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Story Tags: General Audience - Transgender - Transitioning - Childhood - Identity Crisis
Main Character: 9-yrs-old |
Every kid knows Costumes are for Halloween, and the rest of the year you are not supposed to wear costumes. So what happens when you decide the outfit you wear every day is really just a costume?
Story Tags/Elements: General Audience - Friendship, Transgender M2F, Bullying, Child Abuse, and Learning to believe in oneself
Main Character age: 9 (first two stories) and 10 (third story)
This link will take you to the Title Page for the multiple stories in the Cindy's Adventures series. It is a group of stories about Cindy, a prodigy flautist who just happens to be transgender. Join Cindy and her friends as they learn the true meaning of friendship.
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Governments worldwide agreed on laws to prevent the spread of TS syndrome. Magical beings are not allowed to do magic on non-magical humans. There is one exception to these laws, only one. Children attending one of the six magical schools for kids with disabilities can have magic used on them. Twelve-year-old Toni Gibson won the lottery, giving him a spot at Cauldron Academy. The Gibson family will learn the consequences of Toni contracting TS syndrome, changing their lives forever.
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Story Tags: General Audience - Transgender - Identity Crisis - Childhood - Christmas
Main Character: 12-yrs-old |
Summary:Lewis gets a special secret gift for Christmas from his Grandma. It will change his life forever, but can he still enjoy it once others find out about the gift? Will it tear the family apart or bring them together?
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The Disney Wish
© February 2012 3 Chapters 23 pages (10,000 words) Story Tags: General Audience - Transgender - Voluntary - Sweet / Sentimental Main Character: 8-yrs-old |
Summary: Tony was offered one Disney Wish while visiting Disney World. To his father’s dismay, he wanted to go to the Disney Girl’s Perfectly Princess Tea Party. Can Disney Magic make his wish come true?
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The Wishing Stone
© 2020 12 Chapter 152 pages (54,700 words) Story Tags: General Audience - Science Fiction - Magic - Memory Loss - Transgender - Fresh Start - Childhood - Diapers |
Summary: Making a wish on the Wishing Stone is a great honor. One that only ten people every hundred years gets to make. Many wishes throughout time have dramatically changed the life of the Wishee for the positive, but there are consequences to one's actions. When the youngest Wishee in history makes a life-altering wish, those around twelve-year-old Mikey must adjust to the changes.
Main Character age: 9 (first two stories) and 10 (third story)
Story Elements: Friendship, Transgender M2F, Bullying, Child Abuse, and Learning to believe in oneself
This is the Title Page for the stories in the Cindy Adventures series. A group of stories about Cindy, a prodigy flautist who just happens to be transgender. Join Cindy and her friends as they learn the true meaning of friendship.
Summary: Jessica is mad, very mad, at her mom for what she packed for the two weeks of music camp. An innocent fellow camper is drafted to help her through this.
Summary: Cindy went to Music Camp dressed as Frank. His/Her new friends are not going to let Cindy stay hidden away for two weeks. What will the response be to Cindy at camp, or will Frank need to stay the whole two weeks.
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Mom! How Could She?
By Teek © October 2011 2,170 words long This is the first story in the Cindy's Adventures series. |
“How could she do this to me?” Jessica ranted as she dragged her bag behind her. “I am not six. What right did she have to do this? Who does she think she is anyway? Two weeks in this place, and she does this to me! Well, I am not going to put up with it! NO…I…AM…NOT!”
Jessica slowed down a little when she came up to someone else on the walkway. “Would you put up with it? It’s ridiculous now, isn’t it? Come on now, can she really do this to me? She bought one for every single day. Every day! We’re at camp! She can’t be that much of an idiot, can she? One for every day?”
Jessica stopped talking for a minute and looked at the person next to her, expecting an answer. “Well, can she?”
“I … I … I suppose not?”
“Exactly!” Jessica continued. “She had to know what she was doing. She had to have put some thought into it. She went shopping and bought these. It isn’t like she could find them in our house. What was she thinking?”
As they reached the main administration building, Jessica grabbed the arm of her companion and went storming through the back door. “I am not going to put up with it. No…I…am…not! She went too far this time. I am not six, and I don’t have to put up with this. Come on now. I am twelve years old! How could she do this?”
Jessica continued to drag her bag and her companion through the hallways until they got to the front office. The ranting stopped just for a minute as she came to the desk of Mrs. Stillman. “She went too far this time, Mrs. Stillman, I will not put up with it. Call her…Call her!”
“Morning Jessica,” Mrs. Stillman said, smiling at the two children. “I can’t . . .”
“Well, I will be waiting for her on the front steps with my friend here,” Jessica interrupted and stormed out the front door down the steps towards the parking lot, dragging her new friend along. Halfway down the steps, she sat down. “She can just come back and fix this! I am not going to put up with it! Would you?”
Jessica’s companion stood next to her on the step, unsure what to say or do.
“She went shopping for them!” Jessica continued. “My own mother did this to me! Who does she think she is? I am twelve, not a little baby she can dress up like a dolly. I am not a dolly. I will not wear those…things! At my age, how could she buy a whole new wardrobe and send it to camp without telling me? Who does she think she is? Did she really think she could …”
“Maybe she thinks she is your mother and therefore has say over what you wear?”
Jessica stopped and, for the first time, looked at her companion who was standing next to her. Although Jessica had dragged this person along, who were they? The hair looked like someone had put a bowl on top of the head and shaved everything underneath. The eyes and smile showed compassion but appeared sad. Looking down, she found a black camp T-shirt and a pair of blue jeans. The look was finished off with a pair of blue and black Nike sneakers.
Jessica thought about the reply and responded, “Well, she doesn’t! I am twelve, not six. I only wear stuff like this three times a year, and then only under protest. What drove her to go out and buy me all new clothes for these two weeks at camp? I could maybe understand one of them. With her sick mind, I can see her wanting me to wear one during the concert at the end. But she went too far this time! I cannot stay at camp for two weeks and wear these!”
Jessica pushed her bag down and unzipped it. Flinging it open, she looked up at her companion. “Can you believe it? There are fourteen of them in there. I counted. That is all she packed. Fourteen Dresses! How could she?”
Jessica started to cry.
Her companion looked at the open bag and the outfits visible. They didn’t look that bad. After some of the six-year-old comments, expectations had been of little girl frilly and lacy dresses with puffy sleeves. From what could be seen, none of them were like that. They all looked age-appropriate and typical summer dresses for a twelve-year-old girl. There wasn’t even a lot of pink visible in the bag.
“What am I going to do?” Jessica asked through her tears. “There isn’t one pair of pants in the bag. Dresses! I don’t wear dresses. The last time she had me in a dress was for picture day, and I told her then I would never wear one again. What was she thinking? Dresses! Could things be any worse?”
Barely audible over Jessica’s crying, her companion slumped down next to her and said, “You could have no dresses to wear for the two weeks.”
Jessica slowed her tears and looked at her companion. Trying to figure out what was meant by the last statement, she hesitantly responded, “But that is what I want.”
Looking at her companion, she could tell something was wrong.
“You at least have the jeans and t-shirt you are wearing,” the companion continued, “and you probably have some money to buy a camp t-shirt or two. So yes, things could be worse. You can at least wear clothes you’re comfortable in a few days while at camp. That is much better than some people.”
Jessica looked at her companion again, “What … did … your mom pack in your bag?”
“Pants and shirts. Mostly jeans and t-shirts. She even packed a suit and tie for that concert we will be performing on the last day for all the parents. Two weeks at music camp with only boy clothes to wear. So yeah, things could be worse. At least you can go a couple of days in comfortable clothes.”
Jessica was confused, “But … you are a boy? Aren’t you? What else would you wear?”
“Odd comment coming from a girl that doesn’t want to wear dresses, don’t you think?”
Jessica just stared at her companion. They were both silent. Jessica was looking at the person next to her, while that person just looked straight down at the ground. They sat there for several minutes in those poses. Both were thinking.
Finally, Jessica turned to her bag, and with two fingers from each hand, she picked up the bright yellow sundress sitting on top of the rest of her clothes and held it arm's length away, “You mean you would prefer to wear this? This thing?”
Jessica’s companion looked over at her and the dress she held. A smile slowly grew, “Yeah, in an instant. You may not like it, but I think it is pretty. Hi, Jessica, is it? My name is Cindy, but everyone calls me Frank.”
Frank got a wallet out and quickly got a picture from it, “This is my favorite outfit. I wore it last week at my best friend’s birthday party.”
Jessica looked at the picture. It was of a smiling little girl with braided pig-tails, wearing a pink party dress with puffy short sleeves and lots of frills and lace. Jessica looked at the picture and then back up at Frank, or was it, Cindy?
“My best friend gave me that picture just before I left to come here. Her mom had taken it at the party. It was her tenth birthday, and I wanted to look my best for the party. It was so much fun going to her birthday party in that dress. At least it was till…till,” a single tear came down the face.
Jessica was silent, looking at the picture and up at…at Cindy? “What happened?”
“Mom didn’t know I wore my sister’s old party dress to the birthday party. At least she didn’t know till she brought over one of the presents I left at home by mistake.”
“Was she mad you took your sister’s dress,” Jessica questioned? “Was your sister mad you got into her clothes?”
Smiling over at Jessica, “Mom knew I would often play dress-up with my sister’s outgrown clothes, but I had never worn them outside of the bedrooms in our house before.”
“Your mom doesn’t let you wear dresses out of the house, out of your bedroom? My mom begs me to wear dresses and complains when I don’t. Why doesn’t your mom want you to wear dresses,” Jessica inquired?
In a proper Mom imitation, “Little boys can play dress up in their rooms, but never out! Not even in the hall.”
Jessica looked at the picture again. “Oh yeah, I forgot you said your name is…Frank. So, if Cindy went to the party last week, what happened to her?”
“I had sneaked out of the house while Mom watched TV and hoping to get back in without her noticing. When she came to the party, she didn’t even recognize me at first among all the other girls at the party. But when she did, she got really mad. She grabbed me and dragged me out of the party, straight to her car, and to the barbershop. Still dressed in that outfit, she had the barber give me this haircut.”
Jessica gasped as she looked at the picture and then up at Frank / Cindy. “She didn’t?”
“She sure did! She kept ranting on and on about how boys were not supposed to wear such things. I just kept looking at my braids lying on the floor of the barbershop.”
Jessica hugged her companion.
“Then…then still dressed in that outfit, she took me to Wal-Mart and bought new clothes for camp. I was standing in the middle of the boy's department dressed like that with this haircut. She went up to the salesgirl and asked, ‘Ma’am, could you please tell me where the boy’s underwear is? My son here needs some clean underwear to take to music camp next week.’”
“Wow, and I thought my mom was mean,” Jessica stated. “So Frank … Cindy? What do I call you?”
“Since Mom made sure I wouldn’t have any girl clothes to wear on this trip, you might as well call me Frank. Everyone else is.”
They both just sat there looking down at the ground.
“Cindy,” Jessica hesitantly said. “I’d trade clothes with you for the week, but … I’m twelve, and you’re what, eight or nine? None of my clothes would fit you, and I definitely wouldn’t fit in your clothes.”
“I’m nine, almost ten, but I am the same size as all the little eight-year-olds. Thanks for the offer, Jessica,” Frank said, eyeing the suitcase. “With my hair cut like this, however, I would look ridiculous in them anyway. It was all the way down to my shoulders, how could she have the barber just use clippers to cut my hair? It will take me forever to grow it back out.”
They both sat there in silence.
“I play the piano,” Jessica broke the silence after at least five minutes. “What do you play?”
“The flute,” Frank replied without looking up.
“Really, the flute at your age? That is impressive.”
“Yeah, my dad keeps telling me I’m some sort of prodigy, but he’s my dad. I just like the light and delicate sound it makes. I hope I don’t screw up the concert at the end of camp.”
The two of them continued to just sit on the step to the main administration building in silence. Eventually, Jessica zipped her suitcase back up and grabbed the extending handle.
“Come on, Cindy,” Jessica said, standing up and holding out her hand. “We will make it through these weeks together. If you can go for two weeks without a dress to wear, I can go for two weeks wearing dresses. It will not be fun, but at least we have our music. It’s not like Mrs. Stillman was actually going to call my mom. She never does when I ask her to, and I have been coming here for four years.”
Slowly Frank got up and took Jessica’s hand, and they went back into the building.
“Don’t bother calling my mom, Mrs. Stillman,” Jessica said, walking straight through the main office without stopping. “If Cindy here can make it through the next two weeks, then I guess I can too.”
“Cindy?” Mrs. Stillman questioned as she watched Frank and Jessica walk out of the building hand in hand, with a suitcase rolling along behind them.
Summary: Cindy went to Music Camp dressed as Frank. His/Her new friends are not going to let Cindy stay hidden away for two weeks. What will the response be to Cindy at camp, or will Frank need to stay the whole two weeks.
NOTE: This is the second story in the Cindy's Adventures series.
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This is the second story in the Cindy's Adventures series.
The first story is short at only 5 pages and about 2,000 words. Here is the link to that first story:
Mom! How Could She?.
Although it is not necessary to read that story to fully enjoy this one, you might find it beneficial to read the first story.
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Chapter 01
Getting the Orchestra Together
“Cindy, go ahead. It is just us in here. I reserved the practice room for two hours. I told Mr. Elks that you and I wanted to work on a musical composition I am writing for his class,” Jessica said while trying to hand Cindy a dress.
It was a light green dress with flowers embroidered on the bodice and along the bottom hem. Cindy figured it would probably come down to about her knees. Cindy liked its simple design, and could easily see any of the kids her age wearing it. Although there were short puffy sleeves, they did not make it look like a preschooler’s dress, not that such a thing would stop her from wearing it anyways. So, why was she having such a hard time taking the dress?
They had been at camp for a week, and Cindy didn’t think she would get a chance to wear a dress again until she got home. Well, that might not be an option either. After the way mom reacted to seeing Cindy in a party dress at her friend’s Birthday Party, Cindy wasn’t completely sure her mom would ever let her wear a dress again.
“Where . . . where did you get it Jessica? Your twelve and way bigger than I am, so I know it’s not your dress.”
“Samantha was all too happy to lend it to me for a few candy bars. I always bring a few boxes of candy bars that are not sold here at camp. They are great to get things from other kids.”
“Samantha? That amazing little violin player?”
“Yup, that’s the one. She is the best strings instrument player at camp this year. Like you, she is a prodigy who just needs a little bit of time outside of her hick town to develop her talents. Now stop worrying about where I got the dress and just put it on.”
Cindy looked at the dress for a minute before taking it and going to the other side of the piano to change clothes.
“About time,” Jessica said as Cindy came back wearing the dress. “I have this composition mostly done, but I need your help to finish it.”
“Jessica, you’re a piano player and I play the flute. I can’t play the piano. How am I going to help you create a composition for the piano?”
“Don’t be silly Cindy. I don’t need you to play the piano. I can do that part. It is the other parts I can’t do. I wrote a part for you on the flute, Samantha on the violin, and George on the french horn. As I see it, we are all the best here at camp. Except for maybe Marcus with his electric guitar, but he only plays Rock ‘n Roll. My composition is for an orchestra, not a band. Anyways, I am in Mr. Elks’ song/composition writing class. He takes the best one and makes it the last performance of the concert at the end of camp. I have been in the group playing the winning musical composition before, but I have never composed a winning composition. This year, I am going to win that honor.”
The two of them worked together repeatedly playing what Jessica had in the composition and adding to it. Sometimes they only made a small tweak here or there, but with each change they needed to play that part or the whole song over again. They were getting close, but Jessica didn’t feel it was done yet. She thought the piano and flute parts sounded pretty good, but without the ability to hear the other parts she couldn’t pinpoint what wasn’t quite right. After forty-five minutes they finally took a break.
Looking at the clock, Jessica turned to Cindy, “The others will be here soon, and then we can see if this will work with their instruments.”
“What?”
“George and Samantha will be here in just a few minutes, then the four of us can work on it together.”
“You didn’t tell me they were coming. I better change clothes before they get here.”
“Why would you do something crazy like that. You play much better dressed up as Cindy than you do dressed as Frank. I need Cindy here playing.”
“What are you talking about? I am the same person. I don’t play different dressed as Frank.”
“Actually, you do. There is more feeling and emotions in your playing when you are dressed as Cindy. It has been very apparent over the last forty-five minutes. If I had known this, I would have gotten you a dress days ago. I had thought George was the best musician at camp this year, but you are way better than he is. He just doesn’t play with as much feeling as you do. If Samantha and you teamed up, he would look like such an amateur. He plays with precision like me, but the two of you, play with emotion. The four of us will be unbeatable.”
“I don’t know about that but I am not going to be labeled a freak by the best players here,” Cindy started towards Frank’s clothes on the other side of the piano.
“Stop!” yelled Jessica. Taking a deep breath she continued much more softly, “George and Samantha already know about Cindy and they are okay with you. Do you really think that Samantha would have lent you a dress her grandma made her if she didn’t know who was going to wear it?”
Cindy stopped, and looked down at the dress. Looking over at Jessica. “This was made by Samantha’s Grandma? Why would she let me borrow it?”
“Remember when I told you I needed to borrow that picture of you all dressed up in a little girl’s party dress for inspiration? Well, I got inspired. I showed it to Samantha and told her your story. After hearing the story and seeing your picture, she was willing to help you out. Before that, she wouldn’t lend you anything. George was a bit harder to bring into our team, but I know a secret about him from last year. He has a crush on a girl named Ellie. . .”
“Ewww, gross.”
Jessica laughed, “Oh you little kids are so cute. When you get older Cindy, you will not think that boys are Yucky.”
“Wait a minute. You told them about Cindy?”
“Yeah, it was sort of necessary. You have done so much to help me out over the last week, that I wanted to give you something. Time as Cindy seemed the best thing I could do. Private practice time on this song seemed like times you could be Cindy without others knowing. So, George and Samantha needed to know.”
“What did I need to know?” Samantha said as she entered the room.
“Oh, just that Frank was Cindy.”
“Hi Cindy. You look good in my dress. Your Mommy was so mean to you, I had to help you out. I couldn’t imagine anyone ever cutting my hair like that. Cutting your braids right off and then giving you a bowl cut. I don’t even like it on boys, but to give it to a pretty girl, that is just one crazy Mommy.”
“Samantha,” Jessica quickly changed the topic. “You thought that Frank was a good player, but Cindy is way better. Wait until you hear her play.”
“We’ll see about that,” Samantha stated as she got out her violin.
Cindy looked at Samantha’s violin and smiled. It had Sofia The First and My Little Pony stickers on it.
“Okay you two, I have sent you both the latest score through the Score++ App,” Jessica sat at the piano tapping away at her tablet. “Cindy let’s play our parts once through to let Samantha get familiar with the song.”
Jessica, Cindy, and Samantha played for about ten minutes before George showed up. The four of them worked on the song non-stop. Five minutes before the private practice time was up, an alarm went off on Jessica’s tablet.
“Cindy, quick, time to change back to Frank. We only have five minutes left. I don’t know if anyone has booked this space after us.”
Cindy went over to where Frank’s clothes were on the other side of the piano. With her back to everyone, she quickly changed back to Frank. He then took the dress over to Samantha and thanked her for letting him borrow it.
“Your welcome,” Samantha said as she folded it up and put it in her violin case with her violin. “I think Jessica is right, you do play better as Cindy than you do as Frank.”
“But . . .”
“No, they’re right Frank.” George interrupted. “You do play better as Cindy. You might even be competition for me. Good thing you are not Cindy all the time.”
“She’s better than you George and you know it,” Samantha said with pride. “I will make sure every time we play together that she is dressed as Cindy. Us little kids need to show you big kids that we are not babies who don’t know how to play our instruments.”
“Come on you two,” Jessica pleaded. “No fighting. We are the best at camp and we represent both the big and little kids. Together we will blow everyone away. Now that you have all worked together to finish this song, will you work with me to earn the top song in the concert? It was written for the four of us, by us.”
“I’m in,” Samantha replied.
“I guess I am in too,” George reluctantly added. “If I don’t join you guys, I am afraid you will win the spot without me. I can’t have that.”
“I will take that as a compliment, thanks George,” Jessica smiled.
Everyone turned to Frank, looking for an answer.
“I. . . I don‘t know. I like the song and like playing with all of you. Cindy can’t perform at the concert and I don’t have any clothes to be Cindy throughout the week for practice sessions. It sounds like you need Cindy not Frank for this song.”
“Like I said Frank, I will make sure Cindy is here for each practice. Leave that to me. You will have a different outfit every day,” Samantha declared.
“As for the concert,” Jessica smiled. “George and I will come up with something. Don’t worry about it.”
“We will?”
“Yes George, we will.”
“You know Jessica, I am older than you. You can not boss me around.”
“I am not bossing you around. I am just telling you what you are going to do whether you like it or not.”
George rolled his eyes.
“Okay,” Frank smiled at Jessica as he stifled a giggle. “I guess I am with you all. We did sound pretty good together. Anyways, how can I turn down a chance to be myself for two hours a day all week? It was so nice to be Cindy again, and it may be the last chance I ever get to be Cindy.”
“Great, we are all in. I have reserved this room for two hours at one o’clock each day this week. Once I hand in my finished song to Mr. Elks and tell him who is going to be playing the song with me, he will arrange for the littles to miss their one and two o’clock activities.”
“What if he can’t,” Samantha questioned? “Mrs. Star was very insistent that Junior Band was required by all the kids under ten. The only way that we could make it today was because of the special Sunday schedule.”
“Don’t worry Samantha,” George smiled at her. “Once Mr. Elks hears that Jessica has managed to get all four of us together to do a song, he will arrange it. The top talent at camp rarely get along well enough to do a song together. He wants it every year, but never gets it. This year he even has a special treat, in that we each play a different type of instrument. We are our own little orchestra with string, brass, percussion, and woodwind instruments. If he likes our composition, he will let us do anything. By Tuesday, we will have to give him a recording of how we are doing. He needs that to give us the final approval for Saturday’s concert. Wednesday is the day he gets together with all the Music Teachers to determine what is in the concert. Every year Jessica and I have been here, our groups have been in the final concert, with at least one of us playing in the group playing the winning song from his song writing class. With us both in the same group this year, there is no question that he will approve our band, and Jessica will win the song writing contest.”
“If I remember correctly,” Jessica thought outloud. “You have Junior Band at one o’clock and Swimming or Art at two o’clock. Sorry to take you away from Swimming or Art, but it is the only time all four of us can get away from the required activities.”
“It is okay,” Frank said. “I have never liked swimming in boy’s trunks. My best friend has this one piece Little Mermaid swim suit I would much prefer to swim in.”
“Weird kid. You are definitely one weird kid,” George commented as he packed up his french horn. “You play some pretty good music though, so it’s okay with me if you want to wear dresses and girls swim suits.”
“Come on Cindy,” Samantha said grabbing Cindy’s hand and heading for the door. “It is Free Time and Sofia The First is on Disney Junior. Let’s not miss it.”
As the two of them went running out of the room, Jessica smiled at the new friendship she helped form.
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Cindy at Music Camp By Teek Chapter 02 |
Summary: Samantha and Jessica want Cindy at camp instead of Frank. A plan is hatched to pull that off, but first, a Makeover!!! Will she ever look like a girl again, or just a boy in a dress?
“Cindy,” Samantha asked? “Had you seen that Sofia the First episode before?”
“Samantha, stop calling me Cindy while I am dressed like this. People are going to make fun of me.”
“What if you were not dressed like that? What if you were dressed as Cindy all the time?”
“That is impossible. Look at me. My mom had a barber give me a bowl cut just before coming to camp and all I have to wear is jeans, shorts, and t-shirts. Mom made sure I would look like a boy no matter what.”
“Jeans and t-shirts? Do you have any problems with trading them?” Samantha asked?
“No?” Frank looked at her confused.
“Come on, let’s go get your clean clothes and see what we can trade to allow Cindy to be here the rest of camp.”
Samantha grabbed her violin and Frank’s hand. He barely had time to grab his flute before being dragged out of the living room. They were half way to the dorms before Frank processed enough to see some major flaws in Samantha’s plan.
“Stop,” yelled Frank as he pulled back on Samantha to get her to stop pulling him. “Cindy can’t be at camp. Frank is registered here. He lives on the boy’s floor of the dorms. I can’t just dress as Cindy to suddenly be her for the rest of camp. It takes more than clothes to make someone a girl.”
Samantha stared straight at Frank with a far off look. She contorted her mouth and just stood there. After a very long minute, Frank inquired if she was okay, but she didn’t answer. She just stood there staring off into nothingness. Eventually, Frank sat down in the grass next to her waiting for her to be animated again.
“Lizzy!” Samantha said as she started to hum and sit down next to Frank.
“Who is Lizzy?”
Samantha did not answer Frank, she just kept on humming. With nothing else to do, he got lost in his own thoughts about how wonderful it would have been if he could have been here at camp as Cindy. It was at least five minutes before Samantha came out of her train of thought.
“Mr. Elks has a daughter named Lizzy. She stopped by the second day of camp. I saw the two of them together when she was leaving. She is married to another girl. They kissed this long yicky kiss just before they got into their car. It was even bigger than the one Belle gave the Beast when he turned back into a man.”
“So, Mr. Elks has a daughter married to another girl. What’s the big deal? There is a kid in my class who has two Daddies.”
“If we introduce him to Cindy, he will let her be here at camp. If he is okay with two girls marrying, he will be okay with a boy really being a girl. All we have to do is dress Cindy up really cute and have him see her play in our little orchestra.”
“I don’t know Samantha. Being married to another girl is a lot different than a boy really being a girl. It is also going against what my mom wanted. Grown-ups do what other grown-ups want them to do. He is not going to let one of his boy campers be a girl for a week.”
“You don’t know that. Now come with me, we have to find George and Jessica.”
It took the two of them a while to find the bigger kids, but they finally found them together at the Band Shell where a jam session was going on. George and Jessica were in the audience watching.
“You two, come with us. We need to talk to you,” Samantha quietly said to the older kids.
“What do you want to talk to us about?”
“Not here. Let’s go over there away from the crowd.”
Reluctantly, George got up after being pulled by Jessica. They all went over away from the music where no other kids were. Samantha explained her plan to give Cindy a chance to stay all week. It was only stopped once when George expressed surprise by Mr. Elks’ daughter being married to another woman.
“Samantha, I would love for Cindy to join us for the rest of camp, but just because we want it that doesn’t mean the grown-ups will allow it,” Jessica explained. “Frank is right, his mom sent him to camp as a boy and Mr. Elks probably will not allow him to be Cindy. We can privately allow Cindy to practice with us, but that doesn’t mean we can get her to be outside of practice. As for the concert on Saturday, I haven’t come up with any way that Cindy can play with us yet, but you haven’t really given me much time to think about it either. Frank’s hair is going to be the biggest challenge.”
“I have to give it to you kid, for a little seven-year-old, you have a great brain in that head of yours,” George complimented. “I am twice your age and I rarely see things as full of as much possibility as you do. Jessica, let’s give the Littles a chance. The worst that can happen is Mr. Elks says no. The reality is that we have no idea what he will say. If he says no, we are exactly where we are right now. He might say yes, especially with his daughter being a lesbian.”
“What’s a liz-bee-an?” Frank asked?
“It is when a girl is in love with another girl,” George explained. “Samantha is right. Since Mr. Elks accepts his daughter, he will most likely accept Cindy. It doesn’t mean he will let her stay the week, but he shouldn’t be upset by her existence. If you girls can get Frank to look like a cute little girl, instead of a boy in a dress, then I will arrange for Mr. Elks to attend our next practice session.”
“Cindy, are you okay with us telling a few other people about you in order to get you ready for tomorrow?”
“I don’t know Jessica. I am worried about getting Mommy mad again. I want to be Cindy, not Frank, but . . .,” Frank was looking down at his shoes moving one around on its tippy toes. “I guess. If that is what it takes, then it has to happen. If Mr. Elks says yes, then everyone will know anyways.”
“Okay George, you can go. Us girls have some work to do. Frank and Samantha wait here I will be right back. Jillian is at the jam session. We need her help.”
Jessica and George went back to the jam session. A couple of minutes later Jessica returned with Jillian. She was sixteen and one of the oldest kids at camp. She also had amazing hair. Every day it was styled a little different, but always amazing. Jessica explained that Frank, really a girl named Cindy, was just pretending to be a boy so she wouldn’t be teased over the horrible haircut her mom gave her just before camp. Jessica asked Jillian if there was anything she could do to help fix Cindy’s hair so she wouldn’t look like a boy anymore.
“A makeover?” Jillian gleamed. “I love doing makeovers. A bowl cut, hmmm. It is going to be a tough job, but I am sure we can turn it into a cute pixie cut. We will need my emergency hair kit, Mary, and Elizabeth. Let’s see, it’s 3:50 now and dinner is at 5:30. Meet me in 30 minutes in the Livingroom. Cindy bring your favorite dress and some hair accessories. You littles always have a collection of cute ones.”
Jillian went running off, leaving Jessica, Frank, and Samantha looking at each other.
“Well, that went well,” Samantha broke the silence.
“I can’t be dressed as a girl for dinner or when I go back to my dorm tonight,” Frank looked at the other two. “What are the other kids going to think?”
“It is Sunday night,” Jessica explained. “There is no assigned seating. You sit with Samantha and the other little girls. She can explain you off just the same way we did to Jillian. Don’t worry about it Frank. As for going back to your dorm after dinner, that is easy. With a pixie haircut it will still look fairly boyish when the hair accessories are taken out. With most pixie haircuts, the only way you can tell the difference between boys and girls is from the clothes they are wearing or if they have any hair accessories in. Boys don’t put hair clips, bows, or hair bands in their hair.”
“Don’t you think the Grown-ups will notice if I go to dinner dressed as Cindy?”
“I usually sit at the table with Miss Greenburge. She still hasn’t remembered my name and I have sat at her table every day since camp started. We could dress a bear up in a dress and she wouldn’t notice. You will be fine sitting with us. Jessica, you have been here a few years. Do you know what Miss Greenburge does here at camp? The only time I see her is at dinner.”
“Old Grumpy Greenburge? Yeah, unfortunately I do know her. She is the piano instructor. She stays in her room all day working with one kid at a time on improving their piano skills. You can never get enough right with her to make her happy. She will always find something to complain about your playing. One of the reasons she can’t remember anyone’s names is that she can’t see you. She has very poor vision. She can’t read sheet music anymore, but she knows so many songs by heart it really doesn’t matter, I guess. Sitting at her table for dinner is a good one with her poor vision and only working with piano students. She will have no idea that there is no little kid camper named Cindy.”
The kids all headed off to the dorms. They decided that Frank would wear the dress he wore to practice today, but Samantha would bring some others, especially the one she brought for the concert on Saturday. She would also get some hair accessories. Frank would change in the single person bathroom in the hall between the library and the Living room.
While walking to the dorms, Samantha also talked about the clothes swap idea she had to get Cindy some girls clothes for the rest of the week. She was going to offer up one of Franks outfits for a dress or something much more girly. Samantha explained how the moms of the Littles always pack extra clothes, so all the girls have at least one outfit they can sacrifice to a good cause. Most of the girls prefer shorts and t-shirts for every day wear at camp, but moms always pack some dresses. This should make it easy to trade for some dresses.
“Brilliant idea Samantha,” Jessica smiled. “My mom this year packed only dresses for me to wear for the two weeks. Even if this clothes swap doesn’t work for Cindy, I bet I can use it to get rid of my dresses. I wish I had thought of that a week ago. I hate dresses, and would love to have something else to wear.”
Jessica went off to do something in her room, while Frank and Samantha darted off to the dorms to put away their instruments that they had been carrying around all this time. Then they headed for the living room. It had a TV with a few couches and chairs around it in one corner, big window looking out onto the campus, and some tables and chairs in another corner. A few of the six and seven-year-olds were at the TV watching Vampirina on the Disney Junior channel, and the rest of the large room was empty. Samantha and Frank went over to the tables and sat down.
Handing Frank a bag, “Go change into these Frank. The bathroom is in the hallway between the Library and the Living room. The Librarian is covering this floor, but she never leaves the Library to check on this room unless there is lots of loud noises in here. Go.”
Frank took the bag and headed for the bathroom. Locking the door behind him, he opened the bag and looked inside. There were Disney princess light up sneakers, socks with frills at the top, the dress, and lots of hair accessories. It didn’t take long for Frank to be changed. The sneakers were a little tight, but Cindy would put up with that to be wearing the girl shoes. Once dressed, he rejoined Samantha. They put the accessories on the table, and the extra dresses on the back of a few chairs. As they waited for the others, they talked about how and when they each started playing music.
Jessica was the first to arrive. She had with her three beach towels. Two of them she put under a chair, and the third was for a bib around Frank when he got his hair cut. Shortly after the towels were in place, Jillian, Mary and Elizabeth showed up. They were all fifteen or sixteen years old and towered above Samantha and Cindy. They had with them a collection of different things.
“Boy kid,” Mary stated. “Your Mom did this to you? She must have been really mad at you for giving a cute little girl like you a bowl cut. I understand why you would pretend to be a boy at camp. Yikes.”
“Mary,” Jillian expressed. “That is why I asked you hear. I am great at finishing touches, but I need a hair stylist to cut her hair. We need to turn that ugly bowl cut into a pretty pixie cut. Do you think you can do it?”
“hmmmmmmmm,” Mary said walking all around Cindy. “Stand up kid.”
“My name is Cindy.”
“Sorry Cindy,” Mary expressed. “I get a little withdrawn from the world when I am thinking of how to mold a new fashion.”
“She’s good,” Elizabeth said. “Last year I got gum stuck in my hair and she gave me a whole new fashion after cutting out the gum.”
Jillian looked around, “Elizabeth, can you stand watch, making sure the Librarian stays in the Library and doesn’t come in here while we cut Cindy’s hair.”
It took about 20 minutes for Mary to work her magic. When she was done, she took off the beach towel around Cindy’s neck and handed her a hand mirror. She also held a second mirror up behind Cindy’s head. “Take a look Cindy and tell me what you think.”
Cindy looked at her new hair. It was short, but now it didn’t look like a bowl had been put on her head and everything cut beneath it. It looked like a boy’s cut, but somehow it looked different. Regardless, Cindy’s smile grew the more she looked at it.
“Now the clothes will make all the difference here,” Mary said. “Although it is a girl’s pixie cut, when wearing boy clothes, you will look like a boy to most people. Make sure you either have girl clothes on or accessories in your hair until it has time to grow out. The trick for the difference between boy’s and girl’s short hair styles is the layers. Girls have layers and jagged parts. It gives it more depth and individuality. Yours came out pretty good. Whoever cut it left enough hair for me to do something with it.”
“That is great Mary,” said Jillian. “Now, go switch places with Elizabeth, we need her over here.”
“Wow,” Elizabeth expressed as she came back over to the table. “Mary did a great job with you. Now for my part. Let’s see what you brought to accessorize with.”
Elizabeth looked over the things on the table and looked into a bag she brought. “Cindy, what did you look like before the terrible haircut?”
Cindy got out the picture that had been in her pants pocket, and showed it to Elizabeth and Jillian. “This was taken the day of the haircut.”
“Oh,” Elizabeth melted. “You looked absolutely adorable. You’re what, six?”
“Nine actually, but I fit into Samantha’s clothes and she is seven.”
“Hmmmm,” pondered Elizabeth. “Do you want to look little or like a nine year old?”
“What do you mean?”
“With the right clothes and accessories you could look like a six year old or a nine year old. I have been watching you for the last twenty minutes. You are currently looking and acting more like a six year old than a nine year old. You are wearing Disney Princess sneakers and enjoying the shows on Disney Junior. That would suggest you enjoy little kid things.”
“Well I still am a little kid.”
“Yeah,” Elizabeth continued. “But most nine-year-olds have outgrown Disney Princess clothing and don’t enjoy Disney Junior shows as much as you appeared to be while getting your hair cut. So, do you want to be a big kid or a little kid while at camp. We are giving you a complete make-over. We can make you anything you want. No one here knows you, so it doesn’t matter. Camp is a great place to try out different elements of your personality or interests.”
“Little Kid,” Jessica interrupted. “For tomorrow when we play for Mr. Elks, I need her to look as cute and adorable as possible. How little can you make her look? Mr. Elks is a father and Dad’s give into the cute innocent little girl look. Cute and innocent, that is the look we want.”
“You know you can’t win the top performance on looks. You have to have some talent,” Jillian looked down on Jessica. “Some littles and a tween don’t have a lot of chance of winning against the teenagers. Some, like me, have been here for ten years. A seven, nine, and what eleven year old are not going to win against us teenagers.”
“Don’t worry,” Jessica said with a big smile. “We have the talent, and I’m almost thirteen, not eleven.”
“I know you are good Jessica,” Elizabeth said. “But you are making a big mistake bringing in these two Littles. They obviously haven’t been playing that long and they can’t be that good.”
Cindy looked at Jessica, then Samantha, and then Elizabeth. Interrupting the current battle, “Okay, Jessica is right, tomorrow I need to look like a cute innocent little girl, but I am not sure I want to look like a six year old every day here at camp.”
Taking a deep breath, Elizabeth turned back to Cindy, “Clothes and accessories define the look. Let me show you.”
For the next 15 minutes, Elizabeth and Jillian showed how different outfits and hair accessories could totally change the look of Cindy and Samantha. Cindy really could look nine or six. There was one thing Cindy was certain of, she definitely looked like a girl, not a boy.
“Okay, now for the finishing touches,” Jillian said. “Your too young for make-up, but let's do those nails.”
“Wait,” Jessica forcefully interrupted. “Jillian and Elizabeth, you two have been absolutely wonderful in helping Cindy here and showing how we can make her look different with a simple outfit change. Cindy would look great with nail polish, but that will have to wait until tomorrow. I can’t explain now, but trust me on this. No fingernail polish until tomorrow.”
Jillian and Elizabeth were confused, but did not push the issue. There was another discussion of how different colors or polish can also give that little kid effect, especially little girl pink nail polish. Samantha looked at her pink nail polish when this was said. The three teenagers left, happy that they had passed on their knowledge to the younger kids. Jessica took the towels and dumped the hair outside behind a bush.
“They did it,” Samantha gleefully bounced up and down. “They really did it. You now look like a girl.”
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Cindy at Music Camp By Teek Chapter 03 |
Summary: Cindy spends some time with other Little girls. The Littles start plotting with Samantha over what to do next. Cindy starts to realize the magnitude of what she is about to do and questions her actions. Who is right? Samantha, Jessica, or Mom? Who will have the final say in Cindy's future at camp?
Dinner went without a hitch. With it free seating, everyone was sitting with their friends and Miss Greenburge didn’t even try to learn the names of the kids at the table. Cindy, being nine-almost ten, was the oldest at the table, but the other kids didn’t know that. They were all six to eight year old girls, and they accepted Cindy like she was one of them. She didn’t act or behave any different from the other girls. No one questioned where she had been the first week or why she wasn’t staying on the dorm floor with them.
After dinner Samantha took Cindy up to her room. With a few of the other girls Samantha introduced Cindy to at dinner, they talked about a clothes swap tomorrow after dinner. The four girls in the room, in addition to Cindy, thought the clothes swap could come up with five complete size seven outfits: socks, underwear, and dress (or pants and blouse). Socks and underwear would be the hardest, but most of the moms had sent extra clothes ‘just in case’. Samantha was willing to give Cindy the princess sneakers, but Cindy explained that they were too small for her. Two of the other girls in the room wore shoes a size bigger. One was willing to trade Crocks with Cindy. She had these bright pink Crocks and thought she would like the dark blue ones Cindy brought to camp. She wouldn’t commit until she saw the shoes tomorrow night.
The other girl was not willing to trade, but would lend Cindy an outfit for tomorrows performance for Mr. Elks. She wanted to make sure some of the little kids were in the final performance of the concert. Usually the only performance with kids under ten was the group Junior performance. The idea of two Littles in the final song of the concert, and three out of the four kids doing the song wouldn’t even be teenagers, that was worth almost anything. The big kids always looked so down on the Littles, repeatedly telling them that they were just babies learning how to play. Showing up the teenagers would be wonderful.
The girl’s mom packed two dress up outfits. She didn’t care which one she wore to the concert on Saturday, so Cindy could have her pick between the two outfits. Samantha felt the best would be a black sleeveless dress with a white belt. Wearing white tights and some black mary jane shoes, along with a white headband with a pink bow, it would be a perfect concert outfit, dressed up all prim and proper.
“Samantha,” Cindy inquired. “I thought I was supposed to look like a little girl. Puffy sleeves and frills would give me that look. This outfit does not even have sleeves.”
“Jessica did feel that having you look like a six year old would help us convince Mr. Elks, but we are trying to put on a proper orchestra concert for him, right? In this outfit you will look the part. Trust me on this, nothing says little girl like a dress with white tights. Yes, you would look like a little girl in a frilly puffy sleeved dress, but you would just be a little girl. This way you are a little girl and a professional flute player. We need to show Mr. Elks that even though we are little kids, we can still be the best players here at camp. You know the two of us are better than any of the teenagers.”
“Yeah, I know.” Cindy said grabbing Samantha’s dolly on her bed and cuddling up with it. “I am not sure I can do this. Yeah, I can play better than Jessica and George. You can too, but we are seven and nine years old. What can we do? I want to be me, but I am scared. Being good isn’t enough. Being cute isn’t enough. Mommy doesn’t want Cindy around, and Mr. Elks isn’t going to want me here either. What is the point. Thanks for your help, all of you. I can’t do this. I am not strong like you Samantha.”
Samantha went up to Cindy and hugged her. “Cindy, I am not going to let you back out of this. Your Mommy was mean by cutting your hair the way she did. Jessica told me that she wouldn’t even let Cindy out of your bedroom. She did all of this just because you went to your best friend’s birthday party. In school one of my friends got taken away from her Mommy because the Mommy would hurt her. My teacher says that is something called Child Abuse. Grown-ups can get into big trouble for hurting little kids. Your Mommy hurt you. We will not hurt you. I promise.”
All the other girls in the room all promised to help Cindy no matter what.
“You are holding Molly,” Samantha said looking at the dolly in Cindy’s embrace. “She helps me through tough times. I want you to have her. You need her more than me at the moment. She will make you feel stronger and better. She’s good at that.”
Cindy really looked at Molly for the first time. She looked familiar. She had brown braided hair, red glasses, blue sweater, plaid skirt, and red sneakers. It took Cindy a little bit to figure out where she had seen the doll before. Finally, she figured it out, it was on the cover of the American Girl book Molly. Her sister had several of the Molly books, and Cindy secretly read them all.
Samantha gave Cindy another big hug.
“That’s it,” Olivia practically shouted. “The solution to looking professional and little girl at the same time is simple, just carry Molly around with you.”
Cindy looked at Olivia like she had two heads, and Samantha looked at Cindy and Molly before turning to look at Olivia.
“That may work,” Samantha said while still in thought. “My music teacher back home complains all the time about the stickers on my violin, but when someone reminds him that I am only seven, he lets the stickers stay. Molly is dressed up nice, so even at a concert she would be dressed okay. The teenager girls don’t bring dollies to camp, but most still have at least one in their bedrooms back home. They never say anything about one of us Littles carrying around a dolly here at camp.
It was decided, tomorrow at rehearsal, Cindy would wear the black dress and carry Molly. She could even sit in Cindy’s lap while playing. The other girls left, leaving just Cindy and Samantha.
“I don’t think this is going to work.”
“George said it best Cindy. If we do not try, the only time you get to be Cindy is during practice all week, but Mr. Elks just might say yes. They only way to find out is to try.”
“I’m really scared.”
“I know, but together we can do this. All three of us together,” Samantha said looking at the Molly doll.
When Samantha saw that it was 7:15 pm and all little kids needed to be back on their dorm floors by 7:30pm, she quickly got the bag with Frank’s clothes and ran with Cindy to the Livingroom. Cindy went into the bathroom to change clothes. When she came back out, she handed the back with the dress back to Samantha.
“Thanks Samantha,” Cindy said giving Samantha a hug. “It is a lovely dress your grandma made you. I enjoyed wearing it.”
“I really like it too. When I heard you needed a special dress, I just knew that was the most special dress I owned. One thing before you go Frank. You will want to take out that hair clip before going back to your dorm.”
“Thanks Samantha, it would not have been good for me to go back to the boy’s dorm floor still wearing a Sofia the First hair clip.”
Before they could say anymore, the Librarian came through and told all the little kids that they needed to go back to their dorms.
Back at the dorm, kids commented about Frank’s new haircut, but none of them saw Cindy. They still viewed Frank as a boy.
At breakfast Jessica told George everything was set for the afternoon practice session. “I’ll get Mr. Elks to excuse the littles from the one and two o'clock activities. You get him to come sometime between one and three.”
“Okay,” George replied. “I wish we had one more day to practice before Mr. Elks heard us, but I understand why Cindy needs this to happen today. I hope you did something about that hair, it made her look like a boy in a dress.”
“Don’t worry. Mr. Elks will have a hard time seeing anyone other than Cindy,” Jessica tried to assure him. “See you at one o'clock.”
Morning lessons went as usual. Frank’s favorite time was his class with all the other woodwind instruments. Back home in his Elementary Band there was a sixth grader who played the clarinet, but he was just learning it. There were no other kids who played woodwind instruments. There were a lot of string and brass instruments. Having a class of 20 kids all playing different woodwind instruments was exciting and fun. Here at camp there were other kids that could challenge him and push him to do better. He found it strange though, that he appeared to be the best woodwind player when there were sixteen and seventeen year olds in the group.
As everyone was filing into the dining room for lunch, Samantha went up to Frank, “Jessica just told me she got us out of our one and two o'clock activities. Meet me in the livingroom after lunch. You can get changed in the private bathroom before we go to practice. I have everything for Cindy in my backpack which I hid in the livingroom under the TV.”
“Oh Melinda, wait up,” Samantha said as she ran off to catch up with Melinda.
Cindy wished she could go running off with Samantha, but Frank’s shoulders slumped as he slowly walked off to his table with a bunch of boys his age at it.
After lunch, Frank made his way to the Livingroom. He got there before Samantha and tried to find her backpack. There was no backpack in sight. First, he looked around the TV like she said, but then he looked around the whole room. He even picked up the bean bag chairs looking under them. There was nothing, just the furniture that was supposed to be there.
When Samantha walked into the room, he immediately ran up to her, “Samantha it was stolen. It’s not here. Cindy’s outfit has been stolen.”
“Stolen? What are you talking about?” Samantha walked over to the TV and opened up the bottom drawer under it. She pulled out a pink Disney Princess backpack. “It’s not stolen. It’s just where I left it.”
“I thought all those drawers had DVDs in them.”
“They do. All but that bottom drawer,” Samantha handed the backpack to Frank. “Go get changed. We are supposed to meet Jessica and George in ten minutes.”
Five minutes later, Cindy walked out of the bathroom carrying the backpack on her back, her flute case in one hand, and Molly hugged with the other arm.
“Okay, now you wait here,” Samantha said as she darted for the bathroom still carrying her violin case.
A few minutes later Samantha walked out wearing a black dress with white tights, looking a lot like Cindy. She had her previous outfit in her hands. Taking her backpack from Cindy, she put the outfit in it. “Okay. Let's go.”
When they arrived at the practice room, George was getting out his instrument. Jessica walked in just as Samantha and Cindy started warming up.
Jessica didn’t go to the piano, instead she walked over to Cindy and stood in front of her. “What in the world are you wearing. That is not what we agreed to have you wear. And the doll? Why do you have a doll on your lap? I did not say you should have a doll.”
“No, YOU didn’t,” blurted Samantha. “It was decided last night in my room with some other LITTLES. We felt a professional little girl look would be best to represent us today.”
“But I . . .”
“Yes Jessica,” Samantha interrupted. “You are trying to be in charge, but this isn’t about you. It is about Cindy. Did you even know that she is really scared about showing Cindy to Mr. Elks? What have you done to help her get through this fear? Molly will be with her when she is scared, worried, and just wants to be herself. Can you do all of that? NO! And come on Jessica, she still looks like a little girl with the dress, white tights, and Molly. Now stop complaining about what Cindy is wearing, and get over to the piano. We are ready to start practicing. Are you?”
George raised his eyebrows at Samantha’s declaration, “Jessica, she has a point. If Cindy having a doll with her makes her feel better, then let her. When I was her age, I slept with my teddy bear and carried him with me whenever we traveled anywhere. He made me feel better. Mr. Elks will be here at 2:30. We need to be working as a team by the time he shows up. At the moment we are still all learning our parts. Let's get to practicing.”
“But . . .” Jessica started and stopped as she looked around at the three others in the room. Cindy really caught her attention. Cindy was sitting in her chair, knees up to her chin with her arms wrapped around her legs. The Molly doll was held tight. The look on her face worried Jessica.
“Cindy?” Jessica said leaning down to eye level. “Cindy?”
In a soft voice Jessica could hear Cindy mumbling, “I can’t do this. I can’t do this. Not again.”
“Cindy?” Jessica said for the third time. She waved her hand in front of Cindy’s face. Cindy showed no reaction or awareness of Jessica.
“Great,” George came over to Cindy. “We broke her. Samantha, quickly, go get Mr. Elks.”
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Cindy at Music Camp By Teek Chapter 04 |
Summary: Cindy's Panic Attack changes all the plans, then Mr. Elks challenges things set in stone. Cindy's future is on the line.
Samantha looked at Cindy and then at George. She didn’t move.
“Go,” George said more forcefully. “I’ll take care of Cindy. I have experience with stuff like this. Go! Mr. Elks should be in Band Room 1.”
Samantha ran out of the room and Jessica stepped back as George took a position right in front of Cindy.
“W – What happened?” Jessica questioned.
“I suspect all your fighting put Cindy into a panic attack. My little sister gets them all the time. I know how to calm her down, but I am not sure I know Cindy enough to bring her out of it.”
“Cindy,” George said in this soft gentle voice. “It is okay. Samantha and Jessica aren’t going to fight anymore. Everything is okay now. You have your dolly and we are just going to play a little music.”
Turning to Jessica, “Get on the piano and play a soft gentle lullaby.”
Jessica quickly went over and started playing a classical piano lullaby.
“Hear the music Cindy?” George continued in his soft soothing voice. “Listen to the music and slowly take some deep breaths. In through the nose, and out through the mouth.”
“All the yelling, the screaming. Mommy scared all the kids at my best friend’s birthday party. Yelled at and about me all the way to the barber shop,” Cindy flatly commented.
“It’s okay Cindy. It’s okay. No more yelling. No one is mad at you here.”
“She had him cut my braids right off. He didn’t even undo them. Two snips, and they were down on the ground.”
“It’s okay now Cindy,” George said with his hands on her knees. “That mean barber isn’t here now. Your hair looks all pretty now. It even has a pretty bow in it. Listen to the music Cindy and breathe.”
“Bought all new clothes for camp with me in a party dress and a boy’s haircut, even bought boys underwear. Announced to everyone in Wal-Mart I was a freak.”
The door suddenly opened as Mr. Elks and Samantha came charging into the room. They were stopped by George holding up his hand.
“Your mom is not here Cindy. You are safe here. No one is going to be mean to you. You are dressed up all pretty Cindy. Your dolly is in your hands and Jessica is playing some nice music. Can you hear the nice music Cindy?”
“Yeah”
George signaled for Samantha to play with Jessica. She went over and picked up her violin, joining in when she could.
“Good,” George said. “Very Good. Listen to the music. Do you recognize it?”
“Yeah,” Cindy said staring straight ahead.
“Do you think you could play the song,” Mr. Elks softly asked as he knelt down and picked up the flute next to Cindy.
George smiled at Mr. Elks and continued, “I would love to hear you play it Cindy. Can you play it for me?”
Mr. Elks put the flute in Cindy's hand. It slowly went up to her mouth and she started to play. Mr. Elks signaled for Jessica and Samantha to keep playing.
“That is very pretty Cindy,” George said.
By the end of the song Cindy had snapped out of the trance and was interacting with the world again.
Samantha was the first to break the silence, “What happened to Cindy.”
George answered, “She had a panic attack when you and Jessica were fighting over what she should wear. My little sister gets them a lot after a dog attacked her last summer.”
“Your right George,” Mr. Elks affirmed. “Kids who have gone through a traumatic event can go into a state of shock when something triggers the memory. George you did a great job calming her down and bringing her out of it. Based on your skill bringing Cindy out of her attack, I assume you have a lot of experience calming your sister down.”
“Yeah,” George’s face turned to inner thought. “She’s eight, and Cindy reminded me so much of her. I didn’t know Cindy’s happy place, but I figured a girl who can play as good as her would find music a happy place. That is why I told Jessica to play a lullaby.”
“Good job George,” Mr. Elks replied. “Now, Cindy. Are you feeling good enough to answer a few questions?”
“Yeah,” Cindy looked around at the other three kids in the room. “What I don’t feel up to answering, I am sure one of them can answer for me.”
Mr. Elks looked around the room at a bunch of faces not willing to make eye contact with him. “Okay, I guess the first question should be, who are you? There are no little girls at camp this year named Cindy. I have not met you before, but you look familiar.”
“I can explain Mr. Elks,” Jessica started.
“No, Jessica,” Cindy interrupted. “I need to explain this part.”
Cindy bent down and pulled out of the flute case the picture of her in the party outfit, “This is me, just before camp started. . . .”
Cindy went on to explain about Frank, Cindy, and what happened right before camp. Jessica explained how the two of them met on the first day of camp, and how Frank had been miserable all during the first week. She explained how Frank made sure she wasn’t always depressed for having to wear dresses every day at camp, even though she hated wearing dresses. Jessica then explained to Mr. Elks how she had developed a piano composition for his class, but changed it to include Frank’s amazing flute playing. That way, he could have some Cindy time while the two of them practiced. Jessica just needed to figure out how to get a dress for Frank to wear. Not knowing any Littles that were Cindy’s size was a big problem. This led to Samantha, who Jessica had observed the last two years as one of the best violin players at camp. Meeting Samantha and getting her to lend a dress was easy, and just after that Jessica walked into Mr. Elks composition class. That caused her to think she might be able to get Samantha, Frank, and herself to do her composition, and with three out of the five best performers in the camp it might win the concerts last performance honor. Then, why not add George. Could she write something for a whole orchestra? Samantha explained how she wanted Cindy to be here all week, especially after she heard Cindy playing. Cindy played much better than Frank did. George agreed with this statement.
As the others told Mr. Elks their parts of the story, Cindy smiled more and more, hugging Molly the whole time. She loved what she was hearing. She had friends.
“Really,” Mr. Elks inquired? “Cindy plays better than Frank?”
“It is like the difference between Samantha and me,” George continued. “I have all the technical stuff and can play with precision, but she feels the music as she plays. That feeling makes her a better performer than me. Frank doesn’t play with feeling, but Cindy does.”
“Interesting,” Mr. Elks pondered. “I have heard Frank play and he certainly is a very talented performer, but you are telling me that Cindy is even better. Cindy, could you please play me your favorite piece?”
Cindy picked up her flute, leaving Molly in her lap, and started to play.
When she finished, “Ahh, one of Friedrich Kuhlau’s flute solos. How lovely. You do that with a lot of feeling and emotion. George might be right, you might actually play better as Cindy than Frank.”
“It doesn’t matter Mr. Elks. I know I’m not allowed to be Cindy, so I will go get changed now. You won’t see Cindy again. I promise,” Cindy put down her flute and started to stand up.
“Stop Cindy. I don’t know what to do with Cindy, but for now, I came to hear the four of you play a composition that Jessica is writing for my class. You all have until the end of the day tomorrow to polish it up, but let me hear what you have so far.”
“We have been working on it together,” Jessica admitted. “Is that okay?”
“Of course it is Jessica,” Mr. Elks smiled. “I assume you wrote the initial piece and have gotten input from the others.”
“Yes sir.”
“Then let’s hear what you have all composed so far.”
The kids all went to their instruments and pulled up the composition on their tablets.
“Okay everyone,” Jessica instructed. “I made some tweaks to it last night just before bed, so make sure you pull up the latest version on your app. George, ease into your part softly after Samantha’s solo. Cindy and Samantha, I expanded the duo you two have. Cindy, if any of the notes I have you playing are too long for your breaths, let me know. Just like yesterday everyone, play the notes, but if something doesn't feel right, play what works for you. I will make changes at the end. Okay everyone, on three. One . . . Two . . . Three.”
The music started and continued for almost ten minutes. At the end, Mr. Elks clapped and the kids all stood up, curtsied or bowed.
“Impressive,” Mr. Elks praised. “Very impressive. Yesterday was your first practice ever playing together, and you are already playing off each other. It was a beautiful composition Jessica, and I like how you integrated everyone into it so well. You need a conductor. Alfred might be a good match for that, or possibly you Jessica.”
“Me? I can’t direct the group and play at the same time.”
“No, you’re right,” Mr. Elks smiled. “What if you didn’t play this composition, but instead you conducted it? Let’s see, Mary-Jane would be able to play the piano at this level.”
“Mr. Elks,” Samantha interrupted. “I don’t have a problem with Mary-Jane, but Jessica is a tween and Mary-Jane is one of the older teenagers. Are there any kids who are not teenagers who can take Jessica’s place?”
Mr. Elks smiled at Samantha, “Littles, interesting view point Samantha. The oldest in this orchestra is George, and you are what this year, fourteen?”
“Yes sir,” George Smiled.
“And Jessica, you’re not even a teenager yet, are you?”
“No, Mr. Elks.”
“Samantha is seven. Are you seven too Cindy?”
“I’m nine. Just small for my age.”
“We have never had such a strong group of young performers. It would be nice to see this group have their chance with no one older than George. Let me think.”
“Sir,” Jessica interjected. “I think I would really like to play my song. Are there any young kids who could direct the song?”
“I might have to ask Mrs. Star that question. She is teaching the music conducting class this summer, and she has the Junior Performance in the concert too. I bet she could recommend someone George’s age or younger. Jessica, since it is mostly your composition, you will have the final say for conductor. In fact, I want you right now to conduct the song. I will take over on the piano.”
The group went through the song one more time.
“Wow,” Cindy exclaimed. “That sounded beautiful. Jessica, you need to direct us.”
“Am I that bad on the piano?”
“No,” George elaborated. “It is that you know how this composition should sound, and when you were conducting it, the feeling came out.”
“You said Cindy played better than Frank,” Samantha put her two cents in. “For this song, you are better conducting it than playing in it. We need to change a few things that you directed us to do but are not in the script. It sounded better the way you directed us.”
Mr. Elks came over to Jessica, “Composing and conducting go together. If you had only written a piano solo, it would make sense for you to play it on stage alone, but you didn’t. You wrote something for an orchestra. To be honest, I would love to hear what this sounds like with a much bigger orchestra, but I definitely do see the value of keeping this one with the younger children. You want to win the honor of the final performance, and pulling that off with Littles is hard. You currently have three out of the four of you not even teenagers. An impressive feat that this camp has not seen for many years.”
“I guess I could be the conductor. I took the class last year, but always liked playing more.”
“Jessica, I could ask Miss Greenburge for the best piano player after you,” Mr. Elks smiled. “But I suspect you already know who that is.”
“Ariel!” Jessica said twisting her face all up. “There is no way I am letting Ariel into this group. She is good on the piano but she is such a . . .”
“Okay,” Mr. Elks stopped her. “We have Littles here Jessica, watch your language. If Ariel is out, who do you recommend?”
Jessica and George both got looks on their faces where you could tell they were thinking. After several minutes George started to smile.
“What if we got the best piano player at camp,” George said as his smile got even bigger.
Jessica looked at him with confusion, “This year I am the best piano player at camp. Who are you thinking of?”
“Jessica, your very good, but you are not the best. Several years ago, there was a little prodigy who came to camp and blew everyone out of the water. He was amazing on the piano, but when he came back the next year, he was no longer playing the piano. He was playing another instrument and I have never heard him play the piano since.”
Mr. Elks started to smile, “George, what a wonderful idea. He is your age, isn’t he?”
“He turned fifteen two days before camp started,” George replied. “The orchestra would be two littles and two teenagers being directed by a tween. The older teenagers will be furious if we win that spot for final song.”
“Who are you talking about?” Jessica inquired.
Mr. Elks started rubbing his chin. Jessica knew this look. He was thinking. “The hard part will be to convince him to play the piano again. Occasionally, I hear him playing the electric piano, but your right, I haven’t heard him play a regular piano since that first year. Getting him to play this type of music again might also be a stretch.”
“Who in the world are the two of you talking about,” Jessica practically screamed.
“Marcus,” George and Mr. Elks said in unison.
“Marcus?” Jessica, Samantha, and Cindy questioned in unison.
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Cindy at Music Camp By Teek Chapter 05 |
Summary: Marcus? Mr. Elks wants a Rock'n Roll guitar player to be a classical music piano player? The other question is what will Mr. Elks decide to do about Cindy now that he knows. He didn't flip out, but that doesn't mean he will allow Cindy to stay.
“Marcus plays the electric guitar and only Rock’n Roll,” Jessica explained. “He doesn’t play the piano, and he certainly will not play this type of music. I have been here four years, and I have never heard him play anything close to the type of music in my composition.”
“It will be a tough sell, but I think I have a way that might convince him to join your group,” smiled Mr. Elks. “If Cindy here will help?”
“Me? I’m a worthless little nine year old, classical music flute player. What can I do to convince a fifteen year old Rock’n Roll guitar player, to play the piano in our little orchestra?”
“First things first. No one is worthless. You should never view yourself or anyone else as worthless. We all have something to contribute to this world, and based upon what I have heard this afternoon, you have an amazing future ahead of you playing the flute. Now Cindy,” Mr. Elks looked directly at Cindy. “Do you want to play your flute in this Orchestra as Cindy or Frank?”
“That’s easy, Cindy. That can’t happen though. Mommy sent me to camp as Frank and will be expecting to see Frank playing in the final performance. These guys all want Cindy there, but . . . she can’t be.”
“It is up to you,” Mr. Elks assured her. “I assume, I was scheduled to come here today in order to be introduced to Cindy, and then Jessica would try to convince me to let you be Cindy for the rest of Camp?”
“Yeah, something like that,” Jessica admitted.
Samantha added, “I figured you would accept Cindy after I saw your daughter Lizzy kissing that other girl.”
“Yeah,” George interjected. “If you accept your daughter being a lesbian, then we figured that you would at least listen to us about Cindy here.”
“I see. A true team effort to ambush me, and convince me to let Frank turn into Cindy for the rest of the week,” Mr. Elks looked around at all of them nodding their heads. “Well, our camp does have a Transgender policy. We will not discriminate against children who are Transgender. The problem comes with Frank not coming to camp as Cindy. This really complicates things.”
Mr. Elks considered his options, “Cindy, do you have any girl clothes to wear?”
“No, she doesn’t,” replied Samantha. “But if you let Cindy stay, she will have a full girl’s wardrobe by bedtime tonight.”
“How? No, don’t tell me,” Mr. Elks said shaking his head back and forth. “I am better off not knowing. Just like I don’t want to know how she managed to get a haircut yesterday before dinner. And yes, I did notice an unknown girl at dinner last night.”
Jessica, Samantha, and Cindy all looked at each other with guilty grins.
“As the director of this camp, I will not stop one of the students from dressing up in clothing that does not match the gender on their registration paperwork. It is up to each child to dress themselves each morning. My job is to teach you music. And yes Samantha, if it wasn’t for Lizzy, I probably would have a different view on all of this. If Cindy is going to be here, we can’t have her in the boy’s dorm. But, since we have Cindy registered as a boy at camp, we can’t have her in the girl’s dorm either. I guess she is going to have to stay with my wife and me. We have a spare bedroom where we occasionally have a camp member stay. Cindy, if I say yes, would you be okay staying at my house?”
Cindy wasn’t sure if she heard all of that correctly. She looked around at the other kids. Jessica and Samantha were both nodding their heads yes. George just held his hand out, putting the decision back onto Cindy. She could be Cindy? That is what it sounded like. Mr. Elks would let him dress however she wanted each day. Could Samantha get her clothes to wear this week? After the conversation in Samantha’s bedroom last night, it sounded like it would be easy to get enough clothes to get through the rest of the week. Mom may never let Frank turn into Cindy again. This might be his last chance to ever be Cindy.
“When my mom dropped me off at camp, she made it very clear that she was not done yelling at me and she would continue when I got home from camp. I am going to get yelled at again about being Cindy when I get home no matter what I decide to do here,” Cindy paused as she thought for a minute. “I am Cindy, even when I am dressed up pretending to be a boy named Frank. I want to do it, but what are you going to say to my mom?”
“Well Cindy,” Mr. Elks responded. “Parents pay me to get the best out of all the participants at camp. Kids come from five different states to attend this music camp. So many kids want to attend this camp that we have to screen kids through audition tapes. Only the best get to come here, and we promise parents that their children will leave better players than when they arrived, or their money back. Today, I heard Cindy playing significantly better than Frank ever could. If that is because you are wearing a dress, then all I will tell your mom is that you dressed that way on your own each day and you played better in a dress. I did my job, find a way to make you a better flute player. Parents don’t see kids before the concert, and if Cindy doesn’t play until the last song, your mom will not know you are Cindy until it is all over.”
“Now that we know Cindy is going to be part of this Orchestra, we now have to convince Marcus to join,” George brought everyone back to the biggest challenge in front of them.
“I haven’t said yes to Cindy, and I am not sure Cindy has said yes to being in your band. For the moment however, let’s go with that,” Mr. Elks said looking down at his watch. “Let's see. It is 2:15. Marcus should be in band practice. I will send his band teacher an e-mail and you George go get him. If the band teacher gives you any trouble, ask him to look at his e-mail.”
As George left the room, Mr. Elks typed an e-mail on his tablet. Then, with the help of the girls, he moved one of the dividers away from the wall. They put a chair behind the divider and Cindy was asked to stay behind the divider with her flute and Molly. She needed to stay hidden until asked to come out.
A little over five minutes later, George returned with Marcus.
“What’s going on Mr. Elks,” Marcus questioned as he looked around the room. “This is an interesting group of people you have collected here. Top Piano player, expert on the french horn, a Little that can out play anyone on the violin, and then me, Rock Star. Whadda you want?”
“Hmmm, impressive. Even playing Rock, you keep up on the top talent at camp.”
“Yeah well, they are competition, and you try to get us all to play together at least once during camp.”
“That I do,” Mr. Elks smiled. “There is one person missing though.”
“You mean that weird Little who can charm people with his flute playing, what’s his name Fred or Frank, or Fridder. I don’t know, but yes, with him you would have the best talent in the camp all in this room.”
“Up until today, I would have agreed with you on the top five performers at camp this summer. The group you see in front of you Marcus, have shown me that I was wrong. What if I told you that Frank wasn’t the best flute player and Jessica over here wasn’t the best piano player at camp.”
“Your nuts Mr. Elks. I make it a point to hear everyone play during the first week, even all the Littles. Jessica is definitely the best and so is that Frank kid.”
“Okay, maybe you are right, but Samantha, Jessica, and George think they have found someone who can play even better than Frank.”
“In fact,” Jessica added. “That player, who’s a Little, and Samantha over here might just be the best two players at camp. Period.”
“hmf, two Littles better than me, forget it.”
“Sounds like an interesting challenge. Let’s start with something simple. We will have our mystery person play and you tell me if it is better than Frank. Mystery player, please play us something you like.”
Cindy took a deep breath and closed her eyes. Putting the flute up to her lips she started. She felt her way through her favorite flute solo. When the piece was done, she opened her eyes and put down her flute.
“Impressive,” Marcus stated. “I heard nothing that good last week. You are right, the kid is definitely way better than that Frank kid.”
Cindy smiled as Mr. Elks asked her to come out. She grabbed Molly and joined the others.
“Wow, a real little like the violin player there.”
“You like shocking your audience, don’t you Marcus?” Mr. Elks inquired with a smile on his face.
“Yeah, it’s no fun if I don’t shock or impress them at least once during a performance.”
“Well, Cindy here was shock number one and now for a few more,” Mr. Elks grinned. “Jessica here has written a composition for the piano, flute, french horn, and the violin. Jessica was going to play the piano part but the group found out the piece sounded better if she was conducting it. That caused them to need someone to replace Jessica on the piano. Let’s play the piece so you can hear what we are looking for.”
With Mr. Elks back on the piano, and Jessica conducting, the group played the piece for Marcus.
“Pretty good,” Marcus praised. “Sounds like Jessica will probably win the coveted last piece in the concert.”
“They probably will if they can find someone to play the Piano,” Mr. Elks pointed out. “I told you earlier that there was a better piano player at camp than Jessica. We want that person to play the piano part in this orchestra. Here, let me play a song this performer did for me.”
“Okay,” Marcus was puzzled.
Mr. Elks started tapping away on his tablet and then a lovely piano solo started playing. When it finished, he looked around at the group.
“Wow-wee,” Samantha exclaimed!
“Extremely impressive,” was George’s response.
“I am sad to admit,” Jessica sighed. “That was way better than I can play.”
“Sounds like you have your perfect replacement for Jessica on the piano,” Marcus commented. “So, why am I here?”
Cindy just smiled at Marcus while she hugged the Molly doll.
“You see Marcus,” Mr. Elks explained. “We need you to convince that individual to play this piece.”
“What is the problem? Who wouldn’t want to play in the final performance of the concert? It is coveted by almost everyone here at camp. Who is it that you want me to talk to?”
Samantha started to giggle, and shortly after Cindy and Jessica followed.
“What’s up with those weirdos?” Marcus looked down at the little kids.
“We want you to play the piece in the performance,” George said.
Marcus coughed, “You want what?”
“That recording you heard,” Mr. Elks explained. “Was your performance six years ago when you did a solo as the final performance in the concert.”
“But, I don’t play the piano anymore, and I definitely don’t play any classical type of music,” Marcus was wide eyed as he looked around the room.
“You told me that Frank was the best flute player, and we said he wasn’t. Well, we found out that Frank was really a little girl named Cindy, and playing as Cindy she was much better than Frank.”
Marcus looked at Cindy with a quizzical look.
“You told us that the person on that recording would be perfect for the piece. You also said that almost everyone wants to perform in the final performance of the concert. Well,” Mr. Elks looked at Marcus. “Do you?”
“That’s not fair Mr. Elks. You tricked me.”
“We may have done that, but we never lied to you. Cindy really is a better player when playing as Cindy instead of Frank. You really are a better piano player than Jessica, and, this composition will most likely be the final performance of the concert this year.”
Jessica jumped up and down holding in a scream.
“Now Marcus,” Mr. Elks continued. “You want to shock the audience? Just imagine their reaction when the camps Rock’n Roll guitar player gets out on stage and plays the most outstanding piano performance.”
“You have me there. That would definitely be something to shock the audience. Any chance I could do a Rock’n Roll performance right before the final song, so I don’t even leave the stage, just put my guitar on it’s stand and walk over to the piano while these guys are walking onto the stage?”
“You really do like shocking the audience don’t you. Well, I will have to think about that. We usually do not put a Rock’n Roll piece mixed in with the classical music. On top of that, you are asking me to give you a performance in the concert without me even hearing what you want to perform. Before we address that though, are you okay playing in an orchestra with a child who is transgender?”
“Mr. Elks, my favorite band of all time is KISS. An individual’s looks and behavior do not phase me. I don’t care if someone is an alien from Mars, just as long as they can play.”
“One last thing you need to know before you decide,” Cindy added. “My mom may get so mad when she sees me dressed as Cindy up on stage that she may stop the performance and drag me off the stage.”
“Really,” Marcus looked at Mr. Elks and then at the others who were all nodding their heads. “You mean a parent of a classical music camper could stop a performance and drag a kid off the stage at the final concert? It has almost happened a few times with the Rock’n Roll campers, but it hasn’t happened yet. I have pushed my performances away from camp at times, trying to get my mom to do it, but she has never gotten that angry at me. The possibility of being part of a group that may be stopped by a parent is tremendously tempting. I gather she does not approve of Cindy.”
“Nope, not one bit,” Cindy said as she hugged Molly tight.
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Cindy at Music Camp By Teek Chapter 06 |
Summary: Both Marcus and Frank/Cindy have a decision to make. Jessica's dream is on the line. The youngest in the group, Samantha, pulls off a gutsy move, forcing Mr. Elks to make a hard decision himself.
“Cindy,” Mr. Elks knelt down to her level. “I want you to feel safe. I am not your parent. Like I said before, I have no say or control over what you choose to wear, within reason. I can however, try to set up an environment where you feel safe to be yourself. You and Marcus have the final say as to whether or not you each will play Jessica’s song up on stage. That decision has nothing however, to do with you choosing to dress as Cindy for the rest of Music Camp. If you want to be Cindy at camp, meet me after dinner. I will take you back to your dorm to get your stuff, and then over to my house. I live on campus in the music school’s teacher housing. After we drop your stuff off, you can go play with the other kids. If you don’t meet me, I will understand. The choice is yours.”
“Tough decision kid,” George said. “Think about it before answering.”
“Marcus,” Mr. Elks asked? “As I said to Cindy, no one can decide if you will play in this little orchestra but you. I hate to pressure you, but this group either needs to find a conductor or a piano player. They then only have 28 hours to work as a group and submit a recording to me for consideration. Cindy is in the group either as Cindy or Frank. You have a chance right now to be in or out. The composition needs a top level piano player. Whether you like it or not, you really are the best piano player at camp. I know you prefer your electric guitar, but this group needs your piano skills.”
Jessica turned to Marcus, “I would have preferred everyone dressed up as professional orchestra players like Cindy and Samantha here, but I will accept whatever crazy Rock’n Roll outfit you wear for your other performance.”
“Marcus,” George added. “We started at camp the same year. You were one of the reasons I have continued to come back year after year. When you, a Little, got the last performance of the concert that first year and showed up all those teenagers, I knew talent, not age, made a difference at this camp. If I worked hard on my french horn, I could be in that final performance too. I have been there, but this time it is different. It is the first time since your performance that more Littles have a chance of being on the stage than teenagers. You can again motivate the next generation. You switched instruments in a big way when you were young. I bet some of the Littles think about switching to something else but won’t because they are scared. Show them that they can do both. Keep playing what they are good at and try something new. Can you imagine how scared some of the parents at the concert are going to be that their little kid will now want to switch to an electric guitar?”
“Interesting point,” Marcus smiled.
“Well,” Jessica prodded. “What do you say? We have the five most talented performers at camp in this room right now. We have a composition written by four of us, and open to your input on changes. Mr. Elks has wanted, but has never gotten, all of the most talented performers up on stage at once. This is the closest we have ever been. We can put on a performance that this camp will talk about for years. A performance that everyone at camp will be jealous that they are not part of. To really pull this off though, we need you. Will you please do it?”
“I haven’t played the piano for years. There must be someone better than me that you could get?”
“No. The next best is Ariel.”
Marcus winced.
“I am NOT going to let her be part of this Orchestra,” Jessica firmly pronounced. “In fact, I will not let another teenager be in the group. The reason I am even considering you is because of how good you are. I never expected to hear you playing the piano better than me. If you do not accept the position, I either look for a kid who isn’t a teenager to take my place, or a kid who isn’t a teenager to conduct. Either way, we are going to do this performance and we will do a performance that will be talked about for years. People still talk about your performance, I just never knew it was you.”
“Okay, okay. I will do it. If, and only if, you get the coveted final spot, and I get to do a Rock’n Roll performance right before that.”
“It’s a deal,” George and Jessica said together.
“Wait a minute,” Mr. Elks said. “I believe, I am the only one that can promise him what he wants.”
George grinned, “Mr. Elks, you will do almost anything to get the five of us up on stage doing a performance together. You want this just as much as we want it.”
“Yeah, but . . .”
“Fine Mr. Elks,” Samantha interjected. “Say No. Then see what will happen.”
Everyone looked at Samantha who was standing right next to Cindy with the biggest smile on her face.
“Are you threatening me Samantha?”
“Who me? I am just a little seven year old,” Samantha tilted her head and blinked her eyes as she took Cindy’s hand and squeezed. “How could I threaten you? So what, if you have one less violin player performing in the final concert. No big deal.”
“And one less flute player,” Cindy added, squeezing Samantha’s hand back.
“If they aren’t playing, I certainly am not going to perform in the concert,” added Jessica as she walked over to Samantha and Cindy.
“Now wait a minute,” Mr. Elks complained.
“No, I agree with them Mr. Elks. Say No, and see what happens,” George added going over and standing next to Jessica, and behind Samantha and Cindy. “One less french horn player in the final concert wouldn’t mean anything. So, go ahead, and say no.”
“They have a lot of guts Mr. Elks,” Marcus added. “They are going to do what they want. You have the best talent at camp in this room, and it appears, as though, they are threatening you with a walk out if you say, No. All started by what, the second youngest here.”
“No, I am the youngest,” Samantha proudly proclaimed. “I am seven, and Cindy is nine.”
Marcus laughed, “Yup, a seven year old has just threatened to take the best talent at camp, out of your final concert. And, she has the power to do it too. I think, I will join this walk out. I might even be able to convince a few other top talent to not perform.”
“You all know I could just say, NO, and put on the concert without you.”
“You could,” Samantha replied. “But, what would all the mommies and daddies think when they find out the top talent at camp refused to play in the final concert. Especially, when we tell them that we wanted to play a small orchestra piece together, with no vocalist, but you wouldn’t let us play the piece.”
“Now wait a minute.”
“She has a point Mr. Elks,” Marcus grinned. “If my mom found out I was willing to play a classical music piece, but you wouldn’t let us, she would be complaining to every parent that would listen. She has been trying for years to get me back into classical music. She has made enough friends with other parents at this point, that one phone call home would cause the news to spread like wild fire.”
“Okay, I get the point. Either, I take Marcus’ conditions, or I . . .” Mr. Elks paused looking down at Samantha and Cindy.
“Am in big doo doo,” Samantha finished his sentence.
Samantha and Cindy looked very serious, but everyone else in the room just started laughing.
“I will go along with all of this, including a promise that the five of you will be the final performance of the concert, if all five of you are working together. Marcus, this is Jessica’s baby. She has control and will be in charge. I will accept minor changes to what she currently has composed, but only minor changes. As for your Rock’n Roll performance, it will need my approval just like any other person or group performing in the final concert. I guarantee you the position right before Jessica’s composition, if you can come up with something I approve of. Same rules as previous years. Whatever you do, has to be appropriate for six year olds. No inappropriate language, gestures, or wardrobe malfunctions allowed. Understood?”
“Yes sir,” Marcus said with a smile.
“Oh, thank you Samantha,” Jessica hugged Samantha tight. “My composition is going to be the final performance of the concert. Thank you, thank you, thank you.”
“It is three o’clock. The Littles are to take the next two hours off. No playing music or being in a music room. Jessica, I suggest you do the same, but I am not going to force you. Everyone, Marcus being part of this group is to stay a secret. In fact, no one is to give any indication of what type of music you are going to be performing. If anyone sees Marcus coming in here to practice with all of you, I don’t want them knowing what you are going to perform. Marcus, I recommend you practice on the piano for at least an hour before dinner. I will set up a two-hour slot in the morning, and this, one to three, slot in the afternoon for the five of you to work together tomorrow. I still need your recorded entry tomorrow before bed. Then for the rest of the week, you will all have just this slot to practice during. You all still have classes to take, and I will not tolerate any of you missing a class. The littles are never allowed to practice for more than an hour without a break, and after two hours they must have at least two hours off.”
The kids all looked at each other and nodded. To make sure at least part of his directions were followed, he left the room with Cindy and Samantha. Mr. Elks went off to his office, and the little kids went back to the living room for a quick change.
With Frank back, Samantha and Cindy went to their rooms to drop off their instruments. Frank, alone in his room, started to pack up all of his stuff. He didn’t think he was really up to doing this. He looked around at the other kids’ stuff. Three kids to each room. He really hated sharing a room with boys, but everyone shared rooms. Frank came to camp, so he had boy roommates.
Frank and/or Cindy viewed boys as gross. He hated being in the boy’s dorm. It was a constant reminder that a stupid thing hidden in his underwear made everyone believe he was a boy, even though they never saw the ridiculous thing. At times he considered cutting the terrible thing off and then no one would ever call him Frank again. The painful memories of getting shots always convinced him that he would not withstand the pain of cutting it off. Frank was, unfortunately, around for a while. He thought about how, here at camp, he was switching back and forth between Cindy and Frank, but no one saw the other. Was it really that simple? Could wearing the right clothes, really be all that was needed for people to see Cindy all the time?
Once everything was packed, his laundry bag and his suitcase sat on his bed, “I am Cindy, not Frank.” Grabbing the suitcase and leaving the laundry bag, Cindy dressed as Frank, returned to the living room. Taking the backpack Samantha had brought, Frank went to change back into Cindy. He found the dress Samantha’s Grandma had made. With a quick change back to Cindy, she sat down next to Samantha to finish watching the Vampirina episode that was on Disney Junior. At the end of the episode, the two of them headed off to Samantha’s room.
“Cindy, let’s see what you have to trade with,” Samantha said as Cindy put her suitcase down on Samantha’s bed.
Sorting everything out on the bed, Samantha put all the non-tradable items back in the suitcase which was eventually stashed under the bed. Samantha then went through the dorm letting anyone there know that a trading session was starting in her room. A few of the girls followed her back to her room.
“Okay everyone,” Samantha announced once they were in. “Cindy here needs to trade a bunch of stuff for more girl clothes. Dresses, skorts, pink shorts, t-shirts, and even shoes. She even needs socks and underwear. She’s a size two shoe, and size seven/eight in clothes. She needs this stuff, and I know we all have “extra stuff” our moms packed for us. Some of you have more dresses than you want, and others feel some of their clothes are too babyish. Cindy here will consider anything you have.”
“That’s a cool t-shirt.”
“You mean I could get rid of those awful pink shorts?”
“Ooooo, a Star Wars t-shirt. My mom wouldn’t buy that one for me because it was in the boys department.”
The girls were considering options, and a few ran off to their rooms to get stuff to trade. Samantha was amazing. With every girl she traded with, she tried to include something extra. A hair accessory was automatically included with every deal. She also tried to include in each trade a pair of panties and/or a pair of socks. By dinner, Cindy had two dresses, two skorts, two girly t-shirts, three panties, two pairs of socks, and one pair of leggins. Her blue crocks were traded for pink ones. Just before leaving for dinner, Samantha went into her own suitcase and pulled out a nighty with Vampirina on it. She added it to Cindy’s new clothes. Cindy gave Samantha a hug and then put the new clothes into her suitcase. Samantha assured Cindy that they would get more after dinner.
Cindy was petrified as she walked into the cafeteria for dinner. There were assigned tables that kids had to sit at. There was no hiding now. She would need to explain why she was now Cindy. Holding tight onto the Molly doll, Cindy parted with Samantha as they headed to their designated tables. Cindy slowly went over to her table and sat down next to the teacher.
“Hi there,” Mrs. Sterling said looking down at the little girl who had just sat down next to her. “I haven’t seen you before. What’s your name?”
“My name is Cindy Mrs. Sterling. I have been sitting at this table since camp started,” taking a deep breath and hugging Molly tight, she moved her finger signaling for Mrs. Sterling to come down to her level. Then, very softly Cindy said into her ear, “You have been calling me Frank.”
Mrs. Sterling quickly sat straight up and looked down at Cindy. She looked around at the boys that were at the table, and those just about to sit down. Then, she looked back at Cindy. She looked around the room, and seeing Mr. Elks walking by, she called him over.
Seeing Cindy, Mr. Elks addressed her first, “Hi, Cindy. Glad to see that you made it to dinner tonight. Meet me after the meal at my table.”
“You know Cindy,” Mrs. Sterling asked, very confused?
“Yeah, she is going to be staying at my house for the rest of camp. Look after her, she is an upcoming star. She is one of the top three performers here at camp this summer, maybe even the best. Just wait until you hear her play the flute.”
“O-Okay,” Mrs. Sterling stuttered.
All the other kids at the table, and a few at the table next to them were looking back and forth between Mr. Elks and Cindy. When Mr. Elks left, Cindy heard some teenagers at the next table say, “Did you hear that, Mr. Elks thinks that Little may be the best performer at camp this summer. Who is she? Have you seen her before? How could a kid so young be the best performer? Have you heard her play?”
Before everyone was quieted for announcements, Jessica arranged for a distraction that she thought would help Cindy get through the meal.
Samantha approached Cindy's table, “Cindy, after meeting with Mr. Elks meet me in my room.”
George was next, “Cindy, practice tomorrow will start at one. It will be in the same room as today.”
When George left, the teens at the other table were all in a buzz about the Little that was practicing with George. They were all questioning if it really could be true that Cindy was one of the top three performers at camp. No matter who was making the list, everyone knew Samantha and George were definitely in the top ten. Most put the two of them in the top five. When Jessica showed up next, people around the cafeteria were now all whispering to each other and looking over at Cindy.
“Cindy,” Jessica commented. “That was an amazing performance this afternoon. Thanks for your help.”
Three of the top performers had just interacted with a little girl none of them recognized. When Marcus was spotted heading towards this part of the cafeteria, all eyes were on the Rock’n Roll star. Some wondered if he also knew this Little, but most believed that there was no way he knew this little kid. Some of the teenagers were betting candy bars on whether he would stop or not.
“Cindy, the others are right. The three of us are the best at camp this summer. I still think I am better than the two of you, but I look forward over the next week figuring out which of us is the top performer at camp. See you tomorrow,” Marcus walked off without waiting for a response.
“You know Marcus,” the other Littles at the table asked?
“Marcus, Samantha, George, and Jessica,” Evan questioned? “They are the top performers. And . . . And you might be better than all of them? That’s like really Cool!”
Just then, Mr. Elks rang the bell to get everyone’s attention for the day’s announcements.
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Cindy at Music Camp By Teek Chapter 07 |
Summary: It is time to say Goodbye to Frank. Samantha sets out to make sure Cindy is dressed appropriately for the rest of camp.
The Littles at Cindy’s table were full of questions about the top performers that came to their table and talked to Cindy. No one even appeared to notice that Frank wasn’t there, or that a girl was now sitting at a table that previously only had boys at it. Around the rest of the cafeteria, speculation, disbelief, and wild rumors were spreading like crazy. Marcus, George, Jessica, and Samantha, who all sat at different tables, were being asked a ton of questions about the new girl. Of those that knew the truth, none of them said a thing about Frank. Even the girls that cut Cindy’s hair had a ton of questions. They kept it a secret that Cindy had been pretending to be a boy, but they had no idea the kid they helped was such a talented player.
The teenagers were not going to just accept what Marcus and Mr. Elks said. To them, Cindy looked like she was six or seven years old, and there was no way they were going to accept that a six year old was the best performer at camp this summer. It just couldn’t be. As they figured, they had been playing their instrument longer than Cindy had been alive, and for some, twice as long as she had been alive. This Little, who still carried around a dolly, could not be better than they were. Many felt better saying this, but in the back of their heads they could still hear Mr. Elks and Marcus believing that she might be the best. If they believed it, could it actually be true?
Dinner went quickly, but not fast enough for Cindy. She was the center of attention for the whole cafeteria. The only good thing was that no one saw Frank, they only saw the little girl Cindy. She heard what the teenagers at the next table were saying. They desperately wanted to hear her play, so they could prove that they were better than her. She also felt really good when the kids at her table were all excited that a Little might be a better player than the teenagers. They didn’t want to prove that they were better than her, they just wanted her to be better than the teenagers.
When the table had finally been cleared, many kids tried to come over and talk with Cindy. They bombarded her with a ton of questions. Seeing that Cindy didn't want to answer the questions, Mrs. Sterling decided that it would probably be best if she escorted Cindy over to Mr. Elks table. Mr. Elks had Cindy sit down next to him, and told everyone else to go to their after dinner activities. Everyone had signed up for something at breakfast, so slowly they turned and headed for the door. Some were finding excuses to hang around, like needing to tie their shoes or helping tables that still had some clean up to do. Mr. Elks finally left with Cindy and headed for the dorms.
“It really is okay that I stay at your house Mr. Elks?”
“Oh yes Cindy. My wife is all excited to have a little girl in the house again. She even pulled out some of Lizzy’s old toys.”
“Does she know I am not a real girl?”
“A real girl,” Mr. Elks chuckled as he looked down at the little girl next to him holding a dolly tight in her arms. “What is a real girl? You like dresses and dollies. You probably want to play with the girls at recess instead of the boys.”
“Yeah, but . . .”
“A real girl is one who views themselves as a girl instead of a boy,” Mr. Elks said smiling. “In your heart and brain, who are you? Frank or Cindy?”
“Cindy,” she said without a second to think about it.
“Then Cindy, you are a real girl,” Mr. Elks squeezed her hand as they walked on in silence.
Just before reaching the dorms, Mr. Elks looked down at Cindy, “There should be no one in the dorms with everyone at their evening activities. Are you all packed up and ready to go?”
“Well, sort of Mr. Elks.”
“Sort of?”
“Yeah, everything in my boy room is packed up. In fact, the only thing left in there are my dirty clothes.”
“Where are the rest of your things?”
“There in Samantha's bedroom,” Cindy said as they entered her boy dorm room. Cindy grabbed the laundry bag, but Mr. Elks took it from her.
“I will get that,” he said as he headed out of the room. “Let's go up to Samantha’s room and get your other stuff.”
“But we are not done yet!”
“Ahhhh, Let’s go up there anyways.”
When they got to Samantha’s room, Mr. Elks saw a few of Franks clothes on Samantha's bed, “Are these yours?”
“Yeah, all I have left to trade with. I hope it will be enough to get girl clothes for the rest of camp.”
“I will let you in on a little secret,” Mr. Elks smiled down at Cindy. “There is a washer and dryer at my house, and if you asked my wife nicely, I am sure she would wash some clothes for you.”
“Really?”
“Yup. Now do you have a backpack in the suitcase? It was a required item for camp.”
“Yeah, a plain black one.”
“Go ahead and get it out and leave it here on the bed. That way whatever you trade for tonight after evening activities, you can bring that stuff back to my house in your backpack.”
Cindy quickly got out her backpack and zipped back up the suitcase. As they left the room, Mr. Elks was carrying the suitcase and laundry bag. Cindy was holding tight onto the Molly doll.
It was a short walk and they were at Mr. Elks’ house. It was just on the other side of the Library.
“My oh my, aren’t you just the cutest little thing,” a lady said as Cindy walked into the house.
“Cindy, this is my wife Barbra.”
“Hello Mrs. Elks. Thank You for letting me stay here this week.”
“Oh, and so polite too. Cindy it is my pleasure to have you as company. We haven’t had a little girl in the house for years.”
Cindy was shown the guest room. It had a queen size bed in it, a dresser, a closet, and some toys in the corner, including a doll house. There was another door, which looked like it went to a bathroom. The bed had a pink pillow, and a white bedspread with a unicorn on it.
“I hope you like it dear,” Barbra said. “I dug out Lizzy's old Unicorn bedspread. I thought you might enjoy it. Much better than the plain brown one that had been on the bed.”
“It is fabulous. Thank you Mrs. Elks.”
“Oh, don’t call me that dear. Please just call me Barbra.”
Cindy wasn’t sure about that, but she just smiled and nodded.
After putting the suitcase on the bed and the laundry bag in a laundry basket on the other side of the dresser that Cindy had missed, Barbra took Cindy on a tour of the house. Cindy especially liked Lizzy's room. Even though she didn’t live there anymore, the room had many things from her youth, including a bunch of Precious Moments Figurines, two china dolls, and some My Little Pony figures.
Barbra then brought Cindy back to the guest room, “Sweetie why don’t you help me put away some of your clothes into the dresser. You are going to be here all week, no reason to live out of a suitcase.”
The flute was the first thing unpacked, and it went on the top of the dresser. Next was Cindy’s stuffed panda bear, which was put on the bed’s pillow, along with Molly. The toiletries went in the bathroom. The panties, socks, and tights went in the top drawer. T-shirts, skorts, and leggings went in the second drawer. The nightie went under the pillow. Barbra went to hang up the dresses, but when Cindy pointed out that she wouldn’t be able to get them down, they went in the bottom drawer of the dresser. Some things Cindy left in the bag, like her coats, and sweaters. Cindy stuffed her boy swim trunks, pajamas, and underwear under the coats, hoping Barbra didn’t see them. It had been too warm for coats and sweaters anyways during the last week, so Cindy hoped they could hide the boy stuff for this next week.
“Sweetie, these are not enough clothes to get you through the rest of the week. It looks like I will need to do some laundry for you. Why don’t I take your laundry bag and go wash the clothes in there?”
“No, that is okay Mrs. Elks, I mean Barbra,” Cindy quickly replied, rushing over to the clothes hamper to block her. “The clothes in there are not mine, they are Frank’s.”
Barbra looked at Cindy with a very confused face, “Why do you have Frank’s clothes? Where are your clothes from last week?”
“Oh, Mr. Elks didn’t tell you,” Cindy said looking across the room at Molly and her panda. “I am Cindy, but I was pretending to be Frank last week. I am really a girl, but everyone thinks I’m a boy, all because I was born with a wee wee."
“Oh my,” Barbra said going over and giving Cindy a hug. “That must be really hard for you.”
“Yeah, but my friends are helping me here at camp. Samantha traded some of my Frank clothes for girl clothes, and after activities she will try to trade some more. She is trying really hard to get me enough clothes for the rest of the week.”
“That sounds like a really good friend you have there, Cindy,” Barbra said as she let go of the hug and looked at Cindy in the eyes as she kneeled on the floor. “If you don’t have enough, just let me know and I will do a load of clothes for you before you run out.”
“Okay Mrs. Elks.”
“Whatever you need sweetie, just let me know,” Barbra said giving Cindy another hug.
There wasn’t much time left to play, but Cindy did spend a little bit of time exploring the doll house while Barbra sat on the bed watching her.
“You’re what, six years old Cindy,” Barbara inquired as she watched Cindy play.
“No Mrs. Elks, I mean Barbra. I’m not six. I’m nine,” Cindy turned away from the doll house for a moment to look at Mrs. Elks. “Yeah, I know. I don’t look it. I have always been small for my age. Samantha is seven and I fit in her clothes.”
“Nine? Oh my, you are a big girl. Bob just said one of the little girls were coming to stay, he didn’t say how old you were. I just assumed you were six based upon your size. I am sorry for making that mistake.”
“That is okay. Sometimes, I wish I was even smaller than my current size. I really like some of the dresses that are size 6x and smaller. At least, there are a few things in size 7-8 that are still cute.”
“You like the frills and lace, don’t you?”
“Yeah,” Cindy said with a dreamy look on her face.
“Lizzy was the same way when she grew out of size 6x. I ended up ordering a lot of stuff off of Amazon.com when she first grew out of 6x clothes. It was easier to find the cute dresses on there in 7’s and 8’s than in the stores.”
Cindy continued to play with the doll house. At seven o’clock Barbra let Cindy go join Samantha. She was told to come back at 7:30 when all the Little’s needed to return to their dorms. Cindy ran out of the house and over to the dorms. She found Samantha and a few other girls in the bedroom already trading clothes.
“Can I try on those bright blue sneakers?”
“Yeah Elizabeth,” Samantha said as she waved at Cindy entering the room. “What do you have to trade?”
“I have some Frozen sneakers that light up. Mom got my sister and I matching sneakers. I don’t want to be wearing the same sneakers as my baby sister.”
Samantha looked at me and quietly asked, “Frozen light up sneakers?”
I nodded my head with a big smile on my face.
“They fit. I’ll take them,” Elizabeth declared.
“Not so fast Elizabeth. Cindy has to try on your shoes first, and you must include at least some hair accessories. Have any Frozen hair clips? She also needs more socks and underwear. Can Cindy have one of the ‘just in case’ pairs that your mom packed you.”
Elizabeth looked down at her feet, “I . . . I . . . I am not sure about that. Can’t we just swap the shoes?”
“How often does your Mom dress you and your baby sister up to look exactly like each other?” Samantha inquired with a devilish grin on her face.
“Okay, okay. I want to trade the sneakers. But I can’t,” Elizabeth hesitated. “Wait, I have a Frozen t shirt I want to get rid of.”
“We only have one t-shirt left to trade, are you okay with a plain green one?”
“I’ll take anything. I just want the Frozen t-shirt to disappear. My sister always wants me to wear it every time she wears hers, and it is one of her most favorite shirts.”
Samantha smiled, “Okay, shoes, t-shirt, a hair accessory, a pair of panties, and either socks or tights. Do we have a deal?”
“Shoes and t-shirt are a straight swap. I can do that. I will even throw in my Frozen head band. Panties and socks? I have to go home with all the panties I came to camp with. I just have to. If I don’t, Mommy will think I wet or pooped some and threw them away to hide the accident. I just have to show Mom I am a big girl, and I don’t do that anymore.”
“hmmmm, need to go home with the same number of panties,” Samantha thought for a minute and then smiled. “If she is afraid that you might have ‘accidents’ at camp, did she send several extra pairs?”
“Yeah, lots of extras. I don’t know why. I haven’t had an ‘accident’ since my birthday, except at night, but I have Pull-Ups for that. Mom said she would send me to camp with only Pull-ups, no panties, if I didn’t stop having daytime ‘accidents’. She sent me to Kindergarten a few times in Pull-Ups. That was so unfair, I am a big girl in school, not a baby. I have to show Mommy I’m not a baby anymore who needs Pull-Ups in the daytime like my sister. I am so happy she sent panties to camp. They all have to come home with no poop or pee in them.”
“Since you have lots of extra panties,” Samantha smiled. “What if I traded you four clean panties for some of my used pairs? That way, you will go home with the same amount. If your mom asks why so many are used, tell her you changed a few extra times because it was so hot out.”
Elizabeth thought for a minute and then nodded yes. She ran out of the room, still wearing Franks blue sneakers.
“Little kids are so easy to get stuff from,” Samantha said once Elizabeth was out of ear shot. “She is tall for her age, which confuses everyone, but she is the youngest kid here at camp this summer. She only turned six, a month ago.”
“You know you are only a year older than her Samantha,” Cindy pointed out.
“Actually, almost two years older. I turn eight, three weeks after camp. She is entering first grade, and I am starting third grade when school starts.”
Cindy looked around the room at Samantha and the three other girls in the room, “I didn’t come to camp last summer because I still occasionally wet when I slept, and my mom said that kids who still need pull-ups can’t go to camp. Only big kids who can keep the bed dry get to go to camp. She was wrong, but I didn’t know that until the first night at camp.”
“A lot of the six year olds wear Pull-ups to bed, and some of the seven year olds,” Samantha said.
“Even some of the eight and nine year olds wear Goodnites to bed,” one of the other girls in the room said. “But, they try to hide it from the other kids.”
The other girls in the room nodded their agreement.
“Were there kids on your floor that wore Pull-Ups or Goodnites to bed,” asked Samantha?
“Yeah, a few,” Cindy said after thinking for a moment. “I don’t know how many. The six and seven year olds don’t try to hide it, so it was easy to see them wearing them under their pajamas. They were way down at the other end of the hall, which made it hard to tell how many. Larry got in trouble the other night for teasing one of the kids in a Goodnite. Our Dorm counselor said that no one was ever to get teased over something like that. If the body can’t control it yet, the body can’t control it. A kid can only control what their body lets them control. I had never thought of it that way before.”
“I was lucky,” Samantha said. “I stopped needing them when I was three. When I got to camp this year, I was surprised how many kids still wore Pull-Ups to bed. There is even one girl who wears them during the day. I guess if you still have ‘accidents’ then Pull-Ups would be better than panties.”
“I wonder at what age they’re not needed anymore,” Cindy pondered?
“Some people must wet the bed forever,” Samantha declared. “When I asked Mommy about Goodnites, she told me they came in two different sizes. One for kids my age and one for teenagers. I have seen commercials on TV that show Pull-Ups for grown-ups. At the store where mommy gets my medicine, I have seen across from the Goodnites, bags that had real diapers for grown-ups, not Pull-Ups. That must be terrible to never get out of baby diapers.”
Just then, Elizabeth came running back into the room with a bunch of stuff in her hands, “Here, try these on.”
Cindy grabbed the sneakers and tried them on. They fit perfectly. She left them on, since she needed to return the Mary-Jane shoes she was wearing. Cindy then started to put the things Elizabeth brought in her backpack.
“Will you trade that,” Elizabeth questioned?
“The Backpack,” Cindy asked?
“Yeah, I have a Frozen one I could trade with you.”
“Go get it. Let’s see what it looks like.”
Elizabeth was out the door and back in a jiffy.
“Here, Mommy bought one for sissy and a matching one for me. I like Frozen, but I wanted a Brave backpack. Mommy said we had to have the same backpacks. Frozen is her favorite movie, so everything has to be Frozen.”
Cindy made the backpack trade. A few more girls came in and Samantha was trading right up until 7:30 when Cindy had to leave. Samantha did it though. She got enough clothes for the rest of the week. There were no more Frank clothes. Cindy now only had clothes that made her look like the girl she was. As she ran back to Mr. Elks’ house, there was a huge smile on her face. With Molly hugged tight and the new Frozen backpack on her shoulder full of girl clothes, Cindy was here to stay. At least until the end of the concert on Saturday.
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Cindy at Music Camp By Teek Chapter 08 |
********** CAUTION: Cindy is bullied and teased right off the bat in this chapter. To skip this, scroll down to the ~o~O~o~ **********
“What do we have here?” a bunch of teenagers said as they came down the path toward Cindy on her way to Mr. Elks’ house. “One of the Littles is out after 7:30, and headed in the opposite direction from the dorms.”
“Look Ariel,” one exclaimed. “Isn't this little kid the one everyone is saying could be the best performer at camp this summer?”
“So, this is the little twit that thinks she is better than me? She doesn’t even look old enough to be out of diapers. Probably still wears them.”
All the other teenagers laughed.
“I don't wear diapers,” Cindy stomped her foot. “I’m a big girl. I don’t wet my pants anymore.”
“Oh, the little baby is being potty trained. Now she thinks she’s a big girl.”
“Get this straight you little baby,” Ariel said. “It is bad enough that I have to deal with that stupid Jessica and fame seeking Marcus. There is no way a little baby is going to be competition for me. I have worked too hard to be the best. No Little, especially not one of the baby diaper wearing Littles, is going to take the title away from me. Not . . . going . . . to . . . happen.”
“You tell her Ariel,” one of the teenagers said.
“You got that Cindy,” Ariel said waving her finger at Cindy.
“I . . . I,” Cindy started to cry.
“Awwwww, the baby is crying. Do you need you diaper changed little baby Cindy,” one of the teenagers asked?
“I’m no one sp . . . special. I ne . . . never said I was the b . . . best.”
“That’s right, you little baby. You are not the best. I am,” Ariel retorted. “And you are not worthy to compete in the Best Performer Contest this year. Don’t even try, or I will make sure you regret that decision.”
“What’s going on here Ariel,” Marcus said as he approached the group.
“Stay out of this Marcus,” Ariel responded. “This is between baby Cindy here, and me.”
“Cindy,” Marcus inquired as he looked down for the first time at the kid being harassed? Cindy was hugging her dolly tight. Tears were streaking down her face, as she was shaking. With the doll, Frozen backpack, and light-up sneakers, Cindy looked even younger now than she did earlier today.
“Come on Ariel, you’re what, eighteen? This Little looks like she is six. Are you seriously going to tell me that picking on a six year old makes you feel better? The poor little kid is in tears. For God’s sake, she still carries around a dolly. What threat is this kid to you?”
“She is just as much a threat to me, as she is to you Marcus. Rumor is going around camp that this kid could be the best performer here,” Ariel said in disgust. “Do you really want to be upstaged by a little diaper wearing baby who still carries around a dolly?”
Marcus looked at Cindy and smiled. Turning back to Ariel, “To be honest, I would much rather lose the top position to her, than I would to you Ariel. Have you even heard this Little play?”
Ariel shook her head.
“Well, I have, and let me tell you, she is good. I mean, really good. Maybe even better than me, but if she is, I certainly am not going to threaten her out of the top performer competition. She has as much right to compete as a loser like you does.”
“Oh, give it a break Marcus. Your only interest in music is to be popular. Some of us actually care about the music we play. We work hard to be the best at the instrument we play. You, well you just get up on stage and make a bunch of noise. No one can even hear one note that you play. As long as you have a bunch of girls screaming your name, you are happy.”
“Believe what you want Ariel. Nothing I say will ever convince you that my music is just as important as yours.” Marcus went up to Cindy and knelt down in front of her, “Cindy are you okay? Did Ariel do anything to you?”
“I am NOT a baby!” Cindy said through her tears. “I’m not!”
“No, you certainly are not. A little kid, yes, but definitely not a baby,” Marcus reassured her.
“Listen Ariel,” Marcus took a position between Cindy and Ariel. In a much more forceful voice, “Leave Cindy here alone. No teasing, threatening, or harassing her. Do you understand? Oh, and that goes for the rest of your posse too.”
“Ooooooo, is big Marcus going to protect all the little babies,” Ariel asked?
Turning back to Cindy, Marcus said, “It is past 7:30, let’s get you to your room before you get into trouble for being late.”
“Now wait a minute Marcus,” Ariel objected. “I am not done with the little twit yet.”
“Yes, you are, Ariel. For now, and forever. If I hear that you, or your crony’s, have done anything to this little kid, I will personally see that you regret it.”
“Come on girls,” Ariel said as she turned and started walking away. “This garbage isn’t worth our time or effort. Let Marcus deal with the crying baby. I bet she needs a diaper change by now.”
“I don’t wear diapers. I’m a big girl,” Cindy stomped her foot as tears poured down her face.
The teenage girls walked away, with many of them holding their heads high and flinging their hair back, as they turned away from Cindy and Marcus.
“Everything’s okay Cindy. Let’s get you to Mr. Elks’ house.” Marcus hugged Cindy and then took her bag from her. “His wife will know how to help you.”
Taking Cindy’s hand, he continued her on the path to Mr. Elks house. He did notice however, a small wet spot on the walkway where Cindy had been standing.
Opening the door, Barbra immediately noticed Cindy’s tear stained face. She knelt down in front of Cindy, “Oh my. What’s wrong Cindy?”
Marcus responded, “Ariel and her gang threatened her. I am not sure what all they said, or did, but from what I did hear, they were threatening her into not competing in the Best Performer Competition. She has tried to get that spot for eight years now, but never gets higher than fourth place. I guess this year, she is trying to win the position by getting her competition to not compete. There was a lot of teasing and name calling. Cindy got so scared, she had a little accident.”
“I don’t pee my pants anymore,” Cindy got out through the tears. “I’m not a baby. I’m not.”
“No, you are not a baby Cindy,” Barbra reassured her. “Everything’s okay now. The mean girls are all gone.”
Marcus put down the Frozen backpack and smiled at Barbra.
“Thank you, Marcus,” Barbra replied. “If you see my husband, can you please tell him what happened and that I want him to call me?”
“No problem. I’ll go find him. He is usually at the Jam session with the teenagers this time of night. I was headed there when I saw Ariel harassing a Little.”
“You are a good boy Marcus, Thanks”
Marcus leaned down to Cindy’s height and said, “I gat your back little one. You’re safe now, and I will make sure you stay safe all week.”
Marcus stood up and left. Barbra grabbed the backpack and directed Cindy down to the guest room’s bathroom. With Barbra‘s help, Cindy got cleaned up and changed into her nighty. With the skill of an experienced mother, finding out what happened and calming Cindy down was accomplished in the same process. Afterwards, Barbra stayed close as Cindy played with the doll house.
Mr. Elks called about fifteen minutes after Marcus had left. He wanted to know how Cindy was, and if Barbra had managed to get Cindy’s interpretation of the event. He then wished them both a good night, telling his wife he may be back late tonight due to his need to deal with things.
Cindy was put to bed at 8pm. She was asleep shortly after she cuddled down with her stuffed panda and Molly.
The next morning, Cindy woke to some violin music playing down the hall. Remembering last night’s events, she got up and checked to make sure she didn’t wet the bed. With the bed and her panties dry, she got dressed. She picked a yellow waistless dress, with patches of pink roses, and white three-fourth length sleeves with black stripes. She put on some yellow socks and her Frozen sneakers. For the hair, she put in a hair clip with a yellow bow. Looking in the mirror, Cindy smiled and a little girl was smiling back at her.
Dumping the contents of her backpack onto her bed, Cindy put her tablet and flute case into the backpack. Grabbing Molly off the bed, she skipped down the hall, finding Mr. and Mrs. Elks sitting in the living room talking.
“Those all sounded pretty good Hunter, you are going to have a tough task this year.”
“I know. It seems like it gets harder every year. We have so many good performers. It is hard to narrow down the concert to a reasonable length. I am tempted to do two concerts this year, but then some parents would be tempted to leave after the first one.”
“Hi Mr. and Mrs. Elks,” Cindy said as she entered the room.
“Cindy,” Barbra cheerfully replied. “Good morning. Did you sleep well?”
“Yeah, it’s a real comfy bed.”
“Cindy,” Mr. Elks smiled. “Good morning. Before we head off to breakfast, we need to talk.”
Cindy sat down on a chair, looking at Mr. and Mrs. Elks cuddled up next to each other on the couch.
“I talked with Ariel last night,” Mr. Elks calmly stated. “I am sorry you had to face anything like that. We work hard here at camp to discourage any bullying behaviors. By threatening you to stay out of the Best Performer Competition, she has lost her ability to be in it. Her parents were called, and if there is another incident with her, or any of the other girls that were there last night, all of them will be thrown out of camp and not allowed to return ever again. They have all been told to stay away from you, and all have promised not to do anything like that again to you or any other kid.”
Cindy continued to hug the Molly doll tight.
“If any of them come near you,” Mr. Elks continued. “I want you to tell one of the teachers or camp staff. I have sent an e-mail out to all the teachers and staff, so they know any incidents with those girls are to be immediately reported to me. We want you to feel safe Cindy. I have told all the staff that you are not to go from place to place without somebody with you. If there isn’t an older kid who can go with you to your next location, then one of the camp staff or teachers will take you.”
“Okay Mr. Elks,” Cindy took a deep breath and hugged Molly even tighter.
Barbra went over and hugged Cindy, “I am always here if you need me. Hunter has told me what a wonderful flute player you are Cindy. I would love to hear you play at some point.”
“Okay,” responded Cindy.
“Hunter,” Barbra said looking at her husband. “Do we have time for Cindy to play me a song?”
Mr. Elks looked at his watch and with a smile nodded yes.
“Cindy dear, would you please play me a pretty song before you head off to Breakfast?”
Cindy got out her flute and after a minute of warming up, she started in on a lovely little song. When it was over, both grown-ups clapped.
“She certainly is a powerful player Hunter,” Barbra said. Looking back at Cindy, “Tonight Cindy, I want to hear about how great your day was.”
“Okay Mrs. Elks,” Cindy hugged Barbra. “I will try.”
“That is all any of us can ask of you Cindy,” Mr. Elks said as he stood up and held out his hand. “Now, let’s go spread music around the world.”
After a quick good-bye, Mr. Elks and Cindy headed off to the cafeteria for breakfast. On the way, Cindy asked about changing her table assignment to be with Samantha. After a little discussion, and thought on the matter, Mr. Elks said he had a solution. When they reached the cafeteria, they went over to Samantha’s table.
“Mrs. Greenburge,” Mr. Elks said. “This is Cindy. The little girl I talked about in my e-mail. I want her to stay here with Samantha. I know your table is full, but what I have to say during announcements today will address that problem. Just let her stand behind Samantha until after announcements.”
“No problem Mr. Elks.”
With that, Cindy ran over to Samantha and Mr. Elks headed to the front of the cafeteria.
“What’s going on,” Samantha asked?
“I met Ariel last night after leaving your room. She stopped me on the way to Mr. Elks’ house.”
“What did she want?”
“She called me a cry baby and said I was still in diapers. She said a Little was not better than her, and was not going to be the Best Performer at camp this summer.”
“Oh Cindy.”
“Marcus came to the rescue. He told Ariel to leave me and all the Littles alone this summer.”
“I knew he was a good kid,” Samantha smiled. “But now she is going to be after you even more.”
“No,” Cindy started but then Mr. Elks was getting everyone’s attention for morning announcements.
“Good Morning Everyone,” Mr. Elks started, waiting for the ones that replied back. “Today is the last day to get me any proposals for the final concert. I have already received a few, and they all sound very good. For those who are still preparing a submission, remember, your performance must be appropriate for six year olds to watch. Videos are preferred, but an audio only recording will be accepted. I have thumb drives up here at my table if you want one, or you can e-mail it to the camp e-mail address Final Concert, with no space between the words.”
There were a few murmurs around the cafeteria before Mr. Elks continued, “We had an incident on campus last night that I need to talk about. A group of older teenagers confronted a Little, and tried to get them to drop out of the race for top performer. Let me get this out there right now, bullying behavior will not be allowed. That individual almost got kicked out last night. Because the consequences for bully behavior was not outlined in the camp rules, the Camp Leaders decided to lay down some consequences and give one more chance. Here is everyone’s notification that as of last night there is now a new camp rule. Anyone, and I mean anyone, bullying another student for any reason, will be kicked out, and never allowed to come back to this music camp. This new rule has been e-mailed to all the parents. We will not tolerate bullies, intimidation, or threatening other campers. We want everyone to enjoy their time here at camp, and that can only happen if everyone is nice to each other.”
Mr. Elks paused a moment to let that sink in, “We have kids from six to eighteen here at camp. The talent here is a representation of the best from many states. The camp leaders do not want a few bad seeds to ruin what we have set up here. We accept people with talents in music. Those individuals are from different ethnic backgrounds, religious groups, and economic levels. Some have disabilities and other have issues making them be different than the typical individual. Everyone is welcome here. We are here for the music. It does not matter what gender a person is, or even if they are transgender. We do not discriminate here at this music camp. If you have a problem with that, I will let you call home and have your parents come pick you up. Same goes for anyone who is not willing to accept someone else being better than them.”
Again Mr. Elks paused a moment, “Now, on a more positive note. I have decided to shake things up a little. I want everyone to stand up and go stand next to your best friend.”
After a bunch of commotion with everyone going to different places in the cafeteria, Mr. Elks quieted down the room. Okay, now everyone line up in the middle of the cafeteria with your best friend next to you. Two people next to each other, not three or four.”
This took a little bit, but eventually everyone complied to an extent that Mr. Elks was satisfied. Then he started at the point closest to him, and started directing people in groups of two off to different tables. Groups of friends that were all together, found that they were sent off to different tables, except for the person right next to them. In this effort, Mr. Elks and the other staff helping him, were trying to get each table to have kids of different ages and genders. Cindy and Samantha ended up at the same table because they were next to each other. Cindy thought it was strange that once the process was done, George, Jessica, and Marcus were also at the table. Marcus told her that after the events last night, Mr. Elks probably arranged it to be that way.
While Marcus started to tell the story of what happened last night, Cindy looked around at the tables around them, trying to see if Ariel or any of the other girls that confronted her last night were within sight. When Marcus finished, everyone at the table, the orchestra members, their best friends, and the others put there, agreed that they would help the two Littles, Cindy and Samantha, get from place to place for the rest of the week. They figured that if Ariel was open to doing something to Cindy, she would just as easily do something to Samantha. Jessica was in some of Cindy’s assigned activities, so she volunteered to help either before or after the activities. Between everyone at the table, they all figured out how to make sure both Cindy and Samantha were never alone going from place to place.
“Now you two,” George said. “Don’t ever go anywhere without one of us or a grown-up. Do you understand.”
“Yeah,” Samantha said with a sigh.
“Samantha, we mean it,” Marcus reinforced. “Ariel is someone to stay away from on a normal day. Now that Cindy has taken away her chance to compete in the best performer competition, she has become even more dangerous. She will have her friends all looking out for a chance to get Cindy alone. Having just you and Cindy together isn’t safe either. She views all Littles as a target to harass. When she realizes Cindy, you, and I are the top three performers this year, she will have it out for all of us.”
“I get it, but it just isn’t fair.”
“That may be, but we are just trying to keep you safe. Have fun, just do it safely with a big kid or grown-up around.”
“She’s mean Samantha,” Cindy explained. “I’m scared. I don’t want to be anywhere at camp without someone who can stand up to her.”
Samantha took Cindy’s hand and squeezed it tight.
“Jessica,” Marcus added. “You be careful too. You’re not even a teenager yet. Your smaller than her and there is no way to predict what she might do.”
“I understand. Oh boy do I understand. I have been dealing with Ariel for years. We both play piano, and she has hated me every since I did better than her my first year here.”
Marcus laughed, “You know, it was the same for me my first year here. She was actually part of the reason I switched instruments. I was little, and thought that if people who play piano are that mean, I don’t want to be around them anymore.”
The first activity of the day had everyone going to lessons with similar types of instruments. Cindy went off to the woodwind instruments with Eleanor, one of the teenagers at the table who plays an Oboe. Samantha was off to the string instruments with a boy who plays the cello. By slowly packing up their instruments at the end of a class, their escort was able to join them for the walk to their next activity. This process continued with the two of them never needing to wait long for a chaperon. Several times throughout the day, both of them noticed a girl teenager looking at them with an angry face. By one o’clock, they were both happy to have two hours where they didn’t have to worry about anything.
When they stopped for a break, Cindy had to go to the bathroom. She had found herself going to the bathroom more today than usual. She was scared that she would wet her panties again. She hadn’t wet her pants during the day for two years, and had stopped needing Pull-ups at night last summer. She didn’t know why she wet when dealing with Ariel, but she wanted to make sure it didn't happen again. Even though she now knew that kids her age still wore Pull-Ups to bed, she didn't want to go back to needing them. She also didn’t know anyone her age that ever wet during the day.
Practice went well, and by three o’clock the group was working well together and rarely making changes to the composition. A recording was made and e-mailed off to Mr. Elks. They knew they already had the final position in the concert, but they still needed to make the submission. Marcus rushed out of the practice to get together with his band, so they could make their submission.
“What do you mean we can’t go to the living room and watch Disney Junior?” Samantha questioned George. “Now that’s not fair.”
“There are no grown-ups in that room, and only Littles want to watch Disney Junior. You have to go where there is a grown-up,” George explained.
“What if we went to a TV where there is a grown-up to look after us,” Cindy questioned?
“That would be okay Cindy,” George replied. “But there isn’t a TV staffed by a grown-up at this time of day.”
“Maybe there is,” said Cindy. “Will you go with us to find out?”
“I guess, I was just going to go to the Jam session,” George looked at Cindy questioningly. “Where do you want to go?”
“Let’s go to Mr. Elks place and see if Mrs. Elks, I mean Barbra, is home and willing to let us watch TV.”
“That would certainly be a safe spot for the two of you. Okay, pack up and I will take you over.”
The three of them said bye to Jessica and headed for the house. Barbra was home and willing to watch the kids until dinner, when she would walk them to the cafeteria. The two girls settled into the Tuesday afternoon Disney Junior movie. Today it was Bedknobs and Broomsticks. Neither Cindy or Samantha had seen it before, but Barbra promised them that they would like it.
When the movie was over, the two girls went to play with the doll house and toys in the guest room. They were having so much fun, they hated to stop for dinner. Barbra said they could come back tomorrow afternoon to play. At dinner the table group discussed how the coverage of the Littles went today and tried to address difficulties. By the end of dinner, they had a plan for after dinner and how to cover tomorrow.
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Cindy at Music Camp By Teek Chapter 09 |
********** CAUTION: No actual physical assault, but Ariel tries. Cindy is bullied and threatened in this chapter.**********
The next morning at breakfast, Mr. Elks announced the Best Performer Competition sign up would be open until after lunch. Knowing that only twenty-five percent of the campers will put their names in, Cindy was surprised that everyone at the table was going to sign up. Most of the kids had been in it before. Cindy and Samantha got the details from the table members. First, and most importantly, anyone was able to sign up. After putting your name in for consideration, each specialist music teacher would recommend three kids from the list. Every kid recommended, would be in the competition. The judges would be Mr. Elks, a conductor from the local symphony orchestra, a Rock’n Roll professional, and a music talent scout. On Thursday and Friday, they go around listening to all the kids in the competition, giving each one points in different musical categories. The five kids with the highest number of points are asked to perform their favorite song for the judges Friday evening. The winner gets a big trophy at the end of the concert on Saturday.
Last year, Jessica, George, Marcus, and another kid at the table were in the top five. Jessica was the winner. Marcus and George had won in other years. Marcus had upped his game this year and figured he could win again this year. That was at least, until he heard Samantha and Cindy playing. Now he wasn’t sure if he could win or not. The other teenagers at the table that had not heard the two of them play yet were surprised by Marcus’ admission. They had heard of Mr. Elks comments about Cindy, and had listened when people at the table had listed Samantha as also someone who could be in the top three. To hear Marcus say that however, really made them look at the two little kids they were protecting in a new light.
The day’s schedule for Cindy and Samantha was the same as the day before. For Jessica however, there was a big change. She now had a thirty-minute solo lesson added to her day in conducting. Mr. Elks set it up for her, knowing one class last year probably did not prepare Jessica for conducting in front of a big audience. Back then, she wanted to play, not conduct. He also knew her orchestra was full of strong willed prodigies in music. Mr. Elks wanted her to be fully prepared for the job in front of her. So, after her 30 minute piano lesson with Mrs. Greenburge, she went off to a conductor lesson with Mrs. Star.
Walking out of her lesson with Mrs. Star, Jessica ran into one of Ariel’s friends.
“So twirp,” the teenager started in on Jessica. “The only way you could win this year was to get Ariel thrown out of the Best Performer Competition. Nasty trick, sending around a rumor that a Little was the best performer at camp. If that lie hadn’t been spread all over camp, Ariel would have been in the competition and won. Imagine a little baby like Cindy winning. Impossible. Diaper wearing babies can’t win anything but baby beauty contests.”
“Really,” Jessica said with a smile on her face. “Have you heard her play yet? She is way better than you, Ariel, or me. I agree with you though, the reason Ariel has never won the Best Performer Competition must be because she is a diaper wearing baby.”
With that, Jessica turned and walked away. Leaving behind her, a confused and angry teenager.
At lunch, Jessica told the table about her encounter with Ariel’s friend. Everyone except the teacher was laughing at Jessica’s response. After the meal, the teacher went up and relayed to Mr. Elks what they had heard.
At about 2:30, Mr. Elks walked into the little orchestra’s practice session.
“Mr. Elks,” Jessica said. “We weren’t expecting you.”
“It’s okay Jessica, I am not hear to judge your composition. I wanted to talk to the group of you.”
“Oh,” Marcus said.
“Marcus and George, I am pleased with how you and the other teenagers at your table have provided companions for Samantha and Cindy throughout the day. I know this can be difficult at times, but it is very nice of you to do it. I am however, worried about something I heard today from two different staff members.”
The group looked at each other before looking back at Mr. Elks.
“Jessica, you had a run in today with one of Ariel’s friends?”
“Yes sir,” Jessica acknowledged.
“Who was it?”
“Robin sir. She didn’t threaten me sir. She just falsely accused me of spreading a rumor about Cindy being the best performer at camp.”
“That was relayed to me,” Mr. Elks responded. “I want you all, and I mean all of you, to be careful though. Mrs. Star overheard the interaction and if you had threatened Robin, I would have to kick you out of camp just as fast as I would kick Robin out for threatening you. Oh, and that baby comment is teasing and harassment. I know Robin said it first, but don’t do it back. Remember, teasing and harassing others can also get you kicked out.”
Again, all the kids looked at each other before looking back at Mr. Elks.
“Ariel may be scared enough to stay away from all of you, but I don’t think her friends are. At dinner the Best Performer Competition list will be posted. All five of you are on the list. I expected this, but I don’t think Ariel and her friends will have. Jessica, George, and Marcus, you have won before, so they will expect you to be on the list. Samantha is the youngest kid we have had on the list since Marcus got on the list his first year here. Since Cindy is never seen without her dolly, they probably think she is even younger. Ariel and her friends are not going to be happy to see two kids so young on the list, especially Cindy.”
Jessica, George, and Marcus all nodded their heads at that.
“Any Littles on the list always catch campers’ attention. This year, there are three. Cindy, Samantha, and a nine year old named Elvis.”
The group laughed.
“Laugh all you want,” Mr. Elks responded. “But he is a good guitar player. Yes, I know, but to add to the similarities of his name sake, he also sings pretty good too.”
“I have heard the kid play,” Marcus added. “He is good, but he won’t end up in the top ten this year. Maybe in years to come, but not yet. Do we need to set up the Protection Squad to watch this little kid too?”
“If possible, sure. If not, let me know. Also let me know any places you are having trouble providing coverage. I will arrange for some staff to fill in where needed. Now, I need everyone to not talk about who is on the list until it is posted after dinner. If you need to tell your table mates at dinner about Elvis being on the list, that is okay, but if you can do it without telling them, even better.”
“We won’t tell anyone Mr. Elks,” Marcus responded, while looking around at the others nodding in agreement.
“Jessica, are you feeling safe,” Mr. Elks asked. “I know you have dealt with Ariel for years, but you have never had to deal with any grief from her friends individually.”
“Don’t worry Mr. Elks. I’m fine. They all know, without Ariel, I am the best piano player at camp,” Jessica looks at Marcus with a smile. “Well, as far as everyone at camp, except for all of us, believe. What they don’t know, is that I have always been better than Ariel.”
“Marcus,” Mr. Elks walked over to the piano. “How do you want to be judged this year, as a piano player or a Rock'n Roll electric guitar player?”
“Interesting question,” Marcus pondered. “I’ve won for my guitar playing, so let me be judged this year on the piano.”
“Great,” Samantha rolled her eyes. “Now, I have no chance of winning.”
Everyone laughed, including Samantha.
Jessica tapped her baton on the lectern, “Okay everyone. Okay, let’s get back to practice. We don’t have much time to get this perfect, and we have to get Mr. Elks out of here before he realizes what influence Marcus has had on my composition.”
“What?”
“Calm down Mr. Elks,” Jessica proclaimed. “We have kept about ten percent of the original composition.”
“Very funny Jessica,” Mr. Elks headed for the door. “I know when I am not wanted.”
As the door closed behind him, Mr. Elks heard the room fill with laughter before the fully closed door blocked the noise.
It was about ten after three when Mr. Elks stuck his head into the room for the second time, “I believe I told you all that the Littles were to stop after two hours.”
Samantha and Cindy quickly started packing up their instruments, “We were just leaving Mr. Elks.”
George and Marcus laughed.
“Sorry Mr. Elks,” Marcus said as he stood up grabbing his tablet. “We just lost track of time. I’ll take the Littles over to your house to play for the afternoon.”
“Okay,” Mr. Elks smiled. “Thanks for making sure they get their safely.”
Samantha and Cindy played with the toys and the doll house up until dinner, with only a small stop to put on a singing and dancing performance amidst a bunch of giggles.
After dinner, Jessica, Cindy, and Samantha went off to Jewelry making. They made matching friendship bracelets and necklaces covered with glitter. Cindy made sure everything had extra glitter on it, for who doesn’t love things with glitter.
After evening activities, Jessica convinced Cindy and Samantha to join her in the auditorium. They were having open microphone time. After a quick detour to get Cindy and Samantha’s instruments, they all went together to the auditorium. Upon arriving, they signed up to play a song together.
“They’re pretty good,” Jessica said to Cindy as they sat down to listen to others perform. “Did you know Lori up there plays three instruments? The saxophone is only her latest one.”
“Wow, three instruments.”
“Really,” Samantha interjected. “I wish I could play more than one instrument. Mommy says I can’t until I’m ten. My music teacher says I am never allowed to switch, because I am too good at the violin.”
Mrs. Star came out onto the stage, “What a wonderful performance by Lori and Melissa. Now, we have Mike and Jan.”
Everyone clapped as they came out onto the stage. Mike immediately started to play on his guitar as Jan headed for the microphone. The audience fell silent as a lovely voice echoed through the auditorium. Everyone was mesmerized until the end of the song, when Mrs. Star came out to introduce the next performers.
“Jessica,” Samantha asked? “Can we do anything?”
“Yeah, that is the point of this. This is practice for performing in front of an audience, not in playing your particular instrument.”
“Cindy,” Samantha leaned down to smile at Cindy sitting on the other side of Jessica. “Let’s do what we did this afternoon?”
“Really?”
“Sure, Jessica can play it on the piano.”
“Play what?”
“Unless she wants to join us singing and dancing,” Samantha added.
Jessica grabbed the two younger girls and dragged them out of the auditorium, “Okay you two, speak up. What are you talking about? What do you want me to play or even more ridiculous, what do you want me to sing and dance?”
“Let It Go, from Frozen,” Cindy and Samantha said in unison.
“And what makes you think that I even know the song,” Jessica asked?
“Well,” Samantha said with all honesty. “Everyone knows that song.”
“You know it. Don’t you Jessica?” Cindy looked at Jessica with a questioning look.
“Of course I do,” Jessica replied. “My best friend and I use to sing it together.”
“Oh, that’s great,” Samantha said jumping up to give Jessica a hug.
“Now wait a minute,” Jessica leaned over, putting Samantha back down on the ground. “I didn’t say I would get up on stage and do it with the two of you.”
“Oh, come on Jessica,” Cindy said. “You said we can get up there and do anything.”
“Anything, yes, but Let It Go?”
Samantha smiled, “Well, if you want the first time Cindy performs in front of an audience to be when she plays your composition, then say no. I will go tell Mrs. Star that we have decided not to perform tonight.”
“Ha, Ha, Samantha. I know that Cindy has performed on a stage before.”
“No, SHE hasn’t,” Samantha said still smiling.
“Samantha, I have known Cindy longer than you have. I heard all about this spring when she got up on stage at her elementary music performance.”
“Cindy? Cindy got up on stage and did that?” Samantha asked.
Jessica looked at Samantha and then over at Cindy.
“Samantha does have a point Jessica,” Cindy admitted. “Cindy has never been up on stage performing before.”
“But you told me . . . oooooooooh, Cindy, never has. Now I get it.”
“She’s a little slow, but we love her anyways,” Samantha said.
Cindy giggled.
Just then the girls heard someone scream out, “Ariel, he is over here.”
Cindy, Samantha, and Jessica turned to see one of Ariel’s friends by the corner of the building waving her hands above her head.
“Ariel wouldn’t dare do anything,” Jessica said. “She would be kicked out if she did anything, and never allowed to come back.”
“What’s the big deal to a kid who is too old to come back next year anyways?” Cindy hugged the Molly doll that was in her arm, “I don’t want to see Ariel. Let’s run.”
“All of us running will do no good,” Jessica said. “Ariel and her friends will just catch us. Anyways, she may not be coming for us. She said, ‘he’ is over here.”
As they all slowly started heading for the auditorium doors, they heard Ariel’s friend yell at them, “STOP! You three pip-squeaks stay right there. Ariel is looking for you.”
“Cindy and Samantha,” Jessica said quietly. “Quickly run inside and get Mrs. Star.”
They both ran to the door and were inside before Ariel’s friend managed to reach Jessica.
“Oh, you shouldn’t have done that Jessica. Ariel will not be happy.”
“I don’t care what Ariel feels about it. She is not going to hurt those two Littles,” Jessica declared.
Just then Ariel turned the corner of the building, “Are you talking about the imposter, Cindy?”
“You stay away from Cindy. Mr. Elks . . .”
“I don’t care about Mr. Elks anymore, or my parent’s consequences,” Ariel interrupted. “That Cindy creature is going to pay for what he has done to me. You should be just as mad as me Jessica. You were also tricked by that little imposter.”
“What are you talking about Ariel?”
“Only the biggest camp secret. Cindy is really a boy named Frank.”
“Cindy a boy, now that really is funny Ariel,” Jessica tried to laugh, but all that came out was something that sounded fake. “I never knew you had a sense of humor.”
“This is no joke Jessica,” Ariel pounded her fist into her other hand. “I am going to pulverize that sissy Frank kid.”
“You will do nothing of the kind Ariel,” Mrs. Star said coming out of the auditorium. “You were warned that any more incidents would mean expulsion forever. Now go pack your bags Ariel. You will be going home tonight.”
“Not before I pound that little sissy Frank kid into the ground. It will be worth losing my license during my senior year in High School,” Ariel snarled looking for Frank. “Ahhhh, there he is right behind you. All dressed up as a little diaper wearing baby girl. So Frank, thought you could pretend to be a girl and get away with it? Is that what you thought, Frank? Well, you were wrong, you little freak. Then you get me kicked out of the Top Performer Competition. You will pay for that you little Tranny. No trans kid is welcome at this camp, no matter what Mr. Elks says. Once the other campers know that Mr. Elks admits transgender freaks into this camp, parents will be demanding their money back and pulling their kids out.”
“Really,” someone asked loudly from the crowd behind Mrs. Star? A big teenager named Mike made his way up to Mrs. Star. “Who is this transgender kid you talk about Ariel?”
With an evil smile, Ariel replied, “That freak behind Mrs. Star holding the dolly. What a sissy.”
Mike looked at the two kids behind Mrs. Star, “Isn’t that the kid everyone is talking about named, Cindy?”
“Yeah,” Ariel responded. “And don’t believe for a second that IT is actually the best performer at camp. That was just a lie made up by Jessica over there to get me out of the Best Performer Competition.”
“Really,” Mike smiled and looked down at Cindy. “I never would have guessed that Cindy here was Transgender. She looks so girly. Seems like such a tough thing to be born in the wrong body. No wonder she always carries around a dolly with her. It is hard enough at her age being away from home, but to do it as a transgender little girl. Cindy, you have some guts. Can I shake your hand?”
“No,” Ariel wailed. “That is a boy named Frank. He is a freak. A bizarre freak of nature. We should be beating it up, not shaking it’s hand.”
Mike knelt down next to Cindy and Samantha. He smiled and held out his hand.
“You know, Mike is right,” a teenage girl from the crowd said. “It is impressive such a little girl has so much guts to do that. I also want to meet this amazing kid.”
“Sounds much scarier than standing on stage and preforming,” another voice from the crowd added.
Suddenly lots of kids were lining up behind Mike to shake Cindy’s hand.
“No, you don’t understand,” Ariel screamed. “Let me at the weirdo.”
Before Ariel could even take two steps, a group of kids moved to stand between Cindy and Ariel.
“It looks to me Ariel,” Mrs. Star pushed her way through the crowd. “Like you do not have a lot of supporters here. Now, are you and your friends going to come with me, or are we going to stand here until Mr. Elks comes.”
“Too late for that Mrs. Star,” Jessica said pointing at Mr. Elks, Mr. Gibson, and Mr. Lamar turning the corner with a large group of kids following behind them.
“So,” Mr. Elks said coming up behind Ariel and the four other kids standing with her. “What do we have going on here?”
“Ariel decided she didn’t want to be at camp anymore, so she threatened to beat up Cindy,” Mrs. Star calmly commented.
“What a shame,” Mr. Elks said. “I hate to see kids leave camp early, but to have five leave in one night. I am not sure we have ever had so many choose to leave at once. Mrs. Star, could you please escort Jessica, Cindy, and Samantha to my house. They are going to have a sleepover party at my house tonight. Mr. Gibson and Mr. Lamar will help me escort these five ladies to the Administration offices.”
“Wait,” Ariel interjected. “You can’t do this. That freak is the one that should be leaving, not me. We have to teach him a lesson. Weirdos like him shouldn’t be allowed to be around the rest of us.”
Ariel lunged towards Cindy. Mr. Elks reached out his arm to stop her, but it was only enough to slow her down. The crowd between Cindy and Ariel however, moved closer together and towards Ariel. A group of them moved in to stop her in her tracks.
Under protest, Ariel and her friends were led off, with a group of teenage boys helping the teachers. A problem aroused however, when Mrs. Star tried to lead Jessica, Samantha, and Cindy off to Mr. Elks’ house.
“Cindy,” Mike asked getting back down to Cindy’s level. “Were you going to perform at open mic?”
“Yeah,” Cindy replied. “Samantha and I were going to sing the song Let It Go from Frozen.”
“Mike you can talk with Cindy another time. I need to get her to Mr. Elks’ house,” Mrs. Star tried to interrupt.
“Who here would like to hear Cindy and Samantha sing?”
The crowd indicated that they wanted to hear Samantha and Cindy sing.
“Not tonight everyone,” Mrs. Star tried to take control of the situation. “The girls need to get over to Mr. Elks’ house.”
“But Mrs. Star. . .”
“Mike,” Mrs. Star said. “This is not the time.”
Looking up at Mrs. Star and then back to Cindy, “Okay, but tomorrow I want to hear you sing. I’ll play the music for you on my guitar.”
“Thanks,” Cindy responded with a slight smile.
“As I said earlier, I would like to shake your hand. I am impressed that someone your age would have the guts to come to camp as your true gender,” Mike again reached out his hand.
With some hesitation, Cindy took his hand and shook it.
“Okay, now we need to go,” Mrs. Star tried to physically maneuver the three girls towards Mr. Elks’ house.
Several of the kids said they wanted to shake Cindy’s hand too, but Mrs. Star wouldn’t let them. Instead the kids lined the edge of the walkway, giving Cindy complements as they went. Cindy tried to thank the crowd for stopping Ariel.
By the time they reached the house, it was just the three girls and Mike.
“Thank You Mike for helping protect the girls, but you should go now,” Mrs. Star directed.
“Cindy, Samantha, Jessica,” Mike commented. “I meant it when I said I want to hear your performance. I hope to hear you tomorrow night. I also saw that all three of you are on the Best Performer Competition list. I am also on the list, but I know I have no chance against some of the others on the list. If I lose to one of you, I am okay with that. It is for the best performer, not the best teenager. I wish you all luck. I look forward to hearing you all perform. And Cindy, I really am impressed with your guts to be yourself at your age. There is another transgender individual here at camp that I know of. They wanted to be themselves at your age, but were too scared. Now they regret missing those years. Be who you are Cindy, and never be ashamed of it, no matter what someone else might say. Bye for now.”
“Barbra,” Mrs. Star started to explain the intrusion when the door was opened. “Hunter asked me . . .”
“Cindy and Samantha,” Barbra immediately got down and hugged the girls. “Are you alright? What happened?”
“Ariel tried to beat Cindy up. She found out about Frank,” Jessica replied. “Do you know about Frank, Mrs. Elks?”
“Let’s go inside and talk,” Barbra said.
After Cindy did a quick trip to the bathroom, the girls gave Barbra a very confusing account of the evening, but she got the gist of everything. After the explanation, Mrs. Star left to go collect some things the girls would need for a sleepover. Location and list of necessities for Jessica and Samantha were written down. Everything from stuffed companions to clothes for tomorrow were included.
Furniture was rearranged in the guest room, and the girls set up on the floor to sleep. Pillows, blankets, and anything soft was gathered from throughout the house for the girl’s unexpected sleepover. The girls even arranged things in the room and grabbed a few chairs, so a fort could be set up. Sheets were used to cover the fort, or as Samantha called it, the Princess Castle.
When the room setup was complete, Samantha and Cindy convinced Jessica to practice a singing and dancing routine for Let It Go. After practicing it twice, the girls found Barbra and put on a show for her. Afterwards, Barbra got the girls to get ready for bed. Getting the girls to sleep was a challenge, but when giggles filled the house, it helped reassure Barbra that Cindy would be okay.
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Cindy at Music Camp By Teek Chapter 10 |
The morning calm was shattered when the house was assaulted by a little girl’s screaming, “Barbra, Barbra, Barbra! Something’s wrong with Cindy.”
Barbra and Hunter ran into the guest room and tore the top off the Princess Castle. Samantha stopped and looked up at the two of them.
“She’s crying. She won’t tell me what’s wrong. She won’t stop crying,” Samantha quickly explained.
Barbra went down on the floor next to Cindy, “What’s wrong dear?”
“I . . . I . . . I wet,” Cindy finally got out through the tears.
“Oh Cindy,” Samantha went in for a hug. “It’s okay. Lots of kids wet the bed. Tonight, just wear a Pull-up, no big deal.”
Cindy started to cry louder.
Hunter and Barbra looked at each other, then Hunter focused his attention on the other two girls. “Jessica and Samantha, let’s go out into the living room and let Barbra deal with this.”
“I want to stay with Cindy,” Samantha complained.
Mr. Elks quietly got Jessica’s attention, and with an eye motion, asked for help.
“Come on Samantha,” Jessica got up still holding her stuffed tiger, and put her hand on Samantha’s shoulder. “Let’s go see what’s on Disney Junior.”
Reluctantly, and with a few objections, Samantha finally went with Mr. Elks and Jessica, dragging her blankie behind her as they went down the hall.
“Cindy, it’s okay. It’s okay.”
“No,” Cindy started crying more. “I don’t want to be a baby again. I’m not a baby! . . . Am I?”
“Oh Cindy, you’re not a baby. You’re a big girl sweetie. Even big girls wet the bed sometimes. You have been going through some tough things the last few days. Sometimes the body does things you don’t like when you are dealing with hard things.”
“I am a baby. My panties and now the bed. It’s not fair. It’s not fair.”
“No, it is not fair Cindy, but you are not a baby just because you had a few ‘accidents’.”
“Mommy will be mad, real mad,” Cindy quietly got out. “She . . . she will . . . will.”
“It's okay Cindy. She will understand.”
“No! She won’t. She will . . .” Cindy broke down in tears again.
“She will what Cindy?”
In a barely audible voice, “She spanks me when I wet. Then, . . . she turns me into a baby. Diapers at night and pull-ups in the day.”
“Diapers and Pull-ups dear, are tools. They are for people who have trouble, or can’t get all their pee-pee and poopy in the potty. Much better to have an ‘accident’ in one of them, than in your panties.”
“Yeah, I guess, but . . . but, I’m nine.”
“I know,” Barbra rubbed Cindy’s back. “It is hard to be a big girl who still has potty ‘accidents’. It’s okay. There are other big girls who still have potty accidents.”
“No there aren’t.”
“Way more than you would ever believe. Lots of kids your age wear Goodnites at night and some need to wear them during the day too. There are even a few that just wear them when they perform on stage. I am sorry your mom spanks you when you wet. That shouldn’t happen. Kids should never be spanked for wetting. They don’t wet their pants on purpose.”
“I didn’t want to wet, honest.”
“I know Cindy, but you did. It happened because you were under so much stress. Your body was struggling to deal with Ariel, and that made it harder for your body to give you control of when your pee-pee comes out. Today, I will buy you some Goodnites, but it will be up to you if you wear them or not. I see no reason for you to wear them during the day, unless you want to. At night, you can wear one like Samantha suggested, but I’m not going to make you after only one accident. Sometimes, people just have potty ‘accidents’ and then it never happens again.”
“It happened again.”
“When bad things happen to you, sometimes the body loses control. It’s okay. The two times Ariel threatened you, your body was scared and lost control.”
“You knew about yesterday?”
“Yes Cindy. I knew about your ‘accident’ yesterday. You tried to hide it when you ran off to the bathroom as soon as you got into the house. You changed your panties then. Don’t worry, I did some laundry after you went to sleep last night so the other girls will not find out.”
“See, I am a baby. Wet panties day and night. Only baby’s wet day and night. Mommy will put me in diapers day and night. I deserve to be a baby again.”
“You’re not a baby Cindy, just a scared little girl,” Barbara rubbed Cindy’s back. “Ariel and her friends are gone. No one will threaten you again here at camp. You’re safe now, so you will probably not have any more daytime ‘accidents’.”
“She’s really gone?”
“Oh Cindy, yes she is gone. Her Mommy and Daddy came and picked her up last night. Same with the other girls that were helping her. They are all gone. Twelve kids left camp for good last night. You are safe now.”
Cindy hugged Barbra.
Barbra picked up Cindy and carried her to the bathroom. While Cindy took a shower, Barbara collected all the wet things that could be washed to the washing machine. When she got back to the room, she looked down at the wet spot on the floor where Cindy had been sleeping. She thought about how she would address that issue once the girls left for breakfast. With a quick look at the closed bathroom door, Barbara went to get Jessica and Samantha. She had them get their things and change for the day in Lizzy’s room.
Once showered and dried off, Cindy put on the Frozen t-shirt, a blue skirt, and some white leggins. The look was finished off with the Frozen sneakers and the Frozen head band with a Blue bow. Grabbing the Molly doll and her backpack with her flute in it, she headed for the living room.
As Cindy entered the living room Jessica asked, “Are you feeling better Cindy?”
“You’re wearing everything Frozen. Does this mean we’re going to sing and dance Let It Go?” Samantha ran up to Cindy bouncing up and down.
“Sure,” Cindy said with a smile. “Let’s show the other campers how it’s done.”
“Are you really going to let Mike play his guitar while we sing?” Jessica inquired.
“Why not,” Samantha replied?
“It will be more fun with live music to go along with our singing and dancing,” Cindy added.
Jessica looked up and shook her head, “What have I gotten myself into here?”
With that, the three girls giggled and headed out the door with Mr. Elks for breakfast.
As they entered the cafeteria, kids that none of them knew started saying hi or good morning. A little strange, but none of them thought anything about it until someone said, “Gutsy move Cindy. Really gutsy move.”
“Everyone knows,” Jessica whispered to Cindy and Samantha. “After last night, it would have spread like crazy to the rest of the campers. They all know about Frank.”
“So,” said Samantha, with her eyebrows scrunched down?
“We’ll talk about it at the table,” Jessica replied.
When they reached the table, Mr. Elks told Marcus and George to keep up the Protection Squad for at least today. Frank may cause some problems with Cindy’s presence today. The two of them said they would, and Mr. Elks headed for the front of the room.
“That little girl beat up Ariel? Wow!” everyone at the table heard a kid say as they walked by.
“Rumors,” Mike sat down next to Marcus and looked around. “There are wild rumors spreading all over camp. I think we need to tell everyone the truth.”
“Mike, are you crazy,” George replied. “Anyone who doesn’t like Transgender kids would beat her up.”
“I don’t want to be beaten up,” Cindy meekly interjected.
“Don’t worry Cindy,” Marcus added. “No one is going to beat you up. Mike though, might have the right idea about things. We would have to present it just right.”
“Get them all to be an advocate for her,” Mike responded.
“That might be hard,” Marcus replied. “There are still some kids at camp that dislike transgender kids.”
“Present her as the brave little girl who was the victim for being a very good flute player,” George added.
Marcus turned to Cindy with a smile on his face, “Cindy, everyone at camp knows about you and Frank. They know Mr. Elks and I have said you might be the best performer, and they know you are on the Best Performer Competition list. They all know Ariel and a bunch of other kids got kicked out last night. With all of that they are going to fill in the blanks that they don’t know. We need to come out and tell the truth to everyone. Stop the rumors and wild stories that could put another target on you. Will you please let us tell everyone the truth?”
Cindy thought for a moment, looking at the various people at the table who were all nodding their heads yes, even the teacher. Taking a deep breath and hugging the Molly doll tight, “Okay, let’s do it.”
Marcus and Mike quickly got up and headed over to Mr. Elks. Initially he was shaking his head, no. With a bit more discussion, Mr. Elks looked over to Cindy, who nodded yes. After a bit more discussion, the boys returned to the table.
“He said he would think about it. If he agrees, he will call us up during announcements,” Mike explained before leaving for his table.
“If we go up,” Marcus said as he sat down. “I want George and Jessica up there with us. Most of the kids know at least one of us, so if all three of us are supporting you, they will more likely listen.”
“I want Samantha up there too,” Cindy said reaching out to grab Samantha’s hand.
“Of course I will go up with you Cindy,” Samantha smiled.
Shortly afterwards, Mr. Elks rung the bell for morning announcements.
“Good morning everyone. We have a busy day ahead of us. The order of the Final Concert will be decided today, and be posted when you get up in the morning. Most of the people or groups already know if you are going to be in the concert, but there are a few more that will be decided upon today. Everyone will be in the Final Concert for at least one performance. You are all amazing artists and we want the parents to hear you play.”
Mr. Elks looked over to Cindy and took a deep breath, “The judges for the Best Performer Competition will be going around today to hear everyone on the list. If they come into your room or class today, please keep going as usual. They may not be judging you at the time they are in the room, they may be judging someone else on the list. We have already seen or heard a recording of you playing.”
A murmur erupted in the room.
“Your camp application submission video was sent to each judge, so the voting has already started.”
The talk in the room was louder now. Mr. Elks had to ring the bell again to quiet everyone down.
“Now, we need to talk about a very serious issue. Twelve kids left camp last night. One of them threatened to beat up another camper, and tried to do so. That same student, threatened the same camper two days earlier to keep them out of the Best Performer Competition. Many of you saw the incident last night. An eighteen year old tried to beat up a Little. Cindy could you come up here please?”
Cindy looked at Jessica and Samantha. They were both nodding their heads in agreement. Squeezing Samantha’s hand, Cindy stood up and went to the front of the Cafeteria.
“Cindy here was the target,” Mr. Elks said looking down at Cindy who was holding the Molly doll. “Let me restate that, eighteen year old Ariel tried to beat up Cindy here. Cindy never did or said anything to Ariel to cause the attacks. Mike and Marcus, could you please come up here.”
The two boys headed for the front of the cafeteria, as small chatter occurred throughout the room. They went up and stood behind Cindy.
“These two individuals both went out of their way to help a Little who was under attack by a bully,” Mr. Elks said. “After Marcus stopped the first attack, he set up a group of kids to help protect Cindy in case of future attacks. That Protection Force is the reason that Cindy did not get beat up last night.”
Marcus signaled for the others to come up.
“I will now give Marcus a chance to say a few things.”
“Thank you Mr. Elks. Cindy was first attacked because she was good at playing the flute. We are a music camp full of amazing artists. We have singers and instrument players, all with various levels of skill. Cindy is very talented, and has qualified for the Best Performer Competition. There are only 3 Littles that are in the competition; Cindy, Samantha here, and Elvis. Elvis, will you please come up here.”
Elvis stood up and joined the group up front, to a bunch of kids clapping.
“Everyone up here is competing in the competition. Three of us have won in the past. If I lose to any of these three Littles, I have no problem with that. If they are that good, I would be honored to know them, for in the future they will most likely be world known performers in their field, and I got to know them when they were little kids. That is something I would be proud to tell my kids when I am an adult. Think about it everyone. In twenty years, you are in an orchestra or your band is part of a multi-band concert and one of these three Littles is playing as the special guest performer. Now imagine everyone’s shock when you go up and treat them like an old friend,” Marcus let that sink in for a moment.
“Which would you rather have, the world famous artist meet you as a friend, or have them refuse to perform with you because you teased and bullied them when they were little kids.”
The room erupted in chatter.
“Some of you believe that Cindy has just as much of a chance to win this competition as I would if, I don’t know, If I was playing the piano.”
Several kids started to laugh, and one shouted out, “Yeah, not a chance in a million years.”
“It does sound pretty funny doesn’t it, but anything is possible. Anyone in the competition has a chance to win. It doesn’t matter if they are a Little like these three, or a teenager like Mike, George, or me. That is one of the things I love about this camp, and why I come back year after year. Judging is based on skill, not age or favoritism.”
“My first year here at Camp, at age seven, I was a solo performer in the coveted position of the final concert. I want that position again, but if I lose that position to any of these three Littles, I will be okay with that. The best submitted performance wins that spot, just as the best performer wins the Best Performer Competition. Do you want to be friend’s or enemies of the winners of these two competitions?”
Marcus could see that the last comment got a lot of the kids thinking. He looked over to Mr. Elks who was smiling and nodding yes.
“Last night Ariel tried to beat up Cindy. Jessica here,” Marcus went and stood behind Jessica. “Got Cindy to safety and then stood in the way of Ariel and her friends to allow enough time for Cindy and Samantha here to get help. That took a lot of guts for a tween to stand up to a bunch of 17 and 18 year old teenagers.”
The room filled with clapping.
“Mike also came to Cindy’s rescue last night. Not by stopping Ariel, but by accepting Cindy in front of everyone. Ariel learned that Cindy was Transgender and started at camp as a kid named Frank. Mike stood up from a crowd and said that he was okay with that. You don’t have to like Cindy or individuals who are transgender, but if they are not harming you, then just let them live their lives. We are in the music field and there are a lot of unique individuals out there in this field.”
“Cindy is the victim of everything that has happened over the last few days. Twelve kids left last night when only five were involved in the attack on Cindy. The others believed Cindy was to blame for everything, or that they could not be in the same camp as an individual who is transgender. Mr. Elks is happy to call any of your parents if you believe the same thing,” Marcus looked over to Mr. Elks who was nodding his head in agreement.
“Poor little Cindy has not had a good time over the last few days. We,” Marcus gestured to the whole cafeteria. “Need to be responsible to show Cindy that musicians are good people. I stopped playing a particular instrument when I was a little kid because of a bully. That same bully was kicked out of camp last night. I would hate for Cindy to stop playing the flute just because of a bad time at camp. We need to make sure Cindy knows that she is welcome to be herself here at camp and that she can enjoy camp just like the rest of us.”
Mike took the microphone at this point, “Last night Cindy was about to get up on stage at Open Mic and do a singing and dancing routine with Samantha and Jessica. It would have just been something fun to do. Three friends getting up on stage and singing Let It Go from the movie Frozen. Probably every girl under the age of 15 knows that song by heart. Most of you, girls and boys, have played it on your instrument in your school’s band or music class. Getting up on stage and singing with your friends is the type of thing you will always remember about camp. Cindy was robbed of that experience because of a bully who tried to beat her up. Instead, she is always going to remember the kid who tried to beat her up because she was a good flute player.”
Mike let that sink in for a moment before continuing, “I want Cindy to have that positive memory she was robbed of last night. At the end of the song the girls will probably get off the stage in a bunch of giggles. I have a little sister and I have heard her sing the song many times with her friends. Trust me, they usually end with a bunch of giggles.”
Giggles and laughs were heard throughout the room.
“Tonight’s open mic was scheduled to start at 8pm. Unfortunately, that is Samantha and Cindy’s bed time. I told Cindy that I want to hear her singing and dancing today. I also said that I would play the song on my guitar for her. There was a discussion last night at the Jam Session long after Cindy had gone to bed. Several of us are going to let Cindy and her friends do a singing and dancing routine for Let It Go during either the afternoon or early evening jam sessions. Several have also offered to play the music for the girls.”
Mike turned to Cindy, “Cindy, when do you want to sing your song?”
“After dinner,” Cindy quietly said to Mike. “I want to watch Sofia the First and Vampirina on Disney Junior in the afternoon.”
Mike laughed, “Okay everyone, Cindy said she wants to do it in the early evening, so she could watch some girl Disney Junior shows in the afternoon. That is so cute. She carries around a dolly and watches Sofia the First and Vampirina on Disney Junior. Yet, 18 year old Ariel thought she was so dangerous that she had to beat Cindy up. Tell me, does Cindy here look like a threat?”
It sounded like everyone in the room said, No, all at the same time.
Mike continued, “So, right after evening activities…”
Mr. Elks interrupted, “Well, it sounds like we have a group effort to put on a Let It Go performance. This I have to see. I will open the Concert Hall for Open Mic just after evening activities. This way if we have a piano player there will be a piano available. This will also give us as much room as needed for as many people who want to play the music for the girls. I will keep it open until 7:30pm, and we are going to have a Disney theme. Everyone at camp knows at least one Disney song on their instrument or just for singing and dancing. It is Open Mic people, I expect to see teenagers as well as Littles there. Remember the main purpose of this time is for stage performance experience, and to have a little fun with your friends. I would love to see more matches like Mike and Cindy, where we have teenagers and Littles on stage together. Oh, and by the way everyone, Disney owns Star Wars and Marvel Comics.”
The room erupted in a discussion among friends.
“Okay,” Mr. Elks said to the group up front. “Thanks, why don’t you go back to your table now.”
In a much louder voice he said, “Let’s Eat!”
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Cindy at Music Camp By Teek Chapter 11 |
Now everybody knew Cindy. There was no getting away from people saying hi to her as she had it to her first class. By the time Cindy and Eleanor reached the woodwind class, Cindy was glad to be around people that already knew her. What she was not ready for, was their reaction.
Entering the room, Cindy was presented with a standing ovation.
“OK everybody. OK everybody. Settle down now. Settle down,” Mrs. Johnson tried to get everyone quiet for class to begin. “Let’s get back to practicing.”
“Mrs. Johnson is it true? Is it,” asked Wes? “Is Cindy really one of the top five performers at camp?”
“Now, now, Wes. You all here have amazing abilities and talents. Cindy is just another one of you trying to learn her instrument. The top performer competition will decide who is in the top five.”
“But, she is a real little kid in that competition. She’s what seven? How can a kid that young be in the competition? Yeah, we all know she is in the flute 1st chair and I fully accept that she earned that. Frank was 2nd chair, but when Cindy came, she was put in as 1st chair. Is Cindy a better player than Frank? Aren’t they the same person? How can one be a better player than the other? Can we hear her play just by herself please,” asked Abigail?
“Please Mrs. Johnson,” several children in the room said at once.
“Now, now,” Mrs. Johnson attempted to calm the troops. “Every year a few Littles make it in the competition. Rarely do any make it in the top five.”
“But, I heard that Mr. Elks and Marcus think she is in the top three,” Timmy said. “When is the last time a woodwind instrument was in the top three? In fact, has a Little playing a woodwind instrument ever been in the competition?”
“I’ve been going here for ten years, and I have never seen a woodwind instrument in the top three,” Eleanor said.
“I’ve been here almost as long, and I’ve never seen a Little woodwind player in the competition,” stated Larry.
“Okay,” Mrs. Johnson said exasperated. “Yes, it is very unusual for a Little woodwind player to be in the competition. In fact, Cindy may be the first in the camp’s fifty-year history.”
“Ariel threatened Cindy to stay out of the competition because she thought Cindy could win,” Jacob added. “Then when the list for the competition came out, Ariel went to beat her up. We all know Cindy is good, but we have never heard how good she is because we are all playing together. One of our fellow woodwind instrument players was threatened and almost beaten up, just because she might be in the top five or even in the top three. Mike and Marcus are right. It is not fair that Cindy had to face that. None of us stood up against Ariel to defend Cindy. We need to stand together behind everyone in this room in the competition, especially the only Little woodwind player to ever achieve that feat. Cindy, I personally apologize for everything you have been through this summer. I heard Ariel make negative comments about you, but I never said anything.”
“It’s okay,” Cindy said.
“No, it isn’t,” Sally interjected. “It is never okay to put up with teasing and bullying behaviors. I also said nothing to Ariel when I heard her say things. My lack of action made her believe that her views were appropriate. I don’t even want to think about how my silence may have led to your attacks. I am very sorry Cindy.”
“Mrs. Johnson,” Jacob asked? “We just want to hear her play something for us, then we will get to work.”
“It’s okay Mrs. Johnson,” Cindy said as she was unpacking her flute. “I’ll play so you can get back to teaching.”
“Are you sure Cindy,” asked Mrs. Johnson?
“Yeah. It will help me calm down after all that has happened.”
“Okay,” Mrs. Johnson relented. “Quiet down everyone. Cindy, do you know any Flute Solos?”
“I know a few Mrs. Johnson. Would Friedrich Kuhlau’s Fantasy in D Major for Flute Solo be okay?” YouTube link to it being played
Mrs. Johnson raised an eyebrow, “Whatever you know and are comfortable playing dear.”
Cindy positioned the Molly doll on her lap, closed her eyes, and took some deep breaths. Then, Cindy started to play. For eleven minutes, the room was silent, except for the amazing music coming from Cindy’s flute. When she finished, she opened her eyes, and looked around at the standing ovation that she was getting. She blushed. Grabbing the Molly doll, Cindy noticed a group of grown-ups with tablets in their hands, that she did not see in the room before she started to play.
“Impressive,” one of the strange new grown-ups said as he approached. “I am not sure I have ever heard that piece played that well. You, young lady, are quite an impressive player, and you did that without any sheet music. Oh, how I would love to have you in my Symphony Orchestra. Unfortunately, with that talent, I suspect that you will be a solo flute player instead of playing in a Symphony Orchestra in some city. Mr. Elks, you certainly do have some amazing talent at camp this summer. I am sorry Mrs. Johnson, I didn’t mean to interrupt your class, but after hearing that, I just had to compliment the artist. So, Mr. Elks, please tell me that this little cherub is in the competition this summer.”
“Yes, indeed Mr. Frances. This is Cindy. She is one of our contestants this summer. We were not planning on listening to her now but after that solo performance, I am sure you all want to put down your impressions. She is number,” Mr. Elks looked down at his tablet and hit a few buttons. “Fifteen. She is number fifteen on your list.”
With that, the group of unknown grown-ups tapped away at their tablets and then left the room.
“Class, those were the judges for the Best Performer Competition. Mr. Frances is the lead conductor for the Tri-City Symphony Orchestra. I have never heard him give a student such high praise before. I have been on the Tri-City Symphony Orchestra for ten years and rarely have I heard him give anyone such high praise. You all wanted to know if Cindy was capable of being in the top three. Well, you just got your answer. Cindy, thank you for sharing with us. That was an amazing performance. Now everyone, your parents will be here in a few days to hear you play. Let’s get back to work, so we can show them what amazing performers you all are.”
At the end of class, Cindy couldn’t have left even if she tried. Everyone wanted to compliment her on her performance. A group of kids escorted her to her next class, as they asked her everything from her age, to her favorite composer. Some kids even ask the name of her Dolly and the name of her favorite TV shows on Disney Junior.
In every class that morning, the group of judges came into the class quietly, observed a little bit, tapped away on their tablets for a few minutes, and then quietly left.
Cindy however, did not have a quiet morning. It seemed like everyone was greeting her or asking her questions. Although it was all done openly and with real appreciation or curiosity, for a nine year old the instant fame was overwhelming at times.
“Thanks Erin,” Cindy said as they reached the lunch table. “You were tons of help.”
“No problem Cindy,” Erin replied as she sat down in her regular spot. “I sort of felt like a body guard trying to get you through some of those crowds.”
“It has been like that all morning.”
“The speech Mike and Marcus gave really did the job. It appears that everyone wants you to feel welcome and know what it is like to have friends at camp.”
“But I already have friends.”
“You sure do,” Jessica said as she sat down next to Cindy. “And don’t forget it.”
“Hi Jessica,” Cindy gave her a big hug.
“My, oh my,” Jessica hugged back. “That is quite a hug considering it has only been four hours since we last saw each other. Did something happen this morning?”
“Everyone!”
“It appears that everyone wants to be Cindy’s friend,” Erin explained. “She can’t go anywhere without a crowd of people wanting to talk to her or just say hi to her.”
Jessica smiled, “This is a good thing Cindy. Enjoy it.”
“I am real glad I had body guards this morning.”
Erin smiled.
“I needed some body guards this morning too,” Samantha said as she sat down on the other side of Cindy. “Everyone wants to know what I play, how long I have been playing, or just congratulate me on getting into the competition.”
Marcus at that moment sat down in his spot, “That is great Samantha. Sounds like the speech this morning worked then. How about you Cindy?”
“They want to know everything about me,” Cindy took a deep breath and hugged the Molly doll. “What I like, how old I am, even what my favorite color is. Molly here even got a few questions.”
Samantha giggled, “Did she answer them?”
“Of course she did,” Cindy smiled and stood Molly up and made her talk. “I answered all the questions myself. I’m an American Girl. We are famous, so we have lots of loving fans. I am used to that, but Cindy isn’t.”
Samantha giggled again, “Good job Molly, and keep up the good job of helping Cindy.”
“I a great helper,” Cindy made Molly say. “Thanks for letting me help Cindy.”
“No problem, knew you would be good at it.”
With Mr. Elks getting everyone’s attention for announcements, both girls giggled.
When one o’clock came around, the small orchestra collected in their practice room. George was the last to arrive, but he wasn’t the last to enter the room. The competition judges entered right behind him.
“Cindy,” Mr. Frances said. “It is nice to see you again. This is the time we originally had scheduled to observe you and the rest of this little orchestra.”
“Judges, everyone in this room is in the competition. Three out of the five children have won in previous years. That does not disqualify them from winning this year, but I do ask that you look for growth from the last time you judged that individual,” Mr. Elks said. “You have already judged Jessica and Cindy. We are here now to judge George, Samantha, and Marcus. I ask that you keep Marcus’ piano playing a secret for now. He is usually judged on his Rock’n Roll electric guitar playing, and he has chosen this year to be judged on his piano skills. His skills on the piano will be revealed when this group play the final song of Saturday’s concert. Directly after that, we will award the winner of the Best Performer Competition. This group is performing a composition written by Jessica here. She has chosen to conduct the piece, even though she wrote the piano piece for her to play.”
“Actually sir,” Jessica interjected. “This composition was my idea and original draft was written by me, but from there, each member of the group has given input and changes were made.”
“Very honorable of you to say that Jessica,” Mrs. Dulles said. “As an agent, I often see people try to claim other people’s work as their own.”
“Okay everyone,” Mr. Elks stated. “Get your instruments out, and play it through once for the judges. Since we are judging three of you, we may need to be here for a while. This is your time to prepare for the concert. Do what you would normally do. This is a small room, so it is going to be hard to ignore the judges, but try the best you can. Everyone in the top ten will have another chance to individually perform for the judges. Let us hear now, what you can do.”
“Now,” Jessica addressed her orchestra. “We have two days to get this perfect. Yesterday we made minor changes to the composition, and based upon yesterday’s final performance I made some slight changes. Log in to the app and pull up the latest version of the script. Marcus, listen for the pace of Samantha as she finishes her solo, if it is not at the speed of the next section, start at her speed and progress up slowly. An abrupt change of pace, is a negative to the overall composition. George, remember how you did in that final practice yesterday. Tap into those feelings again, you were starting to really move from a technical player to one tapping into their emotions. Let the music flow through you and listen to those around you. You know your part by heart, but remember, our strength is combining all of our abilities to make one amazing performance. Ready, one, two, three. . .”
The music began, with Jessica leading the orchestra through the ebb and flow of the composition. Upon the last note, Jessica directs everyone to take a deep breath, put down their instruments and then stand for the audience. After bows and curtsies, she directs them to sit down and provide feedback. Then after a short discussion, they go through it again. This process is done three times before the judges leave. Once the door was completely closed, Marcus joined Jessica on the conductor’s podium.
“We have now all been judged twice by the judges,” Marcus explained. “There is nothing to do now but wait for results. Jessica, you did a great job bringing us through the last three songs. You are technically not being judged on your conducting skills, but they will take into account what they saw now, when judging you on your overall understanding of music. I see the five of us at the top five, and we go forward with that assumption. The three oldest of us have won before, but if we face reality, one of the two youngest will most likely win. Samantha and Cindy, I want you to know right now, I am okay with any of the five of us winning. None of us older kids will be mad or upset if you win. We make an amazing team, and no matter what happens, we shall always be friends.”
“Cindy,” George asked? “Do you know Mr. Frances from outside of camp?”
“No,” Cindy replied. “The first time I met him was this morning during the woodwind class.”
“I have never heard him talk to anybody,” George stated. “Did he talk to you this morning?”
“Yeah, he said he had never heard anyone play the piece as good as I did.”
Everyone looked at Cindy.
“He said what,” asked Marcus?
“He said he never heard the piece played as good as I did.”
“Well,” Jessica commented. “That means that Cindy has Mr. Frances’ vote. Everyone after they saw you this morning Cindy, will be compared against your performance. I probably don’t have a chance against that comparison.”
“You are all being silly,” Cindy responded. “I am no one special.”
“Cindy!” the group slammed her.
“You are special Cindy,” Marcus commented as he went back to the piano. “Never view yourself in the negative. You have strengths and weaknesses like everyone else. You have a talent, and you are good at it. Everyone in this room is special in their own way.”
“Anyways Cindy,” Samantha said. “I am going to win, so don’t worry.”
With that, the room filled with laughter, after which, Jessica managed to get everyone back to practicing.
After practice, Samantha and Cindy were being escorted to Mr. Elks’ house by George, when they passed a group of kids having a conversation about Marcus.
“Honest, Marcus was a prodigy on the piano when he was little. He could play better than that Jessica kid everyone says is so good on the piano.”
“Eric, stop making up stories. Marcus plays the electric guitar. He is not a classical piano player and he never has been. If you could play the guitar like he can, you would never play another instrument. I have been coming here for years, and I have never heard him play anything but his guitar. He never even talks about an interest or time with other instruments. There is no way he plays the piano.”
“Ellie is older than Marcus, and she says,” Eric started.
“Oh, don’t believe an older teenager like Ellie. She is probably laughing her head off over the tween she tricked into believing such a bazar tale.”
Cindy, Samantha, and George stifled their giggles and ran ahead of the group. When out of ear shot, the three collapsed on the grass in a heap of giggles.
“They won’t believe the truth,” Samantha barely got out through her giggling.
“Not even with Ellie telling them,” George got out. “This is great. Our performance will shock them all.”
“Wonder what they will say when Marcus puts down his guitar and heads for the piano,” Cindy asked?
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“Jessica,” Cindy got out while being dragged behind Jessica.
“Jessica!” Cindy screamed.
Coming to an immediate, and complete stop, Jessica turned to face Cindy. Not prepared for the change in momentum, Cindy slammed straight into Jessica, bringing them both to the ground.
“Jessica!”
“What?”
“Jessica!”
“Okay! Okay! I get it. But Cindy . . .”
“No BUT Jessica. You promised!”
Jessica looked away from Cindy. “I did promise, didn’t I.”
“Yes, you did.”
“I’m working on it. Honest Cindy.”
“I know. It has been a week since you last dragged me off on some wild adventure. Now is not the time. You are scared. It is okay to be scared. Getting angry and running away is not how you should deal with it.”
“I’m not scared.”
“Yeah you are.”
“No, I’m not,” Jessica stood up.
“You are.”
“Am not.”
“Then prove it. Get up on stage with Samantha and me. Sing and dance with us,” Cindy said finally getting up off the ground.
“I would, but I need to practice for the solo performance in front of the judges tomorrow.”
“Pony Poop.”
“Oooooooo, strong words. Someone should wash that potty mouth of yours out with soap.”
“Well if the glass slipper fits,” Cindy retorted back.
“I’m NOT scared!”
“Then let’s go.”
“FINE!”
“Then stop pulling me in the opposite direction,” Cindy yanked at the arm grasped by Jessica.
“FINE!”
When they finally arrived at the Concert Hall, it looked like the whole camp was there. The stage was full of kids warming up their instruments. A complete orchestra was in assembly, and it even had Alfred up getting ready to conduct. The audience was chatting with each other about what they wanted to perform.
