Out of the closet

I had my coming out a few days ago. First I told my mother. Surprisingly she took it in the best way I could have imagined. She was so supportive and I'm so happy about this.

I also told my colleagues at work. Many people are giving me bad names now and offend me, but I don't care anymore. I feel alive. At last somethings goin' forward again in my live. Let them all hate and talk about me, it doesn't matter. I don't give a darn anymore.

I still have some big 'hurdles' in my way like talking to my brother about it. That's the one I'm most afraid of.

One of the guys at work gave me a name when I walked by today: Natasha.
Of course he meant it in an insulting way, but actually I liked the sound of it.
So I guess I'll go for it as a new name for my girl self.

This all which is now ahead of me will still gonna be a hard road to walk down...

So please wish me luck, girls.

Natasha