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  • Ariel Montine Strickland

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  • General Audience (pg)

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  • Novel > 40,000 words

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  • Transgender

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  • Teenage or High School

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Threads of Truth

A Transgender Coming of Age Romance

From the Harmony Aspirant Universe

Chapter 4: Barriers and Boundaries

By Ariel Montine Strickland

How will Kiki and Julian hold up under the attack of Margaret Thornfield from the Historical Preservation Society? Can Kiki and Julian's budding relationship survive her displeasure?

Copyright 2025 by Ariel Montine Strickland.
All Rights Reserved.

Author's Note:

This book, in it's entirety, is available on my Patreon. BCTS will get weekly postings on Mondays to complete it here.


Chapter 4: Barriers and Boundaries

The morning air carried the scent of autumn leaves and fresh coffee as Julian approached Grandmother Rose's vintage dress shop for what had become his daily ritual. Three days of documentation work had established a comfortable routine, but today felt different—charged with an undercurrent of tension he couldn't quite identify.

Rose greeted him at the door with her usual warmth, though Julian noticed a subtle shift in her demeanor. Her silver hair was pinned in its characteristic chignon, and she wore a stunning 1950s suit in deep burgundy that spoke of quiet authority.

"Good morning, Julian," she said, her voice carrying a note of gentle determination. "I'm afraid we have some complications to navigate today. Nothing insurmountable, but it will require some delicate handling."

Julian set down his camera equipment, immediately alert. "What kind of complications?"

Before Rose could answer, the brass bells chimed with unusual force as the front door opened. A woman in her fifties entered, her posture rigid with barely contained disapproval. She wore a contemporary business suit that seemed to armor her against the shop's vintage charm, and her eyes swept the interior with the calculating gaze of someone looking for flaws.

"Mrs. Thornfield," Rose said smoothly, moving forward with practiced grace. "How lovely to see you again. Julian, I'd like you to meet Margaret Thornfield from the Historical Preservation Society. Margaret, this is Julian Martinez from the Denver Art Museum."

Margaret's handshake was perfunctory, her attention already shifting back to Rose with obvious skepticism. "I've come to discuss some concerns that have been brought to our attention regarding the authenticity of your collection and business practices."

Julian felt the temperature in the room drop several degrees. Rose's smile never wavered, but he caught the slight tightening around her eyes that suggested this was not an unexpected visit.

"Of course," Rose replied with unflappable courtesy. "I'm always happy to discuss our commitment to historical accuracy. Perhaps we could sit down with some tea?"

Margaret remained standing, pulling out a leather portfolio with the efficiency of someone accustomed to wielding authority. "I've received reports questioning whether this establishment truly serves historical preservation or merely profits from costume play. There are concerns about the appropriateness of allowing people to model historical garments without proper training or respect for their significance."

Julian felt his protective instincts flare, but Rose's subtle hand gesture warned him to remain silent. Her decades of experience in handling difficult customers was evident in her calm response.

"I appreciate your dedication to historical preservation, Margaret," Rose said, her voice warm but firm. "Perhaps you'd like to observe our restoration process and documentation methods? Julian has been thoroughly impressed with our attention to historical accuracy."

Margaret's gaze shifted to Julian with obvious skepticism. "Museum documentation is one thing. But I understand you have an assistant who treats these historical pieces as dress-up costumes. That's hardly appropriate stewardship of cultural artifacts."

Julian felt his jaw clench at the dismissive tone, but Rose's presence reminded him that this required diplomatic handling rather than defensive anger.

"Kiki has an extraordinary gift for understanding these garments," Rose said, her voice carrying quiet pride. "Her restoration work demonstrates both technical skill and deep respect for historical authenticity. She approaches each piece as a collaboration with the original seamstress and the women who wore them."

Margaret's expression suggested she found this explanation inadequate. "Collaboration is a romantic notion, but these are historical artifacts, not opportunities for personal expression. The Historical Preservation Society has standards that must be maintained."