Mr. Elks borrowed Alfred’s baton and tapped on the lectern, “Okay everyone. Thank You for coming and supporting the girls. Before they get here, I think you should all practice as a group. Some of you have never played together before and many of you have never been in an orchestra this big. Good Luck.”
Alfred continued from there, “I have conducted the song, Let It Go, a couple of times before, but never with such a big orchestra. Remember, the girls are going to be singing and dancing, so we don’t want the music to drown them out. Keep it soft and gentle. They are just young Littles, probably singing for the first time with an orchestra. This is Open Mic, it doesn’t have to be perfect, but let’s try to give the girls a positive experience to remember.”
With a gesture of his baton, the orchestra started playing.
“I’m not a Little,” Jessica declared! “And I am definitely not a young Little.”
“He was talking about Samantha and me. She’s seven and everyone thinks I am younger than her.”
“Their expecting Littles, not a Tween. You two do it without me.”
“Nope,” Cindy smiled, dragging Jessica towards the stage. “We are going to do it all together, just like we did for Mrs. Elks.”
As the music played, the two of them were silently mouthing the words. When the song was done, Alfred complimented everyone and gave some pointers for improving the next time they played.
“Okay girls,” Alfred said looking over at Jessica, Samantha, and Cindy. “Are you ready?”
“No,” replied Jessica, as Cindy and Samantha, on each side of her, dragged her out onto the stage.
Mike stood up and walked up to the girls.
“Jessica,” Mike said. “You know the rules about Open Mic. These Littles, however, may not fully understand. Cindy and Samantha, Open Mic is a time to just have fun with friends and get used to being up on stage in front of an audience. Nothing has to be perfect, and the first rule is just to have fun. You didn’t get to do this yesterday, so now is your chance to be three giggling girls up on stage together having fun.”
Samantha and Cindy giggled, while Jessica rolled her eyes with a slight smile forming on her face.
“So, Let It Go girls and just have fun,” Mike returned to his seat in the orchestra.
“Okay girls,” Alfred said to the three of them. “Like Mike said, just have fun and let it go. I will try to keep the orchestra at your speed, but since we have never heard you sing, I make no guarantees. Things might be a little bumpy, but don’t worry about it.”
“We won’t Alfred,” Samantha said. “We know that this is Open Mic, and mistakes are okay.”
Alfred smiles, “You got it little one. Let’s do this.”
Alfred turns back to the orchestra and taps on the lectern with his baton.
Looking out at the audience Cindy, Samantha, and Jessica squeeze each other’s hands and smile to the audience. Cindy put the Molly doll sitting down in front of them. She stood up just as the music started.
When the music ends five minutes later, the girls hug each other, jumping up and down in a burst of giggles.
“Impressive everyone,” Mr. Elks said as he joined Alfred at the front of the stage. Looking at the orchestra, “Second time playing together, and it was almost flawless. I have just added this group to the final concert, unless anyone objects.”
Everyone on stage shook their heads back and forth. This was unheard of. Open Mic performances don’t get immediately turned into final concert performances. There was usually only one super large orchestra performance, and it was always classical music. A Disney movie song never got such an honor.
Turning back toward the girls and the audience, Mr. Elks smiled, “Now, we can just have the orchestra playing, but I am willing to have a singer go with the performance. I will not make that decision, we will have auditions for anyone interested. Our voice teacher, Mr. Lamar, will hold auditions tomorrow morning after Breakfast. I will put a sign up sheet by the entrance to the Concert Hall. To be considered, you must have taken a singing class from Mr. Lamar either this summer or a previous summer.”
A murmur erupted throughout the Concert Hall.
Turning back to the orchestra, “Before any of you leave the stage, please make sure I have your name down if you want to perform this song in the final performance. We will do one more practice session tonight after five Open Mic performances, so don’t leave the Concert Hall until after that. I will also have some practice sessions set up once we have a singer chosen.”
Looking at Jessica, Cindy, and Samantha, Mr. Elks got down to eye level with Samantha and Cindy, “You all did a wonderful job, and look at everyone who showed up to support you. I am proud of you for getting up on stage and doing that. I would like to congratulate the three of you for making it into the top ten best performer competition. Samantha and Jessica, tomorrow morning you will be doing individual performances for the judges. Cindy, the judges decided that they didn’t need to hear you play again. Your performance this morning met what they were looking for in a solo performance.”
As Mr. Elks went to get the names of the kids in the orchestra, the girls headed for a spot in the audience.
“Cindy,” Jessica asked? “What did the judges hear you do this morning? I have never heard of anyone not needing to do a solo performance on Friday.”
They came during the Woodwind Class. The rest of the kids in class had convinced Mrs. Johnson to hear me play a solo piece, wondering if I really was as good as others were saying. The judges came in while I was playing my favorite composition.”
The girls stayed until the Littles were told it was time to go back to their dorms. Jessica and Cindy escorted Samantha to her dorm. While saying good-night to each other, Samantha gave Cindy a big hug.
Whispering in Cindy’s ear, “Don’t worry about wetting the bed tonight, just wear a Pull-Up.”
Cindy stood back and looked at Samantha.
“Lots of kids do,” Samantha said in a regular voice before heading inside.
“What do lots of kids do,” Jessica asked?
“Uhhhh, nothing.”
Jessica walked with Cindy to Mr. Elks’ house, “Cindy, thanks for getting me up on stage tonight. It was scary, but fun.”
“Thanks for doing it with us,” Cindy responded. After a moment of silence, Cindy looked away from Jessica and asked, “Do you know who the other transgender kid is here at camp?”
“What?”
“Mike said there was another transgender kid at camp. I was wondering if you knew who it was?”
“Sorry, No.”
“Well, it was worth a try. It would have been nice to meet someone else who was transgender. I may never get another chance in my life.”
The girls continued in silence.
When they reached Mr. Elks house, Jessica wished Cindy a good night’s sleep, and then headed off in thought.
When Cindy picked up her nighty, she found a girl’s Goodnite underneath. It had been just under a year since she last wore a Goodnite to bed. Back then she wore boy ones, but just like the one in front of her, she knew a Goodnite, boy or girl, was just a baby Pull-Up with a different name so big kids didn’t feel like they were wearing baby training pants. She wasn’t a baby. Was she? Cindy knew that once Mom found out she was wetting during the day and at night, she would be back in actual baby diapers at night, and wearing either baby diapers or Goodnites during the day, or as Mommy called them, “baby Pull-Ups Training Pants.”
Looking down at Ariel looking back at her from the Goodnite, Cindy wasn’t sure if she should put it on or not. She figured she would never have another chance to wear a girl’s Goodnite, even if Mom put her back in Goodnites at home, they would be yucky boy’s Goodnites with some boy superhero on them. Samantha was right, lots of kids at camp wear Goodnites to bed. Not many my age, but even some her age wore Goodnites to bed every night.
“What should I do?” Cindy looked over to her bed where the Molly Doll and her stuffed Panda lay on the pillow. “Mrs. Elks said I don’t have to wear it, but . . .”
Cindy picks up the Goodnite with Ariel on it and puts it on. After getting her nighty on, she went over to play with the doll house.
“Time for bed Cindy,” Barbara said as she entered the room at 8pm.
Cindy put the doll in her hand in the doll house bed, “Nighty Night Mary Sue.”
Climbing into bed, Barbara came over and tucked under the covers Cindy, Molly, and the stuffed Panda bear.
“I noticed you chose to wear a Goodnite tonight. If you wake up wet in the middle of the night, there are more in your top dresser drawer. There are baby wipes to clean yourself up with in the top drawer in the bathroom, and just put the Goodnite in the trash under the sink in the bathroom.”
“Okay Mrs. Elks, I mean Barbara.”
“Good Night, sleep tight, and don’t let the,” Barbara put a big smile on her face as she approached Cindy with wiggling fingers. “Don’t let the bed bugs bite.”
Cindy giggled as she was tickled right under her chin.
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Cindy was glad that the bed was dry in the morning, but disappointed that the Goodnite was not. After cleaning herself up with a baby wipe, she looked at the panties and Goodnites in the drawer. She considered putting on a Goodnite but chose panties instead.
“No Molly, wearing a Goodnite during the day will not make me a baby, but I am a big girl. I made it through the day yesterday without an accident. I will try to do it again today. If I can stay dry in the day the rest of camp, maybe Mommy will not make me wear them during the day when I get home. Yeah, I know Panda Bear, no matter what she will put me in “Baby Pull-Up Training Pants” during the day, and diapers at night. Don’t worry. I will not make either of you wear diapers or training pants.”
Cindy put a dress on and finished getting ready for the day. Before heading out of the room, she gave her Panda Bear a big hug.
“Cindy,” Barbara said as Cindy entered the living room. “The top five Best Performers will be here during the time you have been watching shows on Disney Junior. If you are not in the top five, you can not be here at that time in the afternoon.”
“Okay,” Cindy said as she headed straight for the front door without stopping or looking at anyone. “Ready to go Mr. Elks?”
As they walked out the front door, Mr. Elks looked down at Cindy holding the Molly doll in one hand and the backpack over her shoulder. “Are you okay Cindy?”
“Yeah, No, I don’t know.”
“What’s the matter?”
“I . . . I’m scared.”
Mr. Elks stopped and knelt down to Cindy’s level. He took her two hands and looked her right in the eyes. “What are you scared of Cindy?”
“Saturday.”
“Are you worried about the concert?”
“No, that would be silly. When I play, I can block out everything and just enjoy playing. Audiences don’t worry me when I play my flute, especially when I am Cindy. The woodwind group has it’s piece down perfectly, and Jessica’s small orchestra piece is really fun to perform.”
“Sounds like the concert will be the easy part of the day for you, so what has you worried about Saturday?”
Cindy looked down at her Frozen sneakers. In a voice barely above a whisper she says, “Mommy.”
“Oh,” Mr. Elks smiled at Cindy. “You don’t think she is going to be happy that you have been Cindy at camp?”
“Not happy? She will be mad. Then the bed and pant wetting, she will be furious. After what she did last time, I am scared of what she will do when she finds out about camp.”
“Those are some really scary things to be worried about,” Mr. Elks said squeezing Cindy’s hands. “As I told you on Monday, you can be Cindy at the concert, but if you want to be Frank, I will understand. Your friends will understand too.”
“I don’t want to be Frank. I never want to be Frank. No matter what I do, I will be in trouble, so I might as well be Cindy for as long as possible.”
“That makes a lot of sense.”
“It doesn’t matter anyways. Mommy will see me before the concert, and she will not let me play in the concert. I just haven’t figured out how to tell Jessica and the others in the group that. My Mom will wreck everything. Jessica was really excited about getting her piece picked for the last performance of the concert. The others in the group also view it as a great honor to play in that position. I will wreck everything, causing them not to be able to do dat.”
“Cindy, they all know that your Mom is not going to be happy about seeing you as Cindy. Remember that we all worked together to make sure Marcus understood this before he joined Jessica’s orchestra. They all helped convince Marcus that your Mom might stop the performance and pull you off the stage. They know it can happen, and they will not be mad at you if it does. I will do whatever I can to make sure you get to perform Saturday. I want your little orchestra to perform their song just as much as you do. I have never had such a talented group of performers up on stage working together. Now, the first thing I can do is to make sure your parents don’t see you before the concert. Parents are told to come for the concert and then they can take the kids home. A lot of parents never see their kids before the concert, and this year I will make sure your parents don’t see you.”
“Really? They won’t see me until I am on stage?”
“Yup,” Mr. Elks said smiling at Cindy. “Does that make you feel a little better?”
“A little.”
“That is great,” Mr. Elks said standing back up. “I hear they have pancakes for breakfast with warm maple syrup. Will that help a little too?”
With a smile Cindy replied, “Yeah, a little.”
The two of them walked to the cafeteria, talking about Open Mic last night.
“Quiet everyone,” Mr. Elks said trying to quiet the cafeteria down for announcements. “We have our top ten in the Best Performer Competition. The Judges will hear them play individually this morning, and at lunch we will post the top five. Those individuals will have dinner tonight at my house with the judges and my wife’s amazing cooking. The Top Performer will be announced at the end of the concert tomorrow. They get a trophy to go home with, their name on this decade’s Performer’s Cup, free tuition for camp next year, and a special gift.”
The room erupted into chatter as most looked over at the Performer’s Cup at the entrance to the Cafeteria.
Once everyone was quieted down again, “I have posted the order of tomorrow’s concert. Some of you have already noticed that the location of the Orchestra and Singing performance of, Let It Go, is listed as TBA. For those that do not know, TBA stands for ‘To Be Announced.’ Until the singing is picked, we could not determine when to do the performance. Mr. Lamar has looked over the audition list for the singing of the song and will pull people this morning to audition. Any questions about the singing or rehearsals once the singer is picked, should be directed to Mr. Lamar.”
Mr. Elks stood and smiled at everyone as he waited for everyone to calm down again, “The winner of the coveted Final Performance Position goes to Jessica. She has created an original piece of music and put together a group to perform it. Let’s give her a round of applause for winning the competition.”
The room erupted into clapping and whistling. Jessica’s face was a bright red.
When the room was quiet again, Mr. Elks continued, “Jessica please come up here. We are going to be doing something different this year. In the past, the few trophies awarded were given between performances at the concert. To allow for more groups to perform, we are changing things this year. Jessica is only the first to receive a trophy today. Others will be awarded to individuals in the various specialty classes. It is not easy to get a trophy at camp, and you need to congratulate everyone who does earn one. Only the best has an opportunity to attend this camp, so only the best of the best get trophies. If you have earned one in the past, it is even harder to get one again. As I have stated before, age is not important at this camp, it is all on skill. From our youngest camper Elizabeth, to our oldest Jacob, you are all amazing artists. You come here to improve your music skills. Not to earn trophies. Everyone here can now play better than when they arrived. Congratulations. That means you worked hard to improve your skills. Jessica, with this trophy, I award you for amazing growth as a composition writer. And with that, I say, Let’s Eat!”
As someone from each table went in to get the food, the conversation level in the room flared up. Jessica returned to the table holding a trophy with a music note on top.
Everyone was admiring Jessica’s trophy when Marcus caught the attention of the table, “I earned that trophy my first year hear. I have tried to earn it every year since but have failed. I think it is one of the hardest trophies to earn at camp. Congratulations Jessica. Good Job.”
“Thanks Marcus,” Jessica said blushing. “That means a lot coming from you.”
As Eleanor returned with the food, Mr. Elks approached the table. “Since most of the people in the top ten Best Performer Competition are sitting at this table, here is the order that the judges will be calling people to do their solo performances. We will be in the Concert Hall. George, you are first, so right after breakfast report to the Concert Hall.”
Erin stopped Mr. Elks as he was starting to walk away, “Sir, why are there only nine names on this list? Aren’t all of the top ten getting to perform solo performances for the judges?”
“The tenth person has already performed for the judges,” and with that Mr. Elks turned and walked away.
Erin turned to the table with a questioning look. She examined the list again, “Cindy! Cindy, your name is not on the list. Did you make it into the top 10?”
“Yeah.”
“When did you do a solo performance for the judges?”
Eleanor responded, “Oh she did one alright. It was amazing. You should have heard her play the piece. It was a long one too, at least ten minutes long. The judges came in just as she started playing the composition. The room was silent the whole time, and then she got a standing ovation. Just amazing for such a little girl to do. Us older kids in the woodwind class didn’t really believe someone so young could be as good as Marcus and Mr. Elks had said Cindy was, but no one questioned it after her performance. Then, the most amazing thing happened. Mr. Frances, you know the silent judge, actually went up and complimented Cindy. He never says anything during judging. The only time I have ever heard him talk is at the top five dinner Mr. Elks gives. From what some of the instructors say, he rarely talks to them and they are in the Tri-City Orchestra he conducts. Not only did he talk to Cindy, but he said that she played the piece better than anyone he had ever heard play the piece. Cindy is an amazing flute player. I knew my chances of winning the Best Performer competition were gone as soon as I heard Cindy play. But to be honest, if she can play that good, she deserves to win.”
“Mr. Frances complimented Cindy?” Erin gasped. “Oh boy! You must really be good Cindy.”
“She is good, and Samantha is also outstanding,” Marcus added. “For the first time in the camp’s history, there could be two Littles in the top three and possibly in the top two. A little hasn’t won the Best Performer competition since I did years ago, but I bet either Cindy or Samantha win this year.”
“You guys are all crazy,” Cindy responded. “Some of you have been playing twice as long as I have. There is no way I can beat you teenagers.”
“Cindy!” Jessica, Marcus, George, and Samantha said together.
Jessica glared at Cindy, “We have talked about this Cindy. No cutting yourself down. You are a good flute player Cindy and accept the fact that you can be better than people older than you.”
“And Cindy, don’t worry about winning,” Samantha stated. “As I said before, I am going to win this year.”
“That would be funny,” George commented, “If it wasn’t coming from you Samantha.”
Samantha smiled before putting a syrup drenched piece of pancake into her mouth.
“Amazing,” Axel said to Marcus. “As rock stars we get all the screaming fans, yet we never manage to win the Best Performer Competition. Now you are telling me that two Littles, barely out of diapers, are going to blow away everyone at camp. They are what, six-year-olds?”
Marcus shrugged his shoulders, “Sorry Dude.”
Axel then turned to Samantha and Cindy, “I have worked very hard to be as good as I am on the electric guitar. You two, however, have real talent. A gift that you were born with. Amazing. We have been protecting the two of you for the last week, but I never knew how talented you really were. Yeah, Marcus told me, but it just seemed so unbelievable. I thought I was just making sure two cute little girls didn’t get hurt. Now I know. I know that I was a body guard for a famous musician. Thanks for giving me that honor.”
“We’re not famous,” Samantha declared.
“No little Princess, you’re not famous yet, but you will be known all over the world someday. You may even go down in history like Beethoven or Elvis,” Axel stated. “And to think, I knew you when you put Sophia the First stickers on your violin.”
“Well, she is a Disney Princess,” Samantha stated.
“Yes, a Princess just like you,” Axel said smiling at Samantha.
Samantha blushed.
At camp, few knew about Frank’s life, but that is all that Cindy could think of as she headed off to the Woodwind Class. She would soon be home and have to be Frank again. Probably never getting to be Cindy again ever in her life. She enjoyed this week as Cindy. She was just one of the girls. She could not recall any time in Franks life that he had as much fun as she was having with Samantha and Jessica. Even playing with his best friend at home, he was always a boy in a girl’s world. Here she was just a girl out in the world. The flute playing was even more fun. She didn’t understand it, but she really did play better as Cindy. Would she be able to go back to being Frank? Could she ever enjoy playing the flute as Frank after experiencing the exhilaration of flute playing as Cindy? With only one day left as Cindy, one day left to exist, she took a deep breath and walked into class.
Cindy walked over to her chair and started to unpack her flute. With the Molly doll on her lap, she prepared for class.
“Class,” Mrs. Johnson said with a raised voice. “Can I please have everyone’s attention.”
The room quieted down as everyone looked up at Mrs. Johnson.
“I give two awards every year,” Mrs. Johnson continued. “One for the best Woodwind player and one for the most improved.”
“That is not fair,” Timmy said. “Cindy earns both of those.”
“Well, she deserves them both,” Wes said.
“Think about it Timmy,” Sally added. “Cindy played that flute solo better than adults could. Mr. Frances said so after hearing her. I bet none of us could have impressed Mr. Frances the way she did. Eleanor may be in the top ten with her, but we all know that Cindy is even better than Eleanor. Sorry to say that Eleanor, you are very good, but Cindy is better.”
“Don’t worry about it Sally,” Eleanor responded. “I agree with you. Cindy is special. We all know she is the best Woodwind player here.”
Cindy grabbed the Molly doll and held tight.
JoAnne was the next to add her view, “There is no question that Cindy is the best here, and there really is no question that she is also the most improved. Frank was good last week, but never played like Cindy does. He was technically perfect, but no emotions. He was no where near the best Woodwind player in the room. Now, however, Cindy is. That means, she is the best and the most improved.”
There was agreement throughout the room.
“Well,” Mrs. Johnson interjected. “Cindy it appears that the class feels that you deserve both awards.”
“Uh,” Cindy looked around at the other students. “I can’t get both awards. One or the other, but not both. Timmy is right, it isn’t fair.”
“That is very mature of you Cindy,” Mrs. Johnson stated. “I have never given one student both awards, and I really had not planned on starting this year.”
“Good,” Cindy responded.
“I will agree with the kids though,” Mrs. Johnson continued. “You do deserve both awards. I struggled with which one to give you and which to give someone else. I decided to give you the Best Woodwind Player trophy. Please come up here and get it.”
Cindy, with Molly in her hands, went up to get the trophy. It had a Flute on top. The kids all clapped as she got it.
“For the Most Improved,” Mrs. Johnson said. “I had a lot to choose from. You all have improved. Frank is not the same person as Cindy, so I couldn’t give Cindy the Most Improved. This year I decided to give it to our youngest player.”
“So, Cindy gets it,” John said.
“No,” Cindy declared. “I am definitely not the youngest here. Believe it or not, I am nine years old.”
“Nine?” several of the kids asked at once.
“Yes, nine years old. I am just small for my age,” Cindy said with a smile.
“Potty, Potty, Potty,” Suzy said as she jumped up and ran for the bathroom.
“She is the youngest here,” Cindy announced as Suzy ran out the door. “She is six, going into 1st grade when school begins.”
“That is quite correct Cindy,” Mrs. Johnson said. “She is also the one that has earned the most improved. She could play when she arrived at camp, but she didn’t know how to play her instrument with others. Now she is part of the group, and no one would know that last week was the first time she played as part of a group. That makes her the most improved.”
When Suzy came back into the room everyone started clapping.
“It’s not that big of a deal that I made it to the potty in time,” Suzy said. “I almost always do.”
“No Suzy,” Cindy said through her giggles. “You are the winner of the Most Improved Award.”
“Oh, that makes more sense. Wow, I won a trophy?”
Suzy went up to Mrs. Johnson and got her trophy. Like mine, it had her instrument on top, a bassoon.
After practicing their piece for the concert, Mrs. Johnson had a special treat. She had a collection of various Woodwind Instruments that were actually made of wood. No one had ever seen a Saxophone made out of wood before. Among the other campers we did have a wide variety of unique instruments. Suzy played a Mini-Bassoon. Before seeing her Bassoon, most of the kids in the class had never seen a mini-bassoon. Wes had a purple Clarinet and Eleanor’s Oboe was pink. Timmy’s Piccolo was florescent orange. Sally played something called a Cor Anglais, which somehow was see-through. Mrs. Johnson also brought a stone flute, a ney, a double bassoon, a pan flute, a Native American Drone Flute, and bag pipes. There was even a saxophone played by a former United States President named Bill Clinton.
No one was paying that much attention to the adults who were sporadically entering the room. That is, no one until Cindy loudly blurted out, “Oh my God, it is Candie Cramer!”
The room fell silent as everyone looked over towards the collection of adults.
“What?” Eleanor declared. “That’s Matthew Dine, principal oboist at the American Ballet Theater orchestra.”
“Jess Gillam!” Abigail shrieked.
“No way!” proclaimed Jacob. “That’s Milan Turkovic.”
“Isn’t that Richard Stoltzman from Sesame Street,” asked Suzy?
“Richard Stoltzman! He isn’t on Sesame Street,” Wes corrected. “He is a world famous clarinet player, and yes, that is him.”
“Actually,” Mr. Stoltzman interjected. “I have played on Sesame Street and Mr. Rogers. That was a long time ago though, I am surprised someone so young knows about it. Did you guys know, Mr. Rogers played the clarinet?
“See, I told you so,” Suzy rebutted.
“World famous clarinet player and the first kid to recognize me, knows me from Sesame Street. I wonder what that says about my career,” Mr. Stoltzman stated.
“Probably that the rest of us should get on Sesame Street,” Miss Gillam replied.
“That’s Gareth Davies,” Larry Stated. “I’ve watched some of his Master Classes on YouTube.”
“And that’s Martin Frost,” Oscar said in aww. “The Martin Frost.”
“Well,” Mrs. Johnson said in a fashion to quiet the room down and get everyone’s attention. “It is nice to know that my students know their celebrities. I see the group of you are good at searching YouTube, and apparently watching Sesame Street. This year, I wanted to give you all a special treat. Celebrity woodwind players all in one place doesn’t happen very often. They all have offered to be on a panel to answer any questions you have. As a special reward, our two trophy winners, can ask one of our guests to play a song for us.”
“All of these individuals are known throughout the world as experts with their instruments. Our youngest guest is only in her early 20’s, Jess Gillam. She is from the United Kingdom and known for her classical Saxophone playing.” Link to Jess Gillam's web page
“Candie Cramer is a flutist from Baltimore, Maryland. Like Cindy, she is transgender.”
“Which one is Cindy,” Miss Cramer asked?
Cindy raised her hand, and Miss Cramer smiled back.
“Next to her we have Gareth Davies, from England. He plays the flute and the piccolo, is Principal Flutist with the London Symphony Orchestra, and teaches woodwind classes around the world,” Mrs. Johnson gestures towards Mr. Davies. “Yes, he can also be found on YouTube, like most of our guests. Mr. Davies was also part of the 2012 Olympics Opening Ceremony.” Link to Gareth Davies web page
“Then we have Matthew Dine, Principal Oboist at the American Ballet Theater orchestra, Co-Principal Oboist of the Orpheus Chamber Orchestra. After some nerve damage, he started a second career as a Freelance Culture Photographer for the New York Times. He takes impressive pictures of musicians. As an Oboist, he has played on Broadway, as well as various Symphony and Ballet Orchestras around the United States. Now, during performances, he will play the Oboe and take pictures. Yes, take pictures in-between his times playing the Oboe during a concert. On a strange note, he decided to play the oboe after seeing a picture of it in the dictionary at age 15, before this he had never heard an oboe played.” Link to Matt Dine's web page
“Richard Stoltzman is a Clarinet player and Cordon Blue trained pastry chef. He was born in Nebraska, but grew up in San Francisco, California and Cincinnati, Ohio. He currently lives in Massachusetts. He is a two-time Grammy Award winner and known for playing across many different genres. He plays classical, jazz, and contemporary music. I especially like his Jazz playing. I didn’t know this, but Suzy apparently did, he has been a world-famous actor on Sesame Street.”
The room burst into laughter.
“No, I am serious,” Mrs. Johnson said. “Sesame Street is seen around the world. They invite professionals on the show all the time and have since they started in 1969. All types of professional musicians have been on the show. It is a great way to expose the younger generation to music and different instruments. They not only hear the music, but they get to see the instruments. Never look down on someone for appearing on Sesame Street. In fact, I would view it as a great honor. You have to be pretty good to be asked to appear on the show.”
Both Suzy and Mr. Stoltzman smiled at Mrs. Johnson. Link to Richard Stoltzman's web page
“We have Milan Turkovic,” Mrs. Johnson continued. “Migrated from Croatia, in the former Yugoslavia to Austria. He currently resides in Vienna, Austria. He is a world renown Bassoon Soloist and Conductor in Orchestras around the world. He was one of the first, if not the first, to take the bassoon from just a Symphony Orchestra instrument, to one that a musician could also be a soloist on.” Link to Milan Turkovic's web page
“Last, but not least, we have word renowned Swedish Clarinetist and Conductor Martin Frost,” Mrs. Johnson introduced the final adult standing on the side of the room. “He is known for his worldwide collaborations. In 2014, he received the Léonie Sonning Music Prize, one of the world’s highest musical honors. He was the first clarinetist to get the award. He also has a long-term association with Buffet Crampon. For those of you who do not know the company Buffet Crampon, they make high end woodwind instruments. He has been playing the clarinet since age eight. He started on the violin at age five. Link to Martin Frost's web site
“Now I turn to our two award winners. Who would you like to hear play? Cindy I will give you the first choice,” Mrs. Johnson smiled in anticipation of her answer.
Holding onto the Molly doll tightly, Cindy smiles and examines the Woodwind celebrities in the room. “I would love some of Mr. Stoltzman’s pastries and hear Mr. Davies on the Flute. I don’t know however how I can turn down a chance to hear Candie Cramer play in person. After hearing her play that Star Wars song for Oprah on YouTube, I have wanted to meet her.”
“Oh sweetie,” Miss Cramer responded. “Since I heard about you earlier this week, I have wanted to meet you. Mrs. Johnson has promised me some time with just the two of us. Let’s hear Mr. Davies play, and I will play a personal song for you later.”
“For such a cute little girl, I am sorry I don’t have some pastries to share,” Mr. Stoltzman said.
“Now, I haven’t heard this Star Wars performance,” Mr. Davies said. “What did you play?”
“I did the Carina band from first Star Wars in the 1970’s.”
“Now that I have to hear,” Mr. Davies said. “The first orchestra I heard was in that movie when I was about eight years old, and I actually got to perform for some of the more recent Star Wars movies. Sorry Mrs. Johnson, I think two of us will have to play for this little darling. First, let’s hear Miss Cramer play this Star Wars song.”
Candie Cramer played the piece, followed by a standing ovation from the students. Link to Miss Cramer playing Star Wars Carina band song
Mr. Davies then turned to Cindy, “So little darling, what instrument do you play?”
“I play the flute sir,” Cindy responded.
“She just won the Best Woodwind Performer at camp this summer,” Eleanor said. “And she has a excellent chance of winning the Best Performer competition for the whole camp this summer. She is really good at the flute.”
“My, oh, my,” Mr. Davies got down on his knees in front of Cindy.
Mrs. Johnson added, “Yesterday she played the best performance of Friedrich Kuhlau’s Fantasy for Flute Solo that I have ever heard, and that our Tri-City Orchestra conductor Mr. Frances had ever heard. To top it all off, she did it all from memory with no sheet music. She really is quite a gifted flutist.”
“I would love to hear that, but first, let’s do something a little more fun. There are a few Disney songs that are good for a Flute Duet. Hmmmmm,” Mr. Davies looked at Cindy from head with Frozen hair clip, to toe, or better put, Frozen sneakers. “I see you like Frozen. How would you like to do a Let It Go duet with me?”
“Sure,” Cindy said with a big smile. “You mean I get to play a song with you?”
“Yes Cindy,” Mr. Davies chuckled. “I would be honored to play a song with you.”
Mr. Davies went over to his bag. He pulled out a tablet, where he tapped on a few things and then handed it to Cindy where she saw the sheet music for Let It Go for Duo. While she looked it over, Mr. Davies put together his flute and started to warm up. Cindy went and got her flute. She put the Molly doll sitting down on her chair and joined Mr. Davies up front to play for the class.
The two of them played, Let It Go, together. Link to Let It Go flute duet
“You play very nicely Cindy,” Mr. Davies said. “I would love to hear you play Friedrich Kuhlau’s Fantasy for Flute Solo, but while we were playing, I noticed that you play an Eastar Beginner’s Flute. It is a rather cheap flute and one that children often learn on. How would you like to play the piece with my flute?”
“What?” Cindy looked at Mr. Davies in shock.
“Why don’t we go out in the hall and give you some time to get used to the flute before you play. The other award winner can have her choice to hear someone play.”
“My turn,” Suzy announced. “I play the Bassoon so I want to hear Mr. Turvic.”
Mr. Turkovic laughed, “That would be Turk-o-vic. I would love to play for you. Did I hear correctly that you earned the most improved award this summer.”
“Yeah! See,” Suzy said holding up the trophy.
At this point, Cindy and Mr. Davies left the room and entered the hallway.
“Cindy,” Mr. Davies started. “You have been playing on a flute that costs less than a hundred dollars.”
“I’ve asked for a better one from Santa, but I didn’t get it.”
“That is okay. His elves don’t always make the best flutes anyways. Sometimes we need to go to professional flute makers.”
“I hear the professional flutes are made of gold or silver.”
“That is right. I don’t like the all gold flutes, but some people do. The all silver flutes in my opinion are not always the best when playing in an orchestra. Currently I use one that is a combination of Gold and Silver. It has ‘Stealth Gold’ inside the tube, but is Silver on the outside. It also has a gold lip. It is something that works for me. In time, you will find what works for you. Now, this is going to be a bit heavier than the flute you have been playing.”
Cindy holds out her hands palms up and Mr. Davies puts it in her hands. She examines the flute and gets a feel for the added weight. She fingers a few of the keys, trying to get used to it. Her flute has closed holes, but this one didn’t. Slowly she brings it up to her mouth and plays a few notes.
“Have you ever played on an Open Hole flute before Cindy?”
“A few times,” Cindy said trying to reposition her fingers on the holes. “My music teacher back home says they will become easier as I grow up and get bigger hands.”
“That is why most student flutes are Closed Hole. For such a little girl, you have pretty good fingering. Here, bend your wrist a little this way,” Mr. Davies says guiding Cindy’s wrist. “It will make it easier to reach that key.”
Cindy practiced a little with her wrist in the new position. Then she closed her eyes and played a lullaby she enjoyed.
“That was lovely Cindy,” Mr. Davies admired. “You have that fingering almost perfect. I agree with your teacher, once your hands grow a little, it will be a lot easier to get the fingering just right. If you ever do get a professional flute, they come with a cork on the six open hole keys. You can leave in the cork on the ones you struggle with due to your smaller hands.”
“Oh no Mr. Davies,” Cindy declared. “I would not do that. With effort I can properly cover up all the keys, so I would want to play that way.”
“For a seven-year-old, you certainly have a determined view on this.”
“Actually, I’m nine,” Cindy proudly stated. “I am just small for my age.”
“I am corrected,” Mr. Davies bowed his head. “Sorry for the mistake.”
Just then Mrs. Johnson stuck her head out the door, “We’re ready for you whenever you’re ready.”
Cindy headed for the door, followed by Mr. Davies.
“Okay class,” Mrs. Johnson said. “You have all heard Cindy play this on her flute, a flute that probably costs about one hundred dollars. This is a professional flute she will be playing on now that probably costs over $25,000.”
Cindy looked up at Mr. Davies who was nodding to confirm that statement.
“This flute also has holes on six of the keys, requiring fingering to be perfect. Cindy is used to playing on a flute with closed holes. She is about to attempt a very difficult piece of music on an instrument she has never played on before. No one expects her to do it perfectly but let’s be quiet for her.”
Cindy stood in front of the group. She looked over to the Molly doll sitting on her chair, smiling at her. Cindy smiled back. She took some deep breaths and closed her eyes. Slowly, with her eyes still closed, she brought the flute up to her mouth and started to play. Other than a few squeaks due to her fingers not always being perfectly placed over those holes, it was beautifully played. The students noticed the richer and smoother music that came out on the professional flute over the student one she had played yesterday. When she finished, she was given a standing ovation.
“Impressive indeed,” Mr. Davies said.
“I agree,” the two conductors Martin Frost and Milan Turkovic said in unison. They then looked at each other with a knowing look.
“I know that look,” Mr. Davies said. “They each want you to play for them in a concert. They are figuring out how they can get you before the other one snatches you up. Conductors can be very possessive. When they want you this bad, make sure you get something good out of it, like maybe that professional flute that Santa didn’t bring you.”
Just then the door opened, and Marcus entered the room, “Mrs. Johnson, the judges want to see Eleanor.”
“Eleanor, go see the judges in the Concert Hall for your solo performance,” Mrs. Johnson stated. “And please tell Mrs. Dulles that Cindy will need a professional agent and ask her to come here when she is done judging the top ten competition.”
“And you two,” Mr. Davies said looking at the two conductors. “She will need time on that flute before she plays it for you in a concert, so she will need it before she actually performs for you.”
“Well,” Mrs. Johnson interrupted. “Let’s get this panel started. I am sure the students have lots of questions for you.”
The questions were varied from finding out about the different individuals experiences, to the different types of instruments each of them has played in addition to the one they are most famous for performing on. Mrs. Johnson expected the few questions about photography and pastry making, but she didn’t expect Timmy to ask what Mister Rogers was like, or for Suzy to ask who was more fun to be with; Tully or Oscar the Grouch.
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Cindy at Music Camp By Teek Chapter 14 |
When it was time for everyone to switch classes, Mrs. Johnson had Cindy stay behind.
“Cindy, I told you that I would give you some time with Candie Cramer. The room across the hall will be empty for the next hour. You and Miss Cramer can go in there and talk. I am sure you have a lot of questions for her. There will be one more student joining you in a few minutes. Don’t worry, from what I have heard, You want to meet the other student just as much as wanting to meet Miss Cramer.”
Cindy and Candie Cramer went across the hall, with the other guest speakers staying behind to do another panel discussion with the next class.
“Okay Cindy,” Miss Cramer said once they were alone. “From what I have been told you are a transgender little girl who has faced some challenges this summer. I don’t know much more than that. I am amazed that you have the courage to be yourself at camp. I never could have pulled that off at your age.”
Cindy started out by telling Miss Cramer about her friend’s birthday party and what Mom did when things were discovered. She told about Jessica, and the small orchestra that was created. During the discussion of what Ariel did this last week, Miss Cramer gave Cindy a lot of sympathetic hugs. Then Miss Cramer told Cindy about a bully she faced as a kid.
Then there was a knock at the door, and it slowly opened. A teenager entered the room, “Sorry to interrupt, but Mrs. Johnson said there was someone in here I would want to meet. She said you were expecting me. Oh, it’s you Cindy.”
Cindy looked up at the pretty teenage girl. She had seen her before but didn’t know her name.
“Are you Tanya,” Miss Cramer asked?
“Yes, and you are?”
“I am Candie Cramer, a transgender flutist.”
“Really,” Tanya said in surprise. “Now that is really cool.”
“You appear to know Cindy here, but Cindy, do you know Tanya?”
Cindy hugged the Molly Doll tight, “No.”
“Well, I think it is time that the two of you were formally introduced. I guess the whole camp knows Cindy’s secret. Tanya, is it okay if Cindy learns your secret?”
Tanya nodded her head
“Cindy,” Miss Cramer looked at Cindy and took one of her hands. “This is Tanya. The two of you were invited to meet personally with me, since you are both transgender, like I am.”
Cindy looked at Tanya and then back at Miss Cramer, “Really? She’s the other camper who is transgender?”
“That is what I have been told,” Miss Cramer said.
“You knew there was another transgender camper?” Tanya inquired.
“Yeah, Mike told me there was another camper, but he never told me who it was. He did say that you wished that you could have been yourself when you were my age,” Cindy looked at Tanya with a questioning glance.
“Oh yes, I sure do. Mike would know that too. He is one of the few kids at camp who know my secret. He was my roommate our first year at camp. I missed a chance to play with other little girls and wear pretty dresses. I never got to play with dolls or bounce around with my hair up in pigtails. I think it is really cool that you get to. Sorry I didn’t introduce myself sooner, but I have learned to be very cautious about who I reveal my identity to.”
“I understand. Threat of punishment didn’t mean anything to Ariel once she found out that I was transgender,” Cindy recalled.
Cindy and Tanya asked Candie all sorts of questions about being a musician and transgender. They wanted to know if someone really could be publicly transgender and a professional musician. About ten minutes before the hour was up, there was another knock on the door.
Mrs. Dulles entered the room, “Cindy, it is my understanding that you need an agent to represent you?”
“You need a what,” Tanya questioned?
“Yes Mrs. Dulles,” Cindy responded. “Apparently there are two conductors who want me to perform with their orchestras.”
“What,” Tanya kept looking back and forth between Cindy and Mrs. Dulles.
“Actually Cindy, you have three conductors who want you,” replied Mrs. Dulles. “Mr. Frances would also like you to perform with his orchestra.”
“But I am just nine.”
“Oh, sweet heart, age has nothing to do with it. It is all based upon your talent, and from what I have seen, you definitely have the talent to perform with any orchestra around the world.”
“What?” Tanya expressed again looking at the three other individuals in the room.
“Do you want to go to a private room to talk,” Mrs. Dulles inquired?
“It is okay, Tanya and Candie can be here.”
“We will need to get your mom and dad involved,” Mrs. Dulles said. “But first, I must ask you one question. Do you want to do this?”
“I thought Mr. Davies was kidding when he said they wanted me to perform. I guess they weren’t. Mr. Davies did say I should get something good out of this, like a professional flute.”
“I have never negotiated for that before, but I don’t see why we can’t ask.”
“Santa didn’t bring me one for Christmas, and I will need one, if I am going to be playing in a professional orchestra,” Cindy said. “I have a cheap student one, and my playing sounded so much nicer when I played on Mr. Davies flute.”
“Skill and a professional instrument do make a lovely sound,” Candie Cramer added. “And you did play quite amazingly with Mr. Davies’ flute.”
“Okay, then I will contact your Mom and Dad, before I go any further.”
“But Mrs. Dulles,” Cindy added. “I need you to wait before contacting my parents.”
“Why Cindy?” inquired Mrs. Dulles.
“They do not know I am Cindy at Camp and will be super dooper mad when they find out,” Cindy replied with a quiver in her voice.
“Oh my,” Mrs. Dulles stated. “Super Dooper mad is not good.”
Cindy looked over at Candie Cramer and then at Tanya, “Mrs. Dulles?”
“Yes, Cindy?”
“Can I hire you to negotiate one more thing for me,” Cindy hugged the Molly doll tight.
“I don’t see why not,” Mrs. Dulles responded.
Taking a deep breath, Cindy looked straight at Mrs. Dulles, “I want to do this as Cindy. Mommy will not allow that. I want the deal to be that Cindy plays, not Frank.”
Candie gave Cindy a hug.
“Is that a deal breaker?” Mrs. Dulles inquired.
Cindy closed her eyes and hugged the Molly doll. With a look at Tanya and Candie, “Yes.”
“You know your parents might say no to that and then . . .”
“I know Mrs. Dulles, but Cindy can play much better than Frank. The conductors want Cindy up on stage, not Frank. They have never heard Frank play, and . . . I don’t want them to.”
“Okay,” Mrs. Dulles smiled. “My client is Cindy then, not Frank.”
“Then, I definitely don’t want you to talk with my parents until after the concert tomorrow. If my Mom finds out that I have been Cindy at camp, she might just drive up and get me before the concert begins.”
“If I promise not to bring up Cindy or Frank until after the concert, could I start talking with your parents today or tomorrow morning? I can just say that there is one more condition to the deal, that can not be revealed until after the concert.”
“Okay,” Cindy reluctantly agreed.
“For such a little girl, you know what you want. I am going to enjoy working with you Cindy.”
“Thank you, Mrs. Dulles.”
“Having such a talented new artist is a pleasure Cindy. Thank You.”
As soon as the door was closed from Mrs. Dulles leaving, Tanya turned to Cindy, “What just happened?”
“Apparently, Mr. Turkovic, Mr. Frost, and Mr. Frances all want me to perform with them and their orchestras,” Cindy calmly explained.
“But you are just a little nine-year-old,” Tanya said in disbelief. “I guess the rumors are true that you are the best performer at camp this summer.”
“I don’t think so,” responded Cindy. “There are a lot of people who, however, appear to think I am a good flutist.”
“Nine,” Tanya said in disbelief. “And a soloist for a major symphony orchestra. No one at camp has ever played on or with a major Symphony Orchestra, and you, at nine, have three different conductors wanting you to be a featured soloist with their Orchestras. That Cindy, makes you the best performer at camp, whether you win the award or not.”
“She might be right about that Cindy,” Candie Cramer added. “Only gifted artists are ever asked to be featured soloists for a major symphony orchestra, and to be asked as a nine-year-old is extremely rare.”
“Nine-year-old prodigy and she doesn’t even know it,” Tanya commented.
“Be careful Tanya,” Candie Cramer responded. “Don’t confuse a person being humble versus ignorant. I suspect Cindy is aware of her skills and ability, just doesn’t yet understand the significance of that. She has done something that neither of us had the guts to do. She has come out as transgender at nine. Not an easy thing to do, especially with at least one parent adamantly against it. The insults and degradation faced in just the last few weeks would give anyone a low self-esteem and perception of themselves in the world.”
“I was fifteen before I told anyone other than my sister about being transgender,” Tanya said. “Cindy is nine and going around as herself at camp.”
“Let’s talk about something other than me,” Cindy said grasping the Molly doll very tight.
“Candie,” Tanya asked? “After being out for years, do you still get the insults and discrimination?”
“Some idiots are not willing to get to know me. They see the label, and are unable to see past it,” Candie said. “But, I try to surround myself with those that support me and see me as Candie, not as transgender.”
“I like that,” Tanya said. “It makes me regret not reaching out to Cindy as soon as I found out she was transgender.”
“Supporting those around you is very important,” Candie gave Cindy a hug. “If you only focus on protecting yourself from possible harm, you will end up hurting yourself in other ways. Don’t cut yourself off from others, it is not worth the consequences.”
The three of them talked for a little bit more before breaking up to each go their own ways.
Cindy found herself in an art class, but immediately got a lot of attention for the trophy she was carrying. She decided to put it in her backpack, so people wouldn’t see it. They were finishing up projects from earlier in the week. Cindy had been drawing a unicorn in a field with a rainbow above it. Yesterday the teacher had taught Cindy some about shading on body parts to give depth to the image. Today Cindy wanted to go in on the Unicorn to give subtle shading.
Smiling as the unicorn started to come alive on the page, Cindy suddenly slumped and frowned. She realized there was no way her mom would let her hang such a ‘girly’ thing up in her room. Not wanting to let it go to waist, Cindy decided she would give it to Samantha, as a thank you for letting her carry around the Molly doll all week.
At lunch Cindy was surprised to see the center of the table full of trophies as she approached.
“Cindy,” Eleanor said as Cindy sat down. “Put your trophy up with all the others from our table. Isn’t it amazing how many trophies we have all gotten at this table?”
Reluctantly, Cindy opened her bag and got out her trophy. She put it in front of her at the table.
“Wow Cindy,” Samantha said. “You got Best Woodwind Performer, and I got Bests Strings Performer. Isn’t that cool?”
“I got Best Rock’n Roll Performer,” Marcus said sitting down at the table and putting his trophy in front of him.
“And I got Best Piano Performer,” Jessica added. “George, I assume you got Best Brass Performer.”
“Yup, as expected.”
“That is it then,” Jessica said with pride. “I truly did it. I got the best performers in camp to perform my piece in the final concert. Wow!”
A few of the kids at the table looked over at Jessica in confusion.
“Everyone but Marcus,” Eleanor said.
Jessica looked at Marcus and just smiled.
“What type of music did you write Jessica,” Eleanor asked? “Marcus plays only Rock&Roll and George very definitely doesn’t. How in the world did you write a score that included both of them?”
“Well, you will just have to wait for the final concert to find that out,” Jessica said with the biggest smile you can imagine.
“Marcus?”
“No Eleanor,” Marcus replied. “Like Jessica said, you will just have to wait until tomorrow to find out.”
“I bet it is something like the nerds did in the movie Revenge of the Nerds,” Axel thought out loud.
Cindy and Samantha looked at each other in confusion, but everyone else seemed to understand that reference, agreeing that must be the case considering the variety of instruments that would be involved.
Jessica, Marcus, and George just smiled, giving no indication if Axel was correct or not.
“Quiet everyone! Quiet!” Mr. Elks started announcements. “I want to announce the top five winners of the Best Performer Competition. When I announce your name, please come up here. To follow with tradition, this announcement will tell you who is in the top five, but not the order of the winners. That will be announced at the end of the concert tomorrow. Today I announce the top five in order of their age from youngest to oldest. The youngest winner is the violinist Samantha. She is only seven-years-old.”
The whole cafeteria erupted into applause as Samantha made her way up to Mr. Elks.
“Next, we have another Little, yes that is two in the top five. She is nine-years-old, but known by everyone here at camp this summer. A little but powerful flutist, Cindy.”
Cindy didn’t think the applause could get any louder than it had for Samantha, she was shocked by the noise she heard as she made her way up to Mr. Elks. She even saw some of the kids standing up.
“Our third musician may not technically be a Little, but she isn’t a Teenager yet. At just twelve, this piano player won the coveted Final Performance Position. Jessica, come join us up here,” Mr. Elks announced.
Cindy and Samantha couldn’t contain their enthusiasm. They were jumping up and down as Jessica approached them to everyone applauding.
“Three of our top five are not teenagers. That is impressive and a reminder to all of you that age does not determines a person’s skill level. The next two are teenagers. We have French Horn player, fourteen-year-old George.”
George made his way up to the front, getting just as much applause as Jessica and Samantha.
“The oldest of our top five Best Performers is fifteen. You all know him as our own personal Rock Star, Marcus.”
Cindy thought the cheering and applause was loud for her, but it was even louder for Marcus.
“Now,” Mr. Elks continued when the room got quiet again. “The reason I decided to bring these five up here instead of just posting the list like in the past, these five not only have won a position in the top five Best Performer Competition, they have also all won a trophy as top player in their musical class of instrument. I think this is a first for us, to have the top five also the top winners of five different classes of instruments. At three o’clock they will join my wife and I at my house for an amazing meal with the judges. Let’s give our top five winners a final round of applause.”
The room was full of cheering and applause as the five made their way back to their table.
At one o’clock the little orchestra was all assembled in the practice room. They were looking at each other’s trophies and talking about the day. Everyone’s focus switched to Cindy when she casually said that she had hired Mrs. Dulles to represent her.
“Cindy?” Marcus was the first to break the silence. “You hired Mrs. Dulles to represent you?”
“Yeah,” Cindy sheepishly replied. “I sort of needed an agent after the conductors all wanted me to perform in their orchestras.”
“Conductors?” George inquired.
“It is just Mr. Frances, Mr. Turkovic, and . . .”
“Mr. Turkovic, internationally known bassoonist and conductor?” George inquired.
“Yeah, him,” Cindy calmly stated. “And the third conductor who wants me to perform for them is Mr. Frost.”
“The Martin Frost,” Jessica asked? “World-renowned clarinet player and conductor? He is amazing. I went to one of his performances once.”
“Yeah, him,” Cindy looked at the rest of the kids staring at her. “They all want me to be a solo artist with their orchestras. Mrs. Dulles is going to see if she can make it happen. It probably won’t though, since I said I would only do it if Cindy was performing, not Frank. Mommy will never allow that, so I will never get the chance.”
“Story time, Story time,” Samantha announced as she sat down on the floor in front of Cindy. “It sounds like Cindy has had the most amazing day, so let’s hear the story.”
Jessica and George laughed, but they sat down on the floor next to Samantha. Marcus looked over the situation and shaking his head he sat down too.
“Marcus,” Cindy inquired. “You too?”
“Rumor has it Cindy, that today you played a duet with Gareth Davies, played a solo on his personal flute, and now I hear that you have three conductors recruiting you. This is a story I have to hear.”
Cindy sat down in a chair with the Molly doll on her lap. She started in on the events of the morning. There were many questions, and Cindy answered them as best she could. Until she told the group the events of the morning, it had never really sunk in what a big deal the morning was.
As they were setting up to go through the performance one last time before the concert, Mr. Elks walked in. Looking straight at Cindy, he shook his head back and forth.
“Cindy,” Mr. Elks started. “You have been the cause of a lot of headaches over the last two weeks. Today however, is the biggest I have ever had in all my years directing this camp.”
Cindy looked at Mr. Elks in complete confusion.
“Everyone, pack up your instruments and go over to my house. There are a collection of judges and guest artists there that need to talk to you all. They have convinced me to break tradition and do something I have never done before. Cindy, I don’t know how you manage it. For a nine-year-old little girl, you bring up a lot of emotions in people. I am hoping you can also calm them all down.”
The group looked at Cindy, while she looked at Mr. Elks in complete confusion. The group packed up their instruments and followed Mr. Elks to his house.
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Cindy at Music Camp By Teek Chapter 15 |
Mr. Elks house was full of adults. Upon seeing them all, Cindy grabbed Samantha’s hand and dragged her back to her bedroom. Jessica followed behind.
“What’s wrong Cindy,” Jessica asked when they reached the bedroom?
“Can’t do this,” Cindy said in panic. “I . . . I’m sorry for taking sissy’s dress. I know I wasn’t supposed to have it on outside of my bedroom.”
“Samantha, go get Mrs. Elks,” Jessica directed. “Quick! She’s having another panic attack.”
As soon as Samantha was out the door, “Listen Cindy. Everything is okay. It is just you and me in your bedroom at Mr. Elks’ house. No one is going to make you do anything you don’t want to do. It is okay that you are wearing a dress. I may not like them, but you do. You have worn girl clothes all week. You have four friends here that will make sure you never have to do anything you don’t want to. We are here for you; however, you need us.”
Cindy hugged the Molly doll tight. Her eyes suddenly went wide and she went running off to the bathroom.
After going potty, Cindy just sat there. Her thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door.
“Cindy? Are you okay in there?” Barbara said through the closed door. “Can I come in?”
“Yeah, but only you.”
After telling Samantha, George, and Jessica to go out with the others, Barbara cautiously entered the bathroom. Cindy quickly noticed that Barbara had a Goodnite in her hand.
“Why is this happening to me,” Cindy asked?
“Your body has trouble when it is under stress. It apparently lets your pee out without your permission. That isn’t nice of your body is it.”
“No, it sure isn’t,” Cindy responded.
“Some people have that problem. Most kids outgrow it eventually, but until then you can wear a Goodnite if you want to have a little bit of extra protection in case of an ‘accident’,” Barbara was down at eye level with Cindy. “Did you make it this time?”
Cindy put her head down and quietly said, “No.”
“It is okay honey,” Barbara said. “Let’s get you cleaned up and then we can talk about what got your body so stressed that it couldn’t hold its pee anymore.”
Changed and in the bedroom wearing a Goodnite under a pretty dress, Cindy tried to explain that she felt panic when she saw all the adults in such a small space. She described some of the flash backs that hit her, from being at her friends Birthday party when Mom found her in the party dress, to the time in Wal-Mart dressed like that with the bowl haircut and Mom loudly telling everyone she was a boy and needed boy underwear for camp. Cindy said that no one in the Elk’s house had ever done anything bad to her, so she couldn’t understand the panic. Seeing all the people in the house, Cindy couldn’t get out of her head being surrounded by all the kids when Ariel tried to beat her up.
“I just got really really scared Mrs. Elks,” Cindy explained. “When I saw all those big people, I felt all the same feelings I did during the events flashing through my head. It doesn’t make any sense. Some of those things happened more than two weeks ago.”
“You poor dear,” Barbara rubbed Cindy’s back. “None of us realized how much you were impacted by the events over the last three weeks.”
Raising her voice a little, Barbara called out, “George, Samantha, and Jessica, come in here please.”
“Were not in the hallway, we are out in the living room with everyone else,” Samantha tried to claim.
“Don’t be silly Samantha,” Jessica reprimanded. “She already knows we are out here, and you saying that proved it.”
The three of them sheepishly walked into the room.
“Now, could one of you please help out by going and getting my husband?”
Since Samantha and George were heading straight for Cindy, Jessica turned and left the room.
“Cindy,” Samantha cautiously started. “Are you okay?”
“Yeah,” Cindy said bringing Samantha into a hug. “I’m fine.”
“Mrs. Elks,” Samantha asked. “What did Cindy do now? Why is she in trouble with all those grown-ups?”
“What do you mean,” Mrs. Elks asked in confusion.
Samantha and George explained how Mr. Elks was acting when he showed up to bring the group to the house.
When Mr. Elks entered the room, the look on Barbara’s face told him that he was in trouble, “Okay, what did I do now?”
“What you said to Cindy was completely unfair. It is not her fault your life has been turned upside down. You should ask for more kids with her talent turning your life upside down. You triggered her PTSD, and you probably had no clue that you did it.”
“I am sorry Cindy,” Mr. Elks said getting down in front of her.
“The last three weeks have put Cindy into a bit more of a traumatic stress state than we figured. She is going to need a counselor and based upon how she responded to a room full of people, I worry about tomorrow,” Barbara went into Mr. Elks. “Now, you are going to tell Cindy the news. Get all the adults in the other room to sit down. We will come in and the adults will tell Cindy their news. Then all the extra adults will leave. We will have our regular top five dinner, and then the top five will decide what happens next. Do you understand Hunter?”
“Yes Barbara,” Mr. Elks said. Turning back to Cindy, “Cindy, I have been convinced by all the adults out there to reveal the winner of the Best Performer competition tonight. You are that winner Cindy.”
Jessica and Samantha started screaming and jumping up and down congratulating Cindy.
“One of the prizes for winning the competition is a gift. The adults out there all decided your gift should be something way more expensive than the camp can afford, so they got it for you. They would really like to give it to you tonight, instead of you getting it tomorrow at the end of the concert. Since they got your gift, the money the camp sets aside for the Best Performer gift was available. Barbara came up with a good way to spend the money, but it requires Samantha to agree to the idea.”
“Me?”
“Yes, Samantha,” Barbara interjected. “You and Jessica have been Cindy’s best friend through all of the issues over the last two weeks. You made a huge sacrifice a week ago that gave Cindy the strength to make it through the last week.”
“What did I do?”
Cindy smiled and hugged the Molly doll really tight.
“You let Cindy borrow your dolly all week,” Barbara said with a huge smile. “Without Molly by her side throughout this week, I am not sure Cindy would have been able to stay all week.”
“Molly is great like that,” Samantha said with pride. “She got to come to camp with me, to help me be away from Mommy for so long.”
“And when you saw that Cindy needed more help than you, Molly got lent to Cindy,” Barbara said with a smile. “That is such an amazing thing for a little girl to do. Molly has been with Cindy for every moment since you lent her to Cindy. We were going to have Cindy’s gift be a Molly doll of her own, but then we discovered they retired the doll. We thought about getting her a different American Girl doll, but we knew how attached Cindy had gotten to the Molly doll. This is where you come in Samantha. If you got a brand-new American Girl doll, could Cindy have your Molly doll? We talked to your mom and she said it was up to you.”
“Okay,” Samantha said with some hesitation.
“No,” Cindy interjected. “Molly is Samantha’s dolly. I can’t take it.”
“No, I want you to have her Cindy,” Samantha said with some hesitation. “I would still have an American Girl doll, just a new one. This way you would always have something to remember me by, and I would always remember you with my new American Girl Doll because I get her because of you.”
“Mr. Elks can I make a phone call really quick,” Jessica interrupted. “I think I have something to sweeten the deal, but I need my mom’s permission first.”
“I don’t see why not,” Mr. Elks said standing up. “If you know your phone number, we can call from my daughter’s room. It should be quiet in there.”
Well Jessica was off making the call home, Cindy got out the Unicorn picture and gave it to Samantha. Then Samantha started to explain to Molly what was about to happen and why. When Mr. Elks and Jessica came back, Samantha was controlling Molly and Cindy was controlling her panda bear while they had a conversation with each other about what their new life together was going to be like.
“Okay, Mom agreed and said she would bring them tomorrow,” Jessica declared.
“Agreed to what?” asked Samantha.
“Bring what?” asked Cindy.
“I have three American Girl dolls. Mom is going to bring all three and their books. One will go home with each of us.”
“Really,” Samantha questioned?
“This way, each of you will be going home with two American Girl Dolls and one of them will always remind you of your time with me.”
Samantha and Cindy both jumped up and gave Jessica at big hug.
“Well, I think we have the American girl doll settled. Now, let's address all the adults in the other room,” Mr. Elks said. “Jessica, George, and I will go out and settle the adults down. They will all be sitting down when you come out Cindy. When we are ready, I will have Jessica come back and get the rest of you.”
Five minutes later Jessica was back, “Okay, they're already for us. Let's go.”
Holding hands, the three girls walked out into the living room. Jessica brought the two younger girls over to the empty love seat which George Anne Marcus were standing behind. Sitting there, Cindy looked out at the group of adults all sitting at various places in the room.
Mr. Davies was the first to talk, “Cindy, your music has impressed all of the adults in this room. Three of the people here tonight are conductors and would like you to perform during one of their concerts. But Cindy, you are not the only impressive player we had the honor of listening to. The judges of the best performer competition told us about the five very talented musicians they had chosen to be in the top five positions. When I heard that tomorrow all five of you were performing an original composition written by Jessica and then edited by the group, I wanted to hear it. Mr. Elks was gracious enough to let me hear the recording that you had made at the beginning of the week. Since some of us are not scheduled to be here tomorrow, and the only recording we have heard of this performance is a week old, we are asking if the five of you would be willing to put on a performance for us this afternoon?”
George, Marcus, Jessica, Samantha and Cindy all Looked at each other and shrugged their shoulders.
“Okay,” Jessica spoke for the group.
The kids got their instruments out and gathered around the piano in the room. They played the piece for the collected audience. At the end, there was a standing ovation.
The adults looked at each other and appeared to be communicating without saying a word.
“Mrs. Dulles,” Mr. Frost broke the silence. “I need you to start negotiations with all of these children’s parents. We are not sure where and when, but we want to put them in a concert.”
With the kids all still in shock and looking at each other, Mr. Stoltzman got their attention, “We have all listened to your individual performances and even one of your Rock’n Roll performances Marcus. Individually, you are all quite impressive and together you rival any orchestra. Some of us got the privilege of hearing Cindy play on a professional flute and the difference such an instrument makes when in the right hands is absolutely amazing. Cindy, we wanted you to have a professional flute. With your talent, you shouldn’t be playing on a student flute. Miss Cramer, Mr. Davies, Mr. Frost, Mr. Frances, and I have all chipped in to buy you this silver flute. It is probably a bit fancier than what Santa would bring you. It is a $10,000 flute, so take good care of it.”
Candie Cramer gave Cindy a flute case.
“The rest of you could also benefit from instrument upgrades before you start performing on the professional stage,” Mr. Dine said. “We couldn’t afford you all getting $10,000 instruments, so we have come up with some creative ways to give you upgrades. Jessica, we have arranged for you to get a used professional grade electric keyboard with all 88 keys and the feel of a real piano. George Winston was upgrading his and will give you his old one.”
Jessica’s jaw dropped, “The George Winston?”
“The one and only,” Mr. Elks said. “He was very impressed by the performance you put on for the Judges and that you won the original composition contest this year.”
“Marcus,” said a man that the kids only knew as one of the judges. “You presented us with the biggest challenge. We couldn’t figure out which instrument to upgrade. In past years you were an Electric Guitar player but this year you are competing on the piano. We finally gave up. Although we figured you would prefer a new electric guitar, they are so personal we couldn’t just go out and buy you one. So, as the Rock’n Roll music journalist for the New York Times, I proposed giving you a gift card to a music store that sells both high-end electric guitars and electric keyboards. Tomorrow after the concert, your Mom and I are taking you to buy a new guitar or keyboard with a $2,000 gift card. Strangely, when I talked to your Mom, she said she would chip in another $2,000 if you really are going to perform a classical style piece on the piano at the concert.”
Marcus laughed, “She would say something like that. I told you Mr. Elks, she would do almost anything to hear me play classical music on a piano again.”
“George,” Jess Gillam continued. “I got my first real professional instrument when I was your age. After making a few phone calls, we found out that the lead French Horn player on the New York Philharmonic was buying a new French Horn. He is willing to give you his old one. New it cost over $15,000. It should be here by noon tomorrow. That should give you some time to practice on it before the concert.”
“Wow,” George responded. “I am honored. To just have someone I have never met give me such an expensive French Horn.”
“George,” Jess said. “Helping the next generation of talent can be quite rewarding. You are good, very good. We all at some point upgrade our instruments. The question is what we do with our old one. You provided a French Horn player the chance to pass on a cherished instrument to someone with real talent and the potential to take that same instrument farther than they had.”
“Samantha,” Mrs. Dulles said. “It was my job to find you an instrument, since I am the only one of the group that has ever played the violin. You currently have a 1/4 sized violin and I was trying to find you a 1/2 sized violin that will work for you as you grow over the next few years. Finding a violin in your size was easy, finding one that was not for beginners was harder. I think I found one you will like. Your Mom said your favorite color was purple, so I made sure your new violin had a purple case.”
Mrs. Dulles handed Samantha a purple violin case. When Samantha opened the violin case, the first things she noticed sitting on top of a PURPLE violin, were three packages stickers: Vampirina, Sofia the First, and My Little Pony stickers.
“Oh, Thank You, Thank You, Thank You,” Samantha hollered out as she jumped up and down. “A purple violin, and you even got me new stickers to put on it.”
“Of course, sweetie,” Mrs. Dulles said. “I have a daughter myself, and she taught me the accessories are often more important than the thing being accessorized. We couldn’t upgrade your violin without giving you stickers to put on it. I hear you have been watching Sofia the First and Vampirina this summer and I saw that your old violin also had My Little Pony stickers on it. I hope those three will meet your needs for accessorizing.”
“Cindy,” Mr. Davies said. “I am going to stay around to hear you tomorrow at your concert. I want you to play your new flute, but please keep the plugs on the keys you still struggle to reach due to your age. Take the plugs out of the keys you have no trouble reaching. After the concert, practice without the plugs if you want, but for tomorrow, let the audience hear you at your best. If you want, later I can help you decide which plugs to leave in and which to take out.”
“I did struggle a little with yours today, it is only on two or three of the keys that I would still need the plugs tomorrow. Okay,” Cindy reluctantly gave in. “But then they come off and are not going back on.”
“You are one determined little girl, but that is one of the reasons you are so good at playing the flute. You know how it should be and work to make it that way,” Mr. Davies smiled at Cindy.
“Okay,” Mrs. Elks announced to the room. “All of this is a little overwhelming for Cindy and the others. Thank You all for coming over, but it is now time to go unless you are one of the judges.”
As the adults said their goodbyes, Cindy, Samantha, and Jessica went to Cindy’s room. Cindy was on one side of the bed, and Samantha on the other. They were both examining the contents of their instrument case. Samantha stood at the end of the bed watching the two of them. She wanted one of them to just start playing, but neither one was even close to playing a note. Every little detail was examined. Jessica figured she was finally about to hear some music when Samantha got out the bow and was playing an imaginary violin with it. But alas, this was only to try out the bow. When Cindy finally got the flute all put together, Jessica was sure she would hear some music, or at least a note or two. It was not going to happen though, for Cindy’s attention switched to the key plugs. Samantha finally got the violin up to her chin, with the bow in her other hand, but before a note could be played, she put the violin down and started putting on stickers. They had to be placed just right, so they could be seen while playing.
“Will one of you play something already?” Jessica blurted out.
Cindy and Samantha looked at Jessica in confusion.
“Fine, fine, fine,” Jessica stated. “They are new instruments and you want to take in the experience, but their instruments. How do they sound?”
Samantha picks up the violin and bow and looks at Jessica. Then she starts to play.
“Are you serious?” Jessica asks. “First time playing and the song you chose was Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star? You’re such a little kid at time Samantha.”
“Thanks,” Samantha smiled. “Much better than being a grouchy old lady.”
Cindy laughed.
“I am not!”
Cindy saw where this was going and picked up her flute. Before the next comment could be made, she sat down on the floor, crossing her legs under her and started to play. The action had the desired effect, both Samantha and Jessica stopped and looked at Cindy.
“Wow Cindy,” Jessica said when the music stopped. “Flight of the Bumblebee. You know that makes an amazing Flute and Piano duet. We should do it sometime.” Link to YouTube: Flight of the Bumblebee
“I would like to hear that,” Mr. Frances said as he stood in the doorway. “I was wondering what the first song would be for each of you. Twinkle, Twinkle is more like what I would have done. To start with Flight of the Bumblebee, now that is ambitious.”
“Thank you, Mr. Frances,” Cindy said. “My biggest challenge with that one is maintaining enough air flow to get me all the way to the end without stopping for a breath.”
“I understand,” Mr. Frances stated. “Most kids your age will take deep breaths in several times throughout the song. I didn’t hear one from you.”
“My music teacher at school gave it to me as a breathing exercise once, to teach me not to stop the music just to breathe. I have been practicing it ever since. It is easier doing it as a duet with the piano, for then I have some parts and the piano has some parts where the other doesn’t play. Perfect breathing points. If it wasn’t for those two fighting. . .”
“We weren’t fighting,” Jessica and Samantha said in unison. Then looking at each other, “Jinx!”
The room erupted into a fit of giggles.
Cindy pulled out her tablet and started tapping away. She then handed it over to Samantha. Perching her lips together with a few nods of her head, she looked at Cindy and smiled, “Let’s do it. Jessica wants to hear us really try out our new instruments.”
Mr. Frances looked at the two of them and knew by the looks on their faces that this would be good.
After some tapping on her own tablet, the two of them prepped for playing. Then with a nod to each other, they started. Link to YouTube: Mozart's Duet for Flute and Violin
When they finished playing Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart’s Duet for flute and violin, the remaining people from the other room had made their way to the bedroom and were now clapping at the performance.
“First time for either of you on that song, wasn’t it,” asked Mr. Frances? “Not one mistake either. So impressive.”
“Oooo . . . Oooo . . . Oooo,” Samantha said as she started tapping on her tablet to find the sheet music. “Let’s do this one next.”
She showed Cindy and they smiled at each other.
“This song expresses how we feel at the moment,” Samantha said as she got her violin in position and waited for Cindy to get the music on her tablet. With a nod to Cindy they started.
From Aladdin, they played, A Whole New World. Link for YouTube: A Whole New World
“Hunter,” Mr. Frances stated. “They are doing this with brand new instruments and with songs they have probably never played before. And they are playing the songs like they have been practicing for months.”
“Child prodigies are quite amazing, aren’t they?”
“Beyond amazing, and you have had two so young with you for two weeks.”
“There was a reason you put those two in the one and two positions in the Best Performer Competition. Just amazing.”
“We got first and second place. Little’s got first and second place,” Samantha shouted with glee as she bounced up and down.
The group was moved out into the living room and the five kids played various songs together. Some they did all as a group, while others were done in small groups or as solo performances.
At dinner Samantha found a booster seat at the table to help her be up tall like everyone else, and at Cindy’s seat she found that she was sitting on two thick books called ‘phone books’. She had never seen anything like them before. They were just full of people’s telephone numbers. It was a strange thing, but she didn’t complain. She liked the added height, so she didn’t have to sit on her knees to eat.
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Cindy at Music Camp By Teek Chapter 16 |
“Then it is settled,” George said to the group. “We, as a group, will do whatever we can to make sure Cindy is protected tomorrow. Yes, Mr. Elks, we will still follow all school rules. Cindy, are you okay with us doing this?”
Cindy sat in thought for a minute, then she suddenly looked down at her lap and slumped her shoulders, “Yeah, I hate that we have to do this, but . . . we have to.”
“I guess I am up first,” Jessica declared. “If we have any chance to make this work, we will need Mommy’s help.”
Marcus handed Jessica his cell phone. After dialing her home number, she put the phone down on the table and pressed the speaker button.
“Hello?”
“Mommy,” Jessica said. “We need your help. Please listen to us before you say anything. We have been trying to figure out how to protect my friend Cindy.”
“One of the girls you are going to give your precious American Girl dolls to?”
“Yeah,” Jessica responded.
“Hi, Jessica’s Mommy,” Cindy shouted out.
“Talk in a normal voice Cindy,” Marcus said. “The person on the other end should be able to hear you fine if you talk in a normal voice. If not, they will let us know.”
“I gather we are on a speaker phone,” Jessica’s Mom inquired.
“Sorry Mom,” Jessica sheepishly replied. “I know you always tell me I need to let people know when I do that.”
“Mr. Elks here. I want you to know who is part of this phone call. There is Jessica, Cindy, Samantha, George, and Marcus. They are all campers here, and part of the little orchestra that Jessica has put together. Then we have myself and my wife Barbara. The kids are attempting to influence the adult world in a way that may be out of their capabilities. They chose to call you first, since you are a judge.”
“I see,” Jessica’s mom said changing her tone a little. “This is a professional call. How can I help?”
“Mommy, you have told me that when a person hurts a kid it is bad, and a person can get in big trouble for that. Can the hurt be something other than hitting? Can their words and action be the bad way they hurt a child?”
“Child Abuse is very serious Jessica. It can be physically hurting a child, but it can also be from neglecting a child, psychological abuse, or even emotional abuse. Has someone hurt Cindy?”
“Mr. Elks again, Cindy is the child that was being bullied here at camp and led to the change of bullying rules. We lost a total of twenty-two campers over incidents and issues connected with Cindy. From what I have managed to piece together, Cindy’s problems started before she got to camp.”
Mr. Elks looked over to Cindy. He had made it very clear that she was the one that would have to tell people she was Transgender, not him.
“Jessica’s Mom,” Cindy said. “Jessica has been calling me Cindy all week, but my real name is Frank. I am a nine-year-old transgender girl. Well, I think I am. No doctor has said it, and Mr. Elks says it is important that no doctor has said that.”
“Cindy,” Jessica’s Mom replied. “Mr. Elks is correct that it is important whether or not a doctor has said you are transgender or not, but more importantly is if a doctor would say it.”
“Hi, Barbara Elks here. Cindy has been staying at our house for the last five days. Once Jessica and Samantha figured out a way to give Cindy access to girl clothes, she started dressing as a girl at camp and we could no longer have her in the boy’s dorm. I am no psychologist, but from what I have seen, she is just one of the girls from likes to emotional reactions.”
“Okay,” Jessica’s Mom said. “So why am I on the phone with the group of you at the moment.”
“Mommy, Cindy needs help. Her Mommy is going to be really mad when she finds out that Cindy has been dressing as a girl for the last week of camp. We have figured out how to delay Cindy’s Mom from finding out, but as soon as Cindy gets on stage to perform my composition, Cindy’s Mom will freak out. Last time Cindy’s Mom freaked out over Cindy wearing girl clothes, Cindy’s braided pigtails were cut off by a barber giving her a bowl cut, and then still wearing a little girl party dress, Cindy was taken to Wal-Mart where her Mom brought her to the boys department and loudly told everyone the kid in the dress next to her was a boy and she needed to buy some boy underwear for the two weeks at Music Camp.”
“Now I understand the initial questions about child abuse,” responded Jessica’s Mom. “I don’t get involved though until someone is actually arrested for a crime.”
“Yeah, Yeah, Yeah,” Jessica said. “In-o-sent until proven guilty. We get all that, but if needed can you tell them the law?”
“For you princess, I will refresh myself on the state laws about child abuse. I can, tell the law if needed.”
“Thanks Mom,” Jessica said with a smile. “That is what we needed from you. We have a few other calls to make. I will see you after the concert tomorrow. My little orchestra is performing last, so don’t panic when you don’t see me at the beginning of the concert. I am in one of the other performances, but that is just a big group and nothing special. Bye.”
“Bye Jessica, see you tomorrow.”
Jessica pressed the button to hang up the phone.
“My turn, my turn, my turn,” Samantha said before running out of the room to her old violin case. Returning with a piece of paper flapping around in her hand, “Here is Daddy’s phone number.”
Marcus took the paper and dialed the number.
“Hello,” a guy answered.
“Daddy, Daddy, its Samantha and my friends. We need your help Daddy. Can you help Daddy? Can you?”
“Sammie Pooh,” Samantha’s dad said. “Slow down and explain to me what is going on.”
“Mr. Elks here, we have you on a speaker phone. At the table here we have Samantha, Cindy, Jessica, George, and Marcus who are all campers this summer. Also, we have myself and my wife Barbara. The kids are trying to help one of the kids in this group from some potential abuse by their parents. It is highly felt by the kids that these parents are going to disrupt the concert, pull a kid off the stage, and use verbal, emotional, and psychological abuse in front of the whole camp. From what I have been able to put together, their fears might be valid. The little girl in question is Samantha’s best friend here at camp this summer. They are together every moment they can be. The girl is the one that Samantha has lent her American Girl doll to for the last week.”
“Hi Mr. Samantha Daddy,” Cindy said. “Mr. Elks is talking about me, Cindy. You see, I am a girl on the inside, but my body does not say that on the outside. Samantha helped me trade my clothes this week so I could have girl clothes to wear during the last week of camp.”
“Samantha Jean Ellsworth, you did what?”
“I just set up a clothes swap with the other girls. We traded clothes. Some of the other girls wanted some of Cindy’s boy clothes and Cindy wanted their girl clothes. So, we did some trading. No big deal daddy. Everyone got what they wanted.”
“Okay Samantha Jean, we will talk more about this tomorrow. Putting that aside, I am sorry Cindy. What were you saying?”
“Well my Mommy was Super Duper mad when she found me at a friend’s birthday party in one of my sister’s old party dresses. She brought me straight to the barber shop where she had the mean man cut off my braids. Then still wearing the party dress, she took me to Wal-Mart where she told everyone that I was a boy and she needed to buy me some boy underwear for camp. I was allowed to wear the dress in my bedroom, but never out of my bedroom. When she saw me in the dress next door at my friend’s party, she let me know that I had most definitely left my bedroom when I wasn’t allowed to. When she finds out that I have spent the last week at camp in girl clothes, she will be MAD. Really, really really mad. She dragged me right out of the birthday party not caring what the other Mommies were saying or that kids were crying.”
“Daddy,” Samantha butted in. “You need to make sure Cindy’s Mommy doesn’t mess up our performance or hurt Cindy. You can do that Daddy, can’t you?”
“Mr. Elks,” Samantha’s dad asked? “What are your concerns here? As a State Police Officer, I could talk to my chief about coming in uniform and being their more as an official than as a parent.”
“That is what the kids want you to do,” Mr. Elks stated. “I have already contacted the local police, letting them know that there might be a problem needing their assistance at the concert tomorrow. They will have a plain clothes officer there, with an extra patrol car in the vicinity if needed. I have no right asking you to work on a day I know you had off to watch your daughter’s concert.”
“Yeah, but if I understand this situation, my daughter is going to be in the line of fire if this gets physical.”
“Unfortunately, I believe you are right there. That is one of the reasons I have allowed the kids to bring this issue to your attention. As a State Police Officer, you know very well how fast a domestic dispute can go ugly. I will do everything in my power to keep the kids safe from physical assault, and extra steps have been taken to make sure the parents cannot reach the stage. This little orchestra group your daughter is in will be isolated from the time the first parent shows up until they have to perform on stage. There have been older kids at camp keeping Samantha and Cindy safe all week, but even with that, Samantha has been exposed to the threats of violence. Cindy is showing PTSD effects over everything that has happened to her over the last three weeks. You and I have talked about how it might have impacted Samantha. If Cindy’s parents decide to make a scene, I want to make sure it impacts the kids as little as possible. Samantha views her Daddy as the one person that can protect her from anything. I want you to know what you are walking into. To help control the situation even more, I have decided to have the parents of the top five Best Performers Competitors have assigned seats, putting Cindy’s parents in a position where they can be easily removed from the concert with minimal disruption.”
“Sounds like a good idea,” Samantha’s Dad said. “Can I come early tomorrow to get a feel of the layout and maybe make some suggestions.”
“Thank You Daddy.”
“I would appreciate any help you are willing to provide,” Mr. Elks stated.
“I can’t believe I am about to say this, but Sammie Pooh, stay with Cindy. It sounds like everything is going to be in place to keep Cindy safe, so you will be safe if you are with her. Mr. Elks what I really want to do is get up there and take Samantha home, but she would never forgive me for doing that. She also needs to learn to stand with her friends when they are faced with challenges, not run from them. The more people that stand against a bully, the less power they have. Samantha has stood with Cindy for a week now, and she needs to see this through to the end.”
“Now as Samantha’s father, it is my job to make sure she has the support and safety during this process. Sammie Pooh, you do what the grown-ups you trust tell you to do. Even when you do not understand, follow their directions.”
“Yes Daddy.”
“Cindy,” Samantha’s Dad says. “I will be there to help keep you safe if your Mommy and Daddy decide to make some bad choices. I hope they don’t, but no matter what, we will keep you safe during the concert. Remember, your parents do love you, even if they may struggle to show that tomorrow. You have the same directions as Samantha. Listen to the adults you trust and do what they tell you to do, even when it doesn’t make sense.”
“As for the rest of you in this little orchestra,” Samantha’s Dad continued. “From what I have heard, you have worked hard this last week to keep Cindy and Samantha safe. Thank You. Your focus tomorrow needs to be on your performances. You have had to deal with some very big issues over the last week, but tomorrow I want you to be the kids you are. We adults will do everything in our power to give you that chance.”
“Samantha’s Dad,” George said. “I view Samantha and Cindy like a little sister, and I know Marcus does too. Part of being a kid is protecting and standing up for our siblings. I will follow your advice of doing what the adults I trust tell me to do, no matter how strange it might be. I have been through enough A.L.I.C.E. drills to know that I might not have all the knowledge when someone in authority tells me to do something. But sir, understand this, I will do whatever is necessary to make sure Cindy and Samantha are not hurt tomorrow, even if that means putting myself between them and a threat.”
(A.L.I.C.E. = Alert, Lock Down, Inform, Counter, Evacuate - - - - This is the training that children across the United States of America go through as a reaction to the school shootings. A.L.I.C.E. drills are now done in schools, just like fire drills are done. Link to ALICE website )
“That is the same for me sir,” Marcus said.
“You two are the teenagers of the group,” Samantha’s Dad said. “I feel honored that you view my little Samantha as a little sister. Remember though, the A.L.I.C.E. training teaches to avoid contact with the threat. Evacuate the situation when at all possible to do it safely. Tomorrow morning, I will make sure you always have a path away from Cindy’s parents. If you have to leave the stage to keep the girls safe, then do it. The adults can bring you back when things are safe.”
“Okay sir,” Marcus and George said together.
“Mr. Ellsworth,” Mr. Elks said. “The kids have a few more phone calls they want to make. I will call you back once the kids go to bed.”
“Okay Mr. Elks. Samantha, be good now. I’ll see you tomorrow morning.”
“Bye Daddy.”
“Nighty Night Sammie Pooh.”
Samantha pressed the hang up button, “See, I told you my Daddy would help.”
“I didn’t realize he was a State Trooper,” Marcus said. “I thought he was just a small-town Police Officer.”
“Nope, he work all over the state,” Samantha said with pride.
“Okay,” Marcus said. “I guess it is my turn.”
Marcus took his phone and pressed two buttons.
“Hello Marcus,” a lady said.
“Hi Mom,” Marcus replied. “I have you on speaker phone with the little orchestra group I am part of, and Mr. and Mrs. Elks are here too. We need Dad, is he home yet?”
“You mean it really is true you are performing in an orchestra group this summer?”
“Yes, Mom,” Marcus rolled his eyes. “Is Dad home?”
“He got home about thirty minutes ago. Hold on a second,” the line went silent.
A minute later, “What’s up Marcus?”
“Dad,” Marcus took a deep breath. “I need bodyguard protection for my performance tomorrow.”
“I thought your mom said you were doing a classical music performance in a small orchestra. Why do you need bodyguard protection for that?”
“I am Dad, but I also have a Rock’n Roll performance. Don’t tell Mom that please, I want to surprise her.”
“Oh great, you mean you want to give her a heart attack.”
“Okay, Okay,” Marcus said scrunching up his shoulders with a huge smile on his face. “I love seeing her reaction.”
“Marcus, what am I going to do with you?”
“Well, I need bodyguard protection for two little girls; a nine and a seven-year-old. They have become like little sisters for me this week. We have had a protection force in place this last week keeping them safe, but tomorrow the real threat will come. Any chance you and the gang could come and provide some protection for our little orchestra group?”
“Gang, Marcus,” Mr. Elks inquired, raising an eyebrow? “You didn’t say anything about Gang members.”
“Is that you Hunter?” Marcus’ Dad asked.
“Yes John,” Mr. Elks said. “I don’t know if your wife told you, but you are on speaker phone here. At the table we have all five members of the mini orchestra that Marcus is in. Cindy and Samantha are the two Littles in the group. Jessica is a tween, and then we have Marcus and George our teenagers. Marcus is the oldest one in the group. We also have at the table here, my wife Barbara. I hate to admit it, but we could use some bodyguard protection during this year’s concert. Cindy’s parents may do what Marcus has tried to get his Mom to do.”
“The parents of a Little might drag them off the stage and make a big scene?”
“My Mommy will be really really mad when she finds out that I am wearing a dress during the performance.”
“Why would a Mom complain about their little girl wearing a dress during an orchestra performance?” Marcus’ Dad asked.
“You see Marcus Daddy, inside I am a girl, but outside I am a boy. My Mommy doesn’t want others to see me dressed as a girl. Too late for that since I have been wearing girl clothes for the last week at camp.”
“So, a transgender little girl needs protection from her own parents? You really do make some interesting friends Marcus.”
“Yes, John,” Mr. Elks rejoined the conversation. “But first let’s get one thing very clear. We cannot have Gang Members doing security at the concert.”
“No Hunter,” Marcus’ Dad responded. “Marcus’ group of bodyguards are not Gang Members. We just call them the gang. They are a group, all over six feet tall, with the tallest almost seven feet. They can be quite intimidating.”
“Okay then,” Mr. Elks said letting out a breath and sitting back in his chair.
“Marcus, I hadn’t asked any of the gang to come tomorrow, but I know Phillip and Evan are free. That would give us at least three bodyguards for you. Would that be enough?”
“At pure minimum, we were hoping for two. Any we have above that would be a bonus. We have a State Police Officer who will be helping with security, he is the father of Samantha, the seven-year-old of the group. Mr. Elks has also arranged for a plain-clothes local Police Officer to be on the premises. Jessica, our twelve-year-old conductor, has her Mom coming. She is a judge.”
“Marcus and Hunter, this sounds serious.”
“John,” Mr. Elks said. “Honestly, we are expecting a disruption to the concert. I am doing what I can to keep everyone safe, but the kids wanted to tap their own resources to feel more secure.”
“I understand Hunter. We started the Bodyguard Protection Gang when we realized we had a Pre-Teen Rock’n Roll star on our hands, and we needed to make sure he stayed safe. Marcus may be a teenager now, but his popularity has increased. I am constantly worried about his safety when he performs. If we can help you out in pulling off another great end of camp concert, just let me know what I can do. You have been so great to Marcus over the years.”
“Thanks John,” Mr. Elks said. “We have enjoyed having Marcus over the years, even if he generates his own fan group every summer. I know you have a long drive to get here, but if you could get here early, it would help in planning the best security for the kids.”
“We will be there by 10 am. Marcus, don’t do anything stupid. If you view these girls as little sisters, it is your responsibility to keep yourself and them safe. Understand?”
“Yes Dad,” Marcus said sitting up straight in his chair.
“Good. See you tomorrow morning, and Please Marcus, don’t flip your Mom out too much tomorrow.”
The line went dead, and Marcus grabbed his phone to send his Mom a text to let her know that he will be performing a Rock’n Roll and an Orchestra performance tomorrow.
“I guess that leaves the last phone call to me,” George said taking a deep breath. “Cindy, I don’t think you should be here for this phone call.”
“No George,” Cindy said. “I understand and I want to stay.”
“Let’s take a break everyone,” Mrs. Elks stated. “I want to talk to Cindy alone. Hunter, there are brownies in the kitchen. Can you please bring them and some milk out for the kids? Cindy, let’s go talk in the guest room.”
Reality was not always something little nine-year-old Cindy wanted to face, but Mrs. Elks got straight to the reality of the situation, “Time to get changed. You shouldn’t go around too long in a wet Goodnite.”
“How did you know?”
“Cindy, I raised a daughter and have helped with the music camp for many years. I may not know when you wet them, but I could tell when you figured out that you were wet. Your shoulders slumped, and your happy demeanor went away.”
“It is not easy to stay happy when at nine I am wearing and wetting diapers just like a baby. Goodnites are just fancy baby diapers you know. I am not sure which I fear more, Mom finding out that I have been Cindy all week or Mom learning about the accidents. By this time tomorrow, I will be wearing diapers. Not Pull-Ups or Goodnites, she will probably be so mad that she puts me in regular baby diapers full time. If I am wetting the Goodnites without knowing, I guess I belong in diapers, but I am not a baby. I’m not. I will be back in diapers and treated like a baby. A baby boy, never to be a girl again.”
“Oh Cindy,” Barbara said rubbing Cindy’s back. “Such big issues for a little girl to deal with. I am so sorry. The potty problems should go away once the stress in your life does, so hopefully they will stop once you get through tomorrow.
After getting changed, Mrs. Elks again got straight down to business, “Cindy, I really think you should stay in here playing with Samantha while George calls home. There is no reason you need to be there for it.”
“Yes, there is,” Cindy firmly said. “The only reason George has to make the phone call is because of me. George accepted me from the beginning and was there for me all week. It is my turn to be there for him.”
“Cindy,” Barbara got down in front of Cindy and down to her level. She took Cindy’s hand in hers. “George will understand if you stayed in here while he called home.”
“Your right Mrs. Elks. He would. Marcus referred to me as a little sister. Well, him and George are like big brothers to me. We are family and friends. We are going to stand together, and together we are going to get through this. It is all my fault, and I AM going to be involved in trying to fix it.”
“I’m not going to change your mind, am I?”
“Nope,” Cindy determinedly stated.
“Okay then, let’s go rejoin the others and make this phone call.”
Cindy and Barbara walked back to the dining room where the others were still eating the brownies. At Cindy’s seat, there was a plate with two brownies and a glass of milk. Climbing up onto the phone books at her seat, Cindy grabbed a brownie and took a big bite.
“Well,” George started. “Since Cindy came back, I assume Barbara you were unable to convince her to stay in her room and play.”
“Unfortunately,” Barbara said.
“Although I agree with you Barbara,” George responded. “I understand this from Cindy’s point of view and respect her wishes.”
George got out his cell phone and looked at the screen. Taking a deep breath, he typed in his passcode and then his fast dial code for home. Unlike the other calls, he was not starting it out on speaker phone.
“Hi Mom,” George said as he looked around at everyone at the table. “Everything is fine. I need to talk to you and Dad. Can I talk to the two of you so Lucy can’t hear what you are saying? Yeah, it’s important and can’t wait until tomorrow.”
George moved the phone away from his mouth but left it on his ear, “She is going to get Dad and then the two of them will be on the speaker phone in Dad’s office.”
“Yeah, Mom, I’m still here. Hi Dad. I need to talk to the two of you about something very important, but first I am going to put you on speaker phone here. On this end we have Mr. and Mrs. Elks . . .”
“Hi Hunter and Barbara,” George’s Dad said.
“We also have Marcus, Jessica, Cindy, and Samantha. They are the others in the little orchestra group I am part of.”
“Hi everyone,” George’s Mom said. “So, what is so important that it couldn’t wait until tomorrow to tell us. You said everything was okay, but this is quite a collection of people to be on one phone call for everything to be okay.”
“Mom, you remember how I told you there was a little girl here at camp that reminds me a lot about Lucy.”
“Uh-huh, she gets panic attacks like Lucy does. You are so nice to help her with those.”
“Yes, he is,” Cindy said. “He the bestest.”
“That was Cindy,” George said. “She is the nine-year-old who gets the panic attacks. She is also the reason that I am calling you. She is my friend, a prodigy musician like me, and always making me smile. Before we go any further, I need you to remember that she is here in the room listening to this. We also have Samantha who is seven.”
“Almost eight,” Samantha piped in.
“Okay,” George’s Dad said with hesitation.
“I told you that we set up a Protection Squad to make sure Samantha and Cindy were safe this summer. Cindy was being bullied, and we feared Samantha would be too.”
“I remember you telling me about that. You poor little things,” George’s Mom said with compassion.
“We are okay George’s Mommy. Thanks to George, Marcus, and the others on the Protection Squad,” Cindy responded.
“Mom, there is something I didn’t tell you about the bullying. As a group we decided you needed to know before tomorrow. Cindy’s bully initially targeted her because she was so talented. Ariel tried to get Cindy not to compete in the Best Performer Competition. Which, by the way, Cindy won.”
“Congratulation Cindy,” George’s Mom said. “Wait a minute, how do you know she won the competition. That isn’t announced until the end of the concert.”
“This year I was kind of forced to change things. The top five winners of the competition are sitting at this table,” Mr. Elks said. “Well, they impressed some professional musicians so much that the professionals wanted to give each of them a gift. As you know, George is going to get a professional French Horn. Hopefully it will be here before noon, so George can have some practice on it before his performance in the concert tomorrow. The only way to explain these gifts, was to reveal who won the competition.”
“I see,” George’s Mom said.
“Well Mom,” George continued. “Cindy won the competition and has world renowned conductors from around the world trying to get her to perform for them. There is only one problem. Cindy’s parents are going to go ballistic when they find out she has been here at camp. You see . . .”
“I’ll explain George,” Cindy said. “As Mr. Elks said, this is my secret to tell. Mr. and Mrs. George’s Mom and Dad, my Mommy and Daddy sent a kid named Frank to camp, not one named Cindy.”
An audible gasp was heard on the other end of the phone.
“They know about Cindy, but Mommy has always said I can only be a girl in my bedroom at home. I got in big trouble just before camp for going to my best friend’s birthday party all dressed up in a pretty party dress. Mommy is not going to be happy that I have spent half of camp dressed as Cindy. She will be Super Duper Mad. We think she will try to stop the concert and drag me off the stage when she finds out tomorrow.”
“Well it is obvious Cindy,” George’s Mom said. “You just need to do what your Mommy wants and go back to being Frank.”
“Mom,” George declared. “That is not going to happen, and I don’t want to hear any of your religious garbage about how wrong all of this is. Cindy won the Best Performer Competition, not Frank. She is the reason our Little Orchestra is even together. Without her, I definitely wouldn’t be in the coveted final performance of the concert. Before you say it Mom, I have heard you repeatedly say how God does not approve of individuals who are LGBT. But doesn’t the bible also say that we are not to judge others, that is for God to do, not us. We are to love thy neighbor. Even Jesus cared for the lepers, who were shunned in his time. Cindy is just as much of a girl as Lucy is. She watches Sofia the First and Vampirina just like Lucy. She plays with girl toys, and constantly carries around her dolly. He is not a boy in a dress Mom, she is a girl with a birth defect.”
“Bullies, Super Duper mad parents, constantly carrying around a dolly at nine, and panic attacks,” George’s Dad interrupted. “Hunter, what is Cindy’s mental state?”
“I will be honest with you Dr. Dillinger, not great,” Mr. Elks said.
“Okay,” George’s Dad said. “This line of discussion is over. Doctor’s orders! Cindy is Transgender, and we are going to accept that fact with no judgement. George has accepted Cindy as a girl, so I will too. From what George has said, I suspect Lucy would too. If the kids do, I see no reason us adults can’t. And, George is right, God made it very clear that we are to love each other, he is the one to judge. Putting that all aside, I suspect there is more to this call, otherwise Cindy wouldn’t be part of this conversation.”
“We want your help,” George said. “We want both of you in your professional rolls. Mom, the camp has a set up to record the performance, but we also want anything that happens with Cindy’s parents to be recorded. Our little group would like to see the concert too, but we will be in isolation. Is there any way to beam us the live show?”
“I don’t see a problem with either of those requests,” George’s mom said. “They are standard requests by guest celebrities to the morning show. I am always shocked how many of them want to later go back and see how the crowd responded to what they said or did. I’ll pack up what will be needed as soon as I get off the phone.”
“Thanks Mom,” George commented. “I never thought having a mom run the camera crew at a local morning show would come in handy.”
“I am good for more than just making you dinner and doing your laundry.”
“I know Mom,” George said rolling his eyes. “Dad, I have practice bringing Lucy through panic attacks, but Cindy’s attacks are harder to get her through. Is there any way you could be with us to help Cindy get through the day?”
“The camp is willing to pay you Mr. Dillinger, since you would be serving a child who isn’t your own,” Mr. Elks stated.
“I’d do it for free,” George’s Dad said. “But, I suspect to keep you legally covered the camp needs to hire me.”
“That had entered my mind too,” Mr. Elks said. “I have had several talks with the camp lawyer this summer, and plan on calling him again later tonight to make sure I have everything covered for what we are doing tomorrow and what we expect might happen.”
“How bad do you think things will get?” George’s Dad asked.
“The kids are fairly certain that Cindy’s parents are going to flip out. The camp has arranged local police coverage at the concert. Samantha’s Dad is a State Police Officer, and he might be coming in uniform and possibly on duty due to this issue. Marcus’ family will be providing some bodyguards to protect the kids. Several alterations to the concert have already been implemented and I am sure we will make more once our security experts show up tomorrow and give their input.”
“I am glad to hear the camp is doing so much to keep the kids safe physically. I would be happy to help out with the psychological element of the extra coverage and supports put in place. Without parent consent I can’t provide individual counselling, but I can be on hand to provide situational help based upon the release forms you had all us parents sign at the beginning of camp.”
“Thanks Dr. Dillinger,” Mrs. Elks said.
“Why don’t you come over to my house when you get here tomorrow,” Mr. Elks said. “Most of the group will be spending the day here. Bring Lucy along, I am sure Samantha and Cindy will enjoy playing with her.”
“I am not sure abo. . .” George’s Mom started.
“Claire,” George’s Dad interrupted her. “Lucy will go play with Cindy and Samantha while we play our rolls tomorrow.”
“I guess it will be okay,” George’s Mom said.
“It will be fine Mom,” George said. “She will fit right in as one of the girls.”
“Well,” George’s Dad said. “We need to get a little girl to bed, and I suspect it is bedtime for two other little girls. Good Night Samantha and Cindy. Sleep Tight, and don’t let the bed bugs bite.”
“Wait a minute Dad,” George said. “There is one more thing.”
“What’s that?”
“We were wondering if Cindy could borrow Lucy’s black Mary-Jane shoes. You know, the ones she wears to church.”
“Definitely N. . .” George’s Mom said before being interrupted mid word.
“Claire!” George’s dad blurted out. “Cindy, yes, you can borrow Lucy’s shoes for the concert tomorrow. She wears a size 1 shoe, will that fit you?”
“Yes sir. Thank You sir,” Cindy said.
“Okay, night everyone,” George’s dad said before hanging up.
The phone went dead and George looked at Samantha and Cindy, “Sorry about Dad, he says quirky stuff like that.”
Samantha smiled, “My Daddy says that too.”
Cindy Smiled, “So does Mrs. Elks.”
“Mr. Dillinger was right girls,” Mrs. Elks said. “It is time to get ready for bed.”
“Can I have a sleep over?” Samantha pleaded.
“Not tonight Samantha,” Mrs. Elks said. “You need to be in your own room tonight, so you can be in your room tomorrow morning when everyone starts getting ready to go home.”
“Okay,” Samantha reluctantly said. She jumped down out of her booster seat and went to get her two violin cases.
“I’ll take her back,” George said as he went to get his instrument.
“Samantha,” Mr. Elks said. “Leave your new instrument here. We don’t want the rest of camp to know about your new instrument until the concert tomorrow. And Remember, don’t tell anyone Cindy won the Best Performer Competition and you got second place. No one can know until tomorrow at the end of the concert.”
“Not even my roommates,” Samantha inquired?
“Not even little Elizabeth,” Cindy said smiling at Samantha.
“She’s not the best at putting on the cute little girl act,” Samantha explained. “Size means everything with the cuteness manipulators. Ellen is the smallest kid at camp, and she is really good at pulling off the cute little girl, do what I want, act.”
“She is a cute little kid with those pigtails and dimples,” Marcus said. “She is so small she looks like a little baby walking around camp. I can understand how she gets what she wants.”
“She is so small she still wears baby clothes,” Samantha explained. “All her clothes are size 3T. She couldn’t trade clothes with anyone this summer. No one else can wear clothes that small.”
“Well,” Mr. Elks said. “Samantha, Marcus, and George no giving in to cute girls. You need to keep the secret.”
“Okay,” the three said together.
After getting ready for bed, Cindy practiced some more on her new flute. It amazed her how much it was the same as her old, but different too. It was easy to hear the difference in the sound. The music sounded so much better on this one. She couldn’t believe she was playing on a $10,000 flute. Her own professional flute. She played song after song. She took out three of the plugs, on keys she knew she had enough control and reach to manage. Finally, she had to stop, when Mrs. Elks told her it was time for bed.
When Mrs. Elks was tucking Cindy into bed, “Cindy, everything will be okay. You’ll see.”
“I guess,” Cindy glumly said as she gathered Molly and her stuffed panda bear. “I’ll get used to being in baby diapers again. I just don’t know how I will get used to being Frank again. Everyone is worried about the concert tomorrow, but I have to go home with my mom and dad after the concert. That is what I am worried about."
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Cindy at Music Camp By Teek Chapter 17 |
“Time to get up Cindy,” Mrs. Elks stuck her head in the room.
“Okay,” Cindy stretched, while still holding on tight to her panda bear.
Mrs. Elks left Cindy to get up and dressed. Cindy was disappointed, but not surprised, that her Goodnite was wet. She got cleaned up and dressed for the day. On the top of her dresser was the outfit that Samantha had borrowed from Ciara. It was the same outfit that Cindy had worn on Monday when they were introducing Cindy to Mr. Elks. The only thing she couldn’t borrow were the shoes. If George’s Dad was correct, he would bring a pair of Lucy’s shoes for her to borrow. Mrs. Elks would need to help her with the bow. Cindy just couldn’t get it right this morning. It always looked wrong when she looked in the mirror.
Cindy thought about the phone call with George’s parents. His Mom had problems with her being a girl, but George’s Dad stopped her. Before the call, George said his Dad was probably a stronger believer in the God stuff and hating transgender people, so why did George’s Dad stop his Mom from attacking? Cindy tried to figure out why George’s Mom wouldn’t even allow borrowing Lucy’s shoes. Even harder for Cindy to figure out was why Lucy couldn’t play with Samantha and her. Well, Lucy could now, but only because George’s Dad made George’s Mom accept that. It was all very confusing to Cindy.
Cindy knew she was a freak. Her Mom made that very clear in Wal-Mart to the whole store before camp. The way she was yelling and explaining things, everyone in that store knew Cindy was a freak. So, what if she was a freak, why wouldn’t Lucy be allowed to play with her? Why was that George’s Mom’s decision, not Lucy’s?
Another strange thing kept coming back into Cindy’s mind. Mr. Elks said twenty-two kids had gone home because of Cindy. This didn’t make sense. Thursday morning after Ariel got sent home, it was only twelve kids. When and why did the other ten kids go home? Either Marcus or Mike had told everyone that they could leave if they didn’t like having a transgender kid at camp. Did that mean that ten more kids left because they didn’t like Cindy. With a big hug to Molly and her panda bear, she put the panda on the pillow.
“Good Morning Cindy,” Mrs. Elks said as Cindy walked into the living room. “Did you sleep well last night?”
“The Goodnite was wet,” Cindy glumly replied.
“I am sorry dear. When you took it off, did you remember to wipe with the baby wipes?”
“Yeah, don’t want to smell like pee. Just wish I didn’t crinkle when I walked. Everyone is going to know I am wearing diapers.”
“That was a very big girl decision of you to wear a Goodnite today. I know you won’t believe this, but other people rarely hear a diaper or Goodnite. Even when they do, on a kid your age they don’t think of those things causing the noise.”
Cindy squeezing Molly tight, “Mrs. Elks, can you please fix my bow, I just can’t get it on right.”
“No problem Cindy, but you might want to change clothes for the morning. Most kids don’t put on their concert clothes until just before the concert.”
“Oh,” Cindy blushed. “I didn’t think about that.”
“Go find something fun to wear for playing with Samantha and Lucy. I washed all your clothes last night and put them in your suitcase.”
“Suitcase, uggg. I have to go home today.”
The next time Cindy came out, she was wearing the yellow waistless dress, with patches of pink roses, and white three-fourth length sleeves with black stripes. She had on yellow socks and her Frozen sneakers. For the hair, she put in a hair clip with a yellow bow.
“Very nice outfit Cindy,” Mrs. Elks commented.
“Thanks,” Cindy said trying to smile.
“Hunter has already left for his office. I’ll take you over to breakfast this morning. We have some time so let’s talk some before the day gets too hectic. At Breakfast, you will get your copy of the camp group photo that was taken the third day of camp. It will be in a book with a bunch of blank pages, so you can get it signed by kids if you want. There will be an hour after Breakfast for just play and socializing. A lot of the Littles usually hang out at the Playground during that hour. After that, all kids are sent back to their rooms to finish packing. I don’t know about the other kids, but Samantha was planning on being over here with you as soon as she could. If you wanted, you could go help her finish packing and then the two of you can come over here to play. The current plan is that you will stay over here until you have to perform at the concert. Hunter said that he took you out of the Woodwind performance, so your first time on stage will be with Jessica’s mini orchestra group.”
“Probably a good idea,” Cindy had to admit.
“Hunter also wanted me to tell you that you will be performing three songs at the concert. First will be doing Jessica’s composition. Then during the Best Performer Prize Presentation, he is going to have you and Samantha perform something together. He is leaving it up to the two of you. Then, the last performance will be a solo performance by the Best Performer Winner, which is you.”
“Oh,” Cindy was trying to process that she was now going to be playing two more pieces at the concert. For the solo performance she was flipping through songs in her head. There were so many possibilities. It would be easy for her to go with her favorite Friedrich Kuhlau flute solo, or one of the famous composers. Mozart, Bach, and many others had good flute solos. Part of her wanted to do something fun, maybe a Disney song. She could think of a few songs from different movies; Aladdin, The Little Mermaid, Beauty and the Beast, Frozen, Tangled, Moana, and even one from Mulan. One of her favorite Flute players on YouTube was Emma He. She does an amazing performance of Scarborough Fair which is some old English ballad, made popular by some old guys great grandpa’s age called Simon and Garfunkle. Cindy couldn’t get the performance by Emma He out of her head. It was a piano and flute duet, but it was lovely. Emma He was nine-years-old when she did it, just the same age Cindy is. Would Mr. Elks let Jessica and her do a duet or maybe Marcus since he came in third place? Marcus might do a duet with her with the song, Yesterday. It is some old Rock’n Roll song by a group called the Beatles. How in the world could she decide?
Breakfast was full of emotion. Between the mini-orchestra and the Protection Squad, Cindy knew everyone at the table very well. Cindy knew what was coming. As others were talking about returning next summer, Cindy was quite sure she would never be allowed to return to Music Camp. Her Mom would never risk the chance for Frank to dress as Cindy again. This was good-bye for good. She would never see these people again.
Cindy bangs her fork on the table until everyone at the table starts looking at her, “I want to say thank you to everyone at this table. You all made it possible for me to be Cindy this week and have the best week of my life. I will never forget any of you. Although I would love to come back next summer, I know it will not be allowed. As some of you know, my Mom is going to be super-duper mad once she finds out I have been Cindy this week. She will never let me be Cindy again. She will never let me come back to a place where I could possibly be Cindy. This is the last day I will ever have in my life to be Cindy.”
Tears started to roll down Cindy’s face, “Thank You everyone, and I am very, very, very sorry for what my Mommy is going to do at the concert. If you want me to be Frank today, so Mommy doesn’t mess up the concert, I will.”
Eleanor was the first to respond, “Cindy you are the amazing flutist. Frank was good, but you are outstanding. All those professionals were stunned by you. If today is your last day to be Cindy, then be Cindy. We are all here to support you, just like we have been all week.”
“Frank left camp for good on Monday,” Jessica said. “He may be forced back by his Mom, but until she does that, Cindy is here to stay.”
“Listen Cindy,” George said. “No matter what anyone says or does, inside you are a little girl named Cindy. I know that, and everyone at this table knows that. Don’t let anyone tell you who you are or who you should be. You have to decide that yourself. At the moment, you know you are a girl named Cindy. So, today you are a girl named Cindy and we are not going to make you be somebody else. We have no right to do that.”
“Listen to George Cindy,” Axel says. “Be yourself and never hide away who you are on the inside. My mom insists I put on a costume and act like a ‘normal’ person when around her. I never forget however, who I am on the inside. I am a Rock’n Roll drummer, and ready for adventure. You Cindy, are a little girl. You’re more girly than my little sister, and she is way to girly for me to handle. If wearing a dress and carrying around a dolly is who you are on the inside, then be that on the outside for as long as you can.”
Cindy was in tears. Samantha was next to her and whispered in her ear, “Don’t even think about being Frank.”
While Cindy tried to get herself together, those at the table that didn’t know about Cindy’s Mom, got a crash course in what she had done. Then some of the plans to protect Cindy today were explained.
“So, we can expect the Woodwind performance to be disrupted,” Eleanor stated.
“No,” Cindy said. “Mr. Elks took me out of the Woodwind performance.”
“What? But we need you. Well I guess I see why, but . . . but . . . Okay.”
“I am sure the Little’s orchestra is not happy to not have Samantha or Cindy, but they are managing,” Marcus said. “Not having Cindy show up until the last piece of the concert makes the most sense.”
“I know,” Eleanor said. “We will just miss her.”
“Thanks,” Cindy said. “I didn’t know until this morning that I had been pulled out of that performance. That reminds me, after breakfast, Samantha, Marcus, George, and Jessica I need to talk to you.”
The meal continued until the food was gone, and then the camp pictures were handed out. Everyone at the table sent their picture around the table to get signed by each other. Cindy wrote little personalized notes for each person. She really was going to miss them all. On the first one she almost signed it Frank, but then for the first time in her life, she wrote her name. The second time she wrote it, she put a little heart in place of the dot on the ‘ i ‘ in her name. From then on that is how she signed her name. With each writing of ‘Cindy’ her smile got bigger and bigger.
Slowly the people at the table dwindled down until it was just the mini-orchestra.
“So, what’s up Cindy,” Jessica asked.
Cindy looked around. There were not many people left in the room and no one close enough to hear them talk. Taking a deep breath, “Mr. Elks took me out of the woodwind performance, but now, instead of two pieces, I will have to do three pieces in the concert.”
“What do you mean Cindy,” Jessica asked? “You were going to perform with the Woodwind class and in our orchestra. Occasionally, the winner of the Best Performer Competition plays a piece, but that would only have you doing two pieces.”
“Yup, our orchestra, Best Performer Winner, and a duet with the second place winner,” Cindy said looking at Samantha.
“Hay, that is me,” Samantha said. “We are playing a duet?”
“That is what Mrs. Elks told me this morning,” Cindy explained. “I think Samantha and I should do a piece from one of the Disney movies, something all the Littles would enjoy.”
“Awwwww, great idea Cindy,” Samantha said. “We play a piece for the Littles, by Littles.”
“I bet Mr. Elks would like something more classical,” George added. “But knowing him, he will fully accept his two Little winners to play a little kid piece. It is probably why he is having the two of you do a duet. Two Littles in the top three has never happened in the history of the camp.“
“I keep running possible pieces to play as the winner of the Best Performer Competition,” Cindy explained. “Would Mr. Elks let me do a Duet with either Marcus or Jessica on the Piano?”
“Don’t think so Cindy,” Marcus explained. “The reason the Best Performer Winner gets to play a piece is to show everyone why they won. I won for my Rock’n Roll guitar playing one year, and I couldn’t do a piece with the band. Just me and my guitar. It is annoying, but a good way to show off your talent when it is just you on the stage.”
“Too bad,” Cindy sighed. “I thought with you on the piano, we could do Yesterday, by the Beatles. That way the 1st and 2nd get to play together and the 1st and 3rd get to play together.”
“Yesterday?” Marcus replied. “I would love to do a Rock’n Roll song with you Cindy. Too bad we don’t have another Open Mic.”
Cindy smiled, “Thought you would like that one. Part of me really wants to do Scarborough Fair, but that is also a piano/flute Duet.”
“Wonder what that sounds like as a piano/flute duet,” Jessica inquired.
Cindy asked to borrow Marcus’ phone and she pulled up the Emma He’s performance on YouTube.
Link to Scarborough Fair on YouTube
“Oh, you two should do it,” Jessica said after watching the video.
While they discussed somehow getting Cindy to play Scarborough Fair, Cindy pulled up Yesterday and started playing it to get everyone to stop discussing the impossible.
Link to Yesterday on YouTube
“That would also be a good one,” George said. “I can see why you thought of those two, but honestly Cindy, you need to play the piece that one you 1st place.”
There was general agreement over George’s statement. If Cindy could play it so good that Mr. Frances, the silent judge, talked to her, then she should play it at the concert. Cindy could see the logic in this, but part of her still wanted to play either Yesterday or Scarborough Fair.
The group parted ways, with Cindy and Samantha heading to the playground. When they got there, they were immediately mobbed by almost everyone asking them to sign their camp memory book.
“Two Littles in the top five,” Suzy said. “You two are famous. You show all those big kids that Littles can be good too.”
“It doesn’t matter what size we are,” Little Ellen said. “I am a good violin player. Not as good as you Samantha, but I am good. You two showed those big teenagers that Littles can be better than them. Thank You!”
Ellen went up and gave Samantha a big hug and then gave Cindy one too. With her being so small, Her hands hit Cindy’s bottom.
After the hug, Ellen made Cindy get down to her height and then she said, “I think it is cool you are wearing a pull-up, I have to wear one for the concert too.”
“What . . . I . . . I,” Cindy looked at Ellen. She looked so cute and still looked so much like a little baby. She may have been six, but Cindy could easily picture Ellen running around in a diaper and sucking on a pacifier. No matter how much Cindy wanted to, she just couldn’t lie to Ellen. “I started having accidents after Ariel attacked me.”
“I have accidents when I laugh too hard,” Sarah said. “So, there is a strict no tickling rule in my house.”
“I have them when I get scared,” Patrick said.
“I still have to wear a big girl pull-up at night,” Elizabeth said.
“Cindy,” Oliver said. “I want you to sign my book, even if you do wear Pull-ups.”
Cindy wanted this line of discussion to stop. She quickly grabbed Oliver’s book and signed her name, “Thank You Oliver.”
Oliver smiled and went off to the slides.
“Looks like we have a lot of books to sign,” Samantha said. “Let’s go over to the picnic table.”
The crowd of kids followed Cindy and Samantha to the table. The two of them signed a lot of books, and a lot of kids signed their books. When done, they went over to the see-saw.
“I can’t believe you are two years older than me, but we are the same size and weight,” Samantha said as they tried to balance the see-saw.
“Strange, isn’t it.”
“So, what piece do you want to play,” Samantha asked?
“I don’t know,” Cindy said pushing off the ground. The two were silent as they went up and down for a while.
“Let It Go, is out,” Samantha said.
“Definitely,” Cindy agreed.
“Probably not one of the old princess ones either,” Samantha said. “The boys may not know it.”
“The Lion King has some good pieces of music,” Cindy commented. “Moana has some good ones too.”
“We could do Moana, How Far I’ll Go,” Samantha suggested.
“No, I’ve got it,” Cindy said getting up and flinging Samantha to the ground. “The Lion King, Can You Feel the Love Tonight. We may need Marcus or Jessica on the Piano. Come on, let’s go find Mr. Elks.”
“Cindy,” Samantha screamed standing up and running after Cindy. “Cindy, slow down.”
Cindy was half-way to the Administrative Offices before Samantha caught up with her, “Cindy! Why are you running off like that? I didn’t even say yes to the piece yet?”
Without stopping, Cindy looked at Samantha, “Well, after the outburst by my parents, there will be a lot a people there supporting us, and we need to let them all know that we understand that and appreciate it. The piece is perfect for that.”
“Yes, but How Far I’ll Go from ‘Moana’ better represents the two of us and the future in front of us.”
Cindy walked into the administrative offices with Samantha right behind. They went up to Mrs. Stillman. Cindy smiled as she remembered her first day here at camp, when Jessica dragged her through this office telling Mrs. Stillman to call her mom.
“Mrs. Stillman,” Cindy said. “Is Mr. Elks here?”
“Yes sweetheart, but he is in a meeting,” Mrs. Stillman smiled at the two young girls standing at her desk.
“It is important Mrs. Stillman. We need to talk to him about the concert. It has to be now. If he says yes, we need to practice before the concert. Please Mrs. Stillman, please,” Cindy slightly tilts her head, smiles, and blinks a few times.
Mrs. Stillman smiles back, “Nice try little one, but that cute little girl trick doesn’t work on me. You do it pretty good though. You look familiar, and you seem to know me, but I can’t recall your name.”
“We met on the first day Mrs. Stillman when Jessica wanted you to call her mom. I’m Cindy and this is my best friend Samantha.”
Mrs. Stillman looked at Cindy with confusion and then a realization of recognition, “Oh you are Cindy. The little girl who has made my job a lot more fun this summer. Usually being a secretary at summer camp is boring, but you have kept me very busy writing up new policies, calling parents, and several rewrites of the concert schedule. Nice to finally meet you. Are you about to make me redo the agenda of the concert again?”
“Please Mrs. Stillman, it really is important for us to talk with Mr. Elks.”
“Okay,” Mrs. Stillman said picking up her phone. “I’ll let him know you want to talk to him.”
Cindy and Samantha stood there listening as Mrs. Stillman talked to Mr. Elks. When she hung up, she smiled at the two of them, “He said you could go right in.”
“Thanks Mrs. Stillman,” Cindy and Samantha said together.
When they entered Mr. Elks’ office, there were two guys in there talking with Mr. Elks. One of them had a Police Officer uniform on.
“Daddy!!!!!” Samantha screamed and ran up to her dad who was wearing his uniform.
“Hello, Sammie Pooh,” Samantha’s Dad said giving her a big hug. “So good to see you. Mom will be happy to know that sending you to camp for two weeks didn’t cause you to forget us.”
“Oh Daddy,” Samantha giggled.
“So, this I assume is Cindy,” Samantha’s dad said while looking over to Cindy.
“Yes sir,” Cindy shyly said.
“Nice to finally meet you Cindy,” Samantha’s Dad said.
“Girls,” Mr. Elks said gesturing towards the unknown man in the room. “I want you to meet Officer Miller. He will be helping keep our concert a safe place for everyone.”
“Hi Officer Miller sir,” Cindy said. “I am sorry you have to be here.”
Officer Miller got down on his knees in front of Cindy, “I am honored to help out Cindy. Don’t ever apologize for needing the police. We always love protecting cute little girls. Makes us feel like a knight saving a princess.”
Samantha and Cindy smiled.
“Cindy,” Officer Miller said. “A lady named Mrs. Stone and I have a few questions for you before your parents get here. Mr. Elks thought a good place to ask them would be at his house, so we will be over later to talk to you.”
Cindy looked at Mr. Elks and Samantha’s Dad. It was very clear to everyone in the room that Cindy wasn’t sure what to think about this.
“Cindy,” Mr. Elks said. “It is okay. I will be there, and Barbara can be there too if you want.”
“Cindy,” Samantha’s Dad added. “My partner and I will also be there. There is . . .”
“Patty is here?” Samantha interrupted.
“Yes, Sammie Pooh,” Samantha’s Dad smiled. “She is over at the Concert Hall trying to figure out everything we need to do to keep the two of you safe. The two of us will be over to Mr. Elks house once Mrs. Stone gets here.”
Cindy looked straight into Officer Miller’s eyes. He seemed nice, but could she trust him? She wasn’t sure. He was a Police Officer. She was supposed to trust Police Officers.
“What’s wrong Cindy,” Mr. Elks inquired while he looked at her closely.
“I,” Cindy started but hesitated. “I . . . I’m scared.”
“We understand Cindy,” Samantha’s Dad said. “It is okay to be scared. There are scary things going on in your life. We want you to focus on your performances in the concert and your friends. Mr. Elks told me that you find the concert the easy part of today. He says that playing music calms you down.”
Cindy weakly smiles, “Yes sir.”
“Then Cindy, I want you to play as much music as you want today. Find toys and games to play with Samantha and play music on your flute. Do what you can to take your mind off the other things happening today.”
“Okay sir.”
“Mr. Elks,” Samantha said. “Cindy said that Mrs. Elks told her that me and Cindy would be doing a duet at the concert.”
“Yes,” Mr. Elks smiled at the girls. “I was hoping you would do something like that Mozart piece you did yesterday, but you can do something different if you want.”
“We are Littles Mr. Elks,” Cindy said. “We are in First and Second Place. We want to do a piece for the Littles by Littles.”
“I see,” Mr. Elks put his hand up to his chin.
“We came up with two different pieces that we think will be good. From the Lion King, Can You Feel the Love Tonight, or from Moana, How Far I’ll Go,” Samantha explained.
“I see,” Mr. Elks considered. “They are both good pieces and I see you are trying to send a message. Both send strong messages for two little girls.”
“But we have a problem sir,” Cindy said. “Both would be better if we had a piano playing with us. Can we have Jessica or Marcus play the piece with us?”
Mr. Elks pondered the proposal, “I was really hoping to have something with just the two of you. If someone is needed on the piano, I can see why you might want Jessica since she is not a teenager, but Marcus won 3rd place in the competition. I can see the top three putting on a performance. I will let you do a piece with three of you, but use Marcus, not Jessica. Okay?”
“Thank you, Mr. Elks,” Samantha and Cindy said in unison.
“Just remember girls,” Mr. Elks said. “With the two of you performing, it is two Littles on stage showing they are the best at camp. If you bring in Marcus, there will be a teenager on stage, not just two Littles.”
The girls contemplated that until they were interrupted by Mr. Elks, “It is about Packing to Go Home time. Everyone is going to be sent to the dorms to pack in a few minutes. Why don’t the two of you go over to Samantha’s room and pack her stuff up and bring it over to my house.”
“We will Mr. Elks,” Samantha said. Before leaving, she gave her Daddy a big hug.
“Sammie Pooh,” Samantha’s Dad said. “I’ll see you in a little bit. Make sure you pack everything up. I don’t want to drive all the way back to camp like last summer, because you forgot your blankie.”
“Don’t worry Daddy,” Samantha said as she grabbed Cindy’s hand. “We will check everything two times.”
With that, the girls skipped out of the office on their way to Samantha’s room.
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“Two Littles in the top five,” Elizabeth stated as they walked up the stairs to the girl’s dorm. “That is amaaaaaazing. Wish you two could do a piece together in the final concert to show those teenagers what good music actually is.”
Cindy and Samantha looked at each other, wanting to respond.
“What if we could,” Samantha asked? “What would we play?”
“Something to blow those teenagers out of the water,” Suzy insisted. “I am sick of them calling us babies and beginners. Do something that they would find hard to do, and do it way better than they could ever do.”
“Hadn’t thought of that,” Cindy thought out loud.
“Disney music,” Samantha questioned?
“Definitely no Disney music,” Emmah insisted. “If Littles got up there and played Disney music, they would all say a baby song played by a baby. You would need to play a piece that was hard, a classic, and do in such a way that they would have their eyes popping out of their heads. You two could do it, too bad you won’t have the chance.”
“Guess a trio is out then,” Samantha said.
“There are no other Little’s in the top five,” Anna pointed out. “You wouldn’t want someone who wasn’t a Little on the stage. Emmah’s right, it really is too bad you two can’t do a duet at the concert.”
“Yeah,” Cindy glumly said as she realized the truth; all of her ideas for music were out, and whatever they chose, Samantha and she would need to practice it until it was flawless. They would need some way to make it eye popping. Her solo performance would also need to have the eye popping effect. These are not pieces played by Littles, for Littles. They will need to be pieces played by Littles to prove that Littles belong on that stage. They will need to squish the teenagers like little bugs.
Mr. Elks was giving Samantha and her a chance to show the camp that they actually deserved to win the positions. They couldn’t just do any piece, they needed to do an amazing performance to show that they really are the best at camp this summer.
After packing up, and a bunch of tearful goodbyes, Samantha and Cindy headed for Mr. Elks’ house.
“What are we going to do?” Cindy asked as they headed out of the dorms.
“I don’t know,” Samantha admitted. “The girls were right though. We can’t do a Disney piece, and we definitely can’t get Jessica or Marcus to join us. This has to be the two of us and something amazing. When we get to Mr. Elks, let’s start searching YouTube for ideas.”
“No stress,” Cindy said. “Just all the Littles at camp looking to us for revenge against all the baby and ‘just a beginner’ comments this summer.”
When the girls reached Mr. Elks’ house they immediately went to the bedroom. Mrs. Elks, correctly assuming the Goodnite would need changing, told Cindy to change before they started playing. Afterwards, the girls searched YouTube in hopes of finding some eye popping violin and flute duet. Video after video, but nothing seemed just right. Finally, they found something that would definitely get everyone’s attention. They didn’t think there would be any other type of music like it during the concert. It wasn’t completely a classical piece from one of the masters, but it also was. They would each have a solo part in it, but there were also points where they were playing together. They immediately started to practice. They had to have this perfect, and they had so little time.
The girls had no idea how long they had been practicing when Mr. Elks and Samantha’s Dad entered the room.
“Wow girls,” Mr. Elks said. “Is that what you two are planning to do for your duet? It certainly is different from what we discussed earlier.”
“Sorry it’s not perfect,” Cindy apologized. “You didn’t give us much time to find something and practice it.”
“Perfect? No one is expecting perfection, but that was amazing,” Mr. Elks said. “It was also so unexpected. I’ve never heard the two of you play anything like that before.”
“Yeah, well,” Samantha added. “The other Littles convinced us that we needed to do something eye popping that the teenagers would find challenging.”
“You two told the other Littles that you had the top two positions and were going to play a piece together?”
“No, Mr. Elks,” Samantha said. “They came up with the idea of us playing a piece together. We got them to talk about it, even though they all believed that it would never happen. You know it’s not easy keeping a secret, specially if you are not allowed to lie either.”
“That is a challenge when it comes to secrets Sammie Pooh,” Samantha’s Dad went over and hugged her.
“What you have there will certainly be eye popping and very unexpected,” Mr. Elks said. “I can’t wait to see you perform it on stage.”
“Hard to believe my little Sammie Pooh just did that,” Samantha’s Dad just kept shaking his head back and forth. The concert is going to be recorded, right?”
“Yes,” Mr. Elks said. “All individual or group performances will be posted on the camp web site, and parents can buy a DVD of the whole concert for $20.”
“I will have to buy several copies,” Samantha’s Dad said. “For no one is going to believe me when I tell them what you did. Just imagine the reaction your Music Teacher will have when he sees it.”
Samantha starts giggling.
“Girls,” Mr. Elks calmly says. “That really was amazing, and I am sorry to interrupt your practice. Right now, though, Cindy is needed in the living room.”
“Sammie Pooh,” Samantha’s Dad got down in front of his daughter. “I need you to stay in here and play either on your violin or with the toys.”
“But I want to be with Cindy,” Samantha pleaded.
“Not this time Sammie. This is official Police business, and it doesn’t involve you. That means you need to stay in here. Cindy will be back shortly.”
Leaving her flute behind but taking the Molly Doll, Cindy followed the adults into the living room where she was introduced to Mrs. Stone, a Social Worker from Child Protective Services. Samantha’s Dad also introduced his partner, Officer Patty Granlin. Officer Miller explained that Mrs. Stone’s job was to protect kids and when she heard about how Cindy had been treated, she wanted to hear Cindy’s description of events. He then explained that normally there would only be one police officer with Mrs. Stone, but with the State Police involved, there are more today.
Mrs. Stone said that she would prefer to do this without Mr. and Mrs. Elks, but if Cindy wanted them there, she was willing to allow it due to the history of panic attacks. Cindy grabbed tight on to both of their hands as she sat down on the couch. With Mrs. Elks on one side, and Mr. Elks on the other, Cindy hugged the Molly doll, positioning it on her lap.
“Cindy,” Mrs. Stone said. “I have a few questions for you. I need you to tell me the truth. Do you understand the difference between the truth and make believe?”
“Yes Mam,” Cindy said.
“Good,” Mrs. Stone smiled. “Can you please tell me about the day your mom caught you at your friend’s birthday party?”
Cindy told Mrs. Stone everything that happened that day. Further questions had her telling about times she was allowed to dress as a girl at home and when she did it secretly at her friend’s house. Cindy also told all about the events at camp that led to her being Cindy, and the problems with Ariel. The discussion ended with Cindy telling what she thought her parents will do at the concert and after they leave camp.
When the questioning was done, Mrs. Elks brought Cindy back to the guest room and made sure Cindy got changed out of the wet Goodnite she was wearing. This concerned Cindy. She hadn’t used the bathroom once today and so far, needed to change twice. Mrs. Elks also seemed to know when it was wet, but Cindy didn’t. After getting changed, Cindy picked up her flute and got lost in her favorite flute solo.
When she finished playing, Samantha joined Cindy for another practice of their duet. Then they decided to take a break and play with the doll house. They had been having a lot of fun when George came in with a little girl their size.
“Samantha and Cindy,” George said. “This is my sister Lucy. Lucy, this is Cindy and Samantha. Why don’t the three of you play in here a bit while the grown-ups talk in the other room.”
“Georgie, will you stay,” Lucy pleaded.
George sat down on the bed, while Lucy was introduced to Molly and the dolls in the doll house. It didn’t take long before the three were playing together like they had been friends for years.
At one point a woman came into the room, but she was quickly escorted out by George, “Mom, leave them alone. They are playing together just fine and don’t need you ruining anything.”
“Mommy seems to think there is something very wrong with you Cindy,” Lucy said once her mom had left. “But I don’t see it. She has to be wrong anyways. She said you were just a boy pretending to like girl things. Anyone can see you are a girl, and no boy would ever wear something so pretty.”
Cindy just looked at Lucy for a minute, before Samantha got the attention of both of them by making one of the dolls do a double summersault off the second floor of the doll house. Immediately, Lucy picked up another one of the dolls and had it reprimand the first one for doing something so dangerous. Cindy picked up another doll and congratulated the first one for doing such a nice summersault. The girls giggled and were back to playing.
After a while, Lucy noticed something that confused her, “Why are you wearing a diaper Cindy?”
“It’s not a diaper,” Cindy quickly defended. “It’s a Goodnite.”
“Oh,” Lucy replied. “My friend Hellen wears those at night, so she doesn’t wet the bed. Why are you wearing one during the day?”
“I um. I . . .”
“She gets panic attacks and has accidents because of them,” Samantha blurted out.
“I hate my panic attacks,” Lucy said. “I am sorry. It would be terrible to have potty accidents with them. That must be horrible to be back in diapers because of panic attacks.”
Cindy hugged the Molly doll tight and nodded her head. Then the girls were back to playing like nothing had been said at all. Cindy, however, kept pulling at her dress to make sure her Goodnites didn’t show again.
Since parents were starting to show up at camp, the girls had lunch at Mr. Elks’ house. After lunch, Samantha and Cindy got dressed for the concert, with Cindy borrowing the shoes that Lucy brought. Shortly after lunch Jessica, George, and Marcus showed up. George’s Mom set up the TV in the living room to show the concert. The plan was for the kids to stay at Mr. Elks’ house until the piece before they had to perform. After they performed, they would be in a practice room on the second floor of the concert hall, which also had a TV set up in it. Since Cindy’s first performance was going to be the mini-orchestra’s piece, she would be the last one leaving Mr. Elks house.
Marcus had with him a few Giants, or at least that is what they looked like to Samantha, Cindy, and Lucy. They were introduced to the group as ‘The Gang’. They were bodyguard protection for the group. Five of these Giants were there, so each kid in the mini-orchestra had their own bodyguard. Cindy’s was a nice lady named Penelope. She said she had a four-year-old daughter, and she would protect Cindy like she would protect her own daughter.
Cindy was exactly four feet tall and weighed forty-seven pounds. Penelope was six-feet six-inches tall and weighed 215 pounds. Even more amazing was that she wasn’t the tallest of the bodyguards. Samantha had the tallest one, Luke, at six-foot ten-inches tall.
The discussion about the bodyguards was interrupted by a package delivery. It was George’s French Horn. He quickly got to practicing on it, for he really wanted to use it in the concert.
When the concert started, all the kids except for Lucy were in the living room watching. Lucy was in the audience with her mom.
One by one, members of the mini-orchestra left with their bodyguards to perform in the concert. They all had at least one other performance in the concert in addition to Jessica’s piece. The Woodwind group performed just before Marcus’ Rock’n Roll performance. When they finished, Cindy left with Penelope and Mrs. Elks to go to the Concert Hall. She met backstage with the others in the mini-orchestra, watching the end of Marcus’ band perform.
“He is really good,” Samantha said as she watched him play his guitar and sing the song.
“He’s the best,” George said. “Has been ever since he switched to Rock’n Roll.”
When the band finished, there was a standing ovation, along with a group of girls repeatedly yelling out Marcus’ name.
“He always has girls yelling out his name after he performs,” Penelope rolled her eyes and shook her head back and forth.
Penelope was the last bodyguard with the group. The others had spread to the exits of the stage area, and two were down where the audience was, standing just inside the exit doors by the stage.
“With that,” Mr. Elks said walking out onto the stage with a microphone in hand. “We have gotten to the coveted last performance of the concert, or at least the last one anyone could earn. This year twelve-year-old Jessica created an original piece of music and put together a mini-orchestra to perform it. Then she did something many of you will have a hard time understanding, she chose to conduct the piece, instead of performing it. I want you all to listen carefully to this. Jessica is considered by most to be the best piano player we have at camp this summer, but she has chosen to be the conductor instead of the piano player. I heard her piece done with her playing the piano and with her being the conductor. It sounded better with her conducting. When you write a piece of music for an orchestra, it can sound better if you are conducting it. Just like an author reading their own book, a conductor can put in more of the intended emotions of a piece than they ever could just being one of the members of the orchestra. I am very proud of Jessica for being mature enough to know it would sound better with her conducting. She is just a Tween, and she was able to make this decision, even though she wrote the piece with the intention of herself performing the piano section. Let’s give a round of applause to Jessica.”
While Mr. Elks was talking, the drum set disappeared below the stage and the rest of Marcus’ band left the stage. Marcus, however, just put his guitar into a stand and walked over to the piano where he stood waiting.
When Jessica reached Mr. Elks, she was handed the microphone, “Thank You Mr. Elks. To take my place on the piano will be Marcus.”
Even from backstage, the audible gasps could be heard, along with one kid saying, “See, I told you he played the piano.”
“Next we have George on the French Horn,” Jessica continued as George came out to applause. “We have Samantha on the violin.”
Samantha came out to applause and curtsied, getting a few ‘awwws’, before going over to her seat.
“Finally, the last member of our group is Cindy,” Jessica said as Cindy started out on stage. “She was my inspiration for the piece you are going to hear. She was also the one that allowed me to get this group of talented individuals together to perform for you today. Without her, none of this would have happened.”
The cheering and applause were significantly more for Cindy than it had been for George or Samantha. Cindy came out holding both her flute and the Molly doll, did a curtsy, and then went over to her seat. She saw her parents and older sister in the front row, but she tried not to look at them. Cindy sat down in her chair, put Molly on her lap, and waited for Jessica.
Going up to the lectern, Jessica tapped 3 times and nodded her head once. A second before the first note was played, someone in the audience screamed out, “FRANK!”
Everyone turned to look straight at Cindy’s Mom who was standing up and pointing at Cindy.
“Grace,” Cindy’s Dad stood and tried to get his wife to sit down.
“No Herbert,” Cindy’s Mom shouted. “That is Frank up there with a girl’s doll on his lap. Frank you freak, get that stupid doll off your lap and get your butt down here this instant.”
“Mam,” Marcus’ Dad said as he approached. “Would you please sit down so my son can perform.”
“There is no way I am sitting down until my son gets down off that stage. I am not having my freak of a son be up there in a dress on display for everyone to see.”
Samantha’s Dad stood up, “Mam, you have been asked nicely to sit down, so the kids can perform.”
“You’re a police officer,” Cindy’s Mom stated. “You should be arresting the camp leaders for letting a boy go around camp dressed as a girl. What kind of camp is this anyways?”
“I am sorry Mam, but there is nothing illegal in letting a child dress in the clothes they want to wear,” Samantha’s Dad stated. “You, however, are disrupting a performance, and if you do not calm down, and sit down, I will have to remove you from the Concert Hall.”
“You can’t do that,” Cindy’s Mom announced. “That is my son up there, and I am going to get him off the stage right now, if I have to go up there myself and get him. He is going to get one severe whippin for this. Get down here now Frank. The longer you take the harder I’ll whip ya.”
“Grace!” Cindy’s Dad shouted. “That is enough. I came here to watch my son . . um . . child perform and I plan on doing that. Now you sit down and shut up.”
As Penelope was getting all the kids off the stage, Cindy’s Mom started to move towards the stage. The last thing Cindy saw before leaving the stage was the bodyguards blocking her path, while two uniformed police officers and Officer Miller were attempting to drag her mom out of the room. It was not however the last thing she heard.
“Get back here Frank! You thought your punishment before camp was bad, just wait until you get home. You won’t be able to sit for a week.”
“Grace! That is enough!” Cindy’s Dad said. “I put up with you giving our child a bowl cut and parading him around Wal-Mart telling everyone he was a freak. I tolerated you punishing him for going to his best friend’s birthday party wearing a little girls party dress. But, enough is enough. Frank has been wearing his sister’s clothes and telling us he is a girl since he could talk and dress himself. All those kids were cheering for a little girl named Cindy. Our little girl. Now shut up so we can hear why they were all cheering for her. You refused to do anything when the camp called and said our son was being bullied . . .”
That was the last Cindy heard as the door to the staircase closed behind her and Penelope continued to push her along to the designated room on the second floor.
When they reached the room, everyone was silent.
Penelope quickly turned when someone tried to open the door. It was only Mrs. Elks. Penelope let her in, locked the door, and then stood guard at the door.
“Are you all okay,” Mrs. Elks asked as she looked around at everyone on her way over to Cindy.
“We’re fine,” Marcus said. “Thanks Penelope.”
“No problem kid-o,” Penelope responded with a smile.
Then there was a knock at the door, “It’s Mr. Dillinger. Please let me in.”
“That’s my dad,” George said. “Look at Cindy, he’s here to help.”
Penelope looked over at Cindy. She was on the ground, legs up to chest with arm around them, and was rocking forward and backwards. Penelope opened the door to let in Mr. Dillinger and then locked it again.
“Jessica and Samantha,” George directed. “Same as before. Start playing a gentle lullaby.”
Mrs. Elks was rubbing Cindy’s back, and Mr. Dillinger was directly in front of her trying to talk her down. It took several minutes before they could get Cindy to join in on the lullaby. When it was done playing, Cindy was directed to play another piece. She played her favorite flute solo. About halfway through, Mr. Elks, using his own key, came into the room.
“Mr. Dillinger,” Mr. Elks inquired? “Do you think she could come down and perform now.”
“Are you nuts,” Mr. Dillinger glared at Mr. Elks.
“Yes, Mr. Elks,” Cindy meekly got out. “I can do it. It will help me calm down.”
“Dad, it really will help Cindy to be playing. She can block out the world when she is playing.”
“I do not approve,” Mr. Dillinger said, but you all know Cindy better than I do.
“Is Cindy’s Mommy still there,” Samantha asked?
“No Samantha,” Mr. Elks explained. “The police have gotten her out of the concert hall.”
The group returned to the stage. As they walked out, the room went silent. The kids took their positions and with three taps on the lectern, and a nod of her head, Jessica started the piece.
When Cindy came back to reality, in front of her was a standing ovation. She looked over to where her Mom, Dad, and Sister had been. She saw a smiling Dad and Sister standing and clapping away.
“That truly was an outstanding performance,” Mr. Elks said as the room quieted down. “At this time, I usually clear the stage and bring up the top five winners of the Best Performer Competition. This year, however, they are all on the stage already. It is the first time in the camp’s history that we have had the best at camp performing together. Not only is this group impressive enough to contain the top five Best Performers at camp this summer, it has also caught the attention of three Symphony Orchestra Conductors from around the world. This group has been asked to perform that piece in concerts around the world. Never before have any of our students earned positions in professional performances, based upon what they did here at camp.”
The room erupted into applause.
When the applause started to lessen, Mr. Elks continued, “In 5th Place we have George on the French Horn.”
George got up from his seat in the mini-orchestra, collected his trophy and then left the stage.
“In 4th Place, we have Jessica with her piano playing.”
Jessica did the same as George.
“In 3rd Place, we have Marcus based upon his Piano playing.”
Mr. Elks paused as the room was cheering for Marcus. As Marcus left the stage, Mr. Elks gestured for Samantha and Cindy to join him, “In the camps history, we have never had two Littles in the top three. This summer, the top two positions are both Littles. Samantha is only seven, and Cindy is nine. Quite an impressive feat for two little girls. Over the last week, I have heard the two of them playing everything from Disney Movie pieces, to Lullabies, to stuff from Bach and Mozart. I even heard one performance of Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star. All of it was simply astounding. For this special occasion, I have asked the two of them if they would do a duet for you all. They found out about this request this morning. I have given them no guidance on what to play. Cindy and Samantha, are you still willing to do this?”
They both nod yes.
“Well then,” Mr. Elks stated. “With that, I will turn the stage over to the two of them.”
Mr. Elks left the stage while microphones were set up for the two girls. Cindy and Samantha were standing in the center of the stage with their instruments. Cindy put the Molly doll down on the floor in front of them and then stood up. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Samantha tapped one of the Vampirina stickers on her violin before bringing it into position. Cindy opened her eyes, looked straight at Samantha and nodded her head three times. Suddenly the room erupted in music.
YouTube Link to the Music Cindy and Samantha played for everyone
The girls played a Celtic/Classical blend of music while dancing on stage. When they finished the room exploded with cheers, applause, and calls of ‘Go Littles’. Mr. Elks rejoined the girls with a huge smile on his face.
“These two little girls have never stopped amazing me for the last week. Today is no exception. They are both quite talented prodigies. Before this morning they had never played that music before. Neither had ever done any Celtic music. To Blend Bach and Irish tunes in a few hours and put on a performance like that is unheard of. They wanted to do something eye popping to show the teenagers they deserved to be up here, well they just did. Let’s give another round of applause for Samantha and Cindy,” Mr. Elks gestured to the girls.
“Now it was not a tie for first-place,” Mr. Elks continued. “One of these girls impressed celebrities from around the world and is in contract negotiations with world renowned conductors to be a guest solo performer with their orchestras. The first-place winner this year gets a big trophy, paid tuition for next summer’s Music Camp, and an American Girl doll. This year’s winner is, . . . Cindy.”
“Cin-dy, Cin-dy, Cin-dy,” was being repeated over and over again from the campers.
Eventually Mr. Elks got everyone to quiet down, “I have asked Cindy to perform a solo piece for you. She has chosen to play the piece that wowed the judges in the competition: Friedrich Kuhlau’s Fantasy for Flute Solo. And please note everyone, Cindy has played everything for you today by memory. She can read music and learns from sheet music, but then quickly memorizes it. She feels her way through the performance. Cindy, the stage is yours.”
Cindy escaped reality as she played the piece on her new flute.
YouTube Link to the music Cindy performed
When she finished, she came back to reality and looked out at the standing ovation she was getting. She curtsied for the audience. She looked over at her sister and father. They both had huge smiles on their faces and were clapping away with everyone else. Next to Dad was an empty chair. Cindy wondered what happened to Mom. She didn’t have long to contemplate that however, for Mr. Elks was quickly back at her side.
As soon as he got the room quieted down, he had the trophy brought out to Cindy. It was huge, she had to use two hands to hold it. Mr. Elks took her flute so she could hold the trophy.
The cheering and clapping were slowly becoming a background noise to something else. The other campers were calling for an encore. Although Mr. Elks had herd this request in previous years and he had never honored it. It was different this time, they were asking her to play a specific piece of music. They were shouting ‘encore’ and then ‘Scarborough Fair’. Marcus came out onto the stage to join Mr. Elks and Cindy.
Holding his own microphone, Marcus started to talk to Mr. Elks, “We want to hear Cindy play one last piece for us. For her solo performance she wanted to play Scarborough Fair, but she needed someone on the piano. Since you would not have allowed that, she played what you just heard instead. I agree with you Mr. Elks, it was well worth hearing her play a solo performance. Now, however, we campers believe she should have a chance to play Scarborough Fair like she wanted to.”
“But . . .” Mr. Elks started.
“No Mr. Elks,” Marcus said. “There was a decision by the campers that we were going to hear Cindy play Scarborough Fair. After her Mom almost prevented Cindy from even performing, Cindy isn’t sure if she will ever get to play again as Cindy. You have noted that Frank is a very different musician than Cindy is. Please Mr. Elks, for what may be Cindy’s last performance, please let the two of us play Scarborough Fair, up here on stage. Be aware however, the campers have already decided that we ARE going to hear her play the piece. She is either going to play it now up here on stage, or at the amphitheater after you dismiss us all.”
Looking down at Cindy Mr. Elks smiled, “Okay Marcus, I guess we have one more performance. Are the two of you ready?”
“Oh Yes,” Cindy quickly puts down the trophy, grabs her flute and gets the Molly Doll. Sitting on the conductor's platform, with her legs under her, she positioned the Molly doll leaning up against her. While getting in position, the stage hands clear the stage and position a microphone. With a smile over to Marcus, Cindy nods three times, and they started.
YouTube Link to Scarborough Fair Flute performance
At the end, and after the applause had died down, Mr. Elks addressed the room, “Thank you everyone for coming. It has been a great camp this year. I look forward to seeing you next summer.”
With that, the curtains closed, and the Concert Hall became chaos as kids and parents tried to connect with each other. As Penelope led Cindy off stage and back to Mr. Elks house, Marcus’ Dad informed Cindy’s Dad that he would take him to her.
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Cindy at Music Camp
By Teek © 2019 Chapter 19 |
Before Cindy’s Dad arrived, Mrs. Elks got Cindy to change into a dry Goodnite and out of her concert outfit.
Cindy was scared to come out of the bedroom, but when she entered the living room her older sister came running up to her and gave her the biggest hug she had ever received.
“That was incredible little sis. I didn’t know you could play that good.”
“Thanks Holly,” Cindy blushed.
“It truly was,” Cindy’s Dad said as he slowly approached. “So, you have spent the last week as a girl. Cindy it is, huh? I could get used to having two beautiful daughters.”
Tears started to flow down Cindy’s face. She ran up and gave her dad a huge hug, “Really, Daddy?”
“After what Mom put you through, you still chose to dress as a girl here at camp. From what I have been told, you have been Cindy for a week. Even after facing a bully, you still chose to continue dressing as a girl. We will have to get a counselor involved, but from what I have heard over the last hour, Cindy is the flute player of the family. She is way better than Frank ever was. I suspect the last condition of those contracts Mrs. Dulles wants us to sign is that Cindy performs, not Frank.”
“Yup,” Cindy confirmed. “The conductors want Cindy. They have never heard Frank play, and I don’t want them to.”
“You had five famous musicians give you a $10,000 flute. They gave Cindy that flute. People don’t just give a nine-year-old an expensive flute like that. They see something special in you. It is time I stopped and tried to see it too.”
“But I can’t be Cindy. Mommy is going to make me be Frank and put me back in baby diapers.”
“Diapers? Why would Mommy put you back in diapers,” Holly asked?
“Been having panic attacks and potty accidents.”
Holly went in for a hug. Dad looked at Cindy and Mrs. Elks who was nodding her head.
“I am sorry,” Dad hugged Cindy tight. “I’m really sorry.”
Cindy looked straight at Dad, “She is mean Daddy. She hates Cindy. She is going to make me a baby again. I sort of need the diapers, so I guess that is okay. But, I . . . I don’t want to go back to being Frank. I like being Cindy.”
“We need to talk to a counselor about this,” Dad said. “I’ll make you a deal though. You can dress however you want until we see a counselor and get their advice. Now tell me about these panic attacks and potty accidents.”
“When she started to get bullied, the potty accidents started,” Mrs. Elks said. “The panic attacks come when something reminds her of incidents with her Mom or incidents with the bully. She started to wet the bed, so I got her some Goodnites. She’s gone to wearing them during the day too, because of the daytime accidents. She is afraid that her Mom will put her back in real baby diapers, instead of the pull-on style of diapers like Goodnites. She also wants the girl ones, not the boy ones.”
“Sounds like we will be buying some GIRL Goodnites on the way home.”
“Not baby diapers?”
“Definitely not,” Dad said. “You’re a big nine-year-old, not a baby.”
“What about Mommy?”
“Once she gets out of jail, we will talk.”
“What? Jail?”
“Threatening to beat you was bad enough but doing it in front of several Police Officers and a Judge was a very bad thing to do,” Cindy’s Dad explained. “Then, while trying to prevent you from leaving the stage, she hit a police officer, so they arrested her. It is a big no, no girls to hit a police officer.”
“Who did she hit?” Cindy inquired. “Are they okay? Was it Samantha’s Daddy?”
“It was Officer Granlin,” Mr. Elks said. “She will be fine.”
“In the audience, I also saw this lady named Mrs. Stone from Child Protective Services. She questioned us a few days ago. I bet she is going to make sure your Mom never follows through with her threats.”
“Daddy,” Cindy broke down into tears.
Dad got down on his knees and hugged Cindy until she stopped crying, “You okay now?”
“Cindy, we did it! We Did It!” Samantha said as she barged into the house. “We Did It Cindy. Did you see the look on their faces when we played that Celtic music? You should have seen the looks when you played your piece. Even the teenagers were amazed. We did it Cindy!”
Cindy, with her tear stained face, turned to look at Samantha.
“Cindy,” Samantha ran up to Cindy and hugged her tight. “It’s okay Cindy. It’s okay. Don’t cry.”
After about two minutes of hugging each other, Samantha turned to Cindy’s Dad, “What did you do to make Cindy cry?”
“Samantha Jean Ellsworth!” Samantha’s dad reprimanded. “You don’t talk to adults like that. Apologize!”
Samantha looked down at her shoes and said, “Sorry Cindy’s Daddy.”
“You’re a good friend Samantha,” Cindy’s Dad said. “Thank you for being concerned. We were just talking about Cindy’s Mommy.”
“Oh her,” Samantha huffed.
There was a knock on the door. Mrs. Elks answered it and let Jessica and her Mom in.
“Good, the two of you are here,” Jessica said. “Mom brought my American Doll Girls. You both go home with two dolls.”
“Samantha,” Mrs. Elks added. “Your new doll is on Lizzy’s bed.”
Samantha, Cindy, and Jessica went running off to Lizzy’s bedroom, with the adults following slowly behind.
There were four packages on the bed. Samantha went right up to the one that was obviously a doll box.
“Oh, cool Samantha,” Jessica said. “You have a Blaire doll.”
While Samantha was looking over her new doll, Mrs. Elks went up to the bed and started looking at the other packages, “This one is for Cindy.”
“What,” Cindy said looking at Mrs. Elks. “For me?”
Cindy was handed a package, while Mrs. Elks picked up another package, “This one is for Jessica, and the last one is for Samantha.”
“Jessica, when I heard what you were doing for Samantha and Cindy,” Jessica’s Mom said. “I decided to get each of you a gift for your dolls.”
“Mom?”
“You are still my little girl, and I get to buy you stuff for your dolls. Open it up silly girl,” Jessica’s Mom directed. “All three of you, open your presents.”
Jessica tore right into the wrapping paper, with bits flying everywhere. Inside was an American Girl Doll Piano set. Samantha and Cindy were more methodical opening up their presents. Soon everyone could see that Cindy had an American Girl Flute set, and Samantha had an American Girl Violin set.
Jessica’s Mom opened a bag she was carrying and pulled out three American Girl Dolls, putting them on the bed.
“We have Samantha, Kit, and Rebecca,” Jessica introduced each of the dolls. “I want you each to pick one doll. I like them all, so I know you will like whichever one you pick.”
Jessica turned her attention to the piano she got. Samantha and Cindy were looking over the dolls and commenting on their outfits. Cindy’s Dad just looked on as he watched his child be more bubbily and alive than he had seen in years. His son was definitely not acting like a boy. He had seen very similar reactions out of Holly when she was nine and got a new doll. Was he looking at a daughter named Cindy or a son named Frank? This child in front of him was happy, and definitely acting like a little girl. No boy would respond this way over a doll and doll accessories.
“Look Cindy,” Holly said. “If you got Kit, we would both have a Kit to play with.”
“Maybe, but that is also a reason not to get Kit,” Cindy said. “I really like the Samantha Doll’s Dress, but maybe Samantha wants the Samantha doll?”
“No,” Samantha said. “I have the Kit Kittredge movie at home. I think I want Kit.”
“I’ll take the Samantha Doll,” Cindy said, putting the Samantha doll next to the Molly doll. She then got the Molly doll to play the toy flute.
As Cindy, Samantha, Jessica, and Holly played with the dolls, the adults went to talk in the living room.
The girls were interrupted a while later by Ciara, “Oh cool, an American Girl party.”
“Hi Ciara,” Samantha said. “You come to get your dress?”
“Yes and no,” Ciara said. “Mommy said Cindy should keep the outfit. Something about wanting to keep it for future memories of her first concert as Cindy.”
“Thank You, Ciara,” Cindy said. “It certainly is a lovely dress.”
“See you next summer Cindy and Samantha,” Ciara said as she turned and left the room.
“Bye,” Cindy and Samantha said together.
“Will we see each other next summer,” Samantha asked Cindy?
“I don’t think so,” Cindy replied.
Samantha hugged Cindy.
“What do you mean,” Holly questioned? “Of course you will be back next summer. Money isn’t even an issue for Mom and Dad anymore, you won full tuition for next summer.”
“Holly,” Cindy glumly said. “Mommy will never let me be Cindy ever again. She will definitely not let me go back to a place I pulled off being Cindy for a whole week without her knowing it.”
“Dad!” shouted Holly. “Dad! Dad!”
“What is it princess,” Cindy’s Dad asked as he came into the room?
“Cindy says she isn’t coming back next summer because you and Mommy won’t let her. Tell her that isn’t true. Tell her she is coming back and will see Samantha and Jessica next summer.”
“Well,” Cindy’s Dad hesitated.
“What do you mean Dad?” Holly protested. “It can’t be the money. She won full tuition for next summer.”
“I know but,” Dad said.
“See,” Cindy said. “I told you Holly. Mommy and Daddy will not let me be Cindy and they definitely will not let me come back to a place where I managed to be Cindy for a whole week without them knowing.”
“It’s not that simple Frank, I mean Cindy,” Dad tried to explain.
“It is simple. You tell her right now that she can come back next summer as Cindy,” Holly demanded.
“Holly.”
“No Dad. You told Cindy that she could be Cindy. You told her that you will look at things differently. Were you lying to her? She is my little sister. She has been my little sister since she was two. You forced her to be Frank when she kept telling you she was Cindy. Now you see Cindy, but you are not letting her be Cindy. Are you going to hide her away in her bedroom again? If so, tell her now. Go ahead, tell her the truth!”
“It’s not that simple Holly,” Dad tried to explain.
“Bull,” Holly bellowed. “Cindy is my sister. She is coming home with us, and she is staying. I have looked up Transgender on the Internet. I know what it is, and so does that Mrs. Stone lady. The more you restricted Frank from being Cindy, the sadder she was. Look at her Daddy. Look at her. She is happy now. Are you going to take that happiness away?”
Holly and her dad looked over to Cindy. What they saw however, wasn’t a happy little girl or boy. They saw her in the middle of a panic attack.
“Cindy!” Holly shouted. “Cindy!”
Jessica and Samantha were already at Cindy’s side trying to calm her down. With Holly shouting Cindy’s name, the other adults immediately came running.
“What’s going on,” Cindy’s Dad said as he darted over to his child?
“You did this,” Samantha yelled at Cindy’s Dad. “You did this with all your fighting. She is having a panic attack because of you. Get away from us. Get away.”
Mrs. Elks was quickly to Cindy’s side and trying to talk her through the attack. Cindy’s Dad backed away and bumped into Samantha’s Dad.
“Scary, isn’t it?” Samantha’s Dad said to Cindy’s Dad. “Samantha’s right though. You did this to your child. Take a good look. Your child is suffering because of you. You may have stood up to your wife, but are you truly ready to accept your child. She has some serious psychological issues due to what you and your wife have put her through. Mrs. Stone will be here shortly. It is now up to her to decide what happens with Cindy and Holly.”
Cindy’s Dad looked on as Samantha got her violin and started to play a lullaby. Jessica got Cindy’s flute and tried to get her to play along with Samantha.
“What are they doing,” Cindy’s Dad asked?
“It is my understanding,” Samantha’s Dad explained. “That Cindy will usually pop out of the panic attacks once she starts playing.”
Before anyone could get Cindy to start playing, Mr. Dillinger showed up. He directed everyone except Samantha, Jessica, and Mrs. Elks to vacate the room, while he worked to bring Cindy down.
Samantha’s Dad got everyone else out of the room and into the living room.
“I did that?” Cindy’s Dad asked no one in particular.
“Yes, you did!” Jessica’s Mom said. “Emotional and Psychological Abuse is a crime, and from what I have heard today, Cindy is a long-term victim of Child Abuse. You told her she could be Cindy, but your actions showed her that you didn’t mean it. What is more important to you; raising your child to be everything they are capable of being, or maintaining a false image that you have a son? No, don’t answer that. Holly got us all to see that image is more important to you at the moment.”
Cindy’s Dad collapsed into one of the chairs in the room.
“Is she going to be alright,” Holly asked?
“Patty,” Samantha’s Dad asked his partner? “Are you alright looking after him. I am going to bring Holly in to see her sister. We already have one traumatized child in the family, maybe we don’t have to have two.”
“We are fine in here,” Officer Granlin replied. “I don’t think Cindy’s father is going to do anything stupid.”
Holly was brought to the doorway to watch the process to bring Cindy out of her panic attack. She wasn’t allowed in the room, but as long as she remained silent, Officer Ellsworth let her watch. Cindy was now holding her flute but not yet playing. Dr. Dillinger was softly and gently reassuring her the arguing was over and everything was okay now. When Samantha reached the end of the piece, Mr. Dillinger got her to continue playing.
Jessica came to the doorway, “It’s never been this bad before, but it should be over soon. She has her flute in hand and you can see she is about to join Samantha in the Lullaby.”
Moments after stating that, Cindy started to play her flute. Holly was amazed at how Cindy’s whole demeanor changed moments after she started to play. When they were done with the Lullaby, Samantha started to play Let It Go. Cindy, still not completely brought down, played along with Samantha. At the end of that, Dr. Dillinger asked Cindy to play her favorite flute solo.
Holly had heard Cindy play this during the concert and at home, but this time it was different. It sounded sad.
Once Cindy was back and aware of her surroundings, Dr. Dillinger asked everyone to leave. He wanted to talk privately with Cindy.
Everyone went to the living room and just sat there. When Mrs. Stone arrived, she was informed of the events and that Cindy was in with a counselor. She took Holly into the Dining Room with Officer Patty Granlin to question Holly some more about life at home. Mrs. Elks brought Jessica, Lucy, and Samantha into the Guest Room to let them play. Everyone else sat quietly in the living room. When Mrs. Stone was done talking to Holly, she interviewed a few of the adults in the house.
Dr. Dillinger talked with Cindy for close to an hour before coming out.
“Cindy is better now,” Dr. Dillinger explained to the group. “I sent her off to play with the other girls while I talk to all of you. She needs help. Both for her transgender issues and her family life. Suicide hasn’t entered her head yet, but if this keeps up, she will get to that idea quickly. She already believes she has to sacrifice her personality just to make her parents love her. If she does that, you are on a very short road to suicide.”
“But Frank is only nine,” Cindy’s Dad stated.
“I have seen children younger than her attempt suicide,” Officer Granlin said.
“You keep referring to your child as Frank,” Mrs. Stone pointed out. “I do not see a little boy when I look at your child. I see a girl. Emotional and Psychological abuse is hard to prove in court, but I think I have enough to support an argument down those lines.”
“From what I have seen today,” Judge Thompson added. “I would have to agree with Mrs. Stone. Before I leave today, I will be giving Mrs. Stone a statement to that effect.”
“Herbert,” Mrs. Stone continued talking to Cindy’s Dad. “In my professional opinion it is not safe for Cindy to go home with you. I have been in contact with your parents and they are on their way up here to take both Cindy and Holly home with them. You will need to be in court on Monday, where the family court judge will decide custody of the children.”
“But . . .”
“Herbert,” Samantha’s Dad stopped him. “Mrs. Stone has the authority to do that and I have the authority to enforce it. Please do not make this worse for the kids.”
Judge Thompson looked at Herbert, “Most likely, counselling will be ordered for all family members. A full Psychological Evaluation will be ordered for Cindy, which should confirm or deny the Transgender personality. I suspect the kids will be with their grandparents until that evaluation is done and reported back to the judge. You are close to accepting your child for who they are on the inside. You and your wife will have some serious decisions to make in the next few days. Your words and actions have gotten you to this point. You have control over how you choose to go forward from here.”
Herbert sat looking at his hands in his lap.
“Are you going to tell me that you are going to force this man to accept his son dressing as a girl,” George’s Mom asked. “The bible says . . .”
“Claire,” Dr. Dillinger interrupted. “The bible has nothing to do with any of this. You and I may not agree with LGBTQ individuals’ lifestyles, but there is no denying that they exist. Professionals will determine if the kid in there is Transgender or not. The courts will decide what to do with that knowledge. That kid in there is on the verge of a full mental breakdown. Lucy recovering from one dog attack has been extremely hard. That kid has had years of attacks on what she believes to be reality. George stated it best, the bible tells us that we are to love thy neighbor and God will judge the individual. So, Claire, stop judging and start loving.”
Claire looked around the room and stayed silent.
“I do love my child,” Herbert said softly to himself.
They only had to wait five more minutes before the Grandparents arrived. Mrs. Elks let them in and brought them to the living room where introductions were made.
“As I have explained on the phone,” Mrs. Stone said. “I am removing both children from the home due to child abuse. Until the court makes a decision on Monday, neither of the parents are to have contact with the children without me there.”
“Fine mess you got yourself into this time Herbert,” Grandpa said. “I didn’t raise you to be a child abuser.”
“Sorry Dad,” Herbert said.
“Sorry? Sorry?” Grandma reprimanded. “I have been telling you for years to get that poor child into counselling. Now, I hear that you have been punishing the child for dressing as a girl, publicly embarrassing the kid, assaulting the child with an inappropriate haircut, and whipping the kid for being themselves. And you never once took the kid to a counselor. Sorry, huh? Doesn’t look like it to me. The first chance the kid gets out from under your thumb and they find a way to dress as they feel, a girl! Doesn’t sound like some phase a little kid is going through. That kid faced bullies; his parents and other kids. Yet, the kid still chose to be a girl. Not a girl away from everyone, but a girl in front of everyone.”
“I know Mom,” Herbert responded.
“I don’t think you do young man,” Grandma continued. “Your nine-year-old child is back in diapers because of the abuse you inflicted on them. One of these nice people here is a Psychiatrist and they have to teach me how to deal with a severe psychological issue in YOUR child, because of the abuse you inflicted on them. I will see you and your wife in court on Monday, and I will have some choice words to say to that judge. And believe me, it is not going to be in your defense. I cannot believe Child Protective Services had to call me to help clean up a mess my son created.”
“Sorry Mom.”
“Sorry?” Grandma glared at her son. “Is that all you have to say. Well I do not accept your apology. Anyways, it is directed at the wrong person. You need to apologize to your two children. Your two daughters apparently. Nine years and I have never officially met this second granddaughter of mine. Does she even have a name?”
“Her name is Cindy,” Mrs. Stone said with a smile. “Apparently Holly gave her the name Cindy as a gift on Cindy’s 3rd birthday.”
“At least one person in your family Herbert has a brain and could see the truth,” Grandpa stated. “Six years with the name Cindy and this is the first we have heard it. Sad, very sad.”
“Before we bring the kids out, do either of you have any questions?” Mrs. Stone asked.
“Can someone tell me about my Granddaughter Cindy?” Grandma asked.
Mrs. Elks, Mr. Elks, and George told the grandparents about the last week. They told about Cindy’s love for Disney Junior TV shows like Vampirina and Sophia the First. They told about the way she wowed the music professionals, and the contract offers currently on the table. The $10,000 gift of a flute had the grandparents astonished. The group told about the clothes swap and the haircut. They even told about the three girls singing and dancing the Frozen song Let It Go in front of almost the whole camp. Then they got into the negatives of the panic attacks, toileting struggles, and about Cindy’s fears of what she thought would happen today and over the next few days. Mr. Dillinger explained some about panic attacks and what he had learned about Cindy’s attacks. Then George innocently mentioned that Cindy believes her parents won’t let her come back next summer because she pulled off being Cindy at camp this summer. He also went on to say that Holly confirmed this concept in a discussion with Cindy’s Dad.
“What the . . .” Grandpa said. His eyes were wide, and you could almost see steam coming out the top of his head. “Herbert. Cindy wins the Best Performer Competition at camp. She has world renowned conductors from around the world trying to get her to perform for them. She is so good they GIVE her a $10,000 flute just out of the kindness of their hearts. Yet, you refuse to let her come back next summer? Are you nuts? No, obviously you are. This camp is the best thing that has ever happened to that child and that child is coming back next summer. As Cindy or Frank, that will be up to her, but the kid is returning. No one in our hick town can teach her what she needs to grow as a musician, but here they can. Mr. Elks, go ahead and put Cindy down for next summer. I will pay for it myself if I have to.”
“Actually,” Mr. Elks said. “As part of the 1st place prizes in the Best Performer Competition, tuition for next summer is free.”
“Are you telling me Herbert,” Grandma questioned? “She has a free ticket to return, and you still were not going to let her come? In my opinion, that right there is child abuse. Now I am going to go back and get my granddaughters. We are going to come out here and you, Herbert, are going to apologize to both of your DAUGHTERS. Then we are leaving. Do you understand Herbert?”
“Yes Mam,” Herbert said looking straight at his mother before putting his head back down.
“So, where are my grandchildren?”
Mrs. Elks, Judge Thompson, and Mrs. Stone took the grandparents back to the kids. They walked in on Cindy, Jessica, Samantha, Lucy, and Holly playing with the American Girl Dolls and the new musical accessories.
Holly was the first to notice the adults, “Grandma and Grandpa!”
Holly went running over to Grandma for a hug, while Cindy got down on the floor behind the bed.
“Great to see you Holly,” Grandma said. “I have heard that you named my other granddaughter. I want to meet her. Do you know where I could find her?”
“Cindy’s right there Grandma,” Holly turned to point out Cindy, but there was one less girl with the dolls. “Well, she was a minute ago.”
Mrs. Elks walked around the bed and pointed down at Cindy, without Cindy noticing.
“Well this is terrible,” Grandma said with a huge smile on her face. “I wanted to give my Granddaughter a huge big hug before she has to get in my car for the long ride to my house.”
“Your house,” Cindy asked without getting up?
“Did that bed just ask if it is coming to my house? I’m not sure I have room in the car for a bed.”
Cindy peeked up over the bed.
Grandma turned Holly towards the bed, making sure Holly was between her and the bed, “Holly? Does that bed have eyes? First it talks and now it’s looking at me.”
“Silly Grandma,” Holly giggled. “That’s Cindy.”
“My Granddaughter is a bed?”
All the girls in the room giggled at that.
“I thought Cindy was a little girl, not a bed,” Grandma stated.
“I am a girl Grandma,” Cindy said standing up.
“Oh my, and quite a beautiful little girl you are,” Grandma said opening her arms in hopes of a hug.
Cindy hesitantly approached.
“I don’t bite Cindy,” Grandma said. “Just ask Holly. No matter how sweet she has been over the years, I have resisted eating her all up. And that is saying a lot, since like all little girls, she is made of 100% Sugar and Spice and Everything Nice. That just sounds so delicious, but I still haven’t eaten her.”
“Your silly Grandma,” Cindy said as she reached Grandma and embraced her with a hug.
“You two are coming home with Grandpa and me,” Grandma said. “And you will be staying with us for a while.”
Holly looked over at Mrs. Stone with a questioning look.
“Yes Holly. This is my doing,” Mrs. Stone said. “On Monday a judge will decide what happens.”
“Mommy,” Jessica said. “You’re going to decide what happens with Cindy’s Mommy and Daddy?”
“No Jessica,” Judge Thompson explained. “Because Cindy’s your friend, I can’t be the judge. Another judge will be deciding cases involving Cindy and her family members.”
“Holly and Cindy,” Grandpa said. “Let’s get your stuff together and get going.”
“Cindy,” Mrs. Elks added. “Go put on a dry Goodnite before the trip. Then put the rest of the Goodnites and the wipes in your bag to go home.”
When Cindy came back from the bathroom, she went to work packing everything up. Both of her flutes were packed, the outfit she wore at the concert was packed, and she put Molly’s new flute in the suitcase. Looking at the Molly doll, Samantha doll, and her panda bear, she put the bear in the suitcase, deciding the other two would be in the back seat with her.
“Bye Jessica,” Cindy said with a tear coming down her face. “Bye Samantha.”
“It’s not fair that she isn’t coming back next summer,” Holly grumbled.
“She will be back next summer,” Grandpa said. “Cindy, this is not Good-bye forever. It is just until next summer. You are going to come back to camp next summer.”
The girls all looked at him in confusion.
“We have already informed your Dad that Cindy, or Frank if he wants to come instead, is coming back next summer,” Grandpa explained. “I will drive you here myself Cindy, if I have to.”
Samantha ran up to Cindy and gave her a big hug, “See you next summer.”
Jessica looked at her mom.
“Based upon what they told Cindy’s Dad in the other room,” Jessica’s Mom stated. “I am fairly certain that Cindy will be back next summer.”
Jessica went up and embraced the Samantha and Cindy hug, “See you two next summer.”
Good-byes were said, addresses exchanged with promises to write each other, and lots of tears were released by all.
When they left the guest room, Cindy walked right through the living room without stopping or looking at her father. Holly did stop to listen to her father’s apology and then she turned away from him stating, “Prove it Daddy. Prove it.”
Out in the car, Cindy waved at Jessica, Samantha, and George as she left camp as Cindy. As they turned the corner, headed towards the exit, she saw Marcus waving good-bye to her. Cindy reached over and grabbed her sister’s hand. Squeezing it tight, Cindy smiled.
NOTE: This is the third story in the Cindy's Adventures series.
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“Marcus,” Jessica said into the phone. “It’s just one night. You can do this for just one night.”
“Jessica,” Marcus complained. “I’m a Rock & Roll performer, not classical music. I went along with it during the summer for the shock and awe Cindy was bringing to the performance. Been there, done that, and now it’s time to move on. I have no intention of being known on a national stage as a classical piano player. Since there is no way the Tri-City Symphony Orchestra is going to let me do a Rock & Roll performance, that means there is no way I am going to do this.”
“Come on Marcus. They want all of us to perform the piece I wrote during the summer. That means we need you.”
“Sorry Jessica, a Symphony Orchestra performance just isn’t my thing. It’s bad for my rep.”
“Marcus, you’re better than me on the piano, and that is saying something. You can do things other than hard rock. Elvis did gospel music, Little Richard did a lot of Christian music, and Boy George was all over the place with the type of music he played. You can be a Rock & Roll performer and still play the classical music in a symphony orchestra. Come on Marcus. Do it for Cindy and Sammie. They’re little kids who won’t understand you saying no, just so you can maintain an image. During the summer you said they were like your little sisters. Do it for your little sisters, Marcus.”
