idea. He left right after knocking you on your ass. Haven’t heard from him since.” He stands up. “I told Connor that I would wait here until you woke up. She should be here around 8:00 o’clock this morning. I think she’s bringing some of your rejuvenation medicine with her. You should be eating solid food in no time.”
I franticly scribble on the whiteboard. “W.h.a.t. I.f. B.o.b. R.e.t.u.r.n.s.?”
“What if he does? He won’t do anything while you’re in here. Besides, the more I think about it, the more I believe that he pulled his punches. He sent you flying into the wall with no effort at all. If he wanted to kill you, he could have done it and I wouldn’t have been able to stop him. You’re probably safe here.”
“P.r.o.b.a.b.l.y.?”
“Yeah ... probably.” He waves his hand and leaves the room. A nurse enters as he exits.
“I have some pain meds for you Doctor Hanson.” It’s about time. She injects something into my IV line and I quickly fall sleep.
CHAPTER FORTY SEVEN
When I wake the next time, my head feels better, I can move a little more without pain. The jaw still pulses but the intensity has lessened. I can turn my head far enough to see the clock. It’s 5:00 a.m. and the hospital is dead quiet. I close my eyes and try to go back to sleep.
“Good morning, Doctor Hanson.”
Bob! My eyes fly open but I can’t see anything. I try to shout but can still barely make any sounds at all. My right arm flails around, trying to find the call buzzer.
“Don’t bother Doctor.”
He steps out from the shadows. How long has he been there? The call buzzer dangles from his hand.
“I unplugged this to make sure we had a brief time alone.”
He swings my tray across the bed, stopping it in front of me. Bending down, he picks up a rectangular flat object and places it on the tray, flipping it open. It is a laptop computer. He pushes a button and the screen lights up. After the start up screen, the desktop appears. He reaches across and I involuntarily flinch. He clicks on an icon that I do not recognize. Whatever the program is, it starts and a text entry box appears.
“Go on Doctor, type something. Ask me a question then hit ‘Enter’.”
I do. The computer speaks. “Why are you here?” It is Honey’s voice, a little stilted and flat but clearly Honey’s voice. From what he said, there was only one place where he could have gotten the samples he needed. I type another question. “Did you break into my house?”
“I will answer the second question first. Yes I did. I found the tapes. As for your first question, I am here to apologize for striking you. I let my emotions get the better of me and should not have lost control. Before we go any further, I would like to get one question answered. Am I correct in assuming that our arraignment is terminated?”
I type and hit “Enter”.
“Yes.” That voice is a little unnerving.
“A shame, but perfectly understandable Doctor. I accept your decision. Having said that, there are just a couple of parting thoughts I would like to leave with you.”
“Do not want to hear it. Leave now.”
“I would prefer that you not make me insist Doctor. It will only take a few minutes.” He fingers my IV line with his left hand.
“Point taken. Go on.” He may be smiling, it is hard to be sure in this darkened room.
“Thank you Doctor. We both need to recover from our respective obsessions with Honey Sweet-Lay. Mine was of much shorter duration and a more positive nature, but we were both obsessed with her or him as the case maybe, and still are, despite her death. If either of us is to have a good future of any kind, each must get past that obsession. I intend to get professional help, if necessary, and I hope you would do the same.”
Where is he going with this?
“On a similar note, I did not destroy the tapes, nor the contents of Honey’s locker. They are all at your home. I had a change of heart after cooling off from our meeting at the club. It is true that I intended to destroy all evidence of Honey’s existence for every one’s protection, but also to piss you off. I knew that you would want to keep everything you could as trophies once Honey died. You bought Josh Thomas’s house, kept some of his athletic awards and other personal property, destroying the rest. I assumed you would have done the same thing with Honey’s meager possessions. Keeping all that property is dangerous, but it is not my place to make that decision for you. If you are able to give up those items, it would be an indication that you are on the road to recovering from your crippling obsession with all things Josh Thomas.”
Thank heaven he did not destroy my tapes.
“I took care of the problem with Honey’s friend Candi, you can speak with Anthony about the cover story. I did not use the computer in front of you. While it is the latest technology available to the general public, it is not quite sophisticated enough to run the voice program. The program on your machine is a simplified version of what I used. With practice, your computer could produce a fairly convincing conversation. I am giving you that computer should the need arise to divert the attention of the authorities once I am gone.”
“Why you being helpful?”
“Because I do not believe you are a lost cause, Doctor. You are a brilliant scientist who has wasted a good portion of her productive years seeking vengeance for an act that occurred many years ago.”
“Have Nobel Prize. That a waste?”
“Do you believe that you have reached your creative peak? That there is nothing more you can accomplish?”
“No.”
“Since winning the Nobel, you have rested on your laurels, spending your time tormenting Honey. Properly developed, your discoveries could change the world for the better if you could come up with a legal way to create your drugs.”
“Legal?”
“The raw material for your treatments is aborted fetuses, more precisely, embryonic stem cells, which you import from Russia, the abortion leader of the world.”
SHIT, SHIT, SHIT HE KNOWS! So much for reporting him to the police for assaulting me.
“I suspected that your treatments were not actually individually tailored to each patient. You were treating more than eighty people, including yourself and staff. That is more than eighty individual DNA patterns. Science does not yet have a complete understanding of how the entire DNA sequence works, so creating eighty individual medications would mean that there would be too many chances for errors, possibly fatal errors. Yet, you had a 100% success rate, which is practically unheard of for any medical treatment, let alone an experimental one. Your only ‘failure’ was Josh Thomas, which was the one case where you actually did create a unique DNA based drug. The rest of your patients received a drug developed from embryonic stem cells, using their own DNA as the model for their rejuvenation. My suspicions were confirmed when I forced you to change injections at the last moment when we first met at your lab. I know that you had plans to transform me but when that was thwarted, you immediately reached for a different vial. It was extremely unlikely that you would have gone to the trouble of creating two separate and unique drugs, so the one I received was most likely generic, just the same as everyone but Josh received. Once I discovered the source of your regular shipments, everything fell into place.
“Whom have you told?”
“No one and I do not intend to. Should the authorities become aware of your use of aborted fetuses and embryonic stem cells, the consequences would be quite bad for you. More importantly, should that information become public, there are certain groups with a particular ... shall we say, ‘viewpoint’ about the use of embryonic stem cells, who would spare no effort to make sure your experiments ceased ... with extreme prejudice.”
“I am giving you the opportunity to discover other ways to do the same things with legal ingredients. It would make you an incredibly wealthy woman and the world a better place. Just because I personally believe you have done terrible things does not mean that you cannot do good in the world. Honey and I often spoke about karma and redemptive acts. You have great untapped potential Doctor; beyond your already recognized accomplishments. I would hate to see you waste it.”
“What do you want?”
“Nothing Doctor. Your success is all that I require. Should you succeed and your treatments become available to the general public, I will benefit. For now, I intend to restart my original MS drug regimen immediately which should either prevent or reduce my symptoms in the future, assuming your treatments did not cure me. I also found that I enjoyed having female companionship, so I will start looking for Honey’s replacement.”
He is one cold son of a bitch!
“Unfortunately Doctor, my original argument for you to stop working for the Wranglers remains. As long as you are involved with that team, you are at risk of exposure. You must get away from them and it needs to be their decision. I suggest that you sabotage the program, that it cease working. There is no need to actually harm anyone, that could lead to a different kind of investigation. Simple failure is all that is necessary. That would help squelch rumors about an illegal advantage the Wranglers have and give them an incentive to terminate your services. Besides, with Honey’s death, you have no reason to attend their post Super Bowl parties any longer.”
“How will I replace the Wrangler’s money?”
“I can not answer that Doctor. All I can say is that when you start ignoring the correct actions due to concerns about a loss of money, then someone owns you. Do the Wranglers own you Doctor?”
“No.”
“Then do what you should do, money be damned. There is one last thing and I want to make sure you understand that I am serious about it. As I said, you are a brilliant scientist, likely more so than I realize. I believe that, should you put your mind to it, you could clone Honey. You have her DNA at your lab. In a few years, you could have a new person to torture. I hope you understand that this would be completely unreasonable. Just in case you do not, I plan on checking in on you now and then. If I find out that you are attempting that or anything like it, I will burn your lab to the ground and kill anyone associated with it. You ... have ... my ... word ... on ... this. Do you understand?”
I cannot clearly see him, but I can clearly hear him. His is the voice of death and destruction, of this I am sure. There would be no escape, no reprieve. I have no intention of cloning anybody, though it is an interesting concept. Regardless, it is a chance I am not willing to take.
“Yes, I understand.”
“Good. I have found our relationship both interesting and beneficial Doctor. Take care of yourself ... Oh, please check on Anthony now and then if you will, I have grown fond of him.”
My door opens quietly, there is a brief flash of light from the illuminated hallway and he is gone, silently closing the door behind him.
* ** * ** * ** * *
(Six Months Later)
Doc Hanson was at the club again tonight. She comes in about once a month now; we sit in my office and talk. Just after Honey’s death, she was here practically daily. The first time she came in, I gave her the hair that Bob tore from Honey’s head before we torched her body. I had kept it in my freezer. She seemed happy to get it. Those first few visits, she pumped me for details about Honey’s death, the bastard who did it, how we cleaned the room and where we burned the body. She brought some kind of specialist in to go over the room, looking for evidence of the murder I guess. We even tried to find the old garage but I couldn’t recreate our original route. I’m pretty sure Bob planned it that way. I think that she didn’t believe that Honey was actually dead. I told her that Bob was never alone with Honey and he ripped out that clump of hair just before we burned the body. In the end, I think she accepted it. Maybe. Not my problem.
The last few visits, she was more interested in what Bob was doing. She never pressed charges against him for beating her up, I didn’t ask her why. He was living in the same house, but I didn’t go over there to check on him, didn’t know if I was welcome or not. He did however have other girls come over to his place like Honey first did. I know that because I talked with other club owners. He approached them with the same offer he made to me. Unfortunately for him, none of the other girls worked out. Honey really was one of a kind, in more ways than the obvious. I had to admit that I sorta missed her too. What a cocksucker!
Honey’s regular john’s asked about her, but I told them the same thing Bob told Candi when he called her using that “Honey in a box” computer, that she had gone to Germany to work their clubs, said that a guy bought her contract from me. Candi never did come back to my club. I think she decided to stay in Houston. Other than that, Honey’s disappearance didn’t cause a ripple. I don’t know if it was sheer luck or all that Bob did, but I thought we were in deep shit when I first walked in on that bloody murder scene. Turns out I was wrong. It was all probably for the best anyway. There’s no more fighting between Bob and Hanson. I can keep those psycho creeps out of my club. I don’t have to worry about her ratting me out to the cops. I miss the money but, in the end, it just wasn’t worth the hassle.
After Hanson left, I went back out to the bar. It’s a Thursday night in June and the weather had been brutally hot. Anybody selling cold beer was doing OK tonight. No one was on stage right now, so I took a leisurely tour around the floor, making sure every one knew I was here. Talked with a few of my regulars, pressing the flesh. There’s a guy I don’t recognize sitting in the corner at Bob’s old table. He’s slumped forward, can’t see his face. As I walk closer, he looks up.
“Son of a BITCH! BOB! How you doing?!” Bob reaches up with his hand. I grab it and sit down.
“Hello Anthony. It is good to see you again.”
“Me too man, me too. How you been?”
“Fine, you?”
“Pretty busy. Doc Hanson was just here, left about ten minutes ago.”
“I know, I’ve been here awhile myself. I thought it best to keep her unaware of my presence. I was not sure how she would react. There was no need to risk causing a scene, particularly given the reason I am here tonight.”
“What’s that?”
“I am here to say good bye Anthony. I have been unable to find a companion since Honey’s death, so it is time to move on.”
“That’s a shame man. Where you going?”
“I am not sure, possibly back East. Did I ever tell you that I am originally from the New York area?”
“You never told me anything about yourself Bob. You don’t sound like a New Yawker.”
“It took some effort to get rid of the accent. I miss winter and snow. I will see what area appeals to me. I just wanted to stop by, relive some old times and bid you farewell.” His eyes are a little misty.
“You still miss her, don’t you?”
“Very much so, but life moves on.” He stands up and pats me on the shoulder. “Take care Anthony.”
“You too Bob. Do you want me to tell Hanson about this conversation?”
“It makes no difference to me. Do whatever you feel is in your best interest. Good bye.”
He slowly walks towards the exit, looking this way and that as he leaves. When he reaches the exit, he turns and dips his head towards me. I nod back. He slides out the door.
I feel a lot more comfortable knowing he’s not in town anymore. A great guy to have on your side when there’s trouble around, but it seems there is always trouble when he’s around. I’d rather not have the trouble in the first place.
* * ** * ** * ** * *
(Three Months Later)
Summer was making its last stand in the middle-sized town of Bloomington, Indiana. Bloomington is a college town, home of the main campus of Indiana University. The town itself surrounds the campus on three sides, mostly older homes and neighborhoods, many of which have seen better days. A large number of the bigger houses have been converted to student rental housing, internally subdivided into multiple apartments. Some neighborhoods have resisted the creeping commercialization. Much of the University faculty resides in those neighborhoods, those and the sprawling subdivisions on the outskirts of town.
