my thoughts and a question

Hey everyone. I guess some of you think my story is to graphic or explicit to be here. But there are other credible authors here that have written explicit sex in their stories too. There are also explicit sexual content in many romance novels. Sandra Brown is one example. Shes one of my favorites too.
But anyhow, I seem to remember a especelly explicit near novel length story here a few years ago about a young collage age guy with a effeminate looking body offered himself to a dominant male to transform. He humiliated him or her quite abit and it had explicit descriptions of sex. the story behind it was he was a killer, he killed the guys sister and at the end, the transsexual killed him.
I liked it, does anyone remember that story here, i cant remember who wrote it or even the title :(.