Second opinion, Got news from doctor, I'm ready to give up
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I was told that it was not possible for my pelvis to change, for me to grow wider hips, my pelvis to tilted or wider like it should be. It will just be reallocation of fat. This on top of everything else not listed here make me not care anymore. I don't care that I am about to graduate college, it just doesn't matter that much to me and nothing else really ever has. Additionally that means that my pelvis would not be suitable for a transplanted womb. Unless another medical professional tells else tells me different I can't find the motivation to keep going. I have already lost the majority of my apetite and barely feel the need to eat anymore. The weight is crushing me and my anxiety levels are through the roof, my chest has been tight for days.
I'm not yet at the point where I'm planning suicide, but I just don't really care anymore and if that continues for another week it probably won't take me to get there.