Today, the air is hot and moist, filled with the sounds of children playing in the neighborhood park. An average sized man, of average weight and indeterminate age with auburn hair pauses to watch a basketball game in that park for a few minutes before strolling down the street to a white, fenced, Victorian style house. He opens, then walks through the wrought iron gate, up the short concrete sidewalk, climbs the steps to the front door and rings the doorbell. There is no answer, so he rings again. The door swings open, revealing an attractive, middle-aged woman, dressed in a pale yellow sundress.
“Hello Bob. It is Bob today, isn’t it?”
He smiles. “Yes Susan, Bob James. I have been using this legend exclusively for almost two years and have grown quite comfortable with it. May I come in?”
“Certainly. I thought you said you would be here after 5:00. It’s only 4:15.”
“The traffic around Indianapolis was much less than I anticipated and there was no delay at the airport. I can come back later if you wish.”
“No, no come in. We may have more to talk about than you originally planned.”
They walk into the living room. Susan gestures towards a chair. Bob sits down while she has a seat on the couch.
“So, how is Ms. Taylor doing?” he asks.
“Amazingly well. Given her history, I would have expected a much more difficult transition to a normal life. She has really taken to the therapy, works very hard at it. You deserve a lot of credit for her willingness to accept what happened to her and put it in the past. I must admit that when you first came to me, I didn’t believe you. The whole story seemed too fantastic. If you had not been my patient when we both worked for ...”
“Yes, I remember.”
“As do I. Because of our relationship, I knew you were not the kind of person to make such claims lightly. Once she was able to trust me, she told me the entire story.” She shook her head. “Absolutely dumbfounding. That such technology exists is both thrilling and horrifying. Are you sure that Debbie is the only victim?”
“Yes, quite sure. Isn’t her name Deborah?”
“She prefers Debbie, don’t you like it?”
“Oh yes, it is cute and wholesome. ‘Debbie Taylor’. It suits her; of course practically anything would be an improvement on ‘Honey Sweet-Lay’. Where is she?”
“Out with friends. I believe the plans were to do some shopping at the Mall and then go to school to work on some banners for the new football season. I don’t expect her back until 6:00, though I did give her strict instructions to be home in time for dinner.”
“She’s not a cheerleader, is she?”
“No, they wanted her, for obvious reasons, but she wasn’t interested, for equally obvious reasons. Debbie still helps out though; she’s that kind of person, very generous and giving.”
“How is she doing in school?”
“Better than one might expect. Having been through high school once before is an advantage to her, but not much of one. Her then athletic talents gave her or him a bit of a free ride, at least in his later years. He must have learned and retained something because Debbie is getting B’s and A’s in Advance Placement classes, even the Home Ec class.”
“Home Ec?”
“She insisted. School has not been easy; she does put in the hours on home work and group projects.”
“I understand that she also works part time. What kind of job?”
“A clothes store, primarily teen fashion. I thought that it would give her a chance to interact with a large cross-section of people and help her become more comfortable out in public. It should also help her catch up on years of ‘fashion experience’ that she never had, giving her more in common with her peer group.”
“Debbie does not really have a peer group.”
Susan frowns. “You know what I mean Bob.”
“And she has friends?”
“Quite a few, particularly given that she only attended school for the spring semester. She naturally attracts attention, as you well know.”
“How about ... boyfriends?”
His voice catches on that question, which does not go unnoticed by Susan.
“Yes, there have been a couple. As I said, she naturally attracts attention, particularly from boys ... and men under the age of ninety.”
“Any ... serious relationships?”
“No Bob, none.” He visibly relaxes. “That is one of the things that we need to talk about. Would you care for something to drink?”
“Just water please.” Susan gets up, goes to the kitchen and returns with two glasses, water for Bob and tea for herself. She sits back down on the couch.
“As I was saying, Debbie has made remarkable progress in almost all areas except one. She cannot form a romantic relationship of any kind with males of her peer group. And no, she is not a lesbian, as you well know.”
“Is that a serious problem?”
“Yes, I believe it is. She has passed up several quite acceptable prospects.”
“Maybe she just has not met the right boy.”
“That is the problem, she’s sure she has.”
“I do not understand. Are you saying she is attracted to a boy who is rejecting her? If so, there is your homosexual. No red blooded male would pass up on an opportunity to date Hone ... Debbie.”
“No Bob, she’s rejecting all romantic overtures because she is in love with you, completely, totally and utterly.” Bob smiles broadly but says nothing. “And therein lies the problem, because we both know that you are incapable of a healthy relationship with anyone.”
“Now wait a moment Susan, that is not exactly true ...”
“How long was I your therapist, Bob?”
“At least ten years.”
“Ten years. In all that time, did we ever make any progress on your ability to actually bond with another person.”
“Certainly, by the end I was ...”
“Capable of convincingly faking it. You could fake most any ‘normal’ behavior but you never really felt the emotion. You remained an isolated person, which in your profession was a strength. You cared for no one, needed no one, relied on no one, shared with no one ... loved no one. You were able to convince Debbie that you and she had a relationship, you likely believed it yourself, having never demonstrated a propensity for cruel behavior for cruelties sake. We both know that the reality is something else. You never had a close, emotional connection with anyone in your life, though you tried. If things became difficult, you simply disappeared. Emotional connections with people would have been a liability when working for .... the ‘company’, but they are mandatory for a successful relationship.
Your condition makes success very unlikely with even a psychologically strong woman. To attempt this with Debbie, after all she has been through, would be unconscionable. I refuse to let her continue with this delusional relationship when she is so close to making an unprecedented transition from an abused, forcibly feminized male to a strong, secure, emotionally balanced woman. I only care about her best interest, not yours. You were my patient, but she is my patient.”
“May I say something?”
“Yes.”
“I do love her, with all my heart. The last nine months have been very difficult for me.”
“They haven’t been a walk in the park for Debbie.”
“I understand that, I do not mean to compare our respective levels of misery. I just want you to understand that I really love her.”
“You may have loved ‘Honey Sweet-Lay’, though I doubt it; you do not even know ‘Debbie Taylor’. They are not the same person.”
“Fine, then let us have a chance to get to know each other.”
“No.”
“Shouldn’t that be her choice?”
“Normally yes, but this is hardly a normal case. I have done things not found in any textbook. God, if I could write a paper on this, I might get my own Nobel Prize. Debbie would do anything to make you happy so, in this area, her judgment can not be trusted.”
“Susan, I am a changed man! I swear!”
“I am sure that you believe you are, but your behavior says otherwise. Debbie told me of a number of instances where you put her in very difficult situations to accomplish your objectives. You did not get her consent for this. Her safety was secondary to your objectives.”
“Her escape was my objective! Chances had to be taken and I could not get her consent without risking failure. This is just like the Syrian matter. You ivory tower types have no idea what working in the field is like. Compromises must be made in order to succeed.”
“You don’t risk the life of someone you love!”
“You do if it is the only way to save them!”
“We disagree, but since I am the therapist, I win.”
“Susan ...”
“And don’t try to intimidate me Bob. I know all your tricks.”
“Not all of them.”
“I know that you respect me and my capabilities, otherwise you would not have asked for my help, which, by the way, is a point in your favor.” Bob says nothing for a moment or two.
“What if I tell her the truth?”
“You have been lying to her?!”
“NO! I have not lied to her ... not as far as anything important. I did not tell her many things, but that is not lying ... it is just not full disclosure.”
“A very subtle difference when you are the one being deceived, Bob.”
“I am offering to tell her the complete truth about me, my history, my job, my problems … that you have been so kind to point out, everything that is not classified. Would that satisfy you?”
She thinks about it for a few seconds. “I don’t know. Love truly is blind. She might not care about any of it; things that would drive any sane person away screaming might be blithely accepted ... I am sorry, simply telling her the complete truth is a minimum requirement. You also must promise me that you will not leave when things get difficult, and make no mistake, things will get very difficult. Debbie is much more stable than anyone could have expected, even hoped for, but she is far from being done with her therapy. If you and she became romantically involved and then you abandon her, the harm to her could be cataclysmic. Can you guarantee me that you would stay with her no matter what happens, no matter how difficult things become?”
“I would do the best I could.”
“That is not nearly good enough. If history means anything, your best will not be adequate ... I’m sorry Bob, but I can't support you, it is not in Debbie’s best interest.”
He nods his head. “I understand Susan. You must do what you think correct. All I know is that I have never felt this way before about anyone. There is no guarantee that will not change, but ‘normal’ couples are in the same situation, as evidenced by the current divorce rate.”
“Agreed, but they are not my responsibility, Debbie is.”
“All I ask is that you do not actively lobby against me.”
“I will tell her what I think ... I do not hate you Bob. You have many admirable qualities, mostly honest, trustworthy, unbelievably resourceful, a strong moral base, a preternatural calm in the face of stress or danger. But you are also ruthless, single minded, relentless, self-absorbed and willing to do most anything to successfully complete your objective. In a difficult situation, I would trust you with my life; I just wouldn’t date you, even at gun point.”
He nods his head again. “Fair enough Susan.”
CHAPTER FORTY SEVEN
It’s a good thing I brought a change of clothes. This hallway is hot as hell! School doesn’t start until next week so the AC isn’t on yet. Even with the doors open at both ends, the stifling, humid air is just sitting there. We can’t turn on a fan because the thirty foot paper banners spread out on the floor would go flying down the hall. My shorts and tank top make it bearable, but just barely. I’m starting to get sweaty bra rash. Jackie and Sherry are sweating as bad as I am, but they’re cheerleaders so their eternal peppiness keeps them from bitching about it, which leaves me with no one to complain to.
“How many of these do we need to make?” I ask. Sherry shifts from her hands and knees to sitting back on her heels, scratching her nose with the back of the enormous black marker in her right hand.
“One for the cheer section, one for the band, and one in each end zone.”
“Don’t forget the hoop,” adds Jackie “The hoop’s a bitch.”
“But we’ve got two weeks, why do you need these done by Friday?”
Sherry wipes the sweat off her forehead with the back of her hand. “That’s what Emily wants and she’s head cheerleader. I told you that you should have tried out. I’ve seen you dance, you’d have kicked her ass! But noooo, you had more important things to do, like school and work.”
I throw my marker at her but she dodges it, laughing. Jackie and I laugh along with her. “If you’re going to insult me, screw you guys, I’m going home.”
Jackie stands up, brushing off her knees. “She’s not insulting you Deb. Everybody knows you’d be a great addition to the squad. You already spend half your free time with us anyway, might as well make it official. Anybody want a drink?”
I stand up too. “Water.”
Sherry chimes in. “Diet Coke.” Jackie heads for the ice chest at the end of the hall. I sit down next to Sherry.
“I hear that you’ve been seeing Larry Boyd.”
She swats my arm. “Who told you?!”
“I hear things at the store. Besides, you aren’t making a secret of it, parking at the lake.”
“I wish I had your sources, I’d be rich from blackmailing half the senior class. I do know that you turned Chris Bailey down again. Jeez Deb, he’s like the biggest catch in the whole school. Starting quarterback, rich family, a complete babe and ...” she lowers her voice “... a decent fuck, if you believe Joni Shipley. What’s the four-one-one?”
“I know, my Aunt Susan says that I should say ‘yes’ but ...”
“It’s the old boyfriend, isn’t it?” says Jackie as she tosses me a bottled water. “He must have done a number on you to turn you off the great guys who chase you all the time.” I twist open the bottle and take a big swig. Oooohhh yeah, that hits the spot. She sits down and hands Sherry her Diet Coke.
“They aren’t all great guys. Bob didn’t do anything wrong. He was great ... more than great, the best. All that and something else. Sweet, kind, smart, brave, supportive, and ... on Joni Shipley’s scale of one to ten, Bob was a fifty, on a bad day. And he never had a bad day.” They both gasp, then start giggling wildly.
“GAWD DEBBIE! You slut! You never told me that!” cried Jackie.
“No wonder you miss him! Where is he?” chirped Sherry.
“I ... I … don’t really know” I sighed. “We haven’t seen each other in almost ten months.”
“Bummer! Why’d he leave you?”
“Actually ... I left him ... it’s complicated guys.”
“Hey” said Sherry, “if it wasn’t complicated, it wouldn’t be any fun. Still, if he’s not around, maybe you could just try to hook up with somebody else.”
“You should form a club with my Aunt Susan. I have tried ... it’s just ... compared to Bob ... they’re all just ... children, you know?”
Jackie laughs. “Tell me something I don’t know, guys are like children most the time anyway. You better start seeing somebody soon or people will think you’re a lesbo.”
I grin. “Weeeelllll, now that you mention it....”
“Shut UP! You slut!” Sherry shrieks. Jackie falls onto her side, laughing hysterically.
I push myself up off the floor. “Enough fun, let’s get these done. I gotta be home by 6:00 and can’t help tomorrow, I’ll be at the store all day.”
Sherry jumps to her feet. “Hey! Are those cami tops still on sale? I really need to get a couple before school starts.”
“Yeah, but the sale ends Saturday. Come in tomorrow and I can get the commission.”
“How about the employee discount?”
“You know I can’t. If the manager caught me, she’d fire my ass, then my Aunt would kick it.”
“That’s OK Deb, I’m just screwing with you. You’re right, back to work.”
* * ** * ** * ** * *
“I’m home!” I shout as I open the door. It’s 6:12 but I’ve got a good excuse. ”Susan, I’m home!” She steps out of the kitchen, stopping in the doorway.
“You’re late.”
“I know, I’m sorry. We were cleaning up and getting ready to leave, but then football practice ended and the team walked in. Sherry just had to talk with Larry and she was my ride home. Then Chris started chatting me up. I was lucky to get out of there when I did. Supper’s not ruined is it?”
