Trying to get back to my stories

Hey everyone,

I was really hoping that now that I've got full use of my dominant arm back that I would be able to get back to my regular weekly writing schedule this week instead of just one chapter a week. I kinda ran into problems with depression and PTSD dreams though and as much as I tried over the weekend I wasn't able to get more than a half chapter of Apocalypse Dawn written and a few paragraphs of I Wish. So I was already fighting depression and self-loathing, and since V-Day hit yesterday things just got way worse. I feel worthless, alone, and I'm still stuck living with Martin and watching him pursue other girls. I can barely make myself get out of bed and it's taking every bit of self control I have not to start cutting again. Hopefully I can find a way to shake this off soon and get back to my regular writing schedule.

Amethyst