2 AM tears
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You know how you can tell you have a long way to go in your healing journey?
When it's 2 AM, and you're holding on to a teddy bear and crying.
That was me last night.
I was triggered by a story that featured an idea I call "the magician's force". Basically, it's where you give someone the illusion of choice, but you've rigged the outcome beforehand.
I believe my abuser used something like that with me.
And so I cried for the seven year old child who fell into the hands of such a creature ...
Ah, well. Must carry on, regardless.