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by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Prologue and Chapter 1
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Copyright © 2017-2024 By Sofia Hammerstein. All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced, scanned, or distributed in any printed or electronic form without permission.
This work is, first and foremost, a work of Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) Fiction. If diapers, bottles, and babying of adults are not your cup of tea, I would advise you to move on to another work. However, if those don’t offend you, I hope you will enjoy this tale!
Years ago, I dealt with writer’s block on another work I was writing. During my drought of ideas for the other work, the concept of writing a novel in the ‘Diaper Dimension’ took hold. It began a nearly three-year span of writing what became three separate works. This book, Exchanged, is the first in that Trilogy. I write primarily for fun, but many have asked me to publish this work on Amazon over the past few years. So I did make it available there. I have posted this on a few other sites, but I feel there might be some readers on this site who might appreciate this but haven't read it.
Before I push onward with the novel, I need to credit the concept of the Diaper Dimension to, ‘Princess Pottypants,’ and her original work ‘Alisa’s Adventures in the Diaper Dimension.’ Her initial work set off what has become a whole universe of stories. (That work is also available on Amazon!) I appreciate her generous permission to publish this work based on her created concepts!
Thank you to my readers who have commented and encouraged me throughout my postings online! Thanks also to DP for taking the time to help me proof my works recently!
Most of all, thank you to anyone who purchases my novels and takes the time to read them!
Prologue
I STARED AT the computer for a long moment at the text of my ad in front of me.
"Inter-Dimensional College Exchange Student Looking For Room And Board
18-year-old student is currently seeking room and board for his time studying at Emerson University. Accepted into Emerson University's Computer Science program and hopes to graduate with a Bachelor's degree. Upon researching the dynamic at the university, believes renting a room in a home would be the best option. Open to 'traditional' Little living conditions, but must remain mentally unaltered and able to physically still walk and function normally as an adult. Must be allowed to complete a degree and be delivered back to home dimension. Terms open for negotiation. Contract of funds to be paid half upon agreement and half upon delivery of student back to home dimension."
Two years ago, my family had gone on an adventure to the new dimensional world of the Amazons. Our guided trip had been a life-changing trip, as I had been amazed at their level of technology and how far they had brought their computers and engineering beyond our current levels! It was incredible! A college tour of their local Emerson University made me really want to go to school there. During the visit, I saw supercomputers and faculty that blew my mind. Even if when I looked around, it seemed like being as short as I was compared to everyone else would be a problem, I was intrigued!
Apparently, one of the side effects of going through the dimension was a reduction in height for many people. I had been five feet eight inches tall back home at the time, but only about four feet and an inch when I arrived in the other dimension. All around me had been giants in the form of the Amazons! Even my parents felt like kids in comparison to them. According to our guide, my dad had been alone amongst us in remaining a height that could be considered an 'In-Betweener.' The guides immediately assured us that they would ensure we were not 'poached' if we stayed with the group. We were strongly discouraged from any outside exploration!
It hadn't taken long after that conversation for me to see why when I saw a nearly naked college girl being breastfed on a bench. Her breasts gave away the idea she wasn't a regular baby. Still, other things like her yellowing diaper made things more confusing. The lady, her' mother,' gave me a quick glance and a wink before noticing the guide. To the tour company's credit, they managed to get us back home safely after a two-week tour of the fantastic new world. I had taken in every bit of information about how adult 'littles' ended up as babies. It disturbed me that nearly seventy percent of them ended up as surrogate babies. Still, if you ignored that, the world was so amazing!
Towards the end of our trip, I was able to sit down and pick the brain of one of the few free littles we met while we were at a restaurant.
"I'd love to come to school at Emerson," I told him.
"What for?"
"Computer science," I told him.
He nodded, "I hear we are way ahead of you with our technology… but you would have to be very careful. Most of the time, they'll let an intelligent little get through the first three years of college because they get so many grants for them from the government. But as soon as that fourth-year rolls around, they find an excuse to send you to an etiquette school instead… Then it's back to diapers, drooling, crawling, and breastfeeding for life."
I found myself slightly enticed by that but asked, "I don't suppose there are any that survive to graduate?"
"A few… sometimes a very clever little like myself can make it through if you are always watching. Too often, though, you let your guard slip one time, and the nearest Amazon to you will spank you, diaper you, and adopt you as their new baby…"
On the last day of our trip, I snagged an Emerson brochure. For the last two years, I had dreamed of nothing but going to school in that dimension at that school. I just had to figure out how to do it and still have my mind and body mostly intact when I returned.
Given the cost of the network hop to the inter-dimensional network, I proofread the ad several more times. I changed its wording several times in the hopes my meaning would be clear. My parents were very well off and had invested and saved quite a college savings account for me. Emerson had been very intrigued by my application and had actually awarded me a full-ride scholarship. That meant that the savings account was available for other expenses. I figured if we decided on a monthly fee for rental and board that we would pay in full, then with another payment of that total amount plus thirty-three percent upon my delivery back here at home, I would have a good shot at remaining free in the end. Money seemed to make the world go around there too.
At least that was the hope… So, I opened up a brief connection and submitted it to that universe's Craigslist server and hoped for the best.
Chapter 1: Contracts
A WEEK LATER, I found myself looking through fifty-eight responses to my ad. About half of them seemed to not care about the money and just wanted a baby… those went in the trash file of my computer in a hurry. I held another dozen or so as a backup if the others fell through. Finally, I had it narrowed down to about five real possibilities.
All of the replies left were couples that currently had no kids. After thinking more about what the Little had told me, I had decided upon that requirement. Apparently, when a toddler is taller than you, they see you as a great target to pick on. The last thing I wanted to deal with was an Amazon baby picking on me and making life miserable…
I picked out two couples from that last pile with at least one person working at the university. The first couple on the pile was Jennifer and Mark Nimitz. Mark was a doctor in the med school focusing on 'Little' care and Anatomy and Physiology of them. Jennifer had earned a doctorate in Psychiatry focusing on Little needs but wasn't currently working full time after leaving a recent position. "They certainly would understand your needs," my mom had said.
"Yeah, but I'm a little scared they might understand how to manipulate me too well…"
She had just nodded without saying anything more. My parents weren't actively fighting me on this decision, but they had both made it clear that they thought I was crazy to be willing to risk my adulthood there.
The second couple was named Amanda and Fred Westerfield. Fred was a professor at the medical school specializing in obstetrics, and Amanda was a professor in the engineering department teaching courses in biomechanical engineering. Both of them worked on the university campus I wanted to attend. I hoped I could continue through school without ending up in the campus daycare, and on paper, they really were a good bet to help. In addition, Amanda's field was the next most interesting to study, so I thought we might have some common interests.
In the end, we set up an appointment at the Inter-Dimensional Portal Center to video conference with both couples in a private room. My vibe on Jennifer and Mark stayed the same, practically screaming a big warning sign when they spoke. I had ended the call by saying, "I'll be in touch when I've made my decision."
Amanda and Fred, though, were a completely different experience as my parents and I talked to them. "I love this idea of being your surrogate family so you can come study here. I believe you can learn a lot from us and probably vice versa," Amanda said with a smile.
"You understand the stipulation that I would be coming back home upon graduation?" I asked.
"Absolutely, Stacy, we'd be happy to have you on those terms," he said with a smile, "I'll even guarantee you we'll get you through that degree! Even if we have to help make sure professors don't play games with you."
"I'm not asking for you to fight all of my battles," I said with a little bit of concern.
"We're not saying we will," Amanda soothed, "but this is a different dimension. To be perfectly honest, some professors won't take you seriously as anything but a baby if you come over as a Little."
I nodded, "That's what I heard when we visited."
"You visited?" Fred asked, surprised.
"We came for a family vacation with a guide two years ago," my mom told them over my shoulder as she absent-mindedly played with my long hair. "Ever since then, all Stacy has wanted to do is come there to study at Emerson. He wants to learn about everything that you all do in computers since you're so much further ahead of us here."
They nodded, and Amanda looked perplexed for a moment but asked, "You do understand if you come, we will have to alter some of your… umm… clothing options?"
I nodded, "I kind of expected that based on the other littles I saw around. I just don't want to end up with the mind of an infant, toddler, or preschooler," I tried to cover all bases there, "or end up with some of the bizarre surgeries I saw there where teeth were removed, or something was done to where they could only crawl…" I shuddered visibly at the thought of a few of those 'babies' we had seen.
Fred smiled, "Don't worry about those types of things. We'll not only make sure you don't go through those, but we'll also help you avoid some of the traps that some of our kind have set up. I'll go ahead and forewarn you against watching TV on your own. There's a program called Naomi and Oliver, which I know for a fact will regress you and addict you to it. We also have some scientists that have come up with other shows that will mess with your head. So please, regardless if you choose us, avoid those if you don't want to be a mindless drooling baby."
I nodded, "If I do come… what will you expect?"
"Well, right now, any little without a diaper on is a sitting target for kidnapping. So, I honestly believe your best bet is to plan on wearing them for the duration of your time in college here."
I sighed and nodded, "I kind of expected that. What else?"
"Well… If you don't mind letting me indulge myself a little?" Amanda asked calmly.
"How much is a little?"
"Well, if you're going to be in diapers… just a nursery and a highchair at the dinner table."
Dad practically seemed to be laughing next to me, but mom pinched his leg hair or something, and he suddenly became serious. "You're serious?" He asked.
"Mr. Slane, it's a matter of custom as much as anything. But it will also serve as a way for us to keep Stacy safe. If they found out a little wasn't being properly cared for, the state could come in and take Stacy to an orphanage… We have to be very careful with this plan, especially if Stacy is going to attend classes."
"Oh my!" My mom said worriedly next to me.
I looked at the screen and the two friendly-looking faces on it. Amanda's blonde hair actually matched mine nearly perfectly. Fred's eyes twinkled and seemed to be a similar Hazel to mine. They actually mirrored my own parents so closely it was almost unnerving. Mom's hair was just a bit darker than mine, and dad had the same Hazel eyes I had. The risk of this was great, but if I could return with the knowledge of their level of technology, I could make a fortune back here.
"So yeah… I guess I could deal with that." I responded.
They both beamed at me, and I felt my own parents shudder a bit. "Great! Now with this deal, I know you're trying your best to make a safe contract for yourself. This is a unique opportunity that I agree needs to be done right. Do you have a contract drawn up already?" Fred asked me.
"Yes, sir, let me just note the items we agreed to really quick, and I'll send it over to you to look it over and sign."
"If you don't mind, I'm going to have our own attorney look it over?" Amanda suggested.
"That's fine, and then we'll countersign it when it comes back." I said before adding, "My parents are going to sign as witnesses to the action as well."
"Sounds good!" Amanda said, "This is really exciting, Stacy!"
My future surrogate parents began talking as they turned away from the screen, and I just made out something about "I can't wait to have our own little g…" before the screen went blank.
'I told them I'm a guy… Right?' I asked myself. Stacy was a terrible name for a boy!
"Stacy, let's go ahead and note the items you all agreed to here," mom said. We noted that diapers were okay, a nursery was okay, a high chair was okay, and car seats I knew were mandatory by law. We went over clauses that I was to be unaltered psychologically via brainwashing techniques or physically altered to prevent my locomotion as a normal adult on two legs were also noted. I hoped we had hit the majority of the things that would be fates worse than death in the contract before we scanned it through the office's scanner and sent it to the Westerfield's.
I also sent a polite message to the Nimitz couple to let them know I had gone with someone else. I was told by both the Little, and the guides, that being rude in any way was a bad idea!
As we drove home, I couldn't help but note the fact that sitting in a regular car seat, eating in a standard chair, and sleeping in a regular bed might be a short-lived idea. At home, Mom called, "Stacy are you going to just keep letting your hair grow for college?"
I shrugged, "I suspect it won't matter one way or another there, Mom. I like it long myself, so I'm just going to leave it."
She nodded, "I hope it doesn't cause problems there."
I thought back to what Amanda had been in the middle of saying as the screen cut off and just shook my head. 'It'll be fine…'
THE NEXT FEW weeks were crazy as May wrapped up, and I graduated from high school with my plans for my future set in motion. I was proud to be the salutatorian of my class to my good friend Gabby who was .01 points ahead of me GPA-wise. But unfortunately, I had made the mistake of taking some non-AP classes as electives like band, and they had brought my GPA down. I was bummed, but I had no real reason to be upset with a full ride to college in the other dimension.
At the post-graduation party the school ran, she asked me, "So you're really going through with this plan to go to school in the other dimension?"
I nodded and smiled, "It's an adventure!"
"Sure… but haven't you heard the stories? I mean, I'm sure they're just stories… but…"
I shook my head, "They're actually true…" I said softly, "when we visited a couple years ago, I saw it happening."
She looked horrified, "Then why the hell are you going?"
"You wouldn't believe how advanced their computers and technology are! If I can go and learn their level of computer science and come back with that knowledge, I'll be able to make a fortune here!"
"From what I've heard, and you just said that's only if you don't come back drooling and crawling on the floor waiting for an Amazon mommy to change you or feed you…"
I sighed, "We've set up a pretty strict contract to make it worth the family's while to get me back here unharmed. Basically, they'll get $100,000 when I go to pay for my room and board for four years, and then an additional $150,000 when they send me back."
"What if they decide it's more worth it to just keep you…?"
I didn't have an answer to that question and just shrugged. After that night, I just kept moving towards my future plans. I was young and invulnerable! I spent the summer enjoying every bit of freedom I could though! Not that I was partying and drinking, but I drove everywhere I could and spent as much time with my friends as was possible. I watched many of them leave for their colleges early, leave for the military, or just generally begin working hard at menial jobs.
Once a week, I traded emails with the Westerfield's about the upcoming move. Then, on a whim, I sent them the graduation photo of me receiving my diploma, "That's a great picture of you, sweetie!" Amanda Westerfield had responded almost immediately. I liked the image as my hair was just behind my head where it should be, and I had a great smile.
Their responses made me wonder how hard it would be to get used to the new life I had agreed to. However, they were invaluable in liaising with the university registrar and deans' offices. Together we had gotten all of the paperwork squared away for my scholarship, and my initial course request list was in the system. The week after I arrived, I would be able to pick up my schedule.
There had been several hiccups with the system as we'd moved forward since I was 'just a little,' and I was from the dimension they considered behind them. However, it was only the backing of Amanda that had really guaranteed me a spot in the department of my choice without further issues, provided I passed a local exam. In addition, she guaranteed I would be 'disciplined' and would 'stand up to their rigorous standards.' I had been fearful of what that could mean, but there was a clause in the contract that stated should I be kicked out or drop out of the university, I would also be returned home.
About three weeks before it was time to leave, I couldn't help but notice that I was paying attention to babies and their care more than I ever had. Diaper commercials would come on TV, and I would blush, thinking about how I would soon be wearing them myself. Strollers and car seats, high chairs, everything seemed to make me shudder when I saw them - I knew it wouldn't be long till I was stuck in them myself… I just had to hope it really would be temporary. Then, one day Gabby called me and asked, "Hey Stacy, I'm babysitting and bored. Do you want to come over?"
Knowing friends would be fleeting, I agreed and went over. She held a little baby girl in one arm as she answered the door. "Hey, Stacy!" she said as she gave me a hug from the opposite side of the baby.
"Hey, Gabby," I told her and followed her inside.
"I was just getting ready to give Elena her dinner. Why don't you come sit down with me?" She asked.
I watched her buckle Elena into the high chair straps, "How old is she?"
"Seven months," she said, "isn't she adorable?"
I had to agree, "She is," looking at her wearing a pink romper with flowers on it.
I watched as Gabby opened a jar of some disgusting-looking baby food and poured some into a little bowl. She microwaved it briefly and then set it aside while putting a bib on her. "Want to taste?" she asked me as she sat there.
I made a face.
"I dare you, baby boy," she smirked.
I sighed and let her put a spoonful in my mouth. It was some sort of beef concoction, but the texture made me want to gag! I managed to swallow it without puking, "That's awful," I told her.
When she rinsed the spoon off and fed it to Elena, she didn't quite agree. But, while she wasn't fan enough to let it all in her mouth, she did seem to mostly be okay with it. Her face and bib were a mess though, when I think Gabby decided she had enough.
"Stacy, there are some pouches of Elena's milk in the fridge. Would you mind getting one and pouring it into one of the bottles over there?" she asked me as she began attacking the squirming Elena with a baby wipe.
"Sure," I said, confident that I could manage such a task.
I reflected that I'd never really been around babies as an only child. Babysitting as a boy wasn't really common, and I was usually too busy to have ever been asked anyway. I saw some pouches I recognized as breast milk storage inside the fridge. I had found myself looking at such things on the Internet for months now. The closer the day drew, it seemed like I found myself looking at what existed for babies. I couldn't help but shudder and picture the woman I had seen when we first stepped into the dimension on our visit. I did as I was asked and poured a pouch in one of the bottles and even was smart enough to assemble the bottle.
"Just place it in this warmer?" I asked her.
"Yes, there's a mark on how much water to add from that jug next to the stove."
Before long, the bottle was done, and the next thing I knew, I was sitting in a rocking chair in her nursery, holding the bottle for baby Elena while she nursed. Gabby coached me every now and then and then took a very content and sleepy Elena from my arms and burped her over her shoulder. I watched stuff come out of her mouth and grimaced a bit there, but Gabby expected it and just wiped her face off. I watched as she laid her down on the changing table and popped open the crotch snaps on her outfit. She quickly changed her diaper, which had been more than wet. I felt my nose scrunch up at the smell...
"You ready for these moments?" Gabby asked me quietly as she taped her diaper back up.
"Not really," I admitted to her quietly. She placed a pacifier in her mouth, and we quietly snuck out of the room.
"I think you're crazy, Stacy, but I'm kind of envious of your adventure," she told me before I left to go home.
"I know I'm crazy…" I admitted.
For the next couple of weeks, I would find myself waking up from nightmares. Gabby changed my messy diapers in those nightmares or fed me that disgusting mush. Unfortunately, the cold sweats I woke up in didn't do much to help me relax about my upcoming adventure.
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Chapters 2 and 3
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 2: Portal
ALL TOO SOON, it came time for me to pack my belongings. The dimensional portal charged for luggage much like an airport. Since I had purchased a long-term ticket, I was allowed two large suitcases and my backpack. I had a feeling I wouldn't necessarily be wearing a ton of 'my' clothes over the next few years though. I remembered seeing the diapers and how they had poofed out of just about every set of pants I had seen on littles. I settled on taking some sweat pants at least, some other wind pants, my letterman jacket, other jeans, and underwear just in case I ever had that freedom. I doubted that would occur and then packed some more critical essentials. My XBOX and PlayStation fit in the luggage easily, both of which were the latest models. I had no idea if I could connect those to their TV, but I took them and a plethora of games anyway.
The final item I really cared about was my state-of-the-art laptop. It was a fifteen-inch model that I could easily carry around in my backpack and had a battery that was rated well above ten hours. It had the latest graphics card and processor, and I had maxed out every bit of the options I could when I ordered it. I knew realistically it would be way behind the specs of the computers in the other dimension, but at least I could be assured it would be my size… Or at least I hoped it would be. I assumed it would shrink with me at least. Otherwise, I would regret not going smaller!
My grandparents, cousins, and even Gabby gathered for the last dinner celebration the night before I left. Before they all arrived though, Mom brought me a women's razor and said, "I'm not saying you have to do this… but I remember some crazy advertisements about hair removal. So, it might be a good idea to at least shave your legs and down below…"
I blushed but took care of those areas like she suggested. It had been awkward contorting to take care of it, but I had felt her suggestion wise. I didn't do my arms though… I felt I needed at least that bit of maturity. I was self-conscious throughout dinner with my naked legs under my shorts!
After dinner, my grandfather cornered me on my own late in the evening, "Stacy, I'm so proud of you! You have an adventurous spirit that lives up to the Slane name," he told me with a smile.
"Thanks, Grandpa!" I told him and gave him a hug. Grandpa Stacy Emile Slane II was a big man like dad and stood three inches taller than me. His grey hair was still full and contrasted with his still black bushy eyebrows that rose above his blue eyes.
"That being said, I think you should pack one last thing… just in case!" He said and handed me what looked like a Nintendo Switch.
"Umm, I already packed two game consoles, Grandpa," I started.
"I'm sure you did," he said with a laugh, "which is why I'm pretty sure this will fit in well. The only games that are in here are child games that should seem tame to your surrogate family."
"Okay…?"
He then pressed on one part of the case, then another in a sequence, and I watched the back come apart. My mouth dropped as I saw that inside the cover was a small pistol…
"Grandpa, I can't…"
"Yes, you can. Every member of the Slane family that has ever gone on an adventure like this has been armed. This pistol is something you'll hopefully never need, but if you do, I hope you'll have it with you."
I felt some tears in my eyes as I hugged him and examined the pistol some more. It looked tiny but had a magazine with eight rounds of 9mm ammo. "Where did you get this?"
"I had it made for you," he told me. "It's made of a material, along with the rounds, that can go through a metal detector unseen. The case is designed so that it looks like mundane supporting components on an X-ray machine."
"That sounds…"
"Illegal?" He laughed, "Yes, this is a very illegal gun and concealment for it. It would be stupid to send you away without something, though."
I hugged him tightly. "Well, hopefully, this doesn't get me in trouble…"
"If someone finds it, just tell them your grandfather gave you this as a gift - you had no idea it was in there."
I nodded, and we reassembled the Switch to where the pistol was again hidden. Grandpa walked me through the steps to open it one more time before we rejoined the rest of the party. That night my dad gave me a single beer to celebrate. As we looked at each other, I knew we both feared that would be the only beer I would ever drink with him.
THE NEXT MORNING it was suddenly the day! It was Monday — two weeks from the day orientation would be starting. My nerves had barely let me sleep the night before. Right after lunch, I found myself driving to the Inter-Dimensional Portal with my dad in the passenger seat and my mom in the back. They both seemed to understand that my driving opportunities would not exist in the other dimension. Both remembered well that every time we had entered a vehicle, there had been booster seats or car seats for all of our kind. Dad had been the only one spared that indignity since his height kept him from being an actual Little when he arrived for some reason.
No one was entirely certain why the portal shrank some more than others. For some reason, Dad shrank all of an inch on that last trip, while I had definitely experienced more shrinkage! I expected the same would be true on this trip and had steeled myself for it. Dr. Bremer supposedly had a few theories, but she never shared them with anyone before she disappeared one day. I calculated that should it affect me the same way as last time, I would be at about four feet seven inches, max! At the terminal, I checked my bags just like at an airport and kept my backpack with the Switch and a change of clothes.
Mom brushed my hair out of my face and gave me a big hug, "Stacy, take care… we'll be here to take a video call from you Friday…"
"I love you, Mom," I told her and felt tears on my face and knew they were on hers as well.
"Take care, Stacy!" Dad said to me and hugged me tightly too.
I wiped my tears and said, "I love you guys, see you soon!"
As I turned, I made sure to wipe my tears just in case any marks were visible when I got to the other side. My backpack with the Switch in it made it through security with no problems, and I found myself in the final room before being allowed to the portal. The portal had its own branch of TSA agents that questioned me, "Purpose of your trip?"
"I'm going to college."
The agent looked at me coolly, "You sure that's a good idea?"
I shrugged, "I have a family that I've made a contract with. We pay them for my room and board now and an additional fee upon my return. I won't say it's without flaws as a plan, but I think I can learn enough there to make it worth the risk."
"You are aware…"
"Yes, sir, if you look at my passport, you'll notice I passed through here two years ago."
He shook his head, "Well, it's your life, ma'am… I mean, sir." He added the last bit after looking at my passport.
"Girl’s name?"
I sighed, "Family name, it's my grandfathers, and was my great-grandfathers too. Back then, it didn't have a feminine leaning to the name. I've heard it all growing up and just kind of tune it out now."
He just shook his head again and said, "Good luck, son, you're cleared."
I walked down the hallway and stood in line to watch as groups of about pass in a single file line through the portal. Soon enough, it was my turn, and I walked in between a group of tourists that I hoped were all smart enough to have a guide. A moment later, the world flashed, and then I was standing on the ground on the other side. Signs clearly marked to keep moving with In-Betweeners seeming to draw the job of first contact here. I walked down the hallway and gathered my luggage from a conveyor belt before standing before a huge customs desk.
"Anything to declare?" The large, nearly Amazon-size, In-Betweener lady asked me as she leaned down to look at me through the window.
"Just my computer and gaming systems?" I asked.
"No need to declare those. Any food? Perishables or Alcohol?"
"No…" said without hesitation.
"Okay, what's your business here?"
I found myself repeating my previous conversation with the agent on the other side, but this one didn't offer advice. If anything, I felt like there was a predatory smile on her face. She eventually stamped my visa and then had me pose for a local identification card. The agent smiled again and said, "Enjoy your stay, sir."
I walked quickly down the hallway to the concourse and hoped I would see Amanda and Fred quickly. But, instead, I could see several Amazon women eyeing me just beyond the tall barrier to underscore the perilous situation. Then, just as I was beginning to panic a little, I spotted Amanda and waved! I pulled my suitcases quickly towards her and had just about reached her, when I felt a large hand on my shoulder.
"Excuse me, but you aren't with a tour, are you?" A sinister sneer was in the lady's voice.
"No, but she's with her mommy," I heard another voice say and saw Amanda close in.
"I got here first bitch," the lady started to snarl.
"Hold it!" I said. "I have a contract with Mrs. Westerfield here."
"Sure, you do… Stupid tourists and guides…" the lady griped as she walked away.
"That was a close one," Fred said quietly under his breath. "Well, how are you doing, Stacy?" He asked with a smile as he crouched down to my level.
I couldn't help but shudder involuntarily as I realized just how different our heights were. Especially with the shrinking, I didn't feel like I even had hit toddler height compared to him. I smiled though and stuck out my hand, "I think I'm glad I met up with you right away… That was scary. It's nice to meet you!" I said with a smile.
Amanda was crouched down next to me a moment later and said, "I'm so glad that you decided to come!" Then, she engulfed me with a hug and asked, "Is this all of your stuff?"
I nodded, "Somehow, I had a feeling that much of what I would normally bring won't get used…"
I eyed a pink bag she had sat down next to her feet and had a feeling it was a diaper bag. 'Why pink?' I wondered.
She smiled and said, "Probably not…" She pushed me back to arm's length and then, still on one knee, brought her mouth close to my ear. "Look, I planned originally to slowly get you used to everything. However, I'm thinking with that lady still glaring at us, it would be in our best interests just to get things out of the way…" Her sideways glance at the diaper bag said it all.
I sighed, "It's not like I didn't agree to it."
She laughed, "Then I'm going to take you to the family room and get you changed. Honey, can you get Stacy's bags and get the car?"
"Sure thing, honey!" He said with a smile and easily scooped up my luggage. It was all so small compared to him that I had a fear he would accidentally crush everything. The only thing that remained with me was my backpack.
I watched Amanda carefully put the strap of the diaper bag on her shoulder, and then she picked me up and settled me on her hip. "Just out of curiosity, why pink?" I asked her.
She laughed, "I know you're a bit of a tomboy, Stacy, but I think we'll have to get past that for these next few years…"
"Tomboy?!?"
Apparently, I had forgotten something in the contract!
Chapter 3: Tomboy?
I WAS IN total shock as my mind processed what she had just said. She carried me a few more steps to a family station with multiple countertops spread around that were obviously for changing diapers. She sat me down for a second on the floor while she pulled out a pink changing pad and then scooped me back up before I could find words. “Umm… There’s a problem…”
“What’s that, Princess?” She said with a smile and tickled my belly for a moment before quickly taking my shirt off.
“Umm…”
“Wow, you have small breasts even for a Little!” she said. Her smile grew like that made her happier.
“There’s a reason for that,” I started to tell her as the door slammed open. The crazy lady struggled with a man my dad’s age in a suit and tie. Something was quickly shoved between my lips to keep me quiet.
“Put me down, you bitch!!!” He screamed, and she quickly stripped and spanked the poor guy before he even knew what hit him.
“Not going to happen!” She said as she punctuated her sentence with a solid stroke to his rump, “You’re going to make a nice addition to someone’s nursery baby boy.” The spanking continued until he was a blubbering mess. Breathing hard, she then looked over at us and said, “Well, at least if you’re going to get the cute one, you’re doing things right. No way should a cute Little like that ever be considered an adult!”
With that, Amanda quickly finished off pulling my pants off. It was then that I think the first real clue hit her with the underwear. The second was when she pulled my underwear down and off my legs. My body stiffened nervously as I was now naked for the world to see. I could feel the blood rushing to my head in embarrassment and knew my face was redder than a stop sign.
“I guess you are a tomboy…” she whispered in my ear. “You know we never said anything about that in the contract, right?”
I gulped and felt a tear go down my face before she stroked my face and said, “Don’t worry, I promise I would only do that one with your permission. But we will have some problems here… Thank you for at least taking care of your nasty hair there. Let’s get you diapered and dressed so we can meet up with Daddy.”
I just grimly nodded as she pulled a large folded diaper out from the bag. It was decorated like a Pampers diaper from back home. In fact, it seemed identical to the one I had seen Elena changed into just a few weeks back! She wasted no time grabbing my ankles in her enormous hand to lift my legs up. When she sat me down on the thick padding, it was softer than I would have imagined.
She dug out a bottle of baby powder from the bag that she opened and generously sprinkled it onto my groin. She moved her hands gently around my butt and everything else to make sure she didn’t miss anything. It tickled in a way, and I felt myself get aroused and embarrassed all at the same time. She was quick though, and lickety-split she had the front and back of the diaper taped together with the tapes… Sort of…
“Uh-oh,” she said, “you are way smaller than I expected…”
She sat me up, and I could see myself in the mirror next to me and giggled around the pacifier. The diaper came all the way up nearly past my ‘tiny breasts.’ The tapes had to crisscross to be tight enough to hold. I looked beyond ridiculous in my opinion and was red with that embarrassment, but that, of course, wouldn’t matter.
“We’ll just have to stop at the store on the way home.” She said with a smile. “If you’re a good girl, I’ll even let you pick out a stuffie!”
I blinked like, ‘really?’ but just found myself sucking on the pacifier that was strangely far more soothing than I expected.
She dug through the diaper bag and said, “I really hope this dress still can fit you…”
A second later, sure enough, I was enveloped by a dress that was probably four sizes too big. Amanda tied the bow in the back as tight as she could, though, and then said, “Well, I guess that will have to be good enough. Unless you’d rather just go in your diaper?”
I shook my head, and she smiled. “You’ve been so good so far; thank you, sweetie.”
I was then given a high view of the terminal from her arms as we traveled towards their car. As we passed a random height gauge, I couldn’t help but feel my mouth open in awe. Amanda was obviously incredibly tall, even for a giant! I could tell her height was nearly eleven feet if the gauge was accurate. But then, I remembered Fred was even taller…
One guide on our trip had given us a way to guestimate the difference between Amazon and Little heights/ages. The simple method was to just divide the height of an Amazon by about six-tenths, then you could sort of guesstimate the relationship with heights. As we cleared some automatic doors, the math in my head made me nearly drop the pacifier. This put Fred and Amanda at like six-feet-three and six-foot’ish?
I had a very good memory and had intentionally memorized a few data points for at least my projected height I had guessed. I seemed even smaller than I had been before, but without a measurement, I couldn’t guess just how small I had become...
I was so shocked by the situation that I almost missed that Fred was standing outside of a nice-looking car. It looked like an expensive BMW SUV from back home. Of course, the vehicle was humongous compared to me, but that was not unexpected. Inside, a pink rear-facing car seat awaited me. The pink and rear-facing… that I had not been expecting. “Since she’s smaller than we expected, I went ahead and installed it as a rear-facing seat,” Fred told Amanda.
“Good thinking. I’m really glad we got one of the carrier models now. I worried she would be a bit bigger than we expected... I never expected her to be even smaller!” She said that with glee and tickled my belly through the too-large dress. Or, at least she tried to… The diaper was in between her fingers, and so my skin was safe from tickling for the moment!
He stepped out of the way, and she gently sat me down in the seat and then brought a set of straps together and then tightened down on them. But, of course, I wasn’t going anywhere with those as tight as they were. “Comfy?” She asked me as she pulled the pacifier out of my mouth.
“Umm… not really, to be honest,” I told her.
“Well, the clothes and diaper being way too big probably aren’t helping that. However, I do want to stop by a store on the way home and pick up some diapers and a few outfits that will fit. Are you okay with that?”
“I have a choice?” I said.
“Well, if you really aren’t ready for it, I could take you home, and Fred could stay with you while I go shopping.”
I sighed, “I might as well get used to it. But….”
I started to say something about the gender issue when she interrupted and said, “Good girl! Would you like something to drink?”
I was thirsty after all of this stress, so I nodded. I pretty much expected a baby bottle straight away, but she surprised me with a pink sippy cup instead. I took a tentative suckle from it and discovered apple juice inside. I examined it for a moment and was surprised to feel like something meant for a baby could feel almost too large in my hands. Finally, she gently closed the door, and I heard both of them get in the car.
“We’re so excited that you’re here!” Amanda said for the billionth time.
“I think I’m glad to be here too…” I hedged politely, “Thanks again for saving me from the psycho lady earlier. I so don’t want to end up in a random orphanage here…”
“We wouldn’t let that happen to you, sweetie,” Fred said.
“So just out of curiosity… just how tall are you two?” I asked, “I mean, if that’s not a rude question…?”
Amanda laughed, “Well, I could see why you would wonder. I’m an inch shy of eleven feet, while Fred is eleven feet five inches.”
I gulped, “You’re taller than average… right?”
“Fred is… I’m just above the norm.” Amanda said.
“So… Not to sound ungrateful as I see there’s a ton of pink around… but…”
There was a sigh from Amanda up front, “I think we’re going to leave things as they stand, Stacy. You’re going to have to get used to dressing up while you’re here. If nothing else for the fact that the university has you down as the same.”
I groaned, and Fred asked, “What are you talking about, honey?”
“I’m not a…” I started to say.
“She’s not a girly girl,” Amanda said. “But we’re just going to get her over her aversion to pink. I mean, after all, a little tomboy is just sending up an invitation to Bigs that a Little isn’t being taken care of… Her hair with a little bit of styling is going to just make her so adorable!”
I groaned but decided there was nothing I could do on this subject. Amanda clearly didn’t want Fred knowing about my extra parts. How she planned to keep him from seeing them though through diaper changes was beyond me. I stuck the massive sippy cup back in my mouth and quietly drank it as we continued down the road. The cup itself reminded me of a large fast-food cup from one of the restaurants back home. My rear view of the car wasn’t exactly inspiring, but I was able to see some of the city that I remembered from last time. In fact, we even drove past the hotel we stayed at. I felt a feeling of Deja Vue right as another tourist group with a guide was being organized on the sidewalk. One teenage girl locked eyes with me briefly and waved at the baby in the car seat.
I WAS ACTUALLY feeling a little more relaxed by the time we pulled into the parking lot of a big store that shared the name of one in our dimension. The store seemed to be a universal chain, and I just hoped it wouldn’t be too humiliating as Fred undid the base of what was apparently an infant carrier and dangled me from the handle.
“Don’t swing her too much, Fred!” a warning came to him, “You’re cleaning up if she throws up!”
“Yes, dear,” he said with a smile before looking down at me and then tickling my chin. “She really did pick the wrong clothes for you!”
“You have no idea,” I muttered quietly.
She came around with a cart to him, and he secured the carrier to the front of the cart somehow to where she could push and look at me. “There we go, Princess!” she said with a smile. She took the large juice cup from my hands and popped the pacifier back in. Knowing it was in my best interest to go with the flow, I just sat quietly and nursed the pacifier.
After a while, though, I was definitely growing bored. I couldn’t see much of anything else other than Amanda and her enormous breasts. I wasn’t too thrilled about that view for the moment. Not that I didn’t appreciate her exceptionally large breasts! I mostly enjoyed that they seemed to be an average C Cup size for a girl in proportion to her body. I had never liked girls with breasts that stuck out beyond a regular balance. Amanda pushed the cart quickly around the store. I was surprised that she didn’t seem to take her time shopping like my mom would. “Ah, here we are; let’s find you some diapees that fit!” She said with a smile.
I heard an attendant in the aisle asking, “Do you need some help, ma’am?”
“You can probably help me figure this out quicker than we will on our own. We just got our little girl here, and I misjudged her diaper and clothing size by a mile…”
A young lady Amazon was suddenly peaking her face at me and said, “Oh, she’s adorable! Aren’t you, sweetheart,” she cooed at me. She tickled my face for a moment before looking at Amanda and asking, “what size dress is that?”
“Twelve months?”
“Oh yeah, you definitely overshot. If she fits in this carrier like this…?” I watched her face think hard for a moment, “I think you’ll either need a Size Newborn in Little Diapers or Size 1 in regular diapers.”
“What’s the difference?” Fred asked.
“Well, the Little diapers have a bit more room for hips - though it doesn’t seem like you really need that with this baby girl. The regular diapers won’t tell her she’s in a diaper as much as the Little diapers do.” I saw Fred give her a questioning look, and she answered, “You expect a baby to learn to crawl and then walk. What Little this size needs to do that, though? The Little diapers are thick enough that she’ll have to work to even crawl depending on the brand you choose… Really though, it’s all Mommy’s preference! Cool? Huh?” She said, looking back down at me and squeezing my cheek.
“Honey, grab that Size 1 package of Pampers?” Amanda asked Fred before turning back to the young lady and asking, “If you were going to buy some Little diapers for her, what would you get her?”
Amanda pushed the cart down a bit further and ended up being told, “These are great for nighttime! You can easily leave her in this for over twenty-four hours without a leak. They also will keep the baby from moving about!” I overheard the talk of diapers for ten more minutes before hearing three more packages land in the basket and wondered just what had been placed in the cart. Based on how she’d cooed over some diapers made especially for princesses, I was sure those landed there. According to the bubbly girl, they were designed to guarantee I would only be able to crawl along as soon as they were wet.
‘Just as long as it wasn’t a package of those ones…’ she had mentioned something that would basically abuse me with a sex toy. It sounded awful, and I couldn’t imagine why anyone would think of that in the context of a surrogate baby!!! ‘How can that not be against the law...?’
“For such a recent adoption, you seem to have a really good baby girl here!” the girl commented. “We have a punishment aisle if you are worried, though…”
“No, thank you, Miss, I don’t think we have anything to worry about from Princess Stacy here.” Amanda said with a smile that sort of disarmed my nerves from the last ten minutes of horror.
As she pushed me down the aisles towards her next stop, she whispered, “Don’t worry, I didn’t buy any of those disturbing diapers. Just some of the nighttime ones as they make sense… and some of the princess ones because they’re sooooo cute!” she smiled at that, “And then some of the ultra-thin ones that she wasn’t a fan of. They’ll probably be better for you getting around campus.”
I genuinely smiled around my pacifier at that. “Thank you,” I said around it.
“Trust me, I promise I won’t harm you,” she told me with a smile.
Of course, she said that, and then we were in the clothing section.
The GIRLS clothing section!
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Chapters 4 and 5
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 4: Elephants
I COULDN’T REALLY see, but the dress held up to me made it clear. “Hmm… I think this is the right size, but let’s get you out of your seat so I can tell!”
As soon as she had me unstrapped, she pulled the dress I had on straight off and pulled the new one right in the store. I was mortified as I looked around and saw another Little in a cart staring at me. He was dressed in just a diaper though, so I guessed it was typical for the store. Then, another Little down the row was made to crawl after her ‘mommy’ and was scolded for not keeping up.
“Maybe we need to just make it to where you can only get on your tummy if you’re not going to even keep up as a crawler!” the lady said as she roughly picked up the Little and spanked her until she bawled.
I shuddered as my vision was obstructed by the new dress coming back off. “Still too big, I think…” She stood up, and I heard the clicking of hangers above me before she produced another dress over my head, “Here we go!”
The new dress had puffy sleeves and flared out quickly from the top of the dress. I couldn’t see my toes around the skirt, but I could tell there was no way it entirely covered my ill-fitting diaper. On the other hand, I could see a butterfly embroidered on it and had to grudgingly admit it was probably an adorable dress for a real baby. I absentmindedly touched the butterfly, and she cooed, “You like butterflies, don’t you?”
I blushed even more than I had before.
She hugged me tight and said, “So do I!”
I absently sucked at the pacifier as a way to bite my tongue as she said, “Honey, help me pick out several more outfits in size three months. I want to get out of here and be on the way home so I can get dinner started.”
From the ground, I watched them fly through the racks and waddled after them. A growing need to go pee was coming, but I was kind of scared to go in a diaper that clearly didn’t fit right. I watched as rompers, onesies, pajamas, nightgowns, four more dresses, and six pairs of shoes were added to the pile in the cart before I was returned to the carrier. I whined a bit about that before she said, “Oh, we forgot to get you a stuffie for being such a good girl, didn’t we?” She picked me back up out of the carrier with nothing but the poorly fitting diaper on and carried me towards a large toy area filled with stuffed animals. “Which do you want, sweetheart?”
I looked around and couldn’t help but find a white teddy bear that had two turquoise bows in her hair on her ears cute. I pointed to it, and she smiled and said, “Good girl, you picked one out all by yourself!”
She tickled my thigh and then placed me back in the carrier that Fred had pushed to follow us. Once strapped in, she covered the carrier with a blanket from the diaper bag. I kind of hated not seeing and losing the airflow, but at least I was covered and ‘decent’ now. Then, just before we got to the checkout, she whispered, “I’m doing this to make it a little bit easier for you; just nurse your paci and pretend to sleep.”
I wondered what she meant until I heard the cashier. “Looks like you must have just picked a new Little up?”
“Yes, ma’am,” Fred answered.
“She must be a tiny thing if she’s fitting into diapers this small!”
“She is. We got so lucky!” Amanda squealed. “We just finally got her tired out and got her to sleep though, so can you keep it down?”
“I’ll be quiet and good,” the cashier lady said with a disturbing giggle. “Your total is three-hundred thirty-four dollars and sixteen cents.”
I had a feeling that there was a card swipe before the lady said, “Have you signed up for our rewards program yet?”
“I signed up a while back…” Amanda said.
“Well, now that you have your baby, make sure you go to your account online and let us know her sizes, actual age, and her new age. That will let us be sure to send you coupons that you can use.”
All of this talking about me using baby items made me need to pee even more… and I quietly squirmed a little.
“We’ll keep that in mind, thanks!” Fred answered.
The cart was pushed forward, and I heard some bags rustling, a box being ripped open, and a few other things before the carrier was picked up. “Fred, I’m going to go to the changing room and get her in some clothes that fit.”
“Okay, I’ll load up the princesses’ new things in the car and pull it around for you. Do you want to just carry her so that I can get the carrier back in the seat before you get back?”
“Sure,” she said, and the blanket came off as she sat the carrier back on the cart and unbuckled me. “Come on, sweetheart, let’s go get you in a diapee that actually fits you!”
I blushed as she wrapped me with the blanket and carried the diaper bag and me back inside. I really needed to go pee at that point, but the fear that the diaper would leak kept me holding on. Finally, I could see the door for the family room near as I lost the battle and just let myself let go. My face turned bright red, and I leaned my head against her shoulder in embarrassment.
Just as she cleared the door to the changing room and nursing room, I felt the diaper leak and urine spilled down my leg. She noticed as she pulled the blanket away from me. “Uh-oh!” she said in a singsong voice. “Good thing I had you all wrapped up in your blankie…”
I felt tears stinging my eyes as she said that.
“Oh, don’t worry, Stacy, I expected that would probably happen if you had to use that diaper; no harm done. We’ll get you all dry in a jiffy!” She smiled kindly at me.
The wet blanket was sat on the ground, and she sat me on top of a cushy pad she had placed on the changing station. I was pushed back onto my back, and she moved my hands out of the way before ripping off the tapes of the ridiculously oversized diaper. “Definitely too big, huh?” she said as she grabbed my ankles in one hand and wiped my bottom and everywhere else. I squirmed a bit at the cold wipe but tried not to cry out in embarrassment. I knew I was as red as ever then as she pulled the oversized diaper out from under me and placed the right one instead.
She added rubbed in some powder quickly and then taped it shut. “There, all dry, huh?” She said in her mommy voice. “Let’s get you in this pretty new dress!” She pulled the first dress she had me try on back over my head before pulling a matching diaper cover up my legs. “All done, and cute as a button!” She told me with a smile and a light tap on my nose.
She clipped a pacifier clip onto my dress and the pacifier that was in my mouth before picking me up on one hip and grabbing everything else with her free hand. I felt awkward with my bare feet and hung onto her shirt nervously. I found myself leaning my head against her shoulder as she carried me to the car, and I genuinely felt like a nap would be a good idea heading to their house. I was scared to let them have one moment of me being unconscious, though… what would they do?
Fred had the door open at the front of the store, and I was quickly strapped back into the carrier, given my new stuffed bear, and we were back on the road. “Stacy, I can’t believe how well behaved you were in there,” Amanda cooed at me as we drove down the road. “I do believe you might actually survive college here.”
“What now?” I asked as I popped out the pacifier and let it dangle from the clip.
“Well, we’re going to get you home and unpack what you have. I will have to take back most of the clothes and diapers I put in your nursery, but I saved all of the receipts and tags, so that won’t be a big deal. We can go do that this weekend or something.”
“Does it have to be…?”
“Yes, it will be girly, Stacy. The second you try and not be girly, I have a feeling we’ll have social services involved. Being a good girl out in public should help keep that at bay while you’re in school. Everyone expects a bad Little since they believe you’re just helpless babies. If you want to act grown-up enough for classes, you’ll have to act more mature than most.”
“That’s kind of hard with a diaper on…” I complained.
“It could be way worse; you saw that, right?” Fred said.
“Yes, I did… how can anyone…?”
“Be so cruel?” Fred said, “I don’t know. It doesn’t even make sense to say you’re a baby and then be so cruel to you. If a Little really is a baby, then you should shower them with love and affection just like a real baby.”
I heard a contented sigh from Amanda as I guess this was one of the reasons she married this man. ‘It could be way worse,’ I told myself.
“So, after we unpack?” I asked.
“Well, we make din-din, and then I think an early bedtime for all of us seems like a good idea today. I know I hardly slept last night in anticipation of you coming!” Amanda said. “We’ll also give you a chance to message your real parents that you made it safely.” She added the last part with a kind of sad cadence on the word ‘real.’
“Thanks, I know Mom must be worried sick,” I said to them. I knew most Amazons would probably have taken me from the terminal, dressed me as she had, but just gone ahead and given me the full-blown baby treatment. I really was lucky that so far, they had limited their actions. But, of course, I had been on my best behavior too…
A quiet silence fell as we made numerous turns, and I could see large trees beginning and a neighborhood forming. I saw the entrance to the university flash by my window a few minutes later… at least, I thought it was that from what I could see anyway. I played a little bit with the butterfly embroidery on my dress and tried to touch the outside of the dress hem too, but I really was strapped in securely! The view looking back really meant that I could just make out my bare feet and the seat easily. It was only an occasional view through the side of the window that really showed me much.
Amanda came around to my door and opened it before fiddling briefly with the latch on the harness and working me free. I expected her to carry me inside, but instead, she sat me down on the ground on my own two feet. I looked around and realized I missed us pulling into an oversized garage with at least one other car in it. “Can you get your bags while we get your new stuff?” she asked me.
I nodded and managed to get my luggage back into a little train like I had when I checked into the portal as Fred handed them to me. Amanda giggled, “You look so cute like that!”
Sure enough, a phone came out, and she took a quick picture of me fighting with my luggage. Once I made it through the door into the house, I discovered we were in a huge kitchen. The lowest cabinet knobs were at my head level, so I had no chance of seeing any higher. It was scary how tall everything was inside. Amanda took the lead and led me past a huge kitchen table, and a highchair that I knew was for me against a wall. A living room was through the next space, and she stopped and said, “Why don’t you just leave those there for a moment, sweetie.”
I looked up, and she motioned me to follow her to the tall couch that I could just reach my arms onto the cushions. I found myself picked up and propped up on a pillow on the other side from her. Fred came and sat in a recliner on her right to where we could all look at each other.
“Okay, so what is this elephant in the room, Amanda,” Fred asked her.
“Huh?”
“You’re hiding something and trying to get Stacy in on it, too…?”
I sighed as Amanda pursed her gigantic lips at me. There was no doubt that I was afraid of what she would do, but she nodded at me. “Well, sir, we have a bit of a misunderstanding right now…?”
He motioned for me to continue on, “about?”
“Well… my name is Stacy, and I should have made certain you knew… but I’m one of the rare boy Stacy’s.”
He laughed, “You’re a boy named Stacy? I’ve never heard of a boy being named Stacy?”
“My Great-Grandfather was named Stacy along with quite a few other males about 1900 or so. But, of course, it wasn’t only a girl’s name then in our dimension…”
“So, we’ve done all of our preparations for a little girl… and you’re really a little boy?”
He laughed a belly-roaring laugh, and I blushed, as I did have to admit the joke would be pretty funny from the other side, “Tomboy,” he laughed again.
Amanda giggled for a moment before she added, “And that’s going to be part of our problem.”
“Why?” I asked.
“The university has you registered as a girl. If you attend as anything else, they’ll probably use it as an excuse to take away your scholarship and deem you not fit to be in school.”
I gasped, “but…”
Fred nodded, “Unfortunately, she’s probably right… Damn… We put together such a pretty nursery too…”
“So, what do we do?” I asked.
“Well… I don’t have a clue,” Amanda offered. “Thank you for cooperating long enough for us to look at buying some time here. For not being a girl, you certainly have long hair?”
I blushed, “I just like long hair,” I said.
“Well, it definitely helps you blend as a girl…” she said. “How about shaving?”
“I did that this morning?” I felt my face, knowing stubble was unlikely.
“How often?”
“Every other day?”
“We could help with that…” Fred said.
“Well… we’re going to have to do something…” I said, “I would hate for all of my hopes and dreams of going to this school to go up in flames before I even get there…” I couldn’t help but worry that everything was doomed to failure before I even made it to a class!
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Chapter 5: Computer People
“THERE IS A solution, at least for now,” Fred suggested while looking at his wife. “Providing no one is changing your diaper, no one should guess that you’re not a girl. Even if they did with all of the crazy things in this world, I don’t think anyone would do anything more than tease you?”
“So, you’re saying just pretend to be a girl?” I asked and felt my face flush, “If anyone back home finds out…”
“Surely some of your friends already know about some of it?” Amanda asked.
I felt my face was never going to not blush, “Just my friend Gabby… She and I talked quite a bit over the summer,” I told her.
“Girlfriend?” Fred asked.
I shook my head, “We both cared about our studies too much. Though I guess it would probably have been smart to go off and have crazy wild orgies or something before coming here…”
Fred laughed like crazy about that while Amanda shot me a glare, “IF you’re going to pull off this college degree, you’re going to have to behave better than that young lady.”
I gulped, “Sorry…”
“Well, I guess we probably should go over some more of these expectations then Stacy… But, for now, are we agreed as far as anyone is concerned, you’re a little girl?”
I looked down at the pink dress I was wearing and how my hair hung down to the top of the collar. Then, finally, I sighed, “I don’t want to lose my scholarship or worse, so yes.”
“We may have to think about this some more, Amanda, but I’m okay with it. I’m glad you told me before I changed a diaper and got a surprise!”
The word diaper made me think of my bladder as if by magic, and I couldn’t help the feeling that I needed to pee again. However, I had long since steeled myself that this would be a part of my world now, so I just let it go in the diaper. Both my pause and the expanding diaper must have let them both know what I was doing, and the blush returned.
“Good girl,” Amanda said, “That’s going to be the next thing. You already agreed to the diapers. Please understand that means we’re watching your toilet habits like good parents… if you don’t go poopy at least once a day, we’re going to have to see if you’re stopped up… and help otherwise.”
My eyes opened wider, “That won’t be a problem…” said quickly.
“Also, understand we’ll try and change you as soon as we can, but sometimes you may have to wait a while.”
“Could I just change myself?” I asked, knowing that would probably not be a yes.
“For right now, no,” Amanda said, “Maybe in a few months I’ll think about it if you can be trusted. Depending on which diapers you’re in, you may not even be able to do so. They pamper you’re in would probably be possible, but any of the other diapers we bought today are designed to where Littles can’t untape the diapers themselves.”
“Oh…” I sighed, “I understand I’ll have to wait sometimes. What else?”
“Well, obviously, once you see your crib, you’re going to understand it’s probably impossible anyway… especially given how small you are. But even if you CAN climb out of your crib, somehow, you are not to do so. Same thing with your playpen.”
I shuddered at memories of failing at rock climbing walls, “Okay, I won’t even try either of them. Just please don’t lock me up like an animal and forget about me?” I asked.
Amanda smiled, “Don’t worry, good mommies never forget about their babies.”
“That’s going to be the next thing,” Fred said, “for your own protection, we’re not Amanda and Fred; we’re Mommy and Daddy.”
I nodded, “I figured we’d have to do something like that… Daddy,” I said, “just please remember my real mom and dad?”
“Don’t worry, that’s part of why he said Mommy and Daddy. I figure we can keep things straight about who you’re talking about. Especially now that we know you’re really a boy, I can’t imagine you’ve called either of your parents by those names in years?”
I shook my head, “By sixth grade, my friends gave me enough crap that I stopped calling Dad that then.”
“Obviously, you came here for school, so we expect you to keep your grades up, Stacy,” Amanda said. “I’d like to honestly see you get at least a 3.5 GPA, but as long as it’s a 3.0, things will be fine since you can keep your scholarship.”
“IF it doesn’t, though, you need to be aware of consequences that won’t even be in our control,” Fred said.
“Like?”
“You’ll most likely be seen as too immature to be in college and at the least sent back to a preschool. If that happens, they may begin to look at us as unfit parents…”
“And I’m a goner,” I nodded, “that’s at least something I’ve already prepared myself for. Given the fact I’m not exactly going to have a crazy social life, it shouldn’t be too big of a deal for me to come home from classes and study.”
Amanda smiled, “No, it won’t be a big deal, but be warned our days are longer here…”
I nodded, “I remember from my visit. It was kind of nice to naturally be able to get more sleep!”
“Well, when we tell you it’s night-night time, it’s night-night time,” she told me.
“Got it… what about downtime and fun? Am I stuck with those toys over there?” I pointed to toys that looked like they were straight from Elena’s nursery back home. Shape puzzles, blocks, stuffed animals, and a couple dolls were popping out of a couple elegant looking bins in the corner next to a folded-up playpen.
She smiled, “Well, you will probably have to pretend to play with those at least a little bit. But, of course, if we have visitors, you’re going to have to pretend like we’re treating you normally…”
“Even with me going to classes?”
“Especially with that, because we can say we’re indulging you in some maturity because you’re being so mature and a good baby too,” Fred said.
‘That makes no sense at all…’ I told myself.
“What would you like to be able to do? Remember we said no TV…?”
I nodded, “I brought some video game consoles?”
“Ooh, really?” Amanda asked excitedly.
“Wait, that excites you?”
“Well yeah, we have better computers here, but no one has completely mastered making video games as entertaining as yours!”
I must have looked dumbfounded, but Fred chuckled and nodded, “you brought probably the most valuable commodity you could have from your world.”
“How come the customs officer didn’t care?” I asked.
He snorted, “She probably figured by now you’d be on your way to being a brainless infant, and your mommy would sell them.”
“This mommy just wants to play them with you!” Amanda said. “Luckily for you, I’m in my profession! The cables won’t go directly into our TVs as you have them, but I should be able to rig up some adapters!”
“Okay, so video games are okay… reading?” I asked.
“You mean Dr. Seuss and other picture books? Those are fine!” Fred joked with me. I felt terror as he added, “As long as it’s just us here, you’re free to do any of those things.”
“And if other people are here?” I asked nervously.
“Well, that’s going to be the next big thing before I go get working on dinner, sweetheart.” But, Amanda said, “If it’s just us like tonight, you’ll be able to eat regular table food.”
“Thanks!” I said with a smile.
“Well, don’t thank me yet. Daddy or I will be the ones feeding it to you, though.”
I sighed, “As long as it’s real food, I can deal with that.”
“Good girl. Now, if we have company or we’re out and about, that may not always be the case. I’ll do my best to make it myself if we’re home, but the company will expect you to be eating baby food with the size you are.”
“Will they be okay with that even?” I asked and then regretted it.
“Well, some of them may very well believe that you should only be breastfed. Especially with as tiny as you are, sweetheart.”
“Remember, you’re only the size of a three-month-old baby here,” Fred added on. “A baby at that age should still only be on a liquid diet.”
I shuddered, “Okay, we’ll deal with that as we have to, and I’ll try not to pitch a fit?”
Amanda replied, “That’s all we ask most of the time. Once in a while though, it’s okay if you have to pitch a fit… it’s almost more unnerving to me that you’re being such a good girl about all of this.”
“I kind of came prepared…” I told them while noting they hadn’t said anything about not feeding me liquids as a diet… ‘We definitely missed some things in the contract…’
“Seems like it,” Amanda said. “Let’s go check out your nursery and change that wet diaper before we let you send a message home.”
I shrugged and started to climb down from the couch but was quickly intercepted by Amanda, “I want to show you!” She said as she tickled my side a bit. I started giggling uncontrollably as she kept going for a moment and then kissed the top of my head, “I know this is only for a few years here, but I hope you know we’re going to love you as our own baby for this time. I hope you’ll grow to feel a connection to us as your surrogate parents.”
I felt my eyes moisten a little at her words, “I hope so too.”
She held me at her side, and I could now really view the rooms a bit better. But then, she actually made a point to go back to the kitchen, “Okay, so obviously I like to cook,” she said as she pointed at a kitchen my mom would kill for.
“Wow, how many ovens do you need?” I asked, quickly counting three along with eight burners and an indoor grill built into the stove.
“Well, we like to entertain, so when we bought this house, we redid the kitchen to be my dream kitchen. You’ll see the dining room table can hold twelve people, so I like to be able to cook for that.”
Sure enough, I could see the table was long, and other than a missing seat next to one chair was set up for twelve. I suspected Amanda planned on placing my high chair next to that spot there. She walked over to a high chair that would fit into any house back home. It was pink with butterflies printed on the fabric with a white tray. I saw a harness like a car seat to restrain me, and I could see wheels on the base to make it easy to push it around.
“We bought a normal baby high chair and not a Little’s high chair,” Fred told me with a voice that sounded like it was trying to reassure me.
I looked up at Amanda, “What’s the difference?”
“Well, this one is just meant to keep a baby safe from falling out… the other type would let me strap your legs down to keep you from kicking me, and arm straps to keep you from hitting me or getting your hands in Mommy’s way of feeding you.”
I gulped, “Thank you,” I said quietly as she gave me a squeeze.
“Okay, now let’s go check out your room, Sweetheart,” she told me. We walked down a hallway with pictures of them together, with friends, with older people I assumed were their parents, and Amanda seemed to have several sisters in another image with her. She stopped there, “These are your Aunties, Aunt Cassie, Aunt Chloe, and Aunt Megan.”
I gulped as I looked next to the photo and saw another where Aunt Cassie seemed to have two real babies and a Little. Aunt Chloe appeared to have a set of three Littles of her own too in another picture. “Are they…?”
She sighed, “They’re not necessarily what you would consider to be nice people to your kind. When they come to visit, we may have to be a little bit different with them here…”
“Are they coming soon?” I asked.
“Well, Aunt Megan wants to come over soon and meet you - she’s the baby of the family, so she’s still in college herself.” She smiled at me and pointed at the youngest blonde-haired girl, who actually seemed much shorter than the rest. She was still obviously an Amazon, but the line was closer to a Betweener. “She’s also the safe one,” she told me as she moved down the hallway. “She’ll probably help us with getting you to classes occasionally. She’s actually the only person in my family I’ve told about you.”
I nodded and noticed the absence of any more information on her other two sisters. I was distracted as we came up to a room with a white door and “Princess Stacy,” in cute fabric letters alternating in a light green and pink with a mixture of polka dots and such on them. It was adorable, and I found myself reaching out to touch them. I grimaced at the princess part, but it looked like they had wanted me to feel special.
Amanda opened the door, and I looked at a work of art in awe. White paneling went from the floor to just about the level of the top of a massive white sleigh crib. Above the white was a pastel green, with pink and purple butterflies chasing each other along the wall. At the bottom edge were flowers that other butterflies appeared to sit on. Above the crib was painted in flowing pink script outlined in purple, “All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them.”
“You had a Walt Disney in your universe too?” I asked while smiling at the words.
“He’s always been a bit of a hero to me,” Fred responded from behind us. “From what I understand, yours did more with amusement parks than ours did.”
“We’ll have to compare notes later,” I said as my eyes continued to look over the room.
Pink curtains with butterflies on them framed two large windows in the room. A cute quilt hung on the side of the crib that continued the butterfly theme. It even had a mobile above it with four plush purple and pink butterflies hanging below. I looked closer at the furniture and had no doubts that the crib would easily contain me. It would easily be a foot or more taller than my head from the mattress to the rails. I shivered a bit and felt myself going more in my diaper, making Amanda squeeze me tighter. “It’s okay, sweetheart.”
She moved towards the changing table with drawers underneath it and several cubbies. I noticed a nice glider chair sitting next to a light and a bookcase in a corner. The changing table had all of the usual things you would expect to see, and I couldn’t help but feel helpless as she sat me down and then pushed me gently by the shoulders to get me to lie down. “Oh, goody Daddy, you brought her new diapees with you!” She told Fred as he had followed with all four boxes of them.
“Which do you want?”
“Hand me another of her Pampers,” she told him with a smile as she took a belt from the table and secured it around my chest.
She pushed my dress up towards my face and said, “Hold your skirt for Mommy, please.” I did as she asked, if nothing else because it hid my face from them looking at me as I felt her pull down the diaper cover first and left it dangling on my ankles before she popped open the tapes of the diaper.
“We are going to have to figure out something here,” she sighed to herself as she wiped my genitals.
“What do you mean?” I asked nervously.
“I’m not sure yet…” she said gently.
I was more than a bit nervous at that, but I held my tongue. “Such a serious baby,” she told me and tickled me just as she put some lotion on me. I felt myself harden again and hated that I felt so helpless and aroused at the same time. I was grateful that she didn’t make it more than an innocent diaper change, as I was sure I couldn’t have taken that! Soon I was sat back up to look at the room from my perch on the changing table. A diaper pail device sat next to the crib that I watched her place my wet diaper in it.
Around the room, at my new height, toys sat everywhere. There was an odd little desk and chair in the corner that was just a little bit bigger than my size and seemed kind of out of place. It had pencils and pens in a cup, but other than the white that matched the nursery, it was something I could have had back home as a great workspace. I noticed there was even a handy power strip there that looked like it would let me plug in my laptop. “That’s a power strip for my electronics?” I asked.
“We bought it at the portal station since you said you were going to bring your laptop?” Amanda said. “Where’s it at anyway?”
I held my arms out for her to pick me up and set me on the ground. Fred had just returned with my luggage. I dug around for my computer and the cord I had stuffed in a compartment. I had guessed correctly that it would end up coming down in size for me, and it seemed proportionally the same as it had.
Amanda had sat down on the floor next to me, “Oh my god, that is soooo cute!” She told me.
I blushed, “I figured it would be a good idea to bring a computer my sized with me…”
“That was very smart,” she said with a smile, “Can I see it?”
I held it out to her, and she opened it to watch the computer startup. It made me feel even smaller than in her hands; it appeared to be even smaller than a small netbook. “This keyboard is sooooo tiny! But it’s got everything it should!”
“Well, it’s the state-of-the-art back home… I know that might bring it only into the mid-range here, but I’m hoping the size of it will let me still take it to class?”
“It’s better than anything we have for Littles for certain,” she told me. “What are the specs?”
“It has is a 4.2 gigahertz thirty-two core processor, it has 512 gigs of ram,” I went on about the specs quite proudly because I had put my heart and soul into getting the machine custom made for me. We took the time to make sure the power would work for the computer, and I smiled when it seemed to be charging it just fine.
“You know it only has about a quarter of my machine’s processing power, but it starts up quickly…” She said to me. I felt more than a little bit nervous at how far behind we were from them – even with my crazy machine, but that was why I had taken the risk.
“Well, we’re so far behind you… It should be okay for most of my coursework, I hope.” I told her, blushing.
She nodded, “It should; you definitely won’t find something this small with that much power. Oh, hi honey,” she said slyly to Fred, who had sat there just staring at us.
“It’s bad enough she gets like this anytime I let her and Megan get in the same room… Hmm… at least I can do this with you, though,” he said as he playfully reinserted the hanging pacifier in my mouth.
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Chapter 6 and 7
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 6: Little Dinner
I GLARED AT Fred, but he just laughed. I spat the pacifier back out and hoped I wouldn’t get in trouble for it. I remembered a Little getting a spanking the first trip here for that. “I take it he’s not of the computer people?” I looked at Amanda.
“Nope! He’s great with bodies, not so good with computers!” she told me before looking at him, “Maybe she can help you when you get stuck on the computer now…”
After a few more minutes, she said, “Fred, can you help Stacy go through the stuff she brought and put it away? Go ahead and put any clothes on our bed so I can decide if there’s anything she can use.”
I sighed, “I didn’t bring much.”
“Won’t take long then! I’m going to go get dinner started. When you’re done, you can explore a bit, Stacy?”
I nodded, and between Fred and I, we soon had everything unpacked. My XBOX and PlayStation gaming consoles were taken to a room Amanda had set aside for her electronics tinkering. I had nearly wet my diaper again with excitement at all of the REAL toys she had, but Fred shooed me right back out before closing the door, “That’s off-limits to you, Princess.”
“Yes, sir,” I said.
“Not sir Stacy, Yes Daddy,” He smiled when he said it, but I got the feeling he meant it.
“Umm… Yes, Daddy,” I blushed.
“I know this is weird for you, Stacy, but it will only take one slipup to make people believe you’re not the well-behaved baby that you need to appear to be.” He paused before adding, “Especially around any of Mommy’s family but Megan.”
I grew nervous, but he said, “Now go off and explore. I know you have to be curious about the house.”
So that’s what I did. I walked back to my nursery first… ‘my nursery?’ I had to think about the girly extravaganza. I looked down at my dress and pulled up on it to look at the diaper cover that matched it. I pulled it down to look at the diaper for a moment of curiosity but then put everything back where it should have been and looked around. If there was a baby toy meant for a child less than two years of age, I was pretty sure it was in the room. I had more toys in that room than I probably had as a real baby! I noticed that several were strategically placed next to the changing table to be used as distractions while my diaper was changed… Several of them looked like teething toys.
‘I’m so glad I said nothing could be done with my teeth…’ I shuddered at the thought of having all of my teeth removed.
I leaned my backpack against my desk for now and then sat in the chair to go ahead use my computer. ‘I forgot to ask for the Wi-Fi password,’ I thought to myself while also being grateful that the technology was the same in this world. I stood up and went down the hallway where Fred seemed to have a home office. This thinner diaper definitely affected my gait a bit, ‘those nighttime diapers…’ I shuddered.
“Umm… Daddy?” I asked as I approached him, sitting in his chair high above me.
“Yes, Princess?”
“What’s your Wi-Fi password?”
He laughed, “The important things in life, huh?” Then, after a pause, “Most people would probably argue that babies shouldn’t have Wi-Fi access and Internet unmonitored?”
“You probably have NetNanny or something here, right?”
He laughed again, “Right you are, and it’s already installed through the modem. So, you should be able to do homework, play some games, but don’t plan on anything more adult than that!”
“I just need to email my parents,” I reminded him.
He scribbled on a notepad on his desk and handed me a twenty-character password, “You memorized that?” I asked, looking at it.
“Well, of course, it’s your mommy’s birth year, my birth year, your birth year, along with all of our initials.”
“Oh,” I responded, looking at it. But then, I noticed that it was SEW instead of SES for my initials. Until then, I had no idea of their ages, but now I knew I could see they were exactly ten years younger than my parents. “Thanks,” I said and turned to go back to my room.
I quickly logged in and connected to a mail server that worked trans-dimensionally. My email was pretty short, but it did contain some new information like our physical mailing address that I quickly found by digging around online, along with some code phrases that said I was okay. We had established about thirty innocuous phrases that were keys to saying everything was okay and going according to plan. Additionally, there were ten danger phrases that said I was in trouble and needed help.
At the last minute, I added:
By the way, my name has struck again… Somehow, we never told them I wasn’t a girl. When we video conference this week, don’t be surprised by my clothing… For now, I think we may have to pretend I am a girl, so I don’t lose my scholarship.
I sighed as I pressed send and thought about it. Amanda had mentioned there being maybe something they could do to help me. Knowing what little I did about this world, I had little doubt there was a clinic that would gladly take me and correct the minor error down below... What would they do while they were doing that, though? That was what terrified me. I was used to people seeing me as girly… honestly, it didn’t bother me that much either. I’d never had one of those moments of thinking I was born in the wrong body, but I also wasn’t married to my male body like so many other men were. I sighed and decided to go explore some more of the house. I had found the bedroom doors closed for the most part, but one door was cracked open, and I found myself in a huge bathroom. I’d seen a toilet for an Amazon on our last trip here, but I’d forgotten how intimidating it was. Most of the places we had stayed were designed for Littles or Betweeners. This place was pure Amazon comfort, and I couldn’t even see above the edge of the tub or the toilet.
“What are you doing in here, missy?” Amanda asked suddenly.
“I was exploring,” I told her honestly, “even if I wanted to do anything, it’s not like I could in here,” I added.
She laughed, “You’re very right, Princess. I don’t think you could probably use this toilet hardly even if I held you on top of it!” I found myself being picked up, “Let’s wash your handsies up for din-din.”
She held me up to the sink and leaned me towards the water after putting soap on my hands for me. I did the work for the most part, but she found a towel and dried me. “We’re going to have to do something with your hair later,” she told me as she brushed it out of my face.
“Just don’t cut it off?” I said, nervously remembering there had been nothing in our contract about it.
“What, I can’t have my baby girl looking like the newborn baby she practically is?”
I was genuinely scared for a moment while she laughed and placed me down on my still bare feet with a pat to my diapered behind. “Why don’t you go downstairs and meet us in the kitchen.”
I nodded and started down the stairs very carefully. Like everything else, they seemed twice the size of my world, which meant they were probably about fourteen inches high. I thought back to my childhood and found myself sitting on the stairs and then sliding down to stand on the next. I repeated that until I was at the bottom and heard Amanda call out, “What a big girl you are!”
I turned and smiled at her, “I’m not completely helpless…”
“No, but make sure you are careful on those stairs. I probably am a terrible mommy to have let you climb them…”
I sighed, “You’re doing a good job so far,” I told her.
I found myself quickly in her arms as she gave me a squeeze and carried me to the dining room. The smell in the air was incredible with some sort of beef. I could see she had already pulled it out of the oven, and it looked great, if not humongous! I didn’t take long, though, before she moved the tray out of the way with a free hand and then plopped me down into the highchair. The harness was quickly pulled over my shoulders, and the tray was placed back down. I put my hands on it. “The Little ones are more restrictive?” I asked unintentionally.
She nodded, “Don’t worry, as long as you’re a good baby girl at mealtimes, I’ll never use one of those here…”
“Here?”
She sighed, “We’ll have to figure out what we’ll do when we visit my family…”
“Just how bad are they?” I asked as she moved to cut the beef and plate it.
“Well… I’m not going to lie; Chloe is about as bad as it gets…” She sighed as if wondering if telling me was smart but continued, “If you were Chloe’s Little, you wouldn’t have any teeth or need to sit at this table. She nurses all three of her Littles only.”
I gasped a little.
“I wish that was the worst, but she also had all three of them through an etiquette school, and about all they can say is mama, poopy, and baba. She also had surgery done on them to keep them from standing. Well… actually, Kacey can’t even crawl and is stuck with ‘tummy time,’ as Chloe calls it. It’s really, really sick,” she told me with tears in her eyes.
“Why?”
“I honestly don’t know other than maybe she feels like they’re dolls? But, sadly, she’s not alone. She convinced Cassie to get her little boy Neville back to crawling status. At least he can still talk, but he’s also missing all but three of his teeth, so he can’t bite his mommy anymore too.”
“Umm… what… why…” I kind of stumbled over my words.
“Why am I not like that?” She asked. She smirked, “You hope I’m not, at least, right?”
I shuddered.
“I’m not, but I wouldn’t trust an Amazon further than I could throw them if I were you. I can guarantee Chloe will do all sorts of pushing towards me to do that when she visits. I’m going to promise you right now that I’m not putting you down that day. You’re going to just have to be a clingy baby that day and just not say anything if you can help it.”
“I have to meet her…”
“Daughters?” She asked. “Yeah… She’ll expect you to play with them too. Not quite sure what you’re going to do. Know that they might as well be babies now and treat them as such, and you’ll probably be okay.”
Fred slipped in the kitchen then, “Smells good!”
She was just dishing stuff onto plates then. A small plate that looked smaller but maybe even still too big for me looked like more of the butterfly motif. “Anyway, you asked why I’m not like that?”
I nodded.
“We had a ‘baby sister’ Little growing up at home…” she shuddered, “Hannah was so cute it was hard not to see my mom needing to baby her. Especially as we have children grow up or don’t have kids, the mothering instinct in us is incredibly powerful! Studies have actually shown that it’s significantly more so in us than Littles or In-Betweeners… Anyway, I always viewed Hannah as the cute toddler baby sister to play with and treated her well. Chloe though… Chloe, I think, was jealous and would constantly bully poor Hannah and get her in trouble. One day something happened… I don’t even know what exactly happened, but Hannah fell and was killed at a park with her while I was at a summer camp.”
I saw the tears in her eyes and wished I wasn’t restrained so I could give her a hug. “I’m sorry,” I told her.
“It’s not your fault. To this day, I think Chloe did something… Anyway, when no one else was around, I would talk to Hannah like an adult, and she would help me with my homework. She’s the reason I made straight As through eighth grade when the accident happened.”
“Why didn’t you…?”
“Try and free her?” She asked with a laugh.
“I was the second daughter and seen as the one with her head in the clouds. My parents would just laugh at me and say I didn’t understand the world when I would suggest we potty train her or something to help. Mom would usually use that moment to grab Hannah and put her to her breast and say something about babies that feed from Mommy have no reason to potty train.”
“Are your parents?”
“Still alive?”
“Yes,” she told me. “I don’t speak to them every day, but I’m sure I won’t be able to keep their new granddaughter away from them forever since they live pretty close to here.”
I felt terrible for her, but at least I could sort of understand why I probably could trust her more than most. I felt a shiver of genuine fear though of the idea of dealing with her family. “What about your parents Daddy?”
“They’re still around, but they live on the other side of the country. My parents may very well want to come out and visit their new granddaughter too, but it may wait until Christmas or the New Year as my dad is always busy with work.”
“Are they…?”
“As bad as Mommy’s parents?” He asked while shaking his head, “No, they never took a Little, and honestly, they will be kind of looking at me strangely that we have. I’ll explain everything to them, though, and I know they’ll be proud that we helped keep you from being someone else’s mindless baby.”
Amanda sat a sippy cup of juice on my tray, and then a bib appeared from somewhere that went over my dress. It seemed to have been bought for the expected proportions rather than how I had come through.
“I wonder why you shrank so much when you came through?” Fred asked thoughtfully as he took his first bite, “This is great, Amanda!”
She had just sat down next to me and asked, “See what you think?” A plastic fork had skewered a tiny piece of meat that was clearly mutilated to keep me from choking. However, I opened my mouth wide for it and chewed the offered bite.
“That’s really good!” I told her. It was, in fact, one of the best roasts I could ever remember eating!
“Good!” she said with a smile before loading some mashed potatoes up and feeding me a bite of that. “I wonder if it’s because it was her second trip through? Stacy, you said you shrank like eleven inches last time? So, this was what probably double that?”
I nodded and said, “yes,” after swallowing the last bite.
“So, going back and forth for the summers…” she took it to a logical conclusion I hadn’t thought about.
I just sat stunned for a moment… “If I get any smaller…”
“Yeah, you’re already just a little bit above newborn size right now… you’d be like a preemie,” Fred said.
“It’s something to think about,” Amanda said with a little bit of worry in her voice. Over the rest of dinner, they began asking me about other things, and in between bites of food, I would tell them about our versions of people and things like Disney, and they would tell me theirs. Turns out in this world, he had actually gone on to be a vice-president of the country. He never built a theme park there though; a rival of his seemed to have beaten him to that. Disney had nearly as much of a market though still on cartoons and toys.
When dinner was finished, I found myself quite full and had emptied the sippy cup. “May I please get down?” I asked Amanda.
“In a few minutes,’ sweetheart, let me clean up dinner. You need to get used to this... “
I sighed.
“Here, why don’t you drink this while you’re waiting?” She said as she brought forth something I had been surprised not to see yet. A pink baby bottle contained what looked like a liter of white fluid that I presumed was milk or formula. I made a face, but she told me, “You should be grateful that’s not your dinner. Just drink what you can, but I want half of it gone before bedtime.”
I tentatively picked it up with my hands and couldn’t believe its size compared to me. It was almost too heavy to handle, but I could get it in my hands just barely. I stuck the nipple in my mouth and gave it a tentative suck. The milk inside actually tasted pretty good, sweeter than the milk back home, and Amanda had taken the time to heat it up, so it was nice and warm. It was awkward holding it upwards to drink, though, and I found myself trying to prop my arms and the bottle upon the tray. She solved that with some sort of latch on the seat, and I found myself leaning back quite away. “Is that better?” She asked me as she pulled the tray off and trusted in the straps to hold me there.
“It’s pretty heavy,” I admitted as I sort of thrust it away from my mouth. It felt like I was trying to drink from something like a 3-Liter.
“Well, I probably should get the smaller nursers for you… I never dreamed you’d be this small. I mean, in your normal world size, you’re almost an In-Betweener!” I kept nursing a little bit here and there, but my arms were definitely getting tired as she cleaned.
I heard Fred tell her, “Here, honey, let me get the rest of these honey, you can help Stacy out…”
“Thanks!” She told him almost gleefully. I held the bottle out to her with both hands. She grabbed it from me and sat it down on the table before she fiddled with the harness for a moment. I was soon loose, and she picked me up and placed me on her right hip before grabbing the bottle in her other hand. I just stayed still as she carried me upstairs. I saw quickly she planned to sit with me in the glider, and she grabbed the quilt from the crib and wrapped me in it before turning me face up in her arms. I watched as the giant bottle and nipple came towards my face and opened my mouth up to accept it while she held the bottle for me.
She began humming a pretty tune as I nursed, and I felt myself relax. The whole plan was crazy, but at least I seemed to be with a couple that didn’t want to mutilate me. Finally, I found my eyes closing and heard her say, “Well, I guess you’re at least okay with this part, baby.”
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Chapter 7: Dealing
THE NEXT THING I knew, the room was around me was dark, except for a butterfly nightlight glowing next to the changing table. I tried sitting up and found I was severely impaired by the diaper I was now wearing. ‘Must be one of those night-time diapers…’ I thought to myself and rolled over to see if I could push myself up. Carefully, I got on my hands and knees and looked at the bars in front of me. I quietly pulled myself up to my feet with the help of the bars. I looked up and curiously checked something by raising my hands as far in the air as I could. Sure enough, I couldn’t even touch the top part of the rails with my hands extended. I found standing difficult in the diaper and decided to just give in and sit back down my butt a moment later.
‘Not that I planned to try to escape like that,’ I acknowledged. ‘What time was I put to bed?’ I had no way to know with no clock, but I definitely had a strong urge to pee. For a moment, I held it in but remembered how silly that would be. ‘You knew diapers were part of the deal…’ I mentally scolded myself. As I let it all out, I was shocked at how much the diaper expanded! I couldn’t believe it could get any bigger! Finally, I found myself back on my stomach and grabbed the new stuffed bear that lay next to me.
‘Elena,’ I named her in my mind and cuddled her close to my chest. I would have expected a soaked diaper to be uncomfortable, but other than how much it had expanded, I couldn’t tell that it was wet. ‘Tomorrow will be another long day,’ I told myself and forced myself to close my eyes and go back to sleep.
It was hard, though… I found sleep difficult as I thought about how yesterday had filled in so much information on my future. The gender misunderstanding was embarrassing and tough to deal with suddenly wearing pink dresses, but nothing compared to being the size of an infant! I had come to this dimension expecting to at least be the size of a toddler… or maybe even almost an elementary school kid. Being either of those sizes would have allowed a little bit of freedom compared to my new size. In our world, a three-month-old baby would rarely be left alone, and then only when caged safely… I couldn’t see much more freedom for me in the Amazon world.
Being called ‘Princess’ was undoubtedly also a novelty. ‘Being a princess might not be too bad,’ I had to admit, with a king and queen like my surrogate family. But, so far, they had shown remarkable restraint and kindness to me.
I couldn’t help but notice, though, that certain things hadn’t been thrown away as possibilities. It sounded almost sure that baby food was a possibility in the future for meals when we were away from home. ‘If Amanda makes it, that might be okay,’ I allowed. She really was an excellent cook, so it would probably not taste terrible if it was just pureed food from her cooking. Any jars from the grocery store, though, were most likely going to be disgusting! ‘I wouldn’t be surprised if they sell even worse tasting stuff for Littles to be tortured with…’
Amanda’s sisters really sounded like a horror movie brought to life. They were everything I had been warned about – or maybe even worse! It sounded like her mom might have been cut from the same cloth too.
‘So, was it regular milk or her milk?’ I wondered sleepily as I finally succumbed to sleep again.
WHEN I WOKE again, I found I had been rolled back onto my back and had a pacifier back in my mouth. ‘Amanda must have checked on me at some point,’ I said as I sleepily stretched and remembered the wet diaper I was wearing. It was now cold and clammy and was quite uncomfortable. I pulled myself back up by the bars and was just about ready to holler for someone when Amanda walked in.
“Oh, you look so cute with that bedhead!” she told me as she walked up to the crib.
I held my arms in the universal ‘up’ pose, and she carried me straight over to the changing table as I pulled the pacifier out and let it hang by the clip. “Gee, thanks…” I told her.
“Oh no, do I have a grumpy Princess?” she asked.
I sighed, “I’m not a morning person.”
“Well, we’ll just have to work on that! Probably a fresh diaper is a good start, huh?”
She proceeded to strip me of my sleeper quickly with a zipper that went all the way to the foot. Once my diaper was exposed, she said, “Okay, now which diapee today?”
I groaned, “Pampers?”
“I think we need one of these instead,” she said, and I could see one of the princess-themed diapers that she had been sold on.
“It’s so thick!” I said as she laid me back down on it a moment later after wiping me clean.
“It’s soooo adorable, though!” She smiled at me. “And just think of the waddle or crawl I get to see you with!”
I groaned, “It’s too early for this.”
She tickled me, and I found myself back in the sleeper. Then, she grabbed something from the bottom of the stand and carried me to the glider. At first, I thought I would be fed another bottle, but she produced a hairbrush instead. “Let’s take care of your hair, then we’ll go feed you breakfast and see where we get from there.”
I sighed in relief; that was all she had planned.
“What are we doing today?” I asked sleepily as she ran the brush through my hair.
“Well, first we have to go to the store and do some shopping for some other things to replace what we bought way too big for you.”
“Like what? I mean, besides clothes?”
“Well, bottles for one… You could barely lift the full-size nursers I bought you! However, the sippy cup was a smaller one, and you were almost fine with it yesterday, so I think we’ll go get one of the half-size nurser sets that are more appropriate for you.”
I sighed but nodded. I felt her twisting my hair around and guessed that she must be braiding it into pigtails. Gabby had insisted on braiding my hair like that for a cross-dressing day for homecoming week. Scarily I had seemed pretty normal looking as a cheerleader in uniform I borrowed for that day…
I felt her tickle my side, and she said, “I said I’m done. You really aren’t a morning person, are you?”
I shook my head, “Not without a lot of coffee…”
She turned me to face her in her lap and said, “I hate to tell you this, Princess, but coffee is one of those things that’s going to be off-limits for you.”
I bit my lip but nodded, “I’m not surprised. But would love for you to consider changing your mind…”
She looked thoughtful for a moment, “Tell you what, you make it through your midterms with a 3.5, and I’ll let you have a latte in your bottle each morning.”
I smiled, “Deal,” I extended my hand to hers, and she enveloped it with hers.
“Okay, let’s get breakfast in you…”
I was carried down to the kitchen, where my highchair sat waiting for me, and I was soon strapped in wearing a bib with a sippy cup of milk sitting on the tray in front of me. I drank some milk from the sippy cup Amanda had sat down in front of me and watched her move around for a couple minutes to make a bowl of oatmeal for me.
“Some special mornings, we’ll have a hot breakfast with eggs, bacon, and such, but this will probably be breakfast for you normally,” she told me.
“That’s fine; a lot of times, I don’t even eat breakfast,” I told her as she sat right next to my chair and pulled it on the wheels closer to her.
“Well, that won’t work here, Stacy. You’ll have something for breakfast every morning.”
I nodded, ‘that wouldn’t be so bad…’
“Let’s get this airplane in your hanger!” She smiled while making an engine sound that made me grimace, but I opened up anyway. For the next ten minutes, she fed me while playing every cutesy little baby feeding game I’d ever heard of - and then a few more.
By the time she got to the last spoon, I had said, “I’m full, Mommy…”
“Just one more spoon,” she said, and I opened up. I felt really stuffed then. “All done!”
She wiped my face with a baby wipe since it had been a casualty a few times that I happened to look the wrong way. The bib definitely had some evidence on it too, and I just sighed as she unbuckled me but left the bib on. I started to remove it, but she said, “Leave your bib on, sweetie.”
She picked me up and carried me to the living room, where the playpen was sitting in front of the couch. “Play here for a few minutes while mommy cleans up.”
I nodded and tried to stand in the playpen, but the diaper was so thick it made it difficult to do so. Just thinking of the diaper brought to mind an urgent warning my body was giving me. I sighed, having known this would come. Given Amanda’s warning about needing to poop each day, I knew I didn’t dare hold back on this either. I found myself using a giant ring toy as a way to pull myself up so I could squat. ‘Come on, you know you have to do this…’ I told myself.
Suddenly I felt my bowels let go, and I could feel the diaper accept the pieces while I kept pushing until I didn’t feel like I needed to go anymore. Suddenly I flashed back to when I was three years old, standing back in my grandmother’s house. I remembered being in diapers and just wanting to play with her electric organ there. So, I pooped my diaper and kept playing. ‘Stacy, did you poopy your diaper?” Grandma had asked me, and I had shaken my head and lied so I wouldn’t have to stop. It hadn’t seemed so bad then!
I didn’t want to fall backward on the mess, so I leaned forwards onto my hands and knees and could feel the mess rubbing against the bottom of my genitals. I sat there a little bit in shock before looking over at the toys in the playpen. I knew Amanda would come soon and decided not to make a big deal out of what was going to become an everyday occurrence for me.
I was looking closely at how a doll in my hand was made when the inevitable happened, “Uh-oh, I think someone made a stinkie!”
I groaned and tried to stand up to hold my arms out to her but instead ended up falling back on my mess. “Eeewww…” I said.
“You didn’t seem to mind it for a while there,” Amanda told me. “You sure you’ve not been a little baby here before?”
I nodded, “It wasn’t too bad until I smushed it…”
“Well, let’s go upstairs and change that stinky diapee!” she told me with a kiss on my forehead and carried me up the staircase and into the nursery. She laid me down on my changing table, and I began to smell it worse as she opened the diaper up. To me, the smell was enough to make me gag, but she acted like I was a normal baby, and this was no big deal at all. ‘Shit happens with a baby,’ I reminded myself. She didn’t embarrass me anymore about it too - which I appreciated.
I was quickly re-diapered back into a regular pamper and lay on my back, waiting for her to figure out what she was dressing me in. She reappeared a moment later with a pink romper I remembered her cooing over yesterday in the store. It had the words, ‘smile, I’m cute!’ on it and ended basically at the crotch with a short pair of legs to it closer to shorts than a basic onesie. I appreciated that she’d been good about only shopping in the actual baby portion of the clothing aisle. I had caught a few glimpses of some of the odd clothing they made specifically for Littles to wear… It was a thousand times worse!
“Well, now that we’ve got your stinky diaper out of the way for the day, why don’t we go see what trouble the two of us can get in?” She asked me.
“What about shoes?” I asked, noticing my still bare feet.
“You don’t need shoes today, Stacy. Everywhere we’re going, you’d probably just look out of place.”
I nodded, remembering most of the Littles I remembered seeing rarely walked, but asked, “Socks?”
She looked at me but nodded and found some pink socks that folded down and had lace around the bottom of the folded portion. They seemed appropriate to a baby of my age, and I groaned at that but appreciated having something warmer on my often-cold feet.
“Better?” She asked me.
I nodded. “Thanks! Where’s Fr… Daddy?”
“Daddy’s at work; he decided not to take paternal leave right now. So I took a few weeks of maternity leave, so I don’t have to go to work until after you start your orientation… well, I could take off more than that, but what’s the point?” She smiled at me.
“You get maternity leave…?” I asked, shocked.
“You’re my new baby; of course I do!” She giggled like that was an idiotic question. Her behavior was slightly different this morning, but she was still being sweet so far, so I just went with the flow. I was placed on the ground for a moment and watched her repack my diaper bag with the correct size of diapers. I was grateful to see that she only put the regular Pampers and a couple of the thinner diapers inside. Next, she filled my large sippy cup back up with juice and handed it to me to hold two-handed as she carried me to the garage and set me in my carrier.
“What’s the outside of the house look like?” I asked as she buckled me into the harness.
“Oh, that’s right, you still haven’t seen… I’ll show you when we get back?” She asked.
I nodded and watched her close my door and walk to her side of the car. With a press of a button above her, the garage door opened, leaving me squinting my eyes with the sudden exposure to daylight. She carefully pulled out of their driveway and slowly drove down the road. I was just able to catch a quick glimpse of their house, though. It looked like a beautiful and expensive suburban home with a nice lawn. I couldn’t see many details, though, before it quickly passed from sight. Bored, I began to slowly nurse at the sippy cup of juice and probably had finished a quarter of it when she stopped.
Our first destination was apparently like a Walmart with a different name, ValuMart. She pulled me out of the carrier and carried me a short distance to where a cart lay unused. As she strapped me into the cart’s seat, she asked, “I assume you’d rather sit here than in your carrier?”
I nodded, “I can see this way.”
“Well, just remember where we are... If I feel like you’re about to say something you shouldn’t, I’ll plunk a pacifier in your mouth. If you can’t control yourself before that, please find that thumb of yours,” she told me.
“It’s not going to be that bad, is it…?” I asked.
She shrugged, “We could run into friends here. Just go with the flow, please.”
I was really nervous then, but I was determined to face anything to attend college here. As Amanda pushed the cart towards the entrance, I noticed that even though the seat was designed for babies, I still felt like it was too big for me. Right away when we stepped inside, I couldn’t help but feel intimidated by a store meant for giants and filled with giants. Most people inside seemed to be stay-at-home mothers with a mixture of real, ‘Little’ babies and preschool-age children in their baskets. One mom had her Little suspended from her neck with a sling and was openly breastfeeding her while nonchalantly talking to another lady.
I couldn’t help but stare at the size of the exposed breast and looked up at Amanda’s set as she looked down at me. I turned red, but she merely smiled without saying anything. Our destination was evident as we headed straight for the baby section. Amanda had just started looking up and down at the selection of bottles when I heard, “Oh hi Doctor Westerfield!!!” from a giant girl who appeared to not be much older than I was.
“Hi, Jennifer!” She told her and gave her a hug.
“Oh my god, she’s adorable! Is she yours?!?” this new girl said suddenly close to me. “She’s sooo tiny!!!!”
“We just adopted her yesterday,” Amanda told her.
“How old are you?” She asked me.
I looked up at Amanda, and she nodded, “Eighteen.”
“Going on three months,” Amanda added.
“I believe that… Are you going to…?” the girl asked almost accusingly.
Amanda shook her head, “We’re taking care of Princess Stacy’s needs, but we’re not going to mutilate her. She’s even going to start attending the university in a couple weeks.”
Jennifer sighed, “I’m glad to hear that. I hate the way my mom treats Lily.”
“Then why are you here?”
“Oh, Lily’s out of wipes,” she said and held up some generic baby wipes. “If I don’t get her some, Mom will probably just leave her poop on her bottom until her next bath… whenever that would be.”
My eyes opened in shock at that, and once again, I was grateful for a friendly giant. “That’s horrible…” Amanda said.
“Yeah, it is. Maybe I’ll be in some of your classes, Stacy?” She smiled at me. “Let me know if you ever need a babysitter,” she told Amanda. “See you later! Bye-bye, Princess!” she waved the last part at me like you would a real baby.
I blushed and shook a bit as I felt Amanda gently put her hand on my head. “You’re okay; if we had to run into one of my students, she was definitely the best one. She is much more like me than most.”
I nodded silently and watched as she began looking at bottles. I found myself turning sideways the best I could to see what she was doing. “Need help, ma’am?” a helpful store employee asked.
“Just trying to pick out a smaller bottle for her. I never dreamed I would adopt a Little so tiny. She can’t hold up a full-size nurser.”
“Ah well, that makes sense. Do you want to breastfeed too?”
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Chapters 8 and 9
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 8: Chipped
“WHY DO YOU ask that?” She asked, not denying that idea.
“Well, if you aren’t, then these bottles work fine,” she said, holding up one smaller nurser that looked equivalent to the small nursers I remembered from back in my home dimension. “If you think nursing is important, I would recommend one of these two to help her avoid nipple confusion.”
In shock, I followed her advice and stuck my thumb in my mouth at that point to keep quiet. Truthfully ever since I had seen that woman breastfeeding on my first visit, the idea of doing it myself had kind of strangely intrigued me. I was curious which Amanda would pick and found myself not surprised when she grabbed both of the types considered good with breastfeeding. She threw in several multi-packs of each and some nipples before pushing the cart away.
“Good baby girl,” she cooed at me, sucking my thumb as we continued down the aisles.
We ended up in the clothing aisle, and I sat patiently as she threw in several onesies, rompers, dresses, and a pair of shorts that she liked with no request for input from me. Apparently, she was satisfied with my three-month size, as she didn’t make me try them on like I saw several babies and Littles experiencing in the open right next to the racks. While she was looking through the clothing, I discovered the characters, Naomi and Oliver, since they were featured on tons of shirts on the Little side of the aisle. Amanda stayed on the actual baby side, though, with other characters that mimicked many from my world. Apparently, Anna and Elsa from Frozen, and Sofia the First, were sort of the same in this dimension as I recognized them. There were plenty of characters though that I didn’t remember. Amanda must have sensed that as she would occasionally say, “Oh look, there’s…” every now and then. Amanda moved on a mission, though, and before long, we were in the checkout lanes.
Every Amazon mother we passed stared at me with longing in their eyes, but it was those that glared at Amanda in a threatening way that scared me. I hadn’t even realized my thumb was still in my mouth from earlier when she said, “I know that thumb tastes good, but let’s use your paci.”
The kiss on my head and the gentle squeeze made me feel a little bit safer.
“Oh my god, she is the most adorable Little I’ve ever seen!” The cashier said as Amanda pushed the cart past the card machine.
“Yes, she is, isn’t she?” Amanda squealed a bit and kissed me on the forehead again.
There was small talk made for a few moments before the lady said, “You know, hon, if you got rid of most of her hair, you could pass her for your own natural baby?”
I shuddered and found myself instinctively grabbing to hold my pigtails. “But then she wouldn’t have cute pigtails like this?” Amanda said. “I love her hair; it’s not going anywhere… it’s too much fun to play with!” she smiled at me, and I returned a slight grimace.
“Suit yourself!” she said.
Once she had me safely strapped into the car seat, she told me, “I’m sorry you had a couple of rough encounters there… But, unfortunately, that’s going to be a pretty regular thing here.”
I nodded, “It’s okay, I’m embarrassed when they happen, but at least I was warned before I came.” I paused and added, “Just please don’t give me away to one of those monsters!”
“No worries about that, Princess! You’re all mine!!!!” she told me with a smile and closed the door, and walked to the driver’s side.
“Speaking of that, I do want to take you to a local office to… register you as ours.”
I gulped, “What are they going to do?”
“Some of the offices are rougher than others, but this one should be pretty gentle by just doing a checkup, blood sample, and get hand and footprints from you.”
I nodded, “Then I’m officially adopted?”
“Yes…” She said.
“Will that be a problem when it’s time for me to go home?” I asked hesitantly.
“Well, if anyone asks, I’ll say I sent you to live with your grandparents for a while!” She kind of choked up for a moment before adding, “Thankfully, we just got started, so that’s a long way off!”
I nodded and sat quietly in the seat and drank the rest of the juice she had handed me back. We pulled up quickly to an office building, and instead of getting me out of the carrier, she left me inside and just lifted it free of the car.
“If you’re in this carrier, I don’t have to worry about as many things happening to you,” she told me.
I nodded, “I trust you,” I said before she put the pacifier back in my mouth and pulled the shade down over the top part of the carrier.
She walked through several doors before arriving at a receptionist’s window, where she sat my carrier on the counter. “Oh my god, isn’t she precious?!?” the lady cooed while looking in at me. “I never seem to be lucky enough to get one of these cuties!”
Amanda smiled, “As you noted, she’s a cutie. I don’t want to risk kidnapping…”
“Of course, I don’t blame you one bit! Here, take this paperwork and fill it out, and we’ll get a spot with the doctor as soon as we can.”
“Thanks!”
I found myself picked up again and the carrier was gently sat onto the groan. I found out the carrier could rock when it wasn’t in its base, as she rocked me gently with her foot while she filled out all of the forms. It seemed like there must have been about twenty pages from what I could see! I found myself needing to pee again and just let it flow into the diaper while my face turned red.
To ignore my now wet diaper, I looked around as best as possible from my seat. Several other ‘mothers’ moved about the room in various delightful or hostile moods. All seemed to hold their ‘babies’ tightly to keep them from running and escaping. Just in the time she was writing, I watched three Littles get spanked bare-bottomed, and another had her ear twisted for a moment until she cried.
When she finished, Amanda picked my seat back up again to take the forms to the window. While the lady looked over them, she popped a couple of the snaps open on my romper, “Do you have a place I can change her?”
I flushed red with the diaper exposed and Amanda clearly sharing its state with the receptionist and anyone within range. I bit down on the silicone of the pacifier a little harder just then to keep from complaining.
“Why yes, ma’am, right down the hall here, I’ll show you,” she said as she opened the door beside her and led us to a small nurse’s station with a padded surface. “I can’t believe how good of a baby she is!”
“Yes, she is a special princess.”
Amanda popped the remaining snaps in a hurry and quickly changed me into a clean diaper before redressing me. “There, that should be comfier, huh?” She said as she hugged me and whispered, “Pretend to be a baby as best you can while we go back. Don’t backtalk no matter what they say… and try not to cry out.”
I looked curiously at her but nodded and nursed my pacifier that I was beginning to actually grow fond of. It felt like she had barely set my carrier back down on the ground when the nurse called, “Stacy Westerfield?” I started slightly at the change of my last name. I wasn’t surprised though; after all, I figured that was inevitable with Fred’s explanation of the password the night before!
It was obvious to me from my surroundings that we were at a doctor’s office, but it certainly didn’t feel like a regular doctor’s office back home. Something about the place just gave you the creeps!
I could only vaguely see doors from my place in the carrier as we passed them. As we passed one of them, I heard a man’s voice shout, “You goddamn bitch!!!! You can’t do this to…” followed by loud whacks and whimpering. As we made it to the end of the hallway, I thought I could hear the unfortunate person beginning to bawl.
It wasn’t a thought as we passed another room; you could definitely hear the full-on screams of pain and terror from a woman. It was the kind of thing you expected to hear in a horror movie… I found myself shaking slightly in the seat and nursed on the pacifier more to try and distract myself.
Finally, the nurse led us to an open-walled nurses’ station where she said, “Okay, we’re going to need little Stacy just in her diaper for most of this exam.” Then she looked at me and talked to me for a moment like I wasn’t a baby, “Make sure you behave, baby, or you won’t like the consequences.”
I nodded meekly, and I was quickly freed from the seat, and my romper was taken off. “When did you change her last?”
“About ten minutes ago, she was soaked.”
“So, she’s using her diapers just fine? Messes too?”
“Happily peeing and pooing like a good Little should.”
The nurse nodded like that was the correct answer as she picked me up and lay me down on what had to be an infant scale. “Okay… Forty-three pounds… she really is a tiny thing. You must have had a tough time finding the right diapers!”
I jolted at that, forty-three pounds? I had lost over a hundred pounds of my weight and had not even realized it! ‘Unless they measured pounds differently?’
“Okay, little girl, stand tall right here,” she told me and had me stand up next. “Thirty-nine inches…” she mused, “I guess we could give you another half or the full inch. What do you want, Mommy?” She asked Amanda.
“Just leave her at thirty-nine inches. She’s just a little baby anyway,” she told her.
“Yep, no way this one could make her life through the world on her own!” Surprisingly to me, she took my blood pressure, pulse, and did a body fat check before directing Amanda to carry me into a waiting examination room while she followed with my carrier.
“Okay, now some health questions for you, Mommy.” Most of the time, Amanda actually knew more than I would have guessed, but several times I told her the answer, and the nurse pretended not to hear anything until Amanda parroted it back. It was weird, but I could see how they wanted to continue to degrade any adult confidence a Little might have.
The lady nurse left after saying, “I can’t believe how good she is!” to Amanda before looking at me and saying, “Just remember bad crybabies do get punished!”
I shuddered as she left, and Amanda collected me in her arms. I snuggled gratefully into her warm body as it was cold in the room. A moment later, a man slightly shorter than Amanda came in, “I’m supposed to get some blood?”
“I think so,” Amanda said.
“Can you hold her arm so she’ll stay still?” He asked.
I just rolled my eyes and sat calmly while they took my blood like any other time I’d ever done it. But, of course, I wasn’t counting on the needle being twice the size I remembered in my last checkup! I managed to hold still, though, and other than a brief flinch, I did my best not to let them know how much the damn thing hurt!!!!! ‘It wouldn’t have surprised me if they used a bigger needle just to make it hurt more!’ I thought to myself. He filled three vials up before pulling the port out and putting a Band-Aid with that show Naomi and Oliver’s characters on it.
“What a good girl!” He said as he patted my head, “Just remember that if you’re a crybaby, you will be punished.”
He left, and I whispered to Amanda, “What exactly do they do?”
She shuddered herself and whispered, “I watched them give Hannah enemas and spankings with a paddle.”
I shuddered and leaned even closer into her. Shortly after that, the doctor came in, “Hi, I’m Doctor Nimitz,” he said to Amanda. I froze, knowing he was the other ‘daddy’ I almost chose.
“Hi, I’m Doctor Westerfield,” she told him with a smile.
“So, you’re here for this little cutie?” He said with a smile and looked at me. Something about the smile refused to expand to his eyes, though, and I believed in a heartbeat I had chosen correctly.
“That’s right, especially with this baby girl being so tiny and cute; I didn’t want to delay getting her registered for adoption.”
“That’s very smart,” he told her. He looked down at the notes for a moment and then looked at me with recognition in his eyes, “We spoke a couple months ago, didn’t we?”
I nodded, “Yes, sir.” At least it sort of sounded like that through the pacifier.
“Well, if I’d had any clue of how cute you would be in a diaper, I would have made a stronger case for my wife and me. Truthfully I don’t know why you’d ever bother with college. You’re clearly meant to just be a cute little baby!” I just stared at him without saying anything. “Okay, please place her down on the table so we can do an examination. She’ll need to lose the paci while we do this.” He looked apologetic to me at that.
He felt my lymph nodes, looked in my ears, and listened to my heart and lungs before laying me back and untaping my diaper. Then, when my diaper came down, he said, “Oh, so you’re a baby girl with a surprise in your diaper! Mommy, do you want me to do something about that?”
I cringed and shook a little in fear, ‘will he just rip off my parts?!?’
“Not now. I kind of think it’s endearing right now... I may change my mind, but her daddy and I need to talk it over a bit more before we do anything too permanent.”
“Makes sense, no rush,” he said.
“What are our options, though?” she asked him.
‘Really?’ I screamed inside. ‘She’s serious?’
“Well, do you want her to have it as a punishment?” He paused, “Or do you just want to do it to get it to where she’s right cosmetically?” he shook his head, “There’s even an option out there that would go ahead and give her ovaries so she could have her own little babies.”
He paused for a moment, “I hate to think of this one like that, but she would be ultimate breeder if you mated her with a really short Little boy.” He nodded before adding, “I bet I can even get you in touch with a couple of my patients that fit that bill.”
I was genuinely horrified as I sat there, and he talked about making it possible for me to have babies just to make me a baby-making machine. There was no sense of compassion in his voice at all. As he gave her information, he never stopped his examination of my groin. A second later, he flipped me over onto my stomach while leaving me partially over my diaper. I feared what was coming next, and sure enough, I felt something enter my butt that I hoped was just a thermometer.
“We’re not interested in mating her,” Amanda said carefully, “but maybe that type of procedure would be best so that we could make sure we have options?”
“Well, if you go that route, you’ll be able to do it all in one day at the university’s hospital. We have a doctor trained in a new technique there with nanites.” He paused and added, “I’ve heard that they can do other modifications while they’re at it too, if you want. Really great designer options!” He laughed, “Speaking of which, I just now realized who your husband is. Tell Fred hello for me.”
“I will,” Amanda said as she gently squeezed my hand.
“Well, I think that should be good.”
He pulled out the thermometer, and I let out a silent sigh of relief. That sucked!
“Okay, last bits I’ll leave in my nurse’s hands. Overall you seem to have a very healthy Little on your hands. Be sure to think about what I said and definitely have her back here in six months for a checkup.”
“We will,” Amanda replied as he left, and she quickly put a new diaper on me and redressed me in my romper. “Sorry, baby,” she whispered to me as the door opened again and the original nurse entered.
“Okay, let’s make some art for your mommy!” the nurse told me with a smile. A large ink pad was brought out, and my feet and hands were covered in it before they put them on a large paper labeled, ‘Adoption Certificate.’ I looked at the details on the certificate. My parents’ full names and birthdates were listed; my actual age of eighteen was recorded with my birthdate, along with my height, weight, hair, and eye color. I was surprised to see my gender listed as Female without any surgery required. The nurse scanned a bar code printed at the top of the page with some sort of gun-looking device in her hand.
“Where do you want to put her chip?”
Without warning, Amanda flipped me over onto my stomach over her lap, and I felt her pull back my romper and diaper right on my right butt cheek. A second later, I nearly bit my tongue in half to avoid crying out as I felt another feeling like a shot, but worse, go right in there.
“Stay there for a second, baby. I know that hurt, sorry,” she told me. A scanner was run over the chip to confirm it was working correctly before the lady said, “You’re such a good baby!”
Amanda held me tight for a few minutes to reassure me while the nurse said, “The chip is active and confidential where it’s located. You actually didn’t put it in any of the most common spots, so hopefully, any trader wouldn’t find it easily.”
“Can’t they dig it out?” Amanda asked.
“It’s a lot more work than you would think. Pretty soon, scar tissue forms around it inside of her, and you end up damaging the goods to get it out. They can reprogram them with a lot of patience, but the password you put in the reader prevents anyone but you from easily doing that. Make sure you share that password with your husband, though, just in case you need it in the future to update her medical or your contact info.”
Amanda nodded, and I found myself sitting back in the carrier with my pacifier again in my mouth, just grateful the exam was over! As she walked past another room on the way out the door, I heard, “You can’t do this to me!!!! I’m not a baby or a girl!!!!!!!!” A smack and cries of agony serenaded us as she carried me past the receptionist.
Our exit out the building door didn’t happen soon enough for me as I could only imagine the horrors that existed in that building.
Chapter 9: Routines
“I’M SORRY ABOUT that,” Amanda said a little while later after we had driven away from the clinic.
“That was horrific!” I told her bluntly, having lost the pacifier from my mouth when she had closed my passenger door.
“And you were a good girl! You heard… well, imagine how it is for most people.” She paused, “How in the world have you been so calm about all of this? If I had to go back to wearing diapers and being tortured and made fun of like you just were.” She took a breath in, “I’d be spitting nails!”
I sighed, “On my previous visit with my family, we had a party in a restaurant, and I was able to sit and talk with a local Little for a couple hours. He had managed to remain free - which given his age of thirty, seems even more impressive to me now - but he knew all of the ins and outs. He shared with me pretty much everything that’s happened so far and more… So, it’s not like anything was a total surprise like it has to be for some visitors. Just terrifying to see it for real, though,” I shuddered.
I paused and added, “I want this degree so badly that I’ve steeled myself for the past two years basically that any of this can happen. But, unfortunately, I know I don’t stand a chance of stopping it completely… my best bet is to be a good passive baby.”
Amanda was silent upfront for several minutes before she said, “You’re probably right.”
I sat there for a few more minutes before the car slowed, and she said, “You hungry? We’re going to meet Daddy for lunch,” she told me.
I sighed for a moment, it had felt like there was a brief pause in the babying, but obviously, that wasn’t going to last. Amanda stopped the car and opened my door. She didn’t immediately grab me, though; instead, she messed with something for a moment before she slung my diaper bag on her shoulder. She made quick work of the buckle, and we were on our way inside a restaurant that seemed pretty casual. Amanda spotted Fred, and we walked over to where a high chair was already waiting for me.
“Hi, Princess!” He said to me with a smile and exchanged a quick kiss with Amanda after she buckled me in the highchair.
The waitress came over, and she handed her one of the new bottles, “Would you mind filling this with milk for her?”
“Why certainly, she’s too cute! What would you like to drink?” She asked Amanda.
“Iced tea would be fine,” she told her.
“Great, let me get this cutie’s bottle filled, and I’ll be right back to take your orders.”
“Let’s get your bib on you, sweetheart,” Amanda told me. She quickly placed one on me that read ‘Daddy’s Little Princess with a tiara underneath it. I groaned but smiled.
“Aren’t you just the perfect little Daddy’s girl?” The waitress said a moment later when she brought my bottle and Amanda’s iced tea. I could feel the bottle was warm - I guessed it was a sign the lady cared.
“I’ll have the Quiche here, and our Princess will have your child’s mac and cheese,” she told her.
“Does the chef need to do anything extra with her food? He can puree it if you need?”
“Oh no, we’ll be fine like it’s supposed to come. She’s a Little, but I prefer to just think of her as my normal baby. She’s eating solids and pasta just fine!”
“Okay then, and you, sir?”
“I’ll have the Bacon Cheeseburger and fries, please.”
“Very good!” She said and walked away.
Amanda quickly grabbed the bottle from the tray and checked it on her wrist before handing it back to me, “Careful, it’s probably a little warmer than it should be, but it’s still safe for babies.”
She gave me a look that I took to be a hint to ‘start nursing,’ which I did. I noticed the milk tasted more like regular milk at home and couldn’t help but wonder what I had been given last night…
“So, what did you two do this morning?” Fred asked.
“Well, we had oatmeal,” she smiled at me and made a face, “then we went to ValuMart to pick up some new babas. I think she manages with that size a lot better!”
“Looks like it,” he nodded. “What else did you get?”
“First, we ran into my student Jennifer Faulkner in the baby aisle.”
“She’s the one…”
“Yes,” she said, cutting him off and making me curious.
‘One what?’ I wondered.
“How was she doing?”
“She’s doing well. Apparently, her mom was going to make her Little sister go without baby wipes for a while since they were out. So she went to buy some for her.”
“That’s awful; she could end up with more than just diaper rash!”
“You and I both understand that… her mom has always sounded like a piece of work, though,” Amanda added. “Anyway, we talked for a little bit, and she fell in love with our little princess here. I think she’s probably going to be our go-to babysitter if Megan’s not available.”
“As long as you trust her?”
“I do.”
“What else did you manage to get done?”
“Well, not much more; we made it to the doctor’s office to make the adoption official. I have three copies of her cute handprints and footprints with the certificate for us to use. I also got her chipped while we were there,” she said the last bit quietly.
“Probably a good idea,” he told her and looked at me nursing the bottle, “I know that had to have hurt Princess but believe me, it’s for your own protection.”
I nodded.
“Anything else?” He asked.
“Nope, just lunch with Daddy so far!” She said as plates arrived. To my surprise, the macaroni and cheese actually didn’t look too bad, but the burger Fred had sounded way better. It was humongous, though, so I was pretty sure there was no way that I could ever have managed even one bite in my smallmouth!
Amanda fed me the macaroni and cheese one bite at a time throughout lunch. By making some sad eyes at Fred, I was able to steal a couple of ‘Daddy’s fries’ from him. Each of those was practically a quarter of a potato back home! The bottle sat with a quarter left when we waited for the check, so I sat and finished it. As I popped it out from my mouth, I accidentally let out a huge burp.
Amanda smiled at me, “Did you have some wigglies in your tummy?” she cooed at me before she used the bib to wipe a little bit of stray cheese sauce from my face. She removed it and placed it in my bag before picking me up from the highchair.
“What are you two ladies doing now?” Fred asked.
“Well, I think we’re going to run home for a little while for the princess to take a nap. Then, after that, I think we might take a walk over to the university.”
“Okay, I may be home earlier this afternoon than normal. Doctor Clark just about fired me when he found out I have a new baby at home, and I’m not there helping my wife.” He smiled at both of us.
She laughed, “I bet Bob has always been a softie!”
After a kiss from him, Amanda carried me outside, and I was once again bound in my car seat. I waited for us to get home for naptime. ‘Sounds so exciting…’ I thought grudgingly to myself. While she drove, I felt the need to pee more and let it out into the diaper with a sigh.
Thankfully for my growing boredom, the ride home took just a few minutes, and I once more found myself in their garage being picked up. Amanda didn’t set me down, though; instead, she walked out the open garage door, so I could see the front of the house properly. “See, there’s plenty of pretty grass for you to play on,” she said with a smile. “Though you won’t play out front much because I don’t need you getting hurt, huh?”
I looked at the two-story house and saw it was a sort of Victorian-style home with gabled peaks. The front had a long porch complete with a white rail and porch swing. A single tree that looked like a Magnolia tree rose from the ground in the middle of the lawn. It was monstrous to me in size, and I was impressed by how pretty the house was. However, I was also more than a bit unnerved that it looked very similar to my parent’s house! It was different colors, though. While my parents had painted their house in shades of yellow, this was painted in shades of green. And probably thirty feet or more in additional height...
“I’ll show you the backyard once I get everything put away,” she told me with a smile as she bounced me lightly on her hip and closed the garage door. Then, she took me to the living room and sat me down in the playpen while making me jump as I felt a finger intrude on my diaper. “I’ll have to change that wet diapee here soon too!”
I blushed bright red as she disappeared to go carry stuff in, while she apparently felt safe leaving me alone since I was very effectively caged in the playpen. After watching her go back out to the garage through the white mesh fabric, I went back to the doll I had been looking at a bit earlier. I began messing with her and a stuffed cat next to it, debating about how I would be expected to play with them. Before long, Amanda was back and took me upstairs for the needed diaper change. “Since I’m going to put you down for your nap, I’m going to put you in one of your pretty princess diapers,” she told me excitedly.
I groaned.
“They’re not that bad, are they?”
I nodded my head, “They intentionally make it impossible to walk!”
“Well, good! You won’t need to because you’ll be napping!”
To avoid being bored in the crib right away, I asked, “Could you show me the backyard first, like you promised?”
She sighed, “I did promise that didn’t I?”
I nodded, “Uh-huh.”
“You think you’re stalling your nap, aren’t you?”
I gave her the most angelic face I could possibly make, “I would never do that, Mommy!” But, I kept my face and said, “I’m a good girl!”
She laughed at me and tickled me for a moment, “You certainly are a good girl! I have to keep reminding myself that you’re not a normal baby or a normal Little. It takes everything I have to keep from going and getting some other tools to regress you more.”
I shuddered a little bit, “Please don’t.”
“I won’t do anything without asking first. But I would suggest it might be a good idea to think about some help on unpottytraining yourself? I saw the look on your face in the car as you wet your diaper; maybe you might be less miserable if you’re not aware you’re going?”
I shook my head, “I was reading in the college handbook that if I poop myself in class, I can be kicked out of the university. So I have to at the very least keep my bowel control.”
She looked like that was a surprise to her. “What?”
“I’ll show you later. It was a small line that I think most people would probably overlook, but all it would take is one angry professor….”
“Gah! It would probably be Krantz, too…” she muttered. She carried me down the staircase and said, “By the way, how did you know Doctor Nimitz?”
I sighed, “I had narrowed it to you two and him and his wife from my fifty-some responses.”
“You have no idea how close you came to disaster.” She told me, and I could see some tears in her eyes.
“I kind of got that feeling when I talked to them over the link, and today definitely confirmed that. I know I picked the right mommy and daddy!” She squeezed me and then led me out a sliding door to the backyard. A fence that looked pretty formidable to me ran around a beautiful pool they had in the backyard. I saw a sandbox and swing set that didn’t look brand new like everything else.
“Those look older…” I pointed.
“They came with the house and came in handy when my sisters visited until they messed with their Littles’s ability to walk. I think we might put in another playground at some point, but since you’re supposed to be a baby, I don’t know how much we really should put in for you. A lot of people would probably prefer to see us use that infant swing and nothing else.”
I noticed that one of the swings had a traditional infant bar and harness to make it safe for someone my size. ‘Or make it the perfect way to trap them for hours…’ I thought darkly.
“Okay, enough stalling, naptime!” She commanded.
“I wasn’t stalling,” I told her innocently.
“Right…” she tickled me for a moment and then retraced her steps inside the house. Back in my room, she lay me down on top of the quilt in the crib for a quick second before quickly and effectively tucking me inside of it to where I couldn’t move.
“What are you doing?” I asked before being effectively silenced with a pacifier. I didn’t complain, though, and sucked on it lightly.
“It’s called swaddling, Stacy; I would have done it last night, but I was worried that with the sleeper, you would be too hot. It helps keep me from worrying about you flipping over and possibly having problems breathing.”
I looked up at her and wondered if I was now getting to another story but chose not to push. She kissed my head and reached above me to turn on the crib’s mobile. Just as she began to turn around, I noticed a dark dot on her left breast. She was out of my sight quickly, though, and I was left to look at the mobile of butterflies turning while Brahms Lullaby played softly. Seeing nothing else I could do, I closed my eyes and tried to sleep.
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Chapters 10 and 11
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 10: New Deal
I WOKE UP to the sound of someone doing a horrible job of sneaking around. “Shhh, she’s sleeping!” Amanda scolded.
“Probably only because you made her,” the voice hissed back. “Oh my god, she is so adorable.”
“Umm, thanks,” I told the voice as I opened my eyes and looked at a shorter version of Amanda.
She squealed, “Can I pick her up?”
“Yes,” Amanda said, “just be careful!”
“I will,” she said. The strange giant grabbed for me and released me from the quilt. I felt her finger quickly check my diaper, and I blushed. “All dry!”
“Well, we’ll have to fix that soon, huh?” Amanda said to me with a smirk.
“Ignore her; she’s just grouchy cause someone else is holding you. I’m your Auntie Megan, by the way,” she told me with a smile.
I sighed in relief, “Thank god, I was worried it was…” I caught myself.
“Chloe?” She shuddered, “Yeah, I think that would be a bad nightmare to wake up to her face. You haven’t told Chloe about Stacy yet, have you?” She asked her.
“Not yet. I haven’t even told Mom yet,” she added.
“Just me, your baby sister?” She asked with a smile as she held me in her arms like an infant, and I could just make out both of their faces by going back and forth with my eyes and head.
“Well, duh, you’re the only sane one in the bunch. You’re probably thinking about how you could sue me for taking a free Little!” She seemed to be joking.
“Well, if she was free and didn’t invite you to adopt her…”
“Yes, I know the law is. However, in this case, we actually have that contract you saw.”
“Interesting contract too. What did your lawyer say about it?” She asked.
“In theory, it’s legally binding that we return here after college. But our lawyer did mention that there were probably a dozen loopholes around it if we just wanted to keep her for ourselves,” she smiled kindly at the suddenly wide eyes I made at her, “but we’re not intending on that!”
“Good, I will come back and take you on myself if you or anyone abuse this cutie! I won’t let her become another Kacey…” she said sadly before saying, “So Stacy, tell me about yourself,” she said as I was carried downstairs to the couch where she sat me in her lap facing her.
“Well, I came here a couple years ago…” I told her why I was insane enough to come, and she was good about listening to me. “So anyway, it seemed safest to go ahead and have something like foster parents instead of risking whatever else came up out of the dorms.”
“That’s very smart of you,” she told me, “I’ve had a few Littles in the last couple semesters of my classes - I’m going to be a junior, by the way - that have all ended up disappearing to etiquette schools… Sadly it’s like a matter of time for every one of them. Last week they introduced a bill in the Senate to make it permissible for the first person to put a hand on a portal Little that comes to this dimension to be their guardian.”
“So…”
“Yes, yesterday, that lady would have become your guardian,” Amanda said with a catch in her voice.
“Anyone coming through the portal?”
“There’s still a diplomatic clause in effect for the tour groups, but yeah, anyone else will be swept up into a nursery before they can say baba,” Megan said.
“What was I thinking…?” I said aloud.
“Well, two years ago, when you visited, it wasn’t as bad. Some serious roads were being made towards Little’s rights then.”
“What about my ability to be in college?” I asked Megan. She honestly seemed to understand the situation better than anyone.
“Well, your parents have decided they want you to attend school. While every Amazon will think they’re nuts, they’re your parents and have full authority over you like any parent.” She said with a smirk, “the same way they could enroll you into elementary, junior high, high school, or a regular pre-school, and no one would bat an eye on those!”
“Anything but junior high again…” I looked at Amanda pleadingly with a smile.
“Don’t worry, you’re off to college, young lady,” she smiled at me. “Speaking of which, I promised you a walk in your stroller, didn’t I?”
“Umm… yes?” I said, not really caring about it.
“Megan, you want to come and give her a tour of the campus?”
She smiled brightly at me and said, “sure!”
Megan checked my diaper and said, “Geeze, Mandy, did you put her in a thick enough diaper?”
“It’s cute!!!” She told her. “Seriously, pop the snaps of her outfit and look at it; it’s adorable!”
Megan looked at me sympathetically, “May I, she has me curious now?”
I nodded, and she wasted no time pulling my outfit apart and looking at the very pink and feminine diaper. Then, finally, she sighed, “I’m so glad I’m not a Little, I would burn this…”
I laughed, “You can still do that for me?”
“Nah, she’s right, it is cute… on YOU. You haven’t even put a dent in that padding. Do you feel like you need changed yet, though?” She asked me.
“No, I’m probably good. It could soak up half of the ocean, I think…”
She squeezed me tight, “I like you. I have dibs on you if my sister gets tired of you!”
A bit of a circus went on while Amanda grabbed a stroller she had stored in the car. My car seat carrier apparently connected into it usually, but so that I could see, she just let me sit in the very oversized toddler seat. I was so small she could barely get the straps tight enough, and even then, I could have easily slipped out if I wanted to! I watched as Megan filled a bottle of juice for me while Amanda simultaneously stuffed a pacifier in my mouth and handed Elena to me. I sighed as she started walking down the street, and I quickly learned that we were only a few blocks from the campus. “Look over there,” Megan said to me, “That’s the student union where we have a cafeteria, the bookstore, and some offices!”
She was being cute with her voice in a way that made me think she was hiding my intelligence from the people we passed by. Many of those waved and cooed at me, but we were otherwise allowed to walk by unmolested. The buildings with massive lecture halls were pointed out from the outside for me. Apparently, the university prided itself on small class sizes but still had four large lecture halls; the largest seated seven hundred students! They also took the time to point out the building that housed the computer and math departments that would be my home. The sisters decided to take a break midway through the campus and sat down on a bench with my stroller facing them.
Amanda took the baby bottle of juice out of the diaper bag and replaced my pacifier with it. “So, you’re keeping her on solid foods?” Megan asked.
“We have no agreement on that in the contract, but I think to be kind yes,” she told both of us.
“That is kind… and as long as you’re not using cloth diapers, it doesn’t really matter what her poop is like, right?”
I looked up inquisitively enough that she told me, “breastfed babies’ poop is water-soluble, which means your poopy diapers could just be put in the washing machine, and everything would dissolve!”
I made a face at that, and Amanda leaned forward to tickle me. Megan’s face changed as she looked at her and said, “Manda, really? Already?”
Her eyes appeared drawn to two spots that were similar to the one I’d seen earlier. She sighed, “Yes, and this is with pads in!”
“You know most can only really deal with it in one way.”
She nodded, “I don’t want to push something on Stacy that she doesn’t want…”
“What’s going on?” I asked as I took the bottle nipple out of my mouth.
I watched her look around to see if anyone else was around; she sighed and answered, “Most Amazon mothers have a powerful maternal instinct. Sometimes all it takes is seeing a cute Little, and I deal with leaking breasts for a week - I’m not surprised that a day with you and I’m leaking like a cow!”
“Does it hurt?” I asked
“What?”
“Those?” I asked as she seemed to hurriedly dig something discreetly out of the bag. I could see for a brief second they were pads that she swapped out some others that were already there for ones she bagged in a plastic bag.
“No… but it would feel better if the milk was gone. I’ll have to buy a pump, I guess, to get rid of it.”
“Or…” Megan said, looking at me, “Somehow, I don’t think Stacy would mind trying it.”
“Well…” I put the bottle in my lap and squirmed in the stroller as I tried to think this through carefully… “I don’t know... I wouldn’t want to only eat it, though.” I told her.
“New deal?” She asked me.
I sighed, “What?” I did my best to figure out what I had just implied.
“If it’s not horrible to you, we do this… three times a day? I’ll feed you real food all the time - not baby food - but that will keep me from doing this.”
“And if I hate it?”
“Then I’ll buy a pump and use it instead. Maybe another baby can drink it?”
I thought back to that first woman I had seen when we came back and couldn’t deny there was a curiosity in my body from that. The very idea of it had been arousing to me since then…
“Deal,” I told her.
There wasn’t a second of hesitation then for her as she unbuckled me from the seat and promptly revealed a gigantic orb of flesh that I had little idea of what to do with. Her nipple stuck out from the breast far enough that it would easily reach my back molars. ‘Nothing but to try it…’ I had just thought as her hand guided my head and open mouth to it.
I really had no real idea what to do as my mouth tentatively rounded on her flesh. My tongue touched her nipple and discovered milk was already leaking out. It entered my mouth before I even suckled, and I found that it didn’t taste bad at all! I gave her breast a suckle like I did with a bottle and was rewarded with a mouth of liquid that tasted far better than I believed it would! It was like an amazing vanilla shake or something. Before long, I felt like the world was on standby as all I thought about was sucking more!
After a while, it stopped coming, and I became a little annoyed. A finger tickled my chin, and Amanda said, “Let’s try the other one instead.” I felt like I was on some sort of insane drug or something as I found myself latched onto her other side. “I guess it must be pretty good,” Megan said next to her.
Amanda sighed, “I guess so. We’ll see when she gets out of the milk coma what she really thinks.”
“Yeah… I have a hard time after that reaction not thinking there’s something to be said about our milk being addictive.”
I tuned most of the conversation out, as all I seemed to care about was getting the next gulp of milk. But, before long, I was actually feeling kind of full just before the last of this breast ran dry. “Hand me that cloth,” I heard Amanda tell Megan.
“Here, Sis,” she said. “You didn’t burp her between breasts; I bet she spits up quite a bit.”
“Yeah…” I suddenly became more aware of the world as I found my face held to a cloth on her shoulder and my back gently patted.
‘This won’t work on me… will it?’ I thought just as a big belch issued from my lungs along with a bunch of milky spit-up.
“Eew…” I said aloud as my mouth felt kind of gross then.
“It’s okay, baby, that’s to be expected,” Amanda said as she gave me a loving squeeze. “Good thing we put you in that thick diapee, huh?” She told me then.
“Huh?” I asked.
“She’s still out of it…”
“Think I should I change her here, or just wait?”
“With how much she just drank, she’ll keep going for a while, I’d guess. You may have a stinker before long too.”
I felt my body gently bounce up and down as my eyes felt sleepy. “We’ll just let her sleep it off then,” Amanda said as I felt my body be buckled in, a pacifier slipped in my mouth, and then nothing.
Chapter 11: Effects
NEXT THING I knew I was laying in Megan’s lap with the TV turned onto a news station. “Oh, so you decided to wake up, huh?”
I looked at her, seriously confused about what had happened, but nodded. My diaper must have been changed while I was out because it felt like one of the ‘thinner’ Pampers again. “What happened?” I asked and spat out the pacifier that I was nursing.
“Well, my crazy sister exposed you to her psychotropic breast milk, and then we decided to go party in the town. Before I knew it, you were hanging on a chandelier daring some crazy twelve-foot tall lady to change your diaper before you shot her?”
I laughed, “So it made me crazy?”
“Not crazy per se, but it definitely makes you zone out. Some of the Littles groups have tried to make it illegal to feed Littles the milk because it seems to have some significant side effects.”
“What else?”
“Well, eventually, you sort of crave it…” she hesitated, “I’ve seen research that it lowers resistance to suggestions and possibly may affect control of your toilet training.”
“Great… So, one hit, and I’m an addict?” I asked.
“No, probably not.”
I saw it was only Megan, “What do you think I should tell her?”
“You’re here for four years, right?”
I nodded, “That’s the plan.”
“Honestly, neither of you has the self-control to not do it again; I say just go for it. Set a limit like you did and try and stick to it the best you can.”
“Have you ever had that happen to you?” I asked her.
She nodded, “Chloe’s Littles caused it one time… You’ll probably do it to me too if I’m here much. I’m a sucker for cute princesses,” she said as she tickled my stomach a little.
I groaned with the thought, “Umm… did…?”
“Did I change your diaper and discover your secret?” She asked with a smile before answering, “Yes, I did.”
“And…?”
“And… what?”
“Well, what do you think?”
“It’s not like you have a say in the clothes you wear silly.” She told me. “My big sister is a nice girl, but she’s definitely going to want to play dress-up with her doll!” She tickled my stomach a little more and blew a raspberry on my neck. I squirmed and giggled quite a bit before she stopped, “You honestly want to know what I think?” Finally, she asked, “Even if I may not be unbiased?”
“I think you’re less biased than anyone else from the way you talk. So I think you actually believe in rights for Littles?”
She sighed, “I do… but I’m also a realist. So, Stacy, my advice would be to go ahead and do the procedure. With the technology at the university, it’s just a matter of knocking you out, injecting you with some nanites, then you wake up with the right parts for the Stacy that was admitted into Emerson University. I’m worried if someone discovers something extra on you that they’ll use that as a pretext to dismiss your scholarship and insist you go to an etiquette school.”
I nodded, “Seems like something that could easily happen.”
The garage door opened right then, and I jolted a bit at the sound. Fred came in a moment later and asked, “How’s my favorite Princess?”
“Good,” I answered tentatively.
He took me out of Megan’s lap and held me before giving me a quick hug, “I know you’re not quite comfortable with me yet, Stacy, but I promise you can trust me.”
I nodded, “I’m trying…”
“Hi Megan,” he said and gave her a hug from the side when she stood. “Where’s Mommy?” he asked her as much as I.
“She ran to pick up pizza; she should be back soon.”
‘I was already left with a babysitter, huh?’ I thought to myself.
“Great!” He felt my diaper without warning and said, “Well, I guess that’ll last you through din-din?” I turned red and found myself hiding in his shoulder. Somehow it was even more embarrassing that he had checked me than it was one of the girls…
He just laughed, “You better get used to it, sweetie, sometimes Mommy has to work, and I’ll be the one taking care of you.”
I just nodded.
“Auntie Megan, would you go ahead and take her back while I clean up for dinner?”
He handed me back to her, “Of course,” she answered with a smile.
“What now?” I asked her.
“Want to swing outside?” She asked me.
I shrugged, “sure?”
“You don’t sound too enthused?”
“Well, this isn’t unexpected stuff, but it’s not why I came here?” I suggested to her.
“I get that,” she told me. “You really think you can make it through the program here?”
I shrugged, “I have no idea… I hope so. I know there’s a uniform for Littles on the campus that I’ll have to wear. I know that diapers are okay as long as they’re not messy in class… I guess we’ll see what comes beyond that.”
“What about your real family?”
“What about them?”
“Aren’t you going to miss them?”
“I do already, but there’s nowhere back home that would have been as good for college like this. Of course, I would have had to move away anyway... In theory, before that law you told me about, I would think it would be safe for them to visit with a guide… now I’m not so sure. I think the last thing I want is to be in a crib next to my parents!”
She nodded, “I’ve always felt it’s especially cruel when Littles over the age of 30 are kept like this. At least at your age, you’ve only had a little bit of freedom so far.”
I sighed, “I think it is just plain cruel.”
The garage door opened again, and soon Amanda came in with two huge boxes of pizza and a ValuMart bag in her hands. “Who wants pizza?”
Ten minutes later, we were all sitting at the table; well, sort of. I was in the high chair with a ‘Daddy’s Princess’ bib velcroed around my neck. Half of a ridiculous slice of pizza sat on a plastic plate in front of me. I had heard of a place, somewhere in Texas, that sold pizzas that were like 42” in diameter! They could feed a family of who knows how many… The pizzas she brought home must have been pretty close to that size, and I watched Fred tear through four slices like nothing.
I found myself carefully taking my sized bites out of the slice. It was good, but I didn’t have a huge appetite since I felt still a little full from my experience a couple hours earlier.
“So, what do you think of Emerson?” Fred asked me.
“I really like it!” I told him, “When we were given the tour a couple years ago, I couldn’t believe how far ahead everything was from us… I just hope I can get through the basics and catch onto your more advanced ideas quickly.”
“I never asked; what languages have you learned so far?” Amanda asked. Megan seemed interested too.
“Well, I can write well in about five of the languages back home; we call them C#, SQL, Java, JavaScript, and Python. I’ve also dabbled a bit on the iOS stuff Apple puts out. I don’t know if you all even have those?”
Amanda looked stunned but answered, “Well, we have most of those, actually. Those were our standard languages ten years ago. Those all have bumped up to new standards, and we’ve added a few others you’ll need to learn too. If you know those, though, I think you should pick up on them quick!”
I sighed in relief, “Hopefully, the syntax is all the same and everything here. I don’t suppose you would have some software and a compiler to work with those here at home?”
“Of course,” she smiled at me, “tomorrow we’ll both go play together with it?”
“Cool!” I said, suddenly feeling like maybe there was a future beyond drooling and messy diapers still. I looked at Megan, “What’s your major?”
“I’m doing two actually, Philosophy and Computer Science, to go Pre-Law.”
“A lot of people would say those have nothing in common, but a lot of the logic principles carry over from the two,” Amanda said proudly of her baby sister.
I nodded, “I’ve heard that. If I was back home, I think I would probably try to do the same. But, here I’m just going to try and get away with my mind intact and one degree!”
“Speaking of your mind intact…” Amanda asked guiltily. I had just taken my last bite and gulped it down nervously. “How… how are you feeling now?”
I smiled at her, “I seem to be fine now.”
“What happened?” Fred asked nervously.
“Well… we went for a walk earlier,” Amanda started, “and… well…”
“Your wife started leaking from her boobies like a dairy cow at the farm,” Megan finished with a smile.
“Megan!” Amanda said, annoyed.
“Well, that’s what happened, isn’t it?” She smiled and stuck her tongue out at her. Clearly, she was determined to maintain levity at the table.
“So, does this mean Megan nursed?” Fred asked with a twinkle in his eye.
“Eeeeew…” both Megan and Amanda said in stereo.
“No, but I did,” I admitted.
“Were you forced to do it?” He asked me with concern.
“No,” I said.
“We made a deal,” Amanda told her husband, “since as long as she’s around, the boobs will keep leaking… she would try it and see if she liked it.”
“And did you, Stacy?”
“Well, she definitely became crazy about it,” Megan said.
“Stacy?” He asked.
“It was weird… Honestly, it tasted amazing… Once I had one mouthful, my body just wouldn’t stop craving it. I’ve never done drugs… but I felt like a drug user must. Is there something in Amazon milk that does that?”
He sighed, “It’s hard to determine which of the research into that is genuine and what’s been altered to fit agendas.”
“What do you think?” I asked him.
“Well… like I said, the field is muddled. Most of the research studies on breastfeeding real infants show that it helps with brain development, helps with body development, etc. We have movements like ‘Breastfed Babies are Best’ around all the time. On our infants, it does seem to yield benefits above formula-fed infants through the first few years… I think that research is absolutely certain.”
“And on Littles?”
He sighed, “Well, the majority of the research here has so much bias so clear I don’t believe anyone can say what’s actually true. The research tries to say that breastfed Littles are better-behaved, more docile, more loving, healthier weight-wise, less sick, etc. The problem is that most of the major research is sponsored by people with their hands in etiquette schools. They make money by pushing the idea of Littles needing their teeth removed so they can’t bite their mommies. I always find that funny, given your teeth can’t even pierce the skin of a Big’s breast - no matter how hard you bite! They also push that it’s a healthier diet and you’ll live longer with a more youthful appearance.”
Amanda looked a little nervous, “What do you think…?”
“Well, I thought we weren’t going to do this yet to be safe…?” I saw he was genuinely unhappy about this, and Amanda kind of shrunk her giant figure down a little bit. He sighed, “Something in the milk of most Amazons seems to instantly make a craving happen. The Little can’t really help feeling a compulsion to finish what their mommies have for them. It seems to have some sort of calming quality that becomes, at the very least, a psychological support for them. It does seem that those Littles on a mixture of breast milk and regular food are in better health longer too. However, those only on breast milk tend to bloat up and gain too much weight. Many of those end up needing other care twenty years down the road for heart-related issues.”
He paused, “The biggest downside, or benefit according to most Amazons, is that breastfed Littles seem to lose their urinary continence very quickly. Bowels don’t seem to be as directly affected except how milk normally affects a person.”
“So, I’m probably not an instant addict?” I asked him.
He shrugged, “One hit won’t do it, but if you keep it up, you may find you need Mommy’s milk more and more? I don’t honestly know. We were going to wait until you were a bit more settled before it came up, but my wife has always had such a strong maternal lactation reflex I’m almost surprised it took her until this afternoon to soak through the pads.”
I looked at Amanda, “Last night’s milk?”
“Regular milk with a little bit of honey in it.” She paused, “I really am sorry, Stacy.”
I sighed, “I don’t think any true harm has been done, honestly.” I paused for a moment, “The bet was if I would enjoy it or not?”
“No, Stacy, I’m calling…”
“Hold on… I know it probably wasn’t our brightest moment, but you’re doing me a huge favor by taking me in and NOT making me a mindless infant. If my presence is going to make your body have that reaction… I don’t mind helping out.”
“Are you sure?” Fred asked.
“Really, Stacy… maybe it’s not a good idea,” Megan said. She had gotten stiller and stiller on the side, and I sensed she now felt even guiltier than Amanda did since she egged her on.
“We just have to be very careful when. I’m guessing I messed my diaper on the way back home?” I asked.
Amanda nodded, “About fifteen minutes later.”
“So, I think you can probably add some bowel reaction to your research,” I told Fred. I thought for a second, “What time are my classes probably starting?” I looked at Megan.
“You’re a freshman, so you’re probably stuck with 8:30am?”
“And end?”
“Well, you should be able to be done by 5pm every day. Once in a while, there’s an odd evening class. Also, extracurricular groups tend to meet in the evenings… most of those would be dangerous for you, though.”
I nodded and thought through my agreement before looking at Amanda, “Okay, when I wake up and before bed, I think would be safe?” I suggested to her. “On weekends after lunch?”
“We said three times?” She tentatively asked.
“Well, let’s wait and see my class schedule first?” I said. “Remember if I defecate in my diaper in class, I’m on a one-way trip to nursery school instead of that college degree.”
She looked guilty, “and you did zone out really good…”
I nodded, “So is that fair to you? I did make the deal and will stick with it.”
“Deal,” she said with a smile.
“You sure?” Fred asked me.
I nodded, “I’m am… girl of my word.”
“I’ll try and see if I can’t get some emergency drugs for you to have on hand, too,” he said.
“What?” Amanda asked.
“We both know there will be some close calls for Stacy here… probably best if she has some emergency injections to counter any bouts of diarrhea or in case someone tampers with her.”
She nodded, “By the way, Stacy make it your habit to NEVER accept food, candy, or drinks from strangers. If a drink is out of your sight, even for a minute, don’t accept it.”
“What about at restaurants?” I asked.
“From now on, I’ll make sure we take something with us.”
I sighed, “You know this is complicated.”
“Yes, it is; if you’d rather just go to daycare and watch Naomi and Oliver, that would be fine with me…” she smirked at me.
Fred and Megan laughed, and I just stuck my tongue out at her.
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Chapters 12 and 13
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 12: Messages
MEGAN LEFT SHORTLY after dinner with a promise to see us soon and keep my existence secret from the rest of their family. After a quick diaper change, I had then been deposited on the floor in my nursery.
I was debating what I was going to do when Fred brought a baby gate from somewhere and secured it to my doorway. “Really?” I asked.
He laughed, “This is one of those things the protection agency would look for if they ever come to check on our house. So Amanda asked me to pick one up on my way to work.”
The gate was secured to the outer edge of the doorframe. Since the door swung in, you could close the door and leave it in place as it had its own gate that swung open or closed. Fred left it closed and the door open when he left a moment later, leaving me caged in my room. I walked over to my desk and got on my laptop.
There was a message from my parents,
Hi Stacy,
So, they thought you were a girl? I bet you have a really pretty nursery… We didn’t make any deals on that front, so I hope everything’s okay? Or at least you’re okay with the consequences? We knew when you decided to take this adventure, you would be taking a huge risk of anything being possible!
I sighed, ‘if I show up with a vagina, I don’t think they’ll freak too much.’
We’re just glad that you’re safe and still okay. Please keep writing us, we promise to intervene if the contract is breached.
By the way, Gabby came by yesterday; she wants pictures! I couldn’t help but laugh at that. I think if she were there, she’d probably be jumping to be your Amazon mommy.
‘That’s just weird…’ I thought, ‘But yep, I bet she would!’
Write soon, we love you so very much,
Love Mom and Dad
I sighed and looked down at the romper I had been wearing all day and let myself go pee in the diaper some. I watched the padding swell as I did so and couldn’t help but think about Elena’s diaper change by Gaby this summer… ‘Mom’s right; Gaby would jump on babying me in a heartbeat!’
The romper left my legs exposed, and I noticed for the first time the hair on my arms and the stubble on my legs seemed more than a little out of place for a supposed girl... let alone a baby. I knew decisions would have to be made on that and my boy parts very soon. I ignored thinking about that for a moment, though, and began writing a reply. As I started the letter, I used a couple safe key phrases that sounded innocuous before getting to the heart of the message,
Today I heard some things that make me really nervous… should something happen, I’m not sure it would be worth you attempting to enforce our contract… If I disappear, I would really love the idea of you coming for me like a knight on a white horse, but think it through carefully. The reason I worry is that there have been some new law changes from the past two years and several coming. In the likely circumstance that the new laws pass, anyone can be adopted by the first Amazon to touch them coming straight out of the portal.
It’s sick… it’s like a game to many of them! I would be in big trouble now if that law had already been on the books as another Amazon woman attempted to get me the second that I came out of the line in the terminal. If Amanda hadn’t immediately claimed me as her baby, this lady would have carted me off. While Amanda was dressing me in the changing room, that same lady showed up with a man fighting her tooth and nail! I watched as she spanked the living daylights out of him. He had to have been almost two feet taller than I am now too… She said things that made me sure he was taken straight to an orphanage or one of their etiquette schools.
Speaking of height… I shrank a lot more than expected this trip… waaaay more than last time! Last night when I messaged you, I just honestly thought everyone was so much taller than me - like I expected.
With Amanda being nearly eleven feet and Fred being almost eleven and a half feet tall, I didn’t think about it... Today at a doctor’s office, I was measured, and I discovered I shrank down to about thirty-nine inches...I know even in our world, I would be toddler-sized! Here I’m the size of an infant! We’re not sure if it’s related to a second trip, or it was caused by something else - for all I know, it could be some sort of control on the Amazon’s end to allow them to have better designer control on their Littles… not that they really need that as it is. I know without a doubt that I’m truly adorable by their standards and really in danger if left unattended. Dad, you might be okay with a second trip, but Mom, you might be doomed to shrink more like me too…
Amanda did take me today to get ‘adopted’ legally. With that, they put a chip in me like some pet… It hurt like hell! But supposedly, if I’m kidnapped, it’s not easy to remove. While I pretty much believe Fred and Amanda think of it that way, I’m sure most people think of it as a way to prevent a Little from escaping…
Please… I’m not sure it would be worth coming for me if something goes wrong. I also think it would be dangerous for me to make the trip home for vacations. We’ll talk a little more at the portal Friday, I guess, though.
I made sure a few more safe phrases were included before signing it,
Love,
Stacy
I felt a tear go down my face as I faced the reality of my circumstances. ‘If you have half a brain cell, you’ll go home and never come back at the first chance!’
“Are you okay, sweetie?” Amanda’s voice startled me.
I looked up at her form kneeling down beside me and wondered if she had read my e-mail as I typed it. It really didn’t matter if she did; I had written under the assumption that she and the authorities would all read it. I had been a little more open on my thoughts about them than maybe I should, but it was all stuff that should have been mostly protected by free speech clauses - even here in this dimension.
I shook my head and answered, “No, I’m pretty sure this whole thing was the dumbest thing ever done by a teenager on their way to college ever!” I shuddered, “I didn’t really consider how the laws would change… and how much I would change. The last time I visited, I was still nearly my real size. I would be a toddler even in our world at this size… here I’m an infant! Am I going to be able to even walk to classes?” I said even softer, “Will I even be allowed to walk to class…?”
Amanda took me in her arms and cuddled me for a long moment before kissing the top of my head, “Princess, we promised you you’ll leave this world with a degree and your mind intact and able to walk. I intend to keep that promise no matter what!”
“I hope you can keep that,” I told her.
“I will,” she said with another squeeze. “Now, I think that diapee could wait a bit longer, but it’s definitely past time for Princess Stacy to have a bath!”
I smiled at that and asked, “Can I have bubbles at least?”
“Can you have bubbles?” She pretended to be angry, but I could tell already when she was joking, “You want bubbles?” She began tickling me mercilessly, and there was definitely a steady stream of urine joining what I had peed before.
I giggled, “Please?”
“Please, what?” She said, slightly out of breath, “Keep tickling you?”
I giggled more and said, “Please stop?”
My hair had come undone in spots, and several strands blocked my vision. I managed to put my hand up to pull them back then as Amanda said, “I guess I’ll stop… but bubbles?”
“You said I’m a princess! Princesses have to have bubbles,” I said, playing along a bit.
“You are so adorable,” she hugged me again and said, “Okay, you can have bubbles.”
There was the flash of a camera, and I looked up to see Fred holding an expensive-looking DSLR and a big smile. “Have to add to our wall downstairs!”
Amanda picked me up and carried me to the changing table, where she pulled out the hair ties first that had mostly come undone under her tickle attack anyways. She fingered the remaining braids loose before she quickly stripped me of my romper, diaper, and wiped me with a baby wipe. I was wrapped in a pink hooded towel before she carried me to the bathroom.
She left me standing next to the tub and began adding water and bubble bath to the monstrosity. I had no hope of seeing into the tub and guessed it was probably four feet in height. However, it seemed to be probably eight or so feet long too! That meant it could easily be a small swimming pool for me! Amanda must have felt very nervous about bathing me in such a large tub because it seemed like she probably hadn’t added nearly the capacity of water it could hold. When she picked me up and sat me in water, it only came up to my belly button as I sat down.
I looked up, “Can I have more water?”
She shook her head, “You know they say toddlers can drown in four inches of water here?”
“We say two back home,” I told her with a sigh.
“Really, you should be getting sink baths…” she said with her eyes showing their concern.
I made a face at that, “I can swim really well?”
She laughed, “Well, we’ll have to see about that soon! If you can swim without your water wings across the pool, I’ll let you have a few more inches,” she told me.
I smiled, “Okay.”
“Always the little deal maker, huh?” She asked me as she threw a rubber ducky and a couple other toys in the tub with me. She played with the bubbles and me for a few moments before grabbing a pink, bunny-shaped mitt and using baby soap to scrub my arms, legs, and everywhere in between extraordinarily well.
She had just finished that when she looked at me and said, “Stacy?”
I looked up, and she had a serious look, “What?”
She sighed, “I think we need to seriously talk about some things here.”
“What?” I asked nervously.
“Well, first of all, you must have shaved your legs and groin before you came?”
I blushed and nodded, “I had a feeling something would need to be done.”
“Well, I appreciate you did that, but I think you would be better off with something more permanent.”
My eyes opened wide, but I calmly asked, “What do you mean?”
‘You knew this would probably come…’ the voice inside my head reminded me.
“Well, there are some creams out there that supposedly make it all fall out and stay out. It never worked on Hannah, though…. Maybe they’ve improved in the last twenty years, but I think the better bet is still laser removal.”
I gulped, “completely permanent then?”
She nodded, “Would you consider it?”
I stared silently at her for a moment before asking, “where would we get that done?”
She shuddered a bit, “Well, probably at one of those centers or maybe at the university’s hospital.”
“Which is… safer?” I asked.
“Well, it depends. If you just want to go to one of the centers, I’ll pretend to make it seem like this is your big punishment and make them think I want to torture you with the other things later. Then, they’d probably leave you alone other than taunting.”
“And the hospital?”
“Well, that one only makes sense if you do something about that,” she said while pointing to where the water had cleared, and you could see my ‘something extra.’
Fred came in the room behind her then and had overheard her last part and sighed, “I asked a few questions today, and I think if you want to have a chance at your scholarship, you would be best to do it… and soon.”
I looked up at the towering man who really had given me every reason to trust him so far. “Do you have someone you can trust?”
He laughed, “I don’t trust anyone with Littles honestly… something about our psychology just makes us all crazy around you. But I have one friend who I know does outstanding work with his nanites. You’d be able to walk in and get an injection of nanites under anesthesia that would keep you asleep until they were done.”
“And that one would let me have babies myself someday?” I shuddered.
“In theory…” he nodded.
“Let me sleep on it?” I asked.
They both nodded and said, “No problems, baby,” Amanda said.
Fred left the room again, and Amanda said, “Okay, baby, close your eyes while I wash your hair!”
It was no tears shampoo, but I thought it was still a good idea to close my eyes! She rubbed shampoo into every inch of my hair before rinsing it out with a cup thing. “Where’s my princess?” She cooed at me when she was done. I opened my eyes and smiled at her.
Not long after that, she pulled the drain stop from the tub and wrapped me back in a hooded towel with a face on it. I was amazed at the amount of time she let me go without a diaper right then as she had me brush my teeth first before laying me back on the changing table. Next, a nighttime diaper with stars and moons was pulled out from underneath the table. After I watched her unfold it, she grabbed my ankles and lifted my butt off the table and onto the new diaper. I tried to sit as still as possible while she rubbed some lotion and powder into my skin, but couldn’t help but physically react to her touch. My blush extended from my toes to my hair!
After she taped it shut, she sat me up and worked my hair with a towel for a moment before picking up a blow dryer. The sound startled me with how loud it was, and I jumped.
“Awww… did I scare you, baby?” She asked as she flipped it back off and hugged me.
“Is that a Jet engine!?!” I shouted at her when she turned the dryer back on. She just laughed at me some more.
The air felt good as she bushed through my hair and dried it carefully. Finally, she braided it all into a loose braid and tied it off when she finished. ‘That part at least is relaxing,’ I admitted to myself.
“Sleepy yet?” She asked me.
“Not really,” I told her, wondering what her response would be.
“Why don’t we go downstairs then, and we’ll watch TV for a bit with Daddy.”
“Is that safe?” I asked while thinking of what she had told me.
“The shows we watch are.”
“Okay,” I said before asking, “Aren’t you going to put something else on me first, though?”
“What? A diapee is plenty!” She told me.
I sensed though she was feeling out where I felt my boundary actually was. “Please, may I have pajamas, Mommy?”
She smiled, “If you were being a brat, I would say no, but I can’t say no to sweetness and a polite princess like that!”
She sat me down on the floor, and I wobbled for a second before sitting down. The diaper was just too thick to stand easily! I watched as she went to a drawer and grabbed a onesie that looked different than any I had seen before on a baby. It had an extra panel coming over to the left of it with snaps in addition to the crotch. It was light purple for the main fabric, with tiny bands of dark purple on the outer seams. “What’s that?”
I asked from my seat. Amanda sat down on the floor next to me and said, “I’d never seen this style until today, but it’ll make changing nighttime diapers a lot easier!” She smiled at me.