“Actually, I haven’t started it yet. Something came up. We will probably have to order something.”
“That’s cool. What happened?”
“I had a visitor, friend of yours.”
“It wasn’t Pam was it? I told her that I had no interest in Steve Lane. He was the one who chased me at the pool party last week. She can have him.”
“He sounds like a charmer, no it wasn’t Pam Sharp.”
“Not Mark Richardson I hope. He’s been showing up at the store to ‘shop’ every day for the last three weeks. If I’m not there, he leaves. If I am, he stays for a couple of hours. He doesn’t buy anything, just browses and tries to get near me.” I shudder. “Creepy.”
“No, it is an old friend. He’s still here.”
Old friend? He? I don’t have any old friends, at least none who know where I ... NO! SHE’S SHITTING ME! IT CAN’T BE ...
“Where is he?!”
“The kitchen.”
She steps away from the doorway and I slowly approach, not letting my hopes get too high, then peek in. He’s there, leaning with his back against the sink.
“Hello Debbie. Susan says that you are doing quite ...” That’s all he gets out before I rush in, throw myself into his arms and kiss him as if to suck the fillings out of his teeth. His arms are around my waist, holding me off the ground, my arms locked around his neck. I keep kissing him until I get dizzy from the lack of air. Breaking our lip lock, I look into his bright eyes and smiling face.
“Hey Bob. Nice hair.” I dive back in. We keep it up until he lets me slowly slide down his body, my feet finally touching the ground. I’ve still got a death grip around his neck.
“Debbie, I would appreciate it if you would release my neck. I would prefer to stand upright.”
“Only if you promise not to leave.”
“I promise not to leave right away. How long I am here depends on what we decide today.” I kiss him again, then let go of his neck but quickly grab his right hand. He’s not leaving my sight. I look back towards the kitchen door. Susan is standing there, a frown on her face. What’s her problem?
“Why don’t we all have a seat at the kitchen table. We have a lot to discuss,” she says. I’m so happy, so giddy, that I’d probably float away if I weren’t holding Bob’s hand. Everyone sits down but I keep the fingers of my left hand tightly intertwined with the fingers of Bob’s right.
Susan clears her throat. “Debbie, Bob’s here because I thought you were ready to deal with him.”
She’s shifted into therapist mode.
“I can’t tell you how proud I am of the progress you have made since we first met. Your acceptance of and adaptation to the changes in your life are nothing short of amazing.”
I know I’m blushing. Bob gives my hand a little squeeze. I glance at him, he has a satisfied smile on his face, almost a look of ... pride? In me? I look back to Susan.
“Naturally, you have been full of questions ever since you got here and I have answered them truthfully as far as I can, but I know very little of the complete story. Bob has told me what I needed to know … but not much else.” She and I share a knowing look. “I felt that it was best for you to come to terms with your ... situation before bringing Bob back into your life.”
“So you’re the one who’s kept us apart all this time?!”
“That is not quite correct.” Bob says. “There were other activities that required my absence.” Bob slowly releases my hand. “I am here to answer your questions, all that I legally can. Once we are done today, you will know everything that I did and why I did it.”
“Does that include questions about who you really are, where you came from, everything?”
He raises his right hand. “The truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.”
Finally! I’ve wanted this for sooo long! I’m actually feeling just a little aroused thinking about it.
“Do you want to ask me questions or should I just start at the beginning?”
“The beginning. If I start asking questions, I’ll never stop ... oh wait, there is one, what’s with the hair?” He chuckles and runs his hand through his auburn locks.
“This is my natural color. I dyed it a more bland brown color when I worked for the government. As I got older, the red faded and the brown remained so I stopped dying it. One of the effects of Dr. Hanson’s treatments was the return of the original color. I went back to the hair dye so as to keep my appearance unremarkable. Do you like it?”
“Oh yes, very attractive, very sexy.”
Susan shakes her head. “Let’s stick to our objectives and keep the flirting to a minimum.”
Spoil sport.
”Agreed” replied Bob. “From the top. You already know how I came to be at Anthony’s club, what I was looking for and why I chose you. All of that was the truth. You know how I discovered your secret. What I did not tell you was that from the moment I discovered that secret, I began working on a rescue plan.”
I KNEW IT!
“At first, it was purely an academic exercise, an interesting logic puzzle. The objective was to get Josh Thomas back.”
“What?!”
“As I said, it was an academic exercise. The situation was so unique that I could not resist the challenge.”
“What was so wrong with me that you wanted that jerk Josh Thomas back?!” Bob seems surprised at my reaction.
Susan tries to ease the tension. “I am sure that Bob meant no offense Debbie. He’s probably not aware how disassociated you are from Josh Thomas.”
Bob grabs at the lifeline she just tossed. “Remember, this was many months ago, I had only known you a few weeks and did not know Josh Thomas at all. I was not choosing between you and he, there was no intention at the time of implementing any plan I may have created.”
I feel a little better. “Sorry, go on.”
“Thank you. I quickly came to the conclusion that there was no way to bring Josh Thomas back. It would require the complete cooperation of Dr. Hanson and that would never happen. Neither force nor blackmail would work. She would have killed you before letting that happen. So, I changed my objective to getting you out of her clutches. Obviously, the primary obstacle was your addiction to Anthony’s semen. I briefly explored the possibility of synthesizing some kind of replacement but had no luck with any expert I consulted. The other possibility was to gain her trust and persuade her to remove the addiction. That required me to become a part of the conspiracy.” He paused.
“What? Come on Bob, go on. I want to know.”
“I am not particularly proud about what I did next. At the time, it made perfect sense and I had no problem doing it. In retrospect, I regret making that choice, though it was still the correct move, from a purely tactical standpoint ... it is difficult for me to explain why I regret it ... and I am not just saying that to mollify you, Susan.”
“What is he talking about Susan?”
“We can discuss that later. Go on Bob, you promised Debbie the truth.” Bob was clearly very uncomfortable.
“I did promise the truth ... I gave you enough information to attract Dr. Hanson’s attention, knowing that she would torture you, that you would resist to the last possible moment, then break and tell her what I told you.”
“You knew she would torture me?! And you did nothing to stop it?”
“I not only knew it, I was counting on it. In fact, I practically arranged it. This was no longer an academic exercise. After spending more time with you and finding out how you were treated by Hanson and Anthony, I decide to try to save you. If you recall, you were willing to let me try.”
“Sure, you told me that you would try, but then she found out about it and you traded my freedom for your treatments!”
“That was all part of the plan. Please withhold judgment until the end of my story. Where was I? ... Oh yes, torture ... as soon as Hanson discovered Anthony’s agreement with me, she would strongly object and want to question you. That was inevitable. I decided to attempt to control the timing. That meal at the restaurant where she saw us eating was not picked at random. In reviewing her financial records, I discovered that she often ate there. It was in her charge card records. I bribed the reservation clerk so that she would contact me the next time Hanson made a reservation and then make one for me a half hour earlier. The fall that brought her attention towards us was not an accident; it was an intentional act on my part. I knew that once she became aware of our relationship, she would go directly to Anthony for an explanation, and then she would question you. If you had a secret to keep, she would dig until she got the truth. The more you resisted, the more believable it would ultimately be. I knew I could give you just enough information to whet her appetite for more but that I could not tell you my real plan, you would not have been able to keep the secret. I knew that this put you at risk but trusted Dr. Hanson to have enough control to not irreversibly harm you.”
“You mean kill me, don’t you? Or did you think that I was too weak and would break before she got that mad?”
“Either one would work and they were not mutually exclusive. I knew how the addiction affected you. Unfortunately, I did not realize how hard you would struggle to keep the secrets. I understand that you were extraordinarily brave, but no person on earth could have resisted.”
“Could you?”
“Resist? No, but if the secret was important enough, I would have either killed myself or made sure that she did it for me. I can be quite infuriating when I want to.”
“OH COME ON!”
He looked towards Susan. She nods her head. “He’s not lying dear. It was part of his training, plus I did his psych profile. He’d have done it.”
“Wow.”
“I believe that this incident is the one that Susan most objects to.”
“We will deal with that later Bob,” says Susan.
Later?
“As you wish, you are the professional. Once Hanson became aware that I knew her secrets, she could not let me go free. Her plan was to either convince me I was wrong, which was not very likely, or Anthony would have to shut me up, possibly kill me. I am sure that you remember how that worked out for her.”
“God yes! It’s one of my best fucking memories!”
“Debbie! ... language.”
“Sorry, Susan,” I sigh. Bob’s face is blank but his eyebrows are raised. I smile at him, guiltily. “I’m trying to clean up my potty mouth, to be more ‘lady-like’.”
He suppresses a grin. “A worthy objective. Once both of her plans failed, I subtly suggested a third option, the one I wanted her to take, but it had to appear to be her idea, not mine. That was her controlling me by treating my MS symptoms but not curing the disease.”
“Wait ... you’re not on Hanson’s drugs anymore are you?”
“No, I am back on low levels of some of my prior medications as a preventive measure. There have been no signs of new damage from my MS, so it is possible that I have been cured but there is no way to tell for certain.”
“Why did Hanson cut you off?”
“Our relationship ended when I broke her jaw in three places.”
“YOU DID WHAT?!
“I think that will come up later too.”
“You bet your sweet ass it will!”
“Debbie! Langua..”
“I know! I know!” Bob can’t hide the smile this time. “Sorry, go on Bob.”
“Naturally, she never intended to follow through with that agreement. She was just bidding her time until she could get me under her control. You warned me about that, if you recall Debbie.”
“I thought you were crazy to trust her.”
“Since I did not trust her, I must not have been crazy.”
There’s the smirk I know and love ... sometimes.
“I believe that she was planning to repeat what she did to Josh Thomas, maybe make me your twin sister.”
I start to giggle at the image. “That could have been interesting Bob.”
“Briefly interesting, perhaps, but that was not my plan. I had to wait to the last second to thwart her, so that she had no time to come up with a coherent response.”
“What if she had a backup plan?”
“Her ego is too large. She refuses to face the possibility of failure and the need for an alternate plan. As fatal a flaw as there can be.”
“Well, it was a close call anyway. Good thing you had your friends to watch your back.”
“There were no ‘friends’, we were alone.”
“No… no … what about the phone call, the blood pressure trick?”
“All technology. I have a false tooth. When I worked for the company, it was switched out for each assignment, to contain whatever I needed for that particular job. I kept the devices when I retired. In this case, it had a blood pressure sensor and a short range transmitter to a receiver in the trunk of my car, which was just outside the window. That was one of the reasons why I insisted on providing my own transportation. The more powerful equipment was in the trunk, including the voice synthesizer and the automatic dialer. There were a few pre-recorded phrases, which I could trigger by manipulating the tooth. There is no such thing as an organized group of retired assassins.”
I look to Susan. Now she’s smiling. “It’s true. I’ve seen the equipment, or at least something like it.”
I’m speechless for a few moments. “My God! Then it was all a ...”
“Bluff, but a well thought out one. I have given some thought to organizing all the retired assassins though, it is not a bad idea.”
“But if she had called your bluff ...”
“I had some options.”
“Such as? Because you could hardly move, if I remember correctly.”
“Well, my last option was enough explosives in my car to level the building, on a timer so that if I did not go out and disarm it, we all would have died in an hour or less.”
“Holy crap!”
“Another act that I believe Susan objects to.”
“Later Bob.”
“Right. So, you see, I had the bases covered, one way or another.”
“But if it hadn’t worked, if she had called the bluff, you could have ended up like me or dead.”
“You would have been killed too, you know.”
“Yeah, but you really risked your life to save me. That or ending up transformed ... and you knew what that meant, the addiction and everything, the hell your life would become, and you still took the chance.”
“It was a small risk Debbie. My ‘Plan A’ worked as I expected. Please, do not dwell on the ‘what ifs’.”
How could I not? No one had ever taken that kind of risk to help me. And we weren’t even lovers yet, that was weeks in the future and certainly not guaranteed to happen. We were hardly even friends. He took an unbelievable risk to save me. I had to know.
“Why would you do that for me?”
“You had agreed to put your life in my hands; I owed you my best efforts. It was what was required to succeed. No risk, no reward. Dr. Hanson was too smart, too resourceful, to take half measures to defeat. Once I accept a challenge, I do what is necessary to successfully complete the objective.”
He is a weird guy. A weird, dangerous guy.
“Once brought into the conspiracy, the next move was to get Anthony on my side, but it had to appear that I was supporting him, not him supporting me. That way, I could start building a case for removing the addiction. Hanson would always be suspicious of that idea, so it was a stroke of luck when she asked me to kill someone to prove who I was.”
“Would you really have killed Hanson’s secretary?”
“Janet Lester? No, of course not. Though I must admit, Dr. Hanson surprised me with that request of proof of my bona fides. I thought that we were past that point in our relationship.”
“You were surprised?”
“Yes. I am not infallible Debbie. I assumed that something like this might crop up early in the process but not at this late stage.”
“Couldn’t prove it by me. You didn’t have a scheme ready to go?”
“Nothing exactly on point. Luckily, I noticed that Lester was gathering her things as I came into the clinic. Having done bios on all of Hanson’s employees when my investigation began, Lester was the perfect choice anyway; young, married, a mother and not vital to the function of the clinic. When I realized that she had already left the building, Janet Lester became the target.”
“Then it all backfired on Hanson.”
“Correct. After that plan failed, she was on the defensive and my tracking device gave her a face saving way out. It would also shut Anthony up. No offense, he had grown bored of practically daily sex with you. Once convinced the tracking device would give him some relief, he became its’ biggest advocate.”
