I am no longer able to cope. I don't know what to do.

I need to vent:
5 months ago the transmision went. Had to go to my sister for help getting it replaced.
Last week motor blows a bearing; back to my sister for help
Tonight something shorts out and a fire destroys my bed and damages all my clothes; my CPAP device; the charger for my phone and then there is the cleanup costs probably a new wardrobe.

Did i mention no fire insurance?

I just wanna die. Im tired of just scraping by; moving from disaster to another.
I once posted if it werent for bad luck id have no luck at all

Dayna

A popular phrase "smile! It could be worse." I smiled. It got worse.