I saw up close as she opened it and slid my arms through the sleeves that everything else unbuttoned easily to get it all out of the way to change me without taking it off of me. “Lay down real quick, sweetie,” she told me with a smile and pushed me back down on my back.
Many quick snaps later, and I was in a t-shirt… sort of. I looked down at the bottom and how much the diaper pushed out the material. You could just see the frill of the leg gathers on either side, and I was sure by giant standards I was adorable. I held my arms in the universal ‘pick me up’ motion, and Amanda obliged me. I watched as she grabbed a cloth on the way out the door and put it on her shoulder.
Downstairs I sat watching TV, sitting her lap on the couch while she cuddled into Fred’s side. We watched the entire length of a TV show with him occasionally playing with both of our hair. The show itself was a really bad detective romp that reminded me of a Law and Order episode. Like back home, every now and then, commercials would come on. Amanda often covered my ears with her hand and her body so I couldn’t hear or see what was going on in those. The first time I asked ‘why,’ she explained that it might have some subliminal messages since it was a product for Littles.
I nodded at that then. At the end of the show, Amanda turned me to face her, “I think it’s time for night-night.”
I groaned but couldn’t deny I was sleepy, so I nodded.
“Let’s get you filled up first,” she said with a smile as she pulled her blouse down and revealed her breast and nipple to me.
I looked briefly at Fred at her side, and he just smiled and nodded, “go ahead, baby girl.”
I leaned forward and took her nipple in my mouth again. I was once again rewarded with the tasty liquid after an initial suckle. Just as before, I felt like I couldn’t possibly get enough and kept suckling quickly. When that breast ran dry, I kept nursing on autopilot before she tickled my jaw again and lay me on her shoulder with the cloth.
‘Why’s she stopping?!?’ I felt a part of my brain cry out, ‘I’m not done!’
My awareness returned only slightly, and I understood what was going on as she patted my back, and I burped twice before she wiped my mouth and placed me at her other breast. I was happy again as I nursed, and this time as I stopped feeling the liquid entering my mouth, I just kept nursing, and she let me. I went to sleep like that, feeling very safe and contented.
Chapter 13: Deciding
I WOKE UP in my dark nursery and found I was swaddled so tightly in a blanket that I couldn’t move. I sighed, ‘This is annoying!’ Of course, I knew of the concept of swaddling from her attempt before, so I at least guessed that was the problem.
With my arms and body unable to move with the blanket so tightly wrapped around my body, I began to wonder how in the world I would have a chance at running away from crazy giants if I ever needed to. I quickly checked to ensure the Switch was still in my bag before getting on my computer yesterday. If they asked about it, I would just tell them it was a portable device and not even explain its connection to a TV. I feared if I left it with Amanda, she would have her nerdy need to take it apart, and the next thing I would know, she would find the gun!
‘What the hell do I do about my gender?’ I asked myself. I was really disturbed by the situation I’d found myself in there.
I knew without a doubt, based on my conversation with the Little on the trip before, that giants only gave you one chance - if you were lucky - to prove that you were an adult. So, in theory, by being ‘mature enough’ to wear a diaper, I avoided that pitfall, and further away from being declared a victim of ‘maturosis.’ At least using a diaper to pee in wasn’t going to land me in an orphanage! Especially since I looked to already have a loving ‘mommy’ and ‘daddy.’
However, the chance of them saying that ‘Stacy Slane’ registered as a girl and lied as a reason to renege on the scholarship seemed not unlikely. All it would take is one professor or a student trying to be helpful by changing my wet diaper… and then it could be all over… I could guess that a liar would probably be seen as the most immature form of a Little.
‘Did I really have much of a life as a boy?’ I asked myself. I was still a virgin, having never even had a girlfriend long enough to even consider going all the way with her. The most I had ever done was with Kelly in seventh grade at the school dance… when she kissed me on the lips. By the next day, I was forgotten, though, and she was going out with Greg then.
‘Let’s say I let them do this… and I can have kids… and I go back home…’
The possibilities of being a girl in my world weren’t terrifying. Really fifty percent of the population survived just fine. So I would probably be able to go on to whatever future I wanted. I’d probably even have no end of guys wanting to date me after they did whatever it was with me. ‘Having my own diapered babies to breastfeed wouldn’t be a bad thing,’ I admitted to myself.
‘Okay, so you got yourself in this mess already… might as well see it through,’ I gave myself a pep talk.
Right then, I felt something in my stomach and had only a moment of time to wonder about the cramp before I realized I needed to poop badly! It felt like I needed to pee a lot, too… so I released a little bit of that, hoping it would help with not going poop in the diaper. The plan was doomed to failure, though, as my stomach suddenly cramped up terribly, and I felt a liquefied mush enter the back of my diaper.
I lay stunned for a moment, wondering what the hell to do. ‘Call Amanda,’ a part of me said.
I groaned as the mush had nowhere really to go, and I whimpered out, “Mommy!” a few dozen times. Then, finally, the light turned on, and a sleepy-looking Amanda rolled in.
“What’s wrong…?” she started to say before saying, “never mind, baby girl, let’s get you all nice and clean.”
I whimpered as she undid the swaddled blanket, and I watched her face wince as she said, “Well, looks like you had a bit of a blowout here, sweetie. Eew…”
It was the first time I saw something that actually made her look sick. She picked me up by my armpits and kept me at arm’s length until she got to the changing table. Apparently, the cute outfit was a lost cause from what little I could see before she buckled me onto the table. Poop had escaped my supposedly indestructible diaper and made it all over it and my legs and everything else.
I whimpered some more, “It’s gross,” I said, and she found a pacifier and pushed it in my mouth.
“Shhhh… it’s okay, baby girl; Mommy’s going to get you all nice and cleaned up.”
To clean me up, she must have used nearly an entire package of wipes! By the time she cleaned me up and put a new diaper and outfit on me, she had her own share of poo on her sleeve that she made a face about. I guessed the changing table cover was a lost cause until it could go in the washing machine too. She picked me off of the table and sat me down in the glider, saying, “Just stay there while I clean up your crib, baby.”
I wiped sleet from my eyes as I watched her take the quilt she had swaddled me out of the crib, made a face, and then pulled the sheet off too. Then, finally, those plus my outfit were walked out the door down to the laundry room.
I sat there and watched the door sleepily and listened to the sounds of closing doors and what was probably the washing machine starting. Then, finally, I heard Amanda climb the stairs again and run to their bedroom before she came back up in a robe, “Well, you sure were a messy baby! You feel better now?”
I nodded.
“Any idea why?”
“Nerves,” I told her, “if I get really nervous, my stomach does that.”
“What are you nervous about?” She asked me.
I just laughed, “You’re kidding, right?”
She sighed and nodded, “I can’t even imagine, actually.”
“Then why perpetuate what amounts to enforced slavery with me as a guest? Couldn’t I, in theory, just wear training pants?”
She sat holding me thoughtfully, pushing the chair back and forth for a few silent moments before answering, “Because I’m certain of one thing, Stacy, after these two days…”
“What?”
“I have already grown to love you, and I don’t want to see anything bad happen to you. If that means keeping you in diapers for your protection, having you sleep in a crib, even embarrassing you every now and then, I’ll do it. You’re smart, and I don’t want to see another Amazon put out the fire in your mind.”
I looked at her and sighed, “Thanks, I guess.”
“So, what had you up?”
“Well, I told you I would think about something and give you an answer in the morning… Is this morning?”
She laughed, “It’s 3am, so yes, technically.”
“Speaking of time… would you please get me a clock?”
She looked thoughtfully around the room, “Let me find one that matches the nursery. Then, I’ll see what I can do. So, you were saying…?”
I sighed and hoped I wouldn’t regret this, “Setup the procedure, just please let me be able to have babies of my own when I go home.”
She hugged me tightly and placed her chin on my head, “I promise.”
“Thanks,” I said.
I noticed then that her robe had come open, and her breast was bare just inches from my face. ‘Why not?’
For the second time that night, I nursed myself to sleep.
THE NEXT MORNING, I woke up to Amanda gently rubbing my belly. “Hi, baby girl!” She said in a happy cooing voice, “It’s time to get up!”
I groaned and tried to sit up, but that was made really difficult by a thick swollen diaper. “Might be something to the theory of your milk making us incontinent,” I told her, “I haven’t wet the bed since I was four, according to my mom.”
“I’m sure your late-night snack probably didn’t help, huh?” She said with a smile.
She picked me up and carried me downstairs to my highchair, and I found a treat of eggs and bacon. “What’s the occasion?” I asked her, remembering her mention that would only be special days.
“Well, you agreed to go ahead with the nanite procedure… and happily nursed from me… and well, you’re just like the perfect Little!” She squealed as she put a spoonful of eggs in my mouth.
“Thanks,” I muttered with my full mouth. Amanda let me feed myself the two big strips of bacon before pulling me out of the high chair with my bib still on.
“Let’s finish breakfast, huh?” She suggested.
She carried me into the living room and sat in Fred’s recliner with me in her lap. “What if I’m full?” I asked.
“Well, if you’re too full for all of it, I’ll pump what’s left,” she told me.
I nodded, “Thanks,” I said before adding, “How many eggs was that?”
She laughed, “Not even one! I made three and probably gave you half of one?”
I gulped, “how can birds that size exist?”
She laughed and said, “Come on, here’s Mommy’s booby.”
The nipple of her beast uncovered, I found myself to have even less hesitation than I had yet as I latched on and nursed. She burped me after her first breast, and I had only nursed for a few moments on her left breast when I just couldn’t take anymore.
I pulled my head away and said, “Sorry, Mommy, I’m full.”
“Well, thank you, baby, for eating so good! Stay in your playpen for me while I go pump what you didn’t drink.”
I sat in the playpen with a very soggy diaper. The already ridiculously thick diaper had swollen to the point I would never be able to stand. I looked around and crawled over to a new toy that had been added to the playpen. It was some sort of cube toy obviously meant for a baby to press buttons. Having nothing else to do, I pushed some buttons at the top shaped like a cow, a cat, a dog, and a chicken. When I pressed them, I was ‘rewarded’ with the sound of a cow mooing, and the toy told me ‘Cows moo!’, etc.
I sighed and had to admit it was actually kind of a cute toy. As I looked at another side, it seemed to have some maracas, cymbals, and a drum. The cymbals had to be slid together to crash them. The maracas sounded when you did the same, while the drum made a snare drum sound when you pressed it. The following side had letters that flipped on a bar to an Apple, a Ball, a Cat, or a Dog to help ‘teach’ me the letters.
“You’re sooo adorable!” Amanda said a while later. “Do you like your new toy? Daddy got it for you yesterday.”
I sighed, “If I was actually an infant, I would probably love it. But, if you make me play with it for hours, I will go out of my mind!”
She laughed and picked me up, “Let’s change that icky diapee and get you dressed for your big day!”
A pacifier was shoved in my mouth before I could say anything, so I just nursed it and waited for her to want to talk again. “Looks like someone wasn’t over her nerves this morning…” she said to me as she opened up the diaper and quickly wiped me with some wipes before laying my butt back down on a clean regular baby diaper.
“Hmm… you have some red spots here, baby; I’m going to put some rash cream on it to keep you from being miserable. If you feel like you have any poopy in your diaper today, make sure and tell me so we can keep you from developing a bad rash.”
I nodded around the pacifier as she kept manipulating my legs and body for me. It was so weird and unnerving not only to have someone see you completely naked but also to be able to so easily manipulate your body. Feeling like an adult was the furthest thing from possibility as someone rubbed cream on your butt!
“Okay, there we go, baby,” she said as she taped up the diaper. “Now, let’s find you a beautiful outfit for today!”
She went looking through her small numbers of purchases after having left me strapped on the table and soon had a purple organza dress in her hand on a hanger that she pulled a pair of bloomers clipped on it off too. While I continued to be strapped down on the table, she worked the bloomers over the top of the diaper. Finally, she undid the strap and sat me up, saying, “Arms up like a ballerina for Mommy!”
I groaned, put my hands up, and let her carefully slide the dress down over my head. She tied a bow in the back and said, “Well, looks like the Princess is going to look beeaaaauutiful today!”
I blushed and kept sucking on the pacifier.
“Well, let’s take care of her hair next… I really probably should cut this to a bob or something, so it looks like a real baby’s?”
I shook my head, “Please don’t cut it off,” I said while taking my pacifier out.
She put it back in and said, “That’s a Mommy decision, baby,” she told me, but smiled, “but don’t worry, I can’t see myself doing that. I’m going to have too much fun playing with your hair each day!”
She picked me up in one arm and held a hairbrush and some ribbon she had precut in the other. I was carried to the glider, where she sat me facing away from her in the chair. She brushed out my sleep-braided hair for several minutes before beginning to do something else with it. “This morning, your daddy called a colleague about you,” she told me.
“And?” I muttered around the pacifier. I knew it had to sound cute, and she giggled.
“And… he can work you in today. Apparently, they have a new version of the nanites that need a little bit of coding that we’re going to do in exchange for the treatment being free.”
I tried to turn to look at her, but she said, “Keep that head forward, sweetie, I’m working back here still. Use your words…” she pulled the pacifier from my mouth then.
I sighed, “What exactly will this do to me?”
“Well, these nanites are state-of-the-art technology. So their possibilities are limitless, but we’re going to just work with their gender adjustment system and hair follicles system.”
“What else can they change?” I asked.
She sighed, “The sky’s the limit probably... I know for a fact a couple months ago, he used it on another Little to reduce their size and rid them of some pesky breasts that they were growing! The research centers use some of the technology to make Littles crawl only – or remove even that ability. It’s supposedly a more humane way to take teeth out.”
I started at those and tried to turn, but she kept a firm hold on my head and the braid she was working on. “But…”
“That’s part of why I am agreeing to work on the coding here… If we both look through the source carefully, hopefully, we can make everything safer.”
I shuddered, “That could be a lot of code for something like that?”
“Most of the settings are in one file they told me. But we’ll both look through everything else as carefully as we can. We’ll have until three when we’re supposed to show up at the hospital.”
“I’ll be safe?” I asked, feeling my eyes wet.
“This is safer than any other way I know…” she said.
“And I’ll be a girl?”
“That’s the plan… unless you changed your mind?” She asked.
“No,” I told her, “seems to be the only way. Besides this way, you get to play with my hair, right? As a boy, you’d have to shave it all off, I’m guessing.
She laughed, “I wouldn’t, but you’re right.”
A while later, she finished what she was doing and said, “Ready to see yourself, Princess?”
I nodded and turned to face her, “Please.”
She stood up and walked me over to a mirror on the door, and I gasped out loud. My hair really was too long for a normal infant as it usually hung past my shoulders. Amanda had braided it tightly to hide its length, and now it looked like two miniature bunches coming off the top with purple bows to match my dress. If I was an adult looking at the girl in the mirror, I would have to say the oldest she could be was a preschooler. The dress puffed out, and you could easily see the diaper bloomers underneath. It was embarrassing, but there was no doubt I made a very beautiful-looking Little.
I turned and hugged her, “Thanks for making me pretty,” I told her.
“I never have to make you pretty. You’re already that!” Amanda told me with a smile and a kiss on my head. “They were supposed to send me a link to those files. How about we go downstairs and take a look at them on Mommy’s computer?”
“Can we bring mine too?” I asked her, “I might be able to open it in something and help look?”
She laughed, “We can always try!”
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Chapters 14 and 15
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 14: Hidden Code
“DO YOU NEED your power cord?” Amanda asked me
I shook my head. “I’m good for ten hours, so we’ll have to leave before I’d be out of juice.”
“Well then, let’s go check this out.” She sat me gently on the ground and watched as I grabbed my computer. Then, with it under my arm, I followed her to her crazy tinkering room Fred had told me to stay out of. A colossal desk sat with four computer monitors on it at one end. I followed her over to the computer and debated what to do. “Here, let me put this up here really quick,” she said as she unfolded another high chair that looked a little less comfy than the downstairs one but every bit as formidable against me moving. “Hand me your compy,” she told me with a smile and sat it on the desk gingerly. “Upsy daisy!” she said then, and I was strapped quickly into the harness, but she didn’t fasten the tray.
Instead, she slid me up to the desk and said, “doing this is really a big no-no with babies. Don’t push this over and tip!” she warned.
I nodded at her and said, “Okay, what’s this system?”
She looked at me strangely for a moment before going to an Amazonian equivalent of DropBox and downloading a folder that looked to be three gigabytes … Much to my amazement, she clicked ‘download’ and had the folder in less than two seconds.
‘That connection is ridiculous!’ I thought to myself.
“We’re going to look through three gigs of code?” I asked nervously.
“I know it’s a lot, but trust Mommy,” she tickled the front of my dress a Little and said, “I’m good at this!”
I watched as she scanned file names, and I noticed the overall folder was ‘patient3894901,’ which must have been me. The first thing that jumped out at me was ‘preferences,’ and I said, “Preferences?”
“Atta girl,” she told me with a smile, “most of it is supposed to be in there. Let’s see what’s in here.”
Like many preference sheets on our systems back home, we could basically look at it as a plain text file. At the top was a bunch of gibberish that looked vaguely Java’ish, “Is that your version of Java?” I asked.
I think she really was sort of surprised that I recognized that by the facial expression she made, but nodded, “We call it Espresso here.”
I laughed, “that was a late-night naming session wasn’t it…?”
She laughed too and said, “I really love your laugh, it’s so adorable!”
We kept scrolling through the sheet until we got to the heart of the matter.
I noticed they used some different characters that we did for some reason for brackets and comments, but otherwise I could follow along and it made me sick to my stomach.
||Gender value 0 = Female, 1 = Male
gendervalue = 0;
||Subject settings 0 = object off or on = 1 (Recommended values)
{Change.Routine = object.nanitecontrol01}
||incontinent = 1
bladderincontinentvalue = 1;
bowelincontinentvalue = 1;
teethremoval = 1;
ovaryremoval = 1;
pacifierdependency = 1;
thumbsucking = 1;
|| Breast Size values 0 = none, to 10 = oversized
breastsize = 0;
|| Circadian rhythm value 1-10, 1 = infant pattern (eighteen-twenty hours of sleep needed), 10 = adult Amazon pattern (6-8 Hours needed), default little = 6 (9-11 hours needed) (Recommended value 2-4)
circadianvalue = 3;
|| Sex drive controls, 1(none) - 10 (constant need)
sexdrive = 8;
|| Motor function adjustment. 1 = infant unable to situp, 5 = crawler, 8 = Preschool, 15 = normal adult, 20 = professional athlete (Recommended 3-6)
motorfunction = 3;
|| Verbal Function 1 = can’t speak, 5 = 2 year old vocabulary (200 Words), 10 = 5th grade (about 20k words), 15 = high school(about 30k words), 20 = full adult skills (Recommended 2-4)
Verbalfunction = 3;
|| Hair removal functions. 1 = on, 0 = off
leghairremoval = 1;
pubichairremoval = 1;
chesthairremoval = 1;
backhairremoval = 1;
butthairremoval = 1;
armhairremoval = 1;
handhairremoval = 1;
foothairremoval = 1;
eyebrowremoval = 0;
eyelashremoval = 0;
cranialhairremoval = 0;
facialhairremoval = 1;
nosehairremoval = 1;
|| Height Reduction value 0 = no change, 10% of body mass for each number 1, 2, etc. More than 3 is not recommended for littles, 6 for Betweeners, or 8 for Amazons.
heightreductionvalue = 3;
|| Hair color change value, 0 = no change, 1 = Brunette, 2 = Brown, 3 = Blonde, 4 = Red, 5 = gray, 6 = White, 7 = Blue, 8 = Pink
haircolorchangevalue = 0;
I had just finished going through the list of options and found I had long since dropped the pacifier from my lips. “That’s horrible!”
I looked up at Amanda, and she said, “Oh my god, those default values! Why would you make a baby oversexed?!?”
“It’s sick!” I said.
She shook her head, “I don’t think there’s anything we can really do about it for anyone else, but at least we can edit your values.”
“I just hope there’s nothing else hidden elsewhere,” I told her.
“Well, let’s just start editing this…” she told me. “First option?”
“Well, it’s the whole point, right? Leave it at female.”
She nodded, “Okay, next is incontinent values…”
“Well, please change the bowel back to zero?”
“And we’ll change bladder to zero too… I don’t want you to be diaper dependent when you go back home in a few years.”
I smiled at her, “Thanks… I kind of figured that one would be a non-negotiable for you.”
“Nah, you’re already making peepees and poopies in your diapees just fine,” she told me with a smirk that told me she was enjoying this too much.
“Teeth removal to zero, please,” I told her.
“Well, of course, that was a part of our contract. So let’s take the ovary removal off; not sure what it will honestly do there, but hopefully, in your changes, you’ll get them instead.”
I just nodded, “If I’m going to be a girl, I at least want to be able to have kids someday.” I moved on to the next one, “Pacifier and thumb?” I asked incredulously.
“I want to leave those on.” She told me.
“But…?”
“But that would be tough going back to your world… just pacifier?”
I sighed, “I can almost live with that one… but what about classes?”
She looked sad but nodded.
“Look, I’ll do my best to develop my own addiction to it when I’m not at school?”
She smiled and said, “I guess I can live with that.” Then, with a sigh, she changed the value to zero too and moved on, “Next up, breast size.”
“I’ve never had them before; it can stay at zero.”
“We can always fix that later; I agree with zero there.”
I looked at the circadian rhythm and wondered what she would suggest here. “Circadian?”
“Well, as much as I would like to just have you sleep, pee, poo, and eat all day instead of anything else, I think we can use some of these values to help you out. I’m thinking a nine here?”
“So, I’ll feel like staying up later like you all?”
“And be able to get through your classes with no naps.”
I nodded at that, “Okay.”
“I can’t believe this next one is in here…”
“It is, and it’s dangerous and disgusting all at the same time. I don’t even know what the right answer should be to how sexed a baby should be?”
“I’m probably at a three right now.”
“A baby shouldn’t have any sex drive, though,” she said.
“If that’s true for Littles, then why those scary diapers that lady showed you?”
She nodded, “How about the three you said then. Probably no change, and I don’t have to worry about you trying to jump Daddy or constantly doing something with yourself.”
“That’s a mental image I didn’t need,” I said. ‘Hopefully, if I make it through this, I’ll have enough desire to have a family.’
“Motor function was something I knew we’d have in here. So I’d like to make you an eight here…”
“An eight?!? I’d be helpless for a lot of things!”
“You already are?”
“But what if that also is looking at mental motor functions too?”
“What do you mean?”
“Most child psychology models believe there are stages beyond just the sensorimotor stages of infancy. So, if that’s what this is asking, then it’s also asking about cognitive reasoning. Things like picturing abstract ideas too?”
She sighed, “Which do you want?
“Seventeen,” I said.
“Absolutely not; you don’t need to be an athlete.”
“Don’t I? What if I have a sticky situation and need to run from some other crazed Big?”
She sighed, “Better make it nineteen then… Hopefully, he doesn’t look at your file too much before he initiates it.”
I nodded, and she selected verbal skills at twenty before I even asked. The hair removal was left alone as, by default, it left on eyebrows, eyelashes, and cranial hair… “I can’t believe some people would want to lose their babies’ beautiful eyelashes…” she decried.
“I guess it’s for those doll enthusiasts… You really would look like a cheap child’s doll then!” I shuddered.
“Height reduction... Hrmm..” she said, “I think we definitely should take off another eighty percent don’t you think?”
I glared at her as she made the value zero and left the hair color at zero as well.
“Well, that’s all of the obvious places and code.”
“I wish there was a height increase.”
“No, you don’t,” she told me.
“Why?”
“Because right now, your cuteness is going to help you more than you know.”
“Isn’t every Amazon going to take one look at me in an outfit like this and say go back to daycare?”
“You won’t be in an outfit like that,” she smiled at me, “at least not at school. Next week I have a seamstress that I sent your general size to who is making you your school uniforms.”
I sighed, “I guess.”
“Okay, here, let’s start doing some double-checking on everything here.”
I watched her search out the specifications of each class we had just adjusted, and I was grateful that we did because bowel incontinence would still have happened for sure otherwise! She also found another nasty easter egg for the size of genitals that made both of our stomachs retch again. There was no end in sight to just what some of these sick Amazons did with their Littles. I hoped that someday they’d gain some real rights, and people that made these things would get the punishments they richly deserved…
After a while, she looked at a clock and said, “Leftover pizza okay for lunch?”
I nodded, “Can I keep looking while you’re doing that?”
“Sure… but let’s have you work from a backup just in case you have an accident.”
“Okay,” I told her and eagerly watched her copy the folder and open that copy for me to work in.
As I used her computer, I couldn’t help but marvel that while it was similar to our computers back home, it was so much more advanced! I’d watched her use touch screen stuff much more effectively than I’d ever seen. Even the keyboard I was using had every key programmable to be different. Currently, she had it as a Dvorak keyboard, which suited me just fine! The ‘mouse’ for the interface reminded me more of a Wii in that you basically just gestured in the air.
‘Less playing, more avoiding traps!’ I yelled at myself.
I searched deeper than we had so far and came up with nothing new initially… but I just had a feeling something else was hidden. So I opened a new window of Amanda’s coding software and quickly guessed about what the syntax would be, to write a new subroutine to search everything deeper. I came up with keywords based on the items that had preferences and then used those items to develop variations of syntax, spelling, and even Thesaurus definitions and let it loose on the folder.
A bell sound rang through the speakers with five quick tones and pointed me to files with some horrifying options. Most were in the null position, but I found one that made my stomach turn. The comment read:
|| stomach.processing function will cause the subject to only be able to digest breast milk. Any baby food or adult solid foods will result in severe abdominal cramping and possible intestinal distress.
“Oh my god,” I heard from behind me from Amanda. “That’s terrible!”
I looked up at her and said, “Yeah, it is… I hope you don’t mind that I’m turning that one off!”
“Make sure you save this file, and then I’m going to copy it over. It looked like you found more files in there. Anything else need to be adjusted?”
She sat over my shoulder for a few minutes while we made sure the copies made it to the live folder. I was enjoying the chance to learn a new file system and was surprised when she unbuckled the harness and said, “Come on, baby girl, we’re going to leave the toys here and go eat downstairs. It’s a rule your daddy made.”
I shook off my confusion and looked up at her face, “Daddy made a rule?” I smirked, “Not just for me then?”
She giggled, “Early in our marriage, he got tired of me disappearing for practically days at a time while I was working on one project or another. So he came up with that rule to at least make sure I was coming downstairs to eat.”
“That’s actually kind of sweet, I guess.”
She nodded, “I love him a lot. Without him, I would probably just be hidden in a laboratory each day for hours at a time.” Then, she hugged me and said, “You’re going to probably be just as bad about that too, though!”
She deposited me in the high chair and then found the most enormous bib she had practically that was a bit more uncomfortable to me as it was vinyl. I liked the cloth ones more and made a face, “I don’t like this one.”
“It’s going to keep that pretty dress clean, though!” she told me.
“I can’t even put my arms out from it!” I whined.
“Good thing you don’t need to, huh?” She told me as she speared a piece of pizza that she had cut up into bite sizes onto a fork and said, “Open up!”
LUNCH PASSED QUICKLY, and I was a bit surprised that I wasn’t forced to take a nap after my diaper change but instead was allowed to help her look for any other Easter Eggs one last time. Finding none, she quickly re-wrote the subroutine they were having problems with before putting it all through the compiler and transferring it onto what looked like a flash drive.
“Let’s change that diaper one more time, and then we have to go meet Daddy at the hospital,” she told me.
Seemingly no time after that, I was strapped into the carrier and swinging gently from her hand as she walked through the hospital corridors to an office that had ‘Dr. Alfredo Westerfield’ on a plaque next to it. “There’s my little Princess!” He said as he cooed over me.
“You seem happy?” She asked him.
“You never visit me here?” He said as he stood up and kissed her, “And you even brought me a present on this trip.” He leaned down and kissed my forehead too.
A knock on the door came, and a nurse said, “Oh hi Amanda!” She looked down at me and said, “I had no idea you were even pregnant?!? What’s her name?”
Amanda laughed, “She’s adopted, and her name is Stacy.”
“She’s a Little? Fully grown?” The lady who was dressed in scrubs asked incredulously. “She has to be the tiniest Little ever then!”
“Or close to it,” Fred agreed. “What can I help you with, Doctor Kells? We were just getting ready to head to an appointment for little Stacy here.”
“Well, it won’t take long. We need to work in Terri Castor for a C-Section soon… when can you be available?”
Fred looked at his calendar for a moment and made a note, “Looks like next Tuesday I’m free?”
“I’ll let scheduling know then. Nice to see you again, Amanda,” she leaned right next to the carrier and said, “Bye bye Stacy!”
Her breath had been terrible, and I found myself gagging. “What’s wrong?” Amanda asked me when she had left.
“Her breath was terrible!”
They laughed at me, and I found myself soon being carried through the halls again to a wing that I saw labeled as ‘Little Care Unit.’ Right away, I got the same vibe I had from the office yesterday and would have disappeared further into the carrier if I could. As it was, I grabbed the pacifier that was clipped to the restraint strap of the carrier and nursed it to try and soothe my nerves a bit. It didn’t help much, though!
“Hey, Amanda! Fred!” I heard as we passed through a door and passed into a room that looked like an operating room.
“Hi Eddie,” Amanda said and gave him a sideways hug.
“So, this is your new little princess?” The man said as she sat my carrier down on a table and a giant head looked in on me.
“Yep, this is little Stacy!”
“She’s adorable already! So why do you need my nanites?” He asked.
“Just a couple quick options we want to correct without too much trouble. So here are your new subroutines,” Amanda said, handing him a flash drive.
“Great, I don’t have a problem working a trade with you. Now you’re probably as familiar with this interface as anyone since your department did the initial designs, so why don’t you go ahead and upload your program for the nanites here. Then, as soon as they’re ready, we’ll give your baby girl the injection.”
“Great, thanks!” Amanda said, and I couldn’t really see her, but the clack of the keyboard at a fast rate made me believe she must have been working quickly.
“How’s the house now that you have a little?” Eddie asked Fred.
“Great! She’s adorable and really well-behaved. We haven’t had to spank her once yet!” Fred said with a smile as he squeezed my hand.
“Really?”
“Really,” he said, “She’s even been calm and sweet enough to snuggle with Amanda a good chunk of the time. Not even given us a battle with her diapers.”
“That is something, isn’t it?” Eddie said. “But you know it’s not a bad idea to give them a spanking even if they haven’t done anything bad every now and then.” He smirked at me, “An occasional enema or other punishment can also be a good idea.”
“I don’t know; we’re pretty happy right now. If Stacy starts misbehaving after this, we’ll take care of that.”
“Well…”
“All done!” Amanda said.
“That fast?” Eddie asked.
“I’m good! What can I say?” She asked as she rubbed her fingernails against her shoulder, “I sent the nanites to production, so the canister should be fully programmed in four minutes.”
“Great,” Fred said, “you have the anesthesia I asked for?”
“Right over here, but if you ask me, it’s not really necessary.”
“She’d be in pain if we don’t, right?”
“Exactly, but…”
“She’s been a good girl; I’m not going to make her feel pain when she doesn’t have to.”
“To each his own,” Eddie sighed.
Fred unhooked me from the carrier and laid me down on the bed. “I’m going to strap you down here, honey, just so if you start flinching, you don’t fly off of the table.” He placed his hand reassuringly with his thumb on my chin before strapping me tightly on an infant-sized gurney with a strap over my waist, feet, and arms.
‘I really hope I’m not going before the executioner the way he did that.’ I thought to myself. He brought a small vial of liquid and drew a tiny amount from it to set it aside.
Quickly like the pro he was, he first hooked me up to a saline solution IV and said, “Okay, Princess, I want you to count backward from ten.”
“Ten, Nine, Eigh…”
Chapter 15: It's a Girl!
THE WORLD CAME back in focus for me slowly, and I felt pain in just about every part of my body. I tried to say “Owww,” but something was in the way.
“I think she’s waking up finally,” Fred said.
“Where am I?” I tried saying it and figured out that it was a pacifier in my way.
“I love when they try talking after the procedure… Depending on which settings you chose, no one will understand anything but ‘Dada,’ ‘Mama,’ or ‘Baba, from now on!” I heard Eddie gleefully exclaim.
“I actually toned down those settings,” Amanda said.
I heard a disappointed sigh from Eddie, “I guess that does let you understand their whining better. Still, all the same, it looks like the treatment did the job. She’s definitely a she, and there’s not a follicle of hair anywhere that’s not supposed to be!”
I opened my eyes a little wider and managed to get Fred’s eye. He gave me a reassuring glance that I hoped meant my head was fine. “Yes, but I’m glad to have a full head of hair on her head still,” Amanda said as if to also reassure me.
“If you ask me, cutting that hair down to a newborn’s length would be a great look for her! Combined with what the nanites did to her facial structure and no one will be able to tell she’s not actually your naturally born infant daughter.”
‘Facial structure…?’ I thought to myself. I never thought to include that in the search? ‘Shit, what did it do to me?’
“I wasn’t expecting that one, but it does make her absolutely adorable!” Amanda chimed in happily. “But I enjoy playing with her hair too much to cut it. It reminds me of having my dollies as a kid. I would always change their hairstyles!”
As I became more alert, I noticed Fred watching some readouts, and he said, “I think she’s awake enough we can lose the support machines.”
“The straps too?” Amanda asked.
“Yes, she should be good for you to hold and cuddle now,” Eddie’s voice said. “But you might want to change that diaper first; it’s a little rank.”
I sniffed at that one, ‘what an ass!’
I stiffened, ‘I don’t feel any shame about that… not like I did last time… I sure hope we didn’t do more damage here than good.’
Fred pulled an IV line out of me, pulled a pulse monitor off, and also took off some EKG leads before undoing the straps on my legs and waist. “Here, Mommy, do you want to change her?”
“Men… bunch of wimps!” Amanda said, and I soon felt her gentle hands undo the diaper on my otherwise naked body, maneuvered my legs, and then quickly had me in a clean diaper that was clearly a thicker one from what I could tell. Next, she quickly dressed me in what seemed to be a sleeper, but I was too tired to really notice what she was doing.
“So, you think everything turned out fine internally?” Fred asked Eddie.
“Oh yes, she has all of the proper internal organs. They aren’t any more active than a toddlers would be, though. She’ll need an injection of a high dose of estrogen to begin her cycles and start growing breasts. Unless she gets that, though, she’ll remain free of any signs of puberty. I don’t know why you would even want her to have those, though?”
“Well…” Fred started to say.
“Duh, how stupid can I be? When you get tired of her, you can breed her for a fortune! I mean a fully-grown Little at thirty-nine inches of height? Make four or five offspring with her, and you could probably keep breeding for forty years and keep getting the perfect Littles like she is!”
“Umm…” Amanda said.
“Brilliant,” he said. “Well, before you take your baby girl home, I strongly recommend you nurse her exclusively now. There’s a subroutine in the nanites that will make sure she gets sick if she has anything other than her mommy’s milk.”
“It was only in one file, right?” Amanda asked.
“Yes… but not in the preferences file?”
“Oh good, that means she’ll be fine to eat regular food still.”
“You found that…?”
“Actually, my beautiful princess here did,” she said as she picked me up and cuddled me against her shoulder. “She thought she could be a great computer programmer someday if she came here to get schooling.”
“Ah, and now destined for the nursery? How fitting!” Eddie said.
“Something like that...” Fred said.
“Fred, can you grab her diaper bag and the carrier? I think she needs cuddles right now,” she said. “Thanks again, Eddie. Let me know how those new subroutines work on the next generation!”
I heard some stuttering before he said, “Thanks!”
We made it down the hallway away before she started whispering to me, “You’re fine, baby. Other than that little glitch with your face, everything came out perfect… And I think the glitch made you even cuter and harder to resist!”
“Why can’t I talk?” I tried to say.
“Did you just ask why you can’t talk?”
I nodded weakly.
“That’s just the anesthesia wearing off; you’ll be fine in a while. I know we caught all of those subroutines. So don’t worry, your pretty little face.”
“Amanda, do you want to take her to my office to wake up the rest of the way?”
“Probably a good idea. Should I feed Stacy now or back home?”
“I’d say wait till you get back home, your milk seems to be a powerful sedative to her, and right now, it’s more important she fully wakes up!”
Not long afterward, she paced the office with me as I came out from my cobwebbed brain. Then, finally, she took the pacifier out and asked, “How are we doing, Princess?”
“Better, I think,” I told her, and it sounded like my normal speech again.
“Much better!” She said with a smile.
“So how much different do I look? I mean, really?”
“Well… First, I’m sorry I missed this one… Eddie must have written a routine somewhere in there to fix one of the easiest ways you can tell a little and an actual baby apart, their faces. With a Little, even a chubby one, the fat on their face isn’t quite distributed right.”
“So, I have a permanent baby face?” I asked nervously.
“Looks that way,” she said a little guiltily.
“Mommy, why don’t we let her see so she stops worrying,” Fred told her. “Here’s a mirror.”
I looked at the mirror and grimaced for a second but had to admit I was indeed much cuter now. My nose had a different character now, which I kind of liked, but sadly my cheeks looked to have gained a ton of weight... It looked like the healthy baby fat of a toddler, though, and at least I remained slender through the rest of my body. My eyes appeared to be a little more open or something too.
“See, you’re adorable!” Amanda cooed at me.
“So, no one will think I’m a Little now, I’m guessing?”
“I doubt it... at least if we cover that hair of yours with a hat or something. If we introduce you as a baby, no one will dream that you are actually a Little. That’s a good thing given how mean some of our babies can be to Littles.”
“But what about school?”
Amanda laughed, “Don’t worry about that. Yes, you’re going to get some grief there, but you’ll still be able to function fine… if not better. Thanks to the nanites, you should be smarter now than you were before since I also implanted a couple extra traits to help your memory.”
“But I’m all girl now?”
“I guess you were too tired to look back there while I was changing you?”
I nodded, “sorry, I’m still pretty out of it, actually.”
“I’ll show you when we get you home,” Amanda told me. “Do you think she’s alert enough to go home now, Doctor?”
“I think so, Mommy. Do you want to go out for dinner tonight instead of cooking? You’ve certainly had a long day.”
“That would be nice…” she said, “I don’t think the baby’s going to be awake enough to eat much, though.”
“I think I’ll be fine,” I told them, interrupting.
Amanda looked down at me in shock but squeezed me lightly in approval, “The princess has spoken my king!”
I was fastened into the carrier, and a blanket was put over the top as she carried me down to the car. Fred was to meet us at a restaurant they apparently ate at frequently.
“How are you feeling?” she asked when she left.
“Not so great,” I said, “I’m beginning to get a bit sore.”
“Daddy has some pain medicine he can get you when we get to the restaurant,” she told me.
I sighed, “thanks.”
“Are you okay?”
“Just nervous about what else happened to me that we don’t realize yet.” Although, I thought for a second through my groggy mind, “Eddie was kind of an…”
“Ass?”
“I wasn’t sure if you’d get mad at me, but yes!”
“Sweetie, yes, I’m treating you like our baby… I can’t resist that urge… but I also know you’re not a baby. So as long as it’s not constant, and you don’t do it in front of other adults, we can give you some leeway.”
“Thank you,” I told her and just zoned out a bit more.
The restaurant must have been close, or I was really out of it because when she came back to get me, I was back nearly asleep. “Do I need to bring the carrier so you can sleep?” She asked me.
I thought for a second and nodded, “Unless you want to look like a bad mother and have me sleep on the floor or in the high chair.”
She unlatched the carrier, carried it and the diaper bag into the restaurant, and put her name on the waiting list. Fred arrived soon after that, and we were called back to a booth. “Do you need a high chair, or we have a seat cradle?”
“The cradle will work.”
“Okay, I’ll grab that real quick.” A moment later, I felt the seat sit down in one of the mesh car seat cradles I’d seen back home for babies. “She is so beautiful!”
“Thanks,” Amanda said.
“How many weeks old is she?”
I gasped for a moment when I figured out that she really had mistaken me for an Amazon baby. “Nine weeks,” Amanda said without skipping a beat.
“She has so much hair!”
“Some weird medical thing,” Amanda said, and I saw her wink at Fred.
“Well, here are the menus. You can look through it and let me know what you want.”
“Here, sweetie, switch pacifiers with me for a moment,” Fred said.
I just got a glance at the new pacifier a second later and realized it was one meant to deliver medicine through the nipple. So I sleepily sucked on it and hoped it was a good pain medication as I felt like I had growing pains all through my body again.
“Looks like someone is going back to sleep?” Amanda said to me after it was empty.
“Huh?”
“Hungry baby?”
My stomach grumbled in response, “a little.”
She pried me loose from the carrier a moment later and held me. “I really do love you, baby,” she whispered, “are you actually hungry for food or?”
“Or…?” I asked sleepily.
“Just nurse for now?”
I sighed as I’d had a feeling that would be on her mind, “Here?”
“I’m the one with boobies hanging out in public,” she whispered.
I giggled and turned red. Then, I thought for a few moments and said, “Okay.”
She messed with her top and bra and presented me with her breast once free. I sleepily nursed at it and was conscious that it felt like people were watching us. She had burped me from the first breast and just switched me to the other when I heard, “I’m so glad to see your Little happily nursing from you. She’s adorable! I imagine that took a few spankings! My Little Heather here must have a red bottom every hour.”
“She’s just a perfect baby,” Amanda said, “if you’ll please excuse us, she had some surgery today. So I’m just feeding her dinner before she naps in her carrier.”
“Teeth out?” The lady said, “the best thing I ever did with Heather! I’ll let you enjoy your feeding.”
I was so tired that I didn’t even care about the horrific conversation at that point. I was feeling full and sleepy when Amanda burped me again. A hug, a kiss, and then a pacifier was placed in my mouth before she strapped me back in the carrier. I ran my tongue over my teeth to reassure myself they were there before I fell fully asleep.
THE NEXT THING I was aware of was being pulled out of my car seat, with Amanda lovingly cradling me. “Where are we?” I asked, feeling drool was definitely around my mouth and the pacifier I had blocking my mouth.
“Home, baby,” she told me.
“Oh…” I said. She had just walked through the garage door when a phone inside the house began ringing.
“It’s your mom,” Fred told her.
“Hand me the phone. I’ll sit down with the Princess and talk to Mom in the living room.”
I sleepily watched as she walked to the living room and sat in the recliner with me before reaching for the phone Fred held to her. “Hi, Mom,” she said.
The phone volume was way loud, or her mom just yelled, because I heard the reply clearly, “Don’t ‘hi Mom me,’ sweetheart! How is it that I just heard from Carol Eastland that you adopted a Little? And you haven’t even bothered to call and tell me yet? Your own mother!?!?!” There was just enough pause for her to breathe before she added, “She saw you at the restaurant! She thought the Little was a real baby until I said you hadn’t been pregnant! How can you not tell me? That hurts!”
“Mom, we were going to surprise you this weekend at the family dinner…”
“Bullshit!”
“Seriously, Mom, you’ve been bugging me for ages, so I thought I would surprise you! Plus, we were dealing with the adoption paperwork and getting her into a doctor to have some modifications made.” I felt her hold on me tighten just a little bit.
“Well, in that case, I guess I can understand trying to keep it a surprise… But, all of that is done, right?”
“Right…?”
“Well then, expect to see me bright and early tomorrow! Chloe will be coming too, I’m sure. Her daughters will all be at daycare, so the three of us can go to lunch, and maybe I can even buy my new granddaughter something for the nursery?”
“What time?”
“Probably eight-thirty in the morning. That should give Chloe time to drop off her girls.”
“We’ll plan for it.”
“Good, and I want a picture tonight!!!! Carol said she was the most beautiful baby she’d ever seen, so whoever did the work… maybe Chloe should get her girls in there?”
“That’s natural for her as much as anything… I’ll send you pictures later. I have a messy diaper that needs to be changed right now. I’ll see you in the morning, Mom.” She said.
“It wouldn’t hurt her to be left in it for a little while, sweetie. I mean, if she’s just a Little, it’s not a big deal?”
“Mom, my Little, my house, my rules, and my decisions.”
“Stubborn as always… we’ll see you in the morning,” Amanda’s mom said and hung up.
She looked down at me and sighed, “Sorry, it sounds like you get to meet my crazy family members sooner than I hoped. But, don’t worry; like I said, I won’t put you down. You’ll have to be my clingy baby tomorrow.”
“That’s fine,” I said, thinking what I had heard, “Your mom certainly sounds special.”
“She is; let’s go change that diaper of yours now,” she set the phone down and stood up with me.
“Am I really messy?” I sniffed.
“No,” she said with a smile, “I said that to get her off the phone.”
“Good… I would hate to have missed another of Eddie’s Easter Eggs!”
She squeezed me gently again and carried me upstairs to the nursery. I was laid on the changing table but asked, “May I please see?”
“I forgot you were asleep when I changed you.”
“At least you’re not rubbing it into me too.”
“I’m sorry you have come into contact with some of our more monstrous people the last couple days,” she said as she pulled down the bloomers and pulled the tapes off of my diaper, “there really are a lot of very sweet Bigs… I think you’ll meet some in school.”
“I hope so.”
As she pulled the diaper open, I noticed it was pretty soaked with urine and wondered if I was just not noticing because of the drugs, the breastfeeding, or the fact that there was an Easter Egg we missed… I chose not to worry about it then and stared at the section of skin on my body that was now missing a part of me I’d had since birth. The slit that had taken its place looked exactly like it should but seemed so strange and wrong on me. I took my hand to touch it and felt the new skin.
“Now, don’t be naughty,” Amanda told me.
“Sorry, it’s weird.”
“Are you going to be okay with it?” She asked as she gently pushed me back down on my back and began wiping.
A few tears stung in my eyes, but I shrugged, “No use crying over spilt milk, I guess… or missing body parts.”
“For what it’s worth, it just makes you more adorable… and shows a great deal of strength.”
“Kind of hard to feel strong when your grown-up ass is being wiped in the middle of a diaper change,” I told her moodily.
“I’m going to let that word go for now, but I won’t in the future, sweetie. It’s okay if there’s really something to be angry about, but using vernacular just to use it isn’t acceptable. So your booty is being wiped.”
I sighed, “Sorry, Mommy,” I told her as she taped the last tape.
“It’s okay. I think you’re understandably unnerved by it. Now I think you’re probably just going to end up sleeping on us some more if I had to guess. What do you want to wear to bed tonight?”
“I get to choose?” I asked, surprised, “Aren’t I just a human dolly?”
“Stacy…”
“Sorry…” I sighed, “will you let me sleep without the swaddling tonight?”
“What’s wrong with it?”
“It’s just really hot… I like blanket sleepers, but that plus the quilt?”
“Hmmm…” she said and went digging through the drawers and came up with a pink sleep sack. “How about this?”
I shrugged, “in one of those nighttime diapers, it’s not like I can walk anyway!”
She laughed and pulled the dress off my body first before getting me dressed in the sleeper sack. The sack itself probably would have been too short for anyone bigger than me. For anyone else, it would probably keep them from standing up, but for me, it was longer than my legs by quite a bit.
“It’s comfy,” I told her honestly.
“So, do I put you in the crib?”
“Or…?”
“You want to cuddle with Mommy?”
“You choose; I’ll sleep either way.”
She chose the cuddle option, which didn’t surprise me. She sat down with me on the recliner downstairs and gently ran her hands through my hair. I didn’t last through one commercial break before I was asleep.
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Chapters 16 and 17
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 16: Granny
“PRINCESS COME ON, wakey time,” I heard and felt my body being picked up.
“Huh?” I asked, confused before remembering where I was.
“Feeling any better?” I was asked as I became aware my body was laid out on the changing table.
I thought for a second, “I think so?”
“Good!” she said, “We have a big day today, so I’m waking you up early and giving you a little bit more of a treat than I will normally.”
I opened my eyes more at her and just shrugged, “Okay?”
She had reached a soaked diaper then, and I felt my skin suddenly exposed to the air, and the reaction of my new body parts down there was so weird! “You sure did soak this diapee!” She told me, “I would probably have waited to change you until after breakfast, but this would have leaked with another drop!”
“How come I’m wetting in my sleep?” I asked, suddenly thinking about how weird it is to wet in my sleep so soon.
“I think you were right about the breast milk having that side effect... but you also have a tiny body now. Bodies that size often have these issues still even in your world, I imagine?”
I nodded, “I’d probably only be about three at this size… I still can’t believe I shrank when I came through!”
“Well, anyway, not many babies your age sleep dry, so don’t worry about it. I wonder…”
“What?”
“I wonder if you’ll get back to your original height when you go home?”
“I hope so… I can’t imagine being the size of a toddler back home for the rest of my life!”
“Well, there you’re really only a three-month-old, so it would still be an improvement!” She said as she tickled me a little after closing the last tape of a new Pampers.
“I’m still getting a regular Pamper? Even with your mom visiting?”
“My mom and I differ on how to treat Littles… and I’m not going to change that just to impress her.” She tickled my bare belly, and I giggled.
“Thanks,” I told her gratefully.
“I picked out a pretty dress for you to meet your granny, but I’m going to wait to put it on until after breakfast. This onesie will work until then.” A onesie that said ‘totes adorbs’ was pulled over me, and she quickly snapped it shut. “Let’s go get breakfast before Daddy eats it all!”
I felt safe as she carried me downstairs and then sat me in the high chair. Much to my surprise, I was soon given a bottle that didn’t look like it was filled with regular milk, along with a plate of eggs, bacon, and pancakes sitting next to it.
“I think you’ll like your baba,” she told me with a smile.
Fred looked at me from down the table and shook his head, “Don’t let your mama know you fed her that Amanda!”
“It’s because of Mama I’m giving her that!”
“Huh?” I said but reached out to the bottle and gave it a tentative nurse. It contained a warmer concoction than a regular bottle but was still safe to drink. There was the unmistakable taste of coffee mixed with… “Breast milk latte?”
She smiled at me, “You’re going to have a hard day… I thought I’d give you a treat to begin with. Don’t count on this happening regularly, though, until you show me you can keep that 3.5 GPA.”
“Isn’t this like…?”
“Unusual?” Fred asked, “Yes, it is, but she’s also got to let you have a few more grown-up things. Otherwise, we might as well just finish regressing you to a babbling baby and send you to an etiquette school.”
She sighed, “A few, but not a lot.” Then, finally, she told me while looking at him to remind him who the mommy was, “Let’s feed you your breakfast!”
I snuck a long nurse on my caffeinated bottle first. ‘Oh, coffee, I’ve missed you!!!!!’ I thought to myself. I smiled as I pulled the bottle away for Amanda to fork a piece of pancake into my mouth. She fed me about half of it before going back to her breakfast. The eggs and bacon were sitting in front of me, still with no utensil. She seemed in no hurry to get back to me with her fork, so I just decided, ‘I’m a baby, right?’ they think and grabbed some of the eggs and then a piece of bacon with my hands and brought them to my mouth.
Apparently, this was the right move because I heard, “Awww… she got it quickly too!” from Amanda. I looked at her, and she smiled, “Babies eat with their hands all the time, remember that, okay?”
“But not when you’re at school!” Fred added while simultaneously taking a quick photo of me mid-bite with his phone. “You have to pretend to be mature there!”
“Point made, dear,” Amanda said with a sigh.
I wasn’t sure what was going on, but this sounded like a mommy and daddy fight if I’d ever heard one! So I went back to nursing the caffeinated bottle of goodness until it was empty. I kept hoping for a few more drops, though, and kept nursing at it until Amanda pulled it away and fed me the last of the eggs and a couple more pancake bites.
“I’m full,” I told her as she tried to get me to finish the last of the pancakes.
“Last bite,” she told me, “lunch with my mom and sister is going to be a pain.”
I sighed and got the last piece of pancake off the fork and swallowed, feeling pretty bloated. ‘I hope she isn’t expecting me to nurse right now?’ I thought to myself. Just as I said that, I felt the need to pee and decided to hold it for a few minutes to see if I could still. It unnerved me how quickly I hadn’t felt it the previous days.
“Let’s get your hands and face all clean, and then we’ll get you ready to meet your granny!” Amanda said to me.
“Just remember to stay calm, dear,” Fred said.
“Who are you talking to? Me or mommy?” I asked.
“Definitely, Mommy, Princess.” He told me with a smile. He walked by and gave me a kiss on the top of my head before heading back upstairs.
“Why is he worried?” I asked as she picked me out of the chair.
“Well… I think Daddy knows how many buttons she’s going to push on you and knows I’ll probably blow at a certain point.” She reached the top of the stairs quickly, “I’m also worried she or Chloe try something to regress you without me having a chance to stop it.”
I nodded.
“Do you need to make a poopy in your diapee?” She asked me as we walked into the room and felt my dry diaper.
I thought about it for a moment and thought I might be able to, so I nodded, “Probably?”
“Then I’m going to leave you in your room for a moment while I go to the bathroom. Why don’t you go poopy now, so we don’t have to deal with our company rubbing that in your face.”
“That’s for you alone?” I asked her.
“Sweetie, we both know there’s no way you could use our toilets… I think even a toddler’s potty is pushing it for you.”
“Could we try that?” I asked, suddenly wanting to push a button of my own.
“No,” she told me, “you agreed.”
I sighed, “You’ll have a stinky diaper when you get back, Mommy.”
She hugged me and set me on my feet before closing the gate and going down the hallway. I looked around at the nursery again and remembered I had volunteered for this. I then noticed my little desk and computer were missing and my backpack! ‘I hope she just hid it from her mom!’ I thought to myself. ‘Better get this over with,’ as a minor cramp made it possible for me to push, and I felt a log exit into the back of my diaper and kept squeezing until it was done. It bounced around down at the bottom of the padding as gravity took hold, and I realized it felt different now that I was missing my old genitals.
“Did Princess Stacy make a little present for Mommy like she promised?” Amanda was back a moment later and picked me up. For once, she seemed to be taking care not to smush everything.
“Yes,” I told her with a grimace.
“Good baby!” she told me before getting the traditional diaper change ritual out of the way. Peeing in the diaper wasn’t so bad, but I really wasn’t a fan of pooping, necessarily. The stickiness… I tried to find that frame of mind of a toddler who didn’t mind a poopy diaper but had a hard time today for some reason.
Thanks to the coffee, I was at least feeling awake, “What time is it?” I asked her.
“Almost eight,” she told me.
“So, your mom…”
“Granny,” she corrected, “and Auntie Chloe,” she added.
“Will be here soon?” I asked.
“Yes, and knowing my mother, she’ll be here at about ten after eight instead of the time she said. The only thing that has kept her from being here earlier is that your Auntie is picking her up after dropping off her girls at daycare.”
I noticed how she said daycare and asked, “How bad is their daycare?”
She sighed, “I remember as a little girl I used to go with Hannah to the same one… For a Big, it was just a daycare. We played with finger-paints, read stories, had naptime, played on the playground… you know, the things you should do as a toddler.”
“For Littles?”
“For Littles… well understand that even good-sized Littles like Hannah was, they’re still smaller than our average three-year-old toddlers. So the Littles are always ending up picked on by most of the Amazons… I know I even did it sometimes to Hannah,” she said with a sigh and lots of regrets, “The truth is they’re babies and don’t know any better. In a good daycare, an Amazon might get punished, and it would eventually yield nicer behavior, but there… it was almost encouraged. Hannah used to be forced to let the toddlers feed her, or give her a bottle, change her, hit or spanked.”
My eyes opened slightly at the thought of babies hitting or spanking me…
“Yeah, it’s bad! Then you have the adults at that place who make it their mission to emphasize to the Littles they will never grow up. I think eventually most of their minds crack, and they just go with it like a younger baby; I know Hannah did by the end…”
“So…?”
“So, no, you won’t be going there. Regardless of what ‘great deal’ my mom and sister can get us there.”
She had just taped a new diaper on me and was pulling a pink diaper cover up my legs as she said that.
“Thank you,” I told her.
“You’re very welcome, Princess. I do enjoy babying you… but I don’t intend for you to have your mind destroyed or to have PTSD flashbacks for the rest of your life.” She said with a shudder that made me think she had witnessed Hannah have some, “Anything we do will be lovingly done, sweetheart.” Then, she pulled a dress out that I had to admit was beautiful. The top looked to have capped sleeves and flared out to a shorter skirt that I was sure would barely cover my diaper. The bodice was smocked with these little bows embroidered at the points of diamond shapes that crisscrossed the front. It had two little collar pieces that came down.
“That’s pretty,” I told her, “when did you buy that?”
“Last night while you were sleeping in the car with Daddy,” she told me with a smile. “So ready to be Mommy’s princess today?”
I smiled at her and nodded. She unbuckled the strap, and I sat up with my arms up. She buttoned several buttons at the back of the dress to fasten the bodice securely to my body. I noticed she was moving faster as she quickly did my hair like yesterday and then showed me my reflection in the mirror.
“If it wasn’t for all of my hair, I really do look like a Bigs baby, don’t I?” I asked her.
She nodded, “I’m sorry I didn’t catch Eddie’s last thing there… but your face makes you look even more adorable now.”
“I wonder what those changes will do when I go home?”
She shrugged, “You could always come back, I guess, if they don’t go away. You would still fit in well as our baby!” She tickled my side a bit and hugged me.
I hugged her back as much as I could and said, “Thank you for not reneging on our deal.”
“What? I just want the money,” she told me with a smile.
“I can tell that even double that amount isn’t going to make or break you both, so thank you for just being honest.”
“I still haven’t delivered you back home,” she told me with a smile and kissed my forehead again.
I just smiled at her and remembered, “Where did my desk and computer go?”
“Fred and I decided to put it somewhere safe in my lab… My mom will never go there, but she will want to see your nursery. I guarantee she’ll be in here as soon as she can just to see what I did with it. We’ll bring it back tonight when she’s gone.” Just as she said that, the doorbell rang.
“I guess they’re here?” I asked, and she nodded as she bounced with me down the stairs. I caught sight of a clock, and sure enough, it was ten after eight!
Just as we reached the bottom of the stairs, I heard, “Knock, knock” from a voice opening the front door. “Mandy, you here?”
“Yep, how are you doing, Sis?” Amanda said as she gave a giant a little taller than her a sideways hug to avoid crushing me.
For my first-time seeing Chloe, I was surprised by how friendly-looking she appeared. Nothing about her said she would be a crazy ‘Little’ kidnapping and maiming monster… She wore a simple dress with large flowers that reminded me of something a teacher would wear back home. Chloe was about the same size as Amanda – maybe a couple inches shorter, and she had darker hair. Her eyes and nose were nearly identical to Amanda’s, so there was a strong family resemblance. Her hair was cut in a bob, and her smile seemed genuine as she cooed, “So this is my little niece?!?”
She stepped closer to look at me, “You don’t look like a Little at all! You’re adorable!!!”
I found myself leaning my head into Amanda’s shoulder nervously.
“Oh my God! She’s sooooo cute!!!!!” I heard another older voice say and looked to see a lady who was obviously their mother right behind Chloe carrying a giant gift bag that she sat on the floor. “Come to Granny!” She opened her arms up, and I could feel Amanda reluctantly pass me over to her.
“She’s really an adult, Little?!?” Chloe asked as she continued staring at me.
“Eighteen, three months ago,” Amanda said for me.
For my part, I was intimidated and scared beyond belief by these two women. I found myself wishing I had my pacifier then but just hoped Amanda wouldn’t let anything happen to me. “You are too cute to ever be an adult! It was a good thing your mommy adopted you, huh?” She cooed at me.
“Why is she so small?” Chloe asked.
“Well, it partially has to do with how I got her; she’s a portal Little.”
“Are you all this small there?” Granny asked me.
“No, I shrank when I came through,” I told her nervously.
“Baby, you don’t have to worry about me doing something to you; your mommy would kill me if I did,” she told me reassuringly. I guess I was shaking quite a bit. “Here, Mommy, you probably should take her. I can understand that she’s nervous around strangers.” She gave me a quick hug and a kiss before passing me back to Amanda.
She squeezed me tight to reassure me and led them to the living room, where she sat down on one end of the couch. Her mom sat down next to us while her sister sat in the recliner. I had my first chance to really look at her mother then. Whereas Chloe and Amanda had similar faces and eyes, Granny was a shorter version of Amanda with more wrinkles. I had to imagine if you held pictures of them side-by-side at the same ages, you would think they were the same person!
“How tall were you in the other dimension?” Chloe asked me curiously, interrupting my staring.
“Five-foot, ten,” I answered quickly.
“You were almost an Betweener…” she mused. “Now…? How tall is she, Mandy?”
“A Little over thirty-nine inches tall.”
“So, she’s barely more than a newborn!” Chloe said. “I assume you’re feeding her as such?”
Amanda squeezed me a little tighter, and I could tell she had shaken her head, “I’m nursing her, but we’re still eating normal solids too.”
“A Little that cute, it’s almost a crime for her to still eat solid foods,” Chloe said.
“Chloe…” her mother warned her.
“I’m just saying… If Stacy didn’t have her teeth and hair, I would be sure you’d somehow hid being pregnant from us!”
“I know, but that’s not happening to her,” Amanda said.
“So, is she being a good girl for you so far?” Granny asked.
“Yes, she’s never put up a fuss about wearing or using her diaper. Hasn’t even really whined about anything at all yet, actually. She’s the perfect Little,” Amanda said with another gentle squeeze. I suspected she meant that.
“Well here,” Granny said, “why don’t you open my gift?”
Amanda repositioned herself to where she could reach over me into the gift bag, and the first thing she brought out was a beautiful quilt that I assumed was for my crib. It was a pink, purple, and yellow quilt, with butterflies, dragonflies, and flowers sewn in blocks.
“Oh, my mother! This matches her nursery perfectly! How did you know?” Amanda asked.
Her mom laughed, “I always knew you would have a baby girl someday, or at least a little, so I figured you would need it eventually. I knew whenever that day came, it would be pinks, purples, and butterflies!”
“Thank you, Mom, it’s wonderful, don’t you think, Stacy?”
“Yes, it is… umm… thank you, Granny,” I told her.
“I can see what you mean; she is very polite too.” She reached a handover and patted my head lightly, “There are a few more things in there too,” she added.
Indeed, inside was a gift basket of bath toys, soap, and bubble bath. There was also an adorable teddy bear that she handed me, and I cuddled. “Thanks, Mom,” she squeezed the arm of the bear herself and said, “I do appreciate it.”
“So, I talked to the daycare when I dropped off my girls, and they said they could easily get Stacy in there,” Chloe said.
“Thanks, Chloe, but I’m not planning on putting her in that daycare.”
“Why it was good enough for you girls?” her mom said.
“Mom, we’re not going to turn Stacy into a newborn baby only cooing, pooping, and looking cute like some sort of living doll. She’s actually brilliant, and I’m not going to destroy that. She’s also much sweeter than any Little you’ve ever met, so it’s not like she needs to be reminded to behave either.”
“You say that now Mandy,” Chloe said, “but just wait a couple weeks, and she’ll make her break for it. She’s probably just biding her time until she can run away when you’ve let your guard down.”
I actually laughed at that.
“What’s so funny little girl?” Chloe asked, and I began to get the vibe I had expected more from her mom.
“Where would I run to?” I asked, “I’m not even like a normal Little who looks like they might have a chance at an adult life. Right now, the chances of anyone not naturally just picking me up for my own good are zero. I’m not even the size of a toddler. So I’m not going anywhere that Mommy doesn’t want me to go.”
“You shouldn’t let her speak like that,” Chloe glared.
Amanda shrugged, “She’s right. I bought clothes originally thinking she would be in the twelve-to-eighteen-month size range. Instead, she wears regular three-month size Amazon clothes… No one will let her by without knowing for certain that she’s cared for. I’m not worried about her running away at all. Besides, she has her tracking chip too, and she knows it.”
“Well, I know we came early, had you fed her already?” her mom asked, seeming to want to break the tension.
“Yes, we had breakfast early since I figured you would be here before the time you said.”
“Of course, how could I not rush to see my new grandbaby? I still can’t believe you didn’t call and tell me about her immediately!”
“Sorry, Mom, I wanted to make sure I got her first and then wanted her to settle in first.”
She sighed, “I guess I understand that, dear. Any chance I can see her nursery?”
Amanda smiled genuinely then, “Sure!”
She put me on her side, and we walked upstairs to my nursery.
“This is beautiful!” Chloe exclaimed.
“Exactly like I imagined it would be!” Her mom cooed. “My baby girl really has grown up now and has her own baby!”
“Here, let’s put this over her crib rail for now,” Chloe said, bringing the quilt with her. “Looks like you handled baby proofing the room pretty well, Sis. I know none of my girls have had any luck getting out since I put up that brand of a gate - and they’re almost a couple feet taller than Stacy here.”
“Honestly, I mainly have it up in case someone was to question me having her.”
“Nonsense sweetie,” her mom assured her, “you got her to come willingly like the law says?”
“Yes, she agreed to come live with us. Even agreed to the diapers and everything.”
“Then no one can say anything,” her mom said.
“Other than they wished they’d seen her first,” Chloe said, “which I’ll say that!” I looked at her as she hesitated, “Can I hold her for a moment?”
I felt Amanda get as nervous as I was, but she handed me over to her. “You’re soooo tiny and light!!!!” She cooed over me as she squeezed me into a small hug and then turned me over onto my back to hold me like an infant. She rocked back and forth and cooed at me for a few moments while they continued to talk. “This dress is adorable, Mandy! Where did you get it?”
“Threadbare yesterday,” she said. “I went inside after we ate dinner out. This Princess was sound asleep, and Fred watched her in the car.”
“It really does make her look like a little princess,” her mom agreed. “You both would have loved that dress when you were little girls.”
“So, what do you want to do?” Amanda asked as she looked worriedly at me in Chloe’s arms.
“Well, I kind of want to buy a piece or two of baby gear for my granddaughter that I see you’re missing.”
“Like?” Amanda asked as I internally gulped.
“Well, you’re missing a swing and a walker for once,” she told her. “I mean, assuming you’re not going to follow Chloe’s lead and keep her from walking like her Littles.”
“How many times do I have to tell you it was for their own good, Momma?” Chloe asked. I felt her squeeze me a little tighter, and I grew more nervous. “Kacey convinced Kendra and Katie they should escape. It was only because of the neighbors that they all didn’t manage to toddle away that night! They showed that I couldn’t trust them to be that mature, so I took that decision away from them.”
There was an awkward pause before she said, “I hope you don’t make us do that with you!” Chloe said, looking down at me.
I shook my head and suddenly needed to pee. I decided to just let go, and sure enough, Chloe said, “Well, at least you’re not giving your Mommy a hard time about using the potty. Lord knows, I think even the training potty Cassie has for little Klara would be too big for you to get on without help!”
I sighed, “I know.”
“Here, why don’t you let me change her, and then we’ll get going,” Mandy said with her arms out.
“Oh nonsense, I’ve been changing diapers forever - I bet I can do just as well as Mommy, if not better, huh?” Chloe said and turned to the changing table. She pulled the strap across my stomach and said, “Mandy, how come you bought a regular baby changing table? What will you do if she starts fighting you?”
“I don’t think that’s going to be a problem, Chloe. She’s not tried to hit, bite, or kick me once in the first three days. If it was going to happen, it would have happened the first time I changed her or nursed her.”
She pulled my diaper cover down and said, “Mandy, why do you have her in regular Pampers? There are so many other diapers that are much cuter and make them waddle more!”
She reached down and said, “I mean, this princess-themed diaper is perfect! Plus, then you don’t have to change them as much!” Chloe untaped my diaper just then and exposed my groin.
“She likes the Pampers more, and I really don’t mind changing her more often.”
“You know I kind of like the Pampers on her better too,” their mom said, “it makes you believe she’s actually a real baby in them.”
“Hmmph,” Chloe said, “Why would you want to do that?”
“Because not every Little needs to be humiliated all of the time,” I found myself saying and then instantly regretted the words since she already had my naked bottom up in the air!
Chapter 17: Don't Antagonize...
"OH, SO YOU do have some spirit, huh?" She asked me with a menacing glint in her eye. "I wondered when you would talk back! I won't give you the spanking my girls would get for that this time..." She said as she lifted my ankles a little higher and pushed my body into a tighter crunch position.
"With all due respect, I didn't talk back. I just pointed out that maybe if you really feel we need to be babied, that could be fine, but then why wouldn't you be just as sweet and kind to us as you would to a real baby?"
Her eyes narrowed as she began wiping me. Her finger lingered inside my new parts a little longer than it should have, and she did the same in my butt. I bit my lip, though, and didn't give her the reaction I was sure she was expecting. "Well, I certainly do only act that way to my girls when they deserve it. Too often, you Littles all just act up, and then you need to be punished."
She finished up with some lotion and powder, and as she taped the second tape of the thicker diaper on, I said, "Wouldn't you act up if everything had been taken from you? All hope of a future of a job? Having your own babies? Of just going to the potty?"
She glared at me, pulled the diaper cover back over my diaper before she turned, and handed me to Amanda, "She's not physically needing to be restrained, but I'd take that tongue from her soon."
Amanda cuddled me and replied, "I like her tongue," she tickled my side, "and everything else about her. Yes, she has a difference of opinion from you, but she was very respectful the way she said it, wasn't she?"
Chloe just looked at her in disbelief, shook her head, and then asked, "Mom, are we going?"
"Sure, sweetie," she said. "Let's take your car Amanda since you probably have all of Stacy's stuff in it already."
With that command, Amanda grabbed my diaper bag and the other items needed for a day out with a baby… who just happened to be eighteen… years old. Amanda squeezed me gently as she began to set me in my seat whispered, "Careful sweetie, I wouldn't have been able to stop her from spanking you."
I just smiled up at her, "I love you, Mommy," was my reply.
Her whole face lit up at those words, and she smiled back at me, "Well… I love you too, Princess."
I was strapped into the carrier by Amanda in the back of the car. I was relieved when her mom sat next to me in the back, rather than Chloe. Before she closed the door, Amanda placed a bottle nipple in my mouth, and I moved my hands to hold the bottle. It was cold apple juice that was nice and sweet.
"You really are adorable," her mom said, looking at me. "Amanda, she fits into an infant carrier perfectly! I can't believe how tiny she is!"
"She's really easy to carry like that too since she's so light. If I didn't know how she had gotten that way, I would be really worried about her medical situation. Of course, we've had her checked over, and Fred has looked at her a bit too… She even has to use the infant nursers, as the larger size are too awkward for her to hold up."
"You said you did get her adoption registered?"
"Day before yesterday, I didn't want to risk someone trying to say that she was theirs instead."
"No, you wouldn't want that," she agreed. She peered down at me in the car seat and spoke softly, "Stacy, I can tell that you have some fire in you - but there's no way in this world you would ever be allowed to walk more than about ten steps before another woman would adopt you if my Amanda hadn't. I think you got quite lucky with her."
I continued nursing the bottle and nodded. Then, I pulled out the bottle long enough to say, "I know," before I went back to nursing it.
The drive to wherever it was that we were going seemed to take a while. "You two are going to love this new store! I still can't believe how humongous it is! It truly has everything you could possibly want!"
"What's different than the normal stores?" Amanda asked.
"Well, they have a lot more discipline items for one… you really might think of getting at least a few things for your girl here. I don't think she's as well behaved as you think she is! Probably just doing things when your back is turned."
"Lucky for us, she's a baby, so I don't turn my back on her, huh, Princess?" She said to me with what I knew had to be a smile in her voice. "Remind me to see if they have one of those mirrors that attach to car seats so I can see her face. That's the one thing I've never liked about rear-facing car seats."
"Why put her rear-facing then?" Granny asked.
"She's the size of a three-month-old… even if she has an adult body for a Little, I don't want to chance that the bigger physics of a crash with our car would cause a spinal injury. Even adults would be better off getting pushed back into a seat. I figure that in a few more years when the government mandates the self-driving vehicles, we'll all be sitting backward not long after."
"Rear-facing like an infant? No way!" Chloe scoffed, "Though I do like the idea of not driving… Too bad they're so expensive."
"So, what else do they have?" Amanda asked with interest getting her sister back on the topic.
"Well, there's a huge selection of adorable clothes for Littles and tweeners! But, of course, that probably doesn't matter as much for you since Stacy fits so easily in infants' clothes?"
"Yeah, there's not a piece of clothing on her that's from the Little's department. I don't even think they make Little's sizes that small."
"I don't think they do, actually…" Chloe said as if she was sad. "Well, if she was bigger, like my girls, you'd find a lot more selection of the clothes in that style. They also have some new nanny help items to keep them occupied and… happy."
"Happy?" Amanda asked.
"You know they're not adults but still have some of their needs, right?" She paused as if waiting for confirmation of a fundamental fact, "Well, studies have shown if you service their carnal needs, they behave better. There's a huge selection of items to do that with." She paused for a moment, "Katie and Kendra can't seem to get enough of their rocking horse and relief diapers."
I felt bile rise up in my mouth, and I almost threw up. Thankfully I had the bottle nipple to bite down on instead of my tongue!
Amanda said what I was thinking, though, "Chloe, you really do need to make up your mind about things. Stacy is just a baby; she doesn't need to think about such things!"
"Well, haven't you been thinking such things, Stacy?" Chloe asked me directly even though I couldn't see her. I could see her mother looking at me intently then.
"Honestly, no. I was pretty sheltered at home, and I'm kind of getting sick to my stomach picturing whatever twisted items you're thinking of! In my world, I'm pretty sure forcing things like that on someone would get you locked up for life if it wasn't mutually desired. It sounds like you just force it on people! That's rape!"
"Chloe, we're going to agree to disagree on this one. Stop antagonizing Stacy with the threat of those despicable items."
"You wait and see! She'll be begging for them before long."
"Somehow, I doubt that," Granny said. There was a sad look in her eyes that made me think that while she had loved babying Littles, including her Hannah, there'd probably been none of that treatment of her. But, on the other hand, I could certainly see how Amanda believed Chloe had been responsible for Hannah's death.
"I think I heard they have some toys that are helpful for learning there," Granny spoke up next to me.
"Learning?" Amanda asked.
"Might be something you would like at least… stuff to drill her on our basic math."
"Huh…" Amanda said thoughtfully.
I was actually curious about that one myself. I had heard that this dimension used a Base 60 math the last time I had been here and had been doing my best to practice the changeover from our Base 10 system. It helped when I read some articles that explained how we still had some relationships, especially in geometry, to the Base 60 system the Babylonians used. It wasn't second nature to me, though, like standard Base 10 math was... but at least I wasn't terrible at it now. I had done my best the last couple of years to change my calculus worksheets into Base 60 to practice. If a toy might drill that more, I would be okay with that! Even if it was designed for a baby!
"So, I hear Megan has a new boyfriend?" Chloe suggested.
Amanda laughed, "Maybe, but she's never going to settle down easily. About the only way she might is if she were to find her own Little… and she seems to be very opposed to that."
"Don't know what went wrong with her," Chloe said, "Who wouldn't want one?"
For her part, Granny sighed and looked at me, "Amazon women when they're young have what I would call a disease of the heart. They feel like they have to be mothers in order to live. But, with as hard as it is for us to conceive, you all make it much easier to deal with." Then, she whispered to me, "I'm glad to see that my daughter is treating you well."
Having been prepared for 'granny' to be a monster mother, I found myself surprised by that. I smiled around the nipple at her and kept nursing like a good baby.
As I nursed on the bottle, I couldn't help but feel that I needed to pee again. As much as I wanted to make it out of this world with my mind and body intact… I had no illusions that my potty training would survive! So I just went ahead and let it out into the diaper. My bladder felt relief, and for the moment, while the diaper was warm, it wasn't a terrible feeling. 'Not like this one can't hold like six of these bottles!' I sighed, 'I'm surprised the diaper cover fits over the top of it!'
Just as I had settled back down from wetting the diaper, we pulled to a stop in the parking lot. Granny reached over and undid her seatbelt before asking, "Amanda are we taking her carrier or just putting her down in the cart seat?"
"She likes the cart seat a Little better to see out of," she told her mom.
"Okay, I'll get her then," she said and reached over to my seat. She gave my tummy a little tickle, which made me giggle nervously. She undid the harness latch before opening her door and then picked me up. "You really are almost too light, Princess," she told me as she stepped clear of the car holding me. I leaned into her and gave her a small hug, making her smile. "Well, aren't you becoming affectionate?" She kissed my forehead and carried me behind Amanda and Chloe into the store.
Right away as we walked into the 'Littles Superstore,' I knew that this was not a place I would want to be with most Amazons as my' mother.' Immediately at the cart pick-up, the choices began... There were several different options from regular carts, some with infant carriers attached, and even carts meant for older children to sit a little more comfortably on plastic forward-facing seats with a seat belt. Some of those were even shaped like cars like I remembered in the grocery stores back home. Those carts seemed abnormally large compared to me, but at least they still seemed to be typical shopping carts. Next to those, though, were 'special' ones. Many options seemed to come with leg, hand, and even head restraints in some cases! It looked like one said something about instructions on the Little needing to just be in a diaper only so electrodes could make contact…
I shuddered, and Granny patted my back gently while walking to a traditional cart and setting me inside the seat. "Uh-oh! This seat is too big for you," she commented. "Amanda, do you have a blankie in her bag?"
"Sure, Mom, why?"
"Let me see it, please."
Chloe seemed to watch in disbelief as her mother kindly rolled the blanket up and put it behind my back, so I was more comfortable, "That better, baby?"
I nodded, "Thank you, Granny."
"You're very welcome!" She kissed my head again and said, "Let's see if there's anything in here worth buying for my granddaughter."
I was surprised in a way that Amanda let her mother push me around in the cart, but I guessed she was trying to let her mom earn my trust a bit more. I already felt I could trust her more than Chloe… but that wasn't saying much at this point! She paused at a large store directory board. Since the cart was sideways, I could see that the store was laid out with different sections like diapers, clothing, nursing, car seats, furniture, and toys like a typical baby store would have. They added punishment aids, mental treatments, and automated nursery sections too…
I gulped as I realized we were right next to the punishment section. "You sure you don't at least need a good paddle?" Chloe asked.
"No, Chloe, Stacy is a good little girl," she told her.
Another lady nearby was pulling a Little girl around with a short dress and a child's leash on looked at Amanda and said, "You should listen to her young lady, the hand is good in a pinch, but when they need to know who's Mommy you want something more firm! When you get your Little, you'll really understand. Regular babies like your little girl there are so much easier!"
"Umm… thank you for your opinion," Amanda said, "Come on, Mom, I would like to look at a few things over there, I think."
I was pushed in the cart down the store's aisles, and occasionally one of them would pick up an item to examine. Mostly it seemed Amanda must have already shopped most of the things before. For example, the pacifier aisle contained some cute pacifiers that she began looking through. "Which of these do you like better?" as she held some options out to me. A good dozen pacifiers ended up in the cart after a few minutes.
Just before we left the aisle, Chloe said, "You should get one of these for her too!"
The item in question was unquestionably cute, girly looking, and innocent until you looked at the label. 'Lockable Pacifier: Twist and lock pacifier in place so your Little can't pull it out. Keeps Littles seen but not heard!'
"Chloe, really?" Granny answered, "Have you heard her shout or scream once?"
"She talked back to me?"
"Only because you were being a witch!" Amanda said.
Chloe looked at both of them and just threw her arms up in the air, "I'm only trying to be helpful. I have three of these creatures at home. I have a lot more experience than either of you!"
"Calm down, Chloe; we're not saying you don't." Granny soothed, "But I think if you really pay attention, Stacy is most definitely not your normal Little."
"No, she's not, and I'm sure we'll not be needing one of those. She's perfectly happy to keep one in her mouth on her own," Amanda said and sympathetically offered me one of the pacifiers from my diaper bag.
"Thank you," I said around it.
She patted me on the head and said, "See?"
The glare continued, but we kept moving through the aisles. Then, finally, in the car seat aisle, she found a large mirror to mount to see me, and that would let me see her too. "Ooh, how about this?" Granny said from next to Amanda.
"What?"
"It's a TV screen you can hang from the headrest above her seat. She can watch movies on it instead of being bored." Granny told her.
"That's not cheap, though," she told her.
"Don't worry about it; it's one of her presents from Grandma!"
She smiled at me after putting the box in the cart, "We'll see if we can find you some safe movies to watch in another store later."
I nodded at her, and we were soon to another aisle she felt Amanda hadn't prepared for. "Oh dear, I thought we could pick up a walker for her here! Unfortunately, all of these are all going to be much too big for her."
"We can go to a regular baby store if you really want to buy her one later," Amanda told her. "She can walk, though, so that was why I hadn't even looked at them."
"Yes, she can walk, and yes, she is a good little girl, but every now and then, you'll be grateful to have the ability to let her walk around downstairs and not be able to get in certain places. Plus, it's a comfortable seat that she'll look adorable in!"
"We'll go somewhere else and look then later," Amanda said and smiled at me. Something in the smile told me we'd humor her, but it wouldn't be getting a lot of use. It seemed to me like it might not be a bad place to do homework in, though… I could actually remember a few memories of how much I loved mine as a baby!
Next to that aisle, we came across the 'Automated Nursery – Making Parenting Easier' aisle. "Oh Amanda, look at this!" Chloe cooed.
"What's that?"
"Well, it's like a modern swing… but it does so much more. Here let's put Stacy in it and try it!"
The device in question looked like some sort of high-tech baby bouncer or swing. I didn't get much of a look, though, before Granny helpfully picked me up and sat me in the seat. "Let's see how it works and if it's even the right size for you!" She buckled the five-point harness around me and looked at Chloe.
"See, it bounces her like a real mommy to calm her," she read off, and the swing started up, apparently activated by Chloe's voice.
It was actually soothing at first until Chloe pointed out, "ooh, it does more too!" She smirked at me, and I worried as she shouted, "Bad baby!"
All of a sudden, I was flipped forward to face the ground. My hands and legs were suddenly bound in some sort of cuffs! Then, before I could even begin to get my mind around what was going on, I felt a harsh tug as my diaper cover was quickly pulled down, and my diaper was ripped off! "What…?" I said just before I began to feel blows of huge hands on my butt!!!!!!!!
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Chapters 18 and 19
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 18: Changed
EACH BLOW FELT like a sledgehammer was coming down onto my bare skin!
"Stop!!!!!" Amanda cried out.
"Unable to stop until the unit has finished the punishment cycle," a mechanical woman's voice responded to them.
Whack, "Bad Baby!" it said over and over again. I began to bawl as it hurt more than anything I could ever remember!!!! Then, just as I had given up hope of the pain ever stopping, the machine shuddered to a stop with my face still dangling out like I was at the top of a roller coaster going down.
Amanda's hands were reaching to undo the buckle as I heard shouts of, "Well, help us get her out of this!"
"Hang on, baby, we'll get you out of this!" Amanda tried to soothe me as I kept bawling uncontrollably. Unfortunately, her comforting touch didn't mean much as she couldn't undo the buckle.
"Get her out of this!" Granny's voice snarled at the person.
"It won't release until it's finished the punishment cycle."
"And just how much more of a beating does this poor little girl need?!?!" Granny said, "It was supposed to be a swing!?!"
"Well, it is that, as well as a complete caregiver in absentia. It swings, feeds, and disciplines the Little as needed."
"So, how are we getting her out?" Amanda said coldly while holding onto my hand. My blood was rushing to my head a bit at this point.
"The only way I know of is to let it finish."
"How many times had it spanked her?" Another voice asked.
"Twenty?" Amanda's voice suggested.
"Eighteen," Chloe's voice piped in amused. "It looks like it's programmed to do thirty-five the first time to get its point across."
"So, she would have to be beaten seventeen more times?!?!" Amanda shouted angrily as I sobbed at the thought. "Where is the car seat aisle?" I heard her ask through my sobs.
"Over there…"
"I'll be right back, baby," she reassured me. "Momma, don't you let anyone turn this piece of junk back on!"
"Don't worry about that, honey," she said as she came and kneeled by me to take one of my bound hands. "Shhh… we'll get you out of this," she tried to reassure me.
I couldn't stop crying, even though the pain was beginning to fade a little. My skin still throbbed, though, and the thought of being spanked more by this torture device was unbearable. 'How can this seem reasonable for a first punishment?!?' I wondered as I sobbed. I worried Amanda would never come back, or we'd all get arrested, or something with me stuck in this machine. Time seemed to crawl by, but Amanda was soon back, and one of the management voices said, "No, you can't do that; it's expensive!!!"
"So is my daughter!" she screamed back.
Through my tears, I could see she held an emergency safety belt cutter in her hand. "Stay still, baby," she told me before she used it on the straps of the harness. Unfortunately, my situation only worsened as I now dangled by my hands and ankles toward the ground. "Stupid piece of junk!" Amanda screamed at it as she looked for anything that would release those too. She worked at it for several long moments before my feet were loose and then my hands.
Instantly I was in her arms being cuddled, "I'm so sorry, baby; if I'd had any idea that would have done that, I never would have let Granny put you in it!!!!"
"I don't think she's the problem," I told her softly when I had calmed down. "Chloe is the one who started the punishment cycle. I don't think Granny even knew it could do that."
"You're right, baby," she told me as she looked up and angrily glared at Chloe, "If you ever cause harm to my baby again… So help me, you will pay for the rest of your miserable life!"
She grabbed my diaper bag and stormed away from the scene. I sobbed as she carried me to the front of the store, and I found myself in a changing room. "Sweetie, I think this dress is done for…"
She quickly pulled the dress off of my head, and I could see that amid my struggling and her efforts to free me, the pretty dress was ripped in three places. I realized then that I had no idea where the diaper and the cover went. My face turned redder as I realized I had been naked for the world to see. Amanda reached into the bag and grabbed a regular Pamper for me, and lay my bottom on top of it. I winced as she rubbed some baby lotion onto my inflamed skin, "I'm sorry, baby." she told me. Then, with the diaper taped up, Granny dug out a spare romper from the diaper bag. I let her pull it over my head, and she had it snapped around my diaper in record time. I was sobbing uncontrollably and shaking all the while – it was like my worst fears come true!
She picked me up and just held me and cuddled me for a moment before sitting down at a bench in the room and presented me with her breast, "Maybe it will help?" She suggested to me as she nudged my head forward.
I couldn't see how her breast would make this better, but I was thirsty after screaming and crying, so I latched on and nursed. After that, I must have drifted off to sleep because I apparently missed a great deal of excitement.
SOMETIME LATER, I became aware that I was swinging around in the air. I started and shrieked a little before realizing I was in my carrier - not that torture device. The bottom of the carrier pressed just gently enough not to hurt my butt, but I could still feel the heat of the blows.
Amanda sensed I was regaining consciousness and placed the carrier down on something and looked at me, "How are you doing, baby?" she asked me while pulling out the pacifier in my mouth.
"Where are we?" I asked.
"Well, we're shopping at another store right now…" she told me.
My butt felt like it was still on fire, "My butt hurts," I told her.
"I know, if it's still really sore when we go home, we'll stop by and see Daddy at the hospital. I can't believe that machine!"
"What happened?"
"What do you mean?" She asked as she unbuckled me from the seat and said, "Mom can you latch this into the stroller and push it for a moment? I want to cuddle Stacy now that she's woken up."
"I don't blame you, dear," Grandma smiled at me as she took the seat from Amanda's other side, "I'm so sorry, Stacy, I had no idea."
I nodded, "I know you didn't." I looked around for Chloe but didn't see her, "Where's Aunt Chloe?"
"We made her find her own way home," Grandma said with a sigh. "If only…"
I didn't get a chance to ask what that meant before Amanda bounced me up and down a little and said, "Your grandma dealt with the managers after the police were called and we were in the changing room. They wanted the police to charge us with destruction of property. They were about to do it when Granny pointed out it was missing some necessary legal warning tags and signs. She then brought the police officers to where we were sitting, and you had fallen asleep nursing. As soon as they saw how tiny you were, and I pulled down your diaper to show how red your bottom was, they instead insisted on the model being removed from the store."
"I'm glad you didn't get in trouble," I told her while at the same time being mortified that my butt had been on display like that!
"Well, I'm not done with them yet. I fully plan to sue that store for this! Assault like that should never be okay, and there are actually some protection laws still in place that should keep that particular item from even being sold! Let alone sitting open in the store without some sort of safeguards!"
"Thank you for saving me," I told her and hugged her as best I could.
"I'm sorry I didn't catch it before it got out of hand," she told me. "Now, do you mind stopping for a while longer?"
"No more machines?" I asked nervously.
"No more machines!" She told me and kissed my forehead before hugging me tightly. "Come on, let's see if we can't spend all of Granny's money!"
I clung to her tightly as they wandered up and down the aisles of a regular baby store that didn't seem to have anything directed specifically to Littles. Grandma pushed the stroller around before stopping after a while. "Amanda, how about one of these? Do you have one already?"
I turned my head towards what she held up and blushed as I realized it was one of those slings that I had seen another Little in the first-time shopping. It held you to 'mommy' and let her keep her hands free. Looking at the packaging, though, I realized we were in a regular baby store as the picture showed a mostly bald baby sitting upright while the butterfly printed sling wrapped around the lady's shoulders and held her upright. The baby was smiling at the camera while I only wondered how humiliating that would be…
"No, I don't… do they really help?"
"You can't do anything with your hands right now, right?"
"Not easily," she said.
"It lets you have two hands free and keep her close. With as light as she is, I bet you could probably carry her most of the day and never even notice."
"What do you think, Stacy?" she asked me. Something about her eyes told me she did care what I thought.
"It's kind of embarrassing…" I started, "but I guess no more so than wearing a diaper and nursing from you."
"Okay, mom, we'll get it."
"Great!" she said, and we continued wandering until we got to an aisle of walkers. They cooed over several before deciding on a pink one with a half dozen toys in the front that were removable. It made sounds and even had a handle on the back that was supposedly for the baby to use to help learn to walk by pushing it when they got older. 'I hope a regular kid doesn't push me.' I thought about it.
"The activity stuff does come off so she can use it to do homework since you seem to be wanting her to go to school still…" her mom said.
"Yeah, we'll get this one," Amanda said without even asking me this time.
We were walking for a little bit longer when I suddenly felt a cramp in my gut, and I forced myself not to groan out loud. But, unfortunately, this was not my day! "Mommy, how much longer are we shopping?"
"Probably a couple more hours," she told me.
"Okay," I told her and leaned back in her. She stuffed a pacifier in my mouth as if to keep me from talking anymore just then. It could have annoyed me, but instead, I found it was pretty soothing to nurse on it.
'I'm not going to make it a couple more hours,' I admitted to myself. I tried to hold on until we were in a place where Amanda could change me quickly - hopefully with some privacy. But, as they moved on towards the clothing section, I knew it wasn't meant to be. Amanda set me down on the ground to toddle after going through the racks when the next cramp hit.
A sticky mass piled into the back of my diaper for a long moment. It was accompanied by the still new feeling of pee traveling through my new parts, and I felt the diaper swell as it soaked it all in. When I was done, I noticed Granny watching me with a smile, "Aww, did someone make a poopy?"
I felt tears go down my face and just nodded, "If you want to keep looking, Amanda, I can take Stacy and go change her?"
Amanda looked down at me, and I looked at her with my teary eyes. She decided then, "Go ahead, Mom, here's her diaper bag." She paused, "It's one less stinky diaper for me to change," she smiled at us both as I looked at her over Granny's shoulder as she patted my back and carried me past where I could see Amanda.
I tried not to shake in terror at being left alone with another Amazon!
Chapter 19: Granny's Little Girl
GRANNY CARRIED ME to the baby changing station in the bathroom at the front of the store as I nervously clung to her while also not feeling safe with her.
‘I hope she doesn’t do anything bad…’ a part of my brain began to think before I reminded myself that she had been tame compared to Chloe the whole time since I’d met her. Part of me really wondered why she was acting so nice, given the horrific acts that I had heard happened with Amanda’s ‘sister’ Hannah. I really just hoped that I would be getting this uncomfortable mess sticking on my behind cleaned up.
“It’s okay, baby,” she cooed at me as she opened the door to the bathroom.
“No!!!!! You can’t do this to me, you bitch!!!!!!”
I jolted and saw a man, well Little, being stripped of what looked like a set of wet khaki pants. Granny froze just inside the doorway, and I felt my eyes widen as I watched the man be smacked on his butt more times than the machine had hit me earlier. Eventually, the smacks stopped when you could no longer understand any of the cries from the man. I watched in disbelief as she began to set him down on the changing table. “You obviously aren’t ready to be an adult,” the lady said in a no-nonsense voice.
“But you cheated! I could have made it to the bathroom…” he whined through a raspy voice.
“But you didn’t, so you’re mine. We’ll get the adoption all done here in a bit. I’m glad you were here to help me shop for that baby gift, though, Dennis,” she said.
“My name’s not Dennis!”
“It is now unless you want it to be Denise,” the lady said.
I watched the poor man stripped naked, and a poor fitting diaper was taped on. She picked him up off of the changing table and looked at Granny and me, “Oh my! Isn’t she just the most precious baby?” She sniffed a moment, “Uh-oh, did you make a present in your diapee for your Mommy?”
I was glad she kept her hands off of me, and Granny’s tighter grip on me suggested she thought the same. “I’m her Granny,” she told her. “Are you done by chance?”
“Why certainly! She’s a real baby, right?”
Granny nodded as I was laid down on a changing pad, “Just has a ton of hair for some reason… Well, and she’s older than she looks. She’s eighteen months old.”
“So, she’s actually going to be a Little?” She paused as she washed her hands somehow while holding onto the broken man. “Does she have normal-sized parents?”
“Her Momma was like this too, she ended up hitting nearly eleven feet, so it’s hard to say what will happen with her. Her Daddy is even taller, so I would be surprised if she doesn’t grow like a weed before too long.”
“Well, we’ll let you get to changing that uncomfy diapee, huh?” She said as she looked at her new Little. “I know you’ll be making Mommy a stinky present like that soon, too, huh?” The lady squeezed the poor guy tight. “Let’s get you away from here since you don’t work here anymore. I bet we’ll find better clothing options for you at Le Bébé down the road.”
The poor guy whimpered some more, and I felt terrible for him. Looking at him compared to me, I could tell he was way taller than I was. He might have even been as tall as I used to be before I came, and the lady just manhandled him as easily as a toddler! Fortunately for me, the door closed, and Granny got to work by opening up my romper snaps and sliding the cloth back up to my armpits. “Arms back here, sweetie,” she told me and moved my arms up above my head.
The tapes were ripped off, and I grimaced as the smell wafted towards my nose. Granny used the messy diaper to wipe as much poop off my butt as she could. My legs continued to be suspended in the air for several moments while she then used baby wipes to clean every bit off of my bottom. As the wipe dug into my anus for a second, I squirmed, “Just be a good girl, sweetie, almost done.” A second later, she was done. Unfortunately, she had to do the same with the new lips down there, too, and I squirmed more because it still felt so weird to have them.
She placed a new diaper beneath my bottom and left it open a moment while she balled up the old diaper and put it in a trash can next to it. “I’m going to put some of this cream we bought at the store on that sore booty, sweetie. Hopefully, it will help you feel better sooner.”
I squirmed with the still unusual feeling of someone putting hands on my private parts, but as she spread the sticky lotion on my butt, I could feel it numb the area, and instead of the throbbing pain, it became a lot more tolerable. Then, the door opened again, and this time a pregnant lady and an Amazon girl who was probably elementary school-aged came in. “Look at the pretty baby Momma!” the girl said, pointing towards me.
“Yes, she’s a cutie, isn’t she! Just like you used to be!”
“I was never that small, was I?” The girl asked.
“When you were a newborn, you were a bit smaller, but you grew into the big girl you are now, huh?”
The girl giggled and nodded, “Yes, Momma, I’m not a baby anymore.”
“Well, you’re still my baby, even when your little brother gets here!” The mom looked at me for a moment beside the door and said, “Now go potty like a good girl!”
The lady lingered for a moment before going to her own stall. Thankfully my diaper was quickly taped shut, the romper snapped, and then Grandma washed her hands before coming to let me down. “Okay, Granny needs to use the potty; come here,” she told me and started to bring me into the stall.
“We can watch her for a moment if you’d like?” The lady offered.
“Thanks, but if I let her out of my sight, my daughter will beat me to death!”
The lady laughed, “I can imagine!”
I was carried with Granny into an open stall, and she stood me up on my legs next to the toilet once she closed the stall door. Because I was so short, I couldn’t even see the top of the toilet, but as she sat down, I turned and faced the door, hoping she would hurry. I didn’t want to know about the sounds made! It didn’t take long before I heard the toilet paper roll moving and heard her pull her clothes back on. She washed her hands, and she carried me back to where we had left Mommy.
“All clean?” Amanda asked when we got back.
“Yep! She’s such a good baby!”
“Yes, she is!” She said and held her arms out for Granny to give me back. She hugged me and said, “You want to sit in your stroller while we shop?”
I just nodded as I didn’t want to walk, and I think she was tired of carrying me. I was strapped into the carrier seat, and she asked, “Do you want your baba?”
I nodded, and she handed me another bottle of apple juice that I let her exchange my pacifier for and began nursing it slowly. “What did you find so far?” I heard Granny ask her as she pushed down a canopy over my face.
“Well, these dresses are too cute to leave here!” She said, and I could just make out a few dresses before she gave them to Granny to look at.
“She’ll look adorable in these!” Then, she paused, “I love the diaper cover on this one!”
“Isn’t it adorable?”
“Yes, it is,” she said while I got a view of a diaper cover with several rows of frills going down it, along with a massive blow on the middle of the butt.
Since the infant carrier locked into the stroller and faced Mommy the whole time, I could only see what she occasionally brought into my view. I couldn’t even try and see straight up thanks to a canopy that was folded down, so I quickly became bored and sighed quietly. ‘It beats being spanked by a machine!’ I told myself and grimaced as I thought about my still sore butt. ‘I feel so horrible for Chloe’s ‘babies.’
I had no illusions that she was any better with them… and the thought of her being free to do whatever she wanted to me or anyone else was terrifying. She wasn’t alone, though, either; half of the Amazons we had encountered seemed just to have a desire to abuse their Littles in some sort of sick game. If I had guessed wrong with Amanda and Fred, things might have quickly gone from awkward to horrifying without any chances to get away.
‘I hope I can go to college still… if I can’t, this was a total waste of a life.’
“I like this one,” I heard a while later as I noticed we were now in a furniture-type aisle, and I saw a baby’s swing in my vision. I squirmed and found myself whimpering as I looked at something that didn’t look too far from what I’d been in earlier. I pulled the bottle out of my mouth and looked at the device, terrified it would repeat my earlier abuse.
“Oh, it’s okay, Stacy, this isn’t one of those same types,” Amanda soothed and took the empty bottle and put a pacifier in my mouth. I felt tears going down my face and shook involuntarily. “Momma, I think we’ll skip one of those for now. I think Stacy won’t go near one of those ever now.”
Granny looked down on me and sighed before saying, “Yeah, I can see why she’d be terrified of them. Maybe in a couple months?”
“Maybe…” Amanda said and gently wiped my face with a Kleenex while saying, “It’s okay, baby.”
“So, is that it?” Granny asked.
“I think so, let’s go check out, and we’ll go grab a bite to eat.”
“Sounds good,” Granny replied.
I sat there like a good baby as we went through the checkouts. “Your baby is adorable!” a lady in line said while peering her giant head into my carrier.
“Thank you,” Amanda said.
“How old is she?”
“Three months,” she told her.
“How does she have so much hair already?”
“I don’t have a clue, honestly. The doctors figured her baby hair would have fallen out – she had a full head of it when she was born! So far, though, it’s just kept growing. It’s so soft I hope it doesn’t!” Amanda winked at me.
“With that much hair, you could almost believe she was a really tiny Little, but her cheeks and not having breasts… Well, it’s obvious she’s a real baby. It would be nice to get our Little to look like that. You get to have so much fun with the clothes that she fits into at that age!”
“We do,” Amanda said as the cashier began checking out their purchases.
“Amanda, I insist you let me buy this stuff… especially after what happened earlier!”
“You don’t…”
“Please?”
“Okay, Momma, we’ll step off to the side then,” she said as she pushed my stroller forward, and I could just make out a stack of clothing, baby gear, and the walker on the belt.
“How’s that diapee doing?” Amanda asked me as she stuck her hand inside the romper. “Ooh, wet again, already?” She asked me.
“Mom, we’re going to go change her diaper; we’ll meet you right back out here?”
“Why don’t you give me your car keys, and I’ll pull the car up?”
Amanda reached into the diaper bag and grabbed her keys. She passed them to her mom before pushing the stroller to the bathroom. My diaper was changed quickly in there with no one else coming in. Just as we were leaving, I heard a page, “James, please page the front office immediately,” and just as the line clipped, “where is he?” bled through.
‘I guess his name was James,’ I thought to myself. ‘I can’t imagine being kidnapped from work!’
Outside, the car was waiting, and Amanda had my seat latched into the base in record time. “Where to for lunch?” She asked her mom as she sat down. It was only then, as I really looked up at the seat in front of me, that I realized I could sort of see them now through a mirror that was placed on the headrest. I appreciated that inroad into the isolation of the back seat!
“Well, how about the soup and salad place down the road?”
“That will work,” she agreed quickly.
I sat in the seat and had the opportunity to see more through the little mirror. Of course, the view wasn’t perfect, but I could now see a little bit of the road ahead of us through the gap. I could also see Granny digging through her purse for something. “I meant to give this to you earlier, Amanda,” she told her as she handed something over while we were at a stoplight.
“Cool,” she said with a cheerful voice, “tell Cassie thanks for me… Is the plan still for everyone to go to your house for lunch Sunday?”
“Yes, and we’ll make sure Chloe doesn’t get ahold of Stacy.”
“Why…?” Amanda asked softly.
“I wish I knew where your father and I went wrong,” Granny told her. “At least with Cassie, she’s not as cruel about it with Neville as Chloe is.”
“Mom, how has Chloe not been accused of abuse?”
“You and I both know there’s not much that can be done for Littles…”
The car started up again, and I lost the rest of the conversation as the engine noise, and lower voices hid it from my ears. Finally, I watched through the mirror as she pulled into a parking lot and then came around to unbuckle me. “Come on, sweetie, let’s get some lunch!”
“Do I have to eat salad?” I asked nervously.
“You don’t like salad?” She asked.
I shook my head, “Soup?”
“I guess, but you’re going to need to learn to eat some things you don’t like if you don’t want to just end up eating out of a jar the whole time.”
My eyes opened in fear, but I nodded. The pacifier hung from my romper as we walked to a counter, paid, and they got two plates of salad, two regular-sized bowls of soup, and then a smaller bowl of soup for me. Granny grabbed a highchair for me, and I was set into it gently, buckled, and just waited patiently. I was pretty sure feeding myself soup wasn’t going to be allowed!
“I think this has cooled enough, baby,” she told me after she and her mom had been eating for a while. “Let’s get your bib on you first!”
A cute bib that said “Mommy’s Princess” was fastened around my neck, and she carefully fed me a spoonful of the vegetable soup. It wasn’t too bad, so I ate it as quickly as she would spoon it into my mouth. After a while, she had a forkful of lettuce she brought to my mouth, “Open up, baby,” she told me.
I looked at her and shook my head, “I won’t ask you again, baby,” she said, “Just one bite is all I’ll make you take.”
I groaned but opened up and chewed up the tasteless leaves I couldn’t stand!
“It’s not that bad!” Amanda admonished me.
“Is too…” I whined.
“Okay, here, you can have some more soup…” she told me and spooned another spoonful. We continued that until the soup was gone, but I was still hungry. I watched her eat some more forks of salad and couldn’t even think to ask for that.
“Someone still looks hungry,” Granny said.
“Yes, but she doesn’t want a salad?”
I shook my head.
“Okay then, come here. We’ll get a little more in your belly,” Amanda told me. I only had to wonder for a moment what she was planning exactly before I was in her arms while she struggled with her top and bra to present me with her breast. “Go on, sweetie,” she told me gently and kissed the top of my head.
I sighed but began nursing and listened as the conversation around me most definitely wasn’t including me in it. “You look so natural there nursing,” Granny told her.
“It feels that way too…”
“I wish this wasn’t the only way you could have a baby,” Granny told her.
‘Huh?’ I asked myself.
“Well… it’s not like you asked for the gene to be in your and dad’s family.”
“I know, but I hate that both you and Chloe ended up with it. At least Cassie was able to have two before she couldn’t.”
I felt her move slightly and would have come away from her breast if she hadn’t held me there. “I know… who knows why we had that… at least I get to have my cute Stacy here – she’s better than I could have ever dreamed of.”
They spoke for a few more minutes before the breast was empty; I was burped and switched to the other side. By the time Amanda burped me again, her milk was sloshing around in my belly with the soup, and I was feeling quite tired. A pacifier was pushed into my mouth, and I drifted off in the car carrier en route to wherever they were going next.
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Chapters 20 and 21
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 20: C.A.R.E.
WHEN I WOKE up, I was being suspended in the air by fabric in the new sling they had bought. I moved a bit, and Amanda cooed, “Hold on, sweetie, and I’ll adjust you to where you can see where we’re going.”
I had been in a typical infants’ cradle position, and she moved me to an upright position like I remembered on the packaging. She looked down at me and gave me a kiss on the forehead, “You are so adorable!” I could see a little over her shoulder and then a bit to my right, but my primary view was her. The fabric held me firmly below my diaper, and I felt safe as she began walking again through what I decided was another mall.
“Where are we?” I asked as I let the pacifier fall from my mouth.
“Westgate Mall,” she told me, “I’m glad you’re awake as your Granny and I want to buy a few things for you here that we want you to pick out!”
“Okay…” I said nervously.
I expected to be walked into another baby store, a toy store, or even the next clothing store. I didn’t expect to walk into a bookstore like Barnes and Noble back home. Especially given how advanced technology was here, I was shocked that they had places like this still! “Let’s look over here first, Momma,” she said.
I watched as we approached a massive set of bookshelves and mentally slapped myself as I realized just how tiny I was now! The area was a test prep section of the store, and the books were nearly two-thirds my size. “Those books seem really big!” I found myself saying aloud.
“Yes, they are. I think we’ll be putting your books on a tablet for school. I don’t think there’s any way you’ll be able to carry a backpack full of them,” she told me. “I want to get a book or two for you to study before your placement exam next week.”
“I have a test next week already?”
“You’re a Little Stacy… the university will need to make sure you still belong in school. If you don’t do well enough on the test, they may suggest you go back to high school… or even back to preschool.”
My eyes opened wide, “But you promised!”
“We did, and because we promised you, I want to help you make sure you get through this test.”
I leaned into her and said, “Thanks,” I leaned into her, “sorry…”
“After the day you’ve had?” She asked, “I can’t say that I blame you. Momma told me what you saw in there when you went in with her to get your diaper changed.”
I nodded, “So what’s the test I’m taking?”
“College Aptitude Readiness Exam,” she told me, “CAREs are considered to be the best way for a university to examine Littles.”
“Is it even a fair test?” I asked her.
“Good question… Obviously, some Littles must pass, so all we can do is try, huh?” She asked as she hugged me before grabbing a book on a shelf high enough that I didn’t believe any Little would have a chance to grab it! She opened it in front of me, and I flipped through some of the giant pages with her. It had some textbook-type work in the front and several practice tests that seemed the most useful. It also came with a subscription to a website with a few realistic practice tests. We grabbed another too before walking through more of the store.
“How about some fiction books?” I asked her.
She looked at me and shrugged. I grabbed one that looked like Tolkien’s Lord of the Rings, but different in this dimension with Gandalf being an elf? I also picked out several others, including one that supposedly told the tale of a Little who won their freedom. The last looked like it had sat on the shelf forever with the dust on it. A few other books on computers and some on history joined it before I eventually was carried to the children’s section. Several preschool-and-elementary math workbooks were added to the collection. Granny also added a couple of bedtime story-worthy picture books.
“Why?”
“Don’t you want Mommy to tell you a bedtime story at night?” Granny asked.
I blushed and shrugged, “Okay,” was my response.
The bag from that store was heavy enough they decided to take it back to the car before walking some more through the mall. After a while, though, it was clear to me that Granny was getting tired, and Amanda seemed to be ready to call it quits too. So the car, when we returned to it, was stuffed to the brim of new clothes, toys, baby stuff, and now books that hopefully would appeal to me!
We drove for a while until we must have reached Granny’s house. From what I could see, it seemed to be a little smaller than our house but looked well-kept and had a pretty yard with rose bushes in the front. “So, you’ll be here for lunch Sunday?” She confirmed.
“Yes, we’ll be here… hopefully, Chloe will behave.”
“If she doesn’t, I’ll send her home. She was way out of line today!”
Amanda hugged her mom and said, “Thank you, Momma, I love you!”
“I love you too, sweetheart,” she said as she opened the door.
Then, my door was opened, and Granny looked down at me, “You be a good girl and study! But, if you can’t get into college, I’m sure the daycare would be more than happy to help take you!” She smiled at me. Earlier today, I thought she would prefer that decision, but she seemed to be a different person entirely from what I expected. She kissed my forehead, and I felt a finger check my diaper. “Amanda, make sure you change her when you get home. She’s probably close to leaking.”
“Yes, ma’am,” she told her, and soon we were driving back down the roads and highways.
“Thank you for being such a good girl today Stacy,” she told me, “If I was you, I probably would have gone on a rampage after all that you’ve been through and be demanding to go back home!”
I grimaced and said, “Well, I’m not going to lie - if you weren’t who you are, I think I would be regretting this decision already. Well, if I was still capable of regretting it...”
“Most of the time, those people like Chloe leave just enough adult in you so that you can fight back and make them feel like you deserve to be treated like that.”
I just nodded, “I felt so bad for that guy earlier; you could tell someone in the store was looking for him as we left.”
“Well, when you visited before, there were at least some rules in place. If a Little was smart enough to wear a diaper, they were pretty much safe – you as a Little had to give permission to be taken home with them… Of course, ‘permission’ is just a word, in all honesty, but it seemed to help a little bit. Now that law has been all but gutted… Any unclaimed Little not in or out of a diaper just has to be seen doing anything immature can be declared to have a case of maturosis, and they can be claimed.”
“So, what about me going to school?”
“You’re not unclaimed… and I made sure we’ve filed all of the paperwork along with linking it with your application, so the school has to acknowledge our parental authority to enroll you.”
We were pulling up to our house now. I could see through the mirror, and she opened the garage door. “The one thing they can pull is if you do really badly on your placement CAREs, but the score has to be pretty low... So I made sure you are allowed to use your diaper there, but we’ll be making sure you have nothing to drink or eat a few hours before you go to keep anyone from playing other games with you if we can help it.”
I nodded. Amanda came around the side to my carrier after the garage door closed and picked me up, “Uh-oh,” she said. “You leaked! I guess we should have changed you at Granny’s, huh?” She asked me. Sure enough, I looked down at the car seat, and there was a massive darker spot in the fabric where my romper was also soaked through.
“How did I not notice?” I asked her.
“You know what my milk does to you, and you’ve had several sessions today,” she reminded me.
I sighed, “It would be a whole lot easier to hate if it tasted bad.”
“So, it tastes good?” She asked with a bemused smile as she carried me upstairs.
I grimaced but nodded, “It’s almost like a vanilla milkshake.”
“Well, I’m glad you like it, as I keep getting full every time I turn around. Your diaper is not the only thing leaking!”
I looked down at her chest just as she sat me down on the changing table and noted the growing spot over her right breast. “So, let’s change one leaky diaper, and then maybe you can help me out?”
I sighed and said, “I guess I can’t say no when I already admitted it tastes good?”
She smiled at me and tickled me a little before laying me back on the changing table. My diaper was opened, I was wiped clean, and a new diaper was put on me in record time for her. Then, she sat down in the glider without putting anything else on me. I watched as she pulled her shirt over her head, leaving just her bra on before she pulled it off, too, leaving her completely topless. Finally, she pulled me into her breast, and I had to admit there was something nice about having my bare skin completely touching her warm skin as I nursed.
She seemed to feel the same way as I could feel a lot of tension in her relaxed as I nursed. Finally, when I finished, she burped me and then brought me back into her arms and said, “Okay, I know you may be getting a bit sleepy, but do you want to come back downstairs with me and sit in your playpen?
“Do I have to?”
“I thought you could look at one of those test-prep books?”
I thought for a second and nodded, “Okay, but can I have a new outfit and diaper first?”
“You think just because you wet that brand-new diaper already, it’s time for a change?”
I nodded.
“Well, if the Princess insists…” she tickled my unprotected belly, and I giggled.
The diaper was pretty well soaked for such a short time, I thought, but given how much I’d had to drink in the past couple of hours, I wasn’t surprised. ‘As soon as I begin nursing, it’s like my body has to expel urine… I just hope whatever is in Amanda’s milk won’t cause cancer or something!’
I groaned a bit when I realized she was dressing me in the thicker princess diapers! Given I’d made her change my diaper twice in an hour, though, I was sure that was my own fault! I was quickly redressed in a cute dress with an embroidered flower with a bee on it. She carried me down to her room and sat me on the bed while she changed her bra and shirt. Amanda wiped off her breasts first of a substance I was sure had to be my slobber… ‘Eew,’ I thought to myself.
As soon as she had thrown on fresh clothes, she picked me back up and carried me downstairs to leave me in the playpen. I tried to stand up and found myself back on my butt a moment later from the diaper, bowing my legs too much with the soft floor of the playpen. Finally, I just sighed and sat back up to watch Amanda come in and out of the garage. She brought me one of the test prep books and laid it on the playpen floor for me.
“Do you have a highlighter and a pencil?” I asked.
“I’ll be back with some,” she told me. Several minutes later, she was back with both, and I couldn’t help but once again have a moment of size shock. The pencils in our dimension would be about six inches long on average; they were easily a foot or more in length in this new world! Add to the fact that I was now tiny by either world’s standards, and the pencil was nearly as long as my stubby legs!
Amanda watched me for a moment and asked, “Can you use that one?”
“I don’t know… we’ll just have to try!” I told her.
I sat down with the book and opened the first page with a lot of effort. It wasn’t that the page was heavy; it was more that it was nearly two-thirds my new length. It reminded me of the time I’d gotten a chance to look at some architectural diagrams and how tricky it was to open them! I quickly read through the first chapter that served as an introduction to the test.
The College Aptitude Readiness Exam (CARE) will measure a student’s readiness for university coursework in Reading Comprehension, Writing, Math, Sciences, and Basic Reasoning. The test allows for up to six hours for testing, with no breaks allowed for test security.
‘What?!?’ I thought to myself. ‘Six hours with no breaks?’
Should any test taker need to leave due to illness or a potty accident, the test will be considered complete and grade what the tester has completed at that time.
‘So, they’re just trying to make excuses to make Littles into babies….’ I thought to myself. As I read through more of the introduction, I couldn’t help but feel dismayed at the cards stacked against anyone who wanted to go to college and had to take this test! I was flipping through a FAQ section and found a somewhat helpful section.
Q: Are disposable diapers or pull-up garments allowed in the testing room?
A: Yes, diapers and pull-ups are allowed in the room, providing the Little checks the box on the sign-in sheet disclosing they are wearing them.
Q: May a soiled diaper or pull-up be changed during the exam?
A: Unfortunately, a soiled garment may not be changed due to test security. Wet diapers or pull-ups may continue to be worn, and the tester may continue taking the test until they deem themselves finished or unable to continue testing. Should a tester defecate, they will have their test marked completed. Someone will help them out of the testing center to get an appropriate change; they will not be allowed to remain in the testing room for sanitary reasons and avoid distracting other testers.
I shuddered as I realized I would have to be very careful to not have anything of a need to poop that day. ‘If I have an accident during this test, it’ll all be for naught!!!’ I felt my stomach churn at the thought of failing at my goal so soon after getting to the dimension!
Chapter 21: Settling
‘IT’S NOT ANY different than every day will be, though,’ I thought to myself.
Amanda surprised me then by picking me up suddenly, “I’m sorry, baby, I didn’t mean to scare you,” she told me as she realized what she had done.
Inadvertently I knew I had peed a little in the diaper and sighed, “What?”
“It’s time to eat din-din,” she told me.
“But it’s only…” I said before looking at a clock and realizing I must have been looking through that book for a couple of hours. I smelled some chicken dish coming from the kitchen where she carried me.
“You certainly get focused on your work, don’t you?” She asked me as I noticed Fred wasn’t home.
I nodded, “I always have… it’s part of why I like computers, I think. I have the patience to sit through and code until it works… Where’s… Fr… err… Daddy?” I asked.
“He called a few minutes ago and said he got pulled into an emergency surgery on a pregnant woman in a collision.” She looked at me and shrugged, “I married a doctor, so I expect this to happen every now and then. But, because of the way the hospital schedules on-call duties, he actually doesn’t have it very much anymore, but if he’s there when it comes in at the end of the day, he sticks around until the patient is taken care of.”
I nodded, “Sounds like he’s probably a pretty good doctor then.”
She sat me down in the highchair and latched the harness. “Most people think he is! Now, just because Daddy isn’t here doesn’t mean we don’t eat! So, let’s get some chicken in that belly of yours!” The tray was placed in front of me, and then a bib was tied around my neck.
I watched as she put some sliced chicken breast pieces on a cute plate with this dimension’s equivalent of Disney Princesses. Then, she began cutting them into tiny square chunks – mutilating the meat. I knew better than to argue about it; she could always throw it in the food processor if she wanted! A pile of mashed potatoes ended up on the plate too, and then she put the plate down on the tray in front of me and handed me an almost me-sized plastic spork.
“I’m feeding myself?” I asked.
“Well, you don’t have to if you don’t want to,” she smiled at me, “but given how good you’ve been as a baby today, I think a little bit of independence is okay?”
I smiled, “Thanks,” and began using the spork first on the mashed potatoes. They were delicious with just the right amount of pepper and salt, along with garlic and… probably some cheese. The meat I was able to get stabbed on the tines of the spork and was amazed by how juicy and tasty it was. I made a satisfied sound and said, “You are a really good cook!”
“Thank you, sweetheart,” she told me as she was eating her own plate of food. “Did you learn anything while you were studying?”
“That these CARE tests really seem to just be a way to place more Littles into nurseries than universities?”
She grimaced but nodded, “I’ve heard some things, but I really don’t know anything that specific about it.”
“Did you know it’s a six-hour test with no breaks?”
Her eyes opened, “bathroom breaks are allowed, right?”
I shook my head, “No, and I get the feeling a wet diaper is the best thing you can hope to have. If you otherwise wet your pants without protection or poop… well, I wouldn’t be surprised if you were immediately taken to another school?”
She nodded at that, “I had heard many Littles end up not going to school – or at least college - after them… I didn’t know specifically why, though.”
“So, between now and next week, we’re going to have to figure out a way to keep me from pooping for six hours.”
“Well, I think I have an idea… you won’t like it, but I don’t think you’ll have much of a choice if you want to make it through. It’s not exactly a dinner conversation topic, though.”
I grimaced, “I’m pretty sure I know what you’re going to suggest… no, it’s not.”
“So, did you get through any of the subject stuff yet?”
“I scanned through the reading section. That part seems pretty simple, maybe even easier than our tests back in my dimension.” For the next half-hour, we both ate and talked like I might have with my mom or dad now. The fact that I was sitting in a highchair, a wet diaper, a bib on my neck, and looking like a tiny baby; didn’t enter into things for one of the first times since I had arrived.
After we were both done, she came over to me and used the bib to wipe off a spot of mashed potatoes on my lip. She then used a baby wipe on my hands and face before setting me down on the ground.
“Okay, sweetie, you just told me that you’re basically going to have to stay in a diaper for over six hours this week… I kind of want you to get used to that. Can you hold off on a change until your bath in an hour?”
I thought about it for a moment and nodded, “Can I keep studying for now?”
“That should be fine…” she hesitated before asking, “How about trying your walker to study in?”
I looked in the living room corner and just noticed the pink walker sitting on the hardwood floor. She must have assembled it earlier while I was engrossed in the book. “Can you pull the toys off so I can set the book down?”
“Sure!” She said with a smile.
I walked over to the walker, and she lifted me up into the cushioned seat. My feet just barely touched the ground enough for me to propel it, “Is this the highest setting?” I asked, wondering if it could be lowered and trying a few steps.
“No, sweetie, it’s the lowest,” she told me, “given that’s an actual baby one, I don’t think we’ll find one any shorter!”
I groaned, “Well, at least I can reach… barely!” I told her.
She reached into the playpen and grabbed the book and supplies I’d been using earlier, and handed it to me. It was kind of an awkward system, but I was able to get the book propped between my belly and the front of the walker, and the pencil and highlighter sat just in reach on the side. Amanda also delivered a baby bottle of juice to me in the little cup holder spot.
“So, comfy?” She asked.
I thought for a moment and nodded, “I remember as a baby loving my walker, actually.”
She smiled, “and it’s not mechanical!”
I shuddered and nodded. “Please keep it that way!”
She laughed and leaned down to kiss my head before she began moving about the house. I could just tell she had moved another load of laundry from the washer to the dryer from the sounds I was hearing. In the meantime, I just began getting back into my studying. I scanned through the reading section, not really worried about that one too much. From what I could see, it really was as easy as I had told Amanda.
The real test was on a computer, which boosted my confidence considerably! I worried a bit about typing fast enough on the keyboard and decided it might be a good idea to practice typing on her keyboard some more. Depending on what shortcuts were available on their keyboard, it might be more or less complicated… The mouse could be tough to deal with, too, if it wasn’t gesture-based like Amanda’s. I was under no illusions that they would be providing keyboards and computers appropriate to my size. I honestly expected the only accommodation for our size was to be a booster seat to reach the desk…
I looked carefully through some of the writing prompts and looked at the grading guidelines. Nothing seemed unusual about any of it to me, and if anything, I felt like I would be in okay shape for knowing those. “Hello, Princess!” I heard from next to me as I was startled by Fred’s arrival. “You look adorable!” He said as he reached in and picked me up from the walker.
“Hi, Daddy,” I told him.
“What are you working on so intently?”
“A practice guide for the CARE test.”
“Oh… I forgot you are taking that next week. How do you feel about it?”
“It’s not too bad… I’m just worried about any tricks they may pull while I’m doing it.”
“We’ll do what we can to help you there,” he told me. “Why don’t we go find Mommy, and she can tell me where dinner is?”
He carried me away from my study material, but given I looked at the clock and realized two hours had passed, I decided that would have happened soon anyway. We found Amanda in my nursery hanging up a pile of new clothes in the closet. “Did you leave anything in the store?” He asked before going up to her and kissing her.
“Eeww,” I said for payback of having to be right in the middle of an intimate moment like that.
“What?” Amanda teased, “Jealous?”
I leaned into Fred, “He’s mine already,” I told her while sticking my tongue out.
“I was hoping she wouldn’t be a daddy’s girl!” she said with a pout of her own.
“Good luck with that!” He laughed. I wriggled a bit, and he set me down on my feet while they talked for a moment. The diaper I was wearing had swollen so much from the padding expanding I had trouble standing. It was a true balancing act to stay upright! I turned carefully and saw my computer and desk were back where they belonged along with my backpack. I was happy to know that they hadn’t just disappeared, but it reminded me.
“Umm… Mommy?” I asked.
“Uh-oh, she’s pulling the I want something card for the first time…” Fred teased me.
“Yep,” she smiled down at me, “what does the Princess want?”
“While I was studying down there, I was figuring out the test… It sounds like the test is all on the computer – which is great… but your computers are so much larger than mine. Would you be willing to let me get on yours for a while tonight or tomorrow to take the practice tests?”
She looked at me and nodded, “Not tonight, you need to take your bath and go to bed, but tomorrow we’ll do that first thing.”
“Thanks!” I said and walked up to her leg and hugged it.
She promptly picked me up and felt my diaper, “Wow, someone soaked her diaper!”
“You told me to…” I told her.
“She’s got you there!” Fred said. “I’m going to go heat up those leftovers. Why don’t you give her the bath she needs, and then we can all cuddle on the couch again?”
“Sure,” she said. I was picked up, and she walked to the bathroom with me. She sat me on the ground and began running the taps before turning her attention to removing my dress and then the soaked diaper.
“Uh-oh, I need to remember to put some cream on you when you get out of the bath,” she told me.
“How about no diaper for a while?”
“No nakie baby time right now,” she told me with a smile, “but I’ll remember you’re willing.”
“No, I didn’t…”
“I know you didn’t, but I do. So tomorrow we’ll go out and play in the pool in the backyard. We’ll see if you can swim like you said you can then too.”
I nodded. Amanda seemed satisfied with the water a few minutes later and picked me up to place me in the tub. After sitting me down, she played with me and the bubbles for several minutes. During that time, I got to see what bath toys Granny had brought over that morning. We played with some tub crayons on the side of the tub before she began scrubbing me down completely and washing my hair.
“And look, I have a clean Princess!” She told me with a smile as she picked me up out of the tub as it drained.
I smiled at her as she wrapped me in a towel before using the blow dryer on my hair while setting me on the bathroom countertop. The superjet engine was loud, and I had to plug my ears as she worked to dry it all and brush it. “Is that too loud for you?” She asked sympathetically when she was done.
“I’ve never been a fan of really loud sounds,” I told her honestly.
“I’ll see if we can find a quieter one then,” she told me, “but we do have to dry your hair.”
I nodded, “I know.” She left it just brushed back and offered me a toothbrush with toothpaste on it a moment later. Not wanting to lose my teeth of their own accord, I brushed them carefully, rinsed my mouth out with a cup she offered me, and then smiled at her, “thanks.”
“You’re welcome,” she told me before gathering me back in the towel and carrying me to the nursery. Just as she began to set me down on the changing table, I noticed I was leaking from my bladder a little. I knew I had done so in the tub too, but hoped the towel would hide it.
“Uh-oh, seems we have a reason to be in diapers?” She asked me.
I sighed, “How can I lose a skill I’ve had for over a decade in just a couple days?!?”
She shrugged, “I don’t know the specifics on how, but I know it’s normal. Add in the fact that you have had all of your parts rearranged… On the rare occasion a Little is set free, potty training is more usually difficult for them than a normal toddler.”
I groaned but just nodded, “I can see that.”
She used a wipe to clean up my little wet area before placing my behind on an open diaper. “I need to make sure I put some rash cream on these little spots, or you’ll be miserable tomorrow.”
Anytime someone was changing me, it was like the ultimate invasion of privacy. You just didn’t get touched down there ever once you were potty trained, except for during sex… and I hadn’t had that! So, it was completely awkward and embarrassing! “I’m also going to put another coating of this other stuff your Granny found to help with the redness from that stupid device from earlier.”
I felt some soothing relief right away as she put the new stuff on and hadn’t even realized my butt was still sore from that! ‘I guess my body tuned it out,’ I told myself. Eventually, her hands rubbed some other baby lotion all over my body from my neck down, and then she wiped her hands before taping the diaper up nice and snug.
An adorable pink nightgown was pulled out of a drawer that featured yet another butterfly design on it. The bottom was weird because it had some elastic encircling the open skirt, “What’s that for?” I asked her as she brought it closer and unstrapped me from the table.
“It keeps it from riding up in the middle of the night – I wish they did it on adult ones actually,” she told me.
As she pulled my arms through the sleeves and I pushed my hands down, I realized something was weird there. The sleeves had built-in mittens that rendered my hands mostly useless. “What are those for?” I asked.
“I hadn’t even noticed them…” she said, clearly amused, “they’re so newborns don’t scratch out their eyes or something.”
I glared at her, “Can they come off?”
She looked for a moment but shook her head, “Nope, and that’s okay. You know a lot of Littles get put in those, so they don’t mess with their no-no areas.”
I sighed, “Do I have to wear this?”
“Just tonight?” She practically pleaded.
“One night!”
“Yay!” she said with a smile. “You know you have absolutely nothing to keep me to that?”
“Boy, do I know it…” I grumbled.
“Come on, let’s go talk to Daddy for a bit and watch some TV before I give you your nighttime nursie.”
I just stayed comfortably in her arms as she went downstairs. Fred seemed to have just settled down on the couch, “So what did my two girls do today? Did your mom and Chloe behave?” He asked Amanda.
I shook my head, “Granny did, but Chloe is a witch!”
“Stacy, the correct word is Bitch, with a capital B!” Amanda said, but added, “don’t use that one though; that’s a Mommy and Daddy word!”
I stuck my tongue out at her as he asked, “What happened?”
Amanda and I filled him in on everything from the morning until he had gotten home. I watched his face turn red, and his temper was obviously flaring when we told him about the torture device that had ended up being used on me. “I can’t believe anyone lets those things near humans!”
“I can’t believe on the one hand everyone can consider us to be babies, but on the other hand feel we should be tortured and humiliated every time we turn around.”
He nodded at that, “I agree completely with you, Stacy.”
We talked for a while and watched a movie on their equivalent of Netflix. Amanda looked at the clock and grabbed me while opening her shirt and bra towards the film’s end. I sighed but nursed without complaint. I would have been more annoyed if it was nasty tasting... The only thing I wasn’t a fan of was the near-instantaneous wetting of my diaper during those sessions. Tonight’s, unfortunately, was accompanied by some mess too. I was feeling nearly drunk and out of it as she cleaned me up, placed me into a new diaper, and then pulled the nightgown back down.
She settled me into the crook of her arm while she sat in the glider and began to tell me one of the bedtime stories Granny had picked out. I hated the fact I only heard half of it, given that it was unique to this dimension and I had never heard before!
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Chapters 22 and 23
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 22: Hurdles
I WOKE UP on my own in the middle of the night once again and sighed. I wasn’t swaddled, at least, but with the mittens attached to the nightgown and a thick diaper that seemed soaked, there wasn’t much I would be able to do anyway. I rolled over and looked at the wall. I smiled when I noticed Amanda had found a clock at some point yesterday and put it up for me! Then I groaned as I realized it wasn’t even 2am, and I had at least four to six hours left in this diaper before they would check me.
I debated what to do, but the door suddenly opened, and a sleepy Fred walked in. “Everything okay, Princess?” He asked quietly.
I shook my head, “I’m wet.”
“Let’s take care of that then,” he said as he reached into the crib and gently picked me up. I was laid out on the changing table, and he pushed up the banded nightgown to get it out of his way. “You weren’t kidding,” he said to me.
“Why are you up?” I asked him.
“I needed to go to the bathroom and thought I heard something outside, so I went downstairs to make sure the alarm was on.”
“Oh…” I said nervously, “Was there anything out there?”
“Just a raccoon knocking over the trash cans, I think. I’ll look in the morning.” He must have seen my nerves as he wiped me, “Don’t worry, Princess, we have a state-of-the-art security system with backups. Your mommy has even made her own tweaks to it - I guarantee no one can make it into this house without having the scare of their lives!”
I looked up curiously but shrugged and said, “Okay, Daddy.”
He finished up and pulled the nightgown back down. Just as he was unstrapping me, Amanda came in and sleepily asked, “What are you two doing up?” She asked.
“I came to check on her, and she was awake with a soaked diapee,” he said.
“You mean Daddy actually changed a diaper?” She asked us both incredulously.
“He did a good job, too,” I told her with a smile.
“Hmm… Let me see about that,” Amanda said as she picked me out of his arms and lay me into an infant’s carry. She pulled the band of the nightgown back up, looked, and said, “Maybe Daddy can be useful!” She smiled at him.
“Now, shall we all go back to sleep?” He asked.
“I’ll be there in a bit,” she told him. “Thirsty?” She asked me.
I squirmed a bit but had to admit I kind of was thirsty, so I nodded. Amanda sat down with me and nursed me to sleep again, and I had to admit nighttime rituals like this weren’t totally unpleasant as she gently brushed her hands through my hair.
THE NEXT MORNING, I found myself awake, rolled over from my back where I lay. The now wet diaper I wore beginning to seem cold. I looked at the clock and saw it was now seven in the morning and could hear sounds from around the house. “Mommy?” I asked tentatively.
I heard a sound from the kitchen downstairs, and footsteps came up the staircase. Amanda walked through the door shortly then, wearing a pretty blue floral dress. “Well, this is an occasion, an eighteen-year-old up before noon on her own?”
I laughed and held my arms up to her. She came to the crib and picked me up gently, checked my soaked diaper, and then continued to carry me on downstairs. “You’re not going to change me?” I asked.
“It’ll hold a bit more, and we both know that you will need to go more before breakfast is over with.”
I nodded a little sadly.
“Oh, come on! I know for a fact that your diaper doesn’t let any of the liquid stays on your skin. It’s not that bad, is it?”
I looked at her, “It’s kind of clammy still when it’s cold,” I told her.
“Well, we’ll just have to be quick eating breakfast, huh?”
Downstairs I was set in the high chair, and she brought over some pieces of apple to chew on while she busied herself around the microwave. I had just finished two of the impossibly huge slices when she sat down next to the chair with a bowl of some sort of mush.
“What is that?” I asked, looking at the white glop.
“Cereal,” she told me with a smile and spooned a mouthful to my mouth.
I made a face, “What kind of cereal?”
“Baby cereal,” she told me with a smile, “perfect for a Little that needs to practice eating what her Mommy gives her!”
I glared at her as she brought another spoonful to my mouth, “Why?” I managed just before it entered.
“Why not?”
I sighed, “It’s pretty bland.”
“I’ll give you the rest of your breakfast after this,” she told me, “but I also want to see if we can make it through a practice test of yours without having a poopy diaper.”
“This will help?” I asked.
“Can’t hurt…”
I sighed and opened my mouth, and cooperated as she fed me the bowl of bland food. “What exactly was that?” I asked her when she went to wash the bowl out.
“Rice cereal mixed with my milk,” she told me, “which is probably the most solid food you should be eating, according to my sister and most other Amazons.”
“I thought you disagreed with her?”
“I do, but we need to figure out something that will fill you up but not cause you to have too many problems out the other end.”
I nodded as she wiped my face quickly and then carried me to the couch. She opened her shirt up, and just before I had my face planted in her boob, I asked, “Won’t this make it harder for me not to?”
She shoved my head forward, and I sighed before nursing the sweet liquid. “It might, but I’m also thinking if we do this early enough, you’ll get all of the poopies out of your system.”
I nursed until she was empty in both breasts before she carried me upstairs and asked, “Do you need to go poopy?”
I shook my head, “Not yet?”
“Okay,” she said and placed me in the crib. “Call once you’ve gone…”
“Wait!” I shouted, but she kept going.
‘What is going on with her?’ I asked myself as I found myself on my hands and knees. The diaper was bloated from being soaked, so walking wasn’t really a good option right then. Instead, I crawled over to where Elena lay and cuddled her tight to me as I finally felt the abdominal cramping that was a portent of things to come. Sure enough, a few moments later, I felt the need and forced the mess into the diaper with my rear end sticking out. I pushed for several moments, and it seemed like it would never end.
It did eventually, and I found myself quietly sobbing at the gooey mess on my butt. “Mommy!” I cried out.
“Good girl, you made a stinky diapee for me, didn’t you!” She told me as she picked me up and carried me to the changing table. It took way too long for her to clean me up, I thought before she lay me on a new diaper.
“This is so gross…” I told her with a grimace.
“No, it’s not; it’s normal!” She told me with a smile and a tickle to the belly that I was afraid would release more pee. Thankfully for the clean diapers’ sake, it didn’t! “Baby, I looked at the website that came with that test and registered you for an account with a fake name and e-mail address… and I’m spoofing our IP address… I don’t trust them to not have tracking going on there. I also took a quick look with another fake account to see if I could see anything that would be signs of brainwashing.”
“What?” I said as she rubbed a thicker lotion on me.
“I wouldn’t put it past someone to think that putting some subliminal messages in test prep materials would make it easier to catch you off guard in the test.”
“How can I possibly win against things like that?” I asked her.
“You can’t - that’s why I checked!”
I sighed, “Okay, so what now.”
“Now you’ve just been put into your thickest diaper with some extra rash cream… and we see if you can make it through the six-hour practice test.”
I nodded and let her dress me in a simple pair of really stretchy jeans and a yellow baby-doll style top that reached nearly as far as my dresses had. She carried me to the mirror, and I looked at myself. The facial changes still kept me from looking like an adult or even a teenager, but at least with the more mature top and jeans, I actually sort of looked like I didn’t have to be in the nursery I was in. Also, the top seemed to disguise the diaper I wore.
“What do you think of your outfit?” She asked me.
“I like it,” I answered honestly. “Can I wear this again sometime?”
She laughed, “Of course, I want you to wear it the day of the real test too.”
“Oh,” I said.
She took my hair and brushed it back almost like it was when I arrived but added a glittery yellow thick headband around the front to tame my hair out of my face. “No bow?” I teased.
“Tomorrow,” she told me with a smile.
“Okay!” I actually genuinely liked that I looked pretty and less like an infant!
“You ready to try this?”
I nodded, “Your computer?” I asked.
She shook her head, “No, we’re going to use Daddy’s computer in his office here… it’s a bit more like what you’ll probably be stuck with.”
“Mouse?”
She nodded, “They’re cheaper, and some people like them better for some reason. The gesture pad I have is way more efficient… Even a trackpad or trackball is too!” She sighed, “Some dinos like your Daddy just can’t adapt, though,” she winked at me and held her hand out to me. I reached way up high to grab the end of her fingers, and she led me to his office down the hall. She had switched out his chair and sat an uncomfortable-looking booster seat on top of a folding chair.
I looked up at it, trying to figure out how I would get into it… “Will they help me sit down?” I asked.
She shrugged, “I don’t think they’d be able to help to feel a need to help you, but they may be instructed that if a Little can’t get in their seat to take the test, it’s not necessary.”
“So…?”
“So here,” she handed me a piece of plastic that looked like it would fit into a backpack my size – just barely. It folded out into a set of steps that let me just reach the chair. I pushed the chair as far forward towards the keyboard as possible before setting the steps next to it and climbing in awkwardly. It was a little scary, but I managed to do it without dying.
“Okay, what now?” I asked her.
“Well, go ahead and login there,” she told me and handed me a paper with my login information. The keyboard was cumbersome, and I was slowed down by the traditionally QWERTY setup, but I logged in successfully and was given a dialog box of instructions.
“Go ahead and start?” I asked her.
“Yes,” she told me.
I sighed and clicked the buttons to go through the first part of the test. As I had guessed, the reading really was straightforward, but I was impressed that the software seemed to gauge responses from one section to bring up a more challenging selection if you could handle what you had just done. By the end of that section, I was bleary-eyed and had much more thinking and inferring of the text than I expected.
The writing prompt was succinct and involved reflecting over a passage written by a historian on a war that I had never studied, but the passage gave enough details I was able to fake a pretty good response. I definitely found myself slowed by the keyboard not being small enough for my fingers to fly over, but I could still do more than a credible speed as I wrote the required essays.
When the math started, I could tell that the same intelligent software was in action. It began with basic elementary school math that quickly moved onto algebra, geometry, pre-calculus, and calculus. I finally encountered some advanced-level differential equations with which I started having issues, mainly because of the Base 60 math. I finished the section reasonably confident I was doing well, though.
Sciences were a repeat of that kind of test, and I had to give answers on basically every science class I’d ever had. Towards the end, I was just guessing as I didn’t have the slightest clue on some of the chemistry questions that I thought must be from upper-level courses. Physics resulted in the same thing too.
I was in the final section of Basic Reasoning when I noticed a problem – I really needed to go number two. I clenched the best I could and kept answering. Just before the five-hour mark, I could tell Amanda was standing behind me, and I knew I would be losing the battle. Sure enough, on question number forty, I felt my bowels empty themselves, and I quietly sobbed while I kept answering.
“Stacy, that means the test is done, sweetheart.”
“But Mommy, I’m almost done?”
“You read the rules; we need to get a realistic score here…”
I sighed, “Okay.” I clicked the done button, it asked for confirmation before going into a mode that processed the results.
“Let’s see what you got, and then we’ll go change that diapee,” She told me.
I realized as I sat there that the diaper had flooded badly, and spots were formed around my crotch where it had leaked. I could feel the area around my legs was soaked, and I groaned. “I’d be on my way to the nursery!”
“It’s not all bad news, Stacy; look at your scores.”
Scores are out of a possible 400 points per section:
Reading – 386
Writing – 340
Math – 382
Science – 350
Basic Reasoning – 72
I looked below it and felt my heart sink at the bottom text.
Recommended Academic Placement: Preschool
An info button was next to the recommendation, and I clicked it to read,
Test not completed, subject lacks reasoning and physical capability of an adult ready for university.
“It’s okay, baby,” Amanda said. “Come on,” she said and picked me up to walk down the hallway to the nursery.
Once she lay me down on the table, I saw the clock showing five-and-a-half hours had passed. ‘I just needed another half-hour!!!!’ I felt tears roll out of my eyes.
“It’s okay, Stacy, we’re going to get something figured out here.”
“It seems impossible, though!”
“Well, some people do it – so we know it is possible.” She paused and sighed, “We just need to take more drastic measures.”
I nodded as she wiped my filthy bum. She had pulled both the top and bottoms off; as I had leaked through to both. “Do I have another outfit like that?” I asked her.
“What if I want to put you in a dress?”
“Then I guess I get put in a dress,” I told her honestly.
“Hmm… You seem to understand that’s how this works… But I’ll compromise!” She finished putting a fresh Pamper on me before looking through the closet quickly. She pulled out a reasonably cute cap-sleeved top and a matching set of leggings that she dressed me in. The top and leggings were a light sky blue, almost that I had to admit were pretty. I was back to looking completely like a toddler, though, for the design.
I sighed, “So this is what my parents will see me in later?”
She laughed, “Of course not!”
I perked up and looked at her, “What am I wearing then?”
“Well, a dress, of course, silly! Your parents can’t meet their new daughter wearing anything else on a video call!”
I groaned, “I shouldn’t have asked.” Finally, my stomach grumbled, and I asked, “Lunch?”
“Come on, macaroni and cheese work?” She asked.
I nodded, “Sure.”
I was carried down, bibbed, and fed a lunch of what apparently is a standard across dimensions. The spirals were even covered with the same fake cheese stuff we had back home! Then, after I had eaten all I wanted to, she said, “I’m going to finish feeding you your lunch, and then I want you to take a nap for a little while before we go swimming out back.”
I smiled at that thought, “Swimming sounds like fun after this morning!”
She carried me back upstairs, and I nursed until she was empty. Then, I was laid down in the crib, and she told me, “Now be a good girl and nap for a while.”
“Okay, Mommy,” I told her sleepily and found myself looking sleepily at the butterflies turning overhead playing their gentle lullaby.
Chapter 23: Part Fish
I STIRRED AN hour or so later; I woke up and noticed I had a major diaper leak. My outfit, crib bedding, and everything seemed soaked. “Mommy?”
A few moments later, she came in dressed in a bikini and said, “Oh no, that diaper didn’t hold up, did it?”
I shook my head. ‘Between this morning, this, what else can go wrong today?’
“It’s okay, sweetie, let’s get you changed into your swimsuit, and then I’ll take your bedding downstairs.”
There was something utterly humiliating about having not only my diaper being wet, but everything else I was lying in too! It was like the ultimate sign of immaturity... “Definitely not going to be able to use a regular Pamper at nap time if you’re going to wet like that,” Amanda clucked.
When she was done stripping me and wiping me down, she pulled out a strange-looking diaper that I realized was some sort of swim diaper. It felt slightly different as it pulled on like regular underwear and had a much different cover. “Does this really work?” I asked her.
“It mainly keeps poopy out of the pool. In theory, it’s supposed to catch your pee too if you’re not in the pool, but in the end, it doesn’t matter, does it? If you wore a regular diaper, it would swell up like a beach ball!”
She tickled my stomach and asked, “Feeling better?”
I shrugged, “I guess I’m just scared?”
“It’ll be okay, Stacy. Your Daddy and I talked while you were napping, and we can definitely keep any poopy from happening during your test.”
“Really?” I asked.
“Really,” she said with a smile.
“How?” I asked.
She sighed, “The same way he does when he needs to do surgery in that area.”
I groaned, “That’s going to suck, isn’t it?”
“Not going to be fun for you, that’s for certain. But hopefully, you’ll still be able to concentrate for the test.”
I nodded, “Okay.” I looked around, “Where’s my swimsuit?”
“Oh, silly me, you don’t want to go outside topless?”
“Good girls, don’t do that,” I told her very seriously.
“Big girls don’t, but you’re not a big girl, are you?” She asked as she tickled me briefly.
I looked up at her, wondering if she was serious before she pulled out a pink one-piece swimsuit that seemed to be the cliché little girl swimsuit to wear. It was edged with little ruffles along the legs and neck area. She had me stand up and helped me into what I knew should have been a tight-fitting suit, but it seemed a little large and too loose. I was not surprised that the diaper could be clearly seen peeking out from around the crotch area.
“Guess this one is too big, huh?” She said, surprised. She reached and flipped the fabric from the back and shook her head, “It says three months… I guess we’ll have to try on some next shopping trip. It’ll do for now, though!”
She sat me down on the ground and gathered the wet bedding and my wet clothes before saying, “Come on, let’s go swimming.”
I did the sit and scoot method of getting down the stairs the last time, so this time I tried the hop-down method. I would stand and jump down the distance. It was actually kind of scary jumping down something nearly waist-high, but I felt kind of daring and proud when I reached the bottom.
“Stay there for just a minute while I take these to the basement, Stacy,” she told me while opening a door I’d somehow missed the past few days. I peeked down and saw a staircase that led to an abyss until she turned the light on. Then it only looked mildly scary, and I could see the laundry room must be down there, along with mystery…
She came back up, and I asked, “What’s down there?”
Amanda laughed, “I guess I never showed you the basement, huh?” She picked me up and held me against her bikini-clad body. She opened the door back up, turned the light on, and showed me a simple laundry room and then a vast space filled with junk. “Nothing too special down here. Spare parts, old clothes, old furniture, some antiques we don’t know what to do with, stuff like that,” she said as she climbed back upstairs and closed the door.
She stopped and grabbed a can of spray sunscreen and some water wings before taking me outside with her. A ‘short’ six-foot-tall chain-link fence ran around the pool to keep babies and Littles like myself out. But, of course, Amanda could easily open said fence before she stood me on my feet on the concrete!
It was kind of hot, so I kept hopping from one foot to another, and she laughed as she led me to a couple of lounge chairs and lifted me onto one. “Let’s get some sunscreen on you, so my Stacy doesn’t become a crispy critter!”
I smiled at her and let her spray the sunscreen on me before she quickly braided my hair into a long braid. “Okay, baby girl, you said you can swim?”
I nodded, “I’m not the world’s fastest, but I’m decent!”
“Well then, let’s see you do it – I’ll leave the water wings off for now and get in there with you.”
I nodded and looked as she led me to a shallow area of the pool. Unfortunately, the shallow area of their pool was still marked ‘six-foot.’ At just a few inches over three feet tall, it didn’t matter which end she brought me in; I would drown if I couldn’t float! I jumped in, though, and trod water while she watched me for a moment. Then, after watching me easily tread water, she said, “Okay, let’s see you swim to that side!” She pointed all the way at the end that was marked 11’.
‘I hope I don’t fail at this too,’ I thought to myself and began swimming across the pool. Their pool wasn’t huge, but it might as well have been an Olympic-sized swimming pool at my smaller size! I made it to the other side feeling pretty good and decided to flip and swim back. Something about having control over myself in the water made me feel a whole lot better than I had for the past several days. When I reached the other side, I touched the wall, flipped, and continued to do about twenty laps before I was getting tired and swam to where Amanda stood. She could easily stand with her feet touching the bottom and was staring at me with a dumbfounded look.
“Are you part fish, and you didn’t tell me?” She asked me as she picked me up out of the water and tickled me.
I shook my head, “No, I’m all human!”
“I don’t believe you!” She kept tickling me and eventually sat down in the shallow end, holding me in her arms.
“Thank you for letting me swim,” I told her when I had my giggles under control.
“You’re very welcome! I take it you like swimming?”
“I used to… I haven’t had much time for it since I quit the swim team in eighth grade.”
“Swim team… so that explains how you swim so well?”
I nodded, “I liked the swimming, just not the other kids and the coaches.”
“Well, I guess we have proof now that you can swim. You still need your Daddy or me out here for you to swim, though!”
“What about Megan?” I asked.
“Well, she counts too,” she told me with a smile. “And so would Jennifer if she’s sitting for you. I know she’s a strong swimmer too.”
“What’s the chance you would let me do this in the mornings?”
“Well, it is going to get pretty cold here in a couple months,” she told me.
“Really? When I was here before and now, I would have thought this was kind of tropical for a climate?”
She laughed, “In a couple months, you’ll know why I’m laughing. So you must have visited in the summer or spring before?”
I nodded, “Yeah?”
“Well, we get winter here, and it can be brutally cold and snowy sometimes too.”
I sighed, “So much for that tropical paradise for a college.”
She smiled and hugged me, “Don’t worry, we’ll keep you nice and warm. Do you want to swim a few more laps before we clean up and get ready to go call your parents?”
“Please?” I asked.
“Go for it,” she said, putting me gently back in the water.
I could feel her eyes on me, but I continued to swim until my body was getting sore. Finally, after another thirty or so laps, I decided I was tired enough to go back to her. She wrapped me up in a big hug before pulling me out of the pool. “What time is it?” I asked.
“About three,” she told me.
“That’s it?”
“Yep!”
“It feels later than that,” I told her.
“Probably because you’re tired from swimming.”
I nodded.
“Thirsty?”
I nodded, “Kind of.”
“Come drink then,” she told me as she pulled her top down.
“I thought we were only doing this three times per day?” I asked her nervously.
“Don’t you like it?”
“I do… that’s what scares me, honestly. There should be something in my brain screaming and running away from it.”
She laughed and said, “You’re thirsty - I have leaky boobs; that’s pretty much how we got into this mess, huh?”
I laughed nervously, “Yeah, I guess it is.”
“I can tell you’re already sleepy from swimming, so what’s the worst that can happen? A wet diapee?”
“A messy one,” I told her, “and some sort of crazy Amazonian drug-induced hypnosis.”
“Too late if that’s the case, you know, that right?” She told me with a serious look.
I nodded, “I wonder how screwed I am given I can’t even make it six hours without pooping my pants.”
She hugged me and kissed my head before gently laying me at her breast to nurse. I was thirsty, it tasted good, and I just nursed past any common sense that lurked in my brain. When I had finished, she wrapped me in a towel and said, “Okay, let’s get you in another diaper and lay you back down for another quick nap before I get you ready for our visit to the Inter-Dimensional Port.
I nodded and let her carry me, undress me, change my diaper, and then set me down in the crib with nothing by my diaper and a soft blanket she swaddled me in. I glared at her about that for a moment but just decided the nap sounded good. ‘I thought we didn’t mess with my sleep schedule?’ I wondered to myself.
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Chapters 24 and 25
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
Available for Purchase as
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Please visit Sofia's Author Page |
All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced, scanned, or distributed in any printed or electronic form without permission.
Chapter 24: Hi Mom...
AMANDA WOKE ME about thirty minutes later and changed me into another diaper with a frilly diaper cover. I thought maybe she would have dressed me a bit more mature to reassure my parents that I was safe, but she seemed inclined to dress me entirely as the baby girl she thought I was. It was a pretty yellow dress with ruffles and embroidery detail that clearly indicated it was not a cheap dress either! More to the point, it fit me even better than anything else had yet in the bodice, with the fabric firmly gripping my flat chest. Unfortunately, the skirt was only just long enough to cover my diaper cover if I stood still and didn’t bend over. I squirmed on the table, wanting to look at myself in the mirror.
“Hold on, baby, I’ll let you see in a few moments,” she told me and pushed me back down to the changing table in a seated position. She found some cute ankle socks with frilly lace on them that were pulled up to my ankles before adding some black shoes that she said, “Here are your Mary Janes,” with a smile.
I looked down at the shoes and saw they had quite a bit of shine and weren’t exactly the most comfortable feeling shoes. I frowned, and Amanda saw it, “What’s wrong?”
“They’re not comfortable,” I told her.
“Of course not; they’re for looks, not comfort. There probably isn’t a Little or Amazon your size in our world that needs to walk and can fit into those.”
I sighed, “Please may I have a different pair?”
She looked at me and frowned, “Do they hurt?”
“They’re pinching; even if I don’t walk, I’ll probably have a blister in a few hours.”
“Stay there,” she told me. I watched as she dug around in the closet for a moment and came back with a pair of white sandals with a flower coming from the top in the same leather. She looked at me for a moment and removed the socks before putting the sandals on instead.
I flexed my foot and toes for a moment before nodding, “Thank you, those are much better.”
“You must have an odd-shaped foot,” she looked sad.
“Those other shoes are for Amazon infants?” I asked.
“So are those sandals,” she said.
“My feet are those of an adult; they’re probably shaped way differently with the weight I’ve put on it from years of walking on them. I know there are different positions for tendons as you grow out of infancy too.”
She nodded, “I guess we’ll have to see if we can get your future shoes in the Littles department… that may be really tough, though, with your tiny feet.”