“I wasn’t exactly happy to see him every day either, you know.”
“I remember. After manipulating the situation to have your addiction lifted, it then became a matter of timing. Hanson was intent on keeping total control of you. Once she saw that you were still exhibiting evidence of free will and independent spirit, she was prepared to redouble her efforts to torture and abuse you. With the addiction gone, you could have run away but the tracker made that difficult, not impossible, but difficult. She would never, ever give up pursuing you. The only answer was to kill you.”
“Which explains why I woke up in a motel room with bandages on both arms and my side”
“That is jumping forward in the story a bit, but yes. Hanson would not search for you if she believed you were dead. It had to be done when she would not be available to view the ‘body’. I could fool Anthony but not her, if only because Anthony would not inspect your extremely bloody corpse too closely. Her attendance at the Nobel Prize ceremony gave me a five-day window. I also needed to know that you were prepared to deal with life after your escape. It would have been a hollow victory if you ended up in a psych ward somewhere.”
Another piece of the puzzle clicks in place. “Is that what all that ‘accepting myself’ stuff was about?”
“Yes, also getting you out in public in normal life situations, to see if you could handle it.”
“Wait … did you arrange my meeting Sarah, Brit and Piper?”
“No, that was completely serendipitous. I was only interested in seeing how you handled the crowds and shopping. Observing how you interacted with them, how quickly you developed a friendship with them and how you handled the party and the problems that developed told me that you could survive outside the club. It also increased my admiration for you as a caring, capable and brave human being.”
“Really? You admire me?”
“The truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.”
“Was it that important, figuring out if I could make it in the real world?”
“Yes it was, though at Susan’s suggestion. I had already recruited her. I could not accomplish this on my own, though solo jobs are my preference. I also needed her expertise in helping you after your escape, and arranging for the surgery to ultimately remove the tracking device, but I am getting ahead of myself again.”
“You also needed that scary guy who came to the club, the one with the big coat and blonde hair.”
Bob lightly chuckles.” That was me, Debbie.”
“NO WAY! He was taller, thinner ... had a tattoo ... a big nose ...”
“It was me, but back to the correct chronology. I adopted the disguise of one of Hanson special recruits, the ones she brought in to give you a particularly hard time.”
“You don’t need to remind me ... you knew about them?”
“I suspected something unusual was occurring. You told me of the ... clients who treated you more roughly than usual and that they tended to show up just before you were scheduled to get your semi-annual ‘tune-up’ treatments from Dr. Hanson. I noticed certain men arriving at the club who did not pay to get access to you but instead gave Anthony a yellow business card, which I discovered they had obtained from Hanson.”
“How did you figure out what was happening?”
“I bought a few drinks for some of them after they left your room. They were generally quite proud of their activities.”
“They were all bastards!”
“Undoubtedly, but they gave me the opening I needed. I did tell Susan about them so that she could deal with it in your therapy.”
“How’d you get a card?”
“I lifted an old card from Anthony’ collection, added the blue contacts, wig, nose, fake tattoo, elevator boots, waist wrap, duster coat and voila, ‘John Smith’. I hid my equipment in the coat.”
“What equipment?”
“The makeup, prosthetics, extra blood, wire cutters, drugs, gag ...”
“Yeah! That gag! It hurt!”
“But not for long. It was coated with an anesthetic to numb your throat and was a vital component of the plan. I needed to knock you out and simulate death. I ultimately settled on two of the three drug cocktail used in executions. They paralyzed your muscles and greatly slowed your breathing. The gag contained compressed oxygen to keep you alive.”
“I do remember feeling something like that just before passing out.”
Bob hands me his phone. “Here are the pictures I took of the scene for Hanson. They are a bit graphic.”
I scroll through them. Damn, he wasn’t kidding! No wonder Anthony didn’t want to get near me. My throat hurts just looking at the one with my head laid back, a bloody slash nearly decapitating me.
“How did you do this? Where did you get all that blood? I’d say that I was dead too if I wasn’t sitting here.” I hand the phone back to him.
“Makeup and prosthetics. The blood was real, expired whole blood from the local blood bank. That slit throat is a bit of an optical illusion. There were some real cuts, as you know, for the close-up photos. I also needed the one on your side so that I could disable the tracker. I hope that the scarring was minimal.”
“There weren’t any.” I hold up my arms for him to see, then stand up and strip off my tank top. “See, not a mark.”
“Debbie!” cries Susan. “What are you doing?”
“I’m wearing a bra! It’s not like he hasn’t seen me naked before.” And I hope again in the very near future.
“I don’t care about that! Get dressed.” I pull the top back on. Bob has an intent look on his face. I think he enjoyed the show.
“I hoped that Hanson’s drugs were still in your system so that you would have a rapid recovery, apparently I was correct. Once I had bagged your ‘body’, Anthony locked the door and I left to get supplies to clean the room. I did not actually leave though. Picking the locks, I snuck back to your room, picked you up, and brought you out to Susan’s car, which was waiting in the back parking lot. The replacement body was in her car so I took it back in to your room, relocked everything and left.”
“Replacement body? You didn’t kill someone ...”
“Of course not! It was not a real body. It was a silicon model of your body. I am often amazed at what you can find on the internet. The company will make a copy of a person’s head if you provide them with the necessary information and attach it to one of several standard body models, though they will customize for an additional fee. It has an articulated skeleton and is ... anatomically correct. You may recall that I left you alone at the mall after Thanksgiving. I was contacting the company to make last minute adjustments to the body because of your ... recently enhanced figure.”
He’s blushing. How can somebody do what he does and then blush when talking about my tits? “I also removed some of your hair and left it with the fake body so that I could later pretend to rip it out of your head to prove that it was really you in the body bag just before I burned it.”
So that’s what happened to my hair. I rub a spot at the back of my head. It took weeks to grow back.
“Anthony and I collected the ‘body’ and all the disposable items in your room, took them to a remote location and burned them with a combination of kerosene and liquid oxygen.”
“Why use that stuff?”
“Because it burns very hot, some rockets use the combination as fuel.”
“I wish I could have seen that.”
“It was impressive.”
“Wait, wouldn’t the silicon stink when it burned. I’ve never smelled a burning body, but I don’t think it smells like burning plastic.”
“You are correct, but I chose an abandoned garage with a pit that was coated in old oil and grease. The smell of burning petroleum products covered the odor of burning silicon. After disposing of the body and the rest of the evidence from your room, we returned, cleaned up the mess then contacted Hanson to give her the bad news.”
“I bet she was pissed.”
“Quite, but there was little she could do from Sweden. The face-to-face confrontation occurred a few days later. There was a dispute over who should get the Christmas present to me that was left in your work locker.”
What? “I didn’t have a Christmas present in my locker.”
He smiles at that. “I know, I planted it there earlier to guarantee an argument between myself and Hanson. Luckily, Anthony remembered that we had not emptied it out when we cleaned your room, but I was prepared to ‘remember’ that fact if necessary. I needed to give Hanson a reason to terminate our agreement. Your death would likely have been adequate but I wanted to make sure. Of course, it had to be her idea, not mine. We had a ... brief physical altercation and Hanson ended up unconscious with a concussion and a broken jaw.”
Way to go Bob!
“You don’t have pictures of that do you? Please have pictures!”
“I do have one of her in the hospital.” He holds out the phone again.
“Gimmee! Gimmee! Gimmee!” I squeal, snatching it from his hand. She is laying there, propped up, head flopped to the side, a metal brace around her head, everything below her nose is black and blue. It is not as bad as I hoped. Unfortunately, it would be impossible for it to be as bad as I hoped, unless she was dead. I reluctantly pass the phone back to Bob.
“Thank you. I appreciate that Bob, really appreciate it.”
“You are welcome Debbie. I thought you might enjoy it. Once the arraignment with Hanson was terminated, I started taking my MS medications again and auditioning Honey’s replacement.”
“OK, hold it right there. What exactly does ‘auditioning’ mean?”
Bob chortles, then smiles. “I had to act as if you were dead. That meant a return to searching for someone to care for me in my anticipated ultimate disability.”
“And exactly what services were you auditioning for Bob?” I inquired.
“Why, the same ones you were originally recruited for Debbie, cooking, cleaning, eventually nursing ... and others.” The son of a bitch is playing with me.
“Care to be more specific as to what ‘others’ consists of?”
He continues smiling. “I remain a gentleman Debbie and gentlemen do not talk of such things.”
“Bullshit!”
His laughter fills the kitchen. “Sorry, I could not resist. I promised the truth. There were no ‘other’ services; I did not have sex with any of the candidates. They were all reasonably attractive but they did not appeal to me. It was all an exercise to convince Hanson that you were truly dead. At first she did not believe it, but eventually came to accept that you were gone.”
“How the hell do you know that?” Susan had stopped correcting my language. I think she was engrossed in Bob’s story.
“I gave her a laptop computer loaded with a program to simulate your voice, a simpler version of one that I had used to persuade your friend Candi that you had willingly left the country.”
“Was that really necessary? I was hoping that I could ... you know, some day ... maybe ... see her again.”
“We will see about that, but I would not hold my breath if I were you … sorry. The computer is also hard wired so that I can remotely access it. It was top of the line when I gave it to her and she has decided to use it as her primary laptop. I know everything on it, including her diary entries. It is possible that she suspects I have done something like this and it is all a ruse on her part, but all of her actions indicate she believes you are dead. Still, there was no reason to take unnecessary chances. I waited what I thought to be an appropriate amount of time and then moved to New York. I then waited long enough to make sure that I was not being monitored and then came here. That is about it, any questions Debbie?”
“It’s all so overwhelming Bob. I honestly can’t think of anything right now. I know I will later, after I’ve had time to think about everything you’ve said ... actually, I do have a question. Why?”
Bob looks confused. “Why what?”
Susan leans forward. “I believe she wants to know why you did all that you did. It has come up frequently in our therapy sessions. Can you answer that question Bob?”
“I believe that I can, but it will bring in other issues we have not yet dealt with.” He looks at his watch. “It is after 7:00 p.m. and none of has had supper yet. Should we take a break and order something?”
I jump up from my seat. “Yes, please. I’m starving and need to shower too. I smell like a gym bag and my hair’s a mess. How about Mother Bear’s pizza? Have you ever had Mother Bear’s before Bob?”
“I can't say that I have.”
I grab a take out menu from the fridge and flip it to him.
“Order me a small, deep dish sausage and mushroom and I’ll go shower ... Oh sorry, is this OK Susan?”
“Sounds fine to me. Since you’re buying Bob, I’ll have a medium cheese with onions and anchovies, regular crust.”
He picks up the phone. “I did not realize that this was my treat. Still, it will be a cheap date, the first I have had in a while.” He starts to dial and I dash upstairs to my room.
I quickly strip off my clothes, adding them to one of the piles littering the floor. It really is a mess in here. Susan’s been on my case for weeks to clean it but I kept blowing her off, I’ve been so damn busy with school and work and everything. If she’d told me Bob was coming, it would be immaculate. Now, it’s too late. I can’t bring him up here, it’s just too pitted out, particularly the way he kept his house. I rush to my bathroom and to take a quick shower. Do I have time to shave? Probably not. Thank God I cut my hair to shoulder length; it reduced my prep time by two thirds. After finishing, I wrap the towel around me and sit down at my make-up table.
What message do I want to send? What image? “Hey Bob, why don’t you throw me down on the floor and fuck me, right here, right now.” Or maybe “Pleased to meet you Mr. James. Why don’t you have a seat and tell me one of your droll stories.” How about “Hey Bob, nice to see you again. Come on in and we can hang awhile.” Looking at all my dirty clothes piled around me, I realize my choices are limited. I settle on pink shorts, white polo shirt, matching bra and thong with sandals, mostly because they are clean and comfortable. I pull my hair back into a short pony tail, spritz on some perfume and go back downstairs.
Just as I get to the bottom of the stairs, the doorbell rings. Bob walks out of the kitchen, reaching for his wallet. We walk to the front door and I open it. The delivery guy is standing there, balancing three boxes on his right hand. When he sees me, his eyes go wide and he almost drops the boxes.
“Whoa, sorry, sorry, close call there ... You call in an order to Mother Bears?”
Bob looks over at me. Guess I’m going to handle it.
“Yes, we did.
“Good. Let’s see, I got a small deep dish sausage and mushroom; medium onion, cheese and anchovy; and ...”
“Extra-Large barbecue chicken” Bob finishes.
“Extra-large! You pig!” I poke him in the ribs, just like old times. Bob counts out the money as the delivery guy hands me the boxes, making sure that our hands touch. I look over the tops of the boxes. The delivery guy’s grinning at me.
“Hope you like them. If you order again, ask for Carl.” He winks at me, “I’ll make sure you get taken care of.” Bob hands him the money. He counts the bills. “Thanks man.” He winks at me again and heads back to his car. I take the boxes to the kitchen as Bob closes the door and follows me. Susan’s not in the kitchen when we get there.
“Is that a common occurrence for you?” he asks.
“What?”
“The reaction of the delivery boy. He was actually startled by your beauty and then almost immediately hit on you. Does that still happen often?”
“Enough that I don’t notice it any more unless it’s extreme,” I sigh.
“Has it been difficult to adapt to the real world outside of the club?”
“Sometimes. I never could have done it without Susan’s help.” I look around and lower my voice. “She can be a pain in the ass, but she’s OK, a real professional. I’m glad you hired her.”
