overreacted

Sorry about my earlier posts. I think I overreacted just a tad. As a person who wears her heart on her sleeve I take things personally more than I ought.

I think I'm going to take a step back and regroup though. My old roommate made a point and it is valid, I end one story and immediately start on the next. I might not be typing, but I'm planning and dreaming and scheming out ways to write something worthwhile. Problem with that, I never sit back and just relax and recharge.

Sometimes I do feel as if I'm in a niche no one wants filled. But I do have to stay true to my visions and hope that I reach just that one who really needs to hear what I have to say. Also I have this fear that if I quit, my muse will leave and when I want to continue she won't come back.

For now I just need to lick my wounds. Some things really set me off and that is either being told my work is crap or an accusation that I'm a pedophile and I had both seemingly at once. I am also too damn competitive for my own good. So I will just relax a bit, maybe read over some of my works that I've forgotten, and catch up on naps.

Thanks for the swift kick in the ass for all of those who sent it.