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After All

Submitted by Andrea Lena on Mon, 2010/02/01 - 1:03am

Author: 

  • Drea DiMaggio

Audience Rating: 

  • Younger Audience (g/y)

Publication: 

  • Verse, Poetry, Lyric

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

Other Keywords: 

  • Song
  • Doubt and fear
  • With Much Love and Admiration for my Sisters

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)
after all
 
by Andrea Lena Dimaggio

 

looking out my window undeserving today;
another self deception i just started to say;
if he comes to see me i'll just send him away;
i really don't belong after all.

peering past my curtains i can see that he's here;
looking in my mirror i see nothing but fear;
i don't want to worry but he's getting too near;
i guess i don't deserve him after all.

standing face to face with him he looks past my shame;
standing here amazed that he just loves me the same;
standing heart to heart with him he whispers my name;
still, i don't deserve him after all.

love was always something that i could never see,
but he knows this girl in me who i feared i'd never be.
he puts his dreams and hope and faith and courage in me;
rejected by most, ignored by the rest;
i see me at my worst, he only sees my best.

i'm afraid he'll leave me; he just says we won't part.
holding me he reaches in and pulls at my heart.
his touch is so electric that it gives me a start,
maybe i belong after all.

i had vowed with all my strength to not let him in.
i felt so defeated; i just knew i'd never win.
he said it doesn't matter; he doesn't care who i've been.
we belong to each other;
we were meant for each other;
we belong to each other after all.

 



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