Rough night

Okay, so Tuesday night I go to work, and managed to pull a muscle in my leg. It gets bad enough I have to not work Wednesday night, but I came back last night despite limping pretty hard.

You'd think that was the worst part of my night? Not even close.

See, I also got attacked by a massive sense of worthlessness and despair to the point I felt like even dying wouldnt save me - I'd just go to hell.

I dont really know where this thing came from, but its welcome to go back there.

I have enough troubles as it is......