“I did not hire her; she volunteered once she learned of your situation, though I did agree to pay her costs. You are correct, she is quite good. But how are you doing?”
“Compared to life in the club? This is Nirvana. No creeps pawing me, screwing me, beating me. It would be perfect …” I reach out and touch his hand. “… if a certain person was here.”
He gently takes my hand, brings it up to his lips and kisses it, then lets it go as Susan walks back into the kitchen.
“Good, the pizza’s here. There should be some drinks in the fridge, help yourself Bob.”
He goes to the fridge. “What would you like Susan? Debbie?”
I ask for a Diet Coke, Susan has a beer. Bob takes a Sprite. We all sit down.
“Should I continue with my story or perhaps we need to talk of something else. My career with the government is not exactly dinner conversation. Debbie was just getting ready to tell me how she is doing. I understand that her grades are quite good.”
I think he may be directing attention towards me to avoid some touchy subjects. “They’re alright, A’s and B’s last semester.”
“But they were all AP courses Debbie” said Susan. “That’s very good, particularly since you have not been in school for years”.
“Yeah, but I already graduated from high school once; a lot of this isn’t exactly new.”
“Your courses in high school the first time around weren’t particularly challenging and you received preferential treatment as an athlete.”
“I could get preferential treatment now, if I wanted it.”
“What exactly does that mean?” asks Susan.
“You know, with these” I point to my boobs “I could get away with murder. You know Mr. Daly, my chemistry teacher? He can hardly keep his eyes in his head sometimes. I bet I could get any grade I wanted out of him if my top was low enough.”
Debbie! You wouldn’t ...”
“No, it’s not right. I’m just saying.”
“Well, you’ve earned your good grades. I’ve seen you studying late at night and weekends.”
“I always said that you were very intelligent,” Bob says, reaching over and patting my hand. “You also work part time don’t you?”
“Twenty hours a week at ‘The Vault’, $8.00 an hour plus commission. I do pretty good with the commission. Susan makes me put most of the money in the bank.”
Bob appears to be confused. “I don’t understand. I told her that I would pay any expenses. If you need additional money, all she needs to do is ask me.”
“It’s not about the money Bob, it’s about time management, responsibility and blending in.” says Susan. “It fits with her legend as my niece, Debbie Taylor, from New Orleans. She doesn’t come from money so the job fits, plus it lets her experience normal life with other teens and prepare her for the future.
She’ll graduate midterm this year, you know.”
“That is impressive. You have really accomplished quite a lot in only eight months Debbie.”
After we finish supper, Susan suggests we move out to the living room, it’s more comfortable there. Once settled in, Bob starts again.
“I have already told you about how your escape from Dr. Hanson was arranged. Susan was brought in because I knew and trusted her, she was my therapist while I worked for the government. We all had therapists; it was part of the program. They were supposed to monitor our mental condition and warn our employers if a problem developed in addition to keeping us on an even keel. She was the first to provide the diagnosis of Borderline Sociopathic Personality. When she retired, she joined the faculty of Indiana University. Her job, this town, it was all ideally suited for you to both hide and recover. Once I convinced her that I was not a raving loony, she agreed to help.”
“And I haven’t regretted one minute of it Debbie. It’s been a challenge but you’ve worked so hard. I’ve never had a better patient, including Bob.”
“I was a lousy patient, that is why I knew that she was so good. If she could help me, she could help anyone. I had to build your legend from scratch, but I tried to incorporate as much of your real life into it as I safely could, adjusted for your age and sex of course. Once you are done here, I can create another if Debbie Taylor is not to your liking.”
“I really don’t want to start again with another new life. I don’t know how you’ve done it all these years Bob. I’ve got friends, I’ve got a job, I’m in school ... it’s all good. Being Debbie Taylor is fine, unless I have to change.”
“It is your decision Debbie. Legally, you are now eighteen years old so you can go out on your own, if that is what you want. After tonight, you should have new information which you can use to help you make a decision, though one is not needed yet.”
“But,” adds Susan, “you’ll be graduating in four months, so you will need to do something by then.”
I’m worried now. “Are you saying that I am going to have to leave in four months?”
“NO! No, not at all. I just don’t want you drifting along. You need to keep the momentum up, keep moving forward. Don’t let fate or someone else control you. You need to make positive choices, but you don’t have to do it tonight. This is just to provide you with information and options, nothing more. You’ve got plenty of time to give it a lot of thought. I’m always here to help you.”
She has been a good friend and therapist, if you can combine the two.
Bob clears his throat with a quick cough. “Now, as to my history. I was born Richard Blaine Jackson to an unwed, drug addicted, alcoholic mother in Plains, New York. My father is unknown. When I was born, I suffered from a mild case of Fetal Alcohol Syndrome and had both heroin and cocaine in my system, gifts from my mother’s continued consumption of her favorite vices during her pregnancy.”
“Not surprisingly, the local child protective services removed me from her care before she left the hospital. Eventually, her parental rights were terminated and I was adopted by an older couple, Dennis and Cynthia Riley. My last name was changed, so officially, I am Richard Blaine Riley. Sounds Irish, but there is no evidence of any actual heritage, beyond that shared by most third or fourth generation Americans. My biological mother died of a drug overdose six years later. I have tracked down other members of her family out of curiosity, but never made contact. Alcoholism seems to be a common thread among them, which is the primary reason I do not drink much. My adoptive parents are also dead; they were in their late forties when the adoption occurred so that is not surprising.” He stops to take a drink, and then continues.
“I am afraid that I was not a very good son. Not evil or too badly behaved, but not the loving child they wanted and deserved. I exhibited symptoms of what was eventually diagnosed as Borderline Sociopathic Personality Disorder from the start, not bonding with either parent despite their repeated attempts to do so. I was not a disobedient child, just inner directed. I did what I wanted to do, which sometimes meant doing as they requested and other times not.”
“There were many years of assorted therapies and I eventually developed several coping techniques, which made life easier for everyone, but never solved the basic problem. Fortunately, I did well in school but found almost everything too easy, and therefore boring. I was definitely a discipline problem in my early years, but again I was able to formulate coping techniques and managed to graduate from high school on time and with honors.”
“We were not rich by any stretch of the imagination and while I had an interest in attending college, I did not want to go deeply in debt to do so. Eventually, I decided to join the Army, intending to stay long enough to qualify for GI Bill benefits. Not surprisingly, my discipline and control problems emerged in such a controlled environment. I was not opposed to following orders, I just had a tendency to ask why I was supposed to do something and then come up with a better way to do it. An advantageous attitude in most environments, but not at the platoon level of the Army.”
“I was on the brink of dishonorable discharge when there was a visit by a recruiter from a different branch of our fine government. He had a proposition for me. Come join his elite group of problem solvers, get well paid, educated and trained, see the world ... and kill people, all to help the United States of America. Well, that was basically the same thing as being in the Army, just with better benefits and more independence, so I said yes. Both adopted parents were dead by then, though that may not have made any difference in my decision, so I was ‘killed’ in a training accident on the Army base one day and reborn the next as an agent for ... we used the euphemism of ‘the company’, lower case ‘c’, with a new identity, the first of many.”
Bob stopped and took a long drink from his Sprite.
“Here is where I must draw a line in my story. Practically everything I did for the company is still classified and therefore I cannot tell you about it. Susan is aware of the general outlines of certain operations but is not privy to details either, which put a crimp on our therapeutic relationship. Even if something was not classified, I probably would not say much, simply on principle alone. These were secret operations, ordered presumptively by the highest level of our government, and I was tasked with completing them quickly, quietly and mostly cleanly.
I took to the job like a duck to water and had many years of satisfactory service. I might go an entire year without an assignment, so I would just train and go to school. Some years, there would be two or three assignments but they rarely took more than six weeks, at most. The rest of the time was again training and schooling. I never received formal degrees, but have the equivalent of two masters and a doctorate without the dissertation, plus other assorted classes. Most of the assignments were individuals in foreign countries, sometimes political, sometimes criminal, often both. It was very disillusioning to discover how frequently the two mingled.”
He stopped for a third drink, but doesn’t start back up right away, seemingly reluctant to say anything more.
“Go on Bob” Susan prompts.
“Right. The assignment that started me questioning my chosen profession involved a drug lord in an unnamed South American country. It required killing not only the primary target but everyone and thing that resided with him, his wife, children, other family members, even pets and livestock. I was one of three operatives tasked, which was rare because I was almost always a solo act. The job had to be done quickly and there were too many targets for one person but two could have handled it. The third was likely there to make sure the other two did not balk at the last minute. We did the job, but no one would explain the logic behind it. I was told to just follow orders. Eventually, the entire district in this particular country became embroiled in an all out drug cartel war in which hundreds of innocent people died, not counting the ones I killed myself.”
He stops again. After a few seconds, Susan starts to say something but Bob has already begun again.
“After that, I began to question my orders more closely and checked up on the results of my prior assignments. I discovered that the situations that developed after I finished a job were often worse than before, that my orders were frequently a knee jerk reaction to some event and that all possible consequences had not been properly examined. Needless to say, when I began to offer alternatives to my assignments, my superiors were not pleased. Eventually, I was relegated to simple jobs where previously I had been the fair-haired boy.”
“My diagnosis of MS was more a relief than anything else. I resigned with full benefits, not that I needed them financially. The company gave me a nice little retirement party, full of phony platitudes and false regrets at my departure. And so began the search that led me to Anthony’s club and the bewitching Honey Sweet-Lay.”
He had this wan little smile on his face and seemed deeply sad. I wanted to go over, hug him and tell him that everything would be OK. Even Susan appeared to be affected by his story, though I’m sure she’d heard it before, at least parts of it. Ever since I got home, there seemed to be this ... fog of anger hanging between them. Neither said anything remotely pissy to the other, but I don’t know what happened before I got home. Now, Susan seems to have softened a bit. We all just sat there for a moment, saying nothing. Bob broke the silence.
“Which brings me to one of the reasons I was driven to save you from Amy Hanson’s clutches. We have spoken about this at length, but you might now have a better understanding of my motivation. I have caused such pain and suffering throughout my life, I now feel compelled to try to make amends. I thought that my opportunities to do so would be limited due to the MS, but finding you presented me with the chance to both help an abused young woman and improve my health so that I could go on and help others. Some may quibble with how I went about achieving my objective …” he glances at Susan “… but my motives were pure. You do not have to subscribe to my belief system, but understanding it helps understand me and why I do what I do.”
“No one here is questioning your motives Bob or your objectives, just your implementation” says Susan.
Is that what all the hard feelings are about? “Look guys, I’ve got no complaints about what Bob did for me and how he did it. I’ll admit that at the time, I was confused, scared or mad a lot of the time, but he clearly knew what he was doing. It worked; I’m free, end of story.”
“It’s not the end of the story Debbie,” said Sarah. “There is your future to consider. You are in a different situation now. What was acceptable behavior then isn’t necessarily acceptable now. If you are going to make a decision that will affect the rest of your life, you need a clear, unemotional head on your shoulders.”
“Susan is correct” said Bob. “You have a great deal to consider, which brings us to the third act of tonight’s drama. So far, we’ve just been dealing with the past and present but now the subject is the future. Unfortunately, she and I have a dispute about that. It will be your choice, but we have to make sure you understand your options and our concerns.”
“Before we start, I want to get a couple of things on the table. I am not saying this to influence you in any way. Susan is already aware of my intentions in this area ... I promise that, regardless of your final decision, if you want to go back to college or some other form of education, I will pay for it, all of it. Should you want to start a business of some kind, I will finance it, within reason. I will not leave you in the lurch, no matter what you decide, unless you specifically ask me to leave you alone ... and then I will.”
That last part sounded like it was torn from his heart. I didn’t like where this conversation is going. Before I could say anything, Bob gestured towards Susan with his right hand.
“You may go first.” She nods her head towards him.
“I want to start off making it clear that I am not criticizing anybody, this is just how I see the situation, and I would be doing you a disservice, as my patient and friend, if I did not tell you what I believe. We all know that you have strong feelings for Bob. We also know that Bob believes that he has strong feelings for you. I’m just not sure that those feelings are genuine. His Borderline Sociopathic Personality Disorder prevents him from forming lasting emotional connections with people. He is quite capable of simulating that connection, I helped him learn how to do it. After talking with him, I believe that he believes that he loves you.”
YES!
“But I am not convinced that he does. Understand, I am not accusing him of lying but I am saying that he does not have an adequate frame of reference to make that statement. To a certain degree, actions speak louder than words. I can point to at least three occasions where he put your health, even your life, at risk while trying to help you escape. You yourself have told me of several conversations where he seemed to swing between loving attention and cold indifference. Bob is not illogical or impulsive. Everything he does, he does for a reason but I am afraid that your immediate well-being is not his primary concern.”
“You have been through a very difficult last four years Debbie. Your first objective should be improving your own psychological health. An ongoing romantic and sexual relationship with Bob, given his limitations, does not, I believe, help you. I realize that separating your feelings for Bob from this process will be very difficult, but you must try.”
“Relationships that develop under stressful situations tend not to last long. A person tends to grab any lifeline that comes their way and hang on for dear life. Bob was your lifeline. He helped you greatly at the time, but you are no longer that person, you are not ‘Honey Sweet-Lay, hooker with a heart of gold”, you are ‘Debbie Taylor, young lady with a bright future’. You would not be here without his help and you owe him a great deal, but you do not owe him participating in a doomed relationship.”
