Kind of a crappy long weekend

Hey everyone,

Sorry if I've been quiet this weekend but it's kinda sucked for me. Thursday night I got triggered pretty bad and Martin was a few hours calming me down. As a result I've been dealing with PTSD dreams during what little sleep I have been getting. Add to that the Martin has been working and ended up working double shifts so s/he wasn't here to keep me calm and I've been a bit of a mess and fighting off panic attacks since my prescription for Xanax can't be renewed again. I also had to deal with a meal with his family which is always stressful because they speak too fast in French for me to follow half the time and I can't really contribute much to the conversation. At least Martin was able to be there for that and we were able to use the fact that s/he had work the next morning and had worked double shifts the past two days to duck out early so s/he could sleep at a decent hour last night.

Anyway, with all of that going on and having internet issues Saturday night and most of Sunday too I just haven't been in the headspace to write and even if I was Martin and I wouldn't have had time to go through edits before posting. So unfortunately I wasn't able to post a chapter of MSPD this weekend. Sorry about this but life just decided to kick me while I was down this weekend and I just haven't had the energy to try to fight it off.

*big hugs to you all*

Amethyst