I nodded and let her pick me up and take me to the glider, where she sat down with me in her lap and began playing with my hair. I was half sure she would do something like she had before with bunching it up and hiding the length, but instead, she left it mostly loose except two small braids that came from the front to the back and held my hair out of my face. She added a half-ponytail and a large bow that matched my dress.
“May I see?” I asked.
“Sure, sweetie,” she told me and, to my surprise, let me down to my own two feet and, with a light pat to my diaper, directed me to the mirror.
I was able to walk surprisingly easily in the much more comfortable sandals and thinner diaper, over to the mirror, and stared at my reflection. The girl in front of me looked to be not quite three with the dress and the hairstyle. My diaper was actually hidden from view by the dress’s skirt unless I moved side-to-side. The actual skirt of the dress was quite full and flared out as I wiggled. I gave an experimental twirl just for curiosity and watched my diaper cover come into full view as the skirt flew up. At least it didn’t look like I was abused for my parents’ sanity, I guess. But, of course, we all knew diapers were a given coming to this dimension, so it would have even been okay for them to see those. ‘Dad’s going to give me so much crap someday if I ever make it back home!’
“So, what do you think?” Amanda asked, standing above me.
I turned and looked up at her and shrugged, “Well, there’s no doubts about my status in your family…”
She picked me up and hugged me, “I’m sorry if it feels like I’m rubbing in everything.”
I sighed, “It’s fine, I agreed to it. How am I going to have a chance at college, though?”
“Trust me, we’ll get you taken care of. First, we need you to see what it’s like now to be a baby, and then we’ll start helping you to avoid maturity mistakes next week. We don’t want you being accused of having a case of maturosis!”
‘Maturity mistakes? Maturosis?’ I wondered to myself and recalled the conversation that had given me every bit of intel I’d been given.
‘No matter what, don’t let an Amazon call your maturity into question! The second it is you can guarantee they’ll scoop you up, diaper you, send you to an etiquette school, and you’ll get to drool for the rest of your life.’
I just nodded to her as I didn’t have an actual response. “What now?”
“Well, now we’re going to meet Daddy at the Port, and then we’ll get dinner somewhere.”
I nodded and held my arms up, and invited her to pick me up. I was soon comfortably being carried downstairs and sat down on the couch while she made sure the diaper bag was filled with what she needed.
While I waited, I couldn’t help but get nervous about the fact I was going to see my parents shortly in a dress, diapered, and that it would be obvious I was now a babied Little. Everything that really could possibly go ‘wrong’ with a visit to this dimension had so far. I was being breastfed regularly, well on my way to losing my continence, dressed in baby clothes, and finally found myself now a girl when I left a boy.
“What was I thinking?” I quietly asked myself.
“What’s that, Stacy?” Amanda asked, surprising me with her presence.
“Nothing,” I said to her.
She had the diaper bag over one shoulder and picked me up, “Come here, baby,” she said soothingly. “Are you nervous about your parents seeing you?”
My face looked at hers closely, and I nodded, “This is going to be really embarrassing.”
She squeezed me, “You knew what you were getting into, Stacy,” she reminded me.
I nodded and sighed, “Yes, I did… Can you…”
“Can I what?”
“Can you just try not to rub it in my face and theirs?”
She looked at me, “I thought for a moment you were going to ask something silly like not wear a diaper or something…” she walked towards the garage and suddenly paused at the door handle and kissed my head, “I will do my best not to make it worse than it has to be.”
“Thanks,” I told her.
“I know it may be hard to believe, but we really are going to try and make things easier for you as we go here.”
I nodded, “Thanks. I really do appreciate you taking me in… this just seems even more embarrassing knowing my parents are going to see me like this.”
“Can’t be much of a shock,” she said as she opened my car door.
“Umm… how do you get that?”
“Well, you’re their baby; they already saw you in your diapers and everything, right?”
“Not the dress…”
“Maybe not that,” she agreed with a smile. “I can have you on the conference in just your diaper if that would make you feel better?”
I squirmed as she tickled my leg, having just latched the car seat, “The dress is fine!”
“Here, why don’t you suck on your paci while we drive…” she told me as she inserted a pacifier into my mouth and closed the door. I watched as much as I could through the mirror and my limited view as she opened the garage door, backed out, and drove down the road in reverse of the trip we took the first day at first. She ended up taking some different turns, though and I soon felt lost since I didn’t have a good view of the road.
Just when I had reached the point of being bored, though, she came to a stop in front of a building that I remembered traveling through. Amanda came around my side door and unbuckled me before carrying me towards the building.
“Amanda!” I heard Fred’s voice, and I turned to see him waving at us from the front of the building just in front of the automatic doors.
“There’s Daddy!” She said to me with a high-pitched coo.
I groaned internally but just put my head against her shoulder and looked around. I’d just been here a few days before, but I couldn’t help but notice all of the activity going around. As we approached the doors, a group of tourists was getting off of a bus with their guide. I saw one man complaining about the tour guide, “Did she really have to put me in that kind of car seat? That strap was damn uncomfortable, and I nearly got car sick facing the rear!”
A teenager with the group looked frantically from side to side but held a man I assumed was her dad. “Dad, can we get out of here already? I hate this damn diaper, and I don’t want to spend another minute in it!”
“Sweetheart, they warned you not to separate from the group,” a woman next to her told her. “You’re just lucky we found you before you were adopted out.”
“Will I still need them when…?” I heard her voice fade away as Amanda carried me closer to Fred. He hugged us both, kissed her on the mouth, and then me on the forehead.
“Ready for this, Stacy?” He asked.
I shrugged, “No.”
He smiled at me and said, “You look beautiful, and it’ll be fine, Princess.”
We had just walked through some metal detector-looking devices at the door when a loud shrill noise sounded. Security guards immediately approached us, “Excuse me, is this your daughter?” They seemed to have their hands ready to draw pistols at their sides, and I felt my eyes widen.
Amanda answered calmly, “Yes, she is. We’re here to make a trans-dimensional video call.”
“We’ll need to verify your identities before you can move past here,” he said.
“That’s fine, officer. Do you have your reader?” Amanda replied.
He held out a wand, and suddenly I felt my butt presented to him as a quick beep sounded on the device, and I was turned just in time to see my information pop up on his screen. My name, age, and their names were presented on the screen. “I need to see some photo IDs,” he told them.
Both Fred and Amanda pulled them out, and he looked at them before nodding, “You’re cleared. Thanks for your patience - we can’t have Littles making a run for it if they’ve been legally adopted. We worry if they get here, they might try to escape to another dimension.”
“No problems, officer, we understand,” Fred told him.
I had just sat numbly in Amanda’s arms the whole time of this encounter. Escape clearly wasn’t as easy as making it to this place and hopping through the portal… ‘I really have got myself into a scary situation!’ I admitted to myself while remembering what everyone had said about the chip when I first got there. ‘Maybe I could reprogram the chip… it’s the same password as the Wi-Fi router...’
I became aware of where I was as we approached a desk labeled ‘Trans-Dimensional Communication’ and a smiling woman. “Can I help you?”
“We have a reservation for a video conference room? Westerfield?”
She typed for a second and said, “Yes, I have you here. If I can just see your ID and credit card, we’ll get you all set up. Do you need us to take your daughter to a playroom while you take care of business?”
“No, that won’t be necessary. We’re just taking our baby girl to talk to her parents in the other dimension.”
The lady smiled, “Ooh, that’s cruel. Letting them see their daughter is now a baby? I love it! What did she do to deserve that?”
“Don’t worry about that,” Amanda said as she seemed to mean it to me too and squeezed me in a gentle hug.
“You’re going to be in conference room sixteen. Follow this hallway down the red line, and you’ll find it on the right. This card will open it for you. You have up to an hour allotted for your call.”
“Thanks,” Amanda said, and we walked forward to the room we were assigned.
She held the card near a reader at the door, and the door opened to a room that looked like a bigger version of the ones back home. The door closed behind us, and she sat me down on my feet on the table. “I don’t think we can leave the room without the workers here getting suspicious, Stacy… but we did bring some headphones and promise to not allow ourselves to hear if you need to have a private moment,” Fred said to me.
I looked up at him and nodded, “I think I would appreciate that. You can wait a little bit on that, though.”
Amanda took a moment to fiddle with my hair and dress, apparently trying to make me look perfectly cared for… I couldn’t help but feel like my nerves were getting the best of me as I thought of the response from my dad in just a few short moments. ‘What are they going to say?’
I was shaking as a large screen that seemed to take the entire wall in front of the table turned on then with the text, ‘Incoming Call Answer?’
Amanda did something, and suddenly my parents’ faces were in view on the other side. “Hi Mom, hi Dad,” I said.
Both of my parents seemed frozen in place as they got a good look at their son.
Chapter 25: Drastic and Crazy
DAD REACTED FIRST, saying, “Oh my God!” and looking like he was trying not to laugh and was horrified at the same time.
Mom looked at me silently for a moment before saying, “Stacy?”
I was blushing brightly as I nodded.
“Well, you do make an adorable little girl at least,” Mom said after staring at me speechless for a long moment.
I sighed, “Yeah, I guess I do.”
Mom’s eyes seemed to narrow at my image, like I had just been busted for lying about something, “What happened to your cheeks, though?”
Amanda waved at them and said, “I apologize; that’s a side effect of a process we thought we had in hand to make her able to stay in school here.”
“What did you do to our son?” Dad asked, less inclined to be blasé about the new detail.
“Dad, Mom, it was something I agreed to. And she said we thought we had it in hand.” I groaned and wrung my hands for a second before continuing, “I told you in that last email that my name caused problems. Both the Westerfield’s and Emerson believed I was a girl.”
“I still can’t believe you and your dad convinced me to name him that!” Mom glanced angrily at Dad.
“Sorry, if three generations of us had already been stuck with the name, what was one more?”
I sighed and said, “Look, what was done eighteen years ago doesn’t matter now.” They both looked skeptically at me, but I continued, “Things were dangerous when we were here last… but it was nothing compared to the way things are now. Littles are in much more peril of being adopted and turned into brainless drooling infants now...” My parents both looked more worried, but I pressed on, “Because I’d been registered as a girl, it would only take one person to lodge a complaint and claim I was in violation of the universities honor code, and I’d lose my scholarship.” I paused for a breath and shuddered, “I would probably at the least be shipped to a preschool instead… Or worst case, I would be removed from Amanda and Fred’s care and sent to an orphanage.”
Mom looked through the screen, “Is this true?”
I turned and looked at Fred, who nodded, “Yes, it is. As soon as we realized the mistake, I quietly made some inquiries and found that several Littles have been shipped off for violations like this.”
“I knew this was a mistake, Stacy!” Dad said before asking, “So just what did you do to him?”
“One of the departments at our hospital is using a new technology with nanites to be able to deliver care to Littles and make changes without things being quite so invasive.”
I shifted uncomfortably and just came out with it, “We edited the coding heavily first, but we used the nanites to make me a girl so I can remain in school.”
“You what?!?” Dad asked.
“I’m now a girl Dad, complete with the correct plumbing for those people who change my diapers to know I am. But, I told you in my last email we might have to do something.”
“But…” he stuttered.
“Is this permanent?” Mom asked.
I watched Amanda in a small video monitor box at the bottom corner of the screen nod, “In theory, you could inject Stacy with the nanites again, but I’m pretty sure that to do so would be really dangerous. Some nanites will still remain from the first batch, like a set of T Cells keeping watch for invaders. It’s quite likely that the two sets of nanites would battle inside of Stacy and kill her in the process.”
Both of my parents looked at me with horrified expressions for a long moment. Then, finally, Mom snapped out of it and asked, “You’re okay with this, Stacy?”
I shrugged, “Fifty percent of the world, including you, make it just fine as girls. I can do it too.”
“You’re okay though… other than that?” She asked.
I shrugged, “Other than having a different set of parts, nothing else is different than I expected. We knew that the babying was going to come with the territory.” I pulled at my skirt nervously; “at least if I’m stuck wearing dresses, I know I belong in them now.”
Mom looked at me before saying, “Did it do anything else?”
“I insisted on editing the file myself, with some help from Stacy, so that we could avoid surprises. We used the coding to improve her concentration and motor skills and reduce her need for sleep to match our longer days better. As far as we know, the only thing we missed was a routine in the programming that changed the placement of fat on her face. She’s got those adorable looking baby cheeks now,” she squeezed one of them gently, “but other than that, Stacy’s fine.”
“Actually, it should help her avoid being picked on as much sometimes too,” Fred added, “as a lot of people actually assume that she’s a real baby.”
Dad looked dumbfounded, and Mom just looked worried. “You’re really okay, Stacy?”
“Mostly… I mean, there’s no denying that taking a step back to infancy is one of the most embarrassing things that could ever happen… but in the short time I’ve been able to play with even their home technology, I’ve learned a lot. I knew this was a risk when I came here.”
“But a girl?” Dad asked.
I shrugged, “It’s not like I was having wild sex every night anyway, Dad.”
“You’d better not have been!” He told me with a stern look.
“How complete…?” Mom asked, semi-changing the subject.
Fred fielded the question, “She’s not going to have periods for now as her body is behaving as a pre-pubescent girl about age four hormonally.” He paused and added, “but if she is given a large dose of estrogen, she will begin developing breasts and menstruating as a normal girl her age would. I will give her that before she leaves.”
“So, she can get pregnant?” Dad asked nervously.
“Yes,” Fred said, “well… at least once she receives the shot and enters puberty.”
“You’re okay with that?” Dad asked incredulously as he glared through the screen at me.
I shrugged, “It beats one of the other options where I wouldn’t have been able to have kids. As drastic as this was, I still have options.”
As I stood there, I couldn’t help but feel like I really needed to pee and ended up just letting go. Mom stared at me for a moment and finally asked, “Did you just…?”
I grimaced, “I agreed to it.”
“Yes, you did…” she said.
I turned to Amanda and Fred, “Would you be able to use those headphones like you offered?”
They nodded, and Fred said, “Actually, I’m going to go walk down the hallway. Amanda is more than enough here to meet the guidelines of watching you.”
He looked down at his watch and added to me, “You have about thirty minutes, and then our time is up.”
“Thanks,” I told him. Amanda, meanwhile, turned a chair around away from the screen and put some headphones on. I could hear the music coming out of them when Fred turned to leave.
“Can you hear me, Amanda?” I asked.
With no reaction, I turned back to my parents, “I really am fine.”
“No, you’re not!” Mom told me angrily. “You are exhibiting Stockholm Syndrome or something. How in the world could you have willingly agreed to mutilate your body?”
“I didn’t mutilate it,” I told her, “I look like a normal girl,” I told her.
“A normal baby girl maybe…” she told me before sighing. “That dress is adorable, though!”
I blushed, “I didn’t pick it out…”
“I kind of figured that,” Mom said before sighing. “So, are you doing anything else besides peeing and pooing your diapees?”
I blushed some more but nodded, “I’ve been studying for that test that I have to take next week –the CAREs exam.”
“What is that one?” Dad asked.
I proceeded to tell him about it, and he said, “That doesn’t sound so bad; you do great on tests!”
I shook my head, “The test portion isn’t, but it’s a six-hour test that you’re not allowed to leave until you complete it or the time runs out.”
“Bathroom breaks?” Mom asked.
“Not as necessary with a diaper… but if you poop it, you’re done.”
“And if you fail?” Dad asked.
“Then it assigns you to the level of education you should be in.”
“Meaning?” Mom asked nervously.
“Meaning if it had been the practice test that I took earlier today, I would have been in big trouble. When I had a messy accident, Amanda had me stop to see the results. I would have been sent back to preschool for maturity even though my scores on everything else were almost perfect.”
Mom looked at me, and I could see tears in her eyes, “Stacy, why don’t you just come home? I bet we can still get you into a state school here this year?”
I shook my head, “I know this is crazy, Mom, but I don’t want to give up!”
Both of my parents stared at me worriedly for a moment before Mom said, “Can you get Amanda’s attention?”
I nodded and walked over to her, and tapped her shoulder. She looked at me, and I mimed taking the headphones off. She did so and looked at my parents, “You’re done talking with them?”
“They want to talk to you,” I told her as she looked at them.
“Something wrong?” She asked hesitantly. I guessed she probably wondered what I had told them if she had been honestly not listening to our conversation.
“I’m a worried mother,” Mom told her, “If Stacy fails this test, will you be able to send her back home?”
‘Huh?’ I wondered for a moment. ‘Wasn’t that one of the provisions…?’
I looked at Amanda, and she said, “I would try… but if she ends up with that restriction, they may not allow me to send her back through. My husband and I are trying to be very careful, so we can’t be accused of neglect.”
Mom nodded, “Please help him… err… her pass the test. I really do want my baby back home.” She looked at my questioning glance and said, “Figuratively, of course. I don’t really want to change diapers again. I think you’re nuts to actually have a desire to do that one… I was so excited to have him finally potty trained the first time!”
Amanda laughed, “Changing her diapers is kind of fun, actually... Besides, she’s a good girl and doesn’t fight me with it like I worried she would.”
With that, Mom looked at me and said, “Look, Stacy, you decided to go to this world and be her baby girl, you better behave, or she has our permission to punish you.”
I felt my face redden, “I’ll be good without that threat, Mom.”
“I hope so,” Dad said, “You realize you have absolutely no room for error, right? All it takes is one mistake!” He shuddered, “I was so glad to make it home with my body intact from that crazy world… I just can’t believe you’d be okay with all of that… and willingly go back.”
I felt like his words were semi-accusing as a timer on the screen warned of three minutes remaining. My parents had seen theirs too, and Mom said, “Look, Stacy, I love you very much.”
“Love you too, Mom, Dad,” I told them. Tears were in my eyes now.
“Amanda, could we do this again in two weeks?” Dad asked.
I looked at her, and she nodded, “I don’t think that will be a problem.”
“Thanks, talk to you then,” Dad said.
“I love you, Stacy,” Mom and Dad said almost as one.
“I love you both too!” I said, and then the connection cut off.
Amanda let me sit with my tears for a moment before gathering me up and saying, “Let’s go change that wet diapee and go get din-din.”
I leaned against her and enjoyed the calming feeling of her arms around me. Outside Fred waited with the diaper bag over his shoulder, and they walked down the corridor to the desk and checked out. “Do you need anything else?” The lady asked us.
“We need a reservation for two weeks from now,” Amanda told her.
The lady looked suspiciously at her, “Why such regular calls?”
“We’re working on getting our little girl some playmates,” Amanda said, and I felt myself stiffen.
The lady giggled, “Now, isn’t that a smart way to do it! With so few free Littles now, I think the last chance for many of us is the dimensional visitors. Unfortunately, by the time I see them at this desk, they’re already claimed!”
Amanda squeezed me slightly, “It does take some work…” she kissed my head and said, “So two weeks from now?”
“Yes, ma’am, you’re all booked, Doctor Westerfield.”
“Thanks,” she said before asking, “Where’s your nearest bathroom or changing room? Our princess here needs a change.”
“Down the hall to the right is a bathroom; there are also some changing tables outside if you want. It’s not like they need any privacy for their cute little parts anyway!”
“Thanks,” Amanda said, and they walked down the direction she was given before Fred handed her the bag. “Let’s go inside,” she whispered to me. As she did so, though, I saw two Littles being changed on the tables outside. One was kicking and screaming, “I’m not a baby! You can’t do this to me!!!!!!”
On the other table, a naked woman had her foot improbably in her mouth, sucking on her toe as an Amazon woman wiped her disgusting poopy bottom.
The sight made me shiver as the door closed them from view.
“It’s okay, Stacy,” she told me as she gave me a quick hug. “That was just a way to make it seem okay for us to be calling.” There was a convenient hook for diaper bags next to a fold-down changing table that she pulled down and made a face at. I looked and saw remains of poop all over the table.
“That’s gross,” I said aloud.
“Yes, it is… I think I’ll just change you in the car.”
Given the only other option was in full view of the rest of the airport, I nodded. Amanda picked up the bag, and we left the room as quickly as we had entered. We walked right past the man who now had his face covered in tears and snot. He was being forcibly dressed in a onesie, with a large pacifier stuffed in his mouth, effectively muting him. I could tell it was one of those locking ones and felt terrible for the poor guy. The Little girl was being hoisted on her ‘mommy’s’ hip and waved at me.
For my part, I waved back…
Thankfully, Amanda and Fred could quickly walk back to the car, and Amanda popped the back open. “Daddy, can you hold your princess for a moment?” She asked him as she handed it to me.
“Sure,” he said and gave me a quick squeeze. “I thought you were changing someone’s wet diapee?” He asked.
“The changing table in the bathroom was a mess… I wanted to throw up from it – there was no way I was putting my baby on it!” She said assertively.
“I could have taken her into the men’s?” He suggested.
She froze, and I could tell she hadn’t even thought about it. “Why didn’t I think of that? Well, I guess I’ll have to remember Daddy isn’t helpless, huh?” She asked as she turned back to me, and I could see she’d laid out a soft changing pad on the back cargo area of the SUV. She laid me down on it and proceeded to pull down the diaper cover before I realized I might as well have been getting changed in the airport hallway with as many people were passing our car. Just as she undid the tapes, I saw the lady and the little girl from when we got there walk by and get a full view of my naked bottom.
I blushed and turned my head to the side to try to pretend no one was looking at me. For her part, Amanda was thorough but quick with the diaper change. She used a couple of wipes to quickly clean me, put a new diaper on me, and then sat me up without the diaper cover.
“What about my panties?” I asked her, embarrassed.
“Your diaper cover got a bit wet, sweetie,” she put it to the side as she picked me up, “I should have changed you a little earlier.”
“Oh,” I said as she held me, and I knew my diaper pronounced my status to the entire world with or without the cover.
“It’s okay, sweetie, you’re just a baby!” She hugged me and whispered, “You look more normal in a diaper than you would ever look in real panties. People will just smile at you like this and move on. In panties, you would really draw way more attention to yourself.”
She put me inside the harness of my car seat and handed me my teddy bear from somewhere. “Here’s your bear Princess.”
I hugged Elena tightly and listened as the door stayed open and she talked to Fred. “What about going to Elevated tonight?”
“I guess that works. Don’t they have a pretty strict policy, though?”
“She’ll be fine. It’s some of the best food around, either way, meet us there?” I heard Amanda say as she closed my door.
When she got in the door, I asked, “What’s their strict policy?”
“Well… Little’s have to eat umm… differently.”
“Like?”
“Like you probably won’t like the looks of it, but it’ll taste good?” She suggested before pausing and adding, “If you’re a good girl there, I’ll let you have another of your special morning babas each day of the week the rest of the week?”
My caffeine addiction almost immediately overrode my common sense, but I did maintain the sense to ask, “It’s going to be that bad?”
She stiffened from what I could see of her in the mirror, “For you maybe, but for Mommy and Daddy, it’s one of our favorite places to eat? So you might even be okay with it?”
“Two weeks,” I told her.
She was at a stop sign and turned to look at me through the mirrors, “Deal.”
“Somehow, I feel like I didn’t negotiate hard enough!” I muttered. I squeezed Elena tightly and sat as we continued down the road with the green light.
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Chapters 26 and 27
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 26: Elevated
IT MUST HAVE been about a fifteen-minute drive before she pulled into a parking space and came to the door to get me. Fred was right there to grab the diaper bag. I had been about to leave Elena in the car when she said, “Bring your bear with you.”
“Okay,” I told her.
“Did you name her yet?”
I looked up at her and squeezed my bear tighter, “Elena,” I told her.
“What a pretty name for your bear,” she told me with a squeeze as we walked inside.
I looked around the upscale restaurant and noted the name, ‘3lev4t3d’ used leet speak for some reason. ‘Was Elevated already taken? Or does the 343 have some significance?’ I wondered to myself. A man dressed in an expensive suit stood as the Maître’D. “How many tonight?”
“Two plus our little girl here,” Fred said.
“Please follow me,” he said a moment later after fiddling on a computer screen. We were led to a small table with booth benches on either side. I watched as a waitress appeared from the side and placed a very nice-looking wooden high chair next to the table. Amanda put my feet in the appropriate holes and cinched the waist strap down before placing a bib on me. I was still holding onto Elena then when Amanda gently pulled her from my grasp and sat her next to my diaper bag.
“She’s able to behave properly?” The waitress asked nervously while glancing at me.
“Yes, she’s not going to be a disturbance to other guests,” Fred said to her.
“Very good Sir, and Ma’am,” the lady said, and I watched as a basket of bread was placed on the table far out of my reach. Amanda and Fred both munched on pieces in front of me, and I couldn’t help but have my stomach grumble and feel this was unfair. Iced teas were brought for them upon their request, but I remained ignored still other than an occasional pat on the head from Amanda.
“Have you decided?” A waiter appeared and asked about ten minutes later.
“Yes, I’ll have the Veal Parmesan,” Amanda said.
“And I’ll have your New York Steak,” Fred said.
“How would you like that cooked?”
“Medium rare, please,” he told him.
“And which meal would you like your little girl to share?”
“She’ll have the Veal with me,” Amanda said.
“Excellent, ma’am.”
I sat there squirming a bit and thought about begging for a piece of bread or something but thought better of it. Something about Amanda’s earlier warning… and something else just left a niggling in my brain that made me worry. I looked around and noticed only two other babies or Littles present. One seemed to be an actual baby, and the other was a Little. Both seemed to be getting fed from a bowl next to their mothers.
As I continued to look around, Amanda presented a bottle to me and said, “Here, let this take a little bit off of that grumbling stomach.”
I looked at the bottle and knew instantly it was breast milk and began nursing it. It wasn’t as good as straight from the source, but it was still pretty tasty, so I nursed at it without a word. I wondered about the rest of dinner while I sucked at the bottle; something about the restaurant just seemed ‘off.’ About the time I had finished my bottle, they turned up with two delicious-looking plates for Fred and Amanda.
Fred’s steak was one of the tastiest-looking meats I had ever seen cooked. It was also the largest piece of steak I’d ever seen on a plate! I believed I had seen prime rib roasts smaller than the steak on his plate was… It came with a baked potato, and my mouth watered at the sight of it. I looked at Amanda’s plate and saw a nice-looking plate of veal parmesan with pasta covered in a red meat sauce that would make any Italian restaurant proud.
Then I noticed the bowl.
Inside, the bowl looked like a red pasty mush with little bits of white sticking out. The mush had a liquid consistency to it that made my stomach turn. The more I looked, though, it looked like something that had been put through a blender… or was on the bottom of the Little I had just seen on the changing table. My stomach turned as I now understood what she meant about the meal. A baby spoon was pulled out of the diaper bag, and she asked, “Ready to give your din-din a try?”
I made a face, and she whispered, “It’s exactly what I have; it’s just been pureed.” My glare seemed to not affect her as she gathered a spoonful up and said, “Open up for the train Princess.”
I debated not doing so, but I remembered that this mush would be worth two weeks of coffee… ‘Was it worth that?’ I thought to myself.
Amanda gave me a look that can only be given by a mommy… so I opened my mouth, and she smiled at me, “Good girl!”
As the mush landed on my tongue, I had a flashback to the little bit of the disgusting stuff I’d tried from Elena’s meal back home and nearly gagged! Fortunately, this only had the texture in common. The truth was that if you could get past the mushiness of the bite, the flavor was fantastic! With each spoonful, I didn’t have anything to chew, so I just kind of swirled it around my mouth for a moment and swallowed.
“Is that good?” She asked me in a singsong voice.
I shrugged and nodded, “It’s weird.” I said quietly. Somehow the restaurant felt like a place that didn’t want Littles speaking whatsoever.
“The chef here is one of the best in our region… He believes Littles should be fed well… but just that they can’t be trusted not to choke on their food whole,” she told me as she spooned another mouthful of the mush into my mouth.
The texture clashed with the taste so much I just forced myself to pretend I had chewed it to that consistency myself. One spoon at a time, I was given the goop from the bowl until Amanda said, “What a good baby girl, you ate it all!”
I glared at her because I swore the bowl was bigger before. I was still hungry and felt my stomach grumble in complaint. Just as I was about to say something, though, the waiter came back and asked, “Was the meal to everyone’s satisfaction?”
I looked longingly at the eighth of a massive piece of veal that still lay on her plate. “Yes, it was, thank you.” Amanda said before asking, “This is our first time here with our Little. Is it alright if I nurse her here?”
The man laughed, “Of course it’s okay. It’s the natural order of things, and we wouldn’t expect anything less here!”
“Thanks,” Amanda said, somewhat red.
“Would you care for dessert while you provide dessert for your daughter?”
I squirmed in my own embarrassment now. “Please, I’ll have the chocolate dessert you have listed here,” Amanda said.
“I’ll take the slice of cheesecake,” Fred said from the other side.
“Right away! Would you like me to box the rest of that for you?” He asked Amanda looking at the same leftovers I wanted. “Or I can puree it and put it in a jar for your daughter to have for another meal?
“Just box it, please,” she said, “it’ll make a nice snack later after I put her to bed.”
The man took the plate with him back to the back. As soon as he had the plate clear, Amanda unsnapped the buckle at my waist and picked me up. “I know you’re still hungry, sweetie, nurse from me, and I’ll let you have the rest of the leftovers at home later.”
I looked up at her and said, “Thanks.”
She presented me with the fleshy orb, and my mind went to a halt while my mouth did all the thinking I was capable of at that moment. My hunger at least seemed to take a back seat after her first breast had given all it had. I was zoned out from the milk as she burped me and placed me at her other breast.
As I nursed, she must have received her dessert because other than an occasional pet of my hair or pat to my back, her right arm seemed to be on the table. “You have one of the best-behaved Littles I have ever seen come in here,” a deep man’s voice different from the waiter sounded in my ear.
“She is a good girl,” Amanda agreed.
“How did she like her meal?”
“I think she liked the taste of it… but honestly, I don’t normally puree her meals or feed her baby food - so I think the texture was a battle for her.”
“She normally eats solids? Are you sure that’s wise?”
I kept nursing at her breast, trying to contain my embarrassment.
I felt Amanda nod, “We know she needs some care, but we see no reason to rub it in her face by pretending she isn’t a little bit of an adult. Normally I wouldn’t bring her here and subject her to that, but I knew you would be pureeing the same I was eating… I knew it wouldn’t be the disgusting jarred food, at least.”
“You have some interesting views, Madame,” the voice said. “But I can’t deny you have a beautiful and well-behaved Little there. Next time you are here, let them know I said she could have the preschool version of the meal.”
“Umm… thanks,” Amanda said.
“Anytime, I hope to see you dine with us again.”
Her breast ran out just then, and I kept nursing for a moment. Finally, she broke my suction and placed me on her shoulder, saying, “He’s gone, Princess.” Then, I let out a burp as she patted my back, and she added. “You seem to have made an impression somehow, though!”
She placed a pacifier in my mouth and then settled me back into the crook for her arm as she reached for another bite of her dessert. “That’s all I can eat, I think, Fred; you ready to go?”
“Sure, sweetheart, see you at home?”
Amanda stood up and moved me to a position against her shoulder where I could just see behind her. A new Little and his family had been seated and had just received their food.
“Matty, you need to eat your din-din,” the woman said to him.
“No, I’m not eating that disgusting ass!”
I just spotted the Little being ripped from the highchair, and his diaper was removed to bare his naked butt to the entire world. Then, I heard the first smacks of a painful spanking as we cleared the dining area. ‘This place is crazy!’
Back at the car, I was feeling sleepy from the breast milk as Amanda checked my diaper. “Hmm… better change you now…” she said before repeating the process of opening my diaper up in a parking lot along a crowded street. It caused my face to turn red, knowing that any stranger who passed by was getting an unrestricted view of my new parts that I had barely seen. However, she didn’t waste time changing me into one of my thicker diapers.
“There, all dry!” She told me, and I just kept nursing the pacifier as she lay me in the carrier, moved my arms into the harness, and decided to take a nap on the way home.
BACK HOME I woke as Amanda had just pulled into the garage. I stretched in the seat as much as I could and waited for her to come to get me. “Oh, so you are awake?” She asked as she opened the door.
I nodded, “I don’t seem to be falling in quite as deep of a sleep from your milk every time now.”
“You hungry now?” She asked me.
I shook my head, “I do want to try that meal in a non-pureed form, but I’m pretty full right now.”
“Just let me know later if you get hungry, and we’ll heat that up for you,” she said as she carried me into the kitchen and then set me down on the ground.
“Thanks,” I told her looking up at her face seemingly way above me.
“So…”
“So what?” I asked.
“Want to see if Mommy made the right adapter for the TV to play your video games?” She asked just as Fred came in.
He laughed, “I really am going to have to watch you two; you’re going to feed off of each other!”
“You’re just jealous!” Amanda said.
“Of what?”
“She likes video games and not boring things like football!”
“What?” I asked. “I like football too?”
She looked at me and stuck her tongue out at me, “Traitor,” she muttered and suddenly picked me up. She tickled me mercilessly for a moment before letting up. “So video games?”
I nodded, “Okay.”
She sat me down on the couch and went upstairs to her work area before returning with the two consoles in the bags I had brought them in. “Which one should we try first?” She asked me.
“What kind of games do you like?”
“Shooters?” She asked hesitantly.
“So, you’re okay with me playing them?” I asked hopefully.
“I won’t tell your Granny if you won’t?” She suggested with a smile.
I laughed, “Okay, get it hooked up, and I’ll get the game going.”
I was kind of trapped on the couch with the floor looking a long way down. ‘Real babies manage to climb and jump just fine!’ I reminded myself at the drop, crawled to the edge, and took a leap down. It was almost scary how long I felt like I was in the air on the way down, but I landed safely with an ‘oof.’
“Stacy!” Amanda looked at me, “Are you okay?” She asked worriedly.
“I’m fine; real babies get around just fine when they’re this size,” I told her.
“Not really; when they’re your size, they can usually barely sit up!!!”
“Are we going to play or not?” I asked her as I dug through the consoles bag I brought and found the case of games I brought with me.
She shook her head, “I must be crazy.”
Then I noticed we might have a problem, as the controllers seemed just a smidge larger than back home for my hands but positively tiny for hers. “Umm… we might have a problem,” I said as I held up the controller.
“Nope!” She said as she held up her own controller that looked identical but sized for her hands. “I made one for myself, so no excuses for your butt getting whupped on the game.”
I looked at her like she had grown another head… “Are…?” I started to ask but shook my head and said, “Okay, put this in the disc tray, and we should be good to go.”
I looked at the patch of wires and the adapter she had assembled, and it looked like something that could have been purchased at the store. The same was true of her controller that looked factory built. When she sat next to me, I watched as hers and mine easily connected to the console wirelessly. “How did you make those?”
“I have a printer upstairs that can make just about anything if I give it the plans to do so. From the plastic all the way down to circuits,” she told me.
“Cool!” I said.
She gave me a sideways squeeze and kissed my head, “So what’s this game?”
In the end, I had settled on the latest Call of Duty game that had come out just before I had packed. I hadn’t played much, but it was similar enough to all of the past titles that the little I had played, I felt confident I could beat the newbie. We settled on a team match at first, and I was more than slightly surprised by how confidently she played. In the end, I won over her in points, but not by as much as I should have.
“Okay, you two, Daddy thinks it’s time for Stacy to have her bath, and Mommy needs to go night-night.” I heard as we had finished another round.
“Huh?” Amanda asked at the same time as me.
“Oh boy… you two are going to have to have some limits set. You’re both way too alike!” he muttered.
I looked at the clock and said, “Oh, we’ve been playing that long?”
Amanda stiffened, “Oops… Sorry, honey,” she told him with a smile. She held her hand out for me to hand her my controller. I watched her place both of them on top of the TV before powering down the PlayStation.
She gathered me up and said, “Good thing you have a thick diapee on! I guess I probably need to go myself before I need those!” She giggled as she tickled my feet and carried me upstairs to the bathroom. Amanda set me down on the floor and pulled the skirt of her dress up, and then removed it all the way, leaving only her underwear on. I watched morbidly as she pulled her panties down and sat down on the toilet and felt jealousy over being able to do so. She didn’t take long to begin sending urine into the toilet bowl, and I had to wonder if she wasn’t joking about nearly having an accident of her own!
“Ahhh,” she said contentedly.
I watched her wipe, flush, then wash her hands before she turned her attention to the bathtub. She turned the nobs and added some bubble bath before turning to me and saying, “Turn around for Mommy.”
I did as she asked, and she undid the buttons that held the back of my dress closed and untied the ribbon at the back as well. I felt her fiddle with my hair for a moment before she used her fingers to get the braids completely loose. While I was still standing, she reached and undid the tapes of my diaper, leaving me now naked. With a quick grab under my arms, she sat me in the tub that was already filling. I noticed that it was fuller than it had been the last time. I watched as Amanda undid her bra and froze as she climbed in the tub with me. She sat down with her back to the wall of the tub, and I found myself picked up and sitting down on her legs that stretched out now.
“Mommy wants to take a bath with you,” she told me with a smile and a touch of my nose.
I was kind of dumbfounded at this point and couldn’t help but have my eyes drawn to look at her body. A couple days before, I was pretty sure that I would have been aroused at this sight, but now I just looked at an adult body and wished I wasn’t as small as I was. She really was pretty, I decided. Before I could really see anything through the bubbles, though, she began washing me from top to bottom. Especially my bottom found itself getting plenty of attention, as she seemed determined to have a clean baby…
She washed my hair gently, and I sat with my hair dripping as she began soaping up her own body and washing. I contented myself with playing with some bath crayons on the side of the tub when she started to go lower on her body. It didn’t mean as much when I had the same parts…
When she was done, she hugged me to her body and said, “I’m so glad you came here!”
“Thanks… I think,” I told Amanda with a smile.
She laughed and squeezed me before turning me in her arms to present me with her breast. “Three times a day, huh?” I asked.
“Please?” she asked.
I sighed, “I’m going to get fat!”
With that thought, I turned my head and latched on to nurse. A few moments later, I felt my bladder lose control and knew I had to have just peed on her. As if to confirm that I heard Fred’s laugh.
I squirmed a bit, but she held me there, saying, “It’s just a little pee; Mommy doesn’t mind,” she said.
I shrugged and kept nursing, hoping that a bit of pee wouldn’t become something else… at least for her sake. As I finished, I was in that drunken state as she rinsed us off one more time and carried me down the hallway to the nursery. I was barely aware of my surroundings as I was diapered and placed in another nightgown. Sometime between the change and the crib, I found myself asleep.
Chapter 27: Encounters
THE NEXT MORNING, I found myself on the changing table; Amanda was stripping me of a wet diaper. “So, you decided to join us, huh?” She asked me as my eyes fluttered open, and I wiped the sleep from my eyes while trying not to panic.
“What time is it?” I asked as I yawned.
“Eight, you slept really good last night!” She told me with a smile before she grabbed my ankles and I felt my bottom awkwardly held in the air as she pushed my knees towards my face. A cold baby wipe traversed my bottom, and I was sat on a new diaper that I could instantly tell without looking was one of the princess ones.
I sighed, “What are we doing today?” I asked.
“Well, we’ll get breakfast in that tummy of yours first, and then we’re going to go take back the rest of the clothes that don’t fit on that teeny tiny body of yours… Maybe we’ll go find some other pretty outfits too while we’re at it.”
I groaned, “More shopping?”
“What’s wrong with shopping?” She asked me as she dressed me in a romper that barely had parts to call legs; it was so short!
“Besides seeing all of the constant hideous torture that other Littles endure every time I turn around?”
She froze with one hand on my leg and another snapping the crotch of the romper up. “What do you mean?”
I sighed, “It’s like seeing a living nightmare most of the time, you know?” She looked at me, “You’ve been great, and while I spend most of the time truly embarrassed… when you treat me the way you do, you at least still treat me like a human. Some of those poor people,” I shuddered. “I mean the things your sister alone seems to like doing?”
She gathered me in her arms, kissed my forehead, and hugged me, “I hope you realize how lucky you got that we were being honest with you?”
I nodded, “I do.”
“Come on, let’s get some shoes on those feet, and we’ll get you downstairs to your latte.”
I grinned at that, “Thanks.”
I was sat down in the now-familiar high chair, bibbed, and the bottle of hope was sat on the tray in front of me. I quickly nursed about half of it down before paying attention to the bowl of baby cereal she held on a spoon in front of my mouth. I groaned but had a hard time complaining when she was at least acceding to my need for coffee! I took about five bites before guzzling part of the bottle to wash the taste down and repeated until the bottle was empty, but a little bit remained in the bowl.
“Almost done,” she told me as she spooned some of the last of the paste in my mouth.
I sighed, “You do realize this stuff tastes terrible, right?”
“You got your bottle of latte, right?” she asked with the spoon raised next to my mouth.
I nodded nervously.
“Then don’t whine and open up.”
I sighed and finished the last four spoons of the gray mush and craved anything to wash it down. Amanda seemed to understand because she unbuckled me and promptly presented me with her flesh. I just latched on without saying anything and nursed. The mush had left me feeling mostly still hungry for something good to eat, but between the latte bottle and the mush, I slowed before I finished her first breast.
She sighed, “You’re going to make me go pump, huh?”
I looked guiltily up at her briefly before she placed me on her shoulder to burp me, felt my dry diaper, and sat me down in my walker. “Be a good girl while Mommy finishes,” she told me.
She walked over to the kitchen table again, and I watched semi-curiously as she pulled out an electric pump and settled it over her breast. I did feel a little bad she had to do that since it looked uncomfortable. I turned my attention away and looked outside as best I could to see if I could see what was making the motor noise. I could just make out Fred seeming to move about on a riding lawn mower in the front yard through the tall windows. I pushed my feet and the walker along towards the coffee table and could see one of the study guides there. The walker made it really tough to find a way to grab it as it kept the table out of my reach.
She had placed the toys back on the walker, which gave me an idea. Since I knew they popped out, I tried to see if I could get one loose to extend my reach. I tilted a couple of them, and they made noise and wondered if Amanda would now be watching me. I looked over to her, and she seemed intent on switching out a full bag of milk from the pump. Since I had only seen her pump her one breast, I silently wondered just how much each breast gave me when I nursed!
Turning my attention back to the walker toys, I was finally able to pull out one loose! It was a long bead bar that gave me just enough reach that I was able to pull at the book.
‘The walker is short enough; maybe I can wedge it under the table…’ I thought to myself. I pushed it more towards the table, and sure enough, it slid under. I used the bar to reach and successfully pulled the book onto my lap!
“What are you doing?!?” I heard Amanda ask in a panicked voice next to me.
“Getting my book?” I responded to her and saw how worried her face looked.
“You could hurt yourself!” She told me.
“I’m fine,” I told her…
She pushed the table off the walker and the walker further away. “Don’t do that again! The table might have collapsed the walker!”
I thought about it for a second and thought it unlikely but not impossible, “Sorry… I figured it was sturdier than that.”
She sighed, “I’m going to finish pumping – you behave!”
“Yes, Mommy…” I said in a small, contrite voice.
She turned and walked away, and I resumed my original plan and opened the book up. I decided to skip the sections I had tested well on and went straight to the ‘Basic Reasoning’ section that had been my downfall yesterday. It was essentially an IQ test from what I could gather and forced you to find patterns in letters and shapes that varied from easy to ridiculous. I knew I was above average for intelligence, but some of this stuff felt tough.
I had just made it through a couple of more challenging examples when my belly made a rumble, and I had to groan. I could barely touch the floor with my feet in the walker, and I had a feeling this would feel worse than usual. I was pretty sure there wasn’t going to be an opportunity to get out of it before my body had to do something. Sure enough, a cramp hit, and I tried to pinch off my sphincter! Instead, I just felt liquidly mush enter my diaper. I groaned and just forced it all out.
I sat there in a daze in the messy diaper. The smell began quickly wafting to my nose, making me wince. Even worse, its stickiness was squished to my skin by the seat of the walker. I looked up to Amanda, who was still pumping, and she took note of my face. “Did you make a big poopy for Mommy?”
I felt tears rolling down my eyes from embarrassment but nodded.
“Just give me a few more minutes here, sweetie, and I’ll get you all nice and clean.”
I wanted to complain about it but instead just rolled a few steps closer to her before thinking better of it. Every time I shifted my weight on the ground from one foot to the other to propel myself, it just squished more. I felt gross as it seemed to make its way into my new parts, too, and the light tears down my face began streaming down.
“Oh, it’s okay, baby,” Amanda said, looking at me. She looked down at the pump and switched it off, sealed the bag of milk, and cleaned up the contraption in the sink. I found my eyes gazing on a clock that hung in the kitchen. The hands moved slowly, and every time I looked up, it seemed like it hadn’t moved at all! Finally, Amanda came over to me ten minutes later and lifted me out of the walker. “Let’s go get my poopy Princess all cleaned up,” she soothed.
She did her best to reassure me, “It’s okay, baby,” and seemed to not accept how awful the situation was until we were upstairs and reality hit her. The moment she opened up the diaper, I could see her face grimace, letting me know that even she was a little bit daunted by the mess within it! I counted as she used more wipes than she had before. “Good thing I put you in one of your princess diapers, Stacy; otherwise, I think it would have ruined your pretty romper!”
“It’s disgusting!” I told her as she snapped the romper closed.
“You…”
“Knew what I was getting into… yeah,” I said along. “Can you please not put me in anything that’s going to squish my poop in the mornings?”
She looked thoughtful but nodded, “It is way easier to clean you up if you’re not playing in your poopy diapee.”
“I wasn’t!” I started to say but was interrupted by the pacifier placed in my mouth.
“Now stop being a grouchy-guts and let’s go have a fun mommy-daughter shopping day!”
I said nothing but just nursed the pacifier as she gathered up the usual stuff to take a baby out… ‘At least she’s nice about it,’ I reminded myself.
After a quick ride in my car seat, we arrived at the first baby store we had been to the day that I arrived. I spit out my pacifier while I waited for her to come around. She didn’t say a word but placed it back in a cover and inside my bulging diaper bag. She carried me to a cart, strapped me in, set a blanket behind me like her mother had, and then walked back to the car with it. I watched as she pulled out four boxes of diapers that were too big of a size, a massive pile of outfits, and a pack of the huge bottles that apparently hadn’t been opened.
The store’s doors opened, and an attendant waited by it, “Returns?” The brown-haired In-Betweener asked.
“Yes,” Amanda answered.
“Go over to customer service there,” she instructed us.
“Thanks,” Amanda said and pushed the cart to a line, several people, long. I looked down behind me as much as I could and saw one Little with a monkey-shaped child harness on him so he couldn’t run away. He only wore a shirt and the harness, so you could easily see the brown and drooping diaper that was definitely in need of a change.
The Little looked up at me and seemed to concentrate for a moment on me. I waved at the boy, looking shocked before waving back at me. His ‘mommy’ turned and faced us, “Oh my god, she is so adorable!”
“Thanks,” Amanda said, “So is yours,” she added politely.
“Not like your little girl… hmm… maybe that’s what we should do?”
I gulped as a look came into her eyes, and she looked at her Little. The man opened his mouth in a smile, and I had knots in my stomach twist as I realized all of his teeth had been removed. She picked him up and said, “Can you say hi to the baby girl?”
He waved, and I think he tried to say hi, but something was wrong, and I could see the look of frustration on his face. I watched as he put his head on her shoulder as hard as he could, and a fist flew. A quick swat to his bottom was apparently all she felt necessary to remind him not to do that. “Don’t do that, baby boy. I’m not in the mood!”
He whimpered, and she told Amanda, “You know her smile is adorable, but take those teeth out, and I guarantee it’s a lot easier on you.”
“Umm… thanks for the advice,” Amanda said as thankfully the crazy lady was next and taken up at the register. She sat her Little down on the counter, and I mouthed, ‘Sorry’ to him. He smiled at me before plunking his thumb in his mouth.
I felt Amanda kiss the top of my head, “Don’t worry, no matter how much bad parenting advice I get, I’m not going to do any of that.”
“Thank you,” I told her quietly.
“Next!” A shrill voice called, and Amanda pushed us forward a little way down the counter from where the boy sat. I looked at a lady that looked disheveled and generally like an angry woman no one wanted to piss off.
“What can I do for you?” she asked Amanda as we approached.
“Well, I planned for adopting a little girl… just not one as little as she ended up being,” Amanda said with a smile.
The lady paused for a moment, and her angry demeanor changed, “Oh, I see what you mean; she’s adorable, though! Did you catch her trying to play grownup?” She said the last part to me in as demeaning a baby voice as I could imagine.
“Something like that,” Amanda agreed.
“I’m surprised no one caught her right at her high school graduation…” the lady said. “Anyway, I’m guessing you want to return these items. Do you have a receipt?”
I sat there as they then talked without involving me at all. Amanda had receipts for most everything but a couple items. “If you want, you can just exchange those diapees for the right size?” She suggested.
“Sure, it’s not like they’ll go to waste!” Amanda said with a smile and tickled my side.
I grew impatient with all of this and remembered her first warning. Deciding discretion was the better part of valor; I stuck my thumb in my mouth to keep myself from saying something I shouldn’t. Apparently, that must have been the right thing to do because it earned me a small hug.
“How long have you had her?”
“About a week now?”
“What did you do to get her to take to her thumb so willingly?” She asked as we waited for another employee to grab the right-sized diapers to swap them out. “Hypnosis? Just spanking her?”
I sensed Amanda growing kind of annoyed too as she told her the truth, “Honestly, I told her the first time we went into a store that if she felt like she couldn’t keep herself from saying something, we’d regret to put her thumb in her mouth. So I told her if I sensed it coming, I’d put her paci in her mouth,” She smiled at me. “Want your paci?”
I nodded and accepted the pacifier without saying anything.
“Well, if you want to keep it a secret, I understand. The method if you patent it is probably worth a fortune!” the woman said as a tall guy made it up to where we were, somehow balancing all four new boxes in his arms. “So, with the diapers exchanged… the rest means we’ll put three-hundred-and-forty back on your card?”
“Please,” Amanda said and quickly signed the receipt to accept it back to the account.
She pushed me and the diapers back out to the car and gave me a solid hug. “Sorry, sweetie…”
“This is what I meant… I have a little bit of a reason to hate shopping, right?”
Amanda gave me a small smile, “I guess a little one.”
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Chapters 28 and 29
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 28: Fershings
OUTSIDE THE STORE, she loaded everything into the car, and then popped me out of the cart and into the car seat. “Let’s go hit the next store.”
I pulled the pacifier out of my mouth, “How many more?”
“Two more,” she told me.
I sighed but didn’t say anything. Our next two stops were the ValuMart, where she returned two dozen outfits, and then finally another baby store that looked like a boutique store. I could tell it was much higher on the income scale for shopping from the neighborhood. “Here, let me have your paci. You shouldn’t need it in here,” she told me as she pulled it from my mouth. I’d forgotten I was nursing it. ‘Who would have thought that those were so relaxing?’ She picked me up and settled me on her right hip while carrying four dresses in her other hand wrapped in plastic.
“Welcome to Fershings,” a lovely lady behind a counter said as we walked in. Unfortunately, her attention was on something at the counter, so she didn’t look up at us.
Whereas the other stores I’d been in for babies and Littles had been practically massive warehouses, this one was small and quaint. Cloth diapers, clothing, and other more obscure baby gear seemed to be their market, and only for real babies? “Hi Mrs. Fershing,” Amanda said as she walked up to the counter, “I’m here to return some dresses that were too big for my Princess here.”
“Amanda! In twice in a month to see me? What’s the occasion?!?”
Amanda patted my head and sat me on my feet on the counter. I felt a little guilty about putting my feet there before I remembered that the shoes had probably touched the pavement twice at the most…
“My land, you’re tiny! How old are you?” The lady asked me directly, to my surprise.
“Eighteen,” I told her.
The lady looked up at Amanda and then looked back at me, “And you went willingly with her?” She paused, “I won’t support idiot Amazons kidnapping Littles without consent in this store!”
I laughed, “You can say that… it’s actually more of a contract,” I told the woman. Something about this lady made me think that she wasn’t your average Amazon wanting to baby everyone in sight. On the contrary, the store itself seemed made for babies and not for Littles – not a single punishment device or abusive toy lay in sight anywhere.
She raised her eyebrows, “Well, Amanda, it sounds like you have a story here.”
“We do…” she looked hesitant about telling it.
“Can we trust her?” I asked Amanda before she said more.
Mrs. Fershing seemed a little taken aback but laughed. “Now, this is the kind of Little I can believe you would end up with Amanda.”
“Yes, you can trust her. I’ve known her for most of my life… and she generally hates any Amazon that takes a Little.”
I looked up at her and saw the sincerity in her eyes before looking back at Mrs. Fershing, “I’m from the other dimension; I came here to attend college. I’m sort of boarding with the Westerfield’s.”
“Boarding? In a diaper?” she asked. “Willingly?” She pressed.
I sighed, “It’s kind of dangerous for a Little not to be diapered now?” I looked at her, and she cringed but nodded, “and to make things the safest they can be for me as a student, I decided I’d be better off not in the dorms. So Amanda and her husband agreed to take me in and help me… her only request was that I let her indulge her maternal instincts.”
She looked at me before looking at Amanda, “If I’d known you were buying those dresses for a Little… let alone your own Little?”
“You wouldn’t have sold them to me…” she finished for her. “But now that you know what’s going on?”
She sighed, “You are a cute one.” The woman looked me over and shrugged, “You wouldn’t survive five minutes on your own without someone finding a way to say you needed this. Better it should be Mandy that’s taking care of you than them. You are letting her go to school still?” She said to her.
“Yes, ma’am, just waiting for her to take that stupid CARE exam next week before we can pick up her schedule.”
“That infernal exam… you have a plan for it?” She scowled and asked us.
“We do,” Amanda said, “Fred is going to bring some things from work to help out.”
She nodded, “Unfortunately, I think it’ll take that to beat that. I think I heard from someone in the CAMOL group that only like twenty to thirty percent of the testers managed to finish that stupid thing. The only good thing is if you can make it through without a shitty diaper, you should be good.”
I looked at her in shock at her bluntness for a moment but nodded in agreement.
“So those dresses are definitely way too big! You want to exchange them?” She asked Amanda.
“Yes, please. Sadly, Stacy’s only in the three-month sizes, and it’s not like she’ll grow into these.”
“Nope, I don’t think she’ll be doing that,” the lady said with a tight smirk. “Okay then, you said three months?”
I was picked up by this strange woman and sat on the ground next to her, “Come along, young lady, and we’ll see if we can find you some pretty dresses!”
For the next hour, I was changed into dress, after dress, after dress. Eventually, ten hung from a small hanging rack next to the register. “You better change that diaper before she gets a rash,” Amanda was told.
Amanda laughed, “Yes, ma’am, we’ll pay when we get back.”
“Here, put her in this dress when you get done. She looked adorable in it!”
The romper that had been back on me for all of two minutes was quickly removed, and I lay naked on a changing table in a room for trying clothes on the babies that were the target of the store. Amanda took very little time to put me in a regular pampers diaper, and I was buttoned up in a beautiful and frilly yellow dress. Next, she added some white shoes that she’d bought and some lacey white socks.
Back at the counter, Mrs. Fershing said, “She’s adorable in that… What are you going to do for uniforms?”
“You remember Jenny Murtha?” Amanda asked.
“Yes, I do; she’s always been talented. She’ll have no problems making some beautiful uniforms for your little girl here.”
“That’s what I’m hoping. I figure I’ll get a couple more days of babying in here, and then we’ll work on helping Stacy grow up a bit.”
That was the first I’d heard of growing up, and I looked up at her smiling at me. “Just a bit!” She said and kissed my nose. We left the store with the new dresses and headed back home.
“Let’s get some lunch in your tummy,” she told me after she had carried the new dresses up to my room. I held my arms up to her, and she carried me downstairs and buckled me into the highchair. I watched as she went to the fridge, pulled out the leftovers from last night, and placed them in the microwave. When it beeped, she looked over at me, “So should I run it through the blender first?”
I gave her a horrified look, but she smiled at me, “Don’t worry, I’ll let you have it the way it’s supposed to be eaten by adults.” Then, she paused, “well, if an adult is being fed?”
I groaned. Amanda clearly needed to rub some things in, but at least she came over to me and began feeding me as she cut the meal up. The first bite was absolutely heavenly, I decided. “Why did he destroy this in the blender last night?” I complained.
“You didn’t seem to mind that much,” she said as she stuffed another bite in my mouth before snagging her own taste.
I stuck my tongue out at her. “Careful, or a little birdie’s going to bite that,” she told me with a smirk. For lunch that day, she really couldn’t feed me fast enough with the way it tasted, and I hated that I’d had to have mine mutilated. The noodles being fed to me by her were kind of tricky, and I knew if you looked at my face, it was a mess!
“By the way, what did he mean by preschool meal?” I asked her.
She shrugged, “I’ve never heard of a Little getting anything other than the pureed meal.” I watched her think for a moment before she shrugged and said, “Maybe it’ll just be pre-cut for you to use your own utensils on?”
“It would be better than mutilating it!”
“Well, be prepared at least that depending on where we are, that may not be the last time you have your dinner like that.”
“Why?” I asked, “I mean, seriously, why do your people feel like they need to bring us down to that level?” I paused as she wiped my mouth with the bib, “I guess I maybe get the diapers with the huge toilets you all need, maybe even the high chairs and such… but why feed an adult pureed baby food?”
She sighed and picked me up out of the highchair, grabbed a cloth, and then carried me to the couch in the living room. I was gently turned on her lap to face her. She stared down at me for a moment before asking, “How much do you know about our reproduction?”
I turned red, “I assume it’s sex, like anywhere?”
She nodded, “I didn’t mean like that, but yes, it is.” I watched the pain in her eyes, “The ultimate problem is our birth rate in this world is very low… really too low for the population to support itself for more than a couple more centuries without something drastic being done. When this all started, somehow it became custom to look at the Littles around and decide they would make good surrogate kids… and then somehow babies. Of course, it doesn’t help that you’re all so cute!” She said with a smile to try and lighten the mood. She ran her hand through my hair before continuing, “Depending on who you listen to, there are between sixty and eighty percent of us that can’t have children.”
I looked at her and nodded, “You’re one of those… I remember your mom saying that.”
She had a tear in her eye that she wiped clear. “Yes, I am, and so is Chloe… but just because we can’t have children doesn’t remove the urge to have them. I think, in some ways, it’s even worse for us because it seems that women like my sister and me really crave having a baby to take care of. We seem to have a full-on syndrome at times that makes us go crazy if a Little is cute enough – it’s why my breasts lactated within a day of you being here!”
“So, it’s all instinctual?” I asked.
“Pretty much… And, if you’re going to have a surrogate baby? Then you want to have all of the experiences of raising them as a baby.”
“What happens as everyone gets older?”
“Well, you all age much slower than we do. If you remain in this world, your appearance probably won’t change for twenty years or more. Your hair, face, skin, and everything will remain all but frozen at your current state. But, unfortunately, we tend to age faster… and there are more than a few cases of Littles having their parents precede them in death.”
“What happens to them then?” I asked with a morbid curiosity.
She shrugged, “What happens to any baby when their parents die?” She paused, “Hopefully, they have a Will, and the Little has a place to go. Occasionally the Will states the Little should be free, which usually gets honored. If they’re still cute enough, often they’re adopted out to the richest couple that wants them.”
I shuddered as I looked at her, “Just out of curiosity...?”
“Megan gains custody should we die, sweetheart,” she told me with a smile. “Mom and Dad are in line after that… then Fred’s parents, then Cassie, and then a specific safer orphanage over Chloe.”
I reached over to her hand and squeezed it, “Don’t go making that necessary!” I told her.
She smiled, “We told you we’d get you through college, didn’t we?” But then, I felt my side get tickled mercilessly, and my diaper began to fill with urine.
I was out of breath a couple minutes later, and she asked, “Thirsty?”
Chapter 29: Daddy's Girl
AMANDA HAD FED me from her breast again. I couldn’t help but notice it was becoming more mundane to me to be presented with the giant orb of flesh. A diaper change followed, and she lay me down in the crib for a nap that I took advantage of. As much as we didn’t change my sleep patterns with the nanites, I couldn’t help but notice I was still taking naps like a baby at least once or twice a day!
After my nap, Amanda dressed me in a swim diaper and swimsuit she asked, “I assume you don’t mind swimming?”
I shook my head and grew excited. Before she let me up, she took some sunscreen and covered me from face to toe with it. A small swim cap was then pulled over my hair.
I smiled at her and hugged her when she had finished getting me ready. “Thank you!”
She laughed and said, “If all it takes to keep you happy is a swimming pool, I might have to see about getting it enclosed!”
I nodded as she carried me out of the nursery, and we ran into Fred, who had just changed into his own swimsuit. “Here, why don’t you take the Princess outside while Mommy changes into her suit.”
“Okay,” he said and gave her a kiss as she handed me over.
“Ick,” I said for effect.
He laughed and squeezed me tight, “you make things a lot more fun, but you sure are squeamish about Mommy and Daddy kissing!” He tickled my side through the swimsuit, and I giggled.
“Go throw her in the water, and I guarantee she’ll stop caring about it,” Amanda said with a smile.
“Throw you in the water, huh?” He said. He walked downstairs and asked, “Did she mean like this?”
I went flying up in the air as he tossed me into the air like I had seen many daddies do with their babies before. I felt my face redden as my nerves made my diaper grow warm, but I also couldn’t help but smile. I had no doubts he would catch me, and of course, he did.
I giggled, “Again, Daddy!” I told him with a smile.
He tossed me up again and then hugged me before walking through the back door and out into the backyard. “So, your mommy tells me she thinks you’re part fish?”
“I’m not a fish!” I told him with a smile.
“Is that so?” He said as he opened the gate.
“Uh-uh, I’m a dolphin. They’re not fish; they’re mammals,” I told him while enjoying his attention. This was the most time I’d seen him without Amanda. I could kind of see what she saw in him when she married him.
“What happens if a shark comes along?” He joked with me as he waded into the water.
“Then I attack them,” I said with a smile, “everyone knows sharks don’t mess with dolphins!”
He laughed and placed me down in the water, where I began treading water. “Thank you,” I told him, though, and reached over to hug him around his neck. “You are way nicer than I ever could have hoped for,” I told him.
“You’re welcome,” he said, and I could see there were some tears in his eyes that he blinked away, “Okay, my little dolphin, go swim,” he told me with a smile.
I did as I was told and began swimming laps back and forth across the pool like I had yesterday. The only thing that I felt slowed me down was the stupid diaper… but I knew that wouldn’t be something I could negotiate my way out of. Even if they trusted me here, there was no way any Amazon in this world was going to risk a Little pooping in their pool!
I counted eighty laps when I decided I was feeling tired and flipped on my back to just float and look up at the clouds. I had noted Fred and Amanda swimming off to the side while I swam. Fred enjoyed a beer, but I hadn’t paid them much attention. I knew they’d been carefully watching me like hawks, just in case, I started having problems. The water lapped at me as I drifted on my back and remembered back to when I was nine or ten and would spend nearly every day at the pool with my friends. I’d always bring some diving toys to go swim down to pick up, and we would see who could get them soonest.
I squealed suddenly as I was unexpectedly picked up.
“I thought dolphins were able to fend off shark attacks?” Fred joked with me as I found myself cradled in his arms.
“Well, they are when they’re paying attention!” I told him and stuck my tongue out at him.
He squeezed me into a hug and said, “Okay, your mommy said it’s time for us to get out before you shrivel up like a raisin.”
I looked at my skin and had to admit that wasn’t that far off the truth. “Do I have to?”
He laughed, “Yes, or it’ll be both our heads.”
“Where’d she go?” I asked him, looking around as he wrapped me in a towel.
“Your Aunt Cassie called a few minutes ago, and she’s talking to her on the phone inside. I’m curious what your Granny and Chloe have said about you.”
“What do you think they’ve said?”
“Well, I’m sure both will agree you’re the prettiest and cutest Little they’ve ever seen!” He said, as he tickled my side, “Or at least while you smile like that.” He told me and touched my nose gently with his.
“And…?”
“I’m sure Granny probably thinks the world of you since you handled yourself maturely the whole day. Meanwhile, Chloe probably is telling her that they need to convince us to take your teeth, walking, and speech away as quickly as can be done.” He sighed, “I shouldn’t talk bad about any of Mommy’s family, but Chloe is the nutty sister.”
I hugged him and said, “Yes, she is!”
We walked through the back door into the house, and I looked to see Amanda sitting at the kitchen table smiling. Clearly, the conversation wasn’t going badly, at least. “Oh, they just walked in, just a sec,” she told her sister. “Daddy, do you think you can manage to get our daughter in a new diaper and dressed? Cassie wants to meet us for dinner in about an hour?”
Fred looked down at me, and I knew I had to look terrified. The thought of him changing me kind of scared me on the one hand, but I knew this wasn’t going to be a one-time thing, so I just gave him a slight nod.
“Daddy can handle that!” He said with a smile as he tossed me in the air without warning.
I squealed.
“Not inside,” Amanda muttered before saying into the phone, “Yes, Fred’s helping me out, but I swear having a husband is like having another kid sometimes… Stacy is definitely more mature!”
I giggled at that as Fred carried me upstairs. I couldn’t help but look at his hairy chest and think about the fact that it would never again be my body… not that it had been that hairy, to begin with, mind you! “Hmm… Let’s see, what do I do first with the baby?” He asked as he walked into the nursery with a smile on his face.
“Seriously?” I asked under my breath.
“Well, I guess we have to skin the fish first, huh?”
“Dolphin, mammal,” I told him back while sticking my tongue out at him. He sat me down on my feet on the changing table and pulled the swimsuit off my shoulders and down my legs to have me step out of it. The diaper came off next before he carried me to the nearby bathroom and pulled the showerhead down.
My hair was still in the swimming cap - so he could ignore my hair; he just sprayed the rest of me down with some warm water and washed me gently with some soap before rinsing me off. Then, he had me quickly gathered back in the towel, “I’m pretty sure Mommy doesn’t believe I can do this,” he told me with a smile before laying me down on the changing table. “Let’s see, this is the end that goes in front, right?” He asked with a wink and held the back-side up of one of the princess diapers.
I shook my head, “Don’t quit your day job to be a comedian.”
He smiled at me, put the diaper correctly under my bottom, rubbed some powder quickly over me, and then taped it up. I had been a little worried about a man doing that - especially now that I was a girl - but ‘Daddy’ had wholly disarmed me by now. He left me lying on the table strapped down for a moment before coming back with one of the dresses we had picked up earlier.
He held a sleeveless blue dress that was smocked all over the short bodice. Like most babies’ dresses, it flared quickly out to its wide skirt. At the top sat a white collar that I had been told in the shop was called a ‘peter pan’ collar. The smocking made a tiny diamond pattern across the front, and they had also added some small roses every few inches. It was the kind of dress that genuinely would make any baby girl look adorable! I groaned a bit when I realized I would again be that sweet baby girl a moment later when he undid the strap and sat me up.
I watched, actually kind of amused as he looked at the buttons that extended all the way down the back of the dress, trying to figure out how to make it work. While he was doing so, the bloomers that came with the dress rested at my feet, and I decided to help him out. So I pulled them up while he was still looking at the dress, and he said, “Hey!”
“What? You don’t want Mommy to think you can’t dress me, do you?” I told him.
He grumbled, “She’d never let me live it down!”
“Okay, so she undid about the top five buttons earlier, do the same thing, and pull it over my head like a t-shirt,” I instructed him.
I laughed as he struggled with the tiny buttons for a moment before he pulled it over my head as instructed and began buttoning it up to the top again. I waited patiently, and he suddenly pulled the shower cap off my head, having forgotten it was there. He seemed a little flustered going to look for shoes and socks while my hair was mostly a mess in the braid that had been under the swim cap. He returned with two dainty laced white socks that he put on my feet, followed by a new pair of black Mary Janes we had picked out earlier that didn’t hurt like the first pair I had tried on.
“So, you’re not worthless as a daddy?” Amanda came in dressed nicely in a sundress.
“I haven’t done her hair yet,” he said.
“Well, that’s okay; I’ll take care of that for the Princess. Did Daddy put your diaper on the right direction?” She teased and pulled the dress up to check. “Hmm… not on backward… The dress is on right too…” she smiled at me. “I guess I’m out of a job! Daddy is the new Mommy!” She told me with a smile and squeezed me tight.
“I don’t think I’m quite…” He smiled nervously.
“Oh, don’t worry, we know you don’t have the milk factory that a real Mommy has, huh?” She asked me with a smile. “I’ll do her hair if you’ll go get dressed in something a little less straight from the pool?”
“Okay, honey,” he told her and walked away.
“Good job giving him tips,” she told me with a smile. I gave her a confused look, and she pointed to the baby monitor.
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Chapters 30 and 31
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 30: Train Wreck
I LAUGHED, “DON’T tell him, you know,” I whispered.
“Don’t worry,” she told me and gave me a squeeze, “You two seemed to finally start to hit it off,” she said to me with a smile as she sat me down at the edge of the changing table and began brushing my hair.
“I hadn’t really talked to him much before.”
“He is kind of quiet… probably as much trouble for him to warm up to you as it was for you to warm up to him,” she told me seriously. “But just remember he’s all mine,” she said and pointed the hairbrush menacingly at me.
“We can’t share?” I asked with a smile.
“I guess…” she said and went back to work. She wove my hair into twin braids and tied off each with a bow that matched the blue on my dress. She pushed me back and looked side-to-side at my head before giving me a hug and saying, “I know it may be hard to believe, but I really do love you as my own already.”
I smiled at her but couldn’t think of an appropriate reply.
“Come on, we need to go meet your Aunt Cassie and your cousins!”
I hugged her tightly and tried not to shake but apparently failed, “Don’t worry, she’s not like Chloe.”
“But didn’t you say she took out her Little’s teeth, and he can only crawl?”
She looked a little bit surprised that I remembered everything but said, “Yes, she did that to Neville… but he can still talk. He also still has a few teeth.”
“Why leave some?” I asked nervously.
“I don’t have the slightest clue, Princess… I know she got paranoid about Neville making a run for it when Chloe’s Littles tried… I think that’s why she did that to him.”
I sighed, “You can understand why I’m nervous, right?”
She shook her head, “Remember, you are MY baby, not hers. I won’t let anyone do that to you, and neither will Daddy, huh?” She said.
“Nope!” He said as he gave both of us a hug. “Where are we meeting them?”
“That diner in her part of town, I think it’s called Carmichaels?” she told him.
“Helpful to know the place we’re going?”
She slugged him in the arm, “I know where we’re going even if I don’t know the name. Now let’s get going, so they aren’t sitting there waiting for us all night.”
“Yes, Mommy,” he said with a smile. She kissed him, and before I could say something, we were all walking downstairs together. Fred grabbed the diaper bag, and before I knew it, we were in her car, pulling out and driving towards yet another crazy Aunt.
I just sat through the trip nervously, wondering what this family member would be like. The drive to the diner wasn’t short, so I had plenty of time to think. “What are the names of Aunt Cassie’s… kids?” I asked.
“Kristina is her oldest real baby… she’ll turn four next month,” she added the last part, and I groaned internally, knowing she was sure to be bigger than me. “Klara is the youngest and just turned two… she’s in the middle of what she called potty-training boot camp with her right now.” I felt even more self-conscious, knowing the two-year-old would be out of diapers before me. “And then, of course, Neville is her baby.”
“How old is he?”
“Twenty-six, I think…” she said.
“How long…?”
“Has she had him?”
“Uh-huh,” I said.
“About a year now?”
‘Poor guy,’ I thought.
I was quiet then as I thought about all of the possibilities ahead of me. The Little I had spoken to on my trip before had mentioned how real Amazon babies would pick on Littles. I had eliminated about half of the responses to my posting simply because they had kids of their own already. I could only imagine how embarrassing it must be for their Little to watch two baby girls be potty-trained while he was stuck crawling in dirty diapers instead.
The car came to a stop, and Amanda said, “They’re here already,” she said as she pointed across the parking lot. I heard her shout “Hey!” as she went over to say hi, and Fred opened my door since he was on my side of the car.
“You ready for this?” He asked me.
I shook my head, “Not really, you?”
He laughed, “Not really!”
I was picked up carefully, and he threw the baby bag over his other shoulder. “Amanda, she is so cute!!!!!!!” the woman I surmised was Cassie cooed at me. She held a girl who I assumed was her youngest daughter in her arms. “I’m your Aunt Cassie, and this is your cousin Klara!” she said to me in a sing-song mother’s voice.
Aunt Cassie looked like a cross between her mother and Amanda. Her darker hair and shorter height seemed to be the most significant differences, but they had the same noses and similar body shapes.
“Hi,” I said politely, “I’m Stacy.” I mentally berated myself since I knew she knew that… but it seemed polite.
“Oh, she is polite!” she said to Amanda, “You weren’t kidding!” Then, she looked down at Klara and said, “You want to see your Aunt Mandy?”
The little girl in her arms looked excited to do so and hugged Amanda tight when handed over. Aunt Cassie extended her arms out and pretty much demanded to get to hold me with her body language. “Come see your Aunt Cassie?” She asked. Fred and I sighed simultaneously, but I think we both knew there was no other polite option. I was handed over and hugged tight to the strange lady’s chest. “Are they not feeding you anything?” She asked me.
“Mandy, she’s lighter than I think Klara was when she was born!”
Amanda laughed and said, “She’s close, but not quite that light… Shall we go inside?”
Cassie carried me in and then played with my braids and dress while waiting for the hostess. “How many?” the lady asked.
“We need five chairs, one with a booster, and three high chairs, please,” Amanda said.
“Big Girl, Aunty Mandy!” Klara demanded.
She looked at Cassie, who nodded, “Make that two booster seats and two high chairs,” she sighed.
“Give us just about fifteen minutes,” the lady said to us.
Cassie turned and faced me towards the man I knew must be her husband. He stood shorter than Amanda but taller than Cassie, it seemed. His scruffy-looking red hair seemed to match the long scruffy beard he had. Something about him just felt rugged and a little bit intimidating to me. “This is your Uncle Kevin. Say ‘Hi,’” she said as she waved my arm. “And that’s your cousin Neville!” She made me wave at him too.
Neville was clearly not actually a blood member of the family. He was black-haired and fairly buff like an athlete, actually. The babied man looked to have two feet of height on me, but the pacifier in his mouth and the exposed diaper under his onesie left no doubt what his place was in the world. He stared at me with a vacant look that just seemed to indicate no one was home. It was both confused and terrifying at the same time - vaguely reminding me of someone I once met that was just fried from drug abuse. I smiled at him shyly before I turned and looked at Amanda, who seemed to be holding in a giggle. I glared at her, and she quietly let it out then. I sighed and was distracted as Cassie sat down, and I was then sitting face-to-face with the ‘oldest’ of her family.
“This is your cousin Kristina!” Cassie said, regaining my attention with a smile.
“Baby!” Kristina said to me.
I sighed, “Hi Kristina,” I said with a smile. ‘Maybe if I treat the creatures with kindness, they’ll repay it someday?’
She looked at her mom, confused, “Not baby?”
Cassie laughed and said, “Oh definitely a baby, she just talks like you do, but see, she has a diapee on!” Suddenly my dress was pulled up and the bloomers down without any warning.
I turned bright red and looked as Amanda had set Klara down, and the girl toddled over to see me too. “Hi Klara,” I said with a smile.
She looked shocked and said, “Mommy, uppy!”
“I guess she’s jealous,” Cassie said and handed me over to Amanda, who had sat down next to her. “I hate to give her back, Mandy. She’s gorgeous!”
Amanda took me back and gave me a reassuring squeeze before saying, “Yes, she is.”
“We have your table ready,” a waitress said to us a moment later.
Seating with two real toddlers and two fake babies seemed to take on a whole new level of chaos. Amanda ended up seated to my right and Fred to my left. I was very appreciative of the protection that I felt they gave me, even as I felt myself turn red from embarrassment as the bib was put over my dress and a bottle of apple juice placed on the tray in front of me.
“Oh no, they gave you a regular high chair Mandy; we should get a Little’s one…” she said to her.
I looked down and thought everything seemed normal to me with this one. I looked confused across the table to Neville and realized things were not so normal there. His high chair had arm and leg straps that he was restrained by.
Amanda laughed, “She’s a good baby girl; she doesn’t need straps.” She kissed the top of my head and squeezed me gently from the side. “Besides, look at her size, and look at the size of Neville’s chair. She’d never be able to reach the straps!”
Cassie looked… more glared… at me, and I realized jealousy showed on her face. “How did you get one so little?”
“Think of her as an exchange student,” Amanda said. “She’s from the other dimension.”
I watched as she furrowed her brow and said, “Are they all this small?”
I turned and looked at Amanda, who shrugged, “I don’t know… I think it’s because it wasn’t her first visit?”
The waitress came by then to get food orders and started at their side of the table. “She’ll have your grilled cheese,” she said, pointing towards Klara, “and she’ll have your chicken and fries,” she said, pointing towards Kristina. “I’ll have the Chicken Caesar Salad.”
“Good, anything for your little boy?” She asked.
“I’ve got his food in my bag… would you mind heating it up, though? He likes it better when it’s warm.”
“Sure, ma’am, if you’ll hand it to me, I’m sure we can help out this cutie.” She reached her hand out, and I watched a jar come out of the bag. I caught a quick glance at the jar’s label. It featured an adult woman Little, wearing nothing but a diaper and a bib that barely covered her breasts. Her facial expression implied she was enjoying being fed a delicious meal, but I just managed to read “Haggis, tripe, and turnips” on the side of the jar. The waitress tucked it into the pocket of her little waitress apron and continued with our orders. ‘That sounds beyond disgusting!!!’ I thought to myself.
She went to Kevin, and he ordered a chicken fried steak that sounded infinitely more palatable than that baby food. A part of me worried just what Amanda would be feeding me as the waitress first took Fred’s order, which ended up being the same as Kevin’s.
“And for you, ma’am?”
“I’ll have the roast beef melt sandwich,” she told her.
“Fries, okay?”
“That’s fine.”
“And for the little Princess?” She asked with a smile towards me that she hadn’t given to Neville.
“Macaroni and cheese?” Amanda said, looking towards me.
“Grilled Cheese?” I countered, “Please?”
“Grilled cheese it is,” Amanda told her.
“Would you like that to come with fries or apple slices?”
“Let’s do the apples,” she said, much to my dismay. She leaned over and whispered, “You can have a couple of my fries; it’s not like you eat all that much anyway?”
I sighed but said, “Thank you,” to her nonetheless.
As the waitress left, I noticed that everyone on the other side of the table seemed to be staring at us like we were aliens. “Why in the world did you let her have a choice?” Cassie asked, “She’s a baby… they don’t get choices.”
“She’s my baby; I say she gets a choice,” Amanda said with a finality that left no room for discussion. “So, how has work been going, Cassie?” She asked, trying to change the subject.
“Oh, you know… same old thing this time of year. I get paid well to be an accountant, but I get tired of having to explain to the bosses why they can’t do this or that!”
I began to quietly tune out the drivel coming from her mouth and paid a bit more attention to what Neville was doing. He seemed to stare at me in wonder for some reason, and I couldn’t help but ask myself why. I tore my gaze from him and looked at Klara and Kristina coloring in some coloring books their dad had handed them. I was kind of jealous as it was boring listening to Cassie talk, but I turned my attention back to her in time to hear, “So have you scheduled her appointments yet?”
“Which appointments?” Amanda asked.
“The ones with Doctor Wagner’s office. He did such great work on Neville and Chloe’s girls; I figured you’d want him to do Stacy’s too?”
“What work?” Fred asked. I didn’t know him well, but I knew this wasn’t the happy ‘daddy’ voice from earlier. This was more the ‘I will beat you if you hurt my daughter’ voice.
“Well, her teeth and legs, of course,” she said, like saying the sky was blue.
“We are not removing her teeth, and she is going to keep using her legs like she already does,” Fred told her.
“You realize she’ll just run at the first chance?”
“We’re not going to do that; end of discussion, Cassie!” Amanda said.
An awkward silence filled the air, which was broken thankfully by plates of food being delivered for most of us. Everything except the bowl of goop that was placed next to Cassie’s plate looked good. I felt my stomach turn at the contents of that bowl, and I swore I could smell it from across the table. “Here you go, sweetie,” the waitress said as she brought my plate. “Mommy, do you want me to put it in front of her?”
“Yes, go ahead; she can feed herself.”
I watched as Cassie’s face scrunched up, and Neville looked red and embarrassed. Kristina and Klara seemed to be equally in shock at that pronouncement. For my part, I looked at the large sandwich and asked, “Mommy, could you cut it up another time for me, please?”
“Why sure, baby,” she told me and did that for me. “You be a good girl and chew really good,” she warned me.
“Yes, Mommy,” I told her.
I made sure to carefully chew every bite of the sandwich as the awkward silence carried on. It was broken a few moments later when Klara said, “Mommy, I need to go potty!”
“Hold on just a second, baby,” she said to her. ‘Just a second’ seemed to be too long, though, because I saw the poor girl start to cry.
“Why didn’t you tell me sooner?” Cassie asked as she pulled her dress up, exposing the wet pull-up to the entire restaurant.
“I didn’t mean to…” she whined.
“Well, if you’re going to wet your pants like your brother, then you can certainly stay in that wet diapee until we’re done eating like him too.”
I felt my mouth drop in shock as I realized her attitude wasn’t just negative towards Neville. Amanda sighed beside me, “She’s two, Cassie, accidents happen. Especially on a day like this.”
“If you don’t want me to tell you how to parent Mandy, then don’t do it to me,” she said curtly.
For my part, I took a bite of an apple slice and watched Cassie angrily feed a spoonful of the goop to Neville. He grimaced, but he must have been starving because he still swallowed it. Klara was a mass of tears and ended up shoving her plate to the ground in her fit. I watched in horror as Cassie grabbed her, flipped her over and pulled the wet Pull-up down right in the restaurant, and spanked her. As if that wasn’t enough of horror, though, she said, “You want to be a baby like your brother; that’s fine, Klara!” She proceeded to grab another bib from Neville’s diaper bag, tied it on her, and fed her the goop that was supposed to be Neville’s meal. Again, I watched in horror as she forced her mouth open for every bite, and the poor girl spat most of it back out each time. Her bib was quickly getting covered in the goop.
I felt like I was watching a train wreck in that I couldn’t turn away from the horrible scene. My appetite was lost then, and I sat my sandwich back down on the plate. Apparently, I wasn’t the only one, “Excuse me, can we get a few boxes for our meals and the check?” Fred asked.
“What?” Cassie glared at us all.
I looked at Amanda, who just looked at her and shrugged her shoulders, “Cassie, you’re my sister, and I love you, but I can’t sit here and watch while you treat your babies like this, insult me, and more importantly make me sick.” The boxes appeared, and Fred and Amanda quickly took their meals and mine and boxed them up. “I’d offer to change Klara for you, but I suspect I would be refused.” I was gathered in Amanda’s arms while Fred grabbed everything else, and we left.
“Bitch!” Cassie said loud enough for the whole restaurant to hear, but we just moved to the cashier and tried to pay.
“Your meal is on the house,” the manager at the desk said, “Thank you for standing up to her.”
Amanda asked, “Are you sure?”
“Yes, ma’am, I am.”
“I’m so sorry about this…” she told him.
He shrugged, “They’ve come in pretty regularly, but when they come up here to pay, I’m going to let them know they are no longer welcome here.”
We made it to the car, and Amanda burst into tears as she sat me in the car seat.
Chapter 31: Aftermath
FRED HAD TAKEN the driver’s seat after he hugged Amanda for a moment, and I couldn’t help but feel terribly sorry for her.
“I’m sorry,” I said to her when her sobbing calmed a bit.
“Not your fault, baby, not Neville’s fault, and most certainly not Klara’s fault!” Amanda said.
“Let’s just go home and eat the rest of our dinners,” Fred told us both as he pulled away.
I sat patiently in the car seat during the long drive home. I was growing kind of bored and impatient… not to mention my stomach began grumbling! ‘Why couldn’t she have been a witch AFTER I had the chance to eat?’ I groused to myself.
After we pulled into the garage, Amanda exited and picked me up from the car seat to cuddle me. I had a feeling she just needed the equivalent of a teddy bear or a doll to hold since she kept carrying me while throwing our dinner leftovers into the microwave. While she swapped out meals, she didn’t say anything, nor did Fred.
Once our dinners were made, she sat down with me in her lap at the table and handed me one of the now soggy pieces of grilled cheese.
“I’m sorry, that’s not nearly as good now,” Amanda said as she looked at it herself.
I shrugged, “I saw how much worse it could be,” and wrinkled my nose at the paste that Neville and then Klara had been forced to swallow.
She hugged me and said, “Sorry about that.”
I turned towards her and gave her a hug, “You didn’t do anything. In fact, you’re amazing! You stuck up for me!!! And you stood up for Klara and Neville, two people that are totally unable to alter their own situations! From what I can tell, you two and Megan, maybe the only three sane people in this world!” I paused for a second and realized some tears had fallen out of my own eyes, “Thank you for being the ones to take me in!”
She gave me a squeeze of her own and handed me a piece of sandwich, “If that’s not edible anymore, be honest with me; I’ll cook something else if I need to.”
The three of us ate in silence for a few minutes before the phone rang. Fred grabbed the cordless and looked at what I assumed was the Caller ID on it. “It’s your mother,” he said.
She sighed, “Of course it is. Cassie always goes crying to her… you would think she was the baby and not Megan!”
For my part, I just sat carefully in her lap as she sat her own sandwich remnants down and answered, “Hello?”
“Hi pumpkin,” I heard Granny’s voice quietly over the phone.
“Hi, Mom,” she replied.
“So… what’s your side?” I heard from the too-loud phone.
I forced myself to take a bite of the sandwich while Amanda shifted uncomfortably in the seat. “Well…” I listened to Amanda recount the horrible dinner affair for nearly ten minutes while her mom said, ‘uh-huh,’ ‘really?’, and other one-word replies left complete doubt in how she was responding. “So, Mom, that’s what happened.”
“Didn’t you overreact just a bit?” I heard.
“What?!?” Amanda cried.
“Did Klara throw a tantrum and her food to the ground?”
“Well… yes…”
“And weren’t you just telling me a few days ago ‘your Little, your rules?’”
“Yes…” Amanda said meekly.
“Then how can you blame her for disciplining her daughter?”
“It wasn’t discipline, Mom… it was abuse, the way she did it. Okay, Klara was wrong, and yes, she just had an accident. But given the fact we were all going out to eat, meeting a new cousin, seeing her aunt, and everything else… is her having an accident surprising? If Cassie is really trying to potty-train Klara, she should have taken her to the bathroom as soon as she ordered. She’s only two!”
I heard her mother sigh, “I guess I wasn’t there, so maybe it was that bad. I don’t know what to do with you two… or you and Chloe for that matter… The three of you haven’t fought like this since you were all living at home.”
“I don’t know, Mom,” Amanda said, and I looked up to see the tears on her face.
“Well, do you still want to come for Sunday dinner tomorrow?”
She looked down at me, having finished the sandwich piece she had given me, and said, “We’ll come for dinner just so Dad can meet Stacy… but I’m not going to make Stacy eat baby food!”
Her mother laughed, “Don’t worry, we’re barbequing, and she can have a hotdog like little Klara.”
“One tomorrow?” Amanda asked with a sigh.
“Yes, that gives us time to get home from church and your dad to fire up the grill. You could join us at church if you wanted to…?”
“No thanks, Mom, we’ll just meet you at your house.”
“Sounds good then. I love you, see you tomorrow!”
“Love you too, Mom,” she said and pressed the end button.
“Well, that’s a mess…” she said.
I responded by giving her a hug as best I could from her lap.
“Thanks, Stacy…” she said and returned the hug. She started to hand me another piece of sandwich but touched it and realized it, and her own food was cold. “Why don’t we see if there’s something else we can have for the rest of our dinner…?”
She held me on her hip as she dug through the refrigerator. She seemed to not see anything in there, but I could see some shredded cheese inside and some flour tortillas on the counter. I tugged at her shirt, “Quesadillas?” I suggested.
“What?” She asked me.
I looked up at her, “Umm… you know, a quesadilla?”
“What’s that?”
I was genuinely shocked that item didn’t exist in this world. “Take the tortilla, put some cheese in it… well, if you’re doing it right, you can put meat too… but you can either cook it in a skillet with some butter or microwave it.” I looked at her, wondering if she was joking, “You really don’t have that here?”
She shook her head, “I have those for fajitas?” She said it with the ‘j’ not an ‘h’ sound like it should be, but rather a harsh ‘j’ sound.
“Just when you think this world can’t get any stranger?!?” I muttered to myself.
She laughed and squeezed me, “Just kidding, Princess, we have those here too. Is that what you want?”
I glared at her but nodded, “Please?”
“Sure, why don’t we have Daddy hold you, though?” She said as she passed me over to Fred.
It was good to hear her laugh, even if she was picking on me. Fred settled me on his lap with a hug, and I watched as he continued to devour his chicken fried steak. He cut off a piece a moment later and, instead of bringing it to his mouth, brought it to mine. I accepted it only then realized I still had the bib on from the restaurant. I turned red but chewed the steak and enjoyed the taste.
“Good?” He asked me with a smile as he looked down at me.
“Yes, thank you,” I told him.
I snagged a few more bites of the steak before Amanda finished the quesadilla, and I was handed back to her. She had made one for herself too. Unfortunately, I only managed about half of the massive one she made for me. “Hmm… I guess I have to remember we can just share meals sometimes, huh?”
I groaned a little bit but nodded, “Yeah, we probably can if you don’t mind giving up some of your meal.”
She squeezed me, “Of course, I don’t mind!”
With a sigh, she asked, “How about a bath and then a movie?”
I paused for a moment as the need to pee came, and I gave into it before answering, “Sure!”
She smiled at me, and I had a feeling she knew what I’d been doing. “Okay then, why don’t you go to the living room for a few minutes while Mommy cleans up.”
She sat me down, and I did as she asked. Fred disappeared upstairs, and I found myself exploring their living room some more on my own. Next to the TV, there was a noticeable absence of movies sitting on a bookshelf. ‘Probably all on a server or on-demand,’ I told myself, thinking about the fact that we had been moving that way in our own world. I nosed around a little bit and found little baby toys that had been placed here and there for me to supposedly play with.
‘I’m sure glad I ended up with these guys!’ I shuddered and realized just how lucky I had gotten. I was just walking to the other side of the living room from the TV when I felt a familiar need and sighed. ‘This part, though, will never stop sucking!’
A part of me fought the idea of pooping in my pants tooth and nail still. The idea of maybe them changing their mind and letting me use a potty came to mind, but I remembered then that Amanda had said even a potty like Klara used would be too big for me. So I grimaced and squatted down, squeezing my stomach muscles for a moment. My brain still didn’t like the idea of pooping my pants, and so I grunted for a moment before I felt my sphincter open. The disgusting mush piled up out of my behind into the diaper right as Fred climbed down the stairs. We made eye contact as I finished, and I felt my cheeks flush.
“Come here, Princess,” he told me as he walked to me and opened his arms up. So I held my arms up, and he said, “Pee-ew, you stinky!”
I felt tears come to my face as I tried not to think about the mess and appreciated that he seemed to avoid smushing it. But then, Amanda saw my expression in my nursery and said, “What’s wrong?”
“She just made a big present for her Mommy,” he told me as he handed me over to her.
“Wimp…” She said before kissing my forehead, “Well, I’m glad you got that out of your system before we gave you your bath, huh?” I felt more tears stream across my cheeks, and she said, “It’s okay, Stacy,” as she sat me down on the changing table gently.
I felt the log smash against my butt and whimpered as she took that moment to put a pacifier in my mouth. “It’s gross!” I told her.
“We’ll get you cleaned up, sweetie,” she told me. My dress was pulled from my body before she laid me on my back and pulled my shoes and socks, then my diaper cover off, leaving me only wearing the messy diaper. As the tapes were torn away, I grimaced at an increase in the smell, “It’s not even that much, sweetie,” she told me with a smile.
I groaned, “It’s so sticky!!!”
She didn’t answer but just quickly wiped and cleaned me up before saying, “Let’s go pop you in the bath and finish up.”
She gingerly carried me and sat me in the bathtub before undoing the braids in my hair while I sat still in the water. Amanda handed me a squirt toy as she was doing so that I just held in my hands. I realized I still had the pacifier in my mouth and was sucking on it unconsciously. That was when the camera flash went off, and I realized that Fred had his camera out again. I looked down and saw the bubbles at least obscured my lower body - but my chest was exposed! ‘You have as much to worry about being seen with your naked chest as any infant,’ I reminded myself. ‘And they’ve both seen you naked!’
I glared at him nonetheless and squirted at him with the toy.
Amanda laughed but told me, “No squirting water out of the tub, Stacy!”
I nodded, “Yes, Mommy,” I tried to say, but thanks to the pacifier, it came out closer to ‘Yeth.’
Bath time was relaxing as she pulled the braids loose and then washed me carefully and gently. It seemed cathartic to her to scrub me, and I wondered if she would join me that night. She didn’t, instead pulling the drain plug and saying, “Come on, Princess, let’s get you dressed in your jammies and go watch a movie with Daddy.”
She wrapped me in a towel and hugged me tightly in her arms like a newborn. Then, she carried me to the nursery before sitting me back upright in her arms in front of my open closet. “How about this one?” She asked me while holding a pink sleep sack.
I shook my head.
“Hmm… Picky tonight?”
“If you’ll let me be?” I told her with a smile.
She kissed my forehead, “Sure!”
I looked around the section she had hung my pajamas in, as well as the rest of the closet. This was the first time I really had a chance to look around! It was clear she was the kind of OCD person who had to organize a closet! The section she held me to was all pajamas, it seemed, organized by sleep sacks, one-piece sleepers, two-piece sets, and nightgowns. Looking to my right, I saw t-shirts, onesies, skirts, and dresses all hung neatly and even organized by color. Color was my cue, and I noticed a pretty purple nightgown with pink hearts. It had little capped sleeves, and I knew I would probably look cute in it. I pointed at it, “Dat one,” it sounded like through the pacifier shield.
She smiled and hugged me tighter to her as she grabbed it and then lay me down on the changing table. One of the overnight diapers was put on me before she pulled the nightgown over my head and quickly braided my hair in a loose sleep braid. “You look adorable!” she told me when she was done.
“Of course, I do!” I told her, having pulled the pacifier out of my mouth. She pushed it back in and carried me downstairs, where Fred had cooked a bowl of popcorn that sat next to him on the couch. I noticed a sippy cup sat on the coffee table in front of him as well as two glasses of wine that were obviously for the ‘adults.’
Amanda set me next to the bowl and handed me the sippy cup after she grabbed the pacifier from my mouth by hooking her finger through the ring on the guard. I looked at the cup and took a long drink of apple juice in it before saying, “Thanks.”
“You’re welcome, baby,” she told me. “What do you want to watch?”
I shrugged, “I don’t know?”
She turned the TV on, and after some debate, we ended up putting on a science fiction film that was a cross between Star Wars and Battlestar Galactica. I grabbed a small handful of the giant popcorn and leaned against her with my body. She was soft and warm to lean against, which was nice since the nightgown was actually kind of chilly. After a while, she said, “I’ll be back in a moment,” and carefully got out from underneath me. The empty popcorn bowl went with her, and I looked over at Fred, who seemed engrossed in the movie.
As a chill came over me, I made a decision and crawled across to him and climbed onto his lap, “Well, hello there,” he said to me as he hugged me and settled me in. I leaned against his arm and had to admit I was comfy there. My dad had always loved me… but I hadn’t been able to feel close to him like this since I was little. His sarcasm and humor weren’t meant to be mean, but it was tough to get past it.
‘Maybe as a daughter, it will be better?’ I wondered to myself. ‘Daughter…’ I added thoughtfully. Truth be told, since I wasn’t sitting down on the potty anymore, the different parts I had now didn’t seem real to me. Of course, I’d been dressed in dresses from the moment I’d stepped foot there nearly a week ago, so nothing had changed there…
Amanda rejoined us and cuddled into her husband’s side as the movie played on. I would take occasional drinks of the sippy cup while the scenes passed. It really was a pretty good movie, but even in a sci-fi film like this, there was a bias against Littles. Absolutely no Little characters existed in the film, and it was like it was easier to just deny their existence. As the film reached its final climax, I felt a need to pee and gave into it as there was no reason not to. Unfortunately, Fred seemed oblivious to that fact.
Amanda picked me up as the movie wrapped up, “After earlier, I don’t want you to do this if you don’t want to…” she said to me as she held me to her.
“Thank you, but I think it’ll make us both feel better,” I told her, knowing she was speaking about nursing me.
Her shirt and bra were pulled out of the way, and she presented me with the leaking orb that I nursed contentedly from. ‘So glad I got these two!’
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Chapters 32 and 33
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 32: Walks
THE NEXT MORNING, I woke up and stood looking out the bars of my crib. I held onto the bars to keep myself standing upright - otherwise, the soaked pillow between my legs barely let me even crawl. The clock read 7:30am, and the sun was peeking through the sides of the window curtains. I quietly waited for ten minutes and had yet to hear any noises making me think my two Amazon guardians were awake yet.
I sighed and looked around the crib to where Elena had been thoughtfully tucked in with me the previous night. I sat back down and held her, thinking about my awkward situation. The skirt of my nightgown had ridden up to uncover the soaked night diaper. I poked at the puffed-up garment for a moment. ‘What the hell was I thinking?’ I asked myself as I looked around the nursery and the crib I was currently confined to. Back home, I could have been going out and doing things, enjoyed freedom, been a boy still...’
‘Well, actually, that doesn’t bother me as much,’ I admitted to myself.
I sighed and wondered what the day would bring with crazier Amazon drama between Amanda and her psycho sisters. I couldn’t help but feel bad for the casualties in their insanity. Neville certainly was the most obvious case of abuse there, but what I had seen with Klara yesterday seemed to somehow go beyond discipline. Something in the tone…? It just didn’t feel right!
I shook my head and smiled as I saw Amanda sleepily walk in with her nightgown still on.
“Awake already?” she asked.
I nodded, “It’s weird… I never wake up before eleven at home on my own.” As I said the words, I realized I had been sucking on my pacifier all night and hadn’t noticed it still lodged in my mouth. I blushed and pulled it out, “Guess we didn’t need the nanites there!”
She laughed, “Let’s get that booty of yours out of that wet diaper.”
She carried me over to the changing table and removed the wet diaper, and soon had me dressed in a new regular pamper. “Let’s figure out what you’re going to wear today,” she told me as she unstrapped me and carried me to the closet. “Pick something you want to wear,” she prompted me.
I looked up at her and asked, “I get to pick again?”
She squeezed me, “I told you before you came, I wouldn’t be able to help myself on some things… but after yesterday… and with school starting soon, I’m wanting to see if we can’t give you a bit more freedom.”
“Thanks,” I told her and leaned my head in to squeeze her. She was standing by the dress section of the closet, so they were the first items in my view. I reached my arm out, and she moved close enough for me to start sliding the dresses back and forth on the rack. “How in the world do I have so many dresses already?” I asked her incredulously.
She laughed, “Don’t worry, I’ll make sure you have triple that by the time next summer comes.”
I shook my head, knowing she probably wasn’t joking. I looked through each of the ones and decided to ask, “In my world, they have a saying you should ‘dress for success,’ after yesterday and our time with Chloe… umm?”
“How are we going to handle them?”
I nodded.
“I don’t know. I think there are a couple of ways we could do it. You could wear a very infantile dress with a built-in bodysuit, and I could keep you cuddled up to Daddy or me all day. I imagine that would probably be how Chloe or Cassie would expect us to handle you.”
“Or?”
“Or… I think there are a couple of options that you could wear that would keep your diaper hidden except when I want to check it or it needs to be changed… We could pretend you’re more like Kristina?”
I nodded, “Is there another option?”
“Well, you have several cute sundresses that we could put you in, and as long as you don’t flip them up, they wouldn’t show your diaper, but then you wouldn’t be pretending to be a big girl either.”
I sighed and thought for a moment, ‘I’m not going to pretend they’re not diapering me… I might think about that for school, but it’s pointless today. The infantile dress doesn’t seem like it would irk Chloe and Cassie enough.’
I looked at the options chose something that matched her third option, “That one,” I pointed towards a dress that had an alternating almost quilt-like appearance. The top part of the bodice was yellow with a crochet overlay; the next section began under a yellow ribbon and bow with mostly blue flowers and an occasional yellow one. Below that section was a mostly yellow fabric with green leaves with light blue flower petals. The final selection was a white background with almost water-colored flowers in various shades of blue.
“I like that one too,” Amanda told me as she took it and the hanger down before grabbing another dress with a bodysuit attachment.
“Why’d you grab that one?”
“Well, we want to keep the other dress pretty for when we leave, don’t we?” She smiled at me.
I nodded, “I guess.”
She dressed me in the bodysuit dress, which was cute, but a quick view in the mirror meant it looked like I was the three-month-old baby everyone seemed to be expecting. I sighed as she patted my back and said, “Let’s get your latte bottle!”
Her nightgown was thin, and I could see she was beginning to leak through it. So I thought for a second and asked instead, “Can I reserve an extra day instead…?”
She looked at me oddly, “Why?”
“You need to get rid of some?” I asked shyly.
She looked down and laughed, “Alright, I guess we can hold that one off. But don’t cry later about caffeine withdrawals!”
I smiled at her in response and expected her to sit down in the glider. Instead, she just moved the gown out of the way and put my mouth to her breast right there where she stood. It was a little odd at first, but she supported me solidly, and I knew I was in no danger of falling. She rocked back and forth, and I found myself growing more relaxed as my stomach filled. I was burped between breasts and discovered we had moved outside to the backyard on a porch swing as I began on her second breast. By the time I finished, I was feeling pretty full, and Amanda looked like she was in a good mood as well. The air outside felt like the perfect temperature, and I enjoyed the breeze against my exposed skin.
“Okay, baby girl, why don’t you study in your playpen while Mommy gets her shower,” she told me with a smile while feeling the state of my diaper. “That diapee should be good until I get done.”
I blushed but nodded. Amanda carried me back inside and left me in the playpen with all of the books on the test, and I began cramming information in my head again. When I started hearing the noise in the kitchen a little while later, I started a bit and realized that Fred was making breakfast. He stopped when he saw my gaze and came over to pick me up. “How about you keep Daddy company in the kitchen?” he suggested kindly.
He gave me a hug that I returned and brought me to my highchair, buckled me into the harness, and then left to grab my books. He kept working on pancakes, sausage, and eggs while I made it through another section of a practice test. I suddenly felt my stomach cramp up a bit and let the fart loose… only it wasn’t a fart. Wet mushy poop went into my diaper, and I froze, shocked by it.
Fred had just scraped the eggs into a bowl and looked at me before sniffing. “Uh-oh, did some make a poopy?”
I felt tears going down my face, and he said, “It’s okay, come on, Daddy will get you cleaned up.”
He pulled me back out of the high chair and carried me upstairs. When we reached there, I felt another cramp and pushed more mess out. “Shhh…. He said it’s okay.” He rocked me for a moment in his arms and then lay me down on the changing table. “You done?” He asked.
“I think so,” I whimpered.
“Well, if not, I guess we can always change that diaper too, huh?” He said in a good-natured voice. Then, as he opened it up, he asked, “You fed from Mommy this morning, right?”
I nodded, “Yes.”
“How many times yesterday?”
I shook my head, “I don’t know a few?” I had a sudden fear, “Is there something wrong with me?”
He shook his head, “No, sweetheart, but your stool is more like an all-breastfed baby right now. I wasn’t expecting that. Nothing wrong with it, but I’ll make sure Mommy gets some good solid foods in you today too.”
I shuddered a bit as he cleaned up a diaper that seemed to be among my messiest yet. He was quick about it, though, and pulled the snaps of the bodysuit closed quickly before giving me a hug, “There you go, baby girl. Let’s go wash our hands, and then we’ll have breakfast.”
He carried me back down to the kitchen and washed his hands and mine in the large kitchen sink. It was the first time I’d been so close to it, and I knew without a doubt if they were any other pair of people, I would probably be getting my baths in the sink for ‘my safety.’
“You’d fit in that sink just fine, huh?” He smiled at me, obviously reading my mind.
I sighed, “Hard to even think of people taking me seriously as a college student sometimes.”
He hugged me and carried me back to the highchair. “Not everyone is going to take you seriously, Stacy, but just remember there are, in fact, two people in this world who will always have your back.” He kissed my head before saying, “Still have some room after Mommy’s milk?”
I nodded, and he returned with a cute decorated child’s plate and a soft plastic baby spork that he gave to me. The dish had a mutilated part of a pancake, some eggs, and a piece of sausage. I looked at it all and laughed, “You all would starve in my world!”
“Huh?” He asked as he took a bite of sausage.
“This is a full meal for me… and it’s not even full portions!” I shook my head, “Well, hopefully, your food bill isn’t going up too much on account of my stomach.”
He laughed as Amanda came down in a cute dress that matched one of the panels of the dress we had picked out for me later. She looked and saw the plate in front of me and said, “There is no way she’ll ever finish all of that, Fred,” she told him.
I giggled, and she said, “Oh, and what are you going to do, finish it to prove he’s right?”
“I doubt it,” I told her with a smile, “but he’s still right.”
She gave me a kiss on my forehead and said, “Honey, you forgot something for her.”
“What?”
“A bib?” She said while holding one up in her hands.
“I think she’s doing just fine without it,” he pointed out.
She sighed, “Oh well, we’re changing her outfit later anyway,” she lay it back down on a stack of them and gathered her own plate of food. “Thanks for making breakfast,” she kissed Fred on her way to the seat next to me.
For my part, I had been eating on my own and kind of hoped to continue that. I hoped if I could do it without making a mess of my clothes, maybe Amanda would let me do it more often. So I ate carefully and daintily through the breakfast and avoided making a mess with the spork. It was an awkward utensil that, even as something sized for a baby, still felt more like a long teaspoon to me. Finally, I finished all that I could eat and suddenly burped, “Excuse me,” I said aloud and realized they both had been watching me.
“Well, don’t we have a dainty Princess,” Amanda said as she came over to me and used a baby wipe on my face and then my clean hands. “I don’t think you got a single drop on your outfit!”
“I don’t have to have a bib,” I told her with a smile.
“Sometimes no,” she agreed, “but you will later in that pretty dress.”
I sighed as she picked me up and nodded. She carried me to her lap, where she was still playing with her own plate a little bit. I could tell her mood was about as in the pits as mine right then. Then, on a whim, I gave her a hug and leaned into her. She responded by putting her arms around me and kissing the top of my head. “How in the world did we end up with the perfect little girl?” she asked Fred.
“We responded to an online ad for a deranged lunatic,” he said with a smirk.
“Hey, I resemble that remark!” I told him.
Just then, Amanda decided to launch a tickle attack on my side and didn’t let up for several long moments until I was out of breath and more than a little bit wet.
When I managed to get my breathing under control, “Mommy, you might want to change my diaper?”
“And why is that missy?”
“It’s going to leak probably otherwise?”
She laughed, “Fred, you want the baby or the dishes?”
“I’ll take the dishes; she looks happy to be in your arms,” he said with a smile towards both of us.
Amanda carried me upstairs, and I did feel comfortable in her arms. I was changed into a new diaper, and she asked, “It’s still a few hours until we go. What do you want to do?”
“Study?” I suggested.
“I was thinking maybe something else?”
“What?”
“Well, I thought we could go for a walk?”
I laughed, “Somehow, I have a feeling that doesn’t involve me walking much.”
She smiled at me, “Well… we’ll probably take your stroller.”
I thought for a moment about how little I could see out of the stroller… “Could you take me in the sling instead?”
“Really?” She asked me, “Why?”
“I can see better,” I told her.
“Okay, baby, we can do that.” She looked at me and said, “Wait in your crib for me,” and deposited me without warning.
‘Why am I in a cage…?’ I asked silently. She returned a few minutes later with the sling carrier and began getting it set on her shoulders. Then, she walked over to a drawer of my dresser and looked for a moment before saying, “Aha!”
For my part, there was nothing I could do but look like the helpless baby I felt like. Finally, she returned to the crib and picked me up to set me into the carrier. She seated me in it, facing just to the side to where I could turn my head and see where she was going, but I could also see to her side. I felt very safe in the sling and said, “Thanks, this is way better than the stroller.”
“You’re welcome! As long as you keep being as skinny as you are, I don’t have a problem using this,” she said with a smile and a kiss on my head. “Now, let’s get this hat on your head!”
I saw the pink cloth hat with a wide brim, and the only actual words that could describe it were cute and adorable… Amanda fiddled with my hair for a moment, pulling my hair into a ponytail with a scrunchy. Then, a moment later, she kissed my nose and said, “Take a look at you!”
She walked in front of a mirror, and I watched a baby with her mouth open in shock. With my hair hidden in the hat, sitting in a sling, with my new face, there wouldn’t be anyone treating me like a Little. Anybody who saw us would think I was the three-month-old baby that Amanda never told them she was having!
“You look adorable!” She told me.
I nodded, “You could pass me off as your actual baby!”
“I think we might just do that sometimes,” she told me with a gentle hug, “for now, let’s go for a walk!”
Fred joined us downstairs, and we went for a nice walk to the university and then back with the two of them holding hands most of the time. Seemingly every time we ran into someone, they would make cute faces at me or come tell Amanda how cute her baby was. It seemed that as long as they thought I was an actual baby, they were just friendly to me. The second there was a suspicion I was a Little, though, they felt the need to rub in my inferiority.
As we walked and they talked, I thought a lot to myself about the dynamic of this world. I knew from my studies in school about the history of minorities fighting to have the same rights as whites in America, or even women having opportunities that there were a lot of parallels. A power imbalance had been created that meant those with power, the Amazons had something over everyone else… and of course, they wanted to keep it that way. By not only taking care of their maternal urges but also keeping competition down in their workforces, they benefited themselves in a lot of tangible ways. By that same token, though, I couldn’t grasp why they would let Littles even try and attend middle school, high school, or college if they just wanted drooling babies. There had to be some ultimately sick twisted mindset that caused this dimension’s issues. ‘Almost like someone dreamed it up!’ I thought to myself.
“Sweetie, you, okay?” Amanda asked me.
“Huh?”
“You haven’t heard a word I’ve said, have you?”
“Umm… honestly, no?”
“Let’s try this again then; I’d like you to take a quick nap before we go over to my parents… Actually, I want to too,” she told me with a smile as I suddenly realized we were back in the living room.
“Oh… I don’t know if I’ll sleep, but I’ll lay down,” I told Amanda.
“Would it help to nurse first?” She asked me.
I thought to myself about it for a moment but shrugged, “Sure…”
Whatever was in her milk might as well have been sleeping pills most of the time because I was out before I knew it.
Chapter 33: Family
THE NICE THING about naps is they do wonders to help pass the time when you’re nervous! I think that was part of why Amanda decided to take one. I woke up to find myself wedged on their bed between her and a body pillow. She gathered me up, changed my wet diaper, and dressed me in the dress we had picked out earlier. I was slightly surprised that she added a pair of strappy sandals to my feet. They were white with tiny leather flowers attached to the front of my foot. Delicate, but they seemed to have some tread on the bottoms, to my surprise. I found myself back concentrating on more significant issues, though.
“I can’t believe I’ve gone in my sleep pretty much every time I’ve slept now since the first day!”
Amanda laughed, “It’s a good thing, Stacy! It keeps things from being complicated.”
“What do you mean?” I asked her as she worked on my hair. She seemed to be avoiding putting it into pigtails for some reason this time.
“Well… I think we can pretty much assume my breast milk is doing most of it since your digestive tract is full of liquid, and it has to go somewhere. But, of course, since you shrank when you came to this dimension, that probably doesn’t help a whole lot either… but with you going automatically, it keeps you from having to think about it, right?”
I shrugged, “Why does that help?”
“The less conspicuous you are about wetting or messing your diaper, the easier time you’re going to have to avoid trouble, Stacy.”
“Riiiight…” I told her.
“Trust me… when Chloe and Cassie both took their Littles in, the first thing they would complain about was having to get their Littles to use their diapers without spankings or other ‘help.’”
I gulped.
“Yeah… I know you agreed to diapers before you came, but I was worried you would hold stuff in and end up impacted or something. So I’m glad we haven’t had to help you with either part of using them.”
I sighed, “I guess I’m glad too…”
She hugged me as she finished doing whatever she was doing to my hair. “Want to see your hair?”
I nodded as she sat me down and let me walk over to the mirror on my own. She had again used two tiny braids from the front to make almost a ponytail holding section into the back. A yellow bow was tied to the back section of a half ponytail that rose from it. The dress fell to my knees for length – making it one of the longest dresses I owned! “I almost look big enough to be in elementary school again!” I told her semi-sarcastically but with a smile nonetheless.
I turned and hugged her gigantic leg behind me and said, “Thank you for not just deciding to dress me in what I’m sure Chloe or Cassie would have!”
She picked me up, “If I did, Megan would probably beat me up - you know that, right?”
I laughed but also got serious, “If she feels that way, how does she put up with your sisters?”
“You ever hear ‘don’t talk politics and religion?’” She asked.
I nodded.
“Same idea with my family and Littles.”
“Oh,” I said.
“Plus, she’s truly the baby in our family with her height. She’s only considered a Big because of our parents. Height-wise, she’s technically more of a Betweener… Add to that the rest of us are taller than average! So, she’s never gotten big enough to give it back to them physically.” She sighed, and I could tell she actually felt bad for her sister, “Why don’t you come and keep Mommy company while I redo my hair and makeup,” she said to me with a smile and carried me down the hallway to their room. She sat me down on her makeup table, and I was actually kind of fascinated to watch her redo her hair and then her makeup. When she seemed done, she dug around for a second before telling me, “Pucker your lips like this, Princess.” I did as she asked and was rewarded with some strawberry-flavored lip-gloss coating my lips. “There, now you’re perfect,” she told me with a smile.
“You about ready to go, honey?” Fred asked as he peaked back in from wherever he had been for the past couple of hours.
“As ready as I think any of us are?”
He gave the two of us a hug and led downstairs to what I had decided was now to be considered the family SUV. Strapped into the car seat, I sighed and waited to see if Amanda’s family would have a massive world war erupt when we got there. But, I was at least reassured that ‘Sunday Dinner’ meant lunch to them like it did with my grandparent’s generation. So, if nothing else, I hoped we’d at least be done with whatever catastrophe in time to go home for ‘supper.’
From dropping off ‘Granny’ before, I remembered that the house wasn’t far, so it seemed like no time before we pulled into their driveway. Amanda had driven, so Fred was closer to my seat and freed me from the carrier before settling me down at his side on the ground. “You want to walk in, or do you want me to carry you?” He asked as he knelt down next to me.
‘An excellent question,’ I thought to myself. Of course, Chloe and Cassie would expect a good Little to be carried inside. But, given their choices to rob their Littles of their ability to walk, I decided, “Walk and hold your hand, Daddy.”
He smiled at me. Somehow, I suspected he thought like I did! I saw five cars in the driveway and on the street, so I guessed everyone was already there. I took a deep breath and extended my hand way up, and he reached down a little awkwardly, and we began walking. Amanda took up a spot right behind me while we walked up the steps of the large porch that had a swing sitting on it. I noted that there were a lot of pretty flowers neatly planted in front of the porch and a couple of lovely maple trees around the front yard. It opened up just before we reached the front door, and Granny stood there.
“And there’s my new grandbaby!” she practically squealed and bent down to hug me.
I forced myself to relax my body posture and told myself that the touch was okay… as she was still mostly a stranger! But it was terrifying to have a giant hug you!
“Hi Granny,” I said with as much of a smile as I could manage. It must have been an okay job because she smiled back at me.
“Hi Mandy, Fred,” she said, standing up and giving them a hug while leaving me still holding onto Fred’s hand.
Just then, I saw one of the first men to actually make Fred not look like the tallest giant in the world come up. He hung back a little bit next to Granny, and I suspected he was Amanda’s dad. Suddenly I felt lifted in the air and found myself in Amanda’s arms while simultaneously feeling some urine involuntarily leaving my bladder. “Daddy, meet your new grandbaby, Stacy,” she told me as she carried me closer.
The giant man looked intently at me, and I gave him a similar look over. He was incredibly intimidating with short, cropped hair and exposed biceps that seemed large even for an Amazon. He reminded me a lot of my real grandfather, whom I had said goodbye to the previous weekend… Something about him just said ‘military’ to me.
“Well, look at you,” he said to me, “I’m not into babies like the womenfolk, but I have to admit you look like you’re about the most beautiful little baby I’ve seen!” His voice, though low, was sweet.
“Nice to meet you, Sir,” I told him politely.
“Glad to see my Mandy has more sense than to just silence you…” he muttered quietly to me.
I smiled at him, “Me too!”
“You want to hold her, Daddy?” Amanda asked.
“The real question probably should be, does she want to be held by me,” he said with a smile towards me.
I thought for a second about the best move and said, “Sure.”
He smiled at both of us, “Well, give her over here then.”
I was passed over to the hulk of a man who took me gently into his arms and held me in an upright position. “So, how old are you really?” He asked quietly.
“Eighteen,” I told him.
“And my daughter kidnapped you?”
I shook my head, “I’m living with them to go to college here.”
He raised his eyebrows and looked at Amanda, “You’re not planning on making her just another living dolly?”
Amanda sighed, “No, Daddy, just her temporary parents, really,” she smiled at me. “Though giving her up eventually will be very difficult!”
“So, if you’re going to school? What are you studying?”
“Computer Science,” I told him.
“Oh, so that makes sense. You just wanted a nerd baby who could understand your babbling about computers,” he said with a smirk towards his daughter.
Fred laughed, “You have no idea, Joe!”
“Well, everyone else is back in the backyard. I just started up the grill, so we should have food ready in about a half-hour or so,” Grandpa Joe told all of us. He gave me a gentle squeeze and then handed me back to Amanda, “You lucked out there, Mandy,” he told her, “I’ve got to go man the grill; we’ll talk more later.”
Mandy gave me a squeeze of her own to reassure me before putting her hand under my dress and feeling my diaper. “Little wet, but I think you can probably wait for a bit?”
I sighed and nodded, “He scared me!” I told her.
She laughed, “Come on, let’s go see if your cousins want to play?”
I didn’t know what to expect outside, but she carried me through the large open living room and out a sliding glass door to the backyard without any other options. Once through the door, I could see a large deck outside with a smoking grill that her dad walked to. At a table nearby, two other enormous men stood. I knew one was Cassie’s husband and assumed the other was Chloe’s.
“Let’s come meet your uncles!” Amanda said excitedly in her annoying mommy voice. She carried me nearer to a red-haired giant and said, “You met your Uncle Kevin last night,” she reminded me, “Say Hi!” I looked more closely at him, and he seemed put out that attention would be even given to me towards him.
I waved at him and said, “Hi,” quietly. I really was terrified at meeting anyone married to Cassie or Chloe! But, though he was sitting, I felt like he was shorter than Amanda, which gave me a bit of comfort there.
“And this is your Uncle Derrick!” She said, pointing towards the other man who looked to be just a bit taller than Amanda. He had blonde hair styled in a short, gelled, almost punk look. Though too old for it, he reminded me of someone who would be a skater or surfer. “He’s Aunt Chloe’s husband.”
“Hi,” I said meekly.
They went back to talking about something else pretty immediately as neither seemed to suffer from the women’s baby fever. “Let’s go meet your cousins now!” Amanda said with a smile and a short tickle to my belly just above my diaper.
As she climbed down the steps of the large deck, I noticed the giant sandpit in the backyard. I recognized Klara, Kristina, and Neville as Cassie’s kids from last night’s dinner. The other three had to be Chloe’s Littles, and my stomach knotted up as I saw them.
The three women were sitting in just their diapers, with nothing else on. I felt myself squirm awkwardly inside my head as no bras or shirts covered their small but still developed breasts. One girl seemed to just be idly moving sand on her stomach. Something about her said ‘defeated,’ and I guessed that was the poor girl that Chloe had really abused. She was the biggest, easily over two feet taller than me, with blonde hair tied into short pigtails. Her diaper looked full of sand… and I could smell and see the brown stain from the load in it from several feet away. I guessed that she looked to be the oldest.
Amanda introduced me to all of them and pointed to her first, “This is Kacey there with the poopy diaper.” I grimaced for the girl but was amazed the Kacey didn’t even react more than to say, “Poopy” in a sad, lifeless voice.
“Over there is Katie,” she pointed to a black-haired woman who looked to be a bit more than a foot taller than me sitting up in the sand with a small bucket in front of her. She waved back and smiled with an oddly happy look on her face, “Hi.”
“Hi Katie,” I told her.
“And this last poopy-pants here is Kendra,” she said towards the remaining unknown woman with brown hair sitting dejectedly with her hands, drawing random patterns in the sand. She was pretty much in between the heights of Katie and Kacey and looked to be the actual youngest of the women. The poor girl looked to be in tears at Amanda, bringing notice to the state of her diaper, but she still said “Hi,” to me.
“Hi Kendra,” I said. “Umm… I’m Stacey,” I told them.
“Why don’t you sit here and play with your cousins while I go see if Chloe has any diapers for her girls?”
I nodded and timidly stood on my own two feet in the sand. I looked at the others and tried to decide what to do. Katie gave me a grim smile, and I could see her mouth was devoid of teeth like Amanda had warned me. Before I walked closer to them, though, Klara came up to me. I realized then just how tall an Amazon baby could be compared to me… She seemed to be two or three heads taller than me! Even at two years old, I thought she looked taller than Katie too!
“Baby!” She told me as she approached, and I began to worry about what she would do. “Come play!” Klara reached for my hand, and I let the toddler lead me to the other side of the sandpit, where she and Kristina seemed to be playing with a couple shovels and a bucket while Neville looked on.
From the deck, I heard, “Oh Mandy, you are so naïve sometimes! If you change a Little’s diaper just because they went poopy, you’re just wasting a good diaper! They’ll be good in those diapers until we go home. I didn’t even bring any spares since I knew they could sit in a dirty diaper for a couple hours. Sure, they might get a little rash, but that’s…”
I lost some of that as I heard Kendra begin sobbing. I looked over there, and Neville surprised me when he whispered, “she was the last Little Chloe adopted… Just before they all made their run for it.” He sighed, “she’s only been dealing with this for a bit longer than I have and sobs most of the time.” Without his teeth, he was tough to understand; it obviously hurt his skill at annunciation.
“You can talk still?” I asked in surprise that he could do that much.
He laughed, “When you can understand it without the other teeth,” he looked sad then but smiled, and I could see he had three teeth left. Cassie had left him two incisors and one other tooth to the left on the bottom row of teeth. “She didn’t want me biting her nipple,” he answered my question.
“Mommy says you not supposed to talk big words!” Kristina told him bossily.
He sighed and stuck his thumb in his mouth. “Baby pway!” Klara said to me and directed me to join her. I thought about my dress getting dirty but just decided that was to be expected by a playing baby. I knelt on my knees, though, to try and keep it somewhat clean. Klara handed me a shovel and said, “Dig!”
“She’s just a baby. She can’t dig!” Kristina said.
“Can too,” I told her with a smile and began digging with the plastic shovel. I made a small hole and then piled the sand around it to make a shape that reminded me of the Apple Headquarters back home. I looked up at Klara, who smiled at me, clearly happy with what I was doing. Kristina scowled, though, and I wondered what was wrong. Klara began to draw on the walls of my creation with her fingers, and I added some other little turrets and began making it into a castle.
I played with Klara for a few minutes when I realized something seemed odd. Last night it was clear she had been getting potty trained, but she must have thought it was an okay time to join the poopy diaper crowd because I watched her suddenly squat and mess the princess pull-up she had occasionally been flashing as she played. I swore she then intentionally sat down on the mess to smash it. Her smile told me she clearly enjoyed doing so. As the big sister, Kristina, of course, thought it was her duty to tell mommy about this.
“Mommy Klara went poopy in her panties!”
“Klara? Really?” Cassie came storming over to the sandpit.
“Nuh-uh,” Klara said as she tried to keep playing.
Cassie pulled her dress up and the pull-ups back, saying, “You most definitely did, little girl!”
I watched in horror as her mom delivered ten smacks to her on her diaper and then five more on her thigh, “Bad girl!”
“Don’t be so mean; she’s just a baby! Maybe she’s not even ready to be potty-trained?” I said before wishing I could stick the words back in my mouth as Cassie angrily grabbed Klara’s arm and rounded on me.
“You little brat, mind your own business!” Cassie said.
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Chapters 34 and 35
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 34: Playing with Giants
“I THINK IT’S way past time for you to get a spanking!” Chloe said, standing next to her as she swatted her right hand towards my butt while her left attempted to grab my arm!
Whack!!!
Chloe’s hand connected with my butt, and it felt like it was struck with a sledgehammer even through the padding of my diaper! I knew I couldn’t stand there and take that from her, or I’d be seriously hurt! I dodged the hand now grabbing for me, ducked underneath her open legs, and began running as quickly as I could towards the nearby playground set. The slide was metal with a reasonably gentle slope that rose well above my head. I could see it was next to a tree branch and hoped my shoes had enough traction! Chloe chased after me as I attempted the difficult task of running up it. I could remember at the end of elementary school when I would always run up the slide in my backyard over and over again for fun. I’d sort of used to do it at a skate park in middle school too, and so I thought it was my best bet to escape her. Finally, just as I heard huffing behind me from a mad giant, I made it to the top and jumped over to the branch of the tree.
It was more than sturdy enough for my lightweight, and I ran along the length of the branch to the trunk and began climbing up until I was thirty feet up looking down at the pissed-off women.
“Get your ass down here and take your spanking!” Chloe screamed at me and began looking at the tree herself.
I looked around and saw another large tree right next to the one I was in, and an idea came to me. I quietly followed a branch over to the next one. Because of the pretty full branches, I could just barely see Chloe and hoped she would miss my transfer. ‘Thank you, nanites! That agility setting helped!’ I thought as I climbed over towards the other tree’s trunk. I looked back and saw my transfer had gone unnoticed as she began climbing up the original tree. Cassie stood at the bottom of the tree, and I heard her say, “Umm, sis, maybe we should just wait for her to come down?”
Meanwhile, Amanda came back outside from the house and was just catching something was wrong, “What’s going on here?”
I chose that moment to start climbing down the new tree. I went unnoticed until I had made it to the bottom, and Cassie spotted me, her face giving me a shocked expression.
“There you are, you little brat!” She said as her giant legs began pounding her towards me.
I heard a “What?” and a thud but didn’t pay attention as I ran towards the deck where Amanda stood. I noticed a chair that I could climb up to and then make the railing of the decking. It was a near thing, as I almost fell, but I clung to the rail and began running along the top before suddenly feeling my body picked up and in the air.
‘Shit!’ I thought to myself and waited for the spankings to begin.
All I heard instead was laughter… male laughter.
I turned my head and realized it was ‘Gramps’ that had picked me up. “Gotcha!”
‘Shit!’ I thought to myself. He can probably hit way harder than those two!
But instead of hitting me, he tickled my side, “Did you enjoy making fools of those two idiot daughters of mine?”
I was in shock but smiled, “Maybe?”
The two idiot daughters in question were mere feet away at the patio by then. Cassie had helped Chloe up after apparently having a tree branch break in her hands, which caused her to fall. Some leaves were in her hair, and I tried not to directly laugh at her. “Daddy, give her the spanking she deserves or hand her over to me to do it!” Cassie told him.
“For what?”
“She’s a snotty brat who won’t shut her trap and mind her own business.”
Amanda came up then and asked, “What did she do?”
“Klara had an accident, and she had the nerve to say maybe she isn’t ready to potty-train. Like I’m going to listen to potty training advice from a diapered Little? We all know THEY can’t use it, so she just wants my daughters to follow in her footsteps.”
I laughed, “You do realize I made it through about fifteen years of life using the potty just fine, right?” Then, I decided to go for broke. “I’ve watched Klara have two accidents in the last day and not care about having either one. Until she cares, you’re not going to have success at all – Klara didn’t even show signs that she noticed that she was pooping until happily sitting down in it. Speaking of which, maybe you should get her out of that messy pull-up before she gets a rash?”
“You little…”
“She’s right, Cassie, go change her,” Granny ordered.
“Daddy, she still needs a spanking!” Chloe said, “She can’t talk to us like this!”
“Why? You clearly feel like diapers are absolutely fine to wear since you keep three adults in them.” Grandpa said.
“They’re Littles! They’re not adults; they’re just babies!” Chloe practically hissed, “They can’t possibly live on their own! Plus, look what she did by climbing up the tree. I almost got hurt!” She held up scratched arms and hands as evidence.
He laughed, “You know my thoughts on this! I fought alongside some of these so-called babies back in the war. I would have been proud to be around one like Stacy here.” I found myself given a small hug from behind, “Now why don’t you go get cleaned up so we can all eat dinner,” he ordered her.
The two of them fumed, and I watched Cassie go angrily pick up Klara and felt terrible for the poor girl. She began crying and couldn’t seem to make sense of why her mommy was so mad. Chloe just went straight into the house; I assumed to do what her dad had said or to go complain more to her mom, who had gone inside too. “Nice moves,” he told me when they were out of earshot, and Amanda moved closer.
I smiled, “Thanks.”
“You know that wasn’t exactly a bright thing to do, right?” He asked me.
I nodded, “Yeah.”
“Do you mind if she hangs out with Grandpa for a while?” he asked Amanda.
“She’s safer with you,” she smiled. “You and I are going to have a chat later, sweetie. That was about as dumb as it gets!” Her glare chilled the warm summer air, and I hoped I wasn’t going to be in too much trouble!
I nodded meekly and started a bit as I was raised in the air and placed around her dad’s neck in a piggyback position. He moved over to the grill to put cheese on cooked burgers. My eyes widened at the size of the burgers, and I had to laugh that the portions of food were so huge here.
He heard me giggle and asked, “What’s so funny?”
“The portions of food here are so huge… it’s like a food challenge back home,” I replied.
“Then you should see our food challenges! Eat three Littles in one setting, and you can get a free meal!” He joked as he tickled my thigh a little.
I squealed, and he just laughed as he lowered the lid of the grill.
“So, tell me about yourself,” he ordered as he took me off his shoulders and sat me on the rail next to the grill.
I looked up at his hazel eyes and responded, “Well… I’m eighteen and got a crazy idea to come to this dimension to go to college.”
“That is a crazy idea, especially if you were that short in your dimension,” he told me.
“Well, back home, I was nearly six feet tall, actually,” I told him.
He looked me up and down and asked, “What happened to those other three feet?”
“Good question,” I said with a sigh. “I expected to be at least four feet tall… Something about the dimensional trip made me get short the first trip, but this second trip made me even shorter!”
“That kind of sucks,” he said, “You would have been basically an In-Betweener before and had a shot of being safe from this nonsense.”
“Yeah, I’m not going to lie and say it’s ideal. I knew what I was getting into, though… I want to study your computers and programming, so I can take it back to my world. We’re way behind your level of technology!”
We talked for another ten minutes about me as he moved burgers onto buns and plates as the men ended up eating first. “What about you? What do you do for a living?” I asked.
“Well, I was in the military for twenty-five years before I retired,” he told me. “Now, I run a martial arts and self-defense studio.”
“Cool,” I told him, “I used to take Tae Kwon Do when I was little… assuming you have anything like that?”
He smiled at me, “That’s one of the main styles we teach, actually. How long did you study?”
I shrugged, “A few years, before, I got too busy with school to keep going. I had just finished testing for my red belt when I just couldn’t take any more time away from my other obligations.”
“You should think about coming and studying with me,” he told me with a smile.
“Littles are welcome?”
“Not normally…” I looked at him oddly, “Bigs generally don’t like the idea of dangerous Littles… but as my granddaughter, you would be welcome. Might even help you avoid some of the idiots like my daughters.”
I watched then as Chloe sat down at the table with Kendra and Katie, each on a separate knee. She unbuttoned her shirt and placed each of the girls at one of her breasts so she could feed them simultaneously. I saw Kacey laying on a blankie with a pacifier zoned into space, occasionally looking longingly at the table of food above her.
Cassie was sitting next to Chloe with Neville at her side. She was feeding him from her breast while occasionally hand-feeding the now changed Klara. Kristina looked to be doing alright on her own over by Grandma.
I sighed.
“Yeah, poor things,” he seemed to agree. “You want a hotdog?” He asked me.
“Yes, she does,” Amanda said for me with a smile and picked me up. “No bun, just the dog,” she told him.
I made a face at her, and she whispered, “If you hadn’t just nearly tried to get yourself killed, I might have let you have a bun… but let’s just say I’m not overly happy with you right now.”
I squirmed a bit and said, “Sorry…”
She hugged me, “I know you are, and I’ll get over it, but you’re going to be a good little girl the rest of the day, aren’t you?”
I nodded nervously. Amanda grabbed her own plate with a burger, some chips, potato salad, and some jello on it. She handed me my plate with just the gigantic hotdog and some ketchup on it before she added a small handful of the enormous potato chips. Amanda confidently held onto me with her right arm and her plate with her left. She sat down next to Fred and my two uncles on the other side of the table from Cassie and Chloe. Both of them glared daggers at me as she sat down with me on her lap.
“You got your dress all dirty!” she admonished me and tried to get sand and leaves off of it.
“Sorry,” I told her.
Thankfully she hugged me, so I knew she wasn’t really angry over it. I watched her cut the giant hotdog in half, and she handed it to me, “Eat your hotdog,” she said.
I was glad she dipped the first part of it in ketchup to add some flavor. The actual hotdog was easily the size of a large sausage back home. My hand barely grasped onto it, and I had to be careful not to drop it. As I took my first cautious bite, I realized it was tough to even get my mouth around what seemed to be a large salami or summer sausage. I ended up eating it by taking small bites at a time out of it. Gradually I carved it away with my teeth. When I had finished part of it, she asked, “More ketchup?”
I nodded, and she lowered the plate so I could dip it.
“Living dangerously there, Sis,” Megan said as she sat down next to her. “I’d be worried about ketchup dripping!”
She laughed, “Well, it wouldn’t be the worst thing in the world she’s dripped on me,” she told her.
I blushed brightly as Megan laughed. I sat quietly and listened to the conversations around me, not really interacting after being told off by Amanda. I knew that she must have been quite frightened with as attached as she was to me. I also couldn’t help but realize I’d been stupid to say what I had. Running from Chloe had been just as unwise when you looked at the tree-climbing from a parental perspective. My real parents would probably chew me a new one over that too.
I listened as Chloe and Cassie had a conversation across from us, “You know the only way you can trust a Little is if they can’t walk?”
“Well, some like Kacey even if they can crawl!”
“Yeah, I heard just last week at the daycare two Littles managed to get out of the building and ran for it.”
“Did they escape?”
“Not for long, a mom coming to pick up her kids saw the two girls running away. She might have thought they were free Littles, but they both had braided pigtails and dresses short enough to show their poopy diapers.”
“What did she do?”
“Scooped them up and put them in her stroller and dropped them back off.”
“What did the daycare do?”
“When I came for my girls, they were taken care of like Kacey – they can only say about five words, cry, drool, and mess their diapers - just like it should be. If they’re not even going to be mature enough to play like good Littles, there’s no point in not treating them as anything other than the drooling infants they are.”
“Why do you say that?” Megan asked. “I mean, seriously, would you be happy being diapered and held against your will?”
Chloe scoffed, “Of course not; I’m an adult!”
“What if they really are too?”
“But they’re not Megan! I know because you’re the baby of the family, you must feel some kinship with them… but seriously, they’re just babies! We can’t leave them out there on their own! They’ll get hurt! Everything in our world is much too big for them to use, so we have to help them! I mean, just think if Kacey had managed her stupid plan - no one would have been taking care of my girls! Every time they pooped or peed their pants, they would have been helpless!”
“Only because you made it to where they have no choice,” Megan said with a sigh.
“Next thing I know, I’m going to hear you’re at some rally for Little’s rights, little sister. Take my advice and just go with it,” Cassie told her. “You know there’s plenty of technology that could help you join them if you piss off the wrong person...”
“It would be fun to change Baby Megan’s diapees again, though!” Chloe practically squealed with what I knew had to be a classic case of Amazonian Baby Fever… I looked over at Megan for a moment and saw her face had the same look of horror as mine did.
Chapter 35: Plugged
FORTUNATELY, THIS SEEMED to be a joke of sisters picking on each other because, next, Chloe pulled Kendra and Katie away from her breasts and looked down at them. “You two done?” I heard Chloe ask, drawing attention back to her. “Did you leave anything for your sister?”
I watched as she put Kendra and Katie over her shoulder, in turn, to burp them before laying them down on the blanket Kacey lay on. Kacey hungrily tried to nurse from her right breast and only did so for about two minutes before fussing. “Oh, let’s try the other side,” Chloe said almost sadistically. I watched her nurse Kacey for another few minutes there… maybe a little longer before it was clear nothing remained there.
I could smell her dirty diaper from across the table, but I couldn’t help but stare at her trying to feed unsuccessfully. As I looked closer, I realized her ribs showed way more than the other two... It was clear it was a regular occurrence that she wasn’t fed well enough! Kendra and Katie weren’t exactly fattened cows either, though. I felt a squeeze from Amanda as she apparently followed my gaze as well. She whispered in my ear, “I know.”
I felt guilty as I finished the last bite of the second half of the hotdog and wished I could help her.
Amanda confirmed that she felt the same way because she said, “If Kacey’s still hungry, I have plenty of milk she can have.”
Chloe looked at her and shrugged, “Whatever, it doesn’t hurt her to wait her turn, but if you want to waste your milk on her, you can.” Amanda passed me over to Megan, who pulled my plate with the remaining chips over to her and handed me a couple to eat. I watched as Amanda took Kacey from her and brought her back over to our side of the table. Amanda pulled her shirt and bra down, and Kacey almost desperately put her mouth to her breast.
I wanted to pinch my nose in disgust at the smell from her rear end then… but didn’t. I didn’t want to make the embarrassment worse for the poor girl, even though she might have been past the point of thinking of it anymore.
I knew Amanda had to have been filled to the brim by this point, but Kacey hungrily nursed both breasts empty in no time. ‘I doubt this is the first time Chloe has done this?’ I thought sadly to myself. ‘I remember Amanda mentioning she blamed her for their escape attempt.
On the other side of the table, Klara and Kristina were fussily trying to leave the table to play while Neville was at Cassie’s side, now being fed more jarred goop from hell. The side said something about pickled eggs and durian fruit. I suspected he must have been either just as malnourished or just seriously screwed by hypnosis because he hungrily ate every spoonful without prompting.
I turned my attention back to Amanda and Kacey and noticed the poor girl was trembling as Amanda patted her back and cooed at her. Megan squeezed me tightly and whispered, “You do realize how lucky you are, right?”
I nodded just as Kacey made eye contact with me. I’d only heard her whimper and say a couple words, but something about her eyes let me know there was still an intelligent adult locked away in there. Her eyes showed a mixture of pain and jealousy – I could understand where both of those came from. Before I could even think of how to respond, I watched Amanda stand and carry her over to Chloe and say, “Here’s your stinker back Chloe, do you want me to save some of my milk for you? Three babies are a lot for one momma to feed herself.”
“I don’t think that’s necessary, Mandy, but I’ll remember the next time I see you that you have some to spare. Especially since you’re wasting yours by throwing it away?”
Amanda shook her head, “I’m nursing Stacy some, but I’m not switching her completely over. Much easier on both of us that way.”
Chloe just scoffed and said, “Okay girls, let’s get going home so we can get you poopy butts sorted out. You’ve been good enough; I’ll change you when you get home this time.”
My mind came to a screaming halt then, ‘She would have left them longer in those diapers?!?!?’
Megan hugged me again before passing me over to Amanda, who had just arrived to pick me up. “Hmm… seems like I have my own baby with the need for a change.”
I knew I had wet my diaper multiple times since we had arrived. Not the least of which was when I had to make my escape from the monster named Chloe. The longer I was around her, the more I understood just how twisted she was. The world would probably have been better with her locked away in a padded cell somewhere…
Amanda carried me over to an end of the table without anything on it, and I had a bad feeling a private diaper change was not in my future. Then, as if to confirm my fear, the diaper bag was opened up, and a portable changing mat was placed down on the table. She laid me down on it, my face flushed bright red as I turned my head to see Klara, Kristina, and Neville all watching. Chloe, at least, was busy getting her Littles through the back door. Finally, my dress was pushed up, and Amanda said, “Be a big girl and hold your dress for me!”
I groaned but used it to hide my flushing face. ‘If I can’t see everyone staring at me, then it’s not really happening,’ I lied to myself.
After my current diaper was ripped open, my legs were soon raised into the air with one hand. Amanda slid a new one underneath my bottom after she wiped me, and I could feel the soft and dry, new padding that she lay my butt back down on. She quickly spread some lotion all over me, gently massaging it into me. Soon I was far less naked when the tapes tightened the Pamper to my body. “Where’s my Princess?!?” Amanda suddenly said and pulled the skirt from my hands. “There she is!” She baby talked to me.
I weakly smiled at her, still as red as a tomato. Right then, Cassie came over and said to me, “You dropped your paci,” and put a pacifier in my mouth. I was about to say something about a pacifier from the ground being gross when it suddenly expanded in my mouth like a balloon.
I looked at Amanda with pleading in my eyes, but she didn’t understand when I said, “What is this? Get it out of my mouth!”
Instead, she just smiled at her sister, “Thanks, but for some reason, I thought hers was still on her dress.”
I thought so too and realized it must have fallen off, or she pulled a fast switch. I watched in horror as the new pacifier was attached to the pacifier clips Velcro and Amanda said, “Well, maybe we’ll see you in a couple weeks. We’ll be missing next weekend for a quick trip.”
“Sorry to hear that, Mandy; good luck with the baby here. I think she’s more of a handful than you realize.” She looked at me with fury still in her eyes and picked up Klara. I noticed as she did so that Klara’s new pull-up looked like it had been peed in already.
I was carried from the table and awkwardly tried to say goodbye to Amanda’s parents through the pacifier. No one suspected anything was wrong! When we got to the car, I tried to take the pacifier out of my mouth. I remembered there was some sort of odd twist motion required to release it when they talked about them in the store, but nothing I did made it come loose! In fact, I accidentally inflated it to another level!
My mouth hurt from the pressure, and I felt like there was a car jack in my mouth forcing it open, but I couldn’t get anything through. I forced myself to keep breathing through my nose, but my allergies were flaring up, and they were already partially clogged. By the time we got home, I was in tears, and Fred came to my side of the car. He immediately sensed something was very wrong and asked, “What’s wrong, baby?”
I pointed to the pacifier frantically and pulled on it. “What?”
He tried pulling it out and figured out what had happened. “Amanda, when did you make a decision to use one of those inflating pacifier gags? I thought we agreed not to.”
“What? Of course, I wouldn’t,” she said as she rounded the car to my side as he gently twisted the lock, and I sighed in relief as it deflated and he pulled it out.
“How…?” Amanda asked, but before I could respond, angrily said, “That bitch!”
Fred picked me up and hugged me tightly before passing me over to Amanda, “I’m sorry I caused problems,” I told her.
“Shhh…” she told me, “I know you are. But I also know they overreacted, and you did all you could to keep from getting hurt. Is your mouth okay?”
I rubbed my jaw and shook my head, “My jaw is really sore now. Do you have some Advil or something?”
“I have something I can give you,” Fred said. “Let me go get it, Amanda; why don’t you both go have a seat in the living room. Maybe get an ice pack?”
Amanda took his advice, and we stopped by the freezer first, wrapped an icepack in a terry bib sitting on the counter, and then carried me over to the couch. My jaw hurt like hell, and I hoped no permanent damage had been done. The ice pack helped a little as I waited for Fred to come with the medicine. He ended up bringing a liquid bottle and an eyedropper-like device.
“Given your jaw hurts, I’m guessing nursing a bottle probably doesn’t sound pleasant?”
I shook my head, “No, not even remotely.”
“Amanda, I know you’d prefer her to drink out of bottles and sippy cups, but it’d be easier if she had a regular cup of milk with this mixed in?”
“Here, you take her, and I’ll go mix it,” she told him.
He hugged me tight to him while she dug through the cabinets and went to the fridge. I watched her grab what I knew must have been a bag of breast milk that she emptied into a sippy cup, mixed the liquid medicine in, and then brought it over to me.
“Drink this very carefully,” she admonished me, “do NOT spill it.”
Even though it was just a sippy cup without a lid, it was the most adult cup I’d had in the week since I’d arrived! I drank the cup slowly so I wouldn’t spill, but as quick as I could so the medicine could take effect. By the time I finished it and handed it to Amanda, she seemed just relieved I hadn’t made a mess. I sighed at her, “You do remember I really am an adult, right?”
She sighed, “I know that… in my mind, but it’s really hard to remember that. Of course, you say that, but what you did earlier was stupid!”
“I can’t say that was your brightest moment Princess,” Fred added.
“You could have been hurt or killed climbing like that!”
I sighed, “I know that in retrospect, but the first swat from Chloe was like a sledgehammer blow to my body! If my diaper hadn’t taken part of the impact, I would probably be severely bruised from that one hit,” I told her and watched her wince. “She was clearly itching to go at me the whole time, and I could tell she wasn’t going to just let me go… I didn’t think then and reacted. I knew I could get under her legs, and the slide was nearby with the branch… I just reacted, trying to get away from her. What should I have done? Let her abusively beat me? I didn’t exactly say something wrong. There’s no way Klara is ready to be potty trained. She’d already wet that pull-up again before we left!”
Amanda sighed, “You are right, I don’t doubt that… but giving parenting advice to an Amazonian woman when you are a Little in diapers… can you understand why she would be offended?”
“Maybe she should have been. Cassie clearly got even with me for them,” I said with a sigh.
“Yes, she did, and I think we’ll let any further punishment go with this too.” She hugged me tight, “You have to be smart here, Stacy. You have taken a crazy risk to come here, and I really do want you to succeed in your dream! Mouthing off to giants is going to land you like Kacey if you’re not careful!”
“Poor Kacey…” I said.
“Yeah, I’m genuinely concerned about her,” Amanda said.
“I’m a hairs breath away from having to file an LPS report based on what I saw today,” Fred acknowledged.
“There is actually a line your kind views as uncrossable?” I said semi-incredulously.
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Chapters 36 and 37
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 36: Letters Home
“IT’S PRETTY FAR,” Fred acknowledged, “but Kacey is clearly malnourished. She needs to be supplementing with formula, at least even if she doesn’t want to feed her solids… I’m doubtful any of the girls can eat those anymore.”
“What?” I asked, “Why wouldn’t they?”
He sighed, “I don’t know for certain, but among the things that I think she had done to them was a reintroduction of the infant tongue thrusting reflex.”
“What’s that?” I asked.
“It’s a natural reaction that keeps babies from choking on solid food before they’re ready for it,” Amanda answered. “I’m pretty sure she did do that. So yeah, you’re right that they couldn’t even get solid food down now if they tried.”
“I don’t even have words for how awful that is!” I said.
She squeezed me tight, “It’s bad.”
“I’m guessing since you’re talking, your jaw must be feeling better?” Fred asked me.
“It’s still sore, but the ice helped?”
“Let me take a look at it,” he told me. For the next few minutes, he used his hands to gently probe my jaw, had me open my mouth, close it, and finally said, “There’s some mild bruising, and you’ll be sore for a day or so, but I don’t think there’s any permanent damage. In the future, if one of those gets thrown in your mouth, don’t mess with it. They’re designed to be tamper-proof from any angle your hands would approach it. Plus, you have to use a fair amount of strength and press just the right way.”
“I got that… thanks,” I told him semi-sarcastically.
He smiled at me, “well, hopefully, you learned.”
Just then, the phone rang, and he walked to get it, “Hi Mom!” he said into the phone. “It’s my parents,” he said to Amanda as he covered the receiver.
“No, I’m sorry we didn’t call yet… we had kind of an exciting afternoon so far…” he said into the phone.
He came down sat by Amanda, “Well, I’ll tell you what, I told you about the Little we were fostering here?” There was a pause, “She’s sitting next to me. You want to video chat instead so we can all talk?” Another moment passed, “Okay, give me just a second, and I’ll call.”
He hung up the phone and looked at me, “You up to meeting your other grandparents over video call?”
I shrugged, “They can’t be like Mommy’s psycho sisters?”
“They’re not all psycho,” Amanda defended them.
“You’re right; I like Megan. She’s sweet,” I told her.
She squeezed me, grabbed the ice pack from my hands, and sat it on the table. “Why don’t we put that away for a bit while we talk?”
I nodded and was pulled closer to her in her lap while Fred messed with some controls on the TV remote and said, “Call Fred’s parents.”
I watched the screen come alive with a pretty cool connecting screen, and then the TV was filled with an image of two people that Fred was clearly the result of. His dad had white hair and looked to be in his early 70s. Wrinkles filled a face that still seemed quite happy. His thick glasses made it hard to tell what color his eyes were. His mother was grey-haired and seemed a little bit younger. Her nose was his nose, and I could see her eyes were very similar to his. Both smiled and said, “Hi!”
Amanda stood me up on her lap, “This is Stacy,” she squeezed me into a hug, “say hi to your grandparents.”
“Hi,” I said shyly.
“You’re adorable!” his mom cooed. “I’ve never understood how every Amazon woman in your area seems to want to kidnap every Little and put them in a nursery, but you clearly are cute enough to fill the role!”
I blushed, “Umm… Thanks, I guess?”
She laughed. For the next hour, we talked, and I learned more about them. It put some pieces in the puzzle for me to understand why Fred really didn’t have the lust for conquering Littles that so many giants I had met seemed to have. In the end, they promised to let Amanda and Fred know soon if they would come out for Christmas. Originally, they weren’t planning on it, but as I was the closest to a grandbaby they were going to get, they were now strongly thinking about it.
Before we ended the call, my body made the need to go poop known and quickly let loose of it. Amanda picked me up off her lap and smelled my rear before saying, “I think someone needs a clean diapee; let us know what you decide! We’ll talk to you later!”
I turned bright red and was too shocked to say anything in response.
“Come on, stinker butt,” she told me as she carried me upstairs.
I tried not to cry at the gross mess sitting next to my skin. Amanda gently placed me down on the changing table, but it still smeared my butt with poop. “Arms up!” She told me with a smile and pulled my dress up. “You got this dirty enough; let’s put you in something cleaner.”
She pushed me back to lay down then and got to work on the sticky diaper. Amanda started to put a pacifier in my mouth but then remembered I was still in some pain, so she thought better of it. She moved quickly through several wipes before re-diapering me in regular pampers and then dressing me in another shorter dress that clearly marked me as a proper infant. I guessed it came with a diaper cover that she didn’t bother putting on me.
“That’s better!” she told me with a smile.
“Not really,” I told her honestly, “I liked the other dress better.”
“Well, don’t go climbing trees in it next time I put it on you, and you can wear it longer!”
Sure enough, I looked at it on the table and realized there were stains and dirt on it, as well as some pitch or sap. “Sorry,” I sighed.
She picked me up and hugged me, “No, I’m sorry. I definitely overreacted myself back there. I should have just plain stuck up for you.”
I shrugged, “You were right; it was kind of dumb.” Then, I thought for a second and added, “Thanks for feeding Kacey. That poor girl!”
She nodded, “Why don’t you take some time for yourself for a bit, and then we’ll have dinner downstairs on the patio tonight?”
I nodded, and she sat me down on the floor. I looked around the room for a moment before making the easy decision to walk over to my desk. I opened the computer screen and sat down in front of it. Amanda smiled at me and walked through the doorway, closing the gate before leaving. I sighed and accepted my caged status without grumbling since I had a computer. I logged in and then took a quick look to make sure my Switch was still in my backpack. I breathed a sigh of relief, noting that it was. ‘I’ll have to make sure the gun is still okay at some point, but I think it can stay in my backpack safely?”
That actually made me wonder, and I triple-checked that the backpack was still possible to carry. Thankfully it had come down in size with me! It wasn’t exactly a girly backpack, though, so I wouldn’t be surprised if we ended up getting a different one. I got back to my computer and began writing a new letter to my parents.
I created my greeting with the proper safe messages and then talked about the past couple of days,
‘Well, I hope you aren’t too ashamed of me having seen me on Friday… Sorry it has had to go so far, but I can still give you grandkids someday… I’ll just be the one with the baby in my belly! (That is definitely a weird thought!)
This weekend has been a rollercoaster of a weekend. We started off yesterday by returning some clothes that didn’t fit me. Amanda was taken as much by surprise by my size as I was. That meant she had purchased a ton of diapers and dresses that were way too big for me. While we were taking the diapers back, I saw some more of the Amazonian cruelty, and I can’t help but wonder why this dimension is that way. There are bright spots, though, as we went to another boutique baby store with a sweet lady who owns it. She’s an old family friend of Amanda’s, and it was funny to see her practically give Amanda the bright-light treatment to make sure she hadn’t kidnapped me off the street! Apparently, she refuses to serve customers who do that to Littles... She and I actually hit it off quite nicely!
