So here I am

It's 3 am and I'm at my friends house spending the night. My friends mother will take me in just under 4 hours to the hospital where I'm going to have surgery on my deviated septum. Normally this is outpatient, but I get to spend the night.

Why am I up this early and not sleeping?

Partly due to the anxiety I always get with these things, and partly because I couldn't breath and woke up some congestion an hour ago.

It's fun stuff. I tried for over an hour to fall back asleep, but it's not happening so I gave up. Plenty of time for sleep while in recovery. I'm not worried that anything bad will happen in the surgery, just anxious.

I'll be off everything including chat for a few days while I recover. In a few weeks, I'll be breathing better, have better sleep and just perform better at life, which includes staying awake when I should be and writing.