Interesting Development

So, something's come up in my life as potentially very, VERY positive. I just don't know if it's a step in the right direction or not.

I found out through, of all people, the mother of someone I went to school with and haven't seen in years, that there are special services for the blind for adults now, who can teach me a trade and help me get a job with the US Government. It would apparently all be paid for too.

The caveat is that I'd have to live in Little Rock. ;-)

I still don't know what I want to do with my life, but I know that if I ever want to move forward, I need to get out of here, so the "move to Little Rock" part works out well, with the added benefit that the one therapist I want to see also works out of Little Rock, so that's bonus #2.

I don't really know what I'm afraid of, exactly. The thought that I could have a real shot at transitioning, that things aren't all just "I wish" anymore, but "I could" now? I don't know. I guess I should take it one step at a time and focus on stability first.

At least this would put me where I could see a real therapist, and go from there.