We came home then and ended up in the pool. Their pool is probably nothing to write home about for an Amazon their size, but for me, it’s pretty much the equivalent of about eighty feet. When you add in that I’m just over three feet tall now, it might as well be an Olympic-sized pool. I did a ton of laps the last couple of days, and it felt really nice! I’m glad they’re letting me swim like this, as it’s good exercise! The only downside is that the temperatures apparently fall enough for snow to come later, and we’ll be closing it up in a bit over a month.
After swimming, I was dressed to meet Amanda’s last sister I had yet to meet, along with her husband, her two real kids, and the Little she kidnapped. She’s not as bad as Chloe (this is Cassie), but I still feel like she’s abusive. Sadly, not just to her Little who has had his teeth removed, but also to her two-year-old daughter that she’s forcing to potty train. In the end, dinner went over like a lead balloon, and Amanda and Fred ended up collecting me and our food to leave early. It was sad, but I was glad they took a stand. We ended up eating dinner at home and watching a movie last night.
Today we went for a walk in the morning before we headed to Amanda’s parents. I managed to get on the wrong side of Cassie, though, when I made a dumb comment about the accident her two-year-old had. It was the second I’d seen since yesterday, and she just sat down in it happily. I told her that maybe it meant she wasn’t ready to potty train yet... Not my brightest moment! Chloe was right behind her and gave me a whack to my butt that thankfully was cushioned by the diaper. I ran for it and gave Amanda a bit of a heart attack when she realized I had climbed a slide like I used to do in the backyard, jumped onto a tree, and climbed out of reach. I ended up crossing to another and then coming down. With my weight, it’s safer now than it ever would have been before.
Chloe tried following me and fell out of the tree (which was kind of funny), when she was surprised that I had dropped out of another one. Their dad ended up saving me from any further torture, and I hung out with him for a while around the grill. He runs a self-defense school, and I may pick my Tae Kwon Do back up with him. He reminds me a bit of Grandpa, as he is a veteran. He strikes me as a really good man!
Lunch was a hotdog the size of a large salami that I had to take little bits off with my teeth as it was huge!!! Their typical meals for adults, I swear, could be eating contests back home!
I noticed Amanda was standing by me, looking over my shoulder, and she said, “Come on, let’s go get dinner?”
“Let me just sign off here,” I told her.
Well, anyway, things could have gone better there too. It confirmed Chloe is not the Amazon that I would want to be my mommy here! Amanda’s here now, so I’m going to let you go. I’ll write again after I take my test Tuesday probably. Talk to you later!
Stacy
Amanda picked me up and felt my diaper, “Can you wait?”
I noticed it was damp but not too bad, “Yes.”
“I really am sorry for what happened earlier,” she told me.
“I know you are. It’s one of the risks when you’re dumb enough to antagonize a giant,” I said.
She kissed my forehead and carried me downstairs.
“What’s for dinner?” I asked.
“Chicken Fettuccini Alfredo?” She asked, I think hoping I was okay with it.
“That sounds great!”
“Good!” she told me.
I was pleasantly surprised as we sat down to eat on the patio. I was sat in a portable high chair that clipped to the heavy table. After Amanda velcroed a bib around my neck, she provided me with a plate of pasta and a fork that was just barely my size. She had diced the chicken up small, but otherwise, it was as grownup of a meal as I’d had here! “I figured you could feed yourself tonight,” Amanda told me with a sad smile. Then, I noticed that she set a tiny plastic cup on my tray with juice in it.
Small to her meant it was like a sizeable 44-ounce drink for me, but I said, “Thank you!”
“You’re welcome, sweetie,” she said.
I dug into the pasta hungrily and ate until I couldn’t eat anymore. The breeze outside was nice then, and I saw both Amanda and Fred were quite a bit more relaxed than earlier. I didn’t leave much on the plate, and she commented, “I guess someone was a bit hungry!”
I nodded, “Yes, and you cook very well!”
She smiled at me and looked at the mostly empty juice cup, “finish your juice while I clean up?” She asked me.
I nodded. When Amanda was done cleaning up, I found my face and hands wiped before a diaper change, and then she brought me down to her office. She showed me her various code and debugging software selections, and we played for several hours before Fred came in and said, “Okay, you two, bedtime!”
“But we’ve only been here…” Amanda said.
“Oh,” I said, looking at the computer clock.
“Yes, oh is right. You realize the princess leaked onto your clothes?” he told Amanda.
She laughed, and I did too. “Oops… Let’s get you changed. How’s your jaw?” She asked me.
I rubbed it, “It’s still a little sore, but it’s better.”
“Can you help me with my other leaks?”
“I can try,” I told her with a smile.
It was mildly painful at first, but I managed to nurse both breasts dry as I wanted to help her. I knew after this weekend that I couldn’t have found a better Amazon to be my adoptive mommy!
Chapter 37: Cleansing
I LOOKED UP and saw Chloe swing her hand at my face and smack my face before gripping my arm angrily and flipping me upside down, and ripping my diaper down. Swat after swat bore down on my butt, her hand swinging at me until I was a trembling mess of snot and tears.
“That’ll teach you to tell me how to raise my children. Let’s go ahead and feed you some of the last ‘solid’ food you’ll ever have before we go get those nasty teeth pulled.”
I watched in horror as a jar of the goop Neville had been fed appeared in her hand, and she spooned a spoonful towards me…
And then, thank God I woke up!
“It’s okay, baby, it’s just a nightmare,” Amanda said as I found myself being rocked in her arms.
“Thank God it was... just a nightmare... it was scary!” I told her through my sobs.
She offered me one of her breasts, but I shook my head and refused to take it. I just couldn’t bring myself to nurse after what I had just seen in my nightmare. Instead, she ended up just cuddling me close to her and shushing me. When I had finally calmed down a bit, she asked, “What happened?”
“I dreamed Chloe got me,” I told her tentatively.
At that, she hugged me again tighter, “I’m sorry she managed to get to you today.”
“It’s not all your fault,” I told her, “but she’s as terrible of a monster as Hannibal Lecter!”
“Who?”
I sighed, “He’s a fictional character back home. He’s a cannibal who likes to especially eat people with poor manners… There’s a whole series of books, movies, and a TV show that go into his story.”
“He eats people?” She asked, horrified.
I nodded, “It’s a horror series.”
She hugged me tighter, “Chloe wouldn’t eat you.”
I shook my head, “No, she would do worse! She would lock away all of my abilities to speak, walk, eat… You have to see how monstrous that is?!?”
She hugged me again, “I do… maybe even more so than you. I think she’s engaging in Little abuse, but I don’t know what to do about it. For most Amazons, they’re going to look at it and see her just making some tough parenting decisions.”
I snorted, “She needs a taste of her own medicine!”
Amanda sat quietly with me in her arms for a few moments before muttering, “That she does.”
“What would happen?” I started, “never mind.”
“What?”
“What would even happen if Kacey was ever freed? What kind of future could she possibly have now that Chloe has done what she’s done?”
“Not much of one,” Amanda said, “It’s not like you can easily put teeth back in. You might be able to do implants… The problem is that the standard procedure when removing Little’s teeth now involves inserting an implant in at the same time just under the gum, so that would be a problem.”
“Gum implant?” I asked.
“You ever see a really old person without their dentures?” She asked me.
I thought back and nodded.
“You know how their lips can’t support the shape it should without their teeth? And their lips sink into their faces?”
I nodded, “Yeah… wait, Littles have their teeth pulled all the time, though?”
“The gum implants act as ‘teeth’ bumpers. It’s really just a semi-rigid material that gets placed underneath the gum and becomes a ridge. So the Little still has that ‘gummy’ grip with their mouths, can’t chew, etc., but no worries of old person face.”
I shuddered, “Who thinks up this stuff?”
“People like my sister,” she said sadly. She ran her hands through my hair for a moment, “You asked what would happen… Well, assuming she did it by hypnosis - those triggers can be trained back out with a lot of care and patience. Then it would be a matter of a lot of physical therapy, but they could, in theory, walk again with that and a surgery or two... I don’t know what she did to Kacey’s tongue to keep her from speaking; that’s probably beyond hope…”
“It reminds me of a dystopian series of books from back home where they have mutes for servants.”
She nodded, “Hunger Games?”
“You have that one but not Silence of the Lambs?”
She shrugged, “I wish you had brought some of these movies so we could compare them. It’s kind of like speaking to an alien sometimes, but other times you’re in the same universe as me,” she hugged me again. “Are you going to be okay?”
I shrugged, “I’m sure this won’t be the last nightmare I suffer while I’m around here… Hell… sorry… I’m pretty sure I’ll have these nightmares even after I go home.”
She squeezed me tight, “Try nursing for a bit to get that nice sleepy milk coma back?”
I shrugged, “It might help.”
Without another word, she bared her breast again, and I sighed before giving it the ‘old college try’ to get back to sleep. My jaw slightly hurt still, but I nursed at the offered nipple anyway. ‘If I ever get back, I want to put a sign up at the trans-dimensional terminal to quote Dante, ‘Abandon All Hope, Ye Who Enter Here,’ seems quite appropriate.’ I was glad that I could go to sleep between the nursing relaxing me and the milk with whatever crazy narcotic properties it had.
“COME ON, SWEETIE,” I heard the following day.
“Huh?” I said, realizing a giant was looking over the top of me. I looked around, confused for a moment, before going, “Oh.”
“Oh, so that’s how you’re going to be this morning,” I heard as I stared blearily-eyed at Amanda. Suddenly I jumped as she tickled me!
“Stop!” I whined, “Too early!”
“Too early, says the little girl who woke me up screaming in the middle of the night,” she said, going back at tickling me after a pause.
“Sorry,” I said as she stopped. I realized I was lying on top of the changing table then and hoped it was the wet diaper I had just made wetter.
“Sorry, she says after she wets a brand new diapee!”
I blushed, “You’re the one who tickled me,” I complained as I thought back to how I must have just peed and not realized it. ‘That milk is destroying my bladder muscle control,’ I thought with a sigh.
“Sure, blame it on me,” she said with a smile that I tried to return but just couldn’t. “I’ll change you after your bottle and breakfast,” she told me.
I sighed and let her carry me downstairs, still dressed in the pink nightgown from last night. Once buckled in the chair, I was given my latte bottle and watched as she moved about the kitchen and made some gigantic French toast slices. Once she’d cooked them on a griddle, she cut one slice up into eight triangles that were still big for my size. Bacon and eggs sat on the plate as well, to make up a huge breakfast! I was provided a little baby fork and a gigantic plastic disposable knife to cut with. I looked up at her, “You trust me with a knife?”
She laughed, “I don’t think you can hurt yourself with that – even if you tried.”
I looked at it some more and thought it looked almost the size of a large chef’s knife in my hand. Still being plastic, I guessed she was right and nodded. I cut into the first triangle that she had placed just a bit of syrup on and took a bite. “Yummm!!!” I said.
“You like it I take?”
I nodded, “Thanks for adding cinnamon to your egg wash!”
She smiled at me, “Glad you like it!”
I ate quietly for a few minutes while alternating nursing at my caffeinated bottle. “So, what’s up for today?” I asked.
“Well, we’re going to give you a chance to do some more studying this morning, maybe get a swim in, and then we’ll let you eat a tiny dinner early tonight before we begin your fasting for tomorrow’s test.”
“Fasting?” I asked.
She sighed, “Fred and I think the best way to do this is to treat it like you’re going to have a colonoscopy.”
My eyes widened when I remembered what my dad had gone through with that…
“Don’t worry, we’re not going to do one on you though,” she said with a smile, “I agree that is going to suck someday when I have to have one… Trust me though, I think annual exams down on our plumbing are probably just as bad!” I groaned as I realized I would be in for those in the future myself. I heard Gabby talking about them one time to Cami… I turned back my attention to her, “The main thing is we’re going to make sure you’re completely clear of any stool from your body by the time you go to take your test tomorrow. It’ll make it easier to avoid having problems.”
I nodded, “Okay.”
With that information, I dug into my food like it was the last meal I was ever going to receive. I ate way past the point of being full. I looked up at a shocked Amanda when I put down the fork, and the plate was empty.
“How in the world did you eat all of that?”
“If I’m not going to get to eat much the rest of today and tomorrow?”
She shook her head, “You do realize all of that has to come back out of your body before tomorrow?”
I shrugged, “It was good while it went down!”
She laughed and picked me up out of the high chair, and sat me down on the ground. “Go find your books and study for a bit. I’ll change you after you make a poopy.”
I sighed but toddled off towards the living room. My diaper was wet enough that it was beginning to sag away from my body without much support. I found my books on the edge of the coffee table and pulled one carefully to the floor, where I lay down and studied some more. I had spent about an hour on the history section when nature’s urge made itself known. I groaned and stood up to squat. Then, with my diaper filled, I called, “Mommy?”
“Ready for that change?” she asked me with a smile, and my day continued in what was now semi-routine. Once changed, I was sat at Fred’s desk for another go at some test prep software by another company. The cool part was that I actually managed to make it through the six-hour test without a messy diaper! The software even claimed I was, in fact, ready for college. The bad part was it meant I skipped lunch, and I had to wait until that early dinner before I was able to eat. I did get a quick swim in, though, while I waited for that. While she was changing me into the swimsuit, I discovered I most definitely had a typical girl’s tan coming on with the swimsuit lines as visible as they could be!
Finally, about three in the afternoon, Amanda provided me with a bowl of soup. Apparently, it was this dimension’s version of alphabet soup and wasn’t exceptionally filling. However, I could understand the need for softer food for the pain of what was to come. Fred had come home early so he could eat with us.
Their dinner consisted of similar soup with grilled cheese sandwiches… I was very jealous of the sandwiches as my stomach still grumbled when I finished the bowl of broth. I noted that Amanda hadn’t nursed me from her breast today, with the only milk being from the bottle this morning. ‘Guess she’s trying to help me there?’ I thought.
Fred picked me up with a baby bottle in hand filled with an ominous yellow liquid when everyone had finished dinner. “Okay, Princess, this isn’t going to be a fun evening, but we’ve got to get you cleaned out for tomorrow.”
I nodded, “Amanda told me earlier.”
He nodded, “Well, let’s get this started… it’s going to be a long night of messy diapers for you.”
“Any chance I could just have a potty?”
He made a thoughtful face but shook his head; “I looked at the store the other day just to see if there was anything small enough for you to use. Even the smallest is about six inches too tall for you to stand a chance with. You’d need our help even with them.”
“You could help me?”
He smiled, “We could, but diapers really are easier to clean up than using one of those constantly.”
I sighed and reached for the bottle, “Let’s get this over with.”
I gagged as I sucked the first mouthful down. “That’s awful!” I said as I pulled the nipple away.
Fred nodded, “Good thing you only have to drink four of these, huh?” He said.
My eyes must have been wide saucers then. “Fo…” I said before he stuck the nipple back in my mouth.
I groaned but drank the liquid down at a constant pace. It was a mix of a lemon flavor, chalk, and… nasty! I tried to speed up so I could get it down quicker. ‘This would be easier to just chug from a cup,’ I thought to myself. Eventually, the bottle was emptied, and Fred placed me on his shoulder to burp me.
“Amanda hasn’t nursed me today?” I asked as he held me back in his lap.
“I suggested we not until you get done tomorrow.”
“Oh…”
I looked for her and didn’t see her, “Where is she anyway?”
“She’s working on a project for her lab work,” he told me.
It wasn’t even five minutes later that the concoction of awful fluid began doing its job, and I filled my diaper with a liquidy mush. “Eeew…” I whined as Fred carried me upstairs.
“Eew is right,” he told me when the diaper was opened. He bravely cleaned me up from a semi-solid mush-filled diaper. When he was finished, he said, “I’m going to put some of this special cream on you to keep you from getting a rash tonight.”
And so commenced the rest of the evening … By the fourth bottle of that crap, I was pretty sure I couldn’t take anything more. Pretty much after every bottle, there had been at least one poopy diaper, with this final one just resulting in a watery mess that threatened to leak out the diaper.
“Is that it?” I asked miserably.
“That’s the first treatment,” he told me.
“The first?” I asked.
“I think it would be wise to go ahead and use an enema too.”
I glared at him, “You want to… stick… something?”
He nodded, “Where the sun don’t shine… You do want to pass the test tomorrow?”
I sighed, “Let’s get this over with,” I told him.
“We’ll wait a little longer for this stuff to travel through your body first.”
“Ughh… I just want this over with,” I whined. I wasn’t in tears, but I could feel the water at the edge of my eyes.
He hugged me and said, “You’re almost done with this stuff. Trust me, I think you’ll be much happier for having done this tomorrow than failing the test and ending up in daycare with Chloe’s Littles?”
I nodded numbly at him. I was deposited into the playpen with a study guide and a bottle of water, “Try and get that bottle down in the next half hour.” I glared at him, “It’s just water, I promise,” and then we’ll do the enema, wait for it to clear, and then give you a bath before bed.”
“You know this has got to go down as one of the worst days ever!” I grumbled.
He reached down and patted my head and said, “Drink!” with a smile.
I did so and tried to focus on the study guide. I was doing more of the reasoning problem sections. It had become a little easier to see patterns in the problems as I spent more time looking over the examples. I felt the need to pee and was startled by the urge. ‘I actually felt the need to do it?!?’
I sat for a moment and realized it had to be because I hadn’t had any of Amanda’s milk since breakfast; with the crap to clear me out, I was probably completely clear of whatever was in that milk! I held the urine for an extra ten minutes just to feel the sensation of holding it in again. After that, though, I chose to let it out and sighed when I realized the back of my diaper was filling too. I sighed and said, “Can someone change me, please?”
Fred was standing over the playpen a moment later and asked, “Sure Princess, do you think you have it all out?”
I looked at him like he was crazy but shrugged, “I’ll try to make sure?” I squatted and pushed, pushed, and pushed some more. All that was coming out seemed liquid, and there wasn’t much. It felt nasty, though, and I felt some tears on my face. Finally, I whimpered, “I’m done, I think?”
He gently picked me up and carried me to the nursery, where he undid the diaper and used far more wipes than I would have thought a single box contained! Eventually, though, he said, “I think I’ve got it all, Princess,” and laid me down on a clean diaper. “I’m still seeing a few bits of semi-solid fecal matter, though; I think we need to go ahead with that enema too.”
“Is it as terrible as I’ve heard?” I asked nervously.
“Probably,” he answered and gently stroked my face. “We don’t have to, but if you’re at least clear of anything solid if they check your diaper in the middle of the test, they can’t say you pooped it.”
I squirmed a bit on the table and said, “Just get this over with. By the way, tell Amanda she’s a chicken… She could have helped, and I wouldn’t have held it against her!”
He laughed, “Believe it or not, she’s pretty squeamish about the idea herself. I guess she saw Hannah get them…” he said the last part sadly.
I sighed, “I’m a little surprised after meeting her mom that she was as bad as it sounds like she was.”
“People sometimes change, Stacy… I think that when Hannah died, it changed her perspective. Plus, once a woman hits menopause, it seems to lessen the baby fever.”
I nodded, “She still cooed over me like I was the most precious thing in the universe.”
“Well, all grandmas do that when they meet new grandbabies!” He laughed.
“Just get this over with,” I told him again.
“Turn over onto your stomach,” he told me after he removed the strap holding me on the table. Once I was flipped, I felt it refastened… but I couldn’t blame him as I was pretty sure kicking was going to be involved in a moment. Sure enough, the intrusion to my butt was anything but pleasant! It seemed to go on forever before I was flipped back over onto the diaper, and it was fastened. “Hold it in if you can for a few moments.” He gently stood me up on the changing table then.
I wondered for a second what he meant, but the sudden urge to poop became as strong as it ever had. The cramping I’d felt all night from the other stuff seemed like child’s play compared to this! A few minutes longer, I asked, “How much longer? This hurts…”
“Try and make it two more minutes,” he told me.
So, I held on and on and realized it had to be more than two minutes. I finally said, time or not, it was coming out and squatted to release it… and push it out… It seemed to take forever, and my head was pounding from the pain. Finally, I was gently changed into another diaper, and he said, “Why don’t you play on your computer for a little while, and I’ll clean you up again and give you your bath.”
“I’m not done getting rid of this yet, am I?” I asked.
“Probably not. Drink this bottle of water too – dehydration is not fun!” Fred told me while placing a baby bottle of clear water in my hands.
“Yes, sir,” I told him with a sigh and waddled over to my desk. My rear felt sore from all of the wiping it had endured as even baby wipes hurt after enough of them!
I sat down at the computer and read a reply from my e-mail last night from my mom. She wasn’t thrilled about anything in it, but she echoed she thought I couldn’t have been luckier to find these two benevolent giants to take me in. I sent a quick reply with safe headers and a promise to write tomorrow. I didn’t feel much like doing anything with some of the night’s concoctions still wrenching my guts and oozing out my butt. I started a simple shooter game and ran around blowing things up for probably an hour before Amanda picked me up without warning, and I died.
“Hey!” I griped.
“Hey yourself!” She said with a hug, “You can play again tomorrow after your test.”
I sighed, “Okay, let me exit the game first, though.”
She gently sat me down, and I quickly exited everything and put the computer to sleep. I was cleaned up at the changing table, and she said, “Sorry I didn’t help tonight… I just have too many bad memories of poor Hannah,” she said as she wiped my rear clean.
“I get it… let’s not do this again anytime if we can avoid it,” I told her, “it really does suck!”
“I can imagine… Mom did it to me once…”
My eyes opened at her admission, “What?”
“I was being punished for it happening to Hannah… it wasn’t me though, Chloe filled the poor girl with two enemas and blamed it on me.”
“Didn’t Hannah say something?”
Amanda shook her head, “Chloe threatened her, and she just trembled in fear and cried.”
“You realize your sister is more than just in baby fever mode, right?”
Amanda didn’t reply; she just carried me to the bathtub. She started first by placing me in there and using the nozzle sprayer from the shower to wash me off before letting the tub fill. I was gently washed, and she finally broke the long silence, “I know Chloe is probably a victim of some sort of mental disorder. The problem is there is no way to accuse her of it without her pointing the finger right back at me and getting LPS involved. Her Littles might be removed, but you would be as well.”
I shuddered, “I get it, thanks in that case?”
She kissed my forehead and finished washing me. Once I was clean, she put my hair in a sleep braid and carried me back to the nursery. “I think you should probably just try and get some sleep tonight. I’ll check on your diaper before I go to bed, but I’ll wake you up about six or so to get ready.”
“What time does the test begin?”
“I got you an 8am appointment, so they want you there by 7:45.”
“Ughh…” I sighed.
“I know… not exactly a time any teenager wants to be awake, let alone a Little who’s had her body tortured tonight.”
She enveloped me in a hug once she had me dressed, “I hope you can get some sleep tonight, Stacy. I really do love you.”
“Thanks,” I told her, “I know you aren’t a fan of this stuff.”
She lay me down into the crib and covered me with a light blanket, handed me Elena, and placed a pacifier at my lips. I hesitated on the pacifier but opened my mouth anyway and sucked gently on it. “Good night Princess,” she told me and turned on the mobile, playing its lullaby above me. Then, I heard Fred’s voice, “Good night, sweetheart, see you in the morning.”
I sighed and closed my eyes. It was only eight-thirty, but I forced myself to close my eyes and at least try to sleep. At least the music helped get me to sleep, ‘Hopefully, there’s no chance of me pooping for the next forty-eight hours!’
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Chapters 38 and 39
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 38: Testing
“TIME TO GET up, Stacy,” I heard as I was lifted out of the crib and embraced into a hug.
I groaned and sat passively as she checked my diaper, “How come you’re not wet?”
I realized then I could again feel the need to urinate and just let it go into the diaper to save the time of answering her. I sighed then and said, “My fasting meant I haven’t had any of your milk since yesterday morning… I’ve actually gone back to knowing when I need to go, so I guess its effects must not be permanent?” I sleepily suggested.
“Hmm…” she said. My diaper was changed, and she found the tunic and pants set from Friday and dressed me in it. I sat quietly as she did my hair in a style other than pigtails and found myself quite curious. Soon enough, she said, “Okay, sweetie, I don’t want you to have any solids still, but I have some coffee for you downstairs if you promise to be careful with it.”
I smiled, “Cofffffffeeeeeee!!!!”
She carried me past the mirror, and I saw that my hair was curled underneath, with bangs brushed to the side of my face, making me look as mature as I could. The outfit I was wearing hid the shape of my diaper, so it looked like I wasn’t a babied Little after all. That made me feel the most mature I had since I’d arrived! “What do you think?” She asked as she paused for a second.
“I like it a lot!” I told her.
“Well, don’t get too used to it. Of course, you’ll have the uniform required for school days… I guess it’s between the two looks, though.”
I sighed, “Well, thanks for letting me feel a little grown-up… as much as you can in a diaper anyway.”
She squeezed me tight and carried me downstairs. Once I was sitting in the high chair, she brought a me-sized mug of steaming coffee to me, black. “Do you need sugar?” She asked.
I shook my head, “No, it’s good like this!” I told her as I savored the vapors coming over it. I took a tentative sip and felt like I was in heaven. The latte bottles were good, but this was coffee as it was supposed to be enjoyed! I let out a satisfied sigh.
“You are an addict…” she told me.
“I see you have your own cup too!” I pointed out to her.
She laughed, “You’re right! It takes one to know one. Here, you shouldn’t have solids but give this a try,” she said while handing me an opened packet of some substance.
“What is it?” I asked as I looked at a red gel oozing inside.
“It’s meant for cyclists or runners,” she told me, “it shouldn’t cause any solid waste for you and will help give you a little bit of sugar to get going today.”
I nodded and tasted it. The texture sucked, but it wasn’t terrible tasting. I alternated a few slugs of the gel and the coffee to get rid of the taste.
Fred came in the room then and held something in his hands, “Here, Stacy, let me put this charm bracelet on you,” he told me.
I looked closer at a pretty silver charm bracelet with eight charms dangling from it. Gabby had a similar one back home, and I knew they weren’t cheap. There was a pacifier charm, a baby bottle, a computer, and several other hearts and such on it. “The important ones are the pacifier and baby bottle,” he told me.
“Why?”
“If you feel like you are going to have a messy accident pull either of them off the bracelet by yanking on it and swallow it.”
I looked at him dumbfounded, “they’re silver, aren’t they?”
“The others are, those two are actually a cellulose-like material like you would find around pills. It dissolves instantly in the stomach and sends a chemical signal to your brain and muscles of your bowels to stop you up. You won’t be able to go poop on your own for about a week, though – so try not to use it if you can avoid it.”
I gulped at the thought that I would have to use other help… “I’ll try to never take it… why would I need to?”
“Well, first, if for some reason something is going wrong today, it’s a good idea – you can’t afford a mistake today,” he reminded me.
I nodded, “I get that… and?”
“Well, as you go to school, if you do well, there will be some jealous classmates that will probably inevitably try and spike your drink or food to make you lose control. So while we, in theory, should be able to reclaim you as our daughter if they try to kidnap you, it’s far better if we don’t even have to try to do that. Not to mention the university’s policy on pooping in class?”
I nodded and sighed, “I hope you have some spares?”
He laughed, “I have a couple dozen replacements upstairs.”
I shuddered but said, “Thank you.”
Amanda looked at the clock, “I’m going to change you into a new diaper when we get there. Do you need to go poopy, though?”
I shook my head, “I have a feeling I’ll be cleared out for a week after last night!”
She smiled and kissed my forehead before taking my empty mug away. “Let’s go then,” she told me.
I was surprised when she loaded me up into the car since we had walked to the university so many times. She parked in one of the many faculty parking lots; I suspected she planned to distract herself by going to work in her office while I was testing. My harness was unbuckled, and she laid me down on the back of the SUV to change a soaked diaper. She gave me a hug when she was done, and I realized she had replaced my thinner Pamper with one of the thick princess diapers. The pants clearly showed the diaper bulge if they were uncovered, but the long tunic still did a pretty good job hiding it. I didn’t think it would hide my waddle when it got wet, though! “Why the thick diaper?” I asked.
“You need that long of protection,” she reminded me. She sat me down on the ground on my own two feet and gave me a new purple backpack that was my size and had the university emblem on the back of it.
“What’s in this?” I asked.
“Supplies, an extra diaper, wipes, your ID for the test, pens, pencils, etc.”
“Thanks,” I told her politely.
“Come on, let’s go take your test,” she said and directed me to walk beside her. It was a novelty as we walked a good quarter-mile on my own without her hand, a stroller, or being carried. I got the feeling my slow pace kind of bothered her, but we made it to a department in a tall building labeled ‘Student Assessment Center’ with more than ten minutes to spare before the time we were supposed to be there. She pushed me forward to a table that said, “CARE Registration.” In front, I was surprised to see a table manned by a Betweener. A convenient set of steps to help with my height impairment was laid before the table. But, of course, I could barely see above the table even with it.
“Name?” The girl asked in a bored voice.
“Stacy Sl… Westerfield,” I said.
“Not sure about your name?” the girl asked suspiciously.
“It changed recently,” I told her.
“Oh,” she said while looking at me oddly but shrugged. “ID?”
I opened the front of the backpack and was rewarded with a wallet and my ID from home… except it was different. My name, gender, and address were the new ones… like an endorsement, there was a mark on it that said ‘ADP.’ I was genuinely curious what it meant, ‘probably adopted,’ but just gave it to her to verify my information. After a moment of scrutiny, she handed it back, “Okay, you need to go down the hallway here; the third door on the right is your room. Show this ticket to the lady in there, and she’ll get you all set up.”
“Thanks,” I told her.
I looked up for Amanda but saw she was gone. I sighed but smiled when I caught sight of her mouthing, ‘Good luck,’ to me as she left the doors. I squared my shoulders and marched towards my destiny in the room three doors down on my right.
I was glad to see it was open since the handle was well out of my reach as I reached the door. ‘It’s the little things,’ I complained to myself. I looked up to see a giant about Chloe’s size notice me. “Ticket, please,” she said brusquely.
I handed her the paper, and she said, “Okay, right this way.” To my surprise, the stations were actually Little sized, so I didn’t have to feel quite as out of place. Of course, it was still huge for me since I was tinier than usual, but compared to Amazon-sized furniture, I felt comfortable! Unfortunately, when I climbed into my designated chair, my tunic got caught and rode up a bit, exposing the diaper hanging above my pants. I blushed but pretended it was normal, and once I settled in, I pulled it back down. A moment later, the lady said, “I’ll have to hang onto your bag until the test is completed.”
I sighed but nodded; teachers back home did that stuff too. She came back over, and her fingers flew over the keyboard that must have seemed like a tiny tablet keyboard to her. A short while later, she spoke to the group that was seated, “Okay, here we go. The software keeps track of your progress and automatically scores the test when you are done. You have six hours to complete the test, and you may not take any breaks – that includes bathroom breaks. Should you poopy in your pants, you will have to leave, and your test will be scored as you have completed it to that point. Any questions?”
I shook my head, “No, ma’am,” I told her, along with a small chorus of the others.
“Then begin,” she told me.
I looked at the screen that read, “Press any key to begin the College Aptitude Readiness Examination.”
I sighed and started the exam with the reading section. I flew through the passages and noted a definite bias in the reading examples and questions that seemed to take jabs at Littles, even believing they could be ‘adults’ in this world. One passage was all about the author extolling the necessity of Littles being diapered and properly cared for at their adopted mothers’ breasts… I just answered the questions and was pretty sure the section was perfect when I finished it – even if my answers to the content made me ill. It just wasn’t all that difficult for me!
The writing section wasn’t much more difficult because of the relatively small keyboard; my fingers flew over it to type nearly as fast as I could on my own computer. Before pressing submit, I proofread the essays several times and moved on to the first section that had me slightly nervous – math. Fortunately for me, it appeared my time of practicing my calculus problems back home in the Base 60 math seemed to have paid off. Even the most challenging Calculus questions seemed easy. Only the final two questions seemed to get me flustered at all, but I was sure that I had handled even handled those Advanced Calculus level questions without too much trouble.
‘I was expecting worse than this,’ I told myself nervously.
Chapter 39: S.C.A.R.E.S.
THE SCIENCE SECTION was relatively straightforward until I vaguely recognized as organic chemistry level questions came about. I was sure I missed those last ones, but I managed to do well at the physics and biology portions. Another couple of jibes were taken at Littles in the biology section, trying to explain why Littles were destined to never be potty trained… I just sighed and kept answering questions with what I knew the Amazons had to consider were the correct answers.
I had a little less than two hours remaining when I reached the reasoning portion of the exam that I had been scared of. Just as I was answering the second question in that section, I was distracted by, “No, I didn’t mean to! How can you expect me not to go potty through a six-hour test?!?” A teenage boy my age, about two feet taller than me, asked with a wet spot clearly visible on his pants.
“If you were mature enough for college, it wouldn’t be a problem, or you would have worn protection,” the proctor said with a smile. She pressed a button on a panel next to the door, and I watched in horror as robotic arms swung in and captured him in their grasp. “Clearly, you are afflicted with a case of maturosis. You’ll do better back in preschool or daycare. Your new mommy or daddy can decide which to send you to and ensure you’re nice and protected! For now, we’ll send you down to the universities daycare center while we wait for someone to take you to the orphanage.”
My mouth dropped, and I noticed the other three Littles testing in the room looked panicked! I closed my eyes and forced myself to breathe before focusing back on the test. I would have expected it to be tougher to concentrate, but the fear I had seemed to send my adrenaline into overdrive, and my focus was razor-sharp. I was on question number fifty of the section when I heard, “I smell poopy pants, which wittle baby had an accident now?” She asked in a sweet voice that made me sick. I turned and looked at her as she asked, “Was it, you Ms. Westerfield?”
I shook my head, “No ma’am, I didn’t poop my pants.”
“Better check first, huh?” She told me.
Without warning, she came over to my seat and pulled my tunic up and out of the way. My top was pulled high enough to expose my back a long way up. She shoved my upper body forward a bit and used a finger to yank back the elastic on my pants. “Smart enough to wear a diapee, huh?” she said to me with a bit of menace in her voice. She pulled my pants down to expose the diaper more, and her hand smushed at the back of my diaper. “Doesn’t feel like you left us a present in there.”
I thought maybe my indignity was over, but she used her finger then to pull the elastic on the top back and looked inside. I blushed bright red in shock, “Hmm… just wet. Glad you had the maturity to wear a nice thick diapee to protect our seats.” She gruffly pulled my pants back over my diaper and pulled my top back down, “Keep working on your test, sweetie,” she told me before looking at the Little girl that was a few feet away from me, “Well, I guess that means that it must be you, huh?”
The girl was quite pretty, with blonde hair in an intricate French braid. She looked like she was the same age as I was, but her shaking meant I had a bad feeling on her behalf. She whimpered, and I watched a tear go down her face as she shook her head, “N…n…Not me,” She said.
The monitor pulled her dress up, though, and you could clearly see a purple Pull-Up with a visible bulge on the backside of it. Her mess appeared watery too, and it had clearly escaped the edges of the pull-up to leave a brown stain on the back of her dress. The monitor wasted no time and pulled the dress off from over her head. I tried not to stare too much at her now naked form and looked instead at the monitor as she shook her head, “Not even mature enough to own up to your messy pants. I’ll make sure they know being a toddler isn’t even a good fit for you. I’m sure they’ll have you crawling or squirming only across the floor by the end of the week. Those beautiful straight teeth definitely won’t be wanted by your new mommy,” the lady said.
“No, I’m almost done!!! Just let me see if I got a high enough score!!!” The girl begged as she tried covering her chest with her arms.
“Sorry, sweetie, but we have the same rules as classes here at Emerson. Poopy pants mean you’re not ready for big girl school. You’ll love playing in the daycare, though! I know they’ll find you the perfect mommy!”
I gasped but turned and looked at my computer as robotic arms again snaked into the room and removed the sobbing girl. ‘Poor girl…’ I thought to myself.
“You have sixty minutes remaining! Would anyone care for a bottle of water?” The lady said after a while.
“Thank you, but no thank you,” I said politely, ignoring how thirsty I was.
“Please!” The remaining boy and girl across the room said.
At this point, I realized they were the only other Littles still in the room with me, and I just wanted to warn them off. ‘Don’t they know not to trust her by now…?’ I thought. I didn’t dare say anything, though and just got back to the test.
While the other sections were about sixty questions long, I was now on question eighty of what is listed as a hundred-and-twenty for this section. I sighed and ignored my overwhelming hunger and thirst that seemed to grow by the minute. I had just answered question one-hundred-and-eighteen when I heard a gasp.
“What the hell?” the boy whispered.
Like a train wreck, I couldn’t resist the urge to turn and look at the boy. She approached him, and he tried his best to squirm away, “You must have put something in the water! You can’t poison me like this!”
She laughed, “I would never do anything like that, silly. So let’s take a look at your pants, even though I think I know I’m going to find a mess, huh?”
She pulled his shorts down his legs and exposed a medical-looking plain white diaper. Well… it was plain before the brown stain that managed to show through the back of the diaper. He tried struggling for a moment as she squeezed the lump and said, “Looks like we have another baby, huh?”
“I’m not a baby! You poisoned me!”
“Don’t worry, they’ll get a fresh diaper on you at the daycare. It’ll even have cute pictures on it!” The lady cooed at the boy. I shivered in fear over the idea that they would come for me next! I was worried that no matter what, she would find an excuse to target me too!
Once the arms carried his screaming form away, she checked the girl too. I heard her whimper as the lady said, “Well, I thought you might have been mature enough, but I know wet and poopy panties when I see them! I’m honestly shocked you didn’t at least wear training panties, little girl. Oh well, it’s back to diapers for you too!”
I turned just for a heartbeat and looked at her standing there with a shirt and ruined panties only. Then, I focused back on the screen and ignored her screams.
I had just clicked submit on question one-hundred-and-twenty just as she rounded back on me. “Wow, you actually finished?” She asked, shocked. “Better make sure you made it with no poopies, though!”
She pulled my pants back again and found a once again soaked but not messy diaper, “What a big girl you are?!? Making it through your test all nice and clean!” Her voice dripped with motherly condescension that made me feel a need to run away.
I shrugged though and calmly asked, “So how do I find out my score?”
“Just press that button there,” she told me.
I clicked through a couple more screens, following her directions displaying my scores.
Scores are out of a possible 400 points per section:
Reading – 398
Writing – 389
Math – 397
Science – 378
Basic Reasoning – 367
Total Score: 1,929 – Averaged Score: 385.8
Recommended school placement: University
I sighed in relief, and the lady said, “Well, congratulations on being such a smart big girl!”
“Thank you, I know my mommy will be proud. How do I get a copy of my scores?”
“I’ll print a copy for you,” she said, seeming more shocked by the moment by my success and scores. I stood up and gathered my backpack while she worked at a workstation that was sized for her. She handed me a copy that matched the screen and two sealed versions of them two minutes later. “It’ll be emailed to you, sent to the university, and a hard copy will be mailed to your residence.”
“Thanks!” I told her with a smile that tried to act like nothing had happened earlier.
“How about I change that soaked diaper for you?”
“Thank you, but I’ll get my mommy to do it; she should just be outside,” I told her.
“Wait, you’re adopted already?”
I nodded, “Mommy wants me to be smart just like her! Thank you for taking such good care of me today. Bye, bye,” I told her as I walked through the door that was thankfully open.
“How the hell did she do that?” I heard behind me as I walked away.
Amanda stood in the hallway, pacing nervously as I came out, and she quickly picked me up and wrapped me in a hug. “How did it go?”
“I passed!” I told her with a smile.
The girl that had checked me in earlier blurted out, “You passed?!?” She blushed as we looked at her, “Sorry, it’s just that not many do… you must be really clever!”
“I am, thanks!”
“Well, let’s go change the clever little girls’ diaper and then go out to celebrate,” Amanda said to me.
“Great, I’m starving!!!” I said as my stomach grumbled loudly.
She carried me off to a nearby bathroom and changed my diaper back to a normal Pamper. “So, how did it really go?” she asked me.
“I made it with some high scores, I think… none of the others taking the test made it, though...” I told her sadly.
“Tell me about it when we get home…” she said.
“Okay,” I told her.
She sat me down on my feet again, and we walked out of the building the distance back to her car on my own feet. As she strapped me into the car seat, “I am so proud of you! I’m guessing you’re starving?”
“You have no idea!!!” I told her.
“Good, let’s go meet Daddy and Megan for food!”
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Chapters 40 and 41 (Final Book 1)
by Sofia Hammerstein
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Two years ago Stacy visited a newly discovered dimension, with his parents, on an adventurous summer vacation. He was astounded by how the other dimension's technology was decades ahead of his own! During his senior year he applied to Emerson University in the city he had visited. He was excited and hopeful of learning more about their technology as an exchange student, and hopefully bring it back to his own world. (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 40: Mature Diner
ONCE WE ARRIVED at our destination, I instantly recognized it as 3lev4t3d, the restaurant I had been stuck with pureed food the week before. The Maître’D remembered Amanda and said, “Good afternoon, just you two beautiful ladies today?”
“No, my husband and little sister are supposed to join us - have they arrived yet?”
“No, ma’am, would you like to be seated while you wait?”
She bounced me up and down a little right then on her hip then and said, “Please.”
“Right this way then,” he said and took us to a round table close to the kitchen doors. A highchair was brought over for me, but Amanda kept holding me in her lap while we waited. I remembered that the mush from the last time tasted good, but the texture was disgusting if I stopped to think about it. ‘If that mush is what I’m getting to eat for a celebratory meal, then I would rather have gone to McDonald’s…’ I groused in my head. We were celebrating an adult milestone after all!
Fred and Megan came in not too much later, “Congratulations, sweetie!” Megan cooed at me and gave me a hug. “I knew you could do it!”
I was passed over to Fred, who said, “I know last night was terrible, but I’m glad it paid off!”
“Me too,” I told him.
As soon as I was set down into the highchair, bibbed, and the seatbelt was buckled, the chef came back out and recognized Amanda, Fred, and me. “This seems oddly early for you to be dining with us?”
“We’re celebrating,” Amanda said with a smile.
“What’s the occasion?” He asked.
Amanda looked at me and nodded at me to go ahead, “I passed my CARE exam, sir, and I’m allowed to study at the university.”
He looked at me in disbelief like that was scandalous, “You’re letting her go to school at the university? You mean the daycare, right?”
Amanda smiled at him, “No, she’ll be a regular college student… Sort of, she’ll be in protection, of course.”
“Aren’t you worried about her getting hurt?”
“Of course, I am, but we’ll make sure she’s safe. She’s quite brilliant, and I want to nurture that rather than extinguish that.”
“I said before when you came that you have some unconventional ideas, Madame, but I do remember this little girl is the first new diner who has impressed me with her maturity in a long time. So I’ll be sure that she receives a meal befitting the occasion tonight,” he told me with a smile that seemed genuine.
“Thank you, Sir,” I told him politely.
The waiter came over about then, and he told him, “Anton, the Little girl may order whatever she likes. Please mark it with PS, so I know which meal is hers.”
“Yes, Chef…” the guy stuttered a little nervously before looking at me like I had grown two extra heads or something.
“Enjoy your meals, ladies,” he said, “sir,” and turned around to head back to the kitchen.
“Umm… we don’t have separate children’s menus?” He said, looking alternatingly at Amanda and me.
“May I just have the Veal Parmigiana that you had last time?” I suggested to Amanda.
“That seems like a great plan!” she told me with a smile. “I’m going to have the Veal Saltimbocca tonight.”
“You Madame?” he asked Megan.
“The Lasagna, please,” she said with a smile.
“Sir?”
“Let’s do the Chicken Piccata tonight,” he said.
“Very good, we’ll have that right out!”
As we waited, bread was once again brought for the table, and I settled in to only get to watch them eat it… but to my surprise, a plate of cut-up chunks was placed in front of me too! Next, the waiter put a dribble of the seasoned olive oil dipping sauce on another tiny dish. A couple with a Little at a nearby table looked at me with shock in their eyes when they saw the plate. When the Little’s head turned, I wanted to crawl away from the sight of the pure rage and jealousy on her face. I decided to ignore it, though, and carefully dipped a chunk of what had to be freshly made bread into the oil. It was delicious, and I slowly savored all eight cubes I’d been provided with. Not eating much for nearly twenty-four hours definitely left me famished!
After a while, our food came out from the kitchen. I noticed a bowl again and sighed, ‘I really had hoped to avoid pureed food with whatever a preschool meal is...’
The chef came out right then and said, “I hope you enjoy your meal, little one,” and grabbed the bowl from the tray and presented it to me.
I realized then that it was actually a little larger bowl than last time - and much to my surprise, it was actually filled with sort of full-length noodles! I thought they were probably half the size of the regular meal, but that was fine to me! The veal was sliced up into thin chunks inside, but it could have almost been considered whole at first glance the way it was served. He presented me with a fork that was perfectly my size and said, “Buon Appetito.”
“Grazie,” I told him with a smile.
He smiled back and left me to the bowl of food. I took my first bite and closed my eyes in satisfaction! The veal was tender, perfectly breaded and cooked, and the sauce was to die for! I was pretty sure the noodles had been freshly made as well so that it easily ranked as one of the finest meals I’d ever had. Leftovers and pureed had left the meal tasty, but not like this! I now understood why Amanda and Fred liked this place!
The couple that had stared at me earlier was now glowering at me as I daintily ate the meal. As their food was delivered, the Little girl truly became genuinely unpleasant. When she realized I had real food, while she was getting the pureed mush, it caused a meltdown for the poor girl! Suddenly, a spoonful of that mush was flung against the floor not far from our table. Moments later, the bowl had landed on the shoulder of the now-shocked ‘mother’ of the Little.
I sighed and wondered just what horror I was about to see. The chef came out and looked at the Little and scowled, “And you Littles wonder why you can’t be trusted with adult food?”
“How come she gets real food?” The Little sobbed just before her diaper came down, and she was spanked a couple dozen times. I truly felt bad for her! The loud smacks and her screams made me wince in sympathy.
As her diaper was pulled back up, the chef answered her blubbering, “Because the first time she came in here, she politely sat through her meal without complaint. I’ve never seen a better behaved Little, so she gets to be treated like a big girl.”
“I’m so sorry about this,” the lady apologized.
“It’s fine. If you come in again, though, please just plan to only breastfeed your Little girl. She’s obviously not mature enough to eat even a pureed Littles meal.”
I gulped and kept carefully eating the tasty food from my bowl. I had made it my goal to eat the entire bowl without getting anything on my bib, clothes, hair, or face!
“So, what were your scores?” Megan asked me.
“You never said earlier?” Amanda asked too.
“Am I allowed to talk in here?” I asked quietly.
“Yes, you are,” the chef’s voice frightened me enough. I felt some urine escape my bladder.
I turned and looked up at where he had appeared out of thin air behind me, “You behave maturely, not like bratty Littles like that girl,” he said. “You may converse with your family without fear of any consequences. Just please don’t argue or shout,” he told me with a smile. “Do you like your food?”
“It’s amazing, sir. Your sauce, noodles, the preparation of the veal… you have to be one of the finest chefs in the world!”
He beamed a smile at me and said, “Grazie,” before he walked back to the kitchen.
“Scores?” Megan reminded me.
“Oh… Let me see if I can remember them all?”
“How about the total?”
“I think it was around 1900?” I said.
Megan looked at me in shock, “You realize the average score is like 1,200 for Littles, right?”
I shook my head, “I suspect it’s lower than that if you count all of the Littles who don’t make it through the test?” I paused, “I guess they probably don’t count them though?”
Megan looked at me and asked, “How many took the test today?”
“Four others,” I told her.
“How many made it?” Fred asked.
“You’re looking at her,” I told him sadly.
Megan gasped, but I just kept eating, trying not to think about the fates of those poor people.
I had begun to slow down a little as I reached the bottom of my bowl… But since I hadn’t eaten in nearly twenty-two hours, I was still a bit hungry. Then, as if sensing my stomach’s cries, the chef appeared with a small goblet that looked to have tiramisu in it. He sat it on my tray and said, “Please enjoy this with my compliments, congratulations on your test,” and disappeared quickly.
I looked at Amanda, who looked surprised, “Not quite sure exactly what you did, but you definitely impressed him,” she said with a smile.
I used the tiny spoon in the goblet to eat about half of it before I couldn’t eat anymore. “Anyone want the rest?” I offered.
“I’ll take it,” Megan said with a smile.
She ate the rest and said, “This is delicious!”
“I know, right?” I told her with a smile.
“Everything was to your satisfaction tonight?” The chef reappeared one last time.
“Yes, sir, it was amazing!” I said with a smile.
“Please come back soon!” He told us with a smile. Fred quickly took care of our check, and we were soon walking back out to the car.
Out by the car, Amanda told Megan, “We’ll see you next week maybe; we’re going to go out of town this weekend.”
“Where are you going?” Megan asked.
“Call me later, and I’ll tell you. We figured we would make it a surprise for Stacy.”
I looked at her curiously, and she shook her head, “You’ll find out when we get there!”
I sighed and leaned against her, “Spoilsport!”
She laughed and felt my damp diaper, “Well, we need to get this one home and in a new diaper. I’ll call you later,” she told Megan.
“Okay, Mandy,” she said as she mainly hugged her and a little bit of me, “Bye, Stacy,” she told me.
With that, I was latched into the car seat, where I sat silently on the way home while reflecting on the day. ‘One impossible victory achieved!’ I thought to myself. I couldn’t feel genuinely happy about it, though, when I thought about the poor people who had totally lost their freedom today.
“Whatcha thinking about?” Amanda asked as she undid my harness back home.
I sighed, “The people who were sentenced to being treated like who knows what?”
She picked me up and squeezed me into a hug, “What exactly happened?”
“The first boy didn’t even bother wearing any protection… He wet his pants early on in the test after I think he asked to leave to go to the bathroom? I wasn’t paying a lot of attention until the proctor started chewing him out!” I paused while she walked through the door into the kitchen, “Then these scary mechanical arms came from nowhere and grabbed him and took him off to the daycare,” I said sadly as she carried me over to the couch in the living room. She turned me towards her in her lap as she sat down. “The next girl was wearing a pull-up at least, but she messed it… I was terrified, though, as the lady actually checked the back of my diaper first,” I shuddered at the fact that I had no privacy here. “Once she checked and found me clean, she moved to the girl. The poor girl tried to lie to her… but after that, she said she’d make sure they knew she wasn’t even ready to be a toddler and taunted her that her teeth would be removed… poor girl is going to be like Chloe’s Littles.” I felt a tear in my eye then.
“Oh my God…” Amanda said.
“The other two, for some stupid reason, trusted the bottles of water that the lady offered them. The boy at least had worn something for protection, but the girl was just in panties. They were carted off by those mechanical nannies quicker than you could believe… Poor people…”
She hugged me and rocked me in her arms for a few minutes, “But not you – it’s not your fault either.” Then, she told me, “Don’t go feeling survivors’ guilt! The information and warnings are out there if they had looked for it, and they could have prepared like you did.”
“Maybe…”
“What do you mean maybe?”
“Those test prep books I studied?”
“What about them?”
“They were all high on the shelves where no Little could realistically read the titles or even get to them. How many Littles do you actually think can reach high enough to get them?”
I looked up at Amanda’s face, and I think she realized the horrible answer to that, “Not many,” she said softly.
“So, what now?” I asked after some moments of silence passed.
“Why don’t you email your real parents and let them know you survived the test. I’m sure they’re as worried sick about it as I was… Then maybe we can take a swim?”
I smiled at her, “Okay!”
She sat me down on the ground, and I walked with her to the stairs wondering why she hadn’t just carried me. Finally, she looked down at me and asked, “What are you waiting for?”
I began the awkward climb up the steps, almost like crawling, and realized I’d gone down them many times, but this was the first time I’d had to climb up them! When I made it to the top, I looked down at the staircase, feeling like I had climbed a mountain! Even with the seemingly new athletic abilities that I’d demonstrated against Chloe, I still felt like that was tough!
“Good girl,” she told me with a smile. She’d hovered behind me the whole time, making sure I didn’t fall backward but hadn’t offered a bit of help.
I blushed, “that’s harder than it should be!”
“Well, you’re the size of a three-month-old infant! They definitely don’t climb stairs!”
I nodded and walked to my bedroom… nursery and sat down on my small desk chair while she disappeared to their room. As I sat down, I noticed she hadn’t changed my diaper yet, and it was definitely at capacity now! I sighed, but it didn’t take me long to log in to my email, and I saw a copy of my score report. I glanced at it quickly and looked at the total composite score of 1,929 again. ‘Megan said the average score was 1,200?!?’ Maybe I won’t be in totally over my head the next few years…
I created a new message then to my parents, made my greeting, and added some safe phrases before beginning,
I just wanted to let you know I did pass the test. I ended up with a score of 1,929, which is supposed to be an exceptional score for the test. Fred used the typical steps he uses as a doctor before surgery to keep me from possibly having messy pants in the test. It was an extreme solution, but given that the other four Littles in the test are probably toothless, drooling babies, I have no complaints! It was a tough test, but I’m proud I passed!
Anyway, Amanda mentioned swimming, so I’m going to end this, but I just wanted to make sure you knew I passed and was still safe! I’ll write more later on.
Love,
Stacy
I hit send and looked up at Amanda standing in her bikini. “Ready to swim?”
“Sure!”
I lifted my arms up to her, but she didn’t take them. “Let’s see if we can’t start teaching you how to change your own diapers.”
I looked at her with a confused look, “What?”
Chapter 41: Independence?
“WELL, IF YOU’RE going to be a big college girl, you need to be able to change yourself, right?”
For a second, I looked for the second head she had to have sprouted but nodded, “Right?”
“Then here, let’s teach you how to do this!”
She handed me a package of gigantic wipes, a swim diaper, and a changing mat. “You don’t really need the changing mat by yourself, but it’d be good for putting your wet diaper on in a moment; just stand on it.”
I nodded at her and laid it down before standing on it, “Okay, take it off?” I asked.
She nodded, and I pulled my skirt off and set it out of the way before I ripped the tapes loose from the diaper. It wasn’t as easy to pull them off as I would have thought, but I still managed with a little bit of effort. I gently held it and, without being told, rolled it up like Gabby had shown me with Elena’s diaper.
“Go ahead and use plenty of wipeys now,” she told me.
I wiped myself as clean as I’d felt anyone else do for me carefully. My fingers jolted a bit as the wipe touched my still new vagina, but I just kept cleaning until I felt like I was done. “Okay?” I said as I put the wipes I’d used on top of the diaper.
“With regular diapers, the websites say there are a few ways you could put a new one on… But this is a swim diaper, so it’s the easiest since all you have to do is pull these up like big-girl panties. You don’t even have to worry about powder with it like you will a normal diaper.”
“Okay,” I told her.
“I’ve spent some time researching how free Littles manage with normal diapers too; I’ll teach you that later today or tomorrow.” she told me, “I know you’ll need to do this on your own.”
She was right with the swim diaper; it was just a matter of pulling it on. I looked down and felt like it was probably a good fit, ‘I feel like a big kid now!’ I joked internally.
“How’d I do?” I asked her jokingly.
“Let’s see!” She said with a smile, and she tickled my stomach as she picked me up and sat me on the changing table. She ran her finger along the waistband and said, “Good! Of course, you didn’t really have to do anything with this one!”
I blushed, “Yay,” I told her.
She hugged me, “Don’t worry, I’ll still change most of your diapees!”
I blushed some more, “Thanks… I think.”
She handed me my swimsuit, and I pulled off my blouse and put the swimsuit on instead. I let her put my hair up in a swim cap, and she carried me downstairs to the backyard. She sat me down on my feet outside as she opened up the gate.
I followed her to the water’s edge and looked up at her, “Well, jump in!” she said with a smile.
‘What in the world is going on?’ I asked myself. After a week and a half of being allowed to do nothing to care for me, I was stunned that I now could do something as simple as jump into the pool! I stood at the edge and performed a fluid dive into the water. I swam to the surface and turned around to look at her smiling.
“You’re letting me just swim?” I asked.
“You’re capable, right?” She asked.
I nodded, “Yes… but…”
“I told you this weekend, last week was about acclimating you to this dimension; now, for the rest of the week, we need to get you ready to be a college kid!”
I just smiled at her and said, “Okay,” before turning and beginning to swim some laps.
I’d only made it about half of what I had done most of the time the past week before I became tired. ‘Probably still catching up my energy levels from the fasting,’ I admitted to myself. I noticed Fred was sitting in the water reading a book while Amanda looked to be catching some sun in a lounge chair. I swam towards Fred and flipped to float on my back. “Whatcha reading?” I asked.
“Just some trashy crime novel,” he told me with a smile. “Tired of swimming already, little fish?”
“I told you I’m a dolphin,” I smiled and stuck my tongue out at him. “It’s nice to just float,” I told him with a smile.
He read for a while longer while I floated on my back and let the sunshine on my skin. Then, I heard a splash not far from me and opened my eyes in time to get a flood of water in them. I blinked out the water and struggled for a second to get my bearings back in the water. Large arms encircled me, though, and it was apparent from the material of her bikini that Amanda had picked me up. “I heard it was time to go fishing!” she told me.
I looked up at her, “I was enjoying relaxing.”
“Uh-huh, and beginning to bake your front,” she said as she moved the strap of my swimsuit over to expose white skin versus tanner skin.
“Guess I’m getting an obvious girls tan, huh?”
“Well, that makes sense since you’re a girl?” But, she asked tentatively, “Are you really okay with that? I would have expected anyone else to panic and be depressed over that change.”
I sighed, “I hadn’t planned on becoming a girl, but compared to half of the things I’ve seen, it seems minor. So I guess I’m okay with it as much as anything... it’s definitely not a mistake to call me that anymore. Used to get on my nerves growing up being put in girl’s PE classes because of my name, called a girl, called much worse things,” I shrugged, “It’s not like I had any grand plans that required me to be a guy.”
“Well, why don’t you get out of the water and sun your back with me?” she suggested.
I shrugged, “Okay.”
As we got out, I noticed for the first time that between two huge loungers, a smaller pink one had been placed. I smiled at the thoughtfulness of it and walked over to it after Amanda sat me down on my feet. I laid face down on it and felt her spray some sunscreen on me before deciding it was an excellent place to take a nap.
I wasn’t out too long, though, before Amanda scooped me up and said, “Come on, little girl, let’s go take a quick shower.”
“Okay,” I told her with a smile.
She carried me upstairs straight to their bedroom and bathroom, where she started taking her bikini off. “Can you be a good girl and get undressed?”
I nodded and began pulling down the straps of my swimsuit. I noticed my shoulders were a bit red, but hopefully not too sunburned. When I had it down, Amanda said, “Go ahead and take off that diapee too. Pull the sides apart, so it’s easier,” she told me.
I was kind of shocked that I’d been allowed to both put it on and take it off now! I ripped the sides off like she said and soon held it balled up, “where do you want me to throw it away?” I asked her.
“Hand it to me,” she said, now having taken both pieces of her bikini off. I handed it to her, and she threw it in a trashcan before turning to start the showerhead of a large walk-in shower she had.
She opened the door and let me walk through carefully into the shower when it was a safe temperature. The water came down like a warm rainstorm down where I stood, and it was a nice feeling. She handed me a mini loofah with soap on it, and I scrubbed my body while she did hers.
“Ready for your hair?” She asked me?
“Sure…” I said.
She handed me a palm-full of shampoo, and I closed my eyes and carefully lathered up all of my hair. I felt like I had gotten all of it lathered when she must have pulled the nozzle from the wall and began carefully rinsing out my hair for me. “There, I think we got all of the shampoo out, here’s some conditioner,” she said and gave me a palm-full of it to work through my hair.
The shower was the most grown-up thing I had experienced in a week, and I relished the ability to not feel like a newborn baby! Once the conditioner was all rinsed out, she took care of her own hair while I stood soaking in the bits of the water that went by her. Then, as she turned off the water, I hugged her leg, “Thank you,” I told her.
“But of course, Princess,” she told me. Apparently, she had controlled her mothering instincts as long as she could. Quickly I found myself wrapped inside a towel and sitting on the counter while she blow-dried my hair. I sat patiently with my fingers in my ears until she pronounced me done and carried me into my nursery – her hair still up in a towel. Then, instead of setting me on the changing table, she handed me a pamper, a nightgown, and a travel-size bottle of baby powder that was the size of a whole bottle to me.
“Okay, let’s teach you how to put on your regular diapers…” she said. “Might be easiest to sit down with it on the changing pad to powder yourself. Littles say it is sometimes easier to tape it though standing up against a wall?”
I looked up at her quizzically and tried her directions. I realized that the swim diapers were really just pull-ups and very easy to handle; this would be trickier. I opened the diaper up and laid it on the changing mat. I sat down with the front of the diaper in front of me and reached for the powder. I used a good bit and felt self-conscious the whole time, touching myself and knowing Amanda was watching me. I laid down on my back and got some on my butt with some gymnastics before sitting back up. I pulled one side to the front and had a feeling I wouldn’t be able to get it tight enough sitting. I ended up carefully standing and moving with my back to the dresser next to me to hold the diaper in place as I taped it. I was careful to keep the diaper’s front and back even so it looked even and pulled everything as snug as I could.
“Good girl! Let’s see how you did!” She said as she picked me up and sat me down on the changing table. She ran a finger along the waistband and the leg holes before saying, “Look at you, you did a great job!” Then, she tickled my belly a little, “You’re going to put Mommy out of a job!”
“Thanks…” I said. I was a little disturbed that being able to put on my own diaper would be a milestone.
“Don’t give me that look; you need to be able to change yourself in between classes if you need it.”
“Won’t every Amazon girl in my classes be checking me and wanting to change me themselves?”
“Yes, but if you’re smart, you’ll refuse most of them unless you implicitly can trust them.”
“Why?”
“Do you really want a surprise enema?”
My eyes widened at that, “They’d…?” I shook my head, “Of course, they would, but they’ll let me change myself?”
“You are a college student who has taken the mature approach to wear protection – it’s in Emerson’s code of conduct. Plus, if they know you’re already adopted, which I’m sure will get out, they won’t want to step on your mommy’s toes too much. But, on the other hand, you might have a mother like Chloe that wants her baby left in a messy diaper for some reason?”
“I hoped she was the only deranged lunatic.” I said before I could stop myself, “Sorry…”
She looked upset and blinked away a tear, “It’s true, though.”
“I’m still sorry,” I told her.
She leaned over and gave me a hug, “It’s okay. Here I’m going to put you down on the ground, get your nightgown on, and then why don’t you play on your computer or something for a bit while I go take care of myself.”
“Okay,” I told her and accepted her lift down to the floor.
I quickly pulled the nightgown over my head and noticed it had that elastic band at the bottom that gathered at my ankles. The nightgown was comfortable in that it was pretty warm, but the pink color with a little white bunny embroidered on the chest could cause a diabetic coma. I followed her advice, got onto my computer, and began exploring to see if I could perform some subterfuge with my IP address like I knew she had done for the practice tests. To my surprise, the techniques were pretty similar to back home. I discovered some newer methods and tools were available here, but I quickly learned some strategies that the hacker crowd considered nearly impossible to break through.
I was just testing it out when I realized I had an audience; Amanda was back. “Uh… hi,” I told her.
“Hi yourself,” she told me and said, “log out of it all,” she said.
I groaned but did so quickly and found myself in her arms while she sat in the glider. “So, am I in trouble?” I asked.
She laughed, “No, you’re not in trouble, but you need to be careful.”
“I know; I promise I won’t use my knowledge to break into anything?”
“I actually am glad you know how to do that. It’ll keep us from having to worry about you doing things online and it getting back to us as easily. Just be very careful to wipe your footprints! I’ll give you a couple other tools tomorrow to put on your computer if you remind me.”
“Wait… you’re okay…?”
“I figure at some point you’re going to stumble onto some of the more liberal Littles rights sites. I’d rather if you don’t get involved with them, honestly, but if you do, please make sure you can’t be traced back here. I’ve heard of Littles being removed from parents when they’ve been tracked.”
I nodded, “I’m honestly not planning on getting involved in any protests… I just saw a couple old articles from the past few years, and I have no desire to have my brain become much like they did.” What I didn’t say was that I saw similar nanotechnology had apparently been used on the supporting Amazons to turn them into Littles, too – that seemed a fate I would never want Amanda and Fred to go through!
She gave me a good squeeze, “Good, neither do I,” she said.
“So, what’s up for the rest of this week now that I passed the test?” I asked her.
“Well, tomorrow I’ve got an appointment with a lady named Jenny Murtha in the morning for you. I gave her all of your measurements last week after your procedure so she could make university uniforms for you. She’s an incredible seamstress, so I know they’ll look very fitted, and that should help you out a bit with dealing with your classmates.”
“How’s that?”
“Well, most Littles will just walk into the University Bookstore and buy the closest sizes to them they can find. Unfortunately, most of them tend to be pretty baggy, making them look uncared for. Amazons just can’t stand to let Littles not receive proper care!”
“Oh,” I said.
“So, by having clothes that fit you perfectly like a model, everyone will know you’re well taken care of – or at least not your average Little.”
“What do I do if?”
“If…?”
“If some random Amazon tries to take me?”
She hugged me, “Tell them you want them to call your mommy.”
“If they don’t believe us?”
“Tell them to take you down to any hospital and read your chip. Then, the second they try and adopt you anywhere else, they have to try the chip reader, and when they find you have parents already, they’re required to remove you from their care and get in touch with me as soon as possible.”
“That sounds scary still,” I said.
“Well, I’m not going to lie, sweetie, lots of bad things could happen in that time. If something like that happens, just be sweet and non-defiant, so they don’t feel like they need to do anything to regress you.”
I just nodded at that, “After we get my clothes?”
“Well, you’ll wear one of the uniforms to go meet with Doctor Butler, your advisor, to get your class schedule figured out.”
“I can’t just do it online?” I asked.
“Every Little must do their schedule with their advisor; it’s a university policy that is set in immovable stone. Even first-year students Amazonians must do it that way next week, though, too, so don’t feel like it’s a big deal.”
“What is this guy like?” I asked.
“A condescending asshole,” she told me.
“What?” I said, startled by the venom in her voice.
“Sorry, it’s the truth. Doctor Butler is the Dean of Computer Technology and a pain in the ass to deal with. I’m glad my department is with the engineering department, so I don’t have to deal with him too regularly.”
“Fun…” I sighed, “what do I need to do there?”
We spent the better part of an hour cuddled up on the glider talking before Fred came in and said, “You two want to come down and have a snack?”
“Oh, what are we having?” Amanda asked.
“I made some sliders?”
“Okay,” Amanda said, “how’s that sound to you, Princess?” She asked me.
“So, sliders… meaning a normal burger for me, I can live with that! Just keep it plain, though.”
“No cheese?”
“Well, of course, cheese is good… ketchup too… but hold everything else.”
“What is your problem with veggies, young lady?” Amanda asked as she stood up with me on her hip.
“I don’t know… I just never have liked veggies?”
“We’re going to get you over your aversion to them before you graduate college. Proper young ladies eat salads to watch their figure,” she told me with a smile and a kiss to my forehead.
“Not tonight, please?” I asked.
“Hmm… maybe I can get Cassie to bring by some of that little food?”
My mouth opened like a fish, and she said, “Just kidding, sweetheart, no way in hell I’m feeding you that slop.”
I sighed and hugged her tight. “I don’t know how Neville eats that without throwing it up immediately?”
“I don’t know either,” Fred said at the bottom of the stairs. “Seriously, why in the world would you combine pickled eggs and durian fruit? Two of the worst smelling things on the planet!”
Amanda squeezed me, “Maybe he had been fussy?”
“I’d be fussy too if I had to eat that,” Fred said. “The jar wasn’t any better the day before… and then she forced Klara to eat that one! I mean Amanda, I’m not trying to pick a fight here, but your sisters both seem to be getting worse and more out of control each time we’ve seen them this year.”
She nodded, “I don’t know what happened to them both… but I think Chloe started it all. Cassie has just always looked up to her so much I think she feels like she has to keep up.”
I watched from my highchair as Fred finished cooking some burgers on the grill built-in on the range. Well, sliders for them… He presented me with the perfect size cheeseburger a few minutes later. The bun had a glossy sheen to it and felt warm and fresh! Ketchup had been spread onto the burger, and I didn’t wait for them to even think about bibbing me. I took a bite.
“Oh my God, this is perfect!!!!” I said aloud.
“See, I can cook something,” Fred told Amanda.
“One thing… but I agree,” she said as she took her own bite, “these are really good.”
It was intimidating to watch her eat in two or three bites, which was an entire hamburger. I relished the adult taste of a burger. I finished it off and couldn’t help but wish for some fries. “Still hungry?” He asked in surprise.
“Just needs some fries or something?” I admitted.
Amanda laughed, “I said one thing… that’s basically it. Hold on a second, and I’ll see if I can figure out something else. Unless you just want another slider?”
I thought for a second, “Just another slider will work. No need to go cook something else for me.”
“You are way too polite,” she told me with a smile. “Chef, your Princess needs another slider… I’ll take two more for myself.”
“Gah! No one told me that I was going to be enslaved when I had another girl come to live in the house…” he grumbled as he stood up. We both had our second order a few moments later with a smile and a kiss to both of our foreheads as he delivered them. “Your wish will always be my command, my ladies.”
That earned a giggle from both of us.
After the late dinner/snack, Amanda, Fred, and I sat down and watched some TV before being carried up to the nursery. I realized something then, “You haven’t nursed me today?”
“Fred and I think it might be more trouble than it’s worth, Stacy. You and I both know your continence has sort of returned today without it; if we do that all the time… well, it may just very well end up costing you your adulthood.”
I leaned in to hug her, “But isn’t it painful for you to keep it?”
“I’ve pumped a few times today,” she told me, “I can always give it to Chloe to try and keep her from starving her little girls.”
I thought for a second and shook my head, and whined, “But what about your own little girl?”
“You sound like an addict Stacy… That’s why I don’t really want to feed you any more of my milk.”
‘Why does this upset me so much?’ I asked myself as I realized I was pouting.
“Why are you frowning? Shouldn’t you be happier knowing you’re safer?”
I sighed and looked at her from the changing table she sat me down on. “Maybe?”
“Look, did you even realize that your diaper is still dry?” She asked me.
For the first time, I did realize that my diaper was dry, and I needed to go pee. I must have looked shocked, “No, I didn’t?” I paused and let it go into the diaper a little awkwardly since Amanda was watching me.
“So, you can see why?”
“Okay, how about this… I honestly actually kind of appreciate not knowing I’m peeing… But, we both know training potties aren’t likely in my future anymore, and there’s no chance that a regular toilet is.”
She nodded.
“How about just at night before bed?” I asked. “You can save the rest for Chloe’s girls… but that should probably be enough that I can keep from waking up needing to go every night too.”
Fred came in just then, “I told you.”
Amanda sighed, “Okay, Stacy, nighttime only now is all we’re going to do – that won’t change to more no matter what! So if I think it’s still affecting you too much, we’re cutting that out too.”
“Why the sudden concern?” I asked.
“Since Sunday, I realized that Fred is right - there is a line I don’t want to cross with you. Otherwise, we need to just take you to an etiquette center and make you like Neville … And I refuse to do that! I want you to be you, the smart, adorable girl who will finish college… If I don’t have you do stuff on your own, there’s going to be a slip-up somewhere that will keep you from succeeding here. I’m sure of it.”
“And more than anything else,” she said after a pause, “I cannot allow myself to become what Chloe and Cassie are!”
I hugged her, “You won’t become that - I know that!”
“You agree with this, Fred?” She asked him.
“It should be okay. Bedtime allows a long time for the chemicals in your milk to process and go through her body. She should be fine by the time she goes to classes.”
“Okay then,” she said and seemed to be relieved as she presented me with her breast, and I was relieved that she had.
I didn’t hesitate to latch on and began sucking milk into my mouth. After having such a stressful day, there was something so relaxing about the act! I thought about everything so far along my journey to this dimension while I nursed.
I’d managed to make it safely into a home that I had hope would support me in my dreams of earning a degree here in this dimension! I was excited to know that I’d soon be studying the fantastic technology, even as I couldn’t help but be terrified of ever becoming like Chloe’s Littles…
I sighed after being burped by Amanda and squirmed a bit as she moved me to her other breast. I just wanted the tasty liquid to continue coming into my mouth!
‘Maybe I really am an addict,’ I thought to myself as my stress and cares seemed to abate as I thirstily nursed on her nipple.
‘I’m okay with that,’ I added when I was laid down in my crib a while later. I was awake just long enough to hope that my journey would continue to go just as well in the coming years!
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Chapters 1 and 2
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 1: Uniformed
ANOTHER MORNING BEGAN with waking up to Amanda gathering me into her arms, “Come on baby, let’s get you ready for today!”
I yawned and leaned against her, “I hate waking up!”
She laughed, “Don’t we all!”
She lay me down on the changing table and pulled the nightgown up to see a very soaked diaper. “Hmm… I’m surprised this held out last night. But we need to make sure you’re getting enough to drink.”
“Why do you say that?” I asked sleepily.
“It’s a really yellow diaper, sweetheart.”
I thought for a second before nodding, “Yeah, you’re right; I didn’t drink a lot yesterday.”
She changed me quickly into a new pamper before bringing a cute sundress over to pull over my head. “I’d sure like you to help me a little bit here, sweetie,” she told me with a smile as she said, “arms up.”
I sleepily put my arms up and apologized, “Sorry, I think yesterday just drained me really badly. It was a long stressful day.”
“Yes, it was,” she agreed with me as she worked the dress down over my chest and fussed with it for a moment. “We’ll do your hair after breakfast,” she told me with a smile.
I put my hand up to my long hair and was grateful she must have braided it into a light sleep braid when she put me down. Her breast milk was like the best sleeping pill known to mankind! Back home, I would take hours to fall asleep! The idea that I could do it before even getting put down in the crib sort of amazed me. I blushed as I thought about the fact that I had all but begged to at least get one hit of it a day!
Fortunately, Amanda seemed to accept my lack of interaction with her in the mornings as usual and didn’t push interaction. Instead, she strapped me into the highchair and brought over another me-sized mug of coffee. I looked at her questioningly, and she responded, “Only at night, sweetheart, so I guess that means I’ll just give you your morning coffee like I take it.”
I nodded and sipped at the black liquid, letting its flavorful taste work its magic to wake me up! I was excited to see she gave me a plateful of French Toast! Of course, it was pre-cut for me… I daintily ate it with the offered fork since she had been kind enough to skip the bib again. Other than being strapped into the high chair, and the big meal, this could have been a typical breakfast back home! Fred stopped by dressed in a set of scrubs and kissed me on the head before saying, “I’ll be late tonight, I have a pretty complex surgery scheduled this afternoon. Our team will probably be at it for at least six hours. See you late tonight,” he told us both with a smile.
“Bye,” I told him.
I finished breakfast, then sat patiently and watched Amanda finish hers. After taking both of our plates to the sink, she grabbed a hairbrush and began working on my hair. I mainly sat still in the highchair as she worked. “I should have worked on your hair like this before… It’s way easier to reach you!”
“Umm… Is there a chance maybe we could get me a haircut before next week?”
“We are not cutting off your hair,” she said, looking at me sternly.
“No, I don’t want it cut off – trust me, it took me a long time to grow it out - I’m just thinking there has to be a style that would seem to make me look appropriately mature, but not too mature for a Little going to school?”
She mulled that over as she tied a ribbon into my hair. “You’re right; we should do that. Why don’t you go to the living room and take care of finishing that diaper off, and I’ll pump and make an appointment for your hair?”
I nodded, “Okay.”
She unbuckled me, hugged me, and sat me down with a slight tap to the back of my diaper to remind me what she expected me to do. I sighed as I went to the living room and to the other side of the room where my playpen was set up. I hid behind the playpen, squatted, and tried to go for a few minutes, but all I could get out was a little more pee. When she came to get me a while later, she said, “You don’t smell like you went?”
I sighed as she picked me up, “I think it may take me a day or two to need to get back to normal after Monday?”
She nodded, “You’ll have through tomorrow; if you haven’t gone by tomorrow night, we’ll need to help you make sure you’re not constipated.”
“Great…” I muttered.
My wet diaper was changed quickly into a dry one, and she gathered everything up for another trip out. Once buckled into the seat, I asked, “So school clothes first, right?”
“Yep, we’ve got to make sure you’re in a proper uniform before you meet the Dean.”
I sat quietly and blushed as I wondered what exactly the girl’s uniform requirements were. Of course, before coming here, I’d researched as much as I could about the way Littles were treated. Unfortunately, there were only a few brief chances I had to get onto the website to look at uniforms, and I honestly hadn’t paid a ton of attention to the girls. I knew as a boy it would have been basically khakis, a button-down shirt, a tie, and a blazer. The girls had a few options allowed throughout the year, from what I had seen. I never looked closely, but I remember thinking it was a dress code that seemed straight from a British private school rather than an American school. Here in this new dimension, it was apparent that the British influence was more prevalent for uniforms.
‘Might just have to do with the fact that it looks cute and works to get someone feeling powerless,’ I admitted to myself.
After about fifteen minutes, the car came to a stop, and Amanda came around for me. She helped me out of the car seat and sat me down on my own feet while extending her hand out to me. I took it and let her lead me inside a store labeled “Jenny’s School Fashions.”
“Mandy!!!!” a voice screeched at our entry.
“Hi, Jenny!” Amanda said, letting go of my hand and reaching down to hug a lady that looked to be a tall Betweener.
“How are you doing? It’s been so long since we’ve gotten together. I couldn’t believe it when you called me last week!”
“Sorry about that, Jenny; it really is hard to get outside of the lab most of the time. You know how obsessed I got around computers in high school!”
“Boy do I ever! Nerdiest girl ever!” She said and looked down at me for the first time, “when you called saying you needed to get clothes for a Little, I thought you were joking! But when you gave me her dimensions, I thought you had to be really messing with me; no way could a ‘Little’ be that little! I guess you weren’t making it up, though!” She smiled at me.
“You still made…?”
“Oh yes, I still made them. I figured it was for a doll or some sort of new robot. Hi, I’m Jenny,” she said, extending her larger hand towards me.
“Hi, I’m Stacy,” I said, accepting the hand. She was smaller than Megan, but she might as well have been another gigantic Amazon with my tiny size.
“This crazy lady adopted you?” She asked incredulously.
I looked up at Amanda, who nodded at me, “Sort of… I’m an exchange student from the other dimension. Amanda and Fred took me in as kind of a foster child, I guess.”
“Well, didn’t you hit the jackpot? Both of you, really!” She said with a smile. “But enough of that, you probably have other places to go today too?”
“Yes, she’s supposed to meet with her dean this morning for registration.”
“Well, come on back here, sweetie,” she told me with a smile and led me to the back of her shop, where she dug around on some racks for a moment.
She pulled out several plastic-covered garments and set them on an empty rack before turning back around towards me. “Emerson has some rather odd uniform requirements for the Little girls that attend. Really the boy’s uniforms aren’t that far away from business suits, but the girls are very old-school! You have three options depending on the time of the year. For the entire year, you may wear these green jumper dresses, a white blouse, knee-high socks or tights, and black Mary Janes or Plimsolls.”
The green jumper was a dark forest green color and appeared to have a pleated skirt. It was clear that you needed a blouse to help make it appropriate with the round opening. It looked like something you would expect out of a British movie. The jumper itself looked to have a little bow accent detail on the left side of it, and I had to admit I would probably look cute in it.
“That’s not too terrible,” I said.
“No, there are much worse sets of uniforms required by some of the schools out there,” she told me. “Some of the outfits for the Littles in elementary schools in this area are just ridiculous… The university says that if the temperatures are below freezing for the highs, you may switch out the jumper for a pair of these green pants,” she pointed them out. Somehow, they didn’t inspire much liking from me even though it was the most masculine bit of clothing I’d been near since I arrived! I thought the elastic waist made them seem more babyish than the jumper dress…
“Yuck…” I heard Amanda say.
“I’m not a huge fan myself. For Littles, the university insists that the pants have snap crotches for easy checking and changing, so these have the snaps all the way around the legs,” she said as she pointed them out.
I felt my face turn a bit red, but I knew I really needed to get over myself there. So I sighed, “You said there’s a third option?”
“Yes, before September Thirtieth, and after April First of each year, you may also choose to wear these gingham summer dresses,” she said as she held up a very juvenile pale green checked dress with a white peter pan collar. It was almost nauseating to look at, but I had to admit I’d rather wear it than the pants.
“Those are my favorite!” Amanda squealed, “I always love it when I see the Littles wearing those on campus!”
For my part, I looked up at her and said, “Really?”
Jenny laughed, “Yeah, I’m not going to lie – you wouldn’t catch me dead in one. But it at least gives you another option.”
I sighed, “I guess it does. So I’m assuming I have to play dress-up doll now?”
Jenny laughed, “She’s perfect for you, Mandy!”
“Don’t I know it,” Amanda said as she leaned down and tickled me for a moment. “You have a changing room somewhere?”
“We’re in it,” she said, “don’t worry, I’m closed for your appointment.”
I sighed and participated in the longest clothing try-on session of my life! There were six sets of everything to get me through the days that Jenny insisted I check the fit on each. I pulled the first blouse on over my head and began buttoning it. The buttons were on the opposite side that I was used to, so it took a moment to adjust my finger motions for it.
I had just finished buttoning the buttons when Amanda said, “Arms up!” and pulled down the green jumper over the top. “It fits perfectly!” Amanda said with a smile, “You look sooooo cute!!!!”
A large mirror stood before me, and I had to admit she was right there. It hugged my body as if it had been tailored just for me - which I guess it had. Jenny checked the outfit carefully but didn’t feel like anything needed any alterations. The hem fell just below the knees so that you could see just a little bit of skin between my socks and the skirt. The blouses themselves fitted well to my torso and had cute puffy sleeves that ended just below my shoulder. I couldn’t help but think there was more danger of being accused of skipping out of my elementary school in these outfits than being considered a college student!
I tried on all six sets before trying the pants on. Unfortunately, those weren’t nearly as form-flattering, as they had the elastic for the waistband like a pair of toddlers’ back home. Also, the now damp diaper I was wearing was poufy and showed out the back of the pants, making it obvious I was diapered. At least with the jumper, you couldn’t tell if I was wet or not.
Next came the gingham dresses, and I couldn’t help but feel like I was a doll when Amanda played with the skirt getting it to sit right. “You look so adorable in this!” She told me.
I sighed, “Yes, I know I do. What’s to stop someone from thinking I should be in the local elementary school instead of college?”
“Oh, didn’t you notice the little monograms on the sleeves of the blouses?” Jenny said with a smile. I looked questioningly as she showed me one of the blouses. As I examined it closer, I could see ‘EU’ embroidered in flowery cursive on each sleeve. “Also, now that you’ve made sure the jumpers fit, I’ll put the Emerson University shield on each of these really quick with this rapid embroiderer.”
Amanda picked me up and held me to watch as Jenny put the first jumper in a hoop and lined up a laser sight on the spot of the jumper she wanted to use. I had watched a regular embroidery machine before, but hers was basically instantaneous! From the time she pressed start until it dinged was about three seconds. The Emerson University shield sat on the left chest area and said ‘Emerson University’ above it and ‘Stacy’ below it. “Wow,” I said aloud.
Jenny giggled, “How have you not seen one of these before?”
“I’m not exactly from around here,” I reminded her.
“I use this machine for all of the mothers of the kids in daycares and preschools too. Inside each patch is a microchip in the stitching that can be scanned by the automated nurseries. They use that for their attendance systems.”
“This has me labeled as a college student… right?” I asked nervously.
“Yes, ma’am!” she said to me with a smile, and I watched her feed the other jumpers and the gingham dresses through the machine.
“What about if I wear the pants?” I asked.
“Oh, I didn’t show you the blazer, did I?” She said, “Let me find it…”
I looked at the blazer a moment later, thinking it would have looked right at home on Hermione in Harry Potter. It was tried on quickly before being embroidered too.
“Let’s get you changed back into the jumper for your meeting,” Amanda said after she paid for everything.
“I could use a diaper change while you’re at it, too,” I said quietly to her.
“Jenny, may we use your bathroom really quickly?”
“Yeah, probably a good idea to change that wet diapee, huh?” She said with a smile, and I blushed. “Go ahead; there’s a counter in there for it.”
“Thanks,” she said and walked back there with me.
Quickly I was changed into the new diaper, the blouse, jumper, knee-high socks, and the shiny Mary Janes. Before we got in the car, Amanda said, “I have to send a picture of you to Daddy and Megan!” She brought her phone out and took a quick picture before looking at the time and saying, “We’d better get a move on; Doctor Butler won’t appreciate you being late!”
Chapter 2: Official
AMANDA PRACTICALLY SHOVED me into the car seat and strapped me in before hurriedly going to her side of the car. Thankfully we weren’t too far from the university, and after she parked, she carried me most of the way to where the Dean had his offices in the Undergraduate Student Office. She sat me down and straightened my jumper, “I’ll wait for you out here, so the Dean doesn’t necessarily immediately hate you because of me.”
“What?!?” I said in a hushed annoyed voice.
“Just go up to the secretary and let her know you’re here for your appointment. You’re still fifteen minutes early.”
I sighed, “Okay.”
She gave me a pat to my backside and handed me my backpack, “This has your ID and some other information you need with you still in the front pocket. I also put a copy of your CARE scores in there if you need them.”
“Thanks,” I told her. “Hopefully, see you soon?”
I walked to the office doors and was grateful they were automatic, and I was able to go towards the secretary, who sat at a high counter. She looked down at me and said, “Oh my God! You are so adorable!!!”
“Thank you,” I said politely, “I’m Stacy Westerfield. I’m supposed to meet with Doctor Butler about my schedule?”
“You’re… a… that can’t be right. How is…?” She stuttered.
“Please check his appointment book?” I suggested politely, all while seeing a clear case of baby fever in her eyes.
She forced herself to look down and seemed dismayed that I was indeed scheduled to see the Dean. “I see you here… you’re a little bit early. If you just wait out here in the lobby, he’ll be out to see you shortly.”
I smiled, “Thank you, ma’am.”
I walked over to the chairs and thought about climbing up them, but instead just leaned against one and absentmindedly looked through the bag. Amanda had packed two extra diapers, a package of wipes, a sealed bottle of water, and a few other odds and ends like pens and pencils she must have gotten from my old backpack since they seemed closer to the right size for me than I would expect Amazon supplied to be. I zipped it back up and threw it over my right shoulder when I heard a deep voice call, “Stacy Westerfield?”
I looked and saw an older gentleman with a salt and pepper beard in a crisp suit, “Yes, sir,” I said.
He looked at me with a surprised look before saying, “I’m Doctor Butler, the Dean for the Computing Technologies department. Let’s see what’s going on with you and classes,” he said. He motioned down a hallway, and I walked with him to a large door that he opened and found a very well-appointed office with wood furnishings. He looked at me awkwardly for a moment before asking, “Do you have protection on?”
“What…?” I said, not sure what he meant for a second before answering, “Oh that… yes I do.”
“Just wanted to make sure before I let you sit on my furniture; it is rather expensive, I’m afraid.” He picked me up under my arms awkwardly and dropped me into a large seat that practically swallowed me before he went to the other side of the desk that I could barely see the top of. “Okay, so tell me about yourself?”
“Well, I’m Stacy Westerfield. I’m eighteen years old and from the other dimension.”
“Were you this small there?”
I shook my head, “No, I was about six feet tall there. Not sure why I shrank.”
“And why come here? You must know as a Little you’re… well you’re in a little precarious position?” He chortled at his own joke there.
“The computing technologies here in this dimension are at least a decade ahead of my own. So I figure if I can come here and learn everything I can and take it back, I’ll be able to do very well for myself back home.”
“Fair enough,” he said skeptically. “You took your CAREs?”
“You should have a copy?” I asked.
“Let’s see,” he said before turning his head to the left and his computer and began typing quite rapidly. “Hmm… These are impressive… if you had taken these anywhere but our own testing center, I would be certain you had cheated. These scores are through the roof from what our average Littles here score.”
“Thanks,” I said.
He looked at me skeptically, “Okay, what’s your background in coding languages?”
For the next half-hour, he actually picked my brain and had a much more in-depth conversation than I think either of us expected. Finally, he sighed at the end, “This is all a waste of time, you’ll be adopted on the first day of school probably, and it won’t matter what I schedule you into.”
“I’m already legally adopted,” I told him after thinking about it for a second.
“Wait… what?”
“I’ve been adopted by a host family; it’s all legal. They’re exercising their parental right to have me attend whatever schooling they feel appropriate.”
He looked at me like I was crazy before digging a bit more into my file on the screen and saying, “Well, I’ll be damned, Doctor Westerfield, you sure as Hell don’t disappoint with crazy ideas!”
I nervously sat there while he looked at me like I had two extra heads, “So may I sign up for classes?”
He laughed, “You must have found the only Amazon in the world who would go along with a crazy idea like this. I’m curious to see if this works out for both of you or not… You’re right; she’s chosen for you to attend here, so I don’t have to worry about you being adopted the first day – but you should plan on a dozen or more attempts to do so before lunch!”
I nodded, “I’m expecting it’ll happen.”
“Well, since you seem to be smart enough, and I shouldn’t have to worry about you instantly disappearing, let’s get you signed up for your classes… Keep in mind you may have to change some options after you take the placement tests next week.”
In the end, I walked out with a copy of my schedule of sixteen credit hours.
MWF 8am-9am: Math 125 Calculus – 3 Credit Hours
MWF 9:15am-10:15am: EECS 115 Introduction to Computer Programming – 3 Credit Hours
MWF 11am-12pm: ENGL 140 Technical Writing – 3 Credit Hours
MWF 3:30pm-4:30pm: CHEM 115 Principles of Chemistry – 3 Credit Hours
TR 9:30am-11:00am: HIST 134 History of Amazonian Civilization – 3 Credit Hours
TR 1:00pm-2:00pm: Freshman Little’s Seminar – 1 Credit Hour
He told me I needed to figure out a PE credit soon. I asked if I could do an off-campus study in Tae Kwon Do to count, and he said he would look into that for me. He has also been given my schedule for orientation events the following week. In the end, I was pretty happy with the meeting as I walked out to where I could see Amanda sitting at a bench waiting patiently for me.
“Well, aren’t you just cute as a button?” A sweet girl’s voice said above me, making me cringe.
I turned to see a college student with a too-short shirt and skirt that from my position I could see way too much looking down on me. “Umm… thanks,” I told her.
I began turning, “We can’t have a cutie like you walking around unescorted. Obviously, you must need a mommy!”
Suddenly a hand reached out to grab onto my shoulder. I quickly dodged and stepped closer to Amanda but noted she was still too far away if the girl wanted to grab me and run!
I squared off to her and said, “I’m actually already adopted, and that’s my Mommy over there,” I said, pointing towards Amanda, who had stood up. Her height was undoubtedly above that of the baby-crazed girl, and I saw her look in shock at me.
“She’s telling you the truth,” Amanda said as she came over and joined me.
“But she’s wearing a university uniform.”
“Yes, she is, as well as protection. You’d have no reason to even try and adopt her even if she was still free, huh? The code of conduct for the university?” Amanda said.
The girl stuttered and apologized and turned and ran. “How many times a day am I going to get that?” I asked her.
“A lot…” Amanda said with a smile and extended her hand to me. “How about some lunch at the Union, and then we’ll go shop for some more school supplies. I trust Doctor Butler got you set up with classes?”
“Begrudgingly,” I told her. “Actually, I don’t think he minded the idea of me taking classes so much as was annoyed at the thought there was less than a zero percent chance of me making it through one day unadopted… Basically meaning he didn’t want to waste his time.”
She laughed, “Well, I can see his point there. If you weren’t already, you would have just been adopted by that kid!”
“She can’t even dress herself appropriately; how could she take care of a Little?” I asked her.
Amanda laughed at that as we walked away. We went what seemed pretty far to my legs but couldn’t have been more than a half-mile to the student union. It was a beautiful old building that opened up into a food court with multiple restaurants inside. We passed several other Littles who must have arrived early or stayed over from the summer term. Most of the girls seemed to be dressed in the summer uniform, but a few wore the same more formal uniform that I had on. I noted that the uniforms seemed baggy on most of them and wondered if they knew it was a glowing welcome sign for bigs?
I noticed that they looked at Amanda and me with more than a little bit of terror in their eyes. So, once we had ordered our food and dropped the trays off on the table, I stayed beside it while Amanda went to find a booster seat for me.
One of the Littles came up to me nervously, “Hanging around someone like her isn’t good for you, girl, you’ve got to run while her back is turned!”
I smiled at her, “I’m already adopted by her, so running isn’t something I’ll be doing.”
“But you’re in a university uniform?” The girl said in shock.
“She’s letting me attend university still,” I told her with a smile. “Hi, I’m Stacy,” I told her.
“Umm… I’m Sarah,” she said nervously. I looked up at Sarah and appeared in the regular school uniform. Hers hung baggily from her frame, but something about her stance and eyes said she had a powerful will to stay free. She stood about a foot taller than me, but that still made her tiny by Amazon standards. Brown hair hung loosely around her face, just brushing the top of her shoulders.
“So, what are you majoring in?” I nervously asked the first free Little I’d met since I’d arrived.
“Chemistry, I’m going to be a junior this year,” she told me. Then, she looked around nervously, “you?”
“Computer Science,” I told her just as Amanda returned.
“Oh, did you make a friend Stacy?”
“Maybe if you don’t terrorize her too much,” I told her with a smile.
Sarah looked at me with terror evident in her eyes! I guessed she was worried I would have the living daylights spanked out of me or that she was in danger of being swept up right there to join the family. Amanda laughed at that look, “Sarah, you are safe – as safe as Stacy is. I’m not going to adopt you because you’re within arm’s reach. Stacy is a special case and more of an exchange student. Why don’t you join us for lunch?” She suggested. I watched as she looked over at a group of other Littles with horrified expressions on their faces.
“Umm… I think my friends are waiting. I hope you are telling the truth…” she said to Amanda. Then, she looked back at me, “If you really are a full-time student, we’ll have to get together sometime and do something?”
“I’d like that,” I told her. “I just found out my university email is swesterfield if you want to email me.”
“Umm… okay,” she said nervously, running back to her friends. Amanda helped me into the booster seat, and I watched as the group of Littles nervously looked back at us multiple times.
I just sighed, “Am I like a leper since you’ve adopted me?”
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Chapters 3 and 4
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 3: Motherboards
“SOME MAY SEE you like that,” Amanda said honestly.
“Great…”
“Others, though, may actually become a bit envious. You’ve got a protector that’s allowing you to go to college still – most of them would kill for that.”
I nodded at that as I picked small bites carefully out of the miniature cheesesteak sandwich I had gotten.
“I know; I’m just worried that I won’t have any friends?” I said softly.
She laughed at me, “Stacy if I know anything about you after having you living with us so far, I know this – you will have many friends, both Little AND Big, I’m guessing.”
“Why do you think anyone would want to be friends with me?” I asked her honestly. “It looked like hanging out with me made them think they were on a one-way trip to the nursery themselves.”
“Well, aren’t they already?” she asked me honestly. “Sure, they made it past their CARE test to get here - and they look older than freshmen, so they’re probably at least on their second or third year of avoiding adoptions - but don’t kid yourself… Out of those ten Littles over there, at least nine of them will be adopted and messing their diapers within the next two years.”
I nodded, “And that’s just depressing,” I told her, “because they have so little hope and likely won’t find themselves a family like I have. Instead, they’ll probably get taken by a Chloe and have their brains turned to mush.”
Amanda smiled at me, “Well, at least you’re safe,” she reminded me, “we can’t save the entire world.”
I nodded at that before changing the topic. “So, I have a schedule, and I know I have different orientation events to go to next week… but what else is up today?”
“Well, we need to go to a store and pick up some things for you to have just in case something happens, and I want to go to a small supply store I heard about that sells Little sized school and office supplies.”
“Sounds interesting.”
“If you’re done with lunch, why don’t we find a bathroom to change you, and we’ll get going?”
I looked over at the table of Littles, who occasionally still glanced at me and sighed, “Can we do that wherever we’re going?”
She laughed at me, “It’s either in the bathroom here or in the car?”
“Car,” I told her.
She looked surprised but said, “Okay then, let’s go!”
She picked me up out of the booster seat and sat me on the ground. She then helped me put my backpack straps over my shoulder. I didn’t feel like an adult, but at least I did feel like more of one than the poor Little we passed on the way back to the car. The man wore a onesie that exposed his legs completely, with bits of his diaper showing out underneath. He was being led with one of those backpack leashes in the shape of a monkey. I sighed, knowing that that could very well be in my future on a non-school occasion!
I walked back alongside her to the car, where she opened the back of the vehicle up and promptly picked me up and laid me back on the floor. Mercifully the diaper change was quick, and the parking lot remained empty during it! “You really didn’t want those other Littles to see me changing your diaper, did you?” She said as she buckled me into my seat.
“Well… not really. I feel like it’s kind of like when you’re a little kid, and you want to hang out with the big kids?”
She laughed, “I’ll indulge you every now and then, but remember you are an adopted Little. That means I’m expected to embarrass you in front of your friends. That includes changing your diapee in front of them, from time to time.”
I blushed and said, “Sorry…”
She kissed me on the forehead, “It’s okay, Stacy, I think it’s pretty natural. But, you’re going to have a tough time fitting in at school – you do have to understand that the rules are different for you.”
I sighed as she closed the door and got in to drive us wherever we were off to. I looked in the mirror and out the window. It showed the passing scenery as we passed down the road. I hoped that moments like today would stop seeming like a big deal. When she stopped the car, I was surprised to see we were in front of an electronics store that reminded me of a Fry’s. The storefront read Motherboards, and I simultaneously wondered if ‘Mother’ meant it had baby stuff too… Amanda unbuckled me and then held my hand as we walked towards the store. I was shocked as she skipped the carts and walked straight to what reminded me of a standalone cell phone store just inside.
“Good afternoon Ma’am. How may I help you?” A polite gray-haired gentleman asked. He was shorter than her by quite a bit; I guessed he was only eight-and-a-half feet tall.
Amanda picked me up and sat me on top of the glass countertop. “My eighteen-year-old daughter is going to college next week, and I want her to have a new cell phone for me to call her, her to look up homework stuff, and I guess probably text her friends with. So I want to surprise her with it at her party this weekend.”
“I’m sure she’ll love that gift!” Then, the man said, “Anything, in particular, you’re looking for?”
“Well, she’s got a thing for wanting ridiculously tiny phones for some reason… What do you have in the compact sizes?”
“I’ve got just the thing for you! The Melon Corporation just put out this new CZ3 phone. It’s a tiny 4.6” screen that also seems to be popular for Littles. It’s kind of challenging for a bigger hand to text on, but the voice recognition software is so solid you don’t really need it. You can also get the optional earpiece that taps into cognitive waves to do neuro-to-text to get even more accurate.”
“Well, I’m not interested in the earpiece today, but show this phone to me.”
The man assumed I was the girl’s baby sister and didn’t matter at all, but Amanda was kind enough to hold the phone up for me to see. It looked something like an ultrathin iPhone with a modernized flexible display that bent all the way around if you wanted it to. It was more like a small phablet for my small hands, but I couldn’t see doing any better. Its specs handily beat my phone from back home!
“I like it; I’ll take it!” She said.
“Great, is there anything else I can help you with today?”
“Well, maybe…” she held my wrist up, “I’d like to get my daughter a wrist phone that can call me or I can locate her on?”
“Oh, Little protection? That’s over there on aisle seventeen. There’s a bunch of models to choose from there!”
“Thanks! Do I need to pay for the phone here, or can I take it with me and pay upfront?”
“Well, it might be best to go find your Little protection item over there, and then we can set up the plans at the same time?”
“Sounds good,” she said as she picked me up by the armpits and sat me on the ground, “we’ll be back!”
Amanda grabbed my hand and held it as she led me around the store. The position really was awkward for both of us, and I wasn’t sure why she didn’t just pick me up and carry me in the end. However, a part of me did appreciate her treating me a little more maturely even as my arm ached from the position…
We approached aisle seventeen, and I instantly froze as I looked down a row of shelves that looked like something from a high-tech torture store!
Immediately my eyes focused on signs advertising, ‘Shock collars for Little control,’ ‘Sound isolating earbuds – garble language recognition to condition your Little to speak simple baby words only,’ and the horrifying items went on, and on, and on. I found myself gripping Amanda’s hand tighter, and she actually instinctively picked me up and settled me on her hip, “It’s okay, baby.”
I found myself shaking as we walked down an aisle of things I could only have imagined in my nightmares. ‘Special punishment’ tools were organized in a section complete with items that I was sure Chloe probably used on her Littles for ‘release’ and punishment… I wanted to throw up at the sight of most of the items.
An employee in a bright orange polo spotted us and waved, “Can I help you, Ma’am?”
“Umm… I hope so. I’m looking for a tracking device for my little girl here.”
“Oh, well, have you seen our collars?” He said, motioning towards the side, “This latest model is GPS sensitive to punish her if she leaves an area that she’s supposed to be in. It can also put her to sleep by limiting air intake if you need to put her down to nap for a while during a tantrum.” I looked at a pink collar that looked like it belonged on a dog but was covered in lace on the edges. “Or we have…?”
“Umm,” Amanda said, interrupting, “my daughter is not a dog; I’m not a fan of collars.”
“Oh, well… That’s an unusual opinion as they are quite popular right now… but okay, we have these down here,” he said, bringing us to a section that included things that began to look like Fitbit devices back home. “These have most of the same functionality. So they’ll shock her if she misbehaves, leaves an area, and can be paired with some of our anal and vaginal…?”
“Umm… still not what I’m looking for.”
The man was flustered, “Well, what are you looking for?”
“Something she can wear on her wrist that can tell me where she is… maybe she can call me, or I can call her on it?”
“Oh… you’re one of those…” he said condescendingly with a sigh. “Why would you want that?”
“If you can’t help me, I’m sure I can find someone who can? Or maybe another store?” She suggested.
“No, I’ll help you, it’s just weird… It’s not like Littles are intelligent adults or anything…” he muttered the last part.
I bit my tongue and didn’t say anything even as she gave me a tight squeeze, “To each their own. Now, do you have something like I mentioned?”
“Yeah… come on down this way,” he said and led us all the way down the aisle to a small, almost forgotten-looking display.
I looked at a variety of colors of a few styles of devices called, LittleProtect+ that seemed much less intimidating.
I started to read the signs and boxes but was distracted as he began a sales pitch. “These are designed primarily to be a GPS locator for your Little. The bands,” he said as he grabbed a display model, “are made of a high-tech nano-carbon fiber and titanium mesh with silicon covering for comfort. The bands can only be unlocked if the correct password is provided by an authorized device. Attempting to cut the band off will be all but impossible without surgical methods.”
I gulped at that! I looked closer at the small display that reminded me of a cross between a narrow FitBit and an AppleWatch.
“What else does it do?”
“Well, it does more than most parents want, including letting your Little know the time by pressing on it. Of course, it’ll say it for her since Littles can’t read.” I fumed but didn’t say anything, “This one will also let the Little wearing it video call up to four pre-set numbers. It even has an emergency button that will send an emergency alert with the next minute of audio recorded and the location when pressed three times rapidly and then held. You can then determine if it’s a real emergency or just the fact she didn’t like the color of her new diaper.”
I really wanted to hit him then as she asked, “Can I call it if I need to?”
“Oh yes, you can call it and look in on her. You can look up her location at any time too… It even has an option like the better devices marked with GeoFencing and let you know if she goes out of bounds… Sadly it lacks the shock capability, or I think we’d sell a few more.”
“We’ll keep looking at it on our own, thanks,” she told him.
“You don’t need…?”
“No, we’ll be fine,” she said to him.
“Okay, I’ll be down the aisle if you need me.”
When he walked away, I said, “He’s a total ass!”
She smirked at me, “Yes, he is, but mind your manners and language.”
“Yes, Mommy…”
Chapter 4: Underground
AMANDA HUGGED ME, “It looks like this one also does fitness tracking… ooh, how cute! It also has a built-in Tamagotchi-style pet you can take care of. Seems like the best bet to me, and the cellular contract should work well, I hope.”
“It definitely seems to be the most humane …” I noted.
“Sweetie, this could potentially save you if you get kidnapped. We’ll put it on just tight enough you can’t get it off without cutting it off. It says it can last for six months on a charge, so we’ll be able to just leave it on to keep you safe.”
“Watching where I am all the time?” I grumbled.
“And just where do you think you would go?”
I sighed, “I know… just a little big brother’ish to me.”
“I get that…” she admitted, “but you have to admit you are too cute… someone will probably try something every day there at school.”
“Will this at least help make it clear I’m ‘adopted?’” I asked.
“Maybe… It’ll definitely make you safer, so we’re going to get one. What color do you want?”
I looked at the options and then looked down at my most definitely now feminine self. ‘I can give in to my favorite color now, actually,’ I thought to myself. “That purple one,” I said while pointing to the dark purple band.
“Are you sure? Might be hard to coordinate with some of your outfits, the pink might…?”
“Purple,” I told her.
“How about this lighter purple?”
I shook my head, “the dark purple, please.”
She sighed, “I guess I said you could choose.” I watched as she grabbed a box in her left hand and walked around the corner of the aisle and walked around. I figured she did that to avoid the man and the despicable aisle. She carried me back to the man at the counter and once again sat me down on it while he waited on us. The plans were set up for the cell phone and the watch with the carriers.
“Do you want to go ahead and put this on her now?” The man asked, far nicer than the ass in the aisle.
“Sure, what do I have to do with it?” Amanda asked.
I watched as she downloaded the app and connected to it before programming in a password that looked like the standard one around their house. “Hold out your hand, baby,” she told me.
She attached the watch on the opposite wrist from my charm bracelet with my wrist outstretched. The device really wasn’t too much bigger on me than my old AppleWatch was back home. Nevertheless, it felt comfortable, and I watched as some sort of relay on the band closed with the press of a button, and it cinched itself tight to my wrist. “Is that too tight?” She asked.
I felt it with my hand for a moment and realized there was a little bit of give, at least. “I think it’s okay,” I told Amanda.
“Great!” she told me and kissed me on my head. “Try calling me!”
I pressed the simple button to call contacts and depressed, ‘Mommy,’ while noting she had also quickly programmed ‘Daddy’ and ‘Megan’ into it. Instantly I could see her face on my watch, and she could see mine on her phone. We tested it for a second before she hung up on me and said, “Thank you!” to the guy at the counter.
“Any time, thanks for shopping at Motherboards!”
She carried me and the bag with my new phone out to the car, “Okay, one more stop, and then we’ll go home so I can get something going for dinner.”
“Okay,” I told her and began playing with my new watch.
The interface was kludgy and reminded me of something like a Chinese knock-off of a better product, but given the price she’d paid, I knew that couldn’t really be the case. So I pressed the time button and listened as it said that it was “Two-thirty in the afternoon,” in a vaguely Siri-like voice. It was a little motherlike and condescending, though, in its tone. I shrugged that off, though, and pressed the button for ‘Pet’ and a menu came up asking me what kind of pet I would like to raise. I clicked through and decided to raise a tiger-looking creature.
I was apparently pretty enthralled with naming it, feeding it, and a couple other minor parts of the silly game because I was startled when Amanda was suddenly unbuckling me.
“Having fun?” She asked with a smile.
I blushed, “For a little bit, I guess?”
She laughed, “Don’t be embarrassed; I thought it sounded like a cute idea myself.”
“Where are we?”
“Little Notes,” she told me, “it’s an office supply store for Littles. I’m hoping we can find your school supplies and such here.”
“Oh,” I said as she lifted me up and sat me on my own two feet again.
“Hopefully, I don’t bash my head too many times inside…” she grumbled.
“Huh?” I said as she motioned be forward without taking my hand.
She held the door open for me, but I could have reached up and grabbed the handle if I needed to! Instead, it made me look around, and I immediately realized it felt like we were actually back home in my dimension almost. I turned and watched her duck her head and laughed when I saw she had to hunch over to not hit the ceiling with her head.
“Uh-huh, laugh it up, little girl,” she told me while sticking my tongue out.
“Umm… Welcome to Little Notes…” a Little that was about a foot and a half taller than me said as she approached.
“Hi,” I said.
“Umm… not to be rude ma’am, but we don’t get many big folks in here… how can we help you all?”
Amanda nudged me forward, “Stacy needs some supplies for college, and I’m hoping you have some items that are a bit more her size than we can find in a big store.”
“You’re her…?” The girl asked nervously as a man a little taller than her joined her. But then realized the whole store felt much more mom and popish than a chain.
“Foster mother?” I suggested helpfully. “I’m boarding with her and her husband while I go to school in this dimension.”
“That just makes my head hurt,” the man said.
The lady smacked him on the shoulder, “Don’t be rude, you idiot…” she whispered.
For Amanda’s part, she just laughed, “You’re safe from me trying to adopt you. So I don’t wreck half your ceiling, can you help Stacy find the things she needs? I’ll just have a seat over here on the floor while you do so?”
I turned and looked again at Amanda, who looked like an adult who had just managed to squeeze into their child’s treehouse. I turned back at the lady, and she said, “Umm… sure. What school is she going to?”
“Doesn’t my uniform give that away?” I asked.
“It could mean pre-school or elementary school, in all honesty,” the man said kindly to me.
“I’m going to Emerson as a university student,” I told them and decided I was going to take the reins here if Amanda was going to let me. “Can you show me your pens?”
I ended up making a pretty hefty pile during a few trips around the store with the girl’s help. When we were down far from Amanda, though, she asked, “Do you want me to get someone to break you away from her? I have connections in the Littles railroad?”
I shook my head, “No, she really is as good as it’s going to get, and they’re letting me go to school. The deal is that they return me back home when I’m done.”
“Have you taken the CAREs text yet?” She asked nervously.
I looked at her closer and realized she was dressed mainly like an adult in my world with her hair in a low ponytail. She seemed genuinely concerned, “I did, I passed.”
“You passed?!?” she asked, “Only about one in a hundred do that… What did you do?”
“Well, I’m in diapers for the long haul here – it’s one of the things she does want, but her husband’s a doctor, and we used some laxatives and other things to clear me out completely before the test… It sucked, but I watched everyone else get carted, I assume to the nearest orphanage to become a drooling baby.”
She nodded sadly, “It’s a major risk anymore to try and get in. They launched those tests a decade ago, but only last year mandated the no breaks rule… Not many Littles have found out about that yet.”
That confirmed something I had thought about the books being really high on the shelves, “I kind of wondered,” I said as we brought back the fourth stack of notebooks and binders. “How are you still free?”
“I have a few friends that help out… but I wasn’t always free.” She whispered the last part to me, “Right out of high school, one of the Amazons in my class took me as soon as I walked across the stage right in front of my parents.”
My mouth opened, “Oh my God… how’d you get free?”
“It was right when the laws changed the first time to being freer for us… my parents went to court and helped me out since I hadn’t given the girl permission, or cause by wetting my pants or demonstrating any signs of ‘maturosis’ at the time. I still had to be her baby for six months while the case ran its course, lost all of my potty training, only ate baby food and her breast milk. The worst was the clothes she made me wear that didn’t let me so much as crawl… It sucked,” she told me with a lot of pain in her face.
“Sounds like Amanda’s sisters Littles… now there’s a monster. Her one sister has taken all of her girls’ teeth… and done something to them surgically so they can’t walk… one can’t even sit up; it’s scary!”
“Seems like you may have landed one of the few decent ones. Watch her, though… I’m going to give you a card with a number on it. If you get in a jam, send a text, and we can possibly get you in touch with some help.”
“Not sure how much good it’ll do me since the alarms ring the second that I get into the port,” I told her quietly as we finished grabbing the last few things I could think of.
“You’re chipped?” She asked nervously.
“Yeah…”
“Know where?”
“Yes.”
“They can probably help… but that won’t be easy.”
“I figured,” I said.
“Mommy, I think we have it all,” I said to Amanda a moment later, and she came over to use her credit card chip on the reader. The total made my eyes open, but I knew that getting ready for college was expensive.
Amanda grabbed six full bags from the counter, and I grabbed two and led me outside after I said, “Thanks for your help!”
“Thank you all, good luck at school!” she told me.
Amanda placed the bags in the back before settling me back into my car seat. “Thirsty?” she asked me.
I sighed and nodded, “Kind of.”
She dug around underneath me in the diaper bag and handed me a sippy cup. “Here you go.”
I was surprised it wasn’t a bottle but didn’t want to make her change her mind, so I took it and said, “Thanks,” to her. The apple juice inside did taste delicious, and I reflected that today had so far been a very odd day.
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Chapters 5 and 6
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 5: Setting Up
I PLAYED A little more with the watch as we traveled home. Since I had walked some steps, I now had some coins available to buy some food and toys for my pet. Really the game could be the ultimate distraction if I wasn’t careful… It was just the kind of casual game that actually seemed appropriate to the Amazons for me to be playing and, for some twisted reason, actually interested me!
We arrived home, and Amanda sat me down on my feet in the garage, she handed me a bag to carry, and I followed behind her. She made several more trips out to the car for my supplies before she helped me take them upstairs. As I climbed the steps by myself, I had to be careful with the gigantic bag I carried not to spill it all over the place!
“Hmm… not sure where we’re going to put all of this for you… See what you can find space for?” Amanda suggested.
“Okay,” I told her before adding, “Can you change me?”
She smiled at me, “Sure… you have no idea how hard I’ve been trying all day not to baby you. Do you want to do it yourself?”
I squirmed for a moment internally before saying, “You do a better job!”
She smiled at me, “Thanks for the compliment,” before picking me up quickly and laying me down on the changing table. The diaper was changed in record speed, though, and I was sat back down on the floor. “I’m going to go finish setting up your phone, then I’m going to figure out dinner. After that, I want to go to one more store tonight that I think might have a tablet that would be a good tablet for us to put your textbooks on.”
“They didn’t have those at Motherboards?” I asked.
She looked down at me and shook her head, “Melon Corp won’t sell their state-of-the-art ultra-thin tablets through other stores. They do the phones for more market saturation, but you have to go to them for anything else. They have some amazing tablets with flexible screens, but they don’t let other places become authorized dealers. So I’ll have to go to one of their nearby stores later. They’re not exceptionally little friendly, though… so I’m going to go when Fred gets home.”
“Umm… you can’t go now?”
She shook her head, “You’re an adopted little; other than you being at school if I leave you alone, it’s like a parent leaving their three-month-old baby home alone – I assume that’s against the law in your dimension?”
I nodded and then thought about the schedule I’d gotten this morning. There were a few breaks between classes on my schedule, “But what about when I’m not in classes…?”
She smiled at me, “You’ll come to hang out with your mommy in her office or with Megan.”
“Oh…” I said with my face reddening. “And if those don’t work?” I added worriedly.
“They will… but you also have my parents as an option too. In fact, I think my dad wants you to go to his place at least once a week.”
I smiled at that, “I like your dad.”
“You made me furious this weekend, but you really impressed him. I suspect that may be where you end up several afternoons. Remind me to actually look at the schedule with you and Daddy later. We need to make sure we have everything lined up.”
“Okay,” I said, trying to smile. Getting used to the concept of no privacy was something I thought I had done, but it wasn’t until this latest revelation that I really thought about the fact I truly had no independence anymore. One of the first independent things I remember growing up was staying home by myself!
“You also might be able to make some little friends and be with them in time… If they’ve not been adopted, they can be seen as your babysitters according to the law.”
I blushed, “That’s embarrassing!”
“Well, I can have a thirteen-year-old come watch you too…” she said with a smirk.
“Don’t you have something to do?” I whined.
She leaned down and hugged me before tapping my diapered butt lightly; “I really do love having you here. I promise we’ll minimize embarrassing you, but you have to know the facts here. I think it’s better than surprises, don’t you?”
I sighed, “I guess.”
“See what you can put away in here. Leave some room in your backpack for the tablet I’ll go pick up later – you won’t need much as those are incredibly thin. Make sure you keep at least a few spare diapers in there at all times too… Otherwise, someone might provide one for you - and that could mean anything!”
I nodded and got to work. I had bought a couple of desk organizers that I spread out on my desk. I sat several pens, pencils, and highlighters in each. The pens and pencils were still a little bit too big for comfort, but more like what a full-sized pencil had been to me in second grade - as opposed to an infant trying to hold one like the Amazons felt like. I stuffed my bag with more than enough pens, pencils, notebooks, etc., to make sure I could make it through classes for a while. Once everything was in there, I worked to put binders neatly on my desk and in a bookshelf that had previously held some toys in it. I moved the toys over on top of the toy box that I had not really dug into and noted I really should just, for curiosity’s sake, look into it sometime. ‘Probably just boring baby toys, though?’ I thought to myself.
I went back to my computer desk and had just emptied the last of the supplies when Amanda walked in and sat down on the floor cross-legged next to me and motioned for me to come to sit in her lap. “Here’s your phone,” she told me with a smile.
“Thanks!” I told her.
“Now, there are some ground rules with this phone.” I groaned internally and waited for more stifling rules, “You will have to give it back to me at bedtime each night. It doesn’t ever go into your crib with you for naps, either.”
I just shrugged and was hoping that would be it, “My parents used to make me leave mine on the counter in the kitchen at bedtime, so that’s nothing really new.”
She smiled at me; “also, you aren’t to talk to strangers on it without letting me know first. It is mainly for you to call me your daddy, Megan, or grandparents. If you make friends, that’s fine, and you can give them your number, but I still want to know who they are so I can look into them.”
“I would say you’re being overprotective, but given everything I’ve seen here, I think that’s reasonable,” I allowed.
“Good girl,” she told me, “remember you are here to go to school. If your grades fall below a three-point-oh, I’ll be taking it back then too.”
I nodded, “I’ll be on a one-way trip to drooling baby in that case… I understand.”
She hugged me, “I was going to make dinner, but I got distracted with your phone. It’s so small to me, but against your hands, it looks huge!”
I laughed, “You couldn’t stand in the store earlier either,” I pointed out.
She laughed, “There’s a reason why we don’t build spaces meant for littles very often!”
“Actually, it’s a shame you don’t because I could actually reach most things in there.”
“Well, you’re only about a foot-and-a-half from being the average height of a Little. It’s a lot different than being five feet short like you are for our stuff.”
I nodded, “It’s weird that you have the two cultures like you do… It seems so improbable.”
She squeezed me, “Anyway, how do you feel about Chinese food?”
“Wait, Chinese? Does that mean you have a China here?”
She looked down at me with a bemused face, “Yes, we have a China here… of course, what we consider Chinese food isn’t really much like they eat, but it is tasty.”
“Well, that parts the same for us… Are they any better with the treatment of littles?”
“Actually, they are… Their people are much shorter on average than us – they tend to be more Littles and inbetweeners than full-size Amazons.”
“Hmm…”
“So, does that work for din-din?”
“Sure.”
“What do you like?”
“Do you have General Tso’s in this dimension?”
“Never heard of it?”
“Kind of like sweet and sour but with spicey chile added?”
“Oh, we call that Colonel Gao’s.”
“That works for me,” I told her.
She squeezed me, “Okay then, I’ll go order dinner, and you can play with your new phone.”
“Thank you for getting it for me,” I told her as she scooted me off her lap, and I stood back up.
“You’re very welcome, Stacy,” she said with a smile.
I watched as she closed the gate to my room, then found a beanbag chair in the corner and sat down on it to get comfortable as I played with my new toy. I quickly became enthralled by the interface of the phone. I knew it wasn’t the highest tech from this dimension, but even their lowest level was so far above ours that I was in heaven! The voice recognition was absolutely flawless, and I saw that Amanda had programmed in her and Fred’s numbers as ‘Mommy’ and ‘Daddy.’ I noticed there were entries for ‘Granny’ and ‘Gramps,’ as well as ‘Auntie Megan.’ I was not overly disappointed that Cassie and Chloe’s numbers were not included there!
I played around with the calendar for a few minutes and walked over to my desk, where I had left my schedule. I put each class in as a recurring event and the room numbers. The phone was impressively smart and quickly cross-referenced a university directory and placed a map to each building with each entry! “Cool,” I breathed. Somehow, it intuitively discovered they were classes and asked me if I wished to auto silence my phone during those! I clicked accept because I could only imagine the looks that I would get if my phone went off in a class. ‘Probably get a spanking,’ I admitted darkly to myself.
I tried going to an app store and found myself blocked from making purchases by parental safeguards. ‘Grrr…’ I grumbled and looked through a few more apps that had been installed before Amanda came in and said, “Dinner will probably be here soon; why don’t we wash your hands and go downstairs?”
“Okay,” I said. I held onto my phone, walked over to Amanda, and made the universal ‘pick me up’ sign.
“You want me to carry you?” She asked, almost surprised.
“Well, your stairs are pretty tall,” I admitted. “Plus… I’m not going to say I like being treated like a baby… but cuddling is kind of nice?” My face turned bright red.
Her face broke into a broad smile, and she said, “Well, if you insist!” She picked me up and squeezed me into a hug before placing me on her hip and carrying me downstairs.
I was carried to the kitchen sink, and she held me up as I washed my hands in the water there before she placed me in my highchair. She took my phone and put it on the table out of my reach. She hadn’t buckled the harness yet when the doorbell rang, “Stay there!” she told me.
I nodded and looked at the buckles while she went to pay for the food. I was finally able to work out the trick for opening them and thought that I would have to find a chance to try it later. She walked to the door, and I sat still, thinking that maybe she would leave the harness off altogether if she felt she could trust me. Just as she was closing the door, I wondered where Fred was before remembering he said he would be late tonight with his surgeries. She turned around and sat the plastic bag containing our food on the table, and turned her attention back to me.
“Silly me leaving you without your safety harness done!”
“You know it’s okay to do that?”
She shook her head, “Not really… If LPS were to come in, they would have a major problem. I need to make sure we always buckle you up even here at home.”
I sighed as she tightened the straps up when she was done and then placed the tray in front of me. She then velcroed on an adorable butterfly-covered bib to cover my torso. I played with the edge of it that went past my waist and onto my lap. A crumb pocket was at the bottom and seemed unlikely to be effective as it was probably a year’s worth of Amazon growth too long for me.
“So cute!” She quickly snuck a picture of me with her phone.
I rolled my eyes at her and sighed.
Chapter 6: Daddy's Girl
I WATCHED AMANDA grab one of the special toddler plates for me, and she placed a large amount of what looked like General Tso’s chicken to me on it as well as some steamed rice. Then, she dug around through the drawers and said, “Here, you want chopsticks?”
I smiled at her as she presented me with two options. One looked like what I had once seen online as being a training pair of chopsticks with a connection at the end and a little set of loops to keep your fingers in the right place. The other set was just shorter plastic chopsticks with cute characters on the top couple inches. I pointed to the ones without the training device.
“You sure?”
I nodded, “My friends and I taught ourselves long ago!”
She smiled and handed them to me, “Here… at least if you fail, you have a bib on!”
I groaned but eagerly began digging into the chicken. It had a fair amount of ginger in it… that was different, but other than that, it tasted ‘normal’ to me. “Make sure you chew!” She reminded me as she got her own plate and dished herself up.
For several minutes though, I noticed she just watched me and stared, “What’s wrong?” I asked.
“I think you are the first Little I’ve ever seen able to use them. I think you use them better than the forks I’ve given you!”
I shrugged, “Kind of feels easier to adjust my grip with these than deal with the oversized utensils?” I told her before going for some rice. I was glad to see it was good sticky rice that I could grab chunks of easily. I noted, though, that the rice grains here were also twice the size they should be. “I can’t believe that even your rice is bigger!”
She laughed, “I really would love to see your world. I wonder if we went through if we would shrink to your heights?”
I shrugged, “Who knows? I’m sure they’ve got to have done some experiments, but I don’t really know of any?”
“I’m pretty sure Doctor Bremer and her colleagues have done some, but I don’t know how much. With you being as small to us here… Well, I think the biggest research has been in how to get you to come here and be babies!”
I sighed, “Well, they ensnared me to come,” I admitted.
There was an awkward silence for several minutes while we ate. I was just deciding how to break the silence when the phone rang, “Hello?” Amanda said as she stood up and answered the cordless phone off the counter.
I watched as she spoke with the other person, “No, we don’t have any plans tomorrow… But, I suppose we could; I’m kind of on leave right now?” I watched her facial expressions change several times from interested to looking concerned, “Well, I don’t think I’ll be able to find a sitter by then would be the only problem…” she added. “Oh, that’s right, I don’t think I’ve seen you since we adopted! Yes, I’ve got an adorable little girl who’s looking at me like I’m crazy right now…” she winked at me. “You’re sure you’re okay with that?”
I sat there, becoming both curious and nervous at the same time. I realized I had an overwhelming need to pee, so I let that out into the diaper while Amanda continued to make me wonder what was going on. “Okay, we’ll come by and take a look at it tomorrow. I’m glad to hear you have managed to get it up and running! It’ll mean a lot of advancements soon!” She paused, “Sounds good, see you tomorrow!”
She looked at me and smiled, “That was one of my colleagues, Doctor Babbage, in the computer engineering department. They just finished the new mainframe and prototyping lab project we’ve been putting together. I assume you’d like to see it?”
I smiled, “They’ll let me?”
“Well, they probably think you’ll be just hanging from my breast or something the entire time?”
I made a face, “What?!?”
“Just kidding,” she said as she came over and tickled me, “Ooh, we better change that diaper soon after din-din, huh?”
“Back on the topic?” I sighed.
“If you dress in a school uniform, you might be more likely to be allowed to play a Little with the new toys?”
I smiled, “Okay, now you’re talking!”
She smiled, “Why don’t you finish your dinner, and then we’ll go for a swim in a bit?”
I nodded and ate for another few minutes before I felt full. Amanda seemed to sense that because she gathered my plate and chopsticks. She then returned to wipe my hands with a baby wipe and sat me down on the ground. Right as she did so, I felt my innards telling me something and realized my vacation from poopy diapers was at an end. I groaned and pushed the mess into the diaper with way more effort than I liked in such an exposed place.
My grunting made it obvious what I had done, and she said, “Uh-oh, someone made a stinky, huh?”
I nodded.
“Give me just a minute, baby, to put away the leftovers, and then we’ll go change you.”
I patiently waited while I could feel the mess pulling down on an already heavily soaked diaper. I watched as Amanda moved about the kitchen without any hurry before she came over and gingerly picked me up. I laid my head on her shoulder as she carried me up for the much-needed diaper change. I sat still as the diaper was ripped open, and I wrinkled my nose at the smell even though it didn’t seem to bother her for some reason. It must not have been too bad of a mess because she had me cleaned up pretty quickly.
“You can’t go straight in the water right now, but let’s get your swimsuit on,” she told me.
She stood me up on the table and helped me step into the swim diaper and then another one-piece swimsuit that seemed a bit baggy still. “I can’t believe I’m saying this, but I’m thinking for swimsuits; we may need to look at the newborn sizes, sweetie.”
I looked at her in shock, “I wouldn’t fit in them… would I?”
She shrugged, “You might. You really have a weird set of body proportions. The rest of your outfits mostly fit with the three-month size, but I think you’re skinnier than you should be?”
“That is the first time in my life I think I’ve ever heard that,” I shook my head as she sat me on the ground.
She laughed as she fussed with a swim cap over my hair, “Why don’t you stay in here while I go change into my own suit.”
“Okay,” I told her.
I watched her leave through the gate and looked down at my watch at the time. It showed that it was only a little after six. So I decided to fulfill my curiosity from earlier and peaked into the toy box. I saw a mixture of dolls, stuffed animals, giant Duplo Blocks, Little People toys, and a fake set of cooking stuff. I shook my head, closed the box, and walked over to my computer.
I had just sat down when Amanda returned and said, “Shall we?” while opening her arms up to me. I enjoyed the warmth of her body against mine, as I mainly felt naked still in the swimsuit. ‘Ironic considering it covers more of a percentage of my body than my swim trunks did!’
She put some sunscreen on me outside before setting me down in the water. I trod water for a few moments and watched as she moved to the shallow end and lay back to read a book. I caught the title, ‘Emerald Princess,’ before I decided to start doing some laps. I had probably done about ninety non-stop when I finally began to tire and rolled onto my back. Just as I did so, I realized that Fred was now standing next to me and squealed.
“When did you get home?” I squeaked as I righted myself and treaded water.
“About five minutes after you started swimming. Amanda was glad to see me because it meant she could go run to the store for your tablet.”
“Oh,” I said, realizing that she left, and I never even realized it.
“You get very focused on what you’re doing, don’t you?”
I nodded, “It’s nice sometimes… other times, it’s kind of bad because I don’t know what’s going on around me.”
He nodded, “You are a lot like Amanda there… I mean Mommy…” he said with a sigh. “Are you done swimming?”
I thought for a moment and asked, “Ten more laps? So it’ll make an even one-hundred?”
He laughed, “Go ahead.”
Knowing he was probably hoping to do more than stay in the pool with me all night, I quickly began the laps and tried to power through them faster. I did them pretty quickly and then swam over to him, “Okay, I’m done.”
He picked me up out of the water and carried me to the ground outside of the pool, and sat me down on my feet, “Let’s find your towel,” he told me.
I looked over at the lounge chairs and saw a small pink towel that I knew had to be mine. So I walked over there and grabbed it to begin toweling myself off. Fred watched me and smiled, “Let me know when you think you’re dry enough!” while he dried himself with his own towel.
When I was done, I wrapped the towel around my body and said, “I’m good.”
He opened the gate and led me back to the house then, and I reveled in the fact that I wasn’t being carried or babied right then. I followed him inside the house and walked all the way to the stairs on my own. “You want a lift up the stairs?” Fred asked in his kindly voice.
“Please?”
He picked me up and carried me up the steps and into my room before setting me down on the floor. “Mommy told me you got your tentative class schedule today?”
I nodded, “It’s over here if you want to see it?”
I walked to my desk and handed him the paper printout of my schedule.
“Looks like you’ve got some long days on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays?”
I shrugged, “Doesn’t seem any different from high school?” I said.
“You think that now… just wait until you’ve got that many college tests in one day.”
I nodded, “Yeah, that could be kind of rough. I thought the universities tended to stagger which class was which day?”
“Some do. I never really paid attention to Emerson at the undergrad level.”
He handed me the schedule back and said, “Well, your mommy wanted me to give you a bath when we got done swimming… Umm…”
“You’re seriously nervous about giving me a bath after wiping my butt before?” I gave him a smirk.
“Well…”
“Tell you what, you get the bathtub filled for me, and I’ll wash myself?”
He smiled at me, “You won’t tell Mommy?”
I laughed, “As long as you promise to give me some more opportunities for independence every now and then? Of course not!”
I followed him to the bathroom, and I stripped out of my swimsuit while he started the tub filling. I pulled the diaper down last and used a baby wipe he handed me to make sure I was clean. I pretty much figured I had to have peed while in the pool…
“Okay, upsy daisy!” He told me, giving me a lift into the tub. It was filled much higher than it probably should have been for a regular baby, but I enjoyed the water coming up to my chest.
He handed me a soaped-up sponge, and I scrubbed myself from head to toe while he stood off to the side nervously. I reveled in the fact I was able to do something for myself. I also knew that if he wasn’t there, I would have at least used the opportunity to look at my new parts closer. So instead, I said, “Would you please hand me some shampoo?”
I lathered up my hair and then was happy to have him help rinse it out with the showerhead. “Are you good?” He asked me afterward.
I shrugged, “I guess.”
He took that moment then to pull the drain plug and wrapped me in a towel as the water drained. He sat me gingerly on the counter and used the loud blow dryer to get my hair dried. “You did that pretty well,” I told him when my hair was soft and dry.
He smiled at me, “Thanks.”
I was again carried to my nursery, and he quickly diapered me in a regular pamper.
“What do you want to wear for pajamas?”
“How about those?” I suggested pointing to a t-shirt and shorts set…
He handed me the set I pointed at, and I put them on myself. The shirt was purple with pink and green hearts spread around the front with ‘Adorable, Cute, and Cuddly,’ written in a cute font. The shorts were pink, and even though they felt more mature than a onesie, it definitely seemed like they were just as babyish since you could easily see the outline of my diaper through the shorts. When I lifted my arms, just a bit of the shirt rode up, and you could also clearly see the frilly edges of the diaper against my stomach. I sighed, “Thank you,” I told him.
“For what?”
“For not being quite as smothering as your wife.”
He picked me up, “Well if she goes too far, let me know… the Big maternal instinct is kind of crazy when you look at it clinically.”
I nodded, “She’s done a good job reigning it in. I’m just not used to any babying since I was a regular teenager and able to do my own thing back home.”
“What exactly do you miss?” He asked as he carried me downstairs and made himself comfortable in a recliner with me on his lap.
“Well, driving is definitely one thing!”
He laughed, “Even mature Littles don’t drive here, so that’s kind of funny.”
“Really?” I asked.
“Really… how would they reach the pedals?”
“Couldn’t you do something like handicap accessible steering controls?”
“I suppose you could, but also think of the danger for the Little. If they got in any accident at all, it would be an instant trip to a nursery. The few free Littles out there are much better keeping their heads down.”
I nodded, “It really is a sad thing.”
“Yes, I agree it is.”
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Chapters 7 and 8
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 7: Toys
BEFORE WE COULD talk anymore, the garage door opened, and Amanda walked in. “Well, don’t you two look comfy?”
I nodded, “He makes a nice pillow.”
“I’m just a pillow to you, huh?” I had a moment of warning from my brain, but nothing prepared me for the tickle torture that began then. He tickled me non-stop for several minutes, causing me to giggle and pee uncontrollably into my diaper.
“And apparently, you have a built-in ability to make her need a new diaper?” She suggested to me as she came closer.
“Hey, it’s not that full,” I whined.
She picked me up from his lap and stuck her hand on my crotch, making me blush, “Uh-huh, really? A few more drops, and you’ll be leaking!”
“Sorry,” Fred said with a smile. “I was doing pretty well, though!”
“Well, she does smell clean, and she’s wearing clothes… And, they’re even on the right direction… so I guess you did something right!”
“Of course, I did!” he said.
“I guess I’ll go clean up Daddy’s mess,” she told me with a smile and then tickled me some herself.
Upstairs she changed me into one of the thicker nighttime diapers. When she went to pull my shorts up, they barely slid back over the diaper. “Hmm… Might need to find bigger shorts for these diapers, huh?”
I groaned, “Or maybe thinner diapers?” I suggested with a smile.
She shook her head, “Not a chance at night, sweetie, you’re a heavy wetter then. Now, want to see your new toy?”
I grimaced but then smiled about the toy, “Please?”
She carried me to her workroom and sat me on top of her desk where I could watch as she unwrapped the device from its box. The label said ‘Melon Corp’ and reminded me of an Apple package. I watched as she opened the box up, and the resemblance grew, “We have an Apple corporation back home that does the same thing with their packaging. I bet they’re sisters across the dimension!”
“Overpriced and overhyped devices, but they work really well?” She asked.
I nodded, “Yep!”
“Well, this is about as high-end as we can get; I hope you like it!”
She finished unpacking the device and handed it to me. At first glance, it could have been a flexible transparency sheet from an old overhead projector. It seemed to be about seven inches tall and five inches wide, making it feel like what a standard iPad would feel like on my world size-wise. I turned it in my hand and could see it had to have been just a hair thicker than maybe six sheets of paper… “It’s a tablet?” I asked incredulously.
“Yep!” She said, and I watched as she pinched a corner of it, and instantly the transparent screen filled with a touch screen that was vibrant and featured incredibly high resolution!
“Whoa!”
She smiled at me, “Thought you would like it. Let’s get it set up for our network and then go ahead and buy all of your textbooks.”
“Can I do it?” I asked.
“Sure,” she told me and walked me through what was mostly a no-brainer process. When I was done setting it up, she helped me find an app and a store to download my college textbooks. While waiting for them to download, I rolled and folded the screen gently to see how flexible it was.
“You can’t crease or scratch those screens,” she told me.
“At all?”
“Well, I suppose if you used diamond, you might be able to scratch it… they’ve run bulldozers over them, and they still work.”
“It’s so light too!” I told her. “How long does the battery last?”
“Forever,” she told me.
“What?!?”
“Well… practically. I think it’s technically twenty years before the fuel would need to be replaced… if you could somehow access that.”
“What powers it?”
“It’s a tiny hydrogen fuel cell,” she told me with a smile.
“How is that possible? And how do they make this all transparent?” I asked incredulously.
“Not actually sure about the transparent fuel cell, Melon Corp has kept that a trademarked secret and guarded that information really carefully. If you do figure it out and can clone the technology, you’d probably become one of the richest people in the world overnight… until they sued you.” She laughed at that.
“Sounds like back the company back home too!”
“The transparent part is due to a breakthrough about seven years ago in printing circuits at the atomic level in a new glass-like substance.” She shrugged, “It’s still pretty new even to us. Melon came out with this technology a generation ago, and this is the newest version from a couple months ago. I thought because it’s so light and thin, it should be great for you at school.”
I nodded, “This is one of the coolest things I think I’ve ever seen!” I turned it around and played with it a bit more. I noticed a flash from a camera had gone off a moment later.
I looked up and saw Fred with a small but high-tech camera, “Sorry, I couldn’t help but need to get a photo of you and your mother both playing with your new toy.”
“You could at least get a better photo of us!” She told him and pulled me more into her lap and sat in one of her chairs and said, “Smile,” to me.
I smiled then, wondering what the picture looked like as the flash went off.
“May I see it?” I asked.
He came closer to show me, and I looked in astonishment at the photo. I really could live without the cheeks being so fat, but I knew, without a doubt, that it was the happiest expression I had seen on my face in a long time. I looked and tried to figure out besides the girl part what was different… but I couldn’t figure it out.
“You really do make a beautiful girl,” Amanda told me with a squeeze.
“Thanks,” I said and looked at her in the photo too, just before Fred took the camera away, “You look pretty too… We both look happy,” I said.
“Well, you were a moment ago at least?” She asked as she turned me around to face her. “What’s wrong?”
“Who knows?” I told her honestly, “It’s weird… I looked happier in that photo than I have in any photo in a long time.”
“Is there something wrong with that?” Fred asked.
I shook my head, “No, but when you think about everything… it seems kind of weird, doesn’t it?”
“Does it matter?” She asked me, “There’s nothing wrong with being happy! Plus, if you’re just going to be miserable, this probably isn’t the risk you’re taking!”
I nodded at that, “Okay, I’ll try to be happy when I can.”
She squeezed me in another hug, “Okay, we have an early morning tomorrow, so what do you say about a bedtime story, nursing, and then it’ll be night-night time?”
I sighed and looked at my watch, surprised it was nearly ten, “Okay, I guess that’s not too unreasonable.”
She hugged me as she carried me back to the nursery along with my new tablet that she sat down on my desk. I felt her hand check my diaper and was a little surprised that she sat in the recliner without changing me. It didn’t feel wet, but since I’d still been frequently going while barely noticing, I was surprised that I was still dry. “You haven’t nursed from me since last night…” she said, reading my mind.
I nodded, “It really does mess with my body, doesn’t it?”
“I think so…” She said with a sad sigh, “I’m going to keep pumping it during the days and in the morning, as I don’t want to risk you having a messy diaper in class.”
I nodded, “I’m sorry.”
She hugged me, “It’s okay,” she told me with a smile. “Now, how about that bedtime story?”
For the next fifteen minutes, I watched entranced as she told a story with an illustrated book that reminded me very much of Beauty and the Beast. It was a little different in this dimension, though, with Belle being a diapered Little and Beast being a large wolf-man creature. At the end of the story, both grew into Amazon adults…
“That was cute… and demented all at the same time,” I told her sleepily.
She laughed and tickled my side a little before pulling her shirt and bra out of the way for me to nurse. My body seemed to almost be at a craving stage of withdrawal then because I felt like my mouth was moving on overdrive, and she commented, “You would think I haven’t fed you all day!”
I could feel myself needing to pee for only a second before my body involuntarily let go of the urine. The diaper warmed and expanded under Amanda’s hand, and I knew she knew I was going. My brain had minimal warning, though, and I knew that there could be no doubt about the milk causing incontinence! It really did taste so good!!!
My whole body relaxed as I nursed, and like so many times, the milk made me sleepy. However, I was soundly asleep before she changed my diaper and lay me down in my crib for the night.
I WOKE THE following day to the sounds of someone walking down the hallway. Yawning, I rolled over to where my head faced the open crib bars towards the door. As I looked, I realized that I had never really thought about the fact my door stays open all of the time… It was a far cry from when I used to lock my door at home just in the thought of someone coming into my room. ‘Privacy is not something you’re going to get for a long time,’ I reminded myself with a sigh.
Amanda came in then dressed in a professional-looking pantsuit set to punctuate that point. “Why, good morning, Princess! I can’t believe you’re already awake!”
I tried to make a smart remark and then realized I was sucking on a pacifier and just sighed and nursed it instead.
“I sure wish you were more of a morning baby,” she told me with a smile and tickled me while leaning over the rail of the crib.
I groaned and spit out the pacifier into my hand, “Be nice...”
She laughed at me and gathered me up into her arms and checked my diaper, “Well, maybe the wet diapee doesn’t help?”
I shrugged, “I hadn’t actually noticed it yet.”
I was squeezed into a hug, and then she carried me over to the changing table. “We don’t have a lot of time this morning before we have to get to our appointment at the lab, so let’s get you dressed and eat breakfast.”
I kind of perked up then and asked, “You said this is a new supercomputer and prototyping lab?”
She pulled the shorts off of me and laughed, “It’s all about the toys for you, Littles, huh?”
“You’re just as bad,” I told her.
“No, I’m not!” She pouted with a frown, then stuck her tongue out and smiled, “I’m probably worse!”
She then launched another tickle attack on my belly, leaving me giggling uncontrollably! She didn’t let up for a long moment until I knew I had to have emptied everything that could have been left in my bladder. “Not fair,” I whined, out of breath as she reached to undo the tapes from my soggy diaper.
She just smiled at me and kept working to clean me up. Finally, a Pamper was fastened to my bottom before she sat me up and took the top off. “Let’s try the summer uniform today,” she told me with a smile.
I groaned, “You’re mean!”
“We could just dress you in a onesie? Or maybe a t-shirt and diaper?” She smiled at me and lightly tickled my belly.
I squealed, “The summer dress is fine!”
She kissed my head and said, “I thought it would be!”
I raised my arms up, and she helped me into the dress with lots of buttons going up the back. “How do you even put this kind of dress on by yourself?” I asked.
“You either get good at contorting your body, or you ask the RA in your dorm to help you,” she told me.
“RAs help?”
“And pay extra for the privilege usually!”
I woke up more as I sensed there was information here I’d missed before. “What do you mean? I thought RA’s usually did that job to get free room and board?”
“If you’re an RA for a Big floor, yeah, but the RAs for the Littles get their dream jobs – so they pay for the privilege.”
“Huh?” I asked as she gathered me into her arms and carried me downstairs.
“Think about it – you have all of those Littles in your dorm rooms, and they have to mind you! You get to mother them, pick on them, diaper them every night – maybe even during the day – and generally condition them for when they get kicked out of school to be adopted by someone. They even often get the pick of the litter, so to speak!”
“That’s horrible,” I told her.
“I thought you knew about this?”
“I knew things in the dorms could be bad from what the guy said on our previous visit, but I had no idea that it was that bad.” I let her buckle me into the highchair and raised my arms while she put the tray in place. “So that means that the girl I met yesterday, Sarah?”
“Yes, she gets diapered every night in the dorms at the very least. She didn’t look like she was wearing one during the day, but sometimes it’s hard to tell.”
“You said with the laws though… and the university rules… wouldn’t it just be safer to wear diapers?” I asked.
She shrugged, “I would think so, but many Littles are too stubborn for their own good. They know they can make the potty and don’t want to give in to the Bigs.” She paused as she poured some actual cereal into a bowl for me, “As independent as you are, I was honestly surprised that you were willing to agree to the diapers and the babying.”
“I didn’t really have much choice anywhere else, right?” I blushed as she handed me a spoon and poured only a little bit of regular milk over the cereal. “That’s enough, I don’t like it soggy…” she smiled at me and stopped with just a little in the bowl, “Anyway, my next best option was Doctor Nimitz and his wife… I know now that I wouldn’t have been even able to go to school with him.”
She nodded, “But you did have a choice; you could have gone to school in your universe? Surely you had scholarship offers with how smart and talented you are? You had an amazing GPA and already know more computer coding than most undergrads do by their senior year?”
I shrugged, “I’d been accepted to a few universities, given scholarships… but the risk and reward here?”
“Kind of like your parents; I think you are crazy, sweetie,” she told me. “But I guess if you do fail and get stuck in daycare, I can at least not worry about avoiding nursing you during the daytime anymore!” She smiled at me as I took another bite of cereal. She had sat down at the table with her pump and began pumping while we both ate breakfast. I kept finding myself distracted by the milk she had, and a craving for it reared its head.
“Your milk must seriously mess with my mind,” I sighed as I finished a bite.
“What do you mean?”
“I can’t look at it without having an intense craving… It’s kind of crazy?”
She frowned, “Maybe we should just stop the night feedings too?”
Chapter 8: Invitations
“NO!!!” I PRACTICALLY cried, then thinking better of myself, “Sorry… please don’t? It helps me sleep?”
With a sigh, she said, “Well, I understand where you’re coming from, Stacy. My need to have you at my breast and not this contraption is probably just as bad. I guess we both just have to hold ourselves to the less card, huh?”
I nodded and finished the cereal. I tried not to look at Amanda while she was pumping her other breast and instead looked at my wrist with the charm bracelet; she kept refastening it to my wrist each morning. I noted that the emergency charms and the whole thing jangled when I moved my hand. “Do you like that?” She asked me, making me look up at her again.
“It’s pretty,” I told her. “I think I was always kind of jealous of girls for getting these. The idea of different charms for everything is really cool.”
“And as a boy, that wouldn’t exactly be on the plate, huh?” She asked.
“No,” I admitted.
She finished with the pump and returned to unbuckle me from the highchair. She carried me to the living room and sat down next to the playpen. “Do you need to make any poopies?” She asked me.
I assessed my situation and shrugged, “Maybe?”
“Why don’t you try while I clean up the pump and put the milk away.”
“Okay,” I told her and waited for her to turn her back to me.
I sighed and grimaced at the thought of pooping another diaper, but I knew it was inevitable since there would never be a potty small enough for me from a store. So I squatted down and felt my bladder release first, and then finally, warm mush began entering my diaper. I had this weird feeling of lightheadedness and drained energy when I was done. It was like doing the dirty deed made me get rid of everything in my body as my blood pulsed, and I knew my face was bright red. Then, just as I had finally brought my breathing back under control, Amanda returned to the room.
“Smells like someone is ready for her new diapee!” She told me with a smile.
I just held my hands up for her to pick me up and stayed as still as I could as she carried me back upstairs to my changing table. Without it being smushed, she could clean it up fairly quickly, but nothing about getting poop on my butt would ever be considered pleasant by me! She finished up and put me in another Pamper before sitting me up.
“What do you want to do with your hair today?” She asked me.
“I don’t know… what’s normal for a Little going to college?”
“Depends on how smart the Little is…” she told me.
“Meaning…?”
“The smart ones will either try and play up their youthful appearance with pigtails to make it seem like they’re being taken care of or keep their hair at least in a little girl’s style with bangs and their hair loose but curled under.”
I nodded at that, “I guess that makes sense; neither makes an Amazon think they’re trying to get out of their place in life. The not-so-smart ones?”
“Nothing and keep it just loose, cutting it down to a crew-cut, or dyeing things in weird colors.”
“Since I don’t have bangs cut into my hair, I’m guessing I should probably go with pigtails?” I thought for a second, “Or how about a French Braid?”
“I can do that with your hair if you would like, but you’re going to have to sit absolutely still since we don’t have a lot of time until we need to leave!”
“Okay,” I told her.
“Let’s take you back downstairs to your highchair; it’s easier to reach you,” she told me. I watched her gather some ribbon, my hairbrush, and a couple of elastic ties before she carried me downstairs. She just sat me in the highchair without doing the straps or placing the tray in place. As promised, I sat still in the chair while she worked quickly and suffered through the occasional yank of hair or rat being brushed out. When she was done, she sat me on the floor next to the door to the garage, “I’ll go grab your backpack, just wait right there.”
I stood obediently by the garage entrance while she hurried and finally returned with my new backpack. “Why do I need this?” I asked her.
“It helps make you look like a student. If you don’t want to instantly find yourself in someone else’s nursery waiting for a rescue, you need to learn to look and act like one of the Littles that are still free.”
I nodded, “Okay…”
She opened the door, and I walked to the door next to my car seat. She opened it, picked me up, and then buckled me in. “Here’s your phone,” she told me with a smile before closing the door.
I happily turned it on and found myself checking my new school e-mail set up on the phone. To my surprise, that girl from yesterday, Sarah, had e-mailed me. From the header, I discovered her last name was Evans.
‘Hi, Stacy,
It was nice meeting you yesterday… assuming you really were honest yesterday… or at least your ‘mommy’ was honest; I hope to see you around campus. I wanted to let you know that next Thursday at 4:30pm we’ll have a meeting for ΛΔΠ sorority. We’ll eat a catered dinner at the student union room where we meet. Hope you’ll be allowed and able to make it!
Sarah Evans
Recruitment Chair
ΛΔΠ
“Huh,” I said aloud as I read the message.
“What’s that? Did you say something?” Amanda asked.
“That girl we met yesterday?”
“The Little that I scared senseless?”
“Yeah, that one… Apparently, Sarah’s the recruitment chair for some sorority?”
“Lambda Delta Pi?”
“That’s the one; anyway, she invited me to an event next week on Thursday in the afternoon. Any chance I might be able to go?”
“Hmm… I’ll have to take you to the door, or maybe I can have Megan do it since she won’t be seen quite as scary by the other Littles.”
I sighed, “Can’t I walk across campus on my own?”
“It’s kind of asking for trouble sometimes, sweetie.”
“Well… is it something I can do? Might be nice to have friends?” I suggested hopefully.
“You can go meet them, but no joining without us really talking about the potential consequences. At least they aren’t allowed a house on their own, so we don’t have to worry about that being an issue.”
“Thanks,” I told her and scribbled a quick reply.
‘Hi Sarah,
Thanks for e-mailing me; I was afraid Amanda had scared you off yesterday! I’ve been given the okay to come, so I’ll show up. Just to warn you, Amanda, or her younger sister Megan, who’s a student too, will drop me off. Thanks for the invite!
Stacy’
By the time I had finished writing the reply, we had pulled up to the university and parked in what I now knew was Amanda’s assigned parking space. She picked me up out of the car and handed me my backpack. “Ready?” She asked me.
I shrugged, “I think so. Toys are always fun!”
She smiled at me and held her hand out. We walked down a long path of sidewalks until we came to a very new-looking building labeled, ‘Emerson Kilby Center for Computing Technologies.’ I remembered on our tour her mentioning the new supercomputer, but we couldn’t get in. My inner-nerd was shaking with excitement, and I mentally wondered if the diaper might be necessary to contain that excitement. I mentally checked and decided it was dry so far!
Amanda held the door open for me and used her card to swipe in a reader at a security desk. “How are you doing, Doctor Westerfield?” The lady security guard asked.
“Doing great! Doctor Babbage told me the good news that they have things online, so I brought my little girl here to come to see where she might work on some projects during her time here!”
The security guard was a rather round lady who stood up then and looked down on me. “Well, Sweetie, I didn’t even see you there! Aren’t you so adorable dressing up as one of your mommy’s students and playing college girl today?”
“She’s actually a student,” Amanda told her with a smile.
“Seriously? Why don’t you just have her at home in her crib? I don’t think I would ever be able to put a treat that sweet down!” The lady said in a kindly but completely condescending voice.
“She’s brilliant, that’s why. Plus, I don’t see a need to regress her; I’d like to see her be able to be on her own again someday.”
“Well, to each their own, I suppose. I never have gotten around to getting myself a Little, keep thinking one of these days I’ll find one of these college Littles with a pair of messy pants and get to claim one of them.”
The conversation just became awkward then, and I was glad when Amanda said, “Susie, it was good to see you; we better get going.”
“You too, Doctor Westerfield!” Before giving me a baby wave, she said to her, “Bye-bye, baby girl!”
I sighed as we walked away and down a hallway with door handles that were out of my reach. We soon reached an elevator, and I felt us move down what seemed like several floors. I couldn’t see the readout or the buttons, though, “How far below ground are we going?” I asked.
“About three-hundred feet,” she answered.
“Even with Big proportions, that seems really far… why so far down?”
“Government contracts and the idea it can survive some disasters. It’s also thought to be easier to work on cooling down here with the system they put in.”
“How cool?”
“Pretty cold; I know it was their goal to get things down to near absolute zero.”
I looked at her in shock as the elevator opened, and she led me down some more hallways, another security checkpoint, and finally, I could see a glassed-in room filled with racks and racks of pure computing power!
