Trying to keep my problems to myself

Well I'd hoped to,not write a blog about myself such as this.I pretty much keep my problems to myself but I think I owe the community an explanation as to why I haven't been writing as of late. I called it laziness but in reality I just haven't had the stamina to write. That being said I want to thank everyone for their kind words in the comment section of my stories. The reason for this loss of energy is congestive heart failure, I have it pretty bad. Tomorrow morning I will be admitted to the advanced cardiac clinic at Kaiser Hospital in Santa Clara, CA. Hopeful;ly they will be able to balance my meds to where I feel better than I do now. The clinic is where I had aortic valve replacement six years ago. They have ties with Stanford hospital and I hope that helps. I'd do a replacement but I doubt it will happen to an old guy like me. Anyway, the reason for this blog is to say I love you all in the community and God bless each of you, Arecee