needing some positive vibes and hugs

Well, a day that was supposed to be a triumph for me quickly turned into a near disaster, with me ending up struggling with suicidal thoughts.

I went down to the Canadian government office with my name change document and got the change done, but unfortunately, they dont deal with taxes, and told me I will have to contact Revenue Canada myself.

Then I went to the bank that has my car loan to give them my change of name, and went into my purse for the document ... only to discover it was missing.

I drove as fast as I could back to the government office, struggling to keep myself from totally losing it, and luckily when it fell out of my purse in the parking lot, someone turned it in, slightly run over.

So it could have been worse, but I am still dealing with the emotional stuff, and I could really use some positive vibes.