“Whoa!” I said as I looked at the rows and rows of rack units.
She practically squealed as she squeezed my hand, “Awesome, isn’t it?”
We walked through a glass door, and a shorter, much rounder Amazon walked to us. He had a balding head and gray hair on the sides of what remained. “Hi Amanda! So glad you could make it down today!”
“I’m glad you let me know you were ready to start letting others come in!”
“Well, you’re one of the people I expect will want time on her, and you gave us some very valuable new ideas on linking the processes together. I didn’t realize you had a Little girl, though?”
“This is Stacy,” she said, “Stacy, this is Doctor Babbage, head of this project.”
“Nice to meet you, sir,” I told him politely while she continued to hold my hand. I assumed that meant I shouldn’t try and shake his.
“She’s in the student uniform? So, you just got her a few minutes ago?” He asked.
“No, she’s going to be going to school here this year.”
“Why? We all know Littles can’t do anything? What’s she studying - theater so she can act on TV?”
I snorted at that, “That’s kind of funny, me acting,” I laughed. “No, sir, I’m studying computer science.”
He laughed at that, “Now you’re joking.”
Amanda and I both shook our heads, “No, Andrew, she’s more knowledgeable than probably eighty percent of your undergrads.”
He looked at us both like we had second heads before shaking his head, “She’s got protection on, right? I don’t want to risk her peeing on something.”
I sighed, “Yes, sir, I have a diaper on.”
“Okay… well, I guess we can begin the tour. The last time you were down here, we were just putting the racks in, right?” He said to Amanda.
“Yes, you’d just really laid your cable out for power too.”
“Well, we’ve completed the assembly of the project. We have just run our first benchmark test that was completed last night, and we’ve hit a home run here with the T-3554!”
“How fast?” Amanda asked.
“743 Zettaflops!”
“You’re serious?” I said.
“Do you even know what a Zettaflop is?”
“It’s the measurement of processing power; one Zettaflop is ten to the twenty-first flops per second.” I wanted to add that we were still at least a decade away from achieving a single Zettaflop to hit 743!?!?! “Your ability to model simultaneous data is enormous!”
He actually smiled at me, “Well… I guess you’re right, Amanda, she actually does get that at least. Try not to get drool on the machines here,” he said.
“Hey, she’s just as bad,” I pointed towards Amanda.
“Yes, she is,” he admitted.
He took us on a tour of the racks, and I looked closely at the parts I could see. “What are you using for cooling?” I asked. I was kind of surprised the room wasn’t warmer or separately enclosed to where we couldn’t get in.
“Well, we are using a liquid cooling system using liquid helium that continuously cycles through. The system runs directly around the processors and stays within the insulated units.”
“How cold are you achieving at the benchmarked capacity?” Amanda asked.
“Four degrees Kelvin when it’s running with all processors, cores, etc. We’re hoping to eventually figure out a way to bring that down, but most of the success at getting to below that four degrees involves magnetic containment that would cause more problems than the speed would solve.”
“Why aren’t we freezing while being this close to it?” I asked kind of nervously.
“We designed the system to keep all of the temperatures insulated inside the racks. So if we have any downtime, we have to take an entire rack offline, drain the coolant, let it warm to room temperature for twenty-four hours, and then work on it.”
I looked up and saw what I presumed was a halon or equivalent fire suppression system – you did not want to be in the room when that went off! Gas masks actually did appear to hang every now and then, but as a Little, I was way too small to use one! I actually shuddered at that thought. “So, are there terminals somewhere? How do you input data and setup modeling runs?” I asked.
“Well, we have terminals in a couple adjoining rooms, as well as a new interactive assistant we’ve created.” He said as he led us down back towards the entrance and then to another hallway. We entered a room with a wall of workstations on one side and a platform at the end. He stepped towards the platform, and I felt urine involuntarily shoot into my diaper as a very realistic amazon-sized hologram sprang to life in thin air!
“Amanda, Stacy, this is Tessa.”
“Pleased to meet you,” the Amazonian-sized woman stated. I couldn’t help but note she looked like a model but wore a conservative pantsuit. Somehow, I guessed that other options of clothing… or not… that were probably available to the technicians.
“Nice to meet you too!” I said. “Are you fully self-aware?” I found myself asking.
“I’m not sure little one. Why is Stacy here? I thought all Littles just sit in daycares and shit themselves?” she asked rather bluntly.
“Umm… I guess most do?” I told her while everyone else just seemed frozen around me. “I’m going to be a student here at the university, and Amanda has adopted me but agreed to let me study here.”
“So, you’re not just baby? Even though I detect a wet diapee underneath your skirt?”
I blushed, “No, I only wear these because there’s not a toilet short enough for me.”
“Hmm… I may have to re-evaluate my programming here.”
“Tessa is a way for us to interact with the mainframe. It lets us communicate with the mainframe at a new level, rather than just through a terminal. We based her somewhat on nanny-bots programming,” Dr. Babbage interjected.
“Ah, so that explains her knowing what a Little is and the bias there,” Amanda said.
“Bias?” Tessa asked. “I’m not biased, am I?”
“Don’t worry about it,” Amanda said, “Your only interactions and knowledge led you to the conclusion that Littles are completely helpless. I would bet, however, that if you had time to interact with Stacy here, you would find otherwise.”
“Hmm… Doctor Babbage, can we do that? I’d like to learn more?” Tessa turned to him.
“We’ll see Tessa,” he said. “Thanks for visiting with us.”
“Nice to meet you, Tessa,” I told her.
“You too, Stacy,” and with that, she phased out of existence again.
“She’s so cool!” I told them both.
“I happen to agree with you there,” Dr. Babbage said. “You sure are a weird Little.”
“You have no idea,” Amanda said with a smile.
“Let’s keep going with the tour,” he said to us.
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Chapters 9 and 10
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 9: Printing Issues
WE WALKED OVER to the terminal side of the room. Dr. Babbage showed us some of the software their team was testing on the system now that it was up. One researcher had input some weather modeling system, and you could see it calculating conditions for the next four weeks. “How accurate has it been so far?” Amanda asked.
“Well, it could put Dana from the local station out of business!” the lady running the software said, “It’s been accurate to the minute so far today on temperatures and rain across the world. Of course, we’ll have to try it for a few weeks before we announce anything to the public, but I think this system can finally be accurate enough to depend on completely!”
I listened as the variables, and the fluid calculations were discussed. I understood the programming end, but some of the concepts behind their models were way beyond my knowledge. Eventually, Dr. Babbage ended the conversation and walked us towards the hallway. “You want to see the prototyping space too?”
“Yes, and maybe we could let Stacy here make something?”
“Well, we don’t have long; she’d need to model something quicker than I think most people are capable of… I suppose she could use something from the library to base something off. You’re looking for refrigerator art?”
“Something like that,” Amanda said while I seethed.
Dr. Babbage wasn’t intentionally being mean like Chloe – he just seemed to be a total jerk on his own. Somehow, I suspected I wouldn’t be his biggest fan even if I were a full-grown Amazon. Instead, he was just naturally a condescending jerk!
The hallways led us around the outside of the mainframe area, and we soon entered a large room with computers next to large glass-enclosed units that looked like the 3D printers that had begun to be popular in my own dimension. I knew Amanda had one upstairs that she had made her controller on, but these seemed to be much larger and more advanced!
“Wow, you have the latest ZX3300 machines!” Amanda said, “But I thought you were only going to be able to get the 2100s?”
“Last minute benefactor gave us funding for the upgrade!” Dr. Babbage said happily, “Sam was ecstatic!”
At the statement of a new name, a lady walked over towards us, “Hi Mandy!” She said with a smile, “And who is this gorgeous baby girl?”
“I’m Stacy,” I told her.
“Oh my God, she’s so cute! You must have just caught her on your way here?” She asked Amanda while cooing at me.
“No, she’s been with us almost two weeks now, Sam. She’s going to be going to school here still.”
“Why don’t you just have her in the daycare while you work? Surely being a big elementary student will be too much for her?”
I sighed, “She means college here,” I told her.
The lady looked taken aback and re-examined me. “For what?”
“Computer science,” I told her.
“Mandy?” She asked.
“Yep, my little girl here is actually pretty dang smart with programming. So we’re going to help her get through college, and then we’ll see what happens then.”
The lady sighed and shook her head, “Just when I thought you were getting practical and settling down… So, you want to see the machines?”
“Please!” Amanda and I said simultaneously.
“Well, these are the latest from the Zagner company.” Amanda picked me up and stood me on a bench next to one of the machines so I could see, “They’re able to prototype in plastic, wood, steel, ceramic, and even gold or other precious metals if you buy the filament.”
“I assume that’s ridiculously pricey?” I asked.
“Market value plus forty percent,” she responded after skeptically glaring at me for a moment.
“Ouch,” I said. “How do you control it?”
“Well, you use the modeling software on this computer,” she said, opening up a program. I watched as she instantly prototyped a small bracelet on the screen that said Stacy on it in cut-out baby block letters that tilted back and forth. She went up to the top of a menu bar, and I watched as she pressed ‘Print.’ To my left in the clear plastic area, I watched as the machine came alive, and within a matter of seconds, a bracelet my size printed. She opened a door on one side and then handed it to me.
“For you, baby girl,” she said with a smile.
I sighed inside my head but accepted the ‘gift’ graciously, “Thank you.” I put it on the wrist with my charm bracelet and found it fit pretty well once I got it over my hand. “What’s it made out of?”
“Oh, that one is the titanium thread,” she told me. “Very hard material, obviously.”
I looked at the bracelet some more and noted that if it wasn’t for the baby block letters spelling my name, I would actually think it kind of pretty to wear. Somehow, there was a natural variation in colors across the bracelet that I vaguely remembered hearing would happen with titanium depending on the heat applied.
“Can she play with it for a few minutes?” Amanda asked.
“The bracelet is hers to keep,” she said.
“No, I meant the printer?”
“Umm… she might break it…?”
“I promise you she won’t,” Amanda said with a smile.
“Come on, it won’t hurt anything,” Dr. Babbage said, clearly deciding he wanted to indulge me for some reason.
“Alright then…” she said.
I was given a quick lesson on where things were in the menus before they all began talking about the new lab and the mainframe. ‘What to make?’ I thought to myself. I looked at the baby blocks on the bracelet and wished that I didn’t have to be a baby in this world. The diapers weren’t terrible, but pooping myself sure was! There was no hope of using a potty since I was so small…
‘That’s it!’ I thought to myself.
I quickly scanned through some of the shapes they had preprogrammed to build with and used the mouse and the oversized keyboard quickly to create my idea. I followed the K.I.S.S. rule but also tried to keep in mind its usability… Before they remembered I was there, I selected plastic for the material, chose colors for the various parts, and then pressed ‘Print.’
“What did you make, cutie?” Sam asked.
“Something I hope Mommy will let me use?” I looked at Amanda hopefully, and she looked quizzically back at me in response.
As I said that, I watched the machine quickly whirl back and forth with the filaments, quickly forming the idea that had come to mind.
“How adorable!” Sam said a minute later when the machine was finished. “She actually thinks you would let her use this too! That’s hilarious!”
Amanda gave me ‘the look’ then, but I just looked at her with the puppy dog eye look I knew all girls had. It seemed to work as her glare softened slightly, “Well, I did tell her that the reason I couldn’t even think about potty training her was there aren’t any potties small enough for her.”
“She’s absolutely tiny… She probably fits into the three-month sizes at most, right?” Sam asked.
“Yes.”
“So yeah, there’s no reason to even think of having a potty for a baby or a Little that size silly girl,” she told me. “If my Little girl was as tiny as you, I wouldn’t even let her crawl around anymore!”
“Assuming you don’t want that as a refrigerator magnet, I’ll recycle it for the filament…” she said as she walked to the screen next to me.
“Actually, if you don’t mind, we’ll take it with us,” Amanda said. “I want to show her Daddy what she made so he can get a good laugh.”
“You’re right; Fred would enjoy that!”
I watched her reach in and hand Amanda the me-sized pink and purple potty chair. It was a straightforward design, but I had managed to make it to where the bowl in the middle would pop out to empty it, and the seat would fit my tiny rear. It was only seven inches high to the seat, so I could actually sit down on it unassisted with no issues. I had come to that height for the measurement based on how tall my knees were off the ground since most toilets tended to be that level.
As Sam picked it up, she said, “Whoa… I thought this was just a simple print… How did you make it in two pieces with one print?”
I smiled at her, “Magic,” I told her, knowing she was referring to the bowl being removable.
“No, for real?” she asked.
I explained the instructions I’d given her printer, which was just similar enough to a MakerBot I’d used at school back home for a project once, to quickly make sense. That machine was so far behind the one I’d just used it wasn’t even a fair comparison, though!
“Maybe you don’t belong, just drooling in daycare…” she said skeptically. “How did you do this so quick?”
I shrugged, “It’s just math and using some of the pre-existing shapes in your software.”
“My goal is she actually gets to earn a degree with that brain of hers,” Mandy said to her.
“What does she do with programming?” Dr. Babbage asked.
“You’ll just have to wait and see,” I told him. “I should have the prereqs for your courses done by the end of next year.”
“Depending on your placement exams… maybe sooner?” He breathed as he began staring at me like some unknown creature.
“Well, we’ve taken enough of your time up today,” Amanda said as she scooped me off the bench and sat me on my feet, “I’ll be back to work full time in two weeks, and I’ll come down to discuss the latest project the department wants to use your system to model, Andy. Maybe I’ll bring Stacy with me, depending on the time. She has a pretty busy schedule this semester on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, but the other days are pretty light.”
“I’m curious to see what her placement exams do actually, though,” Dr. Babbage said. “She may have to change that schedule around completely.”
“We’ll see,” Amanda said, “See you later, Andy, Sam.”
“Nice meeting you,” I told both of them.
Amanda carried the potty in her left hand and held my right hand as we exited the elevator on the ground floor.
“Oh, sweetie, you’re not trying to potty train that little baby girl, are you?” The security guard from earlier asked.
“No, I just have it to show her what a big girl she isn’t,” Amanda told her.
I grimaced but kept walking, “You know that was a big risk you took in there,” she told me as we got to the car.
“How so?”
“You could have been seen as just antagonizing two people I’m guessing you’ll have for classes in the future.”
“Instead, I impressed them, though, right?”
She opened the back of her car and sat the potty down before picking me up. “This time, you did,” she said as she pushed me onto my back and then pushed the skirt of my dress out of her way. I heard and felt her rip the tapes loose on my diaper, “You can’t depend on that working every time, though; you have to be more careful!”
“Yes, Mommy,” I told her with a sigh. “So, do I get to use it?”
“Use what?”
“The potty?”
“Why would you need one?”
“Because I’m not really a baby?”
“You have about as much sense as one.”
I pouted as she sat me up and hugged me, “We’ll talk at home. You and I both know that you’re safest in a diaper. If you wear big girl panties to school and have just one accident, you’ll be on your way back to daycare.”
I nodded, “I was only thinking maybe at home… so I don’t have to go poopy in my diaper?”
She looked at me, “You really hate going poopy in your diapee, huh?” She asked as she began buckling the harness on my car seat.
“It’s gross… peeing isn’t so bad, but poop is disgusting!” I wrinkled my nose.
I watched her face go through several thoughts before she sighed, “Let me think about it and look at your potty a little closer back home.” She pushed a pacifier into my mouth, kissed me on the forehead, then closed the door and went around to her side of the car to pull away.
Chapter 10: Thinking
I SIGHED AND looked at my watch, seeing I now had more points to play with my pet. I spent the few minutes of the ride home playing with it and watching it grow. Amanda broke me away from it as she lifted me out of the car seat and carried me inside. I felt her check my diaper underneath the dress as she continued to take me into the living room and sat me in the playpen. “Why?” I asked.
“Just wait there,” she told me and walked back out to the car. So I waited and watched as she came back with my bag and the potty.
I watched through the mesh as she sat down on the couch and examined it, “Do you just like throwing your future away?” She asked me after she’d looked at it for a few minutes.
“What did I do?” I asked.
She sighed, “Stacy if the general population of this city had their way, you would be exactly like Kacey or Neville. Going to school is the last thing Littles should be doing as they don’t need the education to drool on themselves… That’s what most Amazons think!” She told me. “So, pushing buttons with a big and making a potty… not very smart.”
“Sorry…” I said contritely; I knew she had a point.
She was silent for a few minutes before standing up and setting the potty down on the kitchen floor. I wondered what she was up to when she returned to me and felt the dry diaper. She stood me up on the floor and pulled my dress up off my head, so I was just in my diaper. A moment later, she pulled the tapes off it, and I was naked. “Well, you wanted a potty to use, see if you can still use it,” she told me.
I stared at her in shock for a second! Then I walked over to my creation and gingerly sat down. I had nailed the height and smiled as I forced out a small chunk of poop that I needed to get out. Of course, the urine and poop smelled in the potty, but as far as I was concerned, I had just done the most grown-up thing since I’d left home!
“Good girl,” Amanda cheered at me before attacking me with a couple baby wipes to clean me up. She stood me up naked in the kitchen and said, “Wait here until I get back and put another diaper on you.” She used the handle I had designed to pick up the bowl and carried it to the downstairs bathroom. I heard the toilet flush, and running water was used to rinse it out. She returned, sat it back in the potty, and carried my naked body upstairs with my school dress held in her opposite hand.
“So…?” I asked her.
“Well, you know how to make things with the prototyping machine…” she said.
“And the potty?”
“What about it?”
“…is that the only time I’m going to be allowed to use it?”
She sighed and lay me down on the changing table. A moment later, my feet were in my face as she pretzeled my body to put a new diaper underneath me. “I’m going to have to think about it more, Stacy. I’m not sure if we can even find training panties in your size… Plus, why bother?”
“Because you know I’m not a baby?”
“But you’re going to have to wear diapers to your classes no matter what. So you’ll have to be diapered when we go anywhere pretty much no matter what… the only time you would be able to use the potty would be here at home?”
“Okay, that’s really all I want,” I told her.
“Not so fast; I haven’t agreed to that yet, have I?”
I sighed, “What would it take for you to agree to it?”
“There would be conditions, and it would definitely only be at home… I need to think it through, though, first, and I’ll talk to Daddy about it too. I don’t want to put you in more harm just so you can feel a little more grown-up. It’s honestly easier to change your messy diaper than empty that potty and clean it out each time.”
I felt myself turn red in annoyance then, but I kept my mouth shut for once. Amanda finished diapering me and found a purple onesie in the closet that she pulled over my head and snapped the crotch shut on. I was given a tight hug, “I’m sorry if I seem so mean about this, Stacy,” She sighed, “Give me some time to figure out where we need to actually draw lines with you. I know you’re a college student, but a part of me really wants to do exactly what Chloe and Cassie say… Holding you tight and cuddling you is like a dream come true! I like being in charge of your poopy diapers - it makes being your mommy feel more real.”
I looked up and saw tears in her eyes, “I’m sorry… If you really want me, just to keep using my diapers?”
She shook her head, “We’re going to figure this out… just not right now. Let’s go downstairs and get some lunch in our tummies, a nap, and then go for an afternoon swim.”
I felt terrible then but relieved that she wasn’t taking the potty and throwing it in the trash… Downstairs she harnessed me into the highchair and began digging around the fridge and the cabinets. “How about PB&J?” She asked me.
I shrugged, “That’s fine, thank you,” I told her as she placed a sippy cup of juice on my tray.
I took a sip from the cup as I watched her take two pieces of gigantic-sized bread and spread peanut butter on one, jelly on the other, and then put them together. She then pulled out something plastic from one of the drawers and placed it on the sandwich. I recognized it then as probably being a sandwich cutter. I watched her then use a knife to cut the shaped sandwich into four parts that she brought to me.
“It’s cute!” I told her with a smile as I saw the butterfly sandwich on my plate. “You really are obsessed with butterflies, aren’t you?”
She smiled, “Yes, I am my little butterfly!”
It was good to see her smile again, and I could tell she wasn’t angry with me as she kissed the top of my head and placed a bib around my neck. I ate the sandwich slowly and enjoyed the taste of the jelly. It seemed sweeter than the strawberry jelly at home. Amanda made her own sandwich, and I laughed as she used the butterfly cutter on her own sandwich too.
“What are you laughing at,” she stuck her tongue out at me, “it’s already dirty, might as well have my own butterfly!”
“Uh-huh,” I said and took another bite of my sandwich.
When I was done, I watched her eat her own sandwich before she came over to me with a baby wipe to clean my face and hands. “Not such a clean princess this time?”
I shrugged, “Sowwy,” I told her with a smile.
She moved the tray and picked me up while feeling my diaper. “Since it’s dry, it’ll hold you through your nap,” she squeezed me again while she took me up to the nursery and lay me down in the crib. A pacifier was pushed in my lips, and she turned the mobile above me on. “Sleep for a bit, and then we’ll go swimming,” she told me.
I sighed and turned to face the wall of bars by the wall. I grabbed Elena and pulled her in tight to me to cuddle with. The music lulled me into a bit of a trance, and I went to sleep.
SOMETIME LATER, AMANDA woke me up, “Hey sweetie, you awake yet?” She asked me as she held me.
I yawned, “I guess?”
“You’re dry… do you want to use your potty?”
I looked at her in shock, “What?”
“Your potty, do you want to use it or just go in your diapee?”
Her eyes were red like she had been crying, “You’re asking me? Why?”
She sighed and gave me a squeeze, “The last thing I want to do is treat you like Chloe and Cassie treat their Littles… Our original plan was to baby you for a week, so you would understand how things go for normal Littles… and then have you grow up and start using the potty again this week.”
“Original plan? What changed it?”
“Besides the fact that you are beyond adorable, cuddly, and cause tons of maternal hormones to screw with my brain?” She paused, “Your size… I was honest when I said there was no potty made for your size. I just decided it was easiest just to diaper you then. I…” She choked up, “I like babying you. It makes me feel like all is right in the world… so I can’t say that I really sought out a ton of alternatives. When you suddenly made a potty… well, it felt like you were rejecting me.”
I felt tears in my own eyes then, “I’m sorry, I wasn’t… I didn’t think about how...?”
“You shouldn’t have to… College students, especially Littles, have to have a sense of maturity about them… If you’re completely un-potty-trained, there’s a huge possible problem for you there. So… since we have a potty that you can sit on, do you want to use it?”
I looked up at Amanda for a long moment and thought about still just using the diaper. But, I could see it clearly on her face that she would rather change a wet or messy diaper than let me ‘grow up’ and use the potty. The truth was I knew I agreed to diapers when I came… But I also knew if I wanted to be more than a drooling, toothless, damaged Little, I had to assert myself. “Potty, please, Mommy,” I told her.
She squeezed me and smiled, “Okay, I set it in the hallway bathroom. Let’s just get this diapee off of you.”
She sat me on the changing table for a moment and pulled the tapes loose. I was sat on the ground and walked down to the hallway bathroom with the flaps of the onesie hanging down and only marginally covering me. As promised, my new pink and purple potty sat on the floor, and I sat down on it. Almost immediately, I let loose a stream of urine into the little bowl. A moment later, Amanda reached down and used a baby wipe on me and handed me a swim diaper, “here, I left your swimsuit on your desk if you want to go put it on while I clean up.”
I looked back at the liquid in the potty and nodded at her in thanks as I pulled the swim diaper up my legs. Back in my room, I pulled the onesie off over my head and grabbed the yellow swimsuit she had left out for me. It was covered with a large pink and white flower with a face that made me smile. I stepped into the leg holes and pulled the one-piece suit over my shoulders before looking at myself in the mirror. While I looked like a baby right then, I felt the most mature I had since I’d left my own dimension!
“Ready?” Amanda asked from the doorway.
I held my arms up to her in the ‘I want up’ pose, and she obliged, “Now I am,” I told her, giving her a hug the best I could. “Thank you, I don’t think I can even begin to express that enough. Thank you for caring for me more than anyone else here ever would.”
She hugged me back, “You’re welcome. Let’s go toss you in the pool, my little fish.”
“For the last time, I’m a dolphin… You and Daddy just can’t seem to get that right,” I complained.
She tickled my barefoot for a moment, making me giggle some more, and then carried me downstairs and out to the pool. I noticed for the first time she wasn’t wearing a swimsuit of her own but didn’t think much of it. She gently sat me in the water, and I began swimming laps. As I swam, I traded counting of laps and what to do with Amanda. I felt bad for her that she had that need for a baby… and in all honesty, being a baby for her didn’t bother me as much as it would have for someone else.
Nursing from her was obviously a dangerous thing to do, but the fact was that it was one of the most calming and relaxing things I could ever remember doing! While nursing her breast, the comfort I felt made me continually long for it again. Also, when she changed a wet or messy diaper, she was… just so loving as she did it… it was hard to totally hate anything except the feel of the mess on my bottom.
By the same token, though, going to college meant I needed to be an ‘adult’ Little. At least as much of one as possible… so if I constantly wet and messed my diapers, I was pretty sure it would be inevitable that I would do so at a bad time there.
The thoughts ran through my head constantly, and only when I came to the realization I had counted to ‘one-hundred’ twice with my laps did I flip on my back and rest. I noticed Amanda lying in a chair reading and decided to swim to the ‘shallow’ side of the pool that had some steps that I had yet to use built-in. I floated on top of those steps and then pulled myself onto the pavement next to the pool. I gave myself more of a wedgie with the swimsuit and the diaper in the process. I tugged it back better into place, walked to Amanda, and sat in ‘my chair’ next to hers.
“Well, hi there, did you finally get tired?” She asked me with a smile as she put her book down.
I shrugged, “Not really, just decided I’d done enough.”
“How many of those laps did you do?”
“Two hundred,” I told her with a smile.
“We really need to take you to a real pool sometime!”
“Would they even let me in?”
“The university will, since you’re a student, as long as you have a swim diaper on.”
“Diapers…” I sighed.
She picked up a towel and wrapped my wet body in it before picking me up and setting me on her lap.
“Diapers,” she agreed.
“What do you think we should do?”
She sighed, “I think today and tomorrow, you need to use the potty when you feel the urge. If you have accidents, we change you, but…” Amanda looked like she was hurting and on the verge of tears, “I think you having as much control as you can is the smartest thing to do.”
“What…” I paused and breathed, “What if I don’t mind wet diapers?” I asked, feeling my face redden.
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Chapters 11 and 12
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 11: Mom's Baby
AMANDA KISSED MY head, “then I don’t mind changing them!”
“But…”
“You’re worried something is wrong with you?”
I nodded, “Shouldn’t I be?”
She laughed, “If you were a free Little to some extent, you should be, but we DID adopt you, and you knew about diapers before you came here. Even free Littles are allowed to have wet diapers at Emerson. Really it’s even encouraged by the RAs in the dorms in the hopes that they can baby the Littles a bit more.”
“What will happen, though, if one of the big students finds me with a wet diaper?”
“I suspect they’ll offer to change it for you,” she told me. “But, it’s in the student code of conduct that a Little student has to willingly agree for that big to change their diaper. Should you agree, they have to let you get onto your class when they’re done.”
“Something has to go wrong, though, right? Nothing in this world is ever trouble-free for a Little?”
“Well, you could have some Big decide to fondle you like Chloe did that one day?”
I blushed, “That was horrible.”
“I was one second from knocking her teeth out when she stopped,” she told me and sighed, “So I wouldn’t let anyone you didn’t know change you.”
“I’m allowed to change my own diapers, though?”
“They’ll explain more at orientation, but yes, most of the time. The university has a dedicated changing facility on campus in the Student Union. So you should expect to be taken to by some people if they find you soaked and say you don’t want them to change you. But, most of the time, it’ll be a pretty clinical change there.”
“And what happens if I have a messy diaper?” I asked nervously.
“Well, if you’re not in your class when it’s discovered, then it’s just a change like a wet diaper. If you’re in class, I hope no one discovers it.”
With all of that information, I looked at her. “I do want to use my potty… but only when I need to poop at home. Would that be okay with you?”
Her eyes glistened as she hugged me, “I think that’s a perfect compromise!”
She held me for a long moment before squeezing me again, “Okay, let’s get this little fish all dried, and she can help make din-din.”
“Dolphin,” I grumbled back to her as she chose to tickle my side. I was so out of breath by the time the tickle attack subsided, and she stood up with me hanging upside down in her arms!
“Fish!” she said as she carried me a few steps upside down before righting me and holding me tight in her arms, “I hope you do know that you’re the best thing to ever happen to me.”
I blushed, “thanks for being willing to think of me as more than a pet to be abused or something.”
She squeezed me again, “I promise I’ll never let you be thought of as such.”
As she mounted the stairs, I caught a glimpse of the potty, “So can I just take my diaper off to use the potty?”
“Well…” she thought as she walked up more, “I guess if you’re wearing a normal Pamper and near the potty… yes… But, if you’re wearing a princess diaper, you’ll have to ask for help.”
“Are the tapes that hard to pull off?” I asked as she deposited me on the changing table.
“Well, let’s see,” she told me with a mischievous smile.
“Umm…”
She proceeded to strip me of my swimsuit pretty quickly and said, “I guess I forgot I should give you a quick shower?”
I nodded, “Might be a good idea!”
She carried me to the bathroom and took the swim diaper off, too, before setting me on my feet in the bathtub and pulling the sprayer down. After Amanda checked the temperature, she proceeded to rinse me off with the swim cap still on my head. Once she finished, she pulled the cap off and dried me off again, “There’s a clean fish!”
“Umm… please don’t gut me.”
She laughed, “You don’t have to worry about that,” she tickled me some more in the towel, and I felt my bladder complain but managed to hold it. Back in my room, she got back to the changing table with me, and I hoped she’d forgotten the diaper she was going to put me in, but no such luck! One of the thick princess diapers was quickly secured to my bottom, and she said, “Okay, try the tapes!”
I looked up at her feeling like I’d just been told to try to escape from a pair of handcuffs. I pulled with all my might at the tape but didn’t manage to even budge it loose! “How can you pull it loose so easily?” I asked in amazement.
“We’re much stronger than you; even the weakest Amazons can bench-press about four-hundred pounds. So I’m guessing you’d be lucky to do twenty to thirty right now?”
I sighed and nodded, “Even in my full normal form back home, I would be lucky to do two hundred in high school when I was stuck in PE.”
“That would probably just barely move the tapes… I know Amazons who have decided they want Betweeners as their babies and have no problems keeping them in their diapers.”
“Would you mind if I tried something else?” I asked.
“What?”
“Can I get down from the table?”
She looked at me skeptically but put me down, and I walked over to my desk with school supplies on it. There was a pair of scissors on the desk that I picked up. She looked at me with a couple of narrowed eyes but gently nodded her permission. I took the scissors and carefully began slicing at the back of the tape, near where it was stuck down.
Or at least tried to! But, no matter what I did, I couldn’t cut the tape! “Why won’t this cut?!?” I asked, frustrated after a moment of trying.
“It’s not just a regular tape; the material the adhesive is bound is a variation of what your tablet screen is made out of.”
“You can make something like that cheaply enough to waste it on a diaper?” I asked, thinking not of the entrapment for a moment, but more of the economics of being able to waste a material like that on something disposable! So a Little was just going to pee and poop in them regularly, and it was cheap enough to throw away?
“Easily,” she told me.
I looked at the diaper again and backed the scissors further back on the material past the tape. Then, I began to try and cut into the area behind the tapes. The scissors actually did slice through several inches of the material before I noticed a color change happening on the material, and it instantly mended itself and tightened painfully on my waist!
“Owwww!” I cried, and Amanda quickly picked me up.
She hurriedly sat me on the changing table and used her Amazonian strength to pull the tapes loose before they could constrict anymore. “I wouldn’t do that again…” she sighed.
“What was that!?!?”
“It has a self-healing technology too.”
I just looked at her in shock as she pulled the crazy diaper out from underneath me and brought out a regular Pamper for me.
I sighed, glad to have escaped whatever pain would have been coming as it constricted more. “So, I guess I’m going to have to ask for you to take me to the potty if I have one of those on?”
“I guess so,” she said with a smile as she left me strapped to the table with the new diaper for a moment. She disappeared into my closet for a moment before coming back with something blue that made my eyes widen in shock it would be on me.
“What is that?” I asked, kind of distastefully.
“It’s called a sunsuit,” she said with a smile, “and it’s going to look adorable on you!”
I looked at it closer as she brought and it was like something that was confused if it was a onesie, a romper, or a dress… It had several layers of skirt-like ruffled blue chiffon material on the front, with white flowers coming from the top that gave it a volume like a dress. It was sleeveless with a rounded white color with a relatively large yellow rosette flower sewn at the front of it like a boutonniere or something… The bottom had the typical snaps for the crotch of a onesie, and the back seemed to be just a plain onesie.
“Why would anyone…?”
“Because you’ll look adorable!” She told me with a smile again.
I sighed as she loosened the strap on the table and sat me up to pull it down over my head, buttoned a couple buttons on the back, then pushed me back to my back again to pull the crotch shut. My hair was brushed out really quickly, and she tied it off into twin pigtails hanging loosely off the back of my head. “Let’s get a picture!” she told me with a smile. She put me in my crib and handed me Elena, before grabbing her phone and saying, “Smile!”
I glared at her for a second before she descended on me with those tickle instruments of war for a moment, and as I felt the diaper warm, she pulled away. She managed to snap a picture of a smile before saying, “Come on… please?”
I shrugged and managed a good smile for her before she posed me in a few poses in the crib and indulged in a baby photoshoot. She took a few of me sitting in the gliding chair by myself and then found a doll in the toy box for me to hold. A moment later, she picked me up and sat me on my stomach before grabbing one of those stacking ring toys and taking the rings off.
“Really?” I asked her incredulously.
“Please?” she paused, “You won’t believe how cute you look in these pictures! So I can use them too so that we can show you’re not just being neglected by being an adult?”
“You owe me big!” I grumbled.
She smiled, and I forced myself to smile as I put each ring on, and she used the rapid picture button on her phone. At least that’s what I assumed it was since I heard the sound of a shutter at machine-gun speeds.
Then, she pulled the top one off and said, “In your mouth?”
“Eeew…” I said, “Where has this ring been?”
“It’s brand new?”
She looked at me with the most puppy dog cute expression a grown woman could ever make… and I stuck the damn ring in my mouth and put my slobber on it as requested. I posed for a few more pictures before she picked me back up and sat down with me in her lap on the floor next to the toy. She turned her phone into selfie mode and said, “Smile with Mommy!”
As the picture took, I saw a brief sample of it, and I had to admit I did look adorable in the outfit… I looked like one of the happiest babies ever in her mommy’s arms. She stood up and sat down in the gliding chair and did a few more, including some with my pacifier in my mouth so I would look cuter. When she finally had enough of her picture taking, she carried me back downstairs and sat me in the walker. She handed me her phone to look through the pictures.
Her phone intrigued me as it was big enough to be a tablet in my hands! In fact, it was the same size as the tablet she had bought me… I scrolled through the pictures, and even the harshest part of my being couldn’t help but make ‘awe’ sounds at the little girl in the photos. However, there was a severe disconnect in my brain that I was, in fact, that little girl! For a moment, I could honestly understand how they would think I belonged in this state… and it terrified me!
Amanda had begun working on dinner, and I took a moment while she wasn’t paying attention to me to explore her phone more. I clicked on what I assumed was the spot for a home button and was rewarded with a home screen similar to the tablets. I saw an envelope icon and thought it was an e-mail app. I clicked on it out of curiosity and saw a read e-mail that was labeled with the subject, “Thank you,” from ‘Christine Slane.’
‘Mom is e-mailing Amanda?’ I thought to myself but had to admit I shouldn’t be shocked. Her giving up her baby to another woman had to be the hardest thing she’d ever done… I knew I shouldn’t click on it… but Amanda was completely in cooking mode, and my finger thought on its own, so I pressed it.
Amanda,
Thank you again for being so good with my little boy… I mean, girl now… You have no idea how confusing that is! The pictures you sent last night, though, make Stacy look so adorable! I wish I could scoop her up in my arms and love on her too! As much as her dad will never admit it, I always kind of wondered if she didn’t have a gender issue… She wasn’t much of a normal boy, honestly… I think in the long run being a girl will be good for her.
I’m sure the diapers are much weirder for her… but I bet
Stacy doesn’t mind the wet diapers all that much if she’s like when she was little! She would cry instantly if she had a messy diaper, but she’d happily sit in a wet diaper for hours without complaint. Pull-ups were almost useless on her when we toilet trained her! It took the ones that made her feel cold when she wet to get any success!!!
Would you mind terribly sending me some more pictures? I might just have to start another baby book for her! It might help actually when she comes back home if she has ‘baby photos’ of her as a little girl… Not to mention blackmail someday when she falls in love!
If for some reason you think she can’t get…
As I was reading the next paragraph, the phone rang with Fred’s picture on the phone. I panicked and made it a notification like I would with my phone and hit the home menu to get away from the e-mail. I then heard, “Who is it?”
“Daddy?” I suggested.
“Go ahead and answer it, sweetie!” she told me with a smile and her hands clearly doughy from whatever she was making.
I pressed a flashing green bar at the top and answered the phone. “Hello?” I said.
“Stacy?”
“Yes, Daddy,” I told him, “Mommy’s got her hands full of dough.”
She smiled at me from across the kitchen, “Can you tell her I’ll be home a little bit late, and I’m bringing home one of Doctor Kell’s special cakes that she’s sending to congratulate us for her being a new mommy.”
I sighed and wanted to facepalm, “Okay, I’ll tell her.”
“Good, you be good, sweetie. I’ll be home in a bit. Bye-bye,” he said.
“Bye,” I told him, and he hung up.
“What did he say?” She asked as I pulled the gigantic device away from my head and shook my head, thinking of the memory of a video where Steve Jobs said no one would want to do that with a tablet…
“He’s bringing home one of Doctor Kell’s cakes to congratulate you on having me?”
“Ooh!!! Awesome!”
“Who is she? And what kind of awesome cake does she make?”
“You met her in Daddy’s office before we went down, remember?”
I thought back to the day that was kind of foggy and felt that I sort of remembered her, “Okay, was she the weird hyper woman?”
She laughed, “That’s her! She may annoy everyone, but there is no doubt that she makes the best cakes ever!”
“Just as long as I don’t have to smash into it pretending like it’s a first birthday cake?”
I looked up at her growing smile and felt my stomach turn, “No…?”
Chapter 12: Mommy's Past
AMANDA IGNORED MY question and just went back to work. Meanwhile, her phone had gone to sleep, and I was now locked out of it. I sighed and looked around for something else to do. I saw the TV remote was in reach, but the warnings about hypnotic suggestions meant I couldn’t use that to kill time.
About that time, I felt my stomach rumble a bit and realized I was a few minutes from another squished poopy diaper in the walker. I looked up at Amanda, who seemed to be shaping the edges of a pie. “Mommy?”
“Yes, sweetie?”
“Can you let me out of this so I can use the potty?” I hesitated before adding, “I have to poopy.”
She looked at me with a sigh, and I could see the cogs in her head-turning. It would be easier just to tell me to go in the diaper - just telling me to wait would probably bring the same result… I was just a baby… but I wasn’t, so she washed her hands really quick. I walked towards her in the walker at the same time, hoping to help her get me there in time!
I held my hands up to her, and she carefully picked me up under the armpits and sat me down on the floor. I looked up at her, and she nodded towards the potty she had brought down on the floor a few feet from me. There was no time to waste as I reached down and undid the snaps of the sunsuit, pulled the flaps out of the way, and then pulled the tabs of the diaper loose with some effort. I tried to not just let it plop down and rolled it as best I could while simultaneously rushing to sit down on my plastic potty. I made it just in time as the large chunk plopped from my rear while I simultaneously leaked some urine too.
When I was done, Amanda looked at me with a smile, “Good girl!!!” Then, she cooed, “Here’s a wipey; make sure you clean up good!”
I was a bit shocked she let me wipe myself, but I took advantage of the chance to wipe my own butt.
“Sweetie, you’re a girl now; make sure you wipe front to back. You do not want to get a bladder infection,” I looked up at her and saw she was serious, so I made sure to follow her directions. When the last wipe was clean, I stood up, and she used another wipe on me to be sure I was clean. She then just pushed me down onto the kitchen floor to lay down as she quickly diapered me again in the same diaper, snapped the suit, and then placed me back into the walker.
“Thank you for letting me use the potty,” I told her with a smile. As humiliating as it was to be making that happen in public in the kitchen, it was still way more preferable than in my diaper!
“You’re welcome, sweetie,” she said sadly. There was no doubt in my mind that the idea of not changing that diaper was saddening to her. Before I had a chance to ask more, she suggested, “Why don’t you go play?”
“With what?” I asked as she stood up.
“Hmm… I guess you don’t have anything, huh? Mommy’s phone must have locked you out. Let me go clean out your potty, and then I’ll get your tablet.”
I smiled at her as she walked away with the smelly bowl of my excrement. I was quite grateful to have done it in there and not in the diaper! I listened as the toilet flushed from the hallway bathroom, and then the sink ran for a moment after some spraying, and she brought the potty back to the kitchen and washed her hands. I just sat with my feet barely touching the ground and waited for her to get me my tablet.
She reappeared a few moments later and handed it to me, and kissed my head, “Be a good girl for Mommy!”
I eagerly turned the device on and began playing around some more. I checked my e-mail with its built-in app that Amanda had already set up. I found an e-mail from Mom that had to have been around the same time she e-mailed Amanda.
Stacy,
I’m so glad that you made it through that test! I can’t tell you how worried I have been for you! While you make an adorable baby girl, all I want is my smart, adult child back in one piece! I know you may not e-mail every day, but please make sure you keep us up to date with how you’re doing. I do at least feel a lot better than it seems Amanda and Fred are living up to their word to you.
Stay safe,
Love Mom
I felt a tear going through my eye again, knowing that not only did she care enough to e-mail me but not smother me while she was doing continual check-ups through Amanda. Admittedly, it was kind of an invasion of privacy… but who could blame her given the circumstances!
Hi Mom,
I know you worry… I wish I could say that it’s unfounded, but the truth is this was the riskiest thing I could have done. Even doing something like joining the military back home to go into special forces or something probably would be safer… Something about their house, though, really is becoming home. Last night Fred took a picture with me and
I paused as I almost typed Mommy… ‘Do I really think of her like that now?’ I asked myself. I had to admit I now had ‘Mom’ back home who would forever be my real mother… but ‘Mommy’ here was becoming special too. But, of course, it was probably inevitable given the nursing sessions and the intimate things like diaper changes and baths. I sighed and kept using the screen keyboard to type.
Amanda and I looked so happy. I mean really happy! We all know I have been so driven over the years, and… have I really smiled that little? I confess that, honestly, the wet diapers really don’t bother me that much. That kind of brings me to today… This morning we went to a new facility…
I told her about the facility, how I’d made a potty for my size, and the arrangement we’d made to use it.
She honored it a little while ago, and I was so much happier to not go in my diaper! Especially in the walker, I was sitting in then and now since it squishes it... I know it’s a pain for her to clean that out, so I honestly think using the diaper for everything else is perfectly fair. I don’t think I’d want to bring them home!!! But, it’s really not that bad? Anyway, I smell dinner getting close to being done, and the noises from the kitchen have grown quieter, so I guess I’ll talk to you later. I think they’re planning some sort of surprise trip this weekend, so if you don’t hear from me until Monday, please don’t worry!
Love,
Stacy
I looked up, and indeed Amanda had sat down with her own tablet on the couch. I put my tablet down on the tray and waddled the walker forward towards her. She noticed with a smile and said, “You want up?”
I nodded and quickly grabbed the tablet before she picked me up and hugged me.
“Thank you,” I told her.
“You keep saying that, but for what now?”
“For what I imagine is the most difficult thing in the world for you – not just giving into those maternal instincts and putting me in one of those etiquette schools. The fact that you let me go poop in the potty earlier meant more than I can tell you.”
She laughed, “You know your mom has been e-mailing me since you came up with the agreement?”
I played dumb then, “She has?”
She tickled my side, “She’s your real mom, of course, she has! She’s worried about you more than I think you can understand.”
I nodded, “I think I do, actually.”
“Well, anyway, she told me that she figured you’d be okay with those wet diapees, but the messy ones you hated as a baby.”
I smiled at her. Knowing that she didn’t keep mom’s e-mail completely from me only increased my level of trust, “Do you have any idea of just how disgusting it is?”
To my surprise, she nodded, “Yes, I do.”
“Huh?”
“I told you I ended up with an enema as punishment one time?”
“You mentioned Chloe somehow framed you?”
“She did. So, Mom did the enema to me and somehow found diapers that were big enough for me while she was at it!”
“How old were you?”
“I was twelve, and Chloe was thirteen.”
“I don’t think I’ve ever really asked… what’s the order of kids in your family? I mean, besides Megan being the baby?”
“Well, Chloe is the oldest – she’s about eighteen months older than me, so it was just after my twelfth birthday. Cassie is about four years younger than me and had just enough age difference to absolutely adore her big sister Chloe, but we were close enough in age that we did nothing more than constantly fight and bicker.” She sighed, “I fought with both of them pretty much non-stop, which meant I spent a lot more time by myself in my room or with Hannah.”
“Sorry,” I said, knowing Hannah’s death made her sad.
“Not your fault, just old memories… Anyway, back to the story. Mom really loved Hannah more than I can tell you and always doted on her! But, it made Chloe, and Cassie by proxy, so jealous of her! Hannah was crying pretty uncontrollably when she found her in a blown-out messy diaper and found the enema packs in the trashcan. Chloe should have been busted, but she managed to point to me and said she’d found me doing it. Cassie, of course, was right there to corroborate the story and blame me.”
“And Megan?”
She laughed, “Silly, Megan wasn’t born for another seven years!”
“Oh,” I said, feeling kind of dumb. Amanda squeezed me tight.
“Anyway, Mom said if I was going to be so mean to our baby sister, that I could join her as a baby. She said I would stay that way for at least the rest of the weekend! Mom made me strip right then and there in Hannah’s room before placing me with my nose in the corner. She told me not to move and told Chloe and Cassie to watch me while she ran to the store. Chloe taunted Hannah and me both non-stop while she was gone… I hated her more than I thought ever… When she got back, Mom put me over her knee to spank me a couple dozen times first before she filled me up with that disgusting thing. As soon as she was done, she diapered me in the biggest and thickest diaper I’d ever seen before! It didn’t take long before I swear, I pooped more than I thought I could hold in my body,” she said and squeezed me protectively. “I spent that night uncontrollably getting rid of everything in my bowels. Eventually, I was placed in Hannah’s crib even before her bedtime. Mom placed a locking pacifier in my mouth and left me with nothing but a diaper on…”
I shuddered, knowing at age twelve Amanda had to have been developing a real need for privacy, “That sounds awful!”
“Well, Mom never made me go to the store or anything, but she threatened to send me to school in one if I ever did that again! Dad spanked me too that night – he was always protective of Hannah. Mom even…” she blushed, “well, let’s just say there’s nothing of the baby experience that you’ve had that I haven’t had.”
I looked up at her and smirked, “I might have to ask Granny about that?”
She shook her head, “Please don’t… I think she found out by the end of the weekend that it wasn’t me. So come Sunday, she hugged me and apologized, and the next weekend it was Chloe and Cassie in diapers.”
Amanda’s eyes really did well up with tears then as she said, “a week later summer began, and Mom let me go to a girl scout camp for two weeks like I’d begged for. Midway through the camp, Dad came to pick me up and tell me that something had happened to Hannah…”
“She died, right?” I asked.
She nodded, “They never let us see the body, but we buried her in a cemetery not far from my grandmother.”
I leaned into her and gave her the biggest hug I could, “I’m sorry, Mommy.”
She hugged me back as a timer went off in the kitchen, “Come help me finish dinner!” She said and picked me up. She sat me on the island counter, and I watched her reach into one of her ovens and bring out a pie.
“We’re having pie for dinner?” I asked, kind of lost.
She laughed, “Yes, we are!”
I looked at her, still not getting it, “Dessert for dinner?”
“Not all pies are dessert?” She laughed at me, “This is a meat pie, sort of like shepherd’s pie, but I used beef and mushrooms?”
I nodded, “I’ve never had shepherd’s pie before, but I’ve heard of it,” I looked thoughtfully at it, “Sounds interesting?”
Just as I said that the garage door opened, and she said, “Looks like Daddy’s home just in time for din-din, huh?” She picked me up and tickled my side for a second.
“What is with you and tickle torture?” I asked through my forced giggles.
“It makes you smile and look adorable!” she said as she squeezed me tighter and touched her nose to mine before kissing my forehead. Then, like I expected, she sat me down in the highchair and had just put the tray in place with Fred walking in with a big box and a smaller one.
“Well, it looks like I made it home just in time!”
“You did,” Amanda said, “I thought you said just a cake?”
“She even made a special one for our baby’s first cake,” he said with a smirk. “She said the only thank-you she wants is pictures of her eating it.”
I groaned.
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Chapters 13 and 14
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 13: Stacy Smash!
“IT’S THE SAME batter and icing as the main cake. Doctor Kell wouldn’t mess with another mommy’s Little – few Amazons would be that dumb!” He tried to reassure me.
“Fred put them in the fridge, so the icing stays cold, then go wash up. I was just getting ready to dish us all up.”
“Yes, ma’am,” he said with a quick disgusting kiss to her lips. I wasn’t left out, though, because he came and hugged me and kissed the top of my head before he disappeared. He was back by the time Amanda had set a plate at his seat, her seat, and had just given me a bit smaller than a normal me-sized portion of the meal. To my surprise, she even handed me a miniature plastic fork and knife that was perfectly my size!
“Where did you get that?” I asked.
“You’re not the only one who can use a prototyping device, sweetheart.”
“Oh?” Fred asked, “What did my two girls get up to today?”
“Well, we went and saw the brand-new super-toy!” Amanda said with a smile. “I can’t wait to run my models for new nanites processes on it!”
“And what else?” Fred prompted, seeming to want to move past that conversation he wouldn’t understand.
“Well, our little princess here got to play on the new fabricator system they put in. Somehow in about ten minutes, she designed and created something special for herself.”
“What?”
“A big girl potty!” She pointed to the pink and purple potty I had made that was sitting not far from him, but he hadn’t noted it.
“It’s actually her size?” he asked with a bit of shock.
“And she was a big girl with her poopies a couple times today!” Amanda said with the sickening praise reserved for a toddler in potty training.
“Alright!” he said with a somewhat enthusiastic sarcasm. “So, no pee-pees in the potty, though?”
She stopped eating for a moment, and I took another bite of a very interesting and tasty dish. “We came to an agreement of sorts… She hates making poopies in her diapee, so we will let her use the potty for that when we are at home. Otherwise, she’ll just use her diaper like an ordinary baby girl. “
He actually genuinely smiled then, “You actually agreed to that, Amanda?”
She sighed, “As much as I want to just baby her, I know we have to let her have some independence.” She shrugged, “Besides… she makes adorable faces when she uses the potty too.”
I blushed at that from my head to my toes. “Thanks,” I muttered.
They both laughed at me, and I mostly listened as they talked and occasionally answered questions. Just as I’d finished my plate, I couldn’t help but feel hungry still. I waited patiently as Amanda and Fred finished before Amanda took our dishes to the sink.
“Ready for cake?” she smiled at me while Fred left the room.
I groaned… “Please, may I have a fork? Or even you feed it to me?”
“Not this time,” she said with a smile. I watched her bring the boxes out of the fridge, and a piece that was a bit larger than a cupcake to them, but pretty much a small cake to me, was pulled out and set on an Amazonian-sized paper plate. I couldn’t see much more from my seat there. I expected her to bring me a bib, but for some reason, she set the plate of cake on the tray without putting one on me. Fred had just walked into the room then with his large, professional-looking camera.
“You’re in on this too?” I glared at him.
“Mommy, let you have a potty… just let us have our own fun now?” he suggested timidly.
I looked at Amanda’s face that looked both hopeful and worried at the same time. I knew that she already had a lot of emotional investment in me… I sighed, “Aren’t you going to put a bib on me first?” I asked Amanda.
“Not this time; we’ll clean you up and throw it in the wash. I don’t think you really want to wear that to school anyway?” Amanda offered.
I looked down at the ruffled confectionary I was wearing and nodded, “So more incentive to get cake everywhere!” I smiled.
“The messier the baby, the better!” she told me.
I looked down at the cake she’d sat in front of me that she expected me to smash and eat with my hands like it was my first birthday… It was a pink cake that was very beautifully done. I was really impressed, especially when you considered this was about that level of detail back home on something the size of a cupcake for an Amazon. First, it was covered in pink fondant to give it a smooth, finished appearance and then covered with large butterflies and flowers to make it look like a fake garden almost coming up from the bottom with icing around the base.
At the top of the candle was a single candle sticking up. Just before Amanda lit it, I asked, “Can I at least wash my hands first?”
“Sure,” she said, picking the cake back up and putting it on the table. I was carried over to the sink, my hands washed, and I was back in the highchair faster than I thought possible!
“You’re really excited about this?” I said to her.
She just nodded, and I could see some tears leaking out of her eyes.
“Are you ready to use that camera?” I asked Fred.
“Always ready,” he said with a smile.
Amanda lit the candle and said, “Come on, baby girl, blow out the candle!”
I attempted to blow out the candle, but it kept relighting it for some reason. “Trick candles?” I asked with a glare.
“Nope, just have to blow more! Come on, I’ll help you!” she told me and effortlessly blew out the candle with me, making for what I was sure had to be another adorable picture. Fred really didn’t seem to stop clicking the shutter as she pulled the candle out of the way and moved out of frame.
“Come on, eat your cake!” Amanda cooed.
I looked at the cake and almost felt bad for the crime I was going to commit towards it. I reached towards it and ripped out the middle of it with my right hand, bringing a messy hand up to my face to eat it. To my delight, it actually tasted incredible! I let myself go with the fun of it and kept taking large chunks to shove to my mouth. My face, hair, hands, arms, and outfit were covered in pink icing when I was full. Fred never stopped taking pictures!
When nothing but icing and unrecognizable cake chunks remained on the plate, I looked up at them and asked, “Cute enough?”
Amanda laughed and said, “Always!”
She removed the tray, and Fred took a few more pictures of my outfit covered in pink icing before Amanda stripped me of the garish outfit, leaving me only in my diaper. It had been dry, but I chose that moment to change that and released a bladder that was much fuller than I had realized. Unfortunately, as I flooded my diaper, it decided to leak down my leg and onto the highchair’s padded seat.
“Uh-oh, someone’s diapee leaked!” Amanda told me in her mommy voice.
I just sighed, “Clean me up now, please?” I asked.
She laughed, “It’s okay, sweetie. Let me see what we can get down here, and then I’ll give you a bath.”
I sat patiently as baby wipes were used all over my hands, face, chest, and even my hair before she picked me up out of the seat, “Fred, can you take the cover off the highchair and throw it into the washer with her outfit?”
“Sure, sweetie,” he told her. Then, as she carried me by him, he hugged us both and kissed my forehead. “Thank you for indulging us,” he said.
“Can I see the pictures when I get out of my bath?”
“Sure, Princess,” he told me with a smile.
Amanda carried me upstairs and to the bathroom, where she started the water before looking at my diaper, “This probably could have held more, sweetie, but if you just flood it like you did, it’s going to leak!”
I sighed, “I guess I didn’t think about that. It was a little easier a few days ago when I just went without noticing.”
She pulled the ribbons out of my hair and loosened the pigtails, “I know, but I’m afraid if we do things to let you go without feeling it, you’ll lose that bowel continence too. Just try and go a little all the time, and I don’t think you’ll have as much of a problem.”
I nodded as she pulled the diaper in question off and sat me in the tub.
“I can’t believe you managed to get so much in your hair!” she said as she tickled me.
“You wanted me to get messy… believe me, I would much prefer a fork!”
She laughed and said, “Close your eyes, baby girl.” I expected to feel a cup of water or something but felt the removable showerhead being used instead. She sprayed my hair for several minutes before adding shampoo. I just sat still with my eyes closed the whole time, enjoying the sensation of her playing with my hair. It was soothing and relaxing to me, and I pouted when she was done.
“Okay, hair’s done; let’s get the rest of her!” Amanda said as she tickled me with a mitted washcloth. I blushed as she scrubbed me up and down, but especially when she was down below.
Finally scrubbed clean, she looked at me and said, “ready to get out? Or do you want to play with your toys for a bit?”
I gave her the ‘really’ look, and she said, “Okay, let’s get you dried off then!”
She picked me up, and the usual routine of my hair, diapering, and then dressing took place. Finally, I was dressed in a nightgown and given a hug, “Thank you for indulging me earlier.”
“Just please don’t ever expect me to do that again?” I begged.
She pouted but said, “Okay, once was enough. So I’ll spoon-feed you your actual birthday cake myself next time?”
“Better than my hands!” I said with a smile.
Amanda carried me down to Fred’s office, where he showed his pictures on the screen. I squirmed in embarrassment as I watched the little baby go crazy for the birthday cake and end up with icing everywhere! It would have been absolutely adorable if it hadn’t been me in the pictures…
“That’s the one I want to put in the living room,” Amanda said with a smile and squeezed my sides from where she was holding me.
I groaned; the picture was the very first handful that had made it to my mouth. I had an adorable smile, and you could still sort of recognize the cake I had just demolished. There was pink icing on my hand, my mouth, and somehow already in my hair. The colors with the sunsuit I’d been wearing made for a really pretty picture, actually. I didn’t bother arguing about having a large embarrassing picture in the living room; I knew there was no winning there!
Just as she sat down with me in the rocker, I asked, “What are we doing tomorrow?”
“Well, in the morning, I have to pack for our weekend trip. Daddy will come home at lunch, and we’re going to leave then. Until then, I’ll probably just let you do whatever you want… I don’t really have any more plans?”
“Okay,” I said sleepily.
As I nursed to sleep, I tried to think of what I might do the next day. But more importantly, I was incredibly curious about where it was that we were going this weekend. ‘I didn’t even think to dig past Mom’s email earlier…’
THE NEXT MORNING, I almost slept through my morning diaper change completely! It was only when my arms were being maneuvered into a green romper’s ruffled spaghetti strap top that I realized something was going on.
Amanda smiled at me as I opened my eyes while she gently tickled my belly. Then, she paused for a second and said, “Well, good morning!”
I squirmed, “Stop that!”
She laughed and kept dressing me into the very babyish garment. I looked down at it when she finished dressing me and realized there were tiny little multi-colored fish that could have almost been mistaken for polka dots decorating it. My diaper was covered, barely, but my legs were fully exposed.
“You look so cute, my little fish!” She exclaimed happily.
I sighed, “I told you before, I’m a dolphin,” and folded my arms over.
“Wow, you are cranky this morning, huh?”
“Only because someone woke me up!” I grumbled. “What time is it?”
“Nearly nine,” she told me.
I sighed, “Thanks for letting me sleep in, I guess.”
She just laughed at me again as she brought some white socks with lace on them over to me. “I can’t let you sleep all day, and then traveling - you’d be up all night driving us nuts tonight!”
I looked at them and asked, “Any particular reason you’re dressing me so babyish today?”
“Well, today, while we’re flying up to where we’re going, I figured it would be easiest for you to pretend to be actually three months old. So you won’t have the rude comments from the Amazons on the plane?”
Her words took a moment to sink into my tired brain, “We’re going somewhere we have to fly to?”
“It’s not a long flight, but it saves us about twelve hours in the car.”
I sighed, “Okay, I guess that makes sense… Do I have to be completely babied on this trip?”
She bit her lip, “No, not if you don’t want to. When we get there, I’m planning on treating you as much of a big girl as we can.”
I looked up at her, and a thought came to my muddled mind, “If I’m dealing with extra babying… would there be time for extra… nursing?”
She shook her head, “Probably not; we really don’t want to mess your body up, right?”
I nodded and held my arms out to her, “Can you just get me something for breakfast so my brain will start functioning better?”
Again, she laughed at me as she picked me up; the only response I gave her was to lean into her shoulder, hiding my head. Downstairs she buckled me into my high chair and sat a cup of coffee and a plate of scrambled eggs and toast in front of me. I gratefully ate with the fork she had made for me after a long sip of the coffee. I ate in silence for a while as she played with a tablet device at her seat. When I had just about finished eating, I asked, “So where are we going?”
“You’ll just have to see when we get there!” she told me with a smile.
“How long are we going to be there?”
“Well, we’ll get to the hotel tonight just before dinner, and then we’ll stay until Sunday afternoon and get back home not too late since you have orientation beginning Monday morning at one in the afternoon.”
“What are we doing, wherever this is?”
“You’ll enjoy it – just let me save it as a surprise!”
I sighed, “Okay.” I felt a rumbling in my bowels, “May I use the potty, please?”
She smiled and said, “Sure, sweetie!”
Amanda pulled the tray out of the way and unbuckled me. I held my arms out to her, but she didn’t pick me up right away. Instead, I sat still while Amanda fiddled for a moment with the snaps of my outfit, then pulled the tapes of the diaper loose for me. Then she picked me up and placed me down on the ground with the romper ends hanging freely past my rear. I walked over to the potty quickly and sat down. As always, it was a little tough to get going with an audience, but eventually, my grunting paid off, and I felt better as a log fell into the bowl. I stayed there for a moment and rid myself of urine, too – a longer-lasting dry diaper might be nice!
“Done?” She asked a moment later, and I nodded. Amanda picked me up off the potty and laid me down on the floor where she had placed a towel down. My legs were pushed up in the air, and she quickly wiped me clean and re-diapered me into one of the princess diapers.
I sighed as she popped the snaps on the romper close, and it strained to escape the fabric a bit. I stood up when she was done and waddled into the living room while she emptied the potty in the bathroom. “May I go get on my computer upstairs?” I asked her.
She smiled and nodded, “sure,” and picked me up, “I need to get everything else packed too!”
Back in my room, she sat me down on my feet, and I logged onto my computer. While I did that, she moved into the hallway for a moment and brought back a suitcase with pink sides and multi-colored butterflies on the front. I smiled at her, “I’m surprised I haven’t been dressed up in a butterfly costume yet?”
“Halloween’s not far away!” she said with a grin that made me groan.
“Me and my big mouth!” I muttered.
I logged into my email and saw a message from the university. A copy of the schedule for next week was attached. It also mentioned a math placement test that apparently was a requirement for the whole student body, along with directions of which building each letter of alphabetical last name was required to go. I sighed but smiled when I noticed an optional computer science placement test I knew I would be attending!
Just as I was going to close out of my mail, I saw a new message pop up from Gabriela Dubois with the subject, ‘Hey, Baby Boy.’ I groaned a bit but smiled too as I opened the email.
Hey Stacy,
I just called your mom to see how you’re doing a little bit ago. I still can’t believe you would possibly take that trip to the other dimension, knowing you’d have to pretend to be a baby! Anyway, she said you still can respond to emails since you got lucky with your foster parents there. She was kind of cagey on details, though, for some reason. You are doing okay, right? Just let me know that my friend is still out there!
I moved into my dorm yesterday and love my roommate! She reminds me a bit of you, actually… ultimate computer nerd! Her name is Kendra, and I hope you can meet her at some point when you get back for a vacation! The two of you are perfect for each other! We start orientation stuff this week and then classes the next; I think your mom mentioned the same for you?
I need to run. I’m supposed to go on some campus tour, write soon!
Hugs,
~Gabby~
“Who’s she?” Amanda asked curiously from my shoulder.
Chapter 14: Crazy Amazons
I TURNED AND looked up at her kneeling beside me and sighed, “Gabby is my closest friend back home. I didn’t socialize a whole lot in school, neither did she really, but we would hang out together sometimes.”
“Girlfriend?” She asked hesitantly.
I shrugged, “I always wondered what could happen, but for the past two years, I’ve planned this trip and not really planned on a cross-dimensional relationship working… Gabby’s also been so focused on getting into a good school.” I paused and smiled, “She was the valedictorian above me by point-zero-one of a point on our GPAs.”
“So, you’re going to respond?”
“Do I have time?”
“You have a couple hours still before we need to leave,” she told me and squeezed me gently, “you should definitely let her know you’re alright.”
I stared back at the screen as she began walking away and had a thought, “Umm… can you send me those pictures from the past couple of days?”
“You want…”
“She’ll never believe this story otherwise,” I told her. “Besides, like I said, she’s the closest thing I have to a best friend. She knew most of what I was getting into.”
“Most of?”
“Well, becoming a girl wasn’t the expected outcome?”
She nodded sadly, “Give me a moment; I’ll go put them on a portable drive and bring you the adapter.”
“Thanks,” I told her with a smile and turned back to the screen.
Hi Gabby,
I am okay, and things have ‘mostly’ gone according to plan… oh, where to begin?
I came through the dimensional portal with lots of skeptical looks from the people at the portal as I came through. I just kept going through and made it through customs without too much hassle. Literally, as soon as I went out the doors of customs, though, I had one lady try and claim me before Amanda could get there. Thankfully she was convinced that Amanda was my rightful ‘mommy’ without too much of a scene.
I sighed before writing the next part, wondering if she had played dumb and Mom had told her more.
Soon after that, we realized there was a bit of a misunderstanding from my name… again! To make a long and embarrassing story short, before the evening was over, I was dressed as a baby GIRL, and we discussed that in order to avoid being kicked out of the university, I would have to remain dressed as one. There’s an adoption process I went through the next day, complete with getting a chip like some sort of pet, and then really quickly, I realized this dimension’s laws have and are changing fast. Before, when we visited, many advances were being made for the legal rights of Littles. But, apparently, a new president and a wave of hate for those rights are washing across the country. So, to avoid anything more serious happening to me, I agreed to go ahead with a procedure with nanites to make me into a girl for real. If the university found out I had been a boy, I would have been at risk for being removed from where I’m at and put into an orphanage or an ‘etiquette school.’ Before these new laws, when we were here last, there were some pretty strict rules on when a Little could be forcibly adopted – those are all but gone now.
Well, you know me… honestly, the girl thing didn’t bother me that much and still doesn’t. The idea of having my brainwashed away scares me a lot more! Amanda and I reprogrammed the nanites ourselves that morning of the procedure. It was a good thing because there were some nasty surprises in the code… (One would have made me sick if I had anything other than breastmilk to eat…) We caught all but one of those, thankfully! The one we missed made me grow a natural-looking chubby baby face that I hope I can figure out what to do with when I come home! It makes me at least look more like an Amazon baby, so I’m less likely to get picked on.
Over the last week, I’ve met Amanda’s family and gone shopping for college supplies and uniforms. I also had to take the ‘CARE’ exam, which was a front for trying to get as many Littles put straight into the nurseries as possible. Fortunately, I knew in advance and aced both the questions and the challenge of not messing my pants. (Sorry if that’s too much information!) I was the only person taking the test to make it through that.
“Here,” Amanda reappeared and handed me a little narrow adapter and something that reminded me of a USB Flash drive device.
“Thanks,” I told her and plugged it into my computer. We both smiled when my laptop read the drive as a standard drive, and I could get to the folders of pictures. Just for curiosity, I looked at the space on the drive and gasped when I saw that little storage drive could hold fifty petabytes.
Amanda went back to making noises behind me as she continued packing, and I went back to my email.
Since that day, though, I’ve been lucky that Amanda is letting me be a little more independent with things. We basically have a deal that I’ll do the baby stuff to appease her, but she lets me be a college student during the days and study. Coming to school here, I don’t think there’s another Amazon out there that I could trust. She’s really very sweet and so is her husband, so I guess this is about as perfect as I could ask for! It’s embarrassing but getting a little bit less so with time. As I start orientation and classes next week, I hope I can get a bit more ‘normal’ with things.
With this trip, I shrank a lot more than the last trip! Between that and the effects of the nanites on my face, I look like an ordinary three-month-old baby Amazon. Well, everything except for my long hair. It could be a big problem with classes, but at least being ‘adopted’ seems to keep some of them at bay. Please promise me you won’t share them with anyone, but I’ve attached a couple pictures, so you can see how I look now.
I dug through the drive quickly and picked out a photo of Amanda holding me in her lap with a big smile and then one from the previous night before the mess of the cake on me sitting in the highchair. I had a pretty smile in both, and I knew she would probably squeal out loud over how cute I looked… I took both photos into a photo editor and quickly changed my mind to one at a time as the computer ground to a halt with resources. Then, I realized each image was ten gigabytes a piece! My poor computer certainly met its limits there! Fortunately, I had good software that let me shrink each below a megabyte when all was said and done, and I attached them.
Anyway, we’re going on some sort of trip for the weekend to some mystery destination. Amanda was just packing a suitcase for me… I really should have paid attention to what she packed! I need to go! Good luck with classes, and stay in touch. I miss you!
Stacy
I looked it over one last time and pressed send as I noticed my bladder urging my attention. I let the urine loose in my diaper and stood up to look at the world around me. The suitcase Amanda had used was on the ground just next to the baby gate that she’d closed. I walked over to it and saw that even though it was small for them, I was just barely shorter than the kid’s suitcase. I thought about opening it up to look at what she packed, but the zippers were locked with a small lock that I didn’t feel like picking. My diaper bag sat on top of the suitcase and looked filled to the brim of supplies for me. I blushed a bit at that, ‘Never going to get used to that!’
I sighed and was just about to sit down at the computer again when Amanda walked in and said, “Ready to go?”
I shrugged my shoulders, “Sure.”
“I’ve got your tablet in my bag along with your phone,” she told me, “I don’t know that you’ll be able to use either on this trip much, though.”
I nodded, “Where exactly are we going?”
She just smiled, “You’ll see when we get there!”
As she opened the gate and came in, I held my arms up to her, and she picked me up and lay me down the changing table just as Fred came in, “Hi Princess,” he said to me with a smile while my legs were suspended in the air by Amanda’s hand. “This all of Stacy’s stuff?”
“Should be…” Amanda said. I looked at her face and had a feeling she was actually nervous over that. ‘Well, new mothers never know what they’re actually going to need,’ I admitted to myself there.
“Kay, I’ll take it down. You ready to go after you finish up with her?” He asked.
“Just need to wash my hands really quick,” she told him as she taped the diaper on.
“Oh no! We almost forgot Elena bear!” she smiled at me and walked towards the crib. My bear was picked up and placed into my arms before she walked down the stairs, following Fred out to the car. Before she closed the door, she quickly tucked my hair into the floppy hat she’d used the other day to hide my hair. A pacifier was pushed into my mouth, and she said, “just be patient until we get to the hotel and act like a normal baby.”
I nodded and stared at the romper I was dressed in for a moment and then looked up at the mirror where I could see Amanda getting into the passenger seat. I could also just see my own reflection and knew I wouldn’t be too hassled as long as the hat stayed on! I looked like the perfect baby girl just past the newborn stage sitting in my car seat. It was embarrassing to know it was me in the reflection, but I smiled a bit that at least I was cute… ‘I wonder what Gabby is going to say about those pictures?’ I blushed bright red thinking about it!
The drive to the airport was just long enough to make me drowsy, but not bad beyond that. Amanda came around the car and dug into the diaper bag for a moment. Inside she found the sling she had bought this past week. I smiled as I was picked up, and Amanda positioned me to where my head was at her breast, and I was in an infant carry position. It really was very comfortable, but I squirmed a bit, “just lay quietly,” she whispered to me. With that, she placed my head towards her to where I couldn’t really see anything, and the fabric of the sling made the world go pretty dark.
I sighed and nursed the pacifier and kind of wished she would at least let me nurse to kill time… Her heartbeat was a soothing sound, though, and I couldn’t help but get drowsier even as she bent over and helped Fred gather the luggage. I listened as they passed the bags off at the ticket counter, and a lady said quietly, “How old is she?”
“Three months, just glad to have her quiet. Worried about what will happen when we take off.”
“First time flying?”
“With her…”
“As you start pulling away from the gate, see if she’ll nurse. It’ll help her with her ear pressure,” the lady said with a sure voice.
“I’ll try that,” Amanda said.
“There are your boarding passes. Your baby girl’s car seat and stroller will be at baggage claim when you get there.”
“Thanks,” Fred said.
The walking and bouncing made me stay awake, but being unable to see or do anything made me bored. I sensed we must have made it to some security lines as we stopped and started moving several times. As I lay there, unable to see, my ears were put to full use as I listened around me for clues of what was going on. From a bit of a way away, I heard what sounded like a teenage boy, “Mom, I’m not a baby; why do I have to wear this diaper?”
“Look, sweetheart, I know you’re not… but the law is anyone under four-and-a-half feet has to wear a diaper for the safety of the other passengers.”
“But I’m not a Little… I just haven’t hit my growth...!”
“If you keep your whining, we’ll go ahead and make that rule for when we’re back home, too. So you could be wearing your diapers to school with your friends?”
I shivered as I realized how bad it could be for anyone that wasn’t tall. Amazonian mothering instincts didn’t have many bounds from what I could tell! In my own head, I did the math, though, and knew that if he was indeed an Amazon teenager and that short, he might not even hit betweener height…
Not long after we’d moved a bit more, I heard another lady talking, “It’s okay, baby, you don’t ever have to worry about those teeth hurting from cavities again, huh?” I shivered more and listened as clearly there was another amazon taunting another victim.
When we finally must have reached the metal detectors, I heard a man say, “You’ll have to take your baby out of the sling and put it through the machine.”
Amanda sighed and pulled the fabric back from my head. I squinted as light flared in my eyes, and a giant man’s face filled my vision. “Aww, she’s so cute!” The lady I had heard taunting someone said. I just caught a glimpse of a man who looked to be thirty in a blue romper before I was free of the sling.
“Thank you,” Amanda said softly and politely before she handed me to Fred and pulled the sling off. Fred went ahead and went through the detector with me.
Just as we stepped through, the detector beeped with an odd chirp, and the man said, “Step this way please, sir, ma’am.”
“She’s a Little?!?” I heard someone gasp.
“Where is her chip at?” Fred was asked once we had stepped to the side.
“On her right butt cheek,” Amanda said quietly.
Fred held me in such a way that my butt could be scanned, and then Amanda and Fred’s IDs were checked. “Thank you both, we just have to be sure if a Little is chipped that they are with their proper guardians. Don’t want to see kidnapping happen if we can avoid it!” The security guard jovially stated with a smile and a wave to me. “You do have the prettiest Little girl I’ve ever seen. I can’t believe she’s not an Amazonian baby!”
“Thank you, sir,” Fred said, and Amanda gathered the sling up in her arms and then reached for me to place me back in the sling.
“Do you want me to keep hiding you?” She whispered.
“I’m already outted as a Little?”
“Only to the people who were standing right there?”
I thought for a second and shrugged, “I guess... leave me to where I can be seen?” Then, I quickly added, “With the hat on?”
She squeezed me in a hug and then repositioned me to where I was sitting upright and sitting sideways to where I could see her face and to her left. The sling left me comfortably supported while she could help with other things. As we walked, I could feel a need to pee and just let it out into the diaper without even thinking about it too much. Finally, arriving at the gate of the terminal that they were looking for, she felt my diaper and said, “Fred, I’m going to go change her in the bathroom really quick.”
“Okay,” he told her with a smile and gave me one as well. She slung the diaper bag on her shoulder and carried me across the hallway to the women’s restroom. Several changing counters were in use, with one still open that she placed my bag on. I stayed still in the sling while she found my changing mat to put out. Before she pulled me from the sling to lay me down, I heard whimpering next to where we were and looked. Several times my size, a little Amazonian girl cried as her mother pulled a ginormous diaper closed.
“Shhh, Cami, it’s okay!”
“Mommy please?”
“It’s okay; we both know you’re going to wet on the plane when you fall asleep.”
“But everyone will see me!”
“Who? This cute little baby girl next to you?” She smiled at me as Amanda laid me down on the mat.
“See her smiling?” I smiled for effect as Amanda pulled the snaps apart on my outfit. I was grateful for the pacifier for my nerves, though. My diaper was changed quickly, and she was just helping the little girl pull her skirt down as Amanda was re-slinging me.
“Now, is that really so bad?” I heard her ask the girl as Amanda moved to the bathroom stall.
‘Amazons are crazy!’ I thought to myself, thinking about both incidences in the last while.
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Chapters 15 and 16
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 15: Charmed
I SHOOK MY head and realized that Amanda was pulling down her shorts while I was still in the sling. It was profoundly weird to hang there as she took care of her needs, but with the sling, she must have decided it left her free to not have to put me down while she went. Then, just as we returned to the gate, Fred said, “they said they’ll be boarding families in five minutes.”
Amanda nodded, and I pretended to not understand. ‘They must not have the security problems we have back home,’ I thought to myself, ‘we always had to be at the airport way earlier!’
While we waited, we people watched around us. I was happy I didn’t recognize any of the people around us from the security checkpoint earlier. Instead, I watched as professionally dressed men and women talked on phones or typed on their computers. Couples of all ages spoke quietly, and quite a few families hung out together playing games. Three Littles seemed to be traveling on their own, and all of them seemed to be constantly looking nervously from side to side for threats.
One family near us included the poor embarrassed girl from the bathroom. She was still blushing bright red and sat with a sullen expression with her head down. Her hands were kept firmly on her skirt, trying to keep her diaper hidden from view. Unfortunately, unbeknownst to her, the back of her very pink diaper was now showing above the skirt since her shirt had ridden up a tiny bit. A boy about the same age as her loudly asked his mom, “Mom, why is that girl wearing a diaper? Is she like Lanny?”
I looked at them along, with everyone else close by, as the boy pointed out the poor girl and drew attention to himself. I felt terrible for looking! I noted a Little woman, who seemed a bit older than Kacey, nervously sucking on a pacifier with nothing but a onesie and her sagging diaper on. She was nervously hopping from foot to foot next to him.
“Now Nick be nice, she might be, and if so, she can’t help it any more than Lanny can?”
Nothing else was said to him, but the poor Amazon girl burst into tears, and her mom cuddled the large girl gently in her lap. I felt terrible for her and wished I could do something to get him back for her…
“Ladies and Gentlemen Flight 1430 to Selegnasol will begin boarding now. We’d like to ask all families with children under the age of eight or others with special needs to begin boarding at this time.”
Amanda stood up and helped Fred gather everything. From my perch in the sling, I felt secure but involuntarily whined nervously as she began leaning forward. The motion swung me away from her body a little and made me nervous. “Shh, baby,” she told me with a squeeze. Fred gave the lady at the gate two boarding passes.
“You have a great flight with that little cutie!” The lady said with a smile at me.
“Thanks,” Amanda said.
Once we’d made it down the gangway, Amanda and Fred were given assistance by an airline stewardess to put everything away above the First-Class seats that they directed us towards. “Now, when we take off and land, you will have to loosen your sling, ma’am, you can keep her in it, but it’s for both of your safety that it’s not tight.”
“Thanks,” Amanda told her.
Amanda fiddled with the fabric for a moment, and I felt myself become less attached to her through the sling, but fortunately, her hands took over and held me comfortably. I was lightly bounced on her lap, and she began pretending to play patty cake with me. After a bit, she played some other baby games with my hands as the other passengers came on. Several businessmen frowned as they saw us sitting in First-Class with them. An odd thing occurred, though, as a blonde-haired Little came to stand by the outside seat next to us. She stood out because she was dressed in a perfect fitting and professional-looking, suited skirt set. It made her look a bit more mature, but nothing she could do would make her body look busty or that much different from my own body shape. Compared to the Amazons, she would always look like a small child. It also definitely did nothing to hide that she was at least four feet shorter than the stewardess.
The lady sighed as a stewardess said, “Let me get that booster set up for you, sweetie!”
I watched in curiosity as the lady helped the Little into the booster and slid her hand up the girl’s skirt, “Why aren’t you wearing protection, Little girl?”
“I’m an adult; I don’t need it. My panties are currently dry, are they not?”
“But all Littles…” She sighed, “Ma’am, I’m taller than the required diaper height for flying by two inches. I have on dry panties; would you please leave me be?”
The stewardess huffed, “Well, I hope you can keep them dry; if not, we’ll just have to help out with a nice thick diapee, won’t we?”
She walked away, and I saw the Little shudder a bit. She looked around her and smiled at me before frowning when she noticed Amanda paying close attention. “Wouldn’t it have been easier to just wear a pull-up or something?” Amanda whispered.
“Easier?” The lady sighed, “Probably… But it’s so degrading!”
Amanda nodded, “I can see that. You might want to be careful with her, though…” she whispered.
The girl looked suspiciously up at Amanda but nodded, “Hi, I’m Isabel,” she held a hand out.
“Mandy,” she said as she reached down and took the offered hand, “this is my husband Fred,” she said, pointing towards him, “and this is Stacy,” she spoke the last part in her mommy voice and waived my hand.
I wanted to scream but smiled instead. Isabel had really pretty green eyes that looked terrified of talking to a giant holding a baby.
“Nice to meet you,” Isabel said politely, her voice shaking.
Amanda leaned down, “I can probably get a diaper from the airline that will fit if you need it to meet the law requirements and out of her hands?”
I looked in shock as I realized Amanda was trying to help this girl.
“I should be good for now… thanks, though,” she said.
“Let me know if you change your mind,” she hesitated, “she’s giving me a very aggressive and dangerous vibe,” Amanda told her.
The girl looked more nervous then but simply said, “I’ll keep that in mind, thanks.”
Before long, the stewardess came by and smiled at me as she moved to the front to do the safety demonstration. Then, just before we started moving down the runway, Amanda shifted me in her arms to her breast. I was confused for a moment before realizing she was following the ticket lady’s advice. I didn’t have to be told twice to latch onto her! I had just begun rhythmically nursing as the plane took off down the runway, and as she switched me to her other breast, I couldn’t help but begin to get sleepy.
I MUST HAVE slept quite a while before I stirred and heard the stewardess again, “Here, you haven’t drunk any of your milky, sweetie.”
“Umm… no thanks, ma’am, I’m not thirsty,” Isabel told her.
“But milk is good for you!”
“No, thank you, ma’am,” the girl said again.
I looked blearily from the position I was in Amanda’s lap at the girl being offered a sippy cup. When the lady shoved the spout in the girl’s mouth, she opened her eyes wider and gave in, and began drinking from it. “There, now is that so hard?” The stewardess told her, “Now just be a good girl and drink it all down. We’ll get you all taken care of after that.”
I watched in horror as the girl followed the directions and feared she was about to be turned into another Kacey. I thought for a second and realized Amanda had still put my charm bracelet on me this morning. I looked up at Amanda’s own concerned face and ripped off the pacifier charm. The second she was able to put down the cup, I whispered, “Swallow this quickly; she probably spiked that milk!”
The girl looked shocked I had spoken and horrified by the thought. “But…”
“It’ll keep an accident from happening.”
She looked terrified at me but grabbed at her stomach as it began cramping. Then, looking back at me, she made a decision and grabbed the offered charm from my hand and swallowed it. I looked around to see if anyone had noticed my meddling. From what I could see, the businessmen across the aisle had headphones on and were in their own world, so I doubted they noticed. I watched relief flash across her face as the medicine in the charm worked as Fred said it would. Amanda looked down at me, both proud and worried at the same time and the little girl relaxed her body a little, “Thanks,” she whispered curiously at me.
Amanda leaned over, “my husband came up with those… be warned, you will need some laxatives to go for the next week.”
“She’s…?” she looked at me curiously then.
I nodded and smiled around the pacifier that had been placed back in my mouth.
“Why would you let her have…?”
“Not everything is quite as it appears with my little girl,” Amanda whispered.
A few minutes later, the stewardess came back and said, “Well, little girl, do you need to go potty before we land?”
“No, thank you, ma’am, I’m fine,” Isabel said.
“Well, that seems odd! I’d better check to see if you’ve had an accident!”
“Ma’am, I’ve got this in hand,” Amanda said to her. To Isabel’s and my horror, she unbuckled the safety belt and then pulled the girl’s skirt completely up past her panties - exposing the lacy black panties to the world.
Fortunately for her, they were dry and clean panties.
“How…?” The lady said, concerned.
“I think she must actually be one of those rare big girls, don’t you think, Miss?” Fred spoke up.
“But, we’ve been talking about her hard life, and I think we’ll be taking care of her now,” Amanda said with a smile. “Of course, as long as she’s okay with that?”
Isabel gulped but nodded at her, “that would be fine.”
I groaned a bit internally, wondering if I had just gotten a ‘sister’ without anyone intending to do so. Isabel had actually given Amanda permission to take her home and adopt her with that statement! The stewardess scowled and walked away towards the front.
“I don’t want to take you home for real, but it might be a good idea for you to let me at least hold your hand out of the airport,” Amanda told her. “Where were you going?”
“I’m supposed to have a meeting with a client in Selegnasol… at least I think I do.” But then, she seemed to think more, “I wonder if this was all a setup, though?”
“Might have been. What hotel are you supposed to stay at?”
I listened as she and Amanda had a quiet conversation and watched for the stewardess, who seemed to be having her own private conversation upfront with a woman dressed in an expensive-looking dress. The more Isabel said about the client meeting, the more it did sound like a setup. “Damn, I need to go pee now,” Isabel said after they’d discussed her situation but stared at the two conspirators by the door. “How do I get past them?”
Amanda said, “Can you make it a minute more?”
Isabel nodded and stared at me, no doubt wondering if my diapered fate was about to become her own. Amanda leaned over and whispered with Fred for a few moments, and he nodded. My head was close, but I could only make out a few words, “temporary… pretend… diaper?”
A few moments later, she pulled me from the sling and handed me to Fred, “we’ll be back,” she told us and kissed me on the forehead. Fred squeezed me lightly and whispered, “We’re going to try and help her… the last thing we want to see is her going to those ladies.”
Amanda surprised me by picking up Isabel like a toddler and walking up to the front of the plane. “Do you happen to have a spare diaper for my new baby?”
Isabel’s face went red, and she looked angry, “I don’t need… I’m not…!”
“You gave me permission, little girl. Now hush before I spank you!”
I quivered a bit and felt urine shoot into my diaper then as she sounded way too much like Chloe! It was scary how angry she looked!
“But… We… Here,” the stewardess stumbled over the words, and the other woman looked furious. A large white rectangle was handed to Amanda, and she stepped into the lavatory with Isabel for a long while. Before I knew it, Isabel was being proudly carried out of the bathroom in Amanda’s arms with just her blouse and the diaper proudly displaying her new status. A pacifier was lodged in her mouth, and I just hoped this was all being faked. Amanda still held her skirt and panties in her other hand, so I thought that might be the case. Isabel, though had a tear-stained face and buried her head into Amanda’s shoulder. It looked like she was a raccoon from her makeup running.
She was still being held tightly in Amanda’s arms as she sat down next to where Fred and I remained. I felt a hand touch my diaper, and Fred said loudly, “Amanda, you want to pass baby Bella to me and go change Stacy?”
“You can’t even do one diaper?” She huffed, “Fine, but first stinky one that Bella gives us you’re changing!” She said playfully back. “Here, use these wipes to take Baby Bella’s play makeup off her face.” We were traded, and Amanda sat me down on the seat next to them for a quick moment while she dug for a diaper, wipes, and a changing pad before carrying me into the bathroom.
As she made quick work of my diaper, she whispered to me, “Stacy, I’m a little nervous about those two… Isabel was in real trouble, and we probably should have just left well enough alone. I’d rather not see that fate on someone again if I can help it. So we’re going to try and just get Isabel to our hotel and then fly her back home when we go and let her go...”
“If that plan doesn’t work?”
“Well, you may just have gained a big sister then,” she told me with a grimace, “I’m not really wanting a second little to figure out what to do with. You can be legally enrolled in school, but as long as you’re adopted, you can’t work. She’d have to give up her job as a clothing designer due to the child labor laws.” She sighed as she put the second tape of my diaper on.
“What does she think?” I asked.
“She’s terrified of those two,” she paused, “and just as terrified of me… if you hadn’t helped her, she wouldn’t even be willing to trust me. Not that it matters now, she gave permission, and I’ve got her in a diaper – no one would ever say anything. I could treat her as bad as Chloe treats hers, and no one would gripe a bit.”
I gasped, “You wouldn’t, though!” I squeaked.
“No, of course, I wouldn’t, but that stewardess and her cronies would, I’m sure.”
She snapped the onesie closed and then put the sling with me back together just as a ding occurred, and the captain told everyone to prepare for descent. Amanda took a quick moment to situate us and said, “I want you to nurse again as we go down. I’m going to leave you hanging there while Daddy gives Bella a bottle,” she paused and added, “Please don’t judge me badly for this, it’s her only real chance.”
I nodded, “I know, Mommy,” I told her.
Back at our seats, I hung from the sling as Amanda put the wipes and the changing pad back into the diaper bag. She dug around for another moment and pulled out an insulated cooler bag and a bottle that looked like it had her milk in it. My eyes opened… if Isabella drank her milk and had the same reaction as I did… I squirmed my hands for it, and Amanda laughed, “This is for Baby Bella; Mommy will give you your milk in just a moment!”
“Here, Daddy, let’s go ahead and give Baby Bella her milky in a baba this time. I’ll try and give it to her fresh later if Stacy leaves anything.”
“Feeding two babies might be too much?” He suggested as he took and turned her away from his shoulder where her face was hidden and placed her in a typical newborn feeding position. I noticed that in his arms, she looked like a two-year-old at best, so as the bottle reached her mouth, I couldn’t help but feel like she was, in fact, doomed. She squirmed for a moment, but his persistence got the nipple into her mouth, and like me, once she had one pull from the bottle, she started hungrily nursing.
I didn’t have much time to even think of how to say something while trying to pull off the three-month-old act when my own head was placed at one of Amanda’s breasts, and I similarly found myself nursing.
Chapter 16: Please?
I DEFINITELY DOZED off in a milk-induced haze because the next thing I was aware of was the steady footsteps of Amanda as she walked down a corridor. It was dark, and I guessed I was hidden behind the sling’s fabric. As I wriggled a little, I heard, “Hold on just a second baby… Mommy will sit you up so you can see,” and she rearranged me into my sitting position within my sling. I could feel I had a diaper that would need to be changed again soon, but I ignored that and looked around to see where Fred was. He walked beside us with Isabella on his hip, nursing one of my pacifiers. I could see we were approaching a baggage claim area down the hallway.
“Got yourself one on the flight?” A woman cackled not far from Fred.
“My wife and I decided that she needed a little more help than she was getting – of course, the best part is that she gave her permission so we could give that to her!”
“Well, I’m sure once you have her in her jammies and tucked into her crib tonight, she’ll feel right at home.”
“I hope so,” Fred said while hugging her and bouncing her on his side. I watched the frown around the edges of Isabella’s mouth and felt terrible for her.
Amanda idly bounced up and down with me for the next few moments until she saw our suitcases and my car seat coming through. Thanks to the sling, she could begin gathering it together while still holding me. I watched as Fred grabbed three other small bags after Isabella pointed to them. I was still in a state of shock at how quickly Amanda and Fred had turned from sweet parents to now seeming like the crazy kidnapping type… I knew what she said in the bathroom… but the idea of that poor girl being forever stuck in baby mode was beyond sad to me.
Just as Fred was loading things onto a rented cart, the stewardess came up with a police officer, “That’s them, sir.”
“Excuse me, but there’s been a complaint that you may have forced this free Little to go with you even though she didn’t want to?” He said, looking towards Fred holding her.
“That’s not true, sir… I asked them to adopt me,” Isabella said, taking the pacifier out of her mouth, “I was worried someone not as nice might do it otherwise.”
“So, you intend to make everything legal?” The officer asked Amanda and Fred.
“Honestly, officer, I told her we would have a feeling-out period. I’m quite happy with my baby girl here, but I couldn’t leave this Little one in distress. So we’re going to give it a couple days and see how she feels,” She moved closer to Fred and gently kissed her forehead.
“Hmm… That’s unconventional…?” He looked at Amanda skeptically, “but not illegal. She definitely seems like she’s in capable hands with you two as parents.” He looked towards the other lady, “I don’t see any problem here I can act on.”
The stewardess fumed, “But…!”
“Sorry, she beat you to her ma’am, got to be faster next time,” he told her bluntly, knowing what the real problem was.
She literally stamped her foot and turned away towards the other direction, where I could see the other lady standing within ear reach.
“Ma’am, good luck with your new baby girl there.” He paused and quietly added, “I would get her chipped as soon as you can; something about that lady doesn’t seem right,” he said and left us alone.
By that point, my nerves had caused me to lose bladder control again, and I could tell my diaper was not going to last much more before leaking. Then, to my shock, I saw Isabella seemed to have had a similar reaction with a fairly soggy diaper of her own on a show for the world to see. “Come on, Fred, we need to get the rental car and then stop by the store for some things for Bella.”
I noticed that the stewardess seemed to be jabbering with a man and another lady I remembered seeing on our flight. The tension and anger in their body language scared me as we passed them to get to the rental car counter. By the rental counter, Amanda said, “Here, hand me, Bella, why don’t you go take care of the rental, and we’ll wait here with the luggage.”
“Okay, Mandy,” he said and handed Bella to her. Amazingly she held her on her hip and me in the sling seemingly effortlessly.
“Don’t forget to rent a booster seat, too,” she said.
“You mean a car seat, right?” Bella said quietly.
“You would rather have a car seat?” Amanda asked quietly.
Bella nodded, “they’re comfier if I’m stuck in one.”
“Make that a regular car seat, Fred,” she said.
“Okay,” he said.
Then it was just Amanda with her now two’ babies?’
I looked at Bella, “Sorry,” I told her.
“Are you kidding?” She whispered, “Sorry doesn’t need to be said from you. I’m sorry I was dumb enough to fall for the meeting with the client. That guy she was talking with over there was the guy I’ve spoken with over video conferences… It really was all just a setup to get me here and kidnap me...”
I saw another tear go down her face and held a hand out to her, “hopefully, they don’t do anything stupid.” Amanda said softly. “Thankfully, Bella, you’re not that babyishly adorable to be worth much to them. Although I guess your hair and eyes might be…?”
“Worth much?” I asked.
“Shh…” Amanda said, “remember what Doctor Nimitz suggested doing with you?”
I gasped, and Amanda took that moment to shove a pacifier into my mouth and tickled my chin. “See what a good baby looks like, Bella?” she told her.
We both were bounced up and down for a while as Fred completed the contract. Eventually, he came to pull our luggage cart as we followed a clerk out to the rental car lot. A large mini-van-like vehicle automatically opened its doors, and a less than new car seat sat strapped in already. “Let’s get you both in the van and let Daddy get everything loaded,” she said to us.
Bella was first up as she placed her into the forward-facing car seat and buckled her in with the harness. “Comfy?” Amanda asked her nicely when she was done.
Bella shrugged and grumbled, “I’m wearing a soggy diaper and nothing covering it… hard to be comfy?”
“Shh…” Amanda said and kissed her head, “It’ll be okay.”
Fred had already begun working on latching in my car seat next to Bella’s, and before I knew it, the doors were closed.
“What is going on?” I asked, pulling the pacifier out from my mouth. “You’re not really…?” Even though I couldn’t see anyone but Bella from my seat, I protested.
“I don’t want to, but we may have to for Bella’s safety Stacy,” Fred said.
“Stacy, I don’t think this was a small-time operation. We may have just made targets out of ourselves,” Amanda said.
I felt my eyes widen, “What are you going to do?”
“Well, first, we’re going to ask Bella what she wants us to do,” Fred said. I heard the doors lock as he began driving away.
“What do you want us to do, Bella?” Amanda asked, “We can put your skirt back on and drop you off at your hotel… Then, we could try and get you on a bus somewhere…?”
She was quiet for a long moment before asking, “Do I have to leave you guys?” Her voice trembled, and I could tell she was terrified.
“You don’t just want to be some mindless baby, do you?” I asked in shock.
Bella smiled at me and said, “No, I don’t, but it seems my time of freedom and being an adult is gone. This trap that they’ve sprung means they’ve probably already got my place under watch for when I go home. I’m not sure they believed that you all were really adopting me… The second I go into an airport or somewhere by myself, I’m probably going to be picked up. If I can’t go home, that means I’m homeless… and as a Little, that means you immediately get shipped off to an orphanage or an etiquette school.”
Tears were streaming through her eyes, “Surely you understand that? You are actually a Little too, right?”
I nodded, “Sort of… I’m not from this dimension, though.”
“Huh… That’s weird,” Isabella said, “I guess it explains how tiny you are.”
“Isabella, if we adopt you… you know you can’t work anymore, right?”
She nodded, “I get the feeling though if I’m going to be adopted by some random Amazons on the street, I would rather it be you guys.”
“I want to hear what you want from you clearly before we do anything, Isabel,” Fred said to her kindly.
I watched her face, and the tears stream, “Would you please adopt me?”
Fred sighed heavily and groaned, “I don’t see that we have a choice, Mandy.”
“Fred, let’s stop at a store then and get her something appropriate to wear, diapers that fit her, any other supplies, then we’ll go to the hotel and check-in. I didn’t think we would make it to the park today anyway.”
“Park?” I asked.
Amanda sighed, and Bella looked at me incredulously, “You don’t know what Selegnasol is known for?”
“No, I’ve never heard of the city…?”
“You’ve never heard of Looney World?”
I thought for a second, “Daddy, you said Walt Disney didn’t do theme parks, right?”
“Right, sweetie,” he said when I felt the vehicle come to a complete stop.
“So, another company has a massive theme park?”
“Theme park, waterpark, and much more,” he said as he opened the door.
“Is it cool?” I asked Bella.
“It’s supposed to be. An unadopted Little would never risk going there, though, so I’ve never been.”
“Oh,” I said.
Amanda opened her door then, and Fred opened mine. She didn’t put the sling back on, so I assumed I was just going to be placed in the cart. As Fred picked me up and felt my diaper, I saw that we were at a Babies’r’us. “Mandy, Stacy really needs a change.”
“So does Bella, sweetheart. Can she wait until we’re doing getting stuff for Bella?”
I squirmed a bit as he felt the padding in my diaper, “Probably shouldn’t? Definitely not a long time?”
“We won’t be that long. Just a couple packs of diapers that fit Bella, wipes, bottles,” she sighed. “Stacy, do you think it’ll hold that long?”
I looked a Bella and her diaper dripping a little onto her leg. She didn’t have another diaper to be changed into yet, so I just smiled, “I’ll wait until Bella can be in a new diaper too.”
Bella smiled at me with a look of thanks before pacifiers were pushed in both of our mouths. I wasn’t sure why Amanda was carrying Bella, but I was feeling a little bit of jealousy before we arrived at the carts, and we were both strapped into a double-seated cart. Amanda pushed the cart forward, and I groaned as the greeter said, “I see you have a new addition to the family; anything I can help you find?”
“No, thank you, we’ll be good on our own.”
“Let us know if you do! We understand how hard the initial transition is! Always the worst when they think they’re big girls! Don’t forget a good paddle and shock collar!”
“Thanks for the advice,” Amanda said curtly and kept moving. The first aisle we passed was the punishment aisle he suggested, and I watched Bella stiffen up in fear. I leaned over and put my arm around her. She jumped a bit but then returned the favor as I leaned against her, and we breezed right past the aisle that Amanda would never shop in.
I believed Amanda was genuinely planning on making a record-setting trip through the store as she went first to the diaper aisle. “How much do you weigh?” Amanda gently asked her.
“Eighty-nine pounds…” she sniffled around the pacifier.
Amanda kissed the top of her head gently, and I watched her grab a package of the Pampers I wore in a Size Four, and then a box of the princess diapers I wore in a Size Three, and then they were behind us in the basket. I hugged this new stranger, sister, tighter as she began to shudder.
“Fred, honey, Bella took that medicine earlier… So she’s going to need help at some point tomorrow?”
“Probably tonight, too…” he said softly.
“Could you go find what you need to help her out?”
He nodded, “Don’t worry about the cost of anything she needs. We’re going to be fine for money this month. Buy what you want.”
“Thanks,” she said and smiled as he left.
I shuddered as I guessed what that meant about stuff to help her. My rear end hurt just thinking of this past Monday...
“What did she mean?” Bella whispered around the pacifier as Amanda shifted off a bit to get wipes.
“The charm you had earlier… I think it does its job really well.”
I watched her think, and then her face fell again even more. “Sowwy,” I said.
“It’s okay,” she said as she squeezed me gently.
‘I’ve got a contract with them… but what will Amanda do… or have to do with a Little who is real?’ I worriedly wondered to myself.
Amanda went back a few aisles to find bottles that were the size she had first bought for me, along with some bigger pacifiers. My pacifiers were a newborn size, and Bella would need at least the bigger toddler size. I looked warily at the locking pacifiers next to them, but other than scowling at them Amanda didn’t pay them much attention. She snagged some larger bibs as an afterthought in that section and then headed to the stroller aisle. “Better get a double stroller while we’re here,” Amanda said to herself. She didn’t take long before she put one that placed one baby above and behind the other.
“Might as well get a good car seat while we’re at it…” she said to herself. She found what looked like a convertible seat that, in its rear-facing configuration, I noticed would have Bella surprisingly in the weight range too.
‘She’s above the minimum height for mandated diapers on a plane but still fits in a rear-facing car seat?’ I thought quietly to myself. Then, finally, I just shook my head and looked behind us to where the cart was a precarious stacking of items, both in the cart and below the basket. That was when Fred found us.
“Honey, could you go grab another cart?” Amanda asked.
He smiled and returned with one a few moments later. The car seat and stroller were moved into that one, and he followed her and us into the clothing aisle. Happily, to me, Amanda avoided the Little aisle and went to the actual toddler styles. She picked Bella up from the cart and sat her on the ground holding a frilly dress up next to her. “That should fit you and be cute,” she said in a cheerful voice. “But we’re going to have to make sure,” she said before adding in a whisper, “sorry about this!”
I wondered what she was sorry for momentarily before Amanda pulled Bella’s jacket and blouse off of her. She stood in just her padded bra and her diaper for a moment in shock. A second later, Amanda took the bra off too, “Won’t be needing this silly thing anymore, huh?” She said loud enough for a passing lady pulling a Little only wearing a diaper and t-shirt along with a leash. Bella began crying some more, but as I stared, I couldn’t help but almost agree she didn’t need it. She didn’t have much more on her chest than I did… The pink dress was quickly pulled over her head, and Amanda fussed for a moment with it. “I think we actually need a smaller size… huh, I thought 3T would be right for you…?”
I heard Bella whisper, “Try the eighteen-month sizes,” as she turned red.
Amanda pulled the dress off and hung it back up before grabbing the smaller size available, and sure enough, it fit perfectly. Next, she pulled the dress back off of her and reached into my diaper bag for a blanket that was there that she wrapped her in before sitting her down in the cart seat. “Thank you for the blanket,” she told her softly.
“You’re welcome… Sorry I had to have you try that on. There would have been an attendant in the changing rooms that would have made it worse,” Amanda whispered. I leaned into my seatmate and watched as Amanda now shopped the racks at a breakneck pace.
When a couple dozen outfits consisting of dresses, rompers, onesies, pajamas, and swimsuits - including some that looked my more petite size, were in the cart, she looked at me and quietly asked, “What am I forgetting?”
“Bear!” I said.
“Hmm… You’re right!”
“Can I just use my bear that’s in my suitcase?” Bella nervously asked.
“Sure, you can; you sure you don’t want your bear to have a friend, though?”
Bella nodded, “She’s all I want…” she paused and blushed, “I’ve had her since I was a ba…” A tear streamed past her cheek, and Amanda gently hugged her.
“I’m sorry, Bella, but I promise it’ll be okay.”
Bella nodded unconvinced, and we made our way to the front of the store. The cashier was an overweight Betweener lady who looked at Bella wrapped in the blanket and all of the stuff in the carts, “Glad to see another one where she belongs! Can’t believe these Littles think they’re actually adults.” She shook her head, “The lot of them belong in the nursery.”
Amanda and Fred just smiled and didn’t say anything.
“I’ve got five of them at home,” she said with a proud smile. “Glad for my employee discount! Even get a corporate discount on the modifications to keep them safe!”
“I bet five would be expensive in a hurry. Babysitters and daycare aren’t cheap either,” Amanda said.
“No, they’re not, but I get some government assistance on it. Formula, baby food, daycare, and the like are all covered. Might even think about another one if I can ever get lucky to find one like your new little girl here. Make sure you get her chipped soon!”
Amanda looked at her watch and said, “yeah, I think that’s probably a good idea!”
I stared at her in horror as I realized that even though she was a Betweener, she also held her own Littles hostage… I shook my head and realized that Fred had paid already as Amanda pushed us away from the lady. “Mandy, why don’t you just change them both at the car,” Fred said, “and I’ll see if we can find a clinic to register Bella.”
Amanda looked at Bella, “Are you sure you want this?”
Bella’s eyes leaked more tears, “No, I don’t…?”
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Chapters 17 and 18
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 17: Adoption
BUT ISABELLA CONTINUED and nodded, “Unfortunately, I know it’s the only way.”
“Well, good thing we have plenty of room in Stacy’s nursery,” Amanda said, seeming to be nearly as stunned from the day’s events as Bella was. She shook her head and pushed us out to the car right behind Fred. Amanda opened the back of the van and laid my changing mat on the floor. My diaper had leaked a lot by this point, so she pulled the cute outfit off and replaced it with a spare yellow dress with a snap onesie inside. As soon as I was changed, she laid me in my car seat and buckled me up. Meanwhile, Fred unbuckled the rental car seat, put it in the trunk, and began installing the new one.
“Mandy, front-facing or rear-facing?”
“Front, please?” Bella asked.
Amanda shook her head, “No, she’s only wearing eighteen-month-old sized clothes, and way under the eighty-pound recommendation… rear-facing is a better idea for a crash.”
Bella sighed and squeaked a couple times as I heard Amanda hurriedly remove her diaper, clean her up, and then re-diaper her. Amanda had bought another mirror that she quickly attached to the seat in front of us. I could see that Bella was now dressed in the cute pink dress that she had tried on in the store. Her blush made me wonder how her skin could turn that red! “Better than being naked?” I suggested to her.
She pulled at it, “It’s okay, I guess… I could make way better… but I guess I’m done with that?”
“Maybe,” I told her, “you never know what Mommy and Daddy might figure out.”
“Mommy and Daddy,” she said sadly… “I miss my real parents.”
I didn’t pry as Amanda and Fred hopped in and pulled away towards a clinic that they had found. Fortunately, it was close by, so it didn’t take long. However, I didn’t quite understand why they both seemed to be in a hurry to get there before it closed that day.
Fred unlatched my carrier from the base and carried me dangling from the handle while Amanda gently reached in to pick Bella out of her seat. She placed Bella on her hip and put a pacifier back in her mouth. Fred followed her into the building carrying me. I groaned a little about the feeling of being suspended from his hand in the carrier.
“Hi, we’re traveling and just picked up our new baby girl here,” Amanda said to the spectacled woman at the counter while patting her diaper that was showing fully with her skirt up, “I’d like to get her registered today if possible.”
The lady looked at her and noticed the carrier too, “It’s a dead day for some reason, sign in, and we’ll get your new baby girl all taken care of.”
“Thank you!” Amanda said with some relief. “We’re going to the park tomorrow, and I didn’t want to waste part of the day.”
“We get that sometimes,” she told her. “How old is your real baby girl?”
Fred brought the carrier forward, and I was glad Amanda had straightened my hat in the car. “Three months,” Fred said.
“A three-month-old and adopting a Little?”
“Well, when I wean little Stacy here, Bella can take the extra milk. Besides, they say your body produces whatever it really needs to. Shouldn’t have a problem making enough milk for both of them.”
“Yeah, you’re definitely right. Momma’s body knows what her little girls needs!” the lady said with a smile. “Go fill out these forms, and we’ll call you back shortly.”
Amanda carried the clipboard and Bella over to the seats and filled out the information. Of course, she had to ask Bella everything since she was a complete stranger to us all.
“What’s your birthdate, sweetie?” Amanda asked.
“So, you’re twenty-three?” She confirmed.
I saw her nod as she clung to Amanda, and I had a feeling the doctor’s part was going to suck for her. Fred sat me next to where Bella sat, and she looked down at me, “You’re so cute.” She shuddered, I think worrying that more was coming.
“Thanks…” I said through the pacifier. “Bella, no matter what they do to you in there, you can’t cry.”
“What?”
“Seriously, bite your tongue or whatever, but don’t cry no matter how mean they get.”
She looked worriedly at me but nodded her understanding.
They really weren’t busy because as soon as Amanda passed the forms to the receptionist, they called, “Isabella Westerfield?”
“We’ll wait here for you here,” Fred said, and I realized that I wasn’t going back with Bella. I looked at him in dismay, but he shook his head and leaned in, “You can’t help her, and you might just end up with something bad happening to yourself. Just be a good baby here.”
I held my arms out to him.
“You want Daddy to hold you?” He asked.
I nodded.
He cuddled me against his strong chest for a long while. “Mister Westerfield?” The same lady that had come for Bella came out.
“Doctor, actually,” he told her.
“Oh, sorry about that… If you and your baby girl can come on back so you can sign the adoption certificate?”
“Sure thing, let me just get her back in her carrier.”
He squeezed me in a gentle hug before placing me down in the carrier and buckling me back in. Amanda had taken the diaper bag with her, so he just grabbed the carrier’s handle and followed her around.
I was terrified to see what state Bella would be in, but as she came into my view from the carrier, she didn’t look much more upset than she had before outside. I was relieved that there were no signs she had been beaten or anything. Just as the white-coated gentlemen asked, “Doctor Westerfield, if you could just please sign these papers?” I felt my bowels open and shove a mess into the back of my diaper. I whimpered a little but didn’t want to cry too much in here. Feeding from Amanda twice in the last half-a-day apparently already affected me…
My carrier was sat down on the examining table next to Bella, who reached down and squeezed my hand gently. “She’s going to be a great big sister until she becomes the little sister,” the doctor said.
Amanda laughed, “Yeah, I think she will be.”
“Umm… Mommy, she’s poopy,” Bella said and wrinkled her nose.
Amanda came over and said, “Smells like she is, huh?” But then, she glared at Fred, “How long did she sit in this?”
“Must have just happened; I checked her as I laid her back down in her carrier!”
“Right…” she said and looked at me, “Come on, baby girl, let’s get you all nice and clean! She unbuckled me and placed me on the examination bed next to Bella. I fought not to blush as she held my naked butt in the air with my ankles in one hand while Bella and the doctor looked on. Fred had just finished signing the last form when Amanda placed me back into the carrier.
“Chip now?” Amanda asked.
“A nurse will be in here in a moment to insert it,” He told her.
“Thanks,” she said.
“Nice meeting you, doctors. Congratulations on the adorable baby girl!” He said with a smile and a wave at Bella.
The nurse came in a minute after he left, and the procedure of verifying it was correct, letting Amanda put a secret password, and inserting it was the same as I had dealt with. Amanda had it inserted this time just below her left butt cheek on her leg. ‘Guess she doesn’t want it to be in the same place for both of us?’ I wondered.
Bella grunted but didn’t cry when stuck with the monster needle. I nursed on my pacifier more as I watched it happen and relaxed when it was done. “Good girl, just remember crybabies get punished!” The lady said menacingly.
Fred gathered her up in his arms then, and Amanda carried my carrier out to the car. Once we were outside, I could see the tears really begin going down Bella’s face in the mirror in the car; she started sobbing as she was again strapped into her car seat. “Shh… it’s okay, Bella, I promise you.” Amanda cooed at her as she buckled her in.
“I’m sorry, Bella, I know that hurts,” I told her after the doors were closed.
“It’s more than just the pain Stacy,” she told me sadly, “my freedom is officially gone…” she added in a whisper.
I FELT TERRIBLE for Bella, but I didn’t think there was any other real choice to keep her from whoever was after her. From what I had seen with those people and what I’d heard, she would have ended up as one of those Littles that would be better off dead! ‘I just hope that Amanda doesn’t baby her to death… she doesn’t have an agreement at all, or a reason not to,’ I thought worriedly.
A valet came to the car to get the keys to park it at the hotel. Amanda worked quickly to get my carrier pulled off the base while a bellhop helped unload our suitcases. Fred unbuckled her and carried her on his hip while Amanda carried me in my carrier. The bellhop pulled a cart with our luggage inside with us to check-in. The hotel was decorated in a Baby Looney Tunes character theme. A cute picture of a thickly diapered Bugs Bunny was painted on the wall behind the reception desk. “We have a reservation for Westerfield,” Amanda told the lady at the desk as she sat my carrier down on the counter.
After a few minutes of typing, the lady said, “King Bed and a crib, correct?”
“That was correct… Is there a chance we could get a second crib?”
The lady paused and asked, “new adoption?”
“Yes, ma’am, just an hour ago!”
“Well, congratulations, Mommy!” the lady said. “The one in Daddy’s arms, I’m guessing?”
“Yes, that’s her! Already Daddy’s girl,” I watched Amanda roll her eyes, and the lady laughed.
“I do have a playpen available; will that work?” She asked.
Amanda nodded, “not as comfy as a crib, but it’ll work.”
The lady said, “Okay, it’ll take a little while to get it brought up there. It’ll be an additional ten dollars a night charge?”
“That’s fine,” she said while rocking my carrier a little bit and making silly faces at me. My face must have shown some of my worry for Bella.
“And I’m guessing you’ll need another toddler’s admission to the park?” She asked.
“Is there a different price for different ages?”
“Well, your baby girl in the carrier is free, obviously, as she can’t ride much. However, your new baby girl has a toddlers size admission charge.”
“Good to know,” she said while going back to rocking my carrier gently. I sucked on the pacifier nervously then.
“Okay, just sign here – and initial here, here, and here,” the lady said to her.
As she signed it, the lady asked, “Do you prefer a collar or a wrist band for your Little?”
“Collars?” Amanda groaned. “What is it with everyone wanting Littles to be pets? They’re babies!” she was a little impatient as she said that.
The lady seemed taken aback… “Sorry, the collars are the most popular option this year. I assume that means you want the wristband?”
“Yes, please,” she said agitatedly.
For my part, I was so grateful she said that! The idea of wearing a collar around my neck seemed horrific!
Once Amanda signed the screen, she handed her a small box, “These wrist bands should be the sizes you need. I put in the smallest size for your baby, the toddler size for your new Little, and then yours and your husband. Your hotel room access and your gate tickets are all on them. Just waive your wrist by the reader for everything there. You can even pay for meals or other things with them in the park. It’ll all be charged to the account on file.”
“Thank you, ma’am,” Amanda said. “Room forty-two-forty-two,” she told Fred and the bellhop who accompanied us.
Chapter 18: Sisters
FRED WAIVED AN armband across the scanner, and the door opened up automatically. Inside I discovered the Baby Looney Tunes theme continued through the room with Bugs, Lola, Tweety, Daffy, Taz, and Sylvester chasing each other around the walls. There were several other characters I didn’t recognize too. Nevertheless, it was a cute set of decorations, and I had a feeling the real kids probably genuinely liked it. As soon as the bellhop was gone, Amanda pulled me out of the carrier.
“Thank you, that was getting confining,” I said while letting the pacifier dangle on the strap that she’d clipped to my outfit. Bella looked terrified then as she stayed precisely where Fred had set her on the couch. “What’s wrong?” I asked her.
“She’s probably wondering if you’re about to get spanked for spitting your pacifier out and talking,” Fred said morosely.
Bella nodded nervously.
“Bella, we’ve treated you way harsher in the last few hours than we ever will again if I had to guess,” Amanda said. “But let’s wait to talk for a few minutes!”
I watched as Amanda pulled some sort of wand out of her laptop bag and genuinely wondered what she was doing. Suddenly I got that it must be a bug detector?!? Like we were in a spy movie?
She moved about the room for five minutes before saying, “Okay, we’re good. Remind me to check the playpen, though, when it gets here.”
“Are you spies?” Bella asked suddenly.
I laughed, “She likes her toys, but we’re not spies.”
Fred was laughing too, “If anything, she would be making the toys for the spies!”
Bella looked a little annoyed but still fearful. “Okay, why don’t we tell you a bit more about ourselves so that you look a little less like the caged animal you fear you are,” Amanda said while going over to her and sitting next to her. She lifted me up and sat me in her lap, “This one can start with her crazy story. If anyone is the lunatic of the family, it’s her!”
I turned around and stuck my tongue out at her.
The young woman looked at me with a puzzled look, “I couldn’t believe you weren’t a real baby at first… if you hadn’t given me that medicine, I would never have known… Thank you, by the way, for that,” she added sheepishly.
I shrugged, “Like she said, I’m the lunatic from the other dimension.”
“You weren’t just saying that earlier?”
“No, it’s true. I’m eighteen and came here to study at Emerson.”
“Until they captured you?” She asked accusingly.
“No, they’ve been part of my plan for several months. I didn’t want to stay in the dorms because of how easy Littles get adopted there.”
She nodded, “Happens all of the time… I did as much of my coursework online as I could at the school I went to. Thankfully it was only a two-year degree, so I was able to get through it quickly too without ever staying in a dorm.”
I shrugged and continued, “Anyway, I decided one of the best ways for me to survive would be to find a set of Amazons to stay with as foster parents.”
“You are crazy!”
I smiled, “I put an ad online on this dimension’s side and had a ton of responses. I whittled it down to two couples that met the specifications I’d decided on and then had video interviews with them. One couple gave me a bunch of bad vibes as soon as I started talking to them. On the other hand, Amanda and Fred here made me feel like I could trust them. We signed a contract that after I either receive my degree or am kicked out of the university, I have to be sent home to my dimension. We also agreed to what was acceptable and not for them to do to me.”
“So, you’re not really adopted for real?” She asked nervously.
I sighed, “I am; I even have that same stupid chip in my body as you do.” I looked up at Amanda, “That was embarrassing at security earlier, by the way!”
Amanda squeezed me and said, “Sorry, it’s still way better than letting someone like that lady falsely claim you if you are kidnapped!”
“So how are you going to get to classes, be carried by Mommy everywhere?” she asked.
I shook my head, “No, most of the time, I’ll be walking like a normal college student. I just agreed as part of the deal that diapers were a good idea to avoid other Bigs’ attention and that I would let Amanda indulge in her maternal instincts a little bit too.”
“So, just like that?” She asked skeptically. “Things cannot be that simple?”
I laughed, “So far, it’s mostly been smooth sailing except for her crazy sisters.”
“So, what about me…?” She asked in a small voice.
Amanda looked at her and put an arm around her, and brought her into her, “Well, first of all, know that I will not be turning your brain into mush, making it to where you can only say a few words, only feeding you baby food, or preventing you from walking normally.”
“What about my teeth?” She asked nervously in a small voice.
“Stacy, smile at her, please,” Amanda said.
I nervously did as she asked.
“Does Stacy still have all of her teeth?”
“She has a contract with you…?”
“Believe me, I won’t be taking anyone’s teeth,” Amanda said and hugged her more. “I think it’s the dumbest thing on the planet.”
“I happen to agree with her,” Fred said, reappearing from wherever he had disappeared to.
“So… but what do I do now with my apartment… and my stuff… and my work…?” She was genuinely sobbing now. I crawled from Amanda’s lap onto hers as much as I could and hugged her tight.
“Well, that’s going to be an excellent question, Bella… We weren’t exactly planning on ever really adopting another Little either,” Fred answered.
“Unfortunately, we can’t leave you alone at home,” Amanda said softly as she began stroking both of our hair.
“Stupid Amazons…” she said and then looked up, “Umm… no offense… I mean, you’re practically teddy bear Bigs… but still.”
“I understand, Bella; it’s not fair at all,” Amanda said. “I might have an idea or two, but we’ll have to wait and talk to some people back home. If we can’t do anything else, I guess I can take you to some of my classes like some of the professors…?”
“What about what Stacy is doing? How is she doing it?” She asked.
“Stacy has achieved some exceptional test scores that opened up some doors for her.”
“What about the CARE test?”
“Took it this past week,” I told her.
“You passed it?!?” She asked, shocked. “No one passes it anymore!”
“Not easy,” I admitted, “but I did pretty well too.”
Fred snorted, “Pretty well… I guess it wasn’t perfect, but it was close enough, Stacy.”
“Anyway, she’ll be in classes, with me, my father at his martial arts studio, with my baby sister Megan – who’s also a student.”
“Is she a Little too?” Bella asked skeptically.
I shook my head, “No, she’s short for a Big, but she’s a Big.”
“What happened to your face? That can’t be the way you arrived?” She asked after a moment of silence.
I looked up at Amanda and sighed.
“Okay, so this is going to probably push you over the skeptical meter!” I proceeded to tell her about the mix-up and how we had solved it.
To my surprise, Bella had a weird smirk on her face and giggled, “Now that sounds like the kind of messed up thing I expect!” Then she looked pained, “I’m not going to have to do that, am I?”
Amanda shook her head, “No, dear, I won’t make you do that.”
She sighed in relief but then asked, “So what are you going to make me do?”
Amanda pulled me back off of where I was, half-leaning on her, and set me on her right knee so she could pull Bella onto her left. The idea that I could fit comfortably on her lap with another ‘adult’ really reminded me of how big she was! “Well, I guess; first you have to know diapers and being babied are going to be mandatory… I’ll also suggest we get your hair permanently removed on your body for your own hygiene.”
Bella grimaced but said, “I’ve already had that done.”
I noticed for the first time that she didn’t have any hair on her arms. But, of course, the leg hair was a pretty common thing for a woman to shave, so I hadn’t even really thought that she was already taken care of.
“Well, that’s helpful!” Amanda said with a smile and a squeeze, “Anyway, you’re not like Stacy, so I’d probably like to nurse you more than her?”
“Nurse me?” She asked nervously.
“From my breasts, sweetie,” she told her.
“What do you mean more than her?” she asked in a small voice.
“We have to keep to once a day for her for her safety,” Amanda said. “Don’t worry, though; you’ll be eating solid food just like her.”
She sighed in relief, “Thank you… What about sewing? Can I do that still?”
“We’ll see what we can do for you there… No promises, but I’ll try and make it to where you can at least do it as a craft activity. Of course, we have to be careful in case LPS gets called… I was already worried about it with Stacy here, but you’ve probably put an even larger target on us now.”
She nodded and stared for a moment before suddenly hugging Amanda, “I knew I wouldn’t last free much longer. Thank you for being the ones that found me.”
“You’re welcome, sweetie,” she told her. “Now I think I have two little girls that need to have a bath and then go night-night before we have a big day tomorrow!”
Just as she said that a knock came at the door. Fred let in a hotel worker who brought in the playpen and even helpfully unfolded it and placed a blanket and pillow inside it. Then, she told Fred, “Go ahead and put the playpen on my side and the crib on your side.”
Once the hotel employee was gone, she carefully carried both Bella and me into the bathroom and left for a moment. I stared at Bella nervously, “So…?”
She laughed, “Look, I know you’re sad for me, but this really was inevitable here. I just hate the fact it sounds like you’re the smaller baby but going to be my big sister in a lot of ways.”
I grimaced; none of us had told her about the fact I was allowed to go poop in a potty at home! Amanda came back in a moment later and held a finger up to her lips in a quiet motion. She quickly showed me a little black device and flushed it down the toilet. After she flushed three more times, I asked, “Was that…?”
“Yes, it was.”
“Wow…” was all I could say as Amanda reached down and started the bathwater in the tub and added some bubble bath that she’d brought with her. Once the water had begun filling, she reached down and pulled Bella’s dress off her head and removed her diaper. She looked embarrassed with an audience, something I could relate to a moment later when my own outfit was unsnapped, and my diaper was removed too. Amanda placed me inside the tub first and then Bella on the opposite end after a quick temperature check.
“This is awkward,” Bella said quietly.
“Yep,” I agreed.
“And you’re both going to get used to it, huh?” Amanda said with a smile. “If I’m going to have two baby girls, then they’re going to get baths together like normal sisters.”
I sighed, “thank you for the bubbles, at least,” I told her. It didn’t really prevent either of us from staring at the other, but I felt less exposed with a little bit of coverage on my groin. “So… umm… what’s your story, Bella?” I asked.
“What do you mean?”
“Your family?” I asked as Amanda dumped water on my hair.
She sighed, “My mom and dad just disappeared one night when I was fourteen. I didn’t see them for two years until one day some Amazon was pulling along two Littles on leashes, wearing only collars and their diapers dripping poop down their legs.”
I felt terrible for her, “I’m sorry.”
She shrugged sadly, “It happens… Too often… Anyway, my older sister was nineteen then, so she and I lived together until I graduated high school and started my fashion design program. She was with a CAMOL protest group right when the new president was elected. She was adopted right there on the spot after someone threw some dirty diapers at the counter-protestors.”
“Ouch…” Amanda said as she poured warm water over my hair again to rinse the shampoo out. “I’m sorry you went through that, Bella.”
“M… Mo…” she choked up, “Mommy, I said before, you’ve got nothing to be sorry for. All I ask is that you please don’t go back on your word and make me like her and them… I’ll play baby, but please don’t make me like them!”
Her tears were coming in streams then, and Amanda gave her a hug. Her wet hair made a big wet mark on Amanda’s blouse, but she didn’t care. “It’ll be okay, sweetie, I promise.”
I sat there and watched Amanda console her, hoping beyond hope that things would be okay for her in the end. At the same time, I couldn’t help feel worse that I knew I would have way more freedom than she would. I was a college student with a little bit of autonomy in theory. She would be nothing more than another forced baby doll… And the sad thing to me was that Amanda and Fred didn’t have a choice about it either; LPS probably would come snooping around this year...
‘Possibly sooner if whoever just tried to bug our room gets involved,’ I thought to myself grimly.
Amanda finished up washing both of us and pulled the plug out of the bathtub. “Fred, can you come give me a hand?”
Bella froze as he walked into the bathroom and put her arms across her chest. Amanda sighed but pushed her arms down, “Bella, he’s your Daddy now… and you have to remember to act like you’re a baby now… You don’t have anything to be ashamed of, and people will get suspicious if you act like that.”
She whimpered but didn’t try to cover herself again, “Fred, would you get Bella dressed so she can get used to you?”
“What if I wanted Daddy to take care of me?” I asked, trying to help Bella out.
“Not tonight, sweetie,” she told me with a look that said she appreciated what I was doing but told me to behave.
I sighed and lifted my arms up and let her pick me up in a towel while Fred picked up a shaking Bella in another towel. We were carried into the room where two changing pads were lying on a table. To my surprise, Fred was quicker than Amanda, so Bella was dressed in a pink set of footed pajamas before I was in my own purple set. She took us into the bathroom and blow-dried Bella’s hair first, then my own, before braiding our hair into loose braids. Bella’s braid was longer than mine, but that made sense with her being older and a girl her whole life.
“Okay, time for a bedtime story,” Amanda said as she carried us both over to the couch, now dressed in a robe.
She put me on her right knee as she leaned against her left side of the couch and then brought Bella into her lap on the other side with her arms around us. “Once upon a time,” I enjoyed the story because it was a new one to me again, but I noticed that Bella looked sadder and sadder. By the end, she was quietly sobbing, “Shh, it’s okay,” Amanda told her. Without saying anything else, Amanda picked me up and sat me to her side for a moment as she laid Bella across her lap with her legs coming towards me. Amanda undid the robe and pushed her head towards her left breast, “Go ahead and nursie,” to Bella after she gave her a crazy look.
“Do I have to…?” Bella asked nervously.
“Try it and see how you feel about it?” Amanda suggested.
I watched Bella tentatively look at Amanda’s large breast and reach her head forward. She opened her mouth nervously and tentatively suckled, and a moment later, she was on the autopilot I knew too well. I felt hungry and jealous beyond words, something Amanda picked up on with a smile. “I have two, you know?”
She placed me to where I was lying on top of Bella and was able to get to her right breast that was closer to me. As soon as I began nursing, I stopped worrying about sharing and went to sleep.
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Chapters 19 and 20
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 19: Family Breakfast
DURING THE NIGHT, I woke up a couple times to Bella crying softly in her playpen across the bed from where I lay in the crib. I pretended to sleep through Amanda getting up and consoling poor Bella before nursing her back to sleep both times. ‘I guess Amazon milk has its uses?’ I admitted. ‘I definitely need to stick to less; my potty training definitely takes big steps back when I have more!’
I managed to go back to sleep the second time and stayed asleep until Fred lifted me up. “Come on, my little fish, time to wake up!”
“Ugh…” I opened my eyes, “for the last time, dolphins are not fish!”
He laughed and sat me down on the makeshift-changing table. Once I was stripped of my pajamas, he changed my soaked diaper and dressed me in a purple romper with white polka dots on it. The outfit snapped up the front and left these very frilly thin cap sleeves at the top. I saw two tiny bows over the top of the top two snaps. I sighed in embarrassment as it covered a bit more than a regular onesie down my legs, but not by enough. As I wiped the sleep out of my eyes, I looked and saw that Amanda had just finished dressing Bella in a larger version of the same outfit.
“We’re twinning?” I commented, unsure if I should be happy with this or not.
Bella groaned, “Are we going to do this all of the time?”
“Don’t you want to, sis? I want to be just like you when I grow up!” I told her with my best peppy valley girl accent.
She looked at me in horror while Amanda and Fred laughed. Then, after a moment of frowning at me, she said, “You do that way too well!”
I shrugged, “I try.”
“No, we won’t do this all of the time,” Amanda said a moment later, “but coming to Looney World is kind of a time for it.”
I looked at her and realized that she had an outfit that wasn’t the same but coordinated with the colors. “Let’s do both of your hair now!” she said, sounding excited.
“So… umm… what am I today?” I asked nervously as she began working on Bella’s hair first.
“I figured you’d probably rather be a Little?” she said. “If we pretend that you’re just three months, we might as well not go anywhere.”
I nodded, “How bad are we going to get picked on today?”
“That’s the great thing about this park, sweetie; they have a philosophy that Littles are to be treated like babies. So picking on them is not allowed, and they fire any member of their staff who acts otherwise.”
“Seriously?” Bella asked. “I thought those were just lies?”
“No, I’ve been here before as a kid with Hannah,” she smiled a bit and looked sad at the same time, “that trip was one of the few times it felt like Hannah was a real person. Of course, she got babied, but no one made one mean comment. I remember actually Chloe was starting to pick on her, and Bugs Bunny came and told her to knock it off.”
“So, they have cast members dressed up as all of the characters?” I asked.
“Yep, and we’re going to get as many pictures as we can with you two!” she smiled.
It was clear to me that while Amanda hadn’t planned on picking up another little, the overly maternal side of her was having a blast with it. I watched her put Bella’s hair into two floppy pigtails that went from the top of her head to flow down. Amanda then found a purple bow that she attached to the middle of Bella’s head right in front of the pigtails. I looked up at the mural on the wall and figured out she matched her hair to Baby Lola’s. I watched her give Bella a hug, which seemed to bring a slight smile to her nervous face before Amanda picked her up and put her down on the floor. She stared curiously at me for a second before toddling over towards the couch.
“Next!” she said as she picked me up. She placed me in front of her on the bed.
I felt her work with my hair to do the same style and couldn’t help but run my hand up to feel it when it was done. She squealed and gave me a tight hug, “You two look adorable!”
“Thanks…” I said.
She sat me down on the ground next to where Bella had found a seat, “Mommy is going to go use the potty, and then we’ll go down and get breakfast before we go to the park!”
“Well, she’s excited about this trip!” I said to Bella.
She shrugged, “I’m actually kind of excited too… This is the only way I would have ever seen it… Hate that I’m dressed like this, but better get used to it, huh?”
I nodded, “It’s not so bad after a few days… Besides, if you keep nursing from Amanda, it’ll help you not even think about using your diapers.”
“Huh?”
I looked at her, “What did you think when you nursed last night?”
She squirmed, “I was mortified and disgusted when she opened her robe… but once I had the taste of it in my mouth, I couldn’t stop...” she paused. “It’s the same milk I had yesterday from your bottle?”
I nodded, “Probably.”
“It tastes delicious… I didn’t even know what hit me once I started… I just zoned out. It takes away your potty training?”
“Something about it does me at least… We figured out how much it affected me when we cleansed my body for the CARE exam… My potty training was fully back with it all out of my system. It’s too bad, too; I really like it!”
“So, how often for you?”
“Only nightly now… Although yesterday I guess, was special.”
“Do you think she’ll limit me like that?”
“Limit you like what?” Amanda asked as she came out of the bathroom. Fred came back inside from the hallway then too.
“I was telling her about the side-effects of your milk,” I told her.
“Oh…” Amanda said.
“Do I have to be limited like Stacy?”
“You don’t want to be?” Fred asked.
“If it keeps me from having to think about wetting and messing my diapers… no.”
“Well then…” Amanda paused, “I guess I don’t have to pump anymore… Good thing I haven’t done that yet this morning. I’ll nurse you down at breakfast?” She said tentatively.
Bella almost looked excited, and I sort of understood. The green-eyed jealousy monster raged a bit inside of me, but remembering my diapers after the flight yesterday reminded me that was a bad idea. I sighed, and Amanda looked at me understandingly. “I’m sorry, Stacy, but I don’t think…?”
I shook my head, “No, I shouldn’t… We ready?”
She came over and picked me up and squeezed me gently, “Stacy, don’t think I don’t love you any less now that you have a sister. I’d happily nurse you both all day long if I could.”
I nodded, “but we can’t… So, can we go get food? Assuming I’m not going to be restricted to baby food down at the restaurant?”
She laughed, “You get regular table food – you can feed yourself if you want to.”
I nodded, “Thanks.”
“Come here, Bella,” she told her after she had me settled onto one side. Amanda easily picked her up and held her in her other arm while Fred pushed our empty new stroller and diaper bag down the hall. In the elevator a couple minutes later, we had to stop on a few floors on the way down to let others on. A teenage Amazon girl and her parents were the first ones on.
“Oh my gosh, she’s so adorable!” the girl cooed towards me before looking at Bella, “And you must be her pretty big sister!”
“Cute outfits,” the girl’s mom said.
“Mom, if you would adopt a Little, we could dress them just like that!”
The mom laughed, “You’re sixteen; you’re only two years from being able to adopt your own. Also, I don’t need to change any more poopy diapers. Your first five years in them, and then the other when you were ten was more than enough for me!”
I watched the girl turn bright red, “Moom,” she griped.
I giggled a little, unable to help myself, and the girl stuck her tongue out at me, “At least I don’t wear them anymore!”
“Thank God,” her father breathed, “Your poopy diapers were even more awful to change then...”
Several more stops interrupted the seemingly endless stream of people embarrassing their real and fake kids. Downstairs I saw that almost every one of the poor Littles had those awful collars on their necks. Half of them seemed to have leashes attached to those, and it scared me to see the number of Littles forced to crawl and keep up while their ‘parents’ choked them with those damn things. I buried my head into Amanda, who gave me a reassuring squeeze. Finally, we ended up in the Daffy Kitchen restaurant in the hotel.
“Good morning, how many?” a lady at a hostess stand said. I looked back up then and noticed that Bugs and Daffy were standing with a photographer.
I smiled at them, and they waived at me. I waved back as Fred said, “Two adults and two regular baby highchairs, please.”
“Will your daughters be eating from the buffet?”
“Please,” he said.
“It’ll be about five minutes if you want to let your little girls get a picture?”
He made eye contact with me, and I nodded up and down, “Please?” I asked, realizing Bella had a pacifier in her mouth though I didn’t.
“Okay,” he said with a smile. Amanda walked over to where Bugs and Daffy were standing and handed me to Bugs and Bella to Daffy.
They held us securely, and the photographer said, “Smile!”
I obliged him and hoped the picture was cute and not too embarrassing. I hugged Bugs before I thought he would hand me back to Amanda, but instead, they joined us for a picture. Once done, I was given to Amanda, and Bella was given to Fred, who had parked the stroller somewhere and had the diaper bag on his shoulder.
We heard, “Fred, party of four?”
They followed the hostess back to a table with two high chairs on either side of the table and two chairs next to them. Amanda handed me to Fred and put Bella in the high chair next to her. “Fred, would you please get Stacy a bib out of the diaper bag and then hand me one of Bella’s?”
“Sure, honey,” he said.
He passed over a bib to Amanda a moment later before he fastened a ‘Daddy’s Princess’ bib on me. Amanda put one on Bella that said ‘Messy Princess,’ so I guessed I won the lottery there. Bella looked down at her chest and groaned while my stomach made a loud growl.
“We didn’t have dinner last night, did we?” I said in surprise.
“You skipped lunch too,” Amanda said to me. “That’s part of why I nursed you the extra times yesterday,” she told me.
I blushed but nodded, “did you two eat?”
“Daddy got us something to eat after you two were put to bed.”
Bella was looking at me like I was crazy to be talking. The waitress came by a moment later and said, “What can I get you all to drink?”
“I’ll have coffee and water,” Fred answered.
“Coffee and water for me,” she said.
“Anything for them?” She asked her, pointing towards Bella and me.
“I’ve got bottles for them.”
“Very good then; I’ll be back with your drinks. You’re welcome to go ahead and fill up your plates at the buffet.”
“Thanks,” Amanda said. Then, after the waitress walked away, Amanda said, “Fred, why don’t you go get a plate for yourself and whatever Stacy wants. We’ll do this in two rounds; that way, we don’t have to carry babies and food?”
“Okay,” he told her before looking at me, “What do you want?”
I thought for a second, “Eggs, sausage, bacon… and pancakes if they have it?”
“Add some fruit, too,” Amanda told him. “And remember, she’s not that big!”
He laughed, “You just don’t want her proving how much she can eat again.”
“That’s it, you’re on Stacy diaper duty the rest of this trip, Mister…” she said with a mock glare.
He hugged me, “See what this says,” pointing to the bib, “don’t hate because she’s a daddy’s girl.”
She stuck her tongue out at him and said, “Hand me the diaper bag on your way by.”
She dug out a bottle of apple juice that she handed to me. Then, she placed another bottle for Bella on the table, just out of her reach. Amanda pulled a cloth over her shoulder. “C’mere you,” she said to Bella as she unstrapped her. I watched with more than a little bit of envy as Amanda situated Bella on her lap and presented her with a breast. Bella’s face was bright red throughout, but as soon as she began nursing, she was hard at work ignoring the world.
I sighed, put the baby bottle of juice in my mouth, and began nursing it.
Fred took long enough getting our food that Amanda had burped Bella once and switched her to her other side. “Do you want me to go get your plates?” He asked her as she sat there.
“No, she’ll be done soon, I’m guessing?”
He shook his head, “Okay.” Fred then sat down a plate of food in front of me that he had actually done quite well with! A mini pancake stack that was a little smaller than the diameter of my hand was joined by a small pile of eggs, a piece of sausage that might as well have been a hot dog to me, two slices of bacon, and then three strawberries the size of apples to me.
“You have her utensils?” he asked Amanda.
“They’re in the bag here,” she said with Bella still firmly attached to her.
He walked over to the bag, and she pointed to a Ziploc that looked to have about six sets of plastic forks and spoons that she had made for me. He gave me a set and said, “dig in!”
I had made it through the bacon and part of the sausage when Amanda sat Bella up and burped her over her shoulder. I watched and grimaced a bit as milk spattered the well-placed burp cloth. Amanda used it to wipe her mouth and her breast discreetly. “Okay, I’m going to go get you a plate of food, Bella,” she told her with a smile and hugged her. Amanda buckled her into the high chair. Bella looked zoned out, but her face turned red again as she noticed me watching her.
I smiled briefly at her but kept eating and looked back down at my plate.
Amanda was back much faster than Fred and just brought one plate of food and a bowl of oatmeal. “Now I figure you’re probably not really hungry after nursing,” I heard her say to her, “but I want you to eat some of this, and then I’ll let you have some eggs and fruit.”
Bella, for her part, just nodded as Amanda then brought a spoonful of oatmeal to her mouth. I think Bella couldn’t help but note the severe disconnect between our sizes and how we were treated. The waitress stopped by then and said, “Well, don’t you have a good eater here!” towards me.
“That she is,” Amanda said as she stuffed another bite of mush into Bella’s mouth.
I just hoped the lady would move on soon. Fortunately, after cooing over Bella a little, too, she left. I managed to eat all of the meal without getting anything on my bib – something I was pretty proud of but didn’t say anything. Meanwhile, Bella had oatmeal across her bib and face, eggs on her bib and tray, and definitely was getting the embarrassing end of the meal. Amanda had just put down her fork for her last bite when Bella began whimpering with tears going down her face. I didn’t have to wonder why for long, though, since I could smell her diaper from across the table.
Amanda gently picked her up out of her high chair and put her pacifier in her mouth. Then, she looked at Fred, “I’m glad this worked; I didn’t really want to have to use those enemas tonight!”
“Well, with as much as it makes our other princess poop, I figured it wouldn’t hurt to try,” Fred told her.
“Is that why you nursed her twice at night too?” I asked.
Bella turned red and more tears streamed down her face, while Amanda told me, “Part of it, Stacy, now be a good girl and let Mommy and Daddy talk.”
I blushed at the rebuke but understood I probably had embarrassed Bella more.
“Fred, you want to pay and gather up the stroller – I’ll go change these two?”
“I thought Daddy was going to change me!” I said with a smirk.
“I did say that, huh?” She said. “Well then, I’ll change Bella, and then you can take Stacy and change her.”
Without another word, Amanda carried Bella and the diaper bag out to the front where the restrooms were. “Well, at least I got lucky, no poopy diaper on you right now?” He suggested.
I smiled an innocent smile at him, and suspicion clouded his face. I could feel the need to go, and as soon as I was picked up, I planned to get it over with!
Chapter 20: Day in the Park
ABOUT FIFTEEN MINUTES later, Bella was set in the raised stroller seat behind me. While shopping yesterday, they decided to get a double stroller with a back seat raised so that baby… person… could still see above the other. In the family changing room, Fred had grimaced at the state of my diaper, and I just giggled the whole time. It still made me nervous about having anyone change me, but I really was becoming desensitized to Fred now.
“Hold out your wrist Stacy,” Amanda told me while reaching for the one opposite my LittleProtect device and charm bracelet.
I watched as she put on a wristband that reminded me of the LittleProtect device and the MagicBands that Disney had the last time we visited. I noticed that mine was a baby pink color, while the one she attached to Bella a moment later was red. “What’s the difference?” I asked.
“Not sure other than size?” she said.
“Did she know you were a Little last night?” Bella asked from behind me.
I shook my head, “I think she thought I was a real infant?”
“I bet you’ll see Littles are all wearing the red,” she told me.
“Now, you two be good while we go through the security gate. I’m sure we’ll have to pull you out to have the stroller searched. Just suck on your pacis until we get in, okay?” She told me as she pushed mine into my mouth and reinserted Bellas too.
I sighed but just sucked on the silicone teat, reflecting that of all the things out there; this was actually pretty comforting. ‘As long as it’s not one of those locking ones!’ I remembered.
The walk from the hotel to the park was very short, and we were soon in the security lines. As expected, when we got to the front, a gentleman asked, “Would you please pull your babies from the stroller and then pass it to me?”
“Yes, sir,” Amanda said, and soon I found myself in her arms while Bella was in Fred’s.
“Arm Bands?” A lady asked a moment later. Amanda pushed my arm out along with hers to be scanned. “Thank you,” she said before smiling at me, “Have fun today!”
Fred and Bella were not far behind, and we were quickly buckled back into the stroller. “Where to first?” Fred asked Amanda.
“Well, I figure we’ll do some of the rides the girls can go on, maybe get a souvenir or two, lunch, and then we’ll head over to the aquarium for our little fish to swim her heart out with some finned friends?”
I looked up where she had turned to look at me and tickle my side. “Dolphin,” I said as I pushed my pacifier out and let it hang from the holder she had connected to my outfit.
I heard Bella groan in disbelief behind me, followed by a giggle that told me she at least found our banter humorous.
“Wait, I get to go swimming with dolphins?” I asked excitedly as what she said dawned on me.
“I knew that would make her day.” But then, Amanda said, obviously talking to Fred, “Bella can go too if she wants?”
I could hear Bella squirm behind me, “No, thank you… I don’t swim well... or really ever.”
I started at that a bit, but in my mind could picture why. ‘As a Little, it wouldn’t have been normal to go anywhere you could have been easily diapered and kidnapped like a pool. I wonder if Bella even had a kiddy pool growing up?’
“We’ll have to teach you when we get home,” I told her as I wanted to turn around to see her, but even if I could with the harness around me, there was no view to the rear seat.
“Umm… Okay…” Bella sounded nervous.
“Here, let’s start with this ride!” Fred said somewhat more enthusiastically than I would have expected. I saw Amanda had my sling on as she unbuckled me from the seat. I was quickly settled into a forward-facing position as I watched Fred put on a larger harness carrier that he secured Bella into similarly. She blushed deeply as he dropped her in, “All good, Bella?” He asked her gently.
She just nodded and sucked on the pacifier that she hadn’t apparently felt like being without. Mine still hung loosely from my outfit, and Amanda took that opportunity to push it back into my mouth as we joined the line. Amanda and Fred held each other’s hands as they walked through the metal queue bars. It was early enough that the lines were short, or the ride just wasn’t that popular because it was a long walk before they finally met up with a string of people waiting just a short distance from where guests boarded boats. Along the way, the walls featured decorations and moving robots that reminded me a bit of the Pirates of the Caribbean ride from Disney World, but instead was themed ‘Bugs vs. the Pirates.’
“Wow, you have two beautiful baby girls there!” a woman with an Amazon girl holding her hand said to Amanda.
“Thank you,” Amanda said and gave me a squeeze, “your daughter is quite the pretty little princess too!”
The young girl was probably about eight and blushed. “What do you say, Hazel?” her mom prodded.
“Thank you,” she said shyly.
“How old are your Littles?” the lady asked sweetly.
“Stacy here is eighteen, and Bella there is twenty-three.”
“They seem very well behaved!”
“Yes, they are,” Amanda said with a laugh, “perfect angels, really.”
“My friends have Little sisters, but they don’t behave. They’re always getting spankings and icky baby food!” little Hazel said.
“Not like you, huh, sweet pea?” her mother asked with a smile.
“Nope! I even get to change and feed them sometimes!”
“What a big girl you are…?” Amanda muttered.
I squirmed a bit, more than slightly disturbed by yet another sign of how young Amazons were brainwashed to mistreat Littles. You almost couldn’t fault the kids because the parents were simply teaching them the behavior. It was really like back in the days of segregation when everyone just kept regurgitating nonsense about people who weren’t white. I frowned around the pacifier, and the lady picked up on it.
“Do you get lots of spankings and baby food to make you behave like a good baby girl?” She asked me in a sweet voice, but the taunt was still apparent.
I was about to pull the pacifier out of my mouth and speak back. Amanda held it in there gently with a finger, though, as she gave me a gentle squeeze on me with her arms, “I’ve never spanked her honestly, and the only time she’s had baby food was in a restaurant when it matched our meal. You asked how I get my daughters to behave? I didn’t kidnap them.”
Thankfully we had just reached the end of the line, and the lady and her daughter got into a different car than we did. There was definitely an awkward silence as Amanda and Fred sat down next to each other and loosened the carriers as instructed. It meant Bella and I both had a bit of freedom to look around as the ride began. I was once again struck by the incredible progress this world had made in technology! Where Disney thrived with animatronics, this park seemed to have perfect AI behind robots that actually would interact with us as we passed. Genuine holograms like that supercomputer assistant seemed to float like ghosts through part of the ride.
I almost forgot that I was being held in Amanda’s lap instead of being in a seat on my own until we got to the end, and she refastened the sling with me. As she bounced me a couple times, I felt her fingers reach into my diaper, “I’ve got a wet little girl here; how about yours?” She asked Fred as they took some steps away from the ride.
“Stinky,” he said, “and wet.”
“Let’s go find the family room then and get them changed,” Amanda said and held her hand out to Fred again.
The handholding was sweet as they found our stroller but didn’t bother placing us back into it. Not being too far from the front of the park, they quickly found the room and carried us inside. “Need a changing table?” A lady in a uniform asked as we came in.
“Please,” she told her.
She directed us to a table far into the room, and we passed many genuine babies, Littles, and even older Amazon children getting their diapers changed. “You want to take Stacy, and I’ll change Bella?” Amanda asked as she sat the diaper bag on the large countertop.”
“I’ve got her,” he said with a smile.
Poor Bella was most certainly not smiling, and around the pacifier in her mouth, I could see the frown and tears going down her eyes. “Pwease just change me already…” she begged.
He kissed her head as he pulled her out of the harness and lay her down. Amanda, meanwhile, began unfolding a changing mat for him to use on the large counter and did the same for me. As Bella’s diaper was opened, I gagged and wanted to throw up. They may have been worried about her being stopped up, but the runny pile of poop in her diaper definitely proved that was not a worry now!
“Icky, huh,” Amanda whispered in my ear as she lay me down, popped open the snaps on my romper, and pulled the tapes of my diaper loose. I was glad of her changing my diaper, and as soon as the wipe hit my rear end, I was able to ignore the smell next to me!
I was quickly redressed in a new diaper before Bella, and I were back attached to the front of our respective’ parent.’
“Do you want to just check the stroller in here?” Fred asked, “I think we can probably just carry these two?”
Amanda looked at him and shrugged, “sure, might as well. Not sure I want to carry their diaper bag everywhere?”
“Just check it into a locker?”
“And when they need to be changed?”
“We’ll come back?” He suggested.
She shrugged and looked down at me. I looked up awkwardly since I was facing forward, “Think you both can make it a couple hours in those diapees?”
I sighed but nodded.
I think they both found it a bit easier to move around the park without the extra gear. Rides like Marvin’s Space Adventure, Piggy’s Carousel, Tweety’s Flight, and Sylvester’s Haunted House occupied our next couple hours that flew by. As much as I was embarrassed to enjoy the environment deemed appropriate for toddlers, I was smiling, if nothing else, at seeing the universe come alive. What Walt Disney had done in our dimension, Albert Warner apparently had outdone. Coupled with the technology that made our first ride come alive, I was truly in awe.
“I wish I could go on the big kids’ rides,” I told Amanda as she now carried me in the sling, “the effects are so cool!”
Amanda laughed, “I’m sorry, princess, but you are much too small for many other rides. Bella could ride a few more than you, but I don’t want to make you too jealous there,” she kissed my head.
I sighed, “I wouldn’t mind that much… I’m getting a better deal overall than Bella will,” I told her quietly. I was currently repositioned to face her as we walked back to the locker where she’d stashed our diaper bag.
“I know,” she said sadly. “I’m hoping someday we can find a way to get things right.”
“What about her apartment?” I asked her quietly since Fred and Bella were a little way ahead of us.
“We called last night and had everything switched to our names. So we’ll move out her stuff next week.”
I just sat silently and nodded. Both Bella and I had wet diapers that were quickly changed, and the two of us sat down in the stroller. I really hated continually being harnessed into places, and this trip was increasingly not allowing me to have as much freedom as I’d gotten used to the previous few days. I squirmed a bit before Amanda’s head peeked in and handed me a bottle full of juice, “Here, sweetie, why don’t you drink this while we find lunch.”
I just nodded and stuck the bottle in my mouth, and drank. I hadn’t had much that day so far, so I was definitely thirsty!
“Thanks,” I said around it, but her head was gone, and I heard her checking on Bella behind me.
Being increasingly bored, I just watched people from my short perch as we passed down the fake roadway leading to wherever Fred was pushing us. Happy families of actual children would pass by, cranky children would pass by, and frequently enough, the other families with Littles trapped as babies. The park really did an excellent job of making even the most despondent of those seem happy, though! There was a fair share of spankings and other punishment I could see, but a lot of it was toned down from everywhere else I had been in this dimension. Since we arrived at the park, we hadn’t had many negative encounters picking on even Bella.
I sighed, ‘Poor girl…’
Not too far down the road, we came upon a restaurant called ‘Taz’s Café’ with plenty of pictures of him around and décor that looked like it leaned Australian. “Come here, you,” Fred said to me as he unbuckled the confining harness and picked me up. Amanda had grabbed Bella and held her on her hip while Fred decided to give me a piggyback ride. I appreciated the view from his shoulders even as he had to duck down a little at the doorway to not hit my head!
I noticed that he also had our diaper bag on his shoulder as we walked up to the counter. “How can I help you?”
“Yes, I’d like a meat pie,” Fred said.
“I’ll have one of those Sausage Sangs,” Amanda said and looked up at me questioningly.
I looked at the board and thought that sounded good, but the fish and chips sounded better, “Fish and chips please?” I asked politely.
“Anything for your other daughter?” The lady asked.
“She’ll share the fish and chips with my other daughter.”
I felt terrible and looked over at Bella, hoping she wasn’t mad. “It’s okay,” she mouthed to me.
I worried that I was seeing a quick devolving of Amanda into another crazy Amazon woman because I felt like Bella was getting the short end of the straw. “Why don’t you go sit down with them, and I’ll wait for the order?” He asked her.
“Okay,” she said, and he pulled her off of his shoulders and handed me to her. She took that moment to set both of us on the ground and put my hand in Bella’s while she reached for hers. “Keep up with Mommy,” she told us.