“Jessica! You know I will be there to support the two of them, but that does not mean I have to be playing the piano in a symphony orchestra,” Marcus stated. “I’ve gotta go Jessica. I have a date to get ready for. I don’t know what to tell you, but . . . I also don’t want to hurt Sammie and Cindy. I just don’t know. Tell you what, I’ll make a deal with you. If I can do a song or two with my electric guitar, then I’ll agree to do one piece on the piano.”
Jessica looked at her phone after Marcus hung up. This was a problem. Marcus was right, they wanted a symphony orchestra Christmas performance, not some rock & roll performance. Putting her phone down on her desk, she headed for the kitchen for a snack to eat.
“Chocolate Chip cookies?” Jessica’s mom asked. “It couldn’t have gone that bad.”
“Marcus does not want to play on the piano,” Jessica said as she put the cookie package on the counter and got out some milk. “I got him to finally agree to play my piece in the performance, but he put a condition on it that he knew would never be met. He wants to perform a piece on his electric guitar. They’re a symphony orchestra, they’ll never agree to that.”
Jessica’s mom smiled at that, “Have you ever heard of the Trans-Siberian Orchestra?”
Jessica scrunched her eyebrows together, and slowly shook her head back and forth, “No.”
After eating a few cookies, the two of them headed to the living room to watch some Trans-Siberian Orchestra performances on YouTube.
“I bet Cindy and Sammie would love to do that,” Jessica commented. “It reminds me of a rock version of that Celtic thing they played at camp. Some of those Trans-Siberian Orchestra performances were Christmas songs. Do you think the Tri-City Symphony Orchestra would let Marcus do something like that? I could easily see Marcus, Sammie, and me all rocking out doing one of those Christmas songs.”
“Let’s call them to find out,” Jessica’s Mom gave her daughter a hug before getting up to find her phone. “What was the name of that conductor that called us?”
“Mr. Frances,” Jessica said. “At camp, they called him the silent judge.”
“Oh, you’re not getting out of this Marcus,” Jessica practically yelled into the phone. “You said you would join us if they let you play your electric guitar. Well, Mr. Frances agreed to let you do a performance or two. Watch the Trans-Siberian Orchestra videos. We have a verbal contract, Marcus. My mom’s taught me about them, and I’m not going to let you out of the one you made with me. If I have to get your gang to drag you up on stage, I will.”
Jessica hung up the phone and calmed down before making the next call, “George, hi it’s Jessica.”
“Hey Jessica,” George responded. “Sorry, my parents still haven’t made up their minds. They would love to see me perform with the Tri-City Symphany Orchestra, but you know.”
Jessica sighed, “Yeah, I know, but we have to do this, for Cindy. She’s been having a hard time since camp. Did you know her mom has refused to see her since then, and her parents are getting a divorce.”
“Yeah, I’ve heard. I’ve had some chats with her sister Holly,” George stated. “But my mom agrees with Cindy’s Mom. She was not happy about me doing all that stuff with Cindy this summer, and even less thrilled about my little sister playing with Cindy. She let it go once because Dad pulled the mental health card, but Jessica, neither of them want me being around Cindy.”
Jessica rolled her eyes, “Cindy is an innocent little kid who is nice to everyone. I don’t understand why so many people view her as some evil villain.”
“You’re in middle school Jessica. Grown-ups are just like the kids in middle school. They tease, harass, and exclude people who are different. Kids who are transgender are an easy target. To many people, there is nothing stranger and more bazar than a kid wanting to be the opposite gender. Our parents were raised to believe boys were boys and girls were girls. When they were little, there was no crossing that line.”
“I know,” Jessica shook her head back and forth. “But times have changed.”
“They’ve changed for us Jessica, but not for my parents. The church they are part of repeatedly tells them that kids like Cindy are evil. Nothing I say seems to have any impact on their views.”
Jessica didn’t know how to respond to that.
“Jessica, I’ll keep trying. I think I am making headway with dad, but mom is a lot harder. There are a few more days before Mr. Frances needs an answer. I’ll try my best, Jessica.”
“Do better than your best George. This is an amazing opportunity for all of us, and you know as well as I do that we owe it all to Cindy. If it wasn’t for her, we wouldn’t have gotten those instruments this summer and definitely wouldn’t be invited to perform with the Tri-City Symphony Orchestra. She’s opened these doors for us. The least we can do is be there to support her when she has to get up on that big stage.”
“I know Jessica. I know. I’ll text you tomorrow and give you an update. I’ve got to go now. My little sister wants me to take her to the park.”
“Bye George.”
Jessica put her phone down on her desk and collapsed onto her bed. Looking over at the American Girl doll sitting on her dresser, “I don’t know if I can pull this off, but for Cindy I’m trying.”
>From: Jessica
>Okay, Marcus will join us, and George’s parents finally agreed. That means the concert is on. Mr. Frances wants us each to email him a list of our 3 favorite Christmas songs by December 1st. He’ll call us on December 4th to arrange rehearsals. I can’t believe we’re going to do this. This is sooooooo cool.
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>From: George
>Calm down Jessica. That was the easy part. Now we need to get up there and show all those professionals that we belong there. That’s going to be the hard part. The second Sammie walks out there in her cute dress and sticker covered, purple violin they are all going to be certain that we don’t belong there. That means we all need to practice a lot and be perfect out there.
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>From: Sammie’s Mom
>Should I have Sammie take the stickers off her violin for the performance.
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>From: Jessica
>NO!!!!
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>From: George
>NO
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>From: Marcus
>Definitely NOT. Those stickers are part of the special charm of Sammie.
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>From: Holly
>Cindy loved those stickers. She was actually envious that there was no real way to put stickers on a flute. Let Sammie have the stickers on her violin.
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>From: George
>Holly, is Cindy up to this?
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>From: Holly
>Cindy can block out everything in her life when playing and just melt into the music. I think the concert will be good for her. We haven’t decided when to tell her about this concert though. When the London Christmas Concert fell through because we couldn’t get passports in time, it hit her hard. Until we absolutely know this one is going to happen, we’re not telling her about it. I’ll get the song list from her without her knowing why and send it off to that Mr. Frances guy. We’ve decided not to tell Cindy until he calls us to confirm this is all going to happen.
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>From: Sammie’s Mom
>Sammie doesn’t know about this either. I’m not sure I’m going to tell her until just before the first rehearsal. Like Cindy, the concert won’t be a problem for Sammie. The challenge will be keeping her calm and focused on things like school up until the concert.
“Hello?”
“Hi Holly.”
“Hi George,” Holly said as she sat down on the couch. “So, your parents finally agreed to let you perform?”
“Yeah, Mom still thinks Cindy is some evil creature from hell, but I finally figured out a way to convince her to let me go.”
“How in the world did you do that?”
“We were driving home from church and Mom was frustrated by one of the other Mom’s bragging about her daughter winning some competition. My mom was going on and on about how this other mom always thought her kids were so much superior to everyone else. I threw out there that me playing in the Tri-City Symphony Orchestra would be just as impressive, if not more so. The other mom’s kids were competing against other kids, where I would be on stage performing with adults.”
Holly chuckled, “You played your mom.”
“I just had to find something she took more personal than religion. I’ve gone to church almost every Sunday since I was born. I’ve repeatedly listened to moms and dads brag and compare their children against other families. Sometimes I feel the only reason adults go to church is to prove their better than others by boasting about their job or children.”
“Grown-ups are so weird.”
“Can’t disagree with you there,” George stated. “How are you doing Holly?”
“I’m doing fine I guess. It’s hard without Mom around, but Grandma and Grandpa come by several times a week to check up on us all,” Holly said, while listening to Cindy and Anna playing in the other room, “Cindy, however, is taking it all real hard. She blames herself for Mom’s stupidity. She keeps asking me if she went back to being Frank, would Mom come back?”
“Poor kid,” George said. “After all that your mom put Cindy through, it’s kind of surprising that she would want her mom still.”
“She’s a little kid who used to turn to mom for everything. Now her Mommy’s not here, just because Frank decided to be Cindy full time. Cindy’s therapist says she’s getting better, but it will be a slow process.”
“I guess,” George thought about his little sister. “I can’t imagine what like would be like around here if Mom suddenly wasn’t here.”
“Right now, I’m babysitting Cindy and her best friend Anna. They’re back in Anna’s bedroom laughing and giggling like ten-year-old little girls should be. When they’re together, Cindy is fine, but at our house, Cindy mopes around. You should hear her music, George. Most of the time it sounds sad, even when it’s a happy song.”
“Yeah, emotions of the person playing a piece can really impact how it sounds. At home Cindy has to face the realities of her life, but I’m glad to hear she at least has some time to just be a kid.”
“I think this concert is going to be real good for her. She still talks about the five of you that last week at camp. It is kinda cute. She pretends her two American Girl dolls are Jessica and Sammie. The three of them go on adventures together.”
George smiled, “My little sister is always trying to drag me into her make-believe play with her dolls. It’s cute to watch her, but annoying when she wants me to participate.”
“From what Cindy has told me, you were great with Cindy and Sammie at camp. I bet you are wonderful with your little sister.”
“I was seven when she was born. We’ve always had a special relationship. She always turned to me to help her with things when Mom or Dad weren’t in the room. It can be a little annoying at times, but to be honest, I’d do anything for that little pip-squeak.”
“I understand,” Holly smiled. “My connection with Cindy is special too. Lots of my friends view their little brothers or sisters as pests, always bugging or fighting them. Cindy and I mostly only fight when we are in the car for long road trips.”
“I’ve gotta go,” Holly said, as she got up and headed for the bedroom. “Sounds like the rugrats just knocked something over.”
“Catch you later Holly,” George said before ending the call.
“I can watch her all weekend if you want,” Sammie’s mom said. “It’s not like we will be able to keep them apart. While in the city, I was thinking about taking Sammie to the Children’s Museum one day and the Science Museum another day. I also hear there is this big fancy playground somewhere in the city that I bet both Sammie and Cindy would love.”
“Are you sure, Joyce,” Cindy’s dad asked?
“Honest, Herbert, in some ways it becomes a little easier with a second kid. They’ll entertain each other at least some of the time. No sense in both of us going to the same places, when the two of them will be together the whole time. ”
“I could send Holly to help if you want a babysitter.”
“That’s not necessary. No need to have another kid missing school days for this rehearsal.”
“Thanks Joyce. This will help a lot. It’s tough as a single parent managing all of this. Then taking time off work to deal with the courts, means I have no sick or personal days left for stuff like concert rehearsals.”
“It really is no problem. Glad to help. It will be interesting to see how a professional level orchestra prepares for a performance.”
“Do you think they are going to hold to the time restrictions for the little kids?” Cindy’s dad inquired.
“The state and federal child labor laws require the restrictions, so yeah, they will probably work hard to follow the restrictions.”
“Hadn’t thought about that.”
Sammie’s Mom thought for a moment, “Have you told Cindy yet?”
“I almost did last night, but I’m trying to hold off as long as possible.”
“Yeah, I haven’t told Sammie either. I’m going to hold off as long as possible. Otherwise, she will be all hyped up and not get anything done at school or home.”
“Not sure how Cindy is going to respond. She was all excited about going to London for a Christmas Concert. When that fell through, it hit her hard.”
“Poor thing.”
“She can’t take another disappointment. We’re very careful to make sure that we only tell her about things which we are certain will happen.”
“Makes sense,” Sammie’s Mom commented. “How are you getting her to practice the songs without her knowing about the upcoming concert?”
“Holly came up with a brilliant idea. She convinced Cindy to put on a special performance at Christmas for the Grandparents. Holly will read poems, and between them, Cindy will play songs on her flute.”
“Smart daughter you have there.”
“Holly has been amazing since my wife left. She’s really stepped up as the big sister and will do anything for Cindy.”
“That’s so sweet,” Sammie’s mom said. “If I’m going to have Cindy for four days, is there anything I should know?”
The two parents talked about Cindy’s anxiety issues, and how best to deal with it. Before hanging up, they arranged for a place and time for Sammie’s Mom to pick up Cindy, at a location that will be on her route into the city.
“Sammie,” Joyce said, entering her eight-year-old’s bedroom. “Cindy’s on the phone.”
The Polly Pockets and My Little Pony’s surrounding Sammie were flying as she sprung up and sprinted for her mom.
“Slow down Sammie Pooh. Here you go,” Mom said as she handed her cell phone over.
Sammie took the phone and headed for her bean bag, “Cindy! Cindy, it’s been like forever since you’ve called.”
Cindy smiled at the enthusiasm, “Hi Sammie. How you doing?”
“I’m doing great,” Sammie replied as her mom left the room. “My 3rd grade class is putting on a play for the Christmas program and I get to be an elf.”
“Sounds like fun.”
“It is. Just wish we practiced during reading instead of Music class.”
“Are you playing your violin in the Christmas program, or just putting on the play?”
“Oh, Mr. Evans has me playing a solo song in the middle of the program. He is having me practice four different songs. Then just before the program, he will pick which ever one I do best.”
“Four songs,” Cindy asked? “I have to practice four Christmas songs too. One for my Christmas program and three for a special thing my sister and I are doing for my Grandparents.”
“Sounds like fun.”
“It is,” Cindy admitted. “But Holly is always bugging me to practice the songs. I have them memorized, but she says it has to be perfect for Grandma and Grandpa.”
“Well, they did watch you after camp, and get your dad to let you be Cindy full time.”
“I know, but the way she is pushing me for it to be perfect,” Cindy paused in thought for a moment. “It’s worse than the teachers at camp pushing us for the concert at the end of music camp.”
“Seems a little extreme just for your grandparents. They’ll love it even if you make a mistake. I totally messed up a note on a song I played for my Grandpa at Thanksgiving, and he still gave me all this praise.”
“I know. My sister is great, but sometimes she is just a little bossy,” Cindy paused for a minute before continuing. “Sammie . . . is your mom in the room or are you alone?”
Sammie looked around, “No, she left. I’m in my bedroom alone.”
“Have you talked with Jessica, George, or Marcus lately?”
“No, they don’t call me like you do.”
“Do you know of anything that’s coming up where we all might get together?"
“No, but that would be really cool.”
“Yeah,” Cindy admitted. “It would be great to see you all again.”
“Why you ask?”
“I don’t know. I just feel like something is going on that people aren’t telling me about. I’ll walk into a room and people will suddenly stop talking.”
“They’re probably just talking about whatever they’re getting you for Christmas.”
“Maybe,” Cindy contemplated. “I called Jessica yesterday, and she also seemed to be hiding something.”
“Well, it can’t be about the same thing,” Sammie pointed out. “Jessica doesn’t even live in the same state as you.”
“I know, but then yesterday I heard Holly on the phone, and she said both Marcus and George’s name. I think the bigs are up to something. They’re just not telling me.”
Sammie thought for a moment, “It can’t be our George and Marcus. Holly doesn’t know them. It must be some of her friends, not ours.”
“I guess,” Cindy contemplated. “I just wanted to check in with you and see if you knew anything.”
Sammie looked over at her American Girl doll on her bed, “It would be great if we could all see each other, but that’s not gonna happen until Music Camp next summer.”
“Yeah, you’re right,” Cindy sighed. “So, tell me about this play you are in.”
The two girls chatted about their school’s Christmas concerts, what they asked Santa for, and what their favorite Christmas shows were. The conversation only ended because Sammie’s mom wanted her phone back.
Herbert sat on Cindy’s bed and shook her awake, “Morning, Princess.”
Stretching and cuddling her stuffed rabbit, “Morning, Daddy.”
“No turning over and going back to sleep silly,” Dad said peeling back the blankets. “I have a special Christmas surprise for you today.”
Cindy immediately sat up, “I get to open presents early?”
Dad chuckled and tapped Cindy on the nose, “No silly, you have to wait for Christmas to open up the Christmas presents. But, we’re going on a mystery surprise trip into the city. Come on, up and at 'em. Put on something comfortable to wear for the long car ride.”
“After school?” Cindy inquired.
“No Princess, you’re not going to school today.”
As Dad got up and headed for the door, Cindy started to get out of bed, but stopped when she saw her unicorn suitcase and Frozen backpack next to the door. Sticking out of the backpack was her flute case.
“Daddy?”
“What Princess?” Dad picked up the suitcase and turned back towards Cindy.
“Suitcase?”
Dad smiled at Cindy, “You’ll be in the city for several days. Put your stuffed rabbit in your backpack, so you have her on the trip.”
Dad walked out of the room, shutting the door behind him. Confused, Cindy went over and looked in her Frozen backpack. Inside was her flute, her music tablet and her regular tablet, some activity books, a chapter book, and some toys. Same type of stuff she would have in her backpack for a trip to Grandma’s house. No clue in there as to where they were going. Dad said she would be missing school, which was strange, since Dad usually says the only reason to miss school is if you are sick. Cindy felt her forehead, nope, not sick, just confused.
After a quick trip to the bathroom, Cindy put her stuffed bunny in the backpack and got dressed. Putting in a hair clip with a Christmas bow, Cindy headed to the kitchen for breakfast. As she got close, she could hear her sister and Dad talking.
“You get everything packed,” Holly asked Dad.
“Yup, only thing left to put in the car is her backpack and us.”
“Wish I was going.”
“Not this time, Holly. You have your end of term exams.”
“Daaaaaddddd . . . . This is more important than those.”
Cindy walked into the kitchen and sat down at the table, “You’re not coming?”
“Nope, Dad thinks teachers torturing me is more important,” Holly rolled her eyes. “But, Cindy, I want you to be a brave big girl. Oh, and have lots of fun.”
“Where are we going,” Cindy asked?
“No, no, no,” Dad interrupted. “That is a surprise. You used to love surprises, and I know you will think this is a fabulous Christmas surprise.”
Cindy looked at her older sister with pleading eyes and puffed out lower lip, “No go little one. I agree with Dad. This is something you will love, and it will be even better as a surprise.”
“Eat up Cindy,” Dad said putting a bowl of cereal on the table. “We have a long drive ahead of us.”
Before Holly left for school, she painted Cindy’s fingernails with red nail polish containing silver glitter. After watching her sister go off to school, Cindy plopped down on the living room couch and turned on Disney Junior.
About an hour later, Herbert entered the living room, “Cindy, time to go potty and then into the car.”
With Cindy’s backpack in hand, Herbert waited for Cindy to return and put on her coat. Then the two headed out to the car. Climbing in, Cindy stopped upon seeing her American Girl Molly doll buckled into the seat next to Cindy’s booster seat. There was even the doll’s flute on her lap.
“Come on, in you go Princess,” Dad came up behind Cindy.
“What’s Molly doing here? She never leaves the house. It’s my other American Girl doll that goes with me when we go to Grandma’s house.”
Dad smiled, “Holly and I thought Molly would like this trip as much as you.”
Cindy looked at Dad and then over at her Molly doll before looking back at Dad, “Where are we going?”
“Nope, not time to tell you yet.”
Cindy got into her booster seat and buckled up. Dad handed Cindy her backpack before shutting her door.
“Daddy?” Cindy asked as he got in the driver’s seat. “Molly really wants to know where we are going.”
“Nice try. If I tell her, she will tell you. Nope, I’m not going to fall for that one.”
Cindy looked over at Molly, “Sorry, I tried.”
After two hours on the road, Herbert looked into his rear view mirror at Cindy looking out the window. “There is a McDonalds at the next exit. Let’s stop for potty, a stretch, and maybe a snack.”
They pulled into the parking lot and headed into the restaurant. First stop was the bathroom, then they got a chicken nugget Happy Meal for Cindy. As they entered the play area of McDonalds, Cindy noticed a lady at one of the tables, and heard a kid up in the play structure.
“Cindy!!!” a scream came from the top of the play structure.
Turning to look up, Cindy couldn’t tell who it was behind all the netting.
“Hi Joyce,” Herbert said as he approached the lady sitting down. “Hope you haven’t been waiting long.”
“No, we have only been here about ten minutes.“
Cindy looked around at the lady. She looked familiar, but Cindy had no idea who she was.
“Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,” the kid coming down the slide screamed out.
Cindy just stood there holding her Happy Meal box, trying to figure out what was going on.
Suddenly, a girl about Cindy’s size, wearing braided pigtails and a Vampirina t-shirt popped out of the end of the slide.
“Cindy! What are you doing here?”
“Sammie?” Cindy said in shock, looking between her grinning dad and Sammie.
Within seconds, Cindy was tackle hugged by Sammie.
“I’m missed you soooooooooo much,” Sammie said, before letting go of the hug and leading Cindy over to the table with the two adults. “Look Mommy! Look, it’s Cindy. It’s Cindy Mommy, Cindy! Wow, what are the chances that we would run into Cindy on our way into the city?”
Cindy looked at the two adults who had the biggest grins on their faces, “Sammie, they knew.”
Sammie looked at Cindy and then at her Mom.
“Sammie Pooh,” her mom stated. “This is just one of the surprises for this trip. Have a seat and let Cindy eat her Happy Meal while we explain the second surprise.”
Sammie, dragging Cindy by the hand, went over to her spot at the table. Grabbing a French fry, she sat down. Cindy, however, stood still and just looked at her dad.
“Come on Princess,” Cindy’s Dad pointed at the empty seat next to Sammie.
Hesitantly, Cindy sat down while eyeing her dad the whole time, “What’s going on Daddy?”
“Well,” he smiled. “You are spending the next few days with Sammie and her Mom in the City.”
Cindy thought back to all the times that Cindy was told that she couldn’t miss school unless she was sick. She wasn’t sick, and this was just a . . . playdate? No, there had to be more to this.
Slowly Cindy opened up her Happy Meal and got the food out.
“Owww,” Sammie said when Cindy pulled out her toy. “You got the same one I did.”
Cindy looked at the girl toy in her hand and then over to Sammie holding up one exactly like it in her hand.
“Isn’t this cool Cindy,” Sammie blurted out. “We get to go to the Children’s Museum together.”
When Cindy processed that, she looked at Sammie, “We’re going to the Children's Museum?”
“Yeah, didn’t your Daddy tell you? My Mommy told me last night when she was tucking me into bed, but she didn’t tell me you were going to be there.”
Cindy looked at her dad, “What else didn’t you tell me?”
Dad looked at Sammie’s Mom and then back at Cindy, “Start eating, and we’ll explain.”
Sammie’s Mom got a paper out of her purse and unfolded it before putting it down on the table, “We’re going to a rehearsal for this.”
Cindy and Sammie looked at the paper:
“What’s a Su-mp-hany,” asked Sammie as she started to read the paper.
“What’s an Or-chest-ra,” Cindy asked.
Joyce read the flier to the two girls.
“Who’s this Cynthia kid getting to play with Sammie, Jessica, George, and Marcus,” Cindy looked at the two adults. “Why don’t I get to be in the concert?”
Herbert laughed, “Princess, Cindy is a shortened version of Cynthia. That is your name.”
“Oh,” Cindy looked between the paper and the adults.
“Cindy,” Sammie said with pure joy. “We’re going to be in a grown-up Christmas Concert.”
Cindy just looked between Sammie, the paper, and the adults. Sammie was bouncing around in excitement, but Cindy wasn’t sure what to think. The last concert she was in, was the last day she saw her mom. It was the last happy day of her life. Yeah, she had happy times since then, but at the end of every day the reality of her life came down upon her. Once since then, she had allowed herself to get excited about something. She had been invited to perform in London, but the government wouldn’t allow her to go without a passport. But this time . . . could it really happen?
Cindy wanted to be excited like Sammie, but deep in her heart she knew this concert would never happen. Everything went bad because of her; Mom, London, and now this will too. Cindy just sat there, showing neither joy or sadness.
“Isn’t this great Cindy,” her dad asked?
“Yeah, great.”
The two adults looked at each other. After about five minutes, with Sammie rambling on about getting together with the others and getting to perform in a grown-up concert, Cindy was just starting on her second chicken nugget.
Herbert was looking at Cindy’s behavior before turning to Joyce, “I think maybe I should go with you into the city.”
“No,” Joyce said. “You’re supposed to be at work in two hours. Let’s get Cindy’s stuff transferred into my car so you can get back on the road. I’ll take care of this.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, I’m sure.”
“Come on Girls,” Joyce stood up. “Time to go. Let’s throw the trash away.”
When they got out to the car, Cindy found out that Dad had parked right next to Sammie’s car. They quickly had everything transferred over, including the car seat. The last thing out of the car was the American Girl doll, Molly.
“Hi Molly,” Sammie waved at the doll in Cindy’s arms. “Hope you have been doing a good job protecting Cindy.”
Cindy held the doll just below her shoulders, “I’m a great protector. Thanks for letting me protect Cindy.”
The two girls giggled, as they got in Sammie’s car. Cindy put Molly between the two booster seats, next to the American Girl doll that Jessica had given Sammie. As the two girls had their dolls interact with each other, the adults were talking outside the car.
“Thanks Joyce. If you need a break, just give me a call. My mom has said she can come up and watch Cindy.”
“We’ll be fine Herbert,” Joyce looked in the car windows. “Listen to her, she is fooling around and laughing. This will be good for her.”
“My Mom heard what you had planned for this weekend, and sent some money to help,” Herbert said giving Joyce an envelope. That should cover Cindy’s expenses, and have enough for a concert dress.”
Joyce smiled, “Concert dress shopping is going to be fun.”
“I wouldn’t have the slightest idea what to get. Thanks for the help.”
The two said their good-byes and then both got in their cars and drove off in opposite directions.
“I think we should go from that, into the rock Christmas song. Larry and I have been coming up with a light show to go along with it. It won’t be as impressive as the Trans-Siberian Orchestra, but I’m hoping Marcus will like it. Do you think the other kids will want to join Marcus and the orchestra in that song?”
“Cindy and Sammie did an amazing duet at their summer camp concert. It was a fast-paced piece blending Celtic and Classical music, so if given the chance, I bet they would join in. I wouldn’t be surprised if the other two would also want to participate,” Mr. Frances commented.
Hannah made a few notes on her pad, “Okay, I’ll figure out how to get them all in positions where they will easily be seen once we start playing with the lights.”
The two were distracted by the pitter patter of little feet running across the stage.
“Looks like someone brought their little kids to practice today,” Hannah smiled at the two girls crossing the stage to look at the big Christmas Tree.
Mr. Frances smiled as he watched Sammie and Cindy, “They look so little up there. If you’re not careful they’re just going to disappear on stage in the middle of the performance. Glad that’s your challenge to prevent, not mine.”
Hannah looked at Mr. Francess, “They’re in the performance? Did you plan something you didn’t tell me about?”
Mr. Francess chuckled, “Just one thing. I told you we had five child musical prodigies, and we talked about fifteen-year-old Marcus. I didn’t, however, tell you how old the youngest two were. Hannah, up on stage there we have Sammie and Cindy. They are the true stars of the show. Their talent will blow you away.”
“What? But they’re just little kids. They look about seven. You’re telling me, they’re the true talent of the five kids?”
“All five of the kids are extremely talented and already have musical skills at or above anyone in our symphony orchestra, but those two . . . those two have talent above anything I have seen in a very long time. Sorry I didn’t tell you they were so young, but I wanted to see your reaction. It’s why I asked for this meeting down here, instead of in my office. Wait till you hear them play.”
The two adults sat in the front row just watching Cindy and Sammie take in the magic of a big Christmas tree.
“Look at them,” Hannah commented. “That little kid joy and fascination in Christmas decorations and lights always makes my heart melt. Hmmm, what if we put that heart melting into the performance?”
Hannah pulled out her cell phone and made a call, “Larry, are you in the control room? . . . Good, can you dim the lights on the stage and give a spotlight on each of the kids. I want the lights on the tree to really stand out, but I don’t want the tree in complete darkness. So, maybe a soft spotlight on it. Then throw in snowflakes, bells, or just a star pattern across the whole stage. Look at the scene and go with whatever inspires you.”
A few moments later, the stage lights changed to how Hannah had directed, with what appeared to be twinkling white stars shining on the whole stage. Cindy and Sammies mouth dropped as their smiles widened. After taking in the tree a little bit more, they slowly turned around looking at the light pattern on the darkened part of the stage.
“Snow,” Sammie screeched out.
The two girls moved into the twinkling lights. Larry, suspecting what they wanted to do, dimmed the spotlights on the kids to let them dance around in the ‘snow’ fall.
“That,” Hannah smiled. “Is the opening to our Christmas Concert. Those two coming out in pretty little girl Christmas dresses, showing that same little kid joy in lighted trees. Then we have them open presents containing their instruments. They can immediately start to play a Christmas song . . . I don’t know, something like White Christmas or Rocking Around the Christmas Tree?”
Mr. Frances kept his eyes on the two girls, “That could work. White Christmas would be a perfect way to start the concert. We’ll have to figure out if we use all five of the kids or just those two, but it would be a good shock for the audience. Stuff like that is why you are the best Stage Director in the area. Figure it all out, Hannah. We can integrate it into tomorrow’s rehearsal. For now, though, let’s go meet our little musicians.”
The two quickly found their way up onto the stage and went over to the girls who were twirling around.
“Hi Cindy and Sammie,” Mr. Frances said. “Nice to see you again.”
“Hi,” the two girls replied as they stopped twirling.
“Girls, this is Hannah. She’s our Stage Director.”
“What’s a Stage Director,” Sammie asked?
Hannah got down on her knees to look at Sammie, “I turn the music performance into a show, instead of people just playing music. I’m going to turn the two of you into musical princesses.”
Both Sammie and Cindy smiled at this.
Sammie’s Mom came up behind her daughter, wrapping her in a hug from the back, “Hello.”
Greetings were made all around, after which Cindy and Sammie were shown a room backstage where they could put their coats and backpacks. They were told that this would be their breakroom, so tomorrow they could bring some toys to play with during breaks if they wanted to. Before leaving, Mr. Frances gave Joyce instructions on what app to download onto the girls’ tablets and what the login code was for the girls to have access to all the sheet music for the performance. Once all that was set up, Joyce sent the girls to the bathroom and had them both drink some water. Then the girls were given parent lecture #42: be good and listen to the grown-ups.
With instruments and music tablets in hand, Joyce, Cindy, and Sammie went back out to the stage. It was now alive with activity, as the orchestra members were setting up to perform. Some were still getting their instruments out, but most were warming up. Joyce stopped the girls before going out on the stage. She kissed Sammie and left to go sit in the audience. Cindy and Sammie looked out at all the grown-ups.
“Ellen,” Lisa said to her friend after noticing two kids slowly come out from backstage. “Did you bring your kid’s today?”
“Not me,” Ellen looked over at the two little ones. “Those kids look to be the same age, so definitely not mine. Isn’t that cute though, they brought toy instruments, so they can pretend to be part of the orchestra when their mom or dad rehearse.”
“Don’t worry Ellen,” Lisa chuckled. “I’m sure they’re not here to take your job. They’ve gotta be what, six or seven. I think your position in the orchestra is safe for at least a few more years.”
Ellen glared at her friend. “No doubt there. They’re just little babies with their toy instruments. Look at that violin. It’s purple and has stickers all over it. Little kids and their stickers.”
The girls looked around at all the adults. It was obvious some were looking and talking about them. They both recognized a few of the adults as teachers during the summer at Music Camp. Cindy smiled when she saw Mrs. Johnson, the Woodwind Class teacher.
Sammie turned to her friend, “Cindy, we need to do something to show them all that we belong here.”
“Hmmm,” Cindy looked at the stage full of professional musicians. “What should we play?”
Sammie thought for a moment, “We’re here to put on a Christmas concert, right? Do you know Silent Night?”
“Sure, that’s an easy one.”
“Let’s go right out there to the center of the stage, turn and face them, and play Silent Night.”
“Sure,” Cindy said. “I was afraid you were going to suggest that Celtic piece we did this summer. I would need to practice that one at least once before we did it again. Silent Night will be easy.”
The girls put down their music tablets and went out to the center of the stage. Looking at each other and smiling, they turned to face the Symphony Orchestra members. Quietly Cindy counted down from three, so only Sammie could hear her, then the two of them started playing.
The stage quickly went silent and listened to the two little girls play. When they finished, there was clapping from both the audience and the stage.
“Sorry,” Lisa said to Ellen. “Looks like they are here to take our jobs.”
Mr. Frances came out onto the stage, “Thank you girls. Okay everyone, you all saw the posting about this year’s Christmas Concert, where we will be debuting some talented young musicians. These are the two youngest, Cindy and Sammie. I wasn’t expecting them to start us off, but it was a good introduction.”
Mr. Frances smiled down at the two girls before looking to the side of the stage, “And over here we have . . .”
“Jessica! George!” Sammie and Cindy screamed together and ran off to give both of them hugs.
“Yes, Jessica and George,” Mr. Frances chuckled at the little kid enthusiasm. “There will be a fifth member joining us in an hour or two. He had an important exam today that he couldn’t miss. Don’t let the size of these kids fool you. They all have the talent to perform at a professional level. The only thing they are missing is experience.”
Mr. Frances got the kids to quiet down and showed them where to sit on the stage. Jessica had a discussion with Brad, the orchestra pianist. It was decided that at least initially, Jessica would start out on the regular piano, and Brad would be on the electric piano.
“Some of you got to hear these kids play this summer, but most have not. To help speed up the process of integrating them into our Symphony Orchestra for this concert, I am going to ask each kid to play their favorite song for us,” Mr. Frances made eye contact with Sammie, Cindy, George, and Jessica before continuing. “Cindy, do you want to go first or last?”
Cindy knew that playing the flute would calm her nerves, “I’ll go first.”
To the shock of those that had never heard her play before today, Cindy played every note perfectly of the very difficult piece. It was full of emotion and flowed seamlessly from start to finish. Sammie went next, followed by Jessica and then George. After all the kids had played their individual pieces, Mr. Francess went right into integrating the kids into the orchestra. He had the whole orchestra, including the kids, play two Christmas songs together.
Hannah came up onto stage at this point and stopped Mr. Francess from starting another piece, “These kids could be hired today into any orchestra, but they are still kids in school. Child labor laws restrict how long they can work before requiring a break. Our governing board puts even more restrictions on the state’s regulations. So, twenty-minute break for the kids. Since I need to talk with Jim, everyone else can take a fifteen-minute break.”
Nods were seen around the stage.
“Sammie and Cindy,” Mr. Frances stated. “Can you please show Jessica and George where the break room is,” Mr. Frances gestured towards backstage. “You can leave your instruments here. I’ll send someone back to get you in twenty minutes.”
The kids all got up and followed Sammie backstage. They noticed that the parents in the audience were also moving toward the backstage door. In the break room, the kids spent some time catching up with each other before Joyce sent Sammie and Cindy off to use the bathroom. When they left, Jessica and George figured they probably should go too. In what seemed like no time at all, the kids were back on stage.
The kids had to re-evaluate Mr. Frances’ camp name as the silent judge. As Musical Director and Principal Conductor, he was much more vocal, stating what he wanted and how he expected the different sections of the orchestra to play parts of each musical piece. During this hour, the orchestra played through some of the music chosen for the concert.
Marcus showed up about half way through the hour. Although the Tri-City Symphony Orchestra does not have anyone playing the electric guitar, most of the musicians had heard of other orchestras which included them. What they weren’t ready for, was Mr. Frances stating that they would be performing a Trans-Siberian Orchestra style piece during the concert.
At the hour mark, Hannah came up on stage and took Jessica, Cindy, and Sammie off stage and to their break room. The parents joined them.
“Tomorrow we will change things,” Hannah said to the parents. “We will keep the kids on stage for one or two songs and then send them back here while everyone else practices one or two songs. Sometimes the kids will be doing the same song, but a lot of the time they will not be. George and Marcus are fifteen, so they are allowed to practice longer between breaks. This also means they will be doing more songs than the others.”
“That’s not fair,” Jessica complained.
“You’re right,” Hannah responded. “Unfortunately, the law is very clear. There are different standards for kids under fourteen. That is completely out of my control.”
“Then who do I make my argument to?”
“Jessica,” her dad piped in. “This is not your mom’s courtroom. Mrs. Evans is following the law, and it is your job to also follow the law. Without argument, young lady.”
“Yes, Dad,” Jessica’s head slumped down.
Hannah turned to Joyce, “I did notice that after 30 minutes Sammie was more fidgety and not as focused. I will keep an eye on this tomorrow and make adjustments if needed.”
“Thank You,” Joyce responded.
“Part of rehearsal for the kids is to learn the songs and be prepared for the performance, but another part is figuring them out. We need them to be their best while on stage during the Christmas Concert, and that will include some backstage time to get the wiggles out. We just need to figure out a good balance between the two.”
“I’m a big girl. I can last the whole concert,” Sammie declared.
“I can too,” Cindy added.
Hannah got down to the girl’s height, “Oh I know you two can last the whole concert, but as Stage Director, it is my job to make sure my princesses are seen for their cuteness, not their fidgeting. It is okay to have you two backstage during parts of the concert. Even some grown-ups will have backstage time during some performances.”
Looking over at Jessica for a moment before continuing, “Now, I have a very special idea for the two of you and Jessica, if she wants to join in. Remember how you reacted when you saw the big tree on stage for the first time?”
Sammie and Cindy nodded their heads in agreement.
“I want the two of you to start the Christmas concert by doing that again in pretty Christmas Dresses. Then we will have you open boxes under the tree containing your instruments, like you got them for Christmas. You pretend you are all excited about getting the instruments and start playing the song White Christmas. Conductor Frances will decide how much of the song you play before more of the orchestra joins in, but I thought it would be a good way to start the concert.”
Standing up, Hannah looked at Jessica, “What do you think? Would you be interested in joining Sammie and Cindy in this?”
“I’m not a little kid,” Jessica stated. “And I don’t wear cutesy little girl Christmas dresses. I don’t wear dresses at all.”
Jessica’s dad cleared his throat, “You will be wearing a dress for the Christmas Concert young lady.”
“But Dad.”
“Listen Jessica,” her dad glared at her. “You will be wearing a dress for this concert and that is the end of that discussion. I won’t force you into a cutesy little girl dress like I am sure Cindy and Sammie will be wearing, but you will be wearing a dress. Consider yourself lucky that I was the one that brought you to this rehearsal. If your mother had heard this offer, she would insist you be in a cutesy little girl dress to match what Cindy and Sammie will be wearing. She would also insist you open the Concert just like the other girls.”
Cindy nodded her head in agreement, “She probably would Jessica. Remember what she did at Summer Camp.”
Memories of discovering only dresses in her summer camp suitcase flooded Jessica’s thoughts, “Yeah, she probably would. Okay, I’ll wear a dress, but only for the performance. No cutesy little girl dress.”
“I want a cutesy little girl Christmas dress,” Cindy interjected.
“Me too, me too, me too,” Sammie added.
Joyce chuckled, “I was planning on taking you two Christmas Concert dress shopping later this weekend, but we could do it earlier. You two want to do it this afternoon?”
Sammie and Cindy were jumping up and down while nodding their heads in agreement, “Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes!”
“Can we join you,” Jessica’s dad asked. “You can probably help Jessica find a nice dress for the concert better than I could. It would also help to not have her mom dress shopping for Jessica.”
Jessica’s eyes went wide, “We definitely don’t want Mommy dress shopping for me. She won’t stop at one dress.”
The adults all laughed.
“Sure,” Joyce stated. “Another girl along for dress shopping will be no problem.”
“Well, then, I will see you all tomorrow morning,” Hannah stated. “Remember to bring stuff for the kids to do in this room during breaks.”
George’s Dad looked at his son, “I think we should probably go shopping too for a nice outfit for the concert. You’ve probably already outgrown the suit you wore this summer for the camp concert.”
“Good point,” Marcus’ Mom looked at her son. “We probably don’t have good Symphony Orchestra clothes for you either. You definitely can’t wear any of your Rock Concert outfits. You will need something much more respectable.”
Marcus rolled his eyes. Glaring at Jessica, he pointed at her and then at the adults talking with Hannah about what the kids should be wearing the night of the Christmas Concert.
Jessica went up to Marcus, “Sorry. You’re not going to be the only one in uncomfortable clothes. Can’t believe my dad is insisting I wear a dress for the concert.”
George and Marcus went off together to get new outfits for the performance. All the girls went with Joyce and Jessica’s Dad.
“Turn into this parking garage,” Jessica’s dad told Joyce.
The girls had not stopped talking since leaving Symphony Hall. Jessica only figured out where they were going when they walked over the bridge from the parking garage into the mall.
Jessica turned to her Dad, “Not there.”
“It is the best girl dress shop in the tri-city area,” her dad commented.
Jessica rolled her eyes and turned to the other girls, “Come on, the shop is this way.”
Jessica’s dad turned to Joyce, “She used to love to come to this shop when she was Sammie’s age.”
Joyce looked at the girls walking far enough ahead that they probably couldn’t hear the adults, “What changed?”
“She is going through a phase where she doesn’t like dresses.”
“Maybe she isn’t very girly, or maybe transgender like Cindy,” Joyce looked at the girls and then at Jessica’s dad.
“Oh, she is 100% girl. She is just going through a phase. If things go the way I think they will in this shop, you will see her girly side come out.”
They turned a corner, and the girls were stopped in the middle of the walkway. They were looking at one of the shops. When Joyce turned to see what they were looking at, she smiled at the windows full of lavish girl dresses.
“I’m not going to be able to afford anything in this shop,” Joyce quietly commented to Jessica’s dad. “We can’t take the girls in there.”
“I suspected you would say that, and I know there is no way Cindy’s family could afford anything here either. Don’t worry, this is Jessica’s Christmas present to the two girls.”
“What,” Joyce asked?
“I’ll explain in a minute,” Jessica’s Dad turned away from Joyce and raised his voice a little so the girls could hear him. “Jessica, this is the shop where you can get their presents.”
Jessica turned to her dad with a big smile and wide eyes, “Really?”
“As long as you each walk out of there with a dress for the performance, then yes. Go find the perfect gift for each of them.”
Jessica shrieked. She ran up and hugged her dad before going back and taking Cindy and Sammie’s hands and dragging them into the store, “Come on. I’m going to get you each the perfect dress for the performance.”
Jessica’s dad smiled as his baby girl came alive at the joy of giving.
“We can’t accept a gift this expensive,” Joyce stated as the adults followed the girls into the shop. “Dresses in here have to cost over a $100 each.”
“Actually, there probably isn’t anything in here costing less than $400. They are all very high-quality handmade dresses.”
“Then there is no way we can take a gift like that. Jessica can’t afford to buy two dresses costing that much.”
“Actually, she can,” Jessica’s dad stated. “My wife’s a judge and I work at a fancy advertising agency. Jessica’s grandpa on my wife’s side is also a judge and my parents are also wealthy. From gifts over the years, Jessica has a lot of money in her bank account. We usually don’t give her access to that account, but when she started to talk about getting Sammie and Cindy something special for Christmas, we agreed to let her get the girls whatever she wanted. The only condition was that either her mom or I had to pick the store. My wife knew that Cindy’s family could never afford a good dress for the performance and gave me strict instructions to make sure Cindy had a good outfit. You were also in those instructions. She has a rough idea what state police officers make in a year.”
“But . . .”
“Joyce, look at my daughter. I haven’t seen her this happy in a long time. Your daughter and Cindy changed her at Camp. Before going to camp, Jessica wasn’t sure if she wanted to keep playing the piano and only reluctantly agreed to go to camp this last summer. She came back from camp talking constantly about Cindy and Sammie. She is all excited about going back to camp this coming summer, to be with Cindy and Sammie. Jessica was talking about how she had made friends with some of the nicest and best musicians at the camp. Not just the kids in her mini-orchestra, but others too. And, as I understand it, that is all because of Cindy and Sammie. If she wants to spend hundreds of dollars getting them each a special gift they will love, I am going to support her in that effort.”
Joyce looked over at the three girls going through the various dresses. They were all excited and having fun. Jessica was telling the two younger ones positives and negatives of different dresses they looked at. She was even pointing out when it would be hard to play their instrument in a particular dress. Some dresses were being ruled out, because they would be hard to sit in, while others because they might be a tripping hazard as they moved around the stage.
“Are you sure? It looks like Jessica is picking from some of the more expensive dresses in here.”
“I am very certain about this,” Jessica’s dad stated as he smiled at his daughter. “We may have money, but we have tried to raise our children to not feel entitled or spoiled. We have always tried to emphasize the importance of doing one’s best and giving to others. For Christmas this year Jessica wanted to cheer Cindy up. When the concert possibility was offered, Jessica set out on a mission to get the whole summer camp mini-orchestra back together as a way to do something to make Cindy happy. It took her quite a lot of phone calls to convince that Marcus kid to join this concert. There was also something with George’s family that put things into question on whether he would be able to come. Jessica worked hard to make sure everyone came. I’m so proud of her, putting others before herself.”
“Here you two, go try those on,” Jessica said handing dresses to Cindy and Sammie.
“What about you,” Sammie asked without moving.
“Yeah, we all need to try on a dress,” Cindy turned to a rack next to her and pulled out a red dress with frills on the shoulders and a bow around the waist.
“No, not that one,” Jessica quickly took the dress and put it back on the rack. “Mine has to be black to match the dress code of the rest of the orchestra. Only you two get to wear something different. It’s one of the special treats you two get for being so cute.”
Sammie and Cindy blushed.
“Let’s see,” Jessica said going over to the part of the store with dresses in her size. “Black and white dress code. Hmmm, not this one. Not that one, this isn’t a party. I need something formal but not too formal.”
“She really does know her stuff,” Joyce said to Jessica’s dad.
“Oh yeah, it is the only reason my wife will allow me to take Jessica clothes shopping. She knows Jessica will be picking out the clothes not me.”
Joyce laughed.
“No serious, I’m hopeless picking out an outfit for the kids that will work for the situation.”
“Do you have other children?” Joyce turned to Jessica’s dad.
“Jessica has a brother who is seven years older than her. He’s in college working on a degree in Biomedical Engineering. He’ll be back for Christmas just in time to see Jessica perform.”
“This one,” Jessica said pulling a dress off the rack and holding it up to her.
“But I thought you said we don’t want one that is down to our feet, so we can easily move around the stage,” Sammie inquired?
“You two will be moving around,” Jessica stated. “I’m a piano player. I will be sitting at the piano the whole time. And if I put some heels on, it will raise me up just enough that it isn’t so close to the floor.”
Joyce turned to Jessica’s dad, “I see what you mean about her girly side coming out. She will look stunning in that dress if it fits her.”
“Yes, she will,” the proud dad smiled.
Jessica, Cindy, and Sammie all headed for the changing rooms to try on their dresses. Joyce handed Sammie’s violin case to Jessica’s dad and followed the girls in to help them.
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Sammie, being the first to get Joyce’s help, emerged wearing a dress with a dark blue bodice and white skirt. Her smile was huge as she looked in the three floor length mirrors. With a little spin, she remarkably got an even bigger smile. |
One of the store employees was quickly by her side checking the fit. Before the process was done, Jessica came out and stood in front of the other three floor length mirrors outside the changing rooms. Just like most thirteen-year-old girls trying on a fancy dress. Jessica tried to take in how she looks from all angles and did a small spin.
“You look beautiful,” her dad said. “You are going to outshine all the adults up there on that stage.”
Jessica smiled, “Thanks Dad. If I have to wear a dress, at least this one makes me look like a teenager, not a little girl.”
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Keeping his thoughts to himself, Jessica’s dad thought back to a very similar looking dress they got Jessica at this store when she was six years old. They were going to a formal party at the Art Gallery, and they wanted Jessica to look elegant but not stand out. Little six year old Jessica, however, believed that the dress made her a princess, requiring her to wear a tiara to the party. Jessica’s dad knew to keep this memory to himself. After that last comment, this was not the time to point out that the dress was almost identical to one she wore when she was six.
The shop assistant finished with Sammie and came over to Jessica, “Sammie over there said she was going to be in a Christmas concert. Are you also in it?” |
The lady used clips to grab the dress in some areas. Jessica had been here before, so she knew what was going on. It was all in an effort to figure out what alterations needed to be done to the dress.
“Yeah, the three of us are performing in the Tri-City Symphony Orchestra Christmas Concert. Will you be able to make the alterations before the concert.”
“Really,” the lady said while clipping another area of the dress. “I heard they were having some child prodigies this year perform. Are you three some of those musicians?”
“Yeah, Sammie plays the violin, Cindy the flute, and I play the piano,” Jessica said while the lady made another adjustment.
“That’s impressive. I was never good with any musical instruments.
While this was going on, Cindy came out of the changing room, not wearing the dress. Joyce got Sammie’s violin and asked her to play a song or two in order to make sure the dress didn’t restrict any of her movements while playing.
Just as the assistant was about to finish up with Jessica, Sammie started to play Silent Night. This caused everyone in the store to stop and look over at Sammie.
The owner of the shop had come over while Sammie was playing. She noticed a few of the clips the assistant had put in had come out while Sammie played her violin.
“My oh my. You are quite good at that. Are you getting a dress to wear while performing?”
“Yeah,” Sammie responded with glee. “We’re playing with the Symphony Orchestra.”
“Rose,” the store assistant said. “These girls are some of the musical prodigies playing at the Tri-City Symphony Orchestra Christmas concert.”
“I see,” Rose said kneeling down to Sammie’s level. “Penny, when doing alterations for performers, it is important to not have the dress so form fitting. They will need more movement than for a wedding, dance, or party.”
Rose took out all the clips Penny had put in and started over. When she was done, she asked Sammie to play again. This time Sammie played Frosty the Snowman.
“Was that better,” Rose asked?
“Yeah,” Sammie responded. “The dress didn’t feel as tight.”
“Good. I’ll make the final marks if your parents decide to buy the dress for you,” Rose stated. “But now I need to go help Penny out with your sister.”
Cindy, Sammie, and Jessica laughed.
“She’s not my sister,” Sammie said. “Jessica’s just my friend.”
Rose went over and made some adjustments to how Penny had done the clips on Jessica’s dress, “This fits you pretty good. We won’t have to do many adjustments for you.”
Finishing up Jessica quickly, Rose’s attention focused on Cindy, “Did the dress not fit you dear?”
Joyce spoke up, “It was too big both in size and length. I examined it some, and it looks like it would need more than just slight alterations. I think we need to find her another dress.”
Rose looked at Sammie and Jessica before looking back at Cindy, “The other two have dark blue and black as the primary color theme. I noticed this little one’s dress was all red. Much more Christmassy. Do you want a dress to go along with the color theme of the others or one to stand out.”
Jessica spoke up, “Cindy is the special guest artist at the show. People from around the world want her to come and perform for them. Cindy needs to stand out.”
“She even plays better than me,” Sammie said. “Yeah, she needs to be seen by everyone.”
“All three of you are outstanding musicians,” Joyce stated.
“Yeah Mommy,” Sammie went over and gave Cindy a hug. “But Cindy is better. She won first place this summer for the best musician at camp, and I hate to say it, she really did play better than me. Next summer though, next summer I am going to get first place.”
“Well,” Jessica interrupted. “I am buying Cindy and Sammie’s dresses. They both need to be extra special to help the two stand out from the rest of the orchestra. The director lady Hannah said Cindy and Sammie needed cutesy little girl Christmas dresses. But, like Sammie said this summer, we are performing and need to look professional.”
“Hmmm,” Rose said going over to a rack of dresses. “Cutesy, Christmassy, and professional.”
Rose grabbed three different dresses and brought them back for the others to evaluate. Cindy ended up trying on two of them.
“I like this one better than the last one,” Jessica said as Cindy came out of the dressing room. “But it’s too long.”
Rose smiled, “That is easy to fix for that dress. How long would you like it?”
“It looks good long, so maybe just up a little,” Jessica examined Cindy. “Maybe just enough that we can see her shoes. We have to make sure they don’t trip on the skirt. She will be using both hands for the flute, so she can’t hold the skirt up.”
Rose got a container of pins and went down to pin up the skirt about two inches. Stepping back she looked at Cindy and then put a clip in the back before looking again, “Okay, what do you think Cindy?”
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Cindy turned and looked at herself in the three floor length mirrors, “I wish my hair had grown back more. This would look great with pigtails.”
Rose stepped away for a moment. When she returned, she put a tiara on Cindy’s head. “Ooooooo,” Sammie said. “Cindy’s a princess.” “I like it,” Jessica smiled. “We’ll take it.” |
“Don’t you think the tiara is a little over the top for an orchestra performance,” Jessica’s dad asked?
“Dad, you don’t know anything. Little girls can always wear a tiara when in a fancy dress, and it will not be too much. It just makes them cuter.”
Joyce laughed, “She does have a point.”
After the dresses were paid for, and alteration marks were made, the group left the dress shop.
“Daddy,” Jessica tilted her head and smiled.
“This isn’t good,” Jessica’s dad looked at his daughter. “Daddy? What do you want Jessica?”
Sammie’s mom laughed, “Protect your wallet with your life. She’s doing the full head tilt and eye flutter.”
“It’s not going to cost you anything,” Jessica responded. “Honest, I just want to go play on the piano, pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease.”
Jessica’s dad looked at his watch and then at the three girls, “Five minutes. That’s it.”
Spinning around, Jessica grabbed Sammie and Cindy’s hands before heading off into the mall.
“Where are we going,” Cindy asked?
“To the piano. You’ll see. This will be fun.”
Jessica weaved her way through the mall to a point close to where they were taking Santa pictures. Just past Lloyd’s Music Emporium, in the center of an intersection, there stood a baby grand piano.
“This, is THE piano. Anyone can sit down and play on it. We can play whatever we want,” Jessica said with the biggest grin on her face.
“So,” Sammie asked? “Cindy and I don’t play the piano, and you can play on lots of different piano’s. What’s special about this one?”
Jessica sat down at the piano and tickled the keys, “But Sammie, you and Cindy have your instruments here. Daddy’s carrying them. Come on, let’s play a song.”
Cindy looked around the crowded mall and then at Sammie, “I guess, we can play a song. What should we play?”
As the girls got their instruments out, there was a discussion on what song to play. They settled on Jingle Bell Rock, as something that might get people’s attention in the noisy mall corridor.
As they started to play, a few people looked over at them, but most just went on their way doing their holiday shopping. But, by the end of the song, a crowd had formed. Everyone clapped when the girls finished playing.
Cindy and Sammie immediately understood why Jessica liked this piano. There was nothing like getting a bunch of strangers to give praise to your playing.
“Let’s do another song,” Sammie said as she looked around at the crowd.
The girls ended up playing songs for forty-five minutes. They probably could have played more, if Sammie’s Mom hadn’t insisted the girls take a break and get something to drink. Jessica was going to protest, until her dad pointed out that it had been much longer than five minutes.
“That was soooooooooo much fun,” Cindy said sitting down with her Strawberry and Banana Orange Julius drink.
While the girls talked about the crowds’ reactions, including those of kids their age and younger, the adults discussed their next move.
“It’s dinner time,” Sammie’s Mom said as she looked over at the girls sitting at the next table. “Any suggestions on where to eat? Or should we just get something here at the food court?”
Jessica’s dad looked around at the noisy and crowded food court, “Let’s go to a real restaurant. One that’s a little quieter than this. There is a nice family restaurant on the other side of the mall from where we parked. A little inconvenient being so far from the car, but it’s probably better than driving to a different place and trying to find parking.”
“That might also allow us to find some of the other things we need for their concert outfits.”
“Other things?”
Sammie’s mom just shook her head, “Tights, shoes, and hair accessories. There is always more than just the dress. I probably have some white tights and black Mary Jane shoes for Sammie’s dress, but for the special occasion it would probably be best if I just get Sammie new tights. There is probably no way Cindy has any shoes to match that dress, so we need to find something. Jessica said she would need heels to go with her dress, does she have any at home that would go with it?”
“You’re asking me? I don’t know. Here, let me send the picture of Jessica in that dress to my wife and ask her.”
Sammie’s mom kept looking at the girls and over to Santa. Although Sammie already did a trip to tell Santa what she wanted for Christmas, Joyce felt that a picture with Santa would help the three remember this day for many years. Pulling out her phone, Joyce texted Cindy’s Dad, asking him if it would be okay to bring Cindy to visit Santa.
“My wife says Jessica might have some shoes to go with the dress, but she isn’t sure if they will still fit or not. If we find anything good, we should get them.”
“They outgrow shoes so fast at these ages,” Sammie’s mom said as she heard her phone ping. “Okay, Cindy’s Dad says we can take her to see Santa.”
“What? Jessica’s not going to go for that. She has told me point blank that she’s too old for Santa pictures.”
Joyce smiled at the naïve father, “It is different if you are going to do it with friends. Watch and learn.”
“Girls, do you three want to go get a group picture with Santa?”
“Really? Can we Mommy?”
“Yes, Sammie Pooh. If the other two are okay with it.”
Sammie looked at the other two who were smiling and nodding their heads.
“Finish up your drinks and then we will go see Santa.”
Cindy took a big suck on her straw and then declared that she was done. It took Sammie and Jessica a little bit longer, but they all quickly finished their drinks. Standing in line to see Santa, the age difference between the girls was very noticeable. Sammie was bouncing around in excitement, repeating that they were going to get a picture with Santa. Cindy was telling about her visit to Santa last year. Jessica was smiling, clearly happy about the upcoming experience, but also silent.
Going over to her dad, “Did I behave like that when I was Sammie’s age?”
“At eight,” Jessica’s dad thought for a moment. “No, that was the year you were convinced that you were on the naughty list. You kept blowing your temper at school and were certain that Santa was going to bring you coal for Christmas. You were petrified to see Santa that year. At age seven though, yes, you behaved much like Sammie is now.”
Jessica gave her dad a slight hug and then rejoined Sammie and Cindy.
“They grow up way too fast,” Jessica’s dad said to Joyce.
“Tell me about it,” Joyce said. “Seems like it was just yesterday that Sammie was running around the house in diapers and little baby pigtails. Now she’s in third grade and reading chapter books.”
The two parents smiled at their children, soaking in the Christmas energy as they got closer to Santa.
After Santa, the group weaved their way through the crowds towards the restaurant. By the time they sat down to eat, all three girls had new tights to go with their dresses. Jessica and Cindy had new shoes, and they had even made a stop at Claire’s to get hair accessories and matching earrings for the three girls.
“We wrap up our six o’clock news with a heart-warming story. Shoppers today at the Tri-City Mall were treated to a 45-minute-long Christmas Concert today by three little angels. The videos of their performance are going viral. No one knows who these three little girls are, but they certainly cheered up several shoppers’ today. Stacey Stillman is on location at the Tri-City Mall.”
“Thank You Karen,” Stacey said. “I am standing here with Mike Lloyd, owner of Lloyd’s Music Emporium in the Mall. Mike, it is my understanding that your music shop donated a piano to the mall and help maintain it so anyone can go up and play it.”
“Yes, Stacey. Here at Lloyd’s Music Emporium, we want to spread the joy of music to everyone. Lots of people over the years have sat down at that piano and played a few songs as a break from the craziness of shopping.”
“The Tri-City mall does bring in a local musician each month to play on the piano. Is that what happened today?”
“The first Saturday of every month, the Mall and the Music Emporium do co-sponsor an artist to come in and play for a few hours. Today’s performance by those three little girls was not scheduled. It was just three people who chose to sit down and play some Christmas music for the shoppers.”
“But Mike,” Stacey objected. “The two youngest were maybe 6 or 7 years old and they brought instruments. Are you telling me this was not planned?”
“That is right Stacey. Neither the Mall nor Lloyd’s Music Emporium had invited anyone to play today. For those two little kids to show up with a violin and a flute, those girls must have planned this on their own. I’ve checked my store video cameras. They did not buy the instruments today in my store. I don’t know who they are, but they certainly were amazing musicians.”
“That they were. Three little Christmas Angels sent from heaven to share their amazing talents with the shoppers today. Back to you Karen.”
“Thank You Stacey. I guess we have a little mystery on our hands. Who were these talented young musicians, and why did they put on a concert today at the mall. As we sign off, we will play some of their music.”
Dinner was as uneventful as it could be with three girls ranging in age from eight to thirteen. Just as the waitress was taking the credit card to pay the bill, the two adults suddenly had their phones go crazy with ping after ping indicating a new text message had come in.
“What is it Dad,” Jessica asked?
“Lots of people are sending me messages about you being on the six o’clock news.”
“Same here,” Joyce said. “Message after message about Sammie being on the six o’clock news.”
“Really,” Cindy looked at her two friends. “What did you two do to get on the news?”
Joyce spoke up, “You’re probably on the news too Cindy. They were probably doing some promo about the upcoming concert. Since the five of you are the stars of the show, they probably included you in the news announcement about the concert.”
“Yeah, that must be it,” Jessica’s dad said as he muted his phone. “It’s seven o’clock. I think we need to get the three of you back to the hotel and ready for bed. You all have a long day tomorrow. And if I remember anything about having an eight-year-old little girl, by the time we get to the hotel and through a pre-bed routine, it will be close to someone’s bedtime.”
Jessica was about to argue but stopped when she saw Cindy yawning.
Weaving their way back through the mall, the girls tried to get the adults to make detours into things like the Disney Store, Build-A-Bear, and the American Girl Store. The parents were sticking to the plan of going straight to the car.
“Look Dad. A Channel 2 TV crew. Let’s go see what they’re doing here.”
“Not now Jessica, it’s time to go to the hotel and settle down for the night,” Jessica’s dad said as he guided his daughter past Lloyd’s Music Emporium.
Cindy and Sammy both fell asleep on the car ride to the hotel. Waking them up at the hotel was easy, but they were both groggy. The rooms were on different floors, so the kids had to say good-bye to each other when Cindy, Sammie, and Joyce got off the elevator on the third floor.
After teeth brushing, hair sorted, and PJs on, Joyce tucked the girls into bed together along with their stuffed animals. Both Cindy and Sammie fell asleep after a discussion about the day and what the plans were for the next few days.
Jessica, up on the tenth floor, also had to get ready for bed after entering her hotel room. Once ready, she got her blanket out of the suitcase and curled up on the couch to read the next chapter in The Secret Garden. At nine o'clock, her dad told her to put the book away and go to bed.
Joyce and Jessica’s dad had both planned on staying up until the eleven o’clock news, in hopes that they might re-run the promotion for the Christmas Concert. Both fell asleep, however, reading a book.
“Good evening. I am Erin Ross, bringing you your local and national news at eleven. Tonight’s top story is a local one about three young girls who conducted a forty-five-minute impromptu concert this afternoon for Christmas Shoppers at the Tri-City Mall. The mystery surrounding who these girls are, has gripped the tri-city area and the internet. A video of their performance is going viral, in just the last six hours, it has gotten over 1.5 million views.”
“Social Media has coined them the Christmas Angels. I am happy to report that we now know who these girls are. They are the three youngest of five musical prodigies that will be performing on December 23rd with the Tri-City Symphony Orchestra. Our Christmas Angels are eight-year-old Sammie on the violin, ten-year old Cindy on the flute, and thirteen-year-old Jessica playing the piano.”
“Many had questioned the Tri-City Symphony Orchestra bringing five children in for the Christmas Concert this year. No one is questioning that now. If the last two children are anything like our Christmas Angels, then this year’s concert will be the event to be at this holiday season.”
Sammie, Cindy, and Jessica entered their break room backstage and put their backpacks down. Getting out their music tablets, the three headed for the door.
“Drink of water and trip to the bathroom first,” Joyce said.
When the three were finally ready to go out on stage, Marcus and George had arrived.
Hannah stopped the five kids and their parents before they could leave the break room, “Okay, there are the Christmas Angels. I can’t believe you three. I sent you out to get new dresses for the performance and you end up in a viral video that currently has over three million views. That’s impressive for just sixteen hours. The Christmas Concert was completely sold out before the eleven o’clock news was finished. Next time the three of you go to pull a publicity stunt like that, give us some warning please.”
“Oh my,” Marcus said looking down at his phone. “You three really are being called the Christmas Angels all across social media, and the views on that video are now over four million. I’ve gotta see this.”
“See what?” Jessica asked.
“What are you talking about Hannah,” Sammie’s mom inquired?
Hannah looked at the expressions on the girls faces and the parents, “You mean you don’t know?”
“Know what,” Jessica’s dad asked?
Hannah laughed, “Their viral sensations and don’t even know. You three this morning were even on one of the national morning talk shows. Okay, umm, Sammie, Cindy, and Jessica were recorded playing Christmas music at the mall yesterday afternoon. A video of their performance was posted online. The six o’clock Channel 2 news reported about it and were the first to call you Christmas Angels. At the time though, no one knew who the angels were. For the next few hours, all over social media, the question being asked was, Who are the Christmas Angels?”
“All we did was play a few Christmas songs for kids at the mall,” Sammie said.
“George, look at this,” Marcus brought his phone over to George. “Does that look like just playing a few Christmas songs for kids at the mall?”
“Way more adults in that crowd than kids,” George stated. “This was at a mall? Jessica, how’d you get a baby grand piano into the mall to put on this concert?”
“It’s there for anyone to play. I always try to get my mom or dad to let me play on it whenever we go to that mall.”
“Whoa,” Marcus exclaimed. “You have the kids and adults singing along to Santa Clause is Coming to Town. That crowd loves you. No wonder this went viral. Sammie, how are you pulling that sound off on a violin? What? You go straight into silent night, with the crowd going silent. You have that crowd in the palm of your hands. I knew the three of you were good, but to have control of a crowd like that. This is the middle of a mall, and it is silent.”
“Yeah,” Hannah said. “Extremely impressive. It is causing Jim and I to rewrite how we are going to do the Christmas concert. Jim told me you five kids were prodigies, but I didn’t understand. Let’s go out and have a talk with the rest of the orchestra.”
Hannah didn’t lead everyone to the stage, but instead, to the seats where the audience would be. The rest of the orchestra members were there chatting with each other and looking at Mr. Francess sitting on one side of the stage.
“Morning everybody,” Mr. Francess said as soon as the kids and their parents were seated. “Hannah and I have decided that you all should watch a video that is going viral and has been reported on at the local and national levels. Based on this video and the response to it, Symphony Hall management has asked us to add more performances of our Christmas Concert.”
Looking at Sammie, Cindy, and Jessica, “When I invited the five children to perform with us, I knew what we were getting, and I thought our concert would be their introduction to the world. They apparently had other ideas.”
“Actually Jim,” Hannah interrupted. “They had no idea of their fame until I told them a few minutes ago.”
“Let’s watch the video and we will talk afterwards,” Mr. Frances said before looking up at the control room and nodding his head.
The lights dimmed and a thirty-minute video of the girls’ performance at the mall was shown. Then there was the six o’clock news report followed by the one at eleven.
“Symphony Hall management would like us to take advantage of their instant fame,” Mr. Frances said after quieting everyone down. “Hannah and I have already started discussions on how we want to modify the concert to make the kids more of a focal point.”
In the middle of a discussion on adding two more performances, Sammie raised her hand and waited patiently for Mr. Frances to call on her, “Can one of them be for kids instead of grown-ups?”
Many of the orchestra members, especially those with young kids or grandchildren, thought this was a great idea.
By lunchtime, they had settled several issues and rehearsed a variety of music pieces. At three o’clock, the girls were told that they were done for the day. With George and Marcus practicing one more music piece with the orchestra, there was a discussion in the break room as to what the girls would do for the rest of the afternoon.
“Come on Jessica, it will be fun.”
“Sammie,” Jessica got down to Sammie’s height. “I’m too old for the Children’s Museum. I loved it when I was your age, but it just isn’t for me anymore. You two go and have fun. It is a fabulous Children’s Museum.”
“What are you going to do?” Cindy asked.
Jessica looked over at her dad talking with Sammie’s mom, “I am going to try and talk Dad into bringing me home to get my cell phone. We don’t live that far out of town, but Dad hates driving in the rush hour traffic, so we’re staying at the hotel during these rehearsals. I really need my phone though. Dad insisted I leave it at home, but I want to stay up to date with our fame. I can’t do that without my phone.”
Everything was packed up and the group went in Joyce’s car back to the hotel. After dropping Jessica and her Dad off, it was a quick trip to the Children’s Museum.
“There is no way I am running a story on one of the Christmas Angels being transgender. Even if it is true . . .”
“It is,” Stacey interrupted her news director. “I’ve got some girl named Ariel willing to go on record about how the boy started at camp this last summer as a kid named Frank. Apparently, this Frank kid wanted to win some competition, so he got all the kids who had more talent than him kicked out of summer camp. When the kid manipulated everyone into treating him like a girl, Ariel felt scared the kid would come into the bathrooms and rape her.”
“How old is this, Ariel? We can’t interview a minor.”
“Oh, Ariel is eighteen. She’s not a minor anymore.”
“So, this eighteen-year-old Ariel was afraid of the little ten-year-old Christmas Angel who looks like they’re seven? That sweet little thing that plays the flute?”
“Yeah, the freak is evil. Even his mother has stories about how manipulative and evil he is. She explained to me how he was a sweet young boy until he was brain washed by Woke teachers who convinced her son that he was a girl. This turned him evil and manipulative. The mother has told me about how the freak destroyed her marriage and even got her arrested for no reason at all.”
“Stacey, boy or girl, it doesn’t matter. The kid is ten-years-old and their video currently has over ten million views in just 24 hours. Whether you want to believe it or not, this is a free country. If the kid wants to go around wearing a dress, they have the right to do that. This news agency is not going to destroy a young child’s life over a culture war issue.”
“But transgender individuals should not . . .”
“Stop right there. This conversation is over. We are going to report on the Tri-City Symphony Orchestra doing two more performances and the Christmas Angel’s video hitting over ten million views. This is a feel good story for the area, not a culture war battle with an innocent ten year old in the middle.”
“Innocent? That freak could be in the girl’s bathroom doing who knows what . . .”
“It’s a bathroom. They will be using it for the intended purpose. Come on now. The kid is ten and probably being seen by a doctor to help them deal with some very tough medical issues.”
“Good point, we should interview the doctors and expose this plot to feminize our boys against their will.”
“No Stacey, we are not going to report lies on this news channel. Although you have a right to believe whatever you want, we have no right to spread lies and conspiracy theories. The community expects us to tell the truth, and that is what we are going to do.”
“We have to warn our community members to stay away from this kid. Other kids are in danger just being around him.”
“Stacey, we do not report on fake news, conspiracy theories, or political motivated culture wars. Drop the topic. There is nothing along this line that I will allow talked about on air, so drop it and get back to real news stories.”
Cindy and Sammie had fun for three hours exploring everything from bubble making, to a huge Lego room. For dinner, they returned to the hotel and walked to a pizza place just one block away. Two pizza’s were delivered to the table. Sammie and Cindy looked at each other before turning to Sammie’s Mom.
“Mommy,” Sammie asked? “Why so much? We can’t eat all this.”
Joyce looked down at her phone, before looking over at the door, “We are expecting someone to join us.”
“Who,” Cindy looked over to where Joyce was looking.
A moment later in walked two police officers.
“Daddy!!!!” Sammie jumped up and went running off to hug her dad.
Carrying his daughter back to the table, Mr. Ellsworth sat down next to his wife, “Hi Joyce. I hope Sammie Pooh isn’t giving you too much trouble.”
Joyce leaned over and kissed her husband and daughter, “She’s a little Christmas Angel. She would never give me any trouble.”
“Yeah, I’m anjelly,” Sammie stated as she cuddled into her dad. “Hi Patty, thanks for bringing Daddy to me.”
Mr. Ellsworth chuckled, “Sammie Pooh, did you mean angelic?”
“Yeah, that’s what I said.”
Joyce and Patty held back a chuckle.
“Hi Officer Ellsworth and Officer Granlin,” Cindy said as she took a piece of pepperoni pizza and put it on her plate.
The five had a nice dinner together, but it was over way too early for Sammie. Her dad, and his partner, had to get back to patrolling the interstate highway.
That night, the girls got to watch some Christmas specials on TV. Joyce wondered if there were any other kids in the world that watched these shows like Cindy and Sammie. The two girls had their instruments out, and played along whenever there was any type of music in the show. It was how Sammie had learned many of the Christmas songs back when she was five, and she has done it each year since.
George was spending the night at Marcus’ house. Instead of watching Christmas specials, the two of them were having a jam session on their instruments with two of Marcus’ friends.
Jessica was at her house, watching the Christmas specials. She wasn’t, however, playing along to the music in the shows. After the shows were over, Jessica said bye to her mom and headed back into the city with her dad. She was always amazed that it took only about thirty minutes when there was no traffic but could take several hours at other times of the day.
When the five kids went to bed that night, their thoughts were all on the same thing. The upcoming Christmas concerts.
After a morning of rehearsal, the five kids went to lunch together. The kids were at one table and the adults at another. Most were leisurely eating until Sammie spoke up.
“Rehearsal is sooooo boring. I wish we could just play the music without all the stop and go.”
Marcus looked at Sammie and then at George, “We could. They gave us an hour for lunch. Let’s just finish quick, go back and have some fun before the rehearsals start up again.”
There was agreement around the table, so everyone started eating faster. George leaned over and told his Dad what they had in mind. By the time the kids were ready to go, the only adult ready was Marcus’ mom. She agreed to take the kids back so the others could finish their lunches.
Up on stage in the concert hall, Marcus turned to Sammie and Cindy, “Let’s go youngest to oldest, so Sammie you’re first. Start playing your favorite Christmas music and we will join in. A Christmas Jam session everyone.”
Sammie smiled, as she started to play Frosty the Snowman. The others joined in when they felt the groove.
“Now that was fun,” Sammie said when they finished. “Cindy, tag, you’re it.”
Cindy played Rudolph The Red-Nosed Reindeer, and Jessica played Linus And Lucy.
“That’s not exactly Christmas music,” Marcus commented after finishing Jessica’s piece.
“Yes, it is! Where do you know that piece from Marcus?” Jessica asked.
“She has a point Marcus,” George interjected. “It’s the main music connected with A Charlie Brown Christmas. That does, sort of, make it Christmas music. Okay, my turn.”
At this point, a few of the other Orchestra members had returned from lunch and asked if they could join in. When it was Marcus’ turn, there was about half the orchestra. He chose Jingle Bell Rock and set a fast pace for the piece.
Between the smiles and discussion when they finished, it was apparent that everyone was having fun. This was interrupted by a voice coming through some speakers, “Do that again, and I’ll join in this time.”
“Who was that,” Jessica asked?
“That was Larry up in the control booth,” said Mrs. Johnson, the summer camp woodwind instructor. “Let’s do as he says and see what he comes up with.”
So, Marcus started everyone off, with another round of Jingle Bell Rock. The main lights on the stage dimmed, and a light show went wild with Larry trying to synch a light show to the music. Up on the screen above the musicians, was Marcus rocking away to the musical piece. Occasionally, the scene on the screen would change to one of the other five kids.
“I guess someone is trying to take my job,” Mr. Frances chuckled as he came out on stage with a smile. “Let’s do it one more time. The kids do it just like they were, but I’ll conduct the rest of the orchestra.”
Mr. Francess looked over to Hannah on the side of the stage talking into a walkie talkie. When she stopped talking and nodded to Mr. Francess, he directed Marcus to begin. The rest of the afternoon went like that. Two to five of the kids would jam session a Christmas song, and Mr. Frances would conduct the orchestra to support.
It was a much faster and enjoyable afternoon for the two youngest. At three o’clock, Jessica, Cindy, and Sammie were told to head backstage, because they were done for the day. As they entered the break room, they could hear George and the brass section of the orchestra playing.
“You were right Hannah,” Mr. Frances said as they sat down and discussed the day and tomorrow’s rehearsal. “Jessica and George were giving their best how we’ve been practicing, but Marcus, Cindy, and Sammie did much better when we switched to what we did this afternoon. It’s more work for the orchestra and me if we go with this approach, but the music is better.”
“It makes sense,” Hannah said. “Playing with a group is still work for them. Since it’s easier for the orchestra to adapt to the kids than the kids to adapt to the orchestra, having them take the lead should produce better music. I am still amazed at that viral video. Those girls were feeding off each other and the crowd. They were even taking recommendations from the kids in the audience. If one of them didn’t know the music, they would still figure out a point where they could join in.”
“I have been a judge at that music camp for years, but when I saw Cindy play for the first time, it was so much better than anything I had ever heard adult flutists play. She wasn’t just playing a piece of music. She was expressing feelings and emotions through the music. If we have to alter how we traditionally do the Christmas Concert, it will be worth it to get Cindy and Sammie to share their emotions with the audience.”
Hannah thought for a moment, “Larry had fun today when the kids were doing that Jingle Bell Rock piece. Tomorrow, we need to get the lights set up for the Trans-Siberian Orchestra style piece you promised Marcus.”
“Okay, let’s start out with that one tomorrow after we do the bit with the girls opening presents and playing White Christmas,” Mr. Frances wrote some stuff on his tablet. “Have you talked with all the parents about extending rehearsals now that we are doing three shows?”
“That’s all coordinated. A few of the parents are going to take shifts babysitting, so last minute Christmas shopping can be done while the kids are rehearsing.”
The two discussed a new order for the concert, and possible ways to introduce the individual kids to the audience.
After about an hour at the Science Museum, Jessica’s Dad and Sammie’s Mom directed the three girls down to the Planetarium. Just before entering, they saw George and Marcus waiting for them.
The five kids watched the show and then explored parts of the museum. George was attached to Cindy and Marcus to Sammie, acting like big brothers helping them understand the different exhibits.
Mr. Dillinger tried to object when his son was spending so much time with Cindy, but the other parents shut him down quickly before the kids knew anything about it.
“Be careful of what you do and say. Preventing your son from being with Cindy could have some serious consequences,” Jessica’s Dad said. “Your son has God in his heart, and spreads that to those in his life. You raised him that way. You taught him that God will guide him through life. George has taken the principals that Jesus and the Lord brought to our world, and he applies them to his daily life. Are you going to now tell him that those lessons are wrong? If you stop him from supporting those that others tear down, then you risk him forever turning away from the Lord.”
Mr. Dillinger looked over at his son. George was treating Cindy just the same as he does his little sister.
“Cindy is not going to magically make your son transgender,” Jessica’s dad explained. “Jesus did not turn away from shunned individuals, and George doesn’t either. Matt, as a psychologist you understand better than anyone else here how fragile Cindy’s mental health is at the moment. George got Cindy through some tough times during summer camp, and he is now continuing that process. You and the Lord taught him James 4:12 ‘There is only one lawgiver and judge, he who is able to save and to destroy. But who are you to judge your neighbor?’ George understands that passage of the bible very well. So well in fact, my Jessica came back from camp asking me about that passage. She heard George talking about it and wanted to know more.”
Mr. Dillinger took his eyes off his son and looked at Jessica’s Dad, “What?”
“My daughter came back from music camp asking me about bible verses. Because your son was spreading the word of God through his actions. We’re not exactly religious, but we’re not against religion either. We do go to church for Christmas and Easter. If you stop George from being kind and nice to Cindy because of your interpretation of a few passages in the Bible, I’m afraid my daughter will interpret that as God not wanting someone to be kind and nice to others. She will turn her back on God. So Matt, be careful what you say and do around these children. Your son is currently spreading God’s message through is actions and words. Don’t send the wrong message through your actions.”
“I . . . I . . .” Mr. Dillinger made eye contact with all the other parents.
Sammie’s Mom spoke up, “Have you watched the kids up on stage? Jessica may be the leader of the group, but George is who the three girls look to for guidance when things get rough. Don’t wreck this moment for the other kids. They need George and his abilities as a leader. You’ve raised a good son.”
Mr. Dillinger just watched the kids for a bit without saying a word.
When the girls were being tucked in that night, Sammie’s mom turned to Cindy, “Tomorrow is Saturday, your dad and sister will be coming up.”
Cindy grabbed her stuffed rabbit and turned away from Sammie and Joyce.
“What’s wrong Cindy,” Sammie asked. “Isn’t that great that Holly is coming?”
“Don’t you get it Sammie,” Cindy blurted out as a tear started down her face. “They’re coming to take me home. I’d don’t get to be in the concert.”
Joyce immediately grabbed Cindy into a hug, “Oh Cindy, that’s not true. They’re just coming up because it is the weekend. With the new rehearsal schedule, no one is going home this weekend. We’ll practice part of the day on Saturday and have Sunday off. On Monday we will be back to our regular schedule. You will be here for that. Then Monday after rehearsals, we get to go pick up the dresses for the concert.”
Cindy did not believe anything Joyce was saying. The past had taught her that bad things aways come after good times. The last few days had been absolutely wonderful, now it was time for the bad things to happen.
As they walked onto the stage Saturday morning, Sammie and Cindy were called over to the Christmas tree.
“These wrapped boxes are made up to look like Christmas presents,” Hannah pointed to two wrapped boxes with the lids off. “They should be just the right size to fit your open instrument cases. You two will be starting the Christmas Concert by opening these presents and taking your instruments out.”
Hannah got Cindy and Sammie to put their instruments cases in the boxes. Before the lids were put on, it was decided that Cindy should already have her flute assembled. Looking at the end product, both girls smiled at the big bows adorning the presents.
“Now, when it’s time to start, go over to the other side, just off stage so you cannot see any seats in the audience,” Hannah explained. “Mr. Frances will bow to the audience and then turn around toward the orchestra. That is when I want the two of you to come over to the tree. Do you remember that first day you saw it?”
The two girls nodded.
“You were enjoying the big tree and all the lights. I want you to act like that again. Pretend this is your first time seeing the tree. Ignore any sounds from the audience and the orchestra, just focus on the tree and the presents. Once you reach the tree, slowly count in your head to ten and then open up the present with your instrument in it. Do you understand the directions?”
Hannah had each girl individually repeat the directions.
“Once the presents are open, pretend like you just got the best present in the world. Take the instruments out and admire them for a moment before you start to play White Christmas.”
“Easy,” Sammie responded.
Hannah smiled down at the two little girls, “Larry is going to do the star lights again to make it look like it is snowing on the stage. You can move around in the snow a little bit but work your way to your designated platforms. Before the end of the piece, I want both of you on your platforms.”
Sammie and Cindy were once again asked to repeat the directions from start to finish. After each girl had done this, Hannah went over to Jessica at the piano.
“Sammie, Cindy,” a scream came from just off stage.
Turning, Cindy and Sammie found Ciara from summer music camp running towards them.
“What are you two doing here,” Ciara asked after giving them both a hug?
“We’re doing a Christmas Concert with the Symphony Orchestra,” Cindy replied. “What are you doing here Ciara?”
“I’m going to the Children’s Museum with my Mommy and cousins.”
Both Cindy and Sammie looked at her in confusion.
“Oh,” Ciara turned and looked at the orchestra. “That’s them over there with Aunt Lisa.”
Cindy and Sammie looked over at one of the Oboe players who had two young girls around her.
“Your Aunt is in the Orchestra,” Sammie asked?
“Yeah, but I didn’t know you were,” Ciara smiled. “It is soooo cool that my aunt gets to play with you two.”
The three girls chatted for a bit as more of the Orchestra members arrived and set up.
When Ciara’s Mom came over to get her, Ciara asked to have her picture taken with Cindy and Sammie, “I need proof that I know you two. I saw your video. They’re calling you the Christmas Angels. That was a really cool performance you put on at that mall, but when I told my friends that I knew you, they didn’t believe me. I want a picture to show that I really do know the famous Christmas Angels.”
“Can’t have people not believing you,” Sammie commented. “Jessica, come over here a minute.”
Once Jessica joined the group and the situation was explained, the Christmas Angels and Ciara all posed together for a picture.
As the girls were looking at the pictures taken, Ciara’s cousins came over.
“Hi Stephie and Izzie,” Ciara said.
The five and seven year old were introduced to the Christmas Angels and then Ciara’s Mom said it was time to go. She looked over at her sister before taking Ciara, Stephie, and Izzie off to the Children’s Museum.
Mr. Frances tapped his baton on his music stand, causing the many different people warming up to go silent, “Today will be a little different. This will be more for the kids and Larry than the orchestra members. We are going to run through the whole performance, while Hannah tries to get the kids all in the right places and figuring out the best way to transition between pieces. Sammie and Cindy, get in position please.”
That is how the morning went. Hannah was on stage the whole time, directing the five kids. Even in the middle of a musical piece, she would ask one of the kids to move or adjust their position on the stage. They got through the whole performance twice before it was time for lunch. Since it was a Saturday, that was all they were scheduled to practice today.
As Cindy was putting away her flute, she was suddenly hugged from behind. Turning around, Cindy found her big sister, “Holly! Oh, I’ve missed you.”
“Yeah right, Munchkin,” Holly ruffled Cindy’s hair. “I bet you have been too busy to miss me.”
After a brief exchange, Cindy and Holly joined the mini-orchestra kids and their parents who were deciding what they were all going to be doing for the next day and a half when they didn’t have rehearsal. George’s Dad immediately stated, while looking at Cindy, that George and he were going home to see the family. Marcus said he was off to do stuff with his friends. Jessica’s Mom invited the two younger girls and their families over to their house for the afternoon.
As final details were worked out for some things at the beginning of next week, Jessica looked around at the group. She saw the smiles on Cindy and Sammie’s faces, but she also noticed something unexpected and interesting. George and Holly were holding hands. She so wanted to say something, but worried about what Mr. Dillinger would say if he found out his son was . . . dating? . . . Cindy’s older sister.
Everyone going to Jessica’s house was split up between two cars. Since the two little one’s booster seats were in Joyce’s car, the three girls and Holly rode with Sammie’s mom. When they arrived at the house, the kids were immediately off to Jessica’s room.
Saturday afternoon was full of games, chatting, and even some art activities. After dinner, the three youngest girls were chatting in Jessica’s room. When they decided to watch some Christmas specials, Jessica was confused when Sammie headed to her mom’s car to get her violin.
“Why do you need your violin to watch Christmas specials,” Jessica asked?
“It’s more fun that way,” Sammie said with no further explanation as she was putting on her shoes.
Jessica looked at Cindy, who just smiled at her and shrugged her shoulders as she also started to put on her shoes so she could get her flute.
With Sammie’s violin and Cindy’s flute out of the car, Sammie turned to Jessica, “So, what room has a TV and piano?”
Jessica looked at the two little ones putting their instrument cases on the dining room table and getting their instruments out, “What are you two doing?”
“We’re getting ready to watch Rudolf The Red-Nosed Reindeer and Santa Clause is Coming to Town. Come on Jessica,” Sammie declared. “Keep up. What room has a TV and piano?”
Utterly confused, Jessica responded, “The living room, but all the adults are in there.”
Sammie headed for the living room with Jessica and Cindy in tow.
“Can we have the living room to watch Rudolf The Red-Nosed Reindeer and Santa Clause is Coming to Town?” Sammie blurted out as she approached Jessica’s mom.
“Why don’t you girls go down to the playroom and watch the shows down there?”
“No,” Sammie responded, standing tall with a big eight-year-old little girl smile on her face. “We need a room with a piano and TV in it. The Playroom doesn’t have a piano, so we need this room to watch the shows.”
“What,” Jessica’s mom questioned? “You don’t need a piano to watch Christmas Specials.”
“Actually, they might,” Sammie’s mom stated. “This is kinda cute to watch, so let’s give them the room. We can go somewhere else. Or if you want, we can stay here and watch the performances.”
Jessica’s mom turned to Sammie’s mom before turning back to Jessica, “Go ahead, I guess.”
“I don’t know what is going on either Mom,” Jessica said as she went over to turn on the TV and start the DVD player. “But the two of them seem to think we all need our instruments to watch the shows. Sometimes it is just best to go along with Sammie, whether you understand or not.”
A few of the adults chuckled.
Soon the shows were starting, and immediately Sammie and Cindy started to play along to the opening music to Rudolf The Red-Nosed Reindeer. That is when Jessica finally got it and sat down to the piano with a big smile. The adults stayed and watched the kids perform during the first show but left when Santa Clause is Coming to Town started.
After the shows, Cindy’s and Sammie’s families left for the night. Before they reached the hotel, the two girls were sleeping in the back of the car.
“She may like pretending to be such a big kid, but she’s still my baby girl,” Sammie’s mom said to Cindy’s Dad. “Car rides have always caused her to fall asleep. When she was a baby, sometimes a car ride was the only way we could get her to take a nap.”
“Yeah,” Cindy’s Dad commented looking back at the two girls. “We have to keep a Squishmallow in our car as a pillow. It is so easy for Cindy to fall asleep on a car ride. Unfortunately, she also uses the Squishmallow to hit her older sister.”
“She definitely does that too much,” Holly piped in.
Sammie’s mom giggled, “I used to do the same thing with my sister. It’s how little sisters show love for their older sibling.”
The adults all laughed, but Holly just rolled her eyes.
After parking at the hotel, the sleeping princesses were woken up for the short trip to their rooms. They were back asleep before the parents had managed to get them undressed and into pajamas.
Sunday, they all met again at Jessica’s house. At two in the afternoon, there was a call from the dress shop to let them know that the dresses were done and ready to be picked up. Jessica and Sammie’s moms both felt they should go that afternoon to get the dresses, so the kids were packed into the car. The moms made sure that each girl had their shoes and tights that they would be wearing with the dresses. The girls also insisted on wearing the matching jewelry they had bought for the occasion. This required a detour to the hotel to get Cindy and Sammie’s supplies.
The final fitting for the dresses went without a hitch. Before the girls were allowed to take the dresses off, Cindy and Sammie both played a piece of music to make sure the dresses had no problems while they performed. The girls wanted to wear the dresses out of the shop and do another concert in the mall, but that was immediately vetoed by all parents. Besides not wanting to get the Dresses damaged before the Tri-City Symphony Orchestra Christmas Concert, the parents felt one viral video of the girls playing was enough for this holiday season. To stifle the objections, Jessica’s Mom let Jessica pick where they were eating dinner.
Jessica’s eyes widened, looking right at Cindy and Sammie, “Mommy, can I pick anywhere?”
Hesitantly, Jessica’s Mom asked, “Where do you want to go?”
“Just Chinese Mommy.”
“She has used Mommy twice,” Jessica’s Mom looked at the other adults. “This isn’t just Chinese. Jessica, what do you want?”
“Peking Duck!”
Jessica’s Mom rolled her eyes, taking a deep breath, “Figures. I can call the restaurant to see if they have any available for tonight. We usually have to call a day ahead to get one of the few they make for each night.”
No one in Sammie’s or Cindy’s family had ever had Peking Duck before, so when it arrived at the table, Jessica became the teacher, explaining how to put it all together.
“You take one of these thin pancake things,” Jessica started. “Then you take one of these paint brushes.”
“Scallions,” Jessica’s mom explained.
“You dip the paint brush, sorry mom, scallions into the sauce and paint the pancake. You can paint pictures, I often start with a smiley face, but I’ve drawn other things too. My boring parents just scribble on the pancake. When done painting, you put the paint brush,” Jessica looked at her mom. “Scallion, onto the pancake. Then you take some crispy duck skin and a few pieces of duck meat and put them on the pancake. You finish by rolling it up, like you are swaddling a baby.”
Jessica’s mom put her hand to her forehead and shook her head back and forth.
“Make sure it’s tight, so everything stays in when you pick it up,” Jessica continued. “Don’t forget to fold the bottom over, so you don’t lose the baby when you pick it up.”
Sammie, Cindy, and Holly were all cautious before taking the first bite, but they all quickly found it the best part of the meal.
As the table switched to more conversation than eating, Cindy’s dad looked at his watch, “I think we need to get on the road. We’ve got a long drive ahead of us and I have to work in the morning.”
Cindy’s demeanor instantly changed from bright and cheerful to sullen, “Bye Sammie and Jessica. It was great spending time with you both. Hopefully I’ll see you this summer at Music Camp.”
As Cindy went to hug Jessica, who was sitting next to her, Dad spoke up, “What are you talking about? You’re staying. It is just Holly and I that have to leave.”
Cindy looked at her dad skeptically, “I’m not going home with you?”
“I guess you could, but I don’t know how we would get you back for rehearsal tomorrow morning.”
Pushing her chair back, Cindy got up and ran over and gave her Dad a hug, “Thank You Daddy. You mean I can perform in the Symphony Orchestra Christmas Concert?”
“Of course you can Princess,” Herbert said to his daughter. “That’s why you have been up here rehearsing and why Jessica bought you that fancy dress.”
“Oh Daddy, thank you, thank you, tank ooo.”
“Can I stay too,” Holly asked? “I can help babysit the girls.”
Herbert raised an eyebrow at his fourteen-year-old, “I don’t think so Holly.”
“But I don’t have school this week, and it would give Sammie’s Mom a break.”
Shaking his head back and forth, “And you some time to spend with George.”
“Yeah,” Holly said without thinking, and then turned beat red.
“No Holly, you’re coming home with me. George doesn’t need a distraction, and Mrs. Ellsworth doesn’t need a wild teenager to keep tabs on. She has enough to deal with looking after Sammie and Cindy.”
“Okay,” Holly slumped her shoulders. “But honest, I would have helped babysit.”
Several of the adults smiled as they remembered their teenage years. Goodbyes were said and soon Herbert and Holly were gone. There was a discussion about where everyone would sleep tonight, and it was decided that Sammie and Cindy should go back to the hotel with Sammie’s Mom. The girls all pleaded for a sleep-over, but the adults were not listening. Jessica’s Dad paid the bill, and everyone went their different ways.
Monday was the first rehearsal with an attempt at a complete beginning to end performance. Conductor Frances and Stage Director Evans would make slight adjustments after each run through, to make sure everything was perfect. After rehearsal, Cindy and Sammie went to the Tri-City Children's Museum.
Tuesday was different. It was a full dress rehearsal, with everyone wearing their concert outfits. Just before they started, the girls changed into their pretty new dresses. After the performance they had to change back into their regular clothes before going to lunch. The process was repeated after lunch, but this time, there was an audience. Each member of the Orchestra was allowed to have up to four family or friends come watch. Hannah didn’t usually allow that many at a dress rehearsal, but she thought it would be good for the kids to practice in front of an audience.
“Okay girls,” stagehand Laura said as Sammie and Cindy stood just off stage. “This is the first time with the audience being more than just your parents. I know it is going to be hard not to look out and wave at the audience, but you need to focus on your roles in the performance. You’ve practiced this and you know what to do. Both of you are amazing musicians, so go out there and show everyone.”
Sammie stood up tall with a big smile on her little eight-year-old face, “We’ve got this. No problem.”
Cindy, being two years older than Sammie, knew she should not be scared or worried if Sammie wasn’t, but she was. She peaked out at the audience, seeing lots of adults and kids out there. She looked for her dad and Holly, even though she knew neither would be there. To her surprise, she did see Holly, but it wasn’t Dad with her. It was Grandma and Grandpa.
Cindy was disappointed Dad wasn’t there, but excited her grandparents were. Before she could figure out these confusing and contradictory emotions, Laura directed Cindy to a location where the audience couldn’t see her. The three of them looked out onto the stage where conductor Frances was. He looked at the audience, bowed, and then turned back to the Orchestra. Suddenly, the lights on the stage dimmed.
Laura softly said, “Wait for the audience to go completely silent . . . and . . . now, go.”
Cindy and Sammie made their way across the stage with eyes focused on the lit-up Christmas tree. There was a spotlight on each girl as they walked slowly across the stage in awe at the big tree.
About halfway across the stage, they heard a kid’s voice call out, “It’s the Christmas Angels.”
A lot of clapping and hollering came from the audience.
Sammie instantly looked, but quickly returned her gaze to the tree when Cindy softly said, “Don’t look. Don’t look.”
But, not looking became harder for both girls as the audience started clapping. Smiles spread across each of the girls’ faces as they worked hard to do as they had been trained; ignore the audience and focus on your job.
Rolling around in both girl’s heads were the instructions, “Stop in front of tree, slowly count to ten, then open the presents. Show love for a new present and then start playing.”
As they started to play White Christmas on their instruments, Sammie and Cindy could hear several parents telling their kids to be quiet.
The two girls played and twirled around in the lights giving the image of falling snow on their dresses. Mr. Frances had the orchestra start softly and slowly built up the volume as the music piece progressed. By the end, the girls were just part of the whole symphony orchestra. When the last note played, the girls looked down to make sure they were in position, before looking at each other on opposite sides of the conductor’s podium and smiling.
The Tri-City Symphony Hall Christmas Concert dress rehearsal went almost perfectly. At least, until the end. Once the concert was over, the audience full of family and friends of the performers threw a twist into things. There was the traditional standing and clapping, but then everybody in the audience that was less than 20 years old started chanting: Christmas Angels, Christmas Angels.
Conductor Frances directed Cindy, Sammie, and Jessica to get up and take a bow. But that wasn’t enough for the audience, there were scream outs for Marcus and George too. Once all five kids were front and center on the stage, the whole place filled with kids screaming ‘Christmas Angels’, whistling, and lots of clapping.
“How in the world did we become a Christmas Angel,” Marcus asked George. “I thought that was only the girls from the viral video. Angels are girls. Being known as a Christmas Angel is not going to look good for my rep as a rock ‘n’ roll star.”
George chuckled, “In the Bible there are male angels. Stop worrying about image Marcus, and just enjoy an audience loving our performance.”
After a few minutes, the lights flickered on and off and the audience quieted down.
Over the speakers came Stage Director Hannah Evan’s voice from the control room, “Okay, Christmas Angels, the audience apparently liked what you did. Let’s give them one last piece with just the five of you. All adults leave the stage. Jessica, you’re conducting the piece you wrote this summer for the group. Positions everyone.”
The Christmas Angels all looked at each other. They had played the piece a few times during rehearsal, but it had been cut from the concert when Hannah offered them a choice between that or another Trans-Siberian type of piece. All the kids had decided to stick with all Christmas Music for the concert.
George looked at the others, “You heard her, let’s get into positions. Jessica, you’re the conductor now. Let’s show this audience what we can do without the adult Symphony Orchestra backing us up.”
“Just one thing though,” Marcus said before heading for the piano. “We’re doing more than one song. Cindy, it’s because of you we are all here. When we finish Jessica’s piece, walk out to the center of the stage and start playing anything you want. The four of us will back you up like it is a jam session.”
The group smiled at each other, looked at the audience, and then up at the control room.
“Larry,” Hannah said as she saw the five kids look up. “They’re up to something. I don’t know what they are planning, but did you see the look on their faces? Be prepared for anything and roll with it.”
Larry sat at the controls and adjusted the lights to draw attention to the five musicians on stage. Cindy with her flute and Sammie with her violin went to their designated spots. Marcus went to the piano, and George grabbed his French Horn. Jessica at the conductor podium, tapped the baton and started the piece she wrote for the five of them.
Jessica’s piece was played, and the audience started clapping, but they quickly quieted down when Cindy stepped off her mini-stage and walked to the front center of the large Symphony Hall stage. While she was doing that, Jessica went to the piano, while Marcus left the piano and grabbed his electric guitar.
Cindy put her lips up to her flute, and suddenly her brain went blank. She couldn’t think of any Christmas music to play. Looking out at the audience she was frozen. She found her older sister in the audience and her advice over the last few months rang in her head. Whenever Cindy was having a hard day or in an emotional mess, Holly would tell her to play her favorite piece on the flute. So that is what Cindy did. Her mind cleared as she worked her way through one of Friedrich Kuhlau’s flute solos.
Sammie was going to join in, but Jessica stopped her and indicated for the others not to join either. She quietly said, “Not with that piece. That’s a solo piece to calm herself down. Let her play alone. When she’s done, we’ll jam to a piece Sammie picks. Sammie, while Cindy’s playing, think of something to play.”
When Cindy finished her piece, the audience started to clap, but Sammie started playing almost immediately, so they sat back down.
“Larry,” Hannah said looking down at the stage. “Let them play this last piece and when they are done, cut the lights to the stage and bring up the lights on the audience.”
Hannah tapped the controls to limit her words to the earpieces of the stagehands and Jim Frances, the conductor, “I am shutting off the kids' microphones after this piece and cutting lights to the stage. Bring the rest of the orchestra onto the stage for final bows. Jim, I want you center front stage, standing behind Cindy and Sammie with the rest of the angels around the three of you.”
Hannah’s display screen suddenly had three lights flashing two times. That was Jim and her two primary stagehands sending acknowledgement.
After the applause and the audience had sat back down, Hannah had Larry slowly bring up the lights on the stage. A few people were still getting into position, but not too bad for an unplanned and unrehearsed step done in the dark. Thanks were given, bows were done and then everyone left the stage. Hannah helped Larry reset a few controls before heading down to the stage to talk with everyone.
“. . . Marcus, you did a great job transitioning into that section, but we need to be careful that you don’t drain out the other instruments too much. I’ll talk with Hannah to see if they can control that with the mics or if you need to adjust your intensity during that section. We could also move you to a different location. I’ll put that piece first for practice tomorrow morning,” Mr. Frances was saying as Hannah joined everyone backstage.
“I’ll also check the videos and recordings from our test locations in the audience,” Hannah said, coming up to the group. “First impressions though, from the control room everything looked and sounded fine.”
“Good,” Mr. Frances stated as he turned back to the musicians. “Now, let’s talk about . . .”
“Ummm, not yet Jim,” Hannah interrupted while listening to Larry in her earpiece try to explain something. “Miranda’s having a problem.”
Everyone looked at Hannah in confusion. She tapped her earpiece, “Larry, connect me directly with Miranda . . . I’m here Miranda, what is going on? What do you need the Angels for?”
The kids all looked at each other.
“Whose Miranda,” Sammie asked?
Lisa, who was standing right behind Sammie, bent down and quietly said, “She’s one of the people who runs everything here. Hannah and Jim handle the Orchestra, but Miranda deals with everything else.”
“There is no way I am sending the three girls out there without each having a handler,” Hannah said into her mic. “And the two older boys should have handlers too. We don’t have the people in place today. This was a dress rehearsal for the adult concerts, not the children’s concert. I could maybe come up with two handlers, but not five.”
“Hannah,” Marcus interjected. “We might be able to provide protection for the three girls.”
“Hold on a minute Miranda,” Hannah looked at Marcus approaching her. “What do you have in mind?”
“My dad was in the audience with two of the people who are my bodyguards during my rock concerts. If this Miranda person stops them before they leave, they could protect the girls. They should be easy to spot. All three are over six feet tall, with the tallest being six feet, ten inches tall. The two with my dad today are the ones who protected Cindy and Sammie during the summer concert at camp. I’m sure they’d be willing to do the same today if needed.”
“Luke and Penelope are here,” Cindy and Sammie said together as they went up and looked at Marcus.
Marcus smiled down at the girls, “They wouldn’t have missed a chance to see the two of you perform. When they heard I had four tickets to a dress rehearsal of your performance, they insisted on coming to see the two of you.”
Mr. Frances came up to Hannah, “The summer camp hired them this summer to protect the kids. They passed the background checks back then the camp did before hiring them. If the parents of the kids agree, I don’t see why we can’t hire them today to help.”
“Miranda,” Hannah said into her mic. “There should be someone six foot-ten leaving Symphony Hall with two other large individuals. One of them is Marcus’ dad. Stop them. They work as bodyguards at Marcus’ rock concerts. See if you can hire them for the next few hours to protect the girls. If they will, have them meet us at door F. I’ll get Philip and Laura to be the last two handlers.”
Hannah then turned to the five Christmas Angels, “Okay, I need you all to go get your phones and tell whoever brought you today to meet Miranda in the Lobby at door F.”
As the kids went to the room where they had their backpacks, Mr. Frances got the attention of the other Orchestra performers, “If I am piecing this together right. Something is going on in the lobby, and Miranda needs the Angels to address the issue. We have talked about Children’s Performances and the efforts we put in after the performance for the kids to meet some Orchestra members and their instruments. This is done to promote and encourage music to the next generation. I know the kids out there are either your own kids or relatives of yours, but the mission is still the same. They may know your instruments but not the others. And if the Angels are sparking an interest in them, it is our job to encourage it. View it as rehearsal for the Children’s performance in a few days.”
Hannah gave a few more directions into her mic before turning to the Orchestra, “Quick version, there is a little seven- or eight-year-old girl named Ciara out there who has rallied a bunch of other kids to refuse to leave until they get to meet the Angels.”
“My niece,” Lisa questioned?
Sammie started to giggle as she returned with her phone, “Way to go Ciara.”
“No, not way to go,” Lisa interjected. “My sister taught her better than to start a public protest.”
“Is this the Ciara that lent Cindy the dress for the concert at the end of camp,” Jessica asked?
“Yup, that’s the one,” Sammie said before turning to look at the Oboe player behind her. “Lisa here is her aunt.”
Jessica looked right at Lisa, “Ciara most definitely is a good kid. She stood up to support Cindy this summer when others wouldn’t.”
Hannah interrupted, “Regardless of whether she is a good kid or not, her actions have led to an issue that we now need to deal with. Although Miranda could easily just get the guardians out there to get the kids to leave, she feels that, this time, it might be best to bend to the demands. I agree with her, for it will be good practice for you Angels in preparation for the Children’s Concert.”
“So, what do we have to do,” Cindy asked?
Hannah looked at Conductor Frances before looking at the Angels, “Just go out and greet some of the people. Answer a few questions while being the nice and friendly kids you are. I saw the videos of you three girls interacting with the crowds at the mall. This should be easier because you won’t be playing any instruments, and all the kids out there are friends or relatives of the Orchestra members. There should be no issues, but if you are uncomfortable, or want to stop, just tell the adult with you. They will get you away from the crowds. The Angels won’t carry any instruments, but we will have a few Orchestra members with instruments out in the lobby for the kids to see.”
“And based on past experiences,” Mr. Frances added. “We need to have the Angels and Orchestra members with instruments spread throughout the lobby. Musicians, if you are not displaying an instrument, and you had kids in the audience, please go out and help with those kids. We’ll plan for thirty minutes but expect it to last forty-five. After which, we will all meet back here.”
It was sixty minutes before everyone was backstage. At which time, the day was over for the kids. Once everyone had changed back into their regular clothes, the three girls headed off to the big fancy playground in the city.
The five kids sat down in the audience chairs with the Tri-City Symphony Orchestra musicians. Conductor Frances and Stage Director Hannah were sitting on the stage looking at them all. There was a discussion of yesterday’s dress rehearsal, with the kids and adults both expressing the positives and their concerns. Hannah also talked about how things might be different with the next two concerts. With an idea of what was to come, and a plan for minor changes to this next dress rehearsal, everyone went to their positions on the stage.
The morning dress rehearsal went on without a glitch and Hannah was happy with the results. Everyone was sent off and told when to return for that night’s performance.
“I can’t believe we are really going to be playing with the Tri-City Orchestra,” Jessica said as the five kids and their parents headed to the parking lot.
“We have been practicing with them for a week, Jessica. Hasn’t it sunk in yet,” George asked?
“Nope,” Jessica smiled and skipped ahead of the boys and up to Cindy and Sammie. “So, you two, my mom has insisted that you two come back to my house for the next few hours and we all do something together. She suggested a board game, but I was thinking we could make friendship bracelets and bake cookies.”
“Cookies?” Sammie and Cindy said in unison.
Jessica smiled, “We have all the ingredients to make chocolate chip cookies, and I snuck a bag of M&Ms in the cart so we can also make a batch of M&M cookies.”
Jessica didn’t think the smiles on the two younger girls could get any bigger as they reached Sammie’s car. The three girls got in the back seat as Joyce and Jessica’s Dad got in the front seats.
“Dad? Aren’t you driving in your car,” Jessica inquired?
Mr. Thompson turned around and looked at his daughter, “No sense in taking two cars when we are just turning around and coming back in a few hours. Since the girl’s booster seats were in Joyce’s car, we decided it would be best just to have her drive. And you know how much I hate driving in city traffic, this way we can go home without me having to deal with it. Unless you want to stay in the city for the next few hours?”
“No!” the three girls said in unison.
“Cindy, Sammie, and I are going to make cookies,” Jessica added. “We have to go home to do that.”
“Cookies it is then,” Joyce said as she started the car.
By the time they got in the car to return to the Tri-City Symphony Hall, the girls each had a friendship bracelet, and they had enough cookies to share with the whole Orchestra.
After delivering cookies to all the Orchestra members, the girls went to their ready room to get changed and ready. Joyce was working on her daughter, Sammie. Jessica’s Mom met them backstage and helped Jessica get ready. The Oboe player Lisa had volunteered to help Cindy get ready.
“My girls were all excited to see you and Sammie play yesterday,” Lisa said as she was trying to get Cindy’s hair just right. “I’ve never seen them so excited about an Orchestra performance before. Yeah, they like seeing Mommy play, but they're just happy to see me play on the big stage. Yesterday, however, they were more interested in you and Sammie than me.”
“Sorry Mrs. Lisa,” Cindy said as she watched Lisa in the mirror.
“Oh, don’t apologize Cindy. This is a good thing. They actually went home and played with all the toy instruments in their playroom. My oldest, Izzie, expressed interest in learning an instrument like me and her cousin Ciara. Whenever Ciara and I brought up the idea in the past, she showed no interest. Close your eyes Cindy, I’m going to put in some hairspray.”
Lisa gave one last look at Cindy and declared, “You certainly do look like a Christmas Angel. You ready?”
“I don’t know,” Cindy looked over at Sammie and Jessica. “Everyone’s so much better than me. . .”
“Cindy! ! !” Sammie and Jessica said in unison.
“Okay, okay,” Cindy held up her hands in defeat.
“Who won the Best Performer at Camp during the summer,” Sammie asked? “It wasn’t any of the other kids at camp, it was you. You’re even better than most of the adults in the Orchestra.”
“She’s right Cindy,” Lisa interjected. “You may be a better performer than all the adults in the Tri-City Orchestra. The way you did that flute solo yesterday was outstanding. Not one mistake, and you played with such feelings and emotions. It was so touching. To pull that off at such a young age is absolutely amazing. It is no wonder my girls love you so much.”
Cindy blushed.
With Sammie, Cindy, and Jessica all done up and ready for the performance, the adults had the girls stand and slowly twirl to make sure they were perfect. Then the girls were escorted out to their starting positions. Joyce and Jessica’s Mom had designated spots backstage to help if needed when the girls were not on stage.
“Now girls,” stagehand Laura said to Sammie and Cindy. “We have practiced this over and over. You two have this down. In this first part, don’t look at the audience. Your focus is on the Christmas tree and pretending like it is the first time you have seen the pretty tree. The audience is almost exclusively adults, so it should be a bit more formal than the last performance with an audience. You just need to go out there and be cute while you melt into the music you are playing.”
Both Cindy and Sammie smiled at that. This time it was little eight-year-old Sammie that was more nervous than Cindy, but both stood waiting for the directions to go out on stage.
“Okay, lights are dimmed . . . audience is quiet . . . go,” Laura squeezed the two girls’ hands and released them.
Just like the first time they had seen that tree, the two of them went out on stage in complete awe of the big Christmas Tree on stage, all lit up and sparkling. They opened their presents and took out their instruments. After a minute of admiring their new instruments and even hugging them, the two started to play, White Christmas.
The performance went off without a hitch. There was no trouble with the transitions on and off stage and every note was played perfectly. As the final bows were taken, all five kids had the biggest smiles on their faces. Backstage congratulations were given all around before the three youngest performers were directed to their backstage room. Cindy and Sammie collapsed on the couch, grabbing their American Girl dolls in the process.
“We did it,” Sammie let out a huge sigh. “We really did it. We performed on stage with the Tri-City Symphony Orchestra as their special guest performers.”
“We sure did,” Cindy responded. “That was even more amazing than the concert at the end of Music Camp this summer.”
Jessica looked at the two younger girls and smiled, “And they loved us.”
“They sure did, Cindy’s grandma said as she entered the room.”
“Grandma!” Cindy jumped up and ran over to her for a hug. “You made it.”
“Of course I did princess. Sorry I wasn’t here before the show, but traffic was worse than I expected.”
“I’m just so glad you made it,” Cindy said, still hugging Grandma.
“Okay girls,” Joyce interjected. “It is late and past Sammie and Cindy’s bedtimes.”
“Past yours too Jessica,” her mom added.
“But Mom . . .” Jessica started but then stopped when she saw the expression on Mom’s face. “Okay, time to go. We’ll all be back here in the morning.”
“That’s right,” Jessica’s Mom stated. “But for the moment, let’s get to the hotel.”
Both Cindy and Sammie were asleep, hugging their dollies, before the car pulled into the hotel parking lot.
When Sammie and Cindy showed up for rehearsal in the morning, they found Jessica, George, and Marcus already in the kid’s break room. The three older kids were on their phones scrolling through stuff.
“Here’s another,” George said. “Marcus, this one talks about the Trans-Siberian style piece we did.”
“Let me see,” Marcus immediately went over to George and looked at his phone.
“The local news did a nice review of the concert,” Jessica commented. “Most of their review was about us five kids and how we were the highlight of the night.”
“What are you three doing,” Cindy asked as she went up to look at Jessica’s phone?
“We’re reading the reviews online about our performance. Everything so far has been positive, even the review from this guy who was against kids performing this year. He felt we only enhanced the Tri-City Orchestra and questioned why the adults were not better than the Christmas Angels.”
“That is soooooooo, cool,” Jessica said, bouncing up and down while hugging her American Girl doll.
The kids were looking through the reviews for about five minutes when Marcus called George over to his phone.
“I can’t believe she is still hung up on Cindy,” Marcus said as George read through the posting he had found.
“Who,” Cindy, Jessica, and Sammie asked together?
“Ariel,” Marcus replied.
“What did she do now,” Jessica asked with hatred in her voice?
George looked at the three younger girls and focused on Cindy, “Oh nothing, just a post about how she dislikes Cindy.”
“Well, I dislike her too,” Cindy replied.
“Okay kids,” Sammie’s Mom stated. “You are expected to be dressed and on stage in 5 minutes. Stop looking through the internet and time to get ready for another dress rehearsal.”
As the girls went to get ready, Marcus went over to the parents and showed them his phone. What they read on the screen was a shock. It was pictures and comments about protesting outside Symphony Hall last night with a few other people. They were objecting to Symphony Hall allowing a transgender kid to perform for the public. It specifically identified 10-year-old Cindy as the Christmas Angel who was transgender. The phone was passed around to all the parents, each parent’s eyes bulged as they read the post.
Once the parents had gotten all the kids in position for the performance, they went as a group to go find Miranda.
After reading the post, Miranda looked at the parents, “Yeah, it was just a small protest group. We explained to them when they first arrived that they cannot protest on Symphony Hall property. Unfortunately, there was nothing we could do to stop them from protesting on the city sidewalk. I hadn’t seen these posts, though. This one from Channel 2 News reporter Stacey Stillman is the most concerning. She has influence in the area. I’ll make a few calls to figure out what is going on. We have some connections that might be able to help, if needed.”
“Stacey, have a seat,” Channel 2 News Director Karen Tinslin said gesturing towards a seat on the other side of her desk. “Do you care to explain to me why I just got off the phone with the CEO of the company over an online post one of his news reporters have posted?”
Stacey Stillman just looked at Karen with a confused expression.
“Okay, play it that way, Stacey. You have posted a story online about one of the Christmas Angels, a ten-year-old named Cindy. Is that accurate?”
“Yes, Mrs. Tinslin, but I didn’t post it on the TV 2’s web site.”
“No, you didn’t,” Karen glared at Stacey. “You couldn’t. That would have to go through me, as you very well know since you asked the tech department to post that same exact story, but when they said they would forward it to me for approval, you took back the article. Is that accurate?”
“Yes.”
“So, after finding out you couldn’t post the article at Channel 2 News, you created an account online and posted the story on there. You didn’t post it anonymously. You didn’t even take off your official title here at Channel 2 News. No, you just posted it exactly how you intended to post it on our website.”
Stacey nodded her head.
“Well, that is a violation of your contract. As of this moment, you are on administrative leave with no pay pending an investigation. Security will be here shortly to escort you out.”
“But I didn’t do anything. I just . . .”
“Oh, Stacey, don’t even start to go there. Let me tell you what your little stunt has done. This morning, the CEO of the company got calls from two governors, the three mayors of the Tri-City area, and several of the sponsors of our News shows. They all wanted to know why Channel 2 was running a smear campaign against one of the angels. Several of them were also at the concert last night and saw you with the protesters outside the concert.”
“I was off duty. I had every right to be there.”
“Maybe, personnel and legal will determine that, but combined with the article you posted, everyone is feeling that Channel 2 is now against the best thing that has happened to the Tri-City area in decades, the Christmas Angels. I told you to drop the story about a transgender kid being one of the Christmas Angels. You didn’t. You wrote about one side of the story, not even looking at both sides. The people you have to support your version of things are all people who tried to harm an innocent ten-year-old transgender girl. The kids mother, she’s been in jail for child abuse to that kid and is under court orders to stay away from her. Yet, you make her comments in your article as the most important elements. The teenager who you reference was kicked out of a Music Camp for trying to beat the kid up. Not the reasons you give. Now, if that isn’t enough, this Channel has a strict policy to only state the facts. Your article is full of opinions and feelings, with almost no facts.”
“Sorry.”
“It is too late for that. The company is under investigation for violating a few laws regarding reporting on children. That little ten-year-old transgender girl has a lot of power behind her, and that is before the millions of fans and supporters she has. Everyone who called the CEO this morning was firmly behind that little girl. Did you know that the parent of one of the Angels is a local state Judge, one that is on the Governor’s list of possible new State Supreme Court Judges? The father of another Angel is a State Police Officer, and a third parent is a producer at one of our competitor’s stations. Did you do any research on that little kid? Did you know they were supposed to be in London this Christmas, performing for a Symphony Orchestra there? According to reports some real reporters have given me, the royal family was going to be in attendance. That little kid has a following around the world, and you decided to pick a battle with her.”
News Director Karen sat back in her chair, shaking her head back and forth, “Because of your actions, I need to jump into this hot potato. As ordered from the CEO of the company that owns our little station, we will be running positive stories about transgender, the Christmas Angels, and one on the Tri-City Symphony Orchestra.”
The look on Stacey’s face expressed her disgust at this.
“You forced us to do it. If you don’t like it, then complain to the person you see when you look in the mirror. You are the only reason we will be running those three stories. Now, get out of my office. I have a lot of work to do in order to save my job after the ridiculous stunt one of my, former, News Reporters pulled.”
“It is out, and we can’t do anything about it,” Marcus’ dad said. “This will impact every one of our kids.”
“Cindy can’t find out,” Herbert stated through the phone. “My daughter is too fragile at the moment. If she discovers her mother is telling lies to reporters, it will devastate her.”
“We have to keep it from both Cindy and Sammie at least until the end of the third performance,” Sammie’s mom added. “Sammie and Cindy are already nervous enough about these performances. I’m not sure what adding another issue to the mix will do. They’re only little eight- and ten-year-olds.”
Miranda looked at the group of parents, “I completely understand. We have two more performances to get through, and I am doing everything I can to make sure they go off smoothly. Here is what I have done and will be doing . . .”
Downstairs, the Symphony Hall dress rehearsal was progressing. Sammie sat down on the stage before the musical piece was even finished. This caught the attention of Conductor Frances and the Stage Director, Hannah. When the piece was over, a break was called, and Hannah had the five kids go to their break room.
When Cindy and Sammie immediately plopped down on the couch, grabbing their American Girl dolls just hugging them and vegging out, Hannah knew this would need to be more than just a ten-minute break. She informed the two youngest that they could play for a bit, then called the three older kids over to her.
“Okay, I want the three of you to stay off your phones and no discussing what is going on,” Hannah said before looking over at Cindy and Sammie. “Those two are just little kids in elementary school and we are pushing them. They don’t need to know what is going on. For now, though, they need a break, a real break. I’d recommend time on a playground, but we don’t have one here on Symphony Hall grounds. I need you three to help by thinking of something to get their minds off of tonight’s concert and the Children’s Concert tomorrow. No watching TV or getting on the internet, they need a real mind and body break. In thirty minutes, I’ll reevaluate if we continue this morning or just call rehearsal over and send you all off until tonight’s performance.”
Jessica looked over at Sammie and Cindy, “Can we play some music?”
Hannah looked at Jessica, “The idea of this is to stay away from your instruments, maybe get them moving or actively playing in make-believe play. I understand they have some toys in their backpacks. I assume stuff like Polly Pockets or stuff like that.”
Jessica giggled, “Yeah, they have Polly Pockets in their backpacks along with a few My Little Ponys, but what if we did some singing and dancing to music? Not us playing, just music we play on our phones.”
Hannah thought for a few moments and started to give her approval and then stopped, “What do you have in mind?”
Hannah, Jessica, George, and Marcus discussed some songs for the little ones to dance to. Hannah let them go out onto the stage to use the open space for dancing. She got Larry to play some music over the speakers and do some fun stuff with the lights. Jessica took control and tried to get the little ones to coordinate some dance steps.
At the end of the thirty minutes, the orchestra was all back in their spots while the girls did one last singing and dancing performance. George went up to Conductor Frances and Stage Director Hannah. He quietly had a conversation with them. Afterwards, Conductor Frances quickly pulled up a musical piece on his tablet and silently got the orchestra members to look at the piece he just pulled up for them to play. When the music the girls were dancing to ended, they headed over to their instruments.
“Girls,” Hannah stopped them. “I want you to do one more, please. During Children’s Concerts we always have a movement activity in the middle of the performance, to get the kids up and moving around. George has proposed that you three do one of your choreographed dance routines while the orchestra plays. I bet the audience will love having the Christmas Angels teach them all a dance performance.”
Jessica glared at George and then turned to Hannah, “Ummm, you want me to stand up in front of a packed Tri-City Symphony Hall to sing and dance to music? Are you nuts?”
“From what George has said, you did it at Summer Camp this last summer. So, you don’t have to learn anything new, just do what you did last summer,” Hannah smiled and nodded at Conductor Frances to start the music.
As soon as the first few notes of, Let It Go, started, both Cindy and Sammie jumped up and down with glee and dragged thirteen-year-old Jessica out to center stage.
“Come on Jessica,” little eight-year-old Sammie exclaimed as she got into position and started dancing how they had done it at camp.
At ten, Cindy had no concerns about joining right in, but she did notice something Sammie didn’t. Jessica was shaking her head and rolling her eyes as she joined the two younger ones.
When the music stopped, Hannah came back out on stage and knelt down on her knees in front of the three girls who were all giggling, “That was fabulous. Now, Sammie and Cindy, I know we haven’t practiced this, but do you think you could do that during intermission for the Children’s Concert. I think the audience would love to join you.”
As both Sammie and Cindy expressed no concerns over doing that, Hannah stood up and looked at Jessica, “Little ones always need a leader to help them. I will be looking for you to help these two and get the audience to join in. I’m not going to make you do it, but you three going viral with that performance at the mall has made the Children’s Concert possible. The kids coming would really want the three of you doing this, not just the two youngest.”
Jessica wanted to say there was no way she was going to stand up in front of an audience to sing and dance, but looking down at Cindy and Sammie’s faces caused her to cave, “Okay, I’ll do it.”
Conductor Frances had the orchestra practice Let It Go one more time, and of course, both Cindy and Sammie insisted that they practice the dance routine again. Afterwards, they finished the regular concert rehearsal.
The two little ones were not happy after lunch. They were ushered back to the hotel room and told to take a nap. The curtains were drawn, blocking all the light from outside. The room lights were turned off, except for the one in the bathroom, and Sammie’s mom started reading from a chapter book. Before she finished the first chapter, the two girls were asleep hugging their stuffed animals.
Cindy was the first to wake up, three hours after she fell asleep. Sitting up in bed, caused Sammie to wake up too. Neither one could believe they actually slept. Even more surprising to them, was how long they slept. To help them wake up, and have a restful afternoon, they watched Disney Junior episodes. At dinner time, they went to a restaurant around the corner from the hotel where the kids were thrilled to get hot dogs and chips.
Arriving back at Symphony Hall, they were met by Cindy’s dad and sister. Holly got to work on doing Cindy’s hair while Joyce did her daughter’s hair. The girls watched more Disney Junior on their tablets during the process. Jessica arrived about half-way through, and her mom was immediately on hair duty. By the time the boys arrived, the girls had their hair done and were playing with their American Girl dolls.
Jessica felt proud of herself for keeping the little ones busy and distracted until they were needed on stage. She expressed this concept to her Mom during one of the adult check in points.
Turning to Sammie’s mom on the other side of the room, “I’m not going to point out to her that she isn’t being a big kid watching the little ones. Jessica is acting just like she did when she was eight playing with her dolls. It’s so adorable. She tries to act like such a big kid now that she is a teenager, but she is very definitely still at times my little girl.”
“Yeah,” Joyce smiled at the three girls playing. “They want to grow up and be big kids. If they only knew there is nothing wrong with being little.”
When the concert began, all three girls were excited for another performance. The show went off without any problems. Back at the hotel afterwards, Cindy was offered a chance to sleep with Sammie as she had been doing or in the other room with her dad and sister. This was the last night the two would have a chance to have a sleepover, so she chose Sammie.
“Can I have everyone’s attention please,” Hannah said as she waited for the orchestra members to quiet down. “You have all done great, and the last two performances have been met by overwhelming positive reviews by those that attended. This afternoon’s performance will be different. Most of you have done one of our Children’s Concerts before, but for those that haven’t, let me explain.”
Hannah went into an explanation of the changes and shocked the five kids when she stated that Conductor Frances would be introducing them throughout the performance and asking them a few questions. She ended the discussion by stating that last night's performance would be airing on Channel 2 on Christmas day. There was also an offer to show the Children’s Concert during times programming is designed for kids, but no decisions would be made on that until after the performance.
George quietly said to the other Christmas Angels, “Yeah, several networks are trying to get the rights to air it. My mom’s station asked first, so who knows what will happen.”
Sammie turned to Cindy, “Cool, we’re going to be on TV.”
There was no real rehearsal that morning, just a run through of things without actually playing the music. The girls were then sent off and told to return after lunch.
When they reached the hotel, Holly took control. She set up a girls get together while the adults went to one of the other rooms. There were snacks and drinks. Jessica, Sammie, and Cindy’s American Girl dolls joined the get together. They were all sitting on blankets and pillows on the floor. All sorts of things were talked about. When Holly and Jessica started talking about boys, Cindy and Sammie voiced their negative opinions on the topic, so the older girls dropped the subject.
The children’s concert was an early afternoon performance, so after lunch they were off to the Tri-City Symphony Hall. Hair, nail touch up, and dresses were done before Marcus and George joined the girls in the break room.
As Cindy and Sammie got into position to go out onto the stage at the start of the Children’s Concert, it was obvious things were different this time. The noise from the audience was much louder than it had been for the last two performances. The two of them could hear comments coming from the audience about the Christmas Angels and people spotting Jessica, George, and Marcus.
“Okay, girls,” Stage Director Hannah said, coming up to the two little ones. “You have both done a great job on the last two performances but this one as you can already tell is a little different. When you go out there at the beginning, and during the performance, expect kids to shout stuff out. Try, try, try, hard to just ignore them. Focus on what your job is for the concert. No matter what is said, focus on playing your instrument, not the audience. If you have any questions or concerns, look at Conductor Frances for guidance. If it is too much, try to hold on to the end of whatever piece you are playing and then just leave the stage and go to your break room. Your parents are back there to help. No one can get up onto the stage from the audience, and only approved people can get backstage. Are you ready?”
Cindy reached out and squeezed Sammie’s hand while looking her right in the eyes, “Ready?”
“No,” Sammie admitted. “But, I guess this is no different from concerts at school with the whole elementary school with all the kids in the bleachers watching us.”
“This will be much better,” Cindy grinned. “Those kids are always grouchy because they have to sit on those uncomfortable bleachers. These kids have the comfy Symphony Hall seats.”
Sammie giggled.
“Now the hard part,” Hannah commented looking out on the stage. “Let’s see if the audience will quiet down when we dim the lights.”
The lights went dark with just a spotlight on the lit up Christmas tree. Hannah waited as the noise in the audience started to calm down. After a few minutes she squeezed the two girls shoulders and whispered, “Go.”
It was simple all they had to do was walk out onto the stage in their pretty little girl Christmas dresses and be in awe of the tree as they approached it. Then they would open up their two presents and take out their instruments. They had done it during every practice and the two previous performances. This was the easiest part of the concert. All they had to do was go out there, look at just the tree, and look cute and adorable.
As soon as they got on stage and the spotlights highlighted them, however, things changed. Suddenly, the whole audience started shouting and clapping. Both Sammie and Cindy jumped by the onslaught. They were frozen in place. They looked at each other and then out at the audience.
“Keep going girls. The show must go on,” Hannah stated loud enough that the girls could hear her. “Focus on the tree and your instruments.”
The two little girls looked at each other and then got back to the task at hand. Sammie said, “We need to ignore them. Time to just be cute little girls. Come on Cindy.”
The two girls got back into their role and headed for the tree. The noise in the audience didn’t start to calm down until the two little Christmas Angels had gotten their instruments and started playing. Throughout all of the first piece, comments from parents could be heard, telling kids to be quiet.
After the second musical piece, Conductor Frances, came over to Sammie and got down on his knees to be at her level, “Samantha, you are the youngest of the Christmas Angels.”
There was a lot of hooting and hollering from the audience, with a few people calling out, “Sam-mie, Sam-mie!”
“Well, Sammie,” Conductor Frances said with a quick look out at the audience. “You are playing wonderfully tonight. What is going through your mind.”
“Which cookies I’m going to put out for Santa tomorrow night,” Sammie said with a smile.
Suddenly there were several suggestions shouted out from the audience of different cookie types, along with a lot of laughter.
“Samantha,” Conductor Frances stated, looking down at her violin. “You are here today playing with a whole symphony orchestra full of adults. You can play at or above the level of any adult here. The only thing that sets you apart from them is your size and the stickers all over your violin. Those are where the Sammie side of you really shines through, even here up on stage playing with the orchestra. Tell us a little about your stickers.”
“I love stickers,” Sammie said with pride. “I have Vampirina, Sofia the First, and My Little Pony stickers on my violin. There is one other sticker though, and it is my favorite. This one right here of a little girl in pigtails playing a flute. Cindy gave it to me. I put it on my violin to remind me to keep practicing so someday I will be as good as she is.”
“You are already an amazing violinist.”
“Yeah, but Cindy plays her flute way better than I can play my violin,” Sammie looked over at Cindy. “Someday, I will play my violin as well as she can play her flute.”
“Thank You Sammie. Although I know you are already a top performer, I am sure you will get even better as you get older and practice more,” Conductor Frances moved away from Sammie and back to his podium. “Each one of the five Christmas Angels are extremely talented, but they all continue to strive to do better. Now, let’s hear more of their musical prowess.”
Two more musical pieces were played before the next of the child prodigies was approached by Conductor Frances. Cindy figured it would be her, with him going from youngest to oldest, but instead he went over to Jessica.
“Well, Jessica,” Conductor Frances said, coming up to the piano she was sitting at. “You are certainly a talented musician on the piano. The other four members of the Christmas Angels were collected by you. Can you please tell us about where you found them and why you brought them all together to perform?”
Jessica blushed, “We were not called the Christmas Angels until that video of three of us performing at the local mall went viral. We all met at Music Camp this last summer. I was taking a composing class and had to create an original piece of music. Originally, I figured one for just me to play on the piano, but Cindy needed help to . . . to shine, so I expanded it to be the two of us. Then I thought, well, since I was the best on piano at camp and Cindy was the best at woodwinds at camp, why not try to get the rest of the best players together to perform a piece.”
“And you did just that,” Conductor Frances stated as he smiled at the audience. “You got the five best performers together to perform. Your musical piece won first place, but you didn’t actually perform that piece on the piano. You chose to be the conductor of the piece when you performed it in front of everyone at camp.”
“Yes, sir. George, Cindy, and Sammie all decided that it sounded better when I was conducting it. So, we needed to find someone to play the piano. George suggested Marcus. I had never heard him play the piano, but he is amazing, even better than me.”
Conductor Frances and Jessica looked over at Marcus who was holding his electric guitar, then Jessica continued, “But, he was a Rock ‘n Roll performer and didn’t want to play the piano anymore. We sort of tricked him . . . well, Cindy did, and then he hesitantly agreed. But the only way he would join us for the Christmas Concerts here was if he got to play on his guitar instead of the piano.”
“Ah, yes, we will get to Marcus later in the performance,” Conductor Frances stated. “We all just heard him in that last piece. He really is quite talented on the electric guitar, and as the audience saw, not all music has to be the traditional style. I am impressed, Jessica. You got all these talented young musicians together and my understanding is you did it for Cindy and not yourself.”
Jessica beamed at Cindy, “She may be little, but she is absolutely amazing on that flute of hers. She was feeling so sad and depressed at the beginning of camp and I needed to do something to cheer her up and bring out the joy she spreads when she plays her music with emotions.”
“Thank You Jessica,” Conductor Frances made his way back to his podium. “This next piece will show some of Cindy’s amazing talent, as well as the other four Christmas Angels.”
The next musical piece started and the kids in the audience were fully captivated. After two more pieces, there was the intermission with Jessica, Cindy, and Sammie leading the audience in a singing and dancing performance of, Let It Go, with the full symphony orchestra playing the music for them. It was a hit. Then bathroom breaks for the audience and musicians. When they got back together, they started with another one of the fast and fancy pieces with music and lights showing off Marcus on his electric guitar and little dynamo Sammie on her violin.
The next time Conductor Frances approached one of the Christmas Angels it was George, “You are one of the oldest Christmas Angels, George. I know the three girls all look to you like a supportive big brother. That all being said, you are a very talented musician on the French Horn.”
“I love to play and have worked hard over the years to try and be the best that I can be. Cindy and Jessica both got me to be better though. I was an excellent technical player, but those two got me to tap into my emotions while playing. There is a big difference between just playing the music and feeling the music while playing. That is one of the things that makes Cindy such an amazing musician. She plays that flute of hers with such emotion. She taps into however she is feeling, sad or happy, and plays her music with those emotions. As you listen to her playing, you feel those emotions too. With her help, and prodding from Jessica as conductor, I finally figured out how to tap into my emotions while playing. It really increased my abilities.”
“Yes,” Conductor Frances looked out at the audience. “When we first learn to play, we all focus on the task itself: reading the piece, playing the music, and then figuring out how to play in a group. The truly talented musicians, though, learn to play with emotions. The experts in the field figure out how to play in such a way that the audience can feel those feelings from the music. Tell me George, the three kids younger than you are girls and they all look up to you. Do any others look up to you?”
“I have a little sister. I am very close to her and very protective of her. It is great being a big brother.”
“Big brothers are the best,” was heard from several young girls in the audience.
After two more musical pieces, Conductor Frances went up to the heart throb teenager on the electric guitar, “Well, Marcus, you are the oldest of the Christmas Angels. As I understand things, you were reluctant to join the group during the summer and even more so this Christmas. Your interest in playing louder and more fast paced music certainly isn't typical for a Symphony Orchestra, but have you enjoyed playing the music done in the style of the Trans-Siberian Orchestra?”
“Most definitely. I had never heard of Symphony Orchestra music done like that before until Jessica introduced me to it as a way to get all five of us back together for these Christmas concerts. It’s also given me a few ideas of what I can do when I am putting on rock concerts.”
Conductor Frances smiled at Marcus and then out at the audience, “Many musicians can play more than one instrument. Marcus here can play both the electric guitar and the piano. At age fifteen, he can do both at an expert level. In fact, I personally believe he plays the piano better than the guitar, but that is not where his passion is. Earlier we heard how George learned to put more feeling into his playing of instruments. Marcus feels he does that better with the guitar, so that is his focus at the moment.”
Turning back to Marcus, “Even though you are the oldest, you are not the leader of the Christmas Angels. Is that hard for you?”
Marcus laughed, “One of the things we learn at Music Camp each summer is that age doesn’t make you better at something. Once you figure that out, it is much easier to be part of a group, instead of feeling like you need to shine on top. Out of the five Christmas Angels, Jessica is officially our leader, but she isn’t the best player of the group. Actually the best would have to be our shyest player, Cindy, is probably the best musician of the five of us, and she is only ten. One of the most amazing things about her is that she doesn’t try to be better than others, she just tries to be the best she can be.”
“Cin-deee! Cin-deee!” was heard from the audience.
“Cindy is certainly good, and I will get to her after some more music,” Conductor Frances went back to center stage and started the music for the next piece.
When they finished the concert, Conductor Frances went up to Cindy, “Well, young lady. When I talked with all the other Christmas Angels, they mentioned you. Now, I know you are shy and probably don’t want to answer my questions, so instead I am going to ask you to show everyone why the others think you are so good of a player. Whenever you are stressed, overwhelmed, or just asked to play your favorite piece of music, you always play the same solo piece. Could you please play that for us right now?”
Cindy closed her eyes and brought her flute up to her mouth as the lights dimmed, except for a soft spotlight on Cindy. Suddenly, Symphony Hall was full of the sound of one of Friedrich Kuhlau’s flute solos. The audience went silent, until about two seconds after the last note, when the whole place erupted in applause.
“Cindy,” Conductor Frances stated as the lights came back up on the stage. “That was absolutely lovely. It was full of joy and happiness. You have such a positive impact on all the members of the Christmas Angels and the musicians here at Symphony Hall. It is impressive and shows us all something important. You don’t need to be loud and assertive to impact others. You can be quiet and shy like you, but still leave big marks on the world.”
“Thank You,” Cindy quietly said with a huge smile.
The five Christmas Angels were brought out together to the center of the stage, thanked for joining the Symphony Orchestra, and then were asked to play one more piece for the audience as an encore. When the concert was finally over, the five Christmas Angels met back-stage where they received hugs and congratulations from the parents.
Miranda was backstage with the parents, “Well, kids, that was absolutely amazing. Now, we were going to have you go out and meet people in the lobby, but we’ve decided to do things a little differently this time. During intermission, and right now, there are tables set up in the lobby to take questions from the kids in the audience. If you open up your tablets you can find the questions we have accepted. I’d like you all to pick a few questions to answer. We will meet out on the stage in ten minutes. So bathroom breaks and try to pick a few questions.”
After bathroom breaks and drinking some water, the five Christmas Angels opened up their tablets and looked at the questions. They were divided into ones for the general group, and specific questions for certain different Musicians. When Cindy opened up her folder, she found a sub folder labeled Transgender.
Holly sat on one side of Cindy and her dad on the other. Holly broke the silence, “Cindy, you don’t have to answer any question you don’t want to. You don’t even have to go out there to answer any questions. Honestly, Dad and I both feel you should avoid any of the Transgender questions, that is why they are in a separate folder. Since you have answered a lot of those types of questions from your classmates at school, Grandma thought you should be given the choice to answer some if you wanted to.”
Cindy opened the Transgender folder, “How do they know I’m transgender?”
Holly and Dad looked at each other before Dad reached around Cindy’s shoulders and gave her a squeeze, “A news reporter was looking into the Christmas Angels and discovered the truth. They weren’t supposed to connect the issue to your name when reporting on a child your age, but they did. They got in trouble for it too. It doesn’t matter now, most of the kids in the audience tonight know the truth. We can ignore the issue, or face it head on with family and friends there to support you.”
Cindy looked over to Sammie, Jessica, George, and Marcus all with their parents looking at the questions.
“Two minutes,” Miranda said, sticking her head into the break room.
Cindy quickly looked at the questions in the Transgender folder and highlighted three of them. Then she looked at the other questions in the main Cindy folder and highlighted three of them. When she went to look at the ones in the whole group folder, she didn’t have time. The five Christmas Angels were directed out to the stage where chairs were set up for them to sit in. Expecting to see just a few returning for this part, they were all surprised to see that a large amount of the audience was returning to their seats.
Conductor Frances was on stage looking at his tablet. He quieted down the audience and then started going from one kid to another asking questions they had highlighted. He would state who the question was for, the name and age of the person who asked the question, and then the question. He even answered a few questions that were about symphony orchestras or being a musician. There were a few questions the kids had not approved, since they were added after the concert. Cindy found one very interesting.
“This question is for Cindy, from eight year old Stella: Cindy, I am a transgender girl. My parents and a few friends know, but the other kids at school don’t know yet. Do your classmates know you are transgender and do they know you play the flute like a real angel?”
Cindy looked over at Sammie and then Jessica, before looking back stage at her Dad and sister Holly. Turning back to the audience, “When I was eight, like you, only my best friend Anna and my family knew about the true me. I was only supposed to be Cindy in my bedroom. Anna, and my big sister Holly, knew I was really Cindy all the time, only pretending to be a boy when I left the bedroom. That all changed this summer. I went against my parents orders and went to Anna’s birthday party in one of Holly’s old party dresses. At Music Camp the week after the birthday party, Jessica found out I played better wearing a dress than I did in boy clothes.”
Jessica got up and went behind Cindy and hugged her from behind.
Cindy continued, “When Sammie got involved, she helped me be Cindy full time at camp by making sure I had the right clothes to wear and lending me Molly.”
Sammie got up and joined Jessica behind Cindy hugging her. Then, Holly came out onto the stage and handed Cindy the Molly doll.
“That’s my big sister Holly, and this,” Cindy hugged the American Girl Molly doll before showing her to the audience. “This is the doll Sammie lent me the last week of summer camp. She then gave the doll to me as a gift. I had carried her around everywhere during that last week at camp. I was never without her. That is why Molly will always have a special place in my heart and in my room.”
Many of the girls in the audience could be heard saying, “Awe.”
“When I started fourth grade full time as Cindy this school year, I so wanted to bring Molly, but my therapist said it wouldn’t be appropriate for me to carry a doll around school full time in the fourth grade. She did have a point. If Kindergarteners can go to school without their favorite doll or stuffed animal, I could go to fourth grade without Molly here.”
There were several chuckles in the audience.
“Getting up and playing music in front of a large audience isn’t scary to me, but going to fourth grade as myself sure was. Everyone at school has seen me perform at Christmas programs and other events since I was in 1st grade. If the music teacher had known I played the flute when I was in Kindergarten, I’m sure he would have made me perform then too. It was only this year though that I let the school know I was really a girl named Cindy. Stella, I wish you the best of luck on your journey. It will not be easy. I made a mistake going against the orders of my parents, so my recommendation is to listen to your parents and your therapist. If you don’t have a therapist yet, get one. Surround yourself with people who know the true you and love you.”
Cindy stood up and hugged Jessica, Sammie, and Holly. She then looked over at the two boys, “Oh, Stella, that doesn’t always mean surround yourself with girls. George and Marcus are like two big brothers to me. George was amazing this last summer getting me through some panic attacks I had, just like he helps his real little sister. Marcus pretends to be all cool and macho, but he is just a big softy around girls. But, you might need some ear plugs if you listen to his music. He plays it real loud. It’s good, but loud.”
Many of the teenagers in the audience laughed or shouted, “Rock on, Marcus.”
Conductor Frances then closed out the Question and Answer section and the Christmas Angels left the stage for the last time.
As the kids gathered backstage, the realization hit them. This was goodbye time. Tomorrow was Christmas Eve, and everyone was heading to their own homes for Christmas. They wouldn’t see each other again until Music Camp in July, seven months away. George and Marcus were the first to say their farewells and head out.
“I can’t believe I agreed to wear a dress to this thing,” Jessica said as she went to get changed. A few minutes later she rejoined the group wearing a blouse and pants.
“Never again,” Jessica commented as she sat down on a chair. “I don’t care if it is what girls are supposed to wear to stuff like this. Never again.”
Cindy looked at Jessica and smiled, before turning to Sammie, “She may not like them, but I love getting all dressed up in a pretty dress.”
Sammie and Cindy twirled around the room in their fancy dresses.
After some discussion, Jessica gave both Sammie and Cindy hugs before leaving. She promised to stay in touch, but both of the younger girls knew they probably wouldn’t hear from the teenager again until summer.
Cindy and Sammie were playing together with their toys and dolls, not wanting to say goodbye to each other. Holly and the parents let them play together until Miranda came in and quietly told the parents that the protesters had left. That is when the girls finally had to say goodbye to each other. They made their way to the cars holding hands. After their American Girl dolls said goodbye to each other, Sammie and Cindy said goodbye. Sitting in their own cars, the girls waved to each other as they departed.
Holly reached over and took Cindy’s hand, “You did great sis. You really did. I am so proud of you. Dad set up with Sammie’s Mom a sleepover between Christmas and New Years at Sammie’s house, and another during Spring Break at our house. You’re not losing a friend Cindy, honest. The bond you two made during summer camp and this last week will keep you close forever.”
“Thanks Sis. Thanks.”
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By Teek
Summary: Every kid knows Costumes are for Halloween, and the rest of the year you are not supposed to wear costumes. So what happens when you decide the outfit you wear every day is really just a costume? © 2012 by Teek
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Costumes By Teek Chapter 1 The Decision
© 2012 by Teek
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Chapter 1
The Decision
None of Daryl’s peers or neighbors knew what he dressed up as for Halloween. Over the last five years he had found it quite amusing that no one had found out he dressed as a girl each year. Daryl looked down at the tights and pink dress he had just taken off. As he took off the blond curly haired wig and clip on earrings, he contemplated what he was going to do. Each year it had been getting harder and harder to take his costume off and leave the girl behind for another year. Pulling a box out from under his bed, Daryl proceeded with what he had done every Halloween evening since first dressing as a girl on this special night, putting Princess Stephanie back into the Halloween box so she would not be seen again until next Halloween.
‘Nine-year-old boys do not wear girl clothing on any days but Halloween.’ He told himself.
Daryl wasn’t sure if any other nine-year-old boys wore girl’s clothing on Halloween but wasn’t letting himself think about that. Opening up the box he looked at the outfits he had worn for the last five years. The first one, a Disney Princess Aurora costume, was the only one that could be considered an actual costume. It held a special place in his heart with it being the first chance he had ever had to wear a dress for Halloween. After that, his mom just bought him a tiara and pretty dress at the second hand store. Daryl actually enjoyed the real dresses more than the costume, but that first costume certainly was special. In addition to the clothing and shoes, he had collected three tiaras, one princess scepter, and a princess hat. These were used each year to make the outfits look like he was a princess instead of just a girl wearing a pretty dress.
Daryl pulled out the dress he wore last year, a white party dress with red trim. He knew he hadn’t grown a lot since last year and wondered if he would still fit in it. It didn’t take long for Daryl to get the dress on and looking at himself in the mirror. With his haircut he looked silly in the dress, so he put back on the wig and smiled. The dress still fit him.
He had two dresses he could wear, and he started to giggle before a big frown crossed his face. He had never worn a dress on any day other than Halloween. Tomorrow was a school day and he would have to be back in boy clothes. He would have to go back to pretending he didn’t like the girls. He would have to go back to pretending he like football, baseball, and basketball. He would have to pretend the girls were silly chanting songs as they were jumping rope. He knew all those songs by heart and wished he could join the girls.
Twirling in the dress one more time before taking it off, Daryl tried to think of any way he could wear dresses again before next Halloween. Like last year, he couldn’t come up with any possibilities. He finished getting undressed from all the girl attire and put on his Buzz Lightyear pajamas. He was ready for bed. All he had to do was put his costume into his box with the other costumes.
‘Halloween is now over, and Princess Stephanie must be hidden away in the box till next year,’ Daryl thought as he slowly put all the items in the box and back under his bed.
Daryl was in bed hugging his Teddy Bear when Dad came in to say goodnight. “You got a lot of candy this year little guy. Did you have fun?”
“Yeah, Dad. I love Halloween.”
“Anyone see Daryl tonight?” Dad asked with a grin on his face.
“Not even Mrs. Tellbore,” Daryl giggled as Dad’s smile faded. “I was worried she would, considering how much she has been babysitting me lately, but she just thought I was a cute little princess.”
“Well, that is part of the fun of Halloween, dressing up in a costume and going around with no one realizing it is you.”
Daryl thought about that and believed Dad had it wrong. Daryl enjoyed having people see the real him on Halloween and wondered why no one could see Stephanie while he was pretending to be a boy named Daryl.
Dad hugged him goodnight and wished him sweet dreams before going back to the living room. Daryl wondered if Dad would still love him if he was a girl instead of a boy. Shortly into his thoughts believing Dad wouldn’t love him as a girl, Daryl was interrupted by his Mom coming in.
“Princess Stephanie have fun Trick-or-Treating tonight?”
“Yeah, Mommy! It was so much fun. I wish we had Halloween every day.”
“It wouldn’t be special anymore if everyone dressed in costumes every day.”
“Stephanie would enjoy it a lot more,” Daryl said and quickly covered himself up with his covers to hide from Mommy.
“Does Stephanie want to visit more often than just on Halloween?”
Daryl wanted to scream at the top of his lungs, ‘YES, YES SHE DOES!’ but he said nothing. He was a boy, and boys can only dress as girls on Halloween. And then, only if no one found out.
“I bet Stephanie was scared when she went up to Mrs. Tellbore’s house.”
Daryl peeked out from under his covers with a big smile. “You wouldn’t believe it Mommy. She called me a cute little princess and said I was wearing a lovely dress. Then she said she had some sweets for a sweet little girl and gave me two pieces of candy. She didn’t know it was me.”
“You did look lovely in that dress this year.”
Daryl’s smile grew, “Then Mommy, there was that group of girls at the next house. Two of the girls were Joanne and Gwen from my class. They liked my outfit and they never guessed it was me. It was fun going to a lot of houses with them. I really liked just being one of the girls.”
Daryl was kissed on his forehead and given a hug. The two of them silently sat there for a while.
“Stephanie is back in the Halloween box Mommy.”
The room went silent again with Daryl cuddled into Mommy. For several minutes all Daryl heard was Mommy’s breathing and the noise from the TV in the Living Room.
“Go in and go potty dear, and don’t forget to brush your teeth. Then it is time for Teddy to do his job protecting you all night as you sleep.”
Daryl gave Mommy a big hug and kiss before prancing out of the room to the bathroom.
Daryl woke the next morning feeling stronger than he ever had before. He climbed out of bed and straightened out his sheets. Placing his Teddy Bear with its head on his pillow and body tucked under the sheets, Daryl smiled. He went to the other side of his bed and pulled out the Halloween box, placing it on top of his bed. Opening the box and looking at the contents, he took a deep breath and got undressed.
Debating between the dress from last night or last year, the one from last year was picked. A proper girl would not wear the same dress two days in a row. She quickly got dressed: wig, earrings, tights, and shoes. The tiara was not appropriate clothing for a nine-year-old to wear to school.
Standing in front of the mirror, thoughts were vocalized. “Good Morning, Stephanie. Time for everyone to meet you. Halloween costumes are only supposed to be worn on Halloween, so you should stop wearing your Daryl costume. Halloween is over for another year. Daryl should not be seen till next Halloween.”
Standing proud with a determined look on her face, Stephanie took a deep breath and headed to the kitchen for breakfast.
“Morning Mommy,” Stephanie walked into the kitchen and sat down.
“Morning Pumpkin,” Mom said without turning around. “Did you sleep well?”
“Yes Mommy,” Stephanie poured milk on her cereal and started eating her breakfast. When the toast popped, she stopped long enough to say one word, “Strawberry.”
“As you wish dear, Strawberry Jam on your toast,” Mom said as she turned to the refrigerator to get the jam out.
Stephanie was looking at her cereal bowl when she heard a thud. She turned to see the jar of Strawberry Jam on the floor with the door to the refrigerator still open as Mommy stared at the kitchen table where Stephanie was.
“Something wrong Mommy? Is my dress tucked into my tights?” Stephanie felt around her dress to make sure her panties were not showing. Noticing everything was okay, she turned back to her cereal and kept eating.
“Umm, Stephanie?” Mom hesitantly asked. “Why are you dressed like that?”
“I know most girls don’t wear pretty dresses and tights to school unless it is a special day, but I don’t have many clothes to choose from. I didn’t want to wear the same clothes two days in a row,” Stephanie quickly smiled at Mommy before returning to eating breakfast.
Keeping her eyes on Stephanie, Mom closed the refrigerator and picked up the Strawberry Jam. After a few moments of looking at her child, Mom looked down at the jam in her hands and slowly turned back to the toast. She quickly put jam on the toast and brought it over to the table, sitting down with her . . . child.
“Halloween is over Pumpkin,” Mom cautiously said.
“I know Mommy. That is why I didn’t wear my Daryl costume today.”
“D . . . Daryl costume?”
Stephanie took a piece of toast and continued eating.
“People are only used to seeing you in your . . . Daryl costume Pumpkin. Don’t you think they will find it strange with you being Stephanie today?”
“Costumes should only be worn on Halloween Mommy,” Stephanie firmly stated. “People shouldn’t see me in a Daryl costume unless it is Halloween. Yesterday was Halloween, so today, no costume.”
“Okay Pumpkin,” Mom said with hesitation. “No Daryl costume today.”
Mom got up, kissed her child on the forehead, and went into the Living Room. She called the pediatrician, leaving a message on the doctor’s answering machine stating there was a problem with Daryl and to call as soon as possible. Afterwards, she headed back to her bedroom to talk to Dad.
Stephanie finished her breakfast and went into the Living Room to watch some cartoons before school. Turning on the TV she quickly went about flipping channels. Once she found a show, Stephanie zoned out, replaying her decisions this morning and how Mom responded.
When Mom and Dad walked into the Living Room, they found Stephanie sitting on the floor watching a My Little Ponies episode. Usually in the morning at this time, Daryl would watch Pokemon.
“Daryl,” Dad asked standing behind the couch with his wife? After getting no response from his child he reluctantly asked, “Stephanie?”
“What Daddy,” Stephanie replied without turning away from the TV.
Dad closed his eyes and took a deep breath. Turning to his wife he quietly told her to talk to the doctor and proceed as directed. He then kissed her and turned back to his child. Unsure of what to say or do, he started to say something and then stopped himself. Looking down at his child for a few minutes, he then said, “Be good today.”
“I will Daddy. I am a good girl,” Stephanie said without taking her eyes off the TV.
The parents looked at each other, communicating a lot without saying a word. Dad then got his coat and left for work.
Mom went to the kitchen to clean up from breakfast. After a few minutes, the phone rang. Stephanie knew it must be the doctor returning Mommy’s call, for no one usually called this early in the morning. Although she wanted to hear what Mommy was going to say to the doctor, Mom went back to the bedroom to answer the phone, so Stephanie had to settle on just watching the TV. When the show ended, Stephanie was only partially aware of the fact a new show started. Strawberry Shortcake was in the middle of solving a problem when Mommy came back in the room, sitting down on the couch. Stephanie just kept her eyes on the TV.
No one had yelled. There was no instruction to go get changed. Daddy had always insisted Stephanie was a costume and could only be seen on Halloween. No costumes were allowed on other days.
“Am I in trouble Mommy?”
“Come here Pumpkin,” Mom said patting the couch next to her.
Stephanie turned to look at Mommy, then got up and snuggled in next to her.
“When Daddy and I put Daryl to bed last night, we didn’t expect Stephanie to be the one waking up in the morning.”
“I have to put Stephanie back in the box, don’t I?”
Mommy was silent and just hugged her child. The two of them watched more of the Strawberry Shortcake episode.
“Pumpkin, Mommy and Daddy are not sure how to answer that question. At school when you don’t know the answer to a question, you ask for help. To help us answer that question, we called Dr. Gold.”
“He said I have to go back to pretending to be Daryl, didn’t he?”
“No, he also needed help to answer the question. My little nine-year-old is asking a hard question. Dr. Gold told us to call a nice lady called Dr. Jones and get help from her.”
“I am sorry Mommy. I will go put Stephanie back in her box and put on my Daryl costume.”
Mom held on tight not letting her child get up, “No, not so fast. Dr. Jones wants to meet you, and she told me your costume is to stay at home when we go to the appointment.”
Stephanie smiled as she looked up at Mommy.
“So Princess Stephanie, who is going to the doctor’s appointment to meet Dr. Jones?”
“Stephanie,” she stated giving Mommy a big hug.
They sat watching the end of the Strawberry Shortcake show. When the credits started, they heard some kids outside talking as they walked by on their way to school.
“Well, I guess it is time for me to go to school,” Stephanie hopped up and headed to the closet to get her coat. “Have a good day Mommy.”
“Dar . . . Stephanie,” Mom said as Stephanie reached the closet. “You’re not going to school this morning Pumpkin. Dr. Jones found time in her busy schedule to see you this morning. You can play for a little bit before we have to go.”
Dr. Jones was asking a lot of questions, and under Mommy’s direction, Stephanie tried to answer every question and answer it honestly. The questions started with both Mommy and Stephanie, then just Stephanie, and then just Mommy. At the end, Dr. Jones had Mommy and Stephanie sitting on a couch while she talked.
“It has been quite a day for everyone,” Dr. Jones said. “And we cannot ignore the decisions that Stephanie made this morning. We also cannot have Daryl just disappear into a box until next Halloween.”
“But we are only supposed to wear costumes on Halloween,” Stephanie stated with resolution. “so why do I have to wear my Daryl costume all the time?”
Dr. Jones held up her hand stopping Mommy from talking as she formulated a response. “Stephanie, all people know is you in your Daryl costume. Only your Mommy and Daddy have met Stephanie. Not even your Grandma and Grandpa Meyers have met Stephanie.”
Dr. Jones paused while Stephanie processed what was said. “Mommy and Daddy have agreed that Stephanie does not have to be hidden away in a box till next Halloween, but you will have to go to school in your Daryl costume.”
Stephanie brought her legs up under her dress and hugged them close to her chest.
“You can be Stephanie at other times, but at school you have to continue pretending to be Daryl. There will be other times that Mommy and Daddy need you to dress up in your Daryl costume. They want you to be happy Stephanie. Most of the time, you are going to be in charge of when you show people Stephanie and when you show them Daryl.”
“I don’t want to be Daryl anymore,” a small voice said on the verge of tears.
Mommy cuddled her child. “Doctor Jones? Earlier I admitted I have seen this coming for years. Even when I had a toddler running around the house, I questioned its gender. Back then each diaper change reminded me I definitely had a son and not a daughter. He was a bed wetter till he was six, so I changed a lot of diapers over those years, just reinforcing the facts to me. My child is a boy. When Daryl started asking to dress as a girl for Halloween, it was James that convinced me to let it happen. His little brother had done it once as a toddler, and he had done it once with his Frat Buddies in college. He figured it was just a phase and if we said ‘no’ the forbidden fruit effect would happen. He is such a loving husband, he easily convinced me to let Daryl explore girl things. He reasoned it wasn’t hurting anyone if Stephanie only came out at Halloween.”
Stephanie stayed curled up in a ball being hugged by Mommy as she listened to the adults talk.
“Mrs. Meyers you gave me many examples of how you saw Stephanie peeking out at times other than Halloween. Even trips to the department store had you seeing Daryl slow down to examine the dresses as you passed by the girls department or him looking at the girl toys more than the boy toys.”
“I know, but this was supposed to be a phase. He was supposed to grow out of it. James figured someone would recognize him when he was dressed as Stephanie and then never again would want to dress up. No one ever saw Daryl when he was dressed as Stephanie. The last few times even I have had trouble seeing Daryl when he was being Stephanie on Halloween. She is so much more animated and alive than Daryl. I have a different kid on Halloween night.”
“Wouldn’t you like to see that child more often? See your real child, not the one suppressing who they are?”
The room was silent for several minutes.
“Mommy,” Stephanie broke the silence. “I AM Stephanie. I don’t know why other people can’t see that. I want to show you who Stephanie really is. If you want me to dress and act like Daryl, I will for you Mommy.”
Dr. Jones smiled at Stephanie and then looked directly at Mrs. Meyers. “Your child is willing to sacrifice who they are and everything that makes them happy just to make you happy Mrs. Meyers. You earlier agreed to let Stephanie out of the box. We called your husband and he agreed. Are you still able to go along with this decision? Does your child need to sacrifice their happiness just to make you more comfortable?”
The room was silent again.
“It will not be easy Mrs. Meyers, especially over the next month. Your child will be hurt more if you agree to this and then change your mind. We need to come up with something now, which you and your husband are comfortable enough with that we can advance without putting your child under even more stress.”
“This is all happening so fast though,” Mommy looked confused. “I know I agreed, but . . .”
Dr. Jones looked straight at Stephanie and told her to go play with the toys in the corner of the office.
“Mrs. Meyers, look at your child.”
Stephanie had picked up a baby doll and was feeding it a bottle as she looked over the other girl toys. The boy and girl toys were right next to each other, but clearly separated. There was no question about the toys that drew her attention.
“Would your child have chosen something different if dressed as Daryl?”
“Yes, but . . .” Mommy answered with hesitation. “When dressed as Daryl he would have grabbed something like a truck and just moved it back and forth as he looked at all the girl toys.”
Stephanie smiled, she knew Mommy was right. She thought she was good at hiding her watching of girl toys and girls clothes at the store, but Mommy knew. Mommy knew!
“Mrs. Meyers, there is more to gender identity than just the biological make up of an individual.”
After the doctor’s appointment the two of them stopped at the local fast food restaurant for lunch. Stephanie would grab a nugget between trips down the slide.
“That’s a lovely dress your daughter has on,” Stephanie heard a stranger say to Mommy during one of her nugget breaks.
When all the nuggets were gone, and Stephanie had talked Mommy into several more trips down the slide, the two of them headed to the thrift store. Stephanie could hardly contain her excitement as they shopped for some girl clothing. They bought some dresses, pants, blouses, and sleepwear. They also found a pair of sneakers and Mary-Jane shoes that fit Stephanie. After a stop at the Dollar Store, they had some necklaces, bracelets, and hair accessories. A trip to the department store had them picking up some panties, socks, and tights. Mom also took Stephanie to the toy section to pick out one toy. Stephanie picked a doll. Seeing the choice, Mommy allowed a package of doll accessories to enter the cart.
By the time the two of them got home, Stephanie curled up on the couch cuddling up under a blanket with her dolly, trying not to fall asleep while Mommy took the clothes and put them in the washer.
“Mommy,” Stephanie asked as Mommy re-entered the living room? “Will you still love me if I stay as Stephanie?”
Immediately Mrs. Meyers went over and brought her child up onto her lap. “I will always love you my little pumpkin, whether you are Stephanie, Daryl, or a blue creature named Cookie Monster.”
“Mommy!” Stephanie giggled.
“What, I have seen the way you go through a plate of cookies.”
They both giggled.
“You are my child pumpkin, and I will love you no matter what your choice is. Getting used to seeing Stephanie more often than Halloween will be difficult, but it will never stop me from loving you.”
“Daddy won’t love me anymore though, will he?”
“Oh never think like that pumpkin. Daddy loves you very much. He was the one who let you wear the Princess Aurora costume that first year, and he said he would support whatever Dr. Jones decided. He wants you to be happy. If that means taking you to ballet instead of football, then he will be happy taking you to ballet.”
“I can take ballet? Really?” Stephanie’s eyes were wide and her smile was huge.
“Maybe pumpkin. It is too late to get signed up for it this Fall, but if you want we can talk about it after Christmas.”
Stephanie cuddled into Mommy while she hugged her dolly tight.
“Have you come up with a name for your Dolly yet?”
“Melanie!”
“That is a very pretty name for a Dolly. I am sure you and Melanie will have fun together.”
After several more minutes of silence, Stephanie looked up at Mommy, “What was your dolly’s name when you were my age?”
“I had several, but my favorite at your age was named Susan.” The two of them spent time talking about Mommy’s childhood and the things she liked and did when she was nine years old.
As the afternoon continued, Stephanie, with Melanie, helped Mommy do things throughout the house. When the clothes were clean, they went to Daryl’s room and turned it into a Daryl/Stephanie room. The closet was split in half with Daryl’s clothes on one side and Stephanie’s clothes on the other side. The same was done with the dresser.
The toys in the room became an issue between Stephanie and Mommy. Stephanie wanted all of Daryl’s toys out of the room, but Mommy said they should stay.
“Fine,” Stephanie said in a huff. “They can stay in the room but I don’t want to see them.”
Stephanie went around the room collecting all the ‘boy’ toys and tossing them under the bed. What didn’t fit under the bed was put on the Daryl side of the closet and covered with a blanket.
“There, happy,” Stephanie asked sitting back down on the bed? “The yucky Daryl toys are all still in the room.”
“Daryl!”
“I AM NOT DARYL. I AM STEPHANIE!”
“You are . . . I just . . . Stephanie, you might want to be Daryl and play with the toys.”
“I have to be Daryl for school. Unless you and Daddy tell me I have to, Daryl’s yucky boy toys will NOT be played with after school.”
Mrs. Meyers took a deep breath and left the room, leaving her child behind.
“Melanie, she doesn’t understand. It’s no fun being Daryl.” Stephanie said to her dolly while rocking her. “Teddy can tell you some of what I had to deal with. I don’t want you to worry though, it is time for the world to meet Stephanie, and I am going to make sure the scary Daryl costume stays away as much as possible.”
Stephanie turned to her pillow where her Teddy Bear was still tucked in. “Teddy, this is Melanie. Be nice to her. She is new here and not used to seeing all these boy things in her bedroom. You need to protect her each night, just like you protect me.”
After a moment of introductions and hugs, Teddy was tucked back in to get enough rest before nighttime duty. Stephanie then brought Melanie around the room to show her around. Since most everything except for the furniture and clothes were under the bed, it was a quick tour. It ended with Stephanie getting the Halloween box out to show Melanie the previous outfits.
“You know Melanie, these don’t have to stay under the bed anymore,” Stephanie started finding places for the various items in the box. The top of the dresser got the tiaras and princess hat.
With the Princess Scepter in hand, Stephanie placed Melanie on the bed next to Teddy Bear.
“Princess Melanie,” Stephanie said tapping Melanie on the head. “May your perfect Prince save you from a mean witch and you never have to be tortured by being forced to dress up like a boy.”
After a quick trip to the living room to get the doll accessories, Stephanie sat down on her bed getting to play with a doll like she had dreamed about for years.
While Stephanie was lying on her bed, looking under it for some of the stuffed animals she wanted to introduce Melanie to, the doorbell rang.
“Don’t worry Melanie. That is only the doorbell, nothing to be afraid of. No, it can’t be any of my friends, I don’t really have any. The girls would not play with a boy named Daryl and the boys said I was too much of a wimpy sissy to play with. Yeah, that was mean of them, but I am okay with it. I never wanted to play with the boys anyways. They were right though. I am a wimp. What Melanie? No, I don’t know who is at the door. We will stay back here. Mommy is mad at me, and I don’t want to get her more mad by showing someone Stephanie she doesn’t want seeing Stephanie.”
“Listen Sis,” Stephanie and Melanie heard a raised voice coming from the living room. “I left work early and rushed over here to see my new niece. I want to see her and I am going to spoil her.”
“Aunt Jennifer!” Stephanie exclaimed with excitement.
“Sis, I know you. You are tolerating this but expecting a decision to turn back into Daryl at any moment. You said you bought her clothes, but even though you have the money to buy her a whole new wardrobe from the fancy shops, I bet you went to the Thrift Shop because you didn’t want to spend money on a fad. Did you even get her any accessories or toys?”
“Yes Melanie, Aunt Jennifer’s mad at Mommy.”
“What, you didn’t take her to Claire’s to get the accessories? You got them at the Dollar Store? You have a nine-year-old little girl in there, not a preschooler. She needs some quality stuff to wear in front of the other girls. She is going to have a hard enough time being accepted by them without looking like a preschooler.”
Stephanie quizzically looked at Melanie and asked, “Were those things we picked up at the Dollar Store really only things Preschoolers would wear?”
“Sis, get over it. Embrace Stephanie while she is here. You now have her in regular therapy sessions, so let the doctor decide if this is just a fad or something more permanent. You and James will go to therapy to help deal with your issues. This is NOT a problem with your child, it is a problem you are having. You and I have talked for years about the feminine traits you have seen in Daryl as he grew up, so why are you having so much trouble now accepting Stephanie?”
Stephanie trying to understand asked Melanie, “What are feminine twaits?”
“NO, I am not going to hold off giving my new niece these things. I have nine years of birthdays to catch up on and this is just the start. For now, I am going to go see this niece of mine that you have hidden from me. Five years of Stephanie at Halloween and I never even got a picture.”
Moments later Aunt Jennifer was walking into Stephanie’s room with a few bags in her hands.
“Oh Stephanie, you look so cute.”
Blushing, “Thanks Aunt Jennifer. Watcha doing here?”
“Your Mom called to tell me I had a pretty new niece, and I rushed over to see her.”
“Oh,” Stephanie lowered her face so Aunt Jennifer could no longer see it. “Well, here she is, her name is Melanie.”
“My oh my. So nice to meet you Melanie,” Aunt Jennifer said taking the doll and holding her like a baby. “You look a lot younger than I thought my niece was, but you definitely are very pretty.”
“Tank-oooo” Stephanie said in a baby voice through a giggle.
“Well Melanie I came over to welcome you to the family and give you some welcome gifts.”
“Gifts?” Stephanie asked looking straight at Aunt Jennifer. “I mean, . . . Giff-th Aunth Ennifa?”
Aunt Jennifer started tickling Stephanie, “Yes gifts, you silly little girl. I figured you were new to the area and needed some girl things to get you by until your Mommy could get you some stuff.”
“Mommy got me some stuff today.”
“Your mom told me, but I got you some other stuff. After talking with your mom, I have also decided that this weekend the two of us are going out for a girl’s day out, shopping for some more stuff.”
Stephanie’s eyes went wide with a huge smile on her face.
“That is if you want to do a girl’s day out shopping?”
“Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, Aunt Jennifer,” Stephanie pounced onto Aunt Jennifer with a big hug.
“Hi Stephanie,” Aunt Jennifer said in a much subdued tone, holding Stephanie out at arm’s length. “I am your Aunt Jennifer. My job as your aunt is to spoil you rotten. Since you have been hiding behind a Daryl costume, I figured you would need some things every girl your age already has.”
Out of the bag came several Disney Princess movies, Tinkerbell movies, some American Girl movies, Hannah Montana movies, and two My Little Pony DVDs. Then Aunt Jennifer pulled out a toy horse, Hello Kitty alarm clock, and a bracelet making kit. The next bag was big and Aunt Jane just turned it upside down over the bed, dumping it out. A package of pink sheets with small red hearts on it was quickly covered up by a pink and white bedspread.
“Now Stephanie, I was in a rush to get over here so I didn’t have time to hunt out some really good things, but I thought these would be a good start.”
“Aunt Jennifer, these are great. I love them. Thank You, Thank You.”
“There is one more bag of stuff, princess.”
Aunt Jennifer pulled out a Barbie, her younger sister Chelsea, and some clothes for the two dolls. When she got to the bottom of the bag there was a pink iPod nano. They spent the next half hour loading it with various songs from Hannah Montana, Selena Gomez, Justin Bieber, various Disney artists/songs, and one song from an artist called Fred Small.
