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Thoughts

Submitted by melissa1963 on Tue, 2011/06/21 - 4:54pm

Author: 

  • Melissa1963

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Drabble ~ 100 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transitioning

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

As I sit in the woods on a cold fall day.
I watch the wind blow as the leaves on the trees fall.
I ask myself, is there a reason I am this way.
Would I be better off dead?
I have tried for way to long.
I have cried and cried and the tears are all gone.
As the sky grows dark and my anger builds.
I find being dead would be a thrill.
Please help me lord, I cried one time.
I head back home no longer afraid for the end was not to be on this day.
I have too many friends that would be sad if I went away.
As I enter my house, there my parents stood ready to give me a hug.
Everything will OK they said.

(not a suicide note)



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