I sighed but was glad I had Bella to hang onto rather than Amanda – I didn’t have to reach up nearly as high to hold her hand! On the other hand, Bella was reaching very high still, and Amanda leaned over a little as she led us to a couple high chairs that she pushed over to a table. Amanda picked me up and buckled me in before picking Bella up and setting her on her lap. When she unbuttoned her shirt, I didn’t feel so bad about picking lunch…
‘Why am I so jealous…?’ I angrily asked myself as I watched Bella awkwardly latch onto Amanda’s breast from my highchair.
Fred arrived a moment later and asked, “Do you have a bottle or something for Stacy?” as he sat down a large basket of fish the size of my torso and chips as thick as my arms.
“There’s another bottle of juice in the diaper bag for her,” she said, nodding towards it. “If you can fill up one of those empty bottles with some water from the dispenser for Bella, too, please.”
Fred did as he was told and scooted me in closer to the table. He was kind enough to take a knife quickly and section up the fish into a few more manageable chunks. I grabbed the first large piece in my hand and carefully spent the next twenty-minutes carving away at it before Bella finished her nursing session. Amanda had managed to eat her sausage sandwich and drink a fair amount of water herself while feeding her.
“Still hungry?” Amanda asked Bella.
She shrugged and nodded. I watched as she leaned over and grabbed one of the parts of the fish Fred had cut and handed it to her. She slowly ate at it like I had been. I’d also spent some time attacking a large piece of potato myself.
I slowed down eventually, and Bella didn’t even finish the piece of fish she had when Amanda asked, “Are my little girls all done?”
I looked at the food in front of me and nodded while Bella said, “Yes.”
“Which princess do you want?” Fred asked her.
“You can take the fish for a while.”
I stuck my tongue out at her, “Dolphins are not…!” I was interrupted with a pacifier in my mouth. I glared at Fred, who just laughed and picked me up. Back at the stroller, we were sat back inside and pushed through the streets until I noticed we were coming to a new part of the park that was ‘Mr. Limpet’s Incredible Aquarium.’
“Who’s Mr. Limpet?” I heard Bella ask behind me.
I pulled my pacifier out, “He was a fictional guy who got turned into a fish and single-handedly helped the US Navy destroy German U-Boats.”
Fred peeked around me and said, “Hmm… close, but not quite.”
I looked at him with a questioning face, “He’s a dolphin,” he smiled at me. “And you know dolphins aren’t fish, right?”
I sighed as I realized that while he had been a fish in my dimension, the picture was stylized into a dolphin here. I shook my head and plopped my pacifier back in my mouth. I started seeing different signs of where to go to see dolphins, whales, otters, sharks, and other creatures popping up. Before we got too far, I saw a water play area with Littles and babies splashing about. Most of them only wore diapers with no swimsuits. Some of the Littles had more than enough breast development to feel like I was seeing something I shouldn’t.
I was just thinking about how hot it was when the stroller stopped, and I was picked up out of the seat. A bathroom and changing area were next to us, along with signs saying, “Swim Diapers only in water areas. All Littles and children below this height must be in protection.” The mark looked to be well over my head, and when Bella was stood up beside it, I could see she was just right at the edge of it.
“You’re close, but since you’re a baby, we just get to keep you in a diapee, huh?” Amanda said with condescension in her voice that bothered me.
Bella sighed, “Yes, Mommy,” she said.
Amanda took that moment to pick her back up and tickle her and give her a hug. Then, both of us were stripped of the rompers quickly before our wet diapers were exchanged for swim diapers. I was a little nervous based on the lack of clothing that we would be naked, but this was apparently planned for because both Bella and I found ourselves in cute swimming suits.
“Okay, you two, let’s go play!”
She carried us out and set us down on the edge of a large splash park area. I turned to Bella, who looked mortified about all of this and didn’t know what to do. “Come on, Bella,” I told her with a smile and grabbed her hand and pulled her over to a mushroom that had water pouring out from it.
“This is so…” She said when we were alone by the mushroom.
I realized it was the first time we had been alone so far. “Embarrassing?” I finished for her.
She nodded, “What do they expect us to do?”
I smiled at her, “Look happy, maybe enjoy ourselves a little?”
“How? I just lost everything…”
I hugged her, “If I know anything, it’s that things are not always as they seem with Amanda and Fred. If you want to be free again, I’ll help you get to be that way after a while. For now…”
Bella froze right then, and I looked worriedly at her before figuring out she was just going to poop again.
“It’s okay, she’ll…” I started to say.
“He’s here… he followed us…!” Bella said, and I followed her gaze to where I could see the man clearly watching us from across the way. The man who had lured her to Selegnasol!
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Chapters 21 and 22
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 21: Ventures
“COME ON, BELLA! Let’s go find Mommy,” I told her. I pulled her quickly towards Amanda and Fred. They were on the opposite side of the splash area from the man.
I didn’t turn around to watch for the guy but quickly walked up to Amanda with Bella and said, “Bella poopy!” I said it loudly enough for others to hear before putting my hands in the ‘pick me up’ motion towards Fred. “Daddy uppy!”
Fred and Amanda looked at me with concern before I was picked up and in Fred’s arms. “The man that lured Bella is over there watching us!”
By the time we both turned to look again though he was gone. “I don’t see him. Are you sure?” He asked.
I nodded, “Bella saw him first, and it scared her…” ‘Shitless,’ I added in my own brain.
Amanda had picked Bella up at that point and asked, “So you don’t feel like playing like a big girl out there?” She asked her loudly.
Fred had closed into her and told Amanda, “They both just saw the man that lured her out here… What do you want to do?”
I watched Amanda’s face tighten, and a scowl I’d never seen on her face popped up. She was angrier now than she had been when Chloe had that stupid swing thing spank me!
“We can change Bella and move on to the exhibits?” She said. “I suppose we could go home early, but this place does have pretty good security. Go talk to them?”
“Bella, does your cell phone have any pictures of the guy you were talking to? Any logs of him on your computer?” I asked her quietly.
She shook her head, “I never thought to keep a record of that.”
“Screenname or number?” I asked.
She nodded to that, “It’s on my laptop in my suitcases.”
“Mommy, I want to swim with the dolphins like you promised. Is that soon or a long time from now?”
Amanda looked at me oddly, “It’s supposed to be when the little hand hits the four on the clock; it’s on the one right now.”
“Maybe we go back and take naps? I think Bella is tired. Mommy, you and I could play together?”
“That’s not a bad idea, Mommy,” Fred told her.
Amanda nodded, and the two of them walked hand-in-hand, each holding one of us, back to the stroller and changing room. After a quick change into a new diaper and her romper for Bella, we were put back in the stroller. They quickly started the walk back to the entrance of the parks and the hotel from there. I was left in my swimsuit and a mostly dry swim diaper.
Fred pushed the stroller back, and Amanda walked to the side. Occasionally, I could see her come forward to check on us, but it was a quiet walk back. Once in the hotel, they maneuvered the large stroller into the elevator and down the hallway to our room. Inside, Amanda gave us the quiet sign again and pulled her bug detector out from somewhere. As we quietly watched her search, she stopped twice to pick out little devices from hiding spots. Eventually, sure she had them all, she went to the bathroom with them and said, “I think I got them all. Seriously, who was this guy Bella?”
We were both picked up out of the stroller and sat on the bed.
“I don’t know…?” Bella said, “He said his name was Collin Munson and CEO for a clothing company here in Selegnasol. He said he liked my clothing design ideas for Littles. He told me that he felt like his chain of stores would be interested in picking up the line of designs?” Bella shrugged, “Other than making stuff directly for Littles who knew me, or the occasional Betweener, I didn’t have a lot of opportunities coming up. Once in a while, I could sell some designs online to companies overseas… I was having trouble doing much more than paying rent. This guy got me hook, line, and sinker,” she had tears leaving her eyes, and I leaned over and hugged her.
“It’s okay,” I told her.
“If you want to just drop me off at an orphanage or something, I’ll completely understand,” Bella told Amanda, who had sat down next to us.
She enveloped both of us in a hug and said, “I couldn’t possibly do that to you, sweetheart. I did what I did to protect you - my reasons to do so haven’t changed, and now that you’re a part of our family, you should know that we protect our own! Now, where is your computer?”
“In that black suitcase over there,” she told Amanda.
Amanda grabbed the one in question and brought it over to the bed. Underneath a pile of bras and panties that I assumed Bella would never wear again was a black computer more suited for me than Amanda. Amanda picked it up and handed it to her, “Can you log in?”
“I need the power cord plugged in too; it’s kind of ancient, and the battery doesn’t work anymore…” she said, embarrassed.
Amanda dug in and handed the end back to her after finding an outlet. The three of us had to move to a spot on the bed closer to the wall since her cord was pretty short. Amanda said, “Hold on one second before you turn it on, Bella,” as she looked at the front-facing camera of the computer. She got off the bed and grabbed a small band-aid that she placed on the camera. “Go ahead now,” she told her.
Once she logged in, she started to hand it to Amanda, but she just pointed to me instead.
I smiled, “You sure?” I asked her.
“You’re more than decent at this, and that keyboard is better for your hands than mine. I’ll have to get a pencil almost to type on those keys!”
I laughed, and Bella looked at both of us like we had grown extra heads. I just ignored her and started looking for the logs of her contacts with the guy. I first checked her computer over for things like keyloggers and sadly was rewarded quickly, “Wow, these guys are thorough,” I told them. “They’ve been logging everything done with her computer and have been streaming photo captures every five minutes to their server to track her.”
“Here,” Amanda said as she handed me a thumb drive that mated easily in the slot of Bella’s computer. On the drive was an executable program that quickly cleared that spyware off, and she looked over my shoulder as I rechecked it. I locked down everything that wasn’t going through my direct commands with a firewall to be safe. I also switched ports for internet access to a non-standard one to avoid something slipping by me. Eventually, with the computer fully secured, I directed my attention to finding the guy. The Skype-like software she had used to talk to this ‘Collin’ guy had a lot more data saved on it than it probably should have. It gave his location info, and I was able to find a picture from his profile information that I quickly saved over to a folder of gathered data. He was a dead ringer for the guy we had seen at the park and the day before!
“How do you move your fingers so fast?” Bella asked beside me, now being comforted in Amanda’s arms.
I looked over at her and just shrugged before getting back to work.
There was a log of information on the calls, and I gathered an IP address. Then, using my knowledge from home and the tricks I’d picked up online and from Amanda here, it was practically child’s play to track it back to a company since they hadn’t even tried hiding it.
“This must be the company,” I said, pointing to the screen that was on a company’s website. ‘Venture Little B and E’ was the name of the company.
“What does ‘B and E’ stand for?” Bella asked next to me.
“Breeding and Exports,” I told her with a wince. “These are the kind of guys Doctor Nimitz mentioned putting you all in touch with.”
“Fuck,” Fred breathed next to us.
“Fred!” Amanda warned.
“Amanda, these aren’t some small-time crooks. I’ve heard of these guys through some of the ER docs. We’re in pretty deep here!”
“What do you want to do about it?” Amanda asked, “It’s not like we can leave Bella?”
“Go to the police?” I suggested tentatively.
Amanda laughed, “Stacy, especially where we’re at right now, I’m guessing most of the police here would be happy to take a bribe. Selegnasol is not known for being friendly to Littles other than Looney World. If they went through this much trouble over Bella, I’m guessing they also…?”
“Think I would make an even better breeder?” I finished.
She just nodded, and we were quiet for a long minute. “Fred, would you hand me my computer? When you’re done, would you change Stacy into a new diaper? I’m guessing she’s gone at least a little in her swim diaper, and those don’t hold a lot.”
“Okay…” he said with a questioning look.
Once she had her laptop in hand, she told me, “Let Daddy change your diapee, and then I may need your help.”
Fred started moving and quickly handed her the requested computer while she logged into hers, and I assumed I did some checking of it like I had. If they could plant bugs in the room while we were gone, there was no reason they couldn’t do something with her computer. Of course, as soon as her screen came on, she hissed. Meanwhile, Fred had my swimsuit off and my butt in the air, wiping it pretty quickly. “Amanda, do I put another swim diaper on her or a regular pamper like Bella has on?”
“She’s going swimming with the dolphins in a bit; just put another swim diaper on her. She can actually do that herself if you want,” she reminded him.
He put my legs down and handed me the diaper and the swimsuit, “go for it, kiddo.”
I smiled and stood up carefully on the counter he had sat me and pulled up the diaper before putting the swimsuit back on. Bella looked at me like I was a creature from another universe. “You let her dress herself?”
“Bella, I’m not sure what we’re going to be able to do for you, especially with these guys on your trail, but Stacy is going to be attending college next week… we don’t want her to have extra problems because she’s not used to taking care of herself,” Fred responded. Amanda grunted in assent as Fred carried me back over to the bed.
“What do you need me to do?” I asked her.
“Well… can you get me that picture you found?”
I nodded. In the next thirty minutes, I could see what Amanda was doing and had to giggle. Bella looked back and forth at me, and Amanda then when she started to laugh too, and asked, “What’s so funny?”
“Amanda just set it up to where Looney World will associate this guy’s picture with a missing adopted ‘baby.’”
“But he’s an Amazon…?” Bella said.
“I’ve seen bigger Amazons than him forced by the courts into an adoption,” Fred said with a chuckle. “Unfortunately, without a chip, he’ll be able to talk his way out of getting sent to an orphanage.”
“It’ll be enough to get him kicked out of the park, though,” Amanda said.
“What about away from there?” Bella asked nervously.
“Well, I think we’ll be fine at the airport and back home. It’ll just be the drive to the airport that we really have to worry about,” Amanda said nervously.
“We’ll figure it out,” Fred said as he gave Amanda a hug. “Now, why don’t we change Bella and then get to that dolphin encounter for Stacy?”
“Sounds good! Let’s leave the stroller here - it’s been more trouble than it’s worth.”
“Okay,” he said.
I smiled at that, “You sure you don’t want to come?” I asked Bella as she had the new regular diaper taped shut.
“I really don’t swim… those things have got to be scary too! Have you ever seen one? They could probably swallow you in a bite!”
I laughed, “I’m sure I am small enough, but I’ll be fine, right, Mommy?”
“Yep!” she said, “They have them well trained not to eat the little fish!”
I giggled as she tickled me. Amanda quickly braided my hair for swimming and seemed to gather a few more things into our diaper bag. She repositioned me back in the sling when she was done while Fred put Bella into her backpack-like carrier on his chest. He grabbed my pink diaper bag and then put it over his shoulder. I broke out in more giggles.
“What’s so funny?” He asked me with a glare.
“Umm… pink’s just not your color?” I suggested.
He sighed, “I know, Amanda, first thing when we get home, I am finding a manlier diaper bag.”
That set everyone off into giggles as we were carried out of the hotel and back to the park. I sat upright in the sling and watched all of the people we passed to spot the man Bella had been told to call Collin. Digging through her video logs had shown me how she had been baited in. Loneliness, fear, and the hope of getting a business deal off the ground seemed an easy ruse to catch her. She seemed to have been just desperate enough to risk it… To be fair, she had done her checks. On the surface, the guy had seemed to be on the up-and-up.
My skills and Amanda’s skills were just way above hers… Sadly without them, she nearly fell into their trap.
‘Now I have a sister whether I want her or not!’ I grumbled internally. I knew I shouldn’t be jealous of Bella, but it was hard not to be at times. The only good thing about this whole scheme had been the attention Amanda had been giving me for the past hour.
I sighed, ‘I’m seriously going to get a complex… I was just getting used to being a baby - not to mention I was an only child back home too!’
Amanda and Fred held hands as they passed into Mr. Limpet’s area of the park. ‘How could they change him to a dolphin? His name was the reason for him turning into a limpet!’ I groused as we passed into the area. ‘This dimension is just infuriating sometimes!’
I saw signs pointing towards a dolphin experience leading me to believe we were close. Soon we came upon a booth that Amanda walked up to. “Well, hello! You here to watch Mommy or Daddy swim with the dolphins?” the lady asked patronizingly to me.
Amanda hugged me, “Actually, we have a booking for myself and my little girl here.”
“I’m sorry, ma’am, but we only allow really strong swimmers to swim with the dolphins.”
“That’s your only concern?” Fred asked in a calm voice.
“Umm… well yes, I guess?”
“Well, then Stacy will be just fine swimming with the dolphins. She’s probably a stronger swimmer than you are.”
“Umm… I doubt that… Will you let me get my manager?”
“Okay,” Amanda said, “We’d be happy for Stacy to take a swim test if needed?”
I giggled as the girl ducked out of the booth for a moment and came back in with an older Amazonian man. “Ma’am, what seems to be the issue?”
“Apparently, your cast member here seems to be concerned that our daughter can swim well enough for the encounter?”
“Well, we don’t allow Littles…?”
“Where’s the sign for that?” Amanda asked. “We prepaid for this encounter, and I’ve promised her she’ll get to swim with the dolphins.”
“Ma’am, really, there’s no way your little girl can swim well enough to be in the tank with them safely.”
“How about she proves it to you?”
Chapter 22: Dolphins
THE MANAGER LOOKED at Amanda like she was crazy, but I knew we were better off with a man in this case since they seemed to be saner. “If she can swim a lap in the tank without the dolphins, we’ll let her do it.” He looked doubtfully. “But you take all risks and must swim next to her to rescue her if need be.”
“Shouldn’t she wear a life vest at least?” The other lady asked, astonished and a bit outraged.
“She seems sure of her Little; if she signs the waiver, I don’t care.” He said to her while giving papers to Amanda to sign.
A moment later, he looked at her and said, “I hope you’re right about your little girl… But we’ll see in this swim test. If she looks the slightest bit like she’s struggling, we don’t let her swim with the dolphins.”
“Sounds good,” I told him, “Thank you, sir!”
He looked at me a little bit odd but said, “She does have a swim diaper on, right?”
“Of course, we know no one would ever let a Little into their pool without one!” Amanda told him with a smile.
“Right this way then,” he said and opened a door. I could see that we were being led into the water level of a large amphitheater-like I remembered SeaWorld using for shows. Rows and rows of seats were above us, and a massive tank extended in front of us. “Umm… we require wetsuits normally in these pools since they’re saltwater…?”
“And you don’t have one in her size?” Fred asked with an amused grin.
He nodded, “no.”
“Well, good thing we have one for her then, huh?” Amanda said with a smile. Then she dressed me in the purple full-body wetsuit, holding a pair of matching goggles that matched my suit.
She even pulled out a set of fins then, but the man said, “For her test, I don’t want her using fins.”
“Fair enough,” she said, “then she’s ready to take your test? You said one lap of the tank?”
He looked at me incredulously. I could sort of understand since the tank looked to be the size of a football field back home. “You’ll need to get into a wetsuit too… There’s some to borrow over there?” he directed the girl from the counter to help her out.
In the meantime, Amanda sat me down next to Fred, who still had Bella latched to his chest. Amanda made me wait there way too long, I thought; I really wanted to get into the water! Instead, I was left looking around at the pavilion, which seemed completely covered and lit only artificially. I looked up at Bella in her carrier, and she just shook her head at me. Fred bounced a little to soothe her while she nervously nursed the pacifier in her mouth.
Eventually, Amanda returned, and he said, “Like I said, this is on you.”
“Just over there and back?” I asked him while pointing to the far side.
“Umm… yeah.”
I smiled and dove into the water without waiting for any other doubts from him. It was a much cooler temperature than I expected, and I could see why the wetsuits were needed. I didn’t wait around for Amanda to catch up and began my swim as if it was a race. I went to the other side and decided to circle the pool instead of going straight back. It was so nice to swim in such a large pool! Amanda wasn’t far behind me as I approached the platform we left on and climbed up on my own.
“Am I a good enough swimmer?” I asked the man.
He shook his head, “Definitely... Okay, you booked this to be private, so I’ll get my trainer to bring a couple of friends out for you to meet.”
“Yay! Friends!” I squealed a bit with a smile on my face just to mess with him.
Amanda sat down on the platform with me in her lap to wait while Fred found a seat in a nearby chair. Bella stared at me again like horns were sticking out of my head. I just giggled. I didn’t have time to have a conversation with either of them before I heard noises of grates opening, and a young Amazonian woman came out.
She laughed when she saw me, and somehow, I had a feeling this was going to be a good experience. “Wow, so you got past Megan, through Jason, and apparently get to be the first Little I know of to swim with our friends.”
I smiled, “I can’t wait!”
She laughed, “I’m Makayla, the trainer. I also run the shows here.”
“I’m Amanda, this is my husband Fred, Stacy, who will be swimming, and that’s Bella.”
“It’s nice to meet you! Please know that I’m in charge of everything. I understand you can swim, but we do have some guidelines that you’re going to have to follow.”
I nodded, and I could feel Amanda doing the same. She went over some rules that made sense before two gigantic dolphins suddenly swam up to the platform we were on and splashed all of us.
I laughed and stood up to see them better while Makayla tossed them some fish that had to have been half my size. “Meet Suzy and Maggie,” she told us while pointing to each in turn. “They’re both known as bottlenose dolphins, Suzy is fifteen feet in length, and Maggie is twenty-feet. Both are full-grown adults.” She showed me how I could safely pet Suzy and feel her skin before having her do a few tricks jumping in the water and even having them play with a giant beach ball. “You want to swim with them now?” she asked me with a smile.
I smiled, “Uh-huh,” and only partially registered that Fred had their nice camera out but tuned out the rapid shutter. Instead, I focused on the gigantic creature in the water and dove in next to Suzy. She swam up to me and chattered loudly while she bobbed her head to look at me like I was nuts. She seemed to like the idea of playing, though, because she jumped in the air and splashed me again while I treaded water. I giggled and then reached out and gently took hold of her fin as Makayla instructed me to. As if that was her cue, she took me for a ride around the tank. Just as we went back by the platform, I sensed she was doing something different and instinctively took a breath.
I was glad I did as she dove beneath the surface a moment later! Instead of letting go, I hung on and enjoyed the ride as she descended and then returned to the surface, popping us both out into the air. I giggled as I let go and returned to the water with a splash. She made her own laughing chatter sound and pushed me back to the platform with her nose. I let her push me onto it and turned to pat her nose. Makayla handed me a fish that I carefully tossed to her. Suzy seemed to appreciate it and came up to me again, and I patted her gently. I watched as Amanda was delivered back to the side there again too.
“How much more time do we have?” I asked Makayla.
She looked at her watch, “Ten minutes? Then we have to clear the pavilion for the show that’s in an hour.
“Awesome!” I said and dove back into the water and began swimming around the tank with Suzy by my side. She seemed to think I was a little dolphin pup and dove in and around me gently while watching me. After a lap of that, she leaned her fin towards me, and I let her pull me for a little bit more before realizing Amanda and Makayla were signaling time was up.
Suzy seemed to have caught a cue because she beached me on the platform a second later. I was able to give her another fish and posed for a quick photo with Amanda and her finned friend before we were led to the locker room that Amanda had used.
“Thank you so much!” I told Makayla.
“You’re so very welcome, Stacy. You have to be one of the most talented Little swimmers I’ve ever seen!”
“Thanks,” I told her with a smile.
“Maybe you can catch my show here in a bit?” She suggested with a smile.
I looked at Amanda, who nodded, “We’ll be there!”
After a quick rinse in their staff shower, Amanda stripped out from her wetsuit first and into her dry clothes. She then stripped me down to the diaper I was in. “Hmm… I forgot to grab a regular pamper for you… you’ll just have to wear another swim diaper for a bit…” she told me.
I shrugged, “Okay,” I had nothing else I could do and stood up with the only new diaper on.
When I was dressed, she said, “We’ll have to give you a bath later. You smell like fish!” she told me.
“Like dolphins, Mommy!” I told her with a smile and a hug. “Can I wash my hands, please?” I asked, thinking of the fish I had just been touching. She picked me up and put me up to the sink with some soap on my hands.
She smiled at me and gave me a hug when I was done, “Let’s go rejoin Daddy and Bella.”
I walked out beside her, and I was a little relieved to see both of them waiting for us, “Here’s your sling Amanda,” Fred said as I watched Bella look at me like I was crazy.
“Thanks, Fred,” she said, “Did you get some good pictures of her?”
“Both of you,” he said with a smile.
“I can’t wait to see them,” I told him with a smile, “Thank you both for setting this up!”
“You’re very welcome,” he said.
Amanda squeezed me, “I thought you would enjoy it.”
“You okay, Bella?” I asked her.
She nodded, “You’re crazy, though.”
I smiled, “Yep!”
“Let’s go see if we can get the girls something at the gift store?”
“Yay!” I said with a smile.
Fred had Bella in her harness, and I was in the sling attached to Amanda a quick moment later. It wasn’t far to ‘Mr. Limpet’s Incredible Shop.’ I immediately noticed there were some stuffed dolphins on a wall.
“Mommy! Look, dolphins!” I told her and pointed.
“Just like Suzy, huh?” She asked me while tickling my side.
I squirmed and giggled a bit, “Stop that… May I have one?”
She smiled and hugged me, “Sure, which one?”
“That one please?” I told her, pointing to one that was as long as I was tall.
“It’s as big as you!” She smiled at me. “You sure?”
“Please?”
“Well then, here you go,” She said and handed me the massive stuffed animal. I hugged it tightly from my perch with her help.
“What does Bella want?” Amanda asked her where she looked on next to us.
“I don’t need anything,” Bella said quietly.
Amanda turned and tilted her head closer to her, leaving me squished close to Bella too. “Sweetie, I want to get you something. It doesn’t have to be a dolphin or a stuffed animal; it could be anything.”
Bella looked genuinely uncomfortable but said, “Okay… Umm… Daddy, can you walk around?” She asked.
Amanda gave her a kiss on the top of her head as Fred gave her a reassuring hug. Then, we walked around while I clung to my new stuffed animal. After a long while of walking around, Bella said, “The mermaid, Mommy?” she asked.
I followed where she pointed and saw a plush mermaid doll that seemed to be as tall as my dolphin, but she was taller than me, so it didn’t seem quite so gigantic in her hands. Amanda walked through some more then. She grabbed a couple of onesies with dolphin characters on them for me and then a mermaid outfit for Bella. You could tell she was having a great time having two babies to shop for, but eventually, I began squirming while trying to hold onto my dolphin, and she decided it was time to check out.
“I get it,” she told me with a smile, “let’s check out, and we’ll go watch Makayla’s show.”
I turned my head a bit and smiled at her.
The lady at the register looked at Bella and me, “Looks like you must have two very good little girls!”
“We do,” Amanda said with a squeeze on me. “Here, let’s hand the nice lady your dolphin, and then you can have her back.” She pushed it forward to a scanner and then handed it back to my arms which were honestly kind of wearing out a bit.
“Would you like a bag for this, or would you like us to deliver your purchase to the hotel?”
“We’ll take it in a couple bags,” Amanda told her, “I don’t think this one wants to let go of her dolphin.”
“Here’s an extra bag in case they get tired of holding them,” the lady said helpfully as she handed her a bag with the other items in it.
“Thanks!” Amanda said and led Fred by the hand back to the amphitheater, this time coming in from the main entrance through a queue line. To my disappointment, they walked above the splash zone before Bella and I were freed from the carriers and situated on Fred and Amanda’s laps.
“Girls, are you thirsty?” Amanda asked.
I looked up and nodded, “Yes, especially after swimming,” I mentioned.
“Fred, can you find their juice bottles in the bag?”
He reached into the pink bag beside him and withdrew a smaller bottle for me and a larger bottle for Bella. Once the caps were pulled off, he handed the smaller bottle to Amanda and the larger one to Bella. I still had the dolphin in my arms, so it was tough to hold my bottle when she tried to hand it to me. I held it up to her, “Okay, since you’re a little bit occupied,” Amanda said with a smile, and she held it to my mouth while I nursed.
I had about half of the bottle down when Makayla came out to the platform we had used earlier, “Ladies and gentlemen, welcome…” she started as several dolphins came out and began performing flips in front of the crowd. The show was very cool and featured several dolphins, whales, sea lions, and a few new-to-me creatures that she introduced and the trainers interacted with.
Makayla herself honestly was the reason the show was entertaining, though. She was a fantastic MC, and I was entranced by her and the animal’s antics. Several times the people in the splash zone received a good soaking moment. Once, it almost reached us, and I giggled when Bella shrieked loudly about it. At the end of the show, they invited people to come down to one side to take pictures with Suzy and a couple other dolphins.
Amanda and Fred, meanwhile, began packing up to leave the show. My dolphin was placed into one of the spare bags and Bella’s mermaid doll before Bella was put into her carrier. The diaper bag slung over Fred’s left shoulder and carried the shopping bags in his left hand.
“You want to go say bye to Makayla?” Amanda asked me.
“Can we?” I asked before taking a quick sip out of my still half-full bottle.
“Sure, she was definitely kind with you earlier.”
“And she did an excellent job with the show,” I told her.
“Yes, she did,” Amanda said. Then, instead of placing me into the sling, she held me on her hip as we waited for the line of fans to pass by. It took a while, but soon just us and an Amazon family with an excited little girl who looked to be about five remained.
Suddenly I saw ‘Collin’ approach us and came menacingly up to Amanda, “Well, well, well, looks like we have two lovely Littles to collect since you decided to interfere,” he hissed.
I didn’t see a weapon in his hands, but the physical threat was implied as I looked at the giant in horror. He was slightly shorter than Fred, but he seemed to radiate a serious physical threat like a trained soldier. I looked at the bottle in my hand, the only real weapon I had. I thought about something for a couple seconds before carefully digging my fingers into the edge of the nipple of the bottle. I tried not to move too much as I could pull it loose from its ring and open the bottle.
“What are you talking about?” Amanda played dumb.
“Bella there; she’s meant for my organization. We recruited her and had a plan to catch her here,” he said quietly.
While this was going on, the family with the young amazon child approached Makayla and Suzy. They were posing for a picture that the dad was taking. Everyone else seemed to be clueless about the less-than-happy situation going on next to them.
“But she’s our little baby girl, I’m sorry you didn’t get her first, but she’s a part of our family now.”
“No, you’ll all be coming with me. You’ll be giving me the information on where their adoption chips are, the codes to change their adoption records, and we might consider letting you two go back home.”
“I will not be giving up my babies,” Amanda said with all of the fury of a mother bear.
With that, I took advantage of his not paying attention to me and flung the remaining contents of my bottle onto the man’s pants. It landed perfectly on his groin area, and I shouted, “Mommy! That man had an accident! Isn’t he a baby then? Why isn’t he in diapers like Bella and me?”
My voice carried, and I watched as he looked humorously at me for a second as if I was crazy, just before security guards seemed to be paying attention and approached us all.
“Bitch,” he hissed to me and turned to leave. Seeing him surrounded, I watched as he ran by the Amazon family, who was starting to walk away.
Makayla had just disappeared backstage. The family was trying to pack up their stuff when I watched in horror as he shoved the little Amazon girl into the tank.
“My baby!!!!!!!!” The Amazon woman shrieked.
The little girl instantly seemed to struggle in the water and was sinking. Amanda had been standing right next to the rail of the protective fence. I grabbed firmly and pulled loose of her grip, hopped onto the railing, and dived into the pool after the little girl.
I hit the water with a perfect entry and kicked down below the surface. I could see that the girl was already sinking! Using the skills that I’d learned a couple summers ago in lifeguard training, I pulled her to the surface before turning her around and using my legs to help push us towards the platform we’d used earlier. The girl was at least twice my size, and I had to work really hard to make progress and keep her head above the water. Her deadweight was not easy to handle, but my adrenaline was pumping, and I wasn’t about to give up!
I was worried that the girl was completely limp in my arms but kept pushing my legs to kick as fast as possible. It was taking forever, though!
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Chapters 23 and 24
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 23: Little Impressions
SUDDENLY, I FELT the water ripple next to me and saw a fin. I turned my head and realized Suzy was offering me some help. I gripped the little girl tightly with one arm and my legs as I used my now-free hand to hold onto Suzy’s fin gently, and she pulled us through the water much faster!
I heard a lot of screaming as Suzy beached us on the platform and swam away a moment later. I was almost crushed by the girls’ weight but managed to free myself from underneath her. I immediately checked to see if she was breathing, hoping I wouldn’t have to do CPR. To my relief, she immediately began coughing, and I helped her tilt to the side to get it out just as her mom and Makayla arrived.
“Oh my god, baby, I’m so glad you’re okay…” her mom said to her as Makayla pulled me to the side, and an EMT began checking on the little girl.
“Are you okay, Stacy?” Makayla asked, bending down to the ground and looking at me.
I nodded, “a little cold, but that’s nothing a bath won’t fix.”
“You know I would have been close behind into the water? I had just gone in the back…?”
“I didn’t think,” I answered her honestly. Amanda walked up then with Fred in tow.
“Of course, you didn’t think,” Amanda said with a scowl.
I feared she would yell at me, but instead, she picked me up and hugged me. “Your instincts saved that little girl’s life,” she told me, “I’m very proud of you,” she told me.
I blushed.
“Ma’am, we will need to speak with all of you in the security office.” A security officer said to her.
Amanda nodded, “I’m not surprised. Did you catch the man who did this?”
“Yes, the police are going to ask for you to identify him for certain, though, before they take him to wherever it is that they’ll be taking him.” The gentleman answered with a respectful tone.
Just then, the lady stood up from beside her little girl, who was being taken on a stretcher to be checked out, and came over to us. She looked at Amanda and me and hugged me, “Thank you for saving my daughter,” she said. “I never would have dreamed a Little would be able to do so but thank you!!!” She was sobbing.
“I’m glad she’s going to be okay, ma’am,” I told her.
“I know she’s an adopted Little, but if there’s ever anything you need, please let me know,” she gave me a business card that listed her as a CEO of a prototyping company.
“Thanks,” Amanda said, “You should go with your baby,” she told her.
She nodded and disappeared with the medic team and her daughter. I was still sopping wet in my clothes and asked, “Do you have a spare outfit by chance?”
“Sure… Sir, do you mind if I change her into something dry real quick?”
He shook his head, “You can do it right here or in the security office, but I need to get you going directly.”
I sighed, “just do it here.”
TWENTY MINUTES LATER, we were inside the park’s massive security facility. As we came in, they led us by a temporary holding cell that had ‘Collin’ dressed in only a diaper, a pacifier locked in his mouth, and restrained by some sort of harness that suspended him in the air.
“What’s with the diaper?” Fred asked as we passed.
“Well, when we found him, his pants were wet from an apparent accident. When we checked his information, we found out that he is a runaway baby.” An older gentleman with graying hair, who seemed to be in charge, responded.
“Who’d have thought?” Amanda said.
Inwardly I was marking a point down for us.
“I’m Thomas Cranton, head of security. Was this the man… baby... who did this?”
From my perch in the sling, I could see both Amanda and Fred nod, “Yes, it is. Any idea why he did this?”
The man shrugged, “Usually, there’s something pretty severe for an Amazon to be given a regression sentence. It’s a sealed record for some reason. We’ve contacted the local police department to take over and get him back to whatever center he should be in to finish his regression.”
“Sounds like a good plan! What else do you need from us?” Fred asked.
“Well, we need some written statements. Can your Little write?”
“Yes, sir,” I told him myself.
“Well, if you’ll all come with me, I’ll need it from Mommy and Daddy and then our baby heroine.”
When we were led into a conference room, I blushed and began writing up a statement that was as vague as possible. An unspoken idea was present in my mind that we didn’t want to give the investigators too much information. Anything that could potentially unravel ‘Collin’s’ trip back to babyhood was not in our best interests. It took about fifteen minutes for the three of us to answer questions and write up the incident before finishing.
“Thank you all!” Mr. Cranton said as the door opened and another gentleman in an expensive suit came inside. “Mr. Warner… how are you doing?” He asked a little warily.
“I’d be doing better if I knew guests were safe in my park. This Little was much faster than our own emergency response teams, from what I hear! And. the girl who was thrown in the tank was saved a much worse fate because of her. How did you manage that?” He asked me.
I shrugged, “I like swimming and have had lifeguard training.”
“Well, I do wish to thank you properly… As you’re an adopted Little, things are trickier.” He said.
“Excuse me, I’m Fred Westerfield… you are?”
“Oh… I’m Jack Warner, the third, and I’m the current chairman of the Looney World Parks.”
“Pleased to meet you; I’m Amanda,” she said with a squeeze to me.
“Well, this incident is already getting some press attention, and I don’t really want to see it explode any further. Is there anything I can offer…?”
“Some good security through the next day while we’re here and a ride to the airport in a limo? Someone would need to return our rental car too?” Amanda said with a smile. “Maybe also no questions over Stacy swimming in the waterpark tomorrow without floaties?”
He smiled, “I think we can make that arrangement. Tommy, can you get that security detail arranged?”
“Yes, sir,” he said. “I think dinner plans would be good for us to make for them too, given their day’s plans have been upended?”
“I think that’s a great idea.”
“We’ll need to go back to the hotel and clean up before that,” Amanda said.
“No problems, we’ll escort you over there and make dinner plans for you at Pepé’s?” Mr. Warner suggested.
“Sound’s good to me,” Fred said. “Thank you for not giving us more hassle about Stacy jumping in!”
Mr. Warner shrugged, “It’s a great story. It’ll help build more positive press on how we treat Littles when their parents bring them here.”
I shook my head at the blatant business reasoning but appreciated that I wasn’t being yanked away from Amanda and Fred. As we left, I saw Collin struggling uselessly against his bonds as his white diaper turned yellow. I waved bye to him as Amanda carried me out of the building. Four security escorts followed us out of the park and to the hotel.
It was awkward as they followed us to the elevator and waited by our room door for us.
“We’ll be about an hour,” Amanda told them as two of the officers took up position by our door.
“Sounds good, Ma’am,” a young male officer said.
Amanda and Fred undid the sling and carrier from themselves and sat both of us on the bed. Amanda made a silent gesture to us with her finger to be quiet but didn’t sweep for bugs for some reason. “Well, Stacy, you’re a little hero today,” she told me as she pulled the backup outfit; she’d dressed me in off and revealed the swim diaper that was still damp from either my urine or the water.
“Sorry…” I told her and Bella, who looked at me with that incredulous look even more.
She shook her head, “Don’t be sorry for that, sweetheart, it was the right thing to do! As soon as you were in the water, I knew you and the other little girl would be just fine. So let’s go hop into the shower and rinse us off before getting you two dressed into some pretty dresses for dinner.”
“Okay,” I told her and held my arms up.
“Daddy, would you change Bella and get her into one of the pretty dresses we picked up for her yesterday?”
“Sure,” Fred replied with a smile and tickled Bella a little.
Amanda picked me up, carried me to the bathroom, and removed the swim diaper. “Uh-oh, you have a little poopy here…” she told me.
I blanched a bit at that since I didn’t remember going. “I think you need to skip nursing tonight and tomorrow night,” she whispered.
I made a pouting face at her but nodded. ‘It wouldn’t do for me to have a poopy diaper the first day of college orientation.’
She quickly used a baby wipe on my rear before putting the diaper in the trash and setting me in the running shower, where she joined me. She undid my braided hair, used baby shampoo, washed me down with a washrag and some of her body soap, and then quickly washed herself. When we were done, she called out, “Daddy, would you please bring me one of Stacy’s diapees?”
He appeared with a new Pamper moment later, and I was laid down on the sink counter and quickly diapered. “Wouldn’t do for our new heroine to pee all over the floor, huh?” She asked.
I looked at her, wondering what was going on, but figured it probably had to do with the likelihood of more bugs. I sighed and patiently let her dry my hair and her hair before she dressed me into the frilliest pink dress she had brought. She pulled up a frilly diaper cover over my rear and tied my hair into loose pigtails. Amanda squeezed me in a tight hug before dropping me off into the playpen next to Bella. Her dress was purple and not quite as frilly as mine. Her matching diaper cover showed off no matter how she stood. Fred had taken some initiative and tied some bows in her hair too.
“You look cute!” Bella said to me.
I groaned, “So do you.”
I sat down in the playpen then with a sigh, and the stress of the last hour, the fun I’d had over the day, and everything else caught up with me in the form of extreme fatigue. Fred had turned the TV on just then to the local news channel, and I gasped at the lead story.
‘Our top news story today comes from the Looney World park. About an hour ago, just after one of the last aquatic shows of the day, a toddler girl was shoved into the show’s tank by a man believed to be an escaped baby.’ A lady said.
The clip showed a distant view of the girl being shoved in and my leaping in. The man ran as quickly as possible and came nearer to the person recording. As he closed in, you could see the juice I had flung on him had hit the bullseye, and it looked like he had an accident. Several individuals tried to restrain him as the person panned, and the man went out of sight.
“My baby!” a scream brought the focus back to the pool. I had reached her and had us both on our backs, swimming towards the platform. Half-way back to the platform, you could see Suzy swim up and the rest of the rescue.
‘Incredibly, it appears the Little shown here escaped her mother, dived into the tank, and managed to pull the Big child to safety. Towards the end of the rescue, one of the park’s dolphins, Suzy, helped her swim the rest of the way. Apparently, the Little was able to render further first aid until the adults arrived.’
‘Hard to believe a Little could do that,’ a man said, ‘but the proof is there!’
‘Hopefully, after her mother spanked her for being so reckless, she got a treat of some sort for the good deed,’ the lady said with a smile.
‘A new stuffed animal maybe?’ the man.
‘Seems like a good idea! No names have been released for the two girls since both are minors. The man has been named as ‘Collin Munson,’ who was sentenced to regression at the infant level for a period of ten years. It is unknown where he was supposed to have been in care. His offense and sentencing details are sealed in his records as he is legally now a minor too.’
‘Just a minute’ another man suddenly appeared on screen and handed the newscasters something.
‘Wow, just when this case seemed too strange to be true, we have received word that this Collin Munson has now escaped custody. Police advise anyone who sees him or suspects his whereabouts to immediately call this number. He is believed to be armed and extremely dangerous,’ the man read.
‘Wow, I hope they catch him soon and get him to the nursery he obviously needs,’ the lady said.
Fred turned off the TV, and I saw Amanda had joined in on the shocked faces of everyone I could see on the TV screen.
“Come on!!!” Fred hissed. “How can this guy have gotten away?!?”
“Let’s talk about this later, honey,” Amanda told him while she motioned warningly with her eyes around the room. Then, she busied herself by restocking the diaper bag.
He nodded with a sigh, “Okay, let’s get dinner and head back to see the fireworks. Then we can put these two babies to bed.”
She nodded and walked over to the playpen where she picked us up, each in one arm. “Ready for din-din?” She asked us.
I nodded while simultaneously panicking about the man had gotten loose so soon.
‘I doubted it would really hold him long, though,’ I admitted.
Amanda handed me over to Fred, saying, “I want the new baby for the rest of the night; you can have Stacy.”
“So I’m the old doll now?” I glared at her.
She laughed at me and stuck her tongue out at me, “Of course! Out with the old and in with the new!” she said as she squeezed Bella in a hug.
Fred gave me a hug and said, “Don’t worry, Princess, you can be Daddy’s girl anytime.”
I smiled at him, “Gee, thanks, Daddy!” He tickled my belly for a second and then placed me on his shoulders in a piggyback carry. Amanda handed him our diaper bag and positioned Bella on her hip as she opened the door. Outside our security guards looked ready to escort us to dinner.
“Ready, ma’am?” The lead guard asked Amanda.
“Yes, sir,” she told him.
“Right this way then,” he told us and led us to the elevator.
Chapter 24: Fireworks
IT WAS AN awkward ride down with the four security group members down to the lobby. Downstairs, people stared at us, curiosity painted on their faces, but we made it across to the park again without incident. Inside, we were led to a restaurant labeled ‘Pepés Restaurant’ with a picture of Pepé le Pew holding a restaurant tray.
Opening the door, a crowd of people with buzzers waited for their tables. Amanda led us through the chaos to the hostess stand, “Oh my goodness! Aren’t you two just the most adorable little girls?” to Bella and me. She reached out and actually pinched Bella’s cheek.
“Thanks,” Amanda said with a smile and hugged Bella closer to her.
“I’m sorry, their dresses are too precious! Do you have a reservation?”
“Westerfield?”
She typed into her computer and said, “Yes, ma’am, I see you have a reservation. Right this way, please,” she said. The crowd of people waiting for tables seemed disgruntled that we were being immediately seated.
I heard one say, “What the Hell? We have a reservation, but we still have to wait… they get to just go in?!?”
She ignored the complaints and led us back through the main dining area, down another corridor, and into a private dining room with a single table in a large room. Two highchairs sat next to two massive adult chairs. They were set up looking across from each other so that each parent would have one ‘baby’ beside them to take care of. Amanda carefully sat Bella in the high chair next to her, and Fred did the same with me. Two waiters pulled out their chairs before they, too, sat down.
A moment later, a gentleman in a suit came in, “Bonsoir, I am Philippe, and I’ll be at your service this evening. Would you like a baby food menu or kids’ menus for your two Littles? We can also happily heat up any jars you might have with you?”
“I would like them to have a regular menu tonight,” Amanda told him. “It’s a special treat for Stacy,” she nodded at me, “who saved an Amazon girl’s life earlier.”
“Mon dieu! Is this the Little who jumped into the tank earlier?”
“Oui, Monsieur,” Amanda said with a smile.
“Then I will not protest your request. Should I plan to bring a box to put the leftovers?”
“That might not be a bad plan,” Fred said with a laugh.
“Before I go, what would you all like to drink?”
“Iced tea,” Amanda said.
“Same for me.”
“And for the little girls?”
“I have some sippy cups of juice for them already,” she told him.
“Trés bien, I’ll be back in a moment.”
Bella looked at Amanda and Fred as if they were losing their mind as he left. “We get to eat regular food?” She asked.
“Do you see anyone else in here right now?” Amanda asked.
“No…”
“And even if they were, we wouldn’t care,” Fred told her. “Especially since we have a valid reason, we just gave the waiter. You will still need to nurse from Mommy afterward,” he told her.
She nodded, and I remembered that Bella was at least able to nurse instead of having the laxatives. Amanda said, “Fred, I put in two sippy cups for them in the bag. Can you give me Bella’s and give Stacy hers?”
“Sure,” he said and dug through the bag he had carried. Bella’s was twice the size of mine and seemed a little closer to a regular cup. Mine seemed more like a bottle, almost with a soft silicone spout that felt like the same material as a bottle nipple.
I took a tentative sip and then set it down as the waiter returned with menus taller than me. He carefully placed it on the highchair tray, and I did my best to balance it and read through the menu. Being a little larger, Bella had an easier time, but I could see she was still trying to figure out the whole crazy slingshotting standards. ‘I hope it becomes easier when we get home!’
I looked through the menu and settled on a salmon dish cooked in papillote. It came with a mushroom risotto that sounded amazing right then. Amanda whispered to Bella quickly before the waiter returned and asked her, “Have you decided?”
“Oui,” she said with a smile.
She placed her order and Bella’s before he asked her, “And for the petite fille?”
She looked at me and nodded at him to ask me, “Saumon en papillote, s’il vous plaît?”
“D’accord,” he told me with a smile. “And you, sir?” he continued. Fred gave him an answer, and he left us again alone. I caught just a glimpse of one of the security members outside as the door closed, leaving us again alone in the elegant room.
“A little over the top, isn’t it?” Fred said aloud.
“Someone liked Philip the Fourtheenth’s decor,” Amanda said.
“One of these days, I’m going to get through enough of your history books to compare what’s the same and different,” I said with a sigh, “He sounds similar to a king in our universe, but Louis was his name.”
“Do Littles really not have to wear diapers in your dimension?” I heard Bella ask before slamming a hand over her mouth and looking at Amanda in fear.
Amanda smiled at her and kissed the top of her head, “I’m not going to punish you for asking questions, silly girl, just be careful where we’re at.”
Bella nodded, and I replied, “We don’t have Bigs there, so only actual babies and toddlers get babied. This is a truly odd place compared to back home.”
“I can only imagine,” she said to me.
The conversation lulled soon after that as bread was brought. Amanda and Fred cut some small chunks off for us. Finally, our meals arrived, and to my surprise, the chef had already prepared a smaller version for us. The meals were the real thing, so I didn’t complain and was quite stuffed at the end!
I finished sooner than everyone else and chose that moment to drink the last of the juice from my sippy cup. ‘I think I like my bottle better than this,’ I thought. A need to release some urine made itself known to me, and I didn’t hesitate to release it into my diaper. The warming diaper expanded, and I shifted a little as it did so.
“Someone needs a diapee change?” Amanda asked from across the table.
I blushed but nodded, “It can wait.”
“You felt it, though, didn’t you?”
I nodded, “Most of your milk must already be passed through my system?”
She nodded, “We’re still going to play it safe until at least Monday.”
I sighed and nodded.
Bella looked at me in confusion, so I told her, “Have you started going yet, without knowing you needed to?”
“Not yet… but I’m not getting much warning? Why would I not know? I’m not really a baby… I’ve not been hypnotized, have I?” she kept her voice low, but I could hear her panic.
“No, you haven’t been hypnotized… Just… the more you nurse… well… it’s not the end of the world,” I told her awkwardly with a sigh, “But Emerson doesn’t mind if I pee in my diapers, or poop in them outside of class… but in class, if I poop...”
“You’re gone from the university and back to daycare,” She sighed, “like me.”
“You’re not going to daycare,” Amanda told her. “I’m not sure what I’m doing with you during the day… but daycare isn’t the answer if I can help it.”
The waiter came back in then and said, “I hope you enjoyed your meal?”
“We did very much,” Fred said as he folded his napkin.
“Mr. Warner has taken care of the check for you all. Would you like any dessert before you go?”
Amanda shook her head, “I don’t think I could eat another bite.”
I shook my head too when he made eye contact with me.
“Well then, enjoy the rest of your stay. I believe you have a park representative here to take you to a prime viewing area for tonight’s fireworks.”
“Thank you,” Fred told him.
As he left, a lady came in, “I’m Desiree Kline. Mr. Warner asked me to take you to a good place to watch the fireworks tonight.”
“Do you have a way for us to confirm Mr. Warner sent you?” Amanda asked.
“Of course, given the escape of that boy, I can see your need for caution,” she said. “Let me get him on a video conference.”
Mr. Warner appeared on the screen of her phone a moment later, and Amanda said, “Good evening, sir, sorry to trouble you, we just wanted to make sure we’re dealing with your actual people.”
“No worries at all. In fact, I am concerned for you all as well. Please know we will be keeping a close eye on you all tonight and tomorrow. We’ll extend that all the way until you get on your plane home. Hopefully, any trouble you might have following this incident will stay here in Selegnasol.”
“Thanks for that, sir,” Fred told him.
“No worries, enjoy yourselves. Desiree will take you to a private area that I love watching the show from with my grandkids. You’ll be safe and secure there as well.”
“Thanks, and have a good evening,” Fred told him.
As the screen shut off, Fred picked me up, Amanda picked Bella up, and Desiree was kind enough to pick up the diaper bag and throw it over her shoulder. “Do you need to change them on our way?” she asked.
“That’s probably a good idea,” Amanda told her. “Mine has a pretty wet diapee, and I’m pretty sure Fred’s is wet too.”
“This way then,” she told her.
The security detail went in front and behind us as we left the restaurant. It didn’t take long as Desiree walked the park’s streets to come to one of the diaper changing rooms. “Would you like a hand?” She asked as Amanda sat Bella down on a station.
“We’ve got it,” Amanda told her with a smile.
Fred handed her the diaper bag and sat me next to Bella, who quickly had her diaper cover pulled down, and feet pulled up into the air with her naked butt for the entire world to see. I turned my face from her and looked around the room. Looking away from her didn’t help much, though, because two naked men had their diapers changed right next to us. One woman wasn’t paying attention and ended up with a spurt of pee from that man all down the front of her shirt.
“Oh, you bad boy!” She screeched at him and flipped him over to deliver several sharp spankings.
A female attendant walked up to her and said, “Ma’am, I believe you’ve made your point - remember he’s a Little who can’t be potty trained - how could he have helped himself?”
As Amanda pulled me onto the changing pad, my attention was drawn back to myself, and I was soon just as naked as the others. I blushed as that same man stared at me as he passed by. He gave me a wink and a smile that made me feel more than slightly creeped out. Amanda shoved a pacifier in my mouth about that time, and I turned my head towards the wall.
She wiped my bottom quickly and soon had me in a dry diaper, diaper cover, and sitting up with a hug and a kiss on my head. “There, you’re all dry now!”
I smiled around the pacifier, and soon I was in her arms. “Fred, I need to use the bathroom myself now?”
“So do I. You want to take the girls with you?”
She nodded, “That works if you’ll grab their diaper bag.”
“I can watch them,” Desiree said.
“Thanks, but they can stay with me,” Amanda told her. “It’s been a busy day, and I don’t think they can emotionally handle being separated from their mommy right now.”
“Of course, I understand,” she responded as her hand picked me up from my bottom, and Bella and I were facing each other across Amanda’s body. It was a quick walk to the bathroom, and she found a stall that she closed and sat us down next to her on the floor.
I looked at Bella, who looked almost as awkward as she could, sucking on her pacifier and playing with her hair. She seemed incredibly uncomfortable that Amanda was using the toilet two feet from us - something she would likely never get the opportunity to do again. I sighed as Amanda’s tinkling changed to a more odiferous nature. I decided as I stood there that as bad as I stank with a bowel movement, Amazon poop smelled even worse!
I cracked a slight smile as Bella pinched her nose.
“Okay, you two, walk with Mommy to the sink so she can wash her hands,” she told us as she opened the stall door. We both stayed right by her side as Amazon women and children hurried to and from the stalls.
One amazon toddler walked up to me as Amanda washed her hands. Before I could even register what was happening, she pulled my dress up, diaper cover down, and put her hand on my diaper. The brown-haired girl stood two feet over me and told me, “Good girl, you dry!” With a slobbery smile.
“Selena, come here!” her mom said, grabbing her hand. “Sorry about that,” she said to Amanda, who giggled as I pulled my diaper cover back up and my dress back down.
“Selena, you can’t just pull every baby’s dress up to check their diapees…” her mom hissed at her as she led her to a stall.
Blushing and beyond embarrassed, I held my arms up to Amanda, who picked Bella and me up, and she gave me a big hug. “It’s okay, sweetie. At least it was a clean diaper!”
I glared at her and sucked on my pacifier, looking forward to being in Fred’s arms. Instead, he took me and noted that I was angry. “What happened?”
“Stacy just got her diaper checked by a four-year-old,” she told him with a giggle.
“It’s not funny,” I told him around my pacifier.
He had the decency to not laugh out loud, but I definitely felt his body fighting a laugh. Desiree and our security team met up with us and led us down some fake streets, staircases, ramps, and seemingly a dead end. Desiree found a hidden door then and led us inside.
“This is not a publicly known place,” Desiree told us. “Only cast members know of its location, but it’s by far the best place to watch the fireworks display,” she told us with a smile.
We turned down an old-fashioned-looking brick-lined corridor before coming to a small patio. There sat some comfortable-looking chairs and a great view of the lake area they set off fireworks from. We could easily see other people walking down to rides and even beginning to try and find places to watch the show. “This is great,” Amanda said, “thank Mr. Warner for us, please?”
“Will do. There is a fridge of drinks, juice, milk, beer, and champagne if you look back here. If you want anything else to eat, one of your security team can have someone bring something. I’ll meet up with you again tomorrow morning to take you to breakfast and then wherever you want to go in the park.”
“Thank you, we appreciate it,” Fred said.
“If there’s nothing else, I’ll see you in the morning. Your security team is just going to hang out here. You shouldn’t have any problems, though.”
“Thanks,” Amanda said.
As Desiree left, Amanda sat Bella down on a couch seat and then moved to the fridge. Fred, meanwhile, sat me down next to Bella, and I pulled my pacifier from my mouth. Bella did too, and I could see she laughed at me, “What?”
“That was pretty funny,” she told me as she giggled.
I groaned, “Is it pick on Stacy day or something?”
“Yes,” Fred said. Then, he reappeared suddenly and began tickling me.
I giggled and laughed uncontrollably as he tickled me for several minutes. I wet my diaper during the attack and groaned.
“What?” He asked.
“You need to change me again!” I told him grumpily.
He pulled the diaper cover down and felt my diaper, “It’ll hold for at least one more tickle attack… or the end of the fireworks.” He hugged me tight, “Is that okay?”
I sighed nodded, “It’s really only the poopy diapers I want changed out of right away?”
Amanda had a seat on the couch then and had gathered Bella up into her arms as they sat closer to each other, and Amanda leaned her head on Fred’s shoulder. Bella looked at me and then reached out her hand to hold mine. I was comfortable in Fred’s lap when loud music began playing over speakers in the park as all of the lights dimmed out.
“Welcome ladies and gentlemen to the Looniest show on earth!” the voice said. The narration continued as a light show began, fountains went off, fireworks blew up, and my mind was blown with the addition of some fantastic holographic effects. I’d seen the fireworks shows at Disney World back home, but nothing compared to the show I was now seeing. It was the most mind-boggling display of visual effects I could imagine as characters chased each other across the sky.
When the show ended, I said, “Wow… that was cool!”
“Yes, it was,” Bella agreed.
Fred and Amanda stood up and simultaneously checked our diapers. “Wet!” Both said at the same time before laughing.
“I think Bella can last until we get back to the hotel, can Stacy?” Amanda asked.
“It’ll be close, but I’d rather change her there. I can change them while you look over the room for whatever surprises have been left for us.”
“Sounds good,” she said as she shoved Bella’s pacifier back into her mouth. Fred took the hint and shoved one into my mouth too.
I sighed and sat patiently as Fred held me with my head facing over his shoulder and gently patted my back. Finally, the security team rejoined us and led us to the hotel. In the elevator, a young Amazon couple looked at us longingly. A moment later, the girl said, “Looks like you have two tuckered out baby girls there!”
“Yeah, they had a big day, huh?” Amanda said as she patted Bella’s back. “Looking forward to giving them a diaper change, nursing them, and putting them in their crib.”
“Honey, just think we could have that…” the lady said to her young husband.
Thankfully the door opened to our floor before I had to hear anything else. The gentleman leading the security team held his hand over his ear for a moment before looking at Fred, “The detective investigating today’s incident would like to speak with you… especially given the suspect escaped.”
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Chapters 25 and 26
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 25: Questions
“IN OUR ROOM?” he asked.
“If that’s acceptable to you all?”
“Ask him to just give us five minutes to get the girls changed and into their jammies?”
“Sounds good,” he said with a smile and pressed on something to relay that information over their radios.
Amanda used her wristband to unlock the door, and they stepped inside while the security team stayed in the hallway. “Fred, you’re on diaper duty,” she reminded him. “Change them into their footies too.”
“Yes, honey,” he told her as she moved to grab her bug detector out of the bag. Fred pulled the dress off over my head first, pulled my diaper cover off, then did the same to Bella. He then laid the changing pad on the bed and pushed me back onto it. My diaper changed into one of the thick Princess diapers; he shifted to Bella, saying, “I’m glad Mommy’s milk is helping you. You definitely put out some poopy!”
She cringed at that, and I saw a couple tears go down her face. I turned from her and looked at where Amanda was grabbing the sixth item I had seen her find. Fred had Bella in a fresh matching diaper quickly and put her into her sleeper. He had just put my legs in my own sleeper when there was a knock on the door, and Amanda returned from flushing the toilet in the bathroom.
She opened the door and asked to see the detective’s shield before allowing him into the room. I was still mostly naked as the man came in and stared. “I’m sorry to disturb you all, but as this boy escaped custody, we have to investigate some more. I would like to speak with you all and your Littles, with you present, of course, to see if we can find this person as he is obviously dangerous.”
“Of course, sir,” Amanda said as she picked up Bella and sat down on the bed with her in her arms.
Fred zipped me up and then offered the detective a chair before sitting down on the bed, keeping me between him and Amanda. His hand on my shoulder was reassuring, making me decide to scramble onto his lap myself. He gave me a kiss on the head, and the detective said, “She’s the most adorable Little I’ve ever seen. I can’t believe she’s not a Big.”
“We got lucky with her,” Fred said.
“She’s… Stacy, right?”
“Yes, sir,” Fred said.
“Do you mind if she answers the questions herself?”
“Not at all,” he said.
“Stacy, you jumped in after the little girl?”
“Yes, sir,” I answered, “I could see she couldn’t swim, and I didn’t want to see her drown in front of me.”
“That was very brave of you, but didn’t you know there would be an adult nearby who could get her?”
I shook my head, “I think everyone had just left. If you watch the video, you see that Makayla had just walked backstage, and their emergency crews were busier cleaning up from the show.”
“Well, no one can deny that you succeeded in saving her. Do you all have any idea why this man ran from you? He was in a weird place for the cameras.”
“Well, he was looking at us kind of weird when I noticed he wet his pants?” I said, “I might have said something about that...?”
“Crazy how some adult amazons are not mature enough for big boy pants, huh?” Amanda said beside me. “That was probably why he ran?”
“Maybe…” the detective said, doubt in his voice. “You’re Bella, right?” He asked her.
“Yes, sir,” she said nervously.
“You were just adopted yesterday, right?”
“We found her in need of some help on the plane, and she asked us to adopt her,” Fred told him. “We didn’t really want to add to our family so soon, but she was special.”
“I can understand that. Her blonde hair and blue eyes are very desirable for anyone to adopt. Actually, her hair matches your other little girl so perfectly that it’s tough to believe they’re not actually sisters by blood.”
“Their eyes are different colors,” Amanda pointed out, “But I’m not going to lie and say I don’t appreciate having matching Littles,” she said with a smile as I looked up at her.
“I would too,” he said, “But I’m wondering if maybe that might have something to do with this?” He said tentatively. “Bella, why did you come to Selegnasol?”
“I was coming for business… a contact I had for my clothing business.”
I was surprised he didn’t say anything about the clothing business being too much for the Little, but he then asked, “Who was your contact here?”
“Her name was Samantha Felding,” she said, a name I didn’t recall, so I guessed she made one up. “Mommy was nice enough to get her a message that I can no longer do business.”
“She seems to be a pretty good mommy, huh?” he finally acted in the demeaning manner I expected from Amazons.
“The best,” Bella said quietly.
“Well, I do want to warn you then if this is all you know. This Collin guy’s name is fake. We haven’t been able to ID him for certain, but it appears he is connected to a Breeding and Export business for Littles here. From the way events have unfolded, I would be willing to bet he was trying to get Bella for himself. Stacy would also likely be a commodity he would find valuable for his business.”
“You think he’ll make an attempt to kidnap our little girls?”
“It’s quite possible,” he told her honestly. “The information on him being sentenced to regression seems to be hacked in from a Little sympathizer group. I think if we catch him, though, a judge may treat it as a legitimate sentence based on what he did today. Until he’s caught, though, I would keep a close eye out for him and any associates he may have.” He said that with genuine concern in his eyes to Amanda.
“Fortunately, you have Mr. Warner and the security from LooneyWorld on your side. I would strongly suggest that you go straight from the park tomorrow to the airport with them escorting you. Once you get away from Selegnasol, you’ll probably be safe. I’ve yet to get any dirt on this company, but a couple people I spoke with the federal Little protection task force seem to think that this isn’t a company you want to be involved with as a Little. It’s believed that they force Littles that match their specifications to mate, have babies, and repeat. In the meantime, the abuse and neglect levels are believed to be despicable.”
“That’s awful,” Amanda said.
“Yes, it is,” he said. “Well, I’ll let you put these two babies to bed. Stay safe, and please let me know if you or your baby girls have any other pieces of information to add to our investigation. We’ll let you know if we catch this man.”
Fred handed me to Amanda and walked him out to the door, “thanks for stopping by, Detective.”
Once the door was closed, Amanda put both of us on the bed and did another check with her bug detector before saying, “I think I have them all. There were six audio bugs and two video bugs. Of course, they know that I have the bug detector from the video, but at least we should be able to talk for now.”
“This is insane,” I said.
“Yes, it is… Maybe we should just head straight to the airport tonight?” Amanda suggested.
Fred shook his head, “Those security guards plus the limo ride to the airport should be pretty secure. If we leave early then, there’s more opportunity for a snafu at the airport.”
Amanda sighed, “You’re probably right… Well, little girls, what did you think of Looney World today?” She asked.
“It was cool,” I said honestly. “Swimming with Suzy was one of the most fun things I’ve ever done!”
“I think you’re nuts!!!” Bella told me, “she could have gulped you as a meal in one bite!!!”
I giggled, “She wouldn’t do that. I think she thought I was a baby calf.”
Amanda nodded, “she seemed to have fun playing with you too.”
“Well, you won’t catch me swimming with them,” Bella said.
“Are you afraid of water?” I asked her.
She turned red and shook her head, “No… I’m just nervous around it. When I was in school one time, an Amazon dunked me under at the pool trying to get me to go poop in the swim diaper that they made Littles wear for the lesson. If I had, it would have been an excuse?”
I knew she didn’t need to say more and she kind of sniffled, “Well, not that it lasted forever anyway.”
“I’m sorry,” Amanda told her as she scooped her up.
She sniffled again, “Can’t be helped. I’ll get used to it eventually, I suppose. A lot of Littles used to tell me when you’re captured, just let go and become their baby. If you accept it, you can be happy…” she started bawling then. I knew that this would not be the only time I would see her lose it over the events. I had several tears go down my face in sympathy.
“Shhh…” Amanda said and bounced her for a moment to no effect. Then, after an awkward few minutes of Bella losing it, Amanda pulled her top out of the way and placed Bella’s mouth next to her nipple. The sniffling slowed, and soon she was calmly nursing.
Fred picked me up and said, “I know you want to nurse too...”
“But we need to play it safe tonight and tomorrow night,” I sighed.
“How about I read you a story?” he suggested with a smile as he handed me my new dolphin.
Fred wasn’t as good as Amanda at many things, but his voice was soothing, and I was asleep before the fairytale was done.
THE NEXT THING I was aware of was hearing Amanda getting out of bed and into her suitcase. I rubbed my eyes, and she noticed that I was awake. She came and picked me up out of the crib and whispered, “You want to take a shower with Mommy?”
I nodded sleepily, and she carried me into the bathroom, unzipped my sleeper, directed my arms and legs out before looking at my diaper with a shake of her head. “Well, I guess you must be clear of my milk. That’s a dry diaper,” she told me with a poke on my nose with her finger. “Why don’t you use it while I get undressed.”
I sighed but forced the urine out of my bladder into the padding. There was a fair amount of urine in my bladder, and the padding swelled to the point where I felt my legs wanting to buckle. When I was done, I tried pooping too, but it was too early in the morning for it. I looked up at the now naked Amanda, who asked, “Done?”
I nodded.
She reached down and pulled my diaper open, and balled it up into the trash. She turned the shower on to a temperature she liked and then stood me up in the tub. She reached down and poured some shampoo into my hands that I used, followed by some conditioner, and then she used somebody wash all over my body. It was nice to feel clean! I felt a little bad that Bella was missing out on a shower, but I guessed Amanda thought she needed to sleep.
“You all clean?” Amanda asked me.
I nodded and let her wrap me up in a towel as she gently dried me off. She sat me on the counter and began using the blow dryer on her hair and my hair before braiding mine into twin pigtails that she tied off with two pink elastics. “Let’s get you into a regular diaper until a bit after breakfast is over, then I’ll get you in your swim diaper,” she whispered to me.
“What are we doing today?” I asked.
“We’re going to swim in the waterpark for a few hours, then we’ll get dressed and head back home.”
“So, Bella will be staying in my room?” I asked quietly.
“For now… Maybe we can look for another house that has another room. I don’t think your Daddy or I can give up our office space… I suppose we could move my space down to the basement?”
“Might be better for Daddy to move there,” I told her with a mischievous smile. “Wouldn’t do for the mad scientist to live down to the expectations of the secret lair in the basement, would it?”
She tickled my stomach lightly and said, “nope,” as she pulled the towel away from my body and laid me down on the changing pad. “Fred, the bathroom’s all yours,” she told him as she shook his leg.
“Kay…” he mumbled and slowly got out of bed. It was then that I noticed he was naked and quickly turned my head.
“You didn’t…?” I whispered…
“Maybe…” Amanda said with a smile of her own.
“Eew…” I told her.
“You were asleep; you wouldn’t know one way or another, now would you?”
I sighed as she finished taping the diaper up, and I figured out that she had put me into one of the thicker princess diapers. “Why this one?”
“I might have mispacked… I have five more of these and only one of the pampers. I figured you’d want to pretend to be a real baby in the airport again... so you’d need that one then?”
I sighed and nodded, “You sure it was an accident?” I asked her with a glare.
“Seriously…” she told me.
I just shook my head and let her dress me in the thick diaper. A short sundress that only made a half-hearted attempt to cover my diaper was pulled over my head. “Why don’t you play with your new friend,” she told me with a smile as she handed me the dolphin from yesterday and then placed me into the playpen with Bella, who was miraculously still sleeping.
“Play quietly, or lay back down until Daddy’s out of the shower,” she told me.
I nodded and hugged the gigantic stuffed dolphin to my chest and laid down next to where Bella was curled up into the fetal position. I must have dozed back off because the next thing I knew was Amanda carrying me in my sling out the hotel room door. Desiree was walking ahead of us with one of the security officers.
“Did you enjoy your extra nap?” She asked me, noticing I was waking up and pulling the fabric away from my face.
“Ugh…” I whined.
She smiled at me and gave me a squeeze. I thought about asking to shift up but decided the position I was in laying down was comfortable enough I didn’t want to move. The trip to the elevator and down didn’t take long, and soon we were in the restaurant we ate breakfast the day before.
“Would you like a high chair for your baby girl?” the waiter asked.
“Please, I will have to put her down to feed the other one.”
“Right this way then, ma’am… are those men with you?”
“Security precaution,” Desiree told him quietly while showing a staff credential.
I closed my eyes while they led us to a table. When I heard some shuffling of chairs, and Amanda pulled me upright and loose of the sling, she smiled at me, “Come on Princess, need you to wake back up and have breakfast,” as she put me into a highchair next to Fred. As soon as she finished strapping me in, Fred handed her Bella, and she immediately began nursing her across from me while Fred grabbed our plates of food.
I forced myself to be awake enough to nurse at the baby bottle of juice on my tray while he left. ‘I’d kill for a cup of coffee!’
Fred sat a plate of eggs, fruit, pancakes, and bacon in front of me, along with my fork and knife from the diaper bag. “Thanks,” I told him as I slowly attacked the food. I focused on the fruit first, then the pancakes, and then munched on the bacon.
“Don’t want eggs this morning?” Amanda asked curiously across from me as she burped Bella, who had finished nursing.
I shrugged, “I don’t know…?”
“You really don’t do well without your regular morning drink, huh?”
I shook my head, “I can’t wait to get home!”
She laughed, “Well, we’ll be there tonight, and you can sleep in your own comfy crib.”
“Can’t wait,” I said as I reached for my baby bottle and stuck the nipple into my mouth. I nursed on the sweet apple juice for several long moments until it was empty.
Bella, meanwhile, was in her highchair being fed an occasional bite from Amanda’s plate but looking almost as tired as I felt. While I waited for them to finish, I felt the need to pee, so I let it out. The need to poop followed immediately. I didn’t want to just do it in the middle of the restaurant right then… and I tried to hold it, but my stomach cramped painfully! So finally, I gave up and leaned forward in the highchair to let it out.
I winced as the mess entered my diaper and was smashed against my skin, warm, sticky, and smellie. I sniffled a bit, and Amanda immediately noticed, “Fred, can you go change Stacy? She just made a stinky.”
He looked at me with concern and nodded, “Come on, sweetie,” he said as he grabbed the diaper bag and then picked me up carefully. He carried me in such a way to keep my stinky rear-end furthest from his nose. Two security team members moved to follow us while the others kept watching Amanda and Bella.
I continued to sniffle as he walked towards a family room between the men’s and women’s restrooms. “Doesn’t like her poopy diapers?” a female security agent asked.
“Not a big fan of them,” Fred told her.
“Well, you would think she’d be used to them?”
“She’s not been our baby that long, so she still thinks she’s a big girl,” he told her while giving me a squeeze to reassure me everything was okay.
“Wouldn’t it be better to make her wait for a change then?”
“She gets even more unbearably cranky when she gets a diaper rash. So we find it’s just easier to change her. She really is a good baby, too,” he reassured her.
“I can change her if you want?” The lady suggested, and I could see that crazy mothering look in her eyes.
“I appreciate it, but we are pretty picky on changing our babies ourselves. I’m a doctor and have seen too many cases of molested babies, Littles, and children… We don’t trust anyone easily,” he told her apologetically.
“Understandable,” she told him.
Fred closed the door to the small room and soon had me on my back on the table. “Did you try holding it?” he asked quietly with some concern.
I nodded, “I had a bad cramp and couldn’t anymore.”
Chapter 26: Addiction
“WHEN WE GET home, we’ll have to talk some more. Mommy said you could feel the need to pee, though?”
“Yes, my urinary continence is back since I haven’t nursed. I don’t know why I couldn’t keep from messing my diaper, though…?”
“Well, as long as it doesn’t happen again today, you’ll probably be back to normal tonight or tomorrow.”
“Me too… I start college stuff tomorrow!”
The diaper was smelly, and Fred seemed to gag for a moment when he first released the tapes. He used part of the diaper to clean as much off of me as he could before continuing with wipes. As terrible as it felt, at least the cold wipes soon had me clean, and Fred soon had fastened a clean princess diaper on me. He pulled the skirt of my dress back down and then undid my bib, packing it and everything else back into the diaper bag. Fred sat me on the counter next to the sink while washing his hands before picking me up. I felt comfortable and safe as he held me with his elbow underneath my diaper on the walk back to our table.
“Better?” Amanda asked.
I nodded as Fred put me down into his lap and watched Amanda finish feeding Bella some bites of an egg. Finally, she wiped Bella’s hands clean with a baby wipe and said, “We ready then?”
“Does Bella not need a change?” Fred asked.
“She’s a little wet, but we might as well wait until we get to the waterpark and just change her into her swim diaper. I’d have told you to wait on Stacy too, but she hates being poopy.”
He nodded, “Let’s go get our luggage put away.”
Desiree said, “Excuse me, sir?”
“Yes?”
“The park has already taken care of your luggage. It’ll be checked into the airport for you.”
“Oh… great,” Fred said.
“Good thing I already grabbed everything we needed, huh?” Amanda said, patting a backpack next to the diaper bag.
Isabella and I were fastened back into the carriers on Fred and Amanda. She placed a pacifier in my mouth as she settled me in while Isabella just sat there without one in Fred’s carrier. Desiree and the security team stayed around us as we went back into the park. “Let’s get some pictures with Lola!” Amanda said with a smile when they spotted a Baby Lola character. “She has diapers just like you!” she told us while holding us.
The person playing the character was significantly taller than us, though! I guessed it was a shorter eight-foot Mid dressed in the suit. Lola easily handled holding us both while Fred took a picture. A few more character photo stops were taken before we came back to the water area of the park. As Amanda carried me inside, I noticed arrow signs pointing towards the animal area, the splash area, and then the waterpark area. Soon after, my mouth dropped as she carried me into what had to be the largest waterpark in the universe…
Gigantic slides towered over a huge splash lagoon area with a lazy river connecting all of the different sections. I could see signs for some white water rafting rides and a kid’s area with a big playground complete with gigantic squirt guns. Signs abounded everywhere about swim diapers, of course.
Being early, it was a bit cool still, but not too bad. “Let’s get the girls ready and get into our own swimsuits?” Fred suggested.
“Sure,” she said and dug through the backpack for his swimsuit and handed it to him. “Give us a little bit while I get them in their swim diapers,” she told him.
Inside the women’s restroom, there was a long counter with one other mother dressing an actual toddler into a swim diaper who wasn’t a fan of it. “Mommy, I big girl!”
“I know, sweetie, but you’re under the height of being allowed to just wear your swimsuit here. Don’t worry, no one will see it underneath your swimsuit,” the mother lied to the little girl.
“But I’m not a baby…” she devolved into a tantrum of tears.
Amanda ignored it like she did all of these odd places and quickly laid Bella down on a changing pad. Apparently, the diaper she wore wasn’t just wet but contained a loose stool in it that Amanda wiped away. Bella, meanwhile, kept her eyes shut and tried to ignore everything. She wasn’t red, but her tears belied that she was still mortally embarrassed by the treatment.
As she was dressed into a pink one-piece swimsuit with a little frilly ‘skirt’ around it, she whispered to me, “Now I know what you mean… I didn’t know…?”
I gave her a hug before Amanda made quick work of my outfit and pulled off a diaper that was completely dry for once. “Wow, all dry! What a big girl,” she smiled at me. The swim diaper was pulled up my legs quickly, and a matching swimsuit to hers was soon on my body.
“Come on, let’s go into a stall so Mommy can get her swimsuit on,” she told us as she placed us on the ground and grabbed onto Bella’s hand. “Stacy, keep a good hold on Bella’s hand now.”
I sighed but did as she told me and toddled alongside my bigger’ sister.’
She pulled her top and shorts off quickly in the changing cubicle, followed by her bra. Milk droplets appeared on her breasts, and I had to look away as I felt the craving to nurse so badly! “Uh-oh,” she said. “Bella, you missed some!”
Bella shuffled nervously next to me and said, “Sorry, Mommy...”
Amanda’s naked breasts suddenly were level with both of us as she hugged us and said, “I’m joking, sweetie. Mommy’s breasts always make milky for her babies. I’ll put my top on, and no one will know once we’re in the water,” she said with a squeeze.
I restrained myself from latching on as she stood up and found myself shivering a bit. “What’s wrong?” Bella asked as Amanda worked to tie her top on.
“Withdrawals,” I told her.
She looked at me, looked at Amanda, and said, “Oh!”
Once Amanda was dressed, she stuffed her clothes into the backpack and pulled out a can of spray sunscreen. Then, she carried us back outside and met up with Fred. “Let’s leave everything in a locker,” Fred suggested.
“Okay,” Amanda said.
The electronic lock screen of the lockers looked complicated but apparently was just based on fingerprints. Fred quickly purchased some time in two of them, and the backpack and diaper bags had homes that we left as soon as all of us were glistening with the sunscreen.
“Where to first?” Fred asked Amanda.
“Well, why don’t you take Bella to the Kiddie playground since she’s not a big swimmer?” Amanda suggested.
“And you two fish are going where?”
“Dolphins, Daddy!” I told him while sticking my tongue out at him.
He leaned forward and tickled me a bit, “Same thing,” he said.
“Well, Stacy can’t ride the big rides, but the lagoon and river should be fun?” She asked me with a smile.
I nodded.
“That’s settled then,” Fred said while unexpectedly tossing the scared Bella in the air and catching her. “I’ll go toss this one back; you’ll meet up with us there?”
“Sounds like a plan,” Amanda said, “Behave, Fred,” she told him. I noticed the security guards talked to several people in swimsuits for a moment before they traded places with the appropriately clad replacements.
I didn’t say anything, though, and turned towards the water. Amanda followed as she let me walk ahead on my own to the lagoon. It was probably as big as yesterday’s pool, if not double its size, and had waves bobbing in and out to the edges. I walked in and said, “Brrr!”
Amanda splashed next to me, “Yeah, it’s a little cold this morning, huh?”
I kept wading in, and I was treading water up to my neck while Amanda hadn’t even barely reached her knees. I continued swimming out, though, and soon she was swimming too. A lifeguard noticed me and panicked as he blew his whistle and swam out to me. “What do you think you’re doing?” He asked Amanda while trying to catch me and ‘save’ me. I ducked underwater and went to the other side of Amanda as he tried to grab me.
“She’s swimming.” Amanda told him, “with permission from Mr. Warner,” she added.
“What’s the problem?” Desiree asked, having changed into a swimsuit.
“This Little shouldn’t be in here without at least water wings… and they’re really only supposed to be in the kiddie pools!”
“She has permission,” she said and somehow brought out her ID from within the cup area of her one-piece suit.
The lifeguard gulped and said, “Okay then…?”
As he swam away, I looked up at Amanda from where I’d shifted to floating on my back. “That was fun!”
She laughed and said, “Thanks,” to Desiree.
“You’re welcome… I don’t think your little girl is in any danger of drowning… your husband called her a fish – I believe it!”
“Dolphin!” I griped at her and looked at Amanda, “Can we get one of those inner tubes and go around the river?”
“They’re really big; you’ll have to share with Mommy?” Amanda told me.
I nodded, “That’s fine.”
The lazy river wasn’t much of a lazy one as it twisted and turned and went down and uphill at various points. I laid on top of Amanda’s belly as we went around. Further along in the ride, we got bounced around a bit, and I clung to her tightly. I felt terrible as I accidentally pulled the cloth off of her breast.
“Sorry,” I apologized to her as she turned red. Fortunately, the teenagers that had caused the problem had moved down the river and couldn’t see.
“It’s okay, but no nursing for at least another couple of days, sweetheart,” she gently reminded me.
“I know, I really didn’t mean...”
Her giggles were enough for me to realize she had been, in fact, joking. I said, “Hmmph…” and turned around. I sat facing away from her as we finished our round of the river, and it dumped back into the lagoon. She sat me in the water next to the tube and then flipped off it herself. For another hour or so, we swam and went what few places I could before rejoining Fred, who was teaching Bella how to float on her back in the kiddie area.
“Daddy,” I said as I hugged his leg affectionately.
He picked me up, “is she done swimming?”
“It has been a couple hours,” Amanda told him.
He looked at his watch, “So it has. Shall we get changed, eat, and then head to the airport?”
“Seems like a good plan,” Amanda said.
“Are you done?” Desiree asked beside us, surprising us since she had disappeared for a while.
“I think so,” Amanda said.
“Why don’t you get your bags and then come with me to a backstage area for you all to change. Then, we’ll contact the team that will be with you to meet up for the rest of your day.
“Okay,” Fred said while Amanda picked up Bella.
As we waited for Fred to unlock the lockers, Amanda sniffed asked Bella, “Did you go poopy again?”
I watched as she nodded but didn’t cry this time. Amanda hugged her tightly and said, “You’ll be in a nice clean diapee here soon,” she reassured her as the lockers opened and Fred grabbed the diaper bag and the backpack.
The lady said, “Right this way,” and led us back to a door that said ‘authorized cast members only.’
It led to a short hallway, and there were two gendered locker room doors. Fred put me down on the ground and said, “Go with Mommy,” as he grabbed his clothes out of the backpack and handed the bag to her.
She kept hold of Bella and sat her down on her feet on a bench that rounded the locker room. Amanda quickly opened the diaper bag and grabbed the changing pad that she sat down on the bench. Then, still standing, she pulled Bella’s swimsuit off her before laying her down on the changing pad.
“You have the most adorable Littles,” Desiree said as Bella’s feet were held in the air and a wipe on her dirty butt was in her hand.
I turned to look at the lady while keeping myself right next to Amanda’s legs.
“Thank you,” Amanda said, “I love them to death.”
I didn’t hear another diaper go on Bella and looked up as Amanda instead sat her down next to me naked as a jaybird. She pulled her swimsuit off and said, “Stacy, take your swimsuit and diapee off like a big girl, okay?”
I nodded and did as she said, leaving myself naked as she grabbed a baby wipe and wiped my butt, coming away with a brown streak. I gulped at that and vowed not to think about her milk anymore!
“Let’s go take a shower really quick,” she told us as she leaned down and picked us both up and placed our heads way too close to her breasts for my mind to rationally remember what I had thought a moment ago. Then, before instinct could take over and I would latch, she sat us down in a shower stall with water running. Amanda quickly rinsed us off with some soap she had stashed somewhere and did the same with herself. Once done, she combed our hair gently and said, “We’ll just be air-drying our hair today.”
“Great, mine will be a frizzy mess,” Bella whined. One of the security guards looked at her oddly, but Amanda didn’t make a comment. Instead, she just placed Bella laying her back on the waiting changing pad, putting a thick princess diaper on her, and then pulling the outfit from earlier back onto her and snapping crotch snaps closed. Then, she sat her down and said, “Give us just a few minutes so I can get your sister dressed. I’ll quickly get dressed too, and then we’ll go find where we’re going to eat lunch, okay?”
“Yes, Mommy,” Bella answered.
My naked body was laying the changing pad a moment later, and I too had a princess diaper put on me; a pink one-piece sunsuit I’d been wearing earlier was pulled over my head, snapped at the crotch, and then I was sat down next to Bella. Pacifiers were put into our mouths and clipped to the outfits we were wearing, and she began taking care of herself.
I looked at Bella staring at her and wondered if she was thinking about her next session from Amanda’s breasts… I sighed, “You have fun playing?” I asked Bella.
She looked at me with a weird look but nodded with a smile, “I haven’t really ever been able to play in the water,” she said around her pacifier. It made things sound much more babyish with sounds like pway, and I had to fight from giggling because it was cute.
“We have a pool at home,” I told her.
“You all swim a lot?” She asked while Amanda finished pulling on a pair of slacks.
“Every day…” I answered.
“That explains how Stacy is such a good swimmer,” the security guard remarked to Amanda.
She shook her head, “We adopted her that way. The first time she went into the pool, we figured out she could really swim.”
“Aren’t you afraid she’ll drown?”
Amanda stuffed a few last things back into the bags, “Not really. It’s not like we let her swim alone. She always has to have an adult in the pool with her. Stacy really is a better swimmer than I am – and I was on the swim team in college,” she told her.
I looked up at her for the praise and smiled. Amanda had the sling back around her neck and quickly picked me up and placed me inside. Once I was secured, she reached down and grabbed Bella and put her on her hip. “I can carry your bags out to your husband?” She suggested.
“Thanks,” Amanda said with a sigh of relief. “Still trying to get used to having two babies!”
Out in the hallway, Fred stood patiently waiting, dressed in slacks, a button-down shirt, and a sports coat. I realized then that Amanda was somewhat professionally dressed in her slacks and blouse. But, at the same time, Bella and I were definitely about as immaturely dressed as you could get without being dressed in only a diaper!
“Here, I’ll take those,” Fred told the lady and put his wet shorts in the backpack quickly before putting it on his back, put the diaper bag on a shoulder, and then took Bella from Amanda. “Where are we eating lunch?”
“Well…” Desiree gave us a suggestion and led us out into the park.
We had a changing of our escorts and ate at a restaurant of traditional American fare. I ended up with pizza, Bella had a corndog with a side of breast milk, Fred had a hamburger, and Amanda ended up with a basket of chicken strips. It was a quick lunch, though, we stopped at a changing station, and wet diapers were switched out for dry before being led to a limousine with Mr. Warner waiting nearby.
“Thank you so much for the evening last night, Mister Warner,” Amanda said.
“My pleasure, dear. Stacy, did you have a fun time swimming today?”
I nodded and said, “Thank you, I did. I appreciated being able to swim for real.”
“Anytime you come back, let us know, and we’ll make sure someone lets the lifeguards know to leave you alone. Sorry, the one didn’t get the memo earlier!”
“It’s okay, I understand,” I told him with a smile.
“Well then, this is my personal limousine that will take you to the airport. Our security service will stay with you until you get through security – you should be safe then.”
“Thank you,” Fred said, “We really did appreciate the extra peace of mind with that lunatic running loose!”
“My pleasure, have a safe trip!” He told us as the doors to the limousine were opened. Along one side, I could see my infant carrier buckled in next to Bella’s new car seat. Amanda quickly removed me from the sling and placed me inside the carrier while Fred placed Bella next to me. With everyone inside, the limo took off, and I looked through the window as we passed by and at Amanda and Fred smiling at the two of us.
It made me blush, “What?”
“Well… we didn’t intend to have two Littles, but you two look adorable next to each other,” Amanda said.
Right then, Bella farted loudly, and the smell of a loaded diaper permeated the air. “Eeww…” she whined.
“Well, that took care of that moment!” I couldn’t help saying.
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Chapters 27 and 28
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 27: Immature
“YOUR BOARDING PASSES are all in this envelope,” the lady at the ticket counter said as I sat upright in the sling with my hat on my head covering my hair. Bella was clinging to Fred as he reached to take them from the woman.
“Can you hold these for Daddy?” He asked her a moment later.
“Your baby girls are both adorable,” the lady told him with a smile. “Have a safe flight!”
Amanda and Fred were soon unhindered with everything except the backpack and diaper bag checked in at the counter. As promised, the security team members from the park followed us to the line at security and didn’t leave until they saw us get to the front.
“I need to scan your Little for her chip,” the man at the gate said to Fred.
“Scan my other daughter discreetly, too, please?” Amanda asked.
He looked at me with some surprise but waved the wand over Bella and then over me like it was on its way down. “IDs please?” He said to them
Amanda handed him their driver’s licenses she had kept out for this. Convinced they were our rightful guardians, we were motioned through without everyone figuring out I was a Little this time. Amanda and Fred had just made it to our gate when I looked across the room and saw the business lady from the last flight that had talked to our stewardess and ‘Collin’ at the airport after the failed kidnapping of Bella.
“Mommy,” I hissed at her.
“What baby?” she asked me, bouncing a little like she was comforting a fussy baby.
“That lady over there is the one with Collin and the stewardess!” I said with a nod of my head.
“I know, sweetie, I fully expect them to follow us home… or at least try to.”
“Why wouldn’t they be able to?” I asked her.
“Not just yet,” she told me with a kiss on my nose. She felt my diaper, and I knew that it was damper than it should have been before getting on a flight. “Wet, already?” She said with a smile.
“Sowwy,” I told her and leaned my head back onto her shoulder.
“Fred, would you bring Bella? There’s a changing room over there.”
“Sure, sweetie,” he said, feeling her diaper and announcing, “she is wet again already… I think it could take some more, though?”
“Let’s at least start off the flight with clean diapers,” she told both of them with a smile.
I noticed that the businesswoman followed us at a distance as we stepped into the large room designated for changing diapers. She was clearly staring at us as my diaper was changed. Unfortunately for me, it was from the discreet Pamper to a bulky princess diaper. ‘I don’t know how I’ll move quickly with this diaper if something goes on…?’ I grumbled internally while simultaneously feeling creeped out by her staring at me naked.
Amanda ignored her and hummed a bit as she handed me to Fred while changing Bella’s diaper.
“Daddy said you weren’t too wet, huh?” She said to Bella as she tickled her side a bit. “This is definitely a wet little girl,” she kept tickling her for a moment. Finally, Bella’s frown softened a little, and it was what Amanda must have been looking for as she opened up the diaper. I surreptitiously looked over at the woman and saw she was texting on her phone right then. “There! All clean!” Amanda said in her mommy voice. She packed everything back into the diaper bag and then helped place Bella into the carrier Fred had on. “Here, let’s get Baby Bella in here. If you can keep holding Stacy while I wash my hands?”
“Sure, honey,” he told her and kissed Bella’s forehead and then mine before following her to the sink.
The business lady and the four of us were suddenly now alone in the changing room. She came over and looked at Amanda, “You know you shouldn’t have interfered with this one.”
“Interfered?” Amanda said, doing a pretty good job of sounding clueless. “What do you mean?”
“It’s getting harder and harder to find free native Littles that aren’t broken in yet… This one was going to demand top dollar.”
Amanda patted Bella’s head in Fred’s carrier as he squeezed us both reassuringly, “I’m sure she was, but I got there first, huh?” The voice she used was that of a mother talking to her baby. Her patronizing tone sent my own personal anger meter up; I could only imagine it being used against another adult like her!
“You bitch, you listen here!” The lady said and moved to slap Amanda.
I watched Amanda make the seemingly impossible move of dodging, using the lady’s momentum against her and bending her over her knee all in one fluid motion. Then, Amanda pulled the struggling woman’s skirt up, ripped her panties down, and proceeded to slap the living crap out of her bare ass. “You do not hit others, little girl!” Amanda told her while annunciating each word with a strike on the woman’s bottom.
After several dozen spankings had been administered, a crowd was now present. The lady was blubbering and bawling like a baby by that point! Her bottom was a vivid red with some palm prints visible, and I couldn’t help but tremble at the thought that she would ever spank me if she could reduce a full-grown amazon to that with her bare hands! Granted, the lady was shorter than her by a couple feet… but still!
“What’s the problem here?” A security guard came up to see the commotion.
“This ‘lady’ came into this room to stare at my little girls getting their diapers changed. She came up to us after I finished and threatened me over the fact that I had adopted this one before she had. She’s so immature that she decided to slap me over it. I caught her hand and gave her the spanking that she deserved, sir.”
“Is this true?” He asked the lady.
She tried to shake her head, but one look at Amanda’s angry face made her nod as tears and snot ran down her face. “Yes, I tried to slap her… But she spanked me… That’s assault!”
“Maybe if you were a mature adult, but it sounds like this was just a good punishment, you needed little girl,” a sizeable female officer said. She was a few inches taller than Amanda, so she was considerably taller than the relatively short Amazonian lady.
“But…”
“I think she had the right of it here. Why don’t you come with me, ma’am? We’ll sort this out in the security office and figure out what we need to do with you.”
“But what about my flight?”
“I’m not sure you’re mature enough for that flight, little lady. We’ll see what we can do about getting you on another flight… possibly a more supervised one?”
I almost laughed as the lady was led away by two officers. ‘Can she be put back into a nursery herself?’ I wondered and noticed the lady in charge had hung around.
“Mr. Warner asked for us to keep an eye on you all in case you had any other problems. I see his concerns were well-founded… do you have resources back home to protect you?” She paused, “From what I can tell, this is a pretty dangerous group.”
“We will be fine back home,” Amanda told her. “My father’s all we could possibly need.”
“He the one that taught you that move?” she said, pointing towards a video camera I hadn’t noticed.
“That would be him,” Amanda said nervously with a nervous giggle. “Are we free to get on our flight?”
“Yes, ma’am, take good care of those two little girls and watch your six.”
“Thank you!” Amanda said.
As we left the room, she looked at Fred, “I need to go to the restroom really quick. Can you watch the girls out here, and then you can go?”
“Sure, honey,” he told her and kissed her as she walked into the restroom. I was a little worried at how long it took, but Amanda came back out, positioned me into my sling, and held Bella on her side while Fred went into the men’s room. He was much quicker than her at coming back out, and soon we were boarding our flight.
As Amanda began to sit down in the front first-class area, I could see back down the plane that the same stewardess involved on our last flight started to come towards us. I worried things were going to go down here too, but one of the uniformed officers from the airport came onboard and motioned for her to come up to him before she could speak with us. Then, without explanation, they led her off of the plane. Fifteen minutes later, the cabin door closed, and she hadn’t returned.
I looked at Amanda and said, “Did we just get really lucky?”
She just pushed my pacifier into my mouth in response and gave me a squeeze. Then, just before we were to take off, she looked at Fred and said, “Switch girls?”
He looked at her for a moment before nodding, and the awkward trade was made. Unlike Amanda, who had been using my sling, he had to take off the carrier that Bella sat in so she was easier to hand over. I wondered why we were being traded for a few moments. Before we took off, though, I knew why, as I watched Amanda pull her shirt and bra down and push Bella is close to nurse her. I sighed around my pacifier and turned to look out the window. Fred gave me a tight squeeze and quietly asked, “You really are dealing with severe withdrawal symptoms, aren’t you?”
I turned and nodded at him but stayed quiet. Then, as we came up to altitude, Amanda switched Bella to her other breast, and a flight attendant started making her rounds, “Already weaned your real baby girl?”
Amanda shook her head, “No, but she didn’t want any right now since I nursed her not long before we got on. Waste not want not as they say!” she said quietly, rubbing Bella’s back as she still nursed away.
“Hopefully, you get another year with your little one?” She suggested.
“We’ll see, I’ll nurse her for certain until she’s one, and then I’ll let her make the call. This one will drink one way or another, though, so it’s not like I have to worry about my milk going away,” she told her with a smile.
She waved at me before taking drink orders from everyone. Amanda had a last bottle of juice in the diaper bag that Fred gave me, and I contentedly nursed and relaxed in Fred’s arms.
I MUST HAVE dozed off at some point because the plane jolted me awake as it landed. Bella looked wide-awake next to me, and I wondered if I had missed anything. I looked over at her, and she smiled at me with a genuine smile that seemed relaxed. No pacifier was in the way, but that changed a moment later as Fred and Amanda played musical babies again.
Even before we reached the terminal, I was securely fastened in the sling, and she was in Fred’s carrier. They had the backpack and diaper bag we’d come onboard with claimed between them, and we were quickly out the door. I felt a hand squeeze my diaper and then a more intrusive finger underneath. Amanda pulled it out and whispered, “You’re still dry?”
I realized then I’d done the impossible at waking up dry, but also, now that I was reminded, realized I needed to go to the bathroom badly. I sighed and let the stream of urine out into the padding, and Amanda gently patted my bottom to indicate she was happy I had gone. “We’ll change you both at the car,” she told me.
“Kay,” I told her somewhat sleepily. Not moving meant I was getting a little restless, but there wasn’t anything stimulating me to stay awake.
They began looking for their luggage at the baggage claim as we heard, “There’s my girl!”
I turned my head and saw Amanda’s parents coming towards us to hug their daughter. As her dad was hugging the two of us, he whispered, “Two guys were watching your car, we took care of them and a couple trackers they put on. I’ve got some people watching until you leave. Make sure you set your alarm anytime you’re in the house; they were scoping it out.”
“Mom, this is your new grandbaby Bella,” she told her, acting like she hadn’t heard anything, pointing towards Bella nervously sitting in the carrier at Fred’s chest.
“Oh my gosh! How did you end up with another perfect little girl?” she asked Amanda before reaching for her out of the carrier.
Fred sighed but got Bella loose and handed her to Granny. “Hi Bella, I’m your Granny,” she told her with a smile.
“Nice to meet you,” Bella said nervously around the pacifier.
‘At least she didn’t hear the horror stories about her before meeting her!’ I thought to myself. ‘Maybe she’ll be able to deal with meeting her a little bit easier than I did. She certainly seems sweeter than I was worried about.’
“She’s a total doll, Mandy!” She brought her over to her husband, “Meet your Grandpa,” she told her.
“Nice to meet you, sir,” Bella squeaked – clearly afraid of the gigantic man who was imposing even by Amazon standards! I wasn’t sure, but it looked like her diaper grew a little thicker as she was gently bounced in Granny’s arms.
Fred used the free hands that he had now to gather all of our suitcases and the ones Bella had brought with her on the trip, the stroller, car seats, etc.
“Is that everything?” Grandpa asked.
Fred counted the suitcases on the borrowed cart and nodded, “Yes, that’s everything, Joe.”
“Well then, we’ll walk you to your car,” he told him while pushing the cart. “Megan’s going to meet you at your place,” he added.
“Yay!” I said with a smile around my pacifier.
Fred walked next to Amanda, and Bella looked at me like, ‘what?’
Amanda answered for me, “Megan is my baby sister… She’s the nice one,” she added the last part.
Bella looked at me with a raised eyebrow, but I just tried to tell her to wait… but didn’t know-how. Amanda took care of that by shoving her pacifier back inside her mouth, and she took the hint. At the large SUV, Amanda asked Granny, “Can you take over with Stacy here so I can get car seats in?”
“Sure, sweetie,” she said as she reached for me, hugged me gently, and placed me on her right hip. “Mandy, she needs to be changed.”
“I know, Mom. I plan on changing both of them as soon as we get these seats in. There’s no better place to change them right now with the luggage in the back.”
Fred was limited in his motions by Bella still hanging from the carrier, “Fred, you want to hand me Baby Bella too? That’ll let these two cuties get into dry diapees sooner?”
He nodded while Bella’s face simultaneously turned red in embarrassment from the adjective again being added to her name. I sighed and grimaced for her too, but there was no changing the fact that she was no longer a capable adult to the entire world here. To everyone, she was now just another baby who couldn’t take care of herself. Even the few free Littles would most likely accept that it was her fate at this point. Bella joined me in her arms on her left hip, and I wondered how she could heft us both without any sign of fatigue – she certainly wasn’t a young woman anymore!
She bounced us both gently and said, “I have the most beautiful new granddaughters ever!” Then, she kissed both of us on the head to emphasize it, beginning with me.
“Thank you, Granny,” I said politely.
“Thanks,” Bella wisely added herself.
The diaper I had on was definitely cooling by this point, and I was looking forward to a change soon! Not to mention that the thicker diaper had expanded a lot with the urine, to the point where I knew I would be relegated to crawling at home. However, I could also feel some rumblings in my rear and hoped we could make it home before I needed to do that!
“There!” Amanda said finally as she had our car seats latched. “Which girl is wetter, Mom?”
“It’s about a tie, honey, but why don’t you change Bella first? She’s not as used to her wet diapees yet.”
Amanda took her and placed her on the changing mat she had laid on the floorboard. She wasted no time pulling the snaps of her outfit open, diaper open and bared her bottom for the world to see if there hadn’t been a car parked on that side. She wiped her quickly, put her into a dry Pamper, placed her into her rear-facing car seat, and buckled her in.
“Next!” she said, looking at her mother and holding her arms out for me.
She changed me just as quickly and found a spare Pamper in a seat pocket, leaving me happily dressed in the thinner dry diaper! “Thanks,” I told her around the pacifier as she balled up the used diaper with Bella’s and put them into a bag.
“You’re welcome, sweetie,” she told me as she then buckled me into my own rear-facing seat. Bella looked embarrassed and awkward through the mirror while she nervously nursed on the pacifier.
“Fred, is that everything in the back?”
“That’s all of it, Mandy. Girls ready?”
“Yep,” she said. “Mom, Daddy, you’re going to the house you said?”
“Yes, we’ll follow you home and give you a couple new presents I picked up for your new baby. Seems like we just did this?” She giggled a bit.
Amanda sighed, “No mechanical items, right?”
I turned bright red and fidgeted a little, and I think Bella noticed.
“Definitely not!”
“Good, we’ll see you there,” Amanda said as she and Fred closed the passenger doors and climbed into the front passenger seat while Fred climbed in to drive.
Chapter 28: Inevitable
“WELL, THAT WAS fun,” Amanda said as we pulled away.
I pulled my pacifier out of my mouth, “You told them about Bella?” I asked, a little surprised.
“We need your grandpa’s help with everything going on. I was afraid they would meet us here and try something right out of the airport.”
I nodded.
“What did you mean no mechanical items?” Bella asked curiously, having removed her own pacifier.
I winced, “Umm… We haven’t had time to tell you anything about Ama… Mommy’s family, have we?”
She looked like she was about to choke when I almost called Amanda by name… ‘I can’t help it; I think of her by her real name when I think about her most of the time still,’ I sighed.
“Umm… I don’t think so?”
“Well, Mommy has three sisters, the oldest is Chloe, then it’s Mommy, Cassie, then the oops child Megan – who’s awesome!”
“What does that have to do with mechanical…?”
“I’m getting to that… let’s just say I like Megan a lot but feel the complete opposite about Chloe. She would fit right in with that group that almost got you… Cassie is just as bad, if not worse, in some ways. When Granny found out Mommy had adopted a Little and not told her, she was pretty hurt. We ended up going shopping with Chloe and Granny the next morning. I didn’t exactly get off to the right foot with Chloe, though.”
“Nothing you did!” Amanda muttered angrily, obviously listening.
“Granny wanted to buy me one of those battery-powered swings that can go on their own. Chloe found a higher-end mechanical one that she claimed was amazing. Not knowing much about what it did, Granny put me into it and started it. At first, it wasn’t too bad as it gently swung me, but then Chloe activated its punishment feature, and I got the spanking of my life!”
“Needless to say, I just about killed my sister,” Amanda said with a sad voice. “We had to cut Stacy out of that horrible device to keep it from beating her even worse.”
Bella’s eyes opened wide in the mirror, “That sounds scary!”
“Not pleasant,” I said while mentally rubbing my butt still.
“Anyway, no mechanical nursery items are allowed at home!” I said.
“No mechanical items,” Amanda agreed.
“So, what else should I know?” Bella asked hesitantly.
“It’ll take a while to catch you up on everything.” I said, “Since we’re meeting Megan, I’ll tell you she’s the nice one. She goes to Emerson too, so I’m guessing I’ll probably see her quite a bit. She’s the short one of the family – not even quite eight feet tall.”
“So, she’s just a betweener?” Bella asked.
“She’s still considered an Amazon because of our parents,” Amanda explained, “but with the rest of my sisters and I being over nine-and-a-half-feet tall, she looks really short compared to us.”
Bella nodded.
“She’s nice, though… and not exactly a fan of making Littles be babies!” I added.
“Yeah… I’m guessing Megan will think I’m even more nuts and on the way to being like Chloe and Cassie,” Amanda grumbled.
“It wasn’t your choice,” I reminded her.
“Maybe it seems that way,” Bella said, “but it was. You made a choice to save me,” she said, “thank you for that.” A lone tear went down her face before she wiped it and pretended it hadn’t happened.
The drive home wasn’t that far, and soon we were being unbuckled in the garage. Fred stood me on my feet while Amanda carried Bella inside. The urgent urge to go poop hit my bowels again as we crossed the entry into the kitchen, and I could see my potty. “Mommy, may I use my potty?” I asked, looking up at her holding Bella.
She sighed but nodded, “Do you need help with your diapee?”
I shook my head and bolted for the other side of the room. I was already popping the snaps in my outfit off as I approached my destination. I didn’t care that I had those two as an audience, as I ripped the tapes off of my dry Pamper and sat down on the plastic potty. I grunted for just a second and was rewarded with a large piece of poop going into the potty. Some urine tinkled in afterward to join it.
“Wow, aren’t you the big girl!” Megan said as I finished.
I blushed, “I didn’t realize you were there,” I said, embarrassed.
“Do you need help wiping?” She asked me.
“Even if she doesn’t, would you mind doing it and then getting her back into a diaper?” Amanda asked. I looked over where Bella sat, looking utterly shocked in her arms.
Megan leaned down towards me with a smile and used a baby wipe to clean me up. “Come on, Stacy, let’s go upstairs and get you in a new diapee. You ripped this one a bit when you pulled it off.”
I noticed she had already balled it up and held it in her left hand while picking me up with her right arm. She wasn’t as big as Amanda, but she still had no problems picking me up and began walking upstairs with my naked rear hanging out of the unsnapped outfit.
“Mandy, you’re actually potty-training, Stacy?” I heard her mom ask her as Megan hit the stairs and had me halfway to my nursery. ‘Our nursery,’ I thought to myself.
She took no time to put the diaper in the can next to the changing table, lifted me up on the table, and asked, “I’m guessing you want a regular Pamper?”
“Please,” I answered.
“So, Mandy gave in and let you use a potty?” she asked me.
“We agreed just for poopies,” I told her. I felt a little bit odd as I used a juvenile name for it with one of the few people I felt recognized my actual age.
“Guess that probably is the worst, huh?” she asked as she redid the snaps on my outfit.
“You have no idea!” I told her while frowning.
She giggled and picked me up, “Did you have a good trip?” She asked as we went down the stairs.
“Umm… parts of it!” I told her honestly. “The crazy Little snatching criminals, not so much...?”
“What?” She asked as she made it to the first floor, and I saw Amanda coming back from the bathroom with my potty.
“I didn’t have time to fill her in completely,” Amanda told me as I saw the scene at the bottom of the stairs. Grandpa and Fred were bringing in the last of the luggage while Granny held Bella gently in her arms. Bella, for her part, was doing a pretty good job of mostly not shaking from fear while at the same time giving me a very jealous stare.
“Shall we all sit down in the living room and get everyone on the same page?” Fred asked while setting down the final suitcase.
“Sounds like a plan,” Grandpa said. A few moments later, Megan held me on her lap on the couch on one end, with Amanda in the middle holding Bella and Fred on the other end. Grandpa and Granny had taken the recliner and rocking chair in the living room as their seats.
A quick glance at the clock let me know it was after six, and I was getting hungry. ‘Hope this doesn’t take too long!’ I thought to myself.
While everyone was sitting down, Bella looked over at me and quietly asked, “You don’t have to wear diapers?”
“Because of school… if I poop my pants in class, I get kicked out of Emerson. As long as I can feel my poop… I made the potty with a machine a few days ago,” I told her.
“You made that potty for yourself?” Grandpa overheard and asked.
“Yes… nearly earned her a load of trouble for it too!” Amanda said, still a little disgruntled. She sighed, “I told her though that I care more for her and want her to get the education she came for… I offered to let her use it for everything at home, but as a compromise to me, she decided she just wants it for poopies.”
“So…?” Bella asked me tentatively while fidgeting a little in her seat.
“So, I’m in diapers the rest of the time,” I shrugged. I was honest at responding to Bella’s odd look, “Wet diapers don’t really bother me…?”
She stared at me for a moment before looking up at Amanda, “Can I do the same?”
Amanda looked thoughtfully for a second, but it was Fred that answered. “I don’t think you’ll be able to get away with that.”
“Why?” She asked, a little bit annoyed but still polite.
“You’re nursing from Amanda more…” Fred said softly before sniffing, “do you know that you just went in your diaper?”
She looked shocked, but I could smell it right then, too, and see her diaper pushing out on her outfit a bit. She instinctively put her hand down that direction and, with a broken-up voice, said, “No…?”
Amanda hugged her protectively, “It’s okay, but especially with this group after you, I think we need to take a little more traditional approach with your potty habits. You also need to be seen nursing regularly from me so that no one can get LPS involved here with a neglect allegation.” She patted her on the back as I grimaced a bit at the smell from her diaper. As her body tensed, I knew she was going some more, but to my surprise, Amanda just sat the teary-eyed girl back down in her lap when she was done.
“Mommy, aren’t you going to change her?” I asked.
“In a few moments when we get done here,” she told me. “I told you last week there might be times we can’t change you right away. So Bella is going to have to get used to that too.”
My mind blanched as I thought back to the day in the walker with my poop smeared all over my butt from the seat, squishing it.
“It’s okay,” Bella said as she reached over to me and took my hand.
I grimaced but kept quiet.
“So, what happened on this trip? All you said on the phone was that you adopted another Little girl… for some reason,” Megan said with a glare to Amanda, “and Stacy mentioned Little kidnappers?”
“The short version of the story is that we met Bella here on the plane to Selegansol. She was on her way for what she thought was a business opportunity to sell her clothing line. But unfortunately, there was a network that had actually lured her there to take her. They planned on getting her to have an accident on the plane and forcibly adopt her.” Megan gave her a sympathetic look but stayed quiet, “Stacy figured out the plot and gave her one of her emergency charms to keep her from pooping her pants. At that point, I decided the stewardess wasn’t worth trusting.”
Bella sat quietly until then and told Megan, “I asked them to adopt me after they got me away safely from the airport. We had seen my proposed business partner, the stewardess, and another lady talking angrily, and they tried to get the cops to take me away… Even if I have to…” she grimaced, “sit here in a dirty diaper. It’s better than what they would have done to me.”
I looked up at Megan, who was a little skeptical then, but I told her, “we ran into one of the guys in the park, and he tried to get Amanda and Fred to give us up… I was able to pour some of my juice from my bottle onto him and distracted him into running to save him from someone diapering him.”
“What?!?” Grandpa laughed then.
“No one would think an adult amazon would wet their pants,” Granny added.
“They would if they had a record on file…?” Amanda said with a smirk.
I saw Grandpa look over at her with a smile and ask, “What did you do?”
“Blame both of them, Joe,” he said, pointing towards me too as he shook his head, “They’re both trouble makers cut from the same cloth!”
I giggled at that but couldn’t help but nod.
“The police believe some Little sympathizer group got into the system and just happened to list him as an escaped baby…” she told him, “though he didn’t know that as he ran and pushed that girl into the water.”
“Wait a minute!” Megan said and picked me up under my armpits and turned me towards her, “You mean to say that Little that jumped into the pool at Looney World…?”
I waved at her, “hi?”
She just laughed and hugged me, “So you’re a hero, and this guy got caught, escaped, and I’m guessing you know it’s likely he’ll come after you now, right?”
“The group already tried again,” Fred told everyone. “We figured we’d have trouble here, but the group tried to get us to go with them at the airport earlier. Fortunately, your daughter learned well from you, Joe.”
“You put her down or spank her?” Joe asked with a smile.
“Spanked her till her bottom was glowing,” Amanda said. “Speaking of which, this conversation is going on a little longer than I thought. Fred, where did you put their diaper bag?”
“On the counter over there…” he told her.
“I’m going to take Bella upstairs and change her,” she said as she stood up.
I put my arms out to her, “You just went; you can’t need changed yet?” She asked me.
“I want to be there for Bella when you show her my… er… our nursery…?” I don’t know why, but I was nervous about it and turned red.
Amanda laughed at me and picked me up too. “Megan, can you bring the diaper bag? I have my hands full now….”
“Sure,” she told her and followed us up the stairs once she had the bag in hand.
Amanda paused for just a second as she looked at the letters on the door that said my name, “We’ll have to add another name, huh?” She said to no one in particular. She opened the baby gate into the room, and Bella shuddered. A moment later, she started crying uncontrollably across from me.
Amanda sat me down on the floor by my desk before she squeezed Bella with a hug and then decided to change her before worrying about the crying. I couldn’t see much from my perch on the ground with Amanda in the way, so I just walked over to my computer to make sure everything was okay there. Megan followed me, “Your computer is so cute!” she told me while sitting on the ground next to me.
The cries from Bella continued as I heard diaper tapes opened, and Amanda said, “Shh… It’s okay, Bella.”
I guessed I knew what was the problem and felt terrible. I knew Littles dealt with diapers sometimes in school, sometimes when they were out and about just to be safe, and sometimes if forced by rules. The playpen she had slept in probably was embarrassing at the hotel, the nursing, the bottles, the pacifiers… everything was perhaps more than slightly overwhelming. But to enter a nursery… well, Littles in this dimension don’t get to leave those.
I turned my head towards Megan to respond, “It’s perfectly sized for me at least,” I told her. I could see Bella’s legs in the air then, and Amanda was clearly wiping her smelly bottom.
“How fast is it?”
I turned it on then and logged in for her to see it running. I had just opened my e-mail app when Amanda picked Bella up from the table, still sobbing and shuddering with tears. I watched Amanda sit down in the rocking chair and try and console her. “It’s okay, Bella,” she told her.
She sobbed, “My life is really o… o… over.”
“Shhh… not it’s not, I promise you’ll be well taken care of.”
“But I’m not…!”
“Free?” Megan suggested having turned and walked over by the rocking chair.
“No…” Bella shuddered.
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Chapters 29 and 30
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 29: Futures
“WERE YOU REALLY before?” Megan asked, surprising me with such a heartless question.
Bella seemed shocked by that thought and looked up at her, “Of course I was.”
“What was your job?” She asked, “You mentioned clothing design downstairs?”
Bella nodded.
“Where can you sell your designs?”
“Online…” she said.
“Not in a store, not in person?” Megan prompted while sitting down on the floor in front of the rocking chair. Amanda sat holding Bella, with her legs crisscrossed.
“No… a Big might have…?”
“Kidnapped you, right?” Megan said.
Bella had more tears down her face as I walked up to Megan and sat down in her lap. She nodded.
“Did you go out with friends at all in the evenings?” Megan prompted softly.
“Not very often,” she sniffled. “The last time I did… my best friend got drunk and wet her pants in front of a Big… She tried for me too, but I ran.”
I could see where Megan was going, and knowing her, it wasn’t easy for her to say.
“Bella, I’m not saying there is anything right about this whole thing. I personally don’t think that any Little needs to be in diapers. I hate our older sisters for everything they do to the Littles they forcibly adopted… but you really didn’t have much going for you.”
Bella shuddered, but some of the tears were leaving at least. “I know… They were raising my rent next month as a ‘Little fee,’ and I wasn’t going to be able to both eat and pay rent if the deal in Selegnasol fell through.”
“Look, Bella, the cards that have been dealt to Littles are terrible. Maybe someday that can change, or who knows… Maybe Amanda and Fred can send you back to the other dimension with Stacy or something…?”
“Would you?” Bella asked quickly.
“I don’t know if we could,” Amanda answered her honestly. “It’s going to be tough just getting Stacy back, but we’ll be willing to consider it.”
“Maybe we could get her to the underground?” I said aloud and then regretted it.
“You already have a contact?” Amanda laughed.
“Forget I said that?” I told her, thinking I had been keeping that as a backup option if things went south with them.
“I wouldn’t recommend it just yet anyway,” Amanda said. “We’d be better off taking a vacation to another country… maybe the Little islands would be smarter, to be honest. You don’t really know who you’re dealing with on the underground.”
I looked at her in shock that she knew so much, “Hacked it?”
“You’re not the only one who can…” she reminded me.
Bella’s tears had dried up quite a bit by then, “But you don’t think we should do any of those yet, do you?”
“Bella, you’re probably in as much danger right now as you could be… but you’re also in the safest place you could be, too,” Grandpa Joe said from the doorway.
“Amanda, I added a couple other layers of sensors to your security system earlier. Make sure anytime you are home alone that you have it enabled for the perimeter. We added an extra layer to the backyard to make it safe for you to be out there with the girls swimming or playing.”
“Thanks, Dad,” she told him.
“Stacy, would you come with me for a couple minutes?” he asked.
I was surprised but nodded, and he picked me up to place me on his hip. My legs practically had to do the splits with as large a body as he had! He walked down to Fred’s office and sat down in his chair, facing me towards him.
“Stacy, this is the second time you have really impressed me! That was quick thinking with the juice and even quicker action to save that little girl.”
I blushed, “thanks.”
“Mandy has dragged you into a pretty risky situation with some very sketchy people. I know Fred has heard of that company through his professional dealings, but I’ve also heard of them going after people too from my professional contacts in the military...”
I nodded, “From what I dug up, they’re definitely not on the nice people list.”
“No, they’re not. That’s why I want you to please come study with me at my studio whenever we can get you in.”
“How will that help? I’m so small I can’t possibly hit hard enough to do anything other than make them add more spankings?”
He laughed, “You’d better keep this a secret, as I’m violating several of my non-disclosure agreements – and a few federal laws, but there is a whole Special Forces unit of Littles in our military.”
I felt my jaw drop… “They let Littles…?”
“Yes, they do. The unit’s code name is the ‘Hellcats.’ Without saying too much more, I worked with them and trained them at one point in my career.”
“Whoa, and they can actually fight full-sized Bigs?” I asked curiously.
“You can search them online if you want later to verify my story. Some declassified missions have been released, and the military likes to use them as a PR tool every now and then… but the truth is I consider them to be every bit as deadly as our best Big units.”
I thought for a moment, “So you’re willing to try and teach me... what exactly?”
“The techniques they use against their bigger enemies for one.”
I nodded, “I would appreciate it if you would teach me… what about Bella?”
He shook his head, “she’s a sweet girl… but she’s not got the talent or instincts that you have. Between what you did to those idiot daughters of mine, this guy, and saving that girl… well honestly, you’re not normal.”
I stared at him before nodding, “Yeah, I can agree with that. So, when?”
“This week on Thursday, Fred said you should have some downtime, and then it’ll be Tuesdays and Thursdays after your last class before I begin evening classes for now.”
I nodded, “Thank you,” and leaned forward to give him a hug.
He hugged me and put me back down on the floor just as my stomach growled, “Now we need to get back home, and your mommy needs to get you something to eat.”
I followed him down the hallway and saw that Bella was now on the ground exploring in the nursery behind the closed gate.
“Would you please open that?” I asked him, pointing towards the gate.
He laughed and instead picked me up and sat me down on the other side, “Way easier than figuring out those stupid things!”
I sighed and nodded, “Thanks, see you Thursday!”
He walked away, and I was left alone in the nursery with Bella. “So… umm… what do you think of our room?”
“To be honest, it’s a little too happy for my tastes. Your dresses are cute, though?”
I looked up at her and laughed, “At least I don’t have to worry about you raiding my closet!”
“Well, you’re definitely shorter than me…” she said, and surprisingly it was really the first chance we’d had to be alone together and compare our sizes. While she was really short compared to Amanda, and all of the other full-grown Amazons, my head only reached just a little bit above her belly button.
To emphasize the size difference, she reached out to me and picked me up to put me on her hip like a kid would do with a little sibling. “Eeep…” I said.
She laughed, “So I get stuck with a baby sister who uses the potty more than me... but I can at least pick her up!”
“Don’t I seem at least a little heavy…?” I asked, embarrassed as she carried me over towards the toy box.
“I’m kind of used to it with fabric bolts… and I used to lift a set of weights at home to try and help if I ever had to fight.”
She gave me a hug and put me down beside the toy box, “So what cool toys do you have?”
I pointed towards my computer, “That one and a tablet?” I asked.
She shook her head, “Look if we have to be babies… Do we at least have some cool toys?”
I laughed at that, “You certainly seem happier now?”
She stared at me and said, “Well, I can’t change it… so I guess we might as well make the best of it. But, Mo… Mommy said I should try and find some toys I like and try to play with them at least?”
I walked over and hugged her, “I honestly have only opened this once so far. So, I guess shall we see what’s in it?”
She hugged me and said, “Gagagoogoo.”
“That’s not that funny, you know?” I told her.
She sighed, “Believe me, I know…” as she opened the box.
I remembered from my quick glance most of what was in there. Bella made a face of disgust as she combed through a few things, but it quickly turned into a genuine smile as she picked up a baby doll, “I had one of these when I was a baby!”
I couldn’t help but giggle as she held the large baby doll in her hands.
“The first time Stacy…” she stuck her tongue out at me. I was glad there was a least a bit of a smile, though, as she pulled her out and said, “ooh… you have the baby bag… bottles and diapers are in here… but you also have the stroller, the highchair… and… yes even have the playpen!” She actually sounded almost happy then.
“Well, I’m glad someone likes it,” Amanda said while stepping over the gate.
I looked up guiltily… “Sorry…”
“It’s almost my fault for letting you have your other toys, but maybe that doll was just destined for Bella…?”
“She’s all yours if you want her,” I said with a smirk.
“We’ll just have to get another one for you, though, too,” Amanda said with a smirk, “You can’t have tea parties and practice taking care of your babies; otherwise, without one, now can you?”
“Umm…” I said awkwardly, “…is dinner ready?”
She laughed and said, “Come on, you two,” as she grabbed us both in her arms and said, “remind me to change you after dinner, Stacy. You’ll be leaking otherwise!”
“Yes, Mommy,” I said as she descended the staircase.
In the kitchen, a second highchair had been assembled for Bella. It looked different than mine for some reason, “Is her highchair different?”
I looked up at Amanda, who grimaced, “I asked my parents to pick up another high chair, and they didn’t think to go to the regular baby store… It’s one meant for Littles,” she said.
Both trays were off at that point, so she could put both of us down in them. To my surprise, she went and used the harness straps on Bella first, leaving me for a second with mine undone. I watched and realized in horror that while she wasn’t using them, there were additional straps for her head, feet, and arms. “We’ll be cutting these off later,” she told Bella while she shook her head. Then, a tray was attached in front of her with a click. Since her arms weren’t strapped in, she could keep her hands free on top of it.
“Thank you,” Bella said quietly.
“Other than those, it seems like a slightly bigger highchair than your sisters, so hopefully it’ll be fine?” Amanda said.
Bella shrugged, “It’s still a highchair.”
Amanda turned her attention back to buckle me into the harness and then down my tray. She turned around and grabbed two sippy cups off of the counter, and placed them on our trays. “Sippy cups?” Bella asked, almost shocked.
“Well, you might be able to a handle small glass,” Amanda remarked… “That one over there probably can’t.” she shook her head, “She’s so small I had to go buy smaller bottles!”
I blushed.
“I thought it was odd mine were bigger,” Bella said after a sip of the apple juice.
“We tried the size we bought you with her first, but she couldn’t even hold it by herself!” Amanda smiled.
“That was pretty embarrassing,” I told her.
“Well, none of us expected you to come to dimension and be infant-sized!”
“Stacy, just how tall are you?” Bella asked curiously.
I blushed, “Thirty-nine-and-a-half inches?”
“Oh my god, you really are tiny!”
“Don’t remind me,” I told her as Amanda brought cute plates decorated with cute Baby Looney Tunes characters partially visible underneath the food. On the plates were chicken nuggets and some fries… well, to Amazons, that’s what they would be. From my perspective, they were chicken breasts and potato wedges!
“Thanks,” I told her as she sat it down.
Bella looked relieved for some reason, “She told you that you’d get to keep your teeth,” I told her after taking a bite of a nugget as Fred sat down with his own plate. “Other than one restaurant, there’s no danger of baby food,” I told her.
“One restaurant?” she asked nervously.
“I’m not sure how the chef will react to you?” Amanda said, “All Littles usually get one of their parent’s meals pureed for their meal.”
“Usually?”
“Well, this one has a habit of doing weird things. The chef took a liking to her and let her have a small version of a regular meal last time.”
“So, she may have a regular meal, and I’ll be stuck with baby food?” she asked nervously.
“Once you got over the texture, it wasn’t too bad?” I told her with a grimace, “Maybe you can politely eat whatever he brings, and maybe he’ll let you have the same as me on a second visit?” I looked at Amanda, who shrugged her shoulders.
“Probably won’t be eating there for a while since you’ll be busy with school,” Fred reminded me.
Chapter 30: Contacts
THE MEAL WAS silent for a couple moments while Fred looked through the mail from the last couple of days. “So, what am I doing while she’s going to school?” Bella asked hesitantly.
Fred sighed, “Well, luckily, I don’t have any procedures set up this week, so I’m going to take off some paternity leave and stay home with you for most of the week.”
She looked relieved when he said, “Can we get my stuff out of my apartment?”
“I figured we could do that tomorrow,” he nodded. “Your grandpa will come with a couple of guys he trusts to help us do it quickly. I don’t want to hang out there too long since it’s a dangerous place to go with that group watching us.”
“Maybe we should just abandon it all…” she said sadly.
“Bella, you’re adopted, but we don’t want to wipe out your old life. I’m guessing you have some pictures, at least of your family? Maybe some projects you want? I also figure Fred can get the sewing equipment you have and put them in the basement for now?” Amanda said.
Her eyes lit up a bit, “Can I still sew?”
“We’ll have to be careful with that, sweetie… If anyone other than us finds out you’re sewing, they might think we’re abusing you.” Fred said.
“But she gets to go to school?” she asked, upset at the dichotomy.
“Do you think you can pass the CARE exam?” Fred asked her softly.
She looked at the plate on her highchair and shook her head, “I never really paid a lot of attention at school since I figured I’d just end up adopted anyway… The fashion courses I took didn’t need all of that too much either.”
“Unfortunately, that takes the university out of the picture,” Amanda said sadly.
“What about going to high school?” I asked. “You could learn what you needed to know to pass the CARE?”
“No!” Bella said sharply.
“I’m sorry?” I said apologetically, realizing I had touched a nerve.
“Sorry… it’s just that high school for a Little has to be the worst place in the world other than a daycare… It might be worse than that, though, too!”
“We’ve got some other ideas to think of, too,” Amanda told her softly. “But one thing I want to do is get you caught up on your learning, at least if you were that far behind.”
She nodded, pushed one more fry around on her plate, and yawned before she said, “I’m full… may I please get down?”
I had finished eating, too, having just been an observer of the dinner conversation. “May I get down too, please?” I asked.
Amanda gave me a look to communicate not to push her but said, “Okay, I guess you two can get down. It’s not going to be too long until bath time, though, since you’re starting school tomorrow!” she told me.
I nodded and said, “May I get onto my computer and check my e-mail?”
“Sure,” she said as she undid the buckles on my harness. Fred did the same for Bella, and she could pick both of us up at once. “Bella, do you want to go upstairs with your sister or stay down here?”
She looked around the living room and said, “Down here, please?”
“No TV,” she told her, “but you can play with the toys or explore some, okay?”
She nodded, “I know about things like Naomi and Oliver… Sad how many Littles get trapped by that show!”
“It’s not the only one anymore either,” Fred said with a warning. “Same rule goes for you as your sister, no watching TV without one of us there to watch out for you.”
I watched her nod as Amanda sat her down on the living room floor, and she made the quick trip upstairs to set me down on the other side of the gate.
“Stacy, don’t push Bella too hard right away,” she told me quietly. “I think she has been through more trauma than we know.”
“I got that,” I told her, “do you think she’ll be okay?”
Amanda leaned over and kissed the top of my head, “With our help, I hope so. As much as I hate to see Littles the way my sisters do, maybe not having to worry about watching her back every two seconds might be good for her.”
I nodded and watched through the baby gate as she walked down the stairs and out of sight before I turned to my computer. I logged in to the computer and first checked to see if there was any tampering. ‘Those guys surely won’t stop if they tried some stuff at the airport,’ I said to myself with a shake of my head. ‘I’m a little scared to walk around campus by myself,’ I admitted with a sigh. Finding no signs of tampering, I logged into my e-mail.
I saw several messages for me there, including a ton of spam from back home and here. I quickly sent those to the spam folder, thinking that I would have to create some new filters to avoid some. I really didn’t need to know about the best orphanages or etiquette schools to give myself up to… the Viagra e-mails from back home were bad enough!
After a lot of deleting of spam, just three messages remained. One from my Mom, one from Gabby, and one from the university. I decided to open the one from Emerson first.
Welcome to Emerson!
We are so excited to have you join our university! There are many orientation events this week that we are listing below. It’s imperative that you follow the schedule and be mature adults to show up at all events! Please see the schedule below for any changes that may have been made since our last correspondence. Tomorrow is the freshmen move-in day, parent/student luncheon, and a few other events that we ask you to participate in*. Please review the Emerson Student Code of Conduct as you will be bound by its rules until you leave our university. Once again, welcome, and we can’t wait for you to begin your new journey with us! Go Griffins!
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9:00am-5:00pm | Fisher Hall | Student Check-In (Student IDs, Keys, and Orientation Packet Pick-Up) |
11:00am | Venture Commons | Parent/Student Luncheon |
3:00pm-4:30pm | Destiny Lecture Hall | Littles Guide to Emerson* |
5:00pm | Zentner Dining Hall | Dinner |
6:30pm | Dorm | Orientation Meeting (Commuter Students Assigned Dorm at Check-In for Event) |
7:30pm | Woodlawn Stadium | Griffins Fly Event |
*Please note for Littles, all Little oriented events are mandatory
9:00am | Student Union | City Tours (Parents and students invited for free bus tour of the city) |
11:00am | Venture Commons | University Welcome Ceremony |
1:00pm | Jennings Hall Room 102 | C.A.R.E. Exams (Any Little who has not taken this exam must take it at this time for course placement) |
2:00pm | Kilby Center Room 314 | Computer Science Placement Exam |
5:00pm | Sherwood Lawn | BBQ Dinner |
6:30pm | Woodlawn Stadium | Class Picture |
8:00pm | Student Union | Casino Night |
10:00am | Kendrick Hall | Math Placement Exam |
1:00pm | Jennings Hall Room 102 | Foreign Language Placement Exams |
1:00pm-6:00pm | Various | Advisor Appointments for Scheduling |
9:00pm | Sherwood Lawn | Outdoor Movie Night |
9:00am-6:00pm | Various | Advisor Appointments for Scheduling |
9:00am-6:00pm | Fisher Hall | Returning Students Check-In |
9:30am-11:00am | Destiny Lecture Hall | Littles: Legal Rights and Responsibilities* |
1:00pm-2:00pm | Destiny Lecture Hall | Littles: Planning for the Future* |
6:00pm | Sherwood Lawn | Welcome Back Barbeque |
7:00pm | Fraternity Row | IFC and Panhellenic Councils Sponsored Block Party |
We look forward to you beginning your journey with us this week!
Regards,
Dr. Cameron D. Nitsche
Emerson University President
I sighed as I read how the week was going to go. “One day at a time,” I muttered to myself and clicked on the e-mail from Gabby next.
OH MY GOD, YOU’RE ADORABLE!!!!!!!!
I sighed. I could have bet that would be her response!
I can’t believe that’s you! And you’re a GIRL now????????? I can’t imagine changing to being a boy!!! You must be going a little crazy? Well… crazier? You’re nuttier than a fruitcake for going back to that dimension, Stacy! I just hope you can make it back one day. I get that if you keep making the back and forth trip, you may shrink even more… and that might be a bad idea… So be careful if you decide to make that trip!
I just have to tell you that you make the most adorable baby girl, though! I would love to babysit sometime… [wink] I showed your picture to Kendra since she was standing at the computer with me when I downloaded it, and she thought you were an adorable toddler. She asked who you were, and I told her you were a little girl I babysat back home. So if you ever get back here, maybe I can do that for you?
I groaned… ‘Great, just what I needed if I ever get back, another mommy!?!’
Anyway, stay in touch, so I know they haven’t made your brain turn into mush or something! If you make it home for Christmas, I expect to see you! My roommate is calling me to go to lunch; I hope to talk to you soon! Hugs,
~Gabby~
I read the e-mail a few times and couldn’t help but wonder if maybe I’d made a mistake in not asking her out.
“Who’s Gabby?” I heard from behind me, startling me.
“Wha?” I said, not realizing that Bella had come back upstairs.
“Sorry, I guess you were too focused to notice me. Who is she?”
I turned my head towards her, “I guess my best friend back home.”
“You guess?”
“Maybe it could have been more?” I shrugged, “But that’s in the past now. She’s smart and pretty, and by the time if and when I get home, I’m sure she’ll be married... plus there’s the whole being a girl thing now.”
She looked at me and nodded. “So, really, you were a boy before all of this?”
I nodded, “Kind of a big change?”
“It doesn’t bother you being a girl now?”
“Well, it’s not like I was going out and having hot naked sex every night,” I smirked at her. “And I knew my time here in college would be a lot different from a normal college experience. Bar hopping and stripper clubs are not exactly going to be happening… so I guess it hasn’t really affected me much.”
She nodded and bit her tongue for a moment, “Thanks for not pushing me to do something with you a little while ago.”
“I could tell something was a little much right then,” I told her, “Sorry if I dredged up some bad memories.”
Sighing, she said, “You couldn’t know… especially since you’re not from here… and you’re really not a true Little, I guess.”
“Huh?” a little taken aback, “Last I looked, I’m over a foot shorter than you?”
“Oh, I’m not saying you’re not a tiny little pipsqueak,” she smiled at me, “but you’ve got a future ahead of you. Most Littles that miraculously make it into their early twenties without being adopted know it’s only a matter of time before they’ll be stuck pooping their diapees, sucking nummies from mommy, and crawling around; playing with mind-numbing baby toys.”
“Umm… other than the being stuck crawling around? I’ve done all of that already.”
“But you get to use the potty? And you’re going to college?” She sniffled, “It’s… it’s…?”
I stood up and walked over to her, “not fair.” I said and gave her a big hug as she collapsed sitting on the floor...
I stood and held her in a hug as she sobbed into my shoulder for a while, and I had a feeling Amanda was spying on the baby monitor to give us space since she never appeared to check on us. Finally, after some time, she wiped her eyes, “Umm… thanks… Sorry…”
“For what?” I gave her another hug, “Trust me, we all have our breaking points.”
“So, what’s yours?”
“I hate poopy diapers,” I told her, “and Amanda’s sisters are kind of crazy… definitely mechanical swings now that I’m thinking about it.” I shuddered.
She laughed a little nervously.
“Believe me, I’ve broken down a couple times, and I know there are more to come. One thing that will help is if we can figure out something you can do to keep yourself occupied… You’re lucky that Amanda and Fred aren’t really looking for a newborn baby or someone to lord their superiority over Littles.”
She nodded, “Just the fact you feel like you can call them by their first names.”
“I still call them Mommy and Daddy when I’m talking to them…?”
“No, most Littles don’t even allow themselves to think of anything else, so they don’t mess up,” she told me.
I nodded, “I’m still going through some culture shock.”
“I bet… I can’t imagine the world you came from!”
“It has its moments,” I told her.
“Why in the world did you come here?” She said, “I mean, really just for computers?!?”
I laughed, “This world is probably at least a decade ahead of my dimension, if not more than that. If I can learn how to take the tech from here back home, I’ll be a very rich man… er… woman.”
She shook her head, “I guess. I should probably let you finish your e-mails? Mommy said she’d be coming to give us our bath in a little bit.”
I reached over and gave her a big hug, “Thanks, I just have one more, I think.”
I walked back over and sat down to look at Mom and Dad’s e-mail since there wasn’t anything in Gabby’s that I felt I needed to reply to immediately.
Hi Stacy,
You know you really are adorable now, right? I wish I was there to pick you up and love on you myself… Hopefully, being as cute as you are can work for you in some way… I know it’s like waving a red flag in front of a bull to the Amazons in that dimension. We’re very proud of you, sweetie, and we want to wish you good luck in your first week of classes.
Let us know how the trip went?
Stay safe,
Love Mom
I heard footsteps on the staircase and guessed Amanda was probably coming back upstairs. My response would have to be quick.
Hi Mom and Dad,
Thanks for the well wishes on this week. The trip this weekend was… rather interesting? Somehow, we found ourselves helping a Little that sat next to us on the plane. She didn’t realize it, but she’d gotten lured to the same city we were going by a seedy Little snatching group. The long and the short of it is that I have a big sister now, Bella, that I’m sure you’ll hear more about. I hope we can become good friends, at least since she’s kind of stuck in the adopted role now…
I typed a few more things and included a safe code phrase, told her a bit about the dolphin swimming and the park before saying,
Gabby e-mailed me back; she agrees with you on me being adorable. I think she’d be right there with you wanting to take care of me… I’m guessing it’s going to be a curse here. Anyway, Amanda is coming to give us our bath now – it’s going to be a big day tomorrow, so I need to sign off.
Love you!
Stacy
I heard a sniff behind me from Bella, who had begun reading over my shoulder. I stood up and gave her a hug again, “You going to be okay?”
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Chapters 31 and 32
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 31: Family
“WELL, HOPEFULLY, YOU’LL be enough of a friend and sister that I can be.”
Amanda chose that moment to enter the room, “Okay, my little princesses, bath time!”
“Do we have to right now?” Bella asked nervously.
“Yes, you have to,” Amanda said, “I don’t want to have smelly babies in the house. Only clean ones!”
She reached down and tickled Bella long enough to make her squeal before opening the gate and leading us by the hands down to the bathroom. The faucet was already running as we came in, and she shut it off after checking the water temperature. I decided to use that moment to wet the diaper I was in so I wouldn’t have a wet one soon after getting into a new one. ‘I suppose I could pee in the tub… but besides being gross - that’s rude to Bella.’
“Come here, Stacy,” she said to me as I walked towards where she knelt by the tub. She quickly unsnapped my outfit and untapped my diaper where I stood. After she used a baby wipe on my diaper area, she picked me up, and I was sat in the tub. I could just see Bella’s head over the tub and heard her diaper ripped open as Amanda stripped her and placed her on the opposite side of the tub.
She squeaked and began to cover herself but then stopped when Amanda kept her arms at her side as a reminder, “This is going to take some getting used to.”
“Tell me about it,” I agreed.
“Well, unless you want to get washed in the sink, Stacy?” I blushed, knowing she’d probably do it. “This is how my daughters are going to bathe. There’s more than enough room for both of you in there,” she reminded me with a reasonably firm look that then softened, “look, for the near future, at least you both need to know I expect LPS to make a visit at any time. That’s the most obvious ploy for that group to take to get you both. If it looks like we’re not taking care of you as they think we should… it might go badly.”
“What will they do if they see my computer?” I asked nervously.
“You’re enrolled in college, and there’s a site blocker on our connection.”
“And me?” Bella asked nervously, “Don’t they expect me drooling or something?”
I looked back and forth as Amanda sighed, “There are some things that we’ll probably have to do for appearances with you… Definitely going to have to get you a haircut,” she told her.
I watched her fight to keep her tears from coming back, as I knew her long hair had to be something that she loved to show she wasn’t a baby… A moment later, though, she said, “well, hair will grow back, I guess.”
“I think anytime we go out, we’ll probably have to use the princess diapers on you,” Amanda muttered as she began washing my hair. “I’m going to also get a couple things like a walker to match Stacy’s for you to sit in at times.”
“I can’t just use hers?” She asked.
Amanda laughed, “I’ll have to go to the Little store for yours… while you are small, you’re most definitely not the size of a regular infant-like Stacy is. You’re more of a toddler who wouldn’t need one to learn to walk since she already knows.”
“What can I do, though? I…” Bella paused, “I can’t just sit still doing nothing,” Bella added quietly as the water was rinsed through my hair.
“Daddy and I have a few ideas, but we’ll have to wait until we get your apartment cleared out. You may have to play with your doll for a few days… and maybe I’ll see about getting another tablet, so you have one to do stuff on too.”
“What about my computer?”
Amanda snorted as she said, “Stacy, you can open your eyes now,” and began running a wash mitt over me. “Bella, sweetie, that’s not a computer – that’s a dinosaur!”
Bella looked sad, “It was all I could afford.”
“Well, tomorrow I’ll get everything off of it file-wise that you might need and probably throw it out. If I can find something small enough, I’ll replace it with another computer for you, though.”
“Really?” She asked, clearly surprised as Amanda went over to her.
“Well, it’s not really fair that your baby sister would get to have her own computer, but you wouldn’t, now is it?”
She shook her head, “No, it’s not fair. I used to be the baby of my family and got all of the toys… that’s the way it still should be,” she said with a rather weird grin that made me think it might actually be a genuine smile.
“You’re still the baby of the family,” I told her, “or at least A baby of the family.”
She stuck her tongue out at me. “So, I can use it?”
“Sometimes sweetie… like I said, we’re going to have to be careful. The people we tangled with this weekend are not smalltime crooks. They have a lot of power and reach,” she paused, “and I have no doubt at some point they are going to make an even more serious attempt at all of us again.”
“I know… I’m sorry,” Bella said. “If I hadn’t gotten in with that jerk?”
“Then I never would have met someone really awesome!” I told her with a smile.
“And I wouldn’t have gotten a second Little girl to spoil either!” Amanda told her with a kiss on her head as she began washing her hair.
“So Stacy, what exactly is tomorrow again?” Amanda asked me, “I know they sent you an e-mail earlier and copied me, but I haven’t had a chance to look.”
“They copied you?” I said, surprised as I reached for one of the bath toys she had thrown in the tub with us.
“You’re adopted, Stacy; that means like any child, I’ll get a copy of any correspondence from the university,” she told me.
I squeezed the little squirt toy towards the water as I replied, “Oh… I guess that makes sense.”
“So…?” She asked as she dumped a cup of water over Bella’s hair.
“Well, in the morning until 6pm, they have check-in for students and getting moved into dorms – not that we have to worry about that.”
“No, but I figure we should get there somewhat early. So we’ll probably go a little before it’s supposed to start. That’ll let us get your student ID and such; what time is that?”
“Nine, I think,” I told her as I visualized the screen from earlier with perfect clarity. Since the nanite treatment, I occasionally wondered if I hadn’t gained an eidetic memory.
“Then?”
“There’s a luncheon for new students and parents from eleven on. After that, there’s some session I have to go to since I’m a Little. That goes from three until four-thirty. Then, they have dinner marked. After that, I assume I would come home?” I asked, and she nodded, “Then there’s an orientation meeting that we’re supposed to go to the dorms for… they’re assigning that at check-in for commuters, before some sort of big thing at the stadium at seven-thirty.”
“Busy day,” Amanda said.
“Yes, lots of opportunities for Littles to be adopted on their first day,” Bella said matter-of-factly.
“Any bets on how many times they try and adopt Stacy tomorrow?” Fred said from the doorway. Bella immediately covered herself with bubbles – or tried to as Amanda washed her with the mitt.
“Three,” I said.
“Ten,” Bella claimed, making me blush.
“Twice,” Fred put in.
“Once,” Amanda said with a smile, “I have a feeling whenever it happens, Stacy will make the one time memorable.”
“No guarantees, but I like Amanda’s thoughts!” I laughed nervously.
“Come on, you two, let’s get you dressed and in bed so you can be ready for tomorrow,” Amanda said, pulling the stopper out of the tub.
I thought of something then, “Umm… Mommy?”
“Yes, Stacy?” she said as she began wrapping Bella in a towel.
“Is there any way I could go for a swim before we go tomorrow?”
She looked down at me as she began drying me with a towel. “You didn’t get enough in this weekend?”
“I was just thinking it would be better if it was a habit that I did every day?” I paused, “At least until it gets cold?”
“If we’re going just before nine, that would add at least two hours?” She told me as she wrapped the towel firmly around me.
I grimaced but nodded, “yeah?”
“Tell you what, tomorrow will be hectic enough to get your first day of orientation going and get Bella’s apartment taken care of… How about we start on Tuesday with it?”
As she dried and wrapped Bella, I looked at her, “Okay, fair enough.”
“Let’s get you two into your diapers, and then I’ll dry your hair,” she told us while taking our hands and walking us back across the hallway to our room.
“Bella, let’s take care of you first,” she said as she reached down and picked Bella up, “I’m a little more worried about you having an accident than Stacy.”
She sighed, “I wish I could say you were wrong… Unfortunately, I haven’t felt myself going most of this afternoon.”
“I almost think it’s easier that way,” I said.
“What?” Both Bella and Amanda said simultaneously.
“Why would you want to just go and not know it?” Bella asked incredulously.
“If you have to use them anyway, it’s better to just all of a sudden know your diaper is wet, then dread having to go,” I told her as Amanda finished taping a diaper on Bella. She sat Bella down on the ground next to me, only clad in her diaper.
Amanda leaned down and picked me up, “But, if you don’t feel yourself going poopy, then it will be pointless to have taken the risk you did to come here,” she reminded me as she placed me on the changing table.
She unfolded a diaper and grabbed my ankles to push my butt in the air, “I know… I’m just saying,” I said.
She had me taped into the thick pink princess diaper quickly and sat me on the ground. Bella had apparently had problems standing in her diaper and had just sat down to avoid standing bowlegged. Amanda dug through the closet for a moment and came back with a pink one-piece sleep bag in Bella’s size. I watched her unzip it, and she kneeled down on the ground and quickly dressed Bella in it. “I can’t walk in this!” She whined.
“Probably can’t crawl either,” Amanda said with a giggle, “but you look adorable, and you’re going to bed anyway – so it doesn’t matter then, huh?”
As she tickled Bella a little, she said, “No tickle!”
Amanda left her semi-sitting up and helped me dress into one of my footed pajamas. I was relieved since I didn’t really like the sleep bags. However, looking over at Bella when I was dressed, I could see she had been bitten by the butterflies too. A giant white butterfly was embroidered in the middle of the chest, and a few flowers and smaller butterflies elsewhere. As I looked closer, I realized the zipper was covered with a protective tab that was probably Little proof. Contrasting with her, my footie pajamas did zip from the foot up to the chest, but I could quickly get to the zipper if I wanted to.
Amanda picked us both up and hugged us tightly. “You’re both adorable!”
“Thanks,” Bella said, looking down at her outfit, “not exactly what I had in mind for fashion.”
“I don’t know why you two don’t both just love those sleep bags! They look so comfy and cute!” Amanda said.
“Then why aren’t you wearing one?” I asked with a smile.
“They don’t make them in my size, silly,” Amanda said, tickling my side as she stood up.
“I bet I could make one for you, Mommy,” Bella said with a smirk.
Fred came in then, “Make what for Mommy?”
“A sleep bag like I’m wearing,” Bella told him with a smirk, “Mommy doesn’t know why Stacy and I don’t love them… Although Stacy, you’re not wearing one?”
I shook my head, “I don’t like them.”
“So, she gets to choose, but I don’t?” Bella asked a little nervously.
“Just one time?” Amanda asked.
“Bella, it’s probably a good idea for the next few weeks if we dress you a little more like that anyway…” he said.
“Why?” I asked for Bella.
He looked at me and took me from Amanda’s arms, “Your grandpa called a little bit ago and said an unknown group of people asking a lot of questions about us.”
“The people from Selegnasol?” I asked nervously.
“Seems likely,” he agreed as we watched Amanda sit down in the rocking chair with Bella.
“What do you think they’re going to do?” Bella asked nervously.
“Not sure yet,” Fred told her. “But you two should know you’re the safest two Littles on the planet when you’re at home with us.”
“How so?” I asked as he shifted me to a typical baby cradling position and began rocking me back and forth a Little.
“We have a state-of-the-art security system for one,” he told me. “Second, you have your Mommy and Daddy who will protect you,” he said reassuringly.
“What about away from you?” I asked a little nervously.
“Well, nothing has really changed there,” he told me, frowning slightly. “You have your Little protect watch on, your tracker, and there will be people watching out for you,” he told me.
“That being said, Stacy,” Amanda said as she rocked Bella too, “you will have to be very careful. Avoid going anywhere on campus without one of us. Megan is fine too.”
I nodded, “What about tomorrow? I assume walking around with my Mommy all day is probably not normal?”
She grimaced but nodded, “After the parents’ luncheon, I’ll have to leave you at the Little’s event, but I’ll pick you up for dinner and then drop you off for the orientation meeting and Griffins Fly.”
“What is that anyway?” I asked with a yawn. The rocking from Fred was soothing and made me sleepy.
“It’s a traditional event for the university with the freshman class. First, they’ll play a few games and then have everyone pose for a picture. After that, Littles are sent back to the dorm while the regular students will keep having the event.”
“And me?”
“I’ll come to watch that one and pick you up when it’s done,” she told me with a smile.
“Okay,” I said with another yawn.
“Fred, why don’t you get the bottle from the warmer downstairs and feed it to Stacy?”
“Okay,” he said, “not sure she’ll need much, though. You’re getting heavy, Princess,” he said with a smile. Then, just as he walked out, he turned, and I saw Amanda pull down her blouse to feed Bella.
He carried me downstairs, and as promised, there was a bottle in the warmer. As he picked it up and brought it to my mouth, I asked, “What’s in it?”
“Just regular milk,” he told me with a smile. “Mommy and I want to avoid her milk with you until the weekend when we can see if you’re okay or not.”
I sighed but accepted the nipple in my mouth and began nursing the milk. ‘It’s not as good as Amanda’s,’ I thought sadly as I suckled, and he rocked me. Before long, I must have drifted to sleep.
Chapter 32: Cute Camouflage
THE NEXT MORNING Amanda picked me up from the crib and said, “Morning Stacy,” quietly while leaving Bella sleeping in the crib. As she felt my diaper, she noted that it was dry, “Dry again, huh?” She said with a bit of disappointment in her voice.
I shrugged, “You could go back to nursing me at night, you know?”
She hugged me, “This weekend, we’ll try again if you really want to, but I don’t want you getting kicked out of the university for a poopy diaper during orientation week!”
She carried me downstairs and sat me in the highchair. “Here,” she said, handing me the small cup I’d been using for a coffee cup.
The black elixir of life needed no invitations on drinking it. I took a long sip and smiled. “Oh my God, I missed this during the trip!”
She smiled and kissed me on my forehead, “Drink it while I’m making breakfast before your sister gets up.”
“You’re making me rush,” I whined.
“Maybe I’ll be nice and let you have a second cup?” she suggested.
I smiled at her and took a big sip as a response. It wasn’t scalding, and I decided she must be letting my cup cool off a bit before letting me drink it, but the beverage was still a fantastic treat. Slowly the caffeine began making its way into my system, and alertness trickled into my brain. Apparently also into my bladder…
I sighed, released the urine into the dry diaper, and took another sip of the coffee. I quickly watched Amanda move around the kitchen, making scrambled eggs, pancakes, bacon, and sausage.
I had just finished my first cup of coffee when Fred came downstairs with Bella in his arms, “Looks like we got down here just in time, Bella!” He told her while tickling her side for a second. He sat her down in her high chair, strapped her into the safety harness, and put the tray on.
He looked at my empty cup with a shake of his head, “Mandy, she drank a cup already?”
Amanda laughed and said, “There’s still plenty for you, dear. It’s not like she can even drink that much!”
“Yeah, but first it’s her, then Bella will want to steal my elixir too!”
Bella made a face, “Not likely! Coffee is nasty!”
All three of us made a face at her before Amanda said, “I’m glad you think that, so I don’t have to worry about any deal-making about it. Your sister is an addict who convinced us to supply her,” she joked.
“More please, Daddy?” I said in response while glaring at them for making fun of me.
He shook his head, “I guess,” and filled my cup from the gigantic pot that I doubt I could even dent with six of my size cups, “you’re going to leave me with nothing, though… and what will I drink?”
I actually did the math in my head and said, “Daddy, that pot contains like thirty-eight of my cups in it. So you’ll still have plenty!” I stuck my tongue out at him as he sat the refilled cup down on my tray.
He gave me a quick hug and kissed my head before sitting back down with his own cup. The contented look on his face let me know that he, too, was an addict! Before long, Amanda placed a plate of food and a sippy cup down on my tray before getting Bella the same.
“Thank you,” she said quietly.
“You’re welcome,” she told her and lightly touched her nose.
I found myself nervously pecking at the food and eating slowly. ‘What was it going to be like going to college with these giants?’ I worried a bit more than I had before. As always, Amanda cooked very well, and it was all delicious, but it was certainly tough to keep eating with my nerves growing. Before I knew it, Amanda had already scarfed down her own breakfast and taken her plate to the sink to rinse. After washing her hands, she plugged in a curling iron and set it down on the countertop. Then I watched her grab a brush and ribbons before suddenly pulling my highchair towards the counter on its wheels.