“We both want you to have a happy, normal life or at least as normal as possible given your history. The questions you need to answer are what do you want out of life, what do you need to do to get there and is a romantic relationship with Bob the best way to achieve your ultimate goals. If you are going to have a relationship with anyone, they need to be stable, strong and as normal as humanly possible.”
“Can I ask something?”
“Certainly Debbie, go ahead.”
“Can’t Bob be treated for the disorder? I’ve known him for some time and the difference between when we first met and now is like night and day.”
“There is no known treatment and certainly no cure. The condition is remarkably resistant to therapy. We do not know the cause. Subtle brain damage is suspected, along with chemical imbalances and environmental effects.”
“How about genetic defects?”
“The condition does not statistically occur frequently in the same family or identical twins so genetics does not seem to be involved. I know how you feel about Bob, but you haven’t had any decent relationship with anyone else since your transformation, you have nothing to compare it with.”
“Now that’s not true. Josh Thomas was in lots of relationships, most of them pretty unhealthy, so strange as it may seem, I know a bad relationship when I see one.”
“A valid point, but would you be able to recognize a good relationship?”
“I don’t know.”
“Which is my point. I also want you to consider the possibility that you are hanging on to your relationship with Bob because he knows your secret, that you were once a man. This is something that you would have to explain to a future boyfriend or husband.”
“I wouldn’t have to tell him. Look at me, who would ever suspect I used to pitch instead of catch?”
“Secrets undermine and poison relationships, Debbie. Sooner or later, you would have to chose between the truth or losing him. That is not a problem you have with Bob, he knows almost all your secrets already, even those that most people would find beyond belief.”
“So, you’re saying I should date Bob?”
“No, I’m saying that makes your relationship with him easier, more comfortable, than starting fresh with someone else. Just because the familiar is easy does not make it the correct thing to do. I don’t have anything else to say right now. Go ahead Bob.”
He doesn’t say anything right away, just taps his right index finger on his leg. I’ve seen this before, when he was deep in thought. He straightens up in his chair and begins.
“This is not a debate and I do not plan to argue with Susan, that would not help you Debbie. I also cannot dispute most of what Susan has said. I did put Honey at risk, sometimes great risk, while working towards her ultimate escape. I did not seek her permission because it would have compromised the plan. I decided on my own what I thought was best for her and acted accordingly. But as Susan pointed out, that was then and this is now. I will not act that way in the future. If you agree to start ... I guess, dating me, I promise to make it a balanced relationship.”
“As for my medical condition, I am not a doctor or therapist so I must defer to her on that point. I will say that since I met Honey, my feelings for her have grown by leaps and bounds. These are not figments of my imagination; they are different from anything I have ever felt about anybody before. I can't say that I am fully normal, because I do not know what that is and I can't explain what has caused this change. It is possible that Dr. Hanson’s treatments have had an effect, but there is no absolute proof either way. Regardless of why I have changed, I swear that I have.”
I’m still confused, but now for a different reason. “Changed from what? You both talk about simulating or faking emotions. What exactly do you mean?”
Bob goes back to tapping his leg, then stops. “It is Christmas. You are sitting around the Christmas tree with your family. Your Grandmother hands you a gift from her, you open it. It is a hideous, hand-made sweater. The wrong color, wrong size, completely un-wearable but she spent a month making it. What do you do?”
“You tell her you love it?”
“Exactly! You smile, thank her profusely, say it is just what you wanted and act as if it is the perfect gift. Now, assume that you did not know the appropriate response was ‘fake’ happiness and thankfulness, that you had to determine the correct response to this particular situation by analyzing all the available facts and comparing them to a mental checklist which would tell you how you should act, what emotional response is the right one, laughter, tears, anger, or disdain. Add to that the determination of the strength of the response, such as a belly laugh, a snicker, a chortle, a chuckle or a guffaw. Do you have that in your mind?”
“Sure.”
“Good. Now, think what it would be like if you had to do it for every waking hour of your life for over forty years.”
“MY GOD!”
“It gets easier with practice.”
I turn to Susan. “Is that true?”
“His description of the problem or that it gets easier with practice?”
“The problem!”
“As I understand it, yes that was what his life was like, day in and day out. But he is also correct that it gets easier with practice and experience. Plus, his observational skills are incredible. I swear, sometimes I think he can read minds.”
Tell me about it. “But living like that would drive you crazy!”
“It almost did’ said Bob. “But Susan helped me adapt to my problem so that I survived, even thrived ... until now. After I began my treatment program with Dr. Hanson, I started to feel the correct emotion, not create it after a logical review of the situation. That rarely happened before the treatments, now it happens all the time, actually more often than I would like. Careful what you wish for, eh. That is the change. These last few months have been the hardest in my life. Every day, I fought the urge to just drop everything and come talk to you.”
“You could have called me Bob. I missed you too, you know.”
“It was not safe yet. Actually, there is no absolute guarantee it is safe now. My best judgment is that you are safe unless something changes.”
“Like what?”
“Something that would bring Debbie Taylor to Amy Hanson’s attention, a photo in a newspaper, a television story she might see, that sort of thing.”
“The odds of that are pretty long I’d think.”
“I agree, but I was not going to risk your discovery by prematurely communicating with you ... I do not want to put you between Susan and myself, but we can't agree on what happens next so the decision falls to you.”
“That’s right, the decision has always been mine. It’s my life and I’ll do what I think is best for me. I’m not being ungrateful, there’s no way I could ever repay either of you for what you’ve done for me, but I’m not an inexperienced kid. I’m ... what, forty three years old in my head. Some really fucked up years but they taught me a lot. Whatever my future is and who I choose to spend it with is my call. I’ll be happy to listen to whatever you have to say, but it’s my call.”
“You’re right Debbie. They are your decisions, and both Bob and I will support you as best we can,” said Susan. “As long as you give our professional opinions due weight, everything should work out for the best.”
She means her professional opinion, unless I plan on killing someone, then it’s Bob’s turn to offer advice.
“Debbie” said Bob, “I only want what makes you happy and fulfilled. If I should force you to choose some course of action that is not in your best interest, then all my efforts will have been wasted. I do not know what will make you happy and I can't give either you or Susan a rock solid guarantee that I will succeed, personal relations being somewhat new for me, but I can promise that I will do the best that I can to make this work, should you choose to give me a chance to get to know Debbie Taylor better.”
Now I’m completely confused. “You guys have really dropped a bomb on me, you know. I wasn’t planning on dealing with this kinda stuff for a couple of months, at least.”
“Neither Bob nor I are saying you must decide tonight, it is after 9:00 p.m. There are a few weeks before you need to send out college applications, assuming that is something you want to do. You have time and now you have information ... Do you have any questions you would like to ask me or Bob?”
“No ... not now ... maybe later.”
“Do you have any idea where you want to go from here?”
“Not the vaguest.”
CHAPTER FORTY EIGHT
(5 years, 1 month, 17 days, 22 hours
and 18 minutes later)
(give or take)
The doorbell rang again, for like the hundredth time tonight. I don’t know why I thought I’d be able to get some reading done before bedtime. Thankfully, I’m ahead in everything but Econ 310. I push myself out of the futon chair and walk to the door, picking up the plastic cauldron as I open it.
“Trick or Treat! Trick or Treat!”
There are four kids on the porch, one dressed as a witch, the second a biker, I think. The third is a soldier and the last a ninja. I don’t recognize any of them as local kids but that’s not unusual. Our neighborhood gets a lot of traffic on Halloween and our house more than most. That’s what happens when you give out full sized candy bars instead of those little ones, you quickly get a reputation. I step out onto the porch and hold out the plastic tub half-full of assorted candy bars.
“Those are very nice costumes, particularly the Biker, you are a Biker, aren’t you?” The boy looks like he’s 9 or 10 years old, wearing black plastic pants and vest with chains, a Harley logo on his hat. “I really like the beard. How did you do that?”
“Uhhhh” He’s embarrassed. “Makeup.”
“Well it’s a very good job, all of you look wonderful.” I try to say something positive to every kid who comes to the door. “Each of you can have one of whatever you want” I lift the black plastic cauldron up in front of them and they all quickly reach in, grabbing a bar. I glance at the two parents standing on the sidewalk below our porch. I smile and nod at them and they nod back. The kids say thank you and hurry off to the next house. I pause a moment to look around. It’s almost dusk and I see several small groups of kids and adults roaming up and down the street, some with flashlights. Looks like I’m not done for the night, hope we have enough candy. I walk back inside, close the door, and settle back onto the futon, pulling my legs up underneath me. I try to get back into the book but it’s hopeless. The young children have been through already. They usually show up shortly after supper with one or both parents. The next wave is grade school kids. Then they get progressively older throughout the night. The bell rings again so I get up. I’m getting my exercise tonight. This time, its three boys, probably middle school, dressed as rappers. I recognize two of them from the neighborhood. They look disappointed when I open the door.
“Nuts! Where’s your costume?” asks the blonde kid.
That’s the other thing our house has a reputation for. In the past, I’ve dressed up to hand out the candy, usually in a fairly sexy costume. Nothing like I used to dance in but enough to attract attention. Last year I was ‘sexy doctor’ in garter belt, stockings, heels, lab coat, stethoscope, and clipboard. We get a lot of teenage boy traffic and fathers bring their young kids by frequently. This year I’m wearing light gray yoga pants with a zip up long sleeve hoodie.
“Of course I’m wearing a costume. I’m ‘lazy student’.”
“That’s no costume!”
“Well, I didn’t think you’d want to see me dressed up this year. Tell you what, next year I’ll do something special. OK?”
“Sure!”
“Great!”
“You’ll just have to settle for candy tonight.” They reach into the container. “Only one each, you know the rules.” They shout their thanks as they rush to the neighbors’ house across the street. I check my watch. It’s about 7:45 and getting darker. Things should start to calm down.
I’m almost back to my chair when the doorbell chimes again. Returning to the door, I open it. I almost miss him, or her, it’s hard to tell. I was expecting older kids but it’s just one small child, not even four years old, I’d guess, dressed in a store bought monster costume with a plastic mask held by an elastic band covering the face. It holds out its bulging bag with both hands.
“Twick or tweat!” The mask muffles the child’s voice.
I step out on to the porch and look around. There are no adults to be seen, not even older brothers or sisters. This child is much too young to be out alone, particularly this time of night. Maybe she got separated from a group. There’s probably a mother or father completely freaking out about now. I squat down to get closer to eye level.
“Hello there” I say in a quiet, soothing voice. “Aren’t you just the cutest thing. Is your mommy or daddy with you tonight?” The child says nothing. “Maybe a sister or brother?” Still nothing, though she fidgets a little and turns to look back towards the street. Suddenly, I hear a voice in a stage whisper coming from the bushes next to the steps leading up to the porch.
“You don’t have a mommy or a daddy, you’re a monster.” A veerrryyy familiar voice. Now I know what is going on. The child turns back to me.
“I don’t have a mommy or a daddy, I’m a MONSTER! GGGRRRRRRRR!!!!!” She drops her goodie bag and raises her arms, spreading and curling her little fingers like claws. I try to keep from smiling, but it’s a losing battle.
“You’re a Monster? Well Mr. Monster, what do you want?”
“I’m not a boy Monster, I’m a girl Monster!”
“Oh, I’m so sorry. What does Ms. Monster want?” She pauses and the voice in the bush prompts her.
“You want candy.”
“I want candy! GGGRRROOARRR!”
“Are you sure? Because I heard that monsters love to eat brussell sprouts.”
“Yuck, No! Monsters love candy.”
“How about ... rutabagas?”
She giggles a little “No, candy.”
“How about ... succotash?”
“What’s suc-tash?” The voice speaks up again.
“Give me candy or I’ll eat you!”
Her hands come up again and she starts to walk towards me “Give me candy or I’ll EAT YOU!”
“OH Please don’t eat me, don’t eat me!” I start to slowly jog around the porch while the little monster chases me, giggling, laughing and growling the entire time. After a few laps around the porch, I let her catch me.
“Oh you got me Ms. Monster! You’re sooo fast. I guess you have to eat me now.”
“Mommy, I’m not a monster, I’m ME, I’m ME!” She flips the mask up.
“NO! You’re Samantha? Well you really fooled me! I was so scared!” She is giggling and jumping up and down so quickly that she can barely keep her balance. “If you’re not a monster, then where is Daddy?” She runs to the edge of the porch and points to the bush on the right.
“THERE! He was helping me!”
“So you both fooled me!” The giggle fit returns.
A dark figure emerges from behind the bush, climbs the steps and scoops Samantha up in his arms, while she squeals and wriggles. He holds her on his right hip with one arm while reaching behind my head with his left, pulling my mouth to his, gently kissing me. After a few blissful seconds, I lean back.
“Hey buddy, you trying to eat me?”
“Not now, maybe later.” He let’s Samantha slowly slide down his leg until she touches the ground.
“Good job Ms. Monster. I think you really scared Mommy. Why don’t you pick up your candy and take it to the kitchen?”
“OK, Daddy.” She flips the mask off her head, carelessly letting it fall to the floor, picks up her bag of candy and walks into the house.
“Whoa there Sam! You forgot your mask. Come back and pick it up, you don’t want to lose it.” She comes back, picks the mask off the porch floor, hooks it on her arm by the elastic band and skips back into the house. We follow her, my right arm around his waist and his left around my shoulder. He kisses the top of my head.
“Were you busy tonight, babe?”
“About the usual, there were some disappointed customers though.”
“Why’s that?”