The back door chimed softly, and Julian heard familiar footsteps approaching through the workroom. His heart rate quickened with anticipation mixed with concern—Kiki was walking into what had clearly become a confrontational situation.

"Good morning," Kiki's voice came from the workroom entrance, warm but cautious as she sensed the tension in the room. She wore her usual jeans and vintage blouse, but Julian noticed she'd chosen particularly conservative clothing, as if anticipating judgment.

Margaret's attention focused on Kiki with laser intensity. "You must be the assistant I've heard about. I understand you model historical garments as part of your work here."

Julian watched Kiki's posture shift slightly, her natural confidence wavering under Margaret's scrutiny. "I study the construction and movement of vintage pieces to better understand their restoration needs," Kiki replied carefully. "It helps me preserve their original integrity."

"Preservation requires professional training and institutional oversight," Margaret said crisply. "Not amateur experimentation with irreplaceable historical pieces."

Rose stepped forward with the protective instincts of a lioness defending her cub. "Kiki's work has been exemplary. Her intuitive understanding of these garments surpasses many formally trained professionals I've encountered."

Margaret's skepticism was palpable. "Intuition is not a substitute for proper credentials and institutional accountability. The Historical Preservation Society exists to ensure that cultural artifacts receive appropriate professional care."

Julian felt his professional integrity being questioned along with Kiki's expertise. "I can vouch for the quality of restoration work being done here," he said, his voice carefully controlled. "The techniques and attention to historical detail are exceptional."

Margaret's gaze shifted between Julian and Kiki with obvious suspicion. "Museum documentation requires objectivity, Mr. Martinez. Personal relationships can compromise professional judgment."

The implication hit Julian like a physical blow. His growing feelings for Kiki were apparently obvious enough to be used as ammunition against both their professional credibility. He felt his carefully maintained boundaries crumbling under public scrutiny.

Rose's voice cut through the tension with steel wrapped in silk. "Margaret, I've been in this business for fifty years. I've worked with museums, collectors, and preservation societies across the country. My commitment to historical accuracy is unquestionable, and I won't have my methods or my protégé's expertise dismissed without proper evaluation."

Margaret straightened, clearly prepared for this resistance. "Then you won't object to a formal review by qualified preservation professionals. The Society can arrange for proper assessment of your collection and practices."

Julian watched Kiki's face pale at the prospect of formal scrutiny. Her fear was evident, and he realized that Margaret's challenge threatened not just the shop's reputation, but Kiki's fragile confidence in her own abilities.

"That won't be necessary," Rose said smoothly. "We welcome professional evaluation, but it will be conducted through proper channels with appropriate notice and preparation. Julian's museum documentation provides excellent third-party verification of our standards."

Margaret's smile was thin and triumphant. "We'll see about that. The Society takes its responsibilities seriously, and we won't allow historical artifacts to be treated as costume jewelry."

After Margaret left, the shop felt like a battlefield after the smoke had cleared. Julian watched Kiki retreat into herself, her earlier confidence replaced by visible anxiety about professional judgment and public scrutiny.

Rose moved between them with her characteristic grace, but Julian could see the strain in her posture. The confrontation had cost her energy she couldn't spare, though she maintained her composure with decades of practiced dignity.

"Don't let her rattle you," Rose said gently to Kiki. "Margaret means well, but she's forgotten that preservation requires both technical skill and emotional understanding. You have both in abundance."

Julian felt torn between his professional obligations and his personal feelings. Margaret's implications about compromised objectivity had struck too close to home, forcing him to confront the reality that his growing attraction to Kiki was affecting his work.

"Maybe I should maintain more professional distance," Julian said reluctantly, the words tasting bitter in his mouth. "I don't want to compromise the museum's documentation or create problems for the shop."

Kiki's face crumpled slightly at his words, confirming his worst fears about the situation. Rose watched the exchange with obvious concern, recognizing the damage that fear and outside pressure were inflicting on the relationship she'd been carefully nurturing.

