tough day at church

This entry deals with some tough stuff, and might be triggering, read with caution

Well, my good mood has been shot to heck. I took the ex to church today, and left feeling like I had a one-way ticket to Hell, and the best I could hope for was a quick death. I was doing badly enough to be composing a suicide note in my head to write as soon as I could get away from everyone long enough to write it. Fortunately, with Kylie's help, I have recovered from that feeling.