Something Has Happened to Me.

A couple of days ago I looked at my reflection in a window and was shocked. I look nothing like a woman, and don't care. I used to work really hard to appear feminine, in leggings and skirt and nice top on my bike. I don't walk much because my knees are both awful, and doing research, at my age (75) knee work just doesn't seem to work out. I'll stop complaining.

Now, when I go out, it is long pants. I have naturally grown B cup breasts but can't wear a bra of any sort because my lymph nodes all up and down my ribs hurt awfully. The girls really stand up with no sag.

I'm confused but thankful that whatever happened was not disabling. Researching, it could have been a silent stroke. Or maybe I'm just turned off by the bullshit that a trans person goes through? Perhaps I should present at the ED? I'll perhaps get in touch with my Doctor. I hate to run to her complaining about the problem that I don't have.

Decisions, decisions.

Gwen