"Professional integrity doesn't require emotional distance," Rose said firmly. "It requires honesty, competence, and respect for the work. You've demonstrated all three, Julian. Don't let someone else's narrow definitions limit your authentic response to what you've found here."

But Julian could see the doubt in Kiki's eyes, the way she'd begun to question whether her work was truly professional or merely amateur enthusiasm. Margaret's challenge had planted seeds of insecurity that would be difficult to overcome.

As the day progressed, Julian found himself pulling back instinctively, maintaining careful professional boundaries that felt artificial and painful. Kiki responded by becoming more reserved, second-guessing her expertise and retreating from the confident restoration work that had initially captivated him.

Rose watched their careful dance of avoidance with obvious frustration, but respected their need to process the morning's confrontation. Her wisdom told her that some barriers had to be worked through rather than simply dismissed.

"Fear makes us smaller than we are," Rose said quietly as they prepared to close for the day. "But courage isn't the absence of fear—it's the decision to act authentically despite being afraid."

Julian packed his equipment with unusual care, avoiding Kiki's eyes as he prepared to leave. The easy intimacy of their previous days had been replaced by professional courtesy that felt hollow and unsatisfying.

"I'll see you tomorrow," he said formally, the words lacking their usual warmth.

Kiki nodded without looking up from her restoration work. "Of course. We have several pieces that still need documentation."

Rose watched them both with the patience of someone who understood that some lessons couldn't be rushed. The barriers that had emerged today would need to be addressed, but forcing the issue would only create more resistance.

As Julian left the shop, he felt the weight of professional expectations and personal desires pulling him in different directions. Margaret's challenge had forced him to confront the reality that his feelings for Kiki were affecting his work, but her solution—emotional distance—felt like abandoning something precious and irreplaceable.

Behind him, Rose began her afternoon routine of caring for the vintage garments, each piece a testament to the courage of women who had faced their own barriers and boundaries.

The champagne silk satin caught the afternoon light streaming through the shop's front windows, and Kiki felt her breath catch as she lifted the gown from its preservation box. The fabric whispered against itself with the particular sound of quality silk, a sound that spoke of ballrooms and opening nights and the rustle of programs in elegant hands.

"This one's special," Rose said softly, watching Kiki's reverent handling of the dress. "Mary Elitch Long wore this to the grand opening of her theater in 1900. First woman in the world to own and manage both a zoo and a theater, you know."

Kiki's fingers traced the intricate pearl beading that cascaded down the bodice in swags, each tiny seed pearl still lustrous after more than a century. The heart-shaped décolletage was framed with silk chiffon so delicate it seemed like captured breath, and the trumpet sleeves with their layers of Valenciennes lace spoke of an era when women's clothing was architecture, engineering, art.

"The S-curve silhouette," Kiki murmured, recognizing the distinctive shape that had defined the early Edwardian era. "The straight-front corset pushed the bust forward and hips back—it literally changed how women moved through the world."

"Try it on," Rose encouraged, her eyes twinkling with that knowing look she got when she sensed a teaching moment approaching. "Some dresses need to be worn to be understood."

With Rose's help, Kiki stepped into the gown, feeling the weight of the silk settle around her like liquid gold. The bodice, with its masterful construction, created the fashionable silhouette without the punishing restriction of earlier Victorian styles. As Rose fastened the tiny, covered buttons up the back, Kiki felt herself transforming, shoulders back, chin lifted, the dress demanding a certain regal bearing.

"Mary Elitch Long knew something about transformation," Rose said, adjusting the wide sash of deeper gold silk at Kiki's waist. "When her husband died just months after they opened Elitch Gardens, everyone expected her to sell. Instead, she took over everything—the zoo, the theater, the gardens. Became Denver's entertainment royalty."

Kiki moved carefully to the full-length mirror, watching how the bell-shaped skirt with its moderate train created graceful lines with each step. The embroidered silk roses in gold thread caught the light, and she could imagine Mary Elitch Long sweeping into her theater on opening night, commanding attention not through ostentation but through sheer presence.

