aaaaaargh

well about time i started blogging somewhere i suppose (giggle), i am just taking a break from fighting with heaven can wait as its turning out to be a hard story to write. Not because I am trying to please people but like most of my stories it contains pieces from my past and how some things I wish I could of changed or avoided.

I suppose I write to examine myself and how I interact with others so it does make it harder to write fiction as always trying to dig away the harsh parts so it doesn't offend people and make it too dark too read.

on a lighter note the final 7 days countdown towards when i start my road to becomming the girl i am is 2 days away. I do feel sorry for the psychs who will have too deal with me as I am not a straight forwards girl mopre a sideways look at life

sending a hug to you all out there

allie