Ghost Writer ?

Ghost Writer? What is that, and would it be of use to me?

This autobiography that is in progress has proved to be so painful, that I do not know if it can be finished by me. Perhaps.

I really wanted to make a powerful statement about child abuse and molestation; one that would bring all this to center stage of the the public arena; to make things better. Perhaps the idea is too Pollyanna?

I'll be speaking to my long time shrink about that today. Sometimes I feel that my continued work on it could put a pistol in my mouth, but I still want it to be published. Not because I am so special, but more people need to speak out and confront the daemons.

Will books like this help to put an end to child abuse? I have friends who have a hell that is more poignant than mine hidden in the dark recesses of their minds, who I doubt will ever reveal their pasts. I want all the tears to not have flowed in vain.

Any suggestions? Should another T woman write this? Should I use a Muggle (non trans, straight person) to do it? Maybe the story should just die when I do?