"She had to be perfect," Kiki realized, running her hands over the silk. "Every public appearance, every event at the gardens, she was representing not just herself but the idea that a woman could run these businesses successfully."

"Exactly." Rose's voice carried approval and something deeper—understanding. "This dress isn't just beautiful, it's armor. See how the construction gives you confidence? How it makes you stand differently, move with purpose?"

Kiki nodded, feeling the truth of it in her bones. The gown demanded grace, commanded respect. In it, she could imagine greeting distinguished guests, overseeing theatrical productions, making decisions that affected hundreds of employees and thousands of visitors.

"The pearl beading alone would have taken months to complete," Kiki observed, studying the intricate work in the mirror. "And this Valenciennes lace—it's museum quality. She spared no expense."

"Because she understood that in her world, appearance was credibility," Rose said. "A woman in her position couldn't afford to look anything less than impeccable. This dress is a testament to her success, but also to her understanding of how to wield feminine power in a masculine world."

As Kiki turned slowly, watching the silk catch and release the light, she felt a connection spanning more than a century—one woman who had found her strength through transformation to another just beginning to understand her own power. The dress held Mary Elitch Long's courage in its very seams, and for a moment, Kiki could feel that strength flowing into her own spine, her own shoulders, her own carefully lifting chin.

"She would have understood," Kiki whispered, and Rose's gentle smile confirmed that some truths transcend time, held safe in silk and pearls and the enduring power of a woman who refuses to be anything less than herself.

Rose's wisdom and Kiki's resilience would be tested, but the foundation of trust and mentorship they'd built remained strong enough to weather the storm that Margaret Thornfield had brought to their door. Kiki removed the dress and with professional attention to detail replaced it in the special vault that their most prized pieces were stored when not on display. With the wearing, Kiki knew which minor restoration treatments to apply so that it could be once more put on display. It was a good thing that Rose had done for her. Wearing Mary's gown had reignited her confidence and joy for the restoration.

"Grandmother, I'm ready to go home where my mother is in the middle of a very important restoration project herself."

"Kiki, what project is your mother working on? Are you helping?"

"Oh Grandmother, the project is me! Restoring my harmony with mind and body to be my mother's daughter from this time forth, forevermore. I'm totally involved!"

"This is a project that I am very interested in, Kiki. Please keep me informed. Till we meet again!"

"Of course, Grandmother. Have a wonderful evening!"

Kiki left the shop on the way to her home. The shop settled into evening quiet, holding space for the complex emotions and difficult decisions that lay ahead.

Kiki arrived home and immediately put on her apron and began preparing tea and putting in to bake a sheet of store bought cookie dough. Not seeing her mother, she called out.

"Mother, I'm home! Where are you?"

"In the den, dearest Kiki, I'm working on well ... you, that is keeping the momentum going that we started yesterday."

"Thank you so much, Mother. I'll be with you in just a moment." Kiki made a check on both the tea and cookies then went into the den.

"How was your day, Kiki?"

"Very challenging, Mother. Margaret Thornfield did her best to rattle me professionally, but Grandmother Rose knew just what to do to restore my confidence. I'm shaken but my joy has been restored in my labor of love. What may not be as easy to repair is that Margaret attacked Julian professionally because he contradicted her, so she threatened to bring his personal relationship with me to his superiors."

"You love Julian, don't you?"

"It had not come to the surface until you asked. I know now that I love him, very much. It's going to be hard to have our relationship reduced to formal professionalism after we had become so close in such a limited amount of time." Mother wrapped me up in a hug as tears escaped from both of our eyes. I felt safe and loved.

"This sounds like something that we need to talk about. First Kiki go get the tea and cookies and then you can sit beside me and tell me all about it."

The time flew as our mother and daughter conversation over the tea and cookies started there and covered many things. At last, I took my leave of Mother, who continued to work for my good, made my preparations then went to bed.

Tomorrow would bring new challenges, but also new opportunities for growth and understanding.


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