Sunday, 11 November, 2007
Dear Diary
Talked to Mom and Daddy today about things. They think I should keep trying to talk to Matthew, but... I'm just grateful he hasn't told anyone.
I feel so guilty.
I mean, I know it's not really any of his business...
... and I didn't really lie to him...
But it just hurts, y'know? I mean, I finally admit to myself that I like the guy and that I wanna be his girlfriend... and he totally just walks away.
I thought he was better than that.
Turns out, he's just like everyone else.
Why would I want that?
Anyway, I'm just gonna netsurf for awhile, I think.
Oh, and Daddy beat me in every single game of Tekken Tag yesterday. I was totally not on my game.
*sigh*
Courtney