“Now Stephanie, this song from Fred Small, Everything Possible, is a special one. It has a special message for children trying to grow up in the world today. No matter what struggles you face on the path you have chosen, I want you to know that I love you and will always be here for you. No matter how hard things get, you can always turn to me for help. I love you Stephanie. Never forget that people love you sweetie. It is who you are inside that matters sweetie. Stephanie, Daryl, it doesn’t matter what you are wearing on the outside. It just matters who you are on the inside.”
Aunt Jennifer kissed Stephanie on the forehead, set the iPod to play the Fred Small song and left.
Stephanie was playing with the Barbie doll and the horse when Dad came in.
“Hi Daryl. It was quite a day wasn’t it,” Dad asked as he sat down on the floor next to Stephanie?
“Daddy,” Stephanie asked looking at him with a sad face. “Look around the room and tell me if you think this is Daryl’s room or Stephanie’s room.”
James looked around the room. Princess Tiara’s on the dresser. Hair bands, necklasses, and bacelets were scattered on the desk. The closet had clothes with a lot of pink and frills. There was a Hello Kitty alarm clock next to the bed which now had pink sheets and a frilly girl bedspread. On the bed next to the Teddy Bear, was a baby doll in a yellow dress. The shelves had girl DVDs, a Princess wand, and toy doll accessories. Scattered around the little girl in a party dress was Barbie dolls, a horse, and changes of clothes for the Barbie. Nowhere did James find the sports equipment, Legos, Pokemon, or toy trucks. Gone were the Buzz Lightyear figures, spaceship, and alien creatures. There was not one dinosaur anywhere to be seen.
“This is definitely Stephanie’s bedroom,” Dad admitted.
“Daryl is under the bed, hidden away Daddy, just like you forced Stephanie to hide away under the bed. I AM STEPHANIE. This is my room. When you or Mommy force me to dress up in my Daryl costume, I will. The costume will come off as soon as I can take it off. You told me every year costumes are only to be worn on Halloween. Since Daryl is a costume, I don’t know why you are making me wear it when it isn’t Halloween. Dr. Jones said you and Mommy wanted me to wear the Daryl costume to school every day, so I will. I will not like it. You can’t make me like it, but I will wear it,” tears started coming down Stephanie’s face. “This is my room. No yucky boy named Daryl here. I AM STEPHANIE.”
Stephanie dropped the horse and Barbie doll as tears freely flowed down her face. She went over to her bed and plopped down face first onto the pillow, hugging Teddy and Melanie.
“Daryl . . . Stephanie . . . I . . .” Daddy came up and kissed Stephanie’s head. “I love you.”
Dad turned and walked out of the room.
Dinner that night was a silent affair. Stephanie found herself afterwards playing alone in her room with her new toys. At bedtime she dressed in her new Tinkerbell pajamas, only complaining when Mommy made her take the wig off.
“Can I let my hair grow Mommy?”
“Yes pumpkin, but not too long. You would look silly dressed as Daryl with long girl hair.”
“Don’t you think I look silly being myself with yucky boy hair?”
Mommy kissed Stephanie on her forehead and headed for the door. With her hand on the light switch, “It will take a long time for your hair to grow out pumpkin. We will talk about it again when your hair starts getting into your eyes.”
After laying in the dark for several minutes, tears started to slowly fall.
“I . . . I . . . I don’t understand Melanie and Teddy. Mommy told Dr. Jones she saw me, the real me, even when I was dressed as Daryl, so why does she want me to look, act, and dress like Daryl?”
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Costumes By Teek Chapter 2 Who Are You?
© 2012 by Teek
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Chapter 2
Who Are You?
Waking up in the morning, Stephanie didn’t want to get dressed for the day. After sitting on her bed just looking at her closet for several minutes, she finally just went down to eat breakfast in her pajamas.
“It’s a school day you know?” Mom stated as Stephanie sat down at the Kitchen table.
“I know mom, just wasn’t ready to start pretending to be Daryl yet?”
“You know you are still the same person dressed as Daryl or Stephanie?”
As she started eating breakfast, all Stephanie could think was, ‘I wish that was true.’
After breakfast, Stephanie stripped and slowly got dressed in her Daryl clothes for school. Mom yelled from the other side of the house several times, telling Daryl to hurry up or he would be late for school. Mom and Dad were both in the living room as he was sent off to school. Daryl felt like they were there to make sure he was really dressed in his Daryl costume.
The day at school was the same as any other, except Stephanie was having a hard time pretending to be Daryl. Seeing Joanne, Stephanie wanted to chat about Trick-or-Treating, but knew she couldn’t. She was Daryl, and Daryl didn’t go Trick-or-Treating with Joanne. By the time Stephanie in her Daryl costume walked into her house at the end of the day, she wasn’t sure agreeing to be Daryl every day for school was a good idea. She was really questioning if she could do this every day.
“Hi Daryl, have a good day at school?” Mrs. Tellbore asked from her spot on the couch.
“Mrs. Tellbore?”
“What’s wrong Daryl? You’re acting like you weren’t expecting me to be here. I’m always here Friday afternoon.”
“Uhhhhh, I . . . Uhhhh, Hi Mrs. Tellbore.”
“Silly boy. Do you have any homework?”
“It’s Friday, so we just have to do our twenty minutes of reading.”
“Go have your snack and then do your homework. I set out some cookies and juice for you.”
On her way to the kitchen to eat the snack, the eyes never left Mrs. Tellbore. Stephanie quickly ate her snack and then went back to her bedroom.
Sitting on her bed, Stephanie grabbed Melanie, “What am I going to do now Melanie? Three times a week Mrs. Tellbore babysits me afterschool. Do I have to stay Daryl while she’s here?”
Stephanie got a library book out of her backpack and started reading. She didn’t get very far in the twenty minutes as she kept thinking about what she was going to do.
“Okay Melanie,” Stephanie said when she finished her homework. “I am not going to spend three afternoons a week in a costume. I am Stephanie!”
The costume was quickly off and Stephanie put on a dress. Feeling herself, Stephanie took a deep breath and headed to the living room.
“Oh my,” Mrs. Tellbore said as Stephanie walked in. “Who are you?”
“Hi. I’m Stephanie.”
“Hi Stephanie. When did you get here? Daryl’s not supposed to have friends over without telling me.”
Getting up and looking down the hall, Mrs. Tellbore yelled, “Daryl!”
“Yes?” Stephanie said.
Mrs. Tellbore turned to look at Stephanie with a quizzical expression, then looked back down the hallway and called out again, “Daryl, come here and introduce me to your little friend.”
“I told you my name is Stephanie.”
Mrs. Tellbore looked at Stephanie again. “I know sweetheart, but Daryl is supposed to introduce you. What is he doing back there?”
“He is not in his room.”
“Where is he?”
“I’m right here Mrs. Tellbore.”
Mrs. Tellbore looked at Stephanie more closely, “Have I met you before? You look very familiar.”
“We have definitely met before,” Stephanie said with a smile spreading on her face. “One minute Mrs. Tellbore, I have something that might help you remember.”
Stephanie rushed down the hall to her bedroom. She quickly switched into the outfit she wore Halloween night, including the tiara, and headed back to the living room.
“Oh, you were that pretty princess on Halloween.” Mrs. Tellbore said with realization before her expression changed. “Where did you get that costume Stephanie?”
“In my room.”
“You went back to your house that quickly?” Mrs. Tellbore looked down the hallway. “Daryl! Get in here NOW!”
“I’m right here Mrs. Tellbore.”
Mrs. Tellbore looked more closely at Stephanie. “Daryl?”
“Yes,” Stephanie replied.
“Stop being silly Daryl and go get changed into your clothes.”
Stephanie put her head down and slowly went back to her room. Getting out of the Halloween costume, she redressed into the outfit she was in earlier. Taking a deep breath, she held her head high and returned to the living room.
“I told you to get changed into your clothes young man.”
“I am in my clothes Mrs. Tellbore. I now only wear my Daryl costume at school.”
“Daryl . . . Costume?”
Mrs. Tellbore put her hands on Stephanie’s shoulders and walked her down the hallway, “Young Man, it is not nice to make fun of girls. Now get out of those girl clothes and into something appropriate. I will not have you . . .”
Mrs. Tellbore stopped talking when she reached Stephanie’s bedroom. She had been in Daryl’s bedroom many times, but she was now in a girl’s bedroom. She looked around the room several times. Looking at Stephanie she started to talk but stopped. She looked around the room several more times and then went over to the closet and looked at the dresses and blouses hanging up. She then went over looking at the Barbie and horse before stopping at the Tiaras on the dresser. Looking at them, at Stephanie, and then back at them she said nothing. She examined the DVDs on the shelves and sat down on the bed, feeling the comforter and looking at Melanie.
“This is your room . . . Stephanie?”
“Yup!” Stephanie proudly proclaimed.
“You wear a Daryl costume to school?”
“Only because Mommy and Daddy make me.”
“I don’t know about this,” Mrs. Tellbore said looking around the room and picking up Melanie.
“That’s Melanie,” Stephanie smiled at Mrs. Tellbore.
“Melanie? Daryl I thought you were a boy?”
Stephanie just looked at her.
“Why don’t you stay in your room and play till I have a chance to talk to your parents,” Mrs. Tellbore said as she got up, shook her head back and forth, and returned to the living room.
Grabbing Melanie, Stephanie sat down on the bed. “It could have gone worse, at least she didn’t make me put the Daryl costume back on.”
Stephanie stayed in her room all afternoon. She stayed when she heard Mom come home, and stayed when she heard Mrs. Tellbore leave. Dad had come home, and the house was filled with the aroma of dinner before anyone entered her room.
“Hi Stephanie,” Mom said coming in and sitting down on the bed. “Looks like we will need to get a new babysitter. Mrs. Tellbore was a little surprised by the way you introduced Stephanie to her.”
“Sorry Mommy.”
“I probably should have prepared her for your transformation. It was a little too much for Mrs. Tellbore to handle. Daryl, not everyone is going to accept you as Stephanie. Some people will. Being Stephanie pumpkin, is not going to be easy. You have already won over Aunt Jennifer, and I am sure you will win over a few more people.”
Stephanie looked up at Mommy, as they both sat there in silence. After a few minutes the silence was broken by Stephanie’s tummy grumbling.
“Well, sounds like someone is hungry. Let’s go find Daddy and eat dinner.”
Most of dinner was a quiet affair. Since Stephanie knew it was all her fault Mommy needed to find a new babysitter, she was just relieved Mommy and Daddy were not yelling at her.
“So when is Jennifer taking Daryl,” Dad started and corrected himself upon looking at his child. “Stephanie tomorrow?”
“She said she would be here at one o’clock to pick her up. She expects to have Stephanie out shopping all afternoon and will bring her back after dinner.”
Dad looked at Stephanie, “Sounds like you have a busy day tomorrow. You be good and do what you are told. You stay right next to your Aunt Jennifer at all times. No wondering off now. You are going out shopping as a girl, which is not the same as going as a boy.”
“I will stay with Aunt Jennifer, Daddy.”
“Are you really sure you want to go dressed as Stephanie,” Mom asked?
“Who else would I go as?”
“You might be more comfortable going as Daryl,” Dad pointed out. “If someone recognizes you dressed up as Stephanie . . .”
“But Daddy, I am Stephanie.”
“James, let her go. Good or Bad, she will learn from the trip. She has made a decision, and there are consequences to that decision.”
“But this does not just affect him,” Daddy stated. “We have already lost our babysitter, what’s next. Do I need to dig a mote around the house to keep out the angry villagers?”
“Stephanie,” Mom said. “Looks like you are done. Go get one of your new movies and go watch it.”
Stephanie got the Cinderella DVD and returned to the living room to watch it. Her parents were still in the kitchen talking. Although she started the movie, she tried to listen to what her parents were saying.
“James, we can’t protect her forever from the people in the world that will hate her. I don’t like it any more than you do, but either we force her to stay Daryl, or we accept the consequences of her staying Stephanie. You heard what Dr. Jones said about the life expectancy of children with . . .”
Stephanie wanted to hear what Dr. Jones said, but she couldn’t over the sound of the movie. A while later she could hear more of the conversation.
“NO Mary, you can’t do that.”
“What do you expect me to do? We need a babysitter. She is the only stay at home mom I know of in our neighborhood that might be willing to watch her.”
“The consequences Mary, think of the . . .”
The movie again drained out the conversation as their voices went back to a normal speaking volume.
“MARY, you know that isn’t true. You heard what Dr. Jones said. Do you really believe that?”
“I guess not James, it’s just . . . How can I go from having a little boy one day to a girl the next? This type of thing doesn’t just happen overnight.”
“Mary we have talked about things we have seen in him for eight years. This didn’t just happen overnight. You are the one who time after time came to me expressing concerns about his non-boyish behaviors. Many years ago I had to accept my boy was not going to be a rough and tumble typical boy who I could play sports with. I, like you, have held onto the dream he would suddenly butch up one day, but with each year he was never seen as a boy dressing as a girl on Halloween, I knew more and more my dream would never come true.”
“James I am not sure I can . . .”
Stephanie was frustrated by how little of the conversation she could hear between her parents, but at least the movie was good. Oh what it would be like to have a Fairy Godmother.
When the movie was done, Stephanie was sent off to her room for bedtime.
After breakfast Saturday morning, Stephanie got dressed in a purple dress with tights. The wig didn’t leave her many options for her hair. She wished she could occasionally put it in pig-tails, but that would just have to wait for her own hair to grow out. She was working on making a bracelet from the beads Aunt Jennifer had gotten her when Mom came in the room.
“Bed’s already made and toys picked up? Not one piece of clothing on the floor? Who are you and what have you done with my child?” Mom asked with a giggle.
“After yesterday I didn’t want you to have any reason why I couldn’t go with Aunt Jennifer,” Stephanie meekly replied.
“Oh Pumpkin,” Mom embraced her. “We are not mad at you. You didn’t do anything wrong yesterday, Mrs. Tellbore just . . . she doesn’t . . . she only wanted to babysit a boy. It was too confusing for her to be babysitting a kid who was both a boy and a girl.”
“If you let me wear my clothes to school, I would just be a girl and she wouldn’t have me switching.”
“No Pumpkin, you need to go to school as Daryl. In fact I need you to get on your Daryl clothes now.”
“BUT MOM! I don’t want to go shopping with Aunt Jennifer in my Daryl costume.”
“No Pumpkin, you can go shopping with Aunt Jennifer dressed as Stephanie, but I need you to go over and introduce yourself to your new babysitter. Since you will be going to her directly from school, she needs to see you as Daryl.”
“I have to stay Daryl on babysitting days till dinner time? That’s not fair.”
“Pumpkin, we don’t have a choice. I need someone to watch you Monday after school and there isn’t enough time to find someone who would be willing to watch you in our house like Mrs. Tellbore did.”
“But Mom!”
“Quickly change, go meet her, and come back to get dressed for your trip with Aunt Jennifer. Here’s the address. Mrs. Sterns is expecting you. She lives on the other side of the park, so the fastest way to get there would be through the park. She said it was four houses down from the park entrance on Maple Street.”
With head down, “Okay.”
Mom smiled and left the room.
Stephanie put two more beads onto the bracelet and tied it off. It read Stephanie. She then tied it on her wrist. Sulking over to her bed, she picked up Melanie.
“Three days a week I will have to stay dressed up in my costume all afternoon. I don’t even want to be in it for school, why do I have to be in it after school?”
Looking for Melanie to provide an answer, a smile slowly spread across Stephanie’s face.
“Mrs. Sterns doesn’t know me, that is why I have to go over and introduce myself. Why does she have to know me in my Daryl costume at all? After school I could come back here, change and then go over to her. Yeah, Melanie, it could work. The house key is hidden in that fake stone by the back door. I can change quickly, she would never know. If I go over there now dressed as I am, she will never know anything about the Daryl costume and I can be Stephanie at her house. Perfect!” Stephanie gave Melanie a big hug and headed for the door.
Grabbing the paper with the address on it, she peeked out of the room. Seeing no one in the hallway, she quietly went down the hall peeking into the living room. Dad was watching a football game and Mom was nowhere to be seen. Quietly she went and got her coat, keeping her eyes on Dad at all times.
Waiting for the football to be in the air, “Dad, I’m going to meet the new babysitter. Bye.”
Without taking his eyes off the TV, Dad replied, “Be polite Daryl.”
“I will,” Stephanie said as she went out the front door without being seen by Dad.
Running to the park, Stephanie didn’t stop until she was at the swing sets. She did it. She made it out of the house without anyone seeing her. She sat down on one of the swings for a moment to catch her breath and get her heart to stop pounding so much.
Once calm, Stephanie looked at the piece of paper:
‘That should be simple to find.’ Stephanie thought. Once Mom had even let Stephanie, in her Daryl costume, go to the convenience store to get some milk and bread.
Stephanie quickly found herself standing in front of Mrs. Sterns’ house. Taking a deep breath she walked up and pressed the doorbell.
The door opened and Stephanie went flush.
“Hi, can I help you,” Joanne asked?
“Uhhh . . .”
“Who is it Joanne,” a voice called from inside the house.
“Some girl Mommy, I think I went Trick-or-Treating with her,” Joanne yelled back.
“Uhhh, ummm, is this Mrs. Sterns house?” Stephanie finally got out.
“Yeah, that’s my mom,” Joanne said before yelling out, “MOM, IT’S FOR YOU!”
Stephanie just stood there petrified to say or do anything. Things were not helped by Joanne continuing to examine her.
“Thanks Joanne,” Mrs. Sterns said coming up behind Joanne. “Hello there. May I help you?”
“Uhh, ohh,” Stephanie said looking down at the piece of paper in her hand. “My Mommy sent me over.”
“Who are you dear? I don’t recognize you as one of the kids in the neighborhood. Joanne said you went Trick-or-Treating with her?”
“Uhhh, yeah. I was wearing my Princess Costume. I’m Stephanie. You, ummm, will be babysitting me.”
Stephanie could see confusion on Mrs. Sterns face and wondered if maybe she just made a big mistake.
“Come in dear,” Mrs. Sterns said directing Stephanie into their living room.
Stephanie wasn’t feeling brave anymore. Here she was with Joanne from her class and her Mom who obviously wasn’t expecting her. Stephanie now realized her mom probably told Mrs. Stern that Daryl would be coming over to greet her. A girl showing up in place of a boy is not good. How long would it be before Joanne figured out Stephanie and Daryl are the same person?
“Well Stephanie,” Mrs. Sterns started. “I wasn’t expecting such a pretty little girl to show up on my doorstep. If I am going to be babysitting you, you must be Mary Meyers’ so-. . . child.”
“Yes ma’am.”
“Oh, not so formal darling, Mrs. Sterns will do just fine.”
There was a pause as Mrs. Sterns and Joanne continued to examine the girl in front of them.
“Do I know you,” Joanne asked looking more closely?
“Umm, yeah. We went Trick-or-Treating together, member. You had on a Tinkerbell costume.”
“Yeah, Princess Stephanie, but . . .” Joanne was in deep thought.
“Initially, I was hesitant about babysitting you, umm, Stephanie,” Mrs. Sterns broke the silence. “But now, I see this will just give Joanne someone to play with. Yes, this will work out just fine. You will just come here after school on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. Won’t that be fun Joanne, having someone to play with three afternoons a week?”
Mrs. Sterns’ question disrupted Joanne’s thoughts, “Yeah Mommy, someone to play with.”
“Well, I need to get back home. Nice meeting you Mrs. Sterns and Joanne. I will see you on Monday.”
Stephanie turned and left. She had to get out of there fast, not sure why she had gone against what Mom had told her to do. Joanne was sure to figure things out; she was one of the smartest kids in class. Mrs. Sterns already knew about Daryl, there was no question in Stephanie’s mind about that. Did this mean she wouldn’t want to babysit her?
Stephanie stopped at the swing set on the way back and swung a bit before going home. She had never been so scared as when Joanne answered the door. It sounded like such a good plan back in her bedroom talking with Melanie, but now . . . now, how mad are people going to be at her for going as Stephanie. She had done it again. She did what she wanted without thinking about what would happen because of it. Mommy and Daddy keep telling her she needs to think out the consequences.
After a while of swinging, Stephanie saw no reason to sneak back into the house. Mrs. Sterns had probably already called Mom and told her what she did. Stephanie slowly walked home to her punishment.
Dad was still watching the football game when Stephanie walked back into the house. She managed to put away her coat and start down the hall to her room before any sign of Mom.
“Not so fast Daryl Eric Meyers,” Mom said from behind Stephanie.
All three names! This even got Dad to look away from the football game.
“I told you to put on your Daryl clothes and go over to meet Mrs. Sterns. Did I not?”
Swallowing, Stephanie turned around to face her mother. “Yes ma’am.”
“Then please explain to me why Mrs. Sterns just called me to say what a sweet and delightful daughter I have. Look at what you are wearing, those are NOT Daryl clothes.”
By this time Dad had come up and was standing next to Mom.
“Well?” Mom inquired while tapping her foot.
“I couldn’t go over in the Daryl costume Mommy. I can’t stand going to school in the yucky costume. How could I spend three afternoons a week in it?”
“And how do you expect to change out of your Daryl clothes before going to the babysitters?” Mom asked while glaring down at Daryl.
“There is the key to the back door in that fake rock. I can come right here after school, change clothes, and then go over to the babysitters,” Stephanie blurted out before putting her head down.
“That definitely is a possibility Mary. I was a latch key kid when I was his age. He would still be going to a babysitter, just with a quick stop at our house first,” Dad interrupted.
If looks could kill, the one Mom gave Dad would have had him buried six feet under.
“Joanne is in your class. She is going to figure this all out you know? Then what,” Mom asked?
“I didn’t know it was Joanne’s house till she answered the door,” Stephanie admitted without looking up.
“Stephanie,” Dad said in a calm voice. “Go play in your room while your mom and I talk about this in the kitchen.”
Stephanie promptly turned around and headed to her room, sitting down with Melanie and Teddy on the bed. The kitchen was the farthest from her room, but the beginning of the conversation could easily be heard.
“He didn’t think again. He just went and did something without thinking of the consequences of his actions. What are we going to do with that boy,” Mom was practically shouting.
“Calm down Mary,” Dad tried to calm her. “Is Mrs. Sterns still willing to babysit Daryl or Stephanie?”
“Yes, but . . .”
“Then we don’t have a problem. It wasn’t going to be long before the neighborhood parents of the other girls found out about Stephanie. She is going to want to play in the park dressed as Stephanie. This will just speed up the process. Just having a girl walking in and out of our front door was going to start having the neighbors asking questions and spreading rumors. Daryl made the decision to have the babysitter watch Stephanie. I think we can support this.”
“James! He went against my directions,” Mom stated still quite loud. “I told him to put on his Daryl clothes before going over to meet Mrs. Sterns.”
“I know honey, but have you looked at what he is wearing today? He is not just dressed as a girl today, but he is dressed as a girly girl with frills and lace. I didn’t see all of his new clothes, but other than his Halloween costumes, I suspect that is the most girlish outfit he has. If he chose that to wear today, I bet even in his Daryl clothes he would have had a hard time not showing everyone Stephanie. There is more to an image than just the clothes a person is wearing. Today Stephanie is here stronger than ever. I don’t like it, and I know you don’t like it, but our son is finding it very hard to be a boy at the moment. Dr. Jones warned us about this, the over compensating thing she talked about.”
Stephanie could hear them continue to talk but could no longer make out what they were saying. Lying down on the bed, she cried herself to sleep.
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Costumes By Teek Chapter 3 Finding the Real Stephanie
© 2012 by Teek
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Chapter 3
Finding the Real Stephanie
Shortly after one o’clock, Stephanie was woken up by Aunt Jennifer. “Ready to go shopping Stephanie?”
“Wha. . . Huh . . . Oh, Aunt Jennifer! Shopping! Stephanie Shopping!”
“Yes you silly, time for Stephanie to go on her first real Girls’ Shopping Trip.”
Stephanie gave Aunt Jennifer a big hug, still holding tight onto her doll.
“Apparently you slept through lunch, so first off we get you something to eat and then we go shopping.”
Aunt Jennifer readjusted Stephanie’s wig and then took her hand to lead her out of the room. She did suggest the doll stay in the room, causing Stephanie to run back to the bed to tuck Melanie and Teddy back under the covers. Then the two left. They only stopped briefly to say goodbye to Mom and Dad who were sitting at the Kitchen table.
Once in the car, “Sounds like you have had a rough time over the last two days.”
“I am just trying to be myself. Why is it so bad to be myself?”
“It isn’t sweetheart,” Aunt Jennifer reassured her. “Some people, including your Mom and Dad, are just having a hard time accepting you have always been Stephanie.”
“Where are we going today Aunt Jennifer?”
“First we will get you something to eat and then I thought we could go to a wig shop I know of. If you are going to be going around as Stephanie all the time, you are going to need a better wig till your real hair can grow out some more.”
“Wig Shop?”
“Yup, they have a shop where they sell just wigs for ladies who need them.”
“They have little kid wigs?”
“Of course, even little girls need wigs from time to time.”
“Can we,” Stephanie hesitantly asked, “do the wig shop first?”
Aunt Jennifer looked at Stephanie in her rearview mirror. “Of course we can sweetheart. You don’t like your current wig?”
“It’s just . . . It makes me look like a girl and I like that, but . . . It’s just . . .”
“It’s not you?”
“Mommy got it for me that second year I dressed up for Halloween. It has curly hair. My real hair is not curly Aunt Jennifer. I want pig-tails and pony-tails with bows and ribbons, but I can’t do that with this hair.”
“Oh Stephanie, I think you would look very cute with pigtails. Yes, we can definitely go to the wig shop before lunch and get you something that better shows the world who Stephanie is.”
With another glance in the rearview mirror at Stephanie, Aunt Jennifer saw a big smile on the little girl sitting quietly in the back seat looking at the scenery go by.
At the wig shop Aunt Jennifer took charge.
“My niece here needs a wig that does a better job showing off who she really is,” Aunt Jennifer stated when they found a sales lady. “Her real hair is starting to grow in, but it is still too short. She is afraid people will view her as a boy with just her real hair.”
“Oh we can’t have that with such a beautiful young lady,” the sales lady replied.
“Stephanie,” Aunt Jennifer said. “We need to take your wig off to show the nice sales lady what your real hair looks like and what color it is. We want to get a wig to match your real hair color.”
Hesitantly, Stephanie took her wig off.
“Oh my,” The sales lady said. “It is coming in, but yes, it will take a while for it to get to a length a young girl would feel comfortable with. I think we might have some children’s wigs in a color that will match. Will her hair come in curly like her current wig?”
Sheepishly Stephanie answered, “No.”
“I am guessing that you want your wig to match how your hair is supposed to look?” The sales lady inquired.
Stephanie nodded her head in agreement.
“How long are you looking for?”
Aunt Jennifer smiled at Stephanie and replied, “She likes her hair up in pig-tails and ponytails. She wants to be able to put accessories in her hair like all the other girls.”
“Definitely, most girls your age enjoy accessorizing their hair. I think the Emily children’s wig might be just right for what you are looking for. It has nice bangs in front and is perfect for naturally looking braids or pigtails. Let’s measure your head and see if we have one in your color.”
It took about an hour, but they left the store with Stephanie wearing her new wig. The sales lady even braided two pig-tails going down the back for her. It felt a lot better than the cheap Halloween costume wig, and she was shown how to secure it so it will not easily fall off. Stephanie was surprised by the other things they also got at the store; two wig stands, a special comb, shampoos, and adhesives.
Aunt Jennifer went to the mall next and they went straight to the food court to eat lunch. As they ate their lemon chicken, they talked.
“So do you like your new look. I think it really fits you.”
“I love it,” Stephanie said while still eating.
“Young lady, don’t talk with your mouth full of food.”
Stephanie swallowed and said, “Sorry.”
“I was thinking we could hit Claire’s next. It is a store where we can get all sorts of accessories a young girl needs.”
“No Aunt Jennifer,” Stephanie objected.
“Why not Stephanie?”
“You already spent more money on the wig and stuff than Mommy spent getting me a new wardrobe. I saw the bills Aunt Jennifer. The wig shop was over $300. That’s a lot of money. I can’t go spending all your money.”
“Oh Stephanie, you are so precious. Yes the wig was about $250 and we spent over $70 on things someone wearing a wig needs. I have the money dear. It makes me happy to spend it on you and seeing how happy it makes you. Don’t worry dear. If something is too much money or we have reached a limit, I will tell you. Today Stephanie, we are here to find out who Stephanie Meyers is. Since you have not had nine years collecting things to show your personality, yes this first trip is going to be expensive. If you see something you like, let me know, even if it is for little girls younger than you. You have been looking at this stuff for years and unable to get any of it, haven’t you?”
Stephanie nodded her head in agreement.
“Well, today Stephanie let that little girl out. I expect to see everything from little girl Disney Princess stuff to big girl jewelry in the bags before we leave here today.”
“Really?”
“MOST DEFINITELY!”
Stephanie found a new vigor to finish her meal and get out shopping.
It took a while in Claire’s before Aunt Jennifer started to see the girl appear. There was nine years of avoidance behaviors Stephanie had to overcome before she started to feel comfortable actually taking things off the shelf and trying them. Based upon the choices, Aunt Jennifer could see a younger girl than nine years old appearing. She had half expected something like this would happen considering how long Stephanie had been suppressed. She decided The Disney Store and Toy Store should be next to get some of the little girl out before going into places to get more big girl things.
Clothes, toys, and stuffed animals were bought at the Disney Store. At the Toy Store Aunt Jennifer steered Stephanie towards Fairies, Tinkerbell, Polly Pockets, Lego Friends, and My Little Pony. When Stephanie saw a Fisher Price Little People Doll House, she really wanted a doll house, but Aunt Jennifer told her that if they didn’t see a big girl doll house today, she would get one for Christmas. At the American Girl Store, Stephanie got a Molly doll, book, and accessories.
“Can we get some make-up?”
“Sorry Stephanie,” Aunt Jennifer apologized. “We can get some nail polish but not make-up. Your Mom and I didn’t get to wear make-up till we were thirteen, so unless your mom gives approval the same rule is in place for you.”
“When did you get pierced ears?”
“My ears were pierced when I was ten and your mom when she was seven.”
“Mom was seven when she got her ears pierced?”
“Yeah, she got hers pierced the same time as mine.”
“Can I get mine pierced? Mom was younger than me when she got her ears pierced.”
Aunt Jennifer hugged Stephanie, “Sorry I can’t let you get them pierced. It requires parental consent for kids your age, and I don’t think your Mom would give approval. You did get some pretty clip on earrings at Claire’s.”
“Since she doesn’t want a girl, she will never let me get my ears pierced,” Stephanie glumly said.
“Oh Stephanie, your Mom loves you. She just is struggling to get used to you being here all the time.”
“You didn’t hear her this morning Aunt Jennifer, she doesn’t love me as Stephanie. She only wants to see the Daryl costume.”
“That’s not true honey. She loves you,” Aunt Jennifer said steering Stephanie into an ice cream shop.
The two talked over some ice cream shakes. Aunt Jennifer tried to convince Stephanie her parents love her no matter what; Stephanie or Daryl. Stephanie wasn’t convinced. After the ice cream, it was time for some clothes and jewelry shopping.
“Can I get one of those Aunt Jennifer?” Stephanie asked pointing at a young girl walking by.
“What is she wearing that you want Stephanie?”
“Her coat.”
Jennifer looked at the girl in question noticing the pink Disney Princess coat and then looked at Stephanie, “You want a girls’ coat?”
“Yeah”
“Do you want that particular coat, or just a girl’s coat?”
“Just a girl’s coat. One that’s pink or purple.”
“Of course dear, let’s go get you out of that black coat and into one more fitting for a lovely young lady.”
The hunt for a coat, hat, gloves, snow pants, and snow boots brought them to a few different stores. The final coat choice was pink with faux fur around the end of the sleeves and around the hood of the coat. The rest were also pink, except for the boots that were purple. In the process a few outfits were picked up, mostly dresses, but also some with pants. Stephanie always went to the pink clothes first, but Aunt Jennifer was able to convince her to get some other colors.
At dinner, Stephanie was wearing new hair, earrings, bracelets, coat, and a heart shaped necklace. She was wearing a Christmas Dress outfit with a matching purse, had her fingernails painted, and was happier than Jennifer had ever seen her. When the meal was done, the day was over, and on the drive home, Stephanie felt like Cinderella leaving the ball as the clock struck midnight.
As the two of them walked into the house, Dad was the first to see his daughter.
“Stephanie? How? Jennifer, how did you get her hair to grow out so quick?”
“Don’t be silly James, there is no way to get hair to grow . . .” Mom stopped when she finished coming around the corner and saw Stephanie.
Stephanie just stood there smiling at her parents, with her hands behind her back and one of her feet rocking on her toes.
“How did you do that sis? That can’t be her real hair, is it?”
“So Stephanie,” Aunt Jennifer asked. “What did you do to your hair to get that look?”
On the verge of a giggle fit, “I just put these pretty scrunchies in the end of my braids. I did learn how to braid it from the nice lady, but I will practice on my new doll before I try it on my own hair.”
Mommy came over to get a close look at her hair, “Wow, it looks so real. It is even the right hair color. Where did you get it Jennifer?”
“There is a small wig shop on one of the side streets off Division.”
“That is amazing. Take off your coat D . . . Stephanie,” Mom asked. “Let’s get a good look at your new outfit.”
Stephanie took her coat off, handing it to Aunt Jennifer.
“Oh Jennifer,” Mom ogled. “She looks so precious in that outfit, and with that hair . . . it would be hard for anyone to know she is wearing a wig.”
Mom and Aunt Jennifer talked a bit about the wig and the outfit, until Dad spoke up, “Jennifer, you shouldn’t have spent so much.”
“James, Stephanie is worth every cent I have spent on her today, and she needed SOMEONE to do it.”
“Thanks Jennifer,” James said while trying to smile. “Your help through all of this is appreciated. Stephanie, thank Aunt Jennifer and then off to get ready for bed.”
“But Daddy, we have to bring the stuff in.”
“The Stuff?” Dad inquired. “There is more than just what you are wearing?”
Stephanie giggled, “Yeah, just a little Daddy.”
“How much is ‘just a little’?”
“Oh James,” Aunt Jennifer said with a slight chuckle. “You really do have a lot to learn about daughters going shopping. There are a few bags in the car for you to bring in. I am sure with your big manly muscles you can handle it. We just got enough to accessorize Stephanie and her room.”
As Dad headed out to the car with Aunt Jennifer, Stephanie ran to the window to see Daddy’s surprise.
Even from in the house Stephanie could hear Daddy’s reaction to all the bags of stuff they bought, “What in the world?”
It took several trips for Dad to bring all the bags in. Mom, Stephanie, and Aunt Jennifer worked on unpacking the bags as Dad brought them back to Stephanie’s room. It was more of a show and tell than putting things away.
Dad interrupted the girls in their post shopping frenzy, “Well, I am not sure if the stores have anything left in them, and not sure where you are going to put all of this, but these are the last bags from the back of the car.”
“Where’s Molly Daddy?”
“Molly? You bought a sister while you were out?”
Aunt Jennifer giggled, “No James, but I am sure Stephanie wouldn’t mind if you and Mary got to work on making one for her.”
“Whoa, hold on a minute,” James abruptly said. “We had a boy and now we have a girl, isn’t that enough. Anyways, I don’t think will be able to support another child if this shopping trip is any indication of how expensive it is to raise a girl.”
The adults all laughed as Stephanie sheepishly looked at all the bags covering the floor of her bedroom.
“James,” Aunt Jennifer refocused everyone. “You will find Molly buckled into the back seat, along with her stuff.”
Several minutes later Dad returned with a relieved look on his face and holding up the Molly doll, “Now this child I can afford to raise.”
“You say that now, but wait till you find out how much a new outfit costs for her,” Aunt Jennifer said with a chuckle.
It was long past Stephanie’s bed time when everything was finally unpacked and put away. Under Aunt Jennifer’s recommendations, the Daryl clothes and toys were moved to the guest bedroom, to make room for Stephanie’s stuff. The two bottom drawers in Stephanie’s dresser were reserved for the clothes needed to be Daryl during the week at school. The rest of Daryl was moved out.
Sunday morning started like all Sunday’s in the Meyers household. Grown-ups reading newspapers and books in the living room and a child playing with toys on the living room floor. Stephanie had a collection of new toys to play with. Neither parent did much reading, for their attention was on the child playing in front of them. They were both looking for their son, but they only saw a young girl full of joyous glee as she played with toys that boys Daryl’s age would not find enjoyable to play with.
By lunchtime; the Lego Friends’ models were assembled, the ponies had saved Molly from some yucky boys making fun of her for not being able to hit a ball with a bat, and Tinkerbell went around finding trinkets throughout the living room and brought them back to show the Disney Princesses. Shortly before lunch, there was a tea party with Princesses, Tinkerbell, Molly, Melanie, Teddy Bear, Barbie, Chelsea, and Stephanie. Mom silently chuckled several times during the tea party as Stephanie gave advice to the younger participants on how to be a proper young lady at a tea party. She wasn’t sure where her child had learned such things, but it reminded her of tea parties she had given many years ago.
“Mommy,” Stephanie asked towards the end of lunch. “Can I write my letter to Santa?”
The two parents looked at each other and then back at Stephanie.
“Ummm, sure. It is the first weekend in November. This is when we usually write the Santa letter.”
“Goody,” Stephanie said before taking another bite.
“Is there anything in particular you are going to be asking for this year? Aunt Jennifer just got you a lot of stuff,” Dad inquired.
“I want a doll house, some girl books, a jump rope, nail polish, and to tell him only to bring me girl toys this year.”
“A doll house?” Dad questioned.
“Aunt Jennifer and me saw one at the toy store I wanted, but she said I needed a big girl doll house not a little kid one like they had at the toy store. She said I could get one for Christmas because we didn’t find a big girl doll house yesterday. I need him to know I want a GIRL doll house. He messed up last year getting me a Lego house and Lego fire truck.”
“Last year you asked for a Girl’s Doll House,” Dad inquired looking at Stephanie and then at his wife?
Mary nodded at her husband before they both turned back to Stephanie.
“Yeah, but I understand Daddy. Santa had me on the Good Boy list, and I am sure one of his helper elves couldn’t understand why a good boy would want a girl’s doll house. I hope Hermey the Elf helps with my list this year. I know he is the Dentist Elf now, but maybe Rudolph and him can help the other elves understand how I moved from the boy list to the girl list.”
“Hermey the Elf?”
“Come on Daddy,” Stephanie said exasperated. “Haven’t you watched the Rudolph movie enough times with me over the years to know who Hermey is?”
“Rudolph movie? Hmmm . . . let me think for a moment. Would that be the movie you watch over and over and over again every Christmas?”
“Twenty gazillion times each Christmas! Yeah, that’s the one. If Santa can accept Hermey and Rudolph, then I know he can accept me. I just know Daddy,” Stephanie said as a tear started coming down her face.
Mommy went over to her child and gave a big hug, “Stephanie, I am sure Rudolph and Hermey will make sure you have the most magical Christmas ever.”
After a few minutes of tears and hugs, “Let’s go write that letter, describing all the things you want, so no elf will make a mistake this year.”
Mom and Stephanie worked on the letter all afternoon. Several drafts were written, then Stephanie copied it onto special Christmas paper in her best handwriting. Stephanie drew a picture of herself in one of her new dresses and added it to the letter.
Getting dressed in the Christmas outfit she wore home last night, Mom and Stephanie went to the Santa mail box in the mall to make sure the letter is properly delivered. Like every year, after putting the letter in the mail box, they stood in line to get a picture taken with Santa Clause.
“Santa, I know one of your elves messed up last year,” Stephanie said sitting on his lap. “This year I made it very clear in my letter, No yucky boy gifts.”
“Ho . . . Ho . . . Ho . . . I don’t know how my elves messed up, but I will be certain to make sure they know little Stephanie is a girl and wants girl gifts.”
“Oh thank you Santa,” Stephanie hugged him and jumped down to go tell Mommy.
As the two of them waited for the Deluxe Picture Package to come off the printer, Stephanie told Mommy all about Santa making sure his elves would make sure she got girl gifts this year.
Trying to get Stephanie to talk quietly, Mary kept looking around to see if others were listening or staring.
Monday morning Stephanie slowly walked back to her room after breakfast to go put on her Daryl costume. After many reminders to hurry up or she would be late, Stephanie finally arrived in the living room dressed in her costume. The final bit of Stephanie was hidden away when Mom had her trade in the wig for Daryl’s black coat.
Mom watched her child head off to the bus stop, wondering if she was watching her son go off to school or her daughter in a boy costume go off to school.
Stephanie stayed away from the other kids at school, even more than she usually did. Her teacher, Mrs. Farren, noticed a depressed kid and asked Daryl if anything was wrong. Stephanie lied and said no.
Joanne was unaware that Stephanie watched her throughout the day and made sure to stay as far away from her as possible.
After school, Stephanie quickly got changed out of her Daryl costume and into one of the pink outfits she bought with Aunt Jennifer. Looking at her two wigs she tried to figure out which to wear. She really wanted to wear the new one, but Joanne had already seen her in the old one.
“Melanie,” Stephanie said turning to her bed. “I am Stephanie. She is the only one my age who knows both Daryl and Stephanie. She is going to find out, isn’t she? I can’t keep pretending to be Daryl. Joanne has to see the real me, the new me. I will just come back here with you when she finds out. She will not want to play with me once she finds out. Mrs. Tellbore didn’t, Mommy and Daddy don’t, and Joanne won’t either. It’s okay Melanie. I am okay having no one to play with but you and Molly, just as long as I can stay Stephanie.”
Stephanie put on her new wig, quickly painted her nails, and headed out the door to Joanne’s house.
Stephanie resisted every impulse to turn and run away as she pressed the doorbell. -Ding-Dong-
“Hi Stephanie,” Joanne said answering the door. “Come on in, I’ll show you my room.”
Stephanie went inside and started to take off her coat.
“You look different.”
“Oh, it’s my new hairstyle. My Aunt Jennifer took me out for a makeover.”
“A makeover, oh cool. Did you get to wear make-up? Mommy won’t let me wear make-up yet. What else did you get done besides your hair straightened?”
“Joanne,” Mrs. Sterns said coming into the room. “Stop giving her the third degree. I am sure Stephanie will answer all your questions, but at least let her get the coat off first.”
“Sorry Mommy, but she got a makeover. Look at her hair. How can they make her hair go from so curly to so straight? It is even a different color. Can I get my hair colored next time we go to get it cut?”
“NO Joanne, your hair is beautiful just the way it is. Stephanie, is your hair naturally curly or was that just done special for your Halloween costume?”
“This is my natural look,” Stephanie grabbed her two braids and spun around while holding them out. “My costumes make me look different, but now, I am who I am. Stephanie Marie Meyers. I will always be myself here Joanne and Mrs. Sterns. No costumes, no pretend, no Dar. . . I am Stephanie. This is who I am.”
Joanne looked at Stephanie confused by the outburst. Mrs. Sterns smiled at Stephanie, impressed by the declaration.
“Well I guess we are not going to play dress up,” Joanne said as she started to drag Stephanie down to hall to her room.
“We can play dress-up. What do you have to play dress-up with?”
“I have a few Princess outfits, a doctor outfit, some cheer leader pom-poms, and for my birthday I got a bow and arrow set so I can be Merida from Brave.”
Joanne and Stephanie played for over an hour before Stephanie crossed a line she had not intended crossing. The two of them were playing with dolls and Stephanie had just made one do a cartwheel.
“Oh, I wish I could do those,” Joanne said.
“You do them just fine Joanne. Don’t worry about what John said during Gym class, he was just jealous because he couldn’t do one as good as you did.”
“How did you know what John said in Gym class? You weren’t there, were you?”
Joanne looked at Stephanie more closely, while Stephanie tried to look away and not make eye contact.
“Are you in my class?”
Stephanie was silent while Joanne looked her over.
“I have to go,” Stephanie said standing up and heading for the bedroom door.
“You look a lot like Daryl in my class, are you his sister? I didn’t think Daryl had a sister. If you were Daryl’s sister why isn’t Daryl here too?”
“I am,” Stephanie said as tears started to flow and she ran to the living room to get her coat.
“Wait Stephanie,” Joanne yelled after her.
Turning the corner into the living room, Stephanie ran right into Mrs. Sterns.
“Hold on there little one, where are you going in such a hurry.”
“I go home now,” Stephanie said through the tears as Joanne came charging into the room.
“Joanne Sterns, what have you done?”
“But Mom, I didn’t do anything.”
“Well something happened, Stephanie here is in tears trying to go home and you are yelling at the top of your lungs for her to come back.”
“I don’t know what happened Mommy. We were playing with my dolls and Stephanie said I shouldn’t be upset about John teasing me during Gym class. How did she know about John teasing me and how does she know what my cartwheels looked like in Gym class. Who is she Mommy? She looks like a boy named Daryl in my class, but I don’t think Daryl has a sister. Even if he did, why wouldn’t you be babysitting Daryl too? You said Stephanie lives on the other side of the park, then why haven’t I seen her around the neighborhood or at school. She is my age, but she isn’t in my grade at school?”
“I see,” Mrs. Sterns said squatting down trying to console Stephanie while listening to her daughter ramble on. “You have a lot of questions. I am kind of surprised it took you this long to ask them. Have you asked Stephanie any of these questions?”
Stephanie upon hearing this tried to get away from Mrs. Stern, but was being firmly held.
“Sort of,” Joanne thought for a moment. “She said . . . No, that doesn’t make any sense Mommy. What she said can’t be right.”
Mrs. Sterns whispered into Stephanie’s ear, “You told her. That was very brave. I am proud of you.”
“What did she say Joanne,” Mrs. Sterns asked?
“I go now,” Stephanie got out through her tears.
“No you are not going anywhere. It is time everyone here learned and accepted the truth, whether they like it or not.”
“The truth? I have been telling the truth Mommy, honest I have.”
“I know princess. Back to the question, what did Stephanie say?”
“I said Stephanie looked like Daryl’s sister. I asked if Stephanie was Daryl’s sister where is Daryl. It doesn’t make any sense Mommy that you would babysit Daryl’s sister and not him. Does it?”
“No it doesn’t Joanne. Keep going.”
“She said, ‘I am’. But Mommy she’s not Daryl, she’s Stephanie. Is Stephanie Daryl’s sister?”
Mrs. Sterns smiled, “The innocence of children, if only more adults saw the world that way. No Joanne, Stephanie is not Daryl’s sister. The reason Stephanie knew about John teasing you during Gym class is because she was there. She is in your class, and if I recall correctly she has been in your class a few times since Kindergarten. You even used to play together some back when you were preschoolers going to the same Daycare. I think it is about time the two of you actually met.”
Mrs. Sterns turned Stephanie around, “Now Stephanie, how is it that your mom phrased it? Something like; you wear a costume to school.”
“Yeah, a Daryl costume,” Stephanie said barely above a whisper.
“A what costume,” Joanne inquired?
“A DARYL COSTUME!” Stephanie blurted out.
Joanne stood still staring at Stephanie with her mouth open.
Stephanie took a deep breath and turned to Mrs. Sterns, “I will go now Mrs. Sterns. Thank you for babysitting me. I am sorry.”
“Stephanie Meyers you are not going anywhere. Come with me into the kitchen. I think this is a perfect time for some cookies and milk,” Mrs. Stern holding on tight to Stephanie led her into the kitchen, leaving Joanne standing there with her mouth open.
“But . . . You can’t be Daryl. You’re a girl,” Joanne said a moment later as she followed them into the kitchen. “Girls are NOT boys! Ha Ha funny joke. Joke over. Who are you really?”
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Costumes By Teek Chapter 4 Joanne’s Awakening
© 2012 by Teek
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Chapter 4
Joanne’s Awakening
Mrs. Sterns was afraid to let Stephanie go, figuring the little birdy would fly the coop at the first possible opportunity. She held Stephanie’s hand while getting the cookies out and the two of them brought them over to the table. She held Stephanie’s hand while getting the milk out and bringing it to the table. She even held Stephanie’s hand while getting out two Disney Princess glasses for the two girls to drink from. Finally sitting Stephanie down at the table, she let go but then sat down next to her.
Joanne had come in and sat down in her usual seat at the table just staring at Stephanie and her Mom getting the snack out.
“But, she is a girl. Daryl is a boy. She can’t be Daryl.”
“You were Tinkerbell for Halloween,” Mrs. Sterns commented. “Are you really a fairy?”
“Don’t be silly Mommy,” Joanne said in frustration. “That was just a Halloween costume. Of course, I am not really Tinkerbell.”
Stephanie took a bite of the cookie looking between Mrs. Sterns and Joanne.
“You have dress-up clothes in your room, are you really those things when you dress in them,” Mrs. Sterns asked Joanne who had yet to take a cookie?
“No, I just pretending to be things.”
Joanne reached out to get a cookie, only realizing then that she still had a doll in her hand. She put the doll down on the table and got a cookie.
Stephanie took a drink of milk, spending time to examine all the princesses on the cup.
“Stephanie wears a Daryl costume to school?” Joanne asked to the air as she ate her cookie. “Daryl is in my class at school.”
“Yes princess,” Mrs. Sterns reassured her confused daughter.
“Stephanie is in my class at school but wears a costume to school, a Daryl costume? Daryl and Stephanie are the same person?”
“I think she’s got it,” Mrs. Sterns announced.
“Don’t be silly Mommy! Stephanie is a girl. She can’t be a boy named Daryl.”
“Well, Stephanie, she almost had it.”
Stephanie stayed quiet continuing to eat and drink slowly.
“Your right Joanne, Stephanie is NOT a boy named Daryl. She is a girl who pretends to be a boy named Daryl.”
“Why would she do something stupid like that, especially Daryl of all people?”
“Joanne Sterns be nice.”
“No, Mrs. Sterns, she is right,” Stephanie said. “Daryl isn’t exactly anyone someone would want to pretend to be.”
“Daryl’s a Noper Mom,” Joanne stated.
“A . . . ‘Noper’?”
“Yeah, a ‘No Person’,” Joanne explained. “A person who no one talks to, no one plays with, no one likes. You only talk with a Noper if you have to or the teacher assigns them to your group. If Stephanie was going to pretend to be someone else, why would she ever pretend to be a Noper?”
Stephanie looked at her plate with a half-eaten cookie on it, “None of the boys will play with me, I hit and kick like the girls. None of the girls will play with me because I am a boy. I didn’t choose to be a Noper, everyone else chose that for me. I chose to be Stephanie and Stephanie is NOT going to be a Noper.”
“Well, it sounds like you have been very mean to Daryl, Joanne Elizabeth Sterns.”
“But Mom!”
“I did not raise you to treat other people that way.”
“But Mom, Daryl’s a boy. Girl’s don’t play with boys at school.”
“Do you treat all the boys like Nopers Joanne,” Mrs. Sterns inquired.
Joanne put her head down and said, “No.”
“Young lady,” Mrs. Sterns firmly stated. “You do talk with the boys and interact with them, even if you don’t play with them, but apparently you didn’t give Daryl this same level of respect. It is never appropriate to treat someone like a non-person. Your father and I will talk with you more this evening about this, and if I EVER hear about you treating anyone else like a non-person.”
Both Stephanie and Joanne knew by the tone they didn’t want to find out what would happen.
“I am not going to raise a daughter who feels she is better than others. I think you owe Stephanie an apology.”
“Why do I owe Stephanie an apology? I didn’t treat her like a Noper.”
“It is okay Mrs. Sterns,” Stephanie interjected. “She doesn’t have to apologize. Joanne doesn’t tease me like some of the other kids do.”
“No, Stephanie, it is not okay. I am glad to hear that she doesn’t tease you at school, but treating you like a non-person is just as bad,” Mrs. Sterns said to Stephanie before turning to Joanne. “Joanne, do you treat Daryl like a non-person at school?”
“Yeah, but all the other kids do too.”
“If all the other kids jumped off a bridge, would you do it too?”
“No”
“There is no excuse for treating someone like a non-person. That is disrespectful and demeaning. How would you like to be treated like a non-person?”
“I wouldn’t like it.”
“Then apologize to Stephanie for treating her that way.”
“But, I didn’t treat Stephanie like that. I just treat Daryl that way.”
“Joanne, Stephanie IS Daryl.”
“No, she’s not. Daryl has really short hair and never wears pretty dresses like Stephanie has on.”
“Joanne, the curly hair Stephanie had on Halloween and yesterday when she came to visit was definitely a wig, and I don’t know where she got such a good one, but I would say she is currently wearing a wig too.”
“Yes ma’am,” Stephanie stated. “My Aunt Jennifer took me to a wig shop yesterday.”
“A wig?” Joanne looked confused. “Stephanie’s wearing a wig?”
“Now apologize to Stephanie for how you treat her when she is dressed up as Daryl.”
“Sorry . . . Stephanie?”
“That does not sound like a very honest apology,” Mrs. Sterns glared at her daughter.
“But that isn’t Daryl Mommy, it can’t be. Stephanie’s NOT a boy. She can’t be.”
“Oh, and my little nine-year-old princess is such an expert on boys?”
“No, but I know girls. Stephanie is a girl. Not only is she a girl, but as Gwen would put it, she is a Girly Girl. Every dress I have seen her in had frills and lace. She wears girl colors, and plays with dolls and dress up. She was the perfect Princess on Halloween. Gwen doesn’t even like playing with Tomboys, but after trick-or-treating she asked me if I knew who Stephanie was so we could all get together and play. Stephanie can’t be a boy!”
Mrs. Sterns chuckled, “Well I think you are right Joanne, Stephanie is definitely NOT a boy.”
“Thank You,” Stephanie said with a big smile across her face.
“So let’s look at this another way Joanne,” Mrs. Sterns directed. “Tell me about Daryl. Could Daryl be a girl?”
“He’s a boy. He lines up with the boys. He has a boy name. He wears boy clothes. He even has a boy haircut. He has always been a boy.”
“But does Daryl act like a boy or like a girl?”
“The other boys say he hits and kicks like a girl,” Joanne admits. “In gym class, he can jump rope better than some of the girls in our class.”
“What does he do at recess,” Mrs. Sterns asked?
“Well, I don’t know. He is a Noper, I don’t play with him. He just sort of swings on the swings and goes on the jungle gym occasionally.”
Stephanie interjected, “Do any of the other boys swing on the swings or play on the jungle gym?”
“No, not really. Usually, only the girls play on them,” Joanne replied in deep thought.
Stephanie continued to get Joanne thinking, “What is Mrs. Farren always complaining about that the boys should be more like the girls.”
Joanne giggled, “She always tells the girls how nice their handwriting is, and the boys that they need to write neatly like the girls. She tells the boys to settle down and focus, but rarely says that to the girls.”
“What about Daryl,” Mrs. Sterns asked?
“He . . .” Joanne contemplated. “He . . . has nice writing like the girls . . . he, stays away from the boys and is never in trouble like they are.”
“So he is more like the girls than the boys at school,” Mrs. Sterns asked?
“Yeah, I guess so,” Joanne admitted.
Stephanie’s face lit up. She decided to expand the topic, “Do you ever see him at the park down the street when you go play?”
“Yeah, why?” Joanne inquired with a questioning look.
“What do the boys do at the park,” Stephanie asked?
“They play basketball or soccer. They play pirates or shoot them up games. Some of them wrestle. Even the little boys do this,” Joanne grimaced.
“Does Daryl ever play those games,” Mrs. Sterns asked?
“No, again he is usually on the swings or jungle gym. Occasionally I see him riding his bike around.”
“So does Daryl play like the girls or the boys,” Stephanie asked?
“Well more like the girls I guess.”
Mrs. Sterns smiled widely, “So Daryl could be a girl dressed up in a boy costume?”
“Yeah I guess, but why would any girl ever want to do that?”
“I didn’t have a choice. Everyone keeps calling me a boy and until Thursday I only had boy clothes to dress in. I . . . I didn’t have a choice,” Stephanie blurted out before the tears started to flow again.
Mrs. Sterns gave Stephanie a hug.
“Even once I had a dress, I couldn’t exactly go out like this,” Stephanie said taking her wig off. “I couldn’t play the jump rope games with you and the other girls. I couldn’t play with dolls when one of the girls brought them to school. I couldn’t wear pretty dresses on picture day. I couldn’t be me. Everyone just saw the boy Daryl. NO MORE. Daddy said costumes are only to be worn on Halloween. I don’t want to wear the Daryl costume anymore. I don’t want to. It is not fair. Mommy and Daddy make me wear the Daryl costume to school, but I am NOT going to wear it other times. It’s not fair.”
It took Mrs. Sterns several minutes to calm Stephanie down and get her to stop crying.
With the wig back on and the tears subsided, Mrs. Sterns settled the two girls in the living room and put on one of the American Girl movies. It kept both girls quiet for 90 minutes, giving them each time to think.
Throughout the movie, Stephanie knew she was being watched by Joanne. She also saw Mrs. Sterns come into the room a lot to look at her. Stephanie was convinced she did it again, she revealed the truth and now her parents would need to find a new babysitter. How was she going to explain this to Mom?
At the end of the movie Mrs. Sterns sent the two girls back to Joanne’s room to play. Joanne got up and after glaring at Stephanie, she went back to her room. Stephanie stayed on the couch.
“Stephanie go back and play with Joanne,” Mrs. Sterns said taking the DVD out of the player.
“I’ll just stay here.”
Mrs. Sterns looked at Stephanie, “What’s wrong dear?”
“Nothing,” Stephanie said without making eye contact. “I just don’t feel like playing.”
Mrs. Sterns put the DVD away and sat down next to Stephanie, “What are you worried about Stephanie?”
“Nothing.”
“You were having fun playing with Joanne earlier. Why don’t you go back and see what she is up to now.”
“No, that’s okay.”
Mrs. Sterns took Stephanie’s hands and looked straight into her eyes, “Stephanie, why don’t you want to play with Joanne anymore?”
“She doesn’t want to play with me.”
“What would make you think something so silly.”
“It’s okay Mrs. Sterns, I am used to doing nothing as the other kids play. I know when I am not welcome. I’m a Noper remember.”
“Joanne Elizabeth Sterns, get in here NOW!”
“What Mommy?” Joanne asked as she came back into the living room.
“Can you please explain to me why Stephanie believes you don’t want to play with her?”
“Maybe because I don’t,” Joanne sheepishly said.
“And why is that?”
“She’s a boy in a dress Mommy,” Joanne clearly explained.
“And you are a girl in pants. What’s your point young lady?”
“Stephanie’s a boy. That is just really really weird.”
“Before you knew about the connection between Stephanie and Daryl, you had no problem playing with Stephanie. She is still the same person. Are you?”
Joanne looked at her Mom and then at Stephanie.
“Young Lady, you are already scheduled to have a long talk with your father and me this evening about your inappropriate behavior towards Daryl and any other people you might have treated like non-people. Apparently, we now need to add a discussion about how you are treating Stephanie.”
“But Mom,” Joanne said confused by her mom not understanding.
“Don’t ‘But Mom’ me young lady. I am very disappointed in you at the moment.”
The room was silent.
“Joanne,” Mrs. Sterns broke the silence. “Go get your backpack and go to the kitchen table to work on your homework. Playtime is over for the rest of the day. When you are done with your homework you can think about how you have treated Stephanie today, and how you have treated her when she has been dressed up as Daryl. She is going to be here three days a week. I am going to make sure she has fun when she is here: with you or without you. Now go do your homework.”
Mrs. Sterns turned to Stephanie as Joanne went off to get her backpack, “I am sorry Stephanie. You do not deserve the treatment you have gotten. I need you to know you are safe in this house, and always welcome.”
Standing up and reaching out her hand, “Come with me Stephanie.”
Mrs. Sterns led Stephanie back to Joanne’s room. As they entered, Joanne was leaving with her backpack.
Stopping in front of the bookcase in the room, “I know you have homework to read twenty minutes every night. We have collected quite a collection of books for a little girl to enjoy. If most of your life you have been in your Daryl costume, I am sure you have never gotten to read many of them. I want you to view this like a lending library. Pick out two books and then come back to the living room to do your reading homework.”
Mrs. Sterns left the room while Stephanie looked through the books. She picked out a book called No Flying in the House, and a Fancy Nancy book. Taking the books, she returned to the living room and settled into the couch with her back to the kitchen. She didn’t want to see Joanne at the kitchen table working on her homework.
The Fancy Nancy book was read first, and despite her feelings, a few giggles escaped. It was a quick read, and Stephanie went on to the ‘No Flying in the House’ book. She was quickly getting pulled into the story when the front door opened.
“Hi, Joanne . . . Oh, you are not Joanne,” The man who walked through the door commented.
“No sir.”
“Then you must be Princess Stephanie.”
Frowning, Stephanie looked back down at the book before looking back at the man, “No sir. Just Stephanie.”
“Well, Stephanie, for starters you can call me George or Mr. Sterns, but sir is just a little too formal.”
“Sorry, sir. . . I mean Sorry Mr. Sterns.”
“Second Stephanie . . .”
“Welcome home Honey,” Mrs. Sterns said coming into the room.
Mr. Sterns kissed his wife and then looked back at Stephanie, “As I was saying Stephanie, as a girl, you are always a princess even if you don’t always feel like it inside.”
Stephanie gave Mr. Sterns a weak smile. She wanted to believe him, but the impending arrival of her Mother and possible need for her to get a new babysitter was weighing on her heavily.
“So where is the other little princess,” Mr. Sterns asked looking at his wife. “I figured the two would be running a raucous throughout the house.”
“Well, your daughter is doing her homework at the kitchen table. Apparently, she has been disrespectful to kids at school and has chosen to continue that disrespect in her interactions with Stephanie here. The two were fine together till she found out about Stephanie’s past.”
Looking at Stephanie, Mr. Sterns thought a moment before saying, “I am sorry Stephanie. Everyone deserves the right to be respected. I don’t know what Joanne’s issues are, but I will get to the bottom of it.”
Mr. Sterns looked to his wife.
“Stephanie,” Mrs. Sterns reinforced. “You are always welcome here. You have done nothing wrong. Joanne should never have treated you like a non-person at school and there is no excuse for her behaviors this afternoon. I am sure she will have a different view of things by the time you come on Wednesday.”
Mr. Sterns’ eyes went wide at his wife’s comment.
“You mean you will still be babysitting me?” Stephanie asked with shock.
“Of course I will,” Mrs. Sterns reassured her.
“Even though I wear a Daryl costume to school?”
“That doesn’t matter Stephanie,” Mrs. Sterns reassured her. Raising her voice she continued, “Joanne was wrong in how she has treated you as Daryl and her behavior this afternoon has also been inappropriate. Like I have said, you will be welcome here as Stephanie or as Daryl. If Joanne has a problem with that, she will be a very unhappy little girl while you and I have fun together.”
At recess the next morning Joanne approached Daryl on the swings, “Mommy says I have to apologize for treating you like a Noper. Sorry Daryl.”
“That’s okay Joanne.”
“Daddy said I have to play with you at recess all week.”
“You don’t have to Joanne, just go play with Gwen and Melissa like you always do.”
“No Daryl, I have to play with you. Daddy said I have to. Mommy is going to be asking you on Wednesday and Friday to make sure I am playing with you.”
“Go play with your friends Joanne,” Daryl said looking over at Gwen and Melissa getting a big jump rope out. “Don’t worry I will tell your mom we played together.”
“I have to play with you Daryl, Daddy said he was going to call Mrs. Farren to make sure we played together and to make sure I have been nice to you this week in class.”
“I’m sorry Joanne,” Daryl said looking down at the ground as he scraped his feet in the bark under the swing.
“So you think you are a girl trapped in a boy body?”
“Never really thought of it that way, but yeah, I guess that would describe it.”
“Daddy says that is not weird.”
“Just the way things are,” Daryl said still looking down at his feet.
“Daddy said people like you are girls in the brain and heart where it counts the most. I don’t understand, but Daddy said I would if I played with you all week. He said playing with you as Stephanie and as Daryl would teach me that you are the same no matter what you are wearing.”
“Joanne, just go play with your friends. I will be fine.”
“Not a chance in the world. I like all my toys. I am in trouble enough for treating you and Sally as Nopers.”
“How did they find out about Sally?”
Now Joanne looked down at her feet, “I had to tell them. Mommy said she would take away all my dresses and girl clothes and make me dress only in boy clothes if I didn’t tell them about all the kids I treated like non-people.”
“If they are making you play with me for a week, what are they going to do about Sally? She moved away this last summer?”
“I don’t want to talk about it. Come on Daryl. Melissa and Gwen have the jump rope and are waiting for me.”
“I can’t go play with them.”
“Why not? If you are really Stephanie, you would just be one of the girls. Anyways, Gwen said at Halloween that she wanted to play with ‘Princess Stephanie’ again.”
“But I am in my Daryl costume,” Daryl said in hushed tones. “Gwen doesn’t even play with the girls, like Candice, who play all the ball games with the boys. She will never play with me.”
“Melissa and I can’t out jump rope Gwen,” Joanne said with a devilish smile. “But, I bet you can. Come on Daryl. If we have to play together, we might as well have some fun.”
Joanne dragged Daryl off the swings and he followed her over to Gwen and Melissa.
“Joanne, what are you doing with Daryl?” Gwen asked as they approached.
“I thought he could jump rope with us today.”
“What,” Gwen asked in shock. “He is a boy and a Noper. We can’t play with him. I bet the Kindergarteners could jump rope more times than he can.”
“Tell you what Gwen,” Joanne stated. “If he can get through the Teddy Bear song, doing all the actions, then you will let him hang out with us this week.”
“Joanne!” Daryl exclaimed. “I’ve only done jump rope in Gym class. I can’t do your type of jump rope.”
“Come on Daryl, I bet you are better than Gwen.”
“Yeah, right. A boy better than me. Never going to happen,” Gwen said with arrogance.
“Then I guess you will not mind spinning the rope while Daryl jumps. He will jump all the way through and do all the actions.”
“Joanne!” Daryl was getting more and more scared as Joanne went on.
“Daryl,” Joanne turned to Daryl and asked. “Do you know the Teddy Bear chant?”
“He’s a boy. He isn’t going to know any of the Jump Rope Chants,” Gwen snided.
“Yeah,” Daryl reluctantly responded. “I know it.”
“In you go Daryl,” Joanne pushed Daryl towards the jump rope that Melissa and Gwen were starting up. “Who are you Daryl?”
Mouthing a response without saying it out loud, “I am Stephanie!”
Daryl watched the rope for two turns and then jumped in and started chanting:
Daryl got to the end of the song after acting out all the steps and still jumping rope. Gwen stopped the rope and turned to Joanne, “Fine he can jump, but he is not better than me. You think he is good, let’s see how good he is.”
Gwen started the rope back up causing Daryl to start jumping. She then shouted out ‘Cinderella’. All the girls and Daryl started chanting:
1 . . . 2 . . . 3 . . . 4 . . . 5 . . . 6. . .
Daryl managed to keep jumping till they reached 64.
“Wow, not even Erin can jump that long,” Melissa blurted out, only regretting it upon seeing Gwen’s expression.
“Fine,” Gwen pouted. “He CAN jump rope, that doesn’t mean we should have to play with a Noper. What are you going to do next Joanne, invite the Special Ed. kids to play with us?”
Melissa threw the rope down and walked over to the swings.
“Well now look what you have done Joanne,” Gwen glared at Joanne.
“Me? . . . Me? . . . Gwen you were the one that insulted Melissa. You know how sensitive she is about having to go to the Special Education room. How could you be so mean? Come on Daryl,” Joanne grabbed Daryl’s wrist and dragged him over to Melissa on the swings.
Melissa, Joanne, and Daryl swung together for the rest of recess. Gwen kept her distance. At lunch recess, Gwen tried to join Melissa, Joanne, and Daryl, but based upon Melissa’s reaction to her presence, Joanne told Gwen to get lost till she could be nice.
Daryl had fun at both recesses, but knew it was only happening because Joanne was being punished. He tried to remember all the feelings and actions so he could replay them in his head next week when he would be all alone again. He wasn’t even sure this would last till tomorrow, but for today . . . today Stephanie got to be at recess and be one of the girls, even if she was wearing a Daryl costume.
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Costumes By Teek Chapter 5 The Freak
© 2012 by Teek
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Chapter 5
The Freak
After school, Stephanie quickly changed and Mom promptly got her into the car for a therapy appointment. The trip to the appointment, and the grocery shopping afterwards were noticeably quiet to Stephanie. Mommy never asked about her day, didn’t ask about what Dr. Jones and she talked about, and didn’t talk about anything. Usually, Mom is asking tons of questions. Stephanie wanted to tell her about how good she did Jump Roping. She wanted to tell her about Joanne, Melissa, and her swinging so high that Melissa got scared and they all needed to slow down. She wanted to, but Mommy wasn’t asking about her day and was making it very clear she was in no mood to talk.
At dinner that night, Dad asked about her day. With a look at Mom, Stephanie just shrugged and took another bite of her dinner.
“Oh it couldn’t have been that bad,” Dad said looking between his two girls. “Are you still having trouble with the math that Mrs. Farren is giving you? Do you want my help tonight?”
“Math is fine. I only missed one problem on the paper we did today in class.”
“That is great Stephanie. What else happened today?” Dad queried.
“Joanne played with me at recess,” Stephanie said just before taking another bite.
Both parents looked at Stephanie and then at each other.
“Oh really,” Dad broke the silence. “What did the two of you do?”
“Her Mommy and Daddy made her play with me, but that is okay. We had fun. She has two friends; Gwen and Melissa. We did some Jump Rope games. I got all the way to sixty-four before I missed a jump. Melissa said that was even better than Erin can jump. Erin’s the best jumper in the school.”
“Wow, that is a lot of jumping,” Dad said. “Did you have fun?”
“It was great Daddy,” Stephanie said with glee. “I have always wanted to do Jump Roping with them, but I couldn’t. I know it was only for today because Joanne had to play with me, but we had fun.”
“Why did her parents make her play with you,” Mom asked?
“Because I’m a Noper. After jump roping, Gwen got mad at how good I did, so Melissa, Joanne, and I played on the swings without her. We kept going higher and higher till Melissa got scared, then we all slowed down. I even got to play with both of them during the second recess.”
“That does sound like you had a lot of fun,” Dad smiled.
“It was great Daddy.”
“Stephanie,” Dad hesitantly asked seeing how happy Stephanie was. “What is a Noper?”
Stephanie took another bite of her dinner and looked straight down at her plate. Under her breath, she said, “If you don’t have anything nice to say, don’t say anything at all.”
“Stephanie?”
“Nothing Daddy. It’s nothing.”
“Stephanie, if it was nothing then why did Joanne’s parents make her play with you. Now Stephanie tell me, what makes you a Noper?”
“Don’t worry Daddy, I am only a Noper when I am in my Daryl costume. I am NOT going to be a Noper as Stephanie. I am NOT.”
“And what exactly is a Noper young lady,” Dad pushed.
“Oh . . . well . . . it doesn’t matter Daddy.”
“Stephanie,” Daddy coaxed. “It does matter. You said you are a Noper, now tell me. What is a Noper?”
“A Noper is someone who no one likes and no one talks to and no one plays with and no one works with, and no one . . .” Stephanie held back crying. “I am a Noper in my Daryl costume. I will not be a Noper as Stephanie. Stephanie is NOT a Noper.”
A long discussion followed, as Dad pulled from a reluctant child, details of how Daryl is treated at school. How he has been treated for years, and what the reality of life is for his child while dressed in the Daryl costume. As Dad got more and more upset over how his son was treated at school, and how long this had been going on without him knowing about it, Stephanie continuously pleaded with him to do nothing. She didn’t want him to talk to the teacher or the principal, stating that it would only make things worse.
Before Stephanie was allowed to go back to her room, a phone call was placed to the Sterns’ house, to find out what they had discovered from Joanne. Stephanie found the conversation strange only being able to hear one side of it. Daddy didn’t say much, but the conversation went on for a while. After Daddy’s initial question and explanation as to why he was asking, the conversation that Stephanie could hear went along like, “I see. Uh – huh. No, you don’t have to do that. I see. No, I understand. I see. Yeah, probably will work. Interesting. No, we didn’t know about it either. I’ll be calling the principal in the morning. Yeah, that might be helpful. How many kids? Yeah, definitely bully behavior. No, I don’t blame Joanne, it is the teachers I blame. Thank You. Your help is appreciated. Thank You.”
Stephanie dreaded going to school tomorrow. Once the other kids found out she told on them, she would be the target of the bullies.
“Daddy, the other kids are not bullying me. Don’t call the principal. Please, Daddy.”
Dad went over to where Stephanie had settled into the couch. Taking both of her hands and looking her straight in the eyes, “Never be afraid to tell the truth Stephanie. The things the other kids have been doing to you is most definitely bullying behavior. It is against the law. The school needs to teach the kids appropriate behavior. I cannot stop the bullies, especially once they find out about the connection between Daryl and Stephanie. But, as your Dad, it is my job to make sure my baby girl is bullied as little as possible. No kid should be treated like a non-person. I have to talk to the principal to make sure you and the other kids being treated like non-people have a chance to be people at school.”
Dad hugged Stephanie and told her to go get dressed for bed. Stephanie looked over at Mommy sitting on the lounge chair. Mommy had been quiet during most of the discussion, and Stephanie, who wanted a hug from Mommy, for some strange reason felt this would be a bad time. Stephanie just turned and went down to her room.
At school on Wednesday, Daryl was surprised when Melissa said hi to him. He was surprised even more when looking for a pencil and Joanne offered one to Daryl. At recess, he found Melissa and Joanne playing with him again. Gwen didn’t join them. The three of them occasionally saw Gwen looking over at them, but she never approached.
Daryl didn’t understand why Melissa and Joanne were being so nice to him. He knew Joanne needed to play with him this week, but Melissa didn’t have that requirement. Why were they being nice to him? He liked it, but didn’t understand why?
In the afternoon, Mrs. Farren asked everyone to pair up with someone for a project. Daryl hated when she said this, for he would always end up at the end with Mrs. Farren forcing someone to be his partner. This time, however, both Melissa and Joanne attempted to be his partner. Melissa got there first. The two of them watched as Joanne attempted to be Gwen’s partner.
Gwen, seeing Joanne coming, turned and grabbed the first person next to her, “Billy, you’re going to be my partner.”
Joanne ended up with Elwood. He was rude to everyone, causing both Melissa and Daryl to shudder when they saw the match. Daryl knew he probably should have ended up with Elwood, and as he sat down to work with Melissa, he expressed to her how he was sorry Joanne ended up with Elwood instead of himself. Melissa reassured him that Joanne was strong and could stand up for herself.
Daryl found Melissa a great partner. He enjoyed doing the project, something he rarely got to do on partner projects. Even through some laughter and giggling, the two finished the project before the end of the time period.
After school, there was a quick change and Stephanie headed over to Joanne’s house. On the way over she thought about the day. Joanne and Melissa were being friendly today. It felt nice. The group project with Melissa was actually fun, Joanne had tried to be his partner too. She didn’t need to do that as part of the deal made with her dad. Did she? Was she actually making friends while dressed in his Daryl costume? Stephanie looked down at her pink coat, her dress with lace at the hem, tights with snowflakes on them, and Mary-Jane shoes. With a smile, she skipped her way down the sidewalk. Another wonderful element of the day is that no one got in trouble for Noper issues, so she hoped Daddy had forgotten to call the principal. As Stephanie approached Joanne’s porch, she tried to figure out how to apologize for Joanne getting stuck with Elwood.
Just as Stephanie was about to press the doorbell, she stopped in her tracks upon hearing Joanne, “Mom, it’s not fair. Why do I have to lose Gwen as a friend just because you make me play with the class freak? Today I had to work with Elwood. Elwood Mom! Gwen wouldn’t have me as a partner and Melissa was working with the freak.”
“Joanne Elizabeth Sterns, Stephanie is not a freak and if I hear you refer to her again like that, you will find your punishment lasting longer and impacting you more.”
“But MOM! You don’t have to listen to the comments the other kids are saying to me for playing with Daryl. If I have to continue playing with him, I will be a Noper by the end of the week. It’s not fair. My life at school is over and with you babysitting the freak after school, my life at home is destroyed too.”
A tear started coming down Stephanie’s face, screaming so she could be heard from inside the house she proclaimed before storming off, “Fine, I’ll go home so you don’t have to play with the freak!”
Stephanie had reached the park entrance when she heard Mrs. Sterns screaming for her to come back. This only made Stephanie run faster. Upon reaching her house, it took Stephanie three attempts to get the key into the lock, but she was finally safe at home. Shutting the door, she went straight to her room and collapsed on the bed in tears. It wasn’t long before Mrs. Sterns and Joanne were walking in the back door, looking for Stephanie.
“Stephanie,” Mrs. Sterns called out as she started to search the house. “Stephanie. Where are you sweetie?”
It didn’t take Mrs. Sterns long to find Stephanie lying on her bed. Mrs. Sterns sat down by her side rubbing her back. It took a while to calm the little girl down, but eventually, she had Stephanie sitting up in bed, cuddling Melanie, with no tears coming down.
“Joanne, I believe you have something to say,” Mrs. Sterns glared at her daughter.
“I am sorry Stephanie.”
“Uhh-hummm,” Mrs. Sterns cleared her throat.
“I am sorry Stephanie for calling you a freak and saying it was your fault Gwen doesn’t want to play with me anymore.”
“I am a freak.”
“You are not Stephanie,” Mrs. Sterns hugged her. “You’re just a little girl trying to find her place in the world, in a world that doesn’t understand.”
Looking around the room for the first time, Mrs. Sterns smiled, “You have a very nice room Stephanie. Let’s get that coat off you. I think the two of you should play here for a little bit.”
Joanne for the first time started looking around the room as her Mom worked on getting Stephanie’s coat off, “But this can’t be Stephanie’s room. This is a girl’s room. Stephanie is a boy.”
“I am certain this is Stephanie’s room,” Mrs. Sterns commented while taking Stephanie’s coat and standing up. “Isn’t it Stephanie?”
“Uh-huh”
Joanne walked around the room getting a closer look at the various things in it. Stephanie just stayed on the bed hugging Melanie.
“Look Mom, she has a Molly doll,” Joanne said with surprise. “I have an Emily doll Stephanie. I asked for a Molly doll for my birthday, but didn’t get one. Did you know Emily and Molly are best friends?”
It didn’t take long for the two girls to start playing with the toys. Mrs. Sterns stayed in the room just long enough to know they were playing together and not fighting.
“Well girls,” Mrs. Sterns said coming back into the room an hour later. “I need to start dinner, so we need to switch houses.”
“Oh, Mom,” Joanne whined. “Do we have to go now?”
“I know of one little girl who is going to be very hungry shortly unless I can make something for her to eat. So yes, we have to leave now. Also, your Dad is going to be worried if he gets home before we do. Grab your coats, and don’t forget Joanne, you have something you need to do as soon as we get back.”
Upon hearing that last statement, Joanne dropped the toy in her hand and with her head hung low, went over to the bed to get her coat. She was quiet the whole walk back. Upon entering her house she slowly took her coat off and hung it up. Under non-verbal prompting from her Mom, Joanne made her way back to her bedroom.
“Stay here Stephanie,” Mrs. Sterns said putting a hand on her shoulder. “Joanne will be back in a minute.”
Joanne returned with a gift in hand, “Stephanie . . . I am sorry I treated you like a Noper. This cannot make up for me being a bully, but please accept it as part of my apology.”
Stephanie looked up at Mrs. Sterns, who gestured for her to take the present.
“Thank You,” Stephanie hesitantly said taking the gift.
After being prompted by Mrs. Sterns to open the gift, Stephanie opened the package. Stephanie’s eyes went wide as she saw and felt the fabric of a lovely dress. She felt the dress, trying to picture herself in it, and wondering which shoes would go best with it. Next to the dress she found a Barbie, with fairy wings, sitting on top of a unicorn. This she recognized from when she was over playing on Monday.
Confused, Stephanie asked, “On Monday you said this Barbie was your favorite. Why you giving it to me?”
Joanne just put her head down.
“Tell her Joanne,” Mrs. Sterns prompted. “Tell Stephanie why you are giving away five of your favorite things.”
“I . . . I treated you as a Noper for two years and Sally for three. Daddy says I was mean and made you sad. I lose one thing that makes me happy for every year I made someone else sad. So . . .”
“Go on Joanne,” Mrs. Sterns pushed.
“The dress and doll are two of my favorites and they make me happy. I can’t go back and change what I did, but maybe these will make you happy like they made me happy.”
“I can’t take these.”
Joanne looked hopeful.
“Stephanie,” Mrs. Sterns stated. “Joanne is being punished for being a bully to you and Sally.”
“But she didn’t tease me like some of the other kids.”
“That may be,” Mrs. Sterns explained. “But, what she did was bully behavior, and she knows better than to bully other children. Joanne has already lost these things. Nothing will change that. She had to pick her ten most favorite things and five of them were chosen to make you and someone else happy. We don’t know where Sally is, so the things that would go to her are going to a shelter to help some little girl be happy when life is hard. Joanne chose those two gifts to go to you. They are yours Stephanie.”
“Oh,” Stephanie said looking between Joanne, Mrs. Sterns, and the box.
Stephanie put the lid back on the box. She put it by the front door before going with Joanne back to her room.
Once in the bedroom, “I am sorry Joanne. You can have the dress and Barbie back.”
“No, I can’t. Daddy won’t even let me ask for any of the things for Christmas. He was really mad. When he finds out what I did this afternoon, I’m gonna be in more trouble.”
“I’m sorry Joanne,” Stephanie said sitting down at Joanne’s vanity.
Joanne sat on her bed looking at Stephanie adjusting her hair in the mirror, “You really are a girl aren’t you? Gwen does the same thing every time she sits there. And how you reacted to that dress, when you saw the dress I gave you, you lit up, just like I did the first time I saw it. And your bedroom, that isn’t a boy’s room.”
“I am who I am Joanne. I just want to be one of the girls, but all you and other can see is the Daryl costume, even when I am not wearing it.”
Joanne chuckled, “On Halloween, Gwen thought you were one of the girls, and you act just like Gwen at times. You’re so girly girl, liking frills and lace. It makes you seem so silly dressed in your Daryl costume when I watch you playing with Melissa at school. In a lot of ways you are just like Melissa. You’re so strong, but you just walk away when things get tough. You know, she would love the Disney Princess toys and dolls you have in your room. Gwen keeps saying she’s too big for them, that only little kids play with Princess toys, but she plays with them every time she is at Melissa’s house.”
“I’m like both Gwen and Melissa?”
Joanne giggled, “Yeah, I guess you are. You’re both my friends wrapped up in one package with a little Daryl mixed in.”
“I wish Daryl had never existed.”
“Mommy says we used to play together when we were Preschoolers. If you were a girl then we would have grown up playing together.”
“I got my name of Stephanie playing dress-up when we were Preschoolers, and I did my first Halloween as Stephanie in Kindergarten. I went as Aurora.”
“Really?”
“Yeah, I still have the costume.”
“I was Aurora one year for Halloween when I was little too.”
Stephanie turned back to the mirror, “Did you wear your hair up in high pigtails when you were little?”
“Of course, didn’t we all? Several of my school pictures are with my hair in Pigtails. Nowadays most of the girls wear their pigtails more like you have it now, braided and coming down the back or side of their head. Some like Melissa still like wearing them high on the head.”
“Mommy always had my hair cut short just before school pictures.”
Joanne saw Stephanie’s face reflected in the mirror. It looked sad. She tried to imagine getting her hair cut really short just before school pictures each year and shuddered.
“Stephanie,” Joanne inquired. “Have you ever worn your hair in high pigtails?”
“No,” Stephanie said still looking in the mirror.
“Can you?”
Stephanie turned and looked at Joanne.
“Well, it’s a wig right,” Joanne inquired. “Is it stuck in that hairstyle, or can we change it?”
“It wasn’t like this when Aunt Jennifer bought the wig. The lady in the wig shop put it like this when I said I wanted pigtails.”
“You wanted the other type of pigtails, didn’t you, the type that come out the top of your head,” Joanne put her hands in fists and stuck them high on each side of her head above the ears.
Stephanie nodded her head up and down.
“Well then, let’s change it.”
“I don’t have any experience with girl hairstyles. I was going to practice on my Molly doll before I tried something with my hair.”
“Well, I have experience putting my hair in all types of styles. I need Mommy’s help with some of them, but I can do simple things.”
Joanne and Stephanie took out the braids in Stephanie’s hair and started playing. Many different styles were attempted before Stephanie’s Mom showed up to take her home. They quickly put her hair in a high ponytail with a pink scrunchie, before Stephanie went out to meet her Mom.
When Stephanie and Joanne came around the corner giggling Mrs. Meyers frowned, “Come on Stephanie. We have to get going. Your father and I have an appointment after school tomorrow, so you two can play again tomorrow.”
“Bye Joanne,” Stephanie said putting her coat on and grabbing the present.
“Bye Stephanie,” Joanne and Mrs. Sterns said together as Mrs. Meyers rushed Stephanie out the door.
After dinner, Stephanie was in her bedroom playing with her Barbie dolls when she started to hear Mom and Dad talking in the living room.
“James, what are we going to do?”
“We are not going to do anything. Now calm down. There isn’t a problem here.”
“Not a Problem! Not a Problem? What are you talking about? Our son is in there wearing a dress and playing with Barbie Dolls. He is starting to make friends dressed up as Stephanie, and now you say we should let him go to your Parent’s house for Thanksgiving dressed as a girl.”
Stephanie’s smile grew, looked at Barbie’s little sister Chelsea in her hand, and said, “Stephanie is going to Grandma’s for Thanksgiving.”
“James, he was supposed to get tired of this by now. He isn’t. In fact, I think he is more convinced he is a girl now than he was a week ago. This isn’t going how it’s supposed to.”
“How it’s supposed to? What are you talking about?”
“Letting him play out his fantasy for a while, he was supposed to realize how ridiculous this all is. Why in the world isn’t he getting tired of this by now? We can’t bring a freak to Thanksgiving dinner. How can you even think of doing such a thing?”
Stephanie crawled up onto her bed and grabbed Melanie. Sitting up, resting her chin on her knees, she listened to the conversation.
“Our child is NOT a freak. Be careful when you say that. You wouldn’t want her to hear you say that.”
“Even you’re doing it. You are calling Daryl as she. ‘Your Child’ is a boy named Daryl, not a girl named Stephanie. I shouldn’t have let Jennifer get him all that stuff. I should have put down my foot and insisted he go to Mrs. Sterns’ house dressed as Daryl. You’re to blame for all of this nonsense James. If you hadn’t talked me into letting him dress as Princess Aurora that first Halloween, we wouldn’t be in this situation now.”
Dad laughed, “You truly believe Stephanie wouldn’t have shown up if we had refused the Halloween dress up? Mary, at times your thinking really does miss the logic in a situation. Our child, whether we like it or not, is Stephanie. I don’t like it, but I have reluctantly accepted it. If you think about it Mary, Stephanie has been our child his . . . her, oh these pronouns . . . her entire life. We were the ones not seeing it. Our child over the last week has been a joy to have around. She is so happy and vibrant. She hasn’t been like this since she was a Preschooler. Do you really want to go back to having a sad depressed child?”
“But James, he can’t live a normal life like this. He will never have a family or children of his own. He will always be ridiculed and harassed, and we will too. I am already getting comments from the neighbors. It’s not natural James. We can’t raise him like this.”
“Natural . . . hmmm . . . he was born from us and grew up in a society and family that encouraged him to be the boy biology says he is. Yet even with all of that he is a she in mind and soul. We did not do anything to cause him to be Stephanie, she just naturally developed that way. Sounds like it just Naturally happened. Stephanie has made a choice to go with her heart and mind, which both tell her she is a girl. Now we need to make a choice. Dr. Jones has made it very clear. Suicide is a very high possibility if we make the wrong choice. We can support our daughter, love her, and help her develop into a proper young lady, if that is what she wants to do. Or, we can force our son to be a man. If the last week is any indication of what our child’s emotional state is like as a girl, I will tell you right now I will let her be a girl. I want a happy child, and we didn’t exactly have that before. Did you listen at all to anything Stephanie said last night about how she is treated by the other kids at school? Let’s face reality Mary, she is treated that way because she is made to act like and be a boy at school.”
“He’s been happy growing up!”
“You mean he enjoyed doing some things, but was he happy in life? I don’t think he was, but as Stephanie, he is starting to find joy in life. I am going to support her in whatever decision she makes. What are you going to do Mary?”
“I . . . I . . .”
Tight in a ball hugging Melanie, Stephanie tried to hear more but couldn’t. After a few minutes, she heard the front door open and close.
Not long afterwards Dad came into Stephanie’s bedroom. Finding her in a bundle on the bed, he went over and cuddled her.
“Sorry Stephanie, I was hoping you didn’t hear all of that, but I guess you did.”
Daddy hugged Stephanie tight, “Mommy and I love you dear. We both do dearly.”
“Only in my Daryl costume,” Stephanie got out as tears started down.
“Oh Stephanie, we love you no matter what you choose to wear or who you choose to be. We are your parents and we may not always like some of the choices you make, but we BOTH will always Love you. Nothing you can do will stop me from loving you with all my heart and Mommy is the same way.”
“I am a freak, aren’t I? Joanne said it and Mommy said it. Mrs. Tellbore won’t babysit me anymore because of how much of a freak I am. The kids at school know it. I’m just a freak boy in a dress that people will only play with if they are forced to.”
Stephanie cuddled into Daddy and cried herself to sleep that night in Daddy’s arms.
In the morning, Stephanie stood looking at her dresser. She had opened up the top drawer. It was time to get dressed again in the Daryl costume; no panties, no tights, and no dresses. No Stephanie allowed. Taking her wig off the wig stand, Stephanie looked at it. Gently putting it on top of her tights, she slowly closed the top drawer.
“I can’t be Stephanie anymore,” Stephanie declared.
She opened the bottom drawer which contained her boy underwear and other elements of the Daryl costume. She was convinced that this was necessary to be loved by Mommy. Stephanie slowly covered herself up with the Daryl costume and attempted to get into the make-believe roll of being a boy. Before turning the corner to the kitchen, Stephanie took a deep breath, chanted in her head ‘I am a boy named Daryl, I am a boy named Daryl’, and put a fake smile on her face.
“Morning Mom,” Daryl said sitting down at the table.
Mrs. Meyer’s looked at her son and smiled, “Morning Daryl. Grape or Strawberry jelly this morning?”
“Grape.”
Daryl ate his breakfast and then went to watch TV before needing to leave for school. While flipping through the channels he stopped for a moment on Strawberry Shortcake, his smile faded as he kept flipping till landing on a Pokemon episode. He watched in silence till Mom pushed him out the door for school. The morning at school went like any other Daryl morning, except for Melissa saying hi to him before the morning pledge.
At morning recess Melissa and Joanne were waiting for him when he came out.
“Come on Daryl,” Joanne stated. “Melissa wants to play on the big slide.”
“You don’t have to play with me today, Joanne,” Daryl commented while walking by. “I am going to go play soccer with the other boys.”
“But Daryl?”
“Don’t worry I’ll tell your mom we played together. Now go play with Gwen. Trust me Joanne, as one who doesn’t have any; I know how important friends are.”
Melissa looked at Joanne with a quizzical look before looking back at Daryl heading towards the crowd of boys forming on the field.
Standing in the crowd of boys as they split into two teams, Daryl quickly found himself in front of Elwood who was dividing everyone up.
“What you doing here dweeb?”
“I want to play soccer. What side should I go to?”
“Get lost Noper,” Elwood stated as the other boys started to crowd around.
“I just want to play soccer Elwood.”
“Go back and play with the girls. I bet prissy Gwen over there could hit a soccer ball better than you could. Maybe if you wore a dress to school tomorrow, she will let you play dollies with her. Now get lost dweeb, no Nopers allowed here and definitely no girls.”
Everyone promptly turned around when they heard the recess monitor, “Elwood, bully behavior is not allowed.”
“I wasn’t being a bully. I was just helping my pal Daryl here understand a problem we did in math this morning. Yes, Daryl, you had to multiply the first two numbers and then add the third to get the answer.”
“Save your lies for the principal. I heard everything you said to Daryl. Now get over to the Time-Out wall. I will be letting the principal know everything after recess.”
Elwood pushed Daryl as he walked away, “Thanks Dweeb, if it wasn’t for you, I would be playing soccer.”
The recess monitor turned to Daryl, “You okay Daryl?”
“I’m fine.”
“Break it up everyone,” the recess monitor said to the collected crowd.
The boys grabbed the soccer ball and started playing.
“Why don’t you go play somewhere else on the playground,” the monitor said to Daryl. “I don’t think some of Elwood’s friends would be nice to you at the moment.”
Daryl put his head down and started towards the mostly empty swings. Passing Gwen, Melissa, and Joanne starting up a jump rope chant, he gave them a glance and kept walking.
“Daryl,” Joanne called out. “Come on and join us.”
“Gwen doesn’t want me to play, and you Joanne don’t really want me playing with you either. I know you have only been playing with me because your dad made you. Well, I don’t need your pitty. You don’t have to play with me anymore. I will tell your mom that you did. You play with people who make you happy, not a freak like me.”
Daryl was gone before any of them could react. He settled in on one of the swings with no one on either side and just rocked back and forth with his foot. It wasn’t long before Melissa came over and sat down on the swing next to Daryl.
“What are you doing here?” Daryl huffed.
“I decided to play with my friend.”
“Well, they're over there, go play with them.”
“No silly,” Melissa added. “You.”
Daryl stopped his swing and looked at Melissa, “Me?”
“Yes, you. I know when one of my friends is feeling down. I have been there a lot. What happened?”
“Oh nothing, Elwood was just being Elwood.”
“He can be a pain, but what made you go play with them? You haven’t played with them all year.”
“I had to. I have to be a boy or Mommy won’t love me.”
“Now you’re just being silly Daryl. Your Mommy will always love you. Mommy’s have to, it’s like a law or something.”
“I wish that was true.”
They swung for a bit in silence.
“Why are you being nice to me Melissa? Didn’t you get the memo, I’m a Noper.”
Melissa chuckled, “Didn’t you get the memo, I don’t read that good. I can’t really read the memos when they come out. Anyways, if I paid attention to the memos, I would be wearing diapers and spending my day in the Preschool room with the other babies.”
“Sorry, Melissa.”
“Don’t apologize, you didn’t do anything. Joanne has been teaching me how to ignore the other kids when they tease me or call me names. Maybe she can give you some lessons too.”
“Joanne doesn’t like me . . . either me,” Daryl said looking down at his feet.
“She likes you Daryl. When I left them, she was trying to convince Gwen to let you play with us. She was giving a long list of your good qualities.”
“She’s just doing that because she got in trouble for treating me as a Noper. Her Dad is making her. She doesn’t really like me.”
“I never understood why she went along with the Noper stuff when it came to you and Sally. I think she did it first to impress Gwen, but the funny thing is, Gwen never cared who was a Noper or not. She just doesn’t like boys or anyone who acts like a boy. But by now I know Joanne fairly well, what she is doing at the moment with Gwen has nothing to do with her Dad’s punishment. She has done it for me with Gwen before. She does this for her friends.”
The two of them swung in silence.
“They are an interesting pair,” Melissa said watching Joanne and Gwen. “But deep down, they are both real nice, just like you. Look at them Daryl. I bet Joanne is still over there trying to convince Gwen we should all play together.”
“Melissa,” Daryl inquired. “If I was a girl in a frilly dress, would Gwen have any problems playing with me?”
“Other than constantly making you endure repeated attempts for her to break your jump roping records, she would accept you as just one of the girls. Too bad you don’t have any frilly dresses to wear.”
“Yeah, too bad,” Daryl said avoiding eye contact. He swung a little bit more in silence before jumping off his swing, “I’ll be right back Melissa.”
Daryl ran over to Joanne and pulled her aside, “Play date with Gwen and Melissa, after school on Friday at your house?”
“Daryl I can’t do that. Mommy is babysitting Stephanie on Friday after school.”
“Exactly, if we can’t play together because I am in my boy costume, why can’t we play together when I am being me?” Daryl smiled at her. “Joanne, friends try to help each other by finding ways to make it all work, even if one friend is a freak. Thanks.”
Daryl ran back to Melissa. He hopped on the swing and started going as fast as possible, avoiding Melissa’s inquiries as to what he had said to Joanne.
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Costumes By Teek Chapter 6 Standing Tall
© 2012 by Teek
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Chapter 6
Standing Tall
After school at the Sterns’, Stephanie was playing with Joanne’s Polly Pockets on the living room floor while Joanne and her Mom discussed the day.
“There were two school assemblies in the afternoon; one for the little kids and one for us. The principal was really mad. He said ten parents had called him this week complaining about the bullying problem at school. He said bullying would no longer be tolerated in any form at school. There was even a policeman there who said the police would not allow bullying away from school and kids could go to jail for bullying.”
“A policeman, really,” Mrs. Sterns pondered.
“Yeah, I think he was some type of Indian,” Joanne said.
“An Indian? Why do you think that?”
“Well, all the adults kept calling him Chief.”
“The Chief of Police?”
“Uh-huh, that’s it.”
“Sweetie, that is a rank. It means he is the person in charge of all the other police officers. Interesting, they had the Chief of Police come and talk to you kids. They must finally be getting serious about these issues,” Mrs. Sterns said. “You said ten parents had called? We only talked to three other parents, I guess the word spread. Joanne, did the principal say treating people as a Noper was bullying?”
“Yeah, he said . . .” Joanne thought for a moment. “Stephanie how did he phrase it?”
“Uhhhh . . .” Stephanie started, paused and then started again in her best Principal imitation, “giving someone the Noper treatment is considered bullying and will be grounds for suspension just as much as teasing, fighting, and intimidation are. I view Noper treatment as one of the worst type of bullying behavior. You don’t have to like everyone, but you have to treat everyone with respect. Treating someone like they are not even a person is not respectful. Everyone deserves to be respected and treated like a valued individual. It doesn’t matter how someone is different, because the reality is, it is the differences in us all that make this world such a wonderful place to live. Noper treatment ends here and now.”
“Wow Stephanie, you remembered all that.”
“Yeah, well, as a Noper, it was the most important part to me.”
Mrs. Sterns looked at the two girls, “And what did you learn from his speech Joanne?”
“That I am lucky you and Daddy found out about how I treated Daryl before the Principal did.”
“Really Joanne, that is what you learned from the speech?” Mrs. Sterns said raising her eyebrows.
“I could say that I learned that it is bad to be mean to a freak, because sometimes they can be a good friend who can help you out of a bad situation. I can’t though, because the principal didn’t teach me that Daryl did earlier in the day.”
“What did I do,” Stephanie asked?
“You got Gwen talking to me again. She’s still mad at me but she is talking to me. Oh, that reminds me,” Joanne looked at her Mom. “Mom, can Gwen and Melissa come over tomorrow after school?”
Mrs. Sterns turned towards Stephanie, “I’m not sure that is a good idea while Stephanie is here. She might not be ready for a full girl attack.”
“But it was her idea Mommy.”
“What?”
“Yes Mrs. Sterns,” Stephanie responded. “I figured Gwen would play with Joanne again and maybe include me at school if she got to know the real me.”
“Stephanie this could go really bad,” Mrs. Sterns looked between the two girls. “Melissa and Gwen might react really bad and stop being Joanne’s friend all together. They might also tell everyone at school about you.”
“I’m okay with it Mom, can they come over?”
Stephanie took a deep breath and stood up, “I AM STEPHANIE. I have to wear a stupid Daryl costume to school, and if other people find out . . . they will only be finding out the truth, and Mommy says to always tell the truth.”
“But Stephanie, this is different.”
“No Mrs. Sterns it’s not. I am Stephanie! Some people are not going to like me because of that, like Mommy, but it doesn’t change the truth. I AM STEPHANIE, and Daryl is just a costume. Melissa said she was my friend today, and no one is forcing her to play with me. If I want to play with Melissa, I need Gwen and Joanne to like me too.”
“I see,” Mrs. Sterns said. “But what if Melissa stops wanting to play with you once she finds out Daryl is just a costume?”
“Mrs. Sterns, I am a Noper. The other kids did that to me, but as Daryl, I let it happen and I let it continue. You wrecked everything Mrs. Sterns, so now I have to do this.”
“What, how did I wreck everything for you Stephanie?”
“Mrs. Sterns, I was a Noper for so long I didn’t remember anything different. You forced Joanne to play with me at recess and we had fun. If I do nothing, next week I will be alone again. I . . . I don’t want to be alone again. I can’t be alone again. As Daryl, I would never fight to have a friend. As Stephanie, I . . . I . . . I have to be me. I have to fight. If Melissa, Gwen, and Joanne don’t want to play with me anymore when they find out, then I will be alone again. If I do nothing, I will be alone again. But maybe, one of them will want to play with me. If I don’t try, I deserve the Noper label. Stephanie is going to have friends, so Stephanie has to try!”
“What about the other kids Stephanie,” Mrs. Sterns inquired. “If they find out, things are going to be hard for you as a boy at school.”
“You mean one of the kids might say something like, ‘I should wear a dress to school and play dollies with Gwen and Joanne.’ Then call me names, insult me, and exclude me from playing with them.”
“Yes Stephanie, that and worse. Kids can be cruel to other children who are different.”
“Mrs. Sterns, today at recess Elwood said and did all of that. I don’t have to let them know Daryl is just a costume to get teased.”
“Wow, that’s what happened.” Joanne commented.
Mrs. Sterns looked at her daughter, “I thought you and Stephanie told me that the two of you played together at each recess?”
“Well, ummm, you see. . .”
“Mrs. Sterns, it’s not Joanne’s fault. It’s mine. I told her I didn’t want to play with her today and then went to go play soccer with the boys. Elwood wouldn’t let me. Once he got in trouble for bullying me, Joanne tried to play with me. I told her to play with her friends not me. We didn’t play together but for the rest of recess she tried to get Gwen to let me play with them. Melissa came over and swung with me.”
“I see,” Mrs. Sterns said while staring at her daughter. “We will talk about this as a family tonight.”
“Sorry Joanne,” Stephanie apologized. “I won’t do it again tomorrow. After getting Elwood suspended . . .”
“You got Elwood suspended! So that’s why the Principal wanted to see you before lunch.”
“He wanted to know what happened at recess. He then asked a gazillion questions about how the other kids treat me at school. Some of the parents who called him said their kids had bullied a kid named Daryl. He wanted to know if it was me.”
“Is there anyone else named Daryl in our school?” Joanne inquired.
“There is a Kindergartener.”
Stephanie picked up one of the Polly Pockets and changed the outfit, “I just hope I don’t get beaten up tomorrow.”
“Stephanie, why would that happen?” Mrs. Sterns asked.
“Some of Elwood’s friends beat kids up.”
“I am sure nothing is going to happen,” Mrs. Sterns said getting down and hugging Stephanie. “Especially after the assembly.”
Stephanie played with the Polly Pockets.
“You know Joanne,” Stephanie said while still focusing on the Polly Pockets. “We could follow Elwood’s advice. How many of the girls in our class do you think have an American Girl doll?”
“All of them. What advice?”
“We tell all the girls tomorrow to bring their American Girl dolls on Monday. I will wear my fancy purple dress. Monday recess will be lots of fun.”
“Stephanie,” Mrs. Sterns inquired. “Haven’t you promised your parents and Dr. Jones that you will go to school in your Daryl costume?”
“It would be fun though. A girl can dream, can’t she?”
Mrs. Sterns gave Stephanie another hug, “Dream away little one, but don’t actually do it before you get permission. I also think it is too early to have Gwen and Melissa over. The risk is too big for potential disaster. I know you girls don’t see it, but I don’t think it is time for other kids to find out yet. Your Mom and Dad probably would not want other kids playing over here either.”
Stephanie played with the Poly Pockets for a bit. Joanne came down on the floor to join her. Mrs. Sterns stayed for a while but then went off to do her own thing in another room.
“Joanne,” Stephanie said looking at the doll in her hand. “If your Mom won’t let Gwen and Melissa come over because they do not know the secret, then I just have to tell them the secret.”
“But Mommy said . . .”
“Your Mom just doesn’t want to get in trouble with my Mom and Dad. If I tell them at school while wearing my Daryl costume, your Mom will have no reason why Gwen and Melissa can’t come over. Then if my Mom and Dad get mad, they will be mad at me. Not your Mom.”
“Don’t do something Stephanie that gets you in trouble.”
“My Mommy already hates me Joanne, and they are punishing me by making me wear the Daryl costume. Don’t worry, I have been a Noper and forced to wear a Daryl costume for years. I can handle whatever they do to me, but I have to fix what I did to you. You lost Gwen as a friend because of me. It doesn’t matter what happens to me, but I don’t want to be why you lost your friends.”
The girls continued to play for over an hour before being told to work on their homework.
Joanne and Stephanie were trying different hair styles in an effort to find what Stephanie would wear when she met Gwen and Melissa. They were not sure when it would happen, but Stephanie was certain that it would be soon and wanted to be ready. Some that they tried made it too easy for someone to tell she was wearing a wig, and others didn’t work at all with the wig. They did manage to find a few that would work.
“Girls,” Mr. Sterns said coming into Joanne’s bedroom. “Time for dinner.”
“I’m eating dinner here?”
“Your Dad called and said their appointment with Dr. Jones lasted longer than they thought, so they will pick you up after dinner.”
Joanne quickly finished braiding Stephanie’s high pigtails and they both went to dinner.
“That’s a good look for you Stephanie,” Mrs. Sterns said as the two came to the dining room table. “It reminds me of when Joanne was little and let me do her hair like that. She always insisted on ribbons and bows to tie off the pigtails. I think we still have them if you want me to put some in your hair after dinner.”
“MOM! We’re not six.”
Stephanie, with a big smile, was in her own little world as they all sat down to eat.
“Stephanie . . . Stephanie,” Joanne repeated. “Earth to Stephanie.”
“What?” Stephanie said looking around at everyone.
“If you want to look like a Preschooler, the dress Grandma gave me for my birthday would be perfect for you.”
“Joanne! The dress isn’t that bad,” Mrs. Sterns reprimanded.
“Mom, it has puffy sleeves.”
“You looked soooooo cute in it.”
“Seriously Mom?”
“Maybe,” Stephanie hesitantly said. “I could try it on.”
“Sounds like something fun to do tomorrow afternoon,” Mrs. Sterns said.
“Don’t do it Stephanie,” Joanne warned. “She’ll want to take pictures of you looking like a little kid.”
“I don’t have any pictures of me as a little girl. Mommy wouldn’t take pictures of me in my Halloween costumes over the years.”
“Not one picture,” Mrs. Sterns asked?
“Nope, not one. Mommy and Daddy always said I could only be Stephanie on Halloween as long as no one found out. Stephanie had to stay hidden away in the Halloween box. I could only open the Halloween box on Halloween, so they said there was no reason to take pictures.”
The room went silent. After a few minutes, Mr. Sterns started dishing up the food. It was a while into the meal before the silence was broken by conversation. Stephanie stayed silent, except when she was asked a direct question. Shortly after dinner, Stephanie’s dad showed up to take her home.
“Thanks Sarah,” James said as Stephanie got on her coat. “Your help in watching Stephanie is greatly appreciated. Dr. Jones wants to see us together the first Thursday of each month, are you sure that will be okay?”
“It’s not a problem James. Stephanie is a sweet girl to have around. Whenever you need a sitter, just let me know.”
“I’ll keep that in mind. We have certain problems getting sitters for her,” Mr. Meyer’s said before turning to Stephanie. “Come on Princess, let’s go home.”
“Mommy in the car?”
“No, Stephanie. She decided to go visit Aunt Jennifer for the night.”
“Will she come back if I put Stephanie back in the Halloween box?”
“Oh Stephanie,” Mr. Meyers said getting down on his knees in front of her and taking her two hands. “Mommy loves you. She loves you with all her heart. It doesn’t matter if you are dressed as Daryl or Stephanie, she loves you. You be who you are, and Mommy will love you. She is just going through some hard times at the moment and needed to talk to her sister.”
“Will she come back if I put Stephanie back in the Halloween box?”
The adults looked at each other as Mr. Meyers stood up and took Stephanie’s hand, “Come on Stephanie. Let’s go home.”
Mr. Sterns held Joanne close as they waved bye.
That night, Stephanie silently cried herself to sleep while holding Melanie.
Friday morning started with Stephanie looking at her dresses.
“Melanie what am I going to do? To have friends at school, where I have to dress as Daryl, I need to be Stephanie. To have Mommy at home and love me, I have to stop dressing as me and stay in my Daryl costume. What am I going to do? I can’t make anyone happy.”
“Stephanie,” Dad yelled down the hall. “Hurry up, Breakfast is on the table.”
Stephanie sat down on her bed looking at her closet. Taking Melanie onto her lap, a tear ran down her face.
“Stephanie,” Dad said walking into the room. “Breakfa . . . Are you okay sweetie?”
Dad sat down next to Stephanie and hugged her, “What’s wrong Stephanie?”
“I can’t win Daddy. I can’t win. I can have friends at school if I am Stephanie, but you say I have to be Daryl. The only place I can be Stephanie is at home, but Mommy only wants me in my Daryl costume. Why can’t I just be me?”
“What do you want?”
“I want to go put on that dress, go to school, and tell everyone I am Stephanie Marie Meyers. I want Mommy to love me, not my Daryl costume. I want to be me. I want pictures of me as a little girl, and school pictures of me in pretty dresses. I want to wear pretty Christmas dresses and fancy Easter Dresses. I want to be a ballerina. I want long hair I can put in pigtails, braids, and a ponytail. I want to stop pretending to be Daryl. I want Santa to know me as Stephanie, not Daryl. I am Stephanie. Why can’t I tell and show everyone?”
“Stephanie Marie?”
“It’s Grandma Eaton’s middle name. I always liked it so I took it as my middle name too,” Stephanie said without looking at Daddy.
“Does Mommy know you chose that as your middle name?”
“No.”
“I am sure Grandma Eaton will be honored that you picked her name to be one of yours. That was your Great Grandma’s first name,” Daddy hugged Stephanie.
“I can’t do it Daddy. I can’t be Daryl for Mommy. I am not sure I can keep being Daryl at school. Daryl is a Noper. He has no friends. He will never have friends. Even when I try to be like the other boys, they won’t let me. I’m not like them Daddy. I don’t like doing the things they do. I like what the girls like, but they will not let me play with them because I am wearing my Daryl costume. I want friends Daddy. Stephanie can have friends, so why can’t I be Stephanie all the time?”
The two just hugged each other.
“I don’t want to be a freak anymore Daddy. I just want to be a normal little girl like all the other girls in my class.”
“I’m sorry Stephanie. It’s not easy, is it? I’ll see what I can do to make things easier, but we can’t make these changes overnight. The world only knows Daryl Eric Meyers. We will introduce Stephanie Marie Meyers to people, but not everyone will accept you as a girl. This is not going to be easy Stephanie. There is nothing I can do . . . nothing to make it easy and pain free. Growing up is hard. Switching from a boy to a girl is not something that happens every day, so people are scared by it. It is going to make growing up for you even harder. I love you Stephanie. Boy or Girl, you are my precious child.”
Dad hugged Stephanie and wiped away her tears, “Right now, I need to get my precious child ready for school. Mrs. Farren is expecting Daryl to show up in her classroom this morning. I am sorry, but I need you to get dressed up in the Daryl clothes and go to school.”
“Will Stephanie ever be able to go to school?”
“Maybe, but not this school year. You need to stay Daryl at school this school year.”
Dad helped Stephanie make the transformation and the two of them went off for breakfast. Afterwards, Dad drove Stephanie in her Daryl costume to school. He brought her inside the school and sent her off to class, telling her he needed to talk to the principal.
“Stephanie, we can’t,” Joanne said while swinging on the swings during morning recess. “Mommy said no.”
“Your Mom said we couldn’t have Melissa and Gwen over while she is babysitting me. This would be them coming over when I am not there.”
“Will you get in trouble if we do this?”
“Probably, but . . . I have to do it Joanne. If we don’t do it now, they will find out. You just called me Stephanie, and I am wearing my Daryl costume. If you do that in front of them, they will find out. Gwen will not go near me because all she can see is the Daryl costume. Look at her over there, she is having fun with Melissa, but she keeps looking over here at you. You two need to be together, and this is a way I can still play with you.”
“I’ll invite them,” Joanne agreed. “But don’t blame me if things go wrong.”
“That’s okay. It won’t be my fault either. We can blame Daryl. We already know he is a trouble maker. He got Elwood suspended.”
Joanne giggled as she started to pump harder.
“Did your mom come back and make you breakfast this morning,” Joanne asked?
“No, Dad made me breakfast and then brought me to school. He said he had to talk to the Principal.”
“Probably about Elwood teasing you yesterday.”
“Yeah, maybe.”
“I’m sure she will pick you up at my house this afternoon.”
“I hope so, but she doesn’t li. . .”
“Hey faggot,” Frank said as he approached the swings. “Elwood told you to wear a dress to school and play dollies with the girls. I don’t see a dress on you sissy, and where is your dolly?”
Daryl turned to Joanne and quietly said, “Go play with Gwen and Melissa till he leaves. You’ll be safe with them.”
“Get over here dweeb. You got Elwood suspended, and now you are going to pay for it.”
“Do you want something Frank?” Daryl kept swinging.
“I want you dead. Elwood got in a ton of trouble because of you, and now you are going to pay big time. No sissy Noper can get away with what you did.”
Daryl looked at Frank and then back to Joanne who was still on her swing. In a much more forceful tone he said, “Go!”
Joanne got off her swing and ran away.
Daryl turned back to Frank, “All I did was try to play soccer.”
“You know very well Nopers are NOT allowed to play soccer. If you had stayed in your place Elwood would not be suspended. It is time someone taught you a lesson. As a Noper you are to have no friends, you aren’t allowed to play, and you’re not allowed to talk to people.”
“I am Steph . . ,” Daryl looked down at himself and then back up at Frank. He got off his swing and stood straight in front of Frank. Daryl, practically screaming, said, “I will not be a Noper anymore! Now get out of here Frank!”
Frank took a swing at Daryl but missed due to Daryl taking a step back.
“Do that again sissy, and I’ll break both your legs,” Frank said as a crowd started to gather.
Frank’s second attempt got Daryl in the gut and knocked him onto the ground. Daryl tried to block the attacks but did not fight back. Frank kicked some woodchips all over Daryl before kicking him again.
“FRANKLIN, STOP IT NOW!” the recess monitor said approaching the two with Joanne by her side.
“You don’t get off that easy you wimp,” Frank said kicking Daryl hard in the side and going down on the ground to throw a few punches.
Daryl was in tears as Frank was forcibly removed from him. Joanne was quickly by his side with Melissa joining shortly afterwards. The Principal and Mrs. Farren promptly showed up to help deal with the situation. Daryl was escorted down to the nurse by Mrs. Farren, Melissa, and Joanne.
“Girls, thank you for helping Daryl down to the nurse, but she needs to examine him now. Which one of you was with Daryl when Frank started the fight?”
“I was Mrs. Farren,” Joanne said raising her hand.
“Joanne, the Principal will want to talk to you. Go out into the office and wait. Melissa, please go back outside to recess.”
“But . . .”
“Melissa,” Mrs. Farren said. “It is nice that you are concerned about Daryl and Joanne, but I need you to go back outside till recess is over.”
Melissa looked at Daryl who nodded for her to do as Mrs. Farren instructed. Slowly she headed back outside.
Daryl was questioned and examined by the nurse. Then he was questioned by the Principal, after which he was returned to the nurse. She again examined Daryl, paying close attention to where he was kicked in his side.
Daryl was laying down on one of the beds when a police officer came in.
“Is,” the officer looked at Daryl before turning back to the nurse “He okay? Do we need to get him to the hospital?”
“I think he will be fine with some rest. He is going to have some bruises and sore muscles. There do not appear to be any broken bones, and no obvious signs of damage to internal organs.”
“That’s good. His father will be here in a few minutes and then I will want to talk to him. Can he do that in the Principal’s office, or do we need to do that here?”
“I see no reason why he can’t move. He has already made one trip to the Principal’s office with no serious impact. . .”
“Daryl,” Dad said coming around the corner and seeing Daryl lying in bed. “Are you okay?”
“I’m fine . . . owwwww,” Daryl grabbed his side as he sat up.
Mr. Meyers was quickly at Daryl’s side and giving him a big hug, “What happened Daryl?”
“Mr. Meyers,” the Police Officer interrupted. “I need to get a statement from Daryl about what happened. If it is okay with you, let’s all move to the Principal’s office and talk in there.”
Daryl, with help from his Dad, moved to the Principal’s office with the Police Officer following. The Principal, Mr. Meyers, the Police Officer, and Daryl all sat down.
“Mr. Meyers,” the Principal started. “After we talked this morning, I talked with the district Superintendent about steps we should take if or when problems started with Daryl and the other kids. I did not expect things to start this early, but due to the nature of Daryl’s issues, this could be viewed as a Hate Crime. It is district policy to immediately involve the police with any Hate Crime. Officer Owen has worked with the school district for many years and is here to help.”
“Hate Crime?” Mr. Meyers looked at the Principal, Officer Owen, and then at Daryl. “What happened Daryl?”
Daryl started his story with the event yesterday with Elwood and ended it with Frank being pulled off of him by the recess monitor.
“Mr. Meyers,” Officer Owen started. “With Daryl having gender identity issues, and both Elwood and Frank talking about him dressing as a girl, this must be investigated as a possible Hate Crime.”
“If we do that everyone will know about Stephanie. Daryl will immediately be a target and any chance of him having a normal life would be over. I can’t do that to him. She deserves a chance to get a start without being at the center of a scandal. She is just nine years old. She wants friends to play with, and wants to take ballet lessons. She wants to be a normal girl, wearing pretty dresses for Christmas and having other girls over to play with her dolls. We have to give her at least a chance of making friends before she is thrown into the middle of a hate crime investigation.”
“Mr. Meyers,” Officer Owen replied. “You want your child to lead a normal life. You want her to have friends. As Daryl does she have any friends?”
Mr. Meyers looked at Daryl and then back to Officer Owen, “No.”
“At pure minimum, Stephanie has been the target of significant bully behavior and assault. From what I hear, this has been going on for a long time. I will hold off on any Hate Crime charges till after I have talked to the other children. If they knew about Stephanie, then it would be a disservice to her not to press charges for hate crimes,” Officer Owen stated.
“No one likes me. No one wants me, not even Mommy. If I am going to be hated by everyone, I want to be me. I want to be Stephanie. I am Stephanie! Daddy, it doesn’t matter what Officer Owen says or does. Daryl has to die, so Stephanie can live. Anything Officer Owen does will just help kill Daryl. That is a good thing. Daryl is a Noper, always will be a Noper. I am Stephanie. I am NOT a Noper. I confronted Elwood. I stood up to Frank. Not Daryl, me, Stephanie. I have friends, something Daryl has never had. I am going to go tell them Thank You, and let them know I am okay,” Stephanie using her arms for support, got up and headed for the door.
“But . . .” Mr. Meyers started reaching out to stop Stephanie.
“Let her go Mr. Meyers,” the Principal stated. “She needs to do this.”
“She seems to have a better grasp on all of this than we all do,” Officer Owen stated as Stephanie hobbled out the door. “Nothing we say or do is going to slow her down. Our job now is . . .”
Stephanie didn’t hear the rest, as she made her way out of the office. The pain was getting worse as she made her way down the hallway. By the time she was halfway to Mrs. Farren’s room, she could only go a few steps without holding on to the wall for stability.
One of the classes from the older grades was walking the other direction. The teacher stopped the class and looked at Daryl, “You okay? Do you need any help?”
“It hurts but I am okay. I just have to get back to class to tell my friends thank you.”
“Are you sure? One of my students could escort you down to the Nurse’s office.”
“Was already there. Just have to tell friends Thank You.”
“Who’s your teacher?”
“Mrs. Farren. I okay. Thank You,” Stephanie said fighting the pain. She continued down the hallway.
“As soon as I drop my students off, I will be right back to help you,” the teacher said as they parted ways.
Stephanie’s pace was slowed as the pain increased, but she finally reached the room. Standing in the hallway outside the classroom, she heard Mrs. Farren talking to the class about bully behavior and how she was disappointed in how the only one in the class to come to Daryl’s defense was Joanne.
“A bully gets away with the inappropriate behavior because whoever they are picking on has no one to come to their defense,” Stephanie heard Mrs. Farren say. “Has Daryl ever done anything to anyone in this room?”
The class was silent.
“Has Daryl ever been mean to anyone? Said something inappropriate to any of you? Hurt any of you in any way?”
The class was still silent as Stephanie stood in the hall listening.
“He couldn’t really,” Mike said. “He’s a Noper.”
That was enough. Taking a deep breath, Stephanie stood tall and made her way around the doorway into the room, “I let you all turn me into a Noper. I didn’t fight it. No more! I am a person! I have likes and interests. I have things that I am good at and things I am not. You don’t want to be my friend, fine. You don’t have to be. I’ve never had friends before anyways. But I will NOT be a Noper anymore! I am here. Live with it.”
Stephanie stumbled a bit. In an attempt to prevent falling to the ground, she reached out to the bookcase next to her and used it for support.
“Daryl,” Melissa called out.
Stephanie looked at Melissa and smiled, “All I did was try to play soccer with all the other boys yesterday. Elwood would not let me because I was a Noper. He was suspended for being a bully. Today I was just on the swings, nowhere near Frank. I did nothing to Frank, said nothing to Frank, and I never have. He wanted to beat me up because I tried to play soccer and Elwood got suspended for being a bully.”
Mrs. Farren had moved from the front of the class to the back where Stephanie was. She took the child under the arm and supported her over to Daryl’s seat.
“I will NOT be a Noper anymore! I . . . I am . . .,” Stephanie was in tears.
“You are Daryl Meyers, and you are my friend,” Joanne stood up and went over to Daryl’s desk.
Stephanie smiled at Joanne and said, “Thank You.”
“And you are my friend,” Melissa stated also standing and going over to Daryl.
The rest of the class was not sure what to say or do. They were all silent just looking at Daryl.
“Daryl,” Mrs. Farren said. “Welcome back. It looks like you have two good friends, and I am sure more students in here will be your friend soon. As the Principal stated yesterday, Noper treatment of any student is over. I don’t care what your reason is, there is no excuse for bully behavior. No reason, none at all.”
Squeezing Daryl’s hand, Joanne looked up to the teacher, “What if a boy dressed up as a girl?”
The class all started to giggle.
“Okay, settle down everybody,” Mrs. Farren looked at Joanne and then at Daryl with a quizzical look. “I said there is no excuse to tease anybody. Yes, a boy wearing a dress is a little unusual, but how does that hurt any of us. When you see someone that does not fit into your perfect image of the world, I want you all to ask the question, ‘How does that person hurt you?’ A boy wearing a dress is no more a threat to you as a kid in a wheelchair. They are just like you and me. They have dreams to have friends and fit in just like everybody else. There are girls who act and behave more like boys and boys who are more like girls. That does not make them a freak, it just means they are following who they are. Everyone is different. Look around this room. John is an amazing artist. Candice is outstanding at sports. Zoe has an incredible singing voice. Each one of you has something that makes you different from everyone else.”
“Mrs. Farren!” Melissa screamed.
Everyone looked at Melissa. She was looking at Daryl who was grabbing his side and had his head down on his desk with an expression of pain.
“Candice! Run and get the nurse, now!” Mrs. Farren said as she got down on her knees next to Daryl. “Everyone stay in your seats, and I need it quiet.”
Mrs. Farren lifted Daryl’s shirt where he was grabbing it and saw a huge bruise on his side. Many of the children close by also saw it and gasped. In a few moments the Nurse, Principal, Officer Owen, and Mr. Meyers came into the room. After a quick examination, Mr. Meyers carried Stephanie back to the Nurse’s office.
“Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, you will never guess what happened at school today,” Joanne said as she came barging into her house.
“Did Frank beat up Stephanie? Then Stephanie collapsed in your classroom, and the Principal, the Nurse, Officer Owen, and Mr. Meyers carried her out?”
“No, Stephanie was beaten up . . . wait a minute,” Joanne dropped her backpack and looked at her mom standing in the middle of the living room. “How did you know?”
“Sorry Joanne, but Stephanie got here a little after lunch time.”
“She’s here? How is she? Where is she? Can I see her?”
“Slow down little one. Stephanie is asleep in your bed, and you are not going back there to wake her up. The doctor said she needs to get her rest, and a hyperactive little girl waking her up is not exactly restful.”
“Ohhhhhh, Mom! I’ll be quiet. Honest. She won’t even know I am in the room.”
“Get your coat off and then into the kitchen. We are going to let Stephanie sleep.”
Thirty minutes after getting home, Joanne finally got to peak into her room after telling her Mom she needed to go to the bathroom. Before she got all the way into the room however, her Mom pulled her out and scooted her down to the bathroom. On the way back to the kitchen, Joanne did manage to get into her bedroom and sat down on the floor next to her bed.
“You awake Stephanie? Stephanie, you awake?” Joanne said getting right into Stephanie’s face.
“Joanne Elizabeth Sterns,” Mrs. Sterns said in a loud whisper standing just inside the door pointing out into the hallway. “Out, now!”
“But look Mom, she is waking up? See?”
“Joanne?” Stephanie said without opening her eyes. “You have a comfy bed.”
Joanne jumped up and down, “She’s awake! She’s awake!”
“Stephanie,” Mrs. Sterns said coming over to the bed. “How are you feeling?”
“My side really hurts,” Stephanie said hugging Melanie tight. “Is there any more of the medicine?”
Mrs. Sterns looked at her watch, “Not for another half hour Stephanie. Sorry sweetie. Stay there, I’ll go get you something to drink.”
“Mommy, I’ll watch her.”
“I am sure you will. Be gentle.”
Joanne sat at the end of her bed and stared at Stephanie.
“Thanks for getting the teacher Joanne. You didn’t have to do that.”
“Yes, I did. You . . . I have been mean to you all week, but you keep trying to be nice to me. When Frank came up to us, you sent me away so I wouldn’t get hurt too. Thank You,” Joanne went in and gave Stephanie a hug.
“Owwwwwww,” Stephanie moaned while being hugged.
“Sorry, sorry, sorry,” Joanne said backing off holding her hands up.
“What did you do now,” Mrs. Sterns asked as she walked in? “I told you to be gentle.”
“I just tried to give her a hug for making sure Frank didn’t hurt me.”
Mrs. Sterns handed Stephanie a lidded Disney Princess cup with a straw coming out. She then helped Stephanie sit up more and adjusted the pillows behind her. As Stephanie started drinking, Joanne just couldn’t hold it in anymore.
“Stephanie, Mom, you wouldn’t believe what happened this afternoon. By the end of lunch recess, the story about you almost dying trying to tell everyone you were not going to be a Noper anymore was all over the school. All afternoon kids from different classes kept coming in with stacks of cards for you. Mrs. Farren couldn’t get any lesson in without being interrupted,” Joanne chuckled. “Your desk is overflowing with cards. Finally, Mrs. Farren let us make you cards instead of doing the Social Studies lesson. In fact . . .”
Joanne jumped off her bed and ran out the door. Mrs. Sterns and Stephanie looked at each other confused.
“I almost died?”
“Not that I know of Stephanie,” Mrs. Sterns got out before Joanne came charging back into the room holding her backpack.
“I didn’t put mine on your desk. I was going to bring it over to your house. Melissa found out and told me to bring her card to you too,” Joanne said while digging through her backpack.
Stephanie took the cards and opened up Melissa’s first.
Deer Daryl,I was reely scard. I hope you ok. You told bullys day all idee ots. No Noper do dat befor. You stood up to Frank. I prod of you. All kids in my speshel ed class are. You are hero to me and dem. You my frend. Tank You
Melissa
“What she say?” Joanne asked.
Stephanie looked at the pretty picture on the cover, of flowers and butterflies, “She . . . hopes I am okay.”
“The next one’s mine.”
Stephanie took the next card and looked at the picture of two girls swinging on the front, one with high pigtails and a pink dress, the other with hair like Joanne’s and wearing the same outfit she had on.
Dear Stephanie,Everyone is talking about what you did. Your a Noper and a girl in a costume, but you stand up to Frank and Elwood. The principal tell class you left his office without permishen to say Thank You to the friends who helped you. He say you okay, but you get hurt more coming to say Thank You. Why you risk your life to thank me? Why Stephanie? Get better. Get better and be my friend.
Joanne
Stephanie was in tears by the time she reached the end of the card.
“Joanne, what did you say in that card to make Stephanie cry?”
“Nothing Mom, honest.”
Stephanie handed Mrs. Sterns Joanne’s card.
After a quick read and a proud smile to Joanne, “Well Stephanie needs to stay in bed, but Joanne you can stay in here and play with her. Drink your water Stephanie. I’ll be back in half an hour to give you more medicine.”
Mrs. Sterns gave the card back to Stephanie, gave Joanne a hug, and left the room.
“So, what happened when you left class?” Joanne inquired.
“Daddy took me to the doctor. She took pictures of my insides and sent me home. Daddy and I had lunch together, and then he had to go back to work so your Mom said she would watch me. The doctor said the medicine would make me tired, so your Mom said I should lie in your bed and she would read me a story.”
“She does that when I am sick too,” Joanne smiled. “She always brings me that cup too. Different lids can go on it. One of the lids is a sippy cup lid. It was my favorite sippy cup when I was a little girl.”
“I must have fallen asleep during the story. I remember her starting it and then you were asking if I was awake.”
“Stephanie, you wouldn’t believe it. At lunch, all these sixth graders wanted to see me.”
“Why?”
“They wanted to know what I did that made you go back to class in so much pain just to say Thank You. They saw you walking back to class and said you were in a lot of pain, but you had to get back to say Thank You to the friends that helped you.”
“Yeah, there were some big kids in the hall when I left the Principal and Officer Owen.”
“Somehow their teacher heard you tell our class you were not going to be a Noper anymore. She gave her class a half hour lecture on treating people with respect and what a true hero is. She told them you were a true hero. When you sent me off to safety before Frank beat you up, that is something a Hero would do. You cared more about the safety of your friends than you did yourself. Then afterwards, you were in so much pain, but you had to go back and say Thank You for getting help. The sixth graders all said you were a true Hero today and a true friend.”
“I am not a Hero Joanne,” Stephanie looked down at Joanne and Melissa’s cards. “I was really scared today. I can’t protect you like a Hero would. I’m just a scared freak. I got beat up today and I will get beat up again. The only way for you to be safe is to stay away from me. I can’t have friends Joanne.”
“Don’t be silly Stephanie. Didn’t you listen to what Mrs. Farren said about friends needing to stick together to be safe from bullies? Maybe you weren’t there when she said that. It doesn’t matter. To be safe from a bully you need more friends, not less.”
Stephanie started playing with Melanie’s hair while listening to Joanne.
“I didn’t let Melissa stop being my friend when she tried. I am not going to let you. Don’t worry Stephanie, none of the bullies are going to beat you up. You got two kids suspended in two days. They are all scared of you.”
“They are not scared of me.”
Joanne chuckled, “After what the Principal said they are.”
“What did he say?”
“He said bullying will not be allowed and he will not tolerate groups of kids targeting one student or a particular group of students. He then explained how the police are investigating the two attacks on you and if anyone else does anything to you the police will immediately be called. He wanted to know if anyone had anything to add about what happened between you and Elwood, and between you and Frank.” Joanne looked at Stephanie for a minute before continuing, “But Stephanie, that’s not why the police are involved, is it?”
“No,” Stephanie said not looking at Joanne. “It’s because I am Stephanie. Officer Owen said Frank’s attack could be a Hate Crime.”
“What’s a Hate Crime?”
“I don’t know, but Daddy, the Principal, and Officer Owen were all very concerned Frank’s and Elwood’s bullying were Hate Crimes. Daddy really didn’t want Officer Owen to call Frank’s attack a Hate Crime.”
The girls were silent. Joanne watched Stephanie playing with Melanie’s hair, “I have a doll like that, but mine has black hair.”
Joanne went over to her pile of dolls and stuffed animals, returning with a doll looking a lot like Melanie.
“They could be sisters,” Stephanie said holding Melanie up next to Joanne’s doll. “What’s her name?”
“Cindy,” Joanne said.
“Melanie, this is Cindy. Say Hi to her,” Stephanie instructed her doll. Stephanie had Melanie try to hide and sheepishly waved Melanie’s hand at Cindy.
“Oh Melanie,” Stephanie said. “Don’t be shy. I am sure Cindy is very nice and you two will have fun together.”
“Me nice. Me big girl,” Joanne had Cindy say.
“Me big girl too. Me fwee,” Stephanie had Melanie say while getting a little closer to Cindy.
The dolls played together until Mrs. Sterns brought Stephanie her medicine.
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Costumes By Teek Chapter 7 A Debt
© 2012 by Teek
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Chapter 7
A Debt
Saturday morning, Stephanie stayed in bed after waking up. It was a new day and a lot was going through her head. The pain in her side was minimal as long as she didn’t move, but it was also a strong reminder of all the positives and negatives of the last week and a half.
“Morning sleepy head,” Aunt Jennifer said as she entered the room. “How are you feeling this morning?”
“Aunt Jennifer?”
“Hi Stephanie. I was worried about you when your Dad called to tell me about yesterday.”
“Mommy come with you?”
“Sorry Sweetie. Mommy went to see Grandma yesterday morning. She didn’t even hear about you being attacked until last night. Hopefully she’ll be coming back tonight.”
Stephanie rolled on her side facing away from Aunt Jennifer. She hugged her Melanie doll tight as tears came down her face. The sore side was only part of the pain she was feeling.
Aunt Jennifer sat down on Stephanie’s bed and rubbed her arm, “I know, you want Mommy here don’t you.”
“She doesn’t want to be here. She hates me.”
“Oh Stephanie, she doesn’t hate you. She just can’t figure out how to treat you. She was really concerned about you when she heard about the attack.”
“No she wasn’t,” Stephanie got out through her tears. “She was happy I got beat up.”
“Oh sweetie, she really does love you. She would never want you to be hurt. She will be fine with you being Stephanie, she just needs some time to adjust. In no time at all, you two will be having fun doing some Mommy Daughter activities.”
“Really,” Stephanie turned back towards Aunt Jennifer, but grabbed her side in the process.
“Let’s go get some medicine in you to help with that pain, and some food in you to help your body heal.”
After a short detour to get her wig, Stephanie and Aunt Jennifer made their way into the kitchen for Breakfast. As the girls walked through the living room, Dad stopped reading his Kindle and followed them into the kitchen. Aunt Jennifer made up a bowl of cereal and a glass of juice for Stephanie.
“You guys aren’t eating,” Stephanie questioned?
“We ate breakfast a long time ago sleepy head. It’s already ten o’clock,” Dad said hugging Stephanie and sitting down. “Aunt Jennifer’s been here for about three hours now.”
“Why didn’t you wake me,” Stephanie asked as she drank her juice and took a pill for the pain?
“You needed your sleep precious,” Dad explained with a big smile. “Anyways, Aunt Jennifer and I wanted a little peace and quiet before a hyperactive little nine year old girl started demanding all our attention.”
With a devilish grin Stephanie replied, “Don’t worry, Molly doesn’t demand everyone’s attention when she is busy. I’ll keep Molly busy babysitting Melanie so she doesn’t demand all your attention. That way I can have it,” Stephanie giggled until she found it hurt to laugh.
“You okay Stephanie,” Aunt Jennifer asked upon seeing Stephanie’s expression when she suddenly stopped giggling.
“I’m fine. It just hurts when I laugh. It hurts when I move. It hurts when I eat. It hurts just to be me.”
“Oh Princess,” Dad said reaching out and grabbing her hand. “The medicine will start working soon. Today we will just take it easy and give you a chance to go through that huge collection of DVDs Aunt Jennifer bought you.”
“Okay Daddy,” Stephanie said as she started to eat her cereal.
Stephanie, holding her Molly doll, was cuddled up next to Aunt Jennifer watching the movie Molly: An American Girl On The Home Front. Stephanie ignored the fact that the phone had rung, but not when Dad came over and put the movie on pause.
“The phone call is for Daryl,” Dad said handing the wireless phone to Stephanie.
“Hello?” Stephanie asked?
“Hi Daryl are you feeling better? Melissa is over playing with me this morning. You know we talked Friday morning at recess about her having a play date with me today. Well she wanted to know how you were doing. She was really worried about you after your Dad carried you out of the classroom. She is right here listening. Our phone has a speaker phone and Mommy let me use it,” Joanne blurted out.
Stephanie smiled, “Hi Joanne and Melissa. I am okay. I hurt a lot but I am okay. The doctor told me to take it easy, so I get to watch movies all day today.”
“Oh that is great Daryl,” Melissa commented. “I was really worried. You gonna be back on Monday?”
“I think so,” Stephanie said looking at her dad even though he could not hear Melissa’s question. “The doctor said I would be sore for a while, but I should be okay to go back to school. Not that anyone would notice me missing.”
“No Daryl, no,” Melissa exclaimed. “Everyone will know if the hero is missing. They hate the bullies now, but they like the school hero. You get better and come back.”
“Thanks Melissa, but I am no hero,” Stephanie sighed, gently feeling her side. “I got beat up. Hero’s aren’t wimps who get beat up.”
“You are the biggest hero ever,” Melissa said with pride. “You did what none of us nobodies could ever do. You showed Frank and Elwood you were no longer a Noper. Then you told our whole class that you were no longer a Noper. The whole school heard Daryl. The whole school! You . . . you showed them all that a nobody can be a better person than even the popular kids. You the biggest hero ever.”
“I think she is right Daryl,” Joanne said. “The person who stood up to Elwood and Frank was very brave. The person who came back to our classroom after being hurt to say thank you to me is definitely a Hero. After our talk yesterday, I don’t think anything we say is going to make you believe it, but you are a very brave hero. I hope you feel better . . . Daryl. Melissa and I are off to go play in the park for about half an hour. It was nice talking with you.”
“You two have fun. Bye Melissa,” Stephanie said.
“Bye Daryl, get better,” Melissa said.
“Bye Joanne,” Stephanie continued.
“Bye,” Joanne said hanging up the phone.
Handing the phone back to her dad, Stephanie glanced down at her Tinkerbell pajamas before looking at Aunt Jennifer, “I think I want to get dressed. Will you help me please?”
“Sure sweetie,” Aunt Jennifer replied, giving a quizzical glance towards her brother-in-law. His eyes went wide and he shrugged his shoulders, providing her with no answers. “You sure you don’t want to wait till after the movie?”
“No I . . . I think I should get up and going for the day. It’s . . .” Stephanie looked over at the clock in the room, “almost eleven o’clock. I’m too old to spend all day in my PJs.”
“Stephanie sweetie, you can stay in your pajamas if you want. You can never be too old for a Pajama Day,” Aunt Jennifer stated.
“I want to get dressed now,” Stephanie declared. Standing up however, the expression on her face showed that she was not as inviolable as she was trying to portray.
“Okay,” Aunt Jennifer reached out her hand to give some support to Stephanie. “I’ll help you.”
The two went down to Stephanie’s room. Once there, Stephanie sat on the bed and directed Aunt Jennifer to the clothes she wanted to wear. When the outfit was complete, Stephanie was dressed in a lavender dress with white tights. Her wig was done up in braided pigtails, with lavender hair ties at the ends.
“Okay Stephanie, out with it. Why are you suddenly wanting to be all dressed up, looking like you are ready for the first day of school,” Aunt Jennifer asked as she put the Mary-Jane shoes on Stephanie.
“First day of school,” Stephanie inquired looking down at the outfit. “Yeah this would be good for my first day at school as Stephanie.”
“You’re avoiding the question young lady. What’s up?”
“Let’s go to the park,” Stephanie smiled looking straight at Aunt Jennifer.
Aunt Jennifer quizzically looked at Stephanie, “Thirty minutes ago you loved the idea of sitting on the couch all day watching the DVDs. Now you want to be all dressed up and go out to the park. You’re up to something Stephanie. What’s at the park?”
“I don’t know what is at the park for Stephanie, but I have to go and find out. I have to go and see. I have to try,” Stephanie said staring at the card Melissa had made her.
“Try?” Aunt Jennifer said looking over at the cards standing up on the dresser. “It was Joanne and Melissa on the phone. Aren’t those the two that wrote you the cards? Are they going to be at the park?”
Stephanie nodded her head in agreement.
“Do they know about Stephanie?”
“Joanne does. Her Mommy babysits me after school. I change into my Stephanie clothes before going over there.”
“But Melissa doesn’t, does she?” Aunt Jennifer said getting up and going over to the two cards. Although they had been pointed out when they got Stephanie’s wig this morning, she had not read them. This time she picked them up and read both of them.
“Your Dad said something this morning about Daryl not being the one who stood up to Elwood and Frank. You were no longer pretending to be Daryl when you did that, were you?”
“I have a hard time pretending to be Daryl now. I put on the costume, but I just can’t do the pretending part anymore.”
Aunt Jennifer held Melissa’s card in her hand looking back and forth between it and Stephanie, “You and Joanne arranged to have Melissa meet Stephanie at the park today?”
“Yeah her and Gwen. I don’t know if Gwen is coming today, Joanne only mentioned Melissa was at her house. The plan was to have Joanne invite both of them over and we all meet at the park.”
“Let me guess, you had this planned out before the fight.”
“Yup,” Stephanie grabbed Melanie and hugged her tight.
“Do any of the adults know?” Aunt Jennifer inquired.
Sheepishly Stephanie replied, “Only you. We tried to invite Gwen and Melissa over to Joanne’s house one day Mrs. Sterns was babysitting me, but she said no. She was afraid Mommy and Daddy wouldn’t want the other kids knowing about Stephanie. I thought Frank ruined everything for me, but Joanne still invited Melissa over. I just have to go to the park to see her.”
“Why do I have this feeling I am about to be dragged into something whether I like it or not,” Aunt Jennifer said coming over and sitting next to Stephanie.
Stephanie smiled, “Please Aunt Jennifer? I’ll never make it to the park without some help, and I’m afraid Daddy isn’t going to let me go.”
“Let me guess, you want me to try and convince your father to let you go to the park, and you don’t want me to tell him why.”
“Please?”
Aunt Jennifer smiled, “You know, you look just like your mother did when she was your age trying to convince me to do something. I got into more trouble giving into that look.”
“Will you help me?”
“They’re going to be your first friends, aren’t they?”
Stephanie hugged Melanie tighter and shrugged her shoulders, “This is definitely about friendship.”
“Every girl needs close friends. Okay, I’ll do it,” Aunt Jennifer reluctantly agreed.
“Oh Thank You, Thank You, Thank You,” Stephanie said giving her a big hug. “Let’s go quick while they are still there. Joanne said her Mom would only let her go to the park for half an hour.”
Stephanie got up and started dragging Aunt Jennifer out of the room. Going straight to the coat closet, she started putting on her pink coat.
“And where do you think you’re going,” Dad inquired?
“Aunt Jennifer said she would take me to the park.”
“Oh you are so much like your mother,” Aunt Jennifer quietly said.
“The doctor said you are supposed to take it easy. I don’t think that includes playing at the park,” Dad explained.
“James,” Aunt Jennifer interjected. “I’ll explain later, but this is important to her.”
“Aren’t you the one who offered to come over and help me keep her sedate for the day?”
“Well,” Aunt Jennifer hedged. “This is a girl thing, something Stephanie needs to do.”
Dad dubiously looked at the two of them.
“Please Daddy,” Stephanie put her lips together in a smile, tilted her head, and batted her eyelashes.
“Uhhhhhh, now wait a minute. No, No, No, No, No!” Dad took a step back. “I was warned about this by my friends with little girls. I am not going to fall for the superpowers of little girls. You need to stay home and get better. A trip to the park will not help. Being super cute and batting your eyes is not going to change that.”
“Please Daddy? Please? Don’t you always say fresh air is good for me?”
“Now that’s not fair; super cute little girl, my own words used against me, and your Aunt on your side. I am not going to win on this, am I?” Dad asked.
“James,” Aunt Jennifer added. “I suspect this will only be the first of many things you will really have no choice on.”
“Please Daddy?”
“Alright, but just a quick trip to the park,” Dad gave in. “I don’t want you out long and I don’t want you playing. Let’s try to get through today without another trip to the doctor.”
“Thanks Daddy,” Stephanie said with glee, dragging Aunt Jennifer out the door.
They had only walked past two houses when Stephanie started holding onto Aunt Jennifer’s arm for support.
“You know you don’t have to do this. We can come up with another way.”
“I am not going to let Frank ruin things for me. This has to work.”
“There is always another way Stephanie. We could invite Joanne and Melissa over to the house. You don’t have to go meet them.”
“Yes I do. They have to meet me as Stephanie, not Daryl.”
They made it to the entrance of the park, and started their way in. Stephanie quickly started scanning the park to find Joanne and Melissa.
“There they are Aunt Jennifer. See they have hula hoops. Over there by the picnic tables.”
“Let’s go sit down near them,” Aunt Jennifer led the way over to a picnic table near the girls.
As they approached, Melissa was facing away from them. Joanne smiled when she saw Stephanie, but refrained from approaching when she saw Stephanie indicating she should stay put. Stephanie then pointed over to the picnic table where her aunt was leading her. Joanne nodded and started up again with her hula hoop.
Aunt Jennifer could tell Stephanie’s side was hurting her. Joanne could see it too as she watched Stephanie hang onto the grown-up with her. Once Stephanie was seated, Joanne and Aunt Jennifer were both figuring out how to do this without revealing just how much pain Stephanie was really in. While they tried to figure out a way to make this work, Stephanie unzipped her coat and made sure she was presentable.
“Oh Joanne,” Stephanie said loudly. “I didn’t see you there.”
“Stephanie!” Joanne faked her surprise. “So great to see you.”
Joanne grabbed her hula hoop and made her way over to the picnic table with Melissa following.
“That’s a pretty hula hoop Joanne, I’ve never seen one sparkly like that before,” Stephanie started the conversation, trying not to show any expression of pain.
“Thanks, Mommy got them for me this summer. My favorite is the pink one. I’m letting my friend Melissa here play with it.”
Melissa smiled, looking at the hula hoop and then at Stephanie. She was about to turn back to Joanne when she took a second look at Stephanie.
“Joanne,” Aunt Jennifer interjected. “Stephanie and I were going to spend the day watching DVDs, I am sure she would much rather watch them with a friend like you, than with an old lady like me.”
“Aunt Jennifer!” Stephanie glared.
“What a great idea,” Joanne said turning to Melissa. “What do you think Melissa, a girl’s afternoon watching movies? I bet Mommy would even make us popcorn. Stephanie, bring your American Girl doll. Melissa brought hers and Gwen is planning on bringing hers this afternoon.”
Stephanie giggled, “We were watching the Molly movie this morning. We are half way through it and stopped to get some fresh air. Daddy always says fresh air does the body good.”
Melissa was about to say something but stopped, looking more closely at Stephanie, “I guess so, Daryl?”
Joanne and Stephanie looked at each other and then at Melissa.
“I’m Stephanie,” she said trying to recover from the unexpected realization.
“You look just like Daryl. Doesn’t she Joanne?” Melissa asked pausing for only a second. “No, you are Daryl. Why are you wearing a dress Daryl?”
“Don’t be silly Melissa,” Joanne stated. “Stephanie’s a girl and Daryl’s a boy. Daryl would look silly wearing a dress.”
Stephanie took a deep breath and responded, “It’s okay Joanne. I knew this might be one possible reaction. Hi Melissa, at home I’m Stephanie, I only wear my Daryl costume when I go to school.”
“Why do you wear a costume at school Daryl? None of the other girls have to wear boy costumes to school.”
Aunt Jennifer held back a giggle.
“The school records have my name as Daryl, so I have to dress up as Daryl to go to school.”
“The teacher once put the wrong name on one of my papers,” Melissa commented. “When I told her she just used the pencil eraser and changed it. Can’t you do that with the school records? Seems silly they would make you come to school in a boy costume just because someone put the wrong name on the school records.”
Joanne and Stephanie looked at each other not sure how to respond.
“You are right Melissa,” Aunt Jennifer replied. “It is silly that the wrong name on a paper would force Stephanie to put on a Daryl costume every day just to go to school, but unfortunately that is the way things are for Stephanie.”
“Stephanie?” Melissa said to herself as she thought through the situation in front of her.
“So Joanne, do you think your mom would be okay with another kid coming over this afternoon to join you and your other friends,” Aunt Jennifer inquired?
“Sure, let’s go ask her,” Joanne came out of her thoughts.
“How far away do you live Joanne,” Aunt Jennifer asked? “Stephanie isn’t up for much walking at the moment.”
“Well, I live just four houses down from the park entrance over there,” Joanne pointed to the entrance on the other side of a big field. Mumbling to herself she said, “Stephanie’s hurt . . . can’t walk.”
Melissa continued to just look at Stephanie.
“hmmmmm,” Aunt Jennifer pondered. “I don’t think she is up for such a long walk. I wasn’t even sure if she was up to walking back to her house.”
“I know what we can do,” Joanne said with excitement as she came out of her contemplation. “Melissa and I will go get it and be right back. Come on Melissa.”
Joanne started running off for her house, but Melissa was still looking at Stephanie.
“Bye Daryl . . . Stephanie,” Melissa said before giving Stephanie a big hug and running off to catch up with Joanne.
Aunt Jennifer turned to Stephanie, “Joanne ran off without telling us what she was going to do.”
“She is like that at times,” Stephanie said smiling.
“Well, it looks like Melissa has accepted you as Stephanie.”
“Yeah, maybe, but . . .” Stephanie thought about the interaction. “It didn’t go the way I wanted it to. I was supposed to get to play with her as just one of the girls before she found out about Daryl. And . . . and she thinks I really am a girl.”
“Well you are, silly.”
“No I mean. She thinks I am a girl like her and have the same girl parts. Joanne thought I was a girl too at first and when she found out the truth . . .” Stephanie sat quietly recalling the disastrous results.
“Well Joanne appears to be your friend now, so everything worked out.”
“Only because her Daddy punished her and made her play with me,” Stephanie responded.
“I don’t think you have to worry about Melissa. She seems to understand you are Daryl at school and Stephanie at home. Isn’t that what you wanted?” Aunt Jennifer inquired.
“Yeah I guess, sort of,” Stephanie thought. “I’m worried about what will happen when she finds out the truth. I do like her idea however, of just taking an eraser to my school file and changing the name on it.”
“It would be nice if it was just that simple,” Aunt Jennifer said zipping Stephanie’s coat back up. “But unfortunately, it is a little more complicated than just changing your name on a piece of paper.”
“Does it have to be?” Stephanie questioned.
“I don’t know Stephanie, but it is,” Aunt Jennifer said sitting down at the picnic table.
“Will Daddy let me go to Joanne’s house to watch movies?”
“I am sure he will sweetie, he just wanted you to take it easy today. As long as you promise to stay on Joanne’s couch watching the movies, I am sure he will let you stay.”
Stephanie pointed to the other side of the big field, “look, here come Joanne and Melissa.”
“What are they doing,” Aunt Jennifer asked as she tried to see the two girls that far away.
“Are they pulling something?”
The two didn’t have to wait long for the answer, soon Joanne and Melissa were back with a wagon behind them.
“See, Stephanie doesn’t have to walk. We can just pull her. Daddy wanted to get rid of my wagon at the end of the summer, but I wouldn’t let him,” Joanne said as she blushed a little. “I like to bring my dolls around in it, so they are not cooped up in the house all the time.”
“That is a great idea Joanne,” Aunt Jennifer said. “Let’s see if Stephanie fits in it.”
“Oh she will,” Joanne reassured Aunt Jennifer. “I still fit in it and Stephanie’s smaller than me.”
Joanne took down one of the sides of the wagon, letting Stephanie get in. Once the side was put back into place, the four of them headed for Joanne’s house. Aunt Jennifer pulled the wagon while Joanne showed her where to go. Melissa stayed back with Stephanie holding her hand.
“You okay back there Stephanie,” Aunt Jennifer asked?
“It hurts with the bumps, but I’m okay.”
“I’ll do my best to avoid big bumps,” Aunt Jennifer said steering the wagon.
“Stephanie,” Melissa stopped watching where she was going and just looked at Stephanie. “Was it your Daryl costume that made you so brave?”
“No Melissa,” Stephanie said squeezing Melissa’s hand. “It was when I stopped pretending to be a boy that I was finally able to stand up to them.”
Melissa got a big smile as she continued to look at Stephanie and hold her hand.
“Wait Aunt Jennifer, wait,” Stephanie shouted. “I need my Molly doll.”
Aunt Jennifer stopped the wagon and turned around to face Stephanie, “First we need to see if Joanne’s mom will let you stay over. Then we need to call your Dad to see if he will let you stay over. And once we get that all figured out, we can decide the best way to connect you and Molly. Who knows, maybe this is all going to happen at your house instead of Joanne’s.”
“Okay,” Stephanie reluctantly gave in.
The group quickly found themselves in the front yard to the Stern’s house. Mr. Sterns was in the yard raking leaves.
“See Daddy, see,” Joanne announced. “I told you I needed the wagon for Stephanie.”
“I see, and who is this that you drafted into doing the hard work?”
“Mr. Sterns,” Stephanie said still sitting in the wagon. “That is my Aunt Jennifer. She’s the bestest Aunt ever.”
“Well, Bestest Aunt ever, nice to meet you. I am George Sterns. The mean daddy of sweet little Joanne there,” He said with fingers outstretched and wiggling as he approached Joanne.
Joanne started giggling before he even got close and ran to the other side of the wagon, putting Stephanie between her and him.
“Nice to meet you Daddy of sweet little girl Joanne. Apparently, you are also the tickle monster.”
“Who me?” Mr. Sterns pleaded innocence.
“Yes Aunt Jennifer,” Joanne confirmed. “He IS the tickle monster.”
“So young lady,” Mr. Sterns turned to his daughter. “What an amazing coincidence that you decided to go to the park at the same time that Stephanie decided to go to the park. Especially considering how hurt she is.”
“Um . . Yeah . . Dad,” Joanne fidgeted around avoiding eye contact.
“Oh Mr. Sterns,” Aunt Jennifer interjected. “It is even more complex than that. Apparently Stephanie and Joanne planned this out a few days ago when your wife wouldn’t let Melissa and some girl named Gwen come over while Stephanie was being babysat. Stephanie wanted girlfriends and felt this was the only way to get them.”
“Really now,” Mr. Sterns said looking at Joanne and Stephanie. “A little underhanded scheming, huh. Stephanie sweetie, you do deserve to have friends just like everyone else. If we as adults couldn’t figure out a way to help you get them, I am glad you had a good FRIEND to help you. I guess the trio that invades my house on a regular basis is going to grow to a quartet.”
“I don’t think so Mr. Sterns,” Stephanie said putting her head down. “But if this works, hopefully Gwen, Melissa, and Joanne will all start playing together again. It is all my fault they stopped. I broke up their friendship, I have to fix that. I will not be responsible for anyone losing a friend. I won’t. I will go back to being a nobody next week when Joanne doesn’t have to play with me anymore. I am okay with that. But Joanne, is not going to be a nobody with no friends because of me. Sorry Joanne, I told you we were doing this for me, but getting Gwen and Melissa over here to see me is all for you. You and your friends need to be friends again.”
“You won’t be a nobody Stephanie,” Melissa got down and hugged Stephanie. “You are the school hero.”
“Stephanie . . . Stephanie,” Joanne got out trying to figure out what just happened.
Mr. Sterns got down on his knees and took Stephanie’s two hands in his, “You are an amazing little girl who deserves to have a million friends. If someone doesn’t see that, they are really missing out. All I have heard out of both Joanne and Melissa is how you did amazing things at school yesterday. They were telling me about a friend, not a nobody. You are NOT a nobody Stephanie. Never view yourself as a nobody and always view yourself deserving of a friend or two.”
“Mr. Sterns,” Stephanie looked him straight in the eyes and said with confidence. “I am not the one who decided I was a nobody who deserves no friends. Everyone else decided that. Grown-ups try to hide who I am or put me in a box under the bed. They keep other kids away from me. Kids and grown-ups view me as a monster they don’t want to be around. Even Joanne, the closest thing I have to a friend, only plays with me because you are punishing her. I am NOT the one who decided I am a nobody. I just am. Everyone can see it, even you. That is why you forced Joanne to play with me when she didn’t want to. Grown-ups only have to force other kids to play with nobodies.”
Melissa nodded her head in agreement.
“I am so much of a monster Mr. Sterns, my Mommy doesn’t even want me around. I will always be a nobody, a monster to hide from. If I am lucky, I will no longer be a Noper, and kids will at least talk to me. There is no question in my mind though, I will still be a nobody. You and Aunt Jennifer are the only two who believe I can be anything more, but you two are just in a world of make believe. I can no longer continue to pretend to be a boy when I wear the Daryl costume. It is time you two stopped being in that make believe world with Stephanie. Daryl is no more, and once I can get Gwen back together with Joanne, Stephanie will . . .,” a tear came down Stephanie’s face. “She will . . . never again cause people problems. I never should have let her out of the Halloween box. I will not be a problem for people ever again.”
The two adults looked at each other with concerned expressions.
“Stephanie,” Joanne said standing very still. “You are my friend. Not because Daddy made me, just because you are.”
“And your my friend too Stephanie,” Melissa said still holding onto Stephanie’s hand.
“Why don’t we get the three friends into the house with a warm cup of hot chocolate,” Mr. Sterns said taking off the side of the wagon. “I think there are even little marshmallows for everyone’s cup.”
Mr. Sterns lifted Stephanie up out of the wagon and carried her into the house. After settling her down onto the living room couch, he called his wife.
“Sarah, we have two extra people for that hot chocolate. Do you have enough?”
“I think we can find enough,” Mrs. Sterns said coming into the living room. “Oh, hi Stephanie.”
“Sarah,” Mr. Sterns gestured to Aunt Jennifer. “This is Jennifer, Stephanie’s Aunt. She is reported to be the Bestest Aunt ever.”
“Nice to finally meet you Jennifer,” Mrs. Sterns said shaking Jennifer’s hand. “Stephanie talks very highly of you.”
The adults talked for a little bit while the kids discussed what movie they wanted to watch. As the kids settled into the American Girl Molly movie, the adults went into the kitchen to get the hot chocolate. Mrs. Sterns returned with the girl’s cups, and then left them to watch the movie. The adults stayed in the kitchen talking.
About ten minutes after the kids got their hot chocolate, Mr. Meyers showed up with Stephanie’s Molly doll. Melissa had her Kit doll, and Joanne had her Emily Doll. The three girls, with their dolls, sat together on the couch to watch the movie, with Stephanie in the middle. The adults again, left the girls in the living room and escaped into the kitchen.
At lunch Stephanie was questioned as to what they had planned and why. Then she outlined what she wanted to do when Gwen came over. The plans had to be altered a little when Mr. Meyers informed Stephanie about an appointment to see Dr. Jones that afternoon. Stephanie handed out roles for the different people, telling them how to act and sometimes what to say. The adults reluctantly agreed with one stipulation, they would tell Gwen’s and Melissa’s mothers when they came.
The girls returned to the living room and were playing with their dolls while they waited for Gwen.
“Now you sure you can do this Melissa,” Stephanie asked. “Don’t let Gwen know I am Daryl. Let’s see if she can figure it out like you did.”
“Yeah, it will be fun,” Melissa said with a big smile. “She likes playing tricks on me. It will be fun playing one on her.”
Gwen arrived a little after one thirty. She had with her an American Girl doll which had been custom made to look just like her. They were even both wearing the same outfit. Introductions were made all round and the adults again escaped into the kitchen, adding Gwen’s mom to the group.
Stephanie had never left the couch and as the girls started to discuss which American Girl movie they wanted to watch next, Gwen kept looking over at Stephanie. It was explained to Gwen that Stephanie had been hurt on the playground at her school so she needed to stay on the couch resting.
“Have we met before,” Gwen asked?
“Yeah,” Stephanie said with a big smile. “We went trick-or-treating together. I was a princess.”
“Oh yeah, I remember you,” Gwen said looking Stephanie over. “You looked different though.”
“I had my princess curly hair wig on.”
“That was a nice princess costume. Much better than the store bought Disney Princess costumes,” Gwen commented sitting down on the couch.
“Thanks, my mom always makes my princess costumes by finding fancy dresses,” Stephanie responded.
“How many times have you gone as a princess for Halloween,” Gwen inquired.
“Five times,” Stephanie said smiling. “I get to wear these really pretty dresses and everyone says how cute I look.”
“Yeah,” Gwen said smiling. “Grown-ups always do that when we wear pretty dresses. Kinda fun isn’t it.”
The four girls all agreed, before turning to their dolls and telling them how cute they look in their outfits. After a giggle fest, Joanne started the movie. While it started, she requested from her mom some popcorn. It was brought out for them all to enjoy, along with some juice containers.
Once near the beginning of the movie, Gwen’s mom came in stating, “I don’t know about this.” But she was quickly brought back to the kitchen away from the girls.
Throughout the movie, the girls all chatted about various scenes in the movie and other things unrelated to the movie. They also enjoyed having their dolls re-enact some of the scenes. The adults were often coming in and out watching the girls. Gwen apologized to Stephanie for her mom, noticing it was her mom coming in the most. She explained that she didn’t understand, for her mom didn’t usually do that. She also wasn’t sure why her mom was even still there. Gwen believed her Mom was supposed to do some shopping while she was playing with Joanne and Melissa.
Stephanie just brushed it off, pointing out her dad was still here too and he would come in watching them too.
After the movie, Joanne got out a bunch of art supplies and brought them to the coffee table in the living room. Stephanie winced getting down on the floor to work at the table, but she did without it hurting too much.
“So Gwen,” Stephanie commented as she worked on making the wings on a fairy. “Joanne says she lost you as a best friend.”
“Yeah well, she wanted some yucky boy to play with us during recess. Imagine that Stephanie, playing with a boy,” Gwen made a face expressing her distain.
“I don’t know Gwen,” Stephanie replied. “There is a boy at my school who always wants to sit down with the girls during indoor recess and color pictures with them.”
“Well that’s not too bad,” Gwen said. “It would spoil the fun a little, but I wouldn’t have to do anything with him. It is just a lot more fun when it is just girls. Like now, it is just us girls. This is fun.”
Joanne stifled a giggle.
“Could you still have this much fun if one of us was a boy,” Stephanie asked?
“No way! A boy would wreck everything. He would be getting into everything, making battle scenes, and wanting to blow things up,” Gwen said cutting some tissue paper and gluing it on her picture. “There’s this boy at school named Daryl that Joanne wanted to play with us. He would never make something pretty like that fairy you have there Stephanie.”
This time it was Melissa that had trouble holding back a giggle.
“What do you think,” Stephanie asked the group while holding up her picture. “Some glitter on the wings?”
“Most definitely,” Melissa said.
“Yeah that would look pretty,” Joanne responded. “But be careful, mom complains when I get glitter all over the living room.”
“That’s a lovely fairy you have their . . . Stephanie,” Gwen’s Mom said coming into the living room.
“Thank You,” Stephanie said beaming. “It’s not done yet. I am going to put some glitter on the wings, and maybe a pink ribbon in her hair.”
“I see,” Gwen’s mom commented. “Your dad asked me to tell you, you have five minutes left.”
“Thank You,” Stephanie smiled at Gwen’s mom. “I better hurry up and finish. Gwen please pass the silver and gold glitter.”
“Gwen,” her mom stated. “We are going to be leaving soon too. Maybe about fifteen minutes or so.”
“I thought I was spending all afternoon here,” Gwen questioned?
“Well we have already been here two hours and . . . well plans have changed.”
“Okay,” Gwen glumly said.
Gwen’s mom returned to the kitchen and the girls went to work on finishing up their pictures.
“Gwen,” Stephanie interrupted the silence. “Why don’t you want to play with Joanne if she plays with this Daryl kid?”
“Daryl is just so . . . well he . . . he is such a show off. He just had to come over and beat my jump roping record. A boy! How can a boy beat a girl at jump roping?”
Stephanie smiled, “There is a boy at my school that is really good at jump roping. In fact, he holds the jump roping record for the school.”
“Well, this Daryl kid does now too I guess. I did have fun telling Erin a boy beat her jump roping record. I had always dreamed what it would be like to tell her I beat her record, but this was kinda more fun. She got mad at Daryl and not me.”
“If Daryl is that good, why can’t he do jump roping with you, Melissa, and Joanne,” Stephanie pushed.
“Well Daryl is a boy. He just wouldn’t understand. We wouldn’t be able to talk about girl things with him around. He would never understand how fun it is to go shopping for a new Christmas dress, or a tea party with our dolls.”
“I went shopping for my dress last week with my Aunt Jennifer. I got to wear it home and to visit Santa. I need to find more times I can talk my Mom into letting me wear it,” Stephanie said.
“Isn’t that terrible,” Melissa agreed. “They get us this really pretty dress and we only get to wear it three times; the school Christmas program, visiting the grandparents, and the Christmas service at church.”
“We don’t go to church,” Joanne said. “So I only get to wear mine twice.”
“Daryl would never understand why this is such a problem,” Gwen proclaimed. “No boy would. I just can’t be myself around them.”
“So if I want to play with Daryl,” Joanne interjected. “You won’t play with me anymore?”
“Well . . .,” Gwen hedged. “Mommy says I shouldn’t stop being your friend just because you play with a boy occasionally. Something about someday I may want to play with a boy too. She was being all funny, but I guess I can still be your friend. I don’t want to play with a boy though.”
“That is fine,” Stephanie said smiling. “You don’t have to play with a boy if you don’t want to. I am glad to hear you will still play with Joanne though.”
“Come on Stephanie,” Mr. Meyer’s said coming into the living room with Aunt Jennifer and the rest of the adults in tow. “Time to go talk to Dr. Jones about Frank beating you up on Friday.”
“Okay Daddy,” Stephanie said writing her name on the fairy picture. She stood up, unable to hide the expression of pain as she did so, and thanked Joanne for letting her come over.
Gwen looked up at Stephanie with a confused look on her face.
“Gwen, it was nice meeting you. I would like you to have this picture,” Stephanie said giving Gwen the fairy picture she just finished. “I am sorry I came between you and Joanne.”
Stephanie’s dad had her coat out so she could just slip into it. He then started directing her towards the door. Grabbing her Molly doll, she thanked Mr. and Mrs. Sterns for letting her come over.
“Bye Stephanie,” Melissa said. “Glad to see you are feeling better. See you at school on Monday.”
“Bye,” Stephanie waved as she was rushed out the door by her father and Aunt Jennifer.
As they were closing the door to the house, they heard Gwen ask, “Daryl?”
Thank You to Sephrena Lynn Miller for her help in Editing this chapter. It is greatly appreciated.
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Costumes By Teek Chapter 8 Mom!
© 2012 by Teek
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Chapter 8
Mom!
“Yes Stephanie, it is strange when others think of you as a hero and you don’t, but heroes do not always get to decide if they are one or not. Sometimes it is the people around the hero that decides,” Dr. Jones explained. “Melissa and her friends in the Special Education class saw you doing what all of them wanted to do but couldn’t. You are their hero for standing up to the bullies and telling everyone you are not a nobody. Joanne and the teachers feel you protected Joanne by sending her away before Frank could do anything. Many people view that as heroic, considering others before oneself.”
“But I just . . .”
“I know Stephanie, you have already told me several times you were not trying to be heroic. You seem to think that that is a reason why you are not a hero,” Dr. Jones gave a reassuring smile. “That makes you the best kind of hero to some people. You do that a lot, don’t you Stephanie? You think of ways to help others, not really caring about yourself.”
“What is there to care about? I can’t be me, so why should I care about me? I am a nobody, a freak. No one even knows the true me or cares about me.”
“I know it seems that way at times Stephanie, but there are a lot of people who care about you. Just think about all those cards the kids wrote for Daryl on your desk at school.”
“They may care about Daryl. I know that is all Mommy cares about. But I am not Daryl.”
Dr. Jones jotted something down on her note pad and continued, “Can you tell me about you and Daryl?”
“Daryl is no more,” Stephanie said with confidence looking straight at Dr. Jones.
“Why do you say that?”
“I put on the costume every day for school like you and my parents insist I do, but I can’t pretend to be him anymore. He just isn’t there for me to be him. Daryl is dead, and no matter how hard I try he is not coming back.”
“Who are you when you have the Daryl costume on?” Dr. Jones watched as Stephanie picked up the boy doll on the couch.
“I . . . I don’t know,” Stephanie looked closely at the doll and moved it around on her lap a little bouncing from foot to foot. “Me maybe, but I can’t be me in the costume.”
“Why not Stephanie?”
“People don’t see Stephanie in a boy costume. They see Daryl, a boy. If I let myself be Stephanie, I . . . I . . . I get beat up.”
Stephanie pounded her hands into the boy doll beating it up. She then laid the doll down on the couch next to her and declared, “Daryl is dead now.”
Stephanie picked up the girl doll on the couch and looked closely at it. Dr. Jones stayed quiet and just watched.
“Stephanie . . .,” Stephanie said staring at the girl doll in her hands. “You can’t stay. You have to go away.”
Stephanie took the girl doll in one hand and gestured to throw it across the room, stopping just as the doll would have been released. Bringing it in for a tight hug, she then brought the doll into her lap and sat it down looking at her.
“I don’t want you to go Stephanie, but you can’t stay. Only bad things happen when you are here. I need the bad things to stop. I need people happy again. I can’t . . . I won’t be responsible for people being sad,” tears started down Stephanie’s face. “You have to go away so Mommy will come back, so Gwen, Melissa, and Joanne will play together again, and so the kids at school can go on without me messing everything up for them. Stephanie has to stop being Stephanie.”
“If Stephanie stops being Stephanie, will she go back to being Daryl?” Dr. Jones asked.
“No, Daryl’s dead!” Stephanie said never taking her eyes off the girl doll on her lap.
“Then who is Stephanie going to be,” Dr. Jones probed?
“Nobody. I will just be nobody. I hurt too many people as Stephanie. Daryl is dead. I will just be nobody, never causing any harm to anyone ever again,” Stephanie grabbed the girl doll and hugged her tight as tears freely flowed down her face.
Dr. Jones watched as Stephanie moved the doll away three times, but unable to put it down, bringing it back in for a hug each time. On the fourth time, Stephanie put it down and covered the doll with a pillow.
