Re used?

Writing is so much harder than I want it to be.
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It's in plain desperation I throw in every new part here, and when done, I find myself starting to rewrite it, as it's baad.. Bad bad bad. And it's not at all what I want it to be, it should be so much better.

Anyway, if you read it, please revisit it some hours after instead, as I keep on changing it. But it's only when it's up that I can see how it will look. Writing it doesn't give me that same 'clarity' of vision, possibly? That, or I'm like a blind leading a blind, ah, that would be me leading me self..

So, please, reuse use if used..

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And I think it will become even more confusing with the next parts, I'm sort of into physics and it becomes a most unholy mix as I started to write about that too. You might read it as a puzzle, because that's what it is becoming I'm afraid, at least it puzzles me. And it's definitely a draft, one that that I doubt ever to pass that stadium too :) Maybe i should rename it? The never-ending draft?

So, now you're forewarned..
Otherwise, I still like it :)
But that's me..

Cheers.
Yor.