TG PMS

just finished the latest chapter of "Jem" which featured "TG PMS" - basically its when a trans girl like me starts feeling like a fake. It happens to me sometimes, and on bad days I wonder if I will ever be whole .....

Ah, well. I'm pretty blessed in this journey so far. The rejection and hatred I expected did not happen, and even those people who think this is a mistake have assured me that they love me anyway.

Its funny. At the last pot-luck for the local trans support group, people who look (and act, if I'm being honest) a lot more feminine than me told me about discrimination, harassment, even being assaulted, and I wonder why I got so darn lucky to have avoided all that garbage ....

So it goes, I guess.