Positive-rapid test Covid

Back in October, I got into another domestically abusive situation & left. I was travelled several hours away & since, this event, I have been in 2 shelters (homeless/women's/coed).

I had not been feeling well the last couple of days. Due to my respiratory issues, I figured it was just pneumonia, sinus infection, bronchitis etc again.

Well I was given a rapid test & I am positive for Covid as of tonight 8:58PM.

I have not been well & my breathing is extremely laboured, I was suffocating earlier. I hate spitting & I know it is unladylike, but I did my best to do so, to clear my throat, rather pathetically.

When I get ill, it takes longer then most for me to get relatively better.

If I pass, it is unlikely anyone will get here to update anyone. I have cut out the entirety of my family... despite my being NC with my mum, I updated her this evening.

Truthfully I am hoping my doctor calls back, I would rather ask to be Euthanized. Course, I do not doubt that I will not get it, unfortunately.

You all have been my family, where my heart is. So I share this with you all