I am so sorry, everybody

I need to apologise to anybody who got worried about my last post.

First a bit of an explanation. due to some passive-aggressive stuff by me, I ended up owing extra on my cable/internet bill, and could not pay it off this month.

I ended up rage-quitting with my provider, and then panicked that if I suddenly wasn't on for a while, people would worry about me.

instead, because all my manic energy turned into self-hate, my post was more likely to worry people.

I was already in the process of finding a new provider, so if there is a gap, it shouldn't be long.

Again, my deepest apologies for scaring people, and I am going to try and catch myself in those moods sooner so I don't say/do stuff that I'll regret after the fact.

huggles to all who put up with me.