a dream of searching, anger, and something beyond

Last night's dream was … interesting. It started with me in a crowed building, that seemed a combination of a school and recreation center complete with a wave pool. I wanted to get to the water, which I could see behind glass, But I was unable to do so, and asking the crowd of people didn't help. Finally Ieft frustrated, and instead of just asking, I began swearing at people.

Still fuming, I found a way outside, which was just as crowded as inside had been, and my attitude changed. Finally, I gathered the people, with the ones I had sworn at in front, and told them they didn't have to be afraid of me anymore. That my anger had been out of desperation to find something that I believed would save them, which had been my true goal. Then I told them I had failed them, and I sank to my knees before them, pressed my head against the ground, and waited for them to enact whatever punishment they wanted.

Dont ask me, folks.