Dr. Jones and Stephanie talked for two hours during that special Saturday therapy session. At the end, Stephanie agreed not to shut out the rest of the world and hide away inside of herself. It was only a temporary agreement, but Dr. Jones would take whatever she could get. Stephanie promised not to hurt herself, Stephanie, or Daryl before talking with Dr. Jones. Enough was said and worked through that Dr. Jones felt it was safe for Stephanie to leave her office, especially with her returning for the regular appointment in just three days.
Dad, Aunt Jennifer, and Stephanie stopped for chicken nuggets on the way home. No one talked about the therapy session. Topics of discussion stayed focused on irrelevant issues, even a discussion about the weather at one point. Stephanie was in a world of her own, not paying attention to much of anything. By the time they pulled into the driveway, Stephanie was in need of more pain killers and was feeling tired. She was just leaning against the car window staring out, with her Molly doll held tight in her arms.
“Were home Stephanie,” Dad jolted Stephanie back into awareness of her surroundings. “Let’s get you some medication and then ready for bed.”
Aunt Jennifer helped Stephanie out of the car, and the three of them headed for the house. Stephanie was the first one in, and she promptly heard a voice coming from the Kitchen.
“I don’t know where they are. I didn’t expect them to be gone with how James described Daryl being hurt. Don’t give me that look. I know, I know.”
Stephanie’s eyes went wide as a huge smile spread on her face, “Mommy!”
Charging for the kitchen where the voice was coming from, Stephanie left Aunt Jennifer and Daddy behind.
“Mommy you came back,” Stephanie said running in and giving Mom a big hug.
“Of course I did Daryl, I was so worried when I heard you were hurt,” Mom said hugging back.
Stephanie winced from the pain the hug produced and then separated from Mom. The glee was gone as she hung her head and turned to leave, “Oh, you came back to see Daryl. I’ll go change.”
Stephanie was slowly walking out of the kitchen trying to hold back tears. She knew the only way Mommy would stay was for her to change into Daryl clothes. She didn’t want to lose Mommy again so she had to go get changed.
“Mary Margret! How could you? Stephanie honey, come here.”
Stephanie turned to look at the mysterious voice that reprimanded Mommy.
“Grandma Eaton!” Stephanie ran over to her.
“Hi Stephanie,” Grandma said giving her granddaughter a gentle hug. “How is my favorite granddaughter doing?”
Stephanie just started crying. Grandma picked her granddaughter up onto her lap and gently cuddled and rocked her.
“It’s okay honey. It’s okay. Grandma is here to make everything better,” Grandma rubbed Stephanie’s back. “It has been a rough time. I am sorry Stephanie. I know Mommy has not made it any easier for you. She is going to be different now. I am here to make sure of that.”
Grandma glared at her daughter who was still standing on the other side of the table, “Now Mary Margret, you have been disrespectful to your daughter, paid no attention to the fact that she is in pain from her injuries, and were about to force her to go put on some costume. Is that any way for a mother to treat her daughter? Your daughter here was beaten up yesterday. It wasn’t your son in some school yard fight. No, it was your daughter being beaten up so much that she had to be taken to the doctor and is obviously still in significant pain. Did you even notice her pain when you hugged her?”
“She’s overdue for this,” Dad said putting a pill and glass of water next to Grandma Eaton.
“Thank you James. Here honey, take this,” Grandma Eaton got Stephanie to take the medication.
After several more minutes of just cuddling into Grandma, the tears subsided.
“I think it is time I was formally introduced to my granddaughter,” Grandma announced moving Stephanie a little bit out onto her lap so the two could look at each other.
“Hi Grandma,” Stephanie said still trying to recover from the crying fit. “I am Stephanie.”
“Nice to meet you Stephanie,” Grandma smiled at her.
“Stephanie sweetie,” Dad interjected. “Tell Grandma what you chose as your full name.”
Stephanie smiled and sat up straight, “I am Stephanie Marie Meyers.”
Grandma Eaton smiled at Stephanie. She looked over at Mary who acted just as surprised at the name. Looking at James she was greeted by a smile.
“She picked it all on her own,” Dad said with pride.
“I always liked your middle name Grandma,” Stephanie hugged Grandma.
“Oh thank you Stephanie. You know, it was my mom’s first name,” Grandma explained.
“Daddy told me,” Stephanie looked over at her Dad.
“Well honey, let’s get you out of that coat,” Grandma said starting to unzip the coat. “I want to get a proper look at my little girl.”
Grandma took off the coat and stood Stephanie up in front of her. With a spin, Stephanie stood in front of Grandma with a big smile on her face. She tried to curtsy, which got some big smiles from the women in the room.
“Oh Mary, she is so beautiful. You need to give her a few lessons in how to curtsey though,” Grandma said with a chuckle. “But if I recall correctly, you didn’t master that until you were twelve.”
“Hi Mom,” Aunt Jennifer said coming over and giving her mom a hug and kiss. “This is a nice surprise. Is Dad here too?”
“No, he had to stay home. I was needed here though,” Grandma said staring over at Mary.
“How long are you staying Grandma,” Stephanie asked?
“At least a week Honey, maybe longer if I am still needed,” Grandma again turned to stare at Mary.
“Stay as long as you want,” Dad said. “You know you are always welcome here. We have the guest room for you to stay in.”
“Thank You James,” Grandma replied. “I think for now we should go into the living room. There are some things in there for Stephanie.”
“Presents?” Stephanie lit up.
“Yes Dar . . . Stephanie,” Mom said. “Two from me, and one from Grandma.”
Stephanie grabbed Grandma’s hand and walked with her into the living room. Sitting on the coffee table were three presents, three different sizes. The big and medium sized boxes were wrapped in pink Disney Princess wrapping paper and the small one was wrapped in Hello Kitty wrapping paper. Stephanie immediately went to the big present.
“Can I open them,” Stephanie pleaded?
“If you are a little girl named Stephanie, then you can open them,” Grandma said with a smile as she sat down on the couch.
Stephanie opened the first present to reveal a porcelain doll dressed in a ballerina outfit.
“She’s so pretty,” Stephanie took the doll out of the box and danced around the room with it. Well sort of danced, as the pain in her side impeded some of her movements.
“Do you like it,” Mom asked?
“Oh yes Mommy, yes!” Stephanie put the doll down on the table and made it do a spin.
“China dolls are very special Stephanie,” Mom explained. “They are fragile and break easily, so you have to be very gentle with them.”
“Your mom should know Stephanie,” Aunt Jennifer interjected. “She broke my China Doll when we were kids.”
Mary blushed, “Yeah well, I am sure Stephanie will be much more careful with her doll.”
“Oh, Yes,” Stephanie said still looking over her doll.
Mom got a doll stander out of the box and helped Stephanie put the Porcelain doll into it. Afterwards, Stephanie’s attention shifted to the medium sized box. Inside was a pink leotard and tutu.
“I will call on Monday to see about you getting ballet lessons,” Mom said looking at Grandma instead of Stephanie.
Grandma nodded but didn’t say a word. Stephanie was holding the outfit up and feeling the fabric.
“Can I try it on?”
“Sure Honey, go ahead,” Grandma replied.
Stephanie started for her bedroom to get changed.
“Someone is going to need to help her,” Aunt Jennifer said standing up.
“Sit down Jennifer,” Grandma looked at Mary. “A girl’s first leotard and tutu should be helped on by her mother.”
Mary got up and followed Stephanie into the bedroom. Shortly afterwards, Grandma got up and headed back too.
Stephanie at first tried to get the dress off herself, but Mom started to help when she saw how much pain the attempt was causing. It wasn’t till the dress was off that Mom for the first time got to see the giant bruise. The largest black and blue marks were on her left side, but there were several smaller spots throughout her mid-section.
“Oh Pumpkin,” Mom gasped as she examined Stephanie.
“And you felt you were not needed here,” Grandma commented while taking a step into the bedroom. “Having a little temper tantrum and running off across the country to me. Look at your daughter Mary. She needed her Mommy after that. It has been what, about thirty-three hours since Stephanie was attacked. Thirty-three hours without her Mom to help her through all of this. I haven’t even heard you apologize yet for being gone. Your baby girl was brutally attacked. She wasn’t fighting the other kid, from all accounts, she didn’t even fight back. Your daughter Stephanie got beat up Mary. Your Daughter! She may have been wearing boy clothes at the time, but it was your daughter that was brutally attacked by a boy. Look at her Mary. Look Stephanie in the eyes and tell her why she had to endure all of this without you here to love and care for her.”
“Oh Dar . . .”
“And that stops now Mary!” Grandma reprimanded.
“Stephanie,” Mom restarted. “I am so sorry I wasn’t here. I . . . I was being foolish. I was thinking of myself and not you. I should have been here when you needed me. I shouldn’t have turned my cell phone off after leaving Dr. Jones’ office. I’m sorry Stephanie. I shouldn’t have left you and Daddy.”
“You have a bit more you need to apologize for Mary, but I think we better get Stephanie into her leotard, she’s shivering,” Grandma said picking up the leotard.
Mom got some pink tights from Stephanie’s drawer and put them on Stephanie. Half way into getting the leotard on, the two adults realized this probably was not a good idea. The ways Stephanie needed to bend in order to get the garment on caused her significant pain. It didn’t stop Stephanie though. She wanted to wear that leotard and tutu. She had wanted to wear one many times before. She was not going to pass up this opportunity. Getting her arms into the long sleeves was hard, but worth it. The tutu was last, at which point nothing could take the smile off of Stephanie’s face. The trio returned to the living room where Stephanie did some dancing around.
“There is one more gift for the little ballerina to open,” Grandma expressed after watching her granddaughter dance around, wincing and grabbing her side repeatedly throughout the performance.
Stephanie smiled at Grandma and went over to the couch and sat down next to Grandma, “This one’s from you?”
“Yes precious,” Grandma said gently hugging Stephanie.
Stephanie picked up the present and unwrapped it, being much gentler than she had been with the other two presents. Inside was a plain looking wooden box. Stephanie looked at Grandma with a quizzical look.
Grandma just smiled, “Open it, Stephanie.”
As the lid went up, music started to play. Once it was completely open, a ballerina was revealed who danced around to the music. In a tray below the Ballerina’s feet, Stephanie found a diamond encrusted heart necklace. She gently picked it up and looked at it.
“Here,” Grandma said taking the necklace. “Let me put it on you.”
Stephanie hugged Grandma and thanked her for the presents. She then lay against Grandma and watched the ballerina dance around. Whenever she stopped, Stephanie would wind her back up and watch again. Each time, she would end up more and more lying down.
“So where were you three this evening,” Mary broke the silence.
“Stephanie had a two-hour appointment with Dr. Jones,” James responded.
“Oh my,” Grandma said rubbing Stephanie’s back. “Is everything okay?”
“After some comments Stephanie made this morning, it was felt she needed to see Dr. Jones today. Stephanie’s had some hard times over the last few days and it was a bit more than what she could handle by herself. Dr. Jones helped, and will help some more at Tuesday’s regular therapy session,” James explained.
By the non-verbal communication, it was clear further questions should wait till after a certain little one had gone to bed. As Stephanie continued to watch the ballerina, Aunt Jennifer talked about how a day of watching movies, turned into a play date with friends. Stephanie contemplated objecting to the phrasing of ‘friends’ but just watched the ballerina.
After hearing about the afternoon’s adventure to introduce Melissa and Gwen to Stephanie, Mary told about some messages on the answering machine. She went over and pressed the play button so all could hear it.
“Stephanie,” Melissa was heard on the recording. “Mommy doesn’t want me playing with you anymore. She says I shouldn’t be around people like you. I tried to tell her you a hero and a good girl. She agreed to meet you after church tomorrow. Call me, 555-4142. Please Stephanie, I still want to be your friend. We have to show Mommy you are a good girl.”
“Can she come . . .” Stephanie started but stopped when a second message started.
“Stephanie,” Joanne’s voice was heard. “Melissa and her Mom just left here. We tried to convince Melissa’s Mom that you are a good kid, but she wasn’t listening. Daddy even covered my ears a few times when she was talking about you. Mommy and Daddy tried to tell them you are not a threat, but it was Melissa, you wouldn’t believe it, Melissa stood up to her Mommy like you stood up to Frank. She has never stood up to anyone ever before. She was amazing Stephanie. We all convinced her Mom to meet you. This is Melissa’s Mom Stephanie. Same bit as what we had planned for Gwen and Melissa, but go little girl. I think you should wear that dress of mine you wanted to try on. Mommy is going to bring it over and leave it on your back . . .” - - - Beep
Stephanie got up and went to the back door. On the back porch was a bag. She got it and brought it into the living room. Opening it up she found a dress, hair ribbons and bows.
“That is a cute dress,” Grandma beamed.
“This must be the one Joanne’s Grandma gave her on her last birthday,” Stephanie said with a big smile and slight chuckle. “Daddy we have to call Melissa and set up the play date.”
“I don’t know Stephanie,” Dad expressed. “Are you sure you are up to someone so adamant not to accept Stephanie?”
“It doesn’t matter about me Daddy,” Stephanie said turning away from the contents laid out on the coffee table. “Melissa needs me. She’s not strong like I am. Dr. Jones said Melissa and the other kids in her Special Education class view me as a hero because I did what they have all always wanted to do. What they could never do. I stood up to the bullies, announcing to the world that all the nobodies are actually people. I’m not a hero like they think I am, but maybe I can help them see they are not helpless. Melissa can’t have her first time standing up to someone be a failure. If it is, she will never do it again.”
“Smart little girl you have there James,” Aunt Jennifer said.
“And a very brave one too,” Grandma added.
“Please Daddy,” Stephanie smiled and batted her eyelids.
James sighed, “If I say no, you are still going to find a way to do it anyways, aren’t you?”
Stephanie nodded her head, continuing to smile.
“Okay,” James said looking over at his wife. “I’ll call.”
“Are you sure about this James,” Mary expressed her concern. “Stephanie is in poor shape at the moment. Is she really up to this?”
“She is in worse shape than you know,” James said looking at Aunt Jennifer. “But Stephanie deserves friends, and she deserves adults who are willing to take as many risks as she is to get them.”
James went over to the phone and called Melissa’s house. He set up a play date for two o’clock Sunday afternoon. Based upon his conversation with Melissa’s Mom, he did not view this as a good idea, but knew he could only protect Stephanie from people like her for so long. Stephanie was partially prepared for this encounter, and it would be done in her own home with support. That is a better scenario than the first one being without support of loved ones around her.
“So Stephanie,” Grandma inquired. “What did your friend mean when she said ‘go little girl’?”
“Joanne wants me to look like a six-year-old when I meet Melissa’s Mommy,” Stephanie smiled at the concept. She picked up the dress and held it out to look at it. “And this should do the job with the right hair style.”
“Why does she want you to look like a little six-year-old,” Mom asked?
“Melissa still likes and plays with little girl toys. Her Mommy dresses her up in little girl outfits. Melissa likes it, but Joanne and Gwen view it as babyish. Joanne things I have the little girl elements of Melissa and the strength of Gwen. I just have to be me and dress for the part. Cute six year old little girls are not dangerous. They in saint.”
“Innocent?” Grandma questioned.
“Yeah that,” Stephanie smiled sitting back down on the couch and grabbing her Molly doll. With a yawn she continued, “I have to do it for Melissa, and maybe, my first Stephanie pictures will be of me as a little girl.”
“First Stephanie pictures,” Grandma again glared at Mary. “Are you going to tell me that she has dressed up as a princess for the last five years on Halloween, and you have never taken her picture?”
“Well,” Mary stumbled on her words. “You see . . . We just . . .”
“No! I don’t want to hear your lame excuses,” Grandma said with frustration while cuddling Stephanie. “It is time for things to change around here. For now, there is a little girl who needs to get her sleep. Tomorrow we will start to address some of these issues.”
“Joanne, I said to leave Stephanie alone and let her sleep. I just put in another My Little Pony DVD for you to watch,” Stephanie heard.
Stephanie was in a daze. She tried to process what she was hearing but it didn’t make any sense. It sounded like Mrs. Sterns, but didn’t she fall asleep at home? Stephanie, assuming she was dreaming, snuggled into her pillow and her Melanie dolly.
“Come on, she needs her rest. She will wake up soon enough.”
“But we have to get her ready.”
“That can wait until she wakes up.”
Stephanie squeezed Melanie, “I have to get ready.” She then rolled over, still with eyes closed and in a sleep haze.
“She’s awake. She’s awake,” Stephanie heard the pitter patter of feet running away from her.
Shortly afterwards, Stephanie was awoken by someone rubbing her back, “Morning . . . Stephanie. Are you feeling better this morning?”
Stephanie kept her eyes closed, “Mornin’ Mommy. I was dreaming about Joanne being here waiting for me to wake up.”
Stephanie heard a young girl’s giggle.
“What?” Stephanie opened her eyes and looked straight into Joanne’s face.
“About time you woke up,” Joanne said giggling. “We have a lot of work to do before Melissa gets here.”
“What? . . . Melissa? . . . Get ready?” Stephanie shook her head. “What time is it?”
“Almost nine-thirty,” Mommy said still rubbing Stephanie’s back. “When your body is busy repairing itself, it makes you sleep a lot, Pumpkin.”
Stephanie sat up and looked around the room.
“Come on Stephanie,” Joanne smiled. “We have to get you ready.”
“Slow down Joanne,” Mrs. Meyers intervened. “There are several hours before Melissa gets here. Let’s start with some Breakfast and then get Stephanie in for a shower before we put her in the time machine to make her younger.”
“How much younger can we make her Mrs. Meyers? Do you think if we put a diaper on her with rhumba pants that she will look like a baby? I bet one of Stephanie’s old princess dresses are small enough that she would show off her cute, diapered bottom,” Joanne schemed.
“Umm . . . Diapers? I don’t think so,” Stephanie eyed Joanne. “I’ll settle for the time machine taking me back to six-years-old.”
Mrs. Meyers giggled.
“Oh well. Do ya have diapers for your doll? We can turn you into a six year old and your dolly into a baby,” Joanne inquired.
“No, I only have a baby bottle for my dolls,” Stephanie brought Melanie up and animated her. “Me no baby. Me big giwl. Me fwee. Me no need diapees. Me only sometimes go pee in panties.”
Joanne smiled, “Okay Melanie. Then just training pants for you as long as you can keep them dry. But Stephanie, she needs to turn into a six-year-old.”
Stephanie had Melanie clap her hands, “Mommy becoming little girl. Mommy never been little girl before.”
“Yes Melanie,” Mrs. Meyers played along. “Your Mommy is going to be a little girl today. Every dolly needs their Mommy to be a little girl at least once. I bet little girl Mommy will like playing with you today. Let’s go get some food into Mommy.”
Joanne and Stephanie giggled as they headed down the hall to the kitchen.
After a bowl of cereal and a quick shower, Stephanie stood in her room dressed in her wig and Joanne’s birthday gift dress.
“Okay Mommy,” Joanne turned to her Mom. “Little kid pigtails and little girl pink nail polish?”
“We can try it,” Mrs. Sterns commented looking Stephanie over.
Stephanie uneasily looked over at her Mommy, Grandma, and Aunt Jennifer who were sitting on the bed with Mrs. Sterns.
“We will have to be careful with the wig,” Grandma said. “Putting it in little kid high pigtails, everyone will be able to tell it is a wig if we are not very careful.”
“Tights or socks,” Mommy pondered out loud? “I think we will need to try both to see which one works best.”
“I’m not a baby doll,” Stephanie worried.
“Oh don’t worry Stephanie,” Aunt Jennifer reassured. “We are just trying to get it just right. I am sure we can do this in much less time than it took your Mom to pick out her wedding outfit. We spent six hours at the bridal shop getting just the right look for her.”
“Maybe this was a bad idea,” Stephanie said backing away from the bed right into Joanne.
“It will be fun,” Joanne said. “I’ll even let them do the same thing to me.”
“Really?” Mrs. Sterns raised her eyebrow.
“Just as long as I don’t have to go anywhere,” Joanne said looking a little worried.
“Would I make you go anywhere looking like a six-year-old,” Mrs. Sterns smiled innocently.
“Yes,” Joanne smiled. “You definitely would.”
Mrs. Sterns looked at the other adults on the bed with her, “Well, she just looks so cute I enjoy showing her off.”
The adults all laughed, and then went to work. After a few attempts they had Stephanie dressed.
“Can I see it now,” Stephanie pleaded.
“One more thing,” Joanne ran over to the bed and grabbed Stephanie’s Melanie doll. “You need to be holding this.”
Stephanie was led to the full-length mirror in Mommy’s room. Looking back was a cute little girl, definitely not a nine-year-old young lady. Stephanie had to admit she did look more like a six-year-old. She liked it, but was this really the best way to go with Melissa’s Mom? Joanne in the high pigtails looked cute, but not as young as Stephanie did. The dress and doll really did make a big difference.
Before Stephanie could even turn away from the mirror, cameras started taking pictures. Over the next hour there were two outfit changes and so many pictures that the memory cards had to be downloaded to the computer twice. Both Stephanie and Joanne were relieved that they didn’t travel any farther outside of the house than the back yard. Eventually the grown-ups were done having their fun, and Stephanie was redressed into the original outfit.
Joanne and both of her parents left half an hour before Melissa was scheduled to arrive. They offered to come back once Melissa and her Mom had left, but everyone felt it would be best if they were not there during the encounter. They had already tried to convince Melissa’s Mom, and with Aunt Jennifer and Grandma there were already enough adults to express different views. Stephanie wanted Joanne to stay and help her, but Mrs. Sterns did not want her exposed to the inappropriate language again.
Joanne gave Stephanie a lot of pointers. Stephanie was confused by some of them though. She kept pointing out that Melissa is in the Special Education class and isn’t like the other kids in their grade. As Stephanie sat on the living room floor playing with her Disney Princess figurines, she kept thinking about this. What did Joanne mean by that? Why was that important? Joanne seemed to think it was important to Melissa’s Mom. Melissa wasn’t really any different, was she?
When the doorbell rang, Stephanie grabbed her Melanie doll and held her tight. She stayed sitting on the floor as directed, surrounded by Princess toys.
“Welcome, I am glad you could make it,” Dad said greeting Melissa and her Mom.
“Yeah, Yeah,” Melissa’s Mom said. “I don’t know why I agreed to this, but I did. I am not going to go against my word. I agreed to see this pervert of yours, so let’s meet him. I want to spend as little time here as possible.”
“Let’s go into the kitchen and talk,” Dad gestured towards the kitchen and looked over at Stephanie. “I would rather not have little ones hear certain language.”
Melissa’s Mom looked at Stephanie sitting there holding her Melanie doll, “Very well, Melissa go play with Daryl’s little sister while I talk with his parents, but stay here in the living room with her.”
Melissa went over and sat down next to Stephanie looking a little confused.
“Please understand, I have nothing against you,” Melissa’s Mom started as they headed for the kitchen. “But I have to protect my baby from perverts like your son. She is a little slow and doesn’t see the danger in things. With Daryl having a little sister, you must understand my concern.”
As the grown-ups turned the corner into the kitchen, Melissa turned to Stephanie and whispered, “Daryl’s little sister?”
“Hi Melissa,” Stephanie said with a smile. “Don’t know why your mom is calling me Daryl’s little sister, but it gives us a chance to play while the grown-ups talk. I don’t think she would let us play if she knew who I was.”
“She is really mad. She keeps calling you a pervert. What’s a pervert Stephanie?” Melissa picked up Snow White and walked her over to Bell.
Stephanie shrugged her shoulders, “I don’t know.”
Melissa turned Snow White to Bell, “Oh Bell, please wear your yellow dress to the tea party this afternoon. You always look so pretty in that dress.”
Stephanie picked up Bell, “What a great idea Snow White. I will rush home now and change.”
Stephanie clicked Bell’s peasant outfit off and put on the yellow dress. She then walked Bell over to Ariel, “Ariel, Snow White is having a tea party, time to change from a mermaid to a Princess dress.”
“Stephanie,” Melissa asked while changing Ariel from a mermaid to a human. “I don’t want to lose you as a friend.”
“I hope we can still be friends too Melissa, but if we can’t, I want you to know,” Stephanie paused looking at Melissa playing with the toys. “You were there when I needed a friend. Thank You. You are a good friend. You can stand up to the bullies all by yourself. You don’t need me.”
“Wow,” Melissa said grabbing a doll next to Stephanie. “You have a Merida doll. She even has a bow and arrow. I asked Santa for one.”
To Stephanie, Melissa did not appear to hear or understand what she just said. This made Stephanie think about Joanne’s words, ‘She’s not like the other girls in our class.’
Stephanie and Melissa continued to play with occasional loud noises heard from the kitchen. The girls set up a tea party, got all the princesses in their prettiest dresses, and the Princes in their royal garb.
“Oh Charming,” Melissa said while having Prince Charming and Mulan dance together. “You are such a good dancer.”
“I still don’t think it is appropriate for Melissa to play with him,” Melissa’s Mom said as the adults came into the living room and sat down.
Melissa just kept playing like nothing had changed. Stephanie also kept playing with Joanne’s voice in her head, ‘If you get the chance let Melissa’s Mom see you just being the little girl you are.’ Stephanie tried to focus on the adult’s conversation while still playing with Melissa. She didn’t trust the adults, especially since at least two of them wanted Stephanie to disappear forever.
“Melissa needs girls like your daughter here,” Melissa’s Mom gestured towards Stephanie, “to teach her the things she struggles with. Your son just isn’t the kind of kid who would understand how to play with my little girl. His deviant ways are a threat to Melissa’s innocence. I can’t let that happen.”
Stephanie poured fake tea into the tea party participant’s cups. Melissa went around pretending to offer cookies to each attendant. As Stephanie reached around offering one lump or two, her side hurt enough that only Snow White and Rapunzel got sugar in their tea. Picking up Melanie and hugging her, she decided to just watch Melissa finish the preparation.
“Is something wrong Melissa,” Stephanie inquired as Melissa bounced from foot to foot in one spot.
“Oh Melissa,” her mom said upon hearing Stephanie’s statement. “You need to tell me when you have to go. Mrs. Sterns, where is your bathroom?”
“It is just down the hall, first door on the right.”
Melissa’s Mom quickly got up and physically directed Melissa down towards the bathroom.
“She still has accidents if someone doesn’t keep on top of her to go on a regular basis,” Melissa’s Mom stated as she watched Melissa run down the hall and into the bathroom. “If she can’t even figure out when she has to go to the bathroom, how can she know who is safe and who isn’t?”
Stephanie stood up and faced Melissa’s Mom, “She has a good heart and she picks her friends carefully. Her real threats are the same as mine, the bullies in the school who will not accept anyone who is different. I am a nobody. I will always be a nobody. Melissa thinks she is a nobody, but she isn’t. She has friends, real friends. Gwen and Joanne are both girls who the other kids in the class listen to. They are also both friends with Melissa. Most of the other kids in her Special Education class do not have any friends outside of that room, but Melissa does. I have no friends, none. I never tried to be Melissa’s friend. She chose me. She doesn’t go around making friends with everyone. I feel honored that my first friend, ever, is Melissa. She calls me a hero. I am no hero, but your daughter might be. That day Elwood got suspended for being a bully to me, Melissa was the only one who cared about the boy on the swing who was crying. I told her to go away, she wouldn’t. I saw no reason to go on, to keep trying, but then, then Melissa came over. You say she doesn’t understand. She just might see things better than the rest of us. My name is Stephanie Marie Meyers. At school I put on a boy costume. Melissa thinks it is because someone put the wrong name on my school paperwork. I wish that was true, but it isn’t. The school knows me as Daryl Eric Meyers. He is now dead. The fight on Friday taught me that I can’t even pretend to be him anymore. I don’t know if he was ever really here. Go to my room, you will not find anything boy in there other than a drawer with clothes my parents force me to wear to school. Call me a boy, call me a girl, it doesn’t matter, I am a nobody. All I ask is that you look at me. Look at who I am. You decided who I was before you even met me. Is that fair?”
Melissa’s Mom looked at Stephanie in shock.
“Is it?” Stephanie firmly asked. “Do you want people deciding if Melissa is a good kid before they even meet her? They do it! Is that fair to her? Is it?”
“Well,” Melissa’s Mom struggled with her answer. “No, it’s not fair.”
“Then why do I have to stop being her friend Mommy,” Melissa said coming out of the bathroom.
“You . . . I . . . He . . .” Melissa’s Mom looked back and forth between Stephanie and Melissa.
“I cannot protect Melissa from the bullies. They will attack her just because she is different. They do not get to know you before they decide if you are good or not. If a bully comes after me, I will make sure she is safe. If a bully comes after her, I will do what I can to get them to go away. Melissa was there when I needed a friend. I will be there when she needs one.”
“You are Daryl?” Melissa’s Mom tried to process everything that was said.
Melissa came up next to Stephanie.
“Wait a minute Melissa, I didn’t hear a flush or you washing your hands. Did you wipe?” Melissa’s Mom directed her daughter back to the bathroom.
Mr. and Mrs. Meyers got up and stood behind Stephanie, with their hands on her shoulders.
“She doesn’t like to be called Daryl,” Mr. Sterns added. “She is a girl. She has never been interested in boy things. This is not a game for her. It is not a passing fad, and she has no control over her brain and heart telling her she is a girl. Her doctor has confirmed all of that. You are trying to protect your girl, and we are trying to protect ours. The reality is, unless we are with them one-hundred percent of the time, we can’t. We learned that the hard way. Stephanie has multiple bruises on her abdomen and chest. The kid who did this to her didn’t even know about her girl side, it happened just because of an attempt to play soccer. For years, the other kids called my child a Noper, a non-person, and they treated her that way. When she tried to stop being a Noper, the bullies tried to teach her a lesson. Bullies don’t care if a peer has a disability, is transgender, or just a little bit different. As parents all we can do is teach our children to know good from bad. Teach them that they can come to us for anything. We failed our daughter in that regard, but we are working on changing that.”
“Mommy,” Melissa said going up and giving Stephanie a hug. “Stephanie is my friend. She is my hero. She will not hurt me. You tell me to only make friends with kids who are nice and don’t get in trouble. Daryl’s name is never on the board. Daryl is nice to everyone. Stephanie is fun to play with.”
“But . . .,” Melissa’s Mom tried to get out.
“Mommy, you always tell me when I don’t know what to do, I should find a kid who is doing their work and being good and copy them. I copy Daryl. He is always doing what the teacher tells us to do. Why do I copy Daryl for good behavior and schoolwork, but now that he is Stephanie I can’t do that anymore? She same person Mommy, just have new name.”
Grandma stood up next to Mary, putting her arm around her, “My daughter has had a hard time accepting Stephanie, and she has been dealing with this for nine years. We do not expect you to decide overnight to accept Stephanie, but we ask that you at least give her a chance. Get to know her first before you stone her to death.”
“John 8:7 - When they kept on questioning him, he straightened up and said to them, ‘If any one of you is without sin, let him be the first to throw a stone at her.’” Melissa’s Mom recited as she looked directly at Stephanie. “James 4:12 - There is only one Lawgiver and Judge, the one who is able to save and destroy. But you--who are you to judge your neighbor? Romans 12:16-18 Live in harmony with one another. Do not be proud but be willing to associate with people of low position. Do not be conceited. Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everybody. If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone.”
“She does that a lot,” Melissa quietly said to Stephanie. “Never makes any sense to me, but it means she is about to make a decision.”
Melissa’s Mom chuckled, “Your right Melissa, it means I have made a decision. I will not throw the first stone. . .”
Melissa immediately stood in front of Stephanie with her hands spread out, “Don’t throw rocks at Stephanie Mommy.”
“Melissa, I am not going to throw a rock at Stephanie. It is something they did long ago, people don’t do that nowadays.”
Melissa brought her hands down but stayed in a protective position in front of Stephanie.
“I do not approve of this,” Melissa’s Mom stated. “The bible clearly states this is wrong, but . . . it also states that I am not the one to judge, the Lord is. I need to protect my baby. She just doesn’t understand the dangers out there.”
Melissa’s Mom went up and wrapped Melissa in a big hug, “If I let them play, I never want them to be alone together. Always out in the open. At School, I guess it is okay. Maybe even at Joanne’s house if they are in the living room and Joanne is always with them, I don’t know, maybe. Never just the two of them. I. . . I don’t like this. But . . . If I am to follow the Lord’s lessons and do what is right in the eyes of everyone, here, where . . . where girls can marry other girls. What does that mean with a boy being a girl? I will pray to God for guidance.”
After all of that Melissa’s Mom said it was time for them to go, and they quickly left. There was some uncomfortableness when Melissa gave Stephanie a hug goodbye, but Melissa's Mom did not totally flip out over the incident.
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Costumes By Teek Chapter 9 Clothes
© 2012 by Teek
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Chapter 9
Clothes
“Now will someone please explain something to me,” Grandma said once we all settled down on the couch after Melissa left. “Why in the world are there boy clothes in my Granddaughter’s bedroom?”
“Well she has to wear boy clothes and be Daryl at school,” Mom explained. “It’s not like we can send her to school as Stephanie.”
“Ummm, well . . .,” Dad tried to get out.
“Fine,” Grandma interrupted Dad. “She has to be Daryl when she goes to school. Not sure I agree with that but for the moment let’s stick with that. Why does she have to be wearing boy clothes?”
“If she goes to school in a dress Mom,” Aunt Jennifer commented. “She would look awfully silly with everyone calling her Daryl.”
“Jennifer,” Grandma smiled. “You were old enough to remember. What did I do when Mary went through her Tom Boy stage? Did I go out and buy boy clothes for her to wear?”
Aunt Jennifer thought for a while, “No, you just took the dresses out of her closet. You stuck them all in my closet if I remember correctly.”
“Well, I had to put them somewhere,” Grandma explained with a smile. “But you are right. I just took away the dresses. Mary, that was enough for you to be a Tom Boy. Why can’t we just do that with Stephanie?”
“You’re brilliant Mom,” Aunt Jennifer praised.
A tear started down Stephanie’s face, “But I don’t want you to take away my dresses.”
“I don’t think that is what she meant . . . Stephanie,” Mom said giving Stephanie a hug. “I think she is just saying we should find outfits you can wear to school that are girl clothes but looks like they could be boy clothes.”
“Glad to see not all your common sense has left you Mary,” Grandma said. “Let’s go get those boy clothes out of Stephanie’s room and see what we can find for her to wear to school.”
“Umm,” Dad spoke up. “Stephanie, go back with Aunt Jennifer to start the process. I want to talk to Mommy and Grandma.”
Stephanie kept looking back as Aunt Jennifer led her out of the living room, “What are they talking about?”
“I don’t know Stephanie,” Aunt Jennifer said continuing to lead Stephanie down the hall. “Remember I wasn’t allowed to be in there either. Let’s go get rid of those yucky boy clothes and make space for some more girl clothes. Considering most of the girl clothes you have are dresses, I think there might be a shopping trip in order.”
The clothes were quickly out of the two bottom drawers of the dresser and put in the guest room with all the other Daryl things. The ladies then went to work on trying out different outfits to see if Stephanie could pass as a boy while wearing them. Stephanie’s preference for pink and purple clothing made the options limited. They came up with one pair of pants and three tops that would work.
“Why don’t we look through some of the Daryl clothes to see if any could be worn by a girl? Girls often wear boy clothes,” Mom said looking at the small selection on the bed.
“Mary,” Grandma firmly stated. “Little girls do not usually go around wearing boy clothes, and this isn’t about finding what would work. This is about your daughter’s mental health. She will know that they were Daryl’s clothes.”
“Why can’t I just wear a dress to school?” Stephanie pleaded.
“That’s a real good question Stephanie,” Grandma looked at the other two ladies in the room?
“She’s a boy Mom,” Mary stated. “She can pretend to be a girl all she wants, but in the eyes of the government she is a boy. That means she has to go to school as a boy.”
“Mary!” Grandma reprimanded. “Stephanie is not pretending to be a girl. She is a girl. You were the one that told me the results of Dr. Jones’ evaluation.”
“But Mom!” Mary tried to protest.
“Don’t you ‘But Mom’ me. Your position on this is very clear. Now it is time for you to stop having a position and start being a parent who supports their child discovering who they really are,” Grandma lit into Mary before going over to the door. “James, could you come in here please.”
Daddy walked into the room, “Something I can do to help?”
“Stephanie just asked a really good question,” Grandma started. “She wanted to know why she can’t just go to school wearing a dress. I think it is time all the facts be laid out on the table. She is the one who is living with the decisions. Don’t you think she deserves to know why?”
Dad came all the way into the room and sat down on Stephanie’s desk chair, “Come here Stephanie.”
Stephanie came over to Dad and was lifted up onto his lap.
“When you first started being Stephanie for Halloween, Mommy and I thought you were going to grow out of wanting to be a girl. That didn’t happen though. When you finally told us you were Stephanie and not Daryl, we were confused and not prepared for that. I am sorry, we saw all the signs of Stephanie hiding behind the Daryl costume, but we never wanted to see her there. So, we ignored her. As parents we shouldn’t have done that. Switching from a boy to a girl is something that very rarely happens, so we don’t have a lot of guidance for how to do it with you. At first Dr. Jones felt we should keep you as Daryl at school, till she got a better handle on who Stephanie was and what type of girl you were.”
“I’m a good girl Daddy,” Stephanie said.
“I know sweetheart. Dr. Jones wanted to know if you were a frilly dress girl who was here all the time, or one who just needed to visit us every now and then. She felt having you go to school as Stephanie would cause you more problems than you were ready to handle, and you wouldn’t be able to switch back to Daryl if you wanted to.”
“I don’t want to be Daryl though. Daryl is Dead!”
Dad gave Stephanie a big hug and a kiss on the cheek, “It’s okay with Daryl being dead, but we don’t want Stephanie to die too. You are going through a lot of things emotionally at the moment sweetheart, and . . . and . . . well, things have changed. After yesterday’s emergency meeting with Dr. Jones she gave us permission for you to go to school as Stephanie.”
A huge smile grew on Stephanie’s face.
“But she is concerned about you making that switch in the middle of the school year. She feels it would be best if we waited until the summer, that way you would be starting a new grade from the beginning as Stephanie. Maybe even going to a different school where the kids didn’t know Daryl.”
“So I have to stay in my Daryl costume at school all year?”
Daddy hugged Stephanie again and looked around the room at the other adults, “The Principal said you could come as Stephanie if there was a doctor’s note saying that was okay. I got that letter from Dr. Jones yesterday. I think I know Grandma and Aunt Jennifer’s position on the issue. I . . . I just want to do what will hurt you the least. I don’t know what that is though. As for Mommy . . .”
Everyone turned and looked at Mary.
“I love you Stephanie, but if you do this there is no turning back,” Mom said. “Everyone will know you as Stephanie, and you will never again be able to hide in your Daryl costume. The other kids will tease you and maybe even beat you up.”
“They already do that Mommy. See!” Stephanie lifted up her dress to show the huge black and blue marks.
“Yes we know Pumpkin,” Dad said lowering the dress. “Like I said, the situation has changed.”
Dad looked straight at Mommy.
“It just makes more sense to wait until next school year to make the switch,” Mom stated.
“Logic and sensibility states that,” Grandma said. “But we are not dealing with logic and sensibility. We are dealing with your child’s emotional well-being. Daryl is this meek, quiet, passive little kid, but Stephanie is not. Stephanie appears to have the strength and fortitude to stand up for her position. It sounds like she might even have a few friends to help her too. What is it going to do to your child if you force Stephanie to continue putting on that Daryl costume day after day? She will need to suppress her personality, interests, and friends, for what? Sensibility and Logic? Inside she is being torn apart emotionally as she tries to find her place in the world. I do not want to see my granddaughter end up in a Psychiatric Hospital just because you two decided to do the Logical and Sensible thing. What is right for Stephanie?”
The room was silent.
After a few minutes of silence Grandma came over and took Stephanie’s hand, “Stephanie, you have stated your position, and I have stated mine. It’s time to let your Mom and Dad figure out their positions. Let’s go call your friend Joanne. You said you would call her after Melissa left.”
Grandma and Stephanie left the room hand in hand, with Aunt Jennifer following behind.
“She’s not happy Joanne, but she said Melissa could play with me,” Stephanie explained over the phone.
“That is great Stephanie,” Joanne reassured her. “You will see, everything will be okay.”
“I hope so,” Stephanie took a deep breath.
“Stephanie, Daddy says he wants to take us all out for dinner tonight. Ever since he suggested it, Mommy has been trying to get me to look younger than you. Daddy says I have to get you to ask your parents. Please tell me they say no.”
“Joanne!” Stephanie heard Mrs. Sterns reprimand through the phone.
Stephanie lowered the phone and looked at Grandma, “Mr. Sterns wants to take us all out to dinner tonight.”
“That sounds like an absolutely wonderful idea Stephanie,” Grandma beamed. “Here, let me talk with Mr. Sterns.”
Stephanie looked at Grandma and then down the hallway towards her room where her parents were still talking, “Aren’t we going to ask them?”
“Not this time Stephanie,” Grandma said coming close to the phone. “We’ll just tell them when they come out.”
Stephanie hesitantly handed the phone over to Grandma. After a few exchanges, the time and location was set. Grandma said we would meet them at the restaurant, and the phone call was ended.
“Grandma,” Stephanie asked? “What if Mommy and Daddy don’t want to go out. They always say we can’t go out on a school night.”
“Stephanie sweetie,” Aunt Jennifer reassured her. “Grandmas are more powerful than Mommies and Daddies, especially this one.”
“Jennifer!” Grandma said with a slight chuckle.
“Sorry Mom, but it is true.”
Stephanie walked into the restaurant holding Mommy’s hand, scanning the entry way for Joanne.
“Oh good,” Joanne said coming up to them. “I was afraid you would have changed and I would be left looking silly dressed like this.”
Stephanie looked over Joanne and saw her still in the pigtails and little kid pink nail polish. She had a dress on which Stephanie had never seen her in before.
“It is a very pretty dress Joanne,” Stephanie said.
“Yeah, you would like it. I bet Melissa would too. It makes me look like a little kid, and with these pigtails,” Joanne flicked her high pigtails.
“Well, it doesn’t have puffy sleeves,” Stephanie tried to point out a positive.
“No, it’s worse,” Joanne pointed out. “Ruffles! A sleeveless dress with ruffles as shoulder straps, and look where the waist is on this thing. Big kid dresses have waists down where they are supposed to be, but little kids dresses put them way up here. And look at this, a little pink flower right here on my chest. And down there at the bottom of the dress, there are embroidered pink flowers.”
“They match your fingernail polish,” Stephanie said with a smile.
“They do, don’t they,” Joanne smiled looking at her finger nails and the flowers. Shaking her head, “but that’s not the point.”
“I think it is a pretty dress Joanne,” Stephanie kept admiring it.
“Remind me to give it to you when we get back,” Joanne looked at Stephanie like she was nuts. “I thought I had outgrown this thing.”
“Oh, Joanne it is not that bad,” Mrs. Sterns said taking a picture as Joanne and Stephanie looked up at her.
“Told you she likes to dress me up like a little kid and take pictures,” Joanne gestured to her mom.
“Smile for the camera you two,” Mrs. Sterns coaxed.
“Just smile and get it over with,” Stephanie smiled with true joy.
“Sterns,” a Lady said coming into the waiting area. “Party of eight.”
“Here,” Mr. Sterns said raising his hand and stepping forward.
“Oh, we have two little princesses with us this evening,” The Lady commented, looking down at Stephanie and Joanne. “Will your youngest here be needing a booster seat?”
Joanne started giggling as the lady looked down at Stephanie.
“No,” Mr. Meyers said coming up behind Stephanie. “We’ll try it without one tonight.”
Stephanie glared up at her Dad. She hadn’t sat in a booster seat for years. Why was he acting like this would be the first time?
As they were led to the table, Joanne leaned in and said, “Told you that you looked like a little six year old. Maybe she thought you were even younger. One good thing at least, I now know you look younger than me.”
Stephanie stuck her tongue out at Joanne and then started giggling.
Once they had all been seated and the order had been placed, the conversation turned back to discussing Stephanie, without including her as part of the conversation. Stephanie and Joanne sat next to each other with crayons and activity pages in front of them, just listening to the adults talk.
“It is risky,” Mrs. Sterns stated. “But maybe it is for the best. She is being bullied and teased anyways, maybe this will give her the emotional strength to handle it better.”
“She does appear to gain strength when she states she is Stephanie and voices her position on something,” Mr. Sterns added.
“She does, doesn’t she,” Aunt Jennifer said smiling over at Stephanie who was finding her way through the maze on the activity page.
“Will the school give you any resistance,” Mr. Sterns inquired?
“Not from what I could tell,” Mr. Meyers explained. “They just want it to be supported by a doctor. If Dr. Jones says it is okay and appropriate, they will support our decision.”
“Why do they want the doctor’s approval,” Mrs. Sterns asked?
“They are just trying to cover their legal position Sarah,” Grandma said. “When others complain, they want to be able to state Stephanie has been declared a girl by a doctor, not just some kid suddenly showing up in a dress and wanting to use the girls restroom.”
“That is a good point,” Mr. Sterns looked over at the two young girls. “Where will she go to the bathroom?”
“The Principal wasn’t sure on that one,” Mr. Meyers explained. “He said he needed to look into that a little bit more. He said she could use the bathroom in the nurse’s office until the district lawyers gave him an answer.”
Joanne leaned into Stephanie and whispered in her ear, “Sounds like they are really going to let Stephanie come to school tomorrow.”
Stephanie kept her focus on the activity page, trying to find the hidden pictures.
“All this Noper and school hero stuff may work to her advantage,” Aunt Jennifer added. “She wasn’t known before the incident, and now everyone is going to want to know this kid. This will give them a chance to meet the real hero.”
The conversation paused as food arrived and plates were correctly matched with each recipient. When the waitress left and people were starting to dig in, Stephanie spoke, “No matter what you decide, Stephanie IS going to school tomorrow morning.”
Stephanie stabbed a chicken nugget with her fork and stuffed it into her mouth.
“She has a good point,” Grandma stated. “We may be able to control what she wears, but she is in control of who she is. She has repeatedly stated since Friday morning that Daryl is dead, which means regardless of what we do, Stephanie will be the one going to school on Monday.”
The adults were all silent as people ate and pondered the information.
Half hour before school was to begin, Stephanie stood in front of her Elementary School with a death grip on Daddy.
“We don’t have to do this Stephanie,” Dad explained. “We can go back home and change.”
“Change into what,” Stephanie asked? “I am Stephanie! I don’t want to wear a costume to school every day.”
With a squeeze of his hand, Mr. Meyers led Stephanie into the building with Mrs. Meyers following.
“Good Morning,” the office secretary said looking at Stephanie and then the adults. “May I help you? Are you looking to register a new student?”
“No,” Mr. Meyers politely replied. “We would like to meet with the Principal please.”
“One moment,” the secretary picked up her phone and let the Principal know that some people wanted to meet with him.
As the Principal came out of his office he looked over the three people standing there waiting for him. He immediately got down in front of Stephanie and reached out his hand, “And you must be Stephanie. Nice to meet you Stephanie. I hope you are feeling better.”
“Yes, Thank You sir. It still hurts but I am ready to come back to school. The doctor said no PE and no fun at recess. Can I come to school, Please?” Stephanie asked with a pleading expression in her face.
The school secretary looked at the exchange, looking at the child and parents more closely. The Principal led the Meyers into his office. Before closing his office door, the Principal asked the secretary to have Mrs. Farren come down to his office.
“I am glad to see you are feeling better Stephanie,” the Principal said directing everyone to sit down. “I wasn’t expecting you to come to school as Stephanie today, but I am not completely surprised after the events on Friday.”
“It has been a rough last couple of days,” Daddy explained to the Principal. “I have two letters here from her therapist which will explain. You said we just need a doctor’s approval for her to start coming as Stephanie.”
The Principal took the two letters and quickly looked them over, “This one will meet the legal elements the district requires. I will copy it and send it off to the District Office. This other letter however is a bit more concerning.”
Stephanie looked between the Principal and her parents. She didn’t know what was in that second letter, but worried it would mean she couldn’t be Stephanie at school.
“She has not made an attempt yet,” Daddy stated. “But she has made several comments which have concerned us all. A negative reaction to her coming to school as Stephanie, could be a tipping point. We want to keep everyone on guard.”
“We will make sure she is never alone and an adult always close by,” the principal said as there was a knock on the door.
Mrs. Farren came in and sat down with everyone else.
“Mrs. Farren, this is Stephanie. She will be joining your class starting today,” the Principal stated. “We want her to feel welcome and accepted as fast as possible.”
Mrs. Farren looked closely at Stephanie, “Welcome Stephanie. I assume you will be just as good of a student in my class as Daryl was.”
Stephanie smiled.
“Are there any special instructions?” Mrs. Farren asked looking at the Meyers and the Principal.
The Principal handed the second letter over to Mrs. Farren to read. She looked it over, glancing up at Stephanie several times during the read. The expression on her face changed from a happy pleasant demeanor, to one of concern.
“She is to always be with another person, and always close to an adult,” the Principal explained. “Until that restriction is lifted by her doctor, I want her using the bathroom in the nurse’s office.”
“Stephanie is still quite sore from the fight and we are not sure how much of the day she can handle,” Mrs. Meyers added. “Doctor said no PE and no running around at recess. We will be leaving some medicine with the nurse if she is in too much pain. The pain meds we gave her this morning should last three to five more hours. She does fairly well as long as there isn’t too much bending and stretching.”
“I assume Joanne has met Stephanie,” Mrs. Farren said looking at Stephanie who nodded her head. “Has anyone else?”
“Three kids in your class know Stephanie and her connection with Daryl. There is Joanne, Melissa, and Gwen,” Mr. Meyers responded. “At least two of them appear to be her friend and will support her. We are not sure about Gwen. Melissa’s Mom has voiced concern about her playing with Stephanie but has allowed her to play with Stephanie at school, as long as the two are never alone in a room together.”
“Stephanie will have some good friends in those three,” Mrs. Farren remarked. “I assume I am to change all her name tags over to Stephanie?”
“Yes please,” Mrs. Meyers spoke. “May I ask Mrs. Farren, you don’t seem surprised by any of this?”
Mrs. Farren smiled at Stephanie, “Joanne asked a question on Friday which caused me to look at Daryl in a new light. Over the weekend, I put a lot of thought into Daryl and realized he had a significant amount of feminine traits. Stephanie has been a part of my class all year, just with the wrong name. It is nice to finally see her come out of her shell and join us.”
Stephanie and Mrs. Farren made their way down to the classroom, leaving the parents talking with the Principal.
“This is a big change Stephanie,” Mrs. Farren stated as they walked into the classroom. “Do you want me to change your desk, so the kids don’t see you as taking Daryl’s spot?”
Stephanie looked over at her desk with the pile of cards stacked on it, “No need Mrs. Farren. They will all know soon enough that I used to be Daryl. I am not going to lie anymore, and I am not going to hide away. I meant what I said on Friday. I am not going to be a Noper anymore.”
Stephanie looked at a few of the cards on her desk, before putting the rest into her backpack to look at when she got home. Mrs. Farren went to work changing all the places in the room that said Daryl, over to Stephanie, starting with the name tag on her desk.
Stephanie was reading the next chapter in, No Flying In The House, when the other children started to enter the room. Everyone noticed Stephanie immediately, and they were all asking each other questions about who the new kid was. No one approached Stephanie. She heard questions about why she was in Daryl’s seat, and to Stephanie, it appeared the general consensus was that Daryl had died after Frank beat him up on Friday.
“Stephanie!” Melissa screamed as soon as she saw Stephanie. She ran up and gave her a big hug. “Goodie, they fixed your name. Told you, you just had to tell Mrs. Farren and she would fix it.”
The other children all looked at the two of them. The chatter volume in the room increased dramatically with people asking each other if they knew who Stephanie was.
“Stephanie, I didn’t expect to see you in school today,” Gwen said coming into the room.
“Hi Stephanie,” Joanne said coming in just behind Gwen.
As Joanne and Gwen were getting their coats off, the other kids were asking them who Stephanie was and why was she in Daryl’s seat.
“Okay class,” Mrs. Farren tried to rein in the students. “Everyone quiet down and find your seats.”
The chatter lessened significantly as everyone headed for their seats. Al, who sat across from Stephanie, sat down and looked at her. He couldn’t take his eyes off of her.
“Daryl?” Al asked.
Stephanie smiled at him, “Hi Al.”
“Okay class,” Mrs. Farren got everyone’s attention. “As you might have noticed we have a new student. Her name is Stephanie. I expect everyone to be nice to her.”
“Why is she in Daryl’s seat?” Zoe asked. “Did Daryl die?”
Melissa giggled.
“She is Daryl,” Al said loud enough that the kids around him heard, but not loud enough for the whole class to hear.
Stephanie didn’t hear what Mrs. Farren said next, for she was suddenly focused on the five other kids at her cluster of desks. They were all looking straight at her trying to figure out if what Al said was true.
“That can’t be,” Candice commented first. “Daryl has short hair. Stephanie has two long braided pigtails.”
Stephanie smiled at Candice.
“She looks a little like Daryl,” Ellen pointed out.
Stephanie stayed silent while the group debated the issue. The group’s discussion started to attract the attention of other kids. Soon no one was paying attention to Mrs. Farren.
“I guess you are right Stephanie,” Mrs. Farren said loud enough so everyone could hear her. “Class, eyes on me please.”
Everyone turned and looked at Mrs. Farren.
“Daryl is not dead. He was hurt on Friday when Frank beat him up, and will take a while to fully recover. As some of you have noticed, Daryl is now Stephanie. She has always been Stephanie.”
“Just wearing a Daryl costume,” Stephanie interjected.
“On Friday we talked about teasing and bullying behavior and how it will not be tolerated,” Mrs. Farren continued. “It was really brave of Stephanie to take off her Daryl costume and show us who she really is. If any of you have a problem with this, I will give you a pass to go talk with the Principal or the counselor at any time. Otherwise, I expect everyone in here to treat Stephanie with respect and kindness. As she stated on Friday, you don’t have to like her, but she does deserve respect and to be treated as a human being. Now due to the injuries Frank caused, Stephanie cannot participate in PE and has to take it easy at Recess. For at least this week, I am putting a few more rules in place. She will be our line leader. When I ask people to line up or get ready to go, I want her to stay in her seat until everyone is in line. We don’t want her getting knocked down again. At lunch I want someone to carry her tray for her.”
“I will Mrs. Farren,” Melissa quickly stated while putting up her hand.
“I am sure we will have a lot of volunteers as the week goes on, but for today Melissa you can be Stephanie’s helper,” Mrs. Farren smiled and nodded at Melissa.
Melissa smiled.
“Class we have already had two students in this class suspended for being a bully to Stephanie,” Mrs. Farren reminded them all. “I expect everyone in this class to stand together with Stephanie against any more bullies.”
Mrs. Farren had everyone rise for the pledge. She started the school day like nothing out of the ordinary had just happened. Other than a lot of stares by the other kids, Stephanie settled into a normal morning.
“STEPHANIE IS NOT A FREAK!” Melissa screamed. “NOW YOU TAKE THAT BACK.”
The whole class looked over at Melissa and her group of desks.
“Is something wrong over here,” Mrs. Farren asked as she approached the group?
“Lucas called Stephanie a freak Mrs. Farren,” Melissa explained.
“Lucas?” Mrs. Farren looked at Lucas for an explanation.
“Well, he is,” he finally blurted out after a period of silence. “Just look at him. He is wearing a frilly dress and tights. He has pigtails and ribbons in his hair. Any boy who would do that is definitely a freak.”
“I see,” Mrs. Farren looked over at Stephanie and then around the room at the other children. “Do any of you other children agree with Lucas here?”
Stephanie looked around the room and saw several nods of the head, but none verbally said anything.
“Well, I guess you’re right then,” Mrs. Farren said to the shock of a few students and most especially Stephanie. “But by that logic, all the girls in this room except for Brooke and Stephanie are also freaks.”
Everyone in the room started looking at all the girls in the room.
“Only Brooke and Stephanie are wearing dresses today, which mean the rest of the girls are wearing boy clothes. There are still places in the world where that would be considered a crime,” Mrs. Farren explained. “We are not judged in this country by what we wear. In this country there is freedom of choice and expression. If you dislike someone so much because of what they are wearing that you attack them in some way, your actions could be considered a Hate Crime and might land you in jail. We discussed this on Friday everybody. A boy wearing a dress may be different, but how does that hurt you. Stephanie was a boy, yes. She was pretending to act and behave like all the other boys. Lucas, did she do a good job pretending to be a boy named Daryl.”
“What?” Lucas appeared totally confused by the question.
“Did Daryl look and act like the other boys?” Mrs. Farren elaborated.
“Well, not really,” Lucas admitted. “He couldn’t hit or catch a ball. He would look at the flowers when they came up or chase butterflies.”
A few of the kids giggled.
“So, you don’t view those things as very boy like behaviors,” Mrs. Farren questioned?
“No,” Lucas said looking over at Stephanie.
“If a girl did those things, would you think them strange,” Mrs. Farren asked?
“Yeah, but everything girls do is strange,” Lucas stated.
Most of the boys in the room laughed.
“Well, Daryl is no more. We now have Stephanie here,” Mrs. Farren explained. “She is the same person, just now with a new look and new name. Like before, she is not into all the boy things, because she is a girl. That doesn’t make her a freak. It just makes her a girl. She has a doctor that agrees she is a girl and we made a mistake before by calling her a boy. I would like everyone in this room to think for a moment. Imagine what it would be like if you grew up with everyone making you act and behave like the opposite gender when you knew you were not. Boys, nothing was different except everyone called you a girl name, made you wear pretty dresses, and insisted that you play with dolls. Girls, imagine you still like and want to do all the same things, but you are made to wear only jeans and play the ball games every recess.”
Stephanie looked around the room. Many of the kids had their eyes closed and a few looked like they were cringing with the thoughts they had.
“Think about that before you start to tease or bully someone,” Mrs. Farren said. “For nine year Stephanie has had to endure everyone thinking she was something she wasn’t. She finally stood up and said no more. I am going to support her in that decision. The Principal is going to support her in that decision, and I expect all of you to support her too. Now, can we please get back to work?”
Melissa left shortly afterwards for her Special Education class, and the rest of the class focused on their work. Things continued without comment or incident until morning recess.
“What’s wrong Daryl . . . I mean Stephanie,” Candice asked as she saw an expression of pain on Stephanie’s face as she stood up to go outside.
“Oh, it’s nothing Candice,” Stephanie tried to brush her off. “It just hurts where Frank kicked me.”
“Mrs. Farren,” Candice called out. “Stephanie is hurt.”
This immediately quieted down the class and got Mrs. Farren over to Stephanie, “What’s wrong Stephanie?”
“It just hurts when I move Mrs. Farren. It’s getting better, it doesn’t hurt as much as it did yesterday,” Stephanie explained.
Mrs. Farren looked at Stephanie and then up at the clock, “Do you want to stay in for Recess? I am sure one or two of the girls would be happy to stay in with you.”
“I’ll be okay,” Stephanie reassured Mrs. Farren, but the pain was clearly seen by all when she was putting on her coat.
Stephanie was crowded by kids as she made her way to the swings to sit down. Lots of questions were asked, but few were actually answered. Gwen pointed out to everyone that Stephanie had beaten Erin’s jump roping record, which impressed all the girls. Joanne told everyone how Stephanie worked hard to repair Gwen’s and her friendship when they wouldn’t talk to each other anymore, which again impressed all the girls. Eventually, all the boys and most of the girls left, leaving just a few curious individuals.
“So where is this ‘School Hero’ everyone keeps talking about,” an older boy said approaching the swings.
“She’s right here,” Melissa announced.
“She?” the boy stopped in his tracks and looked at Stephanie. “My brother beat up a girl? Oh, that is hilarious.”
Stephanie and the other girls just looked at the boy as he started laughing.
“Frank thought Dad was mad when he got kicked out of school for fighting, wait till he hears this. Oh, Dad is going to be so pissed,” the boy said walking away laughing.
“That was Blake,” Zoe said staring at the boy leaving. “He’s Frank’s older brother. He’s a bit nicer than Frank, but not much.”
“What difference does it make if Frank beat up a boy versus a girl,” Stephanie innocently asked?
“Not really sure. Candice beat Frank up two years ago when he called her a name,” Ellen stated.
“Oh, we are just so fragile and weak,” Joanne said in an overly sappy voice. “Boys are not supposed to hit us. They just have to protect us, for we can’t protect ourselves.”
Everyone laughed.
“Yet who is the boss at your house,” Tammy questioned?
“Mom,” the group said in unison before all giggling.
By the end of recess, the group of girls all knew about Stephanie’s large collection of dresses, her American Girl Molly doll, and that she had dressed up as a Princess for the last five Halloweens. Gwen even commented on the sparkling fairy Stephanie made for her.
Class progressed as usual after recess. Getting up from her chair for lunch however, Stephanie showed a lot more pain. Al was the one to express the concern this time. Mrs. Farren took the opportunity to remind everyone that Stephanie had been beaten up by a bully and it was going to take her a while to heal. Several of the kids that had seen the bruise on Friday recounted what they saw. Mrs. Farren had everyone settle down and get back in line for lunch. On the way to the cafeteria, the class stopped at the nurse’s office for Stephanie to get some medication. To the dismay of several volunteers, Mrs. Farren chose Joanne to stay with Stephanie and help her get down to the cafeteria.
At lunch, Melissa quickly got up from her seat to help Stephanie get her tray of food. Being unusual for one student to help another get a tray of food, the word quickly spread that Stephanie was the kid who got beat up on Friday. This confused some, for they thought the Hero was a boy. The news of a boy who was now a girl spread rapidly throughout the lunchroom. Stephanie had trouble focusing on her lunch for there were constantly people pointing and looking over at her. Kids would stop and look as they walked by with their trays. Several came over to say hi to one of the kids at her table, just so they could get a look at Stephanie.
“Ignore them Stephanie,” Joanne said. “They’ll get used to you.”
After lunch, at recess, the taunts were quiet and often said under a person’s breath as they walked by. There was still a collection of girls around Stephanie, but the teasing was coming from a steady stream of mostly boys who would walk behind the swings and comment when they reached Stephanie.
“That’s enough,” Ellen screamed as she stood in front of Lucas just after he made a comment. “Teasing and bullying are not allowed. Now STOP IT!”
“Something wrong,” the recess monitor asked coming up to the scene?
“They all keep coming up and calling Stephanie names,” Ellen puffed. “They’re not being nice.”
“I didn’t do anything,” Lucas claimed.
“Oh yes you did,” about five girls standing around Stephanie said at once.
“What did he say,” the monitor inquired?
“They keep calling Stephanie things like Sissy, Faggot, Queer, Freak, and a few others Mommy would spank me for if I said,” Ellen told the recess monitor.
When the crowd of kids over by the big slide was pointed at as the location of the other kids who were doing this, the crowd suddenly dispersed in all directions, except towards the swings. The Principal was called out to the playground and he took Lucas, and another boy who was with Lucas, back inside.
“Thanks Ellen,” Stephanie got out once the adults left.
“Mrs. Farren said the only way bullies will stop picking on other kids is if people stand together to make it stop,” Ellen stated. “I think this is really weird Daryl, but that is no reason to say those things to you. Mommy really would spank me if she ever heard me saying them, no matter who I said them to.”
Stephanie stayed silent the rest of recess, with Gwen, Melissa, and Joanne interacting with the crowd that had stayed around Stephanie. She was silent when they got back into the classroom and a group of girls told Mrs. Farren about what happened. She stayed silent when Lucas came back to class to collect his coat, after the Principal had decided to send him home.
Mrs. Farren was starting to be concerned. She had to admit to herself that the behavior wasn’t really that different for Daryl, but even with Daryl she could get him to talk when she tried. She was unable to get Stephanie to talk. She would respond by nodding her head or shrugging her shoulders, but nothing was being said verbally. Mrs. Farren noticed that Melissa and Joanne tried to get Stephanie to talk too, but they were also unsuccessful. Stephanie appeared emotionless as she went throughout the rest of her school day. Even when Grandma picked Stephanie up from school at the end of the day, she stayed silent. Mrs. Farren let Stephanie’s Grandma know about the afternoon behavior, then wished the two of them a nice afternoon.
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Costumes By Teek Chapter 10 (Final Chapter) The Future?
© 2012 by Teek
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Chapter 10
The Future?
Grandma changed her plans for the afternoon, and Stephanie found herself standing inside an ice cream parlor being asked what flavor she wanted. She pointed to the mint chocolate chip ice cream. Grandma and Stephanie each had a scoop of ice cream in a bowl and sat down at one of the tables.
“Rough day,” Grandma asked digging her spoon into the ice-cream.
Stephanie nodded her head in agreement.
“Was there anything good about it,” Grandma probed.
Stephanie just shrugged her shoulders. Grandma asked several more questions and only got non verbal responses back from Stephanie.
“I really hate to do this Stephanie,” Grandma said putting down her spoon. “But you leave me no other options.”
Stephanie didn’t even look up at Grandma. She just continued to look straight at her scoop of ice cream.
“It is my understanding you promised Dr. Jones you would not shut us out. You would not escape into your own little world refusing to talk or interact with the rest of us.”
Stephanie looked up at Grandma with an emotionless face, “Fine, you want to know how my day was? Well it sucked. I was stared at and teased all day. At least two more kids got suspended because of me today. I never should have stopped being a Noper, at least then everyone ignored me.”
“I bet some of things the other kids said were pretty mean,” Grandma reached out and rested her hand on top of Stephanie’s.
“Why can’t I just be me? Why? Am I really that much of a freak that everyone has to hate me?”
“Not everyone has trouble with you being Stephanie. Were Melissa and Joanne nice to you today?” Grandma inquired, hoping that they were.
“Yeah well, they don’t count.”
Grandma smiled, “What about Aunt Jennifer and myself? We love you dearly.”
“But Mommy doesn’t. She struggles to even say my name.”
Grandma knew it was true, Mary still felt very uncomfortable even saying Stephanie’s name, “She loves you dear. She just needs a little more time to get used to you being here all the time.”
“She told me it doesn’t matter what clothes I wear for I am the same person, but she doesn’t even want to look at me when I am wearing dresses. Today Lucas said I was a freak for wearing a dress and everyone in class agreed with him, even Mrs. Farren.”
“I am sure not everyone agreed with him,” Grandma tried to see through the emotions to discover the truth.
“Everyone!” Stephanie dug hard into her ice-cream. “At lunch the whole school was laughing at me.”
The two ate some more of their ice-cream.
“You should have heard what they were saying to me out at recess. If Ellen hadn’t stopped them, I . . . I . . .” Stephanie started crying.
Grandma moved her chair over right next to Stephanie’s and brought her over into a hug, “Let it out sweetie, let it out.”
The lady at the counter brought some water over and some extra napkins, “Ice-cream therapy always worked wonders with my daughter too.”
Grandma smiled and thanked the lady. It was several more minutes before Stephanie stopped leaning into Grandma and went for another spoonful of ice-cream. The two talked about the day as the ice cream slowly disappeared.
“Grandma,” Stephanie asked without looking up. “Will Mommy ever love me again?”
“Oh sweetie, she never stopped loving you. She loves you very much. You were just so good at pretending to be Daryl, she feels she has lost her child because Daryl isn’t here anymore. Give her time and she will see you and Daryl are the same person.”
“But we’re not,” Stephanie scooped up some of the last of the ice-cream in her bowl. “I am a lot different from Daryl.”
Grandma could see the truth in the reply, “But on the inside Stephanie, on the inside you are the same person. You have just taken off the costume and stopped pretending. Halloween is over.”
“Mommy wants Stephanie back in the box? Do I have to go back in to have Mommy love me? She’s going to make me, isn’t she?”
“What box Stephanie,” Grandma inquired?
“The Stephanie Halloween box. After every Halloween Mommy and Daddy made me take my Princess Stephanie outfit off and put everything in the box. I had to stay in the box under my bed. I wasn’t supposed to open the box till the next Halloween. I don’t want to go back in the box Grandma,” Stephanie was on the verge of crying again.
“You will never again have to be hidden away in a box sweetie. Never again, I promise.”
“Really,” Stephanie questioned. “Even though Mommy wants me there?”
“I promise Stephanie,” Grandma tried to reassure her. “Mommy will never ask you to go back into the box.”
The two of them finished the last of the ice-cream and headed off for home.
When they got home, Stephanie went down to her room to drop off her backpack. She sat down on the bed grabbing her Melanie doll.
“You’re lucky Melanie,” Stephanie said putting Melanie on her lap facing her. “You have always been a girl. You have always been loved as a girl. No one has ever wanted you to be a boy. Yes, I know you would look silly as a boy. I did too. Mommy and Daddy cut my hair short. No, don’t worry I am not going to do that to you. Then they made me wear boy clothes and forced me to play with boy toys. They wouldn’t let me have any Disney Princess toys or even a little doll like you. Yeah, they’re big meanies.”
Stephanie took Melanie over to her desk, grabbing her Molly doll on the way. She set Melanie up to watch as she started to undo Molly’s braids.
“Sorry Molly,” Stephanie said starting to brush out her hair. “I always promised you that I would practice different hair styles on you so I could do it with my own hair, but your hair is still the way it was when I got you. You want hair like Mommy had last night? Yes, I did look cute in the pigtails and dress. The girl at the restaurant even thought I was such a little kid I still needed a booster seat. Yeah, silly grown-ups, I don’t know why she couldn’t see I was a big girl and don’t need baby seats. Oh Melanie, it is okay you still need baby things. You’re my little baby girl. Sorry, a big girl who uses the potty. No baby diapers for you.”
Stephanie got Molly’s hair up in pigtails like she had last night. Then she started to braid the pigtails, fastening the end with little hair rubber bands.
“They would accept you at school Molly,” Stephanie said looking at the one pigtail that was braided before starting on the other one. “Me, I’m just a freak. So, what Ellen stopped Lucas and the other kids from teasing me, she still thinks I am a freak. Yeah, Melissa and Joanne were nice to me. Real nice, but . . . I don’t know.”
Stephanie messed up the braid and had to start over.
“I don’t need friends,” Stephanie started to cry. “I just . . . I just need to be me.”
Stephanie put her head down, crying into Molly’s tummy.
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Stephanie ignored the doorbell and kept crying.
“Oh braids are not worth crying over Stephanie,” Joanne said coming into the room. “You just brush them out and do them again when you mess up.”
Stephanie sat up and looked through her watery eyes at Joanne and Gwen coming into her room, “What . . . what are you two doing here?”
“Well you were so popular today I didn’t get a chance to tell you,” Gwen said sitting down on Stephanie’s bed.
“Tell me what?” Stephanie wiped the tears from her face and eyes.
“Mom wasn’t that happy about me playing with you, even though she thought you were nice,” Gwen said smiling over at Stephanie. “But my dad, he was mad. Not at you Stephanie, he was mad at Mommy. He said he was not going to raise a bigot and if I wanted to play with you, it was okay with him.”
“What’s a big-it?” Stephanie wondered out loud.
“I asked too,” Gwen stated. “But they just used that line, you’ll find out when you’re older.”
“You don’t have to play with me Gwen,” Stephanie said holding Molly in her lap. “I know you don’t like me.”
“I never said I don’t like you,” Gwen defended herself. “Well, I . . . not . . .”
“I bet you a million Barbie dolls you won’t get out of this one Gwen,” Joanne smugly smiled.
Gwen thought for a moment and then, with a huge smile on her face, stated, “I never said I didn’t like Stephanie.”
Joanne giggled, “Nice save Gwen.”
“Stephanie,” Gwen changed the subject. “A kid on the bus said Lucas was in tears when his Mom picked him up. She told Lucas he had no right making fun of a boy wearing a dress, seeing his favorite pajamas were pink.”
“Lucas wears pink pajamas,” Joanne was trying to stifle a giggle.
“Wonder if they have Disney Princesses on them,” Stephanie said looking at the other two.
“Think we can get him to wear them on the next Pajama Day at school?” Gwen pondered.
The three girls giggled at the thought. None of them saw Grandma walking away from the doorway.
“So what do you want to do,” Gwen asked?
“Thanks for coming over and telling me about Lucas,” Stephanie said taking Molly off her lap and turning back towards her desk to work on her hair.
“We’re not going anywhere silly,” Joanne piped up. “We came over to play with you, so what are we going to play?”
Stephanie turned around to see the two of them smiling, “I . . . uh . . . I”
“Gwen,” Joanne took over. “She has some of the new Lego Friends and some Barbies, and of course some My Little Ponies.”
“Which Lego Friends models do you have,” Gwen asked.
“I have Olivia’s Tree House and the City Park Cafe,” Stephanie said looking at the shelves where the Legos were.
“Oh,” Gwen got down on the floor in front of the shelves. “Look at that horse.”
“Barbie can ride her side saddle,” Stephanie explained.
The girls pulled down the Legos, the horse, and the Barbies.
“Where are the unicorn and the fairy Barbie?” Joanne asked looking all around.
Stephanie put her head down, “They are still in the box.”
“What do you mean they are still in the box,” Joanne questioned.
“I . . .” Stephanie paused. “I couldn’t play with them. They’re yours.”
“I gave them to you Stephanie,” Joanne was confused. “Where’s the box?”
Stephanie went over to her closet and got a box out.
“That’s the same box I gave them to you in.”
Stephanie brought the box over and opened it.
“The dress is still in there too,” Joanne was shocked.
Grandma heard the tone in the voices had changed and came down the hall to investigate.
“Joanne,” Gwen questioned when she looked into the box. “Isn’t that the dress you love so much? The one you say makes you look like a teenager.”
“Yeah, and my favorite Barbie,” Joanne looked at Stephanie. “Why Stephanie? Have you even tried on the dress?”
“I just couldn’t Joanne,” Stephanie said going over and picking up Melanie. “They’re your favorite things. It didn’t feel right to have them. Every time I look at them I think about how sad you were when you gave them to me.”
“Well they’re yours now,” Joanne stated.
“I . . . I can’t,” Stephanie said backing away from the box on the floor next to Joanne and Gwen.
Gwen took the dress out of the box and held it up, “My Mom says I’m not grown up enough to wear anything like this yet.”
“It took me forever to get my Mom to buy it for me,” Joanne stated still looking straight at Stephanie. “And now you tell me it is just going to sit in a box with no one ever wearing it? I gave it to you so I would at least know someone got it that would enjoy it.”
Stephanie continued to back up, running into Grandma.
“What’s wrong in here,” Grandma asked putting her two hands onto Stephanie’s shoulders.
“I gave Stephanie these things a week ago, two of my favorite things, and she refuses to even take them out of the box,” Joanne explained.
“Why is that Stephanie,” Grandma asked?
“Why did you give them to her Joanne,” Gwen asked? “You wouldn’t even let me try on the dress when you got it.”
Grandma looked at the elegant dress Gwen was holding up, “My, that really is a beautiful dress.”
Both Stephanie and Joanne were silent.
“I can’t wear it Grandma,” Stephanie admitted. “It’s her dress.”
“It is not! Daddy made me give it to you. It is your dress now. I gave it to you so you would wear it, and . . . I might be able to borrow it sometimes. You have to wear it,” Joanne demanded.
“Why did your Dad make you give it to Stephanie,” Grandma inquired.
Joanne looked at the dress and then at Stephanie, “It was my punishment for treating her as a Noper for two years.”
“I thought that is why you had to play with Stephanie last week,” Gwen inquired.
“Yeah that too,” Joanne said looking at the ground.
“I didn’t want it Grandma. I don’t want it. I don’t want the Barbie either. Her Dad never should have made her give them to me. She didn’t tease me like the other kids did. She just treated me like the Noper I am. She shouldn’t be punished for it.”
“I see,” Grandma said hugging Stephanie from behind. “Let me take the dress and toy. I will talk to Joanne’s dad.”
Grandma took the dress and fairy Barbie. After a few awkward moments, the girls were soon playing with the toys in Stephanie’s room.
“Wait up Stephanie,” Candice said as they headed into the school Tuesday morning.
“Morning Candice,” Stephanie said once she had caught up. “What you want?”
“That was very brave of you coming to school yesterday in a dress,” Candice said with honesty. “I hate the things, but if you want to wear one its okay with me.”
Stephanie smiled at Candice.
“Erin called me last night. She wants to meet you this morning. She said she would be in the gym with the Double Dutch squad,” Candice explained.
“What does she want to see me about,” Stephanie asked. “I’ve never done anything to her.”
“Let’s go to the gym and find out,” Candice suggested. “Mr. Bendit is always in there at this time watching over any groups that want to use the gym. He won’t let anything happen to you.”
Stephanie said goodbye to her Dad and followed Candice into the gym.
“Girls,” Mr. Bendit said to Candice and Stephanie as they entered the gym. “The Double Dutch squad is using the gym this morning. Sorry, no other groups are allowed in.”
“It’s okay Mr. Bendit,” Erin said coming up. “I asked them to come. So you are Stephanie. You have caused me some problems you know.”
“I didn’t do anything,” Stephanie was confused.
“Yeah right,” Erin accused. “What are you eight years old, and you beat my playground jump roping record. I can’t have a little eight-year-old known as the best jump roper in school unless she is on my squad. And Mr. Bendit, why haven’t you recommended her for our squad.”
“I’m nine!” Stephanie objected.
“Erin,” Mr. Bendit explained. “You have an all girl squad and no one as young as . . . Stephanie here.”
“You want Stephanie to join your squad,” Candice asked. “Oh, Stephanie that is such an honor, I’d do anything to be on the school’s Double Dutch squad.”
“Well, she has to show us she really is as good as reports say she is,” Erin stated. “Robin and Liz, come here with a rope, let’s see how good this Stephanie kid really is.”
“But,” Stephanie spoke up with resolve. “I can’t do any jump roping till I recover from being beat up by Frank.”
“You’re the kid that got beat up?” Erin looked at Stephanie. “But I thought that kid was a boy.”
“I was in a boy costume when it happened,” Stephanie said looking straight at Erin.
“Interesting way of looking at it Daryl, I’m sorry I mean Stephanie,” Mr. Bendit smiled at the nine-year-old. “Stephanie is right Erin. She can’t try out until she is cleared to participate in PE. As the PE teacher I can tell you, I won’t let her back in for at least a week and even then, I might want a Doctor to clear her first considering where she was injured.”
“Well Mr. Bendit, I want you to tell me as soon as she is cleared,” Erin said with authority. “Come on girls, let’s get back to practice. You two can stay and watch if you want as long as you are quiet.”
Mr. Bendit brought Gwen and Stephanie over to the bleachers and sat down with them, “She is really quite nice, but when she is leading the squad, she gets a little intense.”
“You should have heard her last night,” Candice said. “She knew the kid who beat her record was in my class. She tried to say she was calling to talk to my older sister who’s in her class, but she just wanted to talk to me. She wanted a name for the kid who beat her record.”
“Gwen had told her Daryl broke her record. She probably didn’t think a boy could have beaten her. I know Gwen had a lot of fun telling her it was a boy,” Stephanie filled in the blanks.
“Gwen would enjoy telling Erin that. She has been trying to break Erin’s records for years,” Candice stated.
Stephanie watched the squad dance and jump rope to music, “I can’t do that.”
“They couldn’t either when they were nine Stephanie,” Mr. Bendit stated. “But with a little bit of practice I bet you could.”
Candice and Stephanie stayed watching till the bell rung. Mr. Bendit rushed the Double Dutch squad to clean up and out of the gym, then he brought Stephanie and Candice down to class.
Before leaving, Mr. Bendit turned to Stephanie and said, “You really should consider her offer Stephanie. You might find it quite enjoyable to be part of the squad.”
Stephanie got her coat off and was sitting down in her desk when she heard the voice of the one person she was dreading.
“Oh, what a hoot,” Elwood said seeing Stephanie. “I tell the dweeb to come to school in a dress and he does. Oh, this is going to be so much fun.”
Stephanie turned to face Elwood. She found Candice, Gwen, Joanne, Lucas, Al, and Brooke standing between her and Elwood.
“Teasing and Bullying is not allowed in this classroom Elwood,” Candice said for the group.
“If you know what is good for you, you will leave Stephanie alone,” Al added. “We stand together as a class against Bullies like you Elwood.”
“Elwood,” the Principal said grabbing everyone’s attention. He had slipped into the room behind Elwood without being noticed. “I think the two of us need to talk in my office. As you can see, there have been a few changes since you got suspended. Nopers are no more in this school, and bullies will not be tolerated. The other kids in your class have learned this lesson. Look at them, they will not stand by and let a bully attack another student. I sent ten kids home yesterday, and if I need to send ten more home today, I will. Let’s go talk about whether you are going to stay the day as a student in this school, or if I need to call your Dad.”
Elwood left with the Principal. Mrs. Farren calmed down the rest of the class and got everyone settled into their seats. The school day began with the pledge and a review math sheet. When the reading lesson began, Melissa left for her Special Education class and Elwood returned. He went straight to his seat, without saying a word or looking at Stephanie.
“So, what’s going on tonight Stephanie,” Gwen asked out on the playground.
“You’re going too,” Joanne inquired.
“I can’t go, Mommy won’t let me,” Melissa added.
“What are you three talking about,” Stephanie looked between the three girls.
“Dinner at your house,” Joanne and Gwen said together.
“What?” Stephanie looked at them.
“Didn’t you know,” Joanne asked. “Your Dad called last night and talked with my Dad for a long time. When Daddy got off the phone, he said we were all going to dinner at your house tonight.”
“Yeah,” Gwen said. “Your Dad talked with my Dad too. After the call, he said I was going over to your house to help with something. Mom and Dad aren’t coming with me though, Dad said it was something I needed to do if I was going to be your friend.”
“You’re . . . my friend,” Stephanie looked at Gwen confused.
“We all are,” Melissa said.
“Definitely,” Joanne agreed.
“So what’s going on tonight,” Gwen asked.
“I don’t know,” Stephanie admitted. “I have to go see Dr. Jones after school. I didn’t know about you all coming over.”
The four got in line for the big slide.
Ellen came up behind them, “Did you all see Elwood when he came out to recess?”
“No,” Stephanie replied. “I am sort of trying to avoid him.”
“Well by the time we got out here one of the little kids already had the soccer ball and was deciding the teams. Elwood tried to take over, but all the other kids told Elwood to let the kid with the ball do it,” Ellen explained.
“Elwood must have been really mad,” Joanne looked at the others and over at the kids playing soccer.
“He can’t just bully his way into doing things anymore,” Gwen stated.
“It’s all because of you Stephanie,” Ellen smiled. “Even my little sister in first grade thinks you are the hero who stopped all the bullies.”
“But . . .” Stephanie looked between the kids in line who were all now looking at Stephanie. “I didn’t do anything.”
“A true hero, doesn’t do it for fame or fortune. They do something because it is the right thing to do. They often don’t even realize what they are doing is heroic. My teacher was right kid, you are a true hero,” an older girl said before climbing the ladder.
“She’s right,” another older girl said before following. “A little weird to be wearing a dress, but definitely a hero. You changed things around here.”
“See,” Ellen said. “Even the big kids think so.”
They only did the slide once that recess, for climbing the ladder hurt too much for Stephanie. By the end of recess, the group of four had grown to seven with Ellen, Zoe, and an older girl from the Double Dutch squad sticking with Stephanie.
Before the group split up at the end of recess, Gwen directed the group, “All Stephanie can do out here is sit down or walk around. Let’s meet at the picnic table next recess and bring some drawing supplies.”
The rest of the morning went like any other. At lunch Ellen stayed with Stephanie as she went to the nurse for some aspirin to help fight the pain.
Lucas helped Stephanie with her lunch tray today, “Sorry for calling you a freak yesterday.”
“It’s okay,” Stephanie said between telling the lunch lady what she wanted to eat. “Thanks for standing up to Elwood this morning.”
“Yeah, well, only through standing together will he stop being a bully.”
“Thanks.”
“Girl huh,” Lucas added.
“Yeah,” Stephanie replied looking at him. “It is me.”
“Takes a lot of guts. Good luck,” Lucas put Stephanie’s tray down at a table with all girls and went back to his own lunch.
Stephanie sat down and looked around, realizing she didn’t know any of the girls she was sitting by, “Oh sorry, wrong table.”
“No wait,” one of the girls said stopping Stephanie from getting up. “You’re Stephanie, right?”
“Yeah.”
“Erin says you might be good enough to be on the Double Dutch squad,” the girl sitting next to Stephanie said. “How old are you, eight?”
“No, nine,” Stephanie was not sure how to judge this group.
“Wow. Did you know Erin started on the squad when she was that young? If you join, you two will be the youngest who have ever been allowed to join,” another one of the girls stated.
Stephanie just looked around at the group of them.
“Oh, I’m sorry,” the girl who first spoke up commented. “Where are my manners? I am Beth. This is Sophia, Ellie, Andrea, and Vickie. Sophia and Vickie are on the Double Dutch squad. Vickie’s the youngest on the squad at the moment, she’s ten.”
“Hi,” Stephanie said looking around at the girls.
“You better eat your lunch,” Andrea suggested. “They don’t take talking as an excuse and will kick you out when it’s time to go, whether you’re done or not.”
Stephanie started eating as the girls chatted about a new song Sophia wanted to try with one of the Double Dutch routines. Stephanie was asked some about the fight she was in, with the group thinking it was very brave of her to stand up to Frank. Vickie asked about Stephanie’s hair, commenting that it was short last week.
“It’s a wig,” Stephanie explained. “My aunt got it for me to wear till my hair grew out.”
“Wow,” Ellie leaned across the table to get a closer look. “You can’t tell.”
“Thanks.”
“Girls,” the lunchroom aide interrupted. “Finish up. It’s time to go outside.”
Stephanie, Beth, and Sophia turned to their trays and started eating as fast as they could. The other girls took their trays up to be dumped. When the three slow eaters’ finally finished, Vickie took Stephanie’s tray up to dump it.
“It was nice meeting you Stephanie,” Beth said as they walked outside. “Looks like your friends are waiting for you.”
Stephanie saw Joanne, Gwen, Melissa, and Zoe waving for her to come over, “Nice meeting you all. Bye.”
Stephanie started to skip off, but pain told her walking was the better option.
“So, what did my sister want,” Gwen asked as Stephanie approached?
“Your sister?” Stephanie looked at Gwen and then back at the girls she had just left.
“Yeah, Beth is my sister,” Gwen looked over at Beth. “Was she nice to you? I’ll tell Mom on her if she wasn’t nice to you.”
“Calm down Gwen,” Stephanie smiled. “She was nice. We talked about Double Dutch and my wig.”
Zoe looked at Stephanie’s wig, “It is a nice wig Stephanie. If I didn’t know you had really short hair, I would think it was your real hair.”
“Come on,” Melissa interrupted. “The other kids are already at the table. If we don’t hurry, there will be no room left.”
“Other kids?” Stephanie inquired looking over at the picnic table. She saw John, Al, Brooke, and Ellen already sitting down at the table drawing.
Stephanie spent recess drawing a picture of trick-or-treating on Halloween this year. She put herself in the middle with all the other girls around her.
“Wow,” Zoe said looking at Stephanie’s picture. “You were that Princess girl on Halloween? That was a really great costume Stephanie. I didn’t even know it was you.”
“You saw me on Halloween,” Stephanie said looking at the picture and then up at Zoe?
“That’s me,” Zoe said pointing at the bride in the picture. “You can’t tell it’s me because of the veil. Dat one there is my little sister, the Raggedy Anne doll. She’s five. She thought you were the prettiest and kindest Princess ever.”
Stephanie looked down at the picture and then over at Zoe, “Wow, I really had a lot of fun Trick-or-Treating with you all.”
“Yeah,” Gwen added. “When you left, we were all wondering who you were.”
The bell rang, cutting the conversation short. Supplies were gathered and everyone headed in. The rest of the afternoon Stephanie focused on her lessons but was surprised by how much people were actually interacting with her. As a Noper, rarely was she even asked to pass a paper.
Dr. Jones was very happy to hear about Stephanie’s day and the other kids talking with her. She tried to show Stephanie that kids were being friendly, and some were even trying to become a friend with her. The conversation did not stay completely positive, and Stephanie found herself in tears several times as she worked through some issues.
“It was a good session Stephanie,” Dr. Jones said as the two walked out to the waiting room. “Over this next week I want you to let people see Stephanie. Try to make a new friend with one of the kids being nice to you, maybe Ellen or Zoe. You can do it Stephanie. I know it’s scary making friends after so long of having none, but it sounds like you have three good friends now and will soon have more. Keep Smiling Stephanie. You can do this. Remember now, you agreed to no shutting down. Use your words and tell grown-ups when you are having trouble.”
“Okay Dr. Jones, see you next week,” Stephanie said going over and hugging her Mom.
As advised to by Dr. Jones, Mrs. Meyers did not ask Stephanie about the therapy session and what they talked about. They both stayed silent till they were in the car and headed home.
“I have a surprise for you Stephanie,” Mommy looked in her rearview mirror at a sullen Stephanie.
“Gwen and Joanne coming to dinner?” Stephanie said looking out the window.
“Oh, yes,” Mom said navigating the traffic. “Who told you?”
“Gwen and Joanne were asking me today about it,” Stephanie just looked out the window.
“Daddy’s going to get the grill out and cook up some hot dogs and hamburgers. Then we have a special activity planned.”
“Okay,” Stephanie just sat there thinking about things Dr. Jones talked about.
Several more minutes of silence passed.
“Stephanie,” Mom asked. “What are you going to do with the picture you drew today?”
“Don’t worry. I won’t hang it on the refrigerator.”
Mrs. Meyers took a deep breath, “Why don’t we put it up in the living room?”
Stephanie looked at Mom before looking back out the window, “Whatever.”
The two were quickly home and Stephanie was surprised to see Gwen there already.
“Just got here about five minutes ago,” Gwen explained. “Mom had to take Beth to her music lessons. She is learning how to torture us all with the violin.”
Fifteen minutes later, Gwen was looking through the songs on Stephanie’s iPod Nano when Joanne walked into the bedroom.
“Anyone else coming?” Joanne asked.
“Not that I know of,” Stephanie explained. “But Mom didn’t even tell me about you two coming till the ride home from Dr. Jones. Either of you know what’s going on?”
“Nope,” Gwen and Joanne said in unison.
“Well,” Joanne thought for a moment. “I do know one thing, but I don’t know why Gwen and my parents are here.”
“What?” Stephanie inquired.
“Well, it was decided I get to keep the dress and Barbie I gave you,” Joanne said looking at the two other girls.
“Good,” I didn’t want them.
“But if they were part of your punishment,” Gwen questioned?
“Yeah,” Joanne looked down at her feet. “Dad hasn’t fully decided what the replacement punishment is going to be. I replaced the dress with two I don’t like but Stephanie does.”
“Which ones,” Stephanie asked?
“The two we wore on Sunday,” Joanne explained. “You liked them both, right? Mom says you won’t look so little in them if you do your hair a different way.”
Stephanie smiled, “It was kinda fun being treated as a little girl. I never got a chance when I was little.”
“So you are getting those dresses and a toy I picked out for you at the toy store today,” Joanne said.
“What you get her,” Gwen questioned?
“I’m not telling,” Joanne smiled. “I spent too long wrapping it to give away the surprise.”
Half an hour later the girls were called down for dinner. Due to the crisp evening, everyone had dinner inside. At the end, Stephanie got to open her present from Joanne. There were the two dresses, which caused Stephanie to smile.
“You sure you don’t want to keep this one,” Stephanie indicated the one Joanne wore on Sunday. “Maybe we could . . .”
“No!” Joanne abruptly replied. “You can play little girl with Melissa. I need that thing out of my house so Mommy doesn’t try to dress me in it again.”
The adults all laughed.
Stephanie opened the wrapped present, “A pink pony! Oh, she is so cute.”
“No Stephanie, look! It’s a Webkinz,” Gwen pointed out with glee. “We can all play together online.”
“Webkinz,” Stephanie inquired?
“Don’t you have any Webkinz Stephanie,” Joanne questioned?
“No,” Stephanie looked at the two confused.
“You go online with your animal and play with other kids. It’s lots of fun,” Joanne explained.
The girls got into a discussion of how to play and what Stephanie could do with her pet. When they all tried to go play with the pet on-line, Stephanie’s Dad told them they could do it later.
“We have a special activity to do right now,” Mr. Meyers got everyone’s attention. “Stephanie here has come into our lives, but some things are holding her back from being the girl she is inside. Tonight, we are going to leave the past behind and move forward.”
“We love you dearly Stephanie,” Grandma added. “Hopefully tonight will show you just how much. Part of you Stephanie is worried that Mommy and Daddy will make you go back into the Halloween box and be Daryl again. Mary, I think you should take it from here.”
“Stephanie, I love you very much and would never force you to go back into the Halloween box,” Mrs. Meyers said looking at her daughter. “Since actions mean more than words, tonight you and I are going to take action to make sure the words are true. Daddy has set up a fire pit in the back yard. We are going to burn the Halloween box so it can never again hide someone from the world.”
“Burn it,” Stephanie looked between her Mom and Dad who were both nodding their heads in agreement.
“I’ll go start the fire while you and Mommy go get the box,” Dad said smiling at Stephanie.
“Come on Stephanie,” Mom said taking Stephanie’s hand. “Let’s go get the box.”
Stephanie went with her mom down to her room and took the box out from under her bed. She opened it one more time and looked in. It was empty.
“You know something Stephanie,” Mom said looking at the empty box. “I think we need to fill the box before we burn it.”
Stephanie’s smile disappeared as she looked up at Mommy on the verge of tears.
“Let’s go see how many of Daryl’s clothes we can fit into the box,” Mom said giving Stephanie a hug.”
“Burn Daryl’s clothes,” Stephanie contemplated the idea.
“That is, if you want to,” Mommy left the decision up to Stephanie.
“Oh yes. Can we, please?”
The two went into the guest room and opened up the dresser drawers containing the Daryl clothes.
“Not all of them will fit in the box, but we can go tonight to one of the donation bins and give away whatever we don’t burn,” Mom explained.
Underwear and pajamas were first into the box. Next Stephanie put Daryl’s suit and tie. Various shirts were put in before the box started to be overflowing.
“Okay,” Mom smiled at Stephanie. “The rest of the clothes and toys we will take to the donation bins.”
Stephanie looked up at Mom and gave her a big hug. The two went to get their coats on and joined everyone else in the back yard. Stephanie carried the box up and looked at the fire.
“Stephanie,” Dad said. “That box has hidden Stephanie away year after year. It will no more. We will never again ask you to be hidden away. You have told us that Daryl is dead. Inside that box is Daryl’s remains and we shall give him a proper send off. Are you ready?”
Stephanie looked around at everyone gathered around the fire. Looking down at the box she smiled. Stephanie dumped the box onto the fire.
“I am Stephanie! I am here to stay. I like ballerinas and flowers and my favorite color is Pink. I wear dresses and I like my hair up in pigtails. I play with dolls and color pretty pictures. I have friends and people who love me, not the Daryl costume. I am Stephanie and I am here to stay,” a tear rolled down Stephanie’s face.
“Bye Daryl,” Joanne said as Gwen and her went on either side of Stephanie and held hands.
Mom stood behind Stephanie hugging her as they all watched the box burn in silence.
Stephanie looked at Gwen and Joanne before looking around at all the adults around the fire, “Stephanie has friends. She is here to stay.”
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The Disney Wish
By Teek © February 2012 3 Chapters 23 pages (10,000 words) Story Tags: General Audience - Transgender - Voluntary - Sweet / Sentimental Main Character: 8-yrs-old |
Summary: Tony was offered one Disney Wish while visiting Disney World. To his father’s dismay, he wanted to go to the Disney Girl’s Perfectly Princess Tea Party. Can Disney Magic make his wish come true?
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The Disney Wish By Teek Chapter 1 of 3
© February 2012 by Teek
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Chapter 1
Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique
As we approached the castle in the Magic Kingdom, I was not sure I could do this. I wanted to, but . . . but I couldn’t. Could I? Holding onto Mom’s hand I looked up at her as she led us up the ramp on the right.
My stomach felt funny. My legs were weak. If Mommy wasn’t leading me along, I would be frozen in place. What was I doing? I could be riding It’s A Small World again, but NO, I had to pick this as my Disney wish. Mommy and Daddy had been very clear, on the Disney trip I could have one wish. They said, “Disney was where Dreams come true.”
I went through the Disney World Information over and over. I watched the DVD and read the Kid’s Guide to Disney World. I kept coming back to one activity. It looked like a lot of fun; getting dressed up all fancy and spending the morning with just Mommy and me. Getting to spend the morning like all the Princesses, it would be like I was in all those Disney movies. I could be Snow White’s or Belle’s little sister. I so wanted to do this, but I knew Mommy and Daddy would never let me.
I tried not to let them know I was repeatedly looking at the Princess Tea Party, but they kept walking in on me staring at pictures of the Tea Party. Dad was the first one to say something, “You know that is for little girls in fancy dresses, if you pick that we will have to buy you a fancy dress.” Dad said this with a smile, and just walked out of the room.
Mom was the next to comment when I was looking at the web page information about the Tea Party, “Oh, isn’t that lovely. I haven’t had a tea party since I was a little girl. Too bad you will never pick that, it looks like fun.” Without thinking, I asked about what one does at a tea party. I had never had tea, it was a grown-up drink. Do little girls drink real tea with their Mommies?
“Are you ready,” Mom interrupted my thoughts?
“What,” I asked as I came out of my thoughts and realized I was standing directly in front of the castle, staring blankly at the opening into the castle.
“We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to,” Mom said getting down to my level.
“But I want to go to the Disney Girl’s Perfectly Princess Tea Party. I do Mommy.”
“Honey,” Mommy hugged me. “We can go to the Tea Party with you dressed the way you are. We don’t have to do a Princess Make Over. I know Daddy said Tea Parties are only for Little Girls in fancy dresses, but you don’t have to wear a dress.”
“Tea Parties are for girls Mommy. Girls at the Tea Party are treated like Royalty. They get a cool My Disney Girl Doll dressed as Princess Aurora. Sleeping Beauty even comes with accessories. The girls get pretty ribbon tiaras and bracelets. All the boys get is a crummy crown and bear. I want to go as a girl Mommy. You and Daddy promised I could. Please Mommy, I really want to.”
Mommy smiled and hugged me again. “Okay Tony. For the rest of the day you are my little girl. If this is what you really want for your Disney Wish, then let the Disney Magic begin. Inside this castle, my little boy Tony will turn into my little girl Toni, with an ‘I’.”
Before I knew what was happening, we had walked through the castle to the other side and were standing in the entrance way to the Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique. It looked like we had just walked into the Princess part of the castle. Everyone I saw was a girl, then there was me.
“Hello Fairy Godmother,” My mother said talking to the lady at the podium. “We have an appointment for little Toni here. She has a Tea Party with Princess Aurora later this morning. Although she enjoys being a tomboy as you can see, she wants to be a princess for the Tea Party. I don’t know if you can do anything about her short hair, but we would appreciate any help you can provide.”
My short hair? What was she talking about? Dad had been complaining for two months now that I needed a haircut, but all mom would do was cut just in front of my eyes. She kept telling me that she didn’t have time to cut all of my hair.
“Well,” The Fairy Godmother at the podium said. “I see according to the reservation you have ordered the Castle Package. My Fairy Godmothers-in-training will work their magic to make the princess inside her shine through. We do have hair extensions you can get if you want more hair to work with to make that perfect princess look. Well Toni, are you ready to pick out your new Princess dress?”
With a big smile on my face I looked up at Mom and asked, “Can I Mommy?”
“First is the dress, every little princess needs the perfect dress,” Mommy gestured towards the dresses with a slight bow.
Exploring the different possible outfits, I started walking around wide eyed and in a daze. I walked around the room twice, touching various dresses and accessories. I didn’t know there would be so many different choices.
Back when we were planning the trip, I had resisted saying what I really wanted for my Disney Wish, and eventually just said, “I guess the pirate cruise.”
Mom didn’t believe me and pushed to find out what I really wanted. Reluctantly I told her about the Tea Party, telling her I couldn’t go because I was a boy. When she pushed that I could go as a boy, I sheepishly admitted I didn’t want to go as a boy. That night I lay in bed hugging my teddy bear listening to Mommy and Daddy arguing over what to do about my Disney Wish. I knew I was in trouble and fell asleep crying. Several days later, Dad came up to me while I was playing with my Lego’s and told me I could go to the Tea Party if I really wanted to wear a dress and pretend to be a sissy girl.
This thought stuck in my mind as I stood there, actually inside Cinderella’s castle, looking all around at the Pink, Blue, Yellow, Green, and White dresses everywhere. Frills, lace and ruffles on dresses Mommy said I could wear. I was still having a hard time believing Mom and Dad were really going to let me wear a dress and go to the Tea Party. Sparkling shoes, wands, long white gloves, and tiaras lining the walls. Wide eyed and gaping mouth I just floated around the room in a daze.
Standing in front of Aurora’s pink dress, Mom interrupted my thoughts, “A pink Aurora outfit Toni?”
“What?” startled, I looked up at her.
“Do you want to get the pink Aurora outfit for your Princess dress?”
“No . . . I mean . . . I . . . ,” putting my head down, my reply could barely be heard, “Yes.”
Mom quickly went into gear, finding a dress the right size, shoes, a purse, a brush, and even getting socks with lace and a little pink ribbon on them. We headed over to the changing room, “the Royal Chambers.” The Fairy Godmother checked what we had and found us some Chambers to change in. Mommy came in with me, and while I got undressed, she got everything ready. I was standing there just in my underwear, when Mommy went into her backpack and pulled out a few more things.
“Underwear off too Toni,” Mommy said as she pulled out a package of Princess Panties. “Go ahead and pick which ones you want to wear.”
“But those are girl’s underwear.”
“Yes Toni, you are my little girl princess today, right?”
I nodded yes, as she continued. “Then let’s get you all dressed up like a princess, including princess panties. A princess wouldn’t want to be wearing yucky boy underwear. She would want fancy princess panties.”
I took off my underwear and picked up the package of panties. Pink, yellow, blue, white, and green panties were in rolls. Walking my fingers along the top of the rolls, I stopped on the blue Cinderella panties. Blue is a boy color, I should pick these. I looked at my mom, who was collecting my boy clothes from the floor and then at the dress, I quickly took out the pink Aurora panties and put them on. They felt different than my regular underwear.
“Put this on next Tony,” Mommy interrupted my thoughts. She handed some clothes to me.
“What is this for,” I asked in confusion holding up what looked like a long sleeveless tee-shirt?
“You have to wear a slip under your dress sweetie. A princess wouldn’t be dressed right without one.”
I was confused. I was being asked to put on a dress to wear under my dress? I didn’t understand. There was a lot I didn’t understand however, as I was experiencing emotions I had never had before. I put the . . . slip . . . on with no further question. It felt very strange. The panties were one thing, but this, this . . . I had never worn anything that felt like that before.
Noticing me feeling the slip and turning from side to side, mom smiled as she said, “A special Mother and Daughter Tea Party, needs a special slip made of satin.”
The socks were next. These were also different than any I had ever worn. Mom pulled them all the way up, and then turned the top down. She made sure the little pink bow on each was facing out. The shoes were pink with little shiny circles all over them, mom called them sequins. I thought they looked like slippers with extra sparkles and a picture of Aurora on them in a heart shape. Then Mom put the dress on me, which was zipped up the back. What . . . I quickly realized that I was trapped. I couldn’t get out of the dress without help. To make matters worse, Mom had me turn around and she tied a bow in the back. Did I really want to do this?
I knew I shouldn’t be wearing a dress. I knew I shouldn’t be wearing anything pink. I shouldn’t even be in a place like this. I knew all of this was wrong. My brain was telling me to quickly take it all off and run away. Feeling the dress, lace, and some material on the dress I had never felt before, I didn’t want to take any of it off. For years at school programs and on picture days, I would see girls wearing pretty dresses, and now, I finally had a chance to wear one too.
“Toni . . . Toni?” Mommy interrupted me with a questioning look as she finished picking everything up to leave the changing room.
I looked at her for a second with a dazed look, then down at the dress. It was puffing out. I couldn’t even see my feet. As I ran my fingers along what looked like vines all over the weird outer layer of fabric covering the skirt, a huge smile slowly appeared. This was the same material that was going down my arms as sleeves for the dress. I turned from side to side and the smile got even bigger.
As we left the changing room, I finally got to see myself for the first time in a mirror. I was definitely a very strange sight. From the neck down I saw a small pretty princess in a beautiful prink dress. I loved it. I was a princess. Unfortunately, I saw a boy’s head on that princess. My cheeks turned as pink as the dress. Dad was right. I was just a boy in a girl’s dress and everyone would know it. I was ready to tell mom I had changed my mind, I didn’t want to look like a freaky, sissy in a dress.
“Okay Princess Aurora,” a Fairy Godmother-in-training said coming up behind me. “Time to get your make-over. Are you ready?”
I turned looking for my mom. Finding her off to the side, I looked at her, unsure of what to say or do. Not answering the Fairy Godmother-in-training, I got behind Mommy and hugged her.
“Sorry, Little Toni here can be shy at times. She doesn’t usually wear dresses, and I am sure that is making things even harder for her at the moment. She doesn’t even wear a dress at Christmas. Yes Fairy Godmother, we are ready. I am sure she will feel more comfortable once she sees how beautiful she looks with her new hairstyle.”
“Princess Toni, you look so lovely. This way your highness,” the Fairy Godmother bowed, gesturing the direction to go.
Mommy took my hand and headed for the hairstylists. The dress felt strange on my legs as I walked. Mom and the Hairstylist had a discussion of what they could do with the short hair. I climbed up into the stylist’s chair, and a pink smock was put around my neck. Although I wanted to tell Mommy to make them stop, I wasn’t a sissy, I also wanted to get my hair done and have make-up put on. I quickly found myself being toted over by two Fairy Godmothers-in-training. One lady worked on my hair and another one my fingernails. My back was to the mirror, so I couldn’t see what they were doing. I sat there looking at a collection of crowns in glass domes and what was happening to my fingernails. Every now and then a third lady with a camera would come by and take my picture.
Knowing I would never get another chance like this, ever again, I tried to take in everything that was happening. They were using gel and hairspray in my hair. My fingernails were being painted pink to match my dress. It was all happening too fast though, I wished only one lady would be working at a time. Part of me was thinking I still wanted to tell Mom to make them stop, but everyone was calling me a girl and treating me like a girl. I felt special.
My thoughts drifted to what Mommy had reassured me about. Whenever dad started in on me, she would say that once I was dressed as a girl, everyone would treat me like one. Dad didn’t think so, saying that no matter what, I would still just be a sissy boy in a dress and everyone would know it. I saw myself when I got out of the dressing room, he was right. Why was I letting this go on?
I thought back to when dad kept repeating his comments over and over again. Mom told him there was a simple solution to the problem, if he didn’t want his son to look like a boy wearing a dress, he would just have to make an appointment at the Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique. Dad was very firm about the fact that he would allow the Tea Party, but no way was his son getting a Make-Over at the Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique.
Mom got tired of dad calling me a sissy. She said the Tea Party was my Disney Wish and he had promised to let me have whatever Disney Wish I wanted. She told him that the next time he called me a sissy for wanting to go to the Tea Party, he would be paying for the Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique whether he liked it or not. In our house, what Daddy says is what happens, but when Mommy gets real mad, even Daddy has to do what she says.
Three months before the trip, a few days after Christmas, there was a special Minnie Mouse envelope on the tree with my name on it. Inside, said my Disney Wish for the Disney Girl's Perfectly Princess Tea Party had been granted with a bonus Make-Over at the Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique. I read it several times in disbelief before turning around and looking at Mommy. I had seen in the videos and read in the books about the Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique but it was beyond even my wildest dream to get a chance to go there. I was confused however, I was a boy with short hair. What could they do with a boy there?
I looked to Mommy, she smiled and nodded her head yes. I looked to Daddy, he started to say something, but stopped when Mommy cleared her throat. He just threw his hands up and walked out of the room. I didn’t understand, but Mommy told me this meant I could go to the Tea Party as a girl. She said the Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique would ensure I was the prettiest girl there. Over the next month, after asking Mommy many more questions, I finally started to understand. I wasn’t just getting to go to the Tea Party wearing girl clothes, say pink pants instead of blue, but I could have girl hair and a girl’s dress to wear to the Tea Party. Daddy said I would still look like a boy in a dress, but Mommy kept telling me I wouldn’t. I would look like a princess.
“Toni . . . Toni . . . Which one do you want,” the Fairy Godmother-in-training asked holding out a tray with a collection of colored dots in it? “Which color do you want for your eye shadow princess?”
I looked to mom in terror. I didn’t know. How was I suppose to know what color make-up I should wear. I’m a boy. Boys do not know these things. I just wanted to go to a Tea Party and be treated like all the girls at the Tea Party. I . . . I didn’t know anything about being a girl. I am a boy! I am not allowed to know these things. Why are they asking me? I looked down at the selection, then at my pink painted fingernails, and finally back up to Mommy.
Mommy came to my rescue and picked the color for the eye shadow and the blush. She made me pick some jewel stickers that got put on my face with sparkles. Before they were done, they even put some lipstick on me. When they finally finished, the Fairy Godmother-in-training who was doing my hair told me to make a wish as she sprinkled fairy dust in the hair.
I closed my eyes and silently wished, ‘No one find out I am a boy. Please, No one find out I am a boy.’
They put a special pink sash on me and turned me around to look in the mirror. There was no question, looking back at me was a little girl dressed as Princess Aurora. She had bangs, with the rest of her hair going up to a bunch of hair rolled together at the top. A little tiara was around this collection of hair. Curly flowing hair was coming down out of it. There were sparkles in the hair, on the cheeks and lips. The girl in the mirror had pink fingernails, a pink dress, pink shoes, a pink sash, and blushing pink cheeks. She was very pretty. The girl in the mirror really could be Sleeping Beauty’s little sister. I could be Sleeping Beauty’s little sister.
Months ago Mom had tried to convince me that eight, almost nine, year old boys like me could easily pass as girls if they had different clothes and hair. I didn’t believe her then, but now . . . now, I had trouble believing the girl in the mirror was a boy. But what would others believe? Surely it couldn’t be that easy to turn into a girl.
“Oh look at that huge smile on our little Princess here,” the Fairy Godmother who did the hair said. “You are so beautiful Toni.”
I was given make-up, nail polish, and a hair brush. Mommy put them in my Pink Aurora purse and gave me the purse. I was helped down from the chair and directed over to the large mirror. I was still amazed at the image. The girl looking back at me was . . . was . . . me! I was now Toni, an eight, almost nine, year old little girl. I don’t know how, but I was now a girl. Wide eyed, I looked to Mommy wanting to know how. Seeing her smile and shake her head up and down, I looked back at the mirror.
One of the Fairy God-Mothers in Training interrupted my staring, “Let’s get you over to your photo shoot, so all your Royal Subjects can see what a real princess looks like.”
Our next stop was the Castle Couture to get pictures taken. It wasn’t far. All we had to do was cross the road behind the castle. I wasn’t sure I wanted to leave the Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique, everyone would see the freaky sissy in a dress. Get pictures, more pictures? Didn’t they take enough pictures of me while they were doing my nails and hair? Mommy said the photo shoot was part of the price with the make-over. Since it was paid for, I had to do it. I was concerned about the idea of all these pictures Mommy was getting of me as a girl, but all the other girls were getting there pictures taken just as much. Is this normal for little girls to get their picture taken a lot more than boys do? I wanted a picture of me like this so I could always remember, but I didn’t. How could that be? How could I want something and not want it?
We left Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique with me holding tight onto Mommy’s hand. We crossed the courtyard over to Castle Couture for my ‘photo shoot’. The dress and slip on my legs felt . . . felt . . . well I don’t know what it felt like. I had never felt anything like it before. I loved it. The curly hair hanging down from the top of my head tickled the back of my neck. The shoes were flat and thin. I could feel the different bricks underneath me. Shortly before we reached the photo shop, I just started skipping. I don’t know why, but it just seemed right. I had never understood why girls would just go skipping down the hall at school or in a store, but . . . wow! The hair and dress brought on a whole new feeling of enjoyment. This . . . this is fun. I let go of Mommy’s hand and skipped in a circle around her as we walked over to Castle Couture.
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The Disney Wish By Teek Chapter 2 of 3
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Chapter 2
Princess Toni
I was still skipping as we went inside Castle Couture. I was stopped in my tracks by what I saw. There was Sleeping Beauty’s dress changing colors, just like in the movie. I looked around for the fairies doing this, but I could only see pictures of them next to the dress.
“So Toni,” Mommy asked putting her hands on my shoulders. “Which color dress is your favorite?”
I looked up at Mommy and then back to the dress alternating between Pink and Blue. I looked down at the Pink Sleeping Beauty dress I was wearing, feeling the fabric and frilly lace. I knew Pink was the color dress I liked the best, but boys are not supposed to like Pink dresses. No . . . that’s not right. It’s not just Pink. Boys are not supposed to like dresses, but . . . but . . . I do. If I say Blue, will at least part of me stay a boy?
Sheepishly I said, “Pink.”
While waiting for our Photo Shoot, we walked around the store. It was almost all girl stuff. As a boy, I never would be able to look through this stuff like this. Now Mommy was encouraging me to look around. I stopped in front of some shelves with Princess Dolls on it.
“Mommy,” I grabbed her hand and continued to stare at the dolls. “Will Daddy let me keep the doll and tiara I get at the Tea Party, or the dress and make-up from the Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique?”
I couldn’t look at Mommy. I already knew the answer. Mommy said nothing as she put her hand around me. Giving me a slight squeeze, together we walked to another part of the store.
We looked at some pillows and toys. When I was looking at some frilly girl shirts, we were called over for the photo shoot. In the room with the photographer, there was Cinderella’s dress. The one the animals made for her. While Mommy talked to the photographer, I stood there looking at all the details on the dress.
I knew today was my Disney Wish and only through Disney Magic was it happening. It is just like Cinderella, when the clock strikes twelve I turn back into a boy. Looking down at my shoes, there was no doubt in my mind, they were NOT glass slippers. I slipped one off and looked at it. If I walked away right now leaving it behind, would a prince come find me?
“Ready Princess,” the photographer asked interrupting my thoughts? “It is time to capture your beauty with the camera. We will do a few pictures with the sash on and then some more without the sash.”
My dismal thoughts drifted away as the photographer kept telling me how cute, pretty, and beautiful I was. He would pose me, say something to make me smile or giggle, snap a picture, then get me to change position for another shot. Mommy took a few pictures herself with her camera. I frowned and slumped when the photographer announced we were done.
We exited Castle Couture directly in front of the Merry-Go-Round.
“Can we Mommy?” I pleaded.
After a quick look to see what time it was and how long the line was, “We can probably do one ride if you want, before we have to head for our next stop.”
The Cast Member at the line entrance stopped us, “Oh my, we have a princess with us today. I feel so honored. Are you having a good day your highness?”
As my cheeks got red, I ducked behind Mommy.
“Sorry,” Mom responded. “Princess Toni is a little shy at times.”
“That’s okay,” the Cast Member said with a smile. “Princesses have that right. Enjoy the ride.”
Standing in line waiting for our turn, I had time to examine the dress. There were a lot of different fabrics and each felt different to the touch. My favorite part was the feel I got when I quickly turn to one side or the other.
With a slight giggle, Mommy commented, “I remember doing that when I was your age. Which do you like more, the feeling of the dress on your legs or the hair on your neck?”
Looking up with a smile, “Both.”
When we finally got a chance to pick a horse, Mom made me get on one in the down position. She said it would be easier to get on with the dress. I will admit the dress did make things a bit more difficult getting on and off the horse. The ride however, was just as fun.
After the ride, we headed for Main Street on the other side of the castle. We couldn’t walk through the castle this time. Mommy said the front doors were closed due to the show they put on in front of the castle. We took the trail on the right, walking around the castle. I skipped my way down the slope. At the first crossroads, I stopped and waited for Mommy to catch up. Grown-ups can be so slow at times.
“Excuse me Princess,” I heard from behind me. “I have been looking all over for you. You know your highness, you shouldn’t be out with the commoners without protection.”
I turned to see Prince Phillip looking down at me. He reached out his hand as Mommy came up behind me. I looked up to Mommy who nodded to me, indicating I should take his hand. With hesitation, I reached out and took it. The prince kissed the back of my hand, I giggled.
“You know Princess Aurora,” the Prince said as he led me towards the bridge to Crystal Palace. “You still owe me a dance. You promised me last night that you would dance with me again.”
I giggled.
“And what may I ask is so funny Princess Aurora?” Prince Phillip asked with poise.
Struggling to hold back the giggles, I answered. “I am not Princess Aurora.”
Prince Phillip stopped and got down on his knee in front of me. “Then who art thou?”
“I am Toni.”
“Oh, Princess Toni. Aurora’s little sister. You look so much like your big sister, it is hard to tell you two apart,” Prince Phillip said with a smile. “Well, since I can’t seem to find your sister, will you dance with me?”
I giggled.
Prince Phillip stood back up and took my hand as we continued to walk towards Crystal Palace.
“So Princess Toni, are you having fun in the kingdom today?”
“I went to the Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique and the Merry-Go-Round. Now we are going to Disney Girl’s Perfectly Princess Tea Party.”
“Sounds like a day fit for a Princess,” Prince Phillip said as we passed the Crystal Palace.
“Yeah,” I said giggling as I turned to make sure Mommy was still behind us.
“Don’t worry my little Princess. You are safe in my hands, and your Governess will always be close by.”
I giggled. I wanted to tell him she wasn’t my Governess and I wasn’t Aurora’s little sister, but I was having too much fun. We stopped in front of Casey’s Corner. Prince Phillip talked to the guy at the piano and he started playing one of the songs from the Snow White movie.
Bowing, Prince Phillip asked, “May I have this dance your highness?”
I looked over at Mommy, who encouraged me to dance with him. Turning back to the Prince, I took his outstretched hand and we started dancing. I don’t know how long we danced, but it was lots of fun, and everyone was watching us.
At the end of the dance, Prince Phillip said, “Thank You Princess Aurora, oh I mean Princess Toni. It t'was my pleasure to have this dance with thee. May you enjoy your Tea Party. I must be off now. I need to make sure the Kingdom is safe, and it appears I am still on the hunt for your big sister. If you see her at the Tea Party, tell her I am looking for her.”
I giggled.
“Thank you,” Mommy said. “May you find your patrols uneventful. If we see Princess Aurora, I will make sure Little Princess Toni relays your message.”
As soon as he had left, Mommy and I broke out in a fit of giggles.
“Wow Mommy, he really thought I was a Princess.”
Once we got back out on Main Street, Mom stopped me to get a picture of the two of us with the castle in the background. We had done this a lot yesterday, our first day in the park. Mom said the PhotoPass photographers could take lots of pictures and we would get a CD at the end of the trip with all the pictures. They could also take magic pictures using Disney Magic. They could see some Disney characters through their magic cameras and we wouldn’t get to see them till we got home and looked at the pictures. This guy commented on how pretty I looked and said he would try to get Tinkerbell to show up in my hands if I held them out for her.
“Perfect,” the Photopass photographer said. “Tinkerbell always loves to visit the pretty little princesses in the park. We weren’t expecting Princess Aurora to visit the park this early, but we’re glad you graced us with your presence my highness.”
The photographer bowed with a fancy little waving of his hand. It looked silly, causing me to giggle. Did he really think I was Princess Aurora? Prince Phillip did. No that is silly. I am not old enough to be the princess. Do I really look that much like Princess Aurora? No, I am a boy, that can’t be. But everyone did seem to be treating me like a girl . . . a little princess. Mom took my hand and we headed down Main Street.
Before we reached the Town Square, a few more people commented on how pretty I looked. As a boy, no one said anything to us walking around Disney, but as a girl, people stop us and tell us how pretty I look. Do they really think I am a girl? They must, or they wouldn’t be saying that, right?
“Mommy,” I asked as I took her hand. “Am I a girl now, or am I just a boy in a dress?”
Mom took both my hands and got down to look me in the eye. “You look like a little girl Toni, but you are what you feel inside of you. What do you feel like Toni? Do you feel like a little Princess? Or, do you feel like a boy wearing a girl’s dress?”
I looked down at the dress and back up at Mommy. I was confused. I wanted to believe I was a Little Princess, but how could I get around the fact that I was just a boy in a dress. Daddy had said no one would ever see me for anything other than a sissy boy in a dress. The night before leaving on the trip, I remembered lying in bed still awake listening to Mommy and Daddy yelling.
Daddy was angry with Mommy for letting me do the Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique and the Tea Party. They were for girls and he declared that his son was no girl. He hadn’t raised a sissy and he wasn’t going to let his son go around acting like one. This had all gone on too long and he was going to put a stop to it.
Mommy was yelling just as loud as Daddy. She asked him what my favorite color was. Daddy told her Yellow, saying it had been my favorite color for years because I liked smiley faces. Mommy told him a secret, something she promised me she wouldn’t tell anyone. She told him it was Pink and I only said Yellow because it was considered both a boy and a girl color. She pointed out that I don’t like sports, no matter how much Daddy tried to teach and encourage me different things. She reminded Daddy of what my favorite activities were; cooking with Mommy, coloring, and reading. She explained how I would play with dolls at doctor offices while waiting to be seen. She went on and on. I thought I had hidden my girl interests, but Mommy knew. She even knew I would slow down in department stores when we passed the pretty little girl dresses, so I could look at them.
Mommy was mad with Daddy that night. The last thing I remember is her telling him that this was the Twenty-First Century, and she was not going to let 1950 mentality dictate how her son was raised. I was crying when I fell asleep that night. Now Mommy wanted to know if I felt deep inside like a girl or a boy.
I am a boy. I have always been a boy. Everyone has told me that since the day I was born. How could I be anything else? Can a boy really be a girl deep down inside? I looked around. We were in the middle of the street and no one was looking at us strangely. Did they really just see me as a girl, instead of a sissy boy in a dress? The Prince and the Photo-Pass photographer both thought I was not only a girl, but they thought I was Princess Aurora. They wouldn’t think that if I was just some boy in a dress. Would they?
“It’s okay sweetie. It’s okay.” Mommy said trying to calm me.
A tear started to come down my face. I didn’t know why, but more just started to come. I was happy in this dress. I was having lots of fun with the Prince and the photographers. Everyone thought I was a girl, and I . . . I was happy. Then why was I crying?
“I don’t know Mommy,” I managed to get out.
“Is everything okay Ma’am? Is your daughter okay” a Cast Member came up and asked?
“Ummm. . . Yes. . . Toni here is just struggling with a few things at the moment. Not used to wearing dresses, and wearing one in a place like this just brings up a lot of emotions,”
“My little sister was the same way at Toni’s age,” the Cast Member recounted. “She resisted getting into a dress, feeling like she was betraying the boys on the baseball field, but she loved the way she felt in one. She was such a ball of emotions in a dress.”
“Yeah, Toni never wears a dress, but since we are going to the Disney Girl’s Perfectly Princess Tea Party, a dress seemed the best thing to wear. Then to stir up more emotions, we just met Prince Phillip and he danced with Toni,” Mommy relayed.
“Wow Toni,” the Cast Member proclaimed as a large smile spread across her face. “Sounds like you are having quite a magical day. Pretty little girls like you are so special. I have never gotten to dance with Prince Phillip. I am so jealous.”
“Weally,” I asked trying to fight back the tears?
“Did you like dancing with Prince Phillip?” The Cast Member asked with a big smile. “I have heard he is soooooo charming to be around.”
I let out a small giggle. “Yeah, he was so nice and he kept mistaking me for Princess Aurora.”
“It looks like you also went to Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique. Did you like getting the beauty treatment?”
I smiled widely.
“So, it looks like you enjoyed the girly girl treatment at the Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique and liked being treated like a princess by Prince Phillip. I know you look absolutely gorgeous at the moment and the other little girls at the Tea Party are going to be envious they don’t look as pretty as you.”
“They will not,” I abruptly stated.
“Oh Toni,” the Cast Member said. “You are just as pretty and beautiful as any of the Princesses here at Disney. You should have seen me at your age. I had the worse school picture you could ever imagine. I looked goofy whatever I put on. I could only dream of being as pretty as you are right now.”
I looked to Mommy. She was smiling and shaking her head yes. I looked back at the Cast Member and saw her smiling too. They were telling me I looked like a girl, a pretty girl. But Daddy said I wouldn’t. The Cast Member, Photographers, and even Prince Phillip thought I was a pretty girl. I thought back to the mirror once my hair was done. A happy little girl was looking back at me, not a boy in a dress.
“Mommy,” I hesitantly said. “I do Mommy. Deep inside I do feel like a Little Princess dressed like this.”
Mommy hugged me.
“Well Princess Toni,” the Cast Member said. “No matter what you wear, always remember you are always a Little Princess deep down inside. Letting her out every now and then can be fun.”
“Thank You,” Mommy said to the Cast Member. “I think Toni here will be better able to handle the Disney Girl’s Perfectly Princess Tea Party now.”
“My pleasure. I am glad I got to meet such a sweet nice Princess. Enjoy the Tea Party Toni. You are definitely a Perfect Princess. I wish I could join you, but I am not a Perfect Princess, so I have to stay here. Have fun Little Princess and remember even a tomboy is allowed to have fun in a dress.”
“Are you ready to go to the Tea Party . . . Princess Toni?” Mommy hugged me and with a big smile said, “That is sweetie, if my little girl wants to.”
As a huge smile went across my face, I gave Mommy a big hug, “I love you Mommy.”
The Cast Member waved goodbye and walked away.
Mommy wiped the tears off my cheeks and we walked hand in hand for the front gate.
As we went through the turnstile out of the park, a Cast Member said, “Thank You for visiting princess, have a good Mommy and Daughter day.”
Holding Mommy’s hand walking up the ramp to the Monorail platform, I thought about it. I was having a good Mommy and Daughter day. My first day ever. Although my mind was also telling me it would be my last day too . . . it was my day to be Mommy’s little girl. My day to be a little princess. My day to be Aurora’s little sister. Today was my day to be me. Until the clock struck twelve, I could be a girl. I knew the Disney magic wouldn’t last long, but for now, it is just Mommy and me. I squeezed Mommy’s hand tight and looked up at her with a big smile.
There were not many people on the Monorail platform leaving Magic Kingdom this time in the morning. Mommy and I went to one end away from everyone else. When we finally stopped and waited for the Monorail, I gave Mommy a big hug.
“Thank You Mommy. Thank You.” I melted into her.
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The Disney Wish By Teek Chapter 3 of 3
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Chapter 3
Perfectly Princess Tea Party
Four stops later, we reached The Grand Floridian hotel. Walking off the Monorail platform and into the hotel, I felt like royalty. The regal look of the hotel seemed so formal. I stood in awe at the balcony railing looking down three floors to the area below us. It was a quiet area. Some people were sitting on fancy couches or chairs. There was a piano around all the fancy chairs, and on the landing across from me I saw a place where people played music. Looking around the room my attention was drawn to . . . to . . . a big bird cage? It was big enough for me and a few of my friends to get inside and play. I wouldn’t want to meet the bird that cage is for.
“Toni . . . Toni,” Mom said holding out her hand. “Let’s go. Cast Member Holly told me where the Tea Party is.”
Taking Mommy’s hand, we headed for the stairs. I turned back looking at the cast member we were leaving behind, she had a big smile on her face and waved.
We found the location of the Tea Party and checked in. While in the waiting area I sat close to Mommy and watched the other kids waiting for the Tea Party. They were all girls. While I was watching one little girl, she saw me looking at her. I smiled. She smiled back and waved. Soon I saw her pigtails bouncing as she approached me.
“You wook pwetty,” the pigtailed girl said as she stopped in front of us. “I wanting wear my pwincess dwess. Mommy weft home.”
“You have on a lovely dress,” I said looking down at her yellow sundress.
The little girl ran back to her Mommy and quickly announced, “She say me have wovewy dwess Mommy!”
I giggled at the exchange. As the little girl’s Mommy started to tell her she needed to tell me thank you, everyone was interrupted by a lady in a frilly dress covered in flowers and holding a huge rose. She called up all the girls.
I sat snuggled next to Mommy as I watched all the girls go up to the lady.
“Toni, she called you up,” Mommy disturbed my staring.
“But I . . . I am a girl.” I bounced up and went up to where the other girls had gathered.
The lady, Miss Rose Petal, introduced herself and welcomed us all to the Tea Party. Then she crowned each of us with a ribbon tiara and sprinkled rose petals on top of us.
After Mommy took pictures of me and Miss Petal, one of Miss Petal’s helpers showed us to our table. Waiting for me was my Aurora doll. I ran up and hugged it.
“Look Mommy, she looks like me and she’s all mine.” I cradled my Aurora doll as we sat down to the table.
Mommy took pictures of me and my baby doll. I found a Princess Bracelet and Mommy helped me put it on. As I hugged my doll tight, a single tear fell down my smiling face.
Once everyone was seated, Miss Rose Petal told us a story of how she was magically transformed from a rose. When the three fairies were looking for ingredients for their beauty gift to baby Aurora, Rose, as a real flower, offered one of her petals. Upon giving the gift, she was magically transformed into a person.
“Wow Mommy, she was transformed like I was. Isn’t magic wonderful?”
“The Fairy Godmothers who did their magic on you certainly did transform you into a pretty flower.”
“No Mommy,” I giggled. I looked down to the doll in my hands. “Don’t worry Baby Aurora, you will get used to Mommy. She is silly a lot. There is nothing to worry about, the fairy magic made me a pretty girl, not a flower.”
We got some cookies, heart shaped little sandwiches with no crust, fruit, and tea that magically tastes like juice. The plate even had strawberries covered in chocolate.
“Look Mommy,” I said giggling. “Someone made a mistake and covered the strawberries with chocolate.”
“Ohhh, Princess Toni,” Mommy explained. “They are a special treat. Try it.”
I hesitantly took a bite.
“Mommy! It yummy!” I said with my mouth still full of strawberry.
“Be a proper young lady Toni.”
“Sorry,” I said after swallowing. Smiling I ate the rest of the strawberry, then took my napkin and while holding my pinky out, I dabbed at my mouth like a proper young lady, to get the strawberry off that had refused to go in my mouth.
Mommy was giggling as I took the second strawberry and shared it with my dolly before eating it.
After a little bit Miss Rose Petal came out again and taught us some sign language to go along with a song we would need to know to welcome Princess Aurora. Miss Petal also taught us how to curtsy for the Princess. The little girl with pigtails stood next to me during the lessons. We all then sang Happy Birthday to one of the girls at the party and got a slice of cake to eat.
We were all called up again to Miss Rose Petal and sang the song we had learned would summon Princess Aurora. The pigtailed little girl was next to me again. We sang the song and like magic Aurora appeared right behind us. Aurora taught us how to hold our dress while walking and how to wave like a princess. She then led us around the room as we waved at our subjects, all the servants and grown-ups. Afterwards we were sent back to our seats, where the Princess would come around and give us each a rose and special welcome.
I went back to my seat and rocked my dolly as I waited for Princess Aurora to come over. The first girl she visited was the pigtailed little girl.
“Don’t worry little dolly,” I said rocking her in my arms. “Princess Aurora will come to visit us. She needs to look after the little ones first. If she doesn’t they will ransack the village. Yes I know I am still little and you are littler, but I am almost nine. I can wait. Anyways, I only ransack our house at home, not whole villages like that little girl can.”
Mommy leaned in and talked to the dolly, “She used to ransack whole villages when she was that little.”
I giggled and ate some grapes.
“Now that you are a Princess, does that mean the castle is saved from any further ransacking?”
“Don’t be silly Mommy. I have to show my dolly the proper way to have fun. Ransacking the castle is just part of the process. Anyways, isn’t it every little princesses job to find ways to frustrate the castle staff?”
“Why yes it is,” Princess Aurora replied. “You should have seen how good of a job I did when I was your age.”
Mommy and I both giggled as Princess Aurora kneeled down next to me.
“So Princess Toni,” Princess Aurora said. “Are you enjoying your visit?”
I giggled, “I . . . it magical.”
“Oh yes, Magic can be found throughout the land. Just don’t prick your finger on any spinning wheels, for it might put you to sleep.”
“I got the cure for a spinning wheel prick,” I beamed holding up my hand. “Prince Philip kissed me on my way over here.”
“My Prince Philip,” Aurora gasped putting a hand to her chest. “kissed another princess?”
Trying to hold back giggles without a lot of success, I said, “We were in the Magic Kingdom earlier today and he was looking for you. He thought I was you. He said you owed him a dance.”
“A dance? . . . oh yes, I do.” Princess Aurora smiled as she paused and looked at me for a moment. “I promised him one at dinner last night, but we never got a chance because I needed to make sure everything was perfect for the visiting Princesses Tea Party.”
“When I told him I wasn’t you, he thought I was Princess Toni, Aurora’s little sister. We danced. Then he went off to make sure the Kingdom was safe and to find you.”
“You are dressed a lot like me little sister, and he is such a prince that way, keeping us safe, while still finding time to dance,” Princess Aurora said as she took in a deep breath, letting out a deep sigh, while gazing up at the ceiling.
“He is very strong and brave. He even fights away dragons,” I beamed.
“Well little sister Princess Toni, you need to find your own prince. Prince Philip is taken. I think I better finish up here quickly and go find him. I need to make sure no one else dances with MY prince.”
We both giggled.
Princess Aurora brought her head down close to mine and whispered, “Isn’t he dreamy to dance with though,”
“Oh yes . . .” I smiled remembering the dance.
“As for ransacking the castle and making a ruckus, I would be careful little one. When you were little your governess would pick up after you, but now that you are becoming a proper young lady such behavior is not tolerated as much. Some governesses even make you clean up the mess.”
“Most definitely,” Mommy interjected between clicks of the camera.
“Enjoy the rest of your tea little sister,” Princess Aurora smiled as she stood up to leave. “I need to make sure the rest of our guests are taken care of. Then I need to hunt down Prince Philip to make sure he doesn’t dance with any other Princesses.”
“Bye,” I waved as she left.
“Mommy,” I went up to hug her as soon as the Princess had left. “She also thinks I am her little sister. The magic really did make me Aurora’s little sister.”
“The magic inside the castle certainly was powerful Toni. You are definitely my little princess. Princess Toni, Princess Aurora’s little sister,” Mommy said giving me and my dolly a big hug and a kiss on my forehead.
Once Aurora finished visiting all the guests, she waved goodbye and was off. Miss Rose Petal gathered all us little girls together, and I found the little pigtailed girl next to me again. After telling us one more story, she told us to find a partner for the Princess parade and photo shoot.
The pigtailed little girl grabbed my hand declaring, “You my pawtna!”
“Hi,” I said. “I am Toni.”
“Me Sawah”
“Hi Sarah, nice to meet you.”
Sarah, with a big smile on her face, looked back at her Mommy. I also looked and saw our Mommies gathering our stuff together. They headed out before us, while Miss Rose Petal told us what we were going to do. A quick little parade of Princesses through the hotel, a photo shoot, and then a special surprise will be waiting for us. She reminded us how to wave at the commoners as we passed them in the hall.
Sarah and I walked hand in hand down the walkway. First we found my mom taking pictures and then we found Sarah’s mom taking pictures. We ended up parading around the room with the huge bird cage and waving at all the commoners who took care of the hotel. Then we climbed the stairs leaving the mommies at the bottom. At the top, Miss Rose Petal got all of us princesses arranged so the mommies could take pictures.
With Sarah still holding my hand, we went to the gift shop where we got Disney Princess stickers and an official certificate declaring Princess Sarah and I “Best Friends”.
Mommy and I said goodbye to Sarah and her Mommy as we headed for the Monorail on our way back to the Magic Kingdom stop.
“Did you have fun Toni?”
“Mommy it was wonderful,” I melted into her as we sat on the Monorail. “Please can I stay Princess Toni for the rest of the day?”
“Sorry Toni, it is time to go back to the Wilderness Lodge. Princess Toni can only stay for the boat ride back.”
We took the Monorail one stop to Magic Kingdom. At the bottom of the ramp out of the station, Mommy stopped along the fence looking out at the boat launch. The boat wasn’t there yet, so Mommy just stood at the low fence looking out at the lake. She said we would take everything back to our room at the Wilderness Lodge and then we could come back to enjoy the afternoon. We just stood waiting.
Hugging my dolly, I looked up at the steam train pulling into the station inside the Magic Kingdom. “Can we ride the train this afternoon?”
“If you want to Princess,” Mommy said giving me a hug. She didn’t however have a smile on her face as she continued, “You get to pick whatever rides you want this afternoon. You can even ride It’s A Small World over and over again if you want.”
I knew why she said that. The magic would soon be gone, and Princess Toni would be no more. I hugged my dolly tight and turned to look out over the lake. I didn’t find peace however, I could see the boat approaching in the distance.
“This place is huge,” a lady next to me said to a man holding her hand. “Where should we start? We can’t get through all of the rides, so which ones do we do?”
I had to get my mind off the end to the magic, “Well, you could start with the most famous ride here. Before coming, everyone said there was one ride I HAD to go on.”
The lady and man looked down at me with a smile, “What was it dear?”
“Oh,” I said with glee. “It is this really cool ride called, It’s A Small World. I wanted to ride it over and over, but Daddy said we had to try other rides. It is a great ride to start with.”
“Did your Dolly like the ride,” the lady asked?
“She hasn’t gotten a chance to ride it,” I said looking down at my Princess Aurora Dolly. “She would love it though.”
“What do you think Steven,” the lady asked the man? “We have a Disney Princess recommending a ride, sounds like a good place to start?”
Steven smiled down at me and then looked at the lady, “Can’t go wrong with the recommendations of a princess.”
“Thank You,” the lady said.
“So where is the freak,” I heard Daddy’s voice ask behind me. “Was he laughed out of the Tea Party?”
I turned around and said, “Hi Daddy.”
“Come on Toni,” Mommy abruptly grabbed my hand and started walking out to the boat dock, only stopping a second to push Daddy’s chin upwards to close his mouth. “The boat is here.”
I looked back at Daddy, his eyes were wide and he was just standing their staring straight at me.
“That was it. That was the first time I wore a dress. We went back to our room and I had to take my dress off and shampoo my hair several times to get all the gel and hair spray out. I remember seeing the clock before heading into the bathroom to wash my hair. It said 12:00.”
“Melissa that is an amazing story. Does anyone have any question for her before we go onto the next person’s first time wearing a dress,” the support group leader asked?
“Did you get to keep the dress and doll Melissa?”
“I didn’t see them again for two years, but once my mom finally divorced my dad, I found a box on my bed. Inside was everything from that day, from the pictures to the dress and doll. I still have them. Amazingly the tiara is still in one piece too.”
“Did your dad ever accept you?”
“Dad never saw me again in a dress, or any girl clothing. He was really freaked out by how much I looked like a little girl that day. He couldn’t handle his son really being his daughter.”
“Your Mom called you Toni back then. When did you get named Melissa?”
“Now that is another story. Maybe next week the question for everyone will be how they got their female name,” I said looking over towards our group leader with a smile.
NOTE: This is a Non-Transgender Story - please read the tags above before deciding to read
Chapter 1
Harry rolled his eyes at his mother when she told him to be a good boy at school today, or Santa wouldn’t bring him presents. At twelve, he knew his parents got the presents. He liked getting presents at Christmas, but felt his mom got carried away a bit at Christmas pretending about the existence of Santa. She would massively decorate the house inside and out. But on the twelfth day she would start making a big deal out of everything. On the Twelfth day, Harry’s mom would get out the countdown calendar, play The Twelve Days of Christmas, and start putting presents under the tree. Over the days leading up to Christmas, she would make Christmas treats, finish the decorating, and take Harry to go see Santa. Harry knew he was too old for all the little kid stuff, but he did enjoy one element. The closer they got to Christmas, the more presents he would find under the tree.
On the way out the door to get on the school bus, he was reminded to take the first piece of chocolate out of the countdown calendar and put it in his lunch for dessert. He was tempted to tell his mom he didn’t want to do the calendar this year, but his mom had always said that if you stopped believing in Santa, he would stop getting presents from Santa. Although he knew he would still get presents from people, the best presents were always labeled as coming from Santa. He took a chocolate kiss out of day 12, and headed out to the school bus for another annoying day of seventh grade.
When Harry got home from school, the house was in full Christmas mode. It looked like Mom had put up more Christmas stuff this year than last. Everything was decorated throughout the house, except for the tree. That was always a family affair. Under the tree was one present. It was a small rectangular shaped box wrapped in Christmas wrapping paper obviously for a baby. Harry didn’t know any babies, so the gift was a puzzle. To add to the mystery, there was no name on the present. He asked his mom who it was for, but she only said it was for a special little kid. Leaving Mom to putting Christmas candles around the house, he went up to his room to play before he was made to do his homework.
After Dinner, Dad got the boxes of ornaments and the three of them went about decorating the tree. No matter how silly Harry thought Mom was about Christmas, he still loved decorating the tree. The Christmas music was playing and the three of them would remember old times with different ornaments.
“When are we buying this year’s ornament Mom?”
“I thought we might do it Wednesday after school with 10 days till Christmas, and our trip to see Santa will be Saturday so Dad can be there too.”
“Oh Mom, I am not a little 7 year old. I don’t need to go see Santa. I will look silly sitting on his lap at my age.”
“Well, Harry, let’s wait till Saturday before you make up your mind.”
Mom quickly changed the topic to when Dad would finish setting up the lights outside the house. Dad grumbled about doing it so close to Christmas and he would only have to take them down again so soon, but Mom won and he would start work on them tomorrow when he got home from work. Dad always put up the lights trimming the house the weekend after Thanksgiving, but stuff like a lighted Snowman and animated characters always waited till somewhere in the 12 days of Christmas countdown. Dad grumbled every year wanting to put them up that weekend after Thanksgiving, but Mom always won.
The next morning after Breakfast Harry took a chocolate snowman out of Day 11 of the countdown calendar and put it with his lunch in his backpack. On the way out the door to another day of 6th grade, he smiled at the tree in the living room and looked curiously down at the one present under it, the baby gift. Hearing the bus, he quickly ran out the door and down the street. Harry didn’t want to miss the bus, he had heard that the Principal at the Middle School always wore silly outfits the last 4 days before Christmas Break. Harry really wanted to see what she was going to be wearing, or if the older kids were just playing jokes on the 6th graders.
Harry reached the bus just as it was starting to close the doors. He sat down and looked out the window, watching the Elementary aged kids starting to collect for their bus which came about five minutes after the Middle School bus. Smiling down at the little kids as the bus pulled away, Harry heard discussions of Santa, presents, and the Elementary Christmas Program.
When Harry got home that afternoon, he immediately went to find Mom to tell her all about the Principal. She was dressed as an elf all day, and ate lunch in the cafeteria with the Grade Level reps. Mom sat him down for Christmas cookies and milk, while he continued to tell her with abundant glee all about his day. Once the cookies were gone, Harry headed up to his room to play before having to do his homework. On the way, he stopped by the tree and saw there were now two gifts under the tree; the baby gift and one wrapped in snowman wrapping paper. That new gift, had his name on it. As he was reaching out to pick it up, Mom stopped him and told him to leave the gift alone. Reluctantly, he left the tree and headed toward his room. Before leaving the living room however, he turned around and looked at the two gifts one more time. Although he started by looking at his gift, his focus wandered over to the baby gift. He so wanted to know what was inside and who it was for.
After doing his homework, Harry got to go help Dad set up the outside light sets. This was his second year of being able to help Dad with the outside lights. Dad had always said that only people with double digit ages can help set up outside lights. They started with a snowman, then put some lighted gift boxes, and lined the driveway with candy canes. Dad cringed at what was next, but it was Harry’s favorite and the one that caused Mom to win the argument every year for waiting till this time each year to set it up – Santa Clause in his sleigh with reindeer pulling it. It took a while, but eventually Santa was in the front yard, with his sleigh taking off.
Before being sent up to bed that night, Harry got to go out and look at all the lights lit up on the house. Coming back in, he had a huge smile on his face.
“We did that Daddy,” Harry said giving him a big hug and then running off to his room.
The next morning Harry jumped out of bed with almost as much excitement as Christmas Day. “Mom, today’s the day. It’s today Mom. Today’s the Christmas Program.”
“Yes Harry,” Mom replied. “You have been in many Christmas Programs Harry.”
“Yeah, but as a 5th grader, we are on stage for the whole program, helping with the little kids. Our class was also chosen as the class to do the opening and closing songs.”
Harry was dressed and down to breakfast with no prompting from Mom or Dad. When he saw breakfast wasn’t ready, he went into the living room and sat down in front of the tree looking at the lights, decorations, and the two presents under the tree. He initially picked up the present with his name and shook it, but couldn’t figure out what it was. He then looked at the baby gift. He reached out and touched it, with the care that someone approaches a stove burner that might be hot. Backing off, he sat down and just stared at it till he was called to breakfast.
After breakfast Harry’s face lit up with glee as he took a bell shaped chocolate out of number 10 on the countdown calendar.
“Cool Dad. See, I am 10 and there are 10 days left till Christmas.”
“That is neat Harry,” Dad commented has he continued to get ready for work. “But you better get going or you will miss the bus.”
Harry quickly headed out the door and down the street to the bus stop. He got there just as the Middle School bus was pulling away. He looked up at the big kids on the bus, wondering what it will be like to go to Middle School.
“Harry . . . Harry . . . Harry . . . Earth to Harry.”
“What . . . Oh . . . hi Jenifer.”
“Harry, what you thinking about? Worried about the Christmas Program?”
“No, I was just thinking something was wrong,” Harry looked at the Middle School bus down the street. “Shouldn’t I be on that bus?”
“Yeah, in your dreams silly,” Jenifer said with a smirk on her face. “I know you can’t wait to grow up Harry, but I am glad we are still in Elementary School. Middle School kind of scares me. Anyways it is much more fun being a 10 year old at Christmas than a big Middle Schooler. We get cool toys to play with, they get yucky stuff like books, clothes, and perfume. My older sister got nothing fun for Christmas last year.”
“I guess you’re right,” Harry said still looking at the Middle School bus as it turned the corner down the street. “I really want some Lego models for Christmas to play with, but as a Middle Schooler I guess I wouldn’t get fun stuff like that.”
Harry and Jenifer talked about what they wanted for Christmas and their family traditions around Christmas. As the Elementary School bus pulled up, Lenny joined them and he changed the topic to the Christmas Program that afternoon.
On the drive home from school that afternoon with his mom, Harry couldn’t stop talking about how much fun it was to be a 5th grader in the Christmas Program. He would ask her if she saw different things, or tell her about something silly that happened on stage with one of the little kids. Instead of going straight home, they went to the Hallmark store to pick out a Christmas Ornament.
Harry loved the Christmas Ornament shopping trip each year. It was always just him and Mom remembering things from that year and trying to find the right ornament to represent the year.
“What about this one Harry?” Mom asked showing him one of with three kids next to each other, a baby, a little kid and a bigger kid.
“That would be silly Mom, I am an only child.”
“It could represent you growing up and no longer being my baby.”
“You’re silly Mommy,” Harry said as he continued to look through the ornaments.
They spent at least a half an hour going through ornaments and remembering the year. The final choice was a little boy singing, to represent Harry in the Christmas Program.
When they got home, Harry immediately went and hung the ornament in a prominent spot on the tree. He then just sat down in front of the tree and looked at it. There were three presents under the tree now. Harry crawled up to the third one, noticing it was for Mommy from Daddy. While down on his hands and knees, he positioned himself directly over the baby gift and sniffed it. It didn’t smell like a baby. Harry wasn’t quite sure what baby stuff smelled like, but this just smelled like the other wrapped presents. He sat back down and looked at the presents. He kept looking at the baby gift, wondering what it could be and who it was for.
After being read a Christmas story and tucked into bed, Mommy gave Harry and his Teddy a kiss goodnight.
“Mommy?”
“What sweetheart?”
Harry wanted to ask about the baby gift. He wanted to know who it was for and what was inside it. He wanted to ask Mom all about it, but he was a big 10 year old. Even if Mommy was crazy about Christmas and Christmas Magic, he knew there was no such thing as Santa Claus. He was a big kid who should not be interested in baby stuff, so he just hugged his Teddy.
“Teddy wanted to say Nighty Night,” Harry said holding his Teddy up to Mommy, with his mind full of questions he knew he couldn’t ask.
Mom came back and gave both Teddy and Harry another kiss and hug.
“Nighty Night you two.”
Harry drifted off to sleep thinking about the baby gift.
The next morning Harry was woken up by his Mom.
“You and Teddy sleep well sweety?”
Harry stretched and gave out a big yawn, “uhhhh, huuuuhhhh.”
“That’s good,” Mom said as she headed for his dresser. “You have your 4th grade Christmas Party today, let’s find a nice outfit for you to wear.”
“I was going to wear the sweater with the Christmas tree on it,” Harry said.
“Sounds like a good plan. I guess you don’t need me,” Mom said as she headed for the door.
“Mom,” Harry stopped her. “What kind of Christmas cookies did you make for the party?”
“There are snowmen, stars, bells, and reindeer all frosted and ready to eat.”
“Yummy, yum yum,” Harry exclaimed as he started taking his pajamas off.
The morning progressed as usual with Mom making breakfast and Harry waiting for it while watching the tree and the presents under it. There were now four presents under the tree. The new present was for Daddy from Mommy. There was one present for Mommy, Daddy, and Harry. Then there was that Baby gift. Harry examined his present for a minute or two, but his focus drifted to the Baby gift. The examination of the baby gift was interrupted by Mom calling him to Breakfast.
Getting ready to go out to the bus for school, Harry took the next chocolate out of the Countdown calendar, before grabbing the container of cookies for the party.
“Look Mom,” Harry gleefully said pointing at the nine, where he just got the chocolate Santa from. “It is nine days till Christmas and I am nine years old. Neat-oooooooo”
“Be a good boy at school today, you want Santa to see you being good so he brings you lots of presents.”
“I will Mommy. He won’t catch me being bad,” Harry hugged his Mommy and headed for the bus.
After school Harry played with his Space Battle Cruiser in the living room, so he could keep an eye on the gifts. He protected them from several attacks by Lego men, gigantic octopuses, and the infamous Mr. Potato Head. Extra effort was put on by the Space Battle Cruiser to protect the baby gift and Harry’s gift. Although Dad’s gift was safe in the end, there was a time that the Lego men made a base of it. They were successful there, till Mom came in and insisted that the battle move away from the tree.
That night when Mommy was tucking Harry into bed after reading him How the Grinch Stole Christmas, Harry asked, “Mommy, who is the baby gift for?”
“The baby gift?” she asked after giving him a kiss on his forehead.
“The gift under the tree with the baby wrapping paper, what baby is getting it?”
“Oh,” Mom said with a big smile. “The first gift of Christmas, it is for a very special little kid. The first Christmas gift has Christmas magic in it.”
“But who is it for?”
“You’ll see sweety, you’ll see.”
Harry could not keep his thoughts off the gift as Mom turned the light off in his room. Once Mommy left, Harry asked Teddy if he had any idea who the present was for, but Teddy didn’t answer and just tried to fall asleep.
“Time to wake up Harry,” Mommy said coming into Harry’s room. “Today is your last day of school this year. So it is time for all the little 8 year olds to get up.”
“Ow Mommy, do I have to go to school today. It is only a half day,” Harry yawned, held tight onto Teddy, and rolled over away from Mommy.
“Tomorrow is your first day of vacation. Then, you can sleep in as long as you like, but right now you need to get up and get dressed for school.”
Mommy went about getting what he needed to get dressed. She usually left the choice of what to wear up to Harry, but on days like this, it was just easier to get everything laid out for him. Many times when Harry resisted getting up and going in the morning, she considered sending him to school still dressed in his pajamas, but she knew she couldn’t really do that. Although threatening it was usually a good way to get him moving in the morning, it was never anything more than a threat.
“Up and Adam.”
“Mom-mmmmmyyyyyyy” Harry complained when the sheets were pulled down.
“Come on Harry,” Mom said as she tossed the tub of baby wipes onto his bed. “Quickly get out of your night-time pull-up and dressed.”
Harry yawned as he curled up in a ball, hugging his teddy tight, and trying to fall back to sleep.
“Do I need to change you out of that wet Pull-Up, and get you dressed? I am sure I can find some really cute little kid outfit for you to wear.”
“NO, NO, NO, Mommy,” Harry said sitting up in bed. “I can do it myself. I’m a big boy.”
“If you insist,” Mom said with a big smile on her face as she headed for the door. “Your loss, I was really looking forward to see if that Thomas-The-Tank Christmas shirt still fit you.”
Harry quickly got dressed and went down to the living room plopping down on the couch. He sat there hugging his Teddy Bear, looking at the Christmas tree. Harry found 5 gifts under the tree. Although curious about who the new one was for, he was too tired to get up and look. He sat there looking at all the presents, but focused on the baby gift. He thought about how he could find out what was inside. He wondered if he could unwrap and then rewrap the present when Mommy wasn’t looking.
“Morning Sport,” Dad said as he walked by. “Hope Teddy isn’t talking you into going back to sleep.”
“Hi Daddy.”
In no time at all, all three were sitting down to scrambled eggs for breakfast. Afterwards, Harry took the next chocolate out of day eight on the countdown calendar and put it with his lunch for school. Mom kissed him goodbye and stood in the doorway as she watched him walk down to the bus stop. She only stopped watching when she saw that Jenifer and Lenny were there, they were big 5th graders who would make sure the little kids were safe.
Harry got to come home after lunch today, being the last day before Christmas Break. His backpack was bursting at the seams with various art projects he had made over the last month. Mom quickly took some of them and used them to help decorate the house, with Harry giving advice on exactly where they should go. That afternoon it was slightly snowing, and Harry enjoyed playing outside in the snow. When he came in, he had some warm apple cider waiting for him.
Once warmed up, Harry explored the presents under the tree. There were 5 just like this morning. The 5th present had Harry’s name on it from Grandma. It was wrapped in reindeer wrapping paper, and was really light. Harry guessed a sweater, since Grandma often gave him sweaters. A boring present, but that baby gift was much more interesting. He carefully looked at how it was taped shut. Could he cut the tape with his scissors, open the gift, and then rewrap it without Mommy finding out?
“Do you want to watch a Christmas video Harry?” Mom asked walking into the room.
“Frosty?” Harry shouted as he jumped on to his feet.
“Okay, Frosty The Snowman it is.”
Harry ran to get a snowman stuffed animal that was in the hallway guarding the front door. He quickly returned and plopped himself down in front of the TV. Harry enjoyed watching and singing along to the show. Afterwards, he made Christmas Cookies with Mommy.
That night Harry wrote his letter to Santa. Dad offered to help, but Harry insisted he was a big boy and didn’t need any help. When the letter was finished, Mommy made sure Harry had his night-time Pull-Up on and tucked him into bed.
“Nighty-Night Harry, tomorrows a big day,” Mommy said kissing him on his forehead. “You will get to deliver your letter in person to Santa.”
“I can’t wait Mommy. Are you sure he is going to be there?”
“I’m sure he will be there. Now you and Teddy get some sleep so you’re all ready for tomorrow.”
Harry was awoken the next morning by Christmas music playing. He lay in bed for a while hugging Teddy before getting up and going into the living room. Before sitting down to watch cartoons, he checked the presents under the tree and noticed another present with his name on it. Six presents under the tree and three of them were his.
“Morning sweety,” Mom said coming into the living room and ruffling Harry’s hair. “How about some pancakes for breakfast?”
“Snowman Pancakes?”
“Okay sweety, if you want.”
While Mommy made breakfast, Harry enjoyed the Saturday Morning Cartoons.
Harry knew today was extra special. He got to visit Santa today. It was also the big test, he would find out if Santa thought he was good or bad this year. He really hoped he was on the Good Kid list, but Harry thought of several ways he got in trouble this year and wondered if that would put him on the Naughty List. Hugging Teddy tight, Harry contemplated his fate if Santa thought he was naughty. Would the only presents he got this year be the three currently under the tree. Would Mommy and Daddy take those away if they found out Santa had him on the Naughty List. What was enough to put him on the Naughty List? When he wouldn’t clean his room when Mommy or Daddy told him too, or what about that time he got spanked for kicking that other kid. How about his bedwetting, did Santa view that as naughty for a 7 year old? Oh no, what about what he did to Santa last year when he visited Santa? Yeah he got presents last Christmas, but maybe once Santa had time to think about it he decided that was just too naughty and he belonged on the naughty list forever. Harry sat looking at the baby gift hugging Teddy really tight.
“Harry,” Mommy called. “I have a snowman here ready for a little boy to eat all up.”
After breakfast, Harry and Mommy went upstairs to get him dressed for the day. Harry sat on his bed with Teddy while Mommy picked the perfect outfit for him to wear for Santa pictures. She decided on a Turtleneck, a red and green sweater, and brown pants. She then got the changing supplies and headed over to the bed. With an experienced hand, Mommy quickly had Harry out of his night-time diaper. Before proceeding, she paused and looked down at her little boy laying there hugging his teddy bear.
“Harry,” Mommy questioned looking down at the underwear in her hand. “Do you think maybe you should wear a Pull-Up today when we go to visit Santa?”
“Mommy, I am a big boy, not a baby,” Harry said thinking about the proposal and wondering if maybe she was right.
“Are you sure sweety? We are going out to see Santa Claus today, and . . .”
“But that was last year Mommy,” Harry interrupted. “That was when I was a little 6 year old. I am a big 7 year old now. I am not going to pee my pants on his lap again. Big 7 year olds don’t do that, only little kids do.”
“Okay, underwear it is, but be very careful. We don’t want Santa to get a wet lap again this year,” Mom went with Harry’s decision, but thought about the trip down to Grandma’s House on Thanksgiving where they were all very thankful that Harry had Pull-Ups on for the trip.
It took Dad a while to get up, dressed, and ready to go, but Harry really didn’t mind. It gave him the chance to watch his favorite Saturday Morning Cartoons. Harry also spent more time watching over the mystery baby gift. He tried to figure out a way to open it and find out what was inside.
Harry got to take the next chocolate out of day seven on the Countdown calendar. Before getting his coat on to go, Mom insisted Harry go potty before they left for Santa.
Santa visits included a trip to a toy store to buy a gift for Toys-For-Tots, visit with Santa, and either lunch or dinner depending on the day. The stop at the toy store put Harry in charge. He was the one responsible for picking out the perfect gift for a kid his age. The guidance was that it had to be the perfect gift for a kid who may only get one gift for Christmas. This year, Harry picked a 400 piece Lego set. It looked hard, but a really fun toy to play with. Before getting in line for Santa, Mommy brought Harry to the bathroom again. She didn’t want a repeat of last year.
While waiting in line, Harry could barely stand still. He would watch the animated Christmas displays and go back and forth between Mom and Dad’s hands. It took 20 minutes to get to the front of the line. During that time Harry was deep in thought as to whether he was on the Naughty or Nice list. One other thought continually drifted into his head, the mystery gift under the tree. He contemplated how he could open it up and see what was inside. He also wondered what Santa would say about him opening the present. It didn’t have his name on it, it didn’t have any ones name on it. Would he end up on the Naughty list if he opened the present?
Harry didn’t know what it was that attracted him to the present, but he kept going back to it under the tree. It wasn’t very big, and it was wrapped in wrapping paper obviously for a baby. Harry had shaken it, smelled it, examined every corner of it, and even measured it. He rearranged the presents and put the baby gift in a special spot under the tree. He had asked his mom who it was for, but she only said it was for a special little kid. Harry would check on the package before leaving the house, and as soon as he came back. He would check it before going to bed and again in the morning. He knew it couldn’t be for him, he was seven years old and even though mommy called him her little baby boy, not even she would give him a baby gift. Would she?
As they stood there, next in line, Harry found himself with a problem. He was finally getting to see Santa, but . . . but . . . he had to pee. He thought he could hold it, but after last Christmas, should he risk it? Harry started moving from one foot to the other in order to hold it in.
“Looks like someone needs to go Potty before visiting Santa,” the kind elf at the front of the line said.
“What! Harry, you need to tell us when you need to go potty. We don’t want another episode like last year, do we?” Mom exclaimed looking at Harry and then up to the elf. “Miss, where can I find the closest bathrooms?”
“But Mommy,” Harry interrupted.
“They are just over there Ma’am. When you are done, come back to me and I will get you in next.”
“Thank You Miss, Harry here doesn’t always remember to go when he is supposed to.”
“Mommy!”
Harry and Mommy got out of line leaving Daddy behind, as they headed to the bathrooms. Quickly they were back and Harry found himself sitting on Santa’s lap. Mommy and Daddy were over with one of the Elves taking pictures.
“So Harry,” Santa said as they posed for pictures. “What do you want for Christmas?”
Harry told Santa a few toys he really wanted and gave him the letter he had written. Before getting off his lap however, he had to ask a few more questions. First was the big one, Harry needed to know if he was on the naughty or nice list? Santa told Harry he was sure he had seen Harry on the Nice List, but Harry needed to make sure he continued to be nice. Harry wasn’t sure he wanted to ask this next question, but he needed to know.
“Santa,” Harry hesitantly questioned? “If I open a present before Christmas, will I end up on the naughty list?”
“Good little boys don’t open up their presents before Christmas.”
“But this present isn’t for me, and I will rewrap it once I see what is inside.”
“You want to open someone else’s present Harry? That is certainly a very Naughty thing to do. Whose present do you want to open?”
“I don’t know whose present it is Santa, it doesn’t have a name on it. It is wrapped in baby wrapping paper, so it is for a baby. I am not a baby so it is not for me. It was the first present under the tree this year. I just want to know what is inside.”
“It is naughty to open someone else’s present and you will end up on the naughty list if you do. If it is the first gift of Christmas, it is a magical gift made especially for one person. If you open it, you could cause the magic to leave the gift early and not work for the person getting the gift. Don’t be a naughty boy Harry, be a good boy and leave the gift alone. I will be keeping an eye on you. Now here’s a Candy Cane. Thank you for visiting. Be a good boy for Santa.”
Next they delivered the gift to Toys-for-Tots and then headed home. On the way home Harry told Mommy and Daddy how Santa said he was on the Nice List and if he continued to be good, he would stay on the nice list. Harry also proudly let Mommy and Daddy know he didn’t wet his pants on Santa’s lap this time like he did last year when he was a little 6 year old. He informed them he was a big 7 year old now who doesn’t do stuff like that anymore.
“See Mom,” Harry said with pride. “I didn’t need to wear Little Kid Pull-ups to visit Santa. I am a big boy now.”
When they got home, Harry looked in on the presents. He still wanted to know what was in the baby gift, but he didn’t want to risk ending up on the Naughty list. He wasn’t going to try to open it, but he still sat and stared at it wondering what was inside.
Harry woke up Sunday morning in his favorite footed sleeper, hugging Teddy. They both went down to find Mommy. On his way to the kitchen where he heard Mommy working, he found a new present under the tree and it had Harry’s name on it. That meant he had five gifts. The new one was leaning up against the mystery baby gift. He took it off the baby gift and laid it down next to it. He shook the new gift, and it rattled like his Legos do. Harry was excited, for he was now certain he was getting some Legos for Christmas. Harry’s focus went back to the baby gift. He checked it over to make sure it wasn’t damaged by the new gift leaning up against it. It appeared to be undamaged.
Harry continued his way to the Kitchen to find Mommy. He climbed up into one of the Kitchen chairs and sat hugging Teddy and watching Mommy working on breakfast.
“Morning Harry, the Oatmeal is almost done.”
Harry hugged Teddy tight and looked around the Kitchen. Spotting the Countdown calendar Harry jumped up and went over to it.
“Look Mommy, it’s a special day. Six days till Christmas and I am six years old.”
“Wow Harry, it must be a real special day then.”
“Can I have the chocolate kiss now Mommy. Pwease.”
“Since it is such a special day, I guess you can.”
Harry quickly devoured the chocolate kiss and sat back down at the Kitchen table. In no time at all he found a bowl of oatmeal placed in front of him with brown sugar sprinkled on top, with a swirl of maple syrup. Harry smiled as he picked up his spoon and took his first bite. Then Mommy brought over an Elmo cup with milk in it.
After breakfast Harry sat down to watch Sesame Street, but was pulled away shortly after sitting down to go get his diaper changed.
“Awww Mommy, I want to watch Sesame Street.”
“Then let’s quickly get you out of your wet night-time diaper and dressed for the day so you can come back and watch.”
Harry was quickly dressed into dark pants, a white button down shirt with clip on tie, and a dark blue blazer. It was Sunday, and this was one of three outfits Harry wore to Church. Harry liked this one a lot more than the green one, for he usually wore the green one when he had to wear Pull-Ups to church. Harry didn’t like wearing Pull-Ups to church. He was a big 6 year old, and big 6 year olds aren’t supposed to wear Pull-Ups to church.
Harry watched Sesame Street and then Sid the Science Kid before they had to leave for church. He was sent to go potty before getting into his Booster Seat in the car. Harry was in the Kindergarten / First Grade Sunday School Class.
“Quiet class,” The Sunday School Teacher clapped her hands to get everyone’s attention. “Our Big Kid helper this week is Jenifer.”
“I know Jenifer,” Harry proudly announced. “She in my cwass at school.”
The other kids started to laugh.
“Silly little Harry,” Jenifer giggled. “I am a big 5th grader, not a little 1st grader, but we do ride the same bus Harry.”
Harry knew this, he didn’t know why he said she was in his class. Jenifer wasn’t a first grader, but he also knew they had gone to school together. Maybe it was just in a dream. Harry was distracted from his thoughts as the teacher got out some Little People toys, it was a Nativity Set. Today’s lesson was on the first Christmas.
Shortly before class was over, Jenifer came up to Harry and took his hand leading him to the door, “Come with me Harry, looks like you need to go potty. We don’t want to have any accidents now, do we?”
Jenifer took Harry to the bathroom and then back to class. Jenifer liked working with little kids, even if they were silly at times. She had known Harry for years, they lived two houses apart, rode the same bus to school, and their moms were friends.
After Church, they went home and Mommy immediately took Harry upstairs to get changed out of his Sunday clothes. She had him strip down to his underwear while she found some Christmas fashion for him to change into. When she headed back to Harry, she stopped and took a deep breath.
“Harry,” Mom said taking another deep breath. “Looks like you had a little accident. Take your underwear off and I’ll get you some new ones. You need to work harder at keeping your underwear dry and clean sweety.”
Harry looked down and saw a small wet spot on his underwear. “I sorry Mommy. It was an accident. It won’t happen again.”
“It is okay Harry, let’s just get you into some dry underwear, unless you think we need to have you wear Pull-Ups for the rest of the day.”
“No Mommy, I am a big boy. Underwear today, Pwease.”
Mommy took Harry’s wet underwear and handed him a baby wipe telling him to wipe clean. She then helped him get dressed.
Harry spent the afternoon playing with his Thomas The Tank train set in the living room so he could keep an eye on the presents. At one point he managed to put the baby present in the middle of the train tracks, so Thomas could go around protecting it. Mommy unfortunately made him put the present back under the tree. Shortly before Dinner, he got to watch another Christmas video. This time he picked Rudolf the Red Nosed Reindeer.
At bed time, Harry was dressed in his footed pajamas, night-time diaper, and hugging his Teddy, when he asked the question again. “Mommy, who is the baby gift for? What’s inside it?”
“It is a gift for a special little kid. It is full of Christmas Magic being the first gift of Christmas.” Mommy kissed Harry and Teddy and left them to go to sleep.
Once Harry was asleep, Mommy got a card off the mantel and sat on the couch looking at the first gift of Christmas. It was very obviously a gift for a baby. She didn’t know where it came from and was very confused by it. She looked at the card in her hands which came with the gift, it was addressed to her. Opening it up, she again read what it said. ‘This gift is for a very special little kid. It is the first gift of Christmas full of Christmas magic, and needs to be treated with care. The one this gift is for will know it is for them. They will let you know that and want to open it. When that happens, it is time to open the first gift of Christmas and your Christmas wish will be answered.’ The card wasn’t signed; it just had a stamp at the bottom of a Christmas fairy.
Harry was six. It obviously wasn’t for him, but who then? No one with a baby was invited for Christmas or expected to visit within the next week. Who could it be for? She thought about what Christmas wish might be answered, but this puzzled her also. Her biggest Christmas wish is that Harry would love Christmas as much as she does, and the puzzling thing is that he does. Although when she thinks about it, she has an odd memory of Harry not believing in Christmas, but this makes no sense to her so she ignores it. Like most six year olds, Christmas for Harry is full of magic and awe. She put the card back on the mantel and went to help her husband who was cleaning up the dinner dishes.
The next day Harry enjoyed his French Toast sitting in his booster seat at the Kitchen table. Before being allowed to get down from the table, Mommy cleaned up his syrup covered face with a damp washcloth. He got a chocolate Santa out of Day 5 on the Countdown calendar and then went to watch the Little Einsteins on TV.
“Okay,” Mommy announced as she entered the room. “Time for all little 5 year olds to get dressed for the day.”
“Jammie day?”
“Jammie day . . Jammie day . . . Jammie day,” Mommy said as she creeped up to Harry with wiggling fingers extended. “You want to have a Jammie day?”
Harry started giggling even before Mommy reached him. She scooped him up and pretended to eat his tummy. She carried him up to his room and dropped him down on his bed. He bounced in a fit of giggles. Mommy quickly grabbed supplies to change Harry.
“Sorry Harry,” Mommy stated. “No Jammie day today, maybe tomorrow. We have to go out shopping this morning.”
“Shopping? Toy Shopping?”
“No silly,” Mommy said taking his pajamas off. “Food shopping, we have to get everything for Christmas Dinner. Now let’s get you out of this soaked diaper. Hmmm - - Maybe we should put you into a Pull-up this morning. We have to go to a few different stores and we will not always be able to easily get to a potty.”
Harry knew Mommy was always doing things, ‘just in case’. He was a big five year old who didn’t need to wear little kid Pull-Ups, but he often wore Pull-Ups on outings ‘just in case’ he couldn’t get to the potty in time. He had been on many outings were he had an “accident” and had to walk around the store with wet pants on, with everyone seeing. The Pull-Ups were not that bad, they had his favorite Disney character on them. None of his underwear had that character on them.
Harry was dressed in his Pull-ups, a pair of pants, and a sweatshirt with Santa on it. Patting him on his bottom, she sent him down to play with his toys while she got ready. Harry turned on Sesame Street and got out his Little People House and School Bus. Harry would pick the Little People up from the house and deliver them in the School Bus to the Baby gift, occasionally stopping to watch the show or sing along to a song. Oscar the Grouch always caused him to laugh.
