First Step to HRT -- Update

Well I went to the appointment I discussed in my last blog post, which I thought was going to be the one where they'd prescribe me hormones.

No such luck. It was simply an "intake" interview with a nurse, who reviewed all the stuff I already knew about hormones and made an appointment for me in 5 weeks with someone who can prescribe hormones for me.

I'm still oscillating back and forth. One minute I'm convinced that I'm trans and always was (even if I didn't know it), the next minute I know I've made it all up and am just doing it for the drama and/or the lulz. One minute it seems like my life will finally go from black-and-white to being in color, the next minute I'm sure that I'm destroying what little value my life has left.

Stay tuned for my next meltdown, in 5 weeks....