Spending time as girl I want to be

I have recently spent more time as Leeanna in public. I never got a hostile or second glace, apart from some guy checking out my legs when the wind lifted my dress above the knee.

I learned most people will pass you by as they are not interested. I spent a few days on the Essex coast with a very kind gentleman who has been encouraging me to spend more time as my other self. Over the weekend I spent longer as Leeanna than I have ever before.

I got to cook and eat a meal with him in my Leeanna persona. After a while, I was unaware of what I was wearing and I felt "normal". It was amazing to feel so relaxed. He did not push me past my limits, just carefully encouraged me to exceed them.

We went out in public for a seafront walk in the daylight on Saturday and on Sunday I even ventured into an arcade on the pier.

I don't know if it was because I was with someone, but I always feel I am being stared at when I walk alone. This did not happen once. Do lone women attract more attention? I never got a curious or hostile look. I was just anther women walking by.

I tried a different look. I think glasses help disguise the harder male lines of my face. I still find it hard to think I can "pass"

Thank you "M" for bringing Leeanna so much happiness.