The morning was full of Harry being put in and taken out of his car seat. In most of the stores he had to go around holding onto Mommy, but at the Grocery Store, the last stop, he got to sit in the seat of the shopping cart. Mommy complained he was getting too big for the seat as she lifted him up into it, but he didn’t think so. He could see stuff from up here, which he couldn’t see when walking next to Mommy.
Half way through the Grocery store they passed the bathrooms. Mommy looked at her watch and down at Harry who was smiling up at her. They had been out three hours and Harry hadn’t asked to go potty. She knew Harry could not go that long; therefore, his Pull-Ups were most certainly wet. She continued shopping, knowing the next stop was home.
When they finally did get home, Harry was changed out of his wet Pull-up into some underwear. He was made a Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwich for lunch, and given some chocolate milk in a Disney cup. After lunch, he went back to playing with his Little People in the Living Room.
Harry had an enjoyable afternoon playing with his toys, guarding the baby gift, and watching Christmas videos. That night Daddy read Harry a Christmas bedtime story and kissed him goodnight.
Harry was woken up the next morning as his mom was lowering the bed-rail. Only partially awake, still hugging Teddy tight, Mommy changed Harry’s wet diaper and put him in a Pull-Up. She redressed him in his Pajamas and carried him down to the living room couch. Using the blanket on the couch she covered him up and turned on Playhouse Disney for him to watch. A few minutes later she came back into the room, took his thumb out of his mouth and replaced it with a pacifier. Harry’s eyes were more closed than open as he lay there on the couch watching Handy Manny.
It took Harry another hour to truly wake up. Daddy had left for work, and Mommy had given Harry a sippy cup of milk to drink while watching TV. Harry would take his pacifier out just long enough to take a drink. Teddy and him sat watching TV.
“Harry sweety, is my baby boy ready to have some breakfast?” Mommy said entering the room. She was about to sit down next to Harry when she sniffed two times. “Oh Harry, you need to try harder to get all your poopies in the potty.”
Harry just sucked on his pacifier watching Playhouse Disney. Mommy picked him up; teddy, blanket, and sippy cup all being held tight by Harry. She carried him up to his room and laid him down on his changing table. Flipping the bottom of the blanket up over Harry’s head, she started to change his poopy pants.
Harry giggled, as he pushed the blanket off of him.
“Now Harry,” Mommy said wiping him clean. “When I put your Pull-Up on, you need to pay attention to your body and make sure you get your pee-pee and poopy in the potty.”
“Otay Mommy.”
Harry was quickly changed into another Pull-Up and dressed for the day. Mommy carried him down to the Kitchen on her hip. She put him in his booster seat and poured him a bowl of Fruit Loops. She took the pacifier out of his mouth as she handed him a Buzz Lightyear spoon.
“Do you want a bib Harry?”
“No Mommy, me big boy,” Harry said with his mouth full.
After breakfast Mommy cleaned Harry up and brought him over to the Countdown calendar. “Look Harry, let’s count how many days we have left till Christmas.” Mommy took his hand and together they pointed and counted, “One, two, three, four. Only four days left till Santa comes, Harry.”
“Me four Mommy,” Harry clapped with glee.
“Yes Harry, you are Mommy’s big four year old boy. You are growing up so fast,” Mommy thought something sounded strange about that statement but couldn’t figure out what.
Mommy took the day four chocolate snowman out of the calendar and gave it to Harry to eat. Harry then went into the Living Room and played with his Duplos.
After building a tall tower and knocking it down, Harry explored the presents under the tree. He found one he hadn’t seen before.
“Mommy! Mommy! Mommy,” Harry shouted!
“What is it Harry,” she said calmly walking into the room.
“Wook Mommy! New Pwesent! It for me?”
“Look at the tag Harry. Does it have your name on it? What letter does the top name start with?”
“H”
“Whose name starts with ‘H’?”
“Hawwy! My name. Me Hawwy. Pwesent for me.”
“That is right Harry, it has your name on it and it is for you.”
“Can I open it Mommy, Pwwwwweeeeeease?”
“You need to wait three more sleeps before you can open your presents Harry.”
“Awe.”
“Do you want to play a game of Candy Land.”
“Yeah, Candy Wand.”
Mommy and Harry played two games of Candy Land, with Harry winning both games. He then got to watch Santa Claus Is Coming To Town.
Harry had an enjoyable morning, followed by a grilled cheese sandwich for lunch. When he was changed into a diaper for his nap, he got a Thomas The Tank sticker for keeping his Pull-ups clean and dry all morning. He had managed to get to the potty every time, all morning long. Harry went down for his nap with a big smile on his face.
After his nap, Harry was changed out of his wet diaper and into a Pull-Up. He then went to play with his toys. While crawling around on the living room floor playing, he often went up to the baby gift and looked it over. There was no name on this present. Harry gifts had an “H”, Mommy gifts had an “M”, and Daddy gifts had a “D”. This gift however, didn’t have any letters. It was for a baby. He was a big boy. Mommy told him he wasn’t getting a baby brother or sister for Christmas, so who was it for? Mommy wouldn’t tell him.
At bed time Harry got another sticker when he was changed into his Night-Time diaper and dressed for bed. Harry was hugging Teddy, as Daddy read him a Christmas story as his bedtime story. He kissed Harry on the forehead and put up the bed-rail.
The next morning Harry woke up hugging his Teddy Bear. Finding his pacifier on the bed next to him, he stuck it in his mouth. Harry played with Teddy and Panda Bear for a few minutes and then crawled around the Bedrail and played on the floor with his Jack-in-the-Box.
“Morning Sweety,” Mommy said coming in and turning off the baby monitor. “Ready for some fun today?”
“Pwesents?”
“No, not today Harry. There are still two more sleeps till Santa comes and you can open up the presents,” Mommy said as she picked Harry up and laid him down on the changing table.
Harry was quickly changed out of his wet diaper and into a Pull-Up. Mommy then carried him to the bathroom and put him on his Winnie-The-Pooh potty chair. Mommy read Harry Once Upon A Potty, while Harry sat there. When the story was done, they checked to see if Harry had gone. Nothing was in the Potty, he was redressed and Mommy carried him to his booster seat for Breakfast. She put a bib on him and a bowl of Cream of Wheat in front of him. When she brought over his Big Bird cup half full of orange juice he took it with both hands and started to drink, with much of it spilling down into his bib.
“Slow down Harry. Don’t try to drink it all at once, remember this is a big boy cup. It doesn’t have a top on it.”
“Me big boy. Me three,” Harry said holding up three fingers.
After breakfast Mommy cleaned Harry up and took off his bib. Then she took him over to the countdown calendar and they counted the days left till Santa. Taking a chocolate kiss out of day 3, Harry got a treat. Mommy then sent him into the living room to play.
Harry went immediately to his square shape sorter. After sorting the shapes twice, he noticed a new present under the tree. Crawling over to it, he picked it up and shook it.
“Mommy, can I open it?” Harry asked loudly. “Mommy, Mommy, wook new pwesent. Me open?”
“No Harry,” Mommy said coming into the room and sitting down on the couch. “Not for two more days – two more sleeps Harry. Come on over here sweety, let’s watch Ciallou.”
“Ciallou?” Harry asked running over and climbing up onto the couch next to Mommy.
Mommy took the remote and turned on the TV to PBS Kids. Clifford The Big Red Dog was just ending. Mommy and Harry watched the show together. When the show was over, Mommy took Harry to the bathroom and put him down on the potty. The rocket ships had faded, but Mommy encouraged Harry to try as she got a new pull-up off the shelf.
Mommy read Harry; Potty Time with Elmo. Harry liked pressing the buttons during the story. When she was done they checked to potty. Mommy and Harry clapped, and Harry got a special sticker on his sticker chart for going potty. Harry was wiped clean, put into a new Pull-Up and sent out to play.
The morning was taken up with Harry playing and Mommy taking him to the potty. He got two more stickers before lunch and only needed his Pull-ups changed once. After Mac and Cheese for lunch, Mommy used a wash cloth to get the cheese off his face, hands, and out of his hair. Harry’s bib protected most of his clothes. Harry’s Pull-up was changed to a diaper for his nap and he was put down to rest.
Harry woke up to someone rubbing his back. He turned over to see Jenifer.
“Hello little guy,” Jenifer said as Harry slowly woke up. “Your Mommy said it was time to get up from your nap.”
“Jenifew,” Harry said giving his neighbor a big hug. “Jenifew pway wif Hawwy?”
“I can play with you for a little bit Harry. My mom sent me over to pick up some Christmas cookies from your Mommy.”
“I think my little guy probably needs a diaper change before you two start playing,” Mommy said coming into the room.
“Can I do it,” Jenifer asked? “Mom says I need to know how to change diapers before I start Babysitting when I turn 12. Harry’s the only baby I know to practice on.”
“Me big boy, not baby.”
“Sorry Harry,” Jenifer apologized. “Big boy Harry is the only one I know still in diapers.”
Mommy smiled as she lifted Harry up onto the changing table. “Sure Jenifer, it is important to know how to change a diaper before you start babysitting. Harry will be out of diapers by the time you start babysitting, but you will need to learn for when you watch younger kids.”
“Will you let me babysit little Harry?”
“Yes, when you turn 12, you can babysit Harry. Your mom and I have already talked about it, but that is a little more than a year away. For now, let’s teach you about diapers.”
Mommy gave Jenifer directions on each step. When Harry started to get squirmy, Jenifer was instructed to put his pacifier in his mouth and give him a small toy to play with.
“Is Harry wearing Diapers or Pull-Ups this afternoon,” Jenifer inquired.
“He was in Pull-Ups this morning working on getting to the potty, but with you here this afternoon I think the efforts would be in vein. So, let’s put him in another diaper.”
Harry was quickly diapered and redressed. Jenifer took him to the living room to play. For an hour they played with a variety of Harry’s toys. The two of them were trapped in the world of play and make believe, guided by Jenifer, and directed by Harry’s short attention span. While playing with the Little People House and School Bus, Harry pointed out all his presents and the mystery baby gift.
“It not me pwesent. Me big boy,” Harry proudly declared. “It baby pwesent. Jenifew pwesent?”
“No silly little boy,” Jenifer said giggling. “I am not a baby. You’re the only baby around here.”
“Me no baby. Me BIG boy.”
“Does my Big boy and Jenifer want a Christmas cookie as a snack?”
“Cookies!” Harry shouted with glee.
Mommy put Harry in his booster seat and gave him a Snowman cookie and a sippy cup with milk. She gave Jenifer a Santa cookie and a cup of milk. The two kids feasted while Mommy packed up a bunch of cookies for Jenifer to take home. When they were done, Sesame Street was put on for Harry to watch, and Jenifer headed home.
When dad got home that evening, Harry pointed out the gifts under the tree and made an extra effort to show him the baby gift, proudly letting him know he wasn’t a baby. This had limited impact on Daddy, as he needed to take his non-baby up to get a poopy diaper changed.
Harry woke up in his crib hugging his Teddy and sucking on his pacifier. As he woke up more, he started playing with the activity box hanging on his crib. Daddy came in and changed Harry’s diaper, then brought him down and put him in his Highchair. Leaving Harry with some toys to play with on the tray, Daddy kissed his forehead and told him to be good for Mommy today. Daddy left for work while Harry happily played and Mommy worked on breakfast.
Sitting atop the Christmas tree on the shoulders of the Christmas Angel, Christmas Fairies Ollie and Pippen watched the humans in the Kitchen.
“Now Ollie,” Pippen explained. “Changing reality for everyone in the world can be a bit tricky. Even trickier, is doing it without Santa finding out. We are technically Christmas Fairies and Santa wants us granting Christmas wishes that cannot be wrapped and put under a tree. As my apprentice however, I am training you to replace me. For a Millennium now, I have secretly done one job each year for Baby New Year.”
“Oh, she is so much fun,” Ollie exclaimed. “I love playing with her as she grows up.”
“Well, she starts January 1st as an infant and grows one year in a month. When she should be entering her teens, she is made to return to babyhood. Long ago, we made a deal; she would not be the only one returning to babyhood each year. So each year in her name, one soul regresses back to babyhood. Santa does not approve and will correct the action if he finds out.”
“Santa sees everything Pippen,” Ollie questioned looking down on Harry eating his eggs with his hands. “How can you hide a regression like this from Santa?”
Pippen watched Harry eat his jelly covered toast, getting Jelly over everything. “Well, over the years I have learned to follow a few rules. The one you regress needs to be a non-believer. Santa does not watch them the same way he watches the believers. The person needs to still be a child, so the name just moves from one list to another, instead of appearing from know where as the child regresses. The household needs to be on the list of believers, so it also doesn’t just appear out of know where.”
“So you picked this house with the Human Lady a strong believer, but the child a non-believer,” Ollie inquired as he watched Harry drinking from his sippy cup. “But how did you decide to regress this boy?”
“With 12 days till Christmas, when our magic is the strongest, the Human Lady made a wish in her heart that her son could find the same joy in Christmas as she does. He left that morning for school, reiterating in his heart, his non-belief in Santa. Christmas Magic made me hear the Human Lady’s wish. Our job for Santa would have us do something to get the Human Child to see the magic of Christmas again. But this Human child fit perfectly into the Baby New Year quest. I especially like it when they are 12 years old to begin with, so they never get the experience of being a teenager, just like Baby New Year.”
Harry was brought into the Living Room to play with his toys. He pulled his toy Telephone around the room for a little bit watching the eyes go up and down, then he sat down and pretended to call people.
“It has been 10 days Pippen. How can you change the world every day without Santa noticing?”
“He – He – He. That is actually the trick Ollie, make small changes over time and Santa doesn’t notice. Human Children move from one list to another all the time, making small steps, like changing one age level. Regress a child only one age a day, and Santa and his elves will not notice.” Pippen said while watching Harry crawl around under the tree sucking on his pacifier and looking at the presents.
“Is today the day,” Ollie asked?
“Our magic is able to manipulate the Humans, but no matter what we do they still have free will. If the gift inside that box is not connected with the human child by Christmas day, the regression will reverse itself over the next 12 days. But yes, I believe today is the day, maybe even right now.”
Harry crawled up to the baby gift and patted it. “Mommy. Mine!”
Mommy looked at Harry and then at the card on the mantel. Of course the gift wrapped in baby paper was for her baby boy, how could she not have figured that out before now?
“Hawwy open?”
Mommy again looked at the card on the mantel and down at Harry.
“There are still two days till Christmas Harry,” Mommy stated with hesitation. “But . . .”
“Here it is Ollie. The Human child has finally realized the gift is his. Will the Human Lady let him open it? If the regression happens too fast, she will deep down know her son is not supposed to be a baby and should not be opening a baby gift. Shadows are always left behind with each change we make; most are ignored if the changes are subtle. If we change too much too fast, the shadows conflict too much with their present reality and the shadows remain a level of reality for the human.”
“Hawwy pwesent,” Harry continued banging on the present like it was a drum.
“Yes Harry,” Mommy said. “You can open one present today.”
Harry tore open the present, quickly finding a soft baby blanket.
“That blanket is drenched in Fairy dust Pippen!”
“Well Ollie, that will make the regression stick. If he wraps himself in that blanket, he will be this age from now on, growing up again like a regular human. This Human Child and Baby New Year will both have to restart life in diapers and face the challenges of childhood all over again.”
As the Christmas Fairies watched Harry cuddle up completely under his precious new blankie, Pippen whispered to herself, “Merry Christmas Baby New Year.”
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The Secret Gift
By Teek © 2021 6 chapters 59 pages (27,600 words) |
Story Tags: General Audience - Transgender - Identity Crisis - Sisters - Childhood - Christmas - Main Character: Preteen
Summary: 12 yr old Lewis gets a special secret gift for Christmas from his Grandma. It will change his life forever, but can he still enjoy it once others find out about the gift? Will it tear the family apart or bring them together?
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The Secret Gift
By Teek © 2021 Chapter 01 |
It was quite a Christmas. I got a football, a new bike, some books, a Lego dump truck, walkie-talkies, a robot, and a nerf gun. Between putting in pieces of the jigsaw puzzle the family was working on, I looked at my pile of gifts. I didn’t like any of them. I smiled and thanked the appropriate person for each gift, but the joy wasn’t there. I remember being little and being so excited at every Christmas gift, whether I liked it or not. Just the fact that I got a gift was fun. I always hoped the next one would be the perfect gift. You know, the one I had asked Santa for but knew I would never get. At twelve, I didn’t believe in Christmas magic anymore. Year after year, I never got what I asked Santa for. Year after year, a small piece of me died away.
When the puzzle was done and the last of the pie was eaten, all the guests started to leave. I gave my hugs and said my goodbyes. Grandma and Grandpa Morris were the last ones.
Grandma came up to me for a hug, “I see you got a lot of great gifts for a twelve-year-old boy.”
“Yeah, Grandma, any twelve-year-old boy would be thrilled with what I got this Christmas.”
Grandma leaned in and quietly said just to me, “Then why are you not happy?”
“I am Grandma. I am.”
Still hugging tight, “You may be able to fool your parents and cousins, but I know you. You are not happy, and I’m sorry. Don’t say anything, but I got you one more Christmas gift. It is on your bed. I think you will like this one.”
Then Grandma stopped hugging me and said goodbye to everyone as she walked out the door to her car. Grandpa was right behind her. My little sister and I stood with Mom and Dad on the porch as they drove off.
“Okay, you two,” Mom said once they were out of sight. “Time to get ready for bed. You can play with your toys for a little bit once you are in your PJs and teeth are brushed.”
I followed Jilly into the house and down the hall to our rooms. I smiled at her pigtails bouncing as she pranced down the hall. Her hair ties had little bells on them, so she jingled as she moved. She had on this red velvet dress with white fur at the end of the sleeves and bottom of the dress. Her white tights went down to the pink unicorn slippers that she got for Christmas. She turned into her room and shut the door. I went down to the next door and turned into my room.
After shutting the door, I put my back on it and stared at the gift on my bed. It was wrapped in red paper with a gold ribbon and bow. An extra present was strange, but it didn’t matter. I never got anything I wanted for Christmas. This gift will be no different. So, why do I want to open it? Why am I afraid to open it? Grandma said I would like this one.
I approached the gift. Slowly unwrapping it, I found a flat, white, rectangular box. Opening the box, I just looked at the contents. This can’t be right. Did Grandma put Jill’s gift on my bed? I took the dress out of the box and held it up to me. Not a dress for Jilly. It would be way too big for her.
Grandma got me a dress?
I dropped the dress back in the box and backed away from the bed. I looked around the room and then back at the box.
A Dress?
A smile spread across my face as I turned and locked the door.
It didn’t take long to get the dress on. Looking at the box, I discovered it held more than the dress. There were some black Mary Jane shoes, a package with three panties, a package of girl no-show socks, and a pair of white tights. Choosing the tights instead of socks, I changed the rest of my outfit. It all fit. I walked over to my closet door and opened it. Looking in the mirror on the back of the door, I couldn’t stop smiling. I turned side to side. Spinning in a circle, I watched the dress flair out as I spun.
Okay, Grandma was right. This is a Christmas gift I like, but how did she know?
I twirled around, dancing and prancing around my room. I had my very own dress!
“Come on Lewis,” Jill screamed down the hall. “I am going to cream you on Polly Pop Race.”
I sat down on my bed, looking at the outfit I had on, and then up at my bedroom door. Jill, Mom, and Dad were on the other side of that door. I couldn’t go out there. Could I? No. Since I was a little kid, Mom had made it very clear that I was a boy and boys do not wear girl clothes, do not pretend to be girls, and are not girls. There is no way I could go outside that door in these clothes.
I got undressed and put on my dinosaur pajamas. I put the dress and other girl clothing carefully back into the box. Where can I hide it? Under the bed? No, Mom looks under there occasionally. I looked in the closet, but there was no good spot there. Where could I hide my dress? I sat down on my window seat and looked around the room. There was no place in the room that Mom doesn’t get into occasionally. I looked out the window and thought of locations outside the room, but I still couldn’t figure out a place to hide my dress. I was sunk. I finally got a Christmas present I love, but Mom will take it away forever if I can’t hide it.
“Lewis,” Jill screamed.
“I’m coming,” I hollered back.
For tonight, under the bed should do. Tomorrow, I will have to figure out a better spot. Getting up off the window seat, I put the box under the bed. Looking around to make sure everything was out of sight, I left to play with Jill.
“What took you, slowpoke,” Jill asked? “I already played one race. I’m playing Polly. Here, you pick your character. There are a few boy characters for you to pick from.”
Handing me a controller, Jilly smiled at me. Taking it, I started looking through the character choices in the game. I wanted to pick the Sally character, a girl with pigtails wearing a pink and purple outfit. Like a good proper boy, I chose a boy character named Joey. I raced Jill for about an hour before Mom sent us off to bed.
I was sitting in bed reading one of my new books when Dad came in, “So Lewis, you got some pretty good Christmas gifts this year. Santa even got you a 10-speed bike.”
“Dad,” I rolled my eyes. “You got me the bike. There is no Santa Clause.”
Dad held his finger up to his lips, “Shhhhhhhhh, Jilly still believes, and we are not going to take away her Christmas magic.”
“Sure, Dad,” I smiled. “She will not hear it from me.”
“As long as it doesn’t snow tomorrow, want to go try out that new football of yours at the park?”
No, I really did not want to. Anything other than that. Football was so barbaric. Boys tackling boys just over a silly ball. “Sure, Dad. We can go throw the ball around.”
Dad ruffled my hair, “It will be fun, you’ll see. That was nice of you to play Polly Pop Race with your little sister instead of playing with your toys. You are such a nice big brother.
“Thanks, Dad,” I said as I wondered about the term ‘big brother.’
“You can read until 9 o’clock and then lights out.”
“Okay, Dad,” I smiled.
Once Dad left, I looked up and quietly voiced, “Please, oh please, let it snow.”
Picking up the book I was reading, I looked at it, 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea. There was a picture of a weird submarine and a giant squid. My Aunt and Uncle gave it to me for Christmas. Uncle Mike said it was his favorite when he was my age, and he felt every boy should read it. I had already finished the first chapter, and I had no interest in reading the rest.
The books that Jilly got for Christmas looked way more interesting. One good thing about her finally being in Third Grade is that she got some chapter books. I’ll have to wait until she reads them first, though, before I can sneak them into my room to read. Unless . . . sometimes, Jilly still lets me read her a bedtime story. Maybe I could convince her to let me do that with her new books. I’ll have to try that tomorrow night. Jilly got the American Girl Molly book, A Winning Spirit. I have always wanted to read the American Girl books.
When I woke up in the morning, I wondered if the dress was real or just a dream. With hesitation, I peeked under the bed. The box was there, calling me. I wanted to open it and get dressed. I could just walk to the kitchen for breakfast like any other morning. I looked out the window, and there was no snow. That meant football in the park. Would Dad still force me to play if I wore my new dress?
I didn’t want to get dressed in boy clothes when I had a dress to wear, so I left my room still in my pajamas. I went into the living room and sat down on the couch. Jill was playing with some My Little Ponies she got for Christmas. I wanted to get down on the floor and play with her, but I’m a boy. I’m not supposed to do stuff like that.
“Oh good, Lewis, you’re up. Breakfast is ready,” Mom said, coming into the room.
“Pancakes?” Jill asked.
“Just like you asked for my little princess.”
“Come on, Lewis,” Jill said, jumping up. “It’s pancakes.”
As I got up, I wondered if Mom would call me her little princess if I wore my dress, or would I be a freak? I followed Jill and Mom into the kitchen.
Halfway through my second pancake, Dad sat down to eat, “Lewis, there’s no snow yet, so let’s go toss the football around after breakfast.”
“Sure, Dad,” I briefly smiled at him before staring at my plate. “Sounds like fun.”
I would prefer cleaning the toilets over playing football, but maybe if I went and did it today, Dad would stop bugging me to play with him.
After breakfast, I looked around the living room at Jill’s gifts. I turned to Jill with a smile, “Do you want to play your new Sorry game?”
“Will you, Lewis?” Jill came up and hugged me. “Daddy and Uncle Mike wouldn’t play it with me yesterday. When they turned me down, I figured Cousin Mary would play with me, but she was too busy with her Christmas presents to play.”
“It’s a fun game, Jill. Go get it, and we can play it on the coffee table.”
We had only gotten a little into the game when Dad came into the living room, “Lewis, go get changed so we can play some football.”
“But Dad, I’m playing Sorry with Jill. It’s one of her Christmas presents, and she’s never played it before.”
“Lewis,” Dad started but stopped after looking at Jill’s angelic smiling face. “Okay, but once the game is over, get dressed, and we will go out and throw that new football around.”
“Okay, Dad.”
Jill looked at me once Dad left the room, “You don’t want to play football, do you?”
“Not in a million years. Don’t worry about it. Let’s just play Sorry.”
Jill won the first game, and we immediately started a second. Halfway through the second game, Dad came in voicing surprise over the fact that we were still playing. He thought we were still on our first game and complained about how long it takes to play a game of Sorry. He left us alone to finish the game. Unfortunately, when Jill won the second time, she shouted with glee that she had won again. Mom was immediately in the room telling the two of us to get dressed for the day.
“Sorry, Lewis,” Jill said as we walked down the hall to our rooms.
“It’s okay, Jilly. You were just excited. I couldn’t postpone this forever. I guess I’m off to play some football.”
“Maybe it will be fun, like kickball during Gym Class at school.”
“Maybe, but I would rather be having a tea party with you and your new princess dolls.”
“Ohhhhhh, Tea Party! Good idea Lewis. Thanks,” Jill pranced off into her room with a new vigor.
I slowly entered my room and closed the door. I took a deep breath as I looked at my bed and considered the box under it. There was only one sure way to avoid a trip to the park. All I would have to do is put on that dress and walk out of this room. I locked the door and got out the box. Looking at the contents, I almost did it. Instead, I put the box back under my bed and got on some jeans and a long sleeve t-shirt.
“About time,” Dad said as I walked back into the living room. “Grab that new football of yours, and let’s go.”
We spent two hours at the park. I hated every minute of it. Dad was shocked I didn’t know how to throw a football and even more appalled that I couldn’t get it to go where he wanted me to throw it. After two hours, he gave up trying. He thought I was trying hard to get it right, and the negative attitude I had was because the ball wouldn’t go in the right direction. I never corrected his misconceptions. He promised to practice with me again before Christmas break was over.
When we walked into the house, Dad examined the set-up in the living room, “Well, well, well. Jill would have forced you to be part of the tea party if we had stayed here. Aren’t we lucky that we missed it?”
“Yeah, Dad,” I said, looking at the princess, dollies, and stuffed animals with cups next to them all over the living room. The little plastic tea set she got as a preschooler was sitting on the coffee table with her favorite dolly. “You saved me from what would have been a miserable morning. Thanks.”
I got my coat off and went back to my bedroom. I sat down in my window seat and stared blankly out the window. I may be too old for tea parties, but it would have been a lot more fun than throwing a football around with Dad. Doing anything with Jill would have been more fun. I wish I had the guts to tell Mom and Dad that. I picked up my stuffed teddy bear and hugged her. I have had her since I was a baby. Dad keeps trying to convince me that I am too old for the bear and she should go in the donation bin. Thankfully, Mom doesn’t think I am too old for a stuffed animal. I do worry, however, that she will change her mind when I turn thirteen in just over six months.
Jill and I spent the afternoon exploring everything we got for Christmas. My walkie-talkies were kind of fun. Jill and I could talk to each other no matter where we were in the house. I even found a good use for that crummy football. It made a great back to help Jill’s new doll sit up. Jill put together her Lego Friends model while I assembled the Lego dump truck. I had no interest in the nerf gun, but Jill came up with a good use for it. She jokingly suggested that she could use it to shoot all the yucky toys for boys in the house. It seemed like a great idea, so that is what the two of us did. We went around the house, shooting all the yucky boy toys.
It still hadn’t started snowing, so I got out on my bike. I just wish it had been pink or purple. Jill came out with me and played on her new Princess Scooter. Jill stayed in the driveway, and I went up and down the street a few times. It was strange to have a bike with gears. Dad said the gears would make going up hills easier, but we didn’t have any hills around the house for me to try them on.
We didn’t just play with my toys. We also played with Jill’s new toys. Together we played with her dolls, unicorns, ponies, and princesses. We played her two video games Polly Pop Race and Unicorn Surprise. We played another game of Sorry and this other board game she got called The Happy Little Unicorn Game. She likes anything with unicorns and was excited to have a unicorn board game and a unicorn video game.
Jill put on a fashion show of the clothes she got. She had several dresses, some leggings with unicorns, and her unicorn slippers. I wanted to do the same with my new dress, but instead just watched Jilly in her new outfits. She was so excited and happy to point out all the unique features of her outfits that made them extra special. This only made me want to get my dress even more. My emotions were all over the place. I loved Jill’s outfits, but I was upset that I couldn’t wear my new outfit.
After the fashion show, we had dinner, and then Jill and I played with my new robot. You could program it to go about the room, so we used it to transport a princess doll. It worked great, as long as the robot didn’t bump into anything. If it did, the princess would fall off.
At bedtime, I talked Jill into letting me read to her. I got through the first two chapters of an American Girl Molly book, A Winning Spirit, before Jill’s eyes fluttered. That meant storytime was over. I wanted to take the book to my room and finish the story, but I didn’t. It is more fun to discover the story at the same time as Jill. I was stuck going to my room and reading more of 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea.
I couldn’t focus on the book. Eventually, I just put it down. Laying there in bed, I couldn’t get my mind off the fact that I had a dress, but I couldn’t wear it. If I put it on, I would have to take it off in minutes or be discovered. I couldn’t even figure out where to hide it. I wanted to get out of bed and put the dress on, but I couldn’t. Mom or Dad would be in soon to say goodnight.
The only chance I could figure out for wearing the dress was during the two hours after school before Mom got home from work. I might be able to wear it then, but Jill would find out. I have to babysit Jill during that time, and she always wants me to play with her. Could I let Jill find out? Would she understand?
I woke up the next day to a layer of snow on the ground. Sitting on my window seat, I couldn’t get my mind off the dress. One truth was very prominent in my thoughts, ‘I can’t keep it if I don’t find a place to hide it.’ What am I going to do? Grandma got it for me. She wouldn’t want Mom and Dad to take it away. What can I do?
“Dad,” I hollered out, getting up from the window seat. “Can I call Grandma? I want to thank her for the gift she got me.”
Dad was impressed that I would want to thank her for the book she got me for Christmas. He called me very mature for thinking of that. He dialed the number and handed the phone to me.
“Hi Grandpa, it’s Lewis. Can I talk to Grandma, please?”
“Why didn’t you just thank Grandpa,” Dad questioned? “The book was from both of them.”
“Grandma, oh, I wanted to thank you for your gift. I love it,” I looked over at Dad standing next to me. “Can I come over to your house one day this break? I’m not doing anything, and I would love to spend time with my favorite Grandma.”
“Smooth, Lewis, very smooth,” Dad said, raising his eyebrows.
“I gather by what you’re not saying,” Grandma commented. “That you haven’t told your parents about the extra gift.”
“They won’t approve,” I responded while looking at Dad.
“I don’t have a problem with you going to Grandma and Grandpa’s for a day,” Dad added after hearing only my side of the conversation.
“So, you want to come over here so you can wear the dress? You know you will have to tell them eventually. You can do it with me there, but at some point, you are going to have to tell them.”
“Please, Grandma, can I come to visit you tomorrow?”
“Okay, honey,” Grandma replied. “Put Mom or Dad on the phone.”
“Here’s Dad,” I handed the phone over.
“Hi, Mom,” Dad said. “Lewis asked to call you so he could thank you for his Christmas gift. I’m sorry, I didn’t know he would ask for a visit.”
I stared at Dad as he talked with Grandma.
When he got off the phone, he looked down at me, “Okay, Lewis, Grandma agreed to come over tomorrow and pick you and Jill up for a day at their house. They will be here at 9 am. Next time you want to go visit them, just ask.”
“Sorry, Dad.”
Dad ruffled my hair, “Mom and I are not that mean. We would have let you go visit Grandma if you wanted to.”
I smiled at Dad and headed down the hall. Instead of passing Jill’s room, I turned into it, shutting the door behind me.
“Jilly,” I interrupted her, coloring. “I just got off the phone with Grandma Morris. We are going over there tomorrow.”
“Really,” Jill said, looking up from her spot on the floor. “Maybe we can make Christmas cookies. Think Grandma will make Christmas cookies with us?”
“If you ask her nicely, I am sure she would be happy to make cookies with us.”
Jill went back to her coloring.
“Jilly,” I hesitantly added.
“Yeah,” Jill said without looking up.
“Grandma got me an extra gift that wasn’t under the tree. I opened it after they left.”
“Was it anything good?”
“It was . . . It was a dress.”
Jill looked up, “Grandma gave you a dress to give me?”
“No, Jilly, she gave me a dress for me.”
“Now you’re just being silly, Lewis. Boys don’t wear dresses. That would be super, duper, silly.”
“What if I am not really a boy?”
“Of course you’re a boy Lewis. You’re my brother, and brothers are boys.”
“Maybe on the inside, I am a girl and only a boy on the outside.”
Jill looked up at Lewis and thought for a bit, “That makes sense. You do like playing with my toys just as much as I do, and you don’t seem to like your boy toys.”
I laughed. One of the things I really liked about Jill was that she had such a simple way of looking at things.
“Is it a pretty dress?”
I smiled and nodded my head.
“You should wear it tomorrow when we go to Grandma’s house.”
“Mom and Dad don’t know about the dress. So . . .”
“I’ll tell them,” Jill got up off the floor.
“No, Jilly. We need to keep it a secret.”
“Why?”
“Mommy and Daddy always complain when I spend too much time playing with your toys or when I play dress-up with you. When you were little, I used to dress up in your princess dress-up clothes with you, but Dad stopped that. He said boys don’t wear dresses or princess clothes. He would not approve of me wearing a dress.”
I sat down on Jill’s bed.
“Mommy always says I look like a princess when wearing a pretty dress. She will say the same thing to you. You’ll see.”
Oh, how I wished that would be true, “Tomorrow at Grandma’s, I will be wearing my new dress. Are you okay with that?”
“Sure, I’ve always wanted a sister. Now I get one. What do I call you, though? I can’t call you Lewis. What were Mommy and Daddy going to call you if you were born a girl?”
“Jill.”
“What?”
“No, Jill. That is what they were going to call me. My boy name was Lewis, and my girl name was Jill.”
“Oh, I can’t call you Jill. That’s my name. That wasn’t very nice of them to recycle the name, Jill. Oh well, we need a girl name for you.”
“Yeah, I guess we do.”
“I know. I know. I know,” Jill said, bouncing up and down. “Suzy.”
“Susan. Hmm. Yeah, that would do.”
“No, not Susan. I said, Suzy.”
I chuckled, “Suzy is short for another name, just like Jilly is short for Jillian.”
“Oh! Okay. Susan Morris, my big sis. Cool.”
I smiled, “Okay, Jilly, Suzy it is. We will be Jilly and Suzy, sisters, forever.”
Jill gave me a big hug.
“Jilly. Lewis. Time for lunch,” Mom called out.
“Come on, Suzy,” Jill said, heading for the door.
“Jilly,” I quickly replied. “You can’t call me that unless I am dressed up as a girl. No one can ever hear you call me Suzy, especially Mom and Dad.”
“Okay, but if you are a girl on the inside, I don’t see why I can’t call you that all the time.”
“Just don’t. Please, Jilly, don’t. Pinky swear Jilly, please.”
“Sure,” Jill said, coming back to her bed and putting her pinky around my pinky. “I pinky swear never to call you Suzy unless you are wearing girl clothes.”
“Thanks, Jilly,” I said, giving her a big hug as a tear came down my face.
“Lunch,” Jilly exclaimed as she headed for the door to her bedroom.
After lunch, I helped Jill with her bracelet-making kit. By the time we were done, she had one saying Jilly, and I had one saying, Suzy. When Dad asked who the second bracelet was for, I told him it was for a girl named Suzy that Jilly really liked. I sort of told Dad the truth.
As soon as Dad left the room, Jill looked right at me, “You should have told him.”
“I . . . I can’t. He will not understand.”
“Daddy is really nice. He loves having a little girl,” Jill smiled at her happy memories with Dad. “He will love having two girls.”
I knew Jill was wrong, but there was no way I would convince her of that. Dad wants a boy he can do boy things with; Football, Baseball, Boy Scouts, and working on Dad’s car. I hated every one of them. He was always trying to get me to do something boyish with him. The older I got, the more he disliked me playing with Jill’s girl toys. Mom would tell Dad I was just being a good big brother, but Dad always made it clear that boys weren’t supposed to do those things. Dad was always gentle and nice to Jill but rough and abrupt with me. Little eight-year-old Jilly didn’t see it. Living in her carefree world would be nice, though.
Mom passed by Jill’s room and told the two of us to go play outside in the snow. As we got our snow gear on, I kept looking at Jilly’s snow gear. Mine was black and blue, very dull. Jill had a bright pink coat with fluffy stuff around the hood. Her snow pants were a pretty shade of bright purple, and her red snow boots had sparkles on them. Even her mittens were more exciting than my plain blue ones. Hers were red with a big white snowflake sewn into each one.
“Come on, slowpoke,” Jill complained when she was ready to go outside, but I wasn’t.
I closed my eyes and shook my head to clear my thoughts. Then I got to work on getting ready to go outside. Jill and I made a snowman, had a small snowball fight, and made snow angels. Dad was shoveling the walkway and driveway. He called us both goofballs as we lay on the ground giggling after making the snow angels. We got to stay out a little bit longer after Dad finished his work but then were called inside to warm up. Mom had some hot apple cider waiting for us.
Jilly and I played in the house for the rest of the afternoon. Mom and Dad would peek their heads into whatever room we were in and check on us. Occasionally, one of them would praise us for getting along so well. We were on our third run of Polly Pop Race when Mom stopped in the living room and sat down on the couch. She just sat and watched us race each other.
After the race, Mom got up and headed for the kitchen. Stopping in the doorway, “I just love it when the two of you get along so well. Thank You. Especially you, Lewis, I know how hard it must be doing all these girl things with your little sister. You’re such a good big brother.”
“She sure is,” Jill said before pressing the controller to start another race.
I instantly looked at Jill and then at Mom. She caught that too. Oh, no! Maybe it was a bad idea to tell little Jilly. I said nothing as I looked at Mom. Looking at me strangely, she said nothing before shaking her head and leaving the room.
“Jilly!” I whispered. “You can’t do that.”
“Do what?” She asked as she raced her car down the track.
“You called me she. Mom heard that.”
Jilly paused the game and looked right at me, “Sorry, but I have been playing with Suzy all afternoon, not some yucky boy.”
I looked at her cute smile and pigtails. I gave her a big hug and kiss, “Thanks, sis, but you really do need to be more careful.”
Jill won the next few races. My mind was starting to realize that I wouldn’t be able to hide this for long. I am not sure I wanted to either. Grandma had expected me to tell Mom and Dad about the dress. Could I do that? Tomorrow I could wear the dress at Grandma’s house, but . . . would I be able to take it off to go home? If Mom and Dad kicked me out, maybe I could go live with Grandma and Grandpa? Looking over at Jilly, I didn’t like the idea of living in a different house from her. Maybe I just need to give Grandma back the dress and never talk about it again. For Jilly, I could do that. I think.
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The Secret Gift
By Teek © 2021 Chapter 2 |
After breakfast, Jill and I were told to get dressed in something nice for our visit with Grandma and Grandpa. With her favorite stuffed Koala Bear, Rosie, in hand, Jilly went running off to her room. I followed behind at a much slower pace, but I certainly was excited. Entering my room, I shut the door and locked it.
I got out my school backpack and the box with the dress. I started putting everything from the box into my backpack.
Looking at my teddy bear on the bed, “Just one day with the dress, then I will never wear it again.”
I went over to my teddy bear and turned her upside down on my pillow, “Don’t give me that look. I can to do it. I have to give up the dress so I can stay with Jilly. Otherwise, Mom and Dad will kick me out of the house.”
I had my pajamas off and was halfway done getting dressed when I heard the doorbell ring. Looking over at the backpack and then at my teddy bear, I took a deep breath.
“Jilly, Lewis,” Mom yelled out. “Grandma and Grandpa are here.”
“Lewis,” I heard about five minutes later. “Grandma and Grandpa are waiting for you.”
Coming out into the living room, I instantly heard Jill scream, “Suzy!” As she ran up and hugged me.
“Suzy is it,” Grandma questioned? “My, don’t you look absolutely lovely, Suzy.”
“Lewis Jefferson Morris,” Dad said in his dad voice. “What are you doing in one of Jilly’s dresses. Go get that thing off this instant.”
“That’s not one of Jill’s dresses,” Mom observed.
“No!” Jill said with glee. “It is the dress she got for Christmas. Doesn’t she look so pretty in it? Just like a real princess.”
“Dress he got for Christmas,” Dad questioned? “Lewis didn’t get a dress for Christmas. Lewis, I told you to get that dress off this instant. Get moving or get a whipping.”
“Benjamin Franklin Morris,” Grandma stated loud enough that everyone looked at her. “Your DAUGHTER finally got up enough courage to show you who she really is, and you threaten to give her a whipping. Stop acting like an idiot and go give her a hug.”
“Mom,” Dad retorted! “Lewis is wearing a dress. He is not my daughter. He is my son, and boys do not wear dresses.”
Grandma smiled, “Suzy looks very nice in the dress I gave her for Christmas. Doesn’t she?”
The room was silent, with both Mom and Dad looking right at Grandma.
After a minute of no one saying or doing anything, Grandma took charge, “Suzy and Jilly, go with Grandpa and get in the car. I have some things I want to say to your Daddy.”
As soon as we were out the front door of the house, “Ben, I don’t know how you couldn’t see it, but it was clear as day that Lewis wasn’t a boy. I questioned it before Jilly was born, but there was no question in my mind once she came along. I have given you enough time to figure this out on your own. I have dropped hints for years in hopes that you would see it on your own. Apparently, you are too much of a dunce to get it without someone saying it straight to your face. You have two daughters. I don’t know who named her, but Suzy is a lovely young lady who deserves your love and respect.”
“I named her,” Jilly proudly said to Grandpa as we were ushered into the car.
“I am taking the girls now for a day out shopping and playing. I will bring them back after dinner. When you see Suzy again, I expect you to be the loving, respectful parent that I raised you to be. . .” I was unable to hear the rest of Grandma’s comments because Grandpa shut my car door.
“Grandma was mad,” Jilly said as she buckled herself into her booster seat.
“She sure was,” I replied as I looked at Grandpa get into the driver’s seat and strap himself in. “I’ve never heard Grandma yell at Dad like that.”
“Oh,” Grandpa said with a smile. “If you ever do anything wrong, she will let you know it. Your Dad did something wrong, and she was letting him know it.”
“Suzy,” Jilly said. “That is a really pretty dress.”
“Thanks,” I said, blushing and looking down at the dress.
“She is right,” Grandpa said, turning around and looking at the two of us. “You look very beautiful in that dress. You both are gorgeous girls.”
When Grandma entered the car, she turned to us girls, “Okay, that is taken care of. Now, let’s have some fun. Suzy, nice to finally meet you.”
“Hi, Grandma,” I smiled at her.
“That was very brave of you to come out of your room wearing your dress. I am very proud of you.”
“I named her Grandma,” Jill stated. “Susan Morris, Suzy for those that know her.”
Jill reached over and squeezed my hand.
“It is a very nice name Jilly,” Grandma praised. “Does Suzy have a middle name?”
Both Jill and I shook our heads.
“Good,” Grandma responded. “Jilly gave you your first name, your Dad gave you your last, so I think your Mom should give you your middle name. That is for later, though. Today, we get a girls' day out, with Grandpa along as our chauffeur.”
“At your service, ladies,” Grandpa said, bowing his head.
Everyone but Grandpa giggled.
“Where to first,” Grandpa inquired?
“Hmmm,” Grandma pondered. “You remember that little shop in Salmon Creek?”
“That one that you used to take Jessica to when she was little?”
“Yup, that’s the one. I think these two girls definitely need something from that shop.”
I could see Grandpa in the rearview mirror get a big smile on his face as he started the car.
“Where are we going? Where are we going? Where are we going,” Jilly asked, practically bouncing in her seat?
“Now that is a surprise,” Grandma said as she turned to face forward.
It was a bit of a drive, but finally we found ourselves in front of a doll shop.
“You used to take Aunt Jessica here when she was our age,” Jill asked as we headed for the front door?
“Yup,” Grandma smiled down at the little one holding her hand as they walked. “She loved this place. I think you two will too. You can each get one doll and one outfit.”
“Each of us,” I inquired?
“Why certainly,” Grandma replied. “Every girl needs at least one special dolly. Even big twelve-year-old girls.”
I blushed with a growing smile on my face.
When we got in the store, Jill went running off exploring everything. Grandma turned to Grandpa, “Why don’t you go stay with that one. I will stay with this one.”
“Okay, but I’m not as young as I used to be.”
“She’s only eight. You’ll survive.”
“Maybe,” Grandpa said as he went off after Jilly.
I slowly walked through the store, looking at things, but not touching anything. I had learned a long time ago that boys were not supposed to show any interest in such things: no touching, no expressions of emotions, no looking at something too long. Pretend I didn’t like anything. That is what I had to do in stores like this.
Grandma leaned in next to me and whispered, “It is tough letting Suzy out after all these years. No one in here sees a boy. They just see a cute young girl out with their grandma. Now, let that cute girl find a doll she really likes.”
I snuggled up next to Grandma as we wandered around the store. As time went on, I slowly started to show more and more interest in the things on the shelves.
We turned one corner, and I stopped, “Oooooo, look at that one, Grandma.”
A smile was growing on Grandma’s face when I looked at her, “Which one, Suzy?”
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“The ballerina,” I said as I approached it. Sitting there on the shelf, I couldn’t take my eyes off her. “Princess Odette from the ballet Swan Lake,” Grandma said. “She certainly is a lovely doll.” “Swan Lake?” “It is a very famous ballet. Have you ever been to a ballet performance?” |
I shook my head no.
“So,” Grandma said, looking at the doll. “Is that the doll you want?”
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I nodded my head up and down, and Grandma took one of the boxes next to the display. Then we kept looking around the store. We went over to where they had various outfits for dolls like mine. I picked a set with more ballerina outfits.
“Pretty,” Jill said, coming up to us and looking at my doll and the accessories we found. “She’ll have fun playing with my Barbie Dolls.” |
“Remember Jilly,” Grandma said. “This is Suzy’s doll, not yours.”
“I know. I know,” Jill said as she grabbed Grandma’s hand and started dragging her across the store. “I need your help. I can’t decide which doll to get.”
We followed Jill over to a collection of Our Generation Dolls. While Jill explained the problem to Grandma, I looked at the various outfits on the dolls. I tried to imagine myself going off to school in some of the outfits. I knew I would never be able to do that, but it was fun dreaming of such things.
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Jill and Grandma finally decided on the cooking doll since Jill always liked to cook cookies with Grandma.
During this exchange, Grandma kept looking over at me. She was always smiling at me, but I couldn’t tell what she was thinking about. Jill noticed Grandma’s constant glances over at me. She pulled Grandma down to her level and whispered something in her ear. |
“Oh, that is very nice of you Jilly, but no, you can get your dolly. I think you’ll like her,” Grandma said, standing back up and looking at me. “I do like your idea though.”
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Grandma leaned over and whispered something in Jill’s ear. Jilly responded by jumping up and down and saying yes, several times. I tried to ignore the two and just focused on the dolls in front of me. There was an Our Generation Ballerina Doll that I kept going back to. If I hadn’t already picked a doll, she would probably be the one I would pick.
Grandma came up to me. Wrapping her hands around me as she stood behind me, she said, “Jilly thinks it is unfair that Suzy only got one Christmas present.” With my eyes still on the dolls in front of me, I replied, “I got a lot more than one present for Christmas.” “You mean Lewis did,” Grandma corrected. |
“Yeah,” I acknowledged. “Lewis got a lot of presents for Christmas.”
“In fact,” Grandma continued. “Suzy got no toys for Christmas.”
“I got this pretty dress, and now I am getting that doll,” I pointed at the doll that Grandpa was now carrying.
“Jilly doesn’t think that is enough. She has offered you her new doll so you can get two dolls instead of one.”
I smiled at my little sister, “She shouldn’t do that. She loves cooking, and she found a doll that loves it too.”
“I agree with you,” Grandma said. “That doll is perfect for her, so she will get it. We both agreed with one thing though. Jill and I agree that you should have more than one doll in your collection.”
“I’m too old for dolls, Grandma.”
“Yeah, right,” Grandma retorted. “I have seen you ever since you walked into this store. You are definitely not too old for dolls. You like that ballerina?”
“Uh-huh.”
“She wasn’t the only doll you were looking at, though. Was she?”
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I looked over at the other two dolls that I had been looking at. Well, that one has an outfit I really like, and this one has my hair color and the way I would like my hair to be. But holding that bunny and in her pajamas like that, she looks to be six. The Ballerina and the other one look to be more my age.
“So, this is how you want your hair,” Grandma said, going over to the doll holding the bunny. Looking back at me, “Yeah, that would look good on you when you grow out your hair. You still sleep with your teddy bear, so that doesn’t make her a little girl.” I smiled, thinking about Teddy. I had left her upside down on my bed. I would have to apologize to her when we got back. “Having a doll that looks the way you want to look is a special treat, so this is a definite possibility for a second doll.” “No, Grandma,” I objected. “You said Jill and I could get one doll and one accessory. I picked the fancy Ballerina.” |
“Okay,” Grandma said, looking over at Grandpa. “I will buy you only one Doll, just like Jilly. I wouldn’t want to go back on my word. But, no one said anything about Grandpa buying his new granddaughter a doll for Christmas.”
“But . . .”
“Do it, Grandpa,” Jill jumped up and down. “Do it.”
Grandpa squeezed his lips together and shook his head back and forth a few times before looking down at Jill, “Okay. How could I say no to such a cute little girl? I will get my new granddaughter a special Christmas present.”
“Jilly,” I huffed. “Mom and Dad always says we are not supposed to take advantage of Grandma and Grandpa. They said one doll each.”
“Did your Daddy say that,” Grandma considered her options? “Then I have a solution. The second doll will be from your Mommy and Daddy for being so mean to you this morning. Yup, that sounds like a great plan. A new dolly is a good apology gift.”
“I’m not going to win this,” I rolled my eyes and faced reality. “Am I?”
“Nope,” Grandpa confirmed. “I learned a long time ago that when Grandma makes up her mind, you will never win.”
Jilly smiled.
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Grandma went over to the other doll I had been looking at, “That is a nice outfit she is wearing. Yeah, I could see you wearing something like that.”
Looking at the three dolls and then over at me, Grandma smiled. She came back over to me and leaned down to whisper, “Dolls can change clothes.” I jerked my head towards Grandma as a smile grew on my face. “What she say,” Jill asked? “What she say?” I looked at Jill, “Dolls can change clothes.” Jill nodded her head up and down with a massive smile on her face. “Now,” Grandma turned back to the dolls on the shelves. “These dolls all look a lot alike, except for their hair. Which hairstyle do you like best?” |
I looked over to the doll holding the bunny. Grandma went over and picked it up off the shelf. Then with the help of Jill and Grandma, I picked an outfit pack that had ten changes of clothes for the doll. Grandma also grabbed a one outfit pack that had a ballerina outfit.
After the doll store, we went over to the mall and visited the Claire’s store. Jill and I each got a necklace, bracelet, and hair accessory. After that store, we went back to Grandma and Grandpa’s house for lunch.
“Now, Jill,” Grandma said halfway through the meal. “Poor Suzy here has a problem.”
I looked at Jill and then Grandma in confusion.
“She is the only girl I know that has only one outfit to wear,” Grandma explained. “Even her dolls have more outfits to wear than she does.”
“Not good, Grandma,” Jill said with food still in her mouth.
“Grandpa,” Grandma asked? “I do not feel comfortable sending my granddaughter home, knowing that she only has one outfit to wear. I think we need to go clothes shopping.”
“Do I need to take a loan out against the house?” Grandpa said with a chuckle.
“It has been a while since I have had to replace a whole wardrobe at once, but I think I remember how to do it without totally clearing out the savings account. Jessica did have a habit of growing like a weed, causing us to replace most of her wardrobe at once. What was the name of that store, Children 2nd Time Around?”
“I think it was just called, 2nd Time Around,” Grandpa said between bites. “Between there, Walmart, Burlington Coat Factory, and hand-me-downs from older cousins, we managed to get through Jessica’s growth spurts.”
“Older cousins,” Grandma smiled. “Mary is just a little bit taller than Suzy.”
“Do we get to go see Cousin Mary,” Jill asked with added enthusiasm?
“No, not today Jilly,” Grandma said. “Mary went to see her other Grandparents, so she is not in town. But, when she comes back, Suzy might be able to get some hand-me-downs from her. You have gotten a few hand-me-downs from her.”
“Yeah,” Jill said with a smile. “My Christmas dress this year used to be hers.”
“It was a beautiful dress,” I acknowledged.
“Jill, I am taking Suzy clothes shopping this afternoon. You can stay here with Grandpa or you could come with us. If you come, just be aware I am buying Suzy new clothes because she doesn’t have any, not you.”
“Shopping! I’m in.”
“She’s a girl,” Grandpa said. “Did you really think it would go any other way?”
Grandma tilted her head and shrugged her shoulders.
“I’ll help you pick out some cool clothes, Suzy,” Jill beamed.
“Ummm, I don’t want unicorns or princesses on my chest. I’m too old for puffy sleeves and frilly dresses. I’m not six.”
“I’m not six either!” Jill objected. “I’m a big girl. I’m eight!”
“You are a very big girl Jill,” Grandma attempted to stop an argument. “Suzy does have a point, though. This is her shopping for clothes, and she gets to decide what fashion she wants. She’s almost a teen, and they want a different look than kids in 3rd grade.”
“Okay,” Jill dropped her shoulders. “I still want to come. It's clothes shopping.”
“Someone wanted to make cookies,” Grandma interjected. “Why don’t we do that before we go out shopping.”
Jilly bounced in her seat, clapping her hands.
By the time we were done shopping, if I include the outfit I got for Christmas, I had five tops, three skirts, three pants, two sweaters, three dresses, pajamas, some socks, panties, and two pairs of shoes. I wanted new winter gear, but we ran out of time. Grandpa promised me that Mom and Dad would buy me new stuff for the snow. I wasn’t sure about that. I wondered if they would let me keep anything we got today. When I expressed this concern just before Grandpa paid for a bunch of those clothes, Grandma assured me that they would. She said they loved me, and it didn’t matter if I was a boy or a girl. I didn’t believe her, but I wanted to.
Since I got all the new clothes, Jill got to pick where we went for dinner. She wanted a Happy Meal, so off to a McDonalds we went.
I looked in my Happy Meal box and smiled. I didn’t take anything out, I just sat there looking into the box with a smile.
“Suzy,” Grandpa asked? “Something wrong?”
“No, Grandpa. It’s a girl toy! It’s my first girl Happy Meal,” I said, pulling out the toy and just looking at it with a smile.
“Oh, phooey,” Jill stated. “I already have two of those.”
“Yeah, but I don’t,” I said, releasing the toy from its plastic cage. “Hi there. Don’t be scared. You and my dollies will be the only girl toys in my room, but hopefully, I’ll get more. We’ll have fun. You’ll see. Yeah, Daddy may try to throw away all my girl stuff, but you’re small. I’ll hide you when he does that.”
Grandma and Grandpa looked at each other, communicating without saying a word.
We were halfway through the meal when Grandpa interrupted the conversation, “Girls, when we get back to your house, I want you to take all the stuff back to your bedrooms, and I want you two to stay in the bedrooms. Grandma and I will talk to your Mom and Dad.”
“Why,” Jill asked?
Jilly could be so stupid at times. Well, maybe not stupid, but . . . innocent? Yeah, I think that’s the word. She still doesn’t get it. Maybe there really is truth to the statement, ‘You will understand when you’re older.’
I closed my eyes for a second, took a deep breath, and then looked at her, “Jilly, we need to introduce our new dolls to all of your older dolls and stuffies.”
“Oh, okay,” Jill said before stuffing some more fries in her mouth.
I looked at Grandma and Grandpa. They both gave me a weak smile. I knew the end of all of this was approaching fast. I watched Jilly take a few bites, play with her toy a little, and then take a few more bites. Then, it finally hit me. The Christmas gift wasn’t the dress, the dolls, the jewelry, or even the clothes. It was this day. One day as a girl. The only one I would ever get. A tear started to fall. I wiped it away fast before Jilly saw it. Looking around, I realized that Grandma and Grandpa did notice. Grandma reached out and squeezed my hand, giving me another weak smile. I looked at Grandma and mouthed, ‘Thank You.’
Looking over at Jilly, I watched her playing with her Happy Meal toy. She looked more like a little kid than a big 3rd grader. She didn’t understand what was about to happen, and I would do anything to protect her from it. I just couldn’t come up with any way to shield her from it. My baby sister, that word ‘baby’ stood out more as I watched her. She had her new doll on her lap and occasionally fed it a fry before taking a bite. Then she would play with the Happy Meal toy. Unaware of the storm she was about to be in the middle of.
I looked at Grandma, then at Jill. With a jerk of my head and a look over at the play area, Grandma got the message.
“Jilly,” Grandma said. “Why don’t you go play in the play area when you finish eating.”
Jill’s slow eating pace picked up. She was quickly done and running off with her dolly in hand to play.
“She doesn’t understand,” I stated once Jill couldn’t hear us.
“No, she doesn’t,” Grandpa confirmed. “She is just a little girl who still gets lost in make-believe worlds of her own creation.”
“Today’s the only day I get as Suzy, isn’t it?”
“We don’t know that,” Grandma acknowledged. “I watched a girl today have a lot of fun. Not a boy pretending to be a girl, but just a girl. That girl deserves a chance to escape her cage, but your parents hold the key to that cage, not us.”
“We will do what we can,” Grandpa tried to assure me. “We know you are Suzy, trapped in the body of a boy named Lewis. Most people in this world are only going to see the boy. Even among those that see Suzy inside you, many will not accept her.”
“Like Mom and Dad.”
“Don’t give up on them yet,” Grandma said. “They both love you dearly, and I am not going to let them forget that.”
“They love Lewis Jefferson Morris,” I stated. “Not Susan Morris.”
“They technically are the same person,” Grandpa pointed out. “I don’t know why such a sweet girl as you was given the body of a boy, but that does not change the fact that you are a girl. At least, that is what I see. A doctor will need to make the final determination, but I certainly see a girl.”
I looked over at Jill playing on the play structure, “I wish I could protect her from what is coming.”
Grandma reached out again and squeezed my hand, “She is your sister and lives in the same house as you. She is in the middle of this, and nothing can change that. The two of you have a very tight bond for sisters that are four years apart in age.”
“I’d do anything for that little pip-squeak,” I said, looking over at Jilly, who had her dolly in her lap as she went down the slide.
“I suspect she would say the same about you,” Grandma commented.
Grandpa pulled out his phone and started tapping away at it.
“Who you texting Grandpa?”
“Your father, I’m asking him if he is ready to act civilized if I bring his two girls back.”
“Thank you for this one day, Grandma, and you too, Grandpa. I will always cherish these memories.”
Grandpa’s phone pinged.
“What does it say,” I asked?
Grandpa looked at me and then at Grandma.
“She deserves to know,” Grandma said. “Show her.”
Grandpa passed me his phone, and I read the screen, “I am ready for my daughter and my SON to come home.”
After I read it, I passed the phone over to Grandma.
“Well, I guess that says everything,” Grandma said. “Sorry, Suzy. This is not going to be easy.”
The three of us sat there looking at each other in silence. After a few minutes, Grandma’s phone pinged. She took it out of her purse and looked at it.
“And we have the other side of the coin. This one is a bit more promising,” Grandma said, laying her phone down on the table so Grandpa and I could both see it.
The message on the screen said, “I want to meet my daughter.”
“Is that from Mom,” I asked?
“Yes, Suzy.”
“She’s talking about me?”
Both Grandma and Grandpa nodded their heads, yes.
“Well, one of them is at least willing to meet Suzy,” Grandpa commented. “It doesn’t mean she is ready to accept her, but at least this is a step in the right direction.”
“So, what do we do,” Grandma asked?
“That is an excellent question,” Grandpa replied.
Grandma picked up her phone and typed a message into it.
“What did you tell Mom,” I asked?
“Nothing yet,” Grandma said. “I sent a text to Jessica, asking her when she gets back in town.”
By the time Grandma finished this explanation, her phone had pinged again. Looking at it, she said, “Jessica gets back late tonight.”
“Go ahead,” Grandpa said. “It would open up a few options.”
I looked at the two of them in confusion. Grandma looked around and then pressed a few buttons on her phone and put it up to her ear. I also looked around. There was no one else in our corner of the restaurant.
“Hi, Sweetie,” Grandma said into her phone. “There have been some changes in the family, and your stubborn brother is struggling to accept them. . . Lewis appears to be transgender. . . She goes by Suzy. . . Yeah. . . I’m tremendously worried about that. . . Would you be willing to watch Jilly and Suzy tomorrow?”
I looked over at Jilly and then back at Grandma.
“Thanks, Jessica. Sorry to interrupt your visit with the in-laws,” Grandma chuckled at something Jessica said. “She’s right here with me. . . Sure, I’ll do it as soon as I hang up. . . Thanks, see you tomorrow.”
“Okay,” Grandma said, hanging up. “She will watch the girls tomorrow. She wants a picture of you. Is that okay, Suzy?”
I shrugged my shoulders. Grandma held up her phone and told me to smile. After taking the picture, she sent it off to Aunt Jessica. Before deciding our next action, Grandma’s phone pinged, and then it pinged again.
One message was from Aunt Jessica. It said, “She is absolutely adorable.”
The second message was from my Mom, “Can you keep the kids tonight? I am not sure Lewis would be safe here tonight. Ben is mad.”
Grandma looked over at Jill playing and then to Suzy, “Your Mom wants you to stay the night with us. I agree with your Mom. You should spend the night with us. I also know your Dad will not be happy about that decision. Part of me feels there is one more person who deserves a say in all of this. Suzy, what do you think we should do?”
I looked down at the food in front of me. Looking up at Jill, I suddenly didn’t want to be a big kid anymore. Last week I couldn’t wait to be a teenager, but now, I wished I could just go to Mommy and have her make everything all better. In this situation, though, Mom might be part of my problem. Jilly running around the play structure with her dolly looked more appealing than being a big kid. I had no idea what to do.
“I think that may be a bit much for a twelve-year-old,” Grandpa looked at me, concerned. “Maybe we need to ask the question a different way.”
‘Thanks, Grandpa,’ I said in my head.
“Suzy,” Grandpa continued. “What do you want? Tomorrow, who do you want to be, Suzy or Lewis?”
I smiled, “That’s easy, Grandpa. I want to be Suzy tomorrow. Lewis is just a costume. You know how Jilly likes to play dress-up. Lewis is just a costume like the ones she puts on.”
“Well, that settles that. The girls stay with us tonight. We’ll stop at Walmart and get Jill some pajamas, an outfit for tomorrow, and anything else we’ll need, like toothbrushes, as soon as the three of you are settled in for the night. I will head over and talk with Ben,” Grandpa stated before staring straight at me for a bit.
Grandpa picked up his phone and typed a few things into it. It took less than a minute to get a text back. Grandpa had a text conversation back and forth with whoever he was chatting with. Finally, he put his phone down and looked at the two of us, “Actually, prepare the girls for a sleepover with Cousin Mary. Jessica thinks they can be back by 8 pm if they leave now. If things go sideways, I’d prefer Ben not know where the girls are.”
“Ben wouldn’t . . .”
“He has already threatened to give his transgender daughter a whipping just for putting on a dress. I did not teach that boy to whip children. None of our kids were spanked and certainly not whipped. He has had all day to calm down and accept the facts. Instead, he is still mad and refuses to accept that Suzy is a girl. He isn’t even open to a conversation on the topic, so don’t tell me that Ben wouldn’t show up at our house and try to get Suzy,” Grandpa corrected Grandma.
“Okay,” Grandma relented. Turning to me, “Suzy, how hard will it be for Jilly to go to sleep tonight without her favorite stuffed animal?”
I looked over at Jilly, “That will be a challenge. She has done it a few times when her stuffy Rosie got lost. It will be hard, but I think I can get her to sleep. I will need a few things. The PJs we get her will need to be footed blanket sleepers. If I read her a bedtime story, that will help. It would be best if it is the one I started last night. Could we get the American Girl Molly book?”
Grandma picked up her phone sent a question off to Aunt Jessica. The reply was that Cousin Mary had all of the Molly books, and we could use them tonight.
“Jilly will need some sort of stuffed companion,” I said, looking over at Jilly running around with her new dolly. “And I think that will work very well as a replacement.”
Grandma looked where I was and then smiled, “You will make a good Mommy someday.”
“Thanks, but I will be happy to just be the big sister for now.”
We all finished eating and then called Jill over. An excited Jilly jumped up and down when she heard we were having a sleepover with Cousin Mary. At Walmart, Jill got all excited about a blanket sleeper that made her look like a unicorn. The outfit she picked for tomorrow also had a unicorn on it. I was picking up on a particular theme, so I was not surprised when she passed a unicorn headband and begged Grandma to get it. As soon as it passed over the scanner at the register, Jilly put it on her head.
Not once did Jilly ask why we were having a sleepover. She didn’t question why we bought pajamas and an outfit for tomorrow. We lived in the same town, but she didn’t ask why we weren’t going home to get stuff from there for the sleepover. One phrase kept coming to mind, ‘You’ll understand when you get older.’ I am not sure I like understanding. Part of me would prefer to be like Jilly and just accept stuff like this without question. Walking around holding tight onto her dolly and wearing the unicorn horn, I just had to smile at her. I had often been envious of Jilly, but this time, I was jealous that she was still a little kid, living in a world where you can trust the grown-ups to always do what is right.
Back at Grandma’s house, all the new clothes were put in the washing machine. We got to have one of the Christmas cookies we made earlier and packed a few for Cousin Mary. Grandpa had been gone a while, and I wondered how things were going at my house. If I had just waited to put the dress on until we were at Grandma’s house. . .
Grandma had this weird board game called Othello. Jilly and I liked to play it whenever we visited. Jill was good at getting the corner positions, which meant that she won a lot. I sometimes let her win in other games, so it was nice to play a game where I didn’t have to do that.
At 7:45 pm, Grandma came in and told us to put the game away after someone won. It was time to go over to Aunt Jessica’s house.
I was winning, so Jill said, “Okay, game over.”
“Wait a minute,” I objected.
“You heard Grandma. She said we had to put the game away because it was time to go.”
“No, she said AFTER someone wins.”
“Fine,” Jill huffed. “But I still won more games than you.”
“You sure did squirt. You sure did,” I said with a smile.
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The Secret Gift
By Teek © 2021 Chapter 3 |
We pulled into Aunt Jessica’s driveway. Dad doesn’t want me being Suzy. Would Aunt Jessica and Uncle Mike think the same way? Everyone else had gotten out of the car, and I hadn’t unbuckled my seatbelt. If I did that, it would mean I was going in. I wasn’t sure I wanted to do that. I unbuckled my doll's seatbelt and brought her up onto my lap.
“What do you think?” I said to my doll. “Are they going to want to whip me too? Look at them. They just realized I’m not with them. Yeah, I know. They’re wondering why I’m still in the car. Oh no, Aunt Jessica is coming over.”
Aunt Jessica opened the front passenger door and got in, “Hi Suzy.”
“Hi,” I said, looking only at my doll.
“What’s her name?”
“Amanda.”
“That is a good name.”
I smiled.
“So, why are you two still out here in the car. Don’t you think Amanda would be more comfortable in the house where it is nice and warm?”
“I guess.”
“I hear my brother has been . . . having trouble adjusting to you.”
“Yup.”
“Are you worried about how I will respond to suddenly having an adorable niece?”
“Uh-huh”
“Well, I’m not like my brother. I want to get to know you.”
I looked up at Aunt Jessica, unsure if she was telling the truth or not. Possibly, she meant it.
“Uncle Mike?” I got out.
“He has no problem with someone different. Did you know his brother is married to another man?”
“No.”
“Uncle Mike will be completely okay with you wearing clothes to show who you are on the inside.”
“Mary hates me,” I said, looking back at my doll.
“Why would you say something like that? She always likes it when you come over, or she goes to your house.”
“She likes Jilly, not me,” I said. Then in my best Mary impersonation, “You’re a yucky boy. Go play somewhere else.”
“Hmmm,” Aunt Jessica expressed. “I didn’t know she was being mean to you. I’ll have a talk with her about that. You’re not a boy anymore, though, so she shouldn’t have a problem with you.”
Looking down at my Amanda doll, “Oh, don’t give me that look. I know she is probably right.”
“Why don’t the two of you come in the house, and we will see together. I assure you, everyone will be nice to you.”
I thought about it for a bit and then agreed. For some reason, I didn’t want to put the doll down when I left the car. When we entered the house, Uncle Mike said hi and then went to get the suitcase out of the car.
“Mary Elizabeth,” Aunt Jessica shouted out. “Get down here immediately.”
“What, Mom,” Mary asked, coming into the room with Jilly right behind her?
“Would you care to explain why Suzy here thinks you hate her?”
Mary looks at me and then back at her Mom, “I don’t know.”
“Have you ever told her that she was a yucky boy and then refused to play with her?”
“I’ve never said that to Suzy,” Mary admitted honestly. “I’ve never met Suzy before.”
Jilly giggled, which caused Aunt Jessica to look at her, “Well then. We have one kid saying it happened and one saying it didn’t. I suspect, however, the third kid was there when it happened. Jilly, have you ever heard Mary say that to your sister?”
“Not Suzy, but she says it to Lewis all the time,” Jill bluntly said.
“Sister?” Mary looked straight at me. Her eyes went wide, “You’re Lewis? You are Lewis. Mom, why is Lewis wearing a dress?”
“Didn’t you tell her,” Grandma asked?
“We had a long discussion about Transgender on the drive back,” Jessica replied. “I might have accidentally left out an important piece of information.”
“Lewis is Transgender,” Mary questioned?
I hugged Amanda tighter. Maybe I should have gotten the Mulan doll. She would do better protecting me than Amanda holding her stuffed bunny rabbit.
Mary looked at me, “You are Lewis. That beats Sarah and her two Moms any day.”
Aunt Jessica rolled her eyes, “Mary, this isn’t a competition with your friends. It’s your Cousin Suzy’s life.”
“When did he become transgender?”
“She has always been transgender,” Grandma interjected. “Individuals who are transgender are born that way. They have the brain and heart aligning with their true gender since the day they were born. I could see it in Suzy when she was just a baby.”
“He certainly does look pretty in that dress. Where’d you get it Lewis?”
“Mary,” Aunt Jessica reprimanded. “We talked about this. You don’t call an individual who is transgender by their birth name. We also use the proper pronouns. This is your Cousin Suzy, and you should be using she and her pronouns.”
“She got the dress for Christmas,” Jill added. “Grandma gave it to her.”
“Grandma always picks out good dresses,” Mary smiled at Grandma.
“Right now, young lady,” Aunt Jessica said in her Mom voice. “You owe Suzy an apology.”
“Sorry,” Mary said to me and then turned to look at her Mom. “What am I apologizing for?”
Aunt Jessica covered her mouth with her hand and shook her head back and forth.
“Teacher says you’re not supposed to apologize unless you mean it,” Jill stated. “How can you mean it if you don’t know what you’re apologizing for?”
There were times I really loved my little sister.
“Jilly, that is an excellent question,” Aunt Jessica said. “Mary, you’re thirteen. Stop acting like you’re six. Now Apologize to Suzy correctly. We are never mean to our relatives, whether they are boy or girl.”
“Suzy,” Mary said, looking straight at me. “I am sorry I was mean to you when you were a yucky boy.”
“Mary!”
“What?”
“Suzy,” Aunt Jessica took my hands. “I am sorry Mary was ever mean to you. Her Dad and I will have a talk with her about it. It will never happen again.”
“Okay,” I replied, not believing a word Aunt Jessica was saying.
“Where should I put this suitcase,” Uncle Mike asked?
“Put it in Mary’s room. Then get out the sleeping bags for the girls. Find Mary’s old one for Jill,” Aunt Jessica said. “While he does that, let’s all go into the dining room. I see someone brought cookies.”
“We made them today!” Jill explained.
“One cookie, and then it is time to get ready for bed,” Aunt Jessica said.
“So, how long is Jilly and . . . Suzy staying over,” Mary asked as she picked a cookie?
Aunt Jessica looked at Grandma. I kept looking at Grandma and then over at Jill.
Grandma caught my glances and looked over at Jill, “It is Christmas Break. Let’s see how things go.”
“Daddy’s being a meany, so Grandma and Grandpa are putting him in Time-Out. They don’t want Suzy to get a whipping from Daddy. That’s why we are here,” Jill said before taking another bite of her cookie.
“Well,” Grandma smiled at Jill. “It appears our little one understands a lot more than we thought she did. Mary, Jilly is right. Suzy and Jilly are here because Uncle Ben is threatening to beat his daughter. No one has the right to beat another person. No man ever has the right to hit a woman, and even worse, a small girl. We are family, and we protect each other. Suzy needs our protection, so we will give it to her. When Uncle Ben calms down, then your cousins can go home. Until then, they will be here or at my house.”
“Wow,” Mary commented as she looked over at Suzy and Jilly.
We all ate our cookies in silence. Mary was the first done, so she was sent off to get in her pajamas. When she came back, I had to get changed. Jilly was eating her cookie, real slow. I smiled at her when I left to get changed. When I got back, she was still eating that cookie.
“Your turn Jilly,” Aunt Jessica declared.
“But I’m not done with my cookie.”
“If you can’t finish, I will save it for tomorrow night, but right now, it is time to go get your PJs on,” Aunt Jessica explained.
Jill finished her cookie off in two bites, finished her milk in one drink, and then went off to get changed.
As soon as Jill had left, Mary asked, “Did I do stuff like that when I was her age?”
“You still do,” Aunt Jessica smiled at Mary.
“No, I don’t.”
Aunt Jessica raised an eyebrow.
“Okay, most of the time, I don’t,” Mary relented.
Grandma and I chuckled.
“Aunt Jessica,” I asked? “You said you had the American Girl Molly Books?”
Turning to Mary, “Take Suzy down to the playroom and get the book.”
As we entered the playroom, “So, you’re reading the American Girl books?”
“I’m reading to Jilly for her bedtime story. Last night we got through the first two chapters.”
“Isn’t she old enough to read her own bedtime story?”
“Yeah, but she still likes it when I do it,” I glanced off into nothingness as I recalled various times when Jilly had fallen asleep in my lap as I read her a story. “I like it too. It also gave me a way to read girl stories without Dad complaining about me reading a girl book. I’ve only recently convinced her to let me read chapter books to her. The Molly book is the first American Girl book I’ve ever read. It sounds pretty good so far.”
“Which Molly book are you reading?”
“The first one in the series: A Winning Spirit.”
“Let’s see. I arranged the American Girl books by the year they occur. Molly was when?”
“World War II,” I replied.
We got Jilly’s book, and I took one to read called The Secret Garden.
“So, is this your thing now,” Mary asked, looking me up and down as we left the playroom?
“I want it to be, but there is no way Dad and Mom will allow it,” I said. “One day as Suzy has been my best Christmas present ever. At least I will have the memories from today to carry with me forever.”
“You want to be a girl?”
“I don’t want to be a girl. I am a girl, just with the body of a boy. Terrible way to live. My Dad tried to play football with me yesterday. I hated it.”
“Bobby likes to play football,” Mary said with a dreamy expression.
“Oh, so you don’t think all boys are yucky, just me as a boy,” I teased.
Mary instantly blushed, “Well, ummm.”
I giggled and started walking faster. Mary sped up to catch me.
“Now comes the challenge, Mary,” I explained. “Can we get Jilly to sleep without her throwing a fit because she doesn’t have her favorite stuffed animal?”
“Why doesn’t she have her stuffy? It’s Rosie, right?”
“We didn’t know that we would be staying overnight. Jilly and I thought we were just going over to Grandma’s for the day.”
“Oh,” Mary said as we entered the living room. “But you came with a suitcase?”
“We went clothes shopping today. Everything in there is new or from a 2nd hand store,” I explained as I went over to where Jilly was on the couch with Grandma, Aunt Jessica, and Uncle Mike.
“Mary has the book Jilly,” I said, holding up the Molly book. “I can continue your bedtime story.”
“Sounds good,” Aunt Jessica said. “Jilly, go brush your teeth, and then Suzy can read you your bedtime story.”
“Can’t I stay up,” Jill pleaded?
“No,” Grandma stated. “Now listen to your aunt and get those teeth brushed.”
Jill went running off to Mary’s room to get her toothbrush.
“You two,” Aunt Jessica said to Mary and me. “Get what you need out of Mary’s room. Once Jilly falls asleep, the light in the room is not going back on until tomorrow. Suzy, why don’t you go brush your teeth now.”
“She does have a point,” I stated as we headed off to Mary’s room. “Once you get Jilly to sleep, you don’t want to wake her up. Getting her back to sleep is even harder the second time.”
When digging through the suitcase to get my toothbrush, I looked at Mary’s stuffed animal collection. She had a little pink unicorn. With Mary’s permission, I put it on Jilly’s pillow. I put my Amanda doll on my pillow. Seeing this, Mary put a stuffed animal on her pillow, a stuffed kitty cat.
After Jilly had gotten a collection of hugs and kisses goodnight, Grandma, Jilly, and I went back to Mary’s room. Jilly snuggled down in the Disney Princess sleeping bag.
“I need Rosie,” Jilly looked up at me with pleading eyes.
“I’m sorry, Jilly, but we don’t have Rosie. Mary has lent you her pink unicorn, and you have your new dolly.”
“But . . .” Jilly’s eyes were starting to water.
I picked up Jill’s new doll and made it talk with Jill, “Come on, Jilly. I’m scared. Can you pwease hug me tonight, so I feel safe? Suzy says you’re a good hugger.”
“You’re a goofball Suzy,” Jilly grabbed the doll and gave it a big hug.
Grandma got my attention and non-verbally signaled for me to start reading. When I reached the end of one chapter, Jilly was lying down, hugging her doll and the unicorn. There was an occasional eye flutter, but not enough for me to stop reading. I kept reading. When I reached the end of the second chapter Jilly was almost asleep. I would typically stop here, but Grandma indicated that I should keep reading. I read the whole next chapter before stopping. Jilly was sound asleep somewhere in the middle. Grandma put her finger over her mouth and signaled for me to follow her.
When we reached the living room, “You were good with her, Suzy. You really will make a good mother someday.”
“Thanks. I thought we were in trouble when she started to cry.”
“But that was a genius move making her dolly come to life and ask Jilly to protect her.”
“I’ve used her stuffed animals coming to life as a way to distract her since she was a baby.”
“That always worked with Mary when she was little,” Aunt Jessica added.
“Okay, I should head home now,” Grandma said. “Thanks, Jessica. Suzy, I love you just the way you are. No matter what happens, remember that.”
I ran up to Grandma and gave her a big hug, “Thank You.”
Goodbyes were shared, and Grandma left.
“Okay, you two,” Aunt Jessica said. “I’ll let you stay up for another 30 minutes. Then, off to bed.”
Mary and I went to the Playroom and talked, mostly about me. She was being nice to me, so I didn’t mind. Until a few years ago, Mary and I had been close. Then she entered her, ‘boys are yucky’ stage. It was nice to have her back. We talked a lot about times in our past where I did girly things. Neither of us noticed when we were little, but it was fairly obvious looking back. These trips down memory lane helped Mary not view my situation as totally weird.
“Girls,” Aunt Jessica interrupted, coming into the playroom. “Time for bed. Be quiet when you enter Mary’s room. Jilly is sleeping, and we don’t want to wake her up.”
“Yes, Mom,” Mary said with an attitude.
“No, Mary,” I commented. “Waking Jilly up would be bad. She may be a big eight-year-old, but she is a grumpy baby when you wake her up.”
Aunt Jessica giggled, “Reminds me of someone else.”
“Mom!”
“Off to bed, you two.”
Laying down in the sleeping bag, listening to Jilly’s slow breathing, Dad’s comment was stuck in my head, playing repeatedly. “Lewis, I told you to go get that dress off this instant. Get moving or get a whipping.” I hugged my new dolly tight.
When I woke up in the morning, I was the only one in the room. Getting up, I tucked my doll back in and headed out to find everyone.
“Yeah, I made it with my new bracelet kit. Suzy made one with her name on it too,” Jilly said.
“Morning, Suzy,” Uncle Mike said as I entered the kitchen. “Pancakes?”
“Sure,” I said as I headed for the table in the dining room.
“Mickey Mouse pancakes or regular ones?”
I smiled at my memories of Uncle Mike’s Mickey Mouse pancakes, “Regular is fine. I’m getting a little old for Mickey Mouse pancakes.”
“Mickey Mouse it is then,” Uncle Mike declared. “You can never be too old for Mickey Mouse pancakes.”
I looked over at Uncle Mike cooking the pancakes and then at everyone sitting down. Mary showed me her plate, with a Mickey Mouse pancake on it.
“Mary,” Aunt Jessica said. “After breakfast, I want you to go through your clothes and find ones that you have outgrown. Suzy will probably fit in them.”
Mary was silent as she ate, and then she got a smile on her face as she looked at me, “Jilly, we get to play dolly dress up this morning. Don’t you think Suzy will make a perfect dolly for us to play with?”
Jilly clapped her hands and expressed her enthusiasm for the activity.
“I’m not sure this will be as much fun for me as it apparently will be for you two,” I stated. “And if Dad refuses to let me be me, it would all be a waste of time.”
Aunt Jessica reached out and squeezed my hand, “Go ahead and do it. Trying on outfits is always a fun activity, even if you never get to keep any of the outfits. I am still hoping that Mom and Dad can get my brother to stop being so stubborn about this issue.”
“This way, you can take advantage of my older wisdom,” Mary stated.
“You’re only a year older,” I pointed out.
“But thirteen years more experience dressing as a girl than you have.”
“Okay, you do have a point there.”
“Oh, cool,” Jill commented. “That means I have eight more years experience than you have. That means I’m the big sister now.”
I chuckled, “No, Jilly, it means you have eight more years of experience dressing as a girl. That doesn’t make you my older sister.”
“Oh, phooey!”
I hated to see her disappointed, “That doesn’t mean I can’t learn from your superior experience on the topic.”
Jilly beamed. Looking at her dolly sitting on the table, “See, your Mommy is a knowledgeable, experienced woman of the world.”
The table broke out into giggles.
After the meal, Aunt Jessica stopped Jilly from going off to play. There was syrup on her pajamas, so Aunt Jessica immediately took Jilly to get changed in hopes of not getting syrup all over the house. Jilly came back wearing the outfit we bought her yesterday and her unicorn horn headband. Grabbing her doll from the table, she went off to the playroom.
“Mary, why don’t you get dressed,” Aunt Jessica said. “Suzy, you might as well hold off until the fashion show. I’ll help out with that as soon as I clean up from Breakfast.”
When Mary returned, “Mom, can you braid my hair?”
Aunt Jessica looked at the plate in her hand and then at me, “Why don’t you see if Suzy can do it.”
“How would she know how to braid hair?”
“Because I do it for Jilly occasionally when babysitting her,” I pointed out. “Do you want piggies or pony?”
“Hmm, I haven’t had braided pigtails for a while, but wait a minute. I’m thirteen. I don’t want little kid high pigtails like Jilly wears.”
“I know,” I responded. “I don’t always do Jilly’s up in high pigtails anymore. She sometimes wants a more ‘big girl’ hairstyle. She wants to be a little girl some days and a big girl other days. It is so confusing at times.”
Aunt Jessica smiled at that comment, “Suzy, she still likes the high pigtails. She just won’t wear them outside the house.”
“Mom!”
By the time I had braided two pigtails for Mary, her mom was done and ready for a fashion show. We moved into Mary’s room, and Aunt Jessica started going through the closet and drawers. A pile was collecting on the bed for me to try on when Jilly came in looking for everyone.
“Fashion show time. Fashion show time,” Jilly ranted.
Mary would pick combos for me to try. I would go into the closet, change, and come out to get everyone’s opinions. Aunt Jessica would determine if the stuff fit me. Mary would judge if I could wear it around other kids my age. Jilly would tell me if it looked good on me or not. She thought everything looked good on me, so sometimes, I would turn to Mary for a more honest view on the topic.
We were halfway through the pile when Uncle Mike came in, “Grandma just called. She wants Jilly and Suzy to be ready to go in fifteen minutes. They’ll be coming back, but their Mom wants to see them.”
“What should she wear,” Mary asked?
“The Easter dress,” Jilly shouted out.
“That is a pretty dress,” Aunt Jessica responded. “But that is a springtime dress. There is snow outside. Suzy, what do you think would be good to wear?”
I looked over the pile we had been through and then the one we hadn’t gotten to yet. Opening up the suitcase and looking at the clothes we bought yesterday, I went back to the pile of ones I hadn’t tried on yet. Taking out a dress, I held it up to me.
“One of my church dresses,” Mary said. “It will look good on you.”
“A nice dress,” Aunt Jessica commented. “It makes you look all proper and a very nice young lady. That is a good one for introducing Suzy to your Mom.”
I went and tried it on. When I came out, everyone thought it looked good. Aunt Jessica said I should wear white tights with it. She got a pair of Mary’s white tights for me to wear. Then came the discussion about the shoes. I wanted the pink sneakers I got yesterday, but Aunt Jessica thought I should have more formal shoes. It was decided I should wear a pair of black Mary Jane shoes. Then the focus was on my hair. I did Mary’s, so I wanted her to do mine, but Aunt Jessica convinced Mary and me that she should do it this time.
Looking in the mirror, I saw a girl. I saw me. Not Lewis, or Lewis wearing a girl costume. Not a boy in a dress. No, I just saw me. Susan Morris. A smile slowly grew the more I looked in the mirror.
“I think she likes it,” Mary said.
“No doubt about it,” Aunt Jessica smiled.
“That’s my big sis,” Jill declared.
Grandma arrived a few minutes later. Jilly grabbed her new doll, and we got in the car. On the trip to Grandma’s house, it was explained that Mom wanted to meet Suzy.
I was worried. Mom pushed me to be more of a boy and do less girl things when I played with Jilly. Well, except when she needed me to keep Jilly busy so she could get stuff done around the house.
“Girls,” Grandma said. “Your Mom wants to see both of you.”
“Lewis,” I asked?
“No, she wants to see who you really are. If that is Suzy, she wants to see Suzy. If that is Lewis, she wants to see Lewis. That is completely up to you. I know who I think you are, but only you can say who you are.”
“Suzy,” Jilly said with enthusiasm.
“Jilly,” Grandma interjected. “This is not something you have a say in.”
“But, she’s my sister!”
“Maybe, but that doesn’t mean you have a say in who she or he really is.”
I looked over at Jilly and smiled, “I am Susan Morris. Suzy for friends and family.”
Jilly smiled back at me.
“Suzy it is then,” Grandma smiled into the rearview mirror. “Then it is vital for you to know something, both of you. The girls in our family are strong. No matter what life throws at us, we can take it on. That does not mean you must do it alone. We stand together and support each other.”
I thought about that a bit as I stared out the car window.
When we got to Grandma’s house, Grandpa complimented me on my outfit.
Once I got Grandpa away from Jilly, “Grandpa, what did Dad say last night?”
Grandpa looked around, noticing no one else was close by, “He doesn’t believe you are a girl. He disapproves of you dressing in girl clothes. He is sorry that he threatened to whip you.”
“What good is that if he will not let me be me,” I went off and slumped down on the couch. I stayed there until Mom showed up.
Jilly was all excited to see Mommy and gave her a big hug. I just stayed on the couch. I didn’t even look over at her when she entered the house. I just sat looking down at my dress.
“Hi,” Mom said, standing right beside me. “Can I sit here?”
I shrugged my shoulders without looking at her.
“I’ve missed you,” Mom commented as she sat down.
I stayed silent.
“This girl thing has caught me by surprise. I never viewed you as a girl. You have always been my baby boy.”
“I know. You never liked it when I played with the girl things in the house.”
“Well, boys aren’t supposed to . . . never mind,” Mom said. “What makes you think you are a girl?”
I shrugged my shoulders, “Always known it.”
“But the things you like to do aren’t very girly.”
Confused, I looked at Mom, “Like what?”
“You had a lot of fun tossing around the football with Dad the other day, and . . .”
“Fun? Ummm, not me. I hate football.”
“But, you smiled and thanked Dad for getting it for you.”
“I did what you taught me to do. Be nice. Thank people for the gift, and if you don’t like it, don’t tell them that.”
“I never taught . . . well, I guess maybe I did.”
“Did you like any of your Christmas presents?”
“The dress that Grandma got me,” and I looked back down at my hands in my lap.
“It certainly was a pretty dress. The one you have on now is also nice.”
“Thanks.”
We talked some about the books I like and the toys I enjoyed. Mom asked what I wanted to get for Christmas. When I said I wanted nail polish and make-up, Mom winced. After seeing that, I stopped sharing.
After a few minutes of silence, “I never see you playing with Jilly’s toys.”
“Really,” I asked? “Then why do you keep telling me that boys don’t play with girl toys. At least I could enjoy them when I was babysitting Jilly. Her stuff is a little babyish, but it was better than any boy things.”
“So, was it ever Lewis babysitting Jilly?”
“Girls are much better babysitters than boys.”
Mom chuckled.
We talked for a while, but something was off. I couldn’t figure out what, though.
“How long have you thought you were a girl,” Mom asked?
“I’ve always known I wasn’t a boy. You and Daddy kept telling me I wasn’t a girl, and I believed that for a long time. But then, one day, it hit me. If I wasn’t a boy, what was I? Jilly was three when she went all Princess galore. I was seven, and I liked almost everything she did. The only thing was, you kept telling me boys don’t play with girl toys and like girl things. I told you a few times I wasn’t a boy, but you never listened. I finally figured out I could play with most of Jilly’s toys and dress-up outfits if I didn’t say I wasn’t a boy. If you thought I was helping you keep Jilly busy and happy, I could do all sorts of things with her without you complaining. If I said I wasn’t a boy or tried to say that I was a girl, you would send me off to play with the boy toys. So, I guess I was seven when I finally realized I was a girl but had to keep that a secret.”
“You can always tell me anything Lewis.”
That’s it! That is what is off. To mom, I am still Lewis, a boy. I shut my eyes and took a deep breath, “Words mean nothing if actions do not back them up.”
“Smart girl you have there,” Grandpa said.
I turned to look at Grandpa. I didn’t realize he was still in the room. Looking around more, Jilly and Grandma were nowhere in sight.
“You’re not going to let me be a girl, are you?”
“I . . . I . . . I will set up an appointment with a doctor and let them tell us what is going on with you.”
“And if the doctor says she is a girl,” Grandpa inquired?
“We’ll deal with that then.”
“Doesn’t matter, though, does it,” I asked as a tear came down my face? “You and Dad will never accept me as a girl.”
Mom hugged me for at least a minute before saying anything, “Honey, it is hard for Dad and me to adjust to you suddenly being a girl. You will always be our child, and we love you tons and tons. If the doctor says you are a girl, you will be my princess. I . . . I . . . I don’t know how we will make that happen, but I will do what the doctor recommends.”
“When can I get in to see this doctor? Can we go today?”
“No, we can’t go today. I have to make some phone calls and find one. Then we have to set up an appointment. It could be weeks before you get in to see the special doctor.”
“I have to be Lewis until then?”
Mom hugged me for a bit without talking. That meant, yes.
“It doesn’t matter, though, does it. I’ll never get to be Suzy again, will I? Daddy will not let me.”
Again, mom was silent for a bit, hugging me, “Boys don’t just turn into girls one day.”
“I’ve always been a girl. Not my fault you couldn’t see that.”
More hugs by mom without talking.
“Is Dad going to whip me when I get home?”
Grandpa interjected, “No! He will not.”
I looked right at Grandpa.
“Mommy?” I asked, looking at her.
“Mommy,” Mom said with a smile. “You haven’t called me that for a long time. What sweetie?”
“Is Dad going to whip or spank me when I get home?”
Mom looked at Grandpa and then back at me before answering, “I don’t think so. Grandpa made it pretty clear last night that he would call the police if Dad ever hit any child or if he hit any girl.”
“That includes you, Suzy,” Grandpa added.
I gave Grandpa a weak smile. Mom and I talked for a bit, but I never felt she wanted to accept me as Suzy. She said she would if the doctor declared me a girl, but by the way she talked, it sounded like that wasn’t likely to happen.
“Can I live with Grandma and Grandpa?” I can’t believe I just asked that.
“What?” Mom was shocked.
“You can stay here, Suzy, anytime you want,” Grandpa said.
The look Mom gave Grandpa told me she was not happy with his statement.
“You say you are ready to accept Suzy, but you have not been showing her that,” Grandpa stated. “If you are unwilling to love her and accept her for who she is, we are.”
“I love my child,” Mom got out.
“Will you let her dress the way she wants? Play with the toys she wants? Use the name she wants?”
“If the doctor says . . .”
“So no,” I said and looked down at my hands in my lap.
“You call her your child, but you have not used her name,” Grandpa pointed out. “No wonder she wants to come stay with us.”
I quickly started to think back. Mom hasn’t once called me Suzy or a girl.
“Suzy,” Grandpa said. “Go back and find your sister. I want to talk with your mom.”
I got up, and without looking at Mom, I went down the hall to find Jilly and Grandma. They were in the guest room playing with Jilly’s doll. As soon as I walked in, I broke out into tears. Both Jilly and Grandma were immediately giving me hugs. Grandma sat me down on the bed and told me to go ahead and cry. I did.
As Grandma tried to calm me down, we could hear Grandpa and Mom talking at a raised volume.
“Your daughter needs help and support. She needs love and caring. She needs recognition that her struggles are real. That starts with you and Benjamin using the proper pronouns and name,” Grandpa lectured. “She needs a therapist, but if I hear you bring her to one that does not believe in Transgender children or tries to ‘convert’ her, I will come over there myself, pack up all her stuff and move her to my house.”
“It’s not that simple,” Mom got out.
“Marsha gave her a dress and yesterday we bought her some dolls. It is that easy. It doesn’t cost any money to call her Suzy and use the pronouns she and her. But, you are right. Raising kids is not simple. You want easy, get a pet rock. You have two daughters that need your love and support as they grow up. We have no control over who they become or who they are at their core. As parents, our job is to guide them, support them, and help them become the best that they can be. You need to love them no matter what.”
“I do,” we heard mom say back, and then there was silence.
In the bedroom, Jilly broke the silence, “Mommy and Daddy don’t do that with Suzy or Lewis.”
I continued to cry into grandma.
“We are trying to change that Jilly,” Grandma said as she was rubbing my back.
When the tears finally stopped flowing, I sat up and looked around. Jilly was playing with her doll, and Grandma smiled at me. After watching Jilly for a bit, grandma said, “You know you can play with dolls too.”
I wasn’t really in the mood to play, but with prodding from Jilly, I joined in her make-believe world. We had been playing for a while when Mom came into the room. She sat down on the bed next to me.
“You have an appointment next week with a doctor that works with transgender kids. Your pediatrician recommended her, and after looking her up online, Grandpa approves of her as someone that could help you.”
“Thanks,” I half-heartedly said. “Not that it matters.”
“Suzy,” Grandma added. “It looks like your mom is trying, so give her a chance.”
All the eyes in the room were on Mom, who had on one of her Mom smiles, “I will support you exploring who you are between now and then. Dad is going to be the challenge.”
“He will come around Suzy,” Grandma said. “He has always been a bit stubborn, but eventually, he lets reason and logic come in. I may need to have another talk with him, though. When we are done here, I’ll go do that.”
“Did you come up with your girl name,” Mom asked?
“I named her,” Jilly proudly stated.
“It is a very nice name, Suzy Morris,” Mom said to Jilly and then looked at me.
“Grandma says you should give me my middle name since Jilly gave me my first name, and Dad gave me my last name.”
“A family effort. Hmmm, is Suzy short for something?”
“I figured it was short for Susan. That is what I told Jilly, so I am Susan Morris. Suzy to family and friends,” I replied without looking at Mom.
“I see, Susan Morris,” Mom thought out loud. “I was going to call you Jillian.”
“Yeah, I know. I told Jilly that, and she didn’t think it was nice of you to recycle the name for her.”
“I get all the hand-me-downs,” Jilly complained.
Mom chuckled, “If I had known my firstborn was actually a girl, I wouldn’t have done that.”
I considered looking at Mom, but I still couldn’t.
“Susan Anne Morris. Susan Tiffany Morris. Susan Marie Morris. Susan Olivia Morris? I don’t know. It took me months to settle on Jillian.”
“What was your dolly’s name when you were a kid,” I inquired?
“My favorite Doll was named Stacey.”
“Susan Stacey Morris,” I shook my head. “No, not right. Maybe Susan Anne Morris or Susan Olivia Morris.”
“Those are both nice,” Mom commented. “I think I like Susan Anne Morris better.”
“I like that, Susan Anne Morris. Too bad you and Dad won’t let me be a girl.”
“As Grandpa pointed out, my job is to guide you into becoming who you truly are,” Mom reached out and put her hand on my knee. Closing her eyes and taking a deep breath, “If that means you being a girl, then I will love you and guide you into becoming the best woman you can be.”
I finally looked up at Mom. I so wanted to believe her, “Really?”
“Really,” Mom confirmed.
“I have a sister, I have a big sister,” Jilly jumped off the bed and started bouncing around the room.
Mom and I talked some more, and then she went home. Jilly wanted to go with her, but Mom told her it would be best if she stayed at Grandma’s house for now. Grandma left just after Mom to talk to Dad.
“So, you two,” Grandpa said. “Do you want to go back to Aunt Jessica’s house or do something else?”
“Cousin Mary,” Jilly blurted out.
“I’m okay with that, I guess,” I added.
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The Secret Gift
By Teek © 2021 Chapter 4 |
“What do you mean Dad won’t be there,” I asked Grandma before taking another bite of breakfast?
Grandma looked over at Jill before looking back at me, “Your Dad is leaving home this morning to stay at a hotel for a few days.”
“Is that blockhead brother of mine refusing to face his daughter?”
Grandma smiled at Aunt Jessica, “Dad and I tried to convince him, but he wouldn’t calm down enough to listen to reason. I am sure he will accept reality once he calms down.”
“If he doesn’t,” I asked Grandma before looking over at Jill?
Grandma looked at me, Jill, and cousin Mary before giving Aunt Jessica a look. I suspected I knew what that look meant. Was I actually going to lose my Dad, just for putting on a dress?
“What if I . . .”
“Suzy,” Grandma interrupted me. “A person needs to be themselves. You need to be yourself. A parent’s job is to support their child as they discover who they are, not to force you to be someone you are not. The truth has finally come out. Don’t go back into hiding just because one person is being stubborn.”
I moved my spoon around in my cereal bowl while staring down into it. I don’t know how long I had been sitting there, but when Aunt Jessica took my bowl half full of soggy cereal away, the only other person still at the table was grandma, taking an occasional sip from her cup of coffee. She smiled at me when I looked up.
“Some things in life are hard to do,” Grandma stated. “Everyone in this house supports you in discovering your true self, but not everyone will. Why don’t you go pack up your stuff and join your sister and cousin down in the playroom.”
As I was putting stuff in the suitcase, Aunt Jessica came in with another bag to put the hand-me-down clothes in, “I suppose the book we got you for Christmas wasn’t exactly the type you like.”
“It was a very nice gift . . .”
“You do that a lot Suzy, don’t you,” Aunt Jessica asked? “Answer questions without letting your true feelings be known. I guess you have had to, haven’t you?”
“I can’t let people know what I feel or think.”
Aunt Jessica hugged me and kissed me on my forehead, “Here, in this house, you can.”
I gave her a weak smile.
“So, what did you think about the book?”
“No interest in reading it, but I am forcing myself to read it.”
“You’re being nice. Mary wouldn’t even bother trying to read it,” Aunt Jessica said as she put clothes in the suitcase. “Mary said you can pick out any ten books you want from the bookshelf in the playroom. She has read all of those books.”
“I don’t want to take her books.”
“You aren’t taking them, Suzy. She is giving them to you. You just get to pick them out yourself versus us deciding.”
“Thank You,” I smiled at Aunt Jessica.
“You’re so sweet. My brother is an idiot to treat you like this.”
“Daddy is just . . .”
“No, Suzy,” Aunt Jessica interrupted me. “Don’t make excuses for him. You are a sweet young lady, and he is an idiot for not seeing that in you. The way he is dealing with this situation is inappropriate and mean to you.”
I gave a weak smile back.
“I’ve got this,” Aunt Jessica said. “Why don’t you go down to the girls.”
Leaving the room, I wondered if she was right. Was Dad being mean to me, or was I mean to him? I got my one day as Suzy, even got an extra day. Do I deserve to have any more? Dad didn’t even think I ought to have that one day. I chuckled to myself as I realized that I couldn’t change back into my boy clothes even if I wanted to. They are all back at my house.
When I walked into the playroom, Mary was putting fingernail polish on Jilly’s fingers. I smiled, looked at my nails, and frowned. Just another thing I have always wanted but will never get to experience. I headed over to the bookcase to see what Mary had. I wasn’t sure why I was bothering since part of me was certain that Mom would take away all my girl things as soon as I got home.
I had gone through and picked out fifteen books. Mary came over as I tried to narrow them down to just ten.
“Great selection of books you have there,” Mary said. “And don’t forget the one you were reading last night. The Secret Garden, I think.”
I looked at the books and put the three American Girl books I had picked out back in the bookcase.
“Why’d you do that,” Mary inquired? “You’ll love reading those.”
“Wouldn’t want to mess up your set, and I can only have ten books.”
“Oh, yeah,” Mary said, looking between the books on the table, the bookcase, and me. “I did say just ten books, didn’t I. Forget it. Get those three back out and take all the ones you have here. I rarely reread books, and I know where to go if I want to reread any of these.”
“You sure?”
“No,” Mary admitted with a slight chuckle. “So, take the books before I come to my senses and realize what I have just done. Here, I’ll help you bring them up to the kitchen. Mom has paper bags up there we can put them in.”
As I grabbed about half the books, I looked over at Jilly. She was sitting down on the couch, watching a Disney show. I smiled at her waving her hands back and forth to dry the fingernail polish.
After getting the books in a bag, we went into the living room where Grandma and Aunt Jessica were.
“Hi girls,” Grandma smiled at us as we sat down. “We have a while before we need to go. Mary, why don’t you get out that Jewelry Making kit I got you for Christmas, and the two of you make some stuff.”
“Come on, Suzy,” Mary stood up. “The Grown-ups want to talk without us babies hearing them.”
“Mary! No one is calling you a baby or treating you like one,” Aunt Jessica reprimanded. Turning to grandma, Aunt Jessica said, “Sorry, Mom, Mary has been a bit emotional lately.”
“You mean she is acting just like you did at that age.”
“I was never that bad,” Aunt Jessica objected.
Mary looked at her mom and Grandma.
“Go, Mary,” Grandma said. “Before your mom digs herself deeper into a whole.”
Mary and I giggled as we went off to her room. Mary got her Jewelry making kit, and we settled down at the living room table to give us lots of space. I had made a necklace and was working on a bracelet when Grandma left.
“I wonder where she is going,” I said as I continued to put beads on the string. “I thought she was taking us home.”
Mary looked off into the living room where her mom was still sitting down, “I heard them talking earlier that Grandma would visit your house before she took you two home. Something about making sure it was going to be ready.”
We both worked in silence before Mary asked, “Did your dad actually threaten to whip you, just for putting on a dress?”
“Yeah,” I closed my eyes as I recalled the event. “I was scared. Dad has never even spanked me or Jilly. I knew I made a mistake putting the dress on, but I didn’t realize how big a mistake it was until I saw the way he looked at me.”
“Grandma gave you the dress for Christmas,” Cousin Mary pointed out. “How can it be wrong to put on some clothes Grandma gave you? Strange maybe that you would want to, but not wrong.”
“I have enjoyed wearing the dresses, getting my hair done, and even doll shopping, but I still think it was a mistake to put the dress on in the first place. We would be happy at home with Mom and Dad if I hadn’t.”
“Would you have been,” Mary asked? “I mean, well . . . you seem happier now than you did on Christmas. You’re almost . . . bubbly.”
I looked down at the outfit I was wearing and then back at Mary with a big smile, “This time getting to be Suzy has been the best Christmas gift anyone has ever gotten me. I’ve asked Santa for this ever since . . . since . . . Do you remember that yellow dress you wore for school pictures when I was in Kindergarten?”
“Oh, my 1st-grade school picture dress. I loved that one. Mom did my hair up in pigtails with ribbons and even used the curling iron to curl the pigtails a little and my bangs,” Mary got a big smile on her face as she looked off into the distance before focusing back on me. “Yeah, what about it?”
“That was the first time I can recall knowing that I was different. I so wanted a dress just like yours. Everything from the pigtails to the Disney princess light-up sneakers. I commented to one of the other boys in my class about how I wished I had outfits like that for school pictures instead of the stupid dress pants and a button-down shirt. Bobby told me I was very weird. Boys don’t wear dresses, and then he promptly questioned why anyone would ever want their hair done up crazy like that.”
“Boys don’t know what they are missing,” Mary commented.
“I grew to hate school picture day,” I said, not looking at Mary. “I got to see all these great outfits that I could never have and the hairstyles. Mom always takes me to cut my hair short just before school pictures. That was probably the biggest reminder that I was not a girl, no matter what my brain and heart were telling me. I eventually accepted that I could never wear a dress, but then the secret Christmas gift from Grandma was on my bed.”
“Secret?”
“Yeah, did you see me open it with the other presents when you were there,” I asked?
Mary thought and responded, “No.”
“When she was leaving, she whispered in my ear that she put a special gift on my bed, saying it would be something I would really like. With all my gifts always being stuff for boys, I knew I wouldn’t like it. I sure was surprised when I saw what was in the box. I don’t know how Grandma knew . . .”
I was interrupted by Mary, “Grandma always knows what we really want. I’ve gotten some of my best gifts from Grandma.”
“Two days as Suzy certainly has been an amazing gift. One I have asked Santa for ever since I saw you in that school picture dress. I will cherish these memories for the rest of my life. I just wish it didn’t have to end.”
“It doesn’t,” Mary declared. “Everyone knows now, so you don’t have to go back to being Lewis.”
I looked down at the table and shook my head back and forth as tears started to flow, “When I leave here, I will have to stop being Suzy and go back to being Lewis.”
“Why?”
“Don’t you get it, Mary,” I said with a raised voice. “Mom and Dad will never let me be Suzy. Dad won’t even be in the same house as me. To be loved by Mom and Dad, I have to be Lewis. I can never be Suzy, ever again.”
I got up and ran off through the living room. Opening the sliding glass door, I went into the backyard. I knew exactly where to go. I had played hide-and-seek enough times in this yard. There was a small space behind the tool shed before the backyard fence. No one could see me there, but it didn’t occur to me that the tracks in the snow would lead anyone straight to me.
Aunt Jessica was soon following me, calling out my name. I didn’t respond. I . . . I just couldn’t deal with this anymore.
“Mary,” I heard Aunt Jessica say. “Go back into the house. I’ll deal with this. Go see how Jilly is doing.”
I knew Aunt Jessica was standing at the opening to this area behind the shed, but I didn’t look up at her. After a few minutes, she came over to me and sat down next to me on the ground. She didn’t say a word, just sat there.
After several minutes I asked, “Why did I have to be born a misfit kid? Do they have an island for misfit kids, as they do for misfit toys?”
“The island of misfit toys is only make-believe, dear, and you are not a misfit.”
“Dad and Mom don’t want me, so yes, I am a misfit kid. I’m rejected just like the misfit toys were.”
Aunt Jessica smiled and squeezed, “Santa found all those toys new homes where they would be loved, just like Rudolf promised. I promise you, Suzy. You will get through this and have family and friends who love you as Suzy.”
I leaned my head onto Aunt Jessica and cried.
“I am sorry, Suzy. I’m sorry you have to go through this. No kid should ever feel rejected by their parents. Your grandparents, sister, and everyone in this house will love and support you no matter what. I know you only really want two people to love you. I think they will in time. Give them a chance.”
“I’ll just go back to being Lewis, and everything will go back to normal.”
“It’s too late for that now,” Aunt Jessica pointed out with a squeeze. “You have let Suzy out, and she can never really be put away again. We could pretend none of this ever happened, but everyone would know the truth. How we all interact with you will forever be impacted by that. I don’t want to forget Suzy. You are so alive. Much more than Lewis ever was. I am looking forward to seeing you grow up and become a beautiful woman. Even if you put on boy clothes and pretended to be a boy again, I would always see you as Suzy, treat you as Suzy, and love you as my niece.”
We sat there in silence for at least five minutes, if not much more. Eventually, I stopped crying and just sat there with my back against the shed, staring at the fence.
“Why did she mess up my life? It’s not fair.”
“Who, honey?”
“Grandma,” I said without looking at Aunt Jessica.
“She didn’t mess up your life, Suzy. She freed you from your prison.”
“But, if she never gave me that secret gift, Mom and Dad would still love me. I wouldn’t know what I was missing. I wouldn’t . . .”
“You wouldn’t be happy,” Aunt Jessica stated. “You wouldn’t be yourself. Over time you would fall further into yourself until you couldn’t handle it anymore. It is dangerous for that to happen to people. Grandma did the right thing. It may not seem like it right now, but she did.”
“How can it be the right thing if Mom or Dad no longer loves me, or if Dad wants to beat me up? Never being Suzy again has to fix this; it just has to. I . . I can’t lose Mom and Dad. I can’t lose Jilly,” I broke down into tears again.
“Your Mom and Dad still love you, Suzy. They are just struggling with the concept of losing a son and gaining a daughter,” Aunt Jessica squeezed me. “But I think we need to go inside right now, you’re shivering, and we are both wet from sitting in this snow.”
When we got in the house, I was attacked by hug monster Jilly, “You okay?”
Looking around the living room, Uncle Mike and Cousin Mary were sitting down on the couch, looking at me for answers without saying a word. Thankfully, Aunt Jessica took control.
“Suzy, go into Mary’s room and take a warm shower. Mary put on Rudolph's Shiny New Year for Jilly. I will make some Christmas Hot cocoa for everyone.”
I headed off to Mary’s room. Jilly wanted to come with me, but Aunt Jessica stopped her.
When I got out of the shower, I found two outfits on Mary’s bed. There was a pretty dress next to some jeans and a t-shirt. Wrapped in the towel, I stood there looking at the two options. I knew which one I wanted and which one I should put on. They weren’t the same.
After getting dressed in the jeans and t-shirt, I sat down at Mary’s vanity to comb my hair. Looking in the mirror, I saw a lie. I thought, ‘I am a boy named Lewis. I am a boy named Lewis. I am a boy named Lewis.’ Knowing that I would have to live with that lie for the rest of my life, a tear came down my face.
Getting up to go out to everyone, I noticed a doll on Mary’s dresser. Jilly had dressed it last night in a pretty Christmas Dress. She had complained to Mary that everyone deserves a good Christmas, and without a pretty dress, her doll wasn’t getting a good Christmas. I smiled at the Christmas doll. Mary’s question from earlier kept repeating in my head, ‘How can it be wrong to put on some clothes that Grandma gave you?’
I looked down at my outfit. With my hand on the doorknob, I stared at the doll. I just . . . I just couldn’t do it. I went back to the bed and put on the dress. Sitting at the vanity, I put hair into high pigtails with Christmas hair ties. They looked like little baby pigtails with how short my hair was, but definitely a girl hairstyle. Looking in the vanity mirror, I smiled. Looking at Mary’s nail polish supply, I wanted to do my nails in red and green, but I felt I was already pushing things by using her Christmas hair ties.
As I went to leave the room, I went over and kissed the doll on her forehead, “The Christmas spirit is strong in you, little one. Never lose it. I will enjoy this Christmas gift for every second I am allowed.”
Standing tall, I left the room. I skipped my way down the hall and right into the dining room, where Aunt Jessica was sitting down sipping some hot cocoa.
“Hi there, Suzy,” Aunt Jessica smiled as she looked at me. “You look happy.”
“I am,” I said as I took a mug of hot cocoa off the tray on the table. “I realized I am full of Christmas Magic, and if someone were going to destroy the magic, it wouldn’t be me.”
“Christmas Magic?”
“Well, Susan Anne Morris was born on Christmas day when I opened the secret gift and put on the dress. Since everyone born on Christmas is full of Christmas magic, that means I am too.”
“So true,” Aunt Jessica agreed.
“I also came to one big conclusion,” I said while looking at the items available to go in the hot cocoa. “Some Christmas toys break, but you can enjoy them until that happens. I am going to enjoy the gift of being myself until someone breaks it. But, Aunt Jessica, I will not be the one that breaks this Christmas gift. It’s too precious to me.”
“As it should be,” Aunt Jessica said with a smile.
“Thanks for letting me be me,” I said as I grabbed a mint chocolate candy and some mini marshmallows to put in my drink. “Mom and Dad may take away my Christmas present, but I would be the dumbest person on Earth if I took it away from myself. I need to enjoy it for every second until they take it away.”
Taking a candy cane as a stirring stick, I smiled at Aunt Jessica and headed off to the living room to watch Rudolph’s Shiny New Year with Jilly and Mary.
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The Secret Gift
By Teek © 2021 Chapter 5 |
Grandma’s car pulled into our driveway. My heart was racing, and if it weren’t for Jilly holding my hand, I would already be running away from the house. I know mom said it would be safe for me to come home, but I still don’t know if I can trust her. Grandma said Grandpa was at the house and would make sure Dad wasn’t there. That is the only reason I agreed to this, but Dad wasn’t my only problem. Mom didn’t want to beat me, but she didn’t want me to be Suzy.
“It will be okay, Suzy,” Jilly said, squeezing my hand. “Amanda and I will be right there with you to help.”
I looked and saw that I was hugging my doll Amanda tight. I knew I was too old for dolls, but I didn’t want to put her down.
With Jilly holding my hand and Amanda hugged in my other arm, we followed Grandma into the house.
“Hi Suzy and Jilly,” Mom said as we entered the house.
Mom hugged Jilly and tried to hug me, but I refused.
“Suzy,” Mom backed away from me. “Grandma and Grandpa helped me make some changes to your room. Why don’t you go down and see if you like it?”
Jilly was all excited about this and dragged me down the hall. I was sure it would be done up with a football or baseball theme. I didn’t want to see what I would be forced to live in.
Entering the room, I was surprised. The bed had a light purple bedspread with pink pillows. The curtains matched the bed, and some fuzzy pink and purple pillows were on the window seat. The bookcase was empty, and I didn’t see any boy things in the room. It looked nice.
“We didn’t get rid of anything,” Mom said, coming in behind us. Everything is in some tubs in the garage if you want any of it.”
“Probably won’t,” I quietly commented.
Grandpa came in with my new clothes and the books I got from Mary, “The closet and drawers are empty, so you have plenty of space to put all of this stuff.”
I looked at the closet, and it was indeed empty, just the hangers on the rods.
Grandma put the ballerina doll on top of my dresser, and I sat down on my bed. Looking at my Teddy, I picked her up, “Teddy, this is Amanda. Amanda, this is Teddy.”
“Are you going to tell Amanda your Teddy’s name,” Mom asked?
I looked at Mom with a strange look. I hadn’t called Teddy by her name for years. Dad and Mom never approved of the name I had given her. Looking at Mom, I saw that she was smiling at me.
“Amanda, meet Tammy,” I said before looking at Mom to see her reaction. I had always been told boys weren’t supposed to have girl stuffed animals, but Mom wasn’t complaining this time.
“You can do whatever you want with your room,” Mom said with what was obviously a fake smile. “I thought this would help show you that I am trying to accept this new you.”
“This isn’t a new thing,” Grandma pointed out. “I have seen Suzy’s girly girl side since she was a baby.”
No one said anything for a bit. Eventually, Mom broke the silence, “Suzy, because you only got one present for Christmas, there are now a few more gifts under the tree.”
“Presents!” Jilly shouted with glee.
“No, Jilly,” Mom explained. “These are just for Le . . . Suzy.”
“That’s okay,” Jill brushed off the correction. “Sisters share.”
The adults all laughed as we headed for the living room. I sat down on the couch, with Grandma on one side and Mom on the other. Jilly brought me gifts one at a time to open. Most of them were from Mom or Grandma, but a few were from Aunt Jessica and even a card from Cousin Mary.
I got some nail polish, lip gloss, necklaces, and bracelets. There were some books, all having girls as main characters, and a jewelry-making kit just like Mary got for Christmas. I kept looking over at Mom while I opened the presents. The more I showed my enjoyment of the gift, the more obvious that Mom was uncomfortable with all of this. I kept telling myself that I would not break this Christmas gift. I opened a card from Cousin Mary, and I froze. Inside was a picture she printed. It was her 1st-grade school picture, but she had replaced her face with one of me when I was five or six.
“What? How?” Mom was confused.
“I remember that picture,” Grandma said. “Why’d Mary do that?”
“Suzy,” Jilly commented. “You were cute as a little girl.”
“I loved that outfit,” I said, looking down at the picture. “I so wanted to wear it when I was little. From the hair ribbons to the shoes.”
“You did,” Jilly stated. “See, there’s a picture of you as a little girl wearing it. Why didn’t I know about Suzy back then?”
I smiled at Jilly, “You were a little one-year-old baby when that picture was taken, and I didn’t get to wear the dress. Mary just did a cut-and-paste job onto her picture. Not even a good job, but I love it.”
“You were five when Mary wore that dress,” Mom commented, as I could see her processing all of this. “You remember that?”
“I didn’t understand why the other girls got these wonderful outfits for picture day, and I didn’t,” I said, staring down at the picture. “Mary always had these amazing dresses for Picture Day. That yellow one was probably my favorite.”
“Mommy,” Jilly asked? “Why are you crying?”
I looked over at Mom, and a single tear was coming down her face.
“I didn’t want to believe you were a girl,” Mom looked right into my eyes. “I kept telling myself that you would grow out of it. It was just a phase. You came home that day telling me all about Mary’s dress and asked lots of questions about why you didn’t get a pretty dress like Mary’s for picture day.”
Mom took my two hands and continued, “You tried hard to convince me then that you were a girl, but all I would do was correct you and explain that you were a boy and boys don’t wear dresses. I figured you were just a confused little kid that didn’t know the difference between girls and boys. You were so mad at me for days after that. Then, whenever Mary wore that dress, and you saw it, you got mad at me again. How . . . how was I supposed to know you weren’t confused, and we were the ones getting it wrong.”
The room was silent for at least a minute.
“I’m sorry, Suzy,” Mom got out before more tears fell.
I hugged Mom.
Jilly picked up the picture and looked at it, “It sure looks like you got to wear the dress. That’s not you?”
I smiled over at Jill, “No, it’s not. Mary just used the computer to cut my face out of one picture and stick it over her face on this picture. Was she on her computer when I was taking my shower?”
“Yeah.”
“That must be when she did it then,” I explained. “Cool trick. I wish I had thought of doing it. I couldn’t figure out how to hide a dress, but I could have hidden those.”
“Suzy,” Grandma inquired? “What pictures would you have put your face on?”
“Ones of Jilly and Mary on Christmas, Easter, and picture days. Those are when they wore the best outfits and had their hair done really nice.”
Grandma looked at Mom, “You wanted to know what type of girl she is. That tells me she isn’t just a girl. She’s a girly-girl.”
I looked at Mom and Grandma, trying to figure out what Grandma was saying. After a few moments, Grandma got out her phone and started tapping away on it. Jilly didn’t appear to pick up on any of this and brought over the last present.
“Open it. Open it,” Jill said with excitement.
It was a science kit for making Bath Bombs. This fascinated Jilly, who loved Bath Bombs, especially when they had a toy inside.
As Jilly examined the box, I looked over at Grandma. She was still focused on her phone and typing things into it.
“Nope,” Grandma finally said, looking up from the phone. “The Nutcracker ended just before Christmas, and Swan Lake doesn’t start until February.”
Grandma went back to her phone, tapping away.
“What’s she doing,” Jill asked?
“Looking up Ballet’s by the sound of it,” Mom answered, looking at Grandma.
“I don’t want to take ballet again,” Jill stated. “I like Gymnastics much better.”
“I’d like to,” I said softly.
“You would,” Mom asked?
“Have wanted to since before Jilly started when she was four,” I barely said above a whisper.
Mom looked right at me. She didn’t say a word, but she didn’t show a negative reaction. I viewed this as a positive.
With all the presents open, Jilly started up Polly Pop Race. I joined her, but this time I picked the Sally character, a girl with pigtails and wearing a pink and purple outfit. After two races, I went back to my room to put my new clothes away.
Alone in my room, I wasn’t sure what to think of all of this. The Christmas Wish I have made every year since I was five has finally come true, but I may lose Dad because of it. Mom doesn’t like me as a girl, but she’s pretending she is okay with it. No one has talked about school next week, but I’m sure they will come up with some excuse for why I can’t dress this way at school. What in the world was I doing?
Hanging up my dresses, I smiled and ran my hand over the fabric. Turning back to the suitcase on my bed, I looked at Tammy and Amanda, “Today I am the girl I have known I was. Will the magic end? It always does in the movies; with Cinderella, the clock struck twelve, and in Peter Pan, you couldn’t fly unless you had happy thoughts. Yeah, Yeah, I know Tammy. Unhappy thoughts keep getting in my head.”
The next dress I went to put away was the most frilly in the collection. It had layers of puffy skirts, frilly shoulder straps, and little flowers all over the chest. A huge smile grew on my face as I took it out of the suitcase.
Looking over at Teddy and my Amanda doll on the bed, “You want me to have happy thoughts? This should help.”
I got undressed and put on the fancy party dress. I couldn’t get the zipper in the back no matter how hard I tried. Not worrying about that for now, I put on some white tights and the black Mary Jane shoes. Looking in my mirror, I smiled. I sat down on my bed and put on my glittery purple nail polish. When that was done, I just had to get the dress zipped up.
“Mo. . .” I stopped myself. Maybe Mom wasn’t the best person to help me. “Grandma. Grandma, can you come here please.”
Grandma walked into the room a few minutes later, “Oh my. You look beautiful.”
I blushed, “I can’t get the stupid zipper in the back.”
“Here, turn around, and I’ll get that.”
I let Grandma zip me up. When I turned around to thank her, I noticed Mom in the doorway.
“That certainly is a fancy dress,” Mom stated. “Are you planning on going out to a party?”
“No,” I stared at Mom, trying to figure out if she was mad or not. “I needed something to give me happy thoughts, and I figured wearing this would help.”
Grandma looked at Mom, and then turning back to me, she took me into a big hug, “You are a wonderful girl Suzy.”
“What unhappy thoughts were you trying to get rid of,” Mom hesitantly asked?
“That I will never get a chance to wear any of these clothes, that you and Dad will never love me again, and that Dad is right, I deserve a whipping for telling everyone the truth about me,” tears started down my face. “That the magic will end at midnight, and I will turn into the ugly boy everyone thinks I am.”
“Oh, Lewis,” Mom said, coming over and hugging me. “Everything’s going to be okay. You’ll see. It will be okay, baby.”
“Will it,” Grandma immediately asked as I stood limp in Mom’s embrace? “How is she supposed to believe that? Her dad won’t be in the same house as her and you . . . you lie right to her face. Ellen, if you want Suzy to believe what you are saying, you will need to start calling her by her preferred name, stop wincing whenever she shows her likes and interests, and listen to what she is trying to tell you.”
Mom stepped back and looked, “I love you . . . Suzy. I really do. I’m . . . I can’t . . . I just was not prepared for all of this.”
Mom sat down on my bed, “Two days ago, I had a son, and now you’re my daughter. I was just starting to understand this when you opened that picture. You . . . You were never a boy, were you?”
Not looking at Mom, I went over and looked at the ballerina doll on my dresser, “No. Just wearing a boy costume that you forced me to wear.”
The room was silent.
“Just tell me where the stupid boy clothes are, and I will change,” I said, putting the doll in a sitting position and fluffing her dress.
“Ellen,” Grandma asked? “Is that what you want? You want Suzy to put on a costume and pretend to be someone else?”
“No,” Mom answered.
I kept looking at the ballerina.
“I. . . I want my child to be happy.”
Not Suzy or her, no Mom said ‘my child’ instead. I closed my eyes as I felt a tear coming down my face.
“The two of you need to talk, really talk. I’ll be out with Jill. Take as much time as you need.”
Nothing was coming out of my mouth, but in my head, I was screaming, ‘Don’t go, Grandma! Don’t go! Don’t leave me in here with her. Please stay!’
Grandma put her hand on my shoulder and squeezed before leaving the room and shutting the door behind her.
I couldn’t even look at Mom. How was I supposed to talk to her? I fiddled with the ballerina’s dress.
Eventually, Mom started talking. I wasn’t paying attention, but then she said something that caught my interest, “That was the first time you crawled and your first fight over a toy. You wanted Mary’s baby doll. You and Mary grew up together. You loved all of Mary’s toys, and with only being a year older, she still enjoyed your toys. At first, we didn’t think anything of it. Toys were toys, and kids played with toys. Your third birthday, however, was the tipping point. Your Aunt Jessica hosted the party because they had just moved into their house with a backyard, and we were living in an apartment. Your Dad and I made an effort to get you toys that were clearly for boys. By the end of the party, your new toys were being played with by the boy kids in attendance while you were off playing with Mary’s baby dolls and kitchen set. You even put a Princess dress-up costume on so you could have on a pretty dress like the other girls.”
I finally turned around and looked at Mom.
“We did everything we could to discourage your interest in girl things. We set up boy-only playdates and kept you away from girl things as much as possible. We wouldn’t even allow you to visit Mary at her house throughout your preschool years. She always came to our place instead. We were convinced that we had finally persuaded you that you were a boy and boys play with boy things, not girl things. Well, until Kindergarten school pictures. Once you saw Mary in that dress and all the other girls in their fancy school picture dresses, we knew we had failed,” Mom said, looking down at her hands in her lap.
I went over to the bed and sat down next to her. Taking one of her hands, I squeezed.
Looking right into my eyes, “I’m sorry, Suzy. We had it wrong. We thought we failed to teach you the difference between boys and girls when what we truly failed was to see our child was a little girl. You have been telling us since you started crawling and fought Mary for her baby doll. We refused to listen. We have tried to convince you that you were a boy for twelve years. You have repeatedly shown us that you are a girl.”
We sat there in silence for a bit. Eventually, Mom and I started talking to each other, really talking. We chatted for more than an hour before heading out to find the others. When Jilly saw me in the fancy dress, she went out to put one on herself. When she came out, she handed me a tiara. Looking down at her in her fancy dress wearing her tiara, I took the one she gave me and put it on.
“That I need a picture of,” Mom said as she went off to get her phone.
Jill gave me a big hug and then took my hand as we stood there waiting for Mom.
“Smile,” Mom said. “My two Christmas Princesses.”
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The Secret Gift
By Teek © 2021 Chapter 6 |
“Dr. Carol, I have been wearing dresses for a week now. I would love to keep wearing them, but you’re not going to let me, are you?”
“The testing clearly shows that you are a transgender girl,” Dr. Carol stated with a sad expression. “But, you are right. I am going to limit your dress-wearing. Hear me out, please, Suzy. I have sent in a prescription for blockers to stop your male puberty. Fortunately, it hadn’t kicked in too much yet. I will support you wearing whatever clothes you want at home and in the community, except at school. They want more than one appointment before a doctor can say the child can come to school in the opposite gender. I know you want this to go fast but getting society to accept you as female isn’t going to happen quickly.”
“That’s not fair.”
“I agree with you, but just because you still have to be Lewis at school, that doesn’t mean you have to be Lewis at other times. And, I’ll let you in on a little secret, some girls' clothes have a gender-neutral look.”
“What good does that do me?”
“You have to be a kid named Lewis at school for at least the rest of this school year. You can’t wear dresses and skirts to school, but no one said anything about other girl clothes. As long as you wear girl clothes that don’t scream girl, no one will know or complain. I also can’t stop you from telling your friends the truth. We have talked about the consequences of you going public with this. Your parents and I could try to tell you not to do it, but I learned a long time ago that we have no real power to stop you. So, now I will just give you all the information, the positive and negatives, and we will support you in your decision. You’re not a little kid anymore, so you get to make some of these decisions.”
There it was again. I wasn’t so sure this big-kid thing was all that great any longer. There definitely were some advantages to being a little kid.
“Suzy,” Dr. Carol continued. “You already know all too well that not everyone will accept you as a girl, especially if they knew you as a boy.”
“Dad.”
“Yeah,” Dr. Carol confirmed. “He still refuses to accept you as a girl. I have an appointment with him later today to explain the results of this evaluation and the decisions that were made.”
“Should I just go back to being Lewis? Will he come back then?”
“We’ve talked about this, Suzy. There are consequences to every action you take. Yes, pretending to be a boy may get your dad back, but are you prepared to deal with the other consequences of that action? Based on what your mom said, he would push the boy activities on you and probably keep you away from playing with Jilly and Mary. Those are just the things we can speculate he would do based upon his previous actions. We suspect he would push other issues too. Based upon what you have said, that is not what you want. Currently, Suzy, there is no way to get everything.”
We sat there in silence for a few minutes.
“It’s not fair,” I said, looking over at the two dolls on the couch next to me. One was a boy, and one was a girl.
“When there are negatives for both decisions, the best you can do is go with the one that you are the most comfortable with. I’ll ask you again. If no one would complain about your decision, which one would you be?”
I grabbed the girl doll.
“Which one are you on the inside?”
I immediately grabbed the girl doll, “I am Suzy, even if I have to go back to pretending to be Lewis.”
“Remember that,” Dr. Carol remarked with a smile. “Others can force you to present one way or the other. You can choose to present however you want, but who you are on the inside will never change.”
I hugged the girl doll and smiled at the doctor.
“Doc,” I hesitated for a moment before continuing. “Can I ask you some questions?”
“Sure, I told you that you can ask or tell me anything.”
“The testing you did said I was a girl on the inside?”
“It certainly did.”
“If I want to be that girl on the outside, why does it have to be so hard?”
“Oh, Suzy, I am so sorry. I wish it were easier. It would be nice if all you had to do was put on a dress and be yourself, but that is not how the world works. A doctor declared you a boy at birth, and now it is a long and painful process to change that. You found the first pain being your dad rejecting you.”
“But, you’re a doctor. Can’t you just declare me a girl and everything be okay?”
“I will declare you a girl, but that won’t eliminate your problems. It will also take time to convince others that you are a girl.”
We talked some more before Mom was called back in for the last time. An appointment was made to meet with the therapist in two weeks, and I would see Dr. Carol again in one month.
“Mom,” I asked as we drove home? “Will Dad ever come home?”
Mom just kept driving without saying a word.
“I have to stop being Suzy for that to happen, don’t I?”
Again, no answer from mom.
“I miss him, and Jilly really misses him a lot.”
“I know, sweety. I know,” Mom replied. “I have told him that every time I talk to him.”
When we got home, I sat down on the living room couch. Jill tried to get me to play with her, but I ignored her. Finally, Jill just got down on the floor, coloring in one of the coloring books she got for Christmas. Grandma came over and sat down next to me. I snuggled up against her, looking at the Christmas tree.
“Doctor said I have to be a boy at school,” I said without taking my eyes off the tree.
“And how do you feel about that,” Grandma asked?
“I don’t know. If I get to be Suzy at home, I don’t understand why I can’t be Suzy at school. Maybe Dad will be happy that I am forced to pretend I’m a boy most of the day.”
“That isn’t going to make any difference Suzy,” Grandma squeezed me. “Your dad doesn’t want you to be a girl at any time. You pretending to be a boy for part of the day isn’t going to help.”
We sat there in silence for a bit, “Doctor says I can wear girl clothes and still look like a boy.”
“Easy enough to do if you pick the clothes carefully. Do you want some help going through your clothes to find some school outfits?”
Staring up at the star at the top of the tree, “That would be better than getting out the boy clothes in the garage.”
“Come on,” Grandma stood the two of us up. “Let’s go do that now. You have worn dresses every day, but I know you have some other stuff to wear.”
Before going down to my room, I went over to the Santa snow globe. I wound it up and shook it. Listening to the music, I closed my eyes, repeating an action I had done at least once every day since returning home.
“You just made a wish, didn’t you,” Grandma asked? “What did you wish for?”
“Oh nothing,” I said as I turned around and started heading for my room. “Let’s go find some outfits I can wear to school.”
“She wished for Daddy to love her as Suzy,” Jilly said from her coloring position on the floor. “She is hoping Santa’s Christmas magic combined with hers will get Daddy back.”
Coming over and hugging me, “Is that true, Suzy?”
“Figured it couldn’t hurt to try.”
Grandma smiled, “It never hurts to wish on Christmas Magic. Wish away Suzy, wish away.”
Grandma and I went down to my room and started going through all my clothes. We came up with five pairs of pants that weren’t too girly. Tops, however, were harder to find.
“If I tell the kids at school the truth, I could wear some of these tops. They’re girly but not too girly. But, the doctor doesn’t think I should tell anyone, except maybe my closest friends.”
“The doctor may have a point there. Tell you what, tomorrow we can go shopping for girl tops that are more gender-neutral. I’m sure we can get all your friends thinking you are in a Tom Boy stage at school.”
I gave Grandma a weak smile, “Thanks.”
“Suzy,” Mom said, coming into my room. “Grandpa’s back, so Grandma needs to go.”
Waking up in the morning, I smiled as I looked around my bedroom. Dolls, jewelry, cute and fuzzy pillows, along with all the dresses, made it very clear this was a girl’s bedroom. My bedroom! I never thought I would ever have a girl's bedroom. I frowned when I realized that tomorrow, I would have to go back to school and be Lewis again.
I hugged my teddy bear, “Tammy, coming back to this room every day will make tolerating school dressed up as a boy a lot easier.”
I got up and went over to my closet, “Tomorrow, I can’t wear a dress. Yes, Tammy, dresses are so much better than other clothing. I think I will wear this one today.”
After getting dressed, I tucked Tammy and Amanda in so they could go back to sleep. Then I headed to the kitchen for breakfast.
“Morning, Suzy,” Mom said as she brought a cereal box over to the table. “Another dress, I see. You do know that most girls nowadays don’t wear dresses every day?”
“I like them,” I said as I took the cereal and poured some into my bowl. “And if I will never get to wear them again, I might as well enjoy them while I can.”
Mom came up behind me and wrapped her arms around me, “I’ve said you could be yourself. The doctor has said you are a girl and can be yourself. No one is going to take away your dresses.”
“As soon as Dad comes back, they will be gone. He’ll never accept me as Suzy. To him, I will always be Lewis.”
“Your grandparents and I have told him that he is not welcome back in the house until he does accept the truth that you are a girl. Your dresses are safe.”
I didn’t believe her for a second, so I stuck a spoon of cereal in my mouth to avoid saying something I would regret.
“Morning, Mommy. Morning, Suzy,” Jill said as she came into the room, holding on tight to her stuffed koala bear Rosie.
“Morning,” Mom and I said together.
“Daddy coming back today,” Jill asked as she grabbed the cereal box? She had asked that every morning since he left.
Mom squeezed me for a second and then went over to Jill, “Princess, we don’t know when Daddy is coming back. He misses you, but he’s not ready to come back yet.”
Jilly looked over at me. I had seen that sad smile every morning, and it ripped at my heart. She says she doesn’t blame me, but I have trouble believing that when she looks at me that way. Looking at Rosie in her lap, I was concerned. Before Christmas, Rosie spent breakfast on the table next to Jilly and was usually only carried around the house at night and early morning. She is now spending a lot more time being hugged by Jilly throughout the day. When I ask Jilly if I should go back to being Lewis so Daddy would come back, she always says, no. The truth will come out someday, and I fear what that will be.
“What are we doing today,” Jill asked between bites?
“I have to go to work,” Mom said, kissing Jilly on her head and going over to the counter to get her coffee mug. “Grandma and Grandpa are watching you today. I know they are taking Suzy shopping for some school clothes, but I don’t know what else they have planned.”
“I want to go sledding,” Jill declared.
“You will have to ask Grandma and Grandpa,” Mom said, sitting down at the table and smiling at Jilly and me. “Listen, you two. It is the last day of Christmas break, and then things go back to a more normal routine. I want you on your best behavior today. We have leaned on Grandma and Grandpa a lot this last week, so I want you to be extra special good for them today. And no talking them into buying you things. The shopping trip is for Suzy to get some school clothes, and that is it.”
“Yes, Mom,” I responded before looking over at Jilly.
Swallowing her food, Jilly added, “Yes, Mommy.”
After taking a few bites, I looked up at Mom, “Can I get a new coat?”
“What’s wrong with your coat?”
I hesitated, “It’s a boy’s coat.”
“Oh,” Mom said. Looking at her coffee and then up at me, “I don’t know Suzy. I understand why you want a new coat, but we will be short on funds to pay all the bills this month. I can afford for you to get some new school clothes, but coats are expensive. Let’s just stick with the coat you have for this winter since you have to be Lewis at school.”
Money was suddenly an issue in the house. Jilly didn’t seem to understand, but I knew Mom was trying to figure out how to pay all the bills without Dad’s paycheck. I heard her telling Grandpa that she wasn’t sure how she would pay this thing called a mortgage if Dad didn’t come back. Mom was preparing for Dad never coming back, all because of me.
Feeling tears coming, I got up and left my cereal half-eaten. I didn’t want Jilly and Mom to see me crying. By the time I plopped down on my bed, the tears were coming down. When Mom came in, I was curled up on my bed, hugging my teddy.
Mom sat down on my bed and started rubbing my back, “If a new coat means that much to you, I’ll find the money somewhere to get you one.”
“It’s all my fault,” I got out through the sobs. “If I hadn’t put on that dress, we would have enough money for things. We would have Dad. We . . . we . . . we wouldn’t have to move.”
“You heard that? Oh, I’m sorry, sweetie.”
“Are you and Daddy getting a divorce?”
Mom didn’t say anything at first, “No, but we’ve talked about living apart.”
Through my tears, I got out, “Because of me?”
“No, we love you, Suzy. Your Dad and I are just not agreeing on some things at the moment.”
“Me?”
Mom continued to rub my back in silence for a bit, “I love you dearly Suzy. Dad does too. He is just having a hard time adjusting to you being a girl. We decided that he couldn’t live here or see you two until he accepted you. Hopefully, he will come around after listening to what the doctor says, but if he doesn’t, this separation will be more permanent.”
Curled up on my bed, I cried. Mom tried to make me feel better, but it didn’t help. Jilly, at one point, came to the room, and Mom sent her off to play. When Grandma showed up, Mom explained the situation. Grandma took over, rubbing my back so mom could go off to work. Dad wasn’t ever coming back, and it was all my fault. I wasn’t sure how to live with that. Eventually, I stopped crying.
“You want to talk about it,” Grandma asked as I sat up, hugging Tammy tight?
“Not really,” I replied without looking at her. “Not anything to talk about. I caused Mom and Dad to break up. I caused Dad to stay away from us. I’m causing Jilly to need Rosie all the time. I’m . . .”
“Stop right there, young lady,” Grandma forcefully interrupted. “If anyone is to blame, it is my son, your dad. If you don’t want to blame him when he is clearly the one causing all these problems, blame me. I raised him and taught him how to behave and respond to things. Somewhere I screwed up, for when I gave you a Christmas present that was your dearest Christmas wish, I never expected him to react the way he did. I screwed up by not pushing this issue years ago. If you can’t blame your dad, blame me, but you are not to blame for any of this.”
I hugged her, “I could never blame you Grandma. I’ve never received a better Christmas present in my life. You gave me Christmas magic, and . . . and gave me the courage to let others know I was a girl.”
“You’re such a special girl Suzy. None of this is your fault. If you can’t blame me, there is only one person left to blame, your dad.”
I thought about that.
When we finally went out into the living room, we found Grandpa and Jilly playing The Happy Little Unicorn board game.
“Do you want some breakfast while they finish that up,” Grandma asked? “Your mom said you didn’t finish your cereal.”
By the time I finished eating, the game was done. Before we headed out shopping and sledding, I went over to the Santa Snow Globe, wound it up, and made my wish while listening to the music.
We went shopping first. It wasn’t easy to get gender-neutral tops, but we found some. We went by the coats on our way out of the girl's department. I slowed down to look them all over. I just had to feel this purple one with fuzzy stuff at the end of the sleeves and around the hood. Grandma noticed and came back to me.
She let me look it over in silence before saying anything, “It’s a lovely coat.”
“Sure is,” I said without looking up.
“Have you gotten a girl coat yet,” Grandma asked? “I know you wanted one.”
“No, mom can’t afford to get me a new coat.”
Grandma looked at me and then at the coats, “Your father can, though. We will get it, and I will make him pay me back. As I remember correctly, you wanted a complete winter gear collection. Go ahead, pick some out; coat, snow pants, boots, and gloves.”
“But Grandma . . .”
“No Suzy,” Grandma corrected. “Your dad may not accept you, but he will support you whether he likes it or not. So far, he has bought you a doll and now some winter gear. I will make sure that he knows that he got you some very girly things.”
I chuckled, “Grandma, he’s not going to like that.”
“I know. That’s why they are the best things for your dad to pay for,” Grandma said with a smile.
I got that purple coat and a pair of snow pants that matched. I picked out a pair of gloves and some snow boots. Jilly tried to convince me to get a pair of boots with Princesses on them. She seems to think everything is better if it has Disney Princesses or a unicorn. I am glad they didn’t have any in my shoe size, for if they did, I suspect she would have turned on her cute little eight-year-old girl charm and persuaded Grandma to get them for me.
With my new snow gear on, we went sledding down the hill in Jacobs Park. At the top of the hill, Grandpa helped us by giving us a push, so we went faster down the hill. Grandma was at the bottom of the hill cheering us on while she stayed warm drinking hot cocoa out of a thermos. I don’t know how many times we went down the hill, but we had a lot of fun. Jilly liked it the most when the two of us raced down the hill. When Grandpa started to get cold, we left to go home for lunch.
Walking into the house, I heard the music playing from the Santa Snow Globe. Looking into the living room, I saw Dad standing there shaking the Snow Globe.
“Daddy,” Jilly screamed the moment she saw him. Within seconds, she was giving him a big hug.
I stood there frozen in my tracks.
“Hi, Suzy. You look quite beautiful today,” Dad said with a smile, as he held his arms open wanting a hug
A tear came down my face, “Daddy.”
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True Self Syndrome (TSS) By Teek |
Governments worldwide agreed on laws to prevent the spread of TS syndrome. Magical beings are not allowed to do magic on non-magical humans. There is one exception to these laws, only one. Children attending one of the six magical schools for kids with disabilities can have magic used on them. Twelve-year-old Toni Gibson won the lottery, giving him a spot at Cauldron Academy. The Gibson family will learn the consequences of Toni contracting TS syndrome, changing their lives forever.
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“Hi, Mrs. Gibson. Toni has had a great morning and should be ready to go soon. His time on the computer is up in,” Miss Staple looked over at the clock. “About four minutes. Can you wait that long?”
Looking over at her son on the computer, “Yeah. He might have a fit if I try to speed up the process. That is the last thing I need at the moment.”
“I still can’t believe Toni won the lottery,” Miss Staple looked around at all the students in her classroom. “He is the first person in 75 years to win the Cauldron Academy lottery from this side of our state. The winner from this state is usually from one of the cities. Did you see the news story last night on him winning?”
“No, I don’t usually watch the news. Did they mention Toni’s name?”
“With him being a minor, they wouldn’t do that. They said the winner was from our town and how rare it is for someone in the rural parts of our state to win. Then they talked about why it is such a great honor. They even interviewed a graduate from Cauldron Academy. Did you know it has been ten years since our state has had a lottery for a position in the school? With only two people from our state enrolled, it can take a long time for a new spot to open. Toni is taking the position of a young lady who turned twenty-one after being in the school for fifteen years,” Miss Staple kept her eyes on Toni. “I will hate to see him go, but I can’t deny they have a much better program than anything I could ever provide. Cauldron Academy has redefined Special Education. I use many of their techniques here, but there is no way I can replicate all of their approaches. Toni will make amazing progress over there.”
“I am still unsure about this, but I can’t deny their positive reputation. There are just so many things that make me hesitant about all of this.”
“He’ll do fine there, and you will adjust to the change.”
“I know, but handing my baby over to . . . to . . .”
“I never pictured you as the discriminatory type,” Miss Staple turned to Mrs. Gibson. “I know your concerns, but Cauldron Academy has a long successful reputation for educating children with disabilities. They have the full support of the government, medical community, and every disability support group. He couldn’t be in safer hands.”
Mrs. Gibson grimaced, “Would you send your daughter to the Academy?”
With a huge smile, there was no hesitation in Miss Staple’s voice, “If my daughter were disabled and lucky enough to win the lottery, I wouldn’t hesitate to send her. Even without being disabled, I would love to have them educate her. However, that’s not allowed. The law is very clear. Their type can’t teach nomags.”
“Yet, we let them teach our children with disabilities?”
“I don’t know why that is permitted when they can’t educate non-disabled children. For some reason, the global governments consider it safe for nomag children with disabilities. Over the last hundred and fifty years, both societies still strongly support the school and all they do. Toni’s lucky to be going there. 85% of their graduates sustain gainful employment, which they enjoy. Those are impressive statistics since only 35% of disabled adults who did not attend Cauldron Academy are employed. Those are pretty dismal numbers compared to the 75% employment rate of the non-disabled adult population.”
“I saw those statistics. They’re almost unbelievable,” Mrs. Gibson said as she heard Toni’s timer go off.
The two adults watched Toni shut down the computer game he was playing and then go over to his desk. Looking at his picture schedule, he turned around and smiled at his mom. He got his backpack and went up to Mom.
While Toni was asked and answered questions about how his morning had been going, two people entered the room. They stopped just inside the doorway, waiting silently until the discussion was done.
“Mrs. Gibson,” Principal Eriks said. “This is Dr. Parker. She is the admission director at Cauldron Academy.”
The adults all greeted each other, and then Dr. Parker got down on one knee in front of Toni, making her a smaller height than him.
“Hi, Toni. I’m Dr. Parker. Nice to meet you.”
Toni looked at the outstretched hand and then at Dr. Parker. He didn’t focus on her eyes. Instead, he looked at a point on her right cheek.
After a few moments of silence, Mrs. Gibson prompted, “Toni, shake Dr. Parker’s hand.”
“That’s okay if he doesn’t want to,” commented Dr. Parker.
Following the direction, Toni shook Dr. Parker’s hand and then hid behind his mother.
Smiling, Dr. Parker stood up, “Well, Toni, today I am going to take you on a magical adventure.”
With wide eyes, Toni peeked his head out from behind his mother, “Magic?”
“Yes, real magic.”
“Rainbows and unicorn magic,” Toni asked?
Mrs. Gibson and Miss Staple chuckled.
Dr. Parker just smiled and nodded, “You like rainbows?”
“Uh, huh.”
“Well then, let’s follow a rainbow to the magic door,” Dr. Parker wiggled her fingers toward the classroom door. A rainbow appeared on the floor, leading out of the room and down the hall. “To let the magic begin, follow the rainbow, but stop when you reach the cloud.”
Wide-eyed, Toni headed out of the room with Mom, Dr. Parker, and Principal Eriks following. The rainbow led them down the hallway, into the office, and entered the conference room. That is where Toni found an image of a cloud on the floor. Stopping on the cloud, Toni turned to look at the adults.
“Good job Toni,” Dr. Parker praised. “Now, what is your favorite color?”
Toni stood silently for a moment before saying, “Yellow.”
Dr. Parker wiggled her fingers again, and the whiteboard in the room disappeared. A bright yellow door appeared in its place. The door slowly opened on its own, revealing a spinning yellow disk with streaks of pink and blue.
“Cool,” Toni looked at the spinning disk and then Dr. Parker.
“We are now going through that doorway to a new school. A place called Cauldron Academy. That’s where I work. We’ll go to my office and then to a room where you can play with magically chosen toys. After playing for a bit, Teacher Susan will do some things with you before lunch. You’ll have lunch with one of the classes and then work with Teacher Susan some more. After the school work, you will get to play some more before you go home.”
Toni stared blankly at Dr. Parker.
“Hmmm, maybe this will help,” Dr. Parker wiggled her fingers on her right hand at the palm of her left. A paper appeared. “Here’s a picture schedule to see the rest of your school day.”
Toni looked over the schedule and then smiled up at Dr. Parker.
“Are you ready to follow the rainbow to my magical school?”
Looking at his mom, Toni saw her nodding her head. Toni turned back to Dr. Parker with his eyes dashing back and forth between her and the magical door.
“Tell you what, Toni,” Dr. Parker said. “I will go through first and wait for you on the other side. Principal Eriks will wait here in this room until the doorway disappears.”
Dr. Parker stepped into the doorway and disappeared behind the spinning colors.
Holding Mom’s hand, they stepped up to the spinning disk.
“Are you ready?” Mom asked Toni.
“Magic is real?”
“Yes, Munchkin. Magic is real. All the teachers at Cauldron Academy are magic users. They have invited you to attend their magical school, and today we get to visit the school for the first time. It’s far away. The portal is the only way to get there. All we do is step through that disk, and we will be at the new school.”
“Will it hurt?”
“I have only been through a portal twice,” Mom explained. “Back when I was in High School, a school for kids with magic hosted an event I attended. From what I remember, it doesn’t hurt to go through the portal.”
Mrs. Gibson looked down at Toni, “Ready.”
“I guess,” Toni took a deep breath and then stepped into the spinning disk of colors.
Reaching the other side, they found themselves in a large entryway. One wall was all glass with two doors that went outside. Toni looked out at the field and trees. He then turned and looked back at the portal he just came through. Letting go of his mom’s hand, Toni went back through the portal.
“Toni,” Mom called before following him.
Immediately after reaching the other side, Mrs. Gibson asked Toni why he had left. Unfortunately, Toni wasn’t responding to her.
“Look, it’s raining out,” Toni pointed at the window before going through the door again.
Mrs. Gibson quizzically looked at Principal Eriks.
“I was warned he might go back and forth a few times. That is why I was to stay here until the portal disappeared.”
“Okay,” Mrs. Gibson said before following Toni through the doorway.
“Look, Mom,” Toni stated as Mrs. Gibson arrived at Cauldron Academy. “It’s sunny outside. Not a cloud in the sky. The door really is magic. There’s magic Mom, real magic.”
“Yes, Munchkin. There are real magic users in the world. Dr. Parker is one, and the teachers here are all real magic users.”
Toni looked over at Dr. Parker, “Can I see more?”
“If you come to my school, you will see magic daily.”
“Can I go, Mom? Can I?”
“That is what we are here to figure out, Munchkin. Let’s get through this visit before we make any decisions.”
Toni slumped his shoulders, “Okay.”
“Let’s go to my office, and we can talk some,” Dr. Parker gestured for the two of them to follow her down a hallway.
Toni took his mother’s hand as she started to follow Dr. Parker. Before they left the entryway, Toni turned around and saw the magic door disappear.
After settling down on some chairs and a couch in the office, Dr. Parker started, “Before we start, I want you to understand that Toni has a place in this school. The entrance exam will not change that. It’s only designed to help us place him appropriately in the school. His attendance at this school is completely up to you Mrs. Gibson.”
“Thank You. I do have a few concerns.”
“I understand. Many new parents do. Hopefully, by the end of the day, you will feel completely comfortable with this transition. I will try to answer all your questions today,” Dr. Parker then turned to Toni. “And all your questions too.”
Toni smiled as he snuggled into his mom.
“Mrs. Gibson, have you had a chance to look through the paperwork I sent you?”
“Yes, my husband and I have read through everything and have signed most of the paperwork. However, I had questions about TSS and wanted to talk to you before signing that paperwork. I’m also confused about how Toni would get to school or how my husband and I would get here when needed?”
“Let’s start with the simple one. We’ll establish a portal in your house linked to the school. You can activate it with a button anytime during school hours or special after-school events.”
“What about this TSS? Why must we sign a release form for Toni to take the entrance exam? How dangerous is it for my baby to be here?”
Dr. Parker smiled, “TSS. True Self Syndrome is a side effect non-magical individuals, or nomags, can get after magic has been used on them. Not every individual gets TSS, but the spells we use on the children here tend to activate the syndrome more than other types of magic.”
Mrs. Gibson smiled weakly, “From what I read, children with disabilities are especially vulnerable to the syndrome.”
Dr. Parker looked over at Toni, who was digging a tablet out of his backpack, “Yes, they are, but most feel TSS is a small price to pay for the benefits our school provides. Over the last two hundred years, research has repeatedly shown that individuals with disabilities who contract TSS as a child tend to be happier as adults.”
Mrs. Gibson twisted her mouth around at that.
“Let me explain,” Dr. Parker continued. “True Self Syndrome is exactly what the name says. The person with the syndrome will be their true self and not feel any desire to put on a mask to fit in. Most kids with disabilities, especially those with Autism like Toni, feel pressured by society to wear a mask around others. Individuals with TSS don’t put those masks on. They feel it is more important to be themselves, and there is no long-term benefit from trying to be like everyone else.”
“Of course, I want Toni always to be himself and not give into peer pressure,” Mrs. Gibson ruffled Toni’s hair. “But . . .”
Dr. Parker smiled, “Adults with Autism often suffer from periods of Autistic burnout. These episodes can significantly impact their physical and emotional health. Skills regress and autistic traits become more prominent. Serious health problems can develop and last months to years. Individuals with TSS rarely reach a burnout state, and when they do, it has much less impact on their life than those without True Self Syndrome.”
Mrs. Gibson scrunched her eyebrows and tilted her head, “You make it sound like TSS is a positive for the children.”
Dr. Parker looked at Toni, “The children with disabilities often view it as a positive. It is a lot of work to mask who you are.”
“Then why do you make us sign paperwork to ensure we understand what TSS is and that any child attending the school has a high probability of developing the syndrome?”
Dr. Parker grimaced, “Not all parents are happy with how TSS impacts their child. They are concerned about image and feel their child's behaviors with True Self Syndrome make them stand out too much from the ‘norm’. Here at Cauldron Academy, we teach children it is okay to be themselves while also educating them about how others will interpret their behaviors. TSS causes the kids not to care about those differences. It does not, however, change the parents' views.”
“So,” Mrs. Gibson squeezed Toni, who was engrossed in a game on his tablet. “TSS removes a child’s desire to wear a mask and pretend to be ‘normal’.”
“Yeah, that about sums it up.”
“I’ve always wanted Toni to be proud of who he is. I try to teach him not to worry about what others think. It’s not easy, though,” Mrs. Gibson looked over at the packet of paperwork sticking out of her purse. “You can’t start the evaluation until I sign that TSS form, can you?”
“That is correct,” Dr. Parker confirmed. “The evaluation involves doing some magic to Toni, which will help us figure out his true skills and abilities. For us to do that, you have to give consent. The TSS form is a critical piece of that consent.”
“By giving consent for the evaluation, does that commit him to go here?”
“No,” Dr. Parker responded. “We will need your answer before you leave the campus, but not before we do the testing.”
“Will Toni get TSS just from the evaluation?”
“Possibly, but it is extremely rare for a child to have a life-long impact from just one day. You may see TSS symptoms for several months, but probably not longer.”
“My husband felt I should let the evaluation happen and hear you out before deciding. He has signed all the paperwork. If the evaluation has no long-term consequence, I guess Toni can do it,” Mrs. Gibson pulled out the forms and signed all the ones she hadn’t.
“Toni,” Dr. Parker stated.
“Aha,” Toni responded without looking up.
“I need to talk to you, and then you get to play in the magical playroom. Can you put the tablet away?”
Toni kept playing, but he did nod his head in agreement.
“Toni,” Mrs. Gibson prodded after not seeing him put away the tablet.
“It’s okay, Mrs. Gibson. Toni can have a moment to finish what he is doing.”
“Almost done,” Toni commented without looking up.
While the adults waited, Dr. Parker looked through the paperwork packet to ensure the various forms were all signed in the proper places.
After about two minutes, Toni turned his tablet off and stuffed it in his backpack.
“Okay,” Dr. Parker smiled at Toni and Mrs. Gibson. “It is important you both understand what’s about to happen. We are going into a special room, a magic room.”
Toni’s eyes widened.
“Toni is going to stand in a special circle. In there, the magic will swirl around Toni, encasing him in a ball of magic,” Dr. Parker turned and looked straight at Toni. “The room will determine a bunch of toys you would like to play with and put them on the shelves. It will also adjust your body to match your brain.”
Mrs. Gibson scrunched her eyes in confusion while Tony continued his expressionless look.
Dr. Parker elaborated, “Toni is twelve, but he is immature for his biological age. Toni, that means you still like little kid things that children your age typically don’t like anymore. There is nothing wrong with that. The magic ball will make your body match your brain, so you will probably be a few years younger than twelve when the ball goes away.”
“Will he stay young,” Mrs. Gibson asks?
“No. Before you leave the school, Toni’s physical body will be changed back,” Dr. Parker waited for Mrs. Gibson to relax a little before continuing. “Toni, there are things you know, things you’re learning, and things too hard for you. The ball of magic will make you only show what you have mastered or firmly know. You will no longer be able to do things you haven’t yet mastered. Is all of this okay with you?”
Toni nodded, and Mrs. Gibson verbally stated her agreement.
“Toni, you will play with the toys for a bit, and then Teacher Susan will come and do some lessons with you. Your Mom and I will be in the room next door while you play and work with Teacher Susan.”
“Magic toys?”
Dr. Parker smiled at Toni, “Not magic toys, just toys chosen for you with magic.”
“Okay,” Toni said with a smile. “Magic toys.”
“No, Toni,” Mrs. Gibson corrected.
Dr. Parker held up her hand, “I think he understands, or at least at a level he can process. He’s not the first to refer to toys that magically appear as ‘magic toys’. The name doesn’t matter as long as he accepts them when they appear.”
“I guess,” Mrs. Gibson responded. “But he isn’t a little kid. He’s twelve. He can understand this.”
“It’s okay. Let’s go into the exam room and get this all started. The longer we wait, the harder it will be on both of you,” Dr. Parker stood up and gestured toward a door on the other side of her office.
Entering the rectangular room, Toni looked around the all-white room. There was a long mirror along one of the walls, a half-circle table with two chairs like Miss Staple had in her classroom, and empty counter-height shelves across from the mirror. However, Toni focused on a rainbow-colored circle on the floor. He stood just outside the circle, looking into it.
“If I step into that, the magic will begin?”
“Yes, Toni,” Dr. Parker replied. “You step into the center of the circle, face the shelves, and say the magic words. Then the magic will begin. When the magic stops, you can play with the toys. Your mom and I will be right through this white door next to the circle. Later, Teacher Susan will come in that white door on the other side of the room.”
Without hesitation, Toni stepped in and faced the empty white shelves, “What are the magic words?”
Smiling, Dr. Parker said, “Magic begin.”
Toni stood tall with a huge smile, “Magic begin.”
Upon hearing the words, Dr. Parker secretly wiggled her fingers.
The colors of the rainbow shot up from the circle and started to bend until it was a spinning sphere surrounding Toni. The room's walls changed to include murals of unicorns, rainbows, and Disney characters.
When the toys started to arrive, Dr. Parker’s eyes went wide, “Mrs. Gibson, we need to go into the observation room and talk before the magic sphere finishes.”
Mrs. Gibson noticed a change in Dr. Parker’s tone and that her calm personality was now trying to speed things up.
“Is something wrong?”
In the observation room, with the door closed, Dr. Parker directed them to a table and chairs in front of a two-way mirror. Sitting down, they looked into the exam room, “We don’t have much time, and I have a lot to explain.”
Mrs. Gibson looked at the spinning sphere of colors, “Is Toni okay?”
Dr. Parker looked at the toys and the other changes happening to the room, “Yeah, but the magic is about to do something I don’t think any of us were expecting.”
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Mrs. Gibson was focused solely on the spinning sphere of colors engulfing her son. She repeated her question, “Is Toni okay?”
“I said the magic would reset your child’s body to align with their brain.”
Mrs. Gibson kept her eyes on the sphere, “I know Toni’s immature for his age. So, the magic will change him from twelve to, what, a nine-year-old? That’s about his developmental level, right?”
Dr. Parker looked at the toys magically appearing in the room, “Your child appears to be a little more immature than that, but there is a more urgent matter for us to discuss. The magic rebuilds the body to align with the brain. It takes all its cues from the child’s brain and gives them the body to match. For children with birth defects, it will give them the body the brain processes and views themselves as having. Children without limbs may suddenly find they have that limb.”
Mrs. Gibson turned and looked at Dr. Parker, “Really, that’s amazing.”
“The more dramatic the change to the body, the stronger the TSS effect is.”
“Toni doesn’t have any physical defects, so other than getting younger, there won’t be any significant changes,” Mrs. Gibson stated while looking for confirmation. However, the expression on Dr. Parker’s face put that into question. “What aren’t you telling me?”
“Mrs. Gibson, look at the changes the magic has made to prepare the room for your child. Those changes are all based upon who your child is in their brain.”
Looking through the two-way mirror into the examination room, Mrs. Gibson was confused. The shelves had turned a bright pink and the walls a light purple. Pictures of unicorns, rainbows, and Disney Princesses were on the walls. The toys were primarily dolls with all the accessories to play house. The Legos were pink and purple Duplos.
“Some very powerful magical spells were put on that circle. They help us access and interact with children who can’t communicate in conventional ways. People often believe that children with poor communication skills have low intelligence. Once we establish a means to interact with a child, perceptions change. The circle’s magic allows us to access what the child knows, feels, and perceives at their core. Who they believe themselves to be. A non-verbal child who understands language will come out of the sphere able to talk and tell us what they know.”
“So, what does that have to do with Toni? He knows how to talk already. And that doesn’t explain why it decorated the room for a little girl. Some of those toys are things I would get for a preschooler.”
“And some of those are for kids a little older, so I am guessing your child will come out maybe five or six years old. Those are ages when they like Preschooler toys and Little Kid toys.”
Mrs. Gibson was starting to get visibly frustrated as she looked between the toys, the spinning sphere, and Dr. Parker.
Looking into the examination room, Dr. Parker stated, “The magic sphere doesn’t know a child’s birth gender. It only knows the gender of the child based upon what is in the child’s mind.”
“But Toni is a boy!” Mrs. Gibson almost shouted. “He knows that. He has known that since he was a toddler.”’
“You taught your child that they were a boy. You trained them to act and play with the boys. In your child’s mind, however, they are a girl.”
“No,” Mrs. Gibson stared at the sphere. “No.”
“The magic sphere tells no lies, but it does tell us what the child cannot.”
Barely above a whisper, Mrs. Gibson said, “No.”
Dr. Parker looked at the sphere, “Did you have a girl's name picked out when your child was born,”
In a haze and without thinking, Mrs. Gibson responded, “Amanda Rose. I always liked the name Mandy and figured that was short for Amanda.”
Dr. Parker wiggled her fingers toward the spinning sphere, “Done. She’ll now know her girl's name is Amanda Rose, with a nickname of Mandy.”
This brought Mrs. Gibson out of her shock, “What? What did you just do?”
“I let your daughter know her name.”
“My daughter?”
The spinning sphere started to slow down and turn back into a column before the rainbow colors retreated into the circle on the floor. Standing in the middle of the circle was a girl who looked about six, with high pigtails tied with pink ribbons. She was wearing a flowery, frilly dress. The girl reminded Mrs. Gibson of pictures from her own childhood, back in first grade.
The little girl looked around the room, and their smile grew bigger the more she saw. When Mrs. Gibson was certain the smile couldn’t get any larger, the girl noticed her outfit. With a spin to make the dress flair out, the smile grew even more. Then the little girl went to a baby doll and picked it up to feed it a bottle.
Looking at Dr. Parker, “Toni is transgender?”
“No, your daughter Amanda has a birth defect. Well, at least she does when magic hasn’t transformed her. At the moment, she is 100% girl inside and out.”
“Amanda,” Mrs. Gibson looked through the two-way mirror at . . . her daughter. “Mandy?”
“Yes. That is Mandy in there playing Mommy with a dolly,” Dr. Parker smiled at the little girl playing. “I understand the nomag society has some strange views towards transgender individuals, but in the magic community, they are honored. They usually have a deeper understanding of people because they have experienced them from both genders. They can see things non-gender variant individuals can’t.”
“Is he . . . she going to remember this when he . . . she changes back?” Mrs. Gibson shook her head as she tried to process what she had just said. “This is confusing to get it all straight.”
“Yes, Amanda will fully remember everything that goes on today. Look at your child Mrs. Gibson. They have had all barriers lowered and behaviors not mastered stripped away. Amanda learned to be a boy for you, but being a girl in her brain meant she would never master that skill. Now you get to see her true self.”
“True Self Syndrome! Oh my god! He’s going to want to be a girl away from school. Isn’t he?”
“Sort of, but you have it backward. We have let Princess Amanda out of the castle tower, and she now knows she isn’t wrong for liking girl things. She isn’t going to put the effort any longer into pretending to be a boy. Getting her locked back into that tower might be impossible. But honestly, it would be a bad idea even to try. The psychological damage would be quite significant.”
“No, you did something to Toni. You are cruel for dressing a boy in girl clothes and hairstyle. How could you do that to a child?” Mrs. Gibson stood up and went into the examination room.
“Mommy,” Mandy said with glee. “The magic circle knew I liked all the girl toys and dresses. Isn’t it cool?”
“If you want, Munchkin, I can get Dr. Parker to make some boy toys for you to play with.”
“No, Mommy,” Mandy immediately responded while vigorously shaking her head. “These toys are much better.”
“Okay, Munchkin,” Mrs. Gibson stared as her child returned to feeding the baby doll.
Dr. Parker put her hand on Mrs. Gibson’s shoulder, “Let her play a little before Teacher Susan comes to test her. Come back into the other room.”
As the two adults left the room, Mandy put the baby in a doll stroller and wheeled her around, looking at the various toys. She stopped in front of the Disney Princess toys and sat down on the floor to play with them.
“Mrs. Gibson. There have only been two alterations to Amanda’s brain. The magic blocked all the brain pathways that led to learned skills, so we only see mastered skills. I added the two names, Amanda and Mandy, to her knowledge of self. Amanda still knows her name is Toni, but she also knows it is Amanda. If you want, We can have Teacher Susan ask your child which name she wants to be called. In fact, let’s do that.” Dr. Parker grabbed a tablet off a shelf and e-mailed Teacher Susan, “Okay, when Teacher Susan goes in, she will not assume gender or name. She’ll let your child establish that during their initial interactions.”
“Look at him,” Mrs. Gibson watched her child play. “He’s changing clothes on the princesses. That isn’t boy behavior. How could I not know that my baby was transgender?”
“Parents of children with disabilities will often make wrong assumptions when a child demonstrates cross-gender behaviors or interests. The parent will conclude the child doesn’t understand and needs more lessons on girl versus boy things. To make things even harder for the parent, children with disabilities can be less assertive than a child without disabilities. The child will question their beliefs because the adults repeatedly tell them what they believe is wrong.”
“So, I was brainwashing him into thinking he was a boy?”
“Amanda is only twelve, with a developmental level of maybe a six-year-old. You can’t go back and change the past, but you need to decide where you and your family go from here.”
The adults sat in silence as they watched Amanda play. About three minutes later, a woman entered the examination room and sat on the floor next to Mandy.
“Hi, I’m Teacher Susan. What’s your name?”
The response came with eyes still focused on the doll in hand, “I’m Mandy.”
“I see you have Ariel there,” Teacher Susan looked at Ariel in her dress and then down at the mermaid tail on the floor in front of Mandy. “Ariel has changed into a pretty dress.”
“Yeah, she gets to be a girl now.”
“How about you? Are you a girl, boy, or mermaid?”
Giggling, Mandy continued to fasten the velcro to secure the dress, “Your silly. I’m a girl.”
Teacher Susan wiggled her fingers toward the table, causing a tablet and stylist pen to appear. Then, the pen started to write things on the tablet. As Mandy answered different questions posed to her while she played with the Disney Princesses, the pen would write or tap away. After playing with the toys for a little bit, Teacher Susan got the two of them to sit down at the table. Mandy did different basic learning tasks with Ariel on the table beside them. Upon finishing a task, it would magically disappear. A moment later, stuff for the next task would appear.
“Why is the teacher testing things like the alphabet and numbers? Toni, or Mandy, is twelve. They know the alphabet and their numbers,” Mrs. Gibson questioned.
“The magic sphere stripped her knowledge down to what she had mastered. We need to figure out what Mandy has mastered. Just because she was previously able to do some things, that doesn’t mean she can still do them. According to her records, Mandy would lose a lot of skills each summer vacation. Children tend only to lose skills they had learned but not mastered. We’ve designed her day to tell us what academic, communication, motor, adaptive, and social skills Mandy has mastered. Some of the tests are more formal like she is doing now, but we evaluate others while she plays or interacts with people. The magic sphere gave us a starting point. From there, we have to figure out each kid's range of skills between the different developmental areas. Mandy can have some skills at or above a twelve-year-old level while having other skills down at a preschooler level or lower.
Dr. Parker and Mrs. Gibson watched and talked for half an hour. When Mandy stood up and started dancing a little while still doing the task, Mrs. Gibson immediately focused on her child.
“He . . . she has to go potty. Why isn’t Teacher Susan taking her to the bathroom?”
Dr. Parker calmly answered, “It is part of the evaluation. Is Mandy toilet trained?”
“Of course he is toilet trained,” Mrs. Gibson blurted out. “Toni hasn’t had an accident for years.”
“Remember, we are figuring out what is a learned skill versus a mastered skill. It is not uncommon for six-year-olds to still struggle with toileting issues. Especially autistic six-year-olds.”
Mrs. Gibson turned and looked at Dr. Parker, “But Toni is twelve.”
“Amanda is six with twelve years of experience. She isn’t six, and she isn’t twelve. We have learned that it is best to treat children at their social/emotional level, which for Amanda is six years old. That being said, we teach them what they are ready for. If Amanda can do something at a twelve-year-old level, then we will work on that skill at that level.”
