At the end of a trying day, some good news

Well, at the end of a trying day, I got some good news.

First, the trying part - I had perhaps the worst nightmare/flashback I have had in quite some time last night, and I woke up feeling shaky. Added to the fact I am fighting a flu, and it was not the best way to start my day.

But now for the good news. I saw my gender specialist today, and for the first time in months, I have hope again that a surgery could be in my future. He said he will contact a doctor in Arizona and see if my weight would be an issue for him, and if not, he will lobby the government for funding. And if he says no, he will get me a orchidectomy to remove my testes, so at least I would be that much closer to being fully complete.

Huggles to all, and Merry Christmas !