Is this the real life?

or is it fantasy?

I'm caught on a roller coaster of emotion atm, we seem to be going from peak to peak with pater this week, no sooner is one issue resolved than another rears its ugly head, As you might imagine, my, our, emotions are running along a very bouncy tightrope that has been close to breaking more than once this week. He's currently back in the hospital but information has been sparse so what that means, we've no idea.

I have managed to get in a couple of half decent rides, 100km down towards Weston SM on Thursday then 110km today on a Stroud/Cotswold loop variation. They really do help to maintain some level of sanity, whilst i can think about stuff there are enough distractions along the way to keep me from descending into what Churchill called a black dog.

On Tuesday i'm off to GOC, it's gonna be a difficult week that's for certain, if opportunity allows i'll pop in but that's subject to events beyond my control.

I'll be back soon, but for now,
Tschussie,
Madeline Anafrid