I point to my hoddie. “No costume.” He laughs.
“I bet they were very disappointed. You’ll have to make it up to them next year, maybe that little French Maid number in the back of the closet.”
“Michael! There’s a difference between teasing and propositioning. Most of them are just kids anyway.”
“Jerry Adams isn’t a kid. I overheard him tell Frank Vasco that stopping at our house with his kids is the highlight of his Halloween.”
“Jerry did seem a little disappointed when he came by tonight ... hold it a minute. SAMANTHA?” No answer from the kitchen. “SAMANTHA?”
“Yesth.”
“Are you eating candy?”
“Yesth.” She swallows whatever she had in her mouth. “Daddy said I could have three.” I glance over at him.
“Didn’t we agree to spread it out until Christmas, just one piece a day?”
“She was very good, didn’t run ahead of me once. I thought I’d reward her.”
“Michael, you will spoil her rotten. I don’t want to keep being the bad guy ...”
“You’re not the bad guy, you’re the perfect Mommy ... and wife.”
“If I’m so perfect, why did Sam leave dressed in a Princess outfit I spent last weekend making and came back dressed in a store bought monster costume?”
“She wanted to try to fool you.”
“And who’s bright idea was that?”
A grin creeps across his face. “It was a mutual idea.”
“You mean that you both thought of it at the same time?”
“Weeellll, maybe I mentioned the possibility to her first, but she ran with it.”
“How long did she wear the Princess outfit?”
“The monster was just for you. She changed in the car after we made the rounds through the neighborhood. Everyone loved the Princess. Any time someone told her how pretty she was, she did a little spin, thanked them and said ’My Mommy made it special for me’. Your reputation as Super Mom is intact.”
Super Mom. Who’d have guessed that anybody would ever call me that with a straight face. I sigh; time to be bad cop again.
“Samantha, come on out, it’s bath time.” She shuffles out of the kitchen, a familiar pout on her face. She could be my clone.
“No Mommy, I wanna stay up, I’m not even tired yet.”
“With all the sugar you’ve eaten ...” I give Michael the stink eye, he smiles back at me “... I’m not surprised. But that was the deal, you get to go out for Trick or Treat late but you agreed to go right to bed when you got home, remember?”
“I remember.” She’s not happy about it.
“Here” I hold out my hand to her. “Let’s go upstairs and I’ll give you a quick bath.” Michael lets his arm fall off my shoulder.
“I’ll do it Deb, you stay down here and rest; you’ve had a busy night.” He bends down, grabs her by the waist and lifts her high in the air. “How about a bubble bath Sammy?” She’s smiling again.
“Yay! Bubble Bath!” He cradles her in his arms and they head upstairs, him tickling her and she giggling wildly. She’s turning into quite the Daddy’s Girl, not nearly as clingy as she was when I stopped breast feeding. The door bell rings again. So much for getting some rest.
There’s only a couple more visitors in the next twenty minutes, all older boys hoping for a show. After I send the last group away with a couple of bars each, I check out my face in the mirror by the door. My driver’s license says that I’m twenty four but, honestly, I barely look nineteen, if that. I still get carded whenever we go out on the town. I don’t know if it’s my borrowed genes or the remnants of Hanson’s treatments, but my aging is still really slow. Who knows how long that will last. I’m actually looking forward to looking like a mature adult.
Thank God, Samantha is healthy. When we became pregnant, it was a total accident. Neither of us was taking any kind of precautions because of Hanson’s experimental birth control implant. She said that it was supposed to last for a year but it just kept working so, well ... we forgot about it. When Dr. Patel said I was pregnant, we were both completely stunned.
Michael proposed that night. We had talked about getting married but Samantha forced our hand. I was not going to be an unwed mother. Problem was, we had no idea if I could safely have a child. All the plumbing checked out, but what about my DNA? Plus all the drugs Hanson gave me? I know that I’m a combination of more than one person’s DNA, at least that is what she said. If she screwed it up, any baby I might have could be in serious trouble. Michael and I had considered adoption to avoid the possibility, but again, Samantha took care of that.
I can hear them singing upstairs. She really seems to be a perfectly normal three year old girl, the spitting image of what I might have looked like if I had ever been a three year old girl. We did every test possible during the pregnancy to make sure she was OK. I could never tell Dr. Patel exactly what I was afraid of and why, he just thought that I was unnecessarily concerned. In the end though, it all went smoothly, even the birth. You gotta give Hanson credit; she really built me one hell of a body.
The water is draining from the tub so they must be done. I’m curled up in the futon chair, eyes closed. Not sleeping, just resting. I hear someone on the stairs and turn to look. Michael and Samantha are coming down, holding hands. She’s barefoot, dressed in her pink nightgown, holding the rail with her other hand, taking one step at a time. When she reaches the bottom, Michael releases her hand and she scampers to me, climbing into my chair. I pull her close, hugging her, smelling her damp hair.
“Mommy?” She sounds worried, a mother can tell.
“Yes, pumpkin?”
“Did I scare you when I was the monster?”
“Yes, a little, but not too bad.”
“Mommy?” Still worried about something.
“Yes, pumpkin.”
“Did I scare the babies?” She reaches out with her little hand and rests it lightly on my baby bump. I put my hand on hers.
“No Sam, the babies weren’t scared. They know that their big sister will always look out for them. Won’t you?”
She gives me a big smile, she loves it when I say that she’ll be a big sister. “Yes Mommy, I will.”
“You are three years old so there is ...”
“Mommy! I’m not three, I’m three and a half!” Michael manages to keep from laughing but barely.
“You’re right Sam, I keep forgetting about the half. I’m sorry.”
She snuggles against me. “That’s OK Mommy.” Michael comes over and picks her up. I’m reluctant to let go. I so love these quiet moments with my daughter.
“Time for bed Ms. Monster.”
She grabs him around the neck. “No, I want Mommy.”
That’s right baby, Mommy loves you too. She is tired though.
“Mommy will be up in a few minutes. How about I read you a story?” says Michael.
She leans into his chest. “OK” He bends down, bringing her close to me “Give Mommy a good night kiss.” I kiss her over his shoulder, her head immediately dropping down to rest there. She won’t last five minutes. Michael smiles at me and heads upstairs. As he carefully carries her to bed, I think about the differences between Michael and Bob.
Of course, there are more similarities, but the differences are amazing. Michael is much more laid back, more willing to have fun for fun’s sake. He’ll talk to someone like a regular person, you don’t need a dictionary for every fifth word. He’s smart, smart as hell, but he doesn’t lord it over you. He’s friendly too. He helps out all around, and half the guys in the neighborhood are here each weekend, at one time or another, though I probably have as much to do with that as he does. All the wives and girlfriends tell me how lucky I am. I have to agree. Since he works from home on his charitable foundation, one of us is always here with Samantha, but he has the time to take her out to the park and on play dates when I’m in class or at the library.
Looking around the room, I can see at least three renovation projects he did in the living room alone. When we bought this place, it was in desperate need of repair, dragging down property values for the entire block. Once it was clear that we were going to fix it up right, we were the most popular couple in the area. Most of the work was done by professionals, but Michael tackled a few “specialized” ones himself, including the gym and party room in the basement. He’s going to move his office to the renovated attic because we’ll need the space for the twins.
The twins. I rub my tummy. Twin boys. We’ve done the same tests on them that we did on Samantha and it’s all good, knock on wood. This time, it wasn’t an accident, though we didn’t plan on twins. When Michael found out, he was floating on air for about a month, could hardly talk about anything else. Thankfully, he came down to earth and we’ve been planning for the changes in our lives. We’re including Samantha so that she feels a part of the process. I’ve got six months to go so I’ll get this semester finished before it gets too uncomfortable. I can skip the spring semester and then graduate in the fall of next year. I hear a creak on the stairs and look that way. Michael is sneaking back down. After he reaches the bottom, he walks over and sits on the couch.
“She was out by the time I got to page six of ‘Hop on Pop’.”
“Why didn’t you come down then?”
“Just wanted to sit there and watch her.”
“I do that a lot on her afternoon naps.”
He swings around and lays down on the couch, propping his head on the armrest. “Did you recognize any of our customers tonight?”
“Only twenty, twenty five percent. Sherry and Larry Boyd stopped by early, they brought little Charlie with them, dressed as a bunny. They only stayed for about ten minutes”
“Charlie’s what, seven months?”
“Six months. Samantha would have gone nuts, he’s a real cutie.”
“That’s probably your hormones talking. Right now, you’d think anything in a diaper is adorable. Remember when you were pregnant with Samantha and fawned all over the Schwartz’s baby. That was one ugly kid!”
“She wasn’t that ugly! I saw her just yesterday and she’s a lovely child.” She’s no Samantha, but then what child is.
“Yeah now she’s fine, but as a baby, someone hit her with an ugly stick.”
“Speaking of hormones, remember what other thing I experienced while pregnant with Samantha?”
“Uhh ... morning sickness?”
“Please, don’t remind me. That’s not it.”
“How about your craving for pineapple, jalapeno and cottage cheese pizza?”
Actually, that sounds pretty good right now. “No, that’s not what I’m talking about.”
“Give me a hint then.”
I untuck my legs, slip out of my chair, slowly strut over to the couch, kneel down next to his head, take it between my hands and kiss him hungrily. We play tonsil hockey for a couple of minutes, then I pull back, leaving him with a wide smile of anticipation. “Ah yes, now I remember, you were often horny.”
“Veerrry horny, and this time, its twins.”
“You’re not trying to drop a hint are you?”
“Oh, I think I’m way past the hint stage.”
He sits up. “I thought you were tired.”
“I caught my second wind.”
“Well let it never be said that Michael Robert Nelson failed to rise to the occasion and fulfill his husbandly duties. You check the back door, I’ll get the front and set the security system then meet you at the bottom of the stairs. Let’s synchronize our watches.”
I get up off my knees. “I’m all for synchronizing, but why waste it on our watches. Don’t be long.” I walk to the kitchen as he watches me go, making sure to add an extra wiggle to each step.
I check the door and windows when I get there. Everything is closed and locked tight. The security indicators switch from red to green. Michael did the security system himself and it’s what the state of the art will be five years from now. We both can check on whatever is happening in the house or yard any time of day, wherever we are, with our cells. By the time I get back to the stairs, he’s waiting for me. He reaches out with his right hand and I take it. We tenderly kiss as he slips his arm around my waist and we walk upstairs, side by side. I pause when we reach the top.
“Wait” I say quietly. “I want to check on Sam.” I creep over to her door and slowly open it. I can see her lying on her side, tightly gripping her stuffed dinosaur, Terry. She’s not sucking her thumb, which is a pleasant change. I lean over her bed, kiss her cheek and tuck the blanket around her. Michael comes up behind me, reaches around to cradle my tummy, then nuzzles my neck when I straighten up. I put my hands over his and settle back against him, sighing.
“She looks more like you every day, you know” he whispers in my ear.
“I know, that’s what scares me.”
“She’s fine Deb. You’re fine and she’s fine.”
“But what if that changes?”
“How’s that make us any different than any other family babe? There are no guarantees in life.”
“That’s certainly comforting.”
He kisses my ear. “Sorry, that’s the way of the world, which you know better than most. Come on; let’s go scratch your itch.” He goes back to nuzzling my neck. I stifle a giggle and let him lead me to our bedroom.
Once inside, I turn on the built-in baby monitor and close the door behind us. It swooshes shut like the door of a walk-in freezer. The bedroom is another of Michael’s “special” renovations. Extra thick walls and door makes it pretty much sound proof. It’s also a Safe Room. We can hear what’s going on in Samantha’s room, but she can’t hear what’s going on in ours’, unless we want her to. On its face, it looks like a completely normal bedroom but he put in extra storage space and carefully concealed the unique equipment we occasionally use when we’re feeling extra frisky. We’re not likely to need any of that tonight though, it is a little late and I have to be up early for a 7:30 class and he has a teleconference at 8:00. I watch as Michael strips off his shirt.
Hhhhmmm, nice, very nice. Strong shoulders, well defined muscles across his chest and back, bulging arms, the hint of a six-pack. Up until I became pregnant with the twins, we’d exercise every morning in our gym, mostly weights and a bike on a windtrainer, treadmill or rowing machine but also a lot of martial arts. Michael’s taught me a great deal in the last couple of years. I’m not nearly as good as he is, but I’m more than capable of taking care of myself under normal circumstances. We still exercise, just not as strenuously, for obvious reasons. I’m still in really good shape for a pregnant woman in her first trimester, but nothing like I was three months ago. Then I was probably in the best shape of my life, which is saying a lot for me. Michael’s body has changed from kinda fatty and undefined to nicely chiseled. Not like weight lifters, just on the right side of babaliscious. As he approaches me, I snap out of my fixation on his chest. He sits me on the bed, bends down, removes my cross-trainers and begins to massage my feet. I fall back onto my elbows, letting the sensations spread up my body.
“Ooowww, that’s good. You always know just what I need ... why is that?” He keeps working on my feet and ankles.
“I just pay attention. You seemed to be walking kinda gingerly so I assumed your feet were sore. Plus, you have been pregnant before so we’ve been down this road. How are your ankles?”
“A little swollen ... uuuhhhh, yesss.”
After a couple of minutes, he stops and tugs at the legs of my yoga pants and I help him pull them off, lifting my hips off the bed. He tosses them on the chair next to the bed, then starts to massage my calves, working up to my thighs. By the time he gets to my waist, I’ve pulled off my hoodie and removed my bra, adding them to the pants on the chair.
