I' a moron

Okay, I think the title says it all.

First off let me say I'm ex-military special forces, I have a big problem with confined spaces from that. I guess claustrophobic would be the correct word but it does not quite fit, as I can be in a large room with few people and have problems if the situation is right. I was in a situation today where I needed a window open and others in the office complained, Closing the window caused me such stress that I got a migraine, couldn't breathe and ended up in the fight or flight mode. I think with my background I think we all know which mode I was in when I found myself in a situation with a couple other co-workers that had been blatantly undermining my authority.

I'm happy to say I held back the beast and no one got hurt, but it was close, closer than I imagined, as I found myself halfway across the room toward those that the beast felt needed to be punished before I caught myself.