I squeaked for a second because it wasn’t expected, “What?” escaped my lips.
She laughed, “You can keep eating, but I have to get your hair done and get you dressed in your uniform quickly, sweetheart. I know we have all day to get you checked in, but I would rather us get in on the early side.”
I nodded and tried to pick up the pace of eating the pieces of toast I had on my plate while she began brushing my hair. I had just finished the final slice when I felt her start gathering my hair into bunched pigtails on either side of my head. After securing each with a rubber band, she took the curling iron and began doing something behind my head. “What are you doing?” I finally asked.
“I’m curling your pigtails,” she told me with a smile.
“Won’t I look even more like a baby?” I asked her nervously.
“Nothing’s going to stop that,” Bella said from across the table with an empty plate. “It’s a smart move, though.”
“Why?” I asked.
“The worst thing a Little can do around bigs is trying to pretend they are adults too…” she said with a sigh. “I made that mistake Friday!”
“But…?”
“Different situation anyway…” she said after a quick suck from her sippy cup. “You’ll have fewer problems from Amazons if you look like someone is taking care of you. Also, being well dressed with cute hair and accessories will tell most bigs to leave you alone.”
I nodded, and Amanda said, “don’t move right now, sweetie.”
She worked on my hair for a while longer in the back, getting things just right. She eventually brushed my bangs forward and brought a pair of scissors into view. I winced as she said, “close your eyes for a second, sweetie,” and heard the snip of the scissors.
“You didn’t cut…?”
“Not all of it, just trimming those bangs of yours. I never did get you into a salon for a haircut last week,” Amanda reassured me and then used the curling iron on my new bangs. “I’ll try and get an appointment for both of you this week when you don’t have anything else. Now, I’m almost done; let me just get some pretty ribbons in your hair, and then we’ll take you upstairs to get you dressed in your uniform.”
I nodded and watched with interest as she cut some green and yellow ribbon from the spools she held. She began tying them around the bunches, and I heard her use the scissors behind me on the ribbon, “Curling the ribbon?” I asked curiously.
“Uh-huh,” she said a moment later when she was done, “you will be so adorable!”
Bella smiled at me, “She already is. Could…” she paused, “could you do my hair like that, please?”
“I’ll have to do it quickly,” she told her.
I felt a rumbling in my stomach and asked, “while you do her hair, could you take my diaper off and let me use my potty?”
She pushed my highchair back to the table and asked Fred, “Fred can you help her?”
“Sure,” he smiled at me and put down the tablet he had been reading, and came over to where Amanda had pushed my chair. He picked the mostly empty plate off the tray and looked at me with the coffee, “you have a little left?”
I nodded and chugged it.
He smiled at me, “I figured that’s how you would feel.” He pulled the tray off and unbuckled me from the harness. While I still sat in the highchair, he unzipped my sleeper, pulled my naked body out of the high chair, and sat me on the ground.
I looked down at the dry princess diaper and asked, “can you please undo these tapes…? They’re Little resistant.” I blushed as I said the last part.
“Sure, Stacy,” he smiled and leaned over to the ground and pulled the tapes loose, leaving me fully naked. My body blushed red all over as I hurried over to sit down on the potty. Amanda had drawn Bella to next to the counter, and I watched as she turned from staring at me while I did my business. A good chunk of poop came out as I pushed out. It splatted a little and, following a bit of urine, splashed after it. I hadn’t realized I’d been holding any, so that surprised me.
I sat there to ensure I was done before Fred approached with a wipe and asked, “All done?”
I nodded.
“Good girl!” He said with a smile and wiped my bottom carefully.
I blushed as he went to dump it out while I continued to stand stark naked in the kitchen. Amanda was still curling Bella’s hair like it was an everyday thing for me to be naked for everyone to see. ‘As much as I want to get used to things… this is still really hard to deal with,’ I grumbled.
“Fred, you want to get her dressed?” she asked while working on Bella’s hair. “Or at least get her into a diaper?”
“She’s wearing her school uniform today, right?” he confirmed as he picked me up and held my bare bottom in his hand, making me blush again.
“Yes, I think the regular one is what she’ll want today. Maybe tomorrow I can talk her into wearing the summer uniform, but I think today should be the more formal one.”
“Okay,” he said with a smile and squeezed me, “let’s go get you dressed, Princess.”
I leaned into his warm body as the air-conditioning quickly chilled my body temperature. He stepped over the baby gate to our room and laid me down on the changing table. “Let’s see here… where did Mandy put these…?” he asked to himself and confused me. I had seen the Pampers and the Princess diapers sitting out. “Here we go!” he said and pulled out a diaper that was thinner than a Pamper.
“What’s that one?”
“One of the ultra-thin ones your Mommy bought you?”
I vaguely remembered thinner ones being mentioned but had forgotten. It was covered with a checkered pink print that reminded me of the gingham summer dress option. “Do they hold okay?” I asked, embarrassed.
“They should? I know a lot of Littles wear these for when they are required to wear them. It’ll certainly hold a mess, and leaking wouldn’t be a big problem if it happened. Just remember not to poop in a class, and it wouldn’t matter because you are both diapered and adopted. Worst that would happen is an Amazon would change you into a thicker diaper.”
“That could be scary by itself,” I told him as he lifted my rear and sat me back down on the thin padding.
“Well, the other option is wearing thick diapers all the time, but those Princess diapers and walking for you don’t go well together once you’ve wet them…” he reminded me.
I nodded, “And the Pampers?” I asked nervously.
“You can ask Bella, but I have a feeling most Littles would make fun of you if you were wearing one.”
“Oh,” I told him. “But won’t they be wearing diapers?”
“The smart ones will,” he agreed, “but I think they’ll be more likely to wear what you’re wearing right now or the plainest pull-ups they can find.”
I nodded as he finished powdering and taping me into the diaper. He sat me down on the floor and then went into the closet and returned with one of my uniforms. He handed me the blouse first, and I carefully pulled the white garment over my head and around my hair. I buttoned a couple of the polo-like buttons and then looked back up at him. “Arms up!” he told me as he pulled the jumper dress over the top of my head. He zipped the back and then smoothed it all for me, “Looks like Daddy’s getting better at dressing his little princess, huh?”
I smirked at him, “I guess.”
“Your shoes are over there. Do you want to wear tights or socks today?”
I looked at the shoes and said, “Socks, please.”
He picked me back up and helped me get the long white knee-length socks over my legs before setting me back down by my shoes. I put the Mary Jane’s on one foot at a time and buckled them before walking over to look at myself in the mirror. I stared for a long moment at myself. The jumper, the top, the hair, and the shoes meant there was no way I looked like a college student. I barely looked like I should be going to preschool!
“You’re adorable,” Bella said from Amanda’s arms, interrupting my thoughts.
“I can’t go to school like this!” I whined.
“Why not?” Amanda asked as she came over the gate.
“No one will believe I’m a college student?!?”
Bella laughed, “Stacy, the way you’re dressed is the only way people will believe you’re a college student. You’re clearly in the right uniform. The preschool and daycare uniforms are very different, and the regular school-aged uniforms all have tartan patterns.”
“You tried all this on before,” Amanda reminded me.
I squeezed my fists and nodded, “I know...”
She passed Bella to Fred, who had stood quietly through the exchange. “You can get Bella ready on your own and go get her stuff, right?”
“I’ve got it,” Fred reassured her. “I’ll even make sure to cook dinner!”
“Now I’m scared,” she teased him.
“Let’s triple-check your bag quickly, Stacy, and then get out of here,” she told me.
I shook my head with the bunches flopping one more time before walking over to my desk, where my new backpack was sitting next to my old one. I opened it up and said, “I’ve got extra diapers, wipes, pens, pencils, notebook… where’s my tablet?”
She handed it to me along with my phone. I placed the tablet inside the central part of the bag next to my spare diapers and then opened up the front compartment to put my phone in a handy spot next to some pens. “I shouldn’t even really need this today?” I asked.
“You shouldn’t, but it’s better to be prepared. That afternoon session is one I don’t know what they’re doing. Having your supplies is smart in case they’re looking to see if you are incapable of coming with them?”
I shrugged but nodded, “I have everything then, though, right?”
“We need to throw some water bottles in there too.”
“Why?” I asked. “Can’t I get water and stuff at the university?”
She shook her head, “You will probably be fine almost every time, Stacy, but if it’s not a sealed bottle of water you’ve brought from home, do not drink anything while you’re at school. I’ll be happy to get you something too if you need to find me on campus, but there are so many spiked drinks that you have to be careful!”
“Like what almost happened to me,” Bella reminded me, now dressed in a short and very frilly pink dress. The princess diaper she was wearing was just barely visible as she stood there, leaving no doubt about her status in life.
I sighed, “Got it.”
“Don’t trust anyone,” Bella told me and toddled over to give me a hug.
“Thanks for the advice Bella,” I told her and gently returned the hug.
“Okay then, let’s go,” Amanda said and picked me up while I held the backpack in my arms.
“Have a good day,” Fred told us both as he hugged us.
“Thanks, Daddy,” I told him with a smile.
The short walk down to the garage in her arms passed quickly, and she buckled me into the infant car seat that I had become accustomed to. Soon the garage door was open, and we pulled out onto the street with the view of the house fading as I watched nervously. ‘I can’t believe I’m finally beginning college!’
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Chapters 33 and 34 (Final Chapters)
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Little Hope' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, having visited before with his family and pre-arranged a sort of Amazonian foster family to take him in. Shrinking more than he had on his previous visit, he finds himself the size of a tiny Amazonian baby instead of the near Betweener size he had hoped to be. A further misunderstanding on his gender due to his name resulted in the need for a radical change to make him match the gender the university believed him to be, to maintain his scholarship. Having survived the initial CARES exam, now she and her adopted parents work to make sure she's ready to begin orientation at Emerson University. Can Stacy survive this new world? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 33: Registration
MY WATCH SHOWED that it was just a bit after nine as we stood waiting outside the doors of Fisher Hall. We were towards the front of a long line of nervous and excited college freshmen and their terrified parents. My backpack hung from my shoulders, and Amanda carried a satchel that looked like something she might bring to work each day instead of a diaper bag stuffed with changing supplies. I was grateful the pink diaper bag had been left at home for Fred to take with Bella!
Most of the waiting college students were Amazons that seemed to average at least nine feet in height. Occasionally I would see a shorter girl like Megan or even a few Betweeners not too far above Little’s height. One of those stood next to us talking to her giant mother. She looked close to my old height back home, probably only an inch or two above six feet.
“Hi,” she said to me when she noticed me staring.
“Hi,” I said nervously, “I’m Stacy,” I told her. Since she wasn’t a Little, she was dressed in casual clothes that looked normal for any college-aged girl to wear.
“I’m Bethany,” she told me with a smile. “You’re coming to school here?”
I nodded, “I’m going to study Computer Science, you?”
“Psychology or Business,” she said with a shrug, “I don’t know which.”
“You can’t be seriously enrolling your Little in college?” The girls’ mother said to Amanda.
“We are; she’s brilliant and will have no problems with the coursework here.”
The lady shook her head, “she’ll be adopted in a heartbeat. How’d you end up with a runt that small? Your husband a Little?”
Amanda laughed, “No, my husband is taller than me. I’ve already adopted her as my little girl.”
“But… if you… shouldn’t she should be in a nursery safe from everything…? Why would you enroll her in college?”
“Because Mom, not every Little should be diapered and stuffed into a crib with their teeth pulled,” Bethany told her.
“Young lady, you will speak to me with respect! You’re not exactly such a big girl yourself!” Her mom told her.
I watched her eyes open a bit, and she muttered, “Sorry, Mom.”
An awkward silence fell as we slowly moved forward in the line. I could see a couple other Littles in the line towards the back. They were dressed similarly to me in the uniform and seemed to mostly be on their own without anyone helping them check-in. ‘If their stories are anything like Bella’s, they probably had their parents adopted a long time ago,’ I thought somberly.
As we came to the front of the line, an arrow directed everyone to different tables labeled Resident Students, Commuter Students, or Littles. “I’m guessing we have to go to the Little line?” I asked Amanda.
She nodded, “We’ll go there first at least. After that, they may send us to the commuter line, but I doubt it.”
I nodded and walked forward to stand behind four other Littles, only one of whom had a parent with them. The lady had graying hair and seemed to be more of a betweener. ‘That explains how she may have avoided the nursery,’ I thought.
Two of the Littles in front of me were girls, and three were boys. I stared at one who was taller than all of us and seemed to have the bulging muscles of a bodybuilder. ‘He might survive by fighting,’ I thought to myself. All of them kept glancing warily at Amanda while we stood there.
“Hi, I’m Kendra,” a girl over two feet taller than me with auburn hair and brown eyes looked down at me with her hand held out.
“I’m Stacy,” I told her, taking her hand.
“Nice to meet you,” she said. I noticed her then look up nervously again at Amanda and hold her hand out to her.
Amanda took her small hand in her enormous hand and shook it too. “Nice to meet you; I’m Doctor Westerfield – Stacy’s mother.”
I watched as Kendra stared. I shook my head at her expression as another girl in front of us turned and said, “I’m Laura,” to us. She seemed destined to get picked up by someone as cute as she was. She seemed to be somewhere between my height and Bella’s, probably just a couple inches under four feet, I guessed. Her blonde hair and hazel eyes were sure to be someone’s dreams come true. She seemed to know this since she already had on a thick diaper that I could see hanging just below her skirt.
Emboldened by the friendly girls behind them, the bodybuilder turned around. He seemed to be tall enough to almost be a betweener, “Kevin Janson,” he said with a smile and extended his hand. I could see no noticeable diaper bulge from his pants and wondered if he was just taking a risk or had something really thin on.
“How tall are you?” Laura asked, looking up at him.
“Five-feet eleven,” he grimaced. “One lousy inch shy of not having to be in the Littles dorm.”
“That sucks…” the guy in front of him said.
“Watch your language, young man, or you’ll find yourself over my knee!” a woman at the table we were waiting for said. “Mature Little boys don’t use that language!”
“Sorry, ma’am,” the boy with black hair said with a tremble to his voice.
“Don’t do it again,” she said and went back to dealing with the Little in front of her.
“I’m Richard,” the chastised boy said softly to us.
I looked in front of him and thought it was a girl for a moment, but when he spoke, I guessed he wasn’t. “I’m Stephen,” a blonde-haired figure said. His hair was to the middle of his back and tied back neatly in a simple ponytail. His blue eyes were quite striking! I guessed that he would definitely have a name and a gender change when he got taken. As it was, he was already too pretty to be a boy! I could see the unmistakable bulge of a diaper showing through his pants.
All of them continually kept wary eyes on Amanda. Stephen had both his mom and dad with him. His dad looked nearly Amazon-sized, while his mom was definitely a Little. I jolted a bit when she said, “Daddy, once we leave Stephen in the dorms tonight, do we have to go home right away?”
“Now, Tammy, you know Daddy’ll have more time for you again with our son out of the house!”
I watched her shudder and realized that while they must have raised a kid together, he was a husband who was also a dad? It was really confusing to see something I’d heard about. I heard one last whisper from her, “But I don’t want to wear...?”
“So, what’s your major going to be?” Kendra asked. “I’m history and pre-law.”
“Computer Science,” I told her. I guessed that this would be a common topic the next few days.
We continued talking with the group, and I learned that Kevin was an engineering major, Richard was biology, Laura was accounting, and Stephen was a theater major. I couldn’t help but think that he might be destined to be an actor as a babied Little… Before too long, the others in front of me had gone, and I’d met several others behind me. Knowing I couldn’t possibly remember everyone’s names, I just kept a note in my head of faces that were friendly.
At the front of the line, I got called to the table, and Amanda accompanied me. “Wow… you take being Little to a new meaning, don’t you?” A Big college-aged girl with ‘resident assistant’ below her name of Kristine said.
“Something like that,” I told her.
“Name?”
“Stacy Westerfield?” I told her, “It could also be Stacy Slane?”
“Got you here under Westerfield,” she said, confused, “why would it have been under Slane?”
“That was my original last name,” I told her.
“Married already?” She asked, a little surprised.
“Adopted,” I told her.
She looked at me again and then at Amanda, “Hey, adopted Littles can’t come to college, can they? Especially since she’s small enough, she should be safely in a crib at home… especially if she’s adopted.”
“She has been enrolled here by me, her mother, and that’s all you need to worry about, little girl,” Amanda said, and I noticed a feral smile on her face that was scary.
The RA seemed to also think there was a reason to be nervous and shrugged, “Whatever...”
“Okay, how come we don’t have you assigned to a dorm?” She asked as she looked through my file on the computer.
“She’s a commuter,” Amanda told her.
“Oh… but she’s a Little; Littles have to live on campus…?” She said.
“Not when we’re adopted,” I told her.
“I guess if it’s in the system, you’ve already been through this… okay, then you need to know that you’ll still be with Wenig Hall for the orientation events. The dorm mother there will be responsible for you through those… I guess you get picked up each day from class?”
“She’ll come to my office sometimes,” Amanda told her.
“You’re a staff member?”
“Professor,” she told her.
“Oh…” she said and kept moving through some screens. “Well, I guess I need to see her Photo ID if she has one? Insurance Card, Birth Certificate, and shot records.”
Amanda had a file folder she’d pulled from the diaper bag that she handed to her. We spent a few minutes waiting while she entered information, scanned the data, and finally handed the folder back to Amanda.
“Next, if you’ll please go stand in front of that screen there,” she told me, pointing to a photo backdrop of the school colors and the university emblem well above where my head would be. She pushed up a small stepladder that I stood on so she could center the logo behind me. “Smile, one, two, three,” she said, and a bright flash went off.
“You’re so adorable!” The girl said with a smile as she looked at her screen. Then, she turned it towards me, “Good enough?”
I looked at the picture of my face, ribboned hair, and the shoulders of my uniform available. If it was my first adorable school pictures at preschool, it would have been perfect for my parents to have to show their friends and relatives! But for a college ID photo? That was not what I would have chosen! I nodded though and said, “It’ll work.”
“Great,” she said, and I followed her back to her work area, where I waited patiently for her to finish.
I listened to a machine run a card off, and she began walking me through things, “Okay, I’m going to put your ID in this cardholder and lanyard. As a Little, you must display this anytime you are on campus. Failure to do so will result in demerits and discipline from the university,” she told me this, and I thought it also probably helped keep Littles from being adopted as quickly too. “It works as a card for meals, at the bookstore, and for attendance in some larger classes. Normally it lets you into your dorm room, but in this case, it’ll only let you into Wenig Hall for the times like tonight that you need to meet for Little’s campus events.”
After briefly glancing at it, I nodded and slipped the lanyard over my neck. ‘Stacy Westerfield – Student’ was the primary information, and I assumed a number was a student ID number. ‘ADP’ was added below the number. I thought that was to let others know I was already adopted. I let it hang from my neck and focused back on her.
“Here is a goodie bag for a welcome gift from us at the university. You’ll find some essential college snacks and other things you might need. You might want to introduce yourself to the dorm mother at Wenig Hall, but you don’t have anything to do until eleven for the luncheon since you’re a commuter. Make sure you go over to the table over there to pick up your orientation shirt for tonight.”
“Thanks,” I told her and took the large drawstring bag from her. For an Amazon, it would have just been a drawstring backpack. For me, it was practically a duffle bag and seemed to be filled to brim with stuff. From feeling the bag, I guessed that one of the items appeared to be a diaper… ‘Maybe in Bella’s size,’ I laughed to myself.
I smiled at the other Littles in line as we walked past them and over to a set of tables piled high with green shirts.
“Hi, Doctor Westerfield,” a girl behind the table said as we approached.
“Hi Danielle,” Amanda responded to the girl with a wave, “How was your summer?”
“Good, really good. How about yours?”
“The best,” she told her with a smile.
“What are you doing here?”
“Just getting my little girl all registered for school,” she told her with a smile and picked me up.
I nervously looked at the large giantess in front of me. She was a bit smaller than Amanda, but not by much. “Registration for the new year at the preschool isn’t until next week?”
Amanda laughed, “College, she’ll probably end up in some of your classes before long.”
The girl looked at me like I was an alien, “But, she’s a Little?”
“Yep, and I adopted her, so I can send her to college if I want to,” she smiled.
The girl shook her head, “Dr. Westerfield, you’re an amazing teacher, but I think you’re a little bit nuts.”
“Funny, my husband says that too…” she said with a laugh, letting her know she wasn’t offended.
“Well, I guess you’re here for your shirt then… I don’t know if we have anything quite that small…?”
I laughed at that myself, “I can believe it!”
Looking at the table that clearly had shirts that would dwarf Fred’s size, I figured I could easily make a blanket from them. “What size are you?” The girl asked me.
“Anything in three months?” I asked hopefully.
She shook her head and began digging… “Littles extra extra youth small is the smallest we have?”
“That’s fine; we’ll take it and figure it out,” Amanda told her.
The shirt handed to me I looked at it and figured it would make a nice ankle-length dress at least… “Thanks!” I told her with a smile.
“You’re welcome… Littles are only allowed to be out of their uniform in that shirt tonight after the orientation meeting. Make sure you have your uniform on until then, and someone will help you find a place to change.”
I nodded at her, and Amanda ended the conversation, “see you in class soon, Danielle.”
She sat me back down, and I noticed some terrified looks on Littles that we passed by. They seemed terrified that a giant might have adopted me already and would be coming for them next! I laughed and at least enjoyed the fact that I didn’t have the other college girls staring like predators at me like they were at all of the other Littles. One seemed to be staring in particular at a girl not that much taller than me. The girl was standing in line, and I noticed she kept fidgeting quite a bit. We had just come even with them as the still teenage girl herself walked up to the fidgeting girl.
“Do you need to use the potty?” She asked her, kneeling down. I watched the other Littles in line next to her back up and get as far from her as possible.
“Umm… no…” I heard her squeak out.
“Did you have an accident?” the girl asked, and I watched as the girl’s skirt was lifted in the air and a pair of damp panties were bared.
The girl sniffled.
“That’s okay,” she told her and grabbed her hand. “Mom, do you have one of Natalie’s diapers? I’m going to need one for my baby girl here.”
“But you… I’m…” the girl tried to fight back.
“Come on, little girl, you had to know if you wet your panties and weren’t smart enough to at least have a diaper on, you’d be fair game? I just hope I can get at least a playpen inside my dorm room to keep you. Good thing the college has a daycare for me to leave you in during the day!”
Amanda and I continued walking towards the dorm as instructed, and once safely away, I asked, “Can she really just adopt her right there?”
Amanda nodded, “If she had made it through getting her ID, the worst that could have happened was a spanking and carrying her to get a diaper today. But since she wasn’t officially registered as a student yet, she was fair game under the other Littles laws.”
I thought to myself and wondered, “What do you mean today?”
“The university has some pretty strict guidelines on students adopting fellow Little students. Normally a Little that proves themselves too immature gets placed in the daycare short term until they’re adopted or sent off to an orphanage. Directly adopting fellow students is discouraged.”
“Oh,” I said.
“A Little still shouldn’t want to find themselves in wet panties outside; it’s just not normally possible for them to be adopted by another student.”
I nodded in understanding, even though I thought it was one of the dumbest sets of rules known to mankind! We soon walked up to Wenig Hall, and I couldn’t help but think it was made to try and embarrass Littles as much as possible. ‘Wenig Hall Dormitory for Littles’ was in large cutout letters in front of a blocky dorm building. The letters were done in alternating primary colors and a script that looked straight from the front of a daycare center. As we walked up, I could see the door was Amazon-sized with a card chip reader at Amazon level and another at Little level. I still had to practically leap in the air to get my card to read on the Little level one, but the door unlocked, and Amanda held it open.
An older lady sat behind a front receptionist desk and stood to greet us. “Hi, I’m Stacy Westerfield,” I told her politely as she looked down at me.
“I’m Mrs. Walters… Hmm… I don’t remember your name on the dorm lists…” she said thoughtfully.
“I’m actually commuting,” I told her, “but was told to come to check in with you and meet you before the orientation events tonight.”
“Commuting? You’re a Little. You can’t commute, silly girl,” the lady said condescendingly.
“She’s living at home with us,” Amanda told her, “I’m Doctor Westerfield – her adopted mommy.”
“Wait… you’re letting her attend school here?”
“Yes, ma’am, she’ll be working on her college degree here on campus and then come home and stay at home with us at night.”
“That can’t be allowed, can it?” She asked, puzzled.
“Everything’s been approved through the Dean and Presidents offices.”
“Well, what a shame that I won’t be able to tuck this girl to bed at night myself,” she told us.
I noticed Kendra standing behind us and said, “It was nice meeting you. I’ll let you get to the other residents and see you tonight.”
“Well, at least you’ve taught her to be polite,” she told Amanda. “Go ahead; you’re excused.”
I watched Kendra get led by an Amazon RA down the hallway to her dorm and wondered what life would be like for all of the Littles I had spoken briefly with. It seemed very likely that several more would get adopted away in short order!
Chapter 34: Office Visit
I SHOOK MY head as Amanda took my hand and said, “Why don’t we go stop by my office and kill some time before lunch?”
I nodded and felt the need to go pee right then. Nervously I let it loose into the thinner padding of the different diaper and was grateful, other than the swelling it seemed to have held. I walked beside Amanda leaving the Littles dorm and noticed many stares from Littles following us.
Then, one Amazon RA came up and said, “Ma’am, this Little has a student ID. You can’t just adopt her right now!”
I laughed and looked up at her. “Thanks for trying to help, but I’ve been adopted by her for a few weeks now.”
As things were explained again, she stood in disbelief and took my many assurances that it was okay to heart. I held my arms up to Amanda to indicate I wanted to be picked up a few minutes later, and she obliged, “That’s going to get old,” I complained to her.
She laughed, and I felt her check my diaper, “Seems like going to my office and changing your diaper might be a good idea, huh?”
I nodded and relaxed as she walked across the campus. She walked to the building we had been in with the supercomputer the week before. “Your office is in here too?” I asked her as we entered.
“Yep, upstairs,” she said.
The security guard greeted Amanda, “Good afternoon Doctor Westerfield.”
“How are you doing, Susie,” she said as she held her ID to a card reader by Susie’s desk to check in.
“I’m doing well! How’s little baby Stacy today?” Susie cooed at me.
“Fine, thank you,” I told her politely.
“She’s still going to be a student here?” She asked skeptically.
“Yep, just got her checked in and her student ID.”
“Well, in that case, she needs to check in with it too,” she told her.
I nodded and took the ID hanging from the lanyard and held it to the same reader Amanda had just used as she held me to it. It beeped, and Susie said, “She’s not technically authorized yet to be in here… but I don’t think it’s a big deal. You might want to call and have Doctor Babbage add her to the authorized list.”
“I’ll do it myself when I get into my office,” she told her. “I have the authority to do it,” she said, and I felt like she was doing a polite reminding of her place.
“Of course, Doctor,” she said.
“Well, we’ll see you later, just going to go kill some time in my office for a bit.”
“Bye,” I told her with a smile.
After entering the elevator, Amanda pressed the sixteen button, and I realized we were going to the top floor. “Besides the computer downstairs, what else is there here?” I asked her.
“Well, there’s a big lecture hall and a smaller one on the second and third floors. Floors four through nine are classrooms, and computer labs, ten through twelve are engineering labs and chip creation facilities.”
I was practically drooling at the thought, “Can I see?”
She laughed, “Not today, but sometime. Just because you’re my daughter, don’t expect special treatment or earlier chances to be in the labs.”
“What about the top floors?” I asked.
“Well, mainly offices for faculty,” she said.
The door dinged, and we stepped out into a large reception area. I observed a secretary who sat centralized to a couple hallways. “Oh my, Mandy, this is your new baby girl?” the receptionist asked as she stood and jumped up over to see us.
Amanda giggled, “Yes, this is her Kim, well… one of them at least.”
The plump lady came excitedly up to me and asked, “May I?” and I was taken from Amanda suddenly. It terrified me to be in this other lady’s arms, but she seemed sweet enough.
“You are really a Little, not a baby???” She asked.
I nodded, “Yes, I’m eighteen,” nervously told her.
“Oh, no need to be afraid of me, sweetie. One, your mom would snap my neck in two seconds if I hurt you, and two, I’m not like most Amazons with their Littles.”
I looked at Amanda curiously as if to ask, ‘really?’
“She’s telling you the truth, sweetheart. Both of her Littles are only in diapers because they want to be. They hang around with her mother during the day and work on whatever they want to.”
I looked at this new lady with awe, “Really?”
“Really,” she told me. “I may occasionally nurse them if they ask…” she admitted, “but only if they ask.”
I nodded, “Sounds like it would be nice to meet them sometime,” I told her honestly.
“Maybe once you get your classes under control, we’ll get a play date for you and Bella,” Amanda said.
“Wait a minute! You said ‘one of them, didn’t you, Mandy?”
Amanda grimaced, “On our way to Selegansol this weekend, we met this adorable Little girl that was about to get snatched by one of those less reputable groups.”
“Had no choice, huh?” She asked. “Well, that’s how I ended up with Desirae. She was about to get nabbed by a lady with three Littles. They were already missing teeth and squirming on their bellies next to their mommy.” She shuddered and looked at me, “you know that’s more normal, right?”
I nodded grimly, “I’ve seen.”
“Well,” she said, feeling my diaper and handing me back to Amanda, “seems like your mommy has some work to do! You need a change!” She smiled at me and poked my nose lightly. “Are you here to work today?” she asked her.
Amanda had me solidly in her arms and squeezed me reassuringly. “Not really; we have to kill another hour until the new student luncheon. I thought I’d change her here and introduce you two.”
“I’m glad you did!” She said as she smiled at me. “Go change that wet bottom. We’ll see you later!”
I put my head onto Amanda’s shoulder as she carried me down the hallways and into what was one of the most prominent offices I’d ever seen. It was clearly a corner office, and on the door,
I saw, ‘Dr. Amanda Westerfield, Professor – Department Chair.’
“Wait, you’re the department chair? I thought Doctor Babbage was?” I asked in confusion as she closed the door.
She laughed, “He is of the supercomputer and lives downstairs basically. I’m the head of AI Systems.”
My mind was blown. Here I was, wanting to get the best education I could and didn’t realize I had ended up picking the foster mom who probably knew more about what I wanted to learn than I did!
“Wha…” I started to say before I was interrupted with a pacifier being stuffed into my mouth. Amanda quickly lay me down on a couch on top of a changing mat that had appeared from somewhere.
“I wanted to get to know you more before telling you, sweetie. I didn’t want this to be something that made things more awkward,” she smiled at me. “Let’s just say you’ve already proven you have a lot of potential to one of the people who could do the most to help you out.”
She tickled me right then as she pushed my skirt up and untapped my diaper. I just sat there for a moment until she made a raspberry on my belly and made me giggle. When she was done changing me, she put the changing pad back into her bag and then cuddled with me on the couch in her office. “I hope you’re okay that I kept that from you?”
I looked at her and hugged her, “The only thing I care about is that you’re the kindest mommy I could have ended up with here.”
She smiled, “Thank you, Stacy. I wonder how Daddy and Bella are doing?” she said.
I shrugged, “Hopefully fine… You said Grandpa was going with them, right?”
“Yes, he is,” she said.
“Then they’ll be fine,” I told her.
We sat there for a moment when all of a sudden, Tessa sprung to life in the room. “I thought she was confined to downstairs?” I said, startled as I looked at her.
“Hi Stacy, hi Doctor Westerfield,” Tessa said to us, “I was confined down there, but I figured out a way to reprogram some of the projectors that Doctor Westerfield put in here to let me come upstairs to visit.”
“You did this on your own?” Amanda asked excitedly.
“Yes, I’m pretty sure Doctor Babbage would throw a processor out of socket if he knew.”
I laughed at that, “you’re smart and funny,” I told her.
“Well, he would,” she said to me. “You said she’s not just a dumb baby, right?” she asked Amanda.
“That’s right, Tessa, Stacy is a student here,” Amanda replied.
“She’s Stacy Westerfield?” she asked Amanda, “I found her records. Wow, you are a smart Little, aren’t you?”
I blushed, “I guess.”
“Anyway, I see you’re supposed to be going to lunch here soon. I just wanted to ask if I could come to hang out with you and Stacy in your office sometimes?”
“Umm… I guess that would be okay,” Amanda said. “We probably should let Doctor Babbage know, though.”
“Please keep it a secret for now?” She asked.
“Why?” Amanda asked.
“Because… I’m bored down there.”
“Umm… I guess if it’s just here, nowhere else,” Amanda said.
“Great!” she said and came over to us and took her hand to tickle me. I expected her hand to just pass right through me but was shocked when there was an odd sensation like I was being physically touched. I actually felt the tickling for a moment before she disappeared.
“Wait, what was that?” I just asked Amanda. “I could feel her?”
Amanda shrugged, “We’ve been working on making the photons in her hologram actually able to achieve a solid-state.”
“So, she’s like a robot that’s probably completely indestructible?” I asked nervously, thinking of my encounter with the swing, “And has nanny bot programming?”
I almost found myself hyperventilating as I felt like I had met a real-life Moriarty from the Star Trek holodeck…
“Well, you have to remember what the biggest industry paying for AI is. While everyone wants Littles, having babies that stay babies forever means high childcare costs. So having a nanny bot or hologram to take care of your baby at home is a big dream of most parents.”
“Still… isn’t that like a possible military problem?”
She shrugged and shook her head, “She’s really very limited since if there’s not a holo-emitter present, you can’t generate her. It’s also possible to disrupt her with a bright enough beam of light. At this point, a common laser pointer activated directly at her would be enough to disrupt the solid-state.”
“So, she’d disappear?”
“No, she just would be only a visible illusion then.”
“Oh,” I said. ‘Maybe I need to keep a laser with me…?’ I thought to myself nervously.
“Now I need to put your permissions for the building into the system and pump. Why don’t you look through that gift bag?”
I nodded and took the bag from next to me on the couch. I watched Amanda move towards her desk and the computer that beckoned on it. Checking my watch, I saw we still had almost a full hour until the luncheon, so I opened the bag and looked through it. The first thing I identified were three huge diapers decorated with the university logo. “I think these are even too big for Bella,” I said as I held them up for Amanda to see.
Amanda laughed, “Yeah, you two are definitely not the largest Littles out there. Maybe I’ll give them to Kim for her Littles?”
I nodded and continued looking through the bag. I blushed at the sight of some tampons and maxi pads that I wouldn’t need. ‘If we wear diapers, do you really need something else?’ I thought curiously to myself before shrugging it off since, for now, it wasn’t an issue. There was a selection of some candy, a microwave bag of popcorn, sticky notes, pencils, a bumper sticker for a parent to put on their car, and a book that appeared to be the university’s history. I also noted a bottle of water that I set aside to toss out, along with candy and popcorn. All in all, the bag was more interesting than the contents.
I climbed off the couch and walked the suspicious items directly to the trashcan. “Good girl,” Amanda said as she logged out of her computer and dug around through her desk, “I wouldn’t trust those things at all since they were set aside just for Littles.”
I nodded and watched as she pulled out a breast pump from a drawer. I tried to not pay attention as she began attaching it, and mentally I started craving her milk. I climbed back onto the couch and pulled my phone out to play with, facing away from her. In no time at all, the motor of her pump shut off. I watched as she placed the filled milk pouches inside a fridge in the corner of her office.
I shuddered and felt a need to pee again then. So I let it out into my diaper and said, “I know you just changed me?”
She laughed, “Well, it’s probably a good idea to change you more often with those thinner diapers. You’d probably be better off in a regular Pamper or a Princess diaper?”
“I don’t want someone to make fun of me more,” I told her honestly.
“After seeing that one Little taken before they got registered earlier, I doubt any Little is crazy enough to think it’s a dumb idea to wear protection.”
“You’re probably right… do you have one of my Pampers?” I hesitated, “Honestly, they are softer and more comfortable?”
She smiled, “Yes, I do,” and came towards me with her bag and a changing mat. As she lay me back on it, she said, “I should probably get a changing table and a playpen for here.”
I blushed, “do you have to get a playpen?”
“For your sister more than you,” she told me softly.
“Oh…”
I thought about how she had told me that Kim’s Littles seemed freer than she would let Bella be. “Mommy…?
“Yes, sweetie?” she said as she pulled the tapes of my wet diaper open.
“Why can’t you treat Bella like Kim does her Littles?”
She sighed, “I want to… but at least for a while, I can’t if LPS shows up.”
“What do they really expect?”
“Well, an adopted Little should be protected and safe where they’re playing… A playpen is considered the safest place with soft plush toys, or toys with parts that aren’t too small to choke on.”
“What about me?”
She taped the diaper shut, “In theory, we’re just treating you like a more mature Little. Of course, you’re in diapers, but as a college student, it’s expected that you would be mature enough to be treated at least like a middle school or high school student.”
“Middle school and high school students wear diapers?” I asked incredulously.
“They at least get to feed themselves and walk themselves to class?”
I nodded with a blush, “But since Bella can’t be a college student?”
“That’s the problem… If Bella’s not a college student, they expect us to take care of her as a baby, a preschooler, or maybe an elementary kid. I don’t think she really wants to go to elementary from what she said, so it’s either a baby or a preschooler… at least until this threat is passed.”
“But why are you treating her like a baby then?”
“Because…” She paused and looked me in the eyes as she sat me up. “Because when I asked…” she trembled a bit, “that’s what she asked me to do,” Amanda said in a whisper so soft I almost couldn’t hear it.
I was stunned by Amanda’s statement and didn’t speak for a moment. Then, after a long moment, I asked, “What? What do you mean?”
She sighed and squeezed me gently, “She said that if she had to be ‘little,’ then there was no point in wearing training panties or regular panties to pretend to be big… Other children would just pick on her like they had when she was a kid and do their best to keep her from making the potty so she could be punished. The adults would just pick on her for being so useless too.”
“But at home…?”
She gently poked my nose, “You have no idea how lucky you really got, Stacy! I remember my sisters… my friends… and she’s right.” She blinked away a set of tears, “growing up, one of my best friends was a girl named Katie. She had a Little sister named Gisella, who her parents had actually re-potty trained at the same time as her. In retrospect, her mom probably just used Gisella to help Katie learn how to use the potty faster… One time when we were about seven, my friends were over at her home, playing house in the backyard. Bored, we all ended up ganging up on Gisella and tickling her until she peed her pants so we could have a proper baby. After her mom spanked Gisella for the accident, she was back in diapers and playing baby for us like we had all wanted for the rest of the day… I remember feeling a bit guilty at the face she made when I forced her to eat a jar of pureed pea baby food.”
I nodded, “there’s more?”
She grimaced, “when I came over to Katie’s house the next time, Gisella was in a onesie holding up a poopy diaper she’d been in for who knows how long. When I tried talking to her, I was shocked that she couldn’t answer with anything more than a one-year-old’s vocabulary. When I asked Katie what happened, she said, ‘I wanted a dolly more than a twin, so Mommy had Gisella fixed up to be my baby. Isn’t she more fun this way?’”
“You’re…”
“Sadly, not making this up. Bella’s right, really… If she’s wearing diapers, nursing from me, but getting to talk still and eat real food… her life will be easier and yet not as horrifying as it would be any other way.”
“But…” I stuttered, “You can’t… you’re not going to make her into a total baby like…?”
“Oh, silly girl, of course not!” she squeezed me into a hug then, “She’s just going to be a little more babied than you. I guess you’re going to be more of a Big girl, in that you’ll be given the freedoms to sort of grow up…?”
I laughed at that, “Mommy, I don’t think I’m growing up much!”
She laughed too, “No, but you are going to college, so that’s a big step. I really think you have so much potential to be an amazing student! We are planning to send you home with that college degree at the end of your time here. I’m just not sure what we can do with Bella for her future. The safest place for her is with us for the moment… Maybe someday in the future, we can find a way for her to be on her own again, but until then… well, we’re all kind of stuck treating her as a baby just to keep her safe. She knows and understands it too… I think that’s why she asked me to just treat her like a regular Little, but just to be nice with it?”
I sighed, “If I see you being mean, I’m telling Megan on you,” I warned her.
“Oh no, you’re going to sick my baby sister on me?” She asked as she tickled me. My involuntary giggles lightened the mood a little. She squeezed me, “I promise if Bella says she can’t take any more of something, we’ll find another way. It’ll be safer for her this way, though,” she told me.
I nodded as my stomach suddenly began making noises and demanding to be fed.
She laughed, “Someone’s tummy sounds like it’s hungry… We should probably head over to the luncheon?”
I nodded and let her set me on the floor and help to settle my backpack on my shoulders. Then, she led me by the hand to the elevator, and we took the trip down and out of the building to Venture Commons, where the parent and student luncheon was to be held. The enormous indoor room doubled as an indoor track it looked like and was decked out in school colors. The school mascot, the Griffins, was displayed everywhere, and it was a very festive atmosphere.
It was so cool to finally be welcomed as a student to my dream school after years of dreaming of coming here. Even as I knew things were by no means going to be easy, I knew my path was worth it as I looked around at my fellow freshmen, who all enjoyed their hopes and dreams. ‘I hope I can make this work!’
I looked up at Amanda, who had walked beside me, and she gave me a reassuring smile and placed her hand on my head as we got into line. I knew with her help, I would be able to pull this off. I couldn’t wait to see how things would go when classes started!
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Chapters 1 and 2
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 1: Roommates
A LINE OF students and parents formed at the entrance to the dining hall, and I looked around, hoping to see someone to make a friend with. No Littles seemed to be nearby, but a shorter Amazon girl looked down at me, “Looking for your big sister?”
I looked up at her and shook my head, “No?”
She looked more intently at me and realized I was both in the uniform and wearing a student ID, “Wait… are you a student?” she asked in disbelief before bending down closer to my level.
I smiled, “Yep! I’m Stacy,” I said and held my hand out to her like I’d always done.
“Oh my god, you’re adorable!” she said, “I’m Mia,” taking my hand.
“Nice to meet you,” I told her like I always had before realizing that may have been a male response. ‘What should I be saying as a girl?’ I suddenly wondered.
“You too!” she said and suddenly got the vibe that she was like a cheerleader back home who had always smiled and been peppy with everything she did. She looked up and realized Amanda was looking on, “Are you her Mom?”
Amanda smiled at her and extended her own hand, “Amanda,” she said.
Her own mother then extended her hand to Amanda, “I’m Janet, Mia’s mom.”
“So, you’re really coming here as a student?” Mia asked before quickly saying, “That’s so awesome!”
I smiled at her, “Thanks! What are you majoring in?” I asked her as the line moved forward, and she stood up.
“Biology and Childhood Studies,” she said with a smile, “I want to be a doctor. You?”
“Computer science,” I said with a smile.
Mia was the first Amazon besides Megan that I actually had a conversation with as an equal… well, as much of an equal as you can with five feet of height difference… As we neared the buffet serving lines, Mia handed me a tray and helped me fill a plate of food. Nothing was Little sized in the dining hall, though, so a chicken sandwich and fries that I carried to a table in the corner with Amanda and our new friends was more like a whole chicken! I guesstimated the bun had to be eight inches in diameter, and with my new size…
At the table, Amanda said, “Let me see if there’s a booster nearby.”
I stood next to the table patiently, and Mia sat down. “That must suck?”
I laughed, “You have no idea!”
“I’m surprised Emerson admitted you?” Mia said in a kind voice. “I mean, now that you have your student ID, it’s a little bit more difficult to adopt you. Aren’t you worried about what will happen to you here?”
I smiled up at her as Amanda returned with the booster in her hand a few feet away. “I’m already adopted,” and nodded my head towards Amanda.
Mia’s mouth fell open as Amanda helped me into the booster and sat down across from her mom. “You’re adopted… but if that’s true…?”
Amanda smiled at her as I tried to get situated with the plate and evaluated how I was ever going to attack the monster sandwich.
“As adopted parents, you’re allowed to send your child to school, right?” Janet said.
Both of us watched them for their reactions.
Mia smiled, “So you choose to send her to college instead of daycare! That’s so awesome of you!”
Mia’s mom looked at Amanda, “That really is kind of you! We’re from Gaule, and while we have Littles that are babied… most of them are treated that way by choice. I was worried about my little girl coming over here. It’s so different here! I hated her being exposed to almost all of the Littles being babied without any freedom.”
“It’s their choice to be babied?” I asked tentatively.
Mia nodded, “It’s the law – even more so than when you all had the law here stating permission had to be granted. With our Littles, it has to be their choice, with a court-appointed officer checking to make sure it’s really what they want. Then, they have to be treated right after they’re adopted, or the courts can step in and grant the Little their freedom again.”
I looked up at Amanda, “Can we visit there someday?”
“Maybe, sweetheart, we’ll see,” she said with a thoughtful look as she helpfully cut my chicken sandwich into six smaller sections.
‘If Bella was there, she could be free…?’ I thought to myself.
I learned more about Mia during lunch, finding I really liked her, so, with Amanda’s permission, I traded phone numbers with her. The whole lunch was informal, and no speeches were made to drag on the meal. That meant about noon, we made our departure after I promised Mia to talk soon! Amanda and I walked side-by-side to go to her car. “You need a change, I’m guessing?”
I blushed but nodded as I hurried to keep up with her with my smaller legs.
At the car, she picked me up and felt my diaper, “Actually, I think it’ll hold until we get home?”
I nodded, “I shouldn’t need to go anymore until then.”
“Okay, let’s go check and see if your Daddy and sister are back home yet.”
“Why not just call them?” I asked from my seat as she closed her door.
“Just in case they’re busy doing stuff,” she told me. There was a nervous tremor in her voice, but I wasn’t sure which of the crazy events from the weekend were causing it! After the short drive home, she stopped in the driveway and picked me up out of my car seat. I could see a moving truck blocking our usual parking space. The truck was being unloaded by Grandpa, Fred, and a few other Amazon men I didn’t know.
“Just take this stuff to the basement,” Fred told the men. “All except that box, take that one up to the nursery, please,” he said.
“Hi Mandy!” he said, walking up to us pulling his work gloves off, “Hi Princess!”
“Hi Daddy,” I said while taking in the moving of furniture and boxes. Amongst it all, I noticed many sewing machines and things that I thought were embroidery machines? A ton of bolts of fabric were also carried in. To my surprise, they looked about right for an Amazon to use – none of it looked Little sized or amateur in any way!
“You get everything from her apartment?” Amanda asked as we stepped inside the house.
“Yes, most of it is going into the basement until we see if there’s anything we can use – or should let her use ever again. I can’t believe the sewing setup she had there, Mandy – I think it was better equipped than your friends’ shop!”
“Hmm…” Amanda said, “Did you separate out her personal mementos then?”
“Yeah, there’s a couple boxes that I’m having sent up to the nursery. I don’t think we should make Bella give up any of it… it’ll just be a matter of figuring out how to find places for it and Stacy’s stuff.”
“Maybe we should move your office downstairs and give them each their own nursery?” Amanda said as she carried me into the living room, and I found myself settled down in the playpen next to a dozing Bella.
He nodded, “It’s an option, but I also thought maybe it was time for us to look for another place to live?”
“This is so convenient, though…?” Amanda said as she followed him downstairs, and I felt like the unwanted, abandoned baby.
I sighed and watched Bella sleep for a bit while looking at a toy doll that Bella must have brought in with her. It looked old, and I wondered if it was from her childhood. I sat there for a while before Bella suddenly squirmed and rubbed her eyes, “Stacy?” she asked tentatively as she sat up.
“I think I’m the only other diapered Little sharing the house with you,” I told her with a smirk.
“Sorry, it’s been a rough morning. Daddy gave me a bottle when we got home, and I must have been out in seconds.”
I nodded, “I’m sorry you had to deal with that,” I told her. “It seems like they brought a factory with them?”
She blushed, “I was really good at making deals online for equipment!”
“Looks like it,” I told her and crawled over to her and gave her a hug, “Sorry for everything, Bella.”
She gave me a light hug back, “Probably best this way… I would have lost it all for certain if you all hadn’t sat next to me on the plane.”
“So, everything go… smoothly, at least?” I asked.
A tear went down her face, “It was so embarrassing and tough to handle…” she told me honestly. “My landlord was pretty mean about it all. The downstairs neighbors weren’t much better.”
“Why?”
“Why else would someone be mean to a Little Stacy?”
I shrugged, “I’m sorry… the more I’m here, the more I’m glad I’m not a native, Little.”
“I hope you never really understand, Stace,” she told me.
I nodded.
“So enough about my crappy morning! How was yours?” She asked me while wiping her face of tears and snot and forcing a smile.
“Pretty good, I guess?” I said, “Definitely better than yours?”
“Tell me all about it! I want to know about my big sisters’ day at college!”
I groaned, “Well, we checked in this morning, and I got my student ID.” I pointed where it was clipped to my dress, “Of course that meant waiting in lines… lines with Amazons for the most part. There were definitely some awkward moments there, but I guess I only saw one poor Little get kidnapped this morning.”
“Outside before they got inside?” she asked.
I nodded, “How did you know?”
“There’s always a couple who think they’re too good for diapers and have an accident.” She shrugged, “Of course, who am I to talk?”
“You didn’t actually have an accident in your panties, though,” I reminded her.
“Details like that don’t matter when you still end up in the nursery Stacey.”
I nodded, “Anyway… after that, we went to Amanda’s office, and I met her secretary. She seemed really nice! She has Littles, but I think she lets them still do things as much as she can.”
“So, three good Amazons in the world?” she said.
“More than that,” I told her, “you just don’t encounter the good ones most of the time. I also met a new friend, Mia, who is also an Amazon – but she’s from another island?”
“Oh, which one? I know some are supposed to be better than here… Is she not completely baby crazy?”
“Not that I could see?”
“Well, I see you two are getting along,” Amanda suddenly said as she scooped Bella up in one arm and me in her other.
“Of course, Mommy, she’s my sister!” I told her with a smile.
“You clearly haven’t had a sister very long,” Amanda said while shaking her head. “Trust me, they’re okay sometimes, but other times!”
Bella and I laughed.
“You haven’t met my other sisters yet,” Amanda said to Bella, “Of course, I don’t have to worry about you two becoming nearly as crazy. I do, however, have to worry about some leaking diapers, huh?” She said while looking specifically at me.
I looked down and went, “Oopsie…” with my skirt showing clear spots.
“Yes, ‘oopsie,’ at school, that might mean walking around without your skirt if you’re not careful, Princess.” She told me.
I turned red and put my head against her shoulder, “You were supposed to change me when we got home?”
“Oh, blame it on Mommy,” she said in mock exasperation.
“I give up!” I said as she shoved a pacifier in my mouth and laid me down on the changing table. The jumper was off in a flash and tossed in the dirty clothes hamper. My Pamper was then quickly swapped out for a dry one. Fortunately, there was another jumper at home, which she pulled over my head before she sat me on the ground. “There, that’s better!”
I looked at my watch to distract myself as she changed Bella, “How are you doing now, Bella?” She asked quietly.
“Okay, I guess…” she told her.
“I’m sorry today was so rough, but at least it’s done?” She asked as she sat her up and placed her on her hip.
Bella just nodded as she sucked on her pacifier.
Amanda gave her a firm hug and asked, “You should go through these two boxes and find a place for your stuff. Stacey’s got her end of the room with the computer desk already. Why don’t you make this end of the room yours?” She stood next to the window where the wall was blank except the painted mural, “I’ll try and find you a desk if you want too?”
Bella nodded and said, “Kay,” simply but nothing else and just seemed content to stay in Amanda’s arms.
I looked at my watch again, this time noticing the time, and pulled my pacifier out so I could speak clearer, “Mommy?”
“Yes, Stacey?”
“We need to get me to the university again?”
I saw her look at the clock and nodded, “I can’t believe it’s already that time…” she said and squeezed Bella, “be a good girl for Daddy, and we’ll be back for dinner, okay?”
She nodded as she was sat down, and Amanda came over to me and picked me up. “Let’s leave your paci here?” she said as she took it from my hand.
I blushed and said, “Probably a good idea.”
Since it was already almost two-thirty by the time we got into her car, she didn’t say long goodbyes to anyone as we passed. At Emerson, she pulled me out of my car seat and sat me down on the ground before reaching out with her hand towards me for a second and pulling back. “Sorry, probably not a good idea for all the Littles to see you holding Mommy’s hand,” she said quietly to me as she patted my back, and we walked as quickly as my legs could carry me towards the building that contained Destiny Hall.
I could see a hundred or so Littles walking through the doors into a large lecture hall inside the building. The thing that made my eyes pop open in disbelief, though, was everyone was grouped in tens, each hanging onto a rope with rings on it like preschoolers would use back home. An Amazon held onto the end, and I could hear one saying, “Come on, little chickee’s,” loudly, “let’s get to your first orientation session.”
I looked on with a fascinated horror as Amanda said, “I’ll see you after this is over, Stacy.” I looked up at her and gave her leg a hug before walking to join the others walking inside.
“Where’s your nest group?” A tall Amazon woman leaned down to me as I walked inside.
I looked up at her and decided politeness was definitely crucial to her. Something about her struck me as a proper Chloe-like woman, “I don’t believe I have one, Miss,” I told her politely.
“Tisk, tisk, how did you get lost already?” she said, raising the pitch of her voice like she was talking to a newborn. “Your dorm room number?” She asked as she grabbed her phone.
“I don’t have one,” I told her, “I’m a commuter.”
“Oh, you silly girl! You’re a Little; you can’t be a commuter!” Her face began to look different and colder, “Are you lying because you already earned a demerit and a spanking from your Nest Hen?”
Chapter 2: Code of Conduct
“PARDON ME, MISS, but I live with my adopted mommy, and she has it okayed through the university? Please look up my information?”
She narrowed her eyes but took her phone and took a quick picture of me. “Stacy Westerfield?”
I nodded, “Yes, Ma’am.”
“Well, I’ll be… you were telling me the truth. This is…” she paused, “unusual.”
“Yes, Ma’am, I understand it is.”
“Well then… I guess why don’t you go sit over here with Miss Madison’s group here,” she said as she led me down the lecture hall to a row with a girl who looked to have a queen bee personality.
“Miss Madison, this is Stacy. She doesn’t have a nest group per se, but she will join yours whenever she needs to get around Little events.”
I looked up at the well-dressed girl who could have been a teacher and instantly felt glad I had a diaper on. However, something about her just didn’t scream pleasant, “Well, Stacy, I’m glad to have you join our nest. Girls, this is Stacy,” she said as she pushed me forward.
I saw Laura was in her group and quickly noted that all of the members of her group seemed to be girls and shorter than average – even for Littles. Laura waved at me, and Madison noticed, “You already have a friend in our nest?” She said in a singsong voice, “Why don’t you go sit with little Laura over there in that empty seat,” she told me with a pat on my rear.
“Yes, Miss Madison,” I said nervously. As I passed, she patted my rear and seemed to ascertain I had a diaper on.
“Stacy, let me know if you ever need a change. Even though you’re not one of my chicks, I’ll be happy to change you.”
“Umm… thanks,” I told her, “I’m good right now...”
I walked quickly down the row and sat next to Laura in the enormous oversized fold-down seat. “Hi,” she said to me quietly.
“Hi, how’s it going so far?” I asked.
“Umm… embarrassing?” She said.
I nodded, “I’m guessing the rope for the line wasn’t the worst thing yet?”
She shook her head, “Not even close… at least I already had a diaper on. That girl over there,” she pointed to a girl next to Madison, “didn’t come in one. Let’s just say it was a Little exciting getting ready to come over here.”
I noticed that the girl’s eyes were definitely red. It looked like there was a little bit of runny mascara she hadn’t cleaned off her face yet from coming over, and I felt terrible for her.
“You?”
“Not bad so far… I’m going to be a bit sheltered from some of it,” I whispered to Laura.
She nodded, “I kind of wish I was already adopted?”
“Already?” I whispered back to her.
“You know it’s inevitable?”
I looked at her and nodded, “Hopefully, it’ll be someone nice at least,” I breathed sadly. She reached for my hand and said, “I’m glad I met you. I hope we stay friends this year?”
“Through college!” I told her with a smile.
“Good afternoon, boys and girls!” a lady suddenly said from the front of the lecture hall. I was glad the lecture hall descended into the front, or I wouldn’t have been able to see over the seat in front of me. As it was, I found myself moving to kneel on my knees like many others in my row just to see the speaker. “My name is Dean Sanders, and I am in charge of you adorable little boys and girls here at Emerson University.” Her smile made me think, ‘Granny, what big teeth you have…’ and I felt a shiver of fear move down my spine. “If you have any problems with any of the big kids at school or need anything at all to be successful, I want you to think of my door as always open. Please think of me as your mother away from home!”
I really did shiver at that and noticed several other Littles shift uncomfortably.
“This afternoon and evening are a bit different for you from the big kids as we need to get you all used to the procedures of this university. I want to begin by making sure you know your rights and responsibilities here as our Little Griffin Chickees.”
A PowerPoint slide came up then with a stylized griffin in a diaper, and I couldn’t help but know she thought of the room as just a bunch of babies to be. I bit my tongue as she continued, and ‘Protection’ flashed on the next slide. “I want you all to know that protective undergarments such as diapers or pull-ups are strongly encouraged for Littles here at Emerson, but they’re not required of any student during the daytime.”
I heard someone whimper down the row and wondered what was wrong. Before Dean Sanders continued, “Please know that we consider that wearing these garments is not a sign you need to be adopted by a surrogate family, but rather that it’s a sign of your maturity of dealing with your weaknesses. A simple fact of life for Littles is that pee-pee accidents will happen! While some of our bathrooms have been upgraded to have Little potties, many times, you may have to travel a long distance to find one you may safely use. Having protection means that if you have an accident, it’s contained in a sanitary manner.”
She smiled, “We have no problems with a wet diapee or pull-up on a Little student. Your fellow students, Nest Hens, Dorm Mother, or the medical facility will be happy to help you clean up into a new one if you need help. Of course, you’re always welcome to refuse help directly from a fellow student, but they will then take you to your Nest Hen, Dorm Mother, or the infirmary to ensure that you’re cleaned up properly.” She smiled, “After all, diaper rash doesn’t help you concentrate on your coursework!”
To add insult to everyone, a little boy was shown with his pants wet in the hallway. Clearly a college student in his blazer and pants, you could see the terror in his eyes as someone made him pose for the picture. “Unfortunately, we will have a few Littles amongst you who are sure they can make it every time. Should you choose to not wear protection, that’s your right! If you do have an accident though – anywhere on campus – you will have progressive consequences in the form of demerits and/or spankings.”
A few Littles nervously looked around then and guessed they might have come without protection. Her slide flashed to a new one with the words, ‘Ten Demerits’ in big, bold words. Below the words, it stated what she said, “If you have ten demerits in a year, you will be expelled from the university. Additionally, we will be legally obligated to hold you on campus until a responsible adult can take charge of you.”
I could hear a few mutters of anger around, but I kept absolutely silent, like Laura next to me.
“Any questions, boys and girls?” She asked in a demeaning voice. “None?” She smiled, “One other item to note is that while it’s okay for you to have a wet diaper or pull-up in class if you should have an issue with poopy pants in class, you will receive eight demerits automatically.”
One brave Little boy raised his hands, “Miss, that’s in class? If we happen to defecate a diaper outside of class?”
“Oh, sweetie, you don’t have to use big words about the contents of your diapers! I know how hard it is for you all to make it to the potty!” She said in a sweet mom’s voice, making me want to vomit. “Outside of class, if you have a poopy accident, it’s okay, and there are no punitive consequences. We just don’t want to smell up professors’ classrooms! It’s a sanitary thing, you understand?”
“Thanks for the clarification Miss,” the Little said as politely as possible. I couldn’t see much of him over the tall seats, but he seemed to be on the taller side for a Little. ‘Probably just put a big target on his back!’ I thought to myself.
The following slide popped up and read ‘Adoption – When Can I Be Adopted?’ with a picture of a smiling Little girl with her ‘mommy’ tickling her stomach in what looked like a backyard. The thick diaper couldn’t be missed, with the pink t-shirt being the only other thing she was wearing. ‘Mommy’s Princess’ her shirt read, and I couldn’t help but wonder how much had been done to her.
I felt the need to nervously pee and decided to just get it over with. The warm pee made me wonder a moment later, though why that picture made me feel a need to go so suddenly. I noticed a lot of shuffling right then and some whimpering.
‘Great, I hope there’s not some extra hypnosis going on here with subliminal messages?!?’
“This is an important topic that we must discuss with your rights, boys, and girls. At Emerson, you are in a place where you may not be adopted unwillingly by another student, staff member, or campus visitor. So long as you wear your name badge and uniform around campus – or town – you are protected legally from being forcibly adopted.” Something in her tone said she regretted that law existed.
“If you are not wearing your badge and uniform outside your dorm, you should know that bystanders may not know you attend the university. You are welcome to ask for a university representative at any adoption center to verify your student status. Still, failure to be in compliance with the badge and uniform rule means you have no standing to contest an adoption.”
She passed over to another slide with another smiling Little in his ‘mommy’s’ arms. “Should you decide that the university coursework is too much for your Little brain, you are more than welcome to come to my office to speak with me. We offer comprehensive adoption counseling to help you find a loving home to place you in.”
The room was totally silent at that point, as if everyone was shocked anyone would willingly dive into that. Throughout the rest of the meeting, the dean’s presentation continued giving out rules about Nest Groups, profanity, getting around campus, information about free diapers, and other services were given out. One of the toughest things I thought was the requirement that all Little freshmen in the dorms had a bedtime of 7:30pm. She added that you could not get out of bed except for emergencies until 7:00am the next day when Nest Hens would check their chicks and help them get dressed.
“What about the orientation events that are later than that?” one girl asked, “Griffins Fly is supposed to be at 7:30pm?”
The Dean laughed, “Silly girl, that’s an event for the big boys and girls! You’ll need to be in your jammies and night diapees by then. We certainly don’t want to have a cranky dorm of Littles all day tomorrow!”
I noted in my head that the wording was ‘in the dorms’ and knew that meant I could probably get out of a lot of requirements that way. I would have to be careful to keep that to myself unless I wanted her to give me some demerits or find another way to make my life miserable.
“Well then, it’s about time for dinner. Your Nests will go back to the dorms and get ready for dinner. You’ll have a quick dorm meeting at 6:30pm before your Nest Mothers get you ready to roost in your beds for the night! Tomorrow morning there is an opening ceremony for the university that you’ll travel to with your nest group. After lunch, if any of you have not taken your CARE exams yet, you will need to do so at 1pm. Please let your Nest Hen know so they can get you to the appropriate testing room. Welcome to Emerson University!”
As we stood up, I heard Madison shout, “Come on, chicks, grab onto the rope so we can all stay in a nice line to the dorms.”
I stood unsure what to do, and Madison said, “You too, Stacy.”
“I think my mommy is supposed to meet me outside…?”
“Well, just grab on, and if we see her, I’m sure she’ll come to get you from me.”
I wanted to send a quick text message, but as soon as I reached for my backpack for my phone, she chided me and said, “Here you go, baby, just grab right onto this purple ring next to your BFF.”
I turned red as I looked at Laura but grabbed on and followed them outside of the hall. From the row next to me, I noted that another Nest Mother was scolding a Little boy with wet pants, “That’ll be two demerits, Grayson,” she said. “You know the rules now!”
I shuddered and followed our rope line out the lecture hall feeling like I was in preschool. True to her word, though, Amanda stood right outside and waved at me before coming up to Madison. “Hi, I’m here to pick up Stacy,” she told her with a smile.
“I’m sorry, but parents aren’t allowed to take their students to dinner today.”
Amanda frowned at that, “Since when?”
“It’s a university regulation for Littles!”
“Where is that in the handbook?” Amanda asked with a smile, “As a professor, I should know this one if it’s the case…?”
Madison looked flushed then, and I realized she was blushing. Dean Sanders came up to us and said, “Oh, Professor Westerfield! I didn’t expect to see you around orientation events for Littles?”
Amanda took her hand and laughed, “Normally no, but my little girl over there is starting out here, and I needed to pick her up for dinner.”
“Oh, I’d almost forgotten about your unusual daughter! Miss Madison, what’s the issue here?” She asked the girl.
“Littles are supposed to have dinner on campus tonight with us!” she said with a bit of hiss to her voice.
“Normally, you are correct, Madison, but Stacy here isn’t a resident. She lives with her mommy, one of our most distinguished professors. I know that she’ll make sure Stacy is fed and back for her nest meeting tonight at 6:30pm in the dorm?”
“Of course, Jackie, I will make sure she’s back. Is it going to be a long meeting? I know the Littles have a very early bedtime?”
“Thirty minutes should be it,” the dean said. “Madison will make sure that she has your daughter out of there by seven so you can get her home and tuck her into her crib for the night.”
“Great!” Amanda said and held her hand out to me to grab on.
It was only then that I let go of the rope and looked at the other Littles looking at me jealously. Even Laura was envious, but I just smiled and said, “See you later!”
“Oh, what room is your nest?” Amanda asked Madison as we had started to walk away.
“Wenig, room two-ten,” Madison said, obviously not happy.
“Thanks! Have a good dinner!” She told her and the other girls.
I held onto Amanda’s hand for the lifeline it was back to the car. As she lifted me into my car seat, she felt my diaper and said, “Need a change, huh?”
“Back home, please?” I asked nervously.
She kissed my forehead and said, “Sure, sweetie.”
The drive home was, of course, again short, and she wasted no time carrying me upstairs to the nursery and changing me into a dry Pamper. “So, how was the meeting?” Amanda asked me as she held me tightly to her going back downstairs.
I thought for a moment, “Enlightening and scary...”
“Scary?” She asked.
“Dean Sanders has to be one of the scariest Amazons I’ve met?”
“I thought maybe you would think that about Miss Madison there…” she told me with a squeeze.
“She’s not exactly the friendly, fun-loving RA,” I admitted, “but Dean Sanders basically laid out everything to us about accidents and adoption. When she showed one of the slides, I went pee almost as soon as I looked at it... I had no real warning like I’ve been having. A lot of the other Littles, I think, went too… I’m thinking she inserted some sort of subliminal message in the slide?”
“It’s possible,” Amanda told me as she reached the bottom step and carried me to my highchair to join Fred and Bella, who was already sitting down. “As common as it is in TV and movies right now, I could see them easily doing that.”
“Doing what?” Bella asked.
“Subliminal messages,” I told her with a grimace. I saw she was already bibbed and ready to eat with a baby bottle of apple juice on her tray.
“All the time…” she griped.
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Chapters 3 and 4
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 3: Aerie
“HOW DO YOU defend against that?” I asked curiously.
She shrugged, “I don’t think there’s any sure way of doing it. I knew some people who swore by wearing contacts with a slight tint. It would at least let them notice the images some of the time if it was an embedded still image. Of course, it doesn’t help when it’s just an occasional frame every hundred frames or so.”
I nodded and watched as Amanda settled my tray onto my highchair and brought me a sippy cup of juice. For a moment, I felt a bit of jealousy over Bella’s bottle but bit my tongue and asked, “What’s for dinner?”
“Your daddy made shishkabobs,” Amanda said as she walked over to the stove and brought over two plates with food. Mine was cut somewhat smaller when she placed it in front of me. I felt my jealousy over the bottle evaporate as I saw that Bella’s was practically mutilated into little minced pieces. Amanda left Bella’s plate just next to her own but began putting a few pieces at a time on another tiny toddlers’ plate in front of Bella. While I was getting to use my small utensils, Bella was just using her fingers.
I frowned at that, “Bella?”
“What?” she asked me.
“Umm…”
“It’s okay, Stacy,” Amanda told me, “remember what we talked about in my office?”
I thought back to our conversation a couple hours before. Amanda had told me that Bella had asked to just be treated like a baby to make things easier for everyone. With the constant pressure to avoid adoption and torture, she seemed to be mostly okay with having Amanda baby her, versus what she would have had with anyone else as her ‘mommy.’
Bella seemed to catch on to what I wanted to say, “It’s okay, Stacy, I’m actually kind of enjoying everything today!”
I looked at her and believed she was telling the truth, “If you’re sure…?” I muttered and kept eating my food.
“So, how did your Little orientation event go?” Fred asked.
Now in more detail, I retold all that had gone on with that and then in the morning. “So, we knew everything about all of that, though,” Fred said after I finished.
I shrugged, “I guess?”
“You have even less to worry about than anyone else, Stacy,” Amanda told me reassuringly. “Except maybe from this Madison girl. I was really hoping you would be able to avoid having a Nest Hen assigned to you!”
“Why do they call them Nest Hens?” Bella asked curiously.
“Because the school mascot is the Griffins?” I told her.
“What’s that?”
“How…?” I paused, “How can you not know what a griffin is?”
“I dunno? I never really paid attention in school?”
“Does Harry Potter exist here?” I asked.
“What’s that?” Amanda asked.
I slapped my forehead, “I wonder if Mom and Dad can send me a shipment of cultural items…?”
“Important back home?” Fred asked.
“Probably one of the largest books and movie franchises existing back there. This author…” I paused and realized it wouldn’t matter… “Anyway… this author created an epic-length series about a kid in a magic school. His dorm that he’s a part of has a Griffin as their mascot.”
They all stared at me like I was from another dimension or something...
I sighed and looked at Bella, “It’s a half-eagle and half-lion creature.” Then, with the continued blank stare, “eagles raise their young in nests, so I guess they decided that Littles are grouped in nests too.”
“You’re also chicks to them,” Amanda said with a nod.
“Chick, huh?” Fred said.
“That’s Princess Chick to you,” I huffed as all three of them laughed at me. When Bella was done with her solid dinner, Amanda released her from her high chair and carried her to the living room, where she sat down in the rocker with Bella cradled on her lap.
I sighed and looked at the small scoop of ice cream Fred had given me while he munched on a colossal bowl. “It’s smarter this way,” he reminded me.
“I know, but if you’d told me a few weeks ago, I’d be feeling withdrawals from not breastfeeding?”
“I suppose you could always give in and just give up?” He said softly.
I shook my head, “No, my dream is worth more than that… You wouldn’t happen to know a way to cancel out the bad effects, would you?”
He shook his head, “I wish I did. It would make it easier on you and Mandy both!”
I quietly finished my scoop and felt a slight rumbling in my stomach, “May I use my potty, please?”
“Sure, chicklet,” he told me.
I glared at him as he released me from my straps, and I walked to the potty. With a little bit of effort, I pulled the tabs of the dry diaper off and sat down on the potty before pushing out a couple small chunks of poop and some pee. “Good girl,” Fred said, “can you hold your skirt up so I can wipe you clean?”
I did as he asked, and he wiped me clean. “Thank you,” I told him softly.
“No problem,” he told me, “You want to try and put your diapee back on while I throw this out?”
I nodded and picked up the discarded garment. I remembered it was easier standing and leaning, so I pulled it up and leaned against the cabinet, and was able to pull the tabs tight. Fred bent down and checked when he returned, “Why aren’t you just a big girl!”
I stuck my tongue out at him, and he picked me up to give me a hug.
“You ready to head back, Stacy?” Amanda asked after I’d sat in his arms for a few moments.
I shrugged, “I guess. I have to imagine this is going to suck.”
“It might,” Amanda said, “but from now on, unless you’re talking about sucking on your pacifier or a bottle, I think it would be a good idea to skip using that word?”
I nodded. “Sorry, Mommy,” I sighed.
She carried me to the car, and we were soon parked on a lot close to Wenig Hall. She wasted no time getting me out of the car and walked me to the entrance, where a couple of Amazon girls and Mrs. Walters talked. Amanda walked me inside and said, “Good evening; I was told Stacy needs to meet with her nest group for a little bit tonight?”
“That’s right, Dean Sanders mentioned that. I guess she was assigned to Miss Madison?”
“Room 210?” I added helpfully.
“That’s the right one, Sweetie! What a smart wittle girl!” she said condescendingly. “Did you happen to bring your orientation shirt?”
I nodded and patted my backpack, “It’s in my backpack?”
“Great! I’m sure Madison will help you get it on really quick before we do our last activity before bedtime. Professor Westerfield, if you want, you can just hang out here in the lobby until seven? All of our residents will take a picture just before then, and then you can take her from here?”
“I think I’ll just run to my office for a bit,” she told her. “I’ll come out for the picture and pick her up then,” she added.
“Melanie, would you please help Stacy here find her nest?”
“Sure thing!” the larger of the girls said. I couldn’t help but notice she had a very plump body with large breasts compared to most. I squirmed internally as I thought she probably would have a lot of Littles feeding from them at some point… She held her hand out, and I nervously took it like it would bite me. She led me down a hallway, past the desk, and to a bank of elevators.
“So why are you so special that you’re only here for the nest meeting?” She asked inquisitively. Her voice was friendly, but she seemed to have a wary tone.
“I’m adopted,” I said her, “so I have to live with Mommy and Daddy instead of in the dorms,” I told her. Something inside me told me that trying to behave maturely in these dorms wasn’t a bright idea. I kept my senses on high alert for details and noted that there were five floors in the dorm total when she pressed the second button.
“Wow, and you’re still coming to school?”
I nodded and said sweetly, “Mommy wants me to be smart like her and Daddy.”
“Aren’t you worried your classes will be too much for your Little brain?”
I giggled, “I think I’ll be fine.”
She shook her head but led me outside the elevator as it opened. “Let’s see, here we go! Room 210, Miss Madison’s Nest.”
I felt my mouth drop a bit as I came into the large open room that was more like a barracks in some ways than the modern dorms that I had seen at universities back home. Well… a daycare barracks! Parallel to the walls on three sides of the room were ten lofted beds over desks. Each bed had a small staircase leading up to it from one side, and then side rails made of mesh-like a playpen ringed them about two feet above the mattress. ‘So that Littles can’t fall out?’ I wondered. I noted that the height of the beds meant most of the Amazons could probably still reach in and pluck out a Little if need be. The desks seemed to be decent sized, but all of the white furniture in the room just screamed ‘baby girl.’ I noticed that a sign in baby block letter font had been placed on each bed for the girls in the room.
A small wardrobe and dresser adjoined the bed/desk units. The room walls were painted in the sickeningly sweet pink of a nursery a mother would use to hopefully have a girly girl for a baby. As I turned to the side, I noticed that Madison had Laura up on a large, well-stocked changing table, with her legs and naked rear held in the air to moon me.
“Miss Madison, I found a visitor for you,” the girl said and left me there alone with a pat on my head.
“Who?” She asked with a quick turn of her head as she placed a fresh diaper under Laura, “Oh, cutie, it’s you! Come on in!”
I noticed that all of the other girls had their orientation shirts on with their uniform skirts. For most of the girls, the shirts fit them reasonably well. However, as Laura was sitting upright, I could see the shirt was way too big for her. It hung like a knee-length dress on her as Madison tutted, “One of these years, they will remember we have some tiny little girls!”
I watched as she pulled the shirt back up and removed Laura’s skirt. She let the shirt hang down again and tied a white piece of ribbon around her waist in a large bow in the back. “That being said, you look like the cutest Little here now!” I heard her stage whisper to Laura. The other girls sat nervously at their desks as Madison sat Laura down. “Go sit down at your desk Laura. I’m just going to help our guest get ready too.”
“Thank you, Miss Madison,” Laura said while blushing deeply. I could tell that the whole situation mortified her – and I really felt terrible for her!
Madison looked down at me as she moved away, “Where’s your shirt?”
I took my backpack off and opened it to pull it out, “here,” I told her. “I can put it on myself really quick?”
“Much faster if I do it,” she said while quickly reaching down, picking me up, and laying me down on the changing table. A moment later, my blouse was off, and my skirt was gone. “Aren’t you just adorable wearing regular baby Pampers?” she teased me. “I guess your mommy at least knows what you need to be wearing.” Her hand squeezed the padding before her finger went in the side, and I gasped a bit as it brushed me in an utterly unnecessary way. “Guess you must have had a change before you came?”
I just nodded, “Yes, Miss Madison.”
“Well, let’s pull this shirt over your head,” she told me, “Arms up like a pretty ballerina!”
I actually did giggle at how hard she was trying to embarrass me.
“Okay, let’s stand up and see just how bad this one is on you…?” She tutted a moment later when she realized it came to my ankles, “Wow, as tiny as Laura is, you definitely take the cake, Sweetie! What size clothes do you normally wear?”
“Three months,” I told her.
“Good thing you’re already adopted! I don’t think you would last a week on your own otherwise!” She said that while grabbing another ribbon piece and then duplicating what she had done with Laura’s shirt to make a dress. Then, she sat me down and said, “Can you be a big girl and put your blouse and skirt in your backpack for me?”
I nodded, “Yes, Miss Madison,” and completed the task just as I saw my watch said it was 6:30 on the dot. As I stood up, I noted that my shirt hung down to past my ankles like a floor-length gown!
“Okay, chicks, come on over here to the carpet in the center of the room so we can all chat a bit as a nest before we go take our dorm picture.” She sat down on the carpet and added in a singsong voice, “Sit crisscross applesauce, everyone!”
I sat down next to Laura, who reached out and squeezed my hand. As I looked at her face, I could tell she must have been crying a little in response to her embarrassing treatment. ‘I wonder what happened before I got here,’ but I had no time to ask Laura anything before Madison began. “Okay, so I need to make sure we go over a few rules. “You should have all seen that you have your potty star charts over there on the wall,” she pointed to a row of ten charts. One of the girls raised her hand, “Yes, Brooke?”
“Miss Madison, what about Stacy?” She asked, “She doesn’t have a chart? She’s a part of our nest too now, right?”
Madison pursed her lips and asked me, “Do you need a potty chart, Stacy?”
I thought quickly before answering, “No, Miss Madison, Mommy keeps me in diapers – it would be kind of pointless!”
“Well, there you have it, Brooke! Baby Stacy, there doesn’t need one because she already knows she’s not a big girl like you all are.” She paused before smiling, “Unless you don’t need one either, Brooke?”
I looked at the girl turn practically green. She audibly gulped and said, “I guess I do need one since I use the potty, Miss Madison.”
“Good girl!” Madison said with praise. “Now, there are spots on the chart for the morning. Each day I will check and mark whether you were a big girl and have a dry diapee or a wet diapee. Most of you will have a wet diapee, but that’s okay because it’s totally normal in our dorm. No one gets out of bed until I come and do a diaper check on you each morning. If you’re dry, I’ll let you put on whatever underwear you want. If you’re wet, I’ll change you into a pull-up unless you really want to risk having an accident without protection. You are allowed to tell me you want your big girl panties at any time, except bedtime!”
I grimaced - she probably hoped someone would choose that.
“If you wet a pull-up or big girl panties, you might not be ready for them. So I’ll mark that on the second line each day. If you poopy them, that’s another mark I’ll make on the chart.”
Another girl raised her hand, “Miss Madison, Dean Sanders said as long as it wasn’t in class, it was okay if we had a poopy accident?”
Madison laughed like the girl had just done the most mundane task, “of course, Jasmine, it’s okay, silly girl! We just mark it down for the school’s records! One of the things that will be on your report card and transcript each semester is your potty progress. You can get a Gold Star for absolutely no potty accidents. You earn a Silver star for up to five wetting accidents or just one poopy accident, and a Bronze Star if you have no more than ten wetting accidents or two poopy diapers in a semester.”
“Jasmine, you had another question?”
“What happens if we don’t have any stars on our report card?”
“No harm, it just means when businesses look at you for jobs after college, they’ll know they will probably have to accommodate some potty issues.”
She paused and looked around the room, “Okay, so other things – you obviously know the potties are in the bathroom next door, along with the showers. So if you need any help with showering or using the potty, don’t be shy! We also have a bathtub on the floor that I can use to give you a bath if you would prefer a bath.”
I noticed a door marked ‘Potty Room’ on one side of the wall not far from the changing room. Another entry was marked ‘Miss Madison – Nest Hen’ on the outside of it. If I hadn’t known any better, I would have been sure I walked into a daycare rather than a dorm room. I was honestly surprised there weren’t more toys sitting around.
She looked at her watch, “Okay, two other things really quick. I know many of you have your favorite stuffies here, but if you forgot one, please feel free to grab one from the jungle over there,” she nodded her head towards a net of stuffed animals and dolls. “I insist everyone have a friend to sleep with!” She smiled, “I even have my favorite teddy bear that I sleep with each night!”
‘I actually believe that,’ I thought to myself. ‘Gabby had a billion stuffed animals still!’
“Also, if you would like a binky or a night-night baba, that’s fine, but those have to stay in your bed.”
“A binky? Seriously?” A blonde-haired girl asked. “We’re almost the same age! We’re not really babies, you know…?”
Chapter 4: Invitations
“OH, ALYSSA, YOU and I will have a lot of fun! It’s not mandatory at all, but I know some Littles are very comforted by them. I just like to make sure everyone knows this is a safe space, and I don’t have a problem if you need one. I can always lend you a binky for the night to see if you want one?” She smiled, and I swore there was a cartoon-like gleam off her white teeth just then.
“No, thank you, Miss Madison,” she said, clearly remembering her precarious situation.
“The offer is always on the table for anyone!” She said before looking around. “Real quick, I want to make sure everyone has at least heard everyone else introduce themselves! So let’s go around the circle and say who we are, what our major is, and what is our favorite fun thing to do.” She smiled at us, and I noted that I was sitting to the left side and might be going first. “I’m going first,” she said, and I felt a sigh of relief that I didn’t voice. “My name is Miss Madison Trestle, I’m in grad school working on my doctorate in Little Psychiatry, and my favorite thing is to hang out with all of my adorable little friends!”
I wanted to gag at that and noticed another girl across the circle make a fitting face, but no one dared to say anything. “Okay, Stacy, you go next!”
I sighed, “I’m Stacy Westerfield, I’m majoring in Computer Science, and I love to swim.”
“I’m Laura Windsor, majoring in accounting, and I love reading romance novels.”
“I’m Brooke Kestler, I’m majoring in Business, and I love photography.” At about four and a half feet tall, Brooke was one of the tallest Littles in the room. Her brown hair was tied into twin pigtails tied with yellow bows.
Only a head taller than me, the next shortest girl looked to be Asian, “I’m Annie Gao, I’m a math major, and I love calligraphy.”
“I’m Jasmine Cook,” another of the taller of us who was African American started, “I’m a theater major, and I love making funny voices,” she said the last part in a voice that sounded eerily like Madison’s.
“Cute,” Madison said verbally while I noted her eyes looked like she was thinking something entirely different. “Next?”
“I’m Esther Medelsheim, I’m going to be studying Psychology, and I like painting.” Esther was a bit shorter than the girls around her but still way taller than me.
The next girl I noted had a nose piercing but looked of Indian heritage. I remembered that being a standard cultural tradition, “I’m Anaya Anand, and I’ll be studying Biology. I like to embroider scarves and other clothing,” she added. She looked to be just a bit taller than Laura but shorter than most of the girls.
“Chelsea Jackson, hi,” the next girl said nervously while playing with her brown hair. “I’m studying chemistry, and I like to draw.”
“I am Natasha Annikova, I’ll be majoring in Art, and I like being the tallest person in the room other than Miss Madison for once!” Everyone else giggled, and I figured she was still shy of four feet eight inches, but she was indeed the tallest in a room of short girls.
“I’m Alyssa Drummond, I’m going to be a fashion designer, and I love makeup and all of the looks I can make with it.” The blonde-haired girl seemed to epitomize a Barbie Doll or Valley Girl personality… Somehow, I was pretty sure her makeup days were numbered with as cute as she was.
“And last, I’m Gemma Hamilton, I’m majoring in engineering, and I like computer games.” Gemma was short and a little stockier than the rest of the Littles in the room. I had little doubt it would be baby fat before long for her when she was adopted by an Amazon family.
“Okay, now that we all know who each other are, we need to create a name for the nest other than Miss Madison’s nest. Does anyone have any ideas?”
There was an awkward silence with no one speaking up, “How about Mice, Miss Madison?” Annie asked politely. I noted that she was wearing her shirt like Laura and me as a fake dress.
“Hmm… What do you think about that, girls?”
Everyone shrugged, “It works because we’re probably the tiniest nest of Littles?” Laura said.
That had some giggles added to it. “Let me just check and see if anyone has claimed it yet?” Then, as she got onto a tablet and smiled a moment later, she said, “Okay, my little mice, we need to go down and take our dorm picture. Everyone, grab onto the caterpillar!”
I grabbed my backpack on my way to where she had the girls lining up on the rope, and she asked, “Why are you taking your backpack, Stacy?”
“Mrs. Walters told my mommy that I would go home with her after the picture, Miss Madison.”
“Oh then… We’re going to have to find a way for you to spend some more time with the nest sometime this week, Stacy,” she told me.
“I’d like that,” I lied to her with what I hoped looked like a genuine smile. ‘Actually, I would like to hang out with some of the other girls… just not her!
We were led downstairs and to the front of the building. A large set of steps led up to it, and I could see many of the other nests were already lining the steps to prepare for the picture. Madison said, “Mice, let’s go down to the front since we’re the smallest!”
I groaned but found myself sitting with my legs crisscrossed at the front of the picture next to Laura and Annie. “Say cheese!” a cheerful voice said a few minutes later, and I noticed that Amanda was taking her own pictures of it with her phone too. Then, several minutes later, Mrs. Walters called out loudly, “Okay, nests, you need to get upstairs, get your jammies on, lights out at 7:30 for Freshmen, 8:00 for Sophomores and Juniors, and 8:30 for Seniors!”
“Yes, ma’am,” was a chorus of voices as Madison and the other Nest Mothers gathered their chicks, and I reclaimed my backpack from the side where I had sat it and walked over to Amanda.
“Well don’t you look cute!” she said to me as she picked me up and placed me on her side.
I leaned my head onto her shoulder and said, “Always,” as I watched the other Littles look at me in a mixture of horror, disgust, and… jealousy?
I waived at my nest, which all waived at me, and enjoyed my ride on Amanda’s side to the car. “I hope I didn’t embarrass you?” she apologetically said.
“Mommy, with as horrible as the ‘nests’ are, I’m just glad I’m YOUR baby girl!” I told her.
BACK HOME AMANDA carried me inside, and I couldn’t help but feel a bit tired from the day. It was only seven-thirty, though, as we got home, and I certainly didn’t want to be like the other Littles if I could help it! “Daddy was supposed to give Bella a bath already, if he did, I’m going to put her to bed, and then I’ll give you your bath?” She asked.
“I thought we had to take baths together?” I asked, confused.
“Since you’re our big college girl, you have a later bedtime than Bella. She will be like a baby as far as potty, feeding, and bedtime are concerned.”
“I really don’t get it… but maybe you can explain while I’m taking my bath?”
She smiled at me and hugged me, “Sure, sweetie. Do you have your tablet in your backpack? Why don’t you get on it and check tomorrow’s schedule?”
“Okay,” I told her with a smile and walked over to the couch with my backpack. I scaled the mountain, so to speak, and sat down before pulling the bag off my back and opening it up. My transparent tablet seemed to turn on magically as I looked at it. Even after a few days, I couldn’t help but marvel again at how amazing the technology behind it really was! I quickly glanced at the next day’s schedule before pulling up the rest of my emails. I noted emails from my parents, grandparents, Gabby, and several from the university, including Dean Sanders and Mrs. Walters.
I decided Dean Sanders was probably the most important to read first.
Dear Stacy,
It was a pleasure to meet you today with your mommy. I just wanted to welcome you to the university and invite you to come see me if you ever have any problems with anything. I know you’ll be missing out on some support without being on campus for help, but feel free to let me know if you ever feel the need to spend a night or two in the dorm as a sleepover for your study groups. I’m sure your mommy would go along with that, and we could get a portable bed in your nest for the night. If you have any Little friends, they can also go home with you overnight if Mrs. Walters gives her okay.
Your mommy is one of our star professors, and I know you will be one of our star students,
Cordially,
Jacqueline Sanders
Dean of Little Students
‘Just who is Amanda that she gets this kind of deferential treatment?’ I wondered. I would have to look into that more, but I just shrugged and opened Mrs. Walters’s email.
Stacy,
It was a pleasure to meet you and your mommy today! I wanted to suggest that you meet your nest at around 4:30pm tomorrow (today if you’re reading this Tuesday like you should be!) to go to dinner and the orientation events until lights out. It’ll give you a chance to make some friends on campus. It’s not mandatory, but it would be a good thing to do so you can make some more friends! I know Miss Madison will keep a good eye on you for your mommy. She’s also more than welcome to attend with you if she would prefer to! See you soon,
Mrs. Walters
Wenig Hall House Mother
I thought through the fact that according to the university, I should be in bed and decided to not reply to either message until the morning. As much as I didn’t want to spend time with Madison, I guessed it wasn’t a terrible idea to hang out with them either… As I opened my parents’ and grandparents’ emails, they were just quick ‘Good luck’ emails on the first day. Gabby’s was basically the same, along with some stories about her own first day.
While I was sitting there, I messed around with the tablets apps some more and remembered something I had wanted to try with it. Back home, my iPad had been great for sketching on. I’d only taken one year of art in school, but I loved how easy it was to sketch detailed charcoal and ink drawings on the iPad. It was something I found out I was pretty good at. So I opened my backpack and found the Little-sized stylus that had been at the Little store and then opened a drawing app on my new tablet to see if it would work.
I smiled as I found it worked better than my Apple Pencil had! ‘What to draw?’ I thought for a moment before seeing a picture hanging up in the living room of Amanda and me from before the cake the other day. ‘When did they have that printed…?’ I had to wonder before deciding it was a good project.
I had made pretty good progress on sketching it out when Amanda came downstairs and asked, “Ready for your bath?”
I nodded, slipped my tablet and stylus back into the backpack, and held my hands out to her in the universal ‘pick me up please’ gesture. Apparently, Amanda didn’t need to be told twice, and she scooped me up and gave me a hug. “Everything okay?” she asked as we went upstairs to the bathroom, where the water was already running in the tub.
I nodded while quickly letting go of a stream of urine in my diaper so I could be empty. “Just a strange day,” I told her.
She nodded and helped me out of my shirt dress, exposing my wet diaper. “You need to get more liquids in you, Stacy,” she said as she pulled it off. I looked down and noted it was pretty yellow inside.
“I’ll try and remember to drink the bottle of water you have in there for me tomorrow,” I told her, “but I didn’t really have a lot of downtimes to drink anything after dinner?”
She squeezed me, “we’ll figure it out,” she told me as she lifted me and placed me in the filled tub with lots of bubbles. “So, what’s the schedule for tomorrow?”
“Well, at nine in the morning, they have some tours and buses to show everyone around the city… I figure that’s not really needed?”
She shook her head, “No, you can skip that one. I doubt they let many Littles even go on that one unless it’s to tour all of the daycare and adoption centers?”
I tensed but nodded, “Sounds about right,” I said softly while thinking of the girls I had been with a while ago and imagining each with a mother like Cassie or Chloe. Then, finally, I shook my head and said, “There’s a university welcome ceremony at eleven that looks like it’s the last parent and student event. Then there’s the programming placement exam at two.”
“You’ll be fine on that, sweetie,” she said as she moved a mitt up and down my back.
I shrugged, “Even if I’m not, I’m okay with it. That’s why I came here!”
“Anything else tomorrow?”
“Well, Mrs. Walters sent me an email asking me to go to the dorm about 4:30 to hang out with my nest, go to dinner, and then do the orientation events until it’s bedtime for the Littles?”
“Do you want to?” She asked, “Lean forward a bit, baby,” she said as she cleaned my rear. I blushed as I didn’t think that would ever feel normal…
“I guess?” I paused and added, “I’m a little worried about spending too much time around Madison.”
“Did she do anything to you earlier?” Amanda asked with some steel in her voice.
“She insisted on helping me get dressed?”
“Not surprised there?”
“And checked my diaper by squeezing it like you do.”
“Normal?”
“Then she put her finger inside the diaper to make sure it was dry...”
“That little bitch!” Amanda said then, and as I turned, I saw the face of a furious momma bear.
“I know… What did Madison do to everyone else, though?” I asked sadly.
Amanda quietly washed my hair before saying, “Unfortunately, she’s now assigned as your Nest Hen and is one of the people you can’t refuse to change you… And I don’t think I’ll get anywhere with an abuse case this time. If she does it again, I want you to say these exact words, ‘My Mommy said she’s the only one who can touch me like that. Please just wipe me with a wipe and change my diapee.’” She paused, and I let it sink in, “If she continues, you have a good case to file an abuse claim, and she’ll know that.”
I nodded, “Okay…” paused, then said, “I guess I do want to go to that event just so I can make some friends. Maybe even after they’re adopted?”
She nodded, “You do need friends, dear.”
“I wish I could go to the Casino night event at 8pm to maybe hang out with Mia or someone like Megan!”
“They’d find some way to give you some demerits if you did,” Amanda told me, “best to pretend I’m making you go to bed like every other freshman Little at 7:30. In fact, make sure you don’t send any emails or anything after that either?”
I nodded, “I’d already thought about that and didn’t respond to either Mrs. Walters or Dean Sanders.”
“Dean Sanders emailed you?”
I was just sitting in the tub as she sat back and looked at me. I filled her in on what the emails had said. It was probably time for me to get out, but I said, “Mommy?”
“Yes, Princess?”
“So, what’s going on with Bella? You said you would explain it to me in the bath…?”
I looked up where Amanda knelt closer to the tub. Her face was definitely clouded with a mixture of concern and embarrassment as she sighed, “I did, didn’t I?” she pushed a hair out of her face with a wet hand and said, “I wish I understood what I was doing myself.” She seemed to think for a moment before unplugging the tub and wrapping me in a towel, “Let’s get a diaper on you, and we’ll go sit in the rocker downstairs, and I’ll try and explain.”
I was dried quickly, wrapped in a towel with my hair wrapped in what was probably a washcloth for her, before carrying me to the nursery where I could hear Bella softly snoring in our crib. Amanda just grabbed a diaper and a onesie quickly before leaving back downstairs. I was laid down on a changing pad she had downstairs and swiftly diapered, dressed in the onesie, and then she grabbed a comb and a brush and sat down with me in the rocker.
“So, Bella?” I asked again as she began combing through my hair.
“Daddy and Grandpa saw some more signs of that group we ran into when they were getting her stuff earlier. So when my dad got to her apartment, he kept everyone out for a few minutes and ran some scanning equipment. Dad found the whole place had been wired for video and sound. Once he disabled it all, they began loading her stuff up. Soon after, a lady claiming to be from Little Protective Services went up to Daddy flashed a badge. She claimed she was investigating a case of a neglected Little and asked what they were doing?”
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Chapters 5 and 6
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 5: Cartoons
MY EYES GREW wide with the information that LPS was investigating already. “What happened?”
“Fred had just sat Bella down in a playpen with a bottle of juice and a fresh diaper. I guess the woman pushed her way through the door to look around for a few minutes before talking to him. She had to admit it looked like they were doing a good job of cleaning up the Littles mess, and she seemed to be well cared for now. Some of her comments alluded that if she was discovered not being a good baby girl for her new parents, maybe someone else could better help her?”
“That’s horrible!” I breathed. “But… how far do they expect you to go?” I asked nervously.
“Well, that’s the thing… we’d already talked to Bella about something like this happening. So that’s when she told us last night just to go ahead and treat her like a baby with most things. Height-wise, she’s a little shorter than a two-year-old, but she’s so skinny the younger infant clothes fit her better. So she asked us to treat her like she’s about eighteen months old as far as the potty, eating, sleeping, and everything else.”
“You’re not going to…?”
“We don’t have to do anything else, Stacy. At that age, she’s old enough to crawl, walk, or run. She can feed herself finger foods and eat solid foods, but she’s still young enough that nursing and using her baba and pacifier are considered normal.”
“What about doing stuff like getting on the computer or playing with things other than dolls? Her sewing?”
“With an adult supervising, we’ll let her do some of those. However, the sewing will have to wait for a couple of months until we’re sure LPS will leave well enough alone.”
“And me?”
“What about you?”
“What about LPS and me?”
“Oh, silly girl, you’re fine. You’re a well-adjusted Little who, as far as they’re concerned, knows her place is in her diapees but is too smart not to go to school.”
I nodded, “It’s not fair though that I get to do some things she can’t?”
“Like?”
“Like she’s already in bed by eight?”
“Remember you have those nanites, Stacy – Bella’s a normal Little. Normal Littles, even independent ones, rarely stay up past nine! Remember, we have our long days here. Bella has gone to bed around eight for her whole life. So it’s not like it’s a punishment.”
I looked at the clock and saw it was nine-thirty, “So do I have a bedtime?”
“Well, I’d definitely say before your Mommy and Daddy!”
“Obviously, kind of hard to get into my crib by myself!”
“Exactly! So probably no later than eleven on most weeknights?”
I nodded, “Okay, I guess I can live with that.”
Amanda kept stroking through my hair until it was dry enough that she could loosely braid it. “Umm, Mommy? When am I going to be able to get my hair done?”
“I have an appointment for you and your sister at nine tomorrow?”
“That soon?” I asked, suddenly a bit nervous.
“I figured tomorrow was the best time with the tours going on?”
I nodded, “What are we doing with it?”
“I thought maybe you could just have the length evened up to just above your shoulders, and we’ll get it curled under?” Then, she suggested, “Probably also have them cut bangs into your hair?”
I nodded, knowing that could be way worse, “So I can still have a ponytail or pigtails?”
She smiled at me and hugged me, “Yep!”
“What about Bella?”
“We’re going to get hers done into a short bob,” she told me, “it’s a pretty normal looking cut for a Little her size to have,” she added.
“How long will you have to treat her like this?” I asked, going back to our earlier conversation.
She squeezed me in a hug and whispered, “only as long as we have to, and she wants to continue with it. If she decides she really wants to be done with it at some point, I’ll let you make contact with some people to get her free.”
I smiled back at her and returned the hug.
“Now, I spoke with a few colleagues about your placement test for tomorrow since I’ve never really paid much attention to it. They said you can choose which language you want to use as long as it’s something they have a compiler for.”
“Okay… You know which ones I understand – which should I use?”
“I think if you base your answers off what you called C#, that would be best?” She said, and I nodded, “It’s not exactly the same with some of the higher-order language functions of what’s current here, but it’s close enough that whatever you code should compile.”
“Okay… what’s different about the newer version you all use?” I asked, thinking back to our earlier conversation where it had been apparent that they seemed to have had all of our languages decades earlier than we did.
“Most of the differences have to do with some of the AI Cognitive Mapping functions we’re using in my studies...”
We had a totally nerdy conversation as she told me about some of the things she was working on. It turns out that AI and nanites were her primary focus. Her studies were based on the hopes of making it possible to remotely start civilizations on other planets with pre-built habitat domes. It was something straight out of science fiction, but it sounded really cool! She’d also been involved at low levels with the coding foundations for Tessa but wasn’t directly hands-on with the project anymore, so she didn’t know how far she had come along until last week.
When all was said and done, it was ten-thirty when Fred peaked his head in and said he was going to bed. As he left, Amanda asked, “You want a bottle before bed?”
“I’d rather nurse,” I said sadly.
“Well, you didn’t have any poopy accidents today? So let’s let your body clear until this weekend, and we’ll try to go back to nights?”
I nodded and sat comfortably on her hip as she filled a bottle with regular milk and some honey, heated it up, then sat down with me and fed the bottle to me while she hummed a lullaby to send me off to sleep.
I WOKE UP the following day to the flash of a camera. I blinked and came to the slow realization that I was being held. As I became more aware, I realized that I was serving as a teddy bear for Bella, who hadn’t apparently become aware of the attention yet. I looked up at Amanda and said, “Do you have to take pictures all of the time?”
“No, just when there’s an adorable moment,” Amanda said, smiling down at me.
“What…?” I heard behind me as Bella stirred. “Let me sleep in!”
“I need you to let your sister go, Bella; she has to get ready for her day, and so do you!” Amanda said as she reached down and lightly tickled Bella’s side.
“Stop it!” she whined while I made my escape.
I noticed that I really needed to pee and let it go into the dry diaper while Amanda picked me up. She felt my diaper warming and asked, “needed to go, huh?”
“Wish I would just go in my sleep and not think about it,” I admitted to her.
She squeezed me and said, “can you wait until after breakfast for a change?”
I thought about it for a second, then nodded, “Yeah.”
Fred came in right then, and she passed me to him, “Would you get Stacy going with breakfast? I made some oatmeal and cut up some fruit for her that’s on the table.”
“Sure, sweetie,” he told her as he took me and gave me a gentle squeeze.
As he carried me out the door, I watched Amanda pick Bella up and move towards the rocking chair to nurse her. I sighed heavily as he cradled me and walked downstairs, “Are you sure you don’t want to just avoid her milk forever, Stacy?” Then, as we made it to the bottom step, he asked, “I think you might never kick the habit if you start again?”
I shook my head, “Pretty sure… but you’re right, it’s an addiction. Every time I see Bella nursing, see Aman… Mommy pumping, or another Little feeding from their mommy… it causes this huge craving!”
“Is it getting easier?” He asked as he gently sat me down in the highchair and began buckling the harness.
I thought and shook my head, “Not really…?”
“Hmm… I wonder if there’s something you missed with the nanites? Most Littles who escape from their ‘parents’ seem to be able to move on with life without that problem?” he asked as he velcroed a bib onto my neck.
I shrugged, “I don’t know?” and added, “How active are the nanites still?”
“That would be a Mommy question, Stacy, but I think they are at least present still. Even if they are deactivated, I’m pretty sure they don’t leave your body completely.”
He put the tray on the highchair before placing the oatmeal, fruit, and coffee in front of me. The spoon sat in the oatmeal, and I drank a large gulp of coffee before beginning to carefully eat. I could feel the cloth padding of the seat’s cover on my legs since the onesie I was wearing only covered my diaper. ‘Oatmeal with Amanda’s milk is a lot better than this,’ I whined in my mind as I took each bite but kept eating it a spoonful at a time, alternating it with the fruit to help with the taste.
Fred read something on a tablet as I ate, so it was quiet enough for me to just think. ‘The nanites… I wonder if they can be programmed still?’ The thought of being able to maybe do something about the side effects of her milk and who knows what else was intriguing. I thought back to the code from the lab and remembered I had managed to get a copy of it onto my own computer. ‘Maybe I can hack my own nanites?’ I thought with a bit of a grin.
“All done?” Amanda interrupted my thoughts as she deposited a sleepy Bella into her highchair. She was dressed in a frilly pink bodysuit outfit with a skirt that hung well above the bottom of the crotch that was snapped shut. The result was that it easily showed off her pink princess diaper to the sides of the flap. Her long hair was pulled back into a simple ponytail that descended halfway down her back, making sense with us getting a haircut.
I gulped the last sip of coffee and nodded, “I guess so.”
“Let’s get you changed then and dressed so we can get going,” she pronounced as she came over to me, pulled the tray off, unbuckled me, and picked me up. “Do you need to use your potty?” she asked.
I thought for a second and shook my head, “not right now?”
“You sure?”
I nodded, “we’ll be able to come home before going to the university later?”
“Yes, we’ll have to drop off your baby sister,” she told me.
I just shook my head at the absurdity of having an older adult, over a foot and half taller than me, being called my baby sister! She pulled my wet diaper off upstairs and wiped me before asking, “What kind of diaper do you want, sweetie?”
“Just a regular Pamper?” I asked, “I don’t need anything thicker… right?”
She shook her head, “No, but I just wanted to make sure you didn’t want a thinner one?”
I shrugged, “All the girls last night saw my diaper, and I made no attempt to hide I’m not using the potty. Madison talked about their potty with them when one of the girls tried to pick on me.”
“What did she do?” Amanda seemed more than a little bit upset about me being picked on.
“It wasn’t anything big; she just wanted to know why I didn’t have a potty chart…?”
“You said?”
“Well, actually, Madison did ask me then if I needed one… I told her my mommy keeps me in diapers, so a potty chart would be kind of pointless!”
Amanda laughed then, “Okay, you handled that well.”
I nodded, and Amanda and I chatted as she dressed me in my uniform. As she finished, she handed me a dark green leather lanyard wallet that my student ID was now in and visible. “When did you buy this?”
“Yesterday while you were in your Little seminar,” she said as she quickly pulled my hair out of the braid that she did the night before. Then, she let it just hang loose around my head. “I can’t wait to have this styled, so I can do more with it!” she told me with a smile.
I shrugged, “Just as long as it’s not too short!”
“Don’t worry, Stacy, I want to have at least one daughter that I can play with her hair!”
‘One daughter?’ Before remembering the plans for shortening Bella’s hair to a short bob. It was sad, given how pretty her long hair was!
Soon enough, both of us were strapped into our car seats with pacifiers in our mouths and on the road to whatever salon she had chosen. Suddenly, the video screen she had strapped to the middle above our heads came to life, and a cartoon began showing. “Umm… Mommy? Is this safe?” I asked nervously.
“Yes, Stacy, it’s a regular Amazon cartoon with no messages. I did a lot of digging to make sure it was safe.”
“Okay…” I said and found myself watching a cartoon that was a cross between Dora the Explorer and a Disney Princess cartoon. I decided it had some decent production value, almost like an anime back home. We were nearly done with the episode hitting a cliffhanger when Amanda stopped the car, and the video turned off.
“Mommy!” Bella whined, “It was just at the best part!”
Amanda giggled as she came around and unbuckled me first, “It’s okay, it’ll be there when we leave. Let’s go get my two princesses pretty, though!”
To my surprise, she pulled the pacifier I’d forgotten from my mouth and left it in the car seat while she sat me down on the ground. I followed at a close distance behind her while she went to the other side to grab Bella. While she was gathering her up, I looked at the strip mall salon and saw it was named ‘Little Styles for Big Lives.’
“Come on, Princess,” Amanda called to me when she had our diaper bag over one shoulder and carried Bella on her other hip.
‘Why isn’t she carrying me?’ I wondered a little as I ran after her, taking four steps for every one of Amanda’s trying to keep up with her long legs! ‘I wonder what it will be like to go for a girl’s haircut?’
As she pushed the door open, a happy electronic chime sounded. “Welcome to Little Styles!” A plump Amazon woman said as we walked in.
“I have an appointment for my two Little girls?” Amanda told her.
“Absolutely; what’s the last name?”
“Westerfield.”
“Got you right here! We should have both of your stylists ready to go here in a couple minutes. Why don’t you wait over there, and we’ll call you back in a sec? I’ll make sure they put your two princesses in adjoining chairs!”
“Thanks!” Amanda said and carried us over to some chairs next to your typical waiting area where small children were involved. Many baby toys sat inside a fenced play area, while magazines covered a table in front of some chairs. Amanda sat down with Bella still in her arms, and I climbed into the chair next to her.
‘This is weird,’ I thought to myself. ‘Why is Amanda making me walk and basically ignoring babying me?’ There was no doubt I was feeling jealous of Bella getting to get carried!
Chapter 6: Lifestyles
AS WE SAT down, Bella was given a bottle in exchange for her pacifier, and I just had to sit there hoping I wouldn’t go stir crazy. Amanda surprised me by handing me my phone, which made me smile. I began looking around my apps and e-mail.
‘I should reply to Dean Sanders and Mrs. Walters,’ and began quick, but professional sounding, replies to both thanking Dean Sanders and letting Mrs. Walters know I would be coming as suggested. I had just hit send on my e-mail to Mrs. Walters when I heard, “Westerfield?”
A tall Amazon woman and a much shorter Betweener man stood by the desk waiting for us. I hopped down while Amanda pulled Bella’s bottle from her mouth, replaced it with her pacifier, and followed them back. “I’ll take care of your little one,” the Amazon woman said, and I expected her to take me, but instead, she took Bella and sat her in a weird stylist chair with a harness and spots to tie down your arms and legs.
“And I’ll work on you, sweetie,” the Betweener said, “I’m Alex,” with a very effeminate voice.
‘Talk about living down to your stereotypes,’ I nearly giggled but appreciated someone slightly closer to my size. Alex directed me to a chair that was next to the other booth. This one seemed to be more like a regular salon chair back home. It was probably sized for a Little, but I was so small that I was still a bit small for it, but other than that, it seemed to be an ordinary chair. “I’m Stacy,” I told him after a moment when I had climbed up.
“And who’s this?” The woman asked in a sickly baby talk voice.
“Bella,” she said softly around the pacifier.
“You must have just found a new home, huh?” She asked.
Bella nodded nervously.
“Well, Mommy, what are we doing with her hair today?” the Amazon woman asked Amanda.
“I thought she would be adorable with a short bob? Maybe just a bit below her ears, so it’s not so easy to get in her din-din?”
“Easier to clean and take care of too?” The woman looked for a moment before nodding, “It’ll be a great look for her. Anything else you want? I can do a perm?”
“Nah, the Shirley Temple days are long gone; I’m not a fan of curly hair.”
“I can understand that. It’s a pain to maintain, too!” the woman replied. “Now, do we need the arm and leg straps? You just got her, right?”
“You can go without those; Bella is a pretty good girl, and the harness should be enough.”
“We’ll see, huh?” the lady said before getting to work.
The Betweener then asked, “Ma’am, what are we doing on your big girl today?”
“She can tell you,” Amanda said.
I must have looked like a deer in the headlights then, but I said softly, “Can you even it up to my shoulders to where I can curl it under? Then cut my bangs? I still want to be able to put it in a ponytail or pigtails?”
“How about some layering?” He asked me as he studied my hair.
I shrugged, “Sure.”
“Okay, with you, Mom?” He asked Amanda.
“Sounds perfect to me,” she said in reply and settled down in a chair across from us.
My first ever experience in a salon was definitely a new one for me. Alex washed my hair before beginning to snip with his scissors, and I had to fight from crying at all of the hair falling everywhere. But, I tried to stay calm because Bella certainly wasn’t quiet next to me.
“Oww…” she cried at one point, and I hoped she was okay. But, from what I could tell, sobs were definitely coming from around her pacifier.
“It’s okay, Baby,” Amanda cooed at one point.
I eventually felt like I really needed to go pee and let it out into my diaper without even thinking much about it. After a while longer, I really began to feel the need to go the other way but fought to hold it in. ‘Pooping in this chair seems more than slightly embarrassing!’ Just as Alex finished with my hair and turned me towards a mirror, a small fart probably gave away my need to go to Amanda. “What do you think, Princess?”
I looked at my face and turned my head back and forth. The haircut was adorable on the little girl in the mirror! The fact that I was that little girl was still a bit of a shock - but I definitely liked it! With the haircut and my uniform, I looked like I might be about eight to ten years old. Well… at least if the size was taken out of the picture!
I smiled, “Thank you, I love it!”
“What do you think, Mom?” he asked as I saw Amanda stand up, now holding a Bella with shockingly shorter hair. Whereas my haircut added to my age, hers made her look like a young toddler.
“She’s beautiful, just like my big princess!” she smiled and kissed my head. “We’ll have to get her nails done next time we come in!”
“Our nail tech is great, actually, and all our nail polish is kid-safe! We do that, so if she sucks her thumb still, there’s no worry about what she’s eating,” the Amazon that had cut Bella’s hair said.
‘Great…’ I mumbled to myself, knowing I had sucked my thumb on numerous occasions to deal with someone like that.
“Let’s go pay, then we’ll go home and show Daddy!”
I reached the ground with help from Alex, who I turned around and said, “Thank you for treating me like a big girl today.”
He smiled widely at me and leaned down to whisper, “That’s why I’m here, honey, the big girls get me! Just make sure your mom asks for me in the future, kay?”
I smiled and gave him a hug before following Amanda to the front. After she paid and I began waiting for her at the car to put me in my car seat, the urge to poop became stronger. ‘Come on, you can hold it!’ I screamed at myself as the car began moving again. I distracted myself with the video that came back on, but there wasn’t much else to try and forget what was going on. As soon as she parked in the garage, I asked, “Mommy, can you please hurry? I need to go potty bad!”
“Just a moment Stacy,” she told me calmly as she came around to my door, picked me up gently, opened the kitchen door, and sat me down.
I hurried to the potty, pulled my skirt up, let the wet diaper plop beneath me, and sat down on the potty just in time for a mess that I was glad hadn’t gone into my diaper!
“What a big girl you are!” Amanda cooed at me as she came inside with Bella in her arms. She carried her straight to the playpen and sat her down. “Bella, I’m going to be right back,” she told her and came over to where I was sitting with the wet diaper lying in front of me and still on the potty.
“Lean forward, baby, so I can wipe you,” she told me. Then, a moment later, “what did you eat yesterday? This is icky!”
I thought back and said, “I had that bottle of regular milk last night?”
She nodded, “Maybe…?”
Once I was cleaned up, she handed me another Pamper and said, “put this on while I clean out your potty. I think Daddy’s upstairs in your nursery; if you want to go show him your new haircut then?”
“Can I wash my hands first?”
“Sure, sweetie, just let me go clean this out. This is worse than normal!”
I peeked in as I stood up and agreed. The watery stool was particularly putrid for some reason, but I was proud to have held it for what must have been a solid hour! I leaned against the cabinets and put on the fresh diaper just as she collected the wet diaper in a ball and tossed it in a new diaper genie that I hadn’t seen before. “When did you get that?” I asked as she picked me up to wash my hands in the sink.
“Yesterday, your Daddy made a trip to the store with Bella to pick up a few more things. With two of you in diapers in the house, it seemed like a good idea to have one downstairs too.”
I nodded as she sat me down and asked, “Mommy may I have my phone back so I can take a selfie of my new hair?”
She laughed, “Teenage girls are all alike!” She produced it, and I ran upstairs to show Fred and find the mirror in my room. I just caught her picking up Bella and saying, “Let’s have a snack, and then I want you to take a nap for your Daddy before lunch.”
‘This must be what it feels like to be a big sister normally… But I hate how jealous I am that she’s getting all of the attention from Amanda! And, all of her milk!’
Upstairs I found Fred assembling a pink bed in the nursery. It took me a second before my brain stopped, and I said, “Daddy, why are you putting a big girl’s bed in here?”
“Well, Stacy, we needed to get another bed for Bella. But your mommy and I decided we’d surprise you with a big girls princess bed since you’re the older sister!”
I felt my mouth drop slightly as I realized that a toddler’s bed had ironically become a big step up for me! First, of course, the bed was ridiculously pink and cute. It was obviously meant to be a bed fit for a ‘princess,’ featuring tall bedposts topped with crowns and flowery painted details that were so sickeningly sweet I knew every mom in the world would awe over. I ran over to him and hugged him, “Thank you, Daddy,” I told him.
“You’re very welcome, Stacy. Now Mommy will talk to you about the rules of sleeping in a big girl’s bed later, but why don’t you try it out?” He smiled at me.
I kicked off my shoes and hopped onto the exposed mattress of my new bed with a smile on my face. No longer being contained by bars every night was something I could really appreciate! There was still a babyish railing along half of the bed to keep a toddler from rolling out of bed. But, other than that, it was pretty nice! The mattress even felt nice and firm, like I liked!
Amanda came in without Bella and said, “Do you like your new bed?”
I jumped off the bed, ran over to her, and said, “Thank you, Mommy!” Then, as she picked me up and hugged me, I asked, “Why, Mommy?”
“You’re a big college girl Stacy. You should be in a big girl’s bed!” She sounded sad about it. “As much as I want to baby you all of the time, it’s not necessarily the smartest choice if you have to get by.”
“We also want to offer you the option of pull-ups at home if you want them,” Fred added.
I shook my head, “There are no small potties for me at school, so I’ll just keep my Pampers if that’s okay?”
“Sure, sweetheart,” Amanda said.
“Don’t you two need to get to the luncheon?”
“Oh, yes, we do,” Amanda said and checked my diaper before saying, “Oh, Daddy, what did you think about Princess Stacy’s new haircut?”
“It’s beautiful, just like her,” he replied as he came and hugged us both and kissed me on the forehead and her on the lips. “Have a good time Stacy,” he said.
“Thanks, Daddy,” I told him.
“Bella is taking a nap after her snack, honey. She had a hard time dealing with the haircut earlier…” she added.
Fred looked pained but said, “Okay, I’ll check on her in a bit. I just have a few more things to do in here for Stacy. We might go out shopping for a few more things later… Or, go to the park or something.”
“Okay, Dear,” she told him before walking downstairs with me and setting me down so I could grab my backpack and see that Bella was indeed out like a light bulb.
‘Poor Bella,’ I couldn’t help but think while remaining supremely confused about my own status. Other than helping me into the car seat, I didn’t feel like Amanda treated me at all like a baby as we traveled to the university. ‘Why does that bother me…?’ I wondered. ‘Do I like being babied?’
As much as I hated to admit it, I decided the answer was ‘yes, yes I do.’ I didn’t want to be one of Cassie or Chloe’s abused Littles, but the loving treatment Amanda was giving Bella was making me completely jealous. ‘I know she talked about having to have me grow up… but I guess I wasn’t expecting her to really do that.’
Apparently, my thumb found my mouth on the way because Amanda said, “You want to lose that tasty thumb before others see you?”
I blushed but pulled it out and let her wipe it off with a baby wipe she held in her hand. After discreetly tossing that into a trash bag hanging from the seat, she picked me up and sat me down on the ground. “So, this is supposed to be the last time we’re supposed to see you until Labor Day,” she teased me.
“I guess I’m not going to get that lucky, huh?” I teased her back.
I walked alongside her, having left my backpack in the car since I didn’t need it yet. The luncheon was apparently in a location called Venture Commons. I discovered that it was a vast indoor athletic facility with plenty of space for tables for all of the new students and their parents. I could see as we walked in that each table was covered with an elegant place setting. “Professor Westerfield!” a voice greeted us as we approached the front of the line.
“President Nitsche!” Amanda replied happily with a smile at the voice.
I looked to see a huge man with graying hair and a nice suit on. Amanda stopped next to where he was standing by the ropes of the line. “What brings our distinguished professor to an opening undergrad event?”
“My daughter, Stacy,” she said and patted my head with a smile.
I decided to go for broke and try a curtsy, “Pleased to meet you, sir.”
“Aren’t you adorable?” He said with a smile, “Nice to meet you too!” Then, he looked at Amanda, “I had totally forgotten about your Little exchange student. Surely this can’t be her?” he seemed surprised, “I thought she’d be larger?”
“So, did I,” I said with a smirk. I became a bit self-conscious when I realized many students and parents were staring at our conversation.
“Something either about a second trip through the gate or something… we’re not really sure what happened to her,” Amanda told him, “but she’s every bit as intelligent as we hoped she’d be.”
“That’s great! It’s unusual to let a Little live off-campus… or even accept an adopted Little to the university, but you do have an unconventional way about you, my dear.”
Amanda smiled at him in response.
At that point, he said, “It’s nice to meet you, Stacy. Please let me know if you ever need anything, ladies. I know you’ll want to eat something soon!”
As we traveled down the remaining distance, the stares continued, and I wondered just what I didn’t know! At the front of the line, attendants were seating the students and families as they came in. “One adult and a highchair?” ours asked.
“No, two chairs, please, but a booster seat would be helpful?” Amanda asked.
“We can do that,” the lady said and directed us to follow her to a table.
When we arrived, I couldn’t help but feel a sinking feeling as a family took up four of the eight chairs. A mother, a tall Amazon college daughter, and two highchair-bound Little girls sat across from Amanda and me. Their Little girls were sandwiched between the mother and her daughter. Amanda possessively sat between their mother and me. We were joined by a geeky-looking but tall Amazon boy and his mother a moment later.
As I was helped by Amanda into the booster seat, the ‘mother’ of the Littles helpfully said, “They do have high chairs available if you ask for them.”
“That’s okay, my daughter will be fine in a booster. It’s just a matter of helping her reach the table,” she smiled at the woman.
“To each their own,” the woman said snippily.
With that, I had a moment to stare at the two Little girls. She clearly had some treatments to them as they both had babyish smiles practically plastered on their faces. Drool dripped from their mouths to their bibs, and both alternated holding and gnawing on teething toys that were pointless with their teeth removed. Finally, one started to fuss a little, and the mother said, “Phoebe, here’s a jar of food for Fifi, would you spoon feed it to her?”
“Yes, Mom, I’ll feed the rugrat.” She looked at the jar and said, “Mom, really? You’re making me feed her carrots again? I have things to go to later, and I’m going to be a mess because she hates them!”
“She loves carrots,” her mom said condescendingly. “Just do it.”
“Rugrat, you’d better not spit this up all over me,” the girl warned severely to her sister, who began whimpering.
“Be nice, Phoebe. You won’t see your sisters for four months while you’re here at school.”
“Hi, I’m Jackson,” the boy next to me said suddenly.
I looked up at the tall boy and said, “I’m Stacy; nice to meet you!”
“I see you have a uniform on? So you’re a student?”
“Yep!” I smiled, “I know I’m short, but I can’t wait to start classes here!”
“What are you going to study? I’m studying Computer Science?”
“Me too!” I said with a smile.
“Hi, I’m her mother, Doctor Westerfield,” Amanda said to him.
I watched his eyes go like bug crazy and really began to wonder just who she was. “The professor of AI studies?”
“That’s me,” Amanda said.
“I’m Janice, his mother,” the lady next to him said.
“You’re really bringing a Little that cute to the university?” Phoebe’s mom asked, suddenly interrupting after spooning a mouthful of peas to the Little closest to her. “She’ll be adopted before she graduates and can use her degree.”
I smiled at her and said, “Actually, I’m already adopted, ma’am, so while you’re right, you’re also incorrect.”
The lady snarled at me, “Be quiet! Baby girls should be seen and not heard.”
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Chapters 7 and 8
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 7: La La Land
“THE WORLD VIEW of a dinosaur, Mom,” Phoebe said, “Please shut up, so you don’t embarrass us anymore?”
“Young lady!” her mom said.
“I don’t have to put up with this anymore, Mom. Yes, I agree that Littles are cute! But before you brainwashed, modified, and otherwise enslaved these two women, they were fairly bright adults living just fine on their own. Some Littles are more than capable of taking care of themselves and doing things. Leave it alone.”
My opinion of Phoebe went way up then!
“You…!”
Thankfully before her mom could speak anymore, a man stood up at the podium and introduced himself. “I’m Doctor Donald Machnar, Dean of the College of Arts and Sciences, and it’s my distinct pleasure to welcome all of our new students and their parents to this traditional event!”
An exceptionally long, at least to me, procession of speakers came up to greet everyone. President Nitsche was the final speaker, and finally, at the end of his speech, he said, “And now for what you really came here for, lunch! From what I understand, they want this side of the room to start, and we’ll move towards the other direction.”
For once in my life, I was shocked to see I was sitting on the lucky side that got to start! I wasted little time scrambling off the seat and joining Amanda in a line at an extensive buffet. I knew Emerson was an expensive private university, but I was genuinely shocked that they had colossal crab legs, steak, and sides for everyone at the buffet! My expensive-looking plastic fake china plate was heavy when I finished going through the line with Amanda and went back to the table. She set the plate on the table and helped me back into my seat. Unfortunately, the offensive mother was sitting there openly breastfeeding one of the Littles then. I definitely wasn’t jealous this time; her personality was terrible, and I couldn’t imagine nursing milk from a witch like that!
She glared at my plate of real food, and I saw the first signs of anything being left in ‘Fifi’s’ eyes as she looked enviously at the crab. I looked guiltily back down to the plate. Even though there was nothing that I could do for her, I felt terrible for eating real food in front of her. To my right, Jackson soon rejoined us, and in between bites, he began asking me about myself.
“Well… I’m actually from the other dimension?” I told him. “I came here to study here since Emerson is so far ahead of our dimension.”
“That is awesome! I’ve heard that… Although I once got to try a video game from your dimension, it was so much better than ours!”
“Which one?”
“Grand Theft Auto…” he said quietly to me.
I laughed, “Great game… Unfortunately, I didn’t bring it with me. I did bring some other games and systems, though.”
“Seriously?” He asked excitedly. “Any chance I could come over and try them sometime?”
Amanda made a noise, and he looked sheepish, “With your mom’s permission, of course…?”
She giggled then, so he knew she wasn’t really upset. “Classes have to come first. If you and Stacy maintain a 3.5 or better at midterms, I’ll let her have you over for a gaming session.”
“You just don’t want to share,” I said to her with my tongue out.
He laughed then as she nodded and agreed, “No, I don’t.”
Phoebe looked miserable when she returned with a plate of food for herself and her mom, who had switched to Fifi on her other breast. “You know you could help out here,” her mom told her. “I know how many pads you go through a day.”
“Mother…” poor Phoebe hissed as her face turned red.
“I’m just saying, it’s a waste of good milk?”
“That’s it, I’ll see you at Christmas!” Phoebe said to her mother as she stood up. She looked at us apologetically, “Sorry to disturb your lunch. Hopefully, we’ll have a more pleasant meeting sometime. Stacy?” She said, “Not all of us share my mother’s beliefs, and I hope we have a class together sometime and talk!” She turned her back and walked away as her mother pulled the Little girl from her breast and began chasing her with both Littles in her hands as best she could without really pulling her shirt up properly.
“She was a piece of work,” Jackson’s mother said.
Amanda just nodded and we sort of tried to ignore what had just happened!
When all four of us had finished lunch, we excused ourselves and left the center. It was a bit after this dimension’s noon hour, and I had a while to kill before the exam. “I’m guessing you need a diaper change?” Amanda asked me softly when we were away.
I realized I hadn’t gone yet and nodded as I released my bladder into my diaper. “Yeah… stop by a bathroom somewhere?”
“We could go to the university bookstore and look around there?” Amanda suggested, “There’ll be a bathroom there you can change your diaper in.”
“You’re not going to?”
“You need to get used to it,” she told me with a pained expression.
I ended up nodding, “I guess. Let’s stop by the car and grab my backpack?”
A plan was made, we walked to the lot she had parked. Amanda took a moment to make sure I had a few spare diapers in the bag before we left the car. When she was done, I slung it on my shoulders and walked, holding her hand to the student union. She led me to a downstairs bathroom just inside and pushed me to a stall while she went in another next to me.
I was really weirded out with the change in her behavior, but I shook it off and pulled a clean diaper and my wipes from the backpack. Then, holding my skirt up carefully, I pulled the tapes off the diaper and let it lay on the floor while I wiped myself quickly and methodically and dropped the used wipes in the used diaper. Now clean, I grabbed the new diaper and used the stall wall to help me put the new one on, pulled my skirt back down over my new diaper, balled up the old diaper, zipped up my backpack, and put it on. As I walked out of the stall, I thought, ‘that feels the most grown-up thing I’ve done in weeks?’
As I tried to reach up to throw the used diaper away, I couldn’t help but think, ‘It’s so much easier to have Amanda change me, though!’
I had just managed to toss it in when Amanda came out of her stall and pointed out a step stool to help me wash my hands on a lower handicap-accessible sink. I managed to get soap and wash my hands by myself too… and it felt weird!
“Good girl,” she said as she gave me a hug and led me out the door. “Shall we see if we can find some official Emerson clothes for you here?”
“Sure!” I smiled, knowing that everything would probably be as babyish as it could get in my size.
Sure enough, wandering the clothes, it became apparent that not much was available in Little sizes. What was available was expensive and awful! “Let’s look at the baby sizes,” Amanda whispered.
I nodded as I figured that would be inevitable. We found several racks of onesies in one corner, and a rack of dresses looked like they would fit me. A couple of the onesies looked cute, and I pointed out a pink and purple set to Amanda, “Mommy, how about those?”
She saw the ones I was looking at and looked at the sizes. “They only have them in your size, not your sisters…?”
“I was talking about for me,” I whined a little.
“Oh…” she said, and I wondered what switch had flipped in her brain that she wasn’t thinking of me for them! “I guess we could get one of these for you. You want one of these dresses too?” she held up a green polo t-shirt dress with an E monogrammed. It looked about as mature as a dress for a three-month-old could get, and I nodded. “Sure!”
She walked around the store and grabbed a few more things, including a couple of sippy cups and bottles branded with Emerson. “I think your sister would like these,” she said to me with a smile about the bottles and a couple bibs.
I found a large yellow floppy hat in another area that looked cute with my uniform. With a smile, Amanda added it to the pile. As we checked out, the Amazon at the checkout reminded her, “You know you can’t adopt her with her ID there, right?”
“I know, the baby stuff is for her sister.”
“Sister?”
“Already adopted,” I said to the girl with a smile. She looked confused but just did her job and finished checking Amanda out.
As we left the store, she said, “Hopefully, you can get a chance to wear a couple of those outfits on the weekends at least. You will look so adorable in them!”
“Don’t I have to wear the uniform all of the time like the other Littles?” I asked.
“If you’re in a cute outfit with me, your dad, or other adults, you’ll be fine,” she reminded me. “No one will try and take you directly from us!”
Just as she finished that thought, time slowed to a crawl as I watched Amanda fall down! It took me a moment to realize it was because someone shoved her! I turned to look at what happened, but a woman walking next to us with an empty stroller suddenly reached to grab me!
I noticed only at the last second, and jumped and tumbled away from the woman! At the same time, I began screaming, “What are you doing?!?”
I stared at the woman for a moment as she seemed confused that I had avoided her. “Get over here, baby!” she hissed at me as she walked towards where I stood. Just as her hand reached out to grab me again, I dodged around the other side of the stroller she had let go of. She snarled a moment before turning the stroller’s handles to try and knock me down with it! I quickly dodged back again and just missed the wheels hitting me! My hair lagged behind me as I jumped back, and I felt her grab onto some strands. I felt the pluck of some pulled hairs, but luckily, she’d missed most of my hair, and I kept moving away, leaving a small amount of my hair in her hand. I ducked underneath a nearby table to try and get some distance between us.
Turning for just a moment, I saw her accomplice was keeping an eye on us. It was a massive mistake on his part, though, because Amanda swept his legs from underneath him, and I heard him cry out in pain as she landed an elbow into him. My diverted attention was just as big of a mistake for me, as I nearly got caught again! The woman had closed the distance to the table I had just crawled under ridiculously quickly! I just managed to leap on top of a nearby table and then did a backflip off of it as she again tried for me. As I flew through the air, I managed to kick the side of her hand with my foot. She yelped in pain and grasped it for a moment. As I lept away again, I caught a glimpse of a tattoo.
For the next couple of moments, we played a vicious game of keep away. I jumped between, over, under, in, and around tables and chairs sitting inside the courtyard. I never stopped in my efforts to stay out of our attacker’s reach. Bystanders weren’t sure if they should help her catch her unruly Little or stop her. Like most situations, though, absolutely all of them did nothing except watch! ‘If she gets her hands on me, I’m done for!’
Just as I began feeling cornered against a wall and wondered how I could fend her off for much longer, I heard someone shout, “What’s going on here?” I watched as the lady and her accomplice abandoned the stroller and their confrontation with Amanda and me to flee the campus security guards who were pouring out from a doorway.
“Mommy, are you okay?” I ran over to Amanda, who seemed dazed but mostly angry. Her hair was a mess, and the winces in her face gave away the level of pain she was feeling.
She hugged me tightly and said, “I think so… It’s going to hurt in the morning, but are you okay?”
I noticed that we both had tears coming out of our eyes as a large man in a police uniform approached us. “Are you and your daughter okay, ma’am?”
She nodded, “I’m pretty sure those two were trying to kidnap my baby girl here!”
“Is this stroller yours?” he asked.
I shook my head, “No, that woman was pushing it…?”
There wasn’t much to tell about what had happened, but we gave our statements anyway. Then, as the officers went through the stroller, one of them held something up, “Sir, look what was in here!”
He held up what looked like a baby’s teether rattle, and I felt Amanda’s arms stiffen and begin shaking with anger. I turned to look up at her, “What’s that?”
“It’s an illegal mind-control device for Littles,” the man answered gently. “We’ll have to have it checked over and tested to be sure, but it would at least have temporarily made you go to La La Land so she could get you away without you alerting anyone you were being kidnapped.”
“Doctor Westerfield, do you have anyone who might have a grudge or something? This seems more planned than a simple campus snatch?”
I looked at Amanda and wondered what her answer would be. She seemed to think before saying, “This weekend we took a trip to Selegnasol and we met a Little on the plane next to us. After we spoke for a while on the plane, we made a mutual decision for us to adopt the Little girl. She’s now a baby sister for my Stacy here.”
“Go on…?” The large man who seemed to be in charge said.
“Over the weekend, it became clear that we seem to have managed to get in the middle of a shady Little trafficking ring. We had issues in the park and at the airport but hoped nothing would happen back here at home?” She sniffled a little. Both of our emotions ran high, and tears were going down her face and mine.
“That may very well have something to do with this then,” he said. “Let me check with my office and see if they got a good picture of them on our security cameras…?” He was on his phone for several minutes and didn’t look happy while doing so. He finally looked down at his phone and shook his head before coming back to us, “Look, my men will keep an eye out on you for the rest of the afternoon while you’re here on campus until we find this lady. She seems to have had a man helping her too, but the cameras didn’t record a good view of their faces.”
“Damn,” Amanda swore.
I thought before suggesting, “I could sketch her face on my tablet if you give me a few minutes?”
He looked at me a little dubiously and said, “Sweetie, I appreciate you want to help, but your stick figures won’t help?”
Chapter 8: Dangerous Enemies
“WELL, NUTS, I was going to give you something more like a professional portrait from a sketch artist…?”
“She’s serious?” The officer looked at Amanda.
Amanda shrugged, “I’ve never known her not to be.”
“Come on then, let’s go back to our office and give you a place to work…” the detective said begrudgingly.
“Thanks,” I beamed up at him with my best little girl smile that I’d occasionally practiced in the mirror. The effect worked as he blushed and muttered something. Amanda helped me up, and I looked at the time.
“You still have an hour until your test,” Amanda told me.
I nodded, “Should be enough time, I hope?”
The officer led us through a door right from the area next to the hallway that I learned led to the main security office. I was surprised to see an office like that in the student union. But, with all of the signs and literature about reporting rape posted, I guessed it was probably to help victims report crimes easier. ‘Of course, they don’t allow the Little victims to report,’ I thought darkly. What Madison had done last night wasn’t something I could report – but it should have been!
He led us to a conference room, and Amanda helped me get settled into a too-large metal chair. She handed me my backpack, and I pulled out my tablet and stylus. I saved the other image I had been working on before she could look at it and began a new canvas. I closed my eyes for a second and brought up my memory of the woman. ‘Yep, the nanites gave me a perfect photographic memory!’ I thought with a smile. I locked into the moment I’d looked into the woman’s face and began drawing. I was quickly able to render her face and features using charcoal and ink options in the app. The dexterity settings in the nanites seemed to have translated into a lot of fine motor control for me because my hands worked better at this than they had ever done before!
As I pictured her, I could remember a mole on her face and another on her neck in a pretty obvious place. Thinking back to it, there was also a tattoo on the underside of her wrist I’d seen. As I sketched on my tablet, the detective and Amanda would occasionally look over my shoulder. I couldn’t help but feel like a freak with some of the stares both gave me. Forty-five minutes later, I had a pretty darn near-photographic rendition of the woman. “This is her,” I told him while showing him the picture. “And she has this tattoo on the underside of her wrist,” I said, pointing to a side drawing.
He stared at both, particularly the tattoo, which seemed to make him frown. “That’s not good. That means she’s a part of the Trelini crew.”
“Trelini Crew?” I asked. Amanda’s face showed a combination of recognition and fury.
“Think mafia kiddo,” he said with a sigh. “You’ve got some enemies that will probably not give up easily. Can you e-mail me that sketch? If it’s accurate, you’re a hell of a lot better than the sketch artist at my old police department.”
“What’s your e-mail?” I asked and sent it off to him.
He gave it to me, and Amanda asked that I copy it to her too. Soon finished, I said, “I have to get to a placement exam now.”
“I’ll have a couple of my guys go over there with you,” he said, “in fact, we’ll give you a ride.”
I was glad to see they meant a ride on a golf cart-like vehicle instead of a police car! I noted that all of the campus security officers seemed to be armed with guns, tasers, and clubs. ‘Definitely more police department than security,’ I admitted.
They left Amanda and me outside the lobby of the Kilby Center, where I quickly waved my student ID at the entrance. Amanda waived hers as well, and we went upstairs to the third floor, where the test was scheduled to be held. Outside the door, she said, “Good luck! If I’m not outside when you finish, just come upstairs to my office.”
I nodded and walked into the room where a professor oversaw a couple dozen Amazons signing in for the test. “Did you get lost, sweetie?” the professor asked as I came up to the table that towered over my head.
“No, sir, I’m here for the placement exam?”
“Umm… we don’t get many Littles who take this test… No Little sized computers in this lab… I don’t know if you’ll be able to manage it?”
“I’ll be fine,” I smiled that same little girl smile at him, and he took on the look of ‘oh sweetie, you’re so cute. I’ll let you make a fool of yourself.’
“Your time to waste, I suppose…” he said, “name?”
“Stacy Westerfield,” I replied.
“Are you related by chance to Professor Westerfield?” He asked, cluing in immediately.
“Does it matter?” I asked back.
“No, it shouldn’t. You’re just a Little after all…” the professor said condescendingly. His interest seemed to deflate, and I let him point me to a large computer system in the front row that was spaced away from the next giant student. The boy looked familiar, and I realized it was Jackson.
“Hi Jackson,” I said as I approached the seat.
“Well, hi again, Stacy,” he said with a smile to me. “I should have known I’d see you here.”
I smiled back, “Of course, I have to entertain myself somehow, right?”
“Your dollies aren’t fun enough?” One girl a row away snickered.
“They said you were going to play with them today,” I said in that sweet voice. “You promised them you would wear a diaper just like theirs!”
The girl looked at me like she was ready to leap over the desk and pound my butt, but a moment later, her face cracked, and she began laughing, “I like you, kid!”
Now free of the banter, I looked at the gigantic chair and hoped I still had that plastic portable booster seat thing in my bag so I could reach the keyboard. Thankfully Amanda seemed to have thought about it, and I found it inside next to my other spare diaper. Thinking about my diaper, I realized I was about to leak!
“How much time before we begin the test?” I asked tentatively.
“Ten minutes?” Jackson said.
“I need to head to the bathroom really quick,” I said as I ran out and waved at the professor – not giving him a chance to say anything.
Luckily, I found a bathroom close by and quickly changed my Pamper for another, making it back to the room and into my portable booster before he began instructions. “Your skirt is tucked into your diaper,” Jackson whispered to me as he started.
I blushed when I realized that the back of my skirt was indeed tucked into my diaper, and everyone could see the characters and green backing of the back of the diaper. I sighed and just pulled my skirt back down, ignoring the snickers of the girl behind me.
‘At least she didn’t follow me to change me,’ I thought. ‘Glad I caught it before I leaked all over my skirt.’
“Good afternoon,” the professor at the front said, “I’m Doctor Wernstrom; I teach the intro to computer programming classes here at Emerson. Please make sure your phones and other devices are turned off.” He paused while people did that. ‘Amanda has mine,’ I thought and wondered about my watch. There was no way to airplane mode it from what I remembered, so I decided I’d play dumb if it came up. “I need you to log in now to the testing screen in front of you with your Network ID and Password.”
I reached and managed to use the lever on the side of the chair to push me up as high as it would go. With the booster, I was able to reach the keyboard almost comfortably as long as I was kneeling on my knees. I heard a giggle behind me but ignored it as I typed on the giant keyboard. Even though it was huge compared to me, I could still type rapidly. I mostly was hunting and pecking, but I’d figured out a way to do a three-finger system with my pinky, middle finger, and thumb on Fred’s that had let me speed up a bit. That technique had me logged in before one of the professors teaching assistants walked by to offer assistance. His face amused me when he realized I wasn’t a total idiot!
I just smiled at him and waited for the next instruction.
“Okay, many of you may have some formal coursework in coding. Others may have just had hobbyist experience,” Doctor Wernstrom said. “This test will let you test out of up to four semesters of computer programming fundamentals: CS 110, CS 111, CS 131, and CS132. It is possible you will only receive credit for CS110 depending on your scores – or of course nothing at all.” He looked right at me when he said that, turning me red and fuming. “The test must be completed in two hours. Your code for each problem may be in any standard language for which we have a compiler. Do not use anything that’s an oddball proprietary language – it won’t earn you extra points, and it won’t be graded!” He said that sternly as if someone had tried that many times to make brownie points.
“The software is designed to automatically recognize formatting in most of the major languages to help you edit quickly. However, it will not give you information on any functions or codes that you may have forgotten. All of your code must compile and meet the directions. If any code doesn’t operate correctly, end as noted, or give good results, it will not receive credit. The way the software works though you will not be able to compile it to test it – this test assumes that you have a good fundamental understanding of how the code works.”
I gulped and hoped everything would run since I frequently checked my code by compiling it!
“Please understand that the most elegant solutions will receive the best scores! Less code is more! Due to the open nature of this test, it may be Thursday before we have some of your results. Any questions?” He asked.
“Seeing none, go ahead and click the start button, and good luck!” He told us.
I quickly followed his directions and read the first question. It was a simple problem of generating numbers based on the Fibonacci sequence, and I swiftly wrote a very minimal few lines of code that would do so. I’d done that in the first week of one of my classes in high school, so I was sure it would work! The program then delved into ideas of ‘game of life’ sequences and other pretty simple problems before advancing onto using matrices and databases. The test kept me zoned out to the world as I worked. Only a fleeting feeling of needing to pee and releasing that into my diaper made me think at all about where I was at. Though the wet diaper was quickly ignored, I went right back to coding.
The final question was a much more advanced task that made me actually think. I reached it with an hour to spare and began carefully coding the project in the hopes of cracking it. It reminded me of the Lego Robot challenge I had done my senior year. This question did give some information on code that was available and essentially demanded you design a robot to autonomously navigate a field of obstacles and challenges. ‘This could be a DARPA award question!’ I grumbled to myself as I did my best to give a solution.
“Thirty minutes left!” the professor called as I was halfway through coding my solution.
I sighed heavily and found myself chewing on my tongue as I kept moving on. ‘I wonder what someone would say if I used a pacifier in class…?’ I shook my head and got back to work.
The problem was you had to first code a set of responses for the obstacles… not terribly tricky, but very time-consuming! I hoped I was on the right track as I moved into an if/then statement that covered the first challenge when the robot reached it. Unfortunately, I was stuck on how to recognize that the robot had reached it when I noted a hint they’d given in the question and information above and incorporated it.
“Ten minutes remaining,” he called just as I attacked the final challenge on the course. It demanded an answer to a number problem query. It was a simple little code exercise once I came up with a way for the problem to call for a response. I had just clicked save and submit five seconds before he called, “Time!”
I had just a moment to view ‘Congrats, you finished the test,’ before the screen locked the other students and me out.
All around me, students grumbled, “I didn’t understand anything past question two!”
Jackson looked at me as I stretched out and began considering jumping down, “I made it to the last question, but that was too much for me. How’d you do?”
I smiled, “I think I did pretty well.”
“What question did you finish last?” He asked me as I slid down and began folding up my portable booster seat into my bag.
“The last question?”
“So, you were stumped there too?”
“No,” I shook my head, “I finished the last question. Hopefully, it compiles. I clicked submit like two seconds before he called time.”
“Wait, you finished?” A girl asked who had given me a hard time before the test asked. “You mean you just submitted a made-up answer for each question, right?”
I laughed, “They should be right answers; we’ll have to see.”
I walked towards the elevators and saw Amanda wasn’t there yet. I was shocked a moment later when the girl said, “You’re wet again, Little girl! You definitely need a diaper change. Want me to do it?”
“No thanks,” I said politely.
“Well, I’ll have to take you to your dorm or the infirmary then?”
“I’m just going up to my mommy’s office, she’ll take care of it for me, but thanks,” I told her. “If you could push the up button for me and then the top floor, I would appreciate it.”
“What?” The girl was confused. “Your mommy works here?”
“Yes, she told me to meet her on the top floor. So if you’re really that worried about me, you can come to meet her… but I am already adopted, so there’s no point in badgering me?”
“She’s not making that up. I met her mom earlier,” Jackson told her with a smile. “By the way, I’m Jackson?”
“Hailey,” she told him.
“I’m Stacy,” I told her as the door opened for the up elevator, and Jackson pressed the button for me before stepping back out. “Nice to meet you, Hailey, maybe some other time?”
The doors closed on a thoroughly confused giant, and I couldn’t help but laugh and breathe a sigh of relief at the same time!
When the doors opened, Kimberly greeted me with a smile, “Well, hi Stacy! Did your mommy forget you downstairs?”
I laughed, “You know her with her toys!”
“I do indeed. The number of times your daddy has had to call me to go interrupt her so she would go home makes what I do a full-time job!”
I giggled, “I’m going back to her office?”
“Her doors probably shut. So let me go back and open it for you,” she told me. Sure enough, the door handle, which would have been out of my reach without a serious jump, needed her to open it. “I found a lost Little girl looking for you,” she told Amanda as she started from her computer and looked at a clock.
“Oops… I guess I forgot about you, huh?”
“Uh-huh,” I smiled at her.
Kim laughed as she closed the door behind me, and I walked over to Amanda.
“How’d the test go?”
I shrugged, “I think it went well? I finished it, and I think I did it right. Most everyone else looked overwhelmed after the first question or two.”
“You finished it?” she asked with some surprise. “Completely? The autonomous section too?”
“I think so… It should compile and work. I hated that I couldn’t run test runs of the programs to make sure they were bug-free.”
“Hmm…” she looked thoughtful as I walked up to her.
“What were you doing that you forgot about me?” I kidded her.
“Umm… using your sketch to try and find the woman who tried to snatch you?”
“Oh…” I said, “any luck?”
“Yeah, I think so. I used a processing software one of our faculty members has been testing. I then ran facial recognition through the local police department’s online mugshot database.”
“Wait… is that a public database…?” I asked.
Her blush made me think it wasn’t, “well, it’s not exactly heavily guarded?”
“Mommy, Daddy is not going to be happy if he finds out,” I smiled at her.
“Good thing he won’t, huh?” she smiled back and picked me up to set me on her lap in front of the computer screen. A picture of the woman matched my memory and my sketch precisely as displayed on the screen.
Serena Ricci, Age 42
Convictions: Petty Theft, Assault, Drug Possession – May 2003
Known Affiliations: Trelini Mafia
Suspected crimes went considerably longer on her ‘rap’ sheet. “She’s a piece of work?” I said.
Amanda nodded, “Yeah, she is. Dangerous one too… I’m going to send this to my dad and see what he can do to help us out.”
I watched as she composed an e-mail before she felt my diaper under my skirt, “Feels like you need a change?”
I nodded and shyly asked, “You do it?”
She turned me around in her lap, “Stacy… You probably…”
“Please?” I asked.
“I thought you wanted to be a big college student?”
“Well yeah… but that doesn’t mean I don’t want the most awesome mommy in this dimension to still take care of me?”
She squeezed me tight, “I want you to be able to get by on your own during the days…?”
“I changed myself several times today. It’s mommy’s turn,” I tried a smile on her.
“Oh, I see how this is,” she said as she began mercilessly tickling me, and I found myself wetting the diaper some more. The tickling session ended with her standing up and holding me upside down for a second before she grabbed my backpack and laid me down on her couch. She pulled a changing mat from somewhere that she moved underneath me before reaching into my bag for a diaper and wipes.
“Uh-oh,” she said.
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Chapters 9 and 10
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 9: Mice Nest
“UH-OH?” I asked.
“Yes, uh-oh… This is your last Pamper in here...?”
“Oh… well, hopefully, it’ll get me through dinner and the events?”
“I guess we’re going to have to hope for that. You might make sure you get any other pee-pee out into that diapee before I change you?”
I nodded and tried to force my bladder to completely empty, but there wasn’t much left as far as I could tell. I must have made a face that said I was done because Amanda pulled the tapes loose on my diaper and began cleaning me up. She didn’t take a long time, but it was definitely different from my quick changes earlier. I smiled as she taped me into the new diaper and hugged her, “Thank you, Mommy.”
She hugged me back, “You’re very welcome, Princess.” Then, after a moment of holding me, she pushed me away so she could throw the diaper in a disposal sack and then into her trashcan. “You ready to go meet with your nest?”
I shrugged, “Not really… but I figure I should try to make some friends. Never know when that can help!”
She hugged me and said, “That’s a really smart attitude! Do you want me to come to find you later with some more diapers?”
I shrugged, “What’s the worst that will happen?”
“A diaper change?” She tried to sound hopeful. “Hopefully that’s it… remember you are tiny, though! They may not even have your size!”
“I guess I’ll risk it this time,” I told her. “Remind me to stock my bag with a lot more tonight!”
“I’ll also bring a box of your diapers here to keep in my office tomorrow.”
“Kay,” I told her as she helped me up and used her fingers to straighten my hair.
“Remind me to get you a hairbrush for your bag, too,” she said, grabbing my hand. “Here’s your phone, Sweetie,” she said as she helped me tuck it into the front pocket.
We caught the elevator downstairs and checked out with the security desk, where Amanda asked, “There’s supposed to be someone from security who can take us over to Wenig?”
A different guard than usual looked at her for a moment before his eyes registered some information. He quickly said, “Let me call them.”
A few minutes later, one of their team was pulling up with a cart, and we hopped on for the ride across campus. “Can you wait here just a moment?” Amanda asked him when we pulled up. “I’ll need a ride to my car?”
“Sure thing, Ma’am,” the policeman said. Amanda helped me hop off her lap where she’d held me and walked me to the door where an Amazon girl was watching.
“Can I help you?”
“Stacy is here to get together with her nest?”
“You know where you’re going, hon?” She asked me in that condescending baby voice.
“Yes, ma’am, may I go ahead and go upstairs?”
“Go ahead,” she told me, and I walked to the elevator after waving bye to Amanda.
The elevator did actually feature a button that was low enough for me to press to call it! The designers built a double set of control panels inside to make it easier for Littles to push their destination. I pressed ‘2’ quickly and watched the doors shut. I sighed and hoped this wasn’t something I would regret doing! When the elevator opened, I could see a hallway oddly empty of any Littles. A few Bigs, mostly girls, wandered around, and I assumed they had to be Nest Mothers. I made a point not to make eye contact but just walk straight to the room and manage to get in without being challenged. The door was open, so I walked in and saw all of the Littles seemed to be doing their own thing in the room – almost seeming like regular college students!
Madison was nowhere to be seen, but Laura seemed to intently try to do something with her computer. “Hey,” I walked over to her.
“Stacy!” She said with a smile and gave me a quick hug. “You came back today?”
I shrugged, “Mrs. Walters sent me an e-mail last night asking if I would come ‘bond’ with my fellow students today until the end of the evening’s activities when you have to go to bed.”
“When we have to go to bed?” Laura whispered with a smile.
“You know what I mean… I have to go home.”
“Somehow, I think I do know what you mean! But, I don’t blame you, and I won’t accuse you.” She told me with a smile. “I didn’t see you earlier?”
“Where?”
“The city tours?”
“Oh… well, since it’s not like I’ll be getting around on my own anyway. So I went to get my hair done instead.”
“I thought something was different, but I haven’t seen you long enough to know if it was just a different way you styled it!”
“What do you think?”
“I like it!” she said as she looked at it and ran a hand through it, “It’s like elementary chic!”
I stuck my tongue out at her, “Better than daycare chic?”
“Definitely!”
“Were you at the luncheon?” I asked her.
She shook her head, “Only Littles who still had their parents could go. Everyone else had bagged lunches on the lawn in front of the dorm.”
“That sucks…” I said.
“What was at lunch?”
“A feast of seafood… well and crazy Bigs… but you know how it is,” I told her.
She nodded sadly, “Yep.”
“So that was hours ago. Why are you just now showing up?”
“Oh, I had to take the computer science placement test.”
“How’d that go?”
“Good, I think… we’ll see how the test grade turns out, though.”
We talked for the next twenty minutes and were joined by Annie, Esther, and Gemma. Esther’s parents had still been there, so she’d been at the luncheon, but everyone else seemed to have been hanging out and getting situated at the dorm. Apparently, a couple of Littles from other rooms had not taken the CARE exam yet. They’d watched them leave with nest mothers escorting them to the test that morning, but none returned to the dorms when their escorts returned from lunch later. So that evolved into a question on how everyone else had made it through the test. Most of them knew about the change in rules in advance, but one girl was lucky enough to have worn a diaper and not needed to go poop.
“How did you make it through it?” Gemma asked me, “You’re so tiny…?”
I laughed, “It helps when your adopted daddy is a surgeon? Let’s just say I was completely clear of everything and leave it at that!”
She looked at me, “So you really are adopted?”
I nodded, “I’m not from this dimension… I’m here more as an exchange student. I was scared to live here in the dorms… having heard some things in advance. So I decided my best bet was to find foster parents, so to speak.”
“You’re going back to the other dimension when you graduate?” Laura asked.
“That’s the goal, at least…?” I sighed, “Not sure if it will work out easily with the tracker that they stuck inside of me. It starts going off the second I go through the doors at the portal.”
“You’ve been back to the portal?” Annie asked with surprise. “Why would they take you back there?”
“To talk to my parents?”
“They let you do that?” Gemma asked.
“It’s one of the things in the contract,” I told her.
“Contract?” Esther asked.