Michael kisses his way up my body, giving special attention to my slightly bulging tummy. When he reaches my boobs, he stops. They have gotten more sensitive recently and right now, less is more. He gently caresses them, flicking the swollen nipples with his thumbs. If he does this for another minute or two, I’m gonna cum just from the feelings from my tits. He’s got a wicked smile on his face, so he knows it too. Just as I get near the edge, he backs off and moves to my shoulders.
So that’s how it’s going to be tonight, start and stop. A game I can play with the best of them. When he moves behind me to massage my shoulders, I give him a few seconds, then turn and push him back onto the bed, straddle his legs and start to remove his pants. Michael lets me undo his belt, unzip his fly and work both his pants and underwear down his legs. When the clothes reach his ankles, I roll off and go to the foot of the bed to remove his shoes and socks, then finish taking off his pants.
His legs and thighs are just as developed as his chest and arms. I can’t wait to touch them, feel the muscles flex. I start to kiss my way up his body, repeating what he did to me. When I get to his chest, I suckle on his nipples. His breath catches in his throat. Guys aren’t supposed to enjoy their own breasts but it’s still an erogenous zone, man or woman. Those taboo feelings can be very erotic. His pulsing cock tells me I’m right. I switch back and forth, sucking one nipple while lightly pinching the other, whatever feels good to me, I do to him. Unfortunately, this alone won’t get him to cum, but his occasional moan tells me I’m on the right track. After five minutes, I sit up and fall back, my head level with his crotch, my body at about a forty five degree angle across the bed. I reach out and take his engorged cock in my left hand, stroking it, while rolling his balls in the palm of my right hand.
I love the feel of his cock, in my hand, my mouth, my pussy ... and my ass. It took some time, but we came to an understanding about anal sex. He could do me ... if I got to do him first. Fucking Michael in the ass with a strap-on was as close as I would ever get to being a guy again, not that I missed it. He thought that I was kidding but changed his mind when I got a harness and double ended dildo through the mail. It took a lot of beer and some Anal-eze, but he eventually did it. I was slow and careful, two things my clients didn’t do when I was butt fucked at the club. He didn’t like it exactly, but he didn’t hate it either. Then it was his turn to do me and he was just as slow and careful. Over time, we both came to enjoy it as an occasional ... diversion. Not tonight though. Tonight, I’m going to suck his balls dry ... eventually.
His cock is hard and hot in my hand. I scoot closer and take the tip into my mouth, enjoying its velvet-like texture. I swirl my tongue first around the head and then the shaft as I work my way down towards his crotch, bobbing up and down as I go. He shifts his body until it is parallel with mine. I feel has hands at my cunt, pulling my thong aside, and then his tongue, licking my clit. We are lying on our sides, in the classic 69 position. Michael is trying to catch up to me but I’ve had a head start on his cock. I can already feel it throbbing. His balls pull up and he is just about ready to spurt so I stop, letting his cock slip from my mouth.
Now we’re even.
I keep stroking his cock, keeping him near his peak. I don’t want to have to start from scratch when he finishes teasing my pussy with his mouth and fingers. My orgasm is building quickly. Michael really does know what buttons to push. My hips are starting to twitch, grinding my cunt into his face, sending thrilling sensations shooting up my spine right to my brain. I’m getting near the edge now, he’s cutting it close.
“OK ... You’ve made your ... point ... you ... can ... ssttoppp ... mmmmm ... anytime ... OH GOD!”
The orgasm hits hard and fast. He never intended to stop. My hips are bucking uncontrollably, Michael gripping my ass and keeping his face buried in my crotch, trying to keep contact with my clit, extending my orgasm. Another wave hits, taking my breath away. I lose my grip on his cock, my body a mass of muscle spasms. The room spins around me. When I come down from my orgasmic peak, Michael has switched around so that we are face to face, my thong dangling from his hand. I lightly smack his chest.
“You bastard! I thought we were teasing and stopping.”
“I changed my mind. You upset?”
“No, course not. I just had a great blow job going ... it was great wasn’t it?”
“Deb, you are the finest cocksucker the world has ever known.” I blush. Not the kind of compliment a woman normally seeks, but he does mean it as a compliment. It was a hard earned skill, honed through a lot of unpleasant practice, but I’m happy to put it to good use now.
“Anyhow, I had a good one going and now I have to start from the beginning.”
Michael rolls me over on my side so that he is behind me. “Save it for later babe.”
He rubs his still hard cock along my labia, covering it with his saliva and my juices, then slowly enters my cunt from behind. He pulls my body back towards his with his left arm, which is wrapped around my waist from underneath, just below my baby bump. As he rocks his hips back and forth, he drapes his right arm up over my ribs, playing with my tits and nipples. He increases his pace and my boobs begin to bounce wildly. He is doing his usual wonderful job of fucking me senseless. I cry out between breathes.
“Oh God! ... Fuck me! ... Please FUCK ME BOB! ... OH ... OH ... Damn ... Fuck my pussy Bob! ... OH GOD! HARDER ... UHHH ... HHUUHH ... OH ... BOB! ... GOD I’M CUMMING!”
The combination of the sensations from my cunt and tits have me ready to orgasm again. Michael is breathing hard on my neck. I think he is almost there himself so I try to hold up, waiting for him. As my orgasm breaks free, Michael drives his cock deep into my pussy and shoots me full of his cum in two, three, then four separate ejaculations. He holds me tight against his body as my orgasm surges through me, then kisses the back of my neck and caresses my tits until my breathing returns to normal. I feel his cock soften and shrink.
I always enjoy that sensation. It means that he’s cared enough to stay close to me after the sex is done. At the club, no one ever stayed, not that I would have wanted them to, it was just sex. It’s not just sex with us.
It’s love. A complete, total commitment to each other and our growing family. He would do anything for me and I would do anything for him, and we would do absolutely anything for Samantha. No questions asked.
I roll towards him and lay my head on his shoulder. His arm is under me and on my back, holding me tight against him. My left hand is slowly, lightly rubbing his chest, our legs intertwined.
“I’m sorry” I quietly say.
“About what?”
“You know ... the ‘Bob’ thing.”
“Don’t worry sweetheart, it happens.”
“But it shouldn’t. I try hard to remember, I really do, but ... sometimes, when my concentration slips ... I just blurt it out.” He strokes my hair. I love it when he does that.
“I know you’re trying. The only time you slip up now is when we are making love, and usually it’s just us, so there’s no harm. Besides, that’s why I chose ‘Robert” as my middle name, just in case. Fortunately for me, if I screw up and call you ‘Honey’, it sounds just like ‘Babe’ or “Sweetheart’ or ‘Dear’, just another term of affection.”
“But you never screw up. I don’t know how you keep it all straight. You’ve had like eight or nine different identities in your life. I’ve only had three.”
“It helps to be crazy.”
“Don’t say that! You are not crazy! We’ve spent so much time with Susan, working both separately and together. You’ve just got an extraordinary brain, so ... compartmentalized? Is that it?”
“Yep, I kept each one in its own mental file and pulled out whichever one I needed for the particular assignment. Thankfully, I had to start from scratch when I decided to ditch them all and create ‘Michael Robert Nelson’. Besides, they were all middle aged by now and I didn’t want to be accused of robbing the cradle when you agreed to be my girlfriend. It gave me a chance to create an identity that matched the changes in my life.”
“Speaking of changes, does Susan have any better idea why your test results no longer fit the profile of “Borderline Sociopathic Personality Disorder?”
“Not really. She’s assuming that I had some kind of subtle childhood brain damage, maybe in the womb from my birth mother’s drug and alcohol abuse. Hanson’s treatments eventually repaired that damage. Her intensive therapy since then has helped me overcome the years of neglect to my emotional development.”
“I guess that’s as good an explanation as any. The important thing is that you stay cured.”
“That’s what Susan says.” He reaches over and tips my face towards his. “I have it easy this time. All my prior ‘lives’ were chosen for me. ‘Bob James’, ‘Richard Johnson’, the others, they each had particular aspects which made them good covers and helped me do my job. I had to bend to fit them. This time, I created the legend to fit how I felt, what I liked, to finally be the person I’ve always wanted to be” he kisses me deeply “to be with who I want to be with. This is my ideal life. You’re the one with the hard job. You didn’t ask for this. You didn’t train for years to switch identities at the drop of a hat. You’re the one stuck with a life you didn’t ask for.”
“Doesn’t mean that I don’t want it.”
He looks stunned. “In all our sessions with Susan, you never once said you wanted this. You accepted it, thanked us for helping you through it, for saving you from Hanson, but never actually wanted it. What happened?”
I snuggle closer to him. “I realized it this evening, talking to Sherry Boyd when she stopped by. She was saying how lucky she was to have found Larry, how happy she was to be a wife and mother, then she said “But I don’t have to tell you, look at all you have”. After they left, I sat down and thought about what she had said. I decided that she was right. I live in a lovely home, good neighbors and friends, getting ready to graduate from college, after actually going to class and earning my grades this time. I have a bright and beautiful daughter with two sons on the way ...” I reach out and place the palm of my hand on his cheek “... and finally, I have a handsome, brilliant and witty husband who I dearly love, and I think that he loves me too.”
He turns his head and kisses my hand. “More than life itself sweetheart, but you do know that I’m not handsome, right? You’re looking at me with love drunk eyes.”
“Sorry, no choice, they’re the only eyes I’ve got ... wait, are you saying that you accept ‘brilliant and witty’ but not handsome?”
“No one’s perfect Debbie ... except you of course.”
“Now who’s got love drunk eyes?”
“You really want this? You’re not just saying it or trying to talk yourself into it?”
“What more could a person want? I want this life, my life, and I’ll kick the ass of anyone who tries to take it from me.”
“Well Mrs. Nelson, we’re a team so I guess that means we’ll both be kicking the ass of anyone who tries to take our lives from us.”
“Including Amy Hanson?” It has always been a rarely discussed fear of mine, what if she found out about me?
“You know that is not very likely, there’s no reason to dwell on ....”
“No Michael, what if? You never walk out of this house without a primary and two back up plans. We didn’t install the home security system because you were afraid of burglars. It’s not just us anymore, there’s Samantha too. Hanson’s crazy, she’d do anything to hurt me and the best way to do that would be to hurt Sam. In a few months, they’ll be two more targets. Don’t tell me you haven’t thought about it ... what if she finds us?”
He strokes my hair for a few moments. “I’m convinced that she’s not looking so it’d be extremely unlikely. I also believe that she took my advice and sought professional counseling, which could help her act more rationally should she discover the truth.”
“You’re avoiding the question Michael ... you’re doing it again and you promised you wouldn’t. I know you have some kind of plan, but you haven’t told me what it is. You’ve been making decisions about our family’s future without discussing it with me. You’re right, we are a team but you aren’t treating me like a teammate. I’m being left on the sidelines. We’ve been round and round about this with Susan. If our marriage is going to work, you’ve got to include me in the decision making.”
“It’s no big deal Deb, I didn’t want you to worry about it so I just didn’t say anything.”
“Do you think I’m an idiot?”
“NO! God, of course not!”
“Do you think that I couldn't figure out on my own that Hanson might be able to find us?”
“Sure, but the odds ...”
“Screw the odds, you knew that I’d worry whether we talk about it or not ... you can’t protect me, or us, from everything Michael. I’m going to think about and worry about a lot of stuff. I’m a mother, you’re a father, we’ve got all sorts of things to worry about without Amy Hanson ... so, will we talk about this?”
Michael looks away for a moment, staring into space. He sighs and turns back towards me.
“I’m sorry, you’re right. We are a family and families make joint decisions. Even if you didn’t create the plan, you need to know what it is should we ever need to implement it, as unlikely as that is.”
“Apology accepted sweetheart. I know you’re only doing what you feel is the best for all of us. I appreciate you not wanting to upset me, but I need to feel like I have a say in my own life, our lives. So ... what’s the plan?”
“You want to talk about it now?”
“Why not? You going somewhere?”
“I guess not.”
“You tell me what it is and I’ll tell you what I think about it.” He sighs, then gets an extremely serious look on his face.
“If Amy Hanson comes after you or any of our children, she will be dead before she hits the floor. No warnings, no hesitation, no reasoning with her, no bargaining, no questions asked. I gave her a chance when I didn’t kill her five years ago because I thought she had the potential to help mankind. To my knowledge, that’s what she’s trying to do now, but if I’m wrong and she returns to her vengeful ways, I’ll put her down like a mad dog. If she sends someone else, that person is dead and then I’ll track her down and finish the job. If I catch her snooping around in our pasts or find someone else doing it on her behalf, the same thing will happen, no second chances. Nothing is more important to me than you and our family Debbie. Nothing.”
Simple, straightforward and final. It takes my breath away.
There’s Bob’s iron fist inside Michael’s velvet glove. It’s been a while since I’ve heard him talk like that, and, to be honest, it’s a little thrilling, a reminder of the powerful, unpredictable man I was first attracted to. He’s still there, underneath a veneer of civility. I don’t say anything at first, just reach down and slowly stroke his wonderful cock.
“I’ve got no problem with that.”
“None?”
“Nope.”
“Glad we had this talk ... so, if we’re a team, who’s the quarterback?”
“Both of us.”
“Don’t two quarterback systems tend to fail?”
I slide down his body and give his now hard cock a long lick. “I think we’ve pushed that analogy as far as we can, don’t you?”
“Absolutely.”
Time to give him that blowjob I promised. After all, we girls are always falling for the bad boys.
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