on my manic state

Since I'm currently in a manic state, I figured I would talk about what being manic does to me.

See, unlike the depression part of my cycle, which is always kind of the same, each time I'm manic seems a bit different from the last.

Sometimes, when I'm manic, I become giggly like I had taken a serious hit of pot. (Its also when my girly girl side comes out most. That, of course, is Jaci's fault).

But sometimes, instead of that, I become irrationally angry at everything and everyone.

Sometimes, my ADHD is in full force while I'm manic, sometimes I get focused on one thing and can't shake it no matter what.

And sometimes, being manic will trigger some other problem I have, like my PTSD or my gender dysphoria.

So I think you can see why my manic phase can be difficult to plan for, in terms of finding the best way through it.

Ah, well.