It's all over but the crying

I was hoping that I'd be able to get some writing done this month, but between the depression, anxiety, and sleeplessness it's been difficult to get anywhere Things were bad enough, but Martin broke up with me on Saturday and I've spent most of the time since crying my eyes out. We're going to keep living together for the summer, and I'm going to spend a lot of that time working on myself but now I have to figure out what to do from here. I can't stay in Quebec, hell it hurts too much just to stay with Martin and I need to go somewhere where I can get my medical needs addressed. I'm a mess right now and I'm not even sure where to start. So now I need to figure out what to do, where I can start over, and how I'm going to afford it without much income.

Sorry to be a downer everyone,

Amethyst