My brain confuses me

Well, since I had talked about it briefly yesterday, I want to share a bit about the two dreams I had recently that have me wondering what my unconscious or subconscious or whatever is trying to tell me.

The first one took place in a crowded restaurant, and I ended up having to share a table with a man. Despite my initial shyness, he managed to draw me into a conversation, and when it was time for me to go, I gave him a sisterly kiss on the cheek. The gesture was so feminine, and came to me so naturally, I woke up being jealous of my dream-self's confidence.

The second one was even weirder. I found myself being cuddled by a very androgynous man and a beautiful woman at the same time. While I was flattered by their attention, I somehow knew there was something they needed from me that was driving their affection, so I remained in control, even as the woman pushed my hand down her pants. I refused to help them until they explained what they wanted. Sadly, before they could, I woke up.

My brain confuses me ...