Apologies to my readers

I've been trying really hard to finish the new chapter of Apocalypse Dawn, or anything really the past few days, but it's just not happening. For a week, since I got my medical coverage sorted out, I've been trying to find a new doctor, or at the very least someone to renew my prescriptions for my hormones and meds, but so far I can't even get so much as an intake appointment for eight months to a year. The walk-in clinics won't write a new prescription for me either, unless I have a standing one from a local doctor. I really thought things would improve now that our income is becoming more stable and we got the medical coverage sorted, but things are hard enough finding a doctor and getting appointments here even without the current pandemic.

I just can't be productive like this, and it's been showing in my attempts to write. I haven't been sleeping, I'm sinking back into depression, my anxiety is in overdrive and I can't concentrate. I am so tired of feeling like half a person. I'm not getting anything done anyway and I think that this week is going to end up being a wash, so I'm going to take some time to try and get myself back under control while I continue to try to find a doctor that will actually help me. Sorry about this everyone, but I'm just so damn physically, mentally, and emotionally drained right now.

*big hugs*

Amethyst