Post ops only please. Do you ever get horny?

Post ops, do you ever get horny? I know this is an indelicate subject and since I say I am so religious, you probably find my question unthinkable. It’s approaching 8 years since I had any Testosterone in my blood. The Endocrinologist confirmed last week that my T levels are not measureable.

My E levels are around 50.

Yet, every now and then (every few months) my eyes just go crossed with desire. I don’t know what I am going to do about it since penetration does about nothing. The little man in the boat seems to have a window into my soul though. From my experiences in the past, I know better than try to go out and get laid, because I will be an emotional wreck for weeks after, feeling as if I should go directly to hell and do not collect $200.

Can anyone offer sage advice? I don't want to do anything to make me go blind.

Gwen