“Do you magically transform the children when they are here? Is that how you teach them?”
“We will have nine years to teach Amanda. During her last year, we will not transform her. However, in the first few years, there are parts of every day when kids are offered an opportunity to transform. Some do it every chance they get, while others only choose to change occasionally. The more we teach them how to deal with their disability and life, the less the kids transform. They eventually realize they can be their true self without the transformation. Amanda’s issues, however, bring in a complication. I must follow the laws of the magical community. If she chooses to be female while at school, that will happen every time she goes through the portal to the school.”
“So, you will turn her into a six-year-old little girl every morning when she arrives at school?”
“No, she will be a girl at school but offered the opportunity to regress to her developmental level at special times throughout her school day. Then, when they graduate from our school, they’re given a magical gift. For the last thirty years, I have been here, 100% of transgender individuals have asked to be transformed into their true gender full-time.”
Mrs. Gibson looked into the examination room. The little girl in there obviously needed to go potty, but she continued to do the activity with Teacher Susan.
“I gotta go potty,” Mrs. Gibson finally heard the little girl say through the speaker.
Teacher Susan and Amanda left the room.
“I hope she makes it,” Mis Gibson said. “I never let it get that far with Toni.”
“How often do you tell Amanda to go to the bathroom?”
“Amanda? . . . Toni?”
“Here’s something that can help,” Dr. Parker added. “When discussing times your child is dressed as a boy, call them Toni. When they’re dressed as a girl, call them Amanda or Mandy. As you adjust to all of this, your brain will eventually be able to refer to their whole life using her girl names.”
“Yeah, that might be easier,” Mrs. Gibson gave a half smile. “Toni hasn’t had a potty accident since he was nine, but he still does the potty dance occasionally. I just tell him to go, and we have no issues.”
“When the magic stripped away the learned but not mastered skills, Amanda apparently lost some of her toileting skills. We teach the whole child, which includes toileting. In time we will figure out exactly where her skills are and advance them.”
“Back to potty training? I thought we were done with that.”
“That’s the thing Mrs. Gibson. If you were still telling your twelve-year-old to go to the bathroom, you weren’t done yet. You were just avoiding the accidents. We work to teach the child mastery of the skill, and don’t worry about accidents.”
“How can you not worry about accidents?”
“If a kid uses the toilet but still has accidents, we put them in training pants. If they are not using the toilet, we put them in diapers. Then we go about the day teaching them what they are ready to learn. No big deal.”
“Dr. Parker, you have such a laid-back attitude toward big gigantic issues; gender identity, potty training, and developmental delays. These dramatically impact the life of . . . Amanda and our family.”
“No, not really,” Dr. Parker smiled. “You and your society view them as big issues. To us here, they are just who Amanda is. It is no different than accepting the difference between someone with red hair versus black hair or someone who needs glasses compared to someone who doesn’t. Amanda is who she is. Our job is to guide her on her journey to be the best person she can be. When she is ready, we advance her skills as much as possible. Everyone will find things easier by joining her in her world instead of forcing her to always be in ours. In time we will merge her world with ours, so there will be an overlap. We’ll teach her how to spend time in both without undo stress. You have to understand, however, that no matter what we do, she will always need to spend more time in her world than ours.”
While Mrs. Gibson thought about that, Mandy and Teacher Susan returned to the examination room and went back to work.
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Mandy had lunch with a bunch of other six-year-olds. After playing with four- to eight-year-olds on the playground, Teacher Susan and Mandy headed back to the examination room.
“I can’t recall ever seeing . . . Mandy playing with other kids like that,” Mrs. Gibson told Dr. Parker as the video feed to the playground was turned off.
“Lunch and recess are times kids are offered an opportunity to regress to their developmental level each day. We have found that socialization is easier for children when their body matches their social/emotional level. Given time, kids can see past the physical image, but meeting them at their level during certain periods allow that to happen more naturally. As you saw, even with Autism, Mandy could socialize more on an equal level with the other kids. That is because she interacted with kids her size and developmental level as equals. She also got to be a girl out there at recess. She has never had that opportunity before.”
“You want me to shift my thinking and perceptions of my baby instantly. That’s not easy. To be honest, I’ve worked hard never to view Toni at his true developmental level. Since he was three, I’ve been told his toys and other things needed to be ‘age appropriate’ for his biological age, not his developmental level. Now you are telling me it was supposed to be the other way around.”
“Yeah,” Dr. Parker cringed. “Sorry, that is a major issue that nomags have wrong. It is one of the most important things we have to reverse in the families of our students. You have come to this conclusion faster than most parents do. It is the right conclusion, but the journey to change your ways only begins with this knowledge.”
Mrs. Gibson looked into the examination room as Mandy and Teacher Susan entered, “How am I supposed to do this? If she is a six-year-old girl on the inside, but a twelve-year-old on the outside, certain problems arise. If I buy the cutesy little girl clothes she probably wants, there is no way they will fit her. Do I buy her Fisher-Price Little People and sippy cups? What are people going to say?”
“Look at her, Mrs. Gibson. She is the little girl you see in there. It doesn’t matter what other people say. Her mental health and future success are directly linked to whether we let her be herself or not.”
“You’re probably right there, but this is going to be hard.”
“Yes, it will be,” Dr. Parker smiled weakly. “We’ll help where we can, but this is a personal journey that every parent of a child with disabilities must take.”
The two watched in silence as the evaluation continued. Mandy would do some work, play a little bit, and then do more work. Even during play, the magical pen would be marking stuff on the tablet.
“She’s just changing clothes on the doll. What could the magic pen be recording about that activity,” Mrs. Gibson asked?
“Throughout the day, she has put a few different outfits on the doll. The various outfits have included zippers, buttons, lacing, tying, buckles, and snaps. We have tested her ability to do and undo those fasteners. Fine motor skills are needed to get the outfits on and off. Teacher Susan has triggered conversation and asked questions to test vocabulary and communication skills.”
“All that just from playing with dolls, ingenious.”
“Everything she does gives us some level of information. She thinks she is just playing, but we are gathering lots of data. The toys in that room were all chosen to help with the testing. Even lunch and recess were part of the evaluation.”
“You haven’t asked me much about . . . Mandy’s abilities and weaknesses. All her previous evaluations always had me filling out extensive questionnaires.”
“Without magic helping to get everything we need, that would be necessary. We have found that asking a parent or former teacher what a child can do often leads to inaccurate information. By stripping away learned skills and testing various abilities, we get a fairly accurate representation of what they know. The hard part is getting as many life and social skills as possible. The meal at lunch was chosen to see her ability to use a fork, spoon, and knife. Drinking skills were tested at lunch with a regular cup, but she had juice boxes or cups with straws for snacks. We’ve given her enough liquids to determine her level of bladder control. We have determined her skill with time, measurement, and money in various ways. Some through play, others through direct testing, but some by telling her something will happen at a specific time and seeing if she knows when it’s coming.”
The two talked about what Mandy’s day at the school would be like. Then there was a discussion on how the program changes as she gets older and what is done to prepare children for transitioning out of the school at age twenty-one. By the time Mandy was done with the evaluation, Mrs. Gibson was finally ready to allow Mandy to attend Cauldron Academy.
“She has a few more minutes of promised play time before we go in there,” Dr. Parker said as she stood up and went to the two-way mirror. “I want to double-check to ensure you agree to everything we discussed.”
“I still can’t believe I said yes, but I can do this for my baby.”
“Your husband?”
“He was the one that thought enrolling . . . Mandy in this school was a good thing. He read through that TSS form twice before signing it. He always wants what is best for our kids. It will be a shock to him as it was to me, but he’ll agree I made the right decision. If he doesn’t, I’ll remind him that he signed that form against my recommendations.”
Dr. Parker held her hand up to her mouth, holding a chuckle back.
As the two of them entered the exam room, Dr. Parker nodded at Teacher Susan, who was at the door heading to the school's classroom wing. Teacher Susan nodded back and left the room.
“Time to go home, Munchkin.”
“Mommy! It’s really fun here. Can I come, please?”
“Yes, Munchkin. Yes.”
Mandy bounced up and down, flapping her hands.
Mrs. Gibson turned to Dr. Parker, “And that is the stimming behavior seen when excited. I don’t know how you pulled it off, but I don’t recall her stimming before now. Excitement involves jumping up and down with hand flapping, but when frustrated or upset, you get shrieking and hand flapping.”
“We have a lot of experience limiting the upset and frustrated state. Excitement, however, is not something we try to avoid.”
Once Mandy had calmed down, Dr. Parker approached her and got down on a knee, “Mandy, I need you to go back into the circle. It is time to turn your body back into a twelve-year-old.”
“No!!!!”
“You are coming back to this school, and you will get a chance to be little every day if you want to,” Dr. Parker explained. “But every day when you go home, you’ll have to turn back into the body you came to school in.”
Mandy looked down at her dress, “But, but . . .”
“Mommy has agreed to let you wear girl clothes at home. When you’re at school, you will always be a girl. Sometimes you will be a little girl, but at other times, you will be a big girl. Either way, you will be a girl whenever you come to school.”
“Really?” Mandy looked between Dr. Parker and Mom.
Mom smiled down at Mandy, nodding her head.
“Right now, I’ll make a deal with you,” Dr. Parker looked straight at Mandy, even though Mandy never made eye contact. “You get back into the circle to finish the evaluation today. I will have it leave you in a girl's body. You will keep that until you go through the portal to return to your house.”
“I like being a girl. No, I am a girl.”
“I know,” Dr. Parker said. “That’s why you’ll get a girl’s body when you go through the portal to this school. Your Mommy knows, too, so she has agreed to let you wear the clothes you want at home.”
“But I don’t have any girl clothes at home,” Mandy frowned and looked down at her dress.
“We can buy some,” Mom interjected. “And Dr. Parker has offered a gift. She will make some magical changes to your room, including some of your clothes.”
Mandy looked up at Mom and Dr. Parker, “Really?”
“Yup, but I need a crystal to make those changes. The only way I can get that crystal is for you to step back into the circle and finish the evaluation. Do you think you could do that for me, so I can make some changes to your room at home?”
Mandy nodded her head.
“Do you want me to change your dress into a big girl dress or just make that one bigger to fit you as a twelve-year-old?”
“This one? I can keep this dress?”
Dr. Parker nodded.
“I want to keep this one.”
Hand in hand, Dr. Parker and Mandy went over to the multicolor circle on the floor and stepped inside. Letting go of Mandy’s hand, Dr. Parker stepped out of the circle.
“One last question,” Dr. Parker smiled at the little girl who had a blank expression. “Hair like it is now, or like it was before?”
A smile spread on Mandy’s face, “Pigtails!”
“Okay, I will leave it long enough to keep in pigtails. Do you want them up high like they are or down lower like a twelve-year-old would usually wear?”
Mandy looked at Mom.
“It’s up to you, Munchkin,” Mom responded.
“I like them the way they are right now,” Mandy stated.
Dr. Parker twirled her index finger, “Gender, hair, and clothes shall stay the same, sizing up with the body. End the evaluation and deliver me Amanda Gibson’s data.”
Bringing her hand into a fist and then spreading all five fingers out in the direction of the circle, the colors on the circle shot up, encasing Mandy in a sphere. Ten seconds later, the spinning colors turned back into a column. Instead of retreating into the floor, it went above Mandy’s head and formed another sphere. It turned white and shrunk until it was a little bigger than a tennis ball. Then it floated down and landed in Dr. Parker’s waiting hand. It slowly changed shape, and a crystal was sitting in her hand when the light faded away.
Mandy had watched and was focused on the crystal, “What is it?”
“This crystal has all the information we learned today about you. It will help Hootie assist the teachers and school when they do magic on you. The spells will access the crystal and guide the magic to be specific to you.”
Mandy’s expression clearly showed confusion. Dr. Parker continued, “This way, when they cast a spell to make you little, you will turn into a six-year-old instead of a baby.”
“That’s good. I’m a big girl, not a baby,” Mandy responded. “Who is Hootie?”
“Hootie watches over the school. Let’s go meet him,” Dr. Parker gestured toward the door to her office.
Before leaving the circle, Mandy looked down at her dress and put her hands up to feel her pigtails. She spun around to let the dress twirl out. Then she went over to the two-way mirror and looked at herself in the mirror.
“She has never cared about clothes or hair before,” Mrs. Gibson commented.
“Setting Amanda free will change her in various ways,” Dr. Parker noted as she opened the door.
They went through the office and back to the entryway to the school. On the opposite wall to the glass doors going outside was a statue of an owl between two double doors leading down a hallway. They stopped in front of the statue.
“This is Hootie,” Dr. Parker gestured toward the statue. “Hootie, this is Amanda Gibson. She likes to be called Mandy.”
Suddenly the statue’s wings flapped, and it hooted twice, “Hi, Mandy. Welcome to Cauldron Academy.”
“It talked?” Mandy’s eyes went wide. “Is it real?”
“No,” Dr. Parker responded. “It is just a magical statue.”
“Do you have her crystal,” Hootie asked?
“I have it right here,” Dr. Parker held the crystal out for Hootie. “We will need a portal crystal and a trans room transformation crystal.”
Hootie’s wings spread out, and he hooted twice. The crystal in Dr. Parker’s hand floated up to the owl’s stomach. The wings wrapped around the crystal, causing it to be absorbed into the owl. The wings spread out again, and a small pink and a small green crystal came out of the owl’s stomach. They floated over and landed in Dr. Parker’s hand.
“Thank You, Hootie,” Dr. Parker said as she looked at the two crystals in her hand.
“You’re welcome. Always enjoyable to help you enroll a new student,” Hootie then turned its head and looked at Mandy. “Mandy, I look forward to watching you grow and learn here at the school.”
“Mommy, the magical statue talked to me. Isn’t that cool?” Mandy said while bouncing up and down, flapping her hands.
Hootie returned to his original state, and the group returned to Dr. Parker’s office.
“Mandy,” Dr. Parker asked. “Do you have any questions?”
“Can I learn how to do magic?”
“Sorry, Mandy, a non-magical being can not do magic. You’ll get to see magic every day, and occasionally, you’ll meet magical creatures. You might even go on a field trip to visit unicorns.”
Mandy’s eyes and smile went wide.
“Do I have to go in the bubble every time you let me be a little girl?”
“No, now that Hootie has your crystal, any teacher can instantly change you,” Dr. Parker wiggled her fingers at Mandy and said, “Little Time.”
Mandy was engulfed in light for one second and suddenly was six years old again. Looking at her tiny hands and legs so small her feet stuck out straight, she smiled.
Dr. Parker wiggled her fingers and said, “Change back.”
Mandy was again engulfed in light for one second, and she was back to being a twelve-year-old girl.
“I like the little me better,” Mandy complained.
“I know,” Dr. Parker commented. “That is why we give you time every day to be little if you want to.”
“I want to. I really do.”
Dr. Parker smiled, “Any other questions?”
Mandy sat there and thought for a moment, “Just one. Will my teacher be nice or a mean old witch?”
“Toni Gibson!!! Apologize,” Mom reprimanded.
“It’s okay. Little Kids and Autistic individuals are usually very blunt. I want Amanda free to ask any questions she wants,” Dr. Parker stated before turning back to Mandy. “You have already met your teacher. It will be Teacher Susan. We had someone else teach her lessons today so she could get to know you. What do you think? Is she nice or a mean old witch?”
Mandy giggled, “She’s super duper nice and really good at updating my picture schedules when we start something new. She zaps them, and they instantly change.”
“Okay, unless either of you has any other questions, I think we are done here,” Dr. Parker looked at the two before standing up. “Don’t forget your backpack Mandy.”
Mandy picked up her backpack and looked at it, “Mommy, can I get a girl backpack with Hello Kitty or a Unicorn on it? Ooooo, or Sofia the First!”
“I think we can do that . . . Mandy,” Mom went up and hugged Amanda.
Dr. Parker grabbed a small box off her desk, and the three returned to the entryway. Mandy was directed to go up and press one of the green-colored stones along a long wall.
Looking at the wall, Mandy saw many green stones sticking out. They were at different heights. Mandy found one at the height of her chest and pressed it. A portal opened up in its spot.
“That will take us to your house. Ready?”
“No,” Mandy grumbled.
“Come on, Mandy,” Mom took Mandy’s hand. “Remember, we have magic to do in your room.”
The two stepped through the portal, followed by Dr. Parker.
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The other side of the portal put them on the front steps to the Gibson house. When the portal disappeared, the front door appeared, and Mrs. Gibson unlocked it. Entering the house, the three went down to Mandy’s room.
The room was a typical boy’s bedroom. The bedspread was covered with dinosaurs, and the walls had spaceships. There were toys to go along with both of these themes, along with cars, trucks, and superheroes. The main colors throughout the room were dark greens, blues, and browns. Even the furniture had dark wood stains. For a little kid who liked rainbows and unicorns, there was nothing Dr. Parker could see showing that. Even typical boys Mandy’s age would have bright-colored stuffed animals or toys. There appeared to be an intentional motivation by someone to make sure the softer side of this child would not be seen.
Dr. Parker went over to the bed and put the box on it, “Amanda, this is a gift for you. When it’s combined with this small pink crystal, it will make changes to your room. Is there anything in this room you don’t want to be changed?”
“No,” Mandy firmly said without a moment of hesitation.
“Mrs. Gibson,” Dr. Parker said while looking straight at Mandy. “You and I will need to step out of the room and close the door before Mandy triggers the transformation.”
Mandy slowly opened the box, finding a simple gray stone. Pulling it out, she looked at all sides. There was a flat surface, and on the opposite side was an indentation. She felt around the spot. It didn’t feel any different than anywhere else on the stone.
“This goes in there,” Dr. Parker held the small pink crystal in her hand.
“I just put it in the hole?”
“Yup, it’s that simple. You need to do it and be the only one in the room when it happens. The magic will start when you put the crystal into the rock. Can I see the rock for a minute?”
Mandy exchanged the rock for the crystal.
“She likes rainbows, unicorns, Hello Kitty, and Disney Princesses, especially Sofia the First,” Dr. Parker said, twirling her index finger above the rock. “Her favorite colors are yellow and little girl pink.”
Mandy smiled and nodded her head up and down.
“Focus on her developmental level but have some stuff at biological age. Only change 50% of the clothes and toys,” Dr. Parker said before closing her hand and returning the rock to Mandy.
Mandy frowned at the 50% comment.
“Okay, Mrs. Gibson, we need to leave,” Dr. Parker said, heading for the door.
The two adults left the room and shut the door behind them. Mandy put the rock back on her bed and looked at the crystal in her hand before placing it into the rock. The pink crystal started to glow. A moment later, pink lights emerged from the crystal and swirled around Mandy like comets. Then they shot out in all directions, and everything they touched changed.
When Dr. Parker saw lights flashing under the doorway, she secretly wiggled her fingers and said in her head, “This little girl has been caged up too long. An extra few things will ease her pain. Add Stuffed animals and a doll house to match her heart.”
Mandy kept looking all around as thing after thing changed. She couldn’t recall the last time she was so happy. It only took a minute, but it felt much longer for Mandy.
When the light stopped flashing under the doorway, Dr. Parker counted to twenty and then opened the door, “So what do you think, Mandy?”
Mandy stood next to her pink bed with unicorns and rainbows. Her pillowcase had an image of Sofia the First. Several stuffed animals were on the bed and throughout the room. On the night stand was a Hello Kitty light and digital clock. Mandy kept slowly turning around in place, looking at everything. Half the superheroes had been turned into Barbies and baby dolls. Some of the spaceship toys were now My Little Pony figures. There were Polly Pockets and Fisher-Price Little People. The walls were a light pink with images of Disney Princesses hung on them. The curtains were light purple with hearts. All the furniture was now solid white. The dark blue rug had been changed to a light beige. In the closet were hanging bright-colored dresses and skirts. Under them, there were Disney Princess sneakers and black Mary-Jane shoes.
Mandy went over and looked at a two-story dollhouse before turning around to look at the adults. Her huge smile changed to lips squished together with her eyes scrunched down.
“What’s wrong, baby?” Mom started to approach Mandy but stopped when Mandy went storming to the other side of the room.
Mandy picked up the dinosaurs, not transformed into fuzzy cute woodland creatures. After looking around the room, she went over to her bed and threw the dinosaurs under it. Then she proceeded to do the same for all the other toys that were not changed.
Mrs. Gibson tried to stop her, but Dr. Parker insisted that Mandy had a right to do this.
Once none of her former toys were visible, Mandy focused on the boy's clothes. She headed for the closet first.
“Munchkin, don’t put them under the bed,” Mom commented. “Put them in a pile outside your door, and I will figure out what to do with them.”
So that is what Mandy did. Every piece of boy’s clothing was stripped from the room and dumped in the hallway. The drawers were opened and closed so fast that the adults barely saw what was inside them.
“That’s much better,” Mandy said as she re-entered the room after dumping the last boy's clothes in the hall. “Now it’s perfect.”
The three of them stood there looking around the room. There was no question now that this was a little girl’s bedroom, a very girly little girl.
“I like it, Dr. Parker,” Mandy said. “Thank You! Thank You! Thank You!”
While Mandy headed over to some Disney Princess Fisher-Price Little People, Mrs. Gibson opened the dresser's top drawer.
“Why are there both panties and disposable training pants in her underwear drawer?”
Mandy answered without turning away from her toys, “Teacher Susan says I need to wear the training pants on days I don’t make it to the potty on time.”
Dr. Parker magically made a tablet appear and tapped a few things before saying, “She did have one accident today. It must have been on her way to the bathroom. Otherwise, we would have noticed it.”
“So, did Teacher Susan put her in training pants today?” Mrs. Gibson looked at Dr. Parker.
“Yeah, I have one on right now, Mommy. See,” Mandy stood up and pulled her dress up to proudly show off her disposable training pants.
“Mandy,” Mrs. Gibson rushed over to her. “Girls do not lift their dresses and show people their panties.”
“But they’re not panties, Mommy,” Mandy countered. “There training pants. They’re like diapers but for big girls. They have stars on them that go away when wet. I have to try and keep the stars from going bye-bye.”
Mrs. Gibson got Mandy to lower the dress and go back to playing. Turning to Dr. Parker, “She’s twelve. She’s acting like she’s three.”
“Five- and six-year-old girls still do stuff like that, too,” Dr. Parker giggled. “My daughter, at her Kindergarten school concert, played with the hem of her dress while singing on stage. Everyone could see her panties. I was so embarrassed at the time, but everyone else just found it cute. I can laugh at it now, and it’s one of those precious little girl memories from her childhood. They grow out of that stage eventually. At the school, we still have to remind girls up to about a nine-year-old developmental level not to lift their skirts and dresses like that. Mandy’s only developmentally six.”
“But she has twelve years of experience. She should know better.”
Dr. Parker smiled, “Mandy hasn’t had twelve years of experience with proper girl behavior. Even if she had the training, she might still be doing stuff like that. We have found behavior like that is linked to developmental level. Don’t worry. She’ll learn.”
“Back to toilet training, ugg,” Mrs. Gibson looked at Mandy on the floor playing. “When Mandy and her little brother stopped having day and nighttime accidents three years ago, I thought we were done with diapers and training pants. She doesn’t even appear to care that she’s wearing them.”
“Older kids who need protection tend not to care about wearing it, as long as the adults around them aren’t giving them a hard time about being in them. They know they need them. It is us adults that look at age instead of need. It goes back to that ‘age-appropriate’ discussion we had earlier. It is better to focus on what is developmentally needed instead of deciding whether a kid should or shouldn’t have something based on age.”
The two adults watched Mandy play for a little bit before Dr. Parker asked, “Have you decided where you want to place the portal to the school?”
“You said it can go on any wall, right? What’s there will temporarily disappear while the portal is active?”
“Yes,” Dr. Parker confirmed.
“Mandy,” Mom went over to where she was playing. “We have one more thing to do. Then you can come back here and play. We have to decide where to put the portal you will use to go to school. Can you help me find the perfect spot?”
Mandy looked at Mommy and then back at Prince Charming and Snow White in their horse-drawn carriage going to the castle, “Okay, Mommy.”
Mandy got up and held Mommy’s hand. As they left the bedroom, “She hasn’t called me Mommy for a few years. I like it. Is that a side effect of the regression?”
“Most likely,” Dr. Parker followed them. “TSS impact is different for every kid. It could also just be part of Amanda’s personality that was not part of the Toni mask.”
When they reached the living room, Mrs. Gibson looked at a wall covered with pictures, “I think this would be the best spot. The kids know not to touch the stuff on this wall.”
“Okay, Mandy,” Dr. Parker got out the green crystal and held it out. “Hold this up against the wall where you want the button to be.”
Mandy took the crystal as instructed. Putting it on the wall, she held it there until it started to glow and melt into the wall. A moment later, a green stone like the ones at school emerged a little from the wall.
“Now, to camouflage it,” Dr. Parker thought momentarily before twirling her finger around. “Little girls in pretty dresses are picture perfect. Let’s see Amanda’s picture with the others.”
The green stone was turned into a picture of Mandy in her current dress, standing in a field of flowers.
“Cool,” Mandy shouted. “A picture of the real me is on the wall. Look, Mommy!”
“I see Munchkin. I see.”
Dr. Parker cast a spell to adjust the other pictures so Mandy’s new picture looked like it fit right in and had been there all along. Looking at Mrs. Gibson and Mandy, “Now, if you press the picture, it will open a portal to the school. I’ll test it to make sure it is working properly.”
Going up to the picture, Dr. Parker pressed it. A portal appeared, and she stepped through. A moment later, she re-appeared.
“The portal will stay open for one minute. If you want to close it sooner, just say, ‘Portal close,’ and it will go away.”
As soon as the portal disappeared, the pictures returned. Mandy went up to her picture and pressed it. Smiling at the portal, she said, “Portal close.”
“Look, Mommy! I did magic. We have magic in our house.”
Mom giggled, “Yes, Mandy. We certainly do, but you can only open the portal when it is time to go to school. Okay?”
“Yes, Mommy.”
Dr. Parker asked Mrs. Gibson, “Do you want me to portal you back to Mandy’s Elementary School to get your car?”
Mrs. Gibson thought for a moment, “No, I am not ready yet to go out in public with Mandy. I’m still adjusting to all of this and not ready for the questions that will arise. We’ll get it once my husband comes home.”
“Okay then,” Dr. Parker looked at Mrs. Gibson and Mandy. “I will be off. I look forward to working with the two of you. See you at school, Mandy.”
“Thanks, Dr. Parker,” Mrs. Gibson said. “Mandy, say by to Dr. Parker.”
Mandy waved and said, “Bye.”
As soon as Dr. Parker left through the portal, Mandy ran back to her bedroom.
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True Self Syndrome (TSS) By Teek |
James Gibson pulled into the driveway, noticing his wife’s car was not there. Entering the house, he was surprised to hear Toni playing in one of the bedrooms.
“Emma?” James called out.
“In the kitchen, James.”
Entering the kitchen, “Hi, honey. How’d it go today?”
“You should have been there.”
“Emma, we talked about this last night. I had an important meeting. Today was just another Special Education evaluation. Toni has gone through a bunch of those. We already know he is Autistic and has developmental and academic delays. We weren’t going to learn anything new from this evaluation. The school has an amazing reputation for meeting the needs of kids with disabilities. I didn’t need to visit the school to decide whether to send him there. I already knew I supported him attending.”
Emma closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and then went back to stirring the contents of the skillet.
James kissed his wife and went over to the fridge.
“Stay out of the fridge. I’m almost done making dinner.”
“Okay,” James closed the door and sat at the table. “How’d Toni like the school?”
“Your daughter loved Cauldron Academy,” Emma said while cooking the stir-fry on the stove.
James looked at his wife and thought for a moment before responding, “My daughter?”
“Like I said, James. You should have been there. The testing revealed something neither of us was expecting. Toni is transgender. We really have a six-year-old little girl named Amanda. I guess I finally have my Mandy.”
James glared at his wife, “Come on. No way. You pulled a good one this time, but there is no way you can keep this prank up if you’re looking at me.”
Emma turned around and looked straight at James, “Our daughter, Mandy, is in her bedroom playing. She looks really cute in her pigtails and frilly dress. If you don’t believe me, go look.”
“Yeah, right,” James said, looking his wife right in the eyes. She did look serious, but there was no way.
Emma turned back to the stove, “Go say hi to your daughter,”
James looked at his wife. After a moment of thought, he headed for the bedrooms. Outside of Toni’s room was a pile of clothes. That was unusual, but James has learned not to question such things in a house with two kids. When he turned the corner into Toni’s room, James froze.
“What in the world,” James looked around the little girl’s room. He didn’t recognize anything in the room, including the kid in pigtails and a dress. “Who are you?”
“Daddy,” Mandy got up from the floor and hugged Dad. “Isn’t my new room super duper?”
Looking down at the pigtailed girl hugging him, James had to admit it sounded like and hugged like Toni. Going down on his knees, James looked at the girl. It was Toni.
“Look, Daddy,” Mandy said, grabbing James’ hand and leading him to the doll house. “It has two stories. There’s a Mommy, Daddy, boy, and girl just like our family has.”
“Yeah . . . Munchkin. You . . . keep playing. I need to go talk to Mom.”
Mandy took the Mommy and Daddy dolls and moved them to the kitchen. With one in each hand, she said, “Blah, blah, blah.” Leaving them in the kitchen, she picked up the little girl doll. In the dollhouse’s girl's bedroom, she had the doll bouncing around, talking about how wonderful her room was.
James watched her play for a little bit before heading back to the kitchen.
“What was that?” James asked as he collapsed into a chair in the kitchen.
“Your baby girl,” Emma responded with a sly grin. “I told you. You should have been there today.”
“What happened?”
“Toni walked into a circle and was engulfed in a sphere of light designed to transform him into his true self based upon who he was in his brain. We were prepared for him to regress to his developmental level. I estimated I would see little nine-year-old Toni when the sphere disappeared. Instead, a six-year-old little girl stood there.”
“A what?”
“Our twelve-year-old Toni in his brain was a six-year-old little girl. A cute little thing. She looked a lot like I did at that age.”
“It was a trick,” James countered.
“No, it wasn’t. Admittedly, I thought the same thing. After watching the kid all day, I can assure you it was Toni, or should I say, Mandy.”
“He has never been very boyish,” James admitted. “But a girl? Transgender?”
“What was Mandy doing when you saw her in her room?”
“Playing with dolls in a dollhouse.”
“When Dr. Parker transformed that room, she only changed 50% of his clothes and toys. Mandy immediately stuffed all the remaining boy toys under the bed and was going to do the same with the clothes. I had her stack the clothes in the hall. She doesn’t want anything she views as boy things.”
“But those were his toys.”
“We let the little girl out of her cage, and she doesn’t want to go back in.”
James sat there in silence. After a few minutes, he said, “Transgender?”
“With the effects of TSS and what Cauldron Academy is going to do to Mandy every day, there is no way we will ever get her to wear boy clothes again,” Emma said as she got some plates out.
“TSS?” James' eyes went wide. “But . . . but . . .”
Emma turned and glared at James, “I believe someone said last night, ‘Don’t worry about it, Honey. There is nothing wrong with Toni showing his true self. We want our kids to grow up and be who they are, right?’ Well, don’t back away from that now, James. You signed that form without question. It is too late now to question that decision.”
James sat in silence as Emma set the table for three people.
Staring off into nothingness, James started talking, “Three years ago, when we decided to split the boys into two rooms, Toni was nine. We had decided it was time he got a big boy bedroom. Do you remember what his response to that was?”
“No,” Emma looked at her husband.
“He wanted it painted pink, and when we said no to that, he wanted a light purple. We voted that down too. How could we not see our boy was transgender?”
Emma kissed James, “I’ve been asking myself that all day. I think we did see it but didn’t want to admit that is what we saw. Before Mandy’s room was transformed, nothing in there even hinted at a six-year-old or a girl. Luke’s room has stuffed animals all over the place. There are lots of things, besides his toys, with bright colors. He even has some of his baby toys still. Why is it okay for Luke to have all that at age nine, but we took it away from Toni when he was nine? We’re not considering doing that to Luke, so why did we do it to Toni?”
“You’re right,” James frowned. “We made excuses, saying he was autistic and just didn’t understand. Yet, it seems that we were the ones who didn’t understand. Wait a minute. What do you mean Toni will never want to wear boy clothes again because of what Cauldron Academy will do?”
“Laws in the magical society are different from ours when it comes to transgender children. Every time he steps through the portal into the school, his body will be transformed into a girl.”
“What?”
“They feel it is cruel and unusual punishment to force a transgender individual to stay in a body that does not align with their mind. Every moment she is at school, Mandy will be in the physical body of a girl. Sometimes a girl of twelve, and other times a six-year-old.”
“I thought this regression was only for the evaluation, to determine Toni’s developmental level?”
“Nope, she’ll be offered a chance to regress at least once daily until her last year there. They don’t regress them during their last year, in preparation for the transition out of the school.”
“You turned down his position at the school? Right?”
“No. Mandy will be starting there either tomorrow or Monday. I haven’t decided that yet.”
“So, I had a son this morning and a daughter tonight? I’m just immediately to accept that Toni is dead and replaced with a six-year-old girl named Mandy?”
“If that helps you get through this, then yes. I’m choosing to view it differently. I don’t feel Toni has died. To me, he never existed. It doesn’t matter what anyone says or even how I feel. Amanda was born with a birth defect, and because of that, I mistreated her for twelve years,” Emma said on the verge of tears. “I will spend the rest of my life doing whatever I can to make up for those twelve years. My job as a parent is to support my baby, no matter what. I have failed at my job, and now I must repair the damage I did.”
James got up and hugged Emma. After a few minutes together, Emma asked James to get Mandy for dinner.
“What about Luke?”
“He is at Joey’s house. I didn’t know when I was getting back, so I figured a play date would be helpful.”
When James walked into . . . Mandy’s room, he was not ready for what he saw. Mandy was lying on her stomach, playing with some Polly Pocket toys. When she scooted back, the skirt on her dress moved, exposing her underwear. To James' surprise, it wasn’t underwear. It looked like a diaper.
“Emma,” James called out. “Could you come here, please?”
“What honey,” Emma asked, entering the room?
“Is Toni . . . Mandy wearing a diaper?”
“Technically,” Emma hedged. “They’re disposable training pants, not diapers.”
“Why is he . . . she wearing them?”
Emma smiled, “You know that TSS form you signed last night?”
“What does that have to do with our twelve-year-old wearing diapers.”
“As I told you, her developmental level is six-years-old. Think about it, James. How often do we need to prompt her to use the toilet? Today when they took away all her learned skills and left only her mastered skills, she had an accident. At Cauldron Academy, that means they wear training pants for the rest of the day. With TSS, we can expect a lot more accidents until she masters toilet training. If the school has that policy, I will be implementing the same thing here at home. So, you better get used to her wearing training pants.”
“But Toni hasn’t had an accident for what, three years?”
“Yes, Mandy has gotten pretty good at getting to the potty. But, every time she does the potty dance and doesn’t immediately go running off to the bathroom, she is showing us she’s not fully trained yet. If no one prompts her to go, she still, apparently, has accidents,” Emma stated, looking down at Mandy. “She only had one accident today, even though she drank a lot throughout the day. That would indicate that we probably won’t see a lot of accidents, but we’ll get them occasionally.”
“Are training pants really necessary then,” James asked? “If we just prompt . . . her, training pants aren’t needed.”
“Every time we prompt her to use the potty when doing the potty dance, Mandy has turned the control over to us. We need her to learn about her body and what different body signals mean. Not prompting her that much is a better way to go. When she was little, it would be three days back in training pants for every accident. The school, at this point, is only having her wear them for the rest of the day. After some time to think about it, it seems reasonable.”
James looked between his wife and . . . daughter.
“Come on, Mandy,” Mom said as she approached Amanda. “Time for dinner. Mandy, are your stars still there?”
Mandy stood up and confirmed the stars were still on her training pants. Then the three headed to the kitchen for dinner.
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Emma looked into the backseat at Mandy playing with a pop fidget toy, “James, why don’t you take Mandy home. I will get Luke. I’ll stop on the way home for some i-c-e-c-r-e-a-m therapy.”
“You know, spelling words out isn’t going to work much longer with Toni . . . or Mandy,” James commented as they pulled into the school parking lot.
“Yeah, she is getting better at spelling, but long words are still hard.”
Emma switched to her car, and James returned home with Mandy. On the short drive to pick up Luke, she tried to figure out the best way to break the news. She was still unsure how to do it, as she rang the doorbell of the Morris’ house.
Luke said goodbye to his best friend and went to the car with Mom, “Joey has the new Zaptrap game. It’s really hard, but we got up to level three.”
“That’s great, Luke,” Emma said as they got in the car.
“Mom, did you know magic exists?” Luke asked as he buckled his seat belt. “It really does. I got to see real magic today at school.”
Emma smiled, “Yes, Luke. I know that magic exists. How did you get to see magic at school? Did one of the teachers or a kid do a magic trick?”
“No, Mommy. I mean real magic, like wizards. Teacher said there are real witches and warlocks in the world. There are even magical creatures like unicorns, but no more dragons exist. All those stories about knights going on quests to kill dragons really happened. They killed off all the dragons. Isn’t that sad?”
“Yeah, really sad,” Mom agreed as they drove down the road.
“I got to feel magic today,” Luke continued. “Feel it pass right through me.”
“Interesting,” Mom’s curiosity was now piqued. “How did magic pass through you?”
“Our class was walking down the hall to go to Music. Just before we turned into the music room, a puffy white cloud floated down the hall toward the office. Coming out of it was a rainbow. It went right through our legs. We were actually walking through a rainbow, Mom. Then the rainbow fell onto the carpet, changing its color to match the rainbow. When we left music to go back to class, it was all gone. Mrs. Miller told us all about magical people and creatures. Witches and Warlocks are nice but tend to stay away from non-magical people.”
“Mrs. Miller is right,” Mom commented. “I met some nice witches and warlocks when I was in High School. Today I visited a school where all the teachers are magical.”
“What? Really? Can I go . . . wait a minute,” Luke looked at Mom. “Weren’t you and Toni visiting a new school today for him?”
“Yes, that is where we were today.”
“The school Toni will go to is full of witches and warlocks? Can I go?”
“Sorry, Sweetie, it is only for kids with disabilities.”
“That’s not fair,” Luke grumbled.
Mom chuckled, “Sorry, Luke. You get to do all sorts of things that Man . . . Toni doesn’t. This time he gets to do something you don’t.”
“Are we going to have to move? Mrs. Miller said no magical people are living around here. How can Toni go to a school full of magical people if there are none around here?”
“A nice witch named Mrs. Parker,” Mom said as they pulled into the parking lot of the ice-cream store. “Made a magical . . .”
“Sweet Ice? We’re going to Sweet Ice?” Luke screamed. “You didn’t tell me we’re going to Sweet Ice. Can I get a clown cone with Mint Chocolate Chip Ice Cream?”
“You can get whatever you want.”
After ordering and settling down in a booth, Mom watched Luke attack the bowl of ice-cream done up to look like a clown. After a few bites, “Luke . . . we need to talk.”
“We’re moving?”
“No, but . . . our life is going to change dramatically.”
“Because Toni’s going to that new school,” Luke asked between spoonful's?
“Sort of, but not really. The school's testing taught us something about Toni we didn’t know. Toni’s . . . Toni’s . . .” Mrs. Gibson found it extremely hard to continue.
“Mom, I already know Toni’s Autistic. So what?”
“Yeah, we all knew that before today. We didn’t know Toni is . . . is . . . transgender.”
“What’s transgetter?” Luke asked as he ate the cherry nose on the ice-cream clown.
“Trans-gender,” Mom said slowly. “It is a condition where a person is born in a body that does not match who they are in their brain. Toni has the body of a boy but the brain of a girl.”
Emma watched her little nine-year-old eat several spoonful's of ice-cream in silence. He didn’t even look up at Mom. He just stared into his bowl of ice-cream.
“That kinda makes sense,” Luke finally said, looking up at Mom.
“It does?”
“Yeah,” Luke put his spoon down and took a drink of water. “His favorite color is pink . . .”
“No,” Mom objected. “His favorite color is yellow.”
Luke chuckled, “No, it isn’t. It never has been. When we got our own rooms and Toni wanted a pink room, I taught him never to tell anyone his favorite color was pink. We picked another color he liked, and then we practiced him telling people his favorite color was yellow when someone asked.”
Mom quickly tried to process this, “You were six when the two of you got your own rooms.”
“Yeah,” Luke picked up the cone acting as the hat for the clown and took a bite out of it. “It was the first time I realized I understood the world better than he did. He was just a little kid, and I had to be his big-little brother and help him out.”
“Big-little brother?”
“I’m his little brother, but I’m like a big brother who has to help him. That makes me a Big-Little Brother.”
“You are one smart little boy, you know that,” Mom squeezed Luke’s hand resting on the table. “Your Dad and I didn’t figure out that you had passed M . . . Toni until a year after that.”
Luke smiled.
“Luke,” Mom squeezed his hand again. “Something happened today to teach Toni what the differences are between being a boy and being a girl. He will never again want to go back to pretending to be a boy.”
“So, he’s going to pretend he’s a girl now?”
“Not exactly. Toni is a girl. Behaving and dressing like a girl isn’t acting. It’s just being her true self.”
“Are you going to buy him dresses and girl toys?”
Emma scrunched her lips together, “Yes, but she already has a bunch of both. That’s part of why I brought you here for ice-cream before we went home.”
“You already went shopping?”
“No, Luke,” Mom hedged. “Magic changed half her toys and clothes to match her brain. It also made significant changes to her room. She now goes by the name Amanda or Mandy.”
“Magic? Did magic change things in our house? Cool!” Luke almost shouted.
“Not so loud, Luke,” Emma looked around to see if people were looking at them. A few had looked up from their tables for a moment but quickly went back to their own business. “You know how you said that you were the big-little brother? Well, today we found out how little Mandy is in her brain, what her true developmental level is.”
“What’s developmandal mean?”
“Develop-men-tal,” Mom said, breaking the word up a bit. “A person’s developmental level is where most of their skills are. You, like most people, have your developmental level match your age. Many kids with disabilities, however, have a lower developmental level than their age. That is why Mandy acts like a real little kid at times, because she still is one in her brain.”
“Toni’s what? Three or four years old in his brain?” Luke guessed. “Is that why he likes all the little kid toys in my room that I don’t play with anymore? He’s just a little baby?”
“Your sister is definitely not a baby, and I don’t ever want to hear you calling her that. She is also not three . . .”
“Sister?” Luke’s face got all contorted.
“If Toni is a girl in her brain, then she is your sister. You now have a sister named Amanda. She goes by Mandy. We don’t call her Toni or say he or him. She is a girl, so we use she and her.”
“Toni is really a girl now?” Luke’s face finally started to show comprehension of this strange knowledge.
“Yes, and because of that, we are going to call her Mandy, not Toni.”
Luke looked at his mom, “Is Mandy the same person as Toni?”
“Yes,” Mom hesitantly acknowledged. “Mostly. She has been hiding her girl side and now isn’t hiding it anymore. So, she is a little different than before. There was also something else today making Mandy a little different from Toni. She got something called TSS. It will make her forget how to do some things and only show skills she has mastered, not ones she is learning.”
“What is TSS?”
“TSS stands for True Self Syndrome,” Mom stated. “It is something non-magical people can get after magic is used on them.”
“Toni had magic used on him today?” Luke said in excitement.
“Yes, Mandy had a lot of powerful magic used on her today. For the testing today, she was magically transformed into the age of her developmental level, a little six-year-old. She was changed back into a twelve-year-old before leaving the school. Some other magic was done on her, too, making it impossible for her to show learned skills. She could only do skills she had mastered. That was also undone, but the effects will linger.”
Toni looked at Mom for a moment, “I thought her develop-mental level was younger than six. She always wants to play with the baby toys in my room that I don’t play with anymore.”
Mom looked at Luke with a questioning look, “You have toys in your room that you don’t play with? But a few weeks ago, I asked you if there were any toys in your room that we could give away to your little cousin, and you said no.”
“I couldn’t get rid of the toys that Toni loves the best. You won’t allow him to have them in his room, so I had to keep them. They are also the only way Toni plays with me. He comes in to play with the toys, and he will tolerate me playing alongside him and having some interaction. I like playing with Toni, even if he isn’t thrilled about playing with others. You know that Autism thing.”
“Things have changed, and I will now let Mandy have those toys. I bet she has a bunch of toys under her bed that you can have. We’ll have to do a toy swap either tonight or tomorrow,” Mom said before taking another spoonful of ice-cream.”
“What is . . . Mandy doing with toys under his . . . her bed?”
“When magic changed half of the toys in the room to ones appropriate to a girl her developmental level, Mandy put all the toys that didn’t change under her bed.”
Luke sat in silence as he finished the rest of his ice-cream.
“Ready to go home?” Mom asked as she dipped part of a napkin into a water glass and handed it to Luke. “Clean your face, Sweetie.”
Taking the wet napkin and wiping it all around his mouth, “You know, all of this is weird. It’s even weirder than magic being real.”
“I know, Sweetie, but it is our life now. Mandy is just a little girl who needs her Mommy, Daddy, and Big-Little Brother,” Mom pulled out her phone and showed Luke a picture of a girl playing with some dolls.
“Mandy?”
“Yup, your Autistic sister who needs you just as much as she did when she was pretending to be a boy.”
Luke swiped on the phone to see if there were other pictures. There were several, but then he came across one of a little six-year-old girl, “Who’s that?”
“That’s Mandy as a little girl,” Mom explained. “Magic transformed her into who she was in her brain, so that is who your sister is on the inside. She’s just a little girl who views love and play as the two most important things in the world. It’s our job to give her both. We’re not to judge or attempt to mold her into something she isn’t. We are to guide and protect her on the journey she faces. Do you think you can help me do that?”
Luke flipped through the pictures again, “I really am the big brother, aren’t I?”
Mom nodded her head with a weak smile.
“I guess I should meet my sister,” Luke said, standing up.
“That’s my boy. Come on,” Mom stood up and held out her hand.
As Luke walked into Mandy’s bedroom, it looked nothing like it did this morning. Standing just inside the doorway, he looked around at everything. The walls, carpet, and furniture had all changed colors. There were none of the previous toys or pictures on the walls. The sheets, pillowcases, and bedspread were very girlish. This was not Toni’s room, but it fit perfectly for a little girl.
Sitting down on the floor was a kid with their hair up in pigtails and wearing a dress. She was playing with some My Little Ponies and Fisher Price Little People figures. Luke went in and sat down on the bed, looking down at the girl on the floor. He sat there for a bit, just watching. One thing was the same. This person did not respond to others around them. This girl was in her own little world, just like Toni was when he played. After a few minutes, Luke got down on the floor next to his . . . sister and picked up the Prince Charming Little People character.
Walking the character over to the My Little Pony Mandy was playing with, Luke rocked Prince Charming back and forth and said, “That is a nice mane you have there. Is it soft?”
Mandy looked at Prince Charming and the person holding him, “Luke.”
“Hi . . . Mandy,” Luke smiled at his . . . sister. “I see a few things have changed since this morning.”
“Hootie went deep inside my brain and made everything just right for me.”
“Who’s Hootie?”
“Hootie is this wise old owl statue that runs the school. He can flap his wings, and he talks,” Mandy said with a huge smile.
“You talked to a statue? It moved? Are you sure it wasn’t a real owl?”
“Silly Luke,” Mandy shook her head back and forth. “Real owls don’t talk.”
“Oh, silly me,” Luke responded. “Of course, it wasn’t a real owl if it was talking.”
Mandy returned to playing, with Luke occasionally getting the Prince Charming toy to participate. After about fifteen minutes, he said bye to Mandy and left the room.
“Mom,” Luke said, walking into the living room. “He . . . she . . . that kid in there acts like Toni. She looks a lot like Toni, but her hair is much longer. Are you sure it’s Toni?”
“Yes, Sweetie. Magic grew the hair a little so she could have it up in pigtails.”
Luke looked at Dad and then back at Mom, “You didn’t go shopping? Magic changed everything in the room?”
Mom nodded to confirm.
“Mandy, huh,” Luke contorted his mouth around. “It’s much easier to call her that after seeing her. She doesn’t look like a boy in that dress and hairstyle.”
Dad shook his head, “She certainly doesn’t. If you watch her play, she also doesn’t play like a boy. I don’t know how I missed it all these years.”
“Have you done your homework,” Mom asked?
“Yeah,” Luke responded. “Joey’s mom made us sit at the kitchen table and do it while she was cooking dinner.”
“Then you can play a little before bed,” Dad said. “Unless you have any questions?”
“Is there a magical statue named Hootie?”
Mom chuckled, “Yes.”
“Cool!” Luke’s eyes went wide. “Mandy said the statue can flap its wings and talk. Does it really do those things?”
Mom nodded yes.
“You sure I can’t attend this school?”
“As I’ve said, it is only for kids with disabilities. You do not have a disability.”
“Fine,” Luke turned and headed down the hallway.
Dad laughed, “The boy loves magic. It must be killing him to have his . . . sister attend a magical school instead of him.”
Luke returned to Mandy’s room and sat on the floor next to her. He played alongside her, with occasional interaction. It was how Luke used to play with Toni and was finding Mandy to be the same. He could direct some things and get Mandy to respond, but he had learned how to push without reaching a point where Mandy would shriek or flap her hands. When Mandy crawled over to get a toy, Luke thought he saw something but assumed he was wrong. It made no sense that Mandy would be wearing diapers. Toni didn’t wear diapers, and if this was just Toni in girl clothes, then why would Mandy be in diapers?
After playing for about thirty minutes, Luke got bored playing with little kid toys, especially girl ones. He got up and went into his bedroom. Looking around, Luke started putting all the little kid toys on his bed. Looking at the stack of toys, he took several into Mandy’s room and put them on her bed. On his second trip, he found that some of the toys he had brought were now on the floor with Mandy. Smiling, Luke continued to bring in all the toys.
“Luke toys,” Mandy said after Luke had made a few trips.
“Yes, Mandy, but now they are your toys. I am giving them to you.”
“No,” Mandy responded. “Luke toys under my bed.”
Luke looked under the bed, “I can have these?”
“Luke toys under the bed. Mandy's toys on the bed.”
Taking that as permission to take the toys under the bed, Luke started going under there and getting them all out. When he was almost done, Mom entered Mandy’s room.
When Luke grabbed the last armful of dinosaurs and superheroes, Mom said, “Okay, you two, time to get ready for bed.”
As Luke left the room, Mrs. Gibson shut the door and went over to Mandy’s dresser. Getting Mandy’s bedtime routine picture schedule, Emma brought it over to Mandy and put it down in front of her. While Mandy adjusted to this transition, Mom opened the dresser drawer that used to have Toni’s pajamas in it. She found nighties and girl pajamas. Looking at Mandy, she pulled out one of each.
Emma asked Mandy, “Do you still have your stars?”
Mandy lifted the skirt on her dress and looked, “Yeah.”
“Good girl. You kept those dry all day. Which do you want to wear, Minnie Mouse PJs or a Frozen Nighty?”
Mandy looked at her ‘Get Ready for Bed’ routine and then up at Mom, holding up the two choices, “Minnie Mouse.”
Mom put the PJs on the floor next to the picture schedule. Emma then went to work clearing the bed of all the toys Luke had brought. It took Mandy a few minutes, but she started getting changed without prompting. She needed help getting out of the dress but managed the rest independently. Once in her PJs, Mandy looked at her schedule and then headed to the bathroom to brush her teeth.
Luke came into the bathroom shortly after Mandy started brushing. He quickly got to work on getting toothpaste on his toothbrush. When Mandy finished brushing and leaned over to spit into the sink, Luke could see that Mandy was indeed wearing a diaper. Being in the middle of brushing his teeth, he couldn’t say or ask anything. By the time he could, Mandy had already left the room. Finishing up, Luke left the bathroom and looked down at Mandy’s room and then the other direction toward the living room. He chose to go to the living room.
“Dad?” Luke asked as he plopped down on the couch. “Why is Mandy wearing a diaper?”
“Your mom will insist you call them training pants, not diapers,” Dad said. “She had an accident at school today, and at her new school, that means she wears training pants for the rest of the day.”
“Toni . . . Mandy wet her pants today? He . . . she doesn’t do that.”
“Yeah,” Dad slowly said. “As Mom pointed out to me, Toni still needs reminders to go potty. I remember you even telling him sometimes to go potty when he was doing the potty dance. The school doesn’t prompt him . . . Mandy. They feel that slows down a kid’s ability to master the skill, so they just put them in training pants if they have accidents. Mom has decided to do the same here at home with Mandy, so we are returning to training pants occasionally until she masters getting to the potty.”
Luke stared at Dad for several minutes, “Bobby in my class wears diapers.”
“There’s a kid in third grade who wears diapers?”
“Yeah, Bobby. Well, he’s not in my class, really. He’s in Toni’s class, but he comes to our class occasionally. He wears real baby diapers, not training pants,” Luke explained.
“There are lots of kids who take a long time to master toileting skills. You had accidents up to six years old, and Toni had them up to nine. Well, he . . . she still does have them,” Dad thought for a moment. “I guess it really is no big deal, just part of his . . . her disability. We’ll get through this. If Mandy is ever in training pants and you notice they need to be changed, just let Mom or me know.”
“Do I keep telling T . . . Mandy to go potty when he . . . she is doing the potty dance?”
Dad thought for a moment, “I guess not, kiddo. We should try his new school’s approach and see if it helps. Just be prepared. That might mean we have a few accidents. I hope they’re all pee accidents and no poop ones.”
“Oh gross,” Luke complained. “You mean she might poop her pants?”
“I hope not,” Dad looked down the hall and then back at Luke. “I hated changing your poopy diapers.”
“Daaaaaaaaadddddddddd!”
Dad giggled as he got up from the couch, “Come on, Luke, time for bed. Do you want to read Mandy her bedtime story, or do I get to do it tonight?”
As they headed down the hall, Luke thought before replying, “I’ll do it.”
“You’ve gotten so good at reading now that you’re in the third grade.”
When they entered Mandy’s bedroom, Mandy was sitting on her bed as Mom brushed her hair. Luke went over to the shelf with some books on it and stopped.
“Look, Mom,” Luke pointed at the shelf of books. “The magic even changed the books.”
Everyone looked over at the bookcase. There were now more picture books designed for preschoolers and little kids. Some were at Mandy’s second-grade reading level and a couple of chapter books. One book caught Luke’s eye, ‘5-minute Bedtime Stories.’ Grabbing that book, he went to the bed and sat beside Mandy.
“Ready for a bedtime story,” Luke asked?
Mandy grabbed the stuffed unicorn on her pillow and hugged it tight. Smiling at Luke, “Ready.”
Mom put Mandy’s hair into a ponytail and told her to get under the covers. As the parents went to the doorway, Luke opened the book and read the first story. Mandy was asleep before he finished.
Putting the book back on the shelf, Luke joined his parents. They all went down to Luke’s room.
“Did you brush your teeth,” Mom asked?
“Yup,” Luke showed her his teeth.
“Then into bed you go,” Dad smiled.
Luke crawled into bed and grabbed his stuffed monkey, “Mom, will Mandy ever grow up?”
“Yes, Sweetie. She’s just delayed with some of her skills. Most are about 50% behind her age. So, as a twelve-year-old, she’s more like a six-year-old. Hopefully, by the time she’s twenty, her development will reach that of a ten-year-old. But, like now, some skills will be higher, and some might be lower. Everyone learns at different rates, and kids with disabilities can have different skills advancing at very different rates. This new school is good at teaching kids with disabilities. They will get Mandy’s skills as high as they can by the time she turns 21, but even after that, her skills will still advance.”
“That’s good,” Luke got out with a yawn.
Mom and Dad kissed him on his forehead and headed for the doorway.
“Sleep tight, little one. Happy dreams,” Mom said as she turned the lights off.
When James and Emma settled on the couch to cuddle together, they talked about the testing Mandy went through today.
After about thirty minutes, Emma took a deep breath, “I guess I need to get up and go to the store.”
“What’s so important that you have to go out this late at night?”
“Having a girl requires a few things we don’t have, especially for hair care. She appears to like pigtails, and I don’t have the hair ties to pull that off. I should get some detangler, brushes for long hair, and some little girl necklaces and bracelets. Maybe some nail polish and lip gloss too.”
“Does that need to be done tonight? Toni never cared about his appearance.”
“One thing you will need to learn. Toni and Mandy may be the same person, but they will have different ways of approaching the world, even though they have the same autistic traits.”
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True Self Syndrome (TSS) By Teek |
After Mom went in and woke Luke up in the morning, he lay in bed working on waking up. Once he started to process the world around him, he heard Toni talking with Mom. He couldn’t figure out what they were talking about. There was some discussion about animals that made no sense. Mom wanted to know if Toni . . . Mandy wanted a pony or piggies. Was Mom going to buy animals for . . . Mandy? Where would they keep them?
Curiosity eventually overtook Luke. He got up and headed out to see what they were talking about. Finding them in the bathroom, Mom was braiding . . . Mandy’s hair into pigtails.
“Oh, piggies,” Luke rolled his eyes and shook his head back and forth. “Now, I get it. What’s a pony?”
Mom chuckled, “A pony is a ponytail, and piggies are pigtails. It is standard girl language. You’ll get used to it. Why don’t you go get dressed before breakfast.”
“Great,” Luke grumbled as he turned to go back to his room. “First, I have to get used to a sister, and now, I have to learn a whole new language.”
Mom and Mandy giggled.
As Luke got dressed, he thought it strange that Mandy was already dressed. Mom usually told Luke to get up and then went in to get Toni . . . Mandy up and going. Toni . . . Mandy was hard to wake up in the morning.
Sitting down to eat breakfast, Luke found a bowl of cereal with the milk jug next to the bowl. Toni’s . . . Mandy’s spot had nothing. Luke was halfway through his cereal when Mom and Mandy entered the kitchen.
“James,” Emma said. “Mandy and I are going to head out. Can you make sure Luke gets out to the bus on time? I’m not sure how long it will take to get Mandy settled into her new school and classroom.”
Luke looked at the clock, “But the bus doesn’t come for an hour. Why are you leaving now?”
“Mandy’s new school starts in about fifteen minutes. It starts earlier than yours. It’s far away in a different time zone.”
James smiled at Luke, “I think us guys can handle things here.”
“Wait. How is Toni,” Luke looked at the girl standing next to Mom. “Mandy, getting to school?”
“Watch this, Luke,” Mandy said with glee. She went over to her picture on the wall and pressed it.
Luke’s eyes widened as the picture wall transformed into a spinning yellow disk with swirls of pink and blue.
“Can I go too?” Luke asked as he stared at the spinning disk. “I want to see . . . Mandy’s school. Please? I’ll be good, and there is plenty of time before I have to be at school. Please?”
Emma looked at Luke and then at James, “He’s going to be bugging us every day until we say yes.”
Luke quickly darted to his room and returned with his shoes on, “Do I need a coat?”
“No, we’re never going outside,” Mom said.
Luke gave Mom a strange look.
“Come on,” Mom held her hand for Luke before looking at Mandy. “Go ahead, open the portal again.”
Smiling, Mandy pressed her picture again and stepped through the portal. Then Mom started for the portal.
“We just step through?”
“Yeah, Sweetie,” Mom smiled down at Luke. “Ready?”
Luke nodded his head and tightened his grip on Mom. When they reached the other side, Luke’s eyes widened as he looked around the school entryway. Noticing several kids and parents passing them, Luke turned around and saw the portal they went through disappear. Several portals were opening and closing shortly after someone came through the portal. Turning back around, he tried to find Mandy. She was over towards an entrance to a hallway. She was using her hand to tell Mom and Luke to come over to her.
“Mandy, we need to check in at the office to learn where your classroom is,” Mom said when she finally reached Mandy, who was slightly bouncing up and down.
“Hootie can help,” Mandy responded before turning around and facing the owl statue. “Hootie, where’s my classroom?”
Luke’s eyes almost popped out of his head as the statue spread its wings and hooted.
“Mandy Gibson,” Hootie said. “Nice of you to join us today. You are in Teacher Susan’s room. Let’s see, following the rainbow worked for you, so a rainbow it is.”
Luke saw a cloud rise from the floor before the statue. It hovered about six inches off the ground. A rainbow came out of the cloud as it floated around the corner and down the hallway. The colorful rainbow fell to the floor, marking the path to follow.”
“Thank you, Hootie,” Mrs. Gibson said before taking Luke’s hand and walking away. She stopped, however, when she saw Mandy wasn’t moving.
“Hootie,” Mandy asked. “Make me little, pleeeeeeeeeease.”
“Sorry, Mandy,” Hootie replied. “Only teachers can do that. I help them, but they need to do the magic.”
Frowning, Mandy complained, “That’s not fair. They shouldn’t restrict your magic.”
Hootie flapped his wings and hooted, “Thank You, little one. Have a good day, Mandy.”
“Bye, Hootie. I like you even if you can’t turn me little.”
Hootie smiled and then went back into the original pose.
“Come on, Mandy,” Mom said. “Let’s see where Teacher Susan’s room is.”
The three of them followed the rainbow. A lot of kids were heading down the hallway, going into different rooms. The little ones all had a mom or dad with them, but many of the older kids did not.
They were interrupted on their walk by a little girl in a pink and purple wheelchair, “Beep, Beep.”
“Melissa, speed limit inside, and you passed your classroom,” a woman behind them called out.
The little girl slowed her wheelchair and spun around, “But Mommy, there’s a rainbow. I have ta find out where the rainbow goes. There might be a pot of gold at the end!”
Melissa spun around again and continued to follow the rainbow.
As Melissa’s Mom passed Mrs. Gibson, Luke, and Mandy, she turned to them and said, “There is never a pot of gold at the end. You would think after going here for two years, she would learn that these things are just to get a kid from one place to another.”
With that, the lady smiled at the three and walked quickly down the hall to catch up with her daughter.
“A pot of gold would be cool,” Mandy commented.
They watched the girl in the wheelchair turn into a room and then quickly come back out, “No pot of gold. Just a cloud.”
As Melissa rolled back up the hall towards the group, she slowed down, “This your rainbow? One of you new to the school?”
“Today’s my first day,” Mandy responded.
“You’ll love it here,” Melissa smiled. “I don’t need magical paths to get me from place to place anymore, but sometimes I ask for one because I like them so much. My paths are usually little kittens, but sometimes I ask for unicorns.”
Mandy’s smile grew, “I love unicorns.”
“Come on, Melissa,” her mom said. “Let’s get you to class so I can get to work.”
“Bye,” Melissa waved at Mandy before speeding down the hall.
“Speed Limit inside Melissa,” her mom commented. “Slow down.”
When Mandy entered her new classroom, she went up to the cloud on the ground and hopped onto it. Then she turned to look at Mom and Luke before looking around the room. The classroom appeared a lot like her previous Special Education classroom. There were a few desks and tables, a reading area, a play area, and a spot for coats and backpacks. Two other kids were already in the room, along with Teacher Susan and another lady.
“Mandy,” Teacher Susan said as she approached the group. “So nice to see you at school today. I was wondering whose rainbow that was.”
“Can I go little? Pleeeeeeeeeease,” Mandy pleaded.
Teacher Susan looked over at the clock and then back at Mandy, “For a little bit, but when school starts, you have to go back to being twelve.” Twirling her finger around and then pointing it at Mandy, “Go Little.”
Mandy instantly turned into a six-year-old little girl. She wore the same outfit and hairstyle, just shrunken for her new age.
Luke’s eyes widened as he watched this transformation and the shrinking of one of the desks in the room, “Magic. Real . . . magic.”
Mom squeezed Luke’s hand, “I told you. Luke, meet your little sister, Amanda Rose Gibson.”
Mandy looked at her hands and then around the room. She smiled at Teacher Susan, “Tank You.”
Mandy then turned and went over to the shelves with toys on them.
“Wow,” Luke commented as he watched Mandy. “Real magic. She’s so little.”
“Why don’t you go over and explore the room with your sister,” Teacher Susan smiled at Luke.
Luke slowly headed over to Mandy.
“Here is Mandy’s backpack. It doesn’t have many school supplies in it. I still have to get her supplies from her previous school. The original plan was to have her continue there until the end of the week, but . . . well, I didn’t want to send her to school there as Mandy. Since there was no way she was going to pretend to be Toni, I figured starting here today made more sense.”
Teacher Susan looked at Emma and then over to Mandy and Luke, “That’s all okay. She will be fine today. Magic can supply anything she needs that she doesn’t have.”
Emma looked at her kids exploring the shelf of toys, “She’s usually so shy. I’ve never seen her go off exploring an unknown setting so quickly without me right there with . . . her. Is that due to the magic?”
“Sort of,” Teacher Susan explained. “By letting her be her true self and developmental age, it is easier for her not to be scared of the unknown. The younger a kid is, the less they worry about others judging them negatively. Over the years, Mandy has learned to be extremely cautious around others, for a big boy playing with little kid things is usually judged negatively. There are often more severe responses when a big boy plays with little girl things. With her regressed to her developmental age and proper gender, many of those worries of judgment are lifted.”
Just then, Mandy approached the two adults, “Toy button? Toy button?”
“Slow down, Mandy,” Teacher Susan got down to Mandy’s height. “Use your words and tell me what you want.”
Bouncing up and down, with a little hand flapping, “Where’s the toy button? Ellie at lunch yesterday say toy button. Where toy button?”
“The toy button is on the table next to my desk. You can go press it and get one toy.”
Luke came up and grabbed Mom’s hand as Mandy went over to the table next to the teacher’s desk. On one side of the table was a big purple button. Mandy looked at the button before looking over at Teacher Susan.
“Just press it,” Teacher Susan said.
“What does the button do,” Luke asked?
“Watch,” responded Teacher Susan.
Mandy closed her eyes and pressed the button with both hands. On the table next to the button appeared a toy castle. Grabbing the castle, Mandy returned to the adults, “Look, Mommy! Hootie got me a Little People Castle to play with.”
“That’s a toy of Cauldron Academy,” Teacher Susan explained. “Why don’t you go play with it in the toy area and see if you can find our classroom? Hootie might have even put a Little People figure in there of you.”
Mandy’s eyes and smile widened as she headed for the toy area.
“Did the owl statue really make the toy magically appear,” Luke asked?
“That is what all the kids say,” Teacher Susan said to Luke as she smiled and winked at him. “School magic like the toy button is done by Hootie the Owl. He reaches deep inside the kids to pick just the right toy for them to play with. If a kid thinks of a particular toy as they press the button, sometimes Hootie even gives them that toy. I bet your sister will want the castle a lot over the next few days. Why don’t you go see some of the cool things inside the toy castle? There really should be a Little Person in there that looks like your sister.”
Luke looked at Mandy and then his Mom before heading to the toy area of the classroom.
“How much does Hootie actually do?” Emma asked.
“Not much,” Teacher Susan admitted. “He guards the student’s crystals and links the magical things in the school to the student that activated the magical item. Beyond that, he has very little magic. But don’t tell the kids that. Since the school's founding, the kids have always thought Hootie had more power than he actually does. Even the children of the teachers believe that. There was a push to break this belief about a hundred years ago, but the kids wouldn’t believe the teachers when the truth was revealed.”
Emma looked over at her two kids and chuckled.
“Teacha, Teacha, she went little. Can I go little too?” A boy asked, coming up to Teacher Susan.
“Mica,” Teacher Susan responded. “Our new student over there is Mandy. Yeah, you can go little and play with her. Remember to share, and Little Time is over when instruction starts.”
“Yeah, Yeah. Have to go back to big boy for lessons. It’s no fun that way, but I know,” Mica rolled his eyes.
Teacher Susan twirled her finger and said, “Go Little.”
A moment later, Mica was transformed from a twelve-year-old to a kid of maybe four or five. He was now smaller than six-year-old Mandy.
After Mica had hurried off to the play area, Teacher Susan turned back to Emma, “He is why we had to put in that policy this year for our classroom. One day, he decided that he should only be learning four-year-old stuff if he was the size of a four-year-old. He wouldn’t let me teach him anything beyond letters, numbers to 10, colors, and shapes. Yet, he can read chapter books.”
“I had considered the positives of the magic on the kids,” Emma voiced as she looked over at the play area. “I didn’t think about how it might have negatives beyond True Self Syndrome.”
“Every kid is different, but when regressed to their true social and emotional level, they can be just as stubborn as any other kid that age. Mica has the youngest regressed age of the eleven- and twelve-year-olds in this room, but he’s not the only one who tries to manipulate things more when regressed. The longer they are here, the less they will change between the two ages. But, as I am sure Dr. Parker explained, True Self Syndrome causes them to behave more like their younger self than the mask they had developed for their older self.”
“Is it worth letting them go little if it causes these problems and side effects?”
Teacher Susan looked around the room before turning back to Mrs. Gibson, “Have you ever had to take on the responsibilities of your supervisor at work for a short period and afterward been thankful you could just go back to doing your job? Or, had to be both the mom and the dad while your husband was on a business trip?”
“Yeah,” Emma replied with a questioning look.
Teacher Susan smiled, “It was stressful. Wasn’t it? You felt like you couldn’t keep it up for long without negative consequences.”
Emma nodded, “Especially when James is gone on a business trip for a week. I’m always so grateful when he’s back.”
“These kids must deal with that stress level every day when people force them to ‘act their age’ instead of their social/emotional level. The longer they are pushed to put on that mask, the more stress damages the body. We eliminate that stress by teaching the kids to be themselves, both little and big. This allows us to teach them more. Mandy’s Autistic, so the stress in her would lead to Autistic Burnout. With Autistic kids, that often causes regression of skills far younger than their emotional level and they will suffer from a variety of health problems during a burnout. If we can teach her to live so she never faces burnout, her life will be much better.”
Emma looked at Mandy, Luke, and Mica, playing somewhat together in the play area. Turning to Teacher Susan, “I know you’re right. It’s hard to readjust my perceptions and dreams for my baby.”
“Mandy can progress her skills more and have a future with a wider array of possibilities if we teach her how to avoid burnout. You have to see her for who she is instead of the mask she learned to display to fit in with other twelve-year-olds.”
“I know. I reread all the paperwork last night and did some internet searches on True Self Syndrome. It will be a great positive for her. It is just us adults that have the hardest time adjusting.”
“Yup, that about sums it up. True Self Syndrome isn’t a problem for the child. They walk away with better self-esteem and understanding of themselves. They learn the importance of being oneself instead of what some societal norm may want. For them, it is the best course. Adults are the ones that have a hard time adjusting to their reality.”
While the adults talked briefly, several more children entered the room. Mrs. Gibson eventually called Luke over, said goodbye to Mandy, and left the room. As Luke and his mom walked down the hall, Luke was excitedly chatting about the magic they had seen.
About halfway down the hallway, Luke suddenly stopped his non-stop verbal explosion, “Mom, is that really Toni?”
Mrs. Gibson knelt in front of Luke, “Yes. A birth defect caused your dad and me to believe we had a boy. We named our baby Toni and raised a boy. Cauldron Academy showed us the error in our ways. In reality, we have had a girl for twelve years, who we had been trying to convince they were really a boy.”
Luke gave his mom a weird look.
“Look at it this way Luke. You’re a boy, right?”
“Definitely!” Luke responded, adamantly nodding his head up and down.
“What if Dad and I always treated you like a girl? What if we always dressed you in dresses and girl clothes? Constantly had your hair in braids, pigtails, or other girl fashions. What if we wouldn’t let you play with toys designed for boys?”
“Yuck!” Luke cringed. “That would be terrible.”
“Well,” Mom squeezed Luke’s hands. “We have been doing that to Mandy for twelve years by dressing and treating her as a boy. It is time we stop torturing her and started treating her like a girl.”
“Okay,” Luke processed all of this. “But is she six or twelve?”
Mom smiled and stood back up, and the two of them continued down the hall, “On the inside, she is six, but on the outside, she is twelve. When I describe you Luke, am I describing who you are on the outside or the inside: athletic, creative, super math student, and a sweet loving brother.”
The two of them were silent as they reached the school's entryway.
“You are describing me on the inside,” Luke admitted.
“So, I guess that means we better pay close attention to who Mandy is on the inside. It is much more important than what we see on the outside. The inside is her true self,” Mom said as she approached the wall of green stones and portals of kids coming to school. “Press that green stone, Luke.”
Luke looked at Mom before going up and pressing the green stone they were standing in front of.
“Hoot, Hoot,” Hootie loudly announced. “An unknown child is trying to open a portal. Please come to me for identification.”
Mrs. Gibson and Luke went up to Hootie.
“Hootie,” Emma said. “This is my youngest son, Luke. He is brother to Mandy Gibson.”
“Hoot, Hoot,” Hootie said with a flap of his wings. “This information has been added to Mandy’s data crystal. Thank you. The portal will now work for you, Luke.”
“Thanks, Hootie,” Luke said with a big smile.
Emma and Luke returned to the wall of green stones. When Luke pressed one of the green stones, a portal appeared before him.
“So,” Luke commented as he took Mom’s hand. “Six-year-old Mandy is Toni’s true self. Okay, that makes sense.”
“You’ve got it, Luke,” Mom said as they approached the portal. “Cauldron Academy made us all face reality by giving Mandy True Self Syndrome.”
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The Wishing Stone
By Teek © 2020 12 Chapter 152 pages (54,700 words) Story Tags: General Audience - Science Fiction - Magic - Memory Loss - Transgender - Fresh Start - Childhood - Diapers |
Summary: Making a wish on the Wishing Stone is a great honor. One that only ten people every hundred years gets to make. Many wishes throughout time have dramatically changed the life of the Wishee for the positive, but there are consequences to one's actions. When the youngest Wishee in history makes a life-altering wish, those around twelve-year-old Mikey must adjust to the changes.
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The Wishing Stone By Teek |
Summary: Making a wish on the Wishing Stone is a great honor. One that only ten people every hundred years gets to make. Many wishes throughout time have dramatically changed the life of the Wishee for the positive, but there are consequences to one's actions. When the youngest Wishee in history makes a life-altering wish, those around twelve-year-old Mikey must adjust to the changes.
Mike felt so uncomfortable standing on stage wearing a suit and tie. He looked out at the crowd. He could no longer deny that this really was going to happen. He was the youngest ever to get a chance to make a wish on the Wishing Stone. Being only twelve, many felt he shouldn’t be allowed the privilege. They believed no individual younger than eighteen should be given a wish. There were even those that say only people 30 and older should be allowed access to the stone. There was one fact, though, that was not disputed. Mike’s ID number was drawn in the lottery, and according to the law, that meant he was allowed the opportunity to make a wish.
“When this stone was found 300 years ago today in the Temple of the Gods,” World Leader Evans said to the crowd. “The world was divided by different countries, with competition and wars between them. The stone changed everything. Most believed it belonged to the world, not any one country. Within five years, there was world peace without one weapon fired to take possession of the stone. Some historians speculate a wish is what really brought us peace, but regardless, the World Government was formed, and we have been a united society for almost 300 years. The military was transformed into Protection Squads and Planetary Exploration. It did not take long for scientists to realize the strength of the Wishing Stone was decreasing with each wish. Limits were placed on its use. After years of debate, it was decided that every ten years, individuals ten and older would be put into a lottery, and the winner would be allowed one wish on the stone. On this 300th Anniversary, I have the honor of overseeing the first Pre-Teen making a wish.”
The crowd voiced positive and negative comments. Mike felt that some of them would probably prefer his death, rather than letting some kid waste a precious wish. Mike, however, was more scared of the stone than the crowd. From all that he had learned, a voiced wish was not always granted, but a Wishee was always given their wish. Some said the stone read the wisher’s mind, heart, and soul. It would reach inside the wisher and pull out the true desire. Most accounts from wish receivers appeared to say the stone was very good at granting True Wishes.
Mike knew his wish was strange, something only a very weird kid would want. There was no way he was going to tell anyone what he wanted, and fortunately, the law said the Wishee never had to reveal the desired wish. If it does come true, well, everyone will have to live with it whether they like it or not. Just like they had to live with Lucy’s wish 130 years ago. If it didn’t come true, he didn’t want people to use him as a way to prove kids shouldn’t be allowed to make wishes.
Mike smiled when he recalled Lucy’s wish. She was also a very controversial Wishee. She was a forty-two-year-old lady with an intellectual disability. Like Mike, many believed she shouldn’t be allowed to make a wish. But, the law was very clear. When a person’s ID number was drawn, they got to make a wish. Against protest, she made a wish. When she put her hand on the stone, she said loud and clear, “I wish I was smart.” That was not the wish granted. The stone read her heart and soul to determine her True Wish, a unicorn. About 50% of the horses in the world instantly turned into unicorns. There was even a rare species of horse that turned into alicorns, flying unicorns.
Years later, Lucy told people that since she was a little girl, she had always wanted to see a real unicorn. When she found out that she won a wish, her thoughts immediately went to those unicorns. Reporters had discovered that people had pressured her to wish for all sorts of things. Her parents and caregivers had told her to wish for a higher intellect. Lucy told the investigators that she wished to be smarter because that is what her Mom and Dad told her to do. The stone knew that was not her True Wish, so it didn’t grant that wish.
Since Lucy’s wish, the World Government created laws to prevent pressure on the individuals who win the wish. Nowadays, most people don’t believe pressure can have any influence, so few try. Well, few adults at least. Mike had several kids at school tell him what to wish for and what not to wish for. When Emery threatened Mike only to wish for what Emery wanted, Mike almost told a teacher. He didn’t, though, knowing it didn’t matter what the bully said. Mike figured he would only need to tell a grown-up if Emery tried to follow through with the “or else” after the wish.
As World Leader Evans prattled, Mike’s mind wondered. He remembered his family’s last trip to the fair when he got to ride a unicorn. Smiling at the memory, Mike realized that only happened because of someone like him who made a wish. Would the stone grant the wish he asks for, or would it ignore that and instead give him something else? Mike wasn’t sure what his True Wish was, but he certainly knew what he wanted it to be.
“Mike here is a sixth-grader at Diamond Lake Elementary School in Weetoon Province,” World Leader Evans rambled on. “He likes music and history classes. In his free time, he plays a mean game of Starball.”
The crowd applauded.
“May we have the Wishing Stone please,” World Leader Evans commanded.
Mike looked at the multi-colored sparkling stone coming out on a black pillow. He had always loved the way it sparkled in the light. When he was six, Mikey had made his own with glitter paint and a rock he had found in the backyard. Now he was inches away from the real thing. In fact, he was about to touch the real thing.
The excitement and World Leader Evans’ long speeches were getting to Mike. He mouthed to himself, “Focus Mike, the whole world is looking at you. Just a few more minutes, and this will all be over.”
“Ten people every one-hundred years get to make a wish,” World Leader Evans prattled on. “Mike here will go down in history. Quite an achievement for such a young person. Are you ready, Mike?”
Mike took a deep breath, “Yes, sir.”
“By the Freedom Accords, I must ask you one more time. Do you want to take this wish and live forever with the consequences?”
After a few wishes had not gone as the Wishee had wanted, Freedom Accords were created to allow someone to back out of the wish opportunity. This was the fourth time Mike had been asked this question.
Mike swallowed, “Yes, sir.”
“Then by the power granted upon me by the Wishing Stone Protocol of 2042, I hereby grant you one wish,” with that, World Leader Evans opened the locket around his neck and withdrew a bracelet. “Please hold out your hand.”
Mike held his right hand out, palm down, and World Leader Evans put the bracelet around Mike’s wrist, “Go ahead, Mike. Put your hand on the stone and make your wish.”
Mike looked at his wrist and the stone sitting on the pedestal between him and the World Leader. He couldn’t see the force field, but he had learned all about it in his research on the stone. The pillow the stone sat on contained a complex force field device protecting the stone. Only someone wearing the bracelet can pass through the force field. This prevented anyone from accidentally making a wish or trying to make one they didn’t earn.
Looking over at his parents and eight-year-old little sister, Mike smiled. Taking a deep breath, he put his hand out and held it just above the stone. Closing his eyes, he lowered his hand onto the stone.
Thousands of multi-colored stars erupted out of the stone, passing right through Mike’s hand like it wasn’t even there. They went above Mike and swirled around like the clouds of a hurricane. A second later, the stars went down, surrounding him from head to toe in a cylinder of swirling stars. All the audience could see were bright multi-colored lights pulsing around where Mike had been standing.
Everyone watching instantly started to panic. No living soul had seen the stone respond to a wish in this fashion. It had been almost two hundred years since the stone responded in this fashion. Back then, a bystander died when the stars finished their job and shot off in every direction, severing the building they had been in. It collapsed. Even though they were outside in a huge field, fear drove the response. In absolute terror, the audience ran as fast as they could away from the stage. The only exceptions were Mike’s family and the World Leader with his protection squad.
The World Leader was quickly escorted into a bunker next to the stage, putting him at least 12 feet below Mike. Mike’s family got down on the ground. Dad allowed them to look up but not lift their heads or body. Being only about six feet below Mike, he hoped they would be safe.
As the stars engulfed Mike, he felt his body tingling, from inside his heart to the end of every hair. He started to float up into the air as the arms stretched out to the side. His mind went all hazy. For five minutes, the stars swirled around, encompassing him in a tube. Then, they changed formation to look like a spiraling Galaxy around the waist. A second later, they shot out along the horizon in every direction. As the body lowered to the ground, consciousness returned. A female voice said, “All Wishes Granted.”
Those closest to the stage looked up when they heard the sound of the Wishing Stone bracelet hitting the wooden stage. Then there were gasps and Mom shouting out, “My Baby!”
“Medic,” World Leader Evans shouted out as he came up from the hole and saw . . . the individual standing on stage.
Out of the bunker came two medics charging up on stage to the lone individual standing in a daze.
“Do you know your name,” a medic asked?
“Milly,” the little girl on stage answered. She scrunched her eyes together and shook her head back and forth, trying to clear her thinking.
“I’m Milly,” she said with more confidence.
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The Wishing Stone By Teek |
Summary: Making a wish on the Wishing Stone is a great honor. One that only ten people every hundred years gets to make. Many wishes throughout time have dramatically changed the life of the Wishee for the positive, but there are consequences to one's actions. When the youngest Wishee in history makes a life-altering wish, those around twelve-year-old Mikey must adjust to the changes.
Chapter Summary: Twelve-year-old Mikey is now Milly. What did the wish magic do? Everyone soon learns there is more to this wish than just the girl in pigtails in front of them.
“Milly,” the medic continued. “Can you follow my finger?”
Milly looked down at one of the medics that put a medical sensor on her arm, just below her pink dress's puffy short sleeve.
“Look at me Milly,” the first medic said. “Look at my finger.”
Milly looked at the medic and followed the finger.
“My Baby! What happened to my baby?” Milly heard her mom scream out as she approached in a run.
“Mommy,” Milly turned and stretched out her arms. She tried to move towards her Mom, but the Medics held her in place.
When Mom reached her, Milly was embraced in a big hug.
“What has happened to my baby,” Marsha asked.
“Congratulations, it’s a girl,” one of the medics said after a quick look at his tablet. “Milly here is now seven years old.”
“What?” Marsha asked without stopping the hug.
“Mam, I do not know what Mike wished for, but the wish has turned him into a seven-year-old girl.”
Marsha looked at Milly and then at the medic, “Is he . . . she okay?”
“The scans show everything is considered normal.”
“Can we go home now Mommy,” Milly asked? “I’m tired.”
Marsha looked at the medic and then at World Leader Evans, who was now standing beside them.
“Well, this is unexpected. A gender-switching wish combined with a regression wish. I would never have expected that out of a kid. Must have wished to be a little girl . . . hmm, wonder if it was his intention . . . ”
“Stop speculating and tell me what happened to my son!”
“Mrs. Soffin,” World Leader Evans said calmly. “You saw the same thing we all saw. The only explanation is that your transgender son wished to be a little girl.”
“But my son wasn’t transgender,” Mrs. Soffin said as she started to think. Could the world leader have been right? Could Mike have been a transgender girl?
“As for the young girl’s question,” World Leader Evans continued. “Considering the circumstances, it might be a good idea. As long as the medics approve it, I am okay with you going home. She doesn’t look like she is ready for the press. They can’t interview her for eight years, but that never stops them from throwing a bunch of questions out.”
“Eight?” Mrs. Soffin questioned, “I thought the law said three years after the wish unless the Wishee initiates the interview.”
“The law says three years, or age fifteen, whichever is later. With her now being seven, it will be eight years before she reaches the age of inquiry. Until now, no Wishee has been young enough to trigger the Child Clause in the law. Even at twelve-years-old, the Child Clause didn’t apply since he’d turn fifteen in less than three years. Now . . . Well, when you leave, I will remind the press of the Child Clause in the law.”
“Is she okay to go home,” Marsha asked the medic?
“The Emergency Medic scanners say all of her readings are within the normal range when compared to her medical records. I see no reason why she can’t go home.”
“Normal? Her medical records should say she is a twelve-year-old boy. They can’t consider this,” Mrs. Soffin said, gesturing at Milly. “Normal!”
The medic turned his tablet towards Mrs. Soffin to show her the screen.
“Melissa Louise Soffin (Milly), female, 7-5 years old, 2nd Grader at Diamond Lake Elementary School,” Marsha read off the screen. She then looked up at World Leader Evans with a quizzical look.
“Transformational wishes have been known to change the Wishee’s past, including things like medical and school records. It often changes material things to go along with the main wish. You may find Mike’s room at home is now a little girl’s room. From what we know, only the memories of the Wishee are changed, so don’t expect anyone to remember Milly. They expect them to have her in their records. I would guess that Milly's artwork is hanging up in her classroom and at your house. No one knows how the magic works. That is why after 300 years, we still call it ‘magic’.”
“Mommy,” Sarah said as she came up to them with Dad. “Where’s Mikey?”
Milly escaped Mom’s embrace and ran up to Sarah, giving her a big hug, “Sarah!”
Sarah looked down at the girl with high curly pigtails, wearing a pink party dress, “Who are you?”
“Silly Sarah, I’m Milly,” Milly said without letting go of the hug.
“Milly! No. How? What?” Sarah looked down at the little girl and then over to Mom and up to Dad.
“Sarah,” Mom tried to explain. “Mikey wished to be a little girl, so now instead of being the little sister, you are the big sister. Your little sister’s name is Milly.”
Mom forced a smile, hoping the eight-year-old would accept the new reality. Sarah looked at Mom with a strange look, then down at the girl, hugging her, and then up to Dad.
“Sarah,” Dad tried to explain. “I didn’t know Mikey wanted to be a little girl, but you saw the same thing I did. The colorful stars swirled around Mikey, and when they left, this little girl was in his place. She seems to know us, so it does appear that your brother wished to be a girl,” Dad replied to Sarah’s inquiring face.
Sarah moved Milly to an arm’s length and looked at her real close. Milly smiled.
“She has Mikey’s eyes,” Sarah said as she bounced one of Milly’s curly pigtails. Smiling, “Pigtails tied off with ribbons and bows. Just the way . . .”
“Sissy,” Milly asked? “Who’s Mikey?”
“She doesn’t know,” Dad inquired to no one in particular?
World Leader Evans replied, “Transformational Wishees usually remember their past. Some report it like remembering a dream. No regressive wish has ever brought a Whishee to such a young age. Maybe that is impacting her ability to recall her previous life.”
Dad got down on his knees and took Milly’s hands, “Milly, you used to be a boy named Mikey, but with some magic, you are now a girl named Milly.”
Milly looked at Dad and then at Sarah, who was nodding her head. Milly broke out into a giggle fit, “That is funny, Daddy. Next, you’re going to say that Mikey was old.”
“He was twelve,” Sarah said.
“That’s really ooooooolllllllld,” Milly exclaimed.
Everyone else laughed or giggled at Milly’s comment, but attention was quickly drawn to the noise from the crowd, starting to make their way back towards the stage.
World Leader Evans picked up the bracelet that had fallen off Milly’s small wrist and put it back into the locket around his neck.
“The Fairy Godmother did say, ‘All Wishes Granted’,” Milly stated. “Is that what she was talking about? Did she turn me back into Princess Milly? It was nice of her to lift the curse that an evil witch had put on me, turning me into a boy.”
“What is she talking about,” Marsha asked?
World Leader Evans replied, “The Wishee usually hears a voice say ‘Wish Granted’ so that is probably her Fairy Godmother. The only curious thing is she said, ‘All Wishes Granted’. No other Wishee reported that. The stone only grant’s one wish at a time, so . . . ”
“We have to get out of here,” Marsha said to World Leader Evans as people were getting close enough to the stage to hear the conversation.
“Lisa,” World Leader Evans called out.
A lady in a uniform was quickly standing next to the World Leader, “Yes, Sir?”
“Get them home safe with my protection squad. The back-up crew can cover me and get me to the World Leader Residence when I’m done here.”
“Yes, sir,” Lisa said with a salute. Tapping something on her wrist, “A team on Wishee. B team on Leader.”
Turning to Mr. and Mrs. Soffin, “Is it just the four of you?”
Marsha replied, “Yes.”
“Okay, Soffin family. Let’s go before those reporters realize I am whisking you away from here. Follow me to the limo.” As they started away, she tapped the device on her wrist again, “Jackson and Tame, get the Wishee’s transport to their house.”
Marsha held Milly’s hand as they followed Lisa to the Limo, and Gregg had Sarah’s.
“It’s a blue Stella-vee parked in reserved parking,” Gregg said. “Do I need to go with him so he can get into the transport?”
“World Leader Protection Squad has full access to everything. He’ll get it back to your house. Don’t worry,” Lisa stated. “Right now, just worry about your family. Let my team and me worry about everything else.”
When they reached the limo, Lisa went into the trunk and took out two child booster seats. She handed one to Sarah and set up the other for Milly.
“Up you go,” Lisa said as Milly and Mrs. Soffin entered the Limo.
Milly sat down, and mom turned the dial on the seat to Big Kid Restraints.
>>Seat set to Big Kid restraints. Child restrained.<< the seat announced.
Sarah set her dial and pressed the button as she sat down. Her seat said, >>Seat set to Big Kid restraints. Child restrained.<<
By the time the limo took off, Milly was asleep. Her seat said, >>Restraints set to sleeping child.<<
“Mommy, is she really Milly?” Sarah looked at the sleeping girl.
“She definitely is your little sister now, Sarah,” Mom said, forcing a smile.
“Really,” Sarah said, looking from Mom to Milly. “Zara is going to be so jealous. We both wanted baby sisters, but I actually got one. I’ll be the bestest big sister there ever was.”
Mom chuckled, “She is probably going to need a lot of help. This morning she was a twelve-year-old boy. No one has taught her how to be a proper young lady.”
“Oh, she knows how to be one of those Mommy,” Sarah declared. “She’ll be a great little girl. Mikey taught me how to do tea parties, how to be a proper princess, how to pick up things off the floor without my panties showing, and how to redo my hair ties all by myself.”
“I never thought about it that way,” Gregg commented. “I always thought he was just being nice to his little sister by playing dolls and princess with her. I guess it was more than just a nice big brother.”
“How could we have missed that he wanted to be a girl,” Marsha asked?
“He must have been petrified of the changes puberty was doing to his body,” Gregg commented.
“I wonder why he wished to go back to a little girl?” Marsha pondered out loud.
“That’s easy,” Sarah declared. “Mikey always told me I was very lucky because I got to be a little girl, playing princess and being told how cute I was by everyone when I wore a pretty dress. He knew the bestest thing in the world was being a Little Girl. If Milly were twelve, she wouldn’t get to play dollies, wear fancy party dresses, or wear pigtails with ribbons and bows. The girls in Mikey’s class never wear their hair in high pigtails tied off with ribbons and bows. He said that was a special treat just for little girls. Doesn’t Milly look so cute in them? Milly always . . . ”
Sarah went silent as she looked at Milly sleeping. A huge smile grew on her face.
Smiling at Sarah, Marsh looked over to her husband, “Sounds like Milly has been part of our family for a long time. We just didn’t see her. It sounds like Milly might be more girly than Sarah.”
“Great,” Dad rolled his eyes. “I am doomed. Being the only boy in the house, I don’t stand a chance.”
“Nope, Daddy. Girls rule!” Sarah tilted her head, smiled, and blinked her eyes.
Lisa let out a slight chuckle at that.
Dad gestured his hand towards Sara, “You see what I am up against?”
“Little girls do have magical powers over Daddies. Don’t worry, dear. If you surrender now, you will be spared a long and painful death.”
“Unlikely, but at least they give good hugs and kisses,” Gregg said, looking out the window at the house they were approaching. “Where are we? This isn’t our house.”
“What do you mean,” Lisa said, looking down at the computer display in the limo. “This limo uses the government location network. Look here. The system clearly states that this is the Soffin residence in Diamond Lake. Gregg and Marsha Soffin, with children Sarah and Melissa.”
“That sounds like us,” Marsha stated.
As the limo came to a stop on the Rooftop landing zone, Milly woke up. Looking around, she promptly declared, “We’re home!”
“Looks like Milly recognizes the place,” Lisa said. “If you guys don’t, it must be part of her wish. There is a simple way to find out. The home won’t let you in if it isn’t your house.”
“Good point,” Marsha said as she released Milly from the child seat restraints.
Milly jumped down, opened the limo door, and ran for the house entrance.
“Wait, Milly,” Mom yelled out. “We aren’t even sure if this is our . . .”
“I have her Mommy,” Sara followed her sister.
Running up to the door, it automatically opened. Milly ran into the house and headed for her room. Sarah was right behind her.
Milly grabbed her dolly off the bed, “Oh Susie, I really missed you. That was mean of Mommy saying I couldn’t take you. We got to ride in a limo. Yeah, I know, just like a real princess. Wish I had my princess hat on for the ride.”
“But you did have a princess dress on,” Sarah said as she entered the room.
Milly looked down at her pink, little girl party dress with a ribbon around her high waist, tied off in a bow on her back, “It is the bestest Princess dress ever.”
Sarah looked around the room. Milly was sitting on a little girl's pink princess bed talking to her dolly. The nightstand had a Princess Castle light on it, and there was a pop-up tent princess castle in the corner by the window seat. Little and Big Kid toys were on the shelves and floor. Looking at the dresser, Sarah smiled. It had been her dresser since she was a baby. This morning it had been in Sarah’s room with her doll and tiara collections on top, but now it had stuffed animals and some Little One's Princess Stacy toys. On the walls were decals of castles, princesses, and unicorns.
“Girl’s,” Mom yelled out from the garage door. “Where are you?”
Sarah yelled out, “We’re in Princess Milly’s room, Mommy.”
Moments later, Mom, Dad, and Lisa entered the room.
“Isn’t this the coolest Princess bedroom Daddy,” Sarah said, going over to explore the pop-up castle?
The adults looked around the room. Little girl pink was everywhere, from the toys to the bedspread. For a princess obsessed girl, it would be a dream room. Marsha and Lisa couldn’t help but smiles at the cuteness. Milly and her dolly headed over to the toys on the floor. Sarah joined her.
“Gregg,” Marsha said. “Why don’t you go look around the house. If it really is ours, it should have some of our stuff in it. The only thing in here that looks familiar is the dresser. It looks like the one Sarah and Mikey had.”
“It’s mine, Mommy,” Sarah pointed to the side of the dresser. “Look, it has my height measurements on the side. See.”
Mom went over and looked at the side of the dresser. It had been a changing table when the kids were little. On the side, she had measured the kid’s growth. Marsha looked at the two girls' height measurements from when they could first stand up on their own until they reached the top of the dresser. Although she never remembered doing it with Milly, Sarah's memories were clear as could be. It sure looked like the measurements she made, and it did look like her writing.
“I’ll be leaving now,” Lisa said. “You’re a lucky little girl Milly. You get to have what every transgender girl wishes they had, a real little girl's childhood. From a little girl to a woman, you will be a girl in body and mind. May all your dreams come true.”
Milly smiled up at Lisa.
“I had never thought of it that way,” Marsha said. “Maybe that’s why she was regressed to such a young age. Thank You, Lisa.”
“Oh, by the way,” Lisa said before turning to leave the room. “Your transport is in the garage, but my soldier said it isn’t the one your husband described. It is yours though, we confirmed it with the government registration info.”
“Thanks, Lisa,” Marsha said. “Please, tell World Leader Evans thank you.”
Lisa smiled and left.
“Mommy,” Milly asked?
“Honey,” Gregg interrupted as he entered the room. “This is our house, but it also isn’t. I don’t know how we can even afford to live in this place. It is a three-story house with a killer view.”
“House,” Marsha said. “Who owns this house?”
>>You and Gregg do. The two of you paid cash for the house nine years ago,<< the House Unit answered.
“Cash,” Marsha looked at Gregg. “House, what is my job, and how long have I had it?”
>>You are the Chief Financial Officer of Elmire Corporation. You have been in that position for a year and a half.<<
“Gregg, that job would be at least twice the pay of my job before the wish. I thought World Leader Evans said a wish didn’t change the past. I can see Milly’s back story needing revision, but ours?”
“The World Leader said people’s memories are not changed, but material things are,” Gregg said, looking over at Milly and Sarah playing. “So why would you have a different job? House, what is my current job?”
>>Gregg Soffin, Independent Writer. Author of four published fiction books. Not currently on anyone’s payroll but receiving regular royalty checks.<<
“But, you gave up writing thirteen years ago,” Marsha quizzically looked at Gregg.
“Yeah, I had to when you got pregnant with Mike,” Gregg remembered. “But, if you hadn’t gotten pregnant with Mike . . .”
“You would have continued working on that novel idea you had,” Marsha said.
“House, what is my income each month?” Gregg asked.
>>It averages 10,000 Zeeboes, if last month’s income is excluded.<<
“House,” Marsha asked. “Why did you exclude last month’s income?”
>>It is outside the norms to be considered regular income.<<
“House, what did Gregg earn last month, and from what?”
>>Gregg Soffin deposited five-hundred thousand Zeeboes into the family account from Books Galore Publishing for completing the next book in the Galactic Family Series.<<
“Publishers don’t pay writers an advance that high unless they have a proven track record of top book sales Solar System wide,” Gregg said, looking at Marsha and then over to Milly. “What did she wish for?”
“No one has asked her,” Mom replied. “It’s against the law.”
“Our twelve-year-old boy is now a seven-year-old girl. I think we have the right to know,” Dad commented, going over and sitting on the floor next to Milly.
“Milly, what did you wish for?”
Milly looked at Dad, “I don’t know, Daddy. It was your made-up story. What did I wish for?”
“Milly,” Mom asked. “What were you doing up on the stage today?”
“Getting checked by the doctor, people.”
“No, before the medics,” Mom explained.
“I . . . I . . . I was pretending I was a little princess that all the people came to see. Did I do a good job pretending to be a princess, Mommy?”
“Yes, Milly. You were so good that everyone thought you were a real princess.”
“Oh, goodie,” Milly clapped her hands together. Turning to her toys, she re-entered her make-believe world of Princess Play.
“Does she seem to be acting younger than seven-and-a-half,” Marsha asked?
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The Wishing Stone By Teek |
Summary: Making a wish on the Wishing Stone is a great honor. One that only ten people every hundred years gets to make. Many wishes throughout time have dramatically changed the life of the Wishee for the positive, but there are consequences to one's actions. When the youngest Wishee in history makes a life-altering wish, those around twelve-year-old Mikey must adjust to the changes.
Chapter Summary: A doctor is called in to help investigate why Milly's cognitive abilities do not match that of a 7-year-old.
Marsha sent Sarah off to find her bedroom. Looking down at Milly playing with her Little Ones Princes Stacy Castle Playset, she saw a little girl fully engrossed in a full make-believe world. She went over to the nightstand and picked up The Book. Sitting down on the window seat, she opened it and typed in the name of a book that both Mikey and Sarah had loved when they were turning six and just learning how to read. Milly was seven, so this should be easy for her.
“Milly,” Marsha said. “Come here for a minute.”
Milly put down her toys and went up to Mommy.
Mom lifted Milly onto her lap, “Milly, let’s read a story. Do you know this story?”
“Tom the Bat,” Milly declared with a smile.
“Yeah,” Marsha smiled as she pressed the button to turn the page. “Tom the Bat sat on a mat. Okay, Milly, now your turn.”
“He go broom broom broom up in the air and flew around all the trees,” Milly traced the path that she thought Tom should take.
Mom smiled and gave Milly a slight squeeze, “Princess, that’s not what the words say. Can you read the words? Tom will do all the things if you read the words.”
“No, Mommy,” Milly pointed at the words. “I don’t know any of those words.”
“Tom go up,” Marsha read as Milly got all excited as Tom flew up off the mat. “Tom on top.” The holographic bat flew to the top of a holographic tree. “Tom go down.” The bat flew back down to the mat.
Each time Mommy read the words, Tom flew to the next place. Milly followed the path with her finger, occasionally trying to catch the holographic bat. When Mom reached the end of the story, Milly clapped and asked Mommy to read it again. Mom said she would reread it later and sent Milly back to playing.
“She should have been able to read that Gregg,” Marsha said. “And by seven-and-a-half, Mikey and Sara were calling this a baby book. Did you see how she was responding when I was reading it? She definitely doesn’t view it as a baby book.”
“What does this mean,” Gregg asked?
After a few moments of the two parents just watching Milly, Marsha said, “House, Medical Mode.”
>>Do you want a doctor brought in on this?<<
Taking a deep breath, “Yes, House, please see if the kid’s Pediatrician is available. If not, send all reports to the Pediatrician’s office, and ask for a consult when available.”
>>We are second in line for consultation with the Pediatrician. A nurse is available if needed.<<
“No Nurse is needed at this time. Start a General Health Scan of Milly.”
>>Heart, Lungs, Blood Pressure, and temperature are all within normal limits for a passively playing 6-year-old girl.<<
“House? Milly is seven.”
>>Checking. Melissa Louise Soffin, 6 years, 11 months old.<<
“House, confirm please.”
>>Melissa Louise Soffin, 6 years, 11 months old, 1st grader at Diamond Lake Elementary School. Confirmed with school and medical records, along with biological scans to determine age.<<
Perplexed, Marsha looked at Gregg, “House, how old was she when the medics checked her after the wish?”
>>6 years, 11 months old<<
“Gregg, I saw the medic’s display. It said her age was 7-years, 5-months old.”
Gregg shrugged his shoulders.
Marsha continued, “House, go deeper. Do a Well Child Check-Up scan,”
>>Scanning. Everything is in the average range for a 6-year, 11-month-old girl.<<
Marsha looked at Gregg in confusion.
“What,” Gregg asked? “That’s good, isn’t it?”
“Hello, Mr. and Mrs. Soffin,” Dr. Mire said as a Holographic image of her appeared in the room. “How can I help you today?”
Marsha stood up, “Dr. Mire, I have some concerns about Milly.”
“Milly?”
Marsha gestured to Milly playing on the floor.
Dr. Mire looked at the child playing on the floor and then at the file connected to that child, “What? This file says I examined Milly in person five months ago, but I don’t recognize the child in front of me.”
“Dr. Mire,” Marsha looked down at Milly. “I have a strange question for you. Who are my children?”
“Mike and Sarah,” Dr. Mire responded without hesitation.
“Were you aware that Mike won The Wishing Stone lottery?”
“Everyone knows that. He is the first in the Weetoon Province to win that in over a hundred years. Probably known throughout the Solar System, being the first pre-teen to win the Wishing Stone Lottery.”
“Mike made his wish, and it turned him into this little girl. I am now the proud mom to Melissa Louise Soffin, age 6.”
“Oh my,” Dr. Mire exclaimed as she started flipping through the files in front of her. “How odd, I have six years of medical records on Melissa, or should I say, Milly. According to these records, I have been her doctor since the day she was born, but I have no recollection of Milly.”
“I never even considered the possibility of Mike being Transgender. Did you ever test him for gender identity?”
“It’s not one of the usual tests we run on children unless there is a reason to do it. I don’t recall you or the schools bringing up a reason to give the test.”
Marsha scrunched her eyes together and shook her head back and forth, “Although this concerns me, there are more pressing issues. She has gotten six months younger since the initial wish transformation. How young is Milly going to get? She is having memory problems, not even remembering making the wish. Then there are cognitive issues. She can’t read yet, even very beginning reading books, and she appears to act like she is a Little Kid, not a Big Kid. Could she be Intellectually Disabled?”
“I’ve read about regression wishes and gender-switching wishes,” Dr. Mire smiled at the two worried parents. “Not sure there has ever been one that combined those two. The general belief has always been that all transformation occurs at the time of the wish, but if that were true, she wouldn’t still be getting younger.”
Dr. Mire started pulling up some information and ordering scans, “In the past, attempts to study wish magic from a medical perspective has always faced challenges. The magic changes all records, so only people’s memories can tell us what changes occurred.”
“That would explain it,” Marsha blurted out. “Just after the wish, the medics device listed her age at 7 years, 5 months old, but now house says the scan then put her at 6 years, 11 months old. If the wish magic changes the records as she gets younger, it will put her age then the same as now.
“Well, we know Mikey was a 12-year-old boy, and now, he is a 6-year-old girl,” Gregg stated.
“That is something we know, but it also presents us with a lot of unknowns,” Dr. Mire stated as she looked at scans and ordered more. “No child younger than 18 has ever wished before, and I believe the youngest to make a regression wish was 68, and they only became 30. We are in uncharted territory here.”
Gregg went over and hugged Marsha.
“First, let’s get the legal elements out of the way,” Dr. Mire stated. “Office, link to the Wishing Stone Database. Create a new entry, with security locks in effect until the Wishee dies or she unlocks it as an adult. Upload all medical records gathered in our attempts to explain or examine changes due to the wish. Since we are in an unknown area here, upload all data for the next year, and at that time set a prompt to ask me if the process should continue.”
Dr. Mire looked at the worried parents, “Now, let’s see what we can find out. Looking at these scan results, it looks like basic health is within the normal range for a 6-year-old girl.”
Dr. Mire pressed a few buttons on her display, and a blue light engulfed Milly, “That is odd.”
“What,” Marsha immediately questioned?
“Normally, in 6-year-olds, there is a multiplying factor of brain neuron development. Her number of neurons are shrinking, but the system hasn’t flagged that. Hold on a minute, let me check something.”
Dr. Mire scrolled through the flagging criteria, “Oh, I see. The number is still above what is considered normal for a 6-year-old. It won’t identify an abnormality until it gets below what is normal for her age. It makes sense, I guess. The programmers never expected backward development. Okay, changing those criteria so decreasing neuron numbers are viewed as out of the norm.”
Pressing a few buttons on her display control panel, the light around Milly changed to purple and focused on just encompassing her head. Milly just kept playing with her toys.
“Fascinating,” Dr. Mire looked at her display. “The links between neurons are disintegrating. What is causing that to happen?”
Dr. Mire swiped one scan data up to its own display and then did the same for another scan. After pressing a few buttons, she did it again, “House, focus scan right there where the neuron links are disintegrating. Can you get a closer look at that?”
>>Increasing scanners to their maximum level.<<
“What is that?” Dr. Mire scrunched her eyebrows. “There is some type of foreign substance in her brain, eating away at the neuron links. House Unit, use all your scanners. Scan everything within your range, looking for this unknown substance.”
>>The highest concentrations are seen to various degrees through Melissa’s body, clothing that she is wearing, and clothing she isn’t wearing. Trace amounts of that substance can be found throughout things in the house. It is changing things at a molecular and atomic level. Amounts of this substance are dropping fast in most items.<<
“House Unit,” Dr. Mire commanded. “Link to the Wishing Stone Database. Is there any reference to a substance that changes things at this level?”
>>Nothing in the database appears to match what my scans are detecting.<<
“Maintain link, create a new entry, and label the substance, I don’t know, something like Magical Transformation Substance. Ping the Wishing Stone Society, highest priority.”
“What is going on Dr. Mire?” Marsha asked. “Is Milly okay? Are we in danger?”
“There appear to be no negative emissions, so I see no danger to anyone other than Milly. I think we just discovered the substance that does the magic. I will let the W.S. Society deal with that. Now, back to Milly. From what I can see, the magic is still changing Milly.”
“How young is she going to get,” Marsha questioned? “Do I need to start shopping for a crib?”
“I don’t know how much younger, but . . .”
>>Incoming Government Communication: Wishing Stone Society, Professor Ian<<
“Accept,” Gregg said.
“Greetings. I am Professor Ian. I have dispatched a mobile power plant to your location, and it should be there in less than ten minutes. As soon as my transport is loaded, I will be on my way to your house. I should be there in 30 minutes with a Research Level upgrade for your House Unit. As soon as the power plant is attached, I want your House Unit to continuously scan with all sensors throughout your house and grounds constantly. Record data on house archive and be on constant upload to the Wishing Stone Society Archival Database. Any questions?”
“Um, Professor Ian,” Gregg said. “You may be used to getting what you want, but no one enters this house without my permission. The law is pretty clear. My child cannot be a lab rat.”
“I am sorry, Mr. Soffin,” Professor Ian stated. “I completely understand the law regarding the study of the wish magic. You may not understand that the law allows for passive and active scanning when the Wish Particle is found. I do not require access inside your house for any purpose other than installing the new scanners, upgrading your House Unit, and the power plant to keep it running continuously. I have no intention of having any interaction with your child. I am only interested in the Wish Particle and what it does. I see you have a Doctor's consult currently going on. If it makes you feel better, all data collected by the scanners on humans can go through her first, with only the Wish Particle data coming to me.”
“What is this Wish Particle you keep referring to,” Marsha asked?
“Mam, the Wish Particle is the unknown substance your House Unit sent us information on. We first picked it up with a scanner 50 years ago, but nowhere near the level of quality imaging you have. That is why your House Unit was unable to get a match from our database. Attempts to scan when an individual makes a wish has always overwhelmed our tech, but I will be just as happy to study the aftereffects if the Wish Particle is still there. We have been waiting for this opportunity. House and Office level scanners in the last seven years have finally reached a level where they can see it. Your House Unit must have been built since then.”
>>This Housing Unit was grown nine years ago.<<
“Those must have been some high-end scanners at the time of install. Oh well, it doesn’t matter. They are out of date now, and I need research-grade scanners to go sub-atomic. I’ll be replacing your scanners with the latest Military Grade Research Scanners.”
Mr. and Mrs. Soffin looked at each other and then at Dr. Mire.
“Dr. Mire,” Marsha said. “I’ll do anything to protect my baby. I assume those improved scanners will improve your ability to treat her.”
“Yes, they will,” Dr. Mire said. “Professor Ian, you should know that the Wishee is still being transformed. Based upon that fact and where we are seeing the highest concentration of this Wish Particle you are talking about, you will find other things like her clothes being transformed. Shhhrrr . . . She’s shrinking! That is why the clothes are saturated with the Wish Particle. They are constantly adjusting to her new size. House Unit, every thirty minutes, I want you to print a hard copy of her height, weight, age, and basic health info to my clinic printer.”
“That is a strange request Dr. Mire,” Professor Ian commented. “Hard Copy printers are rarely used. Why are you printing a hard copy of the info?”
“The child’s age has changed in my electronic records since first read after the transformation. If I can’t rely on my electronic records, I am hoping a hard copy can save the changes.”
“That is brilliant Dr. Mire,” Professor Ian noted. “That might explain why we get no data when we start scans before the wish. The Wish Particle infects anything connected with the Wishee transformation of reality as we know it. We will need to scan anything holding the data for the Wish Particle constantly. If we detect it, we can’t trust the historical elements of the data. House Unit, who or what in the house has the highest saturation of the Wish Particle?”
>>Melissa does.<<
“House Unit,” Professor Ian directed. “We need a way to measure the level of the Wish Particle. If an item with no particles has a score of zero, scan all items in the house and assign a number to Melissa’s saturation level, assume she is below 50% saturation.<<
>>I have assigned Melissa a Wish Particle number of 41 per 1 atomic density. Sending you information on all items in the house using the same scale.<<
“I think I will step out and look over this data. I will be at your location shortly,” Professor Ian said before vanishing.
A rumble was heard coming from outside the house.
“What dat Daddy,” Milly asked, looking up at the ceiling?
“I think that is a special thing to make sure we don’t run out of power,” Dad said, looking down at Milly. “Don’t worry about it Princess. I will go deal with it.”
“Mommy, Mommy, Mommy,” Sarah screamed as she came running into the room and embraced Mom.
“It’s okay Sarah,” Mom got down and hugged her. “It is just something very big being delivered. Why don’t you go play with your little sister.”
Dad left the room after kissing Sarah on her head. Sarah looked around at the holographic person in the room.
“Hi Dr. Mire,” Sarah said as she passed her and went over to play with Milly.
“Hi Sarah,” Dr. Mire replied.
“Dr. Mire,” Marsha asked? “If she is still getting younger, how much is she shrinking?”
“The display currently records her age at 6 years, 10 months old, and height at 117 centimeters tall. You said the medics reported her as 7 years, 5 months old just after the transformation. We don’t have the data, but I bet she probably is shrinking. I just wish there was a way to figure out how much.”
“She’s six now?” Sara asked. “Wow! Mommy, Mommy, I know how to tell if she is shrinking.”
The doctor and Mom both looked at Sarah, while Milly just played with a Little Ones Princess figure in her hand.
“She hugged me just after she turned into a girl. I could just barely see over the top of her head. If she hugs me again, I could see where the top of her head is on me.”
“Smart little girl you have there,” Dr. Mire complemented. “That will give us a way to measure her that is guaranteed not to be impacted by the Wish Magic. Sarah’s height will stay the same over the next few days, and we measure from the bottom of her eyes to the top of Milly’s head.”
Marsha got Milly to get up and hug Sarah. This time the top of Milly’s head was at Sarah’s mouth.
“Look, Mom,” Sarah said. “I can put my chin on the top of her head.”
“No, Sarah. I need you looking forward for this,” Mrs. Mire said as the house projected a ruler to measure the distance.
“House Unit,” Dr. Mire ordered as the girls went back to playing. “Professor Ian will order what he wants, but I want Well Child Check-up level scans once a minute linked to my office. At this point, she is getting younger, but there does not appear to be any health concerns connected with that. If anything moves out of the green on the Well Child Check-Up, Emergency Medical Ping me.”
>>Affirmative. Continuous Well Child level scanning of Melissa, with a once per minute link to your office. Emergency Medical Ping if anything goes out of the green.<<
“Now,” Dr. Mire said. “These cognitive concerns you mentioned. What we may be seeing is her cognitive level matching where her body is progressing to. The changes that happen in the brain between five-and-a-half and six-and-a-half alter how a kid thinks. Make-believe play like she is doing right now comes in the mid to late 2’s, so we know she is functioning higher than that. House, scan Milly’s various developmental levels, include a cognitive processing scan.”
>>Inconclusive.<<
Dr. Mire and Marsha looked at each other in confusion.
“House,” Dr. Mire inquired? “Explain.”
>>As per the Pediatric Health Guidelines, Melissa’s Social, Emotional, Communication, Gross Motor, Fine Motor, and Adaptive skills were all scanned three times. Each time, a different score was recorded in each area with no pattern or trend to the scores. Expecting a human would ask for me to scan again, I did. There are now six different scores for each of those areas. There is no obvious pattern to the score distribution. They fluctuate up and down at random.<<
“I was afraid of that,” Dr. Mire said. “With her still regressing, things are in too much flux to get an accurate reading. Let’s try a different approach. House, what is the high and low-end range of the skills?”
>>The average high is at an 8.8 age level. The lowest scores average at 36 months.<<
Dr. Mire took a deep breath, “36 months to 8.8 years old. Interesting range, but I would guess her final age will be somewhere in that range. Her physical body is getting younger, so I can’t explain why some of those skills are so much higher, unless . . .”
Marsha looked at Dr. Mire just standing there thinking, “Unless what Dr. Mire?”
“Unless the wish magic is leaving options open for the final transformation. That covers two developmental stages: the Little Kid stage of 3 to 6 years old, and the Big Kid stage of 6 to 9. Mike was at the end of the Tween stage when he made the wish. Milly’s physical body has regressed one level down from Tween to Big Kid. Developmental Scans and your observations have her functioning more like a Little Kid, which would put her two stages down from where Mikey was. But body and mind regressions are not stable. Either it overshot one, or . . . or it is still trying to stabilize them and is unsure which to settle on, Little Kid or Big Kid.”
“That makes sense. I guess,” Marsha looked down at Milly playing.
“For this moment,” Dr. Mire said. “I am not sure what can be done. This is Wish Magic at work. It has never harmed a Wishee, and it doesn’t appear to be harming Milly. She appears healthy and unfazed by all of this. Until this process is done, all we can really do is monitor the process. Unless you have something else for me to look into, I’ll check back with you in an hour,” Dr. Mire commented as she continued to look over the data.
“Thank You,” Marsha said. “I guess I will just have to wait for the process to end.”
“You can get through this,” Dr. Mire reassured her. “I’m here if you need me. Right now, I’m going to look over this data and look up some other information. I’ll see you in an hour.”
Marsha watched Dr. Mire vanish, then sat down watching the girls play peacefully.
With the girls getting along, Marsha stood up, “Sarah, please stay here playing with your little sister. I’m going to go look around the house.”
“Okay, Mommy.”
Marsha kissed Sarah on her forehead, “Thanks. I’ll be back shortly.”
Marsha decided to start on the ground floor. The girl’s playroom was huge, with a toy store supply of toys. Marsha noticed that there were still some toddler toys spread throughout the room, including a few out, looking like they had been played with recently. Did this mean Milly was going to regress down to a toddler level? Marsha shook that off, remembering that little kids don’t give up the toys they have outgrown very easily.
In the kitchen, Marsha found sippy cups, divided plates, and toddler silverware. Nothing out of place for a 6-year-old. One drawer did have three bibs in it, but again, an occasional bib at 6 wasn’t unheard of. Marsha was relieved not to see a high chair in the dining room, but there was a Princess booster seat.
After checking in on the girls, Marsha went to look at the bedrooms. Sarah’s bedroom seemed almost identical to what it did before the wish, except it was bigger and had an attached bathroom like Milly’s room did. The master bedroom was a suite that was very large and had a fantastic mountain view. Gregg always wanted a house with a view. It looks like he got it. Almost everything in the room was the same as what was in their old master bedroom.
“How could I have not known that my boy was transgender,” Marsha asked to an empty room? “What kind of mom doesn’t know something like that about their child?”
Marsha looked down at the multiple people working around the mobile power plant, getting it connected to the house. A military looking transport vehicle was approaching the house. Figuring it was Professor Ian, Marsha headed for the garage to meet him, only stopping for a moment to make sure the girls were still playing peacefully.
When Marsha opened up the door to the garage, she saw three transport vehicles in the four-vehicle garage. She didn’t recognize any of the vehicles but figured the flashy high-end transport was probably Gregg’s. It was the type of vehicle he liked. The Easy Access Family Transport was probably hers. She had always wanted one like that, especially when Mike and Sarah were small enough to be carried to the house when they fell asleep during transport. Marsha realized that Milly now fit into that category. The third transport had a guy getting stuff out of the back.
“Hello, and welcome,” Marsha said as she approached.
“Hi there. One minute,” the guy said as he pulled a large case out of the transport.
“Sorry,” the guy said, turning to Marsha so she could see him for the first time. “I am Professor Ian. Nice to meet you, Mrs. Soffin. If you can direct me to your House Unit, I will get to work upgrading it.”
“Welcome, Professor. The Multi-Floor lift is right over there,” Marsha said, pointing to a gated area by the door into the house. “From what I saw, the House Unit utility room is on the ground floor.”
Marsha thought for a moment and then stated, “House, please give Professor Ian access to all sections of the house he needs to upgrade your systems. Link to his tablet any house maps you have to the various sensors and scanners.”
>>Temporary 1 hour access to house granted. If longer access is needed, new permission will be needed.<<
“Understood House,” Professor Ian replied.
>>No access is granted to 3rd floor living quarters. All those sensors are accessed through the attic.<<
“Thank You, House, for that information,” Marsha said. “Professor, I will try to keep the kids in the bedrooms and out of your way.”
Marsha left the garage and went back to the girls.
Sitting down on the window seat, “House, treat the Professor like any other service tech. Regular security protocols if he does anything outside of his assigned task, which is to upgrade the House Unit and its sensors.”
>>Affirmative<<
“Girls, there is a guy named Professor Ian in the house. He is making improvements to the sensors. If we stay in the bedrooms, we will be out of his way.”
“Okay, Mommy,” Sarah said while stopping what she was doing.
Marsha looked at Milly. She made no reaction to the comment. She just continued playing. After about ten minutes, Gregg came into the room.
“Well, the external power plant is all hooked up,” Gregg announced as he came over and sat next to his wife. “They say it is enough power to run a small research facility for a year. With it just powering our house, the kids will have grandkids before it runs out of power.”
“Why did they bring something so powerful,” Marsha asked.
“The techs don’t ask those types of questions. They just do as they are told. They were told to deliver a T-12 Power Plant to this residence and connect it to the house. When they finished that, they left. No questions asked.”
“That’s the government for you,” Marsha rolled her eyes.
“I saw a transport vehicle drive into the garage,” Gregg commented. “Was that Professor Ian?”
“Yeah, he is upgrading the House Unit and all the sensors. If we stay in the Living Quarters, we will be out of his way since the sensors for these rooms are in the attic.”
“Okay,” Gregg said, giving his wife a quick peck on the cheek. “I guess that gives me a good excuse to play with my girls.”
Dad got down on the floor with the young girls and picked up a knight on a space skid, “Okay, I slayed the dragon and saved the princess from a life trapped in the tower of the castle. Do I get a kiss now?”
“Ewwwwww,” Milly exclaimed, holding up the princess in her hands. “A proper princess would never kiss a yucky boy unless they were Prince Charming, and then only because it is a law that princesses have to kiss Prince Charming.”
Dad chuckled, “But I am Prince Charming, just wearing my knight’s battle gear.”
“You can be such a goofball at times Gregg,” Marsha said, smiling.
“Yup, that’s why you married me. My wit and charm.”
“I’m not sure who behaves more like a little kid, you or the girls,” Marsha responded.
Both girls pointed at Daddy. Everyone started laughing.
A few hours later, dinner was interrupted by the House Unit, >>There is an incoming Holo Com-Link from a personal number. It has been more than six hours since the wish. Do you still want all personal number calls blocked?<<
Gregg took a deep breath and looked over to his wife. She just shrugged her shoulders.
“House, allow communications from family only,” Gregg stated.
>>There is an incoming Com-Link from Marsha’s parents.<<
This time it was Marsha that took a deep breath, “House Accept Com-Link.”
“It is about time you answered my Com. I have been trying to reach you for hours. That idiot World Leader is all over the news networks claiming that Mikey has been transformed into a 7-year-old girl. What kind of total garbage is that? They even created some Fizbam act showing the wish magic transforming him.”
“Hi, Mom,” Marsha finally got in. “Nice to see you, but please watch your language. We have two little girls here.”
“Don’t tell me to watch my language, and you are no longer a little girl.”
“Mom, let me introduce you to your new granddaughter, Melissa Louise Soffin. She goes by Milly.”
Milly held up her right hand, and she opened and closed it as a way to wave hi.
For the first time, Marsha’s Mom looked around, noticing the little girl in pigtails sitting next to Sarah. She looked back and forth between the two kids.
“Who? What?”
“Hi, Grandma,” Milly and Sarah said together.
“You mean that windbag World Leader Evans was telling the truth?”
“Mostly. He probably doesn’t have the latest information. Milly is now 6, not 7. Her regression is slowing, but she does still appear to be getting younger. About forty-five minutes ago, the doctor said she was about 6 years, 5 months old, which means she has gotten one year younger since the wish initially turned her into a 7-year-old girl.”
“What happened to Mikey? Where’d he go?”
Sarah started moving her pointy finger over and over again at Milly.
“A Fairy Godmother granted my wish and turned me back into the little girl I was before the evil witch turned me into a boy,” Milly declared between bites.
“What?”
“Mom, it’s just her way of understanding something beyond her level of comprehension,” Marsha explained. “She’s just a little girl trying to make sense of something the adults are struggling to understand. If you want proof, look at the artwork I sent you last month from the two kids. I bet the one from Mikey is now from a little kid named Milly.”
Marsha’s mom went to the next room and looked at the artwork. The elegant drawing Mikey had done was gone. It had been replaced with a coloring sheet of a princess, with most of the coloring going outside the lines. It looked only a little better than scribbling. At the bottom of the picture was a little kid writing of the name Milly.
“What happened to Mike’s artwork?” Grandma asked, holding up Milly’s art.
“All of Mike was magically transformed to Milly, that includes records, art, and other stuff,” Marsha tried to explain. “Material things are changed, but human memories are not. Well, one person does have altered memories, Milly.”
“But . . . What . . . Milly?”
“Mom,” Marsha broke in. “We are in the middle of dinner. I will Com-Link you tonight after we put the girls to bed.”
“Little Girls, bed. Yeah, Com-Link me then,” Grandma said and then vanished.
“What was wrong with Grandma,” Sarah asked?
“She was struggling to accept Milly,” Mom responded. “Gregg, why don’t you go call your parents and sister in your office. Let’s not have another event like that in front of the girls.”
Taking a big mouth full of food, Gregg got up and headed upstairs to his office.
“Mommy,” Milly asked. “Should the Fairy Godmother have kept me a boy?”
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The Wishing Stone By Teek |
Summary: Making a wish on the Wishing Stone is a great honor. One that only ten people every hundred years gets to make. Many wishes throughout time have dramatically changed the life of the Wishee for the positive, but there are consequences to one's actions. When the youngest Wishee in history makes a life-altering wish, those around twelve-year-old Mikey must adjust to the changes.
Chapter Summary: There are consequences to the wish that impact more than just Milly. Some people are more accepting than others.
Note: In the future, some things are a little different from our time. Their currency is Zeeboes. The kids wear Zoombot shoes, and the futuristic equivalency of milk, which doesn’t have any harmful negative impacts on humans, is called Gubit. Yeah, I know. Who names something Gubit or wears Zoombots on their feet? I could ask the same about you. Did you wear Crocs in your younger days? Or did you drink Yoohoo? Just imagine what people in the future will think about our names for things. So, let’s not judge their names for things. Now, I return you to the future, where wishes really can come true.
“Mommy,” Milly asked. “Should the Fairy Godmother have kept me a boy?”
“What would make you ask such a crazy question Milly,” Marsha asked?
“Grandma is mad I’m not this Mikey you tell me I used to be. I don’t want Grandma to be mad.”
“Oh, Milly,” Marsha said, getting up from her seat and going over to Milly. “Never think that the Fairy Godmother made a mistake. You should always be who you are and never let anyone else hold you back from being that. The Fairy Godmother granted your wish to be a little girl because that is what you should be. She only grants true wishes, which means, at your core, you wanted with all of your heart to be a Little Princess. She made that possible, and now you will always be my princess. All I want is for you to be happy and loved for who you are. I am so happy that the Fairy Godmother helped me see the real you.”
“But . . .”
“No buts Milly. You are a little girl, and that is all that is important. No one should ever be forced to live the wrong gender. A girl growing up in a boy's body is bad enough, but that girl shouldn’t have to be treated like a boy. Your wish changed things for you. You now have a special treat, a chance to be the little girl you were born as. No one will ever again treat you like a boy. That is a very good thing.”
Gregg came barging into the room, “Kids, go play in your playroom!”
“Gregg, they haven’t finished dinner yet,” Marsha objected.
“They can finish dinner later. Sarah, take your little sister and go play,” Gregg ordered.
Sarah looked at Dad and then at Mom, unsure of what to do.
Marsha looked at Gregg, then Sarah, and finally at the little one she was hugging, “Whatever, go ahead Milly, go play with your sister in the playroom.”
The girls got down and ran off to the playroom.
“What is so important that it had to interrupt the girl’s dinner?”
“House, run the top news story please.”
A holo-projected news reporter was displayed sitting at a table with two other individuals, “Reports are coming in from all over the Solar System. At approximately 12:35 pm Greenwich Mean Time, Earth, 1% of the population magically changed gender. Individuals from prenatal to old age are suddenly facing life as the opposite gender. The current belief is that all these individuals were six or higher on the transgender spectrum scale. For adults that were transformed, they find themselves with a body that matches their mind, and not one has complained. Parents of children, however, are in a total uproar over the incident. Most did not know their children were transgender, and many claim their child wasn’t.”
“It is believed that Michael Soffin’s wish is the cause of all of this. The Vid Recording of that incident shows him changing from a 12-year-old boy to a young girl of seven. None of the other transformed individuals have regressed in age, but all have changed gender like Michael. As per Wish Law, no reporters are allowed to ask what the wish was. World Leader Evans pointed out a little-known element of the law, stating that a Wishee must be fifteen years old before any interviews can occur. With Michael’s regression, it will be eight years before we are allowed to ask any questions. Senior Wish Analyst George Marker is here to help us gain understanding. George, what is your take on all of this?”
“A wish always has the potential to have a life-changing impact on the Solar System. Based on current reports, I would guess that Michael wished to be a little girl and not have anyone struggle with being transgender. The unclear thing is how that happened. A Wishee is allowed one wish, and the stone has never before granted two wishes at one time. This looks like two different wishes. One that regressed and changed the Wishee to female, and a second one to change the physical body of all transgender individuals to match their true gender.”
“What about the parents that say their transformed children were not transgender,” the news reporter asked?
“Based on previous wish investigations, I suspect those parents are wrong, but further investigation will be done. The Wish Magic is very accurate in its work. With all the adults transformed being transgender, I would be shocked to find a child wasn’t. I can understand, however, how the parent of a young child would be confused and upset by this.”
The news reporter turned to the third guest, “Eileen Simmons is president of the Age Matters Organization. They have been lobbying for over thirty years for the minimum age a Wishee can be should be at least 25, and preferably 30. They have spearheaded several protests throughout the Solar System this afternoon, using this wish as proof that children shouldn’t be granted wishes.”
“That is right, Larry. The immaturity of the Wishee has led to this chaos. We wouldn’t see such a disaster if an adult made the wish. Michael was only 12 years old. An adult would never have caused all transgender individuals to transform against their will.”
“We have had several people older than 30 make wishes that have caused significant changes throughout the Solar System, including last decade’s Wishee who was 57. How can you blame all of this on the age of the Wishee? Especially with this wish, the only people truly affected get a problem solved for the better.”
“How can you say that, Larry? The parents of a 4-year-old boy who is now a girl are devastated by the loss of their son. All because some immature kid didn’t think before making his wish.”
“But that kid will no longer grow up with the challenges of being transgender. . .”
“House, turn off the news,” Marsha commanded. “Can you believe that woman?”
“Definitely not in sync with reality.”
“Gregg, the wish changed all those people. Our baby is going to be hated by people for the rest of her life.”
“Marsha, she is also going to be loved by all those people for sharing her wish with them. We knew this was part of the challenge of making a wish. The possibilities were all explained to Mikey several times before he made his wish. He heard the protests and objections to a 12-year-old making a wish and knew things would probably get worse after the wish.”
“I know. It’s just,” Marsha broke out in tears.
Gregg hugged his wife, “We tried to shield Mikey from all the possibilities, but he was too determined to research the wishing stone. He read everything he could get his hands on. He knew the power that stone has and how a wish could change the world.”
Marsha smiled, “You know who his favorite Wishee was?”
“No.”
“It was Lisa, that lady who was intellectually disabled who wished for unicorns.”
“He has always loved unicorns,” Gregg said. “I guess it was a sign of his girl side we were never willing to see.”
“Boys like unicorns,” Marsha retorted.
Gregg rolled his eyes and hugged Marsha.
“How did we not know he was transgender?”
“We never considered it because no one expects their son to want to be a girl. We just thought he was a nice big brother to his little sister,” Gregg commented.
“Instead, his playtime with her was his only chance to be the girl she was. It must have been so hard for her watching Sarah get all those girl things that he wanted just as much,” tears started to flow again down Marsha’s face.
“What gets at me,” Gregg commented. “Is that he didn’t feel he could tell us.”
The two were silent for a few minutes. They could hear the kids playing together in the playroom. Milly was playing Princess, and Sarah was the queen. Sarah would occasionally tell Milly what to do and how to be a proper Princess.
“What are we going to do about all of this,” Marsha asked?
“We raise our little girl to the best of our ability. Like any kid, we shield her from as much as we can until she is able to handle it. Her regression younger than she was at the Wish Ceremony may work in our favor. Except for the school, doctor, and family, no one needs to know she is the one that made the wish. The public will be looking for an older kid. No one will expect the Wishee to be a little girl so young. Even if they make the connection, who is going to attack a little kid who’s only six years old?”
“I guess,” Marsha replied. “Come on, let’s get those two through dinner. Looking at Sarah’s plate, we have a big challenge in front of us. She hasn’t touched any of her vegetables.”
The family was soon all sitting down again, eating dinner. Gregg tried to get Sarah to eat the vegetables with no luck.
“You can’t make me eat that horrible thing. Isn’t it illegal to make kids eat broccoli?”
“No dessert if you don’t eat all your vegetables,” Gregg finally said in frustration.
“Fine, I didn’t want that piece of chocolate cake anyway.”
Marsha smiled at that comment. Looking over at Milly, who had most of her vegetables eaten already, “Eat up, Milly. It looks like Sarah won’t be having her piece of cake for dessert, so I guess you can have more.”
“What?” Sarah shouted. “That’s not fair. It’s my piece of cake. Milly can’t have my cake.”
“Well, Sarah,” Mom said. “You don’t want it.”
Milly grabbed a carrot stick in one hand and a chicken nugget in the other. She took a bite of each.
“Milly is eating her veggies, so . . .”
Sarah huffed and grabbed one of her two pieces of broccoli and stuffed it in her mouth.
“I bow to the master,” Gregg said.
Marsha just smiled and dug into her dinner. Between bites, she asked, “You were only up there long enough for one Com-Link. Who did you talk to?”
“I called my parents, who told me about the news. We didn’t have time to talk. They said I needed to watch the news and I could call them back after the kids were in bed.”
“Your parents are so great. They always understand the struggles of being a parent.”
“My sister and I weren’t exactly the easiest kids to raise.”
“You should probably go call your sister . . .”
“All done, Mommy!” Milly said with a mouth full of food.
“Good job Milly, but chew and swallow, please,” Mom replied.
Sarah shivered and made a face that clearly showed her dislike as she put the last piece of broccoli in her mouth, “Done. Cake mine.”
“Neither of you can have any cake until you swallow the food.”
Sarah slumped her shoulders and started to chew.
Swallowing, Milly looked at Mommy, “Cake now?”
“Go put your plate in the cleaner.”
Milly got down, took her Princess Stacy plate to the kitchen cleaner, and quickly returned to her Princess booster seat. By the time Milly was sitting down, Sarah was bringing her plate to the cleaner.
Marsha got up to get the girls their cake. After cutting a small piece for each girl, she placed them on the table. She refilled the girl’s cups of Gubit, for chocolate cake just isn’t the same without Gubit.
Looking at the two girls, the age difference could be seen. Sarah was using her fork to eat the cake, getting some chocolate on her face. Milly was mostly using her hands, getting chocolate covering her face, hands, cup, and dress. Looking at her dress, it was now obvious why there were still bibs in the kitchen. Marsha stuck that fact in her head for the next time she served chocolate cake to the girls.
While Sarah brought her plate and silverware to the cleaner, Mom attacked Milly with a damp washcloth. Seconds after Sarah put the last of her dishes in the cleaner, the House spoke.
>>HOMEWORK REMINDER: Sarah has a math assignment to do for homework and read for 20 minutes.<<
“Do I have to Mom?” Sarah complained.
“You may have gotten today off from school for the Wish Ceremony, but that doesn’t mean you can get out of doing your homework. Go get your School Pad, but first, stop by the bathroom and clean the rest of the chocolate off your face.”
“I’ll read first,” Sarah stated.
“No. You will do your math first. Go get your School Pad and bring it down here.”
“Fine!” Sarah said as she stomped off.
“As for you,” Mom said, examining Milly’s face and hands to make sure she got everything. “I think we need to get you out of that dress. I’m not sure which got more of the cake, it or your tummy.”
Milly smiled, “It was yummy.”
“Let’s go get you in your jammies.”
Milly got down off her booster seat and charged off to her room. When Marsha finally caught up to her, the bed had a one-piece footed pajamas on it and some unicorn slippers. Milly was trying to get the dress off.
“I need to undo the zipper in the back silly,” Mom said, coming up to Milly. “Hands up.”
Milly raised her arms, and Mom took the dress off. She immediately brought it over to the clothes cleaner in the closet, “House. Clean the dress, with extra attention to get all of the chocolate off of it.”
When Marsha turned around, she saw Milly putting on the pajamas.
“Waaaaaait a minute. Tights off first.”
Milly got down on the floor to take her tights off. Marsha smiled at the struggles, determination, and fast pace of the process. In no time, Milly had her Unicorn one-piece pajamas on with the hood up, so the horn was sticking up above her head. Then she put on her Unicorn slippers.
“Okay, my baby girl has been turned into a unicorn,” Mom smiled. “I wonder if I need to get a unicorn stall in the back yard?”
“Don’t be silly Mommy. Unicorns have to live in the house, or you can’t take advantage of their kindness powers.”
Marsha went up and embraced Milly in a big hug, “Oh, we wouldn’t want to lose out on this unicorn’s super kindness powers.”
Milly giggled.
“I guess we will just have to have the Unicorn live here in Milly’s room. If Milly comes back to us, I guess we can find someplace for her to sleep.”
“Milly can sleep with you and Daddy?”
“I think Milly is a big girl who can sleep in her own bed.”
“If I havta.”
Mom tickled Milly, who instantly broke out in a giggle fit.
“House,” Marsha asked? “Does Milly have any homework?”
>>Green Day: wear something green and bring in something green that can fit inside a closed school backpack.<<
“Last time I brought Hoppy,” Milly announced. “I’ll go get Hoppy.”
Mom stopped the unicorn before she could run off, “Hold on a minute, little one. If you brought Hoppy on last month’s Green Day, you are not allowed to bring her again this time.”
“But Mom.”
“Wait a minute. 1st graders don’t do a color day one day a week. House, please confirm Milly’s Homework.”
>> Diamond Lake Early Learning Center school-wide homework: Green Day: wear something green and bring in something green that can fit inside a closed school backpack.<<
“House, Milly goes to Elementary School.”
>>Checking . . . No, Melissa Louise Soffin is a student in Mrs. Erksin’s Early Learner 4 classroom at Diamond Lake Early Learning Center.<<
Marsha looked at Milly, who was shaking her head up and down.
“Teacher Erksin the bestest teacher ever,” Milly declared.
“House, how old is Milly?”
>>Melissa is 6 years, 3 months old.<<
“Yup, I’m 6!”
“Okay. Well, we better get back to your homework. You said you brought Hoppy last month,” Marsha quizzically looked at Milly. “You remember what you brought last month for Green Day?”
“Yeah, Mommy,” Milly said, looking around her room.
“Do you remember the one before that?”
“Celery? Or four-leaf clover card you helped me make for Teacher. I don’t remember,” Milly suddenly got a big smile. “Mommy, can I ask?”
Mom smiled at her little girl, “Sure, sweetie. Go ahead. Speak clearly, and start by saying, ‘House’.”
Milly stood up tall and said, “House.”
With no command following, the House Unit replied, >>How may I help you Princess Milly?<<
“I love it when she calls me that,” Milly told Mom. “House, what did I bring to show and tell on Green Days?”
>>Last Month was your stuffed animal Hoppy, before that was a green card you made for your teacher, celery, Little Ones Christmas Tree, and green candy canes. More are available if you want me to go back further.<<
“That Milly is why we tell House what you bring each time, so we can always remember,” Mom explained. “Wouldn’t want to bring the same thing in twice.”
Marsha looked at Milly and then at the House Control Panel in the room. How could it know what she brought for the last five months of homework when Milly just came into existence today. The list sounded familiar, though. Marsha’s eyes went wide when she finally connected where she had heard that list before. It was what Mikey brought one of the years he was in the Early Learning Center. The magic didn’t entirely create a new history for Milly. It just modified Mikey’s history.
“Mommy,” Milly asked? “Why can’t it be Pink day? Pink is the bestest color. I have lots of pink stuff.”
Looking around the room, Marsha smiled, “You certainly do Milly, but we need to be fair to all the colors. Green would be sad if we skipped her. Let’s go down to the playroom to see if we can find something green to bring.”
“Race you,” Milly went running out of the room.
When Marsha reached the hallway, she expected to see Milly running down the stairs and planned on telling her not to run in the house. Milly, however, was nowhere in sight. Marsha couldn’t even hear the pitter-patter of little feet running in the house. When Marsha reached the dining room, she checked on Sarah, working on her math problems.
“Did your sister come running through here,” Marsha asked?
“Nope,” Sarah said, only looking up for a moment. “Haven’t seen her since I passed the two of you when you went up to her room.”
“That’s strange. Milly went running off to the Playroom. You should have seen her go by.”
“No, Prince Charming, you can’t bring a silver unicorn to Green Day,” Sarah and Mom heard Milly say.
“Sounds like she is in the Playroom,” Sarah said before going back to her math.
Marsha headed into the Playroom to find Milly down on the ground playing with her Princess Stacy toys.
“Prince Charming, Stacy’s dresses are yellow and blue. I can’t bring Stacy to Green Day. Yeah, I know. She would be a great show and tell, but it has to be green. Princess Stacy isn’t green.”
Marsha smiled. It had been a while since she saw a kid work through their problems in a make-believe world. It was always so cute to watch. To help speed up the process, “Why don’t you take Prince Charming around the room looking for something green.”
“Come on Prince Charming,” Milly said, getting up off the floor with the Prince Charming toy still in her hand. “You are a great Knight. Time for a quest to find green.”
Marsha saw a few green things in the room, but she held her tongue. Milly was old enough to do this homework by herself. At least she thought Milly was. So far, she does appear to be labeling the colors correctly. Mikey and Sarah had mastered their colors by age four. Does that mean Milly learned them when Mikey did?
“Prince Charming,” Milly said, exasperated. “We can bring the Mystical Flying Fairy in on Purple Day, but not on Green Day.”
Milly had the toy Prince look up and down the shelves, skipping over various green items without comment. It was obvious Milly knew what green was, so Marsha went back to the Dining Room.
“Need any help,” Marsha asked as she entered the room?
“Think I’ve got it Mom,” Sarah said as she worked on the math problem. “After this problem, I only have the two word-problems left. Too bad Mikey isn’t here. He always helped me understand the word problems.”
“He was a good big brother, wasn’t he,” Mom said with a smile.
“I will never understand why they combine words with math. It is math. There should only be numbers.”
“I tend to agree with you. At my job, the math is almost always just numbers, but that math often starts with someone asking a question, wanting to know something: words that lead to a number problem. Sort of like your word-problems. You read the words and then turn it into a number problem.”
“Fine, but that doesn’t mean I have to like it, especially without Mikey to help me.”
Marsha went over and hugged Sarah. When she stood back up, she heard a ding.
“House,” Marsha said. “Show me my display. Well, it looks like it is someone’s bedtime.”
Sarah looked down at the clock display on the bottom of her School Pad, “Why do I have to go to bed so early?”
Marsha smiled as she looked down at Sarah, “Not you. Remember, you’re not the youngest anymore, so someone in the house goes to bed before you.”
“Milly!”
“Yup.”
“Serves her right. I always hated it when Mikey got to stay up later than me. Now I get to stay up later.”
“Be nice to your new sister.”
“I will.”
“In five minutes, your Holo-Display program is on. If you're done with your math by then, you can watch it before doing your reading homework.”
“Thanks, Mom,” Sarah said, turning back to her math.
Marsha went into the Playroom. Milly was sitting down on the floor, surrounded by five different green things. “I see Prince Charming found some green things for you to pick from. Which one do you want to bring to school tomorrow?”
Milly looked at her selection and pointed to one, “Can’t bring this one. It won’t fit in my school backpack.”
“Good point,” Mom said, picking it up and putting it on one of the shelves.
“That one only has a bitty bit of green, so not that one.”
Mom picked it up and put it away.
“How many do you have left?”
Milly pointed to each toy and counted, “1 . . . 2 . . . 3. Can I bring three toys?”
“No. Only one.”
Milly looked at the three toys in front of her. She reached for one and then took her hand back. Then she grabbed another, “This one.”
“Okay,” Mom said, picking up the other two. “Go put it in your backpack, and then up to bed.”
Grabbing the toy, Milly headed for the stairs at little kid speed, with Mom following behind her at a much slower pace. They stopped at the door to the garage. Off to the side were the girls’ school backpacks hanging on hooks. Milly put the toy in hers and then headed to her room.
“Mommy,” Milly asked as she entered her room. “Can I wear my Princess Stacy outfit to school tomorrow?”
“Is it green,” Mom asked. “I believe you have to wear something green. Do you want to wear a dress tomorrow?”
“Of course,” Milly responded like it was a very stupid question.
“House, holo-display the various dresses Milly has that are green or have some green on them.”
Five dresses were displayed in front of Milly.
“You pick one,” Mom stated.
Milly pointed to a pink dress with green flowers, “Can I wear that one, Mommy?”
“You will look very pretty in that dress,” Mom smiled. “House, tomorrow’s outfit for Milly will be that dress, her green tights, and her Zoombot shoes.”
>>Recorded. All items are currently clean and available.<<
“Okay, off to sanitize your teeth. Don’t want any of those sugar monsters to eat away at your teeth.”
Milly went running into her bathroom and stood on the step stool. Grabbing the tooth sanitizer, she turned it on and listened to the song it played.
“It’s supposed to be in your mouth while it plays the song.”
“Oh yeah,” Milly said, putting the sanitizer stick into her mouth.
Marsha noticed something in the bathroom that probably meant they had two more things to do before Milly could be tucked in and read a story. Next to the toilet was a castle-shaped diaper disposer, with one of the towers sticking up higher than the others with a diaper dispenser in it. Sarah still wore training pants to bed every night, which probably means Milly does too. Mikey did at this age.
Milly passed the sanitizing stick along the back of the teeth first, then on the front of the teeth, before ending on her tongue. When she pulled it out of her mouth, the song was still playing but shortly stopped.
“Next time, you need to keep it in your mouth for the whole song. If you’re not a big enough girl to do it right, I’ll go back to doing it.”
“No, I’m a big girl Mommy.”
>>House, does Milly wear diapers to bed?<<
“No, Mommy,” Milly protested. “I’m a big girl. I wear training pants.”
>>Mellissa wears level 2 training pants to bed.<<
“House, print a level 2 training pants for Milly.”
>>Princess Milly, what pattern do you want on your training pants?<<
“Hmmm, Rainbows and Unicorns,” Milly stated.
A magical twinkling sound was heard, and a pair of training pants appeared on the diaper dispenser.
Milly unzipped her pajamas and took them along with her panties off. Grabbing the training pants, she put them on. She was interrupted while starting to get her pajamas back on.
“Um,” Marsha said in her Mom voice. “Try to go potty first.”
Quick potty trip, and Milly was running over to the bed and jumped in. After tucking Milly and her Susie Doll into bed, Marsha sat on the bed to read a bedtime story.
>>You asked to be reminded that Dr. Mire would like a height measurement before Milly goes to bed.<<
“Thank You, House,” Marsha said. “Please inform Sarah to come up here at the first commercial.
>>That will be in four minutes.<<
Mom opened The Book and typed in A Princess At Bedtime. Marsha was almost done with the story when Sarah showed up. Milly was instructed to go up and hug Sarah.
“House, measure from the bottom of the eye to the top of Milly’s head. Send results to Dr. Mire.”
Both Sarah and Mom could easily see that Milly was smaller than the last time they had done this.
“Nighty Night, Milly,” Sarah said, giving one big hug and then heading back downstairs to watch her program.
Mom tucked Milly back into bed and finished the story.
“House,” Mom said at the end of the story as she was getting up. “What are Milly’s bedtime settings?”
>>Melissa is set for Little Kid Sleep Monitoring, training pants monitoring, and temperature control. Fairy and Butterfly holo-display for falling asleep, with quiet lullaby heard around her bed. Little Kid Night-time access to House Unit. There are also all the scans ordered by Dr. Mire and Professor Ian. Princess Milly has ordered Baby Sleep Monitoring settings for Susie.<<
“Thank You, House. Those settings will be just fine,” Marsha kissed Milly on the forehead and did the same for the Susie Doll. “Nighty Night Princess.”
“Night, Mommy.”
“House,” Marsha said as she reached the doorway, “Bedtime.”
The lights went out, except for a slight glow in the light strips. Windows were darkened, and holographic fairies and butterflies danced around above the bed. Marsha couldn’t hear it, but she knew there was a lullaby playing that Milly could hear. Shutting the door, she left just a crack open.
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The Wishing Stone By Teek |
Summary: Making a wish on the Wishing Stone is a great honor. One that only ten people every hundred years gets to make. Many wishes throughout time have dramatically changed the life of the Wishee for the positive, but there are consequences to one's actions. When the youngest Wishee in history makes a life-altering wish, those around twelve-year-old Mikey must adjust to the changes.
Chapter Summary: Mom learns more about how Milly got her name, and some about Mikey's time as Milly. Then, a nightmare triggers the Wish Particle to make more changes.
“Did you sanitize your teeth Sarah,” Mom asked as she came into the room?
“Yes, Mom,” Sarah said as she hopped into bed and grabbed her stuffed panda.
“Potty and training pants?”
Sarah hopped out of bed and ran off to the bathroom. Soon, Sarah was getting back into bed.
Mom sat down on the edge of the bed, “I am so proud of you for being a good big sister today. I know it has been a rough day with all the changes and the focus being on Milly.”
“She’s really cute Mommy. It’s going to be fun having a baby sister.”
“You know, she probably doesn’t like being called a baby. You didn’t when you were her age.”
“But she acts like a baby and is so little. She sits in booster seats, drinks from sippy cups, and lives in a make-believe princess world. How young is she going to get Mommy?”
“I don’t know,” Marsha said. “That concerns me too. She just keeps getting younger.”
Mom smiled, “House, how old is Milly?”
>>Melissa is 6 years, 2 months old - - - Correction, 6 years, 1 month old.<<
“Mikey would have loved this,” Sarah said with a smile.
“Did Mikey ever tell you he was a girl?”
“Only when we played dress-up.”
“He would play dress-up as a girl?”
“Sometimes, but only when Daddy was busy and told us not to disturb him. He was more fun when he pretended to be a girl,” Sarah said. Thinking for a moment, “I was the one that started calling him Milly. Calling him Mikey when he was in one of my dresses was just too weird.”
Mom hugged Sarah, “Milly is a wonderful name. Thank You for picking it for her.”
The two just sat there snuggled together for a few minutes, each thinking about Mikey before the wish.
“How did he fit in your dresses,” Mom asked. “He was bigger than you.”
“They never fit. Mikey hated that. We never did up the backs and always chose ones that went down to my feet. That way, they weren’t too short on him. His biggest complaint was his short hair. He always wanted pigtails or braids, but all we could do was put barrettes in his hair.”
Sarah smiled and giggled a little, “We got caught a few times. Mikey got the dress off before Daddy got to the room, but not always the barrettes. Daddy always said he looked silly with them in but said it was nice of Mikey to let me play hairdresser with him.”
“I wish we knew. If we did, we would have gotten Mikey his own dresses. Boys who are girls on the inside are called Transgender. Sometimes, people don’t have a body that matches their mind and heart. That is what happened with Mikey. He was a girl on the inside and a boy on the outside. If Daddy and I had known, we would have let him be the girl she was.”
“We didn’t have to hide it?”
“Nope. No one should ever hide who they are on the inside.”
“I’m not a veggie eating person on the inside,” Sarah declared.
“Thanks for letting me know,” Mom said with a big smile. “But, you still have to eat your veggies.”
“It was worth a try . . .”
>>Nightmare Alert - - Nightmare Alert<<
Sarah and Mom looked at each other.
“So that is how you always knew when I was having a nightmare.”
“Built-in feature of the House’s Sleep monitoring of kids,” Mom said as she stood up and headed for Milly’s room. Looking more closely at her personal display, “That is weird. Milly’s Wish Particle number is 58. Nightmare first.”
Sarah followed Mom.
“No . . . No . . .” Milly was tossing and turning in bed. “No, I don’t want to be a boy. I want my dress back. I’m not Mikey. I’m Milly.”
“House, low-level nighttime lighting, nightmare soundtrack volume 2, increase room temp 5 degrees,” Mom said as she approached the bed.
“Always love that music,” Sarah smiled. “It looks like she is having a bad nightmare. Poor thing.”
Mom sat down on the edge of the bed and pulled Milly up into a hug, rubbing her back, “It’s okay. It’s okay baby, Mommy’s here.”
Sarah watched as a very familiar routine was followed. Mommy was so gentle and managed to calm Milly back down.
“Wow, Mommy, you were so good at that. She didn’t even wake up enough to know that I was here.”
“You and Mikey gave me a lot of practice. Hopefully, in the morning, she won’t even remember that she had a nightmare.”
At the doorway, Marsha stopped and looked back at Milly, “House, reset room to previous settings.”
Marsha looked at her personal display screen, watching the steps House was taking. -She pressed a button and switched the info over to Milly, “House, confirm that Wish Particle number.”
>>Confirmed, Melissa has a Wish Particle Number of 65.<<
“Which do I call,” Marsha asked? “Both I guess. House, notify Dr. Mire and Professor Ian. Com-Link them in just above a whisper volume. Tell Gregg to come up here and put Sarah to bed.”
“But Mommy, I want to help Milly too.”
“Be a good big sister and go to bed for me, please. You can see Milly is fine.”
“Then why are you calling Dr. Mire and this ProFuser Guy.”
“Professor Ian knows a lot about the wish magic, and Dr. Mire wanted to know if something changed with Milly. Her Wish Particle numbers are going up, but she looks just fine. They just need to know what is going on.”
Gregg came up behind Sarah, “Come on Sarah Bear, let’s leave Mommy to deal with Milly.”
Sarah and Gregg were walking away when both Professor Ian and Dr. Mire appeared.
“Something up,” Dr. Mire asked, looking at the sleeping child and her scan readings?
“You wanted me for something,” Professor Ian asked?
“Milly’s Wish Particle number is going up,” Marsha said, looking at her display instead of them. “Shortly before bed, it was at 24, but now it is at 72. It is climbing fast. When I Com-Linked you, it was at 65.”
“House,” Dr. Mire said. “Give me a continuous reading scan of the basic medical info.”
“House,” Professor Ian directed. “Is there anything else in the house with increasing Wish Particle numbers?”
>>In this room, numbers are going up for all of Melissa’s clothing and some of the furniture. Some toys throughout the house have increasing numbers, and Milly’s car seat in both cars.<<
“Look at her age readout,” Dr. Mire pointed out. “Every few minutes, she gets a day younger. Correction, it is up to a day every minute.”
“Doctor,” Professor Ian blurted out. “Keep an eye on her health and organs. I am going deeper. Scanners are now at a sub-atomic level.”
“Wish Particle numbers just passed 120,” Dr. Mire stated.
“She’s glowing,” Marsha announced.
The other two looked up for a moment and then back down to their displays.
Dr. Mire went into the room and stood next to the bed, “House, display muscular structure above the body and then the skeleton above that. Show me the nerve impulse reading and the nerve pain index reading above that.”
Marsha came up next to Dr. Mire, “Is something wrong?”
“Not really,” Dr. Mire said. “She is shrinking, which would be expected if she is getting younger. Her nerve impulse reading is off the charts, but . . . look for yourself, the nerve pain index reading is zero. She is registering zero pain through all of this.”
“That’s good,” Marsha stated. “Isn’t it?”
“Look at her muscles. Not just that they are getting smaller, but also getting weaker. Her bones are losing mass and strength. When kids grow too fast, they get growing pains. She is getting younger one day every minute, during an age range that there is great growth in the body. Well, for her, it is significant shrinkage. Yet, she has no pain.”
Marsha looked at the displays, keeping an eye on the Nerve Pain Index reading. It was still at zero. The glow from Milly’s body at this point could be seen through the blanket.
“Seconds after she entered R.E.M. sleep, there was another spike in the Wish Particle Number,” Dr. Mire said out loud. “It is at 175. Regression is now at 4 days per minute.”
Gregg came in and wrapped his arm around Marsha. For three hours, the four adults watched a six-year-old child turn into a four-year-old. Bed railing netting had magically appeared on the sides of the bed just after she became four. A pacifier appeared on the nightstand next to the bed. Although all the Little Girl toys in the room stayed, the Big Girl toys were transformed into Toddler toys. The items on the top of her dresser disappeared and reappeared on the window seat. A changing pad appeared on top of the dresser. The diaper disposer that had been in the bathroom appeared next to the changing table.
Throughout the process, Milly was hugging the Susie doll. It appeared to be growing during the process, but it was just Milly getting smaller. She looked so small and skinny compared to the six-year-old that Marsha had tucked in only a few hours ago.
“I think that is it,” Professor Ian said. “The Wish Particle numbers in her are down to 10, and they are no longer in anything else throughout the house.”
“If that is correct,” Dr. Mire said. “It looks like the final regression brought her down to 4 years, 6 months old. Records show she’s not potty trained yet, but about 50% of four-year-olds are still in diapers full time, so that isn’t anything important.”
“Thank You, Dr. Mire and Professor Ian,” Gregg said. “Your help has been greatly appreciated.”
“We will keep the constant scans going until there are no Wish Particles detected. Then I have instructed the House unit just to scan every hour until she has gone one month with no sign of the particle,” Professor Ian said. “When that happens, a team will be dispatched to take the external power plant out of your yard. If you need me, you know how to contact me.”
Professor Ian vanished.
Dr. Mire held a finger over her mouth and signaled for the parents to follow her out of the room, “During the rapid transformation, the sensory signals from the body were not connected to the brain. They just got reconnected. Didn’t want to wake her up.”
“Doctor,” Marsha asked? “Is she okay?”
“Oh, she is fine for a four-year-old girl. Those scanners the Professor installed are better than any I have seen in the Hospital. The upgrades to the House unit made it possible for me to run any scan I wanted. I ran a lot of different scans,” Dr. Mire chuckled. “With those scanners, I may be coming here to do the girls' physicals instead of you coming to me. Your scanners are way better than the ones in my office. Kind of jealous, but considering the circumstances, I am glad you had them this evening. If you didn’t, she would be in the hospital at the moment. She slept through all of this and will wake up unaware of any of it happened. Much better than the trauma a hospital visit can have on a little one.”
“What about her cognitive ability? She seemed so much younger than her actual age this afternoon. She acted more like a . . . a four-year-old,” Marsha stopped as realization struck.
“Bingo,” Dr. Mire smiled. “This last transformation brought her body in line with the brain. From the scans that I have done, all of Mike’s memories are still there, just not connected with his current level of access. The brain developments that happen at ages 6, 9, and 12 are all gone like she had never developed them. Cognitively, she is a typical 4-year-old. Her motor, social, emotional, communication, and adaptive skills all align with a 4-year-old. You are now the proud parents of a very healthy, perfectly normal 4-year-old. Well, except for the fact that no one has ever seen or heard of her before today. Just a typical day in the life of a parent with a 4-year-old.”
Gregg and Marsha laughed.
“I am not certain, but I do not know of any transformational wish that had two stages to it. If this is the first, I think it has something to do with the age. Maybe the wish magic wanted to see if the brain could handle jumping down through two of those stages before bringing the body down that far. Just a theory. I’ll share it with Professor Ian unless you object.”
“No,” Marsha said. “Share anything you feel would be helpful to future parents of children wishing. Being the first can be nerve-racking. As long as the information isn’t plastered all over the news, I’m okay with you sharing it.”
“As I understand it, the Wishing Stone Society is under some of the same restrictions as the press. Until Milly turns 15, they can’t reveal anything they learn from Milly. They will be researching the data they collected tonight for eleven years before they can reveal any of it to the public,” Dr. Mire said. “I reread the law this afternoon. The child clause is very strict, protecting minors from abuse and exploitation. It also protects the rest of the family from being the targets of people seeking information. Whoever wrote it must have been a parent, probably a Mom.”
Marsha smiled.
“As Milly’s doctor, I am bound by that law and the Health Records Confidentiality Act. I can’t say anything to anyone but you. What I put in her School Medical File cannot mention or link anything to the Wishing Stone.”
“Thank You, Dr. Mire,” Gregg said.
“My pleasure,” Dr. Mire said. “Well, it has been a long day for all of us. I will check in with you tomorrow. Night.”
With that, Dr. Mire vanished.
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The Wishing Stone By Teek |
Summary: Making a wish on the Wishing Stone is a great honor. One that only ten people every hundred years gets to make. Many wishes throughout time have dramatically changed the life of the Wishee for the positive, but there are consequences to one's actions. When the youngest Wishee in history makes a life-altering wish, those around twelve-year-old Mikey must adjust to the changes.
Chapter Summary: Time for Milly and Sarah to go back to school.
NOTE: Little kid talk.
- The letter “R” is replaced with a “W”
- “ER” at the end of words is replaced with a short “A” sound or short "U" sound
- “ING” at the end of words is just “IN”
~o~O~o~
“Sarah, get out of there,” Marsha said in a loud whisper as she maneuvered Sarah out of Milly’s room. “I told you, we are letting her sleep until she wakes up. Your school transport will be here in ten minutes, and you are not dressed yet.”
“But Mom,” Sarah protested. “I want to meet her. She looks so little. She’s just a baby.”
“She’s four. She’s not a baby,” Mom explained as she moved Sarah into her room. “No crib, no highchair, and no baby bottles.”
“But she has a pacifier. I saw it next to her bed. Only babies have pacifiers.”
“Little boys and girls still use pacifiers from time to time. You didn’t completely give yours up until you turned five.”
Marsha worked on getting Sarah’s pajamas off a highly distracted child.
“Please, Mommy. I want to be here when she wakes up.”
“NO! You are getting on that Transport when it shows up. If you’re just in your nighttime training pants when it gets here, then I am putting you on the Transport in just your wet training pants. Now move it!”
Marsha went to the dresser and tossed some socks and panties over onto Sarah’s bed. Then she went to the closet and grabbed a dress. With Sarah focused on convincing Mom to let her stay home, Marsha managed to get her dressed for school.
“But Mom, Milly needs her big sister on her first day.”
Marsha started working on combing Sarah’s hair when they were interrupted by the house.
>>School Transport for Sarah is five minutes away from the pick-up spot.<<
“Piggies or Pony,” Mom asked?
“Pony, Please. Can you braid it?”
“No, we don’t have enough time,” Marsha said, as she moved Sarah out of her room and down the hall.
“Where’s the pick-up spot,” Sarah asked?
“Good question,” Mom looked at Sarah. “House, where is the pick-up spot?”
>>Two houses down the street,<< the house stated while projecting a holographic image of the route from the house to the pick-up spot.
“Come on,” Mom started, continuing to move Sarah down the hall while she was still combing the hair.
As Sarah put on her Zoombot shoes, Mom finished getting the hair into a ponytail.
“Is your School Pad in your backpack?”
“I put it in there after I finished my reading homework.”
As the two went through the garage door and headed down the stairs to the ground floor, “Be good at school and try to calm down enough that you don’t bug your teacher to death. Remember, If people ask about Mikey, you can tell them that he was turned into a little girl, but that is it. Her age and any other information is private. If they ask where she is? Tell them she goes to a different school now. They don’t need to know anything else. No talking about Mikey playing dress-up with you or about all the stuff that happened yesterday after the wish.”
“Okay, Mommy.”
Marsha kissed Sarah and looked down the street, “Do you see any kids you know?”
“One of the girls is in my class,” Sarah said.
“Well, go say hi to your new neighbors,” Mom smiled as she scooted her off to the School Transport pick-up spot.
>>School Transport for Sarah is two minutes away from the pick-up spot.<<
Marsha walked over to the ground floor entrance to the house and waited in the doorway until she saw Sarah get on the transport. She then headed to the kitchen. As she was pouring her morning refresher, the House notified her that Milly was in stage one of waking up. Marsha quickly drank her morning refresher and then headed up to Milly’s room.
Entering the room, Marsha saw a little girl curled up with her dolly hugged tight. Looking at the House Display Panel, she pressed a few buttons, and the windows started to let in some sunlight, a little kid wake up song began to play at .1 volume, and child status readings were displayed above the bed. Mood hormones were in line for a positive day. Temp and blood pressure were in a normal range. Diaper needed changing, but that really would only be noteworthy if it didn’t.
Marsha went over and lowered the bedside netting so she could sit down. Looking at the displays, she saw that Milly’s wake indicator bar was about to move from stage one to stage two. As soon as it moved into stage-two, the music and sunlight levels increased. Marsha started to rub Milly’s back.
A very groggy little girl voice said, “Stop Susie. I sleepin, go back to sleep.”
Mom reached over and held on to the back of the Susie doll. Wiggling it around a little, Mom pretended to be Susie talking, “Mommy Milly, the sun is coming in, and I hear the wake-up song. Time to get up.”
Milly opened her eyes and looked at Susie, “At least you didn’t jump up and down on the bed like I do with Mommy and Daddy. They weally hate it when I do that to wake them up.”
Mom took the Susie doll and made it jump up and down.
“Mommy!” Milly complained.
“Morning Princess.”
“Mornin Mommy.”
“Ready for a fun day at school today? It’s Green Day!”
“Pink Day!” Milly blurted out.
“No, Green Day. Green Show and Tell item and green on your clothes. If I remember correctly, your dress for today does have pink on it, but it is Green Day.”
“Poopy!”
“Watch your language young lady. No bad words.”
Milly was picked up and brought over to the changing table, still holding on tight to Susie. The sunlight in the room continued to increase, along with the little kid wake up music. The diaper was quickly changed, and then Milly was zipped back up into the unicorn pajamas. Marsha picked her up and carried her down to the Kitchen. Milly was placed on the counter while Marsha got breakfast together for Milly.
“Pwincess Stacy sippy cup, please Mommy.”
“Okay, your Gubit in your Princess Stacy sippy cup. Do you want some orange juice?”
“It gween day. Gween juice?”
“hmmmm, can’t make the orange juice green, but I can make the Gubit green. Do you want green Gubit?”
“Yes,” Milly said, clapping her hands.
Marsha put two drops of food coloring into the Gubit and stirred it up. She showed it to Milly before placing the lid on.
“Gween,” Milly said in such a way that Marsha wasn’t sure if it was a question or a statement.
“Green Gubit for my little princess,” Marsha said. Then after pouring the Orange Juice into another sippy cup, she showed it to Milly. “Orange Juice.”
“Owange,” Milly said as she looked in the cup.
Marsha put some scrambled eggs on Milly’s plate and showed them to Milly, “What color are the eggs?”
“Ellow”
“Good Girl, that’s right. The eggs are Yellow. You’re so smart.”
“Pwincess Stacy has a ellow dwess.”
“Yes, she does.”
Milly smiled.
Gregg entered the Kitchen, coming over and kissing Milly on her forehead, “Morning Milly.”
“Pwincess Milly!”
Gregg picked Milly up and carried her over to her booster seat, “Use your silver wear. Okay?”
“Otay,” Milly said, grabbing the toddler fork next to her plate.
“Didn’t expect the speech deficits,” Gregg said to Marsha. “But it is cute.”
“Sounds age-appropriate,” Marsha said, sitting down at the table. “Yeah, very cute.”
“So, how do you want to play this?” Gregg asked.
“I was thinking of just going in like she has been going there for a year-and-a-half and be totally confused when they have no recollection of her.”
“You wouldn’t,” Gregg questioned?
“Think about who you are talking to,” Marsha said with an evil smile.
“Fine, you would, but you won’t.”
“Okay, I probably won’t,” Marsha huffed. “You are taking all the fun out of this. Milly’s teacher is probably already confused as can be. She walked into her classroom today and probably found all indications of another kid in her class, but no recollection of the kid. She probably has Milly’s name written out in the teacher’s handwriting a few times throughout the room. That would just freak me out if it happened to me.”
“Okay,” Gregg chuckled. “That does sound a little freaky. I would kind of want to watch that surveillance vid. Seeing artwork up in the room and her name on things, but not remember the kid.”
“Then Milly walks in the room knowing everyone and the routines, but no one knows her.”
Gregg smiled, “Not sure who to feel sorry for. Sweet little Milly, or everyone else.”
“Oh, given the age and the personality of our children, you better feel sorry for everyone else.”
“Milly might be different than Mikey and Sarah were.”
Marsha giggled, “I highly doubt it. There’s too much of you in her Gregg.”
Milly picked up some scrambled eggs with her hands and stuffed it in her mouth.
“Be a big girl Milly and use your fork,” Mom directed.
“Me big giwl. Sarah little giwl. Me go thiwd gwade. Sawah go Eawly Leawnin Centa.”
“What,” Mom put her hands on her chest. “I sent the wrong kid off to third grade this morning? Oh no. My Little Girl should be in Early Learner 2, but I sent her off to Big Kid school instead. My poor baby.”
“Yup. Sawah baby. Me da Big Giwl.”
“Well Big Girl,” Mom smiled at Milly. “Eat up then. Someone is really late for third grade.”
Milly reached for some more food on her plate with her hands.
“And remember. Big girls don’t eat with their hands.”
“humf, Me baby. Goo-Goo Gaa-Gaa,” Milly said as she grabbed some eggs and stuffed them in her mouth.
“And I thought yesterday’s age fluctuations were fast and big,” Gregg commented.
After Breakfast, Milly was changed and dressed for the day. After a quick look in the school bag to make sure there was still a green toy in there, Milly ran off to Daddy’s office to give him a hug and kiss goodbye. Then off to school.
In the Transport, Marsha was reminded just how little her 12-year-old had become. The safety seat was a baby one, not even a Little Kid booster seat. She got Milly in the seat and activated the safety force fields.
>>Child is Secure<< the baby seat stated.
Marsha got in next to Milly and activated the Transport, “Diamond Lake Early Learning Center.”
>>5 minute flight time with current traffic.<< the transport announced as it took off.
“Okay, Milly,” Marsha said, looking her right in the eyes. “The kids and teachers are going to play a game today. They are going to pretend they don’t know you. I want you to just ignore their silly game. You just go through the day like normal.”
“Otay, Mommy,” Milly said with a huge smile.
As they walked into Diamond Lake Early Learning center, Marsha smiled at all the memories. Milly tried to go down to her classroom, but Mom held on tight to her hands and walked into the office.
“Can I help you,” the school secretary asked?
“I would like to see the Principal please.”
“I’ll see if she’s in. May I ask what it is in regards to?”
“I want to talk to her about Milly here.”
