Can't write tonight

I really do try to keep on top of my writing. You can ask those part of team WAM that I normally stick to my schedule. BUt I am too heart broken to even try tonight. How can I not weep for the loss of innocence today? I have always been emotional, always quick to shed a tear, but some things just break my hear more than I can bear.

I wish there was something we could do as a community on Big Closet so we can honor those who suffered, but I am at a loss. There are no moments of silence on the internet, no loading the screen at half mast. I feel so guilty about fretting over my infinitesimally small problems, when there is such pain in the world. I will continue posting on Monday, but i think I need time to grieve and it is hard to find joy in fiction when such sorrow surrounds me.