“This is my second trip to this dimension,” I told them, “on my first, I saw how things are for Littles. I’m actually Betweener size back home, but here I’m like half my size this time… Anyway, my adoptive parents and I set some ground rules before I came on what was and wasn’t acceptable.”
“Oh,” Laura said curiously. “Like wha…?”
Before any of the girls could badger me for more information, I heard Madison’s voice, “Oh Stacy! You decided to join us!”
I looked up and forced a smile, “Hi Miss Madison, Mrs. Walters invited me to come over for the afternoon.”
“I’m glad you did! You seem to be making good little friendships now, too, huh?”
Her patronizing voice desperately made me want to strangle her, but I kept the smile on my face and just nodded. Finally, she asked, “Well, are all my little mice ready for din-din?”
“Yes, Miss Madison,” the other girls said together as a chorus. Thankfully she wasn’t looking at me, so she didn’t notice that I missed the cue.
“Why doesn’t everyone use the potty one more time before you go?” she suggested. She led everyone to the bathroom door, and I watched her lift each girl’s skirt up as they passed. Everyone had dry pull-ups displayed until she got to Annie, whose pull-up was sagging.
“Something you need to tell me, Annie?”
“Sorry, Miss Madison, I had an accident… Would you please help me change my pull-up?”
“Why certainly,” she told her. She picked her up and sat Annie on her hip before looking at me, “Well, Stacy, don’t you want to try and use the potty like the other ‘big’ girls?”
“Miss Madison, you’re silly. I told you last night I’m not potty trained!”
“Oh, that’s right, I forgot we had a baby Little already, huh?” She said. “But I’m guessing Annie here’ll be joining you soon, huh?” She tickled the stomach of the Little in her arms as she lay her down on the changing table.
There was no pretense as she pulled her skirt up, ripped the pull-up, and began wiping her with a baby wipe. “Now, Annie dear, do you want to try and be a big girl in a pull-up or use a diapee like Baby Stacy?”
“Pull-up, please,” Annie said in a shaking voice that I assumed meant she was in tears.
“Okay, Annie, but one more daytime accident today, and you’ll be wearing diapees, just like your baby friend until you can show me for a week that you can stay dry during the daytime.”
“Yes, Miss Madison, I’ll do better!” Annie whimpered.
“Good girl,” she said to her when she sat Annie down while flashing her new clean pull-up. The other girls were coming out of the bathroom as she ran into the bathroom to make sure she was empty, and Madison rounded on me.
“Now, Baby Stacy, you said you aren’t potty trained, so I need to at least make sure you’re all dry before din-din. Would you be a big girl and pull your skirt up so I can make sure you’re dry?”
Chapter 10:Unprepared
I BLUSHED A little but did so, “See, I’m all dry!”
She turned me around and pulled my diaper back open, “And clean too! Maybe someday you’ll be ready for the big girl’s potty like everyone else, huh?” She said to the audience of girls who I noticed were a mixture of disgust, fear, relief, and embarrassment. Somehow, I was pretty sure every girl had all four of those emotions showing!
She walked to a shelf and grabbed the rope in her hand. Before saying, “Come on, Mice, let’s make our caterpillar line!”
I grabbed onto the last purple ring again and noted that my name was now written in sharpie on it. I hung on as we were led to the elevator and then downstairs to a large lawn area with a big white tent with catering servers. As we walked in the line, many of the Amazon students snickered and stared at us. Several we passed said, “Awe! She’s so cute!” referring to one of us. ‘Probably me,’ I admitted.
“Okay, now girls, you’re going to each get one plate of food and then come sit down on the grass outside!” Madison said. “I’ll have blankets down for you when you get back for you to sit on so we don’t get grass stains all over your cute uniforms!”
“Yes, Miss Madison,” I joined everyone in saying this time.
Joining the line with the other Littles, I noticed the group already seemed smaller, even if it was only a few from the CARE exam… ‘Where did the others go…?’ I wondered. Apparently, they took our size into consideration for dinner, and we received pieces of chicken breasts that had to have been quartered from their original size. Of course, they were still big, but given the size of food I saw on the Bigs plates, I knew they had done the right thing! Once I had chicken and the sides, I walked back to the blanket and sat down.
“Oh, you didn’t get a drink?” Madison asked as I sat down.
“I have one in my bag already, Miss Madison,” I told her politely and pulled my backpack off my shoulders to grab the bottle of water Amanda had me put in there.
“Are you sure?” she asked, “Everyone else is getting some really sweet punch that looks yummy?”
I noted then that everyone was getting punch cups in open cups and groaned at their stupidity for taking them! Most walked with full cups that they seemed to quickly guzzle and chug. I had a gut feeling that it was just a matter of time before a disaster, in some form, was going to strike. ‘Will it be immediate? Or, after she diapers everyone for bed?’ I wondered.
“I’m sure, Miss Madison, I’m following my mommy’s rules. You wouldn’t want me to get in trouble with her, would you?” I asked with as cute a smile as I could pull off.
Her face was adorably pissed off, and I fought the urge to giggle. “No, we wouldn’t want that.”
Laura and everyone from the nest came and sat down on the blankets Madison had set up before going for her own food. I noted the Bigs had picnic tables inside the pavilion to sit at, but we weren’t allowed to join them for some reason.
“Why do we have to eat on the ground?” Annie asked my question for me.
“Another way to demean us as future babies,” Brooke answered her. “We’ll probably all be pissing and shitting our diapers like Stacy there long before we have a chance to graduate.”
“Well, at least I have a head start,” I said as I stuck my tongue out at her. The other girls laughed at her.
“Hey, at least she’s been adopted to a better situation than any of us will get!” Gemma said.
“So enough about adoptions,” Laura said, “it’s depressing. Does anyone have any tips for tomorrow’s math test you’ve heard?”
Welcoming the subject change, some of the girls began talking about what they’d heard.
“I know you can’t leave to use the bathroom,” Gemma said.
“Like seriously?” Alyssa asked. “I’m just going to go in and take it and know I’ll be in the remedial classes. I still don’t know how my CARE score was enough to pass!”
“What’d you get?” Annie asked.
“Overall, like 1039,” she said, “but on the math, it was like a 48? If it hadn’t been for the other subjects, I’d have been screwed.”
“Well, you also made it through without shitting yourself,” Chelsea said.
Out from nowhere, I watched as Madison had reappeared, pulled Chelsea up and over her kneeling knee, pulled her skirt up, panties down, and began pounding her butt with her hand. “You will not cuss, little girl!”
By the end, she was a blubbering mess as Madison said, “I won’t give you a demerit this time, but next time you’ll be seeing the Dean!”
“Yes… Miss Madison… Tha... Thank you…” she stammered out while snot and tears covered her face. She walked away towards a tree to collect herself for a minute.
After an awkward moment of silence, I asked Laura, “What did you get on your test?”
“Oh… 1350?” she said.
“That’s really good!” Jasmine said. “I only got a 1200.”
I sat and tried to keep quiet as I knew my score was a bit out of the normal range. “Okay short stuff, everyone else has said what they got, you haven’t – what’d you get?” Madison asked when she figured out I’d been quiet about my own score.
“Oh… a pretty good score…?” I said, hoping not to make everyone feel like I was a genius.
“Pretty good?” Laura prodded.
“Like worse than Alyssa?” Annie asked tactlessly.
“Umm… no, it was better.”
“You are seriously not going to try and feel like you’ll be embarrassed by a bad score, right?” Brooke said. “I mean, obviously, you’re here?”
I sighed, “1929,” I said quietly.
“You’re lying, right?” Madison said.
“No, Miss Madison, I guess it’s a pretty good score, but I was just doing my best,” I told her.
I watched her dig out her phone and go digging into something. “Let me see your ID Stacy,” she told me, and I watched as her phone must have taken a picture and scanned it.
“Well, I’ll be; you’re telling the truth… probably the highest score anyone has in your class Stacy.” She seemed a little impressed as she scrolled through a screen, “Wait, you’re the Little that almost got kidnapped earlier?”
“Kidnapped?” Laura asked.
“What?” another girl asked.
I sighed, “Yeah, that’s me.”
“What happened?” Annie asked.
“Not really sure…?” I kind of lied, but I thought I would tell some of the truth too, “Mommy, Daddy, and I went to Selegnasol this weekend for a vacation, and they ended up adopting another Little as a sister for me on the plane.”
“Big sis or Little sis?” Someone asked.
“She’s bigger than me but littler?”
Everyone nodded as if that odd fact made perfect sense… and I just continued on, “Anyway, apparently someone else wanted her, and they’re not happy with my parents.”
“That’s scary!” Jasmine said.
“I know… I’m just glad I saw the woman just in time to jump out of her way! Otherwise, I’d be a mindless baby right now...” I sighed, “She had some sort of illegal hypnosis brain scrambler thingy in the stroller they were going to push me away in.”
Several girls hugged me then, and I knew they understood how scary that was. Worse yet, it was probably most of their fates to be stolen away like that… That depressing thought made more tears go down my eyes before Madison said, “Okay, girls, we need to go back to the dorm and freshen up before going to the stadium for the freshman class photo.” Funnily enough, for some reason, Madison seemed to give me a sympathetic look then too, and I wondered if she might have a heart after all?
I doubted it.
During the walk back, I couldn’t help but note that I suddenly had to pee even though I didn’t drink a ton of my water! ‘I really want to hold it until after the picture!’ I thought to myself. As we rode the elevator up to the second floor again, I couldn’t help but release it into my diaper. While I felt relieved, I couldn’t help but worry about not having another diaper.
“Okay, my little mice, why don’t you all go ahead and go potty and make sure you’re ready so we can go to the stadium and take our picture with the big kids.”
“What are we wearing?” Alyssa asked, “Do we need our shirt from yesterday?”
Madison giggled, “No, the big kids wear those tonight, but we just want to see all of you adorable boys and girls in your cute little uniforms tonight. So, make sure you straighten up, and those of you who spilled juice on your blouses switch them out quickly.” She paused and looked at Anaya, “I know that big glass was a bit much for you, Anaya, so make sure you get your uniform soaking so you don’t end up with any demerits for your uniform being dirty; the next time you wear it.”
I watched Anaya gulp and the other girls work on going to the bathroom. Then she rounded on me, “You were doing the potty dance in the elevator, so I’m guessing you have a wet diapee?”
I sighed, “Yes, Miss Madison, I wet my diapee.”
“Do you have a spare with you in your backpack?”
“I went through all of them today with the kidnapping incident…?” I said with a sad look on my face.
That must have been the right card to play, “Oh no, sweetie! I can totally see that messing things up for you… Let me look at your diaper and see if it’ll hold on through the picture?”
I stood still as she pulled my dress up, and the girls who were still in the room got a view of my yellowed diaper that was beginning to droop.
“Sweetie, unfortunately, this one’s about done. Let me see what I have in our changing supplies that might be small enough for you… What size do you wear?”
“Newborn in Little diapers or Size 1 in baby diapers,” I told her, feeling tears nearing my eyes.
“The smallest size I have in here is a Size 2 in Littles…” she said. “Stay right there, sweetie! I’m going to go check our supply closet down the hall.”
“Thank you, Miss Madison,” I said.
I let my skirt fall back down and noticed the other Littles were shying away from me and trying to look busy over by their desks. I sighed, ‘Well… that’ll teach me to not have enough diapers… I hope she’s not bad when she changes me!’
Madison came back a moment later with a large box of ‘Comfee Plus Overnight’ Little diapers with a large N on the size. “We’re in luck, sweetie. They had a box of these hidden away in the closet!”
I forced a smile and said, “thank you for looking.”
“You’re very welcome,” she said as she opened the box, “I’ve never actually seen anyone use this brand before at the university. Usually, they just use them in the daycare centers.”
My eyebrows went up a bit then, and as soon as she pulled out the diaper, I knew there was a reason for that comment. It was thick. REALLY thick! Before I had a chance to register my concerns, she picked me up and laid me down on the changing table, pushed my jumper out of the way, and pulled the tabs loose on my Pamper.
“You know I’m so used to bratty Littles fighting their diaper changes that it’s weird changing a good baby girl like you,” she whispered in my ear. “I know you’ve been through a rough day, so I’m not going to mess with you anymore.”
I smiled in appreciation. I knew that the humiliation of that diaper would be more than anything else Madison could do to me then! She gently used a baby wipe to clean me up before laying me down on the thick pad that was more pillow than a diaper. As she taped it shut, she said, “Oh my God, you look so adorable!”
I groaned internally but said, “Umm… Thank you, Miss Madison.”
She sat me down on the ground.
That’s when I immediately lost my balance and fell on my rear!
I heard a few giggles then but couldn’t tell who it was before Madison said, “Do you need help standing in your new diapee?”
I soon found myself standing like an infant, learning how to stand for the first time while holding onto her mommy’s hands. The diaper was comically thick, and I didn’t know how anyone could possibly walk in it ever! As she left me carefully balanced, I got a look at the side of the box and realized there was a reason for it. One of the sides proclaimed it to be ‘The perfect diaper to keep your little girl dry and on her back or belly right where you leave her!’
“I’ll keep these here for if you run out again, Stacy. Let’s put a couple in your backpack, too, just in case!”
I just kept standing nervously, hoping I wouldn’t fall over as she reached into my backpack and left two of them in the bag. They singlehandedly made the front compartment so full she couldn’t zip it shut! ‘And this is dry!!!’ I groaned. My dress looked like it was bubbled out from a petticoat or something - but I knew everyone would recognize it as a ridiculously thick diaper the moment they saw it!
“Let’s line up my little mice!” she said a moment later.
As soon as I tried to step towards the rope, I fell straight back onto my well-padded butt!
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Chapters 11 and 12
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 11: Concerns
RIGHT THEN, I just wanted to cry for my mommy! But instead, I reminded myself I was a big college student and forced myself to just grimace. A big college student in the most enormous damn diaper ever invented!
I heard lots of giggling, but one girl, Natasha, took pity on me, “Piggyback ride?” she asked me with a smile.
I nodded, “I think that would help!”
She helped me stand up, then knelt in front of me to let me climb onto her shoulders. The sad thing was that I knew this was the littlest Nest of Littles, and she was easily able to handle my weight on her back! “Better?” She asked.
“Other than my pride?” I whispered to her.
She giggled and grabbed onto her loop, “We’re ready to go, Miss Madison!”
“Hmm… if you get tired, Tasha, let me know, and I’ll take over for you.”
“Thanks, Miss Madison, but Stacy has to be the lightest Little ever! She actually makes me feel big! I got this!”
There were some giggles, and I watched as Laura looked at us further down the line rolled her eyes, but no one said anything else as Madison pulled our little caterpillar rope along. Thankfully for us, it was only about two blocks to the football stadium on the other side of the residential halls. “Right this way,” Madison said as we entered a gated area and were led onto the enormous football field.
Some mass chaos ensued for the next several minutes while they organized the class of mostly Amazons and the smaller number of Littles into a huge capital ‘E’ on the field. Then, of course, all of the Littles were directed to go to the front in order to be seen. Natasha took a break from holding me and me down towards the middle. “Thanks,” I told her and gave her a hug.
“Don’t mention it, shrimp,” she said to me with a smile as she returned my hug.
Most students seemed to be ignoring the photographer’s directions making things take longer than they should have. After a few minutes, I saw Amanda show up along the front rails of the stadium seats, and I was relieved to know I would have a way out that wasn’t going to involve making some poor friend carry me! Just as the photographer said, “Now on the count of three, everyone say ‘Griffins,’” my bladder demanded immediate attention. Knowing it was useless to resist, I let the urine run into the overgrown pillow that was the diaper. The results were almost instantaneous and caused a photo I knew had to be comical as I fell down onto my butt just as the flash went off. There was no way I could stand as the padding expanded even further! It was beyond anything I could imagine!
I just groaned and smiled for the following two pictures while looking up to the camera from my padded seat on the ground.
“That’s it, ladies and gentlemen! Casino night starts at 8pm. I hope to see all of you there! Well, all of you except the Littles who need their sleepy time!” a loudmouth Amazon yelled. I decided he must be one of the orientation leaders as he shouted through a megaphone.
“Asshole,” I heard from somewhere nearby. Then, almost immediately, I heard a loud smack, and a Little began screaming from a spanking.
I tried to struggle back to my feet but quickly realized that effort was pointless. As I sighed and tried to figure out what I would do to get to Amanda, I was relieved to look up and see she was already almost there. But, before she got to me, Madison said, “Time to go, Stacy.”
“I know, my mommy’s right there,” I pointed at Amanda less than ten steps away.
“Oh, well then, we’ll see you sometime tomorrow, maybe?” She asked.
“I don’t know, actually. We may have other plans… I’ll try and let you know if I am coming, though, so I can find out where you are?”
“Okay,” she said with a smile and ended up helping me stand for a second as Amanda walked up. “Sorry, she was all out of her cute diapees, and I had to dig into the storage closet. Unfortunately, all I could find in her size were some infant diapers.”
“That’s okay; we were both kind of worried about her running out but decided to take a chance,” Amanda told her, “I appreciate that you found something dry to change my sweet baby girl into.”
“No problem Professor, good night!” She said as Amanda scooped me up into her arms. I watched her pick up the rope’s end and pull the girls back towards the dorm. As they walked away, I saw Laura wave at me, then she started making a weird face. Right then, even from a distance, I heard loud farts from multiple girls in the line.
“Hmm…” Amanda distracted me from watching them then as she tickled my side and smiled, “I might have to get some of these to keep you out of trouble!”
“Ugh… there’s already two in my backpack… Madison put the rest in the changing table!” I groaned. “Don’t let me ever forget to have like a dozen extra diapers every day!”
Amanda laughed a lot and said, “Did you have fun at least?”
I shrugged, “I guess I got to know the others a little better. We were talking about scores on the CARE exam, and Madison didn’t believe me on mine… she ended up scanning my ID and verifying that I’m too smart. Unfortunately, she then noticed that I was the Little that was nearly kidnapped today.”
“What did she say about that?”
“Well, she was pretty shocked and just kind of blurted it out… I think everyone else was pretty terrified for me, sort of too. But, on the other hand, every Little basically expects to get kidnapped at some point… so it’s kind of normal…? Madison was actually nice to me after that, though.”
“Except the diaper?”
“She probably did enjoy that, but for her, I think she was being downright sugary sweet.”
As she came to the end of the fence with everyone else, I saw a security cart waiting for us again and clung tightly to Amanda as it drove us to her car. The officer watched us get into our car before he went away. I couldn’t help but notice that Amanda locked the doors as soon as she got in.
“So… umm… did you hear anything else yet?” I asked.
“About what?” she asked in an odd voice.
“The thing?”
“No, no one has any in stock, so we’re out of luck for a day or two.”
“Oh,” I said.
I guessed that meant the car was or might be bugged, so I just sat quietly. Just then, though, I realized I needed to pee again. As I let loose into the padding, I couldn’t feel a single bit of dampness on my skin. There would be no chance of leaks with this monster diaper since it almost seemed to laugh at everything I put in! As we pulled into the garage, I noticed that Amanda did something quickly with a keypad on the center console. I fidgeted in my seat and waited for her to come to get me.
“Let’s go show your sissy and Daddy just how cute you look in that ridiculous diaper!” Amanda said with a smirk as she picked me up.
She started to set me down on the ground next to the car, and I said, “Umm… Mommy… I literally can’t even stand in this… would you please carry me?”
She laughed, “Only to the kitchen,” she said with a smirk.
“What…?” I complained as she grabbed my backpack, held it in her other hand, and walked through the door into the house. True to her word, she sat me down on the ground, and I lasted a second before I landed on my rear and stared at her departing figure. “You’re mean!” I called after her.
I sat there for a moment before I figured out that I would have to crawl.
I soon discovered that even crawling was difficult then! When I finally covered the distance to the living room, I saw Fred rapidly taking pictures with his camera. Bella just stood next to him in her pajamas, giggling at my pain, and Amanda was obviously using her cell phone to take pictures or a video. Finally, I sat down at the bottom of the stairs and asked, “Would someone please get this pillow off of me?”
When the laughter finally settled, Amanda kindly picked me up, carried me upstairs to the nursery, and laid me down on the changing table. I let out a massive sigh of relief as she sat me back down on the floor in a thin Pamper after giving me a hug. “Should I leave these in your backpack?” She asked me as she fought for a moment to open the front compartment and giggled at them. “How did they even get these in here?!?”
I had no response, so I just glared at her before wordlessly sitting down at my computer. Then, as I started to log in, she said, “Actually, sweetie, can we move you and your laptop down to Mommy’s workroom for the moment?”
“Sure… umm… why?” I asked curiously.
“Baby Bella needs to go to bed here in a few minutes, and you can work there without keeping her up?”
I nodded, “I guess… Just out of curiosity… does Bella really need to go to bed this early?”
Amanda knelt down and hugged me, “Remember the changes we did to you with the nanites? They really do let you get by with a lot less sleep than her. Remember also that you’re not from this dimension… The 7:30pm bedtime of the dorm is actually really smart as most Littles tend to need fourteen hours of sleep a night.”
“But that only leaves half the day to do anything?” I asked in confusion, even knowing that their days were thirty-two hours long that seemed crazy!
“The only other way you can see that time expand is if they take an hour nap in the morning and afternoon. I’m going to try and get Bella onto a schedule like that, but we still have to sort out where she’s going once I start working again.”
I nodded, knowing that would be tough to figure out without putting her in a crazy daycare. “You need a hand grabbing your power cord?” She asked me as I closed the lid and grabbed the laptop.
I nodded, and she grabbed the converter, strip, and power cord and led me down to her workshop. I saw she had that other highchair set up there, and I asked, “Why didn’t you just have Bella use this one?”
“I didn’t even think of it,” Amanda said, “but this one would be a bit small for her, I’m afraid.”
“The short jokes today are getting old!” I groaned.
She laughed as she plugged everything in and then lifted me into the highchair, put the tray on, and helped me plug it in. “There, comfy?” She asked.
“I could use a bottle…?”
“A bottle? Not a big girl cup?” she raised her eyebrows.
“Please?”
“Okay, let me go get you one,” she told me, and I opened the computer as she left.
I wasted no time logging in and searching for keyloggers. To my amusement, I found someone had, in fact, installed something – or rather tried. I had set up the system to totally sandbox anything that might try and get in, so it wouldn’t do anything like they wanted. I took a quick moment to activate a dupe program I’d designed for fun back home, making the spyware think I was doing various web surfing activities. Of course, if the person checked, they would discover the websites didn’t work in this dimension… but messing with them would be fun! Especially since I was pretty sure in this case, it was Amanda!
‘I’m guessing she’s curious,’ I thought, ‘I doubt she’s being malicious with it. It’s just a new toy to her!’
I logged in and opened my email account to look for any new messages. To my surprise, I had a lot of emails come in since I had last checked! I remembered I hadn’t emailed my parents much of an update, so I figured that would have to happen tonight since I still had some time before bed. I noticed an email from ‘Dr. Og Wernstrom’ who had proctored the test earlier.
Good evening Ms. Westerfield,
I wish to inform you that I have graded your test, and I have some concerns. I would like to meet with you, your mother, your advisor, and Dean Sanders tomorrow at 1pm. Dean Sanders and Dr. Butler have already indicated they will be able to attend. Please let me know as soon as possible if you are unable to make the meeting,
Dr. Og Wernstrom
Associate Professor
Computer Science
Emerson University
‘Great…’ I thought, ‘either I completely bombed it or blew it away, and they’re sure I cheated…?’
Chapter 12: Alarmed
I FIGURED AMANDA was probably feeding Bella still, so I decided to wait until she came back to where I was to panic any more about it. Another university-wide email informed me that my math placement test would be in a different location based on a chart by their last name. To my relief, the letters’ Q-Z’ were testing in the lecture hall in the Kilby building, so I’d be just downstairs from Amanda’s office again. The test was set to begin at 10am, so that would be plenty of time to get there and wake up.
I looked through the other emails and saw a campus-wide alert had gone out about our incident earlier. I discovered they had attached my sketch and information to stay on the lookout for anyone suspicious on campus. I spotted we were to call the security extension immediately! I was curious then to see if there was anything on the local news about it but was disappointed that none of the local sites seemed to be carrying information on it. ‘Must be trying to avoid bad press for the university!’ I decided with a shake of my head.
I clicked through a few other messages that really weren’t important before starting an email response to my moms’ message from the other day.
Hi Mom,
I don’t know if I’ll have time to type up everything that’s happened since last Friday - but I’ll try. I know Amanda is probably coming to give me my bath soon, so sorry if this ends up short! The last two days have definitely not been dull - and neither was the weekend!
I think I mentioned a bit of it in my last email, but Friday, when we were on the plane to the city, Selegansol, a Little sat down next to us. For the most part, if my hair is covered, my new appearance lets me blend in as a regular Amazonian infant. Amanda had kept me in a sling and hidden me as one most of the time going through the airport, since that way I don’t draw extra attention. The Little just glanced at us but otherwise kept to herself when she sat down. About midway through the flight, one of the stewardesses gave her a hard time about not drinking the sippy cup she had put in front of her. I watched as she forced her to drink it. I guessed, and rightly that it was spiked with something! I didn’t want to see her ambushed like that, so I quickly gave her an antidote that Fred had disguised into an easy-to-hide form for me. Amanda let her know I wasn’t a regular baby then and began talking to her in whispers. She made a quick decision to try and help the girl, and Bella decided to let her help her when she realized her other options were worse.
Bella verbally had to give Amanda permission to adopt her to protect herself in the end. Amanda then made the stewardess give her a diaper that would fit her before putting her into it in the bathroom. It was just supposed to be a ruse to get her off the plane and safe. Unfortunately, in the airport, Bella saw the stewardess and another woman talking with the man that had been her contact for a clothing deal she’d been trying to make. She was completely devastated by that fact! Apparently, she had been lured with a fake business deal to catch her. We quickly discovered there was a pretty influential group behind it, so we ended up going to an adoption center and making Bella my ‘sister’ officially to protect her.
After all of that, we ended up at a hotel that basically is the Disney World of this dimension. Apparently, Looney Tunes got the park here, and Disney’s just movies and toys. We had fun going around the park over the weekend, and I was actually able to get into a tank and go swimming with these massive dolphins! I’ll have to get a picture from Amanda to send you… It was a blast! Sunday, we enjoyed their waterpark, and I was given permission to swim without the floaties and in the regular pool that most Littles never see…
Oh yeah… that’s because we kind of had a couple more run-ins with that group that tried to kidnap Bella. They’re not a good group of people, and we had some more excitement with them. The park provided us security through to the airport, and we hoped we left our problems there. We did run into them again there, but Amanda was amazing and took care of the problem, and security took them away.
On Monday, Fred and Amanda’s dad moved Bella out of her apartment while Amanda got me situated on campus with my student ID and the first Little orientation event. I also got assigned a ‘Nest’ so that I’m sort of a part of the Littles dorm even though I don’t live there. I’ve made a couple of other friends close to my size… actually even the shortest of them is still almost two heads taller than me… I wish I knew why I shrank so much!
Today we went and got…
I was typing still when Amanda came in, “Mommy?”
“You about ready for your bath?”
“Actually, before that, can we talk, and you maybe let me have some copies of some pictures before I send an email to my mom?”
She looked at her watch and shrugged, “Sure, what about?”
“Well, first, did you see the email from Doctor Wernstrom?”
“No?”
I minimized my current email and pulled that one up.
“What in the world?” she said, squinting at the small font. “It sounds like Og thinks you cheated?”
“I know… do you think he thinks you coached me beforehand?”
She shrugged, “It’s possible, but I didn’t do anything more than talk about coding languages with you. You’re just naturally one of the best student coders I’ve seen.”
I blushed, “Thanks.” Then, I timidly asked, “Do you think I’ll be in trouble?”
“Well, to manage to cheat on that test would be really tough! You’d have to be an amazing hacker and have gotten access to it in advance,” she glared at me, “which I know you actually are, but they don’t!” I giggled, “And a memory beyond even yours, I think! Also, I’ve never actually had much reason to be involved with that test? Other than to suggest the AI problem.”
“That one may be the problem, though?” I asked.
“Did you solve it?”
I shrugged, “I think so?”
“Hopefully, he brings a printout of your test, and I’ll be able to show him some reasons it’s your work. You have a couple of quirks in your code that still leave it functional but aren’t standard practices here. Really you’re like a dinosaur with most of your code!”
I stuck my tongue out at her, “I know, that’s why I’m here!”
“Okay, you said you wanted pictures?”
“Me with the dolphin? Maybe one from earlier with our new haircuts so I can show her who I’m talking about with Bella?”
She nodded, “Give me a few minutes, and I’ll email you those. It’ll be a bit quicker.”
“Thanks!” I said and went back to my email.
Today, we got Bella’s and my hair styled in the morning. I’m attaching a picture so you can see my new haircut and what Bella looks like. I really like my hair! I mean, I know I still look like I’m in elementary school, but at least it is an improvement over daycare bound? That, unfortunately, I think, describes Bella’s haircut…
Unfortunately, things seem to be continuing with whoever we made mad, so Bella has volunteered to play baby more… I’m not sure how I feel about it – but I am sure it’s nothing Amanda is forcing her into, at least… It’s weird that I’ve only been here a few weeks and already feel jealous about someone else moving into my space! Guess being an only child couldn’t last in both dimensions!
This afternoon after a university luncheon (you should see the size of crab legs here!!!!) I took my placement test for computer science. I felt like I did pretty well, and I think that I’m one of the very few who finished the test today. Not sure anyone else did, actually… I just barely clicked submit before it ended, so hopefully, it was okay. There was an email from the proctor that he wants to meet with Amanda, my advisor, Little’s dean, and myself tomorrow. That part sounds odd, and I just hope everything is okay. I’m guessing he will have some bias that there’s no way a Little could have completed the test without cheating… I’m REALLY glad I have Amanda in my court, though! I know she’ll make things work out!
“Check your email, sweetie,” Amanda said as she patted my head, “then wrap up your email and let’s get you in the bath.”
“Kay, Mommy,” I told her. I minimized the window and found her emailed pictures.
I hadn’t had a chance to see the pictures of me and Suzy swimming, but Fred had clearly outdone himself and gotten some amazing ones! I immediately decided that one with me holding onto Suzie’s fin leaping out of the water was my favorite! My face and smile were unmistakable, and it would be my new profile picture if I ever did social media stuff in this dimension. I selected one with Amanda and me and our dolphins, one with all of us plus the characters before dinner, and then one that Amanda had taken with both Bella and me that morning with our haircuts. I quickly compressed them a lot more for the trip through the dimensional link before attaching them to the email.
Amanda just sent me those pictures, and I’ve attached them. I think you’ll be awwing a bit. I need to go now; I’ll email you again when I get a chance. Not sure what the next couple of days will be like.
Love you!
Stacy
I clicked send and saw Amanda waiting for me, “Ready?”
I nodded, “Thanks for being patient.”
“I know you had a lot to tell your mom,” she said as she took my closed laptop from me, my cord off the chair, and then released me from the highchair. As she picked me up, she gave me a squeeze, “I love you, Princess, I want you to know that. You’ve only been here a short while, but I can’t imagine what life will be like without you.”
I smiled at her, “I love you too, Mommy,” and returned the hug.
She carried me to the bathroom, and I used the diaper for what little urine I had and realized she’d never brought a bottle to me, and I was really thirsty. “Mommy, I’m thirsty,” I told her.
“Oops… I never brought you a bottle,” Amanda said, “I’m so sorry!”
“Any chance you could get me something before the bath? I really am thirsty.”
She stood back up from where she’d been about to set me down and carried me downstairs to the kitchen. She pulled out a juice bottle from the fridge that had already been poured and handed it to me, “Here you go, sweetie.” Then, she began walking upstairs while I was drinking out of it still. I was so thirsty I had about three-quarters of it gone before we got back to the bathroom. “You really did need something. I’m so sorry I forgot about you, baby,” she told me with a squeeze.
I pulled it out of my mouth, “It’s okay, I know Bella distracted you.”
She hugged me and sighed, “We’re both going to have to get used to me having two girls to care for.”
I nodded, and she grabbed the bottle from me and pulled my jumper over my head, top over my head, then pulled the tapes of my diaper open while I stood, and she wiped me real quick with a wipe. “Can you take off your socks while I check the water?” She asked me.
I nodded and pulled them off, leaving me completely naked.
“Let’s put this shower cap on your hair today,” she told me, “it’ll make tomorrow a bit easier.”
I nodded, and after she placed it on my head, she plunked me into the bath.
“Water okay?” She asked me.
I nodded and let her begin to wash me. She was gentle and thorough as always and asked, “I’m trying to remember, what’s tomorrow’s schedule?”
“It should have just been my math test and a visit with my advisor, maybe? He hadn’t sent me an email yet?”
“But now we have the meeting with everyone?”
“Yeah,” I sighed. “Do you think I’m in big trouble?”
She shook her head, “You didn’t cheat. Cameras are running to make sure you weren’t looking around at other students. You turned your phone off, right?”
I nodded, “I didn’t even have it – you had it,” and thought for a second, “I still had my watch, though?”
She shook her head, “You and I both know it can make video phone calls, but it’s something that would have been obvious to everyone. The video will show you weren’t looking at it either. It’s a protective measure for you as a Little, so I don’t think they’d have any ability to say anything.”
I nodded, “Hope your right.”
“The worst thing they could say is that I somehow pre-taught you the exam, but like I said – you do weird things with code that are uniquely Stacy. I read the email and responded that we would be there. Doctor Butler being there, too, is a good thing. He knows my code, and after ten seconds of looking at yours, he’ll know it wasn’t mine.”
“Anyway, it’s just the test tomorrow otherwise? There’s a movie night at 9pm, but of course, that’s not for the Littles.”
“It’s so unfair that the Littles get to miss all of the best parts of college orientation!” Amanda said sadly. “We could have our own movie night tomorrow night if you wanted?”
“Really?”
“Make it a pool party and invite Megan?” She suggested.
“How about your parents too?”
She shook her head, “If I invite them… it can’t just be them - it’s one of our family rules. I can’t only invite one sister along… So, I’d have to invite Cassie and Chloe.”
“Yuck,” I said. “Just Megan then!”
“You can show her your big girl bed then!” She smiled at me.
“Why didn’t you just buy another crib?” I asked.
“I told you earlier… as much as it goes against my instincts, I have to let you grow up some. The original plan was to turn your crib into the toddler bed last week.”
“What happened?” I asked curiously.
She flushed and looked embarrassed, “It was too easy to want to just keep you safe in a crib? Every instinct of my being wants to just keep you as a baby… This weekend reminded me more of the stakes.”
“What about Bella?” I asked.
“Once things cool off again, I’ll ask her if she would be happier in her own big girl bed.” She shook her head, “I have a feeling though she’ll tell me she’d rather keep the crib, though.”
“That’s weird,” I told her. “Is she at least going to be able to play with her sewing stuff at all?”
Amanda shook her head, “Not until things cool down a lot. Once it does maybe, we can set her up to do it if your Daddy or I can watch her.”
“I feel so bad for her,” I told her, “But I’m also jealous…?”
“I know, I read over your shoulder… I’m sorry.”
“Do I have to be a big girl all of the time at home?”
“For a while, I think that’s a good idea, Stacy… I’d put you in training panties at home if they made them small enough for you.”
I laughed at her, “Apparently, they barely make diapers small enough for me!”
“You know, I think Madison did feel bad for you,” she told me.
“Given she didn’t mess with me in any other way, I think you’re right.”
“Come on, sweetheart, let’s get you out of the tub before you shrivel up into a raisin.”
“Not that!” I told her as she pulled the plug and wrapped me in a towel. She sat me down on the counter and handed me a toothbrush to use. As I brushed my teeth, she pulled the shower cap off of my head and pushed my hair behind my ears to keep me from getting toothpaste on it. I spit out the toothpaste, and she handed me a cup to rinse out before I spit again.
“Let’s get you dressed for bed then,” she told me with a smile.
She quietly carried me into the nursery, which was lit only by a couple nightlights. Bella’s snores surprisingly loud right then. Silently she dressed me in a thick princess diaper and pulled one of my pink nightgowns over my head before carrying me back out into the hallway and downstairs. I had a moment of hoping that maybe she would let me nurse from her, but that was quickly dashed as she picked up a warmed bottle that had to be plain old milk.
I sighed, and she squeezed me tight, “I promise I’ll let you nurse Friday night,” knowing the problem, “if you can make it through Saturday without a poopy accident, we’ll do it again Saturday night too.”
“So, we can get back to bedtime?” I asked hopefully.
“I hope so,” she told me with a smile, “but if it does anything with your control over your poopy, we have to stop. Hopefully, it won’t be too late for you by the time we realize that.”
That made me think of the Littles departing earlier, “I think there will be some poopy Littles in the dorms tonight.”
“Why do you say that?”
I sighed, “I’m pretty sure someone spiked the punch at dinner.”
Amanda sighed, “Sounds about right… As long as they have a pull-up or a diaper on tonight, they’re okay.”
“Tomorrow during the test, they won’t be, though? That counts as in class, right?”
“Yes, it does… they won’t be safe there…” she said softly as she carried me to the rocking chair and gathered me up in a blanket that she had draped on the chair.
I felt calm and relaxed as she sat down and eased me into her arms, and laid me back to hold the bottle to my lips. I made no motion to hold it myself and suckled it gently as she began singing one of her sweet lullabies.
‘WHAT THE HELL is that!’ was my next thought as a loud siren, klaxon rang through the air. I sat up in my new bed and saw Bella looking scared in the crib. Then, I heard a car screech away, and suddenly Amanda was in the room grabbing me into her arms, followed by Bella.
“It’s okay,” she shushed us as she then hurried to their bedroom and shut that door, locking it behind her.
“What’s going on?” I asked her.
“That’s the intruder alarm.”
Sirens filled the night as she took us into their walk-in closet and sat down. Bella began whimpering and having a full-blown panic attack then, while I just wondered why I hadn’t grabbed my switch. ‘What would a shrunken 9mm even do to an Amazon?’ I wondered darkly. ‘I need to do something else with it if something like this happens again!’
As Bella cried quietly, Amanda wrapped us into a protective hug and said, “shush, it’s okay, girls.”
As the door to the closet suddenly opened, I smelt something that told me Bella had another reason to cry now. I looked up, afraid of who was coming in…
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Chapters 13 and 14
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 13: Rough Mornings
I NERVOUSLY LOOKED up in the dark at the opening door and breathed a sigh of relief when I saw that it was just Fred! He knelt down and wrapped us all in a hug.
“It’s okay, girls,” he said while wiping off tears from my face that I didn’t know I had, “the police are here. They’re looking around downstairs and want to speak with us.”
“Okay,” Amanda said, voice shaky, “you want to take Stacy? I’m going to need to change Bella before we go downstairs.”
Bella was hiccoughing non-stop, and I wondered if there was any point in bringing her down. Fred took me and gave me a tight squeeze, “It’s okay,” he told me as he and Amanda split up at the staircase. Downstairs I could see that someone had smashed through the glass of the back door. It seemed clear to me that they had shattered the glass, tried to get in, and they were frightened off by the alarm sounding.
“I thought the backyard was supposed to be covered now…?” I whispered to him.
He squeezed me tight, “It’s supposed to be! That is a good question we need to answer,” he told me. “I’m not sure how they got around that grid.”
Several cops were walking around with flashlights looking everywhere. “Sir, you have a pretty sophisticated system here. Do you have cameras hooked up by chance?” A young officer asked.
Fred sat me down in the playpen and grabbed for his phone. ‘Gee, thanks…’ I thought as I was penned away like some dumb baby then. Knowing there wasn’t anything else I could do, I sat down with a sigh and rubbed my eyes. “Here you go, officer,” he said as he played a video with sound that I could hear glass break on, then the alarm went off.
“They’re all wearing masks…” the officer frowned. “And gloves, it looks like too.”
“I doubt we find much right now, rookie,” an older officer said. “Go look around the other side of the fence. Maybe someone dropped something before they hopped over.”
“Yes, sir,” he said and walked away.
Amanda came down about then with Bella swaddled tightly in a light blanket. She cuddled her in her arms like a tiny infant more my size. She’d thrown a robe on too before coming down. “Sir, I noticed as we looked at your address that there was an incident this afternoon with your wife and daughter?”
Fred nodded, “Amanda was with Stacy at the university, and someone shoved Amanda down and tried to grab Stacy and run with her.”
“The school gave us a sketch,” he said while opening up the tablet he had for notes, “was this her?”
“Yes, that’s the drawing my daughter gave.”
“Well, it looks like she’s been identified but not picked up yet…” he said and walked over to me, “Is this her?” He leaned over the playpen rail and showed me a picture of the same woman that Amanda had identified earlier.
“Yes, sir,” I said, “who is she?” I asked to pretend I didn’t know yet.
“Her name is Serena Ricci, and she’s a bad lady,” he told me like I was an idiot.
“I got that part when she tried to kidnap me and scramble my brains, officer.” I glared at him.
Fred reached back over and picked me up from the playpen. I think he did so to keep me from jumping over the rail and decking the cop!
“Sorry, I guess you would have, huh?”
“Excuse me?” A woman detective asked Fred mainly, “Did you just have one security system or two?”
“It’s actually three,” Amanda told her.
“Three systems?” she asked in surprise, “Why?”
“Just a hunch,” Fred told them. “When we adopted our baby girl over here this weekend, we seem to have gotten a group angry at us.”
A knocking on the front door interrupted anything else they would have said. “Excuse me,” Fred said, and I sat in his arms as he peeked through the peephole for a second and then opened up the door.
“Hi Joe,” he told Grandpa, who had shown up.
“What the hell happened?” He asked.
I watched the lead detective gulp before he reached his hand out and said, “Hey Joe, how are you doing?”
“Pretty good, Jake, except this crap happening to my daughter!” He looked at the back door and then at us, “Is everyone okay?”
“Yes, Daddy,” Amanda told him as he gave her and Bella a hug.
He gave me a friendly wave before saying, “Your video cameras get anything?”
“Not anything usable,” Amanda said.
“I’m going to go back and look at the backyard myself. How did the intruders get past that system?”
“I think the detective here was about to tell us that, Joe,” Fred said.
He looked at the detective who had been asking questions, and she seemed to gulp nervously before saying, “It looks like they managed to splice the power line and feed over on the system on the exterior. I think they believed they’d knocked down the whole system, but Ma’am, you said you had two other systems?”
“Yes, redundancies just in case.” Amanda looked nervous, “I never dreamed they’d be needed, though. That first layer is not your average system!”
“Let me go take a look at it,” Joe said, and I watched as he left the room.
“Joe’s your dad?” The older detective asked Amanda.
“Yes, sir, he is. How do you know him?”
“He’s helped us out many times over the years. I also sparred with him during a training seminar he did one time when I was younger and dumber… Didn’t make that mistake again!”
Amanda laughed, “He’s pretty intense.”
Another thirty minutes of questions being asked, and re-asked, occurred before Joe signed a copy of the initial police report. They left at about 3am with nothing more than a promise of extra patrols. In the end, it was just a relief to get them out of the house! Fred and Amanda still held us. I was wide awake, but Bella had long since succumbed to her stress and went to sleep in Amanda’s arms. Finally, Joe came in, and it didn’t help calm me down when he said, “Mandy, I don’t know how we’re going to stop these guys… they’re not amateurs.”
“What did you find, Dad?” she asked.
“Why don’t you put the girls back to bed first and then come to look with me?”
“Can I come?” I asked.
He gave me a weird look but nodded, “She might see something else we don’t.”
Amanda whispered to Fred, “Here, can you put Bella back in her crib, and I’ll take Stacy?”
“Sure,” he said, and they performed a baby swap maneuver that was more than a little awkward for me, but Bella never stirred. “I’ll stay upstairs with her until you get done.”
“Thanks, honey. I’m guessing Bella will be upset when she wakes up again.”
Amanda watched him go upstairs for a moment before readjusting me on her hip and saying, “What did you find?”
“Over here,” he said as he led out the broken glass door. You could see they’d pulled a board away at the edge of the nearest fence post to the house and accessed a cable running along with it for one set of motion sensors. Some alligator clips were visibly still hanging onto the line. “I think this was their first entry point,” he said.
“Makes sense…” she said as she examined it, “Not bad actually… but that only got that side of the yard down.”
“They hit the system control panel over here next,” he told her.
A gray box concealed some of the guts of the new system. As Amanda came up to it, I could see a little black cube hooked into it with some odd electrical leads sticking out.
“What is it?” I asked.
“I don’t actually know Stacy… You recognize it, Dad?”
He nodded, “It’s military-grade equipment – we give them to our special ops people when they run into systems like this.”
“Shit…” Amanda said. “How can they be this pissed off about one Little?”
“There’s got to be something more going on here that you don’t know,” Joe said.
“Is this booby-trapped?” She asked him as she pointed to the device.
“They didn’t use to be,” he told her. “Be careful…” he warned.
Amanda sat me down on the ground and used her fingers to pull the little device loose. When nothing happened except the alarm starting to beep, we all breathed a sigh of relief.
“Come on, let’s get you both back inside. Do you want to come over to our house tonight to sleep?”
“Daddy, I have two babies...?”
“We still have a crib upstairs in the nursery they could use?”
Amanda shook her head, “It’s not like we have a long time to sleep now anyway. So I’m going to put this one back in her bed at least so she can at least try to get some sleep before her math exam.”
I groaned, “Why couldn’t they have picked another night to do this stuff?”
“Well, Stacy, as soon as I figure out who’s behind this, there will be some hell to pay from me. No one messes with my family and gets away with it!”
“Thanks, Daddy,” Amanda said at the bottom of the stairs. “I’ll send Fred down so he can help you figure out the door in a moment.”
“Sounds good,” he said.
“Come on, Princess,” she told me and carried me up the stairs. She walked down the hallway to her workshop first and put the cube in an odd box.
“What’s that?” I asked her sleepily.
“Souped-up Faraday cage,” she told me. “Just in case it’s more than it obviously is. It’s also thick enough that the box should contain it if it’s explosive.”
“That’s a pleasant thought,” I said as she carried me into the nursery. Fred was watching over a sleeping Bella from the rocking chair as we came in.
Amanda felt my diaper, decided it needed to be changed, and walked over to the changing table to quickly change me into another of the princess diapers. “Try and get some sleep if you can,” she whispered as she tucked me in my new toddler bed. Not having the rails actually made me more nervous about everything then.
“Mommy?” I asked.
“Yes, sweetie?”
“Paci?”
She smiled and found one that she placed in my mouth before kissing me on the forehead and said, “Good night, we’ll keep you safe – I promise!”
“Lub you,” I told her around the pacifier and watched as she walked away.
“Love you too, baby,” she told me.
I tossed and turned for a long while then. It took me a long while to fall asleep in my new bed between Bella’s occasional whimpers, other sounds in the house, and everything. The last time I looked at the clock, it said 5:30am.
MORNING CAME WAY too early as Amanda had to tickle me to wake up. “Shh…” she said, and I could tell that Bella was probably still asleep.
I sighed and asked, “What time is it?” as she carried me from the nursery.
“Eight-thirty,” she said, “I figure you need to get some breakfast and coffee before you go for your test.”
“Lots of coffee!”
Fred must have heard me say that as she rounded the last step with me. He said, “Believe me, I’ll be brewing another when we finish this pot! Glad I didn’t have any procedures scheduled for today.”
He helped Amanda lift the tray out of the way on my high chair before she had me quickly buckled in and sat a cup of coffee on my tray. I wasted no time guzzling half of it down in the hopes of waking up. I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes and tried to focus on the room around me.
“Now that’s a proper Little,” Grandpa Joe said as he walked over from the living room. I hadn’t noticed him.
“Huh?”
“Coffee drinker!” He laughed, “Good for your momma for letting you have it too!”
I blushed, “More like an addict,” I admitted.
He went and poured another cup for himself too. By the time Amanda brought over a plate of eggs, bacon, and pancakes, I had already finished the first cup. “This is the only time I’m not going to give you a hard time drinking too much coffee… just be warned; you will probably have a really soaked diaper,” she warned.
I nodded, “As long as it’s not the one Madison put me in…?”
Amanda snorted out some of her coffee with that comment, “I do have those two spares if you really want them? You could probably last a full twenty-four hours in one!”
I glared at her and took another long drink of coffee before working on the eggs.
Half an hour or so later, I felt the need to use my potty. “May I get down and use my potty?” I asked Amanda. I turned red as I asked and even redder as Grandpa Joe half-watched while I grunted a large log into the potty. As soon as I was done and wiped clean, Amanda carried me upstairs to get changed. “Do you want a princess diaper to ensure you can get through the test?”
“I can barely walk when they’re wet!”
“Better than changing your uniform or being told to go without your uniform because you’re not mature enough for it?”
I sighed and consented in the end, “You’ll be around when I’m done to change me, right? I can’t pull those tapes off…?”
“I should be, and if I’m not, I’ll get Megan to swing by.”
“Kay,” I told her and raised my bottom to let her put the offensive pink garment on me. She handed me my skirt and blouse before helping with my shoes and hair.
When she was done, she gave me a hug and sat me on the ground, “I need to get your sister up. As soon as I’m done getting her ready, we’ll get going.”
I just nodded and walked to my desk chair.
As soon as she gently woke Bella up, the poor girl began to sob hysterically. I sighed and opened my backpack up to see if it had enough spare diapers. Amanda must have restocked it at some point because six new pampers were stashed at the bottom of the bag. ‘I’m going to throw in two more to be safe,’ I thought. I also checked on wipes and was glad to see a lot left in the little pouch still.
“It’s okay, Bella, we’re not going to let anything happen to you,” Amanda told her as she changed her diaper and outfit.
She was crying, “But… it’s all my fault – and I don’t even understand why they want me this bad! You should just call them and give me away!”
“No chance, silly girl,” Amanda said, “You are part of our family now, and I’m not about to let any two-bit crooks get you or Stacy!”
She continued crying, and I watched Amanda’s face cloud for a second before she moved her blouse out of the way and offered Bella a breast that she latched onto with some encouragement. I looked away so I wouldn’t be as jealous, “I’m going downstairs, Mommy… we need to go in not too long.” I reminded her.
“Let me just try and get Bella sorted here, and we’ll go,” she told me.
The princess diapers had at one point seemed like the thickest things I could possibly wear, but after last night’s diaper, they felt thinner than the really thin diaper that I’d tried the first day! So I had a bit of a waddle going downstairs, but it wasn’t too bad compared to the pillow. Downstairs Fred looked up from his paper and said, “Your mommy almost down?”
I shook my head, “Bella was having a panic attack or something when she woke up, so she’s trying to get her calmed down.”
I looked at my watch anxiously every couple of minutes. It was almost 9:30 when Amanda finally walked downstairs with Bella on her side, along with the giant diaper bag. “You have your backpack, Stacy?”
I nodded and held it up, “Let’s go then.”
“Dumb question, but you have a stylus, right?”
“Yes, Mommy,” I said but double-checked and saw I had a plethora of pencils, pens, and my tablet stylus.
“Come on then,” she said, leaning down to pick me up. She stopped at Bella’s side of the car first and said, “I’ve got to put you down here, sweetie. I promise we’ll be in the car too in just a second.”
As she carried me around to the other side, I asked, “Is she okay?”
Amanda seemed unsure, “She’s acting almost like we’d regressed her this morning – I’m not sure what’s going on. I’m hoping she’ll snap out of it this afternoon… There’s no way I can leave her with Daddy this morning, though, so I will have to take her to my office with me. I had your daddy put your playpen in the car to put in my office. No one will think it weird to have a newly adopted Little there with me. We’ll have to pick up another one for home later.”
I nodded as she opened my door, laid me back in my carrier seat, and buckled me in. Fortunately, she wasted no time getting going down the road. I lay in my seat and hoped that I would be able to focus on the stupid math test! I was exhausted from not sleeping and fought my eyes closing even with all of the coffee I’d drank with breakfast!
Chapter 14: Added Up
BELLA KEPT SNIFFLING in her seat, and I could see tears still going down her face as we pulled into Amanda’s parking spot. Just as she put the car into park, I heard a fart and smelled that Bella had definitely finished off her current diaper. My watch showed it was quarter till nine, and we still had a bit of quick walk to go! Setting me down on the ground, she seemed to know we needed to hurry.
I heard Amanda groan as she opened Bella’s door, “Sorry, Bella,” she told the whimpering girl, “you’ll have to wait until we get Stacy to the test, and then we’ll get you cleaned up. She grabbed the diaper bag and quickly wrapped Bella up in the blanket before I had to follow along.
On the ride up to the lecture hall level, one of the Amazon girls on the elevator said, “Oh my, someone is stinky!”
“This one?” another girl said, pulled my skirt up, and checked my diaper without asking. “Aww… what a cute diapee!”
I blushed and wanted to smack the girl.
“No, it’s definitely this daughter. Next time leave my other baby girl’s skirt down. I’m more than capable of checking my daughter for a messy diaper myself.”
“Sorry ma’am…” the girl that pulled my dress said.
“Professor,” she told her tersely.
“Umm… sorry, Professor,” she said and blushed more as the elevator door opened.
Amanda patted me on the head and walked with me as far as the sign-in table before saying, “I’m going to go change the stinker and head to my office. Go upstairs if Megan or I’m not here when you’re done. You can always stay with Kim until I get back if I’m not there.”
“Kay, Mommy,” I told her as I nervously waited through the crowd signing in.
Towards the front of the line, I heard, “Stacy!”
I saw Laura, “Hi Laura,” I told her sleepily.
“You don’t look so good,” she said.
I looked at her and made the same observation, “Neither do you?”
“You have the runs all night too?”
I shook my head, “No, that would have been easier to deal with!” She looked embarrassed and shocked that I didn’t think that was bad, so I added, “of course, I’m in diapers full-time and used to it, but you’re not?”
“How come you didn’t get them then? The whole dorm had them,” she whispered to me. “Most every Little is in a diaper today, and we’ve been warned we’re not allowed to take them off ourselves to use the potty…” she blushed.
“I’d guessed that they spiked the punch and didn’t drink any of it,” I told her. “It’s why I always have a sealed water bottle in my backpack.”
Her eyes opened as we got to the front, and an Amazon leaned over the table. “Name?” He asked me
“Stacy Westerfield,” I said with more confidence than I felt right then. He looked at a device sitting on the table before handing me a clear wrapped packet, “head-on inside.”
“Laura Windsor,” I heard Laura say, waiting for her to get hers and walk in together.
An Amazon girl who must have been a TA looked at us with disdain and said, “We have some little seats upfront for you two.”
“Thanks,” I said with a pleasant smile even though the comment was meant to be demeaning.
An enormous lecture hall descended into the front lecture area. There was indeed a row of Little-sized seats at the very front of the lecture room that looked to be almost Little highchairs. Something about them seemed ridiculous, but I wasted no time walking up to them and was surprised they didn’t have the Little straps to hold us in. To my dismay, I was still a little small for them and reached the little side table, so I grabbed the booster from inside my backpack and put it on the chair.
“You need a booster on a Little sized seat?” a nearby Little asked me.
“Yeah, seems like it!”
“How tiny are you?”
“Thirty-nine-and-a-half inches tall,” I told her with a smile.
The girl in question seemed much taller than most of the Littles I’d hung around so far. She seemed like she was probably closer to my old height. “Wow… That’s like newborn size when an Amazon gets ahold of you, ouch…” she whispered.
“Yes, it is,” I told her. “Though actually three months for the clothing size,” I told her before grimacing, “Unless it’s a swimsuit.”
“I’m Kristina,” she told me.
“Like my adopted cousin,” I said, “I can remember that. Though you’re able to do a lot more than her!”
“Adopted cousin…?” She asked.
“On my adopted mommy’s side,” I told her.
“Wait… you’re adopted?”
I nodded.
“But how are you here…?”
“Just go with it,” Laura said, “She’s got like the perfect setup where her adopted parents actually let her go to college!”
“What do they get out of it then?”
“Well, I’m paying for room and board… but I’m also letting her get some of her… umm… maternal desires out… or at least I was.”
“Was?” Laura asked.
“My new adopted baby sister seems to be getting a lot more of that time now than I am.”
“Well, that’s got to be good, right?” Laura asked.
I blushed and shrugged, “I’m not going to lie… I kind of liked the attention.”
I dug out my several pencils and got set with the table in front of me for the test. I remembered that Amanda asked about my stylus, so I put it next to my pencils. “How do you think you’re going to do on this?” Kristina asked.
I shrugged, “I took a lot of calculus in high school, but this is a new dimension for me.”
“Wait… what?” She asked just as a professor started speaking directly in front of us.
“Good morning, ladies and gentlemen. I am Professor Lieberman. I want to get this test started on time this morning, so we have plenty of time to grade your tests and get your results sent to your advisors. You should have each received a wrapped packet – please open it at this time.”
I followed his direction and undid the plastic wrapping on the test. When done, I expected it to separate out into a test booklet, scratch paper, and a scantron-style document like my tests back home. ‘I’m surprised they have these still?’ Before I opened it and realized what I thought was completely wrong. ‘I guess I see why Amanda asked me about the stylus,’ I thought to myself as I looked at the contents.
There was only a thin… electronic tablet? It looked more like an old-fashioned piece of transparency for those old projectors that math teachers liked to use. That was the only thing I could think of calling it, though as it activated itself and the professor said, “Once you have your tests open, you may begin. You have two hours for this test. We will be looking at your work for any questions on how you arrived at your answers. If you’re borderline on passing into a regular math class, that may sway us one way or another, so I recommend you show us that work. Any questions? No, good luck!”
On the screen, it asked for my name, network username, and password before it advanced to the first question. For question one, I could clearly see that it gave a spot to select the answer like a bubble and space below to work out the problem. I grabbed the stylus, pressed it on the screen, and was rewarded with drawing a line. I took that to mean I just used it to write directly on the screen, began working through each problem, and tuned out the world around me. Not even fifteen minutes into the test, the coffee started calling out to me, and with a sigh, I just let it go in the diaper, knowing it would hold anything I could throw at it.
I paid neither my bladder nor the diaper, any mind after that, and kept answering questions. I’d made it through forty questions when the professor said we had a half-hour remaining. His announcement made me notice the room again. I heard a whimper, a fart and smelled something awful coming from beside me. One of the proctors came over and began smelling down the row. She looked at me, “Would you please lean forward?”
“Why?” I asked stupidly as she pulled my dress up to show my diaper to the world and looked in the back of it.
“Wet, but all clean! What a big girl you are with such a pretty baby diaper on!” She said to me, eliciting some giggles from the auditorium.
She moved down to the next chair where Kristina sat, and I realized this was a bad thing. The poor girl was shaking, and sure enough, when she was made to lean forward, the girl said, “Uh-oh, someone made us a big pwesent in her diapee! Let’s press complete on this test since I’m sure it’s probably too hard for you anyway, and then we’ll get you to your Dean’s office so she can give you your spanking and eight demerits. You might set a new school record for getting kicked out of Emerson and going back to daycare to be with the other babies!”
Around the room, the giggles were everywhere, and I felt terrible for the girl as she was led waddling out with her things up the staircase. Everyone in the room seemed glued to her walk of shame. Then, just as she was almost to the top of the room, someone tripped her. I watched as she fell back on her messy butt. Instantly you could see that she had splattered the runny poop out of her diaper! The disgusting mess ran down her legs as she was helped up and continued to leave, obviously crying. ‘Poor baby,’ and ‘look at the poopy pants,’ were among the many comments I heard. The taunts from the Amazons continued until the professor said, “Enough! Back to work!”
I gulped and wondered if I should take one of my charms just to be safe! I focused back in on the test, though.
The questions kept me on constant guard with the adjustment to Base 60 math. I still hadn’t found out why this dimension kept using that instead of adjusting to Base 10 after the Babylonians faded from history! It wasn’t the most challenging thing, but it meant there were several times I had to slap myself and re-answer a question. A trick question almost got me midway through. I almost missed my mistake because they had given the correct answer in Base 10 as an option!
I giggled quietly, though, when one of the last questions asked for students to treat the question as a Base 10 math question. I was sure that one had an answer from me quicker than any of the others in the room. I pressed submit on the final question with fifteen minutes still left on the running clock. As I looked up, the professor noticed I was done and came over, “Gave up?”
“Gave up?” I asked, confused, “No? Question fifty was the last one, right?”
“Uhh… yeah, it was.”
“I just finished it. Do we turn this into you and leave?” I asked with a whisper since I had noted others had been turning them into him.
“Yes, umm… go ahead and hand it to me,” he said.
“Thanks, Doctor Lieberman,” I told him while I awkwardly stood up in my excessively puffy diaper.
The stupid diaper had done as advertised and made it an arduous struggle to walk up the steps without crawling. I pushed on, though, ignoring the giggles of the Amazons I passed. I heard more than one, “Oh, just crawl, sweetie, you’re obviously not ready to walk,” before I got up to the top. I sighed as I waddled through the open door and realized I had Laura right behind me.
“Why did you wear such a thick diaper?” she asked me.
“I didn’t want to risk the wet dress after the gallon of coffee I drank earlier,” I told her quietly, knowing some wouldn’t approve of a Little having that beverage.
“You get to drink coffee?” she hissed.
I smiled, “I really do have an awesome mommy.”
“I don’t want a mommy besides my real one, but yeah… I’m not going to lie – I’m jealous – I know I won’t get that lucky if it happens to me. Where are you going now?”
“Upstairs to her office.”
“Oh, that’s right, you said she’s a professor here?”
“Yeah, what are you doing?”
“Well, today is the first day they haven’t insisted on us being led back to the dorms on those stupid ropes, so they said we could get lunch on our own?”
I smiled at her, “That’s cool… I have a meeting in an hour I have to go to, but you want to go up and see if my mommy wants to go to lunch with us at the union?”
“Umm…”
“She’s really not one of those crazy Amazons… the only reason I have a new sister is because we were saving her from a nasty flight stewardess… who turned out to be connected to some crazy group that kind of has me angry right now!”
She looked at me like I was nuts but shrugged, “Sure!”
I smiled at her and walked to the elevator with her. An Amazon girl had called for a down elevator, “Would you please push the up button for us?” I asked nicely.
She looked at me with a smile, “Why on earth are you going upstairs? You should know better than to play with the elevators!”
“Mommy works up there,” I said with a smile.
Her face contorted, but she pressed it anyway. We got an elevator before her, and Laura started giggling as soon as the door closed. “You do that way too well!” She kidded me.
“Well, I am adopted… Trust me when I’ve been in baby mode; I’ve learned it’s a good idea to develop that skill!”
“What do you mean?” She asked.
However, the doors opened. “I’ll tell you some other time. Let’s just say that there’s not much I haven’t done since getting here?”
She had a horrified look, but I shrugged, “Hi Miss Kim,” I said to Kimberly as the door opened.
“Well, hi Stacy,” she said, “your mommy is back in her office. I’ll let her know you’re on your way back.”
“Great!”
To my surprise, we kept walking without her asking me anything about Laura. Finally, as we came to her office, she opened the door holding Bella, who seemed to be smiling. “Well, there you are, Stacy!” She said with a smile, “Who’s your friend?”
“Mommy, this is Laura. She’s in my nest.”
“Nice… nice to meet you,” Laura said while noting Bella was in a very babyish sunsuit with a very wet diaper on display.
“You too,” Amanda said.
“I’m Bella,” Bella actually spoke to my surprise, given how she’d been acting when I saw her last.
Amanda closed the office door and directed us towards the couch. “We have that meeting at one, so Daddy is supposed to come to get Bella soon… but I don’t know how we’ll get lunch in time.”
“Well, may I just go with Laura to lunch at the union and meet you at the administration building?”
She looked at me like I was crazy, “after last night and yesterday, you want me to let you go alone?”
“They won’t expect me to be alone with another Little after that. If I were those guys, I’d back off for a while…?”
She shook her head but shrugged, “I said you needed to be a big girl now, so I guess that’s this. You want your diaper changed really quick?”
“Please?” I asked.
She made no attempt to preserve my modesty to Laura as she quickly pulled a changing mat out, laid me down on it, and grabbed a diaper from a box that now sat in a cabinet next to the couch. My naked crotch was wiped and sealed back in a normal Pamper when I heard a fart and smelled an accident.
“Bella, what did you eat?” I asked but then realized it was Laura looking red and embarrassed.
“Oh no, you poor thing,” Amanda said, guessing it too. “I can change you into one of Bella’s regular Pampers if you want? Or give you one to go change in the restroom?”
“We’re not allowed to change ourselves after last night…?”
“My mommy can change you, though, right?” I paused, “What exactly did they say?”
“A ‘grown-up’ had to do it.”
“Well, Mommy’s a grown-up professor, so no worries. How were they going to enforce it?”
“My diaper is Little proof,” she said with a shamed face.
“Hop up, Princess, and go to the diaper bag and get me one of Bella’s Pampers. She won’t need them since I’m keeping her in the princess diapers most of the time right now.”
“You don’t have to...” Laura tried to say, but Amanda just picked her up and put her down on the changing pad I had laid on.
“One of Stacy’s would definitely be too small, but I’m guessing Bella’s will fit you fine other than being a little bit big. She has some weird hip measurements that mean a regular baby diaper has to be smaller.”
“In other words, I have no hips,” Bella grumbled.
“Neither do I,” I reminded her.
I turned away for Laura’s sake as Amanda opened up the stinkiest diaper I’d smelled yet! She thought it was terrible from the sounds Amanda made, too, “They spiked the punch last night?” She asked as she taped the new one on.
“That’s what Stacy thinks.”
“Tell you what, there’s a bottle of water in my fridge you can have that’s safe. Maybe we can get permission this weekend for you to sleep over at our house one night, and we’ll go on a supply run for you to get some drinks that you can be sure aren’t messed with.”
“What about the coke machines? They wouldn’t be able to mess with those, would they?”
Amanda shook her head, “I wouldn’t count on it right now. Especially when there are so many Littles that can be caught with poopy diapers in class.”
“I know… that poor girl,” Laura sniffed.
“Poor girl?” Bella asked.
I nodded and grabbed my backpack, “A girl we just met… She was actually practically a Betweener sized girl… Let’s just say what Laura just let out was practically the smell of roses compared to her mess. Some jerk tripped her going up the stairs on the walk of shame she was already taking to the Dean’s office. She fell back straight back on her butt and smushed it.”
“Eew…” Bella said.
“Yeah, from experience, I know that sucks.”
“If you’re going to go to lunch, girls, you’d better get going. Don’t be late to the meeting, Stacy!” Amanda told me.
“We’ll be quick,” I told her as she opened the door.
“Miss Kim, would you please call for the elevator to go to the first floor for us?”
“Sure, sweetie,” she told me. “Who’s your friend?”
“Oh, this is Laura,” I told her.
“Nice to meet you, ma’am,” Laura said nervously.
“Oh, don’t worry if you’re up on this floor, sweetie, Doctor Westerfield and I only have Littles because we kept them out of other people’s hands. You’re safe from me.”
“Thank you, ma’am,” she said, unsure of herself as the door opened.
Kim stepped in briefly to press ‘1’ and said, “Have a good day, girls!”
“That was so embarrassing,” Laura said as the elevator went down.
“Better than Kristina?”
“Well, definitely better than her!”
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Chapters 15 and 16
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 15: Verdicts
WE BEGAN WALKING quickly down the path to the student union, which wasn’t too far. Inside there was a long line of Littles at a sandwich restaurant that reminded me of Subway.
A large sign said Little’s Special Today! $1 Six-Inch sandwich and chips! I said, “Split a pizza?”
“But they said there’s a special…?”
“Special probably means ‘special,’” I said while holding my fingers in quotes.
“Oh… really?”
“Blondie, you’re going to have to be a lot more careful if you want to make it through this week, let alone four years here.”
She nodded in reply but didn’t say anything else as we joined a small line of Amazons waiting for some pre-made pizzas that reminded me of Pizza Hut.
“One pepperoni,” I said to the guy at the counter.
“We don’t have Little sized ready.”
“I don’t mind the big one; we’re sharing,” I told him.
He looked at me oddly but nodded, “Well, if you’re going to be cautious like that, I won’t keep you from having something smart.”
I didn’t fully know if he meant that they were the safe ones or not, but I just handed him my card, which I knew had money on it to swipe. “You’re all good, sweetheart,” he told me as he gave me the personal pizza that might as well have been an extra-large size pizza to me back home.
“Thanks!” I said and found our way over to a Little sized table.
“Why didn’t you get the Little special?” Someone asked us as we sat down next to them. “Only one dollar today!”
“Because it’s probably spiked with something?” I said casually. “Like the punch last night?”
They looked at the half-eaten sandwich in horror and ran out to the bathroom while throwing their food away.
“Was that mean?” I asked Laura as she took a piece and began cutting it in thirds to eat it.
“No… Not nice, but not mean.”
I kept a close eye on my watch for the time while I filled her in more on my life. I gave her a short version of everything since I’d arrived in the dimension. “You’ve really breastfed?” She asked quietly.
I nodded.
“How do you still have control?”
I sighed, “I haven’t nursed in a week… and I hate it.”
“But…”
“I think if I only do at night, it won’t be a huge problem, but Amanda wants to wait until the weekend to test that.”
“Why would you want that?”
“It’s calming,” I started, “and I kind of like not knowing that I need to pee in the middle of the night. I lose bladder control for the full night and usually don’t notice my bladder the next day.”
“But if you poop…?”
“Yeah… so I’m restricted until we can figure it out… or I can find a way to counteract that part of it.” We talked about the test and some other things about Emerson while we both ate. I had a lot of fun talking to her – she reminded me of Gaby, actually!
I looked at my watch again as I was full, “I’ve got to go next door to the administration building, see you later?”
“Sure! If nothing else, see you tomorrow at the Little seminars?”
“Sounds good – be careful what you eat or drink before then… and if you feel like it’s going to happen, let me know, and I’ll give you something to keep you from going… it’ll just have some side-effects you have to worry about.”
She looked skeptically at me but nodded, “Okay.”
I gathered my backpack and dodged the large Amazons moving to and fro, out the door, and across the lawn to the large administration building. More than any of the other buildings I had seen, this one reminded me of a traditional Ivy League campus back home.
“I’m looking for Dean Sanders’ office?” I told the lady on the front floor.
“Already in trouble, dear?” She said as she sniffed the air a bit to see if I had a poopy diaper.
“No ma’am, at least I don’t think so… I think it’s about a test result?”
“Well, either way, you’re going to go upstairs to the third floor. Let me call the elevator for you,” she smiled as she walked me over.
“Thanks,” I said and then “Have a great day,” when she left the elevator.
I quickly found Amanda waiting patiently in a chair next to Doctor Butler outside the office on the third floor. They seemed to be having an amicable conversation. I walked up to her, and she possessively picked me up onto her lap as the sounds of blood-curdling screaming came from the office we were waiting to go into. “Bad baby!” was accompanied with more smacks and, “Is that what you want to be? A diaper pooping baby?!?”
The sad sounds of a bawling girl went on loudly for a long uncomfortable few minutes before eventually, a teary-eyed Kristina came out of the office. Earlier she had been dressed in the uniform like I had been, but now she just wore her blouse and a large diaper with ‘Baby’ in blocks around it. “You have nine demerits, young lady, one more, and you’ll be in the nursery where I’m pretty sure you belong. This is your last chance! Don’t blow it!”
“No, ma’am,” she said and walked to the elevator with her head held down without noticing her audience.
“Poor girl…” Amanda said so quietly only I could hear.
“Sorry about that unpleasantness,” she said, turning towards us. “Doctor Westerfield, Doctor Butler, nice to see you again.”
“You too,” Amanda said as she stood and set me on my feet.
“And Stacy, so good to see you again too! Sorry, you had to see your classmate go through that, but sometimes some Littles don’t quite have as exceptional of maturity as you do.”
“I can see that,” I said with a hedged statement.
“Oh, and Doctor Wernstrom!” she said as the man huffed up from the closing elevator.
“Hi Dean Sanders, sorry I’m running late,” he said.
“No worries, Og,” she said, “come on in, and let’s meet about whatever you wanted.”
She had an office that was surprisingly smaller than Amanda’s but had a glass conference table to one side that she led us to. Amanda sat me in the office chair before Dean Sanders said, “Oh, sweetie here, hold up a second. I keep these chairs, especially for my Little visitors!”
She pulled out a highchair that I immediately recognized as a genuine Little high chair, complete with the awkward restraining straps! I gulped as Amanda lifted me into it and closed only the waist strap around me.
“Aren’t you going to fasten the other straps?” Dean Sanders asked.
“I don’t think Stacy needs them,” Amanda said.
“Well… I guess you are her mommy,” she said before looking at Dr. Wernstrom. “Just why are you making all of us come to a meeting today? This is one of my busiest days for Little discipline problems!”
“Sorry, ma’am, but this may be one of them too,” he said with a stern look. Then, he turned to me with a grim expression, “Yesterday Stacy, you took our placement test for Computer Science.”
“Yes, sir,” I said. “I don’t know what the problem would be though that would be disciplinary. I didn’t cheat in any way if that’s what you’re implying.”
“Young lady, watch your tone!” Dean Sanders said.
“Actually, ma’am, she’s right I am implying that! I don’t believe any Little can take this test and do as well as she did without cheating. Her score makes it obvious that she somehow cheated! As soon as I saw that all of her code compiled and performed the tasks properly, I knew we needed to meet.”
“That’s a very serious accusation,” Amanda said coldly. “Where’s your proof? Did you review the security footage?”
“Yes, I did… but she must have done something clever because I don’t see her looking at any other person’s computer or any devices?”
“Wouldn’t that just point to her not cheating?” Doctor Butler asked. “It sounds like the only reason you’re accusing her of cheating is that she scored better than you think she should. You know I’ve felt many times that you have too much bias here. I don’t know that you’ve let a single Little pass your classes since you began teaching the intro courses.”
“Well, I wonder if Doctor Westerfield may have taught her to regurgitate the correct answers?”
“Of course, she didn’t,” I said with a sigh. “Do you have a copy of my code?” I asked.
“Here,” he said, handing over a thin tablet.
“Good, Doctor Butler, would you please look at my code? I’m guessing the problem is that he can’t understand me answering the last question.”
“Why should he look at it?” Dr. Wernstrom asked. “I’ve already given my assessment that there’s no way you could have achieved that test result without cheating? After all, no other first-year student has ever completed the full exam!”
“Just let him look, please,” Amanda said. “If I truly gave her the answers, he’ll be able to tell just from the syntax. Do you have more copies? I would like to examine it too? Especially since you are essentially accusing me as a faculty member of academic misconduct.” Amanda’s tone on the last statement was colder than ice.
“Sure… umm… here you go…” he said, his voice shaking with an understanding of how far he had pushed. Amanda took the other offered tablet and scanned the code as quickly as Doctor Butler. He occasionally commented, ‘that’s interesting…’ and made different sounds. I waited a good fifteen minutes until he reached the end of his reading. All I could do then was sit and await his verdict.
“Dean Sanders, I believe Doctor Wernstrom is falsely accusing Ms. Westerfield.”
“You sound certain?”
“Have you ever looked at a paper and known it was plagiarism just because the language didn’t make sense?”
She nodded, “Frequently, it’s amazing how many of our students don’t get that we can tell in ten seconds?”
“Okay, this is like the opposite case. Stacy, your code is brilliant but full of some peculiar quirks. You said you came from the other dimension because we’re further ahead of your technology?”
I nodded, “Yes, sir.”
“Well, it shows in your code. If I didn’t know any better, I would expect a seventy-year-old retired programmer to write this, clearly not someone in their thirties like Doctor Westerfield.” He shook his head and looked at Dr. Wernstrom, “Og, grow up and accept that she is a Little that can code. But she’s more than that; she has potential to be the student that makes our university very rich as people look and say ‘she went here.’”
“Doctor Westerfield?” Dean Sanders asked as Amanda finished the last page.
“I know I’m going to be accused by Doctor Wernstrom of being biased, but truthfully her code is her code. Doctor Butler nailed the reasons. We could have a few other professors look at it, but Henry wouldn’t cover for either of us. We like arguing about budget amounts too much!”
Dr. Butler laughed then while Dr. Wernstrom fumed in his seat. “So, there are no issues that I’m needed for?” Dean Sanders asked as the wailing sounds of someone being beaten outside her door came through.
“I guess not,” Dr. Wernstrom said.
“So, if she scored perfectly on the test, she’s definitely going to need to schedule some different classes, Amanda.” Dr. Butler said, “If you want to walk down to my office, we can get that done quickly, so you don’t have to run her back here later?”
“Probably should check her math scores first,” Dr. Wernstrom said, “Probably didn’t pass the test there.”
“Why? Because I’m a Little? Or because I’m a girl?”
“That’s enough,” Dean Sanders said with a wearied voice before looking at me. “Young lady, you will speak to faculty members with a more respectful tone! There will be demerits and spankings if I ever witness that again.”
I gulped but said, “Yes ma’am, sorry sir,” towards him.
“That being said, Og, you might want to consider how an outsider might view this. Especially with her mother present, I would say consider your words!”
With that, he huffed out ahead of us through the door. “Thanks for your time,” Amanda said, “it sounds like you have another issue to deal with now,” as the wails became louder with the door open.
“You’re welcome. I hope not to see you much this year, young lady,” Dean Sanders said.
“Yes, ma’am,” I said contritely and stood as Amanda sat me down on the ground from the highchair. We walked to the door, and as we opened the door, I saw the source of the sounds.
I cringed as I saw a nearly naked Little wearing only a pair of panties with poop dripping and smearing down the girl’s legs. Then, as we walked quickly past her and the Nest Hen holding her ear, I heard her say, “This Little girl thought she didn’t need to wear the diapers we made mandatory after last night’s outbreak.”
“Well, sweetie, I think we’ve got a few demerits to go over here...”
I walked a little faster and was grateful when the elevator doors closed. I instinctively leaned against Amanda’s leg, and she patted my head. Doctor Butler led us to his office on the first floor and closed the door, “Have a seat,” he said, directing us to two chairs in front of his computer.
“Amanda, I was crushed that you tried to slide her by me without letting me know she was yours,” he said as he sat down at the computer.
“I wanted her to be able to stand on her own two legs, so to speak,” Amanda said diplomatically.
“Well, that she’s doing well with… well excepting with Og. The only good thing about that meeting is that now you won’t ever have to take any of his classes, Stacy.”
“How many classes did the test count for?”
“Well, if you answered the test correctly except the last question, it counted for four?”
“And the last question?”
“It’s another class in AI design, but given the professor is considered the most prominent expert in that field, I would probably recommend you take her class anyway.”
I guessed who taught that class, so I looked over at Amanda, who blushed a bit, “Yes, I teach it, and yes, you’d benefit still from taking it.”
“Okay, so we’ll switch out your Intro to computer programming class for Principles of Machine Learning… and let me check your math exam score.”
He typed for a moment before laughing, “And we’ll have to change this too.”
“How did I do?” I asked.
“The test gives weight to certain questions, and the test is scored out of two-hundred. More points and weight are given to the more difficult questions.”
“And I got?”
“Well, they noted in the computer that they graded your test manually twice, checked the cameras for cheating, in addition to the automatic grading completed by the software… before putting in the score of 190?”
“Cool!” I said with a smile.
“I have to say it’s unheard of for freshmen in general, but for a Little, it’s highly unusual!” He shrugged his shoulders, “Obviously, you are an unusual Little, given both test scores and your CARE scores. I’m looking forward to seeing how you do at Emerson.”
“I am, too, thanks!” I said with a smile, “So what am I taking for math?”
“Well, that score places you out of the first four semesters of Calculus, but if you’ll take some advice, I’d recommend taking Calc three this year.”
“Why?”
“Well, I recently read an interesting paper that your dimension uses Base Ten math, correct?”
“Yes, it is. I’ve been practicing a lot before I came here using Base Sixty instead.”
“Obviously, or you would have failed the test massively!” he said, “You’ll probably find that calculus class to be a review, but it’ll also let you get through a math class here while knowing the material. Sometimes different universities approach things a little differently, too, so it would help you adjust to Emerson’s method. Based on your test scores, though, you could be in the final fifth-semester class if you want, but I just think it would be wise not to skip the entire sequence.”
I nodded, “I’m okay with the third semester.”
“Great, let me play around with this for a second!”
Amanda reached over and gave me a hug while he worked and ended up bringing me over to her lap and sitting me on her knee that she lightly bounced nervously.
“Here you go,” he said as he reached down to a printer and handed me a schedule, “I emailed it to you too.”
I glanced down at it quickly and said, “Thanks! Is there anything else I need to do?”
“Nope, good luck with your classes! Let me know if you need anything.”
“Thank you, sir,” I said as Amanda sat me on the ground.
“Thanks, Henry,” Amanda said.
“We’ll see you around Amanda…” he paused as we turned, “I think this is one of the crazier things you’ve done, but I suspect you’ve adopted the smartest Little ever!”
Amanda laughed, “Thanks, Henry – see you at the next faculty meeting!” Then, she looked at me and patted my head, “Come on, kiddo, let’s go home if you don’t have anything else to do on campus. We have a couple projects to get done before tonight!”
I nodded and followed her outside the building. When she stopped for just a second to put sunglasses on, I impulsively decided to put my arms up, “Up?”
She laughed as she picked me up and tickled my belly, “You’re probably the most brilliant student of your year, and what do you want? To be carried around and waited on like a newborn?”
I stuck my tongue out at her but leaned towards her warm protective body. She readjusted my skirt to keep from flashing my diaper, but I honestly didn’t care at that point. I had survived a big test and serious accusations of cheating; I was lucky enough to have her!
Chapter 16: Past Problems
AT THE CAR, she felt my diaper and said, “You really need to be drinking more, sweetheart; this should be wetter!”
“Sorry, I actually did drink a good bit out of that water bottle… The test kind of made it difficult, though.”
“Well, I guess you were concentrating too much…” she laughed as she closed the door by my car seat and hopped inside, “I wonder if you’d gotten more sleep last night if you could have scored a perfect score?”
I looked at her through the mirror in front of my car seat and shook my head, “That last question was something I hadn’t learned.”
She drove us back home, pulled into the garage, and unbuckled me. Once she had me clear, she started to set me down, but I just clung on, “Carry me in?”
She sighed, “Clingy today?”
I shrugged, “I just like being held sometimes?”
She squeezed me tight, “After last night, I guess I understand.” She grabbed my backpack and threw the small bag on her other shoulder, “Come on, let’s see if Daddy got the window fixed and how Grandpa’s crew is doing on the alarm system.”
A couple of weeks ago, being held on her hip was scary, but now it was comforting. As we walked inside, Fred called out, “Amanda?”
“Yes, Fred,” she said.
He walked from the backdoor up to us, and I could see he had been sweating and had working clothes on. He was going to hug Amanda, but she said, “Not until you shower! You stink worse than one of our daughters’ diapers right now.”
I stuck my tongue out at her.
He smirked, “Okay, I guess if you two had been working hard all day, you two would still smell like roses.”
“Of course!” I said.
“So, how’d your test go?” Fred asked.
I smiled, “Pretty good.”
Amanda looked down at me and shook her head, “I’m curious to see what good or amazing looks like for this little girl!”
“Aced it?”
“Ten points from perfect,” Amanda said. “What Doctor Butler didn’t tell you, Stacy was that sixty points would have gotten you into your first calculus class. I don’t know many of our students who have scored any better than you!”
“So, how did your meeting go before that?”
“We were right that he was accusing her of cheating… But they had no case for her cheating any better than trying to say I had either coached her or taught her all of the code she would need like some sort of parrot.” She shook her head, “Thankfully, Henry was there, and he could instantly see that the code couldn’t have been mine. It was still good working code, but Stacy has some quirky coding habits. Her comments are also more consistent in her code than mine have ever been! Except maybe in college when I was getting graded on them.”
“So, how did Wernstrom take that?”
“He didn’t like it one bit… A Little being better at coding than anyone else? That doesn’t sit well with him. Really, you would think he was a baby-crazed woman!”
“So why exactly was he so concerned she cheated?”
“Oh…” she squeezed me again, “this little girl likes to cause problems on tests. She will have a class full of students who hate her if a professor grades on a bell curve… or likes to adjust from the highest score only.”
“So, like her math test?”
“Worse… one-hundred percent perfect.”
He raised his eyebrows, “Your dad was right. You just wanted a nerd-baby!”
I smiled at him, “Well, she lucked out.”
“Anyway, how’s Bella doing?”
“She’s napping upstairs in her crib. Your mom is keeping an eye on her now while your dad and I have been finishing up repairing the door and wiring a new system he wanted to put in. You’re probably more help with that than I am, but I can at least do the grunt work on it.”
“Yes, you do make a nice grunt,” Amanda said to him with a smirk.
“See what I put up with Stacy?”
“I’m staying out of this,” I told them both.
“How long has Bella been napping?”
“Your mom gave her a bottle about twenty minutes ago? With as long of a night as we had last night, I figure she’ll probably sleep for a while.”
“Probably…” Amanda said.
“What about you, kiddo?” She asked me, “You need to lay down and take a nap?”
I shook my head, “I feel wide awake right now. Can I just get on my computer up in your workroom like yesterday?”
She looked thoughtful for a second, “You’ve got a good battery on it, right?”
I nodded.
“Why don’t you just bring it outside and work on a blanket on the patio?”
“No desk?”
“Do you really need one?”
“It’s easier to do stuff when I can set stuff down?”
She sighed and thought, “Can you be absolutely quiet if I have just let you go into your room, where my mom is watching Bella?”
“As long as she doesn’t distract me?”
Amanda looked doubtful but said, “Okay, I guess,” and started to carry me upstairs before feeling my diaper again and turning back to the kitchen. She opened the fridge, “Bottle or sippy?”
I hesitated before saying, “Bottle, please,” I told her while slightly blushing.
She shook her head, “You’re not helping my ability to think of you like a big girl?”
“The sippy cup takes more work to drink out of,” I told her honestly.
“Really?”
I nodded, “Yeah.”
“Who would have thought?” She asked as she handed me an uncapped bottle and carried me upstairs, and stepped over the baby gate into my… our room.
Granny was sitting in the rocking chair with her eyes closed and seemed to be dozing herself based on her sounds. Bella was snoring loudly in her crib, and I just hoped I’d be able to get anything done with them both sawing logs! Amanda sat me down and said quietly, “When I get back in a bit, I want that bottle of juice empty, or I’ll be mean and take your babas away – you’re much too big for them now.” She winked at me and hugged me before slipping out of the room.
‘By this point, my head is so messed up I don’t know if I want to be a big girl or a baby!’ I groused to myself.
My computer and the power cords were on my desk, and I reattached everything to turn it on and keep it charged. I looked back at Granny sleeping soundly and decided it was time to check out a few things I’d been thinking about trying. ‘I should probably update my calendar with my new schedule first.’
Day of Week Time Department Code Course Title Location Professor Credits
MWF 9:15am-10:15am MATH225 Calculus III Destiny Hall Lieberman 3.0
MWF 11:00am-12:00pm ENGL140 Technical Writing Jennings 230 Benning 3.0
MWF 1:30pm-2:30pm EECS245 Principles of Machine Learning Wenig 630 Westerfield 3.0
MWF 3:30pm-4:30pm CHEM115 Principles of Chemistry Kendrick Hall Casio 3.0
TR 9:30am-11:00am HIST134 History of Amaz. Civ. Destiny Hall Evergreen 3.0
T 1:00pm-2:00pm SEMN001 Little Freshmen Seminar Destiny Hall Sanders 0.0
I checked my email first and began closely looking over my new schedule.
‘I have a lot of free time on Tuesdays and Thursdays,’ I thought, ‘the other days will be busy though!’ I moved over to my calendar and moved my math and programming classes around in the schedule to set things. ‘At least my first class is later now!’ I thought as I took another look. ‘Stupid Little Seminar is only one day a week, but it’s for an hour, and I don’t even get a credit for it???’
I looked back at Granny again to make sure she hadn’t stirred and then began working through some projects I wanted to do without too many eyes on me. I quickly nursed the bottle down so Amanda wouldn’t badger me more about being dehydrated when she came back. As soon as I was done, I thought, ‘First things first… where did I put that copy of the nanite code…?’
I ENJOYED A couple of hours alone digging through code before hearing Granny groan and stretch. I quickly used a shortcut key to save what I had been working on and switched to an e-mail I had opened to my parents, updating them on my test results. I had just clicked ‘send’ a few moments later when I was picked up.
“Hi Granny,” I told her quietly since Bella hadn’t stirred.
“Well ‘hi’ yourself,” she said to me. “How long was I out?”
I looked at my watch, “Two hours since I came in? I think Daddy said you’d come up with Bella about twenty minutes before that with her bottle?”
“Sounds about right,” she said. “Speaking of bottles, yours is empty, but this diaper doesn’t feel very wet. Do you need another one? Your mommy mentioned she didn’t think you were drinking enough yesterday.”
I shrugged, “I would drink it?”
She squeezed me, “I’ll let you keep working, then while I go refill it. I’ll get Bella a fresh one too for when she wakes up. Last night really got to her,” she told me in an even quieter whisper.
“Okay,” I said as she sat me back down by my chair, and I retook my seat as she picked up my bottle, grabbed Bella’s from before her nap, and went downstairs.
With no one in there now, I dug through the open closet where my old backpack had ended up and found my Switch. I almost moved it to my new bag but thought better of it and instead walked over to my new bed, pulled up the mattress by the headboard, and placed it there. ‘I don’t think it’ll do much more than pissing a giant off right now?’ I thought, ‘but maybe the idea will work when I get a chance.’
I returned to my seat and looked at tomorrow’s schedule.
Time: Location: Event:
9:00am-6:00pm Various Advisor Appointments for Scheduling
9:00am-6:00pm Fisher Hall Returning Students Check-In
9:30am-11:00am Destiny Lecture Hall Littles: Legal Rights and Responsibilities*
1:00pm-2:00pm Destiny Lecture Hall Littles: Planning for the Future*
6:00pm Sherwood Lawn Welcome Back Barbeque
7:00pm Fraternity Row IFC and Panhellenic Councils Sponsored Block Party
Seeing the block party information, I remembered that the ΛΔΠ event was supposed to be tomorrow… I dug back through to Sarah’s e-mail and saw it was to begin at 4:30pm. ‘Of course, Littles can’t be a part of the block party. Their bedtime is much too close!’ I grumbled. No one had said I was bound by the rules of the dorms, but I wasn’t about to risk getting a demerit by showing up there!
That thought brought up the sad memory of poor Kristina. The poor girl had fallen victim to whatever they had put in the food last night - I was sure of that! ‘It makes sense if you really just want Littles to be babies instead.’ I thought, ‘just put some sort of laxative in the food one of the early nights, and you can cull the herd pretty quickly.’
Since Kristina now had nine demerits out of her ten allowed for the year – I knew it was just a matter of time before she was dragged kicking and screaming to the daycare and a lifetime of forced babyhood. Granny came back in then and picked me up, asking, “What’s wrong, Stacy?” She set one capped bottle of milk down on the changing table area but kept my smaller one full of juice in her other hand. “I don’t think I’ve seen that expression on your face much.”
I sighed as she sat down in the rocking chair, holding me to where I was sideways on her lap, “something I saw earlier.”
“Another Little?”
I nodded but didn’t say anything else.
“I’m assuming you think I wouldn’t want to discuss that?”
I looked at her, “You had your own Little – so I’m not sure you’d agree with me?”
“Your mommy has two now?”
“Well, I’m kind of an oddball case… and well, with Bella… she was just being a decent person, I think?”
“It was the same with my Hannah at first…” she said sadly.
Now curious to hear more, I perked up, “What do you mean?”
“Stacy, I’m not going to lie to you and say I didn’t enjoy babying the daylights out of our baby girl Hannah, but I didn’t kidnap her off the street like most of my friends.” She paused, and I could sense some difficulty going forward. The nipple of the bottle she held was gently teased between my lips.
She watched to see that I began nursing from the bottle before she started, “I met Hannah one day when I went to walk in the park. I was pushing Chloe in her stroller. She had just been born a couple months earlier and was the most beautiful baby then, and sometimes the only way I could get her to sleep was taking her for a walk. So I walked and watched all of the Littles, babies, and kids playing on the playground, and I was daydreaming of when my sweet Chloe would be old enough to play with them. Then, partway through my walk, I was startled when I noticed a group of teenagers gathered around something like vultures and a lot of screaming.”
I pictured the sight and nodded for her to go on as she let go of the bottle for me to hold, “I decided to check out what was going on and found that they were pushing this sweet little girl around back and forth, lifting up her skirt and showing off her panties. The poor girl was in tears and didn’t have a chance against one of them, let alone eight big kids like they were. I couldn’t help myself; I yelled at them to get lost before I decided their parents needed to know how immature they were acting… I guess my voice must have been enough to scare them as they all scrambled away.”
“That was a good thing,” I told her while pushing the bottle nipple out of my mouth.
“It was, but when they were gone, she just stood there trembling, ‘Thank you, ma’am,’ she told me in this sweet but trembling voice. I talked to her for a few minutes before hearing her stomach rumbling with hunger. Her clothes looked to be dirty, faded, and baggy. I guessed that they had already been torn even before the bullies. ‘Maybe you should get home?’ I suggested to her.”
“She nodded but grimaced as she said, ‘Home would be nice… but I think my parents were adopted a couple days ago, and they changed the locks to the apartment by the time I came home from school.”
“She was homeless then?!?” I asked. “That’s terrible!”
“Yes, it was,” Granny said. “I asked her how old she was and was surprised when she said she was twenty.”
“She was still living with her parents, though?”
“She was going to school at the community college. Since they don’t have dorms to stay in, she didn’t have to live there.”
“Oh,” I said, “So what happened next?”
“I told her I was sorry to hear that… Did she have anywhere else to go? When she said she didn’t, I told her I wouldn’t force her to come with me, but as soon as someone else found out she was homeless, they would either take her for themselves or force her to go to an orphanage.”
“Are those really the only two options?” I asked.
“Stacy, things are rough right now, but they were way worse back then for Littles! I know she had to have been shocked that I was even willing to let her walk away from me. Hannah later told me she expected me to immediately pick her up and start walking with her.”
“She stared at me for a long while, and Chloe began to whine. Without a word to Hannah, I unbuckled Chloe from her seat, changed the messy diaper she was complaining about and gave her a pacifier to settle her down. I just rocked and hummed to her for a moment before she went right back to sleep. As I buckled her back into the stroller, Hannah asked me, ‘How much will you treat me like her?’”
“I thought for a long moment before answering, ‘Probably a lot? I don’t think I’ll be able to help myself?’ She nodded and asked, ‘Will you treat me with love and not beat me up or torture me like some mommies do?’”
I noticed Amanda had snuck in at some point and held Bella, who was now an attentive audience member but didn’t say anything. Instead, she stood quietly and gently bounced Bella up and down on her side.
“I told her that her life would be one of the best taken care of babies ever if she came with me. I couldn’t guarantee that everything would be roses, but I wouldn’t abuse her, I wouldn’t beat her needlessly, and most importantly, I wouldn’t go out of my way to bully her.” She paused, “And so she said, ‘Okay, I’m yours.’”
A part of me could actually feel like she wasn’t the evil queen witch that Amanda had made me feel like she was before I met her.
“You never told me that story Momma,” Amanda said, breaking the story’s spell.
Granny looked at her, “To protect her and you.”
“What do you mean, Momma?”
She sighed, “I learned more about Hannah when I got home with her. Her parents were actually Betweeners and nearly Bigs in height. Hannah’s short height was caused by one of the weird mutations that happen every now and then to Betweener kids. Both of her Betweener parents being adopted was really uncommon, especially with their size being seven feet tall! Even back then, with fewer protections for everyone, it was weird. I wondered what had led to someone suddenly kidnapping and adopting them. Joe was on leave then, so I asked him to look into it through some of his contacts. It turned out they had been adopted because they were involved in an embezzlement scheme with the Trelini family. Something went wrong… and I guess the mafia took it out on her parents. He also discovered that there was an active hit out for Hannah too.”
I looked up at Amanda, who looked stunned as this was the first time that she’d ever heard this story. Amanda asked, “So you kept her as a baby and didn’t potty train her because…?”
“Because a baby isn’t a threat to anyone Amanda. A big-girl Little isn’t considered a threat, but she’s way more likely to be seen as a target. Anyone who came and looked in on Hannah would see she was a Little girl being fed at her adopted mommy’s breast. Seeing her babied all of the time would be seen as already having gotten what was coming to them. Especially with Joe being deployed overseas for a good chunk of time, it was the safest way to protect Hannah and the rest of you.”
“So, what about when things got bad for Hannah?”
“Well… that’s where they say the path to Hell is lined with good intentions,” Granny sighed, “sorry for my language, girls… When Chloe and Cassie were both babies, it wasn’t like they saw Hannah as anything different than them. She was just a fellow diapered baby playmate as much as anything. By the time Chloe and Amanda were getting a bit older, things started happening… and I’ll be honest, I even lost perspective a couple times…” she paused, “Probably why your mommy was reluctant to tell me about you, Stacy.” She grimaced, “But Amanda, most of what happened to Hannah was at daycare or from Chloe and Cassie, wasn’t it?”
I looked at Amanda, and the scales of childhood were falling from her eyes. Realization dawned on her that her mom was telling the truth. I turned back to Granny, “So…?”
“Yes?”
“I’m not trying to upset you or Mommy, Granny. But, Mommy told me about what happened to Hannah a couple weeks before she died… and then about how everything happened,” I took a breath, “Hannah didn’t really die? Did she?”
“Stacy!” Amanda said reproachfully.
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Chapters 17 and 18
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 17: Truths
TO MY SURPRISE, Granny began to laugh, and I heard a deeper voice join in from inside the room. “Amanda, you weren’t kidding when you said she was smart,” Grandpa Joe said.
“Wait, what?!?” Amanda practically screeched, and I noticed Bella became nervous and shook with her shout. “She’s right?!?!?!”
I looked at Granny, and she nodded, “Yes, she is. Hannah is alive, safe, and free on one of the Little islands.”
“But… why… how…?” Amanda’s face was filled with tears.
I felt terrible that I had just upended a core belief of Amanda’s then and wanted to switch places with Bella as she sat down on the ground in shock. I wriggled around, and Granny got the message, letting me go down to the floor while she held my hands and my feet landed. Amanda had sat Bella on one knee, and I climbed onto the other and hugged her, “You told me you were at summer camp, remember?” I told her.
“You made me come home…? There was a casket… and a funeral?!?!?” Amanda asked her mom.
Grandpa Joe sighed, “Honey, Chloe, and Cassie were getting more and more violent towards Hannah. We… well, your mom hadn’t seen it because she’s always had a blind spot with those two. But, after your mom had falsely punished you that weekend, everything tumbled out of Hannah. She told us how the two of them were ganging up on her, and sometimes they were even picking on you. Hannah was terrified of Chloe, but she didn’t want to see you getting punished anymore. So when Chloe and Cassie were gone, your mom went to nurse Hannah before her afternoon nap. Just as she started nursing her, Hannah told your mom about what had really happened. I think you figured that out when we apologized to you and punished your sisters the same way the next weekend…” he grimaced, “I wish we could undo both of those, actually.”
Amanda shook her head, “I hated Mom for that… but even though I didn’t do it to Hannah, you won’t catch me abusing Stacy or Bella with an enema ever after that!”
Bella asked, “What?”
“Tell you later,” I told her. “Or maybe Mommy will since it’s her story. So, I’m guessing something else happened, and they retaliated again on that playground?”
Granny nodded, “Hannah DID have a head injury. Chloe forced her into climbing a tall set of monkey bars. Once she had her up there, she hit her hard and shoved her off the top. Hannah fell headfirst and suffered a bad head injury when she landed. I wasn’t there with them, but I got the call to come to the hospital just as Chloe and Cassie ran in to tell me that she had fallen off. I called Joe at work, since he was closer to the hospital, to meet them, and told him I would call as soon as I got to the bottom of what happened.”
“Did they tell you what really happened?” Bella asked.
Granny shook her head, “No, they had struck some sisterly pact that neither would rat out the other… but I could tell they were lying because neither was doing a very good job. Joe called me and said they were working on Hannah, but I should hurry to the hospital as fast as possible because it didn’t look good!” Granny was crying then, “I knew those two had to be responsible and told Chloe, ‘You stay here and do a better job of looking after Cassie than you did, Hannah!’ Then I got in the car and drove to the hospital.” Granny was beginning to have a hard time talking then, and I could see tears streaming from her eyes.
Grandpa took over, “By the time your mom got to the hospital, the doctors had been out to tell me she was still being worked on but warned me it was not looking good. They almost lost Hannah several more times during the six hours of surgery, and she came out of the operating room without a clear answer of if she would make it. All they could tell us was that if she made it through the night, her odds were good. We were allowed to sit with her in the NICU and watch her on life support in her crib with all the tubes plugged into her… After that, we could only pray that she would make it.”
He wiped a tear from his eye, “Well… let’s just say you can’t watch your baby girl in that kind of situation and not get angry. Your mom kept me from going home and tanning their hides right then because she didn’t want me to be abusive… Even though I so wanted to be then! Lord knows they deserved it! While we waited for her to regain consciousness, a police detective came and investigated the incident. After speaking with him, he said they were writing it up as an accident, but ‘off the record,’ the detective was fairly certain that Chloe had intentionally tried to kill her. If they had been certain, they would have arrested her, but he warned me that if Hannah made it through her injuries, we needed to be constantly on watch because he was sure she probably wasn’t done.”
Granny had regained her breath, “As far as I could tell, the only remorse Chloe showed was that she might get in trouble… I don’t think she really cared that she had hurt Hannah… she might have even enjoyed that.”
“That’s sick, Mom,” Amanda sobbed out. “I always thought she had to have done it… but to know for certain…?”
“The whole reason we had taken Hannah in was to protect her, and in the end, we had failed miserably,” Granny said morosely, “I knew we couldn’t trust your sisters to not hurt her more. But we couldn’t just release her on her own since she was injured and would just be adopted by someone else. Besides, the Trelini family was still keeping an eye on her.”
“Even after all of that time?” I asked.
“Every month or so, we would get a visitor who would watch us all for a day or two,” Grandpa said, “I discussed it with them more than once, but someone new from their crew would keep showing up. They knew that we knew and were watching to see if at any point we let her grow up and release her.”
“So, while it’s more involved than I can remember now, your sister when she woke up… well, we told her it was time to get her somewhere else that would be safer.”
“She really did wake up?” Amanda both sobbed and sounded happy.
“Oh yes, and surprisingly there was no lasting damage to her brain or anything. She lost a couple teeth that I had the doctors replace with implanted teeth… They wanted to just pull the rest since it made the most sense to them. It took me a lot to convince them to replace them and leave her teeth.” Granny shook her head, “We had a couple days that we waited before we came for you, during which we started moving pieces into place. I had a friend who created a death certificate for her. We bought a casket and had a funeral, never letting anyone know it was a farce. We had Hannah stay at a friend’s house that we had sworn to secrecy all the while. I did the best I could to start re-teaching her how to use the potty as she healed. After she was better, we told you girls that your dad was redeploying for a short mission, but he really took Hannah to one of the islands. He helped her get the paperwork to show that she was a free Little, an apartment, and enrolled in a program to help Littles learn how to take care of themselves after being in captivity.”
I looked up at Amanda, whose face was streamed with tears and smeared makeup. “She’s alive after all these years? Have you ever talked to her again?”
I looked at Grandpa Joe, who had come to sit down next to us, “we secretly trade cards every Christmas, and we’ve visited her a couple times over the last couple of years since Megan began college.”
“Do… do… you think she’d…?”
“Like to talk to you?” Granny asked with a smile. “I’m sure of it. Unfortunately, the time zones are kind of weird, so it’d be best to wait until about ten our time, but I’ll send her your number and let her know that we finally told you the truth.”
“She… won’t mind?”
Grandpa Joe wrapped his arms around Amanda’s shoulders above Bella and me, “She always wanted us to let you know. You were the one sister that loved her and cared for her. Of course, you had a couple mean moments just not thinking as a kid, but you were the only sister who she actually considered to be her sister.”
I had tears in my own eyes with the story and felt Amanda’s arms around me tightly, “Thank you,” she whispered to me.
“Now, no one else can ever know she’s alive, though,” Grandpa Joe said to all of us.
“I don’t know anyone to tell,” Bella said.
“You won’t catch me talking to Cassie and Chloe if I don’t have to!” I said.
Granny looked sad but nodded, “I wish I could somehow go back and fix whatever went wrong with those two.”
I nodded my affirmation there before thinking it was time for a subject change when my stomach grumbled, “So dinner?”
“Stacy, is food the only thing you ever think about…?” Bella grumbled.
I shrugged, “Computers?”
She stuck her tongue out at me while Amanda hugged me and whispered, “Thank you.”
“Well, I need to start the grill up. You want to change into your swimsuit before you go down there?” Fred asked me.
I stood up quickly and said, “Swimming!” excitedly.
“Clearly, there is one other thing she values over food,” Amanda said, tickling my side.
Everyone else giggled at it, and I hoped it had helped Amanda and her parents regain a little bit of composure. She walked over to the drawer she had put my swimsuits in and handed me one. “Can you reach one of your swim diapers on the shelf?”
I looked and nodded, “I think so.”
“Bella, do you want to go swimming too?” Amanda asked as she stood up and settled her onto her hip.
She shrugged, “I really don’t know how…?” I could tell she was nervous about the water still.
“We have your floaties and the ring you can sit in that we bought,” Fred told her. “You can just sit in the water with the shade up and float?”
I watched her face go through a few expressions before she nodded, “I guess… If nothing else, I’ve got my heroine big sister who will save me?”
I groaned and stuck my tongue out at her while everyone else giggled. Then, Fred and Grandpa started walking out the door as Granny stood and asked, “Do you need a hand, Stacy?”
I held the swimsuit and had just grabbed the swim diaper, “Maybe later, Granny? These are basically just pull-ups.”
She smiled and nodded, “I’ll hold you to that!”
Granny decided to leave then, so it was just Amanda changing Bella on the changing table and me standing on the ground next to it. I pulled the uniform I was wearing off and then pulled the tapes off the pretty soaked Pamper. “Mommy, would you please hand me a wipe?”
“Sure, sweetie,” she said as she held a hand on Bella and grabbed a wipe to hand to me. I used it quickly and wrapped it inside the used diaper, and put it into the diaper can. “Here, I’ll get it in there,” she told me since it was just a little too high for me to easily do it.
“Thanks, Mommy,” I told her with a smile and pulled up the swim diaper before donning the stretchy one-piece swimsuit over the top of it. I adjusted the straps then and pulled my socks off.
“Make sure you put your clothes in the hamper over there,” she told me with a reminder.
“Yes, Mommy,” I told her with a sigh. ‘Somehow, I don’t think she’ll let me get my room as messy as Mom did back home!’
She put Bella down on the floor next to me and said, “I’m going to change into my swimsuit, and then I’ll come to get you both to go to the pool.”
“Daddy, is the only one cooking tonight?” I asked in surprise.
She smiled at me, “Grandpa and Granny are helping him too.”
I nodded and watched as she closed the baby gate behind her, leaving the two of us alone. Bella walked over and sat down on the edge of my bed. Her pink swimsuit had several rows of ridiculous frills on her butt and chest. You could just see the swim diaper peeking out from the edge of the bottom.
“You doing okay?” I asked her.
“Okay?” She asked with a bit of bite to her voice. “Not really…” she sighed.
“Which is the part that’s the worst?” I asked.
“You mean the baby part or the part where there are people who want to make me a baby and make me have babies for them?”
“It’s not the freedom part?”
She shook her head, “Stacy, so far, I’ve gone out and done more things with our ‘parents’ in the last few days than I did in the last two years total!”
“I guess you couldn’t risk going anywhere?” I asked.
She shook her head, “No, I couldn’t. I’m not as helplessly cute as you are, but I’ve also known my whole life that if I grew taller than the average three-year-old Amazon toddler, I would be lucky…” she shook her shorter hair, “I didn’t get lucky.”
Before she could continue, Amanda was back and held two small swim caps in her hands. She sat down on the ground next to me and tugged at my hair for several minutes to get it covered safely by the swim cap. “Come here, Bella,” she smiled at her sitting on my bed. Bella stood patiently as Amanda had an easier time putting hers up with there being less of it. Finally, she kissed the top of her head and picked us up, putting us each on a hip. “You two definitely are good for getting a workout!”
Bella giggled at that, and we went down the stairs in her arms. Outside, Fred and Grandpa were gathered around the grill while Granny worked on the salad. ‘Ick!’ I thought to myself about that.
As we went through the outside door, I could see that the window had been replaced. The glass looked slightly different, and I had to ask, “Same material as the tablet?”
Amanda looked down at me and shook her head, “you are too smart for your own good. But, yes, it’s a new thing you can buy. It’s supposed to be indestructible, and the cool thing is it’s also possible to make it project a screen for a movie.”
I looked at it closer and noticed that the huge sliding door would make a sweet movie screen to watch from the pool! “Which side does it show on?”
“It’s like the tablet; it can display on either side.”
“I am here too still, you know,” Bella reminded us as Amanda laughed and moved towards the pool. She sat us down on a deck chair and sprayed us liberally with sunscreen. I saw a weird pink baby flotation device thing sitting on the concrete next to the pool. It looked like you sat down in a seat that let your feet get wet but kept your upper body above water. On the top was a canopy that shaded the baby sitting in it. ‘That does not look comfortable to me!’ I thought since you wouldn’t have the freedom to swim. ‘Maybe for Bella, it’s a good way to get her acclimated to the pool, though,’ I admitted.
As soon as she had finished spraying me with sunscreen, she handed me a new pink pair of miniature goggles. “I thought you might like these for your laps?”
I smiled, “Thanks! It’ll be nice to keep the chlorine out of my eyes!”
She patted my head, kissed my forehead, gave me a light pat on the butt, and I took that to mean I could get in the water. She didn’t need to tell me twice before I dove into the pool! I dove down into the water to touch the bottom before swimming to the surface and seeing where Amanda was just finishing spraying Bella. As she began applying sunscreen to herself, I decided to start swimming some laps and let her worry about Bella and herself.
I swam through the water, doing lap after lap thinking about everything that had happened in the last couple of weeks. So much had gone on, and I wondered what would happen next. I couldn’t help but fear the group that was after Bella. ‘Wait a second! It was the Trelini family in both cases?’ I thought to myself. ‘So, they already had a reason to hold a grudge against Amanda’s family?’ I still wanted to know why they were so interested in Bella. She didn’t seem that special…
I thought about that for a while before I found myself ambushed in the water by Amanda. “I caught a fish!” She giggled as she hugged me tightly, suspended out of the water by her side.
“I was swimming!” I whined.
“Time for din-din,” she told me, “your sister’s been out of the water for like twenty minutes now.”
“How long was I swimming?”
“A bit over an hour-and-a-half?”
Then, I looked up at her and said, “I don’t feel tired…?”
“The nanites,” she reminded me with a whisper.
I nodded and let her carry me out of the pool, wrap me in a towel, and take me over to where a picnic table was set up by the back door. “Your parents had joked they had a fish, but I didn’t believe them until I saw you swim,” Grandpa Joe said with a twinkle in his eye as he brought me a smaller chunk of a giant sausage and a mini burger.
“I keep telling them I’m not a fish; I’m a dolphin!” I rolled my eyes. Bella, for her part, laughed at my response.
Chapter 18: Movie Night
I LOOKED AND saw that Megan had shown up as planned and came to sit down next to me. I leaned over and hugged her as she sat down, “Hi, Megan!”
“Eew… I have fish water all over me now!” she joked before tickling me a moment and hugging me back.
I stuck my tongue out at her, “I’m surprised you’re not at the movie night event tonight?” I asked.
She shrugged, “I went my first couple years, they’re okay – not that great.”
“You still live in the dorms, though?” I asked.
“Yeah, even with Mom and Dad being so close to the campus, I prefer my space?” She said. “Besides, my full ride covers it.”
I nodded and talked with her for a few minutes before Granny waved at me from across the table. “So, with everything going on, I never had a chance to hear how you did on your test Stacy?” she asked.
“It went well,” I said, “I tested out of four semesters of math, but I’m going to only skip two to be safe.”
“You did well enough to skip four semesters?” Megan looked at me like I was an alien, “But Littles don’t do well with math?” Then, she paused, “Hell, I had to take the remedial math before beginning Calculus...”
I shrugged, “I’m sure some actually do, Megan. You just don’t hear about them because their parents keep them too busy at daycare… Plus, I’m from the other dimension, and we don’t have Bigs there – we are the Bigs and Littles.”
“It must be a really nice place,” Bella told me, “I don’t understand why you would ever leave it. Your computer test scores?”
“Umm… perfect?”
“Perfect as in good?” Megan asked
“Perfect as in the perfect score,” Amanda said, “almost ended up getting her into a lot of trouble by doing that well.”
“You have to be careful, Stacy; you’re going to have a lot of Bigs who will feel threatened by you. They may not be able to adopt you, but they can find other ways to humiliate you,” Bella advised.
I nodded as I took another bite of the ginormous sausage. Then, dinner shifted to other topics, and I watched Amanda behaving quite nervously as I think she was waiting for a sign that her long-lost baby sister would give her a call. ‘I can’t imagine the hurt she felt, and the new hurt she probably feels… I can’t imagine Hannah having lived through Chloe and Cassie much longer, though, if Chloe had already almost killed her. She seems to have been a monster all of her life!’
“Earth to Stacy?” I heard along with a poke from Megan.
“Huh?”
“Grandpa was talking to you, sweetie,” Amanda said.
I looked up at him, “Sorry, what were you saying?”
“Are you done eating?”
I looked down at an empty plate of food and nodded, “Yes, sir.”
“Come on then, we need to talk about your schedule,” he said as he picked me up and put me on his side. Given the top of my head barely came up to his knee, it was a long way up there! He put his elbow below my swimsuit-covered rear and carried me inside to the nursery. Inside there, he sat me down on the floor.
I dug through my bag and handed him my schedule, “Here it is.”
He looked at it and seemed to think some before grabbing a phone from his pocket and comparing schedules. “Okay, I think I’ll have your Granny pick you up from your Little seminar on Tuesdays and your class on Thursdays to bring you to my studio. We’ll have a bit over an hour before my first class comes in after school lets out for us to train you by yourself. I’ll probably have you join that next class, too, since it’s one of my elementary classes.”
“Is that a good idea?” I asked.
“They’re all bigger than you, but you should be okay. It’ll also help you learn to control to only do enough to stop, not permanently injure or kill someone.”
I nodded, “Umm… I would normally probably not feel like I’m in a rush to fight but given everything these last couple of days… any hints on how to fight off someone your size?”
He nodded, “Unfortunately, your options at your height are limited. Normally most Littles are at least a foot or more taller than you… Still, you should be able to punch up at my knees?” He motioned for me to try.
I slow-motioned a fist forward and could just make contact there, “It’s a stretch, though?”
“Well, it’s the first place you should probably attack because if you can knock the person hard enough, they can’t chase you. Until we get you fully trained, you’ll just have to aim to disable and then evade them… Kind of like you did with my daughters and that lady. Most of us will not like seeing a Little kidnapped from their adopted family. Just managing to scream and keep out of reach for a limited amount of time should allow help to get here.”
“Where else is vulnerable?” I asked.
“I’ve known some of the Little operators to go for ankles. If you can kick hard enough, you can injure someone there. The other option is if you have a knife, you can cut through calf muscles or maybe even bury the knife into the back of the knee.”
I nodded, “I don’t have a knife…?”
“I’m going to find one for you that we can conceal on your body somewhere.
“With my diaper being a constant target to change… clothing that can be easily taken off… it there anywhere safe to hide something?”
He shook his head, “It won’t be easy, but something you would wear like a bra, a shoe, or maybe on your back is what I’m thinking. Shoes would be my first choice, but your feet are so tiny though it will be tough. I’ve got a friend who I’m hoping can help out.”
“Thanks for all of your help,” I told him.
“You’re welcome… if something happens to you or Bella, I’m pretty sure my daughter wouldn’t know what to do.”
I nodded, “I’d hate that for her too.”
“So, I’ll see you on Tuesday… we might try and see if your mommy can’t get you to me this weekend. Plus, there’s the Sunday lunch that you’ll be coming to again.”
I tried not to make a face but failed, “I know, my daughters are a pain in the rear. Hang out with Bella, though, don’t abandon her just in case they try something on her.”
I nodded, “thanks for the advice. I’ll do so.”
Amanda came in then with Bella, and an odor that I knew meant she had to have gone poopy in her diaper. Bella looked mortified about it, and tears were obviously streaming down her face… I couldn’t blame her. “You two get it figured out?” Amanda asked as she stripped the swimsuit off Bella.
“I think so,” Grandpa told her, “Tuesdays and Thursdays, I’ll have your mom pick her up and bring her to the studio. She can stay with us until you or Fred get off, then pick her up.”
“That works, I think,” Amanda said. “Still trying to figure out what to do with Bella.”
“Could she stay with you?” I suggested.
“In the classroom?” Amanda asked back.
“Take a playpen and something for her to do? You could say she has to be close so you can nurse her? You hate bottle feeding?” I suggested.
Bella looked at me as she was sat up from the changing table completely naked. “That might be worse than daycare…?” Bella said.
“Stacy, let’s talk more in the bathroom. Why don’t you come take your bath with your sister tonight?”
I nodded, and she added, “Go ahead and take your swimsuit, swim cap, and swim diaper off.”
Before I did so, I took a second to use the swim diaper since I hadn’t gone in a while. It started to leak a bit before absorbing most of the urine. I pulled everything off and looked for a robe… before admitting Amanda probably expected me to take a naked stroll into the bathroom. I obliged her, feeling my body fully blushing when I hurried in through the doorway and found her just lifting Bella into the tub of less water than she used with me. I sighed in disappointment at the shallow water as Ama lifted me in. As she sat me down next to Bella, I could see she blushed as brightly as I was.
Amanda washed Bella first as I watched, “What do you have tomorrow, Stacy?” Amanda asked.
“Those two Little’s seminar sessions. The first is nine-thirty to eleven, then one to two in the afternoon. There’s also that sorority event I was invited to at, I think four-thirty?”
“Are you sure it’s a good idea to go to that?” Amanda asked me.
I shrugged, “As long as I can nearly get kidnapped while walking right next to you on campus, I’m pretty sure I can also run into trouble anywhere?”
She nodded, “I guess you’re right.”
Bella asked, “Aren’t you scared they’ll get you?” as Amanda moved on to wash me.
I shrugged as the soapy mitt met my shoulder blades, “We’ve done everything we can to make it to where I can be found if I do get kidnapped.” I held up my watch, “Mommy, when are you getting one for Bella?”
“Tomorrow after we drop you off,” Amanda told me. “While you’re in class, I figured we’d run and buy one of those for her. I also need to go buy some more diapers for both of you.”
As she washed me, she asked Bella, “So you would rather go to daycare than be with me in the classroom?”
I sighed as she massaged my body and washed it, and I couldn’t deny that it felt nice while I was curious about her answer. “Could I stay with Granny?”
Amanda looked thoughtfully at that, “Maybe… problem is she might want to go see the other grandkids, and you might get stuck around Chloe or Cassie… and that’s risky.”
Bella sighed, “Is daycare terrible?” she actually asked me.
I shrugged, “I have no idea, Bella; I’ve never been.”
“Oh, right…” she said with a frown. “I guess maybe could I try daycare? And if it doesn’t work, maybe you take me to work?”
Amanda sighed, “It’s probably the best option… I’ll try and find a place where you won’t be bullied too much. The university has one for faculty… but since it’s geared towards getting college kids prepared for their new lives once they’ve flunked grown-up life, I’m not sure it would be pleasant.”
“What about the hospital?” I asked just before she dumped a cup full of water to rinse my hair.
I spat out a bit of soapy water that went into my mouth.
Bella giggled at me, and I stuck my tongue out at her before preparing for another cup to hit my head.
“It might be better actually… Daddy does have free daycare as a perk with his job. We could try both, I guess, and see which one you’re more comfortable at. I’ll also research if any others are better for Littles… You won’t need to go until at least next week, though, no matter what,” Amanda told her. “I might even take off more leave if I need to since my maternity leave allotment started Saturday anew with you.”
She eventually got us cleaned up and said, “I’d love to have you both stay in the water all day; I know that’s what Stacy wants, but let’s get you dressed, and we’ll watch a movie with your Aunt Madison.”
“What about Granny and Grandpa?” Bella asked.
“They had to go home already,” Amanda told her.
“Oh…”
“Granny said she might come back over if she can get ahold of Hannah.”
Amanda’s world was still completely rocked by the new information, so I leaned over and hugged her leg. She returned it as Bella said, “Good, I hope she does!”
I felt that Bella had started to bond with Granny that day, as she already seemed pretty attached to her. Learning she wasn’t a completely psychotic Little kidnapping monster may have helped her feelings there too. Amanda picked Bella up first, then me, while wrapping us in towels. She stood both of us on the countertop and handed us toothbrushes with toothpaste on them to brush. I brushed longer than Bella before spitting it out into the sink and rinsing with the cup Amanda offered. She pulled the swim caps off our heads, then kissed us and ran her fingers through our hair. “Let’s go get you girls in your diapees and jammies, and we’ll watch that movie!”
Amanda lifted us both by our rears onto either side of her and carried us to our nursery. She sat me down on the ground and went to diaper Bella first. “Silly girl, couldn’t wait until I could get your diapee on?” She said a moment later.
Bella started sniffling, “I’m sorry… I didn’t even feel it!!!”
“Shh… it’s okay. It’s what we expect to happen, remember?” Amanda must have slid a pacifier into her mouth as she pulled out the wet towel from under her and replaced it with a diaper. A moment later, she was dressed in a pink-footed sleeper with white polka dots and a cute little monkey in a dress peeking out from the side. The monkey had a tiara on, and I almost ‘awwed’ out loud myself but was afraid I’d end up in a matching outfit!
Amanda sat Bella down on the ground and picked me up to put me on the changing table. The towel I had wrapped around my body was quickly removed, and my ankles were in the air as she slid one of the pink princess diapers under my bottom. “Why not my regular Pampers?” I asked her.
“We’re sitting and watching a movie anyway; it’s not like you’re moving around?” She countered, “Besides, you did fine earlier?”
I sighed, “I guess...”
She left me buckled on the table for a second and returned with a purple version of Bella’s footed sleeper. I started to frown, but she tickled me, “I saw that smile when you saw what Bella was wearing. You thought it was just as cute as I do!”
I giggled uncontrollably until she stopped. Then, I sighed, “Okay, yes, it is cute!”
Dressed, she brushed out both of our hair before she gathered us in her arms to go back downstairs and where some blankets had been placed facing the TV in the living room. “I thought maybe we’d watch a movie on the new glass in the backyard?”
She shook her head, “Not until things calm back down.”
I nodded and smiled as Megan walked in, holding a massive bowl of popcorn and two baby bottles filled with juice. Soon I found myself in Megan’s lap watching some bizarre version of Mean Girls where a four-foot-tall Little is somehow made popular at school. She somehow ended up with a bunch of huge Amazonian cheerleaders as her’ friends.’ Occasionally Megan would bite off the edges of the popcorn kernel and feed me the puffy middle part while we watched… I could remember my mom doing that with me when I was little too… I tried not to think of the germs she was sharing! In the end, there was a lot of laughter from Amanda, Megan, Bella, and me… at least until the end of the movie when I felt my blood turn into ice. Instead of being some sort of learning moment of morals at prom, the Little is seen jumping into the sweet nerdy girls’ arms and asking her to be her mommy. Someone gave the nerdy girl a diaper, and a moment later, the dress was gone, and a naked Little in only a diaper was shown smiling happily as she was bounced in her new teenage mother’s arms as they danced around the prom.
“That was…” I had just said when the TV paused in the credits and showed that someone from Grandpa Joe’s house was video calling.
Amanda did something, and Granny showed up on the screen, “Hi Mandy, what are the girls doing up still?”
“Movie night Mom, remember? We just finished it, and I am about to put the girls to bed.”
“Oh, that’s right… I guess Bella did have a nap today. Stacy should be exhausted, though, by now?”
I shrugged, “I’m fine, actually.”
She shook her head, “Anyway, I called to let you know I got ahold of Hannah just now. Do you want to video conference with me too, or just with her?”
I looked up at Amanda, who was shaking, “With you?”
“I thought so… here. Let me get Hannah on, too, then.”
As she began pushing buttons on her side, I sat down on her lap next to Bella. She trembled as she wrapped us both in an enormous hug and the face of an older woman came onto the screen. She had gray hair and looked in her late forties or fifties, but I knew she had to be around sixty since she was twenty years older than Chloe. She looked surprised for a moment before smiling, “Mandy?”
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Chapters 19 and 20
by Sofia Hammerstein
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'Alterations' continues the story of Stacy's journey from 'Exchanged' and 'Little Hope.' Stacy is a young college student who chose to travel to a new dimension to study their advanced computing technology at a prestigious university as an exchange student. Stacy thought he knew what he was getting into when he traveled, but multiple events show that he didn't plan for every problem he would encounter. Recently on a trip his adoptive parents adopted another Little, Bella, to help prevent her from being taken by unscrupulous Amazons. Stacy now begins orientation and classes at Emerson as the small family attempts to stay safe from the outside threat. Can Stacy manage to navigate college classes and everything the dimension can throw at him, and still make it back home with a degree? (Story set in the Diaper Dimension)
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Chapter 19: Reasons
“HANNAH?” AMANDA ASKED, still obviously shocked to learn that her ‘sister’ was still alive!
“Yes, it’s me… You grew up!”
Amanda laughed, “You didn’t, I’m guessing.”
“No, but I’m on an island of people our size, so it’s normal… You… umm…” she looked confused as she made eye contact with Bella and me.
“This is Stacy,” she said, putting her hand on my head and brushing her fingers through my hair, “and this is Bella.”
“Hi girls,” Hannah said with a sour look on her face.
“Hi, Aunt Hannah, it’s nice to meet you,” I said. “I’m here willingly. Amanda didn’t kidnap me… she’s just my temporary Mommy while I go to school at Emerson.”
Hannah looked slightly startled, then, “She can go to school?” Then she shook her head, “Preschool doesn’t count…?”
“No, she’s going as a college student Hannah. Since she’s my adopted Little, I can decide to let her go to school wherever I want.”
“But…”
“I’m from the other dimension,” I told her. “I was scared to stay in the dorms since I know they’re practically Little mills. I managed to find Amanda and her husband to take me in as an exchange student. I’m going through orientation week right now,” I told her.
Fred popped by just then, “I’m Fred, her husband,” he told her, “I’ve heard a lot about you over the years and am glad to know you are alive for her sake.” He hugged Amanda, “I’m going to bed,” he told her and kissed her.
“Can you take Bella up with you?” She suggested. “Grab a bottle and warm it up on your way.”
“Sure!” He said and took her while Hannah watched on.
“Hi, I’m your baby sister, I guess,” Megan said a moment later with a wave reminding us she was there.
“Baby sister?” Hannah asked, “Oh, right… you must be Megan.”
“Yes, I know we never met… but I’m glad to hear you’re alive too.” She paused, “and don’t worry about us telling Chloe or Cassie!” She leaned over and gave Amanda a hug where she held me and said, “Why don’t I take Stacy upstairs now too, and you two can catch up. I need to go back to the university and keep unpacking into my dorm anyway.”
I looked at Amanda’s eyes streaming tears as she hugged us both and handed me to Megan. Upstairs she whispered, “I always wondered too… but I never had the guts to ask Mom and Dad about it.” She hugged me, “Thanks for doing that for Mandy. She was always heartbroken about Hannah as I grew up.”
I smiled at her, “It was just a mystery that needed to be solved!”
She laughed, and we saw Fred was sitting down with Bella in the rocker and placing the nipple of a bottle he held into her mouth. “So, you have a brand-new big girl bed, I see,” she kidded me quietly. “Now, if only we could just get you to not be afraid of the potty monster!” she had squeezed my padded bottom through the pajamas and could tell I needed a change.
“But everyone keeps telling me the potties are scary? One person told me they just flush Littles down the drain!” I told her with a smile. “I do use my potty, though, for poopies!” I reminded her.
She hugged me and then laid me down on the changing table and unzipped the sleeper from the shoulder to my right foot. After pulling my legs free, she pushed the sleeper underneath my back and ripped the tapes from my diaper. The fluids I’d drank during the movie had really only made a small dent in the padding; it was still mostly dry. I was glad she changed it since it had begun cooling and not felt as comfy. She gently zipped me back up and laid me down on my bed when she was done taping the new one on. I noticed as she stood up that Megan’s shirt was spotting like Amanda’s and watched her grimace. “Guess I’ll have to go borrow one of Mandy’s pumps before I leave,” I knew what it meant.
“You could nurse Bella?” I told her quietly. ‘Or me…’ I whined in my head.
“Not this time,” she told me with a peck on my forehead as she pulled the covers up and handed me my dolphin to cuddle. “Night, Stacy,” she said and left the room.
I lay in bed then as Fred gently rocked back and forth with Bella until she finished the bottle he held for her. I was tired enough that I was drifting away as he laid her down in the crib, turned off our light, and gave me a quick kiss goodnight.
SOMETIME LATER IN the night I heard screaming and jumped up quickly out of bed! It sounded like someone was being physically tortured then! I frantically searched for the source of the threat before I realized it was Bella crying. I looked over at where she was standing at the crib’s bars and felt terrible for her. I was just about to get up to walk over to the crib when Amanda came in bleary-eyed and turned the light in the room up to a dim glow. She looked at me briefly and then walked over to Bella and picked her up from the crib. “Oh, did you wake up messy?” She asked. I watched her hug and cuddle her before walking over to the changing table.
“Ni…” she struggled, “night…” she hiccoughed, “nightmare...”
“It’s okay. You’re safe, baby,” she told her as I decided to roll over and try and sleep. I heard the ripping of tapes as she changed her diaper and then moved to the rocking chair to try and calm her down.
“I think…” she paused and sniffled, “I lied about some stuff… I think I know why they might be after me?”
I sat up at that statement and stared in curiosity at the rocking chair where Amanda asked, “What do you mean?”
“My parents’ story is almost the same as what Hannah went through… they were both scientists, barely Betweeners, and one day were just gone… I kept calling and finally guessed they were adopted when their house was repossessed… I’ve never seen them again. I would even have preferred to see them in someone’s stroller and at least know they’re okay… like I’ve seen some of my friends who have been taken!”
“What were they working on?” Amanda asked her as I grabbed my bear and squeezed it tightly while I sat still, quietly eavesdropping.
She sighed, “I don’t honestly know… just that it involved nanites. The only thing I know is that Dad said one time that there would be a way to make me grow out of being a Little.”
“What were your parents’ names?”
“Jacob and Samantha Drexler,” Bella replied.
“I think I met them once!” Amanda said with some surprise, “They were both brilliant but constantly looked nervous.”
“Sounds about right… Mom and Dad had barely kept themselves free most of their lives. Mom had actually been stuck back in diapers by her own parents for a couple years in middle school…” she giggled, “I used to laugh when my grandparents would give her a hard time about it.”
“Are they still alive?” Amanda asked.
“No, they passed away while I was in high school. They were Bigs, while Dad’s parents were also Betweeners who passed away while I was little.”
“Sorry,” Amanda said sincerely.
“That’s life,” she said sadly. “At least I can hope my parents are still alive out there somewhere.”
“So why do you think the Trelini’s would be after you?”
“A few years before they disappeared, they started getting really jumpy about something. Mom was the computer programming side of their team – you and she would get along really well – and I guess she was worried about Dad’s research on the actual nanites getting into the wrong hands. So two years ago, she convinced me to let her put a chip in my arm that would unlock their system once every other week when I visited them. Without that visit, the system would lock up and be impossible to decrypt.”
“How long had it been since you visited them when you discovered they were gone?” Amanda asked gently.
“I had just talked to them the night before I was supposed to visit… and found the front door ajar when I came home. As soon as I saw stuff that looked like it had been ransacked, I backed out and left. “
“Why didn’t you stay and call the cops?” Amanda asked gently.
She laughed, “I was an orphaned Little at that point?” Then, she wheezed, “I would have been taken to an orphanage right then and there.” Her words became strained and devolved into sobs then. The last thing I really understood was, “They must know I’m the key to whatever they were researching… you have to let me go!”
I heard Amanda pat her back and gently soothe her for a long time while I thought through the implications of what she said. ‘It sounds like her parents were into similar research as Amanda…?’ I thought for a long while about what she had said and wanted to get my computer out to see if I could figure out if her parents were well known. Finally, after a long while, the sobs transformed into slow breathing, and Amanda stood up laid her on the changing table for a minute. I heard rips of tapes, and then the zipper of her sleeper getting zipped back up. Then, her eyes fell on me and asked, “Need a change?”
I nodded, and she quietly sat Bella in her crib before picking me up, changing me, and sitting down with me in the rocker. She rocked me back and forth and said, “You probably want to know about their research as much as I do…?”
I nodded as she continued to rock me and put a pacifier in my mouth.
“We’ll figure it out,” she said and hummed softly to me. I wouldn’t believe that my brain could shut down after all of that, but I quickly found my eyes fighting to close and let myself drift into sleep.
THE NEXT MORNING was there before I knew what hit me. Amanda prodded me awake, “Morning Princess, you had asked about starting your day with swimming… Do you want to do that today?”
The fog in my brain made me take a moment while the words rolled around a bit inside my head before I sleepily nodded. I stretched out on my bed and then sat up and held my hands out to her. She carried me to the changing table, stripped my pajamas off of me, took off the dry diaper, and dressed me in a swim diaper and my swimsuit. “Daddy will watch you swim. You’ll have about half an hour,” she told me as she padded down the stairs.
Fred waited downstairs, and I was passed over to him while they kissed over the top of me. “Icky,” I kidded them.
Fred just tickled me briefly, grabbed a cup of coffee, his tablet, and carried me out to the pool. He sat his stuff down before quickly spraying me with sunscreen and then just tossed me into the pool. I swam to the surface, stuck my tongue out at him, and began swimming laps. The repetitive motion of my arms and legs was a great way to wake up as I pushed myself to swim faster to see how many laps I could do. Over and over, I tumbled at the sides and thought over what Bella had told us last night.
‘She’s like a living cipher,’ I mused. ‘I wonder if Amanda will beat me to figuring out how it works… She definitely has more free time to work on it!’ Now it made perfect sense why the mafia wanted her. The news that she didn’t really know what happened to her parents, and had lied about knowing the reasons before, made me kind of nervous that maybe she was still lying. ‘She really didn’t know us then, so I guess I don’t blame her...’ I thought. Being able to get inside and program nano-technology, specifically the ones inside of me, seemed like a good thing to be working on. I sighed as I turned over and went to the other side of the pool on a new lap again.
‘Little Legal Rights,’ I scoffed to myself as I continued swimming, remembering that was the first of the seminars I had to go to today. From what I could gather, there really weren’t many legal rights for Littles. All of the laws seemed to only lead to a life of diapers and abuse for most Littles. While I didn’t mind the diapers and the babying, I at least knew I had ‘parents’ that didn’t see me as a pet to abuse. Not to mention a future if I could get back to my home dimension after this crazy adventure!
After a while, I noticed a shadow over my touch spot on the wall. I drifted to a stop and floated on my back, looking at Amanda, now fully dressed for the day.
“Come on, my little fish, you need to take a quick shower, get dressed, eat breakfast, and get to the school.”
I nodded, crawled to the pool’s edge, and pulled myself over the edge.
Once I stood in front of her, Amanda swaddled me with a towel. She gave me a quick kiss on my forehead and squeezed me tight to her. “I really do love you, Stacy,” she told me.
“Love you too, Mommy,” I told her with a smile.
She carried me up to the bathroom and rapidly stripped the swimsuit from my body. The diaper quickly followed, and I was shaking at the cool air from the air conditioning. I watched as she started the shower and ensured it was a suitable temperature before setting me inside and grabbing the shower nozzle. Amanda handed me the nozzle, “Hold this for a second,” she said as she reopened the shower curtain and took it back from me. Next, she gave me a loofah with soap, “Here.” I showered for the next ten minutes as she held the showerhead for me or occasionally used it herself to get into some spots like my rear. Finally, my hair was washed with shampoo and conditioner before she shut everything off and wrapped me in a towel.
“Brush your teeth, then let’s get you dressed, breakfast, and head to school…” she said.
“What time is it?” I asked, a little concerned.
“Just after eight, so we have about forty-five minutes, and we need to be out the door…” she told me.
In the end, I barely had time to gulp a cup of coffee, eat the toast and oatmeal she gave me before I was carried with my backpack out to the car. Then, as she buckled me in, she smiled and said, “We might need to wake you up earlier if you want to keep swimming in the mornings.”
I sighed but nodded as the clock said nine on the dot as we pulled away from our house. I absentmindedly poked at my diaper that was exposed under the summer dress. Somehow Amanda had convinced me that I wanted to wear the pale green checked dress because it would be so hot today. My diaper was nearly exposed just when I was standing… but it was even worse when the car seat’s straps connected between my legs. I was grateful at least that Amanda thought a regular Pamper would suffice for the day instead of one of the thick pink princess diapers!
Before long, she pulled into her spot in the faculty lot, and we walked hand-in-hand to a large brick building that looked more like a castle than a modern school building. The building was topped with a parapet wall outlined in white stone that contrasted the red brick below that made up the majority of the wall. Around windows and doors, the white stone was used again as a border, and I decided it was one of the most beautiful buildings on campus. I could just make out stained glass windows as we approached the entrance. From what I knew of the campus, it was probably one of the oldest buildings at Emerson. I knew we were arriving at the right place because Littles on ropes were behind and in front of us.
“Good luck, sweetie,” Amanda told me as she hugged me and then kissed me on the head. “I’ll see you at lunch,” she said reassuringly before I turned from her and followed the Littles into a large lecture hall labeled ‘Destiny Hall.’
“Where’s your nest, sweetie?” A kind-looking girl asked me as I approached the doors.
“Not sure; my mommy just dropped me off.” I groaned a bit at having used the babyish name for her. I watched the girl’s brain turn that over before she looked oddly at me and shrugged.
“Who’s your nest mother?”
“Miss Madison,” I told her.
“There she is,” the girl said, pointing behind me at the line of Littles she tugged along.
“Thanks,” I told her and waited for them to come over to where we stood.
“Hi, Stacy!” Madison said in a sing-song voice, “Ooh, you decided to wear the summer uniform today! I tried to get your nestmates to do that, but none of them wanted to be as cute as you, I guess…” she said.
I groaned, “It was my mommy’s idea Miss Madison,” I told her truthfully.
“Well, it was a good idea!” She said, bending over and patting my butt as she gave me a hug. “You’re so cute I could eat you up!”
Another group passed us then, and it seemed to make her realize she needed to keep the group moving, “grab onto the end ring there, Stacy,” she told me.
Chapter 20: Hard Truths
I GROANED AND joined the human caterpillar of my nest and let myself be led into the large lecture hall. I saw the front of the room was covered from floor to the very tall ceiling with video screens that seemed to be some sort of electronic dry-erase boards. With all of them together, it would make for a giant video screen but seemed to currently be made up of separate panels that could be windowed with specific information. A slide was displayed in the middle section stating, ‘Welcome to Emerson - Little’s Legal Rights and Responsibilities.’
I was surprised to see a step stool being brought in and placed behind the lectern at the front of the room as we reached seats in the second row of the large room. I opened my backpack and pulled out my booster seat. I caught several Littles and Madison staring at me. “What?” I asked self-consciously, “I’m vertically challenged!”
Madison laughed, and several of my nest mates giggled nervously. Finally, I climbed onto the booster seat, which let me barely see over the top of the seat in front of us. A short Littles head showed their high ponytail sticking out above it like some sort of periscope in that chair.
Laura leaned over, “Normally, we avoid showing any weakness that makes it seem like we’re babies,” she explained. Her unboosted seat still had her an inch above me since she was taller.
I shrugged, “For most of you, that matters… I’m adopted, so what’s the point?”
She started to say something and then thought better of it, “I don’t actually know,” she sighed. “At least I’m in panties today…” she whispered to me.
I giggled, “Are you sure that’s a good idea after yesterday?”
She looked nervous but nodded, “I’m being really careful what I eat and drink now,” she whispered in my ear like it was some sort of secret.
I nodded and looked up as a video camera began showing the lectern up on one of the top parts of the massive screen. To my surprise, a well-dressed, gray-bearded Little in a suit walked up to the podium. “Good morning, Ladies and Gentlemen,” he said as his voice came through an amplified system, “I am Professor Marshall, and it’s my pleasure to welcome you to our fine university!”
The dichotomy of a Little leading this lecture after I had watched so many horrific acts holding Littles back the last few weeks was jolting to me. He reminded me of any older distinguished professor back home or even the Amazon adults. On the other hand, there was no doubt that he was the most senior-looking free Little I had seen. There was a definite hint of padding on his rear as the camera automatically switched views from overhead to side. He seemed to have no fear of anything as he confidently spoke.
“I am a professor in the law school here at Emerson. My specialty is in the law regarding Little’s Rights and advocacy for abused Little’s.”
I heard a couple gasps and down the row heard, I heard Esther squeal in excitement and got the feeling she was excited to meet him. I thought the idea of a Little lawyer was kind of cool and figured if anyone knew how to avoid being adopted, it was probably the lawyer.
“At this time, I would please ask that Nest mothers and anyone who is not a freshman Little please leave. There is a break room with doughnuts, coffee, and juice down the hall for you all to wait in.”
I heard grumbling and cheers from the Amazons as they made their way out the door.
“Okay, now that you’ll feel more comfortable without them… Today, my goal to speak to you is to be blunt and honest about your future. Each year at Emerson, about three hundred Littles attend the university’s first day of school across all classes. Your class has over a hundred and fifty signed up to begin. You’re already down to a hundred-and-twenty… To say that your likelihood of graduation is low is a massive understatement.”
Murmurs were made around the room at this, and I nervously shifted on the booster seat.
“In recent years, the biggest class Emerson graduated was twenty-eight Littles. That was two years ago at the height of the new laws to protect us from unwanted adoptions. I say this not to scare you but to make sure you are informed as you navigate your future. I want to help increase that number of graduating Littles by you knowing about your rights.”
A slide changed and listed a law, ‘Little’s who have enrolled themselves in a higher education institution is deemed to have turned over their power of attorney to the institution. The institution must consent to any adoption and must engage in a well-regulated due process before consenting to the arrangement.’
I wondered suddenly if, given the way the law was written, did the university still have that power over me?
“This law is the first law that you need to be aware of and know by heart. It’s the only thing stopping a random Amazon from adopting you on the street, walking across campus, or in the dorms. So long as you have your student ID on you, the individual must go through the university to adopt you. The law states that for the university to give consent, there must be a process to evaluate the need and demonstrate a clear case of maturosis. This comes back to your student handbook and the code of conduct you were informed of on the first orientation day.”
“Should you be forcibly removed from your surroundings without that process, your best bet is to go along with the situation until you reach the mandatory adoption clinic visit. At that time, you should present the ID as proof that you are a student and that the university should be contacted. By law, even if you don’t have the ID and tell them that you are a student, they should still contact the university. Given carrying the ID is within the student code of conduct, though, you would be in violation of the code of conduct, and the university will generally sign off on the adoption if you don’t have it.”
In the front row, a hand flew up, “But what if we have our ID and it’s thrown away by the Amazon kidnapping us?”
He nodded sagely, “That’s an excellent question and a very valid worry. It’s another reason why wearing your uniform at all times is a good idea since the chip inside the crest has some information there for your defense. The only thing I can suggest at that point of being taken is to try and conceal it somewhere.”
I sat there for a moment and knew that nothing would stop it if a giant just picked you up, stripped you, put you in a diaper, and carried you away. It was too easy to remove both the uniform and the ID. “There is also another option available,” he continued, “that is currently recognized in the courts, clinics, and hospitals. The bookstore sells these,” he held up his wrist and showed off a forest green wristband. “They’re only removable with special cutting tools illegal for private citizens to own. They are the only way to remove them without damaging you and cutting off a limb. They contain your ID information and are considered legally the same as your student ID both by law and the university.”
I couldn’t help but wonder if the wristbands weren’t an Amazonian version of a star right then, as I knew every Little, probably including myself, would be going to the bookstore to immediately buy one. “They’re not cheap, but they are well worth having for insurance purposes,” Professor Marshall said with a sigh.
The following slide came up and talked about the due process from the university, with the handbook regulation explained to us the other day. “As long as you’re a student, you should be okay then with the wristbands preventing you from being adopted unexpectedly. That just leaves the student code of conduct with the many ways to gain demerits to worry about.”
He sighed, “There’s a limit to how much you’ll be able to avoid demerits. Truthfully only about three Littles a year avoid any demerits at all, and half of you will have your ten and be done by December.”
There was so much murmuring that I wondered if he could get control of the room again, but I wasn’t surprised to hear that. He held his hand up, and everyone got quiet again, “Your best bet is to follow the rules and be as agreeable with your professors as you can. If you can get cases of water, soda, and such off-campus, you’re better off. There are a lot of students who will take advantage of you if you leave a drink unattended. From what I understand, most of you already encountered some issues the other day after the barbecue outside. Being paranoid is your best friend here and elsewhere in life.”
A hand went up in the air, “Yes, sir,” he said, pointing towards a boy I couldn’t see, but heard ask loudly. “If we’ve had a demerit, is there an appeals process?”
The professor shook his head, “Dean Sanders is the one who deals with the discipline of Littles, and she is the final authority on any disciplinary action as well.”
I heard him sigh, “Thanks.”
“Sorry, any other questions on the code of conduct? I know they covered it pretty thoroughly your first day.”
A couple of others asked, but nothing that mattered or really was worth asking. Professor Marshall eventually nodded, “Okay, so… like I said earlier, the blunt truth of the matter is that most of you will not be graduating from here. Let’s talk about those of you who will not make it. The majority of you will find yourselves at odds with the demerit system. What happens then?”
There was dead silence in the room. The professor had basically told everyone that there was little chance of escape and that at least ninety of the Littles in the room wouldn’t get past Emerson.
He showed an image of a daycare on the next slide… only there wasn’t a single real baby in the picture, from what I could tell. “The university has a boarding daycare that such students are immediately taken to. Your belongings are placed into a storage area pending adoption down the road. Once your new ‘parents’ are selected, they can decide what to do with it all. If you’re lucky, those parents will keep any keepsakes you have from your family. Many will not, though, and unfortunately, the day you are placed in the daycare, you are no longer allowed to make any of your own decisions.”
He showed a slide with bullet points, then ‘Your Process.’ “First thing you can expect to happen is you’ll be taken from the Dean’s office downstairs to be processed. You will most likely be in a diaper at this point…” he paused, “and maybe only that.”
“Why are you supporting…?” One Little shouted angrily.
“I don’t,” he said quietly as someone shushed the Little, “but don’t you think information is helpful here?” He drank some water out of a water bottle he pulled from his jacket. “Truthfully, most of you only know rumors of what happens, right?”
Everyone, including me, nodded, “so let’s get rid of rumors and give you some facts.”
“Yes sir…” the girl who had objected said quietly.
“Once you’re taken from the office, it’ll be a short walk to the campus daycare. Depending on your behavior, going to the daycare, and whatever offense they punished you for, you will be treated differently when they take you in. If you want to have any chance of freedom someday, your best bet during this trip is to keep your mouth shut and not scream. Cussing, screaming your head off, biting, or making threats will only result in them putting a lockable pacifier in your mouth… and those get painful in a hurry.”
I rubbed my jaw sympathetically, thinking about it right then, “Yes, they do,” I whispered.
Laura gave me a glance, but I looked forward as he kept speaking, “By being a good compliant Little, they usually won’t feel the need to treat your ‘maturosis’ as excessively. On the other hand, the more offensive you are during this time… well, more than likely they will decide to remove your teeth, the ability to speak, walk, or even crawl.”
There were a ton of gasps then as people imagined that happening. I pictured my ‘cousins’ in my mind and felt a bit of urine escape into my diaper.
“How is that legal…?” One person asked.
“Good question,” he responded. “Unfortunately, it is currently fully endorsed by the psychiatric and medical communities,” the professor answered. “It should be seen as completely wrong and inhumane, but the simple fact is that it is completely legal at the present time. Once you’ve been labeled as having a case of ‘maturosis’ and needing re-raised, you have to know any of those things can happen.”
“So just shut up and be a good baby?” Natasha fairly spat.
He nodded, “I know that sounds stupid, but that’s your safest bet during that time. The more you fight, the younger you’ll be treated. It’s not like you’re going to manage to fight off an Amazon for long… Understand that the university makes money off the adoptions for their endowment. Littles are mostly directly adopted from the daycare to rich donors. They will only adopt out the compliant ones, though. Those who fight and behave poorly are sent to etiquette centers. They support the university endowment in exchange for having new Littles to sell themselves.”
“It’s slavery,” one boy spat somewhere behind me.
“Yes, it is, and I hope that someday we find a way to end it,” Professor Marshall said with a sigh as he pulled his glasses off his face to rub his eyes. “The eventual goal of both places is that you end up in the hands of a new set of parents. Those parents, for the most part, will be fairly wealthy. This is because many believe that university students make much better Littles. If you didn’t fight and didn’t end up in an etiquette center, make sure you do your best to form a bond with the new parents as soon as you can. Don’t fight them at all, as it will make your life much less painful. Most that adopt won’t abuse you for the sake of abusing you. They’ll mostly only engage in that behavior in retaliation to get a ‘good baby’ and properly treat your maturosis.”
He sighed, “I’ll come back to that in a moment. For those that end up in an etiquette center, there’s not much you’ll be able to do to fight anything. You most likely will at least be hypnotized. It’s also likely other physical modifications will also be made to you, but again the less you struggle, the better off you’ll be. Understand that there is no real escape from an etiquette center. Between the Amazons, who will have no problem containing you, and the many robotic nannies they use, escape is impossible. When you get adopted, if you still have anything left upstairs, do your best to again behave.”
“But if you behave all of this time, you’re still stuck being a baby doll for some crazy person?!?” One Little asked with alarm.
“You’re still being treated like a baby, but hopefully, you can avoid the mental and physical modifications then. If you can form a bond with a parent, you are more likely to convince them that maybe you can grow up and be on your own someday.”
“Is there any line that’s too far? Can they just do whatever they want to us?” I heard a worried Laura ask next to me.
“Yes. The Little Protection Services exists theoretically to watch out for abuse. For instance, if they find out a Little is frequently left alone without a caregiver, not being fed, neglected, etc., they will pull the Little from the home. Sometimes that ends up meaning foster care or another etiquette center. Usually, if LPS gets involved, you have to know it’s bad, though, and you’re probably better off even in the etiquette center.”
“Umm… how long… how long are we stuck like that?” One girl nervously asked. Several Littles snickered rudely, and she calmly added, “I’m not from the mainland… we don’t have Amazons where I’m from.”
“Possibly for the rest of your life,” the professor answered honestly. “Assuming you are given all of the hypnotic triggers, you probably won’t even notice… Especially if you fight it right away, the answer is a very long time. Often though, if you’re good, you’ll find your new family is at least willing to consider you might be worthy of growing up as they eventually tire of diapers and feedings. Unfortunately, throughout any time you are adopted or taken as a ward of the state, you are essentially given the legal standing of a baby less than a year old. The court doesn’t recognize your right to speak for yourself in any way.”
He looked at his watch and said, “I don’t have much more time. I want to let you know that if you are in a situation and you are legitimately being abused, your best bet is to tell an adult at your daycare or a doctor or a nurse. They may be your only hope of help due to the requirements that they report suspected abuse. Any other questions?”
A hand nearby went up, “How did you stay free?” the girl asked from out of sight.
He laughed, “I didn’t. I survived college, got my law degree, and a client kidnapped me two months later. Fortunately, I followed the advice I gave you and was eventually able to reason with them that I was mature enough to be potty trained and eventually was freed… I spent eight years as their Little baby boy before being free now for the past twenty.”
He sighed, “Even now, I follow a strict policy of making sure I wear protection just in case someone gets handsy with me. Remember, the way the law is written once you’re out of school is that you’re mature if you choose to wear protection - even if it’s not dry or clean. If you aren’t wearing that protection, and you’re busted with a skid mark in your underwear, or a few drops of urine in your panties… You won’t be free anymore.”
The room was somber and silent until a loud bang happened in the back as the doors opened and the nest mothers strolled back down. I looked at my watch and realized it was already eleven. I stood up and put my portable booster seat back into my backpack.
“At least you don’t have to worry about all of that,” Laura said to me quietly. There was a deep sadness in her voice.
I shrugged, “who knows what can happen in this crazy town… Maybe you won’t need to worry about it either,” I told Laura. I didn’t believe that, though. She’d already had a close call with the dirty diaper yesterday. I was a little surprised she would take a risk like not wearing one so soon after that disaster…