Milly smiled and waved at the secretary.
“If you want to register a new student, you can start filling out the forms while you wait. There’s a pad over on the counter there. Just click Register New Student.”
“Oh, no. Milly is already a student here. Your records will show she has been attending here for a year and a half.”
“I have been the secretary here for three years, and I don’t recognize either of you. Are you sure you are in the right place?”
“We are definitely in the right place. If you would get the Principal, all this could be cleared up.”
The secretary pressed a button on her desk and opened a private Com-Link, “We have someone out here that would like to see you about a new student, but they are saying the child’s been coming here for a while. . . . The child’s name is Milly.”
The principal was quickly out of her office and approaching them, “Mrs. Soffin, it has been a while since I last saw you. How is Sarah doing?”
“She is doing just fine. She is in 3rd grade this year.”
“My, they grow up fast. Seems like just yesterday she was running around this building.”
“Yeah.”
“And this must be Milly.”
Milly smiled and waved.
“Can we go to your office to talk?”
“Sure,” Mrs. Oster gestured towards her office.
“Oh,” Marsha said, turning back to the secretary. “While we’re in there, I suggest you look up in your records: Melissa Soffin, Early Learner level 2.”
With that, Marsha went into the principal’s office, still holding onto Milly’s hand. When she sat down, she pulled Milly up onto her lap.
“Okay,” Mrs. Oster said when she sat down behind her desk. “I have heard enough to piece some things together, so I will start. This morning I had one of my teachers confused over strange things happening in her room. She appeared to have a new student named Milly, but there were signs that the student had been there all year. Including artwork and a picture from the 1st day of term. Then you show up with a kid named Milly.”
Marsha hugged Milly and smiled at the Principal.
“I can put two and two together to get Milly here. Your oldest wished on the Wishing Stone yesterday. Crazy news stories talked about the Wishee turning into a little girl of about 7-years-old. The only real question is why they are calling this little thing seven. She doesn’t even look like she’s five yet.”
“She isn’t. School Unit, please identify the name, age, and classroom for the child on my lap,” Marsha directed.
>>Melissa Louise Soffin, goes by Milly. Age 4 years, 6-months-old. A student in Miss Kepper’s Early Learning 2 classroom<<
“How did the news get the age so wrong?”
“Because,” Marsha looked down at Milly. “When Mikey made the wish, the stone turned him into a 7-year-old girl. Over the next 12 hours, it regressed him down to this age. Our best guess is that the process is done. She has been this age for over eight hours.”
“O-kay, from 12 to 4 in twelve hours. Must be quite a shock on you.”
“We didn’t even know he was transgender. Sarah knew, but we didn’t.”
“Amazing that we haven’t found a way to raise kids, so they are more able to reveal that information to parents. We had two kids magically change gender yesterday in the middle of the day. It was quite a shock for everyone, especially since no one knew they were transgender until it happened. Trust me, there is no easy way to call a parent up and tell them that their Early Learner has switched gender. One of the parents took it pretty well. Once she got over the initial shock, she asked if that is why her son kept wanting to wear his sister’s dresses. The other, though, had a hard time accepting their baby girl was now a boy.”
“I am sorry.”
“Oh, you have nothing to apologize for. We, as a society, have decided to accept Wish Magic. That means we have to accept the consequences of that magic. This wish changed the long term life for many people for the positive. I don’t know how much you have been watching the news, but the current discussion is around how we raise children. Some of the colonies out in the Solar System have already mandated all children at six years old be given the Gender Rating Scale. They also passed legislation banning gender-specific marketing of toys and clothing. They’re not banning any of the toys or clothes, just the marketing approaches. There is also a push to drop all judgment of choices by children on what clothes they wear or toys they choose to play with.”
“We heard one news burst yesterday, but I didn’t hear anything about that.”
“How much did the wish magic change her? Do we have a 4-year-old with a 12-year-old’s knowledge?”
“Medical scans by her Pediatrician last night put her at a 4-year-old level in all areas. Even back in diapers. I assume the test results are in your School Files.”
“Many of those scan results are automatically put in the School File unless the doctor intentionally tells them not to go there. Same thing with our scans showing up in the Pediatrician files.”
“I have always appreciated that,” Marsha said. “It has helped everyone work as one to meet the needs of the kids.”
Milly started to squirm to get down.
“We should probably get her off to class,” Mrs. Oster said. “Before she finds something fun to tear apart in my office.”
Marsha chuckled as she stood up, putting Milly on her hip. After a minute of dealing with a fidgety child, she put Milly down. Holding on to her hand, they walked down the hall to the classroom.
“Here we are,” Mrs. Oster said, walking into the classroom. “Miss Kepper, I found your mystery student. You were right. It was Wish Magic that has brought her to you.”
Milly escaped Mommy’s grasp and ran off to her cubby. She quickly hung up her backpack and then ran off to the attendance chart. She grabbed the picture of herself and put it on the board to show she was here. Then she went off to the toys.
“She appears to know exactly what to do. How does she know,” Miss Kepper asked?
“As far as I can figure out,” Marsha said. “She has memories like she had grown up normally. Some are borrowed from the first time she was this age, but others are new. I ask that you treat her like she has been in your class all term. That is what she believes.”
“Weird, but okay,” Miss Kepper said. “I read her file this morning, including the notes written by me. Strange reading notes I wrote but knowing I didn’t write them.”
“Yeah, lots of strange things with all of this,” Marsha said. “I guess I should start with a formal introduction. Hello, I am Marsha Soffin, and that pigtailed bundle of energy over there is my daughter Milly.”
“Nice to meet you. I’m Ellen Kepper, and my assistants are Susan Mitchell and Maggy Johnson. The kids usually call us Teacher Ellen, Teacher Susan, and Teacher Maggy.”
“I know your busy,” Marsha said looking around at the room full of kids. “So, I’ll make this brief. You need to know a few things. Her Little Kid mind has put an interesting twist on the Wishing Stone. She is very into Princesses. When we told her, she used to be a boy but had magically turned her into a girl, she twisted it all around. She thinks an evil witch had turned her into a boy, and a Fairy Godmother came to her rescue and turned her back into a girl.”
“Oh, my,” Miss Kepper smile. “Good imagination. Interesting way to put order into a crazy situation.”
“Little Kid make-believe worlds are fun at times,” Marsha agreed. “Milly is very much into Princesses and anything little girl pink. She has no memory of her previous life, and I would prefer it not be a topic brought up.”
“Okay,” Miss Kepper said as a little kid came up, pulling on her shirt. Before turning to the kid, she said to the adults, “Excuse me.”
“Let’s go back to my office,” Mrs. Oster said to Marsha.
Once they reached the office, “So Mrs. Soffin, Is there anything we need to know.”
“You know she is the Wishee, but I want to keep that a secret as much as possible.”
“I can understand. Fortunately, Early Learners are so ego-centric they won’t notice or care.”
“Yeah, I can see that.”
“Did you know what he was going to wish for before he made it?”
“No,” Marsha said. “Mike was adamant about keeping it a secret. He never told us he was transgender, so I am not surprised he didn’t want to tell us he was going to wish to be a little girl. He knew his rights, and he knew the dangers of making a wish. He was concerned about the Wishing Stone granting only True Wishes. He was concerned his wish wouldn’t be considered a True Wish.”
“I’ve heard that is something a lot of Wishees are concerned about.”
“I am sorry the wish has caused you so many problems,” Marsha added.
“Oh no, Mrs. Soffin. It added challenges to my day yesterday and today, but no real problems. As a society, we have chosen to live with the consequences of the wishes, no matter what happens. Some may gripe and complain, but if you ask them if we should stop wishing, they would all say, no.”
“I guess you’re right.”
“Wishes have given us everything from unicorns to light speed drives. Very rarely are they viewed as negative in the long run. This one won’t either.”
“I hope not.”
After a few minutes of silence, Mrs. Oster asked, “So, who is the primary contact?”
“It is Gregg, my husband. He works from home and can drop whatever he is doing to help with the kids. I can’t really do that in my job,” Marsha said, wondering what challenges she was about to face in her new job. “Speaking of which, I probably should get to work. Thank You for listening to my concerns.”
“Mrs. Soffin,” Mrs. Oster said, standing up. “You have a second chance with Milly that parents of transgender kids usually never get. You get to raise her from a little girl, with her being herself. I know all of this is a little overwhelming at the moment but try to step back and see the positives. 4-year-old little girls are great little cuddlers, and love someone just sitting down and reading them a story.”
“What do you mean I can’t get that scan?” Professor Ian asked.
“Professor, we didn’t think we needed to upgrade the school scanners since all Diamond Lake schools got School Unit upgrades three years ago. They’re School Units, that means that they already have impressive scanners,” Lieutenant Commander Peters explained.
“That may be, but I need sub-atomic level scans on this. I can’t get them because the School Unit doesn’t scan down that far. Now get out to that school and upgrade that system immediately. Be extra careful, though. It is a School Unit, and the kids are there. The system cannot go down for even a second, and every child must always be within the range of at least one active scanner at all times.”
“Understood, Professor. Will you be making the first contact, or should I?”
“You focus on getting what you need, and then get out to that school as fast as possible. Remember, it’s a School Unit. There are hundreds of sensors that will need to be upgraded with secondary backup systems included. Focus on where the Wishee currently is, and then where they are going to be. Don’t stop there, though. I want every sensor in that school upgraded that could ever possibly scan that child. Don’t forget the School Transport either. I lost data this morning when the Wishee was transported to school. I don’t want to lose her again when she goes home. Just be careful. School is in session. Disrupt the normal functions of that school as little as possible. Understood?”
“Yes, Professor,” Lieutenant Commander Peters said as he left the room.
“Lab,” Professor Ian commanded. “Get me the Superintendent of Diamond Lake Schools and the Principal of Diamond Lake Early Learning Center. I want a conference Com-Link with both of them together. Send with the Com-Link requests, Government IDs, and Clearance Levels.”
>>Diamond Lake Early Learning Center School Unit is routing me directly to the Principal. School System Offices are directing me to the Superintendent’s Secretary.<<
“Lab, Patch in the Superintendent when you get them.”
“Hello,” Mrs. Oster said, accepting the Com-Link. “How may I help you?”
“Mrs. Oster, I am Professor Ian, Executive Director of the Wishing Stone Society. This is going to be a three-way Com-Link with the Superintendent of Diamond Lake Schools. Are you able to hold until they Link-In?”
“Certainly,” Mrs. Oster said. “Is this regarding Milly Soffin?”
“Yes and No. I would prefer to wait until the Superintendent Com-Links in, so I only have to say this stuff once.”
“I understand,” Mrs. Oster said as she moved over to the conference table in her office.
About a minute later, the Superintendent appeared, “Superintendent Gould, how may I help you?”
The Superintendent looked around at who was in the Com-Link, “Hello, Principal Oster.”
“Thank you, both of you, for meeting with me. Superintendent Gould, I am Professor Ian, Executive Director of the Wishing Stone Society. I want your permission to upgrade the School Unit at Diamond Lake Early Learning Center and at least one of your School Transports,” Professor Ian stated.
“We have a fairly new School Unit Professor, only three years old. It is working fine, and we have had no problems with it. Why are you requesting it be upgraded,” Mrs. Oster asked?
“I have been scanning the Wishee, but I need a more detailed scan that your system can’t handle.”
“I think you have made a mistake Professor Ian,” Superintendent Gould stated. “The Wishee goes to Diamond Lake Elementary, and this is the Principal for our Early Learning Center.”
“Actually,” Mrs. Oster corrected. “The Wishee does attend my school. She is in one of our Early Learner 2 classrooms.”
The Superintendent looked confused as he looked back and forth between the two other people in the Com-Link.
“I am sure you are aware by now, Superintendent Gould, that the wish changed the gender and age of the Wishee,” Professor Ian said. “As of the middle of last night, the age of the Wishee was 4-years, 6-months old. School Unit, what is the age of Milly Soffin?”
>>Melissa Louise Soffin is 4-years, 6-months old.<<
“Good, she still is that age,” Professor Ian said.
“Professor,” Mrs. Oster asked? “You said you have been scanning a child in my school. What gives you the right to tap into our systems and use them to scan one of my students illegally?”
“Principal Oster,” Superintendent said. “I think you should activate your Com-Link identification tool. It will show you three symbols above the Professor’s Com-Link image. The first one symbolizes that this is a secure and encrypted communication. The second one is a military symbol and rank. It has been a while since I was in the military, but there are only about five people in the military with a higher rank if I recall correctly. The third symbol, however, is the one that is important here. The Professor is only asking out of courtesy. I suspect he already has a team in route to your school to initiate the upgrade. That third symbol is the Government Rank and the indicator of authority. The up arrow on it indicates that he is in control here, not us.”
Professor Ian looked straight at Principal Oster, “I am sorry I did not inform you that I was accessing your system and gathering this data. Here at the W.S. society, we try to stay in the background and unseen as much as possible. Your School Unit recognized my authority to do the scan I was asking it to do, and it determined that it could do what I was asking without any compromise to regular duties. I was not collecting any data on any children in your school.”
“What do you mean,” Mrs. Oster interrupted. “You are scanning and collecting data on Milly. She is a student at my school.”
Superintendent Gould responded before Professor Ian could, “Principal Oster, a month ago when I found out we had a Wishee in our Schools, I researched those laws. I sent a summary of my findings to the Elementary School Principal. I’m sorry I didn’t send one to you. I didn’t know the Wishee was now young enough to be in your school. Here, let me send it now. You can read through it after this Com-Link. Basically, the Wishing Stone Society can do almost anything as long as they don’t ask the Wishee what they wished for. The Professor wants to upgrade our School Unit. There is nothing in the law that prevents him from doing that or accessing the School Unit to observe a Wishee. I suspect, though, he is not observing the Wishee, or at least not as you or I would observe a child. If that is all they wanted to do, they wouldn’t need to upgrade our systems. School Units are designed to keep an eye on children and have a high level of medical and intellectual scanners. So, Professor, what are you doing that requires an upgrade to our system?”
“I’m asking your system to scan anything and everything with the Wish Particle in it. Those scans coming directly to me are at a cellular or molecular level or smaller. At the moment, in your school, the Wish Particles are only seen in one child and the memory banks of your School Unit. I believe if you look into it, you will also find the Wishee’s doctor is also doing scans collecting data on things at the cellular level and above,” Professor Ian paused for a moment before continuing. “Principal Oster, I will point out to you that many have access to your School Unit, scanning children in your school without asking you permission first. Doctors do it all the time. I’m the father of two kids. I go to a check-up for one of my kids without my child because they are in school. The doctor accesses the School Unit and does the physical. It’s a lovely system: the kid doesn’t miss any school. The kid doesn’t even know that they just had a doctor visit, so no anxiety. As the doctor explained to me, the School Unit has security protocols to only allow scans of children by authorized personnel who have a legal right to the information. The only way I could access your system and do the scans I have done is to have the legal right to do them.”
“What is this Wish Particle,” Superintendent Gould asked? “It’s in the memory banks of the School Unit?”
“Fifty years ago, we first discovered the Wish Particle. It is the substance that does the magic. Until yesterday, we never got a clear scan of this particle. Ever since the Wishee’s House Unit picked it up during a medical scan by her doctor, we have been tracking it. That is what we are observing. Your School Unit can see the substance, but I need to do some sub-atomic scans. Your system was just never designed to do something like that.”
“Not even the most expensive School Units could do something like that,” Superintendent Gould said.
“Typically, only the best Hospital Units and Research Facility Units can do that level of scanning,” Professor Ian said. “We will be replacing every scanner in your school that ever has a chance of scanning the Wishee. Every classroom, hallway, office, and outside scanners. I don’t believe I have to upgrade your School Unit, just the scanners. We will also upgrade the scanners on the School Transport that brings the Wishee to school and back home each day. We lost scanning ability when the Wishee was transported to school this morning. Don’t want that drop-off, even for short periods.”
“Actually,” Principal Oster said. “The child was transported to school today by the child’s mother.”
“Thank you for that information. I will arrange for the family’s transports to get system upgrades.”
“Professor Ian,” Superintendent Gould asked. “I assume you want this done immediately. How much of a disruption to the school will this be?”
“You were correct earlier when you assumed I had a crew in route to your school. I have given them explicit directions to disrupt the regular routines of the school as little as possible. I have also explained that the school Unit cannot go down for even a second, and every child in the school must always be within the range of an active scanner at all times,” Professor Ian explained. “Now that all being said, I know anyone out of the norm in a school building is a distraction to children. I apologize upfront for that. This really is important and critical to be done as soon as possible.”
“Thank You, Professor Ian, for understanding the needs of a school,” Superintendent Gould said. “I will send over Allen, our Director of School Unit maintenance, to help with the process.”
“Thank You,” Professor Ian responded. “It will be appreciated. Lieutenant Commander Jose Peters is in charge of the crew that will be arriving. He has instructions to start with the room that the Wishee is in and where they will be next. He will most likely have a big enough team to have some of his crew replacing scanners in empty rooms, like when kids are at music, physical education, art, and recess. If you could allow access to a schedule so they can see where to be when it would be appreciated.”
“School,” Principal Oster commanded. “Create a schedule for identification of all parts of the school where and when there will be no children.”
Principal Oster looked at the other two Com-Link participants before continuing, “Attach a map of the locations of all School Unit sensors, with information on replacement access points.”
“School,” Superintendent Gould directed. “When Lieutenant Commander Jose Peters’ team shows up. Give them full access to replace your sensors. Please make sure they are never replacing both the primary and secondary sensors for an area at the same time. If their actions in any way limit your ability to perform your duties, inform them, Allen, Principal Oster, and me immediately.”
“Am I about to have a swarm of men in military uniforms and military vehicles show up at my school?”
“Yes,” Professor Ian responded.
“I have 543 children six and under in this school that will flip by seeing just one person in a military uniform and will be all excited to tell their parents that the military was at school today. We need to find a way to make this part of their day instead of something strange. Otherwise, we will have the parents all in panic mode. What if . . .,” Mrs. Oster paused for a moment thinking, “What if we had a few of the military men go around visiting each classroom for a quick question and answer time and set up some military vehicle tours.”
Professor Ian smiled. “My youngest is 12. He would love something like that. It is a great cover story too, and public relations. Excuse me for a moment. Lab, has Jose left yet?”
>>He is at the warehouse loading supplies.<<
“Lab, Com-Link Jose into this conference.”
“Lieutenant Commander Jose Peters,” Jose declared as he accepted the Com-Link. Looking around at the group, he said, “Sir?”
“Lieutenant Commander,” Professor Ian said. “I am altering your Mission a little. It has been pointed out that no matter what we do, we will disrupt the school and community. We will need a cover story and a distraction. Principal Oster has suggested tours of the military vehicles for the kids and some personnel going into each room to answer questions. Makeup 5 teams of a male and a female soldier. Have them report to the Principal for a classroom assignment. Supply them with 560 of those Little Kid military hats we have for base visitors. Every kid in the school gets a hat, even if they are absent today.”
“Understood.”
“Bring a variety of military vehicles and leave two personnel on each vehicle to help with tours of the equipment.”
“Yes, sir,” Lieutenant Commander Peters replied.
“I want every kid in that school going home full of excitement for Military Visit Day at school. This is an Early Learning Center, so you are dealing with little kids. Make sure you select your personnel carefully. They can be more dangerous than anything the troops have ever encountered.”
Mrs. Oster chuckled while nodding her head up and down.
“Is there a field big enough for us to land a Planetary Explorer Vehicle on,” Lieutenant Commander Peters asked?
“We have a Starball field,” replied Mrs. Oster. “Is that big enough?”
“That would be perfect for a Z-37 Mam. Can we occupy it for the day?”
“Oh,” Principal Oster said with a huge smile. “They will be talking about this day for years. Usually, we just get the Fire and Police departments to visit. Although our students are always impressed by them, they still comment on their older siblings’ special school activities or field trips. This time, the Littles get the talk of the town event. The field is all yours. The school transports pull up behind the school. As long as it is empty by 4 pm, you can use that location for the military vehicle tours. You will also find a loading dock at the back of the school where you can unload all those sensors you will be installing. One last thing though it is Green Day at our school today. If some of those vehicles and uniforms could be Green, it would be easier to pass off that this was all planned ahead of time.”
“Thank You, Mam. I think we can arrange the Green Day alignment. Not all divisions on this base have green uniforms or vehicles, but enough do to make it a good Green Day showing. ETA is about 30 minutes. Anything else?”
The Superintendent, Principal, and Professor Ian all looked at each other shaking their heads no.
“That should cover it, Jose,” Professor Ian said.
Lieutenant Commander Peters saluted and logged off.
“Thank You, Professor Ian,” Principal Oster said. “Sounds like I have a lot to do before they show up. Unless there is anything else, I will leave and get to work on that.”
“I think we have covered everything. If you have any questions, please Com-Link me,” Professor Ian said.
“Good Luck, both of you,” Superintendent Gould said and left the conference Com-Link.
Professor Ian nodded to the Principal and vanished.
Taking a deep breath, Principal Oster directed, “School, in 30 minutes, we are having a Military Visit Day. Set up a classroom visitation schedule for five groups to visit all the classrooms, allow 30-minutes visitations with 10-minute gaps between them. Make sure Miss Kepper’s classroom is in the first rotation. Then, set up a schedule for classrooms to visit the military vehicles that will be coming. Allow 45 minutes to an hour for each classroom. I want those visits over by 3 pm. Specials, Lunch, Nap Time, and Recess have priority in the schedule, try not to interrupt them, and if you have to, do it with the older kids, not the younger ones.”
Taking another deep breath, “School, ping all teachers and adult personnel in the school that are not classroom aides, letting them know I will be making an extremely important announcement over Staff Personal Displays in 1 minute that will need their full attention.”
Mrs. Oster looked at the created schedules for classroom visits and vehicle visits, “School, update the scanner replacement schedule of empty classrooms to go with the new Military Visit Day schedules.”
Taking another deep breath, “School, send this to all the personnel I identified earlier. - - Good Morning. I am sorry for the short notice. We have a special opportunity, and I couldn’t resist taking advantage of it. To go along with Green Day, we are having a Military Visit Day! I am sending you altered schedules for today that will include times that military personnel will be visiting classrooms and when each classroom will have a chance to visit the military equipment. The Starball field is off-limits today. There will be a Z-37 Planetary Explorer Vehicle parked on it. The rest of the military vehicles will be parked in the School Transport parking lot. Make sure all the students are with your class during the visits. This takes priority over things like Speech, OT, and other Special Services. The kids will remember this for years. Let’s make it a big day for them. On a side note, the military personnel has a secondary task here. They will be replacing all of the School Unit’s scanners. This should not impact any School Unit's abilities. The School Unit will ensure that either the Primary or Secondary Scanners in your classrooms or offices are always online. They will attempt to do that work as much as possible when the kids are not in your classroom. Questions and Concerns, please direct to the School Secretary. Problems, direct to me. Thank You, everyone, and again, sorry for the last-minute change.”
After a moment of silence, >>Com-Announcement ended<<
“School, Com-Link Superintendent Gould.”
“Principal Oster, already have a problem,” Superintendent Gould asked?
“Not exactly,” Principal Oster said with a smile. “If they want to upgrade the scanners on the School Transport that brings Milly to and from school, they will need access to it. More importantly, though, you and the Transport Department will have to decide which transports will have to get upgraded. She may always be on the same route, but it is not always the same vehicle.”
“Oh,” Superintendent Gould scrunched his mouth together and moved it to one side. After a moment, “Good point. They have been having trouble with some of the Transport Vehicles.”
“I will also need a location to send the military personnel for doing that part of the job. Will it be the Transport Barn or some other location? My building’s parking spaces are going to be a little busy with military vehicles. I can probably park one School Transport at a time in our main parking lot if needed.”
“Thanks, Karen,” Superintendent Gould said. “I’ll talk with the head of Transportation and get back to you.”
As soon as the Superintendent vanished, Principal Oster said, “School, Personal Com-Link me into Miss Kepper.”
“Principal Oster,” Miss Kepper said. “When you pull a surprise event, you really pull a whopper.”
“Sorry about that. The military was coming to replace all the scanners in the school because of Milly. I just took advantage of their presence.”
Miss Kepper looked over at her new student, “Milly huh, she is a sweet little thing, but it is strange that she knows everything like she has been here all term. The classroom aides and I are struggling to learn her as fast as possible. At least the other kids have taken a new student in without question.”
“That is good,” Principal Oster said. “Since they are doing all of this because of Milly, your classroom will be the first to get the sensors replaced, and that will happen with the kids in the room. To help distract the kids, I have the Military Team Classroom Visit for your room happening at the same time.”
“Okay, that explains why my classroom events didn’t appear to line up with the others in my pod.”
“Sorry about that. It’s not going to be an easy day for anyone. Keep Milly out of the spotlight please. I don’t want any of the military personnel to know she is the Wishee.”
“That should be easy. She blends in with the other kids. She is just another bubbly 4-year-old girl obsessed over princesses.”
Principal Oster smiled, “Well, I’ll let you get back to your class. I have a few things to do before the invasion.”
“So, you’re now the oldest,” Zara said as the girls worked on their morning assignment.
“Yeah. She’s just a little baby. She’s in diapers full time, she uses a pacifier and has netting on the side of her bed. She looked so small sleeping in her bed this morning.”
“Wow, a real baby sister,” Zara exclaimed as she pressed the button on the work she just did to see if she got the answer correct. “I wish my mom would get me a baby sister.”
“I’m not looking forward to a kid running around the house in stinky poopy diapers, though,” Sarah pinched her nose.
“Zara and Sarah cut the chit-chat and get back to work please,” their teacher reprimanded.
“I’m sorry, sir, but I have never met our CFO. . . Yes, sir, I am the CFO’s secretary. . . Yes sir, I have been the CFO’s secretary for several years, but . . . sir . . . No sir, I am not on any drugs. I can explain, sir. Yesterday our CFO was a guy named Fred Ells. When lunch was over yesterday, it was a lady named Marsha Soffin. . . Yes, sir. I assume she is related to the Wishing Stone Wishee. I can’t explain it sir. I saw the news too. The wish appeared to be making that transgender kid a little girl and all transgender individuals changing gender to their gender identity. I have no idea how the Wishee’s relative has become our CFO. . . I will have her contact you as soon as she comes in. . . Yes, sir. I will let her know.”
Marsha stood in the doorway, listening, waiting for the end of the Com-Link. As the secretary ended the link, Marsha went up to her desk.
“May I help you,” Erin asked?
“Maybe,” Marsha said. “If you can accept that I don’t have all the answers, and I need your help to get me through this.”
“Excuse me?”
“Hello, I am Marsha Soffin.”
“Oh, thank the Gods,” Erin said. “I was starting to think someone was pulling the worse prank in the Solar System on me.”
Marsha looked around Erin into her office and noticed a couch, “Let’s go in there and have a talk.”
“But the CEO wants you to call him immediately.”
“Yeah, and as you already pointed out to him, today is my first day on the job.”
The two chatted for about thirty minutes, strategizing how to approach the day. All meetings would be rescheduled for next week. Only people at or above Marsha’s level in the company could have any access to her. Erin would be the gatekeeper until Marsha could get current with the latest information. But first, Marsha needed to look at her personnel file.
“I never thought Wish Magic would impact me,” Erin said as she went back out to her desk to start rescheduling meetings.
“Sorry, Erin,” Marsha said. “Office, display my personnel file.”
Erin turned and smiled at Marsha, “Oh no, this is going to be an interesting challenge. Anyways, you appear to at least be a person. I couldn’t say that about the individual who was in this position yesterday morning.”
After spending some time getting familiar with the documents in her personnel file, Marsha took a deep breath, knowing what she had to do next, “Office, Com-Link the CEO.”
Forty-five minutes later, the link was disconnected.
“Erin,” Marsha said loudly. “Please come in here when you get a chance.”
“Now I know you are a person,” Erin said, coming into the room. Mr. Ells never said, Please.”
“I think I passed the job interview,” Marsha said. “He was not happy that Fred was no longer his CFO. Glad I looked at my resume in my personnel file before calling him. Thanks for recommending that. I probably would have been fired if I couldn’t have shown him that. It is so strange, not even knowing my own past. This Wish Magic has messed up my life so much.”
“Maybe,” Erin said, sitting down. “It looks to me like this is where you would have been if you hadn’t gotten pregnant with Mike. Haven’t you ever watched any of those time travel movies and wondered what your life would have been like if one element of your past was changed? It has actually happened to you. Your past was rewritten by the birth of your son never happening. Is it really worse now, or just different?”
“I have two loving children and a loving husband,” Marsha said while looking at a photo on her desk of her happy family. “My husband and I now have jobs we could only have dreamed of before, so you’re right. Not worse, just very bumpy at the moment. Well, time to get back to work. I need to get up to speed on the company, and fast, or I won’t have this job very long. Any critical reports or meetings in the next week I need to be ready for?”
“No,” Erin said with a smile. “I’ve rescheduled or canceled everything for the rest of this week and next. I hope you don’t mind, but I told a few just to send in a report rather than rescheduling.”
“That’s great, Erin. Anything to decrease the stress on me this next week.”
>>Marsha, Incoming Personal Com-Link from your mother.<<
“Any way, to get out of this,” Marsha asked Erin?
“You can delay, but not avoid, Moms. You better take it,” Erin suggested as she stood up and walked out.
“Office, accept Com-Link.”
“Marsha, you never called me back last night. Now, I want you to explain this to me,” Marsha’s mom held up a princess coloring page that was scribbled all over. “Why does Milly’s picture look like a 3-year-old did it?”
“Hi Mom,” Marsha said with a forced smile. “Nice to see you too.”
“Yeah, Yeah. Nice to see you, but first I lose Mikey’s lovely drawing. Now, I have Milly’s turned into just a scribbled-on page. What is going on?”
“Milly regressed more, and she is now 4-years-old. Scribbling is perfectly normal at that age,” Marsha explained. “I am sure Milly was very proud of her coloring, so you should be too.”
“What do you mean Mikey regressed more? How did he do that?”
“It is Milly, Mom. Milly. Milly is a girl. Trust me on that. I have changed her diapers. The Wishing Stone left Wish Particles in Milly, and last night when I was supposed to be calling you, they decided to regress her more. We think it finished last night when she was regressed to 4-years-old.”
“Diapers? Mikey is back in diapers?”
“Mom! Mikey is no more. She is Milly! Milly Mom! Milly! And yes, Milly, like half of the 4-year-olds in the Solar System, is in diapers,” Marsha said in frustration.
“Don’t get all huffy with me, young lady. I was just wondering where the pretty colored picture of a princess went.”
“You still have a pretty Milly masterpiece, Mom. Thanks for calling, but I am at work and need to get going.”
“Bye, Marsha.”
“Bye, Mom.”
Erin came back into the office as soon as Marsha’s Holographic Image vanished, “That sounded heated.”
“In the future, feel free to tell her I am busy when she calls. Just take a message and tell her I’ll call her back.”
“Will you?”
“Most of the time,” Marsha chuckled. “But I try to keep my personal life and business separate. There is one exception, though. If it is the schools, doctor, or even my husband calling about my kids, I can be interrupted in the middle of anything.”
“The more I get to know you, the more I like you,” Erin said as she turned and went back to her desk.
“House,” Gregg said. “I just finished reading through my first book. Show me my second, please.”
>>Do you want the second one in that series, your second published book, or your second book?<<
Gregg scrunched his eyes together and tilted his head to the side, “House, explain.”
>>Your first book has three books in the series. Your second published book was not part of any series. The second book you wrote was never submitted for publication.<<
“House, why was it never submitted?”
>>Unknown.<<
“Okay, now you have my curiosity peaked. House, let’s read them in the order that I wrote them, including the unpublished ones.”
>>Alright, next book, A Father’s Love. Never submitted for publication.<<
“Larry!”
“Yes, Dear, but can I please point something out. It isn’t like going out to dinner in London when you live in New Zealand. We live on a different planet.”
“But we have a brand-new granddaughter that I have never met. Are you really going to deprive me of seeing my grandbaby?”
“Another planet.”
“We both have vacation time. We have the Zeeboes to make the trip. A grandbaby!”
“Starla, I understand you want to see your new grandbaby, but . . .”
“Fine, you stay here. I’m going. I’ll just tell everyone you were too much of an idiot to make the trip to meet your new granddaughter. I am sure your son will understand you making me do the trip alone.”
“Don’t play the helpless girl routine with me,” Larry rolled his eyes. “You were moon hopping around Saturn when I met you. Alone! A trip back to Earth alone would be something you considered fun, so your guilt trip isn’t going to work. Knowing you, you’ll find the most expensive luxury liner to do the trip on.”
“I’m not as young as I used to be. Nothing wrong with traveling in comfort.”
“Starla. Gregg said they were trying to go on with life as if nothing happened. They say that Milly doesn’t even remember being a boy. Us showing up is not going to make things seem normal for Milly.”
“It may only be a four-and-a-half-hour direct flight from Neptune to Earth, but it will take us at least a week to reach Earth taking a Luxury Cruise Ship. You know how they like to stop at all the spaceports along the way. Anyways, who knows when the next one leaves Titan’s Spaceport? We could be waiting up to a week just to get on one.”
“House,” Larry asked? “When does the next cruise ship leave the Titan Spaceport?”
>>The Star Hopper departs Titan Spaceport in three days.<<
“See,” Starla smiled at her husband. “We can’t even leave for three days. It will be over a week before we show up. Plenty of time for Gregg and his family to adjust to Milly in their lives.”
“I’m not going to talk you out of this, am I?”
“Nope. I want to meet this new 6-year-old girl in our family.”
“House, display accommodation options on the Star Hopper’s next cruise from here to Earth.”
“Where is that freak brother of yours,” Emery said as he approached Sarah’s table, holding his lunch tray. “I told him what to wish for, and instead, he turns a bunch of freaks into bigger freaks.”
“You can get in big trouble for telling a Wishee what to wish for,” Zara said to Emery.
“Oh, shut up,” Emery said to Zara before turning to Sarah. “Where’s your brother?”
Sarah tried to ignore him and just kept eating.
“I am going to pulverize that weirdo brother of yours, and if you don’t tell me where he is, I will do the same to you. Now tell me!”
Sarah’s hand started to shake a little, so she put her spoon down and put her hands on her lap.
Emery slammed one of his hands down on the table, a sound heard throughout the cafeteria. With a raised voice, he stated, “I asked you a question.”
“Emery,” the cafeteria monitor said as they approached. “What are you doing over here with the 3rd graders?”
“Oh, I am just asking her where her brother is? I didn’t see him in school today,” Emery said in a calm voice.
The cafeteria monitor’s personal display showed an emergency medical alert on Sarah Soffin; her heart rate had skyrocketed, and her adrenaline levels were at a fight or flight level.
“Are you going to tell me the truth, or do I need to get the Principal?”
Emery turned and gave Sarah and Zara an evil look before looking at the cafeteria monitor with a smile, “As I said. I was just concerned about that girl’s brother, and I was asking where he was. Thought he might be sick.”
The cafeteria monitor activated a request for the Principal and School Nurse to come to the cafeteria.
“Very well, Emery,” the cafeteria monitor said, shaking her head back and forth. “You were given a chance and then lied to me.”
“I didn’t lie,” Emery claimed. “Ask those girls. They will tell you I was just being a concerned friend for her brother.”
The Cafeteria monitor didn’t even bother to look at the girls, “Come with me, please.”
“What? I didn’t do anything,” Emery protested.
“Now, Emery.”
“Fine!” Emery slammed his tray down on the table in front of Sarah and Zara, with food splattering off of it. Looking at Sarah, he said, “You’re now dead meat just like your brother. I don’t care how little you are. I’m going to pound you into nothingness.”
“And that just got you suspended,” Principal Janson said, coming up behind Emery. “My office, Now!”
The nurse was right behind the Principal. When he entered the cafeteria, the School Unit projected Sarah’s Emergency Alert information on the nurse’s display. Seeing them and the interactions with the Principal and Emery, the nurse went up to Sarah’s side and got her to turn her back to Emery, “Take a deep breath, Sarah, nice and slow.”
It took a little bit before Sarah’s numbers started to drop. Once her heart rate got down to 120, the nurse escorted Sarah to his office.
“Did he touch you?”
“No,” Sarah said blankly. “He was so mad at my baby sister. He wanted to hurt her and me.”
“Sarah,” Nurse John said. “You don’t have a baby sister.”
“He was mad at Mikey for not making the wish he told Mikey to make. He was going to beat her up, and then he got mad at me.”
“He told Mikey what to wish for?”
“Yeah,” Sarah said, finally looking the nurse in the eyes.
“School Unit,” Nurse John said. “Replay that for the Principal, please. Let her know about Emery’s violation of Wishing Stone Law and his threats to Sarah.”
>>Sarah Soffin’s comments on the situation are forwarded to Principal Janson.<<
“I’m the big sister,” Sarah rambled. “How can I protect Milly from kids like Emery?”
“You’re the little sister Sarah,” Nurse John said.
“No, Milly is my little sister. Emery wanted to beat her up. He is so much bigger than me. How can I protect her?”
“You don’t need to protect Mikey. He is older than you.”
“Mikey’s a girl now. I’m a big sister now. Big sisters protect little sisters.”
Nurse John hadn’t seen the wish Mikey made, but he knew all about it. He had dealt with helping a few parents yesterday deal with the sudden change of gender their children had gone through. He saw how the kids accepted the change, but he had never thought about the impact it might have on the siblings. What Nurse John didn’t understand was why Sarah kept saying she was the big sister. Mikey was older than Sarah, so as a girl, Mikey would still be older than Sarah. What had Emery done to Sarah?
“Milly is just a baby.”
“Milly? Is that your sister?”
“Yeah, Milly.”
“Do you want me to call Milly down here? She will tell you that you don’t need to worry about Emery hurting her.”
“You can’t. She doesn’t go to this school.”
“Sarah,” Nurse John said. “I have been the nurse here since before Mikey started in 1st grade. He . . I mean, she is in 6th grade. Just down the hall.”
“No, Nurse John. Milly goes to Diamond Lake Early Learning Center.”
Nurse John chuckled, “A 12-year-old would look awfully silly going to the Early Learning Center.”
“Milly’s 4, not 12.”
“School,” Nurse John stated. “Can you please ask Milly Soffin’s teacher to send her down here to help Sarah with something?”
>>There is no student in this school named Milly Soffin.<<
“School, tell the teacher of Sarah Soffin’s sister to send her down to my office.”
>>Sarah Soffin does not have a sister at this school.<<
Nurse John looked at Sarah and then over to the School Unit display panel on his desk, “School, does Sarah have a sibling?”
>>Melissa Louise Soffin<<
“Tell Melissa’s teacher to send her down to my office.”
>>Melissa does not attend this school.<<
“School,” Sarah said. “Please tell Nurse John, my sister’s name, age, and school.”
>>Melissa Louise Soffin, age 4-years, 6-months. She attends Diamond Lake Early Learning Center.<<
Nurse John looked at Sarah and then over to his desk. He got up and went over to the desk and looked at the display. There it was clearly showing: Sarah’s sibling was 4. Looking back at Sarah and then at the display, before looking back at Sarah.
In response, Sarah shook her head up and down, “I’m the big sister now. She’s just a baby in diapers.”
Nurse John sat down on his chair, “Wish Magic . . . turned him . . . into a 4-year-old. . . girl . . . in diapers?”
Sarah shook her head up and down, “And a pacifier.”
“School, keyboard. Clip data, and add this note. Then send to Principal,” Nurse John put beneath the info on Melissa Soffin: ‘Mikey Soffin was turned into this little girl.’
“Elizabeth,” Tamra asked, coming out of her office. “What is this payment last month of five-hundred-thousand Zeeboes?”
“What? We didn’t pay anything that expensive last month,” Elizabeth said, looking over the display Tamra shared.
“Well, the financial records say otherwise. Figure this out. If the higher-ups see this, we will both be looking for new jobs.”
Elizabeth starts sifting through the data, “It is an advance to an author named Gregg Soffin.”
“We don’t have any clients named Gregg.
“According to this, we do,” Elizabeth said, showing Tamra her screen.
“Look at those sales and pre-orders. Who is this guy? That can’t be real. It says I have been handling the account for years, but I’ve never heard of him. We must have been hacked. Get the Tech guys to figure it out as soon as possible. Prepare a press release explaining that we have been hacked and robbed. As soon as the tech guys have figured it out, we’ll call the police.”
“Umm, Tamra,” Elizabeth said. “This Gregg Soffin is a real author. I just checked the sites of our top three booksellers, and his last three books are selling like crazy. All of their sites say we are the publisher. Corporate lists him as a Multi-Million Zeeboe author, with you in charge of the account.”
“Office, show me a bio on author Gregg Soffin.”
Tamra looked over the bio, “Office, show me the top media posting on author Gregg Soffin.”
>>Galaxy renowned author Gregg Soffin was seen today at the Wishing Stone ceremony as his son was turned into a girl after making a wish on the Wishing Stone. Fans are waiting for his next book with pre-orders climbing at alarming rates.<<
“Office, pause,” Tamra took a deep breath. “Elizabeth, could this be wish magic?”
“I guess, but wasn’t the wish to turn all transgender people to their proper gender?”
Tamra looked at Elizabeth and then back at her display, “This is too much of a coincidence. Hold off on the press release. Keep the Tech people checking our security, but inform them that there might not be a breach. It looks like I better become knowledgeable about this author. If this is right, we have a draft for his next book in our systems. Find out where it is in the release process?”
Tamra walked back into her office, talking to herself, “Wish magic. Grrrrrrrr! Sure, Mom, come visit. It’s an easy week at work. Not anymore. What am I going to tell her now? I sure hope this Gregg guy doesn’t com-link me before I can figure out what is going on. Office, remind me to call Gregg Soffin before I leave work today.”
“Daaaaaaaad,” Sarah screamed as she came through the door into the house. “I’m home.”
Gregg marked where he was in the book he was reading and headed out of his office to find Sarah. Holo-Projector, Playroom, or the kitchen were the three most likely places. When Gregg found her, she had the refrigerator door wide open, looking for something to eat.
“Close the door,” Gregg said.
Sarah turned to Dad and smiled, “Hi, Daddy.”
“Close the door, please, Sarah.”
Sarah closed the door.
“House,” Gregg said. “Display on the counter the afternoon snacks that Sarah can choose from.”
Grapes, carrots, celery, plums, and yogurt were displayed.
“Do we have booberry yogurt,” Sarah asked?
>>Two cups of Blueberry yogurt are available.<<
“That what you want,” Dad asked?
“Yeah, I can’t believe it offered carrots and celery. It knows I hate all veggies,” Sarah said as she saw the Blueberry yogurt displayed on the refrigerator door, showing her where to find it.
“It hopes you will change your mind,” Dad responded. “And you still do like Ants on a Log. They are made with celery, raisins, and peanut butter: vegetable, fruit, and nuts.”
“Yeah, but that’s yummy,” Sarah said as she got a spoon and headed over to the table. “If all vegetables tasted as good as Ants on a Log, I would eat them without complaining.”
Dad chuckled as he went over and got a cookie for Sarah. Returning to the table, “Rough day?”
“That meany threatened to beat Milly and me up.”
“That was very wrong of him. He got suspended from school for that and may be in even more trouble for trying to force Mikey to wish for a particular thing.”
“He deserves it,” Sarah said before taking a bite of her cookie.
“What he did was definitely wrong,” Dad stated.
“He’s a big Poopy Head!”
Dad smiled, deciding not to reprimand the language this time, “I bet it was scary.”
“I almost peed in my panties when he slammed his tray down on the table,” Sarah said.
“Yeah,” Dad replied. “That can happen to some people when they get scared.”
“I don’t know what I’m going to do when he comes after me,” Sarah said as she dug into her yogurt.
“You don’t have to worry about that,” Dad said. “He will not be returning to Diamond Lake Elementary School. When his suspension is over, he will be going to a different elementary school that has a special class to teach him how to get along with others.”
Sarah smiled and finished her snack in silence. When Dad came over and put a bowl of grapes at Milly’s spot, he took Sarah’s yogurt cup and spoon. Sarah continued to just sit there.
“Daddy?”
“Yeah, Sarah Bear,” Dad inquired as he put the spoon in the cleaner and the yogurt cup in the recycler?
>>Milly’s School Transport will be here in 1 minute<<
“I have to go get her off the Transport,” Dad said. “They won’t let kids off the Early Learner Transport unless someone is there to get them. You want to come with me?”
Gregg started heading towards the roof-top landing pad. When he got about halfway up the stairs, Sarah got off her chair and ran to catch up.
The two of them stood at the door as the School Transport landed. The security gates opened and activated. Sarah looked at the two security gates. They extended all the way up to the house on each side, preventing little ones from running off into dangerous places. Big Kid’s School Transports didn’t do that.
>>School Transport has confirmed the identity of the adult waiting to receive Melissa. You are now allowed to approach the transport.<< the House Unit said.
As the transport door opened, Sarah’s smile grew at the little girl getting help with her backpack. Milly was wearing a military hat that Sarah had never seen before. The School Transport Aide was helping her get the backpack on, “Dad, she’s so tiny and cute as can be. Just a tiny itty bitty baby.”
Dad looked down at Sarah, “You know, she’s not going to like being called a baby.”
“But she really is one now. She wears diapers and uses a pacifier.”
“Can you do me a favor, please? Try not to call her a baby this afternoon. No matter how much she may act like one.”
“Okay,” Sarah sighed. “But she’s sooooo little.”
Gregg looked at Milly. She was the average height for a 4-year-old, wasn’t she?
The Transport Aide finally let Milly go. As fast as the little legs could carry her, she ran right into Daddy’s arms.
“Daddy, I militawy solja now. I was the pilot. Z-37 go weally fast,” Milly said as she was being picked up.
The security gates on the School Transport receded. The three watched the transport leave before Dad carried Milly into the house, with Sarah following.
“What’s a Z-37,” Sarah asked as Dad was taking Milly’s backpack and shoes off?
“It big militawy space ship. It was on Starball field. Took up the whole thing.”
“You had a Z-37 at your school,” Dad asked?
“Yeah, and I got to sit in the pilot seat.”
“House,” Sarah said. “What’s a Z-37?”
House projected an image in front of Sarah, >>Z-37 Planetary Explorer Vehicle is a small military vehicle used to explore unknown planets in other Solar Systems. It has extensive scanning capabilities for mapping and surveying a planet. The typical crew complement is 25 military personnel. It is one of the latest in a long line of Explorer class vehicles.<<
“That landed on the Starball field at school,” Sarah questioned? “Is that where you got the Military hat?”
“No, got hat at otha militawy stuff.”
“There were other military vehicles,” Dad asked?
“Uh-huh”
“House,” Dad said. “What happened at Milly’s school today?”
>>Diamond Lake Elementary had Green Day and Military Visit Day. Seven military vehicles visited the school for the kids to learn about and explore. Each class had a visit from two military personnel.<<
“That’s not fair,” Sarah complained. “I never had a Military Visit Day when I went to the Early Learning Center. We’ve never had one at the Elementary School either. Why did she get one?”
Dad smiled as he hung up Milly’s backpack and headed down to the dining room, “Sarah, sometimes you get the cool field trips and activities, and sometimes Milly will get them. That is just the way things are. Today Milly got something special at her school. We need to be happy for her and learn from what she did. When you get to go on a cool field trip, she will have to do the same with you.”
Sarah huffed, “We never do anything cool at our school.”
“That is not true, Sarah Bear, and you know it. You loved that trip to the Aquarium last month,” Dad said.
“A tank can stop monstas as big as a school twansport,” Milly said as she was put down on her booster seat and grabbed a grape.
“Wow,” Dad said, kissing the top of Milly’s head. “Was there a tank at school?”
“Yeah, but no monstas.”
“That is good,” Dad said. “We don’t want Monsters at school. We don’t even have any here on Earth. The tank goes to other planets to fight monsters.”
“Daddy, are there really monsters on other planets,” Sarah asked?
“Not monsters, but there are enormous animals that they have to fight off when establishing new colonies. Some are bigger than School Transports.”
“Can we go see dem Daddy, Please?” Milly pleaded.
“No, Milly. It takes years to go to other Solar Systems. You have to go to school tomorrow, so we can’t spend years going to see the monsters.”
“Z-37 go supa-dupa fast. Even fasta than Daddy’s Twanspowt,” Milly stated between grapes.
“Yes, it does, but it doesn’t go fast enough to get to another Solar System. It has to get a ride on a Galaxy Explorer.”
“Galaxy Explowa big?”
“They are super-duper big,” Dad smiled. “House, display a Galaxy Explorer the size of the dining room table. Then display a proportional sized Z-37.”
“Look, Daddy,” Milly said, holding one of her grapes up. “Z-37 size of my gwape.”
“That’s a big ship if the Z-37 took up the whole Starball field,” Sarah said.
“Yeah, Galaxy Explorers are huge ships. It takes over 4 years to reach the nearest Solar System and the same amount of time to get back. If you had friends there and wanted to go visit them and come back, you would be 17 years old when you got back here.”
“Wow, that’s a long time,” Sarah said.
“Done,” Milly said with cheeks bulging.
“Chew and swallow, Princess,” Dad smiled at Milly. “Then you can go watch Little Ones Disney.”
“But Dad,” Sarah complained. “Those shows are for babies. I want to watch Big Kid Disney.”
“Sarah,” Dad tried to stop the tantrum. “According to the House Unit, Milly’s favorite Princess Stacy program is on in a few minutes. When that is done, you can watch one of your shows while Milly plays in the playroom.”
“Fine,” Sarah conceded. “The baby can go first.”
“I’m not a baby! I’m a big giwl,” Milly protested. “Sawah, I pilot in militawy. Pilots are big giwls, not babies.”
“Told you Sarah,” Dad said.
“Can I go now Daddy,” Milly asked, opening up her mouth to show that it was empty?
“Go ahead,” Dad said, taking her bowl to the cleaner.
Milly got down and immediately ran off and up the stairs.
“Where is she going,” Sarah asked?
“Don’t know, but the house won’t let her get into anyplace she isn’t supposed to be,” Dad said.
Moments later, Milly came running back with her Susie Doll hugged tightly as she ran to the Living room and jumped on the couch.
“House,” Dad said. “Turn on Little Ones Disney for Milly. When Princess Stacy is over, turn it off.”
“And she says she’s not a baby,” Sarah said. “She sure looks like one. Even going upstairs, it looks like she is crawling instead of walking.”
“Sarah.”
“Sorry, Dad. I’ll try. Was I that little when I was her age?”
“Why don’t you go up and look at the height chart on the changing table,” Dad smiled down at Sarah.
As Milly started dancing to the Princess Stacy Holo-Program opening sequence, Sarah went up to Milly’s room. Looking at her lines and Milly’s lines, Sarah found their two lines made on their 4th birthdays. Milly was only a little bit smaller than Sarah was at that age.
Sarah turned away from the height chart and looked at the changing table itself that the chart was drawn on. It had been hers yesterday morning. The changing pad had been taken off years ago when she stopped wearing diapers, but it was back now that Milly was in diapers.
Sarah headed to her room and played for a bit before heading downstairs.
“No Pwincess Stacy. Not thewe, it over thewe,” Sarah heard Milly say.
Looking at Dad sitting at the dining room table reading, Sarah said, “She does know that Princess Stacy can’t hear her, doesn’t she?”
Dad smiled, “You used to do the same thing when you were her age watching Princess Stacy.”
Sarah went over and sat down on the couch next to Milly. She didn’t remember talking to the Holograms like Milly was, but she did remember watching Princess Stacy shows and enjoying them. Soon Sarah was sucked into the episode, forgetting that she was too old to be watching a Little Kid show.
>>Episode is done. No more Holo-Programs for Princess Milly.<<
“Owwww,” Milly complained.
“Come on Milly,” Dad said picking her up. “Let’s go find your Princess Stacy playset and see if she can find a Space Explorer to fly around in.”
“Pwincess Stacy pilot! Yeah, just like me. Bye-bye Sawah,” Milly said, looking at Sarah while opening and closing her hand.
As soon as Milly and Dad were out of the room, “House, turn on Big Kid Disney.”
“Heeeeeellllllllllp,” Milly screamed as she ran into Sarah’s room and jumped on her. Embracing Sarah in a big hug, “Mommy’s a big meany.”
Sarah looked down at the little unicorn dressed kid hugging her and looking back occasionally at the door, “What did she do?”
“She said I haveta go to bed,” Milly answered.
“Oh,” Sarah smiled and lifted Milly onto her lap, “That is being mean. It’s much more fun just to play all night.”
“Uh-huh.”
Sarah looked around her room, trying to figure out a way to help her little sister. It was the right thing for a big sister to do, “See my BooBear over there Milly?”
“Yeah,” Milly said, looking over at Sarah’s precious Teddy Bear. “She soft.”
“Yes, she is. She is very very soft. She is also one who does not like going to bed, just like you. Just before you came in here, she was telling me how she wanted to play with Susie.”
“Susie fun to play wif,” Milly said with a smile.
“Go get BooBear, and then we will go find Susie,” Sarah said, noticing Mom backing away from her doorway.
“Susie in my room.”
“Let’s get the two together for some fun,” Sarah said, standing up.
Milly went over to Sarah’s bed and got BooBear. Going back to Sarah, she took her hand. The three of them went together to Milly’s room.
“Susie,” Milly said, coming into the room. “Sawah’s BooBeaw came to play.”
They went over to Milly’s bed, where Susie was. Milly jumped up onto the bed and put BooBear next to Susie.
Sarah sat down on the bed, taking BooBear bringing life to her, “Susie, we came to play with you instead of going to bed.”
Milly picked up Susie, “Play, Play. No bed!”
“Shhhhhh,” Sarah made BooBear say. “We have to be quiet, or Mommy will know we are up playing.”
“Yeah, Susie,” Milly said. “Quiet. Don’t let Mommy know.”
“Why don’t we turn the lights down,” Sarah suggested. “So, Mommy will think you are sleeping. House, Lights level two”
Sarah made BooBear talk, “Sarah, story, story, story.”
“No BooBear,” Sarah replied. “Milly wouldn’t want a story. She wants to play.”
Sarah had BooBear go over to the Susie Dolly, “But we want a story. Please.”
“Yeah Sawah, stowy,” Milly said.
“Okay,” Sarah said. “Let’s get into bed. It will make it harder for Mommy to see us.”
Milly scooted up and got under the sheets and blanket until it was up to her neck. She grabbed both Susie and BooBear, putting one in each arm, making sure they also were under the covers up to their heads. Sarah looked at the pacifier on the bedstand as she scooted under the blanket, but not the sheets.
“Once upon a time, a long time ago,” Sarah said.
“Oooo, Susie,” Milly said. “This is going to be good. All good stowies stawt Once Upon a Time.”
Sarah smiled. She reached over and got Milly’s pacifier and offered it to Milly. Milly took it and stuffed it in her mouth.
“The world was a scary place with no Friendship Magic because there were no unicorns.”
“That would be tewwible,” Milly said.
Sarah noticed the windows starting to darken and could just barely hear a lullaby. Smiling, she continued the story, “One girl grew up loving unicorns and always wanted to see one. She was very sad having no unicorns. Then one day, she made a wish on a wishing stone. It was a really pretty stone, all different sparkling colors. She put her hand on the stone, and lots of colorful stars started to come out of the stone.”
Suddenly the room was full of multi-colored stars holo-projected. Sarah said to herself, ‘Thanks, Mom.’
“Pwetty,” Milly said through her pacifier, hugging both BooBear and Susie.
“Suddenly, a unicorn appeared next to the girl. It was all white, with a multi-colored mane,” Sarah looked at Milly’s pajamas. “And the horn was all pink.”
“Just like mine,” Milly said with glee, grabbing the horn on her pajamas.
“Yup, just like yours,” Sarah noticing that the lullaby got just a little louder and unicorns started to be projected with the multicolored stars. “Why don’t you lay down and look up at the unicorns and stars while I finish the story.”
Milly snuggled in with Susie and BooBear, staring up at the projections as they floated gently by above her.
“The girl looked at the unicorn and felt it’s soft mane. She gave it a big hug. Then in another brilliant flash of light, there was an Alicorn.”
“Ohhhhh, a winged unicorn,” Milly said in aww. “Da vewy ware.”
“Yes, they are very rare,” Sarah smiled at Milly.
“I bet she heard da Faiwy Godmotha say All Wishes Gwanted. Doctow said Faiwy Godmotha do dat.”
“Yes, that is exactly what happened,” Sarah agreed.
“What was the giwl’s name,” Milly asked.
“Um . . . Um,” Sarah tried to remember the Wishee’s name who wished for unicorns.
Then on Sarah’s personal display came a message, ‘Her name was Lucy.’
Saying in her head, ‘Thank You Mom.’ Sarah turned to Milly and said, “Her name was Lucy. Lucy went over and felt the feathers on the wings of the Alicorn. They were even softer than BooBear.”
Milly smiled and squeezed BooBear, as her eyes started to flutter.
“Lucy put the magic wishing stone down and climbed up on the Alicorn,” Sarah continued. “The two of them took off into the air. She looked down and saw her house, school, and the park she liked to play in. Lucy was so happy, and she could feel that the Alicorn was happy too. They lived happily ever after.”
Sarah looked over at Milly. Her eyes were closed.
“Thank You, Sawah,” Milly said without opening her eyes. “Bestest stowy evew.”
Sarah kissed Milly on her forehead and got out of bed. As she headed for the door, she saw Mom standing there, signaling with her hands for her to do something. Looking back at the bed, Sarah smiled and went back over to it. She raised the bed netting. Then she left the room.
Closing the door, leaving just a crack, Mom directed Sarah over to her bedroom. They both stayed silent until they were in Sarah’s room.
“Thank you Sarah,” Mom said. “You did a very good job. Especially since it was your first time ever putting your little sister to bed.”
“Thanks Mom,” Sarah beamed at the compliment. “Did I ever run away like that at bedtime when I was her age?”
“Yeah,” Mom said with a smile. “But you typically went to Dad if I was putting you to bed or me if Dad was putting you to bed. Mikey was always a good helper, though. He was great at getting your stuffed animals to talk you into bed.”
“I remembered that,” Sarah said. “That is why I used BooBear to help me.”
“If we wait until your bedtime,” Mom said, smiling at Sarah. “I think I can get Blueberry away from Milly so you can sleep with her.”
“Blueberry and I have slept together for like forever,” Sarah said, sitting back down on the window seat, where she was before being interrupted. “I guess I can sleep with one of my other stuffed animals for tonight. Let Milly sleep with Blueberry tonight.”
“You are such a big girl,” Mom said, sitting down with Sarah. Chuckling a little, “I remember when you got Blueberry and named her. It was Christmas shortly after you turned two. We had Blueberry pancakes for breakfast, and you wouldn’t let go of your new teddy bear. Mikey asked you what you were going to name him. You told Mikey your bear was a girl, not a yucky boy. Then you named her Blueberry. Of course, you couldn’t pronounce Blueberry correctly, and it came out boobewwy.”
Smiling, Sarah commented, “Still does. I had Booberry yogurt after school today.”
“But you are fully capable of saying blueberry correctly now, but whenever I hear you call your bear, BooBear, it always takes me back to my memories of when you were two,” Mom said, hugging Sarah.
“Milly has cute little kid talk,” Sarah observed. “She can’t even say my name right.”
“She says all her R sounds as W. That is normal for her age,” Mom commented. “Does make her look even cuter, doesn’t it? She will probably have the R sound by the time she gets to 1st grade. Most kids do. Well, you’re a big girl now. A big girl who still has to finish her homework. House, how much more reading does Sarah have left to do before finishing her homework assignment?”
>>She has eight more minutes left out of twenty.<<
“Well, Sarah, you finish that, and then you can have some playtime or join Daddy and me downstairs. Or, you can just keep reading.”
“Keep reading? Funny Mom,” Sarah picked up her school pad and started reading from where she left off.
Marsha went downstairs and joined Gregg in the living room, “So, your parents are coming. That’s a long trip just to see Milly.”
“You know my Mom. She’ll do anything to spend time with the grandkids. She has a new grandbaby, and holo-images are not going to ease her cravings to cuddle and kiss that baby,” Gregg said. “Dad said they will be here in nine days. He couldn’t stop complaining about the trip. Apparently, Mom bought passage in one of the most expensive cabins on the cruise ship.”
Marsha chuckled, “Your rough and tumble Mom. Gatta love her. Go rock climbing up a cliff in an astro-suit, then get the full spa treatment for a fancy night out.”
“When do you think we should tell the kids,” Gregg asked?
“Not until the day they are coming or maybe the day before. You know Sarah, no patience, and Milly is a Little Kid, they have no sense of time. Well, Sarah’s sense of time isn’t a whole lot better. Speaking of which, I think I hear little feet coming down the stairs.”
“All done Mommy,” Sarah declared as she entered the room.
“Did you put your School Pad in your backpack,” Mom asked?
Sarah went running out of the room.
“Will she ever remember to do that without prompting,” Marsha asked?
“High expectations for a little kid who still wears training pants to bed every night,” Gregg replied.
“Okay, good point,” Marsha smiled. “She can be so grown up at times and so little at other times.”
“Challenges and joys of raising children,” Gregg smiled. “At least her issues are normal ones. Mikey, or should I say Milly has definitely thrown us some that would be considered out of the norm.”
“Transgender girl, making a magical wish that actually comes true, and regresses from being twelve down to a four-year-old, sounds like just your typical run of the mill kid,” Marsha said, trying to maintain a straight face.
“Just your typical kid,” Gregg chuckled. “Our typical kid.”
Sarah charged into the room and pounced onto Dad.
“uuuuuuhhhhhhh,” Gregg got out, surprised by the sudden kid landing on him.
“Daddy,” Sarah said with glee. “Can we play Shooting Stars and Climbing Asteroids?”
“Go ahead Gregg,” Marsha said. “It’s a little too advanced for Milly, so after her going to bed is a good time to play. You can probably get in one game before Sarah’s bedtime.”
“No Mommy,” Sarah protested. “You have to play too.”
“Go clear space in the Playroom to play,” Dad said, hugging Sarah.
Sarah got off Daddy and went running off to the playroom.
“Sarah,” Mom yelled. “Put the toys on the shelves, and not just pushed to the side on the floor.”
In a much softer voice, “House, when we play the game tonight, set Sarah to Little Kid level.”
“What you do that for,” Gregg asked?
“It will increase her chances of winning,” Marsha said. “And I think she needs the joy of winning at the moment.”
“Can I set me to Little Kid too,” Gregg asked?
Marsha threw a couch pillow at Gregg, “You goofball.”
Marsha and Gregg got up and headed into the playroom.
“Mommy,” Sarah asked as she ate her cereal. “Can I pllllllllllllease have kitty cat nail polish?”
“I want Pwincess Stacy nail polish,” Milly chimed in.
“Neither of you are wearing holo-nail polish to school. You would not get any schoolwork done,” Mom pointed out. “Especially you, Sarah. The last time you had kitty nail polish, you kept playing with the kitty cats hovering above your nails.”
“It’s fun having the kitty cats play with each other,” Sarah said before taking another bite of cereal.
“But at school, you are supposed to be doing your schoolwork, not playing with holo-kitties.”
“Mommy,” Milly said. “Can you braid my pigtails?”
Marsha looked over at the two girls, “I think I could do that. Sarah, your School transport comes first. Do you want braids too?”
“Mommy braids are the best,” Sarah said. “Daddy can’t do the fancy ones.”
“ufffffff,” Dad got out, as he grabbed his heart.
Marsha smiled as she went over to a drawer and got out the hair supplies, “What do you want as the ties?”
“Kittens!” Sarah stated.
“Wibbons and bows,” Milly yelled out.
Marsha headed over to Sarah and started working on her hair as Sarah ate. By the time she was done eating, Mom had finished her hair.
>>School Transport for Sarah is five minutes away from the pick-up spot.<<
“Perfect timing,” Marsha kissed Sarah. “Go get your School Bag, and off you go.”
“Kissy Sissy,” Milly held her arms out for a hug.
Sarah went over to Milly with a huge smile and gave her a hug and kiss, “Milly, you be a good girl at school today.”
“Me pwincess. Pwincesses always good,” Milly declared.
Sarah chuckled, “Well, Princess Milly. See you after school.”
Milly waved goodbye as Sarah hugged Mom and then headed up the stairs to get her school bag.
“Mommy,” Milly said. “Can I weaw my Pwincess Stacy cwown to school?”
“House, display Sarah until she gets on the School Transport,” Marsha said before turning to Milly. “Now, Princess Milly. Royalty needs to wear regular little girl clothing to school. It wouldn’t be fair to the other little boys and girls if you wore your crown and everyone treated you like royalty. No, you definitely need to be in regular little girl clothes.”
>>School Transportation inquiry. Milly did not ride the school transport to school the last two days. Is she riding the school transport to school today?<<
“House, let them know I will take her to school today.”
Milly looked down at her unicorn pajamas, “Can I go as a unicown?”
“Not today,” Mom said, approaching Milly’s hair. “Only on Pajama Day.”
Milly kept eating her breakfast as Mom did her hair up in two braided pigtails finished off with ribbons and bows.
After cleaning up a strawberry jam covered face, Marsha carried Milly upstairs to her bedroom. They went over to the closet to pick an outfit for the day, “Let’s see. No Princess Crown, but you could wear your dress with Princess Stacy on the chest.”
“Yes, Yes, Yes, Yes, Yes!”
Marsha placed Milly down on the changing table and started taking her pajamas off.
“Mommy. Da going to pwetend today day don’t know me again?”
“Sorry, Milly,” Marsha hugged Milly. “I forget that this is hard on you too. They met you yesterday, so everyone should know you today.”
“Mommy, why do day pwetend no know me?”
Marsha looked at Milly with a quizzical look, “Don’t you remember Milly?”
“Memba what, Mommy?”
“Do you remember us telling you about Mikey and his wish?”
“Who Mikey?”
“No one important Milly, you’re the important one. Do you remember making a wish on the wishing stone Milly?”
“A wish like that, Lucy giwl who wish for unicown?”
“Yes, Milly. You made a wish just like she did. Do you remember?”
“No, Mommy. Did I wish for mewmaids?”
“No, you didn’t wish for mermaids. You wished to be a little princess. Do you remember the Fairy Godmother telling you that all your wishes were granted?”
“I have a Fairy Godmother?”
Marsha smiled, “Yes, Milly, all Princesses have a Fairy Godmother. Not just Cinderella. You’re my little princess, so you have a Fairy Godmother.”
Marsha finished dressing Milly and sent her over to the toys in the room, “House, please see if Dr. Mire is available regarding something with Milly. Mark as non-emergency.”
>>Dr. Mire will join you when she is done with her current patient. Melissa has been automatically marked as high priority by the Doctor’s Office System.<<
“Not sure that is necessary, but I’m not complaining,” Marsha said as she stood at the changing table, looking over at Milly.
After a few minutes, Dr. Mire appeared, “Hi Mrs. Soffin. Has something changed?”
“She doesn’t even remember the wishing stone saying, ‘All wishes granted’ anymore. What’s going on with my baby?”
Dr. Mire ran a few scans, asked Milly a few questions, and then turned to Mrs. Soffin, “Everything is reading within normal limits. She still has the Wish Particle in her, but it is stable at 5. It has been there for a while now. You’re right. Milly has no recollection of making a wish or even her made-up story of a Fairy Godmother turning her back into a girl. Little kids have funny memories, but she should remember what happened two days ago. As far as she is concerned, two days ago she was at school. No memory of even being up on stage being examined by the medics. Doesn’t even remember Professor Ian and I visiting. To her, this has just been a typical week. She thinks the last time I saw her was when you brought her in for her 4-year-old checkup. She remembers that clearly.”
“The wish magic is erasing her past?”
“I don’t think so,” Dr. Mire said. “I think it is blocking it from her awareness. The scans show sections of memory with no access to the rest of her brain. I suspect at some point in her life she will remember her life as Mikey, but for the moment, the magic is doing everything possible to give her a normal childhood.”
“Why is it still changing her?”
“That I cannot answer,” Dr. Mire said. “There are a lot of unknowns. I talked with Professor Ian yesterday afternoon. His teams have been busy scanning as many of the individuals that had switched biological gender. They had scanned millions of individuals, and none had Wish Particles when they did the scanning. The only place they are still finding wish particles is in Milly and her medical records.”
“Her medical records still have Wish Particles in them?”
“They still did yesterday afternoon. Office, are there still Wish Particles in Milly’s Records?”
>>Yes<<
“So,” Dr. Mire said. “I would guess that means that the transformations aren’t done.”
Marsha looked at Milly as Dr. Mire flipped through the hard copy data from last night.
“That is interesting,” Dr. Mire said. “There was an increase in Wish Particles around 1 am. The level went up to 50 and then back down to 5. I bet that is when she lost connections to her memories of making the wish.”
“Is she going to be okay?”
“I think so,” Dr. Mire said. “The wish magic is working hard to make her okay: physically and psychologically. I bet Sarah will have a greater psychological impact from all of this than Milly.”
“What should I look out for?”
“Kids Sarah’s age tend to show disruptive or regressive behaviors. In this case, disruptive behaviors would be to get attention because she would feel Milly is getting more attention than her. The regressive behaviors would be more due to stress levels. The more stressed she is, the farther she would regress, showing behaviors that she has outgrown. She might play with toys she hasn’t played with for years or watch TV shows she previously stopped watching. She might start having potty accidents or want to be carried.”
“I’ll keep an eye out for anything,” Marsha responded. “What should I do if she shows any of these little kid behaviors?”
“You may not like this answer, but you treat her the way she is acting. Don’t punish her or reprimand her. Just let her be the guide of what she needs. Give her a bit of extra attention in a positive way. Then contact me, and I will set her up with a counselor to talk with about her issues.”
“Thanks, Dr. Mire.”
“Let me know if you have any other concerns and keep me up to date on Sarah.”
“Okay, Sorry to get all worried Mommy, on you.”
Dr. Mire smiled, “That is perfectly normal, Mrs. Soffin. Even with Milly being your third Little Kid. Catch you later.”
Dr. Mire vanished.
Marsha stood there watching Milly play with her Little Ones, Princess Stacy Play Castle. She had Susie and BooBear with her. Princess Stacy was on an adventure, seeking a magical treasure, which was Milly’s Princess hat. Her stuffed dog was guarding the treasure, and BooBear was trying to talk the stuffed doggy into letting Princess Stacy have the treasure.
Gregg walked in and hugged Marsha, “You okay?”
“Just got done talking to Dr. Mire. The magic is still changing her.”
“Getting younger?”
“No, she’s not, but she is getting trapped in her new world. She is losing access to all memories connected to Mikey and making the wish. Doesn’t even remember the day of the wish.”
“Just little girl memories. Wish magic is so cool,” Gregg smiled at Milly’s play.
“You would be impressed with it, Mr. Fantasy World Writer.”
“Actually,” Gregg replied. “Not all of my books were in a fantasy world, only the published ones.”
Marsha looked at Gregg in confusion.
“I’ve written a few other books but never submitted them for publication. They are . . . well, maybe you should read them and judge for yourself. The one I read yesterday brought me to tears.”
“Books that can bring a reader to tears are usually popular, so why haven’t you submitted it for publication?”
“Look, Mommy,” Milly yelled out. “Stacy on top.”
Marsha and Gregg looked at the Princess Stacy figure balanced on the top of the castle.
“Wow, Milly,” Marsha said. “That must have been really hard to get her to balance up there.”
Milly smiled and ran a unicorn into the castle, knocking over the Princess Stacy figure. Giggling, she picked up Stacy and put her on the unicorn.
“She’s happy,” Gregg pointed out. “Maybe that is all we should be worried about. Mikey never got to be the little princess, and we never got to see the Milly side of him. Now, we both get to experience Milly. If we only got to know her from 12 years old and up, we would forever regret missing her little and big girl years. Missing the magic years of childhood would be devastating.”
Marsha kissed Gregg on his cheek, “Just when I think I couldn’t love you anymore, you go and say something like that. I just feel like we lost a child, and he was erased from history.”
“We can get in big trouble if we do this.”
“Oh, don’t be such a baby,” Laren said as he laid down on the roof. “As long as we don’t interview him or disrupt his day, they can’t do anything to us.”
“That is not exactly what the law says, and you know it. That law attempts to protect the Wishee from people like us.”
“All we’re doing is taking a picture of him,” Laren pointed out
“You do know he is now a she?
“Just because he wished to be a girl, that does not make him a girl. He was born a boy and will die a boy. Some magical power giving him the body of a girl is just perverted. Look at him.”
“I thought the Wishing Stone turned him into a 6 or 7-year-old. That kid looks to be three.”
“Oh, big money,” Laren said, zooming in on Marsha lifting Milly out of the car. “That sure looked like a diaper. I’ll have to replay that sequence later to be certain. Someone will pay big for info like that. 12-year-old boy put in a dress and diapers by the wishing stone.”
“Are you sure that’s the Wishee,” Eric asked? “It sure looks like a 3-year-old girl.”
“We followed that transport from the Wishee’s house. They only have two kids, an 8-year-old girl and the Wishee,” Laren stated as he filmed Marsha taking Milly into the school. “That kid who got on the school transport this morning had to be the Wishee’s sister, since this kid is definitely not eight. This is the Wishee.”
“And what exactly do you want with the Wishee?”
Lauren and Eric instantly turned around at that question, only to see three military soldiers standing on the roof and several more in a military transport behind them.
“Put the camera down and put your hands up,” one of the soldiers said. “You are under arrest for violation of the Wishee Child Protection Clause of the Wish Accords.”
“Told you this was illegal,” Eric said.
“Oh, shut up.”
“Hi Teacha,” Milly said as she pranced into the classroom.
“Morning, Milly,” Miss Kepper said, walking up to Milly and Marsha.
>>The Building is now in security level 1, ordered by an outside agency. The Building is Secure, level 1.<<
The windows went opaque, and a green glow appeared all around them. Miss Kepper and Marsha looked at each other while Milly went to hang up her backpack.
“That’s strange,” Miss Kepper said. “I’ve never heard that before.”
“Don’t you run security drills with the kids?” Marsha asked. “Is this a drill?”
“We run drills, but,” Miss Kepper looked around the room, counting all the children and assuring the windows were in a lockdown setting. “I’ve never heard of an outside agency securing the building. It is usually the Police or Fire Department.”
“What does Level 1 mean,” Marsha asked?
“It means the building is in lockdown, but all things inside the building can continue as usual.”
“Are the kids safe,” Marsha asked, looking around at the kids playing.
“The green light around the windows means the security force fields are in place. The windows have changed to opaque so no one can see in. Yeah, the kids are very safe,” Miss Kepper said, looking around the room.
“You’re focused on the kids. I’ll let you get to them,” Marsha said as she turned to leave.
“Have a good day Mrs. Soffin,” Miss Kepper said as she turned to look over the room.
Marsha made her way to the office, only pausing for a moment as she looked at the front door windows all opaque and the green glow around the whole door.
The secretary entered the office right behind Marsha, “I will be right with you. I just need to do one more thing connected with securing the building.”
Mrs. Oster came out of her office and looked at the secretary’s desk display, “Looks like the School Unit says the building is secure. Were all the door’s security force fields up?”
“Yes, and all teachers have reported in that the windows in their classrooms are all opaque with security screens activated.”
Mrs. Oster noticed Marsha standing there, “Mrs. Soffin, I think you should come into my office. I have to make a Com, but maybe you should be there when I make it.”
Marsha followed Mrs. Oster into her office.
“School, Com-Link the Superintendent. Send ID as School Emergency Alert,” Mrs. Oster said, gesturing for Marsha to sit down at the conference table.
Superintendent Gould appeared around the conference table, “State the nature of the emergency.”
“An outside agency put our school onto Security Lockdown Level 1. The building is secure,” Mrs. Oster replied. “I immediately received a Com-Link from World Leader Evan’s Protection Squad. They arrested two individuals on a building rooftop across the street. The individuals were violating the Wishee Child Protection Clause of the Wish Accords. I was told more information would be given soon.”
Superintendent Gould looked at Principal Oster and then at Marsha, “If you are there, were you dropping Milly off at school?”
“Yes,” Marsha said.
“Were you or Milly injured?”
“No, we didn’t even know anything about this until the School Unit announced that it was securing the building.”
“You have another child,” Superintendent Gould said. “What school do they go to?”
Marsha’s eyes went wide, “Sarah goes to Diamond Lake Elementary.”
“Office, set security level 1 at Diamond Lake Elementary. Com-Link the Elementary Principal into this conversation.”
>>Security Level 1 set at Diamond Lake Elementary.<<
“Hello,” Principal Janson said as she appeared and looked around at the table.
“Office,” Superintendent Gould said. “I want parallel security settings for Diamond Lake Elementary and Diamond Lake Early Learning Center until I deactivate the command. Once a security alert is triggered, only me or the Assistant Superintendent can deactivate it.”
>>Security between the two buildings is now in parallel. Deactivation of security alerts is limited to the Superintendent or the Assistant Superintendent.<<
“Okay,” Superintendent Gould said. “Principal Janson, there has been an arrest of two individuals connected with a violation of the Wishee Child Protection Clause. World Leader Evans’ Protection Squad put Diamond Lake Early Learning center on security lockdown. I have decided to link your two buildings' security settings since the Wishee’s sister goes to your school.”
Principal Janson nodded in agreement.
“I want to make it clear to all three of you,” Superintendent Gould stated. “The security of the children is more important than the education. I will always provide more security than recommended. I was hoping we wouldn’t run into any problems, but I did prepare for this. Office, initiate Wish Protocol 1 at the two buildings when the current security settings are deactivated.”
The two principals looked at each other and then at the Superintendent.
“The full details of what I have just done has been sent to you three and the Police Department.”
>>Incoming Com-Link from World Leader Evans Protection Squad.<< Diamond Lake Early Learning Center School Unit stated.
“Accept Com-Link, and bring into currently active Com-Link,” Principal Oster said.
“Mrs. Oster,” An officer said before looking around at everyone at the table.
“Officer, I am Superintendent Gould. This is Principal Janson from the local Elementary School where the Wishee’s sister attends, and I assume you know Mrs. Soffin, the Wishee’s mother. Please continue.”
“Greetings all. I am Lieutenant Stiles. I am in charge of the Protection Squad attached to the Wishee.”
“What do you mean Protection Squad attached to Milly,” Marsha asked?
“Mam,” Lieutenant Stiles answered. “World Leader Evans assigned my team to protect your child as soon as he learned that the Wishee was a child. We have tried hard to avoid disrupting your family while still providing the protection ordered by World Leader Evans. Today we arrested two individuals that were following and recording the Wishee. They are part of a radical fringe anti-transgender group that has become very active since the wish. When we identified them breaching the 2 Kilometer bubble around the Wishee, my team scanned them and determined they had no weapons. Not knowing their intentions, I decided to observe from a distance as long as they didn’t get too close. As soon as we had proof they were breaking the Wishee Child Protection Clause, we moved in and took them into custody. I apologize for disrupting your day. They were transmitting the recordings to an unknown location. Until we could track down all who received that recording, I felt it would be best to have extra protection on the Wishee. Fortunately, schools are very good at protecting children without disrupting their days too much.”
“Lieutenant,” Superintendent Gould said. “Thank You. Security of the students is of top priority.”
“We tracked the recording to memory banks at the home of one of the individuals we arrested. Since no one else had seen the recording, we rescind the security alert.”
“What is the threat analysis,” Superintendent Gould asked?
“Several anti-transgender organizations and groups are protesting and objecting to the changes the Wishee caused. We are not tracking any direct threats to the Wishee at this time. We feel you can go back to operations as usual. We will be widening our protection squad to include the Wishee’s sister. The two we picked up today were unsure which was the Wishee: Milly or Sarah. They knew the Wishing Stone had transformed the Wishee into a child around Sarah’s age.”
“Thank You, I think,” Marsha said. “I am still not sure what to think about my children having protection squads assigned to them.”
“Hopefully, they will never know, mam,” Lieutenant Stiles said.
“Do I need to coordinate with you whenever we go somewhere,” Marsha asked?
“No, Mam. Unless there is a credible direct threat to any of you, we want you to go throughout your day as usual.”
“If we are doing our job right, you will never see us.”
After getting several more reassurances that Milly and Sarah would be okay, Lieutenant Stiles and Marsha left.
“Okay,” Superintendent Gould said, turning to the two principals. “Time to talk school security for all children. The new school security settings have all windows on permanent security lock. All outside sensors will scan everyone who enters the grounds, including the parking lot, for weapons. If any are detected, the School Unit will automatically put the building on lockdown and notify the police. I will send out a notice today to all parents letting them know the new security settings will lock down the building if a weapon is detected on school grounds. We may get a few false alarms, but I would rather get them than miss a real threat.”
“Why are you setting all the windows in the school to sun deflection all the time,” Mrs. Oster asked, looking over the security details the Superintendent sent?
“Ah, our multi-function windows,” Superintendent Gould answered. “In sun deflection setting, they are darkened, but more importantly, they will allow the kids to look out without allowing others to look in. It will make the rooms a bit darker, but everyone will adjust to that quickly.”
“House, who is my agent,” Gregg asked?
>>Dee Farstone<<
“House, Com-link Dee.”
“Cleary Writing Agency,” a man answered the Com-Link. “How may I help you?”
“Hello,” Gregg said. “Dee Farstone is my agent. Is she available?”
The receptionist looked at the Com-Link ID and checked his list of clients, “Please hold on Mr. Soffin, and I will see if she is available.”
Gregg nodded as the receptionist's holo-image vanished, and a display of books the agency represented was displayed. Gregg scrolled through the books as he waited.
“Greetings, Mr. Soffin,” a lady said as she appeared. “The receptionist said you were a client of our agency and you asked for me. I’m not sure why you want to talk to me instead of your agent, but how may I help you?”
Gregg smiled and took a deep breath, “Ms. Farstone, my name is Gregg Soffin. You actually are my agent, and I am a major author throughout the Galaxy. You just don’t have any knowledge of this. Don’t worry, I don’t have any memory of working with you either.”
Dee started to respond but stopped when she saw Gregg hold up a finger, asking her to wait a minute.
“I know this may sound unbelievable, but my son, now my daughter, made a wish on the Wishing Stone, changing his/her life and mine. We are dealing with Wishing Stone magic changes, so I ask for a little patience as we both figure out the changes. I was contacted by Amz Publishing House last night about my next book's release, which I apparently delivered to them last month. My bank account shows the deposit of Five-Hundred-Thousand Zeeboes as an advance once they got the draft. I am sure your bank account will show your cut of that transaction. Now, that all being said, records and reality are two different things. You and I have no memory of working together. We need to build up our relationship. I spent yesterday learning about my changed life. I would like you to spend some time today learning about the changes on your end, then the two of us can talk tomorrow.”
“Mr. Soffin,” Dee smiled. “I can see here that my records do say you are my client. A quick scan shows that you are a popular author. But I have never heard of you before. Thank you for giving me some time to figure things out. If you are about to have another book released, I better be on top of things quickly.”
“Ms. Farstone, as I see things. We have a big problem with the release of that book. Records may show that I am a popular author, and the pre-sales of the book are high. Unfortunately, no one has ever heard of me. No one has ever read any of my books. Pre-Sales are going to fall off a cliff because of this. There needs to be a huge publicity campaign to introduce me and my books to the galaxy. I don’t think the publisher has figured this out yet, or if they have, they didn’t bring it up when talking to me last night.”
“Oh, my,” Dee said as she pulled up pre-sales data. “You are right. There have been no pre-sales of the book since the wish was made. Okay, I have some work to do. Are you prepared to go on a Galaxy Wide book tour?”
“Not exactly,” Gregg said. “I am the father of two little girls, eight and four. I need to stay local to something I could do while the girls are in school. My parents are coming from Neptune to see their new granddaughter and will be here in about a week. Until then, let’s not book anything any farther away than Saturn. I can get there, do an event, and get back before the kids come home from school. I need to be here when they get home. My wife’s job doesn’t allow for her to leave early at the moment.”
“Okay,” Dee said. “I can work with that. Anything during the week is allowed as long as you are home when the kids get back from school, but weekends are open.”
“Wait,” Gregg said. “I didn’t say that. But . . . Yeah, I guess. Go with that. Marsha will understand.”
“Can I book you on early shows? Can your wife get the kids off to school?”
“We can make that work. She usually doesn’t leave for work until after they leave anyways.”
“Okay, let me learn all about you, your books, and our signed agreement. I will get back to you tomorrow morning. It has been nice meeting you Gregg. I look forward to working with you.”
“Nice meeting you Ms. Farstone. See you tomorrow.”
As Dee Farstone faded away, Gregg walked over to the window, looking out at the view, “House, start a new book. Let’s put a temporary title on it of . . . Life Upside Down. Chapter One, Allen looked around the room wondering where he was. . .”
“I put the baby to bed last night,” Sarah said as she climbed the astro wall. “It was so cute. She came running to me to save her from Mom trying to put her to bed.”
“That’s so cool,” Zara said.
“She fell asleep as I told her a story.”
“Awwwwwwwww.”
Sarah smiled as she reached the top, “She wouldn’t let me leave for school this morning without giving me a hug and kiss.”
“You are so lucky,” Zara said as she caught up with Sarah. “Can we have a playdate so I can see this baby sister of yours?”
Sarah wiggled her loose tooth with her tongue before answering, “I’ll ask Dad. Maybe tomorrow after school.”
“I’m sure my Mom will be okay with it,” Zara said as she headed for the twisty slide. “Race you to the climbing web.”
Sarah sees Zara with a lead and turns to go the opposite direction. She grabs the fireman pole and slides down to the ground just as Zara started down the slide.
“Hey, that’s not fair,” Zara screams out as she went down the twisty slide.
Sarah laughed as she raced off to the Climbing Web. As Zara came running up to the Web, Sarah said, “What took ya?”
Zara stuck her tongue out and then started climbing, “Beat you to the top.”
When the two were at the top, they sat there looking out over the playground.
“Does someone have to feed her,” Zara asked?
“Nah, she can feed herself, but she uses her hands a lot. Mom did load two loads onto the fork at the end and fed her after she said she was done, but she can feed herself. There are some bibs in the kitchen, but she hasn’t worn one yet. Dad says she will only wear a bib for messy foods.”
“Mom threatens to put a bib on me when we eat spaghetti, but she never does,” Zara said. “That would be soooooo embarrassing.”
“Parents can be so strange at times,” Sarah complained. “They just don’t understand how hard it is to be a kid.”
“Definitely!”
The two of them sat there for a while, watching the other kids play. All the time, Sarah was playing with her loose tooth.
“That was a strange emergency drill they had this morning,” Zara commented. “Then when it was done, the windows didn’t go back to normal.”
“And look over there at the playground fence. It still has the green lights on them. Doesn’t that mean they are still set for Lock-Down mode,” Sarah asked?
“That’s strange,” Zara looked around the playground at the fence. “It looks like we are still on Lock-Down.”
“But we’re not allowed to come outside and play on the playground during a Lock-Down.”
“Yeah, strange,” Zara said. “Must be a glitch in the system, and they couldn’t turn some of the security settings off.”
“Maybe,” Sarah pondered. “Or there is some danger they are not telling us about.”
“Oh, stop being a worry wort,” Zara brushed Sarah’s idea away. “They wouldn’t let us out here if there was any danger. Look below us. They won’t even let us climb up here without turning on the Safety Ground, just in case we fall. I wouldn’t get hurt if I fell on that, but someone would come running and checking me all over if I fell. We’re not babies, but they treat us that way.”
“Goo-Goo Gaa-Gaa,” Sarah said before the two girls broke out in a fit of giggles.
“World Leader Evans,” Lucy said, coming into his office. “There was an incident over in Diamond Lake, Weetoon Province. Two individuals were arrested in violation of the Wish Protocols Child Clause.”
“What? Is the kid okay? Was anyone hurt?”
“Everyone is fine. It was just some radical anti-transgender fanatics taking pictures of the Wishee. There was no direct interaction with the Wishee or her family. The family does now know, however, that there is a Protection Squad assigned to the Wishee. The Squad leader has expanded protection to include the older sister since the two arrested were not positive which kid was the Wishee.”
“Smart move,” World Leader Evans said. “Give him whatever troops and resources he needs. I will not have the first child Wishee, or her sister, get hurt on my watch. Get a press release ready with all the pertinent information and call a press conference for me to explain this all to the press. I need it to stress the significance of this violation to the Child Clause of the Wish Protocols. We need to scare people away from even getting close to that kid. Get one or two displays that point out the Child Clause's key features requiring people to leave the kid alone. I want the Justice Department there with me, explaining the consequences if the Child Clause is violated.”
“Yes, Sir.”
“Put a clampdown on any news releases on this incident until I talk to the press. They’re going to gripe and complain, so we better pull this all off quickly. Within the next hour if possible. I want a Com-Link in the next fifteen minutes with the Protection Squad leader and whoever the Justice Department will put on this issue. After that Com-Link, I want one with the Wishee’s parents before I talk to the press.”
“Yes, Sir. Anything else?”
“No, except for clearing my schedule until after the Press Conference.”
“That’s her,” Joanne said to Fred. “The one with braided pigtails and the cat hair ties.”
“You sure,” Fred asked?
“That’s what my older brother said. He’s in her class.”
“I’d hate to give it to the wrong person.”
“Then ask her if she is the Wishee’s sister, but you better do it fast. Her school transport just pulled up.”
Fred went running up to Sarah, “You Wishee sister?”
Sarah smiled down at the little first grader, “Yeah.”
Fred held out an envelope, “This for Wishee.”
As soon as Sarah took the envelope, Fred ran back to Joanne. She looked at the envelope. It had ‘Wishee’ written on it. She looked over at the first-grader and smiled. Putting the envelope in her backpack, she followed her line onto the school transport to go home.
“Dad, Dad, Dad, Dad, Dad,” Sarah yelled as she entered the house and ran up to Gregg’s office. “Look, Dad! Look!”
Sarah stretched out her hand with a tooth held between her fingers.
“Oh wow, Sarah Bear. You lost a tooth.”
“It came out on the trip home. I was sitting there wiggling it with my tongue, and it just fell out.”
Dad smiled, “They will do that when you wiggle them with your tongue. Let’s go put it some place safe until you can make a magical Tooth Fairy tooth holder.”
“I can’t make one of those without Mikey,” Sarah pointed out as she followed Dad out of the office. “He was the one that put the magic in the holder so the Tooth Fairy would find the tooth and leave a big prize for the tooth. How am I going to do this without Mikey?”
“That is a problem,” Dad said as he entered the kitchen. “But the other kids in your class have lost teeth, and the Tooth Fairy would visit them. They didn’t have Mikey help them. Maybe it was just magic Mikey had because he was the oldest. You think you might have that magic, now that you are the oldest?”
Sarah moved her mouth around and contorted it in a variety of ways as she thought about the possibility, “Maybe.”
“House, display snack options for Sarah,” Gregg said as he opened a drawer and took out a little container in the shape of a tooth. “Sarah, put your tooth in here until you can make the Magical Tooth Fairy Tooth Holder.”
Sarah took the tooth container and put her tooth in it. Sarah remembered getting this tooth container from the School Nurse back when she was in 1st grade after losing her first tooth. Snapping it shut, she put it on the counter next to the holographic bananas.
“So, what do you want for a snack?”
Sarah looked at the choices; bananas, celery, yogurt, and grapes.
“House,” Sarah asked? “Do we have raisins?”
>>Yes<<
“Can I have Ants-on-a-Log?”
Dad smiled, “Sure. You get the celery, and I’ll get the peanut butter and raisins.”
With all the items on the table, including a little kid knife, Sarah got to work making the snack.
“Make some for Milly too.”
“Okay, Dad,” Sarah said. “Oh, Dad, a little first grader came up to me just before getting on the school transport and gave me an envelope for Milly. It’s in my backpack.”
Gregg went up the stairs to retrieve the envelope. He opened the envelope and found a card with a heart on it. Opening the card, Gregg found a little kid drawing of a boy with a big smile. Above the picture were two words, Thank You. The card was signed below the picture, Fred. Gregg smiled and put it in his office. Then he returned to the dining room.
“Who gave you the card?”
“Just some little first-grade boy,” Sarah said.
“Did he say anything when he gave it to you?”
“He asked me if I was the Wishee’s sister and then said the envelope was for the Wishee. He ran away as soon as I took the envelope,” Sarah said as she filled another stalk of celery with peanut butter.
“Do you know the kid?”
“Never seen him before,” Sarah said, just looking up for a second. “Was it mean? I’ll tell him to stay away from Milly if it was mean.”
“No,” Dad let out a slight chuckle. “It was a Thank You card.”
Sarah stopped working and looked at Dad, “A Thank You card? What was he thanking Milly for?”
“I am not sure, but I would guess he is thanking her for the Wish Magic turning him into a boy.”
“What do you mean. The Wish Magic turned Milly into a girl.”
“Mikey’s wish also turned all people who were transgender into their true gender.”
“It did? Wow! Way to go, Mikey,” Sarah’s smile grew as she sat there and thought about this new information. “The day before he made the wish, we were having a tea party. I asked him if he knew what he was going to wish for. He didn’t tell me what it was, but he said it might help a lot of other kids just like him. I gave him an extra cookie for trying to help others.”
Dad smiled as he watched Sarah start to put the raisins, ants, on the logs.
>>Milly’s School Transport will be here in 1 minute<<
“You stay here and eat your snack,” Dad said. “I’ll go get Milly.”
Milly was eating her third Ants-on-a-log when the house charmed in, >>Reminder, Milly has Ballet in 30 minutes.<<
Gregg’s eyes went wide and looked at Sarah and Milly sitting at the table, “House, how long does it take to get to the Ballet class?”
>>10 minutes of transport travel time.<<
“That means we have 15 minutes or less to get her ready to go and into the transport,” Gregg announced. “Sarah . . . Um, you . . . make sure you have your school tablet with you when we go. You can get some of your homework done during her lesson.”
“That’s not fair. She gets Ballet lessons, and I don’t.”
“You want Ballet lessons,” Gregg asked?
“No, but . . .” Sarah said before taking the last bite of her snack.
“Then stop complaining,” Gregg pointed out. “You did Ballet when you were little and stopped when it switched to the Big Kid classes because you didn’t like it anymore. Now let me figure this out. It’s been years since I had to bring a kid to Ballet lessons. I didn’t know she had Ballet.”
“Need Tutu,” Milly said with her mouth full.
“Yes, leotard and tutu,” Gregg said. “Sarah, clean up here, get ready to go, and go potty. I’ll get Milly ready.”
“But we have to make the Magical Tooth Holder.”
“Sarah,” Gregg looks at Sarah and then at the tooth in the container on the counter. “Your tooth is safe until we get back. Then you can work on a Magical Tooth Holder.”
Sarah’s shoulders slumped, “Alright.”
As soon as Milly was done, she was picked up and carried up to her room. Dad changed her diaper and got her dressed for Ballet class. Before leaving the room, Milly grabbed Susie.
“Sarah,” Dad yelled as he headed for the garage door. “Sarah, where are you? We need to go. Now.”
Sarah came running up and grabbed her backpack. Unzipping it, she stuffed something inside and followed Dad out the door. The girls were quickly secured in their safety seats, and Gregg told the transport to go to the Ballet School.
“Daddy,” Sarah asked as she looked out the window? “Where are we going?”
Gregg looked at Sarah, “To Milly’s Ballet class. You know that.”
“No, Daddy,” Sarah said, pointing out the window. “Where are we going?”
Gregg looked out the window, noticing that they were getting farther and farther away from the ground. He looked at the display screen and asked, “Transport, where are we going?”
>>L.E.O. Kids Training Center, Starlight Ballet School<<
“Oh,” Gregg said. “That explains things. We are going LEO.”
“Leo? What does Leo have to do with where we are going. He is an annoying kid in my class.”
Gregg chuckled, “No, Sarah Bear. L.E.O. stands for Low Earth Orbit. Milly’s Ballet school is apparently on a space station.”
“Why is it in space?”
“Floaty Ballet!” Milly declared with a big smile.
Gregg gestures towards Milly, “That would be why.”
“Floaty Ballet? What is Floaty Ballet,” Sarah asked?
“It is Ballet in zero-gravity or decreased gravity,” Gregg explained.
“Floaty Ballet da bestest,” Milly stated. “Can’t fall down and go boom.”
“That is one major advantage for little kids and ones with disabilities,” Gregg smiled. “Less boo-boos.”
“Do they have a Zero-G playground at the LEO Kids Center,” Sarah asked?
“Yeah, bestest playgwound,” Milly replied.
“Dad, can I play on the playground while Milly has her class?”
“No!” Milly objected. “We play on playgwound afta class.”
“We apparently have a routine, so that means you still have to do your homework while she is in class.”
“But Dad,” Sarah complained. “What about Sofia the Fourth? Can’t I watch it?”
“You can’t watch shows on your School Pad.”
“I know,” Sarah said. “That’s why I grabbed my Kid Pad. I can get Big Kid Disney on it.”
“Okay, Sofia the Fourth. Then you do your homework until Milly is done with class.”
Sarah smiled as she sat back in her seat and watched the scenery as they approached the space station.
The parking garage only had a little gravity, but not much. Sarah was easily jumping back and forth over the transport as Dad got Milly out.
“Milly,” Dad said as he lifted her out of her seat. “You need to leave Suzie here in the transport.”
“No, Daddy,” Milly responded, holding onto her Susie doll tight. “She wants to play at the playground.”
“Well, she can't go to ballet class with you, so she has to stay here in the car.“
“Sawah’s backpack?”
“Let's just leave her here in the transport, okay Milly?”
“No, Daddy,” Milly said, holding tighter onto Susie.
“Sarah,” Dad said. “Stop jumping around and come help me with Milly. Can Susie please stay in your backpack while Milly is at Ballet?”
Sarah looked at Milly’s pleading face and her tight grip on Susie, “I guess.”
Dad let Milly carry Susie as they headed towards the Ballet school.
“May I help you,” the lady sitting behind a desk asked as they entered the Ballet school?
“We are here for Milly’s Ballet class.”
“I am sorry, but we are not currently taking new students until the beginning of the Summer term. If you fill out an application, we can contact you when we have an opening.”
“I believe you will discover Milly is already a student,” George said. “Check your records. They will show she has been coming regularly. Her name is Milly Soffin.”
“Oh, is she one of the Wishee transformed kids? I need her old name, and I will update her records for her new name.”
Sarah giggled.
“No,” Gregg smiled. “She is the Wishee. Her background was changed. Please check your records. Although I have no memory of ever bringing her here, she has full memory of her new past.”
“Oh really, cool,” the receptionist smiled up at Milly being carried by Gregg. “My niece was transformed. She is much happier now. Let me see here. You are right. Milly Soffin is listed as a student. Her class is in the very low gravity padded room. It’s down the hall, the third door on the left. The waiting room for the parents and siblings is the first door on the right, or you can go to the playground and come back when the class is over.”
“NO!” Milly blurted out. “We go playgwound afta class.”
“Don’t worry princess,” Gregg said. “We will wait to go to the playground until you are done with Ballet.”
The receptionist smiled, “My niece’s memory and past were not changed. She is lucky, but she is so little. My data says she’s four. I thought the wish transformed her into a 7-year-old?”
“It did, but then she kept getting younger.”
“Oh my,” the receptionist exclaimed. “Is she still regressing?”
“It doesn’t appear so,” Gregg said. “She has stayed this age for a while now.”
Seeing a few people come in with kids around Milly’s age, Milly squirmed until Dad put her down. She went running off to class.
“Milly,” Gregg called out. “Come back here.”
Milly kept running down the hall.
“I’ll get her Dad,” Sarah said as she took off after Milly.
“I better follow them,” Gregg said to the receptionist.
“Stop by here once she is settled into class.”
“Okay,” Gregg said as he started towards the girls.
Milly turned into her classroom at full speed. She quickly went to the side of the room with almost no gravity and pushed off. Floating up to the ceiling, she pushed off and headed for the foam Ballet barre. Sarah was running after Milly when suddenly she found herself floating through the air.
“Hey,” Sarah complained. “That’s not fair. I wasn’t ready.”
Milly giggled.
“Who do we have here,” A lady said, going over to Milly.
“Silly Miss Twacy. It me, Milly.”
“She doesn’t know,” Sarah said. “She believes that you know her. Wish magic gave her memories we don’t have.”
Miss Tracy looked at Sarah and then back at Milly, “So you’re one of the people transformed by the Wishee.”
“No,” Sarah interrupted. “She is the Wishee.”
Miss Tracy looked at Sarah and then at Milly, “She can’t be the Wishee. She’s too young.”
“She definitely is the Wishee,” Gregg said as he came in the room. “She continued to get younger after the wish was made. It brought her down to a four-year-old.”
“No,” Miss Tracy said, looking at Gregg and then over to Sarah. “Very funny. She’s the Wishee’s age, not the little one.”
Gregg smiled, “School, please state the name and age of Milly.”
>>Melissa Louise Soffin, goes by Milly, age 4-years, 6-months old.<<
Gregg scooted over to Milly, managing to do it without leaving the ground, “School, is someone from the Wishing Stone Society seeking data on a child in this room?”
>>Wishing Stone Society access is confirmed. They are recording data on a substance inside Milly Soffin.<<
Miss Tracy looked at Milly holding onto the ballet barre with one hand and a doll with the other.
Gregg got down on his knees to be at Milly’s level, “Okay, Princess. Susie needs to go with Sarah while you are in class.”
Milly gave Susie a big hug and kissed her, “Hewe, Daddy. Make Sawah take good cawe of Susie.”
“She will be well taken care of,” Dad said as he noticed the room filling up with kids. “You be a good girl for the teacher.”
“Wait a minute,” Miss Tracy said. “We are too far into the term to take new students.”
“School,” Gregg said. “Is Milly a student in this class?”
>>Yes<<
“You will find that she has the memories of being here from the start of the class. She will know you and all the other students, but none of them or you will know her. I know it will be strange, but just Wish Magic at work.”
Miss Tracy didn’t know what to say.
Milly gave Susie to Dad and then kissed Milly on her forehead. On his way towards the door, he grabbed Sarah’s wrist as she was slowly floating hands first down from the ceiling. The two of them headed back out to the receptionist.
“I hope you got her settled in okay,” the receptionist said.
“Milly is fine, but I’m not sure about the teacher. She seemed a little shocked by the new stu. . .”
“Dad,” Sarah interrupted. “Sofia the Fourth is about to start. Can I go watch it?”
“Here, Mr. Soffin,” the receptionist said as she swiped something up to his personal display. “Since you have no memory of her starting here, I figure you can use the introduction packet. She can watch Sofia the Fourth in our waiting area.”
“Thanks,” Gregg said, leading Sarah off to the waiting room.
“Gregg, where are you and the girls,” Marsha asked over the Com-Link?
Gregg looked up at the maze of tunnels on the Zero-G playground, which the girls were going through, “We’re in L.E.O. at the Kids Training Center. Apparently, Milly has Ballet lessons up here every Thursday. I was giving them some time in the Zero-G playground before heading home, but if your there, I’ll round them up and head back.”
“Are they playing together and having fun?”
“All three of them are having a ball,” Gregg replied.
“Three? Last I checked, we only had two children.”
Gregg chuckled, “Susie is up here playing with the girls. Milly insisted that she wanted to play on the playground.”
“At least it is a Zero-G playground. BooBear always got so filthy when Sarah took her to a playground with dirt. You stay, and I will join you up there. When I did sports up there in High School, they had a few family-friendly restaurants where we can eat dinner. Let the girls play together. Sarah needs to see some of the fun parts of having a little sister.”
“Okay, I’ll see you in a few. We’re parked in the Starlight Ballet School parking area, but the restaurants are close to the Zero-G stadium parking lots.”
Marsha closed the Com-Link and headed out to her transport. When she showed up, Sarah was sitting on the ceiling, with Milly on the floor, passing Suzie back and forth between them. It only took a few minutes for Milly to notice Mom.
“Mommy,” Milly said, pushing herself off the floor, up to one of the play tunnels. Reaching the tunnel, she did a 360-degree ballerina twirl and pushed with her feet off the tunnel towards Mommy. On her way, she did summersaults until just before reaching Mom. Then she went into a position with her arms spread out, ready to hug Mommy.
Milly’s aim was pretty accurate. Marsha only needed to move over a little to catch her.
“Mommy,” Milly said, as Marsha caught her.
“Impressive moves you did there Milly,” Marsha said as she continued to hug Milly. “Did you learn those in Ballet class?”
“Yup,” Milly said with pride. “Teacha Twacy, teach me.”
“Wow, Milly,” Sarah exclaimed as she floated down to the family. “That was really cool.”
Milly smiled as she reached out for Susie, who was in Sarah’s hands. With Susie securely held by Milly, the family headed for the restaurants.
“How did you know about Milly’s Ballet lessons,” Marsha asked as they waited to be seated.
“House reminded me 30 minutes before it started.”
“You and those reminders,” Marsha smiled. “I guess they do have some positive elements to them.”
“Look,” Sara shouted while pointing towards the ceiling.
“Wow,” Milly said as she looked at the giant bubble of water floating in midair, with fish swimming in it. “Nemo!”
Gregg looked up at the water bubble, “Yup, there is Nemo swimming inside.”
As they were brought to a table, the kids couldn’t take their eyes off the huge water bubble.
“Do you want a high chair for her or a booster seat,” The waiter asked?
“Booster seat, please,” Gregg said as they reached the table.
“Our booster seats are built into the bench seats,” the waiter said. “Where do you want her to sit?”
“Milly and I will take this side,” Marsha said as she sat down.
“Booth,” the waiter said. “Booster seat, side B on the inside, at Little Kid height.”
The bench folded down a booster seat and raised it up. As soon as Milly was put down on the seat, it automatically readjusted to her perfect height.
“Look, Mommy,” Sara said as she looked at the things put in front of her from the waiter. “They have those really cool things. What are they called again?”
“Crayons,” Gregg said. “Very retro.”
“Aren’t they cool,” Sarah said. “Look, I just have to push down on it, and it gets darker.”
“Don’t push down too hard, or it will break,” Marsha said.
Sarah went to work on the fun activities on the placemat. Milly just took the red crayon and scribbled all over the pictures with it.
“Meow, Meow,” Sarah heard as she worked on finishing up her homework. A stuffed kitty appeared on the other side of the dining room table.
A few minutes later, Sarah looked up from her homework as she heard, “Roar, roar.”
A stuffed tiger appeared on the table seconds before Sarah saw Milly running off.
The next stuffed animal to arrive across from Sarah was a pig, with an “Oink, Oink” sound.
Sarah smiled when BooBear appeared on the table next, who was followed by Susie. Sarah managed to get the rest of her Math Homework done with no more interruptions. As she started her English Homework, Sarah could hear Milly in the playroom.
“M,” Milly waved her Letter Magic Princess Scepter, and a Holographic M appeared. “I . . . L . . . L . . . Y”
Milly smiled at her name displayed, so she went and repeated the same thing again. Each time she said a letter and flicked her scepter, the letter would appear. After leaving her name three times in the Playroom, Milly headed to other rooms. She was on her third time going around the Dining Room table where Sarah was working.
“Moooooooooooooooom!” Sarah screamed. “Moooooommmmm, make her stop!”
Milly covered her ears and dropped down to the floor. In a voice just over a whisper, she continued to say her name and flick her scepter.
Marsha came into the Dining Room walking through one of the M-I-L-L-Y holograms. Looking at the multiple letters floating around the room, Marsha centered her attention on the pointy Princess hat with vail coming down from the top. It was rocking back and forth on the other side of the table. A stack of letters appeared to be piling up around her.
“Milly, let’s go upstairs and let Sarah do her homework in peace,” Marsha said, looking at the collection of stuffed individuals on the table. “As long as she doesn’t get help from the zoo on the table.”
Marsha heard a giggle coming from the location of the Princess hat.
“Milly,” Marsha repeated.
Two eyes peaked up over the table, “What, Mommy?”
“I see that you have been practicing spelling your name. Why don’t you go show Daddy that you know how to spell your name?”
Milly went running off towards the stairs, “Daaaaaddddddddyyyyyyyy.”
“Thanks, Mom,” Sarah said.
“No problem. House, turn Milly’s alphabet letters off downstairs,” Mom smiled. “Sarah, I’ll take the zoo so that you can focus.”
Sarah looked at the stuffed animals on the table. Grabbing Blueberry and putting her stuffed bear on her lap, she shook her head, “No, they can stay.”
Marsha came over and kissed Sarah on the top of her head, “If you are okay with it. You doing okay?”
“Yeah, Mom,” Sarah said. “She was just being annoying repeating M-I-L-L-Y, M-I-L-L-Y over and over again.”
“Yeah, little kids can be annoying at times, but they are also lovable at times.”
Sarah smiled, remembering the hug that morning and playing on the playground.
“I was never that annoying,” Sarah pointed out.
Marsha smiled, “Oh, yes, you were. Still are at times, but less so without Mikey around to complain. It looks like you are almost done.”
Sarah blushed and looked down at her School Pad, “Uh-huh. This is easy. We learned how to do it in class today.”
“Okay, keep going. I better go up and save Daddy from the Letter Monster.”
Sarah giggled.
When Marsha entered Gregg’s study, the room was full of letters. Milly was on the floor in a giggle-fest as Gregg was tickling her.
“Gregg,” Marsha commented, causing Gregg to stop tickling Milly. “Looks like you caught the Giggle Monster.”
“No,” Milly got out between giggles. “He tickle monsta.”
“Oh really,” Marsha said with a devilish grin. “Then we better tickle the tickle monster. Attack him, Milly.”
Marsha went in to help Milly attack Gregg. Between gasps and giggles, he declared his surrender.
“Okay, Milly. We won. We defeated the mean and torturous Tickle Monster. Princess Power is victorious!”
“Pwincesses are the bestest,” Milly declared.
“I think the winner needs a change into some clothes more appropriate for her position,” Marsha declared. “I believe there are a pair of Princess Stacy pajamas waiting on her bed for the little princess to put on.”
“Pwincess Stacy PJs,” Milly shouted with glee as she got up.
“Then Daddy can tell you a story,” Marsha declared, glaring at Gregg. “A nice calming story.”
Once Milly was changed and dressed in her PJs, she ran out of her room. Marsha followed behind, but by the time she got to the hallway, Milly was nowhere to be seen.
“How does she do that? House,” Marsha asked. “Where is Milly?”
>>Melissa is running through the Livingroom.<<
“How did she get down there so fast? Off to the playroom? What is she doing in the playroom?” Marsha said as she started down the stairs.
When Marsha got to the bottom of the stairs, she saw Milly. She was not in the Playroom. She was being hugged and kissed goodnight by Sarah.
Then Milly came up to Mom, hands up, while holding onto Susie, “Uppy.”
Marsha picked Milly up, smiled at Sarah, “Come on, Milly. Let’s leave your sister in peace. It’s Daddy storytime.”
“Wait a minute,” Sarah stated. “I want to go to Daddy storytime.”
“Are you done with your homework,” Mom asked?
“No,” Sarah glumly replied. “But it’s Daddy storytime.”
Marsha smiled at the little girl with her favorite stuffed animal on her lap, “Come on, Sarah Bear and Boobear, you can come to storytime too.”
With a huge smile, Sarah jumped up and joined Mom and Milly.
When they walked into Dad’s study, he was sitting on his big comfy chair with three holo-figures in front of him; a dragon, a little girl with pigtails and wearing a princess hat, and a kitty cat.
“Oh, Milly, pick the kitty cat. Pick the kitty cat,” Sarah said.
“Ahhh, two little ones for an audience,” Dad said with a smile. “I’ll let you both pick one.”
“I pick Kitty Cat,” Sarah instantly stated.
“Me, me, me,” Milly said, pointing at the little girl princess as she was handed down to Dad.
“Okay,” Gregg said, taking Milly onto his lap. “One story about a little princess named Milly and her faithful protector Catso the Ninja cat.”
Both girls smiled and hugged their companions.
“Once upon a time in a far-off land lived young Princess Milly. She had just finished lunch when her mom, the queen, sent her outside to play. On the way, Catso joined her. An hour later, when the Queen went out to get Princess Milly, the two were nowhere to be found.”
“Oh no,” Milly exclaimed.
“Don’t worry, Milly,” Sarah assured her. “Catso will protect Princess Milly from danger.”
“Weally,” Milly asked Daddy?
“Catso is the Princess’ protector,” Dad smiled. “Let’s hear the rest of the story and see.”
“No. He has little kids and can’t stay that late. Are you sure you can’t pull off a weekend? . . . Yeah, I understand. You had him scheduled for a month from now. I do appreciate you trying to fit him in early. . . This Saturday? That is awfully short notice but put him in. I will check with him to make sure he can make it but if you don’t hear back from me, assume he can. It is late here. I’ll call you back if he can’t. Otherwise, I’ll call you tomorrow to confirm everything. . . Thanks, Elanor.”
“Office, Com-link Gregg Soffin.”
>>Soffin residence has him marked as Family Time. Do Not Disturb. To reach him, you will either need to leave a message or change the priority rating.<<
“Office, increase priority rating, but not enough to interrupt Family Time. It must be close to the kids’ bedtimes, so ask the House Unit to deliver a message with a Priority Rating of Very Important, as soon as the kids are in bed, or when Family Time is lifted, whichever comes first.”
>>House Unit says Family Time is predicted to end in 30 minutes.<<
“Hmmm,” Dee said. “I remember when my kids were that little. I hope he is having fun. My little ones were not always cooperative around bedtime.”
Milly was sound asleep by the time Dad finished the story. Marsha came over and took Milly off to bed, and directed Sarah back to her homework.
Dad looked down at Sarah, still sitting on the floor, hugging BooBear, with a big smile on her face, “What are you thinking about Sarah Bear?”
“How do you do it Daddy?”
“Do what?”
“Tell such wonderful stories. You were making it up as you told it. You kept letting Milly and me add elements of the story and make decisions for Catso and the Princess.”
“Ahhh, the art of storytelling,” Dad smiled. “I love coming up with stories and sharing them with others. Back when I was your age, I would spend hours in my make-believe worlds playing with my toys. As I got older, I learned to take that same imagination and turn it into a story I could share with others.”
“I share my playing with others, but when the teacher wants me to write a story, I can’t think of anything.”
“Come here, Sarah,” Gregg brought Sarah up onto his lap. “Next time your teacher wants you to write a story, picture yourself playing with your dollies and what you are going to do with them. Tell about their adventures, even if it is just a tea party.”
Sarah hugged Dad.
“I think Mom said you have to finish your homework. Do you need any help?”
“Nah, it’s easy tonight.”
“Then off you go,” Gregg said giving her a kiss. “I’ll be down in a little bit to help you create your Tooth Fairy tooth holder.”
As soon as Gregg was alone in his office, a notice about a Com-Link appeared on his personal display.
“House, Com-Link Dee Farstone.”
“Mr. Soffin,” Dee said when she appeared. “I am glad you could get back to me so quickly. I have an event for you this Saturday. It is at the Poetry Corner on Europa.”
“Dee, call me Gregg, please. Does this Poetry Corner know I don’t write poetry?”
“Oh, don’t worry. It is the main author's meet and greet spot in the Jupiter system. I had a children’s book author there last week, and one of my mystery writers was there the week before.”
“Okay,” Gregg said. “When do they want me there?”
“4 pm Solar System time.”
“Let’s see, that’s noon my time. How much time should I block off for the event?”
“You should be able to be in and out in two hours.”
“Perfect. Europa has that fabulous Children’s Museum I have always wanted to take the kids to. They can drop me off, and I can meet them at the museum afterward.”
“That is a good Children’s Museum. I’ll warn you, though. Once your kids go, they will want to go again.”
“Thanks for the warning. Send me the info on the Poetry Corner, and I’ll be there.”
“Gregg,” Dee said. “Watch the solar system news tomorrow. The publisher pulled a few strings and got them to do a story on you. I’ll send them information about your Meet and Greet on Europa. Hopefully, they can put it in the report.”
“This should be interesting. I guess a famous author no one has ever heard of is newsworthy.”
“Anything Wishing Stone related is newsworthy, but yeah, this should get a few people interested in reading your already published books.”
“Thanks, Dee.”
“No problem. Thanks for doing this on such short notice.”
Dee faded away, and Gregg pulled up the schedule for the Solar System Train. On Saturday, there were runs every 30 minutes direct to the Jupiter system. If they aimed for the 2 pm one, they could still make it to Europa if they missed it and had to take the 2:30 pm one. Gregg booked a ticket and then headed downstairs.
“No, it has to be yellow, with red, pink, and blue stars on it,” Sarah said.
The holographic box in front of her changed to be the colors Sarah stated.
“Now, on top, we need a tooth. Make it one of those puffy stickers.”
A display of puffy stickers appeared on the table in front of the box. Sarah flipped through a few displays of teeth before she found the one she wanted, “That one.”
“That’s a good one,” Dad said, sitting down next to Sarah.
Sarah moved the holographic tooth sticker into place, “Now I want . . . a fairy sticker.”
A collection of fairy stickers were displayed, “No. I want ones with a sparkly dress.”
A new set of fairy stickers were displayed.
“That one looks nice,” Gregg said, pointing to one looking like it was flying.
“It is missing something,” Sarah scrolled through several fairies.
“What is it missing? A crown?”
“That would be cute, but it needs something else,” Sarah pondered for a minute. “A wand! The Tooth Fairy always has a wand. House, show me stickers with the fairy having a crown and a wand.”
A new collection of fairy stickers were displayed. It didn’t take Sarah long to find the perfect one. She took it and put it on the end of the holographic box. After looking at the box a little longer, she took another fairy sticker and put it on the other side.
“It’s a very nice magical Tooth Fairy box,” Gregg said.
“Bestest one I’ve ever made,” Sarah said with pride. “House, print the box.”
Sarah went running off to watch the Object Printer make her box. She took it off the printer, brought it back to the dining room, and put her tooth inside it.
“Okay,” Sarah said, looking worried. “Daddy, I can’t do this without Mikey. He put the magic in the box. Without the magic, the Tooth Fairy won’t come.”
Gregg went up to Sarah and hugged her, “I know you miss Mikey, but you will always have him in your heart. He taught you a lot of things, including how to put the magic in the box.”
“Yeah,” Sarah responded.
“Go get a Princess Scepter, and we will find out if you have the magic in you.”
As Sarah ran up the stairs to get her Princess Scepter out of her room, Gregg smiled and quietly said, “House, run Tooth Fairy Magic Program.”
Sarah quickly returned and went up to the box. Looking at Dad, she saw him smile and nod.
Waving the scepter above her head, “I call upon Tooth Fairy Magic. Give this box the magical powers to call the Tooth Fairy tonight.”
Sarah brought down the wand towards the box. A stream of holographic sparkles followed the scepter. As Sarah tapped the box, little lights shot up from the spot and exploded like fireworks. Then little stars from those explosions fell over the box. Sarah’s smile grew bigger with each magical scene.
“It worked, Daddy,” Sarah shouted, jumping up and down. “It worked!”
Dad held up his finger to his mouth and got out, “Shhhhhhhhh, Milly is sleeping. Yes, it worked. That’s because you are a magical little girl.”
“I’m a big girl.”
Dad went over and hugged Sarah, “You’re my little girl, but yes, you are a big girl. A big girl with magical powers.”
Sarah smiled, hugged Dad back, and then grabbed the box and ran up to her bedroom.
“Sarah is all tucked in, and the Tooth Fairy box is on her nightstand. She insisted that the light on her nightstand stay on, so the Tooth Fairy can easily find the tooth,” Marsha said as she sat down next to Gregg.
“What is the tooth fairy bringing her this time?”
“I was thinking something really special, a Wishing Stone coin.”
“That would be special. You wouldn’t by any chance have one,” Gregg asked?
“NNNNNNNNNN,” Marsha hedged. “No, I was hoping you would go to London and pick one up.”
“You want me to travel halfway around the world to get a coin for our 8-year-old? You know she would be just as happy with a toy printed off the House printer.”
“She gives really good hugs when she is happy,” Marsha nudged Gregg.
“You’re as bad as the kids,” Gregg complained. “Batt your eyes and tug on my heartstrings, and you expect me to do whatever you want.”
“Who me,” Marsha batted her eyes and put her hand up to her chest. “I would never manipulate my husband like that.”
Gregg laughed and kissed Marsha, “You really want me to do that?”
“Please. It won’t take you that long. It’s only London. It’s not like I’m asking you to go to Jupiter.”
“Speaking of Jupiter, my agent wants me to do an Author Meet and Greet on Europa Saturday. Thought you and the kids could go to the Children’s Museum on Europa while I work, and I can meet you there afterward.”
“I hear that is an outstanding Children’s Museum.”
“Yeah, some say it is the best in the Solar System.”
“That will be fun,” Marsha snuggled into Gregg. “How long will you be busy.”
“Only about two hours.”
“I can watch the kids for 2 hours at the museum, but when you join us, you get the one that is driving me batty.”
“Fine. I’ll take Sarah off your hands.”
“Highly doubt it will be the eight-year-old, but we will see. That aside, you are procrastinating. You need to get going and get her coin. Tooth Fairy Daddy needs to fly off and get back here before I go to bed.”
“Fine, one trip to London and back. As long as I don’t run into traffic, I’ll see you in 30 minutes, maybe 45.”
“The Tooth Fairy brought me a Wishing Stone coin, a sheet of Tooth Fairy stickers, and a Magical Tooth Candy,” Sarah told Zara.
“You got an actual coin? Really, wow! I didn’t know the Tooth Fairy still gave out real coins. I’ve never seen a real coin. All I ever get is Zeeboes credits in my account on one of her Tooth Fairy Magical Tooth Candies.”
“I got one of the Magical Tooth Candies, but it didn’t have any credits on it. Just had the candies and toy.”
“What does the coin look like?”
“It’s small, round, and really thin. It’s multi-colored like the stone. On one side, it has a picture of the Temple of the Gods, and on the other a holographic image of the Wishing Stone.”
“Why didn’t you bring it to school,” Zara inquired?
“Mommy said I couldn’t. She didn’t want me to lose it.”
“You do tend to forget where you put things.”
“Yeah,” Sarah said. “That is why I didn’t complain when she said that.”
“Are you going to spend it? Can you spend it? What can you do with a coin?”
“Dad says it is real money, but I can’t go buy candy with it. I would have to go to a special money place to get it turned into Zeeboes that I could use.”
“Are you going to do that?”
“It’s soooooo pretty,” Sarah said with a big smile. “No way am I going to spend it. It also reminds me of Mikey. Everything is Milly now. There is nothing left of Mikey. When I look at the holographic Wishing Stone on the coin, I think of Mikey and how much he loved the Wishing Stone.”
“So, am I going to your house after school today?”
“Ummm, I forgot to ask. Between the tooth and the floaty Ballet.”
“What in the Solar System is Floaty Ballet. Wait a minute. I thought you stopped taking Ballet a few years ago?”
“I did. Milly is taking floaty Ballet. It is Ballet classes done in a place with little or no gravity.”
“How can you dance when you are floating around in space?”
“Milly can. She did this perfect ballet twirl while we were playing on the Zero-G playground after the class. Then she pushed off the play equipment and went flying off to Mommy. She has better control in Zero-G than I do.”
“Yet in gravity, she still crawls around on the floor,” Zara pointed out.
Sarah chuckled, “She’s not that little, but she does still crawl around some, especially when playing. She runs and walks most of the time, but she also gets Mom and Dad to carry her a lot. Would you believe, every time she holds her hands up and says, ‘Uppy, ’ someone picks her up.”
“Little kids don’t know how lucky they are. Mom never picks me up anymore, and Dad complains every time he does.” Then Zara uses her best Dad voice, “You’re getting too big for this squirt.”
“Yeah, my dad complains that I’m getting too big to carry, but it isn’t even an option now that Milly is here. She’s always the one being carried.”
“Wonder what your dad would do if you went up to him, held up your hands, and said, ‘Uppy’,” Zara inquired?
Sarah giggled, “I certainly wouldn’t be picked up. Oh, Zara. Did you know that Mikey’s wish changed a bunch of people?”
“Duh, of course, I did. It was all over the school when it happened. Not every day that a few kids at school magically turn from boy to girl or girl to boy.”
“I didn’t know until yesterday,” Sarah admitted.
“Oh, that’s right. You weren’t at school that day. But, you got to go to the real Wishing Stone Ceremony,” Zara pointed out.
“I skip a day of school and miss out on the biggest news at school.”
“No one in our class transformed, so I didn’t see anything,” Zara commented. “You got to see Mikey transform, though, and you got to see the Wishing Stone. No one else at school has ever seen the Wishing Stone in person. You even got to meet World Leader Evans.”
Sarah smiled, “He was nice, but I thought he would wear fancy clothes like the Kings in the Fairy Tales. He was just wearing a yucky man’s suit.”
“That would have been really cool if he did dress like the Kings in the stories,” Zara contemplated.
“Now for a story that will have you looking at your book collection. Over the last couple of days, there has been a murmur in book reader chat rooms about books that had suddenly appeared in people’s book collections. Most of you will find several books in your collection by author Gregg Soffin, but you have no recollection of buying the books. Wish Magic is to blame, or maybe we should be thanking Wish Magic. Once people started reading those mysterious books, the chat picked up about an amazing author. Last night I started reading one of those books and could not put it down. Who is this Gregg Soffin, and why is he a famous author we have never heard of,” the news reporter asked?
“Gregg is the father to the Wishee, and when the Wishing Stone regressed the Wishee, it changed Gregg’s past. Rewriting his life for what it would have been if his oldest child had been born years later. This is the first reported case of someone’s past being altered that had not directly made the wish. Checking records, all four of Gregg Soffin’s books were #1 bestsellers, and until the day of the wish, his upcoming book had record-breaking pre-sales. Gregg will be making his first author appearance since the wish this Saturday at the Poetry Corner on Europa.”
“It will be interesting to see if he can become as famous of an author now that we know about him, as our history now says he is. After reading his first book, I know I am looking forward to reading his other books.”
“Malina from the Wishing Stone Society has specialized in altered timelines. Tell me, Malina, could this Gregg Soffin be as good of an author as the Wishing Stone books have contributed to him?”
“Based upon previously altered timelines, the recipient does have the ability the new timeline contributes to them. I do not doubt that Gregg Soffin is that talented of an author. We have lots of events in our lives that can change our paths forever. Most of the altered timelines I have researched had just changed one piece of the person's past, putting them on a different path and creating a whole new reality for us. In this case, the event that was changed was the birth date of the Wishee. In the pre-wish timeline, Gregg Soffin’s oldest child was born 12 years ago. In this timeline, his oldest child was born eight years ago. By having those four years without children, his efforts to be a writer were not stopped by the need for more money upon the birth of a child.”
“Why is it that none of us can remember any of these books if the timeline has been altered?”
“Wish magic changes the memories to the new timeline of very few people. Not even the Wishee’s family members have memories of traveling down the new timeline. The Wishee knows her past, but others around her don’t. Rarely does an altered timeline affect us all as Gregg Soffin’s has, or should I say will? Like you, Marsha, I started reading one of his books yesterday when I was asked to do this interview. We have all been given a gift.”
“House,” Gregg said. “Are there any other new news stories on me?”
>>No<<
“House, turn the news off.”
“Sawah,” Milly said, walking into Sarah’s bedroom. “Play?”
Sarah looked at the Starbop dolls she was playing with and then back up at the little girl standing in her doorway, holding on tight to her Susie dolly. A week ago, she was the little girl holding onto BooBear in Mikey’s doorway, asking the same question. Mikey smiled at Sarah, put down what he was playing with, and they went off to play together. Sarah didn’t want to stop playing with her Starbop dolls, but she also didn’t want Milly messing them up. Sarah was about to say no when she remembered how sad she felt the times that Mikey said no to her. The longer there was no answer, the smile slowly faded from Milly’s face.
Looking at the doll in her hand, “Sorry, Starbeam, Milly needs me. We can play later.”
Milly ran up and hugged Sarah.
“You go down to the Playroom,” Sarah told Milly. “I will be down in a minute.”
Milly kissed Sarah and ran out the door running down the hallway to the right towards Mom and Dad’s bedroom. Looking at the Starbop Starbeam doll in her hand, Sarah asked, “Where is she going?”
Sarah dropped her doll and went running after Milly, “Milly, where are you going? We’re not supposed to go in Mommy and Daddy’s bedroom.”
“Playroom,” Milly screamed back.
Sarah went out her door and ran down the hall to Mom and Dad’s bedroom. Stopping at the doorway, “Milly, you’re not supposed to be in here. Milly.”
There was no answer.
“Milly,” Sarah shouted. “Come on, let’s go to the playroom to play.”
With no answer, Sarah gathered up her courage to go into the room to find Milly. She couldn’t go in though. The House force field blocked her from entering.
“House,” Sarah complained. “I have to go get Milly out of the room.”
>>Melissa is not in your parent’s bedroom.<<
“House, she has to be. She went running this way. If she’s not in there, where is she?”
>>Melissa is in the playroom.<<
“No, she isn’t. She went running this way, not to the playroom.”
>>Melissa is in the playroom.<<
Sarah went running off to the stairs and down to the playroom.
“Milly, Milly,” Sarah yelled. “Where are you Milly?”
When Sarah entered the playroom, she saw Milly moving a holographic blue ball into the blue circle.
>>Ding, ding, dong. You’re RRRRRRRRRight!!!!!<<
“Look, Sawah,” Milly said, hopping up and down while clapping her hands. “I do it!”
“That’s good Milly,” Sarah said, looking at Milly. “Milly, how did you get from my room to the playroom?”
“I took the slide,” Milly said, going over and picking up the red holographic cube.
“Slide,” Sarah questioned? “What slide?”
“The slide,” Milly said, trying to put the red cube in the red square.
>>Bong, Bong, Bong.<<
“Why it no go in,” Milly complained as she repeatedly tried to push the cube into the square.
“You have to turn it, Milly,” Sarah said, coming up and helping Milly turn the cube, so it fits in the square.
>>Ding, ding, dong. You’re RRRRRRRRRight!!!!!<<
“Milly,” Sarah asked. “Really, how did you get down to the playroom?”
“I went down the slide,” Milly said as she turned her attention on the yellow pyramid.
“Milly,” Sarah said in frustration. “Slides are on playgrounds, not in houses.”
Milly let go of the yellow pyramid she had just picked up. It just stayed hanging where she left it. Milly grabbed Susie off the floor and went running out of the room. Sarah followed. When they reached the 3rd floor, she stopped in the middle of the hallway just past Sarah’s bedroom.
“The Slide,” Milly said, pointing at the wall.
“Milly,” Sarah looked at where she was pointing in confusion. “There is no slide.”
“House, slide,” Milly said with a big smile. Then she went to the wall that disappeared and went down a slide.
Sarah looked at the wall that immediately reappeared after Milly went down the slide. She went up to the wall and felt it. She could feel where the wall went from wall to force field, but she couldn’t see the difference.
Looking both ways and then at the wall, “House, slide.”
The wall disappeared, and an opening to the slide appeared. Sarah got on the slide and slid down the winding slide, and came out in the playroom.
“See,” Milly said. “Slide!”
“Again!” Sarah screamed before running out of the room with Milly following.
“Girls,” Dad said as the girls ran past him as he went down the stairs, and they went up. “Don’t run in the house.”
“But Dad, there’s a slide,” Sarah explained as she continued to run up the stairs.
“Slide?”
“Yeah, Daddy,” Milly said, going up the stairs as fast as she could. “Slide.”
Gregg changed direction and followed the girls.
“Daddy,” Sarah asked? “You going down the slide?”
“What slide?”
Milly walked up to the side entrance and said, “House, slide.”
Before Gregg could say anything, Milly was on her way down the slide, and the entrance was covered up again.
“That slide, Daddy,” Sarah said with glee. “House, slide.”
Sarah jumped on the slide, saying, “Come on, Daddy.”
Gregg looked as Sarah went down the slide, and the wall reappeared, “House, slide.”
>>Sorry, you don’t have access to that command.<<
“What do you mean,” Gregg inquired. “I’m the owner of the house.”
>>If you are over 14, you must have a child with you to go down the slide.<<
“Who would set a stupid rule like that?”
>>You did. When your nephew and niece were visiting and hogging the slide so much, the little kids couldn’t get on the slide.<<
“Okay, good reason for the rule,” Gregg said as Sarah came running up behind him.
“Sarah bear,” Gregg asked? “Can I go down the slide with you?”
“I’m a big girl Daddy. You go down with the baby,” Sarah said as she went up to the slide. “House, slide.”
Sarah was gone before Gregg could say anything. Sarah got back just ahead of Milly. She was down the slide before Milly reached Dad.
“Milly,” Gregg said. “Let’s go down together this time.”
“Okay, Daddy,” Milly went up and hugged Gregg.
After several more trips down the slide, Milly went back to the Princess Stacy Color Search game.
“You figure out what you are going to talk about tomorrow,” Marsha asked Gregg as she sat down after tucking Sarah in for the night?
“I think so,” Gregg said. “I’ve picked passages from each of the books, but I hope to just focus on the first book in the series on this Meet & Greet.”
“Makes sense,” Marsha snuggled into Gregg. “Are we dropping you off, or are you dropping us off?”
“I figure you should have the transport,” Gregg responded. “So, you drop me off and then go off to the Children’s Museum. I’ll catch a taxi to the museum when I’m done.”
“What did you book on the train?”
“I got a spot in the Family Car. With a 4-year-old, it seemed the only logical choice. Sarah would watch something on her Kid Pad for the trip, but Milly probably wouldn’t.”
“You’re most likely right. The Family Car has enough to keep them entertained. Getting her back in the Transport without tears when we reach the Jupiter system might be a challenge.”
“Going anywhere with two kids under 9 is a challenge.”
Marsha chuckled, “I know, but would you believe I miss having a baby around the house.”
“Oh no, you don’t,” Gregg protested. “We have two kids who can talk to us when upset. We are not having another kid, dealing with years of guessing when they are upset.”
“Milly is only four. We still have to do some guessing when she is upset.”
“You calm her down, and she can talk to you,” Gregg pointed out. “Now, all we have to do is get her out of diapers.”
“Sarah will probably fall asleep on the trip back. As soon as we get on the train headed back to Earth, we should put her in her nighttime training pants.”
“If we bring their Pajamas and get them dressed for bed at that time,” Gregg commented. “We will probably get less resistance.”
“House,” Marsha stated. “Add to the list of items needed for the trip, items that get them all ready for bed.”
>>Teeth sanitizer, pajamas, nighttime protection, and security stuffie added for each girl, and a pacifier for Melissa added to the trip needs list. Should I also add the girl’s blankies to the list?<<
“No, we should be back by official bedtime. If the kids can’t get to sleep because they don’t have their blankie, that is okay,” Marsha replied.
“I think we should bring my Transport,” Gregg stated. “It can go twice the speed of your transport, and that might come in handy in the Jupiter System.”
“You and your fancy transports, but I guess you are right. Why don’t you make sure the kid’s support bags in your transport are fully stocked. If I need a change of clothes for one of the kids, I don’t want to find that kid’s bag empty.”
“Would I use something out of one of those bags without restocking it?”
“Yes, you would,” Marsha jabbed Gregg. “You go do that, and I will get the other stuff on the list.”
Marsha got up in the morning and headed down to the kitchen. On the way, she peeked into the girl’s rooms. Sarah was sleeping soundly, but Milly wasn’t in her bed.
“House, where is Milly?”
>>Melissa is in the playroom.<<
“It’s going to be one of those days. Wait a minute, House? How did she get to the playroom if night-time settings put a force field on the stairs preventing them from going down? Do Milly’s nighttime settings block the stairs?”
>>Yes, Melissa’s nighttime settings restrict her from using the stairs.<<
“If she is not allowed to go down the stairs, then how did she get to the playroom?”
>>She didn’t go down the stairs. She took the slide to the playroom.<<
“The what?”
>>The Slide.<<
“Who puts a slide in a house? Oh, never mind, I can picture Gregg doing that. Where is this slide? I’ve never seen it.”
>>Look down the hall towards your bedroom.<<
Marsha looked down the hall and saw a holographic display with the words ‘Slide Entrance’ and an arrow pointing at a glowing purple spot on the wall.
“House, change the settings for both girls. When on nighttime settings, access to the slide is off-limits.”
>>New settings recorded. No slide access when the girls are set for nighttime.<<
“House, how long has she been up playing?”
>>She isn’t playing. Melissa is currently asleep on the floor of the playroom.<<
“That is good, I guess. When did Milly go there, and how long was she awake for?”
>>Melissa woke up at 4 am and went to the playroom at 4:30 am. She fell back to sleep at 6:22 am.<<
“Great. A day away from home when she has had two and a half hours less sleep than usual,” Marsha headed downstairs and peeked into the playroom.
Milly was curled up on the floor under her pink unicorn blankie, sucking on her pacifier. In one hand was Susie and the other had a toy unicorn.
“House, activate playroom soundproofing. I don’t want noise from other locations reaching her.”
Marsha went to the kitchen, “First things first, something to wake me up.”
Marsha got fifteen minutes of peace and quiet before being interrupted by BooBear entering the dining room dragging a barely awake Sarah with her.
“Morning, Sarah Bear,” Marsha said, putting down her drink. “Want some Scrambled Eggs for breakfast?”
“With strawberry toast?”
Marsha smiled, “Sure. BooBear does like strawberry toast, doesn’t she?”
Sarah hugged BooBear tight as she sat down at her spot at the table.
Sarah was almost done eating her breakfast when Gregg entered the room.
“Daddy,” Sarah exclaimed. “Mommy made BooBear strawberry toast!”
“Did she now,” Dad chuckled. “If it was for BooBear, why is there strawberry jam on your face?”
Sarah giggled, “I had to taste it to make sure it was good before letting BooBear have it. She’s very picky.”
“Is she now. She must have learned that from you.”
“Daddy!”
Turning to Marsha, “So where is the little princess?”
“She is in the playroom, sleeping.”
“Sleeping in the playroom,” Gregg inquired?
“Well, apparently, some crazy person put in a way for her to get to the playroom in the middle of the night, even if I put restrictions on the stairs. Who puts a slide in a house?”
“In my defense,” Gregg stated. “I have no memory of doing that.”
“Oh, it was you,” Marsha commented. “I certainly didn’t install a slide inside the house, but that is something you would do.”
“Admittedly,” Gregg grinned. “It is the type of thing I would do.”
“She was awake from 4 to 6:30 before falling asleep on the playroom floor. Neither of you is going to wake her up. Understand?”
“Yes, Mommy,” Sarah said.
“Yes, Mommy,” Gregg added.
“I mean it. Milly sleeps until she wakes up, or we will have a cranky baby all day. I do NOT want a cranky kid while we are traveling or at the museum.”
“Museum?” Sarah jerked her head around, looking straight at Mom. “We’re going to a museum?”
“Daddy has to do something on Europa, so the rest of us are going to the Children’s Museum there.”
Sarah bounced up and down in her chair, clapping. After a minute, she asks, “Where’s Ur-upa?”
“Europa,” Gregg said. “It is a moon around Jupiter.”
“That planet with the red spot storm cloud?”
“Good girl,” Mom praised. “That is the one.”
“Will we get to see the aliens living in the asteroid belt?”
Gregg chuckled, “No, sweetie. There are no aliens living in the asteroid belt. That is only pretending on the Holoprogram.”
Sarah frowned, hugging BooBear, “They’re not real?”
“Sorry, Sarah Bear. We have not found any intelligent aliens yet. Not even in other Solar Systems.”
“The Furry Jells are just make-believe?”
“Yup,” Mom shook her head up and down. “I know they look real in the Holoprogram, but they’re not.”
“But Mommy, that program isn’t a cartoon. It has real people in it.”
Marsha went over and hugged her daughter, “Learning the difference between real and make-believe is hard, sweetie. When you were Milly’s age, you believed talking puppets and cartoons were real, much like Milly does. At four, you know some things are make-believe, but not others. Eventually, you learned that all cartoons are make-believe, but you still believed in some things that are not real. That is okay. It is part of growing up. As you get older and smarter, you learn to tell the difference. With Holoprograms, though, there is an easy way to tell. Down in the corner of the program you will see a red, green, or blue dot. A red dot means it is make-believe or the person is lying. A green dot means it is real, or the person is telling the truth.”
“What does the blue dot mean?”
“Everyone has their own opinion of things. Everyone is allowed to have their own opinions. There is a difference between truth, lies, and opinion.”
“We have been learning between Facts and Opinions in school,” Sarah said with pride. “I’m good at that.”
“Yup, it is so important to know the difference between them, that they teach it in school. A blue dot means it is an opinion. There is a special filter on the Holoprograms that will show those dots on the people while talking. House, turn on Solar System Talk. Mute the sound, but turn on the Truth Filter.”
On the table was displayed a talk show with five people sitting around a table. Above the head of the person talking, Sarah could see a dot. It kept changing between green and blue.
“There are no red dots,” Sarah observed.
“That is because no one is lying.”
“Oh, look, Mommy,” Sarah blurted out. “Down in the corner, there is a blue and green dot.”
“That is because the show is to talk about facts and opinions. Now let’s look at one of your programs. House, change channels to Big Kids Dis. . .”
“No, Mommy,” Sarah shouted, pointing at the Holodisplay. “Daddy!”
Marsha looked at the Holoprogram and saw an image of Gregg, “House, volume.”
“. . . is an amazing author. I have read through two of his books at this point and can’t wait to start on the next one. Thank You, Olivia, for telling us about him.”
“I just started his fourth book,” Olivia stated. “Every free moment I have I am reading his books. They are absolutely wonderful. If I weren’t working today, I would definitely be headed to Europa for the Author Meet and Greet at the Poetry Corner. Maybe we can get him to come on this show.”
“Calm down, Olivia. He is married with two kids. One of which is the Wishee.”
“A loving dad and an outstanding author. I wonder if he tells the kids great bedtime stories.”
“He does. He does,” Sarah shouted.
“I can guarantee you that everyone in the Solar System will soon know Gregg Soffin for his stories instead of his child. With books that good, he has a long career in front of him.”
“I sure hope so,” another one of the hosts stated. “His books have definitely entertained me. With two young children, who knows, maybe we will even see some kid's books out of him.”
“Yeah, Daddy,” Sarah jumped up and down. “All the kids in my class would love Daddy Stories.”
“Well,” one of the hosts said. “Whether he does or not, I will certainly be reading every book he puts out. For those lucky ones that get to meet him today, enjoy.”
“Did any of you hear what World Leader . . .”
“House, turn off the show,” Marsha stated.
“Daddy,” Sarah asked? “Will you write a kid's book?”
“We’ll see Sarah Bear,” Dad smiled. “Maybe.”
“Gregg,” Marsha asked? “When do we have to leave?
“We have tickets on the 2 pm train, so we need to leave here by 9:30 am at the latest to make sure we make it.”
Sarah was puzzled, and that showed on her face.
“What’s wrong Sara,” Gregg asked?
Sarah held up her left hand, pointy finger, and said, “9:30.” She held up her right hand and said, “2.” Then she put her left hand into a fist and started to count, putting a finger up for each number, “9 - - 10 - - 11 - - 12 - - 1 - - 2” Looking at her fingers, she turned to Daddy and said, “That’s 6 hours. Why are we leaving six hours before the train?”
“Remember how the Wishing Stone ceremony was in a different Time Zone than us?” Dad looked for confirmation. “Well, the train is in a different time zone. It is four hours different from us.”
Sarah held up six fingers and put down four, “It takes 2 hours to get to the train?”
“It takes about 20 minutes, but you counted wrong. When you count, you don’t include the first number. Then, I also said 9:30, not 9 am. If we leave here at 9:30, we will get there 10 minutes before the train leaves.”
“Except with two little ones,” Mom added. “We need to allow more time for unexpected things. Let’s aim for 9 am to leave. Then hopefully, we can be out of here by 9:30.”
“Good point,” Gregg added. “9 am it is. House, set a 9 am alert.”
“House, show me, Milly,” Marsha said. “Inform me when she enters wake-up stages.”
>>Wake-up alerts activated for Melissa.<<
“Awwwww,” Sarah said, looking at the holo display of Milly sleeping. “The baby looks so cute sucking on her pacifier and hugging her dolly.”
“Yeah,” Marsha commented. “Almost as cute as my little girl hugging her teddy on her lap and strawberry on her face.”
“Mom!”
“If you don’t want to be called a little girl, then stop calling your sister a baby,” Marsha raised an eyebrow. “And use your napkin to wipe your face.”
Sarah grabbed her napkin and wiped her face.
“Finish up, Sarah, then go up and get changed. We're going to a Children’s Museum, so I recommend wearing pants or leggings.”
“Is she still asleep,” Gregg asked as he walked into the living room?
“Yeah,” Marsha said, putting down the book she was reading. “I am about to go in and take her up to her room to get ready to go. Did you put one of those breakfast bars she likes and a sippy cup of Gupit in your transport?”
“Just finished. The kids’ bags are in there too,” Gregg responded. “I sent Sarah to go potty before coming down here.”
Marsha stood up and headed over to the playroom, “Okay, you get Sarah in the Transport. I will join you in a few minutes with Milly.”
Milly didn’t wake up until Marsha started taking her pajamas off to change her diaper. She was quickly changed and dressed in pink pants and a purple shirt with a unicorn on it. After getting her hair up in pig-tails, the two of them headed to Gregg’s transport.
“Mommy,” Sarah asked as Milly was being put in her baby seat. “I want my unicown hown.”
“Not today Milly. We’re leaving.”
“Sawah have cat eaws. I want unicown hown.”
Marsha looked over at the cat ears headband Sarah was wearing and then back at Milly, “Sorry, Milly, but it’s too late.”
“I want my unicown hown. I want my unicown hown. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa,” Milly let out at the top of her lungs while flailing her arms and kicking her legs.
“I’ll be right back,” Gregg said as he hurried out of the transport.
It took Marsha a little bit to stop the temper tantrum, assuring Milly that Daddy would get her unicorn horn headband. Until Milly saw Gregg coming back with the headband, she didn’t fully calm down. With the unicorn headband on, and a pacifier in her mouth, she entirely calmed down.
As they were pulling out of the garage, Sarah blurted out, “I have to go potty, Mommy.”
“Transport, return to the house,” Marsha stated. “Sarah, why didn’t you go when Daddy sent you off to go potty?”
“I didn’t have to go then.”
“Gregg, this is why we plan on leaving so early for things,” Marsha commented. “Milly, why don’t you start eating your breakfast bar while Sarah goes potty.”
After returning from the bathroom, Sarah climbed back into her safety seat and activated it. Before anyone could tell the transport to take off, Milly let out a sound that immediately caused the diaper alert to activate.
“Think we could get away with waiting to change her until we are on our way to Jupiter?” Gregg inquired?
“Definitely not,” Marsha replied. “I can already smell it. Unless you want to stink up your transport.”
“Okay, I guess you do need to go change her.”
“Um, nice try,” Marsha raised an eyebrow. “I just changed her. This one is yours.”
“Come on, Milly,” Gregg released Milly from her safety seat and picked her up. “Let’s get you changed out of that stinky diaper before Mommy gets even madder at me for saying something stupid.”
Sarah was bouncing BooBear on her lap. In her BooBear voice, “Is that all I have to do is throw a temper tantrum, and I get what I want?”
“No BooBear,” Marsha quickly responded. “You are a big Bear. Milly is just a little kid. A little kid who is grumpy because she didn’t sleep all night. If you or Sarah pulled something like that, you would be in time-out and lose your Kid Pad for a few days.”
Sarah hugged BooBear, “Don’t worry, Mommy. I’m a big girl, not a baby like Milly.”
“You certainly are my Big Girl, Sarah. It is not easy being the big sister, but you are doing a good job. Today might be a little hard. We can do it.”
“Did I do stuff like that when I was her age?”
“Oh yes,” Mom smiled at Sarah. “You were an expert at throwing temper tantrums. Still do every now and then.”
“No, I don’t,” Sarah rebutted as she was making BooBear nod his head up and down. “BooBear, you’re supposed to be on my side.”
“Sarah, with Milly in a grumpy mood, we will do things a little differently today. When we get to the Children’s Museum, we will go off and do things Milly would love to do. Maybe start in the Bubble Room, I know you will love that too. Until Daddy can join us, Milly gets to pick what we do next, but as a good big sister, I am sure you can recommend a few things both of you will enjoy. I’ve watched the two of you over the last few days. She looks up to you and wants to do stuff with Big Sis.”
Sarah smiled.
“When Daddy gets to the Museum, he’ll take Milly, and the two of us can go do whatever you want in the Museum.”
“Really?”
“Yup, just the two of us having fun,” Marsha smiled. “Transport, display map of Europa’s Children’s Museum.”
“Oh, Mom, look,” Sarah shouted. “They have a pet center. Can we go to the pet center? Can we?”
“Sure, SarahBear. You want some cuddle time with kitty cats?”
Sarah’s smile grew.
“I bet Milly would love the Fairy Tale dress-up room and the ball pit.”
“Hmmm,” Marsha grinned. “I know an eight-year-old who would love the ball pit too and who still enjoys playing dress-up.”
Sarah blushed.
“Look, Mom. They have a baby room.”
“Sarah, that is for real babies, but Milly would like the Little Ones Play center,” Marsha said, pointing at one of the rooms.
By the time Dad and Milly returned, Sarah and Mom had picked a few places to visit with Milly and some to do when it was just Sarah and Mommy. Once Milly was secured in her seat, they took off for the train.
“We got out before 9:30,” Gregg said as they left the garage.
“Only by five minutes,” Marsha pointed out. “Good thing we aimed for 9 am.”
Milly looked at the map being displayed, but she couldn’t read any of the words. She commented on how pretty the map looked, with the rooms being different colors.
“Yes, Milly,” Marsha said, real pretty. “Transport, is there a Little Ones map?”
The map changed, with pictures displayed above the names of the rooms.
“Look, Mommy, a princess Room!” Milly exclaimed.
The whole family discussed the places to go and things to do at the Children’s Museum as their transport traveled up into space to the train station. None of them were paying attention to what was happening outside of the vehicle.
>>Redirect received. Changing course to the new destination.<<
This caused everyone to immediately look out the windows at where they were and what was happening. They could see that they were surrounded by plain-looking transports, one on all six sides. They were flying past the Family Car on the train and headed towards the engine at the front.
“What’s going on Gregg,” Marsha asked?
“I don’t know,” Gregg said, pressing a few buttons on the transport display screen. “It appears that our train tickets have been changed to . . . to the Elite Car.”
“That’s not an upgrade Gregg. Normal people like us can’t get a spot on that Train Car. Who ordered the redirect?”
Gregg pressed a few more buttons and then looked at Marsha with a quizzical look, “All it says is, Security Override.”
Marsha looked out at the transports surrounding them. Six identical transports, all with tinted windows and no identifiable elements on the vehicles, not even brand names or symbols, “The girls’ protection force?”
“That is my best guess,” Gregg stated. “But I have no idea why? They said they would be keeping their distance.”
>>Incoming Com-Link. Scrambled communications. No ID provided.<<
Gregg and Marsha looked at each other and then at the girls. They were both hugging their stuffed companions.
>>Security Override approved. If you do not respond in 10 seconds, communication will be initiated.<<
“Transport, Accept Com-Link,” Marsha stated.
“Soffin Family, I apologize for intruding on your day out, but we needed to increase your security for the day. There is no direct threat, but unexplained events have caused us to be concerned.”
“Lieutenant Stiles,” Gregg responded. “What unexplained events?”
“Over the last 24 hours, the number of transports booking trips to the Jupiter System has increased dramatically. All train tickets are sold out from every planet in the Solar System. The Train company has added more trains to the system today, and they are all sold out too. There is no increase in bookings at any facility in the Jupiter system. We have too many unknown factors here. Due to that, World Leader Evans has put you on his train car. The only thing more secure would be to travel on a military vehicle to Jupiter. It was not determined necessary at this time, but we will be having a light-speed military vehicle joining us on this trip, just in case. The girls will each have three bodyguards assigned to them.”
“Is that really necessary,” Marsha asked?
“That is the thing, Mam. We don’t know,” Lieutenant Stiles replied.
“Do we need to change our plans for the day? The girls and I were planning on going to the Children’s Museum while Gregg was at the Author Meet and Greet,” Marsha questioned?
“We intend to let you continue your day as planned, just with more security in place. The Children’s Museum has already been notified. They are used to high-security individuals going to their museum.”
“What about the Poetry Corner,” Gregg inquired?
“We have people on the ground there already coordinating with them,” Lieutenant Stiles answered.
“Do you think all these people are going to show up at the Poetry Corner?”
“I refuse to speculate on that at this time. We are preparing for that possibility, including informing Europa and Jupiter System Police.”
>>Incoming Com-Link. World Leader Evans. Scrambled Communication.<<
Gregg responded, “Accept Com-Link and bring into the already active one.”
“Soffin Family,” World Leader Evans said as the transport docked with the train. “I think we need to talk.”
“Sir,” Marsha said. “Can you add anything more to this situation?”
“Maybe,” World Leader Evans stated. “A disproportionate number of individuals booking train travel to the Jupiter system are wish transformed individuals or families of transformed individuals. That is the reason I initiated this Com-Link. The secret of what happened to the Wishee is still unknown. If you want it to stay that way, do not let Milly or Sarah get off the train until it returns to the Earth System. This may, however, be the time to reveal the truth. Multiple Intelligence Agencies believe that the people are going to the Jupiter System in hopes of thanking the Wishee for transforming them.”
Once the transport was fully docked, Sarah turned off her safety seat and snuggled up between Milly and Mommy.
“As I have said before, it would be better if this was revealed on our terms instead of the tabloids or news platforms,” World Leader Evans continued. “But it is your decision. We have already put in place the ability to send a message burst to everyone that shows up, telling them that all communication and messages for the Wishee are to go through the Wishing Stone Society Wishee Communication Network. Think about all of this. It is a 40-minute train trip to the Jupiter System. Once there, the train car you are on will disconnect with the train. You have exclusive access to that train car while it is in the Jupiter System. It will connect with whatever train you are returning to Earth on. Don’t worry about tickets. The train car will automatically arrange to connect to the returning train when you are ready to return to Earth.”
Gregg looked at Marsha and the girls, “World Leader Evans, what do you think we should do?”
“Secrets cause people to seek out the truth. It is always best to just tell the truth. Let the Galaxy know that the Wishee is now four years old. No interviews, but let people take pictures of her.”
“She doesn’t even know she is the Wishee,” Marsha pointed out.
“I am sorry about that, but you asked my opinion,” World Leader Evans stated. “It is your call. I will back whatever your decision is. I have to go, but Lieutenant Stiles can help you. If you need to talk to me, I have instructed my team to give you direct Com-Link access to me.”
“Thank You, World Leader Evans,” Gregg said. Turning to Lieutenant Stiles, “Can we talk on the train, please.”
“The girls’ security teams and I are docked with the train car next to your transport. Regardless of your decision, it is time everyone met.”
After the Com-Link ended, Marsha got Milly out of her Safety Seat and brought her into a big hug.
“What’s going on Mommy,” Sarah asked as she hugged Mom?
“Let’s go into the train car to have this discussion,” Gregg said.
As they left Gregg’s transport, >>Two small children detected. Do you want to activate the Choo-Choo Train protocol?<<
Looking at the two girls, Marsha smiled and said, “Train, yes.”
>>Choo Choo Train protocol activated. Settings are recorded for future rides with this family.<<
Sarah looked up at Mom with a quizzical look. Marsha just smiled. As they entered the walkway from parking area into the train car, Gregg took the gravity bracelets sitting on a shelf, and attached them to the ankles of himself, the girls, and Marsha. As they entered the main compartment of the train car, Sarah immediately noticed a kids section with toys and zero-G playground equipment. She went running over there.
“Daddy,” Sarah asked? “Can I take the gravity bracelets off?”
“No, Sarah, not until the train gets up to speed,” Gregg responded.
Marsha put Milly down and sent her off to play with the toys. Gregg and Marsha sat down on a comfortable couch and watched the kids.
“Can we do this? How are we even going to explain it to Milly? She has no memory of making the wish or being the Wishee,” Marsha said, looking at the girls exploring all the toys.
“Maybe we should,” Gregg commented. “People have trouble accepting she is the Wishee because they believe the Wishee is Sarah’s age.”
“I guess,” Marsha turned to look at ten people enter the train and go to the other end of the car. “If they are correct that a bunch of people are coming to your Author Meet and Greet in hopes of meeting Milly, this would be a good time to do it. No official Press Conference, and maybe they will talk about you instead of Milly during interviews. It hopefully will take some of the attention off of Sarah. I can’t stand having two kids with a potential target on them.”
>>All Aboard. Direct train to the Jupiter System will be leaving in five minutes.<<
“So, do we just thank everyone who shows up, tell them the Wishee was regressed down to four years old, and her memory of the event was blocked from her awareness,” Gregg asked?
“Maybe,” Marsha kept watching the girls play. “Then we bring her out, let them take pictures of us as a family, and then I leave with the girls.”
“You really think it will be that simple?”
“No, but for us, it could be. There will almost certainly be people there recording what we say, so it will be all over media networks by the end of the day. We get the Wishing Stone Society to release the same details right after we publicly state the information,” Marsha kept her eyes on the girls. “Look at them, Gregg. Do you remember when it was Mikey, age eight, and Sarah, age 4? He was so good to little Sarah. Much like Sarah is being right now to Milly. I want Sarah and Milly to have as normal of a childhood as possible. That is not going to happen with them,” Marsha pointed over to the Security Patrol at the other end of the train car. “Look over there. We have to get rid of them, and probably the only way to do that is to let the Solar System know the truth. Regardless of the law restricting interviews, that isn’t going to stop people from trying, but no one interviews a baby in diapers. It’s not even worth talking to her if she doesn’t remember making the wish.”
Gregg hugged Marsha and kissed her on the cheek.
A sound was heard throughout the train car. It started slow but then got faster and faster, Chug-u . . . Chug-u . . . Choo Choo . . . Chug-u . . . Chug-u . . . Choo Choo. Then a train whistle was heard twice.
Milly and Sarah came running up, with Sarah all excited, “We’re on a Choo-Choo train. A real Choo-Choo train!”
Milly added, “Choo-Choo Twain.”
The smiles on both Gregg and Marsha were just as big as the ones on the girls. They brought the kids up onto their laps and gave them big hugs. After some discussion about Choo-Choo Trains and that this one couldn’t travel in time like the one on the Holo-Cartoon, the kids were brought over to meet the Protection Squad.
“Okay, you two,” Marsha directed. “This is really important. Please look at these people. All of them are here to help us.”
Milly went right up to one of the ladies and hugged her.
“Awwww,” Olivia said, looking at Lieutenant Stiles. “Can I be on her team?”
Lieutenant Stiles chuckled, “Sure. Olivia’s team is on Milly. George’s team is on Sarah. Team leaders, spend some time with your VIP. Then switch and get to know the other team's VIP. Remember everyone; these are little kids. Trust is everything. We reach Jupiter System in 40 minutes. I expect all the kids' questions to be answered and little kid trust-building activities done.”
“He talk like Militawy Soldiew at school,” Milly observed.
Olivia leaned into Milly and softly said, “That is because he is a real big important Military Soldier.”
“Oh, cool,” Milly smiled. “I Z-37 pilot.”
“Sam over there,” Olivia pointed to another member of Milly’s protection team. “He is my team’s pilot. Maybe you can give him some pointers.”
“Suzie,” Milly said to her dolly. “We need to teach him evewything we know.”
Among a bunch of laughing, Olivia stated, “Sam, it looks like you are going back to school. Teacher Milly and Teacher Suzie, let’s go over to the toy area so you can teach Sam how to be a good pilot.”
“So, your sister is a pilot,” George asked Sarah? “What special skills do you have?”
“Me,” Sarah questioned while she hugged BooBear tight. “I am no one special.”
“Hmmmm,” George got down on his knees and looked Sarah in the eyes. “Everyone is someone special.”
“Not really,” Sarah declared. “Mikey was good at sports. Milly is good at Floaty Ballet. Zara is good at art. I’m not good at anything.”
Marsha moved towards Sarah, but Gregg held her back, “Let’s see what George has to say first.”
“I was watching you,” George said. “You were being a really good big sister.”
“I was just playing with Milly.”
“I’m a big brother. I know it is not always easy putting up with younger siblings. They can be so annoying at times.”
“Yeah, Milly can be annoying, but she is so cute and loveable. Well, except when she has a poopy diaper.”
George laughed, “Poopy diapers certainly do take away from the cuteness. Now, besides being a great big sister, what do you like to do?”
“I like playing with my dolls and playing on playgrounds.”
“So, other than recess, what do you like at school?”
“I like music class and . . .”
“Excuse me,” Lieutenant Stiles said quietly to Marsha and Gregg, “Can we go talk away from the kids?”
Once out of earshot of both kids, “I just got word from the advance team on Europa. The Poetry Corner has confirmed that the number of pings requesting info on their place, your appearance, and directions to get there far exceed their capabilities.”
“They can’t all be coming to see me, an author none of them had never heard of before a couple of days ago.”
“We agree. It is felt that most are coming in hopes of seeing Milly.”
“Okay, let me see what I can do,” Gregg responded. “Train, Com-Link World Leader Evans.”
>>Accessing Military Communication Network.<<
“What?” Marsha looked at Lieutenant Stiles.
“We are on a Military Train Car. It will allow for communication while traveling at lightspeed.”
“Mr. Soffin, how may I help you,” World Leader Evans asked?
“This has escalated out of control. Marsha and I have agreed to share the secret of what the Wishing Stone really did to Mikey.”
By the end of the conversation, decisions were made as to what information would be released. Coordination of release of information from the Wishing Stone Society to coincide with the family telling the public was set up. World Leader Evans used his contacts to change the location of the venue. The Europa Sky Traffic Control alerted to automatically redirect all traffic going to the Poetry Corner at the time of the event to the new location. Jupiter System Military forces would be deployed to help with security during the event. A team from the Wishing Stone Society would fly out to the event, taking comments intended for the Wishee from those in attendance. The train trip was almost over by the time all the loose ends were tied up.
“Milly,” Marsha called her over. “While we are in Zero-G, why don’t you practice some of your Ballet moves. Let me take your gravity bracelets off.”
“Floaty Ballet,” Milly said, clapping her hands while jumping up and down. Then she stopped and got all serious, “But Mommy, I can’t.”
“Why not, Princess?”
“I don’t have my tutu,” Milly said with all seriousness.
“Mommy,” Milly asked as they left the stage. “What’s a Wishee?”
“You are, silly,” Sarah answered.
“Me,” Milly asked as she looked back at the large crowd? “Why were they calling me a wish?”
Marsha took a deep breath, “As a Princess, you were given one magical wish. With your wish, you gave all those people what they wanted more than anything else. They just wanted to thank you.”
Milly thought about that as they headed to Daddy’s transport.
“Mommy, you’re not going to tell her,” Sarah questioned?
“Tell me what?”
Giving Sarah’s hand a slight squeeze, “Milly, sometimes when babies are born. The person they are on the inside does not match their body. They have a boy body but a girl heart and mind, or a girl body and a boy heart and mind. Your wish made all their bodies match their heart and mind.”
“I did that?”
Sarah got in front of Mommy, who was carrying Milly. She turned to look at the two of them and bounced up and down with a big smile, “Yup, you sure did. You changed you and all of them. You made them really, really, really happy.”
Milly stayed quiet until they were in the transport headed for the Children’s Museum, “I changed me?”
Marsha closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and smiled at Milly, “Yes, Milly.”
“All Wishes Granted,” Milly stated with a blank expression on her face. “An evil queen turned me into a boy, and a pretty Fairy Godmother turned me back into a little girl. Wasn’t that nice of her?”
>>Incoming Government Communication: Wishing Stone Society, Professor Ian<<
“Accept Com-Link,” Marsha stated.
“Marsha, what just happened with Milly? Her Wish Particle number just jumped. It hasn’t moved for days. What changed,” Professor Ian inquired?
Marsha looked at Milly and then at Sarah, “Someone told her about changing from a boy to a girl.”
Sarah meekly raised her hand.
“After thinking about that for a bit,” Marsha continued. “Milly stated, ‘All wishes granted.’ Then she used the line again of an evil witch turning her into a boy and a Fairy Godmother turning her back into a girl.”
“Interesting,” Professor Ian said, looking over at Milly in her safety seat, hugging her Susie dolly.
“Did you see what your son did?” Lucarous complained.
“Did he clean his room?”
“Eltarna, don’t be silly. Did you see what he did on that planet Earth?”
“Lucarous, stop complaining. You got tired of dealing with guiding the seeded planets, so you turned it over to OUR son.”
“He granted two wishes! Then he left Transformite in the one that made the wish.”
“Yeah,” Eltarna beamed. “I was so proud of him for doing that.”
“What? He had one job. Grant one wish that will guide the humanoids towards the day when they will encounter the other seeded planets. One wish. We can’t exactly go back down there and recharge the device.”
“Oh, come on now,” Eltarna went over and started giving her husband a back massage. “Ebit did move the humanoids towards their destiny. Throughout their solar system, there are movements to accept differences in people without question. Within ten of their years, no child will be pushed to be something or someone they are not. All those changes are hidden behind him, altering the gender of a small number of them.”
“I was impressed with that,” Lucarous admitted. “They believe these changes are due to the wish, completely unaware of the seeds of change planted to alter humanoids acceptance of differences. But, he turned that innocent child into a baby.”
“He granted a hurt child her wishes. I was proud of him for that. It reminded me of the last wish you granted on that planet. It had no purpose other than to make that sweet child happier than she had been in her entire life.”
“She was so innocent and naive.”
“I loved what you did for her Lucarous. It showed me the part of you that I fell in love with,” Eltarna kissed Lucarous. “Giving her a unicorn. You didn’t even do an impact study before giving that unicorn. Then you made it a whole species on the planet. It really was a brilliant move of transforming a species that already existed on the planet. The alicorn we brought with us when we visited the planet couldn’t survive without the special food we brought. It always amazed me that the species stayed in the humanoid’s legends. Did you see that the child Ebit granted wishes to loved unicorns?”
“But he turned a child into a baby,” Lucarous complained. “That was pushing things just a little too far. He didn’t even finish the process in one move.”
“Honey, did you pay any attention to what the kid wished for?”
“The kid wanted his body to match his mind.”
“Lucarous, the kid wanted the little girl childhood she missed because everyone judged her by the physical body instead of her brain and her heart. That was her true wish. The secondary wish is what Ebit used to advance the Earthlings. To me, it would have been cruel to turn her into a girl without regressing her the way she wanted.”
“He turned her back into a baby!”
“Not an infant, just a baby. This way, she will grow up with no memories of ever being a boy. Unlike you, Ebit DID the long-term study. The child will have the best possible future by starting over at that age. By altering the parent’s timelines to match the new birthday, the parents could fulfill their own dreams and pass that passion onto their children. Teaching them to pursue their dreams. Did you look at what this child’s most likely future is?”
Lucarous waved his arm, and possible future timelines for Milly appeared in front of him, “This can’t be right. It should be several millenniums before they are able to do that.”
“That baby girl could be the first of our seedlings to figure out how to communicate with us. All Ebit had to do was grant the child a wish to have the little girl childhood that she missed.”
“I . . . I didn’t . . .”
“That is right. You didn’t. You reacted before thinking or doing the proper research. Maybe you should have a little more faith in our son.”
“Sorry, Dear,” Lucarous lowered his head. “It’s just we established the one wish policy for a reason. Ebit granted two. He left Transformite in her. He altered four timelines.”
“Changing his Parent’s timelines?”
“Yeah,” Lucarous said. “And one other to make one of the parent’s timelines work.”
“I do feel he messed up there. He should have altered their memories along with their timelines.”
“No! He shouldn’t have altered their timelines,” Lucarous complained. “We alter the timeline of the individual making the wish and no one else.”
“Oh, come on Lucarous. That child deserved to grow up as if her existence as a male never happened. The research showed it was for the best, and I support Ebit for doing it. I just wish he had finished the process.”
“I’m not going to get any support from you on any of this, am I.”
“Nope,” Eltarna smiled. “I am very proud of our son for all he did for the Earthling’s wishes. Granting this little one’s wishes reminded me of when our kids were little and had access to Transformite technology. Just like the humanoids, they used to think it was magic too.”
“That little kid belief in magic and wishes does appear to be a universal trait of higher intellect beings,” Lucarous said with a smile. “I enjoyed it so much when our kids were little. Stop it! You are trying to distract me from the issue.”
“Is it working,” Eltarna asked?
Lucarous shook his head and rolled his eyes.
“Why are you even throwing a fit now? It’s been a few hours since Ebit did all of this.”
“Transformite just did something to that baby, and I got the alert. Why is there any Transformite left in the baby?”
“Did you read Ebit’s report on the Earthling’s wish and his actions?”
“That garbage written up for the Seedling Council? No.”
“Well, maybe you should,” Eltarna pointed out. “The research showed that it would be best for the child not to have any memory of being a boy as she goes through her childhood.”
“What did he do, put a Transformite Control Node in her?”
“Just a small one,” Eltarna said as she continued giving her husband a neck massage. “That was my recommendation. I call it the Fairy Godmother protocol.”
Lucarous put his hands over his face and shook his head back and forth while taking a deep breath.
“Don’t worry about it Lucarous,” Eltarna directed. “It’s only programmed to make sure all references to her previously being a boy never leave short-term memory. Then when she finally does become an adult, access to all memories is restored. Look at the projections Lucarous. We have done all of this with the Seedling planets to prepare them to meet each other and eventually meet us. That baby girl could be the first to do both. If, and only if, she grows up a normal little girl with no memories of making the wish or previously being a boy. At least not until she is an adult. She is so cute and adorable when she is interacting with her sister. There is real love between the two of them.”
“Eltarna? How do you know about the way she interacts with her sister? Display on.”
“Milly, we’re going to the Bubble room first. Doesn’t that sound like fun?”
“Holo Bubbles fun.”
“No, Milly, these are REAL bubbles.”
“Weal Bubbles,” Milly said as her smile grew bigger and bigger.
“Display Off,” Lucarous commanded. “So, you have been watching her. The policy is, we let the Transformite do what it does, and then we walk away and let the culture get used to the changes we made.”
Lucarous swiped his hand and pressed some buttons on his display, “There. I have disconnected the baby’s Transformite Control Node from our surveillance system. If Ebit did his job right, it should be able to complete its mission without us. This is the end of the Earthling Soap Opera.”